Fubar Blog Posts 4

My Death
Wounded, broken, helpless, torn, I lie suffering by my love. Her spirit departed not long ago And mine is not far behind-- I can feel Death pulling at my soul. One last thrust of my knife I close my eyes-- There's no use living anymore.

I Miss You So
Miss you I miss you so much And you've barely been gone I miss your laughter Your stories, your songs So many staring contests Id often opposed But now those eyes Are forever closed There must be a god And a heaven as well And the reason I know Is because you're my angel You don't believe in miracles But I know they are true I have proof of this... The miracle was you You started to fade away And we all know the rest It hurts but it proves God only takes the best

Bike Hoe's.......hahahahaha!!!!!!!
1.If you have no bike but just happen to have your own helmet in your car we know your playing us for a ride. 2. If your gonna go for a ride go on with the niceest bike hes the one who is least likley to crash and kill you.If he has a nice bke hes prob. been ridding a while. If you go with a tool who has a 86 ninja 250 we are all gonna laugh at you.Plus use your head if his bike looks broke then so is he DUHHH! 3. If the bike is a "Stunt bike" or rashed up all over reconsider there is a reason its rashed up. 4. If your FAT! save yourself some embaressment and us the agrivation of trying to tell you no with out saying cuz YOUR FAT BITCH!!!! we can only be sooo nice. Use your head. 5.If your friend is ugly or FAT (See rule 4) it is not my responsability to get someone to take her. 6. If you have on a skirt then YES!!! we have to go first no one else knows how to get where we are going (Right guys ) 7. Showing your tits will get you selected first for a bike ride. 8.S

Thoughts Of A Crazy Man
So when i get pissed off i write you dont like it then dont fucking read it easy enough? Anyways certain fucking people piss me off, and why do i let them push my buttons? Well its not that i let them, its just that they know where they are and take FULL ADVANTAGE of that shit, really pisses me off but more at myself for letting them have that control and power over me. I used to be a really nice guy, but the more i deal with this bullshit the more i just wanna say FUCK YOU to each and every fucking person in this world. I do have some good friends here and they know who they are and this is in no way directed at them. All i have to say love is a fucked up thing and as much as you try not to love someone it makes it that much more powerfull and totally makes you do things that are against your will and things you know better then to do. I am really over her in a sense but at the same time i still feel enough where her words can sting me. Right now i am in a fucked up mood and sorr

New Topic
I will be posting most of my blogs in Randomness.. But On days like today.. when I feel like I have been ran over by a truck and that no one loves me. I will post here. It was just a shitty day at work.. I am being held accountable for things that 2 different shifts do and it is soo frustrating. I have to be able do my own work sometimes.. There is a new stocking program implemented that pretty much doubles my work every day and I am trying to figure out how I can do that. I log on here... and no one says Hi.. :( I know.. cry me a river... :P

Pennsylvania "dutch" (german) Riddles
PA "Dutch" (German) Riddles (These people are called the plain and fancy people. They live their lives without electricity, cars, or modern dress. They are very religious, and can be seen on the backroads of eastern Pennsylvania every Sunday in their horse drawn carriages to and from church.) Was is glenner as en Loch? (What is smaller than a hole?) Der zaoppe wa neigeht. (The stopper or plug that fills it.) Ferwas duhne die Sei greische? (Why do pigs squeal?) Weil sie net peife kenne. (Because they can’t whistle.) Ferwas is der aerscht Mann uff de Leeder gegraddelt? (Why did the first man climb up a ladder?) Fer in de Heh kumme. (To get on top of something.) Was is nix we Kopp un Schwanz? (What is nothing but head and tail?) En Naggel. (a nail) Mer dutt’s net kocha, mer yaust ken Peffer un Salz, ken Zucker un Schmalz un es schmackt ennihau gut? (One does not cook it, one does not add pepper or salt, sugar or lard, and still it tates good?) En Boss. (a kiss) Es

What Is A Juggalo
(repost of original by 'InKsLiNgInLETTE~*~**tat2gothgirl **~*~JuGgaLo MaFiA!**~~FaMiLy4LiFe!' on '2007-09-28 21:32:57') (repost of original by 'THE JUGGLA (colt45jw)' on '2007-09-29 06:01:36') (repost of original by 'NessaLette' on '2007-09-29 07:50:34') (repost of original by 'Tru Wikid Klown' on '2007-09-29 07:58:51') (repost of original by '~DJ FU TWIZTID JUGGALETE ~ G/ F TO 'Sin The Fallen One~' on '2007-09-29 11:07:32') (repost of original by '»»-(¯`··´¯)- Jennifer »»-(¯`··´¯)- ~Born Juggalette~THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY!!~' on '2007-09-29 13:04:40')

Break The Chain
Effort a gift, offered from the heart More precious than gold or the finest of art It goes unrecognized by those who refrain From giving their all when love turns to pain Controlled by the fear of losing control Abused, abandoned no faith in their soul Instead of embracing the things that they lack They cower in fear too afraid of attack The chain becomes stronger the longer you wait Who is the next to become filled with hate? It strangles your will as you struggle in vain Give love unto others to fracture the chain jskins

I Don't Care
"Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all . I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia . I'll care when these thugs tell the world they are sorry for hacking off Nick Berg'

Healthy Baked Chicken Chow Mein
This recipe for chicken chow mein recipe has crisp noodles like you'll find in Chinese restaurants, but without the fat. Scroll down to the bottom of the directions for a nutritional breakdown. INGREDIENTS: * 1 lb (500 g) boneless chicken breast, cut in thin strips * 1 tablespoon (15 mL) soy sauce * 1/4 (1 mL) salt * 1 tablespoon (15 mL) dry sherry * 1/4 teaspoon (1 mL) white pepper * 1 tablespoon (15 mL) cornstarch * 1 lb (500 g) Chinese-style steamed noodles or cooked thin egg noodles * 1 1/2 cups (375 mL) Chicken Stock * 1 tablespoon (15 mL) minced ginger * 1/2 cup (125 mL) thinly sliced onions * 3 large dried Chinese mushrooms, soaked and thinly sliced * 2 cups (500 mL) Chinese flowering chives or green onions, cut in quarters * 2 teaspoons (10 mL) sesame oil * 3 cups (750 mL) bean sprouts, tightly packed * Black pepper to taste PREPARATION: Combine chicken and marinade ingredients (soy sauce, salt, d

About Myself
This is about myself. 1. Do you have a tattoo? No 2. How old are you? 34 3. Are you single or taken? TAKEN 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? Utensils 5. Do you dream at night? Uh Yeah 6. Ever seen a corpse? Nope 7.George Strait or Jay Z? Jay Z 8. How did we meet? On Fubar HERE COMES THE EQUALLY INTERESTING PART... 9. Whats your philosophy on life and death? Live life to the fullest. Never take life for granted. You never know what will happen to you. 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be? Like to talk 11. Do you trust the police? Hell No 12. Do you like Country music? Some 13. What is your fondest memory of me? Being my friend 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? Nothing 15. Would you cheat ? Nope 16. What do you wear to sleep? Night Gown 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? Nope 18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you t

Men And Women
They say Women are complicated. I say Men are just as complicated. OK, maybe I take that back a little. How relationships are forged is a mystery to me. It appears to me, from my personal experience, that if I act as if I don't care I get the attention from those I want attention from. Yet, if I start to show the softer and gentler side, I hit a brick wall. It makes no sense to me. How do two people manage to take things to another level? Am I just clueless as to how this thing works? Am I supposed to pretend to be a damsel in distress waiting for my knight in shinning armor to come and save the day? But I am not that type of person. I am very independent, but lack the companionship of someone to share things at the end of the day. Sex is Sex and can be acquired nearly anywhere. I know it will be different for each man, but what makes a man take notice enough to want to continue to see someone with goals of other than sex? What is it that makes them think of you and want to see you mor

Finishing Survey
Finish ThisTAKE THIS SURVEY!Take this surveylife is: Crazy, Sexy, Cool, Complicated, Confusing, Frustrating....love is: Not an option right now...God is: All around methe perfect weather is: Sunny with a few clouds..70 degrees..the best sport is: None...id like to live in: A tropical placeall i want for christmas is: Serenitya dream come true would be: My life going smoothly for just a little while longer...vanilla ice cream is: Yummy, but kinda boringi prefer: Chocolate!! On Everything...lolguys are: Mostly pigsgirls are: Mostly bitchyi would die for: My sonsi regret: A lot of things I have done in my life....but I wouldnt be who I am today without them...i miss: My familymoney is: Good to have..but its not everythingbeauty is: Something to get comfortable with...peace: Unattainable i lied: About something recently, Im sure...the root of all evil: Is liesthe most intresting thing is: Communication and the separation between the mind and the hear....wars are started over: People not ha

Got This From A New Friend - Survey
1. Do you know anyone in prison? Nope. 2. Have you ever logged onto a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush's myspace? Yes, so what. 3. When is the last time you ate peanut butter and jelly? Never...vegemite sandwiches all the way. 4. Do you have a desk in your room? Nope its my room not a office. 5. Have you ever gotten naked at a party? No im boring. 6. What kind of car insurance do you have? Complete Cov. 7. Are you named after one of your parents or grandparents? Nope guess i wasnt luvd enuff. 8. Does your first significant other still live in the same town as you? Nope....this is not my home town. 9. Do you throw up gang signs? Say Waaa wot cho mean.........no. 10. Have you ever broken a rib? Yes a couple. 11. Would you rather be a girl or a guy? I was born a woman think i'll stay one. 12. Who is the most spoiled person you know? My lil pain in the ass angels and my boyfriend! 13. Would you rather have a million dollars or true love? Aw Tru l

This New Computer Is Going To Take Some Getting Used To.
Time Warner Road Runner Tech support person was very helpful in getting the modem set up when I couldn't work out what had happened :) Anyhow, Haven't transferred anything back from the external drive, or found anywhere to store the old machine (... my G3 is still... eh.) - but whee! I like this machine, so far...

Lmfao Angels Get Owned Too
alright anyone that knows angel aka wiccan seduction her yahoo is (wiccanseduction)and here is her fubar link http://www.fubar.com/user/251846 go ahead and message her tell her you love her she will want to marry you and suck your cock she might even consider showing you nudes but be careful dont flirt with her nor care about her just use her for a booty call otherwise your a player and she will dislike you but yeah tell her that her old buddy windows sent ya she will love that but currently she is getting some messages thanks to this program as seen in the picture below so she is currently out of service if you try to reach her as of right now but maybe later and advice to all those who are gonna fuck with me dont because you will get the same punishment she is getting and i am not done being a dick yet!!! and im gonna end this with a fuck you and have a nice day angel

Barefoot & Pregnant
Barefoot & Pregnant by Patrick Flanagan © I heard the police sirens just moments after I heard the squeaky screen door on my porch open. I wasn't expecting any guests at 2 am on a snowy morning so I figured it was prudent to get out my 9mm Glock and go perforate somebody. The lights of the police cars lit up my living room as I made my way in the dark to the back porch. Walking past a mirror I not only scared the shit out of myself, I also noticed that the only thing I was wearing was the Glock. "There's a guy who's dressed for the occasion!" I just whispered it out loud. I heard a few things moving around on the porch and realized, for sure, that I had company. I stood there for a moment to figure out my best strategy when the doorknob turned tentatively. My right hand came up level with the center of the doorway and my left hand came up on the light switch. I was about to shoot someone and I realized that I really, really, needed to pee. First things first. The

Basic Training For Wives
Basic Training for Wives by latinafmm2 © We'd been sending messages back and forth to each other most of the day. The messages from you were often instruction for me to take care of in our house. The last one I'd received was what you wanted for dinner and what time you wanted it. I almost felt sorry for your soldiers, because of the food they had to eat, and they knew that I brought you hot meals at night, so you didn't have to eat those MRE's. While your dinner was cooking, I took the time to get ready to come meet you, did my hair, a little lip gloss, and the sluttiest outfit I had. I was very horny and wanted to get some tonight. The heels I wore were three inch stilettos, the skirt was short and tight with ties up the sides, the shirt was silky and see through. I put on a black bra underneath the shirt and no panties. After I dished up your dinner, I got into the neighbor's car, her husband was up there at the barracks too, and she was doing the same thing I was doing. W

Sec Humor
The new season is beginning so - get to know your favorite SEC team!!!!!! Here is the traditional collegiate football quiz to begin the season. Even though you may know most of the answers, it is still fun to reminisce. (1) What does the average Alabama player get on his SATs? .........Drool. (2) What do you get when you put thirty-two Arkansas cheerleaders in one room? .........A full set of teeth. (3) How do you get a South Carolina cheerleader into your dorm room? .........Grease her hips and push. (4) How do you get a Georgia graduate off your porch? .........Pay him for the pizza. (5) How do you know if a Mississippi State football player has a girlfriend? ........There is tobacco spit on both sides of his pickup. (6) Why is the Kentucky football team like a possum? .........Because they play dead at home and get killed on the road. (7) What are the longest three years of an Auburn football player's life? .........His freshman year

Ok, So I'm Blind
I just now realized that my laptop has a card reader. I've had it for over 2 years and I'm a geek. I really should have noticed it before now LOL. Oh well, this will make posting certain pictures a lot easier. :P

Where Have I Been?
everyone keeps asking me this, im sowwy babes... i keep meaning to come around more often BUT work ;) keeps me busy NOT that im complaining AT ALL. when you get a chance check out the new pics hit me up to let me know what ya think BESOS* Aries

Scared For Life
So, I was driving home tonight from work. And well... I drive through a bad part of town on the way home cause there is no other way.. anyways on the way home there was a MOB of people stretched across the road.. I had to come to a dead stop and they wouldn't move out of the way. When they finally did move out of the way it was just enough room for the car to get through. I laid on the gas pedal and made my way through. Thankfully I didnt hit anyone. I dont know wtf they was doing it was under a bridge you could barely see them. All I have to say is.. I dont think i have ever been so scared in my life driving alone. All I could do is thank the good Lord for letting me make it home alive.

A New Chapter In Life...
So i think it might be the right time to FINALLY move on to the next chapter in my life. The past is the past and I'm done beatin myself over the head with it ! Tired of the pain, tired of the confusion, and tired of worrying. I'm done with it ! That doesnt mean that i wont think about it, it means I'm not going to let it run my every thought and emotion any longer. I'M MOVING ON ..... ! There is a very special new intrest in my life, well more than just an intrest, and I like how things have been going so far and am open to letting things happen, and possibly become more of intimate relationship of sorts in the future if thats what the cards hold. Is she a new girlfriend ? Maybe, havent actually discussed the axact wording of what her and I are, and really is it that important ? I am whatever I am. Point being, I've moved on with my life !

Boy Toy For A Night
Boy Toy for a Night by Dream Seeker © This story is a fictional story and is for fantasy purposes only. The author does not condone the acts of rape or forced sex. Sex between strangers without the use of condoms in today's day and age is a potential life threatening decision. Please do not read this story if you do not like stories containing those elements. For those readers who like to fantasize without worrying about the risks of reality, please enjoy. * The night began like most Friday nights with my friends and I going out for some beers and looking to pick up some girls. My friends Pete and Mike came with me to the local hot spot in town. Pete and I attend the same small town college together and share an off campus apartment. Mike is a local guy that we both became friendly with several months ago. The three of us usually do pretty well in getting girls' attention and sometimes getting some action. Pete is a twenty-year old sophomore and is about 6'1" and is a pre

The Boss Takes A Wife
The Boss Takes a Wife by robertpenn © How did I get in such as mess? It was that damn Christmas party. I got drunk and ended up alone with my boss’s 20-year-old secretary Annie. She was being very friendly that night and I was eating it up. I am your typical 40 something year old middle manager that every company has. I’m married, got kids, and do the 9 to 5 crap every weekday. I get sex about twice a month from my 40 something PTA meeting going wife. Life was pretty good and pretty boring. And here was this knockout young lady, laughing at my jokes, making eye contact with me, touching my leg, and looking at me like I was Superman or something. When she suggested we move to a more private area of the office, I went along like a damn lapdog. Then I found out it was my new boss’s office. That got a bit creepy. But Annie assured me she was gone and she had the only key. God, why didn’t I listen to that inner voice that told me no? God, the things that young girl did to me

Photo Shop Or Paint Shop Pro Help Please!!!!
Hey all! I have a question that I hope someone can help me with... I have several pics that I am looking to edit.. such as I have some pics that I want to change the color of some of the things in it, and some I want to take from color to black and white... does anyone know of any free programs that I can get to do that?? I have downloaded adobe photoshop and as soon as I get to know it, the trial is up and I can't use it any more!!! PLEASe HELP!

Brutal Rape
Brutal Rape by Kind der Nacht © He see her again, third time in three weeks. Every Friday night he goes to the midnight movie down town and parks in the parking garage it's across the street from the theater and is easier to find parking the street. Ever Friday night he sees he in the garage. He only sees her in the garage she is never at the movies or on the street but she always gets back at the same time. He spent the last week thinking about her whether it was just a coincidence, was she fallowing him, why was she there? Would she be there again next week? Did he dare? He knew what he wanted to do but would he; he had never done it before. He knew exactly what he wanted to do he had gone over it hundreds of times. Tonight her dark green jeep Cherokee is parked almost next to his old Buick in a dark corner were a couple of lights have failed, leaving deep shadows cast by the cars. He is ready; he has everything he needs on him. He sees walk to her car. She is a

Life
Well as we all have been told in life is not a bowl full of Cherry's. Well that sure is the truth. I have never in my life had so much shit go wrong than I am going through now. So to all that read this I could use all the prayer's I can get to help my family get back together as a family again. Thanks Take care of you A heart broken Wolf

My Desire
she sits an arms reach away but yet she seems so far her beauty more radiant than the brightest shining star accepting all of my affections but truely desiring none i hope she knows in her heart that i believe she's the one my heart belongs to her and i always let her know if she has any affection for me it surely does not show she tells me with her words that she wants to be with me her words are lightly hollow and her actions never agree i remember the person i met full of love and desire her passion for me burned like the hottest roaring fire she would travel the furthest distance just so we could be near her words more warm and truthful than i ever did hear i truelly have no idea if she will ever be the same all the changes in her i feel i am partly to blame i know she has alot on her mind and i hope im am in there too she says she does love me and i really hope it's true i have given her my heart, she can break it or set it on fire she is the godd

Punishment
i just dont understand why all this is happening to me why everything went so wrong the reason i can not see i dont know what i did to deserve such a punishment all i did was love the angel i thought heaven sent i know i made a mistake but i learned from what i had done i would have given her everything, the moon, stars, even the sun she has made her mistakes and continues making them still i dont think she cares about anyone, life for her is just a thrill my life has been destroyed ive been striped of my family i hope that i can recover without losing my sanity no matter how hard i try to resist ill love her the rest of my life but she damaged my trust now she no longer will be my wife

Questions
so many questions in my mind the answers are so hard to find i know the truth is really out there it's only one place and i know where locked is the vault where it is kept complete truth i can accept till that time possibilities are swirling so much confusion my head is twirling they say truth shall set you free i believe it will and want to see when it comes i will be at ease will this vault open, i'm begging, please

Amazing
she is so amazingly beautiful i just cant touch her enough no longer does she want to be touched and emotionally its tough i took her affections for grantid when she did pour it on so thick back then i returned very little, thinking about it makes me feel sick i now know how she felt when i practically ignored her i hate the way it feels and she did too im sure the more love i have in my heart the more pain i have to endure the only thing that can help me is her touch, i know its the cure every time she walks away i feel such a loneliness in my heart the emptiness completely surrounds me as long as we are apart upon her return i dream of the affection she may bring but it never happens, i never get any, not a thing

Johnson's Shut Ins!
JOHNSON'S SHUT INS Shut-Ins is an Ozark term, referring to water-sculpted formations in deep, narrow gorges where rivers are “shut in.” Johnson’s Shut-Ins are the most spectacular in Missouri. You can clamber over them, bathe in their chutes and potholes, and swim in the deep pools below these otherworldly volcanic rock formations. A splash in the shut-ins is a perfect way to end your hike at Johnson’s Shut-Ins. Johnson’s Shut-Ins is one of Missouri’s most popular state parks. Folks come from all over the state to camp, hike, fish, and splash in the rocky wonderland on the east fork of the Black River. This 8,670-acre scenic landscape includes 3 designated Missouri Natural Areas—the 180-acre Johnson’s Shut-Ins Natural Area, the 1,110-acre East Fork Wild Area, and the 4,814-acre Goggins Mountain Wild Area. Nine hundred kinds of plants have been catalogued in the park, and its bird checklist tallies more than 200 species. The park’s main draw is the geological wonder of the shut-ins.

Tired Of The Bullshit
www.trojon moves.com When will the races start to get it: let's admit it, blacks don't really understand white and white don't understand blacks either. Let's dialogue about why this is; Each race is challenged with trying to explain their point of view. Are we prejudice or are we just committed to our race? www.trojonmoves.com

I Opened My Heart Which I Swore I Would Never Do Again And I Got Burned!
I fell in love so much that we did the CT wedding thing and we talked hours on hours EVERYDAY. Now I cannot even get him on the phone.Last words from him were "I love you" and now he has my name out of his and he does not answer his phone. I will NEVER trust a man again - EVER

This Is Fuck'd Up !!
These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters who had the torment of staying calm while these exchanges were actually taking place. ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? WITNESS: No, I just lie there. ____________________________________________________________________ ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks. ______________________________________ ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? WITNESS: Yes. ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect your memory? WITNESS: I forget. ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something you forgot? _____________________________________ ATTORNEY: What was the first thing your husband said to you that morning? WITNESS: He said, "Where am I, Cathy?" ATTORNEY: And why did that upset you? WITNESS: My name is Susan! __

Cherry Moron...
My first idiot encounter tonight... after asking this mental midget in a mumm of the carp in his picture is smarter than he is, i get this: Da LazyBum: might be if that was a carp Da LazyBum: 1st of all, thats a bull red fish... next of all, I think you're an asshole ->Da LazyBum: why thank you....that's the nicest thing anyone has said to me all night..... ->Da LazyBum: does fucking the fish make you feel more like a man? ->Da LazyBum: do you like the tuna smell it leaves on your chin? like i give a fuck what kind of fish it is.....and the man doesn't even have the stones to stay and play...

I
I fear the things I can not hide, my pain so very deep inside. I flee the things I wish to see, as I feel for you, do you feel for me? I hate the ones that broke me down, the rage inside still makes me drown I hold them dear, these ones I hate can you, my love, even relate? I hope for things that will never be I dream a dream only I can see I weep each time this dream does break I can not continute to feel this ache I watch the one I love move on they don't know how I long to be as they are, so unafraid or so it seems to me, I said. I wish to change, to learn, to grow I wish they could teach me what they know I fear they do not understand all I hear are their demands.

Just Something In My Head
I talk to you everyday and everyday I want you more. Everytime you tell me that all you want is to hold me close while I am upset. You make me just want to go and be with you. Everytime you ask when can I see you I wanna say hunny I am on my way. Everytime your upset I want you to tell me and I wanna hold you. I want to make you feel the way I feel when you talk to me. All I care about is being happy and right now you seem to make me that way. I love waking up to your phone calls Your what I think about when I just sit around the house.

If All The World Wrote 01-17-07
if all the world were but a room and I an inmate in it, I should sleep day and night and watch the fan tracing circles on the wall. if my room were all the world and I could stay inside it always, I should sit in my chair with my mind adrift and watch the leaves as they changed. if my room and the world were one and the same, and I could live inside it, I would drift happy from morning to night, dreaming dreams of dreams and watching the light hovering like butterflies on my brain, shifting and melting and flowing into the wall.

No Wishes Well
I want to run away Inside my bright red scream I want to break the doors Holding back my dream Living like this Checking the skies for rain A constant reminder Of this burden and pain I'm holding on to A shooting star Its points cutting my skin This time it's gone too far Nothing left to wish on My bloody star fell Left me drowning in hopes Inside my wishing well Not looking for a hero To owe such a debt I could not ask for saving This loss is not a regret I want to run away But there's nothing out there I want to shatter windows That look out on nowhere This is not life If I'm already dead My bleeding heart stopped beating And tears I no longer shed

The Battle Within
Sleepless nights, dreadful dreams, are haunting me. The mysterious sounds of the night, are very frightening me. Panic and rage Runs through my body The devil is trying to get in. Day after day I fight off the urges That would be so satisfying A battle rages Deep within my soul It's all I can do to hold on. Prayer is my weapon, faith gives me peace of mind, to stop the demons from taking over. Depression knocks me down, Grace picks me back up, As the battle still rages I pray and pray For the fight to end But I know the battle is still within.

Save Me
As I put the razor to my skin, I feel the adrenalin, the pain is a sudden rush to me, as the blood falls to the floor I see my pain and worries disappearing. I hide my scars in fear of what you may say, but without you these scares will not exist. My love, my life, my reason I sit here and bleed. My smiles, my tears, my heart tares more and more. You deny your love, I deny my pain. The pain I feel when your not by my side. Some call it love I call it suicide. The razor can only go to deep, a person can only bleed so much, but the pain never ends. My nights are cold, my arms are empty The cuts cover up the pain, My smile covers up the hurt As you walk along to blind to see my hurt the days get harder the nights never seem to end I fake a smile and wipe my tears away I forget the truth. For when I am with you it feels so right. Without you I find myself lost and confused. Broken and torn. Kiss my pain away, Wipe away my blood filled tears, I long for you to s

Boy Am I Full
my live has been so fucked up and i sometimes try to ponder why things happen the way they do. i married the wrong man but i had four beautiful children. left him and had to leave the kids for reasons i can't mention, had or got a good job driving school bus i enjoyed my job the kids were brats but i loved it. did not see my kids again until they were adults and now i have beautiful grandkids so i must have done one thing right.i live in a world that is so screwed makes you wonder if your sane or not. the diaster in nyc was really attrocious an also many lives were destroyed and i saw people jumping out of the windows of the trade center, makes my little problems look just like that ,little problems and when does it ever end? everyone bitches about the president and the mistakes he makes but who elected him , no one ever thinks about that. we elected him to office and then we bitch about how bad he is,well then we were the ones to blame for that . the things I worry about are the child

Lookin 4 Sum Luv :p
lookin 4 sum luv.....im in a give away for a 3 day blast....i have helped plenty of ppl when they needed me...y cant i get it in return plzzzz if u wanna help just click on the pic if not its cool i understand have a wonderful night

Ranting
ok i had a mumm on here and someone decided to flag it for what reason i dont know i guess some of you people on here are nothing but fucking haters and id like to see you get this flagged i marked it nsfw so i can whatever i want in it and it cant be deleted so this goes out to all you haters out there FUCK YOU AND GET A LIFE AND STOP FLAGGING EVERYTHING i didnt have anything bad in that mumm i had on here and now i cant even post anymore of them i dont know if ill ever get to post them again and i was trying to level up so now i have to do it the hard way cause some FUCKING hater out there had to mark one of my mumms NSFW for no god damn good reason only cause they had nothing better to do than cause trouble for me i have never caused trouble on here im here for fun and friends thats it cause i have a girl that makes me very happy and makes my world and my soul whole again so i say again to all you haters out there FUCK YOU AND STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE i didnt do anything to you

Communication
well we did it tonight we had a discussion thatwe found out if we talk about it we could get thru it. it goes to show that talking does work. my last relationship was about a power trip and all he wanted to do was belittle me and make me feel like i was not good enough. it has taken me 10yrs to realize that there is someone for me. I have never been so happy and excited. he makes me feel like i am so very special and i love him for that. in time we will learn that we were meant to be toghter. i was at a point in my life that i was ready to give up and just live this menial exsistence. but low and behold god brought me someone that i can love. and love with my whole heart and soul.

Lets Play What If....
well hi all.... missed me??? only kidding... just a quick question to which i await your answers... lets play what if? What if your so called boyfriend cheated with two women one in their 30s one only 15?(yes at same time) and he was accused online by one of the women who hacked into his email accounts etc? would you believe him if he said no? would you still believe him if the 15 year old contacted you and said they were together but you werent to know? would you still believe him? knowing something was off with him lately as he never calls or txts or emails? when you first got together he would constantly call and just before you found out about the cheating he stops talking to you? when you ask him he says he has been really busy? so i ask would you believe him? Appart from the fact that if he did he would be done for statutory rape as in australia the age of consent changes from 16 to 18 yrs when the other party is 30 and over... would you still believe him if he said the

Italian Mother
THIS IS TOO FUNNY NOT TO SHARE ! ******************************************************************* Mrs. Bacciagalupe comes to visit her son Anthony for dinner. Anthony lives with a female roommate, Maria. During the course of the meal, Mama can’t help but notice how pretty Anthony’s roommate was. She had long been suspicious of the relationship between the two, and this made her more curious. Over the course of the evening, while watching the two interact, she started to wonder if there was more between Anthony and his roommate than meets the eye. Reading his Mom’s thoughts, Anthony volunteered, "I know what you must be thinking, but I assure you, Mama, Maria and I are just roommates." About a week later, Maria comes to Anthony saying, "Ever since your mother came to dinner, I’ve been unable to find the silver sugar bowl. You don’t suppose she took it, do you?" Well, I doubt it, but I’ll e-mail her, just to be sure. So he sends his Mom an email: Dear Momma,

Bored
well..... as most of you know I have moved to a new city to be with my guy and settle down and things has changed drastically for me. I do love the feeling of being together with my guy after being in a long distance relationship for over 3 years, but sometimes I ask myelf whether it was the right choice to make. I am now keeping my career on hold and I left everything behind, guess this is what has to be done to start a life with the person you love. Things will go on surely but slowly, but I miss all my friends and everyone I left behind.

Sweet September Rain
Sweet September Rain by BlueWolf © Your tears came pouring down like a river and your heart was tired, so it was beating apathetically you lay there quiet as the pain came rushing back and we both knew then how scary love can be your eyes were as empty as your soul now your laugh was a distant memory so lost your patience was running out so quickly your smile was an unfriendly reminder of the lines that he had crossed you're like the Sweet September rain a piece of everyone's fragile past and you're sweet, but you're cold now you don't know how much longer you can last like this, like this there is a window that always separates you from the world you have previously known but instead of crying because you're outside looking in remember that you don't need him, you're stronger on your own you're like the Sweet September rain a piece of everyone's fragile past and you're sweet, but you're cold now you don't know how much longer you can last like this,

Damn Damn Damn
alright the past few nights me and Megan have been staying together. Well tonight we both had papers to work on so we took a break from each other. Well I got my paper finished she still hasn't started. So I'm going to have to wait probably until Monday night before we stay together again (she doesn't have class on Tuesday, and I don't have class until 2:30). Now the hardest thing is... I CAN'T FUCKING SLEEP. I'm used to her laying down with me, and; her and I talking until we drift off. blah I miss her. Fuck I am in love with her. Which brings me to my next point. I can't tell her. I don't want to be the reason she stays... this is all covered in a previous blog.

Happier
Well I haven't had so much luck when it comes to love lately but I think that things are finally starting to look up once again...Tonight I heard back from a VERY dear friend of mine I lost contact with after he got married...Anyhow to make a long story short they are broke up for the 2nd time in less than a year...And she keeps cheating on him & hurting him...Well anyhow I am single(not my choice)but we chatted on the computer for over 3 hours tonight it was GREAT!!! I have missed his company for a long time, we were romantically involved before he got married & I got with my ex but now maybe this is our 2nd chance at happiness...We've both been hurt so much in the past & I just hope that somehow someway we can help each other heal what's been broken by others...So I guess time will tell but for now I'm going to spend time with him & see what might come of this...Hopefully something wonderful though :) Okay well I am off to sleep now since my sweetie went to bed just a few minutes ago

Our Raindrop Blanket
The miles between us are a nothing but a ruthless number A land separated in loss and misery The thought of you is always on my mind The rain falling from the sky Our raindrop blanket Comforting us from the evils of a cold, dark, hateful world. The pale moonlight seems as our only guide through this roller coaster of desire Though it is so hard to see through the dark clouds of despair Yet, this despair brings our comfort, our shield from sadness and heartache. Can despair bring such happiness? Can such despair bring two people longing for affection together? Indeed, it has The warmth of our bodies The thunder from the storm echoes our hearts The lightning not from the clouds, but from the blood pumping through our veins Feeling faint from the short breaths we take between kisses. Running my fingers through your warm, wet hair Getting tangled from the wind blowing from your back Pushing you closer into me, oh, ever so close The raindrops dance on our skin Ro

Stars Fall From The Sky
Our paths have come together. We talk about the past and how things were. We talk about the pain We talk about it all until I find myself in tears. Iit in the night and talk to you. I realize when I listen it makes me happy So now here we are We talk for hours while we watch the night sky This night I will treasure forever because every time I look up I see a falling star. From this night on like always I will remember you wherever you are. And when we talk ,Stars fall from the sky!

Thanks
Thanks for doing what you did; You are kind beyond belief; Your help and caring calmed me down, And gave me soothing relief. I want to tell you "Thank you," But it doesn’t seem enough. Words don’t seem sufficient-- "Blah, blah" and all that stuff. Please know I have deep feelings About your generous act. I really appreciate you; You’re special, and that’s a fact Thank you so much for all you do You're truly a delight When my life overwhelms and does me in, You make everything all right.

Unbelievable B..st.rd
Daddy It Hurts! This Is a true story and If you don't pass this on you don't have a soul!!! My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charil's bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more,

Pah-leeese..... Lol....
Okay, so I have liked men younger than myself. That, in itself, is no crime. Especially, considering my age. If I date someone 16-18 yrs younger than me, that means that the guy is only 30-32. However, like last night, I received a Shout saying that "hey how r u? r u interested in me?", surely he jests when he is only 18 years old. My daughter is 20.... Even thinking about dating someone in their 30s can be a reach because potentially, my daughter could be interested in the same guy. Kind of weird, huh? Fortunately, she is with someone 26 and happy with him; not looking. Good for me because I would doubt that we would have a discussion over the same guy. It would certainly be awkward to say the least!! However, I could never really consider dating someone 18-29. I could certainly be their friend, but to date them??? While I don't look at the age thing as being a huge factor... I have dated guys from 16 years younger than me to 7 years older than me... I would have

Nawty Jokes
Nawty Jokes Two prostitutes, after Christmas holidays: - What did you ask Santa Claus to give you? - Hundred dollars, as usual. ************************************************ Q: How can you tell if a man is sexually excited? A: He's breathing. ************************************************ G: Nobody gets the girl. PG: The good guy gets the girl. R: The bad guy gets the girl. X: Everybody gets the girl! ************************************************ A Jewish congregation in New York honors its Rabbi for 25 years of service by sending him to Hawaii for a week, all expenses paid. When he walks into his hotel room, there's a beautiful girl, nude, lying on the bed. She says, "Hi, Rabbi, I'm a little something extra that the president of the board arranged for you." The Rabbi is incensed. He picks up the phone, calls the President of the Temple Board and says, "Greenberg, what were you thinking? Where's your respect? I am the moral leader of our

More Band Trouble
Well this may be a long post but I need to get some stuff off my chest here. For the past 3 years mt band has been together we have had some major issues that we have overcome. There was the weird uncle who said he could beat me at drums. ^ months ago I finally had enough and laid down the sticks. In front of 3 impartial judges we both did a 3 minute "solo" at a music store on the same drum set. In front of his nephew (the bass player) I kicked his arse all over the place. I beat him in every category from speed to improvisation to originality to groove. I got top marks from the judges HE hand picked. In a possible of score of 50 points I scored 49 points while he scored a lousy 10. At stake if he won I would leave the band, give him my Westburys and he would be the new drummer. If I won he was to shut his mouth, leave the band alone and never talk smack behind my back. Well I won and he had to look like crap and admit that he could not beat me. Needless to say many of you may find the

Shit Starting
alright im tired of people starting there little internet arguements with me and then they have the nerve to 1) get there friends after me 2) act like the victim 3) get the law enforcement involved 4) use false pretense. alright if your gonna start shit with me leave it between you and me dont run to your little internet buddies because they cant help you anymore than you can help yourself and by people getting the law involved that is a violation of the INTERNET PRIVACY ACT which clearly states that im bound to the fubar terms of service and if i do something that you dont like fubar provides a block button which means that the federal and judicial members cannot get involved and if you like to think that way, im gonna end this with a fuck you and have a nice day

Points
There has been a lot of talk about 'point hoes' lately. I would just like to clarify for all those who read this... i am not a point hoe. I didn't join this site just to gain levels. I have only asked once for help to level (yesterday) but that was only cause i had something stupid like 900 points til my next level.... and it was annoying the shit out of me. If i was a point hoe, i would be asking for people to rate/fan/add me for more points still, even though i have just leveled up. i ain't gonna do that. People can do all that stuff for IF they want to and WHEN they want to. I joined this site to talk to people. And the people i have spoken to so far are great people. I am glad to have met them. I will now apologise though for not talking much to you all. But I do have a reason. I am only on dial up at the moment. It takes about 5 minutes for a fubar page to load up on my computer. This makes it difficult to chat to people on here. Which is why I try to catch up with people on weeke

Shane
Well Shane was home yesterday on his second 12 hour home pass. We went to my parents for dinner and just kinda hung out at home. He is doing so much better since they changed his meds. Back to being the kid I know so well. He's got some more growing to do, and some more soul searching to find his path, but don't we all.

I Miss Him
I put him on the train yesterday. Even though wer are not togeather its still so hard to do. I miss him so much, I can't even bare it. Am I supposed to feel this way? I did break it off with him a few months back. It just hurt so much to see him get on the train and for it to pull away. I am sitting her right now trying to fight back the tears. We were togeather for almost three years, and I left him for reasons I don't want to discuss. I know he will be better off where ever he is at. But it still doesn't help my heart from hurting like this. Its going to be so wierd not to come home and have him there, playing on my computer. You have no idea how much I wanted to beg him to stay here with me and how much I really do miss him. Man this sucks! I hate feeling this way. I know I will get better as time goes past, but right now I just feel misrable. I can't take this. Part of me hopes thing work out for him and part of me doesn't cuz I want him to come home too. But there

Voodoo Penis
> Naughty but so funny...LOL > THE VOODOO PENIS > A businessman was getting ready to go on a long business trip, so he thought > he'd buy his wife something to keep her occupied. He went to a sex shop & > explained his situation. > > The man there said, "Well, I don't know that I have anything that will keep > her occupied for so many weeks, except... The Voodoo Penis!" > > The husband said "The what"? The man repeated " The Voodoo Penis" and pulled > out what seemed to be an ordinary dildo. The husband laughed, and said, "It > looks like a dildo!" > > The man then pointed to the door and said, "Voodoo Penis, door!" > The penis rose out of its box, darted over to the door and started pounding > the keyhole. The whole door shook wildly with vibrations, so much that a > crack began to form down the middle. > > Then the man said "Voodoo Penis, return to box!" and the penis stopped & > returned to the box. > > The husband bought it. He took it home to his w

Opening A New Note Book In My Life
i know, it's not today the day i came to switzerland, it was last monday, but for personal reasons i think today is the day i start a new blog and with this entry i close a book that contains some parts of my past, and write what will be in the future... i had to take time to think, walk and meditate about... yesterday, i took few pics i'm going to upload in few mins, and few videos as well my dear friends, please remember that lies have short legs, and even the "girl in love" will find out the truth... don't play, don't lie and what i always repeat to myself is: whatever that doesn't kill me, will make me stronger it's 3:45pm here already, and i have a beer on my hand... weird no? lol, well it's normal when i'm here i drink more beer than the normal i'm used to i'll be around, cheers

Heartbroken
HEARTBROKEN Is there a better place, To be right now, Than to be home, Listening to the crickets’ sounds, Outside the windows. Is there a better place, To be right now, Than in the bed, Closing my eyes, Trying to sleep, To forget about the days, Forget about the nights, Forget about you. Nothing better than to sleep, To forget your lies, Forget the way, You told me, You loved me, Forget the way, You cheated on me, When you said, I was all you wanted. I want to forget, All that you have done. I want to leave this world, Close my eyes, Fall to sleep to stop the heart, From beating. I don’t want to hear anything, Don’t want to hear the birds, Chirping outside the windows. Don’t want to see my face, Don’t want to see you, Don’t want anything, That has to do with you. I want to block away, The world to stop the pain, In my heart. I want my heart to stop beating, To stop bleeding, From your words, Your lies.

6 Reasons Why You Should Think Before You Speak (lmao)
Here are 6 reasons why you should think before you speak . Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back...or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back. My husband didn't say a word...he knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls. THIRD TESTIMONY: My sister and I were at the mall and passed by a store that sold a variety of candy and nuts. As we

Just An Fyi (if You Want To Get To Know Me)
I'm somewhat starting over. With trusting people... and letting some (very few) individuals in... Some things you should know, if adding, or fanning or wtf ever you do here... I'm an attention whore. And some days I will do anything I can to get that attention. From males or females. I'm a flirt. Plain and Simple. Doesn't mean I'mma be flirting with anyone and everyone either. Just because I love attention doesn't mean I will want or need it from just bout anyone. If I don't feel it's sincere, I don't notice it... it just gets tossed aside and I move on to next in line. I love people, sometimes too much. If I get close to someone I open up, and sometimes, I get attached, and get hurt. This happened too recently with someone I trusted a LOT... but when someone begs and pleads to be put in a box with you where only you and a very small amount of people are allowed in... it's hard to turn them away. He was 2nd to my husband as my friend. I knew him a short time but I fel

Bliss
Ecstatic splendor... Lost in bliss. Your warming touch... Your loving kiss. Soft eyes, Smiling lips. Strong hands, Caressing my hips. Roaming to regions, Exploring my skin. A soft cry is spoken; This must be a sin. Feeling so good, Don't want to stop. Your thorough search Sends me over the top. Your mouth against mine, Muting my moans. You speak to me With nothing but groans. Glistening bodies, Arms wrapped around. Hearing your heartbeat.. My comforting sound..

Adventures Of Malina Moonstone
Adventures of Malina Moonstone by Veelo© I'd like this story to be dedicated to "Alissa". * "You've reached Malina Moonstone, Intergalactic Bounty Hunter," her machine proudly announced, in her voice. "What is the nature of your call?" A thick, electronic voice countered. She tapped the screen and the words fell silent. She didn't care what it was. She'd deal with it later. She was busy. Bounties had been coming at her left and right these days, ever since the expansion of the civilized world to the more unknown regions of the galaxy. Pirates were the biggest problem, though not the sole problem. She hadn't enjoyed a moment to herself in a month and it was starting to wear her down. Too busy warding off interesting new lifeforms (if they could be called that), escorting research teams to and from alien ruins, transporting vaccines for strange germs, investigating abandoned outposts, and all the goddamn space pirates a girl could never not want to not bother with ever

Angel Of Seduction
Angel of Seduction by baccgirl© I am an angel with the legs of Elle Macpherson and the mind of Madonna. My name is Seduction. I am flying over the city tonight, looking for my prey. Two million years ago I had a lover; his name was the Prince of Lust. He was Michelangelo's David, strong limbs chiseled from stone. We made love across centuries of clouds, grass and ocean. Our orgasms shook the world in earthquakes and tidal waves. But the frigid angels banished us from heaven for our wanton ways. They cursed us to never be able to touch or love each other again. But we found a way. We learned to use mortals as our mediums, possessing their bodies so that we may once again drown in our desire. I see your bathroom light is on, and land lightly on your rooftop. My silk coat unfurls to the night as I glide down the drainpipe and look in the window. You are standing in front of the mirror, admiring yourself in your satin and lace nightdress. I slide one perfect leg in the window,

What Is Wrong......
WHATS WRONG WITH ME? Thoughts roll in my head, As I sit here alone. Thinking of what you did, Thinking of what you said. What is wrong with me, To cause you to be this way. What did I do, That was so wrong? What did I say, To turn you this way? Why am I here, Just to be alone? Why am i hurt, By those who "love me"? Why am i used, As a doormat? Why am I weak, And let my heart open? Why cant I be loved, Like I can love? Why cant I be happy, Like in my dreams? Why cant I be treated as a person, And not a "piece of meat"? Why cant I be respected, And shown my feelings count? What is wrong with me, That nothing goes right?

And I'm Back
Finally got my satellite set up, took awhile I know but the Internet access at work is not as restricted as my last place so I wasn’t in to much of a hurry. But I missed all of you on fubar and just had to get back online… Yeah.. that was a lie… I miss my porn… hahahah It’s been 2 ½ weeks and I’m getting settled in. A lot less walking than the last place, I’m in a room with 3 other people (yes that sucks) but only one other person is here now. The showers and toilets are about 20 feet away.. indoors.. W00T!!! so that is freaking awesome of course!!! The gym is 50 feet away but I still make excuses not to go.. lol The store, food and work are all really close so that’s nice, I’m the only contractor at my job so that is very nice. I have no boss! Really.. I really have no boss…. The closest thing is another tech who is an hour away by plane.. life IS good. But… hanging in there… don’t know what all to say since I’ve been gone for a bit, just hanging in there, keeping my head down

Fall In The Ozarks!
OUR LAKE'S RIVER'S AND FALL COLOR'S GORGEOUS FALLS IN THE OZARKS Those who come to the Ozarks like to debate what the best season really is. Our warm summers are tops for being in the water, but fall offers the most comfortable and most beautiful weather. We have four seasons, the hardwoods change color starting in mid to late October with peak foliage color occurring about the third day of November in good years. October and November both offer mostly sunny "shirt-sleeve" days with highs around the mid 70's. NORFORK LAKE Norfork Lake is one of the beautiful lake's situated here in the Ozark Mountains. The majority of Americans visiting Norfork Lake admit they come here not because the fishing is good, not because the clear water and warm temperature make for great water sport action, not because of the warm hospitality they get from the local residents, but for something they call Norfork's Tranquility. Lack of noise and hustle, and the freedom to let one's mind wonder withou

Biomechasexual
Biomechasexual by Christian Black © “Tell us what you’re into,” the man in the white coat asked Brenda. His pen was ready for her answer, a clipboard on the desk before him. “And be honest.” Brenda only blinked at him. The man looked like her Uncle Frank, right down to the bald head and the alarming tufts of nasal hair. How could she confess her most intimate fantasies to someone who reminded her of a man who used to ask her to pull his finger? Brenda found herself blushing. “Into?” she stammered. “What do you mean?” “Well, to start with, do you prefer men . . . or women?” Brenda looked away. “Both,” she said. “Ah,” the man showed interest for the first time since the interview had begun. “Bisexual. We haven’t had one of those yet. I’m not sure . . . is there one or the other you lean more towards?” Brenda shook her head. There had been times in her life when she had been 100% straight or 100% gay, but it had been so long since she’d had a lover of either gender

All Work And No Play....
Makes Craig a dull boy! Well after not going into work last night then getting called at 11pm to come in. Then getting home at 8am sleeping for an hour I am heading back to work. I really hope that I dont suffer a psychotic break and attack the client with a pizza cutter. If everything is 5x5 today we should finish the contract and have a nice wad of green by Monday (Oh wait for a second I forgot I was in Canada...a nice wad of Pink, Blue, Brown and Green LOL) Then I have to start another contract as well as do some work on the house I will be renting. *sigh* I think I am going to have to take a few weeks off soon and just sleep and drink. Time to go talk to all of you later.

Current And Jacks Fork Rivers
MISSOURI'S CURRENT AND JACK'S FORK RIVERS !! Current River This is the most spring-fed of the Ozark rivers and can be floated year round. There are numerous springs and caves on the Current River. Float trips from three hours to seven days can be enjoyed on the Current River. Jacks Fork River This is a 44-mile long, narrow winding stream flowing through deep valley with no bottomland fields for the first 25 miles. A higher degree of canoeing skill is required to float the Jacks Fork River. The section of the river above Alley Spring is floatable only until early June, due to the low water conditions. After mid-May below Alley Spring to Two Rivers is floatable year round on the Jacks Fork, and makes a good one-day canoe trip. Ozark National Scenic Riverways Ozark National Scenic Riverways was created by an Act of Congress on August 24, 1964, as a unit of the National Park Service to protect 134 miles of the Current and Jacks Fork Rivers in the Ozark Highlands of sout

Things I Hate
My football team sucking out loud. People who set their status as "in the shower" but don;t have the pics to prove it. Working too many hours. People who post pics but don't post a pic of themselves. I guess that is all for now. It's time to watch my sucky football team.

Ok Ive Been
ON THIS LEVEL 4 ABOUT 4 MONTHS IM REALLY WANTING TO GET THE NEXT LEVEL IVE GOT LOTS OF STUFF TO RATE ..PLEASE IF YOU CAN HELP ME OUT ILL RETURN THE FAVOR TO U WHEN IM BACK LATER TODAY .. WERE TAKING THE KIDS TO THE BEACH 4 A FUN DAY .. TY MUCH LOVE TO U ALL,EVONNE

You Just Cant Make This Stuff Up
http://www.local6.com/news/14226419/detail.html Child Suffers Second-Degree Burns POSTED: 10:20 am EDT September 28, 2007 UPDATED: 1:45 am EDT September 29, 2007 TAMPA, Fla. -- A 20-year-old baby sitter was charged with aggravated child abuse after police said she submerged an 18-month-old baby's feet in boiling water, causing second-degree burns. Maggie Nicole Williams was arrested on Wednesday, one day after her mother called 911 to report that the boy they were baby-sitting had been severely burned while getting a bath, police said. The child is still in the hospital, a family friend said. The boy's mother is with him. Police said Williams boiled a pot of water and poured it into a metal bucket, then intentionally immersed the child. Her mother, Ruth Williams, said it was an accident. But police and Dr. William Brooks, from Tampa General Hospital's child protection team, told investigators the injuries were "inflicted," an arrest report said. Maggie W

He Wants A Biblethumper Like Him
McCain: I would vote for Muslim president http://politicalticker.blogs.cnn.com/2007/09/30/mccain-i-would-vote-for-muslim-president/ WASHINGTON (AP) — Sen. John McCain said in an interview published Saturday that he would prefer a Christian president over someone of a different faith, calling it "an important part of our qualifications to lead." In an interview with Beliefnet, a multi-denominational Web site that covers religion and spirituality, the Republican presidential hopeful was asked if a Muslim candidate could be a good president. "I just have to say in all candor that since this nation was founded primarily on Christian principles … personally, I prefer someone who I know who has a solid grounding in my faith," McCain said. "But that doesn't mean that I'm sure that someone who is Muslim would not make a good president." Later, McCain said, "I would vote for a Muslim if he or she was the candidate best able to lead the country and defend our political values." A

Ironic
I love this song. It explains life so well! An old man turned ninety-eight He won the lottery and died the next day It's a black fly in your Chardonnay It's a death row pardon two minutes too late And isn't it ironic... don't you think It's like rain on your wedding day It's a free ride when you've already paid It's the good advice that you just didn't take Who would've thought... it figures Mr. Play It Safe was afraid to fly He packed his suitcase and kissed his kids goodbye He waited his whole damn life to take that flight And as the plane crashed down he thought "Well isn't this nice..." And isn't it ironic... don't you think It's like rain on your wedding day It's a free ride when you've already paid It's the good advice that you just didn't take Who would've thought... it figures Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you When you think everything's okay and everything's going right And life has a funny way of helping you out when You thi

Poem
i awake to the sight of forever remembrance of loveingless torn attraction of soughfull gazing embraceful distraction hearts burst with the sounds of affection ingulfed and inflamed our only connection peaceful arragement of colorful deception lofting moments of beautiful conversating conception beauty enraged trapeless thought dangerously awakin of morningful forethought peace begged insighful destruction appeasing delightful arraigning introduction forever demonstrative affectionate passions pulsating enormous favor intrapements emotions fascinating

Who's Perfect?/so True
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Rich Date: Sep 30, 2007 8:45 AM We're all only human; Face it, we all make mistakes. The major point being learn from those mistakes. That's called life. Trying to be perfect is only an illusion or a fantasy. If you strive your entire life trying to become perfect, I assure you will become insane before you reach perfection. Perfection does not exist. To understand this is the triumph of human intelligence; to expect to possess it is the most dangerous kind of madness. Perfection can be looked upon as an elusive butterfly. When we cease to demand perfection, the reality of being happy becomes that much easier. So many people throw away what they could have by insisting on perfection, which they cannot have, and looking for it where they will never find it. Why would someone ever fear perfection. No one ever reaches it. Striving for excellence motivates you; striving for perfection demoralizes you. Strive to be as

Repost From Another Blog Section... "seduction"
As I walk through the doors of the club, my senses are assaulted by the hot, bright flashing lights; the smell of hot flesh covered with too much perfume; and the roar of the crowd as they try to pitch their voices above the music. Hard, pulsing beats course through my veins, and my blood heats to the tempo of the music. This is the last place I want to be, but the urge has been stifled for so long now, I must succumb. I push my way through the sweaty crowd to the bar and order a drink. As I wait, my eyes scan the crowd. My gaze locks on an pair of Mediterranean blue eyes across the floor, and a small smile plays across my lips. I watch your eyes intently as they travel from my full mouth, tracing the vulnerability of my exposed neck, grazing my nipples through the lace of my black and green corset, down my leather-clad hips...and I watch with satisfaction as your Adam's apple bobs at the sight of my knee-high black stiletto boots. I pay for my drink, and slowly make my way across th

Carter County Missouri!!
CARTER COUNTY MISSOURI The North Fork of the White River never spawned a chain of lakes, or became a national park, or got called "wild and scenic." It isn't the biggest, or the prettiest, or the longest. But for a great many Ozarkers who live along its banks or float its waters or seek its deep trout pools, it's the best. Many of our rivers are crystal clear and spring-fed which makes for excellent fishing opportunities. The North Fork River is ranked by TROUT UNLIMITED as one of the top 100 trout fishing streams in the nation. It has the largest wild rainbow trout population in the state and is supplemented by annual stockings of brown trout. This combination of trout and trout regulations promises to provide a diversity of angling opportunities. Namesake of an unknown pioneer, the 44.6 mile long Jacks Fork River is the Ozark National Scenic Riverways at its best, and the Ozarks' premier floating experience. Its deep valley is a virtual canyon for the first 25 miles, and in sprin

Fubar
People keep telling me that it's silly to be on Fubar -- I'm on here too much and it's the damn truth. But I have a theory about Fubar. And I think it came into my life at a time when I needed it the most. My theory about Fubar is.... that everyone (whether they admit it or not) wants to be noticed. And who doesn't want people to read what you have to write -- look at your most prized possessions (your photographs) -- see what music you like -- what books you like to read - what movies you love or hate -- what makes you laugh (comedies) and what makes you cry (sad stories). I mean everyone wants to be noticed... and here is a place where you can reach out to people and where people can reach out to you. Even if you only talk for a few minutes -- the thought that you might be able to say something that could touch that person's life? Or change that persons life? I did that with my friend Jamie (i hope) - convinced him to get back on his antidepressant - and I see that he is bett

More Randomness
Ok so yesterday i did alot of venting because of course im an idiot!!! You have to understand i am very shy around ppl i don't know and it does take me awhile to get to know ppl so anyway I was venting about my volleyball doubles partner last night. We have been friends for years and played as partners for the last 2 years and we flirt alot its what we do and i have a rule that i won't sleep with a guy i play ball with so yeah why i hit on him i have no clue but it was worth a shot to me come on now we have a funny relationship however its more like friends then anything and yeah i was sooooooo stupid last night but im soooooooo tired of being without an FWB but the thing is I can't find one what the hell is wrong with me and i that fugly or what.. The only guys i hang out with are the ones i play ball with and that stupid rule i have i won't do it that and omg the guys i play ball with are either gay, dating someone, or too hung up on themselves to even contimplate have a FWB that

The Use Of "nsfw"
to funny..when a person puts this on there blog..pic..or mum..the hords come runnin..but when they find out what it is they all go ballistic...LOLi'll keep doing it..just gives me points...LOL!!!!!!!! have a great day !!

Starting Line Up Week 4
This Is my Starting Line Up this Week QB • Tom Brady • NE RB • Ronnie Brown • MIA RB • Warrick Dunn • ATL RB • Willis McGahee • BAL WR • Marvin Harrison • IND WR • Torry Holt • STL TE • Heath Miller • PIT PK • Jeff Wilkins • STL Def • Tampa Bay Buccaneers • TB These are my Bench Players Below QB • Alex D. Smith • SF RB • Chris Brown • TEN RB • Ron Dayne • HOU WR • Darrell Jackson • SF WR • Mark Clayton • BAL WR • Matt Jones • JAC TE • Randy McMichael • STL PK • John Kasay • CAR Def • Jacksonville Jaguars • JAC

580
i am in need of $100.15 - like now. My phone will be shut off tomorrow if its not paid. :( On my house phone - I can not recieve calls or make them. I'm lucky to be online at all. *Cries* I hate being broke. I have no idea what I'm going to do...I don't get paid again till October 12th. All the money I had from this paycheck went towards paying off my dental bills, life insurance, and 2 weeks of grocceries. :(

My Horoscope For The Day, Wow These Things Are So Right Sometimes
You're thinking things through with a little more care today, but make sure you're not just procrastinating! You've got to deal with some issues before they grow out of control and turn into real problems.

Kitza, Kitza
Kitza, Kitza A college professor's going to bed with his wife. He's not that tired, so he's gonna stay awake and read while she goes to sleep. So he's reading, and every once in a while he reaches over and tickles her on the fun spot... "Kitza kitza..." She says, "Will you stop that! Will you stop reaching over here and teasing me like that?" He says, "I'm not teasing you. I'm wetting my fingers so I can turn the page."

Getting Up-rated.
If you think I rated your picture too low (like a 9 or less) then do the following to get a upgrade in your rating: 1. Give me a chance to see your profile. A good profile will sway me to re-rate you as a "10". 2. Read my blogs posts on how I rate pictures and profiles. That will explain my thinking in rating you. If you think I rated your picture too low (like a 9 or less) then don't do the following to get a upgrade in your rating: 1. Block me from your profile off the bat. 2. Don't take it so personal. This is a place to chill out, meet people and laugh ourselves. I am rating a picture, not attacking your religion, politics or lifestyle. Lastly, why have a rating system from 1 to 10 at all if you are going to give everyone a 10? That is like giving a kid an "A" on test even if he/she gets every question wrong. Sorry but not every picture is a "10". If they all were, then we wouldn't be rating them in the first place.

Nsfw Rude Story Nsfw
As i drove along, the car started to make a terrible noise, i'd only had it for a week, as luck would have it there was a garage just up the road. I pulled in to the forecourt and looked around for someone to help me. I glanced round and saw you comming toward me, "Can i help you" you say in the most gorgeous sexy voice that i have ever heard. Your overalls were covered in oil and dirt, and a few of the top poppers were undone so i could see some of your chest. " Errr .... there's something wrong with my car, its making a strange noise" I don't know how i managed to get that sentance out because i was so in awe of you ! You walk up and open the bonnet, "Aahh, I see the problem, it's a simple job, won't take more than 10 minutes to fix" But i wasnt listening, i was too busy daydreaming about wot i could do to you. Your manly smell and overalls were making me so wet. "Is that ok" you ask. " Errr ...pardon" i say. you repeat " its a simple job and should only take 10 minutes to fix, is

Last Night's Gig Kicked Ass! Just 1 Minor Problem!
Soooo..... I went to Outlaws last night to see my friends Crazy Train and, despite some slight complications, had a great time! I got there and the door guy told me if I paid $20.00 at the door, it was open bar all night, all drinks. Well, seeing as how the only thing I drink is about $6.50 per, I thought, party on!! I paid the 20 bucks and went upstairs. Well, needless to say, O.L.C.C.(Oregon Liquor Control Commission) was not too keen on the idea of an all you can drink situation!! (lol, ya think?!) I was back stage when the word came down that the open bar would no longer be honored. I had had 2 drinks by then. DAMMIT!!! Oh well, lol, no big deal. I ended up paying for 1 more drink and was happy just being with my friends. I had a blast rockin to Business Suit Guy, Fists of Dishonor and especially Crazy Train. There are a few pics in Album #1 if ya wanna see. Remember, I LOVE comments!! lol Thanks for listening! Have a wonderful sunday and an awesome week! GOOOOO SEAH

Why I'm Single Part 2
Its amazing how I'm having these revelations lately. I wonder why men are so scared of a real woman? Why they would rather deal with these women who have issues and are out to drain men of their money and life by not working and not returning love and being jealous amongst other things when a real woman is right there in their lives as a "friend". I'm tired of hearing I'm such a nice girl with a big heart but yet I'm still dealin with men who act like children. Why am I the first person they come to when they having relationship or women issues? Lmao...do I look like a dam relationship therapist when I'm divorced and can't seem to make a man happy myself? The single life sucks but I guess that's what I get for being picky with what I want. So keep dealing with ur many relationships with troubled women and know that I am straight where I am for now.

The Metal Guru's Cd Recogmendation's
The Metal Guru's CD Recogmendation todays CD recogmendation is Arch Enemy: Rise The Tyrant...this cd is fucking brutal as hell and may be there best cd so far!... on a last note i to tend to buy/burn/downlode a ton of cds so i think ill do this more often and keep u people in line on the latest kick ass metal, whats worth getting and what sucks... other good music ive gotten lately worth a mention Drawn and Quartered: Merciless Hammer Of Lucifer Bishop Of Hexen King Dimond: Give Me your soul Please Angelcorpse: The Inexorable Angelcorpse: Of Lucifer and lightining Dead Mountian: self titled demo ANY Agalloch album, this band just fucking rules! Chthonic: Seediq Bale

My Interview In Neufutur Magazine-7/2007
Steve Lieberman Interview This is an interview that James McQuiston conducted with Steve Lieberman. Lieberman, the ¡°Gangsta Rabbi¡±, released eir ¡°Melancholia Falling¡± a few months back. Check out eir website at http://www.gangstarabbi.com . When and why did you first get into creating music? In 1968 I wrote something for clarinet and trumpet and played bass in some successful local rock bands til 1978.. the ¡®modern age¡¯ started in 1981 when i put the theory i had developed as a boy to the test. If you take a bass and distort it to the max and play double stops with fifth intervals you can be a solo artist without knowing the guitar. to this day i can¡¯t play the guitar at all. i recorded a live show at some synagogue on 7/16/1981, then a vinyl 45 called ¡°Nuclear Blitz-Edits 96 and 85¡å in 1984. from 1991-2001¨CAND THEN THE 12 cd¡¯s. i was a rebel from birth and probably not good enough to try to copy anyone who was/is out there¨Cso i do what i do musically and will cont

Fool Me Once, Shame On You. Fool Me Twice, Shame On Me!
There is two types of pain in the world. The type that is good, when agreed upon by consensual adults, and the kind that involves emotional hurt. Now you can fool me once, and cause me pain, but don't think to fool me twice. I might enjoy a little pain with my sex, but I certainly don't enjoy emotional hurt. So, if your intention is to come here, play with my emotions and hurt me, whether intentional, or unintentional, please just see your way to the 'door'. Because although I like a little pain, I don't like to be hurt. It's happened too many times by too many people, that must be thinking that because I'm big, I can't be hurt. When in fact, it's just the opposite! You endure it so often, but so many different people, whether they did it intentionally or not, that you come to a point that you just want to stop trying. You want to find a quiet, deserted island. You want to live there away from all the destructive forces of love. Away from all the potential hurt and heartac

Soon To Be Bulletin So Please Share This
I am asking all my friends and family to go to each of these Great people and Fan / Rate / Add you will find there all great people and if your interisted in joining just ask.. Founder of The Order Of The Dragon Leveling Crew@ fubar angel of seduction****Crew Leader for the Order of the Dragon****@ fubar Christina~Order of the Dragon~Irishtoad's Princess..HE IS THE ONLY ONE I ANSWER TO~@ fubar (~:{tempt®e$$}:~)of The Order Of The Dragon Leveling Crew@ fubar JohnsBabyAngel~Order Of The Dragon Leveling Crew~@ fubar

Disappointed
Is it just me, or do we all get to the point where we wonder, why try? Is is just me, or do we get to the point where we expect the failure, rather than the success? That when something good happens it's the the exception and not the rule? Do you put your heart, and your trust, in someone only to have them smash it to pieces, without a clue as to what they have done. You try to take all the right precautions not to get hurt, but still the pain comes, and there isn't a damn thing you can do about it. You hope that 'this one' might see how special you really are, and want to get to know you better, rather than kicking you to the curb as if you were just so much garbage. You just get to the point that you look in trepidation at each new person that takes an interest, just knowing that somewhere somehow that person is going to hurt you. Dating, and hooking up, becomes a terrifying prospect at this point.

Alone
years ago i learned that we come into this world alone and die alone . it is not the hand you hold at the end that matters only that the time comes quickly and swift . for those thet cry dont cry for you they only cry becuase ther is now a hole in ther life that they cannot fill . when my time comes i hope that no one morns for me , for it will be a wast of tears . I hope that eny that loved me will rase a glass to me and get drunk . for when i walk that road it will be alone .

I Forgot Myself
I forgot myself for a just a moment; Forgot who I really was. Forgot that someone like you, Couldn't really be interested, In someone like me. Forgot the past Forgot all the previous hurts. I forgot, When I should have remembered. Thank you, For opening old wounds. Thank you, For reviving old hurts. Thank you, For reminding me, Of who I really am. I should have made a pledge, I should have taken a vow. I Should have wrote it on a sticky note And stuck it on the wall. I should have tattooed it on myself, Where I'd never fail to view it. I should have done this and more, So I wouldn't forget you see, Should have taken it to heart, So the hurt wouldn't even phase me. I forgot myself For just a brief moment.

Kinesic Paper On False Confessions
In a few instances, false confessions could prove dire. They deprive innocent people freedom; as well as, they make a mockery of the legal system from the police on up to the judges and lawyers. As Leo, R. (2003) states, “It is impossible to estimate how many people give false confessions.” Hansen, M. (1999) argues that roughly 14% to 25% of confessions are false. Kassin (2003) states, paraphrased, “73% of defendants give a false confession.” Leo, R. is more reliable since we don’t have the sources required to full know how many people with in the prison system are there only by a statement that they had given during an interrogation was false. Now; Cassell (1999) makes a unique claim, “There are not as many false confessions as the media makes out to be.” My one problem with this statement is that, yes, it might not be as common, but still is our legal system not meant to protect those that are innocent? Therefore, one innocent person due to a false confession is still in the wrong. T

Another Random Thought
Alright I've noticed that when I talk to people if I havent talked to them in a while and I tell them that I am thinking of them, they always say "no your not." I think about everyone I talk to on here, your all on my mind even when I'm not talking with you. Its hard to not have you all on my mind I like being on Fubar and you all are the reason I stay.

Booty Call
This pre-booty call agreement (hereinafter referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the ____ day of _____, 2007, by _______________, between _________and__________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9 PM - we don't have shit to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" shit - only sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) The answer is no, so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called the "backup," unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. 7. All gifts accepted - money is always good. 8. No baby talk - however, dirty talk is encouraged. 9. No asking for comparisons with former lovers - it's really none of your

For My Dad 10/10/38-12/11-03
Daddy © By Brandi D. Bird My dearest daddy 'I love you', I think of you each day. I feel your arms around me, that's how I get through my days. Your looking down upon me, to guide me on my way, but its very hard without you, each and every day. People always tell me, the grieving will subside. But how can it get better, without you by my side. No matter how hard they try, to help me with this pain, I am all consumed by thinking, It will never be the same. I know one day we'll meet, in the Heavens up above. It's the one thing that helps me, to never forget your love. My dearest Daddy, I love you, Your with me every day. I will keep this love within me, until that beautiful day...

Relationship 2- Me 0
Relationship 2- Me 0 Why are relationships so very difficult? I think this may be the question of the ages *sigh* You find someone that takes an interest in you, and you take an interest back, you think things are going grand and then the brakes come on! Perhaps I expect too much, I don't know. I don't want to be someones part time girl (friend/lover/significant other)available only on their terms, and at their convenience. That's not what relationships are about, or at least that what I was raised to believe, but it doesn't seem to really work that way, not from my experience. I'm not a collectible Barbie doll, too expensive to be taken off the shelf and played with just in case it breaks. I'm a real live person, just waiting for the right person to come along and pull me off the shelf I'm languishing on, and play with me.

From A Guy Who Don't Take No Shit From Anyone!!!
THE MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD ... Body: Well, it's shit ... that's right , shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, and some days are just plain shitty. Some music sounds like shit, things can look like shit, and there are times when you feel like shit. You can have too much shit, not enough shit, the right shit, the wrong shit or a

My Point Of View
I'm not sure how many of the ladies out there have noticed this, but I wanted to share a bit of something that I myself have realized recently. I've been meeting people online for a couple of years now, some I've met in person, while others prefer to just 'visit' online. Which is the reason for my blog. For centuries there has been an issue with men calling women "cock teases" when the woman doesn't "put out" at the specified time that the man thinks it is appropriate for the woman to do so. And I say, time to take your turn at the plate boys, because from where I'm standing, the roles are definitely reversed. I've met several men online, big and tall, short and fat, young and older, and they all feel that they have something special for the ladies. Promises are made, and assurances are given, yet nothing comes to fruition. There are emails, and texts, instant messages and phone calls, all about the same thing, wanting the same thing, assurances that only "they" can give you w

I Guess Thats Why The Call It The Blues
I guess thats why the call it the blues I sit here, Trembling hands huddled over the keyboard, Trying to take the words out of my head, And let them run free right here on this page. My stomach is in knots, I'm dizzy with nerves and fear. Why am I here, Oh why am I here? A colored fog in the distance, Shading the light I see, It blinds me Causing me to stumble, Stumble, Stumble. I'm searching for the answers, Trying to find the truth, Hoping for a some kind of guide To lead me to it. I stumble, Stumble, Stumble. I've heard that love will supply the answers, To most of life's questions, But all I've seemed to find Is just more questions. Why does it hurt, When the phone doesn't ring? Why is the pain so intense, When I can't hear you say my name? Why is the darkness, Never this dark when you are near? Why do I always pray That you were here? Why can't I find a medium ground, On which to stand, When all that is below me,

Poems I Like And Some That I Can Relate Too.
Inspirational Poem The Person I Long To Be © By Victoria A. Mogyorosi The day light breaks again Another day has begun. But still no sleep has come. My body is weary My mind overworked. I lie awake thinking But what I am unsure. I need to break free from the cycle I endure. Everyday is the same and the nights are undistinguished. I feel as though I am being pushed along with the tide Unable to break free from the everyday flow. This is not me I need to change, before time takes over And I am unable to change. I need to be freed from the grasp of ordinary And become that person I have always longed for. Express myself in every way, and conquer the dreams as I lie awake. Then I may fall asleep and put my mind to rest. Make changes in my life and help those in need. I would like to touch everyone's life in a positive way And leave my mark on society before I fade away. When Love really arrives © By Norma Guihurt When True Love stays asi

Don't Lie To Your Mother
John invited his mother over for dinner. During the meal, his mother couldn't help noticing how beautiful John's roommate was. She had long been suspicious of a relationship between John and his roommate and this only made her more curious. Over the course of the evening, while watching the two interact, she started to wonder if there was more between John and the roommate than met the eye. Reading his mom's thoughts, John volunteered, "I know what you must be thinking, but I assure you, Julie and I are just roommates." About a week later, Julie came to John and said, "Ever since your mother came to dinner, I've been unable to find the beautiful silver gravy ladle. You don't suppose she took it, do you?" John replied, "Well, I doubt it, but I'll write her about it just to be sure." John sat down and wrote: "Dear Mom, I'm not saying you 'did' take the gravy ladle from my house, and I'm not saying you 'did not' take the gravy ladle. But the fact remains that one has been miss

Some Cute Jewish Jokes
Jewish man went to eat at a Chinese restaurant and started to wonder if there were any Chinese Jews. So, when the waiter came over to take his order, he asked, "Pardon me, but I'd like to know if there are any Chinese Jews?" The waiter said, "I no know. I go to kitchen and ask manager." After taking his order, the waiter went to the kitchen and returned in a few minutes. He explained to the man, "No. No Chinese Jews. We have orange Jews, tomato Jews, grape Jews, and pineapple Jews, but no Chinese Jews." -------------------------------------------------- A man walked to the top of a hill to talk to G-d. The man asked, "G-d, what's a million years to you?" And G-d said, "A minute." Then the man asked, "Well, what's a million dollars to you?" And G-d said, "A penny." Then the man asked, "G-d ... can I have a penny?" And G-d said, "Sure ... In a minute." -------------------------------------------------- An old Jewish grandfather was taking care of his two y

My Status..
Just in case it is wondered about my status.. It is a gospel song I am continually listening to and not referring to anyone in general... Long weekend or a short one I should say.. Just making it day by day...

Come What(ever) May
Okay, so this is what I decided. I just don’t give a shit anymore. Nope. I am just going to stop worrying about what lies ahead. I have no fucking control over it. It’s not worth the added stress. I am just going to lay back and let whatever happen…well…happen….

Persist
A friend sent this to me and I had to share it this. It home so much. Dreams don't always come true And that I have to accept But you were so much better than the rest, You always cared and always loved. You were always there when push came to shove. I wanted so badly to have you near But its someone else who you hold dear. Persist you once told me Cause your dreams might come true. But when you gave me this advice Did you know that my dream was you . Sometimes I think you did But then I'm not so sure. It doesn't really matter anyway Cause your advice I chose to ignore. How could I persist once I knew the truth. I couldn't even pretend to not know Cause you had given me proof. I dealt with it the best I could And tried to hide my feelings from you. But deep down inside of me I am sure that you still knew. So I just sit and wait And check the mail each day I hope that your home real soon Cause I'm lonely with you away.

Re: Something To Think About
RE: Something To Think About ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: bobby Date: 30 Sep 2007, 16:36 thanks♂ Georgilla Ћe Guerrilla ♀THE REAL DEALThe prison industry in the United States: big business or a new form of slavery?BY VICKY PELAEZ (Taken from El Diario-La Prensa, New York)HUMAN rights organizations, as well as political and social ones, are condemning what they are calling a new form of inhumane exploitation in the United States, where they say a prison population of up to 2 million – mostly Black and Hispanic – are working for various industries for a pittance. For the tycoons who have invested in the prison industry, it has been like finding a pot of gold. They don’t have to worry about strikes or paying unemployment insurance, vacations or comp time. All of their workers are full-time, and never arrive late or are

Attention!!!!!!!!!!!! Plz Add This Person To Ure Friends List(repost)
hello all Budwiser here i met a new person today and he is really cool i want all of my friends to go pay him a visit and show his profile sum luv here is the link to his profile http://fubar.com/user/737879

Will It Ever End
WE HAVE TALKED YET AGAIN AND OFTEN I WONDER JUST WHAT HE IS LIKE...THE REAL HIM HE HAS SUCH A INDEPTH THINKING PROCESS THAT IT BOGGELS THE MIND ...I ONLY KNOW THAT EACH DAY BRINGS US CLOSER AND EACH NITE IS HELL FOR I DREAM...OH GOD THE DREAMS...DO THEY STOP DO I EVEN WANT THEM TO STOP...??? TO MAY ? TO HAVE TO MANY ANSWERS TO SORT OUT HOW DOES IT END ....I FIND MY SELF BELIEVING IF ONLY FOR A MOMENT THAT THIS MIGHT BE IT...THAN I REMBER HE IS JUST A VOICE ONLY WORDS IN A SHOUT BOX..HE ISNT REAL...LIKE MY DREAMS HE IS UNTOUCHABLE...WHO IS HE I OFTEN ASK THAT ...AGAIN IS THIS LOVE OR LUST

Angel
I have a little angel that flys around with a hammer and hits every one I love, I hope it beats the shit out of you!!! Send this to everyone you care about, even me if you care and if you get 8 you are loved.

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Discovery at the Pad (left to right) *MS-1 Scott E. Parazynski, *MS-3 Douglas H. Wheelock, *MS-2 Stephanie Wilson, Pilot-George D. Zamka, Mission Commander Pamela Melroy, ISS Flight Engineer Daniel M. Tani and *MS-4 Paolo A. Nespoli(Italy) (*MS=Mission Specialist) Crew Notes: Pamela Melroy will be the second woman to command a space shuttle mission, after Eileen Collins(commanded STS-114, first flight after the loss of STS-107 Columbia). The third woman selected as shuttle pilot, Susan Kilrain, left NASA without commanding a mission. Peggy Whitson, who will be commanding the ISS Expedition 16 crew will receive STS-120, will be the first female ISS commander. STS-120 will be the first time that two female mission commanders are in orbit at the same time. Space Shuttle Discovery sits atop of Launch Pad 39. Photo credit: NASA/George Shelton Sept. 30, 2:45 p.m. EDT Space shuttle Discovery arrived at Launch Pad 39A at NASA's Kennedy Space Center, resting on the h

Penetration
I reveal my naked goose bumped soul like a virgin awaiting rape. But only in your blanket arms do I find protection from the electric razor-edged warmth of the world. You penetrate my soul. I shudder upon impact. I hear you. I hear your words caress my skin like a knife, cuts like the truth. Stings like it's real. The pain. The pain. I must escape the pain. Hide from your penetration. Your words echo from a distance as though I'm under water. But I can only drown while I look at you through watery eyes.

Opportunity
Opportunity is missed by most people because it is dressed in overalls and looks like work. Opportunity is often difficult to recognize; we usually expect it to beckon us with beepers and billboards.

Take Me Away - Calgon
I’m not sure if you can still buy Calgon, but I think I could be in one of their commercials right now and represent the product quite proudly. I wouldn’t care how big the production crew and how many cameras there are. Show me a warm bath overflowing with bubbles and I’d strip down and jump in quicker than… well… quicker than I can eat a bag of those new dark chocolate M&M’s… because it’s really a coin toss which I need worse. I don’t know why they use those perfect-haired-models in bubble bath commercials. They don’t look like they’ve had a rough day. Or week. Or month. Or life. These so-called-creative ad agencies need to use a strung out woman with six kids and a traveling husband. Distract her kids and put her in a peaceful bubble bath for 15 minutes. Let’s see if she comes out a new woman. If she does, I’m sold. Reality commercials. It should be the next fad.

Love
I have a little angel that flys around with a hammer and hits every one I love, I hope it beats the shit out of you!!! Send this to everyone you care about, even me if you care and if you get 8 you are loved.

~!~sensual~!~
We meet in the doorway, the moonlight through the windows casting a silver sheen on your raven tresses. The candles give a golden glow to the ivory negligee that parts just enough to allow me a glimpse of your silken breasts yet still hiding the treasures of your secret places. We speak no words, but enfold each other in a tender embrace. I gently turn your face up to kiss you, your cheeks, your neck, your eyes, and finally your sweet lips. As we kiss, you move your body so your thigh is pressing my awakening flesh and mine can feel the rising heat of you. The negligee slips from your shoulders and falls to the floor, as does my robe, so we may stand skin on skin as we caress each other. Back, shoulders, arm, hair, all come under our questing touch. As your lips part to receive that intimate kiss, my hands of their own accord reach down to cup the sensuous curves of your bottom and draw you nearer to me. You guide us to the bed and we lower to it still holding each other. I gently t

~!~the Meaning~!~
To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, a friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love is the greatest of all. I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true; I've learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you.

Polar Bears
A baby polar bear asked, "Mom, am I a polar bear?" "Yes, darling, you're a polar bear." "Are you a polar bear?" "Yes, darling, I am a polar bear." "Is Father?" "Yes, Father is a polar bear." "Is Aunt Anna a polar bear?" "Yes, darling, Aunt Anna is a polar bear. Why do you ask?" "Oh, nothing." The baby polar bear asked his father, "Dad, am I a polar bear?" "Yes, son." "Are you a polar bear?" "Yes, son." "Is Mom a polar bear?" "Yes, son." "Is Aunt Anna a polar bear?" "Yes, son. Why do you ask? What's the problem?" The baby polar bear replied, "I'm freezing my a$s off!"

Kfc...
A man entered the restroom after lunch, washed his hands, and then headed to the urinal. A co-worked was also at the sink. He asked, "You wash your hands before you pee?" The first man replied, "I had KFC for lunch. I don't want my wife to tell me I taste like chicken!"

Dj Shad0w
Come face the shadows with Dj Shad0w W0lf Here at Hell Fire CLick image to ENTER ^^^^^^^^^^ Dj Shad0w W0lf is ripping up the air waves in Hell Fire Come check him out !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WE ARE ALSO HIRING FOR ENFORCERS, PROMOTERS, and DJ *that are willing to work and HERE!!!*

"my Theme Song"!!!!
"When I'm gone" Yeah... It's my life... My own words I guess... [Verse 1] Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for? Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for? When they know they're your heart And you know you were their armour And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you? And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you? What happens when you become the main source of a pain? "Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane "Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?" I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy Daddy's writing this song, this song ain't gonna write itself I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy Shady made me, but tonight Shady's ro

Beaten Biscuits
Beaten biscuits Recipe By : Serving Size : 100 Preparation Time :0:00 Categories : Cajun Breads Amount Measure Ingredient -- Preparation Method -------- ------------ -------------------------------- 6 cups All purpose flour (soft) 1 1/2 teaspoons Salt 1 tablespoon Sugar 1 teaspoon Baking powder 1 cup Shortening 1 cup Milk Mix the flour, salt, sugar, and baking powder in a bowl or in a food processor fitted with a metal blade. Add the shortening and cut in or process until the mixture is the consistency of coarse meal. Pour in the milk and stir or process just until the dough holds together. If it is dry or crumbly, add more milk. If it is too wet, add more flour. Knead briefly in the food processor, then turn out onto a floured board or beat 1,001 times with a rolling pin. when it's ready, the dough should "snap" when you h

*77
> YOU MUST KNOW *77 > > I knew about the red light on cars, but not the *77. It was > About 1:00 p.m. In the afternoon, and Lauren was driving to visit a > Friend. An UNMARKED police car pulled up behind her and put his lights > On. Lauren's parents have always told her never to pull over for an > Unmarked car on the side of the road, but rather to wait until they > get > To a gas station, etc. > > Lauren had actually listened to her parents advice, and promptly > Called *77 on her cell phone to tell the police dispatcher that she > Would not pull over right away. She proceeded to tell the dispatcher > That there was an unmarked police car with a flashing red light on his > Rooftop behind her. The dispatcher checked to see if there were police > Cars where she was and there weren't, and he told her to keep driving, > Remain calm and that he had back up already on the way. > >

The Shop Owners
Two businessmen were taking a break while setting up their soon-to- open store's shelving units. There they sat, in the middle of nothing but empty shelves. One said, "I bet any minute now some smart aleck will stick his head in the door and ask what we're selling." Within minutes, a man did just that, "Hey, boys. Whacha sellin'?" One businessmen responded sarcastically, "We're selling a$$holes." Without missing a beat, he rejoined, "Looks like business is good; ya only got two left!"

A Man That Lied To Be
Why is it that a guy says that he loves and then goes behind your back breaks a major promise that you actually think that they keep and they break it and you have evidence that they broke it then when you ask them about it they deny it all or they say that they did it but they say that they told the people they cant when they really didnt...why is that...and then when you ask them about it a lil bit after words they say they never said that and it makes you feel like you really fuckin stupid...why is that

Surrender
The sea surrounds me. The current is strong. My body is weak. The journey's been long. The fight has left me. I relinquish control. You can take my body. But you can't take my soul. Drowning in despair. I don't know where to begin. So I just wait to see What the tide will bring in. Swept away in the sea, I lose my purpose. But it's when I let go, That I rise to the surface.

Submission
I kneel, supplicant before you my will offered up in quiet acquiescence awaiting your approval or reproach the fine line between pleasure and pain becomes ever sweeter with your control with every touch, kiss, word smoldering embers are kindled tormenting desires awakened I quiver captured by heat and hunger bend me to your will My Lord show me what you most desire my purpose but to serve through your dominion I find myself You, the Master of many my only

Lullaby
Watching Waves Washing over me Im drowning Just leave me be (Chorus) Sun is coming Watch it burn the flesh Sun is coming Will it let me rest? Sensual is the kiss He shall place upon me Silence is golden In my eternity (chorus2) Sun is coming Watch it burn our flesh Sun is coming When will I rest? Lull me peacefully Into the Depths Oh sweet slumber deep Come before me (chorus3) Sun is not coming It has burned all the flesh Sun is not coming And I finally rest

Updates
if you have myspace and want to add me http://myspace.com/snuggle72 my new lounge bored with nothing to do is open in case you want to join my arm is healing, its pretty ugly but healing i forgot what else i wanted to say lol

Shall We Dance?
The suns setting now I see As I gaze out of the window Soft music, our song Plays in the background You have that soft smile On your lips again As you grab me softly And we Begin to dance My arms rest lightly around your neck Your fingertips holding my hips You guide me me gently We spin so slowly Time stands still As the song still plays You hold your smile Half listening To the all too familiar lyrics Knowing it compares So perfectly to us Quietly the song ends But your hold does not Yet I will await the next time Your eyes ask "Shall we dance?"

Find Me
Free flowing Ever Showing Salty despair Desperate to Find the one who loves her Torn heart Battered Soul Falling Apart Eager for That one sweet kiss Lost world Standing alone Going nowhere Still waiting For you to find me

The Lovers
Lips brush, then follow the contours of the much loved face. Differences of texture are savored, the rough and smooth. The planes of cheekbones, jaw and forehead, This wonderful symmetry: The song of Flesh made joy. The beauty of form is discovered, Arms, hands are objects of desire. Fingers trace patterns on skin- Mystical runes of bone and sinew; And time is held back, As lovers explore the universe of being One with another.

Smart Old Man (this Will Be Me)
An old man in Florida had owned a large farm for several years. He had a large pond in the back, fixed up nice: Picnic tables, horseshoe courts, a volleyball court, and some apple and peach trees. The pond was properly shaped and fixed up for swimming. One evening the old farmer decided to go down to the pond and look it over, as he hadn't been there in a while. He grabbed a five-gallon bucket to bring back some fruit. As he neared the pond, he heard voices shouting and laughing with glee. As he came closer, he saw it was a bunch of young women skinny-dipping in his pond. He made the women aware of his presence and they all went to the deep end. One of the women shouted to him, "We're not coming out until you leave!" The old man frowned,"I didn't come down here to watch you ladies swim naked or make you get out of the pond naked." Holding the bucket up he said, "I'm here to feed the alligator." Old men can still think fast.

Lover's Dance
Glistening bodies entwined in an ageless erotic dance, seeking pleasures from each other, seeking wonder and romance. She touches his face with tenderness. He draws her body near. Aching, needing hunger will make their destiny clear. Their lips meet in soft kisses, their tongues begin passion's war. Forgotten now, the outside world. All is here, behind this door. He strokes her body tenderly, she arches up for his caress. He finds her silken portal and her womanly wetness. She moans in fiery desire and pulls his hand away, wishing to end this exquisite torture and get on with passion's play. She straddles his waiting body, eases him into her feminine hollow. She leads him on a rhythmic dance, his thrusting hips must follow. She rides him faster, even then, to hear his wondrous sighs. She shows him all the delights she has between her womanly thighs. They stare into each other's eyes and gasp as ecstasy unreels, and tangles them in a lover's k

Begging For My Birthday... Again
Well since on here there's relatively few things to get one on here for their birthday... if anyone was considering ever getting me a blast (even just a one day) i would so appreciate getting it before friday, i wanna see if i can just blast the hell out of my birthday Tickers also very welcome and if you have REALLY fucking deep pockets i'd love a happy hour lol (i know i'm dreaming but i have to try) so anyone that can spare 7.50 for little old me, please consider doing it this week so i can run my blasts on friday much love ~~Sin (reposting this cause it fell off my page due to excessive blog posts today)

Never ................
"Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option" (( Another saying I saw tonight, just wanted to share it with ya'll , cuz it really hit me, I'm tired of just being an option ))

Words Of Advice
This awesome saying was given to me by my friend 976015,thanks man, B EFORE YOU SPEAK... LISTEN BEFORE YOU WRITE... THINK BEFORE YOU SPEND... EARN BEFORE YOU CRITICIZE...WAIT BEFORE YOU PRAY...FORGIVE BEFORE YOU QUIT...TRY Your words, your dreams, and your thoughts have the power to create conditions in your life. What you speak about, you can bring about. If you keep saying you can't stand your job, you might lose your job. If you keep saying you can't stand your body, your body can become sick. If you keep saying you can't stand your car, your car could be stolen or just stop operating. If you keep saying you're always broke, guess what? You'll always be broke. If you keep saying you can't trust a man or trust a woman, you will always find someone in your life to hurt and betray you. If you keep saying you can't find a job, you will remain unemployed. If you keep saying you can't find someone to love you or believe in you, our very tho

Leveling Help Please
i need 21 k to level to rockstar and my sister needs 12k to hit idol and my mom needs 4k to hit minion ♥ Þåñ†hè® Þ®îñ¢è$$ ♥@ fubar ~ ♥ ~lý$$å$ mºmmå ~ ♥ ~@ fubar any and all help appericated thank u all

The Oral Caress
Cradled between your tender thighs I lift you to my mouth. The abundance of your wetness greets me and my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue and your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. Push against my hungry mouth As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals. Thrust against my generous tongue. Show me the power of your desire for my oral caress. My exploring tongue lifts the hood and finds your smooth firm pearl. You squeal in that unique way, signaling that I have found your special spot. I harden in response. My jaws protests what my open mouth provides but I am unrelenting in my gift, intent only on your fulfillment. I feel your body tense, and you are quiet now... Concentrating... bearing down. Soon now my love, ecstasy approaches. You push hard and fast against my tongu

Boys
You find out interesting things when you have sons, like ... 1. A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. 2. If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3. A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4. If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. room. 5. You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 6. The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7. When you hear the toilet flush and the words "uh oh", it's already too late. 8. Brake fluid mixed

Tenth Quiz
The PJ's You Are Most Like: No PJ's You're a bit of a hedonist - opting for comfort over everything else You have an understated, easy sexiness that men love You'll risk that for the feeling of sheets against your bare skin! What Kind of PJ's Girl Are You? Er...wow. **shifty eyes** How'd they know?! O.O **laughs**

My Freinds On Fubar
HEY U ALL I WANT TO MAKE A SLIDE SHOW WITH MY BEST FREINDS FROM FUBAR.NEED TO MAKE SURE IT IS OK SO LEMME KNOW ILL ADD YA AS YA TELL ME.EVERYBODY THAT I TALK TO ALL THE TIME U KNOW WHO U R SO PLEASE LEMME KNOW.

Doing Some Research On Dna Mapping
Well I was researching the genetic code for another paper I get to write and I found something interesting. Majority of male killers, abusers, rapists, the horrific crimes, they have an extra Y, so their 26th chromosome is XYY instead of XY. Same with males that have moobs but aren't fat. A lot of them have an extra X chromosome which means their 26th is XXY. So does that mean if we take a genetic profile at the time of birth we could prevent some crimes? (yes it's mumm form, I'm out of mumms.) This research is because I'm writing a paper on what is located in each chromosome, and have learned some very interesting facts.

Pj's
The PJ's You Are Most Like: No PJ's You're a bit of a hedonist - opting for comfort over everything else You have an understated, easy sexiness that men love You'll risk that for the feeling of sheets against your bare skin! What Kind of PJ's Girl Are You?

Naughty
Lips on lips Our tongues softly touch Eyes closed together I want you so much. Hand on your thigh My mouth on Your breast Breathing is getting quicker YOU are the best. Our clothes are off Our hearts are beating fast 69................ God, let this last! Now switching positions We are ever so slow I hold on tight I will never let you go. Movements are hurried I enter You Deeper! Faster! Hard! Oh Yes We Cum! Holding each other Our times alone are few With tears in my eyes I whisper 'I Love You! '

Anchors Aweigh
Stand Navy out to sea Fight our battle cry We’ll never change our course So vicious foe steer shy-y-y-y Roll out the T.N.T. Anchors Aweigh Sail on to victory and Sink their bones to Davy Jones hooray! Yo ho there shipmate Take the fighting to the far off sea Hear the wailing of the wild banshees All hands, fire brands Let’s blast them as we go, so Anchors Aweigh my boys Anchors Aweigh Farewell to college joys We sail at break of day day day day Through our last night on shore Drink to the foam Until we meet once more Here’s wishing you a happy voyage home! Heave a ho there sailor Everybody drink up while you may Heave a ho there sailor For your gonna sail a break of day Drink away, Drink away, For you sail at break of day, hey! Anchors Aweigh my boys Anchors Aweigh Farewell to college joys We sail at break of day day day day Through our last night on shore Drink to the foam Until we meet once more Here’s wishing y

The Girlfriend Application
**BASICS: *name: *e-mail : *AOL : *MSN : *ICQ : *yahoo! : *Birthday [mm.dd.yy]: *Sign: *location: *height: *weight: *figure: lean athletic average thick heavy *Eye color: *Hair color: *Tattoos/piercings? *Website/picture URL: *Education: what year? drop out college freshman college sophomore college junior college senior keep goin' *Favorite Book: *Favorite Beverage: *Favorite Vacation Spot: *Religious Persuasion Christian Pagan Spiritual, not religious Agnostic *Do you think you're smart? yes no *What are your future plans? *Do you have a job? (if so, what do you do?) *Are you a moron or are you somewhat grounded? moron somewhat grounded totally grounded *Habits [check all that apply]: drinker smoker pothead druggie *What do you consider yourself?: open honest moral fun humorous mature org

Bullshyte
Nikki_ny1975@ fubar Well it seems that the 500 and so on "friends" that I have cannot find the time to read a bulletin I sent, therefore I will post a blog and hope that a few off my list are true. This is my best friend and she just joined tonight, please if ya feel you have a min stop by and say hi.

Friendship
Recently I have been re-evaluating my friendships with people, kind of sorting the laundry when it comes to them. We all have the friends that are there when things are going good, but what about when things are not so good? It takes a lot for me to call you a friend. If I have put you in that category it is a rare thing. My very best friend in the world doesn't even live in the same city as me, but I know that no matter what he has my best interests at heart. When I am hurt I can call him, no matter the time of day (or night) and he knows the same of me. We may not always be able to pick the phone up at that very moment but guaranteed there will be a call back real shortly. He is happy for me when I am happy, and he lets me cry when thats what I need to do. I have friends here where I live and I can call them when I need someone, but there is nothing like that special bond you have with your best friend. I know he will be reading this later and so I just want to say, thank you! I love

Today
Today my lips burn coz they are chapped... I've been sick for a couple dayz... I hate sitting up and waiting on somone... but when the tease Your brain... and arouse the hidden or even the forbidden in You... How can You not become addicted?

Won Another
WOW they won another 4-0 have a good feeling they may go very far..and Brett well he beat Dan Marinos record on touchdown passes that was awsome and he will beat many more before he leaves the league...GO-PACK-GO

Movie Rentals
went to blockbuster and rented some movies. 1) we bunny whipped. it sucked. seriously. not even a chick flick. want to loose a date, pop this in. and order anchovies on the pizza. date will be over. wanna keep a date, then check out movie 2) daddies girls. i thought i was going to be about three girls who didnt want dad to be with another woman. its more then that. and it could pull you over to the other side for your woman. try it!

Giving Up
Sometimes giving up is admitting failure.. or that you were wrong. Sometimes its the only way to survive. Sometimes its the only way to move on. Sometimes its the only way to keep from hurting someone you care about. To me giving up is never easy..... but sometimes its the only choice.

Lust In The Afternoon
Jolene eas in her room on he bed reading a book, Jace walke in from the bathroom, he gotten done taking a shower and was drying off, he reached over to grab his jeans that Jolene had washed for him today, he was to go and race, since he was a driver in the stocks, but the rain that fell that day it cancelled the shows.All they had to do was sit at hoime eat dinner and watch some movies on the new computer he got them the week before. She could smell the fresh clenness of his torso it was driving her mad....he climbed on the bed, what are you reading he asked? oh just some dime store novel called lust in the afternoon....he chuckled. now that sounds fascinating....she made like she was in shock dropping her mouth open and the book to boot....he then started to unbutton her blouse she watched him as he did so her ample breasts were held up by her bra which he undone aswell....she was giggling...as he tossed the bra over the side, their lips rouched and they felt the heat of the passion

Coming To The End
Well, I've made exactly one friend since I've been on this site. Pathetic. Anyway, I think it's time I leave this site soon but before I go I will give anyone who cares to read this a little look into what's happening with me... I'm, at the present, trying to get together some of my photos to show at either a theater or a hair salon. Fact is I don't know if I will be able to get them all together in time. There is another place that wants paintings. I don't dare tell them I haven't painted in 6 months. I've been given a chance to write for a couple of online news magazines here in San Antonio. I would like to but I won't get paid for it. This wouldn't normally matter but I am hardly eating now. I presently work at a law office part time which is, I think, actually costing me money to work at. I hate it there now. The women there all think they are smarter than each other. They talk about each other behind their backs and nice to each others faces. The funny thing is t

Need New Friends All The Time
I need to meet new people to show some love. I am available all times of the day to talk. I like laughing and chatting. I would like comments from you for I can answer them. Post to me and I will read it and get back to you. You love me and I will love you back.

Share The Luv!
My friend Angelofdarkness really wants to buy her fu-sweetie a ring, but she's fu-broke. To buy the ring she only needs about 3000 more points. Can you help a girl out? She's got a huge amount of stash and lots of pics. She also always returns the love, so help her out :) **angelofdarkness** punkin's*bytch*morbius' biggest fan*Phukin*Phreak's*stalker@ fubar

Birthdays
Well, another year has come and gone... but I'm not going to get all philosophical here. It is what it is and you make it what you want. I'm enjoying life, I don't seem to look any older, and hell, I don't feel any older. I still look and feel at least 10 years younger. Anyway... just wanted to take the time to post this blog to thank those who come by and read and rate, and also to those who've stopped by with birthday wishes and gifts. Thanks!!!

Mini-update
Hello everyone! Just managed to sneak on Fubar while in Canada to let you know that I haven't forgotten about you... it's just that the Korean webservers and Fubar.com don't get along too well - still making access to this site a little difficult. On a more positive note - I had 5 shoots while down in Australia this past summer. Stop by my Yahoo or MSN group to check out the new photos (sneak peak). Eventually they'll also get posted to my regular website... MelaniePitts.com but these days there's so little time in the day (work, Phd, moving to Australia early next year and an upcoming wedding to plan)! I hope everyone's doing well. I managed to skim through the 200 plus messages that I received and have never been able to access - wow!! Thank-you all so much for your love and support during the "CT Crisis" and all of your birthday cheer!! I should be able to be on more regularly next year when I am no longer living in Korea... until then, you can message me through MelaniePitts.com

Life Is Too Short To Wake Up With Regrets.
This is by Michael Gartner, editor of newspapers large and small and president of NBC News. In 1997, he won the Pulitzer Prize for editorial writing. It is worth reading, and a few good chuckles are guaranteed. Enjoy. "My father never drove a car. Well, that's not quite right. I should say I never saw him drive a car. He quit driving in 1927, when he was 25 years old, and the last car he drove was a 1926 Whippet. "In those days," he told me when he was in his 90s, "to drive a car you had to do things with your hands, and do things with your feet, and look every which way, and I decided you could walk through life and enjoy it or drive through life and miss it." At which point my mother, a sometimes salty Irishwoman, chimed in: "Oh, bull----!" she said. "He hit a horse." "Well," my father said, "there was that, too." So my brother and I grew up in a household without a car. The neighbors all had cars -- the Kollingses next door had a green 1941 Dodge, th

Moments In Life
Good for the spirit…. "Honky Tonky" piano This is a good one. The story has meaning and the piano is really honky tonky. Turn up your speakers - get up and dance around - life is a gift - don't throw it away! I love this ! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ MOMENTS IN LIFE There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one, which has been opened for us. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. May you have enough happiness

Back
I think I now have to face the fact I may have some nerve damage to my back . Because the reason I say this is because it is getting harder for me to sit,or lay ,standing is fine ,which is wierd . I have plans to call the doctors office in the morning to see what can be done . I wouldn't rule out surgery .

N.s.f.w. "the Job"
I put N.S.F.W because noone would read it.....so leave perv@!!!! i just got off a call where a dad tells his "4" y/o baby to pick up his toys....when he bends down on all fours he kicks him into his room.COLAPSEING HIS LUNGS AND SENDING HIS LITTLE HEART INTO "V-TAC"....WE GET THERE HES NOT BREATHING AND BLUE WE SHOCK HIM DO C.P.R. , WE DONT GET HIM BACK HE DIES IN MY ARMS.....I HATE DRAMMA HERE .....BUT THIS IS MY LIFE AND YOU ARE MY FRIENDS.....WHEN WILL THE "CHILDREN BE SAFE" ? GREG

What I'm About
well this is a blog to help people get too know me better, I work way too hard but know its only going to better myself in the long run. I love my job and Im passionate about it which Im really lucky I could find a job like that so early in life. I love my friends most of them Ive known from elementry and high school when I first moved here from michigan... They are my world even though we have our differences sometimes what friends dont...I've changed so much over the past year...Ive become a much stronger and caring person...Before I didnt really give a fuck about anyone or anything...So thats one change for the better. Okay I've lost intrest in blogging for right now.

Love In The Purest Form
well me and my wife split up and then after three months I find a GIRL ( note a girl) that kinda in a way broke my heart but introduced me to her ex-fainces ex-girlfriend and me and her hooked up now I'm in the predicament with her boyfriend/ex-boyfriend ( being that he doesn't know at this moment in time but does know that me and her are sleeping together and he don't care due to the fact that he gave me permission) coming into town and wanting to spend some time with his girlfriend (that want to break up with him and be with me) and also me and her got engaged today Sept. 30, 2007 and we are planning the wedding date for Oct. 31, 2008 after which my divorce will be finalized I hopewe found that love can come in some of the most unpredictable ways we started out as fu*k buddies and turned out to be perfect for each other my family loves her unlike my soon to be ex-wife and ex-girlfriend and I found someone that does love me and won't hurt me and her name is Wendy I love her more than

Sex Facts
Sex facts Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard .......................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal

Read Me
beware for insults soo hmmm lets see...lets start out with the negative and go ahead and get that outta the way..i am not motivated...i'm really not..i hate cleaning my apartment...and i hate working out..i am a stay at home mom...that dosent clean and hates to cook... i hate the dishes..the trash..i hate trying to cook soemthing that i know i will just end up burning...or it will turn out shitty..i hate cooking for just me and tru..i would love to do housework..IF I WASENT THE ONLY FUCKING ONE DOING IT!!!!!!! i do everything...the dishes..everything and i take care of the baby and i work and i help my inlaws...i try to be there for everyone...but no one really asks me how i am...in a chat conversation it goes.. me:hey whats up? you:nm, u? that ^^^^ is not asking me how i am..u dont mean it..its random chat conversation.. i listen to everyones rant about how shitty their lives are...and how nothing is going there way.....and i keep quiet and listen and talk when asked

Barbequed Spareribs
INGREDIENTS: * 4 pounds spareribs * 3 tablespoons light soy sauce * 3 tablespoons dark soy sauce * 1/3 cup hoisin sauce * 1 tablespoon ketchup * 1 tablespoon red wine vinegar or balsamic vinegar * 2 teaspoons brown sugar * 2 garlic cloves, finely chopped * 1/4 cup honey dissolved in 1/2 cup boiling water PREPARATION: Place the spareribs in a shallow dish. In a small bowl, combine the light soy sauce, dark soy sauce, hoisin sauce, ketchup, vinegar, brown sugar and chopped garlic. Add the mixture to the spareribs and marinate in the refrigerator, covered, overnight.Turn occasionally to make sure the spareribs are completely coated. Preheat the oven to 350 degrees Fahrenheit. Fill a shallow roasting pan with 1/2-inch of water and place in the bottom of the oven. Place the pork on a rack above the water. Roast the pork for 50 to 60 minutes, or until the ribs just begin shrinking and the internal temperature reaches 160 degrees Fahrenhei

Stalking In Fubar Is More Common Than All Think..
Just found out some one is stalking again .. But it isn,t just her , it,s her sister too, helping her. Yet tonite in mums some others spoke of stalkers also. I can block but some how they still get thru to the pages ;to get on to annoy . I dont know , do all just ignore it and hope they go away and yet it is frightening in away , Seems to be a threat of some kind without any words . I wont over react , im just gona hope all ends and im not leaving this site . As long as someone isnt caling my home or threating me or following me home , or such thing s, I can deal with this in here.God is with me always. hugs Diana.....

Clinton, Oklahoma Trip
well we finally made it to clinton,oklahoma...we are looking to make friends with benefits..hope to meet good people while we are here...we love to ride our bike..it goes with us everywhere...lol anyway, we will be here for at least 2 to 3 weeks.. xoxo harley

Carlos Mencia
I just had the best time tonight. i went and saw carlos mencia. it was a blast. well worth goin. i havent laughed so hard in a long time. i laughed till i had tears comin out my eyes. ill post pics soon. they arent the best but oh well. i was like 10-15 ft away from him. it was almost like a dream. i wanted to say someone pinch me im not really here laughin at the man i watch on tv. if you ever get the chance to go you should.

Hot Bubbles
God she felt good, all alone in the jacuzzi and nobody in the swimming pool either. It always made her horny, the feel of the hot bubbles swirling round her body, the water jets pressing into her skin, she opened her legs and positioned herself so she could feel one of the jets nudging her cunt lips. She glanced round the place but the only person she could see was the female life guard right at the other side of the pool and she wasnt even looking, too busy reading a magazine by the looks of her. This is why she chose to use the leisure centre so early in a morning, there was very rarely anyone around. Oh the water felt good, she felt her nipples harden in anticipation of what she was about to do. She unhooked her bikini top and slid off her bottoms leting them float on top of the water, the bubbles rushed around her body, slim and fit but not masculine. Her hands started to move towards her tits, slowly squeezing her nipples and then pinching them hard, her imaginatio

Memo From The Sports Desk...
To all employees without exception Why is the staff so fucking lazy? It's getting so I can't even walk fast through the hallways any more without stumbling over some freak on the nod. Is it drugs? Has it come to that? If so, by God, we're going to clean it up pretty damn fast. My attorney has worked out a series of disciplinary measures that will zap this thing where it lives. Henceforth, anyone caught with narcotics, crazy pills or other stupor inducing agents will be draged down to the basement and have his scrotum torn off..... and, conversely, any offender without a scrotum will have one permanetly attached to her. We feel such measures are necessary, even vital, to the health of this organization. This is the unanimous opinion of the sports staff, & as editor, I mean to enforce it. We will play no favorites. Beginning on the day after Christmas, any employee caught nodding out, jacking off, or otherwise squandering company time, will pay the penalty. This is a business- n

Fubar
I don't know abou the rest of you but I think fubar blows myspace out of the water. i love this site an dthe inreraction among the members has been very positive. I have had profiles ona variety of other sites and it just wan't happening. It took forever to hear bck from members, there wasn't anything intersting to look at and if you profiles was the tiniest bit off color your profile was deleted. the People of fubar seem to be a lot more liberal. Any who, to whoever who reads this i hope you have a great night, a good week and remember.... a day without sunshine... is like.......... NIGHT.

The Friendliest Skies
The flight was made longer by the fact that a week had passed without any release. As close as I may feel to my sister, she is a very light sleeper. She would have heard even the change in my breathing in that little guestroom we shared at my parents' house. To make matters worse, the rest of the family had the entire visit scheduled to the last minute. Ten minutes in the shower was barely enough time to soap up, much less...anything else. Luckily, my flight home was far from fully booked. I found myself seated in the last row of the aircraft. The row to the side and a few in front were completely empty. The cabin lights dimmed after take off. I slid a blanket over myself to hide what the near darkness might not. The tender flesh between my legs quivered as I slowly trailed one finger across. I could feel how damp the digit became with even that bare touch. Suppressing a sigh, I slid it beneath one leg band. I was aching to penetrate myself, but wanted to make sure th

1408
http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com I really liked this one!! Stephen King has never let me down and he delivered yet again.1408 definitely had some pretty scary moments in it,and at this point I really dont get "scared" anymore ,this was done really well,nice twist endng all in all a great watch,Check it out,let me know what you think.

Lonely
LIFE WITHOUT YOU ISNT WORTH LIVING WITHOUT YOU I WOULD RATHER DIE I FEEL THE EMPTYNESS ,I FEEL THE TEARS, I FEEL MY HEART BREAKING INTO A MILLION PIECES .WHERE DID OUR LOVE GO? WHERE DID THE TIME GO WHEN I WAS ALL YOURS?WHERE DID OUR HAPPINESS , OUR HOPES , AND OUR DREAMS GO?LIFE WITHOUT YOU ISNT WORTH LIVING WITHOUT YOU I WOULD RATHER DIE... CAN'T YOU SEE HOW MUCH YOUR LOVE MEANS TO ME YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING YOU ARE MY HEART AND SOUL AND WITHOUT YOU I WILL DIE..

New Job
I JUST WANTED ALL MY FRIENDS TO KNOW THAT I START MY NEW JOB OCT.1.YES, I'M GOING TO WORK BACK IN THE CONSTRUCTION FIELD FOR CONOCO PHILLIPS. I WILL BE WORKING NIGHTS SO I WANT BE ON MUCH ANYMORE. THE WAY THEY ARE TALKING I WILL BE WORKING 12 HOURS FROM 7:00PM TILL 7:00AM.AND 7 DAYS A WEEK. THE MONEY IS GOING TO BE GREAT. I WILL MAKE 14.20 AN HOUR. THATS NOT INCLUDING OVER TIME. SO, IF I CAN'T RATE ALL OF YA'LL PICTURES YA'LL KNOW WHY. I WILL BE SLEEPING MOST OF THE DAY. BUT, I WILL DO MY BEST TO GET ON HERE AS MUCH AS I CAN. I HOPE YA'LL ALL UNDERSTAND. WE ARE ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILY ON HERE. AND FAMILY STICKS TOGETHER. THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT. PLEASE DON'T FORGET ME, RATE ME, FAN ME. AND I WILL TRY MY BEST TO RETURN THE FAVOR.. LOVE YA'LL ALL. HAVE A GREAT DAY!! MUAH!!!

Hand Prints
Closing her eyes against the darkness as though accepting blindness might help her see. The cloth light upon her face seems like it would hold nothing back from her and so she is sure the lights, too, have been turned off. The room is devoid of sound with the exception of the soft humming coming from a streetlamp just outside the window. With nothing left to focus on she seeks the sanity of that simple sound, letting it ground her into the here and now rather than daring to lose herself... at least not yet. Each limb is held down to the little cushion the old mattress holds. The springs push up and into her back and bite at her elbows. There is a piece of her, quite aware that soon even those little annoyances will go unnoticed and she tenses a bit with the knowledge, yet a smile burgeons on her lips, daring to mock the fear in her heart. The fear is not that which leaves one helpless, but escalates them to a new high. The fear of the unknown in the hands of one most trusted is som

"a Mile At The Door"
knock...Knock... A soft rattle on the window Of life Of opertunity Of joy or Something that resembles Love Of things better off Unthought Untought Unlearned Forever under constant scorn Also of want,or Better yet Of need or lust consumeing Of fillings And the lack there of and finnaly Of self protection throgh selfless projection Listen close,you can hear it now Growing closer still knock...Knock...KNock...KNOCK... Insistant but yet so distant A young mind Fights the glass and the night To get back on the right side of the window of life. -RAGE G. SYNISTER-

You Wanna Know What Grinds My Gears...asking For A Bj
look im a modern man...i love sex...more specifically...i love eating pussy...i love everything about it and never in my memory of carpet munching has many a female have had to ask for it...i do it on my own because i enjoy it... so why the hell do some women act like its a cardinal sin to suck a mans dick w/o getting a formal invitation first... you dont have to RSVP...theres no 500 dollars per plate fee...JUST SUCK IT... i dont want to have to guide you or hint at it...u should WANT to.. and ladies dont get me wrong its not like i dont believe in returning the favor...or alli want to do is get head 24/7 but head in between sex every once in awhile is not too much to ask...is it? i mean at least once a week...my dick isnt good china thats only supposed to be used on thanxgiving... i mean is it THAT un enjoyable for females...i mean i eat you out and end up with your splooge half way around my whole face and a hair in my molar...i dont complain and i def dont shy

From The Poem "the Garden Of Prosperine"
From too much love of living, From hope and fear set free, We thank with brief thanksgiving Whatever gods may be That no life lives forever; That dead men rise up never; That even the weariest river Winds somewhere safe to sea. Algernon Charles Swinburne, from the poem "The Garden of Prosperine".

Monday 10-01-07
In everyone's life, at some time, our inner fire goes out. It is then burst into flame by an encounter with another human being. We should all be thankful for those people who rekindle the inner spirit. ~Albert Schweitzer -don't let those who you thought were part of your inner spirit get you down, when they are nowhere to be found in the time of need-Alicia

Wiccan Seductions Angel
Had one of her friends go whine piss and moan and groan like a little bitch to get my account deactivated her yahoo id is (wiccanseduction) go tell this bitch how you feel her friends name is paul and they think they are gonna turn me in and shit i dont give a fuck you dont like me tell me now because im tired of the little internet kiddie games running to someone else with your tail between your legs little bitch ass nigga's i will fucking be here forever and ever until babyjesus bans my ip and i dont see that happening i have reported this site to godaddy.com which is the domain provider for illegal content and there for and here out i will be getting into contact with more people because of this little fucking episode

Health Alert -- Dangerous New Virus
(received in an email from a friend... do you think that this could apply to you???) :D There is a dangerous virus being passed around electronically, orally, and by hand. This virus is called Weary-Overload-Recreational-Killer (WORK). If you receive WORK from any of your colleagues, your boss, or anyone else via any means DO NOT TOUCH IT. This virus will wipe out your private life completely. If you should come into contact with WORK, put your jacket on and take two good friends to the nearest grocery store. Purchase the antidote known as Work-Isolating-Neutralizer-Extract (WINE) or Bothersome-Employer-Elimination-Rebooter (BEER). Take the antidote repeatedly until WORK has been completely eliminated from your system. You should forward this warning to 5 friends. If you do not have 5 friends, you have already been infected and WORK is controlling your life.

Lost Another One, Dammit!
Well, another one of my favorite people left Fubar over the weekend. Why is it the cool people leave and the A-holes always stay? Its just not right! I'll miss talking to him here but at least I can still catch him on Yahoo.

Why We Dont Let Friends Be Drunk N Stupid
My good friend Michael got really wasted at the club last night n pissed me off so bad. When he gets really drunk he gets to takin off his clothes. Well last night in the parking lot of the club he decides its time to get naked. I kept screaming at him to put this clothes on. This dude is a big dude. Chunky n stuff. I pleaded with him, i begged, i screamed, i cursed, but none of that worked. I was scared he was gonna go to jail for public intoxication or distrubing the peace because the police are always in that parking lot. Well what solved the problem? The mofo gets in a car with some chick he doesnt know n just leaves. I couldnt believe it

Bethany Beach
Well folks, we had a great time. Spent 4 days in Bethany at the National Guard Training Site. Compliments of the the US ARMY. Thank You. We had a trailer to ourselves. We had a couple of socials with the bosses they were great. We played poker, horseshoes, drank like fishes and had a great time. It was a bit different partying with the Colonel. He was actually very cool. We spent a few hours on the beach, I love the beach! Walked the boardwalk, drove to Ocean city did the boardwalk, and we ate at Phillips the all you can eat seafood place. Its great! On the way home we stopped at Dover Air Force base, at the PX i picked up new sneakers, a pair of jeans and cigs. We had a great time.

Goodnight
goodnight my darling its time to sleep ill keep you close your heart to keep ill search for clovers where the faries hide ill hold a handful and know you're with me inside ill drink by the fire you'll be on my mind thinking of nights i held you close and felt the safe comfort you helped me find i miss you now and i forever will ill be with you soon when my time stands still

October Is "breast Cancer Awareness" Month
As some of you know.. I am a survivor of breast cancer and I celebrate that I fought it and won..so far.. so.. if you know of anyone that has had breast cancer and survived or someone that is fighting it now.. Call her or him .. (Yes breast cancer is on the rise with males too.. it isn't just a female illness anymore. Men have been know to die from it as well.. just not spoken about. Which is wrong.. men need to get their check-ups just like us women do, to be safe) Anyways.. call them today and tell them that you love them and you support them. Hugs and Loves Cassie.. aka Angel

What Are You Like In Bed?!?
LEO--THAT'S ME!! Read on to find your sign and what this says about you. July 24 - August 23 Ruling Planet: THE SUN Which isn't a planet at all, but a star, and just like Leo's opinion of themselves, it's the center of our solar system! Leos can be very 'into themselves' when they bonk. It's not that they don't make their partner feel special, it's just that they often forget about them as they secretly high-five themselves for scoring again! Leo does actually want more from a partner than just sex though. Leo wants love and friendship too. They can be very romantic, but when they get into bed, it's not an experience they're about to have, it's a show! They like to perform ... and they take requests! "Doing it" is the ultimate stress buster for Leo and they are pretty damn good at it, but they need constant praise for their outstanding performance. FAVE POSITION Receiving 'oral affections', since Leo is all about getting serviced! BEST SEX TOY A camera, or a game of St

Man Rules
The Man RulesÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂ At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1 " ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Symp

Just Turn
Babe I'm a simple man I don't ask for much money don't do a thing for me and the honeys are faces in a magazine I wish I could just** just make you turn around and see me there when you pass the skies turn a heart shaped frenzy and the colors melt like the sun your hair smells like fresh sprouted daisies petal'd in white and orange when you speak my heart bounces like a fourteen year old when seasons are silver you turn them gold though my body is old you make me young wild birds could not carry a tune your beauty surpasses any day in June men should be a courting you but please wait for me I'll make you wish you did it sooner you are my fantasy girl I can't make it the most if you don't give me a chance my walks don't skip and dance if you don't give me that glance babe I am dying right here why won't you turn around wild birds could not carry a tune your beauty surpasses any day in June I'd walk a million miles till the sun blisters would do everything ju

Nsfw
My hand hovers at the door as I realise that this is my last chance to pull out, who knows what awaits me if I make the fateful knock? Perhaps I haven't been exchanging erotic emails with an incredibly sexy young woman at all, perhaps it's some cheese grater welding axeman salivating at the chance to tear the skin from some young fool. Perhaps it's a whole team of guys ready to gang rape me to an inch of my life. Perhaps. Perhaps. Perhaps I should grow some balls and shut the fuck up. My hand trembles as I make a few hesitant raps at the door. I hear foot steps, my heart jumps. I can feel a thick surge of adrenalin through every fibre. The knob turns, the door opens. Relief. Desire. The delicously gorgeous women of my fantasies looks me up and down, bites her bottom lip and takes me by the hand. "I'm so glad you came" she says as she leads me into the room. "How could I resist?" I lamely reply as my gaze is drawn to the beautiful ass that is showing through her sheer white panties.

My Shoutbox
Dear new friends Im normally very kind and love to chat, but I cant chat at the moment. I had a surgery on my right hand for 2 weeks ago and Im right handed... The pain is killing me at the moment. Now Im going to take some rest and I love to talk to you asap. (Took me 1/2 hour to write this blog)

Very Important!!
ok if u wanna talk to me thats awesome... but dont sit there and try and make me feel bad cause YOU dont know how to hold a conversation! i dont put up with ppl who say thinks like *puts his head down* i really dont care that much about what ur doing in-front of your computer... and dont start taking dirty to me... im nto just another internet whore!!! sorry!!! i actually enjoy meeting new ppl and just haveing a coneversation. but all u perverted guys think that girls that are on sites like this are ALL internet whores and just wanna talk dirty and do the cyber sex thing... how lame is that! really.... i dont need someone to talk dirty to me to get me off.. im not trying to offend anyone im just simply stating how i feel about all this.... so if u wanna talk to me thats awesome but actually have something to say to me!!

Candyology
Let others know a little more about yourself, repost this as your name followed by "ology." MOUTHOLOGY Q. What is your salad dressing of choice? A. Red Wine vinegarette Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant? A. YUK!!!YUK!! Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? A: Bravo! Q. On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant? A.15 % Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of? A. crawfish(unless someone else is around-you know who you are!!LOL) Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice? A. extra cheese and bar-b-que chicken!Yum! Q. What do you like to put on your toast? A. strawberry jam TECHNOLOGY Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer? A. A beach Q. How many televisions are in your house? A. 3 BIOLOGY Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed? A. right Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body? A. do two children count?? Q. When was the last time you had a cavity? A. about

Ahhh
She's crying, she's breaking, she's lying, she's faking, she's hated & taunted she's wanted & flaunted she's a puppet on a string, an angel without a wing, she's every girl you want her to be but she only wants her self esteem

Slim Fast Vs Miracle Grow Lol....
One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife 'Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in Slim Fast. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!!' His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't let such a comment go unrewarded. The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. 'What the Hell is this??' he said to himself as a little 'dust' cloud appeared when he shook them out. 'April,' he hollered into the bathroom, 'Why did you put talcum powder in my underwear?' She replied with a snicker... 'It's not talcum powder... It's 'Miracle Grow'.'

Where Do I Belong
Ever feel like you just don't belong anywhere. I feel like that alot. Standing at the bar between two tables realizing that I don't fit into either group. One group has their conversations and the other group has theres. Many times I stood alone with both groups backs to me. This is not me feeling sorry for my self it's just a self realization. There is nothing I can do to change it but I guess find some place where I do belong. I guess only time with tell. There is days when I don't even belong at work. I sit at my desk all by myself and it feels like there is another world going on beyond this room that I am in. Finding where I belong. It may be difficult and it is something I have struggled with most of my life but maybe some day I will.

Photo Shoot
Wow!! Things change in amazing ways... I have been selected to do a traveling photo display about people with diabetis... It is called "Meet the Faces of Change"... and i am not photogenic at all, darn i can't even spell that word, lol... The photography will be here today October 1, 2007 and will follow me around in what i do during the day... guess no sleeping all day, no yelling at my kids, hmmmm probably a good idea to where clothes, dont ya think, giggling.... ohh and no sex in front of him. Do not want to have THAT shown all throught the United States, lol... Enjoy the month of October A/all!! After all it is a month of changes... Okay.... the photo shoot went fairly well, except i had to pretend the photographer wasnt there... NOW that was hard to do considering, he was hmmm good looking... tall, blak hair, scruffy beard, blue eyes... and a gorgeous smile.. and i well... i told him all of this and he blushed... go figure, lol... he was so cute and adorable and young!!!! gees

When Does It Stop?
when does the drama stop? I've asked myself this question alot. Why do people get off on makeing others go through hell? It doesn't make any sence to me at all. I have been through alot since i have been on cherrytap/fubar what ever you want to call it, as i'm sure alot of others have also, and it's ridiculous. But what can you do about it really, it's not like some ppl care. Anyways this will be my one and only blog..maybe things will change maybe not..thank you to the few that actually care out there and i hope all others have a wonderful time on here and don't have to put up with this mess.

When A Soldier Comes Home
When a soldier comes home, he finds it hard.......to listen to his son whine about being bored. ...to keep a straight face when people complain about potholes....to be tolerant of people who complain about the hassle of getting ready for work. ...to be understanding when a co-worker complains about a bad night's sleep. ...to be silent when people pray to God for a new car. ...to control his panic when his wife tells him he needs to drive slower. …to be compassionate when a businessman expresses a fear of flying....to be grateful that he fights for the freedom of speech.

Things Happen For A Reason...
The brand new pastor and his wife, newly assigned to their first ministry, to reopen a church in suburban Brooklyn , arrived in early October excited about their opportunities. When they saw their church, it was very run down and needed much work. They set a goal to have everything done in time to have their first service on Christmas Eve. They worked hard, repairing pews, plastering walls, painting, etc, and on December 18 were ahead of schedule and just about finished. On December 19 a terrible tempest - a driving rainstorm hit the area and lasted for two days. On the 21st, the pastor went over to the church. His heart sank when he saw that the roof had leaked, causing a large area of plaster about 20 feet by 8 feet to fall off the front wall of the sanctuary just behind the pulpit, beginning about head high. The pastor cleaned up the mess on the floor, and not knowing what else to do but postpone the Christmas Eve service, headed home. On the way he noticed

Yes I Can
I can see the way you look at me As I gaze hungrily in your direction And although I know I lure you in I crave to be an object of your affection I can hear the desire in your voice And I'm sure that I could taste it on your breath And if you would only give me the chance I would take you until there's nothing left I can smell your fear that we will get too close And you keep your distance, careful not to slip As I patiently await the time you'll give up and in To our physical relationship I can taste our tension in the air as it thickens Because our differences are too great to overcome But our similarity defeats you And eventually to me you'll succumb I can feel your trepidation under my skin As I decrease the distance between us You remind me how it feels to be close And almost tangible is our lust I can sense your uncertainty as I smile Your skin warms beneath my cold caress Your eyes close and lips part as I whisper in your ear Can I be your forbidden temptr

Vampoem
Unfurled Hunger By Crimson Angel Dangerous levels, Of unbridled lust. The hunger surging, Becoming a must. Pain and anger, Boiling within. Animal urges, Unmistakeable kin. Painful wails, Tears that never show. Binded by bloodlines, A soul that begins to glow. Neverending thirst, Relief soon to come. Beauty lies close to home, Guilt finally numb.

Im Really Excited.......
Alright some of you know that i lost my dad in Dec. Well a friend of his came in to the store that i work. and handed me a ring. I asked what the ring was. well back in the day he gave this ring to a girlfriend and this friend kept it. and now gave it to me. so im so happy that i have something that i can have with me day after day to remind me of my dad! yay

Quick Update
Well, here I am in the desert. Yes, it is the middle of the desert. Yes, there are camels. You can look off into the distance and see them on occasion on the other side of the fence line. I have been off base, but it consisted solely of going to another base to get some stuff and come back. It is Ramadan, and we can't go out in town because we would want to eat or get a drink of water or something while there. Can't eat or drink from sunrise to sunset (off base.) There is actually a lot to do on base. I have been to the PX several times, well it's more like a corner store, small with a small selection. My unaccompanied baggage will be here next week. That means my bicycle, my desktop computer, some more clothes, and stuff to make my room more mine will be here. My laptop has been a pain in the butt of late. Apparently it has a short in the power cord, and if it isn't in just the right position it kicks to battery power. Well the battery sucks! So it doesn't la

The Color Of Friendship!
Once upon a time the colors of the world started to quarrel. All claimed that they were the best. The most important. The most useful. The favorite. Green said: "Clearly I am the most important. I am the sign of life and of hope. I was chosen for grass, trees and leaves. Without me, all animals would die. Look over the countryside and you will see that I am in the majority." Blue interrupted: "You only think about the earth, but consider the sky and the sea. It is the water that is the basis of life and drawn up by the clouds from the deep sea. The sky gives space and peace and serenity. Without my peace, you would all be nothing." Yellow chuckled: "You are all so serious. I bring laughter, gaiety, and warmth into the world. The sun is yellow, the moon is yellow, the stars are yellow. Every time you look at a sunflower, the whole world starts to smile. Without me there would be no fun." Orange started next to blow her trumpet: "I am the color of health and strength. I m

Fellow Pagan/wiccan Needs Our Help!!!!
My hubby is part of a message group and this is one of the messages that was sent...SOMETHING NEEDS TO BE DONE ABOUT THIS!!!! ITS WRONG WRONG WRONG!!!! My name is Rhonda Gruber AKA Wicked Lil Witch and I am a Proud Witch. I am currently being persecuted as a Witch by a Lt. Kevin Duke of the Horry County Police Dept. My life and the lives of my family and friends are being threatened and destroyed by this man with the backing of countless other officials. I was arrested Monday Sept 10th '07 by Lt Duke for Breach of Peace, Child Endangerment/ Neglect and 1st degree Harrassement. This all began around the end of May '07 from many false police reports from a neighboring family, The Luisettis, who also seemed to think I deserved to be arrested for my religious beliefs. They stated such in their police reports. When this began to become a pattern of filing false reports, we began seeking Police protection FROM them. We were told numerous times that we had no reason to re

Update To My Life
Okay today October 1,2007 is just a quick update... Chris and I are still together trying to work things out but we are no longer engaged. Our kids are doing great Jacob started Kindergarten and the girls are starting to crawl Allison is pulling herself up and doing well...Alana has 2 teeth and is just now starting to get onto her knees. Hope all is well with everyone else! HUGS!

Sup2b A Friend?!
Okay,im going complain on here just cause i can!... so neways.. everyone has friends,im not sayin i dont,but i have one in paticular that pisses me off,... honestly at this point im not sure if i should consider it a friendship anymore... just cause when i wanna hang out or do something they are always busy makin a lie to me...then come to find out,i happen to be out and that person is out too...for one ,if your a friend you shouldnt lie right?! .. cause your just going to live that lie for the rest of your life.....also that person calls me a best friend, but comes and asks me how im doin?! um,hello , you have a fuckn phone,..you cant pick it up?! oh wait cause your just soo busy makin lies to me hanging out with others?! ..am i not good enough anymore?! like wtf ?! Oh and when you start dating someone i understand your trying to know that person better..so yeah your going to be with that person's ass for a little while.. but dont forget about your friends,.. those are the people

Another Set Of Randomness
1. Are you into anyone? very much so 2. Have you kissed somebody in the last 2 weeks? yes 3. Who was the last friend in your room? joe and davor 4. Miss someone? Yes one of my best friend left me to finish school overseas 5. How's your ex doing? Do you care? hes okay, no i dont care that much 6. Is there someone you want to fight? yep, but its not really worth the time 7. What shirt were you wearing when your last kiss took place? a black shirt, i was at work 8. Song playing? paramore 9. What are you doing tomorrow? working waiting on tables.... blah 10. Do you know what sodomy is? yes..hehehe 11. What's annoying you right now? nothing 12. Do you want to go back to high school? hell no i never showed up the first time 13. What are you doing tonight? hanging out kicking back relaxing and spending time with kevin 15. Who did you ride in a car with last? kevin and joe 16. Are you tired? iam always tired 17. Who will you be with

One Love(song Of The Lion) Pat Benatar
Once there was a man And he lived to sing the lion's song As he traveled on the road of hope One love is the light,shining over every mountain top It will lead us to higher ground One day every heart will beat strong against the night Let it be done now Once there was a man And his words became a song of love And his song became the golden dream One love is light,shining over everyone that believes It will lead us to the higher ground One day every eye will see truth before the light Let it be done right now Some wait,so long Because our love is strong This hard road traveled on will lead us home,forever Hear the lion's song voices cryin'like desert wind Yeah tonight,for we truly are one in our hearts colors woven in the golden dream one day every eye will see truth before the light Let it be done right now One day every voice will speak strong against the night Let it be one right now So let it be we are the children of a thousand days, we are th

Lead Is Slim But It's Baaaack!!!!
Thanks to everyone that has worked so hard over the last 12 hours to help us regain the lead....right now it's right around 500. Anyone that would like to help a wonderful GREAT guy (me! LOL) please click the link below. As many comments as you can leave is appreciated!!! Much love to all my friends!! Coach

Jealous Ppl
This blog is for people who can't let go of the past and move on. Please stop stalking us! We have moved on with our life, and we are very happy and don't need you or your illness in our lives. Jealousy and envy are obviously one in the same. These emotions are a want for something you don’t have or cannot measure up to. It’s no coincidence that if you feel envious, you’re said to be “green with envy,” and if you feel jealous, you’re experiencing the “green-ey’d monster.” “Green” actually means sick. Hope for your sake you get well soon! =) Renee

Venting
Well I'm here to vent. Maybe you all can help me out here. But I just don’t get men at all. Can someone tell me what ever happened to common courtesy? If you say your will do something then do it. If you dont want to talk then say so.... You know we are all big girls and can handle the truth, BUT you need to be truthful with us. There are some people out there who say what they mean and I am one of them.

What Do You Do
What do you do when your one true love says she found another. what do you do when you feel like half a person. What do you do when you feel your strength failing. What do you do when you steel a hug to get through the day. What do you do when you want nothing more than to hold her all night. What do you do when you no longer know what to do. What do you do when you can't stop thinking of her. What do you do when life falls apart. What do you do when you'd do anything to make it right. What do you do What would you do What can I do

Here And Tired
well, I am here and very tired. I am tired of the boxes!! Everywhere I turn there are boxes to be unpacked or boxes that are unpacked and just sitting here empty! In my way! I did get my son's bedroom done. All of his toys are out and put away...for now, until he gets up from nap. My daughter went to her new school today. I am anxious to see how it went. Her room will be done later when she gets home. She has so much stuff to put out! How can a 13 year old accumulate so much stuff!?!?! The rest of the house will get done one day at a time. and after we get everything in its place we will get some pics up so you can see what we bought...what we went in debt for...we love it though! It is a quiet little town and only about 30 minutes away from the bigger cities of Anderson or Greenville. Well, I must be going again....hope everyone is having a wonderful Monday~! ~~smooches~~

Guns N' Roses-patience
(1..2...1,2,3,4) Shed a tear 'cause I'm missing you I'm still alright to smile Girl, I think about you every day now Was a time when I wasn't sure But you set my mind at ease There is no doubt you're in my heart now Said woman take it slow It'll work itself out fine All we need is just a little patience Said sugar make it slow And we'll come together fine All we need is just a little patience (inhale) Patience... Ooh, oh, yeah Sit here on the stairs 'Cause I'd rather be alone If I can't have you right now, I'll wait dear Sometimes, I get so tense But I can't speed up the time But you know, love, there's one more thing to consider Said woman take it slow Things will be just fine You and I'll just use a little patience Said sugar take the time 'Cause the lights are shining bright You and I've got what it takes to make it We won't fake it, Oh never break it 'Cause I can't take it ...little patience, mm yeah, ooh yeah, Need a little patience, yeah Just a

Black Crows- Let Her Be
Let her cry She sits alone by a lamppost Trying to find a thought thats escaped her mind She says dads the one I love the most But stipes not far behind She never lets me in Only tell me wheres shes been When shes had too much to drink I say that I dont care I just run my hands Through her dark hair and then I pray to god You gotta help me fly away And just... Let her cry...if the tears fall down like rain Let her sing...if it eases all her pain Let her go...let her walk right out on me And if the sun comes up tomorrow Let her be...let her be. This morning I woke up alone Found a note by the phone Saying maybe, maybe Ill be back some day I wanted to look for you You walked in I didnt know just what I should do So I sat back down and had a beer and felt sorry for Myself. Let her cry...if the tears fall down like rain Let her sing...if it eases all her pain Let her go...let her walk right out on me And if the sun comes up tomorrow Let her be...let he

Here Is The Latest
ok..the room mate from hell is out....but the bills she racked up still remain...still on at the library....trying to get back as soon as i can...but dont know when that will be given the bills she racked up....please be patient as i try and get back...this frustrating to me like you wouldnt believe....just when i think her damage is finally under control..something else pops up...im trying...anyway thats the latest Eric

Cant Stand Waiting
okay thursday night i was rolling, and went to the bar with my girl dixie (friend not girl friend) and this is now causing a fight between me and seth because i could have so given him both my pills and watched him have a good time anyway...i met a Southie and if u all dont know what that is u need to wow (its someone from south boston) the accents are sexy as hell... and we had an istant connection and all, i cant wait to be able tocall. then comes moving down to sd with my dad which sucks because all out stuff in still in srorage so thats no nothing in the house for a week or two arrrrgg never seems to get ahead, and heather says i screwed her that stupid bitch didnt lie then we wouldnt be here cuz now more and more im liking oceanside and down want to leave and could have a job right now and be working and going out and loving it but now that selfish bitch fmessed it up

Preschool
so our oldest son will start preschool on thurday of this week. yeah he started late but we are finally settled into the town here so he had to be a little late. Its so crazy that he is starting school he grew up way too fast. Im excited for him because he has been wanting to go to school forever. I hope he likes it!!

Hugs Hugs Hugs All Have A Great Week And Today Is Awsome ; Its A Day Thy Lord Bless All With >.
Give thanks to Thy Lord ;He does love you , put away things of this world and walk in Christ to an Eternal Life Today... . Be ready today and always . Cause we know not the Hour or day Or when; Our Lord will come for us ;to call us home or take us home. Have thy heart alway,s ready and wiling to go.Jesus Christ Comes soon.. hugs diana

Y= Yes N= No M= Maybe
y = Yes n = No m= Maybe Would you? Will you? [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a porn movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] get wasted with me? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? [_] make out with me? [_] in public? [_] fuck me or get fucked by me? [_] in public? D0 Y0U... [_] think im cute? [_] think im hott? [_] want to kiss

Not Looking Good
Just figured I'd give ya'll and update. Got an e-mail from my Uncle Donald this morning concerning my Uncle Michel....."They stopped his special antibiotics over the weekend because his hemoglobin was 60 (in a normally healthy person they should be 12-15), his platelets 18 (normal healthy is 150 to 450 and below 20 is considered life threatening), and his White Blood Cell Count was 1,97. Got 2 days of Albumin and 4 units of blood last night. Should have results of cultures back today, but they have also found an infection in his blood. Pain is getting worse, he is taking Oxy every 3 hrs and this morning they gave him morphine. We have started discussing that this may be time to go home. Terry (a very old and dear friend of theirs) surprised us on Saturday and Michel told him it was the end and most likely he would not see him again."My Aunt is planning on going up there tomorrow morning and will keep my mom informed. I will let you know more as I do but please, at this point, just pray

Perfect
your kiss. your touch. the way you make me feel it all seems so perfect. Like its too good to be real. You're the only one who knows me both inside and out. You're the only one for me baby without a doubt. I love to hold you in my arms and feel your hands in mine. Your perfect just the way you are theres none other of your kind. The gentle way you kiss me i pray will never end. Remember how we started out as just being friends. Beneath that friendship was so perfect it was sure to grow to love and love it was love sweet love. Its sort of like we're destined. A couple meant to be. Lets keep us going baby heres to you and me.

I Want To Be Poly.
I want to be Poly. I am learning to be poly. This does not mean it come easily for Me. I have to fight My own jealousies to be what I want to be. So bear with Me and please be patient. This is not what I envisioned when I said I wanted an open relationship. What I had in mind was: on occasion you would have a lover or a girlfriend, and occasionally I might do the same. Everything would be above board… maybe once in a while all would get together, hang out, play or whatever the case may be. In that situation, it is easier to fight My natural nature, and keep My jealous, possessive tendencies at bay. In the current situation, it is not so easy. I am doing the best I can with it, but I am still very much in the “ Fake it till you make it” phase. Being in this phase is why I make such a big deal about “not in front of Me”. It just makes it easier on My jealous heart. I know that you have sex with her. I know it is all part of it. So, I deal with it… and ye

Torn Apart
I just can't get my mind off of you All those times I had being with you Missing those eyes and lips everyday Holding you and loving you always I just can't get over you baby girl Why did this have to happen to us Should I keep on or leave it alone Please let me hear you come on now I tried to say good-bye but I cant Your in my heart & dreams baby Can't go another day without you Let this love come true please girl This is about us not the others girl I want to show you the world in & out Let me sit down and tell you about it Let's love again and keep it going on We had so much but how did it end How can we regain this love for us It's weird not being able to hold you Driving me crazy not seeing you now I can't seem to get you off my mind You were my girl but now it's gone You didn't want to say bye but I did I just ask myself everyday why oh why Should I write to you or call you up Maybe it will make us both feel better Just take t

I Bruse Easily...
Everyone asks me... Why are you so aprehensive about love? Well to put it simply..... This song says it for me.... this song is by natasha bedingfield title is : I Bruse Easily... My skin is like a map of whare my heart has been and i can't hide the marks its not a negitive thing so i let my guard down drop my defences down by my clothes i'm learning to fall with no safety net to cushion the blow I bruise easyily so be gentle when you handle me theres a mark you leave like a love heart carved on a tree i bruise easily cant scratch the surface without moving me underneath i bruise easily i bruise easily i found your fingerprints on a glass of wine do you know you're leaving them all over this heart of mine too but if i never take this leap of faith i'll never know so i'm learning to fall with no safety net to cushion the blow i bruise easily so be gentle when you handle me

Love Letter
You're precious, like a flower, just beautiful and unique. You can stop the whole world with a simple touch; take a deep breath, you and me motionless. There's more to this life, I've suddenly found; it's your love that brings me peace. Whatever falls from the tides of life, I know I'll always be by your side. A simple mans words "Precious, It's you I can't live with out you're my everything" Our dark rainy nights, dancing under the stars; cold winter Sundays, all cuddled up; family vacations, exploring life; hand in hand, my wife. Don't look any farther then in my eyes, because here I am, your man.

Dreamin' Of A New View
so i'm feeling pretty shitty. I'm tired of the same 'ol shit ... Work blowz beyond hard... they're dickin' me around so bad... cutting hours,but yet they want me to do all this b.s. anyway its unimportant. blah. somebody tell me something good.

My Heart, My Soul
You have my heart you have my soul... you have my life, you make me whole... without you here i couldn't be who i am... without you here i wouldn't be able to last another day... you came into my life and turned my world upside down... you picked me up when i was down, you turned my frown upside down... i love you so much it's very plain to see that in this life i know you were made for me... the angles have sent you to me from up above, they have given me happiness by sending you... you're all i need in life to get by... you're all i need to survive... please understand that you have my heart... please understand that we can never be apart... you're the glue that holds me together, and without you i will fall to pieces... you have my heart, you have my soul, i beg of you to never leave me out in the cold

My True Angel
As A young man, I thought I knew love, It was not a gift sent from above. But rather a thing which with time would grow Like a small stream that gently would flow. So I planted a seed and nurtured it well Then into a trap is where I soon fell I thought I could save a thing which was lost, I gave all of my heart at a great cost. I thought I could soften a heart of pure stone By giving many things worth money alone. This heart just got colder and took all that I had. She did all she could to make me go mad This woman was cruel beyond my belief She sought to get ritches by ending my life. But God heard my pleading for life I did cherish And used his great power so I would not perish My money and riches were all lost with great pain But a very true wealth was soon to be gained. In spite of all tries, I still had my life Time was all I had lost, not a true wife. I then found an Angel God sent from above A woman who showed me the meaning of Love True love is a gift, whi

I Hold Your Heart
I dream of the day when finally I see you, The sun so bright and the sky so blue, Thinking of our first hug and passionate kiss, The world ever so perfect, nothing amiss. I hold your heart in the palms of my hands, Handling it with care as we walk through the sand, Holding it gently for the one I adore, Knowing you've never given your heart like this before I hold your heart gently in both of my palms, Protecting and caring every second of the day, Loving you deeply with nary a qualm, Knowing you've never been loved this way. I handle you heart ever so gently, Taking care not batter or bruise, Caring and loving with deep intensity, Promising never to lose or abuse. I cherish your heart from deep within me, As we walk hand and hand by the deep blue sea, Our lips touching softly and tenderly, Knowing our love will always be.

All The Little Things
It's all the little things you say and all the little things you do, it is everything you are that makes me love you. It's the way we make each other laugh, it's the love making we share, it's the bond of two so true, how deep we understand and care. It's the way we lift each other up as if soaring on angel wings as we revel in the rhapsody of all the little things. It's all the little things that we have found in one another that takes us some place beyond being best friends and lovers. And though sometimes we despair and suffer, those down times verging on defeat, but ultimately this love sees us through for in each other we are complete. We take each other to heaven the music of our love song sings, contentment in all we have, in all the little things. All we believe, all we know all our hopes and dreams that grew, things once lost but finally found inside me, inside you. Our hearts soar beyond our souls filled with ecstasy with a love so

My Superhero Name Is....
Your Superhero Profile Your Superhero Name is The Professor Hillbilly Your Superpower is Solar Your Weakness is Salt Your Weapon is Your Dark Blade Your Mode of Transportation is Phone Booth What's your Superhero Name?

Pentagon Unveils Latest Nonlethal Weapons
Pentagon unveils latest nonlethal weapons No international rules govern the use of electromagnetic weapons like the Silent Guardian. A bacterial cocktail that transforms jet fuel into useless jelly. A chemical spray that turns enemy soldiers into homosexuals. A ray gun that shoots invisible beams of heat, dispersing crowds in a few seconds. Science fiction? Not entirely. All three are concepts for so-called nonlethal weapons considered by the U.S. Defense Department. For years, the Pentagon has spent millions of dollars to develop a new generation of weapons it calls nonlethal or less lethal, to reduce casualties in war. The bacterial cocktail and since-derided “gay spray” remained on the drawing boards. But the ray gun was actually developed and this month, the Pentagon demonstrated it to journalists in the United States. Its name is Silent Guardian.”Developed by the Raytheon Corporation, the “gun” looks like a satellite dish. Burning Sensation It can be mo

What I Love About You
I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and brown. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say " I love you," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

Falling In Love
I'm much more free thinking in my opinions, especially now that I've gotten older. I used to think that true love isn't true love unless it's monogomous; which really is just our Puritanical ancestors thoughts. My thoughts are sex and love are two different things. If I love somebody and I only want to have sex with that person for the rest of my life, then great. But if I love someone and am still feeling the urge to sleep with other people, (not like I go out for a new guy every weekend or anything lol) that doesn't mean I love that person any less. Sex isn't always about love for me. The Bible teaches that it's only between a man and a woman, but I know Christians that don't even believe that. I have loved and lost many times. The men that I truly love and will always love are people that I've never really dated. In my expiriences, I've simply given up on that stupid "there's only one perfect person out there for you" retoric. This isn't a perfect world, therefore,

My Love For You
Your radiant smile fills my mind, your eyes pierce to my soul. Your closeness holds me in a bind, my blood burns hot as coal. Every night you raid my dreams, everyday you fill my thoughts. When your away my heart screams, and my stomach clenches in knots. Because of you I get through the day, you give meaning to my life. There are no expressive enough words to say, you bring ease to my strife. My love for you is pure and true, your happiness my deepest desire. I'll try to make everyday exciting and new, so our hearts never loose their fire.

Heart In Heart
Walking down the road straight through the park, we walk hand in hand, we walk heart in heart. Love's sweet embrace twisting around our figures, gently caressing our soft warm features. The summer breeze blowing through your hair, I can't seem to take my eyes away from your sweet stare. Your lips seemed to talk, your eyes seemed to smile, emerald green so bright it took away my sight. You never regretted a missed opportunity, you never seemed to cry when deemed unnecessary. You understood me like none that had before, you always seemed to listen, when I never spoke a word. Your uplifting attitude, was almost like an ecstasy, you never had been sad whenever you were next to me. The birds seemed to sing as they soared above our heads, and the trees seemed to whisper, forever you'll be together. Walking down the road straight through the park, we walk hand

Hold Me In The Rain
On earth, As it is in heaven I feel the sweet taste of sin We live in pain Forgive us lord Hold me in the rain Blue eyes open wide Hide that golden smile Engage your ruby red umbrella Then walk between precocious raindrops Anoint thy face with holy sunshine Please hold me in the rain

Flying Away With You
Sitting here with no one except you i find myself flying without wings in somewhere between heaven and earth only for what i feel with you the fantasy of this love fulfill me how can my heart love you like that in such away making my heart so strong i can feel the warmth of your hands around me i feel the safe and peace when you hold me like i have ever been safe before i love you with all my senses the way you touch me make me warm like fire the way you look at me make me melt like ice the smell coming from you drive me crazy i wanna fly with you away i wanna be always with you only you forever more

An Indescribable Beauty
An indescribable beauty carried through to your soul, My heart beats for you; your love makes it whole In sickness and health, I will always be there, I will support you and listen when you are in despair. I will love you always, whatever happens to me, I will make you believe you are the only woman I see. When you cry I will sit and hold you all night long, In my arms you can stay; it is where you belong. When you walk in the room, it stops, still, for you, Such intelligence and beauty in all that you do. Lay with me as I listen, to our hearts softly beat, You are my Fu-wife, and you make me complete.

Well..um
Have you ever admired someone so much that you see things in them, that you need to work on and change within yourself? Strange things happen as you dissect your honest and raw feelings and attraction to someone. Denying yourself answers to your most probing and personal questions just doesn't serve you. I have started to understand myself, happy about it but scared still where these realizations will lead me. The importance of friendship is now becoming clear to me as a necessity, especially in seeing the beauty and strength in the people I chose to surround myself with. Admiring the whole person, good, bad, funny, sad, insecure, and much entitled confidence feels great. Unless you don't have the courage in yourself to tell them. Where do you find your courage? (Just something I have been thinking about for a while now.)~lsj

Bft, One Step Towards Being Independent!
The rollercoaster of life has become less bumpy. I just received a call that orientation for my part-time job is Friday, October 5. They will schedule me as much as possible while I am not working full-time! After not working for 8 weeks, that is awesome news. Not just for the financial aspect, but getting out of the house and contributing to my life. Now I have to find a full-time job that shows me the money! LOL Keep me in your thoughts and send some luv. PS I love alcohol, Hershey kisses, and hugs. MMMMMUAH!

Wet
Wet Languidly parting the moist curtain. he slides into the smooth vessel. the color of fire pink velvet. his large hands securely wielding the creamy white handles, firmly manipulating them until just a trickle of foamy liquid flows forth. She faces him, their eyes, reflecting pools of love, lock on each other. embracing, both, with body and soul, they melt together in the steamy atmosphere. memories flood as her neck arches and wet kisses cover her throat. teasing one another in the aquamarine Caribbean ocean. causing rough ripples to fan out across the water of a swimming pool as they played. discovering new things as a soft summer rain, like the sound of a tinkling xylophone, soaked them. Aromas of citrus, colognes and faintly, the sea drift and swirl around them. skin drenched, rivulets of salty sweat stream between them. sauna heat builds as temperatures rise. flesh moves with synchronized, frantic fluidity. a torrential river violently rushes into a

Hahaha
.. I would do this...LOL Body: One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife "Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in Slim Fast. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!! His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply could not let such a comment go unrewarded. The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. "What the Hell is this??" he said to himself as a little "dust" cloud appeared when he shook them out. He hollered to his wife, "Why did you put talcum powder in my underwear? She replied with a snicker..."It's not talcum powder...It's 'Miracle Grow'."

Vrienden (dutch Poem)
Vrienden Vrienden zijn er om je te steunen Om jou te troosten en tegen ze aan te leunen Vrienden zijn er om jou te helpen Die jou pijn voor even doet verhelpen Vrienden zijn er om jou blij te maken Om jou kwaadheid weg te kraken Vrienden zijn er om jou lief te hebben En ze zullen alles voor jou overhebben Vrienden zijn er om jou niet te bedriegen Vrienden zullen ook nooit tegen jou liegen Vrienden zijn er om jou tips te geven En zij zullen jou alles wat je gedaan heb vergeven Ware vrienden leer je kennen met de tijd Want ook al doe je iets verkeerd ze willen je niet kwijt 4 my friend Paulien. a very sweet and caring girl.

Organized Religion
*warning* some views posted to this blog may be offensive. but their mine, so if you don't like it, eat me. what i'm about to express is not a new revelation; it's something i've felt for a while. organized religion is bullshit 90% of the time blasphemy, you say? hardly. i love God and Jesus. i believe the Christian bible. but i also live in these modern times and you have to incorporate new ideas into the time tested ones to survive in this world. there is just no getting around it. so while i do believe the bible, i have my own take on in it accordance to the way the world is and logical reason. curious about my views on something? just ask. to me, that's the way it has to be anyway. not designing my own faith, persay, just making a working model of life that is faithful and functional. that said, i will begin to defend my statement by describing the part that is not BS. helping people, sharing a good word. belonging to a close group of individuals that believe the same thin

Cocksucker
->skip102: See, I knew you liked things shoved up your ass fag wad skip102: to late i already am...an your invited! ->skip102: ohh okay then, why don't you take it, shove it up your ass and have a poo party in your underpants skip102: its my shout box now cunt licker skip102: no skip102: well poo on you

Editor's Pick! (on Moli)
OMG!! As you know, I have been creating some profiles on another site called MOLI during the last few days, well today I just discovered that my site has become the EDITOR'S PICK as well.... Whoooo Hoooooo!!!! :D If you want to check out my site, go to CREATIVE QUEST. You will see several of my photo projects displayed on there.... The site is full of business and individual profiles, as well showcasing many creative talents. Enjoy....

Interstate Karma
As I was driving north on I-65 to Nashville today, I watched an idiot cut in front of me, weave between two large trucks, and finally get on the right-side median to pass another truck. Compared to my speed, he was driving close to 100 mph. I looked at my wife and said, "See, we travel the speed limit because we respect the law, but if we drove like that moron, we'd get caught. How come I never see idiots like that get pulled over?" About 15 minutes later, we saw the moron again. He was on the side of the road, trying to repair a blown-out tire. My wife and I pointed and laughed at him as we drove by. All I wanted was for the guy to get a ticket, but the Universe had a much better plan in store for him.

So. Cal Decompression/ Fuego De Los Muertos
It is that time of year again folks. For those of you that didn't get to join me at burningman this year have a chance to join the regional event happening Oct 19-21, 2007. This event will only cost $35 and is near the Pechanga Resort and Casino. Hit me up for details or visit one of the two sites listed below... Here is a couple things you need to know about this event... 1. It is hotter than hell during the day but ice cold at night. 2. Leave no trace. What this means is no trash is left behind even cigarette butts. 3. This is self reliance, there are not toilets or showers. 4. Respect, respect, respect!!!! There will be lots of public nudity so please be respectful and ask before taking ANY pictures. http://decom.alchemyunlimited.com/ http://www.thephotographymachine.com/thevillage.htm

Dr. Oz On Oprah
Dr. Oz was on Oprah today answering the questions of a group of men whose wives were in a separate room with Oprah. It was pretty interesting. Ha, men will be happy with some of the answers he gave to questions that were asked. One of the things he said was that in order to stay/be healthy, men should have sex at least 4 times a week. (Um, I know this was a group of men...but what about women? I'd be interested to see what he says about that.) But Dr. Oz IS a man, so I wonder if it was a biased opinion. :-p

The Man Test
1. If you are over forty, and you have a washboard stomach, you are gay. It means you haven't sucked back enough beer with the boys and have spent the rest of your free time doing sit-ups, aerobics, and doing the Oprah diet. 2. If you have a cat, you are a Flaaaaming homo. A cat is like a dog, but gay-- it grooms itself constantly but never scratches itself, has a delicate touch except when it uses its nails, and whines to be fed And just think about how you call a dog... "Killer, come here! I said get your ass over here, Killer!" Now think about how you call a cat. "Bun-bun, come to daddy, snookums!" Jeeezus, you're fit to be framed, you're so gay. 3. If you suck on lollipops, Ring-Pops, baby pacifiers, or any such nonsense, rest assured, you are a Gaylord. A straight man only sucks on BBQ ribs, crab claws, raw oysters, crawfish guts, pickled pigs feet, or tits. Anything else and you are in training and undeniably a fag. 4. If you

Cease And Desist
Dear Friends and Online Community, It has come to my attention that you have participated in acts in an attempt to "bring sexy back." To date, substantial prrof has not been provided that the "sexy" in questions was at any time in your possession. Allegations claiming that "them other boys don't know how to act" are entirely unsupported and irrelevant. As you neither asked for nor recieved permission to use the Work as the basis for "operation: sexyback," nor to make or distribute copies, including electronic copies, of same, I believe you have willfully infringed my rights under 17 U.S.C Section 101 et seq. and could be liable for statutory damages as high as $150,000 as set forth in Section 504(c)(2) therein. If you are able to prove the "sexy" in question did indeed belong to you, all charges will be dropped. In the event evidence is not provided, I demand that you immediately cease the use and distribution of all infringing works derived from your attempt to "bring sexy

Completion
I know this is out of order, but I finally completed my first playlist after thought, trial and error, and some tracks that dissappear on you every now and then. It's hard for me to imagine picking out 75 favorite songs in several categories. I do enjoy the fact that some are covers or remixes. I have done a bit of mixing in my time, and have alot of respect for the artists. To me it is a bit of fun, but no less creative than making artworks of photos with photoshop. I might actually start soon again. Once figure out my software. It takes alot for me to be satisfied with something I create. I either keep fucking with it until it is overdone, or I leave it unfinished from fear of overdoing it. But here it is. My own blend of music. I'll continue to post blogs for each track as I come across them. Though they will be wildly out of order due to the fact that I alphabetized the tracks so myself and others can find what they want. Later Days

Love Flowers
Love Flowers Most flowers usually indicate the senders feelings They often tell of the passion in ther heart, There are flowers that are given the you first meet that special one And there are those that go when we promise not to part. Some are for holidays, and some are for seasons Some are for lovers and some for a friend, Some are for nothing and some are for reasons Some are for memories and some are for the end. I've given and gotten some beautiful blooms The aroma has filled many rooms, But to me the saddest flower to view Is the blossom that tells me, "Adieu."

Missing You 2
My heart aches within from missing you, My lips long for the feel of kissing you, Right now all I need is to gently touch your skin, To look into your eyes and see deep within, Just one warm embrace, Just to look upon your face, Just one little touch, From the one I love so much, If I could gaze upon your smile, For just a little while, To know that you miss me too, As I'm thinking of you, To hear the sound of you breathe, Knowing you'll never leave, To see you walk up to me, Then embrace you tenderly, To just be with the one who's sent my heart reeling, And brought about this downpour of emotion and feeling, I sit here alone in my office tonight, And pray that somehow this all turns out right, I've never been one to do more taking than giving, I'm not well off but I work hard for a living, I've told you many thoughts that weren't borrowed or bought, And in lifetime, who would have thought, That I have found someone who was just meant for me, I can't explain th

Ready Or Not - Fugees
Other than artists like Young MC, LL Cool J, and the Imfamous Run DMC, I have always been limited in my rap tastes. What can I say? I'm a country white boy. I got into Fugees, because of No Woman No Cry, the Bob Marley cover. I remember this track though. I had seen the movie Sleepwalkers. The ending theme by Enya flipped me out. It was almost scary. Here they are using that same theme as the background to the song. I love it!

Eva Longoria Sex Tape?
According to The Sun, EVA LONGORIA is reportedly the latest celebrity to have a sex tape circulating the Internet. Rumours have been rife on the web that the saucy video exists and contains intimate scenes featuring the Desperate Housewives beauty and her NBA star hubby TONY PARKER. If the tape is genuine, it is tipped to become the biggest sex tape unearthed since PARIS HILTON'S One Night In Paris. Latest reports from the States suggest the video HAS made its way online, but only on paid for sites. Longoria now joins the ranks of the MEG WHITE of THE WHITE STRIPES, whose alleged performance in a homemade sex video made headlines last week. Last year Longoria was rumoured to have featured in a sex tape which also made it online, but it was found out to be fake. Just in case you thought these ladies weren't in good company, let's recap all of the famous people who have been seen screwing on video in recent years: Shakira Sex Tape - One things for sure, those hips don't li

Way To Much Fun Or Maybe Not!!!!!!!!!!!
So went out Friday night had an ok time. Now Saturday night went out with Susan and Michael good grief someone should have stopped us. She had 8 shots of Gold and was ready to go home but prior to that we fell down a couple of times showed more than we probably should have and probably bugged way to many people. While Michael was taking her home I had my 9th shot and I lasted until 2:30 before I was ready to go home and pass out. Guess couple people came over I dunno I was passed out. The best part I woke up with no hangover again!!!!!!!! Go me I love that. Sunday we had a few people over and bbq. I didn't drink but we had a fun. Now onward until next Saturday Susan and I have plans to go see Steph at her new job then meet up with everyone that has to work at Harmony. Should be fun!!!!!!!! And there is no way I am even taking one shot next weekend I gotta take care of myself!

I Did This B-day Love Horoscope Thing..here It Is
Your Birthdate: May 17 You love being in love... so much so that it's very hard for you to be single. Unfortunately, it's difficult for you to stay in love over time. Too many people intrigue you! Only your true love will be able to keep you interested over time. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4 You are most compatible with people born on the 8th, 17th, and 26th of the month.

Velvet Alley - Strung Out (my Ultimate Love Song)
you can't make me see what you think i should know you dont understand where im coming from we're passing through worlds no perception in time im not the same as when i began show me dont tell me whats going on inside your little world you should have never landed on the moon you heard we never reached the sky then shed some light i'll lend a patient ear dont let me down i gotta know if something good could grow out on this rock save me one more and i'll be free from the i think it ought to be babell on could i be wrong a silhouette of you and me just negetive space and time just reference to a simpler history i'd sacrifice a million nights for a moments peace with you reflections to dissect reality it's all in what we hold as being real when the symbol kills the substance then we've lost save me one more time and i'll be free from the alleyways of my heart (you can't make me see what you think i should know) im going nowhere im going nowhere insid

Lewis Carroll
I recently finished Lewis Carroll's Alice in Wonderland, and I'm currently wrapping up Through the Looking Glass and What Alice Found There. I thoroughly enjoy Carroll's creative word play and use of poetry and riddles in his writing, but I have come to a conclusion regarding his apparent muse: acid. Mr. Carroll was seriously fucked up and it shows like a zit on the Prom Queens forehead during pictures. If you have a little time and wish to forever ponder the fundamental characteristics lost in the transition between child and adulthood, read Carroll. Cory

Blackened Chicken
Blackened Chicken Recipe By : Serving Size : 8 Preparation Time :0:00 Categories : Cajun Main Dish Poultry Amount Measure Ingredient -- Preparation Method -------- ------------ -------------------------------- 8 each chicken breast halves without skin -----SEASONING MIX----- 2 tablespoons Salt 1 1/2 teaspoons Garlic powder 1 1/2 teaspoons Black pepper 1 teaspoon White pepper 1 teaspoon Onion powder 1 teaspoon Ground cumin 1/2 teaspoon cayenne pepper 1/2 teaspoon paprika -----OTHER INGREDIENTS----- 3/4 pound unsalted butter -- melted NOTE: Recipe calls for 16 (3-ounce) skinless boned chicken breasts, about 1/2 to 3/4 inch thick, or 8 (10-ounce) bone-in leg-thigh pieces, or a combination of these. Skin the leg-thigh pieces, then bo

Hot Chicken Wings
Hot Chicken Wings Recipe By : Serving Size : 6 Preparation Time :0:00 Categories : Cajun Appetizers Poultry Amount Measure Ingredient -- Preparation Method -------- ------------ -------------------------------- 2 1/2 pounds Chicken wings Oil for frying (optional) 6 ounces Hot sauce or Tabasco 1/2 cup Melted butter Cut the chicken wings in two at the joints. In a large frying pan or skillet; heat to 360F enough oil (or shortening) to cover the chicken wings. Add the wings and fry until crisp, about 12-15 minutes. To bake, preheat the oven to 450F. Spread the chicken wings out on a baking sheet in one layer and bake 45 minutes. To make the sauce, combine the Hot Sauce or Tabasco and melted butter and blend thoroughly. As soon as the chicken wings are cooked, douse with the sauce, and serve immediately. Serves 2-6 Nathalie Dup

10 Minutes
-JUST GIVE ME 10 MINUTES -I JUST NEED 10 MINUTES ALONE -TO NOT DEAL WITH A THING -AND NOT ANSWER MY PHONE -JUST TO IG. MY TWO WAY -IG. THIS SHIT IN THE STREETS -JUST LET ME SMOKE THIS ONE CIG. IN PEACE -GIVE ME 10 MINUTES -WITHOUT YALL COMMING AT ME WITH THAT BULL -SOMETIMES IT'S ALL IT TAKES TO RUIN MY LAST PULL -JUST LET ME SMOKE THIS ONE CIG IN PEACE PLEASE -SOMEDAYS I DON'T WANNA BE BOTHERED -SOME DAYS I JUST MISS MY FATHER -SOMEDAYS I WANNA RELAPS ON REDLINE -CUZ HE'LL BE GONE FOR 26 MONTHS FED TIME -I TRY TO MAINTAIN THROUGH ALL THIS -SOMEDAYS I DON'T WANT TO BE SEEN -SOMEDAYS I DON'T SHOWER I DON'T WAN TO BE CLEAN -BUT LOOK SOMETIMES THE TRUTH CAN HURT YOU -SO I BLOW MY CIG SMOKE RIGHT AT THE TRUTH COMMERICALS -SOME DAYS I DON'T WANT TO BE BOTHERED -SOME DAYS I JUST MISS MY FATHER -HE'S STUCK IN THE SYSTEM -TREATED LIKE A DUDE THATS HEARTLESS -AND EVEN IF BY A MIRICAL HE MAKES IT HALFWAY OUT -IT WONT BE A PAROLE YALL IT'LL BE THE HALFWAY HOUSE -CUZ

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1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll o

Crab Cocktail
Title: Crab Cocktail Categories: Creole, Appetizers Yield: 8 servings 2 c Canned crabmeat,picked over 1 tb Seasoned mayonnaise 2 Juice of limes Salt to taste Coarsely ground black pepper 1 ts Fresh tarragon leaves,choped 1 ts Parsley 1. Mix crabmeat with just enough mayonaisse to moisten. 2. Add lime juice, salt and a generous grinding of pepper; mix well. 3. Spoon crabmeat mixture into small glass cups set in crushed ice. 4. Sprinkle chopped tarragon over each cocktail and serve.

Twelfth Quiz
Your Flirt Quotient You are 73% Flirt Are You a Flirtatious Woman? Is a little embarrassing to be told that you're flirting with your father-in-law...by your husband...and not realize that you were doing it in the first place. -_-; Uh...oops? @.@

Beauty Poetry
Unseen Beauty Where does the true beauty lie? Within the heart, not the eye The eye deceives and the eye is blind It is the soul where answers you will find Not to search beyond the skin; a disgrace The beauty within, not upon a face But what is beauty? It is falsely termed Beauty is not born, Beauty it is earned Carry the true beauty within your heart Never from your lips let anger depart Within people you trust, always confide And always search for the beauty, that lies inside Beauty~A quality that gives pleasure to the mind through vision and is associated with an object's harmony of form or color, originality, and artistry There is no one in This whole wide world Exactly like me. I am me and You are you Were special. Don't you see?

Apology Canyon
Sabino Canyon & Snyder Rd. Tucson Arizona. From the million dollar views 50,000 to 150,000 dollar cars this canyon has the saddest tale of its ghostly curse. One of the worst spots for traffic in Arizona a tow truck collided with a drunk driver so hard it flipped into the head of the next driver in the next car instantley killing her and leaving her baby (18 months old klinging to life.) Worst yet this horror story happened on the mourning of halloween. Perhaps the mother searches for her baby in a wreck but nightly there are reports at PCSD about a woman wondering the canyon and vanishing. Photo's of the spot where the accident occured always show ecto. Making it a very plaussible haunting of one of America's roadways. There for Apology Canyon may harbor you vision of this mothers strife for her baby!!!

Still I Rise
Still I Rise You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise. Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room. Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides, Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise. Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops. Weakened by my soulful cries. Does my haughtiness offend you? Don't you take it awful hard 'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines Diggin' in my own back yard. You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still, like air, I'll rise. Does my sexiness upset you? Does it come as a surprise That I dance like I've got diamonds At the meeting of my thighs? Out of the huts of history's shame I rise Up from a p

Lost Behind A Palm Tree
I was just watching “Flags of Our Fathers” and it bought back memories of my friend Jink who died a few years ago and was listed as MIA after that battle. After I graduated high school I took a job working at a saw mill, owned by Jink and Marry, the foster parents of my fiancé. It was meant to be something to do me until I found a better job and lasted almost 9 years during which time I finished college. Jink was one of the most incredible people I have ever met. He had to leave school in 8th grade to support himself after his mother died and his father set him and his brother out on their own. He gave John the chickens and Jink the horse. Jink was mad at first because John sold the eggs and made money every day, but he was one smart guy. He started timbering and made very good money for those days and by the time I worked for him he had a lumber empire. I could go on and one for days writing about him and in fact his wife Mary has a book published called “Jimmy Lee” about his yout

Silence!
Watching at the full moon in this beautiful night I saw realities that was trying to catch me since a long time ago, but I didn't pay attention to their existence inside my soul!. Smoking a cigarette I realized how the moon could close my vision just to make me see my soul through her face!, I saw the face of an empty mime crying his tragedy. The world is my stage and I'm that mime that try to learn his routine day by day!. After that I took a shower that never felt, because my body was in the shower but my soul remained in the balcony of my house talking with my moon. This is a proof of my mime act, when my soul returned to my body the Moon made me listen carefully...... ......Listening to the silence in my head, I realized the emptiness that exists in our lives. That rhythmical silence that involve our conscious and makes us walk without know where we are going and talk without know what we are saying!. ......The magical silence!!...... Because when the silence makes love t

Ty Christin
i LIKE TO THANK CHRISTIN THAT IS ON MY FRIENDS LIST FOR BEING A FRIEND WE HAV GREAT TALKS CLEAN CHATS WE BOTH ARE RELAXED WHEN WE TALK I THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR BEING THERE KEEP SMILLING YOU ARE A HOT 1 DONT LET THEM FOOL YOU U DESERVE TO BE TREATED WITH RESPECT. LOTS OF HUGGS AND KISSES FROM ME TO YOU MUAHHHHHHHHHHH FREDDY@>--------------

The Metal Guru's 2nd Cd Recogmendation
today cd recogmendation would be DETHKLOK The Deth album!..ya i know its from a cartoon band but dam this is a pritty killer album! also thanks to my friend Damien of blood obsession for sending me it lol....deffnatlly worth gettin! some brutal deathmetal for ya! fans of the show Metalacolypse will love it!

Who They Are... They Are Proud Volunteers
Who are Volunteer Firefighters? They are your neighbor, the " guy/girl next door " They are husband, father or son, wife, mother or daughter They are the laborer, the store owner, the corporate executive, They are the jogger, sportsfan, hobbyist or handyman.... They are just like everyone else, save for one quality... They are one in one thousand who will risk their life to save yours; You'll see them waiting for the train and at the little league game, You'll see them in every house of worship, You'll see them in town, proudly wearing the emblem which shows they are a member of a fraternity dedicated to preserving life, Their car is the one backed into the driveway with the red light on the dashboard, Their keys hang by the door and a pair of boots stand at their bed, They take their pager everywhere for fear they will be missed when they are needed; They won't complain much about life, they've seen too much suffering for that, They'll tell you the funny side and avoid the stories of

Ok Haven't Been On Lately
well ok yeah. haven't been on much cause i haven't had internet. but not too much has been going on just hanging out with my baby girl. i have also been thru 2 jobs. mcdonalds and i worked at a strip club. mitch gave me the ok and i went for it. don't know y but i did. but i guess the big thing was i couldn't handle rubbing my tits all over some other guys crotch. sorry guys the only guy going to see my tits again are my husband. lol. but the presure is off and to top it off it made me feel better about myself. ive always had insecurities about my body but now i don't feel it as bad. but anyway its been like an hour since ive smoked, angelique is asleep and i need nicotine. ill ttyl

To Be Loved
Beautiful to the eyes, To the touch of the spirits gaze. Your frame melts my heart. Your voice melts my soul. The sight of you causes a flush, A desire to the core. I sense you near, I see you here. I want you there I sleep next you And it is not close enough In my dreams i feel your touch I see you daily, all day long still not enough Be mine, Be yours Be all things near you is what i want to be To be touched to held Would be Heaven To be your world To be loved, By you To be Desired, By you Bliss of Ecstasy A whisper in your, To let you know A whisper in your heart, To let me in. Listen for it, its there See me, Just see Look up, here I am. Look next you There I will be. Let me in to your desires Let me make you come true Make me true, Make me come true for you Let me love you

Karaoke At Roericks In Tustin California
Karaoke @ Rodericks Resturant Hump Day Karaoke... Join me Cowboy Dan for Our Return TO The OC KARAOKE Hump Day @ Rodericks Resturant. So please drop by for tons of fun and karaoke. 10/3/2007 Karaoke Night @ Rodericks. Rodericks is The only 3 floor resturant and BAR offering Karaoke, Live Bands, Comedy, and Live DJ's. With Affordable Drinks and Food. This Karaoke show will be rock'n KARAOKE hosted by "Cowboy" Dan a REDNECK SING-A-LONG DJ. Come out to the city of Tustin California. IF you have the SKILLZ Come on in and take part in the fun at the party year loaded with karaoke. You'll find over 33,000 songs to choose from, and save cash with Rodericks low Food & Drink Prices. Come, drink, sing be all that you can be... at karaoke that is. We've been hosting karaoke In The OC For almost 5 Years. JUST do what YOU do best. no, not make fools of YOUR FRIENDS.... but SING karaoke... and keep the party going all nite long!!! (all nite long, all night

To Put It Simply, I Want You
I want to be your companion and walk hand in hand, your strength enveloping mine. Autumn leaves falling, scuffing feet and laughter, sharing nights, not finished by the dark. I want to be your confidant as you pen your deepest thoughts, as your heartaches bleed and finally break free. Your dreams, I keep as if my own. I want to smile as you smile and giggle with you at nothing at all. I want to be your lover and find the passions that move you to action. I want to be the softness that induces you to trust. I want to be the naughty that makes you come back for more. I want to please you. I want to share your breakfast and your dinner, I want you in the shower and in your bed and with soft steps to bring you coffee (I take mine black) Your strong arms, the legs that power your thrust, your lips of pleasure, these are the fuel of my desire no it is no secret, my love, and to put it very simply, I want you.

Look What You've Done
I put my heart out on the line for you, and you tell me you wanna think things out? We moved too fast and you need time to think now? You got me attatched to you and you don't know how much that hurts...I cry and cry and cry over you, why? You wasted my time and I wasted my love on you. I'm tired of being hurt, I'm tired of the bullshit moves you guys all make. You think thinking it out is going to make things better and you think taking a break is gonna fix it...you just made things worse, how can i trust you again? How can i put in as much love as i did the first time around? I would love for things to be the same again, but you know they won't, I can't trust that you wont hurt me again. I wanted to make this work, I wanted to talk this out, but you wouldnt even try, you jusat wanted a break. You've changed everything and you dont even realize it. You lied to my face, you told me you loved me and thatd youd never get sick of me. Thats what hurts the most. You lied to me looked me str

Intox Bully 1
DJ SOUTHERN GIRL AND DJ BIG SEXY @ INTOXICATED RADIO, WILL ROCK YOUR FOUNDATIONS AT INTOXICATED OR THE BIKER BAR OR DEVILISH DESIRES (repost of original by '~DJ BRAT~OWNER @ INTOXICATED~' on '2007-10-01 19:02:32') (repost of original by 'Dj Faith' on '2007-10-01 19:04:25') (repost of original by 'ÐJ ßIG §ÊX¥ -Intoxicated Radio - DJ Southern Girl's FUBAR fiancee/ personal cooler' on '2007-10-22 22:11:00') (repost of original by 'INTOXICATED_RADIO' on '2007-10-23 22:50:36')

Lost
lost in my mind thinking of you lost in my memories of you lost in the pain of hurting you lost in the hope of you loveing me lost in the fact of you not next to me lost in this world with out you lost in this day and sec lost in the past lost in the fact that you with him and not me lost in the knowing you love him more then me lost in the fact you die for him and not for me lost in just knowing this is the way its ment to be i will always love you always thinking of you Ira Lee Moore