Fubar Blog Posts 4

Blossoming
every word every day love for you grows in every way finding new planes of intimacy to lay down and find our peace upon seeking comfort in each others arms,safe from the hatefilled world and all its corroded charms love blossoming like the flowers on top of your television and blue skies captured in your eyes every stare conjuring feelingfrom deep within my soul come to me i beckon my darling,complete my circle and make me whole theres nothing softer than your fragrance in the air and if the worlddissolves around us,i doubt id even care as long as you were safe in my embrace lookingup and smiling at my smiling face

Weird
Sweetheart I’m thinking of you How your life is Are you happy? Hope you doing fine I can’t sleep I cry all night long I miss you so, I wish I could hold you In my arms one more time I tried to find a way To get you by my side Spending my whole life Waiting for you To loosing memories That once was true I keep wondering why I fell in love with you When you need me I’ll be there for you You know you might be lonely I’ll be here waiting for you If you ever need me I’ll be there. I think a while and think it over Things get tough for me here But I’ll still be waiting for you I wish we could walk I wish we could talk I’ll cry a million tears for you. Just for you

Stop Pretending
you say your sorry it had to end like this im still trying to figure out what i missed thoughts of you keep running through my head i keep thinking of the words youve said i understand that you need a little space sometimes i just wanna get away from this place but then i see that look upon your face if you just take the time to open up and beleive in us and put your faith in me and give you heart some trust you dont always have to be so strong and hide behind your pride let go of the feelings you have for me that you hold deep inside you just might find what your looking for right in front of you befor you came into my life i was trapped in a state of mind the touch you did and the kiss you gave opened up my eyes im trying to get through to you that this love of mine is real but in your eyes its hard to find just exactly how you feel even if it comes to and end it was all worth a time well waisted and one day ill get over you and have to let you go and face it i

Mommy
Mommynutt*Mommy of all Trades and Master of Many for the one and only Purrfect Sin**@ fubar COME CHECK OUT MY WIFEY MOMMYNUTT...SHES SWEET GOT ALL THE ATTITUDE OF WILDCAT BUT SWEET LIKE A KITTEN ..HIT HER WITH RATES AND COMMENTS PLEASE ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED

My Mom And Dad
Just wanted to let my friends know that I have been busy with my Parents... My Mom had surgery this past Saturday and she is doing good, as for my Dad I have been taking him to his Doctor Appts. And I am also working so I come on every chance I can... Thanks to all who continue to leave me comments, you guys are the greatest... Love To You All!

Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to let them know that they've been tagged, and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 15)I started losing my hair at the age of 18 14) I work in a casino 13) I always seem to be attracted to taken or married women (attracted before finding out they are taken or married) 12) I love baseball but haven't been around the game in over 4 years 11) I use to be able to recite the Gettysburg Address word for word! 10) I'm afraid of frogs 9) I had all 4 wisdom teeth and 2 other teeth pulled at the same time 8) I sleep with earplugs so I can have it completely quiet 7) I've never been outside the USA 6) I am right handed but I throw a frisbee left handed 5) I don't like candy 4) I haven't had a drink of alcohol in over a year 3

The Battleground
Bound by reality, driven by emotion he allows himself to fall in love knowing all well it is just a fantasy. Who could love him when he knows nothing of love? Just an average man nothing stands out another number another body another shadow on this earth that will fade with the darkness. Blending in with all shadows a part of the dust that gets swept away with no mind. He is just a friend never making it further always in the back of the mind there only when needed. The reality is just that of a cloud never thought of unless it rains. Like the sunrise taking the back seat to the sunset. Two equally beautiful occurrences yet most sleep through one never seeing it just like the masses in the streets of New York. The majority just do the bump and grind passing by thousands everyday and not seeing them just a mass just faces that have no meaning just in your way. Emotionally they are just images of data in your mind just ignoring them just like breathing, it is there yet you don’t think ab

Drift Off To Dream
As I sit here surrounded by people and lights Alone with my drink at the bar You've been here forever, so clear in my mind I just don't know where you are I know I'll find you but girl 'til I do This is my love song for you Let's hold hands on the porch swing, under the moon While the wind through the willows plays us a tune We can lie on a blanket, out back in the yard And wish for our future on a faraway star You'll feel the passion as time after time I press your sweet lips to mine Then we'll dance to the radio, right up 'til dawn 'Til you drift off to dream in my arms You might be hundreds or more miles away Or you might be just down the street But there'll be a hunger deep in your eyes That I'll recognize when we meet It might take hours or it might take years But this is the song you will hear Let's hold hands on the porch swing, under the moon While the wind through the willows plays us a tune We can lie on a blanket, out back in the yard And wish

No Your It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I keep nailclippers on my keychain. 2. I actually like brussel sprouts 3. I'm 50% Arab...bet ya couldn't tell 4. I don't shave my head by choice...unfortunately 5. I'm having trouble thinking of 5 things. 6. I'm a videogame freak. 7. I like watching my friends waste all their money at the strip club. 8. I used 2 do community theater 9. I'm not embarrassed that i used 2 do community theater. 10. I think The Boondock Saints is 1 of the best movies ever. 11. I won't drink any energy drink but Monster...I'll throw your Rockstar in the trash. 12. My favorite beer is Coors Light...Silver Bullet!!!! 13. I love Chipotle.

Tag You're It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.) I have 5 children 2.) I was adopted at age 10 3.) Pizza is my favorite food 4.) I have 2 middle names 5.) I am terrified of snakes 6.) I have had 45 stitches in my back 7.) I have an obbsession for John Cena 8.) I sell sex toys for a living 9.) I almost died in a house fire at age 3 10.)I want to become an Accountant one day 11.)I moved out at age 18 12.)I love to cook 13.)My Favorite drink is Malibu Rum 14.)I love rollercoasters 15.)I want to be taller I tag....Ms Independent, Just Some Girl, Silver,Hot Mama, Dj Queenreefer, Jerry, Stryke, Freak, Danny, Masterlixalot

You
I've taken my clothes off, when fresh out of the shower, you come up close to me from behind and wrap your arms around me in a nice affectionate hug. You nuzzle your nose into my hair just a little and breathe in my fragrance. I wrap my arms in your arms as you embrace me from behind. Then I tilt my head slightly so my hair falls to one side and so your lips can touch softly to my neck. You smell the sweet honeysuckle scent I placed on the back of my neck just for you. As your nose fills with the heady sweet scent, you think to yourself, mmmmmm, she smells so good! I lean my body back against yours a little harder so I can feel your lust against my backside as it grows. Your hands start roaming my naked body a bit as the desire to explore me takes over your mind. I drop my hands and reach back with one arm and put it gently on your bottom to pull your hardness even closer to my body. You cup both of my breasts in your hands and then one hand slowly begins to roam down my body to my

Love
Heres a poem I wrote what seems like forever ago... Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

P.s.
i was proposed to last friday. in front of all of the boys army friends. it was the most amazing moment of my life. but i didn't cry. i should have... but i didn't. oooo... and home loan approved. man... now i have way grown up stuff to deal with.

Need Fubucks? Help Me N I Will Pay You !!!
Buster Hyman Will pay for repeated help till contest ends (July 9th noon fubar time).. all that help will be greatly thanked in fubucks Those who truly help will be truly thanked BIG TIME! Click Pic above to Help with Comments (repost of original by 'Superman™ Graphics for the JLF' on '2008-07-01 05:58:22')

Why Are People Stupid???????
Why the hell do people always invite u to go to a lounge or help in a contest but they don't ask all u get is a fucking link in ur shout box? are people to stupid to read anymore? no one seems to notice my name says no lounge invites??? i don't fuckin like lounges they're lame theres nothin special about them at all. so from now on i'm gonna blow up on anyone i get an invite from cuz they're obviously stupid! Have a nice day! Tweek

Offering....short Story
All the candles in the living room are lit, white ones and deep red burgundy. Laid out on the sofa are a 6 tailed cat, the taws, Your canes, soft silk rope, clamps, soft spongy ball gag, riding crop and a bowl of ice. Tonight is special because i am going to offer You myself completely, total control of every facet of my life. A night of total trust and power exchange, showing You what i want more than anything in the world. You have told me to wear my long black velour nightgown and thigh highs and my black ankle strap heels, nothing else. And You have told me when You arrive i am to be laying on the floor face down, arms above my head, eyes covered. You come through the door, and i smell You immediately. I feel You walk around me and i feel Your eyes moving over me. You tell me to sit up and uncover my eyes. Your face is so stern i have never seen You look so intense before. My eyes lower and i hear You ask me if there is anything i would like to talk to You about. And i repl

You Could Have Heard A Pin Drop
When in England, at a fairly large conference; Colin Powell was asked by the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example of empire building by George Bush. He answered by saying, 'Over the years, the United States has sent many of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in return is enough to bury those that did not return.' You could have heard a pin drop. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ There was a conference in France where a number of international engineers were taking part, including French and American. During a break, one of the French engineers came back into the room saying 'Have you heard the latest dumb stunt Bush has done? He has sent an aircraft carrier to Indonesia to help the tsunami victims. What does he intended to do, bomb them?' A Boeing engineer stood up and replied quietly: 'Our carriers have three hospit

The Diffrences In Oil Changes :)
Oil Change instructions for Women: 1) Pull up to Jiffy Lube when the mileage reaches 3000 miles since the last oil change. 2) Drink a cup of coffee. 3) 15 minutes later, write a check and leave with a properly maintained vehicle. Money spent: Oil Change: $20.00 Coffee: $1.00 Total: $21.00 ========== Oil Change Instructions for Men: 1) Wait until Saturday, drive to auto parts store and buy a case of oil, filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree, write a check for $50.00.. 2) Stop by 7 - 11 and buy a case of beer, write a check for $20.00, drive home. 3) Open a beer and drink it. 4) Jack car up. Spend 30 minutes looking for jack stands. 5) Find jack stands under kid's pedal car. 6) In frustration, open another beer and drink it. 7) Place drain pan under engine. 8) Look for 9/16 box end wrench. 9) Give up and use crescent wrench. 10) Unscrew drain plug. 11) Drop drain plug in pan of

Tag
instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog.You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was a licensed hair stylist...I managed upscale salons 2. I hit the lottery for $1000 once 3. I have 3 kids...went about 4 yrs ago to get my tubes tied and they couldn't do it because of how my tubes lay...must be fate that im pregnant for twins 4. I hate EGGS 5. I hate PEAS too 6. I am totally gullible...I believe what ppl tell me and say for real? 7. I dont march to the beat of a different drummer...I kinda sway along the flute player lol 8. Believe it or not I have a above average intelligence 9. I hate when I cant remember stuff 10. I hate when I cant spell something, and common spelling mista

Being Ignored After Giving All
People use people so easily nowadays. I mean I'm probably the best friend you will ever have but when I see a friend hurting and I'm here for that person and get totally ignored when that person's life is back in order or when you have found your true love again and yet I've been here from day one with not so much as an ounce of respect...wtf am I supposed to think? Is it that hard to at least reply and let someone know that you are ok. Why must you ignore?

Crush
ok, you guys, i need a crush. i haven't had one since the break up, and i want one. so if you would like to be my crush, tell me exactly why, and the best response will find that someone new has a crush on him/her! c'mon, it's an ego boost to find someone new has a crush on you, so let me know why it should be you!

Tag Your It!!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I love animals more then people 2)I have a cats esophagus(rings around my esophagus) 3)I graduated with a 4.0 GPA, and was Salutatorian of my class( and can't even spell it lol) 4) I went to school for cosmetology 5) I have a stuffed animal Rascal the raccoon who stays in my bed, and has since I got him 26 yrs ago 6)I'm a crossword freak, I do about 3-4 of them a day 7)I have ocd, one of my ocd's is socks, I DO NOT like my socks folded into one another, I will have a breakdown if they are (LOL) 8)I wear mens deodorant 9) I have had over 40 surgeries 10) hmmmm, well I hate the word fester, i cringe when i hear it, dunno

Hawaii
So I am travelling to Hawaii in a little while. Sometime this month and it is going to be a great trip so what is one thing that I should do on my down time of this working trip I am going on. Going to be there for almost a month. Give me some ideas. I plan on having fun anyway but ideas help. And who lives in Hawaii too that always helps to know people there. Thanks now for the help.

Remember Us (i Seen This On The Bulletin Board & Had To Repost It)
I PLEDGE ALLEGIANCE TO THE FLAG, OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, Happy 4th of July! I PLEDGE ALLEGIANCE TO THE FLAG, OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, AND TO THE REPUBLIC, FOR WHICH IT STANDS, ONE NATION UNDER GOD, INDIVISIBLE, WITH LIBERTY AND JUSTICE FOR ALL!KEEP IT LIT!! KEEP IT LIT!!For all of our other military personnel, where ever they may be Please support all of the troops defending our Country.And God Bless our Military who are protecting our Country for our freedom. Thanks to them, and their sacrifices we can celebrate the 4th of July... DON'T LET THE FLAME DIE OUT!...PLEASE KEEP THIS GOING We must never forget who gets the credit for the freedoms we have, of which we should be eternally grateful.

Revenge
ROFLMAO revenge is a dish best served sweet and I know - moo hahahahahahahahaha beat that!!!!!!!!!!! Just had the grinch's social worker round, and the ex-sister-in-law is a liar - next time she intrudes in my space Im going to dance round her singing LIAR LIAR KNICKERS ON FIRE Sorry had to share that - you just dont know how good it made me feel - now any one for fu bucks???? LOVE AND KISSES TO YOU ALL xxxxxxxxxx

Join The Fubar Island Train!
COME JOIN US ON FUBAR ISLAND......IT WILL BE IN TO DIFFERENT GROUPS U WILL HAVE UR FEMALES AND U WILL HAVE UR MALES MAKE SURE ADD FAN AND RATE EACH ONE SB ME OR MAIL ME AND ILL GET U ON THE TRAIN... HERE IS THE FEMALE HOTTIES OF FU START WITH ME AND MAKE UR WAY DOWN...IF U HAVE THEM ALREADY LEAVE THEM ON COMMENT LETTIN THEN KNOW UR JOIN THE FUBAR ISLAND... Dj. Tesha-Rl Gf/Fu Wife/Owned By Franklin-Greeter at club Illusions..@ fubar In my dreams...or yours? ~~Leader of the CONVOY ~*~ Pilot of Fantasy Flight ~*~ Shadow Leveler ~*~@ fubar ~ ♥ ~ME~ ♥ ~@ fubar Frozen Mystical Dreamzzzz@ fubar ~PebblesinAZ~Argonutz' Angel~Read Blogs!!@ fubar Lucie in the Sky

Holding On
She sits alone in a dark corner. Her invisible chains hold her. Her tears burn her flesh like acid. She holds on to what once was. She is slowly slipping away. She is losing hope of holding on much longer. Her tears fall like rain. She crumbles to the floor.

7 Innovations That Will Change Your Life-p3
Someday soon, your refrigerator or even the bottles in your wine collection may inform you when its contents have gone bad. It's the preferable method when you're dealing with food or pharmaceuticals, rather than tossing everything out based on an arbitrary best-if-ingested-by date. The packaging will know what's rotten the same way you do: by taking a whiff to see if it stinks. E-nose MAJOR INNOVATION Cheap printed polymers will detect food spoilage and dangerous odors. WHY IT MATTERS Sniffing out true rot could eliminate product waste. ESTIMATED ARRIVAL Minimum of five years for consumer and pharmaceutical packaging, maybe earlier for expensive, single-use products. Hard to believe, but such electronic-nose (e-nose) technology has been around for several years, and the general idea goes back decades. Commercial e-noses today check for dangerous gases we can't sense. They're used by hospitals, the military, and NASA. So what big breakthrough is the next generation of digital sn

Real Men
I know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... It hurts... because it's our fault, guys fault, I mean. We make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach, big boobs, round booty, long legs, sexy lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be one as well... nobody can measure up to that... and its not fair... because nobody should have to. Girls prefer being called beautiful instead of hott or sexy. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring, variety is what makes life interesting. So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your, I'm sorry, our... deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fufill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook up with them. Say ni

What Lies Beneath?
What do you want of me; I am here watching the skies as they turn blood red. Death falls over the land; blood has been shed by the innocents. I am the misery in the shadows; I am the hate in your eyes. Watch me now as I take what’s mine; I am the death; I am the life of what you always wanted. Here in lies the demon I am; here lies the grave of your dreams. In the skies I watch the eyes cry; stemming from emotion of guilt and hate. There is a war raging on; I am the cause and the reason within me lays the solution. Now you ask me what it is on the horizon for you my friend. Let me tell you as you sit and stare into the abyss, life is changing, the world is ending. I want you to do something for me; look inside tell me who you are tell me your fears. Oh to take your life in my hands, to watch your life wash over me. Seeking your pain; wanting your hate; healing your wounds. Watch me now into the end, we will meet again; don’t worry about me my friend. I died for the cause

Ack!!!! 2 Less Days Than I Thought I Had
This contest Will Consist Of 12 winners of which I'd love to be one. Based on Number Of Rates ONLY. * No Comments * REMEMBER THAT EVERY 7 DAYS THE PIC RATE RESETS AND YOU ARE ABLE TO RATE IT AGAIN. THANKS. I'D LOVE TO PLACE IN THE TOP 12. I DON'T ASK MY FRIENDS FOR MUCH BUT I'D LOVE THE HELP. The contest Will Last 2 Weeks From June 21th to July 5th. PLEASE CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW AND RATE. PLEASE ASK ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS TO RATE. ANY AND ALL HELP WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED. ChelleBelle

Leave Me Alone Motherfucking Shit!
Goddamnit....seems as my past haunts me over and over again. I am past my divorce and have moved on...YET, she still fucks with my future. Ok, so, I get a date, girl likes me, I like her and SUDDENLY nothing. Call it paranoia, but, I know my ex-wife is somehow behind this. I've tracked her IP watching me. She has stalked me online since our separation by keying in my name or email address - watching what I'm doing to her amusement or her trash family. Why does she give a fuck? I have NOT looked at what she's up to nor do I really care. I will NEVER look what she's up to. NEVER. I don't care. So sick of people that I know talking shit about me due to this situation. Hot and cold, hot and cold. LEAVE ME ALONE! IN FACT, she made fun of me about a failed potential girlfriend from long ago and I NEVER gave her the information. Even family members here stalk me online and then harass me about it. Can YOU PEOPLE JUST LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE AND LET ME MOVE ON WIT

The Strings Tighten
Right so over the past few months since I have been on here I have made some awesome, delicious even tasty friends and I love each and every one of you in special ways. Now on to business - again I have being rather shall we say over generous with bling and gifts etc. I discovered last night how to donate fu bucks and donated a few. this afternoon I made a decision PLEASE READ CAREFULLY From tomorrow I am going to become a miser - start saving my fu bucks like mad, cos ta da, like the majority of fu Im gonna do something awesome, so I cant spend as generously as I have been doing!!!!! JUST THINK DEAR FRIENDS - i might be your owner soon, how good will you feel????

My Twisted Bucket List
So today I got to thinking about what I want to do before I die...as usual my imagination took me to some psychotic places and perhaps some of these I may even be able to do...who knows! 1. As Hunter S Thompson is one of my idols I would love to try and pull off a Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas type of journey. Obviously it would be a little different because the chances of getting my hands on mescaline are very slim however Im sure I could find what was needed in Sin City! 2. I want to go to Disney World eat as much food as I can handle, then immediately get on the spinning Teacup ride and see how many people I puke on before I get someone from Maine 3. I want to one day show up at a random funeral dressed as the Grim Reaper. 4. (This is a posthumous wish!) I want to have a dunk tank at my funeral where all the people who want to get up and "Relive" some memories have to sit. Everytime someone says "He was such a kind person" they get fucking dunked! Of course this could a

Gone For The 4th
To my Fu-Friends, I am going to be out of town from July 2nd through the 6th. Going with my girlfriend to a big family event her family is doing. I am super nervous. Anyways, wanted you to know that I was not ignoring you all. Will be back chatting and leaving you love when I am back. Miss you all :)

Southern Comfort Auction..all Members Are Welcome To Join
SOUTHERN COMFORT WE ARE HAVING AN AUCTION ,SO IF YOU'D LIKE IN PLEASE SEND ME THE LINK TO YOUR PIC AND WHAT YOU OFFER BY JULY 4TH.THE AUCTION WILL LAST FOR 2 WEEKS.WILL NOT START TIL I HAVE ALL PICS IN . MUST BE A MEMBER OF LOUNGE TO JOIN .TY AND HAVE A GOOD DAY. Click the pic to leave me a message!

Blake Shelton- No Body But Me
Don't waste your time looking over your shoulder Those loves from the past ain't getting no closer When I look in my future you're all I can see (So Honey) Don't go loving on nobody but me. Chorus: Nobody but me gonna love you like you ought to be loved on Nobody but me gonna cry if you up and leave You can do what you want to, But I'm asking pretty please (Honey) Don't go loving on nobody but me. I took my time to tell you how I feel Just because I took so long don't mean that it isn't real [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/vMa ] I ain't got no diamond, but I'm down on my knees (honey) Don't go loving on nobody but me. Chorus: Nobody but me gonna love you like you ought to be loved on Nobody but me gonna cry if you up and leave You can do what you want to, But I'm asking pretty please (Honey) Don't go loving on nobody but me. Chorus: Nobody but me gonna love you like you ought to be loved on Nobody but me gonna cry if you up and leave You can do w

Brad Paisley-ticks
Everytime you take a sip In this smoky atmosphere You press that bottle to your lips And I wish I was your beer And in the small there of your back Your jeans are playing peek-a-boo I'd like to see the other half Of your butterfly tattoo Hey that gives me an idea Lets get out of this bar And drive out into the country And find a place to park 'Cause I'd like to see you out in the moonlight I'd like to kiss you way back in the sticks I'd like to walk you through a field of wildflowers And I'd like to check you for ticks I know the perfect little path In these woods I used to hunt Don't worry babe, I've got your back And I've also got your front I'd hate to waste a night like this I'll keep you safe you wait and see The only thing allowed to crawl all over you When we get there is me You know ever guy in here tonight Would like to take you home But I've got way more class than them And that ain't what I want 'Cause I'd like to see you out in the moon

Tagged
Here is what ya do.... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am a dark chocolate FREAK 2. I am very submissive and LOVE to be spanked! 3. I have a bald man fetish. LOL 4. I am allergic to dishwashing soap. 5. 38DD 6. 1/2 Dutch 7. Love "backdoor" sex ALOT - shhhh 8. Gets turned on if the wind blows 9. Born In Kansas 10. Love the extremes - hot wax or ice cubes I tagged - Tall Texan - Mr Adorable - Rex Steel - LaDawg - and my girl Xx*luscious*xX

Presidential Race
Ok I see a lot of support for Obamma but I just cant understand how thinking women and men could possibly consider him a serious candidate yea he has the Socialised Medicine platform but folks how do you think thats going to be paid for ....more taxes...look at Canada and england they Socialised Medicine and now you have a 3 to 6 month wait to see a doctor,and forget a dentist,Obamma's "friends" are radical racists who feel that white people are subhuman check on the quotes of Louis Farracon who claims Obamma as family wake up folks this man is dangerous and will destroy our country in short order if given the chance

Tag Your It!!
instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog.You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I graduated highschool in 1993 2. I Drove Semi Truck across country for a short time 3. Ive been married once for 10 years 4. I love the new budlight with lime 5. I have a kid that will be 9 on the 7th 6. I am a friendly person and easy to get along with 7. I dont like spinach,cottage cheese,and liver...yuck! 8. Im not crazy I swear 9. I love taking hott pix of myself 10. I just moved to NM and I am buying my own place 11. my car is a peice of shit grrrrrrrrr 12. I want a hot sexy man in my shower!!! now! lol 13. feels like smoking a bowl 14. shhhh....I love Dr phil 15. Im a good girl

Beautiful Blk Toe Nail
My toes will never look the same ever again, everysince the National Marathon these are what my toes have looked like, the toe nail on the right is pretty much about to fall off, I just hope it falls off soon cause its really annoying the hell out of me when i run but its not gonna stop me. I'm planning on doing some updating to my website and maybe add a blog on there. Today I talked to the Company GySgt about the whole recruiting thing and it turns out that he just came from recruiting duty, lately its all i've been thinkin about, I'm thinkin maybe of going to recruit out of southern Illinois, it would be a really good thing cause i'll be close to home in case anything happens with the family, i've also thought about Mississippi or either Alabama any place that I won't have to sell the hell out of the Marine Corps to get people to join would be nice.

'shall We Gather At The River
This is a hoot, but I suspect the minister didn't appreciate it. A minister was completing a temperance sermon. With great emphasis he said, 'If I had all the beer in the world, I'd take it and pour it into the river.' With even greater emphasis he said, 'And if I had all the wine in the world, I'd take it and pour it into the river.' And then finally, shaking his fist in the air, he Said, 'And if I had all the whiskey in the world, I'd take it and pour it into the river.' Sermon complete, he sat down. The song leader stood very cautiously and announced with a smile, nearly laughing, 'For our closing song, Let us sing Hymn #365, 'Shall We Gather at the River.' Smile, life is too short not to!! If this brightened your day Don't let it stop here Pass it on with a smile Keep spreading the Cheer. See you at the river!

House Selling Update
As most of my frends know me mom and dad are trying to sell this house the new one is not ready do to a dely that why i didnt move yet for the last 90 days ben tuly hell we had a guy that tuly didnt care if this house sold or not and near the end he didnt want to take it down But now I am thinking is this new broker do thay give a shit because we seen probems with posting example : yahoo Real Estate listing the house will NOT be posted and other sites too not listed so i am like ok what you posting on mexcon site only ! i was like ok but the back of my mind i am thinking we going to sit on this house all wenter i let you know in 30 days how menny cam to look at the house if it low number then we have to see what 60 days bring if it low or didnt sell then we have to find some one eles

Codeputy Did It...lol
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 random things,facts, or habits about yourself, At the end you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Do not forget to leave them a message that says..."your It" and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I love my hubby, Randy 2) I am the oldest of 3 girls in our family 3) I have been in real estate for last 7 years 4) I am happily married to my best friend 5) I have a cockerpoo puppy...Scooter 6) I love living at the beach 7) I am a southern girl with that southern accent 8) I am a thinker... a loner of sorts 9) I work too much 10) I am hard to get to know 11) I am a fu-junkie 12) I love making things for friends on fubar 13) I would do anything for a friend 14) I like being around people but not crowds 15) Thank you, Codeputy... for tagging me (LOL) mbharleyman mrcharm2001 Wicked Gypsy Play4tande Amieedoo

Tonight I Wanna Cry
Sitting here with you not very far from me. Knowing how I feel about you, but unsure of how you feel about me. Knowing there are deep secrets I hide from you. Knowing how my heart is hurting knowing that this won't last long and I want to make the most of it, but it's hard when I'm so hurt inside. When all I wanna do is cry. Tonight I just wanna cry knowing that once your gone, I'll lose you forever. Knowing that once your gone I'll never see you again. I'll miss you and think of you all the time, possibly with a reminder of our time together for the rest of my life. Who knows what will happen. I want you in my life, no matter what I will always be here for you. I'll always love you. You are now in my heart. So tonight as I sit here watching you pay attention to others I wanna cry. As I sit and watch you ignore the one who loves you I wanna cry. Knowing you love another, tonight I wanna cry. I just wanna cry.

"mother To Son" By Langston Hughes
Mother to Son Well, son, I'll tell you: Life for me ain't been no crystal stair. It's had tacks in it, And splinters, And boards torn up, And places with no carpet on the floor? Bare. But all the time I'se been a-climbin' on, And reachin' landin's, And turnin' corners, And sometimes goin' in the dark Where there ain't been no light. So, boy, don't you turn back. Don't you set down on the steps. 'Cause you finds it's kinder hard. Don't you fall now? For I'se still goin', honey, I'se still climbin', And life for me ain't been no crystal stair. -Langston Hughes

Last Night
Last Night by LateNiteFantasy© last night I wanted to write you a poem, but my hands lingered by my side. Last Night I wanted to write you a love poem, but my hands were just too tired to pick up a pen. Last Night I Wanted to write you a beautiful love poem, To help remind you that I love you. To paint you a picture with words of flowers and roses, loneliness and greed, the aggregates of sex and the drifting of lust in the breeze. Dried dandelions, catch and find freedom in the afternoon breeze. Leaves flicker and sparkle in the trees. The Dragon Fly on a mission watches you escape into the silky cool depths of the lonely blue lake. Little brown birds take off From their branches towards The light of the beautiful, blinding sunset. Last Night I Wanted To write you a beautiful love poem, but I died in my dreams and now I can't wake up. Last night I dreamed you were dancing in my arms, and lying in my bed so close to me,

Pull My Heart
pull my heart by LateNiteFantasy© pull my heart apart in two directions one closer to home the other further east throw a stone splash it skips across water i sob at night deep crying in this lonely hole as i try to sleep while living yet another night dream about you i try to sleep watching time pass on the ceiling while somewhere above clouds the moon sails overhead and warm shivers across my skin i toss and turn and ache as the sweat drips from my brow while i toss and turn and ache and crush my pillow out of shape back and forth trying to find some simple cooling sensation as the sheets of my bed crumple up into waves and dunes – a desert at my feet and my naked body lost and alone exposed to the elements of a warm muted orange darkness – a touch of light from the world outside like the edge of your soul – a warm muted orange darkness peeking out at me from behind a door with wide eyes like those of an i

I Hosting A Never Ending Auction...
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I Got Tagged!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.) I have a Firecracker Porn Fetish. 2.) LOVE the RHPS movie and never been to a midnight showing. 3.) LOVED pickles and grape soda when I was pregnant with my oldest boy. 4.) COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY IN LOVE WITH DEPP 5.) I ran over my sister with a car. 6.) I'm accident prone. 7.) I was a teenage mom. 8.) My sister and I have a birth mark in the same place. 9.) I was a tom boy growing up. 10.)Love porno lol 11.)Bon Jovi is my favorite singer. 12.)Only been to 2 country concerts. 13.)Margaritas are my favorite drink. 14.)I've never done any kind of drugs. 15.)My dad was a hitch hiker.. he went from NC to Cali and back! I tag....Alice

Tag
Instructions......(I was tagged by Goddess Kevauna) Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. okay, let me think, I always sit Indian style, even in the office chair. 2. Ima HUGE procrastinator! OMG I get griped at so much for that one! 3. Everyone says Id be late to my own funeral. Thats why Im NOT having one! lol. Cremate my ass haha. But its true, I can leave extra early and will always get there 15 minutes late. 4. Im OCD (or whatever its called) about certain things. Like if Im walking on a sidewalk and my left foot steps on a crack then I have to step on one with my right foot. lol dont know why 5. I pick at my nails when Im nervous. 6. I sleep in a hot bath when

Tag
Instructions......(I was tagged by...†Lil_Tiger6†™ - MMMMMMMMM the one i like to play with Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 10. I like pot 9. I have been married and divorced 2 times!! 8. I bite my fingernail 7. I live with my ex 6. I've been admitted to "the nut house" for a week due to depression 5. I am very hard to offend!!! 4. I don't like liars!! And won't stand for it at all!! I dealt with it too much in my life. 3. Women say they love my skills with my fingers!! 2. I have a hard time talking to attractive women in person at first(Very shy which I'm open and funny when I get over the shyness, sometimes too open for my own good) AND THE NUMBE

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For Country Lol
Well, um, I just tagged myself, lol. Talking to Country Bumpkin, who by the way is a very nice lady and person to talk to (and drink with lol), I was telling her I got tagged back by "Not Telling", who forgave me to do it again, but thought I would try. I always thought and still do thing I lead a boring life. Anyway to the story, after that I drove to Walmart and more stuff popped into my head and I told Country I might do a special blog to add more. Well, here it is. 1. At eighteen I was leader of a gang (nothing like todays stuff, just to protect others from coming into our apartments and destroying stuff). 2.I have only been in 3 fights my whole life, and am 3 and 0. 3. I worked as a carnie for one week when I was 17 and thought about going with them when they left (one of them talked me out of it). 4. Use to build and race cars with my friends. My pride and joy a 70 Dodge Charger 318 4 bbl that could beat a souped up 350 Chevy ss. 5. On the average I read about one

You've Been Tagged!!
instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog.You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I graduated highschool in 1998 2. I have a car with several dents that are NOT my fault! 3. I was married for 8 years. 4. I love Hypnotiq! 5. I have 2 girls. 8 and almost 5. 6. I am easy to get along with till you piss me off! 7. I love every vegetable imaginable! 8. Im not really a bitch like everyone thinks I am! 9. I take 14 pics of myself to get 1 thats just right! 10. I have lived in TN all my life! 11. I live with my parents! 12. I want one man in my life to prove their not like every other guy out there! 13. I went to college! 14. I love reality tv shows! 15. I hate the way

I Want Love Too
LOVE IS OVER-RATED ISN'T IT? Love sucks! Love hurts! Love has caused holes in my heart! Yeah right! Love is extremely beautiful when you truly find it. So what if it hurt the last time! Let me guess "ALL MEN ARE ASSHOLES!!!" Maybe you aren't dating the ones that are worth it. Maybe he was an asshole, but why be alone forever? So what if you cried for weeks! So what if you told yourself you would never fall in love again! Don't you think you might have learned from that past relationship? It's better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at all! Why do I want to be in love? Why do I want to find that person who will fall in love with me? I guess we all have an idea of what we want out of a relationship, but it's so hard to find that person. There are people that we fall in love with. There are people that we think we fell in love with until we realize it was all a figment of our imagination. And regardless of whether or not we've actually felt it, we all want it. I know wh

Quotes
"There's a point in your life when you get tired of trying to fix everything and trying to make everyone happy. When you finally decide to quit, it's NOT giving up. It's realizing you don't need certain people and the bullshit they bring to your life"

A Epic Of Time Wasted
The world moved forward and she stood still, found her escape in a tiny white pill. Her lovers came and went years past bye, She never understood she asked for this life. No one could get threw to her, not even me, I only wanted to help her but she was too blind to see, That the path she was on would lead her no where, Condemn her to a life of emptiness and despair, So I watched and I cringed as she swallowed the pills, let life pass her by let her skip out on the bills. Till one day I finally said I had enough, you need to change your ways or I'll show you tough love, She made me promises that held no weight, She would do what she needed to, to get her life straight. But when things got to hard and she couldn't deal, She decided the world was just too real; she went back to the pills that let her escape, Return to the lifestyle of emptiness and shame. It broke my heart that I couldn't get threw, Left with no other option now what was I to

Thank You So Much Passionman71, You Rawk!
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Tagged
O.K. heres how it works. Once you have been tagged you must write a blog listing 15 random fact, intrests, or habits about yourself. Then choose 5 people to tag. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they have been tagged and to read your blog. Then type there names at the bottom of your blog. You can not tag the person who tagged you. Have fun. 1. i am a mechanic 2. my wife is my best friend 3. i have been married for 10 years 4. i have had 3 stepfathers 5. i moved around alot as a kid 6. i still refuse to grow up 7. most days i hate my appearance 8. i have only slept w/ 1 woman and i married her 9. i have 2 brothers and 2 sisters 10. 2 of my step fathers were in the navy 11. i have 5 tattoos now & a 1/2 dozen planned 12. i have been call rude by several of my customers and i consider it a compliment 13. i talk to more people on line than in real life 14. i have no regrets about anything i have done in my life 15. this was the 2nd hardest th

Storybook Love
Storybook Love (Theme from The Princess Bride) - Mark Knopfler Come my love I'll tell you a tale Of a boy and girl and their love story And how he loved her oh so much And all the charms she did possess Now this did happen once upon a time When things were not so complex How he worshipped the ground she walked And when he looked in her eyes he became obsessed. My love is like a storybook story But it's as real as the feelings I feel My love is like a storybook story But it's as real as the feelings I feel It's as real as the feelings I feel This love was stronger than the powers so dark A prince could have within his keeping His spells to weave and steal a heart Within her breast but only sleeping My love is like a storybook story But it's as real as the feelings I feel My love is like a storybook story But it's as real as the feelings I feel It's as real as the feelings I feel He said, "Don't you know I love you oh so much And lay my heart at th

Relationships
The other day I had an encounter with an "ex" that proved to be most embarassing. I use the term "ex" loosely as Kyle and I had only dated briefly, going out several times over the course of a few months . When I knew Kyle, he was a sweet shy, bespecticled intellectual, with a scaggelly beard and tweed jacket. He would talk on endlessly about e.e. cummings and Kurosawa films. His cerebral approach to life was quirky but charming. Nothing serious developed out of the relationship. Calls and get togethers became less and less frequent and slowly we drifted apart without any animosity or drama. Then the other day I saw him again for the first time in almost a year. I was on my way to the laundry mat, wearing sweats, hair in a scruntch, toting a bag of dirty clothes (i.e. looking HORRIBLE) when he passed me on the street. If he hadn't stopped and said hello I would have never recognized him. He looked TOTALLY different!! Gone were the glasses and scruffy beard, his long messy of hair now

10 Random Things
Instructions......(I was tagged by Crazy Cracker) Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.I make a popping sound when I walk.The ligaments in my right leg are to long and snap back when I walk,thus making a loud popping sound that anyone walking beside me can hear. 2.I dance in the shower. 3.When I was 18 I had dog scratch fever.The doctor had to go get a book to look up what I had.My dog scratched me when I was feeding her,she opened my skin and the gunk under her nail infected me.I have yet to have cat scratch fever thank god. 4.I have almost died 6 times.Many times I was a few hours from it. 5.I always wanted to be an actress. 6.I have to have so

Ok Lets Get This Straight From The Start
Yeah you got it I aint in the best of moods today and where better than to rant - here - at least I aint deafening anyone or having the police called on me not that right now that really bothers me anyway. I overslept, Im too hot (its like 29 over in the UK today - well near London it is - just so nobody contradicts me and says oh it aint that hot here, or its hotter) I have run out of cigarettes, and I dont need no bs. Right - so I have been on here since APril and its time to start laying down the law - btw I dont date gaffers, I only date american ex military lmao so I will talk the way I talk in real life - feel free to ask if you dont understand what I am on about. Slang and brit speak is me all the way and I aint gonna change things and suddenly talk all posh cos I aint posh, Im me like it or lump it!!!! I aint here for drama or bs I have enough of that in rl but please note that I keep my rl drama to rl and dont share it with people I dont know and I would appreci

I Am.
I am not the distant howling wind. Unseen, but heard wailing in the empty. I am not the lightning spark. Gone in but a beautiful moment, with a triumphant fanfare. I am not the infinitely ephemeral night. All engulfing, strangling, transcending trechery with twinkling treasures. I am not the inky, foul rain. The run off and cycle of a mad corruption, perpetual, and cancerous, growing... I am not the sun. Favored, worshipped, loved, yet held in respect... perhaps fear. I am not the watchful, silent, blahse moon. Vouyeristic, shy, and bitter. I am not the crumbling earth. Something firm, of great substance, and stability. I am not the shining stars. Anonymous, harmless, ever blissful in a multitude of likeness. I am not the green, whispering sea. Waffling, indecisive, traumatized by invading cool I am not the pristine ice. Glistening and receeding, submitting, and cracking; from the instantaneous flake, to the sliding aged glacier, they all wait for i

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The Trio Is Back Plus One More
Look Who's Haveing Back to Back to Back Happy Hours, Monday 10AM, 11AM,12PM and 1PM. Show these 4 much love during their Happy Hours. They all return the Love that is shown to them. Rate, Fan and Add em!! Sandy-Help her get to Disciple Metal Forever-Help him get to Disciple Nite-Help her get to Insider Storm- This is her First HH!!!! (repost of original by '♥ Sandy ♥' on '2008-07-02 00:52:14')

Can You Belive It
Yesterday was a pain filled day from start to finish. I took my second to last pain pill, and went to work. I made it to noon, then went home, because I just hurt soooo bad. I never miss work, so it hurting bad enough for me to leave work makes me nervous. I got an appointment with my chiro at two, stopped at my boss' house to pick up something, and headed home. On my way, I popped a Starburst into my mouth, and pulled the cap I have on my tooth. I got into my chiro, and my dentist charged me $80 for literally 8 minutes of work, so I was in pain all night long, on both ends. Actually, my teeth feel great today, and the cap is put on better than the last time, it feels really good. My hip and leg, dull throbbing pain, but numb. I'm not sure how that is possible, but it is.

I Got Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to let them know that they've been tagged, and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm a total book worm. I love to read. 2. I love sports -- rugby is my favorite. 3. I write --- sshhh 4. I miss Twist. 5. The only thing better than a man in uniform is a man outta uniform. 6. Blow rocks....... I can talk to her. 7. This is harder than it looks. 8. I love great conversation. 9. So yes I can be a talker, but I can be really quiet too. 10. I care about what goes on in the world. 11. I wish I could code half as well as Poet. 12. I have the best kids, I am really lucky. 13. WOW I still have three more to go..... now two! 14. IF you are going to hit my SB at least say something I havent heard before. 15. Sayin HI is being polite not bein

Have We Forgotten
Child abuse, spousal abuse, parent abuse, rape, battery, and harrasement. These are things I see everyday. Whatever happened to "love thy neighbor as thyself". Have we forgotten what it means to care about others ? Do we just see so much we are tainted to it ? Can we ever get back to the point that those around us are as important to us as ourselves ? Or are we to far gone and forgotten how it feels to lift someone up instead of knocking them down.

Writings
Here I am again, sitting, tapping, stroking at the black keys under my fingertips, hoping that it might help with my soon to be psychotic breakdown. I thought I beat this a long time ago but I guess I was mistaken; I misjudged the amount of will it must take to defeat such a fucking foe. Even though, I think it was true from the start. It had to be a little more obvious then this. Well, it should have been. I think I have the fear, the weakness that consumes most during certain episodes of 1s life. The fear is real, maybe not meant for all people, but certainly some. I feel. I know. I understand. THE FEAR Memoir This time its 1 Can you believe I’m at this again; some1 should’ve shot me from a good safe distance. Between the swirl of my hair and out through my nose. Fuck this shit, since the beginning, since the teleportation; I have had many episodes of longing to refer back to this, to this tapping, this sound of clicking plastic, and the music of

Something To Incite Laughter :)
If you need a good laugh, try reading through these children's science exam answers. Some of them are 'hysterectocal'. Q: Name the four seasons. A: Salt, pepper, mustard and vinegar. Q: Explain one of the processes by which water can be made safe to drink. A: Flirtation makes water safe to drink because it removes large pollutants like grit, sand, dead sheep and canoeists. Q: How is dew formed? A: The sun shines down on the leaves and makes them persp ire. Q: How can you delay milk turning sour? (brilliant, love this!) A: Keep it in the cow. Q: What causes the tides in the oceans? A: The tides are a fight between the Earth and the Moon. All water tends to flow towards the moon, because there is no water on the moon, and nature hates a vacuum. I forget where the sun joins in this fight. Q: What are steroids? A: Things for keeping carpets still on the stairs. Q: What happens to your body as you age? A: When you get old, so do

Goodness Mornin Love
remember you gotta read it from bottom to top. gotta love the wankers. >Rocco: bet thats the only pussy you get ->Rocco: what you work at the cat depot Rocco: I get a whole lotta pussy cunt ! ->Rocco: haha.. ban me you came to my shoutbox Rocco: Okay talk to the hand and get trhe fuck out ! ->Rocco: haha.. well it is my time and my life. and looks your in the same sorry situation lookin for pussy ->Rocco: I hope you don't talk to people in the real world like this Rocco: Dumb bitch that is online all her wasted life is trying to tell me something ! ->Rocco: I didn't say you was a pedo, i said you needed to fuckin grow up and get a life. ->Rocco: all you wanted to do was have a jack off cause you ain't got no life. and i ain't playin go fuckin bother some other bitch Rocco: So whereever you got the pedo shit from , must be you ! ->Rocco: You are to much man, you message me like some ass about bendin me over and when I fight back I'm the whore slut.. bitch your rich man to

Fishnet Masturbation
Fishnet Masturbation CUM watch as I squirt for you in a hot pink fishnet body suit. You got me so hot I just had to put on this light outfit for you and squirt on your burning desire. There is over 60 pictures and 5 video clips in this set. One video clip you will see closeup of my wet pussy as it squirts for you. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

Oh Yeah I Won!!!
Ok so I was listening to Euro Rock Radio cuz it's HIM night for 3 hours and I answered a trivia question and won a HIM No Sleep Till Halloween Poster from the No Sleep Till Halloween Tour that they cancelled. I actually had tickets to go see them for that tour and would of been my first time ever seeing them and I was so upset that they cancelled. So winning this poster is just AWESOME!!! I'm getting this bitch framed and NO ONE will be allowed to touch it. I never win anything and to win something from HIM is the best!!! This so made my day. I can't even express how good I feel about this. If someone had a video camera when I heard my name I'm sure they would of won some money off America's Funniest Videos. I almost peed myself. I'm surprised Trenton did wake up with all the jumping around and screaming I was doing. Well I guess my luck is starting to turn around for me. Anway here's a pic of it and I LOVE IT!!! BE JEALOUS OF IT PLEASE. LOL ROCK ON BITCHES!!! Jax

Worth The Weight
It's interesting on how we are so focused on weight these days...either due to the whole supersize controversy at McDonald's or these reality shows like The Biggest Loser or the upcoming Fat March. Nothing is wrong with being health conscious and watching your weight...I do find it wrong when people will target those who have weight behind them....either by teasing or taunting or placing them in a nonfavorable light. I was watching Love Connection today and one of the guys going to be picked made a comment about falling for a telephone voice but getting there and finding someone in a muumuu dress weighing 250 pounds. Made me just 'Grrrrrrrrrrrrr'. The way he sounded is that he just saw the weight and didn't see the person. While my faith in people is restored by remembering watching Piers on America's Got Talent with regards to the Glamazons...it just annoys me that some just see a weight and not the beauty a person may have. Of course, those of you who know me better than others know

Do You Live To Build Or Destroy?
Do you live to build or destroy? Do you live to build up someone in a positive way or do you live to tear people to shreds? Do you live to encourage or do you live to dash a person's dreams? Do you live to be a good role model or do you live to be like Goofus from the Highlights books? Do you live to help someone to grow to be a better person or do you live to turn someone into another blight on society? Do you live to spread the power of positive and encouragement or do you live to take someone's esteem and bulldoze and demolish it flat? What are you....a builder or a destroyer?

Trip
I am leaving today for 2 weeksish I am coming back on the 13th.. while I am gone you are free to leave me messages and I will answer my msn messages as well.. Linxingblood@hotmail.com You may send me messages there while I am gone to keep in touch Make sure you tell me who you are..lmao

Annoying Phrases Part 2
Beat Around the Bush: This sounds more like a sexual fetish then anything else. How anyone can use this phrase without conjuring some crazy images is beyond me. Sure I'll beat around the bush but can I trim it first? hehehehe If It Aint Broke Dont Fix It: Just thinking about this one makes my head hurt. How the FUCK do you fix something thats not broken. The very meaning of the word fix alone makes this such a redundancy that anybody who uses it should be shot. The Grass Is Always Greener On the Other Side: Bullshit! Im looking at my neighbors house across the street and I can tell you thats its anything but green. Cross That Bridge When You Get To It: This to me seems like a dicey statement. First you are assuming that there is a bridge to cross in the first place. Second even if there is a bridge to cross you are assuming that it is in good condition. What if it has collapsed? Then what? Do you turn around and go home? What if while crossing the bridge you suddenly realize

Here I Am
Jesus, here I am I have been so closed ,so I am here to open my heart I have been so blind, so I am here to let me see good things I have so deaf,so I am here to let me hear good words of others I have been so mute, so I am here to speak of good words to others I have been numb so I am here to let me feel for others I have been so loveless, so I am here to let me feel love for others I have been working just for myself, so I am here to do for others I have been crawling, so I am here to let me stand up to my fears of others I have been been so alone so I am here to be friends with others I have been so hurt so I am here to be cured I have been empty ,so I am here to let my heart and soul to be filled For you are in my heart oh Lord Your voice has been heard for me to hear Your Guidance has been seen for me to see Your love has been accepted for me to love Your gentle touch has been felt for me to feel Your heart has touched mine for me to fill my heart and soul Your g

Time Is Precious
We pray here this day and everyday to Jesus with the father God Almighty,the holy spirit, the wisdom of all the saints and the gentle hand of the blessed virgin Mary, mother of God that we realize our time is precious. That with your guidance that we will be able to heal our wounds in our hearts that are shallow and deep. That we may over come fear and break the chains that bind us down. That self respect is learned without being arrogant. That we maybe strong and still humble. That we may be tough against people who cause harm to our souls, but still be gentle in our hearts. That intellect does not over seed wisdom and faith.That we learn patience not only for ourselves but for others. That we have the ability to let things go and that we do not make the same mistakes twice. That our problems are small in the big picture of life and we get blind to the world that our vision can be cured to see the world how it real is . That we stay focused with the problems at h

I Was Tagged!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to let them know that they've been tagged, and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I love the ocean and light houses 2. I have a two year old son. 3. I got my foot caught in a bike when I was two and now have a scar the length of my left foot (from my pinkie toe to my heel) 4. I have been to 4 colleges and still haven't finished my degree...maybe one of these days 5. I have been to almost every state in the US 6. I was born on Friday the 13th 7. I'm a beer drinking chick 8. I enjoy sports however I am not athletically inclined :-)GO RED SOX! 9. Global Warming concerns me and makes me wonder what we are leaving for the coming generations. (This scares me!) 10. I love to laugh 11. I would rather curl up with a good

To Alll My Top Friends
sunshine, sunshine is here to stay, when ever i get to see you guys, you take a bad day and make it better, theres only one thing hotter then the sun, thats you guys, the sunshine is how i feel, its not always bed of roses, but is sure feels like it, when i get to chat to you,,, love you all,,, bedrock

Hi My Friends
well all of my friends know that I write poetry and I love to. well I deleted all my poems from all the blogs because I'm thinking of publishing a book, if I do publish it and it comes out where you live and you want to read beutiful poems buy it. there's one poem that I wrote that will melt anyone's heart when they read it, I promise you! =) well now you guys know. love you all. =)

Have You Ever??
0)Have you ever? 1)Had sex on a beach?..... Yes 2)Had sex in the shower?..... Yes 3)Had sex on the washer on spin cycel?..... Yes 4)Have you ever stayed up all night stressed about bills?..... Yes 5)Got drunk and pucked in public?..... Yes 6)Got hit by a car?..... Yes 7)Kissed someone you did not want to?..... Yes 8)Been homeless?..... Yes 9)Cheated on someone?..... Yes 10)Have you ever read such shit?..... Yes

Lesson To Heed
Appearing from nothing, Making everything. Just as quickly as a brush stroke, Gone...leaving only nothing again. Nohting so much as a whisper, To lend a hint of your self exile. The connection so strong, Is not even on life support now. Lending thoughts of past lives gone wrong, Causing a hasty withdraw for one's preservation. A void that has taught so much, Lesson to heed by in the future. Appearing from nothing, Making everything. Just as quickly as a brush stroke, Gone...leaving only nothing again.

Vegas Vacation
My sister and I are going on a mini vacation to Vegas in a few weeks. This will be our first time to Vegas....woohoo!!! So, besides going to Thunder From Down Under what sights should we see? What should we do? Where should we go? Help a hottie out and give me some feedback. Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

Do U All Friends Like These
I WANTED YALL TO SHOW THESES WONDERFUL PEOPLE SOME LOVE FAN ADD AND RATE THEM ALL THEY ARE AWESOMES PEOPLE THEY SO ROCK!!!!!!! THEY WILL DO THE SAME FOR YOU THEY HELP ME YESTERDAY TO GET TO FU KING ALL B/C THESE PEOPLE TAKE TIME TO HELP ME OUT TO LEVEL ME UP:) ßàß?G??£ ???@ fubar ??SULTRY™ Girl Next Door?? ?Fu Angels?OWNED BY JAK@ fubar Tainted*Kiss@ fubar ¤Ra¥ ºf ?@w??n §??§?i??@ fubar read im bored blog@ fubar ÐJWî¢¢â Mgr@Sixth Sense~owned by Boomgardens~Owner of Rav yn Boomgarden~fumom to Rena, Tina, Tommy,@ fubar ~CANDYRAIN~@ fubar ?ReBeCcA?{owned by 'T'}@ fubar missy@ fubar Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~Fu-owned by Anna~@ fubar $ç()øTëR™-(Lori's Hubby)-[Demon Crew recruiter]-{ShadowLeveler}

Spectacle
Break forth this grand spectacle For it is time to look at the mirror And face the beast within A twisted soul so long ago Lost its very basic humanity Frightened, lonely, vengeful, lost Wanting, Hating, craving, relating Give a toast to the beast, Tonight’s spectacle has promise Two lives live in this body And one shall die tonight Frightened, lonely, vengeful, lost Wanting, Hating, craving, relating And when you taste your own flesh, You know the beast has won for now Frightened, lonely, vengeful, lost Wanting, Hating, craving, relating And in droves the public gathers, Sadist, gladiators, mothers and lovers, As an open theatrical mastication Will keep their boredom at bay Frightened, lonely, vengeful, lost Wanting, Hating, craving, relating And may you pick up a souvenir, A shred of dignity smoldering in the breeze Like an incense to cover the smell Covering the stench of your own shame Frightened, lonely, vengeful, lost Wanting, Ha

I Am Doing It Again.....:p Lol
Yall All Know This Fu Sweetheart. She Is To Blame On So Many Of Us Leveling. She Is All Over Everyone's Stash, Keep'in Us All Wasted, Or Maybe In My Case Fuss'in At Me About My Ripped Pics. lol Come Check Her Out In This Cute Auction. You Won't Regret Bidd'in On Her. The Lucky Fu That Wins Her Oh My. That Would Be One Heck Of A Month! (repost of original by '¡ÙWonder_Woman¢â¡Ù' on '2008-07-02 13:46:02')

What Do You Wish For?
When you walk outside your door, What do you wish for? When you get in your car to head into the office, What do you wish for? When you sit down at your desk, Get behind the wheel of your comapny vehicle, Start prepping for the lunch rush, What do you wish for? Do you wish for more time to do your job? Do you wish for less job so you have more time? Is there an instance in your life that your NOT wishing? Everyday I wake up, wishing the sun would sleep a bit longer, wishing the day would not be drawn out, wishing I had more to look forward too after getting up, wishing my life was so much different. Then I wish I wasnt so selfish, and go about my day.

Pdate
Hello from Jena, East Germany. Here for 1 morE day then off to LEIPZIG, Germany to see SANTANA, ( It was a x-mas gift from last x-mas) Jena is a growing town. Lots of Colleges, universities and research institutes. some of the main sites are: The 13th century Town Hall ("Rathaus"). It has astronomic clock featuring the "Snatching Hans" ("Schnapphans"). The Gothic St. Michael's Church ("Michaelskirche", 1506). It has a bronze slab of Martin Luther's tomb Monument to John Frederick the Magnanimous (1905-08), in the Market Square The Old Castle and numerous towers from the medieval fortifications, including the Powder Tower (13th-14th centuries) House of Friedrich Schiller and his Wedding Church. The Botanical Garden, founded in 1580, the second oldest botanical garden in Germany Jen-Tower, a research edifice built in GDR times. There is a restaurant and viewing platform at the 27th floor. Today Jena is a manufacturing city, specializing in precision machiner

The Promise
The Promise by LateNiteFantasy© Along His path He finds her; charred and broken Her tortured soul laid open; bleeding and raw He lifts her up and cradles her in His hands. He spies a tiny ember... a spark of life left behind Tenderly He cleans the wounds, washing away the ashes of distrust and the crust of despair He sees her promise Gently He blows upon the tiny flame igniting the desires... hidden by a lifetime of pain. The fire burns hot; removing the dross of pain and broken trust He protects that gentle flame cupping His hands about it keeping the winds at bay Using His own light, He shows her the way; along the path to completeness He holds her enraptured offering her the freedom within the bonds Guiding her to the light Finally, she is whole.

Behind Closed Eyes
Behind Closed Eyes by LateNiteFantasy© When I close my eyes a beautiful world appears ...a world of wonderment and not too many tears. The dreams and laughter of a lifetime are encompassed there; The effervescent hopes and tenderness of years. Yet when my eyes are opened, I see reality. I see the way things are and the way they have to be. And so I resolutely straighten my shoulders and hold my head high-- To go on and march down the road and do what I can to make it alrigh'. But in the quiet times, behind closed eyes, I visit that sacred place. I lie there and I sigh...with a soft smile upon my face.

Sex On The Phone
Sex on the phone by LateNiteFantasy© "Hello?" She was on the other line He asked how she was "Oh, just fine." They had never met, never stood eye to eye Yet they were no strangers He was never shy They knew each other inside out He talked to her in a sexy voice She whispered over the phone; They have fun, they have good times They let their imagination steer their mind They know they shouldn't do it They know it's bad But they can't say no It's driving them mad Sex on the phone They want it to be different They want it to be thrillin' They have sex on the phone Need it to be chillin' Sex on the phone You can hear how they moan She lays by the phone in her pink lingerie He's in bed, wishing to be there "I want you here with me tonight. I want to feel you against me, your breath upon my skin. I want you baby. Want to feel you from within." "Me too darling, I feel the same. I want you baby, your lips devouring mine. I need you lover. Please

Flying Monkey/4thofjuly 4 Auction (closed)
Hey Out There Fu-Land Argo's Angel's still needs help to get fubucks for Argonutz Spotlight I Have 2 blings up for auction come and check them out! Flying Monkey 4thOfJuly All funds go to Argonutz for HIS spotlight fund. Come and help out and help him get the spotlight He is a total sweetheart to his Angels and we would love to get this for him to say thanks for all he does We Love Our Argo! Argonutz@ fubar Brought to you by: ¢¾SunySkyz¢¾Owned By Argonutz & Proud To Be His Angel¢¾Owner of Dominustempus3¢¾@ fubar

Lines From A Foolish Male Poet
Lines from a Foolish Male Poet by LateNiteFantasy© Lines from a Foolish Male Poet, Praising a Female Poet's Excellent Lines You wear your talent like your beauty—simply, unadorned, as it needs no adornment—for its true worth is in form and elegance and fine subtlety. Your phrasing is exact and reflects your cool intelligence and mastery of verse. "Cool" not as cold, as your theme is often warm. I mean controlled, or careful, fitted more like dovetail than glove. It's your craftsmanship, not retail, that I love about your words. You build but do not sell your poems. Their surface glows with polish that refines their sturdiness, shows off how well, how solid they are made. My only, impure, wish when I read them, blessed by your grace and style, is that I read them in your arms, kissing you the while.

Dangerous Stranger
i feel ur gaze on my back, creepin down my spine turnin around, your eyes pierce mine diseasin my mind, every part of me burnin leavin me agonizin for ya touch givin me a fast rush, cheeks flushed as you come closer, im paralyzed,hypnotized i dont know who you are....youre a stranger i dont care, just a lil scared.. ignorin the danger disturbed from routine,unforeseen do you get what you doin to me? all five sense amplified,intensified all my ablities, you stole no possession of self control consuming my entire being burning sexual desire you...my supplier.. please, take me higher i dont know who you are....youre a stranger i dont care, just a lil scared.. ignorin the danger breahthless yet succumbing to your power waiting for you to devour me hour by hour this disturbance comes wit new found confidence tryin to make sense of all this no explantion just anticipation

Like Always Bs
I looked out of the windshield and seen more than the rain pouring down. Watching it hit and form with the rest, forming a mass. Like my life has been it seems. Many small things hitting my surface, some grand and others minuscule. Some having a great impact others just a ripple, but when combined its become united and has more power than expected. Time was that this was never an issue to me. If it was more powerful than I, I ignored it or let it go away leaving it's trail of resentments that I would use to make me stronger. This served me well, learning as each obstacle tested me or not letting some things even have a chance to prove their power. I missed a lot by doing this for many years/decades. I've found that by facing my battles it makes me stronger. Granted those battles might seem small to most, but since I've learned that it's battles that win wars. All these years not facing the problems that have come at me had weakened me, emotionally starved it seems. These h

Pissing People Off Is What I Do Best.
Yes, Oh Yes. My second block of the day, and I just had to share it. I like how I still got the last word in. As a warning people, this is entertaining for me. To think I actually give a fuck is wrong. I love being a cunt. ^_^ Oh.. add-on: This all started here... http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=433616 She didn't delete ALL of my comments. Hehehe.

Now It's Time To Say Goodbye.....
Ok all...it's been fun, it's been grand....but I'm outta here. I'll leave my profile up for three more days, so as to get the email addresses of a few of you, but after that's been achieved, HASTA!

Three Women
Three women are at a cocktail party. The first woman Says, "My husband is taking me to the French Riviera For two weeks," and then looks at the others with a Superior demeanor. The second woman says, "Well, my husband just bought me a new Mercedes," and looks about with considerable pride. The third woman says, "Well, to be perfectly honest with you, we don't have much money and we don't have any material possessions. But thirteen canaries can stand shoulder to shoulder on my husband's erect penis." The first woman looks shamefaced and says, "Girls, I've got a confession to make. I was just trying to impress you. We're not really going to the French Riviera. We're going to my parent's house for two weeks." The second woman says, "Your honesty has shamed me. To be honest, my husband didn't buy me a Mercedes. He bought me a Ford." "Well," the third woman says, "I also have a Confession to make. Canary number thirteen has to Stand on one leg

Romeo N Juliet
Romeo n Juliet by LateNiteFantasy© What light is it that Romeo needs, His beautiful Juliet her tenderness indeed, From the balcony where she should be, He searches for the light his love just to see, A glimpse of her a ray of light, To warm his soul through the night, Her love makes him warm and whole, On a moon light night when the air is cold, In her arms she sets him free, As they kiss his heart soars you see, So Romeo where art thou true, Searching for his Juliet her eyes of blue, So Juliet fair come to me, Let your love set me free, Because you know I love you so, For I am your, Romeo Juliet What light breaks through yon window, It is my love with eyes as soft as morning snow, With voice as soft and gentle as the summer rain, And when my lips doth taste a kiss that drives me insane, Her skin soft as satin and hair of lace and down, Her smile so warm it drives away any frown, She comes to me when I am sad, She kisses me, she holds me close, my s

Vocal Climax
Vocal Climax by LateNiteFantasy© When you my lady to me are near, When my ears your soft voice I hear, My heart swells full with reward, But to my surprise I grow hard, The love of your touch the sound of your sighs, As closer you pull me between your thighs, The sound of your voice beckons me you see, As I hear the words I want you inside me, I know you are nervous as I slip in, God you are so beautiful, I find you wet within, Your passion so sweet makes me throb, As your sighs turn to moans, I push deeper inwards, You love me, you coax me with I want your load, And as upward you arch we both explode, As we both render a warm feeling so tender, You and I both together Relax in warm surrender, After we have shared The most sensuous Climax taste the moon embrace the stars dodge the drunks in their cars, kiss the night that sensual dark as we stumble through the park, arm in arm filled with wine should we rush or take our time, do it now some par

A Poetic Dance
A Poetic Dance by LateNiteFantasy© a poetic dance, indeed, have we for no one else but us to see the mingling of mutual words far from noisy, milling herds, poems I write to myself thoughts I leave on the shelf I fold them into paper planes flick them through the e-mail lanes, I love life, in all it’s guises small, medium and large sizes I walk both beach and mountain trail check my Box each day for mail, some days there’s a snip from you I hold it close, that’s what I do smile and hope some day we meet with sense to stay on our feet, or maybe not (I smile a bit) never know what parts might fit never say never, we might be wrong enjoy life, and live it long ….

There Is My Heart
There is MY Heart by LateNiteFantasy© there is My Heart so warm and true, There is my soul so deep and blue, There is the one I love more than life, Never again will we go through strife, As I watch the Dawn and see you love, I whisper look and there is a dove, Our hearts are one and our souls meet, And you in my arms honey feel so sweet, Forever My heart shall I love thee, forever my heart you shall see. The day I hold you means all to me, The day I kiss you such a glee, Come my love and hold my hand, And we shall both enter a new land Together Katherine and Terry. LOVE YOU BABY

Micki Blue Eyes
My good friend Micki Blue Eyes is close to leveling. she'll finally be fu-king, she only needs 30k to level she is an awesome person so please go add,fan,& rate her oh yea & please feel free to bling her. She is GREAT FRIEND TO HAVE IF YOUR NOT HER FRIEND ALREADY !!!!! :) Just click the link below to get to her page & thank you all in advance for showing my friend some mad fu-love!!! Mï¢kï-ßlµê-È¥ê§ ~{Ðïr†¥ §ðµ†h Çrêw}Çð-£ðµñÐêr ð£ †hê £rïêñÐ§hïþ Çïr¢lê'@ fubar

The Moments
The Moments Life is nothing more then a series of moments. For so many years I have taken those moments for granted. I think that people in general do …at times. Life is so fast paced now a day. Things go by so quickly and end then what? Oh yes time to reflect. But why only after is there reflection. Why in the reflection there is regret? For me there is no regret. I feel sorry for the people in my life I have hurt or failed to love as they me, however regret I will not. The past as shaped me molded me to be who I am. And I do love myself. The moments I speak of are the small ones. The times in your life you should truly appreciate while you are in the moment. So many of us have so much to be thankful for. Family, friends and just LIFE. The moments I look forward to: Holding my niece in my arms for the first time. Looking into her eyes and feeling the true meaning of peace. Spending time with my true friends, the ones that have been with me through it all and yet still love

Ranting
I'm ranting now, so excuse my venting. I love ppl period no matter what race, nationality, sex or sexual preference. Yet its one thing that fucking wracks my nerve, Is some young idiot thinking they have all the answers. Live a little, experience life gets some bumps and bruises, and then maybe then I can tolerate your closed mind, and arrogant way of thinking. I know it’s me, not them. Actually I used to be them; maybe that’s why they piss me off so bad lmaooooooooooooooooooooo. I’m talking migraine headache ppl when I hear them spew their self proclaimed knowledge; I mean there are idiots at every age, this I know. Yet at least I give them points that, hey you had to have has some experiences in life. Ok, as I write this I realize how trivial it is lmfaoooooooo. That’s why it’s called ranting, I would rather rant here than to express myself in a way that at a later time, I might regret. So ill just say to all my young friends, keep living. Life has a way of humbling us

This Is A Site The Net For Christs Sakes..
ok people this is a fucken site its the godamn net learn that its not real life....so wut if a person gets fuengaged or fumarried its for fucken amusment.. every fucken time i get fuengaged or fumarried some dumn ass lame fuck gets mad at me..GROW THE FUCK UP ITS FU DUMN ASSES..One more thing to add even the immiture fucken lil girlS get pissed if a guy is in a differant state you stupid cum bucket bitches y do you get mad if he is friends with someone in real life? thats fucken silly ass kid shit.. GROW THE FUCK UP YOU WINEY HATEN LIL GIRLS THERE IS NOT CHANCE YOU CAN FUCK HIM WAY ACCROSS THE COUNTRY..STUPID LIL HOES...THIS SITE IS FOR FUN YOU DUMB BITCHES GROW THE FUCK UP..!!!!AMUSMENT IF YOU THINK ITS REAL THEN GROW THE FUCK UP GO SEEK HELP FOR SOME FUCKEN PILLS CUZ YOU SURE NEED THEM!!!!!!advice for the lil girls on fu any time a man talks sex to you he dont want you he wants the pussy...so dont think your special cuz he talks sexual shit to you k...same for the lil boys..as well..

My Puppy Is Sooo Smart--sometimes!
So hopefully everyones looked in my Sammy Sammerson file by now. I call him Buppy (short for baby puppy, or beautiful puppy my mom says). I've been the one thats been training him since we got him and I've gotten most of the basics down from reading a puppy training book, but its been no easy task, let me tell you! At any rate, he's a good buppy for the most part, he's very lovey and likes to play. He has the occasional accident and poopies in the house (not too sure its an accident sometimes, since he does it in the same spot all the time no matter how many times we spray with various pet urine odor stuff). He ALWAYS manages to tangle himself up when he's on the lead, which is frustrating to him and us, bc we're the ones who have to go untangle him! lol But today, he really shined and showed his intelligence! (let me first tell you that we put some fencing up this past weekend so he has a place to run without running off) I said "go out side go potty" (which I always

I Had Some Fantastic Help
Ok, let me see if I can say this properly. I was at about 35k or so to this evening and by rating Bill till I started driving him crazy and he sent me to Joanna, whom returned the rates too. She posted a bully asking for some help leveling me. She is a shadow leveler. Yeah, pretty cool,huh? Guess what? It worked. I had people rating and blinging me! Not in any order:momofsteve, ChAoTiC LuViN, ~BABS~, Addictive~ all came to rate my page! Addictive wasn't on my list but is now! Passionman71 bought me an Elmo bling. *Ç£ÃÿMØ®Ê* bought me an Official Fubar bling. the barracuda bought me a bling late yesterday and has rated my page the past two days. I have received some bling in the past couple of weeks too. One being a jet bling from Phoenix! Keep reading to the End! "Bill"(I Wonder just how long they will let me drag my name out)hmmmmmm Im surprised sneaky, coy@ fubar JoAnna"- Proud Member of the {{{Shadow Levelers}}}" & "Club Far"@ fubar Passionman71~ S

Why We Are All Not Ron Jermeny Or Jenna Jameson
OK so its late the lounge i hang out is quiet so i go and get my points now normally i just do the default but OK i start noticed the other albums* Already i start thinking I know there porn so I prepare myself with a hard shot of tequila. AND OOPS what do u know first random profile Pics of his (( YOU know that song by Gillette Don't want no short dick man)) if u don't look it up on PLAYLIST(( IT burns IT burns the images OOH GOD i cant get the images outta my skull maybe a ice pick will help is all I'm thinking. IM new to fubar but i know not everyone likes u or thinks you hot n shit and rate u a 10 cause lets face it its nice to KNOW stranger will lie to get points on here BUT COME ON PEOPLE really If u gotta take a pic to help u identify what Ur dick looks like chance NO scratch that BIG OH NO U DIDNT chance is UR NOT RON JERMENY and for all Ur lamers who don't now he this BIG FAT greasy head Bastard that screwed a shit load OF EVEN worse looking porn star

The Princess Of Mist
The Princess of Mist She glides onto the ballroom floor Mischief in her eyes All gaze at this tiny dancer on the dance floor A dream of hope A vision of innocent deviltry With a song in her heart She purrs like a kitten With a kiss on her lips You can feel the tigress within She exists on so many levels What a wonderful journey to take for any man....

Wild Angel
Wild Angel Yearning to break loose I explode from a cocoon my wings free Starting to unfurl In a world so new to me I am an innocent surrounded by wolves Enjoying the play of life and it's attentions A shine appears in my place But with all new worlds The solitude of change brings sadness In times it overwhelms This butterfly has so much to learn This soul has already learned so much I am a wild angel In a world that needs more of who I am Please watch over this angel from afar For this angel has always watched over you

The Lie
The Lie My friend A man A treasure We shared We loved I hoped You cried I comforted I believed You lied You betrayed You fell You fall further I turn My anger I forgive I remember I'm gone Will it be forever?

A Lost Princess
A Lost Princess She sits alone in her room Reaching for another world Another time and place Away from all that is real Lost in a fantasy of lies and half truths Ignoring the world around her Simply for the creation of illusion. This princess has forgotten the daylight Has lost the memory of a touch All the world is now through such a small window Her friends, her family have forgotten her The key to her room has been long lost You cannot open the door You cannot pull her away She is trapped in false contentment You stand at the door Hoping Even dreams can sometimes be false You walk down the hallway looking back As you eneter the courtyard of reality You see her window Not all princesses can be rescued

The Mortar Crumbles
The Mortar Crumbles In a dream I walk amongst the ruins of a castle Walls collapsed, Towers crumbling. Complete devastation from the inside Hearts who betray Morals corrupted Vows spit upon. All who have survived have left The lucky few I weep for the castle Hands clenched in rage at what they have done. I awake in a cold sweat Looking around I am home again Out my window the forum rages with people in delight I drift back in a deep slumber...satisfied And in the corner of the room Unbeknown to me.... The mortar crumbles....

For My Fu- Owner
This Is Dedicated To My Fu- Owner In my Last Auction I got the Best Fu- Owner you can Ever Have!! Let me tell You About Him: He was origionally from Ozone Park, in Queens NY, currently he is living in Northeast PA. He is disabled. He was born with Spina Bifida. But he doesn't let his condition stop him from living life as normal as the next person. He loves to drive (with the use of hand cotrols), Riding his ATV, going to the mall, workingout, the internet, and just about anything else. He is an easy going guy. He treats other's the way He would like to be treated in return. He is a giving person. The type of person who is ready to jump to help other's when they ask. I guess you can say He is a selfless person. But would hope they return the favor if he needed it. He is a shy person, but will open up after a while. His Name is MIKEY!!!! Now I'm Own By This Sweet Man: Mikey Was Born May, 19 1975.... Time Unknown!!! But What

Not Tonight
The smoke fills the room, I sit on my chair. Across I see him, my eyes shine with glare. He doesn't see me staring at him, he hunts out his prey, He sips his drink and focuses on one, whomever it may. I draw off my cigarette, and the smoke blurs my sight, it's probably best, she's his tonight. Nothing I can do to change this scene, but close my eyes, forget what i've seen. The music takes control of my thoughts, in another situation, I'm suddenly caught. My imagination starts running wild, tearing off clothes, hardly mild. Biting my neck in the sweat filled moment, my body shaking through each movement. He pulls my hair back, and whispers in my ear, I'm going to fill your mind, with more than just fear. My adreniline rushes through my veins, the acts of indulgence totally insane. We take from each other, we give just the same, erotic possessions, name of the game. He takes me to heights I've never touched, didn't know he wa

Jamaican Bus Driver
Ever been to Jamaica..if you have then try reading this..:-P To all the Jamaicans worldwide who continue to keep us laughing! Jamaican Bus Driver. You ever wonder what it would be like if Jamaican buses were set up like airlines, with the flight attendant and captain giving safety instructions? Wonder no further ... Bus driver speaking on the intercom: Welcome to Bus numba 40 running from Papine to Down town Kingston . Please direct yuh attention to di ConDucta who will instruc' yuh on our safety and model features. ConDucta: Hail up massive! We want yuh fi know dat yuh ride pon di safes' bus dat run pon di Papine to Downtown route. The moggle of our bus is a 1980 Encava, own and operate by Rough Rider Transports. Dis moggle can survive any adversities an' cantravasies. As unnu can si dis bus get nuff lick up an' bad man shot it up nuff time an' it still a drive like new! This bus seat up to 55 passenger, howeva, due to fi we commitment to excellent serv

Knight's Love Lost.
A Knight’s Love Lost The Knight had been alone for so long that when he chanced upon a beautiful maiden who shared in his loneliness he did not question her motives. After a year or so of their meeting he professed his love for her and she said she felt the same for him. Shortly thereafter, the Knight noticed a change. His love would find reasons not to be with him or simply disappear from the village for days. Even when she knew he was visiting the same tavern, she would pretend she didn’t see him and spend her time with other squire’s and Knight’s. The Knight decided to tell her that since her love did not seem true he would be leaving the village for good. She insisted that there was nothing between her and the other men and begged him to stay on. He agreed to stay and for a while things were as they were when they had first met. Then she went back to consorting with others. The Knight then decided that it was time for him to move on to a different realm and give up on a lov

I Still Carry The Memories
Do you know how much you meant to me? Oh no. Do you know I still carry the memories? Oh no Did you know that for me letting go wasn't easy? Oh no, no you don't Do you still listen to our lullaby? Oh no Does it help you get to sleep at night? Oh no Are you singing along by the pale moonlight? Oh no, no you don't. I just need a bit more time To get you off my mind tonight I'm thinking of your bright blues eyes, Brighter than the stars that lit the skies, An angel in disguise I just need a bit more time I wanna hold you in my arms tonight I can't forget those bright blue eyes, Can't forget the moment they met mine Please turn back the time

What I Am Going 2 Be Doing On The 4th Of July
Star 102.1 Your #1 Hit Music Station brings you the StarJam 2008 WHEN:, July 4, 2008 WHERE: Patriot Park in Pigeon Forge, Tennessee WHO: Boys like Girls, Good Charlotte, Metro Station, and Ace Young TIME: Concert starts at 5:00pm Fireworks start at 9:30pm We'll see ya on the 4th at Patriot Park in Pigeon Forge, Tennessee. Come enjoy the FUN if you are close enough and enjoy these groups

Yeah Yeah My Turn.. I Got Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 (Just do 10!) weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to let them know that they've been tagged, and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Yah. So thanks Jez! :p Aren't other tag thingees only 10 random things? The people I tag can just do 10. That seems fair. 1. I can break out into random song at any givin moment.. especially if a hear a word that reminds me of a song.. 2. i live in a small zoo with five dogs 3. I have an extra piece of skin on my left eyelid 4. My favourite drink ever is lemonade 5. I am quite strong 6. i have two turtles names pete and gigolo 7. my family were amoug the first people to settle in Nova Scotia 8. I am a huge clutz damn doors get in ym way 9. I can be a bitch... oh yeah its true// 10. i am the oldest out of my siblings (sister and half bro

Tag You Are It!!
I GOT TAGGED BY SOMEONE Instructions...Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am funny 2. I am thinking about a special someone 3. I have a kick ass team of hotties! 4. I love chocolate 5. I wear glasses lol 6. I can be bitchy! 7. I love cartoon Inuyasha 8. Liars turn me off 9. I let laundry pile up 10. I have a dark sense of humor I choose the following people to be tagged! Cllgegrl Viperxp Shy Stfu its santa Randy

Ecstacy Part 1 && 2
Part 1 Looking into each other's eyes, They feel the burning. The passion is alive; Their bodies yearning. Clothing in a pile on the floor, Sheets tangled on the bed, Lock has been turned on the door; Thoughts of ecstasy fill her head. His fingers exploring her body, Her lips tasting his. Never thought she could be so naughty, But God, how enticing was that kiss. One hand cupping her breast, The other brushes a strand of hair from her face. Leaving his bare chest carsessed, She gives his thingy a quick embrace. A low moan breaks the silence of the night, Acting as a green light for her. Sensing her arrousal, he gives her exposed nipple a bite. She can feel his erection getting bigger. Not feeling as if she can take it much longer, She is already soaking wet. Wanting him inside of her, But he is not ready to end it yet. Pulling her trembling body closer, Getting to his knees. Loving her looking so eager, As he begins to tease. Traveling his tou

Tag You Are It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I Live in IL but my home will always be MT. 2. i am nice to everyone unless they piss me off 3. I love tattoos but just dont have any myself yet 4. I love the outdoors 5. I love playin video games ( yes I am a gamer lol) 6. I love the rain but hate storms 7. I am quite person unless i have something to say 8. I LOVE taking drives for no reason just to drive around 9. I HAVE MORE FUBAR FRIENDS THEN REAL LIFE ONES... CAUSE I CANT STAND DRAMA 10. I hate liars 11. I hate Backstabbing assholes! 12. I'm know to a Bitch 13. i really dont give a shit what people think about me. I am me so get o

True Love
Across the street they see each other and their eyes meet and true love forms A dinner, A movie, A glass of wine, and true love forms A cuddle, A hug, A kiss, and true love forms Their hearts meet, Their souls collide, Their lives connect and true love forms

To Get In Touch
hi everyone of my friends and family that want to keep in touch. I am not getting on here as much anymore not because I don't want to stay in touch with the ones that are in my heart just some personal issues going on. if you want to keep in touch my e-mail is mykesmagik1@yahoo.com I will try and get on this site when I can

My First Contest...boxer Or Briefs
Hey boys! How sexy do you think you are in your under garments? I am hosting my first contest and thought it would be nice to have something for the girls to look at finally. This is a bombing contest and self bombing is encouraged. So.....Send me your best sfw underwear pics (keep it tasteful but have fun with it) and 15k for the entery fee. Show us ladies your best side (or back side hee hee) The contest will run for 7 days and the winner will be the one with most comments. 1st prize:500,000 and a choice of 7 day blast or bling pack 2nd prize:200,000 fubucks 3rd prize:100,000 fubucks Contest will start as soon as I get 10 willing participants. It will end 12pm fu time 7 days after the 10 person signs on. I will message all contest members of what day the contest will be ending. Send me the entery fee and the link of the picture you want in the contest and show us all how sexy you are. freakylibra**queen-buckma$ter~Owned By Tappinit~@ fubar

Some Day
*SOME DAY* I found a place where i can go to hide away from people i know tired of feeling so alone i wish i had someone to hold holding onto someone new i hope that this someone can be you looking in your eyes i see this is one place i like to be tired of being the one who tries i am tired of being the one who cries so in this poem i write to you someday i hope to love you to ! co. Spanky Madison

Just Me
Just Me I may not have much to offer but : I can offer you my heart - warm- honest and true. but: I can offer you my mind - to learn and grow as we do but: I can offer you my body - to hold- cherish and explore but: I can offer you my soul - everything i am and will be These are the things I can offer to you, it's just me. Spanky Madison -08

I Pray
I Pray I kneel before you my heart and soul Longing for that someone to hold Trembling with each breathe I take I pray this is no mistake Lost in the moments that we can share Please tell me you'll always be there I have cried myself to sleep many nights Now I pray for MR. Right To sweep me up in his arms And keep me safe from all harm Holding me close to his skin I pray he will let me in And I pray to the angels above To please let me find someone to love. ©Spanky Madison

How Would You React If Someone Withheld That They Were Bi Sexual To You?
Hi my friends Im reaching out to you to see if you can give me any answers to a question that was presented to me the other day.. I really dont know how to answer this and any help with this would be a blessing right now thanks and please this is something that really has happened so if you can help its really needed, this person has really fallen apart from this How would you react if someone withheld that they were bi sexual to you? You've know someone for three years and they continuously pursue you but you are hesitant to get close to them. This person and you finally become very intimate and very close. You are now at the point where you can finally let down your guard and you can begin to completely trust them that they are a genuine and trustworthy person. That after all this time and thinking that there is nothing that you both can ever keep from each other he drops a bomb at you and tells you that he is bi sexual. He tell you this after

Making Photos
As most of you that have gotten to know me can see I love making pictures. I will never ask anything of my friends for doing this. But I do have one request . If you want something special done please send the picture in a private message and maybe an idea of what you want done. If you do this I will get them done as soon as I can. And if you do not want them posted on my profile first I will be more then happy to send them back to you. Have a Great Day and a wonderful 4th Tom

Which Are You?
Carrots, Eggs, & Coffee A carrot, an egg, and a cup of coffee...You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again. A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up, She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, ' Tell me what you see.' 'Carrots, eggs, and coffee,'

Well I Might Be Gooing Back To Texas
Well this morning I found out my ex husbands wife is getting transfered to Ft.Hood Texas.I just started dating a wonderful guy.Now I feel like i am getting screwed.She told me I dont have to live my life around them.I am not living my life around them I am living for my Girls.Now I am sitting here crying cause everytime i find someone that makes me happy I lose them.I don't know what to do..I love my girls and I cant stand to be away from them.I grew up without my mom and dad in my life it was hard.I cant do that to my girls! But now I am stuck between a rock and a hard spot.Cause I care alot about the man in my life.

Stupid Ass That I Am
Kristin ~A...: dude you know what you r a damn ass ->red_rose: Check me out any time you want... red_rose: tnx is for yu sweetheart i ll continue leving luv but later ->red_rose: Thanks ->Kristin ~A...: send your link ->Kristin ~A...: I dont ever go in there...I bet no one in there remembers me... I joined baught a round of drinks Then never went back in... ->Kristin ~A...: I barrly sed profile comments... It crashes there as well at times..... Not missing the plugins it just fucks up.... But I tell you what I will try and join.... if it works so be it ut will never come in too chatt... I f it crashes So be that wont be able to join... I'll try Kristin ~A...: oh so why the comment that you dont do chat rooms when the lounge I am with is a lot similar to the one you are with ->Kristin ~A...: I joined that on a different computer this one crashes when i join.... Kristin ~A...: hmmmmmmm you dont do chat rooms but you are with club karizma really makes a lot of sense

Bombers Wanted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Come join a great family.....have fun meet some really great people....... GIT R DONE Glenn Hagan aka 'Hitman6 FOUNDER OF THE ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~ AND PROUD MEMBER OF THE CONFEDERATE BOMB SQUAD' Hitman6 FOUNDER OF THE ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~ AND PROUD MEMBER OF THE CONFEDERATE BOMB SQUAD@ fubar ' TEXAS CHOPPER BIKER 69~ GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~' TEXAS CHOPPER BIKER 69~ GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~@ fubar DJ @ Aces Up & Club Mixture aka '♫ ô DJ Aimee ♫ ô ~The Bitch You Love To Hate~ *NO REGRETS* President of the ♫ ô DJ Aimee ♫ ô ~The Bitch You Love To Hate~ *NO REGRETS* President of the ~GIT-R-DONE@ fubar "Fu Wife to Footballeye88" & "CT Wife to Jay (Bob Villa)"Owned by PurpleSky" aka 'Angel Eyes~HEAD OF~GIT-R-DONE~ REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~' Angel Eyes~HEAD OF~GIT-R-DONE~ REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar Head of Human Recourses for git-r-done family~ aka ''BASSTRACKER~ FU-HUBBY TO PUR

America....
Now, i dont know for sure if these things are true or not because I am lazy and I do not feel like looking them up on snopes or wikipedia (which is never very 100% accurate anyways). So, just take from it what you will. I love this country and I love what it USED to stand for when it was founded. We have strayed so far away from the hopes, dreams, and ideals that our founding fathers (and mothers) had for us. Maybe its time we make this as great of a country as our very first president wanted it to be. the email i received: SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT THIS FOURTH OF JULY. The Fourth of July has more to it than beer, picnics, and baseball games. Have you ever wondered what happened to the 56 men who signed the Declaration of independence? They signed and they pledged their lives, their fortunes, and their sacred honor. What kind of men were they? Twenty-four were lawyers and jurists. Eleven were merchants, nine were farmers and large plantation owners; men of means, wel

56 Reasons To Have Sex
56 Reasons to Have Sex It's not just for tickling your taco. Getting it on is good for the whole enchilada Nicole Blades Do the nasty. Knock boots. Bump uglies. Shag. Schtupp. Boff. Boink. For every silly nickname we use for sex, there's a totally legit reason why you should be having more of it. To prove our point, we've pulled together a comprehensive list of the mind-boggling benefits of hitting the sheets. From boosting your immune system to releasing aggression, here are the many ways it pays to play dirty. 1. Shag your guy's ticker into shape. According to a study at Queens University in Belfast, men who have sex three or more times a week can cut their risk of heart attack in half. 2. According to that same study, regular romps will also halve your man's chances of suffering a stroke. 3. Work off that Rice Krispies Treat without hitting the treadmill. One 30-minute roll in the hay burns about 200 calories. 4. Avoid going postal at work. Nooky helps the brain

"the Sum Of Her Parts"
So, you wonder sometimes why I avoid this site like the plague at times? This is an example of the shit that gets me to say "fuck this site" & run away to video game land for a long while. It happens all the time... some random person thinks that saying "hi how r u?" is gonna lead directly into me giving out my screen name & jumping on yahoo or msn messenger so they can try to coerce me into acting like a cam-whore. I've been around the web enough to know what all this shit is like, and I am so tired of these assholes. I just don't have the patience anymore: This followed by: His comment (which I deleted) said I "look like a dog." If I'm so fuckin' ugly, why the fuck was he so pissed I didn't want to get on IM with him on yahoo or msn? HM? Guys like this are the reason a lot of you nice guys out there get treated like shit just by virtue of being male... because women come to expect this kind of treatment online & we become guarded & in some cases downright MEAN.

An Explanation
okay so its like this...everyone knows that fireman185 and merci have gone threw alot in the last month..they are no longer together i am sad to say...but as some of you may have noticed fireman185 has been hanging around on my page...an sent some gifts...but this is my way of clearing up any questions or drama THE COWGIRL IN PINK AND FIREMAN185 ARENT BACK TOGETHER WE ARE SIMPLY FRIENDS YES ITS TRUE HE AN I HAVE HISTORY WE ONCE WERE A COUPLE ON HERE LAST YEAR...BUT SOME OF YOU DON'T KNOW THIS...AND I FEEL IT BE MY PLACE TO MAKE THE UNDERSTAND JUST BECAUSE ANY ONE MIGHT SEE HIM DOING THINGS ON MY PAGE...DON'T ASSUME HE AN I ARE BACK TOGETHER BECAUSE WE ARE NOT I AM WITH PAGANCOWBOY31 AN I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH...SO I HOPE THIS CLEARS U ANY QUESTIONS...THANKS FOR UNDERSTAND...I CAN NOT CONTROL WHAT SOMEONE ELSE DOES YES I COULD DELETE AN BLOCK HIM BUT DOING THAT WOULD BE CHILDISH IN MY BOOK BECAUSE IF ANY ONE KNOW MES IT BETTER BE A GOOD REASON FOR ME TO DELETE AN BLOCK YOU...I TAKE THINGS

"paul"
http://www.fubar.com/user/1878298 Paul: what ever you dumb fuckin cunt.. yeah and you are the stoopid people ;) delete me i dont care bitch bag ->Paul: anything else? ->Paul: and i'm not here to play your moronic little game ->Paul: i don't like stupid people ->Paul: get the hint... i'm not nice ->Paul: this conversation was over, and you decide to message me again ->Paul: once again... you're not very intelligent. Paul: i dont see this conversation going anywhere.. i just asked you a ? and that was it.

Help!
GamerKitten's Bully: === 'GaMerKiTTeN *Chriz's Girlfriend*' wrote the following at '2008-07-03 08:15:05'.. > > Please help out my good friend Steve he is 87,000 from hitting henchman. He has been at that level long enough. I would love to see him ranked up! > > pip1966@ fubar > > Mwahz! Thankies!

Come Join Us
COME JOIN US AT THE DWAG POUND DAY OR NIGHT WE HAVE LIVE MUSIC, CAM, AND ALOT OF FUN. STOP BYE FEEL FREE TO BECOME PART OF THE DAWG POUND FAMILY AND FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STOP BYE AND CHECK US OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Idiot Down Rater!!
I DON'T UNDERSTAND PEOPLE WHO SET OUT TO PISS OFF OTHER PEOPLE...THIS IS JUST CRAZY. I POSTED A BLOG AND THIS THING DECIDED TO COME THRU COMMENT ON IT AND THEN RATE IT A 1. WHAT A RETARD!! IF THIS PERSON IS YOUR FRIEND, MORE POWER TO YA!! IF NOT...STAY AWAY AT ALL COST...SHE'S NOT WORTH YOUR TIME!! ~Candy is Dandy But Liquor is Quicker ~AKA ~Eyes Wide Open~!@ fubar This is what showed up in my Bartab: ~Candy is Dandy... rated your blog a '1'! · ~Candy is Dandy... left you a new blog comment! This is the convo between she and I: ~Candy is ...: why u want blocked ??? ~Candy is ...: cuz i can ->~Candy is ...: so why did you even bother to rate it at all? no one asked you too JUST VENTING!! BUT THAT WAS JUST RETARDED!!

Father For The First Time
im going to be a father for the first time. im scared but at the same time im excited. we are 9 weeks along and i cant wait to hold my child for the first time. i just wanted to share the happy news with everyone. im blessed!!!!!!!!

Blah
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to let them know that they've been tagged, and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I now work-out 5 days a week to lose my "extra baggage" 2. I have zero drama in my life. And will always avoid those tring to bring me drama 3. I don't like children (outside of family) and will never have them. 4. I love to travel and will one day see the world. 5. I forget to call people back (alot) 6. I love sports / Most crime shows / animals / Music 7. Duh, I sing alot of Karaoke 8. I typically don't have a problem with saying whats on my mind, and I'm usually very polite about it (mainly becuase people hate that). 9. I'm very good at debates. 10. I have about 7 GREAT friends that I really care about, and I'm happy with that (I wo

Broken Dreams
I love you more than life itself But I’m afraid to love. My heart is like the fragile wings Of a tiny little dove. I'm scared to get too close. I feel that I can't win. You'll love me for a little while Then you'll set me free again. I've lived so long on hopes and dreams I don't know what to do. I don't think I can trust my heart, For it belongs to you. I know you'll only hurt me Yet, I still keep running back. Between the paths of our hearts There's a worn and beaten track. You've got my heart held on a string. It’s breaking right in two. Enough belongs to me -to hurt- The rest belongs to you. I know that somewhere in your heart There is a place for me. I just don't know how to find it And there's no way to make you see. I can only hope that someday You'll wake up and you'll find, That while my heart belongs to yours, Yours, too, belongs to mine.

Space N Time Eh?
Space and time are human constructions that can collapse... The ultimate reality is something beyond those constructions, and more importantly, everything in the world is connected. there is no 'you' or 'me' there is no 'this' or 'that' everything is one thing to say i love you to someone is to say i love you to yourself. to say you hate someone is like saying i hate you in the mirror when you look at yourself.

Who Am I?
Who am I? My life has given me a lot of time and reason to ponder that question over the last 4 years. I can say, I still do not know the answer. But, here is what I do know: I'm loyal, to a fault. My friends are my most valuable asset and I stand BESIDE them 100% (not behind, beside!) I'm driven. My weight loss has shown me that I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me! I'm stubborn! I get something in my mind, it's hard for me to give it up. Heck, you can hit me with an SUV and it won't stop me. It might slow me down, but it won't stop me. I know, it's been tried! I'm a lover, I just don't have anyone to share my love with. I'm a big kid at heart. I'm too quick to give my trust to someone up front, but slow to give it back if it's every betrayed. I'm a man of my word. I make a commitment or promise, I do everything in my power to keep it. I'm mean what I say. I don't play w

For Those Who Haven't Heard From Me In A While
HEY ALL. AS FAR AS MY HEALTH GOES, I SEEM TO STILL BE HAVING MY UPS AND DOWNS. BUT ONE THING IS CERTAIN THAT HAS NOT KILLED MY HEART, MY DRIVE, NOR MY SPIRIT. EVERYONE WHO HAS STILL BEEN THERE FOR ME THRU EVERYTHING FOR THE PAST 6 MONTHS I THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. I HAVE BEEN IN THE PROCESS OF REBUILDING THINGS AND REGAINING TRUST THAT WAS LOST. I'M STILL ALIVE AND FIGHTING TO STAY THAT WAY...LOL THOSE OF YOU WHO KNOW WHAT'S GOIN ON RIGHT NOW IN MY LIFE JUST REMEMBER THIS, NO MATTER WHAT THE OUTCOME IS I CHERISH MY FRIENDS. IF YOU HAVE BECOME MY FRIEND, THEN YOU ARE MY FRIEND FOR LIFE. I'M A FIGHTER, LOVER, AND DETERMINED TO WRITE THE WRONGS THAT I HAVE DONE. I HAVE TOO MUCH HEART TO GIVE UP, ON ANYTHING AND I DO MEAN ANYTHING. EVERYONE TAKE CARE AND CHERISH THE MOMENTS THAT TAKE YOUR BREATHE AWAY, BECAUSE WHEN THEY ARE GONE THEN THEIR GONE FOR GOOD.

Tag Your It
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Purse 2. Your significant other? LOL 3. Your hair? Brown 4. Your mother? SA 5. Your father? CO 6. Your favorite thing? Daughter 7. Your dream last night? OMFG 8. Your favorite drink? Grapefruit 9. Your dream/goal? Cop 10. The room you're in? Office 11. Music? YES 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? RICH 14. Where were you last night? Connie's 15. What you're not? Cocky 16. Muffins? MMMMMMM 17. One of your wish list items? LOVE 18. Where you grew up? Texas 19. The last thing you did? Copied 20. What are you wearing? Capris 21. TV? Swingtown 22. Your pets? None 23. Your computer? Awesome 24. Your life? Wonderful 25. Your mood? Spontanious

Me
GENERAL: Name: Spanky Birthday: October 13-1976 Location: MI Religion: NA Eye Color: Golden greenish brown Hair Color: Dark Brown with several highlights Height/Weight: 5' - 111 lbs Heritage: Heinze 57 (mixxed) lmfao Piercings:Ears, Tattoos: 2 1 lower back- inbetween shoulderblades PICK ONE Sunny or Rainy: Sunny Fruit or Vegetable: Both Night or Day: Night Love or Money: Love Phone or in person: Person Looks or Personality: Personality Coffee or Tea: Tea Hot or Cold: Warm YOUR! Goal for the year: Be happy once again!!! Best physical feature: Eyes First thought waking up: What am I doing awake Worst crime: NONE Greatest Ambition: To have my goals succeed Greatest fear: Being alone Darkest secret: Well if I told you it wouldn't be a secret then. Favorite subject: Science Strangest received gift: (cant tell.. lol..) Worst habit: Poor Communication skills DO YOU? Smoke/Drink: Yes Curse: Fuck No Shower Daily: Y dont you? Sing: YES Play an instru

Up For Auction
Look who is up for auction Yes ! Twaune The Godfather is up for auction ! Click the auction pic below to place your bid Also plz rate my auction pic =D Pimpout is brought to you by: Twaune The Godfather

Another Day, Another Auction....
Would you like to own me? Well, I'm in another Auction... Come by and bid on me... R770770 Fu-Owns me until July 27th... and YOU can own me from July 11th to August 11th... If you're lucky enough!!! Stop on by, place a bid, come show me love, and I'll return it any way i can!! MWAZ!!!

Dj Co
COME CHECK OUT DJ CO AT THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE..SHE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE LADIES COME!!

Where Is My Love?
Where is my love? For far too long I have been without you. I am very tired and cannot help but feel blue. I have been so weak in pretending to be strong. All I did was love you, trying never to do you wrong. I gazed into your eyes and gave you my heart. You placed it in your hands and took it apart. I believed in you and generously gave you myself. I was left and ridiculously treated as anyone else. I have been alone under mountains of ruble. I suffocated for times unknown, frail and in trouble. I see a light and wonder if it is my gateway to delight. Am I dead or have I been rescued? Will it be alright? An image beckons before me as a long awaited sign. A figure glances at me revealed as everything kind. Dare I dream or is this reality bringing me bliss. I see an exquisite enchantment of sweet kiss. Nightmares subside by the touch of your warm lips. My lungs fill with your fragrance as my head flips. Life returns with your every beautiful curve.

Letter To My Love
Letter to my Love I am pensive in what I truly want to say but I now sit down and knowingly write it, clear as day. We live in an imperfect world where finding someone is so precious and having you in my life is so tremendous. The moment I first saw you was when I truly knew I wanted no other and as a love bird my heart flew. Your image appears in my day and nightly dreams and then there you are in front of me, a beautiful princess, my queen. I never expected you to impact my heart as you did; you drove my soul from where it once hid. Your presence made me peaceful and tranquil that all I could do was pray and be thankful. I've never felt so strongly for anyone in my existence, giving me something to smile for in every instance. We have had so many good times, together having lived as if in a snowy covered paradise under the alpines. You have been saddened and hurt but I have always found ways to make you happy and pert. I know that I am not perfect but together there

Fate
One's life takes many turns and twists, making you unrecognizably weakened, You are unable to stand straight or rise up to raise neither one nor two fists. Battered you become an unrecoverable wretch, people no longer knowing you at all, Your trajectory changes the horizon to a vertical laddered line setup to make you fall. No one can fathom just how many times you were not spared and left to die, Yet those that surround you omissively and continuously tell you untruths bound from one lie. You always hope to live free within the realm of pure bliss in a life of Honor and love, However, cunningly condescending desperates stab you with a sword as you flee a wounded dove. You try to escape to your haven but fail to fly as you can only fall with clipped wings, Desperation befalls you in anxiousness becoming lifeless slowly then quickly as you feel the sting. You are at near end, trying to find a way to continue on, trying to f

"look At Her..."
Look at her... She is lookin so good Look at her... Got me knockin on wood Hopin that I might get the chance to meet her someday... Hopin that I might get the chance take her away... Look at her... Shes got eyes that shine like the moonlight! Look at her... Oh what I would give if I could just have one night One night to show her things that she could only dream... Things shed only ever see if she was doin' em with me... Look at her... *Written in thought of 'Sǝduɔʇrǝss Sîn ɐkɐ VɐmPrǝSSSînCîn I.B.I.C.'*

Seriously
I might not be smutty enough for this site! I mean..once upon a time when I was in my teens or twenties...or last year...but now...I just don't know. *snort* It's overwhelming and shit, it's not like I need another internet addiction. Where the hell are these people coming from? I had like 15 friend requests in 15 minutes. That's insane, even by stripper standards (damn good thing I haven't shown *those* photos). Cheese and rice. FYI, I will not be adding everyone all willy nilly. I'm not that desperate just so you know. I'm here because a friend directed me - that's it. I've got enough of my own real-time love/sex drama, so I'm sure as hell not going to go looking for more. I'm only 5'1" I can't take all the pressure! But, if you and I become friends, too, cool. If not, don't take it personally. How could it be? I don't even know you.

Redneck Pick-up Lines
1) Did you fart? cuz you blew me away. 2) Are yer parents retarded? cuz ya sure are special. 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea. I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? cuz I can see myself in em. 6) If you was a tree & I was a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8) Man - 'Fat Penguin!' Woman - 'WHAT?' Man - 'I just wanted to say something that would break the ice.' 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went inta this cheap motel room. 11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner.

Need Your Vote For Hottest Ass Of 2008
Hey yall, I am in the hottest ass contest for 2008 for a adult BBW radio station-- I have been selected to be in the top 5 choices-- now I need your help to get to number one Please go vote for me at : http://bbwadultradio.ning.com/ I am the top pic with MadCurves written under it-- there are 5 women but I need you to pick me please!! Thank you and hugz-- MadCurves

Things That Tell You That You've Been On A Bad Date....
1. You actually feel sad that you're not at home alone on a Friday night, watching TV. 2. You don't consider yourself shallow, but you can't help but think, "I can't be caught dead being seen with this ugly mothafucka!" 3. If it wasn't for the excessive alcoholic drinks, you don't know how you would've survived the night. 4. You swear that was the longest, most excrutiating night of your life, but you get home BEFORE 11:30 pm. 5. You would pay attention more to the conversation if your date didn't have something green wedged in his teeth. 6. Your date takes you to one of "their" spots, and you don't say more than three words on the date. And funny thing, they don't even notice. 7. You've actually contemplated more than once about calling some of your friends to come and beat up your date. 8. The fact they threw up on your shoes IS NOT the worst part of the date. 9. You actually make plans to move, because you can't stand the thought that they actually know where

We Need To Get Healthy, America!!!
Observations On Our Health...... Nowadays, we are being ransacked with TV commercials about some drug to help you with depression, diarrhea, constipation, restlessness, migraines, male-pattern baldness, allergies, procrastination, fear, acne, obesity, incontinence, and yes.....we have about 10 types of pills that keep your dick hard for over 20 hours (ouch : | ). And yes, there are some of us that need some medical or pharmaceutical treatment for the things that ail us. But what I see now, is that the world is taking drugs to eliminate SIMPLE DISCOMFORT! Being uncomfortable is a part of life. Having heartburn is a part of life. Not being able to sleep somedays is a part of life. However, you body is trying to tell you something. Whatever you did, or ate is not agreeing with you, and you need to deal with that issue, or feel continued discomfort. A very small percent have chronic heartburn from some genetic abnormality. A LARGE PERCENT OF CHRONIC HEARTBURN SUFFERERS EAT A LOT O

How To Give A Cat A Pill.
1) Pick cat up and cradle it in the crook of your left arm as if holding a baby. Position right forefinger and thumb on either side of cat's mouth and gently apply pressure to cheeks while holding pill in right hand. As cat opens mouth pop pill into mouth. Allow cat to close mouth and swallow. 2) Retrieve pill from floor and cat from behind sofa. Cradle cat in left arm and repeat process. 3) Retrieve cat from bedroom, and throw soggy pill away. 4) Take new pill from foil wrap, cradle cat in left arm holding rear paws tightly with left hand. Force jaws open and push pill to back of mouth with right fore-finger. Hold mouth shut for a count of ten. 5) Retrieve pill from goldfish bowl and cat from top of wardrobe. Call spouse from garden. 6) Kneel on floor with cat wedged firmly between knees, hold front and rear paws. Ignore low growls emitted by cat. Get spouse to hold head firmly with one hand while forcing wooden ruler into mouth. Drop pill down ruler and rub cat's thr

5 Week Checkup
Hi All, Just an update to let all my TRUE fu-friends know how I'm progressing. I went to see my dr. on Tuesday. She told me I am healing faster than expected, and I look very happy. (Which I am). I can wear some of my clothes, and that makes me even happier! She told me I will have swelling for a little while yet, and that I shouldn't get discouraged. Also, I havent had any back pain since the day I had the surgery, which is abig relief for me. I had chronic back pain, daily, for 8 years. So the past 5 weeks have been AWESOME for me. Thanks gain to everyone who has been asking how I am feeling, and wishing me well. Check out my 2 new pics in my default folder. Have a great 4th of July, and stay safe. Stop in and say hello anytime.

She Is My Lena
Closed Eyes Dark Abyss im surrounded by silence and Nothingness only being lured away by soft lips and a sweet kiss She is my Lena Her voice is my Lullaby soothing and comforting lovely music that puts me at ease She is my Lena Smile nothing less than perfect laying down the foundation of happiness She is my Lena Her overall Beauty is in a class of its own unspeakable by the tongue She is my LENA Lovable Energetic Nice and Affectionate She is my Lena Luv you baby

Life
Life What is this thing that we call Life, It's laughter and joy and sometimes strife, Life is Love, but also it is Hate, Standing in Hell, or at Heaven's gate. The joys of birth, the sorrows of death, At both of these my eyes have wept, Losing Love and then finding Hope, Through all of these things we must cope. Even when Life has knocked you down, Others will be there to bring you 'round, And so I tell you straight from my heart, Don't give up on Life, you have your own part. It might be that someone will need, Your words of guidance that they will heed, Yours might be the shoulder that they need to cry on, Yours might be the Love that they need to live on. Facing each day is what you must do, Deciding what course is the best one for you, Through all the pain and strife that comes along, Don't let it break you, it will make you strong. These have all been part of my Life, The joy, the pain, and the strife, And because of all the Friends I've found

Adventures At The Er!
Friday morning. St. John's ER. Diagnioses- Bladder infection. Was given a shot of morphine and the pain was gone. (I had been in pain for 3 hours, constantly, prior to the shotworking.) Monday night/Tuesday morning. CMH ER. Diagnioses- gallstones. Was told I was given a shot of demerol. Was only in pain for about 2 hours this time. I had seen my PCP earlier that day and she was going to send me to have an ultrasound to check my gallbladder. The ER did it that night for me. Sent me home with Lortab. Wednesday night/Thursday morning. CMH ER. Diagnioses- I'm fucked. Did a CT scan of my abdomen and found no stones. A HIDA (I'm clueless) scan is ordered but no idea when it will be performed. I was given Demerol via IV. It hit me hard and fast. It scared me how quickly it worked. I had taken one Lortab prior to going to the hospital. I got sick 10-15 minutes after taking it. The pain came on so quick. I was in pain for god only knows how long because it took them forever to come in and

Do Not A Bid On This Person
Billy the Kid is owned by GoldenGirl@ fubar CAUSE HE WON'T DO ANY RATES ON YOUR PAGE AND HE WILL IGNORE YOU WHEN YOU PAY OUT 100K OR MORE HE DOESN'T EARN THEM AT ALL HE ONLY RATES TWO STASH AND MAYBE 10 PICTURES OF YOURS, SO DO NOT PUT A BID ON HIM HE IS JUST OUT TO GET FU-BUCKS FOR NOTHING!!!

My Friend
I just want you to know that I think the world of you and I have yet to meet you. You have a spell on me and I like it. When I close my eyes at night I see you abd I fall to sleep in your arms. I hope I never loose you as a friend. Now you know how I realy feel and I meen it.

Back At You Country Lol
Guess this is fun, lol okay here is some more stuff: 1. Though I had a guitar at age 11, I didn’t learn how to play until I was 24. My roommate taught me, he had played with the Country Gentlemen before they became famous, he was 17 and his dad wouldn’t let him go to Nashville. 2. The first song I learned was lying eyes, by eagles, Charlie taught me three cords and then put them in a song. Roommates listened to this song for a month before they begged him to teach me another song LOL. 3. Had Audience with Pope John Paul when I was 11, family went and the ladies had to use ladies room before we went in, told them where it was and how it was decorated, never been there before lol. 4. Learned how to ‘swim’ by one of my fathers drunken friends throwing me in the deep end of the pool after I dared him to. Dad did save me. 5. Life member of the Sons of the American Legion (which I held various local, district and Detachment offices) and also belong to Knights of Columbus

Tutelage
tutelage TOO-tuhl-ij; TYOO-, noun: 1. The act of guarding or protecting; guardianship; protection. 2. The state of being under a guardian or tutor. 3. Instruction, especially individual instruction accompanied by close attention and guidance.

Dj John
UPDATE ON DJ JOHN 7/06/08 On the phone with John ....He gets to go home today...finally.....He will not be on line for a while...has internet issues. John told me to let everyone know that he appreciates all the love and prayers that went out for him...... 7/5/08 I spoke to John this morning. They are keeping him in another 24 hrs for observations. The man that shot him they arrested today. He is being charged for "1st degree attempted murder". *-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-* I spoke to John this morning. He was in his cab and did get robbed/shot over $42. The man was getting out of the cab and he acutally missed John and hit the steering wheel. The bullet bonced off the steering wheel and hit him in the stomach. He is doing well. They are having another doctor come in to make sure there is no leakage in the stomach. Thank you for all your prayers.... MsBratt Today Aimee, and myslef got a text message from DJJohn's brother

Vicious Vamp For Auction!!
The Sexiest Vamp is up for Auction!! Vicious Vamp is in The Howlin' Hotties Auction... This Auction is Hosted by The Bad Wolfy Come and Bid on ME!!! Let me Tell you what I'm offering!

A Friend Is Close To Leveling
ok ppl she is close and needs our help sooo plzzz help her out i have her all rated and stuff so plzzz help her ♥ Çhåøtï¢ ¶®îñçë$$ ♥ ~*Founder Of Shadow Bombers*~Owned By Bratt n Dj Superman@ fubar thats her link tell her i sent ya thank you for all that help *BIG HUGS*

I Did It Right With A Ring And Everything!!!
So Ive asked Steph before to marry me but never the right way. 2nite I did it right I got her a ring got down on one knee and her mom just happened to have a camera at the right time. AND SHE SAID YES!

Whole Lot Of 11s
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Thanks Friends!
Ok people, this is a big shout out to all the people who helped me when I needed it! I'ts sad when you have over 1,000 friends on your friend list and only a few will help you when you need it! So here are the ones who DO help when you need it. Check them out...send them love. They return it and they DO help you out! Cubs Fan@ fubar okiwa002@ fubar RedZ28 - Co-Owner Rate Spankers@ fubar Process this!@ fubar Lostsoul-fuowner-sweetserenity,bpixie.Fuowen,St3ph4ni3,Angetic,MoSweetangel@ fubar luvinbbw52sd@ fubar Smokie Fu Hubby To Toxic Tears Co-Owner Of Hillbilly Lounge/Manager Of Club Temptation@ fubar ΤhΣ ßîg ΜîκΣ ™ Co-Owned by Shelly Lei & ~♥~Thcknluvit~♥~@ fubar sugarNspice~Married to Totalchaos69 My Love~Head Greeter @ Green Door~@ fubar

Tears
43 hours pass 12 aspirin 35 minutes of sleep 10,000 tears 1 pillow, turned over 100 times 1 bed 2 couches 2 floors 1 quilt 100 ice cubes melted in 20 glasses of water 0 phone calls 1 letter, torn apart 2 letters, left unopened 2 hands wringing with sweat 5 hard swallows 10,000 tears No relief No consolation No direction to turn A million excuses No way to stop another 10,000 tears

None
This Life can be a cruel one, not fair at all it lifts you to great heights just to watch you fall. Taunted by it's laughter while lying on the ground, we must pick ourselves up and silence that evil sound. Rising falling vicious circle that is life we strive to be content all we get is strife.

Words Wasted
Wasted words, not falling on a deaf ear, these words were wasted, never spoken for her to hear. How can you live not saying what you feel, All the while knowing what your feeling is real. Deep inside it's still there a scream a yell a shout. Push it back, hold it down not even a whisper can get out. How can it be right yet feel so wrong, How have I done this for so long.

To All My Family And Friends And Fans
come own a peace of me,,, do it know before it is too late,,, just copy the link,,, higest bidder gets me :P bedrock http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1679791&albumid=1097767&i=3602790929&idx=10

Crossed Lines........
The door was securely shut, the window's blinds were drawn, and she had never been so afraid of anything as she was of that old dusty red velvet recliner in front of her. The chair itself had been a cheap impulse purchase at a yard sale, she remembered. He was so cheap, but he did love soft furniture, and especially old things. That old cloth smell really did it for him, she thought fondly, remembering his fondness for things that were heavy and solid and possessed of an air of history. Then she remembered what he was doing to her, and she got the cold sweats. She shuddered a little and pulled the blanket tight around her nakedness. Her ankle was chained to a radiator set in the wall with a lock she couldn't break, and a leather collar (with leash) snugged tight around her neck was her only clothing. She had even been denied the pleasure of her regular pink soft one- instead, he had bought a black leather one adorned with spikes from a pet store and put it around her soft stru

Happy 4th Of July!!!
Happy 4th of July to you all! First of all, I hope you all take some time to remember the real reason we celebrate this holiday. We live in an AWESOME country and someone fought hard to make it the country that it is today!! Never forget to appreciate the freedom that we have!!!!!!!!!!! I am currently on a camping trip again. Taking another much needed vacation from the big bad real world. If you all read my blogs, you know I have a lot going on health wise right now, so this trip is hopefully gonna give me some much needed laughs with my family, and take my mind off of things for a few days anyway. I will try to check in late at night when I come in and settle in from the fun of doing the camping fun for the day. Don't forget to get your bids in on the kick ass auction going on. There are some amazing people up on the block!!! Just so you all know, I love my friends on here to pieces!!! You all are some great people and I am thankful to have you all as part of my Fu-family!

Be Thankful..everyday
I Am the Flag of the Of America SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE I am the flag of the United States of America. My name is Old Glory. I fly atop the world's tallest buildings. I stand watch in America's halls of justice. I fly majestically over institutions of learning. I stand guard with power in the world. Look up and see me. SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE I stand for peace, honor, truth and justice. I stand for freedom. I am confident. I am arrogant. I am proud. When I am flown with my fellow banners, My head is a little higher, My colors a little truer. I bow to no one! I am recognized all over the world. I am worshipped - I am saluted. I am loved - I am revered. I am respected - and I am feared. I have fought in every battle of every war for more then 200 years. I was flown at Valley Forge, Gettysburg, Shiloh and Appomattox. I was there at San Juan Hill, the trenches of France, in the Argonne Forest, Anzio, Rome and the beaches of Normandy

Nothing At All
Is it real Is it a chemical reaction in the brain Is it just someting we want to feel Why does it make us insane. Where do I go from here I'm not sure still where I've been How to get over the fear How can I feel again Lock it down Build up walls so nothing can get through Block the hurt which brings the frown Love and joy get locked out too Is that any way to live, Keeping to myself all I have to give To hell with that tear em down is what I need to do If it's out there it must be found and be proven to be true

Alil About Me.....
Ok so im gonna write alil about me as i have been asked how i can be so strong when i have been dealt a big hand in life...I was raised by my father as my mother had left me and my to other brothers as we was growing up....My father did a great job raisein us no doubt there although to this day he says he wish he would have done things different..He worked to jobs and did what he could to care for 3 kids..Well there becames a point in a daughters life when she needs her mother and i came to that point and my mother was gone so i was left to be raised by my mothers sister whom is my aunt becky (and is not what i call a mother figuer) meanin by that she drank alot and was on alot of drugs and didnt know who she was sleepin with from day to day..And my dad told me dont take that road so set in my mind i wasnt goin down that road in my life...So i moved back in with my father at the age of 12 was goin to school and doin my thing as i was wantin to be like everyone else...So when i turned

Your Morning Thought For The Day:
Your morning thought for the day: Let every nation know, whether it wishes us well or ill, we shall pay any price, bear any burden, meet any hardship, support any friend, oppose any foe, to assure the survival and success of liberty. ~John F. Kennedy~

**4th**
To All My Friends And Family, Have A Blessed Day!! Remember what this day stands for YOU! We all have our Reasons To either love this country or hate it but its our home, so learn to appreciate what you have and not what you don't. I thank This country for letting me live my life with my kids! I am happy today for that!!!

Check This Hott Chick Out
OK SO HEREZ THIS CHIC..AND SHE IS IN A CONTEST..SHE NEEDS 35,000 COMMENTS TO WIN..SHE IS AT ABOUT 20,000..SHE IS BEHIND IN 2ND PLACE..SHE REALLY WANTS TO WIN BUT IS ALMOST READY TO GIVE UP... WE NEED HELP TO GET HER TO 1ST PLACE...HOW MANY FRIENDS IS OUT THERE TO HELP HER WIN... WE HAVE 11'S AND FUBUCKS TO OFFER FOR PPL WHO CAN CONTINUOUSLY COMMENT BOMB HER PIC..SO CLICK PIC BELOW AND HELP PLEASE (repost of original by '(¯`v´¯)oouknounvmeoo(¯`v´¯)' on '2008-07-04 07:13:34')

Celebration
As some one in my friends list has oh so politely put it - I make up days to celebrate things - and this person is so right cos I do - BIRTHDAYS - mainly mine and my family - this is normailly a 3 day event including bbq and shopping etc. This year I might extend it to 5 days due to age!!!!!!! CHRISTMAS - a 4 day event starting Christmas Eve, and lasting til the Day after Boxing Day The four saints of the UK - Patrick, DAvid, Andrew and GEORGE (either on the day or as soon as I remember thereafter!!!!) EASTER/SPRING HOLIDAYS - dont eat that much chocolate so have a drink!!!! ANY OTHER DAY I FEEL GOOD AND HAVE DONE SOMETHING GOOD - oh next week WEDNESDAY I shall not be about cos guess what (I knew there was something else to celebrate!!!!!!!!!)A GATHERING OF THE IRISH in ST ALBANS!!!! So as you can see, I do use any reason to have a drink, though I dont drink excessively and I do like cookies but dont eat them ALL I like to share!!!!!!!!!

What Timeless Thing Can I Do Today?
In Micronesian, there's a word, kukaro, which has no corresponding word in English. When people say they are going to kukaro, they mean they are going to relax, sit around, and hang out. They are being, not doing. --Eli and Beth Halpern As children, our best times are often trips to an amusement park, fishing at the lake, camping, or just sitting idly under a tree. These make the best memories, and times sitting around a campfire roasting marshmallows or having a root beer after a family outing seem to bring out the love we share. We don't seem to be accomplishing anything at these times. No chores are getting done around the house, no schoolwork, no repairs, and no moneymaking. But these times of peace, relaxation, and a sense of endless time of being, not doing, may be essential to our ability to get other things done later. Certainly we are most receptive to our feelings, new ideas, and unplanned adventures at these moments. Maybe we should add kukaro to our vocabulary.

Friends Only????
Well since someone who wanted to be my friend started reporting my friends only pics - they are now only for family. I will be very selective on who can see them since apparently friends do not want too, Why do people cause all the drama. If you dont like those pics dont look at them

Former Republican N.c. Sen. Jesse Helms Dies At 86
RALEIGH, N.C. - Former Sen. Jesse Helms, who built a career along the fault lines of racial politics and battled liberals, Communists and the occasional fellow Republican during 30 conservative years in Congress, died on the Fourth of July. He was 86. Helms died at 1:15 a.m., said the Jesse Helms Center at Wingate University in North Carolina. The center's president, John Dodd, said in a statement that funeral arrangements were pending. "He was very comfortable," said former chief of staff Jimmy Broughton, who added Helms died of natural causes in Raleigh. Helms, who first became known to North Carolina voters as a newspaper and television commentator, won election to the Senate in 1972 and decided not to run for a sixth term in 2002. "Compromise, hell! ... If freedom is right and tyranny is wrong, why should those who believe in freedom treat it as if it were a roll of bologna to be bartered a slice at a time?" Helms wrote in a 1959 editorial that foretold his political st

Happy 4th
Just wanted to wish everyone a happy 4th of July! Make sure to BBQ up some food and don't blow off your hands with fireworks! And oh hell yeah drink some beer! BUSCH LITE? hahaha! http://members.webcaminabox.com/keri if you're bored I might be on my cam a little wasted after the festivities!

Freedumb
We are taught freedom isn't free, that it is something to fight for. this teaching is not incorrect, for we choose to move out of fear. fear of what we are. where we are in ourselves, and only move forward out of desperation to escape what and where we don't want to be. We hold onto the most inane processes and ideals becuase of it. The majority of America and the world is not free. The dictator of the fear driven world veiw is our self, our identity. what we belive we are and wish to be. but we neve think about why we want what we want and what it will do for anyone but ourselves. Just slaves to the chemical reactions we have never bothered to break away from. Fortune favors the brave. Everyone needs to break out of their CELLves. We need to be free. Talk to a stranger, follow the oddest path the day offers you. Do somethingscary or unknown just to do it. cowardice can be the first step and catalyst for bravery. Express what you feel and stop just feeling it. be free enough to choose

I Hate My Life.....
grr...i mean could more shit happen? so my car has been wrecked..it wont work..and i am now without a damn car :( and the driver of the car shall remain nameless....lol because when i kill him i dont want anybody to know it was me..ok i wont kill u..but im kicking ur ass.... anyways...i am not happy

Godmother Them Now
LOOK LOOK WHO'S GETTING CLOSE TO GODMOTHER COME ON YOU KNOW U WANNA MAKE THEM SMILE DROP BY AND HELP THESE SEXY LADIES TO GODMOTHER.. I'M GOING TO DO TAGS 4 PEOPLE WHO WANNA HELP US TO GODMOTHER... EXPS ARE I CAN DO SO MUCH MORE TOO... OK ONE TAG RATE 100 PICS OR STASH TWO TAGS 200 PICS OR STASH..AND SO ON... THIS IS UNTIL WE ALL GET TO GODMOTHER... PLEASE EMAIL EVONNE TO LET HER KNOW U ARE DOING THIS AND THEN AFTER 4 WHAT TAGS U WANT DONE THANKS... iF I HAVE ANYMORE FRIENDS CLOSE TO GODMOTHER I'LL ADD U TO THIS LIST TOO... CUPCAKE NEEDS 790,671 Points to go! Cupcake Surprise ~ Spankers ~ Evonne needs 2,127,791 to go Evonne~Spankers~

Happy Inderendace Day To You All
Independence Day by ABE In the year of 1776 That paper was decreed - They were tired of oppression And wanted to be freed They wrote a Declaration So the whole world would see - This was, "the home of the brave And the land of the free" They signed that piece of parchment The leaders of this land - Knowing, divided they would fall But, together they could stand A new world lay before them Untamed from shore to shore - They swore the would protect it If it meant going to war Battles have been fought - And many lives have been lost - So sad something so basic Has such a high, high cost 'Seems freedom is a luxury There's some would bind us all - Like then, together, we can stand But divided, we will fall More than two hundred years Have past by since that day That each of us celebrate In our own different way We should be proud and thankful Pay our share of the cost - Not take freedom for granted For it easily could be lost Th

New Friends
Yeah its me again - somewhat the worse for wear, just able to see keyboard lmao but hey I gotta say this (without bursting into tears cos alcohol makes me quite emotional at times and also quite angry as well lmao!) I have been on this site for nearly 3 months, after being on another site where there was too much drama!!!!!! (read rest of my blogs for more info!!) Other than BARB who I have known for goodness how long through cyber world, SHE ROCKS - number one friend, show her big love but dont let her reach HENCHMAN before me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! luv ya babs, joking!!!) I have met some beautiful new friends, I wont shame or embarrass them by naming them, they should know who they are - after all we talk, shout, mumm,. comment regularly (like daily!!!!!!!!) and the rest of them, we speak or exchange comments.. Im gonna get emotional in a minute so will cut this blog short by simply saying I LOVE YOU ALL YOU ARE ALL VERY SPECIAL TO ME SOME MORE THAN OTHERS AND BARB SHE ROCKS A

Fuck Life
i know i'm a fucking loser and i threw away my life, whatever. but i'm sick of my family always throwing things in my face. all i wanted was to have a good day with them on the 4th, but NOOOO....it's not fucking possible is it? i'm fucking sick of this shit. i just want to move somewhere far away and never come back here ever again. i fucking hate it here. i'm really trying to get my life back in order after being in a really abusive marriage and getting out of there. that motherfucker put me in so much debt and my family helped me out alot, but does that give them the right to throw the shit in my face all the time? i'm just tired of everything. i'm tired of being the happy person and cheering everyone else up when they're down. people are so worried about their own problems, they have no clue that i'm fucking miserable. fuck it.

Two For Darius...........
Lord Darius came into the house quietly; he wanted to watch his slave without her being aware. Before he left that morning he had instructed her that she should remain naked except for her collar all day. She could use the garden but must not dress. She is in the garden sunbathing naked by the pool. Master stands in the shadow of the house watching. She stretches; he can see her tits rise as she breaths. She gets up and walks to the edge of the pool. Her body is lithe and athletic. She composes herself and dives into the cool blue water. She swims several lengths then walks up the steps. The water is running off her delicious curves. She looks so sexy. Her master's cock is already hard and he can feel his excitement rise as he watches her lie down on his lounger. He picks his favourite toys up off the coffee table and goes to join his slave by the pool. As soon as she sees him she gets on her knees. She kisses his feet as she had been taught to do and waited for his next co

Happy 4th Of July!
Jesus on the 4th of July We gather ‘round to celebrate On Independence Day Pay homage to our country As the children run and play. With barbecues and picnics And fireworks in the air The flag we own is proudly flown To show how much we care. The stars and stripes spell freedom She waves upon the breeze While bursts of colors can be seen Above the towering trees. This is all quite wonderful We revel in delight But God above in divine love Has brought this day to light. With just a stroke of liberty A touch of His great hand He gave democracy to us And helped this country stand. The stripes upon our stately flag Were touched by His sweet grace Each star of white that shines so bright Reflects His loving face. So as you turn to face the flag For battles that were fought Be filled with pride for those who died And freedoms that were bought. But don’t forget to thank the One That gives the bright display The reason why we paint the sky On Inde

Another Keeper
I just have to say that i LOVE Ralph Marstons quotes.Whenever im felling down or insecure, SOMETHING in the archives SPEAKS out to me This one was yesterdays but im just getting to it today and thought I'd share :) You are worth it You are worth the trouble and effort required to make your life the best it can possibly be. There is so very much you have to express, to give, to experience and to contribute to the magnificent fabric of life. You are worth the discomfort and frustration that you'll regularly need to get through. You are worth the pain that the world will sometimes offer. For within you is the capacity for great joy and astounding achievement. Within you are beautiful and worthy dreams that long to be fulfilled. You are one of a kind and you are filled with a driving purpose. You are worth whatever it takes to give that special purpose a lasting and meaningful expression. Yes, the disappointments, inconveniences, pains, problems and annoyances will s

Desire
What makes us strive to have forbidden in our lives so we constantly try not be smitten. With a goal to control the emotions of a soul unrestricted yet somehow it is written. Finding excuse after excuse to fight and shake loose when denied that we can not forget it. Accept what you feel but realize that still if you want let it be so and give it, your all you may fall but stop and get called cause its to late to hide your deepest intention. Random chance prevents not the concept which leaves us baffled, cause the heart is king reguardless of everything in the end it will always win the raffle. Most commonly honestly when we can't have, told no and we laugh. hold over our minds that our hearts has no power, understand when i say we can't shake desire. so accept it, regret it, life is nothing if you let it, control and descide where you how you live and grow. Accept what you want when want it odds are in your favor if side it with it and don't play games thinkin if you lie you can have w

Thoughts On The Rights Of Humanity (part 1)
Being independance day, I have been thinking about some of the things set forth by the founding fathers of our country. It was once written : "We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness." (You have a right to see this as foolish and wrong or as valid and right, but we will get to that in a bit.) But what are these Unaliable rights(other than the three mentioned above)? Here are a few that I've thought of: 1. You have the right to have an opinion. 2. You have the right to be correct. AND 3. You have the right to be wrong. 4. You have the right to infringe upon anothers rights. AND 5. You have the right to retaliate if you feel your rights are being infringed upon. AND 6. You have the right to retaliate against this sort of retaliation. AND 7. Etc. (think of this like the geometrical concep

Going Away For The 4th Of July
hey kids, just wanted to let everyone know that I'm not going to be around from the 4th of July until the 7th.. my trailer is already at the lake and set up.. going to be in a bass tournament, so wish me luck! so to all my friends that live in the US, happy 4th of July.. for all my friends that live here in Canada, have a great weekend, I know I will! (picking up my case of Alexander Keiths India Pale Ale on my way back.. lol) Mike

Lost In Thoughts
Thinking, While we see from day to day People not doing enough of it, sometimes it's obvious. Why is it that others do to much of it, My self included I've stayed secluded lost in thoughts healthy or not. From time to time they're all I've got. I want to break free of this maze I've created in my mind, every thought becomes a hedge growing high, and wide blocking the way keeping me inside. Am I waiting for a voice from outside the maze to fall on my ear and break the craze, guiding me towards the door, locked inside never more, or is the path I seek only for me to find after all I'm a prisoner of my own mind.

Pc Problems
so yesterday i was sitting here waiting on a friend to get back from making lunch when all of a sudden my pc slowed down to a crawl and then everything went black. i was like oh shit not again!! it has done it a couple of times and i always had to take it in to get serviced and i was not gonna pay hundreds of dollars to get it back again. so anyways i figured out the problem and took those off of here and now i am back. i am sorry that it happened again but i had no other way of getting back on til i fixed it!!

Ask A Silly Question ...
for my first entry a joke ... I have 2 large dogs, and was buying a large bag of Purina at Wal-Mart and was in line to check out. The woman behind me asked if I had a dog? Duh? On impulse, I told her no, I was starting The Purina Diet again and added that I probably shouldn't, because I'd ended up in the hospital the last time. But I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry. The food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that practically everyone in line was now enthralled with my story, particularly a tall guy who was standing behind the gal I was talking to. Horrified, she asked if I ended up in intensive care because the dog food poisoned me? I told her n

Bozo The Clown Dead
"LOS ANGELES - Larry Harmon, who turned the character Bozo the Clown into a show business staple that delighted children for more than a half-century, died Thursday of congestive heart failure. He was 83. His publicist, Jerry Digney, told The Associated Press he died at his home. Although not the original Bozo, Harmon portrayed the popular frizzy-haired clown in countless appearances and, as an entrepreneur, he licensed the character to others, particularly dozens of TV stations around the country..

The Brave Warriors
THE BRAVE WARRIORS They all fought for the Red, White and Blue. The white men, the black men, the Indians too. They were all heroes, or so it is said, When the blood flowed, it was all crimson red. They all fought for freedom, side by side, Some of them lived, and too many died. They were all valiant soldiers, every man, They gave what they had, to the last stand. We shouldn’t forget them, not one single soul, And we should make sure their story is told. They fought for the freedom of every man, Their bravery is known, across our great land. For those up in heaven, or hell here on Earth, We all thank our fathers, for our life since birth. They all are our heroes, a much treasured lot, And we should thank them for all we have got. So raise up your hands, give thanks to a-high For all the brave soldiers who lived and died. As our lives go on, and in freedom we live, We thank every soldier, for what he could give. was left for me by my sweet friend Sweet Mafia

Our First 4th....
Well.....it's been a Long night(the 3rd) Kids came in from North Dakota late last night so when they got here we chilled, Momma got to catch up with Jessica and I got to know her and James, I am glad to say other then metting Jason, Lynns' oldest son, I have met 3/4 of my step kids and They are all WONDERFUL kids a lil crazy, but who ain't these days. We got up this morning shot the shit some more, Me and James got some fix-a-flat to fix my truck tire and Momma and Jessica went Grocery shopping, when they got back, The Ladies made a SLAMMIN Breakfast(while doing the Momma/Daughter getttin Ready deal), we all chilled, shot the shit till James and Jess left, Then Me and Momma took a nap :)~ The joys of being old...HAHA When we got up we went to see some fireworks, Not knowing we ended up on a Hill of I30 near Fort Worth and ended up seeing about 12 fireworks displays...IT WAS ABSOLUTELY AWESOME, I'm 40 and This has to have been the best 4th Of July I have Ever had!!

Ever Wonder?
Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? Why is "abbreviated" such a long word? Why is it that doctors call what they do "practice"? Why is it that to stop Windows 98, you have to click on "Start"? Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons? Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker? Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour? Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food? When dog food is new and improved tasting, who tests it? Why didn't Noah swat those two mosquitoes? Why do they sterilize the needle for lethal injections? You know that indestructible black box that is used on airplanes? Why don't they make the whole plane out of that stuff? Why don't sheep shrink when it rains? Why are they called apartments when they are all stuck

Cb Superman's Auction
Countryboy Superman is holding an auction on his page... Everyone is invited... If you want to be in the auction... All you have to do is send CB Superman a Private message or shout saying you would like to be in the auction... The auction starts Monday Night at 8pm EST... Countryboy Superman (Leader of the JLM & The American Sex Symbols)@ fubar

Rip
Your the one that was there for me when things were hard. You listened to my tears and to my fears. You always let me know that it was going to be ok. But now I sit here and wonder if things will ever be ok again. I try and not think of you being gone, just that its been a while since ive seen you. But I cant pretend anymore. The tears just fall, the pain still feels as raw as the day it happend. Im scared and Im lost, no one understands me the way you do. I have so many fears and doubts and no where to let them loose. I hate God for taken you and I love him at the same time. Knowing if you were here you would be in pain, but knowing your gone hurts. I hate myself for not saying goodbye, for being to scared and running. I wish I would have stayed and told you I Loved You. Or that everything was going to be ok, why couldn't I be as strong as you were. You were hurting and I ran from you. ........

There's Gonna Be Fireworks
When in the Course of human events, it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another, and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation. We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights; that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness. That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Government, laying its foundation on such principles and organizing its powers in such form, as to the

When
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You.

You're It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. My friends and family are most important in my life. 2. I'm usually more awake at night. 3. Music helps me deal with emotions. 4. I want a tattoo but have no clue to what I would want on me for the rest of my life. 5. I still live at home. 6. I am a middle child. 7. I think Fall and Spring are the best seasons of the year... 8. Vodka is my drink of choice. 9. I was supposed to be born dead. 10. I love thunderstorms. 11. And I want to chase a tornado one day....with someone that's experienced in chasing. 12. Sitting in the dark and just being mellow listening to music is a must. 13. I miss

Love
You Are Fairly Abnormal in Love When it comes to love, you definitely have your own take on things. You love and hurt like everyone else, but your expectations and rules are different. It may make it hard for you to feel understood. People don't really get where you're coming from. Why You Are Normal in Love You are normal because you believe more than one soulmate is possible. You are normal because you had your first boyfriend or girlfriend before you were 15. Why You Aren't Normal in Love You are abnormal because you don't believe a long distance relationship can work. You are abnormal because you have been in love with two people at the same time. Are You Normal in Love?

True Friends
i know here in computer land its hard to tell a true friend but im finding if u look hard enough u can find them not the kind that say im here well till theres to much to get involved in i mean real true friends that really r here when there is to much to be involved in & when u find those people dont take them for granted tell them they are special everyday

My First Contest
CALLING ALL LADIES THIS IS THE SUMMER OF 2008 BIKINI BASH THAT WILL LAST 30 DAYS YOU MUST HAVE A CLEAN CUT BIKINI, NO NSFW PICS WILL BE ALLOWED BUT VERY SEXY POSES IS BEST FULL SHOTS A PLUS. THE WAYS ITS GOING TO WORK IS AS FOLLOWS 1. MOST RATES FROM 7/15/08-8/15/08 15K FUBUCKS 2. 15K COMMENTS 3 DAY BLAST 3. 30K COMMENTS 7 DAY BLAST 4. 50K COMMENTS 30 DAY BLAST 5. 75K COMMENTS HH PASS I NEED ATLEAST 15 CONTESTANTS. THE CONTEST WILL NOT START TILL I HAVE RECEIVED ALL 15 CONTESTANTS PICS. ALL YOU HAVE TO DO TO BE IN THE THE CONTEST IS EMAIL ME LETTING ME KNOW YOU WANT IN IT AND YOU WILL HAVE TO HAVE THE PIC YOU WANT IN YOUR DEFAULT FOLDER AND I WILL RIP IT AND THEN WHEN I AM ALL FULL. I THEN WILL LET YOU KNOW THAT THE CONTEST HAS BEGUN AND YOU CAN START HAVING FUN. GOOD LUCK TO ALL CONTESTANTS LETS MAKE THIS A BLAST

Who Is She...
Who is this person who captures me? that takes me from my reality.... who is this woman who has stole my soul... and completely tantalized me? She came from out of nowhere... she stole my reasons... my security.... she opened my heart and lead me out of this darkness. who is she? She is a savior, a saint... the true meaning of heaven on earth. I see beyond myself when she is near... I face things I once feared all because of one person? Who is she? She knows she is clear on who she is... what she has done. She is... She is my heart.

The New Baby Is Here
Hi everyone...I just wanted to let you all know that on July 3, 2008 at 2:48pm, AnnaLee was born...she was 8 weeks early so she was very tiny...she weighed 3 lbs and 13 ounces...she was 16 1/2 inches long. She will more then likely have to spend time here at the hospital up to 4 weeks to get her stable enough to come home..she really is doing good though she has not needed to be on any machines that help her breath she has been doing it on her own since birth. the only thing really wrong is that she is being given oxygen just to help her out some and she is also on a tube that goes thru her cord to feed her and anything else that she may need with meds or blood draw...this may sound like some really bad stuff but really in the long run it isnt...she could have SOOOOOOO much more that is wrong with her and i thank god everyday that a new miracle has occured in my life. if you have any more questions about her feel free to send me a message.

How To Own Me!!
Would you like to own me? Well, I'm in another Auction... Come by and bid on me... R770770 Fu-Owns me until July 27th... and YOU can own me from July 11th to August 11th... If you're lucky enough!!! Stop on by, place a bid, come show me love, and I'll return it any way i can!! MWAZ!!!

The Hood......
It had been weeks since I last seen you. It seemed each time I saw you, you had grown and learned more in the ways of controlling me. And now I waited and hungered for you. Hungered for your touch, your caress and yes for the evitable pain that would come with each visit. The house dead and silent the only sound of the occasional passing car sliced into the loneliness. Hours before I had began to prepare for your arrival. Stripping nude and stepping into the cold shower. The icy water attacked my pale flesh. The goose bumps rising along my skin only made me work faster. Going over my legs and pussy twice to ensure their smoothness. I knew that if you found a single hair it would be removed with a pair of tweezers and my bare bottom would be on the receiving end of your paddle. Not wishing to linger in the frigid water I turned the facets off and began to dry off. Brushing out my long red silk hair. Watching in the mirror as each tangle was released until there was nothing but shine

So Red The Rose
So Red the Rose by LateNiteFantasy© So red the rose that is waiting to be loved Grown on thorny stem with green-leafed glory to gown her. She waits. She reaches toward the Sun petals beginning to open like the flowering of a virgin wanton in her desires to be kissed with warmth. Around her are her sisters coming to life even as she comes to life. Some older drop their velvet garb to offer the Wisdom of Life to those newly arrived. Some even younger just starting to shed those early dresses of innocence to ready themselves for the licentiousness of maturity. Oh but our sweetly scented darling preens for the attention of the Day— Licked by the heat of Nature’s desire. Such are her passions that their lusts have forever left her to blush. So red is our rose waiting to be loved.

Two Angels
My parents were married for over 62 years. I wrote this one when my Dad passed away last year only a year after he knew I was cancer free. I think he would approve. "Two Angels" I think I've found my purpose, The reason God let me live, The plan was a devine one, As it allows us both to give. He brought me home to you, And it's here that I will reside. Holding your hand in mine, My heart always by your side. He knew we were both alone, And needed each other so. He told me that I could choose, That I did not have to go. I think I've found the reason... That he chose you for me, As he saw two graceful angels, With broken wings, down on their knees. He straightened their golden halos, And then gently repaired their graceful wings, So they would have the strength together, To soar through life and all that it may bring. This major plan was well thought out, For he would trust no other... So that one day the young angel might be... Half as angellic a

Lonely Hearts
"Lonely Hearts" Lonely hearts gather here Thirsty for someone especially dear. They're looking for their soul mate, Attempting one last chance at fate. Some will gracefully bow out Lay around and simply pout. Others will leave crying tonight, Not willing to put up the slightest fight. Lonely hearts are somewhat scared, They aren't fond of being dared. They often like to play the field, While tightly clinching to their sheild. If only they understood why And gave their heart time to fly, A true treasure they'd surely find So easy, pure and eternally devine. Two hearts broken and ripped apart, Pick up the pieces to make one heart. Lonely hearts then soon feel whole, Body, mind, spirit and soul.

Star Spangled Auction
Hi everybody i'm in my second auction. if you would like to own me click on the pic below. Happy Bidding. BTW, while you're there, show the hostess some love. she's a wonderful woman that i am proud to call my friend.

If Only Tonight
"If Only Tonight" Staring into outerspace As I count the shimmering stars Imagining what you look like, And wondering where you are. I feel the breeze gently whisper "He's closer than you know. Don't wander too far in search, Love doesn't want you to go.". As the fire burns brighter, I slowly close my emerald eyes. Our hearts miles from one another, Yet near enough to almost synchronize. I refuse to give up hope, My heart speaks the words too clear That love will find us one day soon, And erase our cautions of fear. Dream with me if only tonight... Beneath the light of the starry sky. We'll passionately fall fast in love... As the shooting stars fly by.

The Wind
"The Wind" To recall a past life, A life when I was normal A life that was somewhat charming, A life when pain was informal. Blowing gently against my skin, Is the force of the wind. Awakening my youthful soul, As I chase the falling leaves again. Forgetting if for only a moment, What life is like for me now, A heart made up of sorrow, And the shattering pain somehow. To kiss each day the way I want to, With a peaceful, easy glow. And go to bed each night, Not feeling the pain I know. Yet the nightmares persist, In the most agonizing way, The hopelessness, and depression, Again, My life has been delayed. I desperately try to be patient, Time after time, year after year, I am running out of wind, For the cure is nowhere near.

When I See You Smile
"When I See You Smile" I live my life with no regrets, I gamble wisely on sure bets. I have no place, no face for shame, After all, this is my game. It's my life and I live it content, I have one God to which I repent. I quietly make cautious decisions, Little space for uninvited collisions. I live this life day by day, Kissing each treasure along the way. I teach, I learn, I work, I play, I always find time to pray. There are many more needier than I, I'm blessed even with the tears I cry. I cherish memories and photographs, Love, smiles and silly laughs. I love stars, rainbows, the moon and you, For understanding and loving me the way that you do. For holding my hand and staying by my side, You've made my life one heavenly ride. Fate has entwined our precious hearts, For an awesome love that's off the charts. The tragedies have all been so worth while... It's all so clear when I see you smile.

Ocean Blue And Cuervo Gold
"Ocean Blue And Cuervo Gold" The perfect rose he had waiting was a soft, romantic yellow, The mood was like the color... relaxed and mellow. The margarita slightly tart and icy cold, The tequila was warm... Jose Cuervo Gold. The switch on the bright lights dimly fell, The steak grilled to perfection... "Medium Well". The eyes sparkled stars in the flickering flame, The lady's dreams would never again be the same. The two hearts' emotions so tried and now true, The night peaked a full moon so bubbly, ocean blue. The kisses were passionate, yet perfectly gentle, The touches guarded as pure and sentimental. The usual doubts never once whispered existence, The tequila again teased with a lime of salty persistence. The stimulating conversation was full of flirtatious smiles, The morning sun's happy rays crept up after awhile. The broken souls whole, bottle empty and it's five A.M., The inviting mental images of two entwined lovers sleeping in. The heartbeat of

Good Intensions
"Good Intensions" The voice is loud but unheard, Nobody ever hears a word. Wisdom comes at a high price, For it's the ignorant it aims to entice. To make things easier on those you love, You share your experiences, the ones you think of. To somehow hopefully lessen their pain, You have absolutely nothing to gain. Good intensions that go nowhere, Lost a midst the foggy air. Maybe I abuse my own heart, Or maybe I'm just too damn smart. I feel shattered inside at their loss, The knowledge they freely choose to toss. My words fall upon deaf ears, Failing to recognize my heart's fears. Don't ask my advise, it's too intense, Live your life at your own expense. Later in life you'll realize it's all true... I shared it all because I love you!

Prince Of Toads
"Prince Of Toads" I seem to attract some real strange ones, Not sure how that comes about, They seem like a prince in the beginning, But soon after, they make me want to shout. They aren't what they seem to be, And I find out a little too late. Did someone hang a sign that reads... "Only Toads May Enter This Gate"? Some could have passed the test, If only they'd had the guts to try. But they simply leave me thinking... "This is one toad of a guy!". Then I guess it was your turn, And I should have seen you coming... With your faux fur robe and jacked-up crown, I should have took off running! I'm not one to judge others normally, But you really took the cake. Do I look like a tasty mosquito Flying near a cool blue lake? I crown you "Prince Of Toads" And the title fits you well, Although I know it's not very becoming... Get over it, what the hell?

The Forest Of My Mind
"The Forest Of My Mind" The creek that runs crystal clear Through the forest of my mind, Tries to help me disappear, So that the joker does not find. The waters kiss the rocks, As the rapids pick up speed. Crashing in my head, Dreams begin to bleed. Like a leaf I start to float, Further and further down stream. Where the joker is aloss, I escape in my dream. A fairytale land I come across, My dreamscape brought me here. For this is how I choose To drowned out my mortal fear. The joker never wins with me, I leave him stuck in reality. No way out for him to find In the forest of my mind.

Destined Souls
"Destined Souls" Distant friend, so close at heart And cosmic worlds away... Someone especially dear to me, You bless me with joy each day. Nothing much to question, No reason not to dream, Life is full of beautiful things That are exactly as they seem. The glistening dew reminds me Of the new friend I've found in you, Coloring each other's thoughts daily We gently caress away the blue. Like the stars kiss the dark On a bright summer night We'll howl up at the moon As we hold each other tight. From the new doors that await us, To the common ground we share... Only destined souls are blessed With a friendship so kind and rare.

The Windows
"The Windows" I look straight into the windows, There, lurks deep the darkest shades of blue. For a matter of minutes I'm lost, I begin feeling sorry for you. The outer circles of emerald green Remind me of many wondrous things. Like the day we first met... And just what greed brings. The varieties of brown Well you know where this is headed, Yes, It reminds me of... You and the bull I've since treaded. I look straight into the windows, I suddenly see my reflection, A beating heart once whole, Now bleeds regrets in all directions. Those pupils had me dazed, Stir-crazy within a pitch black role. The madness in the windows... The windows of your soul.

Summer Spin
"Summer Spin" I just want to drive as far as I can With no particular place in mind. With music blasting my thoughts away And my eyes on the center stripes that I find. Taking in the scenery... With every breath of fresh air The mountains, the ocean, the countryside... The asphault with the sun's glare. It's all a new awakening, And I just want to go fast! Speeding down the great highways of life As my dreams are cast. My tires kiss the pavement, With excitement they squeal. The summer heat upon my shoulders, Oh, I love the way it makes me feel. I'll stop to refuel my thoughts, Wash the windshield, look at my car and grin, As I can't wait to get back on the highway To go for another good 'ole spin.

Startled Stripes
"Startled Stripes" Abstract stripes of black and white, Social horse tiger of morning light. Grazing freely upon the coastal hills grass While friendly faces of wilderbee pass. Sturdy, wild stallion holding his own, Striking stripes look perfectly sewn. Protector of his herd and vast territory, Fights for their rights in all his glory. With senses so extraordinarily fine, Each uniquely striped with artistic design. Not a speedy creature by any means, Blends naturally into background scenes. Preying predators suddenly feel confusion, Lost in the maze of the Zebra's illusion. An African specie with few gripes, But be cautious of his startled stripes.

Watch Out For Scam Artists!!!!
Please repost this!!! Like everyone, I was contacted by a man on fubar. I willingly gave him my Yahoo ID.... He claims to be with a company called Chally Company. A branch of the usa well care foundation. He wants to AND THESE ARE HIS EXACT WORDS.... you know i told you that people here likes our goods, some agents also working for the foundation,,,,,,,, will have to send me the goods to my house in state,,,,,,,,, but you know i am not in state now, so i need someone to collect the goods for me..and i will send a courrier pick up to pick them up from the person, after i do the label and you paste it on the goods box Now, through out this conversation, he was "moved" so now he needs my assistance. We all know any real company would have these things taken care of, and not need their employees to hustle people from online to move their goods. Once confronted he began telling me he was not the owner of that email address Which is Harryfull43@yahoo.com He stated

The Loner's Heart
The Loner's Heart Hearts wanting to be loved desperately Love's eyes see only black and white They know not the many shades The brilliant colors that unite. If only our eyes could see this way, We'd know exactly what we need, But often we over analyze the future And easily plant the seed. We don't aim to walk this road alone, Yet nobody's worth all the unintensional pain. No need to cast a harmful stone The loner's heart will gently fall like rain. We don't always understand The life others once have led, Their habits, their choices... Or what goes on in their head. Accepting the known facts is wise, Being aware that there will be many more Safely prepares the loner's cautious heart Before subconciously opening a new door.

You And I
"You And I" When our time is spent together... Everything we touch turns to gold. The very minute we're apart... Our bad day begins to unfold. I want you to know just where I stand, Strongly focused on forever land. My eyes see strength to get us through, My heart I willingly give to you. Please protect it with all your might, Make it feel safe forever, just as last night. Gaurd it from others who will bring harm, Gently make it smile with all your charm. I've accepted yours, God sent the sign And I keep it close, right beside mine. I carry it with me even when you're away I feel the rythmic beat of your love each day. I believe in blessings from the heaven's up above, I believe in fate, I believe in eternal love. As sure as this God given, great earth and this baby-blue sky... I believe in you and I!

Johnson's Pond
"Johnson's Pond" After hours we sit and listen, When most all is quiet. That's when we hear the critters, Only by the moon's light. Just up from Johnson's Pond... You can hear the frogs laugh loud. And then we hear this one, He sounds so very proud. The little ones can't find a tune yet, But I'm sure they will in time, For they have good teachers That never charge a dime. Here at Johnson's Pond... At least a natural frog park, We should charge admission For the comedians in the dark. We know they're giggling at us For all the silly things we say and do. Or maybe those big, green, pond frogs Are simply chucklin' at you!

Circumstancial Tears
"Circumstancial Tears" A precious love so meant to be The love I thought I'd never find, Circumstance entered our lives, And got lost within our minds. The life we once knew vanished, Our love now like a riddle. Survivors of many things, We chose to meet in the middle. We know the sweet beginning, The end, I'm sure father time will tell. The circumstances were just a test, A challenge from the fiery pits of hell. The emotions are overwhelming, I know we both have fears. Our dreams can still come true, Despite all the circumstancial tears. If we were there to hold one another You and I could kiss the sky, Sheltered under the wing of a friend, 'Til our hearts safely learn to fly.

Very Important To Me
THIS IS MY SISTERS VERY FIST HAPPY HOUR AFTER YEARS OF BEING ON THIS SITE… LilBamaGirl ~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar SHE WORKED REALLY HARD IN A GIVEAWAY TO BE ABLE TO HAVE THIS HAPPY HOUR…LETS ALL SHOW HER SOME MADE LOVE DURING HER HAPPY HOUR @ 2:00PM FUBAR TIME…SAVE YOURS 11’S AND BLINGS TO HAND OUT DURING HER HAPPY HOUR PLEASE… THIS PIMPOUT IS VERY IMPORTANT TO ME SO ANY WAY YOU CAN HELP AT ALL WILL BE MUCH APREACAITED… THIS PIMP OUT HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY…. Mistress QUEEN Nassy V4mpir3 FU OWNED BY WARRIOR AND ☠ÐJ-ÃÜSŠÍÊ-ÄGÈ☠@ fubar

Good Morning
HI EVERYONE HOW ARE YOU DOING? AND HOW WAS YOU ALLS FOURTH OF JULY. MINE SUCKED I DIDNT GO WATCH THE FIRE WORKS I STAYED HOME AND FOR THREE HOURS I TRIED TO MAKE A VID GOT IT DONE LOOKING REALLY GOOD THEN I COULDNT UPLOAD IT CAUSE IT WASNT FORMATTED I WAS SO UPSET. OVER TOP EVERYTHING ELSE IM GOING THUR RIGHT NOW IM JUST NOT THAT WELL

Never....
So almost 2 years ago I lost my best friend to cancer...It Struck Unexpectedly,Quickly...She was gone before I knew it and before I could accept it. It was my grandmother, a woman who had alot to do with my upbringing. She was my best friend in this whole entire world. Someone who I could go to for ANYTHING...Me and her had a connection that most of the family did not have, lets just say that caused alot of jealousy from my family for this...anyways...she was diagnosed july 5th 2006 (which happens to be today)...she had the surgery Aug 16th and then lost her battle oct. 16th. Its been hell these past 2 years without her. Its been almost 2 years that I have not regained my faith......... Anyways I was listening to the radio and it started playing Mariah Careys song "Bye Bye". Its a great song that makes me smile and cry at the same time lol. You see although I had to tell my Wuela (Grandma in spanish) Goodbye physically, I will never have to say Goodbye spiritually... Wuela.....

Tempest
Tempest Feel the endless power that pushes against your body It tries with all its might to knock you off balance But you hold fast not letting it win It tries again and messes your hair Damn it howls You hold fast and feel it get weaker Its power it had over you is fading fast Where will it go? Will it try again? Yes and this time with help from the rain Do we not have a whirlwind in all of us? Filled with all types of weather Sunshine when we are happy Clouds when we are blue Wind when we want to feel free And rain to for the tears of our hearts Inside of me is the biggest wind of all The tornado I am filled with the strongest winds The brightest sun The cloudiest of days And the loudest thunder storm with the brightest lightening It is hard to feel all these things inside me All of them trying to show me what they can do All at the same time So I send out this cry from my heart Can anyone hear me or do the storms drown me out My voice is carried on the

Exciting News
I just wanted to say to my friends and family I am so happy right now, and on June 27th, 2008 I got married to a man I went to school with and my 2 boys absolutely adore him......I am not online so much these days but I will be sure to keep yall in touch with how were all doing..........Much love and happiness to you. Hugggzz & smiles always Leah( The new bride)(Very HAPPY)

Grow Up And Have Some Respect And Responsablility
for too long i have seen this stupidy, lack of respect and responsability of men to women and husbands to wives, and fathers to their children. granted, not all are like this but its a disturbing trend iv been seeing. iv seen married and single men talking about women as if nothing more then made to do their work or to just be sex objects. iv seen fathers doing stupid things around there kids that can get them hurt in one form or another. iv seen husbands that want there wives to do all the work around the house when the wife already has a job to do durring the day or night. what the hell is going on? what is wrong with all of you people that do this? grow up and realize what you have before its too late and you screw it all up.

Why???
You know I am not the best looking thing in the world but I am not the worst looking thing either. If you can't talk to me cause I have kids or cause you dont think I am good enough to talk to then your missing out. If you go by looks then your missing out on alot. Yeah I'm not skinny nor am I a beauty queen, I never won prom queen but if that is what you are looking for then you are shallow. I am a good hearted woman and I have alot to offer. I can be one of your best friends you will ever have. So if you are out to see all the HOTTIES well in a few of the guys eyes I am a HOTTIE and so you get to miss out. So go and talk to only the skinny girls and miss out on one of the best things that could of ever walked into your life as a friend. Keep being shallow and wearing the blinders. I know that I am a great person and so do most of the guys on here that talk to me.

So I've Been Thinkin...
Yes it doesn't happen very often...but occasionally I DO think! I made a list of things I have done here on Fubar over the last 18 months. ~Got FU Married~ ~Got Auctioned off~ ~Got FU annulled~ ~Got Re FU Married~ ~Hosted a Happy Hour~ ~Hosted an auction~ ~Became a FU GodMother~ There seems to be something missing from my list.. I haven't tried for the spotlight!! Soooooo....if you find that you have some extra FU Bucks just laying around and wouldn't mind donating it to the GEMS Spotlight Fund, it would be greatly appreciated. If you would rather just come rate my pics (I got plenty lol) that would be appreciated too. **Thank You to those of you who have already given towards it.** This bulletin brought to you by ♡aGEM4life♡ ~♫♪HockingRadio™'s DJ Gemini♪♫

A Sexymama!!
Ok so I just have to do this! This SexyMama sent sooo much love to my page I want to return the favor!! So it's simple...F/R/A her and leave her a comment that I sent you! If you already have her as a friend then your half way there! SeXyMoMmA712.Arrested by.♥."Md_Motor_cop"..2nd Alarm Hottie.AsH.WeeE's Fu MoMmA@ fubar Be sure to drop her Oh lets say 10 rates and message me that you did so! My thank you's are always worth while! Mz.Çµ££êÐ Ðê§ïrê™ *GIRL NEXT DOOR* @ fubar

Looking For Males To Judge
I'm Looking For 5 Males To Judge A Lingerie Contest For Sarge's Bad Girls..Will Ask For A Small Fee To Judge..So Guys Let Me Know What You Would Be Willing To Pay To Judge The Sexy Bad Girls..

Somewhere Out There, I Belong
Somewhere I Belong...I'm watching strangers passing by, They can't see me stare, Trapped inside my shaded world, Hoping one does care. Step on, step up and get ahead, That's what's wrong today, Why no one feels like they belong, Why nothing seems okay. Not all are so exclusive, The truth is seen by some, Just where it is we came from, And what we have become. Nations pointing fingers, People placing blame, Even though we're slowly dying, We feel no hint of shame. Each one stands as right, Judging all they see, I feel like I must disappear, To truly live and be. Somewhere out there, I belong, Or why would I be here, Inside this twisted web of truth, Within this plane of fear

Yay How Good Do I Feel
Read mumm and vote first before you read this or you wont get what Im about!!!!!!!!!!!!! It looks like another reunion is on the cards, Im so excited I could crush a grape - only need to make contact with about three other cousins and my family will be complete DO you know what - BEING SINGLE NOW is nothing to what I have been told today LOVE YA ALL YA ROCK MY WORLD xxxxxxxxxxxxx

~loving You~
It is easy Loving You Cause you accept me As one In your eye's I'm beautiful In my eye's Your a hunk To die for But you have been My best friend For a long time Loving You Is what got us closer I lose my word's When we talk My thought's and look's Of you distract me Even when I try To write for you I lose my word's You have weakened me Loving You Has done that to me An always will

Destiny Of Death [page Iii]
DESTINY OF DEATH [PART III] WHATEVER HAPPEN TO THE STANDARDS OF THE PROCESS OF LIFE.NEIGHBORS HELPING NEIGHBORS.NEVER EXPECTING ANYTHING BACK.WHEN OUR CHILDREN WAS SAFE ON THE STREETS.VIRGINS STILL EXISTED,UP TO TIME OF MARRIAGE,AND SEX WASN’T THE TOPIC OF EVERYBODIES,CHAT SECTION.WHATEVER HAPPEN TO A YOUNG MAN,TURNING RED TO KISS A GIRL ON THE CHEEK.IT WENT OUT IN THE SEX STARVE DAYS.WHEN LUCY AND DESI HAD THEIR FIRST BORN ON NATIONAL TELEVSION.WHEN THE LADY KISSED THE TRAMP AND OLD YELLER DIED. WHATEVER HAPPEN TO SEX BEING CENSOR SO OUR CHILDREN ISN’T EXPOSE TO THE EVENTS OF THE BEDROOM.OH AM I BAD,NOW IT IS ON THE SIDEWALKS OF THE AVENUES. GIDDY UP!AND PG 13,NOT SUITABLE FOR YOUNGER CHILDREN WAS THROWN OUT THE DOOR,WHEN THE OTHER DAY I TURNED IT OVER TO THE CARTOON CHANNEL,AND THERE WERE THESE ANIMATED FIGURES DOING THE NASTY,AND THE WORD FUCK WAS THEIR VOLCUBARY.SO I GUESS IT IS ALRIGHT FOR THEM TO WATCH IT WAS RATED PG.OUR SOCIETY OF RATES,AND NUMBERS. I

Im Laving Fubar
IM DELETING MY ACCOUNT FROM FUBAR. IF YOU WANT TO TALK AND YOU DONT HAVE ME ADDED ON YAHOO IM, PLZ FEEL FREE TO DO SO AT deedee_jones2006. I HAVE ENJOYED BEING ON HERE AND MAKING NEW FRIENDS BUT DUE TO HEALTH REASONS I WONT BE ABLE TO BE ON THE NET ANY LONGER. I WILL MISS EVERYONE. MUCH LOVE TO YA, DONTCHA.

10 Husbands, Still A Virgin.
10 Husbands, Still a Virgin. A lawyer married a woman who had previously divorced ten husbands. On their wedding night, she told her new husband, “Please be gentle, I’m still a virgin.” “What?” said the puzzled groom. “How can that be if you’ve been married ten times?” “Well, Husband #1 was a sales representative: he kept telling me how great it was going to be. Husband #2 was in software services: he was never really sure how it was supposed to function, but he said he’d look into it and get back to me. Husband #3 was from field services: he said everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn’t get the system up. Husband #4 was in telemarketing: even though he knew he had the order, he didn’t know when he would be able to deliver. Husband #5 was an engineer: he understood the basic process but wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of-the-art method. Husband #6 was from finance and administration: he thought he knew how, but he wasn’t

Give It A Go
CHANGE ONE LETTER OF THE BOTTOM WORD POSTED AND SEE WHO GETS STUCK AND CAN'T CONTINUE!!! REMEMBER: CHANGE ONLY ONE LETTER IN THE LAST WORD ENTERED now MAKE sure to stick to the rules.. will you be the one to get stuck and can't progress on with a word?..hehe Rules: 1.. YOU CANNOT ADD LETTERS 2.. YOU CANNOT USE FOREIGN LANGUAGES 3.. YOU CAN ONLY CHANGE ONE LETTER STARTING WORD: "FOOT"

Seduction Of Highest Order
Seduction of Highest Order by LateNiteFantasy© This is seduction of the highest order Lay down,relax, and let carnal emotions take over Inhale deeply and put your mind at ease allow me to lead you into never ending ecstasy Placing my lips to yours I dare you to explore what's behind your minds locked doors Mesmerizing you with my soft kisses Bewitching you with my sweet smell I have you right where I want you After this is over memories of this night will still haunt you Biting softly on your neck I release your inhibitions your dying to be with me pleading to be tempted How can I be resisted After all this is seduction of the highest order..

Everybody Needs Someone
I CANNOT GIVE UP MYSELF FOR YOU NOR DO I WANT YOURS.. I CANNOT CHANGE MY LIFE'S GOALS FOR YOU NOR DO I WANT YOU TO CHANGE YOURS... WHAT I CAN DO FOR YOU, FOR US, FOR A RELATIONSHIP CONSISTING OF YOU AND ME IS TO BE A FRIEND, A COMPANION, A LOVER, A SHARER OF SPACE AND TIME A COMFORT, A SUPPORT, A GIVER... YET I CAN ONLY DO THIS IF YOU DO THE SAME, AS A RELATIONSHIP IS BUILT OF THE GIVINGS OF TWO.. TO BE SETTLED AND STRONG IN THIS WAY GIVES PEACE OF MIND AND SOUL, SO THE ENERGIES CAN BE SPENT ON OUR PURPOSES AND NOT THE CONSTANT... SOMETIMES WE NEED REMINDERS IN OUR LIVES OF HOW MUCH PEOPLE CARE. IF YOU EVER GET THAT FEELING, I WANT YOU TO REMEMBER THIS.... BEYOND WORDS THAT CANT EVEN BEGIN TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH, I HOLD YOU AND YOUR HAPPINESS WITHIN MY HEART EACH AND EVERY DAY. I AM SO GRATEFUL FOR YOU, AND SO THANKFUL FOR YOUR FRIENDSHIP.. IF THE WORLD COULD GIVE ME ONLY ONE SPECIAL PERSON.. I WOULD WANT THAT PERSON TO BE SOMEONE I COULD

Bbq's
BBQ RULES We are about to enter the summer and BBQ season. Therefore it is important to refresh your memory on the etiquette of this sublime outdoor cooking activity, as it's the only type of cooking a 'real' man will do, probably because there is an element of danger involved. When a man volunteers to do the BBQ the following chain of events are put into motion: Routine... (1) The woman buys the food. (2) The woman makes the salad, prepares the vegetables, and makes dessert. (3) The woman prepares the meat for cooking, places it on a tray along with the necessary cooking utensils and sauces, and takes it to the man who is lounging beside the grill - beer in hand. Here comes the important part: (4) THE MAN PLACES THE MEAT ON THE GRILL. More routine... (5) The woman goes inside to organize the plates and cutlery. (6) The woman comes out to tell the man that the meat is burning. He thanks her and asks if she will bring another beer while he deals with the si

~love~
Recipe for Love Ingredients 2 Hearts Full of Love 2 Heaping Cups of Kindness 2 Armfuls of Gentleness 2 Cups of Friendship 2 Cups of Joy 2 Big Hearts Full of Forgiveness 1 Lifetime of Togetherness 2 Minds Full of Tenderness Method Stir daily with Happiness, Humor and Patience. Serve with Warmth and Compassion, Respect and Loyalty

Makes You Think.
On the first day, God created the dog and said: 'Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years.' The dog said: 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?' So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: 'Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span.' The monkey said: 'Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?' And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: 'You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years.' The cow said: 'That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How about twenty

Your Obsession
Your Obsession by LateNiteFantasy© Skin on fire, sheen of heated sweat. Run my hand up the inside of your thigh, Find the hidden heat of your desire. Stir the flames of passion, It rises to inferno degrees. You are MY obsession Burn my body, Burn my soul. Make you moan and purr. Fulfill my craving need Of satiation. You are my need Love me, Touch me, Taste me, Experience all your senses. I am the master full Of fire and lust. I am YOUR obsession!

Tomorrows Headline
When a visitor to a small town in Georgia came upon a wild dog attacking a young boy, he quickly grabbed the animal and throttled it with his two hands. A reporter saw the incident, congratulated the man and told him the headline the following day would read, "Valiant Local Man Saves Child by Killing Vicious Animal. " The hero told the journalist that he wasn't from that town. "Well, then," the reporter said, "the headline will probably say, 'Georgia Man Saves Child by Killing Dog'. " "Actually," the man said, "I'm from Connecticut. " "In that case," the reporter said in a huff, "the headline should read, " Damn Yankee Kills Family Pet'.

Contest Results
I CAME IN 7TH PLACE. Thank you all so much for the help. It was greatly appreciated. Hugs to all my friends. I am still out of town but will be back online sometime tomorrow evening. Have a good rest of the weekend.

Rules & Guidelines
Rules And Guidlines 1. We are here to bomb, no drama! We are simple, and want to keep it fun. 2. If you would like to enter a contest please message the group to get your name on the list. We will have 5 ongoing contests / giveaways at a time. Once one is finished the next person on the list will be put in that slot. You can be put on the list no matter how long you have been a member. So long as your helping others! If your time on the list comes up and you chose not to do a contest, you will be moved back to the bottom of the list. 3. Please add our name to your title 4. You must Fan / Rate / Add everyone on the list once you are accepted. Please let them know you are a new member so they will accept. 5. All members will have their photo put into a pic folder. 6. We know everyone has lives outside of fubar. We do not expect you to bomb 24/7. But we do expect you to do your share. If we feel you are not pulling your share you will be removed from the group after

What Should I Do...
I am bored, yet I am in so much pain. I really dont want to just sit here, but I have been laying around the house all day. I really need to clean up from the party last night, but at the same time I could care less, it is cold and rainy....I want to watch a movie, but I dont want to watch any I have, and I have no money to go rent or buy new ones. I am hungry, yet I am bored... I should go to bed, but I am not sleepy...yet I am tired if I think I want to do anything and so i just sit here on the dang laptop wondering who will read this and really who cares??? I am in need of another pain pill, but I hate the way they make me feelll.... Oh Life how I hate how you cant make up my mind....yea, ,I know Im not makeing sence, and I cant spell, but who can blame a girl in pain (not from drinking, but too much stuff she did at a party she threw and preped for for two weeks, just to have 12 people out of 60 she invited show up, kinda like my 2nd wedding, as I think about it, they were the same

Who's Next?
Your name will be added to this list when you join TIBS if u request. We will have 5 ongoing contests / giveaways at a time. Once one is finished the next person on the list will be put in that slot. You must REQUEST to be put on here each time! You can be put on the list no matter how long you have been a member. So long as your helping others! If your time on the list comes up and you chose not to do a contest, you will be moved back to the bottom of the list. 1.unfound 2. JP 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10.

Altamont
Altamont, now, won't be the same When we see each other again If it all falls apart, who is to blame? Don't you think it's time to get real? I want to scream out the way I feel I'm so tired of watching you bail.. CHORUS Hey, don't try to tell me it's okay Don't turn me off and walk away You've gotta say it's straight Close the door, but it won't go away Tell me that it's at your control I'm not waiting for you anymore CHORUS Altamont, I'm on your side Believe it or not I'm on your side It's so hard to be your friend sometimes CHORUS You'd better say it's straight....

Check This Out
I just could not help myself seen this and wanted to share . please take a few min. to check it out so beautiful it made me cry. https://www.godaddy.com/gdshop/holiday/independence2008/playmovie.asp?isc=gdp0702

Tech Support
Letter to complaint dept. Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed that the new program began making unexpected changes to the accounting software, severely limiting access to wardrobe, flower, and jewelry applications that operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. No mention of this phenomenon was included in the product brochure. In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalls many other valuable programs such as DinnerDancing 7.5, CruiseShip 2.3, and OperaNight 6. 1 and installs new, undesirable programs such as PokerNight 1.3, SaturdayFootball 5.0, Golf 2.4 and ClutterEverywhere 4.5. Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and invariably crashes the system. Under no circumstances will it run DiaperChanging 14.1 or HouseCleaning 2.6. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix Husband 1.0, but this all purpose utility is of limited effectiveness. Can you help please!!!! Jane Dear Jane: This is a very common problem women complain about, but is mo

Haters
I have enjoyed being on Fubar now for just over a year and my wife and I really enjoy hanging out here and hope our friends will support us on this topic. It has taken some jerk with a most likely Fake profile, to make me post my first Blog. This Fake ass bitch went on my sweet and gorgeous wife's profile and first called her a gutter slut..., then started downrating every pic in her default a "1". My wife has never rated anyone lower than a "10" and has never harrassed a soul on Fubar. That this FAKE chose my Baby to harm will not go unpunished. If they Fan or Friend you, Deny their request. The Name is Toni and the main picture is the one shown here. The Pictures on this persons site are obviously professionally taken model photos and show nothing that they are REAL. Do not add this person to your friends as they are probably a guy pretending to be a Girl for shady reasons. DO NOT LET HATER ASSHOLES GET AWAY WITH THIS!! IF THIS PERSON IS ALREADY IN YOUR FRIEND OR FA

Benjamin Disraeli
The secret of success is constancy of purpose. -Benjamin Disraeli This means that you MUST set goals, and you MUST reach for them. Otherwise there will be nothing to move towards. And with nothing to move towards, you lack a purpose. And if you lack a purpose, or goals, you are about nothing and shall remain about nothing, and then therefore, become nothing! An important thing to remember is to set goals and to never, ever give up on them. Make a list of 100 goals and place them somewhere where you can see them everyday. Put a few of them on index cards and put them on your fridge, stick to your mirror, dashboard of your car, written on your book covers, or a book mark. It doesn't even have to be all 100. Just make it a point to strive for at least 1 out of 100 everyday until you reach it, then you can move on. You will be surprised how fast you can achieve some goals that are very important to you. Some may be larger than others. Some may be achieved fast

Bid On These Two Lovely Ladies
OH YEA...YOU GOT THAT RIGHT! EVERYONE KNOWS HOW MUCH WE MEAN TO EACH OTHER. BEST FRIENDS FOR LIFE! AND WE'VE DECIDED TO GIVE ANYONE A CHANCE TO OWN THAT CLOSENESS! OWN MEMOIRE AND PHOENIX AT THE SAME TIME! MEMOIRE! A WOMAN WITH A HEART OF GOLD THAT WILL GO THE EXTRA MILE FOR ANY OF HER FRIENDS... MEmoRÎÉ™Gï®1 Ñêxt ÐóÓr@ fubar AND PHOENIX! A DEVOTED SOUL THAT TRIES TO GIVE AS MUCH AS SHE CAN TO ALL... ~Phoenix~@ fubar TWO SEXY, INTELLIGENT LOVING WOMEN! Our offer is... 1. 600 11's for a month(300 a piece) 2. All stash rated 3. A Pimpout in blog and profile 4. 2 Bulletin pimpouts one, every two weeks (one from each of us) 5. 1 sfw salute (1 nsfw depending on bid to be determined and discussed with bidder) 6. One big pimping gift 7. Daily drinks 8. Added to top friends and family 9. Special surprise...(not divulged until auction ends) The offer is from the both us everything stated you get from each, unless stipulated otherwise) All biddin

Credit Card Joke
Cancel your credit card before you die..........(hilarious!) Now some people are really stupid!!!! Be sure and cancel your credit cards before you die. This is so priceless, and so, so easy to see happening, customer service being what it is today. A lady died this past January, and Citibank billed her for February and March for their annual service charges on her credit card, and added late fees and interest on the monthly charge. The balance had been $0.00 when she died, but now somewhere around $60.00. A family member placed a call to Citibank. Here is the exchange : Family Member: 'I am calling to tell you she died back in January.' Citibank : 'The account was never closed and the late fees and charges still apply.' Family Member : 'Maybe, you should turn it over to collections.' Citibank : 'Since it is two months past due, it already has been.' Family Member : So, what will they do when they find out she is dead?' Citibank : 'Either report her accou

A Bad Couple Of Days =d
What A Day - Nonpoint Don't You Hate It .. When Some One Keeps Talking Shit About Shit They Don't Nothing About? Coming Right Out Of Jealousy, Or So I Assume. And The Other Person Just Keeps Buying Into It? Well, It's Really Making Me Levid .. Very Levid Anyways .. That's Out Of The Way Now ... Last Night, A Drunken Bastard Cursed Me .. He Told Me My Car Would Never Break On Me .. I Popped Off With "Imma Drive Her 'Till The Wheels Fall Off" ... Well, Guess What Happened Today? Sure As Fucking Shit, My Rear (Passenger Side) Tire Fell Right The Fuck Off! Blew A Bearing .. Just Before I Had To Go To Work To ... Yay! The Boss Man Was Even Working That Day .. Talk About Bad Shit .. He Really Needed Me and Every One Else That We Work With There .. So .. Yeah ... Now My Car's Sitting Out Front (Thanks To The Tow Truck Driver) ... With All The Good Shit Exposed .. a $75 Tow .. For Less Than 2 Miles .. Uh .. There Goes My Pay Check ... ... The Past Couple Of

Just A Biker
JUST A BIKER - I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the h omeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old

Baby_boop101
So let me tell you ...lol there is a profile that is claiming to be me! Thats right claiming to be the Goddess...let me show u. http://www.fubar.com/user/1992682 < that right there is the link to the page and this is the pic she/he is using So....lol There u guy sign that there are people that stupid?! Show your face coward!

Living With Autistic Children...
When U hears those words congrats a health baby boy u never expect it to change just 14 short months later to MISS did u hear me YOUR child has AUTISMN. When they are JUST babies everything normal actually they fuss cause the teething and whine when they don't want to go to bed. BUT they also fuss and cry because they Upset about the little things like u didn't cut there hot dogs right or They wanted the blue shorts not the red. MY son don't speak So at 4 i yet to hear those sweet words every mothers take for granted after awhile. THATS right that MOMMY MOMMY MOMMY. WE sign when he wants things like juice or food or wants to play a game. I been worried how Will other kids treat him and if teachers will Ignore him and scream at him to sit all the time now he starts pre K. While I'm obsessed finding a portable nanny cam to use as a shirt button or secret agent shit. I know there's case where teacher do abuse Autistic kids we have 16 now in MY HOMETOWN! he to smart to be in the

Whatever It Takes, You're Worth It..
You are worth it You are worth the trouble and effort required to make your life the best it can possibly be. There is so very much you have to express, to give, to experience and to contribute to the magnificent fabric of life. You are worth the discomfort and frustration that you'll regularly need to get through. You are worth the pain that the world will sometimes offer. For within you is the capacity for great joy and astounding achievement. Within you are beautiful and worthy dreams that long to be fulfilled. You are one of a kind and you are filled with a driving purpose. You are worth whatever it takes to give that special purpose a lasting and meaningful expression. Yes, the disappointments, inconveniences, pains, problems and annoyances will surely and steadily come. Yet they are indeed quite trivial compared to the precious possibilities that live within you. Make whatever efforts necessary, endure whatever setbacks you must, move forward through whatever chall

My New Relationship
Hey Y'all im just lettin everyone know that yes I have found that special someone and she is the greatest thing to happen to me, she is very beautiful and isnt afraid to show her good side or bad side. Feel free to show her some love she is number 1 on my family and friends lists

Paganism Means
Paganism Means Paganism is the practice of a polytheistic religion. Polytheistic means more than one deity. Some pagans worship only one deity while still acknowledging the others and some worship an entire or pantheon or several pantheons. Types of Paganism There are many different types of paganism. Types of paganism are usually referred to as paths. Wicca seems to be the most common but it is not the only one. Some follow one specific tradition, like Celtic or Norse. Others draw their practices from many different traditions and belief systems. This is called eclectic paganism and it is becoming very common. Eclectic paganism allows a person to choose what they agree with from each belief system and mix them to match what they believe. Some pagans practice in groups or covens and others are solitary. Most of those that practice in groups follow a specific tradition. Spells and Rituals Most pagans use some type of ritual in practicing their beliefs. Rituals usually, but not alw

Wolf Protection Chant
WOLF PROTECTION CHANT Candles three, green and white, Protect me here upon this night. The Moon is full, the sky is clear, Bane and evil disappear. The mighty wolf shall guide my way, and protect my spirit night and day. Come hither! Come hither! Spirits of the Wolf, strong and great! Guard me in this circle and through my life.

Sweep Away The Past Spell
Sweep Away the Past Spell Incense of the day: Cedar During Passover, Jews are not allowed to eat chametz, or leavened bread, or to have any in their possession. Homes are traditionally cleaned from top to bottom, so as not to allow for the possibly of a single breadcrumb to remain. Likewise, this is the perfect time to do your own spring-cleaning, both of the physical and the spiritual sort. As you sweep, vacuum, and scrub, imagine removing any negativity that has built up right along with the dust and dirt. When you are done, set up a white cloth on a table or shelf near the heart of the house and place a bell, sage or cedar incense, a lighter, salt, a chalice or cup filled with water, and a stirring device on this altar. Place a new broom nearby, then use the broom to symbolically sweep the house, beginning in the back rooms and always going toward the door. Open the door and sweep all of the negativity that you have gathered outside, saying: "I sweep out the old

What Is Beltane
Beltane Correspondences Beltane (beel-teen or bell-tayn) bel is`shining/brilliant, tene is fire. Hence, Beltane means "brilliant fire, - Major Sabbat (High Holiday) - Fire Festival April 30-May 1st AKA: Bhealltainn, Bealtaine, Beltaine, Beltinna, Lady Day; Samhradh; La Baal Tinne May Eve, May Day, Walspurgis Night, Rudemas, Walburgal, Giamonios, Shenn do Boaldyn, Galan Mae, Whitsun, Rudemas, Festival of Tana(Strega) Animals/Mythical beings: the white cow, goats, giants, rabbits, honey bees, faeries, satyrs, pegasus Gemstones: emerald, orange carnelian, sapphire, rose quartz, lazuli, sapphire, yellow agate, bloodstone Incense/Oil: passion flower, frankincense, tuberose, vanilla, lilac, rose Colors/Candles: red & white (symbolizing God and Goddess), dark green, dark yellow, rainbow spectrum, blue, pastels, all colors Tools/Symbols/Decorations: maypole & ribbons, flower crowns, fires, bowers, fields, May baskets, white flowers and ribbons, daisy chai

Empowering Ur Talisman
Devotion Ritual To empower a talisman Ritual of dedication to make a talisman effective: To be really effective, a talisman, amulet, gri-gri or even a simple medal must be devoted. To prepare, make a small mound of soil or sand on the ground and place the object on the top of the mound. The mound only needs to be large enough to support the object. While the object lay on top of the mound, speak aloud the following words: Mother Earth, from whom all that is has come, To this object lend your heart, that yet so small, It shall become large in your power, That weak, it shall become mighty in your eye, That alone, it shall be with the many. After the words have been spoken, remove the object from the mound, and in its former location, place and light a small amount of pungent incense of your choosing. Allow the smoke from the incense to rise and then begin passing the talisman or other object through the smoke of a pungent incense of your choosing. While passing the obje

Red Kisses
Your Kiss is Red You are intense about kissing but easily distracted. You kiss for attention, power, and passion. It doesn't take a lot for you to want to kiss someone. If you see a kissing opportunity, you always go for it! Kissing Type: Kissaholic (admit it!) People See Your Kisses as: Seductive You Kiss Best With: An Orange Kisser Stay away from: A Blue Kisser What Color Is Your Kiss?

Matthew 24.
** Before you read this, keep in mind, this is a choice to read.. not an imposition.. i posted this as a warning to those who have chosen to sleep on their faith.. cuz its time to wake the fuck up, keep in mind the concept of "gnashing of teeth".. that's all I'm going to say about it. This is Matthew 24.. a chapter I'd like to call "Wake the fuck up" haha. Signs of the End of the Age 1Jesus left the temple and was walking away when his disciples came up to him to call his attention to its buildings. 2"Do you see all these things?" he asked. "I tell you the truth, not one stone here will be left on another; every one will be thrown down." 3As Jesus was sitting on the Mount of Olives, the disciples came to him privately. "Tell us," they said, "when will this happen, and what will be the sign of your coming and of the end of the age?" 4Jesus answered: "Watch out that no one deceives you. 5For many will come in my name, claiming, 'I am the Christ,[a]' and will deceive m

*brooklyn's Bravest*
Bravest save 5 in daring rescue from Coney Island cruise nightmare BY ELIZABETH HAYS DAILY NEWS STAFF WRITER Sunday, July 6th 2008, 12:29 AM DeCrescenzo for News Firefighters Dean Tartaro (l.) and Robert Senatore A Fourth of July fireworks cruise nearly turned into a disaster when a 24-foot pleasure boat crashed into a jetty off Coney Island, Brooklyn. With waves crashing over them in a driving rain, the five panicked passengers - including a young boy - were plucked one-by-one from the sinking ship by a fast-acting pair of city firefighters. "We had a good evening and we were just coming back," said Marat Neakhyaz, 28, of Sheepshead Bay, who was on the boat with his son, Daniel, 4. "All of a sudden, I heard a loud bang like a car crash ... Everyone was quite scared." As the boat rocked from side to side, Neakhyaz said he called the police from his cell phone and tried to calm his son and the other passengers. Firefighter Robert Senatore, 44, sped over

My Kiss
Your Kiss is Orange For you, kissing is all about pushing the envelope. You're a wild kisser. And you don't have to know someone all that well to kiss them. (You figure that's how you'll get to know one another!) While you may be impulsive with who you kiss, there's nothing random about your kissing technique. Kissing Type: Unconventional People See Your Kisses as: Intoxicating You Kiss Best With: A Red Kisser Stay away from: A Pink Kisser What Color Is Your Kiss?

Is This How It's Supposed To Be?
May 30th I reached a milestone in my life... With grace and style and the coolness god granted me I turned 30 years old :-) In the 36 days since my birthday i have: Fallen down the stairs... Spraining my left hip knee and ankle simulatenously cut all my hair off again...because it keeps falling out chipped my tooth cap Went to the gynecologist and was told maybe i should think about a mamaogram and oh yea you might have endometriosis because your periods are so horrible and oh yea we are gonna probe around in your uterus with the penis ultrasound thingie...(Does that mean I just cheated on my boyfriend?) I've run into the coffee table twice... have a really nice bruise on my knee I've lost 10 lbs (trust me i'm not complaining about that) Ive got this ear infucktion that won't quit for whatever reason and it's getting hard to hear I've lost my voice twice so no karaoke for me :-( I think thats about it other than the fact I've been so horny I've cont

Oddness Abounds...kinda
TAG - YOU'RE IT! So the rules of this little game are, once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 6 weird things/habits about yourself. In the end you need to list 6 other people to tag and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment saying "You've been tagged" in their comments on their page and tell them to read your blog..." 1. Despite my amazon-yness I sometimes wear the nose bleed heels- and at this point I stagger and sway not unlike a drunken monkey. I try to "work it" but it looks as if I have hip dysplasia, or am stripper zombie girl (less mottled, stinky and cannibalish though) 2. Really thought everyone could "see music", "taste colors", and "feel the texture and tone & literal flavor of words" but my DR has explained that this is not normal & that I varied forms of synesthesia. When I explained other people nodded and seemingly agreed to my descriptions and excitement he said it was being polite that my being excited is kinda infectious & charming

Life
so it always seems like when one bad thing happens everything else bad happens to. that sucks. there has been a lot of times that we should have been on our feet again, which i miss. theres not enough jobs around not enough money. we fight about money. cuz we are both tired of being broke and not being able to get the things we want. but it'll change someday, i just keep having a good outlook on everything, hoping that maybe that might give us a chance. we'll see. but for now it pretty much sucks. but i'm happy with my little family. i just wish i could give them all everything they want as well as needs.

Oh Hell Yeah
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Playboy 55th Annv Playmate
Hey girl and guys! I need your help I am in the running for the 55th Annv playmate, but I need bunny votes all four of them, they have picked the first two winners, but their is still time to vote! You can vote as much as you want and here is the link, so please vote everyday and make my bunny dreams come true! http://www.playboy.com/playmates/features/55th-playmate-search-youtube/55pm-search-p57.html also check out my youtube.com/brentneynicholeb channel! Rock on and Im on myspace.com/brentneynichole Send this Tx girl to the Playboy Manison! Much love and I will have a dirty! BRENTNEY

Moonlight Lover
Moonlight Lover by LateNiteFantasy© She came to me on the midnight hour Wrapped only in moonlight With shadowed breasts and velvet hands And thighs so creamy white She wrapped herself around my lust In the magic cusp of morn And melted we together then Until the flush of dawn She whispered things I did not know Of love and trust and pleasure And time, elastic, stretched and coiled Impossible to measure She had my soul, my will; my power Enslaved in her embrace My essence flowed; she guided it Into her secret place. She lowered me back onto the bed She smiled and kissed me deep She rose and bathed in golden light As I drifted off to sleep.

Dawn Of Night
Dawn of Night by LateNiteFantasy© The midnight sky is strewn with pixie dust Magically suspended in infinity Slung low and close enough to taste as our tongues play Connect the dots across time and space Though they are always too far away To reach out and touch, and tie up in ribbon If I could believe the night was velvet And the stars were precious jewels I could finally give you half of what you’ve given me But I stand empty handed and full of heart All I can give you is me As Dawn slices through Midnight’s throat Bleeding sunshine onto the horizon We are what happens to this brand new day