Ok, that doesn't sound very good. No, I'm not suicidal or anything. I'm just tired. Tired of hearing that I have to learn to love myself before anyone else will love me. I swear that I just have a loser magnet stuck in my body and every asshole in the world is attracted to me. I wish that I could hang myself out on a clothesline and air out my aura. I need to have a spiritual and psychological cleansing. Anyone have any ideas? I just don't know what I'm doing wrong.