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Number Made
You made me a number A cold nothing An object of amount not worth You made me a number Lured into the mass you have collected me Now to forget who I am So lost am I Written By: Labyrinth aka Teresa 11/8/2008

Auto 11 & 1 Mill Fubucks Contest (closed)
I could use some help from my friends! I'm in a comment bombing contest to Win an Auto 11 bling PLUS one million FuBucks which will run for 10 days beginning! 11/08/08 @ 11pm EST and ending 11/18/08 @ 11pm EST. At the end of the 10 days the entrant with the most points wins (Min of 25,000 points). Comments = 1 point each and Rates = 5 points each There will also be a second prize of 250,000 FuBucks and a 5 credit Bling...Also a prize of 100,000 FuBucks and a 3 credit Bling to the person with the most rates (minimum of 200 Rates). Everyone who enters and gets over 2500 points will receive an amount of FuBucks equal to 10 times their total points earned. Here Is The Link To My Pic! This Contest Is Brought to You by…

Please Help In My Recent Attempt At An Auto 11 And Fubucks Pleaseeeee
CMon you know i always try to help yall! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=342244&albumid=1304273&i=4200386374 Chance to Win an Auto 11 bling PLUS one million FuBucks.. This will be a comment bombing contest which will run for 10 days beginning 11/08/08 @ 11pm EST and ending 11/18/08 @ 11pm EST.. At the end of the 10 days the entrant with the most points wins (Min of 25,000 points).. Comments = 1 point each and Rates = 5 points each.. There will also be a second prize of 250,000 FuBucks and a 5 credit Bling... Also a prize of 100,000 FuBucks and a 3 credit Bling to the person with the most rates (minimum of 200 Rates).. Everyone who enters and gets over 2500 points will receive an amount of FuBucks equal to 10 times their total points earned... Click link below to go to album and start bombing your favorite entrant !!

A Rated "r" Blog
Rated "R" Blog Current mood: forgotten Yup. I got to thinking today. And got to ramblin' inside my head, too. So I thought I should blog about it. Today was the official day of the Rag. I had bled Hard. And I don't usually bleed hard or have some hellacious cramps, neither or have them often, when I do have my Rag. It was a nice feeling to feel the pain of it. I usually don't bleed til like its 2 days from taking my b/c pill again. And I hate spotting...cuz I feel something is wrong with me. I mean, I am not the rip-roarin' Lucy-girl anymore...where I could get guys almost every wk to come and play with me. I feel I have been in a DEEP shell for a very long time. I want to have the active sex life again. And it seems the married ones are coming out of the wood work lately. I have no problem of relieving whatever those boys if they aren't getting some at home. I just get the "guff" from best friends saying why should I even consider it. I mean...I can't play with them

We As Americans May Not Always Agree
I sent out copies of a petition to be signed to friends on my mailing lists. regarding President Elect Obama show proof that he is legally entitled to hold the position of the President of the United States of America. (I have many Mailing lists). I recieved one reply back from somene I hold as a very dear friend of mine. I will not discose who this person is. If you think you know who he is. Please respect his rights to voice his opinions. We are entitled to that It is America!!! And here is the lesson We all should learn if nothing else. We are all able to voice our own beliefs. And we all are not going to agree on everything. But we all have moments when no matter how difficult the problem We need to know we love each other. I Look up to this man who wrote this still. And I will also stess this is a military veteran whom served his country with an very astounding record, and a Commissioned Officer in the USMC That come to visit my father and visited him regularly, whe

Thank You To All Who Helped!!
I want to send a special THANK YOU to the following people who contributed so much consistently, as well as to all the other individuals I may have missed or who helped in any manner on the long journey to ORACLE. Without everyone’s help, I never could have reached that goal. Thank you to each one of them…and please stop by their pages if you want to meet some awesome friends. RFA them and get to know them if you can---they can be entertaining, friendly, helpful, and such great people all-around. My sincere appreciation and recognition goes to all of them. YOU ALL RAWK THE FU! ~~~FU-DADDY™~~~R/L BF OF FU-M@M@~OWNER/OWNED BY LYNNE & MZCHELLE~@ fubar $Ðj ßåßý ßºý${ Ð.$.Ç} º.G.ÞîmÞ ºƒ †h€ Þu$$¥Çå† Þlå¥må†èsOwned by ~CynzDreams ~&Naughty by Nature@ fubar Choppie ~Spankers~Fu-owner to ~ŤRIXXY~ Fu-Owned by Naughty by Nature

Me!
Well, some of you already know me, some of you don't. This is just a bit more then I put into my profile for those of you who may be interested........ My name is johnny! I was born in Illinois and have spent the majority of my life in both IL. and MI. When I was 6, I contracted bacterial spinal meningitis, which tore my immune system down and allowed the ear infections I got during the infection to progress to profound deafness. At the age of almost 8, I received a Cochlear Implant, and have used this technology to interact socially since then. I was among some of the first people to receive the implant, and although I have not exactly kept up with the current technology involved in it's evolution, I am still confident in my everyday activities as any normal person would be. But don't be fooled by what you see or hear......if anyone knows better, the key to observing life is to realize things are not always as out senses perceive them to be. I am far from normal, but I try not

Leveling Pimpout #15
Native American Pride Leveling Pimpout Michelle~R/L G/F and Fiance of Miracle Monkey~Winterhawk~Native American Pride~Member of Llama Level@ fubar 24k to level This leveling Pimpout brought to you by: Native American Pride Homepage@ fubar

Life As I Know It
Well i finished my first week at my new job..love its so far..like the people..the work..not really loving the commute but it works. In all of this i have really been learning alot about myself. Which of course is never a bad thing.. I have learned i am alot smarter then i thought i was (that is with numbers) i have never been an english major lol My old job didnt pay me for the last week i worked and none of my vacation time so i went to the union...guess its a fight between them now..problem is im going on vacation next week..have no bills paid and no money..but oh well i will spend alot of time at the beach lol.. im very nervous about leaving the kids for a week..granted they are 17 and 15 but i have never been on vacation without them. Really i have never been away from them at all since they were born and the 3 of us have been nowhere since the seperation and divorce..thats been about 4 yrs..oh well i need to let go alittle i guess. oh another front i also have been learning abo

Crazy Night
OMG what a crazy night. Brought on by emoiton. Don't you just hate those :P. lol yeah i'd like to blame the booze, but that doesn't affect me as much as some. Anyways as soon as I logged off and went to bed I started feeling good in a way. Amazing how you tell yourself hey it's all good. Still in heartache, but I believe that practice makes perfect. And this is the third time I have gotten my heart broken so it's getting a little easier. I'm still not sure where I stand with someone, but if things don't turn out the way I want then I can still keep my head high. I don't want to walk away from anything and want to give my full heart to her. Anyways for my crazy night. First the heart ache, then the stomach ache that made me puke, then the booze. Then I tried to get some attention by pulling something out. The only thing the booze did is lower my intellect a little and not realize I would not get the reaction I wanted. But again i don't put the full blame on the booze, only very little,

Bless Me With Those Eyes
'A thing of beauty is a joy for ever' Words of Keats one can forget never What is beauty - beauty is where One can enjoy here and there, every where! Grecian urn a beautiful piece Niagara falls a beautiful place Silver streaks of water brings us peace Hills and dales sure nature's grace! Does beauty lie in the objects seen Or lie in the eyes of the seer keen? Beauty seen in the scorching Sun Beauty felt in the biting cold Beauty heard in the melody of birds Beauty smelt in the fragrance of rose Beauty tasted in the bitterness of neem Beauty found sure in every mean(s) ! 'Beauty is truth and truth beauty That is all what ye know on earth And what all ye need to know' Words of Wisdom From votary of beauty And a devotee of Almighty! Creator of noble beauty Harbinger of peace and piety Bless me with those eyes and mind Beauty in ugliness that they can find! Beauty of the mind and beauty of the soul Sure makes one the wholesome whole.

Is Obama Really The First Black President? Not Necessarily
It is all in the Library Of Congress. What you are about to read here will forever alter your views on history in our nation. The following information has been researched by David Coyle and many other people have reseached it but Dr Leroy Vaughn, MD, MBA has done the most extensive research. All of these men have black ancesters and Abe Lincoln was half black. There was a picture of the cartoon that Abe Lincolns oponent ran in newspapers. You can check it out at http://www.computerhealth.org/ebook/blackabe.htm Calvin Coolidge was our 30th president, and he succeeded Warren Harding. He proudly admitted that his mother was dark because of mixed Indian ancestry. However, Dr. Bakhufu says that by 1800 the New England Indian was hardly any longer pure Indian, because they had mixed so often with Blacks. Calvin Coolidge's mother's maiden name was "Moor." In Europe the name "Moor" was given to all Black people just as the name Negro was used in America. Abraham Lincoln was our 16

To Leave The Old Me Behind...
A time comes in your life when you finally get it ... When, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out enough!!! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change...Or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that you are neither prince charming or cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you...And in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. Just as you begin to fathom reality (FathomREALITY is my s/n for a reason) Yo

Here Is A Poem Called Dad
One day A year Is not enough To tell my dad That he's loved much I watched you work From day to day To see us fed and clothed each day Still this day Anyone can see Your still workin hard For the family I see my frieds whose dads are gone They've eighter died or said so long i'm the lucky one To buy a card And sign my name To someone's words Is not my thing And so i write My words and say I love you more Day after day!

Why Did The Chicken Cross The Road ?
WHY DID THE CHICKEN CROSS THE ROAD ? BARACK OBAMA: The chicken crossed the road because it was time for a change! The chicken wanted change! JOHN MC CAIN: My friends, that chicken crossed the road because he recognized the need to engage in cooperation and dialogue with all the chickens on the other side of the road. HILLARY CLINTON: When I was First Lady, I personally helped that little chicken to cross the road. This experience makes me uniquely qualified to ensure right from Day One, that every chicken in this country gets the chance it deserves to cross the road. But then, this really isn't about me. GEORGE W. BUSH: We don't really care why the chicken crossed the road. We just want to know if the chicken is on our side of the road, or not. The chicken is either against us, or for us. There is no middle ground here. DICK CHENEY: Where's my gun? COLIN POWELL: Now to the left of the screen, you can clearly see the satellite image of the ch

(laugh 4 The Day) You Just Can't Fix Stupid!!
LMAO a friend just forwarded this to me. Gave me a laugh so I wanted to share is with you to help make your day better. You Just Can't Fix Stupid!! ONE Recently, when I went to McDonald's I saw on the menu that you could have an order of 6, 9 or 12 Chicken McNuggets. I asked for a half dozen nuggets. 'We don't have half dozen nuggets,' said the teenager at the counter. 'You don't?' I replied. 'We only have six, nine, or twelve,' was the reply. 'So I can't order a half dozen nuggets, but I can order six?' 'That's right.' So I shook my head and ordered six McNuggets . TWO I was checking out at the local Wal-Mart with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the belt close to mine. I picked up one of those 'dividers' that they keep by the cash register and placed it between our things so they wouldn't get mixed. After the girl had scanned all of my items, she picked up the 'divider', looking it all over for the bar code so she could scan it. Not fin

Lousy Ass Weekend
not a very good weekend on this end,one mistake cost me hundreds of dollars and im furious,and cant believe i scratched my "baby" after only 500 miles,its no wonder i need a beer today...i just want to screammmmmmmmmmm

More From Under A Rock
I have come to the conclusion that I was mind raped… and like any other rape victim, it wreaks havoc on your emotions. I was told some harsh things the other day that quite frankly screwed me up. As everyone knows the relationship between my husband and I is OVER. I have come to the realization that some people hold on to things because you think that’s what you deserve or that is all that is out there. You deprive yourself of what could be or should be. Keep closing doors even before they are even opened, missing doors because you are too blind to see them. You are too wrapped up in the moment, to consumed by emotion to stop and look. Under this rock here, I am learning. Things between us will never be. That simple. I am finally letting go. I wont lie, it has been hard, but I see now. The road to what we call happiness is definitely not an easy one, but hey you live and you learn. What I need right now is some serious me time. I need to be on my own, make peace with myself. I have iss

Mother Nature's Breeze
As our footsteps tread upon the gentle earth, We find ourself in the same old shoes, Bearing witness to what our Mothers & Fathers, Tried to teach us but never got round too or were to scared too. As they walked us through fields of Green & Gold, Telling us what they thought we wanted to be told, Some of us were entwined with vines, Chained in a cage, Some were left to nurture & bloom free & full of colour. We walked hand in hand under azure skies, The gentle warm Breeze, Enveloping us with its beauty, Bringing warmth & comfort, Even as the seasons changed, Mother Nature still leads us, Toward uncertain paths, Kisses forgotten & found. Spiders spinning there silken webs of wonder, The birds flapping there wings & landing gently upon there nest, The dew upon the grass, Shining like polished childhoof marbles, We remember these days as carefree, When we were who we are, Or who we once where! Running forth through time, chasing clocks that never stopped, Watching

I Never Thought...
I never thought that at the age of only 22 I would already be feeling old. I've heard about women who, as they get older, become depressed because the men pass them up or just get rid of them for younger women. Well, I now know how that feels. I never could've imagined that being only 22 I would be jealous of 16, 17, 18 year old girls because the people that I thought cared about me would rather have them. It is really a sad and disgusting feeling.

Save The Airline Industry!!
Dump the male flight attendants. No one wanted them in the first place. Replace all the female flight attendants with good-looking strippers! What the hell, they don't even serve food anymore, so what's the loss? The strippers would at least triple the alcohol sales and get a 'party atmosphere' going in the cabin. And, of course, every businessman in this country would start flying again, hoping to see naked women. Because of the tips, female flight attendants wouldn't need a salary, thus saving even more money. I suspect tips would be so good that we could charge the women for working the plane and have them kick back 20% of the tips, including lap dances and 'special services.' Muslims would be afraid to get on the planes for fear of seeing naked women. Hijackings would come to a screeching halt, and the airline industry would see record revenues. This is definitely a win-win situation if we handle it right -- a golden opportunity to turn a liability into an asset

New Train The Love And Magic! Repost
Magic - Robin Thicke NEW TRAIN IN TOWN AND BY NOW WE ALL KNOW THE DRILL ADD/RATE/ FAN ALL ON THE TRAIN. PLEASE NO DRAMA ON HERE. AND WHEN YOU ARE DONE PLEASE E-MAIL THE HOST........................................! ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~ BAD GIRL~@ fubar A~Very~Proud~Navy~Mami~Here!! The~Spot~of~SunShine~Allows ... "NoWalkin'OnTheSunshine"@ fubar BIG POPPA Ya Heard if im not caressin,em im undressin,em regiment bomber&mgr. girlkikass2 dreamteam@ fubar The Dream Team Organizer & Member of Dylon's Divas Mafia Fubar Queen07-08@ fubar BABYGIRL DJ~~*OFFICAL HOT MOMMA'S CLUB MEMBER~~THE DREAM TEAM BOMBER'S****DYLON'S DIVAS@ fubar Pvt.Passion ~ Jade's Dirty Diamond Crew/Regiment Dragon Bombers & DD Levelers/Owner of StoneCutt

Remembrance Sunday
My grandfather was sitting in his dining room when an unexploded incendiary bomb ripped through the ceiling, ricocheted on to the fruit bowl and landed on the dining table. He picked it up, put it outside and waited for the bomb squad to arrive. That was during World War II when bombs were dropping all over Europe but there can’t have been that many that landed on dining room tables without actually exploding. At the time he was doing secret war work for the government but some 20 years earlier he’d been a young soldier in the Great War. He died when I was little although I have a vague recollection of him but I’d have liked to have asked him about his experiences in those trenches and the awful conditions he’d have to have endured and the contrast between the two wars. On Christmas Day, the two opposing sides, Germany and Britain, emerged from their respective trenches put down their weapons and called a day of truce so they could play football against each other. I didn’t thin

A Plane Ride
Barack Obama, Michelle Obama and Oprah Winfrey were flying on Obama's private plane. Obama looked at Oprah, chuckled and said, 'You know, I could throw a $1,000 bill out of the window right now and make somebody very happy.' Oprah shrugged her shoulders and replied, 'I could throw ten $100 bills out of the window and make ten people very happy. Michelle added, 'That being the case, I could throw one hundred $10 bills out of the window and make a hundred people very happy.' Hearing their exchange, the pilot rolled his eyes and said to his co-pilot, 'Such big-shots back there. Sh*t I could throw all of their @sses out of the window and make 56 million people very happy.'

Does It Matter? By Mistress Of Wolves (inspired By Peacey)
To think or not to think to know one is sure yet never to Life is so full of questions when do the answers come or do they? Is all an illusion? Do the supposed insane simply have the key to the myriad of confusion? Are we to know to understand to fathom? Does it matter in the end one simply seeks peace & to not need to always understand? Perhaps to live to feel to take chances knowing there are not nor will be guarantees would in fact end the desire to always know to find What we are or will be

In To The Monsoon
Monsoon I'm staring at a broken door There's nothing left here anymore My room is cold It's making me insane I've been waiting here so long But now the moment seems to've come, I see the dark clouds coming up again. Running through the monsoon Beyond the world, To the end of time, Where the rain won't hurt Fighting the storm, Into the blue, And when I loose myself I think of you, Together we'll be running somewhere new Through the monsoon. Just me and you A half moon's fading from my sight I see a vision in its light But now it's gone and left me so alone I know I have to find you now Can hear your name, I don't know how Why can't we make this darkness feel like home? Running through the monsoon Beyond the world To the end of time Where the rain won't hurt Fighting the storm Into the blue And when I loose myself I think of you Together we'll be running somewhere new And nothing can hold me back from you Through the monsoon Hey! Hey! I'm

When You're Gone
When You're Gone I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cry And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie is made up on your side When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok I miss you I've never felt this way before Everything that I do reminds me of you And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now We were made for each other Out here forever I know we were, yeah All I ever wanted was for you to know Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul I can hardly breathe I need to feel you he

My Immortal
My Immortal I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along

Anything For You
Anything For You I'd give anything to give me to you Can you forget the world that you thought you knew If you want me, Come and find me Nothing's stopping you so please release me I'll believe All your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you Nothing left to make me feel anymore There's only you and everyday I need more If you want me Come and find me I'll do anything you say just tell me I'll believe All your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you I'll believe All your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you Anything for you I'll become your earth and sky Forever never die I'll be everything you need I'll believe All your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you

Have You Ever Been So Lonely,
Have you ever been so lonely, No one there to hold? Pull me in or disown me, And then climb inside. My arms are open wide. Have a look inside. It is not that I am scared to learn, Why I'm empty inside. hold my hand or show some concern, If I live or die. My eyes are open wide. Help me look inside. I hear the water drip from the faucet. It's sweetly falling in tune. I'm gently closing the closet. I fall to the floor, and crawl to my room. The thought of ending it soon... Just let me sleep in my room. Hear me cry! cry! cry! I hear a knock at the front door. Don't come in! I try to look at you But I can't stop shaking. Leave me alone. Just go away. Mother I'm so scared. Empty bed and all of the sheets are gone, They're wrapped around me and you. All is quiet but the drop of a gun. I want to belong...to someone... But maybe life's not for everyone

Angels In Leather (hd Train)
Welcome (BACA members talking with children.) This train is dedicated to the bikers that are easily forgotten for all the good they do. Many look at them as bad people; that is certainly not the case. Bikers do many wonderful things for children, moms, animals, active military, veterans etc. Not only do they help families in need during the holiday season but also hold charity events for many in all seasons. So please remember your bikers, give them BIG hugs and thank them for being so wonderful! (Hundreds of bikers gather for Marine Corps Toys 4 Tots Benefit.) Please R/F/A everyone on the train list. You may make ur own tags or I can mak

More Pics
ok ladies here is your chance to have me put up anykind of pic you request. pretty much if you request it i will do what i can to put it up. but i still have the decision to whether i put it up or not. so all you gotta do is email me a pic idea

Need Fubux...c How 2 Win!
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My Friend Has Auto-11's!!! Get Your Points!
Show Some fu-Love! ~ Sadistically~ Twisted~Owned~ by~ mystical~ Bartender ~@ Fyre~N~Ice ~@ fubar JJÅÐËÐßËÅÛT¥™{Owned by ÐÌÅßLØ}Tagmaker Rating Revolution{ ♥ Sadistically Twisted's RL Wife ♥ }@ fubar Our RL friend...has Auto 11's Activated! She's an awesome person and a great friend! Please show her this beautiful lady some attention!

Complete System Restore
I am going to do a complete system restore on my Dell laptop and will also be doing a reformat on my old HP desktop today. Hopefully I will be back up in a little while ... but if I am not here you will know why. Wish me some luck!!! I hate doing reformats... never have done a complete system restore on my laptop before but from what I have told the guys on Dell tech service that is what I need to do to resolve my USB connection issues. Each time a connect a USB cord to my laptop my computer shuts down. NOT GOOD. So... here we go... bye for now

Holly Cow!!!!
So its been a while since I have posted a blog. First off I am getting married October 17, 2009. I have been busy trying to get things booked and get my dress payed for. Yes I already have picked out my dress. Went two weeks after we got engaged and picked out my dress with two of my bridesmaids then later went back with my mom to make sure that it was the right one. My moms also picked out her dress and all but one of my bridesmaids have picked out there dress. I even went online and had my daughters dress make from China. What a great deal I got. I have been doing lots of wedding stuff to keep me busy. Back to training at the gym 5 days a week with my trainer Sebastien. If I hit that wall and want to stop he yells out wedding dress. Its been great training with him I wouldn't have it any other way. Hes a great guy. Hes birthday Is November 10th so I plan on driving him more crazy then I normally do. So this weekend has been a roll a coaster for me. 5 years ago November 7th my

Lyrics
You outta step into my world.... Its a total psychotic state of bliss... You've been denied in the real world... How many times have u hit and missed? Your catscan shows disfiguration, I wanna laugh myself to death...... With a mismatched misconfiguration, Ill hold the line while you gasp for breath.... You wanna talk to me?..... so talk to me You wanna talk to me?..... so talk to me You dont understand ur sex? You aint been mind fucked yet!!

Emilyimax's Winter Beef Stew Recipe - Mmmmmm
EmilyIMAX's Winter Beef Stew 6 slices bacon - or more, you can save for BLT's MMMMMMM Onions Carrots Potatoes 3 garlic cloves Stew meat Nip Cognac 3 C Burgundy (or red wine) 3 T Flour 2 T Tomato Paste 1 T Currant Jelly - Found in the Jelly Aisle 3 C Beef Broth 1/2 t Thyme 1 T Salt 1/2 t Pepper 2 Bay Leaves Sprig Parsley t = teaspoon T = Tablespoon C = Cup Cook bacon. Take out bacon leaving the fat. Chop half onion and galric clove. Brown in fat. Take out onions and garlic, leaving the flavored fat. Cook 1 1/2" chunks of meat in fat until gray. Remove meat and throw away fat. In large oven safe pot, add Cognac, whisk in flour, tomato paste, currant jelly, red wine, beef broth. Bring to rolling boil. Add 2 mashed galric cloves, thyme, salt, pepper. Mix together. Add bay leaves and finely chopped parsley. Boil for 5 minutes. Add meat and onions (I usually quarter them). Cook for 2 1/2 hours at 325. At 2 1/2 hour point, add carrots and potatoes (cut anyway

Puncuation Mark
You Are a Question Mark You seek knowledge and insight in every form possible. You love learning. And while you know a lot, you don't act like a know it all. You're open to learning you're wrong. You ask a lot of questions, collect a lot of data, and always dig deep to find out more. You're naturally curious and inquisitive. You jump to ask a question when the opportunity arises. Your friends see you as interesting, insightful, and thought provoking. (But they're not always up for the intense inquisitions that you love!) You excel in: Higher education You get along best with: The Comma What Punctuation Mark Are You?

Give Me Back The Passion
A friend of mine sent this to me I really liked it Oh, give me back the passion That left with your embrace It wasn’t fair to take it To remove it from it’s place It’s mine, I want it back It’s the thing I can’t forgive Of all the things you’ve offered Only the passion deserves to live Oh, give me back the passion That came from your burning kiss Hungry lips are a dime a dozen But the passion I sorely miss I can forgive you for the heartache I can forget your thoughtless greed So take back your honeyed words It’s only the passion that I need Oh, give me back the passion Born of your whispered dreams You can keep the sexual notions But the passion I must redeem As the only gift you gave me Stirred as emotions in my soul And they flowed through me like an elixir Through my veins to make me whole Oh, give me back the passion Flamed as fire in your urgent touch So deny me of your caresses But the passion I need so much Why would you want t

Just A Fyi For Anyone Who Would Like To Know:
As you can see I am back on Fubar since my back surgery. But I am not fully up to par...my back can only handle so much sitting right now. So while I like to return all the rates everyone gives me. I will sure try to return them back and as soon as I can. Just please bear with me for a little while please. Thank You!! Margarita-Patsy

Clerical Team Member At Target! Is It Meant To Be?
Well ladies and gents! as i said on my pro. i am on an LOA from a certain big-box retailer that starts with a "W". yep thats Wal*Mart. well the reason why is that due to some disabilities i was not able to handle the position for which i was originally hired. and they had no open positions which i could handle. so i am technically on LOA. I then applied at the bank inside Wal Mart. they didnt want me because they could not accomodate. How can a bank NOT accomodate? i was even willing to pay for my own chair that would reach the exact height of their counter! so...This morning I applied for Clerical Team Member at the local Target...if your religious pray for me. Will definitely be appreciated! Anyway...i'll keep yall updated!

Team 2 Fuangels & Lost Boyz
HIT ME UP HEART OF FIRE OR ONE OF THE TEAM CAPTAINS AND THEN FAN, ADD, AND RATE THESE FU-ANGELS AND LOST BOYZ TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE ONE OF THEM. THE ONLY THING I ASK IS THAT WHEN YOU ARE ONLINE TO REPOST THE FU-ANGEL & LOST BOYZ BULLETIN WHEN YOU CATCH THEM, AND TO HELP OUT WHEN A FU-ANGEL OR LOST BOY IS IN NEED OF HELP. THAT IS WHAT THIS GROUP IS ALL ABOUT. IF YOUR A POINT WHORE? THIS IS NOT A GROUP THAT YOU WANT TO BE IN, SO PLEASE KEEP IT PUSHIN. ALSO PLEASE CONTACT ME FIRST BEFORE YOU START IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN BECOMING A FU-ANGEL OR LOST BOY!!!!!!! "HEART OF FIRE OWNER OF THE FU-ANGELS & LOST BOYZ" "Poisonlies TEAM 2 CAPTAIN OF THE FU-ANGELS & LOSTBOYZ" The CoCo Diva TEAM 2 CAPTAIN OF THE FU-ANGELS & LOSTBOYZ" "Butterflybaby TEAM 3 CAPTAIN OF THE FU-ANGELS & LOSTBOYZ" })"HER ? WORLD TEAM 3 CAPTAIN OF THE FU-ANGELS & LOSTBOYZ" ?TRINA? ~*~*JEN-AY*~*~Fu-ANGEL*~*~ ?????

Dream Of Dragons
Sleep the sleep of a child, And dream of dragons soaring wild; Bright of eye and wise of thought -- The Ancients and their magicks wrought. Lay within a warm cocoon And dream of dragons as they commune; Graceful neck bowed as tales are told Of dragons borne in a time of olde. Dance within the dream's embrace, And dream of dragons -- this star born race. Wise and mighty with immortal soul; Their greatest treasure -- the hearts they stole. Smile sweetly; the heart beats deep, and dream of dragons till dawn does creep. Our souls they soar on wings above, As the dragons vow to forever love.

Shadows
Shadows Shadows Won't you reach out love and touch me, let me hold you for awhile? I been all around the world, oh how I long to see you smile. There's a shadow on the moon and the waters here below do not shine the way they should, and I love you just in case you didn't know. Let it happen like it happened once before. It's a wicked wind and it chills me to the bone, and if you do not believe me come and gaze upon the shadow at your door. Won't you lie down by me baby, run your fingers through my hands? I been all around the town and still I do not understand. Is it me or is it you? Or the shadown of a dream? Is it wrong to be in love? Could it be the finest love I've ever seen? Set it free. Please kiss me gently darlin' where that river runs away from the mountains in the springtime on a blue and windy day. Where there's beauty all around as the shades of night grow deep. When the morning stars grow dim they will find us in the shadows fast asleep.

Whore?
Im to aggressive and in being so I come off as well, I suppose interested in only one thing? I am a very sexual woman, but Im not easy. Just because I like my mouth doesnt mean Im going to fuck you and if I let you touch it, your not one of dozens whom have been there. Point is I want a boyfriend, I want one man. I dont want meaningless random sex with several people who are nothing to me. Even if I apparently come off that way. I thought I was out of high school. That when two adults do what adults do, it might possibly just mean. I AM INTO YOU. not Im a whore.

18th Floor Balcony
18th Floor Balcony i close my eyes and i smile knowing that everything is alright to the core so close that door is this happening? my breathe is on your hair... i’m unaware that you opened the blinds and let the city in god, you held my hand while we stand... just taking in everything i knew it from the start so my arms are open wide your head is on my stomach and we're trying so hard not to fall asleep so here we are on this 18th floor balcony we're both flying away we talked about moms and dads our family pasts just getting to know where we came from our hearts were on display for all to see i can't believe this is happening to me i raise my hand as if to show you that i was yours that i was so yours for the taking i’m so yours for the taking and that’s when i felt the wind pick up i grabbed the rail while choking up these wo rds to say and then you kissed me i knew it from the start so my arms are open wide your head is on my stomach and we

Lonely Road Of Faith
Lonely Road Of Faith So many dreams have falling, somewhere along the way, so many broken promises, so many wasted days, if only I could turn back the clock, relive this life once more, would things really be better? or would it just hurt so much more? could I find a better way? or is this all life holds for me, being lost & empty, would I find the path, the way life should be, would you travel with me? or would I still journey alone, trying to find my way, through this world to you, would we be together, would we meet along the way, somewhere on this, Lonely Road Of Faith

Update #2 On Renegadelvr
Once again this is Renegadelvr's fiance, Forsaken Bitch. He had his surgery on Oct. 27th. He did have a minor complication after the surgery, but he is doing well now. He really appreciates everyone's thoughts, prayers, and gifts. He does have a long recovery ahead of him. He hopes to be able to get online soon so he can thank everyone for himself. For now i'm going to end this blog and let him add to it if he is able to get online at a later point. I will try to keep everyone updated as time goes on. THANK YOU EVERYONE!!!!!! Forsaken Bitch and Renegadelvr~Always & Forever

I Am Lost And Broken
I am lost and broken The nights are wearing me down And it`s hard getting through the day `Cos I need you right now And right now you`re so faraway I guess I should have known That I`d end up this way But I swear I`ll come home And then nothing will drag me away, Now that some much time has passed I know that this love of ours will last forever Cos we feel it, tast it, hold it and believe it You need me like I need you I know you do, I'm sure you do And I`m all alone feeling the tears Falling down from my eyes I was forcing myself just walk through the day When all I really wanted to do was curl up in a corner and cry Nothing had any meaning And I just thought let's give it another day and see if anything happens Then you came along like my own ray of sunshine Made me feel warm, safe and alive again, Don`t you ever leave me baby I am lost and broken

E.e. Cummings - I Carry Your Heart With Me
i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart) i am never without it (anywhere i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling) i fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

A Shocker I Still Can't Believe! 10 Long Yrs For This
Well this past Wed (5th of nov)I had the best thing happen to me and hubby. I woke up and decided to take a pregnacy test just cus i felt like it, thinking it will come out negative like all the other ones i had taken have come back. WEll it didnt say neg but it was positive...So i called hubby back home from the net door nieghbors and i showed him and he was like in shock also. So i took a picture of the test and sent it by text to my sisters and they both said it was positive so i am like no its not so i waited till the next and took it again and it came back the same as the first one... so i am like telling my sister my belly been hurting me so shes like go to the er so i did... So while there in the er , i told them what is going on and that i might be pregnant so i took one of thiers test and it also came back postitive...So they did and ultrasound on the belly and couldnt find anything so im getting scared and worried and crying thinking theres nothing there, so they told

It's Like Tryin' To Hide A Fire In The Dark
From the thoughts that I've been thinkin' I should think of an alibi Thought I'm innocent, I've still got a guilty mind There's no place that I can turn to When she turns out the lights To keep her from seein' you burnin' in my eyes Carrin' around this torch in my heart I cannot conceal it I cannot put it out It's like tryin' to hide a fire in the dark Tryin' to fight a flame I never meant to start It's out of control and nothin' can help me now At first it was no problem Flickering thoughts of you now and then Nothin' intimate that she could call a sin Then you sparked my imagination Temptation bout to drive me wild These flares of desire you can see for miles It's like tryin' to hide a fire in the dark Carrin' around this torch in my heart I cannot conceal it I cannot put it out It's like tryin' to hide a fire in the dark Tryin' to fight a flame I never meant to start It's out of control and nothin' can help me now.

My Poem
Please Hear What I'm not saying Don't be fooled by the face I ware. For I ware a thousand masks, and none of them are me Don't be fooled; for God's sake don't be fooled. I give you the impression that I'm secure, that confidence is my name and coolness is my game. And that I need no one. But don't believe me. Beneath dwells the real me in confusion, in aloneness, in fear. That's why I create a mask to hide behind, to shield me, From the glance that know, But such a glance is precisely my salvation. That is, if it's followed by acceptance, if it's followed by love. It's the only thing that can liberate me from my own self-built Prison walls. I'm afraid that deep down I'm nothing and that I'm no good, And that you will reject me. And so begins the parade of masks. I idly chatter to you. I tell you everything that's really nothing and Nothing of what's everything, of what's crying with in me. Please listen carefully and try to hear what I'm not saying.

Really... Why Always Me?!?!?!?!
So... there's this guy... there's always a guy right... but anyway we started dating and then he tells me that he enlisted in the army... he's been gone for months now and every once in awhile i'd get a phonecall from him just to tell me that he's alright... i don't have the net at home so it's a bit difficult for me to get online... i get online today and check out his fubar page and there's new pics up and there's another girl... i feel cheated and betrayed... i really thought he was the one for me... you know who you are if you take the time to read this... i just want to know why... just why... what did i ever do to deserve this kind of treatment from you... i'm not doing it anymore... i've given too much of my time to be waiting... on nothing that's gonna happen... i truly do/did love you... but now i've seen otherwise... just tell me why

Torn Between Writing And Writing
I just can't get on myself to do my paper. Its due on the 13th and its on a subject that I really have no idea about. Chinese civilization Empress Wu. She is one of the only women to rule China. I thought it would be interesting but I am really not interested. I just don't want to do stuff anymore. I have no gumption for education right now. I guess I just need to get my hat back on my head. I know what I need to do I just can't seem to do it. I would rather spend my time fantasizing about a certain person or fiddling around on the internet. I just need to get my ass in gear. Damn... I guess that I just need to get down to business.

Team Leader
Dear Members, We have added the Position of Team Leader this persons primary role will be to assist Levelers as role model and also helping us run productive. Jewels has accepted this Position. We look forward to a continued growth and attribute many thanks to all of you for what this family has become. Thanks, Dave & Joanna Founders Llama Levelers

My Emotional Turmoil......
So, the biggest question on my plate is...Where do I see myself in 1 year? Well, it's a question that many have asked me, and few seem to know me. I find myself to be creative, and most people would beat themselves up for thinking too long! Not me, a friend of mine says it's like putting your brain on a treadmill. Which is what I do, I let my mind run. I ask myself a lot of questions, I seem to have no answers for. I honestly think, I should have the answers though. I'm not a dark person, I love bright things, and anything with color. I am not a depressed person, I am happy all the time.(well, most) I have 4 very important people in my life who make me that way. Happy, energized, waking up in the morning to see what awaits for me, talking, laughing, kissing, hugging... It's never ending. My problem I guess would be, I'm torn. I have several gentlemen who are well...Interested....And, I don't want to take the chance of being hurt, or hurting anyone else. Another question arises,

For Real Michelle
Okay. I'm not totally sure where to start here. But I'm almost positive that your little status message is geared towards me. "If you think he loves you...you're an idiot!!!!" Well, let me break a few things down for you. First of all, YOU are the only one making that assumption. Secondly, He was fair game when YOU moved out of the apartment. And from what he says, your relationship wasn't so gravy even before that. I don't assume that anyone loves me because I've been hurt way to much for that. I'm very cynical. I honestly have a hard time trusting guys. But with him it's different.He's honest about everything. No bullshit. And it's really no biggie if he messes around with other girls because, I don't own him. And just for the record, you never owned him either. You can't own a human being. so yeah. I was the girl at the apartment when you came barging in on your birthday. I was actually sleeping on the couch, and then had gotten up to make some lunch for my f

Miss You Terrie
Well here it is on September 15 I was sent Arizona to help raise my other daughter and maybe restart a relationship back with her mother and go on with life. What I left In Oklahoma was a wife of 25 years and a 18 year old my wife said it was time to raise my other kiddo We divorced on great terms she is and always will be my best friend so i flew to Arizona and started a new life and in November of 07 Terrie was diagnosed with stage four breast cancer and then and on December 3rd they took her left breast and 21 lipnoids and 14 were infected with cancer and then we started chemo and it was under control in June it was under 6 for the cancer count in great shape and then in September she had a problem with her Gaul balder and found it was not working and they said that if it wasn't working it might be the cancer in her liver and it could be flaring back up. Which we knew this would happen and then she went into severe pain so i put her back in the hospital and then the next day the do

To Watch You Leaving
To Watch You Leaving . . . is to know such pain, it's jagged edges tearing into my soul. As a stake from the garden tears into the warm, dark earth. To Watch You Leaving . . . knowing all the while that never again will I fit myself, warm with sleep, against your solid back. Nor hear your steady breathing. Or feel the beating of your heart. To Watch You Leaving . . . aware in every moment of every day that my dreams, my future; once tied with silken ribbons to yours, will never come to be. And the mornings once so silent and hopeful, us gazing at the mountains and so gently awaiting forever - are now but small pieces of my past. To Watch You Leaving . . . your heart a tight fist of anger and your dry eyes betraying nothing of you. I cry for both of us, my love, because you will not. To Watch You Leaving . . . is to know that I've lost my place on this earth. My station. My heart's home. That I will wander, forever a nomad. Alone and afraid. And in my tr

Untitled
Purity once had a name, And beauty once had a face. Life once had a meaning, And once I was safe. Once there was freedom, And once I could laugh. Happiness once was alive, And once I had another half. Once I shared her love, Once I was by her side, Once I felt I fitted, So quickly that died. Her grace so great, Her beauty so vast, All I ever wanted, Was for it to last. Fate maybe had another plan, Or maybe she had another love, But it all fell apart, The hand too big for the glove. Now it's all died away, Happiness, joy, love; all memories. Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world, With no light to guide my way.

Tears I Have Wept
The tears i cry are not salty As a matter of fact they are thick They are not but bloody tears Why is it i cry these bloody tears It must be because my heart has been stabbed So many times from so many people I fear one more of it and my heart will die There will be no more left of it Just bleeding more and more Why do I wish that to this day The torn heart would have actually killed me I wouldnt be crying these bloody tears Everything I do reminds me of something Something that we did and you torn my fucking heart up Cheating lying decieving leading me on to walk into that knife Yet whenever I get around her my heart heals It seems to have a way to mend itself It seems to be what it once was so long ago And no matter what all I have to do Is picture your smile in my head And all my problems seem to vanish away

Please Dont
drawn from a river of blood viewed as a river of pain self infliction loves the feel of the knives bloody tip stuck deep within twisted with such passion tomorrow is no longer a option tonight shalt be my last please dont moarn please dont cry please dont blame yourself for it was my choice to begin for as my blood flows freely note i lay here dying happy as music saors into my body and i slowly become limp

Deep Thoughts
If they ever come up with a swashbuckling School, I think one of the courses should be Laughing, Then Jumping Off Something. When you're riding in a time machine way far into the future, don't stick your elbow out the window, or it'll turn into a fossil. It takes a big man to cry, but it takes a bigger man to laugh at that man. At first I thought, if I were Superman, a perfect secret identity would be "Clark Kent, Dentist," because you could save money on tooth X-rays. But then I thought, if a patient said, "How's my back tooth?" and you just looked at it with your X-ray vision and said, "Oh it's okay," then the patient would probably say, "Aren't you going to take an X-ray, stupid?" and you'd say, "Aw fuck you, get outta here," and then he probably wouldn't even pay his bill. One thing kids like is to be tricked. For instance, I was going to take my little nephew to Disneyland, but instead I drove him to an old burned-out warehouse. "Oh, no," I said. "Disneyland burned down.

A Belated Goodbye
Watching my love, hurt’s me so bad It made me see something I’d missed How I never stopped to say goodbye A fact that has me almost pissed it only took me almost 2 damn years to finally try and say goodbye to tell you how my life has fallen since the days I had to watch you die you were my father and my best friend you were my boss, me... your right hand oh god the times we almost starved now looking back... I understand you tried so hard to keep control molded me into the man that I am a hero's love , thru all your faults you taught me to not give a damn Oh god pop, my heart hurts so bad you were such a big damn part of me I got your smile, your hair, your eyes and I 'm bout as crazy as a man can be how many times I 've stopped my hand as it's reaching for the phone again as if by luck... just one more talk tho I don't know where I'd begin we thought you had it all worked out and everything would be just fine not two days after your last brea

Right Where It Belongs....
See the animal in his cage that you built Are you sure what side you're on? Better not look him too closely in the eye Are you sure what side of the glass you are on? See the safety of the life you have built Everything where it belongs Feel the hollowness inside of your heart And it's all Right where it belongs What if everything around you Isn't quite as it seems? What if all the world you think you know Is an elaborate dream? And if you look at your reflection Is it all you want it to be? What if you could look right through the cracks? Would you find yourself Find yourself afraid to see? What if all the world's inside of your head Just creations of your own? Your devils and your gods All the living and the dead And you're really all alone? You can live in this illusion You can choose to believe You keep looking but you can't find the woods While you're hiding in the trees What if everything around you Isn't quite as it seems? What if all the w

Vermilion Pt. 2
Vermilion, Pt. 2 (Bloodstone mix) She seemed dressed in all of me Stretched across my shame All the torment and the pain Leaked through and covered me I'd do anything to have her to myself Just to have her for myself Now I don't know what to do I don't know what to do When she makes me sad She is everything to me The unrequited dream A song that no one sings The unattainable She's a myth that I have to believe in All I need to make it real is one more reason I don't know what to do I don't know what to do When she makes me sad But I won't let this build up inside of me I catch in my throat Choke Torn into pieces I won't - no I don't wanna be this But I won't let this build up inside of me She isn't real I can't make her real

Did You Know
VICKS VAPOR RUB During a lecture on Essential Oils, they told us how the foot soles can absorb oils. Their example: Put garlic on your feet and within 20 minutes you can 'taste' it. Some of us have used Vicks Vapo rub for years for everything from chapped lips to sore toes and many body parts in between. But I've never heard of this. And don't laugh, it works 100% of the time, although the scientists who discovered it aren't sure why. To stop night time coughing in a child (or adult as we found out personally), put Vicks Vapo rub generously on the bottom of the feet at bedtime, then cover with socks. Even persistent, heavy, deep coughing will stop in about 5 minutes and stay stopped for many, many hours of relief. Works 100% of the time and is more effective in children than even very strong prescription cough medicines. In addition it is extremely soothing and comforting and they will sleep soundly. Just happened to tune in A.M. Radio and picked up this guy talking abou

Hit By Vbied
First off I won't tell you the places this happened at or the names of other people who were involved. If you don't know what VBIED is it stands for Vehicle Born Improvised Explosive Device or a car bomb. I'm posting these incidents because it helps to get things off my chest so don't ask me where when or who were involved because i won't tell you. If you have any other questions feel free to ask. It's a cloudy day Cars all over the place My team a three vehicle motorcade is rushing through the streets trying to get to our next location. I'm in the passenger seat because I'm the one calling out the treats. my driver is reacting to everything i say coming up to block the vehicles from getting to our motorcade. The roads are packed with cars, trucks, crazy people on bikes it's insane. I'm calling my Threats out. Vehicle left... Car staged right... Vehicle oncoming left side...intersection coming up. I saw the Vehicle it turned quickly through the break in the median. Vehicle oncoming

My Immortal
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating life Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along

Happy Veterans Day
THANK YOU TO ALL OUR HEROES!!! I can't express it enough I appreciate you for being so tough, Thank you, for being so strong Thank you, for standing up against wrong. You'll always be my hero, We will always be indebted to you, Thanks for going long ago. Thanks for securing this blessed life I know Thanks for fighting to keep us free Thanks for saving the future for me, for my family and for everyone who do not understand If wasn't for all of you we would not be enjoying this life and luxuries we have right now. Remembering Those heroes that are dead. They died for liberty-they died for us. They are at rest. They sleep in the land they made free, under the flag they rendered stainless, under the solemn pines, the sad hemlocks, the tearful willows, the embracing vines. They sleep beneath the shadow of the clouds, careless alike of sunshine or storm, each in the windowless palace of rest. Earth may run red with other wars-they are at peace. In the midst of the bat

Best Friends
If you care about me you will read the whole thing.....what would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So I just wanted to say even if I never talk to you again in my life your special to me and you've made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you and truly cherish you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them and tell new ones you never will...... remember everyone needs a friend.

Sarab Bully
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Women Over 40
60 Minutes Correspondent Andy Rooney (CBS) As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, 'What are you thinking?' She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger counterpart. Older women are forthright and honest. They'll tell

Update Time!!!!!!!!!!
Life is changing so much and I am honestly loving it! Back in July/ August things went south with me and Jeremy and we just weren't able to get it back so after ten long years of marriage we are calling it quits.....don't get me wrong in some way shape or form I will always love and care for him we shared three lost angels and a lot of time we are just no longer in love with each other and are moving on to better things, I do wish him all the happiness in the world and would hope he would do the same for me but who knows! I have been spending a lot of time with new people and loving every minute of it. Crissy is teaching me to for lack of better words to grow a set and be aggressive! Matt provides comedy and kind words when needed. But the person I owe the most to lately has been Larry, he hasn't run away screaming yet....and always makes me smile and feel safe! I can be myself and let loose and not be afraid to say something wrong or do something wrong! My old friends are still here f

Vamps Bully
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Bye
Wanted to thank all my friends and new ones i meet while on here....I'll be leaving tomorrow for my deployment and wish all a safe and great holidays...thanks for all that ask for my address to write and keep in touch

Daddy Joker
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Proud To Be Native American
By now u can tell by all my blogs I am very proud of my heritage. I love it and try to live it best I can. I posted these blogs to help others understand native americans and see what beautiful people we are. The talent we have in beading and pottery and jewelry making. I will be posting pics of some hand made earrings and hair ties I own myselfto learn about. I hope u enjoy the other Blogs. Please take time to stop by and learn a lil something about me. Nummyxxxxxxooooo

A Friend I Had
I made a good friend and I thought we were cool.Until today. We got into a fight over the simplest thing. Now I have to get over it. I am a really sensitive person and that really sucks heres what happened. RE: mnw1989 (aka Mitch) He says :just finished your photos have a good day I replyed: (a...: aww ty sweety He says :(a...: sweety? I feel bad so I message him although his page said in quote "terms of endearment are ok once you get to know me " obiously I didnt qualify but he can look at my pics all fucking day... This is what happened next I messaged him.. Thanks abounch, sry if you dont want to be called sweety ; ) > > > === 'mnw1989 (aka Mitch)' wrote the following at '2008-11-10 09:44:31'.. > > > > Then hes got the audacity to stammer > thats why I put my name on my screen name in my profile but most women dont listen so Im used to the rudeness and disrespect and thats why I tell them to read my profile something else they never do > > WTF ok what e

Thinking....
So much love to give but is anyone worthy anymore Is there a soul that will not destroy my heart again I close my eyes and can see his face Gentle, sweet, with eyes only for me Will he ever be real or just a fantasy I long for his touch yet scorn away from it Fear passion fuel my dreams When will I be whole and give of my soul again

Dom?
Your result for The Could You Be A Good Dominatrix Test...GoddessYou scored 77% Dominance and 74% Technique! You are, quite simply, mind-blowingly and unbearably hot. You would not just be a "good" dominatrix. You would be - hell, you *are* - a stunning and breathtaking sexual experience for whatever man is lucky enough to be captured by you. Whatever you do, don't let your talents go to waste. Use them. Nurture them. Impart them to others. And, if all else fails, call me ;-) Thank you for taking my test, Ma'am - I hope we can meet someday.Take The Could You Be A Good Dominatrix Test at HelloQuizzy

Pimpout For Princessfubar
Here we go ,,, Im pimping my bestfriend and Fu Owner ..... She is and awesome sexy person so go spank her page with lots of love ,,, lots of pic rates and stash rates ,, did I mention she loves BLING ,, get to know her she is a great friend take time and talk to her ...Click the link below and get started. ♥☆☺☆ ♥ PrincessFubar81♥☆☺☆ ♥@ fubar You can click any of these pics as well to right to her pics ,,, make sure to fan add and rate her profile she will return all love ...

Interesting Life
So I generally blog elsewhere because fubar is just to superficial to care about much else, but idk, I felt like talking here so stfu and go away if you don't care to read about boring stuff like people's everyday lives. So I have changed alot in the past few months. I am not going to get too specific because the important people already know. Besides, it's fun to talk in riddles. Messes with your head, and that's always a good time. I'm glad I found fubar. Even though it is mostly fake people and whores, and "oh I'm so horny". Oh get a life and go suck a dick somewhere. But this is supposed to be a happy blog, not a rant, so I will save the bitching for later when I care. I'm glad that the events in my life have led me to this point. I'm not happy that I bitched to LTC's...I bet I'll never do that again. But that's the beauty of miscommunication and omission of information between people. When you take someone at their word because you trust that they are telling you the whol

How We Underestimate Kids
i have a niece, whos mom will drop her off here at time while she goes to work. shes only 4, but the most carring n sweet child u'll ever meet. she'll bring over candy fer me n her to munch on, n i swear from the time she getts here till she leaves she is constantly talking lol. bout her puppy, what toys shes got, what shows she like, asks what i'm doingh, or if i'm ever gonna get married lol. n yes i spioled her, anything she wants sheknows i'll give in n give it to her. its alot different between nieces n nephews well i have my work table n right next to me i got the a playschool work area, cause she said she wanted to fix stuff too. well i had this airsoft model gun, took the thing out of it that made it shoot, n took the rest of the gun appart so she could work on a gun too. well bout 2 hrs later she said oh uncle jamie i got it put toghter, i laughed n said ok n looked. would u believe sghes actually put that gun toghter! like i said of course i left the part out that made it

Come See Me!!!!
Thank You MySpace Comments PLEASE CLICK ON MY PICTURE AND STOP BY AND RATE MY PIC AND LEAVE SOME COMMENTS. FIRST 5 PEOPLE TO 10K GETS A AUTO 11. I'D APPRECIATE ANY HELP YOU COULD GIVE ME. THANK YOU FOR ANY HELP IN ADVANCE. MySpace Showing Some Love Comments

92 Day Old And 41 Yrs Old
91 days and on day 92 Addict name Carlton. I have something that just crossed my mind and I wished it hadn’t because now I have to write about it. Tomorrow if God risks waking me up to live by example for someone to follow then I will be grateful. But this is one of them times I normally celebrated my birthday getting high, drunk, and tied to the bed. Now I have to wonder where my amusement is going to come from? I can’t do a lot of the shit, which proved unfit for me, including sex, because some people aren’t mentally capable to have sane acts of lust, no instead, I won’t even get into that. Anyway, I am only talking about myself, because I know I am the subject and the end of the chapter. Fortunately, I am able to report I am not going to be locked up, institutionalized, or caught dead from using, on my 41st year on this earth. It sure feel like more time because of the shit I been thru and put people thru. 41 years, it seems no different then 40, but it is. I am not mad about

Playing Around
It is my two year fubar anniversary and I have my first auto 11's bling. Please rate me and I return all love. All you have to do is P.M. me!!! ~ Cherokeelady~ ~Proud Member Of The Confederate Bomber Family@ fubar

Yeah I Levelled
This blog is dedicated only to those that have helped me iver the past few days to level to Henchman today - I love each and every one of you you are all the muttz nuttz - and I am feeling so much better now so lets party. By the way if you didnt help me level - this aint really dedicated to you - I LOVE YOU ALL AND THANKS FOR THE HELP YOU HAVE PROVIDED IN HELPING ME LEVEL

Time............
A kiss a touch how it I want them so much…………. To be so close and yet so far away through the day drives me insane………. When I see your smile my heart races……… to look into those beautiful eyes my pulse runs faster………. How I long to hold you in my arms and feel you against me…….. The mere thought of you in my mundane day brings a smile to my face….. I look forward to the moments I get to look into those pure eyes…. I selfishly long to be the lover you have dreamt of…….. I selfishly desire to keep you as my own……… I know that beauty such as yours should not be held and kept from the world, because beauty such as yours belongs to the world and should be shared so the world can truly become a place worthy of a beauty such as yours…………… My mind wanders to your lovely face as it so often does, I can’t help but envision what it would be like to spend time with you………………… Time to hold you in my arms and feel your head on my bare chest……….. time to softly caress your lips with mine…….. time to

Value Of A Drink
The Value of a Drink "Sometimes when I reflect back on all the wine I drink I feel shame. Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the vineyards and all of their hopes and dreams . If I didn't drink this wine, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. Then I say to myself, "It is better that I drink this wine and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver." ~ Jack Handy ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ "I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day. " ~Frank Sinatra ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ "When I read about the evils of drinking, I gave up reading." ~ Henny Youngman ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ "24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case. Coincidence? I think not." ~ Stephen Wright ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ "Wh

Dj Omg Wtf
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The Passing Of A Lover, A Father And A Friend!
I recently lost my husband of 22yrs to pancreatitis. He fought a 3 1/2 month long battle! I have been gone for over a month from fubar, not just to take some time for myself to get adjusted to the changes in my life but also due to my pc crashing. I was overwhelmed at the messages of kindness and love that have filled my mailbox. I never realized I had so many wonderful friends here on fubar. It touched my heart so that my eyes filled with tears. I just had to write this and say thank you to everyone who has left me a message & who has called me personally offering me thier shoulders, ears to listen and hugs! You guys know I love you all, miss you all and I am trying like hell to get back to fubar!! Until I can return here's hugs and kisses for you all!!

Words
Words that Describe me…… Sadist, Freak, Pain, Pleasure, Sex, Sweet, Edge, Friendly, Unforgiven, Dangerous, Darkness, Old-soul, War gamer, Dom, Virgo, Twisted, Positive Words that don’t……. Compassion, loving, Kind, Mean, Negative, Normal, Forgiving

Why Can't I Forget?
I Love her. With all my heart, with all my soul. With everything that I am, and I always shall. I think about her constantly, I can't stop. My chest hurts, it's like a constant heartache. I tear up, stare out at nothing, and just remember how great it was and what I have lost. The only time I don't think of her, is when I am working and keeping busy. But even then, when I slow down for a minute, she creeps back in. I've been sent home more than once because I had a breakdown. It's ruining my life. I cry myself to sleep, I become incoherent when I talk to friends. I try to stop, to think of something else, but it never works. I just can't deal with this pain. I will always want her, always wish to be the man she wants. I thought I was, but we had some heated words and I lashed out. I said some things I can never take back, words I meant at the moment..but only at the moment. I want them back, I want her to understand I don't think them, I don't believe them. I trust her, even whe

Cyndijo
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Poem 5 I Think It Is
Why Fight? Have you ever wanted to know why all couples fight? why does everything alway lead to yelling why is yelling the key to pissing you off why do we fight? i dont know why i ahte to fight with my wife but it seems like its every nite tht we fight why why why

Is Your Boss Spying On You?
12 Tips for Maintaining Your Privacy at Work Kate Lorenz, CareerBuilder.com Editor From key card technology that provides access to the office parking garage to computer systems that monitor incoming and outgoing phone calls, today's employers are keeping tabs on their employees. According to a 2001 survey by the American Management Association (AMA), more than 75 percent of U.S. firms record and review employee communications and activities on the job. This includes monitoring employee phone calls, email messages, Internet connections and computer files. Most monitoring takes place because of increased technology available to employees, such as email and advanced online capabilities. In fact, this percentage has doubled since the AMA first conducted the survey in 1997. But companies are not just watching employees online. More than 37 percent of companies said they participate in video surveillance for security purposes and 7.8 percent store and

Pimp Out Blog #12 Twiztedxlove15
twiztedxlove15@ fubar hey everybody please show some fubar love to my very cool and sexy and amazing friend twiztedxlove15 she'll return the love to you all so rate her 10's or 11's(11's if you're a vip) on her pics and a 10 or a 11 or profile and show her some love on her blogs and comment her pics,profile and blogs and stash and give her stash thumbs up and help her level up people from Bruce.

The Poem I Wrote To My Toni ♥ U Baby
MY LOVE FOR YOU IS LIKE A ROSE THATS BEAUTIFUL TO THE TOUCH AND THAT ITS JUST WOKEN FROM ITS SLUMBER MY LOVE TO YOU IS POWERFUL AS POWERFUL AS A STEEL WALL THAT CANT BE BROKRN AND THAT WILL LAST FOREVER MY LOVE TO YOU IS LIKE THE SUN THAT BRIGHTEN EVERYDAY THAT IM WITH YOU AND THAT BRIGHTENS MY DAY EVERY TIME I THINK OF YOU MY LOVE TO YOU IS CARING I WIL CARE FOR YOU EVERYDAY LOOKIN AFTER YOU WHEN YOUR SICK SAD AND IN NEED OF LOVING ILL BE THERE FOR YOU BY YOU'R SIDE. MY LOVE TO YOU MEANS EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD NOTHING CAN COME IN BETWEEN US AND TO HAVE A BEAUTIFUL WONDERFUL PERSON LIKE U IN MY LIFE MAKES ME HAPPY AND KNOW THAT U FEEL THE SAME WAY AS I DO ILL LOVE U TODAY TOMORROW IN A WEEK MONTH YEAR AND MILLENIUM ILL EVEN LOVE YOU WHEN MY TIME IS UP AND BEYOND THEN ULL ALWAYS BE MY ONE TRUE LOVE I LOVE YOU AND JOHNATHAN TO BITS IF I WAS TO LOSE YOU MY WHOLE WORLD WOULD COME CRUMBLING DOWN AROUND ME THERE WOULD BE NO POINT IN ME LIVING ANYMORE ILL LOVE U

See Me Naked Lol
Rayne is up for auction.Wouldn't you like to own him?Hurry to the auction and get your bids in!Click on the pic to make your bid. This bully brought to you by ✖ЯÅ¥ŇΣ✖︻┳テ=一*OWN ME* Repost for me please!

Fangoria
Fango threw a contest for a new PC game called Left for Dead. The 4 top pictures submitted of you as a zombie were chosen.I did NOT win and I am very dissapointed. You can see the 4 finalists and 12 runner ups here http://www.fangoriaonline.com/features/horrorcade/462-fangoria-a-valve-announce-left-4-dead-winners.html You tell me if these 4 winners are that good and Im just buggin

Tempted Beautys Bully
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Update
Just an update on my pregnancy, currently I am now 6 months preggo. I will say I am so tired and it's so uncomfortable when I have to go to sleep. But I am feeling Ashley more and more which is an awesome feeling. So far she is healthy and I'm healthy, I go back this Thursday for a check up. It's getting closer.

Jnail
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Only Heaven's Silence For An Answer
Breathing an air Permeated soaked in darkness Emanating from within Resonating like a scream no one can hear I wear this chaos well Though none should save me Desperation keeps me here My need for innocence The place where I began The abyss becomes me I wear this chaos well Are these not words of heresy A venom on my lips a poison My spirit impurity In everything I choose to say With you I stand in hope that God will save us from ourselves Every cry a wasted moment Until another day is lost Even lands we once called home Lie undiscovered and unknown Only heaven's silence for an answer Did our laughter did our tears Have some purpose after all Did we toil in vain in hope That wisdom came from what we'd done Even lands we once called home Lie undiscovered and unknown Only heaven's silence for an answer. If I would shed my skin the layers left But not the lessons learned It would not undo what I have done Or grant forgiveness in some better days

4play
Holding you In my arms so tight Kissing your lips It feels so right With each passionate kiss My heart grows warm The energy building Its beginning to swarm Making your body quiver With each tender touch Makes my heart pound I love you this much Feeling the curves Your sweet body makes Making love to you all night If that’s what it takes Kissing your neck And biting your lip I sense juices flowing Let me take a sip Nibbling on your nipple Your breast I kiss round I hear a slight moan Such a beautiful sound Letting my tongue Slide down your belly so tight Lay back and relax Your in for a long night Licking your clit So soft and sweet You taste so delicious A midnight treat Gently massaging Your moist juicy lips I can tell you are enjoying The way your moving your hips Lashing my tongue out Like a rattlesnake I will make you climax No matter how long it might take I lick that little button First left then right Your arching

Our First Meeting
We had talked together online for sometime now and thought of you as a good friend. After a while of talking about it we finally decided to go to dinner one night. I got to the Italian restaurant early as I am known to do and waited outside in the cold weather for you to show up. Finally after what felt like an eternity I see you coming toward me from the parking lot. You are dressed in a form fitting blue and black dress that really shows off your gorgeous body. Your hair is wavy and flows around your face and neck. You have on black stockings and high heel shoes and I can not help but marvel at how sexy you look. You notice me by the door and smile at me as you get closer to me. The scent of your perfume fills my nose and is so intoxicating. Looking into your gorgeous eyes I feel drawn into them and the sparkle in them stuns me speechless. You just stand there waiting for me to say something and finally getting control of myself I welcome you with a friendly hug. Feeling the soft cur

Palin Blames Bush Policies For Gop Defeat We Did Too
Palin blames Bush policies for GOP defeat By GENE JOHNSON, Associated Press Writer Gene Johnson, Associated Press Writer 28 mins ago WASILLA, Alaska – Alaska Gov. Sarah Palin, amid speculation she'll run for president in four years, blamed Bush administration policies for the defeat last week of the GOP ticket and prayed she wouldn't miss "an open door" for her next political opportunity. "I'm like, OK, God, if there is an open door for me somewhere, this is what I always pray, I'm like, don't let me miss the open door," Palin said in an interview with Fox News on Monday. "And if there is an open door in '12 or four years later, and if it is something that is going to be good for my family, for my state, for my nation, an opportunity for me, then I'll plow through that door." In a wide-ranging interview with Fox's Greta Van Susteren, Palin says she neither wanted nor asked for the $150,000-plus wardrobe the Republican Party bankrolled, and thought the issue was an odd one at

Auction
@ fubar"> @ fubar"> I'm Out Shining This Wonderful Woman Making Whoopie NEVER ASKS FOR A THING! On Fubar! She Doesn't Cause Drama On Fubar & She Certainly Goes Out Of Her Way To Help Others In Contests, Giveaways or Whatever! She Has Entered Herself In An Auction For The First Time EVER! Click Here To Bid AND CONTEST! Click Here To Throw Down Bombs! Boy! When She Does It, She Makes Sure She Does It Well! Now It Would Be Splendidly Awesome To Help Her Out! If You Can NOT Afford To Bid On Her, Then Please Be There To Show Support In Her Contest. She Has Definitely Earned The Help. Also Make Sure Ya Rate/Add/Fan This Beautiful Hostess! ~*BlondePrincess™'*~FALL FU FESTIVAL AUCTION STARTS NOV 10th MESSAGE TO JOIN@ fubar For Doing A Magnificant Job!!!!! Another Frozen Pimpout! Awwwwww! Love Ya's GIRLIE! Frozen Mystical Dreamzzzz,

My Blog
most of my life has been lived at a pace beyond ubderstanding with a flair that few know ......i am going to do my best to write here every day and tell some of the stories a perrels that have become to be the memories that i live by .today it was sunny cool in the 70's here in sac .i am so tired i gave up my cushy desk job to be the line dawg that i am got lots of pics coming soon please rate

Taken From Other Works..
This is not merely nuclear fusion. The usual scientific terms do not apply. It is ... imagining matter into existence by the power of the will. And beacuse we have been given thought, will, and imagination, albeit on a human scale, we too have this power to create. Once in a while, however, there are moments for which the burden seems worth carrying: moments of transcendent joy, of inexpressible beauty, of wonder that overwhelms the mind with awe, or in this case a moment of such piercing charm that the world seems more right than it really is and offers a glimpse of what Eden might have been before we pulled it down...

Life
Once in a while, howevr, re are moments for whch the burden seems worth carrying: moments of transcendent joy, of inexpressible beauty, of wonder that overwhelms the mind ith awe, or in this case a moment of such piercing charm that te world seems more right than it really is and offers a glimpse of what Eden might have een before we pulled it down...

Im Up 4 Auction In A Fall Fu Festival .
BID STARTED OUT AT 250 K BUT THIS IS MY 1ST AND MAYBE MY ONLY . WHO EVER BUYS ME GETS ME 2 DO BUNCH OF STUFF FOR THEM ON HERE AND IM OPEN 4 MORE IDEAS . SOMEONE IS GOING 2 END UP WITH ME THO SO HOPEFULLY I KNOW MY NEW OWNER . ANYWAY HERES THE LINK 2 MY AUCTION . ITS ON JANE DOES PAGE IF U DONT KNOW JANE U SHOULD SHE IS A SWEETHEART . SO R/F/A/ HER AND LEAVE A COMMENT WITH UR BID ON ME . WISH U ALL LUCK REMEMBER IF THERES SOMETHING THAT WILL MAKE ME MORE VALUABLE LEAVE IT IN WITH THE BID . THANKZ

Help ~blueroses~ Spotlight!!!
HELP BLUEROSES SPOTLIGHT! ~Blueroses~ Sarge's Bad Girls~ With the Spotlight increasing daily, Blueroses needs QUITE a few million more so she can BID! ~Blueroses~ Sarge's Bad Girls~ Blueroses is a very awesome FU who always shows love to those who love her. ~Blueroses~ Sarge's Bad Girls~

Blueroses Spotlight
HELP BLUEROSES SPOTLIGHT! ~Blueroses~ Sarge's Bad Girls~ With the Spotlight increasing daily, Blueroses needs QUITE a few million more so she can BID! ~Blueroses~ Sarge's Bad Girls~ Blueroses is a very awesome FU who always shows love to those who love her. ~Blueroses~ Sarge's Bad Girls~

Vetrans Day Vidio(some Gave All)
on this vetrans day nov,11,2008. remember those that gave all. remember the family they left behind so you can have your freedom. remember the ones that are now serving. remember the ones that came home with wounds that left them less than they could be if they hadnt served our country bravely. and also remember the homeless vets that have nightmares of war that keep them from fuctioning in a normal lifestyle. just remember.

The Date
"Is she coming?" I asked eagerly while on the phone with my man. Our rondesvous with her had been wildly anticipated for quite some time now. It was to be dinner out and a night at the Hilton. Thinking of it sent shivers through me. "Six O'clock at Sargenti's, Darling." He reassured me with that sweet rumbling quality in his voice, low and mischevous. Giggling, I stopped the call and continued my beauty routine. I looked pretty damned good in my red wrap dress, showing my curves and just enough cleavage appropriate for dinner. As I was putting on my finishing touches, I heard him come home. A slow smile crept upon my crimson lips. I glanced behind my reflection in the mirror at the beautiful man, and I beamed in excitement. Slender and handsome in his suit, I could tell he was already excited; the telltale bulge tugging at his slacks, which I fully appreciated. Our eyes met in the reflection and its clear that after all this time, we wanted each other still. "Let's not be

The Cabin
The rain was pounding on my back as I was assessing my flat tire. "Damn it." I muttered as I went to the trunk for the spare. I figured this would only take a few minutes, then I would be on my way to see Sarah. My mind drifted drifted to the thought of her... stacked, slim and an ass you could bounce anything off it, she was visual perfection. The lightening woke me from my day dream and I focused my energy on getting TO Sarah. My heart sunk when I didn't discover the spare....nothing, nada in the rim where it usually sits. "Fuck!" I was pissed at my '89 Ford F150. For good measure, I kicked the flattened tire. Now I had to find someplace to get dry while I wait for for AAA to come. In the middle of nowhere, I glanced around the wooded road for any beacon of hope, fading as quickly as the hard-on I was starting to sport. I walked along the side of the road for about an hour... or was it an hour and a half?... until I found the small cabin up on the hill. My cell phone dead

Widow's Revenge
She slipped the cut rose in the lapel of the man she gave her life up for. He was dressed in the dashing tuxedo he wore at the Gala event at the French Embassy. Looking as handsome as always, she whispered "I love you" in his ear. They were being watched, which she favored, so she kissed him gently on his lips. "I forgive you." Again she muttered softly. Rising she felt for the kneeler yet again, raised her hands in prayer, the ritual of the event. She crossed herself quickly, then returned to her seat in the corner. Stick to the plan. She crossed her legs, revealing her smooth leg, only enough to not reveal the revolver tucked in the garter higher placed upon her thigh. Pulling her veil over her face again, she waited. The receiving line was to begin. One of these guests was responsible and she was going to find out who. It's probably more complicated then that but one bastard at a time. Putting on the distraught widow act, she thanked and held warmly the hand of

Night...
Ich schreibe dieses, weil ich kann. Heute war nur ein anderer tag. Nichts regend auf. Ich fuhlte traurig der meiste tag aber ich habe wirklich hart versucht, so negativ nicht zu denken. Ich habe die nachsten wenigen freien tage. Ich messe zeit zu entspannen und zu denken. Deshalb gehend viel stoff durch mein gemut. Bis dann, gute nacht.

Want To Own Me?
Im up for Auction! This is what I'm offering: Click to place your bids Please R/F/A the host (if not already done), tell her I sent you :) AUTO-11s Jªne_N.Ðº³@ fubar ~*~ Radissongirl ~*~ ~*~ Proud owner of MzCaBiBBW ~*~@ fubar

Lemons And Lemonade...
Whoever Said When Life Hands You Lemons Make Lemonade OBVIOUSELY Didn't Work Very hard...Cuz If I Made Lemonade out Of the Lemons That Are Tossed To Me...I'm Gettin Burned. Cuz I Work At Life And Have Cuts...Both Internatl And External. Sometimes Friendship Is Hard. Sometimes Life Is hard...And I LOVE Lemons But HATE Lemonade. I'm Just Glad That Tomorrow Is Another Day With A Fresh Start. Maybe I'll Get Grapes Tomorrow I Could Use Some Grape Juice... Or Like...Apples Hell I Could Use Some Juice...I'm Out. xoxo Nichole

Friends
A friend will bail you out of jail,but a real friend will be with you"..Nope..That's wrong..A real friend would stop you from getting in trouble..so you wouldn't get arrested, so you wouldn't have to pay the court fine. A real friend would be there 24/7 waiting for your call whether or not you supposed to call him... A real friend would give you advise even if you don't want it... A real friend can see you for miles, when just the friend can barely see you next to him/her.....

My Autos
soo im turing on my autos today (tuesday), but i wont be home due to unexpected plans. im going to still do them in hopes my friends will help me out...i wanna get to godmomma. thats 1.2 mil away... if u deside to help me im asking those who do to PLEASE leave me a pm letting me know u helped soo i can return love....normally i would be home for something like this but like i said before, something unexpected came up. thanks and i love my family, friends and fans xoxoxoxo rachel

For Jessa From The Urban Dictionary
1. Jessalynn a woman with total intelligence, modesty, beauty, and self worth. she is a dreamer and a romantic, and needs to be swept off her feet. but be careful. she's extremely tough, too! Kirk: I met a total Jessalynn the other day. Martin: Awesome! Kirk: I'm in love! beauty awesome great person modesty self worth dreamer romantic tough kick-butt

Double Double All The Way
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You Can't Write This Shit
I'm so tired of being the counselor for others when my own life is SNAFU (situation normal all fucked up). My friend (well...more specifically an old flame from a decade ago) has turned to me for a shoulder to lean on now that his marriage is ending. How am I supposed to be his sane voice of reason when my own life is tossed upside-down with custody battles and an ex that refuses to let me move on? I feel for my friend...he didn't deserve the torment his wife is putting him through and I have told him for months to move on. I know she's been seeing other men and I stopped talking with her when she was set on continuing down that road. The poor guy is falling apart. They married too young and while he's a great looking guy he doesn't think he'll ever find another. She has broken him and I doubt there's anything I can say to convince him otherwise about life after her. Anyway, just a small vent to get some of life's frustration off my chest. More deep and meaningful material will

I Wish
that I understood. it sucks trying to read a mind or heart. I dont mind reaching out or being unreasonably patient even but shoot this is silly. Whats a woman to do when everythings not layed and spelled completely out for her. Just walk away, give up. Sounds easy enough. then wny cant I.

Look Here!
100th member gets 10.000 fubucks Haunted Passions! Let Me Be the First to Say Welcome to the Haunted Passions, We Hope you join are growing family, enjoy our friendship, and fun. So hit that subscribe button, step into the yard, kick off your shoes and anything else you want to remove and join the fun.

Some Things I've Made For Katie
Most of you know that Katie is just an absolutely wonderful girl. These are some things I've made for her, I just want everyone to know how much I love you. Katie, you are the most wondeful person I have ever known and I love you. imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World

Please Help Him
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I'm So In Love With You Steven!
My Profile Comments ~ nov.s... retrieve and acquire... vertical and horizontal positioning required! [inside joke! LOL] I love loving FEVER! her Steven 1 hr ago reply | delete comment | block user ~ nov.s... can't wait to be squeezing you -- your hair wild over your face, our legs excitedly entangled! I love you Theaza, your Steven

Promo For Auction
temtations playhouse is having its first ever aucion JUST CLICK ON THE PIC of the ppl being aucioned to go bid on them MEMBERS UP FOR AUCTION ARE AS FOLLOWS: DPASTEL PRINCESS sarab vampgirl daddy joker DJ omg wtf yourillusion cyndijo tempted beauty jnail

Salutes
hey if you want me to give you a salute just message me how you want the salute, or where you want the salute, or what you want me doing in the salute. and i will put it in my salute folder for you to get and if you ever want more i will be more then glad to make more for you any amounts of them you want to have

48% Said No To Him
Only 52% of the vote ... that's what Obama got. Almost half of this country DID NOT VOTE FOR HIM, including myself. I did not vote on race, I actually researched both parties policies and voted for the MAN that mostly clearly represented MY VIEW. Yes my view, NOT the view of the BIASED media. And what the hell ... they want a friggin holiday ... April 15th .. Obama day???? What, he's better than the other 43 Presidents that came before him? I think not. He is just a man. And it totally OFFENDS me as a person who believes in the HOLY TRINITY, that he is being called "messiah". We already have a President's day which, when he is actually President, I will include him in this holiday. This "proclamation" is just absurd. I know he thinks his likeness should be to Martin Luther King, Jr. but ... MLK, Jr. was a clergyman, a Baptist Minister who believed in God, who did more for EVERY race of mankind than anyone else has in history. When Obama stops hating groups of people, I may fe

People
Most people who know me know that I'm a pretty easy going girl. I'm really responsible and I take care of things that I need to take care of. But there are some people who still feel the need to treat me like I'm a damn child. People tell me what I need to do or have to do or make sure I did something that I was supposed to do. They even feel the need to tell me how I should raise my own child. She needs this, you have to do this for her, don't do that.... blah blah blah. I am sick and fuckin tired of people telling me how I should live my life. Its my life and I will live it as I see fit. And if ya'll don't like it then just kiss my ass.

Today...
Getting excited for the holidays. Christmas is going to be soooo fun with a toddler!!! He is talking more and more everyday and he gets so excited over some of the funniest stuff. He is his own little person and I love it sooo much!!!

Moving
Went I ain't moving for awhile yet still dealling with the veteran's administration and not finding a way to mak money to pay for the moving so basically stuck in the state of michigan which freaking sucks no good jobs no good weather no good life it basically sucks in this state

Considering The Disbursement Of Hemp Tax Funds Allocated To Law Enforcement
In considering the disbursement of funds from the revenue generated through a national levy placed on all Hemp based products sold within the United States with recognition that the use of Hemp in manufacturing will be encouraged in all possible spheres of commerce, 8% of the total should be directed to specific, targeted areas within Law Enforcement. Being that the “Hemp Tax” would be roughly between 10% to 20% of all Hemp products and with the potential of Hemp products ranging from fibers to bio-fuels, from papers to plastics and from medicines to foods to recreational uses, it is not presumptuous to assume that within a very short time, a mere 8% of that total can be considered to be within the billions of dollars. The first specific target of this 8% of the total “Hemp Tax” revenue diverted to fund the general area of Law Enforcement would be to set a goal to double the salary of all State and Local Law Enforcement officers within a decade relative to what the regional salaries

Remember Our Vetrans
hello all that reads this. lets not think about ourself on this vetrans day. get out and say hi and thank some of the ones who fought or the ones that are fighting for our freedom. let them know that you care. if you cant do this then i think you should pack your bags and move to another country

Ode To Bbw
This big, beautiful woman didn't happen overnight, I spent years of my life keeping my sexuality out of sight. Through my teenage years it always seemed very clear that guys felt my type should stay to the rear, while thin girls always used mine as an example of the body they feared. Awoke in my twenties by the fact it just may be that men who matured were attracted to me. My red hair was a turn on, my skin was so pure, my freckles gave character....hell, I never thought that before And the figure I sported through most of my life became something that some men found as their vice. Thrust into my thirties it was plain to see that I no longer cared what people thought of me. I know my hair is amazing with it's crimson hue and my alabaster skin and freckles are all that will do. And my big beautiful body that still remains in place has become something that I whole heartedly embrace.

Secret, Secret!! But Don't Let It Be!
Countless times he has helped so many people out in contests and leveling, bulletins, bling, whatever was required. Now it is his turn!!!!!!!!!!!!! He is very close to making Prophet---may seem like a lot of points, but NOT with those auto-11s engaged and his HH at 9 PM Fu-time PST. He’s like an Energizer Bunny…that one, for sure. I never saw someone that could be doing so many things for so many people at once…and he doesn’t ask for anything in return…. SO I ASK for him, PLEASE, can anyone and everyone please go to his page and spank the hell outta him to help him as much as ya can!! (Well…and sometime he just needs to be spanked!) $Ðj ßåßý ßºý${ Ð.$.Ç} º.G.ÞîmÞ ºƒ †h€ Þu$$¥Çå† Þlå¥må†èsOwned by ~CynzDreams ~&Naughty by Nature And although he’s going to kill me….I am so thankful to him for everything he’s done that BEST PART---HE WILL BE PAYING FOR RATES….SO EARN THAT EXTRA POINTS AND FU-BUCKS…while helping an awesome guy! Rates are as follows: > $100k fubucks

Drowning
i cry in the dark so noone sees the tears you drain from me my heart keeps cracking your lack of love stings with each moment and each let down you take a little of my happiness im drowning in these tears i cry I loved you when no one else would i was there for you when noone else was and when i need you to save me the most your gone

Ton Of Bricks
Love hits u like a ton of bricks unknowingly,you the unsuspecting victim comes across new feelings,new sensations,new joys and new pains.This thief in the night preys upon many taking control silently showing us the true beauties of life and pure evils of it.Taking nothing but giving plenty without it we are unwhole,in pieces and beside ourselves for it is like a drug and addiction that creeps up on u and never allows u rehab.

Behind Those Eyes That Lie
behind those eyes u've learned to lie you've learned to hide those lies that u've hid behind the ones you never wanted the world to know the ones you would never show u never wanted the world to see the pain the suffering that your eyes do bring u've fooled them all they think your kind how did you teach those eyes to lie you taught them to show kindness and love but were all lies desperty trying to look beep in side but yet cant find all those lies that ur eyes do hide finding myself bleed wanting to now what was hidden was anything they told me real i wish i could teach my eyes to lie the pain the damage the bleeding is seen by all my masks wear thin and my eyes dont know how to lie

Fear
I see you standing there in the dead of the night and reach for you but can’t seem to grasp you I can’t grab your hand and I lose you .You slip through my fingers as I try to find the strength to grab you, you fall into the deep abyss I have flashbacks of all the great times I’ve had with you and all the bad I see all of it so clearly I had a chance to help and be there When you needed it but instead I pushed you away and I didn’t realize what I had with you until I finally lost you When I lose you I lose friends, family and the strength to move on I come back to reality and wake up from my horrible nightmare and remember that it was just a distant memory one almost forgotten but not forgiven

Promo Bully2
temtations playhouse is having its first ever auction JUST CLICK ON THE PIC of the ppl being aucioned to go bid on them MEMBERS UP FOR AUCTION ARE AS FOLLOWS: PASTEL PRINCESS sarab vampgirl daddy joker DJ omg wtf yourillusion cyndijo tempted beauty jnail demon

Support Our Troops
OK EVERYONE LET'S SHOW OUR TROOPS SOME SUPPORT. IF YOU KNOW ANYONE IN THE MILITARY OR A VETERAN POST HIS OR HER PIC HERE SO THAT EVERYONE CAN SEND THEM A NOTE OR TWO TO EXPRESS OUR GRATITUDE FOR WHAT THEY HAVE DONE FOR US AND OUR COUNTRY. IF THEY ARE A MEMBER OF FUBAR THAT'S EVEN BETTER YOU CAN POST THEIR PROFILE HERE THEN REPOST. THAT WAY WE CAN SEND OUR THANK YOU'S TO THEM OUR SELVES WE COULD ACTUALLY CALL THIS A SUPPORT OUR TROOPS TRAIN. REMEMBER JUST PUT THEIR PIC HERE AND THEN REPOST. THANK YOU ALL AND OUR TROOPS THANK YOU TO. The Star Spangled Banner - U.S. Marine Corps Band

Funny Sh*t!
The Sensitive Man A woman meets a man in a bar. They talk; they connect; they end up leaving together. They get back to his place, and as he shows her around his apartment. She notices that one wall of his bedroom is completely filled with soft, sweet, cuddly teddy bears. There are three shelves in the bedroom, with hundreds and hundreds of cute, cuddly teddy bears carefully placed in rows, covering the entire wall! It was obvious that he had taken quite some time to lovingly arrange them and she was immediately touched by the amount of thought he had put into organizing the display. There were small bears all along the bottom shelf, medium-sized bears covering the length of the middle shelf, and huge, enormous bears running all the way along the top shelf. She found it strange for an obviously masculine guy to have such a large collection of Teddy Bears. She is quite impressed by his sensitive side, but doesn't mention this to him. They share

I Cry
Humilaty - a lesson I never enjoy I grew up with many advantages. My step-father was the administrative attourney to the district courts of harris county and my mom worked for private schools and the department of health and human resources as a special needs teacher. I shopped in all the best department stores. We had our hair and nails done weekly. I had a car at 16 and a credit card at 15 for shopping. Getting a job during the school year was never encouraged, as my parents felt getting good grades was my real job. [And I did all right at it -- never pushed myself for good grades until I was in college]...It was definately an upper middle class background -- totally whitebread-a-licious... I have a four year degree. I got two different scholarships while in college -- one in art and another from the philosophy department for a trip to China. I was living in a house left to me by my grandma with another one being used as a profit making rental. I had soooo much going for me, eve

Really?!? I Mean Really?!?!?
AIGHT, YOU ALL KNOW ME AS A DRINKER, AND I'VE DONE SOME EXTREME THINGS TO GET DRUNK, LIKE MIXING EVERCLEAR WITH GATORADE, OR DRINKING VODKA BONG WATER BUT THIS DISGUSTS EVEN ME....I MEAN REALLY WHO THE FUCK WOULD EVEN CONSIDER DOING THIS?!? PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. TRY NOT TO BE SICK!!

Pt 2
HAVE APPOINTMENT TO SEE/CONSULT WITH SURGEON THIS FRIDAY 10 AM PST. WILL KNOW MORE THEN... THANK-YOU FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT SHOWED YOUR SUPPORT AND TO THOSE WHO DONT REALLY GIVE A RATS ASS THANX FOR READING THIS ANYWAY!!!!! PEACE TO ALL!!!!!!!!!!! XOXOXOOXOXX BECKY

Scammer
natalie@ fubar YUP... another Scammer Here's the external link to where the pic was taken from www.mundoanuncio.com 11549108052.jpg ¨ http://www.mundoanuncio.com/anuncio/nena_quiere_mostrarte_algo_rico_1154910805.html

Leaving
Ok everyone, I have desidedto leave Fubar and the reason is very simple. I am so tired of getting a friend request, going to their profile and rateing all of the pis that they have and getting nothing in return. Is it too much to aks to treat others with the same respect???? If you have my e-mail, you can contact me that way or by messenger at yahoo with the same name. Been a member for over 3 years and I have had it. Thanks to all of the POINT WHORES!!!!!!!!

Pimped!
Say hello to my leetle friend! ERM… I mean… Say hello to my new OWNER!! Dakota21220 He loves to perv on pages… erm I mean, rate pics. He’s a bling whore… erm I mean, he’s a very generous man. He’s a HUGE flirt… erm I mean, he’s great to talk to. He’s a big kid… erm I mean, he’s got a great sense of humor. What I REALLY mean is that he’s just an all around great guy. He’s one of the few people that I can truly call a friend. I am blessed to have his friendship and now have him as my Fu-Owner. So, stop by and show him some love before these girls ravage him useless. Then again… he IS Superman!! This Proper Pimp Out brought to you with love by: ~Dusty~

Breaking Inside:
Breaking Inside: Ever feel like you're breaking inside, like your whole world, your heart and your soul are just tearing apart and breaking? Many of us do. While trying to find ourselves, we continue to search for someone to hold dear to us, to share our joy, calm our fears and fill our loneliness. Whether this person be a close friend, a family member or a newer friend in our lives, or a soulmate or lover. Noone likes to be alone, though some say they would rather be alone. We all need someone to truly care, besides our family. If indeed they truly do. A simple gesture....A smile, a touch, is all that is sometimes needed to brighten someone's day and make them smile. Life is complicated enough, why does everything get made out to be too. With every breath we should be glad of the new day, to smile...meet someone new and hopefully be fulfilled in someway as not to feel as if we are breaking inside...

A True Friend:
Category: Friends A True Friend: A true friend sees the first tear, catches the second tear and bitch slaps the motherfucker who causes the third.... Send to ur true friends including the one who sent it to u.....

I Really Don't Expect Anyone To Read This.
She's standing on the corner of 9th and Pine, scraping her toes impatiently across the pavement. Her cheeks are flushed from the cold and the wind that's seeping slowly into her bones. She's shaking like fall's last stubborn leaves, which are fluttering and falling quietly around her. The sun is slowly setting, signaling for the night to settle over the sleepy city. She wraps her arms more tightly across her shrinking frame and thinks longingly about some home she once had. Or once felt. Or something. Distraction is a skill she's vowed to master but she's a novice, nonetheless.    At long last, a figure approaches from the shadows and the grey, growing and growing. A familiar gait elicits an un-welcomed twinge of longing. She drops her smoke and watches it fall to the concrete, scattering dying sparks.    Saying nothing and everything, he steals a long, hard look, peering into her amber eyes and burning a hole through her timid soul. His sincerity frighten

A Moment
Life of course takes on various paths and you never know from one minute to the next where you will end up. But then something happens and slaps you back into reality then you realize there is just so much going on in this world around you and you are just missing out on all of it. Ok well been there done that and slowly moving away from it. There are just so many things in this world you take for granted. But oh well life goes on. It may be a bitch to live in sometimes but you only live once. I have had so much happen lately but my goals and priorities are slowly falling into place where I need them all to be. Its only a matter of time when all things will be exactly where I want and need them all to be...Anyways you have to take the good with the bad and go from there. We all make mistakes and either we live with it or die trying to make a difference. Well of course I guess I would be one that will fight my way through until I croak...hahaha (((Yea insert laughter here))))

Haters
Recently Fubar came out with a new bling giving invisibility to anyone that gets the bling for 3 hours... Why would this be a benefit to anyone? What good can come of this? Have you noticed that if someone marks a pic that no one else has visited nsfw there is no profile listed under "who viewed this"? I would call that invisible and I would also call it playing dirty pool. There is a site for childern called Nickjr...Might I suggest the "adult" children that mark stuff nsfw go play there...This is an adult site and I'm sick and tired of babies coming here and marking pics. Everyone is sick and tired of it! Grow up or go play on Nickjr....Disney or any of the other sites for babies... Look..I'm not "Christian" I don't want to see that stuff but I don't mark it nsfw...I'm open minded and have seen some offensive stuff..I don't mark it nsfw...this is an adult site...I'm an adult and if I don't want to look at it I move on... And if you are small minded enough to mark something

Y'all Please Make Them So Very Welcome!
Two of my real life friends have chosen to join our community. I sit with Nate and Katie every weekend night at karaoke. They are both warm and genuine people. I hope you will all welcome them! Thanks! Timmy Glass Shadows@ fubar Wee Man Juggalo enforcer@ juggalo family and fu/bf of proud blue juggalette@ fubar

2007 Correctional Statistics
Who Are Correctional Officers? 77.7% male, 22.3% female 69.5% white, 20.8% black, 5.7% Hispanic 80.5% are between the ages of 30 – 44 63.9% have some college experience,25% have a college degree, 19% Bachelors, 4.5% Masters, 1.5% Ph.D. Correctional Officers (CO's) have the second highest mortality rate of any occupation. 33.5% of all assaults in prisons and jails are committed by inmates against staff. A CO's 58th birthday, on average, is their last. A CO will be seriously assaulted at least twice in a 20 year career. On average a CO will live only 18 months after retirement. CO's have a 39% higher suicide rate than any other occupation, And have a higher divorce and substance abuse rates then the general population. Sources: "Stress Management for the Professional Correctional Officer", Donald Steele, Ph.D., Steele Publishing 2001 -"Corrections Yearbook 2000, 2002", Criminal Justice Institute, Middletown, CT -"Sourcebook of Criminal Justice Sta

Drama Again
Why is it that every time there's Drama here between my friends i get put right in the middle of it. Im a kind person who tries to make friends with every body i have a really big heart any always try to help out. But when ever 2 of my friends get in to it i get stuck right in the middle (always). I feel like i just lost my best friend on this site. One of the first people to be nice to me when i first came on this site a year ago, the only person i really talk to here. Just because there was a big fight that i didnt even know about, because i was not here for a few days. Im just sick and tired of all this shit. Being treated like someone not that i have never have been or never will be ( a 2 face back stabbing bitch). People just need to keep the drama away from me. Do not come around me with that shit i have enough in my Real Life as it is. I don't need this shit in my life to.

A Lil Bit Of Me...
I bite your shoulder and you scream I feed visciously on this dream emotions swirling whirling all around, heat, passion, pain, flowing down and around like an angry summer rain You clutch me harder to your being grasping, moaning, moving all from me twisting, turning, plunging in, deeper, harder, faster I spin more, more, I cry within a moment you deny leave me aching, begging, needing more suddenly u release and unsatisfaction fills me

Just Messin Around
Where am I? How did I get here? What is going on! I try to stand but I am tied to the chair, the rope cuts deeper into my flesh, and I feel the sticky warmth of my blood run down my hand... Oh god... help me, I was hoping it was just a dream... Slowly it all comes back to me, the party, the drinks, too many drinks.. then I see him... Brad? Mike? Why can't I remember...- Wait! What was that? I try to still the chills that are coursing down my spine... footsteps... slow and steady... Its him... he's come back again... I plead silently, please don't kill me! I am not ready to die!! I hear him getting closer... my mind starts racing with the fear of the known. I brace myself, expecting the worse, for the dreaded squeak, squeak, squeak of that horrid cart.. suddenly its not just a sound in my head, its there next to me, and suddenly I scream, Oh God, please, no more, please... though I know my screams are useless, it didn't stop him when he chose one delicate blade after another varying

The Silent Death...
I was standing there without a care and he whispered here, now, silently I move with him his hand in mine against the tree he pushes me pressing his lips to mine a hand slips beneath my shirt as he finds the plump orb that brings him such delight as he traces my lips with his tongue I open to him seeking moaning softly his kiss leaves me gasping and dragging in air my skirt begins to slide up my thigh his callused hand searching chills race down my spine everytime everywhere its the same my body rushes to that escape my thoughts scatter as he plunges in a soft scream escapes as my nails dig in faster and harder he goes from head to toes all senses kick in sensitive now everything is pleasure the soft whisper of the wind on my naked skin the not so gentle tug in my hair arching my back I beg for more knowing anticipation building of the moment when the silent death happens and I begin again.

How Do You Deal With Death?
How do you deal with death when it is someone very close to you? This blog is about someone that meant the world to me! My father passed away July 24th 2008. This is the man that always was able to make people laugh no matter how bad they felt. For the past 9 years my father and i lived together after him and my mother seperated. For the past 9 years we was so close to each other where he was more than a father he was my best friend. Every day we would go for coffee 3 to 4 times a day. Where i would go he would go and where he went i went. We spent every hour of the day together. He was always there for his grand children too. Any time i ever had a problem he was right there to help me out. Sence the passing of my father i have had alot of emotions going through my head. November 1st 2008 i just bought my new house. Sense moveing in to this house my feelings have real been overwhelming. All i can think about is all the memories that we had together in our old house. I f

Please Help...thanks Micki..
Help SilverPixi Help her win an AUTO 11 BLING All she needs is 15 K in comments...Also,First to get 15 K gets 1 Million in Fu Bucks Pimp out Brought to you by her friends in The Friendship Circle (repost of original by 'Mï¢kï-ßlµê-È¥ê§ ~{Ðïr†¥ §ðµ†h Çrêw}Çð-£ðµñÐêr ð£ †hê £rïêñÐ§hïþ Çïr¢lê'' on '2008-11-11 22:20:37')

What I Want
When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] WHen you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night ] When she teases you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesn't answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she looks at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ] When she says that she likes you

Down In The Deep Cold Dark.
I'm in a cold dark place now, trying to find my way up and out. Oh Anthea, sweet friend, how I wish we were closer. So I could run to you and cry on your shoulder, I know you'd make me feel better as quick as the time it takes for your smile to light up your face. I'm lost and I don't know how to turn my life back around and make it right again. I don't know if I can find the courage to try again. I feel like I'm going down for the last time and about to lose all that's dear to me.

Taylormade® 2009 Burner Driver
From http://ebayoyo.com/index.html TaylorMade Burner Driver: http://golfantasy.blogspot.com/ Three elements in the TaylorMade Burner Driver combine to help you send those tee shots long and straight down the middle. First, next-generation Dual Crown technology lowers the CG (center of gravity) location, creating hihg launch and low spin. Then, TaylorMade's Inverted cone technology delivers a super-stable, high MOI (moment of inertia) clubhead design for increased forgiveness on off-center hits, sending them longer and straighter. Finally, a SuperFast shaft enables explosive swing speed for even more blazing distance.

Love You Day
HAVE 20 MINUTES TO TELL 5 OF YOUR SWEETEST FRIENDS THAT YOU LOVE THEM (INCLUDING ME) SO I LOVE YOU! GO! AND TAG YOU'RE IT!! YOU HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF MY SWEETEST FRIENDS ON MY LIST. X X X. SOME FRIENDS: Will ignore this,BUT THATS OK-GO AHEAD AND SENT IT TO YOUR 5-INCLUDING ME IF YOU CARE. hugz L*O*V*E* Y*O*U*! Today is love u day. Send 2 everyone you love. Whether it's real love or friend love. Ur spoiled if you get 4 back

Nine Words Women Use
NINE WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before decidi

Just A Poem!
Behind my eyes I softly cry holding this pain so close inside behind my smile I slowly frown as my tears come rushing down a feeling inside I tried to hide suppressed by my deepest fears and I still feel the pain after all of these years Think of what you put me through the tears I cried and feelings that would not subside I trusted you to no end but you betrayed me even as a friend though I still love you and probably always will I blame you for my heart ache and the reason my tears fell I forgive you for the bruises on my heart and my whole world just falling apart but I love you for showing me the meaning in each day and the truth behind the pain you were truly a blessing and the reason my heart sang

Without You
Without You I am a pallid shadow of myself without you. Wherever you are, please incite all colors in me... I am of scattered dust, dawn to dusk without you. Wherever you are, please shape me into being… I am an arid utterance of voice without you. Wherever you are, please stir me into singing... I am an idle breath of truth without you. Wherever you are, please spark me into sharing... I am the dim notion of love without you. Wherever you are, please illumine all emotion... I am a heart lost in life without you. Wherever you are, please render me direction home... I am half hope and half fire without you. Wherever you are, please desire me complete... I am nothing, nowhere in All without you. Wherever you are, please always cherish my kiss... SR May 1997 ~ I dedicate this to my sweet Theaza

Nov. 12, 2008
My Profile Comments ~ nov.s... Without You I am a pallid shadow of myself without you. Wherever you are, please incite all colors in me... I am of scattered dust, dawn to dusk without you. Wherever you are, please shape me into being… I am an arid utterance of voice without you. Wherever you are, please stir me into singing... I am an idle breath of truth without you. Wherever you are, please spark me into sharing... I am the dim notion of love without you. Wherever you are, please illumine all emotion... I am a heart lost in life without you. Wherever you are, please render me direction home... I am half hope and half fire without you. Wherever you are, please desire me complete... I am nothing, nowhere in All without you. Wherever you are, please always cherish my kiss... SR May 1997 ~ I dedicate this to my sweet Theaza

My Owner Tomg
This is a Special pimpout for my Fu-Owner TomG ,, As many of you already know he is one awesome friend to have ,,,, Go show him lots of love he deserves it ,,, so go F/A/R him hell even bling him , so what are you waitting for go make yourself a great friend to have ... Click the link below and see for yourself.. TomG707R/L ,B/F , To-Anatomy of a Scorpio~&LoveLiving w/mybaby@ fubar HAHA WE HAVE A HOP-ALONG TOM .. RUN RUN TOM THIER COMING TO GET YOU .... Brought to you by the 1 and only ♥Tsisquo'ga♥ ♥Cherokee God Mama♥Owner of club F.A.R♥R/L Girlfriend to ♥Anubis♥Click@ fubar

Respect For Veterans
Respect for Veterans Dear Civilians, 'We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of Terms of Servicethe areas where we would like your assistance: 1. The next time you see any adults talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem - kick their ass. 2.When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest - kick their ass. 3.Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. 4.(GUYS) If you were never in the

Tasting Bullshit
*writing poetry such as this is therapy for me...maybe for you too* Tasting Bullshit Embedded is this curse through my flesh, through my soul of what I am, who I will be I no longer know me anymore. Mutilated thoughts flash before glassy eyes of a past not yet forgotten though I've tried to separate you from the future of my steps It's a nagging symphony of regret. Your still living within me slowly killing the life I once dreamed of care-free ways, timeless days and I still stop and stare wondering if you're waiting there around the corner with your black eyes of hatred. The pleasure of my suffering was your definition of release sated with gnawing sickness of tasting my blood upon your lips when you would kiss me. Strangling thoughts still choke at my throat of unforgettable summers festering in my mind, hazed in smoke and liquor and empty stomachs. Nothing mattered then, everything matters now as I step away from the gates of you lift my scarred fac

Very True
The Sack Lunches I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read. Perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought. Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided to start a conversation. 'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me. 'Chicago - to Great Lakes Base, we'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Iraq.' After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hours before we reached Chicago, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time. As I reached for my wallet, I overheard soldier ask his buddy if he&nbs p; planned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sack lunch. Probably wouldn't be worth five buck

Member List!!!
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Playtime
OK HERE IT IS ... I AM A SWINGER HAVE BEEN IN THE LIFESTYLE FOR YEARS. SO WHY WHEN THE ONE MAN I HAVE A CRAVING FOR SAY HES GOING TO PLAY DOES MY DAMN WATER HEATER FUCK UP.....?? NOT AS BAD AS WHEN I HEAR FROM NO ONE FOR A WEEK THEN AUNT FLO COMES AND MY PHONE IS RINGING OFF THE HOOK... DO U THINK MEN KNOW WHEN THE TIME ISNT RIGHT ?

My Darkness
The seventh of september is a day that I'll remember, It's the day the darkness left and the demons there subsided, It's the day I looked into the sky and for the first time saw the light, It's the day my future brightened. And standing at the edge of my pit was an angel to help me out of it, she said, " you've been locked away for far too long and I'm here to help break down those walls, you've been rejected you've known depression so you lived without expression. But that's not how it has to be I'll show you love just follow me." "But how do I know this is not a trick, I've heard it before and fell for it." "Because with love it's all a risk but you have to open and let me in" "But the demons are tricky and they are cruel, they'll break me down they have the tools." "And if they do I'll build you up because that's the power of true love. So I reach my hand inside your pit, I offer love accept it." But when she tried to pull me out, I flinched and she cam

It Happens To The Best Of Us
I set out to write a poem that would be inspirational, something anyone could read and be able to relate to. But although everyone has experienced something they consider painful not everyone has been through the same things I have been through. So I decided to write this without the intention of finishing it, I'll tell of my struggles but I'll leave it open ended so that a reader may pick it up and extend it so this poem may eventualy have all of lifes struggles in it. I lived my life alone and enclosed I kept my feelings inside so noone could hurt those, I've been rejected by everyone and everything from friends to girls and family. I experimented with drugs and lost my home, car and job. I've been hurt by my first love and had suicidal thoughts. I learned life is full of ups and downs, its got goods and bads and ins and outs. But these are things god uses to test us, just keep in mind these things happen to the best of us.

Staff
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Life
On a sunny day one might gather many a thing the sun should bring On a rainy day one might morn and dwell on the lack of light they've seen On a cloudy day one could sleep no sun or sound of dew drops weep (everyday has something to offer. look a little harder) Making a list of things to get done: When you should focus on the accomplishing task. If you most certainly have nothing better to do than these idle list of possibilities, get a hobby, cook for a friend( try the food first if your new a this challenge Read a good book, go to a park, if you run out of ideas then and only then can you make a list of things to do and where to begin. We are all small seeds in the breeze Until the wind settles and we fall to our knees All wind die but soon comes another To take us were ever life plants us. we all have something to give..everyones got something worth doing, find it seek it out when your time is up what’s your explanation... Cover your ears can you hear it?

Loser Boy Strikes Again... (beware - Graphic Content)
some people cut themselves on things like knives or broken glass. i tend to cut myself on things like apple skins, doors, or in this case - a plastic zip tie. *sigh*

I Wonder.......
SOMETIMES I WONDER ON HERE PEEPS SAY OH I AM TRUE AND WILL BE YOUR FRIEND THEN I COME 2 SEE AM I ON YOUR TOP FRIENDS YOU SAY YOU WONT MOVE THEM AND THEN I SEE THAT YOU DO ANYWAY ARE YOU A TRUE FRIEND HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

Be Thanksful On This Thanksgiving New Train
" IT THAT TIME OF THE YEAR TO BE THANKFUL AND BE GIVING TO ALL THAT DO NOT HAVE, BUT ARE BLESS TO BE HERE. JOIN THIS TRAIN AND LIL TWIST SEND A GIFT OF THANKSGIVING TO ALL ON THIS TRAIN THEN RATE/FAN AND ADD. HOST ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~ BAD GIRL~@ fubar BIG POPPA Ya Heard if im not caressin,em im undressin,em regiment bomber&mgr. girlkikass2 dreamteam@ fubar The Dream Team Organizer & Member of Dylon's Divas Mafia Fubar Queen07-08@ fubar Pvt.Passion ~ Jade's Dirty Diamond Crew/Regiment Dragon Bombers & DD Levelers/Owner of StoneCutt@ fubar A~Very~Proud~Navy~Mami~Here!! The~Spot~of~SunShine~Allows ... "NoWalkin'OnTheSunshine" J@ fubar Gypsysoul member of the Rating Revolution plz sign my guest book ^_^@ fubar P77sam..LOVE HURTS,M

Evanescence - Sweet Sacrifice
it's true, we're all a little insane but its so clear now that I'm unchained fear is only in our minds taking over all the time fear is only in our minds but its taking over all the time you poor sweet innocent thing dry your eyes and testify you know you live to break me- don't deny sweet sacrifice One day I'm gonna forget your name and one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain fear is only in our minds taking over all the time fear is only in our minds but its taking over all the time you poor sweet innocent thing dry your eyes and testify and oh you love to hate me don't you, honey? I'm your sacrifice. [I dream in darkness I sleep to die erase the silence erase my life our burning ashes blacken the day a world of nothingness blow me away] do you wonder why you hate? are you still too weak to survive your mistakes? you poor sweet innocent thing dry your eyes and testify you know you live to break me- don't deny sweet sacrifice

The Union Of Dj Counterfiet And Tonie
WE ARE PLEASED TO ANNOUNCE THE JOINING OF TWO VERY SPECIAL PEOPLE..... TONIE GREETER AT THE REAL RED DRAGON & DJ COUNTERFEIT..... THEY WILL BE ENTERING INTO FU MATRIMONY TODAY AT 5PM EST... THE SERVICE WILL BE HELD IN THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE SO PLEASE CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND JOIN US THERE!!!!! CLICK THE PICTURE BELOW TO JOIN US IN THE REAL RED DRAGON FOR THIS JOYOUS OCCASION!!!

Richmond
Ok, this is a new blog, which I will fill with advertisements for things that are upcoming that I'm into, in case anyone would like to come, STARTING with the Richmond Tattoo Convention which I may not be at b/c I may be in Nebraska :)

Feel Me In The Wind
She says i believe that if we touch we will be lost in passion He replies when looking at you i want to place my arms around you pull in your warmth into me and smell you skin, their beating of your hearts beat as one. Her lips whisper i find myself wanting to reach out and caress your face with my hand He feel her breath upon his ear She says listen to your breath Feel my breath hot with the touch of our lips yes he whisper in her ear the heated passon and soul of me traveling to your body through time and space and want for nothing but the touch of our skin. My eye see beauty and life in your body and skin The desire of my heart pounding My lips My soul my touch so soft as my heart wants the for time stand still Embrace the wind upon you skin for its touch is my want and desire of your inner soul. Embrace the sun for it is me from afar to warm your heart

Staind - Still Tangled Up In You
You're my world The shelter from the rain You're the pills That take away my pain You’re the light That helps me find my way You’re the words When I have nothing to say And in this world Where nothing else is true Here I am Still tangled up in you I’m still tangled up in you Still tangled up in you You're the fire That warms me when I'm cold You're the hand I have to hold As I grow old You're the shore When I am lost at sea You're the only thing That I like about me And in this world Where nothing else is true Here I am Still tangled up in you I’m still tangled up in you How long has it been Since this storyline began And I hope it never ends And goes like this forever In this world Where nothing else is true Here I am Still tangled up in you Tangled up in you I’m still tangled up in you Still tangled up in you

Hug
A hug is a wonderful gift to share, A way to show each other that we care; There is so much a hug is able to do, When you feel those arms holding you. A hug is a place to feel safe and warm, A comfort for a sad heart that is torn; An expression of the love in our heart, For ones who we wish, never to be apart. A hug is a greeting when we meet to say hello, Or to say goodbye when we have to go; It can hold us up when life gets us down, And makes us smile, instead of frown. A hug can be given for no reason at all, And given to those, both big and small; We're never too old to feel the joy it brings, As it is one of life's most pleasing things. And for all of this beauty, a hug is free! It costs nothing, yet means so much to me; We should all hug another to show we care, For to feel a warm hug, nothing can compare Sent to me by fufriend ""**~TATA'S BOO~*"" CLAYTO""``~~PHSYCO SPANKER!!!!!!!!!!```~~~~~~~

Demon
for the person that owns the demon for a month fu owned in name for the month rate all pics and stash during happy hour and rate pics 11 if given a vip when i have a chance buy drinks when u r in my lounge make them salute one gift a week *******if cash bid******** personal phone call to me 2 times a week for 2 or more bling packs added to yahoo custon graphics lounge codded click my pic above to place a bid on me

The Smell Of Death
i work for a very small company. at the moment, we employ eleven people. that includes the owners. when i first started this job, spare office space was non-existent. the only place for my office was the attic. it wasn't so bad there, except for the lack of windows, the wasps, the mice, the dust and spiderwebs, and the fact that i shared my space with the furnace and water heater. it was too hot in the summer because there was no air conditioning vent, and it was too hot in the winter because of the furnace. otherwise, i had no complaints - except for the fact that my lighting was insufficient. we started growing, and we expanded production into two more buildings that had previously been used for storage. we cleaned out and renovated an office for me in one of those. now i have a window. i don't have heat, so i bought a space heater. it works ok so far, but i doubt it will be enough to keep things comfortable when winter comes. this brings me to the point of this post

Ha, That Was Quicker Than I Thought!
I thought I was going to have to wait forever to see Ms. Ruby Cairo again. Well I'm on the phone with her (surprise, surprise) and go figure, I'll be seeing her next Friday! Woo hoo! Happiness. :)

Hump Day
I don't know when I've been more excited. It's Hump Day, the downside of a short work week, and things just seem right. I can't wait to get home, eat my leftover homemade chili (which turned out more like cheesy nachos), hook up my cheap-ass home theater to my cheap-ass DVD player, and shave the rest of my chest. (The nurse spot shaved my chest for an EKG yesterday. I just can't hack that "mangy" look.) Maybe I'll take "before" and "after" pix and upload them to fubar. Think I'll stop on my way home and buy a bottle of rum... and just make a night of it. God forbid if I get on fubar while I'm drunk. LMAO!

Plz See This
I AM A HOE IN THE PIMPS AND HOES AUCTION!! PLEASE RATE THIS PICTURE!! I'LL EVEN GIVE YOU 1,000 FUBUCKS FOR IT AND RATE YOU AN 11 AND YOUR DISPLAY PICTURE ALSO!! JUST FOR 2 CLICKS! 1 CLICK TO GET TO THE PICTURE ( CLICK PICTURE BELOW) AND ONE CLICK 2 RATE!! AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO WANT TO, YOU CAN BID ON ME, BUT I'LL BE HAPPY WITH JUST A RATE

Tada The Bored Porn Director ( Rather Long Kinda Twisted)
Ok so its whatever in the afternoon and I have some time to kill. So of course me being me (and yes I love me, fuck you. Im narcissistic.) I started watching a movie and inserting porn scenes in my mind. Ummm... to make the movie better. So my ending was they went into the old dusty and run down fucking house with a camera. They were going to video tape ghosts or some shit like that. So they go about the house room by room, fucking everywhere and everyway possible. (they have to piss the ghosts off somehow right?) So they make their way to the last room and of course they have to fuck in it too. So girl one holds the camera while girl 2 and guy 1 start having intercourse. While watching the act and zooming in on great shots, girl 1 gets to excited to hold the camera. She sets the camera on the floor, where the camera only catches feet and hair. Then girl 1's feet walking toward the oddly angled couple. It sounds like they are all getting into it but all you can see is feet and knees. T

Chopper Bikers Club Bomb Squad Rules
These are the Family Rules and Requirements to be a Member of Chopper Bikers Club Bomb Squad!! 1. The Bomb squad leader (Lost Soul) is in charge of the Bomb Squad operations. All bombing issues go to him and he makes the decision(s) on what is needed. 2. Must be Level 5 and have a Salute to become a member. 3. Members entering contest will go through the Leader prior to entering to have Bombing Support from Family. Leader will keep a list, so that everyone gets their chance to enter contest. If you don't bomb and expect Bomb Squad Support for a contest you enter won't work here. 4. No DRAMA, Fighting with Members or causing Drama to bring Family Reputation Down.Violate # 4 you will be Removed From Bomb Squad. Respect one another and treat people the way you want to be treated!!! 5. The Bomb Squad Leader will control Bomb Squad and other Officers will assist the Leader. The Leader or Founder will make the call if any Family Member Needs to be Removed for "Rules Violation"

Poem
no longer does my heart feel hollow no longer do I cry no longer do my days seem endless no longer do I sigh no longer am I lost in time no longer does my voice seem trembled no longer does it hurt to follow since you my life has become much brighter since you I have reason to smile since you the pain of loss has all but ended since you the past seems less complicated since you the future looks a whole lot closer now that you love me I can breathe again now that you hold me I can sleep again Now that you are with me I can dream again now that I have you I can be me again.

Confused
well here i am with things on my mind that i need to release,whether anyone reads or not .but why is it when you know you are in love with someone and have been for 10 years that you can't let go or move on--want even let no one get that close to you to see if maybe it could work with them,he has moved on i mean we are still friends but on his part that is all,but i want him back so bad but nothing i can do about it ,i had the bad times with him and now someone else will get what i should have.i know that i am beong silly but can't help my feelings-i have even prayed that for God to please take this out of my heart but to no avail--the worst part is he knows this and that i will do anything he asks,i don't want to say anything to really piss him off,for then he may not talk to me anymore--i know all the right answers have told otheres what they should do,but it doesn't work for me,i just keep hoping that we will be together or that in some way god will listen to my prayers......that fe

Top 5 Annoying Profile Photos
I laugh out loud when I see them. If I don't rate them, here's why. 5. Gang Signs- Real gangs use them to communicate secretly. You use them to publicly communicate your stupidity. 4. Cut out the ex- I know they were there, why hide it or pretend they weren't? That crop job sux. 3. Graduation photos - Nothing was ever cool about these. We look like wax dummies or dorks or funeral parlor directors. And for goodness sakes, if you need to, use them as contrast to the present or the expiration date is 2 years. Example: This is 2008, you can only post them as a primary photo if you graduated up to a year ago or they can be posted in your main gallery for two years after graduation. Move on already! 2. Glamour shots- More makeup, more cowbell. Yes they are glamorous...for 1993. 1. Multiple cellphone self-portraits- STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT! Rule #1:Only three different shots with the same outfit with three different poses. Rule#2: Use different environments. Rule #3: If you c

Winter
The winds are changing the summer has left again as quickly as it came. It's flowers are all dying with one touch of winters frost bitten lips. The changes of season bring upon the changes of our lives with the fall of every leaf a memoery is made, with the graceful ease of every snowflake there is a part of me that yerns for yesterday. With every new sunrise another spot in my heart is cleared for someone new to come sneaking in like a child in the night .

Christmas Cards For The Military
Are you a soldier stationed overseas? Do you know any soldiers stationed far from home this Holiday Season? Linda wants their ............ address! You've seen her Blasts and Statuses ... (Statusi ??) She supports more Troops than ...Fruit of the Loom! Yup, yup, She's doing it again this year! Get Linda their APO or FPO address ASAP! She's gonna risk Carpal Tunnel ... again!! .... to be sure they get a Christmas Card! ღLindaღ Just message her their address and she'll take it from there. While you're at it, F/A/R her ..... She does SO much for others! Tell her Tappinit sent ya. Pimped with love: Tappinit (repost of original by 'Tappinit' on '2008-11-12 05:05:20')

Sounds Yummy
From Seduce My Mind: 1 Coffee Mug 4 tablespoons flour(that’s plain flour, not self-rising) 4 tablespoons sugar 2 tablespoons baking cocoa 1 egg 3 tablespoons milk 3 tablespoons oil 3 tablespoons chocolate chips (optional) Small splash of vanilla Add dry ingredients to mug, and mix well. Add the egg and mix thoroughly. Pour in the milk and oil and mix well. Add the chocolate chips (if using) and vanilla, and mix again. Put your mug in the microwave and cook for 3 minutes at 1000 watts. The cake will rise over the top of the mug, but don’t be alarmed! Allow to cool a little, and tip out onto a plate if desired. EAT! (this can serve 2 if you want to share!)

Plunging Into The Deep
Life Can Be Scary Life can take us on a roller coaster ride full of highs and lows and twists and turns. Even for those of us who enjoy unexpected thrills, it’s frightening to suddenly find ourselves heading for a deep plunge. Yet, it happens to all of us. At these moments, it is important to remember that you are not alone in your experiences. No matter how brave, strong, or levelheaded we are, sometimes, we all get scared. Our fears may revolve around our physical safety, particularly if we are not feeling well, living under difficult circumstances, or doing work that exposes us to hazardous conditions. Or, we may be experiencing financial woes that are causing us to be fearful about making ends meet. We may also fear the loss of a loved one who is sick, or we may be scared of never finding someone special to spend our life with. We may be scared to start at a new school, begin a different job, move to a new town, or meet new people. Whatever our fears are, they are valid, and

Aftermath Of Tring To Get My Car From The Impound
We Belong Together - Ritchie Valens from the other nite starting nov 7th *Well this will be the worst birthday weekend I would never forget as I had this old friend of which was a woman invited me over to her place to drink and have a good time I thought but after drinking a bottle of vodka and some gin with her she switched on me and got very violent with me slapping me around and etc I told her I'm just gonna leave and she will never hear from me again so I made my way to my car which she ran after me with a knife as I started my car she quickly slashed my two front tires on my car so I still tried to drive away to get me and my car out of harms way. Which I knew I was in no condition to drive so I rode on the rims to the back of the apartments to this pass out til the morning and then to try to get my car fix in the morning but from the police report I just got from getting out late this evening she called them on me early friday morning which I been in jail charged with two acco

Savoring Ceremony
Tea Rituals Coffee may be the power beverage that gets us revved up in the morning and fuels us when we’re burning the midnight oil, but tea is the drink we turn to when we want to relax and be refreshed at the same time. Black, green, white, herbal, hot, or ice cold, tea is more than a soothing beverage. It can be a ritual, a cultural experience, and even a spiritual practice. The reverence for tea has inspired ceremony in many cultures. From the spirituality of Chanoyu, the Japanese way of preparing and serving tea, to the sharing of Maté in Latin America, tea rituals are for celebration, ceremony, and relationship bonding. In China, tea rituals are part of many wedding ceremonies with the bride and groom serving their elder relatives in a show of respect and gratitude. The Chinese art of drinking and serving tea has been a source of inspiration for poetry and song. The Russian custom of chaepitie has inspired a unique style of teapots, caddies, teacups, and cozies. The samovar

Crocodile & Alligator
Primal Energies The Crocodile or Alligator totem contains the unbridled creative forces of the world, the fury and ferocity of Primal Energies. It is the symbol of creation and destruction. The Crocodile or Alligator is the keeper and protector of all knowledge. She is the primal mother in whom all knowledge rests and waits to be born. People with a Crocodile or Alligator totem have the opportunity to develop new wisdom but they must be careful not to be consumed by this wisdom. Study each bit of knowledge carefully before going on to the next. Care of the eyes is important for Crocodile or Alligator people. Also beneficial are breathing techniques like those practiced in Yoga. When a Crocodile or Alligator shows up look for an opportunity to touch very primal energies. There will be an opportunity for new knowledge and wisdom.

Auction Time :)
Want to own a DoLL FaCe like Me ??? aka Lizzie ALSO YOU MUST ADD/RATE/FAN the HOST !!!! Please keep RATING and BIDDING on me!!!! If you drop more rates, then closer I'll be. Also, BID on me!!!! I’ll buy you a drink every other day (whenever I’m online basically) and I’ll rate all pics and stashes during HH! If I get a Bling Pack, I'll make sure to bling you! IF I get a VIP I’ll rate you 11s!!! Also the person with the highest bid, will get to fu-own me! How easy is that??? Sounds like a plan right? click below :) STRYKE's power auction!!!!

Couple's Auction!
Want to own SinfulBrat & BigDaddy! Now your chance to own both of us! Come & check us out in the Couple Auction! Auction Brought To By The Lovely {{!Starry!}}{R/L G/F 2 JOHNNY Bulletin Brought To You By: SinfulBrat

To My Friends
To my friends who enjoy a glass of wine... and those who don't. As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria. In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 litre of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli) - bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health. Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: I'm doing it as a p

Horoscopes
ARIES - The Aggressive Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an Aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be 'Right'. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world. TAURUS - The Tramp Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight. Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely out going . Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! GEMINI - The Twin Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good at confusing people....

Nsfw Folder
1. Fan me! 2. Make me your crush! 3. Rate my non NSFW pics and make comments. 4. Buy me a bling pack or 7 day blast or 4 ticker credits or 200,000 fu-bucks! You will be added to my family for as long as i want depending how nice and cool you are! Just remember nothing in life is free! Any questions shout me! To make sure this is clear, you have to do all 4 things (1 of #4)!

A Must Read
No matter what your political convictions are this is an eyeopener....What a thankless people we are!!! David Letterman, on President Bush. (Surprising) David Letterman wrote this; it's the David we don't often see.... 'As most of you know I am not a President Bush fan, nor have I ever been, but this is not about Bush, it is about us, as Americans, and it seems to hit the mark. ' 'The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some Poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the President. In essence 2/3 of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckledragger I am, I started thinking, 'What are we so unhappy about?' A. Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7Days a week? B. Is

Don't Miss Out On This Guys Omg Its Crazy
He has Auto on!!!! Yes he does he has AUTO on and isnt far from Oracle He has lots to rate and that means lots of points for you So come and level up on him...And help him level... It is a win win situation come join the fun He is also offering fubuxs for rates He has 2 folder with 505 ez rates ,401, & one 400 if you rate all pics you get 250K ....The first 10 however get 350K .... Heres what you have to do ...Go rate those folders ...Leave a message at the end of them...Send him a private message...And shout box Mz.Belle she will let him know you are done ..Simple right?...So go make you alot of points and earn some fubux AUTO ON ♥♥♥♥ ♥§è×ý ßåbý ßlµè Êýè$ ™©*****CAPTAIN of the CONFEDERATE@ fubar This bully brought to by Mz.Belle MZ.BELLE~Shadow Levelers~Fu Owner/Owned By I'm Smut~~@ fubar (repost of original by 'MZ.BELLE~Shadow Levelers~Fu Owner/Owned By I'm Smut~~' on '2008-11-1

Rip Barbara Ann
Barbara Ann a gentle soul went to heaven the morning of 11-12-08 her best friend & a good friend to most of us here on fubar is hurting & i wish we as his friends can do more for him. I guess im writing this because i feel as if i need to do more to help him. As friends of this gentle man who always has us in his prayers lets keep him in ours in his time of grief & try to keep in mind that we are never promised a tomorrow so hug the the ones we love everyday & never let a second go by without saying i love you. my dear friends here on fubar i apprieciate you reading this & giving from your heart. I guss i should mention the friend of ours is R$chyR$ch who has made 90% of us fubar trading cards terrific man I Love you good friend.

Quotes From Acheron
~Quotes From Acheron~ “Love, trust… such simple words to say. Such powerful words to feel.” ~Ash~ Arti- “Tell me, Acheron. Is there anyone you will trust enough to release your soul?” Acheron- “you know better. You’ve tutored me to well on how vicious women are. On how much love ruins and destroys. Thank you for that lesson, Artemis. It was just what I needed, and I assure you, its one I’ll never forget.” “You’ll never see the moments coming that will forever mutilate your life – at least not until after they’ve mowed you down.” Savitar “It’s easy to look at people and make quick judgments about them, their present and their past, but you’d be amazed at the pain and tears a single smile hides. What a person shows to the world is only one tiny facet of the iceberg hidden from sight. And more often then not it’s lined with cracks and scars that go all the way to the foundation of their soul.” ~Acheron to Soteria~ “Fate will not be denied. We can sculpt it. But in the e

Bling Pak
I am hosting a contest starting Friday November 14, 2008. I am looking for three people to enter. The prize will be a 10 credit bling pack. I am looking for three people to race against each other. The first one to 6k comments wins. So please private message me to enter the first three to message me will be entered DJ Chocolate Bunny@ Ç£üb Røck-A-Fëllåz **Owned by ~Tee~ Owner OF THE BBW LOVERS~The Click Club~~Sarg@ fubar

Just Things Im Feeling
I know i may only be a simple man from way back off in the woods somewhere, but i can not help how or the way it is i feel. My heart feels as if it is being ripped apart and there's nothing i can do to stop the pain and agony. Many times i feel like i never was meant to be happy in my life, because all i seem to do is bring pain and misery to those i care for and about. Guess is my life plan that was laid out long ago by some higher power than mine. Wishing i only knew the way, to have you understand just how deeply i truly am in love ith you. Knowing now that it is not i who makes you all joyful and alive, but only sad and depressed all the time in this here life. Guess maybe i should go so that everyone can have a better life with me gone, than what they have now while i'm around. All i am good for it seems is to just be a burden to all. This is why i say, may GOD have mercy on this soul of mine. Each day that passes me by, has me thinking about how come i am such a

Fubar Flirting Is Getting Irritating
You know what's really irritating and stupid? Online Flirting. I don't get the whole notion of it and something that's really popular on this site is flirting with people who are in relationships or married. I'd say it's more popular with men then women on this site because I've noticed that More women seem to respect the notion of someone being in a relationship then men do. MOST, not all of them, but most women see someone is in a relationship or married and they don't even approach the person let alone begin the preliminaries for trying to hook up online or to get their "Groove" on or to put a "Move" on someone or whatever the hell you call it. I've noticed that on this site, alot of men just don't give a shit. Even if a woman's profile is riddled with pictures of them with their significant other or information stating they're not single and they're not looking for sex in the real world or in Cyberspace, and that they're very much in love with the person they're with, The

Dating
So dating sucks. I've never really done it before and I totally hate it. Its like trying to find a needle in a haystack, except in this case, I've already found the needle, I just dove back in to make sure there isn't another one. WTF? I know I've found what I want. Whether the what and the who are one in the same remains to be seen. Now its a matter of patience. Oh yeah, like I'm SO good at that! If you have any answers or insight, I'd love to hear it!

Glaciermeister
Ingredients: * 2-3 scoops Vanilla ice-cream * 1 shot Milk * 1 1/2 oz Jägermeister Mixing instructions: Mix in blender by adding the ice cream first, followed by the milk, then the Jägermeister. Blend until smooth

Pondering
I found that I had a keen sense in writing a few years back, and went rolling with it. I have had a drought though, and I hope soon, I can rekindle with whatever it was that inspired me, and get some stuff going here. I refer to poetry and lyrics. I will be glad to share here in the fu world, some stuff. I will send any old works by request in private messages, but new stuff, that will go here. take care folks

A Poem For Those With Broken Hearts
crying it has been said listen to you heart let it guide you love with all your heart so i listened to my heart i let it guide me i put my heart on the line why why do i try why do i put my heart on the line why did i trust my heart it only causes me pain so i listened to my heart and now i cry out in pain i hate myself i wish i could rip my heart from my body so that i don't hurt and so that i don't hurt others i cry because i know i should never love never expect love i don't deserve it so i cry and i apologize i cry i cry my heart is heavy with sarrow so i cry

Drama
things in life just are fukd up! people need to keep their shit to them sleves cuz they make their own choices n i dont tell them what the fuk they did...fukn get a life n stay the fuk outta mine...we are fukn humans we make mistakes n we learn if not then we do it again until we do.. anyways i had to vdent real quik... i dont care if you really wanna read this n rate it or not i dont giva a fuk i just had to get some steam out n thats jus a lil...so fuk you very much

Bubba & Tammie
One day, Jimmy Jones was walking down Main Street when he saw his buddy Bubba driving a brand new pickup. Bubba pulled up to him with a wide grin. "Bubba, where'd you git that truck?" "Tammie give it to me." Bubba replied. "She give it to ya? I know'd she wuz kinda sweet on ya, but a new truck?" "Well, Jimmy Jones, let me tell you what happened. We wuz drivin' out on County Road 6, in the middle of nowheres. Tammie pulled off the road, put the truck in 4-wheel drive, and headed into the woods. She parked the truck, got out, threw off all her clothes and said, 'Bubba, take whatever you want.' So I took the truck........!" "Bubba, yore a smart man! Them clothes woulda never fit you...!"

Just Some Thing Dumb
HOW SMART IS YOUR RIGHT FOOT? You have to try this please, it takes 2 seconds. I could not believe this!!! It is from an orthopedic surgeon............ This will boggle your mind and will keep you trying over and over again to see if you can outsmart your foot, but, you can't. It's pre-programmed in your brain! 1. Without anyone watching you (they will think you are GOOFY......) and while sitting at your desk in front of your computer, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles.

The Toe Story
I thought you all might get a smile from some of my stories, I have quite a few. This first one is from my Army days, when I was stationed in Berlin, and centers around my friend Jeff (last name will be deleted to preserve his anonymity). Some back story here, Jeff was a tall muscular black man, about 6'3" or 6'4", and around 230 pounds. Being in the military on the same team we got our weigh in together all the time so I'm pretty sure about those details. If you know who Cedrick Yarborough is (from Reno 911) that is who Jeff looked like, except he also had thick coke bottle glasses. His wife was Korean and they had a really rocky marriage, it was ugly often times. She could be a pretty hateful bitch, in fact he said that once during a particulary bad argument she said "thats why Americans don't like Blacks they're stupid n*ggers like you". Which shocked me, I asked "Your WIFE said that???" He said "yeah... I put a boot in her ass..." So there might have been some violence going on

O Theaza ~
O Theaza please come to me... please come as my true friend, please come as my sexy lover, please come as my devoted wife! Please come to me My Sweet Goddess please stand by me always and forever! I am fully visible only to your eyes Theaza… only because you think of me and dream of me do I even exist! You are my world and I am your world, and soon we will be together -- living together, working together, shopping together, cooking together, eating together, cleaning together, playing together, dancing together, singing together, smiling together, laughing together, crying together, hugging together, kissing together, making love together, sleeping together and awaking together -- celebrating our family and world together, our simple world lit by beauty, affection, understanding, compassion -- true love!

Puppy Size...got In An Email
Puppy Size This is one of the neatest stories you will ever hear. You will know precisely what this little girl is talking about at the end (you'll want to share this one with your loved ones and special friends)! 'Danielle keeps repeating it over and over again. We've been back to This animal shelter at least five times. It has been weeks now since we started all of this,' the mother told the volunteer. 'What is it she keeps asking for?' the volunteer asked. 'Puppy size!' replied the mother. 'Well, we have plenty of puppies, if that's what she's looking for.' 'I know... we have seen most of them, ' the mom said in frustration... Just then Danielle came walking into the office 'Well, did you find one?' asked her mom. 'No, not this time,' Danielle said with sadness in her voice. 'Can we come back on the weekend?' The two women looked at each other, shook their heads, and laughed. 'You never know when we will get more dogs. Unfo

A Promise Made To A Friend
Promises are made promises are broken but why is it when you make the promise to a friend to look out for someone if that friend passes the other person takes advantage. Yes I made a promise to a very dear friend before she passed that i would always be there for her mate but enough already. Maybe it is going bacck on my promise but enough is enough. When someone cant stand on their own two feet and do something that is not good. I am getting the I need the money your ex owes me and can you get it for me. He doesnt get it I guess> Why can't he take him to court and fight his own battle.. because i made a promise and now i have to break that promise. I am doing my best to help but cant anymore. The stress is getting to me, so am i wrong to say enough already......He doesnt understand the ex and I dont talk or get a long at all. I look at it the way.... Grow up and fight your own battles... is that wrong... NO NO at least thats how i feel about it. Please feel free to comment

What Your Home Says About You
What Your Home Says About You You come across as very intellectual. People take your wisdom seriously. Your hygiene is passable, but you may be hiding some dirty secrets. You are a very domestic person. You enjoy decorating, cooking, and making things homey. You are not a nurturing person by nature, but you can easily take care of someone you truly love. You feel settled in your life. You have enough time to focus on little details. You are a very self sufficient person. You can get along well without much help. Your friends see you as honest, humble, and responsible. What Does Your Home Say About You?

Why?
Do you ever wonder why some people can be such assholes.... i do i always wonder why people treat other people like shit for no reason. is it because they think they are better then that person? or are they naturally just that way.??

Doctors 'rely On Chemo Too Much'
Doctors are being urged to re-think their approach to giving chemotherapy during care at the end of life. A review of 600 cancer patients who died within 30 days of treatment found that in more than a quarter of cases it actually hastened or caused death. The report by the National Confidential Enquiry into Patient Outcome and Death said doctors should consider reducing doses or not using chemotherapy at all. England's cancer tsar Professor Mike Richards said he was "very concerned". The group of patients the independent group was looking at represents 2% of the 80,000 people who receive chemotherapy each year. This report provides very disturbing information about the safety of treatment for incurable cancer Professor Jane Maher, of Macmillan Cancer Support They were all severely-ill patients for which the chemotherapy was mostly being used to manage their condition rather than in an attempt to cure the cancer. After examining case notes, the group said that 3

Apocalyptica- I Don't Care
I try to make it through my life In my way There is you I try to make it through these lies That’s all I do Just don't deny it Just don't deny it And deal with it Yeah deal with it You tried to break me You wanna break me Bit by bit That’s just part of you If you were dead or still alive, I don't care, I don't care, And all the things you left behind, I don't care, I don't care I try to make you see my side Always trying to stay in line But you’re all I see right through That’s all they do Im getting tired of this shit I got no room when inside this But if you wanted me just deal with it So... If you were dead or still alive, I don't care, I don't care, And all the things you left behind, I don't care, I don't care (I never cared about, I never cared about) (You won't be there for me; you won't be there for me) (Piano solo) If you were dead or still alive, I don't care, I don't care, And all the things you l

Snuff Films Definition
A snuff film or snuff movie is a theoretical genre that depicts the death or murder of a person or people without the aid of special effects for the purpose of distribution and entertainment Problems of definition As of 2008, neither the Motion Picture Association of America, the Federal Communications Commission, the Federal Bureau of Investigation, nor any U.S. law enforcement agency have put forth legislation or terminology that would define the term "snuff film" authoritatively. Some possible definitions include a number of acts (killing of animals, faked deaths, suicides and murders) which are filmed and only later distributed. In most cases the only motive to risk any exposure of the filmmakers' involvement is commercial. Some definitions state that snuff films must be pornographic in nature. [2] However, the most common definition of a snuff film is of a motion picture showing the actual murder of a human being that is produced, perpetrated, and distributed solely fo

Installing A Husband Software
Installing a Husband Software Dear Tech Support, Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a distinct slow down in overall system performance -- particularly in the flower and jewelery applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5 and then installed undesirable programs such as NFL 5.0, NBA 3.0, and Golf Clubs 4.1. Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail. What can I do? Signed, Desperate Dear Desperate, First keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, while Husband 1.0 is an Operating System. Please enter the command: 'I Thought You Loved Me.exe' and try to download Tears 6.2 and don't forget to install the Guilt 3.0 update. If that application works as designed, Husband 1.0 should t

Funny As Hell
A Drunk > A drunk walks out of a bar with a key in his hand and he is stumbling > back and forth. > > A cop on the beat sees him and approaches, > 'Can I help you Sir?' > > 'Yessh! Ssssomebody ssstole my carrr', the man replies. > > The cop asks, 'Where was your car the last time you saw it?' > > 'It wasss on the end of thisshh key', the man replies. > > About that time the cop looks down and sees the man's wiener hanging > out of his fly for all the world to see. > > He asks the man, 'Sir are you aware that you are exposing yourself?' > > Momentarily confused, the drunk looks down at his crotch and without >

Birthday
Happy birthday - Frank Sinatra Birthday Wishes to one of Fubar's #1 Sweethearts! ~Blondie~ Proud owner of Sniggy Baby!@ fubar and to help kick off the celebration of her birthday, she will be hosting a Happy Hour Friday at 5pm FUBAR time! Now this is her very 1st HH and she will be having an auto-11 activated so lets go ahead and give her some hard birthday spankings! ============================= This was brought to you by the one and only ClOwNz! ™©ღღCantSleepClownsWillEatMeღღ~ ☆☆♪Stalker of DJDave =)@ fubar By request of her friends: Guidomedic@ fubar and

It's A Couples Auction And We Entered
ITS A COUPLES AUCTION AND WE ENTERED TOGETHER THAT MEANS FOR THE PRICE OF 1 YOU GET US BOTH. COME BY AND SEE WHAT WE ARE OFFERING. MAYBE YOU'LL BE INTERESTED. THE STARTING BID IS 250K FOR BOTH OF US. JUST CLICK ON THE PIC TO GO BID. OUR OFFER!!! 1}RATE ALL PICTURES A 10{OR 11 IF VIP RECEIVED}BY BOTH OF US. 2}RATE ALL STASH BY BOTH OF US. 3}TOP FRIEND FOR A MONTH BY BOTH OF US. 4}TOP FAMILY FOR A MONTH BY BOTH OF US. 5}DAILY COMMENT BY BOTH OF US. 6}DAILY DRINK BY BOTH OF US. 7}PIMP OUT BLOG/BULLY MADE BY BOTH OF US 8}OWNED BY IN MY NAME BY BOTH OF US. OFFER MAY GO UP IF BID IS HIGH ENOUGH. IF BID GOES HIGH ENOUGH 1 SFW SALUTE WITH BOTH OF US IN IT.

My Life
This year has proved to be the worst one of my life!!!! Only good thats happened to me all year was marrying the man of my every dream...As some of ya know my kids went into foster care a couple years ago...I had done everything possible to do what the courts wanted me to do...Get a job get housing yadda yadda yadda...So I finally get a job and an apartment things were good till I lost my job and then my apartment shortly after that...It has been shown and proven that Michigan has the worst unemployement rate ever...Well Feburary 1st of this year was 6years that my dad passed away (still seems like yesterday) and I recieve in the mail that the courts had decided to terminate my parental rights...WOW talk about a double whammy there...Dad's death anniversary and now the notice that they are terminating my rights...So me and my hubby decide to appeal the courts decision...I get the call from my lawyer today and they are dead set on not giving me my babies back!!! Wtf I did everything the

Be Safe All
Be Careful How You Lock Your Doors > > > > > I locked my car --- as I walked away I heard my car door > unlock I went back and locked my car again three times. I > looked around and there were two guys sitting in a car in > the fire lane next to the store. When I looked straight at > them they did not unlock my car again. > > How to lock your car safely > > While traveling my son stopped at a roadside park. He came > out to his car less than 4-5 minutes later and found someone > had gotten into his car, and stolen his cell phone, laptop > computer, GPS navigator briefcase.....you name it .. called > the police and since there were no signs of his car being > broken into- the police told him thatthere is a device that > robbers are using now t

Newcomer Vs. Old Timer?
94 days, wow. Addict name Carlton again, and again, and yet again. I am like the disease I won’t ever stop. Stop what? I won’t stop staying clean as long as my days end the same way they started clean. Fuck all the bullshit that surrounds my soul casting judgment trying to reduce my faith, which is exactly what people never pay attention to, my faith. Sum resides around me in meetings day in and out trying show me how to wake and go to sleep clean. But since they are so busy trying to analyze who the fuck I am, they haven’t a clue I been cut my grass low, so I can see them long before they slither up trying to attack me with their cross sharing (trying to put a person down while they sharing). Why don’t they pay attention to whom I don’t act like, there fuckin self! What work for you did the program suggest do? It said, do whatever you do to stay clean, if it works. And it sure didn’t say mimic a mother fucker’s character, especially, those that carry that using mentality to maintai

Celtic Pay For Fan Pitch Invasion Lmfao
Celtic pay for fan pitch invasion Uefa has fined Celtic 50,000 euros (£42,000) after a supporter ran on the pitch at their Champions League match against Manchester United last week. The fan's actions cost Celtic an extra 20,000 euros (£17,000) after that figure was suspended following a similar incident last season. Celtic were fined £12,500 after a supporter confronted AC Milan's Dida. John Paul Murphy entered the playing area in the 35th minute of the Group E match, which ended in a 1-1 draw. Celtic were warned that the extra fine could be triggered should Uefa deem they had failed to control their fans again over the next two years. John Paul Murphy entered Celtic Park's playing area during the match, when the Scottish champions were leading 1-0. On Thursday, the 19-year-old pleaded guilty at Glasgow Sheriff Court to a breach of the peace and being drunk in a sports ground - and was remanded in custody with his sentence deferred. Uefa had awaited rep

In Dreams.
I dreamed of you last night; All shadows and strong arms holding me tight. I dreamed that you were near; Your scent, voice, and feel were so clear. You come to me in dreams if nowhere else, haunting me with visions sharp as crystal bells. I recall every nuance by light of day; fresh in my mind the words that you say.

Poem (to All Who Cares )
Take my hand and follow me; Together we can take on the world. I am your Guardian; I will teach you everything I know. I am the Light to your Darkness; I shall guide you. I am the answer to your prayers; You shall no longer suffer. I am your friend; I will never betray you. I am your ally; I will never forsake you. I am a woman of truth and virtue; I hold the answers you seek. I am a fighter; I shall protect you from the dangers of the world. I am pure; I shall not judge you. Take care, dear friend; I will never forget you.

Dressing Down
When I was 28, I was teaching English in a high school where occasionally the faculty and staff were allowed to dress down. One of those days I donned a sweatshirt and slacks. A student came in, and his eyes widened. "Wow!" he exclaimed. "You should wear clothes like that every day. You look, like, twenty years younger.

Death By Adoption ~ Joss Shawyer"
When my book Death By Adoption was published in New Zealand in 1979, it caused quite a stir. There were many reviews, some supportive, others downright scary, but one that stayed in my memory was printed in a Catholic publication. The reviewer berated me for what was described as my "angry and bitter" stance against adoption, that sacred cow that had always been off limits to criticism. You would have thought that I had burnt the national flag or otherwise committed an act of unforgivable sedition, instead of simply exposing the traffic of adoption for what it was; a wholesale oppression of unmarried women and the children born to us outside of formal marriage. Five years previously I was asked to address a group of social workers to present my views for single mothers and against adoption. By the time I finished speaking, some of those social workers were on their feet and screaming at me. One even cried real tears as she tried to process what I had said. I could see how very

Girly Blogthings
Your Glamour Icon Is The beauty of the world has two edges, one of laughter, one of anguish, cutting the heart asunder. What Glamour Icon Best Represents You? Your Makeup Look Is Punk Glam Eyes You're the perfect mix of rock and roll meets glamour! What's Your Signature Makeup Look? You Are a Cappuccino You're fun, outgoing, and you love to try anything new. However, you tend to have strong opinions on what you like. You are a total girly girly at heart - and prefer your coffee with good conversation. You're the type that seems complex to outsiders, but in reality, you are easy to please What Kind of Coffee Girl Are You? Your Stripper Song Is Closer by Nine Inch Nails "You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you He

The Start
Bilbo's involvement with the tale begins with Gandalf's goading his acceptance into Thorin Oakenshield's party on their quest to destroy the dragon, Smaug, at his lair in Lonely Mountain. While on this quest, Bilbo stumbled into a deep, dank, underground cavern. In this cavern he found a magic, golden ring. Unknown to Bilbo, this ring belonged to Gollum, a filthy slimy creature who lived on the small underground lake, in the center of the cave. After a game of riddles, Bilbo managed to escape Gollum's lair, and find his party again. He also flushed Smaug out of his lair, which eventually led to Smaug's destruction. Bilbo returned home after his quest, and did not do anything especially important to the tale until his 111th birthday, upon which he had an enormous party. In front of 144 select guests, he disappeared; then he departed the Shire forever, leaving Bag End, the Ring, and most of his possesions to his heir, Frodo.

It's Weird.
How a day that's supposed to be so happy turns out to suck. Today is my aunt's birthday, she would've been 61. I made her a really nice pretty red bracelet because red was her favorite color. I left it on an angel at her grave. :) Its days like today I love my friends for being so awesome and being the ones that always happen to make me laugh when they know I need it the most.

This Hopefully Will Touch Your Heart...as It Did Mine...
I came across a REALLY Kewl Chick today... All to find out that she is fighting Breast Cancer. Her 1 Fubar wish is to Make Oracle By Christmas... So PLEASE...Help her out? Thank You ALL :) http://www.fubar.com/user/1285814

The World's Greatest Cowboy
The World's Greatest Cowboy (wgc) was captured by some Indians, who told him they would burn him at the stake at dawn. But because he was the wgc, they would give him a last request. The WGC said, let me talk to my horse. So he whispers in the horse's ear, and the horse runs off, and returns in an hour with a beautiful redhead. He takes her into a teepee and makes love to her for a couple of hours. Finally she staggers out, gets on the horse, and rides away. An hour later the horse returns. The Indian chief says "Now we know why you are called the WGC! That was a good horse trick, and we are good horsemen ourselves. We will give you another last request." So WGC asked to speak to the horse again. The horse runs off, and returns in an hour with a naked, beautiful, to die for, knock you off your feet, blonde. WGC takes her into the teepee, and after 3 hours, she staggers out, and has to be helped onto the horse, which carries her away and returns in an hour. The chief says "T

Dove's Love Train.. Free Hugs
Filling fubar with LOVE... FREE HUGS HERE!!! I've decided it's time to start a real LOVE TRAIN here on fubar.Sure we all like to play the game and level, but what about startinga parade of HUGS. I know these little tokens of love do not add pts to your profile, or help anyone to level or rank... but they do make you feelLOVED just for the sake of LOVE.So, A/R/F the ppl on this list (add "Dove's Love Train" to add request) and then... send ea a simple HUG. After that, repost this bully and send me (Dove Goddess) a private msg to let me know you would like to join Dove's Love Train and I'll add your link and pic to this bully and you will become a passenger on Dove's Love Train!!!! You can also send a HUG to all your friends and invite them to join this lil love train... SMILES.That's it... no photos to rate, no bling to give... no money or extended amount of your time is needed. Just a few moments of your time and a few fubux and hopefully by the end of the day fubar will be filled

Essence
no pretty flowers or tall green trees no hummingbirds or buzzing bees no tales of love lost or love to be none of these feelings flow through me no winded songs of life or theatrical plight no star filled skies or moonlit night profound philosophy, twist of fate, and absolute beings are all negate no play on words just rhyme with no reason to nothing is there a time or season no grief no strife just being and seeing is the essence of life Artist - Keith Hayden

Hero Levelers
HERO LEVELERS ARE THE NEWEST LEVELING FAMILY ON FUBAR! WANT TO BE PART OF A FAMILY WHO HONOR OUR MILITARY AS WE HELP THOSE IN NEED TO BE LEVELED. WELL IF YOU ARE YOU FOUND THE LEVELING FAMILY RIGHT HERE IN OUR FAMILY. PLEASE STOP BY AND APPLY WITHIN AND WE WILL GET BACK TO YOU AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. Need help leveling? Want to be part of a leveling family/crew? Stop on by for info. Hero Levelers@ fubar

Starting Over To An Extent
i was hurt one to many times yet i always get right back up and try again to get my life right,just how it should be...sometimes falling in love is the best thing that can happen to a person but at other times it is a mistake from the beginning. sometimes it just wasn't ment to be..but oh well what can you do not long ago i was hurt bad, i was hurt so bad that i didn't think i could ever love again, but here i am learning to trust and love all over again...yes i will say that i don't trust as much as i once did but hey i am only human right? i am relearning how to trust and all that fun stuff that i didn't think i would ever have to do again, but here i am doing it..i don't fully trust men and i don't think i ever will fully trust another man again but i will trust to an extent..i will not open my heart up to soon though cause falling head over heels fast is never good for you never truly know a person..you never truly know what they other person will do..the words "i love you"

Mirror Mask! (2005) By: Jim Henson Preductions
MirrorMask (2005) Valentine: I'm an important person you see. I have a tower, a wonderful tower it was, tall and grand. Helena: Are you? Valentine: Of course. Helena: Where is your tower then? Valentine: We aren't talking... We had an argument, you see. Sphinx: Hungry. Helena: Riddle? Riddle. So have you thought of an answer yet? Gryphon: You can''t pass. I give up, I think, no wait, wait... Fine. What's the answer? Helena: Okay. It's a herring. Gryphon: But a herring isn't green. Helena: You can paint it green. Gryphon: But a herring doesn't hang on a wall. Helena: You can nail it to a wall. Gryphon: But a herring doesn't whistle! Helena: Oh, come on. I just put that in to stop it from being too obvious. Helena: [Trying to summon Valentine's tower to stop from being consumed by shadow swarm] You know, sometimes it helps to apologize to others, even if it isn't your fault. Valentine: I'M SORRY. [repeated line] Valentine: I am a very important man

From Cbs Sunday Morning Everyone Should Read
The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary. My confession: I am a Jew, and every single one of my ancestors was Jewish. And it does not bother me even a little bit when people call those beautiful lit up, bejeweled trees, Christmas trees. I don't feel threatened. I don't feel discriminated against. That's what they are: Christmas trees. It doesn't bother me a bit when people say, 'Merry Christmas' to me. I don't think they are slighting me or getting ready to put me in a ghetto. In fact, I kind of like it.. It shows that we are all brothers and sisters celebrating this happy time of year. It doesn't bother me at all that there is a manger scene on display at a key intersection near my beach house in Malibu . If people want a crèche, it's just as fine with me as is the Menorah a few hundred yards away. I don't like getting pushed around for being a Jew, and I don't think Christians like getting pushed around for be

Damn Cops...damn Shit
Earlier tonight a woman came to my door Asked if she could park her car here for 5 or 10 minets I said ok hour latter cops come to my door Turns out she ran over and killed some one and she lives across the street ( I didnt know that she lived by me thought she was visiting some one) But thay started off bitching me out till thay saw I aint from here.... It's cool now she was areseted for what she did but now Thay said I have to go to cout... WTF???? I only let her park here

Stupid American Things
Only in america ......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. ________________________________ Only in America.....do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. ________________________________ Only in America.....do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. ________________________________ Only in America.....do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. ________________________________ Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. ________________________________ Only in America.....do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. ________________________________ EVER WONDER ... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? ________________________________ Why women can't put on masc

A Soldier Died Today
A SOLDIER DIED TODAY He was getting old and paunchy And his hair was falling fast, And he sat around the Legion, Telling stories of the past. Of a war that he had fought in And the deeds that he had done, In his exploits with his buddies; They were heroes, every one. And 'tho sometimes to his neighbors His tales became a joke, All his Legion buddies listened For they knew whereof he spoke. But we'll hear his tales no longer, For old Bill has passed away, And the world's a little poorer For a soldier died today. He will not be mourned by many, Just his children and his wife. For he lived an ordinary And quite uneventful life. Held a job and raised a family, Quietly going on his way; And the world won't note his passing, though a Soldier died today. When politicians leave this earth, Their bodies lie in state, While thousands note their passing, And proclaim that they were great. Papers tell their whole life stories From the time that

Failure
The hate inside the pain of pride, the anger of denial your words of spite, it hurts your right, but I hide behind a smile the anger runs deep, a river so sweet, but payback taste so bitter the sparks ignite, from your insight, yes I am a quitter there is no denying, I'm no longer trying, I admit I've lost myself and the pity sounds, but the pity drowns, in my own thoughts I dwell Chorus-You want the truth, from me to you, I know that I have failed And yes im scared, and unprepared, I know that I'm not stable-end chorus Heavy are the wings, that misery brings, my soul it settles down the harsh truth stings, in the midst of things, as the blow goes low The face of a man, you cant understand, whos depths youll never reach Whos feelings been burnt, but still never learnt, yet has the power to teach a brutal game of honesty and all this shit is sprung on me, faith is fading fast, deep down I see, I lie to me, reliving in the past chorus The unseen truth is failed proof a clu

18 Signs Ur Falling In Love
: iF YOU DO NOT REPOST THIS YOU WILL HAVE RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS FOR THE NEXT 5 YEARS!! [THIS IS ALL SO TRUE] EIGHTEEN you get so jealous when someone comment them saying they are cute SEVENTEEN: You look at their profile constantly SIXTEEN: When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago FIFTEEN: You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again FOURTEEN: You walk really slow when you're with them THIRTEEN: You feel shy whenever they're around ELEVEN: When you think about them,your heart beats faster but slower at the same time TEN: You smile when you hear their voice NINE:When you look at them,you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her EIGHT: You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them SEVEN: They're all you think about SIX: You get high just from their scent FIVE: You realize you're always smiling when you're loo

My Eyes Desires
I look through these eyes into your beautiful face and my heart desires the want of you lips upon my warm lips and racing heart. I think of you like the air i breath I want of you like the water i need I feel you like the warmth of a camp fire I see the beauty in you like the season of spring, lovely new beautiful nature surrounding me like mother nature. I want to breath you in take you in and place you in my arm, Kevin

Going To The Gym
Okies...I'm going to the gym here in a bit... need to work off my buddah body fatness.... I'm gonna keep slapping myself in the face everytime I fail. When I see that stupid scale go up or not move...slap slap slap...PUNISH!!! Stupid scale.... stupid fatness....stupid men that only like skinnier woman.....ugh...stupid world.... k, I'm out to get skinner and prettier...

A New Auction...running 1 Week Only Date To Be Determined.
I have been asked to hold another auction. The start date is yet to be determined. This auction will only run for 1 week. No late entries will be accepted once the auction has started. If you are interested in going up for auction, please private message me with a link to a picture you would like to use and your offerings. Please also note due to past issues with an auction, if you do not plan on honoring your offerings please do not join. This is suppose to be fun and a way to make some new friends and not stress the winners or the auctionees out.

Sorry To All My Fam.
my niece was born on the 13th...she's absolutely friggin adorable! also wanted to say sorry to all in my family about not being able to catch up with ya....miss you all, and i'm lovin' the love placed in my inbox...lifts my spirits...so thanks! Max

Something I Wrote
I can feel your touch I can feel your kiss I can feel your heart beating with mine I had you, but somehow I lost you I remember almost every moment The taste of your kiss The smell of your t shirt The way it felt the first time When you said I love you The softness of your voice talking to me But I also remember the end Like it was yesterday I watched you walk away from me The tone of your voice when you said Im done A tear ran down my face at that moment A piece of my heart died right then You so easily replaced me And your response was Im so sorry baby You claimed I do love you and I do care You proved just how much When you walked out of my life I hope you can live with that And the fact you hurt me if you even care at all Its done now, no going back I can say this You made me a stronger person More cautious but stronger All thats left to say is Goodbye, Im begining the next chapter of my life

Advice From Women (stolen From Buttercup)
40 ways men fail in bed 1. Not kissing first: Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you’re paying by the hour, and trying to get your money’s worth by cutting out nonessentials. A properly passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2. Blowing too hard in her ear: Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there’s a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you’re trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. 3. Not shaving: You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner’s face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it’s not passion it’s avoidance. 4. Squeezing her breast: Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and soothe them. 5. Biting her nipples: Why do men fasten onto a woman’s nipples, and then clamp down like they’re trying to deflate her

Ok, To Answer Your ?'s
I have had a couple people ask me about my roommate. I own my house. It is a 3 bedroom, 2 bath house. I rent out the spare bedrooms. My roommates pay rent to me. It helps cover the utilities. In the last 5 years I have had 6 different roommates. And no, I have never had a relationship, physical or otherwise, with ANY of my roommates. It is strictly a business arrangement. So there ya go, hope that cleared up any questions you might have had. Any other questions about me or my life, please fill out the form in triplicate and I will get back to you just as soon as hell freezes over! LOL j/k Have a great weekend!

Emotions
Pain Disappointment, Heart ache, sadness, these are symptoms of a broken heart. I know these well they have broken me countless times and yet will tear me down countless more. Anger Is the Cold Black Iron fortress that i build around my heart. It helps Protect me, It brings me a small shred of comfort. Yet that comfort does not last for you realise that you are in blackness that is called sarrow Hope Hope drives me to reach for the good. It shows me the light to fallow, to reach for. It helps bring joy and happiness to life. Hope it rebuilds that which pain breaks away and anger hides down deep in the the back pits of sarrow.

Slowness
Slowness Slowness is the lack of speed Slowness is the lack of movement Slowness is the lack of activity Almost forever to move to your choosin Slowness is the lack of energy and you do need some type of energy to go thru life. Now if you ask me , slowness is the lack of life. Slowness is as annoyin as this seeems as I write this on dis slow ass route 14. Slowness is how this fuckin driver is pressin da gas. 2 mph as u bite your lip till u finally say "Nigga hurry up!" Slowness is T-Mobile How da fuck u call it mobile? Slowness is this sidekick resets and freezes, gettin me pissed. Ugh! Slowness is the lack of life It hurts. Try cuttin skin slow wit a knife Slowness is the lack of choosin Allows others the ability to choose to your doing Slowness is bad Slowness is dumb Lacks who you are or where u come from, or actually were u go to If that's you You're slow to pick a direction Now you becomin a fool or fooled. or out thought. See? Slowness is the lack

Love You Guys!!!
"My Portrait of a Friend" I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts,or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with its untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can't keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall. Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine; Yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge; I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask. I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me. I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you. I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you, But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself. I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting, But I can cry with

Nightly Survey Thanks Crystal
What is the most unique thing about you? I guess I have a quirky personality, you either "get me" or you don't. Has anyone ever asked you if you were retarded? Not anyone who has teeth.. Who was the last person you were in a fight with? Very long time!! I learned to control my temper and that's helped me a lot over the years. Where do you spend the majority of your time? In the garage, on the couch, or at work. What is your favorite name for a girl? Rhianon Favorite name for a boy? This is stupid, but I was in 1st grade I had a friend name Thad and I thought that was the coolest name ever.. Can you imagine?? How many texts have you sent/received today? NA What kind of car do you have? Audi A6 What do you love about your car? Everything works (my first non-beater car in my ENTIRE life) and the digital music system is awesome, I have my entire music collection in my car at my fingertips. What color is your car? Goldish tan How many windows are in y

Life
... LIFE!!!LIFE IS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL JOURNEY, AND I AM SO GRATEFUL TO HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO LIVE IT. TO ME LIFE IS A SPECIAL GIFT AND THE UNIQUE THING ABOUT IT IS THAT WE CAN DECIDE HOW WE WANT TO LIVE IT. EVEN THROUGH IT HAS NOT ALWAYS BEEN AN EASY PATH, I HAVE LEARNED TO BE VERY APPRECIATIVE FOR ALL THAT HAS BEEN GIVEN TO ME !!!!!!!!! HAVE A NICE DAY EVERYONE,LIVE LOVE AND NEVER FORGET TO SHARE A SMILE...IT COSTS NOTHING AND CAN DO MIRACLES

Hush
come to my side hush my thoughts to a humbled silence - nothing can ever feel so right as this - and yet i cry i cry for those who will never feel as much as i - as much as i and then i cry - i cry for me as much as this makes me feel sometimes its too much to take makes me oversensitive come to my side hush my thoughts to a humbled silence -

Far Yet Near
Many friends here write and say that they wish they didn't live so far away. True, many of us live in different countries, but that doesn't mean that we can't be close. If you have somebody in your thoughts, in your heart and in your daily prayers, that person is much closer to you than you think. It's ironic that many neighbors who live next door to each other are actually more distant than those of us who live in different countries. Why? Because there isn't that emotional and spiritual connection between many neighbors. The next time you wish sombody lived closer to you, just keep them in your thoughts and in your heart. They will be closer than you realize. Hugs,lolly

Death Of Love
what have you done? a fog of betrayal as emotions twist. once we drank of bliss, glad-hearted and wide-eyed, but your heart soured. a hateful pool of pain - memories follow love, follow hate, love burnt to ashes. in a rush of hatred, i condemn you.

Loosing Faith
Slender beams of radiance enter this darkened church as I kneel, always in prayer, always lost, frozen here, waiting. Angelic forms wrought in panes of glass loom as dust dances in the air, forming an image in my mind, infiltrating my darkened soul. Pain on a deathless face. I raise my head, now crying out for this impassive salvation.

Sweet Taboo
KINKYCOMMENTS.COM HE IS MY DARKNESS IN THE MOST EROTIC WAY MY MIND IS CONSUMED WITH HIS TABOO AS IF HE WERE MY SENSUAL SHAMAN I BECOME A WILLING CAPTIVE IN HIS CAGE HE BUT OPENED THE DOOR AND BECKONED AND I FOLLOWED WITH EAGER STEPS, MY BODY TENSES WITH UNKNOWN ANTICIPATION, AS HE SENSUALLY STROKES MY MIND I FEEL DRUGGED WITH HIS LUSTY IMAGES HE MAKES MY MIND SEE ,AND MY BODY FEEL PROVOKING ME INTO AN INTENSE ACHE OF NEED AND I SUBMIT MYSELF TO HIM EAGERLY I OFFER HIM MY MIND, MY BODY , MY HEART, AND FEEL NO SHAME AS I KNEEL BEFORE THIS MAN HIS TENDERNESS AND LOVE IS MY BLANKET OF CALM AS HIS TOUCH IS MY BODIES FIERY PASSION Darlene

Ok...
so i'm trying to figure out this whole fubar thing...I go to peoples pages and rate them but don't get any love back... so what's up with people...so all my friends if you could help me then tell people to show some love to me...had a rough week...my birthday sucks and other bad stuff happened...oh well that's life...hehehhe

Right Now..
Well right now im looking at my son move round in his sleep god i love him.. speaking of caring about someone my boyfriend will be here tommorow im soo excited yay he is sooo sweet and i cant believe i have fallen for someone this hard. *big smiles* So ill go to sleep soon thinking how much i have right now thank god its all working out:)

Sweet Rain
BLESSED BE THE RAIN THAT WASHES US CLEAN BLESSED BE THE RAIN THAT STRIPS AWAY THE DIRT BLESSED BE THE RAIN THAT WASHES AWAY OUR SINS BLESSED BE THE RAIN THAT FLOODS THIS EARTH AGAIN BLESSED BE THE RAIN THAT ONCE CLEANED THIS LAND BLESSED BE THE RAIN THAT ALMOST WIPED OUT THE SPECIES OF MAN BLESSED BE THE ONE WHO WALK THROUGH THE RAIN DAMNED IS THE ONE WHO CANT FEAL THE PAIN CANT SEE THE TRUETH CANT SEE THE SLAIN THE WEAK AND POOR DROWNING IN THE RAIN LOST TO ALL WHO DOES NOT SEE THE PLAIN THE GATES ARE OPEN TO YOU WHO CAN SWIM THEY WILL NEVER CLOSE IF YOUR FAITH IS IN HIM BUT MINE IS NOT SO STRONG ANYMORE WAVERING IN ITSELF LOST THE CONNECTION THAT ONCE WAS THE WAY FOR ALL ICAN ASK IS TO HAVE MERCY ON THE INNOCENT AND WEAK FOR OUR FAITH IS TIMID SO BLESSED BE THE RAIN THAT WASHES US AWAY DROWNING FOREVER IN THIS LAKE THAT BURNS MY SOUL ONE MORE DAY AT THE OFFICE LOL

Squirrel From Hell
I "comment", therefore I am. I’m not going into how I feel or what makes me tick. (Maybe these stories might give you an idea about that, although I hope not) But I will tell the story that people keep bugging me to tell again and again. This way, if someone wants to know about it, they can just check here. So, this is the last time I’m telling it. It happened when I was in college (ok most of the stuff that’s happened to me happened in college.) I’m walking home from class, heading to my dorm on a nice bright fall day. The sidewalk is full of students going to and coming from classes. I notice on the side of the sidewalk a very large squirrel (notice I said large). It’s just sitting there watching everyone pass by. Some look at it, others don’t. Where I’m from, when you take a step towards a squirrel they take off running. Not this one. So now I’m walking right up to this large squirrel and it turns its head towards me. I walk next to it

Why Do I?
Why do I smile at the sound of your voice? Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice? Why do I let you touch me in places never touched? Why do I like to have you around so much? Why do I melt at the tenderness of your kiss? Why do I feel like I could live forever like this? Why do I put my heart in your hands? Why do I answer to your every demand? Why do I tell you leaving me is not your wrong? Why do I let you know with out you I'm not quite as strong? Why do I take you back even though I know it's not right? Why do I feel like I should please you by not putting up a fight? Why do I care about you even though you hurt me? Why do I turn my head from what's plain reality? Why do I try to hide from what is true? Why do I still have these feelings for you?

One Night With You
treasure the moment and treat you as a lady and explore the full depths of yur sexuality and find what pleases you in every way and make you feel like a woman and lady as i take you like a man should take a woman as beautiful as you are for your needs would suoercede mine and my pleasure would be to experience your passion exploding inyour beautiful eyes as we moved together as one

Live Not...
Live not for tomorrow, Live not for what might be, Focus your energy, use all your strength, To achieve happiness today, Know in your heart that now's all you've got, For what is to be tomorrow unsure, Treat others as you want to be treated,, Keep your heart pure, Speak only the truth, Even if in speaking it brings your own death, Rejoice in all good, Clear your mind of bad, Live not for this earth,, Live not in the past.

Pain Again
It seems today as the pain will never stop, The constant hurt of being incomplete, This pain has troubled me for quite some time now, I guess that I had hoped it was nearing it's end, My smiles may not be so bright, My short days turn long nights, This however will not hold me back, I am strong, I will endure, I will prevail, I'll not be beaten down by this same nemesis, Over and over again, So if by chance our paths do cross, Just ask me how I am, I'll probably reply, I'm dealing inside, With this terrible pain again

Life
To laugh often and much To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children To earn the apreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends To apreciate bueaty To find the best in others To leave the world a bit better wiether by a healthy child or a garden patch... To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived This is to have suceeded- Emerson

Cigarettes And Tampons
CIGARETTES AND TAMPONS A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up & down the aisles. The sales girl notices him and asks him if she can help him. He answers that he is looking for a box of tampons for his wife. She directs him down the correct aisle. A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball of string on the counter. She says, confused, 'Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for your wife? He answers, 'You see, it's like this, yesterday, I sent my wife to the store to get me a carton of cigarettes, and she came back with a tin of tobacco and some rolling papers; cause it's sooo-ooo--oo-ooo much cheaper. So, I figure if I have to roll my own .......... so does she.

Wife Vs. Husband
WIFE VS. HUSBAND A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word. An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs, the husband asked sarcastically, 'Relatives of yours?' 'Yep,' the wife replied, 'in-laws.'

Words
A husband read an article to his wife about how many words women use a day. 30,000 to a man's 15,000. The wife replied, 'The reason has to be because we have to repeat everything to men... The husband then turned to his wife and asked, 'What?'

This Is What Marriage Is Really All About . . . . ..
This is what marriage is really all about . . . . .. He ordered one hamburger, one order of French fries and one drink. The old man unwrapped the plain hamburger and carefully cut it in half. He placed one half in front of his wife. He then carefully counted out the French fries, dividing them into two piles and neatly placed one pile in front of his wife. He took a sip of the drink, his wife took a sip and then set the cup down between them. As he began to eat his few bites of hamburger, the people around them kept looking over and whispering. You could tell they were thinking, 'That poor old couple - all they c an afford is one meal for the two of them.' As the man began to eat his fries a young man came to the table. He politely offered to buy another meal for the old couple. The old man said they were just fine - They were used to sharing everything. The surrounding people noticed the little old lady hadn't eaten a bite. She sat there watching her husband eat and occasi

When I Sleep
when i sleep,i dream of you,and all the things we used to do,all the tears and all the smiles,loving you was all worth while,you filled the hole,inside my heart,and when you left me,it all came apart,the world around me,came crashing down,all i could hear was this echoing sound___ (woman laughing) I can still hear your voice,inside of my head,and everything,that you've said,you were the light,in my hour of darkness,you lifted me higher than i've ever been,the love you gave me, can't be messured,loving you,was such a pleaure, When I sleep You're all that I see when I sleep cause you still matter to me when I sleep I can feel you in my dreams (solo) am I nothing,am I invisible,don't I matter,to you at all,tell me,tell me, do you see me,when you close your eyes,am I ever on your mind, why did you leave me,how could you do me this way,your my addiction,running through my veins, When I

About You
There are so many things I want to know about you How many sugars do you like in your coffee? How would you like your bread to be done? Do you like peanut butter or jam or both? How would you like your eggs to be cooked? And, do you snore? When you're around There's so much things to tell But, words always fail me Simple conversations Seems to be more convenient than talking about The things in my mind When you're gone Its too late to ask I wished I can say I'm not bothered I wished I can Not remember a thing I wished I had know More about you

Grandpa
Today is my Grandpas birthday. We passed away just after my 21st birthday. I miss him daily. Not a day goes by when I think of him and what he would have thought of me or what he thinks of me. I believe that he visits me and walks with me at times. We never really lose the ones we love we just can't see them anymore (well since I see ghosts thats not entirely true). I have felt my Grandpa many times. My Grandpa had a scent that was his own. He smelled of cigarettes, woodshop, and red wine (out of the box of course). It was the most distinct scent, it was Grandpas and his alone. I have never smelled that scent except when around Grandpa or at his house. One day in class at CWU I was sitting there and all of a sudden I could smell Grandpa. I looked around me and I was the only one in class. I knew then that Grandpa was sending me love and letting me know that he still checks up on me. The other day when walking on campus I was walking by a construction site for Wilson. I was thin

Webcam
I am getting a new web camera today and at midnight tonight my time I will have it on.I am thinking about leaving this place but wanted to have a chance to say bye properly,not in words.I don't know if I will delete my account or not but I do know I need a break.To much going on in my life at this particular moment and my time is required else where. Reasoning for midnight is I hope that my roomie will be in bed and will be able to be more free.I would do this in front of him but he is my ex and is very sick and I don't wish to hurt his feelings.So come see me and say hello.

To Those Who Serve Our Country
IT OCCURES TO ME TODAY THAT A LOT OF YOU ON HERE HAVE A LOVED ONE SERVING OUR AND YOUR COUNTRY IN THE MILLITARY. THIS BLOG IS A SALUTE TO YOU FOR THE SACRAFIC YOU AND YOUR FAMILY AND LOVED ONES ARE MAKING. CHEERS, PRAYERS, AND GOOD HEALTH AND LOVE TO YOU ALL.

For Those Who Have Kids...
For Those Who Have Kids... To those of us who have children in our lives, whether they are our own, grandchildren, nieces, nephews, or students... here is something to make you chuckle. Whenever your children are out of control, you can take comfort from the thought that even God's omnipotence did not extend to His own children. After creating heaven and earth, God created Adam and Eve. And the first thing he said was "DON'T!" "Don't what?" Adam replied. "Don't eat the forbidden fruit." God said. "Forbidden fruit? We have forbidden fruit? Hey Eve.. we have forbidden fruit" "No Way!" "Yes way!" "Do NOT eat the fruit! " said God. "Why?" "Because I am your Father and I said so!" God replied, wondering why He hadn't stopped creation after making the elephants. A few minutes later, God saw His children having an apple break and He was ticked! "Didn't I tell you not to eat the fruit? " God asked. "Uh huh," Adam

Unjtil The Dying Day!
Life & Hearts keep Beating, Blood flow's free through my Veins, Some of us feel no pain, I guess were not sane, Rose's cast thorns, As the glass shatters. Leave the broken bottle upon the floor, As I throw another person out the door, We came we saw,We conquered, All those who stood in our path. If you incur the wrath of the Tiger, You better run for the Hill's, I will not stand still or defeated, I may stumble over many block's,Again & again. The vampires leave there roost, The tigers creep out from the grass, The wolve's still howling hatred, The Donkeys be our food source. I'll fight for you all, Bend & Break, Every bone & every muscle, Spit blood, Sharpens my teeth on the anvil, Stabs the sword unto clay, Be here until the dying day!

Alternative Treatments For Migraine Relief
If you suffer from migraines, these debilitating headaches need no introduction. You might feel better, though, knowing that 28 million other Americans–the overwhelming majority of them women–are also searching for something safe to make the pain go away. Scott Greenberg, M.D., a physician at the Magaziner Center for Wellness and Anti-Aging Medicine in New Jersey, says the classic migraine begins with an aura – a warning sign such as blurred vision or lines in your visual field–followed by intense pain across your head. It can also occur without any warning at all, however. “Sensitivities to light and noise set in next,” Greenberg says. “Then come the nausea, vomiting, and pain.” Migraines can last from two hours to two days, says Greenberg, “with the majority of them passing after six to eight hours.” They occur as infrequently as two to three times a year or as often as four to five times per week. Common migraine instigators include foods containing tyramine (like chocolate

Some Of The Best Words Ever Written
I have had this for some time. I felt that it should be shared. This is by George Carlin shortly after his wife died.... Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate. A Message by George Carlin: The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too

Faerys & Tigers!
As we sit under the Moon & Stars, Watching the comets fly overhead, I can't avert my tired eye's from the angel's, Those who fly on Golden Wings. The Faery's flitter about spreading dust, There really is no time for rust, Just Colourfull Orbs bouncing back & forth, No need to be in the cold where there's warmth. Just a big red pulsating Heart, You can't break or shake it this time, My mind is racing like a formula one car, The poison has been injected deep in my soul. You are my aphrodite, My Unicorn,My Tigress, We shall Pounce & Bite hard on all those who defy, Rip the humans to shreds & leave them for dead, Feast upon Milk & Beef. The Tiger's out of his cage, Purring so gently, Growing with the Lionesse's & the Rhinos, Dance with the Gazelles & Swim with the frogs, Let the Animal's loose unto the world!

Cats & Dogs
Cat's sharpen there claw's, Scratch there post, The Dog's sit silent, Chewing on there bone, Whether living in a Kennel or on a warm bed, There safe under the Warm Blankets. Let the snow & Rain Fall heavy, The globe keep turning Green & blue, As the clouds whisk slowly bye, Let the Sun dance on your soul. The Rainbow is filled with gold, Chase it until you collapse in green olive grass, Pure beauty, All shades & Hues fill the world, The Moon shall rise again with the stars. Look unto the velvet sky & Pray, That the day will never end, Let it embrace you in Warmth, In solitary silence, A neverending Excistence. The day will come when the prince's rise, There swords held high gleaming in the breeze, As the princesse's receive there shiny crown, Upon the forehead & filled with Jewels.

My Book
The wind picks up and blows sand and saltwater, hitting my face and making my eyes sting. The air has turned frigid but I barely notice. I am intent on making my way to the end of this little stretch of beach. As I turn back to look to where I started from I see just a hint of light from the flames of the bonfire. I can’t hear much anymore. No words reach me here. Maybe I should stop. Maybe I am far enough away now. I find an old beach log, smoothed out from the elements. I sit and barely feel the cold seeping through my jeans. I am alone, nothing new. I came here to escape and forget. But as I sit here with the waves crashing and the dark approaching. I let it go. All the pent up and repressed emotions I have been holding back finally make their escape and I cry with as much force as the wind around me. The pain is all consuming and feels like it is going to swallow me whole. I am going to drown in it and I don’t care anymore. My life has changed and there is no going back to

Thank You For All Your Support..
AS YOU MAY OR MAY NOT KNOW MY COUSIN GRIFF HAS BEEN IN THE HOSOITAL AND WAS ON LIFE SUPPORT. HE IS NOW HOME AND DOING MUCH BETTER. WE WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERY ONE FOR THEIR WELL WISHES AND PRAYERS. A VERY SPECIAL THANK YOU TO IMPERIA ...YOU ARE TRULY AN ANGEL SIS...WE LOVE YOU ALWAYS BABE!!

Be Kind To Yourself......
I've been so overwhelmed by what's going on these days," a mother recently said regarding world events. "I feel like there's nothing I can do and the world's spinning out of control." Her words echo the sentiments so many of us feel each time we pick up a paper or turn on the news. War on the horizon, nuclear weapons in North Korea, a family of six killed by a fire bomb in Baltimore, the massacre in Bali -- the list goes on. Right now, it's easy to lose hope. However, loss of hope doesn't have to be the path we walk down. You see, hope is actually something we create. It's not something that magically appears from an outside source. We each have within us the capacity to generate hope. It's critical that we be absolutely intentional about nurturing hope in our lives and the lives of our children. Now more than ever, overcoming fear and holding onto hope are essential. The eight steps below will enable you do this. Try these steps yourself and teach them to your kids. Do some of t