Fubar Blog Posts 4

Another Bulletin
A~Z of Friendship.... A)ccepts you as you are B)elieves in "you" C)alls you just to say "HI" D)oesn't give up on you E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts) F)orgives your mistakes G)ives unconditionally H)elps you I)nvites you over J)ust "be" with you K)eeps you close at heart L)oves you for who you are M)akes a difference in your life N)ever Judges O)ffer support P)icks you up Q)uiets your fears R)aises your spirits S)ays nice things about you T)ells you the truth when you need it U)nderstands you V)alues you W)alks beside you X)-plains thing you don't understand Y)ells when you won't listen and Z)aps you back to reality Karma (-: Impaired member :-) Fubar hubby to ice princess@ fubar

Come On Lets Honk Honk This Hot Mami Out
ATTENTION FRIENDS,FAM,FANS,AND BOMBERS!!!!! I AM IN A CONTEST PLEASE HELP ME! YOU GET A PERSONAL SALUTE FROM ME AND ALSO MOTIVATION MOVIES IN MY BLOG LOL!FIRST CONTEST HELP ME OUT AND LOVE MEETING NEW FRIENDS!!! THANKS A BUNCH!!! REPOST OR STICKY PLEASE!!! CLICK HERE ON MY PIC FOR THE LINK... AND.......................

Be A Friend Please
What would you do if every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomarrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if you never talked to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up you, respect you, and truly cherish you. if a friend send this to you what would you say

All Thay Do Is Push Me Around
Thay push me around. Thay hit me. I just stand there with my head down. There not going to stop. So why fight back. I just stand there. Thay push me to the ground. Thay get a bat and hit me 35 times. I just lay there. There is nothing I can do. I just lay there I dont scream for help im in to much pain. And I dont think even if I did scream I dont think anyone would come to help me. So I just lay there. Finly thay stop and walk away. The cops show up. I go to the hopital for 2 weeks. The cops ask me what thay looked like. I am to afrade to tell them. I am afrade thay will come after me. So I keep my mouth closed. I just want out of this. The fighting is to much I cant take it. I want to come clean. So im going to finly tell the truth. My name is cassie and I use to fight and do drugs. I went to the hospital 6 times. I sold drugs. But im clean. I dont fight and I am clean of eny drugs. This the first step to a better life. But a part of me wants to go back. Wants to find the guys that d

Egos Suck!!
before i start this..let me point out i do not care to spend the time to type capitol letters or format this properly.....typing sucks...... ..ok, i love fubar. i've had alot of fun here...but..i got a little bit of a problem..lemmie explain......why do some women post pics of themselves half naked, tongues spreadout like they're getting ready to orally service ron jeremy, with that look on their face like they just masturbated with a john deere lawn tractor in preparence for the next guy that comes across their site?...i mean gimmie a break, don't cryout that you're not being respected for your mind when you look like you're trying out for gangbang 2007......what's your problem?...did daddy not show you enough attention as a little girl?....did you not get that my little pony tea set as a little girl?...cry me a fuckin river..maybe...i think the reason women do this is to try to get away from the fact they have no fucking personality what so ever, so they compensate by showin thei

If You Could See
If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how I long for you whenever we're apart If you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you how much you mean to me In all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear The sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much Knowing I can talk to you about any and everything and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring I could search the whole world over and this I know is true I would never find another love like the love I found with you Though with each new day, each sunrise we can't know what's in store there is one thing I know for sure each day I love you more So if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know I blessed I feel to have you here with me

A Poem I Wrote
i wrote this earlier today while thinking about my life: MY LIFE by Brian Rippee my life is alright but it could get better some days are easy some are hard take it one day at a time works but deep inside i feel empty like no one is there but i know that i have someone to talk to i try for my child try for myself but sometimes it blows up in my face, but i just keep going hoping for a light at the end of the dark tunnel called my life my heart tells me that there is someone out there for me, she could be a friend or someone i havent met but when the day comes that i can finally tell her how i feel then maybe that day will end in happiness and not sorrow so tonight i will go to sleep and pray that one day in my life, things will get better END sounds depressing i know but i try to not make it sound like it lol hope you liked it

Stupid Whores
GROW UP! AINT GOT NO LIFE MAKE DUMBASS COMMENTS WHAT YA JEALOUS? TO BAD IMMATURE YA NEED A LIFE FOR REAL SAVE THE FUKIN DRAMA FOR YOUR MOMMA CUZ I AINT GOT TIME KEEP FUKIN AROUND AND WE SHALL SEE JUST WHAT A MEAN BITCH I CAN REALLY BE!

Fear Vs. Afraid
To Fear to be afraid sometimes I wonder are these two the same I fear falure I am afraid of being hurt I fear not being a good mom I am afraid of being alone I fear loosing my self I am afraid of being worthless I fear letting someone to close I am afraid of showing emotion The list could go on and on but are they the same to you how about you Fear to me is much more a powerful emotion Afraid I do not feel has as much control Fear can cause you to never Afraid can cause you to go slow So tell me what do you thinK but to beat all to be absolutly honest I do not fear or am not afraid I AM SCARED SHITLESS!!

Withered Wings
Sitting on the edge of a cloud, he watched her. He was her guardian, Aubrey, the one sent to watch over her and guide her through life’s journey. She was crying again, her body bleeding and bruised, she soon fell asleep, consumed by her own exhaustion; this was when he could help her the most. The girl’s dreams were beautiful, she had everything a little girl could ever hope for and was always so happy. There was never any pain or sorrow when she was dreaming, they couldn’t hurt her here. As he watched her play in her perfect dreamland his heart ached, he knew that it wouldn’t last, that when she awoke the pain and suffering would set in again. His once majestic wings seemed somewhat withered at the thought of what this girl goes through, but he was at least happy that he could bring her the joy that he did. With the sunrise, the girl got up and fixed the breakfast for her family. He cringed as she was hit for simple mistakes, or simply because they felt like hitting her, but she co

For Him
It's late at night and I'm not sleeping. Not even close to it. Today is his birthday, he would be 29. God only knows where he would have been today. Maybe Iraq? Afghanistan? Or maybe sitting in some bar making people laugh? He would have kissed all the pretty girls and told them they were beautiful. They would have took his words jokingly. Truth was, he always meant his words. He loved people for who they were, not for what he expected for them to be. He saw you when nobody else was looking. He called when you weren't expecting, but somehow had perfect timing. I miss his company, his friendship, I miss his stupid jokes, I miss his honesty, I miss his words which could heal a sore heart. He was one of those guys who didn't know how to break a heart, didn't know how to play the game. He never had a reason to. One of the few guys who was truly different than the rest of them out there. How many times I have replayed that phone call that changed everything in my mind. Like a bad dream

Still Waiting On You
Spreading these arms Keeping smilies on my face I am still waiting for you Having bright love in my eyes Keeping strong feelings in my heart I am still waiting for you Facing every storm in life Standing alone in another side I am still waiting for you My love will never die wishing to see you by my side I am still waiting for you

...um Dont Know
ok either i am being really brave or really stupid but i want to tell someone i really like her, i dont want to rush into anything but everytime i talk to her i just want to say something but i always chicken out or my mind goes blah! i dont even know if she feels the same way about me that i do about her, i will understand if she just wants to be friends cause i will respect whatever she decides :) so if she is reading this, i like you and maybe we could try it out or wait i dont mind i just need to know lol :) *whew* now i feel better getting that off my chest. :D EDIT: i think shes a bit surprise lol, i hope she understands everything, i just needed to let her know what i felt, um if she wants to give me a response no matter what the response is i am ready for it

Can You Read This!!!!!
Cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! If you can raed tihs tell others !!

Take A Walk!
Holy crap are we obsessed with food? Get out doors and away from your computers folks! Try some freaking vegetables instead of that Big Mac! Seriously, are all of your mirrors broken? It's an epidemic, don't believe me, then go through all the members here on Fubar, and tell me there's not a problem. I think all the fit ones are either in jail or off fighting for oil! Take a walk, it'll do you good, maybe even save your life!

War
sun burnt skin sore ass numb fingers red eyes dry throat pull in ta the watering hole and flip a 20 drink a few lie a lot tell the girls there wicked hot yer bros walk in its time to move ya tell the babes go get yer groove behind the bar the car roll in the gangsters stand to take the feild the war is to come that we all can feel this war has run for years im told the steets are no longer paved in gold we put up dukes hey pull a knive a charge of adrenaline a spark of life gun fire rips unto the night the bloody cars slip outta site this war to day was wonby us cant wait for tommorow to start more fuss

Truth Or Dare
Fill this out and send it to my INBOX!! (copy & paste) and be honest! I dare you... to tell me the truth.. Four things you wonder about me 1. 2. 3. 4. Five things you like about me 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. Two things you don't like about me 1. 2. My best feature 1. Two things you want to know about me 1. 2. One word that describe me 1. One question for me 1.

45 For Friends
I want to know 45 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine.... 1. What is your full name? 2. When is your Birthday? 3. What is your e-mail address? 4. Do you smoke? 5.How many sexual partners have you had? 6. If you can't answer, is it really that many? 7. Can you cook? 8. What was your dream growing up? 9. What talent do you wish you had? 10. Favorite place? 11. Favorite vegetable? 12. What was the last book you read? 13. What zodiac sign are u? 14. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 15. Worst Habit? 16. Do we know each other outside of myspace? 17. What is your favorite sport? 18. Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude? 19. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 20. Worst thing to ever happen to yo

Would You?
1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would you want to be in? Answer: 3. Would you give me oral pleasure? Answer: 4. Would you have hard pounding sex, make love, or mix it up? Answer: 5. Would you have sex with me on the first night we met? Answer: 6. Would you give me a naked pic? Answer: 7. Would you do me in a hot steamy shower? Answer: 8.Would you let me handcuff you, or tie you up to the bed? Answer: 9. Would you join me in a 3-some ? Answer: 10. What is it about me that makes you want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would you talk dirty to me while while we had sex? Answer: 12. Where would you like to be when we have sex? Answer: 13. Would you have sex with me in front of other people? Answer: 14. Would you have multiple sex sessions with me in the same night? Answer: 15. Would you have sex with me in the rain, over the hood of a car? Answer: 16. Would you mind if we got nasty, and dirty like in a ..

My Torture Device
My mind is a tortue device. I trap myself with my own thoughts and fears. They keep me prisoner here in the dark . I do not share my feelings easily, they have been suppressed too long . I want to help others but I cannot help myself . Thoughts of wanting to die, waiting for it, plannning for it over and over. Wanting it's release. I don't want to feel anymore. I want to be released of love, hate, anger, fear, anxiety, guilt . They have a hold on me , my true self . Will I ever find someone who will dig deep, beyond all that and find who I really am ? I want to have the eyes of a child for just one more day, to see things with hope again . To be loved unconditionally, to have someone love me because of my faults, not in spite of them . Do not pity me, I am speaking my truth for nobody to hear.

What To Get Your Favorite Fubar Harley Guy
Since theres lots of pretty roses and teddy bears and other things here for the ladies ..yeah there are a few things for the guys ...booze,espresso, maybe a car or a ring... yawn...sorry but: We be bikeing men dammit...good gifts in no particular order: (1) oil for the harley (an oil cooler is nice in hotter states too) (2) Super E Carburator or fuel injection unit Ladies S&S is our friend they make engines and cams and pipes and yeah ...good stuff... a) make sure you dont get a carburator for a fuel injected bike and vise versa. (3)another harley or chopper (yes they are different animals) (4) new exhaust pipes ..the more illegal and the louder the better yee haw (5)lots of good sex from the woman of your choice (6)lots of good oral sex from the woman of your choice (7) Lots of good oral sex FOR the woman of your choice..from the harley guy who loves you. after all the firing order for a harley davidson internal combustion engine is : (yes really)

Friends Test
So You Think You Know Me... prove it. 01. My first name: (2 Points) 02. My last name: (4 Points) 03. Am i in love...if so with who: (4 Points) 04. Where did we meet (1 Point) 05. Take a stab at my middle name: (6 Points) 06. Where do I work: (1 Point) 07. What am I afraid of: (3 Point) 08. Do I smoke : (2 Points) 09. Do I drink: (3 Point) 10. Do you think I'm a virgin: (3 Point) 11. Do I have any siblings: (1 Point) 12. How many: (2 Points) 13. What's one of my favorite things to do: (2 Points) 14. How many piercings do I have: (1 Point) 15. How many tattoos do I have: (4 Points) 16. What's my favorite type of music: (3 Point) 17. Am I shy or outgoing: (4 Points) 18. Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: (3 Point) 19. Whats my favorite color: (2 Points) 20. Name something I hate: (3 Point) 21. Name a talent I have: (4 Points) 22

I Want To Say I Love You
When evening shadows fall and another day is through. This is the special time I love to share with you. You take me in your arms As the stars begin to shine. Your kisses are long and deep . Forever I know you'll be mine. How I love the evenings The moonlight, the stars and you. Sharing our hopes and dreams,Together we'll make them come true. Sending you my love with words spoken true. From the depths of my heart I send them to you. Like petals of a rose is the touch of your face I can feel it every time we're wrapped in embrace. The taste of your lips is like sweet dripping honey. Feels like butterflies swirlin' inside of my tummy. The warmth of your touch is like a torch of fire. The tingling inside makes me burn with desire. So I just wanna say my love for you is true. Along with these words I wanna say "I Love You" (Content links to reference source by clicking anywhere)

9-9-07
Don't sweat the small stuff -- for now, anyway! You can let little details slide for the time being, as long as you're dealing with issues that are important to you. Someone close needs your attention, too. ........................................................ I have 5 days left in this contest, and already I am at 23,300+ comments within 400 from 2nd and less then 100 from 3rd. I know I will get help from my great friends. If you need to talk to someone I am here to listen. Have a great Sunday:) Love you all. Antonio aka Brown Eyed Papi

Summer Wind Is Blowing
Summer Wind is Blowing I am three. that is me right there ,I am three. summer wind is blowing and I shall play. THAT IS ME. MOTHER is weeping, she be only twenty three, two children to raise. summer wind is blowing and she is holding his cold hand, THAT IS SHE. summer wind is blowing, DADDY is pushing my swing never more, THAT IS HE. MY SISTER, she know betther than i, "father, father" she cries. summer wind is blowing, and there she stands, THAT IS SHE. DEATH ,oh death standing to wittness the after of your victory. summer wind is blowing, JAGGED BITTER DEATH THAT IS THEE.

Well We Worked It Out
Well during the last couple of days since the incident we have been doing a lot of talking and soul searching, I realize that I am partly to blame for what happened. We are going to go through marriage counceling. We have decided that e want to work things out, for ourselves and the kids. It is going to be a lot of hard work but it will definately be worth it. She is and always will be the love of my life no matter what. I thank you for those that talked to me and tried consoling me. I realize now that I did over react to the situation, however I could not help how I feel, and neither could she. I lay no blame on anyone involved and have put the incident behind me. A marriage is a lot of work and a lot of struggle, but it also a joining, and growing, of sharing and combining. I actually would like to get to know the other person. I cant say that I will be friends with him, but i cant say I couldnt either at this point only God knows. My wife she is my guiding star, she is the seas

Off To Game
hey everyone just wanted to tell you we are about to head out to a football game!! Season opener of the Vikings VS Falcons!! Its my first football game and I am really excited to go!! We will put pics up after the game!

Virus
Hello, just sending out this message to everyone on my contact list: If someone by the name of Ashley Marc James wants to add you to their list don't accept it. Its a virus. Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds them you will get it too. It is a hard drive killer and a very horrible virus. Please pass this on to everyone on your list. We need to find out who is using this account. Right click on the group name of your friends' list and click: Send Message to all. This is affecting to the best of my knowledge Yahoo, Skype and MSN. This is not a fake! Peace and Light To YOU

Another Story For The Ladys
I tell you to be at my room at exaclty 7:15. It's 7:25 when you get there. I open the door and you come in. Your dressed in a rain coat, black fishnet hose and spike heels. I ask where your collar is, you were told to wear it. You reach in your pocket for it and put it on. I'm not pleased, you were told to have it on when you got in your car. You know you will be punshed for not having it on. I tell you to take of the rain coat and get ready for me to inspect you. You take it off and stand with your legs spread for me to inspect you. You were told to shave your pussy for me before you came. I run my fingers over it to check you shaving. I can feel some stubble where you missed spots. I tell you we will have to take care of this, but first you will have to be punished for not wearing your collar and being late. I have you bend over the bed and presend your ass for your punishment. I take out a paddle and start to spank you with it. Your body shakes as the spanking grows harder. Your ass

Slow Cooker Gumbo Recipe
A gumbo recipe for the crockpot. INGREDIENTS: * 1/3 cup flour * 1/3 cup cooking oil * 3 cups chicken broth * 12 to 16 ounces smoked sausage, sliced about 1/2" thick * 2 cups chopped cooked chicken * 2 cups diced cooked chicken * 1 to 2 cups sliced okra * 1 cup chopped onion * 1/2 cup chopped green pepper * 1/2 cup chopped celery * 4 cloves garlic, minced * salt, to taste * 1/2 teaspoon pepper * 1/4 teaspoon ground red pepper * boiled white rice PREPARATION: For roux, in a heavy 2-quart saucepan stir together flour and oil until smooth. Cook over medium-high heat for 4 minutes, stirring constantly. Reduce heat to medium. Continue to cook, stirring constantly, for about 15 minutes more or until roux is dark reddish brown.Let roux cool. Add chicken broth to a 3 1/2 to 6-quart slow cooker. Stir in roux. Add sausage, chicken, okra, onion, green pepper, celery, garlic, salt, pepper, and red pepper. Cover and

Down With Myspace
I was a true believer in myspace thinking that i could get all the friends i wanted and socialize. Hey and why not thats what it says "a place for friends," BULL! I've been on myspace too long and now i got FUBAR. Now all my love is to you, and the person that told me bout this place u rock! Well thankx for reading my first blog i hoped you enjoyed it if not i'll get better with time(i hope). Thankx Pudders:)

Halloween Survey
Dracula [x] Blood intrigues you. [x] You prefer night over day. [ ] Bats and wolves are your friends. [x] You wish you could fly. [ ] You despise mirrors. [x] Coffins don't bother you in the least. [x] Living forever sounds like a great idea. [ ] You can hang upside down for long periods of time. [ ] Garlic is your kryptonite. [ ] You sleep all day. Total: 5 Frankenstein [ ] You owe a lot to your creator. [ ] Fire is scary! [ ] You are unpredictable. [ ] You are very tall. [ ] Little kids are more fond of you than adults. [x] Most people don't understand you. [ ] Your speech leaves a lot to be desired. [ ] You often look a little green. [ ] Fashion means nothing to you; it's like you wear the same thing everyday. [ ] You wish you had more friends. Total: 1 Werewolf [ ] You're quite furry. [ ] The full moon drives you wild. [ ] You often wake up in strange places with no memory of the night before. [ ] Silver repulses you. [ ] Dogs hate you. [ ] You lov

The Mid Summer Heat
The Mid Summer Heat By Raydog1 The day had been hot, but his work now complete It was time to escape from the mid summer heat. He went on inside and took a cool shower, And decided to rest for a couple of hours. It felt so good when his body hit the bed, But it felt much better when the pillow hit his head. The work hadn’t been hard, but still he was beat, He just blamed it on the mid summer heat. It was about 4:00 pm when he began to drift away, That’s when he noticed her standing in his doorway. She was wearing a white dress that was stuck to her skin, “The door was open”, she said, “so I decided to come in.” She was statuesque, from her head to her bare feet, He was happy she had come in from the mid summer heat. She walked across the room, to the foot of his bed, He couldn’t believe his eyes when she pulled the dress over her head. Her hair long and brown, her body curved and lean, She was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen.

Do You Sleep Well?
Phantom hands upon me, I move to their will. Twisting and turning in tormented pleasure. Oh, how I love to feel those ghostly hands. They slide down my body lightly, stopping here and there to press harder, or pinch or dip inside. I moan soundlessly, begging for ease that will not come. They push me farther and drive me higher every second of the night. I awake still needy, and stumble through my day.

Mums
okay people on the subject of my mums they are only for points I'm not really lazy i cant be i got a 18 month old baby and live with her and 4 grown men who don't pick up after themselves and only two of these people do their own laundry i do the rest i also cook for all these people and the people they bring home were constantly having people over and anything quick makes it easier on me u try living with this many grown men one of them is my fiance and one is his dad and the other two are his step bro and friend but they are more like kids than men so u try living with 4 men who don't clean and a kid who gets into everything u will try to think of ways to make things easier on your self trust me oh did i mention all our floors are linoleum and the guys all ways come home with mud all over them cause of their work so i sweep and mop all the time oh and plus i do alot of the paperwork for their company so ummm yeah dont judge till u know everything

For The Broz!
THIS ONE IS FOR THE BROz!!LET'S DO THIS!!SNIPER IS AWESOME GUY AND WE ALL KNOW IT. LET'S ALL HELP HIM OUT ON THIS AND TAKE HIM TO THE NEXT LEVEL!Henchman ⇒ InsiderÂ®!!!Â§Ã‘ÃŽPÃ‹R!!!Â©**FUBAR HUBBY& R/L B/F TO** ~â™¥Night~Vixenâ™¥~@ fubarYOU GOTTA LOVE THAT T-SHIRT TOO! LOL'REAL MEN DON'T EAT QUICHE!! LOLDOES IT LOOK LIKE THIS GUY DOES?REAL MEN HAVE ATTITUDE, WEAR OAKLEY SHADES AND ARE NOT AFRAID TO GIVE YOU A ONE FINGER SALUTE!!! LMAO!SNIPER ROCKS SO LET DO THIS, K THX.

Wanting Someone You Can't Have
Wanting Someone You Can't Have ------------------------------- i watch her with amazment as she closes her eyesand slowly bites her bottom lip, there was a part of me that just could not believe this shit brought out of this daze by the pain of her nails diggin into my back and the pleasure of her hips tightening their grip,this wasn't some kinky game, no time for chains and whips what starts with a kiss, ends with a gasp,we not in a rush so lets ease up on the gas in this moment i am her king and she is my queen, forever rockin' the thorne 'till the next morn cheerish this moment that i do with pride,it will last forever a memory that will never subcide all this without a word, but with our eyes we both confine, our lips crash together ever so soft and gently,ever so sweet and divine, and i feel so cold now, a chill runs down my spine begin to think and worry, do i deserve a beauty such as this, but the thought was eased when she calms me with just another kiss that like a

Laugh For September 9
Things You Don't Want to Hear During Surgery Better save that. We'll need it for the autopsy. "Accept this sacrifice, O Great Lord of Darkness" Bo! Bo! Come back with that! Bad Dog! Wait a minute, if this is his spleen, then what's that? Hand me that ... uh ... that uh..... thingie Oh no! I just lost my Rolex. Oops! Hey, has anyone ever survived 500ml of this stuff before? There go the lights again... "Ya know, there's big money in kidneys.. and this guy's got two of'em. Everybody stand back! I lost my contact lens! Could you stop that thing from beating, it's throwing my concentration off. What's this doing here? I hate it when they're missing stuff in here. That's cool! Now can you make his leg twitch?! Well folks, this will be an experiment for all of us. Sterile, shcmedle. The floor's clean, right? What do you mean he wasn't in for a sex change... OK, now take a picture from this angle. This is truly a fr

The Story On Who I Am (part1)
Well...here's where we find out about this guy that came out of the blue. He seems really nice, but who is he? Where did he come from? There are a million questions that linger about me that go unanswered. Today, I will begin providing some answers on me by starting from the beginning. I will do what I call parallels which will tell you about what I'm doing today, as well as what I was doing all those years ago during my childhood. This is sure to keep several of you riveted, but may drive a wedge between those who are "true friends" of mine and myself. I can start by saying that one person on Fubar knows more about me than even some in my biological family. (You know who you are) Anyway, for the sake of not re-enacting my whole child birth...lets begin. The date is now September 9,1969....(yes, I'm 38) I'm not yet a year old but a pecking order has already been established within my family...guess where I fall? I'm a surprise to most...even my mom and dad, cause dad either didn't pull

Prayers Needed
Hey Friends and Fans, A friend of mine need your support and prayers. Please stop by and read her blogs. She needs all the prayers and help you can give her. Her son is diagnosed with a heart condition called supraventricular tachycardia (SVT). It is a condition which causes your heart to beat at a pace faster then normal. He really needs your prayers. © Sweetcheeks UR NEXT WET DREAM!Bitch to Greeneyed Texas girl!*NO FAN NO ADD SRY!*@ fubar Thanks in advance everyone

Contest
do u have what it takes to be fubar's next hottest tattoo...if so please send pic of tat to my fumail and i will set it up...as soon as i get 15 contestents the contest will begin...good luck to u all first place----a month vic or a blast(3DAYS) second place---a porsh therd place----a tropical vacation the contestants so far are as followed angie babe dirty monky daves baby nopedaling im to good for you sexy azz bytch angel79 angel of sin this contest brought to u by the one and only.... HOTSTUD262006 founder and Recruiter of The Godfather Family.(Real husband to Angel1111)@ fubar

Lets See
Whats on the mind on Itsim today............ nothing nothing at all.... and if there was would you really even want to hear it???? of course not soooo I just basicly wanted to bug who ever reads this with an alert hahaha....waves to whom ever is reading the thoughts in my head :P xoxoxoxo

Just A Little About Me Now!!
I just wanted to let my friends know that my health has gone down hill!!I have become very ill and I am haveing alot of problems breathing and the doctors is concerned about my right side of my heart..iit is inlarged...there is alot of other things that are going wrong also that I dont want to bore everyone with at this time but I will advise everyone if I am able to.things are not looking good to say the least!!It has me very worried!!And to that I want to say that..I have meet a lot of very wonderful people here that have truly touched my heart and made me smile and laugh,so have made me cry and broke my heart(you know who you are).but all I have to say is that I wish I could get everyone together just for a moment and give you all a great big hug and say thank you for every thing!!I love you all!!edwin

I Close My Eyes
In the backyard I close my eyes - the sheets in steady breeze are flightless bird wings flapping steadily in the midday sun, the scent of rain wafts to me in waves of warm air. Tonight I will close my eyes again to sleep in birds and rain, but right now I am in this moment. © All rights reserved

Hair
well lets see...where to start...i had posted a mumm a few weeks ago about my hair. my sister has told me many times that my hair was too light for my skin tone so i decided that i would color it...well guess what...it turned gray....AHHHHH..then i thought well maybe if i go get it cut, it will take away the stuff that is really gray....well damn it...now its too short and it was still gray...so i bought another box of hair color..tried to color it again...now its on the blackish gray side and looks worse now than it did to begin with. I absolutely hate it...i will post some pics later so you can all see how it turned out...like i said, i hate it, so dont feel bad to tell me what you really think either...i wanna know everybodys opinion.

Your Pet Peeves
Ok so everybody has em... what are your top 10 Pet Peeves. Be honest. 1. Fake friends 2. People who act like they own the road cause they have a big a** truck 3. Flakes 4. Rudeness 5. Drama Queens ~ save the drama for yo mamma! 6. Attention whores 7. Guys who are full of themselves 8. People who can't handle their alcohol 9. The drive through cashiers who don't say hello to you and just say $3.75 10. People who think they are better than you just cause they have more $ in the bank.

In A Country Music Mood ?? I Am!
TODAY, RIGHT NOW, ALL COUNTRY MUSIC ALL DAY (SEPT. 9TH, 2007) OR AT LEAST WHILE "I'M" DJ'ING LOL COME ON IN AND HANG OUT FOR AWHILE,WE'D LOVE TO HAVE YA! THANX!! CLICK THE PIC TO ENTER......... CHERRY SINGLE? LET'S MINGLE!

In Native American Life~
~ American Life~ Beauty aside, wearing or presenting jewelry had many social, economic, political and religious implications for the Native Americans of the 1600â€™s in southern New England. Jewelry was used to show connection with a particular group. Beads validated treaties and were used to remember oral tradition, as well as for exchange and currency. There were many ritual aspects of beads and pendants used in ceremonies of dance, curing and sacrifice. Jewelry was also used in many â€˜rites of passageâ€™ which individuals passed through in their lives. Personal Aesthetics: Native Americans in New England, especially young women, enhanced their dress with beads and pendants. Wampum beads were treasured possessions and elaborate types and large amounts of jewelry were worn. Native American women, however, were considered less vain than European women. Besides jewelry, beads decorated clothing or were inlaid into objects of wood for aesthetic beauty. Wampum inlaid wooden items in

Oversalted Burger Leads To Charges
only in georgia....lol UNION CITY, Ga. - A McDonald's employee spent a night in jail and is facing criminal charges because a police officer's burger was too salty, so salty that he says it made him sick. ADVERTISEMENT Kendra Bull was arrested Friday, charged with misdemeanor reckless conduct and freed on $1,000 bail. Bull, 20, said she accidentally spilled salt on hamburger meat and told her supervisor and a co-worker, who "tried to thump the salt off." On her break, she ate a burger made with the salty meat. "It didn't make me sick," Bull told the Atlanta Journal-Constitution. But then Police Officer Wendell Adams got a burger made with the oversalted meat, and he returned a short time later and told the manager it made him sick. Bull admitted spilling salt on the meat, and Adams took her outside and questioned her, she said. "If it was too salty, why did (Adams) not take one bite and throw it away?" said Bull, who has worked at the restaurant for five month

When Will I?
WHEN I am alone, it's you that I miss WILL I ever feel your tender kiss? YOUR eyes tell all...and so much more LIPS on my body...is what I'm craving for! MEET me under the stars that shine MINE is yours...and what's yours is mine! WHEN the sun rises over the sea WILL you be there watching it with me? OUR hands embraced, we'll walk the land BODIES of water crashing onto the sand! TOUCH my soul and read my mind AGAIN to take me to cloud nine! WHEN I dream about you again WILL it only be "just pretend?" I want to make a night to remember SLEEP in your arms & my soul to surrender! WITH in this poem, there's questions to find YOU should re-read the first word in every line! NOW you know I'm being sincere PLEASE! Tell me the answer I'm longing to hear!

Goodbye
Never wanting to part Always holding you close to my heart Passionate kisses caressing my lips My entire body felt by finger tips Staring into those deep blue eyes So hard to see whats behind the disguise I finally give in and stay Together entwined in each other we lay Few words are spoken Silence finally broken The sound of two lovers enjoying such bliss The sound of each moan between each kiss Morning will come and there will be dejection Not wanting to say those words, not knowing when the next night of passion Will peak its head out from the clouds that cast upon each day Until, entwined in each other we again can lay.

Okay! Okay!
Well I was going to make today my last day in Fubar, but many of you asked me not to leave. Okay I got the message and deleted that blog. I'll stay but I'll be on back and forth due to the fact that I am helping hubby install windows and I've got alot of paperwork to go through and place on disc and file away. So I will stay, so let's show me the love! Start rating me 10-4 Hugs and kisses MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes

Exactly What Most Of Feel About Immigration!
Newspapers simply won't publish letters to the editor which they either deem politically incorrect (read below) or which does not agree with the philosophy they're pushing on the public. This woman wrote a great letter to the editor that should have been published; but, with your help it will be published via cyberspace! New Immigrants From: "David LaBonte" My wife, Rosemary, wrote a wonderful lettr to the editor of the OC Register which, of course, was not printed. So, I decided to "print" it myself by sending it out on the Internet. Pass it along if you feel so inclined. Dave LaBonte (signed) Written in response to a series of letters to the editor in the Orange County Register: Dear Editor: So many letter writers have based their arguments on how this land is made up of immigrants. Ernie Lujan for one, suggests we should tear down the Statue of Liberty because the people now in question aren't being treated the same as those who passed through E

Fubar Friends
What is the deal with people on my freind list they ask fpor piont so they can level up but do they give any back...hell,no. On ask for pionts by leaving her comments on her pic s she would like to level up before she has her baby, a good request i lest 40 comments. She left me ZERO. so NO more for her. If you a want help I will help you but I do want points as well. I bought a blast for one so called freind do you thing she rated any of my pics...HELL NO. So please dont send me chain emails or request for my hek=lp if you are going to do the same.

How Long?
I am losing myself in the maze of her - giving giving giving; around each new corner - old corners; new turn - old turns. I am uncertain - oh, to find her in the middle at the end somewhere anywhere here. How long? My words are failing me in the brightness of her smile voice laughter - I am mere mortal now, not some artist god king - only a man in love and famished, starved for the touch of her. Am I disappearing in the shadow of this unseemly need? How long? © All rights reserved

~lust For Blood~
" I OPEN MY EYES AND ONLY SEE DARKNESS of the earth. I smell the roses that decorate my new home. But I am cold here, And i hunger. So I leave this blackness for the eturnal Darkness of anouther Kind. The Pure moonlite spills over me. The lust for blood.Over comes me

Hawaii On A Freebie
My cousin and her husband are taking me to Hawaii with them to mind their kids. It is First Class all the way, as it is always with them. They are meeting up with some of their fancy friends. I am not too happy with my poor relation role at the moment. Living in my cousin's guest house has been pretty humbling. I am not a bum, just a struggling college student. Hawaii on a freebie is depressing (lol).

Relationship Secret---
RELATIONSHIP SECRETS ANNIVERSARIES A lways celebrate! Whether it's the 1st or the 50th, each year together is a triumph. APPRECIATION Let each other know how much you appreciate each other. You may already know but hearing it from each other is always better. BEST FRIENDS B e best friends preferably before being boyfriend-girlfrien d. Take time to know each other so the relationship will be a deep one. Tell each other about your crushes, dreams and problems. Make sure he/she is your best friend before getting engaged. The strong bond of friendship will help you both survive tough times. BOND Make it a point to spend time together often but leave room for each other. Also spend time alone w/ each other, so that at the end of the day you could both share your experiences. This way, you stay interesting with your partner. CHANGING EACH OTHER Don't marry an as...le, j.... or a bi.... (an unsuitable person) You'll never change each o

How Well Do You Know Me
So You Think You Know Me... (2 Points) My name: (4 Points) My last name: (4 Points) Who am I in love with: (1 Points) Where did we meet: (6 Points) Take a stab at my middle name: (1 Points) Where do i work: (3 Point) What am I afraid of: (2 Points) Do I smoke : (3 Points) Do I drink: (1 Point) Do I have any siblings: (2 Points) How many: (2 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do: (1 Point) How many piercings do I have: (4 Points) How many tattoos do I have: (3 Points) What's my favorite type of music: (4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing: (3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: (2 Points) What's my favorite color: (3 Points) Name some((thing,one)) I hate: (4 Points) Name a talent I have: (4 Points) What's my phone number?: (4 Points) What kind of sneakers do I wear: (4 Points) Do I have any pets: (2 Points) Who am I dating/likeing right now: (5 points) How tall am I? : (5 Points) What is my worst

I'll Be Ok....
So...I was upstairs in my room Crying.....My mom came up n brought me this paper she told me to read it and this is what it said... as we grow up,we learn that even the one person that wasnt supposed to ever let you down probably will.. you will have your heart broken probably more then once and its harder everytime.You'll break hearts too,so remember how it felt when yours was broken.you'll fight with your bestfriend.you'll blame a new love for things an old one did. you'll cry because time is passing too fast,and you'll eventually lose someone you love.so take too many pictures,laugh too much,and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. don't be afraid that your life will end because if you live in continous fear,life will never really begin.

My Weekend..
I just got back home from my grandma's about an hour ago. I had fun. We had lasagna, garlic bread, and salad for dinner. it was delicious. We played a few games of dice and watched tv and went riding around on the golf cart on some tracks in the grass. Later on that night, we sat by the fire and roasted hot dogs and made smores, and listened to some Patsy Cline. Once we got done making smores, I got kinda lonely when the music was playing. I was missing Eric so much. I ended up going to bed that night at 10. and I woke up this morning at 9 or 9:30. I slept so good. I actually just talked to Eric. He called me from a pay phone. He said they just left the studio about a half hour ago. So they should be home in about 2 hours at the latest. I can't wait to see him. I miss him so much. When he gets home, we've gotta go to the store and buy a lot of food. Then we can eat and relax for the rest of the night.

This Song Was Dedicated To Me Last Night
She grabs the yellow bottle She likes the way it hits her lips She gets to the bottom It sends her on a trip so right She might be goin' home with me tonight She looks like a model Except she's got a little more ass Don't even bother Unless you've got that thing she likes I hope she's goin' home with me tonight [chorus] Those flashing lights come from everywhere The way they hit her I just stop and stare She's got me love stoned Man I swear she's bad and she knows I think that she knows She's freaky and she knows it She's freaky, but I like it She shuts the room down The way she walks and causes a fuss The baddest in town She's flawless like some uncut ice I hope she's goin' home with me tonight And all she wants is to dance That's why you'll find her on the floor But you don't have a chance Unless you move the way that she likes That's why she's goin' home with me tonight [chorus] Those flashing lights come from everywhere The way they hit her

If Only
How many times have you thought "If only"? If only this would have happened, or if only I had done this instead. Most of us could ask this of ourselves many times in our lives. I find myself using it almost daily. If only I had made choices in my life different than the ones I have, what would be different, how would my life be now. It can make you think of many things, how many changes, would just one "if only" make. I mentally follow the line back to the start, making the changes one at a time, seeing how life would be and what I might have become. We can all have our dreams and make our wish's. Dreaming of life without the hardships we all endure or a life with people we have lost. In all the times I have questioned myself and asked "if only", I come to the same realization, I would lose too many of the things I hold most dearly in my life. Of these things my children, my grandchildren and most of all you, I would not want to lose. So the next time you ask yourself "i

Urinally Speaking
I was barely sitting down when I heard a voice from the other stall saying: "Hi, how are you?" I'm not the type to start a conversation in the men's restrooms at a rest stop but, I don't know what got into me, so I answered, somewhat embarrassed, "Doin Just Fine!" And the other guy says: "So what are you up to?" What kind of question is that? At that point, I'm thinking this is too bizarre so I say: "Uhhh I'm like you, just traveling east!" At this point I am just trying to get out as fast as I can when I hear another question. Can I come over to your place after while? Ok, this question is just wacky but I figured I could just be polite and end the conversation. I tell him, "Well, I have company over so today is a bad day for me!" Then I hear the guy say nervously... "LISTEN, I'll have to call you back. There's an idiot in the other stall who keeps answering all my questions!" Urinally Speaking EXC

She Cries
She sits and stares ahead of her, trying not to think of the words being said to her. The voice continues to break into her dreams, pushing deeper and deeper until she can no longer hide, Why her? What could she have done to deserve this? She gives and gives, always checking, always planning, why does it continue? She belives it can change, things must get better. She thinks back and remembers at time when everything was new and the words caused no pain. The touch was light and gentle the kisses sweet and plenty, when did it change? She dreams of being better, making him happy, doing all she can to please him. A door closing brings her back to now, her heart races, her face flushes, not for reasons of passion, but of fear. As the sounds of steps move toward her, she begins to cry, knowing the pain is but steps away. She feels a hand touch her, she flinch's away. Her mind screaming please no more. She opens her eyes to him, dark streaks forming on white cheeks, he reaches for her again,

To The Ones That Have Gone Before Me
as i sit on a swing watching my children play i realize my memories of you have began to slip away as my heart sinks low and my eyes fill with tears i cling to the precious thoughts that i hold so dear so sadly i sit as my heart breaks it's strange what the years decide to take your laughter,your smile,the way you looked as you slept these are all precious memories i have fought to protect but though my thoughts might fade you won't be forgot and where ever you are,please know i love you alot with your memories refreshed i think i will go but there is one more thing i want you to know for the rest of my life ill think of you each day and i promise to never let your memory fade away

Caribbean Blue
So the world goes round and round with all you ever knew. They say the sky high above is Caribbean blue. If every man says all he can, if every man is true, do I believe the sky above is Caribbean blue. If all you told was turned to gold, if all you dreamed was new, Imagine sky high above in Caribbean blue.

Dazed And Confused New Me
I sit in my room alone but for the snoring boy on my bed and think about all that has happened to me lately. I've changed so much sometimes I feel like I don't even know me anymore. Do I like who I'm becoming? I'm not sure. Am I happy with the "new" me? Again I'm not sure. I'm not as shy as I use to be. I told someone recently that I thought they'd be worth going after no matter how things end and that I'm going after them and to some degree I have. He is rapidly becoming one of my better friends too, which is awesome in and of it's self. I probably drink too much at times and know I shouldn't smoke but sometimes I do. I'm not sure where home is anymore. For the first time in months I'm not living out of a duffel bag. My friend and her husband who are really more like family gave me a room in their house and a couple draws even. I'm doing normal stuff again like going to a movie and dinner last night. The whole hanging at the bar thing has ended. Yes I will miss it at times but I'm nev

Pineapple Marinated Pork Chops Recipe
Cook these pineapple pork chops in slow cooker, on the grill, or broil them. INGREDIENTS: * 6 pork chops * 1 can (20 ounces) pineapple chunks with juice * 1/4 cup brown sugar * 2 teaspoons soy sauce PREPARATION: Put pork chops in a plastic storage bag; mix remaining ingredients; pour over pork chops in bag. Seal bag and refrigerate overnight. Put in Crock Pot on low for 6 to 8 hours, or until done. These pork chops are also great on the grill. Serves 6.

Begun Awhile Ago
I'm not sure where this is going exactly. My cousin just came home from Iraq and we caught up for a little while today. In the course of our conversation, I did ask him how he felt about the on-going conflict. He said something I thought I should share with you all because whichever political persuasion you have, I think his perspective is one we should hear. It is a statement about the present state of our political system and how it fails on both sides to listen to the troops. He began by saying he felt executive and legislative branches of government are failing our troops. He explained that they seem to be content to keep the troops there because it furthers political ambition, that his time with MI showed him that there are very clearly three very distinct national/ethnic/religious identities that will emerge from this war in Iraq and that those identities will fight over the territory in much the same way the former Yugoslavia, Israel/Palestine and India and Pakistan have. It

My Feelings!
Ok today is Sunday August 9, 2007 and I was sitting here with alot on my mind and I thought I would put some of what Im feeling and thinking in writing just so I could express myself. So here is the deal.....Theres a man in my life that I feel like I am getting closer to every day and I like it very much. This man makes me feel so good when he is around me and even when I talk to him on the phone or text each other. I feel like he really understands me and that he feels the same way I do on alot of things and I feel like I can talk to him about anything. This man is growing to be a very important part of my daily life and I think about him all the time and I miss being around him. I know that I probly shouldnt have the feelings for this person that I have but he makes it so easy to be crazy about him and I am. I know that this may sound crazy but I really am having true feelings for him and I miss him so much when I dont get to talk to him or see him but we both have lots of thin

Sunday Sunday
Just wanted to post my random thoughts here. I really like fubar seems like alot of people are here for the so called pick up joint. I am really hear to have a online social life. Being a MMO gamer I play Dungeons and dragons online I like the who points thing and the gifts. These are the things that myspace sorely lack. I have a account there too. I am also supercabby there as well. My Wolverines are the laughing stock of the world but at least Norte Dame sux too. Maybe the can play in the sux bowl this year. I am still learning here so If i rate you wrong or something let me know I like to give 10's out to all but sometimes I click to fast and I know i gave out a 4 on accident I welcome all to be my friend and share there thoughts with us. My mind is out the gutter most of the time. My hobbies are music, DDO, Family, Philosophy, Astrology, Pagan/wiccian/far east studies. If you want a intellegent conversation I might be your man. If you are looking for a pi

Sunshine Angels Club Members Update 9/9/07
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In The Clouds
All I ca nsay is I am in the clouds and it is a good feeling. I mean hell....I am havcing typos happen. Not going to fix them even. LOL. Am I crazy? I do not want to lose it nor do I want to scare off the one responsible for this. Just had to get this out even if it may not make any sense to ppl. LOL. I AM ALIVE!!!!!!!!!! And maybe some other things. hehehe.

You Are Being Chared With Assault With A Salt Shaker.
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070909/ap_on_fe_st/odd_salty_burger A McDonald's employee spent a night in jail and is facing criminal charges because a police officer's burger was too salty, so salty that he says it made him sick. Kendra Bull was arrested Friday, charged with misdemeanor reckless conduct and freed on $1,000 bail. Bull, 20, said she accidentally spilled salt on hamburger meat and told her supervisor and a co-worker, who "tried to thump the salt off." On her break, she ate a burger made with the salty meat. "It didn't make me sick," Bull told the Atlanta Journal-Constitution. But then Police Officer Wendell Adams got a burger made with the oversalted meat, and he returned a short time later and told the manager it made him sick. Bull admitted spilling salt on the meat, and Adams took her outside and questioned her, she said. "If it was too salty, why did (Adams) not take one bite and throw it away?" said Bull, who has worked at the restaurant for five

Over You!!
u say ur packin ur shit n u walkin away u keep lookin back hopin i beg u to stay i aint the one who decide to leave so if u think im gonna step down that low then ur wrong why should i be the one beggin u when u the one who fucked up,u keep lookin n waitin but u no what aint nothin to wait for so jus turn around n bounce,a week gone by n now u back beggin me for a second chance i knew u be the one beggin me but all i got to say is i told u so,see how karma comes back n bites u,u thought i be here waitin for u to come back but as u can see ive gotten over ur cheatin ass,so jus walk away and take ur shit n never look back cuz im over you...

This Poem Is Dedicated To All Those World Trade Center Victims Who Were Never Found.
This poem is dedicated to all those World Trade Center victims who were never found. At First You Were Missing I've been at this job For over six months now But on this day I'm back where I was So many years ago Great memories Stay with me In the back of my mind My second family Lived in this building And you were part of it The late day hot sun Turns into dark Ominous clouds A hard rain falls That now means No ballgame tonight No matter really Tomorrow should be Just another day At first when I wake All I can feel Throughout my body Is a numbing pain My eyes don't believe What my TV shows me I've stepped into A surreal world But I can't shake the feeling That the worst Is yet to come Astronomical numbers Are what I hear And see and feel For the next two days Sleep won't come to me Yet I can't awake From this nightmare The real dividing line Will finally be crossed A point of no return From the opening Of a simple e-mail Five day

The Bouncer Dude
Seriously, what's up with the constant ID checks? Does anyone know? I understand if I'm rating "to fast" and they are worried about bots but I'm getting the ID check just going to people's home page!!! wtf? Am I pulling up the pages "to fast"? Does anyone know what initiates the bouncer or what it responds to? Just wondering..

Aloft
There, among the rising bubbles, forms a hand - reaching, not for me, but for the air around me - then feathers root where once the finest filaments of hair shone - and now wings lift from the tempest, I am aloft. But I am only man within her, at her mercy - I can feel the whoosh of each wing beating and the earth slips away. I know this soft-winged, lifting - it surrounds me each night - the buoyant ether of her desire (and mine). I tumesce at the whisper of her voice into me, ghost song from my yesterday: "I want you, need you, love you." © All rights reserved

Awaiting My Flight
Here I am in Gulfport, Mississippi. Not my idea of a good time, but what I might call a 'necessary evil.' I have to go through this to get to where I want to go. I joined the Seabees -- yeah, that's right, I'm a Seabee (For those of you who don't know what I'm talking about that sounds pretty cool, so far be it from me to disillusion you. It is in fact VERY cool to be a Seabee!) -- to go to Iraq. You see, I am a patriot (for those of you who don't know what THAT is, that also is a very cool thing to be), and I have plenty to offer my country that might come in handy in this current situation we find ourselves thrust into. This is only my first entry -- a sort of first step along what very well might be a thousand-mile journey. This is where I hope to collect my thoughts and kind of wind down of a stressful evening and update my loved ones as to my general whereabouts and my general activities. I hope to meet Iraqis along my journey, and I hope to gain other priceles

Chapter 37....."on The Road Again!"
Well, it looks like another lil road trip for me and my belongings. Lately, my life has been goin ok since i left my ex & had finally gotten myself on my own two feet again....but as everyone one knows, life only throws u more bullshit in ur way just as soon as things get better. Where i am stayin at right now is awesome, but i cant afford the rent of $300 and all of my bills on top of it all (not to mention tryin to get my licence back and eventually gettin a car of my own also). And all of this is starting to take a toll on my friend and her family...not to mention me as well. I do give them money when i can, but because my job is deciding not to give me a full 40 hours of work & the transportation to get there and back home is ridiculously hard to manage.....stress in the household i vacate right now is sky-rocketing. And thats not good on me right now, seein that i have a divorce, bills, work & money problems, and other lil shitty things drowning me as i type, i have to do what i

Adult Survey
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? oh yes! 2. Is sex best in the morning, afternoon, or night? I like sex all the time. 3. What side of the bed do you sleep on? right side closest to the door 4. Pork, beef, or chicken??? beef 5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? maybe when i was little 6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? no 7. Shower or bath? Shower 8. Do you pee in the shower? sometimes 9. Mexican or Chinese? Chinese 10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? Aggressive 11. Do you love someone on your top friends? definitly 13. Love or money? Love 14. Cards or cash? cards with cash inside 15. Has there ever been anyone in your family you wish wasn't? no 16. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel? I like both. 17.Vagina? i like it but don't have one 18. Would you shave your entire body (including your head)? Never 19. Have

Thought I'd Let You All Know...
In case you haven't noticed I haven't been on here at all. I preety much gave up since I couldn't get girls from the club on here. Oh well, I did try. I will be deleting this account and my own as well since I am never on here anyway. Thanks to all that have been here from the beginning and to all the friends I have made. I wish you all the best in every aspect of your life. This account will be deleted at the end of the week. If you would like to stay in touch w/ me lemme know and I'll give you an e-mail where you can contact me. Thanks again to all Dakota.

Last Night
well after the last blog i wrote i told my crush that i had a crush on her and i felt really good telling her that, and she just wants to be friends and i can deal with that :) i go by a phrase and it goes like this: "whatever makes her happy makes me happy" so i am just glad that we can still be friends :) WHAT HAPPEN TODAY: well today i wented golfing and got hit in the leg with a golf ball which stung like a mudderfacker! i didnt do so great but not to bad either, then i came home and just went blah lol anyways i hope everyone has had a good day and hopefully a good night as well...

Coincidence? (this Is About God)
Coincidence? It is written in the Bible "Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap." Here are some men and women who mocked God JOHN LENNON: Some years before during his interview with an American Magazine, he said: "Christianity will end, it will disappear. I do not have to argue about that. I am certain. Jesus was ok, but his subjects were too simple, Today we are more famous than Him" (1966). Lennon, after saying that the Beatles were more famous than Jesus Christ, was shot six times. TANCREDO NEVES (President of Brazil): During the Presidential campaign, he said if he got 500 votes from his party, not even God would remove him from Presidency. Sure he got the votes, but he got sick a day before being made President, then he died. CAZUZA (Bi-sexual Brazilian composer, singer and poet): During a show in Canecão ( Rio de Janeiro ), whilst smoking his

You Can Take It With You...
There was a man who had worked all of his life, had saved all of his money, and was a real miser when it came to his money. He told his wife, "When I die, I want you to take all my money and put it in the casket with me. I want to take my money to the afterlife with me." And so he got his wife to promise him with all of her heart that when he died, she would put all of the money in the casket with him. Well, he died. He was stretched out in the casket, his wife was sitting there in black, and her friend was sitting next to her. When they finished the ceremony, just before the undertakers got ready to close the casket, the wife said, "Wait just a minute!" She had a box with her, she came over with the box and put it in the casket. Then the undertakers locked the casket down, and they rolled it away. So her friend said, "Girl, I know you weren't fool enough to put all that money in there with your husband." The loyal wife replied, "Listen, I'm a Christian, I can't go ba

Down Rating
I do not know about but it pisses me off when people rate my pictures or friends of mine pictures low. I rate everyone high because I do not want them to feel bad. I also do not want them to do the same to me. I do not care if I am playing the hot or not game. I still rate their pictures high. I do not think it is very nice to rate someones picture a 3 or 1. People do have feelings. I know I should probally not let this get to me but it does. I think it gets to me more because I have been made fun of my whole life. I do treat people with respect so they will treat me the same way.

For September 9,2007
For September 9,2007 You've still got plenty of great energy that you know you can rely on, so take on that extra project or help out with your family's needs -- whatever seems most pressing to you for the moment. This is so true and just what im doing right now.

Myspace Is:
My Space is like a heroine addiction without the upside. If you visit Gorilla Mask's meaning for each type of My Space photo you'll see the first part of the problem. No one knows how to take a picture anymore. Essentially there are four types of pictures found on My Space. The trendy "I can take pictures off myself in the mirror" photo, the "I'm way too ugly or trying to be too hip to use my real photo" image, the "I'm hideously deformed and want to use a picture of me from far away" photo, and the "look at my dog / booze / make up / left over crack" shot. Just take a picture of yourself and use it. You shouldn't care what others think about your appearance, and if you have enough self confidence to post your profile on a site used by over five million people you have enough self confidence to post a photo of yourself. But don't use one of those four kinds of pictures. They're dumb, unoriginal, and I rather look at topographical maps than look at your uninspiring photo contribution to

45,000 To Go
THIS ONE IS FOR THE BROz!!LET'S DO THIS!!SNIPER IS AWESOME GUY AND WE ALL KNOW IT. LET'S ALL HELP HIM OUT ON THIS AND TAKE HIM TO THE NEXT LEVEL!Henchman ⇒ InsiderÂ®!!!Â§Ã‘ÃŽPÃ‹R!!!Â©**FUBAR HUBBY& R/L B/F TO** ~â™¥Night~Vixenâ™¥~@ fubarYOU GOTTA LOVE THAT T-SHIRT TOO! LOL'REAL MEN DON'T EAT QUICHE!! LOLDOES IT LOOK LIKE THIS GUY DOES?REAL MEN HAVE ATTITUDE, WEAR OAKLEY SHADES AND ARE NOT AFRAID TO GIVE YOU A ONE FINGER SALUTE!!! LMAO!SNIPER ROCKS SO LET DO THIS, K THX.

Finding A Good Man
We got a bucket of Corona, Enough stories to last all night, About the trials and tribulations, Of findin' Mr. Right: Of findin' a good man. Here's to the liars and the cheaters and the cold mistreaters; To the Momma's boys who can't make a stand. Here's to the superficial players; The "I love ya" too-soon-sayers; If you hear me girls, raise your hand: Let's have a toast: Here's to findin' a good man. Blind dates an' horror stories; Pushy gals and fast movers. Let's dedicate this girl's night out, To big-talkers; bad losers, It's so hard findin' a good man. Here's to the liars and the cheaters and the cold mistreaters; To the Momma's boys who can't make a stand. Here's to the superficial players; The "I love ya" too-soon-sayers; If you hear me girls, raise your hand: Let's have a toast: Here's to findin' a good man. Julie, I know you want perfection; Angie, you want a listener. Lisa, your list is gettin' long, And girls, you know me:I just want a go

Lets See What Happens Now
Ok where do we start with this little blog now ? Could it be the Crappy Coverage ESPN provided with Sats Race at Richmond ? Nah thats normal for ESPN to drop the ball an show everything BUT THE RACE !!

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry that I had to grow up to soon and that I used to steal I'm sorry for the things I did in the day. I remember being little...knowing I could lose someone so important at any moment, dreading every call to the office, every phone call to dad..every letter in the mail. I'm sorry for the way I was the way you wanted me to be isn't how I turned out, I am a disappointment and that's fine with me. I didn't fuck over our family I didn't screw someone else cuz I was unhappy. I didn't choose her over me I wasn't in the wrong on that one but it sure felt that way. I'm sorry that I'm not what I should be. I'm sorry that I'm not her, I want you to know I'm happy with me. I'm sorry that I lost so many friends, I'm sorry I wasn't who you all thought I was. I don't like you anymore...sorry. I'm not anything to them...I am everything to me. I'm sorry about the shit thats gone wrong, I'll take the blame like I used too...because obviously no one is happy without that. I'm sorry.

In Contest!
I am participating in a contest that started this evening (sorry about the "notice") and which will last, I gather, until someone receives 7500 comments. I hope very much that people that have time and are interested will have a look at the folder - all the images are tags made by the same very creative lady, hosted in her profile - and rate and comment those that seem to warrant it according to your judgment! The link is http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=205723&albumid=563080&i=2816301937 (copy and paste to prevent this from opening in another window). (edited link, which moved to wrong folder when the folders were split up????) (And the rules for the contest are here.) Up with fun and down with stress, and to all a most pleasant, fortunate week!

Phoenix Poem
Too all that dream, and all that dear To see the beauty of land, sea and air Nothing shall ye ever spy As wondrous as the Phoenix in the sky Too all think, and all that ponder The ways of things on this place we wonder The one thing ye shall never know Is: To what home does the Phoenix go? this is a great poem about the Phoenix done by an unknown author, unknown to me, hope you enjoy. Too all that pray, and believe in too Avá merciful, pure and true A brighter sign there shall never be Then the mighty Phoenix over the sea Too all that live a life of good Your deeds of love will come back; as they should A happy life shall be yours to take away When the Phoenix comes with the break of day Too all that walk the path of dark My next words ye would do well to mark For your deeds of evil ye shall be burnt in flame And your actions shall be meet with untold of pain To Human, Elf, Dwarf and all To every creature great and small The Phoenix is many things; in

Never Forget
Something to Think About... 'Twas the night before Christmas. He lived all alone. In a one bedroom house made of Plaster and stone. I had come down chimney With presents to give, And to see just who, In this home did live. I looked all about, A strange sight I did see. No tinsel, No presents, Not even a tree. No stocking by mantle, Just boots filled with sand, On the wall hung pictures Of far distant lands. With medals and badges, Awards of all kinds, A sober thought Came through my mind. For this house was different, It was dark and dreary, I found the home of a soldier, Once I could see clearly. The soldier lay sleeping, Silent, Alone, Curled up on the floor In this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, The room in such disorder, Not how I pictured A United States Soldier. Was this the hero of whom i'd just read? Curled up on a poncho, The floor

What Is Happiness?
My new job is proving to be a challenge. I am not happy or focused when I am not challenged. I get into too much trouble when I am not kept busy. Listening to some Testament, working on my next business idea, and knowing I will receive another awesome paycheck on Friday; I am happy. This is quite the turnaround from the shit I had to go through in Iraq earlier this year. I am not sure what makes you happy, but this makes me tick!

A Rant For The Masses
Rant time: Who do people that are no longer on my friends list decide to view my profile and STALK me anyway? What the Fuck? Don't you have anyhing better to do with your time? I mean we were friends and YOU ditched me. If anyone that reads this that is NOT on my friends list has anything to say to me by all means email me on myspace or on FUBAR. Don't be a fucking chickenshit and stalk me on here. I have a tracker that shows me who views my profile and i check it everyday. Someone is stalking me and i know who SHE is. Grow up please. Either be an adult and say something to me or be a bitch and wish you had me back cause you lost a good friend. Your loss, fuck off. Go and fuck that ugly ass psycho ex of yours and leave me alone!! Or you can be a normal person and say something. Speaking of psycho exes, why is it that when i'm going to leave a comment on my girlfriends page i see fucking sappy as shit from an ex? What the fuck!! Stop leaving fucking "i miss you" and "you are forever

Dont Forget ...you Will Be Here One Day
OLD PEOPLE We love to see life Feel the glow of the sun, To feel the earth beneath our feet, see the water in rivers and streams run. We love to be with family We enjoy our friends, BUT What do we do? How do we feel? When they don't want us. Old people. We don't walk as fast, see as good, or hear as well as we did. We do talk about the past they feel, too much. We helped shape our world, Gave life to our children. We gave ideas and ideals to live by, and gave them a chance to grow. They depended on us as babies. Needed us as children. Tolerated us as young adults. They forgot us when they became adults. Old people become old because.... They are pushed back, overlooked ~ forgotten. WHY? They answer, you have done your part. Now it's our turn... FOR WHAT??? We are forced to grow old The world is only for the young NO WAY~NEVER~NOT ME I will fight, stay active and young at

This Will Come Soon... For All..one Day
FULL CIRCLE Until you've walked a while in my shoes, Don't toss me aside like yesterday's news. Though I'm but a shadow of what used to be. Don't turn away! I beg you, Please. There's a real living being inside of this shell. Who's lived a full life, and lived it well. I once was a child full of vigor and fun, And wide eyed wonder of a life just begun. I've passed many milestones over my years, I fought many battles, and conquered my fears. I was highly regarded in our society, A leader and pillar of the community. I've known both sorrow and happiness, But now, I have out lived my uselfulness. Clearly, time has taken my youth away. I'm weak and frail, my hair has thinned and grayed. Life's burdens and woes have wrinkled my face, My memories so dear, have all been erased, My spirit is dwindling, my flesh is too weak, My thoughts are confused when I try to speak. The one that I cared for, now must care for me, I pra

Faith's B-day Party...
I am so on the fence about this party. Aimeelynn wants me to go with her. And I would love to. But... first I need airfare... someone is buying hers, what a great member. And to meet her friends sounds so fun, but also makes me a little nervous. I bet we would have the best time togehter like that all weekend. we could take so many pics for you. So please if you think I should go, I need help getting there... pretty please. Would love to see you there. Thanks for reading. Kisses!!!

Dear Alcohol
Dear Alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holiday's hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big

I Am Who I Am, Take It Or Leave It..
My body is not perfect, my hair is always a mess, my smile a little sideways.. I laugh at all the wrong times, and cry too hard, but I don't care much these days.. I love the blues, being barefoot, a hot summer rain, and a good man in my bed.. I'm jaded, I live in my jeans, no fancy lingerie for me, it'll be boxer and a t-shirt instead.. I ache for our soldiers and the families who love them, I scream at this sometimes ugly life. I hope for better days, live for the laughter of my children, their pain cuts me like a knife. Who am I, you may ask, I am a mother, a woman, a daughter, a sister, and even an aunt. So, while I am not perfect, I love, I am loved, and the worries of the world ignore, I can't.

Raw Heart
it takes one event to set off a destruction effect lies will kill us all, don't you know?? the core stitches of our lives are being eviscerated. the sky is really falling our world has become constircted, our movement once fluid is now halted, choatic and tight gentle breaths held for all eternity, with no place to move no room for our lungs to expand our friends turn out to be our worst enimies and the truest of liars. our civillity is plastic,a casing around our hearts and words covering the harshness we really feel you can see right through it but not one of us dares to remove it for fear of exposing someting to raw to hold in our hands out of fear of looking into the reality of our own hearts

12,900 To Level
HES A KEWL FRIEND TO HAVE MAKES AWESOME TAGS..SHOW SOME LOVE THIS ONE IS FOR THE BROz!!LET'S DO THIS!!SNIPER IS AWESOME GUY AND WE ALL KNOW IT. LET'S ALL HELP HIM OUT ON THIS AND TAKE HIM TO THE NEXT LEVEL!Henchman ⇒ InsiderÂ®!!!Â§Ã‘ÃŽPÃ‹R!!!Â©**FUBAR HUBBY& R/L B/F TO** ~â™¥Night~Vixenâ™¥~@ fubarYOU GOTTA LOVE THAT T-SHIRT TOO! LOL'REAL MEN DON'T EAT QUICHE!! LOLDOES IT LOOK LIKE THIS GUY DOES?REAL MEN HAVE ATTITUDE, WEAR OAKLEY SHADES AND ARE NOT AFRAID TO GIVE YOU A ONE FINGER SALUTE!!! LMAO!SNIPER ROCKS SO LET DO THIS, K THX.I had to add this pic :D

Just A Dream
Better than a dream you You are... If we could peek into your dreams At the close of a crisp Fall day, We'd see the horses running free Around the new mown hay. Disney's puppies playing With Mickey and Winnie Pooh , You look so cute in the midst of it. We'd like to be there too. Yes, there is someone missing, Oh, Bugs Bunny came to view. He grabbed a pup and Mickey's hand And they came to look for you. They found you and you all went out, To the meadows where the horses run What better way to spend a dream Than with those who are full of fun. Better than a dream, you are Tis your loving heart and your eyes so blue, You are truly a breath of sunshine, We love you dearly and God blesses you too.

Friends
A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.

For My Best Friend
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

All For You
Standing by, All the way. Here to help you through your day. Holding you up, When you are weak, Helping you find what it is you seek. Catching your tears, When you cry. Pulling you through when the tide is high. Just being there, Through thick and thin, All just to say, you are my friend.

A Friend's Greeting
I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day As you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you, To brush the gray from out your skies and leave them only blue; I'd like to say the kindly things that I so oft have heard, And feel that I could rouse your soul the way that mine you've stirred. I'd like to give you back the joy that you have given me, Yet that were wishing you a need I hope will never be; I'd like to make you feel as rich as I, who travel on Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to lean upon. I'm wishing at this time that I could but repay A portion of the gladness that you've strewn along my way; And could I have one wish this year, this only would it be: I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me.

The Gift Of Knowing You
There are gifts of many treasures For both the young and old, From the tiniest little trinkets To great boxes filled with gold. But, put them all together And they could not stand in lieu, Of the greatest gift of all The gift of knowing you. When your times are filled with troubles Sadness, grief, or even doubt, When all those things you planned on Just aren't turning out. Just turn and look behind you From the place at which you stand, And look for me through the shadows And reach out for my hand. I will lift from you your burden And cry for you your tears, Bear the pain of all your sorrows Though it may be for a thousand years. For in the end I would be happy To have helped you start anew, It's a small price to pay For the gift of knowing you.

Written After A Wish That Never Came True
Standing at the edge of falling Or have I already fell Would it mater if I told you Things I had bet that I would never tell Do you share this knot in your chest And does it by chance share my eyes Im sitting here with questions Trying to drown this feeling till it dies You told me once you were falling Was it for me or was it from my grace I dream to make you happy And wish to wake with you in my embrace Would it mater if I told you Things I had bet that I would never tell Wish I could be your night in shinning armor But not knowing you is worse then hell When I looked into your eyes the world didn’t matter Never before had I been so scared It’s a funny thing in all seriousness No matter how you try your never prepaired Standing at the edge of falling Or have I already feel Would it mater if I told you Things I had bet that I would never tell I fell alone and now alone I lie written by me -spike

Everybody, Somebody...
This is a little story about four people named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, and Nobody. There was an important job to be done and Everybody was sure that Somebody would do it. Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it. Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody's job. Everybody thought that Anybody could do it, but Nobody realized that Everybody wouldn't do it. It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done

Junk Mail
Ok, don't get me wrong. I love when people want me to see blogs, picks, etc, but I don't like the notices going to my Fubar mailbox. The thing is already slow to open. I would rather they go to my email. How do I get rid of them out of this mailbox?!! So many drive me nuts!!

Busy Week
Nice quiet house. The kids are asleep, the dog is asleep and Steve is still at work!! Alyssa is at a friend's house spending the night so she won't be joining Steve and I in bed tonight. Robert and I finished the puzzle we started last week!! He was so excited. We celebrated with Root Beer Floats (made with Tillamook Vanilla Bean Ice cream of course!) He is the only kid that likes to do puzzles with me. We are a lot alike, which is probably the reason we butt heads all the time!! This is going to be a busy week. Tomorrow I have to do a Job Fair for my company and on Wednesday I have to drive to Portland for a manager's meeting with my regional supervisor. This is on top of the stuff I normally have to do!! I'll be drinking lots of coffee this week!!!

Since People Don't Seem To Understand, I'm Posting This.
I have given up on love. That basically means that I will NOT be having another boyfriend. Ever. Seriously, believe it or not, I don’t fucking care, but I’ve seriously been hurt way too much to ever love a person in that way again. Let me give you an example of what happens if people don’t read profiles... This guy I didn’t even know IMed me last night, saying that he found my screen name on vampirefreaks.com All of a sudden, he “wanted to be close to me” (meaning he wanted me as his girlfriend) and started pretending to kiss me and shit. I’m not even kidding, this guy didn’t even bother to read my damn profile, my profile clearly says “single and not interested” under marital status. I guess he just saw the AIM screen name and that I’m single and started freaking hitting on me. I simply explained that I’ve given up on love but we could still be friends and he, like, got all mad me just because I didn’t fall in love with hime the instant he IMed me! And then he started

Love
when u are dating someone and u think you love them and you don't kno if they love you how do you tell? i honestly have thought once that i was in love and then found out that he cheated on me with my best friend...now see he told me he loved me so how do you test him to find out if he is faithful,honest,and willing to stand by your side? is there even a way you can test them or even check to see if they are going to stick by your side? i am a person that is afraid of getting into a relationship because of my past and all that...i don't want to be hurt again by a guy...not only that but i don't even kno when to tell if i love the guy or if the guy loves me...anyone got any suggestions?

Beyond Mad
I'm going to try and be nice in this one so I don't have to mark it "nsfw". Today my son calls me from his friend's house to ask me if he could go to the park and play basketball with his friend. It was 1800 and I knew how far this park was, so I said okay because the friend's mother was going to give them a ride and then pick them up. 1900 rolls around...it begins to get dark close to about 1820..so I asked if the mother was on her way and my son said "yes". 2000 rolls around and he text'd me "she's on her way"..Now I begin to worry cause my son takes his meds at night and something told me she wasn't going to be there so a few minutes later, I called my son on his cellphone and he ended up at another friend's house along with the friend he went to the park with. So I figure, okay, at least they are inside somewhere and she'll pick them up there...wroonnng answer. Long story short, they ended up being brought back to my son's friend's house and the mother still wasn't home. Then the b

U Trashy People
ok for one i dont use my chemo as a handicap cuz if you shit talkers was in front of me you can bet i would whip ur ass. just cuz i asked a simple question about going out and drinking u think u can talk shit. well do i have news for u if ur parents would have raised u right u wouldn't talk shit about other people and for all u those who did talk shit i feel sorry for you. so if u want to talk shit go ahead cuz i know i am better than you and u r the one who will have to live with yourself in the long run. so if it makes u feel better to put someone else down go ahead cuz we all know ur not better than anyone else

Seeking Vocalist For Torn From Ascension (bronx)
New band hailing from the Bronx looking to put the finishing touches to this current 3 piece outfit. We have drums,bass and guitar we're looking for a second guitarist and vocalist. We're looking for someone who is dedicated and will not make excuses, someone who will be there for "all" practices, someone with their own equipment and means to travel, someone with a genuine passion for music. We are working on all original material and we have a rehearsal space. We're looking for someone with a similar sound to Howard Jones of Killswitch Engage and Burton C. Bell of Fear Factory someone with great range who can project clean vocals and screams as well as growls you must also have great presence. We have a very wide range of different styles that we're trying to project in our music from thrash to industrial to swedish melodic death metal to metalcore. If you think you have what it takes you can get in touch with me via my myspace page and we can arrange for an audition. ONLY SERIOUS INQ

Depressing Day And A Repost Of A Friends Blog
First off today has been just a blah day.As most know if they read past blog we have to move after ten yrs here.My son best friend moved today from next door so he was so very sad I felt so bad for him. Was the first real friend he had in a few years that accepted him for his self.This whole mess of moving has just got to me lately. Then it seemed like all I touched to day went wrong so I said hell with it and went back to bed for a bit.Put I give up BBL next to my name on here and left. Well to leave this person nameless I actually got messages from friends not knowing why who were very kind and one I found very rude...... this is it >> today has got to be the worst bombing day ever, everyone keeps leavign like kids. lol For clarification this isn't from my bomb squad.It's from someone I have been helping bomb in contest. I cut back on helping them cause a few of my friends told me they were getting pic to click of me and her asking for help to bomb.I have kept kewl over this all

My First Eight Months Of 2008
First 8 months of 2007 1. Have you had your birthday yet? sure did i had it in july 2. Are you with the same person as you were at the beginning of 2007? yes i sure am 3. Are you still in the same job? nope i finally found a new one and i likes it 4. Is your favorite color the same color? sure is im a pink kinda gal 5. Have you got the same style/color hair? hells no it changes all the time 6. Have you bought a new car this year? i just did today im so happy about that 7. Anything exciting happen this year? lots of fun stuffs 8. Have you been involved with the police this year? ummmm..... no 9. Favorite all time drinking place for 2007? pool hall 10. Is your best friend still your best friend? she sure is jojo i love you 11. Got any tattoos or piercings this year? nope im happy with what i gots 12. Had a haircut? yep lots of em 13. Been in a hospital this year? sure have a few times 14. Lost someone you cared about this year? yep 1

Renaming
In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also call Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen. The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old-fashioned "stiff drink". Pepsi will market the new concoction by th

Dammnit
If i get one more fucking e-mail about someone THINKING I'd be interested in their crap i'm gonna fucking hurt someone. I dont need fucking spam in my fubar e-mail account thank you. If i really want to know whats in your freaking stupid stash wouldn't i have already checked it out.

Come Join Us!!!
I WANT TO INTRODUCE THE CFR (canadian fubar railroad) i want to invite all canadians to join. we will be about Canadian pride and love. makeing sure we rate/fan/add all our members. we would support any members in a contest. wed celabrate together and mourn too. a great canadian fubar support system :) just for us. (repost of original by ''hêr wðrlÐ'®' on '2007-09-08 20:15:36')

Wow Who New
he like no other he make me feel like no other he make me want more then other have ever for some odd reson he give me just enough to make me want more the way he touchs me and looks at me it like no other has ever touched or looked at me that way. he don't even have to say a word just being in the same room with him is enough and is all i need. i can't seem to stop thinking about him all i have to do is pic his face and i smile just thinking about him make me feel good. i realy can't tell u what it is about him that make me happy it like he know me with out me saying a word or maybe iam just crazy maybe i think it that way cause i want it to be that way but i realy feel like he got me under a spell he the frist thing i think of in the morning and the last thing i think of at night. so wow who new i would let someone get to me like this.

Chile Rellenos Casserole With Beef
Chile rellenos casserole recipe is made with eggs, green chiles, and ground beef, along with other ingredients and seasonings. INGREDIENTS: * 1 pound lean ground beef * 1/2 cup chopped onion * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon pepper * 2 cans (4 ounces) whole green chiles, cut in half lengthwise, seeded * 1 1/2 cups shredded Cheddar cheese or Mexican blend of cheeses * 1 1/2 cups milk * 1/4 cup all-purpose flour * 1/2 teaspoon salt * dash pepper * 4 beaten eggs * hot pepper sauce PREPARATION: In a heavy skillet over medium heat, brown ground beef and onion; drain off excess fat. Sprinkle beef with the first 1/2 teaspoon salt and the 1/4 teaspoon pepper. Place half the chiles in an 11x7-inch shallow baking dish; sprinkle with the cheese then top with beef mixture.Arrange remaining chiles over the beef mixture. Combine milk, flour, salt, pepper, eggs, and several dashes of Tabasco or other hot pepper sauce. Beat until smoo

I've Been Wondering Why Women Don't Think That I'm Worthy..........
I've been wondering why women don't think that i'm worthy enough to date in life. I always seem to find the kind of women that treat me like absolute shit, i've been in a relationship where i was been hit by a female as i have always been told to never raise my hand to a woman or even hit a woman. I will never ever hit a woman for any reason as i believe in talking out problems & using violence as a majorly last resort. I can't believe that all the shit seems to follow me where ever i seem to go. I'm on the search for the right woman for me & for her to treat me with the utmost respect that i will give her & that i also deserve no matter what happens between us in life.

This One Thing About Me, People I Find It Rude..........
This one thing about me, people i find it rude that if someone sends u a message even just a brief one then at least have the level of maturity & respect to at least reply & tell them that your not interested for some reason otherwise that person will be left hanging in the dark & not know what the hell is going on. I get pissed off when your new to a particular website-like i am new to this website-& no-one is even willing to talk to me so that they could get to know me not even a little bit. I'm the kind of gentleman that every mother is searching for their daughters to date & be extremely happy with, but no-one wants to even get to know me here. If only people took the time to get to know me they would find out that i'm a hopeless romantic old fashionedkind of gentleman.

Your Love
When I first met you I knew I could love you But yet I went away And still I saw you the next day Our second day together I felt I knew you forever When I went home I felt so alone Thinking about you Was all I could do Thats when I realized I needed you Now we are married And your child I shall carry We have had our ups And our downs Sometimes our feet Barley on the ground Being with you I have found That your love for me Is all the nourishment my heart needs

If Only
Trapped within this box some call 'life' Tied down to thoughts of your face Pondering inside dreams to become your wife Though still we are bound by the mere strings fate gave us... And in love is what we must trust If only another time and place If only... in this life Why must love hurt so And why do we have to stand against the wind My true love, will you ever know Ever know how my heart aches for you Or how I admire all that you do for I am in love... A love that will never end You live within me... like the night is in the heart of the crow If only I could hold you in my arms To let you feel the beat of my heart I would absorb your laughter... every once of your charm If only... I could hear you say my name My life would never be the same But I know, for now, we must be apart If only you were here to keep me warm If only...

My Online Sweeheart
All I can see of her is a picture and I can't hear her voice I'm sure if I could it would be the most beautiful sound that I've ever heard I see her words on my screen night after night and somehow she manages to make me more crazy about her with every falling letter When our time each night is over and I try to fall asleep I just lay in bed and stare into the ceiling wondering if she's still thinking of me too I spend the next day at work wondering what the next conversation will bring and how she will find her way into my heart again that night I come to find that each and every conversation with her gets better than the one before and that I'd never had someone treat me the way that she does She is everything that I've ever wanted and the only thing more that I could ask is to hold her someday and to be everything that she's ever wanted She is my online sweetheart

Patti
PATTI It was 3 in the morning and the phone was ringing. A sense of deja vu traced its finger down Lee’s spine. “Hello” he said. “Hi darlin, I’m sorry to wake you up but, I have some terrible news”. It was Lees’ sister Teri on the phone from San Antonio. “What is it sis, what happened”? As he listened to his (clearly shaken) sibling delivering horrific news he became aware of the reason this all seemed so familiar. Lee’s mind drifted off to another story from the city whose clutch he seemed unable to escape… The magnetic thermometer on his dash was shaped like the State of Texas and its mercury presently indicated a temperature of 102 degrees in the car as Lee flew down TX1604, the outer loop that surrounds San Antonio. He could have taken the inner loop; Loop 410 was a shorter route but it had a lot more cops. Lee lived in Universal City, which was nothing more than a watering hole for Randolph AFB, headquarters of the U.S. Air Force Air Education and Training Command, the 19th

Phillipians
Philippians 1 1Paul and Timotheus, the servants of Jesus Christ, to all the saints in Christ Jesus which are at Philippi, with the bishops and deacons: 2Grace be unto you, and peace, from God our Father, and from the Lord Jesus Christ. 3I thank my God upon every remembrance of you, 4Always in every prayer of mine for you all making request with joy, 5For your fellowship in the gospel from the first day until now; 6Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ: 7Even as it is meet for me to think this of you all, because I have you in my heart; inasmuch as both in my bonds, and in the defence and confirmation of the gospel, ye all are partakers of my grace. 8For God is my record, how greatly I long after you all in the bowels of Jesus Christ. 9And this I pray, that your love may abound yet more and more in knowledge and in all judgment; 10That ye may approve thi

Lmw331
LMW 331 It’s true, I was a kid once, sure it was a long assed time ago but the fact remains salient; there was a moment in time when I was a youth. We all have a story to tell, this is another snippet of my life; Being an Air Force brat is not a position that kids aspire to, it is more like catching the flu or some other childhood malady… it just happens to you. To be honest, it does not even become evident to those that hold the distinction until way after the experience is well ingrained, not until you find a reason that the title will benefit you in some way. You spend your life following around the sperm donor and your mom from assignment to assignment as the government utilizes the daddy asset as they see fit. If you get lucky the recruit will pass certain entry exams and land at Hickam AFB in Hawaii but more than likely you will grow up in the most diverse of communities in VERY low rent neighborhoods. This was our plight as the non-commissioned piece of work we were the na

Gospel Of The Egyptians
Origen, in his first Homily on Luke, speaks of those who 'took in hand' or 'attempted' to write gospels (as Luke says in his prologue). These, he says, came to the task rashly, without the needful gifts of grace, unlike Matthew, Mark, John, and Luke himself. Such were those who composed the Gospel entitled 'of the Twelve'. Apart from this there are but few mentions of the book. A series of passages from Clement of Alexandria is our chief source of knowledge. They are as follows: Clem. Alex. Strom. iii. 9. 64. Whence it is with reason that after the Word had told about the End, Salome saith: Until when shall men continue to die? (Now, the Scripture speaks of man in two senses, the one that is seen, and the soul: and again, of him that is in a state of salvation, and him that is not: and sin is called the death of the soul) and it is advisedly that the Lord makes an answer: So long as women bear children. 66. And why do not they who walk by anything rather than the true r

The Center Does Not Hold
I'm not even close to someone who can claim to be perfect. Far from it. However, when I see someone who has completely thrown away their lives and continues their destructive behavior, I start to wonder at their sanity. My mom's husband (not my father; long story) has lung cancer of the worst kind. I know, I know, it's not like there's a good kind, but this is the stuff that kills you really quick. For the past 45 years, this guy's been smoking, and when told he has to quit smoking and drinking, he finishes off the pack before he starts to quit. What the living hell is wrong with that picture? If I'm told that I need to stop doing something that is killing me, I'm going to stop it. I'm not going to just say "I'll quit as soon as I'm finished with what I've opened." That's almost like "Gee, I already ran the chainsaw halfway through my arm! Let me run it through the rest of the way since it's there." I used to smoke, and I'll probably pay for that later on in life, but I've been smoke-

I'm Just Getting Started...
OK, so finally I am happy to be invited to somewhere else other than myspace. That whole thing is starting to creep me out, and I want no part of it. But I will digress on that. Name's Phreze. Illinois native for the better part of three decades. I am pretty sure I will use the blogs to vocalize my distaste for most things. HA! FINALLY! FREE NAG SPACE!

Where Was I ???
Hi 9-11-01 Was the Day I brought My one and only son home from the hospital.... A say that was to be filled with Joy and Love.... This is what I got instead... The phone rings and it's my grandma unaware of what has happened as I was packing the thing from my hospital room.. My grandma said Christa sit Down and turn on the TV... She said it in a voice that told me there was something very wrong... As I watched in horror My room started to fill with people ...There TV's weren't working I had the only working TV on the floor ... Over the sobs I heard the phone ring once more, it was my grandma again MY sister was on the top floor .... and got a cell mess to my dad right before the first tower fell .... "It's ok! I have a smile on my face. I Love all of you." Those were her last words.... Please Say a prayer for those who have lost because it still hurts!

Moment Of Silence
September 11, 2001 September 11, 2001, marked yet another significant turning point in world history. Whatever innocence was left in the world was lost on that fateful day. On lesser numeric scales, equally heinous crimes are committed against humanity virtually every day of the year. What is happening in the world? It is difficult to explain. Somehow the perpetrators of the most evil and disgusting crimes have been stripped of the virtue of mercy. It would seem that their basic humanity is simply missing. The memory of those planes crashing into the Twin Towers, the Pentagon and the one that crashed into the Pennsylvanian field, will be etched into people's minds forever. For many of us it was like watching a Hollywood movie as it unfolded before us on television screens all around the world. We watched in stunned silence as we learned that the events were real and were happening in real time. In the blink of an eye, families can be thrown into turmoil when loved ones a

Wtf? 2
I am going on a rant again...It's not like anyone fucking reads my blogs...I took my pics off of here because I was seriously going to leave here...really there is only one reason I stay...and he knows who he is. I take the time to rate everyone who comes to see my profile...so...the question is...why not take some time out of your busy fucking schedules and rate some of my pics and my profile?! I have all of my bulletins and alerts shut off because I was always there for others and they were not for me...so...why should I bother reading how this person and that person needs my help? I am just sick to death of ppl who are all about themselves and could not give two fucks about what others think or feel...so...until I see that I actually do have a few friends...and I use that term lightly on here...who will drop by and say hello or leave me a comment...I will not be leaving anyone any on their profiles...sad...I know...to play childish games...Oh well...I do what I need to...jus

Moment Of Silence Please
September 11, 2001 September 11, 2001, marked yet another significant turning point in world history. Whatever innocence was left in the world was lost on that fateful day. On lesser numeric scales, equally heinous crimes are committed against humanity virtually every day of the year. What is happening in the world? It is difficult to explain. Somehow the perpetrators of the most evil and disgusting crimes have been stripped of the virtue of mercy. It would seem that their basic humanity is simply missing. The memory of those planes crashing into the Twin Towers, the Pentagon and the one that crashed into the Pennsylvanian field, will be etched into people's minds forever. For many of us it was like watching a Hollywood movie as it unfolded before us on television screens all around the world. We watched in stunned silence as we learned that the events were real and were happening in real time. In the blink of an eye, families can be thrown into turmoil when loved ones a

Eternaly Yours
TORN TO SHREADS IS HER CORE ......HER SOUL RAYLESS....TWILIGHT COMMANDING HER BODY TO REAPPEAR....SUCH A FOOL WAS SHE TO THINK OF ESCAPING ETERNITY.....DARKNESS IS HER DESTINY.....ALONE IS HER COMFORT......SORROW HER LIFE .....FOREVER IMPRISONED IN THIS HELL ...... HE SITS ON THE MOUNTAIN TOP CACKLING AT HER MISERY..... ALAS HE HAS PREVAILED IN HIS QUEST TO TORTURE HER SPIRIT.... HIS HEART COLD , BLACKENED FROM ALL THE SORROW ENDURED THROUGHOUT LIFE ....SHE LOOKS UP AND SEES THE SATISFACTION IN HIS EYES .....HER MIND BEGINS TO SCREAM ......WHY ....WHY HATH THOU FORSAKEN ME TORMENTED SHE TURNS AND LOOKS INTO HIS EYES WISPERING HER LAST 3 WORDS...... I LOVE YOU .....SHE QUICKLY DARTS INTO THE WOODS AS THE TEARS STREAM FROM HER EYES .......... FOR HE WAS HER WARRIOR HER LIFE DEDICATED TO HIM HER LOVE OWNED BY HIM AND HER HEART ENGULFED WITH HIM

Travelin Wolf Who Steps!
WELL TIME TO HIT THE HIGHWAY FOR THIS WOLF FOR A SPELL. GOING TO VISIT MY MOM NEAR CHICAGO ILLINIOS FOR A COUPLE OF WEEKS AND STAY IN A NEW WOODS THE KANKAKEE RIVER STATE PARK HOWL! IF ANY OF YA HUMANS THAT ARE MY FRIENDS NEED TO CONTACT ME JUST TO SAY HELLO OR SOMETHIN THAN CALL 585-300-7784. WHEN MY PHONE RINGS I GET TO HEAR 'BOOT SCOOTIN BOOGIE' BY BROOKS AND DUNN SMILES! LOVE TO TRAVEL BUT NICE TO HEAR A VOICE NOW AND THEN AS I AM A LONE ALPHA MALE LOBL HOWL! YOU ALL STAY SAFE WHILE I AM GONE AND I HOPE EVENUTALLY YOUR DREAMS AND GOALS ARE REALIZED FOR YOU. HUGS ALWAYS AND NIBBLES NO BITES FROM WOLF WHO STEPS!

To Beautiful,she Knows Who She Is
You hide your parts like pieces of a puzzle.Never letting anyone see the Real You,not all together.Insecure and worried that others may find the picture ugly or imperfect.But I look at each piece individualy,and each is a work of art.Not one of them a sign of ugliness or shame.Only beauty can I see.I've tried putting them together,but in futility,realized just how unimportant that is.So I return to appreciate each piece in itself,until the day I may be blessed and see "You".

F_ck This Sh_t
I usually write in my journal,but since my private shit ends up here anyway. Today I learned that what I need in a relationship,I cant have.I dont experience life through sight,touch or sound.I feel my way through life.My emotions control me and rational thought takes a back seat.Maybe I should listen to my friends and give up on the higher ideals of love and commitment.I am difficult.I have an over idealized sense of life and maybe I expect too much,but god I hope not.

'have You Forgotten??? ©jÏÏtåñå' Shows Her Love
Budweiser's Tribute to 9-11 This hurts to watch... it's powerful This has hard images... it will take you back 1966 - 2001 World Trade Centers Remembering 911 DAMN GOOD Sept 11th Video Remember 9/11 911 The Rescuers - Please Remember. Music by LeAnn Rimes

Osbourne/zombie
OZZY OSBOURNE returns to the road October 18 in Seattle, WA for a massive 40-show North American fall tour in support of BLACK RAIN--his critically acclaimed first album of new studio material in six years--with special guest ROB ZOMBIE. ZOMBIE's hit film Halloween premiered number one at the box office this past weekend and broke all Labor Day Weekend records while grossing an estimated 31 million dollars. Promoted by AEG Live, these concerts will mark OZZY's first arena tour in six years in the U.S. and four years in Canada. Bringing together two of rock's best and most dynamic frontmen in one unforgettable extravaganza, the tour will include stops in Seattle, Vancouver, Salt Lake City, Oakland, San Diego, Las Vegas, Phoenix, Los Angeles, Denver, Chicago, Detroit and more, with a special Halloween show in Minneapolis. It will also mark OZZY's first time ever playing in a number of the tour markets, including Saskatoon, Rapid City, Billings and Stockton, and will be highlighted by

If It Wasn't For Alcohol....
Good Morning. Opening weekend of the NFL, for those that care that is…and it also starts the season off for those wonderful commercials again, for those that care. I loved Burger Kings spicy chicken sandwich commercial. Where the rooster is learning to control the force of his kick with a Zen Master. It’s too funny for words…you will have to look it up or perhaps view it. Very funny! This weekend also opens up the mass quantities of alcohol being consumed while watching games. You know, if it weren’t for alcohol the police would all be flocked around diners and donut shops…I know stereo typing at its’ best. But, here are a couple of News Briefs taken from happenings recently. If Not for Alcohol, Could Newspapers Exist? Alexander Ocampo, 27, was arrested in Hilton Head Island, S.C., in July for DUI and for continuing to drive on even after his car had briefly spun out of control, oblivious of the fact that his passenger had been ejected through his open window. (The passenger survive

Quick Reminder To All Friends And Fans...and Friends To Be!
HOT TUNES & FUN PEOPLE ,COME JOIN THE PARTY ,WE'D LOVE TO SEE YA :) Where The Party Never Stops THE 1000TH MEMBER WILL RECIEVE A 1 DAY BLAST COMPLIMENTS OF CLUB FANTASIA! ARE YOU UP FOR THE CHALLENGE? GIVE IT A SHOT ITS AN EASY BLAST!! GOOD LUCK FROM STAFF AND CURRENT MEMBERS OF CLUB FANTASIA

The Ladies
Jesus the girl here are hot. Talking about butt-lovin, feet, fuckin, and all sorts of mess. Misty was right this place fucking RCOKS!!! On a side note, I am letting one and all know...That I, the great Kenoya, shall become the most uber thing fubar has yet to see. Mark my words ill be the first level 9trillion. Thats right, 9 trillion. How might you ask will I become level 9 trillion?! The ladies thats how. I shall vote on every picture i come across to boost my points, even if they are NSFW. I shall become uber-kenoya if its the last thing I do. My question is this though...anyone know any nice people who would let me go through all their picture and rate them? lol

Shit From My Mind
SHIT BEEN HAVING THESE WERID DREAMS THE LAST TWO OR THREE NIGHTS! CAN NOT REALLY SAY WHAT THEY MEAN OR WHO'S IN THEM .......BUT I CAN TELL U THEY ARE REALLY SCARING ME THOUGH !I KNOW THAT THERE ARE A FEW THINGS IN MY LIFE THAT ARE CAUSEING STRESS FOR ME BUT I DIDN'T THINK IT WOULD EFFECT ME WHILE I SLEPT! EVEN THINGS AROUND THE HOUSE HAVE BEEN A LITTLE DIFFERENT. I HAVE NOTICED THE STRESS LEVEL AT THE HOUSE HAS ROSE VERY HIGH. IT HAS GONE UP SO HIGH THAT CERTAIN THINGS THAT USED TO HAPPEN DON'T! JUST LITTLE THINGS LIKE MY GIRL AND I JUST RELAXING, CHILLING, CUDDLING,SEX! ALL OF THIS HAS DROPPED SINCE I HAVE NOTICE THE STRESS LEVEL GO UP ! NOW THIS STRESS LEVEL WENT UP SO FUCKING HIGH RIGHT AFTER MY GIRL SAID TO ME .............. I THINK WE NEED TO START THINGS FROM THE START! JUST LIKE WE FIRST STARTED GOING OUT.NOW DON'T GET ME WRONG I'M NOT BITCHING OR TRYING TO START ANYTHING OK !!???? BUT ANY WHO MY GIRL AHS BEEN ASKING WHATS WRONG WITH ME LATELY. WELL THE ONLY TH

Sons.......
You find out interesting things when you have sons, like... 1.) A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. 2.) If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3.) A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4.) If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. room. 5.) You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. It can also throw Match Box cars a long way! 6.) The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7.) When you hear the toilet flush and the words "uh oh", i

The Rules
1. The Female always makes The Rules. 2. The Rules are subject to change at any time without prior notification. 3. No Male can possibly know all The Rules. 4. If the Female suspects the Male knows all The Rules, she must immediately change some or all of The Rules. 5. The Female is never wrong. 6. (If the Female is wrong, it is because of a flagrant misunderstanding which was a direct result of something the Male did or said wrong.) 7. (If Rule 6 applies, the Male must apologize immediately for causing the misunderstanding.) 8. The Female can change her mind at any given point in time. 9. The Male must never change his mind without express written consent from the Female. 10. The Female has every right to be angry or upset at any time. 11. The Male must remain calm at all times, unless the Female Wants him to be angry or upset. 12. The Female must under no circumstances let the Male know whether or not she wants him to be angry or upset.

This Weekend........
.....started off very well. I got my first paycheck since March. So I took out my Girlfriend Fridaynight to Sushi, shopping @ Loyd Center, then we went and seen Halloween (the Rob Zombie remake). Had some AWESOME (and I mean fucking AWESOME) SEX, and spent some very much needed Quality time with my Lette. For some reason, lately every time we do anything and I mean ANY FUCKING THING, it seems or atleast is starting to seem that there is a TIFF (a spat). Which ever way you want to say it......there was an argument. No matter how small or big, that does shadow the fact that it is the worst way to end a very nice weekend. Not to mention starting a week. What does someone have to do to show their significant other that they matter? What does someone have to do to not hear (that even when there is a tiny tiff) "well maybe we should just call it quits!?" It is almost like that the argument is started just so I get to hear those words. How many times do you have to hear those words before

I'm Sorry
Saw this and thought it was dead on...agree or don't, i don't care. I'm sorry.. I'm sorry.. if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry.. if I'm not tan enough for you. I'm sorry.. if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me I'm sorry.. if my hair is not long enough. I'm sorry.. if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are./i201.photobucket.com/albums/aa44/Kaylee777_01/1-1.jpg"> If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry." If you're one of the few GUYS with enough ba

Ok Im Off
Y'all cross ur fingers they can remove both tumors with out any issues!! Im heading out surgery is @ 10:30..........Y'all dont do nuttin I wouldnt do while Im gone!! Ill be back sharing love as soon as I can!! ~*~HUGS N KISSES~*~ Mel AKA Texas Bitch

Men And Women
How To Shower Like a Woman Take off clothing and place it in sectioned laundry hamper according to lights and darks. Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror - make mental note to do more sit-ups/leg-lifts. Get in the shower. Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone. Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added Vitamins. Wash your hair again to make sure it's clean. Condition your hair with grapefruit mint conditioner enhanced with real passion fruit. Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for 10 minutes until red. Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa cake body wash. Rinse conditioner off hair. Shave armpits and legs. Turn off shower. Squeegee all wet surfaces in shower. Spray mold spots with Tilex. Get out of shower and stand on bathmat. Dry w

This Is My Wicked Whisper Wish.
I wish that there will be a time that we will no longer be concerned about when we will be able to resolve missunderstandings. Instead our neighbors will be concerned with when we START the MAKEUP SEX. (Now that is properly CONCERNED- lol, that is funny, I don't care who ya are.)

Farts
Silent But Deadly (SBD) Fart The type that remains totally inaudible, yet somehow causes all the occupants of a room to collapse. Can smell like anything, nasal investigators rarely have time to distinguish an odor. Eggy Fart Smells very much like rotten eggs (or Hydrogen Sulphide). A powerful odor which tends to put people off lunch. Often rips out in the fashion of a Bunbuster. Windy Fart The sort of fart which goes 'Whoosh', and is more felt than heard. A little like an SBD, but louder and considerably less toxic. Growling Fart Happens deep within the rectum (and therefore has no smell). Somehow never meets the light of day. Tends to growl like a dog at the vets. Worrying Fart The kind which seems to be a fart right up to the point at which you release it. At this stage matters become less sure, as it feels too solid for comfort. You go to the bathroom and check your underpants at the next possible opportunity. Prelude To A Poopie You feel like you have got a large beefy one,

Hair Removal
Hair Removal All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair And now...the wax. My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: ?Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet.? So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips fa

Love
What Love Is It is Love that gives me purpose to change and grow and learn. It is Love that guides me on this path and helps me choose each turn. It is Love that gives me courage to stand against my fears; to open up my heart to you, to let you see my tears. It is Love that gives me trust and hope when little thing go wrong. When distance stands between us, it is Love that keeps me strong. It is Love that offers harmony and a friendship that is true. How wonderful that I can share a Love like this with you!

True Freinds
A True Friend A True Friend is SomeOne Like You. ..Because a true friend accepts you for who and what you are, And sees the best in you. A True Friend... Welcomes you with open arms, sharing your joy & your fears. A true Freind... is loving, dependable & caring---- all the things you are!

When You Believe In Someone
When you believe in someone, do it all the way. Relationships thrive when there is not an ounce of doubt in your heart or a critical word lingering on your lips. Stand proudly by your loved ones......

Depression
What can i do What can I say There's nothing left for me to see So I hide away To this empty place No hope inside And I can't get out Though I try I cannot escape My own escape It consumes me And I can't help it My body accepts But my mind shouts "NO" I cannot get out of this hole This hole called life

Hello...it's Monday....again!
Well, I have a few minutes to drop in and say "HI", before going to work. MAN....do I DISLIKE Mondays. I always did say hate was a strong word, so I try not to use it too often, But, Mondays are one of those that are just not my favorite, by any means. lol It is beautiful here today...temps. suppose to be in the upper 80's. Lee is off today, and is going to finish up on our car...bleeding the breaks. Naturally, as it usually goes when trying to work on the car, nothing ever seems to go right, and bleeding the breakks wasn't all the problem. I went to ashland yesterday to pick up moriah, and the grandkids, then ran by o'rilley to pick up a real wheel cylindar...obviously explains why the breaks weren't working right. But, with nothing going as planned, Lee ran out of daylight before the job was completed. So, he'll finish up today, with only the front tires left to bleed. Our neighbor...a young kid...probably Landon's age, has been helping Lee out, and said he'd be at home

Stone Temple Pilots - Lady Picture Show
Lady picture show, she hides behind the bedroom door Lady picture show she hides behind the bedroom wall he hides because she don't know nothin', don't know nothin' anymore She keeps a funny face it's locked and bagged it's just outside the door She doesn't know her name She doesn't know her face She doesn't know her name She doesn't know her face anymore and let them believe Lady picture girl, I think them boys don't like your show Lady picture show them boys are gone, should just say no Your wedding presents' not so daisy picture perfect anymore Lady funny face it's locked and bagged it's just outside the oor Don't know nothin' anymore

!!get One - Fubar Playaz Cards!!
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9/8/07
well for yall that keep up with my racing heres what happened saturday. finished 6th in the heat race out of 8 cars. car wouldnt turn in the corners and had a hard time getting it to roll through without the front end wanting to go to the wall. even with this we were only about 3 mph off the leaders speed, so i think we are right there with the speed and motor. in the feature, we made the first lap and the car did exactly what i want it to do. it rolled through the corners with little braking and even less loss of speed. then on the back straight a way the transmission broke and we had to pull off. hard to say how fast we would have been but it is looking up that we will have the car set up for the rest of the year and we can be more competitive with the rest of the bombers and have the car ready to run well for a change

Remembering 911/his Name Was Pete.
He was a small framed man, he lived 68 years in New york city it was his home, strings of lifes bad luck, brought him to his knees, as his home was a cardboard box,people in the area were not afraid of him but kept their distance he was a person with personal problems, no where in the city could anyone really shower or find a job,after all this is a big city. September 11.was a day that started out like many before,cramped bones and headaches, same ole same ole, until the ground shook causing everyone in the city to look into the sky, it was tower one world trade center, the building looked as if it were on fire, smoke from the higher floors you could see that something was wrong no one knew but everyone was afraid but not Pete, he took his bag and headed for tower one he thought maybe there was a way he could make life better then what he was use to, in his mind he thought if I could help someone, maybe my life could for the first time begin to make sense and have meaning, as he came

Packing
Well the day has came... its time to start packing. I don't want to move but i have too. I am kinda excited about finally owning my own place. I just wish that i could snap my fingers and all my stuff magical was packed, moved, and put up in my new place. Girl can dream right!

Steal My Breath
Steal My breath and lift my soul into a world which I have never known... Show me te secrets to your wonderious ways and lead me to your heart day after day.. These things I will Charish as you will see, For through my eyes...Lies you and me

About Me #1
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 33 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. ============================================= 1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. Yes not going to try to remember when I started 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. Join the Military and sort of got it right the second time and to fly 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. Jack and Coke My favorite choice in alcohol 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. fresh green beans 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.)A. don't remember the name, westerns and action are all I read any more 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7.)A. Leo 8.)Q. Any Tattoos a

Swept Away
Is it a myth that one can possibly be swept off her feet and taken on a magical and awesome trip through the thoughts of another? Stroking ones mind with images and ideas ...to loosen inhibitions. To release the inner wild child and let her play as she wants...as she needs to. To seek that which she hides so very well...the sensual side and the passion that lays somewhat dormant within. Is there something that anyone can do to find the lock that opens her up? Are they willing to seek it out and find it? Take her small hand and lead her gently to that long forgotten place of romance and show her the magical and entrancing beauty that awaits her. Be the one that watches as she embraces all that is available and see the way she blooms under the right conditions and the most tender of touches. Gentle kisses to awaken lost feelings. Lingering glances over a conversation , allowing a meeting of minds. Dancing till the dawn breaks overhead. The warmth of an embrace, feeling safe and co

The Last Time Anyone Seen Him
Lt. Gregg Arthur Atlas World Trade Center Hero to the End "Everybody ran to the stairs," recalled Gregory Warnock, a 20-year-old broker trainee who worked on the 39th floor of the north tower of the World Trade Center. "We started making our way down, landing by landing." At the 18th floor, "there was an older fireman one floor below me. He gave me a smile. He was huffing and puffing, laughing to himself, making a joke about his age." The 44-year-old lieutenant accepted Mr. Warnock's offer to help carry gear up about 25 flights of stairs, and he jokingly asked if the broker trainee was a firefighter. Told that Mr. Warnock was a broker, "he said, 'you stay doing that, it's better money.' " "People were coming down, saying people were trapped on the 72nd floor. He said to me, 'Go down, you did a great job.' " Before Mr. Warnock left, he asked the firefighter's name. "He was like, 'Gregg Atlas,' and he bent down and flexed like Atlas the bodybuilder." Profile pub

A Good Message !
A good message. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 glasses of wine... A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded

Whats Wrong With America
What is wrong with America???? We are busy thinking only about the war (don't get me wrong, it is horrible). The President to-be debates are focused on the war mostly. What are these people running for this job going to do for us if the war ended tomorrow? Start another war because that is all they know? Someone needs to focus on China. They killed or made lots of our dogs sick, possible kill or make sick our children with lead based paint, produced recalled food products that we use everyday and they are big time lenders in all this sub-mortgage foreclosures. We need a NASA photo highlighted to show all the land that they own in our country along with a list of all the huge businesses they own or have a lot invested in them. Wake up America or we will someday be flying the Chinese flag on Sept 11th.................Thier armies are probably one of the largest in the world. Every cent we spend on Chinese products goes to enlarge their armies, not help the poor in those countries. We ar

Poor Me
im in really good shape today went to the dentist had 2 teeth pulled still waiting on the slow ass drug store to get my meds filled told me it would be 45 mins to and hour before i can pick them up and the numbin stuff the dentist gave me is wearing off :@:@:@:@:@:@:@ so im sitting here broke as a joke and in alot of pain have pity on me

Syllables Of Light
She is written there - in the barest skin, pale and wondrous, poetry formed from syllables of light stuttered by the lines of a venetian blind - I want to read every paragraph of her naked warmth alone in the library I have built for studies in fragility. I want to penetrate her deepest meanings in the orange light fading, then read her back from memory in the darkest nights ahead. © All rights reserved

Sept. 11: Build A Bridge And Get Over It.
This is about the time of year where the majority of Americans on Fubar become flag-waving patriots, shouting "We Will Never Forget!" and spouting anti-alien sentiments. A couple of nights ago, I was watching Rescue Me seasons one and two on DVD. For those who are deprived enough not to have seen this series yet, it stars Denis Leary as firefighter Tom Gavin, who works in a firehouse in post-9/11 downtown Manhattan. His crew has all been touched in one way or another by the terrorist attacks that destroyed the World Trade Center; they lost four of their own members, including Gavin's cousin. The thing that makes this series unique is that the firefighters are portrayed as anti-heroes, not necessarily heroes; they battle chemical dependencies, sexual addiction and general anxiety as the series progresses. I bring up this series because it seems like everyone had a story about 9/11, usually some tearjerker that implies they were hit harder than they were. The truth is, as Ladder

Cranial Rectitus!
If you have a severe case of cranial rectitus and need your head removed from up your butt,I highly recommend trying a crowbar and jackhammer!...Results proven to be highly effective....10 out of 10 physicians approve!....LMAO....Caution:Do not try this at home.....lol...Or do so at own risk!...Now that's talking some shite....Good luck!

Life With A Newborn
listening to: nothing..silence. eating/drinking: nothing and nothing. Omg! Its so hard. I'm raising her on my own and never thought it would be so difficult. No sleep..its great let me tell you lol. I have my mom and thats it for now, at least until next year anyways. I wish my mom would go back to work so me and Renee can get a break! I want to go out and buy some beer lol and I want a damn cig she won't let me do anything like that, but while she is at work she won't know about it lol. So I wish she would go. Today she was suppose to go in, but we had problems with plumbing and she took off today. Argh! it just sucks!

Contest
Join my giveaway contest and win a gift of your choice. Choose one of the folling prizes and email me letting me know what prize you would like to go for, as well as the picture you want to enter into the contest. 4,000 for Platinum Cherry 3,500 for men's braclet 4,000 for diamond earings 8,000 for 64 Impala 2,000 for Megatron or Optimus Prime Rules: Self commenting allowed Comment bombing allowed No Hating (Haters will be disqualified) No NSFW pictures Only 20 contestants total in this contest, don't worry i will have more contest's at later dates. There is no time limit. When you reach your goal let me know and i'll get you your gift during the next happy hour.Have fun and good luck all of you.

Switchfoot - On Fire
I love a little ole studio work don't ya? I think the harmonica is a really nice touch don't you?? On Fire They tell you where you need to go They tell you when you'll need to leave They tell you what you need to know Tell you who you need to be But everything inside you knows There's more than what you've heard Theres so much more than empty conversations Filled with empty words And you're on fire When He's near you You're on fire When He speaks You're on fire Burning at these mysteries Give me one more time around Give me one more chance to see.. Yeah Give me everything You are Give me one more chance to be... (near You) Ah-yeah What everything inside me looks like Everything I hate You are the hope I have for change You are the only chance I'll take When I'm on fire (fire) When You're near me I'm on fire (fire) When You speak And I'm on fire (fire) Burning at these mysteries these mysteries... Mysteries... Mysteries... (Your on fire, [

Erotic Snacks
Have you ever been Horny and hungry? As I lay here with my legs spread Like hot butter bleeding on stale bread. The warm insides of my cantaloupe thighs cry out in ecstasy as you eat my cherry pie. Visions of cucumbers often enter my mind and sometimes hot dogs, the plump when you cook'em kind Whipped cream all covered with goo slurping green Jell-O in the tub with you! Come rock my world; right here on this place Busy licking my cream filling until I ache. Sweet,Juicy, so plump, and ripe!! Lets just do it in the kitchen tonight!!

Breakneck
I guess, at first, the lust was carrying my lips at breakneck speeds around her curves, but then the scent of French perfume and the smooth rhythm of her yes yes yes seduced me. I am enchanted by the mirrors of her eyes and the reflection of surprise I see as she unfolds herself to me - and this may be the why of my aloneness all these years - I'll never know until I touch her (and she touches me) inside. © All rights reserved

Give Back My Porn!
Alleged peeper sues police for porn Massive collection worth thousands was confiscated during peeping probe The Associated Press Updated: 3:43 p.m. ET Sept 4, 2007 SAN RAFAEL, Calif. - A man recently jailed for secretly videotaping a woman and a teenage girl has sued a police department for the return of his massive porn collection taken during the investigation. Dennis Saunders, 59, filed suit against San Rafael police in Marin County Superior Court after the department refused to give back some 500 pornographic movies and 250 magazines his lawyer described as unrelated to the peeping case. “There’s absolutely no legal foundation for them withholding perfectly legal adult-oriented material,” Tiburon attorney Jon Rankin said. The video collection alone was likely worth at least $10,000, Rankin said. Saunders was arrested in 2002 and charged with taping the 45-year-old woman and 16-year-old girl in their bedrooms and bathrooms at an apartment complex where he worked. He

Metallica - One
I can't remember anything Can't tell if this is true or dream Deep down inside i feel to scream This terrible silence stops me Now that the war is through with me I'm waking up, i cannot see That theres not much left of me Nothing is real but pain now Hold my breath as i wish for death Oh please god wake me Back in the womb it's much to real In pumps life that i must feel But can't look forward to reveal Look to the time when i live Fed through the tube that sticks in me Just like a war time novelty Tied to machines that make me be Cut this life off from me Hold my breath as i wish for death Oh please god wake me Now the world is gone i'm just one Oh god help me Hold my breath as i wish for death Oh please god help me Darkness imprisoning me All that i see Absolute horror I cannot live I cannot die Trapped in myself Body my holding cell Landmine has taken my sight Taken my speech Taken my hearing Taken my arms Taken my legs Taken my s

Do You Dare???
1.Name:_____________ 2.Number:_______________ 3.Best time to call:____________ 4.text messaging (yes or no) _________ 5.phone service __________ I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get. If you don't, you will get bad luck for 7 years=]] Repost as: Give me ur # please

Back Track Lust.
You pulled the satin ribbons frommy chest againWe could drive through memory lane with your integalatic starewe've been swimming for hours trying not break that Au Naturel high Sucking you in once moretidbits of pouts meltingand your flow tomy flowfrom my positivesand your negatives.You kept on Askingwhy we stayed together as you tugged a fistfulof hair.~K~ " Its the Thing Now..

Nude Carpenter!
Carpenter free to ply trade in the nude Naked woodworker gets off because he ... ummm ... didn’t The Associated Press Updated: 4:09 a.m. ET Sept 10, 2007 OAKLAND, Calif. - A carpenter caught hammering nails and sawing wood in the nude has been found by a judge to be not guilty of indecent exposure. Alameda County Superior Court Judge Julie Conger ruled Thursday that although Percy Honniball of Oakland was naked, he was not acting lewdly or seeking sexual gratification. Honniball, 51, was arrested last year after he was spotted building cabinets in the buff at a home where he had been hired to work. The carpenter has said he likes to work in the nude because it's more comfortable and it helps him keep his clothes clean. Honniball earned two years' probation in 2003 after being caught three times working naked in Berkeley, which prohibits public nudity. Oakland does not have a similar ban. © 2007 The Associated Press. All rights reserved. This material may not be p

Trying Again...contest!
HELLO FRIENDS I AM IN A CONTEST! BEST TAG CONTEST! COME AND COMMENT ME! YOU CAN COMMENT AS MUCH AS YOU LIKE! JUST CLICK ON THE TAG BELOW AND LEAVE COMMENTS....THE TAG WITH THE MOST COMMENTS WINS! THANX FOR YOUR SUPPORT! I LOVE YA ALL!

Two Wonderful People
While I have been on Fubar for a year I never thought about finding a best-friend/ love of my life but I did and through him I meet another Angle who helped me see the path I was going down and she pulled me back and gave me talking to and put me on the straight path. The Keeper of My Heart didn't know how to talk to me and this Angle stepped in and where the Keeper words failed, the Angles words did not. I was unaware of the destructive path I was leading and when this Angle spoke to me I seen the error of my ways and turned around. I not saying I have become perfect not I still have my days to where my level of dealing is high and I almost to a breaking point. I stop and take a breathe and calm down. I must say I do feel better and thanks to the Keeper of my Heart and the Angle in my life I am stronger. With these two backing me I can do anything! Thank you both so very much. I know I do not need to say either name as you both know who you are and no one else needs to know t

9/11
ok ppl, i see alot of u posting tributes to all the families who lost relatives, friends on 9/11. i think that is wonderful. let me tell u the main way it impacted me. one of my best friends worked in tower 2. i can't imagine what it was like thier inside. i miss him alot. i reguarded him more like my brother. so see ppl, im not fuking heartless. i hope u all have a great day.

This Storm
Let us spend the day listening to this storm typing poetry upon the roof - sit, warm, together in the pale light as stanzas fall from the sky. We will grow in the droplets of this fine rain, settle in for dinner, read a book, make love. I have so many uses for these clouds and the whispered eloquence they shower upon us. © All rights reserved

Isnt That The True Dream Of Love?
Standing there screaming things you really don't feel. Words of anger flying everywhere. Hurting eachothers hearts, the same hearts we intrusted eachother with. Why do we do this? Why do we say such hurtful things to eachother? Always wanting to have the last word, Never seeing the pain in eachothers eyes. Searching forever just to find that one special soul. Finding them and envisioning a world neither can live up to. Living your life to protect the one that you end up hurting. How ominous relationships can be, not understanding. Why do we search so long to find that one? The one that possesses everything we have searched for. Only to try to change them. If you have to change them, what did you love about them to begin with? To find the one that we don't want to change, the one that doesn't want to change you. The one that anger doesn't have to exist with. Hurtful things don't need to be said. Love can last a lifetime. Isn't that the true dream of love?

Can This Year Get Any Better?
the end of last year my mother spent my birthday in the hospital. the beginning of this year we find more cancer in her body. after that they give us false hopes that she will be okay. june she spends her birthday in the hospital. july she dies august - here comes probate september - my fucking car gets broken into

Poem 2
on a sunny day,a vision i saw,a woman of such beauty,my breath was taken away,seeing her so pure,a beauty none can deny,a woman of love,an angel in the sky,a dream or reality,both are supreme,to see her thus,makes me smile another by poetic justice he seems to be a one of a kind ty so much

My Friend Inspired By Christy
You can have many "Friends" that come and go, But who you can call a real Best Friend? Someone you can trust, Someone who you can talk to, Someone who would listen and understand, Someone who would never betray you, Someone who would be always there for you day and night, Someone who would hold you and say "everything will be alright", A shoulder to cry on, A shelter from this cruel world, A being which would understand your very soul.

The Road
We have no idea what's in store for us on the road called life..... But we do know this..... The road has many twists and turns..... Someday..... Sometime..... We will get burned..... From this we must live and learn.... Because whatever it is that we take from this life.. We will have earned.

Fuck Off
apperantley Im an asshole because I drink and party alot, and people are too fucking lazy to read my profile. who the hell have i lied to about that? its on my fucking profile, i aint lied to noone about it and have no reason to! no matter where i go theres drama. for fucks sakes we are all grown up here so lets leave the childish shit back in the day. i just needed to complain and was told that mumm world wasnt the place to do it, and was kicked out of a few lounges for doing it so fuck it, unloading in here. you read it, thanks, dont, what ever. so anyways, im in the DFW are of texas for a while and im having quite a few parties each weekend. wanna come? let hit me up and ill give you the address. Its going to be hell of a party so bring yer party hats and lets have fun!

And Then
Talk to me in your drive-time voice as I am moving closer, coming in to kiss you - first your soft lips and then whisper to me "yes" as I am reaching 'round, unbuttoning, and then get right up inside my arms as I am tasting your sweet skin, smelling your soft hair, and then linger as I slide my hand down across your ribs and down inside your jeans and down and then lead me to the bedroom, close the drapes, pull back the sheets, and then allow your skin to touch mine everywhere, all at once - entangled, limb to limb, let's dance on cotton sheets slowly surely sweetly to the voice of the wind and then © All rights reserved

Her Walk
Her Walk I watch her walk from a vantage point behind: trim ankles and calves well-shaped connect to nylon-covered thighs and the flesh of her moves with a sensuality focusing attention. Outlines elastic show through her skirt drawn tight over curving hips drawing mind’s eye between her legs, intrigued with all the action there. Flesh writhing in swirling motion, shielding her very womanhood riding out the storm in dark, moist warmth. Oh, to stay and linger there! But she strides with purpose, moving quickly beyond seeing, leaving quickened desires unsatisfied

Takes A Life Of It's Own
Any blog I fucking starts usually starts out as one idea and ends up as something totally different. Thus.........Takes a life of it's own is a good title for my blog. I have no idea what will become of this blog if anything but check back and see. Later, Devilfister.

The Halo Of The Fallen Angel
I know what you're thinking. Your life isn't as pretty as it once was....then you were happy.... But now your thoughts are not of that place.... Your heart is no longer there.... Run! Yes...ride on if you feel you must....Your dreams will remain in the dust your shoes leave behind here with me....The One who loves you more then you'll ever know... I will always be with you no matter what happens while you run.... You will fall often...don't worry my Angel I will always be there to catch you.... You've been down this road before. I Know.... I've been with you on each and every journey....I try to make it easier for you each time you run. Yes you will know when your run is through....you will come home to me like you always do.... Throw the dust off at the door.... Come to my arms once more.... For it is then that you will know..... I will always be your Halo.

Beautiful
Take my hand and you will see just how true your dreams can be. You have my heart....I feel I'm near to yours..... Every day that passes....every minute that goes by seems like forever because I can't touch you or hold your hand in mine.... But then again every minute that ticks away brings us one minute closer together. I call you Beautiful.....that's the way I see you...that's the way I feel you in the special place that is only for you in my heart. I will see you that way always..... Beautiful.

Stupidity
ok...get back from the courthouse and my bosses next client is in the office. They have to fill out a little paperwork, i.e. name, address, etc., well, my favorite (and only) co-worker, being the smart person that she is told my boss that they were ready. When looking at the file, he couldn't find this information sheet. So here I am, looking high and low for it and she is just sitting on her ass doing nothing. "I don't know what I did with it???" So for kicks, I start looking in the trash can. Get this...yes it is in the trash can. "I didn't put it in there!!!" Then how the hell did it get there??? I just got back in the office. I hate her!!!!!!!!!

Marina
Something about Marina makes my oh my mashed and muddled, causes quivering and quaking. She's sweet and sour hot sauce and I want to touch her, take her, toss her down and dabble - draw tantric symbols with my tongue across her yes yes yes. I'm thinking about Marina and the taste of cotton candy, the perfect rounded line between each nipple and the map to heaven I'll draw with fingertips from here to there. Tomorrow, someday soon, I'll kiss Marina, somewhere soon, I'll make Marina somehow swoon for something more. © All rights reserved

I Don't Even Know Anymore
This poem has a twist, that everyone will miss, except for that someone who cares, that someone I know is there. That someone this poem is about, will know its him without a doubt, that someone said its okay to be sad, and for some reason it made me glad. But I still want to cry, because I feel so empty, I guess the reason why, is because he isn't with me. And I can wait, even though it'll be hard, hopefully I'll find the gate, to her closed and confused heart. ****i didnt write it, but its EXACTLY how i feel****

Moment Of Silence Please !!!!!!......................................................please,this Was S=sent To Me,by A Great Person,that I Respect To
September 11, 2001 September 11, 2001, marked yet another significant turning point in world history. Whatever innocence was left in the world was lost on that fateful day. On lesser numeric scales, equally heinous crimes are committed against humanity virtually every day of the year. What is happening in the world? It is difficult to explain. Somehow the perpetrators of the most evil and disgusting crimes have been stripped of the virtue of mercy. It would seem that their basic humanity is simply missing. The memory of those planes crashing into the Twin Towers, the Pentagon and the one that crashed into the Pennsylvanian field, will be etched into people's minds forever. For many of us it was like watching a Hollywood movie as it unfolded before us on television screens all around the world. We watched in stunned silence as we learned that the events were real and were happening in real time. In the blink of an eye, families can be thrown into turmoil when loved ones a

Me
NEVER SAY" I LOVE YOU IF YOU REALLY DONT CARE NEVER TALK ABOUT FEELINGS THAT ARE NOT REALLY THERE NEVER HOLD MY HAND IF YOUR GOIN TO BREAK MY HEART NEVER SAY YOUR GOIN TO IF YOU DONT INTEND TO START NEVER LOOK INTO MY EYES IF ALL YOU DO IS LIE NEVER SAY HI IF YOU REALLY MEAN GOOD BYE IF YOU REALLY MEAN FOREVER THEN SAY YOU WILL TRY NEVER SAY FOREVER CAUSE FOREVER MAKES ME CRY

Perception Is Our Reality...
Perception is Reality...This world seen through our eyes and processed by our mind is what is real to us...How we perceive Now is only a dream in our eternal mind... When our time comes, and our road ends on this plane...could it be nothing more than a change of perspective?

Phrases Of Wisdom
1. If you're too open minded, your brains will fall out. 2. Age is a very high price to pay for maturity. 3. Going to church doesn't make you a Christian any more than going to a garage makes you a mechanic. 4. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity. 5. If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before. 6. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance. 7. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious. 8. It is easier to get forgiveness than permission. 9. For every action, there is an equal and opposite government program. 10. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip. 11. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks. 12. A conscience is wha t hurts when all your other parts feel so good. 13. Eat well, stay fit, die anyway. 14. Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal with it. 15. No husband ha

People We Meet On The Way
So i went out to a bar this past Saturday ... I met Samantha her boyfriend n a guy that works with him... all of them are from wisconsin doing some work on a local store...I went to hang out with Samantha again last night shes cool as hell ... Shes 21 and she informs me that she has already had a heart attack had it at age 19 and that already her liver and kidneys are failing... the doctors dont expect her to live past 40 if even that long... they want her to start dialysis and want to do biopsyies (spelling) on her liver n kidneys... To look at this young woman you wouldnt ever suspect this she looks as though shes in great shape and everything... the doctors cant find whats causeing all of the damage to her body... with the biopsys she is told she has a 45% chance of making it through the surgery... therefore she is refusing... she has decided that she would rather live her life as long as she can than to die in a month on an operating table... She said to me that she doesnt want to

**dirty South Crew** - Great People - Best Family Here - Helping Each Other Along The Way - D.s.c For Life!!!!!
When I first started Dirty South Crew 6 months ago I didn't think it would catch on, but it did and I'm very glad it did! We are 151 members strong and growing daily. I have met some awesome people and have made some amazing friends. Without all of you, there would be no crew and I wanted to take a minute and thank each and every one of you! All of you are f%#kin awesome!! These are the people who make DSC what it is! Gary-Dirty South Crew Owner@ fubar MyZtErY~{Dirty South Crew}~I.B.I.C.@ fubar rumney pride - Dirty South Crew@ fubar DJ *Brenna* Extreme " X" ~*~{Dirty South Crew} & ~I.B.I.C~@ fubar ~ JADA ~ Loves Her D.S.C. and Is Away Dealing w/Life ~Miss You ALL ~{I.B.I.C}@ fubar smoggy£{dirty south crew}@ fubar ~*Sunshyne*~ SSV Crew *~ SSV ~*Angel Eyes's Fubar Wifey*~ {~Dirty South Crew~}@ fubar Tim ~SouthernOutlawBiker~DirtySouthCrew~Jamies Fubar Fiance~@ fubar ~TNK~ ~DSC.~IBIC~ÌñÐêþêñÐêñ† Fåmïlψ Recruiter©

Sept. 11
Ok, I have read about every bulletin out there. I have heard all the good points and horrible points of 9/11. That day, thousands upon thousands of lives were lost, and still counting. But do any of you realize the truth behind it all?? I come from a military family. My father did two tours in hell(Vietnam). Not many troops were supported back then, they were called baby killers, murderers, and so on. My point is, vietnam was not a war, it was a conflict. We weren't even suppose to be there. Same as this scenario that is going on over there in Iraq. If it weren't for our "president", our soldiers would be home and safe. The only reason why we are in Iraq, is because of what happened on 9/11. Once again, our very own 'Government' has dooped you all into believeing things that are not true. Think about it, really think. We were not attacked by terrorists, we were attacked by our own government!! They had to give the americans a reason to go to w

Blink 182 - I Miss You
Hello there The angel from my nightmare The shadow in the background of the morgue The unsuspecting victim Of darkness in the valley We can live like Jack and Sally If we want Where you can always find me And we'll have halloween on christmas And in the night we'll wish this never ends We'll wish this never ends (I miss you) (I miss you) Where are you? And I'm so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always This sick, strange darkness Comes creeping on so haunting every time And as I stared I counted The webs from all the spiders Catching things and eating their insides Like indecision to call you And hear your voice of treason Will you come home And stop this pain tonight? Stop this pain tonight Don't waste your time on me You're already the voice inside my head (I miss you) Don't waste your time on me You're already the voice inside my head (I miss you) Dont waste your time on me You're already the voice inside my h

11th Hour
The hour of reckoning draws near Judgment day is here and gone Sweetly she draws me into her arms A liquid embrace to chase the day way. Sedate Numb Deaf and Dumb Stumbling into solitude. A clouded judgment day is fueled. Take me under your black wings Mark my words and remember me. So sweetly she shucks away at my time So sweetly she draws me nigh Closer and closer towards never ending sleep Spin the bottle Kiss only the bottle. The dark mistress of many, beholden to none Slips a ring of needles around your arm in an engagement Eternal engagement Never consummated. Take me under your black wings Mark my words and remember me. Destroyer of senses. So take as needed for the pain Another gray morning dawns across an ashen sky. My sweet demoness beckons me Ever again and again and again and again. The dark mistress of many, beholden to none My sweet demoness beckons me Ever again and again and again and again and again. Take me under your black wings. Jacked u

For Awhile
Ive got to get my head out of my butt. Been goofing off too long. Can't get anything done . So, taking a break for a minute . Let you know when i get back . You can reach me at kitchenwitch_68@hotmail.com. If you have anything important to discuss with me .I'l check it every couple of days .. Thanks for your patients .... Sue

Climb The Mountain
"Mountains should be climbed with as little effort as possible and without desire. The reality of your own nature should determine the speed. If you become restless, speed up. If you become winded, slow down. You climb the mountain in an equilibrium between restlessness and exhaustion. Then, when you're no longer thinking ahead, each footstep isn't just a means to an end but a unique event in itself. This leaf has jagged edges. This rock looks loose. From this place the snow is less visible, even though closer. These are things you should notice anyway. To live only for some future goal is shallow. It's the sides of the mountain which sustain life, not the top. Here's where things grow." - Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance,Pirsig

First Contest
I am currently looking for contestants for my Hottest FU Friend Contest. It will last until the 5th of October and will begin either the 14th at the latest or as soon as I have 15-20 contestants. Comment bombing and self bombing is allowed. No empty comments, down rating or hating. Violaters will be removed from contest. 1st place gets either a 1 Month VIP or 1 Week Blast 2nd place gets a 3 day blast 3rd place gets a Yacht If you are interested, hit me up either in my shout box or send me a private message with the link to the picture you would like to use. Dj WoLfE = TCSBC Leader = DJ Harlot's Bad Wolfe = G-Spotter@ fubar

Please Pray
As we all know tomorrow 9/11 marks the Anniversary of the terrorist attacks on our country that we lost so many lives I am askig everyone pray and take a moment of silence tomorrow to rememeber all those fallen people who did not deserve to die! I also ask that you will all pray as my sister is flying out to Vegas at 7:15 am tomorrow morning and im very leary and nervous so please if you can find in your hearts to pray for her safe landing i will post a blog when i know she has made it safe i thank you very much also lets not forget all the families and other people that suffer still!

Why?
Why do we do the things we do? We make decisions so fast without even thinking sometimes Then we have to live with the consequences forever. Sometimes we do things without even thinking Why do we do the things we do? How many times do we have to do stupid things before we learn? How many people do we have to hurt before we realize what we are doing?

I Say Whats On My Mind
Sometimes I just say what is on my mind Some people don’t like this about me but so what I am going to continue to say what I feel and think If people don’t like it piss on them If they don’t like it that I am so blunt too bad They need to deal with it and get over it

Frag Out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WELL THIS WEEKENDS BOMBINGS WHERE SUCCESSFULL HEHEHE... FRACK GOT BOMBED AGIAN AND WAS HELD HOSTAGE, OH WELL BUT WE DID TEACH SOME LESSONS LIKE HOW TO LOW CRAWL.... THE NEWBIES SURE GOT A LAUGH EVENTHOUGH IT WAS AT CHURCH, HEHE.... FRICK SHE HAS GOTTEN BORD SHE NEEDS NEW TOYS...

#$%%^$%&$%&$%
ok.. Ive just lost my bar tab and my gifts received. I was in the middle of returning the love all my friends (new and existing) had given to me. So If i don't rate or comment you right away, bear with me, i have to go thru manually and try to manage it. Hugs to you all

Torn (lyrics)
Lyrics for "Torn"( by Latoya Lukett) a part of me wants to leave you alone. a part of me wants for you to come home. a part of me says i'm living a lie. (and i'm better off without you.) a part of me says to think it through. a part of me says i'm over you. a part of me wants to say goodbye. a part of me is asking why... (pre-chorus:) a part of me wants to leave. but a part of me wants to be here with you. and everytime i think we're over and done you do something to get me back loving you. and you got me just torn. (chorus:) torn in between the two. (oh yeah) cuz i really wanna be with you. but something's telling me i should leave you alone. (i really want to be with you) leave you alone. leave you alone. and you got me just torn in between the two. (in between the two) cuz i really wanna be with you. (be with you) but something's telling me i should leave you alone. (you alone) leave you alone. leave you alone. (verse 2:) there were no issues when

Word To The Wise For Wendys Customers. Stolen From A Friend
Wendy’s Customers: A Guide to DiningShare Current mood: annoyed CAUTION: The following may contain information that might induce heart attack, stroke, hemorrhage, or even death. It is not intended for intelligent, normal persons to read. Please do not be offended. : So, I work at Wendy's, a fast-food "restaurant" near where I live (literally...) It is not amazing or exciting in any sense, however, I have felt the growing need to address a few, uh, things to the lowly, uneducated idiots that plague the store every day. So without further ado, here are advices, concerns, and hints for Wendy's customers (or future ones)... 1. Figure out what combo you want BEFORE you start your order. 2. A medium drink is not much different than a large drink. 3. I do not know what "McNuggets," "happy meals," or "garden salads" are. 4. Yes, there are TWO flavors of frosty. TWO (holds fingers up and nod encouragingly) 5. Diet Coke is not much different than Coke. 6. Little Chuckie wants a di

What Kind Of Eyes Do U Have
What Kind Of Eyes Do You Have?SunriseYou have sunrise eyes. Sunrise is the color of joy and elation. Your eyes symbolize your general sense of wellness. Your confidence and high self-esteem each and every day make you the person people want to be around. You are a very creative, passionate, and sexual person. You are not afraid to tell people what you think of them, whether good or bad. Some words to describe you: self-assuredness, out-going, busy, cheerful, bright, amiability, courage, successful, creative, personable, happiness, motivational, optimistic, strong, and aware.Myspace Quiz

Help Me Pick My 1st Tat!!
whats up people?...i have been thinking about getting my first tattoo...but i don't really know what i want to get...so i'm looking for ideas and someone to help me design my tattoo..so if you have any drawing skills or ideas feel free to give me your advise..thanks

Warning: This Will Make Your Blood Boil!
Thank You juan PLEASE REPOST THIS TO EXPOSE THE FUCKING LOW-LIFE POLICE!!!! From: StLSpeaksOut next on Sept 15th Date: Sep 10, 2007 3:01 PM From: Tassi Date: Sep 10, 2007 2:26 PM Reverend Yearwood had been standing in line at the Captiol since 6 am in order to attend the Petraeus hearing today. Before the hearing began, he was singled out by capitol police and told he was prohibited from attending the hearing. Their excuse being that one particular officer had not seen him standing in line all this time. This was completely fabricated. As you can see, the police gang up on him when he stands fast that he will attend the public hearing. Revered Yearwood has been taken to George Washington Hospital with a broken ankle. He has also been charged with assaulting a police officer. WHYNot news http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=WHYNotNews

Once In A Lifetime
Looking beautifully brutal but not butch, Everything long, black hair, eye lashes, nose, Coat sleeves, pants and the straps of her bag. All in black, her hand on her companions lap, Whose silver smooth short satin dress, Shining by the light, From black wax candles through the glass table top. The pair enjoyed my 20 minutes of erotic words. Silver Girl clapped and smiled, Brutal in Black only smiled, Below the table, one hand squeezing inner Silver's thigh, Her thighs squeezing back on the knuckles kneading there, The club was half full, 40 people schmoozing, smoking, Some paying attention, most engaged in distraction, Against the background of my smutty speeches, Some rhyming, mostly ignored. 20 minutes of self-fulfillment, like masturbating, Before a mirror with eyes closed. On the side of a hill, the club marquee cast shadows, Down to the woodsy edges behind, I read it before walking into the darkness, For a smoke of my own, "Ero-Poets Saturday After Mi

~please Read~for Everyone Who Is A Friend And My Family
I Have been working @ my daughter's school with the kindergarden class of 25 kids and have not had much time on here and feel bad about it, I have so many good people and family (Quite Angels) who I feel that I have been letting down and I am sorry if I have and I am gona try my best to at least be on hour a day for bombing and rating and leveling if you would all help me and tell me the best time you think would work I would really be greatful. thank you to all who read and respond. ~COPE~

What The Hell!!
You know life brings you different battles and each battle you either learn from it or you ignore what has been placed in front of you. This is all gettin to ex's. Your an ex for a reason. Shit did not work out the first, second time why the hell would you give them a third time to hurt you. Then your the bitch because they supposidly love you know. What ever get to steppin. Obviously, something was really wrong. If you gonna lie to someone, why the hell would you give them a second chance!! That is pure bull shit. Then they wonder why they can't find someone that can treat them right. Maybe if you treated the person who actually gave a shit at one time you wouldnt be feeling they way you are feelin now. So to my ex kiss my ass!! You had a good thing now it is gone. Now you cryin. Ask me if i care!! Your answer is hell no you did me wrong! So now you deal with your demon. Next time maybe he will think before they jump!! So to you Jamaal just kiss my ass!!! Stop botheri

Sailors Prayer
Sailors Prayer Eternal Father, strong to save, Whose arm hath bound the restless wave, Who bidd'st the mighty ocean deep Its own appointed limits keep; Oh, hear us when we cry to Thee, For those in peril on the sea! O Christ! Whose voice the waters heard And hushed their raging at Thy word, Who walked'st on the foaming deep, And calm amidst its rage didst sleep; Oh, hear us when we cry to Thee, For those in peril on the sea! Most Holy Spirit! Who didst brood Upon the chaos dark and rude, And bid its angry tumult cease, And give, for wild confusion, peace; Oh, hear us when we cry to Thee, For those in peril on the sea! O Trinity of love and power! Our brethren shield in danger's hour; From rock and tempest, fire and foe, Protect them wheresoe'er they go; This is dedicated to the memory of my Grandfather who served aboard the USS Indianapolis. It was sunk 1 week before the end of WW2. Out of 1100 men aboard, 900 went overboard, but because the waters

First Impression Of Indi
all i really want to do is fuck you all the time thats all i really want to do... well oops ahem heavens no i dont really mean allll the time i guess what i really mean is always... why certainly we would occasionally take time out every now and then to share a hot pastrami or a nice bottle or two of merlot (although we both know where that will lead) and there would be lots of walks upon beaches and drives into mountains and sometimes we would undoubtedly just lay in each others arms and watch old movies classic love affairs starring hepburn tracy bogart and bacall or maybe just maybe we might every now and then just decide to take in a baseball game and i knowwwwww we both have to sometimes sleep... but darling if i had my way i would drift away inside of you every night and fuck you all night long in your dreams.

The Things I Love About You
I love the way you make me smile, I love the way you make me laugh, I love the way I am able to open up to you I love the way you make me feel I love the things you do to me The way you bring me to my knees I love the way your beautiful eyes shine bright I love the light that you have brought into my life But most of all- I love you!

All Alone
As I sit here all alone, I keep telling myself that I want to go home, Then I close my eyes and try not to cry For I realize that I don't have any place to call "HOME" These thoughts and feelings make me feel so weak I try to speak, But nothing comes out no matter how hard I try. I have told people to leave me alone for so long, That the words are starting to sound like lyrics to a song. I sit here and wonder why I have been left here all alone, I just wish that someone could manage to get close enough to fight away my fears, The fear of living my life all alone, The fear of dying all alone! I want to fill this emptiness within my soul, I want to heal my hearts gaping hole, I want to have a place that I can call "HOME" But most of all, I want someone to be with me, Someone who can see me for me and not who or what I used to be. I'm tired of going places and doing things all alone! Today is supposed to be a happy day, a day to celebrate my birth, But thinking about a

Hello To All My Wonderful Friends..
I just wanted to let everyone kno that I haven't forgot anyone. I still don't have y own puter running so when I come over to my g/f's-I use hers!! I just want to thank all of you for the prayers and thoughts concerning me over the past couple weeks..It has bveen rough but I'm trying real hard to keep a smile-I have a 4 yr old grandson that lives with me...lol Please continue to keep me in your prayers and I'll be back soon and in full force..lol Love to all "Indian Princess"

My Horoscope 9-10
Daily Horoscope: Virgo For September 10,2007 Use all that good energy you've got now to get even more organized at work or at home. You can make almost anything work if you put your mind to it, so don't be shy about taking on big projects. LOL Iwish I had a "big" project:P IDK.....Im bored

Expressions
As I sit here thinking about holding you in my arms, And keeping you safe and warm, I think about how much you mean to me You are the sun that brightens my darkest days You are the light that shows me the way I cherish the day that you came into my life I love the way you have taken away all my pain And showed me what it means to love and be loved again I could write forever and never be able to tell you how I really feel Because there just arent enough words in the world You are my lover, my best friend, and you will forever be my girl. The things you do to me are simply amazing Everytime i hear your voice it sounds like angels singing. You have my love, you have my heart And we have built this bond that can never be torn apart I know i might now be able to tell you how i feel, But I have a lifetime to show you There isnt anything in this world that i wouldnt do for you, I love you baby and I always will. There is only one way i can show how much I love you And tha

Literary Sex
doesnt anybody ever write about sex anymore… well I mean successfully…and that means to provoke arouse inspire and to shed new skin… america it seems strange such universal stuff as sex should be so religiously rejected but it is isnt it…even the boundary stretchers… to me guys like kerouac brautigan thompson they dont seem to have a clue now do they… well maybe they cant deal with tits assholes wet pussy and drooling erections…thats not art. hemingway faulkner fitzgerald didnt pull it off neither did vonnegut or heller or roth they all suck when it comes to sex… wheres the sexy literature wheres the sex… oh there are some that seem to get it robbins is sexy and burroughs and mccarthy and especially bukowski get it right but fuck all the others who are either too old and censored or too young and arrogant america what have you done to our sex. and what about our poets…what about pound and williams and olson what

Not Alone
As you sit there in the darkness of what has become your life Trying to put an end to your pain and strife Realize this- You are not alone! As you fight for what you believe is right As the day turns into night Do not give up hope For you are not alone! When you feel like all hope is gone And you can no longer carry on Hold your head up high Wipe that tear from your eye And realize that you are not alone! When you world comes crashing down on you And you feel that there is nothing you can do When you feel like you are all alone Take a look around you and realize you are not alone! Though there are times that you feel so weak And you try to ask for help but cannot speak Do not give up hope You are not alone! When the ones you love the most are the ones that cause the most pain And they make you feel like your goin insane, Carry on You are not alone! When you find yourself wanting to bring your life to an end Reach out and ask for the help of a friend And reali

9/11 Bs
I WORKED IN A MORGUE FOR 8 YRS OF MY LIFE, I DONT RELLY GIVE A RATS ASS BOUT 9/11 SURE YA IT WAS A HORRIBLE DAY BUT DAMN I DONT WANNA BE REMINDED OF THE HATRED AMERICA SHOWS ON THE IRAQ'S AND AFGANS, THIS HOLIDAY HAS TAUGHT PPLZ TO HATE MORE THEN ANYTHING ELSE. ASK YOURSELF THIS, DO YOU LOOK AT THE "MUSLIM" PPLZ DIFFRENT NOW? MOST DO DONT LIE, IVE SEEN IT AND I AM DISGUSTED WITH ALL THIS DONT FORGET 9/11 BS, WELL NO SHIT ILL NEVER FORGET BUT YOU AMERICANS TAKE THINGS TOO FAR TO MAKE A DAY FOR YOU TO REMEMBER A TRADGIC DAY LIKE THIS, JUST FUELS THE FIRE FOR MORE HATRED. SO I WILL NO REPOST ANYTHING HAVING TO DO WITH 9/11 AND IF YOU DONT LIKE THIS WELL IM SORRY KISS MUH @SS AND DELETE ME K THANKS

North Ship
The North Ship I saw three ships go sailing by, Over the sea, the lifting sea, And the wind rose in the morning sky, And one was rigged for a long journey. The first ship turned towards the west, Over the sea, the running sea, And by the wind was all possessed And carried to a rich country. The second ship turned towards the east, Over the sea, the quaking sea, And the wind hunted it like a beast To anchor in captivity. The third ship drove towards the north, Over the sea, the darkening sea, But no breath of wind came forth, And the decks shone frostily. The northern sky rose high and black Over the proud unfruitful sea, East and west the ships came back Happily or unhappily: But the third went wide and far Into an unforgiving sea Under a fire-spilling star, And it was rigged for a long journey.

The Love Of A Rose
Roses are a gift from the Lord above, They symbolize beauty and the symbolize love. So whenever I look at a rose, I see you, I see beauty, tenderness and a love so true. The petals of a rose are soft like your skin and silky like your hair, So no matter where you are or where you go Wherever you see a rose, I just want you to know That I will always be there. Rose have such a beautiful smell that reminds me of you, Every time I see or smell a rose, I am reminded of how much I love you. A friend once told me, "Never forget the love of a rose, because I never will," Well babe, its time that I let you know just how I feel, Roses are like the love the represent, If you're not careful, you could get pricked, And though it may hurt for a little bit, You will realize that a little bit of pain is well worth it. Some roses fade, wither and die, Others last and last longer than most people live, So unlike the rose that withers and dies, My love for you will last as long

My Shattered Heart
Here I am thinking about how my life has been torn apart, Trying to find a way to mend my shattered heart, If only I had listened to you when you tried to tell me That I should listen to my heart because it will never fail me, I wouldn't be sitting here feeling this pain again As I watch the sharp edge of this cold steel Tearing its way through my skin. Well, that's what I am thinking of, I haven't done it yet because I've also been thinking about the ones I love. Instead of numbing this pain with sharpened steel, I've decided to grab a pen and some paper and write about how I feel. This may not last long though, Because like everything else People and feelings do change, That's why so many are in pain, Because nothing ever stays the same. Poetry is my way of expressing what I cannot say. Blood and emotions come from the heart Not the head So it should come as no surprise that I am comforted by bloodshed To ease my shattered heart. Written On: December 16, 2004

A Friend In Need
well everyone...here is my latest pimpout...he is a good person and had his account deleated some time ago for reasons i am not at liberty to say but i can say i talked to him and he is a cool person so whoever reads this blog can u please go on his page and show him some luv...he only has 55 pics so it should be easy...rate add and fan pleaseb as well as rate his pics...ty very much everyone and have a great night...here is his link...................................... Catch me if you can now@ fubar this pimp out brought to u by the one and only... HOTSTUD262006 founder and Recruiter of The Godfather Family.(Real husband to Angel1111)@ fubar

Mumms
So I'm sure anyone who reads this will know about this already..but apparently last night some reason some cock sucker decided my absolutely normal and nice mumm needed to be flagged as inappropriate. So now thanks to asshole person..I'm mumm banned, meaning I can't make any new ones. How superbly annoying can someone be? I'd like to find this person and flag my thumb into their eyes.

How To Drive In Phoenix
HOW TO DRIVE IN PHOENIX: 1. You must first learn to pronounce the city name, it is: "FEE-NICKS". 2. The morning rush hour is from 5:00am to noon. The evening rush hour is from noon to 8:00pm. Friday's rush hour starts on Thursday morning. There is also a Saturday morning rush hour to get out of town and a Sunday evening rush hour to come back. 3. The minimum acceptable speed on most freeways is 85 mph. On Loop 101, Your speed is expected to match the highway number. Anything less is considered "Wussy". 4. Forget the traffic rules you learned elsewhere. Phoenix has its own version of traffic rules. For example, cars/trucks with the loudest muffler go first at a four-way stop; the trucks with the biggest tires go second. However, East Valley, SUV-driving, cell phone-talking, lipstick applicating moms ALWAYS have the right of way. 5. If you actually stop at a yellow light, you will be rear ended, cussed out, and possibly shot. 6. Never honk or look at anyone. Ever. Serio

Hurt Feelings Report..
Date:__________________ Time of hurtfulness:______________am/pm A. Which ear were words of hurtfulness spoken into: Left or Right or Both B. Is there permanent feeling damage Yes No C. Did you need a tissue for the tears Yes No Reasons for filing this report: Please circle Yes or No 1. I am thin skinned Yes 2. I am a pussy Yes 3. I have woman like hormones Yes 4. I am a Queer Yes 5. I am a little Bitch Yes 6. I am a cry baby Yes 7. I want my mommy Yes 8. All of the above Yes (circle this since all most likely apply) Name of "Real Man" who hurt your sensitive little feelings:_______________ If you feel that you need someone to hug go home to mommy and let her hug you and change your diaper. If you feel as though you need to speak to someone to soothe you please call this number

Remember 911 - Bring Our Troops Home!
If you really want to pay tribute to the 343 that died in NY and the thousands that have died in the unrelated Iraq conflict, then write to your congress person to bring them home! Don't know how? It's easy - go to http://www.house.gov/writerep/ and look up your rep and send them an email telling them to bring our troops home. Enough of the BS lies. No one else should die for this political war.

Behold The Sea
Behold The Sea by Jerry Caldwell Behold the sea, the mighty restless sea! Behold the strand of battered rock and sand! The endless fight between the sea and man! Behold the sea! Through wind and storm the foaming breakers roar What of the man who waits upon the shore? What of the man you hold forevermore? Behold the sea! Rolling along in the starlight Restless, plentiful and strong Rolling along in the moonlight Surf and spray shining in the sun Behold the sea, the mighty restless sea! Behold the strand of battered rock and sand! The endless fight between the sea and man! Behold the sea!

My And Brat Song
I was walking home from school on a cold winter day. Took a shortcut through the woods, and I lost my way. It was getting late, and I was scared and alone. But then a kind old man took my hand and led me home. Mama couldnt see him, but he was standing there. And I knew in my heart, he was the answer to my prayers. Oh I believe there are angels among us. Sent down to us from somewhere up above. They come to you and me in our darkest hours. To show us how to live, to teach us how to give. To guide us with a light of love. When life held troubled times, and had me down on my knees. Theres always been someone there to come along and comfort me. A kind word from a stranger, to lend a helping hand. A phone call from a friend, just to say I understand. And aint it kind of funny that at the dark end of the road. Someone lights the way with just a single ray of hope. They wear so many faces, show up in the strangest places. To guide us with their mercy, in our time

Jessie
Walking together under sapphire skies, my darling Jessica has love in her eyes. Our lips joined in passionate bliss, it feels like forever, that one special kiss. We never hold back, just set our hearts free, I hope she knows what she means to me. Holding her close, I smile and say: "Our precious love, Jessica, is here to stay."

Multiple Kite Flying Competion
OMG -- to all those folks like myself who have flown kites in their lifetime and attempted to handle two, just imagine and take a look at this Kitelife Magazine page and simply sit in awe as this man maneuvers in a dance like synchronization THREE kites!!! Amazing!! This is Ray Bethell, an 8-time-Multiple Kite World Champion . He is 79 years old, and this is an absolutely stunning film. He is spectacular !! You will not be sorry you took five minutes of your time to view this amazing 3-kite (one operator) flying competition video - it's truly an art form put to music.

Do You Believe Her?
"LMAO! IT'S A FLASHLIGHT!!! A FLASHLIGHT I TELL YOU... And I don't even remember why I had a flashlight between my legs." She seemed to get defensive very fast. Did it look dark in that room people? We will let the public decide!!! Is is a flashlight being used between her legs in a lit room? Or is it an old 70's style dildo? Any other suggestions on what it might be? It definately looks battry powered.

Sex
We ran into the bedroom, jumping from each side, me from the right, you from the left to land with a thud on the bed, our bodies bouncing towards each other. I slipped my right arm underneath your neck, sliding down your back. You pushed your left arm under my arm pit as I lowered our bodies to lie on the bed. Your left arm slid under my right arm, down the small of my back, sliding to my ass, cupping me softly through your jeans. Wrapping our arms loosely around each others, I stared into your eyes. I leaned forward slowly, very slowly, my mouth forming a kissing. You glanced to my lips, forcing me to steal a glance at yours. Your tongue darted quickly out, licking your lips, the salvia glistening. Our heads moved closer, our lips touching softly. We hesitated, feeling the softness of the kiss. We stared into each others eyes. My eyes closed slowly, to match your. Puckering again, our lips pressed tighter, pressing against your. Repositioning, I opened my mouth slightly, your mouth fo

The Long Road To Nursing School
YES, I DID WRITE THIS........ At the tender age of twenty, I fell in love with the type of man that most women would not think would be a good husband, let alone a good father. He was very charismatic and charming. He was funny, with a unique personality. We went to Wal-mart. I had become very upset over something that I can’t remember. He asked me if I knew what turtles sounded like when they mated. I had no clue what he was talking about. I just looked at him like he had lost his mind. He began to hump my leg and make a loud grunting noise. I laughed and that one action put me in a better mood. We were able to joke and laugh most of the time. We would approach any situation by talking every detail out. His long, shaggy, purple hair, which looked like it hadn’t been washed for a couple of days, gave him the punk rocker look. His unmatched clothes bagged and sagged on his scrawny physique. On the day we met, he wore a green camouflage shirt with pinkish-purple cut-off polyester sho

Hunter
Oh, my dear son, how I miss you so. It has been eight months since your passing. I am ashamed as a mother to admit that although I miss you, I am no longer sad for you. I never thought the day would come when I would be at peace with your death. It has taken an ocean of tears and many fights to get to this point. I can sit here and look at your pictures with love instead of grief. I see the glow of your skin, the pink in your cheeks, and the mischief in your eyes (the kind that only boys have). How you have changed from that small, premature baby with thin skin and lots of hair. When you were born, you weighed only three pounds and eight ounces. You came two months early! You were so tiny that I was afraid to hold you because I didn’t want to hurt you. Your head fit in the palm of my hand. Your body was the length of the tip of my fingers to my wrist. Your legs were as long as your body. Your hair was a dark blonde with a soft green, yes, green, tint to it in the florescent light of

Rambling On And On.
Ok so here I sit with so much on my mind. So here I am again. My mind is so unstable right now, its just crazy I still stir crazy. reition repeats its self over and over and over and over. Nothing ever changes. I swear one day I will leave, But Im still here. I just want out. I cant take it any longer. Since before when I was just random with no job and everything was the same. Its gotten worse, now I have had a job for 9 months and counting. 6 months were good, Now they cut me off from the world, placed me in a little cube attached to this head set monitored every second im there. This happens daily, repition repeats its self getting worse over and over again. I hope to find that one and only perfect guy.. I do this over and over. and over and over I fall get crushed. Getting worse everytime over and over and over. So Im deciding Im going to leave. This repition is not goin to win me over. Im going to break this ball and chain that hold me forever stuck in this hell I

Levelers That Need Leveled
PLEASE WORK ON THE HIGH ONES FIRST AND LEVEL THEM DURING MY HAPPY HOUR 8201 TO ROCKSTAR MzCaBBW*USAF Veteran*Writer Of Erotica-See Blogs: NSFW-FRIENDS ONLY*SF 49er Fan@ fubar 8445 HOTGUYINACHAIR~SHADOW LEVELER~FUBAR HUBBY TO ANGELOFDARKNESS@ fubar 4,025 punkin~*Insert smart a**ed comment here...*~angelofdarkness's pet~*@ fubar 7625 ~Ronja~ *Property of Birk*~*Owner of THE DARK KAVE*~OFFICIAL L.U.V. CLUB CO-FOUNDER~@ fubar 6890 Robert "n" Kim ~Part of the SHADOW LEVELERS FAMILY~@ fubar

Don’t Give Up
Fight through the waves or be knocked down Don't allow yourself to float around The tow pulls you out to no certain place You need one in mind to enter the race Where should you look to find this direction? Not to the spot so filled with rejection Not to the place where your trust was dishonored Your Heart broken, your spirit collared I think you know of this place I speak Please stop this game of hide and seek Experience takes on the shape we permit We are the ones who mold it to fit Allowing darkness to become our fear Is a choice we make, one we can make disappear We control which path to follow One full of riches or a life that is hollow You have the tools to open your dreams Shut down the nightmares and painful screams All you need to make a fresh start Is to follow your beautiful, passionate heart jskins

Leaving Fubar Thanks For The Fun
I just want to say bye to the friends that I did make on here. I am a very honest and trusting person and sometimes I trust the wrong people. That always ends up biting me in the ass. I am leaving fubar for my self... I might have just lost someone that I could really care for because of drama and he said, she said. I appreciate the well meaning sentiments of my girl..and my friends but I am a adult and totally cappable of speaking for myself if I felt that anything needed to be said. RYAN I REALLY LIKE AND CARED ABOUT YOU AND IM SORRY IF SOMETHING I SAID DIDN't SAY OR SHOULDN:T HAVE SAID got in the way!!!! I ve never wanted anyone as much!!!! RLK ANGEL!!!!

Do You Know Where?
im going to put toget a decent blog and maybe front page links when i get enough names and statements... if you would like to be a part of showing america we still love her....plz send ur pge link. subject,,,where were you on 911...? what was you doing . .... and ur thoughts then and now.. this is under construction will build as i go. /fubar.com/user.php?u=548838&friend=548838" target="_blank">MishNumber1 ~ Co-Owner Of The G-Spot Crew ~ of S*U*P & Club FAR@ fubar n 9/10/2007, sunmaidstyle@fubar.com wrote: Where was I on Sept 11th....I was sitting on my couch pregnant with my son, watching television when it all started coming on, I couldnt believe my eyes...I was just dumbfounded...I think I cried that whole day not only for the people that this has all affected but the fact that I was bringing a child into this world...and wondering what his future would be like.... Here's a story for ya. Me and my ex hubby got married june 19th 2001, he

Call To Love
Give to me your smile, and I will lock it away in my heart forever Give to me your eyes of innocence, and I will look back to you with strength Give to me your hand, and I will close your eyes with the touch of my passion Give to me your nightmares, and I will put them to rest forever Give to me your fear of the unknown, and I will make it known to you Give to me your heart, so that I may leave it pounding in your chest for days after I am gone Give to me your faith, for with it I can do the impossible Give to me your lips, for with them I will take you to another world Give to me the chance to know you, and I will give you the reality of the greatest love of all… Our Own... jskins

I Hate My Car!!!!!
I HATE MY FUCKIN CAR!!!!..... SO I'M DRIVIN DOWN THE ROAD AND SMOKE JUST STARTS COMMIN OUT OF THE ENGINE LIKE MOUNT ST. HELLEN......WTF...IT SHOULDN'T BE MURPHY'S LAW...IT SHOULD BE CHRISSY'S LAW...ANYTHING THAT CAN POSSIBLE BREAK, BLOW UP, OR GO WRONG...WILL INEVITABLY HAPPEN TO ME!!!!! I REALLY HOPE I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE IN THIS BOAT...PLEASE COMMENT....I NEED MAD LOVE RIGHT NOW!

My First Contest.....
Im in my first contest please come helpBombs ok, rates count 5Thank you smoochesLucretiaLuangel--Just click my pic to get to the contest area..... **** Extra request please R/F/A my beautiful friend PsychoRainStorm for helping with all manner of things : ) Another Note: I promise to get back to everyone that helps, it may take me a minute but I'll get here.

This Is What I Can Win
I have had several folks ask what I will win... 1ST PLACE WILL CHOOSE FROM A 1 MONTH VIP OR A WEEK BLAST 2ND PLACE WILL GET A 3 DAY BLAST 3RD PLACE WILL GET A 50K SHOPPING SPREE FROM THE FUBAR GIFT SHOP THROUGHOUT THE CONTEST THERE WILL BE GIFTS AWARDED, RANDOMLY FOR HITTING CERTAIN LEVELS COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED AND ALL RATES COUNT AS 5 COMMENTS Thanks again every one!!

Thank You
You are there for me in times of sadness and overwhelming depression you have been my rock and without you i would have died!!! My friend i thank you with all my heart i don't know how to repay you.... all i can do is remind you that i am here for you no matter what!!!! You have your own problems i know you do. You sit and cry no-one knows how to help you. but just remember in times of sadness i am there in times of gladness we both share i am here to keep you safe and warm, to remind you that you are beautiful and deserve the best there is. i know you don't think it but it is true you are the bestest friend i could ever wish for!!!!!!! love you loads!!!xxx

When We're Apart
If your ever in trouble when were apart ill be your light to help you find your way back home. You were always there for me but now its my turn. I know your you were here for me all this time. Just my love ill always love you. So stay in my heart forever. And never let this friendship fade away because you mean everything to me. You guided me up the hills of fears and flied across the wonders of life. I just want you to come back home safely...ill be your light forever so your never alone. You showed me high and low of this world *climbs on your shoulders and holds you tightly* I gave you my heart and so hold it tight and never let go. My heart is yours to keep. Your secrets will be my wants and fears. Just remember I'm always with you.

Contest Still Going On
WELL IT'S STILL GOING ON ANDI STILL NEED MY FRIENDS TO COMMENT MY TAG......JUST CLICK ON THE TAG BELOW AND LEAVE COMMENTS...AS MANY COMMENTS AS YOU CAN SPARE THE TIME TO LEAVE ME PLZ. I APPRECIATE IT!! :)

Beer With Buddha Or Budda As You Will Discover
From back in the day So recently many people have suggested that I start blogging again, well with a bit more frequency than I have been. Well nothing much is going on in my life. Work, come home, sleep repeat. Do the dad thing every other week and that is about it for my life right now normal - well minus all the drama that happens in my life with the RIAA lawsuit, my mother hating me yadda yadda yadda So to find anything worth writing about I either have to bitch and complain like you need to hear my problems or get all political or write about stuff that has already happened. I picked C for today boys and girls, ladies and gents, people of all ages. Because I was reminded of a story of how the military some times messes up orders when I was talking with a person at work whose son is in the military and his orders got screwed up. So this one is from back in my days in the military, yes I was once a member of our nations armed forces you may remember a period of t

You Never Know
Have you ever found a friend that just touches you deep inside? You feel a special bond that you simply cannot hide. You give them a piece of your heart, a view of what you are, Sometimes they live close to you, sometimes they live too far. It really doesn't matter, you were friends from the start, Soon you realize their memory is a piece of your heart. You feel like they're an angel, placed here just for you, You are always amazed at the sweet things that they do. You don't have to see them or talk to them every day, To know that God has sent them in His own special way. How else could you explain, this friendship and deep love? It must be an angel, sent from heaven above. How can you love someone you've never really seen? The question you may ask, Is this just a dream? Soon you realize, your feelings are quite sincere. Your friendship will continue year after year. Funny when you talk you both seem to disagree, I think you're the angel and you think it

A New Start
The young mother set her foot on the path of life. "Is this the long way?" she asked. And the guide said: "Yes, and the way is hard. And you will be old before you reach the end of it. But the end will be better than the beginning." But the young mother was happy, and she would not believe that anything could be better than these years. So she played with her children, and gathered flowers for them along the way, and bathed them in the clear streams; and the sun shone on them, and the young Mother cried, "Nothing will ever be lovelier than this." Then the night came, and the storm, and the path was dark, and the children shook with fear and cold, and the mother drew them close and covered them with her mantle, and the children said, "Mother, we are not afraid, for you are near, and no harm can come." And the morning came, and there was a hill ahead, and the children climbed and grew weary, and the mother was weary. But at al

Contest Rules
1.u may rate even though they dont count 2. no downrating i will block anyone caught doing this ..so let ur friends know ahead of time 3. no drama no rudeness to others or u will be blocked 4. self bombing is allowed 5. comment bombing is allowed as long as no nsfw comments or pics are used , if u use them and i catch u i will block u 6. please no passing out nsfw pics in trade for comments if caught doing this i will remove u ( yes i have seen this done already) good luck to all !!!!

911 Memorial At Riverside Drive In Manhattan
At 09:30 hours at the Firefighters Memorial Monument located at Riverside Drive and 100th Street, the 18th Battalion will host the Sixth Annual Memorial Service. All firefighters and family members are invited to attend. A mass will follow at 12:15 at St. John the Divine. This is a very well done service by the members, for the members.there are no speeches and NO Politicians, as it should be.

Hush
come to my side hush my thoughts to a humbled silence - nothing can ever feel so right as this - and yet i cry i cry for those who will never feel as much as i - as much as i and then i cry - i cry for me as much as this makes me feel sometimes its too much to take makes me oversensitive come to my side hush my thoughts to a humbled silence - hush

September 11, 2001 A Memorial
I wrote this all those years ago, that fateful day after September 11, 2001. I want to post it in memory of those that we lost, to those that still suffer today, and for those that WILL NEVER FORGET! The terror of this day, Will live on in infamy they say. A modern day Pearl Harbor. We watched each event unfold, Shed tears untold, And faced our own mortality. Our President has promised Retribution! Punishment! To all cowards who would perpetuate This type of horror. To the Firemen, Policemen, And to those who have given their all. We will place a special epitaph On the graves of all of those who fall. We mourn our dead. We keep them close in our hearts. We search for the dead and dying,

Pic's Comming Soon!!!
As most of you know, Four members of FUBAR got together for a meeting this past weekend. For those of you that didn't know, It was Jen,Shannon,Heather and I (Dave). We had a blast! Pictures of the night will be arriving soon!!!!! Shannon will be posting some and Jen will be posting some too.

Beef Enchiladas
Baked corn tortillas filled with sauteed beef, onion and chile peppers, topped with tomato sauce, sour cream, green onions, and Cheddar cheese." Original recipe yield: 6 servings PREP TIME 15 Min COOK TIME 30 Min READY IN 1 Hr INGREDIENTS * 1 cup chopped onion * 1 pound sirloin steak, cut into bite size strips * 1 teaspoon minced garlic * 2 (7 ounce) cans diced green chile peppers * 4 cups tomato sauce, divided * 2 teaspoons chili powder * 1 (12 ounce) package corn tortillas * 1/2 cup fresh salsa * 3/4 cup chopped black olives, drained * 2 cups shredded Cheddar cheese * 1/2 cup sour cream * 1/3 cup chopped green onion DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Lightly grease a large casserole dish. 2. In a skillet over medium heat, saute onions until almost translucent. Stir in beef, garlic, and chile peppers, and continue cooking until the meat is no longer pink. Pour in the tom

Calling All Friends
I would like to make a folder with pics of my friends who would like to be immortalized!!! If you're interested let me and what pic you would like for me to rip!!! I want to show my appreciation to you all!!!

Smart Ass
THE 6 BEST SMART ASS ANSWERS SMART ASS ANSWER #6 It was mealtime during a flight on Hooters Airline. "Would you like dinner?" the flight attendant asked John, seated in front. "What are my choices?" John asked. "Yes or no," she replied. SMART ASS ANSWER #5 A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed her. Without missing a beat, she said, "Sir, I need to see your ticket not your stub." SMART ASS ANSWER #4 A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy, "Do these turkeys get any bigger?" The stock boy replied, "No ma'am, they're dead." SMART ASS ANSWER #3 The cop got out of his car and the kid who was stopped for speeding rolled down his window. "I've been waiting for you all day," the cop said. The kid replied, "Yeah, well I got here as fast as