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A Song About How I Make My Girls Feel
I'm used to opening my own doorsand splittin' the checkshe introduced me was always just the friendi bought a new dresshe never noticedAlways fallen for these bad boyssuch a challengeI'm getting tiredof cleaning up after themi think im ready to be a womanoh love i think im readyready for itYou were such a suprisean unexpected giftsaid i was prettyand i believed itnot really used to all this attentiontold myself i don't deserve youand this is just a phasecould i get used tobeing loved the right wayi wanna argue but there is nothing to sayoh love i think im ready, ready for it(i think im ready)ready for itoh love i think im readyCuz you send me flowerswhen theres no occasionyeah, we talk for hoursyou still want to listenwont hold it against meif i just need you to hold me tonightMy mother always told methat you'd show up one dayso scared to feel this waybut love i think im ready,ready for it (ready for it)oh love i think im ready,ready for it
A Song About How Girls Make Me Feel After Dating Them
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel light when you’re g
 oldsoldier43 owned by MzBooti2Big sent you Edible Panties Here is what I have in mind! We are lying on the bed i have on a pair of silk boxer shorts and your are wearing a push up bra type thing but it exposes the front of you great breasts. you have on crotchless panty’s and thigh high nylons. we are drinking wine and kissing. our kisses become deeper and longer and our hands roam over each others body’s. i kiss and nibble on your ear and make my way slowly down to your breasts i push them together so i can lick and suck both nipples. rub and caress them for a long time and then kiss and lick my way down your stomach my tongue tickles your belly button lick my way lower and you spread your legs for me. i tease you with my tongue lightly licking with the tip of my tongue from your clit to your ass. you push into my face and my tongue dips deep into you your juices coat my face which is so deep in your pussy my nose is against your clit. i move up and suck hard on your c
Have You Finished Your Tax Return?
Today’s the day in the United States to have it sent in, but I know when people owe money they will wait to the last minute to send it off electronically or through the mail!  I still have a bad memory of one year when I did owe money and the return wasn’t done until April 15.  It was in 1999, when I still lived in Florida and had my return done professionally (I don’t know why, my finances have never been that complicated) at a county H&R Block office.  I get a call on the natal day about my return; apparently when I was there everything got done except for my signature.  That rush to get to the office and sign the return before turning around to get to work (I’m actually wearing the Winn-Dixie shirt today, the only thing that indicates it is the store’s name sewn on the left sleeve) put me off ever referring anyone or going into an H&R Block office ever again! But that was ten years ago, I was unmarried and often felt unwanted, four moves away from bein
On The Hunt Again
Well things are back slow for me.  In pittsburgh now and looking for work.  Chnce might get a job for SS3 Productions as an Extra in some new film up here. so wish me luck.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009   CurrentlyHi Hatersee related A hater is someone who is jealous and envious and spends all their time trying to make you look small so they can look tall. They are very negative people to say the least. Nothing is ever good enough!When you make your mark, you will always attract some haters...That's why you have to be careful with whom you share your blessings and your dreams, because some folk can't handle seeing you blessed...It's dangerous to be like somebody else... If God wanted you to be like somebody else, He would have given you what He gave them! Right?You never know what people have gone through to get what they have...The problem I have with haters is that they see my glory, but they don't know my story...If the grass looks greener on the other side of the fence, you can rest assured that the water bill is higher there too!We've all got some haters among us! Some people envy you because you can:a) Have a relationship with Godb) L
Pt. 1
  What I’ve Learned The dumber the man, the louder he talks.If you drink good teguila and only good teguila, and are disciplined enough not to think, 'Why, a glass of red wine would taste nice right now', you will not be hungover in the morning.And water. Lots of waterLesbians make the best breakfasts.When you talk about golf, you run the danger of everyone in the room, and especially all the women, thinking - no, being fairly certain - that you are an asshole.Nothing good has ever been done ironically.One morning at breakfast in Austin, Lyle Lovett's girlfriend, got up from the table, and as she did, Lyle rose from his chair. Lance Armstrong was also at the table, and he asked Lyle about his gesture. Lyle said this: "When you look like I do, you need every advantage you can get." I think that applies to us all.Bill Murray is one of the very few things we can all agree on.The most intellectually satisfying pop song ever written is "Everyday I Write the Book."It's hard to look
Teary Eyes
I laid in bed tonight and cried Tears of loneliness With heartbreak filled my eyes In a world full of people I've isolated myself somehow Maybe because I'm afraid Of being hurt once again Hiding my feelings Is what I do best Never shall I be the first To confess Running away Is how I survive Rather easy to do in my life Anytime I begin to love I get beat on once again Another tactic I suppose To prevent me from gaining control I laid in bed and cried tonight Tears of loneliness with heartbreak Have become my life
Well, There's A Well Sought Out Plan.
Let's take a dumbshit, make a fubar profile without a picture, follow a link from another webpage, and be added without knowing it to the links friends list, therefore getting the one person in the world that's not too excited about you, pissed off, cause their friend is "pissed off" at them for not knowing who I am. Great. Oops, I did it again. Man i just wanted to check this site out, didn't know it would stir up a cauldron of issues and irritated people, jeezus. I think I apologized too much though, but it was an honest mistake really. Meh, oh well.
Seen From My Veiw
MY pen it writes Pushed only by a fool Knowing how but not what to write My words are not strong not really aware Hidden in time never wanting to care 
Rough Couple Of Days
Well, let's let people know why I am not happy in life right now.  Ok.  I leave on Wednesday for Oklahoma, and my leave form for the 4th time has been kicked back.  My Granny is not doing so hot, so I am going to go and see her.  I leave from Oklahoma (mom's house, gotta deliver her Mother's Day present) and head for Maryland to spend a couple of days with the boys.  Leave from Maryland on prolly the 28th for Georgia, where I get to spend the next 2 months in class/training.  But to add to the frustration, I was getting ready to give a class yesterday, and picked up my cellphone to call my supervisor and ask where the hell everyone was.  "This call is not allowed from this line."  I was pissed.  I still had a day to pay the bill.  I finished the class (4 people were in the class, and it is mandatory everyone receives it.)  So I headed to my shop and jumped online.  Logged into AT&T and clicked on pay bill, paid my $111, and though woohoo!  Well the confirmation screen comes up, no p
From A Friend
Hello You Know It is sad when people you know become people you knew...It is one of life's hardest when you meet someone that you  really like & care for and  have a real good  feeling  about them  and    it turns to unexpected circumstances and misunderstandings becomes someone you knew. Or when you used to be able to talk to them for hours about the little nothings in life...And now you can barely talk  to them ...And all you have left is that aching feeling left in your soul...sometimes life is bitter sweet and we choose bitter cause we don't realize how sweet it was until  it's too late... just like time will pass so do memories tomorrow will  come and  they look back to yesterday  & say what  have I done  memories are a wonderful thing untill you forget where they were made cause you  can't get them back once they are gone Its sad  for  how many people can relate  to this. Guess we are all in the same boat,missing someone...Be honest...If you really miss someone, & can't get
Slipknot - Vermillion
She seems dressed in all the rings... of past fatalities So fragile, yet so devious - she continues to see climatic hands that press her temples and my chest Enter the night that she came home - forever Oh... She is everything and more, the solemn hypnotic My dahlia, bathed in possesion - she is home to me I get nervous, perverse, when I see her, it's worse But the stress is astounding It's now or never, she's coming home - forever Oh... She's the only one that makes me sad Hard to say what caught my attention Fixed and crazy - aphid attraction Carve my name in my face - to recognize Such a pheromone cult to terrorize I won't let this build up inside of me... I'm a slave and I am a master No restraints and unchecked collectors I exist to my need - to self-oblige She is something in me - that I despise I won't let this build up inside of me... She isn't real - I can't make her real
dont  understand  why  guys  hurt the  ones  that  realy   do  love  them  wish  i  knew  the  answer hate  fake  men
New Link!!
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Falling.. Flying
 Am I falling or am I flying  Am I living or am I dieing  How am I to know when I turn and you're not there  Which way do I go what road is more fair  My life opens before me while another closes behind  I open my eyes but can't see what I expect to find  I look up, but see down still I know I will achieve  I reach for you but you're not around and the world's still there before me  I am falling and yet i'm flying
How To Treat A Woman
Its a joke. Dont get butt hurt >;-) How to treat a woman 1. When she asks how she looks, shrug and say "could be better." This will keep her on her toes, and girls love that.2. Never hold her hand. This can be interpreted as a sign of weakness. If she grabs your hand, squeeze hers really, really hard until she cries. This will impress her by showing her what a strong man you are.3. Once a month sneak up on her from behind and knock her over. Girls are like dogs. They love to be roughed up.4. Call her in the middle of the night to ask if she's sleeping. If she is, say "you better be." Repeat this 4 or 5 times until morning. This will show her you care.5. When she is upset about something, suggest to her that it might be her fault. This will pave the way for her own personal improvement, and every girl needs some improvement.6. Recognize the small things; they usually mean the most. Then when she's sleeping, steal all her small things and break them. Because jewelry is for wussies
I dip my bokken into the clear water.Dragging, writing, dancing in the currentnot contemplating, not pensingjust fighting the flow as my toy blade sloths against the stream. There's not enough weight to this bladenot enough sin in my heart.It's too gentle. An artist's weapon.Delicate- refined- balanced.Bruising, not cleaving. The even, smooth worksmanshipthe artisan sanding, the thick varnish chipped finely against hardwood floors and claustrophobic ceilingsa meer bauble that served to only teach me the gravity of my swing those punctuated- perfect strokes of misery.Each escape of air a cry for helpa drowning plee unheardeach downward plunge another petalfall of sorrow.If I were to put a blade to it... if I were to... thrust that sadness- with the same perfect swinginto the heart of an opponent-would I be understood?For just one moment...before pain twisted his facebefore fear took what was left of his mind and heart? I flip the bokken from the tips of my fingersgently, apologetic
Google Cash...hustle Or What RSS Feed Subscribe to the RSS Feed Add to your Favorites How I Make Over $5000/month Thanks to Google Working Part Time From My Living Room Posted on April 06th, 2009 | 15 Comments by Jason Hayes - Downey, California Imagine making around $5,500 to $8,000 a month from Google, only working Part-Time a few hours a day. Not a ton of money. But, very solid and good. I was able to replace my previous job’s income, working less than 10 hours a week on my computer at home. Hi, my name is Jason Hayes and I live in Downey, California.  I’m glad you have visited my blog, because now you have the chance to take advantage of this great program I use.  Let me back up for a minute. I’ve always struggled, working my nine to five job.  I have kids, and I could barely see them because I was always at work.  However, I was never interested in those fly by night “get rich quick” business opportunity, pyramid scheme or netw
Should I Stay Virgin
i am a 21 year old virgin but the question is should i keep it or should i give it up? what do you think should i give it up or keep it?
Of Broken Hearts
How have I come here, I'm receiver of broken hearts. I don't break them, But they get delivered to me. (NO! I DON'T WANT THEM HERE!) I cannot consentrate into this. No more broken hearts for me. I cannot take others' pain. I have my own pain in my heart already. (Because I love you so much.) And now that you're not here with me, I'm trying to stay sane, alive. My heart can take this, I'm used to it. (Can yours? I can only hope.) This is the truth, Lying here opened. No addons, nothing taken. Truth, completely: I love you, I'm not afraid to say it. Because I mean it.>
Susan Boyle..britians Got Talent
Some For My Ladies
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.If he doesn`t want you, nothing can make him stay.Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that`s not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can`t "be friends."A friend wouldn`t mistreat a friend. Don`t settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.Don`t stay because you think "it will get better." You`ll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you.Avoid men who`ve got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.He didn`t marry them when he got them pregnant. Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friend
Did You Ever? (episode 1)
Did you ever have one of those days, morning even.. my day hasn't even started.. that you just wake up roll over and KNOW.. KNOW! its going to be one of those days you wish could stay in bed with hopes that the day rolls on without you? Like you already know the day is gonna bring nothing but shit?but you still pray, hope even that it will get better as the minutes pass. False hope if you will? if so,is there room at your table for one more?   Later days.
can you see the barriers i throw up so you cant get inside i cant have you get through the walls you cant see what lies underneath the hurt vulnerable man that cant help but feel with all my heart and love with all my soul i cant let you hurt him you dont deserve that you cant deserve that no matter what you promise its just lies just so you can have ultimate victory over my being you can never break down my walls you cant see the tears that flow you can never feel the passion i love with or the desire i have yet its hard to hide them you still seem to get inside yes so more walls go up and i keep fighting to keep you out stop trying to get inside me you dont belong there you dont deserve to be there yes this means you every single one of you
Tell Me What You Think
Well its been a minute but, done a lot, thought a lot. You know its weird, you know who you are and you feel like you dont know yourself at all. Are we who we say we are. I dont mean like are we from another planet or anything no, but like do you ever really stop and think about who you are? Why you do some of the things you do. You are supposed to go through all the shity things in life so that you will have a better understanding on what life is supposed to be about. Why though? Why have all those bad things happen, you try to stop them before they happen you see it coming but it happens anyways. Its like what the fuck man come on. Then you start to think, what was the lession that i was supposed to learn about life that i didnt know before. Was it a reminder of use of emotions, to be cold hearted. I feel i have come into a new in my life. Where to start though, how to start. Am i complete or just broken. You know you spend your life, well some of us, looking for that person that we
It seems the farther we get in life the more shit we have to deal with. Weather we have to eat it, take a bunch of it, or be under it (get shit on), it seems like it gets rougher as the days go by. I've been shit on mostly my whole life - school bullies, ex wives, girlfriends, whatever. Yet for some reason I'm happy this way. When my life is in turmoil is when I'm the most happy and when I'm the most productive . I'm not good at working under stress but you make my life hell and you better be able to keep up with me. Those that say they love you are always the ones that will be first in line to shit on you. Why is that ? I don't understand why I let myself get into the situations that I get into. Yet everytime I get myself in a pickle, I'm always o.k. and am twice as wise fom it. At one time I really wanted to die. If it was by my own hand or the hand of God, I truly wanted my life to end. I was angry, I was terrified, I was every emotion a person could possibly have but all at once.
Rules Of Fam.. Nsfw.
Feathered Fury
A burglar broke into a Chri stian family's home one night.He shined his flashlight around, looking for valuables; when he heard, a strangevoice echoing from the dark saying, 'Jesus is watching you.'He nearly jumped out of his skin, clicked his flashlight off, and froze.After awhile when he heard nothing more, he shook his head and continued. Just as he pulled the stereo out so he could disconnect the wires, clear as abell he heard, 'Jesus is watching you..'Freaked out, he shined his light around frantically, looking for the source ofthe voice and finally, in the corner of the room, his flashlight beam came torest on a parrot. Did you say that?' He whispered to the parrot.'Yep,' the parrot squawked, 'I'm just trying to warn you.' The burglar relaxed. 'Warn me, huh? And what is your name?' 'Moses,' replied the bird. 'Moses?' the burglar laughed. 'What kind of people would name a bird Moses?''The kind of people that would name a Rottweiler, Jesus.'
I sit here lost wondering where I should go... I feel like ive lost something but I am not really sure what it is. Is it my heart? Is it my soul? is it my dream? I really do not know. I love a man with all that I am but I feel like he is slipping away and i cant stop that. I am losing a friend slowly inside... like water through a sieve  I am overwhelmed with everything around I just want to smile with the 2 men that mean the world to me. Maybe thats what Im losing. All I can do is smile and hold onto the love I have and hope that it wants to stay with me. If not... There is nothing i can do about it.
Words On The Screen
You never know what you have until its gone.Life shall pass you by, and never once will you think of me.Not once will you remember our loveNot ONCE will you long to have me again.For me life will STOPAnd ALWAYS i will think of you.ALWAYS i will remember our love,and i will always wish i had you again.Love has Failed me once again.the agonizing pain won't stopit will not be numbed again.Im so close to losing my life, my lovemy you are gone i won't carry oni will watch life go on as if it were paint drying,and every night i will cry in will always have my heartwhether you want it or nottake good care of it please.if you don't i will is only a lonely little heart,so small and fragile,so battered and ugly.What use is it to you?Love has Failed. ONCE AGAIN.unless you prove me wrong,and prove your love your heart and give it to me to me.for ONCE, cry to me.i love youI'm sorry.If you wish me to leave i will go,i hope
Broken Butterfly
Wings of tattered sadnessOf suffering and in painWith nothing for poor butterflyTo be able to gainRetrieved from such betrayalA pin placed in the backNow on frontal displayOn visual attackThrough such clear glassEveryone can seeBeautiful broken butterflyPerfect you cannot be
Fly Away
Butterfly, you flew awayAnd at first I didn't knowHow each hard day wasStraining on you soLittle butterfly, so fragileWith a wingspan of compassionYou flew with swift emotionWhile I was grounded by my rationSmall butterfly, I know thatYou can do it, when you flewBecause I have seen thatLonging freedom deep down inside of youMy lonely butterfly, my dearCan I call you my own? Or were you meant only toBe free to forever roamButterfly, will you come backTo this home I've made in my heartIf you should come, I feel thatTogether, we can make our brand new start.
At The Doctor's Office
    A gorgeous young redhead goes into the doctor's office and said that her body hurt wherever she touched it.   "Impossible!" says the doctor. "Show me."The redhead took her finger, pushed on her left shoulder and screamed, then she pushed her elbow and screamed even more. She pushed her knee and screamed;likewise she pushed her ankle and screamed. Everywhere she touched made her scream.   The doctor said, "You're not really a redhead, are you?     "Well, no" she said, "I'm actually a blonde."   "I thought so," the doctor said. "Your finger is broken."
The Last Entry For Me
Finding my space in my lonely worldSecretly depressed as an emotional girlSo here I am under the dead treeWith fog drifting about and my mind wandering freeIt's too cold for me to move, so I stayI wait and freeze until my life has gone awayBut nothing around me seems to changeIt's just so awkward and very strangeI can't feel any pain or the suffering I enduredI my secret world, every thing's securedDeath lurks below me like a river of bloodStalking my lifeI sink in my problems like sinking in endless mudI have to put up a fightTears roll down my miserable faceNothing is rightI just need someone to keep me safeAnd holding me tightFinding my space in my lonely worldSecretly depressed as an emotional girlSo here I am in the wild woodsWith cold rain pouring and darkness floodsI am too wet to move, so i stayI wait until I'm drenched and the rain has passed awayBut the rain never stops and sunlight never shinesAnd all I hear are the wolves' and ghosts' whinesStill I can't find any pain or su
Some Thing To Think About
Too many people put off something that brings them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming or are too rigid to depart from their routine.   I got to thinking one day about all those women on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. >>From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible.   How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word 'refrigeration' mean nothing to you?   How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Jeopardy' on television?  I cannot count the times I called my sister and said, 'How about going to lunch in a half hour? She would gas up and stammer, 'I can't. I have clothes on the line. My hair is dirty. I wish I had known yesterday, I had a late breakfast, It looks like rain.' And my personal favorite: 'It's Monday
Needle Manners
While I was working as a pediatric nurse, I had the difficult assignment of giving immunization shots to children. One day I entered the examining room to give four-year-old Lizzie her shot. "NO! NO! NO!" she screamed. "Lizzie," her mother scolded. "That's not polite behavior." At that, the girl yelled even louder, "NO, THANK YOU! NO, THANK YOU! NO, THANK YOU!"
  You are my addiction My perfect poision The thirst I crave The bitter sweet taste That is upon my lips As night brings a new dawn Your touch coursing thro my veins Leaves me longing for more My heart is defenceless You are My curse My addiction My perfect poision
"what It Means To Love"
As far as the ocean is wide through miles and miles of sea; You will be someone special a true miracle to me. As high upon the mountain tops as high as one can climb; You will be so dear to me the best friend I can find. As many stars that twinkle throughout the heavens above; You will be a a bright reminder of what it means to love.
"why I Think Your Beautiful"
To the girl whose beauty is present in all seasons I tell you why you are beautiful, here are the reasons: Your beauty extends into the heavens, it goes on forever and never lessens. Even when the clouds heighten you are here and the world brightens. You are like a fruit that constantly ripens your beauty continues to grow no mater what happens. My fondness for you constantly deepens because every time I see you my heart starts to weaken. You make everything else appear hollow where ever you are loveliness is sure to follow. You shine so bright you cast your own shadow a beauty that others would love to borrow. But try as they might your beauty they will never catch because something like you they could never match. Your beauty seems to increase with every breathe it tests the limits my imagination can stretch. It makes me question if what I am seeing is real I only know it is true by the way that I feel. Your beauty is so vast it can't be concealed there is no hiding it y
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We Are Family!!!  Stop By And Say Hi!!! DrunkenMaster Windstardragon BreenaBee~~The Diva Sage MsButt3rfly Drunk3nMaster D-Tox Mizz Darny SassyMa
If You Wanted A Song Written About You, All You Had To Do Was Ask.
I'm throwing away picturesThat i never should have taken in the first placeAnd it's cold in my apartmentAs i'm changing all the colorsFrom the brightest reds to graysWell it's 3 o'clock on monday morningI'm just hoping you're not seeing her faceI've been getting calls in these hotel roomsLong enough to know that it was herThat took my placeAnd i hope this makes you happy nowThat the flame we had is burning outAnd i hope you like your pictures facing downAs even broken hearts may have their doubtsAnd i'm burning all the lettersHoping that i might forget him and his bad tasteThat he left when he was leaving meAlive but barely breathing as he walkedOut of this placeAnd you dropped the note and we changed keyYou changed yourself and i changed meI really didn't see us singing through thisThen you screamed the bridgeAnd i cried the verseAnd our chorus came out unrehearsedAnd you smiled the whole way through itI guess maybe that's what's worseAnd i hope this makes you happy nowThat the flame
Bling Auction
Hey I have been in this bling auction forever and still no love is shown my way... Stop by and show some love lots of others are still waiting too Ireally need to be loved these days life is a pain ... hugs and kisses for taking the time to read.  
I Need Your Help
a badass man is for auction so click this link and bid!
A girl asked a boy if she was pretty, he said "No". She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever, he said "No". Then she asked him if he would cry if she walked away, he said "No". She had heard enough; she needed to leave. As she walked away he grabbed her arm and told her to stay. He said "you are not pretty, you are beautiful. I don`t want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die."
A Love That Has Been Forgotten
I wanna thank fubar for bring a special woman into my life. hopefully all things will go ok and she will become my reality wife. shes  a special woman to me and i wouldnt trade her for anything.when im with her i feel like a bird and she is my wings. together we take flight to a destination of love and happiness i love her for a lot of reasns but they are too many to list. maybe one day those of you who are looking for love will find the one they want and see what i see. shes my baby and my baby's name is casey i love u mamas
Two Hearts That Beat As One.
finally i found in you a love that will carry me through life till death do us part. when we make love its like picasso when he made art. your smile can make mona lisa frown. of all the women in the world your the only one i will hold down. give my love all to you and make you happier then any man before me. all i ask is a chance and i promise that you will see. take my hand and lets walk through this game of life side by side. when people say we are the beautifulist couple they have ever seen...   they aint never lied..... i love u baby my heart beats for you and anything you ask of me i will surely do....
No Tears
when i write these words please shed no tears. im here to make you feel secure and let go of all your fears. time will go on but my love for you will go on when time stops. if loving you is wrong i wanna be arrested...where are the cops. neither one of us wanna be the first to say goodbye when im sad and lonely i pick up a picture of you and i look into your eyes. and like magic my day gets brighter . like the sun is focused only meyour love lights my fire. baby your my one and only and never will anyone take your place. i know i love you baby and now you know...this is a closed case. i love you
Voice Of A Shadow
(jinyx) (carni)   There’s a voice in my head A voice which I don’t know A voice that explains to love to me And things I don’t know I am the voice inside your head The voice inside your heart I hear it in my dreams and there the voice takes shape A shadow in the distance A shadow with no face A face with no name And to this voice I listen The voice that showed you happiness when everything seemed wrong For the longest time my voice had no face My face was a shadow which features were hidden Now you can see my face and everything seems clear I listen and I wait I wait for a face to appear But alas no face appears Just a voice full of understanding The voice which which guided you through the maze of human emotion A maze in which you were continuously lost never able to find your way The longer I listen the more I see the figure in my dreams The more I listen the deeper I fall I fall I love with this faceless voice One day a face will appear
  I have just went through the worst week in my life so to speak .  My cellphone crashed yesterday it literally bit the dust, and trust me it was the worst time considering I need the phone for both personal and business purposes.  My worst problem was resetting everything I finally got everything reset, it took me awhile. That was the easy part the hard part is making sure I have everything set right .  
Little Old Ladies Rock
Little Old Lady: He began to rub my breasts.   Defense Attorney: Did you stop him then?   Little Old Lady: No, I did not stop him.   Defense Attorney: Why not?   Little Old Lady: His rubbing made me feel all alive and excited.  I haven't felt that good in years!   Defense Attorney: What happened next?  
Cold Day In Hell
HELL EXPLAINED BY A CHEMISTRY STUDENTThe following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term.The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well:Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)?Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant.One student, however, wrote the following:First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today.Most religions state that i
Love Traits Of The Scorpio Woman
General love traits of the Scorpio woman It must be said once and for all: the Scorpio woman is a passionate being. But her love life is not always easy. Woe to him who falls into her claws without knowing what kind of lover the Scorpio woman is: an expert in the subtle game of executioner and victim. She needs to possess entirely the loved one. Her love is absolute, but also very troubled and complicated, and it may cross successive conflicts, rifts, cries of hatred and passion. In addition, the Scorpio woman is extremely jealous, and she can be sometimes a little sadistic. In short, she loves roller coasters! A relationship with her is likely to be the clash of two wills if she does not bind with a very accommodating and very peaceful man. Her sexuality can cause powerful inner turmoil or inhibitions. When founding a peaceful, quiet and stable home, she happens to be freed from her complex. Like said before, the love life of a Scorpio woman is never simple or linear. At certain per
Strange Facts About Me
Ok lets see when I go in a elevator I almost always look in the corner. Im alittle closterphobic ( holy shit I spelled that right damn ) I also get really lightheaded in them to. I bite my nails , I hate it but have done it since I was tiny. I have had the fake nails before and never really bite on them. Who knows why Im like that but oh well.I like to say I have a oral fetish lol I have a small bladder so I pee alot. Now for those of you with a peeing fetish umm  NO dont even think about it.  I also hate having my feet touched im like anti foot fetish. I sing alot when I drive and dance. I have even stopped on a dirt road pulled out my kids and danced around my truck. Before I got rockband and guitar hero we would dance around singing with spoons. I have a fear of zombies, it started when I read a article about zombie dogs they actually kill dogs for a hour and pump some stuff in them then put there blood back in them and bring them back to life. I know zombies arent real and  und
Breastseum And Meat Rack
im gonna be trin to start a new fu group..... the breastseum for the guys and meat rack for the ladies... so ladies send some links to pix youd like to use for guys to see... and guys send links for pix youd like the ladies to see... i will rip the pix so that anyone interested can go straight to your page... to r/f/a/c you.....jus a workin idea trin to help me and all you level....if you havent r/f/a me please do so before sendin the link... .ty to all who  would like to enter
It's great to be here a friend told me about it.  I love meeting new & interesting people! STAY KOOL!
180 Degrees
Question, does this sound familiar?   Problems can be solved by issuing laws, setting up more bureaus, more regulation, and adding more taxes to pay for these.   Or this? We see the common people in perpetual poverty, excessive taxation, stringent regulations and continuous existence of misery.   The Founding Fathers explicitly warned us about the wrongs of collectivism, over taxation and many other things that most of the people know nothing about.  They wanted to make sure that there was an enlightened electorate, in other words We, the People, so that we can keep the values and Laws of the Constitution the way they were set.  These cause the people to abandon their rights and freedoms with the understanding that the government will take care of us from the time we are born to the time we die.  Many will say, so what?  The answer is very simple, it is not only wrong to think that others know better of our situation than we do ourselves or that others deserve to have what some h
This Really Works!!!
Mosquito Spray...Worth a try I was at a deck party awhile back, and the bugs were having a ball biting everyone. A man at the party sprayed the lawn and deck floor with Listerine, and the little demons disappeared. The next year I filled a 4-ounce spray bottle and used it around my seat whenever I saw mosquitoes. And voila! That worked as well. It worked at a picnic where we sprayed the area around the food table, the children's swing area, and the standing water nearby. During the summer, I don't leave home without it.....Pass it on.
I Suffer With Migraines
High-pressure Job Saves Lives
High-pressure job saves lives When Steve Dyson decided to look for a new career, an event from his adolescence helped steer him to becoming a paramedic.“When I was about 14, we were riding in the car with my mom,” Dyson said. “When we got close to the house, we saw a wreck where someone had gone off into a ravine.”Dyson’s mother got out to help the driver and instructed her children to stay in the car.“So we were looking out the windows watching everything that was going on,” he said.Dyson’s mother helped bring the driver up the road while she waited for paramedics to arrive.“That was something I always remembered,” he said. “We always tried to help people when we could.”Years later, Dyson was working at the Rusken box plant and decided he wanted to do something different. He thought about becoming a paramedic, but he wasn’t sure he would be able to handle the pressure.“One day, a friend of mine at the
Too Late For You And Your White Horse
It really was a very uneventful day as far as leaving the hotel room. We did however go on a two hour long journey to find the Swimfan movie at walmart. It's so fun in DC when a ten mile drive takes literally an hour. Stupid GPS and traffic. I had a nervous break down today thinking Dan was going to leave me. At one point he started saying "I can't help you anymore, Crystal." He hates me being "emo". We made a promise, I quit being emo, we no longer change our plans. I will stay in the pittsburgh apartment we get and see him every weekend until he is released.He's been bumming really hard today after his appointment. They didn't tell him how much longer he had, but more about brain injuries they have found. Calling him impulsive and unable to rationalize. I think he rationalizes just as much as a person without a brain injury... he thinks the same way I do :) I tried to comfort him. I told him no-matter what they told him today, he is still the same guy he was yesterday. And this is th
Down To 337 Pounds From 385
down to 337 pounds was 385pounds thinkgod...still along way to go i want to be 300 n under befor this year is over with....
R/f/a Giveaway! (mostly For Newbies)
R/F/A GIVEAWAY 100k Fubux GiveAway & 1st=100k, 2nd=50k, 3rd=25k Every New Rate/Fan/Add with a Sucker Gift Sent to Chipper Cutterbum Kara Carefully Corrupt (plus, We'll return the Rate & Fan Luvins, of course) (Yes, I will check their pages, & make sure you sent them their suckers too. Don't have 62 fubucks? Rate a couple of my pics... You'll raise the cash in no time... LOL) Every 50th Entry to R/F/A Adds Another Consolation Prize Ends at Close of Autos Sun/Monday ***DISCLAIMER*** ATTN: Do NOT Message me Repeatedly for the Same Payout! I have a Job as well as a Fu life. If you cannot be patient with payment, then DO NOT ENTER. I run a very fair & well planned out Giveaway. These things take time. I make payments periodically, but most payments are made when HHs are over, so I may Point Whore just like everyone else. I do make the occasional mistake, for no one is perfect, but be patient before questioning me. Thank you so much for your time and dedicat
A Friend Wrote This For Me :)
when she walks by all heads turn. they see the beauty and they yearn. yearn for the grace, beg for a look. the slightest touch sends chills down the spine, her scent lengers for all time...what is her name? I dare not speak her word, instead look on my heart for it is tattooed their for all eternity Thank you Paul!!!!! aka: Baby Huey!! so sweet :)
Artificail Happiness By Christina B..
Emotions can be so played out.A laugh can be a mask.I hide behind my emotions, to cover the pain from my past.A struggling person can smile,and no problems would be exposed.A person in pain,A person of tears,Of fears,Could laugh it off without suspicion.Behind tired eyes,Tear-stained cheeks,Broken hearts;Fake emotions save us through the suspicion,and people's artificial pity.
Pt. 2
What would you do? 1.Let us assume you met a rudimentary magician. Let us assume he can dofive simple tricks—he can pull a rabbit out of his hat, he can make acoin disappear, he can turn the ace of spades into the Joker card, andtwo others in a similar vein. These are his only tricks and he can'tlearn any more; he can only do these five. HOWEVER, it turns out he'sdoing these five tricks with real magic. it's not anillusion; he can actually conjure the bunny out of the ether and he canmove the coin through space. He's legitimately magical, but extremelylimited in scope and influence.Would this person be more impressive than Albert Einstein?2.Let us assume a fully grown, completely healthy Clydesdale horse hashis hooves shackled to the ground while his head is held in place withthick rope. he is conscious and standing upright, but completelyimmobile. And let us assume that—for some reason—every politicalprisoner on earth (as cited by Amnesty International) will be re
With The Heart Of A Tiger
      Your heart is a river as fierce as the wind, revealing your stripes upon my skin. Your eyes are like steel fired in the kiln. They bore into my flesh with a gaze so intense. You know what to say and just where to touch. Your touch upon my skin leaves me ravaged with lust. Shy you come on in natural ease. I don’t have to tell you what you do to me. You’re new to the game of pleasurable fame. You’re willing to please and so eager to learn. You have experienced a few, precious indeed. Never knowing real pleasure until you met me. Never before and never again will your pleasure reach such heights as I have unlocked in you. I play your body like a finely tuned instrument that I alone can decipher. The master and pupil have made it known that they alone can play this game. Many try to join our passion only to encounter a fierce resistance within our souls. Each of us shares in one another a fire that can not be quenched by anyone else. Your eagerness to learn the art
Me and My Life The mirror across the room reflects a person I don't remember becoming. Too complex for the age I really am. Too young to feel the way I do. Too experienced for a girl of 23. But that's me. The life I've lived has been full of complication. Heartaches abundant Sadness overwhelming. I am the product of a society that lacks morality and virtues. I am an individual in a class of conformers. I live in a world where religion is a fad Romance is a lost concept Genuine nice guys are few and far between. Sex is a factor in your social status. Icons are whores in brand name clothes. Love is thrown around like a $2 Frisbee. Politics and theology mean nothing, But salacious gossip means the world. People care more about who is screwing who, Rather than who is killing who abroad. But that's my life, unable to change what I was born into. And I am me…flaws, imperfections, problems, and all.
If I told you my heart was in your hand, would you crush it like the rest? Would you tear my spirit wide open and make me believe it's for the best? If I told you that you're my everything, would that mean anything to you? Or would you discard me when you're bored, because that's what they all do. If I kissed you softly on the cheek, would a smile come to your face? Or would you blow it off like they did, just another time, another place. If my fingers sweetly entwined with yours, would your heart skip a beat? Or will you pull away leaving me broken at your feet. If I stared into your eyes, would you stare back at me? Or would you turn your head away so I would let you be. If I fell asleep in your arms, would you hold me all through the night? Or would you push me away and roll forever out of sight? If I told you that I loved you, would you honestly say it back? Or run away from me, showing morals is what you lack?
Peace By The Sea
The bitter cold of the early morning floats through the room. The sky is cloudy and gray, with a definite sense of gloom. Today my heart fits the sky, wieghed down with heavy thoughts. My mind's running a thousand miles an hour and my stomaches all in knots. The only place I find serenity is standing on the waters edge. And for that instant I dont feel like screaming and jumping off the nearest ledge. I watch the waves come and go without a care in the world. With the blindness of a brand new baby that into this messed up life was gently hurled. The amazing thing about standing here is my life is put into perspective. Instead of being overly critical I quickly change to being reflective. I feel so small and insignificant and I like how it makes me see... That there are issues and problems with the world that are bigger than me. For those few moments that I am standing there, nothing matters at all. But all my anger, frustration, and pain away from this ocean I still have t
I Want A Vip... So Heres What I'm Offering!!!
Hey all... I want a VIP And so I'm offering up these Items... SB Me or send me a VIP and I PROMISE that I will Do everything on this list for you! 1. Shitfaced for a however long the VIP is for! 2. 6 pics graphically designed! 3. SFW Salute! 4. Pimpout on my page for how ever long the VIP is for! 5. All Stash Rated 6. All Pics Rated 7. #2 Spot in Friends for how ever long the VIP is for! 8. 1 Million Fubucks 9. 6 Bulletin Pimpouts 10. 1 Blog Pimpout 11. Access to NSFW's 12. 200 11 rates a week 13. Daily Profile Comments 14. Cherry Bombed whenever I have one! 15. #3 Spot in family for how ever long the VIP is for! 16. Random Blings Thats an awesome deal isen't it... 16 items for a VIP! Thanks to all that whom have stopped to read this! Lots of Love! C51
Miss Perfect
I've seen the beauty of the angels and the brightest stars shine...I've gave life and took life and I've had a hard time....Seen the brightest of days and the darkest of nights...but I aint never seen a dame like you, you way outta sight...Lil mama you just right...You been catchin my eye...couldn't let you pass by without pressin the line.....You're perfect, You're beautiful in all the right places.......It's crucial, I can't see my future without your face in it......Just being truthful, and I hope you can take it..... Hope you can give just as much as You're takin.... Cuz I will baby.....And it's all to the good...I can be soft in the sheets like I'm hard in the hood.....Get your bacc to the fullest like a real partner should...Oh LORD, please don't let me be misunderstood....
Hi everyone, Nightmares is a year old, if you haven't tuned in, you're totally missing out on the best DJ's and Music the net can provide.  I named the station correctly as it has been a nightmare, with all the web pages I'm currently trying my hardest to get to, look after, keep updated.  If you're a musician and you would like to be in rotation please submit your band using the band submit.  Extra tracks with permission to air on the station rotation as well as my syndicated show Nightmares with Malice Cooper can be sent to Please view the license labeled SW Cast Licensing and inform yourselves.  If a station does not have a license it is running illegally.  Musicians need to take care of their works of art.  Royalties will be payed where due.  Indie bands welcomed with open arms as well as tribute bands, cover bands, heck any band that has written recroded music is welcome here. I look at my station as being a musical art gallery whe
Shopping For A Husband
A store that sells husbands has just opened where a woman may go to choose a husband from among many men. The store is composed of 6 floors, and the men increase in positive attributes as the shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch. As you open the door to any floor you may choose a man from that floor, but if you go up a floor, you cannot go back down except to exit the building. So a woman goes to the shopping center to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs. The woman reads the sign and says to herself, "Well, that's better than my last boyfriend, but I wonder what's further up?" So up she goes. The second floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men have jobs and love kids. The woman remarks to herself, "That's great, but I wonder what's further up?" And up she goes again. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love kids and are extremely good looking. "Hmmm, better" she says. "But I wonder what's up
Fuck Me
I feel you touch me. I feel you kiss me here and thereI love the way you look at me with that loving stare. You make me need you You make me want you .you do everything that makes me feel kiss my back and neck and you know what it does to caress my body. You let the words slip that i long to play with my hair, you breath me deep, you keep me close so close i cant daze me, you tempt me, you make me feel at peace.I tremble, i quake.As i think of all the times you have you have been my releaseI love you and long for you to be near. like an addition, yes that bad.You move my thighs and spread them wideas you slide deep inside. you Caress my skin and make mebreath and sighI want you to work my body till i scream and Feeling you with in me.As i am lost in your endless exticity that you provide.All i know this is not a love that i cant hide.
A Cup
HA! Made u click.. but seriously... boobs are wonderful.  as all of you might now know i am a boob guy.  i like em! everything about them facianates me and they are always in my mind.  i know women dont like when guys stare and always comment about them but i personally think if a girl told me hey nice c*ck i  would be like THANKS! WANNA SEE IT!? lol but i am a nice guy so if anything offends you already overpowered women.. just tell me and i will think about it lol  but if you do like it and dont care... show me ur boobs so i know which ones u are lol seriously ... and just like friends... u cant have enough boobs in ur life!   oh and i do free mammograms in  my basement on the weekends.. kinda like a hobby really.. so feel free to stop by!    I just go for the wings....
Tell Me Everything
IF YOU’RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 36things about you. I don’t care if we never talk, or if we already knoweverything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You’re on mylist, so I want to know you better.1.)Q. Are you currently in a serious relationship?A.2.)Q. What was your dream growing up?A.3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had?A.4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be?A.5.)Q. Favorite vegetable?A.6.)Q. What was the last book you read?A.7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you?A.8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.A.9.)Q. Worst Habit?A.10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?A.11.)Q. What is your favorite sport?A.12.)Q. Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude?A.13. )Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?A.14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you?A.15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you.A.16.)Q. Do you have any pets?A.17.)Q. What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly?A.18.)Q.
Spotlight!! i did made spotlight today  :D  just wanted to thank everyone for all your help...all the donations and love is greatly appreciated.  i have the most amazing fu-friends ever!!   love yall!!  (h)
Here In Fear
Broken man, on his knees Missing love, he needs it   Tries to stand, his demons laugh They knock him down, he needs it   Deserved to feel it, torment and agony His own demise, it feeds him   Felt it coming, abrupt ending Shards of life left standing   Now he stands, here in fear Edge of sanity, scared you'll push
Piss On You
HONOLULU (April 19) - A 28-year-old man has been sentenced to three weeks in jail for urinating on a 66-year-old woman during a Continental Airlines flight last month from Los Angeles to Honolulu. Jerome Kenneth Kingzio, a resident of the U.S. Commonwealth of the Northern Mariana Islands, was sentenced after pleading guilty Tuesday to assault charges in federal court in Honolulu. The victim was headed to Hawaii on March 21 for a scuba diving vacation and was watching an in-flight movie when Kingzio stood up and began urinating on her. He had been drinking on the flight. U.S. Attorney Edward Kubo Jr. said the woman reported that not only was her entire vacation ruined, but she continues to suffer emotionally from the incident. The case was investigated by the FBI.
Random Crap
  this made me giggle......HARD.   hehehe
I wish I could build a wall around my heart. Tall and strong. No pain would ever get through. I wish I could box up every painful memory. One deep and thick. They couldn't escape to haunt me. I wish I could close my eyes, And not see your face. I wish I could look at young lovers, Walking happily hand in hand, And not want to cry. I wish my head wouldn't spin Everytime I think of you. I wish your ghost would let me be, And let me get on with my life. But as I've learned, Wishes are for children; Built around a fantasy. My fantasy, that used to be, That one day you would love me back.    
Where Are You Divinity?
Where are you divinity? release the spheres of the tangible they hold no place in my heart the sword of desire I plunge into knowledge helps me to discover myself what impels me comes from the cosmos let me find my lucky star the design of the cosmos is only a guide
Mia To Godmother Today =d
    Help Mia To Level To Godmother MIA@ fubar Thank You *Goofball* Happily Fu-Owned by Scarlett@ fubar The PoliceRoxanne Music Video Codes By Music
i love u so much that i want to be with u all my life i like us to be together sometime have kids when one of us is sick we will be there for each other sleep in during cold winter months .
  The moon is often an archetypal woman image. In many cultures and religious orders, the moon is identified as a mother figure. This is true in Native American, African, Christian, and Eastern literature and lore. The moon dream may come with or generate an intuitive feeling that someone in the inner circle of your life is pregnant. Another moon scenario is a product of the twentieth century. Specifically, the desire for space travel. These dreams can be based on either the scientific desire to experience the event or the spiritual desire for absolute separation from the churning, tumultuous human experience on earth. The moon can also evoke feelings of magic and mystery.
Dj Schedule
Root Canal!
OK, so I have had this appt for months! But then I have the fall!!! They want to charge me $50. to cancelhave my Dad drive me, I was totally never numb and kicked well kneed him in thhe nuts!!! e tol;d me to let him know if I was uncomfortable. I am waiting on the asshole of my life (aka father of my Princess to pick her up for his weekend) Then maybe I can get some sleep! Or just warning readers, things will be mixted up and mispelled, but I mean well!!!!
My "me" Pics
I Sometimes Wonder
Need Cash?
Paying a bounty for cars i dont have on Street Racing game app for the other space i cant really mention here. If you have it and dont really care about the special cars i will buy them off you. If you dont have it and make one to use the favor points to get a crate car or level up to 10 and get the Limited Edition for the week either works i will pay prices negotiable depending on what you have msg me for more info.
B7ebak My Shexshy Husband,
B7ebak my shexshy husband, Being away from you now is so much harder than it was before we met, held each other and kissed fell asleep and woke up side by side walked the old market and had lunch in the park even I know it is necessary and for a short time this is the only time for once we are side by side again, it will be forever where you go I go b7ebak my shexshy husband would take me a millions of lifetimes to begin to show you how much I Love you, Want you and Need you with me   no one or nothing is important to me as being with you,  making you happy, loving you, taking care of you, spending the rest of my life with you you are my reason for living,  you are my life, world, universe, everything, and all bmoot fiek 7abibi   WB. Mrs. FM   04/17/09 12:39am our time
And Cyfrog Called Cincinnati Too Conservative..
School: Ohio teacher took students to strip club   HAMILTON, Ohio – A school spokesman said a southwest Ohio teacher has resigned after acknowledging she accompanied four female students to a male strip club. Butler Tech school district spokesman Bill Solazzo said the 47-year-old teacher resigned Thursday. He said the teacher told Edgewood High School administrators that the students, all cheerleaders, asked her to take them to the bar in February. The teacher told school officials in an e-mail that she got permission from the parents of the 17- and 18-year-olds to bring them to the club. The teacher taught marketing at the school and previously served as a coach for the district's eighth-grade cheerleaders.
What Our Government Really Thinks About Us!
This was a repost of a blog a friend of a friend posted. I just wanted everybody to see what the government REALLY thinks of us..........    The Department of Homeland security has black listed Vets. as possible domestic terrorist. They have informed law enforcement to be on the look out for vets as possible terrorist. So now I have to worry about driving around with my Vet plates I am a target. This morning I wrote a post about a Homeland Security paper that warned about “right wing extremists” and the threat that they may pose to the government.   This paper basically lumped in people who are either pro second amendment, anti abortion, anti illegal immigration, or pro smaller government (or more than one or all of the above)  with white supremacists and domestic terrorists. As maddening as I found that paper there was one aspect to the paper that I missed this morning and to me it is much more egregious.  This is what the Department of Homeland Security thinks about our m
Your Memory Remains...
Each time I think of you My mood becomes quite blue. My heart cries for another time When I was so proud that you were mine.   The days of the past Seem now to have been too fast. In the blink of an eye, the beat of a heart Our time together was ripped apart.   It is to my dismay That I constantly re-live that day. The image of you laying so sweet And I realized your heart had stopped its beat.   I moved your body, now so wilted While my heart is feeling so jilted. I tried so hard to breathe life back into you My attempts were failing, there was nothing I could do.   At that moment my life made a change A new reason to live, I had to arrange. At your funeral I stopped and reflected
Life With Out You
I should be hurtin but I'm smiling ear to ear cause I mowin down the roses that you planted last year. I’m pouring out your perfume strait down the toilet bowl. Ripped you face strait off the wall left nothing but some holes. Gather up your clothes smoked em with your popery in a fern pile out back. Your love aint welcome here no more.
Letting Go
I haven't come here for forgivenessI don't expect your sympathyThis scarred up, burnt out, hollow heartCame from letting the walls come downEvery shattered fiberEvery aching boneCame from a turned backWhen I left this fractured home
So my charity endeavors are bleeding me dry, so I thought I'd do an experiment and allow for donations. Kind of dorky I know but if I were writing for a magazine I'd be getting paid so it's not so off base and I heard a lot of bloggers do it. I know, "If bloggers jumped off a bridge would you?" I'm not sure, depends on how high. So anyways, I think it will be an interesting social experiment at the very least.
Your Thoughts An Prayers
i want to thank every one who had me in their prayers last night. i woke up yesterday morning feeling really wierd with chest pains, being dizzy an breaking out in cold sweats. really week feeling. i went to work thinking nothing about it. one of my co-workers told me to check my blood pressure so i did, it was 148 over 1o4. it told me that wasnt good. at 6 pm he came to check on me an told me i was really flusstered looking. he made me take it again, this time it was 156 over 108. took me to the office an one of my managers took me to the er. with in a short period of time it jumped to 176 over 118.. needless to say i didnt have a heart attack.. got more test to do monday morning. i will keep you all up to date. again thanks for all the love an kind words an thoughts for those that i was able to contact..
Black And White
I live my life in black and white. Believe me I dream in color vivid real life color. Why I ask can’t I live in color too?
Wtf ........can We Say Sad
I sign into Chris's yahoo to read the easter mail  and see the pics of his boys he told me to look at....... To my suprise was 2 offline messages from some chick i knew he blocked her last nyte for giving him grief with her crazy mood swings. well anyways so tonyte I guess I find out LOL I'm a cunt and just milking Chris for a HH.  this Chickie don't know me .... If i was milking him would cost him more then 1 Happy hour....LMAO I'm not as easy as her fubar stuff dont cut it for me.  but anyways what I dont understand is why she has to go elsewhere on the net just to attack him.  And not just attack him but attack his ex wife and myself as well.  (His exwife is a really nice person. Ive talked to her myself a few times almost daily lately ) I sent chris his offline messages against my better judgement. LOL and against my better judgement i replied to her Nasty messages.  this is what she leaves I wrong to be so annoyed?  otsapperchick (4/17/2009 7:00:09 PM): what a f
I Know
I know I am here, yet I feel gone I know I am seen, yet I feel invisible I know I am speaking, yet I feel unheard I know I am a child, yet I feel motherless I know I am learning, yet I feel ignorant I know I am optomistic, yet I feel bleak I know I have love, yet I feel so much contempt I know I am beautiful, yet I feel so ugly I know I have clarity, yet I feel so confused I know I have youth, yet I feel so decrepid I know all this, yet I know so little How is it that what we have and feel and what are presented to us are so different? The effect that others have on our perception can truly alter what we know, reducing it to the antithesis.
Minds Eye
The mind can imagine many things but it is the minds eye that sees everything. By Michael Dougherty
Hand Of Love
You cannot force the hand of love, the force of love plays its hand.   By Michael Dougherty
A Spark
A spark It is the spark in each other eyes that sets the fire in a true romance. Michael Dougherty
Blings And Things...
I have noticed a lot of blings and such lately..Just wanted to let my friends know that I do not spend real money to buy things here...Fubucks  are one thing, cash is another.. In times of economic uneasyness Please do not spend real money on blings and such for me.  It is not that I don't appreciate the gesture, it's just that I am sure there are better ways to spend hard earned bucks.. Send me love yur bucks..It means just as much to me..  Thanks. Lots of luv...xox
Please Click And Help
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Im Up 4 Auction In The Angel/demon Auction!
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Battle Of The Djs Goin Down In Devils Heaven Two!
ATTENTION ALL METAL DJ'S IN FU-LAND!!!!!! DEVILS HEAVEN TWO will be hosting a BATTLE OF THE DJ'S ON APRIL 29th, STARTING AT 6 PM EST time.     If any DJ's are interested:     Please get ahold of our head enforcer @ CONTACT ME shoutbox message/comment/ PM   This way we can set up times in which each of you can represent yourselves/lounges and your FAVORITE METALLLLLLLL!!!   PRIZES!!! (cause who doesn't love them?!) First Prize - Auto 11's or A Cherry Bomb Second Prize - 5 credit bling Third prize - 1 credit bling   Contest is free to enter!!!    HOWEVER Donations to judges would greatly be appreciated!!!   SO! LETS TEAR IT UP! SHOW US ALL WHAT YOU'VE GOT! AND LETS HAVE A GREAT BATTLE!   Thanks Everyone!! Hope to hear from some of you soon! -DJ Lizzie McLiz-      
Pondering Life
Sitting here and thinking some, I started to unravel. I think of all the things that could of been and all the things that are. What is true and real for me may just be a shadow of doom from somewhere not far away. I sit in the dark and quiet sometimes evaluating what I should do. I have had some nightmares recently that have really shook me up. In fact I had one just last night. He came for me again and my sweet loving man was not there to protect me because he had left me for another. I know that they are just dream and not always do they come true but this one really scared me because my man had went on a trip and he was not home when the danger came to me. I did and could say it all last night because it scared me so very much. While I was being assaulted my man was far away. He was having fun that he so richly deserves. I was all alone when the attack came and he was choking the life from me when I woke up. I have never been so scared from a dream in a long time and I hope it is n
I Pray You Enough
  Recently, I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged, and the mother said, 'I love you, and I pray you enough.'   The daughter replied, 'Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I pray you enough, too, Mom.'   They kissed, and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there, I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy, but she welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?'   Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?'   'Well...I'm not as young as I once was, she lives so far away & has her own busy life. I have some challenges
So here I sit after playing one of my guitars for about an hour drinkin' MGD and Jameson's Gold reserve. I could have been a contender if I would have any one support me. I love singing and playing my guitar. 20 years in the Submarine force and everyone was always shocked when they heard me do Elvis. My ex-wife...not so much. Then I had this meeting with a woman I met on the internet (before it was cool to meet on the internet) and she encouraged! I had a gig at the American Legion in Virginia once a month. I did Karaoke all the time...I can do more than Elvis! I wrote 2 songs and had them put on a CD and registered. I just wish that it all could have happened way earlier....oh well. Just a middle aged guy living a dream now. (47 year old guy with 2 guitars). I can't believe that I own a Martin..Veterans model of course. The one I palyed tonight was a Breedlove. What a reat sound. Breedlove makes an awesome guitar. Martin though...the cadillacs of guitars! anyway, gonna finis
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"i Am"
"I Am"I am the rain that nurtures..the sun that warmsI am the wings of a butterfly..the dew on a roseI am the blue in the sky..the red in the sunsetI am the twinkle in the stars..the light in the moonI am the four seasons..the color of the rainbowI am the shimmer of the snow..the fire embers glowI am the gentle spirit inside you..the keeper of your soulI am the dreams you fulfilled..the joy in your heartI am the love in your eyes..the desire from withinI am the smile on your lips..the laughter in your voiceI am the wings that enfold you..the protector of your lifeI am the one who shares your dreams..the fears ..your hopesI am yours forever, eternally.. I am your Angel
Here & There Stalker
  I catch myself staring as if I was a stalker. I catch myself being a detective to find out more  About you as possible as if I was a stalker. Pain, Fun, Love, Curiosity Here & There It’s a 50/50 Thing (we all wish) Here & There I was told to treat people the way you wanted to be treated. The heart isn’t perfect but it’s as delicate as a crystal it can always be broken. The pleasure is within your r
Creating What We Don’t Want
When Worry becomes A Prayer If prayer is an intention that we announce to the universe in order to create a desired outcome, then our every thought is a prayer. This includes thoughts of worry as well as of hope. All thoughts are subtle creative energy. Some thoughts are more focused or repeated more often, gathering strength. Some are written down or spoken, giving them even greater power. Every thought we have is part of a process whereby we cocreate our experience and our reality with the universe. When we use our creative energy unconsciously, we create what is commonly known as self-fulfilling prophecy. In essence, when we worry, we are repeatedly praying and lending our energy to the creation of something we don’t want. The good news is that we can retrain our minds and thoughts to focus our energy on what we do desire to bring into our lives. Since most worry is repetitive, it will take more than one positive thought to counteract the energy we’ve created. The s
Vets Considered Potential Terrorists
This was a repost of a blog a friend of a friend posted. I just wanted everybody to see what the government REALLY thinks of us..........    The Department of Homeland security has black listed Vets. as possible domestic terrorist. They have informed law enforcement to be on the look out for vets as possible terrorist. So now I have to worry about driving around with my Vet plates I am a target. This morning I wrote a post about a Homeland Security paper that warned about “right wing extremists” and the threat that they may pose to the government.   This paper basically lumped in people who are either pro second amendment, anti abortion, anti illegal immigration, or pro smaller government (or more than one or all of the above)  with white supremacists and domestic terrorists. As maddening as I found that paper there was one aspect to the paper that I missed this morning and to me it is much more egregious.  This is what the Department of Homeland Security thinks about our m
Pure Sex...
....bully i just posted. help please ? :)       Ruby Cairo is quite possibly one of the sweetest people you'll meet. Seriously! And she just so happens to be my R/L best friend and sister. Please check her out if you haven't already; she's a great person to know! She's trying to get to Godfather by her birthday and that happens to be coming up soon. I think we can do it!!! Ruby Cairo > ETid, LP, FuGF of Chelsea@ fubar Fan, Rate, Add, Bling her! Leave her lots of luvin! And tell her Chelsea sent ya. ♥ PLEASE REPOST!!!! ¤ Chelsea.Smile ¤ FuGF of Ruby ♥@ fubar
Vets Now Called Terrorists
This was a repost of a blog a friend of a friend posted. I just wanted everybody to see what the government REALLY thinks of us.......... The Department of Homeland security has black listed Vets. as possible domestic terrorist. They have informed law enforcement to be on the look out for vets as possible terrorist. So now I have to worry about driving around with my Vet plates I am a target. This morning I wrote a post about a Homeland Security paper that warned about “right wing extremists” and the threat that they may pose to the government. This paper basically lumped in people who are either pro second amendment, anti abortion, anti illegal immigration, or pro smaller government (or more than one or all of the above) with white supremacists and domestic terrorists. As maddening as I found that paper there was one aspect to the paper that I missed this morning and to me it is much more egregious. This is what the Department of Homeland Security thinks abo
A Cold Rainy Day~ Part2
I stood up to look at her as she lay there panting for breath, a light sheen of perspiration covering her upper body. I watched in fascination as the vibrator slowly, very slowly slipped out of her. As it did a deep sigh came from her. I picked it up and took it into the bathroom to rinse it off. By the time I returned she was breathing more normally, so I asked, "Well, how do you like this, something special so far?" She smiled for a second and then whispered, "It's wonderful, just wonderful." I took a folded blanket off the bed and covered her with it, tucking it in around her. "Aren't you going to untie me now?" I chuckled and replied, "Oh, no. I don't intend to do that for a while. You get some rest and we'll continue after you do." "John?" She said. When I didn't answer she said, "I'm wore out, I couldn't cum again, if I wanted to." I chuckled and said, "Oh yes you can. Rest, take a nap, then we'll finish." She pulled at the cords for a moment and started to protest. I cut her of
holy shit im tired! he still has nt hired a night girl at the bar so weve been taking turns working fri and sat nights..i dont mind much because my broke ass needs the cash. the only bad thing is trying to get the drunks out by 230..drunk people just dont understand youre tired a nd they need to get the fuck out. the big dollar or tip doesnt make much of a differenc e to someone whos exhausted...then of all nights the boss wants to be chatty as well as wanting me to do the liquor order. i wanted to smack him and say i do that on mondays dork! but hes the boss so i did it. that put me getting home between 3 and 4 am,closer to 4 i think. i ca nt just come home and fall asleep..i dont even know what time my head hit the pillow but the power we nt out at 7 which woke me up,yay then i was up at 9a m to do some errands and now i have to be back there in 45 minutes. apparently theres a big the only person that walks through those doors that knows nothing or gives a shit about nasc
Just So You Kno....
OK not sure the right way or place or time to say this so here it goes and when you get around to it u will see it. I hear so many times this is just Fubar it means nothing and you have ME what more do you want? Well when so much time and effort is spent on here it becomes more than just Fubar. This site has found me so may RL friends and not so good friends (no I will not say enemies because I refuse to have them). It becomes a part of life. Yes you need to make sure you keep them separate but they mix at some point. Realize that it did bring us together rite. I have been hurt and walked on eggshells for you, to make sure you were ok even when we werent talking and we some how found our way back to each other again. I care you know I do but ...... I WILL NOT BE MADE A FOOL OF AGAIN.....keep playin the games for the ones that will spend like u want em to. I was neva the one to do it. When whats real matters more it will be too late. You said heartbroken at this or that  well guess
Kimmee Kinzz Luv U Ma
Part One~
I'm sitting in my car, nursing a super-size diet soda and eating carrot sticks when I see her walk out of the main entrance of the mall. She's in the dappled shadows of the fancy lattice portico for the first thirty feet or so, delaying my efforts to evaluate her suitability. As last she breaks out into the late morning sunlight of this cloudless July Saturday. Decades of serious girl watching allow me to size her up quickly through the heavily tinted windows of my nondescript sedan. She's the best candidate I've seen in the last hour. I like the way she moves as she steps down off the curb and heads out into the vast expanse of the crowded parking lot. Her walk is brisk and efficient, but still sexy. She's a looker too, with a pretty face, long blonde hair and large, but shapely breasts under her Ricky Martin t-shirt. Her tight, low cut jeans reveal that she's a little fuller in the hips than I prefer, but then again, my idea of the perfect woman is kind of on the slim side. I guess h
Part Three~
My mom worked the swing shift, so I could usually get away with driving the girls right into the garage in the evening. I wasn't taking her to my house this time, though. After getting the high sign from Greg, I checked to make sure that the coast was clear and took her inside his folks place. We had a two-hour window before they were due home. I led Jill up the stairs to Greg's bedroom, as nervous as if this was my first time. The thought of getting naked with a girl while someone else was watching was nerve wracking. I carefully guided our blindfolded conquest-to-be down the hall and into his bedroom. I noted that Greg had actually taken the time to clean the place up for once. Greg was standing in the corner, doing his best to remain silent, per my instructions. "Okay Jill, I'm going to take your clothes off now," I told her. Boy, was I smooth back then! "Oh, I feel so naughty," she giggled, actually blushing under her blindfold. I turned her to face Greg and slowly pulled her bagg
Part Four~
"I was only calling you to let you know that he'd been here. There's nothing to his wild little story that I need to know about, is there?" I thought furiously. I may be painfully awkward face-to-face, but I'm quite good over the phone. "Only that his girlfriend dumped him for me. I guess he just doesn't want to believe that she'd leave him of her own will. Of course she dumped me right away and went on to the next guy," I lamented. "I remember going through that kind of thing back when I was your age," he said with another laugh. "Well, I sent him packing. I don't think I'm going to bother with a report on this one," he said. "I really appreciate that, sir," I told him. "Greg's going through a pretty rough time emotionally right now and the last thing he needs is legal trouble. I'll see if I can talk some sense into him." "You do that, Son. Thanks for being so cooperative," he said and hung up. Jeez, Greg must have been pretty angry with me. That was it; my talent was now strictly for
Ha This Is Good. Stuff Well Kinda
SURVEYYY>>GO TO GOOGLESearch as directed in the following using "quotations"Copy paste a phrase on the first page of results*Type in "[your name] has" in the Google search:- Jessa has boobs LOL i sure hope so.*Type in "[your name] needs"-Jessa needs nudes yes send them or ill kill the kitty!*Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:-Jessa has black hair to mid-black, brown eyes Wtf?! how did they know my true hair color lol*Type in "[your name] likes" in Google search:-Jessa likes to drawo_o creepy.. i do..*Type in "[your name] says" in Google search:-Jessa says Hey everybody– I guess I wasn’t realizing that there were questionsHAHAHAHA*Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:-Jessa wants you to leave her vagina out of it ummm plz do so.. lol*Type in "[your name] does" in Google search:-Jessa does some fire dancing.-*Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:-Jessa hates German-Italian-Americans uhh.. i SOOO did NOT say that. .*Type in "[your name] goes" in
Part Nine~
"Sally, I think maybe our talents are merging or something. I can't explain it, but it seems like our ideals of each other's appearance are becoming permanent."Sally is one confused camper. She reaches up and runs her fingers across my pate. I can tell that she's feeling god-like hair. My fingers join hers up there. I still felt bald. I look over at the mirrored wall at the edge of the Food Court. Yup, still rat-faced, but Sally's reflection is Lisa. Our bodies haven't changed; we're just seeing our ideals in each other."Bill, never mind how this is happening – is this a good thing or bad thing?""You tell me, Sally. Which me would you rather look at?" I realize with a start that I'm thinking about how this will affect us in the long term. Long term?I can see that she's as conflicted as I am. I can read Sally's emotions on Lisa's face quite easily. Me? I want to be a sensitive human being and put all of those prejudices about people's looks behind me, but if I answer myself honest
  LibraSeptember 23 - October 22 Libra is the seventh Sign of the Zodiac, and it is at this point in the Zodiac that we start to see a shift. While the first six Signs of the Zodiac focus on the individual, the last six focus on the individual's contact with others and with the world. Librans are first and foremost focused on others and how they relate to them. We can call this the Sign of partnership with a capital 'P' because these folks do not want to be alone! For a Libran, everything is better if it's done as a pair. Librans are good when paired up, too, since they epitomize balance, harmony and a sense of fair play. While they are true team players at work, their favorite partnership is at home: marriage. Librans feel most complete when they are coupled up with their lover, forever. It's the Scales which symbolize Libra, and just like that balancing mechanism wants to stay even, Librans want to be on an even keel. Think of the Scales of Justice and how they work at
Libra In Love
The Libra In Love:Librans love the home and marriage. Time with their lover and family makes them feel complete. To a large extent their love relationship will become their identity. Libras can be very sensual and eager to explore both the spiritual and physical limits of their relationships.Shaping their relationship and creating entrancing moments is where the Libra focuses its creativity. Their ultimate goal is pleasure and harmony. Libras prefer to be the pursued, rather than pursue. The more attention their mate pours upon them, the happier they will be. Librans are best involved with a special person who understands their need for romance and their search for the perfect environment. They are co-operative, imaginative and willing to experiment with all manner of relationship styles. The happy Libra is one whose relationship is not simply a coupling, but the joining of two people to go through life as one.
So True
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys’ side of the story. (I must admit, it’s pretty good.) We always hear “the rules ” From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered “1 ON PURPOSE! 1. Men ARE not mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You’re a big girl. If it’s up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don’t hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It’s like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly Acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only If you want h
Why do we put suits in a garment bag and garments in a suitcase?Why do we play in recitals and recite in plays?Why do we have hot water heaters?Why do we drive on parkways and park on driveways?Why do 'tug'boats push their barges?Why do they sell a pound cake that only weighs 12 ounces?Why do they report power outages on TV?Why do they put Braille dots on the keypad of the drive-up ATM?Why do they call them "apartments" when they are all stuck together?Why do they call it disposable douche? Is there a kind of douche you keep after using?How come Superman could stop bullets with his chest, but always ducked when someone threw a gun at him?How can there be "self help GROUPS"?How can the weather be hot as hell one day and cold as hell another?How can someone "draw a blank"?How can overlook and oversee be opposites, while quite a lot and quite a few are alike?Have you ever imagined a world with no hypothetical situations?Does the Postmaster General need a stamp of approval?Does the little
Oracle Bound And Auto's On-bombing Later
=== ':::"JEWELS"::: * Club F.A.R. - Love Team * Team Leader of the Llama Levelers ~ Th' wrote the following at '2009-04-18 15:05:47'.. > > imikimi - Customize Your World! > > imikimi - Customize Your World! > > imikimi - Customize Your World! > > imikimi - Customize Your World! > I return the love-if i miss ya and ya want the love returnedprivate message me please!Click on my pic and spank me to Oracle! > >
My First Day Of The Job
Well today I stared my first day on the job and Kings Island amusment park. So I did cashier and the fryer. So I HATE DOING THE CASHIER. There were to many complaints. This one lady said, I didnt order this and I was squeeze me yea you order this bitch, i didnt say that out loud lol. The fryer was fun. I like working the fryer instead of the freakin cashier. so today is MY WORSE DAY EVER. so I wanna quit my job and look for another one. I kinda wanna work with kids since I love kids. Maybe I shouldve work at the day care center or something. so I work 6 hours today and I was standing on my feet all day long. But the bad thing was my back was hurting so its been hurting for the last few months. owell. So far, I hated working at kings island. I probably end up quiting the job. Well I wanna look for a new job first, and then give my two weeks notice in to work.
Will Not Be On That Often For A While
Hey everyone! So, I finally made it to ANGEL!  I'm so happy and want to thank everyone that helped me out along the way!  I want to give a big shot out to all my top fam and friends because you are the ones that have been there for me threw EVERYTHING on here.  Steve @.K.@ Hunter Friod, there are not words to describe how greatful I am to have met you. Thanks for always being there for me and always making me feel special.  I love you a lot. Anyways, I writing this blog to let everyone know who cares that I will not be on fubar as much as I usually am for a while.  The reason for this is that I am just so fuckin sick and tired of the drama and I'm not going to put up with it any longer.  I have a real life and a fubar life and there is no reason for me to keep dealing with all this fubar drama cause it has NOTHING to do with my real life which I am very happy with.  YO MOMMA LOVE IT AND HASTA BABY are still bothering me and for what reason I don't know. They still got all their friend
We Bow To Nobody
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Stories About My Boys.
The Adventures of Two Boys (Part1)                                                          Once upon a time there was two boy’s named Kristopher and Garion.One day they went for a walk in the park and they came across a book. They went home with the book and took it to their room. That night after dinner they went to their room. They picked up the book and started reading it. The book was about two boys having really big adventures. The boys’ names are Kristopher and Garion. They thought that was really strange. The boys got in weird, strange, scary, and happy situations. They meet a lot of people ontheir adventures. They had a lot of fun. One story they went to a friends house and got lost on the way there. They got lost in the woods were they met a raccoon who could talk. It told them about his friends and family. He helped the boys find their to their friends house. When they finished the book they started thinking if the book was about.             They thought abo
The Life And Times Of Ian In Song Lyrics
describe yourself: Just a simple guy, livefrom day to day. A ray of sunshine melts my frown and blows my bluesaway. There’s nothing more that I can say - but on a day like todayI’ll pass the time away and walk a quiet mile with you".-- Led ZeppelinWhat do you like about yourself? "I’ve got 1,2, 3, 4, 5 - senses working overtime!"-- XTCWhat don’t you like about yourself? "Don’t ask me, I’m just improvising my illusion of careless flight.Can’t you see my temperature’s rising? I radiate more heat than light" -- RushWhat mood are you in? "Hey, you’re not getting any youngerThe wild west has already been wonNorthern lights are growing colderAnd the old eastern ways are goneSo tonight after sundownI’m going to pack my caseWithout a word, without a soundDisappear without a traceI’m going Southbound" --- Thin LizzyWhat are you doing? "Speeding through the universe - thinking is the best way to travel"-The Moody BluesWhat do you
New Saying 2
To fight i will to the end of my last breath or til i know you stop breathing I am your worst nightmare now you decide its realty or not  
Emotional Bonds
First off: Let's discuss this new blog editor. Its not really "new" is a Javascript Toolkit called TinyMCE. I've used it in some of my web applications. I had suggested that TinyMCE be droped into Fubar back when it was still Lost Chery, A message I sent to both BabyJesus and Support. I'm a tad annoyed at the fact that I was ignored for my professional oppinion. But I'm also amused at the fact that TinyMCE was implemented anyway, because it shows that I was right. The meat of this meet: Throughout my life, and more so in recent years, I have discovered a commonplace, something I do, without realizing I do it. I call it a commonplace because for me it is common, or at least familiar. I help people. Borderline white knight's syndrome, I tend to offer advice, help, and support at times that it's needed, and usually when needed most as luck would have it.I have found that my place in life is to serve as exactly that. A helper, one who gives to those that are hardly able to return the fa
WEll what to say or how to react to whats given to us in our lap.Its almost funny how history repeats itself and we end up back at square one with not really a right path to take. all seem wrong but which is the lesser of the 2 we go back to scratch and start from the beginning?when one is wronged what is the best revenge but to do unto otheres as whats been done onto I was taught growing up....well is that always the right answerWell when you mix emotions n Love into the mix it sometimes becomes hardI was always taught to be strong never let them think you care at allLet know one get close to me Before you and meI then shared things wit you about my pastThat I'd never tell to anyone else Just keep it to myself seemed to be the better optionNow I know I lack affection and expressing my feelingsIt took me a minute to come and admit this butSee I'm really try'na change nowWanna love you better, show me how but you decided that it was better to be left at the curbI decid
The Christmas Parrot One Christmas Eve, a frenzied young man ran into a pet shop looking for an unusual Christmas gift for his wife. The shop owner suggested a parrot, named Chet, which could sing famous Christmas carols. This seemed like the perfect gift. "How do I get him to sing?" The young man asked, excitedly. "Simply hold a lighted match directly under his feet." was the shop owner's reply.The shop owner held a lighted match under the parrot's left foot. Chet began to sing: "Jingle Bells! Jingle Bells! ..." The shop owner then held another match under the parrot's right foot. Then Chet's tune changed, and the air was filled with: " Silent Night, Holy Night..."The young man was so impressed that he paid the shop-keeper and ran home as quickly as he could with Chet under his arm. When the wife saw her gift she was overwhelmed."How beautiful!" She exclaimed, "Can he talk?" "No," the young man replied, "But he can sing. Let me show you." So the young man whipped out his lighter and
Loves Death
       It's Better To Have Love And Lost It            Then To Have Never Had It At All                        TRUE OR FALSE? that's a question only someone who has been through it can really answer well i have's hell and i'm really messed up about it andit sucks . i think i could have done withoutit.after so many things remind you of what you have start listen to music thatyou didn't listen to before becouse thats whatyour ex listened to and you cry.i wonder if the person that came up with that saying ever reallydid love at all becouse if he did he would see thatto truly lose love is the worst pain a person canever go's so easy for someone to getset in there was and forget to truly show loveto someone but,it's threre just the same i miss my ex now and i'm lost without her i lie to everyone around me and say i'm alright but,i'm not. you see my girl left me when i was in jail and i still hurt from it i get sick when i thinkabout her with someone else and
They're Vampires I Tell Ya......
Greetings Neighbors!Imagine. It's a beautifully mild evening and you find warmth as well as contentment in the cool air flowing through your window. You decide to turn in early and get some much needed sleep, but, while you lay there. You feel an little nibbles on your person and I am not talking about an amorous partner trying to rouse you from your slumber. I speak of something vile and evil yet small. Although minuscule, they are many in number and the bites keep coming causing you to scratch until you leave sores on your skin. What are the creatures that have attached themselves to your feet, legs and even thighs? FLEAS! Yes, fleas that probably hitched a ride on you while you were petting your animal. Fleas that planted themselves in your rug or carpet after you let the animal in to visit. Fleas whom should have only one thing in their future-DEATH. I know. I am being overly dramatic, but, consider trying to rest after a long hard day at work. You kiss your spouse goodn
Sluts R Us..
Greetings Neighbors: Making friends on a social network can sometimes be most joyous thing, but, there is an abomination that exists lurking around like the stench of swine from a hog barn as you drive down the highway. As a man, I may never understand why that something good always comes with something bad. Just today I logged on to discover I had a friend request. I am always curious when someone picks me out over all the folks they could have contacted yet decide to look at me. As some of you who may have spoken with me, I am not a bad person to befriend but, I am not exactly 'Hollywood'. Well, 'Albertina D' wants me to be her friend, so, before I would decide anything, I'd go to peruse their profile. 'She' posted something on her profile about how sexy she is or how much we will enjoy viewing her naked body or something to that effect. Of course, she has listed a web link to get a better look at her goodies. Goodies, I personally, had no use for and I moved to immediately reject h
Her Feeling's A Song
i never thought the song she played and playedwould be a fav of minethe melody brings back memoriesand tears to my eyesi bought the song and made it my ownand i play it like she did when i'm alonewhen she was mine....listento the song she sings it maybe just for youshe maybe pouring her heart outwhen she's in love or doubtnot able to say anything to youyou might fightor be too proud to heartoo much she cannot get nearso listen to the songit tells her moodeven if you dont like the tunewhenever i want to talk about her nostalgicallyi dont have to say a thingi just turn it onremembering how sweet we were togetherand the times when things went wrongshe went to the roomor her car had it in the radioshe played it hoping i would knowthat she feels that wayso i wont let her goand never figured outuntil the song came onwhen she was suddenly gone.listento the song she sings it maybe just for youshe maybe pouring her heart outwhen she's in love or doubtnot able to say anything to youyou might fig
Fallen Soldier
If the red shirt thing is new to you, read below how it went for a man... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him.. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landin
The Mirroring World
We Are Like Nature Nature is a mirror, inspiring and teaching us, deepening our sense of belonging in the world. Wherever you look, you can see that our patterns and the patterns of the natural world are the same. You can find this resonance in every form, from molecules to plants and animals and to planets. We live our lives according to the same principles as the trees, the mountains, the clouds, and the birds. We begin our lives in the womb, folded in on ourselves like the bud of a flower. We can see our whole lives in the mirror of this natural form. When we emerge from the womb, we slowly begin our unfolding, just as the flower begins to open its petals. At its prime, the flower draws many insects to it and also the eyes of appreciative humans. When the flower’s petals begin to fade and its life cycle comes to an end, it ceases to hold itself upright and returns to the earth. Traditionally, we return to the earth, just as all plants and animals do. Like flowers, we leav
My Princess
My love, my heart, my soul is my gift to you Your smile, your love is the only reward I would want Precious, like a gem made by angels to shine forever Releasing the passion inside me that burns for you Intertwining our destinies, so that we two soul mates Now and forever, can live out our hopes and dreams Creating our own bond of life, to overcome the challenges Explore the mysteries, and to enjoy life as it should be Sharing the peace and love, that everyone looks for So in the end I want nothing, because I have everything I need
Like A Rose
My love for you is like a red, red rose, It started as a seed but it’s grown and grown. Its roots reach deep down inside of my chest, And it grows even more with each passing breath. The delicate petals lay beautiful and pure, All the doubts that I’ve had you have since cured. For all the thorns that this proud rose bears, They are all softened by the thought of your care. Soon the rose grows old and withers and dies, But the love that helped grow it will last for all time.
The Trip
He'd been looking forward to this day for some time now and he'd finally get to spend some well deserved time with his fiancee. He wanted to surprise her so he didn't tell her that he was coming. He booked his flight, got his passport, and took care of his medical requrements. The day came and he said goodbye to his family and told them he'd be back in a week and not to worry about him. His flight left and 20 hrs later he was the farthest he'd been from home and really excited. All he could think about was the look on her face, and he knew where she worked and so he went there first. He got there and inquired as to weather or not she was there and they said that she hadn't arrived just yet, but she'd be there shortly and then he made them promise not to say anything and they promised . So he goes and stands off to the side and waits for her. He waited a short bit and she finally came. He stopped himself because she was with another man but he didn't jump to conclusions untill he watche
Courting Cambria
Autumn eyes stare out at me, Silky locks of burnished brown, Poise, elegance and aristocracy, Statuesque, splendor, and magnificence, All words pale, All words fail, To bind the beautiful Cambria Beauty be not lonely, Virtue is her friend, Gentle, sweet, with wits abound, Her voice so sweet, has songbird sound, Yet the Lexicon pales, The language fails, To bespeak beguiling Cambria. I'd cross not mountains for her, I'd move them one by one. I'd walk not burning sands, Instead I'd seed her lands. Her world would fill with statues, And gardens at her feet. These things I say would happen, Each time we came to meet. She makes a man become a man, Makes him strive for more. She makes him wish for worthiness, Remake his very core. Thus I pay my homage, Poetic tribute not mere prose. I give to her this piece of me, And not some dying rose.
It's Been Years
It’s been years since we first met Since we looked into each other's eyes Not realizing that we were meant to be together It's been years since we shared our first laugh Our first smile Since we shared our first kiss I remember how strong your arms embraced me How soft you held me How warm and gentle you were I remember how passionate that first kiss was Now my heart is dancing Happy, knowing that it's been years It's been years since we first met And you're still here kissing me just the same You're still here holding me just the same What I felt for you is still the same It's been years And that feeling will never change
Your eyes, your smile. Your touch, your kiss. Your promise, your words. Our everlasting bliss.
You are my heart, my soul, my treasure, My today, my tomorrow, my forever, My everything!
Inside Of Me
If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how I long for you whenever we're apart If you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you how much you mean to me In all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear The sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much Knowing I can talk to you about any and everything and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring I could search the whole world over and this I know is true I would never find another love like the love I found with you Though with each new day, each sunrise we can't know what's in store there is one thing I know for sure each day I love you more So if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know I blessed I feel to have you here with me
In Love
The day you appeared I lost my heart To you, to love. And from that day I cannot part From you, from love. You hold me tight To you, to love. In my thoughts all day and night Of you, of love. I offer all that I have to give To you, to love. And all my days I want to live With you, in love.
Every Second Beat
If I had a thousand pages, I could never name them all, The reasons that I love you, For the list would be too tall. I love you for the melody, I hear within your voice. The way your blue eyes hold me, A captive, but by choice. I love you for your gentle hands, That melt away my pain. I love you for your loving heart, That made mine beat again. I love you for your loving smile, With which my old heart soars. These are some of the reasons, Every second beat is yours.
I Didnt Write This
Don't read without tissues because it will make you cry if you have a heart..Her hair was up in a pony tail,her favorite dress tied with a bow.Today was Daddy's Day at school,and she couldn't wait to go.But her mommy tried to tell her,that she probably should stay home.Why the kids might not understand,if she went to school alone.But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say.What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today.But still her mother worried,for her to face this day alone.And that was why once again,she tried to keep her daughter home.But the little girl went to schooleager to tell them all.About a dad she never sees;a dad who never calls.There were daddies along the wall in back,for everyone to meet.Children squirming impatiently,anxious in their seatsOne by one the teacher called a student from the class.To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed.At last the teacher called her name,every child turned to stare.Each of them was searching,for a man who wasn
A Soldiers Grace!
                               A Soldiers Grace........... I am a soldier, I fight for the free. But while I'm here who fights for me? It's the ones who stand next to me with the gun in their hands, It's the ones who lye motionless with their face in the sand. It's those who sit behind the bars of the enemy, It's the ones who spend years on their post at the sea. It's the ones who fly high up above in the clouds,
i dare not attempt to choose or tempt my fate, but merely choose the path i take cold and dark as day, or warm and bright as night, i cannot say for the path is not paved or foreseeable. one foot pass the other, till they no longer move, then i still refuse to rest unless the view entices me to stay a bit. when feet fail me, my heart will move my hands and knees till they become battered, bruised and bloodied. rest not on cozy bed, but a crooked rock, so as to remind me to not get comfortable. eat not until childrens bellies are full and rest well. someday they too may see such hard times, but not be while i still have breath. although i may not be able to step in front of all stones cast before them, i will take as many as i can. once i call you friend, it shall always be. even in a fit of rage you may turn your back on me, and make false accusations, yet, all i hope for is that you see what is real and true and that it hurt you not, but you gain the wisdom that such an event h
Get It Hot (or Cold)
Switching up the sensory experience during sex is as easy as hot and cold. Using the two temperatures wakes up nerve endings, boosts arousal, and might even trigger some feel-good endorphins in the brain. Surprising the body with new sensations during sex can be a novel experience. To turn up the heat, start with your breath. Breathe right onto his skin. The warm moisture of your breath will feel excellent on his more sensitive parts â€" his ear, neck, inner wrist, lower back, or anywhere around the genitals. Don't touch him just yet, but bring your lips oh-so-close to his skin, and use only your breath to stimulate him. When you do start to touch him, with your mouth or your fingers, a ready bowl of ice cubes and a cup of hot water can have endless direct-contact possibilities. Try putting the ice cube in your mouth, and then kiss him. Switch then to a sip of hot water and go right back to the same spot. The contrast will feel amazing! You can do the same with your hands â€" hold
Last Longer In Bed
There's a Hungarian proverb that says, 'Do not paint the devil on the wall, for it will appear,' " says Agnes Beregszászi, a sex columnist in Hungary. Translation: The area of the brain responsible for triggering orgasm is engaged whether you're trying to have one or halt one. The more attention you pay to your orgasm, the more likely it is to arrive. So concentrate on gauging your partner's response to each move instead��"did she "oooh" or "ehh"?��"until you find her sweet spot."Good sex is like driving to a faraway city," says Beregszászi. "You know your destination, but you need to concentrate on the road ahead of you��"turn left here, turn right there. If you focus on what's happening now��"her silky thighs on your hips, say��"you can diffuse your pleasure throughout your whole body."Oh, and she'll love it: "When my boyfriend slows down, I feel every bit of him," says Petra, a 30-year-old receptionist in Belgium.
Sex Without Intercourse
The art of fooling around is unfortunately lost for most of us after high school. Sometimes, though, instead of saying not tonight, honey, you can help your partner get the satisfaction he seeks by recalling those old moves. There are a range of alternate activities that can be the essence of compromise when he wants sex and you don't. Rather than the usual excuses (you're too tired or have your period), get a little creative. Just acting sexy as he self-stimulates can work. Or stroke his chest, snuggle up next to him, and run your hands through his hair. If there is a favorite bra or nightgown of yours he likes, throw it on, too. There are also many manual and oral techniques you can put to use. In fact, taking intercourse out of the equation can refresh your sexual repertoire completely. You may find yourself doing things you haven't done in years ��" and feeling young all over again!
Honey Napalm Deeelish!!!
I used to make mead. Srsly! It's a fun little hobby, easy once you get the hang of it, and is great for gift giving and artistry. Store-bought mead is very, very sketchy. Probably not for you Brit's though.Here's an "ad hoc" recipe for mead-like goodness in a pinch.- 2 quart cooking pan, stainless steel preferably- 1 stove- 3 lbs. honey (I guess that's about 1.5 kg of honey)- 2 to 3 cups of scotch or whiskeyRoughly, 1 part whiskey to 3 parts honey. Obviously I like a little more scotch than that...Pour in the scotch and honey. Put on a low heat, above 185 degrees F (85 degrees C) but below boiling. Wait about 20 minutes and stir it occasionally.The heating is something you MUST pay attention to. This is primarily for two reasons:1) If you boil honey for too long you'll change the "flavor" of it. Honey is a delicate flavor. It can get a slightly burnt taste to it even though it remains liquid.2) As I found out today, do NOT boil honey and scotch. Just don't do it. Especially do not cove
I Believe
I Believe that Everything Happens for a Reason. People Change So that You Can Learn to Let Go, Things Go Wrong so that You can Appreciate Them When They are Right, You Believe Lies So You Eventually Learn To Trust No One But Yourself, and Sometime Good Things Fall Apart so Better Things Can Fall Together.
Sleeve Work
I am going to be having more of my sleeve done after 1.5 years of money troubles, hard times, other bullshit that has crippled me from getting stabbed.  As of April 25th at 7:30pm I will be getting more work done on my sleeve and pics will be posted on Sunday at the latest.   Be sure to be checking for that because I want everyones opinions.
Does He Even Exist?
Being single isnt easy, but I guess it's still from my pickiness.I have met quite a few people on here and it has been a joke just about every time. So I m posting this blog entry to prevent myself and anyone else from a broken heart so be for real. I am looking for someone who is very attractive, handsome,goodlooking, has a beautiful smile, has a nice cock( bigger the better), isnt jealous, wants a gf eventually, loves to eat pussy (i return the favor if your worthy), Please no old fat guys bother sending me a request, because your wasting your time. If your a soldier and want a girl i already have potentials so feel free to try, hopefully you live close by so we can hook up sometime.U must have a sense of humor so don't bother if your uptight and have a corn cob up your ass. I'm too happy of a person to be drug down by someone who is lame. I love to travel so hit me up if you want to make a weekend out of it. I love to get away. Please no stalkers! Just be yourself and i will to. The
Im Tired Of It
A Friend: I luv ya to death Kyle, but you need to realize that she's not worth your timeKyle: n who is?Kyle: the girl that keeps shutting me outKyle: to tell me oh she loves me but shes with another guyKyle: or the other girl ur a great guy A Freind: I don't know babe, but the one you're with that's treating you like shit isn't Kyle: and i loved u but we are friends nowKyle: if thats ok but everytime u think of me kyle ur heart will rip into twoKyle: or the girl i love u but i wont pay attention to uKyle: or support u Kyle: or the girl ohhh ur nice but ohh hes hot and will beat the shit outta me and likes to drink and smokeKyle: and ill go date himKyle: or the girl well hes in the military and well i may never see him in another 1 year to etc ill still love u but yahKyle: again ill say itKyle: FUCK LIFE!
Saying Goodbye To Mother
SAYING GOODBYE TO MOTHER......     You don't have to own a cat to appreciate this one! You don't even have    to like 'em!       We were dressed and ready to go out for the New Years Eve Party. We    turned on a night light, turned the answering machine on, covered our    pet parakeet and put the cat in the backyard. We phoned the local cab    company and requested a taxi. The taxi arrived and we opened the front    door to leave the house. The cat we put out in the back yard, scoots    back into the front door.    We didn't want the cat shut in the house because she always tries to eat    the bird. My wife goes out to the taxi, while I went inside to get the    cat. The cat runs upstairs, with me in hot pursuit. Waiting in the cab,    my wife doesn't want the driver to know that the house will be empty for    the night. So, she explains to the taxi driver that I will be out soon,    'He's just going upstairs to say Goodbye to my mother.'       A few minutes later, I get in
The Game Of Life... Yah W/e
Congrats you won! You tore my heart up and ripped int into a bunch of tiny pieces. Did ya think this was a game... Heres the Intructions to play 1. Get a guy to Love me 2. Wish for everyhting with him. 3 Last and Final step to Win: Tear his heart out spit shit on it anything you want on it then rip it up into tiny irrepairable pieces. Again Congrats it looks like you succeeded and won this game!! Hope that you are happy now.. Now that everything that I felt like means nothing to you but I guess that was the original intention of your little game. Well played, indeed I never even saw it coming. It blindsided me like the Nazis to France. I am more than tired now and completely fed up I wish for once I could feel happy and accepted. Instead of some pice of shit taht needs to get flushed down the drain. I dont need your pity or worry Ill take care of me. Shit ive been doing that to myself for the last 23 years now. Go on and save the change for someone else I really dont need to fee
I Support Indoor Prostitution
Okay....So, I'm just comming straight out with it, no ties, no BS. Yes I do and I think there are many reasons why it should be legal, not looked badly upon, and definitely embraced by the American people. Number one it's not your body. So, who are you to sit there and nod your head and agree that someone shouldn't have the right to sell themselves when there are bitches getting paid to do porn flicks?? Why, when the only difference is that one girl is on film, being merchandised, or better yet PIMPED out of her money, while the other girl behind closed doors gets full-pay with no splits if she's smart about her business. Number two....Who are you to tell them they are immorally wrong, isn't that a biased opinion?? If we are all free, they why do we make a opinion a law  now?? this is why, because they cannot tax it and they get mad when a little young hottie such as myself makes dividends based on looks alone...But hell,  why don't you senators legalize it so we can have our priva
Streetllight Manisfesto- Watch It Crash
This song is pretty incredible. It's about the anonymity of war. Don't get me wrong, i believe we should fight for what we have and for what we believe in, but war itself is an ugly business, which is what this song is mostly about. I think these guys hit it on the nose. "Last night i woke alone with a whisper in my ear Recanting all my aspirations and my fears And when the sun came up that voice had disappeared But it would linger on for years It said "We can't just blame it on our mothers, Claim everything they did was always wrong" And there ain't no turning back when our train is off its track And there's nothing we can do but watch it crash (watch it crash) And there ain't no right or wrong when we know it won't be long And there's nothing we can do but watch it crash So mercy, mercy, mercy me Praying for the death of a man i'll never meet Though everyone will know the truth they'll still just make believe Mercy, mercy me That's all they came for, that's all
So the last couple months i have gotten really bored with the site... same ol thing begging and pleading for ppl to rate or anything... People always want the help but MOST arent willing to return the favor.. I know its all about points, and such and if you dont have autos running now or a Bomb ppl dont even look twice at you. I remember when i first started onthis site, ppl actually rated each other to help out. Or if you had/have blings ppl would actually trade with you or whatever... Ahhh life before Auto 11's!!! There are over usually an average of about 50k ppl on here at any given time...and the funny thing is.. ITS ALWAYS the same ppl srolling by the top of the screen.. ALLLLL day long.  Always the same ppl getting help.  What is the secret to getting the rates? or just ppl to come by and send a comment to say hi every once in a while? Well i guess im done with my rant lol... Comment if you'd like... oh wait thats even if anyone looks at this lol Have a good night! ~Nae
The Proving Ground...come Join Us!!!
The Proving Ground!!!
Escort Duty
Current mood:tears in my eyes: I just wanted to get the day over with and go down to Smokey's. Sneaking a look at my watch, I saw the time, 1655. Five minutes to go before the cemetery gates are closed for the day. Full dress was hot in the August sun. Oklahoma summertime was as bad as ever--the heat and humidity at the same level--both too high. I saw the car pull into the drive, '69 or '70 model Cadillac Deville, looked factory-new. It pulled into the parking lot at a snail's pace. An old woman got out so slow I thought she was paralyzed; she had a cane and a sheaf of flowers--about four or five bunches as best I could tell. I couldn't help myself. The thought came unwanted, and left a slightly bitter taste: 'She's going to spend an hour, and for this old soldier, my hip hurts like hell and I'm ready to get out of here right now!' But for this day, my duty was to assist anyone coming in. Kevin would lock the 'In' gate and if I could hurry the old biddy along, we might make it to Smo
A Lil Somethiing From My Heart
This is a little something I wrote one night shortly after my father passed. DARKNESS It's dark outside The rain is pounding down I should probably hide The pain is building inside I wonder why you lied Was it to save your pride I look around But I am all alone Darkness is all around I am the only one home No noises to be heard No motion where you once stood I know you are around Just not for me to see I know you are watching me But from where I am unsure The pain is building For I need you here To comfort me, to hold me To tell me it will be all right Without you by my side I have no one to turn to No one to confide For you were the one I could always turn to Even when it meant that I cried You always gave me your shoulder Even when we both grew older Now you are not here The pain is becoming extreme I know that where ever you are It is bright and sunny Isn't that funny It's dark outside I am dark and empty inside Without you here Please let me know That you are some where
Just Who I Am
some time life seems to drain you of everthing even of your pride.we all make sacefices for thows we love and althow some are greater than others we as people try to put are to cheep cents in for some reason or a nother im tierd of two faced punkass bitches who like to start shit when its not there life to live so im hear to start anew friends list and to just injoy life with out some of my old friends who tured out not to be. im a funny guy i have kids and im still young soo what of it. i speak my mind and dont hold anything back. call me a ass if you want too but lifes too short for second chances and games live life to the fullest take what you can give nothing back.....
Conversation With A Fool On Fubar
unknownapx: ya now fuck ur self........ Ur wife is getting fucked........ ->unknownapx: what nothing to say? what you thought maybe my wife would hide it from me? can't read english? what is it? live to close to pakistan and can't tell a cow from a camel? well neither can most of you dot heads. unknownapx: Go to hell Have I talked wid u???? U r just stranger..... I m gonna fuck ur wife....... ->unknownapx: Hey ya lil turban wearin pig fucker, My Name is Lazarus I am Seven blackthornes Real Life husband and I do not appreciate you telling my WIFE that you want to fuck her.
Another Downrater
got a whole bunch today :(
Rules For The Non-military
Rules for the Non-Military;   Make sure you read # 13   *Dear Civilians, 'We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military.  For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance:* 1. The next time you see any adults talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem - kick their rear.   2. When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest - kick their rear.3. Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second.     Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great.. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their rear!   4. (GUYS) If you were never in the milit
Never Let Your Guard Down...originally Posted On Myyearbook In Feb 2009
Top Ten Reasons Why You Should Never Fall In Love On Line10. Because the day he finally told you he loved you and wanted to marry you...You had already given up and found someone else...And it left you so broken you cried for two days after...and he didn't say I told you so when that someone else turned out to be the biggest player you've ever met...9. Because you've tried to find someone else...when you know you've lost him...and no one can compare with him...or erase his memory from your mind...8. Because you don't answer when he calls on purpose just so he has to leave a voice mail...and you listen to those six words "Its Me. Call me back. Bye" over and over whenever you need to hear his voice...7. Because you login to your online accts over and over just to see if you have any new messages...and when you do your heart jumps cuz they might be from him...6. Because your heart beats even faster when those messages are from him or you see his sweet face in your inbox...5. Because your
How The Hell Do You Deal With Putting Your Past In A Box???
Originally Posted On Tagged 3/25/2009 Have you ever had to pack up a portion of your life...and watch it walk out the door?? I really thought this wouldn't bother me that much...After all...he hasn't slept here in wow...over 3 months...and even then he slept in the bed and I slept on the couch... But why is it hurting so much...Putting all his shit in boxes...having to look at the accumalation of 16 yrs of living together...And finding condoms in a dresser drawer of his when your tubes have been tied for almost 13 yrs??? Yeah...he wasn't cheating right??? Oh well...guess it doesn't really matter now does it??? The idea that this room will be mine...That I can do as I please and not answer to him...It is leaving me at loose ends...Not knowing which direction to go next...Knowing there is that one person that I want to try to have a relationship with...Being scared to death of even considering another man after this many years... How the hell do people move on to a new relationship w
Originally posted on Tagged Apr 14, 2009, 10:49 am Yesterday some dude tells me my profile needs revamped becuz it is a pathetic desperate appeal to the world...Hmph! I call a married guy who gets pissed off becuz you send him a friend invite more desperate than I'll ever be...Simply becuz if he's married while the hell is he on a site full of single women??? LOL So to all you men out there...I'm about as desperate as any woman can get...Desperate to find a real man that ain't afraid to talk to a woman as a friend...And one that doesn't think that the only reason a woman makes a profile on line is cuz she's looking for some "action"... And ah...btw...Have a great day all!  Peace and Hugs.... Me
Do You Know....
Originally posted on Tagged Apr 14, 2009, 9:21 pm what it feels like to be lied to over and over again? to have men going out of their way to be as rude and disgusting as they can? when they don't even know you? well try having someone be totally nice to you...give you false hope...make you think that they might be different...only to find out after you've made a fool of yourself that they're just the same as every other one.... it makes me sick to realize that i have four daughters who are going to have to deal with the same shit as i have...and it makes me want to cry to think that my sweet son...who is the joy of my life may grow up to be just like the jerks i deal with on this site and others on a daily basis.... why the hell do people have to treat other people this way? is it any wonder that no one gives a damn anymore about whether they live or die?  what the hell would they be missing anyway?  a world full of pain...hate...misery good intentions...users.. .lia
For Those Of You...
Originally posted on Tagged Apr 14, 2009, 11:52 pm who have taken the time to get to know me before you attack me...Thank you! Your friendship is important to me...And I do the best I can to let you know that... And for those of you who are bent on judging me for what you read on my profile...Or the bulletins I post...Or the tags or coments I send... Let this serve as a notice to you... From now on I am not even responding to your rudeness...crudeness ...or plain out stupidity...I'm just blocking you and have done with it! Have a wonderful nite my freinds...Thanks to a few mine is shot to shit! Good Night! Janette
Love And Drugs Don't Mix....
So, I was working at one of the local jails March of 2008, and was meeting some very interesting people.  But, as with any situation one in particular caught my attention.  He was extremely out of place in the facility.  He was clean, well spoken, polite, and extremely intelligent.  On several occasions when I wasn't having a great day, no matter how hard I tried to mask it; he would call me out on it.  It became almost therapuetic talking to him.  When it came about I was going to have to leave that job I was heartbroken and scared.  Yes I was terribly upset about leaving my job.  I loved it.  But, I was more scared because I had come attached to this fine man.  I came to know Robert as an extremely kind, careing, loving, intelligent, and beautiful man.  We worked out a system to write so that it would not cause problems. About two weeks after I left I wrote the first letter.  I was extremely shocked to quickly receive one back. From then on it seemed as if each of us was flooding eac
Good Advise??
Don't close yourself off from the rest of the world.  If you find someone who can make you understand a little more, laugh every now and then, give you a new experience, then never feel guilty. You'll just have more to give back to those who are closest to you. Sounds like good advise......maybe I should try more to follow it myself.
Att: Hotties
I am pretty sick today so I need you all to hold down the fort for me. I have tonsilitis and an Ear Infection so I need to rest as much as I can. I will be on every now and then if you need me hit me up on yahoo
Calling Out To My Friends
 Calling out to all my friend's , fam, and fan's, I sit here most the time all day helping out loads of people weather it be in there auto's or there just asking for help. if u please could could we please help me out on leveling once more. If u have an auto that u r willing to sell hit me up lets talk i am willing to buy butt 1 thing i am asking for is that my friend's please stop by and show me load's of luv. seem's like this is takeing for ever with me leveling sooooooo please help me out. all luv will be returned. Thank's alot luv Tania
Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.Friends are like balloons: once you let them go, you can't get them back.So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you
There is a fly, flying above the water..There is a fish watching the fly, fly above the water.. and he says to himself " if that fly drops just 6 inches I will be able to catch it and have myself a good dinner"There is a Cat watching the fish..watching the fly, fly above the water and he says to himself "if that fly drops just 6 inches .. the fish will be able to catch the fly.. I'll be able to catch the fish and have myself a good dinner.."There a bear watching the cat.. watching the fish watching the fly, fly about the water and he says to himself "if that fly drops 6 inches The fish will be able to catch the fly.. the cat will be able to catch the fish I'll be able to take the fish and have myself a good dinner!"There's a man watching the bear watching the cat watching the fish watching the fly fly above the water and he says to himself "If that fly drops 6 inches the fish will be able to catch the fly.. the cat will be able to catch the fish.. the bear will be able to take the fish
I Love This
Libra  -  Lovescope Weekly HoroscopePay close attention to your dreams this week, Libra. In fact, you'll be visited, so keep a journal next to your bed and write down any archetypal imagery that floods your mind during the night. The Universe is preparing you for someone who is about to enter your love life. Dream symbolism may give you some insight into this person and his or her intent with you.
Happy 420!!
Happy  420!!! (I don't smoke pot, that's just my credit score)
Living In The Light
Living in the Light1 JOHN 1 5 This is the message we heard from Jesus* and now declare to you: God is light, and there is no darkness in him at all.6 So we are lying if we say we have fellowship with God but go on living in spiritual darkness; we are not practicing the truth.7 But if we are living in the light, as God is in the light, then we have fellowship with each other, and the blood of Jesus, his Son, cleanses us from all sin.  8 If we claim we have no sin, we are only fooling ourselves and not living in the truth.9 But if we confess our sins to him, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all wickedness.10 If we claim we have not sinned, we are calling God a liar and showing that his word has no place in our hearts.
i am willing to pay 5million fubux, will rate all pix 100 pix will be rated 11 and i will rate all stash's for a auto 11 bling pm or sb me
Stop Marking Pictures
The last time I checked, you had to be 18 or older to join this site. The last time I checked, if you are at work, you should be working, not browsing the damn internet. People who spend all day browsing the web instead of working end up ruining it for those that barely do it. Having said all that, here's my rant... I have a problem with people on this site marking pictures or videos or this that and the other NSFW. Bottom line: YOU SHOULDNT BE ON HERE AT WORK!!!!!!!!!!! I could respect it if you were saying that this should be marked adult content. I could respect it if you are saying that this shouldnt be easily viewed. Again, no problem with that. However, you are at work, who the hell cares whether its safe or not because you SHOULDNT BE VIEWING IT!!!!!!! Disagree with me or agree with me, bottom line is that you go to work to work, not play on Fubar. I've seen thousands of pictures marked NSFW that werent even nude, let alone sexual in content. Some were simply bikinis or cleav
Heat In The Night
he gently wraps his arms around me gently breathing on mehe begins to remove my topbut also with gentle kisseshis hand moves down the side off my armhe then moves in closer into mewanting to make me feel goodhe then brings his one hand down tomy ass and just with his finger tipsrubs againts my skin,he begins to get a little ruffand it begins to get a little moreintenceeach minute he presses againts meputting my hands againts the wallbiteing me just hard enough to feel good we begin to bump each otherthe blood in r vains move fastermy breathing is so deep and heavyhe takes both hands and puts them on mybreastpushing in to me before he entershe kisses all the way down my backlicks and nibbles all the way downto my....he gently plays and nibbles and looks up at meseeing my face with such intence and sweat comeing downhearing me moan places his hands on to my belly and down my legsstimulateing every sexual nerve, he picksme up from my legs and gently puts me on thebed pushing harder on to
Trade Off!
New Auction
    be back in two days.... see ya then   an old song....
Lost And Drowning....
I have thought about my life lately,thinking of what i want to do with the love i have in my heart I have come to realize that meeting, and falling in love with you is the best thing that has ever happened to me. My love for you is beyond words, beyond anything I could have ever imagined. I am content with our life, what it will hold, the exciting things we have ahead of us, to experience together, as a couple. I am ready for all that our future holds for us, the good and bad, we will get thru it all together. We had withstood the test of time, the test of a long distance relationship, and have suceeded thus far. If we can overcome these tough issues, then any and every thing is possible for us. I am ready to face this future of ours, this wonderful future that we have ahead...together.**I wrote the above on 4-3-09**4-19-09Well since writing this some things have changed, and we are faced with a situation of my creation. I am very regretful for what I did...I am filled with more remors
23rd Wedding Anniversary On April 19
We had our anniversary on April 19th and drove down to the Oregon Coast to our favorite little coastal community of Florence.  If you check my "stash" you can find some video and some pics that were taken yesterday during our stay.
Criss Angel-"mindfreak", Feat. Klayton Of Celldweller
*shattered Glass*
If I could think like you do, If I could speak like you do, If their ears would listen, If their minds could understand...   But I am the broken woman, The Queen with the shattered-glass hands, Our dreams die every day, And loves fade away...   Sometimes I just wonder, How did all go asunder? What criminal lied, what hero died? And maybe I could change it all, But my mind's too big, For a world so small, I rise, But you pull me down...   For I am the broken woman, The Queen with the shattered-glass hands... Our dreams die every day, Our loves fade away, And the truth and lies become grey...   I just wish it would all go away.
*twelfth Hour*
It is written, every man is born into sin, But with each birth, a new life begins, With this life comes a light, That illuminates the world so bright.   As the child grows, the light begins to fade, Dimmer and dimmer as it becomes a shade, The child becomes a man, the man has grown old, The light goes out in the old man, making him cold.   Now time winds down to an end, While trying to search for the light again, Pray to God and ask Him to give you the power, To walk back into the light... before the twelfth hour.
13k To Level
reddolphin1969@ fubar
I took this lil test and this is what my answer was, what should you parents named you~ BrookeYou are very self-conscious, but you are beautiful. You worry about what other people think about you yet you are all they think about. You are very caring and sweet, but you can be aggressive.
So Near Yet So Far
You are my hope you are my inspiration you make me hold on when i feel like letting go you came into my life when i no longer cared but then you made me see the person i could be you have saved my life you have made me strong you are the person i have waited for this long you are so brave you make me proud I'm so happy now you have gave me a life i wish i could be there to know you really care i know you'd keep me safe i know you'd be my cure i would feel so free i could be the real me we are so far apart the distance is killing me i cant feel you close i fear you will go so I'm writing this cuz i need you to know my dream is to be with you to see your smile for real to know that all this pain i no longer need to feel dreams don't come true they stay in my head but without my angel i know I'd be dead
Dj Slon - Boy S Tenyu (shadow Fighting)
whats also playin in my car :)
The Hero
our dog merv saved our two kids from two bad pits [ not all pits are bad ] but thease two went after my kids in my yard merv got in between them . he got quite mest up but he saved our kids .merv is the greatest pet ever
Get It Straight!!!
I finally know how to say what i feel... Do I care what you think? LOL NO!!!! I dont... Do you care how I feel?? LOL again NO!!! Whats left to be said?? Im not the person you thought I was.. Im sick ... SICK of Being ignored.. Sick of being walked over!!! this goes for every one!!! Dont under estimate me!!! you dont know me and what I am capable of.. Do you throw the word Love around like a toy?? lol Peace betches!!!
Scammer Alert --- Ck It Out And Pass On The Word
~~Sexy Mom ~~ 2nd Alarm Hottie **R/L Engaged To $$*DragonKing*$$**@ fubarShe is offering to trade auto 11's for a bling pack.. After you send her the 11.. she blocks you... Watch out for her.She also offers to buy bling packs in trade for fubucks.....dont send her or her #1 anything!! They will scam you like they scammed me and many other people on the Fu![[[ The same slag has just ripped off a friend of mine, same scam.. so please repost... her #1, whos also her real life 'boyfriend' (if its even 2 ppl), is also doing it, to women, while she scams guys..... hugs ...`]{at` PLEASE REPOST!!]]]***********UPDATE - SHE'S CHANGED HER NAME TO SPARKLING ANGEL(repost of original by 'Viχεή ßεℓℓα ღ [[ƒ*m*ƒ]]' on '2009-04-18 01:03:13')(repost of original by ' ☠TØTÅLChÅا69☠ ..l./ Øwnër ؃ Grëën ÐØØr *FHSG*Owned by ♡ sugarNspice ♡' on '2009-04-18 01:19:59')(repost of original by '☠ISLåИÐGIЯL
photobucket is the greatest thing since sliced bread
Friends That Dont' Really Understand
Are You Kidding?!
dleal18 and ♥Lovely♥ become friends! · reverend richie... and ♫ѕυℓтяу1♫ become friends! really now? Do I REALLY need to know when people become friends now? No seriously, who the fvck thought this was a good idea?? /facepalm
you lost
 I have regreted this since the day my little boy was born . The fact of knowing that my pride & joy would grow up & leave the nest . I'm kind of depressed right now , my only son turns 17 , on Thurdays . Soon my baby will be going off to College , & I hate the thought of that . Yes I will still have 3 other kids at home , but it's not the same . See my son is my first born & my only son , & I have always had a special bond with him . To this day he still tells me he loves me , hugs me before he goes to bed , calls to let me know he made it to his friends house alright ,& asks for permission before he goes anywhere .   I have been wondering that when he goes off to College if he will call just to say I Love You Mom , or if he's going to come home on the weekends . I can't imagine my life without my son in it , & hate the thought of him growing up . It's really depressing not knowing if he will still be my little boy . All I have ever asked of him was to do good in school & stay out of
Come On Friday
Hey everyone. There is a Luah @ Kroc's this Friday. Good TX Country too. Drink specials to help you wind down... See ya there. message me if u need more info   21 AND UP ONLY
For The People That Want To Be My Friend..
i might be old fashion but its wrong to have any kind of sex talk to women that your not married to.. so if i dont call women sexy or hot that because im married and i hope that you will understand.... i am only looking for people to talk to online nothing more .........and thank you for being my friend......
~admiring Best Friend!~
You are the best My best friendA soul to my heartThat is wonderfulFilled with graceI am glad I met youYou are the sweetestI admire your soulA great caring manA heart like yoursCan capture any womansI admire you By the care you give meThe heart that you haveA soul of you Is a charming Way of you That I seeMy admiring best friend Written by: Amber M. Kestner I wrote it to all my good friends on here and for Blue Room Flirt! All my friends rock you guys have been here for me an I apperciate it alot.
Subservient ?(-:
  He gets so pyst if you ask him to do push ups!!! hehehehe((-: P.S.- You laughin' at me J? *grinzzzz
[as Defined By...]
I looked up fullfilment today I dunno why, some kinda existential self actualizing exercise I guess. It didn't really lead to anything. I'm still just as bored, just as directionless. I wish I could say something ending in "and I could reflect on this for the rest of the week" but I can't. My ideas are goin nowhere fast right now, my projects are spinning wheels. I just wanna cook. I wanna cook amazing delicious dishes. Then I want to wave a magic wand and have my comic done, and have enough money for my video game. I dunno what I want anymore, I'm not sure if I ever did, people said I was trying to think too far- but how can I justify the work without a prize in sight? Where's the carrot at the end of the stick?What do I need to trick myself into needing? I'm just not material enough to work very hard at something predictabley money-making. I don't want acknowledgement for my cooking, I want it for my stories. I think I learned to cook... to eat >> weird huh? I told stories beca
The Way I Feel At Times..
I feel this way at real life and on here.  I just give up. Why even bother having friends? I get bitched at on here..if I am not talking to just that one person.  So, if I am to devote my attn to only one on here..why bother having friends?
Slim Pickins....: |
I am truly convinced that a lot of women in Indiana are crazy, manic depressive, or mildly retarded. They always complain about needing help, or having to do so much on their own, but when you help, they're not appreciative of it, or even snap at you for it. All because they want to keep this false illusion of independence going. And if that's not enough, God forbid you give them a sincere compliment about their physical appearance. Better sit down, because they're about to talk your ear off about how ugly, fat, flabby, bumpy, hairy, pale, blotchy, or illbuilt they are. Yes, no one is perfect. But just once in a while, can you let someone compliment you and leave it at that? I don't wanna have to scan your body with a magnifying glass to find something that ain't that glaring to the public, but seems to scream out at you every time you hop out of the shower. And for fuck's sake, STOP IT WITH THE EX'S!!!! Yes, I know you're unlucky at love, but haven't you ever thought that the reason
April 20, 2009 Every Nation: Turn Excuses Into Creative Thinking by Rick Warren In our Devotionals series, Pastor Rick Warren discusses the Bible passages that inspire him the most. Today's Devotional is based on this passage: "The Lord replied, 'Don't say, 'I'm too young,' for you must go wherever I send you and say whatever I tell you'" (Jeremiah 1:7 NLT). Here are some common excuses for not fulfilling your commission:• "I only speak English." This is actually an advantage in many countries where millions of people want to learn English and are eager to practice it.• "I don't have anything to offer." Yes, you do! Every ability and experience in your SHAPE can be used somewhere.• "I'm too old or too young." Most mission agencies have age-appropriate short-term projects.Whether it was Sarah claiming she was too old to be used by God
April 21st 2009/online Respect
doesnt seem that there is much computer dating or gaming respect tween people...since they know they cant be attacked physically they can be attacked emotionally and just hurt the same. I reafd somewhere online and even the news had it some girl was treated disrespectfully and was taunted till she killed herself now iam not that kind of person but my feelings usually are verysensitive when im pissed off, and angry about something, so i try and vent it off.....sometimes it does and some times it doesnt.....i can be hurt big time..and at times these people think i dont feel that ican laugh it off. i wont try and "kill" myself like some will that they get that depressed, but pissin me off and getting verbal is one thing ican do. and have done it..for what its worth? nada lol. so im here venting away on my or not im just venting and pondering  abouty leavin someplace or just not show up for any sessions
I Believe...
I BELIEVE...    Current mood:  contentI believe there is sweetness where theres nothing but sour bitternessI believe happiness is best achieved through unconsciousnessI believe in counting minutes backwards  towards the hour because time is not foreverI believe sexy is a naked man standing erect in a heated shower not noticing my stare I believe love to be a bandit who robbed my 3rd eye blindI believe ignorant bliss is closing your eyes and taking a piss while sitting in the midst of your own aromatic shit, and enjoying itI believe a fist can be a loving relationship between your lips and my fingertips, or sometimes your anusI believe true love is when sweat drips from my chest down to the nest where I lay my eggs that rest with all intents of one day being blessed with the process of procreation...I believe sex to be a mutual dance of two dead souls reuniting in the flesh where they awaken refreshed from death to find happiness... sacred bliss, synergistic nothingness captures my insi
Plenty people throughout my life told me that perfection don't exist....but from my point of view, they haven't kissed your lips.....Held your hand Or touched your skin......It's obvious they never looked into your eyes and saw the ocean deep and wide......Or seen the clearest skies, lost their breath and damn near died, from their hearts skippin beats.....They must have never felt your touch...It's crystal clear to me that your smile has never lit their life.....They must be out their minds.....Cuz I seen perfection with my eyes...Seen my reflection deep inside......
Never Imagined
I've seen majestic mountains tipped in snow....Jellyfish in the water glow, as they passed me by......I've seen my daughters birth....I've lived and learned lifes worth...I've seen the best and seen the worst......I've come in last but always first......I've even tried so hard to forget you that I cried.....I've felt the softest touch.....Been on top and I got crushed.....But I never dreamed I'd live without you in my life......
Ski Instructor
As a ski instructor, I sometimes tease my little pupils. Once I told seven year old Luke that if my skis were faster than his, it was because I'd waxed them with butter. The next morning his grandmother came to class with him. She took me aside and said, "We had no butter left for breakfast. Luke had spread it all over his skis, claiming that it was the proper way to wax them. I think you should tell the children that instead of listening to nonsense from other beginners, they should only take advice from their teacher."
Wet Teeshirt
Dinos Bar & GrillWet T-ShirtContestApril 24 @ 9pmRules                                                                    1. White T-Shirt with Dino's on it(be creative)                                        2.You Will get 1 Song a piece to win the judges over                            3.No Bra and No Skin during Contest                                                     Requierments for viewers1.1,000 fubuck Door Fee Prior to contest(5min to pay during, if not recieved-Eject)1b. Contest door fee collected by DJ ICE2.Must Rate and Fan all Contestants3. NO WARNING for VULGER comment(Immediate EJECT with NO REFUND) judges criteria 1.creativity 2.overall look and style 3 song choice/performance prizes. 1st- win one month vip 2nd.60% take 3rd-40%take  
Ego On Air
Hes Cocky, He is the man, the myth the legend that is Dj EgoTrip!! Come Rock out in Devils Rejects if you Dare!!!
Not Closing
To All My Friends and Fu Family,    I am writing this blog to let everyone know that Roughstock owned by CB is still one of the best country bars on the fu. It is not closing nor is there any intention by CB to close it. Due to a staff issue that went bad rumors have been started. This is to let everyone know the truth. Please shoe CB your support and love by taking time to go into roughstock and spending time and buy him and his staff a drink. Thanks Your Sinful Friend Suzy
A Poets Life
we are a dying breed society has no use for us we bring no money we bring no offering of what society feels they need all we offer is our passion , soul, and heart our gift is simply us a poets life is filled with passion for life and love but they are not loved they are alone no one loves a poet they love a poets work but never the holder of the words i could write for days and never tire i can pour more passion and life into a word then most but to just feel that love and passion returned is something i know i will never have does sorrow fill me no does anger touch me no do i regret my gift no i know what i am and i cannot change me i am either accepted as such or treated as less then human my love for others is undying i will never stop caring
Goign Through My Friends List
Ditched all but the local folks, which even those I don't talk to. Dropping it down more later. Drop a line if you care to stay on.
475 Ez Rate Ecards 4/17 Wkd. Giveaway! ***entries Posted*** Winners To Come...
RATEATHON GIVEAWAYS There are 6 Different Rateaton Giveaways 1 Mil Fubux GiveAway & 3 - 100k Consolation Prizes 475 EZ Rate ECards =65k + Entry into Giveaway  
Spoiled By Me 4/21
  Its a Spicy style spoiling and Pimp out!!! Each day I am going to select 2-3 fu-members who really stick out to me and bust their butts helping me out to spoil rotten and pimp out. All day long I will be rating their pics, stash, keeping them drunk, leaving comments and pimping them out the spicy way. They will be in my bulletin and blogs as well as i will be sending their link around to my friends. If you would like to be next, here is what you have to do: 1. Make sure you get noticed by me. Don't be a stranger stop by and say hello make sure that you have put forth an effort to help out. One hand washes the other :) 2. You must have gone to the peoples pages that I pimped out the day of or day before and rated, fanned,added and rated a good bit of their pics. I will be checking with them 3. Don't whine. If I don't pimp you out the next day it doesn't mean I won't on future pimp outs. However if you whine or complain you will not be pimped!!! So with that being said
  Maybe ... we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.Maybe ... when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us.Maybe ... it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives.Maybe ... the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.Maybe ... the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures, and heartaches.Maybe ... you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the t
Tomorrow Is Going To Suck...
It seemed like I had so much time before I had to do this. But like eveything beore I knew it, it was here. Gettign my teeth ripped out tomorrow. I only get local anestetic. All of them, eh. I just hope the pain meds are rockin.
My candle burns at both ends; It will not last the night; But ah, my foes, and oh, my friends It gives a lovely light!   ESVM
People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain Rhino
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I Don't Get It
I have been talking to my ex from HS on facebook and he's In Iraq. Well I was talking to him just now, and a rocket hit his base, And he acted like nothing. I on the other hand started shaking And he was scting like it was nothing. Apearently this happens offten.. I couldn't Imagin being a military wife/girlfriend, Now he went on patrol to make sure everything is ok. He knows my situation so He knows If I get on at night he can't IM me even thou he's on my friends. I'm so not ready for a friendship with a military guy, He get's leave in Sept and he's coming back to Philly But still He's right in the mix of shit out there :( He was my 1st boyfrined so nothing ever happenend between us and were strickly friends so get your minds out the gutter.
I Dont Get It
I Dont get it! What do you expect to find here. Some pearl of wisdom or just something to kill time.
Grow Up
Do you ever get that feeling that the only reason your here is to help others with there problems. All the things you go through in life you were supposed to go through them to help you through your life later on to make easier. So why does it seem like it is only to help other with it. We are all here for our own reasons, so what mine to go through an ass of fucked up shit to help other people so there life is easier. Well fuck that shit man. But on the other hand does make since because of the perftion I want to do, but that has to deal with children, I fucking hate adults that  cant deal with there own problems. Grew the fuck up already. Get over it shit fucking happens move on. Whats the point in living in hell for the happieness of others. The only time you should make your life hell over someone elses shit is when it is your kids. Also if you do have kids they see the hell you dont want them to know no matter how much you want them not to they now. Never under estemate your kids.
Don't Know Why I Didn't Come
Don't Know Why I Didn't Come Norah "Just moi" Jones I waited 'til I saw the sun I don't know why I didn't come I left you by the house of fun I don't know why I didn't come I don't know why I didn't come When I saw the break of day I wished that I could fly away Instead of kneeling in the sand Catching teardrops in my hand My heart is drenched in wine But you'll be on my mind Forever Out across the endless sea I would die in ecstasy But I'll be a bag of bones Driving down the road alone My heart is drenched in wine But you'll be on my mind Forever Something has to make you run I don't know why I didn't come I feel as empty as a drum I don't know why I didn't come I don't know why I didn't come
the term forever seems to be a stretch of ones wants. when in reality nothing can last forever...unless your onea them bible thumping people who think there is eternity and heaven and hell which seems to be the trend these days But in reality i dont see forever actually happening cause who can tell you what really happens after you die? no one. and most typically all those who say they will do something or be with someone forever are those whom never last doing or claiming to do or be with whomever or whatever they say will last forever I just see it a damn shame so many peoples judgements and reality perception is clouded by wants
Sorting Feelings
       Love too strong to be severed by the burning of ashes Life defined by the enriched contrast of death            Reality obtained though enlightenment of the implausible  Dreams defined by the experience we perceive ~
Thank You
I want to thank my friends for sticking by me While my life's sometimes so fucking shitty It warms my heart and makes me smile Even though I'm still in denial I fall too far, far too fast I fall so hard it kicks my ass I try to think I try to dream I fathom only noise and fucking screams You have reached into my inner soul You too noticed I have no heart of coal I will eternally be thankful to those who knew And stuck by me after the shit I have been through You never judged, you never bitched You dragged me out of my pit-hole ditch I can not thank you yet enough I try to show it through this kind of stuff I write this shit cause I want you to know I care And the kind of burden I put down you always bare With a show of a finger by a flick of a hand To the asshole bitch: Fuck you Diane. Thanks again to my friends, to the very few I will always love each and every one of you.  
Dance For Me~
I had accompanied my Master to the Arabia's. We had taken 3 long months touring with the other Knights of the Realm, the reason of the tour was to establish a route for the forth coming Holy Battles, to draw all worlds into Christianity. Where my Master went I followed as was customary. A Sultan invited my Master James and his fellow Knight to an evening of entertainment. It was a rowdy event, with many loose women and looser men. Women of Arab persuasion openly and brazenly showing flesh and throwing themselves upon the Knights. I sat quietly at my Masters feet as was my duty, ready to serve him should that be his wish. My eyes widened in shock as a group of veiled women began an erotic dance before the Sultan. The three women performed a dance in front of him, removing an article of clothing at each move of the routine. My gasp was audible as they were totally naked and in front of their Sultan; their brown bodies undulating before him, parted legs standing just above his face. Thei
David's Knots~
His slut and his alone!I arrive at the hotel with instructions to be ready.. You would be driving to the hotel right after work and I was so excited at the idea of seeing you again. It has been so long. I don’t have a lot of time to prep so I lite the candles and drew the curtains, fold down the spread and fluff the pillows.I take a shower to get myself ready for you. I know you will be upset that I didn’t have time to shave my pussy. I still don’t have time now but I am hoping that your desire to fuck me will have you over look my lack of the smoothness you prefer. I stand under the warm water covering ever inch of my body with scented soap so you will enjoy it as you touch and kiss me. My soapy fingers follow the trail yours did the last time we were together. Down my neck, so sensitive for your kisses and bites. Down to my breasts. Oh god, I can still feel your slaps and bites. How you pulled and sucked them. Each touch of my hands are like electricity. Each shock
How I Fly The Fu~~ Rates Please
Can I Have Your Number?
Computer   The computer has become a symbol of access to knowledge and power. It also has become a ball and chain. The good thing is, we can work anywhere thanks to Internet connections and laptop computers. The bad thing is, we can work anywhere thanks to internet connections and laptop computers. You are either on the verge of excelling at work, or you probably need to quit working such long hours. Was the computer simply background furniture in your dream, or did it play an integral part? Was the computer more powerful than you are used to, or was it causing you problems?
Eurythmics - Who's That Girl ?
seems appropriate for today and for this site in particular
I Am Up For Auction Again In The Angels Vs. Demons Auction!!
Come get your bid in. You have another chance to be able to  own me!!! Click the pic below to be able   place your bid.
Warren Haynes, the Allman Brothers Band guitarist, routinely plays with the surviving members of the Grateful Dead, now touring as The Dead. He's just finished a Dead show in Washington, D.C. and gets a pop quiz from the Huffington Post. Where does 420 come from? He pauses and thinks, hands on his side. "I don't know the real origin. I know myths and rumors," he says. "I'm really confused about the first time I heard it. It was like a police code for smoking in progress or something. What's the real story?" Depending on who you ask, or their state of inebriation, there are as many varieties of answers as strains of medical bud in California. It's the number of active chemicals in marijuana. It's teatime in Holland. It has something to do with Hitler's birthday. It's those numbers in that Bob Dylan song multiplied. The origin of the term 420, celebrated around the world by pot smokers every April 20th, has long been obscured by the clouded memories of the folks who made it a phenome
How Is Not Giving Out My Yahoo Im Drama?
I don't get it... lol. He was the one who randomly shout boxed me. It's read from the bottom up. No Drama Q...: NO drama, MEANS no dramaNo Drama Q...: buzz off->No Drama Q...: lol ok. If you had read my profile you would have knownNo Drama Q...: whateva->No Drama Q...: I don't give it outNo Drama Q...: cool, what's your yahoo?->No Drama Q...: yesNo Drama Q...: question, do u have yahoo messenger?
Soo Sad
Well today while I was out visiting my Best friend I decided to stop by my old house. My family bought it back in 98 or 99; we sold it back in 2003 to move up to Missouri. It was heart breaking to see what was once the most beautiful house has now turned in to. The yard was torn up in must places and in others the grass was higher than my ankles. There are gas cans and trash everywhere in the yard, even a broken down ass pos sitting in the drive. I am afraid to even think about what the inside looks like. About a year before we sold it my father built a beautiful dinning room with an arched doorway, it was just beautiful the way my mother and father had fixed it but turned it in to this great house and all…  Sorry but this just breaks my heart.
Do Not Lie.
It has come to my understanding that when someone says they love you. They show it by never leaving you. Never fucking you over. Never turning their back on you. Being there for you. To hold you. To show you love. To treat you with love. To be the personification of love. Love is never boastful or prideful. Never lies or cheats. Never comes with strings attached. Love is kind, and patient. Understanding and committed. If you do not like committment, do not fucking tell someone you love them. God's of the universe damn you if you ever fucking tell someone you love them and then do not fucking follow through. Fuck you and you're wishy-washy ways. Fuck you and everything you stand for. Fuck you and the horse you rode in on. Fuck you for making me feel this way. Fuck you for making me say fuck you too many times to even make this sound coherent anymore. FUCK.
Random Thoughts
here i sit in the darkness afraid ta live and wanting to die. the only thing that keeps me going is my one family member that i claim the rest have been disowned by me. my heart is sad that it has come to this with them i sit here tears running down my face. i feel trapped by life but i know i cant die. i sit here knife in my hand. i look at the knife and will myself to end it but i wont cause i love my bro so here i sit alone and afraid but  yet  comforted by the fact the no matter what my bro has my back. as strange as it seems my brother keeps me going and keeps me sane ty bro.        
Arousal from exposure to the suns rays.
HEY EVERYONE I AM IN AN AUCTION... 1. RATE ALL PICS2. KEEP YOU SHIT-FACED FOR A MONTH3. #1 TOP FRIENDS AND FAMILY FOR A MONTH4. YOUR NAME AFTER MINE OWNED BY:5. PIMPIN GIFT EVERY WEEK FOR A MONTH6. ONE GIFT TICKER DURING THE MONTH OF OWNERSHIP7. A SFW SALUTE8. A ONE CREDIT BLING EACH WEEK FOR A MONTH   This is what im offering... So come bid on me!!   [ photo: 350776135 ]   Just copy n paste that cuz I have not figured out how to put a link in here yet.. im learning ok.. this is new blog stuff for me..    So come n place your bid the auction is open for awhile Im assuming...  May 3rd.... so ya.. IM worth it.................  
Wanna No Something Sad
u wanna no something sad? whats sad is when the only thing you ask 4 on ur birthday is to spend time with ur favorite sibling and instead they spend time with their friends while you do work 4 them. all on ur own birthday
A Steep Price To Have Paid
A LITTLE GUN HISTORYIn 1929, the Soviet Union established gun control. From 1929 to 1953, about 20 million dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated.In 1911, Turkey established gun control. From 1915 to 1917, 1.5 million Armenians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated.Germany established gun control in 1938 and from 1939 to 1945, a total of 13 million Jews and others who were unable to defend themselves were rounded up and exterminated.China established gun control in 1935. From 1948 to 1952, 20 million political dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminatedGuatemala established gun control in 1964. From 1964 to 1981, 100,000 Mayan Indians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated.Uganda established gun control in 1970. From 1971 to 1979, 300,000 Christians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated.Cambodia established gun control in 1956. From 1975 to 1977, on
White Tie Affair Lyrics
I took a ride on a February morning, Just getting over it and dealing with the mourning, I started thinking out loud: I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired, My baby's flying off the edge of the road, She's saying, "I'm so sorry about that note", That left me all alone, But I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired Somebody turn the lights on, Somebody tell me what's wrong, I'd be lying if I told you, Losing you was something I could handle, Somebody turn the lights on, Somebody tell me how long, All this darkness will surround you, Cuz I'm burning for you, Burning like a candle Seven days since I've seen your face, Seven nights I have laid to waste, I'm burning out now, I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired, I know we're hanging at the end of the road, We've flown too high, make a swarm too low, I heard a screaming out loud, I heard a screaming out loud Somebody turn the lights on, Somebody tell me what's wrong, I'd be lying if I told you, Losing you was something I co
Woman Guide
Don' t close it. Read till the end.This is reeeeealy helpful for guys :)When she walks away from you mad= [Follow her]When she stares at your lips= [Kiss her]When she pushes you or hit' s you= [ Grab her and don' t let go]When she starts cursing at you= [Kiss her and tell her you love her]When she' s quiet = [Ask her what' s wrong]When she ignores you= [Give her your attention]When she pulls away= [Pull her back]When you see her at her worst = [Tell her she' s beautiful]When you see her start crying= [Just hold her and don' t say a word]When you see her walking= [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]When she' s scared= [Protect her]When she lay' s her head on your shoulder= [Tilt her head up and kiss her]When she steals your favorite hat= [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]When she teases you= [Tease her back and make her laugh]When she doesn' t answer for a long time= [Reassure her that every thing is okay]When she looks at you with doubt = [ Back your self up with the T
Omg What To Do?
So, am going to have the next 4 days off Thur-Sun! OMG!! My last days off were the 8th and the 13th of this month. No wonder I am so damn tired!! I hadn't realised I worked so much. I guess you just get used to it and not think about it. Well now what? I am so not sure what the hell to Last time I did try to make plans they fell through. So should I just wing it and and not plan to do anything and just be a bumm for at least a day or two? I know I need to at least do some cleaning haha! Any ideas?
New Longevity Calculator -dr.oz Etc. Try it..even just for shyts and giggles!However..I found it to be 90%accurate..they did omit a few factors.Yeah I will write them to let hem know.LOL
Stephan Hawkings
Steven hawkings fooled em all!!Once he was diagnoised with Lou Gerig Disease...they gave him 3 years to life...I fooled them and it has now been thrity! He is in hospital now with a lung heart goes out to him,his family and tho who have worked with him and loved him. Steven? I know you can hear me...the string theroy's illusive soulution lays in....they cannot vibrate without a catalist...think of a violin(the way to tease vibration out) is ( remember for ever action a reaction)In this is the bow. (-: Deeper than that..think on it. (-:
Falling For Love And Getting Hurt
                     LOVE                                                                 Giving someone the ability to destroy your heart, but trusting them enough not to.                 
How The World Works Today
If a man cuts his finger off while Slicing salami at work,He blames the restaurant.If you smoke three packs a day For 40 years and die of lung cancer, Your family blames the Tobacco company.If your neighbor crashes Into a tree while driving home drunk, He blames the bartender.If your (grand)children are Brats without manners,You blame television.If your friend is shot by a Deranged madman,You blame the gun manufacturer.And if a crazed person breaks Into the cockpit and Tries to kill the pilot at 35,000 feet, And the passengers Kill him instead, The mother of the crazed deceased Blames the airline.I must have lived too long to Understand the world As it is anymore.So, if I die while my Old wrinkled ass is parked In front of this computer, I want all of you to Blame Bill Gates.
It Happens
Missed my alarm clock ringingWoke up, telephone screamingBoss man singing his same old songRolled in late about an hourno cup of coffee, no showerWalk of shame with two different shoes onNow it's poor me, why me, oh me, boringThe same old worn out, blah, blah storyThere's no good explanation for it at allChorus:Ain't no rhyme or reason No complicated meaningAin't no need to over-think itLet go, laughingLife don't go quite like you planned itWe try so hard to understand itThe irrefutable, indisputable fact isIt happensMy trusty-rusty had a flatI borrowed my neighbors Cadillac"I'll be right back," going down to Wally WorldThat yellowed light turned red too quicklyKnew that truck the moment it hit meOut stepped my ex and his new girl("Sorry 'bout your neck baby")But it's poor me, why me, oh me, boringThe same old worn out, blah, blah storyThere's no good explanation for it at allRepeat Chorus twiceYeah, the irrefutable, indisputable, absoluteable, totally beautiful fact is...pshhhhh, it h
No Reply
Talk to me, you never talk to me.Ooh, it seems that I can speak.But I can hear my voice shouting out.But there's no reply at all.Look at me, you never look at me,Ooh, I've been sitting, staring, seems so long.But you're looking through meLike I wasn't here at all.No reply, there's no reply at all.Dance with me, you never dance with me.Ooh, it seems that I can move,I'm close to you, close as I can get.Yet there's no reply at all,There's no reply at all.I get the feeling you're tryin' to tell me,Is there something that I should know?What excuse are you tryin' to sell me?Should I be reading stop or go, I don't know.Be with me, seems you're never here with me,Ooh, I've been trying to get over there.Ah, but it's out of my reach.And there's no reply at all.There's no reply at all.I get the feeling you're trying to tell me;Is there something that I should know?What excuse are you trying to sell me?Should I be reading stop or go, I don't know.Maybe deep down inside,I'm trying for no one else b
Spend A Quiet Couple Of Minutes And Read...
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 beers... A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "Yes." The professor then produced two beers from under the table and poured the entire
What Is The Meaning Of Some Things?
We all have things that happen within our lives that we dont fully understand.. what is the reason for certain things? I have always been told everything happens for a reason, but what are the reasons for some? Some we never figure it out.. If for everything there is a reason then what is the reason for all the bad that happens in our lives? Probably never will figure it out....
Missed Everyone Sorry Was Gone
Only A Man Would Do This!!! (this Is So Freaking Funny You Will Cry From Laughing)
Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse- sized tazer. The effects of the tazer were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button and pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. AWESOME!!!       Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Julie what that
Reacting Vs Responding
There is a difference between reacting and responding. Let me explain.A reaction is control by emotion. No more, no less. Whether that emotion is fear, anger, lust, or love. For example, if I were to take a swing at you, you wouldn't stop and think about what to do. You would run, throw your hands up, or start swinging back. The fear of being hit dictates your actions.A response is controlled by conscince thought. You actually think about how you are going to handle the situation at hand.An example would be if I throw a frisbee at you. You can decide, to catch it, run after it, let it hit the ground, or not do aything at all. The point is, you counsciously thought about your actions before you acted them out. Just something to think about when you are faced with a situation where a reaction or a response could make a very big difference in how the situation plays out and ends.
Dreams Part1
Robert Bradley Jr. learned at a very early age that he had a very special power but for a long time he did not realize what he could do with it. At first it was just fun to use and really didn't mean much to anyone. You see, Bobby had the power to enter other people's dreams. The earliest he could remember using this special power was in the sixth grade when the assistant teacher, Ms. Morris, was supposed to pick the top project in the school's science fair. Little Bobby knew his project was good but was not sure if it was good enough to beat Tommy Lewis's erosion project. That night before he went to bed he looked at the photo of Ms. Morris in the school yearbook. Later when he was fast asleep he dreamed that he and Ms. Morris were in the science lab in school when he told her to pick his project because it was the best one there. The Science Fair was to start at 1:00PM the next day and when Bobby left his home room he saw Ms. Morris who smiled at him as he walked by the science roo
Dreams Part2
"So how was the movie?" she asked as she relaxed her hands on the sheet. It fell down her chest until he could see the start of her cleavage. He could also see the light shadows of her pointed nipples through the thin white material. "Not bad," he replied with a cough. "I really should go until you get dressed." He didn't want James to be upset finding him in the bedroom like this. "Does nudity bother you?" she giggled. He was shocked at her question but didn't want to sound like a wimp. "Not really." "Good because I'll get dressed before he gets back if it's ok with you." There was no way he was going to turn down a chance seeing her naked. "Yeah, I guess so." He moved over to his bed and pretended to move some papers around on his book shelf. Out of the corner of his eyes he saw some movement and peeked to see the sheet move away and her pink form stand up behind him. "You might as well look," she giggled. She could see him peeking. Bobby turned and froze. Her long pink nipple
Born To Be A Hick !!!!
today is mid 70s, slight breeze..OMG great day.    
Letter To Grandma
dear grandma You're the reason that i was pushing my family away. But what you dont relize is that im working on getting a relationship with my family. me and my dad are getting along better then and my mom are still working on ours.And me and my sister are getting along great. Just because kaila,brian and eric went and got a car dont mean im ready to drive. i guess getting a house is not good enough for you. im not like the rest of my family..I DON'T want to drive right now...why because im not ready..and you know what its NOT my fault that we are homeless. i moved in with Nicole some time in october.Rent has not been paid sense july and the water sese october. i was asking you well b4 the cops came and told us not to stay and we had to get out. so its not my dont know the entire story. so thats where that statement came from...i asked for your help and to just send it to me. i sent u an email saying i needed the money and to email me back for the a
In Florida , an atheist created a case against the upcoming Easter and Passover holy days.  He hired an attorney to bring a discrimination case against Christians, Jews and observances of their holy days.   The argument was that it was unfair that atheists had no such recognized days.     The case was brought before a judge.  After listening to the passionate presentation by the lawyer, the judge banged his gavel declaring,"Case dismissed!"   The lawyer immediately stood objecting to the ruling saying, "Your honor, how can you possibly dismiss this case?  The Christians have Christmas, Easter and others.  The Jews have Passover, Yom Kippur and  Hanukkah, yet my client and all other atheists have no such holidays."   The judge leaned forward in his chair saying, "But you do.  Your client, counsel, is woefully ignorant."   The lawyer said, "Your Honor, we are unaware of any special observance  or holiday for atheists."
The Wisest Man In The World
The Wisest Man in the World is my 14 year old Grandson. The wisdom of the ages revealed by a teenager over chicken and potatoes... "I have learned it is best to never argue with a woman. She just gets mad at you, so even if you win the argument, you still lose."
Strange Survey
Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?:: Gross...  but I've spit on a kleenex to clean oneWhat's the largest age difference between yourself and someone you’ve dated?:: 10 years   Ever been in a car wreck?:: Nothing majorWere you popular in high school?:: Define PopularHave you ever been on a blind date?:: That would be a big fat no... Are looks important?:: To initially grab my attention, but it takes personality & a brain to keep it ;) Do you have any friends that you've known for 10 years or more??:: AbsolutelyBy what age would you like to be married?:: DunnoDoes the number of people a person's slept with affect your view of them?::  Not reallyHave you ever made a mistake?:: Am I a living breathing pile of flesh & bone?  Of course I have.Are you a good tipper?: As a former Bartender & Waitress, I always tip well for GOOD service. What's the most you have spent for a haircut?:: Haircut $25... everything else that they told me I needed... $100+ Have
  JACK'S CHRiSTMAS PARTYJack wakes up with a huge hangover after attending his company's ChristmasParty.He didn't even remember how he got home from the Party...As bad as he was feeling, he wondered if he did something wrong.Jack Had to force himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he saw is acouple ofaspirins next to a glass of water on the side table. And, Next to them, asingle red rose!Jack sits up and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and Pressed. Helooks aroundthe room and sees that it is in perfect order, Spotlessly clean. So is the restof the house.He takes the aspirins, Cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back athim in the Bathroom mirror.Then he notices a note hanging on the corner of the mirror written in Red withlittle heartson it and a kiss mark from his wife in lipstick:'Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to get groceries to Makeyou your favorite dinner tonight.I love you, darling! Love, Jillian. 'He stumbles to the kitchen and sure
not a winner
meezey skrilla is the shit check him out on that myspace
Blah, Blah Blah"
i am jack of all trades, master of none.. i can do anything , and am always interested doing many things if my time allows me.. i am a bankrupt housewife and a very busy mother of two, i always believe in change, in discovering new things, and trying anything, and most  of all i am never of afraid of risking"and failing, and losing. i'll go for anything not just for the sake of doing it, but wether i lose or i win, i failed or succeed, at least i tried".. and i learned, and i experienced things and for whatever the results  is, i still and will always consider that it is always worth it."  i am hardworking, dedicated, compulsive at times....", and aggressive most of the time with some sense of innocence".. i am good in evaluating, most of my friends come to me to analyze thier problems, coz i give sensible yet witty advices, i dont judge people,", but i keep my own beliefs, i let no one influence me with thier opinions, yet  i respect and listen , to what they say". i argue alot s
Why Cant I Be A Bitch
Well  all 3 kids are sick with a cold ontop of that  my 2 teenagers also have a bad stomach bug. Im sick with the cold to and my ex called me to tell me his surgon called and had someone cancel on him so instead of june / july for his knee surgery he is having it friday. He doesnt have anyone to take him or help take care of him so it looks like I will be driving all the way up there to take care of him while im sick.  Im thinking of leaving the teenagers at home then bringing the ex down here to take care of him for the weekend. I have no idea what will happen for the week since he will have to be up there and we live 3hours away. I just hope I will be over my cold cus dealing with him after surgery is going to make me bitchy enough. He whines alot ( hope he gets good drugs to knock him out).
it's about time to put myself up for sale anyone knows of any descent auctions startin soon can ya let me know??  thank yall  (h)
250 New Ez Rate Flair 4/17 Wkd. Giveaway! ***winners Posted***
250k Fubux GiveAway & 1st=250k, 2nd=100k, 3rd=50k 250 EZ Rate Flair =30k Entry into Giveaway The Following FuS
"gods: Greek, Roman Etc."
"Gods: Greek, Roman etc."   Various gods such as these figures often represent idealized desires, obstacles, powers, or relationships. The presence of the god figure often comes as a superlative. Some examples of this include: Thor as the most strength, Zeus as the most wisdom, and Eros as the greatest sexual desire. We may either encounter these figures directly or feel ourselves as persons occupying their bodies or adopting their attributes. These experiences show us important features of ourselves as agents of action in the world. We are confronted by these superlatives and are either thwarted by them or become more self-aware in who we need to be in the circumstances and relationships of life. If you are a student of mythology, it may be useful to investigate your dreams for themes of power, problem-solving, and self-awareness.
i got juice
My Best Friend!
Me and Sara have been bestfriends since 6th grade, one friday night in the summer of sophmore year we had a sleepover. We both had boyfriends and both thought we were straight. She came over my house and we layed on my bed talking about, friends, school, boys. She asked me then, "Hey, Jenna how far have you gone?". I said "well i mean ive given my boyfriend a blow job what about you?" "Me and Jake had sex for the first time 2 weeks ago and he broke up with me a week later and i dont know why he did it, im crushed". I said "well your gorgeous! you have big boobs! and your so nice he has no reason to break up with you!". she said "thanks so much jenna but i think its my boobs i dont know do they look funny?". Just like that she popped out her right boob, it was gorgeous, perfect little pink nipples that were begging to be sucked on! Her boobs were huge! im guessing around 42 DD. "Sara your boobs look good i dont know why that would be the problem?". she started blushing and said "i
Made ya look! :P *giggles
i was hungry
Help Out A Friend!!!
Help out our friend she could really use the help and would really apprecaite the love!
5...5 Dolla... 5 Dolla Foot Long!
This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it? chya If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be? well since its my exs sister, thats a lil f'd up Were you happy when you woke up today? no, 4 hrs wasnt enough sleep When were you on the phone last? And with who? few hrs ago  talkin to jo jo from work Have you talked to a complete jerk today? nope Listening to music? commercial on le radio What are you excited for? right now... nothing really What were you doing yesterday? worked then slept then went to work meeting then slept then went to work Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you? Nathaniel What's the last thing you put in your mouth? haha wouldnt you like to kno?! nah just playin water Have a best friend? yea Are you scared to fall in love? very Do you think teenagers can be in love? yes Last person you wanted to punch in the face? shall remain nameless What time is it right this second? 7:51 What do you want right now? him
Spiders On Drugs
watch this only once you've used the bathroom, I laughed so hard I peed a little bit
Jesse's Prenup Rofl
                       PRINCE JESSE'S PREMARITAL AGREEMENTBE IT KNOWN, this Agreement is entered into on the _____ day of _____ , 20____, between ___PRINCE_JESSE___ ("Prospective Husband") and ________________________________ ("Prospective Princess Possy  Wife") (collectively, the "Parties"). WHEREAS, the Parties contemplate legal FUBAR marriage under the laws of the State of __FUBAR.COM__, and it is their mutual desire to enter into this Agreement so that they will continue to own and control their own property described in Schedules A, B, C, and D, attached hereto, and are getting married because of their love for ATTENTION or for Love of the Prince himself  but do not desire that their present respective financial interests be changed by their marriage.NOW, therefore, it is agreed as follows:1. All property which belongs to each of the above Parties shall be, and shall forever remain, their personal estate. *Meaning What was yours before the marriage is yours after the marriage in c
Learn The Rules... Lol
The Rules The Female ALWAYS makes the rules. The rules are subject to change at any time without prior notification. No male can possibly know all the rules. If the female suspects the males knows all the rules, she must immediately change some or all of the rules. The female is NEVER wrong. IF the female is wrong, it's because of a flagrant misunderstanding which was a direct result of something the male did or said wrong. If rule 6 applies, the male must apologize immediately for causing the misunderstanding. The female can change her mind at any given point in time. The male must NEVER change his ming with express written consent from the female. The female has every right to be angry or upset at anytime. The male must remain calm at ALL times, unless the female wants him to be angry or upset. The female must under NO circumstances let the male know whether or not she wants him to be angry or upset. Any attempt to document these rules could result in bodily harm. IF th
The act of scratching a partner during sex.
Women's Ass Size
WOMEN'S ASS SIZE STUDY   There is a new study about women and how they feel about their asses, the results were pretty interesting: 30% of women think their ass is too fat............ 10% of women think their ass is too skinny...... The remaining 60% say they don't care, they love him, he's a good man, and they wouldn't trade him for the world 
thats gross
I Am A Pagan
    I Am a PaganSelena FoxI am a Pagan.I am a part of the whole of Nature.The rocks, the animals, the plants, the elements are my relatives.Other humans are my sisters and brothers, whatever their races, colors, ages, nationalities, creeds, or sexual preferences.The earth is my Mother and the sky is my Father.The sun and moon are my Grandparents, and the stars my ancestors.I am part of this large family of Nature, not the master of it.I have my own special part to play and I seek to play that part to the best of my ability.I seek to live in harmony with others in the family of Nature, treating others with respect, not abuse...I am a Pagan.I pay attention to the seasons within myself - of beginnings, growth, fruition, harvest, endings, rest, and beginnings again.Life is a Circle with many cycles...I am a Pagan.I acknowledge that the Divine is everywhere in the energy of life.I am Animistic. I sense the life force in the oak tree on the hill, in the herbs in the garden, in the birds
My Love
I wasn't looking but you were there You stole my heart You made me care I see a person with a heart so bright You see yourself Dark as the night I want to be your sunshine To make your life bright To make all your darness turn into light I miss your smile and your eyes so blue Your soft gentle touch Your kisses too I want to spend forever laying in your arms Making up for a past Where others did you harm I promise I will lov
Phukk Me And I'll Phukk You..
wanna have sex with me??? post this & see just how many people comment you saying they wanna have sex with you. 1. No 2.may be 3.hell yea 4.get the condom 5. when, where, what positions pants are already off 7. I'm in bed waiting(wink wink) 8. fuck condoms come here do it, trust me the awnser you get will amaze u. It's good 2 know
Dont Beg
WTF?? Y do I keep running into lame ppl? If I went to ur page and rated u a 10 and checked you out... does not mean ur the shit... im being nice. And just showing sum luv. Dont come hitting me up asking me to fan you?! lmao thats some desperate ass shit right there.... GET A LIFE. So dont get all mad when I tell you no. And then like every other lame fucker on here... block me cuz you dont want to hear what I got to say... lmfao ( I dont care if fanning ppl is part of fubar!... I dont have too u ass wipe if I dont feel like it) this is for that lame ass dude with the screen name "THE BOSS"  you aint shit lmao
Want An Auto-11or Cb For 150k?
I have decided to raffle off an Auto-11 (or a cherry bomb if the winner so chooses)Entries into the raffle will be 150K in fubucks. Multilple entries are permissible. I will screenshot your transaction and upload it to my photos.The drawing will occur once there are 100 entries and will occur using a random number generation site. The entire process will be screenshot and posted with the winning results.I reserve the right to lower the entry fee to fill the required slots necessary to raise the 15 million I need. In the event that the entry fee is lowered your "ticket" will be converted to multiple entries to match the new price (for example if it were changed to 75K then your one 150K ticket would become two 75K tickets)If the required number of entries is still not met in a reasonable timeframe, I reserve the right to refund all fees in the order in which they were received. There may also be consolation drawings for fubucks TBD pending the outcome of my investment. Entries should be
Know-hows On Smoking Cigarettes
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Key To A Right Cigar Cut For Better Smacking Smoke
A clear-cut and customary cut is the key.  Howtocutacigar tells you  the finest and quality cigar cutter  for for good prime cutting which will generate the best advantage.
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Skittles Auction! *now Taking Entries*
      Im HOSTING my first AUCTION/CONTEST! It will Start on May 1st @ 5PM FU-TIME/8PM EST, And END on May 10th @ 5PM FU-TIME/8PM EST. *i will take final entry on april 30th @ 3PM FU-TIME/ 6PM EST. NO EXCEPTIONS! **HERE IS HOW IT WILL WORK.** There will be an Entry FEE of 100K Fubucks. The Min bid will be 100K. ALL FUBUCKS/CASH BIDS ENCOURAGED BY BIDDERS. YOU MUST SEND ME A PM WITH A PIC AND THE LIST OF WHAT YOU HAVE TO OFFER + ENTRY FEE. You MUST RATE MY &SKITTLES& Folder & Comment the Last pic stating you want to be in the Skittles Auction. (there are only 50 pics in folder) Person with
Screen Capturing 101 (for Pc And Mac Users)
Let's talk about... Screen captures. The only external software you absolutely need to accomplish this task is an image editing program to save your output. Here's how... Followers of the Flag: Press the Print Screen button on your keyboard to copy a snapshot of the screen to your clipboard. On some keyboards, this key may also be labeled "Prt Sc", or have "Sys Rq" on the bottom half of it. Holding ALT down while pressing Print Screen will copy the current (active) window instead of the whole screen. Very useful if you often find yourself cropping out the rest of the desktop. Open your favorite image-editing program. Windows comes pre-installed with Microsoft Paint™. It's free and does the job. The Vista version allows you to crop photos. Under the Edit menu, click Paste to make the image appear. Save the image to disk. Don't forget that in order for Fubar to accept the upload, you need to save it as a JPG, GIF or PNG. Children of the Ap
A Poem By Lexi For Me Her Mommy...
So there was a mom and daughter. closer than anything for so long. They always told eachother everything. They loved each other so much. Then along one day this boy walked into the daughters life. He was her everything. And she started to be with him more and more. then things started to change. their relationship wasn't the same. The constant fights. Those nights... they'd both sit in their rooms crying afterward. The mom was just trying to protect her baby. She was just being a mom. The daughter thinking her mom was just being stupid. Would say hurtful things without thinking. And never think of how bad it stung her mom. One day she had said too many hurtful things. She told her mom she wished she were dead. Her mom just couldnt take it. Her daughter knew she was having a rough time, but she only thought of herself. The mom walked into her daughters room after some thinking. She walked up to her little girl And kissed her on the cheek. She said, "Honey I love you so much. Dont ever f
Fake Salutes R Us?
Remember CardinalGirl? JohnnyDevil blogged about her here: and here: This was the fake salute cardinal girl put up: Now meet ♥¸¸.•¨¯`•Bre¸¸.•¨¯`•♥ Interesting how they BOTH have the same font....How was this approved? profile link:
Dj Marlboroman
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Emotional Bond???
To start this blog off, I want to make it perfectly clear... I DO NOT WANT MY EX-WIFE BACK!!!!!!!! Many people think that cause I talk about my feelings.  Ok now that I got that out of the way, time for my current inner problem.  I have recently been feeling quite a strong link to my ex.  There are times I know exactly what she is doing an where.  How I get these feelings, I dont know.  I am not following her, nor do I even want to see her.  I cannot shake these feelings and this bond. I dont know how to get rid of these feelings and emotions.  Everytime I get a "dream" I wake up breathing heavy.  It is usually very late in the evening, or very early in the morning.  Once I wake up I cannot go back to sleep.  Please if anyone has any suggestions, or advice to help me, I would appreciate it.....
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I Will Love You
Does the man that I am so deeply in love with love me? Why cant he see the real me, the me that crys out for him? Does he not hear me crying out for him? Does he not hear me crying out for attention, or is he not listening? Why show me love when he has no love to give? Does the heart and sould really mean anything to you? If it truely does then let it show through. Why let our differences get between our love? Let our differences flow away like a dove. Do you really know whether we should be together, or let it slip away like a feather? But untill the day comes, I will love you our whole lifes through.
This is more of a poll. So what is the best way to get to see nsfw's with out buting bling/blast and such?Some people like me cant afford to spend money on fubar because we just dont have it.What do you think? Or am I just a broke perv?
Words Of Wisdom
Love..  What the hell does love really mean? seriously does anyone even know? I am starting to really really doubt it. I mean seriously, love in my mind would be, sharing your life with someone, completley letting them in your soul, deciding that they are worth the problems, deciding when you wake up in the morning that your going to strive to make them happy, remembering the little things that seem unimportant to everyone else. Its a complexity of varying factors that sets love apart from infactuation. Do people not see these? Lets all go back to the bible version of love. The biggest problem i see with couples today, would have to be selfishness.. Im guilty of it from time to time as well. People are programed to survive alone, so they have this mindset that its all about them. If people were to break the barrier a bit and look at the other person and think... what can i do to make them happy, the world would be a lot better place. I mean think about it, If both partners went into a
Dj Dk Angels' Bully 4 Me -- Trying To Get To Lost Soul
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Best Friend
If there is a moment that hard to forgetThat is the day when you and I had metI even know what is the dateThe day when we were classmates I bear in mind that timeWhen we say to each other HIIt’s hard to believe but it’s trueThat time you become a part of my life I wish that we will share everythingProblem, tears and even laughingI hope and pray that it won’t endCoz if that happen, you can see me crying When I had a problemYou are the one whom I can lean onWhen im mad and lonelyYou were there to cheer me up Don’t worry even were apartYou will remain in my heartI’ll always cherish the days we spentCoz it’s the day when we becomeBEST OF FRIEND!
Island Girl's Voyage
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I can't shut men out I like sex to much
At least i don't type like a jaggalo
What About My Needs
Libra  -  April 23, 2009Today's celestial atmosphere indicates that sharing your feelings with someone special may not be quite as easy as you would have hoped. You do have a lot in common, but right now you may experience some difficulty in getting that initial conversation off the ground. This is not a permanent state of affairs; it just means making a lot more effort, and tuning into their real needs.
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What The Hell???
What the HELL??? as i sit here in a room filled with the sounds of the wind blowing outside the birds churpping and the sounds of the keyboard as i type. i sit here in this room wondering about where life is going to lead me. i want to be able to know what is instore for my future yet i want the surprise. i have to look at life as it gives you what you get. there is no certain pattern that is going to show you what lies ahead. so all we can do these days is live life to fullest day by day because in the end today is not even a guarentee.
Moving Foward
Well been a little bit of a long week . Finally went to court for divorce and it went smoothly , got to go to concert with my favorite man and a friend , even quitting smoking . A sigh of relief followed by smiling , knowing one chapter of my life is almost completely over and a new one is just beginning. I still have alot of things to "get over" and I hope in time my insecurities will melt away and words that were said to hurt me vanish from my mind. Abuse doesn't have to mean you get hit or beat , and took me a long time to figure that out . Brett is wonderful , how did I get so lucky ?? Just need th house to sell now . I haven't smiled like this in ages and I don't want it to stop ready to move foward and on with MY life !
Female Compassion
A  man was sitting on a blanket at the beach. He had no arms and no  legs.Three women were walking past and felt sorry for the  poor man.The first woman said 'Have you ever had a  hug?'The man said 'No,' so she gave him a hug and  walkedon.The second woman said, 'Have you ever had a  kiss?'The man said, 'No,' so she gave him a kiss and walked  on.The third woman came to him and said, 'Have you  ever been screwed?'The fellow's eyes lit up and with a big  grin he said, 'No.'She said, 'You will be when the tide  comes  in.
Is He Really Out There?
i hate being alone. i hate being in a meanless relationship. so i broke it off. now hes feeding me lie after lie. just trying to stay with me. im not falling for it. why do men do that? why do i have to be the one to keep going through this? will i ever find the right man? will i ever find the one and only man for me that will just take me out once in a while? wont hide me from his family and friends? and some one that will be willing to take the time and spend time with me? im tierd of being used and im tierd of being alone. i just want some one that i can curl up next to and cuddle with right now.
Gizmos And Tweaks
Once upon a time, in a land thought dead There lived a strange creature with eyes glowing red It's soul was not twisted, as you might expect Just shaped in the mood of the world one would suspect Not far from the abode of the creature called Tohm Stood a dreary village, as if it were hit by a bomb All the poor citizens, especially the children Had no reason to smile in their village of Boraiden Sitting alone in his home in an endless brood Tohm frowned and winced, in a constant sad mood When a sudden loud crash sounded from nearby Tohm shrieked and wailed as he thought he was going to die Recollecting himself and emerging from the corner Tohm didn't think he was to be a victim of murder Stepping outside after a cautious stride He opened the door, but used it to hide Peeking from behind his wooden barrier Tohm discovered soon the sound was a carrier Carrying supplies to the land called Kiljoy But mistakenly dropping a precious toy Tohm lifted the object with peaked curiosity He studied
My First Erotic Story
You call me up late one night and ask if I was in the mood to have some "fun." I of course just had watched my neighbors have their playdate and wanted to have our own. So I say yes to you coming over. We hang up so that you can get ready. As for myself, I start to put out some vanilla and strawberry scented candles, light them so that the room smells sweet, put on some soft romantic music, and get myself ready for my man. About an hour goes by and everything is all set up. The candles are lit, the music is playing, chocolate sryup and marshmellows lay alongside one side of the bed, handcuffs, a whip, a feather, and some other toys on the other side of the bed. You knock on the door and I just get these butterflies in my stomach and a huge smile is on my face. I can feel my cheeks start to flush with emberassment just thinking about you having your way with me. So I tell you to enter and I can see you walk in with self confidence and this content look within you. And quite a hand
I Love This Fubar
Hedonism is the basic desire to feel good on many different levels. Indulgence is free - Do so! Anyone reading this blog should know exactly what I  am talking about because Fubar was created to make people feel good. This site is addicting and therefore has many perks, has many things about it that that embrace the topic of indulgence. Satisfied with just a few points? HELL NO! GIMME!! Wanna check out people, browse them as if they are lined up in a catalogue for our enjoyment. And in turn, people want to be seen and browse away, bomb their asses like it's WAR. Thank you Fubar - you sick and twisted fucking site you!!
The Movie...
The MOVIE... THe movie will begin in 5 moments..the mindless voice announced... THose who are not seated will await the next show.. As we are seated and darkend the voice continued... "The program for this evening is not new, weve seen this entertainment through and through.. Weve seen your birth..your life and might recall of the rest..did you have a good world when you died?.enough to base the movie on?                                       jm               
Fuicide is always the answer to this question
You did exactly as I told you. You were naked before me with the black fabric tied securely behind your head to obscure your sight. As I kissed your lips, I could feel the want in you as your tongue swirls around mine. I carefully lead you towards the bed as I reach for the ties on the corner of the bed. Soon, I had your back on the bed and your right arm tied carefully to the post. As I assured you what I was doing, I slowly made my way around the bed to tie off your right ankle, your left ankle and finally your left wrist. You looked comfortable on the bed awaiting the treat I had set for you. I leave the room so that you would have no idea of what treatment you would be in for. As I watch you squirm on the bed, I basked in your beauty in your helplessness. I then walked into the room with our guests as I hold my finger over my mouth to indicate to them to be silent. I had one of our guests take a position between your outstretched legs. You could feel our guest's tongue slide gently
The sun shone through the curtains as slave sue woke. she opened her eyes to find Master watching her. He was sitting on the bed in His robe and He bent forward to kiss her. 'Good morning, my pet,' He said. 'I have a surprise for you this morning'. slave sue smiled sleepily. Master's surprises might be fun, or embarrassing, or erotic, but she loved them all.The door bell rang, and Master was clearly expecting someone. 'Wait here,' He said. slave sue lay back in bed and tried to listen as He answered the door, but Master was speaking too softly. she could hear a man talking to Him. The door was closed and Master returned to the bedroom. He picked up a blindfold from the bedside table and told slave to put it on. When her eyes were covered, He pulled back the covers and told her to step out of bed. she stood beside the bed as He tidied it, then He helped her back onto it, so she lay naked across it, on top of the covers. 'Put your feet on either side of the window pet,' He said. slave di
Masters Magic Box~
Dim lit room, soft shadowed gloom. Dark as night, shivers of fright. Come to me slave, and kneel before me. I am your Master and fearfully you adore me. Pain is the vessel, it carries the gift. Knowing it is coming makes your spirits lift. ...Kneeling before him, you look quietly at the floor and shiver in partial fear and anticipation. Your Master looms before you and you hear him pushing it along in front of him with his foot. "Oh, GOD!" You feel butterflies in your stomach, you feel a lump of dread weighing heavy on your soul. Oh, what powerful sensations course through your shivering body! Inching closer, you can see it from the corner of your downcast eyes and you release a soft and quiet sigh. "The box!" Joy and fear crowd together in your mind. You hear the box stop and your Master walk to stand directly behind you, he leans down and roughly grasps your hair in his hand and pulls you to your feet. "Thank you Master" you say in a soft and quivering voice and then you wince from t
Lyrics To "changin' The Game"
Stop for a minute and feel the beatCuz Im about to spit some heatNow start the music with the volume upCuz its the game Im changin upI got mad skillz Im about to flashIts the charts Im about to smashMy flow may be bold But its never  cold So put your feelings on hold And listen to what your about to be toldIts time to get off the six-pack And drink from the man wit the kegTell me what you want Theres no need to begThis man's gotplenty of fuckin beerTo supply you a grin from ear to earNow listen to my words that your about to hearDo a keg stand& try to walk a lineThats how you'll feel after my 69Light headed & feeling dizzyNow its time for us to get busyIf ya think a horseis fun to rideBaby I'm a bull and I say it wit pridePush my button the way I wantI'll guaranteeyou've never been touchedlike the way I huntAs you can see my words may be bluntBut Im not outto just bust a nutBaby its youIm about to pleaseI just demand 210%when your on your knees Kissing your neckwit such a passionMy li
The Dorky Me
~the dorky me~ Current mood:  chipper I was asked a while back what made me change my personality so drastically....( this from a girl I knew way back in elementary school)... I told her I didnt really change all that much... I have just become free to express myself differently... I am free from the fear that was making me hide who i truely was and am! I was thinking of this because I was recently asked why I think I am suck a dork and retard... this person(s) dont think im a dork or retard! but then again they havent seen me in YEARS!!! I decided that I would write a blog to describe exactly what I am talking about, so here goes:When I was a child I was afraid of my own shadow let alone what other people thought of me. I would be so afraid of even talking to people that I would do just about anything to make me disappear. I wouldnt talk unless spoken to, then just answer the question and be quiet again... that all changed when I was in high school in St Regis Montana. That was w
New Saying 3
You think im afraid of death? well your wrong, death is afraid of me i shall conquer it and i shall overcome, you shall die by my blade.
Brilliant Dance
So this is odd, the painful realization that has all gone wrong. And nobody cares at all, and nobody cares at all. So you buried all your lover's clothes and burned the letters lover wrote, but it doesn't make it any better. Does it make it any better? And the plaster dented from your fist in the hall where you had your first kiss reminds you that the memories will fade. So this is strange, our sidestepping has come to be a brilliant dance where nobody leads at all, where nobody leads at all. And the picture frames are facing down and the ringing from this empty sound is deafening and keeping you from sleep. And breathing is a foreign task and thinking's just too much to ask and you're measuring your minutes by a clock that's blinking eights.This is incredible. Starving, insatiable, yes, this is love for the first time. Well you'd like to think that you were invincible. Yeah, well weren't we all once before we felt loss for the first time? Well this is the last time.
A Dedication.
Well I would just like to Dedicate my frist blog to two really cool and Hawt people that I recently became friends with. Yea you know who you are SHAROL AND JESSICA!!!! You guys are the coolest FuBar/Scape/Internet Friends anyone could ask for and I hope we have a long we can fly to jessicas house on the beach where she raises her horses and make sweet music videos. So my First blog I want to dedicate to you guys I
Sometimes you hear that perfect song at that perfect time... & it makes it all go away....   ♥ PoStaL
The Happiest Ever!!
im so blessed to have met the perfect man in the world he is more than my boyfriend he is my best friend and i dont know what id do without him he makes me a better person inside and out and i fall more in love with him each word that he says he is the best and i couldnt be any happier than i am right now. thanks baby for being you your so perfect and i cant wait to be with you
Poem For You Master
I can't live without you.I would breathe the air,and my heart would beat,but I would not feel the joy of life.My dreams would be lostlike a leaf carted away by a storm.I would gaze at the starswithout appreciating theway they light up the sky.I would pass the roses in bloomwithout noticing their beauty.I would no longer look forwardto each sunset and each dawn.I would be broken,never to be mended again. Winter would own my heart;its icy breath would stealthe warmth in my soul,because I could not smilewithout your love.I could not know laughteror happiness.If you were lost to me,I'd have no reason to try,no reason to be.You are my prayer,my shelter fromhopelessness and despair,my sunshine, my light,my lazy days,my peaceful nights,and only you can keep thespark in my soul burning bright.
Falling For You~
Speak now or forever hold your peace, Do you want me out of this place? Cuz you're throwing words back and forth, Do I have you to look foreward to? I'm built for sin, But I'm so pure when you're near. Nothing crosses my mind But white doves, and holy words. My soul, once shackled, Gives in to your kind words and sweet phrases. My body, so strong, Is now awakened by your tenderness. Is this forever, Or is it now and never? Your eyes may catch me, But your arms might turn away. Terrified of your redemption, I want more. You are my most deadly sin, But my most alive happiness. "Dedicated to Joy" ~W.H.~  ~2009~
The Ultimate Connection
ya know i have often mused what i felt that ultimate connection was between two ppl ... this is what i think and feel it is and if u dont give a rats butt then stop reading now loll ........   u wake up in the morning and think bout that person and all ur thoughts and doings thru the day r omg i have to tell him bout that or u try desperatly to remember jokes just so he can laugh later if u can tell it correctly loll.. u fall asleep with that person with u no matter what even when hes far from u - ur safer for the connection and knowing that time cant separate u ..... you begin to value time to talk and share more than anything else in the world  and its like u have seen nothing be4 them ....u share ur self and give unconditionally and smile while u do it cause for some reason it just feels so damn good ......... u touch each others souls without actual touch and when u do touch in a physical sense its like bombs go off in ur body and slivers of silver slice ur heart and bind it b
Tell Me This Can't Be!
Last week I went for my annual Pap Smear. Yes that time that most females dread each year. They just called me with the results today and told me that my Pap Smear was abnormal and that they think I might have Cervical Cancer.   If almost dying in 2003 was not I get this news delivered to me today!   I ask for the thoughts and prayers of all my friends out there!   Hugs and Kisses Kelly
He Taketh~
He loves weddings. Maybe it's the white dresses, maybe it's the anticipation of the wedding night or maybe it's the thrill of destroying something so pure and beautiful. No, it's just the fact that it's so easy to blend in. He loves to watch. That's all he's ever done. He loves it so much his subjects began curbing to his mind, fantasies and even his will. In the past years he has harnessed blunt suggestions and channeled them into skilled puppetry.Today's wedding, he knows, will be quite a show. Even though he has only seen photographs of the bride he can sense her sexual energy. She is divine. She might've hypnotized him instead she was so beautiful. Well, a lesser man anyway. He turns with all the guests as the large doors open. Her long dark hair beautifully set up. Her ample breasts expanded within the taught strapless corset gown. Her heavy nervous breathing was about to grow. She begins her unescorted march down the aisle with a single step. And a tingle. She keeps going. The ne
Weekend In The Smokies..
I'm leaving out today for Cherokee NC for there annual bike rally...It's something i do twice a year spring and fall...It's a chance to see old friends and make new ones...I always look forward to this event every year..Have been going for the past 15yrs..Saturday nite 38special will be in concert so i'm very excited to see them..It's a chance to see some of the most beautiful Harleys and some really trick out bikes...I will post pics when i get back...I hope that all of you all will have a great weekend as well..See you sunday nite or monday morning.......                                  Peace & Love                               Tracy                                    
Im fucked off. Ill admit it i am. The guy who i had a fling with who is married got in touch with me a few days ago. I should imagine he was probably BORED and felt like torturing some some so he picked ME. I am fucking angry because it was like he just wanted to FUCK with my head. Its not fair. Im TIRED of being messed about. IF YOUR MARRIED  IM NOT TOUCHING YOU!! I want loving and caring for. I dont want anyone to think i am here for games. I wanted this certain man to leave his wife. HE is too fucking WEAK and GUTLESS to leave. He loves his kids. Not sure if he loves his wife. But his wife threatened him that she would not let him see his kids. So... thats the end of me. Hes living in miserableness because his wife is stooping low and making childish nasty below the belt threats. BUT its not my problem any more. Im free of him
I am gonna start a log of what is in store for ole' maverick today is an exciting for me and my little brother as today Total Non-Stop Action Wrestling is coming tonight to the phantasy theater in cleveland i excited cause this is history in wrestling form thier will be more historical wrestlers at this show tonight than i have ever seen. Anyway my day has started wierd i couldnt sleep much of the night but as of right now i am listening to an awesome band called the mighty stef and getting ready to go pick up a pack of smokes. This day will start boring this will be an opposite of spring where it comes in like a lamb and goes out like a lion. I am excited tho because i found out yesturday i will probably have 3 jobs this summer 2 out of 3 will be the most fun jobs i have ever had and the other eh but hey i need money to pay stuydent loans lol. So i hope everyone will like this dailey(sp) log of my life becuase this is better than a fucking twitter account lol LONG LIVE THE FU-NATION
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Emotional Bankruptcy
Think of your heart like a emotional bank account. Just like a financial bank account, if you remove more than you have, you suffer consequences for it. For example, you can't take out 100.00 from an account that only has 50.00. You will be come over drawn and suffer penalties until you balance out your account.Now the same thing goes for your emotional bank account. If you keep giving out emitonally and either don't let people put back into your account or let people withdraw from your emotional bank account without them putting back, you will be come emotionally bankrupt.The penalties for emotional bankruptcy are anger, self loathing, depression, resentment ,and finally you just shut down emotionally. You don't want to be around any one. You don't feel good about yourself. You start to feel taken advantage of. The only way to avoid the penalties of emotional bankruptcy is to not give out more than you have in your "account", and to not let the people in your life just take from you
Love Life Be Happy In Peace
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To Mind's Edge
This is to my friend Mind's Edge...He is a paintballer as well.. This is from another friend's site..his tournament is called the..   GRIM REAPER SOCIETY  
The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts
The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts by Temptress A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangl
A Short Silly Love Story...fubar Style.
This may or may not be a true may be guided at you or to many...but no matter what...enjoy. I walked into Fubar and looked around, new site, new faces, making new friends and gaining fans by the day. It was only a matter of time before I had a secret admirer. Soon, I would find out who she was and we made a match. She filled my shoutbox daily. I developed such a crush on her, so much so I found others couldn't even rate compared to her. I started blogging about her immensely. So with that I added her to my circle and it didn't take long before she became part of my family. We bought each other drinks, gave each other gifts, even showered each other in a little bling. All I know is this much, she was the absolute bomb, a real cherry...she completely fu-owned my heart and her worth in fubucks was priceless. Every moment, every fraction a time was always such a happy hour as far as we were concerned. She made me feel like every day was an Auto-11 day. I had no idea what I was
i don't mind nuts
Perfection !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   I can not find any video of this to enable. This woman voice is perfection. If you do anything today check this out. Trust me you will not regret it. Let me know your thoughts too after you watch it.
Update 4/24/09
Got down to Woodstock, GA & stayed for 3 days. Missed seeing Michele (my owner). She was offline so I had no way of contacting her to let her know I was there. Dodged a tornado Monday night. Twisted off some tree tops a mile & a half up the road!!! So, with no reason to stay there, I rolled down to Savannah, GA and spent a week hangin with beach48gal. What an incredible woman she is. No, nothing happened, I slept on the couch!!! Remember, I'm the consumate gentleman, and she is absolutely a lady!!! So, I'm gonna go up to N.C. before the $$$ runs out & I'm on the street...think I'm just delaying the inevitable.... Wish me luck all!!! I'll hollar from N.C. soon. Much Luv To All!!! Kisses & Hugs & Nibbles!!! Jeff
Keeping It Real
I am dumbfounded truely at a loss here - it's weird how someone waltzes into your life and becomes something to you so easily only to expose themselves in a blinding revelation for something you never knew them to be. I have the hardest time sometimes seeing people for who they really are and seeing past the bullshit - but in a weird way it always seems to come full circle for me.  I try my hardest to see the best in people and give them the benefit of the doubt; maybe it's a flaw because I want so badly to be loved and accepted - maybe cause my father was never there and my mother always put the men in her life first - or maybe I am just fucked in the head like everyone else walking the planet. I will be the first to admit that I exude poor judgement and that I look for love in all the wrong places... it doesn't take much to fool me and I am not proud of that. I guess I keep hoping that it I expect the best from people and don't look for the worst that one day it will just be as it
Who The Hell Are We?
I have been absent for awhile from fubar didn't know why until today then it hit me...people don't really want to be friends, people don't wnant to really know you, people just want to be popular...this said are we just here to see how many people we can add as friends, fans, family etc., so we look good out here? I see why now I needed a break! I don't need to be popular I'd rather be true to those who confide in me, those who really want someone to talk to from time to time and to be there to have fun as well. Well this oh look at me so I can get points and move up mentality is wearing on me and i'm thinking of leaving my fubar roots behind, and for most I know you could give a rats ass...this is today however, tomorrow I may and I say this "I may" with full heartfelt passion that those who claim to who they claim to be step up and be just that...
Over The Bridge
Everyonce in awhile i go to this one place to clear my mind and my soul and all that good stuff. A place where i worry about nothing. Not money, not school,not bills, not anything.My mind is clear; only thing on my mind is the sounds of the birds chirping,the waves crashing on shore and the smell of the sea. This place is a beach, which once used to be a fort in some kind of war back in the day. Anywho, the landscape is amazing! Not just a beach with shells, but a backdrop of hills and trees and a cannon or two. I love this spot, i really do.   When it is time for me to leave, my mind is clear im not tense nor am i stressed. I drive down this quite little road with quaint little houses, and little old people. I smile; because everything is good. I get to the lights and i take that left turn, i go down the hill and over the bridge. Immediatly over the bridge, that atmosphere has completely changed,  The landscape now consists of empty warehouses, boarded up houses, a hooker or two, a
Dark Obsesssion
I never see you enter but with ever move I feel your eyes on me watching me type a word of laughter a word of kindness to someone other then you seeing them respond in like I feel your hatred build for them I feel you reaching out to grasp me tightly attacking them relentlessly until I am left alone like a dove Im caught and tossed into your cage of thorns pricking my wings on their jagged edges beating myself upon them until my wings are bloody and broken you watch this spectacle enjoying  the futile attempts fighting you in vain trying with all my heart to escape you when I cannot fight anymore you lift me from my cage of sorrow with such love and devotion soothing me with gentle words bandaging my wounds
Asthma really sucks!
Private Folders Open...
Private folders are open for friends this weekend Please be kind RATE/COMMENT leave Me some Love!!! GODDESS
What Pets Write In Their Diaries
WHAT PETS WRITE  IN THEIR DIARIES    Excerpts  from a Dog's Diary......      8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing!9:30 am - A  car ride! My favorite thing!9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite  thing!10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing!12:00 pm  - Lunch! My favorite thing! 1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My  favorite thing! 3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite  thing! 5:00 pm - Milk Bones! My favorite thing! 7:00 pm  - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV  with the people! My favorite thing!
Just One Rate Please
      I am in a contest for rates to win a bomb. I could use just one rate from each of my friends please. Please be sure to click my linkand while you are theremake sure you show the host some love as well. Howey ☠ The Vagisnorkel ☠ Feltersnatch¢â¢¾'s My Mels@ fubar (repost of original by 'Andrea }i{ Greeter/DJ @The House of Fantasy's }i{' on '2009-04-24 11:23:05')(repost of original by '~Sweet~N~Sexxay~Fubars Finest Melons~fu owned by Rebbie & MsCharlotte2U' on '2009-04-24 13:32:47')(repost of original by 'Andrea }i{ Greeter/DJ @The House of Fantasy's }i{' on '2009-04-24 13:38:32')(repost of original by '~Sweet~N~Sexxay~Fubars Finest Melons~fu owned by Rebbie & MsCharlotte2U' on '2009-04-24 14:31:00')(repost of original by 'Andrea }i{ Greeter/DJ @The House of Fantasy's }i{' on '2009-04-24 14:31:29')  
Today is a wonderful day..  got to ride my quad and i cleaned my golfcart today, cause there was nothin els to do. had to keep myself busy somehow. but on the other hand i could have went to bed but then i did not want too. cause i had stuff to do outside. and plus it was a Wonderful day outsideand wanted to enjoy the weather.. well gotta go talk later Love always Lori Ellen
Misty Morning
Misty Morning, Woken dreams, Catching glimpses through the haze of the willow trees. Crisp white crunches underfoot, midnight waters wain.   all dreams i had, now you fade, your smell, your sentiment, that was once my life, times again, laughing through tears, crying in vain, you left, i survived, it wont happen again.
My Family Here At Home!!
Ok the reason that I am here writing my blog to let you all know that I have some strange feeling thinking why my parents had been married for 50 yrs and damn I should've done myself marry to someone who been marry that long... Which I thought they would you know divource or seperate but nooooo they stay together for 50 yrs so I want each everyone of you could mind show some love to my family who celebrite 50th Anniversary tomorrow and I will be honor to tell them about what you show or how you show them that you were thinking of them!!!!
Riddla On The Roof
[Verse 1: SPM]SilentlyI receive my degreeI got my masters in dope fiend psychiatryLike the weed my brain buzzin like a beeFlyin free I only fear sobrietyShy policeInvading my privacyWe set a lot in courtThey take my briberyFinally I let this irony inspire meThey dying silentlyReally jus tryin to beSociety denying meSo my pro-bityIs flippin ghetto ivoryOh my dear diaryMy hood is fieryThey admire meWill I die a G or build a fuckin dynasty[Chorus x4: Robin][Bridge x2: Rasheed]It's the riddla on the roofRose from the bottom came to speak the truthIt's the riddla on the roofAn eye for an eyeA tooth for a tooth[Rasheed talking]Yeah that's right it's ya boy RasheedAll the way from the North Philadelphia ghettosTo the South Park slumsRepresentin in that Dope House with my manThe South Park MexicanSay Los break these boys off once again[Verse 2: SPM]It's that vatoConvo you know how the song goGet my freak on soWatch for SantoProntoLike a broncoTurn him to a John DoeI make ya body need bondoI st
Re My Page
Ok so this is how i roll . Any one who comes to my page and just checks me out especially Bag Heads and Freah meat or any one else for that matter and doesnt rate etc or sends me a friend add or tells me o so how they are in love with me or any of that BULL SHIT will be blocked with out notice. I am a real person not some fake ass and i dont like bein jerked around. So i make my self very clear when i say this . U will be blocked if u look suss to me > Nuf Sed !!!!!!
Observations About The Bus
Well I was on the bus today...No real adventure today but more of an observation. 99.9% of the people on the bus look downtrodden and dejected. It's pretty sad actually. Anyway I was dressed for work. I wear a nice button down shirt and just some dockers. Oddly enough nobody would sit near me. And when the bus had filled up the one person who did got up immediately after the first seat away from me opened. I showered used deoderant. It was just odd. Maybe I am just that repulsive..Who knows.... Another day for me on the Bus...
For Those Who Keep Tabs
It has been made very clear to me since our break up july of '08 that my 2nd marriage will never reconcile.  It has been a hard break up for me.  I only recently updated my profile.  If any of you have known me well enough or long enough,  I was trying to make it work.  It was put to me that it would never be given another chance in dec '08.  I do have a girlfriend now and am very happy.  I am very loyal to who I am with.  Since it was questioned recently,  I am setting the record straight.  It finally dawned on me what my wife was saying and I am moving on.  Hope this clears things up.  Any questions you may have I will answer.   Duncan  aka Nitrojetta
Dark Times In My Life...i Wanted It All To End
Destined To Be Alone
I sit alone, day after day, nite after nite, I see so many in here with with relationships, online and real life and I wonder why I can't find someone who wants me for me? What's wrong with me that I can't get close to anyone? Is it because of my violent past? Not that I haven't had men that haven't wanted to have 1 niters, but that's not me. I ache to feel a man's arms around me, to have him genuinely want to be with me, but it just never happens. I've been alone so long I can't bear it anymore, this doesn't mean I'm going to jump on anyone who wants a 1 niter, it has to have chemistry, has to have meaning. Something I have accepted will never happen to me again. I had my chance in my 20's. He was violent, abuse and cheated on me. Despite all that I fought to save my marriage. I loved him deeply, I've never had that feeling before or after. Unfortunately he didn't want me. Now I have been looking for that love for over 20 years. If you are lucky enough to have found that kind of lov
Fubar Friends
Florida Really Is Home
finally back in fl after 6 yrs away. Swore never wanted to be here when I ran so far away. How did I tell myself so many lies....... just glad to see reality and be home again atlast!
If You Offend Easy..stay Out Wimpy!!!
Have you ever noticed that if you rearrange the letters in "illegal immigrants" and add a few more letters, it actually spells out:"Fuck off and go home all you benefit-stealing, kid-producing, no-English-speaking cocksuckers, and take those hairy-faced, sandal-wearing, bomb-making, goat-fucking, mutton-eating, smelly raghead bastards with you.? How weird is that ?
It's Not The Years In Your Life But The Life In Your Years
Nobody grows old by merely living a number of years, People grow old by deserting their ideals, dreams, goals and beliefs. Years may wrinkle the skin, but to give up goals, dreams and beliefs wrinkles the soul.    It is not the years in your life but the life in your years that counts. The best part of the art of living is to know how to grow old gracefully. The knowledge you possess. All the mistakes you have made throughout your life and learned and have grown from them.   You can't help getting older, but you don't have to get old. You're never to old to become younger in your heart and in your thoughts. Wrinkles should merely indicate where the smiles have been.    I truly don't know what the big deal is about old age. So many elderly shine from inside and look 10 to 20 years younger. Are you truly only as old as you feel. As for me; Some days I feel 25 other days I feel 65. So what's up with that. The funny thing about all this is; If your completely stressed out you fell 70. If y
suicide is this life worth living if all i get is pain? for me things are getting to the point that i just want to cut and hurt myself. i am feeling depressed and out of sorts. i know things are not worth doing stupid shit like hurting or cutting myself let alone suicide. but the way my mind is set now it might be better for everyone and myself to just disappear. to never show my face again it would probably be better to be six feet under the ground. i want so hard to be with my amazing girlfriend and her daughter and have kids with her and spend the rest of my life with her. i know nothing is worth killing yoursaelf over but if i died today i wouldnt have to worry about the pain and no one would even miss me for the most part just when they want to use me for something. oh well maybe tomorrow will bring better light hopefully. if not there is nothing other than doing the damn deed.hope people that read this dont worry but if you dont hear from me in a few days you might need to won
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Louisiana Alligators
Louisiana alligators are known to roam in springtime when they search for mates, but a Golden Meadow woman was mystified to find one parked on her doorstep. Belinda Donaldson got a call Thursday morning from a neighbor who warned her to stay inside because an 11-foot alligator was lounging on her front stoop. She looked out the window and there it was, just outside her door...."
Screw Emotions
You give yourself hope and you think. Why try. Same thing always happens. Just leave me be. Just let me alone. Let me be with my thoughts, emotions. Feel for me, but then dont. Feel for me for i will be ok. Dont feel for me because why would you. What is there to do when all fears have gone and theres nothing? But, it really is never just nothing. Its the constentness of it. The constent repeat of the same thing over and over again. You think you learn, but heres the funny thing lol, you really never do learn do you. Pain. Is that way how you find true love it, or is true that you have to know true pain before you could know happieness. Human emotion. What is it? Is it our souls telling us that pain is emotion. But back to what is emotion? Why have it. I mean i have great love for my childen and that is unconditional. But that love is different. That emotion is different. When can you believe somone? They can tell you all day long you can, but can you, or is it you just put to much tho
Fear And Love
Fear keeps a lot of people from achieving their professional goals but it also keeps people from taking risks personally. Everyone has battle scars when it comes to love. I always say that the world is full of damaged people inflicting pain on other damaged people. However, you cannot simply give up. There are a lot of what ifs. Hell, what if the sky falls tomorrow and you never found the true love that you seek because you were so scared. We have to get over the past. That man or woman who has moved on and it is not fair for you to be stuck in limbo because of what happened. People never really recognize the long standing ramifications for their actions.(until it's way too late) They go on about their business and do not know—or care—about those who have to try to pick up the pieces. All of that being said, live again and love again. Sure, it is a risk. It is always a risk. Just be cautious and follow your gut instincts. You can know somebody for twenty years and they mig

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