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Sweet Dreams
I spent a lifetime waiting I spent a lifetime hoping I spent a lifetime dreaming Dreaming I would feel so loved Dreaming I could know a touch so full of gentle sweet caresses Dreaming I could be one heart and beat a melody so sweet inside if even for the briefest hour if even for a precious breath if even for just one sweet kiss I cherish all we've had I long for all you've given me i cringe to think it will not last but I know that our is stolen time I know you are not mine I know that what we have is only but sweet dreams

Ramblings Of A Sleep Deprived Angel.
What happens when it fails? When you still have no idea where to start looking and no one to turn to for help because those that know think one of two things either A: think the idea of you ever finding the woman you know as the one, doesn't exist. Or B: Smile at such a silly notion thought up by a young man with an imagination too big for his own good. People constantly tell me there is no such thing as perfection. I should tell you...I'm not looking for perfection. She wasn't perfect by any means, but she was mine... This is the part of the show where I start to think too much...yet again. Is it wrong of me to miss something that never existed to any of you? Think of me what you will, but for two years I was in love. I wish to feel what it's like to be in love with someone I can touch. Someone I can hold. Not just someone I have to dream about because that's the only way I could ever get to her. And of course none of you know what I'm looking for...I could however give you

F**k Your Metal!
Yo beat's are so flat so unsteady. You are wearing black and lookin heavy. You must be on that metal shit. I think it's time for you to quit. FUCK YOUR METAL! Yo shit ain't heavy and your words are petty. FUCK YOUR METAL! You yell out in rage but it's all staged. Here we go your talking shit now. All you say is fuck or bitch I'm not wow'ed. You ain't impressing anyone with your skills. You ain't scarey with your threats to kill. FUCK YOUR METAL! Like you can understand it anyway. Dealing with your pussy shit should double my pay. FUCK YOUR METAL! Your shit ain't hardcore I've heard better beats dropped at a dime store.

I Am Sad I Am
I am sad I am , and sad I am said I am sad. It's so sad to see that sad I am has to go to such and extreme. To get some attention.. Thanks for bothering your self and all your busy time to take time out to pretend to read this. Just rate it and for get that the gal behind here ... Well she is having issues. And is going to be doing major house keeping and delete all that do not at least say hi and thanks for the help. I spend a lot of time helping you ... You send me links to a pic and I do my best rating and comment bombing for lots of you. only for you to forget that I exist. With out even a thank you! THIS MESSAGE IS FOR THE FEW THAT KNOW WHO YOU ARE..... DELETE, BLOCK AND I WILL NOT BE BOTHERED ....OH WELL DELETE DELETE DELETE

My Message
My eyes burn from the tears, down my face they pour, My heart is broken, soul is damaged, my body is sore. The emotion flowing through me as free as the tears, The memories bring back pain from over my years. My mind is tired from thoughts racing all day long, My ears hear nothing but the melody of a sad song. Alone at night I cry feeling nothing but pain, All alone I am standing in the cold rain. So cold my heart has become with all its been through, Seldom there's a person whose feelings are true. Love I felt at one time is there no more, Loneliness accompanies me now like never before. Desolate my world feels from my point of view, Depressed I am is the message I am sending to you.

To Build Mind, Body, And Heart
Cut out my eyes, make me blind, make me see take away all of my fear, anger, and loneliness build me into the man you want me to be place into me love, joy, and happiness. strip me down, and take away my pride turn me into a man you'll never reject. tell me softly that i never lied. leave not one memory of pain and regret. place inside my heart your love make your love my blood and my life. make it pure and true as a dove. so that I'll be the man you'll marry and be my wife. seal all of this with a passionate kiss set my heart on fire and ablaze, send me into pure and complete bliss so that we'll be happy together for the rest of our days. ask me not how you can make me happy, instead tell me what you want inside so that when you're alone that you don't feel crappy. call on me when you're in need, and in a bind. I'll tell you how i feel inside my soul, shine a light and reveal within me my passion lift away the bitter dark and cold, so that i may understand your

Hey Friends
Sorry I haven't blogged in a long time. I had a little problem after Ike...... Guess it just all hit me at onetime and I just couldn't deal. My Stalker turned owner worked my out of it by keeping me, busier then normal. School is kicking my ass. I'll try to write more often. Luv U Tara

Take Me As I Am
I just want to say that I am tired of fake people. Friends pretending they care just to get something out of you. I don't have to beg for friends. I do enjoy meeting new people but if a friendship develops I can take it or leave it. Friends are a bonus in life. I would like to think that if you asked any one of my friends what they thought of me, they would say I was a good person and nice, honest, outgoing, strong, and independent. But as of late, the people I have been associating with tend to purposely seek out the negative in other people, avoiding the positive. Then, they try to exaggerate that negative as much as they can. To me, these are not real friends and I made sure that they are no longer a problem in my life. I have a hard time trusting people and making friends is not easy for me because of this. I would like to say to all my friends out there that if you can take me as I am, and like me for who I am and not what I've got...... then I will show you the same respect. To a

Just A Few
can you please help me!! i need 25,000 pic comments to get an auto 11 bling!! there is no time limit so please help!! I am willing to pay 15K fubucks for every 100 comments! All i ask is you message me when you are done!! Thanks!

My Love
I belive in love !@ first sight I belive love has wings and takes flight I belive our heart has many strengths. I belive we love in many lengths My heart knew love , the minute you walked in the door. My heart flew and touched your heart . different nothing like before. My heart knew you were my destiny I came into your life when you needed a friend. You came into mine to show me ,how to love without an end. Inseperable we become. Sharing our laughter with the sun. Written by me.... Mysti

Crimson And Brimstone
Crimson and brimstonecome to me I am in need..,and need to be set free. I"m locked away in my head and heart. I know not where to start. I"m so weak , and full of grief. Memories that fills my head. I want him to suffer I want him dead. I want him to feel all that I"ve been threw in my life. I want him to know , with a knife. I've killed him 1,000 times in my head. I"ve even wished him dead. I ploted revenge at the age of 7. I prayed to god up in heaven. I've searched high I've searched low. I want him to reap what he has sown. I'm a bitch child and no-one ever knew. I kept my face painted well. Deep on the inside is where my body went threw hell. The ones that know now wants to help. Yet, I know this is a battle that I must face alone. Brimstone and ashes I call upon thee. Slash his tongue, let him taste the sulfer so sweet. Let him know the pain I felt times two. Dark clouds and lighting hear my plee. Now go away go away and find he. feel the wrath and let th

Written For My Son
The lord sent angels down one day. Said it was time, they came to take him away. The leaves just beginning to turn, Oh dear lord it cant be time I want to see my babies grow up, and be a grand dad. "Yes my son it is time", your time here on earth is threw. We need you up in heaven, to start life anew. My son needs me, and he wont understand. That in just one turn , I was led to take your hand. My daughter wont remember me, but my son will. Can't I have just one more day to see them both, and tell them I love them one more time. He will see you in his dreams, there you can tell him all you wish. Your little girl will also see you in her dreams, she must be told daily so she never forgets. That gleem in her eye is you, something she will never regret. C'mon my son dont be sad, you will never forget the time that you had. So off he goes to the pearly gates up above, Where there God can show him love. this one was written and very hard to write...'

Where Is The Real Me??
Where is the real me ? OH the evil that runs threw my head. Wishing and wanting but never to see them dead. To be haunted for all the wrong they did in your life. Wishing they would see Just what they did to me. Wanting them to feel all the hurt I keep bottled inside. Knowing that was the one place where love suppose to reside. Playing threw your head everything that you need to say. Only to find , it was like grains of sand to them, slowly wipped away from their memory. So , your only choice is to live with it every day. How can someone live with knowing all that I know? How can someone move on and forget,,, all there is to be told? I was that afraid little girl that grew into a woman. 40 years and counting , and was told they put that out of their mind? Pardon me Is my love, my life , my heart blind? Why can't they hear my pleas? Why can't they hear my cries? I want her to know how I feel, or have been feeling before this can reside!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've told

Ti Me
Time gathers close as I write our song Soon love I'll be gone Hold me Love me Never trust me I whisper into the wind I miss you I miss your touch I'm to far gone now I love you You never here my words What happened to us To build distrust Hold me again as I fade away Lucifer sounds again Jason M. Christilaw 20081012

Damn Hot Weather
DAMN IT FEELZ SO GOOD WIT THE SUN BEAMIN ON MY SKIN TURNIN IT DIFFERENT SHADEZ OF MY SKIN COLOR,RELAXIN,NO STREZZ LAYIN OUT,TAKIN A BREAK,SMILIN,LAUGHIN,RUNNIN,SCORIN MORE THEN EVER WAKIN UP 2 THAT FEELIN,WHEN YA KNOW WHAT THE DAY HAZ IN STORE FOR YA A GUY THINKIN ABOUT NEXT 2 NOTHING DRESSIN BY WOMEN SHOWIN LEGZ GALORE,THIGHZ 2 CHEEKZ SHOWIN GRACE & GIRLZ THINKIN ABOUT THE SAME BASKETBALL GAMEZ BY THE LAKE OR JUST AT A PARK ALWAYZ GETZ LIVE SPECTATORZ EVERYWHERE WHEN SOMEONE GETZ DUNKED ON KIDZ & THEIR MOMZ WIT SOME DADZ ON THE PLAYGROUND CHECCIN EACH OTHER OUT NO MATTER WHERE WE GO,WE ALWAYZ WATCHIN EACH OTHER NOT CUZ WE LOOKIN FOR SOMETHING,BUT JUST PEEPIN WHATZ AROUND UZ DAMN HOT WEATHER,IT GETZ YA LIKE THIZ,RUBBIN YA NECC CUZ IT GOT 2 HOT COMPLAININ ABOUT ITZ JUST 2 HOT,BUT WHEN IT GETZ COLD,YA COMPLAIN ITZ NOT HOT ENOUGH THAT SOUNDZ BACCWARDZ 2 ME I ALWAYZ ENJOY ANY HOT WEATHER YA GET,CUZ HOT WEATHER MAKEZ UZ FEEL YOUNG CUZ IT SHINEZ FOR ALL 2 GET,NO MATTER HOW MU

Put Up Shut Up
Ok if you can't back what you say thin don't say anything at all don't brake your word just do it i can't see how hard it is to do all this . if evey man and women had some 1 it would be a beter place but i guse there's got to be some ass hole to mess it up and make's it harder for the rest of us that is trying to have a life with some 1 . can't we all just get along ? im not trying to look like a hippy ...free love sex and just be naked all the time lol well i gese that would be nice too lol well you just read it now if you don't like it too bad for the 1's that do thank you for reading it ..comment if you wish

Behold My Power. Behold It, Dammit!
I love the Miscast PSA. if you don't know what that is, you Phail. haha. lookie what I made tonight! it's up on my deviantart, along with all the stock credits. steal it and DIE.

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Breathe You In
Taking hold, breaking in The pressures on, need to circulate Mesmerized and taken in Moving slow, so it resonates It's time to rest, not to sleep away My thoughts alone, try to complicate I'll do my best, to seek you out And be myself, not impersonate I've tried so hard to not walk away And when things don't go my way I'll still carry on and on just the same I've always been strong But can't make this happen 'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in The fear of becoming I'm so tired of running 'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breath you in I want to breathe you in I'm going in, so cover me Your compass will, help me turn the page The laughing stock, I'll never be Because I won't let them take me I've tried so hard to not walk away And when things don't go my way I'll still carry on and on just the same I've always been strong But can't make this happen 'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in The fear of becoming I'm so tired

Let Me Down
Let Me Down Again I walk a familiar path One without street lights or familiar scenes But one of lonliness And abstract means. We always immerse ourselves Inside things we love, happiness found Feeling so high up in the clouds God won't let me down. He does this on purpose To the one determined guardian he has left He does it to make me stronger To guard my heart from thieft Even though we hone free will This isn't meant for me He helps me without so much of a sound God won't let me down Promises will turn into lies Even to my own dismay Love begins to decay And swarm with flies Still not a word, or a helping hand He knows i'll be okay He gave me my own two feet inwhich to stand It's your sin that you command You are the one who let me drown You are the one who let me down

How Is Your Election Opinion Going?
Recently I listened to an interview with Colin Powell. I am a registered Democrat and if Powell, a Republican, would run I would strongly consider voting for him because I trust his judgment and his record. Now, after listening to his interview with MSNBC I hear Powell is endorsing Obama, crossing party lines. Powell does not like the way the Republican Party is swinging, to far right, and he believes Palin is not ready to be president. I agree that a vice president has to be ready to be president from day one of taking office. Also, Powell feels McCain's economic plans won't work and that McCain is to short sited when it comes to the needs of the middle and lower classes. McCain proves that himself. We have to give relief directly to the middle and lower classes, include small business, because depending on the wealthy and the big corporations to help us does not work. This has been a Republican practice for centuries and what has been proven is the wealthy won’t let anything trick

New Members, Please F/r/a!!
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One Of My Short Stories...tell Me What You Think.
This is not a true story!! I made it up!!! I am not a widow!! I got this idea after I watched a news story!! A Soldiers Widow It's a rainy day in June, sixteen months since he left……… I remember it like it was yesterday. Jon came home, gave me a kiss, and patted my very pregnant belly. He looked at me and said we had to talk. He looked so sad and resigned; I just knew what he was going to tell me. He sat me down on the couch and sighed. He looked at me with those beautiful blue eyes and said he was called to duty, and he had twenty-four hours to get everything squared away. I sat there while he talked; my hands in my lap. Trying to process what he had to say. My brain was telling me that this is his job. He is a soldier; this is what he was trained to do. Protect our country and keep us free. All the while my heart is saying, "Oh God". What about our baby? What will I do without him? How will I sleep at night without him by my side? That night I didn't sleep

Lil Story For My Friend
If you like, give me a title and some feedback please. Late. It was just after midnight. He couldn't tell you why, but from the day he bought the black Mustang he felt compelled to go for long drives at night. It seemed he was drawn to driving by the old cemetery. That's where he saw her in his dreams many times, waiting there by the road for him to pick her up. The dreams were so compelling that if he didn't take the Mustang out at night to look for her, he never got to sleep. She seemed to be calling to him and he was powerless to stop himself from answering. He shifted gears and took the turn too fast, heedless of the misty fog that wafted through menacing branches and the light drizzle that slickened the streets. The Mustang pulled up to the ornate wrought iron gate, the engine humming, purring, as he idled just in front of it. He sat there, hands clutching the wheel, and waited. What was he doing here? Was he going insane? There was no one here. He lit a cigarette and

Love
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start. -

My Grandson
Malachi your the apple of Nan's eye your my wee treasure i love you little man your personality is a special one and no one can replace you ever. I love how we share in so much together its memories nan will always have. Your love for Nan shines and we have to so much fun together ,we cuddle on a night and Nan whisper's sweet things in your ear, you listen and most of all you know your loved. Your chatter is always a pleasure to hear ,and the way you come to always kiss and cuddle Nan before you go to bed its special..And the fun we have baking that chocolate cake how you wait right till its iced then always true to form in goes ya hand to a corner and takes your chunk before its even cut lol I love you precious one' never forget that...

You Aren't Real If You Gotta Use People!!!!
Yeah, I think I've had enough of the user's. Tell me one thing do another. I ain't down for that. If you can be who you really are, I don't want anything to do with you anyway. Too afraid to be who you are or you're just trying to get as much of anything you can. Look somewhere else cause it ain't happening here!!!! With so called friends doing that to you, who the hell needs enemies????!!!! If you're gonna be you and be real I'm all for it and we're cool but if you ain't don't bother. I don't need the drama!!!! Cause all you are is a waste of my time. Oh and the expression "Don't Hate The Player, Hate The Game", well if you were real, would you really need to play the game. So who should you really hate on then????!!!! Yeah, that's what I thought!!!!

Auto 11's On Thanks To My Awesome Owner Steve
♥ßlondie ♥§lave & Real Life Wife 2 §r White Knight ♥IßïC♥DSC♥§outhern this is my new owner Steve and i couldn't be more honored to have such a good friend that he bid on me because just because of our friendship & that's the type of man he is. he loves his friends and stands besides them. i can be gone 4 weeks and as busy as this man is he has never went one day without leaving a profile comment or rating . look i could keep going but i would run out of room just a lil example of what kind of man he is. he is such a gentleman and i luv him and ms Mona. Steve you rawk baby, please go show this great guy some luv you wont regret it. believe me he is worth it you will see, §teve ~Club United~

My Daughter My Best Friend
Tane To my daughter i love you with every ounce of breath i breathe your my best friend and also a fabulous daughter may the angels always look down upon you and always guide you in life. Your a fabulous mother yourself now and that little man 'my grandson' is a tribute to you & your love and patience shines through always, your a special mother with love and kindness. Im so very proud of you my 'first born' and the lovely grandchildren i've been so blessed with in my life i thank you for that wonderful blessing i have of them and you in my life. We have a special relationship you and i not only as mother and daughter but as best friends always remember a 'mother heart is always open and always forgiving teach that to your children also so they always come to you and confide in you teach them to walk upright in life and be as strong as you their mum is. ' I love you.

Ladies
Hey ladies I'm looking to start a new album and i want to put yall in it! I want it to be a tribute to all of you hot moms out there, so if you are a hot mom and want to go in this album just let me know! Thanks ladies!

Twilight
i jus got done reading twilight the Stephine Myer series and i was amazed i finally got the quote "Ill b ur Bella if u b my Edward" it made me look at life and the way love is. lol i mean love is so blind and u jus don't c it coming im lookin 4 my Edward and i think i may hav found him, i feel lik i fell in love all over again 4 the first time he makes me feel safe he may not kno it but he has saved my life hes m y hero he makes me feel on top of the world and so much more,but if we dont wrk out well always hav r memories and ill always love him 4 he has saved me i listened 2 the new cw song just a dream and it makes me think of my besties husband who jus got bck from trainin 4 the army theyve been married 4 almost a yr and hav a beautiful babygurl and shes only 17 she took me 2 her homecoming and i saw how she acted w/ out him and i fear shell lose herself if hes killed or moves on. i dont want this 2 happen 2 me i may young but i hav 2 beautiful angels inside of me i wanna give a li

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Where Does Love Go?
Where does love go? When it goes away? Why was it here? If not here to stay Hearts fall to pieces, Like leaves to the ground. Why can’t love stay, And stay abound? Where did love come from? Who beckoned it in? What kindled the passions? That burned within? To taunt these two hearts, And allured them to sin. Where did love come from? And where did it go? What tends the flame? Beyond the throws? When the embers burn down, To an improbable glow. Where did love come from? What sent it away? Why was it here? if not here to stay? Why did it come? And set a fire? To only leave ashes Of loves burnt desire.

Passion
The mere darkness of the night radiates in the stillness of my room. My eyes closed to the world. While I dance in the essence of my dreams. The cool breeze of the night encircles the walls. The window is open to an everlasting nightfall. My unveiled body enclosed by the black satin sheets. My long curly dark auburn hair frames my face. She enters the room. Making her way to the bed I rest in. Her blue-green eyes are in taking the beauty of my intense voluptuous curves. She wants to taste me. She wants to feel my smooth soft skin. Her blonde hair pulled back. She undresses and the moons silver rays illuminate the frame of her delicate form. Her breasts perk with pink nipples. Her stomach is flat and her hips with a slight curve. Her genitals crowned with blonde hair. She lies next to me and her hands run over my neck down to my abundant hips. The feel of my skin makes her dampen. She wants me all of me. She presses her soft lips to my neck working her way to my full breasts. She intake

Cat People And Dog People
Some people prefer cats to dogs and some are the other way around. Some people are like cats while others are like dogs. The differences are fascinating when you start to think about it. Cats are independent, sometimes moody, can be loving but rarely towards everybody, and pretty hard to train. They do what they want, more or less, and you can't get rid of their behaviors like scratching furniture; you can only attempt to convince them to satisfy their needs in a less destructive manner (i.e. with a scratching post). Cats will be quite happy, left to themselves, and don't really care about approval from anybody else. Dogs are the opposite. They need companionship and attention and approval from whoever they live with. They'll bend over backwards six times sideways to do tricks for you and do whatever you want them to. They tend to be friendlier than cats, at least if raised well. Dogs are the epitome of a social animal, surpassing even humans in their need for companionship and f

Bearing False Witness
Lying is a bad thing to do. Naturally, I endorse it wholeheartedly. I'm evil, remember? I have always found it fascinating, the double-standard we have, that "lying is wrong," yet not only is it often condoned, it is even required of us every day. Don't blame a prank you did on a classmate, but when grandma gives you the fifth woolen sweater this Christmas, smile and tell her you love it. Don't keep your wife in the dark about who you're really "going bowling" with, but tell her that dress does not in fact make her look fat, even if she's the envy of a hippopotamus. You get the idea. When we lie in order to protect ourselves from social disapproval, it is called politeness. We mask our real thoughts, feelings, and intentions behind honeyed words and false smiles. When we lie to protect ourselves from any other kind of problem, it is called dishonesty. See the hypocrisy? The most ironic thing of all is that one of the Ten Commandments, "Thou shalt not bear false witness agai

Yes Yes Im Back For About 5 Minutes
Yes I dared to disobey someone moohaha and get out of bed lmao- but oh well I like a bit of dom in my life!!!!!!!!! Anyway went to the hospital today woot woot leg aint healing but sh1t happens but I am allowed to start walking on it over the next three weeks. I shall be back tomorrow sometime when I have walked to the shop to do what gotta do and actually see the outside world!!!!!!!!!!!! So excited might pp (can i haz a bottle!!!!!!!) And will return with bling pack in new handbag too DOnt you all love buying new hand bags?? Right just been told gotza go back to bed now !!!!!!!!!!!

Well Isn't This Nice!
So my Friend Chelle invites me, and already I have loads of things in my comments, and lovely people to talk to. And many hot women and handsome guys abound as far as I can tell. Anyway, thank you all for welcoming me.

Auction!!!
Right now im putting my gf up for auction lol.. She thought it would be nice to brighten up someone elses month besides my own. Yeah shes worth it more than u know. I say start the bidding, some bids have been taken and accepted but ive also outbid once too. So I guess well see at the race of time who gets to 'OWN' My girlfriend, for a month. Or if ill end up owning her overall. Come on dont nobody want to steal her from me? Lol. I dare you to try. Repost if your friends or fans if you wouldnt mind lets see if it can get out there. Shes under my pics,under 'Auction'

About My Amputation On Oct, 20th,2008
Well the doctor went and amputated my leg today. I am only joking. There was no amputation at all. They did tell me I no longer need my brace . As long as I am in the house. If I go anywhere outside then I need it. I think thats great. I still am not ready for driving. I couldn't hit the brake quick if needed. But I got the brace off. And thats great to me.

Dark Death................
the night holds me in it's darkness silently whispering death... i pray for the light to come but all i feel is the coldness of it's breath.. it's clawing at my mind, ripping at my soul.... i feel the blood trickle down see it covering my clothes. no use for light to show now i've fallen too far in this dark sea.. i strive only for the pain to end i close my eyse to sleep... i am free...

What Am I Thinkin
i can hear what your thinkin all of your doubts and fears like a hart that is sinkin drownin in tears i cant be mistaken it was only yesteryear that my hart was beatin full of joy and cheer so what am i thinkin with this gun right here what am i thinkin you made me laugh some you made cry some too you sent me off to a world of pain and made me someone new you made all kinds of promises but only some came true now i know you need me more then i need you what am i thinkin i'm not perfect i tried to make you see but some how you thought of everythink but you didnt think about me lies and disapointment make you world go round its to late to save me so you might as well come down what am i thinkin cuz i can hear what your thinkin is it your worst fear what am i thinkin with this gun right here

Thank God I'm Adopted
I knew but I didn't. There was a horrible conversation with my father last week where he threatened to cancel everything if I did not do as I was told. Now, after a conversation regarding the "inappropriate pictures I have on MySpace that my parents are extremely ashamed of" all ties with the evil that raised me are severed. I was told that I don't look good enough to post such suggestive pictures for the world to see. I was told that it made me look like a prostitute. Now I am happier than ever that I didn't use my real name when I signed up here...and that I'm adopted. My children do not have the potential genetic pre-disposition to become puritanical psychos. Thank you all for the outpouring of love...now I implore you all to help me find a job! Thanks and love you all!

So This Is Wat Happened To My Friends
someone decided that i had had my page long enuff and went into my stuff and deleted all my pics and my friends really makes me mad cuz i had that page for a long time so i am gonna be redoing my page sometime or another i know only my fans will be able to see this so to those who was my friend add me back if you like

The Boss
The boss of a big company needed to call one of his employees about an urgent problem with one of the main computers. He dialed the employee's home phone number and was greeted with a child's whispered, "Hello?" Feeling put out at the inconvenience of having to talk to a youngster the boss asked, "Is your Daddy home?" "Yes", whispered the small voice. "May I talk with him?" the man asked. To the surprise of the boss, the small voice whispered, "No." Wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, "Is your Mommy there?" "Yes," came the answer. "May I talk with her?" Again the small voice whispered, "No." Knowing that it was not likely that a young child would be left home alone, the boss decided he would just leave a message with the person who should be there watching over the child. "Is there any one there besides you?" the boss asked the child. "Yes," whispered the child, "A policeman." Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's home, the bo

Apparently "chicken" Is Hilarious When You're 5 Months Old!
Short entry. Took Alannah to the park today with Joe. So no weighing of myself. But Alannah had fun :) She got to go on the swings and the slides for the first time... AND she met another baby. :) I stopped by work on our way home and showed her off to Cindy. I talked to Joe about still moving in together in the future and he's open to the idea it seems. The one property he's looking into buying is a triplex and he'd rent me one for a good deal. That makes me hopeful. Anyways... that's all. Back to work tomorrow, but I'm making chicken noodle soup (homemade!) before then!

Mother
Mother Had an uneasy and unsettling feeling, as I awoke in the morning. A feeling that could not be shaken, no matter how I tried. The phone rings, as my heart begins to beat ever so fast. Not knowing or understanding why this is? Way up high above the clouds in Heaven. My Dearest Mother, how I’ll forever miss thee. May you now take God’s hand and enter into Heaven. Whenever I look way up above those clouds into Heaven. My heart will ache just a little less each time, for I’ll Forever be remembering my Dearest Mother. Mother you will always be within my heart, And you will forever be within my soul for all eternity to come. In remembrance of my dearest Mom named Mary. September 17th, 1943 to March 20th, 2008

Guys
I get a Yahoo Instant msg from a guy I haven't heard from in 2 months. So he calls me tonight wanting to know when he can see me so he can tell me how he feels about me. I asked him to tell me over the phone and he said "When you figure out when you can see me call me ok" and then he hung up. WTF!!! I wanted to tell him "Look I haven't heard from you in 2 months and you expect me to believe you." If I want something I will do my damnest to get it. I am honest and quite frankly I am sick and tired of guys saying they will call or come over and then they don't. It is painfully obviously that all he wants is sex. Which is not what I want from him. So like if he really wanted me badly, he could have called me. No one works 24/7. If you like someone (even as a friend), you make time for them. So anyway he and I were talking on the phone for about a month or so. I was still pregnant when I first met him. So go f'n figure. My daughter is now 3 months old. I went out with him once when my

Psyche
Bored again, so sue me Your Psyche is Blue You are deeply emotional and very connected to everything (and everyone) around you. By simply understanding other people, you are able to help them heal and let go. While you are a very deep and thoughtful person, you do have a very silly, superficial side. When you are too blue: the weight of the world's problems hangs over you When you don't have enough blue: you lack perspective and understanding What Color Is Your Psyche?

A Rare Lame Moment. =)
I'm having one of those lame moments, when you finally realize that you get to see one of your favorite people in the entire world and it finally sinks in lol. I'm gonna be a happy camper next Wednesday. :) Hero/Heroine - Boys Like Girls

Ghost
Where do I take this pain of mine? I run, but it stays right by my side So tear me open, pour me out There's things inside that scream and shout And the pain still hates me So hold me until it sleeps Just like the curse, just like the stray You feed it once and now it stays Now it stays So tear me open but beware There's things inside without a care And the dirt still stains me So wash me until I'm clean It grips you, so hold me It stains you, so hold me It hates you, so hold me It holds you, so hold me Until it sleeps So tell me why you've chosen me Don't want your grip, don't want your greed Don't want it I'll tear me open, make you gone No more can you hurt anyone And the fear still shakes me So hold me until it sleeps It grips you, so hold me It stains you, so hold me It hates you, so hold me It holds you, holds you, holds you until it sleeps I don't want it So tear me open but beware There's things inside without a care And the

The Moonsinger Lounge**nsfw**
The MOONSINGER Lounge Is NOW Open!! I'm Going to need a Few things since I'm Just starting out but SO FAR It somewhere where you can relax and chat and watch Some SEXY BBW Videos,Cartoons,Movies and so on...Tonight I'm going to be showcasing my VERY OWN Amatuer Videos and HEY!!...**ADULTS ONLY!!**.... If your NOT a BBW Or PORN Fan..This aint gonna Be your kinda show. If it IS Your KInda show come Hang out and chat with me..Miss Fetish BBW 2008. **Cam Password** fetishlover http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=59614

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Burns
Cigarette burns above her belly button resemble the side of a subway car, marked like years of graffiti. Perfect burns left behind by B boys, chain smokers, punks, and addicts. Once her eyes saw them as nothing less then beautiful, but now they're nothing more then cigarette burns above her belly button. She would say they made her feel alive inside, but now she feels lifeless and basic, bored and so predictable

Ohh It Is Love
Oh, it is love From the first time I set my eyes up on yours Thinking oh, is it love? Oh dear It's been hardly a moment And you are already missed There is still a bit of your skin That I've yet to have kissed Oh say please do not go But you know, oh, you know that I must Oh say I love you so But you know, oh, you know you can trust We'll be holding hands once again All our broken plans I will mend I will hold you tight so you know It is love from the first Time I pressed my hand into yours Thinking oh is it love? Oh, dear, it's been hardly three days And I'm longing to feel your embrace. There are several days Until I can see your sweet face. Oh say, wouldn't you like to be older and married with me Oh say, wouldn't it be nice to know right now that we'll be Someday holding hands in the end All our broken plans will have been I will kiss you soft so you know It is love from the first Time I pressed my lips against yours Thinking oh is it love? Your

Gone
This is pretty much a rough draft, just so I could get the words outta my head. Time spent with the one I believed I loved. Together yet apart Never really together Living a lie. I thought I could change if maybe. Maybe if I could just Love A little more for the both of us. It's gone, vanished Never really there. The Love I thought I once had for you. You making sure That it was Never Really Ever there. Stolen, My world Stolen, My everything. Invaded was my life By a parasite, That used glamour To disguise itself from me Hopeful and Hopeless Blurred into one. Both cannot exist in the same domain They cancel each other out. And what's left is a void Our paths can never again cross If they do, it would be a devastating Only one, maybe none would be left standing Among the ruins. Gone are you from my mind Cast out of my heart I have found A way to rid myself of you! My greatest victory shall be Your fall from that pedestal And I s

Whats It About
YOUR HEART THE ONE THING YOU CANT CONTROL, TAKES YOU ON A JOURNEY EVERYDAY OF YOUR LIFE. WE WILL LOVE WE WILL HATE YET THE PAIN REMAINS THE SAME. REGARDLESS OF THE OUTCOME WE ALWAYS JUST HURT. ALONE AND COLD IN OUR LIL WORLDS WE CREATE TO TRY AND PROTECT OURSELVES. WE BUILD THESE WALLS SO HIGH SO PPL CANT GET PASSED EM. WE DO THIS SO NO ONE KNOWS WHAT LIES UNDER OUR SKIN. WE LOOK FOR THE ONE WHO CAN TAKE DOWN THESE WALLS AND LOOK PAST WHAT LIES ON THE OUTSIDE. THOSE ARE THE ONES WHO WILL THEN SEE YOU FOR YOU. THE ONE PPL NEVER GET TO SEE. THEY LOOK AT YOU AND SAY WOW SHE IS HAPPY, YET THEY DONT KNOW THAT DEEP INSIDE SHE IS SO SAD. DO YOU KNOW SHE HAS THOUGHTS OF HARMING HERSELF. TO JUST TAKE A KNIFE AND SLOWLY CUT HER WRISTS TO SEE IF THEY HURT, TO SEE IF SHE BLEEDS. DO YOU KNOW SHE LIES AWAKE AT NIGHT THINKING WHY DO I BOTHER. THINKING DO THEY EVEN CARE. WOULD THEY MISS ME IF I WAS GONE. SHE LOOKS LIKE SHE HAS EVERYTHING GOIN FOR HER, YET WHAT PPL DONT KNOW IS SHE IS JUST ONE UNHAPPY

What Is Love
LOVE...Is something special, not just a word to be used. I know when i say I love you to someone it has meaning. The last few years it's been used for nothing but a word. Love comes from the heart and makes you feel good, especially to the person/persons you are with. GOD created love for us to have. It shouldn't just be a word, it should have feeling when said. You say it to a loved one and to family. Do you say it to a friend you care about. Friends need love also, The few friends I have I do love them. It's not like the love I have for a family member, or a special person in my life. So to all my friends out there I LOVE YOU, and please say it like you really mean it. I know I do THANKS

Ladies Read This
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of goin out.. I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just fuck you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend I'm sorry If I start not being there, and

The Raven,
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. `'Tis some visitor,' I muttered, `tapping at my chamber door - Only this, and nothing more.' Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore - For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels named Lenore - Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating `'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door - Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door;

Addictions
Hello, im John and im a addict. I say those words 5 nights a week at my NA meetings because its true. I am a alcoholic battling a crippling illness called addiction. I have 5 months clean for the 3'rd time. Its a struggle, but i have to do it to stay alive, because i know if i relapse again, i wont be alive. Im working with a sponsor again who will try to keep my ass in line.. For all those who think partyuing and getting wasted is cool, u might want to re-think that, cause it leads to nothing but misery and heartbreak, these are just MY opinions.

Mercury Retrograde #2
At 07:18 UT (Universal Time), on Wednesday, September 24th, 2008, Mercury the cosmic trickster turns retrograde in Libra, the sign of the Scales, sending communications, travel, appointments, mail and the www into a general snarlup! This awkward period begins a few days before the actual turning point (as Mercury slows) and lasts for three weeks or so, until October 15, just after the Full Moon in Aries, when the Winged Messenger reaches his direct station. At this time he halts and begins his return to direct motion through the zodiac. Everything finally straightens out on October 31, as he passes the point where he first turned retrograde. Mercury turns retrograde three times a year, as a rule, but the effects of each period differ, according to the sign in which it happens (see box for Retrograde Periods in 2008). A planet is described as retrograde when it appears to be moving backwards through the zodiac. According to modern science, this traditional concept arises in the il

One Pissed Off Lady
I got this awhile ago and I totally love it!! Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores onSeptember 11, 2001 ? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" w hen an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?... Well, I don't. I don't care at all . I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the

Another From My Wonderful Friend In Cali
a rose has throne where the queen bee sits,all around there flowers that need to be tend,a life a foot but not a noose,life is much better and the flowers are fuller cause her heart is full and pours out like chocolate and butter,no matter she says life is grand and i will stay even if its alone....

To Someone Very Special From Me
He sees me Sees the truth, through the laughter, through the facade. sees the girl, the woman, the mother, the lover, and the friend. Sees something most never will A woman free from expectations, judgments. Comfortable in her own skin, trusting, mind and heart open to whatever life has in store You see me For who I am and who I can become I am your student...you have taught me so much, made me believe in myself and that life is what you make of it. Taught me to follow my heart and take a chance. I have learned to trust myself and be true to myself. Finding someone in life who truely understands and gets you regardless of friend or lover is a rare and priceless gift in life. Never had I thought it possible till you.

She Don't Want The World....
The open wound she hides She just keeps it bundled up And never lets it show She can't take much more of this But she can't let it go And that's ok, she don't want the world All the things she says While he's just lying there Without someone to hear her cry She slips off into a dream About a place to hide And that's ok, she don't want the world This love she feels Everything she's ever known Or ever thought was real Seems like it's been thrown away Now how's she gonna live It's ok, she don't want the world Those words he never spoke Haunt her life, the memories Of all the times before She tried to show him love While he would only ask for more But it's ok, she don't want the world Softly in her sleep Pictures of the life she's longing For slowly appear She's seen them all before But somehow never quite this clear She just smiles, she don't want the world This love she feels Everything she's ever known Or ever thought was real Seems like it's b

Oct. 21 Thought
The greatest happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved, loved for ourselves, or rather loved in spite of ourselves. ~Victor Hugo~ You can hardly make a friend in a year, but you can lose one in an hour. ~Chinese Proverb~ A friend's frown is better than a fool's smile. ~C.E. Locke~

A Journey
He was a journey Thinking it was the right one I bought the ticket There were moments of joy, But,happiness was shortlived It was a journey to nowhere He was a journey There was no stopping terminal The train goes on forever With no directives in whatsoever A journey that I can't go on Not knowing what the route lies ahead I got off at the next stop The train continues In his journey While I continue mine.....

Kind Of Sexy I Am
Naughty Sexy Hey, there's nothing sexier than being a sex-crazed beast. Any hotties on your radar better lock their doors at night, or you'll be on 'em like a Rotweiller on a milkbone. We'll give you this: you're direct. Others may go for romance, but you figure, what's the point? Might as well cut out the middle man and go straight for the prize. And you've got a point. Knowing what you want -- and getting it -- is pretty darn hot. It wouldn't be the end of the world, though, if you threw a little romance into your routine. You know, wrap yourself in a cloud of mystery. Or at least wrap yourself in a bathrobe. Yikes!

Broken Pieces
It's like a book, broken pages mixed together, words scrambling around the crazy memories scattered around what about the time we spent trying to put together the pieces of life? All the intellectual conversations like little stars, but it wasn't so simple, it got confusing and impossible to understand. Words weren't just words, they were incredible thoughts. After a while, the days turned to rain, and then one day, it all disappeared into the moon. Every once in a while I stare up at it, trying to put the broken pieces back together. It comes back in a shallow way. life is just one long day we dream upon. Our souls swim around madly trying to find a place to rest and we, like madmen, travel all around to look for them. Eventually, if we're determined enough, we'll find that one broken piece in our lives it's called our souls

Favorites
Color...shades of blue, pink Food... dont really have a fave Drink...Iced Tea TV Show...NON CARTOON... cant pick just one: Bones, Fringe, CSI *NY or Vegas*, Numbers Cartoon... don't watch them anymore but back in the day it was the Flintstones NFL Team... no particular team MLB Team... no particular team NBA Team... no particular team NHL Team... no particular team NCAA Football... no particular team NCAA Basketball... no particular team Alcoholic Beverage... rarely drink so no fave Smoke... when i smoked, Kools Time Of The Day... afternoon Season... spring Comedian... like a lot of them but if i had to choose, Robin Williams Rap Artist... no particular favorite Metal/Rock Band... no particular favorite Book... i read so much how could i choose? lol Disney Movie... Finding Nemo is on my hit list right now Movie... its so hard to choose, in the mood for P.S. I love you lately Radio Station... local mix station 98.3 plays a l

Associations
Thinking About... blankets and snuggling Listening To... my phone beep at me Wearing... pajamas and sweatshirt, its cold! Looking Forward To... blankets and snuggling Goals... happiness and running away lol Sleeping... not very familiar with it Food... no particular favorite Shower... the one here SUCKS, need good pressure and lots of heat Eyes... blue, a particularly light pair in mind right now Head... uh really, what exactly is this one? lol TV... stated in my favorites blog, currently watching my dvr records Fubar... freak show lol *dont go getting all insulted, im here too remember?* Bling... cute, fun, buy it for me, ok, pay for it or beg for it? hell no lol Happy Hours... points The Spotlight... more points? The Past... a necessary evil Love Life... it appears to be looking up lol Real Friends... not as many as id like but the few are the best Mindset... anxious and impatient Porn... not necessary lol God... there Ob

Just Venting
I really don't understand my ex... He is just a very cruel person. He loves to play these little mind games.. I haven't been with him in over 7 yrs and yet he still does these stupid things to try to get to me...I'm a strong woman and he can't break me down.. He is finally involved with someone and yet still being a jerk...I don't go out of my way to try to make him unhappy or even bring up all his past mistakes but it seems like that's all he wants to do..Who hasn't made mistakes? I've learned from them and they shaped me into who I am today...

Blessed The Green Corn
Blessed The Green Corn The fading sunset cast its last blazing red ember light on the Chickamauga village of Cherokee Chief Snow Eagle Day giving way to a blanket of glimmering stars guarded by the pale moonlight Flames licking up the logs of their sacred fire orange and red sparks peppering the night sky Cherokee Braves clothed in their buckskin breechcloth their long silk black braided hair adorned with eagle plumes chanted to the thumping pulse of the drums, and the hiss of the spirit rattle Their bronze muscular bodies danced around the sacred fire Chief Snow Eagle had fasted for seven moons He raised, his arms toward the moonlight Turning four corners North, South, East, and West blessing all Supreme beings Chanted to the beat of the drum song "a-da-nv-do, Great Spirit ! wa-do, Thank You !" from his buckskin pouch He removed a deer's tongue Dropping it into the sacred fire along with seven ears of co

I Need A Huge Favor From My Friends
HEY YALL I NEED A HUGE FAVOR FROM ALL MY FRIENDS THERE IS A WONDERFUL LADY ON MY PROFILE WHO COULD REALLY USE SOME HELP IN LEVELING AND SHES TRYING TO GODMOTHER SHES BEEN HERE FOR 3 YEARS AND REALLY WANTS TO LEVEL SO IF YOU ALL WOULD BE SO KIND AN HELP THIS AWESOME CHICK OUT ID APPREICTAE IT SHE WILL RETURN ALL LOVE AS YOU HAVE TO REMEMBER PEOPLE THAT ARE VIP'S AND HAVE AUTO-11 GET ALMOST 40 THOUSANDS RATES SO IT WILL TAKE HER A LITTLE TIME TO GET BACK TO YOU BUT SHE WILL....SHES A REAL SWEETIE. ¢¾ Simply ¢¾ Wikked ¢¾¢¾ Your mother warned you about me ¢¾@ fubar

This Is Me
OK ..I GOTTA DO THIS...I'M SO SICK AND TIRED OF PPL MISJUDGING ME, THEY PUT STUFF..LIES IN THERE HEADS BECAUSE OF THE WAY I LOOK...ESPECIALLY U MEN. U SEEM TO THINK THAT IM NOT REAL,IM REAL AND NO IM NOT A FANTASY CHARACTER....I CAME OUT MY MOTHER JUS LIKE EVERYONE ELSE. IM REALLY DOWN TO EARTH KINDA GIRL BUT I AM A BALL OF FIRE, DONT PISS ME OFF CAUSE I DONT TAKE SHIT FROM ANYONE. I AM DIFFERENT WHEN IT COMES TO LOVE I FIGHT FOR WHAT I WANT AND WONT STOP TILL I GET IT. TO BE INLOVE IS SO IMPORTANT TO ME. ON THE FLIPSIDE IM NOT ON THIS SITE TO BE A PLAYER,FAKE, OR MESS WITH PPLS HEADS. I DONT DO THAT,BESIDES IM IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE ON HERE HIS NAME IS ZARDIO AND HES ALL I NEED AND WANT. IF I SAY I LOVE YOU......I DO IF YOUR THE ONLY ONE IM FUKING....THERE IS NOONE ELSE IF UR MY MAN..........THATS IT NUFF SAID IF WE ARE TRUE FRIENDS......I GOT UR BACK IF U TRUST ME..........I WONT DO ANYTHING TO BREAK THAT IF I'M INVESTING MY TIME IN YOU........I WANT YOU TO DO THE SAME IM THE K

Damien On Demonminds.com
If you were unaware, I am a poet and I'm living the poets life! With that said... After much anticipation and months of wating, Demonminds e-zine is up and running with brand new stories, art and poetry. While I made the coveted October issue of the e-zine, I was not entered into this years "Big Halloween" issue. Still, a grand achievment, nonetheless and I haven't given up on gracing the cover of that anthology. Not by a long shot! If you're interested in reading my latest poem, "Perfect Hate", go to : www.demonminds.com and click on the Horror Poetry banner!! I would like to thank all of you have have supported me and continue to support me in chasing down my dream ! Infernally yours, Damien Dread

Check My Trains And Jump On
Party Train - The Gap Band ------------------------------------------------------ Welcome to My List of Trains and RidesAND THE NAME IS THE THOMAS TRAIN AND THINGS. JUST CLICK ON THE SQUARE IN THE PRIZE IS INSIDE..................................! -------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------------------- LATEST IS THE HALLOWEEN CASPER THE FRIENDLY GHOST TRAIN --------------------------------------------------- THE BIRTHDAY TRAIN FOR ME! ------------------------------------------------------ THE HOLE IN THE WALL TRAIN ------------------------------------------------------ THE LIBRA EXPRESS HOSTED BY AKAMRS. T ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~SHADOW LEVELERS~ BAD GIRL~@ fubarfont>

**mumm Issues With Fubar**
I had a MUMM taken down 2 weeks ago and still don't know why and still can not MUMM. What do you think, was this out of line in Fubar standards? This was from a bouncer: This does not appear to NSFW to me. You can email scapper@fubar.com with this. This had to marked in error. === 'Ìrï§h by blood เгเรђ ๒ץ ๒l๏๏๔' wrote the following at '2008-10-09 19:39:06'.. > > Asking your advise as a bouncer. I posted this MUMM and it was cancelled and I was banned for MUMMing. I was going to post the following in my blog but didn't want to get kicked off of Fubar. Can you advise me on what I should not repost or if it is a violation to post this in my blog as well. Also, what exactly is the violation. > > Best Regards, > > Tim > > > > Apparently this MUMM was too much for people to handle. It was shut down at about 1200 viewes. I have the mid run numbers at the bottom. ;O) > > I AM CERTAIN THIS IS

The Road Less Traveled
How often we must bear the challenges of life; The endless roller coaster between happiness and sorrow; The constant ups and downs of daily strife. And always the question remains .... why? Life is not an easy road for most; It twists and turns with many forks in the road, Although always, and inevitably, we are given a choice ... Do we turn to the right ... or the left? Do we take the high road ... or the low road? Do we take the easy path ... or the difficult one? Decisions are not easy for those struggling for direction ... And sometimes the many choices and signs become overwheliming. While standing at a crossroads in life, The urge is to take the most comfortable path; The road with least resistance ... The shortest or most traveled route. And yet, if we've been down that comfortable road before; Have gleaned its lessons in life, and learned from our experiences; Do we yet again follow the known? Or does our destiny lie in another direction? The f

Words
Words don't hurt. The person saying them does. Just seeing where it is coming from is like taking a sword and stabbing it into me chest. Then when I realize the feelings that go along with the words. I picture you turning the sword inside my chest. Then with every drop of blood dripping out, I have to remind myself that they are only words.

Been Awhile...
It's been a few weeks, and for the loyal 3 or 4 who check these, here's an update. The shots I got have helped some. I wake up in pain, but as soon as I start walking around, everything loosens up, and I feel almost normal. Surgery is Nov 11th, I go home the 12th in theory, and then a week later the incision is checked, and a month later I get the followup. I can't wait. I don't have the really bad pain. I was put on a medicine used on seizure patients, which makes the numbness and pain go away in my leg, and It's been in my system for a few weeks, and it seems to help some. I think that's what its for, the original was for that, but was deemed too expensive by my insurance company, so they replaced it with this. All I know is I take Vicodin once or twice a day, and this once or twice, and I feel better than I have in 8 months. Thats about it. I promise no more blogs today, and I won't bore you with health ones, unless I take a turn for the worse, until after the

Nsfw Pics
just wanderin the opinion of others...should i create more nfsw pics? and if so does anyone have any ideas? cuz guys arent exactly like girls....girls have thousands of ways at lookin hot in pics but i cant imagine what i could do for pics....

My Poem... To Describe My Life..
Can you tell I'm in love By the way that I smile By the way that I say That the pain was worthwhile Can you tell I feel happy By the way that I write No more poetry smeared with tears No more crying at night Can you tell life is finally Becoming better All because He and I are together Can you tell that I dont want him to go away That I dont want him to leave my side Can you tell that because of him Everything is finally alright!!

Welfare Poem
Welfare Poem > > > I cross ocean, > poor and broke, > Take bus, > see employment folk. > > Nice man treat me > good in there, > Say I need to > see welfare. > > Welfare say, > 'You come no more, > We send cash > right to your door.' > > Welfare checks, > they make you wealthy, > Medicaid it keep > you healthy! > > By and by, > I get plenty money, > Thanks to you, > American dummy. > > Write to friends > in motherland, > Tell them 'come > fast as you can.' > > They come in turbans > and Ford trucks, > I buy big house > with welfare bucks > > They come here, > we live together, > More welfare checks, > it gets better! > > Fourteen families, > they moving in, > But neighbor's patience > wearing thin. > > Finally, white guy > moves away, > Now I buy his house, > and then I say, > 'Find more aliens > for house to rent.' > And in the yard > I put a tent. > > Send for family > they just trash, > But they, too, > draw the

A Cup Of Tea For Daddy:
One day my mother was out and my dad was in charge of me. I was maybe 2 1/2 years old and had just recovered from an accident . Someone had given me a little 'tea set' as a get-well gift and it was one of my favorite toys. Daddy was in the living room engrossed in the evening news when I brought him a little cup of 'tea', which was just water . After several cups of tea and lots of praise for such yummy tea, my Mom came home . My Dad made her wait in the living room to watch me bring him a cup of tea, because it was 'just the cutest thing!' My Mom waited, and sure enough, here I come down the hall with a cup of tea for Daddy and she watches him drink it up . Then she says, (as only a mother would know . . . :) 'Did it ever occur to you that the only place she can reach to get water is the toilet?'

Dreams Of Death
I lie in wait for the coming darkness I hear the subtle sounds of death's cry I listen to the screams of lost soul's caress I begin to wander through the dark woods of night I run in fear of being caught by a strange shadow I look back only to see nothing waiting for me I wonder what it is i'm searching for, a widow? I look ahead and spot a light, dancing and moving free I begin to breath heavily from my flight I thrust another blade deeply into the fog of sadness I twist it coldly without fear of fright I bear forth the dark blood of dreadeness I wander further into the woods, asking what's best I look upon the face of my pursuer and scream I go cold as a blade soars through my chest I stare blankly as i understand the meaning of Death's Dream

Why The Economy Fares Much Better Under Democrats
Why the economy fares much better under Democrats By Larry M. Bartels Larry M. Bartels Tue Oct 21, 4:00 am ET Princeton, N.J. – John McCain is a maverick and Barack Obama is a postpartisan problem-solver. But you wouldn't know it by looking at their economic plans. Both candidates' proposals faithfully reflect the traditional economic priorities of their respective parties. That makes the track records of past Democratic and Republican administrations a very useful benchmark for assessing how the economy might perform under a President McCain or a President Obama. The bottom line: During the past 60 years, Democrats have presided over much less unemployment and much more robust income growth. The $52.5 billion plan Senator McCain announced last week includes $36 billion in tax breaks for senior citizens withdrawing funds from retirement accounts and $10 billion for a reduction in the capital gains tax. Those are perks for investors, most of whom are relatively affluent. (McCain is a

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100,000 Fubuck Contest
Enter our BODYSHOT contest now just write the words polygam rulez anywhere on your body, in any media, paing, crayon, chocky syrum (mmmmm) and then take a pic and put it in a folder i can rip it from. the winner will be shown in a special folder called polygams hotties and the winner each month (last day of the month) will recieve 100,000 fu-bucks this is an ongoing contest each month so get your entrys in NOW for the end of october!! xoxo Polygam

Chained Romance
So today Chained Romance (Me and my cousins band) completed yet another song to add to the album. The single is titled "Without Me" and we have plans on it being a favorite among the fans. We've begun instrumentals on the track and it should be a complete product by the beginning of January. Stay tuned for more Chained Romance updates!

Had Enough Fu
MySpace Countdown Clocks I have been having a really rough time lately, and with Fubar on top of it, I am debating whether to take a vacation from it, or say I'm done with it all.... People I thought were my friends turn out to be otherwise... I would have to spend HOURS blocking people... I don't have the time to sit and block everyone that I do not wish to deal with. So, I still have a few more days to decide. Too all my TRUE friends, I will let you know what I decide... TO all others, why should you care??? Thanks all!

Poem
Illegal Smile Little pictures have big ears Tired of Bull shit scare tactics If you are afraid of change Everything stays the same Sam Stone has an Illegal smile We dream but we don’t vote Because we don’t know Consequences of passivity Wall Street just got beat Freedom is learning to live on the street Screw the lies while our Ozone dies Leaders suck the dick of Exxon and Mobile We’re not whores we just open doors Our children will pay the Master Card bill China owns our collective will And somebody thinks it don’t matter Well jobs disappear and our freedom is unclear We’ve now nominated A religious fanatic with one finger On the red button One heartbeat away what can I fucking say Piss me off one more day Remember this while you hide your fears Little picture have big ears And look at Sam Stone He has an illegal smile By Almon Gerald Harris

(for Chris) The Black Rose
Basking in the glow of a pale harvest moon..my thoughts aren't of love but sadness and gloom I stroll along a shadowed path..inner demons whisper and laugh I stumble upon fragrant hues..red, yellow, pink,even blue Searching for a certain kind..that will give me piece of mind Suddenly i see it wet with dew...its intoxicating beauty makes me think of you Like a cold black heart warm to the touch..an unpolished diamond in the rough I graze the soft petals against my cheek...feelings of empowerment..not so weak I stand a little taller..not so beat down Releasing a healing scream that has no sound

I'm Just A Girl...
So sick of this shit. I'm a girl I can't go out by myself at a bar. My stepmother saw me out by myself, I know how to say no. Its a lot easier then people think it would be with their reactions. I am an adult. I can make my own choices. I picked that Randolph's Lounge because of the description, you get the bar feel to it but it isn't dark. You pay good price for a drink. You can go dancing there. Still I need a damn escort. It's not like I want to go to someplace I have never been without actually looking into it.

They're Starting To Trust Me...i Think...
Class on Saturday was an experience to say the least. It was a "free for all" day, meaning, we could practice whatever we wanted in order to prepare ourselves for the upcoming "test out" phase that will be upon us in two weeks. OMG! I was freakin' out just a little! I can't believe we've been in class for ten weeks already. Just two more to go before we're out on the floor working on actual people! I have to say, I was taken aback by the overwhelmingly positive comments I received from several of my classmates that day. People, I figured, didn't really pay much attention, or really gave a damn. Ninety nine percent of my class is a bunch of girls I have nothing in common with. I always feel the "outcast" of the crowd. I've never been able to fit in with women and their catty ways. To the contrary though, I was accepted, for some reason unknown to me on Saturday, although, who knows, how long it will last. I appreciated the compliments nonetheless. Here's a l

Somethings I Just Will Never Forget!
the first day i met you in the hermitage mall. Our little games of iSketch. "Boo Boo" when we watched p.s i love you and i was so nervous to even look at you-legs shaking- when we went back to your apartment to play guitar hero and i still couldn't even get the balls to talk to you. all the softball games we had gone to. the endless conversations on the phone when you were drunk. all the dumb fights we had. which made us stronger. pissing my pants at your graduation because your family was right there! laying on the trampoline looking at the stars with you close. all the 2 hour drives that were totally worth it. the night you made me shrimp and peas [best dinner i have ever had by the way] and watched Harriet the spy. going to the spillway. when you look me in the eyes and tell me you love me. the night when you told me you loved me. [i remember exactly where i was] and still hear you for the first time say "iloveyou" how much you love the

Dose.
Absolution comes to those who regret. And my sins of lust I do not recant. I have taken this holy body in my mind's eye. I have smelled her sweat. Tasted her sweet... Felt the smooth silk of her bare body against mine. Winced against pearly teeth dug into my neck. Traced every guilty curve. Loved every warm, moist kiss. Desired every fleeting, escaping moment. Like the sands of my youth held desperately in my hand. Absolution comes in the form of an explosion. Benevolent flashes of light at first, trailed closely by that sinking feeling. You know the one. When your humanity fell through your feet. Your sensibility engulfed, discarded, You can't reach the ceiling, but the floor will gladly embrace you. Then, for a few seconds a few blissful moments, nothing matters. No gods to judge you. No loves to reject you. No wardens of mortality bearing down on you with all the speed and fervor of a rushing, blooded bull. Just that empty eternity in a moment. Fou

Freedom!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thats right.......you believe the brainwashing of the media, controlled by both the Democrats and Republicans.....that if you cast your vote for any party but them, you are making the "lesser of the two evils more successful". That is as illogical as saying that you should only choose between McDonalds and Burger King........and if you choose Wendys because you like their shit the best, and Burger King is the lesser of the two in your eyes, you are making Burger King more successful and taking away success from McDonalds. bullshit! wake the fuck up America! dont you see how many candidates there are in this election??????? 7.....and only 2 are allowed to debate. ever wonder why the other 5 arent allowed to debate? because they have manipulated the media to broadcast ONLY them? Bob Barr has adds, the media wont show them. Chuck Baldwin has adds, again, the media wont show them. Ralph Nader has adds, and guess what, the media wont show them. and why? if people heard what

Lost Conversations
huitzil, sparks of green. gold. blue. hummingbird streaks, zig zag after thoughts and whispers of complex navigation, complex conversation and modern gods. The Aztecs thought them warriors so different from our steroidal vision of swollen power and butch whimsy. They saw delicate sword, they saw the vision dance of practiced warriors, the hovering lightening and the thrushed humm, declaration of home when war was still painted and sung Our eyes deceive the complexity of stillness The majesty of blooms holding court and giving their blood to be lapped up and levitated -- sugar fire carrying soul after soul Deliverance and destruction under the roasting, rusted sun of our East Los backyard my father stands, lapping nectar from the air, from the blooms looking for the fire that traced the steps of his mothers and grandfathers watering the barrio garden lifting moisture into the cracking air, misting the wind back into his face a

Crap
Funny how the papers so bright I often wonder if Jim felt the same I live to write I write to live Hold me sweetheart Difficult to find my groove Two weeks six days I fear my self I wanted this I wanted you The pen bleeds I bleed You and my heart in contempt Fuck this is hard tonight I want to fall Most of my writings hold meaning Tonight I feel nothing And yet I write To you Whatever your name is Who ever you are tonight And who am I Where the fuck am I going Don’t love me I can’t Not tonight This is shit Hate me tonight as I do FUCK ME Fuck this life The End Is It??? Jason M. Christilaw 20081021

My Life
I hate the way you look at me With Love and so much trust The Demon inside waits for your soul I am the one who takes control You don’t know Love I am Satan The Devil from within I am destined to live alone Love none but my own Days I wish you were real To hold my heart close But your just inside me Alone I am to walk this Earth The End 20081021 Jason M. Christilaw

Friends
What are friends? Are they some people you know? or do you hang with them? To me friends they come in different forms. I have friends that I chat with online. Others I hang out with on my time after work and days off. Some of the friends I talk to live different lifestyles than me. I try to at least talk or chat with them daily. The friends I have I cherish; You never know when you need a good friend to call or hang around. The job I have I meet many people, and talk with them. I may not be around a lot with them but I show them that I do care. So to all my friends out there; show some love and if your friend needs a friend be there for him/her show them you actually care. HAVE A GREAT LIFE! THANK YOU

Opening Blog
Ok people, after many many months of having this fubar account I have finally decided to use my blog. Though I am not using it to jot my thoughts from day to day. What I shall use this blog for is to showcase my writing talents and just put my creativity out into fu. I do hope that anyone that dose read anything I do post finds it entertaining and on occasion think and question the world around you. Most likely this first ever showcasing of writing will be posted around the end of the last week of October. I will be trying to post every week or two, but perhaps only once a month.

A Darkness Deep Like That Of Night
A darkness deep, like that of night, Quickly overtook my Joy's flight, And brought it back to Earth again To face unkind, immortal Pain. Joy is mortal - 't will always die, And when I ask the question, "Why Must this always have to be so?" Experience always lets me know. written by Jonathan B. Doyle, 1983, Berlin, Germany

I'm This Girl.....
I'm this girl i'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... i'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... i'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because i actually want something, but because it means i get to spend more time with you... i'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and i will ((or at least try to)) have fun because it means i am spending time with you... i'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when i find someone i like i want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... i'm the girl who never forgets all sweet little things you do for me... i'm the girl who actually keeps her body parts in her clothing in public... i'm the girl who never gives up hope even when i tell others i have... i'm the girl who once i let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your na

Lil Downrator, Check Out His Rating. 5.5 Lol Must Be Hitting Every1
· rorytmeadows rated your photo a '3'! 8 hrs ago His status says some of these ugly girls need a reality check lol alrighty then hes a lil dork lol rorytmeadows@ fubar

Got A New Computer Game...spore
So I picked-up the Galactic Edition of Spore...and I gotta say I'm hooked. Even if Spore isn't anyone's cup of tea (which can't be true), the technology and concepts delivered in this game will be utlized for the next 15 years easily.

Blows My Mind
I'm a very loyal fan of the High School football team that I attended...I woke up this morning to see this article in our local newspaper...All I can say is "very sad"... Forfeit ELHS football team must give up its two wins this season OHSAA Bylaws Bylaw 11-2-1 - All athletic contests in which ineligible players have participated shall be forfeited Bylaw 4-10-2 - An athlete forfeits amateur status, and thus interscholastic athletic eligibility, if any of the following standards of amateurism are violated: A. Competing for money or other remuneration EAST LIVERPOOL - The Review has learned that the East Liverpool football team will be forced to forfeit all wins collected this season due to a violation of OHSAA bylaw 4-10-2 which refers to the status of high school athletes as amateurs. The ruling - which came in accordance with bylaw 11-2-1 that states all contests in which an ineligible athlete competed must be forfeited - stemmed from coach Pat McNicol's admi

I Believe
I believe the sun should never set upon an argument I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do I believe that beauty magazines promote low self-esteem I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality I believe that trust is more important than monogamy I believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul I believe that family is worth more than money or gold I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires I believe forgiveness is the key to your unhappiness I believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed I believe that God does not endorse TV evangelists I believe in love surviving death into eternity I believe in karma what you give is what you get returned I believe you can't appre

Redoubtable
(adjective) Arousing fear or awe. Synonyms: formidable, unnerving Usage: On his comely head he set his helmet, well-wrought, with a crest of horse-hair that nodded menacingly above it, and he grasped a redoubtable spear that suited his hands.

Election
President ? Category: Life Here we are just days before the election, we have these people running for office & bashing each other... that has become a WAR in its self. Why should we stand for this ? Do we really want a president that won't salute OUR Flag, what does that tell US ? Both Obama & McCain think their going to win this, it isn't too late WE , all of us could write in Ron Paul, he doesn't need the Money, He also wants the WAR to end & he is NOT out there bashing anyone.... We do have a choice & this is OUR AMERICA , lets do something for Our self & our Country.

There Once Was A Beautiful Maiden(prt2 To "once Upon A Time")
There Once Was A Beautiful Maiden(Prt2 To "Once Upon A Time") Our dear knight has spotted a maiden Her smile has become a safe haven Of her beauty she is unaware The sparkle in her eye and and long flowing hair It is hard for him to not notice As he tries to maintain pure motives It takes effort to not cross certain lines As his heart begs for freedom to fly But he knows she is worth the waiting So for now he will suffer these cravings All for this beautiful maiden

How To Make Love Very Funny
HOW TO MAKE LOVE Ingredients: 4 Laughing eyes 4 Well-shaped legs 4 Loving arms 2 Firm milk containers 2 Nuts 1 Fur-lined mixing bowl 1 Firm banana Directions: 1. Look into laughing eyes. 2. Spread well-shaped legs with loving arms. 3. Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently. 4 Gently add firm banana to fur-lined mixing bowl, working in and out until well creamed. For best results. Continue to knead milk containers. 5. As heat rises, plunge banana deep into mixing bowl and cover with nuts, leave to soak (preferably NOT overnight though). 6. Love is complete when banana is soft. If banana does not soften, repeat steps 3-5 or change mixing bowls. Notes: 1. If you are in an unfamiliar kitchen, wash utensils carefully before and after use. 2. Do not lick mixing bowl after use. 3. If cake rises, leave town.

Jeremy's Temptation
If you don't like either C word while describing male and female genitalia, then don't read this. For the rest of you, here is a taste of my erotica... Jeremy's Temptation There was nothing complicated about it. He had to take her before the infatuation drove him crazy. The vision of her face in the pillows, and the gleam of sweat down her back, her shapely hips gyrating while he mounted her like an animal, repeated itself in his mind. Jeremy stood under the cover of night, transfixed over Nina preparing for bed. Surrounded by the sweetness of lilac bushes, he wondered if her floral scent had anything to do with the purple blooms growing beneath her bedroom window. Closing his eyes, Jeremy recalled the last time he stood behind her, smelling her delicious hair, itching to put his hands on her hips and guide her body against his. He’d wanted to kiss her neck, roam his hands over her stomach and breasts, while his cock stirred against her back. His thoughts began to consum

Lost
Confusion Anxiety Anger and Pain Despair Hatred Isn't it all the same? Turmoil Anguish Pity and Revenge Spurn Condemn When is it going to end? Loneliness Heart ache Must I be disturbed? Desolate Forlorn Will it always be the end?

Team 3 Fu-angels . Wildonesexywoman Just Got Her Halo!!!!
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One To The Ladies
IF A MAN WANTS YOU, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of frie

Please Help Her Gf
This is Mary she is awesome , she is always helping everyone level and in a contest can you please help her get to GF She would love it as of now she has 560,963 Points to go! Lilmamambt@ fubar This is Ancient1 He also needs help to GF He is now at 1,366,837 Points to go! show him some love to please ~Ancient1~@ fubar Thank you

'don't Ever Leave The One You Love For The One You Like'
He met her at a party. She was so beautiful, many guys were chasing after her, while he was so plain and simple, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but to be polite, she consented. They went to a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home.... suddenly he asked the waiter. 'Would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee.' Everybody stared at him, Howstrange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously; 'Why you have salt in your coffee?' He replied: 'when I was a little boy, I lived near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, t

Dreams Of The Lover's Bonding
We wandered through moonlit woods of ironwood trees casting shadows of haunting claws and fangs, we weren't scared of the things we saw because our love was an inpenatriable shield that protected us from harm. The moonlight guided us to a field of silvery grass with blue moon mushrooms and we ate them, entering a state of enlightment and understanding of eachother's feelings and kissed long and passionately, exploring eachothers bodies slowly and taking in the pleasures of becoming one with the other as we seal our passions between eachother

As The Winds Whisper
As the winds whisper, their coldness touches my soul. As they carry away my pain and bury my tears. Where do they carry my sorrow? Who will hear my cries? This loss I can not bear. As I once held you, now you are taken from my arms. I fall to my knees, as my heart shatters to the ground. Is it fate that I walk alone? Or will fate bring me to you once again? I wait and listen for your return. I wait and listen to the whispers in the wind.

Life...
*sigh* I stopped going to school in 2002 because of how sick Dave had become, but then after he passed away I tried to start up again. I realized at the time that I just could not focus on my studies so I withdrew from all my classes. Well, I have decided to go back to school in January to finish my degree, afterall I have only been working on it since 1996. I am determined to not let anything stand in my way. I need to finish this so I can prove some things to myself and to make a few people proud. I register for classes on Monday and I can't wait. This week has been hectic because I am doing the KCC Box Office for their Anne of Green Gables play. *giggles* I even have made Steph and Alan help. My father-in-law did come down Sunday and put the water heater in, but then he had to come back Monday night because there was a small leak at one of the seals. It is all fixed now..YEAH!!!! If it ever leaks again I will be able to replace it on my own. I really took advant

Fam Pics
Ok heres the deal.. if you want to see my fam pics and I dont know you anymore then the next person that scrolls across the screen, odds are I will say no. (exceptions being sexy females lol) but if you really insist to see my fam pics we can make a deal........ offer something in return and we'll see if you have what I want ;) its not to offend anybody but I tend to piss people off anyway.... thanks for taking the time to read this much love *muah*

Waiting
Wanting, lusting, to be held, to be loved, to feel warmth, to feel your beating heart. Wanting to be sheltered from the cold, heartless winds. Falling into invisible arms; into an abyss of love. Wishing, hoping, that my desires will be filled; my desires of loving warmth. Wanting to be held, comforted, loved. Dreaming of passionate embraces, of tender kisses, loving words, romantic nights. Waiting for undying love.

Hmm Ok
ok cityguy1972 im tired of you running your mouth about me on here its getting really old why dont you grow the hell up stay out of my life you lie to damn much i could let everyone know what kind of person you you need to get ya story straight if you dont like this oh well see ya a$$hole

Now Recruiting
HEY YALL THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY IS LOOKING FOR DEDICATED BOMBERS. TO JOIN YOU MUST BE A LEVEL 5 OR HIGHER AND HAVE A SALUTE PHOTO, READ OVER THE RULES LISTED ON THE HOMEPAGE. THEN IF YOU FEEL THIS IS SOMETHING U CAN COMMIT TO SHOUT AT CHEV OR THE HOME PAGE LISTED BELOW AND THEY WILL HELP GET YOU STARTED JOINING THE FAMILY. WE ALL WORK HARD AT BOMBING CAUSE IT IS WHAT WE LOVE TO DO. IF YOU LIKE TO HELP OTHERS AND HAVE FUN THEN WHAT ARE YA WAITING FOR COME ON OVER AND JOIN THIS SMALL CLOSE DRAMA FREE FAMILY WHERE EVERYONE IS TREATED AS EQUALS. ALSO YOU WILL SEE THE LEADERS OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY BOMBING JUST AS MUCH AS YOU ARE ASKED TO BOMB. CHEVANNA~~PRESIDENT CHEVANNA~~PRESIDENT OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY~~PONY'S #1 BRATT@ fubar HOME PAGE THIS IS THE HOME PAGE OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY ~~@ fubar BULLY BROUGHT TO YOU BY TNK ♥Tnk♥IBIC♥Ð§Ç♥FAR♥ OUTLAW$&PU$$YCAT$♥@ fubar

The Recumbent Vernon
THE RECUMBENT VERNON There’s a cockfight out in Coram The rooster crowed at dawn But yet – The recumbent Vernon slumbered on \ There’s an orgy down in Oakdale The neighbors say “It’s wrong!” Meanwhile – The recumbent Vernon slumbers on There’s a wino off in Wyandanch Pissing on a lawn And yet – The recumbent Vernon slumbers on Here’s a lynching out in Speonk His neck’s about THAT long Meanwhile The recumbent Vernon slumbers on There’s a catfight there in Copiague And one girl’s bra is gone Even so – The recumbent Vernon slumbers on There’s a rumble down in Yaphank They’re shedding blood til dawn And yet – The recumbent Vernon slumbers on There’s a pit bull out in Patchogue Snarling out a song Meanwhile – The recumbent Vernon slumbers on There’s a hooker there in Halesite Inhaling from a bong But still – The recumbent Vernon slumbers on Amid the mayhem and confusion Love and tenderness are gone There’s only one thing to rely on – Th

Feelings!
well when you have feelings for someone.why is it you have a hard time telling them. i think well in my case i think i get scared cause i've been thru alot. don't want to go thru it again.i also don't like comparing anyone to the asshole that put me thru hell. some of you that are my friends on here know some of that situation.I just want happiness i think i deserve it.then again maybe i don't who knows not me.but i do have feelings for someone.when i talk to him its like the sun is shining so bright.when he's gone its so gloomy.he makes me smile from ear to ear. he is amazing. i just don't know how to tell him. i guess one day i will but hopefully soon cause there ain't no sunshine when he's gone

Life.
Don't you wonder what life could have been if you did thing right the first time around? Some day I wish I could go back and change everything in my life except my baby boy. If I could go back in time adn take back the time I overdoesed I would. If I could take back me messin up and doing drugs I would. Now I have one thing in my life that I need to worry about and that is my son. He is my everything. If I would lose him I would drive myself Crazy and I would go nuts. I don't think I could bare anyone takin him from me. Do you Blame me? If I could take back the day my ol man then I would cause I would do anything to get him back this day. I would do anything just to have one day with him and have my son there to see him.

Gah!
It pisses me off that people when peple who havent been here for very long at all (under a year) are so eager to be ahead of everyone else. I've been here since '06.And I dont mind taking my time and working my way up.Being a fucking Godfather doesnt mean youre fucking better then everyone else below you. Saw one girl, wont name names,only been here since april 08.Already higher level then me. I just needed to rant.I wanna level up just because I'm so close. I hardly get any lovin anymore.But because I dont whore myself out, I probably wont get much.Thats fine.I guess. I dont mind rating and levelin myself up.Oh and those people who JUST level and they already wanna get to the NEXT level.for petes sake people.Calm the fuck down.

Forget About Joe The Plumber
Enough Joe the Plumber; here's to Kareem the Soldier Nancy A. Youssef | McClatchy Newspapers last updated: October 21, 2008 08:53:54 PM WASHINGTON — "Joe the Plumber" was only one of two Americans injected into the presidential election this past week. The other was Kareem Rashad Sultan Khan, whom former Secretary of State Colin Powell invoked in his endorsement Sunday of Barack Obama. Khan was a 20-year-old soldier from Manahawkin, N.J., who wanted to enlist in the Army from the time he was 10. He was an all-American boy who visited Disney World after he completed his training at Fort Benning, Ga., and made his comrades in Iraq watch "Saving Private Ryan" every week. He was also a Muslim who joined the military, his father said, in part to show his countrymen that not all Muslims are terrorists. "He was an American soldier first," said his father, Feroze Khan. "But he also looked at fighting in this war as fighting for his faith. He was fighting radicalism." Khan was killed

Bbw Bash In Panama City Fl
Hosted By:: Mandy Booth of Booth Photography When: Saturday Nov 15, 2008 at 9:00 PM Where: Dysfuction Juction 8776 Thomas Drive unit 7 Panama City, Florida|10 32408 United States Come and get the party started with a BBW and SSBBW meet and greet A plus size event Saturday November 15, 2008 Join us At Dysfution Junction 8776 Thomas Drive unit 7 Panama City Beach, Fl (Right across the street from Spinnaker) Door Open At 9 pm and Close at 4 am The Price is the same all night 9pm - 4am = $10 cover First drink is FREE This plus size event is for Women and their admirers. This event is North west Floridas First event and we hope to make it one that you will not forget. So lets get this party started. There will be door prizes through out the Night Win A Basket of Naughty Fun & Lotions worth over $50.00 Donated By Brown Bag Parties A $50.00 Spa and Salon Gift card. From www.spawish.com A $50.00 gi

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11's Contest
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OK, FOLKS!! HERE I AM ONCE AGAIN ASKING ALL OF OUR FU FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO HELP OUT ONE OF THE SWEETEST PEOPLE ON FUBAR. I KNOW SHE HAS HELPED MANY OF YOU, AND THIS IS JUST ONE WAY OF HELPING HER IN RETURN. SHE IS CLOSE TO DISCIPLE AND IN NEED OF AN AUTO 11. WE ARE 1.3 MIL SHORT OF THE GOAL TO BUY IT FOR HER. PLEASE, PLEASE, DONATE SOME FUBUCKS TO STARR. SHE IS SO WONDERFUL, AND ALWAYS SO GOOD TO ALL OF US. LETS SHOW HER SOME LOVE BACK!!!! AND, WILL EVERY 200K DONATED, STARR WILL MAKE YOU A BEAUTIFUL CUSTOM SKIN!!!!! ★ ☆ sTaRr ☆ ★@ fubar

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children trafficking is a serious problem we have all over the world. from cambodia to your own hometown, children are being sexually exploited. Little boys and girls, ranging from as young as 3 years old are being sold for sexual purposes. Instead of being nurtured in a safe environment, they are being handed down from one despicable shameless man to another. Beyond Law & Order, I did not know how major this problem is. But when I went to a fundraiser, I realized that the episodes I've been watching are not at all far from the truth. I heard reality through the words of a little girl and her unforgettable memories...being forced to go to a brothel, being scolded to clean her blood from her rapist, being scared because a gun was pointed to her head, being yelled at for taking too long with a 'customer.' you can't help but cry when listening to her speak and you can't help but get infuriated with disgust because these inhumane actions are actually real. Redlight ch

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You have brown (actually hazel) eyes. Brown is the color of the earth. Your eyes symbolize your comforting and fostering nature. You are stable, grounding, sophisticated, considerate, conventional and orderly. People may consider you to be cozy or warm. People feel safe when they are with you. Some words to describe you: reliability, elegance, security, healing, homely, grounding, foundation, and earthly.

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25-27
All brave men love; for he only is brave who has affections to fight for, whether in the daily battle of life, or in physical contests. Caresses, expressions of one sort or another, are necessary to the life of the affections as leaves are to the life of a tree. If they are wholly restrained, love will die at the roots. Happiness in this world, when it comes, comes incidentally. Make it the object of pursuit, and it leads us a wild-goose chase, and is never attained. Follow some other object, and very possibly we may find that we have caught happiness without dreaming of it. -Nathaniel Hawthorne

28-32
All the knowledge I possess everyone else can acquire, but my heart is exclusively my own. As soon as you trust yourself, you will know how to live. Being brilliant is no great feat if you respect nothing. Doubt grows with knowledge. I think that I am better than the people who are trying to reform me. -Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

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Rip Jeremy!!! U R Missed
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"goodbye"
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GOTTA PEE Two women friends had gone for a girl's night out. Both were very faithful and loving wives, however they had gotten over-enthusiastic on the Bacardi Breezers. Incredibly drunk and walking home they needed to pee, so they stopped in the cemetery. One of them had nothing to wipe with so she thought she would take off her panties and use them. Her friend however was wearing a rather expensive pair of panties and did not want to ruin them. She was lucky enough to squat down next to a grave that had a wreath with a ribbon on it, so she proceeded to wipe with that. After the girls did their business they proceeded to go home. The next day one of the woman's husband was concerned that his normally sweet and innocent wife was still in bed hung over, so he phoned the other husband and said: 'These girl nights out have got to Stop! I'm starting to suspect the worst. . My wife came home with no panties!!' 'That's nothing' said the other husband, 'Mine came

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Woo hoo..finally a day off. Been looking so forward to it..just to be able to go back to bed. Hours been putting in..are killing me. The money will be great though. 3 bonus days..this check. Anyways..hopefully will get to spend some fu time on here today.

Thank You My Friend......
Well here we are again i'm in one of those moods I am thankful for so many things in my life and I am very touched by certain people in my life. Lately a good friend of mine has re-entered my life and has been there for me in ways you couldnt imagine. It's that simple hug the way they make me feel like everything will be ok. Teaching me to open up again to be able to share my emotions without feeling like if I do someone is going to break me. Exact words were I know you are a tough girl but I know inside you are beautiful, warm and caring. When I was crying you looked into my eyes, listened, pulled me close, wiped my tears and later told me I know this is hard for you believe me I could feel your heart open and that just made me cry all over again. This friend has told me to never feel sorry for using their shoulder that people only say sorry for things that dont work. and wow that made me feel so connected to this friend all over again. It is so nice to feel so content in this life

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Rate And Comment
Please help me if you can and it will bw worth your while! Im in a contest for an auto 11 and it will be help you earn points as well when we rate each other! Add Tonya as a friend to get to the folder http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1775417&albumid=1277379&i=1537246890&idx=14 [ fubar.com photo: 1537246890 ]

Copy/paste This Link
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To my darling husband, Before you return from your overseas trip I just want to let you know about the small accident I had with the pick up truck when I turned into the driveway. Fortunately not too bad and I really didn't get hurt, so please don't worry too much about me. I was coming home from Greenwood Avenue and when I turned into the driveway I accidentally pushed down on the accelerator instead of the brake. The garage door is slightly bent but the pick up fortunately came to a halt when it bumped into your car. I am really sorry, but I know with your kind-hearted personality you will forgive me. You know how much I love you and care for you my sweetheart. I am enclosing a picture for you. I cannot wait to hold you in my arms again. Your loving wife. XX P.S. Your girlfriend phoned.

Neurofibromatosis
What Is NF? Neurofibromatosis encompasses a set of distinct genetic disorders that cause tumors to grow along various types of nerves and, in addition, can affect the development of non-nervous tissues such as bones and skin. Neurofibromatosis causes tumors to grow anywhere on or in the body. Types Of Neurofibromatosis. Types Of Neurofibromatosis: Neurofibromatosis (NF) has been classified into three distinct types: NF1, NF2 and Schwannomatosis. Neurofibromatosis 1 (NF1): Also known as von Recklinghausen NF or Peripheral NF. Occurring in 1:3,000 births, NF1 is characterized by multiple cafe-au-lait spots and neurofibromas on or under the skin. Enlargement and deformation of bones and curvature of the spine (scoliosis) may also occur. Occasionally, tumors may develop in the brain, on cranial nerves, or on the spinal cord. About 50% of people with NF also have learning disabilities. Neurofibromatosis 2 (NF2): Also known as Bilateral Acoustic NF (BAN), is much

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My Friend My Protector Go give this wonderful man the major fu-lovin that he deserves! Be sure to tell him that luBell240 sent you! Dakota21220 of the Shadow Levelers ~ Protecter of Kat1114 & luBell240 & lil5683Devil@ fubar This bulletin was brought to you with love from luBell240-~-ShAdOwLeVeLeR {PROUDLYownedbyKAT1114} {Protected by Dakota21220@ fubar

This Needs To Be Passed On!
Today I read a blog that has touched me deeply, which the information that I saw, was so very heartbreaking and the events that are STILL happening today. I want to thank *METAL SANDY* & *MINI MIKE* for bringing it to my attention and I feel this has to be passed on to others. The pure horror of *Stallion Fights* that are held in the Philippines for entertainment of humans! These are the words from *METAL SANDY’S BLOG* The pictures in the paper are so shocking I felt like crying, horses are gentle creatures, when there are two males after a female they may fight over her but the stronger one will win and the weaker one will go away. They never fight to the death! Although the 3 day fight festival a year was banned 10 years ago it seems it still goes on. They get tortured, tied up, beaten so that when they go out into the ring they are so in a frenzy they fight to the death, the rings they fight in are so small that they can only do one thing and that is to fight or face

Pink0828
Hey Everyone This Is Pink!!! If You Haven't Met Her Or Is Not Yet Friends With This Beautiful Lady, You Truly Don't Know What You’re Missing Out On!!! She is My New Owner And I Want Ya'll To Stop By And Show Her The Love She Deserves Her Account Got Hacked And Now She Has To Start Over...Lets Get Her To Godmother Again!! Being Brought To You By: iiiiibudlightiiiii owned by pink 0828@ fubar

Want Wet Dreams?
I have been around for almost 2 years and I think I deserve a lil somethin.. wut you think? I will do whatever it takes to make people happy, and i'm always rating my ass off everyday, but get nothing in return. I was wondering if it was possible to make me a Disciple by then? please click on my pic below and I will return all the love given to me, I promise.. Please Re-Post! !~*Shawty Ur Next Wet Dream, PLAYMATE @ FORBIDDEN INC*~! ALEX [*OWNER OF THE LOVE SHACK*]@ fubar

Possession (a Song Based On The Exorcist Movie. Just In Time For Halloween Lol)
I feel the devil Inside this young girls mind Twisting Gods own creation Destroying her from the inside They say that its a legend of the mad That such things dont exist With stole in hand I'll do my duty By order of the Almighty I am the exorcist And now This possession Becomes my one Obsession Such torment Such sadness With Gods help Ill end this madness "Be gone Demon! Be gone from this creature of God! Be gone in the name of the Father,Son, and Holy Spirit!" This girl will not die this night With God by my side you cannot win I know the price that I must pay Come Demon and take me to my grave! And now This possession Becomes my one Obsession Such torment Such sadness With Gods help Ill end this madness And now This possession Becomes my one Obsession Such torment Such sadness I g

Done
Im so sick of people in this world. Poeple like playing with my feelings im so pissed off now im at the the end where i dont give a shit about life or love anymore. So if u read this and u say u r a ture friend maybe u can change my mind about life and love.

You Wanna Own This Bartender?
If you wanna have all the perks of owning a bartender, just click on the link below. There are many perks you'll like, and one you will love. Click the link and see if it intrests you. If so, then you can make a bid. I can be all yours. do you have the guts?

Wanna Own Me?
Come bid on me!! Auction ends October 30th! So come on and come get meh! Just click the pic and youre all set! I've pasted my Offer below! ;D Female Bids Only Owned by ____ in name for 3 weeks Up to 500 picture/stash rates during HH Up to 500 picture/stash RE-Rates During HH R/F/A'd 5 Photoshopped Pictures 2 SFW Salutes Random Gifts for 3 weeks ~If Blingpack Bid~ 1 Song Creation 2 Morphed Photos 1 Video Salute Daily Comments for 3 weeks Added to Top Family/Top Friends for 3 weeks Added as Crush for 3 Weeks or More

More Stuff You Don't Want To Know About Me.
-I'm allergic to grass. -I had a bad childhood experience with chicken and now I refuse to eat it. -I have always had good skin. I very rarely have ever had a zit. -I like bluegrass music. =/ -I watched the movie Legends of the Fall one time...and will never watch it again because I started crying a half hour into it and didn't stop for two hours after it was over. -I never tried any drugs until I was 21. That's when my boyfriend lit up a joint and passed it to me...and I took it. -You know that crappy cheap ass men's cologne Preferred Stock? That shit drives me absolutely crazy. Wear it, and I might rape you. -I think gold jewelry is tacky looking. I wear silver. -I have an entire cabinet in my bedroom dedicated to incense. -I'm shy...until I get to know someone. Then I'm a loudmouth sarcastic pain in the ass. -I don't like to fight, but I love to argue. -I own over 400 DVDs. -When I say that I bite, I mean it. I scratch too. -I have never cheate

Oct 23
Mom has been discharged from the hospital and is now in a secondary care facility - NOT A NURSING HOME - they are going to help her get back up to speed and moving again. And the kidney are still working as well!! Thanks to everyone for keeping her in your thoughts!!!

The Election
So here we are, less than two weeks until what many are saying could be the most important election, if not in the history of our country, at least in recent memory, and for us 20 somethings, certainly the most important election we have ever voted in. Now, I'm not one that would usually preach about these kinds of things, I have my views, and generally keep them to myself. However, I feel that this election is important enough that I say something. First, and foremost, our country is a democracy, and in a democracy we are obligated to vote for the most qualified candidate for president(or any office). Our country has had a two party system pretty much continuously since the 1800's and has solidified over the last several decades. The two party system is highly detrimental to our country. No longer do we vote on who is the most qualified, but who is the "lesser of two evils". That line of thinking still puts evil in office, whether you want to admit it or not. Now, I'm not writin

Thank You All
Well it seemed to be taking forever to level up, but while I was sleeping today, I finally made it to Insider. I would thank each individual that helped, but unfortunately my alerts only go back 2 hours. If you helped out in any way, let me know.

Where My Heart Is...
Rose : I love you Jack. Jack : Don't you do that, don't say your good-byes. Rose : I'm so cold. Jack : Listen Rose. You're gonna get out of here, you're gonna go on and make lots of babies, and your gonna watch them grow. You're gonna die an old... an old lady warm in her bed, but not here not this night. Not like this do you understand me? Rose : I can't feel my body. Jack : Winning that ticket, Rose, was the best thing that ever happened to me... it brought me to you. And I'm thankful for that, Rose. I'm thankful. You must do me this honor, Rose. Promise me you'll survive. That you won't give up, no matter what happens, no matter how hopeless. Promise me now, Rose, and never let go of that promise. Rose : I promise. Jack : Never let go. Rose : I'll never let go. I'll never let go, Jack.

Poeple Who Donate For My Spotlight Pump Out
Stone Man Mike@ fubar Marc, ABOC, NCLEC, Enforcer@Vampyres Den@ fubar looking48735@ fubar *SEXYGIRLBLONDE*#17*GODFATHER*1st,Oracle* FAN/RATE B4 ADD,TY*@ fubar Joe (Ying/Yang)@ fubar trapper_joe (Family Member of the (C.I.A)@ fubar scarecro@ fubar loveable_redneck73@ fubar The Guru@ fubar Undertaker1098@ fubar solo5745(REBEL)Co-owner SolosAngels@ fubar DEATH WISH Head Enforcer and Female body guard for 7 Deadly sins and Owner of Susiebaby .@ fubar

Just Rate (jade&jaksonsmom~25 To Life~club Mystic~owned By Gaigeandmorgynsmom~owner Of Agem4life & I Am Back )
Just Rate Please. She needs to have the most rates to win. http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=548838&albumid=1260998&i=3369269541

What's The Difference?
having a concious is one of my better traits,i like feeling like a bad boy(fukboy).alter ego....lol lol anyways.love talking and listening with friends of couse most of mine are women.i have to tell to if you think guys are miscievious in their rondevous with chicks.and you think they are the only gender to get away with it.your wrong chicks do it to.they care about what men think that's why you hardly hear bout it. any way....i'm a sagitarian,love listening,observing others behavior,personalities. and it's funny to see what people will do to get attention, i don't like fakeness......but a creative mind captivates me.i love laughing,beautiful women,smart people,and a good time. anyways lifes not always about the fuk........

Weary Of Life...
Ok, that doesn't sound very good. No, I'm not suicidal or anything. I'm just tired. Tired of hearing that I have to learn to love myself before anyone else will love me. I swear that I just have a loser magnet stuck in my body and every asshole in the world is attracted to me. I wish that I could hang myself out on a clothesline and air out my aura. I need to have a spiritual and psychological cleansing. Anyone have any ideas? I just don't know what I'm doing wrong.

Obama Should Immediately Withdraw His Candidacy For President
Obama Should Immediately Withdraw his Candidacy for President For Immediate Release: - 10/21/08 - Complete contact details and pdfs of this press release and motions filed by plaintiff Berg today are at the end of this article (Lafayette Hill, Pennsylvania - 10/21/08) - Philip J. Berg, Esquire, the Attorney who filed suit against Barack H. Obama challenging Senator Obama's lack of "qualifications" to serve as President of the United States, announced today that Obama and tbe DNC "ADMITTED", by way of failure to timely respond to Requests for Admissions, all of the numerous specific requests in the Federal lawsuit. Obama is "NOT QUALIFIED" to be President and therefore Obama must immediately withdraw his candidacy for President and the DNC shall substitute a qualified candidate. The case is Berg v. Obama, No. 08-cv-04083. Berg stated that he filed Requests for Admissions on September 15, 2008 with a response by way of answer or objection had to be served within thirty [30] days.

*~jordan, My Story About Her~*
~*Back before I got in high school which was probably 03 I found my other half and the most perfect dog ever. My grandma breeds dogs and sells them for a living, she had puppies in her kitchen that she was taking to the flea market, down in South Carolina back on 03. I love dogs & puppies so much, so I instantly fell in love with one of them, she was the prettiest black tan and silver color I'd ever seen in all my life, I chose her to be my dog down there that my grandma would keep that I could see every time I went down there. I taught her how to sit by the time she was 8 weeks old, then I left her. My grandma gave her the AKC registered name: Jordan Princess of Hearts, who was born 04-23-03. Half a year later, Jordan became my dog. She was my Christmas present from my grandma, she had a litter of puppies that came with her also. From there on out, she hardly let me out of her sight and I had never been so happy & close to anything like I was her. She used to go on car rides with me a

Stuck
Have you ever been stuck in a situation that you can't get out of. That's how I have felt now for 3 years. I just don't know what I am gonna do. I have no real friends to turn to. My family has their own problems. So I am stuck in my situation and it will continue to bring me down until I finally flip out. Argggggggggg !!!!!!!!!!

Strange Thoughts
I wonder sometimes if other people are as weird as i am.. i mean.. im standing outside today waiting to cross the street and for some reason the only thing i can think of is rabid squirrels.. it literally made me stop for a minute while i had a whole conversation in my head as to whether a squirrel i saw last week was rabid or not.. Then theres the whole clap on clap off.. i thought that crap had gone away until i saw a commercial for it today.. i mean.. are we really THAT lazy??? If you are that tired you cant get your ass up and turn the lights off.. for gods sake, sleep with them on.. its called passing out.. you can punish yourself when the bill comes in.. dont get me wrong.. i love my remote control, but ill get up and change the channel if i have to.. batteries die.. it happens

Don't Miss Your Chance To Fu~own Me!
Hey everyone! If you missed the chance to bid on me in my last auction, now you have another chance. Let's see who will get to fu-own me this time. Have you got what it takes? If you think you do, then come and place your bid before it's too late. Thanks to everyone that has shown me so much love!

Fucktards
IF YOU HAVE FUCKTARDS YOU WANT ON THE FUCKTARD WALL OF SHAME... PLEASE FEEL FREE TO ADD THEM IN A COMMENT... AND I WILL ADD THEM TO THE WALL... OR YOU MAY PRIVATE MESSAGE ME WITH THEIR LINKS! I DO NEED A REASON TO ADD THEM TO THE WALL!

Kicking Boxe's!
Upon Each Turn, There is a Block, Which route you take, Could lead to Disaster, Or happiness, Choosing that block, Right or wrong, Can mean Sucess or failure, Failure is a minor key, Improve, Adapt survive, Improve, Adapt , Listen to the sea, Somebody holds the key, To life & Loveing, Ignorance is not an option, Listen to your Brothers & sisters, No matter how much they howl, We've all felt pain, Under the rain & Burnt by the sun, Fight Untill you can't fight, Run until you can't run, Blessed be to all those In dire need, Let people plant the seed's, & The trees grow, The flower's Bloom!

The Thunder Of Goodbye
The miles between us Was it just a dream When I think about it All I want to do is scream I held you in my arms You came from above Can't count the scars On these hands of love Late night movies Wrapped in the sheets Counting shooting stars And freckles on your cheeks The morning light Spilling through your hair Do you ever reach for me And find I'm not there My memory's getting old I look around and you're gone I'm picking up the pieces Scattered across your bedroom floor The sun this morning Don't shine so bright Every star above Don't make it night I just crawl around Waiting through the day Couldn't hear the thunder Of how it ends this way

I'm Yours
One of my Favorite songs right now Jason Mraz Im Yours Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted I fell right through the cracks, now I'm tryin to get back before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some But I won't hesitate no more, no more, it cannot wait I'm yours Well open up your mind and see like me open up your plans and damn you're free look into your heart and you'll find love love love love listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing We're just one big family And it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved So, i won't hesitate no more, no more, it cannot wait i'm sure there's no need to complicate our time is short this is our fate I'm yours Scooch on over closer, dear And I will nibble your ear I've been spen

New Train Join The Spongbob Crew In A Crusty Pizza Party!
F.U.N. Song - Spongebob Squarepants " IT NEW SPONGBOB TRAIN! JUST RATE AND FAN ADD ALL THE PEOPLE ON THE TRAIN. FIRST STOP IS THIS FOLDER: TAGS ARE HERE: THE SPOGBOB RIDERS ARE: ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~SHADOW LEVELERS~ BAD GIRL~@ fubar BIG POPPA Ya Heard if im not caressin,em im undressin,em regiment bomber&mge. girlkikass2 dreamteam@ fubar The Dream Team Organizer & Member of Dylon's Divas Mafia Fubar Queen07-08@ fubar Daddysli

Texas...
Okay, well I'm going to be on my way to Texas on Sunday to visit my mom. I'm really happy about that. The only thing that I'm worried about is the fact that I haven't seen her since I was like 13. I don't know how we are going to react to each other. And to be honest, I'm kinda nervous about it. Don't get me wrong, I'm looking forward to the time we are going to have together, but at the same time, I'm worried something is going to go wrong. Am I just being paranoid?

Someone Needs A Reality Check
rorytmeadows@ fubar Some of these ugly girls need a reality check. Also, I get tons of guys swooping in with comments and low ratings. STICK WITH CHICKS. If you're rating a guy on purpose, you're pretty much a fag so get the fuck away. Stop being loyal to those, ugly girls you date, you just don't realize how worthless you are. If you've been rated a 1 and you don't know why, you probably have forgotten that you're ugly as sin. I'm not going to sit here like a fucking sheep and tell you that you're a 10, when you're not. If you're wondering why the hell someone can even rate you a 1 and get away with it, it's because that's what the rating scale was intended for. If you're ugly, deal with it. Don't blame it on me because you can't handle it. I get chicks in real life as well as myspace and facebook. Just because this website makes your ugly ass feel better doesn't make me ugly. Don't take your woes out on me. I get plenty of women and plenty of attention from girls, attractive

You Know.....
You know, I hate to sound like I'm ranting or bitching but I have helped a few people whether it being with getting them leveled up or in a contest or what have you but yet hardly anyone has for one, bought me an auto 11 or a happy hour but yet people want me to help them level or what not, so here is the deal, if you want me to help you level up or help you with a contest than great but this is a two way street, I want either an auto 11 or a happy hour and if I'm not gonna get either one, don't expect me to help you out on leveling up or being in a contest because I think it's really pretty damn sad that I sit here and help some people level up or help them win a contest and don't get me wrong, I like the thank you's but there has to be more to it than that here.

Keith Olberman (msnbc)tells It All About 'joe The Plumber' Real Name -samuel
Keith Olberman Joe the Plumber is a Fraud he doesn't have a license, doesn't make more than 40,000 a year-- WOULD get money off Obama's tax plan watch these video's freakn amazing. Keith Olberman-- Joe the Plumber is a McCain Plant Joe the Plumbers Real Name is Samuel... See what 'Joe' says...

Getting Points!
Points are awarded when you: Rate a photo Leave a photo comment Upload a photo Leave a comment Change your trackz Rate a member’s profile Upload a mobile photo Someone becomes your fan Someone adds you as a friend Take someone’s cherry comment Configure your mobile phone Configure your trackz Upload a stash item Rate a stash item Comment on a stash item Successfully invite someone to join fubar (500 points each) Stop by the fuMall and participate in one of the product offerings. Post a Blast! - earn points each time you post a BLAST on fubar! Send special shoutouts to your family and friends. ( see more details on how to under Post a Blast ) VIP- members earn $10,000 fuBucks signing bonus! (See details about more benefits under the VIP description and learn how you can earn even more points and special gifts!)

In Our Rooms.
Before he closed his eyes, he let them wander round his old room . . . familiar and friendly things . . . which were so glad to see him again and could always be counted on for the same simple welcome. --Kenneth Grahame When they moved into the house, the room at the top of the stairs was just a junk room. As the years passed, they slowly transformed the room into a guest room. When they decided they needed another voice in the house, they transformed the room again: out went the fold-out couch, in came a crib and rocking chair; off went the art gallery prints from the walls, up went Winnie-the-Pooh. It was no longer a guest room, but a place for the baby, a new - and permanent - member of the family. We always have room for more in our lives. When we are ready for it, what we need for growth will emerge. What do the rooms inside our homes and ourselves have to tell us about the way we live our lives?

Heart Break
My heart shatters as you walk away. I see my life ending. You were all i ever needed. A moment stolen in time. Now you want another. Heartbreak is my mistress now. Everyone mocks me they saw it coming. I was too damn blind. The warnings were there.You said you'd never leave. I trusted you. You shredded my heart. You left it bleeding and wide open. Now i wont let any one else back in. There's no way I can. Only if they can break down the walls i built. There's just no way I can deal with the pain again.

Oversexual Women
I have been going through women's profiles and I hav seen alot of women say that they are tird of men only waning one thing from them. So I done some investigating and most of these women who are writing and wanting this are getting in these lounges(no matter if they are NSFW or not) and they are getting on cam and they are showing their titties, ass, and other unmentionable parts to everyone in that lounge that has the pass word. My question is, "How in the hell do you expect to find a good man when all you are doing is portraying yourself as a fucking whore?" You talk about strippers! Atleast strippers acknowledge what they do and who they are. Plus they get paid for the shit!!! You women get on these cams and show everything you got simply because some guy ask you too and you may not even know them but you do it because you want them to like you. BULLSHIT!!!! You don't want a good man or you wouldn't be putting your business out there like that. Then you no good for nothing whores w

Friends
A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.

Sorry
to all the ones i owe salutes to, I was taking a break from fubar to work on my real life. I will be getting the rest out. but check to see if yours are up. I have another set of 10 to do i think, so to make this a bit easier, please let me know if i still owe you one on a comment here

Inside The Darkness Writen By Me So Dont Steal But Pl Comment
Inside the Darkness Everything is lost and found in the darkness In the darkness we may lose ourselves. Lose what makes us human, our love, our hopes and dreams as well as our fears. Everything that makes us who we are. Yet, in being lost, we may find ourselves again in our journey through the darkness We may find our hope, fear, anger, love, compassion, and our hidden desires. So dont fear the darkness....Embrace it. To know Darkness as well as the light and to embrace both with open arms Is to be complete and whole. But if you accept one and not the other is to be incomplete and you stay wanting and searching Light cannot exist without the Dark Just as Good cannot exist without the Evil

Anthony Hamilton
theres no video....but i thought id post it anyway Wish I could see through See deep into you And know what you're thinking now And if I were to need it I need some kind of sign Let me know cuz I can't read your mind Are you in? Or am I in this on my own? I need some clue from you Let me know babe Do you feel you? Do you read me? Tell me am I gettin through to you I wanna know, are you with me? Are you listenin? Baby, is my message gettin through? Do it me baby, oh babe, cuz I can feel you You play it so cool Won't let nothin' show through Won't show what you're feelin now, no And you like to keep keepin' me Keeping me here in the dark And I can't see through into your heart Let me in, in on this mystery Cuz I just can't stay in this guessing game And don't keep me hangin on the line, baby Tell me if you want me And if you don't just let me know Just answer one question Don't keep me here guessing Tell me now

Fubar
This isn't against the site... It's against a good portion of the woman on this site. You see I've been living with my boyfriend since July the move was made legally final on October 14th. Well, I'd been in Indiana for a couple weeks and I get back and these girls are all over him here on fubar. Now, I trust him but these fubar whores are really pissing me off and it's leading me to wonder why he's spending time on here. He loves pissin' off the libs and dems so I understand that but I can't make him understand how seeing all these undressed whores posting on his page and sending him gifts. Am I being overly critical and jealous or do I go off on these girls because I do live with him? I find myself in tears alot since October 14th and if I say anything I'll feel wrong.

Let Go?
How do you hold on when it seems he's letting go All you want is him Yet he's always turning away Says he loves you But doesn't really show it Passing up so many chances With very little explination Is it worth holding on Or is it time to let go?

Lost In Heartach
I love him so much but I just dont know as that I can keep this up anymore. Every time I turn around hes sayin he cant come over for some reason or another. Yet he tells me he wants to see me and be wih me. How do I believe it when he doesnt really show it? I dont want to let him go because I honestly love him with everything I have. He's honestly replaced the one person I thought nobody would ever come close to in my heart and that scares the shit outta me cuz I dont want to get hurt again. I was hurt enough in the past and I know exactly how much he could hurt me without really trying. He's always telling me he would never hurt me and that Im supposed to tell him if he ever does but I just cant do that. I dont know how to tell him that his stubborn stupid ass is breakin my heart a lil more every day. I dont want him to think I dont understand but I'm startin to wonder if Im not understanding what I want and not whats really going. I think I have cried more this week than have since I

Depeche Mode-it's No Good
Im going to take my time I have all the time in the world To make you mine It is written in the stars above The gods decree Youll be right here by my side Right next to me You can run but you cannot hide Dont say you want me Dont say you need me Dont say you love me Its understood Dont say youre happy Out there without me I know you cant be cause its no good Ill be fine Ill be waiting patiently Till you see the signs And come running to my open arms When will you realize Do we have to wait till our worlds collide Open up your eyes You cant turn back the tide Dont say you want me Dont say you need me Dont say you love me Its understood Dont say youre happy Out there without me I know you cant be cause its no good Im going to take my time I have all the time in the world To make you mine It is written in the stars above Dont say you want me Dont say you need me Dont say you love me Its understood Dont say youre happy Out there without me

Why I Wont Vote For Obama
Senator Barack Obama is a Democrat currently serving Illinois and has served in the Senate from 2005-Present. He has shown that he is a smooth operator to say the least. And I believe, that, some credit has to go to the company he has been with, over the years. What has he learned from his associations? And, how much of what he has learned, is he employing, into his campaign? 1. Obama started out early in his campaign attacking big business. Apparently Obama does not know that Big Businesses does not pay taxes. They simply raise their prices. And who is it that get the short end of the stick? That's right! The same ones Obama is claiming, he wants to help. If you have a good job, now with all of the works; that is, health insurance, dental care, disability insurance, life insurance and pension you are doing well. But not for long. Not under the Obama Plan to attack Big Business so he can pay for all of his social programs. If you are working for a company like the one I described

Broken Record Skipping Cd
I expect three people to read this, but since I don't know which three people they will be... http://www.snopes.com and http://www.factcheck.org are your friends. Before reposting somebody else's bullcrap, check them.

Angel For Auction -- Get Yours Now!!!!!
ONE OF THE BEST AND SWEETEST PEOPLE ON HERE IS FOR AUCTION, *1 SWEET ANGEL*. SO DON'T MISS OUT, GO AND BID ALREADY. If you can't bid, at least show her some love, please.

Own Me!!!
Please click this picture and rate it for me; if you want to own me; leave a comment! Thanks! Tulsa's Angel@ fubar OCTOBER 31, 2008 - - - AND THE WINNER IS: ~*sherrylynn59*~ *{Shadowlevelers}* Fu-Owned by Chuckiiboo, owner of Tulsa's Angel@ fubar Halloween Theme - Techno Remix

Logic
My fingertips are burning As the fire from within Shoots out of them like bullets Onto the keyboard Each word, each letter Bursting out of the volcano of my heart Erupting up past my shoulders, Through my arms My wrists My hands To you My emotional and logical sides at war As always More violently now My logical side keeps me safe Builds my walls, Fills the cracks in them, Reinforces any weakened stone Reminds me of the times I have hurt others The times I have been hurt Reminds me that people lie Mislead, misrepresent It is my cautious side My emotional side takes back over I am in your arms Hundreds of miles away I am tasting your lips Touching your cheek Staring into the eyes Of one who understands me Inspires me Adores me The eyes of the one I understand I inspire I adore I push my logical side further away I am in your bed Your body pressed against mine Your lips pressed against mine You and I are the only two that exist In this roo

Im So Done
OK FUBAR WAS SOOO GREAT TO GET ON AND MEET NEW PEEPS AND LEARN NEW THINGS BUT AS OF TODAY IM SOO OVER AND DONE WITH IT. IM SO SICK AND TIRED OF PEOPLE HAVIN MY NAME IN THEY MOUTH THIS IS JUST GETTIN WAY OUTTA HAND IM JUST SICK AND TIRED OF IT! THERE SHOULD BE NO REASON WHY MY NAME IS IN SOO MANY PEOPLES MOUTH AND THEY DONT EVEN KNOW ME! SO CALLED FRIENDS WHO I THOUGHT WERE REAL AND TRUE DROPPED ME LIKE IT WASNT SHIT INSTED OF GETTIN THEY FACTS STR8.. SO U KNOW WHAT IM DONE I DONT HAVE TIME FOR THIS AND ITS GETTIN OLD SO IN A WEEK 1/2 WHEN MY VIP IS OVER IM GONE SO UNTIL THEN SORRY NO MORE PIMPOUTS, NO MORE RATES FROM ME, THOSE THAT KNOW ME KNOW WHERE TO FIND ME, TO EVERYONE ELSE IF U NEED MY INFO GET AT ME IM OUTTIES

The Wiccan Rede
Okay y'all, here's the rede. I know it's kind of long, but it's worth reading, and worth knowing. Trust me. Bide within the Law you must, in perfect Love and perfect Trust. Live you must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give. For tread the Circle thrice about to keep unwelcome spirits out. To bind the spell well every time, let the spell be said in rhyme. Light of eye and soft of touch, speak you little, listen much. Honor the Old Ones in deed and name, let love and light be our guides again. Deosil go by the waxing moon, chanting out the joyful tune. Widdershins go when the moon doth wane, and the werewolf howls by the dread wolfsbane. When the Lady's moon is new, kiss the hand to Her times two. When the moon rides at Her peak then your heart's desire seek. Heed the North winds mighty gale, lock the door and trim the sail. When the Wind blows from the East, expect the new and set the feast. When the wind comes from the South, love will k

Toilet Track Marks And Shampoo Lover
Just because I am hooked on this junk Like trepanation with no good results Like you are that hole But you like the way it bleeds Just because I am standing on the corner Like these thigh high ripped satin solicitations Like these helpless little legs Spread because the money is a dream Just dream a little dream with me I love you sweetheart Because you dreamed a little dream with me We lied about it Just because this hopeful liar Like I believe my lies Like you are that devil Who opened up the pages Just like my pen slipped away Like into transcendental fractures Like those sneaky cracks Spread because the money is a lie Just dream a little dream with me I love you sweetheart Because you dreamed a little dream with me We lied about it Just because I can sit here Anywhere in this hole And look anywhere into these minds Which are sitting before me But mine is not there.

Ending Her Cries
I looked into her eyes I got lost in their depth A glance into the future Revealing the secrets she kept For so many years she cared too Yet we were both afraid to say We avoided each other completely... Every time, simply another day She cried to me one night. ~Please help, I don't know what to do~ I wrapped my arms around her body. ~It is okay now, I'm here with you~ She told me about her boyfriend, He cheated, and hurt her bad... I told her not to worry... But in the inside I was getting mad. I held back my anger... And I comforted her instead. Playing with her hair, She lay still on my bed. I leaned over to kiss her cheek, She smiled and turned to me. ~Thank you for being there... I Have finally learned to see~ With that she drifted off, I left her quietly sleeping. ~How could anyone want to hurt her? ~ I ran through thoughts, my heart leaping. I met up with her boyfriend, Swung out of pure love and rage. A knife stabbed through my stomac

Wolverine
Wolverine's Wisdom Includes: Last phantom of the wilderness Hyena of the North Master of the Forest Trickster hero Magical link between the material and the spirit worlds Revenge Craftiness Understands how to satisfy appetites Ability to travel in very cold places Understanding aggression Protection against attackers Multilevel protection Standing your ground Fierceness Elusiveness Gluttonry Cleverness Strength Non-retreat Effective attack Endurance Courage

Liar
You say you want to be with me, You say you truly care, But when I'm face to face with you, It's like I'm not even there. I've tried my best to make you happy And please you in every way, But if you don't want to be with me -- There's nothing more I can do or say. I waste my tears on you every night, And pray that tomorrow everything will be all right. But things never do. They always stay the same, So I need to realize, You will never change

Seven Philosophies For A Native American Man
Seven Philosophies For a Native American Man First Philosophy - TO THE WOMEN The cycle of life for the woman is the baby, girl, woman, and grandmother. These are the four directions of life. She has been given by natural laws the ability to reproduce life. The most sacred of all things in life. Therefore, all men should treat her with dignity and respect. Never was it our way to harm her mentally or physically. Indian men were never abusers. We always treated our women with respect and understanding. So, from now on, I will treat women in a sacred manner. The Creator gave women the responsibility for bringing new life into the world. Life is sacred, so I will look upon women in a sacred manner. In our traditional ways, the woman is the foundation of the family. I will work with her to create a home atmosphere of respect, security and harmony. I will refrain from any form of emotional or physical abuse. If I have these feelings, I will talk to the Creator

My Hijab
HIJAB What do you see when you look at me Do you see someone limited, or someone free All some people can do is just look and stare Simply because they can't see my hair Others think I am controlled and uneducated They think that I am limited and un-liberated They are so thankful that they are not me Because they would like to remain 'free' Well free isn't exactly the word I would've used Describing women who are cheated on and abused They think that I do not have opinions or voice They think that being hooded isn't my choice They think that the hood makes me look caged That my husband or dad are totally outraged All they can do is look at me in fear And in my eye there is a tear Not because I have been stared at or made fun of But because people are ignoring the one up above On the day of judgment they will be the fools Because they were too ashamed to play by their own rules Maybe the guys won't think I am a cutie But at least I am filled with more

What A Bunch Of Haters!
Ok so recently in the Mumms there was a mumm about California's Proposition # 8. And there were several comments bashing gays. making critical statements and being Judgemental. So heres what I have to say about that. 1)There is NOTHING wrong with being Gay! 2)Gay People deserve to have the same rights as anyone else. 3)Every child should know there is nothing wrong with being gay. Telling your child(ren) that being Gay is wrong is just helping make one more racist S.O.B. And the world definatly doesn't need any more of those. 4)What says Gay's can't bring Children into the world? Hello thats what Sperm Banks and Surrogate Mothers are for. Hello not to mention ADOPTION!!! Yes adoption the best way to have a child because someone else out there decided Hell lets have a kid or heaven forbid Got raped (not being rude just honest) and didn't want or couldn't care for a child. So theres a million children in foster care that need a home with loving parents. 5)You c

Ugh
Ugh, didn't think work ever end today. I didn't talk much to anyone today. A couple workers asked if I was alright, yeah..I just didn't feel like talking. Had my mind on a bunch of other stuff and I didn't feel like joining in their conversations about the "hot" chicks at work that they all drool over about. I hate it when I'm working with a bunch of people and they're going on about this girl, or that girl or what's so hot about this chick...and I'm just sitting there feeling like a ugly duckling. I didn't get home until a hour after I got off work. I had some errands to do. I realized that I forgot my coffee mug at work so I had to go back and get that before someone would steal it, if they would of. I got this nice stainless steel coffee mug for perfect attendance this quarter. Every quarter, we get some type of nice gift if you have perfect attendance that quarter. If you have perfect attendance for a year, they give you like a gift card of 100 bucks or whatever...and dep

Because
Because I'm leaveing today, Please don't beg me to stay. I'm doing it Because I care. You called me last night, I didn't answer to prevent a fight. I'm doing this Because I care. I heard that song on my way to work, What went wrong? We made eachother hurt. So I tell myself I'm doing this, Because I care. I saw you today not sure if you saw me. It brought back all the memories of we. As a tear runs downs my face, I ask myself Why I did this? Oh Yea, I did it Because, I Love You! It's better to be friends than nothing at all. Erica Lyne Corn Copyright ©2008 Erica Lyne Corn

Tell The Truth
Once upon a time, a traveler was walking through a city called Orlando. This was an odd city, because everyone who lived there either always told the truth or always told a lie. The traveler walked along a met a person, Mr. Bentley. The traveler asked Mr. Bentley: "Are you a liar or a truth teller?" Mr. Bentley mumbled his answer so quietly that the traveler couldn't hear it. So he had to ask Mr. Sullivan, who was standing nearby, "What did Mr. Bentley say?" Mr. Sullivan replied, "Mr. Bentley said that he was a liar." ~Using these facts, can the traveler tell if Mr. Sullivan is a liar or a truth teller?~

Disco Deceit
"I could have been killed, Captain Black!" cried Sam Dancer, greatly upset. "My partner left early tonight, and I was closing the disco all alone. Suddenly, this guy came in with a gun! He took our money and then he too a shot at me! Luckily, the bullet just scraped past my arm." Sam showed Captain Black the bandaged flesh wound. "This is where the robbery took place?" the Captain asked. "Yes, Nothing's been touched. I've seen enough detective movies to know that you'd look for clues." Black stood in the middle of the mirrored walls of the dance floor. Each smooth glass surface perfectly reflected the scene of the crime. Then Black turned to Sam. "You left one clue too many, Sam. Or, rather, you didn't leave it. You're lying." ~Why doesn't the Captain believe Sam's story?~

Black's Clever Escape
Captain Black has been captured by the evil Denny's Servers, led by the dreaded Lord Bobbie. When Black is led before the Server Council, Lord Bobbie offers him a deal. "I'll show you that I'm really not a bad guy," says Bobbie. "I'll give you a sporting chance to escape." He shows Black a box. "Inside, there are two folded pieces of paper. One says 'You Live.' The other says 'You Die.' Pick one of them. You have a 50-50 chance of getting away." Luckily for Captain Black, pirate ears are stronger then Denny's Server ones, for he overhears this whispering going on between Bobie and one of his servers: SERVER: "Gee, boss, are you really going to let him go?" BOBBIE: "Of course not, fool. Both papers are marked, 'You Die!' " ~How does Captain Black escape from the fiendish plot?~

Listen Carefully
The pounding noise of the construction work nearly drowned out Mr. Eaton's words. "Captain, no one but Charlie and myself knew that the payroll would be in this shed. He was counting the money when someone came in, knocked him out, and stole it." Eaton had a paerfect alibi. At the time of the robbery he'd been up on the fortieth floor of the unfinished building, with several witnesses. And Charlie wasn't a suspect -- he was now in the hospital with a cracked skull. "Think back," shouted Black. "Could anyone have heard you talking about the payroll?" "I told Charlie just outside this shed. No one was nearby. There were three workers standing thirty yards away, but they couldn't have heard us above this noise." "Give me their names and bring them over here." The first workman came to the shed. "Mr. Krupp?" said Black. "What?" shouted Krupp. The second workman arrived. "Mr. Skoda?" said Black. "Eh?" shouted Skoda. The third workman came. "Mr. Stenn?" said Black.

A Mystery Uncovered
"Captain Black!" exclaimed Agatha Tindale. "I called you as soon as I heard the gun go off! I think my husband has killed himself!" Captain Black opened the bedroom door and saw Mr. Tindale lying dead under the covers. A pistol lay by the side of the bed. "You haven't entered this room since you heard the shot?" Black asked. "No, I was too frightened," Agatha answered. "We were all alone in the house when this happened." Captain Black pulled the covers off the body. Mr. Tindale was dressed in pajamas. His hands were by his sides. "A pity," said Captain Black, "for such a fine man to die." "Yes," agreed the weeping wife. "And a pity that I must arrest you for his murder!" ~How did Captain Black know that Agatha had killed her husband?~

Silence Please
The dried leaves made crackling sounds under Captain Black's feet as he walked around the yard outside the Mumberson mansion. Finally, he came to an open door. Several police officers were standing there, talking to a young man who held an icebag to his head. "Captain, I'm Mark McLain," the young man said. "I was hired to guard the mansion while the family was away." He looked very upset. "Guess I didn't do such a good job." "Tell me what happened," said the Captain. "I just stepped out into the yard for a moment," said McLain. "The burglar must have crept up on me and knocked me out. Then he took all the valuables in the house. What a bad break for me!" "Almost as bad as that story you told. Arrest him, men! He's lying!" ~Why did the Captain suspect McLain's story?~

Stormy Clues
"When I heard the shot in the woodshed, I dropped my book and ran right out. It was Ellen. She'd shot herself. I feel awful. I never took her suicide threats seriously," say Roy Wimmer. Captain Black opened the closet door and put his raincoat next to Roy's soaking wet one. Then he put his mud-stained shoes next to Roy's equally stained ones. "Of course, I immediately ran back to the house and called you," Ray said. "Ive been waiting for you here ever since." "That was pretty good, Roy," said the Captain, "except for one mistake. I'm afraid I must arrest you for shooting your wife." ~How could Captain Black say this?~

The Mystery Is A Breeze
"What an effort!" said Leonard Conroy. "Poor Marty must have done it with his last bit of strength." "Done what?" askde Captain Black. "Tried to get help. As I said, I was driving past the country club. You know, the night was still and hot, I thought I'd cool off in the car. Then I saw the flag. It was flying upside down. THat's the international distress signal, so I stopped. And there was old Marty lying by the flagpole. I called for you first thing." Captain Black examined the body. Marty had been shot once, through the heart. Black stood up. The air was still and hot as he wiped the sweat from his face. It was hot alright -- and there hadn't been a hint of a breeze for three days. "I just don't understand it," said Conroy, shaking his head. Black cut him off. "What I don't understand is why you're lying. You had better tell me the truth about this right now!" ~How did Captain Black know that Conroy was lying?~

Who's The Turkey
"Imagine the nerve of that thief!" said Ralph Jameson. "While we were cleaning up after Thanksgiving dinner, he crept into our bedroom and stole all our antique silver! When we came into the room, the window was open and the silver was gone!" Captain Black leaned out the window to look at the rooftop next door "Most unpleasant, to have this happen on a holiday," the Captain said. "Was the collection valuable?" "Yes, but that's not important," said the weeping Sally Jameson. "I'm worried about our safety. We've been afraid to go out since we discovered this. We just called the police and locked our door." "Maybe we should have a cup of coffee," suggested Black. The three went to the apartment's very clean, very neat kitchen. The Captain threw his chewing gum into an empty garbage can and quietly sipped his coffee. "Tell me, Mr. Jamesone, have you left your apartment today for any reason at all? Even for a brief moment?" "No, we were here all day before dinner, and a

Hey Everyone!!
I am doing nothing with my Friday night so I might as well meet some sexy people on here and have some fun!! So dont be shy and comment me and say whats up! I am new to this so give me a minnute and I will respond!! And buy me a drink damn it!! Ha ha ha!! Love your girl

My Blogs
Even though they are marketed towards the multimedia masses, my many monotonous manuscripts are mainly manufactured for my own merriment. I make them to mark major measures of modifications my mind has monopolized as a multiplication of my maturity. Albeit very magniloquent, they mimic in monograph the mentality of being me. They are manipulated to minister missive monition to a mentalistic mindset, mainly to any medium of this material. In the midst of moderation, I mindfully mediate my manuals as not to miff my mates with my miserable mumbo-jumbo... ... but to mightly manifest, they are for me and my memories. I only mention this to meet those who may feel morose with my mellifluent monuments. Word to yo momma.

You Make Me Feel
You Make me Feel At times when I am sad you make me feel like everything is going to be ok. And when I am Lonely you make the cold go away.. When I am angry you put a smile on my face... And when I am happy it's because you looked my way.... Our time together has been a Roller Coaster ride, But I would have never gotten on if you had't been by my side..... You make me feel like the world is my Playground and everything in it a toy. You make me feel like a Little Girl with my first crush on a little boy.. You make the Sun rise and set in my life and I thank God everyday day that you made me... YOUR WIFE! Copyright ©2008 Erica Corn

Do You Believe In...
Helping this wonderful friend making it to GODMOMMA? Honeypots/Regiment Bombers Manager/@ fubar Well I do and I am over there rating everything she has and would love it if yall could stop by and help...this is her very first auto 11!!! She has worked her ass off to get to her level and has helped so many others I feel its time to give back :) So.... Will you go rate her and gather some points for yourself to ?

Up For Auction
Poison Lies Is going to be auctioned off. She is sweetheart for life, and would be a choice person to owne on Fubar!!! Please read the the icon below to see what she's offering then click on the link below and BID AWAY!!!! READ THEN CLICK BELOW ----------------------- (repost of original by '"Heart of Fire's FU-ANGEL'S & Lost Boyz Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S' on '2008-10-24 21:47:54')

Destiny
DESTINY'S AWAKENED TIME IS FORSAKEN BALANCED TO HOLD IDENTITIES HAVE FORTOLD SEEKING WISDOM IN THIS LIFE A PAST UPON HIM EMOTIONS STRIFE SAMPLING WILL ,STRENGTH ALIKE TO HIMSELF , ALLIANCE WILL STRIKE GRAVED BY SILENCE IN THE MIND LIFE, AGAIN ..NOW WILL BIND VIBRANTLY ROBBING HIS SOUL A TINY GESTURE DEEMED..CONTROL EVER BOUND SO STRONG SO TRUE IN HIS FACE ,KARMA, NOW DUE SECRETS FORTH SEEN SO CLEAR IN HIS EYES DESTINY IS NEAR © Angel

Friends
It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. For you see everyone hears you, friends hear what you say, and best friends only hear what you don't say. Because a friend is forever and a freindship is a lifetime. So don't ever forget that. I guess what I am trying to say is that a girlfriend is not only your confidant but also your best friend and deserves all the respect and dedication that you would give your best friend. I don't know why I'm even being nice enough to tell you that poem and wast the ink in my pen and printer. I guess what I am trying to say to you is don't play your girls around like that and be all like you are.

Abandoned
Abandoned the need for love, a need that was exploited and twisted and turned to something foul the tourtured last moment of life that should have been the ending but was the beginning of the diakka. *Authors note: Diakka = evil spirit/a spirit in general mostly evil though (gypsy language)

If
If I say “I love you” Will it be returned Or will I be rejected Gasping as the pain burns If I tell you that you’re free Will you smile and stay Or will you happily leave my side Turn and run away Can I tell people that your mine Or is this just a game What if your just having fun What if you don’t feel the same I used to dream of fairytales And now it’s all of you Because life isn’t a fairytale And I don’t know what to do What if I’m not good enough What if we lose this spark What if you stop loving me What if I fall into the dark If I don’t give up on us Will you stay with me Or will you walk away Turn your back on me Do I hang onto this fairytale I wish I could ask you But I can’t so I’ll hold on And hope we see it through If I hold on, will you hold on too

Stab In The Back
i've been wondering... how does someone take 8 years of a friendship, and dump a massive pile of garbage on it? how does someone, completely discredit any sort of responsibility or obligation to those they say they care about? my best friend, of 8 years, that would put me at 14 for all you noobs, has committed the final travesty in a history of selfish actions. i won't go into specific detail, but lets just say, she made a mess, and left it on my doorstep. how does someone do that? and to the tune of $700???! not to mention the cash she owned me from many other bail outs..... its alot.... and yes, that previous money, was little by little, that added up, and i NEVER demanded it back. i asked her to pay it, when she could. and if i needed cash, i told her that, and she gave it, with a bit of reluctance... shes always been a selfish person, but at least at some point, she had drive, and self motivation, she could actually hold a job... how does someone get into the mindset t

A Friend's Love
Tears of pain and lust Stain the color of his eyes A choked reply I don't want to hurt you To the question unasked Burden my heart? We both have other Great loves Friends we will always be A shared night of intimate torture Colors burst forth Green and yellow merge The want of another In future days to come And strengthen our bond This outflow of essense The bite of your teeth The lick of your tongue The taste of life Is a friend's love. 5/4/2004

Haha
There was a cucumber, a pickle, and a penis sitting around talking about how their lives sucked. The cucumber "Man, my life sucks. When I get big, fat, and juicy, they cut me up and stick me on a salad." The pickle looks at him and says, "You think you have it bad? When I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick me in vinegar, put spices on me, and stick me in a jar." The penis looks at him and says, "You think you have it rough? When I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick a rubber strap on my head, stick me in a dark room, and bang my head against the wall until I throw up and pass out!

The Painful Truth
My blood is my sadness and so I am filled, your breath is my pain and so I am consumed. Did you ever think that maybe I can't be who you need? God knows you can't be for me. But please don't take that wrong, for your words I suspect, create the boundaries of my world. How I hate when I lose, and I lose even when I win. And maybe you just don't care, and maybe I should just shut up. But should you ever decide to leave, finding my inconsistencies maddening, you must leave knowing this: I'm the best contradiction you'll ever meet.

Hot Day
Pent up frustrations What is a girl to do There is no man around to seduce Oh well, there is self gratification That just won't do I want a mouth on mine Deep passionate kisses Feel hands roaming See clothes flying I watn to feel a mouth on my warm and wet places I want to cum I want penetration A good hard stiff one deep inside me This frustration is driving me nuts I gotta find someone Breathe deep, pace Waiting....something I am not good at It's time to head out Let's just hope there is no drought I can't handle another hot day and no man to do! 5/6/04

If One Day
If one day, I have forgotten about you Will you stay by my side Telling me stories of our journey together If one day, I can't remember your face Will you stay by my side Let me feel your face The warmth of its skin If one day, I am gone, Will you come to my grave Tell me that you are okay And, its alright for me to leave first If one day, When my time here Has ended Know that I've always love you And, I always have

Is Every Memory Worth Keeping
"Is Every Memory Worth Keeping?" By Rob Stein Oct. 24, 2008 (Courtesy of Washingtonpost.com) Kathleen Logue was waiting at a traffic light when two men smashed her car's side window, pointed a gun at her head and ordered her to drive. For hours, Logue fought off her attackers' attempts to rape her, and finally she escaped. But for years afterward, she was tormented by memories of that terrifying day. So years later, after a speeding bicycle messenger knocked the Boston paralegal onto the pavement in front of oncoming traffic, Logue jumped at a chance to try something that might prevent her from being haunted by her latest ordeal. "I didn't want to suffer years and years of cold sweats and nightmares and not being able to function again," Logue said. "I was prone to it because I had suffered post-traumatic stress from being carjacked. I didn't want to go through that again." Logue volunteered for an experiment designed to test whether taking a pill immediately after a

"what She Doesn't Know (prt 5 Of Once Upon A Time)
What she doesn't know Is that his heart breaks when she isn't near What she doesn't know Is he would give his last breathe to calm her fears What she doesn't know He is happy just knowing her What she doesn't know Is he will remember her forever What she doesn't know Is all the things he can't seem to tell her

Stupidity
ok... this is a Blog.. not a mumm, these are my thoughts, not an opinion poll. Now that, that, is said: Why are people so friggin stupid? Specifically why do people have to have drama in their lives? Self generated drama? I have been out of the dating scene for well over 12 years, and before that I was too caught up in my life as a soldier to seriously date any one... ok there was one, you caught me. But now, I am starting to pay more attention to what people I know are saying about their Girlfriends/Boyfriends and it seems that there is just too much self generated Drama. Why aren't people just up front and honest with each other from the beginning? "hey I like you, lets spend time together, but I'm not interested in being in a monogamous relationship." that seems to me like a pretty straight forward understanding of what the person wants... namely a friend with benefits package. On a daily basis I hear about "oh this girl!!!" or "he is driving me batty!" yep she actually said t

Are They Nuts?
THEY MUST BE IF THEY WANNA OWN ME :P MEET MY NEW CO OWNERS TWO OF THE MOST AWESOME PEOPLE YOU CAN MEET ON THE FU THEY ARE ALWAYS OFFERING HELP TO OTHERS AND TRULY KNOW WHAT BEING A FRIEND IS ALL ABOUT GO GIVE THEM THE LOVE THEY ARE ALWAYS GIVING TO OTHERS AND TELL THEM SCARLETT SENT YA ~GARY~SHADOWLEVELER~SPANKERS~OWNED BY BOOBOO & SCARLETT~BOOBOO'S FOREVER~@ fubar ♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By DJ Kidd Rock. Sarcastk1, Garys Forever..@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THIS BULLY BROUGHT TO YOU WITH MUCH LOVE BY Scarlett{Shadow Leveler}{Yeahmon's Angels}~Proudly owned by Anna,Gary&BooBoo~BFF&loved by Jon Jon@ fubar

Halloween
Halloween is supposed to be about fun and kids gettin wired up on tons of candy. I know the original purpose was to celebrate satan and his minions but it seems that we have just given him too much free reign and power over this earth. Its not safe to take your kids out to trick or treating nemore bc some sicko could be puttin nething from lsd to meth in their candy. Its too dangerous to take them to any kind of carnivals or parties bc either somebody could snatch them out from under your noses or somebody could put alcohol in the punch. You cant watch decent television with them bc hollywood seems to think that movies like Halloween or friday the 13th or nething with freddie kougar is great tv. The new scary movies are even worse-- all serial killers and psycho paths runnin around killing half naked college girls. Come on people even the cotumes are gettin gory whatever happened to making things simple and innocent and keepin our kids away from the things that could harm them i dont e

Nos Galan Gaeaf (halloween/all Hallow's Eve)
In Wales, this night is called Nos Galan Gaeaf (the beginning of the new year), the night when spirits walk abroad. On stiles, or entrances to footpaths, ghosts of dead persons are said to appear at midnight. In some parts of Wales, the ghost was often the Ladi Wen (white lady), but in the north, it was usually the more frightening Hwch Ddu Gwta (tail-less black sow) that appeared. Before dawn, huge bonfires were lit on the hillsides, often two or three within sight of each other. It was a great honor to have your bonfire burn longest and great pains were taken to keep them alight. While apples and potatoes were thrown into the fires for roasting, the watchers would dance around or leap through the flames for good luck. Stones were thrown into the fire; then, when the flames died down, everyone would run for home to escape the clutches of the Hwch Ddu Gwta. The next morning, at daybreak, searchers would try to find their stones. Those who succeeded would be guaranteed good luck for the

Sobriety Blog Lol...god Im A Loser Lol
Ive found in my choices and in my experience...that there is no choice for me. Its never as easy as black and grey. Its just a decision i guess. And im not talking about drugs. I'm not sober now...not really using that much either, which is odd. Ive found (for me) thats the emphasis on that part of my life isnt important for some reason. I can tell u that I was never as happy in my life as when i was sober (GOD), but i wasnt very happy either. Not all that happy now. I dont know what makes me happy. I do know that theres never 2 solutions to any problem. Theres just a decision. And in that decision is a point of view. A delusion of self happiness for me either road i take. I think that tried to stay sober in the past for others...parents, women, men...anyone other then me. Situations made me get sober...not decisions. I think thats the way with everyone...cant say for sure but its my story. I will always know theres that option to stay sober and (happy). That term I use sparingly becau

My Sister Got Hurt
my sister and her boyfriend were driving home from a halloween party on October 24th and because of the rainy conditions when they went to break at a stoplight the car slid off the road into a fire hydrant the car was totalled and my sister and her boyfriend were bruised up but alive so I'm going to be helping her the next few days. just wanted to let everyone know.

Big Things Happening Today
Hey there, In case I haven't pestered you yet, I'm using my Auto 11 tonight. 6pm Fubar time :) Trying to finally make it to godfather an beyond... Also, in case you haven't heard, I'm in my 1st auction. ♫☆♥rkkennedy84♥☆♫ Fall Auction Please rate the photo at least if you can't bid :)

Top 10
10. guaranteed to get an least a little something in the sack. 9. if you get tired, wait 10 minutes and go at it again. 8. the uglier you look, the easier it is to get some. 7. you don't have to compliment the person who gave you candy. 6. it's ok when the person you're with fantasizes you're someone else. becuase you are someone else. 5. 40 years from now, you'll still enjoy candy. 4. if you don't get what you want you can always go next door. 3. doesn't matter if kids hear you moaning and groaning. 2. no guilt the next morning. 1. you can "do " the whole neighborhood.

1st Blow Job
A guy has been asking the prettiest girl in town for a date and finally she agrees to go out with him. He takes her to a nice restaurant and buys her a fancy dinner with expensive wine. On the way home, he pulls over to the side of the road in a secluded spot. They start necking and he's getting pretty excited. He starts to reach under her skirt and she stops him, saying she's a virgin and wants to stay that way. "Well, okay," he says, "how about a blow job?" "Yuck!" she screams. "I'm not putting that thing in my mouth!" He says, "Well, then, how about a hand job?" "I've never done that," she says. "What do I have to do?" "Well," he answers, "remember when you were a kid and you used to shake up a Coke bottle and spray your brother with it?" She nods. "Well, it's just like that." So, he pulls it out and she grabs hold of it and starts shaking it. A few seconds later, his head flops back on the headrest, his eyes close, snot starts to run out of his nose, wax blows out of hi

Palin's Religious Views
In an interview this week with the Christian Broadcasting Network, Palin was asked to “clear up exactly what you believe in” about her religious faith, including her involvement with Pentecostalism. Palin responded by speaking generally, but extensively, about how she counts on God for strength, guidance and wisdom. “My faith has always been pretty personal,” she said. She did not talk more specifically about her church affiliation or her beliefs, but I will. I have two videos of her in my stash at her Pentecostal church. The first shows a visiting preacher from Kenya praying fervently over Palin asking God to favor her campaign for governor and protect her from “every form of witchcraft.” The second one shows Palin at an event in June praising the African preacher’s prayer as “awesome” and “very, very powerful.” She is also seen nodding as her former pastor from Wasilla prays over her and declares that Alaska is “one of the refuge states in the Last Days,” a piece of prophecy p

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Your eyes have darkened my love to the cold dark place that makes you low I will protect your heart my love until the warm kind rays of sunshine reclaim your saddened soul You spirits need nestling my love come lay by my side I will protect your mind my love until I am assured you will be ok Your arms seem lost and limp let me drape you with my own I will protect your body my love My embrace will be your home

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I feel that I’m out of place. I hang my head in disgrace. When the time in light of day, Fell in fear and walked away. I ask and cry in desperation, What can cure this laceration? I’m bleeding and I’m fainting low, The world revolves so slow. What am I to do? When there’s nothing left to do? I’ve tried to stay true, tried to help you, but you just laughed and left. Check my pulse I’m feeling weak, Soon I will no longer speak. Check my fast failing heartbeat, Every beat will not repeat. What am I to do? When there’s nothing left to do? I always knew there’s nothing new, That when I’m done I know I’m through.

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when i was small, winter would come, draw his patterns on my window and invite me out to play, to skip through ferns, flowers and faces drawn in white on window's pane. i am too old to play now, though I still recognise winter’s patterns. one day, he will come and spirit me away.

The Morning After
The sun had just started to peek over the horizon, casting a soft yellow hue in the room Waking up in your arms was a dream come true. I turn my head and look at you, sleeping so soundly. Feeling your arms around I feel so secure, and feeling that I never want this to end. Having you here with me just feels so right, Slowly you start to stir, as my finger, gently trace designs over your thigh. You moan and flip over onto your back, “ Hmmm “ I wonder “is he sleeping or is he faking it?” But I smile and enjoy the feeling of your body against mine. Last night was a night that I will remember for a lifetime, I look around the room and see our clothes scattered here and there, showing the signs of the passion that was between us. I slip out of the bed put back on the negligee that you removed the night before. Go into the bathroom to brush my teeth and freshen up a bit. . I jump in to grab a quick shower, enjoying the feeling of the hot water as it sprays over my body, s

Who Am I??
Who Am I? Who am I? In this vast world Of bleakness? A faceless person In the crowd. In this void That we call life All directions we take We end up in the same place We know not where We are to go Or what to do We all live in This giant facade Not knowing Who we can trust There is no one Out there We must rely Upon ourselves I depend upon No one but myself You cannot help me If I can not help myself Lord, I need the strength The strength to carry on Live one more day In hopes of a better Tomorrow Tomorrow if I see A brighter day I may still have The strength to Live my life Yet once again. Shel

Stupid Fake Ass People
WTF-- ok so to all you stupid ass people men and women-- that want to create FAKE ass pages to go spy on others that block you-- GROW UP AND GET A LIFE!! That is so very sad and childish. IF someone blocks you must be because they dont like you for somereason--as adults we should understand that NOT everyone is going to like us-- just facts of life!! Stop taking FUBAR so seriously and back the hell up from the computer!! DAMN!!!

Little Guy
little guy is sitting at the bar just staring at his drink for half an hour when this big trouble-making biker steps next to him, grabs his drink, gulps it down in one swig and then turns to the guy with a menacing stare as if to say, 'What'cha gonna do about it?' The poor little guy starts crying. 'Come on man I was just giving you a hard time,' the biker says. 'I didn't think you'd CRY.' 'I can't stand to see a man crying. “This is the worst day of my life,” says the little guy between sobs. “I can't do anything right.” “I overslept and was late to an important meeting, so my boss fired me. ” When I went to the parking lot, I found my car was stolen and I don't have any insurance. I left my wallet in the cab I took home. I found my wife in bed with the gardener and my dog bit me. So I came to this bar trying to work up the courage to put an end to my life, and then you show up and drink the damn poison.

Go Check Out My Bestest Friend!
Go show this wonderful woman lots of fubar lovins! She is sooooooooo close to making disciple!!! Oh yeah .... ... .. . She has auto 11's on! Lucie in the Sky@ fubar dancing queen - abba (repost of original by 'BrattyBytch{{Thunder & Lightning Levelers ~ Team Captain}}' on '2008-10-25 13:04:43')

Will You Get
I have decided to get some Blings and Auto 11's ... don't know exactly when but when i do i have decided that to make sure people are worth them they have to work for them... certain people names not mentioned will get some cause they are special to me already but for the others u will have to work at it to get... only fair in this fubar game... please enjoy and let the games begin :)

Poetry
The Reflection... The woman I see Staring back at me Doesn't seem to know me anymore You'd of thought by now she'd know me better than ever before The shadows of the memories hidden behind her eyes Can only be seen by the reflection that can tell no lies She can see every love that comes and goes Every day with its highs and lows. So how can she not know it's me staring back She should know me even though the reflection is slightly cracked She should know the curve of my imperfect smile And the fact that I lack any real style She should have known that once upon a time I believed in me That my heart was open and free. Why can't she recognize the reflection gazing at her with longing and desire Can't she see that I am so hoping she will remember there use to be passion and fire That forever burned deep and constant; sometimes smoldering, other times enflamed And her heart resisted all futile attempts of ever being tamed Why can't the woman before me se

Simple Friend / Real Friend
The following is a comment left on my page by my sweet friend Kitten.....Thank you!! I loved it so much I had to blog it, it is so true..... :D ,,,,,Hello my Dear Friend! A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot! A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend's shoulder is soggy from your tears... A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders

A Letter !
I am not Jamie Spears. I am not a millionaire fake celeb. I am not Bristol Palin. Do you think either of these girls will walk into their local welfare office and wait hours, just for that extra $100 a month in foodstamps? Will they ever spend week after week on the phone with operators hired by a privatized Medicaid system, trying to find a doctor who will actually see their asthmatic child? Will they spend years fighting the Attorney General's office for child support, waiting a year just to get to court? Will they ever try to pay for their generic can of beans with WIC coupons and be treated like a leper? Have someone roll their eyes as they buy food with food stamps after they just got off an eight-hour shift standing on thier feet, cutting nasty hair? Have you ever heard your child scream for you as you left for work--the seventh day in a row? Have you ever had someone look at you like you were a piece of shit simply because you had a child as a teenager, stuck around, raised t

Good People
I was wondering, why always the good people, who go out of their way to help, getting a kick in the ass. you help out a person you care about, and before you know it that person is attacking you!!! whats wrong with this shit? im tired of people who taking life for granted, and just looking out for them selfs.

Friends....please Read........
My sister had Heart surgery 3 weeks ago, and obviously having a hard time right now, getting around is difficult etc. but she is a trooper. Now she is suffering from complications, and is bed ridden and will be for an unknown amount of time. I'm so worried for her. She and I are all that is left from the family that we were born into.....everyone else has gone to Heaven...... So, needless to say computer time isn't a high priority right now.....I have checked my messages, but I'm not really up to rating profiles, photos or leaving comments right now, as I'm sure you understand. I knew at some point that I would have to let someone know why I've been gone so much. Please don't worry about me....I'm ok.........I'll be back when I can Hugs to you xoxoxo

It's Wedding Bells For Tom And Gisele
(Newser) – Tom Brady and Gisele Bündchen are planning to tie the knot, the New York Post reports. Sources say the New England Patriots quarterback and Brazilian supermodel were recently spotted at Tavern on the Green, where Brady spoke at length with Joe Namath—the spot is rumored to be the couple's pick for wedding reception venue.

Jealousy ?
FUBAR: 'home.php' rendered in 0.12 seconds on machine '183'. My Server: "profile.html" rendered in: 0.018773 Seconds on machine: Onyx Just because my code is better doesn't mean you had to delete my blogs. Communists....

Where Were You
Where were you when I was born? At home drinking your old friend! Where were you when I fell of my bike? Sitting with you bottle! Where were you when I saw a monster under my bed? Downing the beer! Where were you when I had my first crush? Once again you were drinking your heart out! Where were you when I needed you in my life? You were drinking yours away!!!

3 Whiskeys :)
A man walked into a bar, sat down, ordered 3 shots of whiskey, drank them, then left. This continued daily for several weeks. Curious, the bartender asked him one day, "Why do you always order three shots Whiskey?" The man answered, "Because my two brothers and I always used to have one shot each, and since they've both passed on, I've continued to order the three shots in their honor." The bartender thought that this was a very noble thing to do, and welcomed the man every time he visited the bar. Two weeks later, the man walked into the bar for his daily visit and ordered two shots of whiskey. Surprised, the bartender asked him why he only ordered two when had had always been ordering three. The man answered, "Oh, I've decided to stop drinking."

How To Clean Your Mouse
How to Clean Your Mouse This memo is from an unnamed computer company. It went to all field engineers about a computer peripheral problem. The author of this memo was quite serious. The engineers rolled on the floor. Mouse balls are now available as FRU (Field Replacement Unit). Therefore, if a mouse fails to operate or should it perform erratically, it may need a ball replacement. Because of the delicate nature of this procedure, replacement of mouse balls should only be attempted by properly trained personnel. Before proceeding, determine the type of mouse balls by examining the underside of the mouse. Domestic balls will be larger and harder than foreign balls. Ball removal procedures differ depending upon the manufacturer of the mouse. Foreign balls can be replaced using the pop-off method. Domestic balls are replaced by using the twist-off method. Mouse balls are not usually static sensitive. However, excess

Stop Askin If Maybe U Read Ma Page U Would Know Urgh
Stop askin ok u cant have ma yahoo id if i want u to have it i'll give it to u i wont give u ma numba if i wanted to call u u would have it i will not cam wit i will not take nsfw 4 u stop bein a babi cuz u cant see sum ma picz or i wont take ma clothes off if u dont lyke me den stay tha fuk off ma page Im not single,im married so yea piss me off n get blocked

What The Hell Are You Thinking??
Okay, so going through here and rating people I have noticed several things. First, there is a whole hell of a lot of near nakedness. Far be it from me to decide what you put in your profile, but I really don't want to see a picture of a chick bent over with nothing but a thong on and her a$$hole peeking through. Not sexy...not at all. Do women feel the need to show everything they have in order to get blasts, blings, and other stuff?? Come on, get some dignity and at least put that kinds stuff in a private folder that only your friends can view!!!! I personally love women...I am bisexual..but, I do NOT want to see a 400lb women (OR MAN) in next to nothing!!! If you are looking to meet the "love of your life", then you need to be on a dating site!!! Not to mention most guys just look at you as a slut or easy since you are so willing to show it off to a million people online!!! Put away your dirty pics and save them for those who REALLY want to see it...not us paserbyes that are

Thanks You So Much Jake And Jamie
Hey Everyone...... It is a Very special friend of our's Birthday today!! Meet TINA aka DarkAngel!! This is a very Wonderful woman and an amazing friend!! She is always there when you need a good true friend!! She is one of the few people lately that know what a real friendship is all about!! So go rate, fan and add her if you haven't already!! You will be so glad you did!! While your there, spank her hard. It is her Birthday!! She needs to be spanked!!! And leave her lotsa Birthday love too!! So....Tina, We hope you have a wonderful Birthday cuz you totally deserve it!!! We love ya Girl!!! Always!!! Jake & Jamie (repost of original by 'JΛmîξ £¥Ñn R/L Fiance' of Jãkξ Owned By Rickster Owner of Rock N Roll Chick' on '2008-10-25 20:06:40')

Coming To The New Year With My Sweetheart!
Well everyone as of January 1,2009 my VIP runs out and I am going to be off here for sometime after that I am going to see my sweet heart coming to the new year. If you want to keep in touch with me off this site let me know I do have other webpages if you care to be add just let me know. I have Myspace,MyYearBook,Tagged, and maybe I am thinking of doing Hi5. But if you want to keep in touch more so then not I have Skype messenger also to talk on a faster base. By the way if you want my 11's let me know if you want you can bid on them I will turn them over to you if it is during a Happy Hour its a little more. Talk to you all soon. ALi's Pure Angel Forever xoxo

Ok...these Are My Answers, What Are Yours?
Your last kiss,what does it remind you of? why i am single Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours? someone who like jerry lewis movies The last compliment you received? "you are beautiful"...lol What was the first thing you did this morning? pee'd Who was the last person to call you? the dr. How's your heart been lately? on my sleeve Why aren't you in bed? i am taking this survey...and cant sleep Last person you went out to dinner with? shawn, my neighbor Are there always other fish in the sea? duh! Did you ever see the movie Pearl Harbor? yup...daddy was there too! What size bed do you have? twin Do you ever buy the same shirt in different colors? all the time Do you plan your outfits out the day before? huh? How many hours of sleep did you get la

I Know Blondes Arent Really Dumb But I These Jokes
1. Q: What's the difference between a blonde and a rooster? A: A Rooster says in the Morning - "Cockll-doodlle-doooooo", while a blonde shouts, "Any-cock'll-doooo." 2. Q: What is the best secretary in the world to have? A: The one that never misses a period. 3. Q: What do blondes say after sex? A: "Thanks, guys!". 4.Q: What's the difference between a blonde and The Titanic? A: They know how many men went down on The Titanic. 5. Q: What's the difference between a blonde and the Atlantic Coast? A: There's fewer crabs in the Atlantic. 6. Q: What's the difference between a blonde and the Grand Old Duke of York? A: The Duke only 'had' Ten Thousand men. 7. Q: How does a horny guy spell relief? A: B-L-O-N-D-E. 9. Q: Why was the blonde upset when she got her Driver's License? A: Because she got an F in sex. 10. Q: What do a Boeing 747 and a blonde have in common? A: Both contain a cockpit 12. Q: What's the difference between a blonde and a blow-up D

My Crush?! Who Are You!?
If only i knew who it was that had a crush on me! i would want to hold them and kiss them. make them feel as the most important person ever!! go to the beach and watch the sun set!! oh the things that i would do!! only if i knew!

Stroke Of Deus
I am the machine. My vessel is empty. My incentive, my motor, forgotten. My vision blurred, lost. I am the avatar of this serendipity. I am the empty I fear. She is the pink pill on my tongue. She is the poison swirled into my coffee. She is not the "one who lived" simply she who refuses to die. I am the blue dust of the twilight I am disentegrated, compartmentalized, sorted chaotically into the heavens. I am a cloud of peaceful adolescent confusion. Welcome, sentimental, coolly warm, and altogether an unwelcome change. A sign of another weight lifted. Another boot pulled out of my grave. Another gasp of air against the tidal wave. Free me. I am free... But what manner of liberty is this? A cage of paper. A prison made of nothing, full of nothing. No black metal bars, no blank stone walls. Nothing of love. Nothing of anger. Only faint mockeries of protests as I am dragged back to the welcome solitude of my defeat. Now I am truly alive.

Tired
IM just fuckin tired now. I need a serious lower back fusion from skatin when i was youngert and my days down shovelin coal at the lakefront. i have a inch of height my vertabrea sticks out like 2 inches farther than all the rest. it always feels like i have a screwdriver in my back and im tired. i sleep for days because wasted movement means more pain and i am losing my will to even get up anymore. i am not a quitter so i am against suicide but im losing this battle its 30 mg perks 3 times dayly and im still in some numbed sense of pain it has changed my p[ersonality i find myself nodding and affirming people conversing with me wiht out actually hearing what they are saying. because i am trapped in my pain. i dont have insurance atm and i am fucked. i have always be;lieved when one door closes another opens up but i am starting to lose face here. my attitude for life is deteriorating rapidly and I am treading water right now. just thoughts so any of my friends dont get worried keith w

So....
I'm back to the non-rating lazy A**es and this one claims to be a shadow leveler ..no suprise either...things I can't stand are liars...that is another issue. Those who just dump me in the middle of a conversation when im rating them and lastly those that take rates and dont return them!! So I know there will be sts regarding me that im a down rater ...ummm incorrect I don't do that!! No, no names were called ...but lazy, insincere and untrue to who they say they are good reasons!!! http://fubar.com/user/1566432 Lucy in the Sky 2053Rated!! No rate backs but she did kick a small bling too kind!!

2001 Corolla Alarm Remote
I'm asking for a tiny bit of assistance to those who know how to find hard to find car parts, or are extremely bored at work. I broke the outer shell to my 2001 toyota corolla car alarm remote. The alarm still works and I know how to take the remote apart. I just need the plastic, 2 button shell with a Toyota symbol underneath it. I don't need what the dealership is trying to sell me, which is the whole system. Anybody know where to look? I've tried what google brings up, but I didn't find anything. If you can help that would be wonderful. If you're a fu-nerd and find me my answer, I'll hook you up with something lol thanks =)

People
Im a pessimist and a cynic but even after all the shitty things Ive seen I try really hard to give people the benefit of the doubt. Especially 'strangers' people that I have no reason to distrust or fear to be dishonest. It is not their responsibility to pay for the faults and damages of people in my past. So is it really no wonder that its just as disappointing when they let me down as when someone I know and care about lets me down...? Oh well... fuck 'em. Its October and Im late for a Haunted House after party. ; )

Omg Im Horny And Wet For The Auto's Live Cam
HEY GUYS ITS ME MIZZ SHADY AND IM ACTIVELY HAPPY TO SEE EVERYONE.. CHAT WITH ME JUST AS YOU WOULD NORMALLY IN THE SHOUT.. THIS IS SEXY BOB HERE TO EXCITE HELLCAT.. WHERE IS SHE? RATE RATE RATE RATE HARD VERY HARD COME ON NOW GUYS I WANT TO SEE SOME HARD... GO GO GO ... ONLY 7 HOURS LEFT.... WANNA GET FUBUCKS RATE THAT ONE FOLDER CALLED RATE THIS FOLDER FOR FUBUCKS.. 1500 PIC NOW LETS NOT BE LAZY.

4 Days
Been up for days, the closer halloween gets the less I can sleep. It's rather annoying being I rarely sleep as it is. Leaveing for Atlanta Wed get to spent halloween with my older brother I have not seen him in 4 years. Alyssa is going back to bogolusa today. Jeremy and I should be there by the 1st of the year..Talked Russell into to moving there too yay

Eve 6 - Inside Out
Inside Out - Eve 6 I would swallow my pride I would choke on the rinds But the lack thereof Would leave me empty inside Swallow my doubt Turn it inside out Find nothin' but faith in nothing Wanna put my tender Heart in a blender Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion Rendevous, then I'm through with you I've burn, burn like a wicker cabinet Chalk white and oh so frail I see our time has gotten stale The tick tock of the clock is painful All sane and logical I want to tear it off the wall I hear words and clips and phrases I think sick like ginger ale My stomach turns and I exhale I would swallow my pride I would choke on the rinds But the lack thereof Would leave me empty inside I would swallow my doubt Turn it inside out Find nothin' but faith in nothing Wanna put my tender Heart in a blender Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion Rendevous, then I'm through with you So callous where my mind states But it's not my state of mind I'm n