Im a pessimist and a cynic but even after all the shitty things Ive seen I try really hard to give people the benefit of the doubt. Especially 'strangers' people that I have no reason to distrust or fear to be dishonest. It is not their responsibility to pay for the faults and damages of people in my past.
So is it really no wonder that its just as disappointing when they let me down as when someone I know and care about lets me down...?
Oh well... fuck 'em. Its October and Im late for a Haunted House after party. ; )
