Cougar tears
Went out last night with every intention to just be a single female out. If the bar scene is all some people know, I am very sad...
Take my advice, besides the usual do not drink and drive... Please Please if you receive bad news do not go to a bar.
This is why. Do as I say not as I do.
So on a whim I go out. I just wanted a drink at a local bar. At my age you realize that at some point part of you goes cyborg. Yes "cyborg" you know like in the terminator. A cyborg looks at someone and all the 411 pops up on said person like ticker tape across to type the person black white, gay straight, boy girl monkey squirrrel, etc. In my case it is "white female, 6ft tall blond Young man walks up. I don't type him, but the bastard types me. Being in that bar I am a "cougar"...My God in hia mind I am one of those things to try once. This is how he sees me. "older woman...experienced". I am sitting there me. He has what he wants and if I bought into the illision of what he believes I would only a stem from a cherry now....A novelty... They are hungry and I find myself to be a something to try once... why did I thank him for taking care of me.
So I let a 22 year old into my space (no pun intended), he buys me a drink and assumes that I am there for that older woman experience. Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. do I bother.
I am an old woman. call me mujer or a bruja or a curandero. I have
If you are raising your sons on Desperate Housewife's or gossip girl,you need to know something, they are brainwashing your children. I am not something to try.
Maybe this was my April fool's day.