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The Greatest Gift
The greatest gift.. Author: cswandering Word count: 183 10 Jan 2008 The Greatest Gift are moments shared, A simple embrace to show you cared, Tree or no tree todays for family, The greatest gift are the faces of the giver because thats the true reward, to know something youve done caused so much joy and all the love directed toward one single moment,one gentle smile one soft kiss Its all worth while.. fall asleep dream some more cause there ill be when you open the door, Ill never leave I love you so although sometimes i go Its not for long its not forever...its just for now until were toghether Im just sorry its took mommy so long to see your smiling face I long to hold your little hand make you smart..teach you how to be a man. for one day youll be on your own and responsible for making a house a home.. Just remember the greatest gifts are ones that can't be bought or returned scattered or burned ,they will even grow in time...they are yours and mine.. Me
Crocodile Hippie :)
I waded off the Cancoon river shore Ace was hot on my trail The crocodiles chased me Ready to kill I ran with my blue suitcase Through the bobarded path People looking for a good time Others realeasing wrath I needed a disquise Something to help me blend To many dangers Where to begin I walked upon a group cloaked brightly and singing I asked if it was safe for me there If they could hide me They gave me a cloak gleaming orange and red I pulled it up high To cover my head I worked my way down the corridor So many faces No one would find me Looking down My bag had been left behind Should I chance my discovery And go back for it Or move on aimlessly I walked up to a table Stash or smack for sale I slipped him 20 and walked on my way Four little bags of green and a shelf of bongs that said for promo only I picked up my peice Sat down to toke With that inhale The alarm went off and I awoke
Am I A Stupid Bitch(you Tell Me)
Am I that stupid bitch? who i talk bout how i wouldn't put up with all the shyt her man do to her. Am i that stupid bitch? who i laugh and say that is what she get, she should of checked that nicca. Am i that stupid bitch? who i talk bout and say i would never cash a nicca out and be there for him. Am I that stupid bitch? who let all the females disrespect her and just let shyt go cuz she knows her man loves her. Am I? I really think i am that stupid bitch
When Love Hurts
So I was browsing through members on here the other day and I glimpse what I thought to be a Starbucks logo as someone's default. I hover the mouse and find that it's basically a big F*ck you to starbucks that says "Corporate Coffee Sucks". Now, being as I work for Starbucks, of course I'm offended. But more than offended, I'm curious. Is this person a disgruntled employee or former employee? If so, was he actually in the corporate level, or down among the leagues of minions oh so affectionately referred to as Baristas? Perhaps he's neither, and just a bitter would be customer if he could afford it. Yeah, we're expensive. No denying that. If you aren't used to Arabica beans, no doubt the flavors are a kick to your mouth. Aside from that, Starbucks is, by far and wide, my favorite job. I've done everything from answering phones at Pizza Hut, to being a receptionist, to stocking shoes at K-mart, to working in a law firm. Not a single one of those jobs offered me the enjoyme
What Can I Say?
2:26pm I had a brief conversation with my friend Felix after we hung out. He noticed I immediately went back to texting. I told him I didn't want to be rude, but it was my bff. I explained to him the bond we shared and how I have to text back only b/c lately with him being away and all, it's a rare treat in itself to have him text back :) I mean dude, if you were to know.. you'd probably be sad. Mind you, I really don't cry in front of guys, so I had a knot in my throat as I was telling him about the bond. I then had a couple of tears go down my cheek and he wiped it away from my left cheek. I thought it was sweet. Then I changed the subject on him so that I wouldn't be all emotional. I got a laugh out of the conversation that ensued. We talked about how we've known each other for like 5 yrs right? So he admitted to having the biggest and most huge crush on me since forever. We've been talking on and off, but lately we've kept in touch every so often. So last nigh
Iranian Air Space
According to a Marine Pilot: In addition to communicating with the local Air Traffic Control facility, all aircraft in the Persian Gulf AOR are required to give the Iranian Air Defense Radar (military) a ten minute 'heads up' if they will be transiting Iranian airspace. This is a common procedure for commercial aircraft and involves giving them your call sign, transponder code, type aircraft, and points of origin and destination. I just flew with a guy who overheard this conversation on the VHF Guard (emergency) frequency 121.5 MHz while flying from Europe to Dubai . It's too good not to pass along. The conversation went something like this... Air Defense Radar: 'Unknown aircraft at (location unknown), you are in Iranian airspace. Identify yourself.' Aircraft: 'This is a United States aircraft. I am in Iraqi airspace.' Air Defense Radar: ' You are in Iranian airspace. If you do not depart our airspace we will launch interceptor aircraft!' Aircraft: 'This is a Unite
Before I Forget...
I think I mentioned it in a previous blog. I've gotten in touch with my writing side :) I've been writing more and more (poems, short stories, and songs) :) I'm so proud of myself!
Sunset, sunset to rise. Other people are to enjoy this beautiful scenery of the sunset. I am left alone, the dream linger. Days, it is blue. Cloud, very white. Sunny, brilliant. Hee and bathed in sunlight, the world's most quiet. In that moment, freeze-frame pictures. Do not know when, to capture a vague glimmer of the long songs. Very light, really light, the light almost feel it.However, I still heard. That blurred the song, flying in the wind. Sing this season to sing I have a voice.Wonderful, beautiful, incredible. In the world are beginning to become a quiet, quiet, quiet, listening to me. I listen to the voice. Ciqu should only be there in the sky, earth, which was heard several times. Can not extricate themselves in the fall of the Angels-like voice, the deeply obsessed. I do not know when, Dream. End.
First Blog, Yay
So my first blog on Fubar. This is a pretty fun site, i love it. Everyone here is really funny, and entertaining. Plus, you can see people in your area. I love the whole giving drinks. As soon as I created a profile, I was 100% shitfaced! Haha, love it!
Went Shopping
Had to start buying new clothes all my old nice ones are all to big and the next size down are just a smidge tighter than i like. But fuck it i went all out. i got a new: pair of boots garteer belt red red shelf bra thigh and knee highs i think i did pretty good.
Dance Magic Dance
just cause i'm in a David Bowie kinda mood :p
Well I can honestly say that this relationship is getting better and better everyday that goes by. We continue to find more and more out about each other and so much that we have in common. I am just so in love with William and I couldn't be any happier. I do wish that he was around years ago, just as I have heard him say the same thing so many times. He has touched my heart and soul and I am just happier than I have been in a very long time. At this moment he is in Arkansas and I miss him like crazy. I can never get enough of being with him. Yea I know everyone says that every couple needs their space and maybe thats true. But its just hard to be apart especially when you don't really know when will be the next time you are together again...But anyways...This weekend was pretty awesome but of course everytime that I am with William its always awesome....Saturday we went to some friends and took the 4-wheeler out and rode together...Yea it was dark and cold but it was great. This is a
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I Love You........
Feel me now brat........... I love you I'll kill you - Enigma
Hellz Yea!
.WATCH & LEARN Think that you can treat me like a prod hole if you want...but expect to pay for it in a BAD way. I'll mind fuck you until your dick is nothing more than a worthless tumor in your lap. Keep your pussworms in your pants and ... NEVER DISRESPECT S.H.E
Broken Again
every time i think i found some one and they say all this shit to me i think its diff but its not there all the same they all hurt me im tired of my heart getting broken fuck love right now fuck everything they all left me for some one else or they went back to there exess all i do is fill pain but i rather fill pain than anything at all but i mite be going to that filling soon love hurts and sucks why do i have to get hurt why can i be happy for ones but i hope they r happy and i hope it works out for them and im staying single for along time cuz fuck this shit :{and i will get over this sooner or later but i will and ill move on like i always do
Zakk Wylde's Father Loses The Fight...
On Monda​y,​ Janua​ry 19th,​ Zaak​s Wylde​s fathe​r passe​d away due to compl​icati​ons from his fight​ again​st cance​r.​ The follo​wing is a state​ment from Zakk regar​ding his passi​ng:​ My fathe​r,​ Jerom​e F. Wiela​ndt who serve​d as an inspi​ratio​n to me and my music​ throu​ghout​ my life,​ has passe​d away from cance​r.​ His influ​ence on my life and the life of other​s has motiv​ated me in ways that have been both unexp​ected​ and profo​und.​ My fathe​r spent​ his youth​ as a orpha​n in New Jerse​y who was subse​quent​ly draft​ed to serve​ his count​ry.​ A World​ War II veter​an,​ he parti​cipat​ed in the event​s of D-̴
Isn't It Funny...
It's funny how hello is always accompanied with goodbye. It's funny how good memories can start to make you cry. It's funny how forever never really seems to last. It's funny how much you'd lose if you forgot about your past. It's funny how 'friends' can just leave you when you're down. It's funny how when you need someone their never around. It's funny how people change and think they're so much better. It's funny how many lies can be packed into one 'love letter'. It's funny how people forgive even though they can't forget. It's funny how one night can contain so much regret. It's funny how ironic life turns out to be. But the funnies part of all... Is that none of that's funny to me!
The Pit
The day my child died, I fell into the pit of grief. My friends watched me struggle through daily life, waiting for the person I once was to arise from the pit, not realizing "he" is gone forever. The pit is full of darkness, heartache and despair, it paralyzes your thoughts, movements and ability to ration. The pit leaves you forever changed, unable to surface the person you once were. Some of my pre-grief friends gather around the top of the pit, waiting for the old me to appear before their eyes, not understanding what's taking me so long to emerge. After all, in their eyes, I've been in the pit for quite sometime. Yet in my eyes, it seems as if I fell in only yesterday. Not all of my pre-grief friends are gathered around the top of the pit. Some are helping me with the climb out of the darkness. They climb side by side with me from time to time, but mostly they climb ahead of me, waiting patiently at each plateau. Even with these friends I sometimes wonder if they a
Beautiful-10 Years
Beauty over wisdom to fit in with the styles Your Cinderella stories, for a price Vanity's a business built to please the unique Silicon and stars collide; the rest will fall in line [Chorus:] Just as beautiful as you are Its so pitiful what you are You should have seen this coming all along Visually you're stimulating to my eyes Your Cinderella syndrome, full of lies Your insecurities are concealed by your pride Pretty soon your ego will kill whats left inside [Chorus] (Beautiful) Its so pitiful what you are (Pitiful) As beautiful as you are (Should have seen) You should have seen this coming all along You're everything that's so typical Maybe You're alone, for a reason You're the reason So pitiful what you are Should have seen this coming all along (Beautiful) Just as beautiful as you are (Pitiful) So pitiful what you are (Should have seen) Should have seen this coming all along (Beautiful) Its so pitiful what you are (Pitiful) As beautif
Drs Again
Today we went over the results of the endoscopy. They say my esophagus is completely healed. sweet news. More sweet news, is they found nothing wrong with the inside of me from my tongue to my tummy, except some minor inflammation of my stomach lining, which they say should clear up with the current meds I'm on. Not so sweet news. I still experience stomach pain, especially when i run. drs are kinda confuzzled by it. They now want to do a CT scan to see if anything is going on outside. So more to come
Back Where I Belong
The letter was very detailed about where and when I would find him again. It was as if he knew I could not live without him; I do not know how else to explain its presence. I had just made up my mind that I had to go find him when I stepped out of my shower. I had not talked to anyone so there is no way he could have readily known that I was ready to go find him and forgive him. I guess our connection was stronger than I ever imagined that it was. I walked out into the hallway toward my room when I saw it lying there half under my door. It was a dull red envelope with nothing written on that I could see. I must have stared at it for five minutes before I walked over and picked it up; I had no idea what it could be. I knew that it was left there for me; I was the only person living there. I turned it over and over again in my hand several times before I lifted the flap and broke the seal to see what was inside. I pulled out a cream piece of parchment paper with lines and li
4 & 20
Four and Twenty years ago I come into this life, Son of a woman And a man who lived in strife. He was tired of being poor But he wasn't into selling door to door And he worked like a devil to be more. A different kind of poverty now upsets me so Night after sleepless night I walk the floor and want to know Why am I so alone? Where is my woman, can I bring her home? Have I driven her away? Is she gone? Morning comes the sunrise, And I'm driven to my bed I see that it is empty And there's devils in my head. I embrace the many colored beast. I grow weary of the torment Can there be no peace? And I find myself just wishing that my life would simply cease.
Defined by body- by biology- better to be fat?- a non person?- a testiment to excess- pig?- or foxy?- a sex object- meat- sex toy walking- whore- bitch- what about athletic?- boy body- unwomanly- dyke- what option is there for a woman to be?- to be anything- not defined by biology- by body- what matter brains?- invisible- power- forbidden- it would be easy to give in- to be normal- to find destiny- in the past- to be- a wife- a mother- a label- a nothing- but I want more than that- I want me- and more than me- I want to be- all woman- every woman- but not woman- not me- not trapped- by body, biology, or brain- look at me- don't look at me- want to hide- NEED to be seen- reaching out- running away- moving target- in the night- why look at me- not what you see- my existence- can never be!
Just Might
i am thinking i might just leave for a while. just does not seem like much fun here any more. just lost it sparkle for me. give me some good reasons to stay
I Am Entering Tattoo Cantests For The First Time!
Hey everyone! Hows it going?I hope all is well.Things have been good for me.If you have been looking at my pics I have posted the tattoo I am getting for my mom.I am proud of it and so happy and will be even happier when it is done.This year I am going to go to 4 tattoo conventions.I have been in the past and have loved it.I have always went to help and support my best friend because she enters the contest that they have.This year for the first tie I will be entering as well and I am nervous about it.I will be onstage in front of 400 to 500 ppl.When I told Marcus(my tattoo guy) that I was thinking about entering his work he lite up and was just over joyed and told me I would get first place and he just had the biggest smile ever.So basied on his reaction I have to do it I cant let him down after seeing how happy he is about it.And it makes me feel great to have him feel so strong about the work he is doing on me.He always has everyone look at my back when im in the shop and to have an
Menopause Jewelry
Menopause Jewelry My husband, being unhappy with my mood swings, bought me a mood ring the other day so he would be able to monitor my moods. We've discovered that when I'm in a good mood, it turns green. When I'm in a bad mood, it leaves a big frickin red mark on his forehead. Maybe next time he'll buy me a diamond. Dumb ass.
Plz Sign My Guestbook
I added a guestbook to my profile so plz sign my guestbook below or on my page and show me mad love....thanx Sexy n Wild Angeleyes.
Fire Water
When the hot water runs on her, she feels alive. Her body tenses up as the stinging beads pierce her. She faces the shower head and places her hands, palm down, on the shower wall. She lifts her head back and lets the scolding water run down her chest. The burn releases the energy she needs to let go of. That burst is ecstasy. Her body transforms into a luscious light pink canvas, her skin tightens all over her body. She feels more firm, more sensuous, more cool Her breasts have a rubber feel- bountiful- electric even. The trickles down her face singe her. The heat is too much and not enough. Hands wandering create smiles. No part goes untouched. The water goes into every part willingly. To her the best is not the warmth it leaves behind but the pain it takes to get that warmth.
Luscious like a mango, ripe in texture- blossoming for seduction. The warm wetness is empowering, to touch- to feel, to kiss even. That sweet nectar, the sweetest by far, leaves a lingering taste. Breathing. Sweating. Biting. Gasping. Legs inward, legs outward, the back arched. Toes curled, hips swaying, lips moaning. E C S T A C Y L U S T S E X M A S T U R B A T I O N Hard, fast, slow, easy, tantalizing, forced, taken, given, apart, together- released. Throbbing is left to ease the transition, the peak has been reached and the flow is Spectacular.
From Her To Her.
Her heart is beating fast, the control is weak. She looks at her and she wants to go crazy. They become one when they are together. The kissing, licking, the rubbing and touching. To spread her is to invite pleasure- pain- lust- hate- love and fun. The taste- impeccable. The texture- soft, warm and wet. She loves it when she pulls her hair. Face first, forced. The reward is worth it, the reward is the act itself. Sucking violently. Gently. Obediently.
My Granny
PLease Keep my Granny in your prayers, shes 82 years old , yesterday they done exploratory surgery to find out why she was hurting so bad, when they got her open, they found the cancer in her colon,pancrease and in the intestines,it had already attached it self to other areas and the Dr said it was nothing they could do for her, for us to just keep her comfortable and as happy as we could, that she only had about 6 months left.. This is a lady that has always been full of energy right up until a week ago when she went in the hospital, shes a fighter and i believe god can take care of her...I just need all my sweet friends to pray for her... Thanks Onetnsweetheart
Hooorraaaayyyy next double session photoshoot coming up soon in February. Party peeps....check out my page soon....very hot pics will await you. Love ya all.
Mona's Wedding Present
Mona's Wedding Present Mona and I are getting married soon and I would like to give her 2500 profile rates in the next 24 hours as a wedding present. Ms. Mona Doll ღ Dangerous Curves Member ღ Please rate or re-rate Mona today. Make my beautiful bride-to-be happy and let's keep fubar's finest lady #1. Thanks everyone! Please repost. PM me if you sticky this bully, I'll hook you up. We can do this. Yes we can! Steve ~*~ Club United ~*~@ fubar (repost of original by 'Steve ~*~ Club United ~*~' on '2009-01-19 18:51:49') (repost of original by 'Ms. Mona Doll ღ Dangerous Curves Member ღ' on '2009-01-20 04:15:32')
Not Worthy
So today I have been told by 2 model agencies that I am not worth their time to become a plus size model. That.. I find a great pity because I believe I have great potential. I guess not many believe I am right.
Thought For 1/21
An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind.
Snow Pics Plz!!
I am collecting pics of snow!!! We dont have any here , so what a great idea!! Let's see how many different places we can get!!! Let the fun begin!! Thanks, Deedee
Without You
I can't find your face in a thousand masqueraders You're hidden in the colors of a million other lost charaders In life's big parade I'm the loneliest spectator Cuz you're gone without a trace in a sea of faceless imitators I can't take another night Burning inside this Hell is living without your love Ain't nothing without your Touch me Heaven would be like hell Is living without you Nights get longer and colder I'm down begging to hold ya On my own and I feel like hell Is living without you Nights get longer and colder I'm down begging to hold ya On my own and I feel like hell Is living without you
A Sharp Tongue...
A sharp tongue leaves a scar, while a helpful word heals the heart. - David McCasland
I Just Love This Song!!
One of the very few non country songs I like
Its time to find my own, make my way in the world time to start getting paid, so i can see my baby girl every time i think about her, get this feeling so good, they say shes to far away, but we're so misunderstood see love aint always bout the touchin, its knowing someone cares even through the distance i still know my babys there love aint about the sex, its all about the heart and knowing that without her, your world would fall apart we got the love we feel, and we know that its real we got a love so strong, an unbreakable bond x4 ya im through with the bullshit, no more playing games, theres just something about her, this girl aint the same you see the game never stops, but a playa might find love this is me doing my drops, clean up and rise above and you can say what you want, you you aint never gonna phase me i got the greatest thing in the world, aint nothing gonna change me a playa leaves the game, but the game never leaves a playa but i wont find another like
A Saftey Commericial (adults Only)
"ideals Of Our Forefathers"
Hmm... President Barack Obama says Americans must hold tight to the ideals of our forefathers. Interesting. I wonder what our Forefathers would think of him and his party already working on gun control laws? An "inalienable" RIGHT, given to me under the Constitution of the United States of America, as stated in the 2nd Amendment. Well I guess thats just a dirty little right... that no one needs anymore, because we're just soooooo civilized now right? Hmm... I wonder what our Forefathers would have thought about abortions? Everyday... around 13000 babies are killed. Burned to death with saline solutions, and ripped out from their wombs. Or perhaps what our Forefathers would think of the liberal ideals of big government, and basically turning this REPUBLIC into a socialist society? Perhaps next time you'll be a little more clear, Mr. President, that you don't really want us to hold tight to the ideals of our forefathers. Or perhaps... just which ideals you're s
Why I Am Leaving
I don't find this site exciting anymore. I am going to be deleting my account on Saturday the 24 of January. If you still want to talk to me or keep in touch, I still have my myspace page. Look me up. Its Its been fun, but this sight just isn't for me anymore.
Farting In Rythm...hehe!
You are on a bus, when you suddenly fart. Luckily the music is very loud. So every time you fart, you time it with the music. When you start making your way to the door as you exit the bus Everybody is throwing dagger looks at you, and you suddenly realize. ............ You're listening to your IPod !
Some Girls
Some Girls Some girls are made of sugar and spice. Im a bad girl made of hot blood and wild passion. Some girls are made simply and pure Im a bad girl made of wicked thoughts and deeds. Some girls are made of impure thoughts or desires. Im a bad girl made of naught and evil acts to share with you. Some girls are made to blow kisses at you. Im a bad girl made to thrill your sense with my wicked kisses upon your entire body and lips. Some girls are made to bat their eyes and smile at you. Im a bad girl made to walk over and tell you exactly what I want you to do too me. Some girls are made to wonder and drool over you. Im a bad girl made to surrender all over to you in ways that will make you drool and weak in the knees. Some girls are made to wait and pray you will call them. Im a bad girl made to call you with sex words or show up at your front door naked. Some girls are made nice and shy. Im a bad girl made to be brassy and bold. Some girls
Sick And Fed Up
I'm over doseing on medicines that don't work for me. I'm thinking of sticking myself into a hospital because I feel there must be some kind of infection going on here. So with that, I may not be online for quite a while or until I feel the light of my monitor isn't going to render me blind and cause my head to explode. SOOOOOOOOOOO....I'm out!
Saturday Nite
DJ Ozzman and DJ Sexy Gothic Princess are getting fu-married saturday nite at 11 pm est time, (The 24th of January), in the Mind Twisters lounge. (see link below) j x GTH PRC*One of Vamp Morticia's Victims*@ fubar JZZMц ~ R/L G/F TO DJ SEXY PRINCESS GOTHY~@ fubar PIMPOUT BY: VAMP MORTICIA~RL GF ofDJ Carnage~Sultry's Mistress~Owner of V M V@ fubar (repost of original by 'Vamp Morticia's Victims GROUP PAGE!' on '2009-01-21 10:26:26') (repost of original by 'VAMP MORTICIA~RL & FU GF of DJ Carnage~Sultry's Mistress~Owner of V M V' on '2009-01-21 10:29:30') (repost of original by '
Don't Give Up--peter Gabriel And Kate Bush
Cry Not... (one Lost Soul)
Drag me the ground Cry not for one lost soul... I'm unchained, still insane Cry not for one lost soul... Battered by the world that bleeds me Cry not for one lost soul... Search the sky for my star Cry not for one lost soul... I'll find the one that needs me Cry not for one lost soul... I've seen myself change each day Cry not for one lost soul... Reflected my poison back in my eye Cry not for one lost soul... I've felt my demons deep inside me Cry not for one lost soul... Clawing, begging for release Cry not for one lost soul... I look everyday for a way, a path to steal the sun Cry not for one lost soul... My pain that I keep heals others, why not me? Cry not for one lost soul... Till the Last Day, when you carry me down Cry not for one lost soul... My sight fails me Cry not for one lost soul... Nothing is lost forever Cry not for one lost soul... It simply waits to be rediscovered...
Bow before me though I'm not your maker Worship me if you wish Raise no temples in my name I bring you no promises of resurrection I cannot deliver you Redemption is not mine to give All I can offer is what you see I cannot take your pain I know I'll cause you more Resurrection is found through your pain Struggle on the road to your redemption I am no Savior Sinner is more like it I am a breaker of hearts (much regret) A burner of bridges Desolation smile Worship your poison Believe my lie Drown in my acid tears I promise you nothing I am... Worship my pain
Thoughtless Delusions...
Restless most nights Waking with shadows Nothing sustains I know what I don't want to Put myself up on a shelf Store me away till the next turning Box me tight to keep in all thats burning Ashes where my heart used to be Shattered my soul against your will I've lost myself inside myself What am I to do? I've done little good Caused too much pain The end won't free me Not this time...
Precious Poison (december)
Precious poison found within the flower Remorseless soul within a corpse From light springs dark eternal Broken vessel of your spirit A shattered mind screams I bled for this pretty fake Meaningless sacrifice Bled for days Smile out my rage Masking what I feel Make my weapons Preparing for a war Sharpen my teeth against this Scarred by it all Yearning for the cold December Ice will take away the pain Frozen I can shatter what breaks me
Presidents Inaugural Address
Inaugural Address By President Barack Hussein Obama My fellow citizens: I stand here today humbled by the task before us, grateful for the trust you've bestowed, mindful of the sacrifices borne by our ancestors. I thank President Bush for his service to our nation -- (applause) -- as well as the generosity and cooperation he has shown throughout this transition. Forty-four Americans have now taken the presidential oath. The words have been spoken during rising tides of prosperity and the still waters of peace. Yet, every so often, the oath is taken amidst gathering clouds and raging storms. At these moments, America has carried on not simply because of the skill or vision of those in high office, but because we, the people, have remained faithful to the ideals of our forebears and true to our founding documents. So it has been; so it must be with this generation of Americans. That we are in the midst of crisis is now well understood. Ou
More Salutes.
Okay, phew.... I posted some long over due salutes, but realize I still owe a few.... Witchie, Peace & All That, and Kimbers.... Who else wants one, and I'll try to get on it... muahz all!
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Sage's Diary (a Work In Progress)
Dear Diary, Today, I saw him. He was sitting on the bench just outside of the park, in front of my house. I was wondering if hed ever visit again. The last two times hes been there, he hasnt said much. Today, though, he spoke to me. He has a voice like music. Its amazing. All he said was Hi., but it was enough to convince me that hes not just a part of my dreams. Hes real. He speaks, he breaths, he moves. It still amazes me that one simple word can bring so much fulfillment to a desolate heart. For so long, I have felt that only I exist in this precarious state. The state between agony and loneliness. The state, in which many different paths can be taken, but only one has any light. Ive been careful to not let anyone else see the pain, the searing regret for having to let go of every piece of me, before I could find something to hold on to. Hes the strength Ive found in that darkness. Is it possible? Is it even remotely possible to find strength in someone whom Ive never s
being human is not a disease, its the quirks,dark thoughts and idiosecrencies that make us who we are. life can be a disease, pushing us to conform trying to break us, change us into their version of normal. scream, cryout, stay who you are, a person who is uniqe, who has there own thoughts, visons,and voice, be who you were meant to be, human.
Chapter 3 (romance Novel I'm Working On...comments Welcome)
CHAPTER THREE Hushed whispers and giggling echoed around the great hall. Blaise stared at the fiery woman seated in the center of the long table. His reaction to her had been instant and very painful. His breeches had become too tight for him and he longed to remove them, preferably in the vicinity of the beautiful vixen, where she could see what she'd done to him. His gaze traveled over the dark red ringlets framing her lightly tanned face and relaxing into softer curls near her waist. Her skin caught the glow of the torches and accentuated the deep crevice between her large breasts. He could image holding them in his hands, could feel their weight. Even now, he could see her nipples straining against the tight fabric of her bodice. His cock jerked in response. His eyes traveled up her neck to her face. Her light green eyes dared him to speak, never had a woman looked at him in such a manner. Her jaw line was, perhaps, a bit too squa
Valentines Day Auction...
Wanna Be My Valentine? Unbreakable Is Hosting A Valentine's Day Auction With Lots Of Very Sexy Fu's To Bid On! So Make Me Your Valentine I'll Do Your Heart Good Show Lot's O Love To The Hostess
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? charger 2. Your significant other? chandra 3. Your hair? short 4. Your mother? work 5. Your father? home 6. Your favorite thing? laptop 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? job 10. The room you're in? mine 11. Music? rap 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? sucessful 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? fake 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? bike 18. Where you grew up? washington 19. The last thing you did? text 20. What are you wearing? casual 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? 7 23. Your computer? vaio 24. Your life? grat 25. Your mood? happy 26. Missing someone?
Attention Whore
You will always have the need For you only know how to feed It started with a pain urgently driving you insane Always feeling left behind Online searching hoping to find Maybe your looking for a lesson Constantly seeking attention I'm a hot chick Come here look at my pic Don't you feel sick? Your sinking like a brick To the bottom of the bowl you will find a never ending hole You truly are a total bore You are an attention whore
Balls Out Humpday
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Life Is Hell
when one thing starts a fucking chain. i swear. it rains bullshit in my town. ugh.
True Love
i need a true valentine hollar at you'r girl if available! what you see is what ya get!
Today is one of those days where it was ok. I did some things to organize, but now a wave of uncertainty falls. Not what's next, but how to get to next. My future is there, but is it a mirage? I have deluded myself? Am I setting my goals to high? Or do I simply need to keep faith and work through it. I know I'm impatient with myself to the point of frustration. I know what I want and I'm making progress. But dammit can't it happen overnight? I have a phone interview coming up. I'm not prepared. Mainly not mentally prepared. I have things to do and I hate when I look for the smallest detail of perfection to get things done. It is my way of procrastinating. I don't expect that of others, but I have to have everything before I do something. That's a lie that I need to stop telling myself. I guess it's hard to say you will be ok when you're alone in the mirror.
He Has Autos On Come Level Up
Warren Buffett: Barack Obama Will Help The Economy
Warren Buffett: Barack Obama Will Help the Economy, But Don't Expect Short-Term Miracles Posted By: Alex Crippen Topics:Barack Obama | Recession | Economy (U.S.) | Warren Buffett Companies:Berkshire Hathaway Inc. Warren Buffett and Capitol Dome Warren Buffett says "you couldn't have anybody better in charge" for the economy than Barack Obama, but warns "it's going to take time" before things get better. In an interview with Tom Brokaw for Dateline NBC, Buffett says there's a lot of fear everywhere as the country faces "an economic Pearl Harbor .. something it hasn't faced since World War II." WARREN BUFFETT'S DATELINE INTERVIEW WITH NBC'S TOM BROKAW: THE COMPLETE TRANSCRIPT Buffett predicts that Obama's plan for a massive stimulus program will help, but not right away. "We're gonna have a medicine coming in a dosage we've never seen before ... but it won't have immediate impact ... It takes time for it to hit the economy in real force. So people should not expect mi
I Like You...
Telling someone you like them is hard isn't it? Because, you have to pick the right place, to tell them those three words to their face, You have to tell them what you feel, hoping what they feel is also real, You have to tell them "I like you", and hope they say back "I like you too.", You have to tell them cause it feels right, and it's time to say the speech you practiced all night, You really want them to know it, but you're too afraid to show it, So your waking up everyday, letting time just pass away, Not telling them is a bad thing to do, so quit being shy and just tell them what you believe is true, just tell them "I like you"
My Birthday~
'painting' The Stain
'Painting' the Stain They're back. We are again being "entertained" by TV commercials attacking candidate Barack Obama and his 'liberal friends' - Chuck Schumer, Chris Dodd, Joe Biden et al. As usual these commercials never tell us what's wrong with being 'liberal', they just use the phrase in the sneering way they've been using it for 30 years - as an indictment, a slur, a poisonous label signifying anything anyone wants to think of as bad, evil - and worse- UNAMERICAN!!! The slurring began when conservatives started talking about "bleeding heart liberals" who throw money at programs to keep everybody happyand then progressed to "pinko, Commie liberals". The words of Ronald Reagan, doing the best imitation of a President in modern times and using his "B" movie abilities as an actor to 'communicate' with the right reading of a word or sentence to make sure we get his meaning, simply said that liberals would enslave us in Socialism making government our masters and the masters
Code Words
FINE > This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel > they are right and you need to shut up. Never use "fine" to describe > how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments > FIVE MINUTES > This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your > football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so it's > an even trade. > NOTHING > This means "something," and you should be on your toes. > "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of > wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. ''Nothing" > usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end > with 'Fine' > GO AHEAD (With Raised Eyebrows) > This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over > "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine" > GO AHEAD (Normal Eyebrows) > This means "I give up" or "do what you want because I don't care" You > will get a "Raised Eyebrow Go Ahead" in ju
What I Want In A Man
1. strong, physically and emotionally 2. faithful 3. honest 4. someone that has no problem with letting me be me 5. likes to go out once in awhile, but it's not everynight 6. loves a night in, watching movies, cuddling a bit 7. knows how and when it's time to make love and when it's time to have hot sweaty crazy wild sex 8. is secure enough with himself that me having guy friends doesn't drive him nuts 9. not jealous, but knows when it's time to kick the shit out of someone 10. allows me to hold my own but will defend me when needed 11. have a job and not live with parents 12. isn't always drunk, or high 13. enjoys outdoors and sports 14. family is important 15. ok with not being able to have anymore kids, but has to be ok with the fact that i have three Eventually i want my man to know all the stupid little things about me,but that all comes with time so the man that wants me better want to really get to know me. If you think this is you...let me know
I Have Hazel Eyes
People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. ___________________________________________________________ Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They love to party.They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS((aka wolves)) when they need to be.They are bad to the bone. ___________________________________________________________ Green eyes People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, honest and trust worthy, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the most beautif
Who's Horny?
Two married buddies are out drinking one night when one turns to the other and says, "You know, I don't know what else to do. Whenever I go home after we've been out drinking, I turn the headlights off before I get to the driveway. I shut off the engine and coast into the garage. I take my shoes off before I go into the house; I sneak up the stairs, get undressed in the bathroom, stick my foot in the toilet and pee down my leg to prevent splashing sounds. I ease into bed and my wife STILL wakes up and yells at me for staying out so late!" His buddy looks at him and says, "Well, you're obviously taking the wrong approach. I screech into the driveway, slam the door, storm up the steps, throw my shoes in the closet, jump into bed, slap her on the ass and shout, "WHO'S HORNY"... "And she acts like she is asleep every time."
Dream Dancing
Sometimes I sit and think, Of that which is now behind me. Some things will catch up, A little further down the road. Others will remain there, Lost in the confusion of memories. As I attempt to sort them out, The best rise to the top. The only common factor is you. Your eyes shine, When the lights flick on in the morning. Your hair glistens, As the sun rises over the hill tops at dawn. Your voice rings in my head, Like the wonders of a church chior, With the power of charm and beauty. Your hands massage me, As I relax my thoughts, And fade out of reality. Only to find you Dancing in my Dreams. by: Michael the Smokin' Gator
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A Perfect Place !
a perfect place Once I knew of this place where magic lived and love flowed forth like waters rushing down a mountain side . Where flowers bloomed and birds sang their tunes on lifted wing . Where did this place go and did it really exist ? Was it only in my mind ? Made up from some need I had when I was all alone needing the love it showed ? Where are you mystical one? Where are you now that the times have turned dark and I am in need of you more than ever ? My heart beats out it's rhythm like explosions coming forth from the collision of stars . It's breaking don't you hear it ? The sound isnt always audible but if you listen with your heart instead of your ears you'll hear it's shrieks of pain as it comes undone . Darkness all around now and now that I need your light it can't be found .I scream into the darkness your name the only shield I have and the beasties they still march on . Bringing their pain and dread like a banner held on high . Only you can save me from this now .
WTF is goin on with Fubar today? My friend couldn't log out or log in today. I get a fakie imitate me I tried to write a blog, but it said "make a first blog". Like the others got deleted. But when I tried to make it, it showed the rest of the blogs. Now my friend asked me why I blocked him from my blogs; and I didn't wtf?
To My Friends On Here And Real Life
famous people walk on the red carpets because they are famous, we walk on toilet paper because we are the shits
Cemetary Escort Duty - Author Unknown
I received this via e-mail and felt compelled to pass it along. Please keep our service men and women in your prayers. If you know who the author of the following text is, please let me know and I will attribute it proper. Again, these are not my words, but I share the Gunny's respect, and appreciation, for "Mrs. Wieserman's" sacrifice. *** I just wanted to get the day over with and go down to Smokey's. Sneaking a look at my watch, I saw the time, 1655. Five minutes to go before the cemetery gates are closed for the day. Full dress was hot in the August sun. Oklahoma summertime was as bad as ever--the heat and humidity at the same level--both too high. I saw the car pull into the drive, '69 or '70 model Cadillac Deville, looked factory-new. It pulled into the parking lot at a snail's pace. An old woman got out so slow I thought she was paralyzed; she had a cane and a sheaf of flowers--about four or five bunches as best I could tell. I couldn't help mysel
The Last Natural 01
I never meant for it to end like this. I thought it'd be a blast, a fizzle, and we'd all go on with our... well, I never anticipated there'd be so many survivors. My eyes took forever to adjust, it left me shut for a few hours, little micropulses going through my body to restart my nerves and muscles. It was all in the brochure. I stepped out, the meter read "all clear" Life support offline. Disengaging locks. Please proceed with caution. Good Luck. The fallout had settled. Either it was winter, or it was WINTER. The nuclear kind. Neither mattered, my hazsuit in the footlocker would be adequate- but I tell you nothing sucks worse than stepping out of a goo tube with nothing on but a material that was a few hours ago frozen to your body and a grimace in subfreezing temperatures. I thought it was gonna fall off. As I scoped the blasted city-scape around me I wondered what sort of guarantee there'd be that no one would block my pod- what if the gears just refused to tu
To My Best Friend
i am here for you never will i leave you can always count on me when you are not strong i will pick you up and tell you that you can go on you are my best friend and when things go wrong as they sometimes do i will never leave i will always be right here for you right now you are struggling with things that are hard with things that are crushing your spirit but i am here for you i will not leave you your my best friend and no matter what you need i am here no matter how rough times get i am here you are my life and i don't want to see you hurt so whatever i must do to make you happy i will whenever you see nothing but darkness i will help you see the light i am here for you no matter what you go through
His First One
Sagittarius 11/22 12/21 Year 2009 Overview You tend to attract just about everything you want this year through your warmth and magnetic Sagittarian That said, you may also go through some great transformational shifts in 2009 as you realize that your happiness no longer depends so much on possessions, but rather on the deeper meaning associated with things symbolic of love and sharing. Instead of controlling what's happening around you, you now have experiences that perhaps you don't understand, but in allowing new insights to come in and have a voice, the rearranging of your resources and your values gives you a sense of security and growth. By surrendering to your higher power, you realize you don't have to struggle as much to get what you want. As you open up to the ideas and energies flowing around you, your priorities shift dramatically. And -- you'll be happy to know -- you don't need to work as hard to enjoy sensual pleasures either! Great opportunities arise as you
Dont Fear The Memories
Watched the sun set on our yesterday Saw our beautiful blue sky turn gray The wind blew out the candle In this fairy tale 2 rings made 2 hearts beat as one Now they are both undone Throw another penny in our wishing well Hear it hit rock bottom another gift from hell Turn the lights out and close the door Don't fear the memories there wont be any more Hand in hand we thought we knew it all We crept closer to the edge not knowing we would fall Putting holes in happiness is what we did the best Why did it end like this? Why didnt we pass the test Throw another penny in our wishing well Hear it hit rock bottom another gift from hell Turn the lights out and close the door Don't fear the memories there wont be any more
"be My Valentine Application."
This is the "Be My Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person on here that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Height: Do you Drive: Where do you live: School: Grade: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Broke my heart? Kept something important from me? Area 5: "
A Contradiction Within Myself....1-21-09
I, am a living, breathing, walking, talking, perfectly imperfect, contradiction. I am all that is good, yet all that is evil. I am all that is happy, yet all that is sad. My inner light shines happiness upon others, but can not bare to shed its happiness on me. I am others joy, others hope, others pride. Yet I am filled with none of those things. What others see in me, is not what I see of myself. What others think of me, is not what I think of myself. What others believe of me, is far from what I believe of myself. What is seen on the outside, is so absurdly different from what is reality on the inside. The hate, that resides in my very being, is enough to send hells creatures running. My ability to begrudge you, is beyond bizarre. For once my hate is set, it is forever set in stone. Once you are the one I hunt, you will forever be my prey. I will not stop until you are nothing more than a passing memory. My thoughts are dark, and often wise. With calculating col
Font SizeA A A Your Guide to Masturbation Masturbation is the self-stimulation of the genitals to achieve sexual arousal and pleasure, usually to the point of orgasm (sexual climax). It is commonly done by touching, stroking or massaging the penis or clitoris until an orgasm is achieved. Some women also use stimulation of the vagina to masturbate or use "sex toys," such as a vibrator. Who Masturbates? Just about everybody. Masturbation is a very common behavior, even among people who have sexual relations with a partner. In one national study, 95% of males and 89% of females reported that they have masturbated. Masturbation is the first sexual act experienced by most males and females. In young children, masturbation is a normal part of the growing child's exploration of his or her body. Most people continue to masturbate in adulthood, and many do so throughout their lives. Why Do People Masturbate? In addition to feeling good, masturbation is a good way of relieving the sexua
I'm A Klepto.
Yep. Another stolen blog. Can you take this without deleting or fibbing on any quest​ions? Yar. Were you going​ out with the last person you kissed?​ Something like that. Who was the last person to comment you? Eriklove. Does anything on your body hurt?​ Right now? Everything hurts. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? Another point for eriklove. ♥ What are you listening to right​ now? The sound of me typing. And the ceiling fan. What'​s the cd in your player? Probably some Rise Against. Anything annoying you right​ now? The pain. Did you have plans​ today? I'm gonna watch the latest episode of Fringe in a little bit. That is my plan for the day. What was the best thing​ that happened today? I got to leave work early! What can'​t you wait for? Being with him. Name lyric​s from the song you'​re playing: clickity-clack-whirrrrr Is this th
All power is relinquished to Master. All fears become Master. All dreams are Master. All feelings are Master. Slave. Touch. Suck. Do whatever Master requests. Releasing power to control. Becoming the Fantasy. Beckoning pain. Do whatever Master requests. Boundaries are none, blood is welcomed, crying not allowed. That is to be determined for when Master wants to hurt the slave, punish the slave, it has to be done.
Come Love Me!!
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More Never Said
You want me to wait? The ego you posses is unreal! You think a few passwords will make me happy? I can not be pacified You believe you can earn back the trust you threw away? I am worth more than you ever realized You don't deserve a second, third, or fourth chance to not love me and show nothing but disrespect And you still have the audacity to call me your soulmate Wow What will you do to the ones you only "like"? I wish I could feel bad for you But I don't and won't
Thank You Roy
Mother Earth
The grass, like hair- growing strong. The wind, like a voice- singing a song. The ground is the hardness one must endure, to have a heart tender and pure. Rivers rippling, like tears down a face. The nature, the earth, a beautiful place. To gaze at the starts, to look up to space. The majestic. Our world. A beautiful place.
Think Again!
I feel your hot breath on my shoulder and the hairs on my neck stand on end and you know right where to kiss to send tingles down my spine and you know exactly what to whisper in my ear to make me melt... it's sweet and everybody envys it but for what because eventually that breath turns ice cold and the kisses disappear and the words become mean and all that glitter and glitz go with it then you see the real you better yet ...the real them yeah someone gets hurt but in the end you both come out with good memories hot nights, rainy days in and the best of all the love you two shared.
Why Me?
I know you've had your heart broke I have had mine broken too I know what your going through even if you don't believe feel like your heart is being ripped in two and every thought you have is about that person and only the good you guys did together, you lay in bed crying asking why? see or hear something that reminds you of that person and it throws you into a frenzy, you pray to god that he will bring them back to you but... he gives you something way better then that he gives you the ability to cope with heartache and shows you that "What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger" so that next time the love bug comes and bites you on the ass again and cupid fails you know you are a stronger person and though it's hell you can and did make it through the flames.
Dog....the Other White Meat
2.5 Million To Disciple!
DaBrat is running 11's right now and trying to disciple! She has TONS of pics! Stop by and show her some Fu Love!!!! !!!! ♥BRT.!~~~SBG's@ fubar
Your Careers!
To All My Valued Employees, There have been some rumblings around the office about the future of this company, and more specifically, your job. As you know, the economy has changed for the worse and presents many challenges. However, the good news is this: The economy doesn't pose a threat to your job. What does threaten your job however, is the changing political landscape in this country. However, let me tell you some little tidbits of fact which might help you decide what is in your best interests. First, while it is easy to spew rhetoric that casts employers against employees, you have to understand that for every business owner there is a back story. This back story is often neglected and overshadowed by what you see and hear. Sure, you see me park my Mercedes outside. You've seen my big home at last years Christmas party. I'm sure; all these flashy icons of luxury conjure up some idealized thoughts about my life. However, what you don't see is the back story.
My Love
my love for you is strong it is intense and deep and fierce I love you with all my heart and without conditions, my dear. I will love you no matter how old or broke, or down you get I will love you no matter how many times the sun rises or the sun will set. I will touch your face gently for years in moments to pass and I will look at you with love always because this is a love that lasts. I am vulnerable forever in your eyes since I have given my heart to you and all I need is you beside me and there is not a thing I cant do. Forever I will appreciate you I will value every last kiss will not take anything for granted not a single touch, word, or glimpse. Your voice on the phone is more than just a voice to me always brings a smile to my face bigger than you could ever see. The way you hold my hand when we're driving in the car keeps my nerves settled no matter how far from home we are. My favorite is the way you kiss me like it means something so much more
Her words still stay with me I hear her in my dreams She speakes to me of love Yet her actions tell the truth I once thought her to be my angel Well, my angel died today She was my Hope My Heart My Fear All has gone I am nowhere Nothing No one I have lost faith Love has lost its power She haunts me I can't live without her I want to live inside her It's over No! It's not over
Don't know how to love Forgot how to live Hate burns deep inside me Hearin the pistol clickin Time speeds on Just keeps on tickin Life is a waste Can't keep this up Gonna lose the race Life was once my friend Friends will fail me in the end I need to be grounded Someone please help me I wanna fall in love with life again Dreams haunt me I want to fly Pain will come again Life will leave me cold and afraid
Another Funny From My Uncle
This year, taxpayers will receive an Economic Stimulus Payment This is a very exciting new program that I will explain using the Q and A format: "Q. What is an Economic Stimulus Payment? " A. It is money that the federal government will send to taxpayers. "Q. Where will the government get this money? " A. From taxpayers. "Q. So the government is giving me back my own money? " A. Only a smidgen. "Q. What is the purpose of this payment? " A. The plan is that you will use the money to purchase a high-definition TV set, thus stimulating the economy. "Q. But isn't that stimulating the economy of China? " A. Shut up." Below is some helpful advice on how to best help the US economy by spending your stimulus check wisely: If you spend that money at Wal-Mart, all the money will go to China. If you spend it on gasoline it will go to the Arabs. If you purchase a computer it will go to India. If you purchase fruit and vegetables it will go to Mexico,
Return To The Light...
You've taken my heart Pulled it free from the ice The shadow has lifted I can see the light Once lost in darkness You have shown me the sun Again I can hear the music play I can feel your light My life now has a meaning Your face is all I see I hear your voice in my dreams It pulls me from the edge Our hearts now beat as one My life is free now, clear You have dragged me from oblivion I feel the warmth of your embrace
Toy Chest...
Did you think you were worth it? Were you expecting me to give you my time? You were nothing but a free toy Played with and thrown out I've played with so many Discarded so much Given up all that could have made me whole I don't deserve the rewards To make myself feel I must make you all sting I write and bleed, die and need Love is something to fear I won't fear it anymore To have is to hold Keep it all away I'm the one you want You'll never have me
Welcome Back...
You've come back around I'm still down here on the ground Eating dirt while you eat souls Your skin so flawless, i'm full of holes You placed in me this seed You've taken from me what I need This pain inside won't kill me I can't let the hate inside fill me I sit here alone so raw You found in me every flaw You can't take me away I am anchored here to stay Just because your back You won't make me crack You can't drag me down again I'm down as far as I can go I won't let you break me Never again
When you tug at a single thing in nature, you find it attached to the rest of the world. John Muir Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like volcanoes and then subsides. Louis de Bernires Laughter is the sun that drives winter from the human face. Victor Hugo Whatever is bringing you down, get rid of it. Because youll find that when youre free . . . your true self comes out. Tina Turner The most important thing shed learned over the years was that there was no way to be a perfect mother and a million ways to be a good one. Jill Churchill You play the hand youre dealt. I think the games worthwhile. CS Lewis
New Best Friend
you don't want me anyway. you don't need me anyways. why should i stay? why should i be here when you get home? i feel like im alone when your here. i felt never wanted. i wont be here when you get home. i been holding myself for a second. but you have a new best friend, your confident. i feel I'm obsolete. so why should i stay? you never loved me. you never cared for me. i cant feel this way about you anymore. i cant feel the same about you anymore. so i say good-bye to you and your life. your new best friend, your new confident. your mind is with him. i wont be here when you get home. im all alone. just like you said it wont be. i just walk along the road. i find my way home
Loves Me Loves Me Not
i buy you a roses and you threw them away. only had it for a min. its a shame that you could be this way. i guess the game started. she loves me, she loves me not. she is only one who knows this. loving you is like suicide. everything i do just comes back to me. yes i did everything for you. what i have to do? you gave me the wrong hospital. but i found you. i was there for your operation. and was there until the end. but you never notice me. she loves me, she loves me not. only she knows the real answer. but maybe i know the answer already.
its kinda hard for me to understand anything anymore...for me i always say what i mean and i am never gonna say shit that isnt tru. its funny how i get told things that i love to hear...hell every woman loves to hear but its not fair that it makes me feel like it was forced. i always never never understand that shit isnt fair and people actually do lie to get what they want. its not fair but its life. i didnt know i could care about someone so much and feel like this horrible feelings sometimes it scares me...i want to trust i want to have this progress and have that life that everyone wants you know. but is it reality its it gonna fucking happen. will i finally get what i have wanted in so long? i guess i will never get the answers i am looking for but i hope its not gonna be like this.
Wanting You Bad
i know you been on my mind. You been on my mind all the time. I wish i know how to tell you how i feel about you. Just give me a chance. I know im not good looking. But my heart for you is greater than anybody can give you. Please im on my knees, i have so much feelings for you. Please dont think im like anybody else. I would never hurt you, that i promise. Together we can stand tall. When i see you and you say hi to me. I just blush with happiness. When we talk i look in the sky and thank the man up there for letting me talk to a great person like you. I know what i want, i know what i need, its you. You can make my life complete. You will be my Queen, my princess. I will serve you. I will do what you tell me. Your wish is my command. Doesnt matter what i have to do as long your happy. You being happy is worth everything i have to do. Please tell me, tell me you want me the same as i want you. please, tell me please.
Shady Jack's Party Info For This Saturday. 1/24/09
FOR THOSE WHO ASKED... Shady Jack's Saloon & Deli 1423 North Broadway St. Louis, MO, 63102 Phone: 314.241.4644 7:00 PM to 1:30 AM (3:00 AM if enough there!) Visit the website at Shady Jack's is an array of fun sights and sounds! The establishment hosts a kick ass menu, strong drinks and cold beer , a tattoo and piercing shop, a cigar shop, a leather repair shop, a custom silk screening shop, and of can get some kick ass swag in their merchandise shop! * Dress is casual...biker attire is acceptable, of course! * Off street parking available in the rear, as well as street parking. * Indoor and Outdoor Seating, weather permitting! Smoking establishment! (Though most say well ventilated!) SPECIALS FOR THOSE IN THE SINGLES GROUP (This includes anyone attending via this blog. Contact me to see HOW to get these specials!) * No Cover Charge * Happy Hour Pricing ALL NIGHT which is: - $2.50 Domestic Bottles - $3.00 W
My Favorite Song At The Moment
it deserves a blog entry for being totally awesome.
To Go
461,940 to go till godmother, please help! PLEASE *begging*
Ensign: Hagar Was Snubbed!
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 22 January 2009 Today's title would be some interesting graffiti! Here's the story behind it; Abraham was the father to both Ishmael and Isaac (born in Genesis 16:15 and 21:2, respectively), but the two boys did not have the same mother. Isaac's mother Sarah (whom my daughter is named for, "actually" -- she loves that word!) is mentioned by name in the Bible fifty-five times, sixteen of those times under her original name Sarai. Ishmael's mother Hagar, Sarah's handmaiden, is mentioned by name twelve times in the Bible. Following the tradition that Ishmael became the progenitor of those people known today as Arabs as Isaac is for the Jews, one would think that the Islamic holy book, the Qur'an, would wax on about Hagar. An
A Night To Remember
For those of you who know me....last year on my profile was private and the only pictures posted was that of my good friend's Grandson who was 4 and died of cancer and laid to rest on my birthday. He died January 19 and struggled hard. Tomorrow marks one year...since he was laid to rest.....his grandfather has since left the site...we stay in contact..and I still feel his again I ask that no-one rate my profile or pictures this Juju will be posted for his memory and to show his family that I am still here...remembering with them. Fly High..King Juju!!!! XOXOX
Don't Let Them Own You!
Sometimes I just get so fed up with all of the whinning that happens in the world. It seems like everyone has something to complain about and they are definately not being quiet about it. Their job sucks, their life sucks, they need money, you get the idea. No one said that life was easy and if you haven't figured it out yet, nothing in life is handed to you. You have to work and work hard to make your life what you want it to be. Now we are all guilty of this to a certian extent; yes; I too have wallowed in self pity and cried about things that I should have just sucked up and dealt with. My constant wake up call is that someone is always going through something when you think you got it bad just pause for a moment and look around. I am reminded of and old saying that I heard once "I cried because I had no shoes until I met a man that had no feet" Point is, that you can't walk around the world feeling sorry for yourself or expecting others to take pity on you and do i
Att Sucks!!! Save Yourself!
Friday, June 08, 2007 AT&T SUCKS!...Save yourselves! Current mood: pissed the fuck off! Category: pissed the fuck off! Writing and Poetry I am so freakin pissed off right now! I switched my service back to ATT and I am having nothing but problems! Yesterday sometime long about noon my phone just stopped working...yes, the bill is paid and yes the fucking thing is plugged in. I had to go to my uncle's house to call the phone company because I couldn't access the website to report the problem...and DSL was working...WEIRD! When I call in, I am automatically transferred to collections, when she soon discovers that my actually bill IS paid, and she is only seeing these stinking cramming charges that are in dispute. What are cramming charges you ask. Well that is when dumbasses like me are bored and fill out those stupid surveys online that promise a cool reward, like a gift card to Macy's or something stupid. Now we all know you don't get something for nothing, bu
It seems to be becoming more and more important to turn to the internet when you are trying to escape from your everyday life. However, it is also becoming a very real problem that the internet IS, in actuality, INTERFERING in your everyday life. When you would rather spend your time online than dealing with the problems in your mundane life, then I FIRMLY believe that it time to step away from whatever particular site you find yourself drawn to, and spend some REAL time with the people in your life that IS SUPPOSED to matter most. If you find yourself in constant arguments with your spouse, lover, best friend, or just people in general, you may want to step away from the computer, go out for coffee, a walk in the park, or just curl up on the couch and spend a couple of hours just being with the ones that love you for you, NOT because you are a name on a computer screen.
The Doors - People Are Strange
People are strange when youre a stranger Faces look ugly when youre alone Women seem wicked when youre unwanted Streets are uneven when youre down When youre strange Faces come out of the rain When youre strange No one remembers your name When youre strange x3 People are strange when youre a stranger Faces look ugly when youre alone Women seem wicked when youre unwanted Streets are uneven when youre down When youre strange Faces come out of the rain When youre strange No one remembers your name When youre strange x3 When youre strange Faces come out of the rain When youre strange No one remembers your name When youre strange x3
The South Florida Sun-Sentinel created the following list of the Top 10 Pro Wrestlers of all time.,0,2498588.photogallery As some of you know, I used to be a photojournalist for pro wrestling magazines and assisted in writing some books on the business. The list of good but does not mention stars like Harley Race, Nick Bockwinkel and the Road Warriors/Legion of Doom. At some time or another we all watched wrestling, what are your thoughts?
For John
Time on my hand Since you been away boy I ain't got no plans No No No No And the sound of the rain On my window pane Is slowly slowly diving me insane Boy I'm going down I'm going down Cuz you ain't around My whole world is up-side-down Sleep doing come easy Boy please believe me Since you been gone Everything's been going wrong Why you have to say good-bye Look what you done to me I can't stop these tears from fallin from my eyes Oh baby I'm going down I'm goin down Cuz you ain't around My whole world's up-side-down.
The Last Poem I Wrote.
My shine Once I stopped running from myself and stopped fucking around. I was able to shine. The true me shone through to the most amazing person in the world. Since i can finally love myself I can love someone else. My aura has always been good. i was just not able to let it glow. thank you father for showing me the way and keeping me strong. by: Marlene Brown Sept 23, 2008
Friendship And What It Means
Who is friends and what is meaning of friends A lot of people go through life with only a few friends. It seems that some have less than that. They have no one on whom they can call in good times or bad. There is no one with whom to bounce ideas around, or to talk about deep and troubling subjects. They have no one to call in times of need or difficulty. They are at the mercy of life, standing alone. Others seem to have a multiple number of friends like google's PageRank which increases in cumulative. Wherever they go, people know them, and like to be around them. when a trouble strike, their biggest hesitation might be over which friend to call. They know exactly the person with whom to discuss the topics of inquiry and debate. Life is full of entertaining and invigorating relationships because it is full of friends. These friends will be like a Degree course in friendship.. When we study them we get lot of knowledge about friendship. They have a lot of ideas flowing and they d
Now Open For Business!
Own Me For Valentines Day
That's right I'm in my 1st Auction!! So here's your chance Let's see if you have what it takes to own me! Unbreakable (repost of original by 'Unbreakable Promoter @ Fallen Angels Always owned by T & Fu wife to Sweetpeabayba' on '2009-01-22 16:53:20')
A Heat Wave! (& I'm Pulling The Plug)
Yippie!!! A heat wave - made it to the 30's today! OMG still a lot of snow on the ground and lets not forget my roof. The deicing cable doesn't appear to working that well still inches of ice. But then my youngest one day while it was in the 30's and no snow yet or ice on his roof went out to unplug it. (LOL, I can't remember telling him too as there was snow forecasted for the following day anyhow. But they say to unplug it if it's above freezing and there is no snow or ice on it so it doesn't wear out too fast. I'm thankful I have good neighbors, either my South side neighbor's Son-in-Law will hit with his blade when he comes over which isn't very often now that they have built their own house and have moved out a couple years ago now. But my neighbor across the street has been coming over and using his snow blower (he has one attached to his riding lawn mower) I thought it was him the first time it was done. But then I had heard something and was able to catch him in the
Listen Ladies,
If a man wants you... If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your spirit and intuition to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what truly makes you happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle!!! If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, so why would he
Slumber Party
When I'm Gone
This song struck a chord w/ me tonight. "When I'm Gone" There's another world inside of me That you may never see There're secrets in this life That I can't hide Somewhere in this darkness There's a light that I can't find Maybe it's too far away... Or maybe I'm just blind... Or maybe I'm just blind... [Chorus] So hold me when I'm here Right me when I'm wrong Hold me when I'm scared And love me when I'm gone Everything I am And everything in me Wants to be the one You wanted me to be I'll never let you down Even if I could I'd give up everything If only for your good So hold me when I'm here Right me when I'm wrong You can hold me when I'm scared You won't always be there So love me when I'm gone Love me when I'm gone... When your education X-Ray Cannot see under my skin I won't tell you a damn thing That I could not tell my friends Roaming through this darkness I'm alive but I'm alone Part of me is fighting this But part of me is gone
Lick It
Lick it slow.... Rub it gently.... That's right.... get it nice and wet.... Don't lose the stroke.... It might taste gross.... But...... ..... .... ... .. . That's how you seal an envelope
Strange Happenings In Class
So this is testing week. We're all gathered in a classroom most of us have never been in before with a teacher and their assistant we've never met prior to this. Even more is the fact that none of us students have a clue who the others are. ...As if having to be in a strange room with some pretty strange--well, strangers--wasn't enough...Have you ever noticed that there is ALWAYS someone there you just want to smack until their face falls off? So I was sitting there in my assigned seat this morning, happily reading a good Highlander book, when the guy who sits across from me saunters into the room. Now, the teacher isn't there yet, and nor is anyone else, and I'm not paying any mind to this guy. I hadn't even looked at him at all this whole week, so at the moment I don't really know what he looks like. Anyway, so he sits down. That's fine. We're just sitting there quietly--save for his frantic tapping on the desk with his pencil, which is also fine since such little noises don'
Lucky Dog
Lucky Dog.... Anyone who has pets will really like this. You'll like it even if you don't and you may even decide you need one! Mary and her husband Jim had a dog named 'Lucky.' Lucky was a real character. Whenever Mary and Jim had company come for a weekend visit they would warn their friends to not leave their luggage open because Lucky would help himself to whatever struck his fancy. Inevitably, someone would forget and something would come up missing. Mary or Jim would go to Lucky's toy box in the basement and there the treasure would be, amid all of Lucky's other favorite ! toys. Lucky always stashed his finds in his toy box and he was very particular that his toys stay in the box. It happened that Mary found out she had breast cancer .. Something told her she was going to die of this fact, she was just sure it was fatal. She scheduled the double mastectomy , fear r
Just A Few Things I Want From A Man...
I generally hate people. It just saves time. They pretty much are going to annoy me sooner or later anyhow, so I just go straight for thinking they are idiots. Now, this is not to say I have never been wrong about a person. There are some really wonderfull, lovely people on this site that I like very much. There are also ALOT of mean, nasty folks, and also genetic mishaps as well. Things I read in the MUMMS & on some pages, make me want to cry. I know that somewhere a teacher dies a little every time a MUMM is posted!! I can understand typing a bit fast, but doesn't ANYONE read it before posting? GEEZ. I just wanted to vent that. Thanks for letting me get it out!
I Have A Problem
Had a long talk with a close friend tonight. And I have a problem that frustrates her. My problem?... I have anger issues. Not in the way you would think. Mine issues are the opposite. You see, I don't know how to show anger anymore. Instead of showing it, I bury it. Instead of showing anger, I bury it. I hide it. And in the end, it eats away at me until it causes me to be depressed. It all started as a teen. When I was younger I had a terrible temper. And the cause.. and the target of my outbursts was my Mom. Those who know me well know Mom died of cancer. her illness started when I was in middle school, and at that time I just couldn't fight with her anymore. I didn't feel right. Going through High School and college I buried it more and more. Except for my Dad and brother, there probably isn't a person alive who could say they have heard me yell in anger. Well.. a few umps and my softball team have. In my marriage... I took the abuse. I didn't fight
Real Woman....
Rockn Those Troops!!
Well I got confirmation today of both the interview date/time for The Last Vegas interview (Tomorrow morning @ 10:20) and that my website link got passed onto someone @ CBS. Both excellent news, however, even though we have a domain now,, our starter site has less than 500 friends :( Which means it might be unimpressive enough to lead to nothing with the CBS connection. Unfortunate because I have spent so much time, effort and even money trying to build my charity site. So cross your fingers for me :)
Gotta Be Someone
Nickleback - Dark Horse - Gotta Be Someone Lyrics This time I wonder what it feels like To find the one in this life The one we all dream of But dreams just aren't enough So Ill be waiting for the real thing. I'll know it by the feeling. The moment when were meeting Will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen So I`ll be holdin my breath Right up to the end Until that moment when I find the one that I'll spend forever with `Cause nobody wants to be the last one there. 'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares. Someone to love with my life in their hands. There`s gotta be somebody for me like that. `Cause nobody wants to go it on their own And everyone wants to know theyre not alone. Somebody else that feels the same somewhere. There`s gotta be somebody for me out there. Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight And damn it this feels too right Its just like Dj Vu Me standin here with you So Ill be holdin`my breath Could
Funny Jokes
A blond drops a shirt off at the cleaners the woman clerk says :come again: The blond saids no its toothpaste this time...... A guys zipper is down. A girl says your garge door is open ..he saids did u see my hardley ? she saids no but i did see a mini bike with 2 flat tires.... A guy had a g/f that loved to stroke his balls after sex day he decided to ask her y...she said cuz i miss mine..
This Week...
Wow. Wow. Wow. WOW... That's all I can really say. As some of you know, I am a full-time, single mom of 2 kids - a boy that will be 4 next month, and a girl that will be 16 in May. I am also a college student. The new semester for me started on Tuesday. I am overwhelmed. That's not necessarily a bad thing. I enjoy learning, for the sake of learning and also for advancement and personal growth - I consider myself a sponge of sorts. My MT (Medical Terminology) class is whopping my behind. 6 hours of classroom time per week, coupled with about 4 hours of homework each night. I also have a CCC (required, idiotic class - Computer for College and Career) with 7 hours of classroom time per week, and an additional 4-5 hours of homework and projects per week (and this is just my FIRST week!) I have not had any time for Fubar this week, for a few reasons - my children and school being the main two, and a new 'complication' (albeit a delightful one!) that has suddenly
To The Spoiled Under 30 Crowd...
To the spoiled under 30 crowd, When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears With their tedious diatribes about how hard things were. When they were growing up; what with walking Twenty-five miles to school every morning ...Uphill ...Barefoot... BOTH ways Yadda, yadda, yadda And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, There was no way in hell I was going to lay A bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of Thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you Don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have the internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!! There was no email!! We had to actually write som
Beer doesnt make u FAT! It makes you LEAN.....Against walls, tables, chairs, floors and other people.
David Bowie - Something
Your coat and hat are gone I really can't look at your little empty shelf A ragged teddy bear It feels like we never had a chance Don't look me in the eye We lay in each others arms But the room is just an empty space I guess we lived it out Something in the air We smiled too fast then can't think of a thing to say Lived with the best times Left with the worst I've danced with you too long Nothing left to say Let's take what we can I know you hold your head up high We've raced for the last time A place of no return And there's something in the air Something in my eye I've danced with you too long Something in the air Something in my eye Abracadoo - I lose you We can't avoid the clash The big mistake Now we're gona pay and pay The sentence of our lives Can't believe I'm asking you to go We used what we could To get the things we want But we lost each other on the way I guess you know I never wanted anyone more than you Lived all our best
Wow Ty Fu-friends
this birthday was made very special by all my fu-friends and family..ty so much..i had over 250 i wanted to post this blog to let EVERYONE know how much there kindness was all rock..hugs and kisses suzy
Full Moon....
Its winter and its snowing outside Im tired and Im playing with my mind Someones knocking behind the door Who could it be, I wonder Its the time of the Full Moon I cant sleep... I lie awake on my bed I cant sleep..... Silvery shining bridge over the sea Thats the colour of the midnight moon It was a man who brought me a puppy He said Happy Christmas to you I took the puppy and said amaized Happy Christmas to you too Its the time of the Full Moon I named the puppy Frosty Because of the winter cold...
I Will Not
I will not let you hurt me I will not let you take away my pride I will not let you destroy all I have inside I will not let you take what dignity I have left I will not let you see me cry I will not let you beat me up physically or mentally I will not let you have my self esteem I will not let you take away my confidence I will not walk with my head hung low I will not follow my heart,I will not go with the flow I will not change for you I will only change for myself I will not be your victim I will not let you in my dreams I will not show you fear I will not let you cause me pain I will not listen to your empty promises I will not listen to your meaningless words I will not ever see you again I will not hate you I will not let you get the best of me I will be alone,I will be free I will not let your opinion of me break me I will not think bad of myself anymore I will hold my head high,I will spread my wings
How Many Times Will You
how many times are you gonna use me.youd think that i would know by now.why do i let you treat me so many times are you going to break my have lied to me,how many more times are you gonna, you abuse my love,and dont say it isnt see it in my eyes,dont say you dont see it,its not something that i can hide. you give me lonely nights,you cant hear me cry,and you deny your love for me.youre never gonna change,you cant accept blame for what youre doing to me. how many times more are you gonna break my heart,why do i let you treat me so bad. today i am drying my eyes,and i am not going to feel ashamed anymore,i will find someone else who will appreciate me and who'll always love me. how could you leave me here all alone to think about you,you should be here with me.i have given you the best of me,and you leave me here to face each day without a is so unfair,i feel like i wanna die,give me a last goodbye. i have waited for days for you to come home,i
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imikimi - Customize Your World!
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34 Weeks And 4 Days
Wow it has been sooooooooooooooo long since I have been on here! I do miss all my friends! I am soooo sorry I have been away. For those that still remember me, I am so close to popping now it isn't funny! I never knew it was such hard work growing a baby. I am thankful it's almost over and there is finally a light at the end of the tunnel. I have very little to do in these last days, I hope I can get on here more and get back in touch with my loverly's!!!!! This place has changed alot in a short amount of time. Anyways I miss you guys!!!!!
Other Peoples Shit
It seems to me that everyone loves to get up in other peoples business and yet have no desire to keep their personal lives straight. I don't understand how it is that a majority of society can spend so much of their time concerning themselves with what the person down the street is doing, who with and why...yet, they themselves can't pay their bills, their husband or wife is running around doing god only knows what and their kids are ticking time bombs. As a cop, I get to deal with other peoples bull shit all day and everyday. Granted, I chose this life style for myself, but jesus christ people...really? Just yesterday, I went out to this womans house to take a statement because she and her husband have decided to take it upon themselves to supervise the neighborhood. I'm not talking about the kind of 'watch each others back' like back when I was growing up....more like, sit in a dark room and spy on your neighbors through a windown with half shut blinds.... So anyway, I get over
I Look Upon Her
Sexy Comments & Profile GraphicsI look upon her face lying on my pillowLit by the light of my bedroom windowWrapped within my gently armsKnowing she will come to no harmI look upon her hair, soft and fairUnable to find the words to compareAnswers she has given me in times of painThat love and hope will visit againI look upon her lips, moist and redGiving me life when all was deadShe restored my heart when it was lostMelting what was covered in frostI look upon her breasts, firm and strongKnowing that love could not be wrongSlowly moving with every breathAlways knowing she was not like the restI look upon her hips, round and smoothGently touching not daring to moveI fix the sheets with delicate careBut a gentle kiss is all I dareI look upon her face staring into mineFilling my body as if it were wineI close her eyes with gentle kissesFor she has answered all my wishes.
Ahhhhhh Tooo Amazing
Sooo i sued my friend and was texted this Did you enjoy playing with Ace Angels hun? Send us any good shots or let us know if you wish to BP model with us. We loved your energy. -M" so i gonna be doing body paint modeling soooooo cool
I Wasn't Finished
Never really had a good meal Living on dinty moore stew Canned chicken and oatmeal bars No one really ever cooked me anything White linen tablecloth and a rose Crystal glasses and a wonderful meal I pick up my fork and knife Is this real? I take a few bites and feel the goodness of it Hey this is real nourishment When the cloth gets pulled out And the plates crash I wasn't finished and ever after And all I can think of is that one good meal
Some random ramblings of Margot & the Nuclear So and So's... (you should check them out if you get a chance) and if you love well that should be enough instead it turns your joy int0 sorrow and i cant breath with the dust of retreat im choking on the fumes of my wayward back and when we kissed it didnt feel poisonous and when you cried i dried off your blue eyes she smiles at me as she is falling asleep says we've gotta live the best we know how to ____________________________ Her dignity shown so brightly like a light on a hill, and she burned for me and no other man came near her flame. Bad country songs, the deafening twang of the rich white kid blues. You can own the strange but the lights and glares will not make you real. She whispers to me I was meant to be free, this life that we built is deadly. She crawls from my bed, runs a comb cross her head. She crawls to the train and drives herself home _____________________________ I want to live and di
Give Me A Good Reason
To believe you would be a good date. Give me a good reason to trust you. Give me a good reason to believe you are not just using me to take care of the things you can not. Give me a good reason to have faith. Give me a good reason to believe you actually care. Give me a good reason to love again. So many times you say what you want to get what you want and I fall for it. My heart has become a stone block and my ears become rubber that your words just bounce off. You have caused me so much pain but now it is my turn. I am no longer going to cry for you. I am no longer going to hurt for you and I am no longer going to be your keeper. I am doing for me and my babies...screw you and your shit. You take pleasure out of material things while I take pleasure out of things you can not buy! So again give me one good reason!
Hand In Hand
I sit on a park bench,on a chilly fall day. I see them walking towards me,hand in hand.Her long brown hair flowing with each step.They stop briefly for him to kiss her on the forehead and walk again hand in hand. It's a new love. I see them walking towards me,hand in hand. Her long silver hair flowing with each step.They stop briefly for him to kiss her on the forehead and walk again hand in hand. It's an old love.I sit on a park bench on a chilly fall day watcing new and old love.
The Fixer
I can fix that,your breakfast,your lunch,your dinner. I can fix that,your bed,your laundry,your home I can fix that,your heart,your mind your soul. I can fix that,your pain,your hate,your sadness. Who will fix me?
Negativity And Relationships
I have had my share of negativity and I choose to no longer let it interfere in my life. I have had two horrible marriages filled with chaos and negative overtones to the point it has weakened my health, my esteem, my zest for life and quite simply, me. To love someone is not enough these days as we all well know. It takes so much more. It takes respect, communication, compatibility, joy, triumphs and failures, perserverence, similarities and yes, it takes to a degree financial resposibility. When these fail to happen the relationship becomes a negative force that chips away our soul to the bear threads. I cannot or will not be in a relationship such as this again. It must be positive, thriving, full of love and communication, there must be compatibility, and yes, be it as it may there must be fianancial resposibility. To quote a song from the 70's. "got to have a j.o.b. if you want to be with me."
Amazingly Enough
Amazingly enough, I am quite different from the personna that I portray on line. I am funny, witty, full of life and wonder, tenderhearted, very empathic and quite intuitive, oh, and intelligent. However, as I stated in a prior blog, I have been swaddled with quite a bit of negativity that has torn me to proverbial shreds. I want my damn life back!!! And, my life, I will take back!! Ima changin my ways to put it lightly. I am bringing back the real me and I am going to have a blast. I am dedicating my life to the service of others in and that I can bring forth changes if only for one person at a time. A new day has begun and a different life will emerge. To be a good person does not mean to be a doormat. It is to rise to the challenge of being the best that you can be in the worst of times and the best of times as well. It is to be mindful of your words and your actions for they have more power than you know. It is to reach out your hand to others and grasp their hand gently bec
New Year And Whats New!
Well its the new year and been busy.!!! I have lost about 100 pounds now and working out each day.. challenging myself to keep going and be more fit and healthy! Also to get bills payed off so be in good shape and not have to worry so much, and we are doing good that way.The most important thing for me is to be close to my family and friends and keep in touch with them. So trying to do that. The hardest thing this year is when my brother in law(husbands brother) and his wife were in a big fire( their traller) and she was killed and he is in the hosptial with 2 to 3 degree burns over his upper body. We are going to see him this weekend and see some of husbands family as well.. we were always so close to this brother and his wif and kids hen we used to live in bay area, we lost touch when we moved to where we are now, but got back in toucha few months ago at a family gathering, My husband cried when he saw his brother and it was a wonerful visit for him ! Now this happened and its so
Almost Their
well today will be 2 months be4 my little one is here and i cant wait i just that work will not let me work so much right now cuz i been having really bad pains right now sorry if i dont get on line that much but i will be here and my hubby too he is taking care of me when i dont have to work and be4 i go to work too well see your laters
You Scored as Jigsaw You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face. You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture. Jigsaw 100% Michael Myers 95% Leatherface 80% Pinhead 80% Hannibal Lecter 75% Captain Spaulding 70%
I'm Back
So I use to be on fubar,but I deleted my profile. But before I had a boyfriend of 6 years and we have two kids. But now I'm back and single. I plan on staying fubar for a long time. I'll add more pics also as soon as I get more made. But I'm back and ready to make new friends..
Beer Bottle Masturbation
Beer Bottle Masturbation I got so horny watch all the football players. I started to play with myself through my jeans. Before you knew it I was naked playing with a cold beer bottle. I started with the small side making sure to get my sweet pussy juices in my beer. Then I got an idea to put the big fat end in my pussy. OH MAN!!!! Did it feel so good!!!!! There is closeup of my ass in jeans, my huge tits, and my wet pussy with the bottle in it. Cum on over to the member's sextion and see how deep I get it in. Watch for the video that goes with it next week. Till then check out my others. I have 28 to choose from. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame
Castration And "fixing"
seriously, why is this done to animals and in some cases humans? Are we trying to control a population or trying to keep breeds pure? think about it? As a loving human and animal lover, I do this to my animals in hopes of keeping unwanted animals from being abandoned and let wild. Am I doing a great thing or destroying a natural evolution? Maybe I just need to quit thinking so much. Hell, I have been called a raving lunatic and a genius. Either way, are we destroying revolution or are we preventing animals to take there land back and, well, be animals?
Boredom Explained..i Feel Much Better Lol
This is a period of sudden awakenings that can lead to greater independence and personal freedom, more authentic self-expression, and living your life more on your own terms. You may have to take a stand, in a way that is controversial or sets you apart from the crowd. It is expected to have a direct confrontation with some one closer. If single, then you can find this week somewhat slow in finding a suitable partner for you. If you are married, attunement to, and appreciation of, the physical world of the senses is the focus, and this is a time to start fresh in terms of how you arrange your life in order to feel a sense of value and worthiness. If your desires are not fulfilled according to your feelings may lead to frustration turning into confrontations. It is suggested to control over your running high energy this time. Activities surrounding children will make you busy some time. You will not feel equal to their thoughts. It is time to exercise gentle attitude with them.
Our President
For those of you that voted for our President Barack Obama.. you have advanced in humanity with change, love and respect. Your heart grew and I am so proud. Thank you.
Down The Drain
His thoughts crawed like a cockrouch across the floor of his prison, seeking freedom into a drain cover, into the pipes leading into the matrix of the underworld. Feeling comfort in the darkness from the judgements of the harsh lights of reality, he moved with ease along the complexity of the pipes ever downwards into his secret underworld. Further away from the city that was above ground, where building stand like tombstones over those who seemed so souless and without love or compassion. This is my heaven the cockrough proclaimed concerning his underworld, this is where I belong with all the other trash that was discarded by those in high places, yeah, I got frinds down here. Then he follow a pipe that led into a gaint channel and he got caught in a river of rushing water that move him swiftly towards a light at the end of the tunnel. He could not escape from the rushing waters and was ejected into the morning light to find his self in a pond. He looked up at wh
What Happened...?
I remember a time, not so long ago... My future had shown bright as the sun No shade or shadow to be found You came to me, touched my cheek...and smiled Years passed as we danced together No pain or tears cast to the ground Now I see the face of truth No longer do I feel your touch The only smile I see is so filled with hate What happened to us Once you sought my kiss Now you seek my blood We once whispered of hope as we lay together Now we scream in eachothers face I used to try for your smile Now I play for your tears We've fought so much we can never go back The future we once build in our minds has died I've sold my soul just to get free What happened to us...
Waving Hi To My Friends..mauh Xoxo
Flirting Is Fun
Listening To Led Zep And Being Sexy
Own Me For Valentines Day!
The Latest
ok so we are doing a little better right now.We still have no gas or anything in the house yet.But we are eating 3 times a day thanks to the local food kitchens.The car had bad oil leak but that has been fixed however robby hit a bad bump yeasterday and broke smething on the car now its really loud.My brother called cops on us and said we broke into his house and they have been talking with us about it but looks like they gonna drop the case since we proved we didnt do it.ok well thats it im getting my tax refund somtime next week so until the next time im on l8er peeps mmfwkl fam
People On Fubar
God some people on fubar are just straight up assholes.... What crawled in your all's ass and died?
I really think some ppl on here take this Fubar way to seriously. Relax, its supposed to be fun!!
I look through, see you naked but oblivious You can't see me Self absorbed little doll Float in the sea of your own misconceptions I threw you the obvious The failure to grasp is yours I tried so hard to save you Now you drown in the flood you've made I'll just sit in my corner Wrap myself in these broken promises I'll sing my song till the whole world burns I'll take my stroll Walk through your life unnoticed I can't keep asking the questions The failure to see is yours I stood before you with a bare heart Still you were distracted by all the pretty colors There is only so much I can do Igive up...
Being The Nice Guy
~Darkest Gift~ It is a night of ethereal pain, a song of dark desire, wolves vent their loneliness. The thirsting one wakens. Evil shrouds her pale form, a brooding agony. Her raven hair cascades over translucent ivory shoulders, and her full scarlet lips part slightly, to taste the red tears streaming from the pale flesh beneath her. Now a night of new awareness. I remember her. cr~Jon~
Ucla Study
A study conducted by UCLA's Department of Psychiatry has revealed that the kind of face a woman finds attractive on a man can differ depending on where she is in her menstrual cycle. For example: If she is ovulating, she is attracted to men with rugged and masculine features. However, if she is menstruating, or menopausal, she tends to be more attracted to a man with duct tape over his mouth and a spear lodged in his chest while he is on fire. No further studies are expected.
Poem I Wrote Called "falling Apart" By Christina B..
I've given away my heart, So it could be torn into pieces. He left me with the feelings of betrayal and being forgotten. I'm so in love, yet so alone, with two years thrown away. Feeling his absense hurts the most. My constant urge to call is almost taking over, while on the other side, my cycle of feelings starts with rage. Slowly going into sadness, rage again, desperation, devastation, and finally denial. Every morning I open my eyes to emptiness. Seeing a long black hallway with nothing in between. This so-called love has taken over my life leaving me distracted. Days pass by and now my emotions are going crazy. Leaving me no choice but to vomit. To empty my pesimistic thoughts. To stop thinking my life is over. To stop my tears everynight from falling. To stop feeling like my heart has shattered into fifty pieces. The hardest part of moving on is the jealousy on top of all my misery. But soon enough I'll go to bed realizing I survived this struggle. I nee
Northerners Instructions To Live In The South
. Save all manner of bacon grease. You will be instructed later how to use it. 2. If you forget a Southerner's name, refer to him (or her) as "Bubba". You have a 75% chance of being right. 3. Just because you can drive on snow and ice does not mean we can. Stay home the two days of the year it snows. 4. If you do run your car into a ditch, don't panic. Four men in the cab of a four wheel drive pickup with a12-pack of beer and a tow chain will be along shortly. Don't try to help them. Just stay out of their way. This is what they live for. 5. Don't be surprised to find movie rentals and bait in the same store. 6. Do not buy food at the movie store. 7. If it can't be fried in bacon grease, it ain't worth cooking, let alone eating. 8. Remember: "Y'all" is singular. "All y'all" is plural. "All y'all's" is plural possessive. 9. There is nothing sillier than a Northerner imitating a southern accent, unless it is a southerner imitating a Boston accent. 10. Get used to
Be Honist
Questions --- I'm curious to see if there is anyone on MY Friends list that have the guts to repost this, answering the questions themselves. . . . . . . . . (1) Is there someone on ur top friends u would like to have sex with? ***ummmmm Only one yes (2) Sex in the morning, afternoon or night? *** OK! (3) Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? ***No just open the door (4) Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? *** Not but have been rewarded 4 doing so (5) Shower or bath while having sex? *** shower, (6) Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? ***Don't bite me (7) Do you love someone in your friends list? ***by love do you actually me lust??? (8) Love or Money? ***can't I have both (9) Credit cards or cash? **** cash (10) Have you ever wanted a best friend? ***Y Allways with me (11) Camping or a 5 star hotel? ***5 star I camp every day (12) Where is the weirdest place you ha
Thank U All I Won My Graphic Contest !!!!
hello my friends im in a GRAPHIC CONTEST an most rates WINS it ENDS on MONDAY i have 3 entries please RATE an COMMENT all 3 entries ty ty ty I WON 1st , 2nd and 3rd wooo whooo CLICK on each PIC and RATE an COMMENT please !!!
Lives Remembered
this is about my Great Aunt Connie Lives Remembered Cincinnati.Com Lives Remembered Last Updated: 2:00 pm | Sunday, December 21, 2008 Connie Hensley was court bailiff She also ran Hamilton County GOP By Mike McQueary December 21, 2008 Comments Print Print ShareThis Type: A A Click To Listen Click-2-Listen BRIDGETOWN - Constance "Connie" Hensley was the first Republican-appointed female court bailiff in Hamilton County. Advertisement She accomplished that using a keen sense in business and political affairs she acquired through running her own company and being active in the local Republican Party. "She had a pretty good business sense and had a lot of political savvy. She was the manager for all my campaigns," said Hamilton County 1st District Court of Appeals Judge Ralph Winkler. "She was a really hard worker. Efficient, prompt and didn't offend anyone in the process." Mrs. Hensley, 86, died of a
Hmmm...... (2)
Just some random shit I guess. I need a beer. Why the hell is it so hard to find places that will televise (did I spell that right?) soccer. Where are the loose moraled women around here? I'm definitely drinking tonight. I need new pics. Okay, enough of that, I need to go find a good bar in the corner of the world.
Team 5 Members
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City Of Ember/bride Wars
The City Of Ember by Jeanne DuPrau is a Yearling publication and targeted for those ages eight to twelve. I would classify it as young adult science fiction. It is a decent book for that age group, but the story lacks a lot and is rather slow moving at points. The novel is about Doon and Lina and their city. Doon and Lina are both twelve years old and in Ember all kids at age twelve are assigned a job. The novel talks about their jobs, their city and the problems they and the city encounter. The city was only supposed to exist for about 220 years, but the instructions to get out were not passed down as they should have been so no one is aware of this. This city is a city of darkness, no sunlight, with street lamps being the only source of light. The characters lack any real depth until the last three chapters. They are not well developed. The novel jumps around a bit and isnt very cohesive. It is also very much a cliff-hanger. It does not present a complete story on its o
Please Watch Prayer's For Bobby Tommrrow Night On The Lifetimechannel
prayers for bobby is a true story about good friend of mine!who recently commeited suicide cuz of his parents rejecting the fact that he is gay.i have known bobby only part of my life but he has touched it.and he will be dearly missed!he was a great's on the lifetime channel at around 8 or 9..i will be watching.i will be posting pics of me and my friend bobby as well.i just have to get his families permision first.
Pimpin Out My Fu-owner And His Top 5!!!
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By Trisha Love is eternal Love is the wind, whispering its many thoughts to you in the night. Love is the feeling I felt when I first met you Love is flying on the tails of many dreams Love is the moon, shining alone, as a beacon in the hours of darkness Love is the alpha emotion Love is the entity of all Love is the stars, always hanging in the endless darkness of sky Love is the ever lasting conflict within Love is the conquest of fulfillment that we feel needs to be met Love is the bonding of two souls, entwined in the beatings of their hearts Love is a journey to discover the souls of others Love is an adoration, a forever night long vigil, never ending Love is an everlasting yearning to be connected to mind and heart Love is spending hours drowning into the depths of your eyes Love is the feeling I feel when I look at you
Loss For Words?
I dunno.Things are moving, Here in the Blackness. Things with teeth. Being eaten away. This is half-disjointed ramble, Half goodbye, one could say. The irony is we can damn near impeach, Yet we can't overthrow bloody-handed Tyrant God? I'm tired of this life. I demand a refund. Just one thing I ask.. Well, two, really. Remember me, as I was. And..don't be suprised where my Tao leads.
Warning About Advertising Nsfw
Don't advertise anything NSFW on your profiles, in your names, in your status messages, or anywhere else public. You can advertise a lounge that happens to be NSFW, but the goal is to avoid Fubar becoming an unofficial "pay-for-sex-shows" site. I know people are heavily into finding ways to increase their point intake, but quit setting your status messages and folder names to imply that you're selling sex or sexual images. We are aware that a few lounges have streaming video posted where members will broadcast themselves. Some are even charging for access. While we won't actively go lounge hopping or organizing raids, we will investigate reports of video of excessively illicit acts (a low R-rating by MPAA standards will probably pass, but X-rated most certainly won't). Violators risk having their lounges locked down by administrators. Despite what you heard, Fubar is not an "Adult-Oriented" site in the traditional definition. We cater to a membership base that is 18 years of a
I Love My Job
I LOVE MY JOB . . . . . . If you don't laugh out loud after you read this you are in a coma! This is even funnier when you realize it's real! Next time you have a bad day at work think of this guy. Rob is a commercial saturation diver for Global Divers in Louisiana He performs underwater repairs on offshore drilling rigs. Below is an E-mail he sent to his sister. She then sent it to radio station 103.2 on FM dial in Ft. Wayne , Indiana , who was sponsoring a worst job experience contest. Needless to say, she won. Hi Sue , Just another note from your bottom-dwelling brother. Last week I had a bad day at the office. I know you've been feeling down lately at work, so I thought I would share my dilemma with you to make you realize it's not so bad after all Before I can tell you what happened to me, I first must bore you with a few technicalities of my job. As you know, my office lies at the bottom of the sea. I wear a suit to the office. It's a wet suit
With A Little Help From My Friends And Family--joe Cocker
La Tristesse....
there within the darkness new i felt my tremble....i fear losing you if night falls deep as a shadow life grows then where can my star light~when clouds come~ my galaxie goes.... life is angel above.... the butterflies beckon.... and i am so saddened....
It happens again.... the man sleeps and I sit here... bored out of my mind... need to find something entertaining... *grabs shot* At least there is always alchol here. lol
Why Why Why?
Why, Why, Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "Lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always whi te? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have mater
Crank it another book by ellen hopkins. It's called Crank. I'm serious, start reading them. But she was dumb,dumb,dumb and I feel no sympathy for the main character. I chipped a tooth yesterday, hurt like the dickens..... get me out of here. lol does anyone know where that's from?
One Flaw In Women
"One Flaw In Women " Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, si
Paying The Piper
Note: This was originally posted on my myspace profile in June of last year (2008) So for the last 20 plus years, I am have smoked on and off, drank like a fish at times, polluted my body with any number of illicit narcotics (but not for over a decade for the record), and had possibly the worst diet in the history of the human species. Tomorrow I get to pay for my sins. A couple of weeks ago I was diagnosed with high blood pressure and my Dr. had me undergo a stress test and a nuclear image of my heart. Today I had my consult with the cardiologist and the result is a heart cathertization and likely stents implanted in the arteries around my heart. It's low risk but you know, there will be a tube from my groin in and around my heart. It aint a bed of roses. But the most troubling is the lifestyle change that will follow. I can quit smoking without any problems, and quit drinking for the most part as well. It's the dietary change that scares me. I just don't see it.
Post Procedure
Note: originally posted on my myspace page June of 2008 Allright, so the cath went ok. I did have one stent installed in a blocked artery and angioplasty to enlarge another that was too narrow for a stent. Only one real scary thing in the whole deal and that was in recovery when they have to put pressure when they pull out the applicator, which looks sort of like a big syringe. Well I had been laying still for about an hour and was starting to freak out a bit already. I can't stay still for that long on my back. So they gave me loratabs and a shot of morphine. He pulled back and said "uh oh, it's swelling". Not good. Well he put basically his entire frame on my incision and I came out of the bed even on the morphine. So another big shot of morphine and a xanax later and I was ok. Private room for the night with shit hanging all off me and nurse checks for BP and blood every couple hours. All in all it wasn't too bad. I just got the Account summary yesterday. forty f
A Hard Day's Night--the Beatles
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Going Crazy
i am going crazy trying to fig out how i am going to get my car paid off by june of 09. i am trying to fig out how i can make extra money on my days off of work, but not sure what to do cuz i am always tired now since i started working. i want to move back to florida by june but won;t be able to do that if i can't get my car paid off by then, and yea i WAS counting on my tax return but as it seems i am not getting much back..300 if i am lucky. if anyone has any ideas please share them with me. ty
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at
You Are A Keeper
One day someone special will be gone. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of your bedroom, you might be struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. Never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You." So while we have it, it's best we love it and care for it and fix it when it's broken and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage and friendships and children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we cherish them! Some things we keep -like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what. Life is important and so are the people we know. And so, we keep them. I
The rain had just stopped falling outside the tent as he tightened her bonds and blindfold. With her wrists tied above her head to the ceiling ridge pole and her ankles spread and tied to stakes driven into the ground, she could barely move. That thrice damned charm of weakening keeps her as weak as any human. This vampire hunter has her at his mercy as the bite gag in her mouth keeps her from sinking her fangs into his throat and the blindfold from her taking control of his mind. Why doesnt he stake her and be done with it. Or, if he couldnt stomach "riding the wood" into a woman, all he would have to do is open the tent to the mornings sky and she would be dust. Why delay? She hears the blade being drawn, the sharp "sheeng" as it tastes the air. "So its to be decapitation," she thinks, and is wrong. The blade doesnt cut her flesh, but rather, it lightly caresses it as it probes under the light shift she wears. And then a straight cut, a ripping of fabric and she stands nude,
You Can Make Your World.
Your Daily Motivation – You Can Make Your World. Saturday January 24, 2009 YOU CAN MAKE YOUR WORLD. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Your intense anticipation of things to come will transform your possibilities into reality. Your desires are the precursors of the things that you can have. They will in time externalize themselves into concrete fact. Just as a small amount of fire makes a small amount of heat, weak desires bring weak results. Live your life with fire and passion. Always remember, if you care enough for the end result, you'll almost certainly attain it. Your reality forms around your commitments. Copyright 2008 Watch This Video => Discover The System Watch This Video => Meet The Team
Fun Times...
As I seek out your voice My ears are overcome with noise Enraged mind starts to smoke Lost my temper again Sorry about your broken reflection I've told you so many times So tired of the same old words (threats) If it takes breaking you to get through, so be it I can't take this anymore This Jokers smile can only cover so much Push my buttons and see how long it takes Force me over the edge and we'll satisfy ourselves Always been curious to see your pain Living with you has damn near killed me Are We Having Fun Yet...?
Breathe, Bleed, Take...
Breathe in (Sucking ash) Bleed out (Face the crash) Take it out (Feed me) Look ahead (See me reflected) Take my hand (Let the past die) Open our mind (Let the dead speak) Listen close (Hear me scream) Hold me close (Oh My Gods!) Reach for me (Taste my fear) Take this from me (Help Me!)
You Let Me Be
You Let Me Be Me While others tell me I have faults and flaws, And pick me all apart and criticize, You love me, sweetheart, just the way I am; I only see affection in your eyes. My pesky quirks you only find endearing; Your perfect mate is what you choose to see; I love you for a multitude of reasons; And most of all 'cause you let me be me. I never have to change to meet your standards; Acceptance is the greatest gift you give; I appreciate you for your sweet devotion, And Ill love you for as long as we shall live.
Across The Pages Of Time
Across The Pages of Time An ageless dance of love A melody of joy and laughter Two souls merge in eternity Soaring ever higher and higher Through the mist and veils The inner light of freedom beckons Two hearts join as one Souls entwined through eternity xxx x xxxxx Copyright 2005 xxx x xxxxx
why is it people assume that just becuz u added them to you friends list that u want to get with them. last time i checked my profile said looking for Friends. Not dating Not serious relationship no it says friends HINT HINT stop trying to hook up with me its getting old. And Guys get real most females don't want to hear how good u think u r in bed come on that just telling us that u suck and its not worth pursuing anything. like come on now get off of ur high horse and tell the truth it will get u much further with someone. And female stop thinking ur the shit and that ever guy out there wont's you cuz guess what 90% of them just want to f*** hint hint to u if they say things like ohhh im in it for the long hall after the first conversation yeah theirs the clue so do the world a favor and ignore them there would be a lot less drama in every one else life that u talk to and to everyone cheating isnt a good thing if u dont want to be with some one just dont be with them i look at
How I Am Going To Die
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Lots Of Awards!
I'm sure by now everyone has heard the story about the Texas high school girls basketball team on the winning end of a 100-0 game. All today's awards are given to people associated with that game. And the fact that everyone has heard about it is why I'm giving today's #1 Kick in the Ass Award to the press. You know what guys? LET IT GO! Go chase some politician in bed with hookers or something and stop humiliating kids! I seen THOUSANDS of basketball games at every level and every season there's a story like this in every community. The kids just want to forget so let everyone else forget it. You are the pricks of all pricks! The #2 Kick in the Ass goes to the coach of The Covenant School for running a full court press and shooting 3's. If you knew anything about basketball at all you would have called a time out after about 2 minutes of play and told your girls to back off. You're pathetic! Go apply for a job at a newspaper or ESPN. I'm giving the #1 Pat on the Back Award
Legendary Fu Cheater & Some History...
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Who I Am
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Long Road
The long road to Godfather has come to an end. Today about 115pm futime I made the rank of Godfather. I could not have done this without the help of many of my fellow fubarians. Thank you all for your help. Side note thank you to all my great friends on here who make coming to fubar a joy and know I'm here for you just as you are me.
What Drink Are You?
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My Best Still Isnt Good Enough
i try and try but i will never be good enough what did i do so wrong to make u hate me all i do is love you and you keep pushing yourself further from me all i wanted was a little time with you all you wanted was your friends do i make you that miserable? i guess i will never be good enough for no one i feel like just giving up and going away forever maybe you will be happy then
Dear Penis
What Love Is All About
WHAT LOVE IS ALL ABOUT It was a busy morning, approximately 8:30 am., when an elderly gentleman in his 80's, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would be able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, we began to engage in conversation. I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I then inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of A
Fizzle's Rules
Hai! I dont like to clutter my front page with a giant disclaimer, so instead I put it in here: 1. if you dont have a salute, I probably wont take you seriously, anyone can just put up pictures of people and pretend to be whoever they want. 2. I will not "bomb" your page or help you in contests. If you are really that hard up for attention, go dance on the bar with a lampshade on your head. 3. If you dont hear from me, dont get butthurt, Im not on this site very often. 4. I only fan people who have truely captured my attention, not just because they have fanned me. 5. If you are easily offended you probably shouldnt talk to me, internet is serious business. All that aside, Im actually a fairly easy going, nice guy. Just dont have time for drama or bullshit. k thnx bai
"storms" A Poem By Kuntry
Feel the warmth of the summers gentle breeze. See it's power through the Dance of the trees. Storms are a coming riding the thunderous sky. You can see it as well If you just close your eyes. The rain falls softly then picks up it's pace. Droplets of life falling gently from grace. Sunshine is eminent with Patience abound. All storms shall pass If one holds his ground. kuntry
The Mirror
The Mirror Catching a glimpse of the mirror Leaning closer to see Shaking my head in disbelief Fingers touch the glass in wonder This can't be me in there I don't recognize that face That face has experienced too much Eyes filled with sadness Search for something familiar My fingers trace my face This is so strange, so disconnected The person inside me is so different Younger and free, so full of life I'm trying to understand why I don't know the person looking back at me xxx x xxxxx Copyright 2005 xxx x xxxxx
Where Are You
Where Are You I dialed your number tonight And got a recording saying it was disconnected I felt my heart drop as I inhaled sharply Wondering what happened Hoping you are safe Thinking back to our first meeting Brings a smile to my lips And my heart skips a beat I wondered why someone like you Would care to speak to someone like me There you were looking so proud The way you carried yourself The way you dressed One could see without a doubt Someone so princely among our midst There were bad times but the good times followed always I smile as I remember your touch Your scent as you lay next to me Sleeping so peacefully I remember when you saw me after we parted for a week The smile was beaming as you held out your arms All I could do was walk into them With a smile as big as yours upon my lips Hearing the words Ive missed you baby My heart raced as I agreed As our lips met in a tender yearning kiss Your arms holding me close as the world disappeared The
Poem That Gives You Goosebumps
Poem That Gives You Goosebumps... A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night When broken bodies lay about And blood was everywhere, The sirens screamed out eulogies, For death was in the air. A mother, trapped inside her car, Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands, She struggled to get free, But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused On where the back seat once had been, But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; She did not hear them cry, And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, "Oh, God, don't let them die! " Then firemen came and cut her loose, But when they searched the back, They found therein no little boys, But the seat belts were intact. They thought the woman had gone mad An
Dark Arrogance
Dark Arrogance For the purpose of pleasing dark passion an attraction of fatal of love becomes the dark arrogance. The unnatural desire begins to consuming something with no heart or soul to where it must be alive upon life. Always assuming it has the divine right to exist or believe in things that is unreal or untrue. Dark arrogance has no control over its limit of ones own selfish desire. Proudly taking upon oneself too force anyone to surrender all over to gain the unleashed need of control and power. Shameless boldness begins to breathe life into coldness and depth of darkness nightmare horror. Never displaying default in front of life. Always perfect and to real too be true, yet always the one somebody wants in their life. Taking everything for granted because you can. Never having any fear of being corrected or denied what you want. Dark arrogance is always bloated with pride beyond reasoning. Swollen lips of lingering hungry speak within rough speech in words that
Fine Versus Ugly
Ugly Guy I wake up in the morning looking for the door, I just find my self laying on the floor My life is incomplete and everyday is a bore I wish the sun would show on me once more The world is unkind to a ugly guy like me It always has me down and never let''s me be I''m an ugly person my ex wise she agrees She says there is not another girl in the world who could love me I believed that until one summer day A beautiful girl came my way she kiss me On the lips looked into my eyes and said I love you even if you think you are ugly guy, We kiss and hugged as the night Slip by and I never felt like that ugly guy This went on forever and forever, She never made me cry because that beautiful girl married this ugly guy By- Norman Behm
A soft drumb beats deep in the middle of me, with soothing vocals "Come follow me, take this journey".. soft awe'ing choir so peaceful. Echoing whispers suround me of one voice, "I am at the end of the hall, come.. seek me out" I do as she says..... The hall extends, farther and farther the hallway grows.. I turn around all i see is fog. I turn back around vision is blurred by fog.... this fog, i dont see any borders. i reach out my hands to find the walls.. All gone.... nothing but a deep mist Whispers in my ear.. "Shall we proceed to move into the next level; do you need me to guide you through the fog?" I nod... A gentle breeze brushes up agianst my face. slowly everything is viewable as the wind clears a path. In a distance a light grows, with emersive power that blinds my vision. I cover my eyes with my hand and look down. I notice the ground is white from being bright. I feel a tug on my hand. a soft voice says "Remove your arm from your face, let me see you once agi
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A School Project I Had To Do.
This was an assignment I had to do for one of my classes. Thought I'd share it here... Robot type: Automatic Dog Walker AKA PuppyMatic My robot is an automatic dog walker.The automatic dog walker can be programmed for up to 20 dogs and will be initialized via one of four methods: 1.It can sense when the dog needs to go to the bathroom, via sound and activity sensors placed throughout the house. And based on which collar produced certain activities, will call only that dog to the collar latching system. 2.The owner can initialize via remote control, by pressing the Call button and the dogs number to call the specific dog to the collar latching system. 3.The system can be placed on a timing system, determined by the owner, and will call each individually programmed dog at designated times. Timer can be turned on or off via the T On or T Off buttons. 4.The dog can initialize by walking up to the collar latching system. For the first three methods, a w
Damn Im Good.can't Think Of A Title Yet
I stare into those cold green eyes as the bullet rips into my chest.Suddenly I see things more clearly,I see the pain and sorrow in your eyes and feel the pain you have lived with all these treachous years .I have flashbacks of all the good times we had as children,I remember the loving child you once were before your innocent spirit was taken away.I come out of my daydream and feel the shooting pain going through my whole body,I am paralyzed unable to move and barely able to speak.Blood is flowing out of the wound profusely unable to move, ask "why,why now after all these years after loved, protected and cared for you as if you were one of my own,why do this to me?" Your only reply was a shot to the head I see your lifeless body fall to the ground with a heavy thud.With that I am jolted out of my nightmare,sweat pouring from my head,tears falling around me, it takes me a minute to catch my breath and realize it was nothing but a nightmare.A nightmare that once was so real. I look ov
*feel The Wind*
Can you feel the wind As it blows through your soul Can your heart find its way When it knows not where to go. Would your path lead to me If all in you was clear Am I anything in your heart That you truly hold dear. I will wait patietly For to ease in your mind Even till the winds never blow Till the end of time
Trivia #4- Episode 83
This seemed to be the hardest trivia to date. But here are tonight's point totals: Mchgn- 38 Sheena- 30 Punkette- 30 SweetAngel- 28 Sassy_Jen- 27 Strega- 27 Spliff- 27 AnitaDick- 26 Nightshade- 21 Mamma Helle- 20 Lost- 19 Grave- 16 Redlar- 10 Mallory- 0 WTF!!! how did Mallory NOT get any right?? lol so sorry hon... And Now.... The all important Cumulative totals: Sheena-----------102 Mchgn-------------82 Mamma Helle-------63 SweetAngel--------55 Strega------------50 StacyDawn---------50 Redlar------------39 JPletch-----------31 Punkette----------30 Sassy_Jen---------27 Spliff------------27 AnitaDick---------26 Nightshade--------21 Sunnastein--------19 Lost--------------19 Grave-------------16 Forgetful61-------16 Mallory-----------15 OP_free76----------9 AngelaBowers-------3 TWillis------------1 Sue----------------1 We neeed to thank the 7
Possible And The Unpossible
Now I am not one that normally is prone to blogs or for that matter the whole online life. but Ive been told that venting on here is qute cathartic and well I figure who better to vent to than a keyboard and a screen. So lately, pretty recently, Ive began to look at life an the things that have happened and are happening to me. From combat deployments to TDY assignments and the whole getting older thing Ive come to realise that its beginning to get harder to deal with the people in my life. I seem to be at a point where I trust many of them less than the shaky Iraqi pointing a Russian bought AK at me over in the desert. At least with him there was no love or trust, or friendship between us. No Lies told to step on that trust. Nothing but the cold hard truth of a Rifle and a job to be done. I can accept the reality of that, for him its defending something he believes in and regardless of how messed up or misguided that is to a degree honorable. And that is where its all fuck
Awakening... There comes a time in your life when you finally get it. When in the midst of all your tears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out...Enough. Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes, you begin to look at the world from a new perspective. This is your awakening. You realize that it is time to stop hoping and waiting for something or someone to change, or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that there aren't always fairytale endings and that any guarantee or "happily ever after" must begin with you. So, you begin to make your way through the "reality of today" rather than holding out for the "promise of tomorrow." You realize that much of whom you are and the way
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Time, Pressure, And Inevidibility; The Tale Of Captain Blindside And The Mutiny On The Mutiny (i.e. Aptly Named)
I guess I made you hate me and then asked for your love. I guess I charged you from behind then fell to my knees and started begging you not to do what I'd just been trying to get you to do, and all of this before you'd even turned around. And iit's quite clear that I'm not in my right mind and I make too many mistakes then try to hide behind the fact that you shouldn't know; while some would stop, I read this as a license to go. I guess if I was a singer in a band on a stage, I'd be frozen afraid ntil they started throwing tomatoes. At that point, let's face it, one is truly free, he can run for the exit or he can earn the hatred that they are going to cover him anyway. There are times, to be honest when I am shocked at the fact that I have made it this far, knowing me like I do. I used to think I was just lazy because I was never forced to work that hard. Now I know that I am downright resistant and serve my uselessness like some kind of discipline and work harder than anyon
I Think I Found Sanction
I found a quiet place. A place i can be me. A place i can breathe. I found possible future. I found life. And love. Passion. I found serenity. Truth. Desire. Longing. I found it. Im so lucky. So lucky that... I found it in his ever changing blue eyes.
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I Will Tell You A Story...
Okey... If you wondered how I got the terrific burn and awesome scars, let me relate. This is what the machines I operate look like. In July of 2004, we were performing a weekend shutdown. One of the tasks is to scrape clean a fume hood located near the front. It is something we'd all done a million times. As I was scraping away, my shirt came in contact with a pilot flame and ignited. Cotton burns. Like paper. I ended up with 2nd and 3rd degree burns over 70% of my back. Yeah, owie. The hospital sent me to the Burn Unit at the University of Michigan Hospital, where it was determined I would need skin grafts. That's not really a fun thing. When you hear that burns are the worst type of injury, believe it. The worst part was debridment, the removal of the dead skin. On a scale of 1-10, the pain was 194. It was a 9 month recovery. I couldn't be near any heat sources, and to this day, have to keep the grafted skin out of the sun. So much for mowing the lawn shirtle
Jgermeister is a 35% liqueur, and recipe is kept secret but is speculated to be a blend of 56 herbs. In German, Jgermeister means "master hunter" (combining Jger, hunter, and Meister, master).
Spanish Lesson For Today
1. Cheese The teacher told Pepito to use the word cheese in a sentence. Pepito replies: 'Maria likes me, but cheese fat.' 2. Mushroom When all of my family get in the car, there's not mushroom. 3. Shoulder My fren wanted to become a citizen but she didn't know how to read so I shoulder. 4. Texas My fren always Texas me when I'm not home wondering where I'm at! 5. Herpes Me and my fren ordered pizza. I got my piece and she got herpes. 6. July Ju told me ju were going to that store and July to me! 'Julyer!' 7. Rectum I had 2 cars but my wife rectum! 8. Juarez One day my gramma slapped me and I said, ' Juarez your problem?' 9. Chicken I was going to go to the store with my wife but chicken go herself. 10. Wheelchair We only have one enchalada left, but don't worry, wheelchair. 11. Chicken wing My wife plays the lottery so chicken wing. 12. Harassment My wife caught me in bed with another women and I told her, honey, harassment nothing to me.
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What Makes A Friend
What Goes Around, Comes Around........
One day a man saw an old lady stranded on the side of the road, but even in the dim light of day, he could see she needed help. So he pulled up in front of her Mercedes and got out. His Pontiac was still sputtering when he approached her. Even with the smile on his face, she was worried. No one had stopped to help for the last hour or so. Was he going to hurt her? He didn't look safe; he looked poor and hungry. He could see that she was frightened, standing out there in the cold. He knew how she felt. It was that chill, which only fear can put in you. He said, 'I'm here to help you, ma'am. Why don't you wait in the car where it's warm? By the way, my name is Bryan Anderson.' Well, all she had was a flat tire, but for an old lady, that was bad enough. Bryan crawled under the car looking for a place to put the jack, skinning his knuckles a time or two. Soon he was able to change the tire. But he had to get dirty and his hands hurt. As he was tighte
Episode 83- Noobies Are The Show Nuggett
WOW! Was last night fun! As the title of the show states, Its the most new people we have had in any show at one time. Hellermoon was very late entering as his new job kept him late. But becuz his computer was in the babies room, he could not jump into the show. Nightshade led us off with some Hellcast News. Then I followed it up with the LAST segment of Dumb Laws from around the world. Then our top 10 Grocery store pick up lines that was funny, but should have been inverted most likely, lol. Our musical year in review is 1974, featuring Ray Stevens, Carly Simon, Elton John and BTO. Nightshade's weekly haunt this week was the Birdcage Theater in Arizona, followed by Redlar's Good Deed of the week. Next up was King of the Hill, featuring Nickelback and David Cook. There was no rant for the 2nd week in a row, and the same is to be said about, so I once again had to play the crew for our moview review. Our Video Game Live was cancelled becuz TWillis' woman
Uno At 9 Months
uno at almost 9 months old
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Was I Bad?
I have been doing a lot of thinking. I go and work out, while doing so I think about everything in my day to day life. I think of all the happiness that I have had, all the sadness that I have had and how I have been able to turn everything into a positive perspective. I worry at times that I might have only put a band aid on my emotions. I then notice that I am a much stronger man, mentally than I was before. When problems arise, I come up with you solutions. It is what I do, what I do best. Lately, I have been taking care of things back home. Trying to make sure that I am able to have a place to go home too once I am released from active duty, insuring that I am not in debt when I return home and perhaps making a purchase of a new form of transportation when I get home. I do not plan on coming home until November 2009, which is a ways away, for sure, but you never know what the military does until it does it. I have been working in Iraq since February of 2008 and I have
How Simple Life Gets
From early years we are taught the limitations we put on our selves. But as we grow we seek new experiences and beginnings. Life takes us through paths we have and havent crossed before. Only to explore the next step in ones life is to fully understand that no one person will give you a promise, a committment nor there understanding as to your own path. They too have a path which may lead towards you and intersect or may continue in the opposite direction. Leaving the nest, the living domain where ones birth place and being raised and nurtured til of age, you find yourself thrown to the wolves with early enployment, fending for yourself and making a start in this world. You are tossed into the society we call life amoung us. We prosper and seek love and romance and only have that too burn up in your faces. Open your mind body and soul to only have multiple people walk all over you like last weeks snackbar menu. We pick ourselves up from the floor and carry on as best we can but in t
To My Family And Top Friends
Sorry that i havent shown any of u any love in the past week er 2 but it has been very hectic for me and i have been very very busy with family issues,so i havent been on fu because of course rl comes 1st lol.. i just didnt want any of u thinking that i was slacking in my fubar luv area .. hope u all are doing great and much luv to each of you!! Everything is slowly but surely going back to normal so i shall return but until then Take care and ttys
Eagles Rise!
Eagle rise, On steel wings,Full of, Flight & fantasy, In silver cars, Steel aeroplanes, In folds off paper, Made off stone, Scissors, Paper or rock, Play with the deck, Roll s dice, Strike, When the time is right, Dont leave others behind, In cold & dark, Reach up, Grab clouds, Pick up the pace, Or die in the rat race!
As I Grow
As we no im NUTS and i need get ma head 2 geather . AS GOD sweeps tha random thoughts i HAVE i will grow .GOD PLACE your HANDS on MY head release my DEAMONS AMEN .
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Lets Do This!!
I've got money and bling with your name on it!!!! It's so here's the deal. I really wanna level and get past this level and make it to Godmama asap! So I've got several ways for you to get Bucks and bling! Below are links to some of my folders. Click em and rate em! Easy $5,000 for 10's during Happy Hour and 10,000 for 11's during Happy Hour! Thats easy right! I will be giving out some random blings as well! Or you can garentee yourself a bling, a drink & $50,000 FuBucks by rating all my pics!! (NSFW is excluded) PM me when you finish for Fubucks and Keep rating to get that bling! I already gave out 2 before even posting this!!! Mz.ǵff r Your Next Ex GF
(One of the sexiest, yet demented songs i have ever heard... Got another one for me?? SHOW ME!) ♥ xoxoxoxox ♥ "In My Room" 2:45 and the bell went off, Thank God, Many people think im odd But I talk with no one, And I walk alone,and I avoid sunlight with a chalky tone I get home and dont say hi, It aint no one there, I dont care I walk in and go right up the stairs To my room Get in bed and just wait for dark cause thats when the real show starts (tap tap) 'tap tap' on the glass go the piece of ass' So young and pretty its too bad she past But she comes to my room and we talk at night,she's demonic and bloody,but she holds me tight In my bedroom,with her im never alone,and I kiss her cold lips until morning comes Then she gone, I can still hear her voice loom. But she only exists in the dark of my room [chorus: x2] Love... (I cant ignore you) In my room (do anything for you) Love... (I do adore you) In My Room... You and I I try to
Forever And Always
When you look at me with loving eyes. I fall for you, it's not surprise. You pull me in with your tender touch. You make me feel like I am loved. You intertwine your hand with mine. You say you love me; that's a sign. You kiss me sweetly on the cheek. I start to shake; I become weak. You are my life; I already know. I will never let you go. Me and you; forever we'll be. Nothing'll change that; I love you baby! To my one true love.. u know who u r.. too bad she'll never know how much I really care..
The Killer And The Star - Starts When You Fall
I don't mind the world today The Fear in me is strong, And I love you Never had to fend, To fold, to see, with me Tonight And it starts when you fall It ends when you change your life Give you my soul, As long as you find your way. Starts when you fall It ends when you change your life Give you my soul, As long as you find your way. Well I don't mind the sun today, Faith in me is strong, And I love you No One had to fend, To fold, to see, with me Tonight. And it starts when you fall It ends when you change your life Give you my soul, As long as you find your way. Starts when you fall It ends when you change your life Give you my soul, As long as you find your way. Take Back, spread you in, Take you from you far away Take all your life Like an end this moment Take Back, it's hard to kill, Bring back the ones you could fend Treat everything like a broken open Ends when it changes your life Give you my soul, as long as you find your way. Star
rose are red violets are blue my love for you is so true and yet I am so blue without you
The 50 Things I Hate
1-I hate the smell skunks make when you run them over. 2-I hate procrastination. 3-I hate bad spelling and bad grammar. 4-I hate chapped lips. 5-I hate generic chapstick. 6-I hate dirty hair. 7-I hate when fat people wear tight clothes. 8-I hate girls that are all "OOOOH MY GAWD" 9-I hate it when people move their legs. 10- I hate tapping. 11-I hate being cold. 12-I hate chipped nail polish. 13- I hate when you are on the tele, and all you hear is the person breathing. 14-I hate TV, it rots your brain. 15-I hate when people think they know what they are talking about, when they dont. 16-I hate boys who treat girls like they own them. 17-I hate when things are quiet. 18- I hate when I lay in bed, and i cant sleep. 19-I hate second hand smoke. 20- I hate the way liquor smells. 21- I hate drunk people, they are obnoxious. 22- I hate when people quote things, but quote it wrong. 23-I hate being hit on. 24-I hate it when girls stare down my man. 25-I hate people who
A Tear
When I lay and think, in my bed at night, the day you'll arrive, seems nowhere in sight. I toss and I turn, dreaming of you, opening my eye's... checking if my dream came true. It didn't, again, and a tear starts to roll, weeping quietly... my pillow I hold. Many sleepless nights I've prayed for you, my love. God touched my soul from heaven above I've never felt this lucky, God did this for me. That's a question I asked each and every night. He must think your special, Joy, and I know he's right. No other has made me feel so complete, my whole life was lived, just so we could meet. All these thoughts and more going through my head. I fall asleep not worrying, but dreaming of you... instead
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The Trip To The Big City
I decided months ago not to leave for the inauguration until Monday because it just cost to much money to stay any longer than the two nights that I already had my hotel room for. Needless to say as soon as I found out that they were having that awesome concert at the Lincoln Memorial I was kicking my ass because shit....who wouldn't want to see Springsteen, James Taylor, Garth Brooks, and U2 all in one fucking setting for free. Also, the freaking snow we started getting on Sunday was not much help either because the trip from Clarksburg, WV to Washington, DC takes you through two counties (one in WV and one in MD) that are notorious for bad ass snow storms and horrible driving conditions. With that being said, I had no choice but to go on Monday because I had no place to stay. I left pretty early so that if I hit crappy roads I would have plenty of time to get to DC so that I could pick up my tickets for the inauguration before the Senate office closed at 3. My trip was actually
A New Friend...
Someone I know just joined...Anyone wanna drop him a ten? Slashman23889@ fubar
One For The Money By Janet Evanovich
Plot Summary: First novels this funny and self-assured come along rarely; dialogue this astute and raunchy is equally unusual. The gutsy heroine introduced here is Stephanie Plum of Trenton, N.J., a recently laid-off lingerie buyer who has no job, no car and no furniture. She does have a hamster, a deranged grandmother, two caring parents and several pairs of biking shorts and sports bras. Finding work with her cousin Vinnie, she becomes a bond hunter and scrounges money enough to buy a gun, a Chevy Nova and some Mace. Her first assignment is to locate a cop accused of murder. Joe Morelli grew up in Stephanie's neighborhood. Possessed of legendary charm, he relieved Stephanie of her virginity when she was 16 (she later ran over him with a car). In her search, Stephanie catches her prey, loses him and grills a psychotic prizefighter, the employer of the man Morelli shot. She steals Morelli's car and then installs an alarm so he can't steal it back. Resourceful and tough, Stephanie has l
DJ Ozzman and DJ Sexy Gothic Princess have gotten fu-married tonight (The 24th of January), in the Mind Twisters lounge. Click the pic below to join us in celebrating with the happy couple. j x GTH PRC*One of Vamp Morticia's Victims*@ fubar> JZZMц ~ R/L G/F TO DJ SEXY PRINCESS GOTHY~@ fubar PIMPOUT BY: VAMP MORTICIA~RL GF ofDJ Carnage~Sultry's Mistress~Owner of V M V@ fubar (repost of original by '~*Hidden Mistress*~ Knightwings Layer Mgr/DJ' on '2009-01-24 12:06:54') (repost of original
Stalker Alert!!!!!!
BOOBOO'S DONE IT NOW! SHE ACCEPTED MY APPLICATION TO STALK HER WHAT WAS SHE THINKING?! BUT I NEED HELP STALKING HER SHE GIVES SO MUCH LOVE TO OTHERS, IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO STALK HER ENOUGH! SO WILL YOU HELP ME? JUST CLICK ON THE PIC AND RATE RATE RATE! ♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By InFarred.Fu Slave to Mz Chelle... Garys Fo@ fubar PRIVATE MESSAGE ME AND LET ME KNOW YOU'VE HELPED STALK THIS LOVELY LADY AND I'LL BE SURE TO STALK YOUR PAGE FOR A BIT Scarlett{Shadow Leveler}{Yeahmon's Angels}~Proudly owned by Gary & Full time stalker of BooBoo Scarlett{Shadow Leveler}{Yeahmon's Angels}~Proudly owned by Gary & Full time stalker of BooBoo@ fubar
Bf /gf Application
boyfriend application 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would you kiss me? 8. ...with tongue? 9. Would you enjoy it? 10. Would you ever ask me out? 11. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 14. Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 16. Do you/have you talked crap about me? 17. Do you think I'm a good person? 18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 19. Do you think I'm hot? 20. If you could change anything about me -would you? 21. Would you have sex with me? 22. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 23. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 24. what do you rate me outta 1-10?? 25. phone
It Really Is Incredible.
i just posted more pics in the Pain folder for family only. i got so much positive response from the ones i posted last Fall that it prompted me to post more in the future. well, today is that future, unfortunately. so, i took pics of me crying, set my pc cam to random shoot, then uploaded the results. ppl ask me about it. to me, it's obvious. i want to be as real on here as i am irl. and irl, i am not all dimples and teeth. i am blood, guts, neurons, and hormones. and more! my besties on here deserve to see all of it, and it feels good to share. i feel about 100% better and more lucid since i posted the pics i just posted. honestly... try it.
Latest X
Ok so I don't blog much but I need to rant. Some of you have seen my "Love of my life and me" pics and know about my trip to NC in October where I met someone. That someone moved down here about 2 months ago to be with me and my family. Well I've come to the conclusion men suck. This last week has been hell with him, not talking to me, no telling me goodnight or anything and it all came to a head lastnight when he didn't come home. Come to find out today he met someone...surprize surprize. He hasn't touched me in weeks and yet he found the time to go out and get F*(%30 up and hook up with one of the lowlifes in town. They all do... He says my mother is holding me back, and he wants me to be happy and until I'm happy we can't be happy...what the F ever. He knew what he was getting into when he moved down here...
My Thought
Beyond what we know,things we do not see There exist little destineys that are yet to be. Through the eyes of a child we may see who we are Our hopes and our dreams so close but yet so far. In distant thoughts,in the back of our mind We still search for those answers we cannot find. And might we live our lives in ignorence and do nothing more We ignore imagination and curiosity locking the door. And should all that we know cease to exist and darkness should fall A new beginning would start and we must relearn all. Taking our chances with survival on earth We live as we learn preparing for each new birth.
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Someone Sweet
This young lady right here. You couldnt ask for a sweeter person to meet. She is a really nice woman who needs some help leveling. Please rate her pictures/stash and get her up there. jen@ fubar
I sit herre engulfed by darkness my soul on fire this pain engulfing me completely adrift in a see of loneliness my heart lies at me feet bleeding with wounds of my own making to sleep the sleep of oblivion to end the suffering walking through each day as if a dream or yet a nightmare when will it end teetering on the brink of a chasm one step only to be completely engulfed in the darkness to feel no pain to end the emptiness
Soft And Warm
All I could think of was she looked even better in person. Face like a doll, body of my dreams, and eyes that make your heart stop. We smiled and hugged, she felt so good in my arms, so soft and warm. She smelled wonderful, good enough to eat. She looked up at me and I leaned in and kissed her. Her full wonderful lips felt so good. We kissed softly at first then slowly deeper, I could taste her now, our tongues danced together. I felt her hips push into me and her amazing breasts smash into my body. We knew right away we needed some privacy. We walked away thinking the same thing. Along the way we slipped into a deserted alleyway. I pulled her close and kissed her hard, my hands moving over her ass cheeks in big circles pulling them apart then pushing them together. I kissed the side of her neck just under her ear and traced my way down. I want you so bad I whisper. She lets out a low moan. My fingers trace there way down between her cheeks and feel her warmth, it
Trust And Truth
i dont care how bad you might think you will hurt me i would prefer to know the truth. I cant start to trust anyone unless they so me they are trustworthy. I cant trust without truth.
Missing You
My heart aches within from missing you, My lips long for the feel of kissing you, Right now all I need is to gently touch your skin, To look into your eyes and see deep within, Just one warm embrace, Just to look upon your face, Just one little touch, From the one I love so much, If I could gaze upon your smile, For just a little while, To know that you miss me too, As I'm thinking of you, To hear the sound of you breathe, Knowing you'll never leave, To see you walk up to me, Then embrace you tenderly, To just be with the one who's sent my heart reeling, And brought about this downpour of emotion and feeling, I sit here alone in my office tonight, And pray that somehow this all turns out right, I've never been one to do more taking than giving, I'm not well off but I work hard for a living, I've told you many thoughts that weren't borrowed or bought, And in lifetime, who would have thought, That I have found someone who was just meant for me, I can't explain th
Corrupted Love
A warm sensation fills my body My heart races with every touch The softness of your voice soothes My soul As I lay there hoping the moment Will never end Calling out for you Praying that you'll never let me go The sensation so strong I can no longer feel my body Slowly I fade in and out of reality In an instant the warm sensation Fades away My heart empty My soul torn apart Lying there; wondering where I went Wrong Calling out for you, only to find there is no answer My mind invaded with thoughts So cruel and unrefined The sensation of fear of what's to come Slowly the reality over powering The lust and fantasy Leaving me empty Confused on how to think or feel The loneliness I feel So wretched and compelled Betrayal to myself Revealing the terrors of my love
Never Lie To A Kid!! Lmao
A man was laying out in the sun nude on a beach, a little girl walked up so he covered his privates with a newspaper. The little girl asked "What's under there?" He replied "A bird" The little girl went on her way, some time had passed and the man fell asleep Next thing he knows, he wakes up in alot of pain, and in the hospital with a dr and a cop at his bedside. The Dr. asked "What happened?" The man replied, "I'm not sure, I was tanning at the beach, spoke to a little girl, then fell asleep." The cop said we asked the little girl "what happened?" and she said: "Well the man fell asleep, I was playing with his bird, then it spit at me, so I broke it's neck, crushed it's eggs, and burned it's nest!" moral of the story: Never lie to a kid, it may just bite you in the butt!!
I Hate To Rant Again, But...(yes, Someone Irked Me
I'm not going to win too many friends today by saying this, but finally I have to say it clearly. If you don't want to date me. I don't care(No exclamation point). I don't need to shout it because I'm in complete 'sigh' will-you-get-over-yourself mode. Whether it be an ex-girlfriend or someone online or just some lady that I know. I say: Really? The only thing that I recall made of the best things on earth is Snapple. Yeah, you have your own individual greatness, yet you do not understand that being a single person means that I still have choice just like you do. Yes, ever since you were 12 or 13, dudes have been trying to get something from you. But keep in mind that there are more of you than us. There are women that are more this or that than you. Billions! So why would I be in fetal position in a dark corner knowing that you of all people didn't want me? I think other men are pathetic when they slobber and beg and worship as if their female deity will shine the light on
The Legend Of The Faceless In Japanese Mythos: Part I
Many centuries ago, when the lesser peoples still dwelt in the dark and ignorance, there lived amongst the human beings a samurai of no particular importance. One day his young and pretty wife informed him that she was with child. Elated, as this was to be his first child, the samurai went to the temple and made sacrafices to the appropriate gods and spirits of his family and master and in patience went about his life awaiting the child's birth. On the day the child was born the samurai waited outside his wife's room while his village mid-wife and nurse and an old temple priest tended to his young and pretty wife. The samurai heard the birthing screams grew louder and knew that the childs arrival was nigh. Then came the child's cries and the samurai rose to his feet eager to look upon the child but instead was greeted with shrieks of horror and the mid-wife and nurse exploded from his wife's room and ran past him scraming in fear. The samurai burst into the room. The priest lay
I have to get this out. I'm not looking for a pity party or whining about my life. I'm not trying to be a martyr and I know that I can change my feelings, and I'm working on all of this right now. I guess you could just call this blog, a grouping of energy and thoughts. Sometimes, I feel like a failure. I feel like nothing I do is ever good enough. I do so much for everyone around me, and I get nothing in the way of appreciation or thanks for it. I feel like I fail as a wife, a mother, a friend, etc...I could go on and on, but I think you all get the general idea. Life is what we make it, or so someone once said. In relativity, that's a true statement, but when you deal in facts, as I tend to do, it isn't. Life isn't what you make it, life is a game. A long monotonous game, consisting of the cards we are dealt and how those cards are played by us. We as humans are an oddity to me, because at some point in your life, you will come across complete imbeciles and wonder, sometimes
The Legend Of The Faceless In Japanese Mythos: Part Iii
The priests were befuddled for none could look upon their new charge and all cringed when he came into a room. The other students shrieked in fear and would flee his presence. Amongst the slaves, even the eunichs would refuse to teach him how to properly bathe or dress. The child would be banished to unoccupied sections of the temnple for fear that pilgrams woukd see him and flee and so things went for years. With each passing day, the isolated child grew more bitter and cold and the monks grew ever more fearful that the sea princess would return and see their failure and in her anger devour them. And so it seemed that this would be how the child's life would pass until fate stepped in. A carpenter from the village was set a work in the temple. Seeing the child, the carpenter was frightened, but; instead of fleeing he set about and carved a wodden mask for the boy and gave it to the monks for the child. To the monk's dismay. the child refused to wear the mask for he had long sin
New Skin
Made this one for a friend of mine, Pink Skulls :) Main background image is Header is Click to Preview Click to Rip
Banana Phone
College Stress
This is the 3rd year of my classes and I have been doing very well with them. Actually have a grade point adverage I am so proud of. BUT I am taking a class that has me so frustrated, almost to tears. This class already has a fast pace to it. I am a full time babysitter of 2 toddlers (18 monthers) part time Sub teacher, mother of 2, 4-H leader, and a captin of a dart team. Which that one is helpful for relxing my stress. The weekends are the only time I really have to clean carpets, and shopping, and any extra activites since I can't really go anywhere during the week due to the toddlers. Well I am off to read a chapter that was suppose to be read last week. ekkk.
Written From Your Prospective, Whoever You Are. Trust Me.
sometimes when I'm all alone I cuts chunks out of my leg and I watch the crevise fill with blood and overflow. i have mastered flesh. I can remove it without touching the veins or the arteries or anything that's underneath. I am only concerned with the surface, the underneath is god's construction. I wish that you knew, but you won't ever know. I lost my legs asleep in the closet when a working chainsaw cut through the ceiling and landed on my thighs and slipped into my dream and I didn't wake up until it had cut through and caught carpet. There was a hole in the ceiling and my father was looking down. He said, "I was just seeing if that thing still worked. Guess it does." I never asked him why he didn't jump down to save my legs, nor has he ever suggested that he should have. Now I wheel through the walking world and take sympathy and scrutiny from passers by and they feel the same to me. Fuck, who cares. There is nothing like love in the walking world. They've not
A Lost Soul
Things begin to become clearer...The days fade without recognition, my mind becomes blank and my heart hollow. Nothing changes. Will it ever? With every step of happiness comes the fate of knowing the truth. Happiness is only a part of living. Blank expressions throughout the room hault a surprising ending to what could have been. The tears that fall may be of sorrow, but I pick myself, brush off and move forward, nothing more that can be done. With every smile is a lie. With every step forward is a two steps back. How can it be true, when it wasn't real to begin with? Everything happens for reasons that are unknown, but with a faulty heart comes the pain of feeling the eyes upon you knowing the heartache within. You want to explode, but most times you sit and fake it to let everyone think you're fine. My heart may be forever lost, but never forgotten...
Glass Perception
From my window looking in A glass perception Of a world destroyed by sin Look in to find ambition A broken drive And only a glance of recognition. From my window looking in A storm of longing For a place of the good twin Stare down anger And leave your heart in danger From my window looking in A blank memoir Forget life and back then Close the doors to turn away Forget everything you see today From your window looking in.
Just This Once!
Just This Once.... looking out, thinking of you as images of your smile fill my mind. Thinking how your voice can both speed up my heartbeat and at the exact same moment stop it. Hearing all you say loving each word as if it were the voice of your soul speaking to me. Crying and dying to hear you say just once with your voice, heart, and soul that I am the one. You see you are that person, that one. And this time I not only want but need to be the one. Just this time and only this time. Just this once can't I be the one!
What Is Love ??
Is This Nsfw
Not the choice of html,... this commercial. Is it or is it not? NSFW. /p> say what you will but the only thing that makes this truly NSFW is the mind whom thinks it to be. Otherwise, This is every thing but, NSFW.
Confession Of My Heart
Confession of My Heart Words flowing within a strong desire and passion to speak what go unsaid. I love him, But He cares not for me in the same. How did I fall so hard and complete for a man, who shallow like dreams with no substance within them to become real? My heart burns for him. He is my only desire, yet Im without him in my arms tonight. I would do anything for him. Become all for him, if he just turns around see, hear and feel my heart and soul desire to love him forever. We walk upon two different pathways, But Now our paths had crossed. I reached out to him knowing I was in love with long ago. Never saying the words that lurk within my heart and soul for him because I felt he would just laugh at my love for him. I write words. Create things to make his life more than what it is now, But He just moves about in his own little world without me. Does he not feel my pain upon each night I cry myself to sleep? Can he feel me sorrow upon the rising sun as I w
Girlfriend Aplication
girlfriend application just for kicks 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would you kiss me? 8. ...with tongue? 9. Would you enjoy it? 10. Would you ever ask me out? 11. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 14. Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 16. Do you/have you talked crap about me? 17. Do you think I'm a good person? 18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 19. Do you think I'm hot? 20. If you could change anything about me -would you? 21. Would you have sex with me? 22. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 23. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 24. what do you rate me outta 1-10?? 25. phone numbe
Late Night Thoughts
Holy Crap Batman!!!
It's the 26th of January already. I have been staying busy, almost too busy. In the past 5 weeks, I have either been getting ready for the field, in the field, recovering from the field, or getting ready for the field again. I am also getting ready to take over my hand receipt of supplies and equipment assigned to my shop (about 45 million dollars worth), and have had my hands full with a couple of my Soldiers. I now regret all of the hard times I gave my NCOs as I was coming up in the Army. Now does this mean I am all work and no play? HELL NO! It just means I haven't had as much play as I was accustomed to, but it does also mean that I have less time till I am leaving this lovely place for some fun in Georgia, and then some more time on the beach (the one without water). My Ex-Spousal Unit To Be and I had agreed to do a family vacation together, but that has been shot to hell and back. We were going to do a Disney Vacation with the boys. Well, she is planning on g
Anima Noir
lyrics of theatres des vampires album: anima noir Anima Noir Im lost in this silent paradise Where the angels scream and nobody hear Where is your heaven? Where is your lie? Cause Im falling in this endless hell Time after time When I cannot see anything over me And everything disappear and I die I die Anima Noir In this cold winter In this barren garden Where all the roses die Where all my whispers lay.. Anima noir All this cold is freezing me Im loosing my soul The last flash of light Anima Noir Alone Frames of glass A broken mirror But there is nothing more to see There is nothing more to feel There is nothing more
Fiber One Bars
Ok those close to me know that I have been workin on getting back into shape. Amazing what kids and several hours a day on fubar can do to ya ! lol Anyways The doc told me to eat more fiber because it has been proven to help maintain a healthy weight. So I got the bright idea to try the Fiber One Bars....OMG what a mistake...I thought I was gonna explode :-P So I did a little research on these and they are by far not that healthy for you. Here is a list of 3 key ingredients... From the ingredients of the Chocolate Chip Fiber One bar: These two ingredients are the primary reason this toxic waste bar is causing gastrointestinal disturbances. Ethanol: Ethanol within the human body is converted into acetaldehyde by alcohol dehydrogenase and then into acetic acid by acetaldehyde dehydrogenase. The product of the first step of this breakdown, acetaldehyde, is more toxic than ethanol. Acetaldehyde has been shown to increase the risk of developing cirrhosis of the liver, multiple
Part 2
My letter to him this morning There are some things I need to say and if I don't say them now I never will. There were other options that could have happened with us before you cheated on me. You could have gone ahead and found a place of your own or even just told me you were going to rather then asking, even though I asked you to give this family more time. We moved too fast and stepping back and starting from an earlier point in a "relationship" was an option. I had not realized how much stress my family really was putting on you. I'm also still very hurt that all last week you flat would not talk to me, you told me it was work stuff or nothing, and all the time you were already planning on leaving me in pieces. I knew you meeting her was not a good thing for me, but I TRUSTED you, and that is something you will never get back from me. I will try and be a friend to you, but you know as well as I do that's not going to be an easy task. There's a part of me that even says "
What Can I Do Today That Is Most Like Me?
Nothing is more difficult than competing with a myth. -- Francoise Giroud Sometimes we think we need to try and be something we're not. Maybe we feel pressure from friends to behave or dress like someone else. All we need to do is remember when we were younger and dressed in our parents' clothes and shoes. We pretended to be grownups, and it was fun for a while. Then the huge shoes on our feet grew clumsy and uncomfortable and the mountain of rolled-up sleeves kept falling down and getting in the way. Soon we grew tired of the game and stopped pretending. Today when we start feeling the pressure to be someone else, let's remember how hard it is to play a role that doesn't fit us.
A Taste Of You
When I think of you my heart jumps my stomach drops A shiver runs through me Your lips intrigue me, I can not help but wonder what they would feel like upon mine Your hands are a temptation mine cannot resist, I just wish to hold them and all will be right with my heart Your eyes dazzle me the light I see when they lock with mine no other gaze gives me that feeling Your voice, no matter the words makes my heart flutter and my eyes sparkle in delight You are my fuel, my addiction, my inspiration, my fantasy This love can not be calmed but I will disguise it as friendship until it can be unveiled when we have decided it is safe I understand how fragile it may be and I will protect it until I am strong enough to keep this love sheltered, while it flourishes but before then, I must have one taste, to keep me holding on, so I know it is as amazing as we imagine that it is worth the wait
An Update On My Friend Tracie
I did get to speak with Tracie for the first time last night. She was still in I.C.T. and is having a stint put in this morning to defer some heart blockage. Thank you all again. I have been a basket case since Friday; still can't fu like normal, just need some time.
Get Over Yourself
Longing for love Because I try to stay true While I know that she's out there, in the blue, Because she has so many problems Of which I see If only she'd love me I could fix them with ease And I must wait for her, Knowing all along That if she would just get a clue, We could be together forever Start our love anew
When The Day Comes
Hundreds of miles away Yet linked invisibly so her voice is always near My arms long to hold her tight against my chest My mind calls out for her whenever she isn't here My soul weeps with the agony of not being physically near Yet everyday her radiant smile and striking eyes They catch my mind's eye They ensnare me and hold true With promises of my lips on hers I bide my time Loving from afar Till the day comes When I finally lay down my heart at her feet And tell her true that I love her so One day soon I will show her this One day soon... she will love me or not One day soon... this window into me will close
I'm always missing you every day and night Even when I talk to you I long for your touch But at night is when it's at it's worse And I become even more restless and awake In my sleep I'm more awake than ever Tossing and turning in lonely bed Wanting to feel your head on my chest Wanting to bury my face in your hair I know I say I sleep at night And by definition I do sleep at night But my mind works more then ever Trying to create your touch and your warmth Every night it's the same thing for me I see the same picture over and over And even in the picture I don't really sleep I'm as awake as ever afraid to close my eyes You lay on my arm next to me facing me If you opened your eyes you'd see into me I drape my other arm over you like a hug But I take care to let you sleep and dream I'm afraid to close my eyes even to blink I'm afraid if I do it'll be all a dream And that I'll never feel your warmth again And that's a fate worse than death to me And t
If I asked you to be mine, would you forget If I asked you to slow down, would you regret If I apologized, would you concede Then take away all that I need If I asked you to smile, would you only frown If I asked you to go up, would you only drag me down If I would bleed for you, would you even know Or just pretend to not even show If I asked you to stay, would you leave me behind If I asked you to breathe, would you leave me confined If I gave you my heart, would you keep it close Then trade it for all the things that you owe If I asked you to hold me, would you keep me away If I asked you to leave, would you only dismay If I brought you dreams, would you open your heart Or only proceed to tear them apart If I asked you for truth, would you only give me lies If I asked you for life, would you only let me die If I asked you for warmth, would you take me inside Then only to have our wishes collide If I asked you for your heart, would you only give
Have You Ever Been In Love
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.
Feeling lonely but still talking The feeling of depression is still stalking I am continually walking To an unknown place I don't care Why the hell am I the only one there My heart broken in pieces Why are people so deceive These are things that I truly hate Makes me sit and wonder is this really my fate Nothing ever seems proportionate How am I suppose to contemplate When really there is no one that can relate I'm the only one with no date A date of " the real world " A look into my own life A world in itself and no one else My life, my battles, my conflicts Constantly building commotion Why can't I get rid of this notion
Why is it when I hear your name I get happy? Why is it when I think about you I forget all my problems? Why is it when I hear the sound of your voice I become speechless? Why do I worry about loosing you when you told me you love me? Why do I think your slipping away when we don't talk everyday? Why do I get nervous when you get near me? Why do I always think about you even when your right there? Why do I feel that I have to talk to you all the time? Why do I feel like heaven when I look into your eyes? Why is it when you hold me I feel safe? Why is it when we are together time seems to speed up? Why do I seem to float away when you kiss me? Why do I get sad when you stop hugging me? Why do I get chills when u whisper "I love you" in my ear? Why did I fall in love with you?
Everytime were apart I get a bad pain in my heart Everytime were together I wish we could stay in that moment forever Everytime u look me in the eye I feel like I am in heaven & died Everytime I see your face I wanna feel your sweet embrace Everytime u hold me close I know that is where you want me the most Everytime I feel like everyone is against me I know u are alwayz standing in my corner I love you and you love me Now -n- forever, we will be together
True Feelings
I love you more each day I love you more then words could ever say You mean so much to me And hopefully someday u will see You are my inspiration My true destination I love you with all of my heart You are the biggest part I want to feel your strong arms around me And feel your true love surround me Your eyez are the prettiest shade of blue Sometimes I think how could this be true Your smooth gentle loving touch Your sweetness, your great voice Alwayz makes my heart rejoice I think about u all the time O hunni, your alwayz on my mind
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For Those Who Live Or Are From Montana.....
You might live in Montana... By Jeff Foxworthy If "vacation" to you means going shopping for the weekend in Great Falls, Billings or Bozemen (while the kids swim at the Comfort Inn), you might live in Montana. If parking your car for the night involves an extension cord, you might live in Montana. If you consider it a sport to gather your food by drilling through 8 inches of ice and sitting there all day hoping that the food will swim by, you might live in Montana. If you're proud that your state makes the news primarily because it houses the coldest spot in the nation, you might live in Montana. If you have ever refused to buy something because its "too Spendy", you might live in Montana. If your local Dairy Queen is closed from November through March, you might live in Montana. If someone in a store offers you assistance, and doesn't work there, you might live in Montana. If you have worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you might live in Montana. If your town has an
The Legend Of The Faceless In Japanese Mythos: Part Vi
And so the sun god spoke to the hideous youth for whom he had designs on. The sun god asked the man what was his most fervent desire, though the sun god knew the man's desire was for love, though the man himself knew not the words but spoke with his open heart. And the sun god told the man that someday he might indeed fullfil this dream but first he would be tested. He told the man to leave the temple and go out into the world where the human's dwelt and that he was to be their protector. And for the first time in all his life the man knew hope and he did as he was told and went into the world. And the sun god smiled for he knew his plans were set further into motion. And after a time the man in the mask traveled back to the only places he knew, along the coast towards the village where he was born. And there he met a band of theives who were raiding from village to village, and he defeated them easily. and so he traveled along the coast for many years. And the human beings tho
What Color Is Your Aura?
Your Aura is Violet Idealistic and thoughtful, you have the mind and ideas to change the world. And you have the charisma of a great leader, even if you don't always use it! The purpose of your life: saying truths that other people dare not say Famous purples include: Mahatma Gandhi, Martin Luther King, Jr., Susan B. Anthony Careers for you to try: Political Activist, Inventor, Life Coach What Color Is Your Aura?
Stranger In A Strange Land
And there went a man of the house of Levi, and took to wife a daughter of Levi. We cant tell just when the events of the second chapter of Exodus occurred after chapter one closed, but its safe to say that Moses birth was a consequence of it. For without Pharaohs edict to cast every Hebrew son into the river, Moses would never have been found (and actually named Moses, which means drawn out) by Pharaohs daughter when she came to wash herself in the Nile according to verse five thought the river isnt named, in Egypt its pretty much THE river to do anything in. The child who would become Moses was born in verse two and hidden from the Egyptians for three months. Then the difficulty of hiding a newborn child became apparent, and Jochebed (her name appears once in Exodus and once in Numbers) made an ark out of the bulrushes that she then made watertight with pitch and hid her youngest child in. And his sister stood afar off, to wit what would be done to him. Where
My First Auto 11s Auction
I am auctioning off one(1) Auto-11 bling (or 35 credits' worth of blings of your choosing) for fubucks. To bid on this auction, click on the link below to my photo gallery and leave your bid in a photo comment there. The auction will end on Wednesday, February 4th at noon Central time. I will notify the highest bidder at that point to make the payment and I'll bling them during Happy Hour. Happy Bidding!
My Rantings
When I was a child I believed in childish things; I believed in Santa Claus I believed in the tooth fairy I believed in the Easter bunny I had such high hopes, I wanted to be a cowboy I believed in happy endings. When I grew up: I found out the truth of Santa, the tooth fairy, and the Easter bunny. Not much call for cowboys these days and there really are no happy endings.
The Truth
if i could just tell the truth would it fall on deaf ears would you still feel the same after all these years another set of lyrics to a song I wrote if i could just tell the truth would you even know is this pointless or just inane i probably ,will never know if i could just tell the truth and speak right from my heart would you even know its you thats tearing me apart if i could just tell the truth you'll probably never know you'll never ever read this poem but hey, i never know cause if you read this and understand you'll never let me know cause we are truly worlds apart but the same inside (i know)
My Happy Hour
Friends, I am hosting a HH at 3pm Futime (6pm EST) today Monday 1/26/09. I totally forgot tho that I have to be at court at that time, so if you all could show me extra love AND I WILL HAVE MY AUTOS ON...and If anyone can get a screenshot of my HH for me...I'll love u all forever :) Have a great day and I hope you all level up off me today. Kisses
R Any Ohio Gurls Here?
r there any gurls 4rm ohio around cleveland?
Breast Cancer Awareness Please visit the blog above, and help out. It's for a good cause, you can't go wrong. :) Anyone that can prove to me they helped out, I'll take a personal salute for you. Comment to me when you're done. :) .:*:.LN.:*:.
The Legend Of The Faceless In Japanese Mythos: Part Vii
The sun god smiled down, for like the puppeteer, all was as he planned and controlled. The man with the hideous face stole a look from the mouth of his cave but could see little. Scaling the face of the cliff carefully so as to not attract attention to himself, he crept through the boulders on the shore towards the source of the starnge and beautiful sound. At last the source came into view and down along the beach he spied a small and pretty woman gathering crabs from traps in the shallows humming as she worked. The man was flooded with emotions that he did not understand. He was overcome with the memory of his mother who was the only human being who never screamed at the sight of him and yet there was more. There was something about her beauty that drew him. There was a softness in the melody she hummed that made him feel a warmth that he had never experienced and he knew without comprehending the experience that he would lay down his life for this human being as he would not
Life Of A Poet
The Life of A Poet Blood flowing onto paper forming soul-stealing lines, Heart and soul enclosed in simple words, Frustration comes to be when the flow ceases, Words now forgotten never to be retrieved, Depression sets in when words refuse to come, Emotions piling up into a sea of frustration, Blood still flowing but with no place left to go, Mind and body draining into simple empty shells, Heart and soul decaying under the weight of suppression, Body becoming sluggish with the burden of pent up emotions, Incidents triggering thoughts and cracking the stone walls, Words forming in mind as pen at last touches paper, Thoughts gushing out into an abyss of heart wrenching words, Lines forming, words flowing like a river in midst of a storm, Current slowly destroying the feelings of depression, Lightheartedness returning as a masterpiece is formed, Thus is the life of a poet. 8/24/07
Rebirth Of A Poet
Rebirth of a Poet June 21, 2008 These tired eyes, they tell no lies, for the darkness they've seen, has clouded the truth, they once beheld; this tortured soul, it holds no secrets, for the pain it's felt, has caged the wisdom, it once possessed; this tattered heart, it shows no love, for the betrayal it's been shown, has shattered the trust, it once gave freely, this broken mind, it holds no words, for the games it's played, has shattered the knowledge, it once strived to learn, this battered body, it holds no treasure, for the hate it's been shown, has worn away the perfection, it once yearned to behold, with these eyes that saw no light, I discover the beauties, the truth of the night witholds, and with this soul, I feed on its pain, to set free its wisdom, to heal lost souls, with this heart, I fill it with love, to shower trust upon those, that hope hath been denied, and with this mind, I write words of light, with hope th
Sin Of Reality
Sin of Reality June 25, 2008 Walking in a dream like state, is this forever my only fate? faces blurring, why can't I see, the blatant truth that's staring at me, Nothing's as it seems, nothing is true, the grass isn't green, the sky isn't blue, hope is but feeble in this life full of let-downs, a smile is really nothing but a frown, happiness is a farce to hide the sadness within, money's just a way to give the rich bastards a grin, taking everything for granted is the american's way, while there's children in africa looking for something cold on a hot day, war is but a way to give one a more superior feeling, media tells us who to be, it's our uniqueness they are stealing, stereotypes are only a way for society to group us as one, instead of taking the time to talk, they look at the style, then are done, what you see around you, isn't really what it seems, there are lies and disguises everywhere, even in your dreams.
Self Image
Self Image July 13, 2008 Look into yourself, tell me, what do you see? Is this what you wanted? Is it how it should be? Did you settle for second best, was it easier to gain? Or did you strive for your dreams, even if you failed again and again? Did you fake who you are to fit into the crowd, or were you always yourself, always true, always proud. Did you lie and betray to get where you are today? or were you honest till the end, never fully led astray. Did you listen to the taunts of those far below you? Or did you hold your head up high, believing in the truth. Were you selfish and greedy, thinking only of yourself? Or did you reach out a helping hand, even when you're down, always lending help. Did you strive to accomplish all you set out to do? Or did you give up on yourself, thinking you are through. Look back upon your life, did you live it undaunted? Or did the world around you transform what it was you wanted? Were you always true to yourself and those that
Stairs August 7, 2008 Up and down..up and down. Do they ever end? Endlessy they seem to go on, Infinite in their length, But then..they stop. Flat..easy ground. The location of our goal, How long can you rest... Before you want something else, And must once again face the stairs.. Up and down..up and down. So tiring..the quest to what we want. Go up four..and trip. Fall back three... How long till you get what you desire? Exhaustion sets in.. You wish to give up. But no! You must go on! Up one..then another..and another. Finally..your goal is in sight. You rest.. Take deep..rejuvenating breaths. And think..this is life. Struggling for each want.. striving for each need.. Up and down..up and down. Obstacles tumble towards you.. but you make it through.. You reach the end.. And then realize..this is only the beginning.. Up and down..up and down. they ever truly end?
Open Your Eyes
Open Your Eyes October 9, 2008 Open your eyes, take a look around you. Does the state of this world not matter to you? Consumed by greed and selfishness. Money won't save you when the resources run out. Popularity won't matter when it comes to your mistakes. Continue living as simpletons. Watch as the world crashes around you. Cry when you're children are molested for being whores. GET AHOLD OF YOURSELVES GOD DAMNIT! Right the wrongs that have been made. Fix your own mistakes, take responsibility for your actions. Don't shove your problems off on everyone around you. Don't lash out at others for what your lives have become. YOU control your fates, your lives, YOUR futures. No one else. Make use of what time you have here. Do something worthwhile, be better than the rest. Wake up and smell the coffee. Life isn't all butterflies and rainbows anymore. This is reality. THIS is real. Grow up and think about the real problems. Look at the governments of the world. c
My Crying Soul
My soul cries for lost love, That will never be found again, My soul cries for friends, Who have been betrayed, My soul cries for peace, In a world where there is none, My soul cries for acceptance, When there is none to give. My crying soul My soul cries for the broken hearts, Of every little girl, My soul cries for all the lost souls, Wandering this world, My soul cries for hate, Which brings death and destruction, My soul cries for the lonely, Who have nowhere to go. My crying soul. This is the first poem I ever wrote..lolz. wrote it back in '04 sometime, I do believe. Don't quite remember
The Legend Of The Faceless In Japanese Mythos: Part Viii
The pirates swept up the shore and grabbed up the small and pretty woman and then turned towards the village, but the man behind the silver mask, again felt something new, a beat within his cold and icy heart. The iciness melted and exploded with the fire of an anger he had never known. And so hot was he that he rolled up the shore with a speed greater than the strongest storms. Ever boastful and prideful the entire band of pirates dropped their victom and turned on the man. Never knowing fear the man whith the hideous face attempted to turn his skin to stone, but; was unable to for the presence of the small and pretty woman kept his heart melted and realizing this the man turned away from her, for he was being struck by the enemiy's arrows and blades. And once his heart again burnt cold he became as stone and defeated the enemy easily. For the first time ever, though, the man knew wounds and bled, and exhausted as he was, he collapsed on the beach. The small and pretty woman re
A Child's Murder
A Child's Murder Mommy, why are you lying on the road, Why are your hands so cold? Why is there so much red stuff? Why don't you get up? Mommy, why are your lips so blue? And why is Daddy staring at you? I see a tear fall from his eye, Daddy's crying, but why? Why is Daddy staring at me, Why did he say, "honey, forgive me please." Is that a gun in his hand, Help me Mommy! I don't understand! Now Daddy's just looking at me, He says it's time for us to be free, Why is Daddy talking like this? He leans down to give me one last kiss. Now he's aiming the gun at my head, Soon, Mommy, both of us will be dead, But it's ok; we'll be in God's arms, We'll finally be free from harm. 4/24/07
City Of Nightmares
Welcome, my friend, to the City of Nightmares, Where the wind whistles through the trees, Like a ghosts solitary lullaby, Where tortured souls band together, In a force far stronger than words can describe, One with the power to bring a nation to its knees, With only a few carefully worded thoughts, A city in which the deserted roads are endless, Only occupied by the dimmed spirits, Of once bright and positive beings, A land in which there are no visitors, No innocents just passing through, Put simplyonce here, You are never able to leave, The sorrow surrounding you encompasses your mind, body, heart, and soul, Turns them blackuntil finally, You ARE one of those lost souls that choose to dwell within this place, Within one day of being here you will be unable to return to your old world, You will forever be trapped within the walls of this city, You will forever be in pain So, my friend, with this, I welcome you to the City of Nightmares. 5/21/07
Sanctuary 12/12/07 Sitting on this high up perch, City lights twinkling; so many stars on earth, The beauty below me fuels the rage in my soul, The pain and frustration destroys my control, Screaming in agony; the memories return, The anger in my heart continues to burn, The walls I built; crumble and give way, For the weakness to return; remembering that day, Dropping to my knees; the colorful lights taunting, Sobs wrack my body this realization daunting, The strength; it fades as the truth is unfurled, The only clear thing is you in my world, No matter how weak I know that I am, The pain will recede; just take my hand, I'm broken; yes I know that's true, But that doesn't change my love for you, The anger, it fades into a love so pure, You are my sanity; of this I am sure, So hold me together as I fall apart, Alas, awaken the love within my heart
Lovers 8/13/07 Lovers entwined, In body and in mind, Hearts connected, Feel their love projected, Passionate words said, No longer shall they pray for death, Entrapped in each others eyes, No more betrayals and no more lies, Loving words said in their lovers ear, Whispered low so no one else can hear, Arms locked in a tight embrace, Gazes never straying from the others face, A simple touch, Will never be enough, For these two lost souls, Who make each other whole. Kind softer side exposed. =)
Some Women Hate This
I know that some women would not like this ... I have thought it might make a good comment on some pictures but I have been advised not to .... Guess my sence of humor is unapreciated.
sinfully Sweet Addiction
Lets help her out she is 500k away from GodMother.. stop by tell her i sent you an rate your ass's off people Sinfully Sweet AddictionNo Empty Requests AcceptedREAD PROFILE!!!@ fubar
The Real Explanation
BDSM is shorthand for two distinct lifestyles that can but do not always come together. B&D stands for Bondage & Domination. S&M stands for Sadism and Masochism. One of the reasons many women are afraid to explore their sexual submissiveness is precisely the BDSM acronym; they are worried one inevitably leads to the other, which is not actually the case. Every BDSM relationship is as unique as the persons involved in it. What dominant and submissive individuals do together is determined by both of them. The idea that becoming a Sex Slave means being forced to live out the full and often extremely painful and offensive gamut of Sadomasochistic activities is completely untrue; it is a negative stereotype and in no way an accurate portrayal of the sane consensual BDSM lifestyle many loving couples have been living for years.
When do karma take over? I try to be a good person. I am going to lose my job, got told today that my hours are being cut. SO I have to lose things that I need. Like my cell phone, medical insurance, which with all my illnesses I need, wont be able to aford my meds, which will shortin my life. People that have wronged me, sit safe and secure with there job. They should be the ones who are getting fucked not me! When do they get whats coming to them? When will I stop paying for the mistakes that I have made and the evil that I have done? I have next to nothing, while others who dont deserve it has everything!! I know life is not fair, but this is fucked up! My most recent ex has a secure job same place has me, makes better money and has no worries (this is the same one I wish would get ganged raped and die of aids), she was given and very nice car, has a second nice car, just left her husband for a nother man who pays her bills for her. If anyone needs to get fucked over its her! Karma
A Love Hobo's Prayer
hearts are racing pulse is so quick grow wings and fly yeah, thats the trick forlorn and destitute in the matters of love pauper begging for scraps teary eyes look up above searching the worlds both cyber and real for a taste of hope a reason to feel can u spare some change none that will clang but from this prison my hoarse voice sang when is it my turn to strike it rich not lucky numbers not scratch my itch heart not clothes tattered my soul worn so thin tho not from walking but emptiness withing can i fill my belly with the nectar of a kiss can my hunger quenched and enjoy eternal bliss these are the questions asks the loveless tramp will love not pain my eyes finally damp
My Demons
We all have our demons, This is mine, My demons I once quenched with a silky sweet nectar, Now linger inside, Trapped and screaming, Louder day by day, I fear to let them out, In case they engulf me totally, But my will weakens, Giving in to them come night fall, Now no longer able to control, Giving in to the need to silence them, In my torment they revel, Drink to forget, But just for the shortest of time, Helping me to put the past behind, If only for one night, The black cloud now rising to smother my will to resist, Just one for the smallest relief from my pain, My aching heart soon to be filled with a drunken joy, Only a masquerade mask to cover my pain, In a purple haze of fun, Once again the painted smile of the clown, My will easily bent, My grief just covered with the silky satin veil soon to pass, Now just left with the maddening shriek of a million dark crows, Pecking at my tender mind, Giving way and returning to my demons, Through the da
In Your Hnads
Day after day I think of how happy I am with you yet in the back of my mind there is more there's a feeling of longing. The longing of knowing What is in the future... Will we break up? Or will our love last an eternity? Trying to figure it out is killing me. I think if I ever lost you it would kill me because I would lose my heart and soul you hold both in your hands.
Bouncer Check
I can tell they messed with the bouncer checks again today! I got like ten bouncer checks rating like thirty pictures. This crap ain't gonna fly at all!
Job Interview, Funny
Job Interview A man seeking to join an East Texas Sheriff's Department is being interviewed. The Sergeant doing the interview says: "Your qualifications all look good, but there is an attitude suitability test that you must take before you can be accepted." Then, sliding a service pistol and a box of ammo across the desk, he says: "Take this pistol and go out and shoot six illegal aliens, six meth dealers, six Muslim extremists, and a rabbit. " "Why the rabbit?" "Great attitude," says the Sergeant. "When can you start?"
I Wanna Reach Level 25
please people help me reach godfather i really want it.want it badly..i will kiss you all if you do...hehe drinks all around if i get godfather..
Post Cards From The Other Side
:D Al had a great idea.... i want my friends to send me post cards, soi can take pics of them and post them in their own folder. anyone that sends me one i'll send one back, cound be good fun :D message me for info on where to send them
Your Horoscope 1-24-09
Your Horoscope Your Birthday Today They say you have a head for numbers, but that's because "head for tumors" isn't really an expression. Aries March 21 - April 19 Your shortness of breath and wild fainting spells will be cured this week, thanks to a series of well-placed commas. Taurus April 20 - May 20 People in glass houses shouldn't throw stones, though it's your habit of cooking naked that's really pissing the neighbors off. Gemini May 21 - June 21 The stars apologize for last week's prediction of "money problems." Looks like they forgot the "k" in there. Cancer June 22 - July 22 You'll soon possess the courage of 10 men, and the sexually transmitted diseases of about 50. Leo July 23 - August 22 The stars foresee a second job promotion in the days to come, though they should probably be telling Dave about it instead of you. Virgo August 23 - September 22 Your creativity will be at an all-time high today, much to the dismay of your wife, the vacuum
The New Palace Hotel
There is a point beyond which senses cannot lead. Ecstacy means being flung out of your usual self, but that is still to feel a commotion inside. Mysticism transcends the here and now for loftier truths unexplainable in the framework of language; emotions register on the senses, too, as a rush of fire in the veins, a quivering in the chest, a quiet fossillike surrender in the bones. Out of body experiences aim to shed the senses, but they cannot. One may see from a new perspective, but it's still an experience of vision. Computers help to interpret some of life's processes, which we previously used only our senses to seek, trace and understand. Where do we go from here when we leave the palace of our perception?
In My First Auction!
I got a snapvine so call me so I can put a voice to the face. And show some love feeling lonely here.
Trust has been lost Friendships are broken Tears running down my face Knowing their for not necessary Trust had been lost Forever Knowing the truth While being told a lie Making choices Knowing the Truth No turning back Was lost and now I am free From the lies Betrayed Forever Denial is gone So is trust Moving on from The broken trust
Heart is broken Hurts to much Can not care any more Will not touch Friends are lost So is Trust The heart still broken Tears some slowly Will stop soon Can not deal any more Might just leave Not needed around Feeling lost Always alone Lost in a daze Eyes blurry from tears Soon it will end Time will come Heart is still broken Incredibly numb
Vip Impression
My husband was once employed in the printing division of a large manufacturing firm. One morning, word came from the top that some visiting VIPs would be touring the plant in just a few minutes. All production was immediately shut down as employees scrambled to quickly tidy up the work place. When the appointed lookout yelled, "Here they come!" fifty fingers that were poised over fifty machine start-up buttons pressed down in unison and blew every fuse in the building.
Hurt an anguish Torn apart Broken Like my heart Feel no pain End no sorrow But will gone on Like there is no tomorrow Hurt will fade Love is lost At the end there is no Cost Love will come And some will stay I alone Will face the day Wont end the pain That not the way Will go on Live another day Hard as it is Time will pass Wounds will heal Heart will mend Trust in time
Ehh Just Read It
Alright so i have not been on here in a very long time. And i've decided that i am just going to delete my account due to me never being on here anymore. For those of you who would still like to stay in contact with me on AIM , yahoo, or myspace, let me know and i shall hook you up with the info. Otherwise , it was nice chating with all of you and have a good life :-)
Nothing Else Matters
I'm sorry for you, but not sorry for me. I know I'll be in a good place soon. I know God will take care of me. I know he'll love me because no one will ever love me here. It's okay though, I totally understand. Who'd want to love someone like me. I sure wouldn't. My heart feels like a blank page about to be turned. It's always turning, but never any end. Why? I dont know. It'll happen soon, my happiness will soon come, through God only. No one will ever make me happy. I've accepted it for what it is. It's ok, I totally understand. I'm sorry for all the peopel that've known me. I never expected it to end this way. I was such a good person or so I thought. I never expected to hurt anyone. I'll be okay after tonight, everything will be back to normal and I'll be happy once again. Nothing will change my mind, so don't try. My feelings for everything is this.... you were born to die... no point to feeling the pain anymore. The thoughts in my mind hault a suprising ending.... what will I do.
I Wrote This Back In 2006
you come home to find me waiting for you.i take you by the hand and lead you to the shower as i stand there i ask you to trust me as i strip off all of your clothes and turn on the shower to the perfect tempeture i take my robe off and take you into the shower with me.i slowly wash your whole body and as you look at me i can see how very hot and horny you are getting.i then place you back against the wall and drop to my knees between your legs useing my tongue and tongue ring very fast on your clit and make you open your legs wider i keep going more and more pushing you to where you are just about ready to start cumming i then stand up and tell you not here. i take you by the hand with both of us still dripping wet from the shower i lead you to our bed and lay you back i tie you legs down and apart i then tie your hands down and then start back licking and kissing your clit and use my tongue and tongue ring very furiously on your clit and also slideing my tongue deep into you hot and w
The surface of life is also in a state of constant flux, with good days and bad, victory and defeat. To maintain, as the ocean does, a deep inner calm, while the storms of misfortune, reverses, fears and worries lash at the surface of life, is to discover the secret of serenity. Years ago, when Thomas Edison's factory burned down, he wasted no time bemoaning his fate. Immediately after the disaster the reporters found a calm, quiet man already at work on plans for a new building. When Emerson's home was destroyed by fire and his precious books were being reduced to ashes, Louisa May Alcott came to console him. The great philosopher said, "Yes, yes, Louisa, they are all gone, but let us enjoy the blaze now. Isn't it beautiful!" Some people are ocean personalities. In their inner depths they are not defeated by what happens to them. The towering waves of circumstances cannot reach us when we go deep within to seek the peace that passes all understanding. While the surface of l
In The Dark Alone I Sit Crying At What Was Thinking it Shouldnt of Ended When it had not really begun Feeling lose an Sadness Heart Shattered to Pieces Not wanting it To End Facing the Truth Wasnt for us to be? Alone I am again Trusting no one Alone I Will be Forever And now on Loving No One Just Wishing for Love Which is lost
Havein Points And Fubucks Reset
Ok u may or may not have seen me in the last few days but I have been on quite a lot the last couple of days. Well this morning I left my acount on while everyone was asleep when i woke up a few hours later, I came to discover that somebody reset my account from almost a friend of FUBAR to Freshmeat, Also that my FuBucks was reset from almost 10000 to nothing and what have i found out from FUBAR that I need to read "The Terms of Service" and that was from support. Well how the hell does ur account points and Fubucks get reset to zero but still have all of your friends list and pics and stil be sh**tfaced??? The only way i can see that happening is for someone fuked up at the other end were the server is is the only way for it to happen. So I say this if you are on my friends list rate and rerate all things for me so I can get back to were I was, and if your not on my friends do the same and add also will return the favor. Also plz leave a comment.
The Legend Of The Faceless In Japanese Mythos: Part Ix
Once the woman saw that her father was unharmed she sred across the beach to the man behind the silver mask. Upon her return the man was just awakening and somewhat confused as it had been many, many years since he had experienced pain. When he saw the woman bent close and about to check his wounds, he flushed beneath his mask and quickly drew himself up to his knees. The woman asked if he was her unseen benefactor, but as he had never heard a womans voice, he was overcome and confused. The emotion welled up inside him and unable to control it as he was, a laugh tore from his throat. Poor at words and unfamiliar with what he was experiencing he replied simply with a knod for his yes. The woman thanked him and began to express it with a simple embrace, but the man again was unsure of the experience and he jumped to his feet and backed away when the woman extended her arm and apologized. He turned and sped off for the caves from where he had first heard her. There he laid down and
A Slave Is Bound
Sometimes I just sit in the dark, waiting for the night spirits to take me away. Sometimes the demons come out, cursing me, mocking me until the light of the day. Sometimes I catch the glimpse of an angel, flying by quick as lightning. Sometimes the angel crashes, burning, smoldering, leaving nothing. The seasons come The seasons go and life goes on they'll never know Sometimes I just sit in the dark, waiting for the night spirits to take me away. Sometimes I wish they would take me today.
Alan Jackson - Little Bitty
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Own Me For Valentine... Lol Muah Muah
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The Legend Of The Faceless In Japanese Mythos: Part X
It was at that moment that above them a cloud began to twist and thicken. Bolts of lightning began to erupt from it and it darkened until it was a deeper blue than the sea. Moments later, with a roar, the cloud had finished transforming into a blue dragon and litning exploded from its mout and rained down upon the man behind the silver mask. pushing himself away from the woman he ordered her away for while his heart remained melted, the lightning scorched his flesh. This may have been the moment that the man had trained his life for. This was battle was the test of all his sword and magic skills and the air flashed and burned in the struggle between the two titans. The dragon admitted it had come with the pirates and that it had blown the pirate's ships to the shore and for it that the pirates had stolen the small and pretty woman. The dragon revealed that it had seen the hideous faced man when he was a child living in the muck on the sea floor and it goaded him that it would tea
Frank Sinatra - New York, New York
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Please Join My Cause.
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Just A Little Note Plz Read!!
I have a lot of things going on right now. SO if I am not on it is for a reason like work or illness or takin care of the kids & my husband. I want to thank you all for rating my pics and so on. All I ask is that you be nice. When I start getting messages in my shoutbox about your dirty thoughts it does nothing to me since I am happily married. SO please don't message me about what you want to do to me. I don't mind talkin or even getting compliments there, I just don't want to hear what you want to do to me or askin me if I have yahoo or msn if I barely know you. If you are a friend then act like one. I hope you all can understand. As for my pics you can leave whatever type of comments you want there, after all that is what they are there for. Thanks for listening.
Dreams dont seem to stop Cant breath when I wake Harder to think when I do sleep Thinking what had been done The violations upon my being Piercing into my mind Cant seem to make it go away Always lingering around The night mares will never end This night here is real It wont end It never has Wishing I had a means to stop This nightmare which seems to stay In my mind each day Nothings changed just my thoughts In the process of healing It has not fully been It Wont.. The tears still come The loss of breath Lack of control Blaming ones self For what was done Which wasnt at fault Couldnt control ones actions Locking away the heart Wont Suffer Wont be Broken Wont let it happen again Never again
The moment we touched i just knew how much love i felt for you. To have you hold me in your arms at night to whisper "things will be alright". My soul longed for someone like you it seems like eternity, I wonder if this was meant to be. Your the first one i have let have my mind, heart, body and soul. With these feelings for you my heart grows stronger each day.I start to fade when your away.
From Bad To Worse To Better...
Fuck me, what a week. I can barely breath/move/laugh/cough without feeling like Freddy Krueger is squeezing my inards. One of my best friends is yo-yoing with her trust for me. My DVD player crapped out on me. I'm now coming down with a cold, as wll as feeling like puking every-now-and-then. And, oh yeah... ...I can't fight my nerves by smoking becuase, well, I'd end up in worse pain. Fuck me........
Another Monday
you know im at the point now where i have stopped counting the days i guess that means im growing into my new old person. but the thing of it is i dont like the old person, at least not all of her. i love the fact that i have been a great mom from the moment i conceived. i stopped drinking, watched what i ate actually lost weight was great news to my doctor since i was fat enough as it was. anyway i was on time to the upteen tests i had to have. i was in my ob/gyns office 3 times a week. i loved every minute of being pregnant both times, even though my youngest gave me a horrible case of morning/afternoon/and night sickness. i also loved the fact that i would do anything for anyone and never expect anything back. thats how i was raised. raised to do things for myself and help people in need until they make it a habit. i am a caring person and always have been. but take advantage of me and i am the biggest raging bitch that you have ever seen. i once waited in the parking lot t
I think I'll sum up today's 50,000 layoffs legal action being taken against multiple corporations by various depts of labor and the general exploding chaos around us as this depression continues to jam our jugulars with home made shivs. A good meal feeds the man. A great meal feeds the soul. It has absolutely nothing to do with anything but for some reason I find it to be very true. I'm not saying life sucks, have a cookie. I'm saying take care of what you can be happy with what you can take care of. As my mom would say: Make the main thing the main thing and keep the main thing the main thing. We'll endure... alright I'll endure the rest of you can panic if you'd like. I'm 90% sure I'm going to become a chef, whether I use that professionally or not is yet to be determined. But hey, at least my food will be well prepared and well selected even on the most dismal budget. I often daydream about owning a bistro or an inn. Serve lots of fresh vegetables...
My Mistress Bacardi Girl! (01/27/2009-02/27/2009)
The absolutely gorgeous Bacardi Girl is my new Mistress! Everyone please go check out this amazing Fu and Rate, Fan, Bling, Add her. Show her tons of love! She deserves it and you won't be disappointed! Click on her pic to go Party with Bacardi!!
Never There
We always said one day we'd be... Yet we're never there. We make our plans and dream our dreams... Still we're never there. Will the day ever come We're finally together; To be what we've wanted for so long? My love for you is forever, No matter where you are. But I'm still here and fear I always will be Never there...
Something To Think About Epecially Those Who Text
This gives us something to think about with all our new > electronic technology. > > GPS > A couple of weeks ago a friend told me that someone she knew had their car broken into while they were at a football > match. Their car was parked on the green which was adjacent to the football stadium and specially allotted to > football fans. Things stolen from the car included a garage door remote control, > some money and a GPS which had been prominently mounted on the dashboard. > > When the victims got home, they found that their house had been ransacked and just about everything worth anything had > been stolen. The thieves had used the GPS to guide them to the house. > They then used the garage remote control to open the garage door and gain entry to the house. The thieves knew the > owners were at the football game, they knew what time the game was scheduled to finish and so they knew how much time they had t
Miss Being Mrs
Loretta Lynn More CMT Music More CMT Music Videos I lie here all alone In my bed of memories I'm dreamn' of your sweet kiss Oh, how you loved on me I can almost feel you with me Here in this blue moonlight Oh, I miss being Mrs. tonight Like so many other hearts Mine wanted to be free I've been held here every day Since you've been away from me My reflection in the mirror it's such a hurtful sight Oh, I miss being Mrs. tonight Chorus Oh, I miss being Mrs. tonight Oh, and how I loved them loving arms That once held me so tight I took of my wedding band And put it on my right hand I miss being Mrs. tonight Repeat Chorus Oh I miss being Mrs. tonight

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