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Want Cool Friends
Hey Fubar this BiWoaman, just get on here with my man GEMINIBOY2010. Looking to have fun and get drank with the best of them. Anything interestinh to blog let me know. If you are a twitter fun what is the must blogus thing you ever saw wrote on it? Hit me Bac.

Eyes Of A Stranger
I look into your eyes and I see the past. I see the see the pain I've caused,the sorrow I brought and the life I shattered. I see the past. I look into your eyes and I see the present. I see the hope and the fire that once was lost. I see a love that has returned. I see the present. I look into your eyes and I see the future. I see happiness that was long forgotten. i see worry and fear slipping away. I see living life. I see the future. I look into your eyes and I see your soul. I look into your eyes and I see me. I see the eyes looking back at me and I see that they for mine.

How To View
ok at the end of today all the guys are going to be kicked out of my family to get back in you gotta buy your way back in later this weekend i'll be putting more nawties up you won't want to miss message me and we can discuss how to buy your way back in and for how long

Face To Face~ Part1
Have you ever met a woman that down plays her appearance? I didn't think so, neither had I until my neighbor moved in next door. You could see right away that Shela had beautiful features, but she was hiding them very carefully. Odd for a woman, don't you think? I guess that's a pretty stupid thing for me to notice, normally I don't look twice at a woman unless she's under twenty-five. Look, I know what you're thinking, this guy is one of those assholes that won't even talk to a girl unless she looks like a model. You might be right, but I don't rag on you about hating cauliflower do I? I know what I like, and I have no interest in getting tied up in a relationship. I've noticed that as women get older that they want to settle down, and that's not going to happen with me cause Jerry don't play that game. No, it's not that I'm that shallow. I have a successful business to run, and I would just end up hurting some poor unsuspecting woman. Shit, I've even proved it to a couple of to

Face To Face~ Part2
I was a nervous, but I was prepared. In a new tuxedo with two dozen red roses, I rang the doorbell. Shela answered the door with shock written allover her face, "Jerry, wha..." "Excuse me Miss, I know it may seem forward but I would like to ask if you would care to accompany me to dinner some evening," I asked as I presented the flowers to her. She could barely see over the bouquet, "Jerry," she said questioningly. "Shela," I questioned back. We did have dinner, that night and every night thereafter. I found that she was everything a woman should be, sweet, kind, loving and most of all, we could talk. I found a best friend first, we were and are so compatible. I think the love was there from the start, but I let Shela set the pace. She had some trust issues with men, but we jumped that hurdle together. Shela finally opened up and bloomed like a flower. She no longer tries to hide her beauty behind those frumpy clothes. As for me, there is only so much that success or mon

Quiz
COPY AND PASTE TO YOUR OWN BLOGS AND LETS GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER BETTER!!!! Nickname you prefer: BABY GIRL or BAD GIRL Age, including months: 29 YEARS AND 5 MONTHS What is your ethnic background?: ITALIAN, ENGLISH AND IRISH Real hair color: REDISH BROWN Age you got your first piercing/tattoos: 3 MONTHS OLD LOL How many?:2 IN EACH EAR, NOSE AND EYE BROW Shampoo/conditioner: SUN SILK Deodorant: DOVE Perfume/cologne: VANILLA BODY SPRAY Favorite shirt: MY STEALERS JERSY Soap?: BODY WASH Lotion?: VANILLA BODY BUTTER Do you hold grudges or forgive easy: FORGIVE TO EASY BUT I NEVER FORGET How many real, close, friends do you have that you can truly trust?: 2 Are you happy when you are single?: YES AND NO Do you feel like you have everything you want/need?: NOT EVEN CLOSE Are you content?: NO Do you have any phobias?: I AM DEATHLY AFRAID OF SNAKES, AND SPIDERS Whats your favorite physical feature about you?:SMILE Whats your favo

Lets Be Friends
TITLE: LETS GET TO KNOW EACHOTHER BETTER PLACE IN BLOG: LETS DIG DEEP COPY AND PASTE TO YOUR OWN BLOGS AND LETS GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER BETTER!!!! Nickname you prefer: whiteboycustoms(wbc) Age, including months:31 What is your ethnic background?:white Real hair color:brown Age you got your first piercing/tattoos:18 How many?:1 piercing Shampoo/conditioner:cheep stuff Deodorant:hell no Perfume/cologne:aspen Favorite shirt:rebel flag Soap?:bodywash Lotion?:whatever works Do you hold grudges or forgive easy?:both How many real, close, friends do you have that you can truly trust?:not many Are you happy when you are single?:no Do you feel like you have everything you want/need?:no Are you content?ometimes Do you have any phobias?:no Whats your favorite physical feature about you?:none Whats your favorite part of your personality?:makein people laugh What do you wanna be when you grow up?ornstar lol

To All Endings A Thing
We now know what our daughter Sarah likes from Dairy Queen. There are four of them here in Minot – one in Dakota Square, one on North Broadway, one across from Goodwill, and one across from the Adult Learning Center. And they actually do business in parts of winter (with the snow coming down or just outside the door)! Last night after our dinner of pork chops, baked potatoes, and green beans I offered to get some desserts from the last location, the one closest to our house, because I was craving a strawberry cheesequake blizzard. I got Martha and Mary each an Oreo blizzard, my wife’s with caramel and Mary’s without, and Sarah a small caramel sundae. Our son Jeffrey was already in bed after brushing his teeth, something I don’t have to remind him to do! Alas, toothpaste ice cream has never taken off. I refer to that so extensively because the service was great, unusually so for a place staffed by high school students on a weekend. I’m not trying to pan some kids’ work ethic h

Maybe This Means Nothing To U...
Some people say it is the right thing to do, some say that this procedure is needed to insure the health of a mother, Maybe some do it cause they dont want the responsibility of taking care of a HUMAN BEING from its creation, and just wants to destroy life for a better life. YOu know, the baby dont feel anything really its not even alive........ YAH is watching over all of his creation, the ones in this world and the ones being brought into this world, think before you ever consider doing this to another human being.

Discarded Love
Bleak midwinter And snow lies all around My heart is cold and empty And I long to walk on the hot sand With the sun burning my body And my love close at hand Will you ever return? Or will I always live in bleak midwinter Send me word of where you are Have you found a new love? Have you moved on to someone new? I am still in a frozen state Stuck rigid where you left me Unable to move on One kiss would thaw my bones One moment of bliss would unfreeze my toes I would follow you to the ends of the earth But my feet are frozen to the ground And all around there is no sound In this frozen wilderness I will live forever Suspended in time A monument to discarded love

Newfie Hooker
Howard, a newfie barman, was walking home late at night and sees a woman in the shadows. "Twenty dollars..." she whispers. He'd never been with a hooker before, but decides what the hell, it's only twenty bucks. So they hide in the bushes. They're going 'at it' for a minute when all of a sudden a light flashes on them. It's a police officer. "What's going on here, people?" asks the officer. "I'm making love to my wife," Howard answers indignantly. "Oh, I'm sorry," says the cop, "I didn't know". "Well, neidder did I, til ya shined that light in her face".

Life Sucks
life at job corps suck cuz everthing is limited to u and we cant even any thing we want to do and if ur 21 u cant drink in ur own roomand thats bullshit plus they say that gonna give u 900 dallors but no they r only gonna give u maybe 489 dallors if u can find a job in time befor u live

Oh Carol
I have been getting a lot of questions as to what happened with Carol. The truth of the matter is, I don't know. I do know that she was going on vacation to Mexico shortly after she wiped out all her personal pic's. The good thing is that she did not kill her account. So hopefully she will once again grace us with her presence. Sometimes the real world beckons. I still go hit her stuff and slowly she is inching towards leveling. Those of us that are friends with her all miss her. Ya get a chance, go by her page and leave a few rates. http://fubar.com/user/1641964 Thanks

...long Time...
Wow, I have not really logged on or even been on FUBAR here for a long time, it feel like 4eva. I don't even know excactly really how long it has been. Anyways man My pics seem like they look kinda old.lol.... I dont know excactly why I havnt used Fubar in so long, I think that I was just maybe possibly getting bored with it and other stuff,things have and were just happening and stuff and have had other things going on in my life that I guess I just kinda forgot about it and like was like eh Idk just idk tired of it I guess. Anyways so I undecided about it, I mean I will prob use it once a while but not all that often as I use to when I first started using it... So I apologize , things happen...and ya so take care people. Peace out

Craigslist Scam??
I posted an ad on Craigslist, for a roommate, and within an hour I recieved 2 replies. I opened the first one, she sounded pleasant enough. Wanted to know a lot of things about the room and what the rent was. She went on to tell me a little about her background. Education and such. She is currently living in Amsterdam and is planning to come over to the US in May and wanted to secure a place to stay before she got here. Ok, sounds fine. Then I open the second email. As I started to read it, my jaw dropped. It was damn near a copy of the previous email. Just a few changes in background info. I replied to the first one before opening the second. Luckily, I didn't give out any important info. Only prices and room size and basic shit. Needless to say, I didn't reply to the second email and have no plans of replying to anymore that may follow. I have never heard of this scam before, has anyone else?

Dead Skin
So I'm the king of all these things of this mess I have made Such a waste what a shame my whole life is a fake Well I'm a bore and I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you that has torn at you for years The alcohol the demerol these things never could replace What a minute with you could do to put a smile on my face I'm a bore and I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you that has torn at me for years I can't get out of this dead skin I can't shed my skin I'm not sure where to begin why can't I begin again I can't get under my dead skin I can't shed my skin Can I sleep 'til then Phenobarbital and alcohol these two surely will do To knock me out keep me down at least a day or two When I'm awake I can taste how bitter I've become And it's more than I can bear some days I pray someone will blow me away Make it quick but let it burn so I can feel my life fade Well I'm a waste and I can taste how bitter I've become And it's more than I can bear I can't shed my skin I can't shed my sk

Being Your Daddy
Being your daddy pleasin you loving you making you want all of me while i slowing masssage that body making you feel my hands all over your body until you cant take it any more and pull me down to you kissing all over you makking the mood so hot and horny pleasing each other to we out of breath and looking into each others eyes and just say i love you to each other until next time

Old Irish (gaelic) Sayings
(1)Ni heolas go haontios Means: There is no knowledge without unity or (more prosaically & less accurately): You don't know a person until you live with them . (2) Bionn dha insint ar sceal agus dha leagan deag ar amhran Means: There are two versions of/two sides to every story & (at least) twelve versions of every song. (3)Is maith an scathan suil charad Means: A (true) friend's eye is a good mirror . (4) Is minic a rinne bromach gioblach capall cumasach Means: An awkward colt often becomes a beautiful horse . (5) An te nach mbionn laidir ni follair do bheith glic ! Means: He who is not strong must needs be cunning!

For Some1 That Almost Got Me...
Espero curarme de tí / Jaime Sabines Espero curarme de ti en unos días. Debo dejar de fumarte, de beberte, de pensarte. Es posible. Siguiendo las prescripciones de la moral en turno. Me receto tiempo, abstinencia, soledad. ¿Te parece bien que te quiera nada más una semana? No es mucho, ni es poco, es bastante. En una semana se puede reunir todas las palabras de amor que se han pronunciado sobre la tierra y se les puede prender fuego. Te voy a calentar con esa hoguera del amor quemado. Y también el silencio. Porque las mejores palabras del amor están entre dos gentes que no se dicen nada. Hay que quemar también ese otro lenguaje lateral y subversivo del que ama. (Tú sabes cómo te digo que te quiero cuando digo: "que calor hace", "dame agua", "¿sabes manejar?", "se te hizo de noche"...Entre las gentes, a un lado de tus gentes y las mías, te he dicho "ya es tarde", y tú sabías que decía "te quiero"). Una semana más para reunir todo el amor del tiempo. Para dártelo. Para que ha

Just Lyrics
You left something deep inside of me It's testing my will and my sanity You are my every thought My only vision is you Your always present in all I do My life is yours I give it to you Your love won't let me be I hope that you whole made me so With you my world is complete I want for nothing Ne-ver doub-ted I am yours forever My body from end to end Is aching for you Your love is the only thing that suits me I'm giving you my heart and soul Giving you my body You could take control Your love holds all the key So start the night on fire I'm giving you my heart and soul No lie and no games complicating love 'Cause you were meant for me and I was made to love you Huwouwouwoho, Huwouwouwoho Huwouwo 'Cause I was made to love you There is no fighting back ta back All crazy love makes the world go back I don't care what they say I only dream about you Never let go and I'll be your girl Give me your love and you'll be my world I'll take you for your word You

Why Do I Do It
Ok now i feel like shit....I let myself esstem get brusied and then punished myself.. Why is it that men like to toy with girls.. I never ask anything of a guy i cant give. If you are busy or dont feel like meeting up just fucking say so. Dont leave a girl waiting to see if you are still going to hang. It fucks with our heads.. I think i am a pretty understanding girl, if you have a gf/wife/so I am kool with it as long as you tell me up front. I am not going to ask you anything that i cant that i find i can not give, in most cases i am not going to ask for anything other than honesty and kindness... So here i sat thinking that i was going to get to see a friend/someone that i am in to and though not sure what the rules are or anything like was looking forward to seeing him.. He blows so damn hot and cold, fusses at me about not being able to tell if i like him but i have never made plans to see him then flake with out a word as to why... So I did some thing i am never happy with myself

Just Saying Goodbye
I'm writing this to you all to let you know that I am leaving FUBAR once and for all, this will be effective as of 10 am EST this morning, I'm only waiting til then to give my friends a chance to read this. To those of you who have really been there for me and been a great friend to me, I will miss you all dearly and I love you all, hope we can chat again sometime in the future. With Love, Dark Prince

Joy~
I love you these three words that I have found so hard to say come freely for you my soul has searched so long for something unseen and even when my heart was placated with words of devotion from those unfit to pledge their heart.. my soul searched on, never at rest, always wanting something more you had been lost to me for so long, I was sure this dream of love was lost to me always searching you out my other half my true complete just when I had given up thought all was lost thought this life was all in vein your soul shined like a beacon in the night and at last no more searching no more doubt just hope, peace and most of all Love. I Love you.... ~W.H.~ ~2009~

Skip Into The Blinding Sun
Dolphins Dance & Skip over azure oceans To Jump & Skip Into The Blinding Sun , Sheds of Silver reflecting the waves underneath, strikes of blue fly, Tigers get ready to run through leafy thronds , Unto the horizon they all reach the same destination , Mother nature speaks words of wise wisdom , Guiding us headstrong & Strong. The road may be long , as they sing a certain song , Whistles & echoes creep around the soul The road may look Blind to some some , But Good Things Will Come, Eye's shine bright watching over the Horizon, On shoulders of the blessed, May you rise in warmth & comfort, Knowing that you have company. May all your beauty shine through from the center, Stitch those tattered wings that have been broken, Fly like the Eagle Bold & Strong, Bright Amber eye's shining, Your claws perched upon the highest rock,Watching over the sand. Stay strong & bold, Show your true colour's through your vein's, Fly those flag's for freedom & justice, Peace & Pride, We

Noose Lyrics
Click here to play the song as you check out the lyrics NOOSE Words and Music by Rhob Elliott, Todd Johnson, Michael Neese, Wes Norman. ©2007, Awful Racket Music (ASCAP) Righst Reserved. Osha! Broken mirror on the wall Tell me I'm not the worst of us all Can you see the evil in my eyes Reflections of hope that long ago had died Pick the pieces off the floor Left from memories of before Just like the pices craadled in my hands This hope won't be put together again I feel the darkness swallow my soul And all I can hear is me screaming Please Leave Don't come around here, too easy to forget a way The pain that binds me, the thing that breaks the chains down Down in the gallows, I'm Hanging by a thread Just cut this darknessThis noose around my neck This noose around mine... I close my eyes so I can see The taste of failure it falls away from me I feel my heart beat once again THis time my mind wont be doing me in Pull myself up out of this grave Cause death will be for another da

Easter Egg Hunt Game
Carrie's BAD AZZ BOYS 4 LIFE proudly hosts Everyone is a WINNER!!! Come find your Golden Egg! Rate all the pics in the Easter Egg Hunt Folder. (Start with this pic.) Pick one picture in the folder to be your picture. Private message Carrie the picture number you want. Leave 50 comments on that picture once she has sent you a message back. The easiest way to do this is to hit REPLY to the first comment that you leave. Once all the pictures have been taken and commented on, the prizes will be announced. A special blog has been created with the prizes listed. Once the game is over. Prizes will be distributed. The following prizes will be awarded: 3 - 50k fubucks 2 - 100k fubucks 2 - 250k fubucks 2 - tickers 3 - 200 picture ratings by Carrie 3 - personalized tag 3 - 1 credit bling 2 - 3 credit bling

Walking
You may be trying to slow down your pace or lack the means to make speedy progress. Walking is a dichotomous symbol in that it can be both frustrating and relaxing to walk. Walking is much more of a discovery-oriented journey than driving, flying, or other modes of transit. When walking, you are forced to experience your environment in much more detail since you are moving through it so slowly. To walk in a dream, especially if your perceived destination is far off, may indicate that you are missing some of the pleasure life has to offer by fixating on destinations, rather than on journeys. In order to see the interpretive value of the walking, it must be determined why walking is the preferred mode of transit. Are there other dream characters involved in walking, marching, or hiking? Are you trying to walk in an environment that is normally traveled by car?

My Worst Fear..
"My Worst Fear" Last night you gave me a kiss You didn't know it, but I was awake when you did You were quiet, you were gonna let me sleep So I just laid there pretending to be You said some things you didn't know I could hear And the words "I love you" never sounded so sincere [Chorus] It's gonna make it hard to tell you that I'm leaving Now that I know just how much you care You finally gave me one good reason not to go But staying here is my worst fear This morning I rolled out of bed Recalling all the sweet things you said This was the day I was gonna hurt you bad Called out your name, but you didn't answer back I searched the house to find out what was wrong Like a ton of bricks, it hit me you were gone [Repeat Chorus] [Bridge] All along I knew that there was something missing And only one thing left to do I had to leave behind this life that we'd been living But the only thing that left was you [Second Chorus] It's gonna make it hard to tell y

It's Been A Long Time But...
It's been a very long time since I've been on here but boy has alot happen since! As many of you know I got married and moved with my hubby, well he was restationed in Cuba and I'm back home visiting until I can join him there. Alot with me has changed as far as looks lol I bleached my hair platinum blonde then dyed the underneath hot pink about 9 months ago, had it like that till about a week ago when I tried dying my bangs pink and putting streaks through the blonde part, well I ended up with 95% pink hair but eh I think it suits me and it's just hair I can always change it. Well since I don't have a vip anymore on here I can't upload more pics, but here's a slideshow from another site I'm on and it has some of my recent pics. I also been working out the past 2 months so I'm more in shape too ;) More hot girls at RateMyBody.com Tell me whatcha think of the pink! lol

Diane's Beachwear
wow, it was a long week, but we managed to get through it with flying colors. one of our major accounts, 'Diane's Beachwear' ...was amazing. I had the opportunity to model some of the beachwear, and felt so blessed to have been given that chance. I am far from a model, but WOW...these swim-suit's were super gorgeous! nothing, well maybe something that I could afford, but I will still shop at Target. haha. simplicity is best for me. Anyhow, I just wanted to let everyone know why all of the swimsuit photo's will be posted and why there will be a new folder consisting of these fun shots. most are of my brother's playing with their cell phones', but still exciting to me. have an amazing day everyone. b.t.w., I am psycho according to a jerk. WARNING!!! haha. love you guys!!!

I Dont Know Nothin Bout Birthin No Babies
LIZARD BIRTHING If you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through the pet syndrome including toilet flush burials for dead goldfish, the story below will have you laughing out LOUD! Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet. Here's what happened: Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me there was "something wrong" with one of the two lizards he holds prisoner in his room. "He's just lying there looking sick," he told me. "I'm serious dad, can you help?" I put my best lizard-healer statement on my face and followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I immediately knew what to do. "Honey," I called, " come look at the lizard!" "Oh my! gosh," my wife diagnosed after a minute. "She's having babies." "What?" my son demanded. "But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mom!" I was equally outraged. "Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't want them to repro

Let Me Not Say I Love You
Let me not say I love you Let me not say I love you Although you know that it is true. That phrase has been so much abused. Misunderstood and over used Let me say rather "I think of you. Breathe you. taste you. feel you. dream you." That you help make each day complete. And life has never been so sweet.

Rocking Out With My Cock Out!!!!!!!
Hello all I was looking at concerts this spring and summer and I was trying to start a BARTAB CONCERT /TAILGATING FUND. There are 4 i want to go to so far 2 of witch i really want to go to and 2 i wont be mad if i dont go to. There about 40 to 50 dollars a piece. plus if you all know about me and all i like to PARTY!!! so that mean tailgating before and after the show so i need about 500 bucks. please leave message if you can help. . P.S I take Checks or Money Orders ROCK ON AND I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS!!!!! . . .. . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . .. . . .. . . .. . . .. . .. . . . . . Just an Idea and was wondering if anyone would help lol. I have a job and i can get the money it was just to see what ppl would say hahahhahaha

Wtf
Have you ever had someone who you really care for but they do not reciprocate, and then they tell you to your face that they finally found someone who is the dating type, and all you wanna do is scream WTF. I've been there when you're happy and sad, cool or mad, driving you home when you've had too much to drink and not try anything, listen to you go on about the guys in your life while you try on every outfit in the store, but I guess that stuff doesn't count.

Unexpectedly
You came into my life unexpectedly, and everything took a turn for the better. Your warm eyes, your laugh, the sincere way you speak, and the kindness you showed me, all became a part of my life. As you unfolded yourself to me, I discovered more and more beauty. I have never seen so much gentleness in one person. Without even knowing it, you were slowly making a place for yourself in my heart. It used to seem so hard at times to feel so close in a relationship. But it’s so easy to feel close to you. I can’t tell you how nice that feels. I realize now that I had never known what it meant to be loved until I was loved by you.

Cleaning Out Friends And Family Lists
OK folks, My family list is getting TOO BIG. This week I'll be cleaning out list IF I haven't heard from you since you sent me your friend request, you don't return love, or talk to me you WILL be removed.

Forest Gump Goes To Heaven
FOREST GUMP GOES TO HEAVEN > The day finally arrived. > > Forrest Gump dies and goes to Heaven. > > He is at the Pearly Gates, met by St. Peter himself. However, the > gates are closed, and > > Forrest approaches the gatekeeper. > > > St. Peter said, > > "Well, Forrest, it is certainly good to see you. > > We have heard a lot about you. > > I must tell you, though, that the place is filling up fast, and we > have been administering an entrance examination > > for everyone. > > The test is short, but you have to pass it > > before you can get into Heaven.." > > > Forrest responds, > > "It sure is good to be here, St. Peter, sir. > > But, nobody ever told me about any entrance exam. > > I sure hope that the test ain't too hard. > > Life was a big enough test as it was." > > > St. Peter continued, > > "Yes, I know, Forrest, but the test is only three questions. > > > > First: > > What two days of the week begin with t

Some Facts.
The Global Facts ... At Any Given Moment: FACT: 79,000,000 people are engaged in sex. FACT: 58,000,000 are kissing. FACT: 37,000,000 are relaxing after having sex. FACT: 1 lonely loser is reading blogs. You hang in there sunshine.......

Little Old Lady:
Defense Attorney: Will you please state your age? Little Old Lady: I am 86 years old. Defense Attorney: Will you tell us, in your own words, what happened the night of April 1st? Little Old Lady: There I was, sitting there in my swing on my front porch on a warm spring evening, when a young man comes creeping up on the porch and sat down beside me. Defense Attorney: Did you know him? Little Old Lady: No, but he sure was friendly. Defense Attorney: What happened after he sat down? Little Old Lady: He started to rub my thigh. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him? Little Old Lady: No, I didn't stop him. Defense Attorney: Why not? Little Old Lady: It felt good. Nobody had done that since my Albert died some 30 years ago. Defense Attorney: What happened next? Little Old Lady: He began to rub my breasts. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him then? Little Old Lady: No, I did not stop him.

Thankful
Things I am thankful for...... 1. Ariana. She is the number one thing in my life. I wake up every day because I know she needs me. She gives my life meaning. She is the piece that was missing and now that I have her I feel complete. I cannot imagine anyone ever taking her from me. She is my world. 2. Love. Even through the broken hearts and tears I have cried I am still thankful for love. The ability to give it and to open up my heart to let it in. 3. My Mom. She is such a wonderful mother. She helps when she can and she is always there for me. She never judges what I do and supports me when I need it. 4. My job. I LOVE that I make a difference in people's lives. I find it so amazing the things you can learn from the elderly if you just stop and listen. Besides there are so many people out of work right now I am thankful that I have a steady income. 5. Having a place to live. There are so many people on the streets I feel so grateful that I have a roof over my head.

Me And My Owner At It Again
ATTENTION ATTENTION ONE AND ALL! CHECK THIS OUT!!! SHE'S AT IT AGAIN! SHE'S CLAIMED THE DARKEMAN AS HER OWN! So if you dont know this sexy lil Lady please run out and get to know her... shes hot and spunky cute and very sexy... she can make you laff ya A$$ off and shes the greatest friend. OHHHHHHH DAMN CHECK THIS OUT!!!! SOMEBODY WAS ALL LOCKED UP IN THE HOOOOOOUSCOW! and guess who came to the rescue.... that's right... your Onery Nawty-hood DarkeMan... and now shes in the clutches of Damien Darke so now this sexy lady is the Owned and the Owner... damn what will happen next ... hahahahaha so nows the time to go off and make a new friend and meet a really great and sexy lady... just click the pic and get exported away into her world... just becareful cus once youre there....you may not want to leave. MzBooti2Big "HEAD BB TO THE PU$$YCAT PLAYMATEZ OWNED BY D ROC OWNER OF DAMIEN DARKE

Uh-huh
ive sat here for monthes now politly asking people to help me level and yet its always the same 2 or 3 people that come by and rate anything.hmm guess my boobs aint big enough.well heres my thoughts,fubar is nothing more then a popularity contest of which i dont fit in.so the hell with it what happens happens but im done helping others cause i never get anything in return.time to be a asshole i guess....

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Mar 21, 2008 4:12 AM All I need is her smile, And my feelings start to awake. To touch her deeper in her heart, Will my words be all that it takes. I cannot hope with just my words, Her heart would become mine. Everyday I must show her, That I am worth her time. I want her open to me, To tell me what she feels inside. To feel completly at ease, Like the waves of a moonlite tide. For her to open her arms to me, Her mind,heart and soul. To have her give them to me. To me that is my goal. Here is the first one I wrote for you Beautiful

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Since the moment she first saw you, She has felt nothing but love. A bond no man could severe, Not even the heavens above. Thier lives may change, But their love will always remain. In a world of uncertaintys, It will and has stayed the same. Her smile reflects her love, In the child it shines. A mother and daughters love, Will stand the test of time.

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The coldness of the night is over, And the sun shines down. Today all the sounds are happy, Not a dark one to be found. The trees seem greener, Even the wind feels warm. Today my heart has lifted, My world sees no harm. Why my sudden change, My new outlook this day. In my night she spoke to me, In her own sweet special way. She opened my eyes wider, Reached in and touched my heart. The only sadness in my life, Is we are many miles apart. Someday soon time will tell, In my arms she will be. And there will never be any sadness, Ever again to come from me.

No Bounds
Through the darkness you are my light Through the forest you are my way Through the seas you are my shore These are the reasons I appeciate you more each day. Through the anger you are my calm Through the sorrow you are my happiness Through the tears you are my smile These are the reasons I could never need you any less. Through the cold night you are my warm day Through the earth shaking you are my solid ground Through my failures in life you are my success These are the reasons my love for you knows no bounds.

Walls
She stands away, Afriad she might get close. She doesn't understand, Thats what I want the most. Her guards constantly up, I'm afraid she'll never let me in. To her its no game, To me,I feel Her heart I can't win. Her walls stand so strong, As I beat them with my fists. I pray she will let me in, Will she ever take the risk. I hope someday before I'm gone, She'll see that I am true. And all those walls will float away, Into skys ever so blue.

Me?
i Am a self centered sorry piece of shit, and im an ugly ass who doesn't deserve to see my daughter and i need to get shipped off to die in a war. That is what i am according to my soon to be ex wife. anyone else feel that way about me? cause if so i am volunteer to get deployed and test my luck

Hey Yall Go Check Out Him Out
http://fubar.com/user/189205 Hey everyone Brucethecoolsexycat has helped me out too so much so plz go check him out he will rate and help yall as much as he can help yall. Plz show him love like yall would show me love. He is totally awesome, even has been helping to rate me and help me level and everything....Plz go check him out here is the link http://fubar.com/user/189205 have fun. And ty for checking him out for me

Fuck Me Please*bdsm*
Fuck Me Please by Rhiannon_Nyx© "That's it! Come here now!" His words echoed through her soul but she knew she had done wrong. Her head was lowered as she walked nervously to Him standing before Him. Her gaze only looking at His knees as she sees Him sitting before her, as her hands nervously pinch at her jeans. He watches her movements, smiling to Himself as He sees her fidgeting nervously. He allows her to stand there for a few minutes. Her trembling becoming more and more visible. Then when He feels she is about to explode He whispers to her. "Drop the pants." Her heart drops. She didn't know this would happen, but she knew better then to argue, it only made things worse. Her trembling fingers moved to the front of her jeans where she fumbled the button loose. Unzipping it she took a deep breathe and tugged her jeans to her knees. Her silken panties the only things covering her as she felt the heat of her blush and her eyes filling with tears. She hated him at that m

A Jester's Prayer
Oh great creator Mother and Father that sustains us and has made our being. May my jokes free people from there sad and burdened hearts. My stories should fill the hearts of those with joy whose lives are filled with pain. May my songs fill the ears of those listening with the love that I feel as each note leaves my flute. May the trickster side of me do little harm to those who do not understand what it is to be one of us. May there always be a muse to aspire me to sing play and write stories for the masses. It has been said grant me the serenity to accept what I cannot change, I pray give me the wisdom to hide the bodies of those who have messed with me for the last time. So mote it be….

Randomly Good Idea
So, I'm trying to make bombing folders for my god-blessed HH, but it's harder than you think. SO... I had the idea suggested to me that I should get you guys to post a picture here that reminds you of me to put in a folder. I love you fawkers, blah blah etc

In Joy Always
Secret Scrolls Newsletter Logo A Secret Scrolls message from Rhonda Byrne Creator of The Secret Be in Joy now and everything will change In the moment that I discovered The Secret I realized that I had been living my entire life backwards. If things were good in my life, I was happy. If things were difficult in my life and everything was going wrong, I was stressed and miserable. In my ignorance, I had been misusing the law of attraction all of my life. But all of that changed when I had the knowledge of The Secret. To live in accordance with The Secret and the most powerful law in the Universe, we must be in Joy first - and then everything will change. To live our lives by emotionally reacting to what is happening outside of us is misusing the law! As we react with negative emotion to any difficulties, we attract more negativity into our lives. We cannot defy the law of attraction, which operates on the most microscopic levels of vibration, and with absolute exa

Always Dropping Skittles In Bad Places!
I am introducing my fu-Owner Show her lots of love! Always Dropping Skittles in BAD places to go to her profile Brought to you by SEXY SKITTLE PIRATE JOLLY ROGER (OWNED BY Always Dropping Skittles in BAD places) Created by ♥Dragonphyre {J}♥ Sexy Skittle's Girl

It's So Important :`(
On february 15th at 2am we lost a son, brother, and friend. John Fullmer IV was killed because of a drunk driving accident. Alcohol-related accidents are the leading cause of deaths among young people On average someone is killed by a drunk driver every 40 minutes Deaths from alcohol are 100% preventable PLEASE PROMISE NOT TO DRINK AND DRIVE. IF YOU DO DRINK HAVE A DESIGNATED DRIVER. AND NEVER LET A FRIEND GET IN A CAR WITH A DRUNK DRIVER DONT FORGET TO REMEBER JOHN and OTHERS WHO HAVE DIED BEACUSE OF ALCOHOL WHEN YOU MAKE A DESISION TO GET IN A CAR WITH A DRUNK DRIVER

Take A Bow~~
This song just sorta stuck out today as I was surfing the net~~seems like everyone around me is breaking up~~and they wonder why I stay on the fu... Fubar=my escape from the real world~~~ anywayz~~Enjoy the tunes!!~~xoxo~~LiL

Irving R. Levine
BOCA RATON, Fla. (AP) — Irving R. Levine, the professorial NBC newsman who explained the fine points of economics to millions of viewers for nearly a quarter century, has died. He was 86. Levine died Thursday, announced Kevin M. Ross, president of Lynn University in Boca Raton. Levine taught at the school after leaving NBC. Further details of his death were not immediately available. Known for his dry, measured delivery and trademark bow ties, Levine was a presence at NBC since 1950 when he began covering the Korean War until his retirement in 1995. He had become the network's full-time economics correspondent in 1971 and in the last five years of his tenure also did weekly commentaries on CNBC. He also appeared on "Meet the Press" more than 100 times over the years. After retiring from NBC, Levine joined Lynn University as dean of the college of international communication. Born in Pawtucket, R.I., Levine began his career in 1940, writing obituaries for The Providence

Show This Lounge Some "love" ......not F*** Them
HEY SO CHECK THIS OUT I WAS HEAD SLAYER IN THIS LOUNGE AND I WENT ON VACATION FOR A COUPLE DAYS AND I INFORMED THE STAFF AND OWNER OF MY ABSENCE AND WHEN I GET BACK I FIND OUT THAT I LOSE MY JOB DUE TO ABSENCE AINT THAT SOME BULL SHIT SO GO CHECK EM OUT AND SHOW EM SOME "LOVE" LOL IT CALLED SLAY GROUND AND YEAH IT'S A LOAD OF SHIT

The Best Love
The best love is the kind that awakens the soul; that makes us reach for more, that plants the fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. That's what I hope to give you forever from the movie "The Notebook"

Smile A Little Smile
Smile a Little Smile Our hearts burn, lust and strive. “Do we, at times; even know the reasons why?” “Should we even dare to slow down and look inside?” Ideas here and thoughts there, hiding in the midst of shadows we think are real. They shift and they move, only to cover the true things that are not even there. Not seeing the essence of who we are, we are deaf to the silence we long to hear. Echoed voices day in and day out, we replay the sounds we think we long to hear, be it night or day. “Do we long for the silent, endless chatter or for the continuous peace of nothing at all?” Days and years go by, listening closely, that is until we realize they have changed and now they are voices from future days not lived. Some are pleasant and some are bad, but all putting in their two cents worth, as if they are jumping out at us thru the mirrors of our mind. Our attention captured and then released, as if nothing has happened until another day, another time, we find ourselves

Just How I Am Feeling Tonight!
Sometimes, especially in the recent past, I have let other peoples actions effect my own personal well being/happiness. What I am starting to realize is that it isn't them who is doing it to me, but me allowing it to happen. For the most part, my life is going reletively well, I have a nice home, a beautiful and intelligent daughter, and most recently, a man that I have come to care about. I think the hardest part of my life is learning how to deal with a relationship after having spent the last 7 years single. My insecurities always seem to get the best of me. I think the biggest thing I can do is learn to CALM down. I have lived my life on my own for many years and can continue to do so if I so choose. I am not sure why I am blogging about this tonight. I guess, I just wanted to put into words my current thoughts. Life is pretty good, I am looking forward to a lot of things, and dreading a few others. But all in all, I am way ahead of the game from where I was even 10 years ago! Than

End Of Week 2
end of week two... 18 more to go Been a very busy week of work. roommates moved out and i grabbed what is called the princess bed. in a room with three people the bed that stands alone is the most sought after one. And while i was at work they moved someone in. so much for peace and quite. Work is boring. I do about 200-400 Caesar salads a night. We are getting a new sous chef, chef, and Captain of the ship in a week or two. From what i hear they are all very militant about everything. But i might get the chance to move over to the specialty salad station. Weather has gotten better when i have been out on the deck to check it out. Got to see the lava flow a few nights ago. very impressive even if it was out in the distance and then the next day we passed by some huge cliffs that were just beautiful. did not have my camera on me at the time. but i will next week!

Benefit Auction For Oral Fixation!!
Benefit Auction for OralFixation!!! THis awesome lady is trying to get spotlight for her B-day, April 5th!! *Thats this sunday* And we are selling ourselves to make sure she gets it!! Half of all winnings will go to OralFixation, other half goes to auctionee Click on the pics below to bid! Lets give her an awesome B-day!!! This Auction/Pimpout brought to you by: Silentlizard

Come On Friends, I Will Bling If You Can Help. Just Pm Me
PLEASE!! I HAVE A FRIEND SO CLOSE TO LEVELING ALL HE NEEDS ARE A FEW GOOD FRIENDS TO TO HELP HIM OUT!! I WILL R/T/F. JUST PM ME!! JUST LOVE BLINGS:) THANKS ALL ~BRATT~ Loki ~Vampyric Morpher~@ fubar ♥~BRATT~♥Fu Married to *TJATTHEROCK*@ fubar

There's No Love In Fear
Saw the gap again today, While you were beggin' me to stay. Take care not to make me enter. If I do we both may disappear. Maybe I will choke until I swallow. Choke this infant here before me. What is this but my reflection? Who am I to judge or strike you down? But you're Pushing me and shoving me. You still love me Still love me But you didn't think shit on me You still love me Still love me But you didn't think shit on me Rest your trigger on my finger, Bang my head upon the fault line. You better take care not to make me enter. 'Cause if I do we both may disappear. You're pushing and shoving Pushing and shoving You're pushing and shoving me You still love me Still love me But you didn't think shit on me You're pushing and shoving me Pushing and shoving me And I'm slipping back into the gap again. I'm alive when you're touching me, but not when you're shoving me down. But I'll trade it all for just a little Peace of mind. Pu

Pablo Neruda
I Do Not Love You Except Because I Love You by Pablo Neruda I do not love you except because I love you; I go from loving to not loving you, From waiting to not waiting for you My heart moves from cold to fire. I love you only because it's you the one I love; I hate you deeply, and hating you Bend to you, and the measure of my changing love for you Is that I do not see you but love you blindly. Maybe January light will consume My heart with its cruel Ray, stealing my key to true calm. In this part of the story I am the one who Dies, the only one, and I will die of love because I love you, Because I love you, Love, in fire and blood.

Wanting
Do you desire me, The way I desire you? Do your lips want to touch mine, The way mine want to touch yours? The way your eyes are saying hi, I wonder if you know, How you make my juices flow, You don't even have to touch me. So you can set me free, Even if it is just for one moment in time. Make my body rock, Make it feel hot, Quench my desire deep within. We can make love, Letting it take us to the heavens above, Then cherish the memories. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved.

Rateathon Giveaways - 2.27-30.09 @ 3am Est
1 Mil Fubux GiveAway & 5 - 100k Consolation Prizes Ended 3am EST Monday Morning The Following FuS Followed Instructions & Left a Comment after Rating 475ct. Folder Spring Night Princess DJ Dirt Carl JustJoe JackFrost I Like 2 Kiss Me Jamez420 Phoneix Behind Your Lies Holly Hotbox Tigerprincess angeliis DJ Dominatrix Dixie Diva Cac/Christene316 Delightfully Insane flakitcat blazzer4life ****HUNTER**** nocturnal kitten DJ Reject Lil Vixen Ridge Edge Sweet and Sour Ovaltine Thirdrock FC croniclover CirzzyChris DJ Epic DracRo Michael Po Folk hardredee Beyond Redemption kennyblazer Blondiegirl kool_chick Goldengirl Submissive Vampire candyman wiludan enigma sweetest kiss dilla angel kitty haywood jablome erg69 wicked mistress big daddy trucker giggity Warren MD's Sweety cinnamon grrrl Silver Oak Seabreeze Sinner Big Jake sO FrESH broomebadboy pensfan FIREFIGHTER Queen of Hearts Seria Danni Dj Ghost Brandywine

Burden
We have grown our years by numbers Gone are the carefree days of youth Chains have no patience with expansion Bitter cold steel strangles flesh, bone, being The choke our spirit, forcing us to act as expected Not desired Tightening around our weeping souls They suffocate our reason We have no choice We succumb to their torture Shackled by expectations Restrain ed by anticipation Bound by socialization Locked into the order We are forever compelled to roam the earth In search of the elusive key (Little did we know it was within WE) Found at last you elusive key hiding so deep from within We Only now may we proceed to be The Persons we did choose to see.

Dj Schedule 3/30- 4/5
Hey all - Here is this weeks DJ Schedule - Please contact me if there are any problems or changes that need to be made. Ty for making Bada Bing an awesome place to be for our members - and a personal TY from me for the Birthday love this past week. I had a great time at my Birthday Bash - THanks to all that made it so special - Hugs and Much love ... Queeny Bada Bing DJ Schedule 3/30/09 – 4/5/09 Monday PET 6pm – 9:00pm EST (5pm – 8:00pm CST) (80s 4play) QUEENY 9pm – 12am EST (8:00pm – 11pm CST) (80s show) DARTH 12am – 3am ++EST (11pm - 2am+ CST) (Devious and Bounty No DJing) TUESDAY – DEVIOUS- 6pm -9pm EST (5pm -8pm CST) BOUNTY- 9pm – 12amEST (8pm – 11CST) (megamix) PET - 12am – 3:00+ EST (11pm – 2:00am CST) (Queeny and Darth NO DJING) WEDNESDAY PET - 6pm – 9pm EST (5pm-8pm CST) Forplay QUEENY - 9pm – 12am EST (8pm -11pm CST) Humpday DARTH 12am -3am EST (11pm – 2 AM CST) (BOUNTY and DEVIOUS No Djing) TH

Common Sence Passes Away
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; Why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, would only have aggravated his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job

This Messed Up Economy
u know if it hadnt been for bush this country would still be as good as it once was. now it will take a long ass time to get the economy back up. hopefully obama can do something to fix it or else this country will go all to hell. anyone who wants to comment be my guest would like to hear what the american people think

Horton?
I am just going along when suddenly I read Horton hears a...WHOA!' Wait, back, up here, Horton...hears...a...who, First off, this is major here, folks! Let me start off with the first two words...Horton and Hears, I had NO idea Horton COULD hear, I know, look at those ears, but I really didn't have a clue he could hear. It's a good thing I don't have knees and that I was sittihng down at the time, because I would have had those knees knocked out from under me other wise. This is a revelation in and of itself, Horton heard something. And, then he heard a WHO of all things! I mean, of all things to hear, a Who? How could such a thing happen? And on top of that to Horton?! He could have heard a what, a why, even a where, but he was blessed and actually heard a WHO! Again,that knees thing here, folks. Now, after letting this all sink in, I then learn this is a movie made about tne incident, and rightly they should make a movie. Thi

True Friends
"I'm fed up with people who are just interested in pic comments or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually re-post this. This is to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my Friends list actually pay attention to me. Let's see who the true friend are

Lounge Behavior
Why is it that 99.5% of all lounges here on fubar play nothing but shitty music? It seems that no one, and I mean NO ONE that runs a lounge is willing to have a talk show, no matter what the content or entertainment value, is immediately shunned at the very inference of it playing in THEIR lounge? In my search of something besides music in these lounges, I have found 3 such shows that might be similar to a talk show that I can find. I truly believe hands down, I have the best internet radio talk show anywhere. Yet, I can get no love from anyone, not even a real shot. Unless you count the Forbidden lounge, where just as I was about to start my broadcast, I get banned from the lounge by a fucking lackey cuz he has no clue what the fuck he's doing. Now that lounge owner won't respond to hear the truth of the matter. I have found a couple stray lounges that between songs will occasionally play a comic audio piece, but nothing real, with substance. If, just one lounge could give me the chan

Prelude To The First-born
“And the LORD said unto Moses, Yet will I bring one plague more upon Pharaoh, and upon Egypt; afterward he will let you go hence: when he shall let you go, he shall surely thrust you out hence altogether.” The eleventh chapter of Exodus is just ten verses, and there are only two speakers in them – the LORD in verses one through three, Moses in verses four through eight, and the LORD again in verse nine. More on verse ten in a minute. The LORD is telling Moses that even with the plagues (this is also the King James Version’s first use of the world “plague” to describe the water turning to blood, the frogs, the lice, the flies, the death of the cattle, the boils, the hail, the locusts, and the darkness that the LORD has been using for the benefit of His chosen people, the children of Israel, and to humble Pharaoh) that have already occurred, it will take one more to convince and convict Pharaoh. He’s not just going to tell Moses “you may go”, he’s going to be glad to let the childr

Power Tools Make Me Hot...
Compound Miter Saws, Drills, Routers and Belt Sanders are makin' me hawt right now thinking about how great it would be to own them all... the things I could do, the things I could create...GRRRR can a gal get some power tools up in here!!! Creative Juices are flowing all over the place...Trying to improvise and having to shelve awesome visions of magnificent things seen in the recesses of my mind's eye...itching to emote all over a huge naked canvas and a broken up piece of plywood... give me scrap metal and glass and sand, and I'll be Pippi in Wonderland... Might just settle temporarily for some spray paint and posterboard... Art A.D.D., Sanity or Insanity? Nope, just the reality of all that is me...at the moment.

Who We Are
My Favorites now to see if they change later. 1. my favorite colors are blue and black. 2. my favorite singer is alanis moresette. 3. my favorite # is 18. 4. my favorite male actor is jim carrey. 5. my favorite female actor is angelina jolie. shes hot.! 6. my favorite vehicle is chevys. 7. my favorite drink is sex on the beach. 8. my favorite sex position is doggy style. 9. my favorite location would be in someones arms. 10. my favorite moment is when i got married.

My Jeep Story
So I bought my Jeep about 4 years ago. Within the first 2 months I moved and lost the title that came with the purchase. Then about a year later I moved to Arizona. Well without the title it was going to be a three year wait so I didn;t know what I was going to do. I searched all my things when I moved, searched the Jeep searched everything. So about a year ago I went camping East of Florence, AZ with a co-worker and roomate and his girl. Friday night we camped and drank tons, I woke up Sat morning and did some Jeepin and then got the co-worker and his girl. My roomate left to visit someoneat prison. About 20 minutes into bajaing it through the back country I came up out of a wash and my Jeep stalled. Couldn't get it started. After fking around under it for an hour we decided to hike it out to the road and get some cell service. Now there are no landmarks in the desert, so because it all looked the same, I couldn't find my Jeep again. 6 month later the Sherriff

Only A Man Would Attempt This ..a Must Read Lol
ONLY A MAN WOULD ATTEMPT THIS Just try reading this without laughing till you cry!!! I know its a long one but u have to read this..Its Hillarious LOL Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse- sized tazer. The effects of the tazer were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button and pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd

Looking For Women And Couples For Webmodeling
attention fuworld i am looking for couples and single women for webmodeling so if anyone is interested send info to my email and i will explain all details on how much u will be paid and it will be advertised in nightmoves magazine,and if u are close to the florida are and u are interested let mr know. nickwilliams73@yahoo.com

I Wanna Be Six Again
I wanna be six again I wanna be six again Eat Lucky Charms Go to Six Flags Ride the Death Slide Maybe the Wall of Fear Of course the Monster Coaster Eat a Happy Meal With Extra Fries And a Chocolate Shake I wanna be six again Take in a movie With soda pop Popcorn with extra butter Possibly M&Ms What an adventure? How my stomach hurts hmmmmmmm Maybe grown-up is ok With my Pinot Noir And Italian cuisine With Crepes for desert And BMW’s or Harleys That go fast Maybe grown-up is ok And theater With canapés And champagne Possibly chocolate covered strawberries Maybe grown-up is ok With you With me Love you Love me How my heart yearns Why wanna be six again? Poet

Oh What's Toasty_rosie_xoxo Doing For You All For Easter Hmmm. Please Repost .ty Xoxo
TRYING TO LEVEL SO I AM DOING SOMETHING SPECIAL FOR EASTER.HERE IS WHAT I AM DOING.I WILL HAVE 2 FOLDER'S .THE FIRST FOLDER WITH 100 PICTURE'S IN IT.THE SECOND FOLDER WITH 250 PICTURES IN IT.I AM OFFERING 2 DIFFERENT TAGS I MADE.FIRST TAG FOR THE ONE WITH 100 PIC'S,RATE ALL PIC'S AND 200 FUBUCK'S.FOR THIS TAG.THE SECOND TAG IS FOR THE SECOND FOLDER WITH 250 PICTURE'S IN IT,RATE ALL PIC'S AND 300 FUBUCKS.FOR THIS TAG.IF YOU WANT BOTH TAGS THE BEST DEAL IS RATE BOTH FOLDERS 350 PICTURE'S AND 400 FUBUCKS.FOR BOTH TAGS.I WILL PUT ONE NAME ON WHAT EVER TAG YOU ARE GETTING.SO PLEASE SEND ME THE NAME OF YOUR FRIEND,OR YOUR NAME WHEN YOU SEND THE FUBUCKS,AND YOUR USER # (NUMBER).WHEN YOU FINISH RATING WHAT EVER FOLDER YOU ARE GOING FOR PLEASE LEAVE IN A COMMENT,RATED FOLDER 1, OR 2 THE LAST PICTURE YOU RATED.THERE ARE NO RIPS IN ANY OF MY FOLDERS. RIP PICTURES ARE IN A FOLDER BY THEM SELFS,ALSO THERE ARE NO NSFW IN ANY FOLDER.I WILL SEND ALL FINISH TAGS WITH NAME ON THEM TO YOU,IN A MESSAGE.SO

Silly Shit!
Well, here I am again trying to come up with something that will beat the snot out of what I wrote this morning........ Hmmmmmmm what will that be??? We hold our breath! I have never talked about the art of taking a wiz.. draining the one eyes wonder worm... ETC.. ETC.. Why do some toilets look like horse shoes?? Are we supposed to feel lucky when we drop a load in a completely strange place such as the mall?? Or, during an accidental discharge you don't pee on the seat but spray on the ground? Or is it because some people wipe between and not around.. ahh I think i'm on to something now! What is up with the advertising with the bears and the dingleberries anyway? lol, they make toilet paper soft enough to sleep on, and now it doesn't leave dingle berries.. It's hilarious.. they moisten the toilet paper and put a 3 pound weight on it and drag it along the carpet.. OK 1st.. who the hell studied the average pressure that a human puts on her brown eye to wipe?? I mean i'm

Stripping Shit!
Well, alot has changed since the last time I had a random thought. Obama is still president. Nascar is still wasting gas. And I can not find a freaking hockey game on cable TV! The weather has to be the biggest change... It's like going to a strip club. You think you are going to see the whole enchilada but when the bra comes off.. there are band aids covering what's important. What is up with that anyways? You can pretty much show the whole boob but don't you dare show the nipple.. but guys can walk around with out a shirt and band aids? I mean womans nipples are just a little bit bigger than a guys.. but aren't they in a way built the same..? It's like comparing a Mini Cooper with a Humvee.. yes they are different but you can turn the key and drive to the strip club. Any way.. I want affirmitive action on nipples!!! Oh back to the weather.. It's like hot one day and then cold the next.. It's really screwing with my sinuses. I have been to the doc. twice this week. I have

Crazy Kids
Well, seeing how I have never been a father. I do want to point a few things that I find funny. Kids are empty vessels waiting to be filled with knowledge. But damn, where is the leak and how do you plug it up??? Kids make you feel like a referee in a L.A. street riot! And all this before 7am in the morning. Kids teach you the Love Hate thing really well. Kids are like fire and forget missiles. You send them do something, they go and when they get there, they forget what to do and you blow up. Kids never make good garbage people. I don't know how they get good applicants in the profession of garbage collecting??? Kids make you feel like YOUR DAD!!! Cause all of a sudden you realize what he was trying to pound into your brain. And Yes, You start sounding like him! Kids are magicians... Cause leave it to kid to make anything disappear. Chips, Soda, remote controls, you're favorite shirt, toilet paper, shampoo, ETC..ETC... Kids make you realize forgiveness, they will br

Silly Puke
There are a few positions we can try next time we have the urge to puke. 1. Standard position: This position is the most common of positions. Like the missionary position, it comes natural. The standard position is when you are on your knees with your head half way in the toilet when you hurl chucks. 2. Top gun position: This position is more complicated and not to be tried by ametuers and drunk people. When you have a lock on your target, you hurl that puke missile to get a kill. Your normal range of engagement is more than 3 ft. away from the target (the toilet). This is also the most patriotic way to puke, cause you can pretend the toilet is the Taliban and you spray biological weapons all over them. 3. Mary Poppins... This positions is where the most body movement is needed. You have to jump in the shower and turn it on.. then you start singing in the rain.. 4. Indiana Jones... The Indiana Jones and the search of the golden toilet is a quest in

Once Upon A Cruelty
Sometimes people make mistakes, sometimes people do them on purpose - and thats when the realm of a mistake turns in to the mist of the wicked. For instance, in the blog where I said Thanks To My Babies - that was just a reminder to myself that my oldest son and my oldest daughter have grown into responsible adults. Once upon a time in their youth they made some mistakes. I stood behind them, and in front of them, to help them cross obstacles and guard them from those wicked mists. A treasured gift was when they both sent me a part of the song from Tupac Shakur DEAR MOMMA: Laaaaady, don't cha know we luv ya Sweeeet Laaaady, place no one above ya Sweeeet Laaaady, don't cha know we luv ya Ain't nobody tell us it wuz fair no luv for my daddy, cause tha coward wuzn't there Years later it is a sound that makes me feel loved. I wrote a lengthy blog about those years once. It is saved somewhere on the internet. For now, in that blog - all I needed was the reminder of the gift o

Wwe Fans/los & Lettes
for those los and lettes that are true wwe fans...when watching raw, ecw or smackdown...pay attention to the audience as well as the matches...i have often seen hatchetman signs out there....just seen one not too long ago tonight on raw..... MmFwCl to all my juggalo family...mcl

Bwomp
TWIST THE 4-5 CAP TO GET WRAPPED TIGHT, SLAP THE WAX ON THE WHEELS TO FEEL ALRIGHT. FIND THE FLOW, FREAK THE FUNK LIKE YOUR IN HEAT, WRAP THE LEAF, STRIKE THE BLUNT NOW YOUR IN DEEP. WE GOTTA GET TOGETHER, GOTTA GET WITH THE GAME PLAN, DEFEAT THE DEALERS THAT DEALT THIS HAND. I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY THE KIDS ARE KILLIN KIDS, WHEN THE ONLY ONE THAT BENEFITS IS THE BIG WIGS. MANKIND, UNKIND, ALWAYS A FINE LINE, WE ALL GOTTA DIE BUT THIS TIME IS MY TIME. HINDSIGHT, BLINDFIGHT, I HATE IT WHEN IM RIGHT. HE DESTROYS THE WORLD WHILE WE SLEEP AT NIGHT. TWIST THE 4-5 CAP AND UNDERSTAND, THAT IF IT WERE UP TO ME ID FREE CHARLES MANSON, HINDSIGHT, BLIND FIGHT, I HATE IT WHEN IM RIGHT. HE DESTROYS THE WORLD WHILE WE SLEEP AT NIGHT.

I'm Easily Amused.
"Today, I was masturbating in my room when my dog started to bark obnoxiously. He does this all the time so i ignored it and kept going. This went on for about a half hour. When i went downstairs, I found an open door and an empty TV stand. FML" "Today, my friend told the cute waiter it was my birthday. He brought out a dessert with a candle and put a huge sombrero on my head. Everyone at the restaurant started singing me happy birthday. I got embarrassed and put my head down. My sombrero caught on fire. FML" "Today, I went to Walgreen's for a tub of Vaseline. The old guy at the counter looked at me, winked, and said, "Not having too much luck with the ladies, eh?" He was right. FML" "Today I was denied acceptance to The University of Georgia. I was down all day so I decided to go to a party my friend was throwing. Thinking it would cheer me up, as soon as I arrive all I see is colleges on shirts, hats, and sweatshirts (most being UGA). It was a college acceptance party. FML"

True Love
whats true love you tell me and i will tell you people say they love you but is it true or are they lying and playing you well some are true and some are just you so tell me what is the real truth is your love true or you just playing me like you always wanted to do well i can say is F**K YOU because there is no true love between me and you and guess what my true love is within me the only person that can love me and see you guess it and thats me

It's Amy's Birthday!!!
**Today is my BIRTHDAY!!** I'm the ripe old age of 23 today! LOL Auto-11s will be on all day. I'll be bombing too, so look out! And last but not least, I have a BIRTHDAY HH at 8pm fu-time (11pm EST)!!! Please come show me some birthday luv...fubar style! I appreciate all luv given, nothing is too small. ¢¾Amy Amykins ¢¾@ fubar (repost of original by 'Amykins ¢¾' on '2009-03-30 21:19:15')

[fraud Attempt]
*rubs his eyes* My bank account is locked out. ... .... Yeah I'm having trouble with a sentence to follow that. My bank account is locked out because someone made multiple attempts to log into it. Either my ex is trying to crack my bank account or a hacker is, and I don't know if I'm going to have money for food or electricity tomorrow. My best friend just advised me to mow lawns to become a millionaire "start a business" "that requires investors and starting capital" "nuh uh, takes a gas can and a lawnmower" I need less idiotic friends. And I'm about ready to give up. I've got a gun and I've got the night. I got it all baby. I am a very dangerous man right now. To the point that I fear what I'm capable of. Maybe I should lock up before... no, no more cages. No more cages. Ladies and gentlemen Mr. Conway Twitty. Moment's passed. We're fine. We're just jobless, validationless, sexless, soon to be homeless, a

Check Us Out
imikimi - Customize Your World! http://www.fubar.com/lounge/the_dark_city (repost of original by '¢¾Jenny¢¾ Head Greeter@Chevy's Ridaz's*Dark City Radio*' on '2009-03-29 20:59:58') (repost of original by 'DJ-CHEVYMAN69-OWNER OF CHEVY'S RIDAZ'S RADIO- & ASST DJ @ REDNECK HEAVEN' on '2009-03-30 00:07:34')

Was Going To Be A Mumm, Decided Nope, Should Be A Blog
Maybe I'll make this one just for friends. Did you hear that they are changing the name of the freedom tower to One World Trade Center? What do you think, is this politically driven? Some one said it was to make it more marketable??? Who are they marketing to...(China)? Are they inviting the terrorist back for more? That's what it was called when they attacked it the first time. These are scary times. Are the Obama voters still glad about their decision? I just wonder all these things. Is Obama fixing the economy? I don't think so, the recent boom in the housing market conflicts with the daily reports of more job loss in America. These houses are being sold to investors by the banks that foreclosed on them. They are not being sold to American families who need a home to raise their children in. Is Obama a patriotic American? Well, his birth certificate says he was born in Hawii. Does where you are born automatically direct your heart and mind? Your feelings and t

I Wish(h)
I wish I knew HOw to make this right I wish It HARd with ALL My Might! I reach for You But I'm So So lonely At night! No-One there For Me to Hold Tight! They say it Takes a fool And Sadly that Fool Is Me Because even though I know it aint right I still Long to hold yOu tight!I still believe You love me It gets me through the NIght!

Today.
Im sick. I have being sick. Its possibly to the fact that I havent slept all weekend, but who knows. Tomorrows the day I finally move into my apartment. Im pretty excited about that. Ive also decided that Im ready to share some of my poetry. I dont show them to many people cause poetry was my way of expressing my feelings. This one is titled Lifeless. Her face was blank like an eraser had come and taken her emotion away Her body was still no movement nor pulse no tremble nor twitch Her hair was black as black as the winter nights sky with no stars Her blood was glowing red as the holy heart oozing and dripping from her body I was frozen could not move could not breathe watching her lay there Lifeless. Thanks for reading.

The Love Story Of Ralph And Edna...
> Just because someone doesn't love you the way you > want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with > all they have. Ralph and Edna were both patients in a > mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the > hospital swimming pool Ralph suddenly jumped into the deep > end. > > He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. > > Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the > bottom and pulled him out. When the Head Nurse Director > became aware of Edna's heroic act she immediately > ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as she now > considered her to be mentally stable. > > When she went to tell Edna the news she said, 'Edna, > I have good news and bad news. The good news is you're > being discharged, since you were able to rationally respond > to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life of the person > you love. I have concluded that your act displays sound > mindedness. > > The bad news is, R

Hand Jobs
>>> A crusty old biker out on a long summer ride in the country pulls up to >>> a >>> >>> tavern in the middle of nowhere, parks his bike and walks inside. >>> >>> As he passes thru the swingin' door s, he sees a sign hanging over the >>> >>> bar: >>> >>> COLD BEER: $2.00 >>> >>> HAMBURGER: $2..25 >>> >>> CHEESEBURGER: $2.50 >>> >>> CHICKEN SANDWICH : $3.50 >>> >>> HAND JOB: $50.00 >>> >>> Checking his wallet to be sure he has the necessary payment, >>> >>> the ole' biker walks up to the bar and beckons to >>> >>> the exceptionally attractive female bartender >>> >>> serving drinks to a couple of sun-wrinkled farmers. >>> >>> She glides down behind the bar to the ole biker. >>> >>> 'Yes?' she inquires with a wide, knowing smile, 'may I help you?' >>> >>> The ole biker leans over the bar, "I was wondering young lady," he >>> whispers, >>> >>> "are you the one who gives the hand-jobs?" >>> >>> She looks into his eyes with that wide smile and pur

Then The Fight Started
My wife and I were watching Who Wants To Be A Millionaire while we >> were in bed. >> >> I turned to her and said, "Do you want to have sex?" "No," she > answered. >> >> I then said, "Is that your final answer?" She didn't even look at me >> this time, simply saying "Yes." >> >> So I said, "Then I'd like to phone a friend." >> >> And that's when the fight started.... >> ********************************************************************* >> >> I asked my wife, "Where do you want to go for our anniversary?" >> >> It warmed my heart to see her face melt in sweet appreciation. >> >> "Somewhere I haven't been in a long time!" she said. >> >> So I suggested, "How about the kitchen?" >> >> And that's when the fight started.... >> >> ********************************************************************** >> >> Saturday morning I got up early, quietly dressed, made my lunch, >> grabbed the dog, and slipped quietly into the garage. >> >> I hooked up the boat up to t

Am A Kin To Music
wat ? a world without music my entire existence is to a beat if world is without music sweet would i still hear music in my head would i no longer produce music music from da thin air noises that peeps see as noises i perceive as music to my ear such a world would be so dull then i became so dull can you hear that music kind yes i hear it now on the wind you think i was suicidal before music was to keep me sane i would be cutoff lost to everything the thought you can already see the pain hear the noise i hear it is just as to appear bring it to my ear it is to bring me cheer

I Might Have A Job
I Have A Job Interview Thursday @ 3pm At Tim Hortons....They R The Only Call Me For A Job Interview...I Hope That I Get The Job So I Can Have Money Comin In So I Can Pay My Bills....I Let EveryOne Know How It Want Thursday And See What My Hours R When I Get There And See When I Start...So I'm Not Goin 2 Be On That Much...

Goodbye
Goodbye to the things I once had known Goodbye to the love I once had shown Goodbye to the friends that were always there Goodbye to my family that always cared. Goodbye to my memories, and my tattered past Goodbye to the friendships that never did last Goodbye to the heartbreak, and even the tears Goodbye to the struggle from throughout the years Goodbye to the ones who still love me so Goodbye to the hours, its time to go I once made a promise to myself...that id never let it happen again. Id never give my heart away. Id never feel the kind of pain id grown accustomed too. Once i was over it this time, it would be my last. I broke a promise to myself, which is something that should never be done. You are all you have left in life...you should be true to atleast your self. Im not going to let it happen again. Ill do whatever i need to do, in order to stop this kind of hurt again....

Travel
Whether it is done by conventional or extraordinary means, travel is a central feature of many dreams. When traveling in a dream, companionship, purpose, and obstacles are central interpretive questionsto ask. Companionship may include known relationships or strangers. Generally, the companionship either helps or hinders progress toward the dream goal. The effect of your companions on your travel should be interpreted metaphorically as a symbol of that person's impact on your life. If you are traveling alone, with only occasional assistance, that too may be a picture of how you experience personal growth and progress through life. The purpose of travel is an often ambiguous or unclear image in the dream. It feels like you are going with no direct understanding of destination or itinerary. Dreams of this nature often reveal a particular feeling about direction or purpose in life. If there doesn't seem to be a point or a destination in a travel dream, you should consider the possib

The Greatest Man I Know
Last night I came really close to loosing one of the most important people in my life. His name is Jim, I call him my papi, alot of you know him as Dj Loc n Load. Now what I did is not important to tell you all right now. Just know it was bad enough to really hurt him and I feel so bad about that. I never intended to hurt my papi, he is the best thing that has ever happened to me. When I first met him it was here on fubar. We lived 4 hours from each other but talked all of the time. He became my best friend. Over a short time we became so close that him, his wife, Dayna and 2 of their kids came to visit me. That visit changed my life. Right after they left our talking got more serious between all three of us. After a short time we started developing feelings for each other. And I decided to move to Ohio with them. We became so close real fast, but it was Great. Here I was a single mother with two kids, one of them being a disabled child.

Points
Auto 11s..... This is just for me really. I am a non VIP status and rewarded 56 points for rating a VIP's picture with auto 11s. To rate a folder of 250 pictures, I get 14,000 points. To rate a folder of 100 pictures, I get 5,600 points. I have yet to check the points without being sh^tfaced. ________________________________________________ Simply a 10.... Heres the kicker. To rate a picture a normal 10, I get 2 points. The VIP member I rated with that normal 10, received 13 points. So for me to rate 250 pictures on a VIP (I hear VIPS get a few more points) I get 500 points and the get 3250 points. Doing the math, 100 pictures rated a 10 is just 200 points in my favor and just 1,300 in theirs. ________________________________________________ Cherry Bombs. Those having a bomb active and rating auto 11s and an album of 250 pictures get 29,375. Rate a person without auto 11s running and its 14,688. The person rated without having autos or a VIP status gets 13,750. So of course, pe

Running
I like dreaming under the night sky when my two sleeping beauties will stop on by Bringing there smiles along with their radiant glow chasing one another playing red light, yellow light , green light go Our bond is uncompromising and unconditional never to be confused with anything seasonal As endless is the ever expanding universe we see so are the days we share with this love set free We don't need dreams to feel this bliss but know that even when apart in the wind is a kiss No one can eclipse our super nova brillance this is our time to enjoy lifes dance

Twitterpated
Spring is the time where Twitterpation is most often seen. In my back yard is a perfect example. Every night, two by two, come the possums, the raccoons, the deer (although they were both does, so I do not know how that works out ultimately). By day there are the male and female bluejays, cardinals, sparrows, swallows, robins, doves, and squirrels. Nature has added a pond to my back yard. Its a gigantic mudpuddle, but to twitterpated ducks - a male and a female - it is the perfect place to swim. My cat also enjoys the new addition to the scenary. Stealthfully he made his way over the brush pile that I put in to place in order to combat any zombie attack - see the blog E.Z.A.D. - ENTITIES of ZOMBIE ATTACK DEFENSE - and there he still sits, ever so hopeful that the ducks might swim his way. Speaking of Twitterpated things. I just joined Twitter. Its really important that I be able to tell the world what it is I want to say. Minute, by minute, by minute - in excrutiating detail.

Bling Auction! Ends 4/3/09 @ 9pm Futime/ 12am Est.
I HAVE 3 CREDITS UP FOR AUCTION! YOU CAN CHOOSE BETWEEN 3 1(one) CREDIT BLINGS OR 1 3(three) CREDIT BLING! AUCTION ENDS ON 4/3/09 @ 9PM FUTIME/ 12AM EST. THERE ARE NEW BLINGS SO COME BY AND BID!! Click pic to bid:

Communication
It is my feeling that maintaining a good relationship (be it online or face to face) is part of living healthy and happy. Our communication skills are important to maintaining these relationships that help us to be healthy and happy. How is it that YOU communicate? How often do you communicate? Do you initiate conversation? The people we interact with on a regular basis see us at our best and at our worst. (Online communications in most instances are seemingly one dimensional and leave lots of room for miscommunication). We would like a healthy overflow of those best moments. Communicating wisely and effectively can help us. No one likes to be offended and no one likes to be insulted/ignored. These are common sense statements, but it is amazing how often this is ignored. The lack of providing the same etiquette for online communications that would be extended face to face can cause the undesired effect of feeling insignificant or insulted by the abuse of one’s time. Always take i

Stop By & See Why He's So Irr3sistibl3....auto 11s On
autos on for the 1st time ever he has 2.5 mil until he reaches godfather status with over 1000 pics to rate & a folder 2 be bombed IRR3SiSTiBL3 *AkA Mr. vAiN ~ OWNER OF FU-GROUPIES~@ fubar this bully brought 2 u by: ~Ch3rrYLiSciOuS~OWNER OF FU-GROUPIES~Pu$$yCatPlaymate~OWNED ALWAYS BY IRR3SiSTiBL3~@ fubar & ƒℜεακŠt★ℜ~Pu$$yCatPlayMateBB~☆h0n3ym00n3r 2 tWeek☆@ fubar

Perfection
as they ask again, "Are you sure you're not perfect?" I smile and laugh, he hasn't got a clue, He doesn't know what I've been through, It's good though, I'm happy like this, So I say, "No hun, once again, I'm not." He looked to the sky, holding me by the waist, Whispering to me while we were embraced, "Well gorgeous, even if you're not perfection, You're so close to it I can't see the difference." I laughed at him as he stared into my eyes, "Do you think this is perfection?" I compromise, He answers with a few words of his own, "This isn't close, it's ... so much more."

Never
If giving up is so easy, than why am I so hurt? I try to make things better, turns out i make them worse. I never thought I'd do this, only because i care a lot I'm gonna tell you that we are done and nothing can make me stop. I'm tired of all the lies you've told I'm tired of faking smiles I'm done for good this time theres no more "break up for a while"s If you know exactly what you put me through if you know the pain I'm in then why are you repeatedly doing this to me, I'm sick of giving in. Being with you, my biggest regret "I love you" your biggest lie. I'm not gonna act all depressed and moody 'cause guess what? i don't wanna die. i have things i wanna do in life, theres people i wanna see, places i wanna go i have in mind what i wanna be i may not be the smartest but I'm smarter, so much smarter than you loving you used to be a priority, Another thing i don't have to do i know it'll hurt me more, more and more each day but my heart is healing from the cu

Not Enough
I could write about how much you mean to me. And how much I really care. Or how I feel in your arms. And even more about when you're not there. I could write about your smile. And how it brightens my day. And how holding your hand, Everything in the world fades away. I could write down our memories. Every single moment we've spent together. The times we were silent. And the times that were filled with laughter. I could write everything down. And explain it word for word. And it still wouldn't explain, How much you mean in my world

Dreams Do Come True
Hi everyone. I have recently come to the conclusion that dreams can come true. I am in the process of starting my own Private Investigation firm! I have the experience required by the state of Texas to do this, and it now looks like i may have funding from the state as well! I was a PI for 3 yrs back in the late 90's, and have always wanted to do my own company. Its finally happening now, and i couldnt be more thrilled!

Busy Means Available To Talk?
This seems to happen to me A LOT online: ------------------------------------------------------------------ Flashesbas...: what do ya do? ->Flashesbas...: kinda busy at work Flashesbas...: not gonna talk? Flashesbas...: how are you today hun? ->Flashesbas...: hi Flashesbas...: hi ------------------------------------------------------------------ So I tell you I'm BUSY at work and they always follow up with "What do you do?".....GENIUS! I'M BUSY! Since you obviously have all the free fuckin' time in the world how about you READ MY PROFILE! All my info is in there. Why is that so god damn fucking challenging? I mean...I don't even think that requires a brain cell to know that if someone is busy they can't talk....

Dad
They put him in prison for what he did I know it was wrong But he was making ends meet. He had to leave behind his woman, all his kids, and the rest of his family and friends. He got caught and now he's doing his time He's stuck living with, all kinds of men. Spare time he lifts weights, to stay in shape though I know he rather be out. I wish I could visit him, but just don't think I could One day maybe my mind will change, and I can visit and say "I still love you dad"

A Shot In The Darkness
Well lately I have confounded the wise and I have laid my emotions to rest. my heart in shambles, picking up the pieces isnt easy, but im not alone. and with every new endeavor comes a new outlook in life. im tired of this, and i will let it die. amidst the darkness... comes light. in the most beautiful of kinds. my dear friend i love you. armed with a flashlight and that dazzling smile i came to you with my doubt and my fears the heart i pinned to my sleeve had become a mess of tears on the floor as you bent to pick up the mess i had made our eyes connected and our hearts touched you have changed my life. late nights become our emotional burial grounds riddled pieces clutter the floor the sounds of laughter drown out the breaking of two hearts that had once been long tarnished hope flutters, leaving our heads spinning wishing this night could last forever the dimming of our eyes tells us its time ill be waiting, wishing, hoping to find love in the eyes that loo

Gfr
I know GFR has treated me well. But theres a few that shafted alot of ppl for being loyal to the gfr name. I was one of those ppl that got screwed over. For some reason I am still compelled to go into gfr. There has been many firings and ppl quiting gfr cause of the bullshit. There are a few others that are staff that never go in there and have loyalties else where. But how can someone have loyalties to other places still be staff in gfr? Oh wait I know why, they are fakes and tell the owner everything he wants to hear!!!!!!!!!

Thank You!!!
This goes out to all that helped me out in a bit of a rough time for me!I really do appreciate all of the real friends that stood by me during this time! DEPRESSION IS NOT A JOKE LIKE MOST PEOPLE THINK IT IS.IT CAN BE AT TIMES VERY PAINFUL AND UNFORGIVING.THE ONLY PEOPLE THAT UNDERSTAND IT ARE THE PEOPLE THAT SUFFER FROM IT!THERE ARE TIMES WHEN IT SEEMS THE WHOLE WORLD IS FIGHTING AGAINST YOU AND ALL YOU WANT TO DO IS BE ALONE.BUT BEING ALONE CAN BE AN ENEMY IN ITS SELF.SO IF THERE IS ANYONE OUT THERE THAT YOU KNOW IS SUFFERING FROM IT SHOW THEM LOVE.A SIMPLE HUG GOES A LONG WAY,EVEN JUST TO BE A GOOD FRIEND AND SIT AND LISTEN TO THAT PERSON.SOMETIMES ALL IT TAKES IS GOOD FRIENDSHIP AND SOME BIG SHOULDERS OF A "GOOD FRIEND" TO HELP OUT SOMEONE THAT IS SUFFERING FROM IT!!!! JUST TO EVEN LET SOMEONE THAT IS SUFFERING FROM THIS THAT YOU WILL BE THERE FOR THEM HELPS OUT A LOT.JUST KNOWING THAT I HAD A REAL GOOD AND CLSO FRIEND HERE BY MY SIDE WAS A BIG HELP!!ONCE AGAIN THANK YOU FROM THE

I Wrote This 5 Years Ago But Plz Let Me Know What U Think
Now it seems everything in life is gone, I'm back where I never wanted to be again, All alone, Now I'm searching for my will but it's lost within, Mixed in with all the pent up aggression, Turning into pure sin, Why must life be so tuff, Is 18 years of hell not enough, Maybe if I can gather the strength it'll be alright again, I can start all over and give these mental wounds time to mend, But how long until the next ending, How long until I get lost within my own darkness, If I end it all now I won't have to worry about these things, I also won't have to worry about the good life does bring, Deep within there is unimaginable hate, But for now it can't escape.

I Wrote This Last Year After I Tried To Commit Sucide Plz Comment
Sometimes we have to remind ourselves to hold on, When it seems there is no one left that cares, When the feelings you have are too much to bear, When you want to go on with life but just ain't sure, Think of all the pain others will endure, When it seems everything in life is gone, Just tell yourself to hold on, Think of all the things you do in life, Then think when you're dead what you'll do, When it feels there is nothing in life for you, Then think of when you leave all the stuff you'll lose, Life is hard for everyone just in different ways, So when it seems too hard don't forget you're not alone, Just take time and think what life would be like if you don't hold on

Replaced?
By now you've finally heard that Vince was arrested in Florida for beating up a hooker. Well to be fair to Vince the hooker allegedly started the fight by biting poor Vince. He kicked her ass pretty good too. Maybe she would have fared better if she had one of these. Cock Shot from Invisible Engine on Vimeo.

People I'd Meet
Who I'd like to meet: Someone who will like me for me. Someone who is honest and straight up! It is important that a man helps you around the house and has a job. It is important that a man makes you laugh. It is important to find a man you can count on and doesn't lie to you. It is important that a man loves you and spoils you. Love {la-huv} (verb) Gives someone the ability to destroy your heart, but trusting them enough not to! A TRUE MAN DOES NOT NEED TO ROMANCE A DIFFERENT GIRL EVERY NIGHT. A TRUE MAN ROMANCES THE SAME GIRL THE REST OF HIS LIFE.

Advice
Ok everyone...Now is your chance to help a homie out... I am still very confused on a lot of things on this website and am trying very hard to understand..so lets see what happens...everyone should give me advice about anything and everything so I can get the hand of this...Ready...Set....GO!

Lil' Devil
Little Devil of dream delight, Come share with me this wondrous night; Come share with me your bless’d kiss, Lost in a moment of rapturous bliss. Hold me in your arms, warm and tight. Angelic dreams have taken flight, Lifting me up to ecstatic heights! Oh, Heaven can’t compare to this, Little Devil! Gently I stir in the morning light, Waking to such a lovely sight; The remnants of our sacred tryst. Now that you’re gone, I dearly miss Your touch, your breath with all my might! Oh, Lil’ Devil…

Vibrator Mistake
SO one of the guys @ work today is selling his house and was talking about always having to leave @ the worst times so his Realtor could show it. That reminded me of the time that me and the first ex-wife were house shopping and as we were taking a tour of the house in the master bedroom the owner of the house left out on her night stand behind a picture her pink vibrator. As I walked though the house I looked for pictures on the wall of the " housewife " to satisfy my curiosity to whom it belonged to and never did so I still wonder to this day whom the love toy belonged to... D

Universal Health Care
Here in America, we are supposed to be a country that is for the people, so why don't we take care of our people? What I am referring to is our health care crisis. Maybe not all people see this, but many do. Take Hilary Clinton for example; she proposed a system of universal health care for us here in the U.S because she too noticed the deficiency of the current system that we do have. It might not have been carried out, but at least she opened the eyes of many Americans who knew little about other health care options. If you believe that the system we have now is just fine, I would like you to explain your reasoning. Then I would like to ask you: If we have such a great health care program, then why are we going to have to watch over 18,000 people die this year alone due to the fact that they don't have, and can't afford, health care? And why are we going to have to witness hundreds more who will lose a limb or be severely wounded, and all they can do is attempt to patch themselves

To Be A Friend Or To Be A Wallflower Friend
id be more than happy to try to be friends with all of those who add themselves to my page but unfortanately they dont talk to me my time here is limited Kudos to my family thats those who actually talk to me lol lotsa love for all of you andrea tina tho i havnt hearsd from u in a bit hope killa pussy papis new cadillac lol thanx so much

Husband Wanted
husband wanted A lonely widow, age 70, decided that it was time to get , married again. She put an ad in the local paper that read: HUSBAND WANTED: MUST BE IN MY AGE GROUP (70's), MUST NOT BEAT ME, MUST NOT RUN AROUND ON ME & MUST STILL BE GOOD IN BED!!!!! ALL APPLICANTS PLEASE APPLY IN PERSON. On the second day, she heard the doorbell. Much to her dismay, she opened the door to see a grey-haired gentleman sitting in a wheelchair. He had no arms or legs. The old woman said, 'You're not really asking me to consider you, are You? Just look at you...you have no legs! The old man smiled, 'Therefore, I cannot run around on you!' She snorted. 'You don't have any arms either!' Again, the old man smiled, 'Therefore, I can never beat you!' She raised an eyebrow and asked intently, 'Are you still good in bed???' The old man leaned back, beamed a big smile and said, 'Rang the doorbell didn't I?'

Will Work For Fubucks And Auto's
I have photo shop 7.0 and love to play with it. If you have a pic you want touched up mail me and we can talk details. I can add a personal message, touch up imperfections such as scars, whiten teeth, change the color of your clothes.... and some other fun stuff. If you want a photo shopped pic let me know which pic and what you want done... make an offer and we can go from there. If you are not sure what is fair add that and I will try to suggest something. Happy snapping shutter bugs.

This Is Funny
If you need a laugh today, then > this should do it! > > Judas Asparagus > > > > A child was asked to write a book report on the > entire Bible. > This is amazing and brought tears of laughter to my eyes. > I wonder how often we take for granted that children > understand what we are teaching??? > > Through the eyes of a child: > The Children's > Bible in a Nutshell > In > the beginning, which occurred near the start, there was > nothing but God, darkness, and some > gas. The Bible says, 'The > Lord thy God is one, but I think He must be a lot older > than that. > Anyway, God said, 'Give me a light!' and someone > did. > Then God made the world. > He split the Adam and made Eve. Adam and Eve were naked, > but they weren't embarrassed because mirrors > hadn't been invented > yet. > Adam > and Eve disobeyed God by eating one bad apple, so they were > driven from the Garden of Eden.....Not > sure what they were driven in though, because they > di

Let Them Shine
People change day by day, Hoping someone will show them the way. Some changes are for the best, And that’s when we are put to the test. Test your will to live, And also your will to give. Live like you were dying, And give with out trying. Trust in yourself to make the right choice. Scream loud so the world can hear your voice! Push through the hardships, And work out all broken relationships. Remember all the precious moments, And let go of all the false movements. Never forget the way they made your eyes glisten, And take the time to stop and listen. Hear them when they sit and cry. Hold them close when they are about to die. Tell them everything will be fine, And let them break loose and shine.

Artist: Five Finger Death Punch Song: Never Enough
I'm so fed up with everyone around me (No one seems to care) I'm just so far gone and nothing's gonna change (I'll never be the same) It's always do this, do that, Everything they want to I don't want to live that way Every chance they get their always Pushin me away [Chorus:] It's never enough No it's never enough No matter what I say It's never enough No it's never enough I'll never be what you want me to be It's all so messed up and no one ever listens (Everyone's deranged) I'm just so fucked up and I'm never gonna change (Wanna lay it all to waste) Their always say this, say that, Nothing that you want to I don't want to live that way Every chance they get their always Shovin me aside [Chorus] I'm Done [Bridge:] In the end we're all just chalk lines on the concrete Drawn only to be washed away For the time that I've been given I am what I am I'd rather hate you For everything you are Than ever love you For something you are not

Artist: Five Finger Death Punch Song: Hate Me
It`s not enough It`s not enough It never was or will be I never had the chance to thank you (FOR RIPPING OUT MY HEART) It`s not enough It`s not enough It never was or will be I never got the chance to say (FUCK YOU) [Verse 1:] I don`t want to be your tourniquet For minor lacerations Don`t wanna be your Romeo Because you`re no Goddamn Juliet (you always did know just what to say; insult and injury) (YOU JUST LOVE TO HATE ME!) [Chorus:] It`s not enough It`s not enough It never was or will be I never had the chance to thank you (FOR RIPPING OUT MY HEART) It`s not enough It`s not enough It never was or will be I never got the chance to say (FUCK YOU) [Verse 2:] You`ve got a gun I`ve got a gun Let`s write a tragic ending Don`t wanna be this way again Don`t wanna be the one to blame (you can have the high roads; I`ll take the lows, disguise the frailty) (I JUST LOVE TO HATE YOU!) [Chorus:] It`s not enough It`s not enough It never was or will

To Be Free
Once in a house on a hill A boy got angry He broke into my heart For a day and a night I stayed beside him Until I had no hope So I came down the hill Of course I was hurt But then I started to think It shouldn't hurt me to be free It's what I really need To pull myself together But if it's so good being free Would you mind telling me Why I don't know what to do with myself There's a bar by the dock Where I found myself Drinking with this man He offered me a cigarette And I accepted 'Cause it's been a very long time As it burned 'till the end I thought of the boy No one could ever forget It shouldn't hurt me to be free It's what I really need To pull myself together But if it's so good being free Would you mind telling me Why I don't know what to do with myself To pull myself together But if it's so good being free Would you mind telling me Why I don't know what to do with myself

Poem
Seeing the smiles of people as I walk down the street. Seeing a parent teaching their child about the world around them. I love the look on a child's face as they learn something new. The way their eyes light up as they start to smile. It makes the world seem so much easier than it really is. Amazing how we begin in life as children and then grow up to become adult. Things that have been in our lives as we become adults. Watching children playing the same way I did as a child. Seeing them smiling and laughing without a care in the world. Walking down the street watching as the people are greeting each other. Feeling so calm, enjoying the world around me. Seeing different types of people walking on the streets. People of different race, the young and the old, men and women. Seeing them smiling at each other. Feeling so at ease walking down the street. Stop by a chain link fence, to watch a street basketball game. Seeing the other people

A Few Things I Wrote That I Haven't Given Titles To...
#1. You were the only one standing next to me when the world caught fire. When everyone ran. You burned there with me. We became ash together and fell into the earth. Everyone else disappeared into the abyss. The flames became smaller until they were nothing. There we were. We grew from nothing. When we were less than nothing. So, we stand alone. We stand strong. And there we are. #2. Driving. The destination has yet to show it's face. Never seems to come from behind the fog. Never. I'm going to see my friend for the last time. To early to say good-bye. But good-bye just the same. Too young of a face. He lies there in silence. My heart lies there too. My vision in a sense becomes clearer. Yet twisted. I know I'm going somewhere. I live for a reason. Though the reason my flicker out like a flame and fall into the winds. Disappearing without a trace. Those I leave behind will hold the ashes.

And When I Wake Up You'll Be Here... And It Will Be The Way It Was...
Well I couldn't tell you what the title was about. But it is what it is. I'm losing my sleep again, which probably means I'm thinking too much, but fuck it. I want my life. Like I want to grab the reins and do this shit, now! Takes time I know but I'm growing impatient with this motion. Give me the money for school, or a job. Give me a car. Son of a bitch something to get this mother fucking ball on a roll. Too many set backs, too many let downs. Let me walk on stable ground. I'm also missing a companion. Not something I need, per say. Just something that's nice. Someone who's not confused. Or a fucking cock faced ass head (this statement has nothing to do with the confused ones, dickish as it all may have been I don't hate either of you, just get your fucking shit together) I don't deal with assholes, get to stepping, I have no tolerance for your ignorance.. I needs someone that won't tell me that they're sure, then turn around and dip, ain't got time for that shit either

Texting And Driving
Ok I was riding with a friend of mine a few days ango and it was pouring rain and her wipers didn't work and she was freakin out because of it and to make matters worse she was texting on her cell phone WHILE DRIVING!!! Now tell me people is that a time when I'd have been safer to have a good life insurance policy?

My Song
Полная луна вышла из за туч На лицо твоё набросила свой луч Белой кожи мрамор светом освещал Обо мне ты не подозревал Сон твой не хочу нарушать сейчас, Не свожу я взгляд

I Remember
I remember how it all started. And now, it appears to be ending. I remember the first time we met. Wondering just what you wanted of me. Never quite getting an answer, but always feeling calm despite my nerves. Dreading the day I knew would come, but making plans like it wouldn't. I remember many a questioning by my friends. Especially once I asked them for favors so we could be together more. The speculations, the insinuations, the questions I never knew the answer and likely never will. I knew only I enjoyed your presence and I was willing to let you set the limits. I wanted you to be happy. And now, you are. I remember the time the limits were breached. Wondering if I had gone too far. Wondering if you were like my history. Wondering if you too; would leave me. You did. But not then. You smiled at my fears and told me not to worry. It did affect you and I felt the first cold winds of fall blowing. The summer died and dried, but we carried on. I remember the time togethe

Me
Sitting here in the dark. Listening to music. Feeling the tears forming behind my eyes. Trying to grasp the reasons for those tears. Not sure why or where they are coming from, just knowing that they are there. Afraid of the changes to come. Not sure if I'm strong enough to handle them. Wishing for things that can't happen. Knowing that this isn't how I had my life planned out. Smiling slightly because I've been told over and over that you can make plans.. But God is the one that has the final say in a majority of those plans. Knowing that I wouldn't change certain things that have happened. Knowing that I'm a better person for the things that have happened. Even if no one else understands or even respects it. I am me. For all of my faults and promises. For all of my mistakes. For all of the good things I've done. This is me.

I Promise
I can't promise you that dark clouds will never hover over our lives or that the future will bring us many rainbows. I can't promise you that tomorrow will be perfect or that life will be easy. I can promise you my everlasting devotion, my loyalty, my respect, and my unconditional love for a lifetime. I can promise that I'll always be there for you, to listen and to hold your hand, and I'll always do my best to make you happy, and make you feel loved. I can promise that I'll see you through any crisis, and hope with you, dream with you, build with you, and always cheer you on and encourage you. I can promise that I'll share my dreams my world, and every aspect of my life with you. I'll willingly be your protector, your advisor, your counselor, your friend, your family, your everything. And I believe that's what love is truly all about.

Direction
life keeps coming at my so fast right now. so many decisions, so many consequences, so many things beginning and ending, all at once. things are wierd right now. i have so many things that i want to change, but where do i start? and how do i change them? how do i get from point a to point b? do i take option 1, 2 or 3? or do i skip point b and go straight to point c? i've met some people that have made me happy recently. i'm glad that i have them as friends. i've lost a few friends as well, but there's not much i can really do about it, but remember that when one thing ends something better always begins. seasons change and people come and go, it's nature. the only thing i can possibly do about that is just not care. if people don't like me, it's not my loss. i hate to seem self-centered, but there are times that call for it in order to survive... in order to be positive. i just want to say thank you guys for being supportive of me and trying to cheer me up. you guys are awesome. y

Rambling
Just recently I hit what I thought was a road block in my life. I wondered if my life was really going in the direction I wanted it to. I questioned everything about myself and my life and realized something... I am OK! I am who I am... That is not a bad thing. Like I said in my last blog, Love me, leave me, or both! That hurt that you feel way down deep in your stomach does go away eventually. I have felt it before and I am sure I will feel it again, but it will not stop me. I live my life every day to the best of my ability. That is all any of us can do. Sometimes people want to be a part of it and sometimes they don't. You know what I have learned about people walking out of my life... That is just an opprotunity for others to walk in! As long as I am thankful for the ones that have been a part of our life and I learn from them I will become a better person for having had them there. I am a better person than I was before and everything is going to be okay.

Tabula Rasa
Tabula rasa... A blank slate. Void of everything... including emotion . This signifies a new beginning or a bitter end. From this point I can make my life what I want it to be. What has happened does not have to determine what will happen if I start every day with a blank slate.

The Road Not Taken
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I- I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference.

Step Up
This was the comment I just submitted to CNN lol... thought I would share Let me just explain one thing. I'm a 35 year old smoker from Canada who pays nearly $10 for a package of 25 cigarettes. I know the choice I am making is not only physically harmful, but it is also a financial strain to my paycheck every week. For now, I don't mind paying the extra knowing that at anytime I can goto the hospital and be treated free of cost. Regardless of if I need it or not, it is important to me that is privilege and right for others to be tended to while they are ill, obligates me in my choice to do something harmful to myself. Taxation of cigarettes and alcohol seems only right. Sure you will be harming the less fortunate people of your society as they are typically the ones to turn to a vice in tough times. But consider if they had the option to be treated for illness or injury free of charge, imagine what extra money these individuals would have to enroll in training for a better jo

Just Thoughts
Just in the year that i have been on this site it has changed so much. Not exactly for the good either. I have made some good friends on here and met some of them in person but the site in general is goin to hell in a hand basket. The regular member cant get help without having to basically beg for it or pay for it. We help all the ppl that have their HH's or Autos but in my own experience...even when i help them cuz they want it....i don't get the help back in return. I do have a few friends that are always there when i need help but for the most part....this online popularity contest is more than that. there are alot of women that will do anything ( and i do mean anything to get what they want) and that to me is just crap. Gives real women with morals a bad name. Anyway...these are my thoughts on Fubar at the moment. I'm just tired of the bullshit

Venting I Guess......the Sad Thing Is I Know Several People Like This!!!!!
You ever wonder what it is that turns a child against their parents. Makes them disrespectful and just plain rude and obnoxious? You ever wonder why or how a child develops no respect for themself or for others? You ever wonder what makes a person become so bad that they harm themselves, rape or kill another? You ever wonder why there is no respect in the world or not enough? You ever wonder why the world is the way it is? You ever wonder why the economy is the way it is?.........Crooks, Politicains and then some.

Loves Palace
If I could pour my heart into a golden chalice a moment to entice you to stay in loves palace Allow this time to reveal the horizon beyond curiosity since every trace becomes more evident of its decree Just a little taste is never enough just a little spank, just a little nibble nothing to rough I want to live on the edge of outside to give you my all and set aside pride Reaching out to lift you off the ground bringing out that wonderful smile of your to be found A precious treasure that ignites my desire enflaming passionate nights under stars to admire Just another sleepless night without you won't do just another hour and I'll miss you Just one more day to make 1+1=2 I want to live on the edge on the edge of outside to give a love that refuses to hide I won't quit anytime soon as I reflect the suns rays like the moon

Coming Home Soon Sfc Louis G Mp
SFC LOUIS G MP . IRAQ I have known Louis G for only a short period of time. During that time, I learned a lot about life from him. He is definitely a HERO, who will be demobilized out of Iraq and back to the United States very soon. Lou has spent quite a lot of time in the military, and has been stationed in Iraq for one (1) year. Soon he will be reunited with his wife and daughter, who are waiting patiently for his return. Bless you Lou, and thanks for being my "friend," You are truly a special person. My prayers and thoughts of love are with you as God continues to keep you safe, now and always! Additionally, for those who do not honor our soldiers, should be ashamed of themselves. “War,” is no joke! It takes courage and great fortitude to tolerate what our soldiers have endured. Love you Lou, from the bottom of my heart! Magdalena M, Delaware USA

Hmmmmmmmm
Ok i got beef!!!! I want to know why if you have friends and you think their good friend, how come when they have something good happen to then you are the first to say something, but when you have something good happen you get nothing? Ok it's open people let Tiggea know whats up.

Linkin Park - Givin' Up
Wake in a sweat again Another day's been laid to waste In my disgrace Stuck in my head again Feels like I'll never leave this place There's no escape I'm my own worst enemy I've given up I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say Take this all the way I'm suffocating Tell me what the fuck is wrong With me I don't know what to take Thought I was focused but Im scared I'm not prepared I hyperventilate Looking for help somehow somewhere And no one cares I'm my own worst enemy I've given up I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say Take this all the way I'm suffocating Tell me what the fuck is wrong With me Goddddddd!!!! Put me out of my misery Put me out of my misery Put me out of my Put me out of my fucking misery I've given up I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say Take this all the way I'm suffocating Tell me what the fuck is wrong With me

Bleh!
Im just not feeling so fantastic today. Probably because of all the crap that built up and exploded in my face yesterday. Postponing the wedding seems to have just wiped out just about every care I have in the world. I could care less about pretty much everything lately. Bleh! S.P.G

Wolf Who Steps News Howl!
SITTING HERE ENJOYIN MY SIS'S OLDIES RADIO STATION HOWL! http://www.rockintotheoldies.com/ HER NAME IS SHE WOLF BITES AND IS JUST A 'PEACH' AMOUNG HUMANS! I AM STIL IN OCALA FLORIDA AND WE ARE FINALLY GETTIN A BUNCH OF RAIN HERE. SEMINOLE/CHEROKEE POW-WOW COMIN UP THIS WEEKEND CLOSE TO HERE IN FT. McCOY THAT IS ALWAYS GRAND HOWL! THANKS FOR READIN MY LAST BLOG AND WORDS OF SUPPORT. WHISPERS SOFT NEVER MADE IT HERE SADLY BUT I AM STILL HOPIN AND PRAYIN AND TALKED WITH HER RECENTLY. SHE BEING A VERY PRIVATE PERSON I DONT WANT TO GO INTO ALL WHAT IS GOING ON BUT MONEY ISNT AN ISSUE ANY LONGER K. PRAYERS FOR HER AND HER MOTHER WOULD BE APPRECIATED AND NEEDED. THANKS! THIS WOLF IS STILL SEEKIN AND WANTING TO MEET AND DO SOME RIDIN WITH HARLEY WOMEN WHILE I AM IN FLORIDA K. I WONT BE IN THIS NECK OF THE WOODS TOO MUCH LONGER SO DONT MISS OUT ON BEING WITH THE BEST WOLF IN THE WORLD AND RIDIN HIS WOLF HARLEY K HOWL! 585-300-7783 LUV AND BITES STEPPINWOLF

Andy Hallett
LOS ANGELES (AP) - Andy Hallett, who made his mark playing green-skinned, good-guy demon Lorne on the TV series "Angel," has died of congestive heart disease. Hallett was 33. Hallett was taken by ambulance to Cedars-Sinai Medical Center in Los Angeles after having problems breathing and died there Sunday, following a five-year battle with the heart condition, his agent Pat Brady said Tuesday. His father, Dave Hallett, was by his side. "Andy was the all-American boy from Massachusetts," Brady said. "He was a hoot. He was comfortable wherever he went. Girls loved him. He was a very gregarious, happy young man." Born and raised in Osterville, Mass., Hallett moved out to Los Angeles when he was 23 and worked as a messenger at a talent agency, said Brady. He went on to become an assistant to Joss Whedon's wife, Brady said. It was when Whedon saw the lanky Hallett perform karaoke that he had him audition for "Angel," a spinoff of Whedo n's hit series "Buffy the Vampire Sl

A Friend In Need
There may be times when you feel lonely But you will never be alone When you need someone to comfort you You can call my heart your home Just take a look over your shoulder And no matter where you are I will be right there beside you Your ever faithful guardian star I will comfort you and hold you And tell you things will be alright I will cradle you in my arms Throughout the cold and lonely night I'll paint more colors in your rainbow And put a light inside your heart I'll build a bridge between us So we will never be far apart As a friend you can rely on me Any hour of any day And to you I will come running I'll bring my love to light your way So when I hear you say 'I need you' Always know that I'll be there My friendship ever faithfull Showing you how much I care copyright 2008 jas

Apart
APART I wish I could wipe your falling tears away, as you bravely smile through your pain... You see me suffer, then you break down and cry miles apart... In your dreams I softly kiss you, no one can see the pain, that we both feel inside miles apart... You whisper I love you and I whisper to the skies, I love you too When will this pain ever go away even though we are miles apart... To be by your side is a dream I can't deny But I will wish for it to come true. I miss you so badly my heart is breaking as we cry miles apart... copyright jas 2007

Whyyy
Under my required courses it says I have to take a computer literacy course. And this course I have to take is all about learning how to use Microsoft Office 2007. Why? Also, I understand if you want to rate people 'honestly' on fubar. But a 1? Am I really? I have all my teeth. And two eyes that point straight forward. So... Why?

Religion
okay just so people understand i have a religon. its the dark carnival aka jugalisim. so people before you jump down my throught read my last post...and you will understand. that i do belive in god but i dont see it in the same way as you do.

Love
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every

Makes You Wonder
Just wondering were all my fu friends go after i run out of bombs or 11's or blings to give out. I can count on 2 hands the amount of people who show me any love when i am not able to get them anything. I go through hundreds every weekend and millions of fu bucks but then when its gone I cant barely get people to even talk to me. It's a bit aggrevating and sad all at the same time. Just don't know how to feel anymore.

Lifelines
What if each person Who looks at us Even just sees an image we chose to capture in space and time in a photograph. Maintains our existence... Then add another Who reads our name Much less takes time to think Or speak aloud a sentiment about us Keeps us walking around And it was that person or those people Who brought about a dramatic shift From feeling hopelessness to inexplicable hope When we say I choose not to give up. I may not know why, but I will keep trying. Was it you? Have you ever thought that Perhaps this is what is meant by the power of prayer Or the strength spoken of in two or more gathered together in my name... Lately I feel alone And sense I am not Even if it takes an hour of tears And an hour of silence to get through to me... We allow others to bring us down But this means We can choose others to hold us up in their place. Three years ago I smas

Easy
Can you be my heroine I can be a carcrash It's easy to pretend I'm cool like Johnny Cash Nah it's not easy Nah if it's worth keeping For your own You can be my Bonnie I'll be your Clyde It's easy if you want me Shut the door and close the blinds Nah it's not easy Nah if it's worth keeping For your own Would you be my date tonite I can be a train wreck It's easier in the light Then again what did you expect Nah it's not easy Nah if it's worth keeping For your own

Lets Make Love
Baby I've been drifting away Dreaming all day Of holidng you Touching you The only thing I want to do Is be with you As close to you As I can be Let's make love All night long Until all our strength is gone Hold on tight Just let go I want to feel you in my soul Until the sun comes up Let's make love Oh, baby Do you know what you do to me Everything inside of me Is wanting you And needing you I'm so in love with you Look in my eyes Let's get lost tonight In each other Let's make love All night long Until all our strength is gone Hold on tight Just let go I want to feel you in my soul Until the sun comes up Let's make love Let's make love All night long Until all our strength is gone Hold on tight Just let go I want to feel you in my soul Until the sun comes up Oh, until the sun comes up Let's make love Oh baby, let's make love All night long All night long Let's make love

Blue October - Dirt Room
I'm like a ghost I'll be living in a dirt room Waiting for the day to be closer To the window when you're home I'll be standing by your back door Reaching for the knife in my coat I'm going to put it to your throat Sweaty piggy, you're a bad man What a fucking sad way to go Your mother raised you as a joke I should have wiped away a burden Use the curtain in the kitchen to choke You You think you own me You should have known me You took the future and the food off my family's plate You think you'll use me I'm stronger than you You take my money, but it's useless When see what I do to you Look what I do to you Oh god then you awoke You started screaming through the duct tape Don't ever think I'm letting you go I'm busy digging you a hole Now you'll be living in a dirt room Breathing through the straw of your own Come on I really think that this is fun for the money I'll make it comfy for the time wasted making you rich I want to cover you in ants, bees

Breathe Into Me
And this is how it feels when I ignore the words you spoke to me And this is where I lose myself when I keep running away from you And this is who I get when, when I don't know myself anymore And this is what I choose when it's all left up to me Breathe your life into me I can feel you I'm falling, falling faster Breathe your life into me I still need you I'm falling, falling Breathe into me Breathe into me And this is how it looks when I am standing on the edge And this is how I break apart when I finally hit the ground And this is how it hurts when I pretend I don't feel any pain And this is how I disappear when I throw myself away Breathe your life into me I can feel you I'm falling, falling faster Breathe your life into me I still need you I'm falling, falling Breathe into me Breathe into me Breathe into me Breathe into me Breathe your life into me I can feel you I'm falling, falling faster Breathe your life into me I still need you I'm fallin

My Rambling
I am one of those people that feel song lyrics make or break a song. Lyrics allow people to say things they have always wanted to say, express what they are feeling in a way that can be felt and understood by many. I am never one good at speaking up about how I feel nor am I eloquent or well versed. These lyrics reflect my attitude towards things happening in my life. Have you ever felt that the world is just spinnin so fast and you are close to losing your grip, and slippin away? If that makes any sense. That is how I have felt for a long time. It isn't till recently, due to certain people in my life I have had a few hands be reached out towards me and those those I thank you. Thank you for making me feel whole again

Sum Much Needed Family Time:
I will be leving tomorrow afternoon for Arkansas for a much needed family getaway..quality time w/ my loved ones. It's been a few mths since I have seen them so I am excited and ready for sum good ol hugs!!!!!!! I will miss U but am taking laptop and will be returning love late at night time...till I get it hooked up Friday @ daughter's house, I will be shutting my page down. * No matter what settings U put on here the obsessed/fake profiles still get thru. And I don't need the drama , LOL * Thank U all my dear friends for the love given daily...and I will see u in the midnite hrs. xoxox Laura

New Found
new found hope and desire you did not ruin me you did not break me you couldnt even if id let you because i always knew you would leave maybe not right away but eventually you would now your gone and thinking to yourself "oh god what have i done? how could this have happened?" and im here saying "you lost the best thing you ever had and now you cant get it back"

Hrmm..
ok.. so people spend there entire lives looking for that somebody to make them complete.. why? personally.. i want somebody to make me want to do better in my life.. someone to build me up and be my rock. I want somebody that is a part of me but doesnt complete me. I dont want to be completed. I want to be whole. I dont want to need anybody.. needing somebody is like needing cough syrup. Nobody wants cough syrup but they have to have it to feel better. i want to want somebody.. like a cheeseburger.. sometimes you just HAVE to have that cheeseburger.. you feel like it would just make your day if you had that cheeseburger. best way i can put it into words. well what then after that happens.. what do you do. Love isnt always a feeling you have.. sometimes on some days, you dont feel anything.. but you make a DECISION to still WANT them anyways. You make yourself love them on the days your mad or upset.. because you want them in your life....

"rabid Squirrels" !!! --
Everybody here? Okay - If you didn't hear that it's not my fault. The 'Worm' was not my fault - Last night I was NOT on Fubar for the first time in many nights. I 'cleaned' house and watched the tube - when I heard it was morning and no virus had eaten Australia - yep - I started composing this 'Blog' in my head. . . *Special 'Hey' to my new (angry) friends overseas* O.K. - I may have over-reacted a teeny bit. . . But I woke up some folks and I learned how to blast a 'Blog' to everybody with a PC. . . - No good, huh? Well, there could be a virus - and you could get it someday and ___ O.K. - Line up here - this is where you can insult me; give me a piece of your mind, call me names - What? need help getting started - Ooh, how about - 'Old Woman' - 'Paul Revere' - or that good old standby - 'Chicken Little'. . . *And hey; if you ever want to show your friends a 'horses ass', just show 'em one of my photos. - Have you heard about this

Boring Flight
Bored during a long flight, an eminent scholar leaned over and woke up the sleeping man next to him to ask if he would like to play a game. "I'll ask you a question," the scholar explained, "and if you don't know the answer, you pay me $5. Then you ask me a question, and if I don't know the answer, I'll pay you $50." When the man agreed to play, the scholar asked, "What's the distance from the earth to the moon?" Flummoxed, the man handed him $5. "Ha!" said the scholar. "It's 238,857 miles. Now it's your turn." The man was silent for a few moments. Then he asked, "What goes up a hill with three legs and comes down with four?" Puzzled, the scholar racked his brains for an hour--but to no avail. Finally he took out his wallet and handed over $50. "Okay, okay, what is the answer?" the scholar asked. The man said, "I don't know," pulled out a $5 bill, handed it to the scholar, and went back to sleep.

The Secret Of Poetry
When I am lonely, I think of death. When I think of death...I'm lonely I suppose this error will continue. I'll walk into each grey morning, delighted by the frost that is death, and the trees that stand alone, in it's mists. When I thought I'd met my true love I was lonely. But it was the love in her body that was lonely. That error went on & on. Mornin's I would kiss her cold lips, devoid of altruistic passion. But the nights...the nights, her body dripping with those mists. This is the error that fascinates. I suppose too, you are secretly lonely. Thinkin' of death, thinkin' of love I'd like please, to leave a flower on your window. Just one cold flower, whose beauty Will leave you inconsolable all day. The secret of poetry is cruelty.

Internal Elegance
INTERNAL ELEGANCE "Love is the nature of life, beauty is the outcome of life, harmony is the means by which life accomplishes its purpose, and the lack of it results in destruction. When we reflect upon this whole creation we cannot but see that its purpose is to express an ideal of love, harmony and beauty. Love could not have manifested itself if there were nothing to love, eyes could not have seen if there were nothing to see. What could love have done if there were no beauty? Love would have been silent." Hazrat Inayat Khan Do you find yourself, from time to time, wishing to express something but knowing that the words will fall on deaf ears? Not deaf exactly, but ears that are not yet ready to hear what you wish to express. If this happens to you then you also are probably struggling with whether or not it makes you somewhat superior to those whom you realize will not hear. It is often an effort to avoid feeling this. And, more often than not, I suspect that you may co

So Busy These Dasy
seems like I never have enough time in my day these days...... I have been very busy these last few weeks. Last weekend my hubby and I went on a MUCH needed vacation. We went to Virginia for a HotWheels show. He is really into his toy cars and I really needed to get away. He did very well and placed second with one of his cars. I went for the hot tub!! It was wonderful and so relaxing. Of course he drank way too much and came stumbling in the room one night. I, on the other hand, just nursed a bottle of water. I just don't get into drinking. I did just relax and hang out in the room more and I really enjoyed that! (I know I am a homebody!!) Since returning home I have been busy with one thing or another around here. Besides playing the part of MOM.....I have choir practice 2-3 times this week for a musical I am in on Sunday and I am team captain for a team for the American Cancer Society Relay for Life...I am also the committee chairperson for Mission and Advocacy for t

Pain........
Ok I am in alot of pain and trying to keep up here I dont know if i will be on much more it is really killing me I am to the point that i was B4 and it sucks I hope I dont have to have Surgery again...Omg just venting and in alot of pain!!!

The Last Word
I try to imagine the deepness of your eyes > and here am I with no true lies > cause I can't tell of what I don't know > and its the mystery of your essence you alone can show > > Conceptualize by your words and vibe, curiousity has got me > just like the earth and moon be > thoughts drift as I respond to your letter > for I wish to know u better > > To know the many expressions of your face > to quench that thirst in place > to feel the quivers > and comfortably drive away the shivers > > Genuine I'll always be > my life is open to thee > like the > oceans surrounding beauty

To Love Or Not
Have you ever been caught in between captured by a moment so serene That you hear your heart pitter-patter and all you've known doesnt matter This intricacy of loves embrace could never find itself out of place Since such foolishness breathes pleasure by its own nature a genuine treasure They say its better to have lost a love before then to never have loved at all there is truth in that for sure because no other feeling equals its call It comes unepectedly invited yet appreciated like the springs first bloom its celebrated held for its richness and cherished for its sultry bliss

Yes We Can!!!
Yes we can was the chant of 08, And it appears this man possess qualities needed to become great, So many challenges such a daunting task, After 8 years of suffering from the neo-cons wrath, His promises raise hopes to levels unknown, Lets start by ensuring our jobs will stay here at home, Build more schools less bombs and tanks, Please President Obama, protect us from the predatory banks, Lets start to reform corporations, Especially the part that gives them the rights of a person, War crimes were committed by those before you, Love to see them in there own cells in Guantanamo, Oh yeah our environment is in dire shape, And with you can be the start of a new age, Where people do come first, But not at the expense of our Mother Earth!!! truthsquad 09

Their Plan!!!
The cia is out to get me... Their plan, make it look like a suicidal tragedy.. Many have fallen in the past to this deception.. But my personal make-up prevents suicide as a means of expression.. So if i fall with 2 gunshots to the head... Dont believe i was overwhelmed by the life i led.. Instead know i was murdered by those i oppose... With their twisted desires of dominating the poor.. But until that day comes i'll continue to fight... Tyranny in all forms and the violation of human rights... Our government sits atop that list.. With their exploitation of all the indigenous.. People they have slaughtered in many lands... In the name of corporate profits makes me sick... Our taxes are used for these policies to exsist... In which we arm, train, and fund.... Some of the most oppressive regimes under the sun...

Im No Different Than Most!!!
See i'm no different than most, Substance abusing parents are the ones I chose, Makes no difference if the kids can read & write, So long as the parents got their fix at the end of the night, Yeah these the parents and life I chose, Hunger pains and ass whoopins with extension cords, I envision pops in the stands as I hit a game winner, Or moms waiting for us with one of those specially cooked dinners, Poof, that dreams up in smoke, Moms lungs cant handle that big a toke, Bed, tv, and xbox all sold for some crack, Hope this shit ends here before she ends up on smack, 33yrs, I got these same lie filled tears streakin my face, Where'd ya go, The've taken my moms and put you in her place, 3 different step dads trying to make me their own, Yeah these the parents and life I chose, As a young seed alone pushed out the

Wake Up!!!
My friends we have got to be honest withour selves in regards to the harm that corporations are causing not only our planet but also us as a species!! Please do not listen to and get your info from the traditional media sources as most are owned by those that wish to silence those with truth! Get motivated, and get educated as to what has happened to our once great country!! If you are not familiar with john perkins please get familiar with him. Confessions of an economic hitman is the title of his book! take the time to read for yourself what these corporations have been doing!! Wake up my friends before we have no America to leave to our children and grand children. You may wake up in 1 yr and find we are now called the North American Union!! Think it cant happen, what is Europe now called!!! Oh yeah, the European Union!!Africa......A frican Union!!!Do you really think it is goiing to stop there!Please dont be that naive!! Join the fight to preserve our soverignty!! Stan

I'm Just Tired.....
This is the place where I sit This is the part where I love you too much This is as hard as it gets Cause I'm getting tired of pretending I'm tough I'm here if you want me I'm yours, you can hold me I'm empty and achin' And tumblin' and breakin' Cause you don't see me And you don't need me And you don't love me The way I wish you would The way I know you could I dream a world where you understand That I dream a million sleepless nights Well I dream a fire when you're touching my hand But it twists into smoke when I turn on the lights I'm speechless and faded It's too complicated Is this how the book ends, Nothing but good friends? Cause you don't see me And you don't need me And you don't love me The way I wish you would The way I wish you would This is the place in my heart This is the place where I'm falling apart Isn't this just where we met And is this the last chance that I'll ever get I wish I was lonely Instead of just only Crystal

Isaiah 65
17 "Look! I am creating new heavens and a new earth, and no one will even think about the old ones anymore. 18 Be glad; rejoice forever in my creation! And look! I will create Jerusalem as a place of happiness. Her people will be a source of joy. 19 I will rejoice over Jerusalem and delight in my people. And the sound of weeping and crying will be heard in it no more. 20 "No longer will babies die when only a few days old. No longer will adults die before they have lived a full life. No longer will people be considered old at one hundred! Only the cursed will die that young! 21 In those days people will live in the houses they build and eat the fruit of their own vineyards. 22 Unlike the past, invaders will not take their houses and confiscate their vineyards. For my people will live as long as trees, and my chosen ones will have time to enjoy their hard-won gains. 23 They will not work in vain, and their children will not be doomed to misfor

Dj Demonic
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Time To Clean House
well for those that thought I was kidding see ya, im cleaning house and I seriously could care less if I have 5 friends on here cause thats what im after. Hey if your here for the game thats cool but you should say so in your profile, and yes I read them.

Pissed Off
For those of you who know me really know me and those of you who don't you should be aware that the only thing I really take seriously is my education. Nothing comes in the way of me learning and improving myself through education. One of my classmates was supposed to email me a paper on tuesday and I was suppose to read it make notes and lead a discussion on her paper. I don't know how we are being graded on this assignment but as with all my education I have been planning on being very serious and doing my job to the fullest. But its exactly 1 hour and 40 minutes before class and still no paper. Now I wouldn't be so upset but this is the seminar class that I need to pass to graduate and I want to keep my gpa above a 3.5. Errr I hate people messing up my schooling.

Need Help
OK MY SEXY FRIEND.. I NEED HELP WITH SOME THINGS HERE. NEW OUTFITS TO TAKE PICS IN.. I WOULD LUV A NAVY SUIT. ANY TYPE OF FOOTBALL JERSEY. ANYTHING THAT IS SEX. MAKE SURE IT IS EX LARGE. LUV SOME HIGH HEEL SHOES TOO. ANYONE THAT GET ME THESES THINGS I WILL MAKE A VIDEO AND PICS .. SALUTE NSFW..

Vapors
I was listening to Biz Markie's Vapors and all of a sudden I started to look for this word on Urban Dictionary.com and it explains it better: VAPORS Situation where someone treats someone one way, usually negatively, and then at a later point in time regrets what was done to that other person in the past or begins to treat the same person in a more respectful manner. Identified in the 1988 Biz Markie song "Vapors." Girls dissed you because you were broke. Now that you blew-up and have money, the same girls want to get with you. These women have caught the vapors. Guy breaks up with his girlfriend. Later on realizes that she was all he ever wanted and that breaking up with her was a mistake. Now he wants her back. He's got the vapors. regret vapers hindsight revenge vappors by DreJD Apr 18, 2006 share this Remember people, what goes around comes back around, AND SUCCESS WILL BE THE ULTIMATE REVENGE.

Karma
It is ssssooo true. What goes around, comes around. It is a shame more people don't seem to see this. A chick at the tanning salon I go to said something nice about me the other day to one of the other people that work there. I thought that was so nice of her. I was a a gift shop getting a little something for my friend Jen to open for her birthday, ( I am actually taking her out to a cool place called MELT on Saturday ) and the lady that owns the boutique said I can get another bracelet free, I gave that extra one to Danielle since she was nice to me the proir day. She was happy & I was happy. Being nice really does feel good. Too bad more people are completely unaware of how they treat others.

Apothus
10-04-2006, 04:51 PM At least, that's what scientists think. In April of 2029, they thought, there was a good chance that an asteroid the size of the Rose Bowl would collide with Earth. In fact, the date was April 13, or Friday the 13th, of that year. However, they now know it's going to miss, but will go in between the Earth and Moon. Talk about "near miss." It will, according to Nova, be closer to Earth than many of our own manmade satellites are at that time.However, in 2036, seven years later, the asteroid (named Apothus) will return. And scientists now know that if it goes through a particular stretch of space which they've named "the keyhole" on its first trip near earth in 2029, that in seven years it will return and strike the Earth. They even know where it would hit - the Pacific Ocean.You can watch the segment from Nova here. (http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/nova/sciencenow/3313/01.html)

Lol'z...
I posted a blog... elsewhere, today. Which prompted the following response from one of my fiercely intelligent, and amusing pals. Enjoy. I laughed til pain at this one... way to bring the room down. i was just bouncing along having a grand ol' time and then BAM! you gotta go throw reality into the mix. for the sake of future endeavours, allow me to bestow upon you a tidbit of info that has never failed as it is a universality. and i have never, i mean NEVER been wrong when it comes to the male species and their interactions with the opposite sex. no matter how great he seems, no matter how sensitive he comes off, no matter how naturally he seems to cuddle or that adorable kick he does when he's chasing something in his sleep, you must always remember the male mantra. *ahem* repeat after me:pussypussypussy, gotta get the pussy. pussypussypussy, gotta get the pussy.it runs on a continuous loop 24/7. even the best of us, it's there. this is why gay men so often looked confused because

Nothing To See Here
I need to fucking get laid. I need to get my ass out of the house and just throw all my damn issues out the window swallow my fear and shy crap and just go for it. It's getting just plain stupid. Chick I'm talking with is great, sexy, kinda dirty flirty and I just....cannot move I am so beyond lame.

Why Do Ppl Hurt Their Loved Ones
While i was meeting a new friend i met on here today i got a call about a family friend her husband beat her and raped her in front of her 3 yr old because he thought she was flirting on the computer now i dont know but how can u hurt anyone muchless someone u love and do it infront of your child you have to have a mental issue and now shes was in the hospital but doing ok last i heard and her was in jail when he comes out her has a restraining order on him so now because of stupidity a moment of insanity he lost his wife and kids i say it that way because he never laid a hand on any of them before and was always a loveing husband and father i guess i just dont understand it over a just thinking she waas and haveing no prof of anything going on and to do it at all but to rape and beat his own wife and put her in the hospital

Oxen
Oxen are the animals of agriculture and work. If you dream of oxen you may see yourself as wanting to return to a simpler, farm-based life, or that your work is never ending. Are you bearing the burdens of others unnecessarily or unfairly?

Try Not To Laugh
Just try reading this without laughing till you cry!!! It is the last paragraph that will do it!!!!! Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this:Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest... The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this:Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest... The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this:Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest... The occa

Razor Bed
Sleepless nights under the stormy clouds Fading to the sea of tears The stream of the time Flows through my mind Drowning to my burning cradle Sinking into the grave Falling to the depths Sleeping on the razor bed Million razors draws onto me Painting me red by my blood The rain pours all the fears away Im falling to the eversleep Give me the good dream Secure my way towards the light Open the gates Wake me up In the other side...

Gone For The Weekend
Good morning friends. I'm about to head out to Dallas for the weekend and to go play in my corsets (hoot!) at Scarborough Ren Faire. I'll be online over the weekend, probably in the early am and later in the evenings. I will be home mid afternoon on Monday. Don't forget about me while I'm gone :-) Much Love

Mr Gentleman
Do gentlemen still exist?? They flatter a lady genuinely... They dont mention sex at all... They dont ask you to do anything... They give and expect nothing in return... OK... maybe this is a load of crap.. maybe i wouldnt mind a little respect!!! Yes i know.. repect is to be earnt.. I flatter genuinely.. i dont mention sex and wouldnt expect anything from anyone and im so much of a giver its untrue. I am respectful in all senses...until someone disrespects me. I dont expect much... just a little give and take.. not TAKE TAKE TAKE TAKE AND TAKE!!

Shames
Hello all my wonderful freinds, I just wanted to let everyone know that I became a proud father once again. Shames Orin B. was born was born @ 8:49p.m. (M.S.T.) on April 2nd He weighs in @ 8lbs 4oz & is health, & doing well. For those of you that know my wife & the health issues she has been dealing with through the last couple mounths, she 2 is doing well exausted & resting quietly. When I asked Shames his thoughts on the days events he I got a blank stare & a garggling noise. If U don't know my wife U can check her profile out & congratulate her @: ✌DJ~SILK~SEXY~✌ ~☠{D.P.C PIT BOSS}☠ ✌{HEAD PLUNDER BUNNY}✌@ fubar Here are a couple pics of my new Boy: P.S.: Yes we do realize his initials are S.O.B. lol.

So Frustrated
so tired of everything going on with the economy.. and the war still going on. Think its about time something is done. So frustrated ..hearing how the presidents trying to find ways to help us out of money crunches..but everyone else is wanting to put us in one. Guess you can see that I am just frustrated..and its got nothing to do with sex. LOL. I Just paid my cable bill..it has went up 16dollars..I do not know why? What does that have to do with whats going on in the world? My electric has went up 20 dollars also. I do not know why that has anything to do with it either. I read where the electric company has been given permission to raise prices for next 3 to 4yrs also. Gas prices have went back up..even though theres no shortage on it. Then they wonder why people are foreclosing ..etc. How is someone suppose to live?

My Reason
My Reason Author: His_Rhyme © Used With Author's Permission MY REASON A journey of a million miles My soul had walked alone Suffering insatiable hunger And looking for a home Lost and fearful i kept moving, Running from my pain, Never going anywhere- Then going there again Looking back upon the emptiness That my restless heart created i longed to still the yearning and render my hunger sated During this reflective pause His voice called out to me- "Come My love your home is here" "I will set you free" Joy and apprehension collided in my mind my ears listening to His words Resonant, commanding and kind In His embrace i trembled He wrapped round me like a vine All my struggles ceasing when He announced- "you are mine" The longing voices hushed in a silence so profound, my burning hunger stopped as i knelt humbled upon the ground Surrendering my bod

The Dance
The Dance Author: SirWolfr1 © To view more of SirWolfr1's poetry visit A True Rose Used With Author's Permission A lonely submissive slowly climbed the stairs And unto her computer did go Her movements were slow and filled with pain Her limbs were stiff and slow She eased herself into the chair And tried wisely not to cry out As her abused flesh did protest and rage From this latest D/s bout He had claimed to be a Master She knew him now to be nothing of the kind He had weaved his lies so skillfully, And she wondered, "Could time ease this pain of heart and mind?" Not just the pain of battered flesh She knew, in a few days that would fade But the pain in her soul, the shattered trust The mockery of everything she held dear that he had made. She remembered her ex-husbands words How he had told her that she was sick And how she had trusted once her dearest frie

I Will
I Will Author: Shelley Khulman © Jan. 25, 2000 I will rise in the morning,and kneel at his feet I will serve him and please him, all through the day Whether service is easy or brings me some pain Im content with the knowledge,that with me he is pleased For the pleasure I find, that brings me my joy Is the pleasure He finds,in my service to him I will rise in the morning,and kneel at his feet I will serve him and please him,all through the day

Being A Submissive
Being A Submissive Author: Raven Shadowborne © 1996 Being submissive a personal choice fulfillment through submission power exchange strong words a new sub may be paralyzed with fear doubt disbelief at their own needs as she learns more the fears... dissipate the doubt... disappears disbelief.. becomes acceptance By giving the gift a true sub feels whole

My Heart
Deep within this slave There lies a secret place Treasured and protected Once lost without a trace Hidden well within this girl Cold and lonely and scared Once beat a trembling heart Aching for a secret to be shared She jumped at every Shadow Wanting, needing to break free From the trappings of a life Unable to breathe, unable to be One day a light began to shine Curling around this slave's heart Illuminating long hidden desires Pounding fear once more to start Afraid to trust, afraid to love shaking and scared to death A fire began to burn A need growing with every breath A word, a touch so gentle A firm and guiding hand Molding an eager slave kajira heart, beginning to understand Each day the light grew brighter The slave becoming kajira true A glow surrounding her heart Reveling in feelings brand new Today, la kajira shines And Your love was just the start.. Each heartbeat is for You my Master, my Love... my Heart...

Saturday April 4th St. Louis Party @ The Phoenix
This Saturday Night, April 4th It's a BIRTHDAY PARTY atTHE PHOENIX SOUTH COUNTY! Help me, Darlinlee and a handful of other Fubarians celebrate! The Phoenix is located at: 3924 Lemay Ferry Road (At the corner of Lindbergh and Lemay Ferry Road)St. Louis, MO 63125 (314) 416-4266 Saturday nights entertainment will be provided by Extremely Pointlessand hours of operation are from 6:00 pm - 1:00 amThe Party starts shortly after 6! Hope to see you there!!!

Unjust And Unfair
In the 39 years I have been on this earth I have seen many different things that make me proud to be an American. However on April 2, 2009 I witnessed the the single biggest moment of shame I have ever felt. I have always felt that while our court system is not the most perfect in the world it is still one of the best that there is, how could I have been so wrong? Twenty years ago a young man suffered from blackouts cause by a chemical imbalance in his brain. It was during one of these blackouts that the single most tragic event in his life happened, the death of his son. This young man was watching his two children, a daughter who was a year and a half old and a son who was 2 months old, when he suffered one of these blackouts. When he came back around he noticed his son was not breathing. He attempted to use CPR to save his son's life but as CPR is not required to raise a child he did not know the proper way to do it on an infant and was not able to save him. This young man would

A To Z Of C :)
A - Available: for extreme dating experiences... - Age: 30 - Annoyance: ignorance (there is no bliss you mindless fuckwits) - Animal: wolf B - Beer: Cherry bomb at the folk festival - Birthday: 29th september - Body Part on opposite sex: eyes! and lips - Best feeling in the world: wow do you know there are just so many?! - Blind or Deaf?: well neither... - Best weather: thunder storms! love storms - Been in Love?: nope... - Been on stage?: >_> once or twice... - Believe in Magic?: i really really want to C - Candy: sure why not? - Color: burgundy - Chocolate or Vanilla?: chocolate - Chinese or Mexican?: fajitas nom nom nom :) - Cake or pie?: cake mmm - Continent to visit: all of them!!! - Cheese: mature - then a little goes a long way D - Day or Night?: Night - Dance in the rain: oh god yes! E - Eyes: brown... - Everyone's got a: tree to hug right? - Ever failed a class?: no F - Full name: empress of the fucking universe, tassaura, or just cat - First thoughts waking up: oh shit

4-3-09
I finally got my taxes in and paid everything off and fixed the car so no more worries and a bunch of green LOL YAYYYYYYYYYYY.Ok so we will be leaving to go to ohio on the 19th cause I have a class I have to take on the 18th of this month.so 2 more weeks and I will be in ohio.Im excited and yet a little nervousHello to all my friends speacialy Horny,naughty,freak,puff,andmack yall are truly the best friends a person could have thanks for being there when I need you

Thank You For All Your Help
I just wanted to do this to thank everyone that helped me yesterday. Ive learned that ya cant do it without great fu friends and everyone else. I want to especially thank the 25 to life family for all the rates and gifts. You guys rock and I am proud to be a member of the family.

Liars
why do so many men lie to women? i just for the life of me cannot figure this out. if you arent intersted or have no interest in doing what you are going to say why fucking say you are? i am so tired of all the bullshit with men today i really might go back to bein a lesbian.

Cure De Tour
I will be riding in Tour De Cure on June 7Th this is a bicycle ride to raise money for the ADA ( American Diabetes Association) I am currently looking for sponsors all dontations are tax deductable. you can go to Tour De Cure to Donate / Sponsor me in this ride. thank you all very much

Greeters
KRISSY - Head GREETER TALLSTONE - GREETER ANDUTCH - GREETER NIKKIE - GREETER BABY GURL - GREETER MOZIS - GREETER Moose - GREETER CappyHAG - GREETER Raven - GREETER LOVAMAKA - GREETER SILKWOOD - GREETER ONEJADEDGENIE - GREETER

What Is This Feeling
When your not around i fall to pieces, When your not here my mind is lost and it's neaver found untill i hear you voice say my name, When were apart my heart feels like it's gonna fall apart, What is this feeling that has come over me, What is happening to me, I can feel these changes takeing place in me, What is this feeling that am feeling inside of me.......

4/3/09 Fluffy Starr Blog
Sh*t mood, but new photo! I'm a bit of a mood today. Yep. I know I shouldn't blog when I'm in a bit of a mood. But here I am, blogging! Keeping it real, yo. Just got back from my errands, and was carrying a heavy bag of food and felt extremely bored and I started realizing how astoundingly cranky I felt. And it's not because I've been dissed by my skittish crazy chihuahua all day. I realized that I have been couped up all week, and didn't really interact with any human beings! (Online doesn't count. Real life human beings, standing in front of me.) Well, not any that wanted to interact with me really. And going on errands doesn't count. You see, leading up to the show, I had an intense amount of stress. Good stress, which was excitement for the show. And bad stress. You know, personal life stuff. It was really draining on me though. So by the time the show was done, I realized it was time to have a wee rest. So I did for a few days. But that resulted me in not interacting with any r

Stranger Than Fiction ~five Finger Death Punch
It's stranger than fictionHow you've decayedIt must be so lonelyLost within your waysYou're born alone, you die aloneThe rest is your's to fill the gapThe world goes on without you hereAdjust or just collapseIs this what you wanted to beAlone standing by yourselfIs this all you wanted to beOr was that a cry for helpBy yourself, by yourself, by yourselfThrew old grenadesYou throw in vainI can't believe you'd stoop so lowOf all the things you took awayI miss my mind the mostIs this what you wanted to beAlone standing by yourselfIs this all you wanted to beOr was that a cry for helpBy yourself, by yourself, by yourselfIs this what you wanted to beAlone standing by yourselfIs this all you wanted to beOR WAS THAT A CRY FOR HELP!It's stranger than fictionHow you've decayedIt must be so lonelyLost within your ways

Gah...
So I'm quite annoyed and whomever reads this beware, don't like it? GET OUT.Men.. you SUCK.Here's mister Scott. Grrr.. hasn't spoke to me in weeks. I don't know why I bother to let him annoy me. Maybe because I had some faith in him. Bah who knows. All I know is that it infuriates me that he lied.Then here's Dustin... sighs. Mister I talk a wonderful game. Damnit. Here I was sick as a dog, had everyone worried about just HOW sick I was and STILL had time for his ass. Couldn't speak... could barely breathe... couldn't keep my eyes open..NOTHING. But did I have time for him? Yes. I put off taking medicine that made me quit coughing and knocked me out for at least an hour or so (the only sleep I DID get) to be able to listen to him talk to me on the phone and whisper an answer here and there.Yet here he has an accident (supposedly) on the farm that has him SOOOOooo hurt that the doctor's dope him just soooooooooo bad that he is never awake and can only TEXT me once a day!? WTF!? I smell a

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Man...
Under the blood-red moon; covered by the blood-red haze I don't wanna hear anything but your breath I don't wanna feel anything but your touch Your pale skin glowing in the dark; Your deep black eyes looking straight into my heart So beautiful a man can be but beauty in the inside is what I can see.... "FOR ALL BEAUTYFULL MEN..."

Similar
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times hard to handle, but, if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best!Marilyn Monroe I knew i liked her for a reason

Fuckety Fuck Fuck
I feel like shayt :( being anemic, my body temp is LOWW as it is, and now it feels like 10 degs in here :( my neck is gettin progressively worse, and makes a clickin sound when I turn it :( blah blah blah woe is me

What Hurts The Most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty houseThat don’t bother meI can take a few tears now and then and just let them outI’m not afraid to cry every once in a whileEven though going on with you gone still upsets meThere are days every now and again I pretend I’m okBut that’s not what gets meWhat hurts the mostWas being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayAnd never knowingWhat could have beenAnd not seeing that loving youIs what I was tryin’ to doIt’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I goBut I’m doin’ ItIt’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m aloneStill HarderGetting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regretBut I know if I could do it overI would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heartThat I left unspokenWhat hurts the mostIs being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayAnd never knowingWhat could have beenAnd n

What A Great Day This Is!
What a Great Day This Is! This morning I heard that the market had gone down some more. This is not good news. It has messed with my retirement plan and made my net worth go from pride to hide. It has turned easy street into a mean street. The bottom line is that I do not have nearly as much money or assets as I had just a short while ago. Let me share with you what I also discovered this morning: . I was breathing and in general feeling pretty healthy. . My wife gave me a kiss and told me she loved me. . . All of my children have jobs and are safe and well. .. My grandchildren still light up my life . I am a citizen of the greatest nation on the face of the earth. . A good friend called and wants to go out to dinner and a show (I have a friend). . My home is safe, warm, and secure. . I ate breakfast and lunch and will have dinner later (many won't get three meals today). . I have a big huge bottle of wonderful fresh clean water that I can choose to drink all

Sexychristine
Ok guys watch out for SexyChristina she claims to be from usa but is actualy in lagos nigeria has fake pics and will not prove she is real,dont call the phone number they give you either it may be a scam. will get you to use yahoo and cannot remember half of the things they say when they talk each time. i traced their ip cause i knew something was not right .fair warning.

*give Till It Hurts.....
Summary... Current mood: blah Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes *Give till it hurts....If you want to keep getting Addresses, start giving stuff away. Since youcan't send a toaster through the Mail, give them something far more valuable--and far more affordable to you-- Information/Service or expert advice. It has beensaid that you can get rich with an E-mail list of just 1,000 people! So get goingon new ways to capture and keep E-mail addresses, and always make sure thatthey know your sign-up link!*Drip, Drip, Drip...You'll want to have a series of newsletters already set-up so they can be "Dripped"on your prospects on a regular basis. send a message daily, every other day, or onwhatever schedule suits you best. BUT MAKE CONTACT AT LEAST EVERY 7 DAYS!*Contact the right person...A message left on voice mail is almost always a waste of time, and therefore a waste of money.Harnassing the power of E-mail marketing given the intenet problems with traditional marketingtechniques. It's importa

So So Sorry
I cant stay long but i wanted to say im sorry i havent been online in forever yet again but theres alot goin on and i dont really wanna get into detail but i luv yall and thank you for all the messages and b-day wishes i will get back to each of you as soon as i can.Please dont hate me for not gettin back to you today and not bein around but i luv yall and i really do miss u guys and i want nothin more then to beable to get on here and catch up with everyone! Licks and spanks to yall! XOXOXO

Chinese Proverbs
CHINESE PROVERBS*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*Virginity like bubble, one prick, all gone.*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*Man who run in front of car get tired.*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*Man who run behind car get exhausted.*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day.*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*Foolish man give wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ.*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok.*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*Man with one chopstick go hungry.*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*Man who eat many prunes get good run for money.*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*Baseball is wrong: man with four balls cannot walk.*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*Panties not best thing on earth but next to best thing on earth!*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*War does not determine who is right, war determine who is left.*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house.*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*Man who fight with wife all day get no piece at night.*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*It take many nails to build crib, but one screw to f

Pre Lol'z
*Out of sheer baldness, and an odd frame of mind, the blog that prompted the fantastic reply.* Heartless, soulless, thoughtless and meaningless.There.I have summed up for you what approx 80% of the population seems to be out seeking on a daily basis. Is it because depth hurts? The eternal fear of, and sometimes longing for nonetheless, extraction? Emotional amputations leave scars, phantom aches and we sometimes carry these as shields against any further potential damage. In seeking the shallow solace of casual encounters, do we only do ourselves further harm and heart injustice?To be fair, I recently allowed myself to develop faith in someone who was seeking just such a thing. Lest you believe I have grown bitterly cynical (GROWN??? ah ha ha ha! ;) over this particular rogue, let me assure you that I had determined upon the dissolution of my last such entanglement that such arrangements were bleeding my karma dry. Of course, the realization of this mans goals was a huge let down. I w

Maturing
compare maturing to the painting of a canvas. Ones life experiences to the brushstrokes of an artist. When a canvas is new, it is without beauty or character void of the sketches , the formation of visions and thoughts and the brushstrokes, that will make it the thing of beauty that the artist envisions……. the priceless and timeless painting that those with the ability to “see” will appreciate and view in reverence ………and so it is with life…..each day, month, year that goes by….brushstroke by brushstroke, layer upon layer, you gain beauty and character…….with each one of lifes experiences you gain depth……as lifes artist creates it’s masterpiece…..one never to be recreated, though possibly copied…..a one of a kind ……you have submitted to life and it has formed, shaped, corrected and directed you into the creature of beauty that you are …….And so W/we

Sbg April Birthdays!
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New Step-mother
took my son to the er wednesday and not to my surprise my sons step-mother stayed and to my surprise in the middle of er she accuses me of physically beating my son, the next thing I remember is telling her to go fuck off and she jumped in my face the er called 911 and she took off before the cops arrived what a cunt....I am not a mean person actually I am the nicest push-over anyone can meet I love people and for the most part people love me, but I went out yesterday and bought a punching bag and gloves started to work out this am my body is soooo sore I need a good long hot bubble bath but I will continue to practice boxing because if she ever confronts me like that again i will beat her ass up....I am still so mad but my body hurts also.thanks for listening to me vent....smooches all my friends...give me boxing tips if anyones got any or any tips at all on how to kick her ass because i am a lover not a fighter and she is bigger and meaner than me but i want the upper hand on her...

Tourney
Just lettin everyone know that I'm runnin a Magic: the Gathering Tourney at the Jackson Starbucks in Hayward today at 3pm. If you are in the area and want to meet me, come on down. Juggalo619 might be there too if I can drag him off of his comp. LOL.

Thin Skinned People
wow i can;t believe how childish soem of u people are. u put a picture on, expect an honest rating from me. now if u want me to rank ur personality, then by all means, talk to me. be real. be a nice person. i honestly think beauty is farther then skin deep. but seeing as to how i don't know any of you's, i'm judging ur picture based on solely looks. so if i give u a low rating, then please, show me that u deserve a better rating by taking it like a man (or woman), any way but like a child. this is why our country is so fucked up, politicians and bigwigs sucking up and flattering and not being honest with each other. if we all learned to be honest and speak our mind and grow a thick skin, the world would be a better place. and frankly, its not really the politicians that are fucking up our country and world, its the childish people on this site that act like infants. please people, grow up! this is our world, so act like an adult, get treated like an adult, and u might make a fucking

Child Abuse
Thursday at work, I was watching this morning show briefly in the break room. That show really got me to thinking about the issue they were discussing. It was about child abuse. My question is .... why now is it a big deal when there were 1,000's of children that died from it before. Like when i was growing up unless you have visible injuries the cops wouldnt touch it. So parents knew back then to hide it under the clothing of their kids. Now tell me who protected them? Im not saying i dont agree with what they are doing now but why is it that we all have to wait til it gets so bad that someone will come in and fix the problem. If you have thoughts or opinions on this please post them. But remember one thing..... I AM A SURVIVOR!!

For Those That Have Been Shattered (blood For Blood- So Common So Cheap)
Fucking your pussy was like fucking the wound from a shotgun blast... With gangrene!Sorry ladies but this song goes out to all the guys out therethat have been fucked over by that lie known as loveBottoms up.Check this out!Looking back at all the times we had, Wish I could tell ya' that they weren't all so bad.But in the end we were just wasting our time,Yeah I knew what you were but I was out of my mind.Lost my mindKnew you were common when we started this thing,So very common with your everyday dreams.But I was desperate for a heart of gold,So I took a chance and I came in from the cold.Life's so coldLet me let you in on a secret fellasif she sucks great cock she's a proand if she'll spread on the first date she's a hoeI oughta' have my fucking head examined for screwing with a skank like you.But it wasn't like I really fell for you, I was just cold and empty through and throughFuck it.Check this out!Thought you were something but you proved me wrong.Money is your only god, what a ti

Got Jealously?!?
What do humans and the frilled lizard have in common? Well, when we’re afraid,we both puff out our faces and ears and try to act really, really scary. The fear injealousy is so strong that it can sometimes make us humans react to situations like a pissed off lizard, just to make sure that our partner gets the point that we don't want them to stray.And how many times has that pissed lizard look ever made your beloved admire you more? Probably not many...People use the word ‘jealousy’ as a feeling but I'm here to tell you it's a tought.For example, ‘abandoned’ is a thought -- it’s your negative evaluation of somebodyleaving you. But what if the IRS abandoned you and your audit? Is that necessarilynegative? No.... so ‘abandoned’ is an evaluation of, or thought about, somebodyleaving you.In the same way, ‘jealousy’ isn’t really a feeling – it’s a thought. The event may beyour beloved paying attention to somebody

Can't Believe
What I can't believe is that the one person that you love the most would want to look at other women. I don't understand that. I have put up with it for the last 4 years that we have been together. What is it that he get out of it. I don't get why he would do it right in front of me. If he is trying to say something why can't he just tell me to my face. Why doesn't he think or peoples feelings. I would figure since he married me that he wouldn't have to look at other women.

Guys Today
What is up with this trend? Guys not wanting girlfriends? I'm sorry I think its totally lame! Yea Im not the best girl ever but I've seen much worse like girls would totally cheat on their boyfriends without the blink of their eye and they guys STAY WITH THEM!! Come on guys!! You can get way better Yea I understand you dont want to be hurt but everyone gets hurt its a part of life! When your in a relationship you learn what you want and dont want in that perfect someone. I'm sick of liking these guys and they turn out to be total dorks. Like all they want is booty call because of a couple stupid sluts their whole outlook on a relationship is out the window! I so need that guy that can trust me or atleast gives me a chance to prove that we arent all the same. One thats not afraid to tell me whats on his mind instead of totally giving up and going back into his little "whatever never mind it doesnt matter" shit. Guys are acting like fuckin girls now a days!! Put your fuckin

Pieces
when the world was new raven was flying high he saw something shiny he dove to see it liked it and stole it he flew back to where the air was precious he dropped it it fell and broke and scattered in many pieces that is why man looks for and needs others and why man can love more than one and almost never feels whole how many pieces of your soul have you found?

Life
there comes a point in everyones life where they wanna give up on alot well i guess this is mine!!!! everyone knows i am a nice person i keep the peace i dont really say much and i let others run all over me :( sad huh??? well now i am to the point i am not i try to let everything go that has happened this week but others dont wanna let it go no they wanna talk there shit and feel good about rubbin shit in my face!!!! well u know what yall ppl that r doing that can fuk tha fuk off sideways!!!! what can i not make anyone happy i mean really happy??? if i am here it seems like ppl aint happy if i am gone ppl aint happy i mean come on what do yall fukin want from me??? i am one person and i cant make everyone happy even thou i try my damnest to well fuk it all to hell!!!! my life is compacated enuff well there it is so fuk it

Sad News
ok something has happened and i have to move back to tennessee...today is april 4th and i will be leaving this coming weekend...i will not have internet for a bit but i will be getting it back just as soon as i can...Fubar rocks and i have awesome family, friends, and fans...i will not forget anyone even though i will not be able to be on for awhile but im just asking that no one forget me...Lots of love to all my fu-people!!!

Cold And Heartless
OK, so for a long time and for a variety of reasons I've felt like I'm different, like I don't fit in. One of those reasons is the emotional connection (or more accurately, the lack of an emotional connection) I feel towards others. And it goes for everyone - my "close" friends, casual acquaintances (coworkers and the like) and family. People just don't matter much to me. Here's an example...I live in a relatively small city, about 100,000 people total in the 5 or 6 towns that make up the greater Binghamton area. Cost of living is low, violence is low, blah blah blah. Yesterday there was a shooting - someone opened fire in an office building and killed 13 people. Why it happened is irrelevant to all this so I'm not going to get into it. It was on every station all day long even though they had no information, knew nothing until last night. Even CNN carried the story nationally before they knew how many were dead. Is 13 dead in a podunk of a town really warrant national covera

You Haven't Seen This Then You Don't Know What Your Missing.
They tour around northern California and they are freaking kickass. I'm going to marry one of these guys in this group. He just doesn't know it yet. Leave a comment I really would like to know what you all think about this group. Please say it nicely though I'm very protective over whos soon to be my guy... lol The Newsies and they rock.

Randomthoughts That Had To Come Out Before Bed
Played, Played out, Plagued with Doubt, Questions unasked Left un answered Seeking knowledge Becoming a cancer Eating away Healthy flesh Riddled with decay Emotionless is easy If you can deal Chemicals shrouding what you feel Clouded thoughts of What was real Where were you when I cried myself blind Where were you when I felt you at my side Why were you a stranger in the night Where were you ,why were you Do you not know that my thoughts are about you Do you not know that my heart remains the same Do you not know I never played a game Do you not know, why don’t you know

Why Women Cry...
Why Women Cry... A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put prayed to God who would surely know the answer. When God responded he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be to be made special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. gave her the sensitivity t

Powdered Water
Cougar tears Went out last night with every intention to just be a single female out. If the bar scene is all some people know, I am very sad... Take my advice, besides the usual do not drink and drive... Please Please if you receive bad news do not go to a bar. This is why. Do as I say not as I do. So on a whim I go out. I just wanted a drink at a local bar. At my age you realize that at some point part of you goes cyborg. Yes "cyborg" you know like in the terminator. A cyborg looks at someone and all the 411 pops up on said person like ticker tape across to type the person black white, gay straight, boy girl monkey squirrrel, etc. In my case it is "white female, 6ft tall blond Young man walks up. I don't type him, but the bastard types me. Being in that bar I am a "cougar"...My God in hia mind I am one of those things to try once. This is how he sees me. "older woman...experienced". I am sitting there me. He has what he wants and if I bought into the illision of what he believe

Wtf Are You Fucking With Me?
Ok I fucked up in November and it took months - January was just akward for everyone involved but damn it I tried I really did. I missed your friendship so badly it hurt so deep but I kept distance let you slowly break the ice. I knew it was too good to be true. And sure enough it was and I cried. I cried all fucking night it made me sick to my stomach. After two weeks of texting non stop you write me an email ON HERE saying yah not going to work being friends don't contact me again and then you blocked me from your profile. I was/am more crushed than he is and well he's an asshat sccrew him he has no feelings for anything whatever. So you call me tonight randomly??? Like everything is peachy keen??? You have some things I might like and stuff of Quinns can you come over? Part of me wanted to say sure I'm leaving in an hour anyway you and he can go fuck in my damn bed again cause lord knows it's not my friendship your after. The stupid part is even after all this bs I would still be

Beacon
Like a beacon of light shining through the darkness; Your love it the bright spot in my life, night and day. Like the comforting blanket of my youth; Like the winds rustling throught the trees on a winters night; Your words are much appreciated and soothing. Amy S. Graham 12-14-1998

Asshole............
Asshole? What does it mean?, and why do people get mad when they are called it? My whole life people have always called me an asshole! "Hey Fonsi!, your as ASS!" or "Your a Fucking Asshole Fonso!" Little do they know, this is the path i picked. I've hurt alot of people in my life.... and most of it was for fun. I'm 27 years old and i don't have alot to show for it.... but i can tell you this! Every person i have hurt, made cry, or pissed off will remember me for the rest of there life. What you call being an "Asshole" i call being my self! I am "Metal!" I am "Strong" I am "Asshole".... I AM SIC-1!!

My Mind........
Whats going on in my mind?? many things! I think about the people in my life i see everyday, and i think about the people in my life i never see, but would love to meet! I might be a Metal Head! but i still think of love.... Where is it?, how do i find it?, is it out there for me?, am i not ment for it? I have 2 lil boys.... i love them with all that i am! i don't see them much.... or talk to them much... me and thee mother are not on good terms. That was 8 years of my life wasted! But i still stay strong! As long as i keep the "Horns" in the air i will over come all!..... Don't cry for me! Don't pray for me! if anything.......Forget about me.

Who Falsely Reported My Photo To Fubar?
I had a perfectly acceptable photo on here that someone reported as nsfw.Why? Jealous? Until I find out who and why all my photos are friends only and i only make friends with people that have a picture of themselves somewhere in their profiles so if i dont friend you its cause i cant see who you are. Thanks

Hospital..
So 2009 ain't turning out that good for me.. I spent most of Saturday night in the hospital && going back again tomorrow.. I mean it's so weird how much we take for granted.. so now I'm scared as hell.. because LIFE as I know it.. can dramatically change.. I gotta go back tomorrow morning for an ultrasound.. but since I took the prescribed medication.. I can't sleep.. stress && being nervous can also be the factor :(:(:(

Damn Im Old
hey yall well today is my birthday ... last nite i had a chance to spend some quality time online ... all i can do right now till i get to cali .... with Harley... we had it planned ... just us noone else ... enjoy playing around and being together without ... yes without any other distractions .... He took our boy to the movies and i went to take a nap ... let me clarify and say i work nites as a registered nurse thru an agency and hadnt had any sleep for waaaaaaaaaayyy over 24 hours.... usually i nap and can get right back up in a few hours ..... WELL i slept thru for almost 12 hours ... dead assed out ... my son tried to wake me at 9 pm however i didnt even move i am told .... ok who the hell sleeps that long seriously... i must be old as hell .... i missed out on an intimate cozy evening with the man i love ... never heard a phone ... kids nothing .... i am not a happy camper .... maybe tonight since obviously i had plenty of rest ... meh ... so wish me Happy Birthday and keep you

Avenged Sevenfold - Dear God
A lonely road, crossed another cold state lineMiles away from those I love purpose hard to findWhile I recall all the words you spoke to meCan't help but wish that I was thereBack where I'd love to be, oh yeahDear God the only thing I ask of you isto hold her when I'm not around,when I'm much too far awayWe all need that person who can be true to youBut I left her when I found herAnd now I wish I'd stayed'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tiredI'm missing you again oh noOnce againThere's nothing here for me on this barren roadThere's no one here while the city sleepsand all the shops are closedCan't help but think of the times I've had with youPictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeahDear God the only thing I ask of you isto hold her when I'm not around,when I'm much too far awayWe all need that person who can be true to youI left her when I found herAnd now I wish I'd stayed'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tiredI'm missing you again oh noOnce againSome search, never finding a w

Hmmm.... What Do You Think About This????
As I walked in the door of the garage tonight about 605pm, I hear my pager going off. I think well crap what is it that could be so important to bother me on a Sat. evening .... well this story I pulled off of yahoo news at 330am will tell you what it was...... Wash. police: Father kills 5 children, himselfBy PHUONG LE, Associated Press Writer Phuong Le, Associated Press Writer 2 hrs 27 mins agoGRAHAM, Wash. – A father apparently shot to death five of his children, ages 7 to 16, at their mobile home and then killed himself near a casino miles away, police said Saturday.Ed Troyer, a spokesman for the Pierce County Sheriff, called it a domestic violence situation and a murder-suicide."We believe they all died of gunshot wounds," Troyer said.Police found the father's body early Saturday in his still-running car near the Muckleshoot Casino in Auburn, about 30 miles south of Seattle. He had apparently killed himself with a rifle, although no note was left in the car, Auburn Police Sgt

Happy Birthday Sin! (sorry Blogs Are Messed Up These Days)
★ ♥ ☆ TODAY, The 5th day of April, is ^SIN^'S BIRTHDAY!!!! ★ ♥ ☆ CLICK ANY OF HER PICTURES HERE AND SPANK THIS BAD GIRL: ★ ♥ ☆ ★ ♥ ☆ ^sin^ will be running ★ ♥ ☆ ★ ♥ ☆ Auto 11s All Day Long! ★ ♥ ☆ ★ ♥ ☆ ★ ♥ ☆ ^sin^ is traveling and headed home today. Show her LOTS of birthday lovin'! ★ ♥ ☆ ★ ♥ ☆ ★ ♥ ☆ ★ ♥ ☆ This birthday

Expectations Game Part 2...
I recently had to have an MRI on my brain as many of you are aware. It came out fine with the exeception that the doctor was puzzled because my brain was so small. This does not depress me at all because it means the rest of my body parts are much larger than they should be. Thank God!!! I have come to believe that men in particular should have a mandatory brainscan before entering into the online world of social interaction and perhaps some natural selection process, much like evolution to keep idiots like me off here. It is important that one come into this cyber world with reasonable expectations and I have tried. I really have!!! Then a pic flashes in front of my face of some glorious cleavage and all that good sense immediatly departs for parts unknown. Now in the cyber world there are a few basic facts. First, men outnumber women about 26 million to one. This means your odds for actually meeting those lovely breasts you were just drooling over are fairly small. Basi

Going To See My Family!
I will be going out of town to West Virginia to see my family after spending a day in Columbus,Ohio seeing friends will be gone from April 9th until April 18th and no access to a computer.Will catch up with everyone when I return.Show me the Chief and the 2nd Alarm Hotties love while I'm gone!Hugzzzzzzz to all!!!Tammy

One Sided Friendships Suck
Getting so tired of this. Sigh. I have 150 friends, 175 fans, 25 family, and only FOUR of them will actually say hello first, or attempt to be a real friend. Tired of the fakes who pretend to be interested or flirty UNTIL they get a gift or rates, and then they stop trying. Whats up with people? Is it so hard to type a few words? Every time i come here, I check to see whos online, and I either say hello, send a hug or gift, and say TY to anyone who may have sent a comment. Maybe its me. maybe this is a point/rate whore site, and i dodnt realize it. By the way, for the very few true friends I have on here, this blog is not meant for you. I appreciate you very very much. always

Surivor Or More?v
new poem.. Survivor or More? Black eye taken for my brotherAbusive fatherFamily rejectionI am, I AM!Right brainHolistic, prosodic, intuitiveExpressive, intelligentParents don’t understandPlease understand!Leaving homeWho really cares?Treasures by the side of the road Modeling, I am pretty.Bartending, I hold my own.Dirty martiniDishwater blondeLoving laceRaincoat and high heelsWanting moreLeaving himTaking sonOnly $2000Hand me downsMismatched dishesDate rapeNo one really caresTreasures on the side of the road Italian manSolidLeft-brainAnalytic, Verbal, Logical.Honest first dinnerSecuritySafetySafe.Material needsNeeding to be neededTwo more kidsDo I really care?Treasures on the side of the road Crooked eyebrowImpish smileSensitive neckI moanElla FitzgeraldMerlotVodka/CranberryVodka/GrapefruitBeautyAll define me.Trouble follows,Life evolves,Tarot, searching.Simplify,Simplify! More than survive!A girl my lordIn a flatbed fordSlowing down to take a look at me.I should really care!

How Do I
HOW DO IHow do I tell you how I feel about youWheneverytime i think of you my body shakeseverytime i see you my knees grow weak andeverytime i'm with you i dont want the time to end.Wheneverytime i look into your eyes, i wish i was thereeverytime i see you smile my heart melts andevery night before i go to sleep i pray we dont end.I've tried somehow to say:you're the sun that lights up my skythe wind that keeps me cool on a hot summer dayand sweet incense that keeps me on a natural highI want so much to tell you:that without you with me each day my day isn't completethat since day one I've always wanted to be with youthat no matter what's going on in my lifeyou're the reason there's a smile on my faceand that loving you seems to be all I need to know.But everytime I want tothe words just wont come outto you it may sound mushy or too cuteyou may not believe it so it's better I keep my mouth closedThen to try to tell you exactly whats on my mindyet I wish to tell you that I'm beginning

Hurt
HURT Sitting here thinking of youMy mind wandering from all that was to all that has becomeThoughts filling every part of mewondering what happenedWhat became of the Love we sharedWhat happened to the devotion i had for one so importantMy dreams only nightmares nowMy sleep filled with what used to be loving thoughtsNow deep dark screams that echo through my head all dayMy needs thrown out the window with a few short wordsMy heart stepped on and left to die slowlyMy soul tattered remains of what was once a hopeful spiritThoughts wander nowunable to focusMy eyes unable to dryMy smiles, forced so that none know my inner tormentMy laugh, raking nails upon a chalkboardmaking myself feel as if i live a lieWhat did i do to deserve a fateFrom One whom i gave my heart to, my soul to, and told all my fearsUnable to move on yet not having a choicemissing You,crying for You,and dying insidecopyright jas 2009

I Love You
i love you I love you as much as the ocean breeze,I love you as much as the sea,I love you as much as the feeling I get,When I'm holding you close to me,I love you as much as the smell of your hair,The way my tongue feels on your naked skin,I love you as much as your tender kiss,And this wonderful world we're in,I actually love more than all of these things,You are as beautiful as you are sweet,I love you because you make me feel,With you my life is complete...copyright jas 2009

The Shit Heads Of Fubar...
Alright, so...this site. Where do I start? First of all, theres the shameless point whores...which is fine and dandy, but don't come crying to the mumms when one of your bestest buddies in all of fubar pulled a fast one on you. You deserve it for being such an idiot. Then there are the people who claim not to give a shit about levels and points but they are a godfather or oracle or something after 6 months. Fucktards. Those same people are the first ones to turn around and accuse me or people like me of being point whores. STFU, I have been here 2 years and I'm a level 12. And you fucking mummers! I'm all for bashing when someone is being an idiot. I do it too. But don't fucking crucify someone you don't know for posting the same mumm you'd be laughing your ass off at if it were posted by someone in your stupid inner circle. News Flash...this is NOT high school! These cliques are fucking ridiculous,and being fucking mean just for the sake of your own self esteem? Sorry, I don't care ho

A Very Twisted New Escape
Hi all,For those of who have seen my stage show, you know I travel with a ton of heavy iron mechanized props that look like they came out of Jigsaw's shop and that weigh many hundreds of pounds.Because of this, it is very difficult, if not impossible, to economically do a guest spot in a variety show, or many television appearances because to do so means I have to hitch up the trailer and lug the heavy gear to Toronto, or to Hamilton, or where ever.For the past many years I have racked my brain to try and come up with escapes that have the twisted Santini stamp of near death experience or extreme pain on them and that also are transportable in something as easy to carry as a gym bag.Well, today I finally came up with a VERY sick, twisted, and dangerous one that has all the inherant cruelty and torment my audiences have come to expect from me.I call it, "Speak no Evil."The basic concept is that I am shackled, handcuffed, straitjacketed, etc, and then a custom made leather gag is strappe

Music & Videos
I am fortunate enough to say God has blessed me with a gift. I have the ability to sing and make people happy, or in some cases sad, but I prefer happy. Check me out @ www.myspace.com/robceo. And watch my videos on youtube keywords: Rich Or Broke Ent. Leave a comment. Check us on Datpiff.com Keyword Rich Akademy 4 free downloads. P.S. Shout out to my girl Siamese 4 introducing me to the fubar community. R.O.B

What Type Of Car Are You?
You Are a Convertible You're playful and carefree. You are lighthearted in all aspects of your life. Life is short and you act accordingly. You don't worry, and you try to bring fun into other people's lives. You love feeling free, and you don't do well with rules or restrictions. You need to be able to do your own thing. You feel more alive than most people. You can really savor the little things in life, like feeling the wind in your hair. What Type of Car Are You?

Funniness
Funny, Dumb and Stupid Warning Labels Do not use while sleeping. Sears hair dryer You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside. Bag of Fritos Use like regular soap. Dial soap Serving suggestion: Defrost. Swann frozen dinner Fits one head. Shower cap box Do not turn upside down. Bottom of Tesco’s Tiramisu dessert box Product will be hot after heating. Marks & Spencer bread pudding Do not iron clothes on body. Rowenta iron Do not drive car or operate machinery. Boot’s children’s cough medicine Warning: May cause drowsiness. Nytol Warning: Keep out of children. Korean kitchen knife For indoor or outdoor use only. Chinese Christmas lights Not to be used for the other use. Japanese food processor Warning: Contains nuts. Sainsbury’s peanuts

She Needs Help In Contest
PLEASE HELP MY FRIEND SUNNY. GO TO THE ATTACHED LINK, RATE & COMMENT HER PICTURE. HELP AN ANGEL OUT!!! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2334045&albumid=1609498&i=1189092108&idx=0#3018509971 THANKS, RICK

Come Join
Batman's Girl and Delicato Fiore "The Sisters" are doing their first auction! Entry fee 25,000, NO DRAMA OR ENTRY WILL BE DELETED! The Playmate Auction wants YOU to join in the fun. Follow the link to Batman's Girl's page to see her blog!. PM with offers and link to the picture you wish to use. Bidding will start at 100,000. We are not responsible for non-payers and you are responsible to promote yourself.Ladies Come Dazzle Us, Gents Show it Off!Auction starts first thing Friday morning April 10, 2009 at 9:00 a.m.¢¾Batmans_girl fu married to batman 25 @ fubar (repost of original by '♠ MustangsGal ♠ Forever Belonging to My Babe ♥ AL ♥' on '2009-04-05 17:31:38')

The Darkness That Turned Into Light
It's dark like usual i feel nothing but a slight chill every once in awhile. I keep thinking when will something happen. my hearing is being more acute. I hear foot steps outside my door. my heart beats startes beating faster and faster, as i hear a door open up. Im curious even more now. I hear whispears that i never heard before i try to move fast to the corner of my darken room afriad of what might happen next. one voice is slightly fimliar it sounds like the man that has came to my room time and time before as i slept he has mentioned my skin and my scent and how i toss and turned. The other voice is strange deep and dark it scarys me he doesnt meantion the things the other man has he talks about my curves and how i moved so fast to get to the corner.there is barly a faint light coming from where they left the door open. i slightly can see there shape the man who wont stop talking about my scent and skin is tall with dark hair very strong build. the new one is talking about my bod

Yahooooo
To all my friends that I usually talk to on yahoo when I'm at night at work: I have stopped using it at work, but not because I don't want to talk, but... because the fuckin thing doesn't want to log me in. So there...

Get In Get Out
Every word you spoke Brings me to my knees Word seeking through my veins Causing me to forget the pain Get in get out thats what you dream of Get in get out Thats what you speak of Your soul is define from what you speak Loud and clear through the air Clap your hands let the thunder roar

Mistress...
I will not use Mistress's bra as a sling. > I will not goose Mistress when she isn't looking.> I will not make funny noises when Mistress is on the phone.> I will not call Mistress's underwear "granny panties". > I will not expel gas and blame it on Mistress.> I will not make up cutesy names for Mistress's whips, floggers, or> paddles.> I will not put Mistress's blindfold on the Cat.> I will not try and give away any of Mistress's toys.> I will not giggle and yell "Quit Tickling" while Mistress is flogging me.> I will not participate in belching contests with other subbies.> I will not hide the remote from Mistress. > I will not snore while scening with Mistress.> I will not drool when we go into the leather shop.> I will not yell "Hail Satan!" when Mistress orders me to do something.> I will not say "Oh yeah! You and what army" to Mistress.> I will not starch Mistress's bra.> I will not drop kick Mistress's cat.> I will not use Mistress's hairbrush to kill bugs of any kind.> I will no

The Old Saying
I could start with a question, but I don't quite feel up to it. I'm a trashbag of tricks you want to stay clear of. She wanted more. I didn't want anything at all. Dismal we leave with no resolution. Decomposition can offer its compromise to the situation And we'll flee like thieves unattended through the night. Many moments brief and rotten. Take another sip and welcome regret to your bedside.

Seasonal Syndrome
its funny how you can get caught up in a moment and completely forget who you are you just live to be led by something other then its odd how you can completley hate who you are and want to forget you ever existed. it's mild to think in extremes between the paralles sometimes they can't be helped if you are weak i am weak. help would only further the degradation that i've held up for. It's August. It's time to consider yourself. Don't let it ruin in front of you.

Relationships....
OUR FIRST ENCOUNTER Have you thought... ....dream of .... OUR FIRST ENCOUNTER.... As, if we were there... I have imagined it to be similar to this....while we are just all wrapped up in this little bliss... now pay attention as if we were there, ... where?....I have not a date for when, but this is how I believe this will all begin...this only importance to this message I am trying to send... You now know some of MI'.... as I do of you... now things have begun and somehow grew..... Now that we are past the introduction stage... we both know .... there is connection we engage... So, this place we have set to meet.... a place yet unknown but we will greet.... I am thinking I wont say much when I first arrive... we have already shared much and could write an archive.... So, a warm breath of a secret, I may in your ear... just to let you know I have arrived and I am close, and oh so very near.... I could come meet and shake your hand...but from behind.

Is Sho A Bad Influence?
this part is normal for me then i can see how it pisses me off here i was being nice and she deleted me but here i was just being out right mean so should i make a blame shoshonni pic now? i'd have mummed it if i could figure up a way not to lose my privliges

Survey Snatched From Dan
1. First thing you wash in the shower?Hair2. What color is your favorite hoodie?Black3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?of course 4.Do you plan outfits?sometimes5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?melancholy 6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?a bottle opener on my key chain 7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?I say luxury yacht8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?too hot for you to handle 9. Did you meet anybody new today?nope10. What are you craving right now?someone11. Do you floss?Yes12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?coleslaw 13. When was the last time you talked on aim?2 days ago 14. Are you emotional?duh! I am a female 15. Would you dance to the taco song?maybe if I was in a good mood 16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?yes 17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?depends... ice cream cones I lick 18. Do you like your hair?most of the time 19. Do you like yourself?today... yes I do 20. Have you ever met a celebrity?hahaha

Lap-by-lap: Texas
2:17 p.m. -- GREEN FLAG: David Reutimann leads the field to the line for the Samsung 500 at Texas Motor Speedway. Lap 1 -- LEAD CHANGE: Jeff Gordon edges Reutimann at the line in a side-by-side battle at the front. Lap 4 -- Robby Gordon gets tapped by Kurt Busch and slides up the trck but saves it and we continue under green. Lap 8 -- LEAD CHANGE: Reutimann works his way back around Gordon in Turn 3. Lap 9 -- Jeff Gordon drops to third as Kenseth gets by. Lap 13 -- Jeff Gordon reports that his car is extremely loose. Lap 16 -- Menard gets around Jeff Gordon for third. Lap 20 -- Reutimann leads Kenseth by 1.65 seconds as Stewart passes Jeff Gordon for fourth. Lap 23 -- Kasey Kahne with a big bobble coming out of Turn 4 but gets it straightened out and continues. Lap 24 -- Kurt Busch is on the move, up to 19th from 26th, while Kevin Harvick is quickly going the other way. Lap 27 -- Reutimann is already into lapped traffic. Lap 29 -- Stewart gets inside Menard for third.

Some Ladies On Fubar
why do alot of these woman put nsfw pics up then want people to buy them v i ps or bilng packs or to spend money period im here to have friends and yes admire pics i rate all i can but these woman still dont allow there private pics to be seen ?why have them ? if they add or except u as a friend they should open all there pics for free theres some of us on limited income and would love to look but im not paying to see i will just not add them thx

Lost
when you think you have foundt he right one then something happens and shes gone just like that without even sayin good bye should i stay and follow the things that i want or just pack my stuff and move away from my problems

Newbies
Newbi's andd others who don't know ! Most of my friends a family know i will help anyone who ask's me but iam about to stop all rating for newbis and others who don't obay fubar rules so if you truely want to be on here to make friends and have fun. then heres the deal I will help you level I will rate you but don't downrate me don't come to my page and rate one pic and then rip 5 or 6 if you want to rip one ask me first and don't rip my personal and family pics. don't come and ask to see my nsfw's if I wanted you to see um i would open the folder. don't ask me to rate and coment on pics of your prick believe me most of you do not want my answer on that ! and to you who do not know this riped and nsfw pics are not worth any points so if you are going around riping peoples pics for your page your just shit outa luck on that you will just have to find your pics the same way everyone else does . so if you want my help fallow the rules and i'll gladly help.

Exstacy Arising
Sentual feelings of sexual tension, needing that special touch of your hands that venture. Touching me all over my body , corresing me with oils all over my flesh. You pinch my nipples playfully , grabbing that part of me you love so much , stroking it , loving it ,warming it with the heat that blows through your glossy lips that part over me. Exstacy arises by sterling p. carroll

Bodily Bliss
Touching you with my words make you inhale the sentualness of my thoughts into your body . Making your blood race , Major parts of your body ingorge and become tender to my touch . The right words, a precision touch and an open mind will equal lust. by sterling p. carroll

Current Contests April 6, 2009
Hey, y'all in fu-land.... two of my friends need help with contests.... My friend DJ Canada Girl is in a contest and needs rates and comments... http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=274746&i=546346947&albumid=1598378 My friend Lauren[Plaid Mafia] is having a hat contest... send her the best pic u have in ur favorite or funniest hat... it will be running for the month of April... http://fubar.com/user/1156311 Please show my friends some love...