Fubar Blog Posts 4

Why Me
why me i give my ex my heart and get pregnet 3 times and and he leaves me i gave him money he poned my stuff off and his mom wont even talk to me and shes a preach they dont want anything to do with me or the baby i am getting ready to have i am 9 wks i try to talk to him on here and he wont his name is larry lewis he wont talk to me but he will his ex's i dont get it

Warning Ladies
Some of you know about Azriel but, this is for the ladies who don't. Azriel is a sick sob who when doesn't get his way makes threats to kill people. I've had a phone conversation with this man before I knew who he was. He admitted to me that he did make these threats to a woman. He said it was because she broke his heart but, I highly doubt that. He started asking me to send him nude photos of myself. Or to make him NSFW salutes. He also tried to bribe me by saying if I did he would buy me a year VIP. Sorry I can't be bought. But, that wasn't the point. When I flat out refused he couldn't believe what he was hearing. He started getting angry. Now being a pervert is one thing. But, this is way past that. He needs to be stopped. So if you run across him delete and block him. I did as soon as I ended the conversation with him. Here is another blog on him. http://fubar.com/blog/211414/837421 All I have to say is ladies beware of him!!!

Progressing Nicely
Online and off, It's hard to believe that just a year ago my husband left me and wiped out my baank account. I've come a long way and still have so far left to go. I start a new job Monday doing something similar to what I'm doing now, I'm taking care of business like I should have been doing a long time ago. I'm halfway to my goal of my GED I passed my pretest with flying colors. I am very proud of my self and am going to keep pushing myself to go further. My next goal is to have my Angels babies returned to me, Amend the charge I have against me and enlist in the Army and make something of myself and have a life. I can do this, I WILL do this. Signing off, TTFN.

Pinks Spotlight Come & Donate! Xoxo
Make this BEAUTIFUL FU... SPOTLIGHT! This sweet, gorgeous, giving Fu gave all she could to help so many others get Spotlight when they wanted it! WELL, now it's her turn! Give big, give small, give everything you can. It all adds up and will help her get there. *Pink0828 *@ fubar If you want a lil BLING, BLING for helping we have options! HEHE! Donate $100,000 FUBUCKS and get a Diamond Bling! Click the Smurf to BID and make it yours! Highest Bidder wins and all proceeds go to Pink! Anyone that donates will be included on daily Thank You Pimpout! So, you can't lose! With Much Luv: PebblesinAZ

True Love Is Grand
Have you ever just seen that look in someones eye; you know when they look at you like you illuminate their whole world and make it a brighter, sweeter place? Have you ever heard the smile in their voice when they speak to you, even when they are saying nothing specifically directed towards you - they are just smiling to tell you about their day? Have you ever felt your heart skip a beat and simply dance with joy as you get closer to them, because just to be in their presence overwhelms you. They are the first thought you have in the morning and the last one you have before you drift off to sleep. They are the missing piece of yourself that you have been wandering aimlessly through the world in search of and you feel like you can't even breathe without them. Do you look at them and envision a future with them - do you see yourselves old with them? Does it seem like a portion of heaven for you? I know it does and it's magical. I am in love like this. I am so in love with a man who

Family List!
For people to understand something. When it comes to my family list. Its people who have been true to me for a very long time and knows what a true friendship is. I don't add people to my family list because I have nude pictures of me.

Damiens
/> WE'RE ABOUT TO MAKE YOU AN OFFER YOU CAN'T REFUSE... she's here, she's gorgeous, she's a Pu$$ycat Goddess so now we want to make her a GODMOTHER by her birthday! so step with the FU and rise her status cuz YOU KNOW SHE GOT IT! The Pride of the Pu$$yCat Playmates she is Ła$Ŧ ♠oƒ Å♠ D¥in ßŖΞΞd She's seduced powerful men with a bat of her eyes and brought powerful Families to their knees.. now its your turn to be drawn in as she hosts her 2nd Happy Hour on Wednesday July 14 at 1am est(thats 10pm FU time) We're about to make this a Birthday Blowout... JULY 19TH HER 1 YEAR ANNIVERSAY and we want to make her GODMOTHER! not just any godmother.. a Pu$$Ycat Godmother So have yourself a slice of this cake then walk, run or drive by and give our Goddess a big Birtday hug and then rate everything on her page so we can give her that Big Push into Godmother-hood WANT TO KNOW MORE

Team 3 Fu-angels Boopmebaby Just Got Her Halo!!!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ~Ms Taz™~Co-Founder Omega Bombers~*~Fu-Angel*~{CLUB UNITED}{SHADOW LEVELER}~R/L LDL to King Domino~ Karena2001~~@~~Secretary Omega Bombers~~@~~Greeter@Hip Hopz~~@ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay

Before You Go
A Tribute and Thank You to Our Aging Veterans Deciated to the Veterans of WWII & The Korean War who helped preserve that victory. http://www.managedmusic.com/php/BYGIndex.php?page=playBYG My Daddy (a WWII Veteran) with his sister, Bob Doyle, and my Dad's niece and niece n law.

"you"
Just a lil something I wrote... "You" If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you You have captured my heart,body,mind and soul Loving you is totally beyond my control. The way you make me smile and beam Is this all real or a dream? xox Spanky

Want To Own Me ?
i am in another auction..please comment bomb me, rate me, and if you want to be my new fu owner then please bid on me ~xoxo~ copy this link to comment bomb http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=839785&albumid=1125164&i=2552126067&idx=1 click this link to bid one me http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=839785&albumid=1112207&i=516686985&idx=13

Damn People That Kick Their Animals Out In The Wild...
110th CONGRESS 2d Session H. R. 6311 To prevent the introduction and establishment of nonnative wildlife species that negatively impact the economy, environment, or human or animal species' health, and for other purposes. IN THE HOUSE OF REPRESENTATIVES June 19, 2008 Ms. BORDALLO (for herself, Mr. HASTINGS of Florida, Mr. ABERCROMBIE, Mr. KILDEE, Mr. KLEIN of Florida, Ms. MCCOLLUM of Minnesota, and Mr. KIND) introduced the following bill; which was referred to the Committee on Natural Resources A BILL To prevent the introduction and establishment of nonnative wildlife species that negatively impact the economy, environment, or human or animal species' health, and for other purposes. Be it enacted by the Senate and House of Representatives of the United States of America in Congress assembled, SECTION 1. SHORT TITLE. This Act may be cited as the `Nonnative Wildlife Invasion Prevention Act'. SEC. 2. PURPOSE. The purpose of this Act

Human Rights For Katrina Victims
International human rights law provides protections for victims of disasters like Hurricane Katrina. Amnesty International USA calls upon authorities in the local, state and federal government to uphold the rights of all Katrina evacuees to return to their homes. We urge officials to provide long-term, healthy, and affordable housing so that survivors can exercise their right to return. Many residents of the Gulf coast region were evacuated because of Hurricane Katrina in August 2005. Nearly three years later, why are survivors who want to return still stranded and displaced? » Ensure that hurricane Katrina survivors have the right to return home! » View the Story of Katrina slideshow News Save public housing in gulf coast regionWe Care concert Amnesty International USA partnered with the Hip Hop Caucus on March 19th to host the We Care concert in support of Hurricane Katrina survivors. » Gather signatures for the Right to Return Home petition (PDF) Morello's Justice

Wake Up By Me
If you woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do? 1) Go back to sleep 2) Slap me 3) Cuss me out 4) Stop drinking so much. Damn! 5) Just tell me to leave 6) Climb on top of me and cuddle 7) F**k me 8) Make me breakfast 9) Ask me my name 10) Call the cops 11) Other (Please specify) lol please reply!!! Then send to your other friends and see how many and which answers you get, see how many people want you in their bed...you might be surprised by the answers you get back

Want To Meet A Babe?
Want to meet a Babe? Have you ever wished to meet a babe? Well now you can!!! Go check out my newest owner Buckeye Babe! She is a total sweetheart and her name doesn’t lie she is a babe. So go rate, fan, add, crush and bling her and tell her that Miss Crys sent you!!! Buckeye Babe Manager at the Diamond Vault Lounge Family Promotor 4 the FuBomber Family@ fubar This Pimpout Brought To You By! Miss Crys~Shadow Levelers~FU Owned by~Dr. Tre~CinDragon~Silverpixi~wyorose~Buckeye Babe~@ fubar

Mother I Am Blessed
It is not Christmas nor Mother's Day, Still, Mom, I wanted to write this anyway. I wanted to thank you for all you have given me, You helped me realize the kind of mother I want to be. I am glad to blessed to have a mother, Who love and kindness is like no other. There are times I though you would yell and send me away, To my surprise, you would just kiss me and tell me it was ok. Through out my life you have tought me well, Wanting only from me to excel. No matter how hard I will try more, To make you proud, Oh mother that I adore. When times are rough and bleak, You take it day by day, week to week. As time so by and the years roll along, Because of you I have learned to be strong. If ever comes the day that we shall part, The memories of you I shall keep in my heart. You are the most wonderful woman I have ever knew, I want so much to be just like you. It is an honor to know a woman so brave, When I am a mom, I will know how to behave. I am blessed to

Nocturnal Awakenings (part 2 Of Truth In Dreams)
Father, I must share this tale, for I too need closure. Once our bitter hearts did prevail. Nay, never speaking the words that needed exposure. As you drifted away into eternal slumber, Why didn't we make a stand? Too late now to disencumber, Your hour glass ran out of sand. I shall always regret how our bond went sour, but that one night that I shall never forget, when you proved love is a greater power. You came to me just in time You must have known I was losing my mind, Even in a dream, to see you was sublime. The dream is a treasure maps to secrets left behind. For someone who knew you well, and the demons you faced explained how it was hell. suddenly my pain had disappeared without a trace. I would have never known, If you would have never came to me in a dream, Even though .love was rarely shown, You never hated me like it did seem. Now that I know the facts, I can begin to forgive the man. I actually thank you for your acts because when

After The Storm
Another year comes to an end, and to the victims of Katrina, my prays I send. May they find a place to rest and food to eat, and get through the pain that lays at their feet. I pray for the familes of the lost, for they have paid a greater cost. What the floods did not destroy, cold hearts played with lives like a toy. In my darkest thoughts I think of sweet revenge, Those victimes whos death to avenge. They who left the helpless for dead, lets strap to a bed seal them in a water tight tomb and turn on the hose to share the same doom! but my inner dragon will then say, "To wish more ill, we would be no better than they. Heed these words to keep you wise. Sooner or later they will all pay for the victim's demise." Still, I should not dwell on the past, and I hope others learn from this and learn damn fast!

My Cat Harvey Is Sick...
I took my cat Harvey to the hospital today because he had a seizure the other day..I assumed it was because of the first bath i gave him and used a flea spray on him..but it appears he has an irregular heart beat..something about one side of his heart not sounding right...They did some bloodwork today and I await the results..He is five years old - i got him a few months ago at the shelter for animals..we have become so close, i love him so much and now i'm scared i may lose him...My boyfriend Shawn spent the entire day with me...just supporting me...they kept Harvey for four hours hoping to get him to pee lol..good luck there..he wouldn't pee unless he was in his litter box..ahhh..now i have to get a urine sample from him..wish me luck on that one...I am trying to stay cheerful even though I am so scared..

Something To Remember
When you are feeling alone like no one cares, read this cuz its absolutely true Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. At least fifteen people in this world love you. The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. There are at least two people in this world that would die for you. You mean the world to someone. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look. Always remember the compliments you've received. Forget the rude remarks. Thank you for being my friend.

Insanity
i keep talkin with this woman who i met on fubar for long time im tryin to be a friend when she tells me about her life i tell her the truth how i see it for her best intrest and everytime i do she gets pissy and blocks me or whatever5 the boyfriend she has at the time she gets them to threaten me and she will talk to me again tellin me all her wo,s and it happens over and over again .should i tell her the truth or tell her what she wants to hear or just leave her alone cause to me shes insane!!!

Rest
You know when I was younger I had no problem working long hours, or many days in a row, but as we get older, it tends to be monotonous to do so, and really for the most part undesirable. Found this out the hard way after having four weeks trying to make a deadline that was pushed forward from months to weeks, not fun, some of my friends can vouch for that. And this past weekend, after putting in all this time, a weekend off, what to do, where to go. So tired I sat at home, watched TV, read my book and roamed here on the Fu. All weekend long lol. Once upon a time, when I was younger, that would have driven me up a wall. Well, it wasn't really that bad, but the next time I have a long rest, it will be six feet under. My name is Doc, and I am a workaholic. *SMILE , I love ya*

Ivorie
Ivorie is a beautiful color that adds some extreme delight,The Ivorie that I have love for,is filled with joy and lots of life.Somtimes known to mature with age in the right time of the season,will blossom into a beautiful creature wich people will love for any reason,Ivorie will vary in size and looks come the right times of change,No one should ever hold her back or put it in a cage,One who has a bad temper would very much relate,Thee who shall upset Ivorie must suffer in its quake,I`m starting to see a resemblance in this wonderful gift of gods nature,Never go head to head with this wrath or you shall feel its anger,cant help but fall in love with this beastly mass of gods creation,Perhaps it will grow big and strong and one day rule the nation,I built this template to go on through her wonderful years of reign,To ever see her crumble would bring me to great pain,I have much love for this creatur,this wonder of natures extreme delight,for she is the one,the only,the daughter,MY DAUG

Blings Blings Blings Auction
SOMETHING NEW?? BLING AUCTION!!! Hi everyone, I have decided to host a different kind of auction, this one is for bling packs only. This auction is Blings ONLY yea it is a little different. Entry fee is just 75K fubucks Please rate fan and add the host when you enter if you haven't already. Auctions are a great way to make some new friends and have some fun.

Poetry
Trapped in my world of confusion, my head spinning and spinning, vision blurred, confusion is what I deserve. Trapped in my world of pain, keeping it all inside, hurt is all I feel, pain is what I deserve. Trapped in my world of anger, vessels ready to explode, blood boiling, anger is what I deserve. Trapped in my world of sadness, crying, weeping, not knowing what to do, sadness is what I deserve. Trapped in my own reality, scared, helpless and empty, not knowing what to do. Nobody will save me, death is all I deserve. alo

Skank Who'e And Her Mumm
here's the link http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=441379 ....she must have been waiting all day to drink enough to get the balls up to do this to me: Sweet as C...: no this is his first mangment job and im proud of him asshole Sweet as Cherry... rated you a '1'! ...then she blocked me from posting on the MUMM most others there called her out on it too, stating it was a repeat of a mumm from a day before, only changing the words "if he gets the job" to "he go tthe job" ... some people are total assholes out there, I'll tell you... But I am sure you seen your share too...

Order A Fubar License 2 Help Pink!
The fu-bucks I make off the license(s) will go to Pink for her spotlight so come on and order you one : Do you have your Fubar License Yet! Well here is your time to request one. I have made a Fubar License and I would like to offer to make you one for just 10,000 Fu Bucks Just private message me the link of the pic you wish to use for your license and then send me the fu bucks. Once I have all that, I'll upload it in the FU License album and it will be ready for you to rip or save for your own use. The only thing I ask is that if we aren't already friends, that you please rate, fan, and add me. This is what it looks like Look Who Has Order a Fu-License Brought to you By: SunySkyz Owned By Argonutz & His Angel Owner of Do

Scott Is Alive And Home !!!
I got a call from Scott this morning. He let me know that he is alive and wanted to know if he could come over so we could all sit down and talk. I told him yes of course. He got home here early this afternoon. He knows that he got in with the wrong friends and went down the wrong road. He admits he has a problem and needs help to get through this to get his life back on the right road to a bright future and is willing to get the help he needs. He is back home here with us now and with the help of the program, his family and friends he will make it. Thank you all so very much for all your love, support and most of all, YOUR PRAYERS. With the help of yall and from the big man upstairs whom I chose to call God. Scott is home and going to make it and do just fine. Thank you all again so much. You just don't know how much I appreciated everything you all have done to help me through this ordeal. It's been pure hell for me for the last month. :-( I CAN'T EXPRESS MY GRATITUDE FOR EAC

Weight Of The World
Cause the weight of the world's on my shoulders. Fly From The Inside Leave A Whisper Here’s the weight of the world on my shoulders Here’s the weight of the world on my shoulders On my shoulders All alone I pierce the chain And on and on the sting remains And dying eyes consume me now The voice inside screams out loud I am focused on what I am after The key to the next open chapter Cause I found a way to steal the sun from the sky Long live that day that I decided to fly from the inside Every day a new deception Pick your scene and take direction And on and on I search to connect But I don’t wear a mask and I have no regrets I am focused on what I am after The key to the next open chapter Cause I found a way to steal the sun from the sky Long live that day that I decided to fly from the inside I can’t escape the pain I can’t control the rage Sometimes I think that I’m gonna go insane I’m not against

Robin
Batman Quiz by QuizRocket.com Fun Quizzes! MySpace quizes | Love Quiz | Fun quizzes Robin Holy heart attack, Batman! You are Robin. The faithful (and quite possibly gay) sidekick. You are loyal and true and have a tendency to crack wise in a sticky situation. You are overeager, a bit naive...and, yeah, a homosexual fantasy.

This Explains Why I Forward Jokes.
.....It is worth a read..... A man and his dog were walking along a road. The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead. He remembered dying, and that the dog walking beside him had been dead for years. He wondered where the road was leading them. After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road. It looked like fine marble. At the top of a long hill, it was broken by a tall arch that glowed in the sunlight. When he was standing before it he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that looked like mother-of-pearl, and the street that led to the gate looked like pure gold. He and the dog walked toward the gate, and as he got closer, he saw a man at a desk to one side. When he was close enough, he called out, "Excuse me, where are we?" "This is Heaven, sir," the man answered. "Wow! Would you happen to have some water?" the man asked. "Of course, sir. Come right in, and I'll have

Boobs
I'm at a disadvantage here. I need a good cleavage shot to get some good traffic. I wonder how much traffic man-cleavage would get me. ..... Or a mirror picture of my booty? FOrget that I'm about to show some camel toe!!!

18 Romantic Ideas
IDEA # 1 If your partner is going away for a few days, tell her that you are worried about her so you have organized a bodyguard to look after her. Then give her a small teddy bear. IDEA # 2 Buy a packet of glow in the dark stars and stick the stars on the roof above your bed to spell out a message such as "I Love You" When the lights go down, your message will be revealed! IDEA # 3 On a special occasion, buy your partner eleven real red roses and one artificial red rose. Place the artificial rose in the center of the bouquet. Attach a card that says: "I will love you until the last rose fades." IDEA # 4 Buy the domain name of your partner's name if it is available for example www.TanyaJohnston. com. Create a web page containing a romantic poem and a picture of a rose. When your partner is surfing the web, casually ask whether she has ever checked to see whether her domain name is taken. Let her type it in to discover her page. IDEA # 5 Buy a stylish hand mirror an

Lilith - One Of The First...
Lilith was ONE of the first Vampyres, as I see... The Christian God a long time ago had created Adam, and at the same time he created Adam’s first wife, Lilith, out of dust as he did with Adam. They were of the same material; God and Adam wanted Lilith to be under them, to crawl, as typical men think but she wanted to stand beside them and be equal. She denied to lie under Adam when mating and when they would not accept this, she went away from them, to the Earth. God sent 3 angels out to bring her back. They found her at the Red Sea, where she kept a lot of demons as her lovers, and she gave birth to over 100 demons each day. These demons were Vampyres, creatures, and other demons like them. So the angels told her, that she should come back to Eden and if she did not, they would kill her demons. She told them, that even that was better than returning to the Garden. She stayed at the Earth, and God created Eve to Adam. Eve gave birth to Gods children, the common people in the wo

Stupid Downstairs Bitch
shes like banging something on the walls and screaming super loud with a bunch of friends she knows i have kids as well i so wanna go beat her ass!!!its 10 at night and she is waking my lil girl and my son cant get to sleep either can i......im super pissed i could just bash her face in with my foot!

If Only I Had Tits
Yes this iz yet another attempt at posting a salute. Everytime i do it gets rejected for NO REAZON other than the fact i waz CREATIVE, and oh yeah ....becuz i dont have breasts. I wont be EVER submitting a salute on FUBAR...i got a lounge and dont give 2 fucks about points or levelz so FUBAR'Z BULLSHIT STAFF can KISS MY ASS.

Maino - Hi Hater!
You see me Hustle hard Stack paper It's alright ya'll HATERS It's nothing We major U c me Hi HATER! Hi HATER! Hi HATER! U c me Hi HATER! Hi HATER! Hi HATER! U c me Hi HATER! Yeah. Dolla Bills ya'll. Lotta bills ya'll New year tryna touch me a mill ya'll Came up now. I'm what's Up now When U shine all these haters wanna talk down I don't feel a way about what a nigga say It's alright luv I let a hater hate Pull up on them see them paper plate See da oyster perpetuate day 2 day It's a fact right. Niggas act trife How they smile in your face then they back bite I just laugh right. Make em' mad like Watch them turn around and say he ain't that nice Getting bread dough. Mad head hoe Seems like they don't love you till you dead yo Let em' talk dog it don't phase me. It might not be right if they don't hate me Hustle hard Stack paper It's alright ya'll HATERS It's nothing We major U c me Hi HATER! Hi HATER! Hi HATER! U c me Hi HATER! Hi HATER! Hi HATER! U c m

Friends & Fans Come See>>>>>>>>
HELLO 2 ALL MY FRIENDS & FANS. I KNOW THAT NOT VERY MANY PEEPS LOOK AT THIS BUT WHAT THE HELL. I JUST WANTED 2 SAY HELLO 2 EVERY 1. I DON'T GET 2 EVERY ONE'S PAGE ALL THE TIME SO DON'T GET MAD. SO I WILL TELL EVERY HELLO THIS WAY. HOPE EVERY 1 IS DOING GREAT. IF ANY ONE NEEDS ANYTHING JUST LET ME KNOW I WILL TRY TO HELP. HAVE A GOOD 1...............

Cleaning Is The Nice Word For It
It's time to go thru my list, i have too many who say they are friends but never come around and some i have never ever heard from. so all the help i do with others, and no help back from 885 but for 10 , and cant even stop by once a month??ok, thats my sign, so good bye to those that never come around!! MY GIVE A DAMN IS BUSTED ~Bratt~

Insults I Find Funny
You're the cum your mamma should have swallowed. You suck more than a whore at a penis party. You cock-smokin, shirt liftin, pillow bitin, hat bashin, stamp collecting, tea-brewing, fuckin fuck stick! waddup cock sucker fucker face, u flea infested pussy fucking fart, you cum guzzling gutter slut infected pube hair on my ass, you shit stain licking, dog rapein, assrrammin, bannana suckin,toilet bowl drinkin, boxer smellin homo pie fuckin peanut eater and finally you miserable vomitous mass

No Struggle
No struggle Make the effort, to be sure. But do not make it into a struggle. Struggle is not a specific condition or action. It is a label that casts a negative spin on your efforts and unnecessarily puts you at a disadvantage. If you see yourself as struggling, your expectations are already lowered and the best you can hope for is to break even. Yet there's never any reason to see yourself as struggling. Yes, the challenges may indeed be great. And you have what it takes to make real and steady progress in the face of those challenges. Instead of seeing yourself as a victim, see yourself as making the most of a valuable experience. Rather than living in fear of being pushed back, seize with enthusiasm every opportunity to move forward. Every situation is what it is, but it never has to be a struggle. For you are capable of doing much, much better than that. -- Ralph Marston

I'm Only Dreaming......
I gaze into the world I see Somewhat different than before Could it be that it has changed? Did the lion stop it’s roar? I see children who are fed No starvation do I see Smiles upon all the faces How is this possible, how can it be? No one is in a hurry But instead taking each ones time I marvel at the sight before me Could it be that I’m loosing my mind? People are embracing each other No matter what race or creed Willing hands are helping each other All is peaceful and serene. No tears are falling like rain drops No sadness or evil it so seems Love embracing all who go there I’m only dreaming, I know but it don’t hurt to dream. There is peace among all nations No more fighting, no more wars Instead, helping each other To heal all the many scars. It’s a wonderful thing to see Makes my eyes want to gleam Oh how I wish it were so real But the reality is just a dream. Family life has taken a twist Children have bo

We All Need Friends......
Friends are people who care Who don't cry or shout when you ask them to share Who can share fun times without getting mad Who try to comfort you when you're sad Who share secrets and never tell Who make sure you're feeling well Who can have a fun time and share their games Who never let you take the blame Friends are people who you need, Who don't try to make you do something wrong Who will stay friends long Yes, we all need friends.

Hideaway Hotties
Stop By the HideAway Lounge become a member and get a chance to talk to this HideAway hotties . Stop by add/fan/rate this Hotties. ~MzMic ™ ~ TakenByMikey,:p OwnerOfHideAway@ fubar DJ Chaos (fu-married&married to razor_blade_666) DJ @The HideAway!@ fubar ItsUrAngel Mgr @ The Hideaway My Heart is there For Keeps But Not There To Be Taken For Granted!@ fubar Rðnï ~ Head Grëêtèr ~ HideAway ~ Fu - Engaged To ~ Ðèvîlî$h_ßèåµ†ý ~@ fubar ♥DJ♥Lacey♥Lou♥Who♥Fu♥@HideAway@ fubar Melissa ~ Greeter at HideAway lounge@ fubar @DreamZ~Greeter~Leveler*Hide Away*~@ fubar ~Ðèvîlî$h_ßèåµ†ý~@ fubar ۞ Lacey™۞ Luvs My Crush۞ Is a Bandit Girl@ fubar §AMANTHÅ®™♡'Fornicat

Testing 1, 2, 3
This is a Test get your pencil and paper!(maybe even a calculator) STEP ONE Pick a number between 1 and 100, Multiply it by 5. Add your age minus the number in family. Divide the number by 10 rounding to the nearest decimal Write down the number on 1 side of a piece of paper STEP TWO Pick another different number between 1 and 100. Multiply by 1998 Add the number in your family and minus your age Divide the number by 10 rounding to the nearest decimal Write down the number on the other side of the piece of paper STEP THREE Take the first 2 digits of your home phone number and add them to the last 2 digits of your work number and multiply by 365. Write the number on a new sheet of paper STEP FOUR Fold the first page in half. Now fold the second page. Place them side by side Now pick up the two sheets - sheet one in your left hand and sheet two in your right hand NOW.... Find a bin and place the sheets in it Now using both your hands,

Yahoo Take Over
Yahoo is being taken over by the end of august . we need to fine another chat program. whichother one do you use ? I have aim , msn messanger , yahoo,excite messanger and aim and myspace . cherkle on all of them cherkle@aim.com c_kestner@hotmail.com cherkle_kestner@yahoo.com cherkle1961@excite.com

Abc's
I was in the 3rd grade, & in the middle of class I had to pee, so I raised my hand to ask if I could go to the bathroom, The teacher said I had to wait. So I waited like 5 minutes, by this time I really have to go, so I raised my had again to ask, well my teacher tells me I have to wait... OK so I wait, well the 3rd time I really cant wait, so once again I raise my hand to ask & to my surprise my teacher tells me to say my abc's then I may go, So I say abcdefghijklmno.qrstuvwxyz.... The teacher asked me wheres the p I said running down my leg...

Aliens Lmao
Two aliens landed in the Arizona desert near a gas station that was closed for the night. They approached one of the gas pumps and the younger alien addressed it saying , 'Greetings, Earthling. We come in peace. Take us to your leader.' The gas pump, of course, didn't respond. The younger alien became angry at the lack of response. The older alien said, 'I'd calm down if I were you.' The younger alien ignored the warning and repeated his greeting. Again, there was no response. Annoyed by what he perceived to be the pump's haughty attitude, he drew his ray gun and said impatiently, 'Greetings, Earthling. We come in peace. Do not ignore us this way! Take us to your leader or I wi ll fire!' The older alien again warned his comrade saying, 'You probably don't want to do that! I really don't think you should make him mad.' 'Rubbish,' replied the cocky, y oung alien. H e aimed his weapon at the pump and opened fire. There was a huge explosion. A massive fireball

I Did It Again Hahahahah
OOOPPPPSSSS I DID IT AGAIN IM UP FOR AUCTION AGAIN...SELLING MY GOODS ....SO CLICK THE LINK AND BID,BID BID ...ALSO DONT FORGET TO RATE THE PICTURE CUZ MOST RATE IN END WINS AND BLING PAK AND YOU KNOW HOW WE ALL LOVE BLINGS ....HEHEHEE ( it opens at 12 pm est on friday )( starts today and goes until next friday) SO GET YOUR BIDS ON YOU KNOW YOU WANT TOOOOO...

What Tree?
WHAT TREE DID YOU FALL FROM Find your birthday and then find your tree. This is really cool and somewhat accurate. Then send it to your friends, including the one that sent it to you, so they can find out what tree they fell from, but don't forget to change the subject line to your tree. Find your tree below and see what you are like... Dec 23 to Jan 01 Apple Tree Jan 01 to Jan 11 Fir Tree Jan 12 to Jan 24 Elm Tree Jan 25 to Feb 03 Cypress Tree Feb 04 to Feb 08 Poplar Tree Feb 09 to Feb 18 Cedar Tree Feb 19 to Feb 28 Pine Tree Mar 01 to Mar 10 Weeping Willow Tree Mar 11 to Mar 20 Lime Tree Mar 21 (only) Oak Tree Mar 22 to Mar 31 Hazelnut Tree Apr 01 to Apr 10 Rowan Tree Apr 11 to Apr 20 Maple Tree Apr 21 to Apr 30 Walnut Tree May 01 to May 14 Poplar Tree May 15 to May 24 Chestnut Tree May 25 to Jun 03 Ash Tree Jun 04 to Jun 13 Hornbeam Tree Jun 14 to Jun 23 Fig Tree Jun 24 (only) Birch Tree Jun 25 to Jul 04 Apple Tree Jul 05 to Jul 14 Fir T

The Ups Man
One Monday morning the UPS man is driving the neighborhood on his usual route. As he approaches one of the homes he noticed that both cars were still in the driveway. His wonder was cut short by Bob, the homeowner, coming out with a load of empty beer and liquor bottles. 'Wow, Bob, looks like you guys had one hell of a party last night,' the UPS man comments. Bob, in obvious pain, replies, 'Actually we had it Saturday night. This is the first I have felt like moving since 4:00 am Sunday morning. We had about fifteen couples from around the neighborhood over for some weekend fun and it got a bit wild. Hell, we all got so drunk around midnight that we started playing 'WHO AM I?'' The UPS man thinks a moment and says, 'How do you play 'WHO AM I?'' 'Well, all the guys go in the bedroom and we come out one at a t ime with a sheet covering us, with only our 'privates' showing through a hole in the sheet. Then the women try to guess who it is.' The UPS man laughs and say

Phoenix Syndrome
Too much time has been wasted in the pursuit of happiness. Along the way there have been great people who have advanced my search. Then there are people that stink of misery. Of course what isn't initially noticed is what brand of misery it is. There is legit misery. Then there is self created misery. The sufferers of this misery are those that I have an issue with. I have met people who enjoy their own self inflicted misery so much that they wallow in it for sheer laziness. After all what would be the point of attempting to change? There are people in my life who are miserable because they so embittered. The world owes them something and they will destroy any and all who come near them to get what they have coming to them. They never seem to see that what they have coming to them is the misery they have put out into the world. The most disillusioned people are the liars and thieves. They are drowning in their own lies. They've told so many lies they begin to believe the

Hilarious
REDNECK LOVE POEM Collards is green, my dog's name is Blue and I'm so lucky to have a sweet thang like you. Yore hair is like cornsilk a-flapping in the breeze. Softer than Blue's and without all them fleas. You move like the bass, which excite me in May. You ain't got no scales but I luv you anyway. Yo're as satisfy'n as okry jist a-fry'n in the pan. Yo're as fragrant as "snuff" right out of the can. You have some'a yore teeth, for which I am proud; I hold my head high when we're in a crowd. On special occasions, when you shave under yore arms, well, I'm in hawg heaven, and awed by yore charms. Still them fellers at work, they all want to know, what I did to deserve such a purdy, young doe. Like a good roll of duct tape yo're there fer yore man, to patch up life's troubles and fix what you can. Yo're as cute as a junebug a-buzzin' overhead. You ain't mean like those far ants I found in my bed. Cut from the best cloth like a plaid flannel shirt, you sp

Dj Jess Sdmf
Well first, I got some good news. I should be getting a pc in the next week or so. (in theory). Now, for the real purpose of this blog. Gos show Jess some love. Tell her Gimptastice sent yea! DJ JESS SDMF@ fubar

Poem
You have never even noticed the trail of tears I leave you at the end of the night.For the simple fact you dont hold me anymore at dawns earliest light.We no longer snuggle just fight.For if you have grown tired of my love,just let me go back in flight. This trail of tears is growing cold. They're not tired just getting old.I ask of you, not to lie but let it be told. For this trail of tears I have shed they are now all dead. No more lies and no more shame. For this is the bitter end of this game. If I am not your love, who is? Dont expect to find much of a heart left at the end of the trail of these tears. Congradulations you confirmed my worst fears.

Five Minute Management Course
Lesson 1: A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor. Before she says a word, Bob says, 'I'll give you $800 to drop that towel. After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob, after a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, 'Who was that?' 'It was Bob the next door neighbor,' she replies. 'Great,' the husband says, 'did he say any thing about the $800 he owes me?' Moral of the story: If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure. Lesson 2: A priest offered a Nun a lift. She got in and crossed her legs, forcin

Poem
Once upon a time we were best friends. Yet we were worst enemies. I didnt know you and you didnt know me. Here we stand today walking hand in hand. All along we thought of eachother. Yet we never gave the other a passing glance. I thank god everyday he gave me a second chance. We were lost loves who never even began. To beggining a new life. When there was no hope for a tomorrow, you showed up and brought back my heart. Thank you for a fresh start. So heres to me and you, lost loves that we have had, that allowed us to be together. You have my hand, my heart and my soul forever.

Poetry
Falling deep into dispair. Shrouded by failure like the stench of death hovring in a morgue. Darkness hovers over me like the stars blanket the night sky. I have failed you. In my journey I lost you. I tried to change you but expected you to remain. If you never forgive me I will understand. Not only have I failed you but failed myself. They say love conquers all but the way I see it the world drowneds love. So i'm swimming in my failure. And our love is drowning. The only rescue for me is your smile. If that is truelyu lost then I have definitely failed us both.

Life
SPIRIT SPEAKS NOT SO LONG AGO, THERE WAS A TRIBE OF INDIANS THAT LIVED CLOSE TO A FOREST WHERE THE WATERS FLOWED AND THE FOOD WAS PLENTIFUL. THERE LIVED WITHIN THIS TRIBE A VERY SHY GIRL, WHO DID NOT ALLOW HERSELF THE SAME EMOTIONS AS THE OTHERS OF HER TRIBE. SHE CONSIDERED HERSELF TO BE FAT AND UGLY SO INSTEAD OF BECOMING AN INTRICATE PART OF THE TRIBE SHE WOULD GO OFF INTO THE WOODS AND SIT FOR HOURS BY HERSELF. SOON THE ANIMALS AND THE BIRDS BEGAN TO NOTICE HER, AND VERY SLOWLY THEY BECAME FRIENDS WITH HER BECAUSE SHE HAD THE ABILITY TO TALK TO THEM AND THEM TO HER. THERE WERE DEER, BEAR, WOLF, EAGLES, HAWKS AND MANY OTHERS THAT BECAME HER FRIENDS. ABOUT THIS TIME A YOUNG BRAVE BEGAN TO NOTICE HER, AND IN A WHILE THEY GOT MARRIED AND SHE HAD FOUR CHILDREN, BUT ALWAYS FOUND THE TIME TO VISIT HER FRIENDS IN THE FOREST. ONE DAY AFTER HER CHILDREN WERE OLDER SHE WAS FEELING VERY GOOD ABOUT HERSELF AND WANTED TO GIVE HER HUSBAND A SPECIAL GIFT SO SHE THEN INVITED HIM TO GO WI

Get Some Bling Now!
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Me Venting
Me Venting (LONG READ) Current mood: peeved Category: Life YES I KNOW IT'S LONG but I figured that I haven't blessed my fans on facebook with my venting in a while, so brace yourself. I find myself being surrounded by a rising level of incompetence as of late. Not necessarily by the people that are around me. But in the world as a whole. The first topic I'd like to touch on, of course, is politics. But I'm not taking it in my usual Rush Limbaugh direction that you all know and love. What I want to say is that I'm tired of the things that are "making or breaking" the votes these days. Hilary is a woman, Barack is black/Muslim, or what have you. These are not qualities of a good leader, nor are they qualities of a bad leader. They aren't qualities that should matter in the least. If you support either for their platform, their beliefs or their views then more power to you. To each their own. But if you want Hilary in office because you want a female. Or you want Barack

Fu Angels Rock~~ Join Us
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ~Ms Taz™~Co-Founder Omega Bombers~*~Fu-Angel*~{CLUB UNITED}{SHADOW LEVELER}~R/L LDL to King Domino~ Karena2001~~@~~Secretary Omega Bombers~~@~~Greeter@Hip Hopz~~@ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay

Az's Angels....wanna Join Read This
hey ladies AZ's angels are back....if you wanna join just put Member of AZ's angels in your name...and make a group salute as well....WE DO NOT TURN ANYBODY AWAY we call out to the tattooed pierced and the outcasts......but ALL ARE WELCOME so what are you waiting for??????????

Do Anyone Read There Blogs?
Anyhow, I am finally off from work today and getting some much needed rest. How has everyone been? Hey stop by and leave me a message, DO NOT just rare, leave me a message. I would like to hear from you and those who read this. Thank you, Pete

Ladies Please Read!!! - Saw In A Bully Had To Post It Here...
WARNING 2 WOMEN! read immediately! its not a joke killer on the loose State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully".. then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of imahustlababay or http://www. myspace. com/ineedatipdrill contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies, this is serious. Gentlemen, PLEASE let your Lady Friends know.... IF WE C

Heeeeeeeeeellllllllooooo!
Anyhow, I am finally off from work today and getting some much needed rest. How has everyone been? Hey stop by and leave me a message, DO NOT just rare, leave me a message. I would like to hear from you and those who read this. Thank you, Pete

I Leveled To Henchman!
I want to thank the following people who helped me level to Henchman! I will be blinging you all sometime tonight during one of the HH's! Timmy http://fubar.com/user/214220 Boo Boo http://fubar.com/user/212962 Jennicense http://fubar.com/user/1062276 Just Me http://fubar.com/user/1768378 The Photographer http://fubar.com/user/296292 Mel http://fubar.com/user/578463 Lucky Blue http://fubar.com/user/1545153 Once again thank you so much! You all ROCK!!! Everybody please go show them some luv!!!

Whoa... New Design Elements On Fubar Page?
Odd little thing... the menu bar graphics are all changing... not sure how much i like 'em, but they look cool so far. :) Still hasn't changed on pages like the Blogs page yet though.

Grow Up
joey aka/kinky master /the slut master whoever the heck you are on here ..god knows how many names you use ..just grow up and stop writing comments on my page .yes I could block you but we are adults here well at least i am so I would appreciate you leaving me alone ..you say nasty shit while you have me blocked ..what is the purpose I am not sure .But it doesnt piss me off ,now I find it funny that you have nothing better than to do in your day than harass me . go spent time with you slaves and everyone eles you have fooled into thinking you are some great guy . Dont worry about me I dont need you to like me nor do I care if you do .. you must really think I am important to keep spending your time making fake profiles and checking on how I am ..so maybe this way you will listen and get it ,that I dont care what you write anymore .but be mature and dont bother with it or my profile ..

Love These Comments
shows the maturity of some KinkyMaste...: so i was right you are cunt who does fuck arounded KinkyMaste...: did you tell toy master that you miss him and love him , did you tell toy master what fuckin cunt you are KinkyMaste...: ARE YOU HAVIN FUN CHATTIN TO TOY MASTER , ARE YOU TELLIN HIM HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT HIM AND ALL , DID YOU ENJOY MEETIN HIM IN BC oh boy oh boy you go away for a weekend and get more... KinkyMaste...: hey cuntcow , are you still fuckin around KinkyMaste...: let me guess cuntcow you always go offline so you can spend time with toy master , does your parents or should i say your mom teach you how to be cunt or whore , the way i see it , cuntcow like you , do need alot of love since you do fucked around and all and cant keep your legs closed KinkyMaste...: did you and the toy master have fun in BC did you fuck him like cuntcow you are or did you go to BC to do some fuckin around and prove to your mom you are cuntslut like her KinkyMaste...: did

Volume Lii - Vengeance Is Mine
A circle forms around me. The detractors are as buzzards, Poised and ready to feast Upon my remnants. I stand poised to take them all on. My weapons at the ready.... Their sardonic laughter Means nothing to me. I read their conscience, I feel their taunting, I absorb their scorn. And these I return three-fold. I exact blow for blow, scorn for scorn, I inflict doom upon doom, spite atop spite. I cannot be killed from within or without. Redirecting their aims of misery and shame, They shall feel the brunt of their own wrath. And in victory I mock their wasted efforts to condemn, convert, or destroy me. As over their ravaged spirits I walk, Their cries of forgiveness are denied. As they have not, so shall I not. As they decay, I shall now live. Vengeance is indeed mine.

Damn
Well damn when old hits ya it really hits. Thought i would keep some posted since i have not been on here for awhile and i am sure those of u who do talk to me are wondering wher the hell i have been. i have Been having probs with my lungs and now going for surgery come the 31st, that wasn't enough i had to find out that i have to see an eye specialist due to fact i have cataracts in both my eyes :( SHEEEEEEEEEESH alls i want is to live life as i have been in the past not with these damn health probs,

I Want To Love Again
I want love again I want to feel the things that I have not felt in so very long the joy of being in the arms of some one that wants and needs to feel me close to them I want to see the joy in there eyes when they see me I want to be the answer to a woman prayer there knight in shinning armor I want them to be my best friend I want them to be the last face I see before I stand before God cause I don’t know were I am going and there face would bring me some little piece of joy regardless. I want to make memories to last a life time I want to be in love again.

Stuff
Sitting here with the dog on my lap trying to think. What the hell I am doing with my life Every thing just seems so fucked up for lack of any other word or emotion that I can contemplate. That the saddest thing though. So much potential wasted and so many dreams left to fall by the way side. Where has my life gone what have I done to it I cant help but wonder who is to blame. There has to be some one to blame, it cant be my fault. Then again it is me I am the one that has made it the way it is I am the one. I wonder if there is some way to salvage this thing or do I just go on. What if what if, I ask that question nine to ten thousands times a day each time a different answer. That’s a lot of crap if you ask me. Some times I wish that there was a answer to all the questions in life. Like a big magic eight ball ask the question shake it up and bang o man its answered. It seems that my life just went through a change, lets see like a toilet. The big flush and nothing g

Big Pimpin With T!
Big Pimpin Auction Can you own Unbreakable?? Cause we know T know how to keep a girl spoiled!! My Fu-owner T!! Go show him love people! He's a great Fubarian! Owns me til October 3rd!!! Don't forget to love on our hostess!! SULTRY

Where The Hell Have I Been??
I haven't been on here in more than a week. LOL. That's fine, 'cause I got a J-O-B. FINALLY. Working 7 days, midnights, shiiit. But as of tonight it'll be worth it cuz I get my first check. LOL. I'm probably switching to afternoons pretty soon so I don't know how often I'll be back on, but hopefully soon! Anyway I was just on to check my friend req's and messages, repost some bulletins, etc... life gets crazy sometimes! All I know is right now I need to get my ass in the basement and do some laundry, feed a little fat man and get him to bed, then take a shower and wait for my mom to get here to pick him up so I can get back to work. 3rd shift + 2 kids = no sleep... lmao. I got to sleep today for the first time since Monday. It was nice, haha.

The Heart
HOOK ABSENCE MAKE THA HEART GROW FONDER. THAT'S WHAT MY BABY KEEP TELLIN ME. BUT I CAN'T STAND BEIN,APART 4ROM HER. THA LONGER SHE'S AWAY. THA MORE I NEED N WANT HER. ON A DAILY BASIS. OUR LOVE GROWZ STRONGER. SEX HAS BEEN THA BEST. WHEN WE'RE FEELIN STRESSED. N AIN'T NOBODY GETTIN PLAYED SO. LET ME,CARESS YO BREAST. KISS YO NECK. AND LICK U DOWN,2 UR YO NAVEL. IF UR WILLIN AND ABLE. AND ONLY IF YOU SAY SO. MAKE LOVE IN THE BED. SWICH POSITINS,END UP IN THA KITCHEN. ON THA TABLE. IMA BE YO KING. THAT I WAS MEANT 2 BE. AND BRAND U WITH MY LABLE. THIS AIN'T NO FABLE. THIS IS WHAT I PRAYED 4OE. NEXT 2 ME. IS THA BEST OF ME. MY QUEEN,WITH A HALO. UR THA 1 THAT IM MADE 4OE. MY HEART IS BOUGHT,AND PAID 4OE. 2-GETHER 4-EVER. WE HAD STORMY WEATHER. BUT IT ONLY LASTED 4 A DAY,OR SO. STICK WITH ME. AND I'LL STICK WTH YOU. 2-GETHER WE CAN ACOMPLISH,WHAT EVER WE WANT 2 WE GONE SLOW IT DOWN. N TAKE OUR TIME AGE 2GETHER LIKE FINE WINE.

Just One Rate!!
I am in an auction and most rates wins a blast!! I am not asking you to bid, just give me one little click of the mouse! And I will give you 500 fubucks just for rating my pic!! Send me a fumessage when you have rated so I know!! But come to think about it.....who wouldn't want me as their fu-slave?!?!?! New stuff being added as bids go higher!! And don't forget to R/F/A the lovely Hostess!! *§èX¥_£î£_ßµg*

Understandings
Some things that are so misunderstood should seem simple to another person. If you trust in ones thoughts, feelings and what they believe in. Shouldn't that be enough to hold something together if it's meant to be? Just cause a person is doin what they feel is right from your opinion, does that mean that the other person is wrong? No that's the difference in us as human beings. It's what makes this world go round. Some opinions don't mix well and some don't. But to make a person choice over another person is really something to think about. I have had my insecurities over the years with due right, but I learned to fight them and learned what it is that I needed to overcome them. If I can learn them, why are they being thrown in my face for? I can't haven't a clue. Maybe I was raised differently. I was raised to stand by my decisions if I truly believed in them. I am just rambling here, so I'm gonna end and edit this later.. Katrina

3 Day Blast I'm Trying To Win(done)
Hey, i am in my first giveaway to win my first blast!! I needed 6,000 comments to get it and I am only 500 away! Any help anyone can provide would be appreciated. I am willing to compensate for your comments if needed, just leave me a message with the number of comments left and we can work out a deal!:) Thank you in advance for any help you can offer me. Jen Here is the link:

You Are A Mystery To Me
This was sent to me by my Fu-wife, HATE STUPID, and I wanted to share it. YOU ARE A MYSTERY TO ME You are a mystery to me I see the biker I see the Vet I see the rebel I see the long hair I see the risk taker You are a mystery to me I hear in your voice kindness I hear in your voice gentleness I hear in your voice softness I hear in your voice friendship You are a mystery to me I sense love I sense forever I sense always You are a mystery to me I feel joy I feel desire I feel scared I feel uncertain I feel nervous You are a mystery to me I need to know the softness I need to know the joy I need to know the desire I need to know gentleness Your are a mystery to me

Givin Myself Notice
I USE 2 FEEL HOPLESS. BUT WITH MY NEW LOVE. MY LIFE IS SLOWLY COMIN BACK IN 2 FOCUS. I DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE IT. OR MAYBE I DID. BUT I JUS KEPT ON ROLLIN. N MY LIFE KEPT ON UNFOLDIN. MY HEART WAS SEVERLY BROKEN. AS A MATTER OF FACT. IT WAS JACKED UP AND STOLEN. I DON'T CARE WHO ALL KNOWS IT. THINGS IS ON THA RISE. CAUSE IMA PROPHET AND I SPOKE IT. IM NOT GOIN DOWN WITH OUT A FIGHT. IM NOT GONNA JUS SIT HERE. SEE IMA RISE LIKE A KITE. AND LET MY LIFE TAKE FLIGHT. AND LET MY LITE SHINE SO BRITE. IM 4-REAL ABOUT MY MUSIC. CAUSE IM THA LATEST HYPE. IMA BE 1 OF THA GREATEST THAT EVA TOUCHED THA MIC. IVE ONLY BEEN DOIN THIS,4 A LIL BIT. ILL GET BETTER WITH TIME. WITH WRITIN THESE RYMES. IM NOT BETTER THAN NO 1 ELSE. BUT IMA 4-SHO GET MINES. I WANT 2 CHANGE PEOPLES LIVES. WHO'Z EVA BEEN DENYED. WHO'Z EVA FEELIN DEPRIVED. WHO'Z LIFES CIRCUMSTANCES. DONE CRUSHED THERE PRIDE. N LEFT U EMPTY INSIDE. WITH NO WERE 2 HIDE. IF U LIVED IN THA WOODS. U WOULDN'T B

She Asked For A Poem
we whet our wonderment in the momentstir realization in ether fantasieswhere skin is satiny smoothtouching you is always electricregret is neither limp nor hardeyes know only what we think we seeour nerves explode at a glancefor the chance to but hold you closewe pause - tiptoe 'cross the heavenssupplanting starlight 'neath our feetrolling past the infinite expansepossibilities abound lay unchartedtil we part before we meet

Look Whos Having A Happy Hour!
Lookie at who has a Happy Hour on Tuesday, July 22nd. It is at 5:00 Fu-Time {8:00 EST}. Make sure you save her lots and lots and lots of rates for that day! Lucie in the Sky@ fubar Lollipop - Lil Wayne

Life Is Your Worst Enemy
I will never understand why life is sooo unfair. I will never understand why some people can make a mistake and live with it and learn to deal with the hurt and regret. But on the other side are those people who can not ever live with the mistakes that they have made. I will always wonder for the rest of my life why someone soooo Full of life could pull the trigger and end it all just because he cheated on his Girlfriend. I have to live the rest of my life without one of my best friends by my side.

My Awesome New Fu-owner And 6 Very Hot Lady's *mwahhhhhh
Meet My New Fu-Owner He's Awesome Go Show Him Lots of Luv Big Daddy@ fubar Big Daddy sharing this Pimp Out with 6 of his Family check out these Ladys HOT HOT HOT Karaoke VIP (Just Me, Myself & I)@ fubar Buckeye Babe Owner of Psychotic Dreams Family Promotor 4 the FuBomber Family@ fubar

Help My Girl Sultry! She Has Auto 11s
Meet Sultry! She's running auto 11s! GO RAPE HER PAGE!!! hehe Show her sum lovin! ♥§û£†ř¥™♥Support Our Troops♥Mistress to Vamp Morticia@ fubar This pimpout was made by her mistress Vamp Morticia :) VAMP MORTICIA~RL GF ofDJ Carnage~Sultry's Mistress~Owner of V M V@ fubar

A Simple Thank You
My God, I pray for nothing for this moment in time. In my thoughts and in my soul, I just want to say a simple thank you. Thank you for letting me be in your heart and thank you for being in mine. Thank you for all the small miracles that you have given me and others on this day and every day. My Lord, My God, I give you a simple thank you from my mind,my heart and my soul.-Ink

Happy Hour!!
My great friend Haley... I AM WHO I AM LIKE IT OR LEAVE!~~AIRBAGS~~@ fubar suprised me with a HH to hopefully finish up my quest to GodMother. My HH is on Tuesday at 5pm fu time. Any love is TOTALLY appreciated. I am 819k away from level. Id love to get as close as I can before my HH. I will pay for all 11s and maybe we can make a deal with some fubucks on bling? you bling me I got bux! lol Thank you to all my friends and fan and family! Go show Haley some lovin too .. she right on my heels of levelin! xoxoo

Memories Of Him
I Hope... Down your pride, you will swallow I hope that soon you will feel hopeless and hollow I hope that you burn at the gates of hell And I hope that the devil will do you well I hope that you choke on your apologies to me And I hope that the darkness will make you forever unable to see I hope that your broken wings never mend And I hope that your recklessness comes to an end I hope that you are stripped of all your bliss And I hope that you are broken by satins sweet kiss I hope that you feel all the pain you've dealt And I hope that you feel the way I felt I hope that you bleed away tonight And I hope that you never again see the light I hope that your sickness gets worse And I hope that you are forever cursed I hope that you loose everything that you would miss And I hope that you drown in the abyss These are some of the things you deserve And now the punishments you will serve

Time Is Precious Revised
Jesus with the father God Almighty,the holy spirit, the wisdom of all the saints and the gentle hand of the blessed virgin Mary, mother of God that we realize our time is precious. That with your guidance that we will be able to heal our wounds in our hearts that are shallow and deep. That we may over come fear and break the chains that bind us down. That self respect is learned without being arrogant. That we maybe strong and still humble. That we may be tough against people who cause harm to our souls, but still be gentle in our hearts. That intellect does not over seed wisdom and faith. That we learn patience not only for ourselves but for others. That we have the ability to let things go and that we do not make the same mistakes twice. That our problems are small in the big picture of life and we do not get blind to the world. That we can be patient and stop to enjoy what we have. That we stay focused with the problems at hand and not get distracted by the little things

Let Creation Praise The Lord
Be praised, my Lord, with all Your creatures, Especially Brother Sun, By whom You bring us the day and who brings us the light; Fair is he and shines with a very great splendor. Be praised, my Lord, for Sister Moon and the stars, which you have set clear and lovely in heaven. Be praised, my Lord, for Brother Wind, and for air and cloud, calms and all weather. Be praised, my Lord, for Sister Water, who is very useful and humble and precious and clean. Be praised my Lord for Brother Fire, through whom You give us light in darkness, and he is bright and pleasant and very mighty and strong. Be praised, my Lord, for our Sister Mother Earth, who sustains us and keep us, and brings forth fruits and flowers of many colors and leaves. Praise and bless my Lord, and thank Him, And serve Him with great humility

Prayer In Praise Of God,
You are holy, Lord, the only God, and Your deeds are wonderful. You are strong. You are great. You are the Most High. You are Almighty. You, Holy Father are King of heaven and earth. You are Three and One, Lord God, all Good. You are Good, all Good, supreme Good, Lord God, living and true. You are love. You are wisdom. You are humility. You are endurance. You are rest. You are peace. You are joy and gladness. You are justice and moderation. You are all our riches, and You suffice for us. You are beauty. You are gentleness. You are our protector. You are our guardian and defender. You are our courage. You are our haven and our hope. You are our faith, our great consolation. You are our eternal life, Great and Wonderful Lord, God Almighty, Merciful Saviour.

He Is All This & More...
i want someone that'll make all my problems go away not add to them. i want to be someones everything their world, i want to be important and feel like im good enough. someone that'll know all of my secrets and not judge me for them when it comes to love i want it all. i want the fights and make ups the fairytale and the tragic romance the lust and the simple things. i want the late night calls and smiles between tears the i love you's the i miss you's the 'i cant breathe without you' the poems and songs; the melodys sung the tears, the heartbreak; the ability to be flawless in another human being's eyes. i want the hugs in cold nights and the kisses in broad daylight. the dances in the rain, and laughs for no reason; i want the memories and photographs the next door crush; the long distance love i want the blind love, the one that will hurt i want the hopeless romantic, and the heartbreaker; i want to give them the world. and expect nothing in return knowing they'd give me the world t

Just So You Know...
About two months ago I fell down my stairs and pretty much mangled my laptop. I can checn messages and such from my phone but cant really do fuck all else SO... to those of you who have rated or added me and seem to be a bit peeved..SORRY!illgettoitlater!

Why! Dear God Why!
Hello my legion of midget monkies. Well the day has come again for me to spit my words of hatred at you like a dislexic elephant with a can of squeeze cheese. how do people get liscences, are they just giving them away now? The idiots i see on the road now should be beaten with a very large salmon until they bleed from the ears. MMMMM...... sweet brain fluids.... sorry about that i sort of got off topic. Anyway, I don't think it's the idiot drivers fault it's the government. The government, with their long pointy hats, and hands made of red liquerish ropes. I hate them. God i hate them all.

Chuckiiboo
Hello Everyone. THIS MAN HERE HAS A TRUE HEART OF GOLD. HE'S ALWAYS THERE AS A GREAT FRIEND TO ALL. HE ALWAYS LIKES NEW FRIENDS & FANS STOP BY TO SAY HELLO & YOU'LL SEE THE LUV HE ADDS BACK TO HIS TRUE FRIENDS ALWAYS. ***Chuckiiboo*** BROUGHT TO YOU BY : §rWhï+êKnïgh+ Blondies r/l hubby ♥ßlondie §lave♥ r/l wife 2 §rWhï+êKnïgh+ ♥

Check Out Dj Doms@the Real Red Dragon Lounge!
COME CHECK OUT DJ DOMS AT THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE..HE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE LADIES COME!!

An Ode - Or Maybe A Toast?
to simple to pure of heart and unrestrained of passion to perfect moments shared in imperfect places to living and to loving and to being free with each other to the moon and to the stars and the rain and nights that you wish would never end but do. to brilliance and inspiration and to laughter and music and kind hugs on tough days to dreams and hopes and all of that good stuff that makes tomorrows bearable to family and to friends and to kinfolk of all sorts to playfulness and seriousness and keeping the faith to mothers and brothers and sisters and cousins and daughters and sons and lovers who will some day join the fold to love pure and simple without boundaries without walls without pain felt alone to finding out that you're not alone even when you are the only human in the room and to being blessed always blessed even when we refuse to see it

This Weekend!!
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Some Like It Raunchy
Last summer on a hot July evening, I had just finished 18 holes of golf. At our club the ladies take turns cleaning up and closing the clubhouse after our ladies' night. That evening it was my turn. I had just finished mopping up the floor, closing the windows and turning the air conditioning off. The room was immediately stiffling, so I thought I'd take a quick shower before returning home to my husband and children. Since I was alone in the clubhouse I was not at all bashful about using the shower room as my private domain. Within 30 seconds, I was stripped and standing just outside the water stall adjusting the temperature. I caught a glimpse of myself in the full length mirror on the opposite wall, and while briefly admiring myself, I touched my moistness. The solemnity of the circumstances for some reason made me horny. Oddly enough, though the room was hot as Hades, my nipples were becoming erect. During this sexual reverie, a rumbling from the social hall star

All These Fubar Tramps
OK what with all private shit U set there and beg YES I SAID BEG for ppl to go to ur BLAND ASS page to f*a*r and shit when we get there all ur pics are private AND there porn shit WE ALL KNOW they are WHAT are u too damn GOOD to let people see what have you took them didnt you why lock them Up unless ur trampen urslef out for all u can get and U decide what pics are good enough for the likes oF the fuland perverts ME personly WHY take them if u just gonna be like NOPE only few slectd few can see. 1 i yet to see a totaly hot babe or GUY that was worth that status quo and 2 why u take NUDES and have ppl be like OOH i wish i can see when most ur pics are of ur fucking tits! COME ON we all know weer thinking this! NSFW but yet it says if uload them u can be dleted as it haened yet/ FOR ALL U porn stars wanna BE> IF it private print that shit and put in ur PRIVAE DRAWER BY ur bed LOL u know what that means dont act like u dont! ANYWAYS IF i see PLEASE RATE FAN ME AND SHI

25 Reasons I Owe My Mother
1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE . 'If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning.' 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. 'You better pray that will come out of the carpet.' 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL . 'If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!' 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. ' Because I said so, that's why.' 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. 'If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me.' 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. 'Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident.' 7. My mother taught me IRONY 'Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about.' 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. 'Shut your mouth and eat your supper.' 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. 'Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!' 10. My mother taught me about

Missing You
thinking of you The soft caress of your hands exploring my skin with long gentle strokes of your fingertips, create within me such exquisite sensations that I crave the exotic taste of your lips. I long for your kiss. The insistent hunger of your mouth against mine with the slow teasing wetness of your tongue, heightens sensations to both my body and mind. Lost in the pleasures coming togethher as one I long for your touch. Sweet anticipation increases my desire, it's warmth spreading through me as we undress. your fingers leave trails of burning fire and my whole body quivers under your caress

You Think You Know But Do You?
It always astonishes me how quickly people will assume they know what you’re all about. Instantaneously. Within one moment of entering a room: a slightly obvious assessment is made based on appearance, walk, hellos, and then the inevitable conclusion is reached. Check all that apply: superficial, dumb, intimidating, unapproachable, self-absorbed. Call it stereotyping, stigmas, first impressions, whatever. I call it bullshit. Complete bullshit. We assess only in terms of extremes. It takes less energy to categorize one another into neat little boxes than deal with contradictions. We are either attractive or smart. Simple or complicated. Virgins or whores. Never both. We see in black and white and can never open our minds one quarter of an inch to imagine a rainbow of ambiguity. Like how the "funny guy", the loud easy-going boisterious one making jokes in slapstick fashion is actually very sad. Like how that “beautiful girl” dressed in an outfit that shouts innuendos across the r

Transvestite Living
In Berlin again. I am staying in a girl’s apartment, which sure as shit beats the grimy kitchen of last summer’s ‘male’ sublet. The kitchen fully equiped, clean, homey or gemütlich, as they say. Awesome washing machine, wedged between sink and stove, half the size of an American dishwasher, superefficient. Pots and pans galore, of all varieties and sizes, knife block, graters, garlic presses, oils, spices, gourmet vinegars, the works. But you gotta wonder. In the hallway the inevitable early Picasso. A young boy, carrying a younger sibling on his naked back. I always imagined that young Pablo was deliberately, cynically making girly art. But why have generations of women fallen for this alternatively blue or pink-tinted shit? A truly transatlantic passion I had to see defended with tooth and nail by all the women I’ve been with or even merely been acquainted with. In one of the bedrooms another poster-size Picasso, the profile contours of the freshly reproduced nuclear family all re

Bipolar Disorder
I was recently diagnosed with this. Here is a brief synopsis. Bipolar disorder is not a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders defined by the presence of one or more episodes of abnormally elevated mood, clinically referred to as mania. Individuals who experience manic episodes also commonly experience depressive episodes or symptoms, or mixed episodes in which features of both mania and depression are present at the same time. These episodes are normally separated by periods of normal mood, but in some patients, depression and mania may rapidly alternate, known as rapid cycling. Extreme manic episodes can sometimes lead to psychotic symptoms such as delusions and hallucinations. The disorder has been subdivided into bipolar I, bipolar II, Bipolar NOS, and cyclothymia based on the type and severity of mood episodes experienced. Also called bipolar affective mood disorder until recently, the current name is of fairly recent origin and refers to the cycling between hig

I Was Also Diagnosed With This.....
Dissociative Disorder Dissociation is a state of acute mental decompensation in which certain thoughts, emotions, sensations, and/or memories are compartmentalized, diagnosed mostly in individuals with a history of trauma.[1][2] Dissociative disorders are commonly precipitated by overwhelming stress.[3] This stress may be provoked by seeing or experiencing an accident, a disaster or a traumatic event, including sexual abuse.[3][4] ..tr> ..table> The French psychiatrist Pierre Janet (1859-1947) initially coined the term "splitting" in his book L'Automatisme psychologique. There, he emphasized its role as a defensive mechanism employed in response to psychological trauma. While he considered dissociation an initially effective defense mechanism that protects the individual psychologically from the impact of overwhelming traumatic events, a habitual tendency to dissociate would likely be a marker of a more pronounced psychopathology. Carl Jung described pathological manifestions

Offensive, Do Not Read!
I admit I am in new territory this week, and I must say I am very disappointed in you people. A couple blogs ago I mentioned that I didn’t remember the passage in the bible that says that being gay is a sin. None of you told me, so I am disappointed in you. Someone told me a couple months ago in a discussion, but I didn’t write it down. I had to find out another way, so you people let me down. “You shall not lie down with a man as with a woman, it is an abomination.” That is the quote from the bible. When I was told it, I first said that I needed to see it in context. I am a pretty decisive guy in action, but when it comes to cerebral pursuits I prefer to get all the info before making a decision. So I read the passage and the ones around it and then I let it sit in my head for a couple days. I don’t live in a black and white world, so this wasn’t a simple black or white issue for me. After letting it settle in my head for a couple days, here is what I have come up with. F

Where There Is A Purpose
When there is a reason, there is a way. Where there is a purpose, there is a path. You are capable of reaching higher and higher levels of achievement. The reason you have not yet reached some of them is because you have not yet had a compelling enough reason to do so. When thinking of what you can do, stop thinking only in terms of what you have done. Think in terms of what you desire, what you can imagine, and what you can dream. Think in terms of your purpose. Connect your awareness to whatever drives you, and it will drive you far indeed. Purpose will find a way around the most stubborn obstacles. Purpose will bring the most meaningful and valuable possibilities into reality. Follow the purpose that is truly you. And effectiveness, enthusiasm, achievement, joy and fulfillment will all flow into your life. -- Ralph Marston

Bleh
Bleh.....I have to be at work in a bit. I didn't get good sleep last night. Kept thinking, coughin' and it was too early to sleep. Maybe I got a couple hours? Bleh.... I think I'm getting a cold..Nooooo!! Had a sore throat all day yesterday and it's still with me this morning. Shtupid bugs....Get out of my throat. Blah blah blah blah blah....Me thinks this is gonna be a loooooong day and work week. I have to doggy and house sit for my 'rents for a while. I think until next Tuesday. Their house always smells funny to me and all those angel collection my mom has are scary. They like.....don't stop looking at you. Mom says she's gonna pay me 100 bucks for it all. Sweet. Money is good. Money is nice. When it's not used for gas and bills. Bleh...it's almost 5am. NOOOOOOOOOO!!! Ya da da da stalling....stalling...cause I don't wanna go. Drinkin' me coffee.....and waiting for my other cup of java to brew. Nummy num. Okay.....Gonna go find some retards to watch on YouTube now...

When Dreams Aren't Enough
We would talk all night long, Thoughts of us being together. We would wish on the clock, For this love to last forever. A love so very strong, But only shared with our voice. A void still left within us, You had to make a choice. You chose to let me go, For something I can't understand. The path you chose was tainted, So far from what i planned. Your voice still fills my mind, With the love we shared before. But I no longer had you as my own, I could only dream of more. You are still somewhat part of me, I see you whenever I dream. But dreams don't last just like your love, Nor does my self-esteem. When dreams aren't enough, I ask myself why. You still come to me for support, Every time you cry.

You
Laying in bed at night, I always think about you, You can always make me happy and smile, And that's one reason I love you. If I could tell you how wonderful you are, I would have to go on forever, There are to many things I would have to say, So I couldn't stop...never. Being loved by you is a privilage, And that's why I cherish you, I don't think I coud ever leave, No matter what you do. I don't think you will ever hurt me, Or break my heart in two, I have been through it and I know you understand, Because you were in love before too. I think God sent you to me. So that we could each have someone there, He knew I would love you and you would love me, No matter how far or near.

Thx Wikdclownz :d
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Laaaate
Well, I still haven't started. And, I woke up this morning, and now my boobs hurt... and my back hurts, and i threw up... Soooo, I'm fairly sure I'm pregnant... I keep reading more and more about how it's fairly common for a pee test to not show positive the first day you miss your period, so I'm going to give it another week, or I may go in for a blood test, but I've been pregnant enough I know how my body is when I'm pregnant. I questioned it at first, because there were no other signs, but now with the throwing up and the boobs hurting thing... I'm almost certain I am... unless I have breast cancer lol... So... yeah... Other than that, I feel like shit, and i look like shit, and I'm going back to bed...

Thank You Thressa
Have you met my Fu-Owner yet??? §þÄZZZZ §håÐðw Lêvêlêr ღ & ღhµßß¥ †ð ÐÖÚßLÈÐ²ღღ proudly owned by 'Owned@ fubar (repost of original by '♪♫♥♥Teresa♥♥♫♪' on '2008-07-17 23:07:19')

If I Aint Talkin To Much
HEY JUST WANTED TO LET YALL KNOW THAT IF I DONT TALK TO MUCH OR NOT ON ALOT THAT MEANS I AM WORKIN AND PROBABLY WORKIN CONCERTS AS WELL... SO I MIGHT BE ON I MIGHT NOT.. BUT I LOVE MY JUGGALO FAMILY JUGGALO MAFIA FOR LIFE YO!! MMFWCL AND WOOP WOOP IF U WANNA JOIN THE MAFIA HIT UP MY MAIN JUGGALO WIKDCLOWN HE IS THE BEST ONE FOR THAT.. BUT PEACE!!! NAUGHTY ANGEL JUGGALETTE FOR LIFE!!

Alone
I sit and ponder all alone, Will I ever find a love of my own? A love I can trust, A love that's a must? A love without the pain, Such a love--Will I gain? Will he hurt me too, Just like the others do? Will he cheat and lie, Or will he hold me high? Will he appreciate what I do, Or will he laugh and say we're through? Will I ever find Mr. Right, Or will all love be a fight? Will he always make me cry, Or will he care and ask why? Will he want me, as I want him, Or will love, he just pretend? I sit and ponder all alone, Will I ever find a love of my own?

Life Goes On
Dante and I broke up this morning, I'm heart broken but life goes on, I'm not going to stop doing what I plan on doing. I will grow from this and be stronger. I just did my online thingie for my GED test and have to call and set up an appointment to take the exam. I'm going forward with my dreams and goals. I wanted Dante to be by my side and come to my graduation from boot camp, but oh well, I guess it just wasn't meant to be. I still love him and care deeply for him and I would go to the ends of the earth for him still. He's a cool guy who has just got a lot on his plate. I'll still be there for him and help him when and where I can. :If you love somebody let them go, If they come back they're yours, if not it was never meant to be." "It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all."

Wanna Own This Angel?
I Am For Sale!!! That’s right you can own me for a Whole Month!!!! Fat Sonny is having a auction and he recruited me in!! The auction starts Friday the 18th @ 11am cst and ends Friday the 25th @ 11am cst.. This is what I am offering 2 sfw salutes 1 30 min sfw phone call 2 30 min sfw web cam viewing Add to family for month owned Add to top friends for month owned Perm Pimpout in Blog Add to YIM Weekly pimpout Daily gifts 400 11s during HH Add own by ____ in name for a month So if you would like to be my fu owner come place a bid on me!!!!! If you don't want to bid please come by and rate my pic!!!! Here is the direct link to the auction pic…

In Another Auction
Check it out I’m up for auction again. Even if you can't place a bid, pretty please rate. {Please no comments unless bidding} Click the pic to take you to the auction: Don't Forget To Show The Host Some Love:

Why Must I Change Who Iam?
so i agreed to be exclusive with kate ....big mistake i guess didnt take long before she started laying the law apparently she liked how i dressed while she was chasing me but figures i should dress different now that im in a relationship my responce was iam who iam you liked me for that before why want me to change now? she doesnt get that i dont dress like this to pls others i do becuse its what i like i dress this way even while alone at home and she knows that shes popped bye unannounced a few times now so i told her it wasnt gonna work go home cuz i wont be dictated to

Want To Own Me? Auction Starting Soon!
Hello how would you like to own me? I'm in Fat Sonnys Auction starting today, not quite sure what time it starts! This is not a comment bombing contest so plz dont bomb but what you could do if you dont wanna bid for me is rate my pic as the one with the most rates wins a Bling pack! Those of you that wish to bid for me I promise I will be worth it! I have lots of luv to give!!! IMPORTANT: Plz do not leave comments on this Picture unless you wish to make a BID for me!

Im Alone And Bored I Need To Be Recued
im lonely bored and i need to be rescued where are all the hot guys at look at me im being told im gorgeous but it doesnt matter i guess cause ive been alone for over a year and im sooo tired of it so to all the hotties im single and available scoop me uo before i get tooo old

I Am
Slowly I move through the willows Silent I reach for the boat I have a sad lovely face I am the Lady of Shallot Sail on When the mirror is cracking and the white mist surrounds me All things must go, A new journey's beginning to a new way of being but All things must go, I will walk in the sunlight and be free from my burden and All things must go, But it's time to set sails in a mystical journey when all things must go The Queen of Light: I appear High on the distant shore And as I breathe my very last second I part the darkness with my hand The spiral passage of Time is moving Silent through the galaxy And I who controls all my destinies In my heart I hold the spirits of kings If I could do it all over again I guess I would do it just the same All life is formed and re-formed again I've never found my Holy Grail, still reaching the Portal of Infinity, open wide to let my spirit in Portal of Infinity, take me back to where all life begins

Wanna Own Me?
I've entered into an auction! Please come by and bid on me! Drop a rate while you're there too! If you can't/don't want to bid, that's fine. But please do rate! So go on by and rate and bid if you can! Please repost this if you can as well! Thanks! Here's what I'm offering: And if you can't read what's on the image Again, here's what I'm offering: Add to number 1 spot in friends for the month Add to family and number 1 spot for the month Crushed for the month "Owned by" in my name for the month Rate 300 pictures 11s Rate all stash Blog pimpout Daily Status pimpout Weekly bulletin pimpout Link on my page for the month Daily gift of my choice Daily comment from me And all rates will be during HH!

Any Questions?
You are parked in a space clearly designated for disabled persons. Please circle the statement which best describes your handicap : 1 - I don't read good. 2 - I suffer from terminal laziness. 3 - I have Attention Deficit Disorder. Huh? 4 - My inner child was bugging me for ice cream. 5 - My shoes are too expensive to walk in. 6 - Wheelchair symbol? I thought it was a rocking chair! 7 - My religion forbids acts of common courtesy. 8 - I ignore OTHER laws, why not this one? 9 -I AM disabled... by a painfully swollen ego.

Got Grillz?
I want to add to my Grillz Photo album. I started it a while back and tried to get friends to help me add to it. So far everyone has been a stick in the mud!!! The only good sport is Persia and her Fam. Let's try again. Will any of you help me out and send me Grill pics, please?

Just Some Funny Sayings,,bored Today
I wondered why the baseball was getting bigger. Then it hit me. Police were called to a daycare where a three-year-old was resisting a rest. Did you hear about the guy whose whole left side was cut off? He's all right now. The roundest knight at King Arthur's round table was Sir Cumference. The butcher backed up into the meat grinder and got a little behind in his work. To write with a broken pencil is pointless. When fish are in schools they sometimes take debate The short fortune teller who escaped from prison was a small medium at large. A thief who stole a calendar got twelve months . A thief fell and broke his leg in wet cement. He became a hardened criminal. Thieves who steal corn from a garden could be charged with stalking. We'll never run out of math teachers because they always multiply. When the smog lifts in Los Angeles , U.C.L.A. The dead batteries were given out free of charge. A dentist and a manicurist fought tooth and nail.

I Really Really Hate People
i just called my father's doctor to get the results for his catscan and the rancid bitch that answered the phone decided i was the lucky caller she was going to give attitude to. why do people feel the need to f*ck with me today? I really REALLY hate people today.

Body Breathing...
Sit still in a chair listening to soft music, or outside listening to the wind in the treetops. As you listen, gently let your attention flow out of your ears as you easily exhale. Repeat for a minute, then do the same thing through your eyes, letting your attention go outward on the breath, slowly and gently. Repeat this through the nostrils, the mouth, then sit quietly just listening to the music with your whole body. Now allow your attention to sink into your chest. Feel where your heart center is (at the point where the breastbone and ribs join) and breathe out through it, letting your attention go with the breath. Continue gently for another minute, then sit quietly, aware of your body. This exercise consciously links respiration and the nervous system, helping to promote their smooth integration. Feeling your awareness as it flows out on your breath gives you a powerful sense of being at harmony with nature.

My New Fu-owner
Attention Fubar--I'd like y'all to meet my new Fu-owner, ~ms2dmngood2u~. she's sweet and she's sexy--so be sure to go show her some major luv! ~ms2dmngood2u ~~ Assistant Manager of FORCE~3~BOMBERS~Fu~Owned by Jimmie Mac &@ fubar

Sometimes These Days
Have you ever had one of those days that started out ok.. and gradually turned into a day where you want to just curl up in bed and cry? Do you wish sometimes that you could fall asleep and stay asleep till all the bad that is around you or the drama in your life just goes away? Ever wish that one person you care about would be right there next to you holding you tight? UGH I hate having these days, where it seems no one cares, and or the one person you love with your everything tends to be to busy to notice. I hate having a fight with my kids dad because he has decided he has had enough of being a full time dad and needs a break. Or I hate wishing I had someone to lean on in these times when I KNOW I am on my own. Sometimes I want to run away. Just pack some clothes for my kids and I and run far away and start all over again where no one knows me and all the drama is left behind. But at those times I remember that I have to be a good mommy and make sure the kids are happy. I

Military Bikini Contest
Bikini Contest!! Welcome to the 2008 summer bash Military bikini contest. There will be an unlimited amount of contestants of women in military bikini's. The pic must contain the following: ***Specific branch such as Marines-Army-Air force-Navy-National Guard Coast Guard ***Taken by a digital camera and must be current from 7/6/08-7/14/08 ***A Salute made to the armed forces with your message to them ***NO DRAMA ***U must email me on fubar with a current picture saved in your default folder that i can rip for contest and your name so i can add it to the picture *CLICK ANY PICTURE TO GO TO MY (THE VIPER) PROFILE* PRIZES: Grand Prize: 7 day Blast to win you must have reached 50k comments by midnight of 8/30/08 2nd Place: A 1 Month Vip membership (1 m

My First Auction
Hey Friends. I wanted to let you all know that I am logging off after this to go to pool party from NOW till 7pm cst. I'll be back on b4 the Fu-Bombers auction. Sorry to any of my Friends that can't come due to the fact that they are not Fu-Bombers. Those that are. Please be gentle with me. I am a virgin to the auction block. Those who know me know why they call me DUH. Those that don't hit me up. Lord knows I'm trying to hit ALL up right now. Everyone have a Great Weekend. I will. XXOO Oh and the Fu-Bombers ROCK! :-)

I Wanna Lick Her Like A Lollypop
Lookie at who has a Happy Hour on Tuesday, July 22nd. It is at 5:00 Fu-Time {8:00 EST}. Make sure you save her lots and lots and lots of rates for that day! Lucie in the Sky@ fubar Lollipop - Lil Wayne

The Contest Is Open!
SHOW ME YOUR MAD BOMBING SKILLS!!!! I AM IN A CONTEST, JUST CLICK ON THE PIC AND LEAVE A COMMENT. COMMENT & RATE AS MANY TIMES AS YOU WANT. THE CONTEST WILL START THIS AFTERNOON. THANK YOU! wingnut398963@ fubar

Rates For Fu Bucks
gonna make this simple for ya click on any of the folders below during HH and rate all 100 photos with 10's then PM me after you get done and i will send ya 5k fubux if ya rate 11's I will pay ya 200 apiece if ya rate all 7 folders during HH i will pay ya 40k fubux sidewalk art funny cartoons more funny cartoons optical illusions trick my truck photos t buckets wolves

The Call Me Faeture...
This is a great new feature fubar is now providing for its users. It allows you to leave voice messages for other fubar members without giving out your real phone number. Every member of fubar is set up to receive voice messages from other fubar members using Jangl. If you want to call someone and leave a voice message, Jangl makes that simple as well, using your Jangl account. To call someone and leave a voice message, click on “Call Me”. This link is located on every member profile, immediately below the member name. Next, verify the phone number from which you will be calling. You must use the phone number of the phone you will be calling from. (Jangl gives you the option to store phone numbers in your Jangl account.) Jangl will have you set up a pin number to use to log into your Jangl account. Make sure you read the Jangl terms of service and check the box that you agree to them. Complete these quick and easy steps and you are ready to make a call to anyone that has a fu-mai

The Journey
Losing your way on a journey is unfortunate. But, losing your reason for the journey... is a fate more cruel. And once you lose yourself, you have two choices: find the person you used to be...or lose that person completely. Because, sometimes, you have to step outside of the person you've been. And remember the person you were meant to be. The person you wanted to be. The person you are. -REL

Relationship Ramblings....
I am in a weird mood. Thinking a lot about relationships and the choices we make when we are in them...especially the ones we shouldn't be in. The bottom line is that if a person is not treating you right, if you know in your spirit that they are not meant for you, even if you love them, you have to leave. It's not easy, but its necessary. I think a lot of times the reason we stay in negative relationships is because its easier. It's easier for our soul and our sub conscious to believe we are not alone, that we have someone, even though it is not the person we are meant to be with.It's easier than being alone. We are social creatures and no one wants to be alone, so a lot of times we will stay in relationships that are not working so we won't feel alone. We want to feel like, in this world where things are crazy, we have someone there, someone who has our back, that we are not alone. The reality is though, we are alone. You have to love yourself, you have to be there f

New Now Profiles Reset Every 7 Days, Ugggg
This was in a Blog made By Baby Jesus, I think the new feature sucks cause it takes away from picture ratings !! Basically, it works the same way as the photo rating system. you can now rate someone every 7 days, and every 7 days (or anytime after that) you'll both receive full credit for the rating (including rating count). just as before, you can *always* re-rate anyone at anytime, but if it hasn't been 7 days you won't get any points/credit for it. previously, a member could only rate another member once... and that was it. i think this new way is more fun and gives everyone a reason to show their friends more love, more often. YOU DONT GET POINTS IF YOU RERATE THE SAME PERSON WITHIN 7 DAYS.

Random, Unprotected, Indiscriminant Sex
So anyone whose read my profile knows I'm celibate..and anyone whose read my blogs knows i was a whore of Babylonian proportions. Its taken me some time to figure out why. My handy dandy textbook would say being sexually abused plays a part, and it was an effort to recreate the trauma but to exert some manner of control this time. Maybe..but really, for me..it was really a matter of self hate and not valuing myself. My body, wasn't precious, or special, and i wasn't precious or special. There was something about me, deep in me that i didn't accept and pretty much hated. I didn't feel worthy of protecting myself, or respecting myself. If I had, I would have acted in another way. i was lucky..super lucky. No STDs, no pregnancies, but while i escaped paying the price physically, mentally and emotionally, in a lot of ways, i paid and am still paying. Which is why I rarely call someone a whore or a slut...the whole glass house thing aside, sometimes all that sex and "loose"

Would Like To Finish Up This Weekend . Thank You...
Hi ya , I have this bling give away that I got in before I went off line . I would like to finish it up this weekend . I need like 1,200 more comments . The only way that you can help is if you are a friend of the host , Rain. If you are and can help I would appreciate it . Thanks and have a great and safe weekend , Tom

Trixter And Poison
I went to Rockfest with Tony and Rod last night and it was freaking awesome! Most of you probably have no clue who I am talking about, but those of you who were really into the 80's hair bands will know. First I saw Trixter ("One In A Million" "Give It To Me Good"). They were great, not to mention hotties, even without the long hair. After the show, I was able to meet them. All four of them signed my bandana, and let me get a pic with each of them. That made my night. I wasn't expecting to get to meet any of the bands. Then Poison came on and let me say that their concert was the best concert I have ever been to. And they look damn good for their age, they are aging a hell of a lot better then Def Leppard and their music still rocks. They haven't sold out. I can die a happy woman now. I have saw my three favorite bands in concert. I took LOTS of pics and as soon as I am able I will share them. Unfortunately I wasn't able to stay and see Boston. But thats ok. I don't think they

Survey From Jamie
1 Who was your FIRST prom date? I believe that was Jeff Hemming. Wow that was forever ago. It was at my rival high school too. 2 Do you still talk to your FIRST love? Tying to think of the last time we talked. Guess that would be a no. 3 What was your FIRST alcoholic drink? Nope, haven’t had a first yet. 4 What was your FIRST job? Working a night sift at a financial office and teaching piano (both started about the same time.) 5 What was your FIRST car? lol oh it was a gem for sure. A dodge aries. “Map light, standard!” Guess you had to be there. 6 Who was the FIRST person to text you today? Shawna 7 Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning? Xavier. 8 Who was your FIRST grade teacher? Mrs. J. I guess at that age Jacobson was to hard to say. 9 Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane? I forget if New York or Utah was first. But it was one of those, oh wait no it was New York. Actually we flew into NJ. 10 Who was your FIRS

Moon
I am looking at the sky. Fractured by the feathered clouds Floating by like opal orange ice caps through a purple ocean, Tattered edges reveal slivers of a glowing disc, Lighting up the cosmos many miles away. Like ancient longboats they slowly move in order, Same calm pace, same distance in between; Slowly, the last night cloud passes by, Exposing a full moon that was hiding behind them.

My Kingdom
I look in those empty, vacant eyes Where is that person I could've been? My mind is plagued, my existence- all lies In my land of "what ifs" I am the queen. Over regrets I reign supreme, With my iron hand I punish and spare The meaning of soulless I take to extreme, I hurt myself just to see if I'd care My army of guilt is mighty and strong My inner fortress you can't penetrate When someone tries to do me wrong I smite them down while still at the gate I'll fly my flag as I conquer your lands. I'll pillage your soul and rape your mind; I take no prisoners, make no amends Look only ahead,leave nothing behind.

Point Whore
I'm sittin in my basement, I've never had a life I have 11 babies With my fatass welfare wife I troll for nudie pics; My cock is all the rage With unsuspected chicks That stumble on my page The only thing I do Is eat and masturbate So please check out my page And Add, Fan, Rate

Rain
Rain- and yet again I hear your last words And still I feel The pain getting worse All those rainy days Remind me of you The way you went... Thoughts- all those thoughts That never became words All those dreams That never came true I forgot to tell How much I loved Things that were you I hope forever to fall asleep So I can see you again in my dreams Loneliness never has cut so deep My world fell apart at the seams They say that time will heal the wounds But it will never erase the scars; I know you're there when I look at the sky Looking at me through the stars. Drops I will let them fall on my face Streaming down like tears from above I know that you are in heaven's embrace , Sending me all of your love Give me a sign, let the sun come out Through menacing clouds let it shine its light; Since I always carry you in my heart I know that I'll be alright.

Windows
I have a house- my windows are barred, nailed shut Occasional light seeps through, and makes you wonder What hides inside, but I won't open up Don't try and pry, the iron nails are strong To hold the curious afar But wonderment is even stronger You lean in to try and bend that bar You put your ear and listen to the sounds And left to ponder what those moving shadows are And where the light you see is coming from And whats hidden behind it all But after all those tries, you looked around And found a lock: it was unlocked all along You opened windows wide and found the place completely dark and vacant My eyes, the windows to my soul

Tiny Dick
Tiny Dick Well the south side of your body Is the baddest part of town And if you go down there You better just beware Of a thing named Tiny Dick Now Tiny more than trouble You see he stand bout six or four All the downtown ladies call him ROFL All the mens just call him LOL And its bad, bad Tiny Dick He can't get up to be a trick Smaller than a pickle And meaner than a junkyard dog

Succubus
The sin inside your head, eventual demise; I come to you at night and crawl inside your mind; I'm here to corrupt; to put your soul in compromise, Just let me put your whole existence in a bind. Succumb yourself to the immortal creatures There is no need to try and fight; The darkness will erase my features, You'll never see what came to you at night; The carnal feast will leave your body limpid, The moments of your weakness run like bloodline through my veins I'll drain your body of the lifesaving liquid And take you to a place where darkness reigns My passion is like phoenix rising, I'll seize the night, and lead the way; But now I see the bloody gleam on the horizon Alas! I'm due to slowly fade away...

Untitled
I loved the taste of your lips after the wine They were hot against me with desire; I loved your eyes when you looked up at mine They were lit with this passionate fire. I loved your arms around me strong and tight You held onto me with this forceful embrace; I loved the feel of your skin, lips, and bite As you kissed me and held me, made me feel safe. For me is your hotblooded but calming kiss Of the most perfect man's love; For me is the most incredible bliss, From your heart; my gift from above. Since you give me your love so freely and true We'll smile as the world tries to stop us, We have everything we dreamed of, the car you want too :P Even my shattered heart healed, the pain's turned to lust. So kiss me baby with your soft wet lips, Still fragrant with that ruby wine, Lean closer to me, grip your hands on my hips Let me know your body and soul are mine. Grasp me closer, even if it's until May!

My July 18th Owner For 30 Days
come by and show this sexy,beautiful sweet girl some love she is my owner for the next 30 days as of the 18th thanks hun and thanks for owning me hope enjoy. please be gentle and kind and show her some love she will return it! ~ms2dmngood2u ~~ Assistant Manager of FORCE~3~BOMBERS~Fu~Owned by Jimmie Mac &@ fubar

Wanna Own Me Hers What I Offer
IF YOU BUY ME A VIP FOR 30 DAYS! 1. 2 SFW salutes. 2. 75 11's per day 3.Pimpout in my blog for lifetime. 4.Pimpout on my profile for 6 months. 5.daily 3 drinks 6.daily gift 7.all stash rated within 30 days 8.Tag made of your choice to go with your name. 9.40k fubucks 10.yahoo/aol messanger name...I dont cam sorry IF YOU BUY ME 30 DAY BLAST!!! you get # 1,3,4,6,7,10 as stated above 1. 25 11's per day 2.Daily 5 drinks 3.2 tags made to match your name. 4.60 fubucks. EXTRAS ask me about! If you wanna bling me please message me and I will discuss prizes for those :)

The Date Means...
So, I have plans. I have made tons of new friends in the last two and a half months, and they all confirm (inadvertently in most cases) that I have always had goals and need to stick to them. The biggest thing is to stay single and ACT single until April 16, 2009. That's one year from the day my marriage ended. If I wanted to give myself some leeway, I could back it up to March 21-22. That's when he decided it was over...I just didn't know it yet. If I wanted to be hateful and give myself an out I could make the date one year from whenever my divorce is final. The point is, I need to be rock solid in who I am and who I want to become BEFORE I let someone else have an emotional hold on me. And what have my new friends reminded me of? That I will get my degree. That there is an awesome school I have known about since I was a kid in Washington State of all places that is the pinnacle for me. If I don't get in, there is always plan B, but the fact that there are now multiple p

Pink License 4 Sell Come & Get You One
Pink Fu-License! We have gone Tickle Pink! and we are havin a par-ty! Come & Join Us! Would you like to have your very own Pink Fu-License well, here's your chance Check it out below, there going real cheap it will cost 3k for one and all fu-bucks

Confused... Yes Thats Me...
Why do guys have to be so complicated? I can never figure them out.. One moment they are happy to be with you, and the next they dont talk to you? Maybe I should just give up, cuz everytime I try it just makes things worse... Seems like everything is all happening at once... I just want a guy who likes me for me, not my looks, or my accent, but for who I am... A hard working person, with dreams and hopes... Who want to be successful in life... Because life is so much more than just looking at a person and saying that he/she is hot... Right now im just confused... Everyone wants me, but no one seems to stick around to be actually with me... Any suggestions?

Byee!
My last post for the week. I just wanted to let everyone know Autumn's botox went great and that we've got her medication fixed. The world is goooooood. 12 hours now. Wootage. Anyways, I hope you all have a good week and I'll update when I get a chance.

Broken Wings
Consume my life. Consume my soul. Consume my so-called pride. With broken wings I take the fall, and now inside I die. You consumed my life. You consumed my soul. Consumed my so-called pride. With broken wings you made me fall, and now I'm dead inside. You took my time. You took my heart. You took my so-called pride. With broken wings you pushed my fall, and now my heart has died.

The Tape
You knock on my door, waiting anxiously for me to open it. After a few seconds, the door opens and you have your first view of me. Your jaw drops slightly as you see me in tight blue jeans and a skimpy halter top, my hair hanging down around my shoulders. I smile shyly, come in master Darius.... At once, you notice the romantic atmosphere: the scent of honey dew melon, the dim light coming from the candles placed around the house. You step inside as my hand closes around yours, leading you to the living room. We sit down on my couch, a small space between us. Looking into your handsome face, I lean closer, my scent surrounding you, making you close your eyes to savor it. Seeing your nostrils flare, you open your eyes to see a secretive smile on my face. "What is that perfume you're wearing," Trouble,.. you ask. Leaning closer, I whisper in your ear, "It's my cum." I feel the shock go through your body before you lift my chin, bending down to lick and taste my neck. Shivering

Own Me!!!
WELL I AM IN MY FIRST EVER ACTION..DO YA WANT TO OWN ME????? WELL MAKE A BID IT RUNS TILL AUG.18TH LETS SEE WHO CAN GET ME!!! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=578743&albumid=1079614&i=3822057398#89185609

Rip Jiminy Cricket
It appalls me how little morals are regarded these days. It seems that most people that do have any are ridiculed, stripped and raped of these morals; leaving them as a self-absorbed, empty shelled, worthless soul. Ah, it just frustrates me when people use you, leaving you emotionally drained because they just take and take, never giving a second thought or even caring about your feelings, needs or wants. Then they come back for more! Have they no conscience or understanding for the human condition? and.. Upon writing this rant I just learned my daughters father got married and his wife is 6 months pregnant. Part of me wants to scream (no, not because I still love him because I don't) the other part wants to laugh. He has a little girl over here that will never know her father because he doesn't want to accept her. He was to foolish and immature to give a damn. It takes a big man to step up and take care of his responsibilities; I guess he is finally growing up.

Fu'bucks!!!! Fu'bucks!!!!! Give-a-way
FU-BUCKS GIVE AWAY CONTEST ************************** CHECK THIS OUT: I'M HOSTING A "MONEY GRABBER" FU-BUCKS GIVE AWAY CONTEST: CONTEST WILL LAST 3 DAYS ONLY,IT WILL START AT 10:00AM PST 7/20/08 AND IT WILL END AT 10:00PM PST 7/23/08 THE PIC WITH THE MOST COMMENTS AND RATES WILL WIN FIRST WINNER WILL RECEIVE 500,000 FU-BUCKS SECOND WINNER WILL RECEIVE 250,000 FU-BUCKS THIRD WINNER WILL RECEIVE 75,000 FU-BUCKS THE RULES WILL BE 1~ NO NSFW PICTURES ARE ALLOWED TO ENTER THE CONTEST OR TO BE POSTED AS A COMMENT. 2~ COMMENT BOMBING AND SELF COMMENTING ARE ALLOWED. 3~ NO DRAMA OF ANY KIND,ANY DRAMA STARTER WILL BE ELIMINATED FROM THE CONTEST. TO JOIN HIT ME UP: ♥~MZ.DREAMS~♥CLUB F.A.R *TEAM CAPTIAN**I.B.I.C**@ fubar

Pain And Depresion
YES dear friends i am at it again!!!! i stumbled on to his video and its only labeled PAIN AND DEPRESSION... and most ofthe images are ones that some ppl have plastered up all over fu here... well u know me i go 4 the music, haveing both images, words and rythem to bring it all together.. i hope this little tidbit helps others understand what not only a teenager may see and feel but an adult as well... its all real...the pain and the depression

Spindle Bullie
Come See DJ Spindle ON AIR in The Playground NSFW Dj Spindle DJ On Air in THE PLAYGROUND NSFW Lounge Please stop by and listen, request a song, harass him, subscribe and have fun. The Playground NSFW Lounge

Turning The On And Off Buttons!
I just think its time to let go since basically,you have been playing with my feelings and my emotions. What happened if I may ask? One min we were crushes and talking about fu marriage and then I see a Love Story on another woman's page? I am stronger then this bull crap that's for sure. I am sick of the other chick always coming to my page and being super damn nosy with my blogs,pictures,stashes, but does nothing. I am way better then she is and I feel I will complete this to an end of this blog right now. There is an on and off button to the computer life world and I am doing it now.

Sticky Icky
i was working this morning and needed to seal a box, and the guy on the other side of the counter had nicked my tape. disclaimer : i had no coffee this morning. i went over to him and said, "i need about 8 inches", immediately thought about what i SAID, and fell over the counter laughing. hmmmm, must have been thinking about rich... :x

What Is Love
what is love? Current mood: confused how do you know if someone really loves you or if they are useing you or are playing games its really hard to know what hurts the most is that you love some one so much but you don't really know if they feel the same about you its easy to tell some one you love them but meaning it is different i don't know

Thanks Everyone!!
♥A big THANK YOU goes out to everyone who helped make this very special lady Godmother. Not only is she one of the sweetest on the FU, but she is a great friend to have and one all should know. She is always helping someone else so its a very special thing to see her reach her goal of Godmother. Thank you for EVERYONE who rated, blinged and showed her lots and lots of love! She is ovewhelmed with appreciation and would like to thank everyone from the bottom of her heart♥ Mrs.S.@ fubar Bulletin coded and brought to you by.... The Baddest MILF®~ Wifey to Fornicates™@ fubar With LOTS of leveling luv from... ~*~Çðñ£ïÐêñ¢ê ï§ whå† måkê§ mê §êx¥~*~@ fubar

Come And See Jason
EXCUSE ME EVERYONE..I HAVE AN ANNOUNCEMENT TO MAKE...I HAVE A NEW OWNER! JASON IS A GREAT PERSON AND YOU'VE GOT TO SHOW HIM SOME LOVIN. SO HIT THE PICTURE AND SHOW HIM ALL THE LOVE YOU'VE GOT! THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY ME!DȉЯrΤΥ ԍirᴸ®™**PrOmOtEr 4 Fu-LuV BoMb SqUaD**HeAd PrOmOtEr @ ViPeRs@ fubar

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Hey ya'll... It's me... I figured I'd post a blog since I don't have anybody to talk to... Haven't had the greatest night... Day started off ok... Just a normal day... Didn't get outta be till prolly 2. Took a shower, got ready and went into town for awhile... Visted an old friend talked for awhile then came home... Went back into town and got supper and finally came home for the night about 6. Of course I got on here and of course nobody was on so I messed around on here and facebook for awhile... Started listening to music and started thinkin... And then of course it started... It's always bad when I actually have time to sit down and think because then it usually hits and I can't stop it! The lonliness... And of course that's what happened tonight... So I've been mopeing around the house and finally when I came to bed it really hit me! I'm just so tired of being alone! I hate it! I have nobody to hold, nobody to hold me, nobody to call mine, nobody to spend time with! I'm tir

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So... I don't fuckin understand why guys have to be the way they are! They seem to be all the fucking same! They treat you like you're everything and everything else and then the next they treat you like you don't even fucking exist! I am so sick and fucking tired of it! I'm half tempted to just say fuck it and move away! Get the fuck outta here! Why not?! I ain't got nothing stoping me! Maybe then I could find somebody that fucking appreciates me and wants me for me! Cause lord knows I can't find anybody like that around this fuckin place! So Ya know... If you can answer this simple question... ~~~ What The Fuck Is So Wrong With Me?! ~~~ Let me know!

Godmother Train
I have started a train for us godmothers and godfathers we all work soo hard and making godfather seems soo far away when your freshmeat so let's go by and shyow these men and women love they need for being the godmothers and godfathers of fubar :)If you are a godfather or godmother send me a message and u can happily join the train f/a/r them and let them know u joined if they are already a friend Love Tequila godmother #515 Tequila Gurl owner of the Lollipop gurlz club & Brunnette diva's club@ fubar ~ KiKiSparkles ~ Heterosexual ~ Please Read My No Jerk Rules@ fubar *Redneck Angel*:Club Far,Outlaw$&Pu$$ycat$, DSC,SBG,Lollipop, Redneck Fam & Club United@ fubar ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ *DSC*@ fubar ~Ðü§† M€ Þîñk~ Owned By *Redneck Angel* ~Club F.A.R ~ The Lollipop Gurlz ~Redneck Family~SBG@ fubar ~*~Christine aka ¢¾SweetAngel¢¾~*~{Dirty South Crew} Riding the Sin Wagon~*~Stiletto Girl~*~Life Savers@ fubar Tainted*Kiss

Someone Must Think I'm Interesting :d
Well, Well, Well, I finally have my own personal stalker. Isn't that nice!! LOL So I guess 'silent rage' has a thing for trying to get ex's upset. You see the jokes on them, cuz I know that there is not a chance to be anything more than just friends with the person that they are harassing me about. She surely has the wrong information when it comes to me, when I logged on this morning I had this in my messege box: Someone has sent you an anonymous fubar gift! "this should say sucker.........ur so called b/f is gettin married next week....." I have a feeling I know who they are talking about, but I can't be for sure, cuz at the moment, I am completely and utterly SINGLE, and have been for over a month now. I can't even inform them of the error because they have blocked me from day one. Now is that really fair? I mean, if you truly would like to harass someone, wouldn't you be interested in what the other has to say on the subject? All well, this will be where they can

Types Of Sex
SOCIAL SECURITY SEX Two men were talking. 'So, how's your sex life?' 'Oh, nothing special. I'm having Social Security sex.' 'Social Security sex?' 'Yeah, you know: I get a little each month, but not enough to live on!' LOUD SEX A wife went in to see a therapist and said, 'I've got a big problem, doctor. Every time we're in bed and my husband climaxes, he lets out this ear splitting yell.' 'My dear,' the shrink said, 'that's completely natural. I don't see what the problem is.' 'The problem is,' she complained, 'It wakes me up!' QUIET SEX Tired of a listless sex life, the man came right out and asked his wife during a recent lovemaking session, 'How come you never tell me when you have an orgasm?' She glanced at him casually and replied, 'You're never home!' CONFOUNDED SEX A man was in a terrible accident, and his 'manhood' was mangled and torn from his body. His doctor assured him that modern medicine could give him back his manhood, but that his insurance wouldn't cover the

Husband Wanted Ad
HUSBAND WANTED A lonely widow, age 70, decided that it was time to get married again. She put an ad in the local paper that read: HUSBAND WANTED: MUST BE IN MY AGE GROUP (70's), MUST NOT BEAT ME, MUST NOT RUN AROUND ON ME & MUST STILL BE GOOD IN BED!!!!! ALL APPLICANTS PLEASE APPLY IN PERSON. On the second day, she heard the doorbell. Much to her dismay, she opened the door to see a grey-haired gentleman sitting in a wheelchair. He had no arms or legs. The old woman said, 'You're not really asking me to consider you, are you? Just look at you...you have no legs! The old man smiled, 'Therefore, I cannot run around on you!' She snorted. 'You don't have any arms either!' Again, the old man smiled, 'Therefore, I can never beat you!' She raised an eyebrow and asked intently, 'Are you still good in bed???' The old man leaned back, beamed a big smile and said, 'I Rang the doorbell didn't I?'

Balancing Life And Work In The Nursing Profession
Balancing Life and Work in the Nursing Profession Tired after working a forty-hour week? Working full time plus the added stress of family and other commitments leaves most of us with little time to take care of ourselves, professionals say. Keeping yourself in peak shape is the best thing you can do to keep yourself happy at work and at home. Here are 7 simple things YOU can do to keep yourself feeling great all week long 1. Eat right The most important thing you can do for yourself is to keep your body in top condition by eating right and drinking plenty of fluids. Make sure you’re stocked with fresh fruits and vegetables and try to make as many meals as possible for you and your family. Avoid foods high in fat. Pack yourself a sandwich or some healthy snacks for your workday instead of grabbing something on the go. If you don’t have time for breakfast, grab a cereal bar. But don’t skip breakfast all together. It’s gets your metabolism started and gives you energy so

What Do You Do
What do you do When you realize the one you love Doesn't love you back And your whole world turns to black You just keep walking Keep breathing Keep talking Keep going You can't escape it You can't drown it You can't ignore it You've just got to accept it And keep walking on the ground Go here and there Do this and that Try your best, smile, don't ever turn around If you look back You become a pillar of salt You warn yourself It will be your own fault If your love wasn't good then It won't be now It never will be Accept that somehow

I Try To Understand....
I try to understand.... I try to understand what makes us feel the way we do- I know that you love me and I know that I love you. Things we have and do share, Are nothing in compare. I have never hidden my love, friendship, or since of belonging when it comes to you- I know that we both are brutally honest with each other and only speak the truth. Lost in my world of wanting, needing, and loving only, Giving all I can to be there even in times of unknown reasons and at times feeling lonely. I have seen you in a darken room, and rays you give light to the gloom. I witnessed you in the light of day, sometimes to hear you speak silently... "Just go away!" Keeping it locked inside like a hidden treasure- That is something that is beyond measure. Going with the flow to keep the peace and tears away, I can handle it when you tell me... "I'm sorry, I have dragons to slay!" Fight the evil spirits within, Don't let them win! No matter what happens

She Made It!
well as of midnite last nite... My baby girl made it to canada.. she seems to be adjusting well so far. My friend that she is staying with had 4 dogs, plus layla's sister. Soo she has alot of adjusting to do, but so far all seems to be going well :)

Jack's Auto In Sunrise .....
Today took my car in for an oil change or I should say tried to. I brought it into Jack's auto on n pine blvd in sunrise.....was told a simple oil change would be 3 1/2 hours....dammit man so i cancelled what else I had to do left my car there and walked home.......waas told it would be ready at 2pm so at 2 I walked back up got there at 2:10 and they didnt even touch my car yet!!!!!!! herte my whole saturday was wasted I was stranded without a car and the guy was so rude too . you ever need car work I would never even recommend Jack's auto to even someone I do not like.

Lost
Here you were, You blinded me, I wanted to be with you, But was afraid to admit it. You made the first move, You were like no one else. But somewhere along the way I lost you... I want you back I need you... But like always its too late.. What I lose is nothing that I can gain... And im standing in the rain.. I want to everything to be the way it was. But now its too late, Cuz you are gone Everything seems so wrong... Because I want us to be together You and I were meant to be forever... But everything I've done is at cost And right now im so lost..

Teens And Dating Violence
The National Domestic Violence HotlineSkip to Main ContentEn Españolsafety alert Escape: Leave this site immediatly Break the Silence, Make the Call 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) 1-800-787-3224 (TTY) Get Help Get Educated Support NDVH Press Room HomeMillion Voices Campaign * Contact the Hotline * Am I Being Abused? * Safety Planning * Info for Teens * Info for Friends & Family * Info for Immigrants * Am I Abusing? * Deaf Outreach * Get Help in My Area Safety Alert Computer use can be monitored and is impossible to completely clear. If you are afraid your internet and/or computer usage might be monitored, please use a safer computer, call your local hotline, and/or call the National Domestic Violence Hotline. Teens and Dating Violence Dating violence is a pattern of controlling behaviors that one partner uses to get power over the other, and it includes: * Any kind of physical violence or threat of physical violence to get contro

Pink Spotlight Auction Come & Join!
This is my first auction and I'm having it to help out Pink's Spotlight!:) Whoever makes this a sticky (in my name) will get 100k fu-bucks from me and a salute also Pink is offering a Bottle of Cristal and a salute as well so come on sticky this bully for us! Hugs and Love SunySkyz and Pink0828 I'm having a spotlight auction to donating bucks to Pinks Spotlight Fund. She is almost there! YAY! It's been going so high lately I know she need just another million or so more to be able to nail it. So I am going to have a auction anyone is welcome to join!

My First Original Song For My New Band
this is the first draft of my first song for my new band. I told the lead-singer that i would produce an original song by the end of the wkend. I ended my letter with I so pumped up-and remarked that i would right a song about being pumped up. I did this first draft in about 20 minutes I FEEL IT IN MY BLOOD YOU TURN MY VEINS TO ICE IS IT ME U LOVE I NEED TO KNOW AT WHAT PRICE IT MAKES ME FEEL SO SO PUMPED UP IT SEEMS SO REAL THOUGH AND IM SO PUMPED UP ARE U AN ILLUSION, JUST ANOTHER SHOW MY HEART CANT TAKE IT, IT'S GONNA BLOW I DON'T NEED THE HURT AND THAT U NEED TO KNOW IM SO PUMPED UP IM SOOOO PUMPED UP AM I STILL IN CONRTOL THERE IS A LOT I DON'T KNOW IM SO PUMPED UP. IM SOOO PUMPED UP YEA-AYYY YEAH WHERE DO YOU COME FROM DO I EVEN WANNA KNOW YOU KNOW I WANT SOME I CANT HIDE IT MUST SHOW YOU ARE SO SELF CENETERED HOW DO YOU LIVE WITH WHO YOU ARE WHEN YOU'RE FULL OF YOURSELF THERES NO ROOM TO LET OTHERS INTO YOUR HEEEAAART BUT YOU STILL HAVE ME UNDER

Shes Watching Over Us
Daddy please don't look so sad,momma please don't cry.cause i'm in the arms of Jesus and he sings me lullabies.please,try not to question GOD,don't think hes unkind don`t think he sent me to you,and then he changed his mind.You see i'm a special child,and i'm needed up above.i`m the special gift you gave him,the product of your love.I'll always be there with you,and watch the skys at night find the brightest star thats gleaming, thats my halos brilliant light.You`ll see me in the summer showers, I`ll be danceing in the rain. When you feel a little breeze,from a gentle wind that blows that`s me I`ll be there , planting a kiss on your nose. When you see a child playing ,and your heart feels a little tug ,thats me I`ll be there giving your heart a hug.So daddy, please dont be sad ,Mama don`t you cry. I`m in the arms of Jesus and He sings me lullabies.deeply deeply felt by:dragonlady/aka alyssas na

I Just Don't Understand
I don't understand why I do everything for him. I cook,clean,do laundry,take care of the baby all by myself he don't help. I even make his plates and put them up when he is done he wants something to drink i go and get it. But I am tired of feeling like his slave with no thank you's and no appriciation then he tells me I never do anything for him. And says I never clean or anything else............ We are fixing to start fighting because he never seems to want to spend any time with me or our son and never seems to want to be around us.......... It kinda makes me wonder if maybe there is someone.But I don't think there is........so what is a girl to do???

Lost Souls Burning
My soul is lost in the fire pits of hell never to be heard from again. I’m the one who can never come back from hell the one no one wants to be with as I open up my eyes I see that I will never be loved my soul burning in the fire pits of hell never to be heard from again I walk this earth with out a soul I am the dark angel that no-one has ever heard of before till now when people look into my eyes they see nothing but fire in my eyes because my soul is in the fire pits of hell never to be heard from again. I’m the one people talk about that will never find true love because I will never have a soul again. I’m the destruction that walks the face of the earth no one wants to be with me because all I do is bring pain and suffering of those who come near. My soul lost in the fire pits of hell never to be heard from again. I make peoples lives miserable and painful. I’m the one who rips the soul from people’s bodies and watch them suffer in pain and misery. I crave for the souls o

Huh?
Well, another week down. I have been staying extremely busy at work. I have not even taken lunch but a couple days this week. Go to the chow hall, grab food, sit eat, go back to work. Then after work, come to my room, change, get food, come back to my room, change from shorts/civies into my swim trunks. Then I go to the pool about the time that the sun goes down. Thankfully Kristina has a lot of patience. I have been taking swimming lessons. Yes, I am 21 years old and just taking swimming lessons. I have always been able to dog paddle/frog swim but figured it was time I learned how to actually swim. Besides, it's a good work out, and I want to tone up some before I head stateside. Gotta look good. Kristina, the lifeguard, says that she has not really taught me anything, but I think she has taught me a lot. I now know how to swim, using Freestyle, the Breast Stroke, the Back Stroke, and how to float on my back. I was standing there talking to Kristina, Kirs

Where To Live After Retirement
You can live in Phoenix , Arizona where..... 1. You are willing to park 3 blocks away because you found shade. 2. You've experienced condensation on your butt from the hot water in the toilet bowl. 3. You can drive for 4 hours in one direction and never leave town. 4. You have over 100 recipes for Mexican food. 5. You know that 'dry heat' is comparable to what hits you in the face when you open your oven door. 6 The 4 seasons are: tolerable, hot, really hot, and ARE YOU KIDDING ME??!! You can Live in California where... 1. You make over $250,000 and you still can't afford to buy a house. 2. The fastest part of your commute is going down your driveway. 3. You know how to eat an artichoke. 4. You drive your rented Mercedes to your neighborhood block party. 5. When someone asks you how far something is, you tell them how long it will take to get there rather than how many miles away it is. 6 The 4 seasons are: Fire, Flood, Mud, and Drought Y

Alcohol Warning Labels:
1. Consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like an idiot. 2. Consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. 3. Consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe you are invisible. 4. Consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell the same boring story over and over again until your friends want to strangle you. 5. Consumption of alcohol may cause you to thay shings like thish. 6. Consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that your ex is really dying for you to call them at 4 :00 in the morning. 7. Consumption of alcohol may cause serious rug burns on the forehead and chin area. 8. Consumption of alcohol may create the illusion that you are tougher, handsomer and smarter than some really big guy named Bubba. 9. Consumption of alcohol may lead you to think people are laughing WITH you. 10. Consumption of alcohol may cause a flux in the time-space continuum, whereby gaps of time may seem to disappear. 11. Consumption of alcoh

Our Journey
Our Journey You closed The door On what We had You turned To walk away Leaving me Once again Heartbroken Along, and Oh so confused I thought Ours was That special Connection That only Comes once In a Life time I was Wrong Some where Along our Way We both Lost ourselves So now We must Reclaim What was Lost Alone we Each take This new Journey To find What was Lost To discover Ourselves Once again I shall Always Be with You as A friend For your Friendship Is dear To me By: Kat 7/8/08

Bully Made By The Baddest Milf®~ Wifey To Fornicates™
Go by this chica's page and luv her hard! RATE, FAN, ADD and BLING her also...she is close to leveling and has lots of cool pics so go show her mad luv...Thanks in advance...XOXO dina rocks |@ fubar Pimpout brought to you by.... The Baddest MILF®~ Wifey to Fornicates™@ fubar (repost of original by 'The Baddest MILF®~ Wifey to Fornicates™' on '2008-07-19 15:13:11')

Saying Good Bye
I know sometimes in our lives we meet people and we learn about them and then what the weirdest part is when they have a double life. They say to you your the one and only you make me happy and more. Then you hear it coming from another woman and says he says the same things to me word for word. When I met someone here and now is the time to say good bye since you don't know what you want in your life and your playing not one heart but with 2 hearts and I am not going to let it happen. I am going to walk away now while I don't get hurt even more. Good to luck to the next woman and the women after her. It just sad another woman can't see this even when we talked about him. Well this is the end! MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts

Caption This2
WELL HERE WE GO AGAIN!!! ~CAPTION THIS 2~ SIMPLE! ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS COME UP WITH A CLEVER CAPTION FOR THE PIC BELOW!! GO TO MY PAGE RATE IT, LEAVE A COMMENT WITH YOUR CAPTION,AND PRIVATE MESSAGE ME WITH YOUR CAPTION!(YOU MUST DO BOTH OR IT DOES NOT COUNT) THE RULES OF THE GAME!! 1.THIS IS ROUND ONE THE TOP 10 SCORING CAPTIONS WILL GO ON TO ROUND 2 2.ROUND TWO WILL RUN FOR 7 DAYS... RATES AND COMMENTS WILL PICK THE WINNERS... RATE ARE WORTH 3 POINTS AND COMMENTS 1... 3.NO DRAMA.. CAUGHT CHEATING YOU ARE OUT!! THE 5 JUDGES WILL RATE ALL CAPTIONS FROM 1-10 TEN BEING THE HIGHEST... THE TOP 10 HIGH SCORING CONTESTENTS WILL GO TO ROUND TWO! YOU HAVE 5 DAYS TO ENTER... 1ST PRIZE: LEVEL 1 BLING PACK OR 3DAY BLAST,100,000 FU BUX AND A 3 CREDIT BLING 2ND PRIZE: ONE DAY BLAST,50,000 FU BUX AND A 2 CREDIT BLING THE JUDGES ARE: FU-KING~JAK@ fubar ~Tom~@ fubar fullsailnate@ fubar ~♡~Thcknluvit~♡~Sarge's Bad Girls~♡~@ fubar

Rules Part 2
Ill start over again here 1. Salutes: You NEED to have one. For Me 2 Add You (if u only have US listed as where you live.. I wont add you either) 2. I clean Out my list monthly..So: No Salute, I Dont Talk To You Everyday,I'll Delete you...... unless: You live in ohio.. Or VERY close to me in Northern Ky... 3. Again I don't want to be your fu-anything, not you fu girlfriend, not ur fu wifey, not ur fu ANYTHING.. 4. I'm very close to some people on here. Which means I'd do anything for them. They know who they are. And what they mean to me. 5. YOU WILL NOT SEE MY NSFW Files. Just because you add me to YOUR family. Dosnt mean I'll add you to mine. (I SOMETIMES have them open to everyone on my friends list) 6. Don't try and start a "war" with me on here. With your lounge BS drama. I'm very loyal to mine. Always will be. If i hang out in yours. Its more then likely because I'm friends with the staff in there... 7. Dont call me fucking call me pet names, again im

Thanks From Jake
To everyone who helped me make You all are an Amazing Bunch of Friends!! I couldn't have done it with out all of you!! So once again.... THANK YOU VERY MUCH TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY!!!! YOU GUYS RAWK!!! Go SHOW All Of These Awesome People Some Love!! ♡JÁmï€-£¥ÑÑ Real Life Girlfriend Øƒ ϟϟJÁkè the §Ñåkèϟϟ@ fubar Sherry Lynn@ fubar **Vicki**@ fubar

Youth Of Today
even though i'm only about a decade older than todays average teenager, i'll gladly say i fucking can't stand them. i remember how annoying teens were when i was one, but jesus fucking christ, there are just little a mass of bastards and bitches nowadays. case in point i just watched some punk ass kid spit at my friends dog cuz it was parking at him as he walked by. what the fuck? spitting at a dog cuz it's barking?! and it sucks cuz being in a metal band i need that younger audience cuz they're those fans that are excited about the music etc. etc.....but at the same time they annoy the fuck outta me. ever since i've become a father i have felt like that toward teenagers. so i do worry how i'm gonna handle my own kids when they get to be that age, i hope they're at least respectful. i'm just bitchin' but seriously what the hell is wrong with the youth today? i don't know maybe it's because i live in california and they're a ton of just spoiled little jackasses....

Meet The Force~3~bombers
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The Bottle Of Wine
For all of us who are married, were married, wish you were married, or wish you weren't married, this is something to smile about the next time you see a bottle of wine: Sally was driving home from one of her business trips in Northern Arizona when she saw an elderly Navajo woman walking on the side of the road. As the trip was a long and quiet one, she stopped the car and asked the Navajo woman if she would like a ride. With a silent nod of thanks, the woman got into the car. Resuming the journey, Sally tried in vain to make a bit of small talk with the Navajo woman. The old woman just sat silently, looking intently at everything she saw, studying every little detail, until she noticed a brown bag on the seat next to Sally. 'What in bag?' asked the old woman. Sally looked down at the brown bag and said, 'It's a bottle of wine. I got it for my husband.' The Navajo woman was silent for another moment or two. Then speaking with the quiet wisdom of an elder, she said: 'Goo

The End
the end is coming for me. as i prepare myself i cant help to think that its better off for everyone. the end is here for me as i take my last few breaths im thinking fuck the world. if i dropped dead right now it would be the best thing in my life and everyone will be in heaven if i dropped dead right now everyone else would careless since they dont know me. i wanna drop dead right now and end this pathetic life i have.

Some Of My Writings Part 2
loving you for you no matter whats happens between us i will always love you for you. your my one and only baby i will always love you no matter whats said or done we will always have the love for one another theres no stopping that you are the one for me and im the one for you i love you baby and you love me too we are meant to be together i will always love you for you no one can come between us since our love is true we will always be together no matter whats said or done our love is to grand to have something come between it were we will just say goodbye for good i love you always just like you will always love me we are like one nothin said or done will come between us our love is to grand to let that happen we can make it through thick and thin as long as our love stays strong

Some Of My Writings Part 3
i look deep into your eyes falling deeper and deeper in love with you. seeing the smile we put on each others face makes my heart melt. i put my forehead agains yours looking deep into your eyes falling deeper and deeper in love with you. i kiss your sweet lips. feeling our hearts beat faster known were both falling deeper and deeper in love. i lock our fingers and whisper in your ear i never want to let you go i want to stay like this forever and ever. just you and me together in love with each other forever

Whys Life So Damn Hard..
Sittin here with nothing to do really.. I could clean but the mess will be here in the morning.. Its not going anywhere fast.. Hell I just don't know anymore.. When I think things are lookin up for me i get shot down hard.. Im old enough to know things don't just get handed to you and you have to work your ass off for what you want.. But damn can't I get a break some where.. Sorry I had toblow steam somewhere.. Just a lot built up and no were to blow it..

Up And Down Day
The love of my life called me tonight.... and I couldnt say anything. Our history together is long and ackward. We play games on each other. We both love each other and want to be together but we just cant seem to get to that point. Its almost as if fate is pulling us apart with circumstances. We both make stupid mistakes and cant quite get it right. How do you stop the games and just.... be? Or is it just destined for us to not be together and be happy? grr

What Makes A Mother?
I thought of you and closed my eyes And prayed to God today I asked "What makes a Mother?" And I know I heard Him say. "A Mother has a baby" This we know is true "But God can you be a Mother, When your baby's not with you?" "Yes, you can," He replied With confidence in His voice "I give many women babies, When they leave is not their choice. Some I send for a lifetime, And others for the day. And some I send to feel your womb, But there's no need to stay. " "I just don't understand this God I want my baby to be here. " He took a deep breath and cleared His throat, And then I saw the tear. "I wish I could show you, What your child is doing today. If you could see your child's smile, With all the other children and say... 'We go to Earth to learn our lessons, Of love and life and fear. My Mommy loved me oh so much, I got to come strait here. I feel so lucky

Please Vote For Me
I am one of the final 8 people in be Mia's pet contest. She is having people vote to choose who her pet should be! I'd appreciate the love! Must R/F/A Mia to vote! XOXO GEMSTONE Just click the pic!

He's Still Got It............................................
I haven't in a while really in a while realized---How truely SEXY my hubby is. He was washing the Jimmy in one of those Wand car washes. Just watching him wash our vehicle...........strangely enough was a real turn on. Made me feel things I hadn't felt in a while. So, from here on out I'm going to wash the Jimmy.

My Sis Tracy
This is my Sis Tracy, she is in a comp for Fu bucks & Bling. I have so many friends on my list that I am hoping you can help her out. Even a Rate would help help her. Is that to much to ask for from anyone. Tracy needs 30,000 comments and as many rates as possible. All love shown we will be returned So come and help her as much as you can. If anyone is so kind as to leave Tracy 100 comments I will give them a 1 credit BLING for every 100 comments left for her. Just PM me when you have done this. Thank you Di aka PiNkLaDy xx

Monster.
I love the shadow of your truth. I seek nothing but the regret of you crossing my path. Let your mind embrace the lies you've kept for me awaken your perception. Only to taste the false rising of what appears as a star. Oh to live without knowing that the light you follow is just the eye of your destruction.

Rating System/ Fakes/ Pointless Points
like i said in my last post- i appreciate all the cool people out there, but.. why be fake? (fake pics, etc..) and why be mad if i call you out on it? you're as bad as those robots that post spam on my profiles. and am i wrong to rate a page an 8 if i think it deserves one? i got an email that said as a threat "we only give tens around here." then, wtf is the rating system for?? don't you want to have it mean anything? you want to be as fake as your "10's" that you get. a lady asked me to "fix" the 8 i gave her... (first of all, 8 of 10 is pretty good!) what needs fixed? my rate or your page? and again.. if i am wrong.. and everyone should get 10's.. why be fake? you'll get a ten for anything anyway.. what are these points for anyway..? you'll just want more, right? i'm just happy this is a free site to meet people and stuff. screw points that mean nothing because of fake people and forced voting. are you people serious? i know a lot of you are real and cool,

Downrater Hater?
So in my fu travels I learn more and more about this world. Apparently someone who doesn't give you a photo rate of 10 is a downrater? Ummm.. what if your ugly? I mean hey much luv if you rate me a 10.. but I don't expect it. I mean if we're all being honest I would feel pretty good for anything over a 4. Sure sure I don't have any cleavage photos or any crazy angle photos of my butt crack but I think I'm at least average. I'm just saying... if you want a 10 then show some boobs. I know I am. I just need to find a good enough camera that won't break whenever I try to take that manboobish picture. sigh

Andy Rooney Said On '60 Minutes' A Few Weeks Back:
Andy Rooney said on '60 Minutes' a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, which is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE? I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia, it is an opinion. I have the right 'NOT' to

Dating Older Woman
There appears to be a trend of older women dating younger men, notably illustrated by celebrity couples including Demi Moore and Aston Kutcher, Halle Berry and Gabriel Aubry, and the most recent fling between 48-year-old Linda Hogan and 19-year-old Charlie Hill. According to a study of 50,000 women daters over 30, conducted by an online dating site in 2007, more than one-third of the subjects showed interest in men at least 5 years younger. And in 2003, an AARP survey revealed 34 percent of 3,500 women (between ages 40 and 69) dated men who are 10 or more years younger than themselves. This trend appears to be shocking to some people, but I don't find it so unusual. Socially, there's a role reversal of sorts going on, women are more powerful now than ever before and may want men who are younger, and perhaps, more flexible; men who can handle it if the woman's career and lifestyle takes priority over their own. Media portrayals in "Sex and the City" (like movie characters Smith Jerrod

What's Up With Me No|w...
I woke up the other morning with my DELL HD gone. I'm here on an |IBM that I set up until I get my new HD from DELL. This has been a horrible experience and I'll be glad when it's over. This computer is unpredictable and unstable and slower than a nasty slug. If you have sent me mail or anything for my profile I will get to it as soon as the computer allows me to. I am NOT ignoring you. Thanks for being patient little fulings and hanging in there with me.

"bath Note"
Dear Kids, Don't be alarmed, the world isn't coming to an end. I am simply taking a bath. It will take about thirty minutes and will involve soap and water. Yes, I know how to swim. Even if I didn't, forcing myself to drown in a half-inch of lukewarm water is more work than I've got energy for. (Which reminds me, I'm all for science projects, but the next time you want to see if Play-Doh floats, use cold water.) Don't panic if I'm not out right on time. I've heard that people don't dissolve in water and I'd like to test the theory. While I'm in the tub, I'd like you to remember a few things. The large slab of wood between us is called a door. Do not bang to hear my voice. I promise that even though you can't see me, I *am* on the other side. I'm not digging an escape tunnel and running for the border,no matter what I said a while ago. I didn't mean it. Honest. There will be plenty of time later to tell me about your day. "Later" means at a time when I am no

I Need Pics!
Send me pics of your tattoos...I'm starting an album of other's ink and would LOVE for all of my friends to be included! Yeah I know, this isn't a blog...but hell, you read it right?? HA HA Love Ya's, Lil

Pacing
Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics Pacing; quietly lifting my chin as if feeling something near. Wanting; yet waiting stoically. Hungry; but strangely able to stay that hunger. Wiser; accepting. Knowing; the truth has been twisted somewhere. Accepting; but still wanting the answers. Worthy; always.

Stolen From Johnny Price
A lawyer was on his deathbed in his bedroom, and he called to his wife. She rushed in and said, "What is it, honey?" He told her to run and get the bible as soon as possible. Being a religious woman, she thought this was a good idea. She ran and got it, prepared to read him his favorite verse or something of the sort. He snatched it from her and began quickly scanning pages, his eyes darting right and left. The wife was curious, so she asked, "What are you doing, honey?" He shouted "I'm looking for loopholes!"

Please Help Me ..
Hey.. could you guys do me a HUGISTIC favor .. could you please go rate up my BoyToy .. he's a real sweetie .. I'd totally appreciate it with gifts N stuff~As always thanking you now because I know how cool my friends are ;) ♥~FunkyMunky~ ridemhigh - FunkyMunky's BoyToy - r/l hub of camaro69@ fubar

Native Pride Leveling Pimpout #5
Native American Pride Leveling Pimpout Φ†í§ღ - N.A.P. and BLS Arkansas Chapter member@ fubar 743,840 to Henchman This leveling Pimpout brought to you by:Native American Pride Homepage@ fubar

Just When You Thought It Was Safe
Fubar is Cool And All.. But When You Meet Interesting People And Become "Friends" With Them.. You Never Know What's Waiting For You.. An Accident Waiting To Happen! People Just Be Tripping Hard And Assume Shyt For No Reason.. You'd Have To Constantly Argue Daily With This Person Over Something Stupid When It's Not Even Worth It Man! Just Months Ago When I Posted A Mumm Shady Friends And Fake People. Apparently I'm Still Dealing With Them Now. It Never Fails.. But Anywayz.. I Had To Get Some Shyt Off My Chest Cause It's Been Bugging Me.. But I'll Find Some Way To Deal With It Of Course.. So I'll Definitely Some "Deleting" To Do In The Meantime To Set Things Straight Ya Know.. So Whatever Happens.. It Happened For A Reason.. Cause The Drama And Bs Gotta Go.. I'm Not Here For All That.. Just For Friends And Who Knows What Else.. Just Wait And See.. Maybe Something Good Will Come Out Of All This.. Hopefully.. So Peace Out And Much Love!! ~Kidd~

Attention: Levelers Please Read!!!
Because of the lack of happy hours today we are gonna take the day off from leveling!! So if you want to just go thru and rate the other family members stuff!! That will help form some unity in the group. You guys have earned a well deserved day off today. We will start back up tomorrow evening.. Love you guys you all rawk!!! Your friend Scooter!! Also if you get bored one of our very own family members is in a giveaway...25,000 comments for a 3 month VIP.. We are definitely not a bombing family and you are not obligated to have to go bomb. But if you would like to you can. Any help she gets would be appreciated

Words Of Wisdom
For Love or Money? Love holds us together through it all, Until money is involved, then it gets confusing. Think with the head or the heart? The head says "Are they stable,secure?" The heart says "I love them it doesn't matter." When confronted with this issue, Listen to them both, accept them for who they are. You can love and adore with all your heart, But money will be the first thing to tear it apart. -Pagan

Ello
Hi there. I'm Achmed. I just got back from japan. It was cheaper for me to get fix there than in China where I was I first made. I'm so happy. I got married to 1 of my 69 virgin's. The problem is. She's always touching me..... I couldn't kill her not even for a ice cream sandwich. She asked me to use my cell phone. I gave it to her . She had to call the verion guy, but she didn't know that the cell phone was going to go off 4 seconds. I also didn't tell her that my father is really Walter. I put her in the box with him.

Bars
I have issues going to bars. Do you know that even here on an online bar I find myself relunctant to just jump out and say hello on someone's personal area. I need some serious social skills help. Normally I just sit back and watch the flow around me. I speak when spoken to and only initiate when I think I have something someone wants to hear. Yet how can you tell when you are in a bar? I think that I am going to have to learn to open up otherwise I will only talk to people on here and I definitely would like a life outside of the cyber world. Feel free to catch me on here and talk. I do enjoy it alot. I am willing to learn anything and love to look things up. So if you talk about an interest that I don't know anything of, I will look it up so that I am informed.

Sweet
So I just received this below. Tho he probably sends it to every chick, I thought it was sweet... "lady I compare the softness of each petal, the shimmer in the scent that arises, at the fall of the morning dew the perfection of each leaf, no beauty compares to you but just as a rose has thorns, one must be careful how they touch so I will just admire you from a distance, that I cannot hurt you too much to tell you the truth,you really dont look like you age whats the secret to your beauty at this age madam i think am going all crazy here,hope to hear from you soon please mail back,i dont mind going down on my kneels to get a mail,how does a guy like me get next to you your admirer"

The Dark Knight
After being blown away by Batman begins i came into this with high expectations.After watching this i came to realize this movie oblierated the last and all other superhero films to date except iron man[personal fav].The performances were just amazing and every actor gave oscar type performances especially the late Heath Ledger and Aaron Eckhart.The movie had some surprisng twists and turns for a movie of the genere.When it ended i was wanting more. Being a comic fan for sometime the movie gave me the purest batman vs joker film to date.This one time a movie has far excede its original by leaps and bounds.Their were touching moments and suspence.The best way to describe it is that it is beyond the genere of superhero and more into the vein of a regular top notch crime suspence with some theatrics thrown in. Id give this a 5 out 5 stars [well worth price of admission]

"to Every Guy"
To Every Guy To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he is. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that

Poetry
Built from the ground up with a weak foundation Crumbling to the ground with no time for recuperation Falling head first you see every move Lead a bad life that was your first wrong move Lack a good family and wished for more love Somebody challenged u by smacking u wit a glove Heir to the throne but ur a total wreck At the rate you’re going you'll surely break your neck I’m here as a pivot but we not playin ball Want to help u change to prevent your downfall Such beauty with anger directed in loves way You’ll suffer consequences but live another day Ill be your backbone to keep u standing tall Without me instantly u will fall Your life is a play on words and I’m an English teacher Like a kitchen utensil I have many features Like the twin towers I don’t want to see you fall Hopefully with God’s help I can reverse it all.

Poetry
That instant feeling of loneliness when those words escaped. Left a pain in my chest like a blow from an ape. Was crushed to the core about to implode. Bout made me self destruct but u entered the disarm code. The words were diseases eating me alive. Hit harder and harder with every punishing strive. My lungs were collapsing from the tremendous heartache. Could walk no longer cause my knees began to quake. I'm fallin apart like a puzzle without glue. Never will I be whole again unless I find you.

Different Ideas...lol
WOMEN'S LOVE POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep. One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long. One who thinks before he speaks. One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed. When I spend cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door. Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind. Knows what to answer to 'how big is my behind?' I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend ------------------------------------------------------------------- MAN'S LOVE POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a bar on a golf course, and loves to send me fishing and hunting. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

R.i.p. Uncle Tony
how screwed up n painfull life can be,just yesterday i drove down to conneticut to celebrate our mothers 60 birthday today,with an awesome n enjoyable party,the smile,laughter n tears of joy n happiness in my mothers eyes,made it all worth while,only to come home today(Sunday)and get a call by one of my uncles,to tell me that my uncle tony has passed away.now the smiles are gone,the laughter has turn to tears,happiness to pain,and all in a matter of hours.uncle tony,we love you,and you will always be in our hearts.you have no idea how much i miss you right now,i wqill always miss our talks,your advisen your comforting words.RIP,and save a spot for me in your heaven ok.i love you n thank you for all the times you were tere for me...

Happy Birthday Syn!!
It's Syn's Birthday!! Go show her lots of love!! §ynalicious ~IM {(NSFW)}~ {{ThaBitch@DirtyDeedsRadio}} ♥ I'm His Girl ♥ Hit up her page and show her lots of love!! Find her in Dirty Deeds Radio to wish her a Happy Birthday as well!!

My Reply To Fubar Shop Re:nsfw Mumm
I dont appreciate the "shoot first, ask questions later" mentality of Fubar's representatives interpetation of the Fubar bible ... the fact that I, or anyone, can constantly mark anything, and literally everything "NSFW", and eventually be the cause of someone to be deleted and removed from Fubar, appalls me without end! The "family" of Fubar is acting more like a machine, rather than a real person, who DOES NOT face execution, Fubar style (deletion and removal from Fubar without explaination or common sense reasoning). We are people, with feelings, and to make, literally 60,ooo people follow a rule that only one or two may use is not good business...in other words, make 300 conform to one's view, rather than one conform to 300...it is exactly what our gov't is trying to do regarding the Pledge of Allegiance and illegal aliens. subject: Your mum has been removed! received: 07/20/2008 06:53 pm replied: no block this member Flag as spam A mum you have posted has been removed

Goodbye Time
Goodbye Time / Blake Shelton It's your life, you say you need a change Don't all the dreams we've seen come true mean anything You say it's different now and you keep staring at the door How can you walk away, don't I matter anymore? If being free is worth what you leave behind And if it's too late for love to change your mind Then it's goodbye time. --- Instrumental --- If we had known our love would come to this We could have saved our hearts the hurt of wasted years Well, it's been fun, what else can I say If the feelings gone words won't stop you anyway. If being free is worth what you leave behind And if it's too late for love to change your mind Then it's goodbye time, goodbye baby...

Can You Love Someone Too Much?
What a question to ponder! I have tried writing this essay many times and have realized that this is a very difficult topic. “Is it possible to love someone too much?” If you look at the question you first must define what love is and what it means to you before you can determine if it is actually possible to love someone too much. The Webster Dictionary defines love as “profoundly tender, a passionate affection for another person”. In my opinion, to love someone is to care not only about them as a person but also about their well being. You can love a person even if that individual does not feel the same way about you, or if the person just doesn’t understand why you are feeling this way toward him or her. It’s like when you’re a little kid and your parents tell you all the stuff not to touch, not to do, and they keep on reminding you over and over again. They’re reminding you constantly, not to get on your nerves, but because they don’t want you to get hurt. They love you, and be

Bored.. Survey
Heres another survey... 1.What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank? A Few Blue Moons on Thursday night during what was supposed to be Happy Hour....but turned into Happy Night. 2. Do you follow college football? damn straight, i plan my life around it... carry little schedules with me so i never miss a game. 3.Who took this survey before you? Audrey :) 4. Who was the last person to send you a text message? Its a toss up between Santa or my friend Drew. I think they were together though... 5. Last time you went swimming in a pool? Last summer probably... up at Eagle Lake w Alex... been in a lake a few times since though 6. Are you happy? Happy? hmmm... I have resigned myself to the fact that the happiness is not in my immediate future 7.Where was the last place you went shopping? Walked around the South Mall w my mom this weekend...that mall still sucks as much as it did when i worked at Phar-Mor 8.How do you feel about your hair? I feel that i

F*cking Kiddin?
So, just when I thought I had all the bad I could handle for this week, I get the most uplifting message ever. Apparently, Clay Sytsma, who was from my graduating class overdosed sometime today. Granted, for most people you either liked him or you hated him, but jebus. He was only 19. I seriously need some hardcore cheering up.

Quite Words Spoken So Tru...
the following comment was left on my page by a friend who i have much respect for... plz...do as i did...read each line very slowly...close your eyes, and let the warth of unseen real friends surround you... let the words b whispered into your heart... I am pretty thick skulled and stubborn...and it takes time for things to sink in...or to let a little bit of a wall come down for the right reason... b4 i would always shut EVERYONE out...including my real friends...and pour my self andmy life into these blogs has been my way to slowly heal myself...and as a small piece comes down, my tru inner self shines thru even more and my real friends r always there to see andencourage... so now i sit here once again hopeing that i can reach out with my own heart to those who matter and hope it touches u as this saying has touched me...thank you "older master for you" u have sat quietly and read and encouraged my own healing i have much respect foryou and yours... thank you! "

True Love
"TRUE LOVE" How can you tell if you are truely loved or not? 1) You would'nt leave them hanging to fight their own battles, You would be right there by their side to help fight their battles and support them. 2) When something happens thats bad or not right, You would'nt get mad at them it would just disappoint you. 3) You would'nt want to argue with them. That would just cause more problems and hurt feelings. 4) You would'nt say or do hurtful things to them emotionally or phyically. 5) You would'nt blame them when something that goes wrong, You would find a solution to the problem. 6) If for some reason you hurt their feeling over some thing, Your feelings should hurt too. 7) You would give them little gifts just to say "I LOVE YOU". It doesnt have to be exspensive, it's the though that counts. 8) When you get upset you would'nt say, Get away from me and leave me alone, You would say;" Baby come here let me give you a hug" 9) You would'nt

Rainbows
Do you know why we have rainbows? It is a promise from God to us that He will never flood the earth again. There are about 7 colors in a rainbow. (7days in a week) Have you ever looked at the rain bow? What color is the first color you see? Isn't it red? Do you know why it is the color red? well, here it is: There are 7 days in a week, when God made the promise to us that He'll never flood the earth again, He put 7 colors in it. The colors are: RED,ORANGE,YELLOW,GREEN, BLUE, PURPLE, WHITE. bLACK KIS THE LAST COLOR BUT YOU NEVER SEE THAT COLOR IN A RAIN BOW BECAUSE BLACK MEANING IS EVIL: Black is associated with power, elegance, formality, death, evil, and mystery. Black is a mysterious color associated with fear and the unknown (black holes). It usually has a negative connotation (blacklist, black humor, 'black death'). Black denotes strength and authority; it is considered to be a very formal, elegant, and prestigious color (black tie, black Mercedes). In heraldry, b

7 Ways To Love
1. Have the same love for your wife/husband as you do for Jesus Himself. 2. Your kids fall under the next level of love, you don't have intimate love for your kids. 3. Next kind of love is for you close family, Like mom, dad, brother or sisters. 4. Then you have the next kind of love down which is for your distance relatives, cousens. 5 Then you have the love for your best friends and those that are close to you. 6. You have the next step down would be your distance friends and people you aquant with, but you really don't know them on a personal level. 7. The love for the world. Love thy neighbor as you do for yourself, so thats any one. There is your 7 types of ways to love. Have a great evening.

Why All The Hurt And Bickering
With all the people that like to hurt you, criticize you, dog you, belittle you, curse you, blame you, accuse you and back stab you there will come a day when you will have back flashes and see all the wrong doings you have done and it will before your eyes and soul youll drop to your knees and try to ask forgiveness but, it will be so to late and you'll feel all the pain at once that you have caused innocent people. Youll have the visions of the act come on you all at once, it will be terrifing, and hurtful as you see the wrong doing of your past life, said that to say this, I have had my heart broken so many times because I help people. I get so tired of being nice and my heart gets stabbed and bleeds for ever. Seems the nicer I am the more I get hurt. people wonder why good guys get hurt so much, Heres the answer, The guys that are jerks and hurts the ladies, then the ladies thinks the guys are all the same and the few good guys that are left get hurt and badly bruisedn to where i

Oh How Comical
I love how one minute a guy tells you that you are so gorgeous and beautiful.. the prettiest thing in the world.. "ohh baby why are all your pictures private?" Then ya point out the fact that the loser is illiterate. Lacks the capability of reading a sentence because they obviously dont give two shits about ya if they havent checked over your profile. && i still dont understand why people ask when i obviously set them that way for a reason. ;; but then after pointing this out in a non bitchy way ie saying just read my profile or something its.. OMG YOURE A FAT ASS blah blah. why bother calling me fat because i wont let you see my private pictures? come on. grow the fuck up!!! its not like it honestly bothers me because you obviously are very unintelligent but i just thought this was hilarious cuz it just happened. whoopdy fricken doooooo! other people on here talk to me.. its not a loss. :D

Another Feeling
So far away, Wish you were here... But you're away In the distance somewhere. I feel so alone--- And the door is basically closed You and me are history now Our lives are about to change I have let out my rage. And now I see That it has done nothing for me I wish things were different You mean so much to me But its to late now I have to move on I have to go on Even though we are miles apart You will always be in my heart.

Bomb For Bling??? Bratts At It Again
OK, THE SCOOP IS I STILL HAVE A LOT OF BLING CREDITS AND NOONE TO GIVE THEM TO, AND I HAVE 2 GIVEAWAYS THAT HAVE A TIME LIMIT, I NEED TO GET THEM DONE SO I WILL BLINGY ANYONE THAT WILL HELP US FINISH THESE 2 GIVEAWAYS A 15 CREDIT FOR ALL THAT HELP THRU THE WHOLE THING.LEAVE ME(~Bratt~) OR Chaotic Princess A MESSAGE AND WE WILL PUT YOU ON MY LIST AND YOU WILL GET IT ASAP=) Wolf Of The Night needs 25,000 comments in 4 weeks to recieve his 3 month vip =) ================= This friend needs 25,000 comments in 4 weeks to recieve her 3 month vip =) COME SHOW THESE PEEPS SOME LOVE AND GET BLINGED, I MIGHT GIVE MORE, YOU NEVER KNOW!!!THANKS FRIENDS AND IF YOUR NOT A FRIEND, I WANT YOU AS ONE. MUAH=) ~Bratt~ and contestant ) ♥~BRATT~♥@ fubar ♥ Çhåøtï¢ ¶®îñçë$$ ♥ ~*Founder Of Shadow Bombers*~Owned By Bratt n Dj Superman@ fubar (repost of original by '♥~BRATT~♥' on '2008-07-20 23:22:09') (

Made For Me And My Fiance'
You need to be the strength for the other's weakness within and be the savior for the other one's sin When mining for love, there's one thing you need as a tool when excavating true love, you need the golden rule You need to be the left to their right, the right to their wrong you need to be the melody to their song You need to be the up to their down and to help keep the other one's feet on the ground Your dreams should be theirs and their dreams should be yours keep this in your heart and your love will always be pure You have to be there for their every need and be the ground where they plant their seed So if you want to make it through all the years you have to feel their pain and share their tears And just a little word from the wish take turns on who has to compromise So when you're walking down the isle, remember something so true you are no longer one, now you are two But once you say I do and it’s over and done you've come together as two

Ez Bling
HI EVERYONE, I HAVE BEEN IN AND OUT OF THE HOSPITAL ALOT LATELY AND HAVE A FEW STRINGS UN-TIED ON HERE SO I NEED YOU AND WILL PAY..... 1)100 COMMENTS....10K FU-BUX 2)150 COMMENTS....1 NSFW SALUTE OF CHOICE 3)200 COMMENTS....1..1 CREDIT BLING GIVEN @ HH 4)400 COMMENTS....1..2 CREDIT BLING GIVEN @ HH 5)500 COMMENTS....1..3 CREDIT BLING GIVEN @ HH 6)1K..COMMENTS....1.10 CREDIT BLING GIVEN @ HH YOU CAN COMBINE ANY OF THESE AND EVEN MESSAGE ME WITH AND OFFERS YOU ARE INTERETED IN..LET'S MAKE A DEAL....COMMENTS CAN BE LEFT ON ANY OF THESE! 1ST LINK (50K FOR A HH FOR ME) 2ND LINK (50K FOR A HUGE BLING PACK FOR MY KICK A$$ FAMILY) 3RD LINK (15K FOR A VIP N BLING PACK FOR A MEMBER OF THE KICK A$$ FAMILY) REMEMBER YOU CAN LEAVE COMMENTS ON ANY OF THESE BUT PLEASE MESSAGE ME WITH WHAT PIC YOU COMMENTED, HOW MANY & WHAT YOU WANT! yOU CAN DO AS MANY AS YOU LIKE AND PRIZES CAN GO TO YOU OR YOUR FRIENDS. MESSAGE ME WHEN DONE W/ WHAT YOU WANT!!! BiBabyGirl@ fubar

Mímisbrunnr
I dunno what I just promised myself. Something vague. Something amazing. Something beautiful. The perfect surprise, wrapped with a silk bow. Something won two someone too. Maybe I'm getting my hopes up. Maybe I'm getting ahead of myself. Maybe I'm all messed up, saying silly things making stupid claims falling in yet another tumble. Headlong, headstrong, cocksure. Only I'm not. I'm as timid as a cornered mouse. With no sabre like wit or reportoire of pithy sidesteps. I'm just me. No style, no flash pure substance and abuse self imposed. Like a fish out of water. Like a raven out of murder. But here I am, in an upright, downlow smashmouth display. Me. I. Am simply amazed. I took a gamble, I took a shot flushed the impossible heart. Because I always knew. I looked under the surface those thin wisps those faint promises of cream colored silk against my outstretched, thirsty fingers against my starving eyes. against my naysaying self co

Come On People, Let's Do This!!!
OK, I am down to 127K left until I level to Fu-King. Won't you please help me get there today? I have over 300 people on my friends list, yet the same four people are the only ones that consistently help me out. (Thank you from the bottom of my heart Persia, Queen Bunny, Restrictive & The Photographer) I am always willing to help others with leveling or contests, and ask nothing in return for my help. Won't you please help me out???

U Thought I Was Not Looking!
A message every adult should read because childrenare watching you and doing as you do, not as you say. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you hang myfirst painting on the refrigerator, and I immediatelywanted to paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you feed astray cat, and I learned that it was good to be kindto animals. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you make myfavourite cake for me, and I learned that the littlethings can be the special things in life. When you thought I wasn't looking I heard you say aprayer, and I knew that there is a God I could alwaystalk to, and I learned to trust in Him. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you make ameal and take it to a friend who was sick, and Ilearned that we all have to help take care of eachother. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you give ofyour time and money to help people who had nothing,and I learned that those who have something shouldgive to those who don't. When you thought I w

Why Girls Dont Put Out
When girls don't put out!! This was written by a guy ... it's pretty damn smart. Girls -- Please have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, 'I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me.' I said, 'WHAT??!! What was that?!' So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... 'You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man.' She responded to my puzzled look by saying, 'Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?' Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. T

Good And Evil Entities
An entity is something that has separate existence, but not necessarily in a material sense. As such, it can be a concept. But in regard to the paranormal, the term is traditionally used to identify a ghost, demon, etc. Entities, of various forms, have appeared throughout human history. I’m not interested, here, in how they appear, but why? Do they have a specific purpose, or are they simply silly distractions of the fantasy-prone? Entities are not cast in stone. Rather, they change over time. Indeed, I’ve used the term ‘psychic waves’ to explain this mode of change over the centuries. And several theorists are fundamental to putting together the pieces of a possible reason why. Take mythologist Joseph Campbell. He identified universal similarities in myths. I’ve used the term ‘universal psychology’ to identify this form of identical thinking that lies behind the phenomenon. Carl Jung also offered the collective unconscious, where ‘archetypes’ appear in myth and dream, also sug

Questions
1.)Q. Can you cook? 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 13.)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you: 16.)Q. Do you have any pets? 17.)Q. What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly? 18.)Q. What was your first impression of me? 19.)Q. Do you think clowns are scary? 20.)Q. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be??? 21.)Q. Would you be my crime partner or my co

Updating Your Life
Well hello my spawlings how have you been? I expect people to comment this because my fingers hurt like crazy.... The other day I cut my finger with scissors and today i made my finger bleed from my wall and yeah spewwwing blood spawnings...*dies* Ummm I am in school with my tie...I like ties...I look good in them... I am applying for a job at a gorcery store 11.25 an hr...Yay :D

This Week......
I am going to be camping most of the week and will be back sometime thursday afternoon/evening. I uploaded a TON of new pics in various folders for people to look at and/or rate. I hope you all have a fantastic week...... this is a mini vacation for me and the weather is supposed to be AWESOME so I should have a blast too. I will still have my phone on me, and chargable so anyone who wants to pop in a "hello" can do it, but if I dont answer Im either trashed or couldnt hear the phone or both lol. annnnnnnnnnyway........ peace out, show lust, and I will see you all when I get back !

Wakeup Call
Ok people, this is a wakeup call. The fuel prices are so damn high that it is now affecting the world’s economy. Prices of everything have reached an all time high due to the cost of fuel. Not only are people starving to death {this is not an exaggeration} due to the price of food as a direct result of the price of oil, but the world as a whole is suffering. This is a classic example of the old adage "One thing leads to another". While the political arena is still debating weather or not the fuel prices are driving the world’s economy, and weather or not automotive pollution {and other various sources} are the cause of globe warming, people continue to suffer and die. It has become extremely evident to me that we can no longer depend on our various governments through out the world to help us. They will Debate and argue until the planet itself is dead if we let them. We need action, not talk! The solution that our Government {in t

In The Words Of Redback Wolf
IN THE WORDS OF REDBACK WOLF 07/21/08 THERE ARE MANY PATHS UP THE MOUNTAIN BUT ONLY ONE MOON AT THE TOP This is something that I have believed in most of my adult life… but what happens when one loses his way upon the path does he just turn around and go back to the base of the mountain and start again or does one try to find a path from where he is and transcend from there. What if there is no other path, what if all the paths lead to nowhere and the correct path is just to forget about the mountain. Is that being a defeatist or is it just being a realist and just make do with what is given and forget the dreams and hopes. What if the moon that is at the top is obscured by others influences and desires that seem to be more important than your own. And so from here there is the obvious question and that is WHAT DOES ONE DO TO TRANSCEND AND GET BACK ONTO THE PATH OF THE SEEKER OF DREAMS?… Well I am afraid that the only person that can truly answer that is yourself, there are

My 1st Happy Hour Show Me Love
DANA MARIE has HAPPY HOUR This is one the sweetest people you will meet on fubar! She is hosting her 1st Happy Hour tonight at 7pm FUBAR TIME (10 est) Come show her some love and help her level...... DANA MARIE Watch for her HAPPY HOUR folder which could earn you some FUBLING!!!!!

What If Someone Was Really Looking
It seems to be that this site in a lot of ways is mostly dictated towards "how many points can i get and how popular can i become" I wonder if i am missing something cause i thought the ultimate objective was to meet people with like minded interest on here.. Dont get me wrong the site is cool and whom ever developed it is pure genius.. Just thought i would throw that question above out there lol..

Just A Lil Something
so there was this girl her heart was dark as coal. she never knew the meaning of true love....so she would sit home alone in her room wishing time would go by.....one day the girl met this guy. his heart was as dark as hers. they started talking one day and they never stopped. they told eachother their deepest secrets...hoping it wouldnt make the other turn away.....they gave eachother one last chance for happiness....now they r deeply in love with one another. things couldnt be any brighter for them. thanks to him she knows what true love is....and the warmth of a loving touch. thanks to him she is the happiest person alive and nothing could ever change that....

Another Year Passes By. . .
Less than a week before I turn 21. Nothing big about it, just finally legal to everything I have been doing, lol. I look at the years that have gone by and I think about all of the things I have accomplished. I became a mom at 19, wow, and I lived on my own since 17. I never thought I would be where I am now. I am happy with someone who finally treats me right, and I am now a mom to 3 kids. 21 and a mother of 3, how does that work. I wouldn't change my life for anything. I have been through a lot. I hated and still hate a lot of those experiences, but they made me who I am today. So here I sit, planning a party to celebrate, but what am I celebrating? I am not celebrating that I can drink in bars and party, I am celebrating the fact that I have accomplished a whole hell of a lot before I reached the age of 21. I will not forget all the people who have helped me to this point. Nor will I forget all the things I had to do by myself. Thank you to everyone who wishes me Happy Birthda

My Love
Send a Teddy Gram at CommentYou.com "My Love by LateNiteFantasy© My life, My love, Olive leaf, In the beak of a dove. My heart, Ever it be true, My soul, It belongs to you. My feet, Lighter than air, My eyes, Into your's I stare. My hands... Oh! To touch you now, My lips, Long for your kiss, and how... My body, Attuned to... My spirit, Cuz... I Love You

To All The Food Products And Producers....
FUCK YOU, to all the food establishments who have made all my favorite dishes more expensive with smaller portions. FUCK YOU, to Krispy Kreme for making doughnuts so delicious yet so unhealthy. FUCK YOU, to all organic and health alternative foods for being so damn disgusting to eat. FUCK YOU, to BW3's for making buffalo wings and bleu cheese dressing so god damn delicious, yet causing so much gas and intestinal discomfort. FUCK YOU, to all cereals, who convinced me as a kid that a bunch of dried up chocolate chip cookies drenched in milk was a nutritional part of a healthy breakfast. FUCK YOU, to Pepsi and Coke for making my grandmother burping champion of the family, with some of the most disturbing and disgusting belches I've ever heard. FUCK YOU, to all my elder relatives who put pounds of pork fat in all the vegetable dishes, which made them oh so delicious, but contribute more to high cholesterol than the fatty meat dishes you made. Yet if I ate these vegetable

Fishing............
Once a little fisherman Went out to catch some fish. He thought he soon would have Enough to make a handsome dish. He sat alone on the riverbank Waiting for a bite. He sat so patiently From morning until night. He sometimes thought of bat and ball And other cheerful play, But the little fisherman Sat on all through the day. He felt hungry, So he ate some bread and cheese. But he was quite afraid to move And did not dare to sneeze. For he had been told that fish are quick Of hearing and of sight. And so he sat quite still Until the whinnying light. And not a fish had he caught, And now it was very late. And shall I tell you why it was? He quite forgot the bait!

Bedridden Again (grumble)
Okay, no poem for now, sorry. Just an update. i have not been around because I am miserably bedridden because my pacemaker is draining too fast and I am to reserve as much energy as I can. Which litterally means doing nada, nothing, zilch. Or I will find myself a visitor of the Cleveland Clinic hospital for a couple of weeks until my device is changed out, possibly wired to a hospital pacemaker. Fret not, my davice will be change in exactly two weeks. Yep, Aug 4th is my surgery date. So, just be patient, dear friends, is I am not around much. It is not that I don't want to be. It is because I can't be...For now. Always a fan to you all, Heaven

First Timer
Ok, so this would be my first week on Fubar and I have to say that everyone is AMAZINGLY nice and welcoming. Even though i'm still not exactly sure on how this thing works, i'm going to figure it out one day at a time. Sam

My Curse Or My Salvation
Born into the world I could not see The cross to bare that was passed on to me. These entities inside my brain, At first made me think I was insane. Not knowing what was wrong and wondering why, Destroyed myself esteem and I wanted to die. It was too much to endure, this pain and strife, It got to the point I wanted to take my life. Learning from doctors these demons in my head had names, Little monsters that loved to play head games. ADHD and Bipolar had caused my mental demise, Laughing at my fears and the tears in my eyes. So now that I know what is the case, How shall I fit into the human race? Forever viewed as a social outcast, I knew I shall never fit in as long as this last. In a pool of ducks, I am the ugly one, Trapped in the dark not able to see the sun. To be only ridiculed and never understood, I have always been the freak of the neighborhood. Alone in the world with no one to relate, These demons were out to seal my fate. Suddenly, a ray of h

R U An Unique Individual?
Are you tired of the world Looking down on you because your a Unique individual? If so you have come to the right place Introducing the newest group on fubar Unique Individuals We are looking for...... This is a Group For men and women If your gothic, pierced or tattooed then you have come to the right place If your intrested contact Toxic Tears or Smokie for more information

True, Every Word
I was born a sinner before I even knew I was. Yet the Lord shows me mercy and love, gave me life just because.. Because he knows I have a purpose, I have the chance to lend a hand, to spread his joys and sing his praises across his glorious land. And, though at times he knew I’d stumble and maybe even sometimes fall…And there’d be many times I’d be so low that I may have no will at all, He’s always there to help me to my feet and gives me strength to believe, gives me the chance to repent my sins and an unconditional reprieve. Oh my Lord, my strength, my savior who takes me as I am, I will follow in your footsteps and do the best job that I can… To practice and to teach your word, to strangers, family and friends and to celebrate your glory until the very end. I will honor and will cherish all the people I hold dear and I will keep them close to God and me each and every year. I will do my very best to steadfastly live within your word and to share it with all others, to make su

A Change Is Coming!!!!!!!
"The Blog Answer" I am creating this blog to call all blog-aholics together to show the world what a blog can do. Although I am not your everyday blogger in the sense that I am uniquely different from other bloggers, I am not saying I am the best just different from the rest. I love to blog like others but I try to do as much as I can do myself putting this blog together so, I am sure that all that is here meets my approval. I don't want to stand behind something I am not sure of or anything I do not believe in. Many may make a name in the blog world and I am trying to make mine. I am willing to put the time and effort it takes to make this dream of mine happen. I have some limitations that if you have read anything I have wrote I mention it, which (money) is truly been the hurdle that I have been struggling with. The reason I say struggle is because I do not trust or believe in the 9to5 it really is just over broke, don't you think you deserve better? I know I do!!!! I may be stand

Vip Give Away - 15k Left To Go Please Help!!!!!!!!
Anyone that can help me I would really appreciate it and I will return the favor. Thank you all in advance. I love my friends!!! I am in a giveaway. I need 20K no time limit to receive a 3 month V.I.P. Can you please go and show some luv and leave some comments on my giveaway and I will go to your profile and rate some of your pictures in return.Thank you! Here is the link to the pic. The host of this giveaway is Starry. If you haven't made her a friend yet you don't know what you are missing so please rate fan and add her you will not be disappointed. !Starry!@ fubar

Stupid People
Okay yea its just thoughts, dont mind spelling and punctuaion. I try but when my thoughts just flow they dont get spell checked cause I will change what I was writing, so yea here is my rant! Okay guys, Ive been told that im "hot" and i believe that im pretty, but if were having a conversation about how hot you think I am, thats not a conversation thats a thought being repeated out loud over and over! I do NOT live my life on the internet! You shouldnt either its not good for a person. I get offline all the time. Dont sit here all day and wait for me to log online, thats rediculus and borderline stalkerish. So yea dont tell me crap like that. Don't tell me you know what Im thinking, obviously you dont if you have to keep telling me that Im thinking or that Im in deep thought. If im taking time to talk to you im not in that deep of thought! Okay and the last one for now. I may have a hot body to some, but no you cant have a nudie pic, Im not getting on cam to show you my

Ppl Need To Back The Fuck Off!!
Guys this isnt high school anymore. This isnt even real life. If you have insecurities take em else where ☆ Åñ...: U just leave Chris the fuck alone.. U need to grow the fuck up and get a fuckin life.. BACK the fuck off!!!!! ☆ Åñ...: U can stay the fuck off my boyfriends page.. I wont let u start shit with him and I the way u tried with them.. So back the fuck off!! My Shoutbox ->cybermonke...: mine was good ->☆ Åñ...: your the one attacking me sweet heart cybermonke...: alright, yours ☆ Åñ...: U just leave Chris the fuck alone.. U need to grow the fuck up and get a fuckin life.. BACK the fuck off!!!!! ->cybermonke...: how was your weekend ->☆ Åñ...: i aint startin shit btwn you and chris hes my friend my gosh. when will you and her grow up and ive apoligized and left her alone so dont tell me to fuck off you dont even know the whole story there you only know what she told you so unless you know both sides jjust leave me the f

Adam's Song
IN MEMORY OF MY NEPHEW 2-15-2000 Adam'S Song It's hard to deal With a loved one lost; more so with a child because of the cost. Their life cut short for no reason we see but that choice isn't left to either you or me. The pain it causes will remain for awhile, but when the memories start we can look back and smile. It's hard to accept when a child dies and we're only left with"hows"and"whys". So look for comfort in family and friends and the memmories you have will know no ends.

American Pride
AMERICAN PRIDE A gentle wind blows and the flags wave high but people don't notice they just hurry by. As I sit on the lawn and look up at Old Glory I think to myself..... "That flag has a story". So many times over it has always been told No matter how much heard it will never grow old. So next time in your car when you go for a ride look up to our symbol of American Pride.

Happy Again
I PRAY FOR THE DARKNESS AND COMFORT OF SLEEP THE MIND NUMBING SOLUTION TO PROBLEMS SO DEEP A PEACEFUL STATE OF IMAGINATION AND DREAMS WHERE NOTHING CAN BOTHER YOU OR AT LEAST SO IT SEEMS AS THE NIGHT WEARS ON AND DAWN QUICKLY ARRIVES I WONDER WHILE I SLEPT WHERE THERE CHANGES IN LIVES I'M SURE MINE DIDNT IT'S BEEN THE SAME FOR YEARS THROUGH ALL OF THE LOVE LAUGHTER AND TEARS NOW I LAY DOWN THIS PAPER ALONG SIDE MY PEN SIT BACK AND REFLECT WILL I BE HAPPY AGAIN

Did You?
Did you ever sit On a bench in the park And feed hungry pigeons Til well past dark? Take time to help a stranger With a problem he had The way you were taught By you mom and dad? Pass the time telling stories To a lonely little child And watch as his smiles Made him laugh til he cried? All these things I've asked Summon an answer true So I ask once again Tell me ..............did you?

Red Dragon All Staff Auction ... You Can Own Me!
THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE ALL STAFF AUCTION...OWN ME FOR 30 DAYS!! JUST CLICK THE PIC TO BID ON ME! Just click the lounge logo to come visit us and join our family AUCTION STARTS TUESDAY JULY 22ND 10:00 A.M. EST AND RUNS TIL TUESDAY JULY 29th MIDNIGHT EST RULES #1. MUST SUBSCRIBE TO LOUNGE TO BID #2. MINIMUM BID IS $10,000 FUBUCKS #3. Cash bids overrule all fubuck bids...CASH BIDS ARE LIMITED TO ANYTHING YOU PAY CASH FOR ON FUBAR #4. LOUNGE RULES MUST BE FOLLOWED #5. ABSOLUTELY NO DRAMA...THIS IS FOR FUN FOLKS! WE ARE ALWAYS HIRING...FEEL FREE TO ENQUIRE!

Plucking Women From The Trash Can
and other things thrown away could have a negative result for those doing the plucking. For example, I plucked my coousin from the street after her mother and father threw her out. It seems she had't followed her father's rules about something in their household. During her days "in the streets" she roamed in and out of her classmates families homes. I invited her into the house I was renting for my two children and myself while waiting for the finalization of my divorce from my cildren's dad. On another, earlier occasion I plucked their father from the icy outdoors where his mother and father had thrown him fro something he was doing aginst is father's will. Turned out, he was expelled from school for much the same thing... I rubbed him up with mentholatum and pulled covers over his head "sweating his cold out" like my grandma did for us when we came home shivering or came down with the flu. He became the haint that haunts my life even in today's tired hours; after his accomplishing

I Need My Pain
I'll carry my past with me It's mine and mine alone In fact it's truly The only thing I own. The pain and joy The trauma and tears Have made me become The sum of my years. I'll bury it no more Nor look the other way Those years gone by Leave me this to say: "Owning all my sorrows Troubles, strifes and woes, Makes me so assured To know where not to go."

Pick Up Lines For The Signs
Pick-up lines by the Signs You use the line of the sign the person is that you are saying the line to. Not what sign you are. Aries: I'm on fire. Can I run through your sprinkler? Taurus: I just had to come talk with you. Sweetness is my weakness. Gemini: Do you have any overdue library books? 'Cause you've got the word "fine" written all over. Cancer: Can I borrow a quarter? I want to call my mom and tell her I just met the person I'm going to marry. Leo: Is it hot in here, or is it just me? Virgo: Baby, you must be a broom, 'cause you just swept me off my feet. Libra: If I had a rose for every time I thought of you, I'd be walking through my garden forever. Scorpio: Your place or mine? Sagittarius: Hi, I'm writing a term paper on the finer things in life. Can I interview you? Capricorn: Have you always been this cute, or did you have to work at it? Aquarius: You're hot. You must be the reason for global warming. Pisces: Are you as bea

Being All That I Can Be, Being All That I Am
All my life I have given, tried and sacraficed in hopes of becoming someone Time and time again I have fallen, stumbled and allowed myself to be kicked down. You have no idea what its like until you lose your sense of self-worth, your self-identity, and feeling of accomplishment. Dreams are broken, cracked and even given up on fear of failure with no chance for success. For too long I have locked up my dreams from myself and threw away the key. All that I thought was me is about to change as I see now where the key has landed. With a feeling of confidence, self-esteem and a sense of purpose. On August 2nd I unlock that which I have hidden and I allow my dreams to come. Soon enough I shall discover who I truly am... And all myself to be all that I can be. On August 2nd I realize just who I am.

Reminding Myself And My Sisters
My own advice to myself sometimes I also need reminding! Current mood: cantankerous We give away our incredible power and sometimes act in foolish ways. Like getting intimately involved with someone before we are ready, for fear of him leaving . Women give away this special gift in hopes that we will be loved. A lot of men don't care as much about love, they just want to get laid. If we wait until we get to know someone before we get intimate with them, we stand a much better chance of weeding out the ones that are there for the wrong reasons. We can avoid getting involved with a man who has no intention of committing. This will result in less heartbreak and less time wasted in dead-end relationships. Get to know someone and know they are your soul mate before you get intimately and emotionally involved. If we all can learn to do this, we can save ourselves many tears and heartbreaks. We also need to learn from our mistakes and from the mistakes of o

Update
The true bitch has emerged and I dont give a fuk what anyone has to say. I am me and can only be me. Dont like it then oh well. I am an honest hearted person who cares for everyone and still ends up getting hurt but you know what? I'm immune to it so keep hurting me please. I'm like Superman and hurt is my Krptonite...and oh yea....tell your bitches to keep my name out their mouths and if they dont like it tell them to come to me and i'll tell em myself. It's a shame that you trust someone and yet get used and portrayed but hey it's part of life ain't it? Again, I am me...in the flesh and on here. I'm divorced, I don't live with the ex (cuz he would probably rape me being that I owe him oh so much), I am not successful yet, I'm struggling to keep my children from being taken away from me, I don't have a permanent home, I am ME....like it or not, I'm not gonna change. I'm not gonna beg for attention. I'm not gonna "fall in love" online where 99% of the people on here are either married

Things I Want In A Guy
This is what I look for in a guy...I'm picky..get over it. -I honest to god love cute ways of asking me out. -I love when a guy holds my hand in public and kiss me like nobodys watching -I love to dress up but I also love to be a bum.... -I need to trust you be4 I do anything -Trust is a big deal -I love when I get a cd with love songs that make them think of me -I love silly text msgs -I love kissing in the rain,snow -Must be a picture whore -Must Understand me -Your just not dateing me, your dateing my family and my friends -Must drive,or have own place -Likes sex -Is in love with makeing out -By making out I mean grabbing my face and taken what you want. -Must dress cute -in public treat me like you love me, in the bed room fuck me like you hate me -Must deal that the 1 man in my life is Logan *maybe if ur good enough u'll meet the kid" -Oh the other 1 thing is my animals. No matter how u try my dog WONT like u.

Going Out Of Town
Hello Want to say thank you so much for all of the birthday wishes and gifts you all sent! You guys are wonderful. I am on vacation this week. For my vacation I am going to spend a few days with my Fu hubby! WOOOO HOOO!!!! So I will be off line from Wed thru Sun. See ya all next week! Have a wonderful week!!!!!

Oasis - Slide Away
Slide away - and give it all you've got My today - fell in from the top I dream of you - and all the things you say I wonder where you are now? Hold me down - all the world's asleep I need you now - you've knocked me off my feet I dream of you - we talk of growing old But you said please don't ! Slide in baby - together we'll fly I've tried praying - and I know just what you're saying to me Now that you're mine I'll find a way Of chasing the sun Let me be the one that shines with you In the morning when you don't know what to do Two of a kind We'll find a way To do what we've done Let me be the one that shines with you And we can slide away. Slide away - and give it all you've got My today - fell in from the top I dream of you - and all the things you say I wonder where you are now? Slide in baby - together we'll fly I've tried praying - and I know just what you're saying to me Now that you're mine I'll find a way Of chasing the sun Let me be