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The Book Of Cecilia
Cecilia wasn't sure of her future. Only her past was a present thought. She knew that the end of her marriage wasn't the end of her life, but the cold, dead space inside her begged to differ. Her Ex was a great guy. Good provider, sweet to the point of relationship-diabetes, and a natural father. Problem was, he was vanilla in bed. Not even French vanilla (Oh god Frenchmen know how to use their tongues!)just plain...ol'....vanilla. This was ok in the beginning. Both of them had previous experience and it was a heady time for them both. As time progressed, kids were born, and the sex became stale. Same moves...same times...same everything. She had tried to lure him out from under his sexual "rock" that he was hiding under, but nothing worked it seemed. He resisted all efforts to spice up ANYTHING in the relationship.   Finally, counseling. The counselor saw them both for six weeks, then issued his proclamation. "You two are seperate entities. As such, you've grown in opposite directio
Fubay Auction 2
I'm in the FuBay Auction 2 Auction. It starts May 3rd ends on May 10th. Come on by and make me your slave for a month. Auction Brought to by: ΤhΣ ßîg ΜîκΣ ™.. Salute Junkie.. Fu Married to SCOOBY-DOO
Should I Just Give Up
  Should i just give up on everything that i tried so hard for seem's like no matter how hard i try i cant make anyone happy i try and do as much as i can to see other people happy i just want to give up on everything im tired of all the bs and drama i try and not let it get to me seem's like i was more happier in Azorina i did not have all this stress and bs like i got here in S.C tired of all the crap someone keeps hacking into my gf things and mine witch is making me loose all my trust in everything i tried so hard for maybe when i ever go on my vac. in june ill see what is best for me i apply for alaska king crab fishing they will be hiering at the end of june i really hope they pick me i just think i need to get away from all the stress bs and drama maybe it will make me feel better.
Madeline Mcann
  FIND MADELINE MACANN Gerry & Kate's Message: It is two long years since Madeleine was taken. It is two years since we were a happy family of five. The pain and anxiety does not lessen, but our determination to find our beautiful daughter remains steadfast. We are no longer looking for a 4 year old little girl – but a 6-year-old one. This is crucial. We are hoping that the new age-progressed image of Madeleine aged 6, produced by the National Center for Missing and Exploited Children in Washington, will help people to see what Madeleine may look like today disappeared, scientists create image of how she'd look now On May 7th at 9pm (UK time), a televised ‘reconstruction’ of potentially significant and suspicious events from around the time that Madeleine was taken will be aired on Channel 4 in Britain. Much of this information has not been disclosed to the general public before and it is apparent that there are several highly important unanswered questions r
Portrait Of A Friend
"Portrait of a Friend"I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts,or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we willsearch for answers.I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,nor the future with its untold stories.But I can be there now when you need me to care.I can't keep your feet from stumbling.I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;Yet I can share in your laughter.Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;I can only support you, encourage you,and help you when you ask.I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me.I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,room to be yourself.I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,But I can cry with you and help you pick up the piecesand put them back i
For the past several day I have been angry. Everyone knows this kind of angry. Its the pent up rage you feel and it makes you more angry when you dont even know what it is that your angry at to begin with. I've been going through a rough time these past 3 or 4 weeks and havent been able to find much comfort. Some of my closest friends seem like they don't care much about my problems and almost care free in their own worlds. The only comfort iv been able to muster is sitting in a small room with nothing but an air mattress, my laptop, and a small TV. A lot of the time I feel angry at everything around me from the floor creeking, or birds chirping. My total silence from the world seems insignificant but at the same time sane. There is one person I am thinking of right now and she has kept me calm and smiling through the last few days. She is quickly filling in what I felt to be a hole that would never be filled. Most people would consider this person in a way to be "the one". It's stran
Suzie Is Starting Her Collection Fu Too!
My Favorite collection item! Rubber Duckies! And Fu will have them for a limited time. Im asking help, I really would like to start this collection! RUBBER DUCKY YOUR THE ONE, YOU MAKE BATH TIME LOTS OF FUN!! [JC told me to do this :p] I will add all helpers to this bully[im making this a blog too] and it will kind of a mini pimp out for all my helpers. ☆Kuntylette☆CuppyCake☆SLP☆@ fubar
Hi, It is SO good to have the a/c working again, and only for $119 for a yearly-plan.  It was as I suspected:  the lines needed to be "blown out"...I had poured clorox bleach in all 3 of the pvc pipes last eve---but too late; the damage had been done: my a/c was clogged.  They needed their pressure -aircompressor to clean out the lines.... I had noticed this week that the carpet was all wet in the hallway near the hall bath and door to furnace/ a/c closet.........I thought one of the dogs had done it...since so soaked......when I went to pull into the garage last eve, I saw a stream of water trailing all the way to outside of garage...I quickly felt the carpet remnant at the front of garage on the raised was SOAKING I ran inside and opened the door to A/C unit...opened the air filter area below it and discovered tons of water! I panicked,since living on my own and no one to ask/help.  I looked in the yellow pages (after pouring all that clorox down those drainpip
My Prince
Locked high in the castle tower Kept by a cruel master who held all the power Growing wearier day by day Dragon Guard keeping would-be rescuers at bay The sun never shone into that cold cell My own cruel version of hell One day a ray of light shone through the gloom At once a blossom of hope began to bloom Rushing to the window, what did I see? My princely savior come to rescue me This wonderful Knight with sword drawn high His prize he would not be denied The Dragon he slayed with one hearty blow The master rushes to the gate below Sword drawn, ready to fight Swiftly struck down by this white knight My Prince climbs the tower stairs At my prison door he tears Released from this hellish world A new life before me unfurled My Prince has finally arrived Hope and faith have been revived He swears his love to me Forever more joy is what I'll see Two halves are now a whole As one...heart, mind, body, and soul
Life In Music
You ever have a day, where every song you hear, you can relate to? It all seems relevant to whatever is going on in your life? I know that nowadays everyone has their ipods and mp3 players and who the hell burns cd's still, haha, so we can make our own playlists and keep those tunes and choose whatever we want to listen to, thats not really what I mean. But, turn on the radio, and every song they play during that car ride to work hits you somewhere? Ya. Love that feeling. I love how I can tell my life story in song. Here are just a few "theme" songs of my life--- I am sure if you know anything about me, you know why I picked most of them.  My Own Worst Enemy-PinkI Like Big Butts-- Sir Mix a LotNot Ready to Make Nice- Dixie ChicksGunpowder and Lead- Miranda LambertThere Goes My Life- Kenny ChesneyNever Enough- Five Finger Death PunchPain- Three Days GraceI'm a Bitch- Alanis MorissetteWalk This Way- AerosmithOnly the Good Die Young- Billy JoelU + UR Hand- PinkBring on the Rain- JoDee Mes
Troubled Son
So, I have a 14 year old son that is just out of control. He skips school, smoking cigaretes and basically disrespectful. He is on probation for Theft III and broke his probation by skipping school and spent 4 days in juvenile hall. The day after he got out he skipped again. I have been fined $150 for him skipping. I just don't know what to do anymore. I am doing my best to raise him but he is a very angry unhappy boy. Does anyone have any suggestions? Please Help!   Well it's 05/08/09.... my son was arrested today for minor in possesion of tobacco and skipping school and put in juvenile hall. I really don't know what to do. I have exhausted my options with him.
Submission Part 2
Biting my lip , thinking what could be up those stairs . Sliding a finger around the lip of glass doesnt seem to help the nerves . Should I go up or run like hell . Is it him or someone else . How the hell did I get in this mess? Breathe Tamm , breathe can do this , just suck it up . With a tip of head I sucked back the wine . Ok , now what . Clearing my throat , echos off the walls . If I were to scream , would anyone here me . Damn I cant recall the houses if they were close . Reaching inside my purse pulling out my cell . Damn it to hell no flipping signal ...can you hear me now suck damn phone company . Searching in purse , well I know now I would make the perfect victim . Exhaling breathe and a shake of body , ok now im ready I think . Walking across the harden floors , the beauty of this place overwhelms me . Such workmanship, they dont make houses like this anymore . Pausing to look up the winding stairway . Lit only by candles and each step covered in rose petals
Another State Of Mind
Suddenly her world of fantasy came crashing into make believeand met on a canvas made of goldall the things she thought she knew scattered across the morning dew, seem to battle all the things shes told , emotions move at the speed of light but here on earth barley go by , i don't think this is our scene, Some place else another time , Any other state of mind, On the other side they say the grass is green, Kicking my own shadow , wondering where did you go , Is anmesia whats keeping you gone? You swore that it was just a test , A month or so , nothing less, Now I wonder if your coming home?Dawn broke The night life , as he looked at the stranger by his side , Asleep with her head on his chest , He thought of a girl he had back home, Swore to himself shell never know, And dammed himself for not giving her his best , I wonder where you are right now, If you've given up somehow, I don't think that this is our scene Some place else another time , Any other state of mind, On the other side
I Wrote A Book!
It's been brought to my attention that this is the only networking site so far where I haven't tried to pimp out my book so here we go! If you actually read it please let me know I'd really appreciate it. There's other stuff I've written on my writing profile so let me know if you read that stuff too, you can leave comments on the site even if you're not a member :) My book is called "Never Say Die" and if you like it, there's a sequel on it's way! Thanks!!
Fu-anniversary Coming Up
well, in less than a month i will have been here for 3 years... i've made quite a few friends, rated about 15 tons of pics, lmao.... but im discovering most of the people who are on my friends list dont even bother hitting me back with a profile rate. when someone shows me luv, i return it ASAP. i dont have the money for a VIP, or to buy 'bling' for ppl. i've tried not to be a point whore in this big ol' popularity contest. but i guess i just dont care about that anymore. here it is, almost 3 years have went by, and im not even fubarlord yet. so.... im sending out a request to all my true friends on here, i'd really like to try to make it to godfather by my fu-anniversary on June 1sr.... or if not then, hopefully by my birthday on 7-21. can ya'll please please help me???
Our occational encounters are full of heat and passion and I hate when they end.As your hands move slowly over my body I trembal with wanting and excitement.Excitement caused by your soft gental touch and the wanting for it to never end.Your lips softly kiss mine and then move to my neck and then on to other parts of my body.As your hands move slowly over my naked body I shiver with delight.Your hand slowly finds it's way to the inside of my thigh.Your lips seem to slowly go in the same direction.They make their way over my breasts, my stomach, until they reach the inside of my thigh.My heart pounds so loudly in my chest and it feels like it is going to explode.As you slide inside me the fire with in me grows and burns.As our two bodies become one I moan in pleasure.The weight of your body on mine nearly takes my breath away.I gasp and as I do, you push deeper inside of me.You pull me on top of you and manage to stay inside me.As I rock back and forth on top of you I start to feel the
American Idol
I was so shocked lastnight when watching american idol. I thought for sure danny or Chris was going home.  Adam is a guarantee i think that he will be there..and allison was really good.  From beginning of the show though..I have always been a fan of Danny..and had hopes he would go to the end. I was just tickled that he got saved.  Although I would have preferred Chris to have gone home before Allison.  I think hes good..but feel alot of people are just in lust with his cute looks.  I hope he gos next though.  It will be down to my favorite 2 then.
National Day Of Prayer
(CNN) -- For the past eight years, the White House recognized the National Day of Prayer with a service in the East Room, but this year, President Obama decided against holding a public ceremony. President Bush marked the National Day of Prayer with a service at the White House. "Prayer is something that the president does everyday," White House press secretary Robert Gibbs said Tuesday, noting that Obama will sign a proclamation to recognize the day, as many administrations in the past have done. Asked if Obama thought his predecessor's ceremonies were politicized, Gibbs said, "No, I'm not going to get into that again. "I think the president understands, in his own life and in his family's life, the role that prayer plays." The National Day of Prayer is an annual observance for people of all faiths. Under the Bush administration, the White House hosted an interfaith service each year, inviting protestant, Catholic and Jewish leaders for an event at the East
Fry The B#$*#$%
(CNN) -- Drew Peterson, the former police sergeant who authorities call the prime suspect in the disappearance of his fourth wife, Stacy Peterson, has been indicted on murder charges related to his third wife, the Illinois state attorney's office said. Drew Peterson was arrested Thursday on murder charges relating to his third wife, Kathleen Savio. Charles B. Pelkie, state attorney for Will County, Illinois, said a grand jury indicted Peterson in the murder of his third wife, Kathleen Savio, whose death had been ruled an accidental drowning. He said the grand jury continues to meet and is studying the possibility of charges in Stacy Peterson's disappearance. Watch family members react to the arrest » After Stacy Peterson went missing in October 2007, media frenzy and police scrutiny on Peterson revealed Savio had died mysteriously a few years earlier during a nasty divorce. Savio died just before the division of the marital assets was finalized, making Drew Peterson the sole benef
A Poem
Here's a poem I wrote.  I don't know what to name it yet.  Please don't steal it but if you like it please let me know. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Honestly? I miss him. I refuse to lie. I miss the dreams we use to share. I miss looking into his eyes. I miss the smell upon his skin. The way he use to taste. The passion when we made love. The gentleness in his embrace. And though I may never see him again Never hear his voice. I still love him just as much. This was not my choice. And I hear he is a liar, That I can believe. I hear his ways are dyer. And that I know I've seen. Still, I wish he'd never left me, Left the shelter of my wings. But he wanted to be set free. But used a trail of lies of all things. I feel the man I loved has died, His murderer taking his place, And that he never lied. When he said he loved me to my face. So I'll miss him in the morning, Every time I raise from bed. I'll miss him every evening, Every night I lay my head. And
A Return To Old Ways
At one time it was kind of funny to see ourselves as the Addams Family a group of "misfits" ... but not any more We are a Family of GOOD HONEST People who value friendships and HONOR our WORD. I want US to hold TRUE to this It would be real nice to hold to what my chats were originally meant to be ... A place where people didnt have to take bullying from others and where EVERYONES ideas and feelings were respected and appreciated... NOT someones ideas of how THEY see things to be  nor will there be anymore bullying of friendships i.e. "if you dont see it my way I will just leave and no longer be a friend" And there will be NO MORE manipulating friendships or insulting others and belittleing them until others decide they aren't liked and leave . I personally will no longer allow ANYONE to manipulate me in order to keep their friendship... NOONE is BETTER than the next... NO MATTER WHAT STATION IN LIFE THEY ARE. I don't care if you have more money than someone else or if you
Only You (bad Boy Remix) Lyrics
[Puff Daddy]I thought I told you that we won't stop,I thought I told you that we won't stop,I thought I told you that we won't stop,I thought I told you that we won't stop,Eh eh, eh eh,I thought I told you that we won't stop,I thought I told you that we won't stop,eh eh, eh eh,I thought I told you that we won't stop,I thought I told you that we won't stop,Check it out...[Notorious B.I.G]Je-sus the notorious just, Please us with your lyrical thesis, We just chillin,Milk'EM top billin, Silk'EM and pure linen, Me and little Cease, Malibu sea breeze, Dom P's, Palm trees, Cats lay in Pablo,In milked out diablos, The Williest, Bitches be the silliest, The more I smoke, The smaller the phillie gets, Room 112 where the players dwell, To stash more cash than Burn and Hale, Inhale, Make you feel good like Tony Toni Tone (feels good), Dig up in your middle like Monie (yeah), Don't know me,But your settin up to blow me, Try to style, Fly up north with a homie (yes),It's style is dondatta, Playas s
well he tells me he doesnt like to send flowers cause they die .... i figure meh so much for flowers ever but didnt matter cause ya know i love this man ... well yesterday i got lillies delivered to my house ... look in the pics yall dd good ... i mean really good ...they fil the house with that heady scent and are opening some each day so that its a total surprise each time i get to see them ...i will press them in my bible when the time comes ... baby i love you so .. thank you
Baking A Cake With Your Child's Help
Baking a Cake with your Child's Help Preheat oven. Check to be certain that there are no rubber balls or plastic soldiers on the oven shelves. Remove blocks and toy autos from table. Grease pan. Crack nuts. Measure 2 cups flour; remove Johnny's hands from flour; wash flour off him. Re-measure flour. Crack more nuts to replace those Johnny ate. Put flour, baking powder and salt in sifter. Get dustpan and brush up pieces of bowl Johnny knocked on floor. Get another bowl. Answer doorbell. Return to kitchen. Remove Johnny's hands from bowl. Wash Johnny. Answer telephone. Return. Remove 1/4 inch salt from greased pan. Look for Johnny. Grease another pan. Answer telephone. Return to kitchen and find Johnny. Remove his hands from bowl. Take up greased pan and remove layer of nut shells in it. Head for Johnny, who runs, knocking bowl off table. Wash kitchen floor, table, walls, dishes. Call bakery, place order. Take two aspirin. Lie down
Don't Put Me On That Pedestal So High
Why is it that people put us up on pedestals not realizing that when you fall it's you that gets hurt because a fall from that high can do nothing less. Why is that they claimn to Love You For Who you are But really Love you for what they want you to be. Why Can't I believe anyone that says they Love Me Uncondtionally well it's probably because Im sitll Broken and Beaten From The Pedestal So High...          
ok - heres the deal  - first lady to do whatever it takes to get me 2500 pics will always be 100% drunk when im online, as well as have all their photos rated - individually. i stand by that, and will uphold it.  
Alone  How do you find the will to live  When there's nothing more to give Everything has been stripped away Nothing left to hold or save When I look within myself Nothing is there, there's no one else  Emptiness is all I see There is nothing left inside of me  A gaping wound is all I dream  A writhing hell, inside I scream  Pain is all I say or do No hope of light to see me thru  As day by day I fade away  To darkest nights in chains a slave  Life itself is killing me  each breath I take is agony  I once had hope, true love did feel  But now it's gone, this can't be real  The die is cast my fate is sealed I've nothing left for hell to steal  Everything has been stripped away  Nothing left to hold or save  
Clearing Friends List..
Just wanted everyone to know i am deleting alot of people from my friends list. U can hit me up on yahoo and see if ur one and i will let you know. I am just so tired of all the drama people are starting and i don't have time for it anymore. I feel like i am in high school again and i hated it then so why would i want to do it all over again? if u dont have my yahoo message me on here and i will get back to u asap. ty all
For The Mothers Out There
The Key~
Dedicated to my fiance, Joy The key to love is to understand, Spoken words and actions. Little things that say so much. The things that cause reactions. The key to love is to forgive. Accepting our mistakes, Not forgetting, but remembering, To cut ourselves some brakes. The key to love is to share, Fortunes good and bad. Facing things together, Will wipe away what's sad. The key to love is to give, Free and with your heart. Without a thought of a return, That's where love will start. The key to love is to respect, Each other's different views Together with a common bond, Inspire each other's muse. The key to love's inside us all, Patience unlocks the door. Learning is a lot of work, With love it's not a chore. ~W.H.~  2009~
Play Time~
  They are to meet each other for the first time and she's nervous. She wonders if she will be able to please him as he wishes. She dreams about how to serve him, how to please him.They are face to face for the first time...she stands before him dressed in a short skirt, thigh highs, heels and a skimpy shirt that partially reveals the creamy fullness of her breast. He commands her to remove her clothes slowly as he watches and examines his new sub. She reaches around and unzips her skirt feeling the heat in her body start to rise as she thinks of what this is going to lead up to. Her body starting to tremble as the zipper moves it's way down and she slides it off and steps out of it.She places her hands on the bottom of the shirt and raises it up over her breast, he watches as he sees them starting to come into view...her nipples already getting hard from the combination of the air against her breast and the passions and desires that are welling up inside her. He reaches out and t
She loved the way the air moved over her skin -- all of her skin -- every time she took a step. She was dressed, but the whole of her outfit was lace. All of her skin was breathing. A good thing as she was almost in a sweat due to her nerves and her arousal.She had dressed as instructed. She had awoken to find her clothes laid out for her in fact. When she'd arrived at his house yesterday after so many months of correspondence and telephone conversations, her nerves had been frayed to almost nothing. Together, they had enjoyed a leisurely dinner. They'd set together in front of his roaring fireplace, which took up the whole of one massive stone wall, sipping sweet wine and talking late into the night. She knew that this polite evening was constructed only for her benefit. After so much time spent getting to know one another, exchanging photographs and revealing secret fantasies and desires, she'd assumed that by the time they met there would be no reason to be nervous. Perhaps no reaso
Taking Ownership ~ 1 ~
As he had instructed, she was naked and kneeling, near to the foot of the bed. She was facing the headboard so she could not see him enter the room, so she would be vulnerable to him.She heard the door knob turn and her heart raced. In her mind, she kept repeating to herself what he had told her "Keep your head high, your eyes lowered and do not speak." It took every ounce of self-control to not look at him as he walked into the room. She wanted so much to see his face, to see his reaction of her here like this.She could tell he was behind her now, as she held her breath, waiting for him to touch her. He ran his fingers playfully through her long hair, admiring the silky strands as they fell down around her shoulders. He stretched out his fingers, grabbing tightly at the nest of hair at the nape of her neck and held her hostage. She couldn't help but close her eyes and moan as her neck went limp into his hand. He grinned at her reaction."Good girl," he whispered into her ear, "Remember
Taking Ownership ~ 4 Cont. ~
  He breathed her in deeply as he closed his eyes. She smelled of woman and girl, all sexy and innocent like a flower waiting to be opened - if that were possible all at once. He drew close to her slit and ran his knuckle over her mound. She had groomed as he had instructed: clean shaven lips and a small tuft at the top, neatly trimmed. Her cunt lips were thick and full, swollen almost. They covered all her parts, like a perfectly wrapped present for him to open. They looked succulent and he resisted the urge to pull them into his mouth."Now, my little slut. Reach down and hold open my new fuck toy. And make it wide so I can see your insides." She did as she was told and reached down, pulling her plump lips apart for him. She spread herself to reveal a beautiful rose-colored fuck hole, glistening with juices among the folds of her cavity. "Do you know how to milk a cock with your cunt?" he asked of her."Yes, Master, I do," she answered."Show me."She obeyed her Master, tightening and r
Why Im Online
hi guys im a married man in canton ill im a father of 3 and we have olot going on in life .im hopeing that things will gey better before long i was hurt and have not been able to work for at least the past 2 years i went from sixty thousand year to nothin do to some things i dont wont to get in to .lets just say disability has to payback evrything since august of 07 to the day the judge sees it they have made my suffer for a long time it my turn my kids deserve it my wife and i .im not sure what blog is i thought it was something this if not sorry please tell me what it is
Small Philosophical Thought
It's not hard to like someone Not hard to love someone Little bit harder to hate someone Take hate out of your life And two out of three ain't bad  
Baby Dies; Pacifier Taped To His Mouth
  WTF? WHY? Why would someone do something like this? WYFF4 news story Why would someone treat an infant like this? Comments - please! Rock on! Durham  
lost in the grand scheme of things forever in perpetual motion seeing but not seeing feeling but not feeling a constant battle of what is real or illusion adrift in a vast world of saints and sinners charlatans and the righteous always at my door wanting more giving nothing tearing me apart bit by bitter bit for their own selfish lustful needs never giving always taking filling my heart with sadness and angst leaving me to my inner chaos broken and alone
O.k. Here Goes Nothing!
Cervical Cancer has five different categories in its staging system. The system used is referred to as the "Figo" system (International Federation of Gynecology and Obstetrics.You will notice that within each stage is a "sub-stage" and represent levels within that specific stage of cancer.The staging system begins at 0 and ends at IV. 0 meaning the very early stages of cancer and IV being advanced.Stage 0Also called carcinoma in situ, stage 0 means that cancerous cells that have not invaded deeper tissues. The cells are superficial and are only found on the surface.Stage IIn stage I, cancerous cells have invaded the cervix, and cells are no longer just at the surface. Cancer is still confined to the cervix and has not spread. Stage IA: This is the earliest form of stage I cervical cancer. The cancer can only be identified under microscopic examination. Stage IA1: The invasion area is less than 3mm(1/8 inch) deep and less than 7mm (1/4 inch) wide. Stage IA2: The invasion area is be
Ahh Another Thing!
I'm sure you've all heard this and or read it in my last blogs however I've gotta wait at least 6 weeks before they can do a CT scan on me to make sure they have gotten it all in which case I hope like hell because I've already told John that if they haven't just to load the gun and pull the trigger, I can not go through what I've been through again it's painful, not only does it hurt you but the loved ones around you, anyways wish me well and the best of luck cause I sure will need it!
My First Auction!!!!!!
Ok Folks I am in my first ever auction. Check it out and bid on me starting May 8th!!!
is anyone fed up about these people putting down carrie prejean cos of the photo she did when she was 17 i mean that was 3 yrs ago let it go she should keep her title and she is free to speak her mind this a free country buy the way... 
What The Hell?
I don't know if anyone else has noticed this, but Hollywood really seems to be grasping for movie ideas.  It seems that everything that comes out it now is a remake, based on a t.v. show, or a book, or a comic.  Seriously, what happened to writing an actual script?  I'm not saying I don't like some of these movies, but really, was there a need to remake Texas Chainsaw Massacer?  And of course then there is the fact that they want to remake Evil Dead.  You can't do that...that's just sick! Anyways, I know that it can be neat to see a book or a comic done up on the big screen...but come, give us some new ideas.  Rambo was based on a book, Die Hard was based on a book, and so many movies have been based on Stephen King books that it's redic.  Of course, when a movie is made out of a book, they usually stray greatly.  I was suprised at how close "No Country for Old Men" was.  On that note, stop making so many damn movies out of books.  Let people read.  I mean come on, I'm not a Harry Po
An Amazing Man
I've found me a wonderful man, a couple of you know him from a lounge I used to go into. But he makes me feel so good about myself and he respects me and his family and friends like me already and have told me that other than his kids that I am the best thing that has happened to him. I find it very cool. My mom likes him which is good. I will end up moving to where he is. I'm excited and scared at the same time because I'm not used to being accepted by a guy for who I am. But everything will work out and I know I will be happy with him.
Just Watch What I Link To You. Hehe
Weather   Dreams can have very unique weather. It may be sunny and thundering, or pouring rain everywhere except for where you are standing. Weather images in dreams often reflect your feelings about your environment. You may view the world as contrary to your goals; thus a dream would have bad weather in it. On the contrary, pleasant dreams or dreams at a time when life is going well usually feature good weather. The weather in dreams is generally not as significant as other images unless it is somehow aberrant from normal, waking world weather. Did the weather in your dream prevent something good from happening, such as a planned event?
Elephant   In the Zulu culture, the elephant is the symbol for wisdom, patriarchy, and sacred relationships (similar to the bear or eagle in Native American culture). It is important to notice that geographically different cultures find symbols within their own contexts to convey universal themes of human concern. Also, most western cultures revere the elephant as powerful and possessing a strong memory. Because of our common acknowledgment that elephants have powerful memories, to dream of an elephant may be an association with the act of memory-this may point to something forgotten in your life.
Quote Du Jour 5/8/09
“While the rest of the species is descended from apes, redheads are descended from cats.” -Mark Twain   Thanks DJ Lord Dragon @ Devilish-Angel-Radio ♡~Fu-hubby 2 ♥Juicey334♥~♡. I never knew this was a quote... until you posted your comment. Thus making me want to do quote of the day.
Big Gyrl
The curve of my hip and the dip in my walk... I am a BIG GYRL and you will talk...   The hills of my breast and the length of my leg... I am a BIG GYRL you don't have to beg...   See I got skills only my kind know about... I am a BIG GYRL and that I will shout...   I look in the mirror and wonder, are they better than me... I am a BIG GYRL only real ones can see...   I am beautiful and all the men know it... I am a BIG GYRL and I always show it...   You don't have to like me, but I demand respect... I am a BIG GYRL what else would you expect...   My hills and valleys are sexy as hell...
New And Improved Changes !!
     FUBAR IS    REACHING  INTO   NEW  HORIZONS !!! There are many new and improved changes being made to the site daily ! A new feature is that VIP's can now upload up to 5000 pics in their folders !! Baby J and Scrapper are working very hard to make this site the best ever ! Get the word out FUBAR ... MORE PICS FOR VIP's !!!
You Can’t Use Stilts To Squash A Bug
I'm tired I'm broken my body needs rest my emotions are not at their best I'll use this blade to carve into myself this crest Your antics are crude your attitude is rude you've lost your sense of control you've lost your powers with this blade you'll bleed for 72 hours so take this madness and bare it for life I'll take my chances in the mystic twilight I only hope it leads me to the high-life now I dance under this hybrid moon your misery will come very soon
Poems For Wildfire That She Wanted Me To Share #1
A world so cold A world of hate Here I sit and gladly wait For death to take my soul So I am never ever alone A world filled with hate and spite I learned long ago to give up the fight This world has given me nothing but pain It has beaten me down again and again So let the world see me for what I am A broken down soul with nothing to gain   By Smokeyvamp
Songs Through The Years (1967 Top-100
The Top 100 Songs of 19671.    I'm A Believer     Monkees2.    To Sir With Love     Lulu3.    The Letter     Box Tops4.    Ode To Billie Joe     Bobbie Gentry5.    Windy     Association6.    Groovin'     Young Rascals7.    Somethin' Stupid     Nancy & Frank Sinatra8.    Daydream Believer     Monkees9.    Light My Fire     Doors10.    Happy Together     Turtles11.    Hello Goodbye     Beatles12.    Kind Of A Drag     Buckinghams13.    Respect     Aretha Franklin14.    Incense And Peppermint     Strawberry Alarm Clock15    Ruby Tuesday     Rolling Stones16.    All You Need Is Love     Beatles17.    Love Is Here And Now You're Gone     Supremes18.    The Happening     Supremes19.    Penny Lane     Beatles20.    Snoopy Vs The Red Baron     Royal Guardsman21.    I Heard It Through The Grapevine     Gladys Knight & Pips22.    Soul Man     Sam & Dave23.    Dedicated To The One I Love     Mama's & Papa's24.    Little Bit O'Soul     Music Explosion25.    The Rain, The Park & Other Things     Co
Body To Body
Body to Body,Soul to Soul.I seek your Passion,I seek it all.I need to feel your lips touch mine,the dew from your lips is the sweetest wine.Your tender touch is warm and gentle,The way you love me is so sentimental.The peace your love brings is rapture to my heart,I guess the passion was there from the very start.You move down my body to my aching breast,I feel your heart pounding from within your strong chest.I feel your lips as you take in my nipplelicking and nipping you start to suckle.I feel the arousal build from within,I show you my approval with an passion filled grin.lower and lower your lips do they kiss,not a patch goes unoticed, not a patch do they miss.your lips and tongue are warm as they touch,my pussy oh how it aches, it aches very much.It aches for your fingers, to find that button of pleasure,It aches for your love to send into rapture.It aches to feel that hardness that is hiddenThe hardness of your pleasure rod, that aches to be bitten.I kneel before you to repay th
Body Bliss
Oh my body has been waiting for this For your sensual finger kiss   that will put me in ecstatic body bliss Body bliss From your first touch That touches on my ecstasy's wet bliss Ecstasy's wet bliss From your electric touch That pulses your warm loving energy   into my body beneath my being It is so sensual, so nice, so freeing So freeing for my body My body that rides the wave's of pleasure beneath your   gentle hands Your gentle hands That ride the wave's of my curves above with   your perfect touch below My curves That lead your hands to my thighs and my calves Releasing them into seventh heaven   then taking me to the other side The other side as I roll over The music plays over the air   as your hands continue to play   over my body on the other side The other side over my body Over my body to the lengths of my arms   all the way to the tips of my fingers   where ecstasy does now linger Into my other body grooves your hands Your hands continue to travel over me from head to toe P
Rain coming down,window by my side.Hand coming down,to my lower thigh.Listening to the pitter, patter.My hand goes in and out slower then faster.Exciting myself with every beat.So wet and sweaty, got to turn down the heatRain is so sexy, it always turns me on.My vibrator and me, holding a special bond.I let out loud and deepful moans.Hitting my g spot, and special zones.Feeling myself getting wetter and wetter.My own touch is feeling better.Clouds part and out comes the sun.Hearing the rain get softer makes me cum.
i still hurt
What Would You Do?
  I would Love a $100 Bling Pack or Happy Hour For either i am offering to get you 4 pimps, shitfaced when i see needed and 5 custom tags, Rate all ur pics once and a peack at my NSFW private folder. SB ME
The Mayonnaise Jar And The Two Beers
A friend sent this to me today.  I hope you all enjoy it! When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 Beers. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls.  He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was... The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous 'yes.' The professor then produced two Beers from under the table and p
Well now I am living on the street with no place to go and now I am sitting in the state library of Victoria and listening to some of my favourite music.
Read This!!
So if I asked you about art, you'd probably give me the skinny on every art book ever written. Michelangelo, you know a lot about him. Life's work, political aspirations, him and the pope, sexual orientations, the whole works, right? But I'll bet you can't tell me what it smells like in the Sistine Chapel. You've never actually stood there and looked up at that beautiful ceiling; seen that. If I ask you about women, you'd probably give me a syllabus about your personal favorites. You may have even been laid a few times. But you can't tell me what it feels like to wake up next to a woman and feel truly happy. You're a tough kid. And I'd ask you about war, you'd probably throw Shakespeare at me, right, "once more unto the breach dear friends." But you've never been near one. You've never held your best friend's head in your lap, watch him gasp his last breath looking to you for help. I'd ask you about love, you'd probably quote me a sonnet. But you've never looked at a woman and been tot
Why Did I Get Married
my marriage is really rough i dont know what is going to happen have tried to do everything to make my wife happy but just cant there r days when she acts maddly in love and days she acts like she cant stand me i dont know what to do im confused does any one have any advise if so i would love i dont have any one to talk to all her family is here mine is in california please help lol11111  
Confessions Of An Explosive Libido...
Ok, so it's not a completely accurate title but here goes. I have for the most part led a charmed life. Although it did not always start out that way. I was picked on a lot when I was younger but the one saving grace about it all is that the only people who were ever nice to me...the only gender was women. I love women and women as a gender in whole...I have no shame in admitting it. My mom is a sister is a woman...and for the most part, just as there are women who have mostly male friends....I have a lot of female friends. I feel comfort with women. Been living with them since my dad died when i was 14. I have acquired a lot of understanding about women and women issues(no shame in going to the store to buy maxipads if you get my drift). My only issue is when I am very testosterone driven which gets me into trouble more times than most women would exclaim...."Men!" However, I have always been treated very well by women and I feel that I will be spending the rest o
Connecting to server... Looking for someone you can chat with. Hang on. You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi! You: Hi Stranger: Hi. You: Are you a bot? You: Bots make me hot. You: I want to do a robot. You: Have you ever thought about fucking a robot? Stranger: Only if I can turn it on and off with every thrust. You: Hmmm... sounds like it wouldn't be much fun if you had to bother with turning it off and on all the time. Robots should be at the ready 24/7 Your conversational partner has disconnected.
Love And Suicide *wat The Hell Is The Difference? ? ?
Love and suicide are the same to meThey both can cause some serious painLove and suicide if not attempted rightMake u suffer till u know that life hurtsWhen love and suicide go rite They feel so wonderfulI would trade my suicide For loveAnd my loveFor suicideBut which one would u choose? It doesn't reallly matterI think i might go with the less painful one* suicide*Let's just wait and see................
Connecting to server... Looking for someone you can chat with. Hang on. You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi! Stranger: hi You: Hi Stranger: how are you? You: Can I watch your mom fuck your dog? Stranger: yes Stranger: but only if you're a girl You: Fucking A! I finally found someone who'll let me watch. You: I'm a chick, yes. Stranger: i don't think so Stranger: you are so.... male You: So females can't be vulgar? Stranger: nope You: Shows what you know. Stranger: you are a girl? You: Yes Stranger: okay You: At least last time I checked. Stranger: gimme your msn and prove it You: I don't have msn. You: Stranger: and how i must show you my dog? You: My profile. You: That's me.
Intro Pt. 1
If organized religion is the opium of the masses, then disorganized religion is the marijuana of the lunatic fringe. Most disorganized of all religions, Discordianism alone understands that organization is the work of the Devil. Holy Chaos is the Natural Condition of Reality, contrary to popular belief. Theologian cite Order in the Universe as proof of a Supreme Intellegence, but a glance is enough to see that the stars are not actually in neat little rows. (Oh, sure, there is the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper - but if they were really connect- the-dot drawings there would be numbers next to the stars.) Theology is just a debate over who to frame for creating reality. What we imagine is order is merely the prevailing form of chaos. x   to be continued...
A Million Dollars And An Immigrant
If I had a million dollars i'd employ an immigrant. I'd pay him to sit by my pool. I would serve him drinks all day. However the second he learned any english I would fire him.
I'm Expressing My Feelings To A Girl By Poem.
I see her everyday she usually walks my way I want to talk to her but I don't know what to say shes the prettiest girl around I am love bound I thought I didn't have feelings for her no more but I realized that my feelings for her were stronger than ever before and if the reader of this poem happens to be the girl of my dreams you are my will to live without you I have no reason to breathe  
For Kota < 3, My Love
  Baby, i love you so much. You know you mean the world to me, you know you can always take away my pain tht i truly are the love of my life, i never felt this way before you baby.  everyoen keeps telling me to leave you and find better, but i tell them they are wrong, what they ask me is impossible, because you are the best ever!
Drunken Magnetic Poetry
I was drinking at a friend's house last night, and couldn't resist playing with her magnetic poetry, positioned convienietly upon her fridge for my entertainment. :) how you speak brother is vast i have a champagne needle in my cloud squirming over the perfume we come clean in the fire linger as only yesterday may hard men sailng their ocean wake to (an) old fever always never that good day has no home
Dinner At The Resteraunte
THERE they were,sitting in the very same table ,the same one they sat in ,the very first time they went there.HE COULDNT HELP BUT THINK ,HAS IT REALLY BEEN JUST A FEW SHORT YEARS,?Hcouldnt believe how captivatingly beautifull she was looking,just more and more over the past few years Her smile enchanted him,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, her gaze hypnotized and seduced him,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, her voice took his breath away and made his knees weak,,,,,,,,,,,,,, and she was wearing his favorite perfume,,,,,,,,,,,The one that drives him wild ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
New Fu-owner And A Great Friend
      Teddy Bear Beer Hunter Is My New Fu-Owner For  A Mouth He is Always Cheering Me Up When I'm Down And Out He Puts A Smile On My Face Everytime i Come And Check MY Emails AND Ect......... I'm Always haveing something good from him
Due Date
JAN 3rd, 2010     Wow pregnant again!!
Mother's Day
Since tomorrow's Mother's Day, I decided to try to come up with a few words on what my Mom means to me.  And so I won't go on for days on end about EVERYTHING she's ever done for me (which would be a HUGE list), I'll just say this: If you've still got your Mom to talk to, go thank her for all she's done.  Cuz I bet it doesn't get said enough. If, sadly, she's no longer with you, say it anyway.  Cuz I'm sure she'll still here it and appreciate it! :) And finally, for all the mothers here on Fubar, have a great day tomorrow!  You all do a hell of a job!  And stop to leave me a note if you read this (either a blog comment or a PM).  Cuz I think you all deserve a drink of thanks! Happy Mother's Day!
In Korea At That Time
on profile picture;in korea at the time air force. but was so drunk;from korean beer and a drink called sojo; that I was in north korea! peace!
All stress begins with one negative thought. One thought that went unchecked, and then more thoughts came and more, until stress manifested. The effect is stress, but the cause was negative thinking, and it all began with one little negative thought. No matter what you might have manifested, you can change it … with one small positive thought and then another.          
The Glad Game
"The Glad Game." On days when Chellie came home from school complaining about something - a bully on the playground, a harsh teacher, a skinned knee, or difficult homework – Chellie’s mom would hug her, kiss away her tears, and then suggest, "OK, enough complaining. Let’s play 'The Glad Game.'" “The Glad Game” is another name for a Gratitude List. “The Glad Game” helps you focus on what’s right in your world today, instead of what’s wrong. Chellie’s mom was a very wise woman, teaching her that no matter what your troubles, there are still plenty of things to be grateful for: a sunny day, good food to eat, a loving family, a house to live in, a family pet to love, a handful of friends to enjoy, and much, much more. Chellie would follow her mother’s suggestion: “I’m glad I have you as my mom." “I’m glad the weekend is almost here." “I’m glad I have some nice clothes to wear to school.
9th Evac Hospital North Africa
my grandfather was a scrub nurse  
Dad 55th Tact Wing
Munitions Specialist 1966-1970 volunteered for service in Vietnam but was refused second pic is dad(r) during a loadeo drill 1969 R.A.F. Whethersfield
My Brother
I can't remember what he is in but he is AFR as a firefighter/medic   pic taken in 2004 in Kuwait  
I Miss You...
I miss you, though you just went away I really do wish, you could have stayed I know why you're gone,know thats it's best But some relationships, just don't pass the test All that I've hoped for, all that I dreamed I watched fall apart and rip at the seams I wish it were different, together again Knowing deep in my heart, its better it ends...
It`s Been A While
I am anxiously awaiting your arrival. We haven`t seen each other in I don`t know. 2 or 3 months, and I know my body is aching for yours.We decide to meet in a shopping center parking lot. It`s our hometown, and as usual, the kids are cruising around the lot. There`s also a classic car show in the lot, and while I wait I pass the time looking at the old cars.My phone rings, and It`s you, telling me you`re almost here. My stomach lurches with anticipation, and I can already feel the wetness between my legs. I want to give in and rub myself until you arrive, but I hold off. I want you to be the one to satisfy me.I see you then, coming around the corner in your corvette. My hands are shaking as you pull up and flash me that mischievous smile: the one that tells me that I am in so much trouble!I do my best at staying calm as I walk around to the door. You pop the door for me, and I slide into the passenger seat. You smile and say hello and begin to drive us away from the center. Suddenly, y
What I Want & Like......
I have been asked what I want & like.  What I want is friends (very good friends),  sex friends, no-sex friends, I am new in this town & I am staying for a summer class at Marshall University, so I don't really know a lot of people.  I am willing to meet people. I just want fun and to enjoy life.  Since, I have to stay for only one class so, I thought I would see if I could find some people in town to hang out with this summer. I heard its dead around here in the summer, so i like to have fun and am open to any suggestions. I do have someone who I am with regularly & yes, I am single, everything is open, so, yes I tell him everything, & we are very open and free with each other. I just want to make that clear. Basically, as simple as I can put it- I really like sex, and this person understands.  I'm disease free and on bc, just so you all know.I like hanging out and just being outside or inside, I love music and reading. I'm kind of a nerd. I want to have fun this summer since i won't
If You Have Not Had Your Giggle Today.....
....... check this out
Confucius Say... Man who wants pretty nurse, must be patient.Man who drive like hell, bound to get there.War doesn't determine who's right. War determines who's left.Man who lives in glass house should change in basement.Man with hole in pocket feel cocky all day long.Girl who sit on jockeys lap get hot tip.Girl who sits on Judge's lap gets honourable discharge.Man who keep feet firmly on ground have trouble putting on pants.Man who leap off cliff jump to conclusion.Man with tight trousers is pressing his luck.Man who run in front of car, get tired.Man who run behind car, get exhausted.Passionate kiss like spiders web - soon lead to undoing of fly.Foolish man give wife grand piano. Wise man give wife upright organ.Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok.Man who scratches ass should not bite fingernails.Panties not best thing on earth, but next to it.Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house.Man who fight with wife all day, get no piece at ni
Songs Through The Years (1971 Top-100
1. Joy To The World, Three Dog Night2. Maggie May/(Find A) Reason To Believe, Rod Stewart3. It's Too Late/I Feel The Earth Move, Carole King4. One Bad Apple, Osmonds5. How Can You Mend A Broken Heart, Bee Gees6. Indian Reservation, Raiders7. Go Away Little Girl, Donny Osmond8. Take Me Home, Country Roads, John Denver9. Just My Imagination (Running Away With Me), Temptations10. Knock Three Times, Dawn11. Me And Bobby Mcgee, Janis Joplin12. Tired Of Being Alone, Al Green13. Want Ads, Honey Cone14. Smiling Faces Sometimes, Undisputed Truth15. Treat Her Like A Lady, Cornelius Brothers and Sister Rose16. You've Got A Friend, James Taylor17. Mr. Big Stuff, Jean Knight18. Brown Sugar, Rolling Stones19. Do You Know What I Mean, Lee Michaels20. The Night They Drove Old Dixie Down, Joan Baez21. What's Going On, Marvin Gaye22. Uncle Albert-Admiral Halsey, Paul McCartney23. Aint No Sunshine, Bill Withers24. Signs, Five Man Electrical Band25. She's A Lady, Tom Jones26. Superstar, Murray Head and Th
It Seemed So Little....
    The  Sack Lunches   I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat..  It was  going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read Perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought.   Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and  Filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me.  I decided to  Start a  conversation.  'Where are=2 0you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me.   'Petawawa.  We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Afghanistan   After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars.  It would be several hours before we reached the east, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time..   As I reached for my wallet, I overheard soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch.  'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sack lunch. Probably  wouldn't be worth five bucks.  I'll wait till we get
Arousal by the activity/thought of having sex with an amputee.
Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.  -  Lao Tzu
"and She Came To Cuffs"
im re-reading "The Story of "O"" for the nth time..I'm bored, hyper and horny..thinking of her..   "I'm Getting an Urge" well, bring it on.
If Ever
Do a good job at your best? Hah that's a given. My mind is on you, noone else. For you, I'll do my best, make the best of it come from it. I'll do my best to do a good job for my work, and I'll do a good job for my family, the very best I can give you, that's what I'll do. I'm going to wake up in the morning, have you on my mind, then go from there and the best thing, I already know it's going to be a great day with you. You just wait. I'm going to make you proud of me. I'm going to see that smile on your face one day. There's no wrong I see in you or what you make me think I should do. I only see perfection, honesty, and glory. You've made a promise to me. I believe it now. And I'll not doubt it. It may lead places that I didn't expect but I see now it ends well. So down and out for so long, now to realize the morning, and see what a great day it is, is just amazing. Even amazed I can sit here and write this. Been through some hard times, but now you forget all of that. Thank you Jesu
The Sense Of A Child
One time I was in a relationship with a girl, lasted longer than a decade. Well, we had these neighbors, her boyfriend wasn't too much to speak of at the time, hope he's doing well now though. But one day, sitting at her kitchen table and her 5 year old daughter says "momma", she said "yes?'. and she said "I love Tony". I tell ya. felt like the first time someone had ever said that to me. And the look on the moms face, it was a smile. And ya know, I did love that child and her son. They just seemed to know it too. To experiance something like that is a joy to the heart.
Friend Requests 2
24 friend requests, 15 blank, the other 9 here: 1. **Please return the “Love” – Rate / Fan**Dear R S, Your wish is my command. If you need a friend / secret admirer (that you know in advance lol), I am your guy. If you want me to crush you, I will. But be careful what you wish for. It would be my pleasure to "CRU$H" you. Please be forewarned, have plenty of H2O on hand because I anticipate my "CRU$H" to be devastating to you, in a good way. Not long after I " CRU$H " you, you will be contacting me for drinks and then more " CRU$HE$", waking up in the middle of the night and send me messages to " CRU$H " you. You will not be able to stop my " CRU$H " but it can sometimes be contained. Please allow a "JOHNNY VEGA$ CRU$H " to run its course over a 48 hour period. Please do not operate an 18 wheeler, back-hoe or large dump trucks. Avoid alcohol at all cost because it only doubles the length of the “CRU$H”. Now with all that being said, “What you goin
In The Spotlight...
Happy Mother's Day. Will be a busy day for me a bit today but I will try to return whatever love possible given to me during spotlight. Thank you one and all.Have a blessed day! A super thanks goes out to :) ♥ DarlynnOne ♥">@ fubar whose help made spotlight possible for me. Show her love as well :)
For Those Born In October....
OCTOBER Birthdays:   Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn't pretend. . Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spend thrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
Spinning Around In Circles
We live our lives from day to day Forget the past; it has nothing left to say We never learn from our mistakes We just keep pushing, ‘till our sanity brakes We’re running ourselves into the ground Destroying our world… soon there will be nothing left around A lost world with nothing left to give A desolate place where we once lived Just spinning around in circles   We bury ourselves up to our necks Even as our lives turn to complete wrecks We shut out everything that bothers us We make new friends we can never trust We’re running ourselves into the ground
A Movie Review Of Star Trek
So I went to see Star Trek on opening day. I have never done that for a movie ever. I did it partly because the previews promised a different sort of Star Trek with true action for a change. I went partly because it was Star Trek "rebooted",and really it needed rebotting or just let die out. I also did it out of spite of a lot of old school trekkies  saying bad things about the movie when they had not even seen it.     I was a kid in the 60's when Star Trek first aired. I was a fan of science fiction then as now but alot was going on in the real world 1960's. I watched the "Bay of Pigs' invasion. I watched the Cuban missile crisis unfold and I lived the cold war each and every day of my life. I honestly thought the world was going to destroy itself. I saw the civil rights movement happen. I saw the civil rights marches and riots, Dr. King being murdered, and Mississippi burn crosses.  I witnessed first hand women's suffarage and their march from the kitchen to the work place and their
My Political Views
The Perfect Guy
Someone, who brings flowers to our first date, opens the door for me, takes off his shoes without being asked for it. Who makes me laugh in any stuation, calls me, just to tell me he misses me. A man who likes my hair even in the morning, before i've taken a shower. Who holds me when i'm sad, makes me smile even in those situations and lets me know everything's gonna be alright. He accepts i'm a woman who is acting irrational at times and loves the flaws i have. he wants me to care for and worry about him. A man who's real, doesn't play games and won't break my heart over and over again. Someone who is spontanous enough to call me and tell me to pack my stuff, cause he's going to pick me up in 15 minutes to go on a weekend trip.  
Being A Mother To Me!!
A mothers hands.. As I embarked apon the days of motherhood I thought not of the changes that would happen, the feelings that would wash away the old me and create the lady I am today. As his little fingers are in mine as he was so small and needy, and his little smile reached  across that little face, I would often cry and thank the gods above for the gift that has so blessed my life. As his days go by and his dreams become life, I realize now how my life has meaning and forever on these special days I will be blessed with alittle boy like you. The Memories of your first steps still sit in my mind as if it was yesterday, I guess all of your first are as they were yesterday, and I long to keep them tight to my heart and mind. So gifted you were with all the things you do, your power is strong I peacock thinking your all  mine !! Throughout the years of watching you grow I count again the blessing of motherhood for all its done for me...I thank all the days forever more for being a mom 
Episode 105- The Canadian Invasion
We had a huge crowd tonight and loved every minute of it. With Hellermoon still M.I.A., and Punkette taking a family personal day, that left Red short-handed again. So, with his super ability to wrangle in new co-hosts with the graceful stroke of his keyboard, he imported into the show its first foreign co-host, Kerry. She is Club Fantasia's owner, a Jack-of-all-trades so to speak, and now throwing her hat into the broadcast ring. Showing signs of nervousness, she plowed through the beginning until she finally felt ok. We had to drop one lounge due to its deletion from fubar, signed another lounge up, Alleyway Radio, and had our player in another lounge of Open Range. The lounges were unusually quiet, most likely because of the holiday, but nonetheless we had fun. Here is what was covered in last night's show:Announcements- Trivia in one lounge, Bday shouts to Serenity and MchgnHellcast News w/ KerryTop 15 Christian Coalition-Approved nicknmes for breastsHellcast Trivia #25Movie Review
Things Left Unsaid
Things left unsaid can come back to haunt you.So many times I've been afraid to speak my mind.To many ways that I keep the hurt inside.Things left unsaid keep me inside myself.Pain accompanies the dread in my heart. Did I do what is right?Am I torturing myself?Afraid to let go, afraid of fear?Things left unsaid can be my downfall.Life spirals out of control, falling forever down.Trying to pick up the pieces of a shattered heart. Things left unsaid break it up worse.A pulsing throb turns into a stabbing pain.To remove the knife, to forgive, not sure if I can.Things left unsaid are complicated as is.Hearing your voice, tears at my soul.Hearing your voice, rips the healing wounds back open.Things left unsaid, will never be again.All will come out.Things will never be left unsaid again.
Mothers Day To A Survivor!!
Today is Mothers Day. Im not sure how to feel today. I know m husband and kids love me that isnt what i dont know how to feel about. See i grew up in a house full of abuse and violence. So here is where i dont know how to feel. My family has all but disowned me cause i have told them all how i felt as a child. Now they just dont talk to me. I finally told my dad what an ass he was for hitting  my mom, sister and i. So i guess he just hates me now cause i havent heard 2 words from him since then. I want to call my mom and tell her how much i love her but i know he will answer the phone. See my kids and I havent seen my mom in over 10 years now. Dont get me wrong i could have gone to see them but raising 2 kids is expensive. We could never really afford to go down there. So here i sit on another mothers day wondering if they really ever loved me. I was always the disappointment in the family. I guess i just wished that once my mom called me on mothers day to say i love you. Is that t
A Lunatic...
I just watched Penelope. Interesting movie. The moral of the story is to believe in yourself and like yourself just as you are. This is a great moral. So now that I am sufficiently satisfied with the chick flick quota for the day and am getting ready for work I just wanted to say one thing.     I wish I miraculously got cuter when I accept me for me :D hahaa j/k I am totally adorable!!    
Getting Over Nothing.....
I have been "Bitter party of one?" for about a week or so now, and I realized today, that I have been that way for absolutely nothing Someone I thought, I was maybe..and I stress the maybe serious like with, more or less gave me the boot cuz I couldn't have kids. Personally I think he was being a chicken shit and couldn't just fess up that he has found someone new. I mean, if I woulda been the one who was declaring "love and affection" to this person, and being first to admit it...maybe then I could say okay I was being wrong on many levels....but the more I sit back and think on it? I wasn't the one who was not in touch with reality or the truth.  He just broke up with his girlfriend, of whom he lived and still lives with, only to turn around and find himself in  "love" with me...can we say REBOUND!? I am not so shallow to not realize that all couples have their issuses...but I really felt it was just a rebound thing. He was telling people, we both knew, about his feelin
So....i'm Completely Done
I"m freakin' sick and tired of guy who play the "OMG I like you so much..." game.. and playing it with every FUCKING female that's around them.  I"m smart enough to realize that most guys(99.9%) are like this, but seriously.. when the FUCK are you guys going to grow up.  I've always been a one-man girl.  I"ve always dated one guy, and only had eyes for him.  I never looked, never admired, never once sought the attention of someone else because I was happy being with the person I was with.  Why can't guys be the same way?  Is one pussy not enough? Do they just need female attention every freaking minute of the day?   God, this pisses me off.
Faq About Tattoos
There are a ton of questions that people have when it comes to tattoos and tattooing. Many people are not educated on the subject and are just plan curious, while others want to know what they are getting themselves into once they have decided to get a tattoo. Before you have decided to get a tattoo there are a few things that you should be aware of just so you have a better understanding of what to except, how to care for it, what not to do and what to do. 1. Does it hurt? This all really depends on you. Every person has a different pain tolerance so you may not experience any pain while another person getting a tattoo in the same location will. The only thing that is certain is that you will feel some pain and some discomfort. It may feel like you are being stung by several bees at once or it might feel like a hot scratching feeling. Just be prepared for a little discomfort. 2. Is it ok to get a tattoo when you are sick? This is a no brainier. When you are sick you immune system is
I'm Up For Gfr Auction
come bid on me and be sure to show ...Dawn love while your there damn it! Just click on the pic and buy my ugly ass damn it !!
A Daughters Cry 2
Thanks To all that have given me FU gifts and normal gifts also cherry bombing my albums and much more I appriciate it very much to all the real true friends, that has done soo much for me. this year will be my 3 rd year for me been on here since Oct of 2006. I have met a lot of nice people on here and have some very close friends that I have made thru the 3 years I have been on here. I do appriciate everything everyone has done for and I am eternally grateful for everyones love and friendship and I always try my best to get back to each and everyone that has come thru my page to show respect. Thank you again for everything you have done for me.
There Is One Rule Here…your Cock Is Mine!!!
That’s right your cock belongs to ME!  I tell you when you can touch it and I better not catch you letting anyone else touching it either! How long will I keep you hanging? How long will you have to go without being able to cum?  Aww are your blue balls hanging? Do they ache? Will I ever let you jerk your cock again?  Well that depends on how hard you beg!!! I may even be in a generous mood and milk your cock till you get ready to blow your load but STOP right before you do.  Then tie your hands behind your back and send you to bed with a throbbing ache between your legs and a little bell around your cock…..hahahahahahaaVa1 888 430-2010
This Will Be My First Blog
Missing Teenager Girl!
" />This info was text to me on April 28 2009she has been missing since april 27. She was in Myrtle beach SC on spring breakwithout parents permission. She went withfriends but friends came home without her. Sge was supposedly last seen in Charleston,Parents are there looking for her. She is from the Rochester Area In New York State.They don't really give much info on the news.Please pass this on.this is Brittanee Marie Drexel she is 17 years old and has been missing in myrtle beach for a almost a full day. She is 4 foot 9 inchs tall and one hundred pounds. If you have any information about her please contact John at 5853545827. Please forward this to everyone you know
Things On My Mind!
Since I've been sick with cervical cancer I've learned alot, for one it's not fun at all. Two your not able to do the things you onced loved or have the time to spend with your family, it takes a toll on your body an let me say with being 32 it has hit my ass hard. I don't really want to do anything but sleep which they say is normal however take at least a 30min walk a day, not saying all at once just so long as it's the 30mins, anyways I feel as if I'm alone on this and no one understands besides those who have went through it... I know my husband & family have been there for me throughout this whole time but still an all I feel as if I'm a baby all over again, John (MY HUSBAND) had grounded me from doing anything at all which makes me so damn mad cause I can't sit around just not that type of person. Well I think I've vented enough for now, just remember to read up on all cancers no matter how long it takes it'll be well worth it..... Thanks for listening and have a wonderful mother
My Mother's Day.....and Other Such Crap.
Today is Mother's Day.   I'm a Mom.   But I had to work.   My daughter came over yesturday to give me a MD present. She got me a DVD player cuz my other one is broken.   Ya know what??   I got the bestest kid is the world.   I wish there was a Bestest Kid Day.   She deserves it.   I love you Stephani.   Malma   :D   oh yeah, and for some other crap, I celebrated Mom's day gettin stoned outta mah mind!!! WOOT! hehehe do do do do do do do do do do hehehe
Mother's Day!
Its been 19 years...I miss her smile...Miss the laughter...Miss her cooking for an army when company came...Miss her dancin spontaneously to blue grass music...Miss her singing and the sound of her voice....Miss the hugs for no reason at all....Miss the advice and honesty.....Miss the unconditional love....Miss the sarcastic sardonic wit.......Miss her scent.....Miss the twinkle in her green eyes...I miss everything about her and love her even more every day even though she isn't here.  Sometimes I feel as though I would give 10 years of my life to have her back for one day.To those of you who have lost your mother my heart is with you this mother's day.  But is your mom.  She lives in your heart, in your memories and watches over you everyday from her place in heaven.To those of you who still have yours....don't ever take her for granted...tell her you love her...remember to is so short and although we like to believe it they are not immortal.HAPPY M
I Never Stoped Loving You
Sail away , On a carpet made of memories , Holding on , To everything that you gave me , I say goodbye , With the heaviest of hearts , Fighting more , Would of made us fall apart , So now your there , A thousand miles away , Now im here , Missing you each day , I fall asleep , Thinking of your face , I wake to find , You are better than this place , So don't worry baby , I never stoped loving you , Don't worry baby , Theres nothing else I'd rather do , And all the things that we , say we can't control , All this time , We knew it in our souls , I always picked the road less traveled on , But I always walked that empty road alone , I wonder if your happy now , Your lifes finally taken you home , I smile when I think of you , It hurts to know you're gone , Theres not enough dreams in forever , I know you held on , But even in your darkest hours , Like a fool I let you go , And I can't take back yesterday , Tomorrows already gone , But maybe my heart will find , You some where down this r
I Searched For You
I searched for you , Upon every hill. My unmasked passion,Weaker still,     I reached for you , with maimed hands , They streached and reached , To distant lands, My soul weeped , In river beds , And wilted forests, With the pain they shed ,    I altered the Hinge of every question , As wild amazement fastened on ,And as the gentel summer beckoned , In wonderment I crept alone,    I transformed the earth , And branchs grew, Vivd colors spilling , Onto every painters hue, 
Play A Sick Track In Your Mind And U Get To Be In My Realm Of Existence
*Suspend memorizing logical monograms..imbed sentimental disclosure thats eating thru your routine..shovel shit to bury the diffrence between dislikes .. .digging out of cured caskets .eject poralisis...regurgitate dirt and lurk..drone apprehend and mutate half dead gaskets splitting around reshaped spines..rough worn tension inserts with no escape.. paired with broken nails.....finding hope in corners.. provoke stressed pellicle soaked as he comprehends the descent portrait failing..Nailing the post into the ferminted foundation..rebar.. spaced far.... filled out defensive to keep legit..stall survalience.. distributed evenly alongside the wall spraying..laying still, beleiving ..releaving pressure as heart pound..hazing wound bleeding onto the ground..scaling agriculture only to fall victim to hovering vulture ..splitting chest cavities to ingest vitals that rupture when punctured by inconclusive abuse, steady at smothering the insecuritys that wisper machedy..split heads
Explaination On Why I Haven't Been Around Much
To all my friends,  I feel like I need to explain why I haven't been talking or haven't been around much lately. It's just real life is crazy right now and I need some time away. It's not that my friends are not wanted anymore. It's just I am confused. It seems like everytime I gain happiness more sadness or anger tries to come through. But fear not my friends I will be ok. I will never leave you. Just give me time for this to go away. I know support is always good but this is something I have to deal with alone. Please don't think I am leaving you behind because that I never won't. I love you(No Homo) all and you know that. If you don't read these words now. I can never forget you all and in no way am I leaving FUBAR. I have met awesome ppl here and I will continue to meet more. It has nothing to do with this site on why I have been away. I really can't talk about it now but maybe one day that can change. Just know that I will be back and everything will be the same...I hope. Don't f
Hi There......
 Hi there...... I am here to being you happiess. Happiess in a can.  Yeah, right!!!!! I am here to tell you all that I would like to tell you some things about me, but not right now.  But soon.      
The Book Of Uterus 1;5
A jug of wine, A leg of lamb And thou! Beside me, Whistling in the darkness. Be Ye Not Lost Among Precepts of Order...   The Book of Uterus 1;5
The Presence Of The Unseen
When we surrender our active, analytical minds and allow ourselves to take in all that is around us, seen and unseen -- we no longer control the electricity that is in the air around us, we are giving the unseen around us and within us the freedom that we normally take for our own controlling purposes, or simply take for granted. Our surrondings take on a new life, weavings magic and mystery, these things unseen and unknown yet still there -- and perhaps even more influential than things we can see and understand.So often we are taught to control and define, but what if we were to let our surroundings define and present their magical world to us?"We sometimes catch a window A glimpse of what's beyond; Was it just imagination Stringing us along? More things than I've dreamed about, Unseen and unexplained We suspend our disbelief And we are entertained" -- Neil Peart "Mystic Rhythms"Their have been a few moments when I've been under the sway of hallucinogens, and felt the transformationa
Liars, Haters An Cheaters
Breaking the walls of  yesterdays insanity, and tomorrow laughs, Bordomeating my soul. I will tell it how it is, control, screw that..... I hate this world. Always telling me things i cant say. For i have an open mind, unlike them, they're low class..... For I sit here and write my farewell,some say the sky is the limit, but i know there is foot prints on the moon. Even to take u far beyond the milky way, would be a blast..... needless to say, its like walking on broken glass.... Misery taking its toll, for dreams are made of the past, the future holds you well, harm none and you'll pass.... For the screams echo in my ears, can u hear me? banging my head off the cold dark walls. In my cell of laughter, emptiness at hands graspe..... Always wondering why I am here, nothing to search for, shawdows follow my wicked ass, Can't talk about the way I really feel, insanity at itsbest!!!  I'll still write about my past....  control, control, control, ha, I dont live by ur rules. I make my
9 Lives, Cat Size
kill, kill, kill, life empty hands, has its toll... these screams echo in my ears, how much more can I hold.... lifes misery, has taken me by the hand..even tho...I could walk you across the quick sand... NO! always pull me this hole. can't breath, forsaken me...never again...strive, an try, but all I get is grief... you always take my kindness for weakness an leave me with no soul the pain is unbearable, all I wanted was released..always a bull shit story to tell, bet your tired of reading.. only what's on my mind i speak, what is this life?. Falling an no way out, Falling in this bottomless hole
Dead Poet
Setting here beside me, holding my head...thanking god for all hes done,special thanks to Nadine, shes in bed for now, Today is new, now lets see what my brain is said, Pains kills me, but makes me stronger, drinking this coffee, an smoking this cig just took a shower, not tired yet, giving some thought on this, who knows, Yesterday don't mean shit, just today, hope is test, testing my patience, over an over again, come a little bit closer, death, never the less for I sit here, wondering, whats it like to be blessed!had it one time, like to tast a bit of life, againtoday is set,  5 o'clock pm, who knows whats ahead for the birds began to tweet, sun rise, mother nature at best, dusk till dawn, fill this day with sunshinecos my brain is under to much stress, needing fulfillment, for this torchor awaits been there, prepared, hoping I can pass the test 100 times over an over, I've done it before but don't seem enough yet! depressed! hope one day, god will see, satisfaction, may god an
Heres A Nice Fuck You
ya tell me i love you, tell me ur a friend, tell me everything, but ur so in sin, tell me ur likes, tell me an i'll listen, i'll sit here in vain, an all u care about is ur dream, ya im here talking to my self, blabbering to wat u call a living cell, walk away u cant win, try an try, all i get is pain..u fucker, think u know me, but all u know is wat u see, u cant even grapse wat u read, let alone, wat u breath.. point fingers, judge, i do this or that,, all u are a wast.. so if this is u, cos it, now u been deleted..let me sort out my past, cos ur my last.. off top of my head, fuck u, wish u was dead, cos for im here...god i so much dread.. so read, an pawn, ur the sin that plutes us...fuck off an die, fine u a nice corner, to just lye.. kill over, an im pissed, kick ur face in, ur just a bye...
Flames Of Passion Contest
Please Send Me More Flames~ Here is link to get to the contest holders Blog regarding the contest: Please go to blog to see how to send me more Flames - I would really love it so much!
Mothers Day Feelings
Your smiles can brighten any moment, Your hugs put joy in all our days, Your love will stay with us forever and touch our lives in precious ways... The values you've taught, the care you've given, and the wonderful love you've shown, have enriched so many lives in more ways than can be counted. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY with Love
magnify Maybe . . . We were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift Maybe . . . When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe . . . It is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe . . . The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe . . . The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches. Maybe . . . You should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you wan t to be, because you have only on
Untitled And Perhaps Unfinished
Waves of terror descend upon my mind Wiping away any sanity left behind An undercurrent of darkness drags me down in to the abyss where my mind no one will find.   NLJ 5/9/09
The One...
  The twinkle of my eye   A stare into the sky   Can you love me?   Why?   God created me and in this I should dwell.   But it is hard for me, can’t you tell?   I look in the mirror and a stranger stares back.   I have never truly seen myself and so in self esteem I lack.   It is hard for me to smile and say that I am okay with me.   I want to see what God can see, what does it mean to be?
All For Nothing, Nothing For My All
Everyone is havin fun, except me. I'm down, I'm done. I'm on my knees. My blood flows freely from my soul All for the love of rock n roll.     I wrote that about my retirement from promoting. But it kinda sums up the way I feel right now. ah well =/
If Someone Has Done You Wrong.
Forgiving someone who has offended us is often very difficult, even for Christians. Nevertheless, god's word us very clear in defining our responsiblity to forgive those who have hurt us: 1. forgiveness is fully releasing another from the debt of the offense. 2. the person who forgives is the one who has the pay the price of foregiveness, just as jesus paid the price for you on the cross. 3. you are nver more like Jesus than when you forgive and show grace and Mercy. Being offended provides you with the invitation to reveal Christ to the offender by your forgiveness. 4. Forgiveness does not mean the the offense was not wrong. 5. forgiveness is not permission for the offender to do it again. It does does not require you to place yourself in harms way again. 6. forgiveness does not mean that you will fully forget. however, you choose not to hold the offense against the person any longer. 7. How much do you forgive? Jesus said, "70 times seven" (matthew 18:22)  In other words, forg
Im Da Man
I RULE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Blue Balls
Just got shut down by the EX  told me she wanted to do friends with benafits and then when the time came she said   ohhhhh   my boyfriend  won't understand    I said this is BULLSHIT  was I wrong????  
Flames Of Passion :d
Complete blog available at: Brought to you by: Heartistic Soul@ fubar Thanks for reading! A repost is appreciated :)
Delete, Delete, Delete.....
Just finished up deleting over 900 *friends*.  HA! Well, for lack of a better word anyway....*friends* it is.  I've been on this site for over 2 years....and countless people have sent friends requests and have been added.  And that's where it ended in terms of their communication.  LOL  That's hilarious.  Anyway....I've lightened the load, so to speak...and deleted all the dead wood.  And just left the people who actually have taken the time to get to know me.  I could go on about how I feel about the people on this site....and what they are here for....but why bother wasting my energy.  I will stay for the few friends that I enjoy chatting with.....and as for the rest......the people who are here for points, bling, and the rest of the stupid a bridge and get over it. 
I can't sleep. Those who live with insomnia and who consider sleep both an enemy and a gift would probably understand the following:  Some of us cannot comprehend how anyone except the very good or those who have no conscience at all (you know who you are) can sleep from dark to dawn without dreaming or waking. We hear William Blake's tiger prodding softly through a green jungle, stripes glowing, whiskers spotted with gore. Psychoanalysis does no good. Neither does a healthy regimen that includes physical exhaustion.The only solution that is guaranteed is the one provided by our old friend Morpheus, who, it might be remembered, requires our souls in the bargain. I used to sleep good. But I slept with Bridget. I slept inside her goodness, the smell of her hair, the flush of her skin when I kissed the skin of her sides. I slept inside a flowerlike oder that she left on our pillows. Now I have the devil and prowling tigers and shadows in my mind...Any person who has had the life I have ha
Thug Life: Old People Are Stoned: Funny As Fucc... Sooo True!
16 April 2009 8:48am / Writer: Worm Miller / Artist: Sean Wilkin / Views: 9319804.16 Last xmas, I happened across my dad searching for his reading glasses while they were already perched atop his head, and I thought, “If I didn’t know any better I’d say my dad was stoned.” He wasn’t of course. He’s just transitioning from middle-aged into senior discount land. But more and more lately my parents have been reminding me of potheads, and it’s dawned on me… Old people are in essence stoned at all times. What used to seem like the sad ravages of age are a lot less alarming if you just imagine the person being high. Then it’s kinda adorable. Hell, I can really relate to my grandparents now. I too have walked into a room with a purpose, only to find myself standing there at a total loss of what that purpose was. I constantly forget where I put my mail, or the point of stories I’m telling halfway through. I’ll drive well below the speed limit, wondering why everyone else is being
1995ish Untitled
Blue moon makes a sudden move, theres a wave inside all the warm waves in time. There is a breech between secure arms; a speck of frost who seeks a place to melt or fly. With no place to go still trys to see a way to get by. And on the horizen gloom gathers a storm. Countless lost souls crying your name. Blue moon rises on the sky. I shiver as I remember what you tryed to say.  
The New Gold Aviators
I've Had It Up To Here
When your with a man whom says he will do anything to make you happy don't believe it... don't get married no matter what the circumstances either... people change and they change fast I use to believe that people only change on the outside but the truth is the inside is able to change just as much as the outside does... If their the one and you know it don't rush things ever theres always something about them that will make you go completly insane to feeling like you totally would have been better off locked up in your closet or six feet under... although life goes on and that a good thing... life isen't as hard as you think its only hard because you the person says it is... and therefore your wish is the Universes command! I'm really upset all my people out there that don't read my blogs sometimes I think it be better off if I kept only 2 people on my list or no one at all... I'd still get the rates so what the point of having the friends... anywhos back to being upset... control
11 May 2009
Only you have the power to give yourself what you deserve.
Hey I am here to tell you how to get into my NSFW all you have to do is get my a vip or a 25 credit bling pack Ty you so much Mychelle  
Now Hiring
I get chilled down to the bone,not showing you the love that needs to be shown. Still you come to me everyday, why is it that I feel this way?Dont you worry your pretty little head, because I am not without such dread. Someday I will make things right, and give you a life thats bright. Right now there is nothing I can do,becuase I cant be there with you.Please my flower dont you cry,just tell me your problems and why?Wipe that frown off your beautiful face,and we will go back to my place.For the life of me I cant figure out,who has left you with such doubt.Some guy must have ripped out your heart,just give me a brand new start.I will show you all the love in me,and take you away from your misery.     
2 Yrs
For two and half years...I fought and epic battle called love...of mythic proportionsI have had a friendship based on love and a hatred based on friendship. I learned one thing,  that if one is scarred bad enough one no longer feels the pain."(a slight smile)I always say, if chaos is inevitable, why keep order?“You see, sometimes in life, we make our own choices. Sometimes, a choice made for us. But sometimes, there is no choice,at all But I let my self down and now i understand. See, no one respects the flame quite like the fool who's badly burned I realize one thing. That it's better to have a condemned soul, than no soul at all.They said things would be different when I got older, but they lied. In high school, I was despised, I was hated, and I was attacked for being different. It's no different now.I'm still hated, I'm still despised, and I'm still being attacked on a regular basis, whether it's any another representative of society's norm. Well, what about me!! What ab
Good Enuf Follow Up
I am having the worst day of my entire life ... i am sick to my stomach and cant eat .. preggers you ask ... hell no if only ... i am lost and i am feeling not good enuf ... do i make enuf money ... am i trying hard enuf ... will i be able to take care of things quickly enuf ... am i worthy ... maybe doing my own thing is the answer was the answer  - not of my choice ... maybe i am not good enuf to be the one... maybe i am just wishing and hoping for that unconditional thing ... is it really there or did i just see a glimpse of it ... made me want more ...  made me laugh and smile and sing again ... am i capable of being the person i am and sharing it ... without hurting  him or being consumed with need and want .... i feel like a part of me is actively dying ... and i want it still ... sad pathetic demented ... i dont want or need to speak of this again ... pls dont ask me ever... i just felt the need to scream and still i want and need and love ... maybe i am good enuf but can i be l
Dear Kenny,
Dear Kenny, Thankfully the odds of you reading this are almost nonexistent. You've shredded my heart into pieces. Now you say you'll call and I've sat by the phone all day waiting. Of course you don't call. You were supposed to be the one. Supposed to stand by me. You don't. Yet, even now, I sit by the phone while waiting for that collect call from the county jail. Why? I have no idea. And I promise you, next time, when you do call, I won't necessarily be here anymore. You've taken enough years from my life. I won't let you have another day. I could have spent the entire day readying for Florida, yet I spent it all pining for your sorry ass. No more. Karina
"FOREVER" I sit and wonder of old and new, for life is full of suprises and some times hope I could never in a life time ever forget about you, my thoughts are usaully as clean as soap But every so often a naughty thought appears, that i scare my self with images of past I now see it is not clear, as i truely know we have moved to fast It is all i wish to see, your smile, your face, & eyes, my heart truely bleeds from deep inside of me So much at times, it hurts and i must cry, I will forever be your friend, and this i hope you see You meen so much to my world, i must say, really, my bad, friendship i see, and a great deal more But baby, i never meant to make you sad, you are the most special woman, you make my heart truely sore It's all you baby, with smiles, sunshine, and a hug, sealed with a kiss, you shall forever be within me, as long as water fills the oceans floors Because the time we share are complete and total bliss, these are my wo
A Story..i Wrote Awhile Ago
I had a dream a girl handed a boy a ring. He didn't say anything just looked at her. She looked away turning her entire head. "It could never work, you want something that would have to last forever and it could never be."Still he said nothing just looked at her. His face was emotionless. She looked back at him in anger."Say something!" She shouted. She was irritated with his silence and thought he should be saying something in return.Tears built up in her eyes. "Speak to me please." She said as her fists and jaws clenched. "This was just a promise ring anyways, it's not like you fucking proposed to me!" she shouted loud enough for the crowd around them to look and watch in sadness.The pressure of all the people staring started to build stress on both of them, the boy by embarrassment, the girl from the nosiness. He finally broke his gaze and looked down at the ring. "Your right it is just a promise ring...a promise that I wanted to keep. To be with you for the rest of my life in happi
Wrote Is Out At Mama's But Didn't Have Internet Access :p Giggles
So here I am at mamas' and its been a pretty eventful day I suppose. The typical hustle and bustle of making sure we have everything as we run out the door 20 minutes late.. well on time for us. The long drive out full of kids rambling and then everyone but goof falling asleep.. well he was driving I'd hope he wasn't falling asleep. Then of course Mama calls everyone to find out if we're there yet. LOL Of course Brat's reply is... "Do you see us in the driveway...... then no we're not there!". How's that for hilarious sarcasm at it's best?So, once here its kids going ballistic and us rushing off shopping with Mama. That was a trip in itself! Mama.. Brat... and I, in WalMart attempting to behave. HA! We did though. No cursing anyone out.. no tantrums... no aggervation... no threatening to kill anyone. Aren't you proud of us all? *hands out cookies to everyone* You KNOW you are!!!! (bribery always works by the way, in getting YOUR way.)So we'll fast forward through all the playing, dinne
Ducki: Reloaded
Comic font!? Awesome!!! It's my favorite font! Lol!   Okay, that bit of random geeky/nerdy silliness aside, I guess it is time i posted something here, bein' that I rarely do.  So for starters, if you haven't seen me around lately, it's because I've been having browser problems. I'm guessing my hotmail addy got phished, so I gotta change  my password and all that other fun stuff...yay.  Anywhoo, the time away gave me time to think...about myself, and exactly how honest I'm being with myself. Well in regards to the female of the species. And the answer is, 'no'.  I've been running around here with my inhibitors on, time to hot the "off" switch on that. So from from this point on, if you're looking uber fucking sexy in your pics, I'll say it straight up, if you're looking like something I'd love to do, again, I'm gonna say it. I guess mainly for the fact that my politness has on more than one ocassion made women feel shy around me, when they're not with other people. Thus my own inhi
What The Hell??!
Four boys were arrested for raping a 13 year old boy with a broomstick and a hockey stick. The rape took place on April 30th, in the locker room of the middle school.  The boys charged, as well as the victim, were all members of the same football team. It is believed that the victim had been continually bullied and harassed for nearly two months prior to the assault and rape.  All four suspects were identified by the victim and were arrested at the school on May 6, 2009.  The four suspects will not be allowed back in school while they have legal iissues that are unresolved, and the Florida State Attorney plans on prosecuting all four as adults. WHY THE FUCK WOULD ANYONE DO THAT?!?!?! I MEAN DAME I KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO GO THREW SOMETHING LIKE THAT AND IT HIT ME LIKE A FUCKING BOMB SHELL I FEEL HIS PAIN AND I KNOW WHAT HE IS GOING THREW RIGHT NOW. IT TAKES AWHILE TO GET OVER SOMETHING SO TRAMATIC AND HORRIABLE LIKE THAT. IT TOOK ME 5 YEARS AND TO THIS DAY IM STILL NOT OVER IT + MY BES
My Home Is Not My Home Anymore.
My  home is not my home anymore and I do not understand why? I feel like a outcast when I try to talk anymore. Its like a fucking curse has been placed upon my head and I feel so all alone. Why won't someone tell me why you act this way? All I ever wanted to be is your friend. I am not made of stone and without a heart. It hurts to be treated this way, when you shut me out. I love you all and I miss you too. I just want to belong again, can't you see what it does to me when you turn me away. Inside I hurt so much and I want to make it go away but it just keeps coming back again and again. What did I ever do to any of you? Why do you hurt me so? I just wanna understand why? I feel like a outcast anymore and I don't like how that feels. Please tell me what I did?
Fubar seems to be all about 11s and bombs any more which is fine..But ima just not into it..Most of my real friends have my contact info but if you want it leave me a message..Just gotta a take a break for a bit :) Its the little things that means the most:):) I will be checking in and most of the time i show as online..Take care fu friends....xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
I Am Paying For Blings
I will pay 25k for each bling I get I really want to lvl and I appreciate all the help I can get.
Lovesong - The Cure
Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am home again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am whole again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am young again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am fun again However far away I will always love you However long I stay I will always love you Whatever words I say I will always love you I will always love you Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am free again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am clean again However far away I will always love you However long I stay I will always love you Whatever words I say I will always love you I will always love you
Auction Come Join In
im hosting an auction 100k entry fee u will make it back starting bids will be 100k if interested in jumping in on the auction pm your pic and what you are offering
Read If U Want 2
As I walked along the beach last nightTried to find myself and get it rightIf you saw the changes in my eyesRiding on the wind you know it criesWhen you need some oneIt's hard to let them goWhen you know that their the oneWhen you feel your hope is goneKnow that I still care for youEven though your goneI taste your tearsYou think it would have passedAfter all these yearsThough you find awayEvery night I think of youI hope your sleeping wellWhen you need some oneWhen your hearts aloneWhen you feel your hope is goneKnow that I still care for youWhen I feel you close to meEven though it's just a dreamPlease forgive that I still careWhen your loneliness is thereI still think of youCare for youWaiting forAfter all this time has goneI still feel you in my armsAnd when you need some oneKnow that I still care for you
Heart Association Information
Alert Please ask your Members of Congress to sign the letter to the President urging him to make funding to fight heart disease and stroke a top priority. American Heart Association May is American Stroke Month Heart Attack, Stroke and Cardiac Arrest Warning Signs Quick Links: Heart Attack Warning Signs Stroke Warning Signs Cardiac Arrest Warning Signs heart attack Heart Attack Warning Signs Some heart attacks are sudden and intense — the "movie heart attack," where no one doubts what's happening. But most heart attacks start slowly, with mild pain or discomfort. Often people affected aren't sure what's wrong and wait too long before getting help. Here are signs that can mean a heart attack is happening: * Chest discomfort. Most heart attacks involve discomfort in the center of the chest that lasts more than a few minutes, or that goes away and comes back. It can feel like uncomfortable pressure, squeezing, fullness or pain. * Discomf
u come to me with scars on ur wrist u tell me this will be the last night feeling like thisjust came by to say goodbye i didnt want u to see me cry i am finebut i know its alrightthis is the last night to spend alone look me in my eyes so i know u know i am everywheres u want me to be this is the last night u spend alone wrap u in my arms and i wont let go i am everything u need me to beur parents say everything is ur fault but they dont know u like i know u they dont know u al alli am so sick when they say its just a vase u'll be ok ur finebut i know its alreghtthis is the last night to spend alone look me in my eyes so i know u know i am everywheres u want me to be this is the last night u spend alone wrap u in my arms and i wont let go i am everything u need me to belast night away from methe night is so long when everything is wrong and u give me ur hand i will help u hold ontonighttonightthis is the last night to spend alone look me in my eyes so i know u know i am everywheres u w
Want A Cherrybomb Or Auto 11?
Bling Auction I am auctioning off a 35 credit bling, either a A-11 or a Cherrybomb, it's your choice. The bidding starts at 2MIL, with a buyout option of 17mil. The Auction ends at 11p.m. FU-TIME on May 16th. Winner will be notified as soon as the auction is over. Depending on how high the bids get, I might give another A-11 or Cherrybomb to the 2nd highest bidder. HAPPY BIDDING! Please don't bid on the blog, the photo to bid on is in my albums "Bling Auction". Thank you!
Dell Computers
its funny that for the longest time i never had any problems with my computer up untill my mom passing away and ever since then its been one problem after another. So far $350 in having a tech guy coming out to look at it only to fix some problems and after he leaves more arise.  First problem i was having was the whole thing freezing up anywhere from 5 to 15 mins after getting online (didnt matter what i was looking at...fubar..emails...ebay) so i made the 1st appointment to have someone look at this POS. by the time he got here (3 days later) when i'd try to start the computer i was getting the blue screen. So mr. techguy takes the tower to the shop and comes back an hr later with the computer working ok (fixed a corrupt file which kept triggering the blue screen) but the main problem still existed (freezing up).   Second time mr. techguy came here i had him scan and clean the entire computer for all the bugs and things not needed hoping that it would also help the freezing proble
1. I walk down the street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I fall in. I am lost. I am helpless. It isn't my fault. It takes forever to find a way out. 2. I walk down the street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I pretend I don't see it. I fall in. I can't believe am in the same place, but it isn't my fault. It takes a long time to get out. 3. I walk down the street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I see it is there. I  still fall in. It's a habit. My eyes are open. I  know where I am. It is my fault. I get out immediately. 4. I walk down the street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I walk around it. 5. I walk down a different street.
Throwing It All Away
Need I say I love you Need I say I care Need I say that emotion’s Something we don't share I don't want to be sitting here Trying to deceive you Cos you know I know baby I don't wanna go. We cannot live together We cannot live apart That's the situation I've known it from the start Every time that I look at you I can’t see the future Cos you know I know baby I don't wanna go. Throwing it all away Throwing it all away Is there nothing that I can say To make you change your mind I watch the world go round and round And see mine turning upside down You're throwing it all away. Now who’ll light up the darkness Who will hold your hand Who will find you the answers When you don't understand Why should I have to be the one Who has to convince you Cos you know I know baby That I don't wanna go. Someday you'll be sorry Someday when you're free Memories will remind you That our love was meant to be Late at night when you call my name The only sound you'll hear Is the sound
  We would be happy to have you all as our guests for the Grand opening of the Cullen Pack!!
In The Darkness
In the Darkness In the darkness I have walked ...Thought I had seen the light ....But I was mistaken....It seems to me..As if I were meant to always walk aloneThrough this darkness I call lifeThought I had found what I neededTo lighten this darkness that surrounds meBut that was just a figmenta figment of what I wanted it to beFake in the way nothing else could ever have beenLike meJust a shadow of what could beSo forever I am doomed to walk...Walk through the darkness around meSearching for the way outSearching for myselfAnd the light at the end of the tunnelforever trying to find me.
Its funny. I sit here day after day watching the world go round. Isit in my corner in lonely life watching people have everything and some nothing. I always felt like i had nothing even when i had something. For the first time in my life i feel like i have the world. Idont know how to explain it but for the first time i have somethign inside me saying i succeeded. My angel and savior of life has come to me and idk how it happened. I still sit in my dark corner with my hood up..but she is there next to me. She has felt the pain and torment of life like i have and now i want her to feel happiness in every way i can give it to her.
Come And Own Please Read I Am Offering Something Real Big On It   I am offering a vip trust me I really want to do it, I need  a good owner I am a good slave. I will do that for ya i mean i give 1k in 11's for one day and if auto 11's are offer i will 1.5k in 11's
I Need U
Ever had that one friend or set of friends that you only hear from when they need somethin?  Time for some deletion in friends....
A Zen Story
        Test Question from Topanga Cabal The Twelve Famous Buddha Minds School: If they are our brothers, how come we can't eat them?     A ZEN STORY by Camden Benares, The Count of Five Headmaster, Camp Meeker Cabal       A serious young man found the conflicts of mid 20th Century America confusing. He went to many people seeking a way of resolving within himself the discords that troubled him, but he remained troubled. One night in a coffee house, a self-ordained Zen Master said to him, "go to the dilapidated mansion you will find at this address which I have written down for you. Do not speak to those who live there; you must remain silent until the moon rises tomorrow night. Go to the large room on the right of the main hallway, sit in the lotus position on top of the rubble in the northeast corner, face the corner, and meditate." He did just as the
Need Some Help...
been homeless since Nov. and all friends/ family basically abandoned me,and before you think" oh hes just a bum" or whatever.I am trying to get a job and trying to get back on my feet but right now i have a potential job but i just have to get the right clothes i have to wear dress clothes which i have none of and noone i know will help(as i said basically abandoned) so can yall lend some help to some one in dire need of help?
Throw a dog a bone I'll take it if I have to Go real fast like there's somewhere we can get to What's the use of standing right there on the edge if there ain't nowhere to fall What's the use in hanging on tight to the phone if nobody might call Desperation There's danger in frustration Complicated words slipping off of your tongue and ain't one of them the truth I'm still desperate for you Tell it like a lie live it like a movie Give a heart away like it don't mean nothing to me What's the use in making all the plans that we made if you weren't gonna go [ Miranda Lambert Lyrics are found on ] What's the use of slapping on a smile for a face if your eyes don't wanna show Desperation There's danger in frustration Complicated words slipping off of your tongue and ain't one of them the truth I'm still desperate for you Well it's too damn bad you didn't have a chance to make me your best friend You were too caught up in giving too much up and not doing what you should ha
ThunderShattering the windows   of my mind.As I stand looking out. LightningScattering the walls   of my heartAs I cringe behind them. An EarthquakeCrumbling the dungeons    of my soulAs I sort out the pieces. © LML
Sadness Overtakes Me
Sadness overtakes me I try to keep control The pain it hurts deeply deep into my soul Chaos reigns over me My emotions take flight Trying to escape from All that is not right Devastation looms over me I cannot get away The pain that consumes me Will destroy me one day © LML
Omega Dawn
A season comesWithout a warning.A glowing sunIn shadow's mourning. A season goesThat's never ceasing,Signaling a soul's releasing.       Omega Dawn      A ringing voice      Without a wire       Omega Dawn      A burning flame      Without a fire A leader comesWith strength and glory.An AntichristSo builds the story A leader rulesWith fear and power,As nearer creeps the fateful hour.       Omega Dawn      A blinding light      Without a source       Omega Dawn      A growing strength      Without a force A time has comeWhere men are dying.With pain and strifeWomen are crying. The time's arrivedWith storming weather,As life on Earth ends forever. © LML  
This is what happens when you have writer's block.... Zip! Bang! Crash!    What was that? Could my mind     be gone at last? It seems that I    have gone and crashed         down into a wordless pit. All my tangled thoughts    have smashed upon          a mental blockades fist,     and scattered like confetti          on the ground... © LML
This was written many years ago in remembrance of Brad, who was taken from this world and my life... Here I go again Off on a journey to my    Own little world. Never to return again. Here I am again Off on a trip to the depths    Of my heart Thinking of you again. Never to return again. Off on a ride through the Past on a cloud.    Remembering our love again. Wishing it didn’t end…    Never to return… Again. © LML  
Banning Of A Bread Of A Dog
banning of a bread of a dog ? yes /nobanning all breads of dogs? yes/no banning of a bread of dog because of a mans fear of it? its pure ignoreance torwards that animal.banning a bread of a dog because its supposedly vicious? totally ignoreance torwards that bread of dog.humans have the responsiblity to read up on and learn every thing bout any bread of dog or animal it decides to bring into their homes even more so bring an animal around any kids. and also the responsiblity to love and care for that animal. humans dont take to count that some animals let alone certain types of dogs need more love then others. so in conclusion humans have educate themselfs to any and all pets they may bring into their home and around any child that may live or visit that home. i will not accept any invite to any causes to ban pit bull, rottillers or any other type of animal. this blog may not be finished as of yet i may decide at a later time to add more to it i decided to add a video to help to ma
I Still Love You
I Still Love You   I have to let go Of what was never there I now know That you didn't care   It took me too long To see things clear Now I know I belong Somewhere other than here Where that is I just don't know But I do know this I have to go   I'll never forget you You mean too much to me And this is true Maybe one day you'll see   So now I'll say goodbye It's time to walk away I gave my best try To end this all today
All A Lie
You told me you loved meMore than more than life itselfYou assured me you would be there for meNo matter what the costYou told me you would hold me close To keep me safe from harm So tell meWas it all a lieDid you mean the words you said Why should I believe it’s truth you spokeWhy shouldn’t I just walk away instead? Was it all a lie? I once thought you were all I neededTo fill the void inside I once had hope we would be okWe’d make everything work out rightBut all the hope has drained away  I finally see the light. Now I knowIt was all just liesYou never meant those words you saidI don’t believe it’s truth nowSo I am walking…away from you…again. © LML
Medical Update - May 12th
Just got back from hospital where a surgen removed a sample from the "mass" located on the side of my neck.   The tests showed that I have Squamous Cell Cancer and so more treatment will be needed down the road.   In layman terms that is also called "skin cancer" which is very treatable with high rate of success expected. In about a week from now I go back to the doc to have bandage removed and at that time he willl refer me to another doctor who can do the final treatments.   Eather complete removal of the "blob" or they will blast it and make it shrink away.   The treatment today has allowed me to regain use of my voice so that I do not sound like a squeeky mouse.   Did not have to get any prescriptions other then special pain pills that I can use only if needed and I am the judge of that.  Do not need them yet.   Otherwise I feel upbeat and and in good spirits.  
The Way You Make Me Feel
The Way You Make Me Feel   I can no longer wear this disguise And I know that soon you'll realize That I'm the one for you And that you love me too You bring life to me And I know that soon you'll see That you should be here Where I can have you near   I can't describe the way you make me feel You make every dream feel real And I never want to let go Because I love you so
Salute For Me
Country Tire Swing Train...rider Update
~Country Tire Swing Train~ Hey, who wants to swing on the tires with me? As a country girl at heart I always loved tire swings or other homemade swings hanging from a tree. So I thought this would be a fun train to do. ~Rules~ R/F/A everyone on the list or comment if already added. Rate the pics (link below) in the Country Tire Swing album. Please pm and let me know when u have finished so I can add you to the train. Will be making tags but if you would like to make your own that’s fine too. Train Owner ◊ LadyStClair ◊ *☈☈Recruiter* *Owned by Inkspot69* Train Riders ~Inksp0t69~ RATING REVOLUTION HEAD CREW LEADER ~Fu-Owned By ~♥JEANNIE♥ ~ ♥ MZ.LIZ ♥ ®® Head Recruiter,Llama leveler, PHAT CHICK ,VMV ☣ Coal Mnr2008 ☣ SexyRedhead/Fu-Wifey to SweetPeabayba/Owned by Belle/Dangerous Curves member!
Oh Noes......
Well I just got the news today that I have been waiting on. I will be losing my job, on the 15th of June!! Thats just great. Times are hard, right now and the job market here is bad!! A lighting plant closed its doors last month, a long with so other businesses, so now I have to compete just to get a job. Guess I could always go back to cleaning shitters.......maybe not. Not sure what I am going to do, but I will land on my feet, like always....or just end my suffering, na that will make to many people happy. Well wish me luck on the job search I will need it.
I Knew The Day Would Come
I knew the day would come when you decided you were done I should have never dared to hope you really cared   The first time I saw you I knew it was too good to be true. I knew right from the start that all too soon we would part.   I knew in time you would see that you're too good for me. You never lied or gave false hope I hung myself with my own rope.   You told me right up front in fact you were painfully blunt. I saw things that weren't there and conviced myself you did care   You told me you were looking for forever but first your feelings for her you will have to sever. You say you're afraid of the pain but if you continue to hide you'll never gain.   You say you're tired of being alone yet from my love you have flown. You might think I have gotten mad but what this makes me is simply sad.   I only wanted to show you love and because I have feelings you felt the need to shove. I guess I asked for too much but I thought you cared every time I felt
Just Love Me
You say that u care about me but do u really? U want to be happy and have someone and not be alone, but do u really? Seeing new things and different people tend 2 be the big issue, but is it? I hear that u want to be with me and u cant seem to get enough of me but is that what u really want? Would u ever be able to find something that u dont like bout me or something that will bother u over time? There are alot of things that I chose not to share cause u always change, I dont know what to say or how to feel. U make everything seem so wonderful and that we could be happy, but do u really feel that way? U ask me what it will take for me to trust u again and what it would take for me to get close to you again, well here is ur answer..........just love me!
We breathe , sit , watch the smoke rise, From every candle that burns in the darkest off nights, Watching the mesmerising colours, Red orange & blue.   Passing on our blessings, Evoking emotions we never knew, Butterflies ascend from the dark, Passing loveing unto you.   They have delicate wings , yes they do, Embroided with silk, cotton or blue, They are here to spread there colours, There scent is beautifull & sweet.   When you pass a stranger in the street, Don't stare at them as a piece of meat, Stop ...... say hello ...... if only for a fleeting moment, There in as much need as you.   Don't be blue, Look out, spread colours, We all need help in times off need, Stitch those tattered wings & fly, There's always an angel looking over you.
Still Here
ok, so I am still here....just not HERE as much.  I have been super super busy these last few weeks.....where do I begin?!?!   Besides being Mom I was also team captain for our team for the American Cancer Society's Relay for Life this past weekend.  Getting donations, keeping t shirt orders filled, making the campsite get the idea!  Then the night of relay I stayed ALL night!!  yep, I was up for over 24 hours with only a 20 minute nap.  We got to the track  where Relay was being held around 530 pm Friday and we finally left around 7 am on Sat.  Throughout the night I walked a total of 16 laps....4 miles!!!  Exhausted was not the word for what I felt!!  Every muscle in my body hurt...still does.  But while walking I felt so is hard to explain.  Unless you have been personally touched by really is hard to explain.  I went to Relay rejoicing though....May 8th was my 1 year anniversary since my last chemo!!  I think I did fairly well consid
Huntington, Wv-who Wants To Play;)???
I like to play!! I want some fun,  touching, licking, playing  is always fun.  I'm bi, just to let you all know. So, if anyone wants to play, I like to.  Any guys or girls who is wanting to play?  If any guys & girls want me to hang out in a group thats fine. Anyone want to play some naughty, fun games thats cool. 
My Favorite Quote
Accept what is in front of you without wanting the situation to be otherthan it is.  Study the natural order of things and work with it ratherthan against it, for to try to change what is only sets up resistance. If we watch carefully, we will see that work proceeds more quickly andeasily if we stop "trying", if we stop putting in so much extra effort,if we stop looking for results.
Math Teacher Part Two~
Brent blinked a couple times and finally came to his senses. He could not believe what he just saw. "You have to let me fuck her! You just HAVE to!". Jason looked at him and said "No way! She can suck you off, but *I* am fucking her." The went over to her, and Jason made her aware of their presence, but assured her it was ok. Brent sat himself on the edge of the desk, facing the black board. Jason sat in her chair so she could ride him as she sucked his friends cock. Both men were so excited that in no time at all they were ready to cum, and before they could, Mrs. C asked if they would do something for her...She assumed her previous position, lying on her desk, both boys standing over her. She had a cock in each hand, jerking fast. Each young man was pinching a nipple...She kept telling them to cum on her...cum on her big udders...cover her with young cum...well, that did it for the boys, and at almost the same time, they began to spray her with cum...they got cum from her belly to he
Holy Sh*t!
A Taiwanese man became a sitting target for a snake, which bit his penis as sat on the toilet at his rural home, local media reported. "As soon as he sat down, he suddenly felt a knife-like pain and reacted instinctively by standing up," the China Times said. "When he looked down, he saw the big snake." The 51-year-old man, from Nantou County, was under medical care with minor injuries, a director at Puli Christian Hospital said. "As soon as he has passed the risk of infection, he can go," the director, who declined to be named, said. "A snake's mouth isn't always clean." Local television images showed the black and yellow reptile, reportedly a species of rat snake, being uncoiled and plucked slowly from the toilet bowl. Snakes regularly enter rural homes in Taiwan and other sub-tropical regions of Asia.
Leah's Bondage Part One~
Leah moaned softly in pain and fear. It seemed like she had been in this position for hours. She was bound with her wrists in leather cuffs secured over her head by chains and her legs were widely spread by a stretcher bar. It was simple bondage, but elegant, displaying her body perfectly. She wore only a pair of high heels and a leather blindfold.Around her she could hear the sound of voices. Unexpectedly a hand would grasp her breast, hefting it or squeezing it and there would be laughter as she would gasp and struggle her way free from the hand. She could smell the alcohol they were drinking and the scent of food. She had no idea when they had last fed her.“This one looks nice, Sir,” a voice said from behind her and a hand caressed her bare ass.Leah could smell the faint scent of sandalwood as another person walked closely around her.“She is not as striking as the blond,” came a male voice that sent shivers through her. She tried to pull away from him as her
Whoot! There Is Something Normal About Me!!!!
If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.If you get 11-20, you are normal.If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.Tag 10 of your friends and find out whether or not they suffer paranoia.I fear ...[ ] black people[ ] white people[x]the dark[x] staying single forever[x] being a parent[x] being myself in front of others[ ] open spaces[x] closed spaces[x] heights[x] dogs ( only BIG ones)[ ] birds[ ] fish[ ] spiders[ ] flowers or other plantsTotal So Far: 7[ ] being touched[ ] fire[x] deep water[ ] snakes[ ] silk[ ] the ocean[x] failure[ ] success[ ] thunder/lightning[ ] frogs/toads[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom[ ] rats[ ] snow[ ] roller coasters (ones that go upside down)Total So Far: 9[ ] rain[ ] wind[ ] crossing hanging bridges[ ] death[ ] being robbed/mugged[x] falling[ ] clowns[x] large crowds of unknown people[ ] men[ ] women[ ] having great responsibilities[ ] doctors[ ] torna
The psychology instructor had just finished a lecture on mental health and was giving an oral test. Speaking specifically about manic depression, she asked, "How would you diagnose a patient who walks back and forth screaming at the top of his lungs one minute, then sits in a chair weeping uncontrollably the next?" A young man in the rear raised his hand and answered, "A basketball coach?" 
Just To Make You Guys Feel A Little Better Lol
How many men does it take to open a beer?  None. It should be opened when she brings it.  -----------------------------------------------------------   Why do women have smaller feet than men?  It's one of those 'evolutionary things' that allows them to stand closer to the kitchen sink.  -----------------------------------------------------------   How do you know when a woman is about to say something smart?  When she starts a sentence with 'A man once told me....' ----------------------------------------------------------- How do you fix a woman's watch?  You don't. There is a clock on the oven. ----------------------------------------------------------   If your dog is barking at the back door and your wife is yelling at the front door, who do you let in first? The dog, of course. He'll shut up once you let him in. -- --------------------------------------------------------     Scientists have discovered a food that diminishes a woman's sex drive by 90
Flowers   Flowers are a universal symbol of beauty. To discern a particular meaning, the color of the flowers may be as significant as the flowers themselves. This is especially true for flowers of unusual or nonsensical colors such as green roses. In a dream it would not be surprising to get green roses from a dear friend. This would happen if you are dating your friend's heartthrob in waking life or you sense jealousy from them concerning your romantic attachments. Consequently you may have acquired knowledge about flower meanings that your subconscious is now accessing to illustrate a point. This can be especially true if you are given flowers by or are giving flowers to another. Do particular flowers have special memories for you due to childhood, the death of a loved one, or a prom date or wedding? Here are some common reference points for particular flowers: Lilac -- Poison, Illness, DeathDaisy -- Indecision about feelings, giver illustrates issue of concernOrchid -- Sexual
Pregnancy   Pregnancy has two points of entry into our dream lives. The first is dreaming of oneself as being pregnant. The second is that you actually become pregnant in waking life and that trigger event creates this particular dream content. In dreams, anyone can get pregnant. It is not an experience that is limited by gender or age. Generally, it is a herald of creativity, virility, or wealth. However, there are numerous underlying themes that need additional interpretation. If you are a younger woman who dreams of getting pregnant, but has no waking intention of doing so, it is likely that you are working through an archetypal transition into a new self-awareness. One of Jung's archetypes is the archetype of parenting or preserving the species. To see oneself engaged in such activity is to grow from being a child to identifying more prominently with adults. If you are sexually active, but without the intention for pregnancy, your dreams of pregnancy may occur in harmony with
Disproportionate Objects
Disproportionate Objects   Woody Allen, in the movie Everything You Ever Wanted to Know About Sex (But Were Afraid to Ask), gave us a breast as big as a house. This breast was a terrifying and consumptive thing. Yet breasts receive so much attention many times, it is hardly surprising that they occupy tremendous perception power in our world. In dreams, certain objects may assume unusual proportions. This significance often reflects the importance of the object to the dream story as well as the emotional dimensions of the object. Emotional dimensions refer to the importance people place on others, on things or on situations. For example, it is often difficult to help people perceive the emotional power of family members. If you ask them to draw their childhood house-apportioning rooms based on the amount of influence and memories they have about the places-the emotional dimensions of the home become clear. Many times, people have attached emotional dimensions to very positive or ve
A Child's Love
About Me
I am a Seasoned Runway Fashion/Hair Model and have much experience in the field. Also I am involved in Print work and Trade shows.   As an Actress, I have done stage acting at an early age and am now pursuing a career in the film/movie industry. Writing has always been an interest to me and currently I am working on some poetry/screenplay/novel and expository writing. If you have a minute, please check out my websites at: Any feeback is welcome.  I will soon post my poetry on this site.
Im about to dump a bunch of poetry in here...I want comments dammit! HiHave you met crazy yet?Let me introduce you.Happy, or so it seems on the surface.But what is really flashing in those crystal blue eyes?What is she really thinking?Plotting your murder? Grocery list? Book she’s reading?Mundane tasks to her.Thinking of that person she lives for, the one she loves to hate?Wondering what the weekend has in store?Simply ComplicatedPurplish hair, tattered jeansCollared and choked, in so many more ways than the physical.She always wants what she can’t (or wont) have, and is never happy with what she’s got.She plays the part well. But those that really know her, they see beneath the façade.And the one that should know her best; has no idea. Not a fuckin’ clue.Homicidal maniac. She would kill you in a second. With a sickle. Or a hatchet.Since it’s inevitable that she’s fucked up on somethingDrunk at noon? It’s 5 o’clock somewhere.Or is it one
More Poetry
One Night Stand sitting side by side in the dark, so close, almost...fingers brush an arm, there is the spark, finally...holding my breath, waiting to see what is next, unexpected...i know i want you, yet i am not allowed, forbidden...i have had a taste, ive been wanting more, craving...our eyes locked, as you pulled me closer, took my hand in yours, so warm and strong, inviting...leading me into your room, whispering "its ok", trembling...waiting so long for this, i can barely speak, excitment...teasing me with your words, teasing me with your touch, resistance, no hesitation, giving in...lips meeting, clothes falling to the floor, feverishly...stumbling to the bed, flesh meeting flesh, seduction...quietening the voice, telling me this is wrong, ingoring...not caring this time, ive wanted this too much, wreckless...secret shared, a memory now, fading...desire flooding me, when i hear your voice now, uncontrollable...this one night stand, this one time
Whatcha Think- Vip???
Ok- so I am officially addicted to FuBar.  Now I'm thinking that I need a VIP.  THe idea has been growing on me.  I can post alot more pics, I have alot more perks with a VIP- so whatcha think?  Is it worth it???  Lemme know what you think.  Lovin to my fu family and friends.
The Old Fella
The average life expectancy of a cocker spaniel is 15 years, but this old guy would have been 17 on June 12th, but today we had to put him down. He had a a bad bad bad heart, in which was deteriorating the muscles of his hind legs, so he had a tough time getting up and around the 4 younger dogs. Even in his old age he felt like he could do his job  of protecting you, even though he couldn't move very fast. Worst of all he was losing his body functions. He was around a long time, and he will be greatly missed.
One Does Not...
                           O Lord we pray O lord,make this house a home,May love dwell deep within it's walls,& may peace and harmony reign. may it prove to be a strong & worthy shield of protetion against the elements of nature and man. May all who enter it's doors find comfort,solace,and friendship.may your light shine through it's windows to guide & brighten each day may you bless and keep safe  our home.
Two Down And One More To Go....
Well arrived in DC. Next stop Soa Paulo, Brazil. Yaaaaaaaaaa.   奴 Çålm GðÐÐêSS 奴
Can't Eat
Can't eat pork, Swine flu...   Can't eat chicken,   Bird flu. Can't eat Beef,   Mad cow....   Can't eat eggs,   Salmonella.   Can't eat fish,   heavymetal poisons in their waters.   Can't eat fruits and veggies,   insecticidesand herbicides.   Hmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!   I believe that leaves Chocolate and ice cream!!!!!!!!   Remember - - - 'STRESSED'  spelled backwards! is  'DESSERTS'  
just playing mafia war and live web camming on ifirneds. gonna take my cat for a walk tonite on grass, its been hot here in vegas
Power Of 3
I recently posted a mumm to my friends. Sadly enough, out of all of you who read it, only 3 could take the effort to vote. WTF? You're already there. Is it so hard to click? Apparently it is. So, thanks to eljacee and Leather and Lace for taking the time out. Whoever was the 3rd person, please let me know so I can recognize ya. To the comment.
I lost my brother in a motorcycle accident almost 2 months ago and the pain is so bad.I didn't get alone with him very well and now I never will have that chance again. So if you have a love one that you are having problems with than do all you can to change things before it is to late.I loved to ride motorcycles and now I have a fear of them that I can not shake. Just seeing one or the sound of one makes me sick to my stomach. I hope that in time this will pass.
With this sword i make a cut a cut in the door that wouldnt shut. I look into the abyss can you see the cut its a cut in my heart. The abyss grows in size as my sarrow shrinks giving up on what everyone thinks thats the way of the happy people. This race of humans so happy and wild thier mood though is very mild. This is a song and dance where everyone is forced to prance like wood nymphs in the snow. Beings in the moonlight living with out fright hoping that thier woas will subside even though they are low on pride feeling low and very defied. The puncual mass is the one on the grass smoking weed and mocking the others. The jester laughs as the world ends!
Lets Vent It....
I try my best to be a good person and be generous. I've been in an angry mood the past couple of days, but I could feel this coming on. I have been distant with friends, family, and the folks of fubar I talk too, some of them on a regular basis. I have to say I am sorry for being so distant and not being around, it’s just that things are getting to me and being alone just seems to be OK at the moment. I think I have hit this recluse level because I don’t want to bring my bummers down on those that are having a good day, but here I go typing it away for all to read. Well at least you can stop reading and not feel guilty :) Well to make a long story as short as possible, I was hurt at work end of last year and my back and shoulder was hurt. I have had surgery on my shoulder and physical therapy thus so far for the back. I told the company 3 times the job was unsafe but was pushed to do it with the old hidden message without really saying it, but you will get fired if it&rsqu
It's almost 5 am and I can't sleep. Mother's Day morning. Always has been hard for me. As I sit here in the dark I reflect over the past year. So much has happened. So much has changed. A year ago today we went for breakfast with my mom and sister. Now my sister is in Kuwait, and you... pretty much don't exist anymore.When you are in my life, it's nothing but drama and turmoil. Everytime I hear from you, my heart races. I came home to see my mom for Mother's Day. I don't know that I can give her the happiness this weekend that she's looking for... The drive was horrible. It usually is. It gives me too much time to sit and think. Seems as though that's all I've been doing lately... sitting... thinking... waiting... waiting for something inside me to change... waiting for the pain to go away. I have people in my life who love me and support me no matter what. I have realized that and appreciate them for everything they have done for me... yet something is still missing. What is it? It
Just My Mind
Life..... Life is what you make of it each day you are here on this is a precious gift never to be taken for granted....iI'm a lot!!!!!STRONGER from the way my life has turned....You can't break me ....and haterz make me  stronger...Fool me once shame on you, but fool me twice shame on me....Lies lead to more lies and uglyness....There are much more important things to do in life than make a mess of it so make the most of it....when you find true pure love, give all of yourself and love without regards to opinions....Be yourself every step of the way  and only good will come....And finally smile and let the happiness pour out....
Happened Again
Yea this right hereIs going out to all them girls out thereThat did me and wrong, ya know?Tell you a lil story its the reasonLove, hate, mistakes, tell me wacha think is going onWe date, all day tell me wacha think is going onToo late, heartbreak tell me wacha think is going onWhat's going on what's going onYo, eh yo me and miss thangWe run a perfect teamWe had all the things all them other couples fiendLove, trust, good sex, and securityIf you ever felt weak I was your energyTrips across seas, show you the finer thingsNo more burger king it was fine dine, cuisineAnd if it never had it, I don't think it matteredWe were a classic like Nas in IllmaticI was so deceived, I thought we had a thingYou used to blow my 2 way up wit 143sDa L-O-V had me blind I would had to seeI trusted my friends, all they were yelling at meHow could you do me so wrong, I don't wanna get doggedI invested three years ma, plus this songI'm so confused, where to go? How do I choose?I guess to find real love I gotta
Is It The Last.....
Just In Case
Surgery is at 11am (in 3 hrs) Just in case something happens and I don't make it, I just want to tell all my friends (most are mummers) that I had alot ALOT of fun in the mumms and on this site with you all Now if I don't make it, nobody will probably tell fubar so if I am not on the fu in a few days, somethng happened (more than likely I DIED!!) there will be no way for anyone to find out! Sooooooo if I don't return I want to say goodbye. Some of you I might come back and haunt for the hell of it LOL So wish me luck and we'll hope for the best!
Love Me
I'm on the verge of being promoted.I have a court date next month to get my twins back.My wife is pregnant w/ my 4th child!!!I'm at a good place in my life.
Amazing Results Of A Nasty Seperation
it is amazing how things change with the seasons. things that i said and lived by a few years ago are now a thing of the past..i always say, a Master has that right to change his mind. when things arent going as you like, you have the power to change them...sometimes you delay the inevitable in order not to hurt others. but then the actions become greater and the hurt grows more and more for them..for that, i take full responsibility. then things come to a head and words are exchanged and lies are revealed and deceit discovered and anger builds..but deep inside you feel a deep sense that this is the way it is suppose to be for the change to happen. then you feel even more free to follow another road in this journey. predestined? who knows. but when something feels so right as this, you just have to continue to see the outcome. i have asked my slave princess to marry me and after i picked her back up off the floor and revived her, she said yes. i have loved so many and then been le
aGEM4life [SinnersFamily-SBG] --Proudly Owned By Willie -- FU Owned By GANGSTA - DESIGNZ & Muma_e@ fubar This my truly awesome owner Donna, aGEM4life. Ive been friends with her on here for awhile now. Shes great and deserves lots of fu love guys.. Wish I could make this into one of the frilly blogs with backgrounds and stuff but hey I cant so here it is...Love you Donna
Here You Go
hey everyone i am back with a new account long story lol first time i got on fubar i had some rules but many of u didnt know about them so here is my rules [that doesnt mean u have to follow or break] i only have real friends on my family list i only fan my top friends i am not here for points or levels i dont add just anyone before i chat to i dont top friend unless she had 38d or more [lmao] i dont add new members to my family unless they get on top friends list so they gotta be 38d+ lol i dont look for ur fanning or adding if u dont want to be in touch ---------------------- sorry if i was rude but i would call it honesty u may laugh[i dont realy care if u did] atleast that shows who,what,and how u r see u [i hope]
Real Women, Whos Fun And Freaky
lets talk about having fun!
Record Store
A woman meant to call a record store, but dialed the wrong number and got a private home instead. "Do you have 'Eyes of Blue' and 'A Love Supreme?'" she asked. "Well, no," answered the puzzled homeowner. "But I have a wife and eleven children." "Is that a record?" she inquired, puzzled in her turn. "I don't think so," replied the man, "but it's as close as I want to get." 
Addition To ✿~bama~✿ Blog
Joyce walks into the room, she knows she has my eyes glued to her every move. She’s wearing that sexy red sun dress, one she was wearing the first time we met, she knew it was one of my favorites as it showed of her beautiful body lines but left what was mine hidden. She approached me her short blonde hair lightly moving in the breeze, the smile that captivated me for so long. She bent over whispering in my ear at the same time revealing that today she had on a low cut bra which slowed just enough of her nipples to make me want her, she sat down and cuddled in rubbing my thigh, letting me know she was ready to go up to our hotel room and leave this party to start our own, just the two of us. As we left she stayed close to me, I knew I was the envy of every man in the room, we entered the elevator and as the doors shut slowly she turned to me, our lips touched softly as we slowly kissed growing more passionate with each kiss our months opened our tongues embraced, I let my hand
Never Forget
A woman came out of her house and saw 3 old men with long white beardssitting in her front yard. She did not recognize them. She said “I don’t think I know you, but you must be hungry. Please come in and have something to eat.” “Is the man of the house home?”, they asked.“No”, she replied. “He’s out.”“Then we cannot come in”, they replied.In the evening when her husband came home, she told him what had happened.“Go tell them I am home and invite them in!”The woman went out and invited the men in.“We do not go into a House together,” they replied. “Why is that?” she asked.One of the old men explained: “His name is Wealth,” he said pointing to oneof his friends, and said pointing to another one, “He is Success, and I am Love.” Then he added, “Now go in and discuss with your husband which one of us you want in your home.”The woman went in and told
You Know You Are A Liberal If .....
You Know You're a Liberal .... If you think Rob Reiner had to stretch to play the liberal in "All in the Family" If you think the answer to ANY crime, infraction, or injustice is counseling. If you've spent no less than 30 years in the walls of academia and don't see how today could be too much different from the '60s. If you think the criminal has more rights than the police who arrest this criminal, unless the crime is sexual harassment, or racism. If you use the term 'open-minded' and don't care that it can't be defined in absolute terms. If you think only white people can be racist. If Clarence Thomas made you sick, Bob Packwood made you protest, but Bill Clinton is a victim of partisan politics. If you think that teenager's sexual behavior is uncontrollable, but hardened violent criminals should be released on parole after serving a cut sentence in a "correctional institution". If you think Maxine Waters and Sheila Jackson Lee are articulate geniuses but Justi
Not A Rich Fu....but
I'm not a rich fu i only have 3,551,237 and i'm willing to trade half or most of it fo an auto 11 if you would like to make this deal please SB me for more info also willing to give up some of the fubuck's i make with the auto's on please help a girl out i'm godmother bound                   Ty         your's truly Snuggles
Scott Peterson's Residence For Sale
Here's a rare opportunity to own San Quentin, one of the most prime properties in the San Francisco Bay Area. Owned by the state of California, this 432-acre gated community has obstructed, though world class, views of the bay. Built for 3,317 residents, it accommodates more than 5,000. Comes with 2,000 cozy bedroom suites, each has its own 3/4 bath. Spacious dining area adjacent to full-service kitchen. Custom-built, state-of-the-art security system. Rich concrete floors throughout. Parking, 24-hour doormen. Weight room and generous courtyard among the excellent recreational facilities. With a few cheerful curtains, Death Row easily converted to in-law unit. Famous current and former tenants include Scott Peterson, Richard Ramirez and Sirhan Sirhan.  
I had my son last month and I have been secretly misrerable since. Pysically I have been getting severe headaches, nausea, chest pain and being sick to my stomach. My nerves are completely shot. Mentally I'm a mess.Ever since I brought him home It seems worse than just depression. I concieved him in a not so great way, and it tearing me up now. I'll have my good days and not so good ones too. My ex was a complete jerk and I blame myself for being with him in the first place. I met him and work and I wish I didn't. He wants nothing to do with his child and nor I want him to anyway. He even sent me text messages for me to abort him. I resent my ex. I hate him with all that I am. Those feelings are stronger when I can't get my son to stop crying. Then I start and I don't know what to do to control myself. I'm, terrified I will end up hurting him and I have to leave the room. Its happeneed a few times. I have barely been sleeping and its making everything worse. With resentment towords m
Sexual Intercorse
6 hours worth of u think its possible.....i do.....
The Candle In The Cave: Real Kindness....
If we act as if every one in the world was nice to us things might change. If you are beaten and battered, if you have been pushed down, and trampled, get up. Life goes on. Make a difference, save someone from the same pain you feel. Be an understanding person they can trust and lean on. YOU can make a difference! After my life is done, and I am laying in the ground getting decomposed by bugs and maggots, I want to be able to smile. I want my spirit to have the ability, have the right, to sit on my grave stone and have no regrets. I WILL be proud and content with who I am and what I’ve done when I die. My reason to live is not for the future, not for the past, not for myself, but for you. I live my life for the world. Making a difference is my goal in life, and it IS one I will achieve. Kindness, how do you define kindness? Kindness to me is a selfless act in which the doer receives nothing in return. Kindness is an act in which changes a life or sets into effect the movement o
Some Info, If You Want It
If you want my pics, just tell me,  there yours.   If you want to email me---                   My IM, just ask me;)
My Reservation
If I were to say that I love someone, I would be telling the truth.If I were to say that I love her very much, I would be lying.Truth is, I dont love her very much. I love her more than I have ever loved anyone in my whole life. She in my eyes is the most careing, wonderful, beautiful, jaw droping gorgeous woman I know.  Dont Believe me? Here, take a look! Though far away from eachother at this point, she still makes me the happiest ive been ever! Just the way she says things, what she says, and how she talks. I never thought I would ever hear a woman say those things. Since she told them to me, I believe her and also do honostly believe she is 100% sincere. There is no reason why she should not have my heart. Iv'e worn my heart on my sleeve for so long, and gave it to anyone who would take it. Sadly they've all broken it. I know she wouldn't do anything to hurt it or break it. I feel so lucky to have found her. Why I waited so long to see who she was and what she has to offer me, i'l
To Know Me
To Know Me is to know the extreme. I am emotional, irrational, and hotheaded. I don't start shit, but I don't take shit either. I don't halfass anything, either it gets done, or it doesn't. Nothing In between. To Know me is to know passion. I am emotional, irrational, and deeply caring. I live life one second at a time, and I want to know every inch of your body, your spirit and your mind. To Know me is to know and old, restless, wandering soul. I know the best way to keep your dreams from being crushed is to never have one path, one route, one goal. My heart can be as cold as ice, or as fiery as a freshly lit coal. To know me is to know that I will never twice travel down the same road, my never sleeping soul is in search of new lovers, new experiences, and new adventures, never gold. To know me is to know I am neither a sinner nor a saint, but at the same time I am always refusing to be labeled as timid, week OR bold. To know my spirit is to know that of a vagabond's, neve
A Cold Rainy Day Part One~
When I woke up this morning, it was on the cold side. It had been raining, off and on for two days and this morning the sun peaked out for a few minutes, just after dawn. Then it went back to a slow drizzling, cold rain. My girlfriend had kissed me goodbye as she left for a three day business trip, just before the rain started and was due home today. To say I was in a good mood was an understatement. Not seeing Ann for three days was bad enough, but to have it rain on top of that made it even worse. Ann, now there's a lady to study on. Five foot, seven inches of beautiful curves and long, long legs. When I had been introduced to her at a Christmas party four years ago, she had seemed very standoffish and cold. I found out later that attitude was caused by a very jealous and childish boyfriend. I was lucky enough to have run into her shortly after she dumped him and we've been together ever since. She had called around eight AM to say she would be home around two, if everything went ok
Best Friends
If Our Hearts Could Talk Life is kind of like the ocean,You can see how it starts, but not the way it ends.So lets just take things as they come to us,And be happy we're best friends.Let us learn from each other,We can help each other grow.And let us always be there for one another,At times we are feeling low.May we always be able to put a smile on each others face,And a twinkle in our eyes.And let us never forget all the good times,Like watching shooting stars fall from the skies.The laughs just keep on coming,Nothing can ever take that away.Cause they start from the inside,And get deeper everyday.They make us stronger,As they bring us closer together.They always make our days brighter,No matter the weather.Just the sound of that laugh,And the sight of that smile.Makes every risky minute,Worth the while.A moment where nothing else matters,And a chance to be free.All the rest fades away,And its just you and me.We can just walk together,To that beautiful place.Side by side,With that lo
A Cold Rainy Day Part Two~
I stood up to look at her as she lay there panting for breath, a light sheen of perspiration covering her upper body. I watched in fascination as the vibrator slowly, very slowly slipped out of her. As it did a deep sigh came from her. I picked it up and took it into the bathroom to rinse it off. By the time I returned she was breathing more normally, so I asked, "Well, how do you like this, something special so far?" She smiled for a second and then whispered, "It's wonderful, just wonderful." I took a folded blanket off the bed and covered her with it, tucking it in around her. "Aren't you going to untie me now?" I chuckled and replied, "Oh, no. I don't intend to do that for a while. You get some rest and we'll continue after you do." "John?" She said. When I didn't answer she said, "I'm wore out, I couldn't cum again, if I wanted to." I chuckled and said, "Oh yes you can. Rest, take a nap, then we'll finish." She pulled at the cords for a moment and started to protest. I cut her of
Sadie Sings Lose Your Way
I have no confidenceAnd I can’t see why I shouldBut I could do most anything for youAnd you know I wouldI try too hardAnd then I give up way too easilyI'm the runner up inside of youAnd you’re the winner inside of meLose your wayAnd I will followHere todayAnd here tomorrowLike my freedom I knowI’ll never let you goI still wish on the evening starAnd I s’pose I always willEvery child loses somethingA whole life can’t fulfillAnd when you cry I feel the skyBurst open in my veinsIf loving you makes a slave of meThen I'll spend my whole life in chainsLose your wayAnd I will followHere todayAnd here tomorrowLike my freedom I knowI’ll never let you go.Walk the lineI’ll walk inside youChange your mindLet your love decide youIt’s the reason I knowYou’ll never let me go
Sexy Hott (heed Warning Wow) Xxx
This is just a story of a fantasy I have always had....hope to! As I come out the shower and begin to dry my body the thoughts of the evening ahead run through my mind. With anticipation of the candlelight dinner and dancing he has planned for us I shiver. I smile. And begin to lotion my arms and legs soft and smooth. Then lotion my breast and stomach where I now feel butterflies fluttering thinking of his smile I cant help but think of his strong jaw and soft sweet lips....that I hunger to kiss before the nights end. I put on my robe and go to my closet where I pick my black,low cut satin dress. And find my heels that will enhance my firm, fit legs. I go to my drawer and find my sexiest stockings and silky black bra. No need for panties tonite or so I am hoping. I return to the bathroom to apply my make-up and do my hair. I think up with just enough hair down to tickle my neck as if his lips brushing softly against it. I put on my stockings, they feel good upon my soft legs, and my si
Help Me Get Referals Please 2 To Go !!!!
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Our Kiss
Lip to lip. Hands are seeking. Arms enfolding. Face to face. Loving in the moment Letting life slip on without us Pain drops away. For us, The world hasn't stopped It ceases to exsist Everything is possible When we are standing. Lip to lip. Eye to eye. Arms enfolding. Face to face. We live a lifetime in each kiss.  
Today I had a 8 hour clas at work. It was a Train the trainer class. Basically it teaches me how to talk in large groups, how to give presentations and meetings easier, how to train my coworkers correctly and junk...   I did a bunch of different presentations at work...did diffent visuals and stuff. I've learned a lot from it. I have another class tomorrow, a 5 hour class during my 12 hour shift of work tomorrow. I had homework as well....I haven't done homework since i was in college many years ago..ha ha...but I worked on that for 2 most of it done...I'll finish it up in class tomorrow... I'm hella tired...I've been so tired lately....still no real energy   Okay, I sleep now...
Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply***1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position (s)?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
I'm Glad I Have You To Love
It means so much to have a love just meant to be. I thought I knew what happiness was. Then you came with your smiles and dreams and gave my life purpose and meaning... I thought I knew what love was, but I didn't know at all... until I found you.
Getting Older...
As I sit here on my bday I have come to realize a lot!!    I will be applying to medical school next week in hopes of becoming a successful  anesthesiologist.. I figure I am 25... in 10 years I will be set... Have my career going, my kids both in their preteens, god help me, and this little family growing and building.. paving a way for my kids future!...   I wear my heart on my sleeve, anyone who really knows me knows this... I dont really think any of you actually know me, or if you want to, you just havent really tried... I am a brutally honest bitch.. People love me or hate me, and honestly I could careless... I do try hard for one persons approval, an approval I dont believe I will ever get!   I got my boobs done hoping it would make me feel better about myself, and I couldnt want them gone anymore then I do now... They brought me joy when I thought they could bring me the real joy I strived for.. But it didnt work the way I planned...   Here I sit, wondering, pondering!
21 Seconds...
*ladies Only* Show A Male Friend Of Mine Some Fu Loving
Please show him some love and maybe add him to your friends list. Im sure he dont mind. Tell him you know about him via me. Oddball">@ fubar Thank you
End Of A Disgusting Experience
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God Loves Ugly
I wear my scars like the rings on a pimpI live life like the captain of a sinking shipThe one thing that i can guaranteeI'm like a stepping razor, i suggest you stay fair with meBeen payin dues for a decade plus,Before that i was just another face on the busTappin my foot, to the beat on the radioDreamin 'bout the mic and the money and the menOh mom, i promise im gonna be largeSomeday im gonna stop tryin to borrow your carGonna go far, with charisma and skillUntil they put my face on a million dollar billDiscretion is the name of my cement-feathered birdAnd if you didn't hear, fuck whatevers heardI think you got the sickness i suggest you get it curedCaught up in the mix, of a bottle full of fixIm gonna hobble down the street 'til i reach knob creekIts not that i don't like you, i just don't wanna speakYou fuckin freakNow keep your days out my weekThe world keeps a balance, through mathematicsDefined by whatever youve added and subtractedIm pushin on the hammer, to trigger the brainEmb
We Have A Winner
Congratz to Pooka aka Ravyn for guessing duct tape aka the silver ribbon of St. Tenacious.
  Ok people I need your help! One of my buds is less than 500k from godmother! I dont have a VIP and she only has a little over 300 pics so Im not able to help much! I need my good friends to rate, her,fan,add,bling, bomb what ever it takes! heres her link! ~*~b1tchgoddess~*~Manager@NaughtyBlueHaven@ fubar   This pimpout blog and bulletin brought to you by the one and only ...~♥Temptress♥Head Promoter@Sex Kittens/greeter@NBH@ fubar
What's Up With These Dudes?????
ok, I'm only trying this again because a good friend said it would help him out. I've been here less than a 1/2 hour and already i'm being hit on by tons of guys. the shoutbox thingy is going nuts with guys wantin to know 'whats up'! I can guess, and i'm not interested.
To live is to choose. But to choose well, you must know who you are and what you stand for, where you want to go and why you want to get there.All our lives are based on choices we make not the choices of others.
Ensign: Do Be Do Be Do
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye.            Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS                                                      15 May 2009 ”Our last day at Mom’s has taught me – heck, this trip has taught me – a lot about how important our family is to me.  It isn’t so much about going and doing (it also helps to be Internet free for a week, as Dan who changed our oil in Cawood said to me, in ‘the land that time forgot’) as it is about going and being.”  I wrote that in my journal four days ago, and it almost sounds from a Christian standpoint sinful to say one should just exist – I mean, be.  My family and I got back two nights ago from visiting my mom in southeastern Kentucky.  Though she is not in the best of health (she’s seventy-two, if that means anything) and she didn’t want to go anyw
i really don't like reading that much lol
I can't believe summertime is here right now i'm so happy that it is here because i like the sun and its fun because then u can go swimming and enjoying listening to music for an long time u know that what i like best.  
This is what i think about monday its is so boreing there nothing to do but at 9 at night raw comes on and its on untill9 to11 at night then i would strat up untill i go to sleep.
Why in the world do we still have adults acting like freakin little kids. I mean seriously, why do people try to start high school drama when high school was over 8 years ago. People need to learn to grow the fuck up and act their age and find away to make their own miserable lives better. It is my opinion that if you need to talk shit about someone just to make yourself feel better, then you should just go fuck off and die. We dont need your childish bullshit anymore. Im spent peace out
My heart was strong and full of the most powerful love I found someone to give the love  and he abused it  then kept it. Why leave it with me so I can continue to love and give?  that would be a good thing, something a man would do for a women he loves. U wonder  why I look around for something else something to bring me to life, something to make me smile to give me back the spirit and soul I had. If that can happen. What or who can bring a soul back to life that’s been drained or who would want to take the time…………. Will I wonder the world without spirit? Without love? Without the very thing that has defined me as a person? I give u back ur heart ur soul ur love I don’t want it.
I Wait....
Alone I sit here wondering Alone in the dark I think.... Why did you leave me leave me here all alone.... You were the one thing that made me whole Now the darkness is also inside the best part of me is gone Alone in the dark I wonder why I long for the one i could never have Not now not ever But through the darkness I had one thing You friendship and now it gone In the darkness I long for you want you need like never before In the darkness .... I wait to die Wait to be with you.  
Here For Nascar Day!!!
CHARLOTTE, N.C. -- The NASCAR Foundation has partnered with the Motor Racing Network and Sirius NASCAR Radio is taking to the airwaves May 11-18 for a week-long celebration of NASCAR Day. Fans can tune in to Sirius for live updates and interviews with some of your favorite NASCAR celebrities. On NASCAR Day, Sirius is celebrating by broadcasting live from 11 a.m.-6 p.m. on May 15 from the Sam Bass Gallery in Concord, N.C. NASCAR Day Web site Costner named spokesman APlus at Sunoco offers pins NASCAR Day goes pink The NASCAR Day Radiothon on MRN, sponsored by AFLAC and Sprint, on May 16, will serve as the grand finale of a week of festivities that aim to raise much needed funds for The NASCAR Foundation and its Family of Charities. Fans in participating markets will be able to tune in to listen to stories of inspiration and hope from kids whose lives have been changed from the generosity of NASCAR fans, and to hear from their favorite Sprint Cu
The Five Commandments
HBT; The Book of Predictions, Chap. 19 Western Union Telegram To: Jehova Yahweh Care: Celestial Hotel (Suite #666) Presidential Tier, Paradise Dear God; This is to inform you that your current position as deity is herewith terminated due to gross incompetence STOP Your check will be mailed STOP Please do not use me for a reference STOP Respectfully, Malaclypse the Younger/Omnibenevolent Polyfather POEE High Priest   THE FIVE COMMANDMENTS (THE PENTABARF) The PENTABARF was discovered by the hermit Apostle Zarathud in the Fifth Year of The Caterpillar. He found them carved in gilded stone, while building a sun deck for his cave, but their import was lost for they were written in a mysterious cypher. However, after 10 weeks & 11 hours of intensive scrutiny he discerned that the message could be read by standing on his head and viewing it upside down. KNOW YE THIS O M
Bad Ideas
Gentlemen: An effective pick-up line does not include, "I was thinking of you when I jerked off into my sock last night." Or, "You've got tits like microwave." This has been a Public Service Announcement.  Don't use dirty needles, kids. 
Yesterday it rained to day its winddy hope tommrow is better then the last one
Don't Harass Me!!
Don’t harass me I have rights too. Don’t harass me I don’t harass you. Leave me alone, just let me be. Your words plant a seed that grows into a tree. A tree of doubt, a tree of hate. A tree that grows at an astonishing rate. It can’t be stopped now its growing tall. It’s knocked me down and now I fall. Leave me alone I don’t want you voice! This is my life. My life. My choice. Don’t call me a loser, don’t call me a freak. Don’t threaten to beat me while I’m on the street. Keep your thoughts to yourself and leave me alone. You won’t ever see me. I’ll hide at my home. Don’t you understand, your killing me slow. Stealing me soul and watching me go. You’re a murderer; your words the gun. Leave me alone go and be done. I have no more feeling you’ve stolen it too. And my heart turns as dark as the one that’s in you. I hate you wit passion you stole my life. I have no reason f
Life's Grace
She walks in the shadows of her life. Some would say she has a stone cold heart, A wall that surrounds it , So they can't get in. If they only know of the experiences she has had. The first experience presents itself., How young she was and how she had to live. The next  one came and she ask herself why. It was worse than the first, Except she wasn't called a whore. Then the one of you, Stopped her dead in her tracks. She realized now why she doesn't look back. The day you left her, She shut down. She took a vowel to close herself off. Despite all that she has endured. She walks with grace, She walks with style. In the stillness when she is by herself. She lets you sneak in, She savors you again. She remembers your walk and the way you talked. She remembers your scent and your essences light. They way you touched her deep inside, They way you made her how she is now. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved
Old Thing Creep Back Up
Old things start to creep back up in my mind once more I'm losing sleep In a place where I don't need to be again Razors edge won't dull the pain this time So easily we forget what was said I wish I could be as cold  as you But I can't so easily forget losing a friend
From My Friend Jason
(Something Jason sent me as a comment and I thought it was so beautiful..I had to share it) I sent an angel to watch over you last night,but it came back. I asked, "Why?"... The angel said: "Angels don't watch over angels!." Twenty angels are in your World. Ten of them are sleeping.                Nine are playing.                                  One is reading this comment . .
Poem #1
When you are downI tend to frownWhen you're feeling blueI say I do tooSometimes words can't showHow my love continues to growThese are words from the heartCupid really shot me with a dartI hate when you tearplease don't fear my dearDon't give up, whatever you doJust remember.........I Love You
i only want to face the only one i never can i only want to face the one that i can never escape i only want to face the onlly one left i only want to face my own face left in the mirror i only want to face the one holding my back the one prohibiting me from truly accepting from all i hold inside  
I am in an auction.  Come check me out.
My Life Situation
My Life Situation is rather common and is in everyone s life some shape or form. But here we go, Well im a 32 year old Father of 3 wonderful kids with alot of issues (right who doesnt have issues ) well back in Feb of 2007 my wife just up and left for another man (yeah i know poor me ) guess i should of worked harder. Oh well we live and learn from our mistakes. We did not get our divorce finalized until Nov 2008, When i caught her lying and cheating but that is not why im writing this please dont think im looking for sympathy, im not. As of Feb 2008 i was on my way to making my life better and possibly build up the courage to date again. When i found out that my wife had been cheating on me prior to our sepratation and a really good friend of mine died of a heart attack on Valentines day. He was a pretty cool bro, Always had my back and stuff. Miss him dearly. Then April 2008 came and my Ex father in-law was diganoised with cancer ( yes my in-law )He was like a father to me. Stood
Submission....part Ii
As his cold blue eyes regard her, she trembles lightly. She lowers her eyes to the floor, her heart sinking. As she thinks back to the evening, and what he asked of her, she knows there was something amiss in what he wished of her.. though her heart dreads what she thinks will happen, she sighs softly to herself. Rene speaks with a deep undertone to his voice to her. "thistle do you know what you've done wrong this evening?" As she shifts, he points to the floor at his feet, retrieving the glass from the mantle. Automatically, she moves to kneel before him, still noticing the bulge of his sex within his pants.. she breathes softly, trying to think.. She glances to the side, the bed that they share sometimes ..and sighsdeeply. Rene sips his drink, his eyes not leaving the form of his slave before him ..his anger builds slowly and she notices this as his breathing seems to change. She quivers now, her nude body tense, yet all the same, she notes the way her nipples harden more at this se
My True Story
To all who know me i am a loving caring man that is dearly devoted to the ones i love. I spent 3 years with someone that was totaly keeping me in the dark and feeding me shit from the start, i tried to get along with her family and most of them are great people that i will never black list or bad mouth. i wish i could keep them as friends but im sure by now the X has that im no good and yadayadayada... on with the show.... i opened my eyes about a year ago and i found from there a life that is worth living. i found a friend that turned into more and a family that loves me. i found a place in this world where i can be loved for me and what i am, not just for what i do. i can only say that i hope that if anyone else is ever in a posistion that seems like mine that you can get out on your own two feet and make the most of what u have to give. and to the people that are holding you back from what you want, well remeber that when you are face to face with your maker and HE decides that he c
has fu-fucked up? l deleted my account afew weeks ago...then l came across my deleted account..lm unable to log into the account but lve found that lm able to view the profile and my images. this is creepy has fuck its like lm there but lm not there lol..
My Great Escape
Sometimes the world seems as though it wasn't made for me. I exist nothing special. Why am I here? I wonder? I am alone. I can't seem to do anything right. I am good as long as I am doing for others.  But not for myself. I try to make everyone happy and can't. When will I be reconized for what I am? It will happen, but until that day comes, I will create my own world. A world of peace, where I am soneone. Where I can be myself and that will be enough. Where I don't have to give more than I have. Where I can be surrounded by people who really love me. A place where I can live out my fantasies and dreams without remorse. A place to go and pretend all is well. A place to call my great escape.  
Waking Up
Days have passed since I felt the wind upon my face. Days will come before I will see reality. But I am ready. I have worked my way out of this depression. I have slept through my days of not living up to my own standards. Too busy worried about others, now it is my turn. I will be better.  I will say NO. I will survive. I am waking up.  
The Dark Is All Around Me....
What is happenning, everywhere I look is darkness I reach out for a helping hand, but non come I cry out, but no one is there all I see is the darkness is this my destiny, to be swallowed by it, and lefted with nothing to my soul where is the light, I pray it comes soon my back is to the wall,the darkness comes I wish someone crys for me, for now I am lost to the darkness, and I can't even cry for myself
Missing You
Harely is in Big Bear with our boy this weekend and i am really glad they are getting time together... I do miss him so .... spent some time with our boy the other nite and he is such a special kid .... our family isnt complete without all our children happy ... *sighs I MISS YOU!!!! My day is less without you Master ....
The Mumms Look A Bit Like This
Our Leaders
Just take the time to read it before making your thoughts known. It is well written and worth the few minutes it will take you to read it. If you do not pass on anything else to anyone this year, consider this one from a teacher.        Letter to Obama.     Here's an excellent letter to the President.  I wish I had written that one so I can be on Obama's s**** list.  The school teacher really nailed him. How many millions of Americans across this Country think exactly what this school teacher has put in this email. What scares me is that every single day - - something surfaces that has been signed as a "Presidential order", or suddenly just appears as law! WHO does this stuff, while we're all sleeping at night? Those printing presses in DC must run night and day.
Funny But True
I Thought I was a Cowboy Until... An old cowboy sat down at the Starbucks and ordered a cup of coffee. As he sat sipping his coffee, a young woman sat down next to him. She turned to the cowboy and asked, 'Are you a real cowboy?' He replied, 'Well, I've spent my whole life breaking colts, working cows, going to rodeos, fixing fences, pulling calves, bailing hay, doctoring calves, cleaning my barn, fixing flats, working on tractors, and feeding my dogs, so I guess I am a cowboy.' She said, 'I'm a lesbian.   I
Pussy 101..this Shit Is Funny But So Real
Christianity? No Thanks, Im Full.
I can say that I am a spiritual person, but I don't believe in organized religion. Why is that people think that just because my mother happens to be a preacher, that I must be a Christian? Especially, when it comes to living in the South and being black, I seem to be an anomaly. Am I supposed to be Christian by association?
Chinese Fur Farms
I know its a lot to read, but its worth the cause!!!! There's a link to a video below this, I suggest you watch it. If you're faint of heart, then you probably shouldn't, but to get an idea of what kind of tourture these animals are going through take a look. This is WRONG, and these people should be STOPPED IMEDIATELY!! When undercover investigators made their way onto Chinese fur farms recently, they found that many animals are still alive and struggling desperately when workers flip them onto their backs or hang them up by their legs or tails to skin them. When workers on these farms begin to cut the skin and fur from an animal's leg, the free limbs kick and writhe. Workers stomp on the necks and heads of animals who struggle too hard to allow a clean cut. When the fur is finally peeled off over the animals' heads, their naked, bloody bodies are thrown onto a pile of those who have gone before them. Some are still alive, breathing in ragged gasps and blinking slowly. Some of th
i am the warlord and the wrathfull god of combat,and i will allways lead you from the front and never from the rear/i will treat you all alike ,just like shit/thou shalt do nothing i will not do first,and thus be created deadly warrriors in my image/i shall punish thy bodies,because the more thou sweatist in training the less thou bleeds in combat/thou hast not to like,thou has to do it/thou shall keep it simple stupid/thou shall never asume-make sure ,your next of kin will appreciate your not dying/if thou hurt in thy efforts and thou suffer then thou are doing it right/thouare not paid for thy methods,but for thy results,by which mean thou shall kill thy enemy by any means before he kills you/tou shalt in thy warriors mind and soul remember the ultimate commandment-there are no rules,thou shalt win at any cost!
Your Moon
I looked at your moon tonight Once perfect and full of light The one we watched together Now cold and barren forever   The one that made me say I love you Now seems dimmed and dull and flawed Full of imperfection, I know this to be true It fades not soon enough as night subsides to dawn   Your moon once had me weeping tears The ones that had me full of fears Missed the love I thought we shared Forgotten now I thought you cared   The point I broke was when you "died" You moved on and I'm still here Only me and your moon still reside Its empty promise forever clear   Moonbeams now fill my empty heart Once was whole, now torn apart Tragedy and loss are all I've got Gone like that, no afterthought   Gone form me without a trace You disappeared, no hope in sight How can I forget your face ? When moon gives way to suns first light
You Found Me
Mindless scribbles in a margin, eyes vacant of hope. Fighting through pain, succeeding, but failing miserably. Digging into a deeper hole, you pulled up my hand. You helped me out, sharpening my dull vision. Helping me through lies, holding through the pain. A mindless scribble has meaning, hope for eternal bliss, you found me. Jessa, there will never be words for me to ever express how I feel about are by far one of the most unique and amazing person I have in my life. I hope that never CHANGES either. Rusty, I have only one word for you "love" you are n will always be special to me ... you gave me alot more than you will ever realize n for that I am grateful. I miss my friend....
Darkened Moon
My Mom
I close my eyes and see your face..... clear as day make no mistake I close my eyes and hear you voice....I cover my ears but I have no choice I close my eyes and feel your touch......never knowing I needed it so much I close my eyes and see your smile......praying that god takes me one more mile I close my eyes and see you your my dismay it’s a permanant stain I close my eyes and see you breathe one more time.....this memory will stay forever in my mind I close my eyes and see you sleeping so love for you...forever profound I close my eyes and wish for just one more time.............. To see you and hold you....... Sweet mother of mine...... Dedicated To the Greatest Woman in the World MY MOM ADRIAN
Boobies Contest!
To all of friends on here... I am having a best boobs contest, show me your tits, please!! I love all types of boobies!
Wayman Tisdale
Wayman Tisdale, a three-time All-American at Oklahoma who played 12 seasons in the NBA, died after a two-year battle with cancer. He was 44. Tisdale died Friday morning at St. John Medical Center in Tulsa, hospital spokeswoman Joy McGill said. He learned of a cancerous cyst below his right knee after breaking his leg in a fall at his home in Los Angeles on Feb. 8, 2007. His leg was amputated last August. He made several public appearances since, including April 7 at an Oklahoma City Thunder game. Tisdale, a 6-foot-9 forward from Tulsa with a soft left-handed touch, played in the NBA with the Indiana Pacers, Sacramento Kings and Phoenix Suns. He averaged 15.3 points for his career. He was on the U.S. team that won the gold medal in the 1984 Olympics. After his basketball career, he became an award-winning jazz musician, with several albums making the top 10 on the Billboard charts. Last month, he was chosen for induction into the National Collegiate Basketball Hall of Fame. Tisdale
 sometimes things happen for a reason. yea right! seems like some things that happen happen cuz some other person wants to wreck your life..... I got the results for my job status and good thing is that i won't have to b homeless this summer. still at the same building with my friends only thing i have different days off and start a lil later. that's cool for now. but pretty soon the rest of the machines will be going to another building so will soon b concerned again about where i will b in the next few months. if rumors are right then seems like i shouldn't have anything to worry about and most times the rumors are right and what management tell us is wrong. on another note i did c stomp and it was so good. lotta fun and you interact with them. i had a really good time and i would see them again. i hope next year when we go back to vegas they are playing there again. i wanna c Stomp and Blue Man again yes somethings i can spend money to see twice. I would even see Lance Burton we
If Only You Would Read This ..... You Wouldnt Understand
I’m sorry I don’t know what for I’m just sorry   It feels like its all my fault, I’m the one responsible, I’m the one to blame Life what is life? Life is an empty canvas, waiting to become an amazing piece of art. Every life is unique just as every picture is unique there is never a PERFECT duplicate. Life is an egg, fragile but strong. Every life has a shape a color a song.   Life holds sorrows that no person should know. The tears and the hate, they tear at our soul. If only the world were perfect. Is that what we say ? But if the world was perfect, would we be perfect too ? If no person knew hate, if no person knew fear. Then there would be no sadness no need for a tear. If the world was perfect we would all be alike. Take a deep breathe let the oxygen in, now you breathe out and start to begin. You don’t know what to say you’ve lost all your hope, No word left behind to help you cope Nothing inside you’ve become numb No wo
Beautiful People
So, as i surf the pages, looking at all the beautiful people, I notice, that no matter how we try, women are so much more attractive to look at.  I have enjoyed seeing so many of you, becoming your fans, and rating your pics.  I think the lowest score I have given for anyone is a 10. I had though about posting a bunch of pics of me, but, I dont feel secure enough in my looks to do this with out making people think to themselves " oh, you shouldnt have done that."  I am self concious, and I feel for good reason.  But, the truth be known, Im not a tighty whitey or boxer shorts wearer.  I like as little fabric as possible.  When Im home alone, if Im wearing anything at all, Im surprised.  If I can see my way to losing even 10 to 15 lbs, my attitude might change.  So, if anyone wonders why I dont have more pics, well, one, I dont like camera, second, no one wants to see me in less than "acceptable" amounts of clothing ( well, I dont think anyone does ). I will try to get some more pics
Seat Belt Advocacy
I know seat belts are lame and uncomfortable, but I am a complete witness that they can do more than just save your life. I used to think my dad was jsut being paranoid and crazy growing up because I was too little to understand what had happened in his car accident so I thought he as jsut being a parent when I got lectured on a daily basis about seat belts, but now I know after nearly having the same accident he did that a seat belt worn properly makes the biggest difference in the world from broken bones, paralyzation, and even death. May 15, 2009 about 4:15 in the morning. My friend Kregg was driving me home from his house in his mothers jeep, when we took a turn too fast. We hit a curb, nose dived into this ditch like thing and flipped over, hitting a tree. We were both able to get out of the jeep and walk away unscathed. The cops told his mom that if it wasn't for the tree we would have kept flipping until we hit this building. They also said, they couldn't believe that we were
Very Special Dream Just For Us Only
Very special message to that very special lady of my dreams by RedyFrLuv.......This morning it felt like a unique and magical day as I awoke. Feeling the very special warm breeze through my window. Hearing a special song sung by the birds outside my window. They were singing a very special song. A very special tune meant just for us. Felt a very special prayer in my thoughts and mind. Hoping that though very far away, you were holding me as close as I was you. Whispered your name into the breeze hoping it would carry it to you in your dreams. Blew very sweet and love filled kisses out into the air hoping they would find themselves to your very special lips. Extended my special heartbeat out into time hoping it would join with yours. All in hopes of bringing you beside me in front of that special alter of our dreams. The air will be filled with the sweet sounds of church bells. The beautiful bouquets of flowers all around us. Very special vows being said by us that only have meaning to
 If you are one of my friends on fubar, then you are probably friends with my crazy ass sister. We have been best friends for almost 32yrs now, she knows me like no other person and I know her like no other person. We are so connected that we have found ourselves buying the same cards for people without even knowing it until the person opens the card.  I really want her to know that she is my soul, my best friend, and I admire her so much. She is completely beautiful, and she has a personality that rocks..  
Video Blog-school Rant
Looks like I can't embed on here, so here's the link
Saying .... Goodbye.
You say you're sorry but you're standing on the edge.Hoping I'll catch you when you fall.Truth is I'm walkin tall thank you for the wake up call.
Now your showing your true color's.They become you.The time has come & now I'm numb.You're holding her & not meIs this how we were suppose to be?I try to block it out.I'm so dumb for beleiving you.Guess the joke's on me but I'm not laughing.
If you really believe I am your entertainment; you should really stop & think about that...for a while.
Yep..its Me
Was at my youngest boys game today.  During almost the end of it..went over to see what my oldest was doing.  He was playing with 3 older girls..and 2 boys his age.  He was on 3rd base..gonna steal home.. anyways..he got almost home..this boy stands right on the run line..and blocked he ran out and around him.  As he got near homeplate..someone threw the soft ball in.. it fell..and bounced up and hit him in the arm.  Few asked him if he was ok..while this kid who was blocking him was saying he was out..etc.  Luke..the one boy said.. u dont get out unless you are holding the ball and get him out. I told the kid.. that you cant stand in someones path and block them either.  The boy got mad i could tell..and took off.  Anyways.. I went back to watch my youngest.  within 10minutes.. I hear this kid..being a dick. I didn't know it was him til later.  All I heard was.. "I dont want him on my team.. he cant play worth a crap..etc.  Couple people told him to be nice.  He said.. well I
I Am Soooooo Bummed......
Since going part-time at my work, of which I had no choice, I can't afford some of my little luxuries anymore.   Namely, my nails. I can't afford to get them done anymore.   My nails have been like my signature for the last 25 years.   dammit   they look like shit right now.     dammit   :(
i looked everywhere for this song i could find the lyrics but couldnt let u hear it...damn sahme it is the best song besides mo is a taste if u dont have the album u should get it asap!! Kiss me like when I dream of you Notice me, act like you have a clue Flirt with me, act like I interest you Like my eyes do, wish I could undress you So I try to find the words But I only suffocate Then my palms, they start to sweat And my shirt is soakin' wet You give me the butterflies You give me the nervous side of life Don't walk by just say "hello" baby You are my day dreams when I'm awake Let's sleep like I pretend we do Convince me that day dreams do come true Picture as where I picture you And I just panic when you're in bird's eye view And I try to say "hello" and the words don't come out right Wish I could find myself but it's a losing fight You give me the butterflies You give me the nervous side of life Don't walk by just say "hello" baby You are my day dreams when I'm awake
Raheem Devaugn Playlist
And Old Country Preacher
        An old country preacher had a teenage son, and it was getting time the boy should give some thought to choosing a profession. Like many young men his age, the boy didn't really know what he wanted to do, and he didn't seem too concerned about it. One day, while the boy was away at school, his father decided to try an experiment. He went into the boy's room and placed on his study table four objects.   1. A bible. 2. A silver dollar. 3.. A bottle of whiskey. 4. And a Playboy magazine.   "I'll just hide behind the door," the old preacher said to himself. "When he comes home from school today, I'll see which object he picks up.   If it's the bible, he's going to be a preacher like me, and what a blessing that would be! If he picks up the dollar, he's going to be a business man, and that would be okay, too. But if he picks up the bottle, he's going to be a no-good drunken bum, and Lord, what a shame that would be. And worst of all if he picks up that magazin
We Are Rock Hounds!
We Are Rock Hounds! (for the rock and mineral club to which I belong)   We are Rock Hounds, the shapers of stone, petrified wood and calcified bone; rich amethyst and azurite, opals and agates and corpolite; all of the treasures this earth has sewn. Digging through tombs like thieves of reknown, prizing jewels from an earthly throne, prying those jewels from their mantles tight...                                            We are Rock Hounds! We hunt together or all alone, we gather our treasures widely strewn. searching holes or precarious heights for stones to shine all pretty and bright; trinkets we can call our very own.          &nbs
If we woke up naked together, using only 3 words, what would u say to me? Answer me back then send to males and females and see what answers you get back  ITS FUN !!!!
Who Said Its Silly
hey every one so many ppls on here says its just an online thing and i do have a life outside this site lol then when u get close to their fubar account they get pissed,why the hell what blah blah blah then u see how addicted they are for this rating and leveling even those who say i dont flirt and i am happily married or happily taken u see them fanning a guy or a woman who hit on them its like a married woman who has toys to do the job or a married man who jerk off him self lol but who am i to judge ppls life i am just thinking out loud,thats all its scary if u think twice about it but as most of those ppls do think once about it and u will see how silly i am lol yeah who said i am not silly but even tho i am pretty damn honest not shy or ashamed of saying or doing what i like without giving it different names or calling it something its not what it is in real but once again its just me silly me muahhhhhz all -----------------------------FM  
The Laws Of Work
The Inevitable Laws of Work 1. If you can't get your work done in the first 24 hours, work nights. 2. A pat on the back is only a few centimeters from a kick in the butt. 3. Don't be irreplaceable, if you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 4. It doesn't matter what you do. It only matters what you say you've done and what you're going to do. 5. After any salary raise, you will have less money at the end of the month than you did before. 6. The more you put up with, the more you are going to get. 7. You can go anywhere you want if you look serious and carry a clipboard. 8. Eat one live toad the first thing in the morning and nothing worse will happen to you the rest of the day. 9. When the bosses talk about improving productivity, they are never talking about themselves. 10. If at first you don't succeed, try again. Then quit. No use being a darn fool about it. 11. There will always be beer cans rolling on the floor of your car when the boss asks for a ride h
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Death By Orgasm
If there was ever one thing that he knew with his whole body it was this: to give her pleasure was the ultimate experience. His tongue ran delicately over her nipples, which were already hard. He heard her give a slight gasp as he did so and took that as his cue to continue. The sensation of his tongue probing around her nipples sent shivers down her back. He continued down her stomach pausing at her naval to give that a quick kiss. Then he continued his descent down her body. He unzipped her pants which were already unbuttoned from earlier. They were slightly snug around her hips and he had to give them a tug to remove them. Her panties, white with a strawberry right in the center, beckoned him. Again shivers run through her as he softly ran his lips over the cotton. He could feel them become moister as he continued. “Don’t tease me like that,” she commanded throwing her head back. He smiled devilishly. “But I like to,” he said teasingly. &ldqu
The Revelation
THE BIRTH OF THE ERISIAN MOVEMENT - THE REVELATION Just prior to the decade of the nineteen-sixties, when Sputnik was alone and new, and about the time that Ken Kesey took his first acid trip as a medical volunteer; before underground newspapers, Viet Nam, and talk of a second American Revolution; in the comparative quiet of the late nineteen- fifties, just before the idea of RENAISSANCE became relevant.... Two young Californians, known later as Omar Ravenhurst and Malaclypse the Younger, were indulging in their habit of sipping coffee at an all night bowling alley and generally solving the world's problems. This particular evening the main subject of discussion was discord and they were complaining to each other of the personal confusion they felt in their respective lives. "Solve the problem of discord," said one, "and all other problems will vanish." "Indeed," said the other, "chaos and strife are the roots of all confusion." FIRST I MUST SPRINKLE YOU WITH FAIRY DUST
No Means Hell No!
[soapbox]   I came across this a few years ago. Recently I have had reason to remember it again. This is one of those things that is important in life. Some say if you care, share this. I say if you care, dare to stand up for what is right.   [/soapbox]   ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Guy:"Lets have sex right now." Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "" Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be myfriend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell." Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone thatI want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first." Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all." Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: m
I Love You Guys, Thank You!
  I know that I haven't been around much lately however I've had my (HELL) on earth, I've had such bad luck do to having cervical cancer and the fact that my son has had it as well along with the rest of the family, I'm sure you all have read my blogs or at least I hope you have you will learn alot and understand what I've been going through for sometime now, I do miss talking with my friends, it's just I haven't had any energy lately chemo will kick your ass let alone the external radiation plus internal. you can say I've been through (HELL) and back, my family & I didn't know how to take it, I pretty much lost it. I can say that my husband was right there for me throughout this whole time, taking me to everyone of my (Appointments) plus being there when I had to go through surgery, my mother/sister both came up to help out around the house an the fact that my mother wanted to see what it was like  an know what I've been through seemed as if she couldn't handle it. An I know if it wa
At first I would almost say it's scary. To be reminded, again and again, all through the day what is right and what is wrong. I think it's scary because I never thought of myself as that bad of a person, but now, in just little details here and there, I find them all around, and pointed out, some big and some small. And when I think about it, God has been relentless toward me all my life. And it's turning out to be not a bad thing, but sort of like a learning curve. It's taking some time but I'm slowly starting to weed the bad from the good, and when I just feel it, feel when He says "no don't do this, get out of here", there's a good feeling that comes from obeying. "Go here, go there, do this, do that, say this or say that". It's a humbling experiance, but it's good because good will come out of it. Keep showing me, and please please, don't let anymore of my closest friends depart from me.
A Prayer...
Dear Lord, I pray for the strength, the courage, and the wisdom to beat down the beast that has/have taken over my life. I pray that the light within me may over take every part of my life, both day and night. I pray that I can be the parent to my children that they deserve. That I be an example unto them and to others of your love and your strength in our daily lives. I pray that I can be the friend to the love you have blessed my life with, that they know beyond a doubt that they are loved about all others. I ask, God, now for the forgiveness of the errors of my ways. That I may leave this path of darkness and come into the light of your love. Lord, my heart is set on you and I give my life to you to do with as you see fit. Use me and my voice that I may share your love and your amazing blessing with others. I thank you with all my heart for the love and support of my family and my friends. I thank you for never letting me forget your endless power and mercy.
Words Of Meaning...
Hold not thy peace, O God of my praise; For the mouth of the wicked and the mouth of the deceitful are opened against me: they have spoken against me with a  lying tongue.  They have compassed me about also with words of hatred; and fought against me without a cause.  For my love they are my adversaries: but I give myself unto prayer.  And they have rewarded me evil for good, and hatred for my love.  Set thou a wicked man over him: and let Satan stand at his right hand.  When he shall be judged let him be condemned: and let his prayers become sin.  Let his days be few; and let another take his office.   IT HAS COME TO MY ATTENTION MY NAME HAS CROSSED THE LIPS/KEYBOARDS OF SOME ON HERE THAT I ONCE CONSIDERED FRIENDS.  I HOPE THEY READ OF THIS AND KNOW THAT IN THE END GOD HAS MY BACK.  HIS LOVE AND STRENGTH IS MORE THAN ANYONE, EVEN I, COULD EVER UNDERSTAND.  GOD BLESS TO ALL THE TRUE FRIENDS OUT THERE THAT YOU LIVE A LONG HEALTHY AND PROSPEROUS LIFE.  I LOVE YOU GUYS!  YOU ALL ROCK!!
I Need Your Tribute
hello all and thanks for stoppin in....if you are past present or future military...i would like a pic of you or someone you know... i am workin on a special tribute for memorial day and would luv to include you.... ~kiss kiss...your gurl sunshine
Twilight Quotes Here are some of the best Twilight quotes from the book. Here are some of everyone's favorite quotes from Stephanie Meyer's book Twilight. The Twilight quotes are listed in the order they appeared in the book and after each quote is the characters name. 1. I thought you were suppose to be pretending I don’t exist, not irritating me to death. (Bella) 2. It was hard to believe that someone so beautiful could be real. I was afraid that he might disappear in a sudden puff of smoke, and I would wake up. (Bella) 3. I decided as long as I was going to hell, I might as well do it thoroughly. (Edward) 4. What if I’m not a superhero? What if I’m the bad guy? (Edward) 5. You scared me for a minute there. I thought Newton was dragging your dead body off to bury it in the woods. (Edward) 6. Honestly-I’ve seen corpses with better color. I was concerned that I might have to avenge your murder. (Edward) 7. Don’t be offend
Trying To Understand The Human Mind
If  a person has his heart in the right place, what does it take to get someone to notice?  Is it true that women really want a nice guy but would rather settle for the ass*%&#?
5/15/09 Fluffy Starr Blog
STRANGER DANGER! Actually it's the title of my latest blog. Here. (Click "Stranger Danger.") If I have to teach the world some manners, so be it! I was very very annoyed by this. So hopefully one neanderthal will learn something from it. What do you think? Are people's manners getting better, or worse these days? Any pet peeves?And if you didn't see my live clip of "Candyass," (from the previous blog post) then you must! Also showing at Fluffy Starr TeeVee (via the above link). Lots of luv! x Fluffy. 
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The 343 Lounge
3 Questions Game Huh
3 questions each a round u cant ask the same i asked on the same round u have one pass to use once lol u dont have to answer ur questions that u ask em any other rules [will tell u when i come up with more ]lmao muahhhhhhz
Captured It...
  I truly confessthat you have stolen my heart,captured it, from the very start.Pleasure a feeling I had never known, in a long time,came upon me so quick, strong and full blown.You were a vision yes, a sight to beholdevery sculptors wish, for he to mold.The look, the walk and the way you moved,sent tingles a wild, for my body approved.I was stunned and speechlessfor your beauty was endless.So I truly confessthat, because the moment I saw and spoke to youmy very breath took flight.
Do You Like To Work Out Or Feel You Have To Work Out To Look Good?
Hi it is me, listen earlier today I had this guy comment on me, basically he inferred that you can't look that good and be real. Ya know what really gets my goat is the fact that some of us actually enjoy getting up everyday and working out. I run 3 miles every monring. i teach three classes at the gym. Kickboxing, Step aerobics and yoga. For all who do work out or who have friends who work out hello, once you start that kind of regimine program you have to keep it up and keep toned or you will lose al you have worked hard to achieve. anyway food for thought.... some people like to work hard and we all choose to make different choices.. we all should be open to make our own choices and start down on our own paths... Life is what you make it... embrace it, love it and live it.. I try my best not to judge others because i myself do not like to be judged. so lets rember peoples feelings before we mumble or say something we may not be able to take back
The Next Week Or So....
I have a couple of things going on. On Sat. the 23rd I will be meeting my fu hubby and starting my life with him. Im very excited about this. Next on the 26th I will be having my first surgery and having my gall bladder removed. This I am very nervous about, but it needs to be done seeing I have been sick for like the last month. So if you are wondering why im not online that much....those would be the reasons why.
Muffinmans 50 List
Hey everyone! Muffinman is tryin to get 50 people together to give him a 6 bling pack.  Once he has 50 people he gets the bling then will bomb you about 13 times! go to this link if you are interested.. only first 50 people can get in! :)  
5/17/09 Dilbert
Read This And Weap And Unless Your Completely Stupid Maybe You'll Learn Something
What happened to all the nice guys? The answer is simple: you did. See, if you think back, really hard, you might vaguely remember a Platonic guy pal who always seemed to want to spend time with you. He'd tag along with you when you went shopping, stop by your place for a movie when you were lonely but didn't feel like going out, or even sit there and hold you while you sobbed and told him about how horribly the (other) guy that you were fucking treated you. At the time, you probably joked with your girlfriends about how he was a little puppy dog, always following you around, trying to do things to get you to pay attention to him. They probably teased you because they thought he had a crush on you. Given that his behavior was, admittedly, a little pathetic, you vehemently denied having any romantic feelings for him, and buttressed your position by claiming that you were "just friends." Besides, he totally wasn't your type. I mean, he was a little too short, or too bald, or too fat, or
Hey Everyone
hey everyone this is a first time i have written a blog in ages. alot has gone on since i was last on here. i moved out to the country. got dumped by the person i was seeing by a txt during the time i was helping out at a ball tournament for 2 weeks that was fun not. i am still volunteering with the Kinsmen club of Preston running service projects stuff like that. the department i was working in at work shut down and was moved to our sister plant in hungary where they still supply ncr with atm componants and me i am now in the shipping department for the elevator side. before christmas i spent a week in Columbia, SC where i had to fix about 200 atm machines that was alot of fun not but it was on company time lol. and in the next couple of weeks i will be helping out with the music for the Canadian national gymnastics championships and the provincial gymnastic championships the week after. In the news we have now lost over 100 troops in Afghanistan may they RIP. so that is it for now ha
Come Own The Thunder
Story Of My Life
This is a story about four people named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody and Nobody. There was an important job to be done, and Everybody was asked to do it. Everybody was sure Somebody would do it, Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it. Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody's job. Everybody thought Anybody could do it, but Nobody did it. So it ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done.   If this gives you a headache.....welcome to my life.
Spiritwolf Saloon
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My Friends
We all need someone To talk to in our life, A friend to whom we run In times of stress or strife A friend who's always there Throughout the years, A friend we know will care And take away our fears. A friend who's always near, Waiting for our call, To wipe away our tears, And lift us when we fall. A loving friend indeed, On whom we can depend To fulfill our every need - Thank you, precious friend
My Dick
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If I Kiss'd You There
If I kiss'd you there,in that secret treasured placewhere your hair conceals,would it send shivers through you?Would it help to melt your knees?
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Transparent I spend my time Letting these hopeless thoughts run my life Force me to hide Just create a truth to all these lies I will never be the same So just leave me down while I'm separating I could never give anymore All these lies have left me torn It's only this way falling on my own I made this mess now its over It was nobody's fault, it was all my own Everything's wasted forever The only hand That I know how to hold belongs to me How it began What I though was right became my insecurity I will never be the same So just leave me down while I'm separating I could never give anymore All these lies have left me torn It's only this way falling on my own I made this mess now its over It was nobody's fault, it was all my own Everything's wasted forever It's on my own It's on my own Weakness becomes me My faults relieve me My fear excludes me Turns it against me My fault My fear Turned it against me It's only this way falling on my own I made
"Planets" Despite these imperfections, despite all I say Inside in recollections, I'm done with yesterday I will lose my mind, make it real this time, To leave it all behind, I won't cry wolf Show me a sign, planets will align, I'm gonna blow my mind, I won't cry wolf The one I trust is consoled me, this is over now But I didn't want to really , everyone I trusted deceived me I will lose my mind, make it real this time, To leave it all behind, I won't cry wolf Show me a sign, planets will align, I'm gonna blow my mind, I won't cry wolf I'm holding on too tight, I can't let go, I'm hiding I'm needy, on the inside I'm bleeding I'm searching for something but it can't seem to find me On the surface is someone who pretends to focus I'm waiting and wanting to cut this and go on, trying to live, when the pain can all be gone We've only seen the future the voice in my head is leaving me here back home I will lose my mind, make it real this time, To leave it all behind, I won't cry wolf
"Wasted" I've spent My life Running from the emptiness That haunts me And I've felt My whole life Trying to fuck The loneliness away And I die Inside When I think of all the people I have damaged And I'm tired I'm so tired And there's no one else Except myself to blame My life's been wasted Everything is gone My life's been wasted And I am all alone My life's been wasted There is no one else My life's been wasted It's time I face myself I've spent My life Trapped inside A cycle of self destruction And I've spent My whole life Trying to numb The pain inside my soul And furious I cry When I realized I fought this war with no one I'm tired I'm so fucking tired Gotta find a way To keep myself alive When I reach the end Will anything I've done Mean anything? Will anything I've done mean anything?
Ermmm Uh And Yeah
so i had a weird dream... and i don't usually post these type of things but it was interesting to me...ok lets get started shall we my dream was about organ harvesting on a epic scale i think it was set in california somewhere by the sea at least... most of it took place inside a giant stadium... but i am not sure what event was supposed to take place... it never makes it to it... ok so there are all these people i remember wanting to leave the stadium and it not being possible... then there are these guys who begin following me and eventually catch me and i get dissected... and then i am someone else and 2 years have past... i know because i hear something on the radio about it and apparently the entire stadium and all it's people were pretty much taken without a trace... like some creepy cult shit.... than i am looking for someone who i apparently tried to get a hold of as this new person... so i am breaking in to this place where it is apparently happening again and i ta
Red- Start Again
And I remember everything,Everything I loved,I gave it away like it wasn’t enoughAll the words I said and all you forgive How could I hurt you again?What if I let you in?What if I make it right it?What if I give it up?What if I want to try?What if you take a chance?What if I learn to love?What if, what if we start again?(Chorus)All this timeI can make it rightWith one more tryCan we start again?In my eyes,You can see it now,Can we start again, can we start again?!?Emptiness inside me, wonder if you seeIt’s my mistake and it’s hurting meI known where we’ve beenHow did we get so far?What if, what if we start again?(Chorus)I’m lost inside the pain I feel without you,I can’t stop holding on, I need you with me!!!I’m trapped inside the painCan we never love again?I’m lost without you!!!One more try,Can we start again?In my eyes, can you forgive me now?(Can we start again?)Can we start again (one more try?)Can we start again?Can we start again
Boy - Grandma, have you seen my pills, they are in a little bottle with L.S.D. writtten on the side? Grandma - To hell with your pills have you seen the feckin dragon in the kitchen?!?  
Subject: Usrfs
  Subject: USRFS   I like it.... The Pentagon announced TODAY the formation of a new 500-man elite fighting unit called the United States Redneck Special Forces (USRSF)  These boys will be dropped off in Afghanistan and have been given only the following facts about terrorists:1. The season opened today. 2. There is no limit. 3. They taste just like chicken. 4. They don't like beer, pickups, country music or Jesus. 5. They are directly responsible for the death of Dale Earnhardt. The Pentagon expects the problem in Afghanistan to be over by Friday.                                 AMEN
The Best Dogs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That they may have a little peace, even the best dogs are compelled to snarl occasionally.
If There Isn't A God (repost)
If there isn't God, then I am a foolBecause every day I thank Him for youEvery moment we share, every word we exchangeGives me a reason to thank Him againFrom the moment we met, to the here and nowGives me a reason to make this vowGod if You'll keep her in my life to stayI will have one sure reason to kneel down and prayAnd if there isn't a God, that's quite alrightAs long as you're there by my side
100 Things I Betcha Mighta Notta Known About Me
1) i probably wont come up with 100 things but ill try my hardest 2) i am a hopeless romantic 3) the notebook makes me cry everytime i watch it 4) i have blue eyes but the change with the colour of my shirt 5) i lived in the city for 5 yrs and hated every minute of it 6) i hate martha stewart but usually watch her show daily 7) i loath doing dishes but if you were to give me a dishwasher i would never use it 8) im too smart for my own good and tend not to show it 9) sometimes i think i was born in the wrong generation 10) im a loyal person. im the friend that everyone tends to run to when they have a problem bc they know ill listen and try to help and the gf that will never cheat on you and stay by your side thru it all 11) ive had my heart broken more times then i can count and usually by the same guys 12) i love playing sports but hate to watch most 13) i get bored easily 14) i hate the internet but would die with out it. 15) i love photogarphy and would much rather be
A Blog For My Good Friend Paul"
  i hate to see u leaving fubar, but i know it will be for good reason,, so i am happy  , even if i know i will miss you here badly" although we spent a very limited time on here , but i think those were precious times, because they made us close together as friends. we talked about our lives, problems a our bad days and good days', and even when there were times that we dont talk or visit each others page, i know that we are always connected as friendsi always feel your silent prescence.. and your kindness, when you feel something is wrong with me".you never failed to ask". i thank you so much for that, they are very special act of friendship.  i know that you are busy and still you always find time to remeber me" specially when i am feeling down".  now that you are leaving, i know i will miss you here".but i will keep you in my heart and all the fu memories that we have". i will always include you in my prayers, and i wish you so much happiness, good health and success,  .. to
It Was Fun While It Lasted Xoxoxo
To my friends- There is just so much going on these days that, the time I spend here could be used for good, not perviness lol. I just want to say I love all of you guys. Even though I actually only talked to about 10 of you on a regular basis. I will still have my Yahoo messenger account that I will check from time to time. For those of you that don't have it it's, and if you'd like you can text me at 203-505-0655 just let me know who it's from lol. I may be back someday, but for now this is goodbye. Be good to yourselves and each other xoxoxoxoxoxo..                         MARK...
Death Of A Young Marine Of Camp Lejeune!
At 2:50am Sunday morning on the bypass at the U.S. 17 South and N.C.24 west split, Jacksonville Police Department reponded to a single vehicle crash according to a deputy. The Vehicle's Driver 19 of 2nd MLG, CLB6 Supply Battalion, Camp Lejeune, was opperating a 97 mercede edan n lost control which had caused the vehicle to runn off he road to the left and travel up the embankment of the overpass of N.C.24,according to press release. The Driver was ejected from the vehicle and came o rest ontop of the overpass in the lanes of N.C.24 east. The vehicle continued to travel until it came to rest at the bottom of the embarnkment.  The driverwas airlifted to New Hanover Regional Medical Center where he later died from his injuries.  His passenger  who as well was w/ the same battalion as the driver was treated for minor injuries.. AFTER READING THIS AND KNOWING SOME OF THE MARINES WHO WERE FRIENDS OF THESE 2MARINES... LET OUR PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS COMFORT THE FRIENDS FAMILY AND LOVED 1S OF
Things Just Keep..............
Things just keep on getting worse. Found out today, that my job ends on the 29th of this month, not the 15th of june!! Which is great, I haven't even got a lead on a job yet. Now I have to try even harder, to get one. So yea I am having a bad day. I will land on my feet, like always, but I am depressed over this.
Its All Goin To End.
Everyone and everything is going to end one of these days. But when? How?. These are all questions that effect the decisions that we make that in essence can make us happier than we have ever been. I put it to you. Should we live in fear of the unknown, or should we do whatever we want to do.
Distance Between A Mother And Her Son
  I had moved out to Arizona from being born and raised in West Virginia.  Married and divorced by the age of 22 years old.   I didn't get full custody of my son, Kaleb.  I came to Arizona, only to visit with my mother, to relieve stress an get out of a small town only to realize later that i was hurting someone back home.  I was having so much fun not being tied down with the responsibility of a 5 year old son and stress of a husbands trust, when all along i was just making my life choices even harder for me.  I know time flys when your having fun, but i should've been thinking of my family instead of friends and freedom.  One night my son called me, he had asked me "mommy when are you coming back home"? I told him that i was moving out here and that anytime he wanted to see mommy all he had to do was give me a call and that together we could go outside and pick out a star in the sky. I then said after he found his star to place his finger over it and that when he did he could feel mo
Losing Someone
A friend of mine, chunkymonkeyjunky, has lost a family member. Please stop by her pagfe and show some love and condolences. Thank You.
I've got a proposition for someone...I want to trade 3.5 million fubucks for a 25 bling pack...If anyone wants to do this trade with me, pls let me know so that more than one person doesn't do it...Thank you for reading...xoxo Tina
It Sucks. Really. It Does
ok first off, i am by no means whatsoever a morning person. i am the definition of a night owl. usually out n about till 1-2 am and up till at least 3 or 4. had to get up at 7 to get showered and across town to the courthouse to report for jury duty by 8. got there, checked in and waited... and waited... and waited some more... till bout 11:15 when the judge and attourneys were ready for the group to go up and be questioned and eliminated and selected for the final 12 (out of 51) that would actually be on the jury. let us go for an hour and a half lunch from 12-1:30. got back and had to park in the overflow parking lot because the main juror parking lot fit all of 20 cars and waited some more, oh yes, there was waiting...and more waiting.... got back up to the judge n all them bout 2 and got questioned some more... didnt make the jury(oh what a shame $10 a day plus $0.55 per mile (13 miles each way) to miss out on my $13 an hour job) so they let me go around 4:15 and on top of all of i
Please Keep A Little Girl In Your Prayers
My kindergartner was at lunch last week wtih her best friend, who is diabetic. While they were eating and talking she collapsed her sugar had dropped and they could not wake her.  She is still in hospital we pray for her each night and would like as many as possible to add her to your prayers.This little girl could use them she is a sweet angel and is missed at school and by my girl. I thank you for keeping her in your prayers they do help thanks monica
No Air
this is how i feel without you for a day .... imagine   Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no airIf I should die before I wakeIt's 'cause you took my breath awayLosing you is like living in a world with no airOhI'm here alone, didn't wanna leaveMy heart won't move, it's incompleteWish there was a way that I can make you understandBut how do you expect meto live alone with just me'Cause my world revolves around youIt's so hard for me to breathe[Chorus:]Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no airCan't live, can't breathe with no airIt's how I feel whenever you ain't thereIt's no air, no airGot me out here in the water so deepTell me how you gonna be without meIf you ain't here, I just can't breatheIt's no air, no airNo air, airNo air, airNo air, airNo air, airI walked, I ran, I jumped, I flewRight off the ground to float to youThere's no gravity to hold me down for realBut somehow I'm still alive insideYou took my breath, but I survivedI don't know how, but I don't even careS
Is Torture Ever Justified?
Is torture ever justified in a post-9/11 world? FRONTLINE gathered a group of legal thinkers to answer this question. Several of them had studied the torture question together for a joint project between the Harvard Law School and Harvard's Kennedy School of Government. That group issued a report, "Preserving Security and Democratic Freedoms in the War on Terrorism," which attempted to establish some limits and a process for oversight and accountability for the use of "highly coercive measures" -- tactics sometimes called "torture lite." FRONTLINE asked respondents the following questions: What tactics would be justified in what's known as the "ticking time bomb" scenario? Would a recent amendment proposed by Sen. John McCain (R-Ariz.) solve the problem of prisoner abuse? What can we learn from the experiences of other countries that have grappled with the torture question? Related Link Preserving Security and Democratic Freedoms in the War on Terrorism Here is the repo
Eris - Goddess Of Chaos, Discord & Confusion
ERIS - GODDESS OF CHAOS, DISCORD & CONFUSION They awoke to the sound of pins clattering, and found the bowlers engaged in their game and the waitress busy with making coffee. It was apparant that their experience had been private. The Korean Flag  They discussed their strange encounter and reconstructed from memory the chimpanzee's diagram. Over the next five days they searched libraries to find the significance of it, but were disappointed to uncover only references to Taoism, the Korean flag, and Technocracy. It was not until they traced the Greek writing on the apple that they discovered the ancient Goddess known to the Greeks as ERIS and to the Romans as DISCORDIA. This was on the fifth night, and when they slept that night each had a vivid dream of a splendid woman whose eyes were as soft as feather and as deep as eternity itself, and whose body was the spectacular dance of atoms and universes. Pyrotechnics of pure energy formed her
Rates And Comments Please I Really Need To Win This Please Copy and paste link and only rate and comment on me make it a great comment and we both get blings If i win i'll bomb whoever hits me with the most comments
Love Song For You Baby
Whenever I'm alone with youYou make me feel like I am home againWhenever I'm alone with youYou make me feel like I am whole againWhenever I'm alone with youYou make me feel like I am young againWhenever I'm alone with youYou make me feel like I am fun againHowever far away, I will always love youHowever long I stay, I will always love youWhatever words I say, I will always love youI will always love youWhenever I'm alone with youYou make me feel like I am free againWhenever I'm alone with youYou make me feel like I am clean againHowever far away, I will always love youHowever long I stay, I will always love youWhatever words I say, I will always love youI will always love you
Pics U Want 2 C Of Me Or Salutes
Hi everyone just wanted to know if anyone can help me think of new pics I should take. I try to be adventurous but extreme is out of the question. I am still debating any sex on pics. But I am sure a lot of positions I could get in that I can not think of you can. Also I would like to trade salutes with others. I will not get nude. But I have a new bikini I want to show off.
When Love Finds You
Love sure is something no one can explain It can bring you such joy, it can bring you pain And with every emotion, love puts us through There's nothing you can say, when love finds you Love is the power that makes your heart beat It can make you move mountains, make you drop to your knees When it finally, hits you, you won't know what to do There's nothin' you can say when love finds you Chorus: Give it all you can give it, when your love comes around It you put your heart in it, then it won't let you down You'll find out it's true, baby, someday when love finds you And when you least expect it, it will finally come true There's nothing you can say when love finds you Chorus You'll find out it's true, baby, someday when love finds you   Howard -- I love you so much lovie have given me the greatest gift of all ...your heart ...
Forgotten things remembered Blasphemies revealed The written word shows my pain I laugh now to hide the tears The jokes on you all I hereby recommend incarceration A straight jacket may do me some good Better trapped inside a cell than inside myself Insatiably insane Incurably ill I'll keep my demons inside, thank you Can't decide to live or die Maybe I'll outlive you all Hell, I could be gone tomorrow Who cares, just let it be No prison is as strong as the one we build for ourselves
Help Us Out!
HELP US OUT!!!!!!!   I would encourage anyone who enjoys good music and would like to help a deserving artist to hit me up for her site where you can pick up her new cd as well as other items to continue to support her music. I would not do this if I didnt think she was worth it. It helps me as i do get some commission but not much so its not a gold mine for me just a favor for a friend. Check her out Rebekah Starr Band   Thank you. C
Answers To Ur Swine Flu Scare
In 1997-98, viruses, bacteria and other microbes started mutating out of control. Disease-causing agents have been evolving extremely rapidly, and strangely, since then. Life scientists reported an "evolutionary crisis," and "accelerated evolutionary processes." As early as 2002, scientists warned of new infectious diseases appearing and old diseases reemerging due to a "complex interaction of social, economic, evolutionary, and ecological factors." It all goes back to 1997. What happened in 1997? Simply put, a number of factors new to the earth's systems converged, and interracted in new, and unprecedented, ways. The interracting 'factors' include escaped pathogens, lab accidents, GM animals and food, factory farming, pollution, chemical contaminations, and more - categorized broadly as "social, economic, evolutionary, and ecological factors." Several local biological systems around the world reached individual points of "self-organizing criticality," where the rules change
Sometimes ... when you cry ... no one sees your tears...   Sometimes... when you are in pain... no one sees your hurt...     Sometimes... when you are worried.... no one sees your stress...     Sometimes ... when you are happy ... no one sees your smile ......     But just try masturbating on a bus, see how much fucking attention you get.   Ps. Can you pick me up from the police station in about an hour
Thank You
I Want TO Say Thank You To All Of You That Help Me With My Ranking You Guys Are The Best. I Specially Want To Thank Moonie And Dispatchgrl For Everything They Have Done For Me As Long As Everyone Else And You Know Who You Are.Thank You Again
The British Solution To Saving Petrol
(Quick note for Americans: Petroleum Spirit or Petrol is what you call Gas for some obscure reason. Mind you, you also play rugby wearing armor, where you primarily use your hands and call it Football. Go Figure, lol) Brown wants us to cut the amount of petrol we use......   The best way to stop using so much petrol is to deport 3 million illegal immigrants!     That would be 3 million less people using our petrol. The price of petrol would come down.....     Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the Channel....     When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the Channel, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq ..... Tell him if he wants to come to  Britain then he must serve a tour in the military.... Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it.....     After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country..... He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal resident...
Helping A Friend
hey friends and fam,got a friend,hes new in fubar.plz go help him out in leveling:Dhes in my family and goes by the name ghoulunatic.very cool guy:p  
To Those On Here
i am editing my friends list please respond if you wanna stay on my list if not peace out have a good one
A Game Of Chances
a game of chances is what life is a maze of sorts turn to the left a promise of such sweet joy turn to the right a pain so great it would sear your soul but i  must conquer what i fear to play this game do i have the strength to face them alone i close my eyes and pick a fate stepping lively to face it head on im tired of this life of fear wondering did i make the right choice life is full of what ifs but this time around i will pick the way this game plays out some will not be around to see this games end but i will not condemn them for leaving appauld them for the strength to do so it takes a greater courage to pick what you want to do and not what others want you to do its time for me to play the game called tamms life to feel free of the bindings of others to feel what i pick is my choice my right win or lose its all me
What I Meant
what i meant  when i said i need you to be complete you patched my heart to make me feel again you brought a smile to my face instead of tears a laugh from my lips when i thought  there were none to feel a love without you i could never imagine you complete me in more ways then just the words convey i need you means so much to me  i need you means i love you more than you know it means i cant see a day without you feeling you always near me you  are needed so much more than just words can say look deep within me see what i mean when i say i need you
smiles were foreign to me until i met you soft and slow it formed with great care it stayed smiling now seems so right gone are the days when i never did my smiles are  for you a thank you for all you did for me smiling now ................
Once Again
why do i bother making plans? why do I bother setting myself up to get hurt. I cant stand life anymore.. Not like ths.. I look forward to things and I swear to god that curses everything.. Because it for sure wont happen if I have time, feelings, money whatever invested in it. It is the story of my life. One distinct memory of being disappointed started with my Mom. Now I am not giong to go into the whole story of why things were the way they were but I was in foster care. I remember sitting on the porch of my foster family home an waiting for my Mom to show up. she said tat she was goign to be there and I had my heart set on it. I sat there for HOURS waiting.. until it was cold and dark.. I was crying but refused to move because she had PROMISED...  I eventually fell asleep and she never showed up... This wasn't the last time and I promised myself I wouldn't look forward to things anymroe ecause I just got hurt.. Well, that is a hard promise to keep to onces self.. I do look forward
For Nordmenn Og Andre Som Kan Norsk...
 PåskeeventyrDet var en gang i en påske for lenge, leenge siden ….I Påskelandet som ligger langt bortenfor der vi er i dag.  Det het ikke Påskeøya, men Påskelandet.Der bodde det en konge og en dronning i sitt Soria Moria slott. Slottet hadde kongen bygd med sin sjel, til sin dronning og sin prinsesse, som var hans edelsten i livet. Slottet var plassert oppå verdens største båt, hvor de hadde egne gullgrønne skoger, grønne enger, grønt solskinn, grønne påskekyllinger, en grønn påskehare og eget tivoli. De var lykkelige og skulle leve under den evige solen og de sov de vakreste drømmer i den stupmørke stjerneløse natten. Men intet varer evig, og en dag blåste det opp til storm på havet. Et piratskip med påskehaner kom å røvet den vakre dronningen i sin gullgule ballkjole. Kongen sendte prinsessen i trygghet med sin hvite hest med hvite vinger som tok henne med til lekeland.Solen skinte bak skyene og påskeregnet, mens påskestormen økte og kongens skip med Soria Moria slott buldret
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25 Signs
25 Signs That You Have Grown Up 1.Your house plants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2.Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3.You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4.6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5.You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6.You watch the Weather Channel. 7.Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "breakup." 8.You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9.Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10.You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11.Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12.You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13.Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. 14.You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers. 15.Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 16.You take naps from noon to 6 PM 17.Dinner and a movie is the whole date instead of the
What Hurts The Most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty houseThat don't bother meI can take a few tears now and then and just let them outI'm not afraid to cry every once in a whileEven though going on with you gone still upsets meThere are days every now and again I pretend I'm okBut that's not what gets meWhat hurts the mostWas being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayAnd never knowingWhat could have beenAnd not seeing that loving youIs what I was tryin' to doIt's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I goBut I'm doin' ItIt's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm aloneStill HarderGetting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regretBut I know if I could do it overI would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heartThat I left unspokenWhat hurts the mostIs being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayAnd never knowingWhat could have beenAnd not seeing that loving youIs what I was trying to doWhat hurts the
Im going to die , your going to die everyone you ever met is goin to die its a fact so stop worrying about it Unless you have ben dead for any extended amount of time came back to life and dug yoruself out of the ground showered and ( hopefully ) put on clothes and know for a fact what is in the great hearafter your never going to know so why waste time worring about something you know nothing about stop pondering what you should do with your life and do it Love like you have never loved everyone and everything at all times
with a heart bigger than the moonand love greater than any otheryou've been there for anything that we need a ray of light in the darkest hourthe silver lining in the cloudsthe plant of life with you as the seed never wanting any extra gratitudeyou would give selflessly anytimeno words could describe how great you are i have so much respect and admiration for youi'll never find the right words to show youbut someday i hope to be at your par forever loving and wearing your smileforever shining so brightyou're the glue that makes our family one i wish i could tell you how much you meanbut i fall short to such a tasklike a flower reaching for the sun so i sit here taking great prideas a tear streams down my faceyou're the guiding light that nothing can replace

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