iT IS 10:00 PM and I am sitting here alone in my room feeling pretty low. my husband has night duty with my son and as usual I have no one to talk to. I get so frutrated with myself because I am too shy to make friends because of the constant fear of rejection. I have never in my 33 years had any friends who I can talk to that's why my computer feels like my only friend. I'm sorry if I am boring anyone but I just needed to get this out of me.
