Fubar Blog Posts 4

Saturday, Afternoon
His competition is really showing today. He is already done with his homework with his speech therapy he received yesterday. He walked around the block once and he is beginning to do handwriting therapy. His typing is getting almost fast like it used to be. But he still making alot of typos when he tries to type on the computer. One thing is for sure - he is getting better. In a few weeks you will not be able to tell he had a stroke in his brain stem.

Randy (aka) The Game
http://www.mp3lyrics.org/bsF Motörhead The Game Lyrics: It's time to play the game... Time to play the game! It's all about the game and how you play it It's all about control and if you can take it It's all about your debt and if you can pay it It's all about pain and who's going to make it I am the game, you don't want to play me I am control, no way you can change me I am heavy debt, no way you can pay me I am the pain and I know you can't take me Look over your shoulder, ready to run Like a good little bitch from a smoking gun I am the game and I make the rules So move on out here and die like a fool Try to figure out what my mood's going to be Come on over sucker, why don't you ask me? Don't you forget that the price you can pay [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/bsF ] 'Cause I am the game and I want to play.... It's time to play the game... Time to play the game! It's all about the game and how you play it It's a

"mary"
"Mary" A few days before Christmas, I was walking down the street The crunch of snow a steady sound, beneath my frozen feet When I came upon a bar room, small and dimly lit And I stopped inside to warm my bones and have a little sip. I walked up to the bar man and said, "Give me something warm." He smiled and poured the whiskey and said, "Hello, my name is Norm" I downed the glass of Christmas cheer and turned to walk away, When a hand upon my shoulder, beckoned me to stay. I thought that Norm had grabbed me, so I turned to say "What's up?" Perhaps he had a parting joke or wished to fill my cup Norm was not behind me but a woman in his place With a haunting pair of deep blue eyes and soft and gentle face. She said, "You can take me home with you, I'll go if you please." "It's a way to warm my lonely heart, from eternal freeze" "The show outside is falling, and they'll be closing soon" "And I need a living soul to hold, so I'll go if you please." Not I know I'

My Bestest Creation Please Check It Out Am So Proud Of This One Here
Here it is I added her into the background, added the rose in her hand and added the butterfly and kittie and animated it all This is my best work now up to datw am so very proud of this as I would like you opinion on it so what do yous think?

New Christmas Poem
> TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, > > HE LIVED ALL ALONE, > > IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF > > PLASTER AND STONE. > > > > I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY > > WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, > > AND TO SEE JUST WHO > > IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. > > > > I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, > > A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, > > NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, > > NOT EVEN A TREE. > > > > NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, > > JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, > > ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES > > OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. > > > > WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, > > AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, > > A SOBER THOUGHT > > CAME THROUGH MY MIND. > > > > FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, > > IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, > > I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, > > ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. > > > > THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, > > SILENT, ALONE, > > CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR > > IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. > > > > THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, > >

"bag Lady"
"Bag Lady." On the corner of the street, huddled near a door, Dressed in filthy rags, she's a member of the poor. I held out coins to add to her pathetic little pile Her eyes lit up, and as she spoke, she beamed her brightest smile "Some folks call me Bag Lady, but I have a name." "Most folks they just won't say nothing, I think it is a shame." "Cause they're the ones that ain't got feelings living in thier soul." "Lots of money, fancy cars, don't make a person whole." "I'd rather have my rusty cart... and smile my days away." "I'm a bag lady yes, and that's the way I'll stay." "I've got the pieces of my life, here in the old cart." "And cardboard to keep out the wind, when the winter starts." "It wasn't always like this, I once was just like you." "Oh yes, and did I tell you, that my name is Sue." "Yes, some folks call me Bag Lady, but I have a name." "Most folks they just won't say nothing, I think it is a shame." "Cause they're the ones that ain't got feelin

"the Bucket"
"The Bucket" We all have dreams in buckets, we carry them around Sometimes we need a helping hand, to get them off the ground I'll be Jack if you'll be Jill, I know we can't fall down... Cause you're the sweetest dream I've even found. Our love is like that bucket, carried up that hill. With steady hands and careful steps, we know that it won't spill. And life is like the hill itself, it's sometimes hard to scale. But easier with two to hold the pail. And sometimes we'll get weary, as time will surely tell, But straight and true we'll go on, heading for that well. Yes my girl we'll make it, just you wait and see. And we'll fill that bucket up with dreams, of all our life will be. We all have dreams in buckets, we carry them around... Copyright Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

Heavy Hearted
So much going on and for the most part I keep it all inside. 2 months ago I had to get a hysterectomy...being only 25 I was hoping and we were trying to have another child...my heart aches and I find myself crying sometimes..My son is 3 and I love him with all my heart. Never will I take him for granted. At least I was blessed with him. Things happen and sometimes they can not be explained...just need to remember what I do have and not what I dont or cant have

Waiting
Diving into the vastness of the unknown seas of darkness swarms about me as it makes it hard to see Sometimes I will stumble other times I may fall But over and over I will keep on moving searching for the light that will make me whole Silence is deafening pounding against my skull heart so heavy like a unweilding fog settling in Pondering often what else is out there just beyond my sight though I do not need eyes to explore the vastness Time slips by and days fade to nights one's sunrise and sunset always different from the next yet dreams collide into one I sit and I wait I wait for what never comes

Might Be Caylee
WE ALL KNOW THE WHOLE STORY BOUT THE ANTHONY'S IN ORLANDO FLORIDA AN I KNOW EVERYBODY GOT THEIR OWN OPINIONS BOUT IT MY OPINIONS IS THAT CASEY IS COVERING UP SOMETHING B/C OF THE VIDEO SHOWS HER ON THE PHONE WIT HER FAMILY THANGS SHE JUST SAY DONT MAKE NE SENSE OR CLOSE TO BE NE TRUTH BEHIND IT SHE MISLEAD EVERYONE I KNOW SHE KNOWS WHAT HAPPEN TO CAYLEE IM NOT SAYING SHE DIDNT DO THIS ALL I SAYING ITS TIME FOR HER TO TELL THE TRUTH NOW IF THE SKELETALS THEY FOUND BELONGS TO CAYLEE THEY WILL KNOW THE TRUTH ITS BEST FOR HER JUST TO COME OUT WIT IT THE ONLY PPL IN THIS HORRIBLE MESS WILL BE THE GRANDPARENTS THEY HAVE GOTTEN MY WISHES NOW I WANTED KNOW WHAT U THINK BOUT ALL THIS?

Grr
Reading this may cause you to lose IQ points.... I needed to vent and I suppose this is the only place to do it and not really care what anyone thinks GROW THE FUKK UP..if you want the fukking lounge it is all yours....ok I feel better now :D

Waiting Patiently
Frozen in time with visions of beauty beyond my reach each passing moment escapes my speech As there aren't any memories being built only the coldness underneath my winter quilt Something about the rain that makes me feel you can hear me as I look for answers for our hearts to decree When the desires and sighs of ecstasy can be set free but my eyes are open to the fact that we may never be If I had one wish come true one kiss in a lifetime it would be your lips and hips that I would climb If but for one spare moment I was blessed with love maybe you would cherish me like the sun above

Trying To Spread Some Cheer!
So, after seeing a pic of this on Rhonda aka Strawberrykysses profile, I decided I'd spread a little holiday cheer by sending virtual mistletoe to my friends comment sections. Since the bouncer here doesn't like my posting the same comment to everyone's profile (I hope I havn't earned his perpetual glare! LOL!), I thought I'd just try to post the mistletoe image here, and ask you to consider yourself kissed if you read this blog! Free MySpace Layouts MUAH!

Holy Stripclub
Two nuns walk into a strip club, the first one walks up to the bar sits down and tells the bartender "One of the usual Joe" he looks up and says "Bambi why its been for ever since you've been in here, you coming in for amateur night tonight, I see you dragged out the old costume." The nun just shakes her head and takes her drink turning around to face the stage, the bartender shrugs and goes back to his other duties. The Second nun walks straight up to the stage and sits down slapping a twenty down on the stage bringing the girl over, the stripper bends over picking up the twenty looks at the nun squeals and ducks her head and says "Sister Martha what are you doing here?" The nun looks up and says "Just take off your clothes and do your job" Stunned the stripper begins to strip for the nun. After the dance Sister Martha stands up walks over to Bambi and says "Okay baby I'm ready to go, your room or mine tonight?"

Dead Inside
Once he made me feel so alive. When I loved him, before he loved me, when I was a secret and it was a game. And he said I brought him back to life too. He had been dead for a long time. Just walking through every day not really living, just existing. And I reminded him what it was like..... To feel. To burn. I gave him passion, excitement, torment and lust. I set him on fire and froze him to the core. I taught him how to fuck and he reminded me that people do still make love. We filled each other to over flowing. Giving and giving....And then.... I kept giving and he kept taking, And he fell. He said he loved me and he needed me and he wanted me and he kept taking and taking and I kept giving and giving and he gave what he thought he could.... Gas. And money. And Groceries. But If I called crying and said "Please I need you I can't stop cutting myself!" he said...."I'm right here." "NO! No, you are not! You are on the phone! I need you here!" And he wouldn't come....

Woman's
WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. Keep reading-they get better!!! WOMEN'S REVENGE 'Cash, check or charge?' I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet, I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. 'So, do you always carry your TV remote?' I asked. 'No,' she replied, 'but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally.' UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root, and still

Lost
Knowing that i lost you breaks my heart A part of me died with you Part of it was my fault for my stupid doing I know i should have stopped but couldnt he took control over my mind You died, YOu were what we made, The love i thought we shared is now gone with you regreting those days those stupid feelings Wanting to take back time and change everything Maybe things could have been different Im sorry my sweet lil one A part of me had died with you I will always remember you and the love that i thought we shared I will never forget the day when we made you I thought i was going to be the best mother there could be but knowing that i lost you im sorry lil one mommy loves you Now my world is nothing but misery

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Chaos
Chaos-Where Great Dreams Begin: Befor a great vision can become reality there may be difficulty. Befor a person begins a great endeaver, they may encounter chaos. As a new plan breaks the ground with grave difficulty feres becoming the huge tree so must we sometimes push against difficulty in bringing forth our dreams. Out of chaos......Brilliant stars are born !!! I ching Hexagram 3

Funny
IF you are 25 or older you will think this is hilarious! When I was a kid adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning uphill both ways through year 'round blizzards carrying their younger siblings on their backs to their one-room schoolhouse where they maintained a straight-A average despite their full-time after-school job at the local textile mill where they worked for 35 cents an hour just to help keep their family from starving to death!! And, I remember promising myself that when I grew up there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But ... now that I'm over the ripe old age of twenty-five, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you

The Official "reasons Why You Should Date Me!
10 reasons why you should date me: 1. You’ll never have to worry about driving illegally in the carpool lane again 2. When you're around me I've got the sex drive of a 16 year old boy 3. You love my dorkiness 4. I won’t swear around your family 5. I’ll grant you three wishes 6. I've never been in one of Tommy Lee's movies 7. I like porn 8. I take a shower every day 9. I'll let you beat me at pool (LET you cause if I try, you're going down) 10. I've never cried over spilt milk 11. You’re safe with me 12. I'll lick the envelope for you 13. I'll carve your initials in a tree 14. I've never read Playboy for the articles 15. My heart will jump every time you walk through the door 17. I’m a good listener. 18. I seldom pick a fight with inanimate objects. 19. As of yet, I have never overlooked the importance of regular, continuous breathing. 20. I can have it my way at Burger King. 21. I will administer chocolate whenever you feel the need. 22. Halloween is the only

Sexual Zodiac
Virgo (August 24-September 23) A true horror in the sexual zodiac, Virgos are the only people who can become prostitutes and still claim to be virgins. A Virgo tends toward a practical and realistic attitude towards sex, so this little pun is not at all far-fetched. A Virgo will, for instance, ask $50 for a blowjob, $75 if you cum in his/her mouth, or $20 a minute, whichever "comes" first. People born under this sign can be witty, articulate, charming, and 'lives of the party', but they usually fuck it up by hiding their emotions. Virgos are the kind of people who put sanitized toilet seat covers down on a clean motel john. They are the kind of people who insist on using the unopened tube of K-Y. If the condom isn't vacuum-sealed, they won't go near it. And complete showers, if not disinfected baths, are required both before and after. And if you even touch a Virgos asshole, kiss your tryst goodbye. Famous people born under this sign include Leo Tolstoy, Walter

Please, Just Take A Second :) Ty
Please go by and rate her page she deserves to be back in the top 10 members of Fubar, the person who took her spot, doesn't deserve to be there, cheaters shouldn't be in the top anything on this site! Ty in advance, just take a second of ur time, get her back in the top 10, ty :) WendyCaroline#CLUB F.A.R. MEMBER@ fubar

You've Been Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? broken 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? deceased 5. Your father? ill 6. Your favorite thing? babies 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? dew 9. Your dream/goal? love 10. The room you're in? bed 11. Music? rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? moved 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? married 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? happiness 18. Where you grew up? AR 19. The last thing you did? yawn 20. What are you wearing? sweats 21. TV? sports 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? cool 24. Your life? scary 25. Your mood? tired 26. Missing s

A New Beginning...
Ave Sorors and Fraeters. So, here I am. I am not so much a man for simple words, or a man inclined for prose and poetry. I am a published poet, and I've received rewards for them, but they all suck pretty much. I suppose in a way I just want to talk. I don't get to do that so much so I will tell you all a little about me, and you can decide if I am worth your time or not. I have a degree in Archaeology, with a minor in Anthropology. Upon hindsight I suppose I should have done it reverse. I am interested in a wide range of things, so I am easy going. July 5th 2007 or 06, I'm not sure but my ex-wife asked for a divorce then. I found out a week later that she was sleeping with my then best friend. Then I found out the child I thought was my daughter was not mine. Then my apartment burnt down, and now me fiancee has left me. I'm not sure if I am the cause of this, or I have a poor choice in women, but I do know that since all my ex's tend towar

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How I See Life
it seem's that life will cause stress on you but if you let it it will kill you or make you kill your self... if you don't like who you are your the only 1 who can change that so if you have to let the old you die off and start being who you want to be dont let nothing stop you your the only 1 who is in controll so take charge be that person your looking to become tmmarow is a new day a chance for a fresh start for you not no1 else it mite hurt some but if it help's you be who you want then that's a chance to be the real you .... this is the begining of my stash's more insite from me will fallow so i hope it help's any 1 who need a little insite..... .............MR.SMITH...........

Lovers Night By Jeff Verstraete
A special dinner, That's what he set out to do. To show her how special she was, To show her his love was true. A candle light dinner, He made for them to eat. Looking deep into her eyes, Their souls did meet. After they ate dinner, To the couch they did retire. Curled up together with a movie, And the sweet glow of a fire. So relaxed and content, A feeling of heavenly bliss. On the back of her neck, He placed a sweet soft kiss. It sent a shiver down her spine, And she turned and held him tight. Whispering softly in his ear, Make love to me all night. He said I'll be right back, As he got up off the couch. Into his bedroom he went, Then pulled out a pouch. He pulled out rose pedals, And laid them all over the bed. Hundreds of rose pedals, White, yellow, pink and red. Around the room, Candle after candle he did light. Making a soft glow in the room, That flicked in the night. He went to the couch, And took her by the hand. She glowed like the full moon, As she go

Sweet Dream
Last night as I lay sleeping, love, A vision came to ME. It was of you and I, MY love, A wondrous sight to see. And in the dream I had, MY love, I reached and touched your face I clasped your hand in mine, MY love, And felt your warm embrace. I pressed MY lips to yours, MY love, To taste your kiss so sweet You held ME for a minute, love, In this moment that did fleet. I wakened from the dream, MY love, With a thought of you that stayed With ME throughout the day, MY love, And never once did fade.

Naughty Riddles--enjoy...
Naughty Riddles: these are funny. Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. Q. What’s a mixed feeling? A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. Q. What’s the difference between a G-spot and a golf ball? A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball Q. Do you know how New Zealanders practice safe sex? A. They spray paint X’s on the back of the sheep that kick! Q. Why is divorce so expensive? A. Because it’s worth it! Q. What is a Yankee? A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. Q. What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common? A. They both like a tight seal. Q. What do a Christmas tree and priest have in common? A. Their balls are just for decoration. Q. What is the difference between ’ooooooh’and ’aaaaaaah ’? A. About three inches. Q. Why do gay men wear ribbed condoms? A. For traction in t

We Are
His grip tightens my heart weakens his voice whispers and my control is no more.... i allowed this he did not stop me i follow the rules he is pleased we laugh out loud we move in time we are nothing more than just.... what we are

Cold Season Arrives..
** As most of you know, I will not be online most of Monday---Thursday..I will be getting married on Tuesday and taking some time away with Shawn..much needed, might I add...Of course, as fate would have it..I have a cold now..and I am busting my ass to get it gone as quickly as possible. I already beat the congestion over night..woo hoo...I HIGHLY RECOMMEND "MUCINEX" because it is the best thing out there on the market and it's safe for people with diabetes/ thyroid condition to take...and it's not that expensive, under 10 bucks...here is a list of things I am doing, and have done which DO make the cold go away much quicker...** ************************************************** Cold and Flu Problems The following article gives information about cold and flu problems. It is possible to effectively ease the pain and discomfort of colds and flu, naturally. As part of our regular newsletter there will be examples of successful alternative treatments. Natural cold and flu re

A Rant On Negativity
I have been scanning through a lot of profiles, yes I actually read the profiles, and I noticed that there is a lot of negativity. Your profile is a place to tell a little about you. A place to entice people to want to make friends with you, to meet you. This is supposed to be a meeting place. Granted, you are not going to like everyone you meet, but you dont have to be friends with everyone. I have removed friends that have become annoying, hell I even deleted my profile for a while. But the negative stuff has got to stop. Get over yourself..... If you are a woman, get used to the fact that guys want to see you naked. Some are more respectful about it, but we all want to see the goods. We want to see you live (on cam or in person), most will respect you if you tell them no, but like in life, some will be jerks. GET OVER IT. I think I am fairly respectful when it comes to that stuff, and you can be the nicest person in the world, but when I read a grocery list of negativi

Peas N Carrots
ever get the feeling that no matter how much you do for someone it just isnt enough? How sometimes you feel like just NOT caring anymore...I cant help feeling that way right now.I know its wrong to live this way, but what can i do.I cant communicate..i try and it feels like im talking to a brick wall.Im tired of empty promises of change, but yet i dont do anything to help the situation.Im running ragged no energy at all no hapiness no love no feeling at all.Ive been told to just hang in there..but what am i hanging on to?A love that i know might not be there anymore..He says he cares..he says hes in love..but how does he know..what if what he thinks is love is lust..maybe hes just comfortable with the way things are and doesnt want it to change..or maybe he just doesnt care at all. which is it? i will probably never know.Im tired of waiting im tired of trying im just plain tired.HELP..seems like help may never come..ill just be stuck in this everlasting circle of unhappiness for the re

Please Allow Myself To Introduce Myself.
This is me.This is me pondering the point of washing a car in -8 degree weather.For those of you(like anyone other than me is reading this)that doesnt know celsius,that is 17 degrees FUCKINGCOLD!!I went down to the local COST TOO FUCKING MUCH car wash to rinse the loads of rust causing salt off of my already decomposing Intrepid,only to find I wasnt the only half-wit who didnt seem to understand water freezes QUICKLY in this kind of weather.Soap and all.So not only did the Jew who owns the carwash set the timer so fast I couldnt wash my ass with it,but by the time I got done putting my childrens college fund in the machine all the soapy water had FROZE to the fucking car.It is like this is some kind of joke being played on me constantly.Now I knew that it was too cold to wash a car,but I also know that if that salt is left on my ride it will fail to exist in about 2 weeks.Doing the kind of work I do,I have seen vehicles only a few years old so eaten away by rust that they are IMPOSSIBL

Crystal Bowl Chakra Healing Concert Part 1
i decided to start blogging various videos to help ppl find what helps them in a self healing process.. this series deals with using the various ways of useing crystal bowls to help heal the chakras of our bodies, each tone from the different bowls helps the individual chakras. Hope that you find what you need to help heal yourself. BLESSED BE!

Meditating On The Chakras
Here is a video that has an excellent combo of not only music but it goes thru and gives brief over all explainations on chakra meditation and how each chakra effects us from the spiritual to the physical portions of our bodies. I hope this helps . BLESSED BE

Chili Cook Off
For those of you who have lived in New Mexico, you know how true this is.. They actually have a Chile Cook-off about the time Halloween comes around.. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the Santa Fe Plaza Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chile taster named Frank, who was visiting from Springfield, IL Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chile cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table, asking for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I was assured by the other two judges (Native New Mexicans) that the chili wouldn't be all that spicy; and, besides, they told me I could have free beer during the tasting, so I accepted and became Judge 3." Here are the scorecard notes from the event: CHILE # 1 - MIKE'S MANIAC MONSTER CHILE Judge # 1 -- A little too heavy on the tomato. Amusing kick.. Judge # 2 -- Nice, smooth tomato flavor. Very mild..

"my Psychic Cafe"
“My Psychic Café” There’s a psychic café inside of my head Filled with thoughts of the living and the deeds of the dead Those I have known and those I’ve not met They all tell me the tales that I’ll never forget The sign always says “Open”, and there is never a seat The place is always packed, but they don’t come here to eat They come just to talk, or to shed a few tears Or share an old yarn, and perhaps whisper their fears Some come every day, and take the same table They repeat the same story, the same worn old fable I’ve heard it all, a million times or more And I’ll hear it again when they walk through the door And yet there are others, a sea of fresh faces That come from the past, from long distant places From lands I’ve not seen, ages lost to time I am a staff of just one, but I don’t really mind Because what they give me can’t be bought in a store The wonders they offer as the coffee I pour Shreds of themselves, and the lives they have lived The mos

My Age
daveshaverNm: Obama ? Remember Carter ? ->daveshaverNm: i was not even thought of when carter was in the presidency but if you want to argue the facts of the economy with a democrat vs a republican we can sure do that.. but nothing you say will change that obama is the next president.. The majority spoke.. and if he had been white there would have been a higher majority.. the majority of Americans are disgusted with the poor running of the country by republican leaders and it obviously has shown with democrats having complete control ->daveshaverNm: http:... check out this chart on the debt of America with a democrat vs a republican... and as for john mccain he doesnt even care about the individuals of America daveshaverNm: The rich are the people that give the jobs . Tax them more fewer jobs . More Welfare .r ->daveshaverNm: I am very pro education.. and the fact that he hasnt supported an education plans and was willing to cut education funding was pathetic.. He also ha

Tag
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? bed 2. Your significant other? Sometimes 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? Old 5. Your father? dead 6. Your favorite thing? Son 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? Heaven 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? oldies 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? here 14. Where were you last night? couch 15. What you're not? perfect 16. Muffins? bagel 17. One of your wish list items? love 18. Where you grew up? Mississippi 19. The last thing you did? Cards 20. What are you wearing? shirt 21. TV? no 22. Your pets? Diesel, Tiger, and James Brown 23. Your computer? IDK 24. Your life? blah 25. Your m

"the Jar"
“The Jar” I try to keep the lid on, I twist with all my might I have to keep it shut, I have to seal it tight My jar of empty hopes I keep here on the shelf Filled with jagged things that cut, and do damage to myself It’s getting far too full, something’s bound to give Too many scattered fragments of the life I’ve tried to live And now my jar of broken dreams is exposed for all to see And pain it shakes me to my soul, over what’s become of me You see I only wanted happiness, just the simple stuff But it’s always just outside my reach, yes, never close enough And now my jar of broken dreams has come crashing to the floor The parts are scattered everywhere, the jar is sealed no more So today I will stop wishing upon my lucky star Because the only thing that shines for me are the pieces of the jar… Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

Blam
You know its funny how things hit you all of a sudden One second your sitting there talking and the next BLAM. Well this really isn’t one of those times. Over the past many months, I’ve been trying to work my way over and through a few a rough spot’s Which hasn’t really been a lot of fun. Oh I’ve had a few good laughs along the way, but for the most part, this whole trying to figure out what has been bugging me, working it out and moving on with it Bullsh*t can kiss my A$$ I know what’s been bugging me . Most important I need to open up more. Be more free with what I’m thinking. And stop worrying what someone else might think if I say what it is I’m really thinking. I’M TIRED OF ALWAYS BEING THE NICE GUY! LMAO The rest will work itself out. I had a very long wild conversation with a friend last night. As we talked I began to relax and open up. I learned a few things from that conversation about me, And more. I felt free.I don’t always have to say the right things. I don

My Newset Pics
HEY Y'ALL!! I have just created 2 new photo albums ready for rates and comments!They are.. "SNOW IN METAIRIE LOUISIANA" and "CELEBRATING 35 YEARS AL COPLAND CHRISTMAS LIGHTS W/KIDS". I have also added MANY new photos to my album.. "ALL AMERICAN,FOR OUR TROOPS" and some to "MY FIREFIGHTER ALBUM" as well. Please stop by and rate,comment,and feel free to rip any from those last 2 albums that you like. Thank you everyone! Many Blessings & much love, Steph

"life's Gallery"
“Life’s Gallery” On my way to the auction sale, I stopped in the little town As I sipped my coffee I knew for certain there were no galleries to be found But I inquired of my waitress, who smiled and said I’d see The finest paintings ever done, within “Life’s Gallery.” You see, in the city where I work I write a column there That tells the world if art I see is good or bad or fair And sure that I was wasting time I found the little shop With the faded sign that said, “Life’s Gallery” perched upon the top So not expecting much, I stepped in though the door To behold a sad display I saw was something less than poor It really was ridiculous, the paintings hanging there A sick idea of a joke for all the canvases were bare I muttered a curse beneath my breath and turned to leave the shop When a soft yet firm hidden voice said the words “Please stop.” I spun and saw a little figure of an old man standing near Who went on to introduce himself, his words I still can hea

Made By Blonde Princess
~*This one wholesome, beautiful, sexy fu right here¡¦..she has nothing to hide and she always returns the love and is very dear! Introducing the lovely, the talented LINDA!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥♥♥ ¢½LINDA¢½ FuOwned by ~Steward~ ¢¾ Secret Fu Wifey of... ¢¾ Our Troops Rock ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ~*She can make anyones day a whole lot brighter, she definitely has a glowing quality and is so very sweet!*~ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥

No Pics Damn It
dreams as I waken from the nights sweet peace I see what is most lovely of all for beside my heart is a love to true so much more lovely than august fall ever breath I take is like the first drink of water for a soul that thirst because she has held me loved me and captured my being she is first I will embrace her cherish her love her night and day every moment I am awake her mystic beauty enchants me even my dreams are of her softness i cant wait you know my love this moment will last for eternity in our lives for seventh heaven i will take you I will help you reach the skies once loved by you I cannot fathom what life would be without you in my life so long I do crave you, adore you will keep you safe and loved free of strife be gentle with myheart my love for it is yours to keep and enjoy forever and it will keep your hunger and hope and thirst quenched like a river.

Come Bid On Me!!!
This is my first auction. Would love for you all to come check it out. Cant wait to see who bids and who wins. The auction runs from Dec. 14th (2pm est.) thru Dec. 21st (7pm est.). Come bid and have fun! GOOD LUCK!!!!! :) http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1631848&albumid=1327290&i=3935916293&idx=20

She Stood My Heart Still
SHE STOOD IN A SHADOWED DOORWAY SHE STOOD IN A SHADOWED DOORWAY by Robert Davidson She stood in a shadowed doorway Awaiting the appointed time of delight Eyes mocking love as Lips of lust gleam in a moon-blanched night. She stood in a shadowed doorway When I shattered the dark with a light Claiming a fierce kiss on The porcelain pallor of a face so white. She stood in a shadowed doorway The touch of her body against mine stuns As our sexes meet Vaster than explosions of burst suns. Our lone paths cross, then are blown apart forever As I got what I wanted, and she her cash did recover. The scowl of pleasure's lips now scorn me ever Point down to the pit, mocking this sated lover. She stood in a shadowed doorway Her look of reproach unnerves, conceives A cool challenge while My lust blew away like dead winter leaves. Robert Davidson

Soul Cry Guitarist Stabbed 50 Times
The singer in a teen gothic metal band and her brother allegedly stabbed the band's guitarist dozens of times because he did not play well enough, Italian police and a lawyer said Friday. Police in Genoa, on Italy's northwestern coast, said the 16-year-old victim remained hospitalized but his life was not in danger. He was attacked Saturday night after the band "Soul Cry" rehearsed in Sestri Ponente, a small town near Genoa. He was stabbed about 50 times, mainly to his back and head, said police official Alessandra Bucci in Genoa. The 18-year-old singer, Cristina Balzano, and her 16-year-old brother, the band's bass player, were arrested on charges of premeditated attempted murder. During the rehearsal, band members accused the victim of playing poorly, police said. The attack occurred moments later in a narrow alley. Saw this article and thought i would share. not something you could make up.

For Friends And Family I Have Lost
A Funeral Poem Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there, I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow, I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain, I am the gentle autumn rain, When you wake from sleep in the morning's hush, I am the swift, uplefting rush. Of quiet birds in circling flight. I am the soft starlight at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there, I did not die

Loi (lack Of Integrity)
A study in Flakiness as a reflection of a lack of Integrity by *kttn* Integrity, as defined by Wikipedia: “the basing of one's actions on an internally consistent framework of principles. Depth of principles and adherence of each level to the next are key determining factors. One is said to have integrity to the extent that everything he does and believes is based on the same core set of values. While those values may change, it is their consistency with each other and with the person's actions that determine his integrity. The concept of integrity is directly linked to responsibility in that implementation spawning from principles is designed with a specific outcome in mind. When the action fails to achieve the desired effect, a change of principles is indicated. Accountability is achieved when a faulty principle is identified and changed to produce a more useful action”. Per the Stanford Encyclopedia of Philosophy, “Integrity is one of the most important and oft-cited of vir

Help Me!!! Please!!!
Lets Godfather ~*ΚΣЯIZZZMΛ*~ She only needs 1,188,898 Points to go.R/F/A and dont forget to Bling her.She's an awesome girl and if she isn't one of your friends already she should be. WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? Hell she's even offering to pay for an auto 11, This girl is an A-11 VIRGIN..OMG Someone go help her! Just Click Below and Go Show Her Mad Fu-Luv !! ::..~*ΚΣЯIZZZMΛ*~..::*PU$$YCAT PLAYMATE*@ fubar Brought to you by..Rain & Music Provided by WYKD Radio~ †Rain† ~Owner of WYKD~

Hugs
It's wondrous what a hug can do A hug can cheer you when you're blue A hug can say, "I love you so," Or "hate to see you go" A hug is "welcome back again" and "great to see you, where've you been?" A hug can soothe a small childs pain, and bring a rainbow after rain A hug, there's just no doubt about it, we scarcely could live without it A hug delights and warms and charms, it must be why God gave us arms Hugs are great for fathers and mothers Sweet for sister, swell from brothers, and chances are your favorite aunts love 'em more than potted plants Kittens crave them, puppies love them, Heads of State are not above them A hug can break the language barrier and make travel so much merrier No need to fret about your store of them the more you give, the more there is of them So stretch those arms without delay and give someone a hug TODAY! (((I just wanted to point out that i did NOT write this poem. I found it and really really liked it. It did

A Smile
Clad in the clothes of his trade he enters the throne room He waits his time before the royal couple Pierre born to the blue bloods heir to a throne of another kingdom He has forsaken the money the family and the fame to wear the mask of a fool At last its his time before the throne He dances and makes his stories funny the whole assembly hangs on his ever word Laughter and drinking fill the room Women adore him the men wish to be him for a short space of time Someone commands him to sing He has never sang before the throne before His songs were sang alone in solitude They were written for his love A lady he would never hold He would never feel her embrace or her soft lips on his skin His heart was hers no other woman could ever touch his soul they way she did Their spirits were together even though their bodies never would be Someone hands him the lute He starts to play Such a melody the room grew quiet as each note each word hypnotized every living being that c

A Second Smile
The hustle and bustle of a very special night The preparations must be perfect Beautiful adornments were positioned The whole of the village was awaiting the celebration The royal family was soon to make their entrance They too are to take part in the events to come All of the finest culinarians were imported to prepare the feast Visiting wise ones and scholars all associated with the fine arts were to be in attendance All the stars were to shine on this night The moon full in all of her phosphorescence glory could not out shine the one being honored tonight The darling of the country side The one who brought a smile to the souls of those who came in to the presence of this great being There was no tale that could not be told through song That would give her the proper praise that she was due The time has come all are gathered in the amphitheater Every one is seated in there proper place A very light mist shimmers as it reflects the light of the moon A note is h

Hey All
SO IS EVERYBODY READY TO GET INSIDE MY HEAD FOR A LITTLE BIT, WELL I HOPE SO CUZ HERE GOES..... I TIRED OF ALL THE LIES, ALL THE HURT, ALL THE PAIN, IF ALL THAT IS EVER GONNA HAPPEN TO ME IS FOR ME TO GET FUCKED OVER TIME AFTER TIME THEN Y DO I EVEN KEEP TRYING. IS IT REALLY 2 MUCH 2 ASK 2 FIND A GUY THAT IS WILLING 2 LOVE ME FOR ME. IM NOT THE TYPE TO FUCK AROUND WHEN I SAY SOMETHING I MEAN IT & TO THOSE OF YOU THAT DONT BELIEVE THAT THEN THAT IS YOUR PROBLEM NOT MINE ANYMORE. MAYBE IF I STOP BEING SO NICE & GIVING PEOPLE WHAT THEY WANT THEY WILL STOP WALKING ALL OVER ME OR I CAN HOPE SO. GIVE ME SOME FEEDBACK

Can We Say They Are Worthless...
Over the past months and past year and one I have encountered numerous types on here and I love the BS that comes with it cause I call out the worthless ones....believe me i'm far from perfect, but I try no matter how I feel or hurt...yes I'm a disabled vet in some ways a bad condition yet, I try. The other day there were two people that had auto's so I kicked butt for them both but this is concerning one and her family of worthless pathetic's that threaten. Most adults handle things one on one...this one she brings her little and trashy family and they are that. Anyone can see that, but hey who am I to judge!! So this person I rated 1590 of her pics nad maybe got all of 15 returned rates ...hey I appretiate that but why ask to be helped being leveled like herself or auto 11's when she herself doesnt give back. We all have issues, health, job, children etc...but when you put your word out there whether it is you on line or someone for you give back what is given. Cause over the other

A Different Kind Of Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some

Dam Friends
Why I havent heard from anyone on my page nor do they ever show love when I rate them all and everything n they dont do it in return. Im nice to all the ladies on here yet they wont shot me love or anything or pay attention or show support in mumms n such!! This is total Fuckin bullshit the only people who check my dam profile r stupid fags or fuckin downrate haters. Why cant I have a good time on Fubar this is fuckin bullshit Im better off deleting my account I sorta met soemone anyways n where gonna go out so its all ure fuckin loss!! for not showing love or keepin in touch or talkin

Your Friendship
Thank you, friend, for all the things That mean so much to me For concern and understanding You give abundantly. Thanks for listening with your heart; For cheering me when I'm blue; For bringing out the best in me; And just for being you. Thanks for our talks my friend That stimulate my brain; For silly times we laugh out loud; For things I can't explain. For looking past my flaws and faults; For all the time you spend; For all the kind things that you do, Thank you; thank you, My friend.

Join Club United!! Cindie's Awesome Bully For Us
NEW CLUB UNITED TAKING MEMBERSHIPS!!! Tis the Season to be Jolly. What a better place to be than with Club United. We have open Membership right now. We have alot of new faces and Staff. Stop by the Homepage and Join us! Club United ! See Blog To Join!!!@ fubar Or make it your New Years Resolution to make yourself happy with a great Family of Fubarians. We are not a Bombing Crew, we just have fun and party we always have something going on!! Contests, Members of the Week etc.. We do level our own within Guidelines. No Drama will be tolerated! When you do stop by read the homepage and if see what you like message any Staff Member and they will put you thru the Process. One of our Owners is recruting her name is: IslandGirl most everyone knows that name. =] Her link is ISLåИDGIЯL☠ §nIpEr's Fu-Wifey ☠Owner Club United☠Zodiak Bombers@ fubar To All that read this May you have a Joyous Holiday Season! From al

Then There You Were
I thought I had everything, Then there you were. When I saw you I needed to know all about you. I found out bit by bit, not liking all I heard. Then there you were, When my heart was broken. You told me everything would be okay. I was ready to move on with my life but There there you were. To show me you loved me and cared and I gave you my heart. Then there you were, To say those three very magical words And to make my heart melt. I knew you were the one,. Then there you were, To surprise me with that gorgeous diamond as I said YES! Then there you were To ask me when that day will be. Then eleven months later, There WE were - hand in hand. Then there we were, Two years later with twins in our arms. From the beginning I thought I had it all, Then there you were. Written 02-06-02 by ME

Want To Earn An Easy 50k??
I want to hire you to help me level!!!! :D All you have to do is send me a message with the words: "Hire me" I will send you a reply hiring you - Please wait til I've replied for us to have a valid contract!!!! Then once your hired go through my folders that you have axcess to and give each pic a minimum rating of 10 (family folders exclued). On the last pic of every folder that you rated you MUST comment me and let me know that your done rating them all.You must also make sure that all the folders are all rated in ONE day in order for me to consider the job done and so I can go back and check for myself that the pics are all rated by you.Soon as I've cleared that you've done the work then I will pay you a nice sum of $50,000 fubucks as your reward!! Easy enough right? What do you say?? Then message me today!!!! Just to be CLEAR here's a recap of the rules once hired: 1.Rate all pics a minimum of 10 2.Comment each last pic of the folders letting me know your done once

Nbn Bully
NAUGHTY BY NATURE is at it again--- This Tuesday, at 6 p.m. Fu-Time she will be hosting a Happy Hour! She's gonna start running Auto 11's Tuesday .... ..and she's NOT gonna turn em off till WEDNESDAY! That's right, it's your chance to level up on her for 48 hours! I don't know about you, but I'll be exhausted! NBN has decided to PAY for rates! 15k per 100 (10's OR 11's !!! ) She'll even kick down 200K for rating EVERYTHING! Just shoot her a PM when you're done ..... (and be PATIENT, it's taken me DAYS to wade thru all the messages!!) Fu-BUCKS and EXTRA POINTS WHILE RATING---For TWO days ! WHAT A DEAL!! If you don't message her, then she will have no choice but to think you rated her because you just wanted to.... or she's done you a favor in the past. :)

Mulberry And Hester
There comes a time in the lives of all who cherish the heart of another, that sharing a private, special place is a dream long held. For years, I've wanted to take that one special person to that one special place. So many times I had been there, but always spent the evening across the table from people with whom I was doing business. During those long and sometimes tedious evenings, my mind would wander. This, I thought to myself, is that one special place where I will take that one special person. For years, as my memory declined, I kept this one special place in mind, so that when that one special person took my hand, I would know just what to tell the cab driver. I held out my hand, and the cab stopped. I'll never forget, he pulled over at the corner of 79th Street and 7th Avenue. Take us, please, to the corner of Mulberry and Hester Streets. Take us, I thought quietly, to that one special place, so this one special person will make that long held dream come true

Got A Minute???
ATTENTION ALL BOMBERS, FAMILY AND FRIENDS! WE ONLY NEED 15K COMMENTS TO MAKE SWEETHING4771~Get~R~Done~Family & Bomb Squad KEEP HER VIP! THIS GIVEAWAY SHOULD BE COMPLETED BY FRIDAY, DECEMBER 19, 2008 OR SHE WILL LOSE HER VIP! SHE IS ONE TO GIVE LOVE AND PLENTY OF IT! ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS JUST CLICK ON THE PICTURE AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO THE PICTURE FOR THE GIVEAWAY! COME ON GUYS AND GALS! YOU'RE JUST A CLICK AWAY FROM HELPING AN AWESOME FRIEND AND FAMILY MEMBER! LET'S SHOW HER HOW MUCH WE LOVE HER SO SHE CAN KEEP THIS ON HER PROFILE! *************************************************** WHILE YOU'RE THERE PLEASE SHOW THE HOSTESS SOME LOVE R/F/A HER IF SHE'S NOT ON YOUR LIST! THANKS SO MUCH!!! LSD's SHELL™ ~*~CLUB F.A.R.*~DYLON's DIVA's~*~ ANY HELP ON THIS WILL ALSO HELP THE HOSTESS ON HER WAY TO PROPHET! ************************************This Pimp Out Brought to you by:◊ SNUGGLEBUNNY ~ ASSISTANT RECRUITER FOR THE GRD BOMBSQUAD◊

Temple
Love is an empty mailbox. Pregnant with anticipation Bloated with disappointment. Lust is a fingerswirl of capaccino. Lofty bubbles of caramel hue placed preciously, firmly on my tongue. The jade eyes and soft soft soft soft lips always help. Take me to sweet Zion baby. Where water pours sweet as honey and every hour is happily lost in your embrace. The sky is always overcast here Like its waiting to escape. Or perhaps blocking that heavenly tryst between the sun and moon all the earthly eyes of mortals would turn for that show. Struck blind by their secret eclipse. Love is an overcast wasted day, cool coffee, and I eagerly aching for your response. The plains between us. The world in a promise. The beginning of eternity in my jade paradise.

First Blog
Just thought I would get my blogs started and see how it goes. I am really nervous about trying a music ministry full time when I get out of the army, but am told I should not give up on the dream. If you read this, I would appreciate it if you go to www.thomasnicholson.org and see what you think of the demos I have and what I have written. If you like it let me know in the guest book. If I don't hear anything, I will take it as either no one reading this, or not liking what is on my site. If I get any replies, I will post more blogs in the future.

"the Coffee Maker"
“The Coffee Maker” Never could I have imagined In my wildest, twisted dreams That a hellish evil would look as meek As a simple coffee machine A basic tool made out of glass, And molded plastic parts Would fill me with a fear so deep And chill my beating heart It started in the mildest way All innocent at first At the office Friday was my day To do the job I felt was worst I had to clean that coffee maker That would soon bring with it strife The simple coffee maker That would try to take my life I admit it now, I often cheated I never cleaned it through And I never scrubbed the plate that heated But the coffee maker knew And all the months of my neglect Percolated into rage As the coffee maker planned my death For I had set the stage The very first time it made it’s play I thought I’d lost my mind That day my cup was bitter When all others were just fine Yes, I asked around the office About that bitter flavor All said their joe was wond

Fubar - A Personal Perspective
Hey, take a look at my profile page and see when I joined this...May 28, 2008. Here it is Dec 14 2008 and I am surprised a little that I am still on here. The only reason I signed on to this is because I had a friend DJing on here and wanted to see how she was doing. Really didn't think I'd be on any longer than two weeks..however the more I was on, I started checking out the lounges meeting some good people (Even have a lounge I started call Think Pink for breast cancer survivors or those that know people who have it)...posting some MUMM's and meeting good friends in a sense on there as well and just checking out the site in general. I have been able to spread breast cancer awareness and meeting people because of it and I can also truly say I have made some good friends, some close friends, and some that I would truly give my life for. While a Happy Hour would be nice one day, I am happy to know that some friends I have made will be part of my life for a very long time. To those of yo

My. Best Friend (for Jonathan)
My.. Best Friend! If ever I am sad, All I do is remember your face. Your kind and gentle words, You'll never be replaced. You've helped me through it all, And listened to everything I had to say. Gave advice when I needed it, And you never looked away. Though we met not long ago, And haven't known each other very long. Our friendship has continued to grow, And will forever be so strong. If you ever feel like giving up, Remember I'll be there for you in everyway. If you ever need someone to talk to, Remember I'm only a call away. You'll never have to worry, I'll be your best friend for a while. I'll do everything I possibly can, Just so I can see you smile. Your thoughts, fears and secrets, You'll never have to hide. You'll never have to be afraid, I'll be there by your side. So thank you for being there for me, I love you like there's no end. Your my brother, the one I look up to, My.. Best Friend

My Dying Day
My Dying Day: Its hard for me to tell you how I feel, I want so much for you to see. That the girl you should be with, Has always been me. I know you asked me to wait, You haven't made up your mind. But the thing you don't understand, Is that it's killing me inside. I'll wait for you as long as I can, Because my love for you is strong. But one thing I want you to know, Is I can only wait so long. I know that you love me, I know that you care. But you don't know how much it hurts me, Knowing I'm not there. Your the only one I want, You now have my heart. I'll give it to you gently, But please don't break it apart. And now that this poem is ending, I just wanted to say. That I'll continue to love you, Until my dying day

Have You Ever!
Have You Ever: Have you ever seen a homeless person, And looked at where they sleep. Did you even give a second look, Or did you just keep walking down the street. Have you ever seen a teenage girl, Who's starving herself for attention. All she wanted was to be loved, And giving a little bit of affection. Have you ever seen someone cut themselves, Because they couldn't live with the pain. No one was there to listen to them, So they cut through their vein. Have you ever seen a child cry, Because they had no place to live. No family or toys to play with, Because no one wanted to give. Have you ever seen your best friend get shot, Because they were in the wrong crowd. They chose to sell and do drugs, Now their laying on the ground. Have you ever seen a little boy, Who didn't want to go to school. He was bullied everyday, Because he wasn't cool. Have you ever seen a man in jail, Because he killed his wife. Never thinking about the consequences, Now

Till Death Do Us Part! (for Jessica)
Till Death Do Us Part: Never be afraid of who you are, Don't be afraid of what's inside. Just hold your head up high, With dignity and pride. If you ever feel like giving up, Hold on for dear life. Cause I'll be there to guide you, And together we will fight. I know you've been hurt alot, I know just how you feel. But take it one step at a time, And allow your heart to heal. Live your life to the fullest, And always follow your dreams. Do whatever you can to achieve them, As hard as it may seem. As the years continue to go by, And the closer we'll become. A friendship that will last forever, And will never be undone. One of the best days of my life, Was the day you became my best friend. Someone I trust and can talk to, I love you to no end. A best friend is hard to find, And your friendship to me you gave. I would give up my life in a second, If it was yours I could save. Now this poem is coming to an end, I wrote it from the heart. I'll

Romeo And Juliet
Romeo and Juliet Take me in your arms, And never let me go. Whisper to me softly, How much you love me so. If ever I am sad, Gently wipe away my tears. Tell me I don't have to worry, You'll chase away my fears. Look into my eyes, And feel the love in our stare. Kiss me ever so softly, As you brush back my hair. The warmth of your skin, The feeling of your touch. The butterflies in my stomach, Is something I long for so much. The day when we're finally together, And the memories that we'll share. The promise of an amazing future, That no one can compare. I'll give you all of my heart, But please don't make me cry. Because the moment you break it, Is the moment that it dies. I put my faith in you, Please don't do me wrong. Let me show you what love is like, A feeling so strong. If ever you feel like giving up, Remember that I care. Remember that your not alone, For I am always there. Let me be the reason you wake up, And for that smile

Man Of My Dreams
Man Of My Dreams Every morning I awake, Longing to feel your touch, As I whisper in your ear That I love you oh so much I Look into your eyes And softly touch your face I pull your body close to mine. Into a warm embrace Don't let the miles between us Ever keep us apart Just listen close, and you'll hear The fast beating of my heart You have no idea On how much you really mean to me I'm finally finding love again You have set my soul free Until the day were together As far away as it seems You will always be my heart, my true love The only man of my dreams

My Promise To You!
My Promise To You I promise I won't hurt you, I promise we won't be apart. Because I would rather die, Then to ever break your heart. I carry on throughout the day, Remembering the outlines of your face. I want you to hold me A caring and a sweet embrace I Lie in bed at night and hope, That you will think of me I close my eyes And dream a sweet eternity So baby I want you to know, That never again will you be alone. Because my heart will be your shelter, And my arms will forever be your home.

Cry!
Cry At first you made me feel special like I was the only one, But I'll never forget the things you have done At first I thought you were play fighting but later I found out I was just blind sighted I want you to hold me But I can't stand your touch As I feel you hug me, the pain becomes to much As I curl up on my shower floor crying all my tears I try to wash away my cuts and bruises To try and escape my fears You promised to protect me But I stop to wonder why the same hand that embraces me, is the one that makes me cry

Alone I Break
KornAlone I Break Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Alone I Break Pick me up Been bleeding too long Right here, right now I'll stop it somehow I will make it go away Can't be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone These feelings will be gone These feelings will be gone Now I see the times they changed Leaving doesn't seem so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Shut me off I'm ready Heart stops I stand alone Can't be on my own I will make it go away Can't be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone These feelings will be gone These feelings will be gone Now I see the times they changed Leaving doesn't seem so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this ma

Silver, Blue & Gold
In the beginning, I believed every word that you said Now that you're gone, My world is in shreads Oh you loved me, and left me, You took all the things that I needed so bad I'm standin' here wonderin' Where is the love that I had Oh, Give me silver, blue and gold The color of the sky I'm told My rai, ai, ainbow Is overdue In the beginning, There was something of love that was mine Now that it's gone, Whoa I'm cryin' Oh the time that it takes, For your love to grow cold is a wonder to me I'm walkin' around, With my head hangin' down Tell me where is she ooh.... Give me silver, blue & gold The color of the sky I'm told My rai, ai, ainbow Is overdue... Don't forsake me cuz I love you Don't forsake me cuz I love you Give me silver, blue & gold The color of the sky I'm told My rai, ai, ainbow Is overdue....... Give me silver, blue & gold The color of the sky I'm t

Owner Of A Lonley Heart
Move yourself You always live your life Never thinking of the future Prove yourself You are the move you make Take your chances win or loser See yourself You are the steps you take You and you and that's the only way Shake, shake yourself You're every move you make So the story goes {Refrain} Owner of a lonely heart Owner of a lonely heart Much better than a Owner of a broken heart Owner of a lonely heart Say you don't want to chance it You've been hurt so before Watch it now The eagle in the sky How he dancin' one and only You, lose yourself No not for pity's sake There's no real reason to be lonely Be yourself Give your free will a chance You've got to want to succeed {Refrain} Owner of a lonely heart After my own decision They confused me so Owner of a lonely heart My love said never question your will at all In the end you've got to go Look before you leap Owner of a lonely heart And don't you hesitate at all, no no {Refrain twice} Owne

Happy Birthday.
My significant other takes her birthday Very, Very seriously. After 5 years, I've yet to surprise her with a gift because she's so sneaky about it. Last week, for her birthday, I finally pulled off the perfect surprise and flew out her best friend from the East Coast out to visit. A wonderful gift by any measure -- a beautiful 29 year-old fitness instructor/nurse who's is my SLF's best friend and look-alike (photo soon). The visitor and my SLF love to party together and the Red Bull Vodka's were the drink of choice. On the way back from the airport, we stopped at the discount retailer to get a six-pack of Red Bull and a bow to put on both the visitor and the Red Bull. I causally say we won't need a bag. The clerk asks if it is a gift. My guest says, "Yes, I'm the other half of the gift." I say, "Yes, for my SLF." It was a good weekend.

The Thing About Love Is . . .
So, I sat here earlier, alone as usual, and contemplated many things for even more reasons and came up with some pretty deep and profound thoughts for the mood I find myself in lately. My own mind never ceases to amaze me anymore. I’ve been put through emotional hell in the last six months; there is no way for me to sugar coat that, it’s just been pure hell. I longed to find love only to learn that it is the painful thing I have ever experienced while somehow managing to be the most beautiful as well. I wanted to know what true love was and I learned . . . I flew high and then crashed and burned. I had everything and watched it all disappear in the blink of an eye. I went from euphoria to abyss in the mere seconds it took to speak a few words. But, somewhere along the way I also learned who I was, who I am, and who I still want to be. I didn’t learn what I want in life, I was only once again shown what I don’t need. A valuable lesson in it’s own right, after all how can we e

You Say
You say were just friends, You say that you care, But how do I know this, if you wont take the dare. You know our love could be strong and fulfilling. So take this chance, just once and give me such a image trance.I will only then promise you what you need, and with this I know of you indeed. So come to me, and let me show you the way. So come to me, and I will shelter you in this web of love if I may. So then come to me, so then we can become two as one, like we were flying above , like the wings of the white dove. So you say, what you want. So you say, what you feel. So you say, what you see. For I will always know how you truly feel and see or what you really want. Because of this love of yours. I will feel such a taunting joy, when your lips say I LOVE YOU !!!! So You Say By Kris Mauch

It's Snowing...
There is a calmness that fills the air when the snow begins to fall A quietness of the night that blankets us all. For a moment I think of peace and wonder if this is how it should be when a child looks at the world or maybe... it's just me.

Dont Worry Little One
Don’t worry little one things will be alright I can still fight Your wings are small but the are great Lean on me and we will see if we have the strength to fly We will sore high in the sky where things will not hurt us So please don’t cry little one Things will get better I promise I will take you to some one who cares They will help you heal

Nights Alone.
I sit and I smoke and think as I choke bout the shit that you feed me saying you need me why can't you free me why can't I be me. Do you know that I hate you would die to erase you to tired to chase you no god that can save you. Fuck it you take me make me a fake see gods they foresake me why did you break me for fucks sake you raped me took what he gave me made me so angry got me so fucked see? (Editing) Yeah that's all I've got right now lmao not to good but not bad for a free style. -Mc CreepShow

Mean Mom
This was sent to me via email this morning... wow no wonder my kids think I am so mean at times... Someday when my children are old enough to understand the logic that motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me: I loved you enough . . to ask where you were going, with whom, and what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let you discover that your new best friend was a creep. I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned your room, a job that should have taken 15 minutes. I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, and tears in my eyes. Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect. I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions even when the penalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart. But most of all, I loved you enough . .. . to say NO when I knew you would hate me for it. Those were the most difficult battles of all. I'm glad I won them, b

Christmas Carol Train
Welcome Aboard the Christmas Carol Train Deck the hall with boughs of holly Fa la la la la la la la la Tis the season to be jolly Fa la la la la la la la la Don we now our gay apparel Fa la la la la la la la la Troll the ancient Yuletide carol Fa la la la la la la la la ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You know what to do: 1~Rate all the pictures in my Christmas Carol Album--please comment on the last one 2~Rate/Fan/Add or Comment each of the riders below including the Engineer 3~Message the Engineer to be added and receive your tag 4~Have Fun and Enjoy the Ride!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Engineer MscFrk Riders ~Mz Attitude~ uʍop ǝpýsdn sǝʇýq puɐ xýl~RR Member~ ONE&ONLY SYCHO~!~ FUBARS RESIDENT PATIENT~!~Rating Revolution~!~/CLUB FAR/SLAVE TO DEVILISH DESIRE ~*~Desperatly Seeking Sanity~*~ B1tch™ ~The Pegasus Project~ SBG*Club United*FU-Bomber*Click Club Happily Taken R/L GF to Im4u2Inslave, Proud Military Supporter*~H

You Can See Your Future With A Vision.
Sunday, December 14, 2008 You Can See Your Future With A Vision. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Study your present situation thoroughly. Go over in your imagination the various courses of action possible to you. Visualize the consequences that can follow from each course. Pick out the course that gives you the most promise and go ahead. Many successful people use this skill of mental visualization. They mentally run through important events before they happen. Picture yourself in your minds eye as already having achieved your goal. See yourself doing the things you'll be doing when you've reached your goal. You can put your subconscious to work toward making your mental pictures come true. Go over your day in your imagination before you begin it. You can begin acting successfully at any moment. See the things you want as already yours. Think of them as yours, as already in your possession. You can see

In Trouble
We are in DEEP trouble... The population of this country is 300 million. 160 million are retired. That leaves 140 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school. Which leaves 55 million to do the work. Of this there are 35 million employed by the federal government. Leaving 15 million to do the work. 2.8 million are in the armed forces preoccupied with killing Osama Bin-Laden. Which leaves 12.2 million to do the work. Take from that total the 10.8 million people who work for state and city Governments. And that leaves 1.4 million to do the work. At any given time there are 188,000 people in hospitals. Leaving 1,212,000 to do the work Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons. That leaves just two people to do the work. You and me. And there you are, Sitting on your ass, At your com puter, reading jokes. Nice. Real nice.

Weeweechu To Cute!
It's a romantic full moon, when Pedro said, 'Hey, mamacita, let's do Weeweechu.' Oh no, not now, let's look at the moon!' said Rosita. Oh, c'mon baby, let's you and I do Weeweechu. I love you and it's the perfect time,' Pedro begged. 'But I wanna just hold your hand and watch the moon.' replied Rosita. Please, corazoncito, just once, do Weeweechu with me.' Rosita looked at Pedro and said, 'OK, one time, we'll do Weeweechu.' Pedro grabbed his guitar and they both sang..... 'Weeweechu a Merry Chris tmas, Weeweechu a Merry Chris tmas, Weeweechu a Merry Chris tmas, and a Happy New Year!

Machine Head "imperium"
Enclosed are the video and lyrics to the song "Imperium" by the band Machine Head. The more I hear this song the more I love it and the more the lyrics seem fitting of me. If you know me, do you agree/disagree? If you don't know me Or if you do, isn't this a cool/good/great song? Hear me now Bearing down upon a path we choose Chosen from the start living different rules Existence something to cherish true Will not succumb to doubts that I hold onto Release the fear of my pain In so much pain Give me the will to fight Every obstacle that I have inside Release the fear and Hear me now Words I vow No fucking regrets Fuck these chains No god damn slave I will be different I'll stand here defiantly My middle finger raised Fuck your prejudice All my life Always I've felt alone Conditioned to believe that I'm always wrong Only truth will help to set me free My every weakness I must turn into strength Every rage, every tear Hate in so much hate Ne

Dope "i Am
I am a huge fan of the band Dope and Here is another song that I believe is fitting of me. If you know me, do you agree/disagree? If you don't know me Or if you do, isn't this a cool/good/great song? Sometimes you don't understand Sometimes I am what I am Sometimes I just can't be Everything you hoped I'd be And sometimes I wish that you could see I'm not like you I'm not like them I won't pretend Cause I am what I am Sometimes I wish that we Could agree to disagree Sometimes I wish that you could see what I see This is who I am I've always been And I don't think you'll ever understand Fuck you I am what I am You don't understand I am what I am And I don't think you'll ever understand Fuck you I am what I am

Dont Buy The Rumor
i have a sprint rumor and i used to love it cause of the keyboard. at the time i didnt know there was any problems with it. i had it since august and it worked fine up til november. now i have had it exchanged three times in less than two weeks and they wont even exchange it now cause they couldnt recreate the problem. as soon as i left sprint yesterday it started going to the black screen when i scrolled down my contact list, its really difficult to read my text messages, and it shuts off randomly. so now i have to wait til my hubby calls sprint and talks to them to get me a new phone cause every phone they give me gets worse and worse. there was three people at sprint alone with the same problems as me but yet they tell me that they can only keep exchanging it for the rumor. well that is not going to happen. everything i read online says everyone is having the same issues as me and that LG doesnt see this as a problem. damn sprint

Me
Your Sex Sign is... You may have had a late start to sex, but that doesn't mean you do it like a newbie. You seem outwardly conservative to some, but you are incredible in bed! You don't sleep around. Or kiss and tell. Capricorn, you seem cool, collected, and complex - but underneath it all you are a sizzling sexpot. You are a complete challenge for anyone. Your aloofness is a dare, and your stunning good looks are a powerful attractor. You consider power to be a total turn on. You are attracted to powerful people and the things they give you. No short-term love affairs for you. You like security, and you don't consider yourself cheap. Capricorns are usually late sexual bloomers. They are positively stunning when they hit their late twenties. It's difficult to know just how old you are. Everyone tries to guess - and everyone gets it wrong. Though your attitudes toward sex are outwardly conservative, you are the most satisfying sex partner anyone's e

Some Crystal Bitch... (not To Me)
Some guy, that i dont even know, posted a mumm that says this: some one please created @ 12/15/2008 08:12 am expires in: 23 hrs [FRIENDS] If I told you I cant take living anymore and I am tired of all the shit that is my life would you give 2 shits about me if i was gone obviously this guy isnt in the happiest state and needs some cheering up... then some cunt writes this: December 15, 2008 @ 8:20 am #4 of 8 your a worthless ass hole I hope you fucking die I'm glad I cheated on you I didn't wanna marry you anyways you fucking idiot why the fuck would someone write that when someone feels like killing themselves!!!??? What a bitch.. I wrote this to her and blocked her so she couldnt reply.. but im appauled at how hurtful people are. ->crystal *w...: youre a bitch.. i read what you wrote on the mumm about the guy basically wanting to kill himself.. youre worthless! A pathetic soul! no one with a heart would say something like that. i hope you die a

Dark Prince
Dark Prince Your darkness is my blanket. My shelter from the cold. Your touch like a sweet poison; A poison which cant be sold. Your eyes like onyx staring; So deep into my soul. The bond we share is sacred; A fiery inferno raging in my soul. Your spirit lives inside me; The drug for which I desire. The spell which was cast is deadly; My Eternitys drawing near! With amber eyes wide upon you. Your velvety voice; to me speaks! “My Dark Princess I shall make thee” The words which were spoke “The Potion” My body’s reaching erotic peaks; Our energy flowing so wildly; I graciously bow at your feet; For now Im wrapped in your deadly web. This moments mystic yet bitter sweet, Eagerly I whisper “Take Me” It is Eternity I await!

"the Pit"
“The Pit” They used to be quite common Now you hardly see them anymore Those little wooden shacks With the moon carved in the door A primitive place to relieve one’s self To take a piss or shit But folks should be more careful Of where they choose to sit One August at my summer camp When I was just a Scout And we were camping in the woods There were a few of them about And instantly I hated Going out there late at night I knew I didn’t like it Because something felt not right It wasn’t the smell, although that was bad And it wasn’t where I had to sit No, what bothered me were the horrors I imagined In the bottom of that pit And it sure didn’t help when late on Friday My buddy Charles went out there at night And we heard that scream that chilled our hearts Yes, it filled our souls with fright So we ventured out to the worn old shack Sure that he was playing a prank And we creaked the weathered door open And peered into the air that stank But

Still Fighting It
Good morning, son. I am a bird Wearing a brown polyester shirt You want a coke? Maybe some fries? The roast beef combos only $9.95 It's okay, you don't have to pay I've got all the change Everybody knows It hurts to grow up And everybody does It's so weird to be back here Let me tell you what The years go on and We're still fighting it, we're still fighting it And you're so much like me I'm sorry Good morning, son In twenty years from now Maybe well both sit down and have a few beers And I can tell you bout today And how I picked you up and everything changed It was pain Sunny days and rain I knew you'd feel the same things Everybody knows It sucks to grow up And everybody does It's so weird to be back here. Let me tell you what The years go on and We're still fighting it, we're still fighting it You'll try and try and one day youll fly Away from me Good morning, son I am a bird It was pain Sunny days and rain I knew you'd feel the same

Tagged By D.a.m.
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? bed 2. Your significant other? invisible 3. Your hair? straight 4. Your mother? loving 5. Your father? hunter 6. Your favorite thing? harleys 7. Your dream last night? weird 8. Your favorite drink? dietcoke 9. Your dream/goal? love 10. The room you're in? bed 11. Music? coumrty 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? love 14. Where were you last night? louisiana 15. What you're not? sane 16. Muffins? BLUEBERRY 17. One of your wish list items? love 18. Where you grew up? Mississippi 19. The last thing you did? facebook 20. What are you wearing? pj's 21. TV? hd 22. Your pets? cats 23. Your computer? laptop 24. Your life? alright 25. Your mo

Trapped Emotions
December 15, 2008 at 1:30am I'm sitting here and my mind is a stir, it won't shut down. I just lost my mother and now the family is falling apart. That wasn't that big a shocker. I remember telling mom that she was the only person keeping this family together, once she was gone. I was right. I'm at peace with mom passing, matter of fact I didn't shed a tear at the funeral. Yes I cried at her home when she passed. I had to go outside and I remember leaning on Roses shoulder and it was a very wet and stormy night. Thank God for Rose and her being there, I really needed her. I do love my wife and my kids but some how I've managed to be a poor husband and an even worse father. Anger and rage seems to feel my heart and it has so for some time at the world and even at times with God himself. I've gotten over being angry with him concerning my health. Being born with a bad heart but through his wisdom he has given me many opportunities to bounce back through guided hands of skilled surgeons.

Tied Up Gettin First Tat
TONIGHT ONLY IN FUBAR'S HOTTEST LOUNGES FORBIDDEN INC AND EXOTIC DREAMS YOU HAVE TO BE HERE TO SEE OUR HEAD PLAYMATE TIED UP GET HER FIRST TATTOO LIVE ON CAM AROUND 10 PM EST IN FORBIDDEN'S OWN EXOTIC DREAMS!! CLICK ON THE PICS BELOW

Christmas...what It Means To Me/12/15/08
Christmas....what does it mean to me? it means family get together, neices and nephews ect..my sister andhe kids and their kids turkey and ham dinners, desserts and opening presents. But its sad for me too for my mom passed away and Christmas just isnt Christmas without her and my das who passed away in 1985. Yeah iam happy go lucky guy sweet and nice to all, for thats me in a whole... :D Im lonely yes, but have love of friends, and family and my new found love Janicew who is my light in the dark and dismal days if this year. I love everyone but miss my dad and mom something fierce...so in my heart, i have kept them close...i know they watch over me in heaven....hopefully ill be there to see them soon. Sothats what Christmas means to me, not the lights and glimmeer and trees and such but family and friends the ones i love so much. Merry Christmas to ya all..have a wonderful new year as well be healthy and stay warm!

Another Year
December 14, 2008 make's 11 years since my lil angel went to heaven, How much I miss her. I can't believe it's been this long already it seems like yesterday I was at the hospital having her. I sit back today and I look at her pics and watch her video. Another Christmas without her. I know she is in a better place, But my heart still hurts, I have this Hole in my heart that still is empty. I move forward every year but the pain is still there.

My Phone
Just letting my friends who i talk to some on the phone, the phonelines running to the house r messed up. so right now only the ones here in my office work. just if u call leave a message, n i'll try n call u back. hopefully the phone company will be out this evening or tomorrow to take care of it.. anit out here in my office as much, just been workin in the house so i can keep an eye on mom. this dern weather has her arthritis acting up.

We Could Be Ours
You could be mine, The taste of your skin rolling Gliding over my senses. Erotic fantasies flashing over In my mind, to let me know how Much they don't compare to you. I can almost feel the soft press of Your body, warm, firm, molding with Mine to form a perfect being. Nimble fingers and hands working Their spell over my desires. We could be one, you know that, We could become trapped in our Fancies staying tied down in our Own little play world held back by A thirst that can't be quenched. I could be yours, wrapped in clear Blanket on display for your amusement To show everyone the catch you've made The servant you're found, the lover you choose. We could be ours.

Fill It Out, Thanks!
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm sexy? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Copy and paste this into your blog to see what your friends answers will be.

Let's See What Ya Say
Post your answers as a comment then put this in your own journal to see what ppl say about you! 01. Who are you? 02. Are we friends? 03. When and how did we meet? 04. Do you have a crush on me? 05. Would you kiss me? 06. Describe me in one word. 07. What was your first impression? 08. Do you still think that way about me now? 09. What reminds you of me? 10. If you could give me anything what would it be? 11. How well do you know me? 12. When's the last time you saw me? 13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 14. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

My Frends
ok just so you no i have eye probs i went to my docs 2 weeks ago he say et a eye test so any way i was at hosptal to day i had a load of tests then told i need lazzer tretment sume time down the line and givein pills a drop to to tak the presures down if wurst cumes to wirst i will need a eye op

Emilyimax Happyhour
Emily knows how to FU.... PROPERLY! This Monday, at 7 p.m. Fu-Time, she has decided to Host a Happy Hour! In keeping with the fine, risque, Fubar tradition she will don her Auto 11's! So meet her under the Mistletoe! EmilyIMAX ☆ THE IMAX EXPERIENCE ~ see more, hear more, feel more ☆ Be sure to F/A/R her. Hit her up! Spank Her! Send her a Bling Present! Level a few Greenies for her ....

Common Since Rules When Shopping
Common Since rules when shopping ok this blog is well over do but i figure since its the shittyest time of the year it needs to be said! 1.Parents, teach your kids some fucking manners, a please and thank you to the cashire goes a long way! 2. Parents, DO NOT let your kids chew or slobber on anything befor you buy it, and for fuck sake if they do atleast have the decency to tell your cashire my kids been chewing on this and hand it to them so they wont get your dumbass kids slobber all over there hands! 3. If a cashire offers you to save money by opening a red card or whatever stores card they have, have the decency to let them finish there fucking sentence befor u say no! do NOT cut them off its fucking RUDE! we in the retail buisness are required to ask, we have to ask, if we dont we can get fired! 4. for fuck sake if you do not want something you have picked up in ur cart do not just stick it anywhere, give it to the cashire and politely say "i

Holiday Eating Tips
1. Avoid carrot sticks. Anyone who puts carrots on a holiday buffet table knows nothing of the Christmas spirit. In fact, if you see carrots, leave immediately. Go next door, where they're serving rum balls. 2. Drink as much eggnog as you can, and quickly. It's rare . . . you cannot find it any other time of year but now. So drink up! Who cares that it has 10,000 calories in every sip? It's not as if you're going to turn into an eggnog-alcoholic or something. It's a treat. Enjoy it. Have one for me. Have two. It's later than you think. It's Christmas! 3. If something comes with gravy, use it. That's the whole point of gravy. Gravy does not stand alone. Pour it on. Make a volcano out of your mashed potatoes, fill it with gravy. Eat the volcano. Repeat. 4. As for mashed potatoes, always ask if they're made with skim milk or whole milk. If it's skim, pass. Why bother? It's like buying a sports car with an automatic transmission. 5. Do not have a snack before going to

An Update....
and this is why i think she's the perfect girl: Tiffany Cable: No its me Tiffany Cable: I just decided we're getting drunk together ray cooper: huh wtf? ray cooper: i would like that Tiffany Cable: I'm paying for my drink though and I want one like what paige wanted last night. ray cooper: why i mean what happened why the change of heart?

Unnoticed
Alone Reaching out For what is no more Sitting in silence She hopes In all of her emptiness To turn back time She may drift too far And she may let go Her grasp weakens She slowly fades Nearly Unnoticed

Finally
Even though it only should have taken less than 4 years, if you were going full time; after 6 LONG years I FINALLY graduated from college with my Associates Degree in Human Services! Now I just have to wait until the fall of next year to start working on my Bachelors Degree. After that comes the Masters degree. If I am feeling exceptionally smart and still have the mental capacity left in my brain, I just MIGHT go for my PhD.

Marijuana
Best of Marijuana Marijuana • Stands as a junction of drugs that affect anxiety and are hallucinogenic o Anxiolytic and hallucinogenic, but for the most part Anxiolytic, hallucinogenic in higher doses • Showed up in the west in the 19th century prominent among artsy types Marijuana Consumption • Most people consume the weakest variety, the dried leaves and flowing top “Bong” • A mixture of dried leaves and resin • Hashish Marijuana Methods of action • Mood enhancement • Word play • Incoherent thinking • Keen acute thinking • Synesthesia • Distortion of the perception of time • Enhancement of sensory perception Synesthesia • Cross talk between sensory systems • Gives insight on the nature of consciousness • Synesthetics: People who don’t have to take any drugs to experience the phenomena of Synesthesia • Color Organs: Instruments that when played the music is accompanied w/ colors Sensory Enhancement • Many hallucinogens have an overlay of the col

Im Married Please Respect My Wishes
let me start by saying im a happily married man and i started this page for friends only..i am not on here for any type of relationships..just friendships someone to talk to and past time by as friends thats it..my wife also has a page here its something that we do 2 gether...all i ask is respect me and my wife when i say that all i am looking for is friends and if u cant accept this then there is no need to send friend requests..i got everything i need at home but it is nice to have friends to chat with every now and then..i aint trying to b an ass just being honest with everyone one here..i dont have time for any drama..like i said all i am looking 4 is friends.....

Deffinition Of True Beauty
In order to have the ability to have and posses true beauty in its most pure and true form a person MUST HAVE 3 things and be able to maintain them constantly. 1. most obviously the physical aspect but its not the most important. 2.true genuine inner beauty of soul, this also has 3 parts. A.the ability to love unconditionally whether it be as a friend a life mate and partner or a family member. B.a personality unconflicting or restricting to those around you C.and Attitude.that is to say how YOU view life as it goes on around you. And 3.The ability to SHOW true friendship no matter the circumstances no matter the odds and not simply claim to be a friend.being a true friend is kind of like the whole "dad" versus "father" argument. ANY sperm donor can be a father but to be a real "DAD" takes someone special.Same goes for being a friend, any assmonkey can CLAIM to be one. but to actually BE one and Perform as one.... Takes someone special. so w

[the Grumble.]
So, it's 9 months in 9 out this dec. I'm still painfully single, yet I'm getting compliments left and right, acknowledged as fun, funny, smart, interesting/odd, and attractive So what the fuck am I doing wrong? Empty inboxes, a growing stockpile of condoms, 2000 stanzas later and I'm feeling very square 1. Sure I started a new career, my goddaughter is being born, I'm regionally published woopty fuckin doo. I want a relationship. A DAMN good one too. Hey, at least the coffee at my office rocks. Good things are happening, I'm not in jail, I'm working, my oddball unfamily is growing, and hey, I'm cute (even if I'm unfuckable.... or even unwriteable) Guess I just wanted some acolaides (sp) for my first day of work in forever or at least a fucking kiss when I got home. God that sure is asking a lot. Everyone at the office was talking about the christmas party, asking if I was bringing a date... maybe thats what brought it on today. Guess I'm weird for being the only single nonchristian.

Tears Of An Angel
For the Heart thats been broken deep inside you i send you this Angel to hopefully guide you may your heart never faulter and lead you astray im here for you and for Love i will Stay. you have led me to wonder about the pain you've been thru and im here to show its not been for nothing because i'm feeling it to each tear you cry puts a hole in my heart every breath you take only rips me apart the scars you carried those to shall fade because in my heart love can be remade if in life i can love you, let it be known, my Love for you can not be outgrown. if in death i can spare you your life or more pain. i want you to know I'd die again and again.

The Kind Of Christmas Tree I Should Have
You Should Have a Pink Christmas Tree For you, the holidays represent a time of friendship and sharing. You're happy as long as you're spending time with the people you care about. You are passionate about the holidays, and that start of the holiday season makes you very excited. You sometimes go a bit overboard in your celebrations. You just can't help it! Passionate, easily excited, sweet, giving, love, friendship, sensitive, caring Your pink tree would look great with: More pink! You should spend Christmas Eve watching: The Muppet Christmas Carol What you should bake for Santa: Rice krispie treats with red and green food coloring What Color Christmas Tree Should You Have?

What Kind Of Christmas Drink I Am. Lol
You Are Milk Your holiday personality is innocent. The holidays make you feel like a kid all over again. You love every part of the holidays, and you anticipate Christmas morning. You enjoy getting presents as much as you did when you were young! What Holiday Drink Are You? Love this one! LOL

Khristmas Kat
I am currently in the DLS Christmas Auction. Come see what this Kat is offering.....Just click the pic above, be sure to R/F/A Luv up the hostess This bully made with much luv by ★♎★Lucretia★♎★ @ fubar (repost of original by '★♎★Lucretia★♎★ Proudly FuOwned by SixtyNineMunch' on '2008-12-15 21:47:47')

My Dad May He Rest In Peace
I found out this morning that my Dad passed away. I am going to drive to help my mom get things settled tomorrow. My friends have been absolutely awesome thanks for caring and cheering me up. I love ya guys. It is a sad occasion but you keep me strong. And I need to be. So thanks again. talk to you next week.

For Her! ( She Knows Who She Is)
if i was smart id just start off rambling because nothing i say seams to do you justice. I Love you ....doesnt fully encompass even half of what i feel, I Want You doesnt come close to expressing how much i Need You, and i need you says nothing about how much and how often i pray that i never have to find what life would be like without you in it. so heres the deal...............im not going to find out. and neither are you. to say you comeplete me is just not cool i was whole when we met thats how i found you. to say that id die without you is to over the top and kinda screwballed seeing as how i lived without you just fine. so this is what i have to say about you. I Love Want Need Crave Desire Cherish Lust after Long for Ache to Hold Want To Kiss Cant Wait To Cuddle With and Spend My Life With........................You. True Love....is when it hits you so hard it knocks you on your ass and off your feet and it seems like its always been there just hidden from view. It Doesnt FEEL n

Alright Sooo
Im NEW here and i have no clue how to work my way around this website!! So far everyone seems very nice! Sorry for those who are trying to contact me and i dont say hi back. I do know how to add u as a friend so just friend request me and when i figure this things out i can start playin around on this site some more. Thanks mike for recommending the site :) I also have my Y! on here its jadeharleyxoxo c u around!! *sugarkiss*

Dolls Contract
Welcome girls to the DoLLs Contract - If you're looking to be a DoLL please read this contract - agree to this contract - sign this contract - and follow it wherever you go. To be a DoLL you must do a few things for me 1st. Its not much, I know how much of a pain it can be already to r/f/a all the members, that alone shows me enough. 1. Rate, Fan, Add all of the Demented DoLLs - you can find them under my family on the homepage and message me when your done - No SB!. 2. You must have a verified salute! I only want REAL people! I will make an exception if you arent capable at the time you want to join - but you will have a deadline 3. You must make a salute for the DementeD DoLLs- It can be anywhere in your photo - Im not picky.. 3. When I have crowned you a DoLL - Put the name "Official DementeD DoLL" in your name. THATS IT! Please no drama, THIS IS NOT SOMETHING WE ARE LOOKING FOR...if you have problems with someone else..thats a different story, if they downrate

Pls Help Out
Hello my friends and fans!!! I need your help! He been already level 24 we got him up to level 20 again now we need ur help to get him back to level 24 click the link and leave some fulove every rating helps pls R/F/A/B him hard BLACK SANTA -AKA-$$$$-MYSTA BIGZZZ-$$$$$-PU$$YCAT PIMP-$$$$@ fubar lets bring him up to level 24 till xmas pimpout by MRS. CLAUS aka~*~cutemommy82~*~ I'm his diamond and the queen of his heart!!! love u baby@ fubar Merry christmas to everyone!

The Male Tax Law.
Hello, Who can deny? Sorry guys but it's just the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth, so help us god!. TAX LAWS FOR 2007 The only thing IRS has not yet taxed is the PENIS. This is due to the fact that 70% of the time it is hanging around unemployed, 13% of the time it is pissed off, 12% of the time it is hard up, and 5% of the time it's in the hole. It has two dependents, but they're nuts. Issues still under consideration are as follows: * Are there penalties for early withdrawal? * Do multiple partners count as a corporation? * Are condoms deductible as work clothes? Effective January 23, 2007 penises will be taxed according to size. The brackets are as follows: 10"- 12" Luxury Tax 8" - 9" Pole Tax 6" - 7" Privilege Tax 4" - 5" Nuisance Tax Note: ; Males exceeding 12" must file under capital gains.Anyone under 4" is eligible for a refund. PLEASE DO NOT ASK FOR AN EXTENSION Trails Keep Me Strong,Sorrows Keep Me Human,Failures Keeps

To All
hey all this song prolly reaches outto almost everyone in the world...whether you live life tryin to make it by workin multi jobs or dealin to make ends meet or whatever your case may be...anyways this song is for everyone ... krazie bone hey yung thugs the world is yours hey yung thug the world world krazie bone chorus yung thugs my yung thugs yung thugs my yung thugs krazie bone standing outside is broken thug thats me who don't wanna go home wrather stand there frozen up hanggen out in the cold 0 below tryin to find a soul before the mine is gone tryin to find that guiden road and keep rollin on on on on rollin on you better keep rollin on on on on rollin on you better keep rollin on wish bone everytime i look in to the mirror i get to thinkin i'm wrong [i thug i thug] all i see lookin back a thug and i no i did wrong [yung thug yung thug] it's amazin how we get those second chances and you betta slip on [all thugs all thugs] T.H.U.G. is all i want t

Merry Christmas To All!!!
XEROX IS DOING SOMETHING COOL If you go to this web site, www.LetsSayThanks.com you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq . You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to a member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! It is FREE and it only takes a second. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our soldiers over there need to know we are behind them. This takes just 10 seconds and it's a wonderful way to say thank you. Please take the time and please take the time to pass it on for others to do. We can never say enough thank you's. Thanks for taking to time to support our military! I did this and i urge all of you to do the same if only takes like 10 seconds of your time. And just picture the look on the troops faces when they open these cards. And get

Show Him Lotz O, 1 2 3's Hehe Freakin Hater!!
LOL i dont do this much but we have a hater, this guy went to Flirtologist (Cris) page and rated all her pics a 3 even the pic of our friend that just passed away, That says RIP!!!! what a Jerk, Lets show him what it feels like !!! Go Show him Lots Of 1-3's hehe remember to alternate Numbers :P or it will tell u dont hate the player hate the game !!! flipster

My Hh Summary (plain Text)
subject: Your Happy Hour Summary received: 12/15/2008 07:58 pm replied: no block this member Flag as spam Congratulations! Your happy hour was a great success: lots of people gave lots of love. You collected 1,280,520 bonus points as Happy Hour sponsor. Cheers! 323 members leveled up during your happy hour: syberchat91106 'Chill Fu' (4) dontknowwhattoput 'Grasshopper' (3) hrddawg 'Fu-gee' (16) THALUGNUT 'Psycho' (8) Whiskey Bent N Hell Bound 'Fu-ling' (2) saltlife336 'Newfu' (1) miss'behavin 'Fu-ling' (2) Rhondakbt 'Wasted Fu' (7) Shy~n~Wild 'Bad Fu' (13) lilmamagreeter@exstacy lounge 'Bad Fu' (13) Texassweetheart 'Assassin' (18) 831Netty666 'Grasshopper' (3) Randy the Red Nosed Reindeer...aka..."Tana's Toy!" 'Regular' (12) kbrooker 'Fu-Fighter' (5) Cody 'Newfu' (1) carly rose 'Rock Star' (20) St.Pauli 'Psycho' (8) Wicked88~Greeter @ Excito Diabolus ~ 'Barfly' (11) jman1217 'Regular' (12)

December 16 2008
~yesterday I told my crush that I was falling for him. And I feel like a complete ass. Ive done things in the past that I am not proud of, and I am afraid that it is going to bite my happiness in the ass. ~Things have been different since I have been seeing him, but *shrug* who knows. ~been seriously considering leaving fubar again... or just walk away for a while so that I can fix the life that I have *outside of the box*.

First Fubar Blog
I've been a mystery entertainer for most of my life. I've practiced, struggled to perfect my skills, learned to do things with my hands, my mind, my body, my bodily functions even, that are almost miraculous. I've shared these abilities with the world, professionally, since around 1998 or so. I'm going to be 28 this year. If I could travel back in time, and talk to that wee lad sitting in front of that television, watching The Magical Land of Alakazam, watching Copperfield and Kreskin read the minds of incredulous audiences, that little boy already planning to set the world on fire with his own magic, What would I tell him? Would I say to him, "Look kid -- by the time you grow up the world won't need magicians. They'll abandon magic for reason, for prepackaged answers to life's riddles and dry, bottom-line rationality. You won't inspire wonder. You won't change lives. You'll be a momentary diversion at a cocktail party. "And the problem is, you're sensitive; you CARE abou

I Love You
I think i know what true love is. Even though you have hurt me i will still love you. You care about how i feel and what i do in my day not when we can hook up. You are down to earth and you know whats going on. Your strong and beautiful. I hope you see this and realize how much u actually mean to me. You keep me out of trouble and you protect me. I have never felt this way toward someone before. Thank you for showing me what it feels like to be loved. When you told me "You're the love of my life, you're the water to my flower, you're the air I breathe to, you're the medicine that cures me, and you're the beat to my heart" i knew that you didnt mean to hurt me. I dont want you to be like everyone else. I love you with everything i have. I have opened my life and told you how i was and what i have done. i love you and that will never change. I know i over react and assume stuff but thats how i protect myself from getting hurt i am really sorry. I want to trust but i have trusted before

Fully Committed To Now
Why We Are Not Shown the Big Picture Sometimes, we may find ourselves wishing we knew what our lives are going to look like or what gifts and challenges are going to be presented to us in the coming months or years. We may want to know if the relationship we’re in now will go the distance or if our goals will be realized. Perhaps we feel like we need help making a decision and we want to know which choice will work out best. We may consult psychics, tarot cards, our dreams, and many other sources in the hopes of finding out what the future holds. Usually, at most, we may catch glimpses. And even though we think we would like to know the whole story in all its details, the truth is that we would probably be overwhelmed and exhausted if we knew everything that is going to happen to us. Just think of your life as you’ve lived it up to this point. If you are like most of us, you have probably done more and faced more than you could have ever imagined. If someone had told you as a chi

Show Some Love
the twilight levelers are great group of wonderful people who help people level up on here and everyone in my family and friends and fans should go and so them the love and respect they deserve

Auto 11's
WE ALL KNOW AND LOVE CHRIS AKA FEISTYSWEETMOM BECAUSE SHE ROCKS!!! SO THIS IS THE DEAL... SHE HAS AUTO 11'S ON UNTIL TOMORROW AND ALL SHE NEEDS IS A GOOD SPANKING GO TO HER PAGE AND SPANK HER HARD... BUT THIS IS THE CATCH I AM PAYING FOR PEOPLE TO RATE HER... IF YOU RATE 100 PICS YOU GET 10K IN FUBUCKS IF YOU RATE MORE THAN THIS YOU WILL BE PAID ACCORDINGLY IF YOU RATE ALL HER PICS I WILL SEND YOU 50K IN FUBUCKS CLICK HER LINK RIGHT BELOW TO START RATING... CLICK ME AT THE BOTTOM TO GET PAID Chris Aka ~*~DJ Fèî$†ý§wèè†Mºm~*~@Friends and Family with Disabilities Bar and Grill@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE ONE AND ONLY Squirter Princess ♥ R/L WifeToRuiner♥ FuOwned By DeviantOne@ fubar (repost of

Jane's Auto 11
THIS IS AN EXCLUSIVE Guess who has scored another Auto 11? That's right your favorite girl on FUBAR. Hey Everyone I'm back with an Auto 11, come and hook me up with all the rates you can spare. On my way to prophet with only 2.6 million to go. I have over 1900 EZ rate photo's. If you haven't already Fan/Add me to your friend list. My Auto 11's will be activated around 1 P.m Fu-time on Wednesday the 17th. So come and help get me there at the same time level yourself up too. ~5150 Jane~@ fubar This Bulletin was brought to you by myself, Gbeaver Gbeaver, pls F/A/R ~R/L hubby 2 SexyBBW@ fubar This is our way of introducing good people to good people..

Passage Of Time
Sitting alone in the dark of my room Feelings of despair foreshadow my doom Breathing becomes more troublesome I cant wait for death to come Heart racing over 100 beats a minute My chest hurts more deep within it Casting a shadow over my very being My eyes clouded over, I see nothing Its dark, cold and shivers go down my spine I pray for those I love going down the line My eyes are heavy, I cant keep them open now I've fallen over, I cant sit up anyhow My lack of strength has left my body weak My lips wont move, I can not speak My mind reels going over all I would miss Knowing there are lips I would no longer kiss I cant see whats right in front of me I cant think of somewhere else I'd rather be Your arms hold me close and safe, I'd hope No, You aren't there so I wont be able to cope I just want to let go of it all My last breath taken in before I fall Death stole the last bit of life I had Its over but its really not all that bad.

Remembrance
When I read over messages of the past Things I used to think would actually last I was just Dreaming of something that would never be But no matter things will never be as they were, don't you see? The feelings I once had for those around me Were feelings that would set me free But that was so very long ago Things I once knew I no longer know I was happy way back when Simple things made me smile then Now that its over everyone has gone I see I must leave this behind and move on But reading over what use to be my joy Bringing back thoughts of things I used to enjoy Tears fill my eyes remembering things I loved and cherished All are things of the past and have also perished Why is it that things of the past haunt my dreams Why is it that no one hear my silent screams The people that surrounded me at one time have left me behind I was so happy that it was what made me blind My careless, worry free days are over with now Because, what was is gone, its ended s

Randomness
Last beverage → coffee Last phone call → mom Last song you listened to → Christmas music Last time you cried → it's been awhile Last text message - Kel HAVE YOU EVER: Dated someone twice → yes Been cheated on → yes Kissed someone & regretted it → Yeah. Lost someone special → Yes. LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS → Purple, Black, Pink IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU: Made a new friend → Yeah. Fallen in love → No. Laughed until you cried → Yeah. Met someone who changed your life → Nope. Found out who your true friends were → Yeah. Found out someone was talking about you → Yeah but it was no surprised cause the two bitches are know as gossiping shit talkers RANDOM: How many kids do you want to have→ two Do you have any pets → Yep, 3 dogs Do you want to change your name &

My Honey
My little Honey came to me one one rainy Saturday in June when she was about four weeks old and back then she was so tiny she could fit in the palm of my hand.the minute she saw me she started to climb all over me.i fell in love with those sweet eyes that seem to be calling to me for help and i took her on the spot.I thank God ever day that she came to me.Within two hours we where at the Vet and i nearly lost my little Honey.Oh how i cried that day and it still hurts to think about it.Our Vet told us that Honey was ill-treated and that's its lucky we brought her in right away.She couldn't see, couldn't hear and her back legs where not working right but almost 10 months later and after plenty off special care and sleepless nights, Honey has finally recovered.I thank God for bringing her to me and i love her so much my little angel.Her first owner was later fined and had her animals taking away by animal welfare.My vet and i had no choice but to report her and i sleep better because i

I Dont Know If I Like It Or Not. But Let Me Know What U Think
The clouds are out to match my mood for I feel gray because of you. The loneliness and heartache are near; you're carrying out, what is my worst fear. Every day I tell you I love you, and I make an effort to somehow show you, but you blow me off. You have better things to do than love the one who is loving you. I gave and gave- with nothing in return. You lit the fire, and I got burned. Why can't I run? Turn the other way? Why don't I leave? Why do I stay? I feel so abused, I feel so alone. The things that have been can't be undone, But still I stay. I love you... and deep down, I hope you love me too!

Would Like To Reach Henchman Before The Year 2009
Rate me , Fan me , Add me, Re Rate me , Comment me , Bling me any kind of love is apprecited ..Love All you guys come show ms Kitty some lovin ...http://b.pca3.fubar.com/49/26/1716294/tn_3466378174.jpg

Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Real Steel
Real Steel is out of Cleveland - New Philadelphia, Ohio. They have a record label with Retrospect Records. Their influences are Rainbow, U.F.O., Judas Priest, Thin Lizzy, Kiss, Van Halen, Deep Purple, and Savatage. Real Steel emerged from the incredibly fertile Cleveland Ohio Metal Scene of the eighties. Real Steel was actually put together in rural Tuscarawas County by Dave Hasselbach, Scott Smalley, and Bobby Stocker. After a year of trying different people in the other guitar spot, the final piece of the puzzle was found in the form of Parma High School Sophomore Paul Klaff! These four musicians had an incredible chemistry together from the first note they ever played, and also an incredibly intense work ethic that bordered on obsession! Songs came together quickly, and the classic Real Steel Sound of melodic virtuoso guitars, catchy riffs, leather lunged lead vocals, soaring three part harmonies, and a driving rhythm section, were now in place and ready to be taken to the masses. R

Update On Pregnancy
Well I was having such a great nap today....which was cut short by a phone call i really didnt care to have. The doctors have called us in this thursday for an ultrasound...while finding out what the baby is is very exciting this visit is either going to change my life forever or keep it the same. Turns out the blood work i had done recently has come up positive for down syndrome. We go thursday to veryify if the baby has it or not. I dont know what to think everything is still a blurr right now...like its not registering in my head. its odd how one phone call can change everything. Things in life seemed to be great..at first...then dan gets layed off and thats a blow to the gut....but this...well it just tops it off. Hopefully everything is going to be ok. reguardless if the baby has it or not we are still planning on keeping him/her. I realize this is going to be hard...but dismissing the problem would be even harder and completely devestating to me. Therefore im tieing the pieces o

Missing Pieces
We all have missing pieces. Some are bigger then others. Some are missing a word, some a sentence but some of us, the worst off of us are missing whole chapters. Our stories are long and our bindings are worn and battered. And from our pages we have had parts ripped. Sometimes it's been our choice. Sometimes you have to erase a chapter. And sometimes after you tear pages out you have to collect them up and file them back in. But the most heart rending is when something is taken from you. Something that you never wanted to give up. We all have missing pieces. There is a huge whole in my Pride. In my Pack. In my family. Ultimately, in my heart. A child that isn't even mine. I'm heart sick and lost. There is NOTHING I can do. I have never felt so helpless. I can't even be a comfort to his distraught and anguished father. I feel so totally useless... We bleed together and die alone.

27 Years Later....the Truth Prevails
Get your own Flash MP3 Player Myspace Layouts - Myspace Backgrounds - Myspace Codes "Six year old Adam Walsh disappeared from a Hollywood mall on July 27, 1981. Fishermen discovered his severed head in a canal 120 miles away two weeks later. The rest of his body was never found. The suspect, Ottis Toole, had twice confessed to killing the child, but later recanted. He claimed responsibility for hundreds of murders, but police determined most of the confessions were lies. Toole's niece told the boy's father, John Walsh, her uncle confessed on his deathbed in prison that he killed Adam. Authorities made a series of crucial errors, losing the bloodstained carpeting in Toole's car — preventing DNA testing — and the car itself. It was a week after the boy's disappearance before the FBI got involved. "So many mistakes were made," John Walsh said in 1997, upon the release of his book "Tears of Rage," which harshly criticized the Hollywood Police Department's work o

"just A Four Letter Word"
“Just a Four Letter Word” If you think of it hard, it’s just a four letter word To some the most blissful thing that they’ve heard Still to others a feeling, a thing that they chase Or the sweetest of pains that no time can erase Some people they seek it, and yet don’t know it’s name To others it’s toyed with, like a small child’s game And still more grasp it tightly, to force it to stay And some never know it, yet they like it that way For some it’s a treasure, the true Holy Grail Others fight hard to keep it, when it’s grown stale When the once ripe fruit has rotted there on the vine And withered and died with the passage of time There’s men that cross oceans in search of it’s wonder That would give up their souls when it’s dragging them under It offers the hopeful the most wondrous of sights And takes true believers to dizzying heights To some it’s mere mention is a poisonous sting The memories dark and the pain that they bring But these are the ones who

Friends Kid
So I am at a friends house and she is yelling at her kids to go in there room and clean them. But her words were " Clean this shit up".. I told her to calm down and stop yelling..a few minutes later her daughter walks in crying.. I asked her what was wrong and she said to me.." Mommy is going to be mad..I can't find any poop on my floor"..

L
The disclaimer: For the one who will surely read this, I'm just purging I swear. I've said recently that I have never been in love. That's not entirely true. The truth is, I know no one has ever loved me. Tears ever present Loneliness all consuming The bitter anguish of hopelessness I pray constantly. I beg for a sign, a sense of direction. I know that my heart is good and that I have every right to share it. I don't know that sex is necessarily the culprit. I've always believed that my body is all they would allow me to give. Anything else I give would have too much emotion in it...and no one wants that. I'm not afraid of being alone. Just sick of it.

"lend A Match"
“Lend a Match” Please lend a match, and light the fire Give me strength when I start to tire Hold me fast when my world is weary Oh lend a match, please lend a match Yes my timbers are often damp So lend a match and light the lamp That guides me safely home along that rocky shore Oh lend a match, please lend a match They say many things start from simple sparks And you know it’s oh so true You see before you came, there was just no flame Until you went and lent that match Light my candle in the night so dark Give me warmth to soothe my heart Reach down in my soul, and you will make it whole Oh lend a match, please lend a match And now my fire is burning bright Yes, my world once more is filled with light Because you caught my words, and to show you heard You lent a match, you lent a match You lent a match, you lent a match… Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

Betcha Didn't Know...
I was invited to be in Miss Indiana and Miss America? It was obviously a few years ago, before I had Autumn, and I thought about doing it. I just didn't for some reason. I wonder how different life would have been if I did though. I was friends with the person that won both of them. And I know for sure I would have beat her out if I accepted to go in the first place. So that could have been me instead of her. I'd have a lame road named after me and shit rofl. But alas, I think I'm happier with my life now then I would have been if I were Miss America. Sure, you get the brief fame and money and shit, but I've got my daughter and my wonderful man lover bucket boyfriend and my Playstation 3. Yes, I'm very content and satisfied with life. Oh, if you're looking for a hard drive, get the 1TB Green Drive from Fantom Drives. Best external device I've used fucking ever. And it was only 109.99 bucks.

"the Adventure"
“The Adventure” Today I start my journey, today I face the sea Braving storms and tempests, to see all that I can see Casting off the lines that held me, to the place I’ve always stood These sails they are my hopes, and my heart’s this hull of wood And my courage is my crew, and I have it because of you You’re my map, my compass, all my things so true Now you’re standing by my side, and thanks to you I grip the wheel And this adventure is the only thing I feel And you’re the wave that surges at my very bow The current in my sea, that pushes me somehow To the horizon I can’t see, but I know you’re here with me You’re the breeze that came and set me free You’re the hand that helps me learn to steer On my rudder to guide me through the fear Past the jagged reefs, and the gales so strong I pray that this adventure lingers on And you’re the wave that surges at my very bow The current in my sea, that pushes me somehow To the horizon I can’t see, but I know you’r

Love Vs Like
are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest?? -it isn`t love, it`s like. you can`t keep your eyes or hands off of them, am i right?? -it isn`t love, it`s lust. are you proud, and eager to show them off?? -it isn`t love, it`s luck. do you want them because you know they`re there?? -it isn`t love, it`s loneliness. are you there because it`s what everyone wants?? -it isn`t love, it`s loyalty. are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand?? -it isn`t love, it`s low self-esteem. do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don`t want to hurt them?? -it isn`t love, it`s pity. do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?? -it isn`t love, it`s infatuation. do you pardon their faults because you care about them?? -it isn`t love, it`s friendship. do you tell them every day they are the only one you think of?? -it isn`t love, it`s a lie. are you willing to give all of

Broken
well i have fallin in love again..but am to afraid of getting hurt like the last time...i have no clue what to do. he is so sweet to me. but everything he says i dont believe cause thats what seth said to me.. i dont think i can ever show love again. (a heart so tender and shy gets broken with one little lie) what has happened to me??? i used to have a kind heart.. now all i have is hate and anger and only feel a lil love???

Worst Magazine Ever!
Yeah, Rolling Stone magazine is terrible lol their newest issue is the top singles/albums of the year...and lo and behold, Bob Dylan is near the top as always I know there are alot of Bob Dylan fans who will praise him to the highest mountain peaks, but cmon...ever album he puts out is worthy of 1 or 2? Eh, thats a small gripe compared to the ranking of Vampire Weekends debut album at number 11 of the year. I saw them live in concert and man, they were horrible, nothing awesome about them at all. Yet, in the description given, they are "built to last" in the humble opinion of the writer. I sure hope they are wrong :D Ok, thats all...had to get that off my chest.

Missing The One
Today i sit here with a great pain in my heart.I know we shall be friends forever but I shall always miss being lovers.When we are together we laugh as if we were never apart and when we are apart my heart vies for your love and affection.When we speak I no longer hear the love in your voice I once heard not so long ago.I know this is for the best my heart longs for you to be my love once again.You were my greatest joy and still yet my greatest sorrow.I will always cherish the love,frienship and guidance you have given me.

Prayers To The Hurricane Victims
my prayers are with you in this time of hurricane crisis. If anyone is reading this now...I don't often request this in my blogs but repost this into yours...Thank you. Sponsored in part by $2 dollars to make a difference www.myspace.com/td2mad

This Site.
Why is mostly everyone on this site losers? Seriously, they're all "oooh me fu-owner" "ooh come to our lounge" Blaaa blaaa blaaaah! Bollocks. >.< You people all suck, and you make me sick. I HATE you n00bs... You may all die now! =]

Yeah I'm That Good Lol
You have a Sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Twas The Night
twas the night before xmas and all through fu bar land there was nothing sterring not even you. i heard a clit clatter on the roof top, when i took a look jolly saint nick was staring at me, on bettie, on xciteme, on jessica or sugar, why wasnt the naughties out tonight, the raindeer were drunk, watching the gals, merry xmas to all and all have a good xmas bedrock

Yeah Yeah Yeah
you know how they say a song fits your personality. well here's a song to explain how im feelin. Limp Bizkit- Behind Blue Eyes. and it really sucks to be here at this point. and i wonder...why do i have to let things get to me. why do i care so much. but life goes on and i keep going. smiling like everything is ok. i can be a cold hearted bitch but even us cold hearted bitches cry sometimes. when they're let down. when they're hurt. but they choose not to show it. and here's me not showing it but expressing it.

The Touch Of His Hands
Have you ever met someone whose very touch was electricity? I'm lucky; I've met two. The first was my late husband Gus. When we first met we both knew instantly that we had loved each other before, in other lives. The first time we touched in this life was like coming into contact with a downed power line! We both felt it, and looked at each other startled, reading the thought in each others minds "Did you Feel that too?!" Gus was the love of my life, he died in my arms almost three years ago from a rare liver disease when he was only 41 years old. Gus was a gifted healer who could take pain off people just by putting his hands on them. I know, because he did it for me. His touch was to me like nothing I had ever experienced, and certainly nothing I ever expect to find again. THE TOUCH OF YOUR HANDS I savor the moment you led me to the Sea Silently your hand you offered me Lending me your quiet might We walked together in the night Hands of leather Touched me like a feather Then st

I Wanna Cry
I just wanna curl up in a ball and cry and just let all the pain and anguish im feeling right now out so the whole world can know what im going thru.Love is supposed to be easy not hard.Its not supposed to still hurt when i see my ex with another woman when im happy for him.Its not supposed to kill me everytime i look into his eyes or think about how he used hold me when i lay in bed at nite.Im going crazy.I want someone to know what im going thru i want someone to tell me im not alone in this.I want him to tell me it kills him when he sees im online or hears my voice.I want someone who is always going to love me not run when its hard or say "im still in love you with you but i cant be with you"Honestly thats NOT A FUCKIN ANSWER.Damn just because its easy for him to say to me doesnt mean its easy for me to hear.I feel useless and cold.I want something different in my life but i dont know how im goin to accomplish that if i cant let go of the one person who i dont have a chance in hell

Love
What a great word love.Its just one of those words that one minute can make u feel like ur in the clouds and the next make a grown man cry like a 5 year old little girl.I love it but i hate it.Its done nothing for me but bring people in my life and then turn right around and take them away.Its like its a conspiracy to make sure i see it dangling in front of me and right as i reach for it,it falls out of my reach.Only once have i felt true love to what,to really know what its like when someone looks at u and is in complete awe of your presence.As stalkerish and obsessive as it sounds its the best feeling in the world.Its only a shame that he gave me up so easily because i felt the same way about him.Love is really a drug that makes you high 100% of the time when it hits you then all of a sudden just as it appeared it disappears leaving you alone,helpless,sudicial,homicidial and broken.Its likes after a one nite stand before you roll over and see who u slept it your feeling strong,invinc

On A Roll
I dont think i could ever express how much of an idiot i feel half the time for still loving all the people who have hurt me in my life.Most people are able to walk away and just forget them not me i still tlk to them,cry about what they put me through,and forgive them like its nothing.But the truth is it is something it still hurts to look at the ones who said i love you then walked away,it still hurts to know that everything was all a lie and that i never meant that much to those who told me they love me.I walk around with not a broken heart but a broken soul,a broken spirit.im broken and everytime i repair myself i fall to pieces again.does this mean im not strong?does it mean im a weak person?I've been thru so much in such a short time that i've lost me,i've lost my happiness,the love i used to have for myself.its all gone it disappeared.Im supposed to take care of others but yet i cant even take care of myself.

Why
why do i even bother with men all they ever do is break my heart....just like my justin who i use to love until we got in a fight now i know he don't give a fuck anymore and he doesn't know i wanted to spend the rest of my life with him....it really sucks and i think i just need to give up and move the fuck on!

Using Snow As An Excuse!
God, I hate that. I live 35 minutes away from work, and because I work on the radio, I am required to be here everyday...much like a mailman...through rain, sleet, snow....all that shit. Typically I am on the road BEFORE the snowplows get out, so I see the worst road conditions. Sometimes that 35 minute drive takes as much as an hour. We have a woman here on the staff who lives..LITERALLY a half a mile from the radio station. She just called in to tell me that because of the snowstorm, she'd "get there when she could." I just looked out the window.....the roads are plowed....and we only have 3 inches on the ground. Sorry....venting.

~ Open Letter-choices ~
Tell me where you came from and it also tells me who you are at this point....Show me your choices and it allows me to see who you are becoming. Each day is an empty canvas for all of us, irregardless of our past, good or bad. And each day, every decision is a path to a new life...every decision leads to one....not the sum total but every single one of them alone....no one makes us angry or sad or hurt....they only do things in front of us and we decide..again, decision....we decide what value to assign to their words or actions. I do not put value in negative, it only empowers others, I try to grasp onto positive and be positive, even in the face of adversity. Our choices, our decisions tend to become 'Patterns of Action' and in turn, those 'Patterns' become us..the way we react and view things...they become "Habits". Habits can be productive or counterproductive...that is our decision. Bad Habits can only be excised and replaced by starting a new and positive pattern of action and us

What If Life Was Backwards?
Life is lived backwards. You'd start out dead and get it out of the way. Then, wake up in an old peoples' home feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too healthy; go collect your pension, then when you start working, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. At retirement - 18 years of age - you drive the sportscar you can actually enjoy! You eat what you want, you party... and you get ready to start school. You go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a baby, and then ....... You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in spa-like conditions; central heating, room service on tap, larger quarters every day... And then, you finish off as an orgasm

An Early Merry Christmas & One Wish I'd Love To Come True
First, off I know this post is a bit early for Christmas/Yule/ etc..but there's no guarantee that I'll be around to make one so I hope you all have a wonderful and joy filled holiday. Next, unlike others there is only one wish that I would love to make come true this holiday season and every holiday season and that is for every man woman and child who suffers needlessly at the hands of others, at their own hands, etc to smile, to have a reason to be happy and to see the wrong in what is being done to them and the wrong in what they are doing to themselves. If I could I would take in every abused and neglected child and show them that that is not how a child is supposed to be treated; I would take in every runaway and show them that they have nothing to fear, nothing to run from. A dream it will remain since it is a wish that may never come true due to all the evil in society.

The Gift
this it wat i feel for him i miss him so much lyrics included. [Verse 1] You changed my life, it’s really happening. It’s like I’m in a dream. Your sacrifice, it made me change my mind. Thought all men were just the same. (Just the same) You made me trust again, made me feel safe and loved. You didn’t pressure me, gave me a chance to open up my heart. [Hook] I won’t be the one to pull away. Tell me you’re the man that’s gunna stay. I know that this gift can last, say you’ll never leave me, and I’ll always be right here. [Chorus] This gift…opened up my heart to you. This gift… a dream that was built just for two. This gift… is everything I cherished; you want my hand in marriage. Your love is the greatest gift of all. This gift…is everything I couldn’t have. This gift…I accept now take my hand. This gift…showed me how to love thee; this is how it should be. Your love is the greatest gift of all. [Verse 2] You are the only man to show

Man In Jeans
I cannot get that picture out of my head. It's of a man, in jeans--hard. So hard that I can see his cock running down his leg. Ugh. The tip of him, outlined. Veins showing. His shaft, wanting to explode.I fantasize of teasing him back again so badly by rubbing my body all over him, feeling his cock throb against my bare skin. Rub against him, wearing the thinest panties, making his leg wet from my desire. Cupping him through his jeans, stroking him with my fingernail tips, making him cum in his jeans. Remembering in my mind, what he look like exposed hmmm....a nice curve to his shaft. How he would feel inside me again. Above all, tasting him. His precum dripping from his tip. That twirl of my tongue.... that first suck down his shaft. The smell of him. His body reaction. His voice. His growls at me. Moans of pleasure. Groans of desire. Then, I think about his hands. Where are they on my body. Our kissing. The want to just have him for one night, at the very least, drives me insane.But

Silly Boy
He broke my heart like an old toy, Karma's going to be a bitch for that silly boy. Now its time to trade the part, He really shouldnt have broken my heart. Shaking hands, trembling lips, A hesitant smile as the flesh rips. Gritting teeth, squinting eyes, I wont hear anymore of his lies. Tape his mouth, State into his face, Soon his blood I will taste. Breath in deep let it out slow, All my pain he is about to know. Tie his hands,bind his feet, Now step back and take a seat. A scalpel to the nail a needle to the eye, Soon he will be begging to die. Cut off his lids so that he may see, The blade thats being controlled by me. Pop off his nails one by one, Screams of pain for all he's done. He made the bed in which he must lye, So slowly I plunge the blade deep inside. Now he knows I am not a toy, Cause I cut the heart out of that silly boy.

My Sexual Desires!!!
I am always so hot, so wet, soaked through my fishnets. Highly intensly sexual I feel. Strong odor of phermones brings on sex appeal. I have wicked desires for both woman and man. I want to control them and make them want me both at the same time and I know I can. I bind, I blind, I spank and degrade but what gets me off is to be watched while I play. I have nothing to hide, I show my body and let my sexuality be my guide. I like to touch myself all over showing every inch of the goods. I especially love it when that person is watching from a hidden place and doesn't think I know it. I get so wet they can hear it when I masturbate as I do in full view. I get off just knowing they are probably standing back there touching themselves too. I am Mistress with many talents and ideas that would take any sub to new heights, but I am a Mistress that with the right people likes to play and roleplay whom I consider intimate friend/lovers!!!!

"jealous Guy."
“Jealous Guy” You know I really love you, You know I really care And that is why I keep you close You’re not going anywhere Because the world outside is nasty And you have to watch your back There’s a lot of strange ones just outside The door to my old shack But here inside you’re always safe And yet I wonder why The other ones, with simple minds Call me a jealous guy Perhaps it’s because they don’t know our love They’ll never understand How a woman like you can mean so much In the life plan of this man I often think of our first date From there things moved so fast I just knew that you were wanting me And that our love would really last So I brought you to my cabin here We both knew that it was best And although you said the words, “Please no.” I knew you what you meant was, “Yes.” And I pampered you, I bathed you I even brushed your hair I gave you special jewelry, Like that collar that you wear This iron one with heavy links That’s anc

Words Like Honey
I love you, Not only for what you are, But for what I am When I am with you. I love you, Not only for what You have made of yourself, But for what You are making of me. I love you For the part of me That you bring out; I love you For putting your hand Into my heaped-up heart And passing over All the foolish, weak things That you can't help Dimly seeing there, And for drawing out Into the light All the beautiful belongings That no one else had looked Quite far enough to find. I love you because you Are helping me to make Of the lumber of my life Not a tavern But a temple; Out of the works Of my every day Not a reproach But a song. I love you Because you have done More than any creed Could have done To make me good, And more than any fate Could have done To make me happy. You have done it Without a touch, Without a word, Without a sign, You have done it By being yourself. Perhaps that is what Being a friend means, After all.

No Air
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air {Jordin} If I should die before I wake It's cause you took my breath away Losing you is like living in a world with no air, oh {Chris Brown} I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave My heart won't move, it's incomplete Wish there was a way that I could make you understand {Jordin} But how do you expect me To live alone with just me 'Cause my world revolves around you It's so hard for me to breathe {CHORUS} Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air Can't live, can't breathe with no air That's how I feel whenever you ain't there There's no air, no air Got me out here in the water so deep Tell me how you gonna be without me If you ain't here I just can't breathe There'a no air, no air No air, air {4x} [Chris Brown] I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew Right off the ground, to flow to you There's no gravity to hold me down, for real {Jordin} But somehow I'm still alive inside You took my breath, but I

"hit Man"
“Hit Man” The year was 1955, and I found myself dejected Another article I’d sent, had come back to me rejected You see, I’m a music critic, I profile the new sounds I go to see the shows of singers, and bands for miles around And in that dingy rooming house, I felt I’d had enough My life was empty, my career was dead, I was sick of all this stuff So I looped my worn old leather belt, around a ceiling beam And lingered there, perched on that chair, about to end my dream I was almost ready, about to jump, not to suffer any more But then I heard that steady knock, upon my wooden door I still don’t remember untying the belt, or climbing down off the chair And now my door was to open to show a tall man standing there I guy I’d never seen before, dressed from head to toe in black His angular facial features framed by a sharp and snazzy hat “Good evening to you, I’d like to talk, aren’t you going to ask me in?” He said with piercing deep black eyes and the vaguest hi

Savage Garden-i Knew I Loved You
maybe it's intuition but some things you just don't question.like in your eyes i see my future in an instant.and there it goes i think i've found my best friend.i know that it might sound more then a little crazy but i believe.i knew i loved you before i met you i think i dreamed you into life.i knew i loved you before i met you i have been waiting all my life.there's just no rhyme or reason only this sense of completion and in your eyes i see the missing pieces i'm searching for i think i found my way home.i know that it might sound more then a little crazy but i believe.i knew i loved you before i met you i think i dreamed you into life.i knew i loved you before i met you i have been waiting all my life.a thousand angels dance around you i am complete now that i've found you i knew i loved you before i met you i think i dreamed you into life.i knew i loved you before i met you i have been waiting all my life.i knew i loved you before i met you i think i dreamed you into life.i knew i

Job Interview Today!
As some of you that are my closest of friends know, I have been horribly unhappy at my current job. Therefore, I've launched a fevered search to get another one. Today I have an interview by phone w/Embarq. Hopefully this will be what I need to get outta the stressful job I have now. Call center work is what I know best, so I'm hopin this will work out! Wish me luck ya'll! BTW, HAPPY HOLIDAYS! ~H

New Deadly Spider In The Us
FYI NEW POISONOUS SPIDER IN THE UNITED STATES A spider bite...please read............. And you thought the brown recluse was bad!!! Three women in North Florida , turned up at hospitals over a 5-day period, all with the same symptoms. Fever, chills, and vomiting, followed by muscular collapse, paralysis, and finally, death. There were no outward signs of trauma. Autopsy results showed toxicity in the blood. These women did not know each other, and seemed to have nothing in common It was discovered, however, that they had all visited the same restaurant (Olive Garden) within days of their deaths. The health department descended on the restaurant, shutting it down. The food, water, and air conditioning were all inspected and tested, to no avail. The big break came when a waitress at the restaurant was rushed to the hospital with similar symptoms. She told doctors that she had been on vacation, and had only went to the restaurant to pick up her check. She did not eat

Adolf Hitler Campbell ???
http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/n/a/2008/12/16/national/a162200S22.DTL 12-17) 09:33 PST Easton, Pa. (AP) -- A supermarket is defending itself for refusing to a write out 3-year-old Adolf Hitler Campbell's name on his birthday cake. Deborah Campbell, 25, of nearby Hunterdon County, N.J., said she phoned in her order last week to the Greenwich ShopRite. When she told the bakery department she wanted her son's name spelled out, she was told to talk to a supervisor, who denied the request. Karen Meleta, a ShopRite spokeswoman, said the store denied similar requests from the Campbells the last two years, including a request for a swastika. "We reserve the right not to print anything on the cake that we deem to be inappropriate," Meleta said. "We considered this inappropriate." The Campbells ultimately got their cake decorated at a Wal-Mart in Pennsylvania, Deborah Campbell said Tuesday. Wal-Mart spokeswoman Anna Taylor told The Easton Express-Times that the

Dean's List
So I checked my grades online :) I am under Academic Recognition and the Additional Standing, I made the Dean's List.. so proud of myself lol.. and for some reason my friend matt keeps calling me his lil over achiever haha... shush up matt lol... but anyways.. also im not feeling so well lately, suppose im missing somethings, trying to re-adjust i suppose.. anyways.. I am off to my dad's house for the evening.. message me if you need too..cheer me up if you can :) Love always, Chrissy... Have a safe and happy holiday ♥

You Never Know
Just when you get all caught up in the items in your life and the holiday season something happens that makes you step back and wonder what the hell? I am talking about a good friend, neighbor and the guy who was always willing to help and bring a smile when doing it. Steven Paling Jr. 34 of Roseville past away in his sleep 12/16/2008. He lived two doors down from me and we were close enough that if either of us were away for the weekend the other had and eye out for the others house and well-being. Steve will be missed a great deal by my family and myself. Our hearts, thoughts and prayers go out to his wife Keri and his son of 2 yrs Jonah as well as his close and extended family. I ask that everyone just pause a minute and reflect back at how lucky we are to be here today. I know I will always remember the big smile and larger than life man I am proud to say I knew and had as a friend. Steven you are missed and knowing the man you were I know you are in a good place.

Sleazy And The Stupid
WTF? Seriously here! What a sleaze he is and how fucking stupid is this woman?!?! Suspect Peterson says he's engaged to marry Publicist confirms commitment to 23-year-old woman despite missing wife Oct. 28: One year after his wife Stacy’s disappearance, Drew Peterson tells TODAY’s Matt Lauer he believes she’s still alive and with another man. Drew Peterson, the retired Illinois police sergeant who gained national attention after he was suspected in his third wife's disappearance, is engaged to be married again, his publicist said Wednesday. Peterson's publicist Glenn Selig confirmed the engagement to a 23-year-old woman to NBC's Chicago affiliate, WMAQ, after it was first reported by CBS News. The woman's name was not revealed for privacy reasons. Selig said that the 54-year-old Peterson made this decision to remarry because he wanted to be happy and was trying to move forward with his life.

Clarification
If it's SOOO crazy for someone to turn me down, WHERE THE HELL are they hiding the NORMAL people?! I hear that shit WAY TOO fucking often for my own good, and I'm sick and tired of it. DON'T fucking patronize me with your bullshit. Don't sugarcoat everything that you type to me. JUST BECAUSE I'm relatively good looking, Doesn't mean you have to be a lying asshole and patronize me with meaningless compliments. I might be a sensitive kinda guy, But I assure you, your opinion ISN'T going to hurt my feelings. So basically quit fucking telling me that "it's crazy for women to turn me down", and shit like that. If you GENUINELY like me, SAY SOMETHING. If you are just trying to "be nice to me for whatever sick reason you have", DON'T BOTHER. BE REAL. BE YOURSELF. Just don't be a moron about it. (please?)

Blessings!
As another person passe,s, The Crown , The throne, Another Tear passe's Upon my family Be safe all, Dont mix alchol & painkillers, Death & duty, Calls my soul, To an early Grave Blessed be , Unto Mother Deer, And Father BUNNY, & Marc,. & my deer Vampires!

Native American Quotes N Sayings
Native American Quotations, Sayings, and Thoughts (Cherokee) O'siyo Oginalii Tsilugi Hello Friends Welcome! Wakan Tankan Nici Un (May the Great Spirit walk with you) (Cherokee) Yigaquu osaniyu adanvto adadoligi nigohilvi nasquv utloyasdi nihi May the Great Spirit's Blessings Always Be With You (Cherokee) Afrika Ho! Mitakuye Oyasin "We Are All Related" (Cherokee) Ea Nigada Qusdi Idadadvhn "All My Relations In Creation" Trouble no one about their religion; respect others in their view and demand that they respect yours. ~Chief Tecumseh~ "When the Earth is sick, the animals will begin to disappear, when that happens, The Warriors of the Rainbow will come to save them. ~Chief Seattle ~ Brother, you say there is but one way to worship and serve the Great Spirit. If there is but one religion, why do you white people differ so much about it? Wh

For Those That Have Been Concerned
well the docotor doesnt think that physical therapy will do liberti any good so he is fitting her for a back brace to help the mass and the scholiosis. if it doesnt help strengthen her and fix her back then he is looking in to doing surgery. so it looks like a long gtrips to childrens once again but its ok whatever it takes to get her better

Unimportant
i feel so unimportant to some like it is i am here to please others. others feelings are supposed to be important but mine arent. in life we are always taken for granted but we arent to take others for granted. my thoughts mean nothing to people and what i say doesnt matter. oh well such is life nothing changes nothing stays the same. if wondering is this about somebody, no one in particular yet everyone in particular. if i cant do something for someone they get angry at me yet my life is busy. i am a mom, i cant help that. no one will understand my blog yet i do. will i explain it no i wont. for the most part i dont mind these feelings but today they are overwhelming. do i want pity no i dont i dont need pity or anything just wanted to get thoughts out on paper.

What Happened To Glo
Well if your reading this you have solved the mystery congratulations.My other profile was deleted not by me but by my bf robby cause he got pissed by the fact he just noticed yeasterday I was 3 peoples fu gf I was like so what but he got mad and took the profile off so today I made my mystery profile.

Solitary
Set me aflame and cast me free Away you wretched world of tethers Through the endless night and day I have never wanted more. Always thought that I would stand Before the faceless name of Justice Like some law unto myself Like a child of God again. And if rain brings winds of change Let it rain on us forever I have no doubts from what I've seen I have never wanted more. With this line I'll mark the past As a symbol of beginning I have no doubt from what I've seen I have never wanted more. In this picture stands a man Far away, alone and distant Like a solitary field In some nameless foreign land. All around him points of light Start to dim and cease transmitting Shadows fell on futile games And then there was nothing more. Through the screams of falling steel By the light of flares and wisdom All the doubts I could not face All this time I wanted more. With a line I mark the past As a symbol of beginning To the gods whose names we've lost And the name

My Guardian Angel
My Angel ever at our side how lovely you must be - To leave your home in heaven, to guard watch over all of us. When I'm far away from home, or feeling this awful pain I know you will protect me, from harm along the way. Your beautiful and shining face, I see not, though you're near The sweetness of your lovely voice, I can really hear. When I pray, you're praying too, your prayer is to see us through. You're watching over us. Bless you all and my God be with us!! PLEASE JOIN TO SHOW SOME LOVE & SUPPORT....

Tickling Defined
Tickling as a fetish is perhaps one of the most common human behaviors known, in that studies indicate nearly 85 percent of adults in some way or another enjoy tickling others, being tickled themselves, or watching others be tickled. Apart from these general attitudes from tickling, forced laughter by tickling can also be found in the sexual fetish world of BDSM. Those who gain sexual pleasure from tickling and/or being tickled are known to have a tickling fetish. Those who seek tickling out, and who gain pleasurable excitement from tickling and/or being tickled are known to have a "Tickling Fixation". Tickle fetishes involving "erotic tickling" (frequent breaks, safewords, sensual movements), using fingers to tickle areas such as the ribs or feet, using the tongue to lick the face, soles of the feet and toes or items such as feathers and brushes to produce tickling sensations as part of erotic foreplay. There is even a form of online tickling through a messaging client known as

The Yule Cat
The oldest written sources on the Yule Cat are from the Nineteenth Century. These refer to the fact that those who do not get a new item of clothing for Yule are destined to become offerings for the Yule Cat. It may sound strange that the deprived ones will also become the sacrifices, but this tradition is based on the fact that every effort was made to finish all work with the Autumn wool before Yule. The reward for those who took part in the work was a new piece of clothing. Those who were lazy received nothing. Thus the Yule Cat was used as an incentive to get people to work harder. A woman describes a scene from her youth in the last century thus: "We were lazy doing this chore. Then we were reminded of the Yule Cat. We thought that was some terrible beast and the last thing we wanted was to be one of his offers". One of Iceland's most beloved poets in this century, Jóhannes úr Kötlum, wrote a lay about the Yule Cat. It follows in the translation of Vignir Jónsson, who says:

My Survey
Your Colors Say You Are Caring When you are at peace, you are: Deeply stable When you are moved to act, you are: Giving and warm When you are inspired, you are: Spontaneous and adventurous When your life is perfectly balanced, you are: Philosophical and expressive Your life's purpose is: To live a passionate life The Ultimate Color Test

Everything Happens 4 A Reason
Have u ever bought a lottery ticket n won big bucks? it happened cause u were broke n needed money. U play one on one with a friend in basketball n lose, u lost cause u suck n ur friend just saved u from making a huge career mistake. U screw up real bad by doing something that landed u in jail, but r given a chance by staying there or going in2 the marines 2 better urself, lets just say u didn't end up in prison. U ever go in2 a store 2 buy something u really want but they don't have it in ur size or its not in stock? Maybe cause it just wasn't the right item 4 u. U ever meet someone n know that u were meant 2 be together forever? Thats cause u found ur soulmate. Things u do in ur life play out the way they were supposed 2 cause it was meant 2 happen whether it was good or bad. Next time something happens tell urself, "it was meant 2 happen 4 whatever reason"

Windigo
“Windigo” The Iroquois around their campfires Would speak of demons and they’d tell The story of the Windigo That bloodsucking witch from Hell A flying apparition, Without a body, just a head She would feast upon the living And drain them until dead With cruel fangs and glowing eyes She drifted through the air And trailing out behind her Was her filthy flowing hair But it was not her appearance, not just her look That filled a soul with fright There also was the sound of her awful shrieks That echoed through the night At first they’d sound like a blowing wind A rustling of the breeze But then in turn they grew in savage force Bouncing off the trees Until the hapless begging victim Would cover from the shrieks Clutching his ears to stem the flow Of the blood that ran down his cheeks And when he was both deaf and helpless The Windigo would pounce Ripping open his throat to feast on his fluids And drinking down the very last ounce You may thin

How To Welcome Back The Sun For Yule
The ancients knew that the winter solstice was the longest night of the year -- and that meant that the sun was beginning its long journey back towards earth. It was a time of celebration, and for rejoicing in the knowledge that soon, the warm days of spring would return, and the dormant earth would come back to life. On this one day, the sun stands still in the sky, and everyone on earth knows that change is coming. Because this is a festival of fire and light, feel free to use lots of candles and lights, solar symbols, bright colors, or even a bonfire. Bring light back into your home and your life. 1. Like any Sabbat, this festival works well if paired up with a feast. Celebrate the sun's return by preparing all kinds of winter foods -- whip up a batch of cornbread, a pot of buttered rum, plum pudding, cranberry dressing, game stew, etc. Have the whole family eat together prior to the ritual. Clean up, and when you're done, cover your table or altar with candles. Use as many

A Carrot, A Egg Or Coffee
a carrot, an egg and coffee.... A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asks, "Tell me what you see." "Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied. Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and note

"down On The Farm"
“Down on the Farm” Farmer Clemmens raised the finest pigs So big and fat they’d grown Because down on the farm his pigs would feast On muscle, skin, and bone Not quite the normal thing you say To feed a growing hog or sow In fact it’s downright strange to give The animals such chow But for Clemmens it worked, And he won all the ribbons, at the local 4H club And no one suspected, nobody knew His pigs were dining on human grub Sometimes a vagrant, sometimes a hobo, Sometimes a runaway teen They ended up in the pen, when he threw them in Then he stood back and relished the scene The snorting and grunting combined with the screams Created the most hellish din And there watched old farmer Clemmens, his pipe in his mouth While the victim was torn limb from limb With frenzied delight, and frothing with hunger The pigs devoured their struggling meal Until even the clothing was fully consumed With a satisfied snort and a squeal He never got caught, and it

Wateva!
hungover again damnit! can't get shit done. long nite of drinkin, had hella fun. lookin at titties and ass all nite, came cross 2 dudes, they both was white. one was a dickhead, the otha was drunk, struck up conversation, i showed him no punk. this dumb mufucka started buyin mad shots, guess datz his only way of gettin in twats. my style is diff ain't gotta say shit. look da bitch in da eye, then she on my dick. dumb fuck kept spendin and gettin nowhere. i'm slammin his shots like fuck it dont care. it got so ridiculous i gave drinks away, here bitch drink this fast so i dont look gay. like i cant hang with drinkin all night, but itz a diff when u with someone white. had my own tab, he said yo i got it bro, u're my bro from another mutha, i don't even know u yo. was all in my head. i nodded 2 my bartender, he heard wat he said. said thanx 2the white boy, before stumblin 2 the door, "hey bro u get me next time", he said, i'm like for sho. knownin goddamn well this dumb prick wont re

What Is Love?
What is love? It is one of the most difficult questions for the mankind. Centuries have passed by, relationships have bloomed and so has love. But no one can give the proper definition of love. To some �Love is friendship set on fire� for others �Maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it�. No matter how you define it or feel it, love is the eternal truth in the history of mankind. Love is patient, love is kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud. It rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker. Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life. Always stand steadfast in love, not fall into it. It is like the dream of your matter of affection coming true. Love can occur between two or more individuals. It bonds them and connects them in a unified link of trust, intimacy and interdependence. It enhances the relationship and comforts the soul. Love should be experienced and not just felt. Th

Made For Me
AUTO 11s ARE ON!!! GO GET YOUR PTS! HELP OUT MY GIRL! SHES NEEDING MUCH MUCH LOVE!! TRYING TO GET TO PROPHET!! AND SHE WILL ACTUALLY RETURN THE LOVE!! *AUTOS ON* DEVIL'S ANGEL...(OWNED BY LEADCHUCKER) PHANTOMS QUEEN STALKER@ fubar NOW GO! SEND HER A MESSAGE LETTING HER KNOW U HELPED! AND SHE WILL TAKE CARE OF U! AND I WILL TOO! JUS SEND ME A MESSAGE!! TY TY TY *BIG KISSES* (repost of original by '* ±®¦§hÅ£¡©¦Øû§ *' on '2008-12-17 18:37:54') (repost of original by '*AUTOS ON* DEVIL'S ANGEL...(OWNED BY LEADCHUCKER) PHANTOMS QUEEN STALKER' on '2008-12-17 18:46:45') (repost of original by '~~~FU~DADDY™~~~R/L BF OF FU-M@M@~OWNED BY LYNNE, NAUGHTY BY NATURE, & MZCHELLE~' on '2008-12-17 19:02:38')

ღ~sweet Addiction®: ~
A Christmas Miracle ??? This Lovely Fu has a Birthday wish .... Sweet Addiction To level on her Birthday ?? December 18th !! Can it be done ??? Who knows ... wanna try? She doesn't have Fu-Crack, I mean Auto 11's ... Lets do her the Old Fashioned Way !! You remember how, dontcha??? You rate, Rate, RATE!! Then get your friends to do the same! Chk out her family ... she keeps EXCELLENT company! Pimped with Love: Tappinit

Christmas Party
MMMMM....HAVE YOU BEEN GOOD OR BAD THIS YEAR ?!? WELL, COME BE NAUGHTY WITH US FORBIDDEN INC.'S CHRISTMAS PARTY SAT. DEC. 20TH 10 PM EST DIRTY SANTA PARTY MAKE SURE YOU BRING A GIFT ...IF YOU BRING ONE YOU GET ONE! **EXAMPLES OF GREAT GIFTS ARE VIP'S, BLASTS, HH'S, TICKERS, BLING, LIVE 365 VIP, SOMETHING FROM OUR FORBIDDENINC.COM GIFTSHOP....THESE ARE SOME GREAT IDEAS :) THERE WILL BE A SANTA'S HELPER KEEPING TRACK OF ALL THE GIFTS GIVEN...THEN EACH GIFT WILL BE NUMBERED. THE PERSON CHOSEN TO GO FIRST GETS TO CHOSE A NUMBER, AND WINS THE GIFT MATCHING THAT NUMBER. BUT, THE CATCH IS....THE #2 PERSON CAN CHOSE THEIR OWN NUMBER OR STEAL YOUR GIFT!! (HOPE YA DON'T LOVE IT TOO MUCH!!) IF #2 STEALS YOUR GIFT THEN YOU GET TO CHOSE ANOTHER NUMBER AND KEEP THAT PRIZE. SAME GOES FOR #3 AND THE REST, THEY CAN PICK FROM SOMEONE ELSE'S GIFT, OR PICK A NUMBER. **WE ARE MAKING A RULE THOUGH, THAT THE SAME GIFT CANNOT BE TAKEN ANY MORE THAN 3 TIMES, IF WE DON'T DO THIS,

My Annual Chris5mas Letter..lmao!
To My Online Friends: As the holidays approach, my heartfelt appreciation goes out to all of you who have taken the time and trouble to send me "forwards" over the past 12 months. Thank you for making me feel safe, secure, blessed, and wealthy. Extra thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat crap in the glue on envelopes 'cause I now have to go get a wet towel every time I need to seal an envelope. Also, I scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. Because of your concern I no longer drink Coca Cola because it can remove toilet stains. I no longer drink Pepsi or Dr. Pepper since the people who make these products are atheists who refuse to put "Under God" on their cans. I no longer use Saran wrap in the microwave because it causes cancer. I no longer check the coin return on pay phones because I could be pricked with a needle infected with AIDS. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. I no

To All That Read My Blogs
SERIOUSLY IF U READ MY BLOG I EXPECT OPiNIONS,COMMENTS .I DONT PUT MY FEELINGS OUT THERE SO U CAN READ THEM AND PONDER WHAT I'VE SAID IM NOT SPEAKING TO THE MASSES HERE IM TLKING ABOUT MY FEELINGS AND I WANT TO KNOW WHAT OTHERS THINKS.

Need Help To Level Up
Love Her Hard!!!! ~ஐ~۞PortoricanPrincess ۞~ஐ~ Rating Revolution crew!!!@ fubar Lets help her out!!!! ~ஐ~۞PortoricanPrincess ۞~ஐ~ Rating Revolution crew!!!@ fubar I need to get back to the same level i was before level 22 pls help me !!!! Add me , Fan me and Rate me!!! thank you for all your help!!!!!! Lets make it happen!!!! Portorican Princess Need your help to level up

Sausage Stuffed Portobello
Ingredients 6 portobello mushrooms, stemmed (reserve 1 cup minced stems) 3 tablespoons plus 2 teaspoons extra-virgin olive oil, plus more for drizzling 12 ounces hot Italian sausage 12 ounces sweet Italian sausage 1/2 cup finely chopped onion 1/4 cup finely chopped green bell pepper 1/4 cup finely chopped celery 2 teaspoons minced garlic 1/2 cup plain bread crumbs 1/2 cup freshly grated Parmesan 1/4 cup plus 1 tablespoon minced fresh parsley leaves 2 teaspoons Essence, recipe follows 1 egg, lightly beaten Balsamic vinegar, for drizzling Directions Preheat the oven to 400 degrees F. Using your hands, lightly rub each portobello mushroom with 2 teaspoons of olive oil. Cook the sausage in a medium skillet until browned, about 4 minutes. Add the onion, bell pepper, celery, and mushroom stems and cook until softened, about 3 minutes. Add the garlic and cook until fragrant, about 30 seconds. Remove from heat. Transfer sausage-vegetable mixture

Then Why
If i were to die in a dark, would you come find me If i were to love you to no end, would you love me back If i were to scream your name, would you listen If i were to hold you close. would you push me away If you needed help, would i be the first one you called If i gave you the key to my heart, would you keep it close If said your name with my last breath, would you ever let go If i held you in my arms, would you hold me back If i kissed your soft lips, would you kiss me back If i looked at you with my blue eyes, would you turn away If my heart shattered, would you be there to pick up the pieces If i said that I'd wait for you, would you come after me If i were to wither away from the world, would you notice If i forgot the song to my heart, would you sing it to me If i was a hollow shell, would you still love me If i filled the hole i fell in, would you dig me out If you can answer any of these, then please tell me why....

Hottt
Was a hot smoldering humid day again.So what better to relieve the heat then a day at the beach?? I climb up into your truck as you pull up, dressed in my shortest cut offs and tiniest bikini top.And I see your dressed in only shorts and it makes my pussy tingle with excitement.I sit close as I can to your hot sweaty body.And lean over to kiss your lips.And find your tongue eagerly licking my lips to find my tongue and we kiss deep and hard.As we head down the road I place my hand upon your leg and with every shift of the gears my hand falls closer to your bulge that I cant help but notice growing in your shorts.We seem as if we are on fire from the sun and body heat coming from our bodies as we pull into the spot at the beach where no one seems to go....just how we like it! We jump out and head for the water holding hands and we both know how fun and exciting this is about to become....we smile! And pick up the pace till we find the perfect spot. Lay the blanket down and turn to run t

Dana's Lyrics Quiz
Give the artist name and title for the song lyrics listed below. Answers will appear in the comments. 1. Suckin' on chili dogs outside the Tastee-Freez 2. I've done no harm, I keep to myself 3. There's a freeway runnin' through the yard 4. I've seen a million faces and I've rocked them all 5. Your mom threw away your best porno mag 6. Can you hear them? They talk about us, telling lies, well that's no surprise 7. One that won't make me nervous, wonderin what to do 8. Are you more than hot for me, or am I a page in your history (book) 9. I can hear you comin, I know what you're after 10. And it's true we are immune when fact is fiction and TV reality 11. Don't go around breaking young girls' hearts 12. I've got my back against the record machine 13. You take me by the heart when you take me by the hand 14. A cloud appears above your head, a beam of light comes shining down on you 15. I'm lying in the rain, but I never wave bye-bye 16.

"but The Heart Knew..."
“But the Heart Knew…” I wasn’t looking, I wasn’t searching Not seeking someone, or so I said… I was a blind man, lost in darkness No ray of light, I could not see But the heart knew, and it whispered Then it demanded, louder still And when the heart spoke, I had to listen It knew of you, it knew of you… I wasn’t starving, I wasn’t hungry Not needing food, to fill my soul Without a craving, without a longing Long denied, lost to time But the heart knew, and it whispered Then it demanded, louder still And when the heart spoke, I had to listen It knew of you, it knew of you… I wasn’t drifting, I wasn’t floating Lost at sea, without a map I wasn’t dreaming, of my New World A place to live, a place to grow But the heart knew, and it whispered Then it demanded, louder still And when the heart spoke, I had to listen It knew of you, it knew of you… I wasn’t hurting, I wasn’t empty All alone, in the night I wasn’t injured, seeking healing Not needing he

Mental Feng Shui
This is without a doubt one of the nicest good luck forwards I have received. Hope it works for you -- and me! Lotus Totus: You have 6 minutes There's some mighty fine advice in these words, even if you're not superstitious. This Lotus Totus has been sent to you for good luck from the Anthony Robbins organization. It has been sent around the world ten times so far. Do not keep this message. The Lotus Totus must leave your hands in 6 MINUTES. Otherwise you will get a very unpleasant surprise. This is true, even if you are not superstitious, agnostic, or otherwise faith impaired. ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, t heir conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it. FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye. SIX. Be

Crazy Daughter
iam so upset with my daughter she needs to have her mind fixed.... i really do not under stand her any more ... wish she would have stayed here . but she made her choice so not much i csn do about it but to pick a man over her kids

Just Because
nothing much to say i just want to level b4 x-mas but i didnt want to put it in my status sooo here it b i want to get to rock star all help will returned. you help me ill help you ty for readin this luv to all *kisses*

A Song To Myself
Sometimes I get so weird I even freak myself out I laugh myself to sleep It's my lullaby Sometimes I drive so fast Just to feel the danger I wanna scream It makes me feel alive Is it enough to love? Is it enough to breathe? Somebody rip my heart out And leave me here to bleed Is it enough to die? Somebody save my life I'd rather be anything but ordinary please To walk within the lines Would make my life so boring I want to know that I Have been to the extreme So knock me off my feet Come on now give it to me Anything to make me feel alive Is it enough to love? Is it enough to breathe? Somebody rip my heart out And leave me here to bleed Is it enough to die? Somebody save my life I'd rather be anything but ordinary please. I'd rather be anything but ordinary please. Let down your defences Use no common sense If you look you will see that this world is a beautiful accident, turibulent, succulent opulent permanent, no way I wanna taste it Don't

Holiday Eatting
1. Avoid carrot sticks. Anyone who puts carrots on a holiday buffet table knows nothing of the Christmas spirit. In fact, if you see carrots, leave immediately. Go next door, where they're serving rum balls. 2. Drink as much eggnog as you can. And quickly. It's rare. You cannot find it any other time of year but now. So drink up! Who cares that it has 10,000 calories in every sip? It's not as if you're going to turn into an eggnog-alcoholic or something. It's a treat. Enjoy it. Have one for me. Have two. It's later than you think. It's Christmas! 3. If something comes with gravy, use it. That's the whole point of gravy. Gravy does not stand alone. Pour it on. Make a volcano out of your mashed potatoes. Fill it with gravy. Eat the volcano. Repeat. 4. As for mashed potatoes, always ask if they're made with skim milk or whole milk. If it's skim, pass. Why bother? It's like buying a sports car with an automatic transmission. 5. Do n

Gone For A While,being Nice Doesnt Pay
Gonna jet,tired of pretty much being ignored on here by virtually everyone save a few people that were kind enough to rate me. It seems the trend of ignoring me is cool and you know what? Thas coo.....everyone can sit in front of their pc and ignore me...as for me....ME? I'm going out to hang with real people,people who actually want to be around me and talk to me. So with that said I'm taking a hiatus from this place,it appears nothing has changed....people begging for this that and the other...wanting YOU to take the time to rate their pages,buy them drink after drink and hardly anyone reciprocates ANYTHING!!! So much for being the nice guy and before I turn into the not nice guy and start offending and hurting peoples feelings I'm gonna jet. You know why,because really....lol....you people aren't really worth it....I mean in the grand scheme of things for the vast MAJORITY of you save the few that I know personally.....who are you to me? And not just that but WHO....ARE YOU?!?! You'

Omg When The Fuck Did I Become An Fn Hater This Is From Someone Who Rated My Pic A 7 Wtf
Sporty_B...: oh i see your a hater NEVERMIND ♥ Sporty_B...: if you want to send me the link to the photo i will re rate it ♥ Sporty_B...: Im sorry if i offended you by rating you a 7 , my stupid lap top is crazy this morning , dont be a hater

A Christmas Fu-fart!?!
Message to Scrapper concerning my paid VIP being taken......AGAIN!!!!! A Christmas Poem Merry Christmas to me? Where is the heck is my VIP?? Don't you just love all the fu-farts? Got my BabyJ pic ready with my darts! (lol) Ya fixed it once, now fix it twice, I'm not bein naughty, I swear I'm bein nice. All I want is my paid VIP, And no, I'm not above bribery!! LMAO!!!! I sent him this with a bling. it IS xmas....after all......lol

Waiting
i wake up at nite and see ur still not there crying myself back to sleep wishing you would just care your all thats on my mind every hour of every day and the only thing i wish, is that you would just stay youve ripped out my heart and stomped on my soul i feel like im going crazy and have lost all control and then i see you smile and it all goes away that hope comes back that youll be back someday so i sit here and wait with nothing else to lose trying to change myself cus i have so much left to prove i love you more then anything ive ever known i dont know what to say or what is left to be shown all i know is i love you with all my heart and that will never fade and until that day comes ill be wishing u to stay written by ***FamouS***

"still."
“Still.” Still you stand beside me In the midst of mighty trees And I hear your soft voice whispered In the beach’s gentle breeze Along the trails and paths we walked Up the rocks and down the shore Through love and thoughts of special times You’re here with me once more Still I see your smiling face In the ripples of the creek And in the moving of the tides I hear the words you speak If standing by my side today You’d help me to be strong Still you’d lend a loving hand To help me carry on Still you look upon me From the stars above at night Your spirit washes over me Like the crest of morning light Yes, all you are, and all you mean Continues to fulfill My life and heart with hopes and dreams Before, today, and still… Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

Me Myself And I....
Where 2 begin...hmmm Well I was raised in Washington Born in Montana..My Father was a Hellsangel and my Mother she just had me well my Father got into trouble and had 2 leave town so they had 2 leave me behind w/friends...well lived w/them till I was like 12...Tried to find my mother and did by the time I had come 2 find her it was 2 late she had already passed...... My Mother who's name Is Connie, My Grandmother who I have never knew seen the add in the paper and I found my real family and went to live w/her through my highschool yrs...she has passed on as well my aunts and uncle hate me bcause she had to raise me for 4 yrs sooo they can have themselves lol...anyways this is why I love fubar so much plus Frank Lonewolf he is the best and helped me through alot since I have been here and ty Frank from the bottom of my Heart...xoxo Cindalicious

My New Years Resolution
Its getting to be that time of year yet again where so many of us make a New Years resolution. Sometimes we stick to them and acheive them and sometimes we give up after a period of time. This year has has its ups and downs for me. And its not ending on a good note with having to be forced to take off from work and that at the beginning of 2009 for at least 3 months myself and my co owrkers will be working a 32 hour work week instead of a 40 hour work week. Im single, so I have no one to depend on but myself when it comes to getting bills paid. So my New Years Resolution for 2009 is to make it through these hard times. And to also get back into the gym and drop about 25-30 pounds and get myself into the best shape I have ever been in.!!!!!

Rating Game Bonus
~Rain's Rating Game~ So everyone keeps asking how to get bonus entries.Guess what now you can. We have things each day that you can do for 1 bonus entry.Each task maybe different.You will have a time limit to complete whatever task you are givin.Task will NOT be givin during the time our auto's are activated so you must not wait till the last minute. To recieve a task you MUST PM (not SB) Rain.Make sure the PM is asking for a task for the rating game BONUS.Once she sets you up with a task you must let her know you have accepted and are going to do it. You then will have to accomplish it in a time frame and PM her again letting her know you are done.Each Bonus is worth 1 entry.You MAY request more than one but you must finish one before going to another.People with bonus entries will be listed below.Once auto 11 is activated, I will then transfer your entries to the regular rating blog.Thank You! Any Questions? PM RAIN ! ~Bonus Entries~ Transfered to regu

Xmas
now since xmas is right in front of our doors, everyone gets in the right moode for it n everyone is thinking bout gifts etc n everyone is wondering what they wil get... i wonder also what will i get this year? will i even get some from ya????

The Reason I Would Rather Skip Christmas
it was a cold christmas morning one of my brothers and i woke up we desided to go for a drive befor every one woke up we ask are father and grand father if we could take my gradfathers truck out they said yes well next they i remember is waken up in the hospital 2 week later not being able to walk any more the parts i can not remeber go like this were driven 120 on a dirt road brakes locked up and sent us rolling i broke my back in 3 spots told my mom it was ok as i layed in the dirt after my brother ran 5 mile to get my uncle and have him call for help and my grandparents to get the rest of or family that was there

R-e-s-p-e-c-t
Recently, it was brought to my attention that respect seriously is lacking on fubar. From people having their children called fake, to being called every nasty name in the book, to various other things. This has to stop. When did this country - no, this WORLD - lose the respect we had for one another? When did we stop caring about others' feelings? It's become an epidemic of disrespect. As the Black Eyed Peas once sang - Where's the love? Remember, Courage + Belief = Life. I love y'all, Jeremy

More Confusion
Okay so the confusion continues lol, you will find its a theme with me, thanks again to all who have helped me to figure this place out. Somthing is puzzling me though, this NSFW business, folks if you dont want people to see pictures of you or ask to see them..then DONT POST THEM ON A FREAKING WEBSITE! LMAO this cracks me up I have never asked anyone to see these nor would I but I marvel at the captions like you cant see these and not for you why even bother??? wait I know why see 20000 friends blog bling me this and blast me that and I will let you see me naked, lets face it if you didnt want complete strangers looking at you chances are you would not be posting these things on a public website. just another things that make you go hmmm. take care all. luvs and hugs, JC

Legend Of Santa Clause
"American Origins: (As sent to me by Brian Dodd) Quote from ENCARTA 95 The American version of the Santa Claus figure received its inspiration and its name from the Dutch legend of Sinter Klaas, brought by settlers to New York in the 17th century. As early as 1773 the name appeared in the American press as "St. A Claus," but it was the popular author Washington Irving who gave Americans their first detailed information about the Dutch version of Saint Nicholas. In his History of New York, published in 1809 under the pseudonym Diedrich Knickerbocker, Irving described the arrival of the saint on horseback (unaccompanied by Black Peter) each Eve of Saint Nicholas. This Dutch-American Saint Nick achieved his fully Americanized form in 1823 in the poem A Visit From Saint Nicholas more commonly known as The Night Before Christmas by writer Clement Clarke Moore. Moore included such details as the names of the reindeer; Santa Claus's laughs, winks, and nods; and the method by which S

Winners - Auto 11 Bling-a-rama 12/17-18
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO PARTICIPATED !!! HERE ARE THE RESULTS and WINNERS of Over 5 MILLION in PRIZES!!! RACE, RACE, RACE! DANCING SNOWMAN Winners are… ♥HisSweetObsession♥ M!£ai™ Mistress Godess The Grand Prize Drawings for Auto 11 Bling / Fubux. And the 3 Winners chosen out of the 15 who entered are ….. Auto 11 Blingee Sexi Sandi 1.5 mil Fubux SeaSong 750k Fubux ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ The BlingBux Folder was again another great success. With over 50 Entries, the 6 Winners of 150k FuBux Random Daily Drawing are: DAY 1

A Year+ On Fubar
So my year on fubar.... Well I joined fubar for the basic reason, someone used that wanna see more pics of me lines, and it was hook line and sinker.lol. Fu became my get away from real world problems. At the time of joining I really needed that get away it was the one month anni. of my aunts death and I wasnt taken it well. I got sucked right into the lounges right away, and learned the meaning of ONLINE DRAMA lol. People were taken things so serious and I always thought wow its just the computer. Well little did I know this was gonna become part of my life.lol. I moved around fubar making friends, that im still friends with till this day. I ran into people that I knew in real life and hadn't seen in years. It was crazy and I was loving every minute of it. But like everyone you some how get your feelings mixed up in all this Internet fun. And I went and got mine involved, thought the guy was the greatest thing on earth lol, little did I know I was just alittle fu stepping ston

Merry Christmas Fubar
Dear Family, Friends Fans and others that just happen to stop by: I will be gone for the Christmas Holidays spending time with my daughter and grandson and watching her get her Masters Degree (wooot!). I'll be back on the 29th, and will be missing you all since I will have no access to internet :( (cold turkey, lol). I will be back soon, I promise, and hope every one has a Merry and Safe Christmas, and see you soon. If you need a smile, check out this video! http://www.fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=6403603&bl=1 Doc

Holiday Wishes!
Happy Holidays! Yes it is that time of year where although I have nothing to spend on it, IT STILL COMES! lol! Yes ...Christmas is just a few short days away. For me it is a time of reflection on times that were better, when family was abundant and there were presents under the tree...FOR ME! I was a rotten lil runt. An only child of divorced parents, who got pretty much what I wanted within reason. I miss the smells and noises of the holiday's with my grandparents and family. The anticipation of a child's heart wondering when Santa would get there and with what. Today's Chrissy is different but still a small child in the wonder of it all. I am not blessed with money or things. I have a 24 inch Christmas tree (if you want to call it that lol!) on my kitchen table and a strand of xmas lights that somehow ...well...got in my nether regions...just for the masses of Fubar. What I am blessed with is people who care whether I'm ok. Go out of their way to make sure I am and

Relastionships
Ok idk where to begin....but ive been single now for 3 years and begining to realize that i might not be happy ever....ive been in a few relationships in the past only loved once in my whole life and she ran out on me to go fuck other guys, then another girl did the same thing just but just ran away without sayin anything to me for a month...ive been told im a super nice guy... now sayin that im the type of guy to spoil every once ina while the person im with, cook, go out, flowers lil love notes, just do things to make her feel like shes floating on air, just to see a girl happy makes me happy....now what im trying to understand is why cant i find anyone that wont be scared or that wants to be that miss right and so far i havent met one that meets the challenge....noticing now that as i continue to finish college to get my med-degree its getting harder and harder to find sumone, but all i ever wana do is help ppl hence a med-degree, but how can a person ever put up with there loved on

Jazz Fest 2009 Line-up
Jazz Fest announces 2009 lineup 04:01 PM CST on Tuesday, December 16, 2008 Tom Planchet / Eyewitness News The 40th edition of the Jazz and Heritage Festival will again feature a mixture of national and local acts, it was announced Tuesday. Associated Press Aretha Franklin Aretha Franklin; Dave Matthews Band; Earth, Wind and Fire; Tony Bennett; Joe Cocker and Bonnie Raitt are some of the national headliners that will join local stalwarts like the Neville Brothers, Dr. John, Allen Toussaint and Irma Thomas. A complete list of performers is below. Festival organizers announced a discount ticket package for fest lovers who want to purchase tickets for an entire weekend. A limited number of the packages are available for the first three-day weekend for $105 and for the final four-day weekend for $140. Single day prices in advance remain $40. Tickets at the gate are $50. Children under 11 are $5. The list of performers: First weekend, April 24-26:

Left In The Hands Of Demons
the feeling of being twisted and turned hate atempting to destroy the kindness feelings of lust have destroyed those of love wishing for the feeling of pain to end wanting to once again feel the warm touch of some one who cares tired of hurting those around me feelings of regret far to familliar dreams still haunting long after ive woke i wish i could disappear into the shadows of night

A Sad Xmas..
I have no money to buy my girls Xmas presents. I bought them a few little things, but that's all I could afford. One of my awesome friends is helping me with a few presents for them. Thank you SO much! I just want my 2 little girls to have an awesome Xmas.. Please help if you can. Even just a little helps! xoxo

Someone For Me?
Someone for me? always smile the best i can But deep inside i feel the pain The fact is that i live in vain I look as if i'm truly happy But no one knows i'm weak and lonely When i'm alone, i took self-pity Is there someone who can make me smile? A smile that's not just for a while A genuine smile that comes from within Is there someone who could accept me For whatever i am and what i can? Is there someone who'd love me as i am? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ OH THIS LONG INEVITABLE DREAM NEVER ENDING IT MAY SEEM IF ONLY DREAMS WOULD SOMTIMES COME TRUE IN EVERY DREAM,WHICH ARE ONLY OF YOU THEY ALWAYS SEEM AS IF THEY ARE REAL AND YOUR TENDER TOUCH I CAN REALLY FEEL BUT ONLY IN MY HEART YOU ARE THERE KNOWING ITS YOU,I STILL LONG FOR AND CARE I DREAM OF YOU LOVINGLY WITH WARMTH DEEP INSIDE MY FEELINGS FOR YOU I FIND SO HARD TO HIDE IF ONLY YOUR DREAMS WERE THE SAME AS MINE IN DREAMS WE COULD BE TOGETHER FOR ALL TIME BUT DREAMS DO

Sbg Of The Week - Tempting Enchantress!
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 12-15-08 Tempting Enchantress Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ♥ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ♥ To Learn More About Her Be Sure To Check Out Her Questionaire http://fubar.com/blog/242573 This Pimpout Brought You To By : The Sarge

12 Days Of Christmas: A Cat's Rendition
12 Days of Christmas - A Cat's Rendition On the twelfth day of Christmas my human gave to me: Twelve bags of catnip! Eleven tarter Pounce treats, Ten ornaments hanging, Nine wads of Kleenex, Eight peacock feathers, Seven stolen Q-tips, Six feathered balls, Five MILK JUG RINGS! Four munchy house plants, Three running faucets, Two fuzzy mousies, And a hamste-e-er in a plastic ball!!

What Is Your Star Wars Horoscope?
Star Wars Horoscope for Sagittarius You are superbly wise and have been known to spread your wisdom widely. You are impatient and pushy when people take your teachings too lightly. And your philosophical side always peeks through. Star wars character you are most like: Yoda What Is Your Star Wars Horoscope?

Story Of Relationships 4 Slim
Lets see where to begin...all this in a nutshell. As crazy as things are lets go back way back. Way back to a story when I knew this cat called slim and his love life and the story of his relationships of good and bad. as crazy as it seems its all true minus the names and some stuff left out not to bore or over-excite Chapter 1 Once upon a time in a little suburb of Detroit City there was this cat..we will call him, IDK SLIM. Well Slim ended up hooking up with this lady at the time that he thought was a bombshell. We will call this bombshell FER for now. Now there was sort of a problem, he was 20 turning 21 and she was still in school and only 17. but he took a chance even though it could effect his work enviroment. they kept it undercover for a bit, due to other circumstances. Everything seemed to work out though and they were happy. Well they spent alot of time together hard times and good, alot more good then bad. Well Slim decided to propose to this bombshell and spend rest

Mistletoe Mommy
Shes Sexy, Shes Beautiful, Shes the Lovely Mistletoe Mommy. And quite Possably the sweetest person on all of Fubar!! make sure yall go show her lots and lots of love!!!! This Buliten Brought to you by •°o.O ÐJ ßûßßª O.o°•~Fu Fiance to Jinxie~ OTB~TBR ~@ fubar

Which Magical Symbol Is Connected To You?
Which Magical Symbol Is Connected To You? Glitter is your magical symbol. It represents life and personality which will always be around. The glitter, in itself, expresses vivid excitement, and so always catches the eye of every passer. It's impossible not to automatically look at glitter, have you noticed? The way it sparkles, and beckons your attention... it's GLITTER!Happy quizilling,GoddessTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

What Mythological Creature Are You?...
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel92%Mermaid67%Faerie67%WereWolf42%Dragon33%Demon17%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

What Symbol Are You?
You scored as Ankh. The Ankh is a representation of life. You are inspired by life, and all its splendor, and you feel you are empowered by your symbol.Ankh94%Biohazard75%Cross56%Skull50%Swastika44%What's your symbol?created with QuizFarm.com

What Type Of Weather Are You?
You Are Rain You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming. Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you. You are best known for: your touch Your dominant state: changingWhat Type of Weather Are You?

How's Your Karma?
You Have Fantastic Karma You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person. And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already. But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway. You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that!How's Your Karma?

What Color Is Your Aura?
Your Aura is Blue Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, CounselorWhat Color Is Your Aura?

What Is Your Life Path Number?
Your Life Path Number is 6 Your purpose in life is to help others You are very compassionate, and you offer comfort to those around you. It pains you to see other people hurting, and you do all in your power to help them. You take on responsibility, and don't mind personal sacrifice. You are the ultimate giver. In love, you offer warmth and protection to your partner. You often give too much of yourself, and you rarely put your own needs first. Emotions tend to rule your decisions too much, especially when it comes to love. And while taking care of people is great, make sure to give them room to grow on their own.What Is Your Life Path Number?

To My New Love For My Next.
I’m my mind you have always been the one. Quieting the demons that plague me, yelling back at the crowds who hate me. You reminded me of young life, when time didn’t matter, and an end could be overlooked. I was the one who went mad, went to the end and panicked. Not that it’s a reason to feel sorry, but it’s the choice I made. Forget you and your sins to spare my life. Fight though jealousy and forgive the imperfect nature you always tell me about. Giving a warning doesn’t make up for the action, it only adds my stupidity to the list of doubts you put in me. You are the pride over all of my rejections. Every woman who tells me no, your one yes is my life. For every lip I have dreamed, yours is the only reality to have ever existed. You are not my favorite lover you are my first lust. You are not my love you are my life. And with you gone… Today was special. A night blank from regret. A moment without a thought. Me without your picture. Me without you for once. Best part is, the s

Ilness In Warmth (poem)
As the Silver chain drops of My Neck, The Bullet round mY Neck, And the Chain From My Wrist, Don't worry yourself about my disregard for Life. I'm feeling quite Warm & Dead, Pain Fills my soul , With The ache Of the Misery, I guess it really really is not the end, Never will be, Leaving out in a Silver Merc. I miss certain things , I feel rather blind, Should I just Really fall In Dead, On the concrete or on the bed, Never seems to get the Lead , Out fff the damn head, Today hasnt been the Kind to me, Neither Have people. As the Tiger Roars Inat to The wall, I'm not gonna Lose, My Life, My sanity , For the love off thing's I feel I've lost. I'll keep on fighting, till the cost is over, Over & Under, Top to Tail in lost in Furry, Hazy Dreams.

If The Red Shirt Thing Is New To You, Plz Read
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq ; I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicag

491k Toinsider
TIME TO START WORKING ON THE HOME PAGE HERE TO LEVEL UP REMEMBER FOLKS THE ONLY WAY TO HAVE A FORCE IS TO BE A FORCE. IT IS OUR INTENTIONS OF HAVING ALL FAMILY MEMBERS UP TO AT LEAST A FUKING SO LETS GETS BUSY AND GET SOME PEOPLE LEVELED. SEND ME YOUR LINK IF YOUR CLOSE TO LEVELING AND I WILL POST IT HERE. IF YOUR ABOVE 50K I WILL STILL POST AS WE CAN KEEP HITING YOU EVERY WEEK OR AS SOON AS RATES CHANGE. ~HOME OF THE~GIT-R-DONE~ REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar THANKS! GIT R DONE!

You've Been Tagged!
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? near 2. Your significant other? nonexistent 3. Your hair? browns 4. Your mother? loquacious 5. Your father? quiet 6. Your favorite thing? tanning :) 7. Your dream last night? hottttt!!! 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? fulfilled 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? country 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? content 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? satisfied 16. Muffins? Bran 17. One of your wish list items? soulmate 18. Where you grew up? Baltimore 19. The last thing you did? this 20. What are you wearing? nuttin' 21. TV? House 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? Dell 24. Your life? WIP

Describes Me"
She can kill with a smile She can wound with her eyes She can ruin your faith with her casual lies And she only reveals what she wants you to see She hides like a child, But she's always a woman to me She can lead you to love She can take you or leave you She can ask for the truth But she'll never believe And she'll take what you give her, as long as it's free Yeah, she steals like a thief But she's always a woman to me CHORUS: Oh--she takes care of herself She can wait if she wants She's ahead of her time Oh--and she never gives out And she never gives in She just changes her mind And she'll promise you more Than the Garden of Eden Then she'll carelessly cut you And laugh while you're bleedin' But she'll bring out the best And the worst you can be Blame it all on yourself Cause she's always a woman to me --Mhmm-- Bridge CHORUS: Oh--she takes care of herself She can wait if she wants She's ahead of her time Oh--and she never gives out And sh

Holiday Fun
Holiday Fun While going through my holiday stuff to decorate my tree, I couldn't help but get all tangled in it. I have lights, garland, lighted candy canes, and beads. I used the candy canes as a toy deep in my pussy. Cum see close ups of my pierced pink pussy as I open it up wide for you. I shove the beads up my huge round ass. Hope you have a Happy Holidays. Don't forget to check out my videos. I have 2 new ones and at least 1 more coming next week just in time for the Christmas vacation. It is called "Baby Oil covered Exotic Flame" I rub oil all over my luscious curves. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

Merry Christmas
I've been neglecting Fubar recently! I'll admit it! But I've been so freakin busy w/work plus being sick and everything else that distracts me, I've just kind of put this on the back-burner. With that being said, next week won't be any better. I have so much work to get done Monday and Tuesday b/c we are closed the rest of the week. Then I'll be going to see my family for Chirstmas and won't be back home till Sunday. To be honest, I'll be glad when everything gets back to normal. (whatever that is) So to everyone that reads this....HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! To my friends, I love you all and hope the new year brings you joy and happiness!!!!! MUAH!!!!!

Holiday Wishes
Please accept with no obligation, implied or implicit, my best wishes for an environmentally conscious, socially responsible, low-stress, non-addictive, gender-neutral celebration of the winter solstice holiday, practiced within the most enjoyable traditions of the religious persuasion of your choice, or secular practices of your choice, with respect for the religious/secular persuasion and/or traditions of others, or their choice not to practice religious or secular traditions at all. I also wish you a fiscally successful, personally fulfilling and medically uncomplicated recognition of the onset of the generally accepted calendar year 2009, but not without due respect for the calendars of choice of other cultures whose contributions to society have helped make America great. Not to imply that America is necessarily greater than any other country nor the only America in the Western Hemisphere. Also, this wish is made without regard to the race, creed, color, age, physical abil

Homeward Bound
well........me and joe are no more....he decided last night that i wasnt good enough for him...oh well, there will be someone else to catch me (if i want him to) that doesnt think that, in my eyes he isnt good enough for me, especially since he cant get it up for a pretty girl like me....lol so i am going back to north carolina...and while i will miss being in texas, i will be surrounded by friends and fam...and that is what i need right now cassie

Ensign: Our 2008 Christmas Letter
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 19 December 2008 The year 2008 was ... heavy. (Weight has nothing to do with it!) This first letter in three years that doesn’t start with a birth announcement has seen many changes for us. It’s our first full year in our house, and this September was the beginning of my sixth year with Fast Cash North, a payday loan provider here in Minot. Martha, on the other hand, remained with Good Shepherd Child Care teaching their two and three-year-olds until September. She’d started a second job with McDonald’s in June. Upon leaving Good Shepherd, Martha took on a second job as a cashier at Minot’s Super Wal-Mart as well. That was on the eve of our major out-of-town excursion to Seattle with Martha’s parents Robert and Sharon for hi

Swagbucks
If you haven’t visited Swagbucks in awhile, now is the time! The new Mega Swagbucks have just been introduced. Each search gives you the chance to win up to 100 swagbucks. That means with one search you could win enough bucks to trade for a $10 Amazon, $10 Starbucks, or several other items. Swagbucks is a website that allows you to search just like you would anywhere else (such as Google) but for every search you have a chance to win swagbucks which can later be traded for prizes. So far I’ve received over $200 in gift cards and prizes! ITS TOTALLY FREE!!!CLICK THE LINK TO START WINNING!!

"consider."
“Consider” Consider me a blanket, consider me a shroud Consider me tattooed, with colors bold and loud That bravely shout out to the world, for every soul to see The wonder of this woman, and what she means to me Consider me a warming light, consider me the sun Consider me your brightest glow, when the night has come A red hot touch that fires your heart when the days are cold That propane torch still working well, when we are worn and old Consider me your traffic light, consider me your guide Consider me your words of truth, when others scheme and lie The one that tells you when it’s safe to step into the road A man who grabs the plastic bags when you have dropped the load Consider me your shower, when you are worn and soiled Consider me your coffee pot, always warm and boiled A living liquid waiting here, a thing to fill your cup When times are hard and you are drawn to thoughts of giving up Consider me your co conspirator, I’ll always play the game Consi

Cleaning Up My Friends List
OK to anyone here I have actually talked to on this site imma a perv and goof and flirt but most of all I like real people like actually getting to know my friends on any site so tommorrow is clean up day Im cleaning out any one I dont talk to never said anything or never respond so if you dont want to be delted let me know if u dont care well it wont matter much longer have a great holiday all

Christmas Greetings
I hope everyone is having a wonderful Holiday season. Things are looking pretty good on this end. I just found work a couple of weeks ago and I'm enjoying being productive once again. I've noticed that I'm feeling much better about myself and I feel like things are turning around for me. I want to thank everyone who's stuck by me through my darkest and kept reminding me there was light waiting for me at the end of the tunnel. I'm lucky that it wasn't a train coming at me lol. Merry Christmas (or whatever particular holiday you celebrate this time of year)

Level 22 ???
Ok wow, I've been on here since Dec 30 2005 and i'm only on level 22...something is seriously wrong with this picture. I think i need to start hitting some more rates, comments etc. All i want for christmas is to get to level 25. I was workin rather hard when i first came on here but i think i slipped on some beer in one of the lounges and left for a while. I would ask how many people have been here 3 years and still aren't at level 25 (atleast) but i don't think the response would be to high at all. So what's this blog about? I don't know...just a blog with words that are meaningless and that are just here i guess. HAPPY HOLIDAY'S EVERYONE.

Starting Over
so, dustin n I are over but we're not on bad terms...after so long we've decided we are better friends than we are anything else.currently we're still living together but thats cause I dont want to move my kids all over the place and he and I can work it as roommates for the time being..it wont be for long since Ive been offered a good job in NYC. I'll have to relocate but I think its about time for a new beginning. I will most likely be moving to long island since I dont want to live in the city with my kids. Im nervous about not really knowing many people there but, Nay has offered to move there with me so I wont be alone. I cant even put into words exactly how happy that makes me..he's been one of my best friends for over 2 years n it means so much to me that he is willing to move across the country for me. I think this move and this job n starting over in general will be in the best interest of my family n by my family I mean my kids and I ..we've gone a long time on a path that

In The Rain
In The Rain Painful memories fill up my mind Saddnes and despair well up inside I cannot let the world see me hurting So I put on a smile and the pain I hide My torment grows as time goes by My inner storehouses threaten to overflow The burden of my sorrows is mine to bear I feign happiness and true feeling I don't show I have learned how to hold it all deep inside To accept the scar and not feel the knife But there are times when it get to be too much I cry out to the gods to just end my life So far the gods have decided to be merciful Giving me a private way to release my pain The skies become dark and when the storm begins I silently cry and shed my tears in the rain Angelstormm 2001

Moving Home
In today's economy, so many people are having to rely on family to get them through. I am certainly no different. I've recently moved back home from Chicago to Texas to be with my family. Having been raising 2 boys on my own for the past 11 years has taught me so many valuable lessons and I can't begin to tell you how thankful I am to have had each and every experience. I've encountered so many adversities and yet the good outweights the bad by far. I am strong, independent, self assured and know who I am. I'd struggled for 4 years living in Chicago. With the cost of living and my expenses far exceeding my income, I pressed on, determined to prove to everyone and myself that I could do it on my own. I was working 60+ hours a week, never saw my boys, was constantly stressed out and never had any energy. Now, that's all changed. I'm back home and loving it! I'm working from home and am able to take my kids to and from school. I'm able to help them with homework and be there for them

The Story
So I answer questions for a living, it's what I do. So the person asks the questions "what is the definition of doggy style position". The next step would be to send it to a guide to research it or send them a default answer which would just be the most commonly used. I obviously chose default and it reads: A dude gets on his knees behind her and puts his peepee in her hoohoo. Then he pulls her hair and uses her boobies as a steering wheel. OMG, I thought it was hilarious and I lost it.

Fumarriage Proposal!
can i ask everyone what do they think about the fuMarriage proposal! if some say yes you have to shell out 100 dollar before she can become your fubar wife i though this was bit of fun and not a real wedding paying 100 dollar i think its a big rip off really out of order i and fubar lady will not be paying it what you think would you pay it if someone ask you to be there fubar wife or husband

Check This Out From The Ghost Rider
ThugTags.com - Hip Hop & Urban MySpace Comments ThugTags.com - Hip Hop & Urban MySpace Comments DJ GHOST HERE WISHING EV1 A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR. ALSO I'M HOPING AND PRAYING THAT ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS CAN HELP ME OUT. I'M TRYING TO MAKE GODFATHER BY CHRISTMAS DAY. I'VE HAD A VERY BAD MONTH OR SO WITH BEING LAID OFF, BEING ILL THE PAST WEEK OR SO AND I EVEN HAD TO SELL MY HARLEY TO PAY MY BILL CAUSE UNEMPLOYMENT ISN'T DOING THE TRICK. ALL I'M ASKING FOR IS MAYBE SOME PIC RATES, STASH RATES, EVEN IF YOU LIKE YOU COULD PIMP ME OUT. I AM WILLING TO PAY 1,000,000 FU-BUCKS FOR A VIP OR A BLING PACKAGE. SO IF ANYONE COULD FIND IT IN THEIR HEARTS TO HELP ME OUT THIS CHRISTMAS I WOULD SURELY APPRECIATE IT. HERE IS THE LINK TO MY PAGE IF UR INTERESTED IN RATING OR PIMPING ME OUT. HEAD DJ GHOST (RIDER) of VAMPY'S VAMPIRE CAVE "BAT CAVE OF DREAMS@ fubar Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics

Phone Sex
The Naughty Bus Ride The days is just beginning and my phone rings it's him. A smile from ear to ear brightens my face as he speaks,"Hey Baby" I melt. I hear the traffic going by I know where he is, at the bus stop. We converse of our sleep and how do u do's. He then retorts, "Here it comes" I smile because I know whats about to happen. I ask him, "Where are you sitting?" he replies, "In the back". He begins to tell me how he wishes he were with me instead and wanting to be curled up under the quilts naked and warm. I blush at the thought of his touch on my skin. The time has come for this bus ride to be one of lust thru the phone. He tells me how horny he is for me as I am for him. I begin to play with my nipples and he tells of his slightly growing member. I purr and he says," I love you Baby" and I get very heated. I reach for my dildo and tell him. He growls low and deep, I know he wishes it were him in me. I stroke my toy licking it and then...I moan as I feel it enter my w

Why Do I Fear
I stand on the side with tears welling up inside for the pain that i feel is tearing a hole in the very fabric of my soul. the words that i want to say would disapate in the defness of space. tho i know i have been undone by my own lusts, i want to be felt for who i once was. i am still the same. i just got lost along the way. with a heavy heart i bow my head. not in respect but in shame. i have pushed away the best thing in my life with pain, anger, and jealousy. with these words said i would like to leave this world but cant. i must stay and handle the ordeals that come my way. i stay tied to my sanity thru the love of my mother. but i couldnt imagine what would happen if i lost those ties. the thoughts of losing the only other thing that keeps me alive is far to difficult to comprehend. so i leave the readers of this with a small token, dont fear future of events to pass, keep your history in your thoughts, and try to keep your heart in the present. so you dont fear the lonelyness t

7th-the Strip Club Bully
7Th Circle Of Hell and The Strip Club 7Th Circle Of hell goes to the strip Club 7Th Circle Of Hell Where the women are hot as hell Come and join the family The Strip Club (NSFW) Its Sexy Live Dj's Come join us Click to enter

You Still Live
You Still Live What you meant to me, You were my heart and my soul. You were a constant thought in my head. You were all I wanted to know. What I meant to you. Love you can never know. Someone you said you loved. But you didn’t take the time to show. All of the promises you made, All of the lies you told. The way you treated me, Has turned my warm heart cold. I trusted you more than one time. My heart over ruled my head. I let my love for you lead. Now that love is dead. You said you loved me true The word "truth", seems to elude you. One day you will look back. Just to see you were the one who lacked The ability to give or receive true love. You will realize you lost something rare and pure. Then YOUR tears will fall. When that time comes I do not want to know. Because even though you made me cold Somewhere inside my icy heart. You still live.

Featured Ddr Member: Sexy B
Every week I will choose a person from my Dirty Deeds Radio leveling blogs and feature them to help them level! This week's featured DDR member is none other then our gonad slayer: THE GONAD SLAYER ☠~FU-ENGAGED TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE JIT73 She is always there to slay some gonads for you, or just be there as someone to talk to. She only needs 5,441,940 points to Disciple!! Rate Her! Fan Her! Add Her! Bling Her! If she levels before I announce next weeks Featured DDR member then you win a 1 day blast from me!! Want to be the next Dirty Deeds member featured? It's easy! First: Become a member at Dirty Deeds Radio Second:Fumail me to be added to my leveling blogs!

Merry Christmas Train Updated....
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A Dream 12-19-2008
A Dream ... I really do not know where to start. You leave me stumbling, in the dark but not quiet alone. I feel your presence there just beyond a message, a line spreading this warmth throughout. A sing song feeling of what I never can quiet figure out. Guiding me, each step with whispered words, letters, standing tall my mountain of " come catch me " but I sense a kindered soul a shelter, in the storm. What is to become what shall be, leaves me breathless with anticipation. Always on the outskirts always not quiet looking in. You share wisdom, feeling, real feeling. But I cannot help but be skeptical and weary maybe it is, we are - meant to be. I wander always, in the darkness but at this time, this moment you hold me captive. On the edge of the cliff, wondering, what if. In the past I have always looked to anther, a past love, a friend who means the world to me but but but what if I really let loose. I fly I soar into your cave. I can see

Friends???
friends? what is a friend? is it someone that is there for you? is it someone that will pick you up when you fall down? is it someone that is there no matter? is it someone that cares for you no mater what you are going through? -- yes it is... but it don't always work like that friends use friends hurt and friends in general just don't always care

While You Were Sleeping
While you were sleeping I felt your heart beating. While you were sleeping in my head love was repeating. While you were sleeping all I could do was smile. While you were sleeping I watched you for a while. While you were sleeping I always held your hand. While you were sleeping I knew where my heart would land. While you were sleeping you would hold me near. While you were sleeping I would cry all my tears. While you were sleeping from you I knew I wouldn't part. While you were sleeping I gave to you my heart.

I Loved Her.....why Did It Happen To Her
a woman that was like my grandmother passed away the other day..i didn't know i hurt so much...she cant be gone...she cant be i want her back here ....i want to hug her again....i want her to tell me all is ok that life will get better i want to hear the stories about her childhood... i want her here to where i feel safe again i just don't want her gone i want her here....why did she have to die? i know its a part of life.....but why her.....i would have gladly taken her place if it meant she wouldn't die .....i want her here!!! .......i need her here!! why.....why did she go....

I Miss Her...
the tears wont stop... they wont go away.. she is gone... she left and went away.. never to come back.. i wont get to see her ever again... she is gone for good. no crying will bring her back.. but the tears wont stop... i want the tears to stop i want the pain to go away no i need the pain to go away i miss her....

The Wailing Wall....
I have always loved the Jewish ideal of the Wailing Wall. A place where you can go, and never mind the wankers, to cry, to scream, to wail and keen and mourn a world gone mad, and a life gone bad. I guess that's why I latched onto blogging so steadfastly, when it was first invented. I used to have nice, pink diaries with little locks on the bindings, complete with flimsy and insecure keys. Now, I have a wordpress account with a password. Which nobody reads in spite of my exhibitionist tendencies. Said exhibitionist tendencies are purely intellectual, rather than physical. I'd rather suffer "a fate worse than death" before I'd bare my breasts or butt, also known as "T & A" in front of an open window. Which always leads me to wonder if men have the same fear? I doubt it. Men are allowed to fart, swear, and say "fuck" all they want and no one says them 'nay'. But I must keep body and soul together, and pay my bills, and keep my home clean, and go to church, and keep th

Dreams
Sweaty palms,heart racing fast,thoughts going a mile a minute but yet nothing comes out when i speak.This isnt supposed to happen again i say to myself im not supposed to feel this way again,its wrong not right.I stand there looking like an idiot almost staring off into space just so I dont have to look him in the eyes.He says "are you ok?i missed you its been so long since we've spoken".I raise my head to look him in the face i stutter "ya...its been awhile."We stand there for a minute but it seems like ages then out of nowhere he reaches for me grabs me in his arms and says "i love you,always have none of it was ever your fault,you were great and probably still are".I say nothing but try choking back the tears and sobs that are already beginning to start up.It feels good in his arms,feels good to hear his heart beat again,i dont want to let go,i dont want this to end.He releases his grip and wipes the tears from my eyes ,kisses my lips one last time and disappears.I wake up crying gr

Dear: _____
What I want to say vs what im not going to say to you, but write in an obscure way around you. Im loved by you, but ignored. I am wanted by you, but so does a 100 guys in an acution. And yes I know the idea of an online life is different that of a real one, but it’s the person you project when you say you love me, that meakes me not love you. How am I important to you? Im just a guy you give a few minutes to a night, But give hours to strangers. How can you tell me you love anyone with that rational. To be honest I guess its not your fault I let it happen, I responded out of hope and want. I should have known im just an option. You said you liked my traits and that was a huge red flag. So I don’t drink, don’t do drugs and im forced to do good things, does not make me a good guy. Does that make you love me? Cause of traits? No it doesn’t! not unless your idea of love is showing yourself to a thousands of random people and flirting with others. Being up for auction on a web site is

More People Are Opting To Be Buried With Their Cell Phones
Increasingly, the deceased are bringing their cell phones and other PDAs with them to the great beyond. "It seems that everyone under 40 who dies takes their cell phone with them," said Noelle Potvin, a counselor for a Hollywood, California funeral home. While there are no official statistics kept on this phenomenon, funeral directors all over the world are reporting it as a trend. Sometimes, friends and family leave the departed messages during the funeral. One New York woman went so far as to continue paying her late husband's cell phone bill so she could call him -- and graciously engraved the phone number on his headstone, so others could also make a booty call to the afterlife. Unfortunately for the grieving widow (and for any buried-alive scenarios) most cell phone services don't offer reception six feet under.

Depressed About Dating And Aging
But thinking is all I'm probably ever going to be able to do about it. If I'm interested in dating them, they're usually not interested in me. After all, how many gay men are interested in fat slobs? Not bloody many. And pretty much the same goes for bi men as well. It doesn't count as dating if you have to be passing out drunk to have sex. And the few who are willing to overlook my more visible faults usually live too far away. Somehow, I don't think going on a date every two to five years would make for a good relationship. I'd like to find someone I can see at least a couple times a week during the first few dates. Then if it turns serious a few months down the road we can talk about cohabitation. I doubt that would ever work though. Anyone unlucky enough to choose me would have to have a higher sex drive than most of the guys I've met. Once a day should be a comfortable minimum. Twice would be preferred. More often if they can swing it. And I'm not saying you need to have se

How Can I Practice Generosity Today?
Give to the world all that you have, and the best will come back to you. --Mary Ainge De Vere When we share something of our own with a friend, it gives both of us a special feeling. Generosity blesses the giver as much as the receiver. Sometimes we feel selfish, wanting to hoard all our treats or treasures. But when we secretly hide them away, we cheat even ourselves from enjoying them. Giving love and friendship to others works in just the same way. When we express love and kindness to others, we feel more love toward ourselves. Though we may not understand just how it works, we can be certain it does. The more of anything we give away to others, the greater our own rewards will be.

Your Lies
Funny when things never change Even when you say they will But while your off fucking him My life is standing still You tell me that you love me When I go to leave You tell me I'm your only one And I let myself believe I know that you are using me But you'll never let me go I know that you don't love me I know I'm just for show I don't know If I can stand To see you love another man You know that you broke my heart You know that your my world But while your standing by my side I'll believe your lies forever Cause everything seems so perfect When we are together

Nbn Bully Sunday
NAUGHTY BY NATURE is at it again--- This Sunday, at 5 p.m. Fu-Time she will be hosting a Happy Hour! She is bound and determined to level, Dammit! That said, NBN will be doing it properly.. She's got her Auto 11's turned on .... But wait, there's MORE! NBN has decided to PAY for rates! 15k per 100 (10's OR 11's !!! ) She'll even kick down 100K for rating EVERYTHING!

My Work
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Its So Halarious That...
I have to actually write somewhat of a blog just to try and defend myself against people- I have been through more bullshit them people have gone through in their life time- which I believe makes me stronger in the end. Adoption, abortion due to a difficult pregnancy, depression, giving birth to a 1 lb baby girl and watch her struggle to survive, divorce, relationships I tried to make work then gave up, Autism spectrum disorder,( my son diagnosed @2) and I had to go through most of this alone- I DONT HAVE TIME TO PLAY GAMES! There is so much more but I really dont feel I need to feel sorry for myself and post blogs on it to strangers that have nothing else better to do but read others blogs- there are 2 sides to every story, so you decide in the end what you believe. I am strong, I have been through a lot and I will get by once again in life the same way I always do, but just because a relationship does not work out in the end due to so many differences and not seeing eye to eye, no tr

Bring The Troops Home - No Red Shirts
So I am reading the posts about the red shirts and laughing pretty hard. The story is obviously a fabrication to tug at your heart strings. So is Old Yeller, but at least I like the dog in that one. More importantly, the call to action is to wear a red shirt. WTF?! How does this truly support the troops. By giving them a morale boost? I have a better option. Bring them home. Then, instead of them thinking, "wow, all those people wore red shirts", they could be thinking, "cool, I didn't get shot and am home with my family". Seems a bit better, doesn't it. So how do we do it? Easy, write your Congress person a real letter, not an email. Every letter they receive counts as 10,000 voices of their constituants. The only thing that makes them work is the fear they will get voted out. The more voices they hear in favor of pulling the troops, the quicker it will happen. You can get real address info here: http://directory.usayfoundation.org/. Although if you are in Alaska, Ted Steven's new hom

A Sub's Special Night...................
Coming home one night after work, I walk in and see you in the kitchen washing something in the sink. You are wearing a little apron and nothing else on under it. Standing in the doorway knowing you do not know I am home yet, I watch you as you move about at the sink. I watch your lovely ass and body move elegantly and gracefully about. Slowly I move up behind you and tenderly kiss the nape of your neck softly. Sliding my hands gently around your waist and hugging you back to me with love and tenderness. Turning you slowly so that your face is turned to me, I gently kiss your lips and slide my tongue out and tenderly lick your lips and nibble on them. Whispering into your ear as I hug you how much I Love you and want to be the best Master and lover and friend to you. Sliding my hands into your apron and cupping your breast and feeling your nipples harden to my touch I squeeze and caress them softly. Knowing they are very sensitive and love my touch. Nibbling and biting softly on your n

My Little Pain Slut...............
Our relationship was going in a totally different direction to what I had ever imagined. It had started out as just two people having some fun, granted it was what many people would consider perverted fun, but harmless fun in reality. But now, it was as if we were both on an express train to sado-masochistic depravity. The really scary thing was of course that neither of us new where the final destination would be, but neither of us wanted to get off. And now as I waited for you to answer the door, the train was going to speed up some more, I just hope it did not leave the tracks. You open the door, dressed as I had instructed. My favourite leather under bust corset, black of course, pushing your beautiful breasts up and outwards. I could still see the faint red marks from when I had used the flogger to torture them the last time we were together. As instructed you were wearing stockings, attached with suspenders to the corset, but no panties. Your freshly shaved cunt glowed pink fr

Easy Steps For Fubombers
if you find an easier way, post comments here. 1. Copy the link of the picture(you will need it later) 2. Post A comment 3. Keep replying to your comment 4. bouncer doesn't seem to show up as often. 5. every once in awhile paste the picture link in the address bar above 6. repeat steps

I'll Be Fine...
Compasion is in my nature I've closed the doors to you I've torn myself to pieces far too long I admit I was never there for you I swear I'm not the Devil you think you see I try so hard to sleep Cut me deep I've crawled away from your hate Trust in me I'm not whole, I don't believe it. I've screamed to you for forgiveness Why can't you hear it? Lost and seperated Shackled by what you've left inside me Try to show you that I'm good for something I hate myself, my ways, and my face I'm not ok but I'll be fine...

Optional Content (free Download)
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Who Wants To Own Me?
I'm up for Auction!!! & I want you to own me :) I go to the highest bidder and Bidding closes in 3 days so hurry up and bid on me :)... Shhhh your not supposed to know it's me ;) But I promise it is... So This what I have to offer & This is who your bidding on ;) Just so you know I keep my word ;) Just ask anyone who knows me. Pop my A-11 Cherry & I'll love you forever.

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Simple White Envelope
It's just a small white envelope stuck among the branches of our Christmas tree. No name, no identification, no inscription. It has peeked through the branches of our tree for the past 10 years or so. It all began because my husband Mike hated Christmas --oh, not the true meaning of Christmas, but the commercial aspects of it -- the overspending, the frantic running around at the last minute to get a tie for Uncle Harry and the dusting powder for Grandma -- the gifts given in desperation because you couldn't think of anything else. Knowing he felt this way, I decided one year to bypass the usual shirts, sweaters, ties, and so forth.. I reached for something special just for Mike. The inspiration came in an unusual way. Our son Kevin, who was 12 that year, was wrestling at the junior level at the school he attended. Shortly before Christmas, there was a non-league match against a team sponsored by an inner-city church. These youngsters, dressed in sn

Love
Ok this is going to be one of those types of blogs that most probably will never take the time to read but I have to get this off my chest. I met some one that I have grown to love very much and he knows who he is. But this is something that I need to put down and see how this goes. I love this guy very much and I have never really felt this before about some one. I know we started off really great and the more we talked the more I fell for him. Now both of us are scared and are thinking that its going to fast for us to keep up with. I want him in my life and I think about him all the time. I sat down last nite and wrote a six page letter to him and now Im scared to send it to him. I pourd my heart out to him and told him how I felt about him and how much I wanted him in my life and my boys life. I feel that we can make this work no matter what and that I have faith in him more then any guy I have ever been with. This is not easy for me to do when it comes to my feelings. Ive always ba

Merry Christmas Friends
I suggest we...Learn to Love our, selves....before its... made illegal. So dont let the World bring you down, Not everyone here is that Fucked up and cold! I love you all! Happy Holidays from "The House of Cheeze"!! xoxoxoxox

Christmas...
My girlfriend left me a week and a half ago, I now have no one to spend Christmas with (My family is 850 miles away) and I haven't been able to work for a week, so I'm broke. Can anyone give me some ideas about what I can do for Christmas and anything I could do to lift my spirits? Thanks!

Captivate Me
Captivate Me Fuzzy dream reality Swirling in my chest Like a prismatic whirlpool Sucking at my mind Pulling me under Into the warm flesh of her Vacant eyes cast illusions Of desolate emptiness As mental residual images Tesseract into her arms And captivating charms Forever imprisoned within The glowing warmth of Fantasies come true

Not Sure What I Did But...
OK so I haven't been on here much the past few days. Actually, I think this is the first in a couple of days. We had about 10 inches of snow in the forecast that was supposed to start Late Thursday and on into Friday. Well, instead we got just a few inches of snow along with some ice. I have been at my PC briefly checking email messages as apparently I have done something to pinch a nerve. I have arthritis in all hip and knee joints. The right hip being more severe. This past week alone just sitting at the PC for long periods of time I get it in my tail bone (LOL, ok if you wanna be funny and smart my arse!) I'm sure this is because I desperately need to go see my chiropractor. But since my auto insurance will no longer pay any accident related medical visit (as they only paid for a yr after the accident). Obviously, I can't afford to go when I really need to. I am trying to keep it at just once a month although, I was going once every two weeks if not sooner if I f

Hidden In Honeysuckle
Hidden in Honeysuckle Through the twists and turns Of honeysuckle vines Of honeysuckle lies That cover and hide The truth I couldn’t see The truth about me This personal conspiracy Decades old Scope untold And with tears of rage And cries of self hate I seek out the light I seek out the fight To do what is right To become someone I just might like

Holding Me Down
Holding Me Down I hide in this static shelter Of emotional white noise That cryptically destroys Everything I hope to be For the heart I know to bear For the love I feel you share As the past sounds out For fear of time And well dressed lies Dreams scream in agony As I try to convince you That I am feeling this too But what I have been through Is holding me back Holding me down In this trap of fear

Naked And Alone
Naked and alone, you lay in bed; caught in the depths of deep erotic dreams. Your body twists and writhes as dozens of hands and lips cascade over your tender, exposed flesh in wave after wave. Your heart races as forbidden pleasures are indulged as foreign fingers and tongues explore the whole of your flesh, inside and out. As the energy builds to an ultimate climax you snap awake into a real world orgasm, unsure if you are actually awake or still dreaming as mind shattering spasms drive muscles to convulse and twitch. Legs clenching tight as your breath is lost to ecstasy. Eyes wide open as your hands move between your thighs to find my head there. The reality of my tongue flying in a frenzy over your clit as my fingers rub circles below it from deep within brings another violent wave of spasms through your excited body. I continue with unwavering persistence, perpetuating a non-stop volley of orgasms. Time is lost and forgotten as moments become eternity until finally, sensi

Perfect Beauty
Perfect Beauty across hazy room superficial pretty-boys looking down aimed fingers perfect abs clutched in soft-palmed hands as perfect smiles showing perfect teeth let out super model laughs I turn away another shot of liquid death chased by fresh coffin nail peripheral vision detects pride of pride coming closer personal space invaders bringing elitist attitudes to bear on target sinking into throbbing bass musical buzz as perfect boys circle me like beautiful lions reciting memorized lines used once too often thinking to myself liberty of opinion they have theirs I have mine will of choice I can be better and just ignore freedom of speech fuck this shit I express myself not with elegant words or witty retorts a single explosion of a fist broken too many times large knobby knuckles colliding with perfection's beautiful face I turn away another shot of liquid death chased by fresh co