Fubar Blog Posts 4

Is It Peace?
"And Elisha the prophet called one of the children of the prophets, and said unto him, Gird up thy loins, and take this box of oil in thine hand, and go to Ramoth-gilead:" The ninth chapter of 2 Kings opens with Elisha taking a definitive step to fulfill God's will and being quick about it. "Gird up your loins" is an older way of saying "hurry up" since the outer clothing of Israel's mid-9th century B.C. was typically a robe which when you walked would drag on the ground. If you were in a hurry you would raise the bottom of your robe around your waist to eliminate unnecessary drag. Elisha sent this messenger to Ramoth-gilead where King Joram of Israel and King Ahaziah of Judah had just fought King Hazael of Syria. Someone there was going to become the new king of Israel, and the box of oil was what the messenger would use to anoint or signify the LORD's choice of him. Why Elisha didn't do this himself (he did anoint Hazael in 2 Kings 8) may be attributed to what he knew was g

Allow Me To Reinterate....
It certainly is not my fault I know the right people to get what I want. I wanted to meet Drowning Pool and hang out with them and had the oppertunity to do so. Just because my friend and I were handed tourbus passes and hung out with Drowning Pool and Diecast until 1 or 2am does NOT mean anything happened between us. The absolute truth is, there was about 10-15 people on the tourbus and all we did was drink and listen to music. People that were also on the bus and can vouche for that would be some of the members of The Wedge staff. Just because SOMEONE got a bug up her ass because her and her friend did not seem interesting enough in conversation to be given tourbus passes does not mean she should go around telling people I slept with the band. I did not and would not sleep with anyone in ANY band and Drowning Pool knew this. It is likely even the reason they were willing to hang out with me. All they wanted was cool people that could hold an intelligent conversation, NOT groupies. I

Masturbation
I didn't start masturbating until I was 16. I had to figure it out myself. Hell, I didn't lose my virginity until I was 19! I have no idea what is the 'normal' frequency per week, but I averaged about 3 to 4 times. As I got older, the frequency declined. I now average once or twice a month. Last year, I even lasted 10 weeks - my desire had dropped to nil. And no, I haven't had a sexual partner in years.

And So
Bill (thats the guy i talked to last night) and I spent 4 hours talking with little 5 min breaks here and there for us to smoke. It was great talking to someone and not having a lag in the convo and know that his attention was focused on me.. He lives in Owensboro so thats not all that far away. Hes a welder and works evenings I believe. I will be talking to him more and getting to know him better. 4 great hours chatting and laughing together...

Omg Im Still Laffin So Very Hard Omg Lmao
my friend he is frikn hilarious omg omg u have to read this blog omg i love it http://fubar.com/blog.php?blogid=83202&pid=352439 give him some dam high rates he deserves it lmao dam im still laffin

Time To Move On
2 songs from carrie underwood that help sum up how i'm feeling about a certain person "Starts With Goodbye" I was sitting on my doorstep, I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand, But I knew I had to do it, And he wouldn't understand, So hard to see myself without him, I felt a piece of my heart break, But when you're standing at a crossroad, There's a choice you gotta make. [Chorus:] I guess it's gonna have to hurt, I guess I'm gonna have to cry, And let go of some things I've loved, To get to the other side, I guess it's gonna break me down, Like falling when you try to fly, It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life, Starts with goodbye. I know there's a blue horizon, Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me, Getting there means leaving things behind, Sometimes life's so bitter sweet. [Chorus:] I guess it's gonna have to hurt, I guess I'm gonna have to cry, And let go of some things I've loved, To get to the other side, I

How Sexy R U?
Your Vibe Is Somewhat Sexy On a good day, you're the sexiest woman in the world But on a bad day, you can't help but feel a little average Try to remember the times you've felt the sexiest... And keep that attitude even on the worst of daysWhat Kind of Sexy Girl Vibe Do You Have?

Another One :)
Followed my dreams, lead by my heart. Knew it was love, right from the start. Fast spoke words , captureing my attention! Warm hands , embraceing my heart. Yet here i sit broken hearted. With your fingerprint forever etched on my heart! 6-28-07 D.D.

Best Friends
Best Friends Some friends are forever Others are for show Some make you happy Some let you know They are there for you always And not just for fun But for caring and helping to get the job done Some friends are sweet Still others are witty Some friends strong When others are pretty Some friends are special And you are that kind The one that’s particularly quite hard to find You’re smart and silly always ready to help out Caring and thoughtful you leave little doubt That special doesn’t describe the love that you lend You’re my magnificent, meaningful, magic best friend! Love you Chelle... jskins

Just A Joke
A fireman is polishing his fire engine outside the fire station when he notices a little girl next door in a little red cart with little ladders hung on the side and a garden hose tightly coiled in the middle. The little girl is wearing a fireman's helmet and has the cart tied to a dog and a cat. The fire-fighter walks over to take a closer look: "That's a lovely fire engine", he says admiringly. "Thanks", says the little girl. The fireman looks closer and notices the little girl has tied one of the cart's strings to the dog's collar and one to the cat's testicles. "Little colleague", says the fire-fighter, "I don't want to tell you how to run your fire engine, but if you were to tie that rope around the cat's collar, I think you could probably go a lot faster." The little girl pauses for a moment, looks at the wagon, at the dog and at the cat, then shyly looks into the fireman's eyes and says: "You're probably right, but then I wouldn't have a f**king siren, would I

Unread Messages!
OK! So heres the deal i dont talk to good god more then half of you so therefor why the hell would i wanna vote for u in a contest or care about ur fuckin drama!! If u cant talk to me on my page through shout sometimes STOP sendin me shit that says ur friend thought u might like to see this... w/e BECAUSE guess what i DONT!! Anyways if u read this and get offended then that means ur the ass who sends me 30 fuckin messages a day to read somethin i could give 2 shits about! If u wanna delete me as a friend! Or hell block me i dont care! Whatever makes u happy and makes ur day run smoother feel free LMAO!! But please .. I dont wanna press the stop sendin me messages button either to u smartasses who r thinkin that right now because i wouldnt b able to get messages so yeah! OK! I'm done now! Leter Heather

First Of All Young Lady
", you must always, always address your Dominant with 'Sir'. Don't ever forget it. And you don't move without my permission. Or, you will be punished. Do you understand?" "Yes Sir," she said with her forehead on the floor. She was glad that he could not see the silly grin on her face, as she loved every minute of this. "Good, now don't forget that. And to help you remember who is the boss I will use you now my little slut cunt. She heard his zipper slide down and the rustling of his clothing. Without warning he grabbed her hips and pulled her to him. Stopping to spread her legs further apart with his feet he shoved his hard cock into her already wet cunt. He fucked her hard and fast. He jammed her over and over. She was moaning and rocking back against his hardness. He reached under her and grabbed her nipples and squeezed and twisted them until she let out a little yell. He fucked her again and again. Slamming his cock into her. Then he felt her cunt start to stiffen as if she w

This Is Kinda Cool
You are 82% Witch or Wizard! You are more white than black, seeing knowledge as something that could be dangerous in the wrong hands. You could be the protector we need.What type of Witch or Wizard are you?Create a Quiz

Even We're Apart
Even we're apart I still cared for you If you have trouble and problems I'm so concern about you I'm ready to help you but I have no power to talk to youEven we're separated I'm still observing you of what life is going on, I want to know who you really are or what lifestyle do you have Whether you are responsible or irresponsible person. Even our closeness as friends are gone I still like you and I'm proud of it Talking to you seldom and in asking your friend about you is also a part of observing you. Is that ok with you? To know you better...... when we're apart...

Cucumber Lemonade
Ingredients * 2 each English (hothouse) cucumbers * 1/2 cup fresh lemon juice * 2 1/2 cups spring or filtered water * 1 Simple Syrup or agave syrup Cooking Instructions Finely grate cucumbers into a fine-mesh sieve set over a bowl. Drain the cucumber for 1 hour and collect the juices. Press on the cucumber pulp to extract any additional juice. Add lemon juice, water and syrup, if using, to the cucumber juice. Serve chilled or over ice.

Mr. Sensitive
As I look at you I see many things. First, I see what looks back at me. I see the eyes, the color of the clear blue sea. They are big enough to get lost in. Next, I see the smile that greets me when I'm down and it is big enough to brighten up anyones day. I see a strong figure outlined with broad shoulders, that shows strength and determination. I see the hands that have virility, but also posses a sensitive touch. As I speak to you I see many things. Not only do I see your love for the Lord, but I see the great friend you are to me. I see intelligence in your advice and in your ways of friendship. When I sit next to you and listen to you speak, you send off a voice of sensitivity and understanding. As I think about you, I know many things. Your big heart and sensitive touch helps me to see what Jesus was like. Thank you for your time and love Grandpa. I look up to you in many ways. To me, you are Mr. Sensitive By: Lucky to be Irish This w

Since Someone Doesnt Believe Me
I AM SINGLE... IM NOT WITH ANYONE... I DONT WANT TO BE... THIS PERSON NEEDS TO GET THAT THRU THEIR HEAD THAT I DONT WANT A COMMITED RELATIONSHIP WITH ANYONE BECAUSE I CANT TRUST ANYONE ENOUGH TO ALLOW THEM TO GET THAT CLOSE AGAIN!!! THEY NEED TO GROW UP & REALIZE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dj M.i.a. 1
COME SEE ONE OF THE HOTTEST DJ'S ON AIR LIVE IN THE TORTURE CHAMBER! JUST CLICK THE PIC AND UR THERE TORTURE CHAMBER WHERE EVERYONE IS WELCOME STONER, FREAKS AND NERD OF ALL KINDS COME AND CHILL WITH OUR KICKS ASS STAFF AND FANS

For Dream Catcher
What you are about to read, is for a very dear person to one of my dear friends. Please copy and paste into your own blogs and bulletins. You are needed by so many You are cherished by so many You are the Light in the Darkness And the Darkness in the Light Without you this world is bleak Without you we would be amiss Without you we would give up Without you all hope is lost You bring us a new day You bring us a new hope You bring us a new Light When we need it the most Without you we would be nothing So you must realize this above all You are needed by us all For you give us our everything All my Love, Prayers and Support goes out to you Dream Catcher You need to come back to us. Your Children needs you, your Family needs you, your Friends need you. Here is a Healing Angel for you!!

Funny Stuff
I got a chuckle from this in AIM: buckeyebruk (8:03:54 PM): hell i think a woman with toys is the sexiest things, especially legos and an erector set buckeyebruk (8:03:58 PM): lol EmilyIMAX (8:04:06 PM): lol wtf buckeyebruk (8:04:17 PM): oh, wrong toys buckeyebruk (8:04:26 PM): lol buckeyebruk (8:04:50 PM): i thought you meant kids toys buckeyebruk (8:04:57 PM): just kidding

Broken Glass
I'm looking through the shards of broken glass as time goes rushing past. I know its a bad time, a bad time to lie to you. Life is a ticking clock,sometimes I am just waiting for it to stop. It feels like it has gone on forever. I long to close my eyes and shut the world out. But I'm not ready...to tune it totally out. I have walked in your foot steps, till there is nothing left to follow They say,lead by example...should I follow you down that shadowy path? Fear is the only thing holding me back. Been there done that, got sick from that. Its a bad time to lie to you, cause I cant follow you down that path. Ive tried to do that....I cant ever come back and I'm not ready to call it quits just yet. Pick the pieces up, climb out of this dark hole to face this mean old world I won't lie to you, its a bad time to lie to you. it seems like the holes gets bigger and deeper as time goes rushing past but the soul still screams a loud war cry. Its still worth the fight.

Read It!
I just want to say something... Somepeople dont know what beauty is. Ratings are nice but they dont mean alot. so What I got rated a 1 but honey let me tell ur ur not worth my time. I know where I stand and I also know Im better then a 1. Im Wiccan and proud of it and if giving a low rating makes you feel better about urself then honey do yourself a favor and get a life.

Friends
How do you really know what a friend is? Do we really need to ask who our friends are? I believe that we know within our hearts and yes even here online. A friend is Someone who cares about you, Someone who likes you just the way you are. A friend is Someone who does things with you, Someone who keeps your secrets. A friend is Someone who sometimes gets angry with you, Someone who might hurt your feelings sometimes even when they don’t mean to. A friend is Someone who comforts you when you’re sad, Someone who laughs with you when you’re happy. A friend is Someone who wants to be with you, Someone who enjoys your company. A friend is Someone you’ll remember always Even when they grow up and move away. A friend is Someone who is loyal and says good things about you, Someone who gets mad if someone else is mean to you. A friend is A link to someone’s humanity like food for the soul to share, Someone to hold onto when life’s follies bring despair.

Men Ughhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
OK I HAVE A QUESTION FOR ALL OF MY GUY FRIENDS OIUT THERE. IF YOU AND I WERE DATING AND I TOLD YOU I DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL AT THE MOMENT INOUR RELATIONSHIP WOULD YOU LET IT GO AND GIVE ME SPACE TO CHILL OUT?? OR WOULD YOU PUSH AND KEEP PUSHIN? I NEED TO KNOW IF IT IS THIS GUY ONLY OR IF IT IS ALL GUYS ALIKE AND IF THAT IS ALL GUYS I AM DONE WITH MEN. AND I WILL KEEP WITH WOMEN AND WIND UP ALONE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.

Words
Never regret a day in your life. Good days give you Happiness. Bad days give you Experiences. Both are essential to life. Keep going... Happiness keeps you Sweet, Trials keep you Strong, Sorrows keep you Human, Failures keep you Humble, Success keeps You Glowing, But Only LOVE and a Great Spirit keeps You Going

A Series Of Words
A street lamp lights the corner Of the room Right on the wall That you sit and stare upon As if it was shining on The hidden answers Only visible In the darkness Like your inside Needed to match the room For you to find Some other way A resolution to the drama That dances in your head It performs a solo rumba No one else can follow Your rhythms I guess that is just As well They can just be there To show you love and smiles Private is the word that best Defines Our self contained hell

Tangled Like Grape Vines
Tangled Like Grape Vines In the beginning it seemed so unreal--so distant But now I think about it, Intriguing my mind and fluttering my heart past the ability to comprehend or resist. I want to be with you, I want to wake each morning Tangled like grape vines. Comforted by your assurance, Seduced by the rage we hold in our hearts I want to love you. Shaving you so carefully, Mending your wounds, Caressing you at night Watching you sleep and wondering How many dawns will there be Tangled like grape vines. By: Lucky to be Irish

The Loss Of My Job
=( as some may know I loss my Job today and I got a bad infection in my gum damn what next am gonna try to be strong and keep my head up and think positive I just can't fall behind and get me into the hole!

Killeen Texas And All Surrounding Areas!!!
WE did it and are bringing Hathor's Garden a fetish/goth club to central Texas!!!! Opening next month! If you are in the area and are a female dom or would just LOVE to be a female dom( no experience needed we will train ya and it only makes it more fun if you aren't a professional:)~ )or you would love to get into promoting for it let me know I would be glad to have ya and look forward to meetin ya:) xoxo bethie

The Lady Of Mystery
The Lady of Mystery When I discovered a light of the hidden secret, Down dark deep passages of ageless years; Through the dim hallway while spiritedly I flew There stood that ghostly figure of silky white blue. Eagerly I followed back through the old days of yore Through lost eras of horror driven fears; To whence I would lose sight, but always pursued That phantomish lovely lady of pale pink blue. Turned centuries she beckoned that to her I fly, To immerse myself through the dark narrow way; To approach with thunder, this azure mystery And endlessly to see this chariot of secrets to be! By: Lucky to be Irish

Times Are Changing
Times are Changing Times are changing as the wind blows, so many changes for all the people i know. I have no idea what the futuer will bring, It might cut like a knife and it will sting. mabe it will end up as a happy ever after, where we will sit in chat , talk and have laughter. Some people don't care and there some that do, but there are some so far and so few. But rite now all I see is how every one is bitter sweet. will it last, dunno, guess i will sit back and take my seat. I am who I am, and you are who you are, it seems like we are not going very far. We use to be a very good team , now it is a mascarade of beeing seen. It hurts deep down inside, that now we have to run and hide It is now rite, no not at all, to go and run and hide behind a wall. These are my feelings I am saying to you, the time is now and the time is due. I myself have not changed one bit, just the crew but not the wit. I get sad as each day goes by, to sit here and wait and sigh

Broken
Broken Promises I guess your word really doesn't mean anything. I guess your ego isn't as tamed as you confided. I guess the love you proclaimed for me was all lies. I'd tell you that you hurt me. That you broke my already damaged heart just a bit more. I'd tell you that your lies robbed me of my trust. That you shattered the dreams I'd finally begun believing in again. I'd tell you that you are the cause of the tears on my face. That I ache to feel you hold me and dry them. But I doubt you care.

E-amil From My Tattoo Artist....
this is an email from my tattoo artist about my scaring.... To: TheyHideMyScars From: gladmark Subject: You dumb shit...... Date: Mon Sep 03, 2007 06:13 GMT You guys are too dirty and have habbits beyond not healthy. That's why your tattoos suck you dumb shit.....

I'm Single
It ended today. It was going nowhere. If you can...Chat with me on yahoo as thickncurvyspitfire on messenger. I just couldn't handle it anymore. I stil love him, but we just weren't going anywhere together. Oh, and just because i'm single doesn't mean i'm looking right now. I'm taking this pretty hard and I'm not gonna be ready for awhile...I love y'all...I've gotta give my heart some time to heal...Instant message me. Lindsey

Ex Boyfriend Problems
ok well here it is my ex is bieng a problem agian and i know that part of it is to get back with me even though i dont love him and never will. but he thinks that im a lost cause because he stills loves me and my daughter. granted that i dont have the same feeling it is ok. i have told him that i understood that because i know that he has loved me since i was 16 years old. but i really think that we are better off being friends. but he is giving me a whole lot of shit about all my faults. which i admit i have alot but not going to get into them now. i just wish that he would deal with the fact that screwed him over and quite throwing it in my face every chance he gets. well that is enough for now.

Deep Inside
from deep down you really loved them but you never told them once Regretting every move you make Waiting for your turn to take It hurts when they dissaprove All you wanna do is hold them in your arms sleep upon the clouds and look up to the stars How do you tell someone you care When there never really there You see them everyday No notice do they take Maybe you should wait Tell them on a better day The only problem is Will it be to late

Your Giggle For The Day
Two old ladies are outside their nursing home, having a drink and a smoke, when it starts to rain. One of the old ladies pulls out a condom, cuts off the end, puts it over her cigarette, and continues smoking. Maude: What in the hell is that? Mabel: A condom. This way my cigarette doesn't get wet. Maude: Where did you get it? Mabel: You can get them at any drugstore. The next day, Maude hobbles herself into the local drugstore and announces to the pharmacist that she wants a box of condoms. The pharmacist, obviously embarrassed, looks at her kind of strangely (she is after all, over 80 years of age), but very delicately asks what brand of condom she prefers. "Doesn't matter Sonny, as long as it fits on a Camel." The pharmacist fainted. Thank you ZZ:P

The Metal Guru's Movie Review (halloween)
From acclaimed musician and filmmaker Rob Zombie (The Devil's Rejects, House of 1000 Corpses) comes an entirely new take on the highly successful film and terrifying Halloween legacy that began in 1978. While revealing a new chapter in the established Michael Myers saga, the film will surprise both classic and modern horror fans with a departure from prior films in the Halloween franchise. Audiences should brace themselves for unprecendented fear as Zombie turns back time to uncover the making of a pathologically disturbed, even cursed child named Michael Myers. I must say first i usually hate remakes they usually always suck and make a mockery of the orrignal...but i really enjoyed this movie, just like i thought i would! for those that know me im a huge fan of Zombie's movies.... it was intresting to see how the legacy of Michael Myers was created starting from when he was a young boy being brought up by his mother (sharie moon zombie) and his abusive quite an asshole

Dont Belive Him
http://www.familywatchdog.us/ViewOffenderDetails.asp?oID=NC014253S3&aID=&at=1&sid=&sp=1&nm= look at the web site, hes on there for ra*e of a girl that was only 14 years old. the way i know is b/c i was with him and was having his kid while he did it. all i say is watch out for him if he comes back to rochester . he now is in nc, if u go to the web site it tells u where he live and what he did. keep a look out on this one, hes not what u think,

Animal
I quiver with desire after last night just remembering and I want the feeling more I want the animal the dominance. I crave your thrusts to be almost cruel penetrate deep the pain the ecstasy. Please me with your violence the fire will overtake as I burn for what you have make me scream for my release; don’t make love, just fuck me like you promised for tonight. Just give me your pain your hate and all you crave. Bind my hands force your body upon me wanting or not make me feel your animal inflict upon me your soul I am your sex slave give me what I’ve never known force me into submission my bed will be your throne my love my master as out bodies belong to each other only you may tame the fire then bring it to overwhelming heights as I cum for you repeatedly and my body trembles in memory this I can’t say in words I just want the animal that only you can give. Don’t make love just fuck me overpower and rape me gentle hands turned

Sex Test
You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Trip
i will be on a trip 2 n.c. i'm leavin wed till about a month latter. i drive 6hrs and the another 6hrs. its about a 12hr drive. all by myself yay me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just a note here 2 let ya all know.

9/11
9/11 Body: PLEASE forward this to everyone in your address book asking them to also forward it. Please join us on 9/11. We have one week to get the word out all across this great land we love and call the United States of America. Let's see how powerful e-mail can be! On Tuesday, September 11, 2007 everyone in the USA who will be driving a motor vehicle is asked to drive with their headlights on during daylight hours. Though no explanation is needed as to why we are commemorating September 11, we hope more importantly to pay respect to the victims of that day, show our nation's solidarity and show support for our men and women of the Armed Forces. You can help by sending this e-mail on to others!

11 Signs You're Crazy About Someone
ELEVEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. TEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. NINE: You smile when you hear their voice. EIGHT: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. SIX: They're all you think about. FIVE: You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was missing ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.

Friggen Questionare
What is your name?: Dysfunctional_Goddess to some...IDLe_ThouGHTz to others...and to my MANY wrestling fans...Harley Quinn How old are you?: 29...or so When is your Birthday?: 2-23-... What is your zodiac sign?: picses (w/e...the fishys) Where were you born?: Gulfport, Ms Where do you live now?: godforsaken OOOOOOklahoma What color eyes do you have?: blue What color hair do you have?: depends on the day you ask How tall are you?: im less than tall...=D How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies): more than 100 less than 135. =) What is your race?: 50 yard dash What is your worst fear?: filling out this damn quiz....-_- Do you smoke?: smoke what? Do you drink?: uh huh..gotta Do you cuss?: FUK NO! Do you use drugs?: Will you define drugs? Have you ever or will you ever steal?: who?...me? Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?: yes Do you play in a band or play an instrum

Death Of An Old Man
He was very old. His body didn't work right anymore, and he was always tired. One night as he slept, a soft white light filled his room. He awoke and saw the most beautiful Lady he had ever seen standing at the foot of his bed. "Who are you?" he asked. "Death," she answered quietly. "Death? I never thought Death would be so beautiful! I've always pictured you as some kind of monster." The Lady smiled. "You fear Death only because you do not remember it. Just as you fear Life, because you do not remember it. Come walk with me, and be at peace." He got out of bed and walked over to her. She took his hand, and he looked back at the bed. His body was lying there. It wasn't moving. "It's quite a shock, isn't it?" she said. "Am I ... dead?" "Completely. Come with me." They walked out of the house, hand in hand, and he noticed that their steps were falling on air, with nothing beneath them but the night. "Where are we?" he asked. "You'll see in a mome

New Pics!
Hey friends! Just wanted to let you all know i have added several new pics in the past few weeks and in the process realized i needed to move some things around. I may have been moving them around as you were rating them...so if you would be so kind as to come back and take another look...there might be a few you missed! ***I will do the same for you!!!*** ~Have a great HUMPDAY!!!!~ Yours truly, ~Dreamer~

In The Blink Of An Eye
As I walked down the street I felt something, it was as if somebody or something had touched me on my shoulders as if to guide me in some way. But as I quickly turned around there wasn't anybody there! But I could have sworn I felt something on my shoulder. I kept telling myself it was nothing, but I knew in the deepest darkest part of my mind that something had touched me on my shoulder and that something...no telling good or bad was going to happen. As I proceeded on my way, I felt something on the bottom of my feet. But, I knew it wasn't anybody and I told myself that it was only my imagination. But, was it really? The sky began to cloud over. I then I heard a whisper in my ear, I don't know what it was but it told me to get down on my knees and pray. And so that is exactly what I proceeded to do. I heard another whisper in my ear, to pray for my life because just around the corner, if I didn't watch my step death was waiting to capture me. What did thi

I Need People
im puttin together a contest i like to start monday just a small one for best grandma pic if u like to join or know some one who would get back at me and its for 5 days most comments win for a 3 day blast

Being True
I see so many people who arent being true to themselves.They act like different people depending on who they are around.Ok..your at work--u act like a employee.Your kids want u to act another way..your "other" expects u to be even another.We find ourselves "acting"in so many ways that we forget who "we" are.I think we need to take the time to find out who we are as a person and quit always tring to "make others happy."When we are true to ourselves Then we can be true to others...Just quit trying to please everyone(IT WONT HAPPEN ANYWAY)and be true to you!!!Am I wrong?

Scorpio Sept 5th
You might truly believe that your life would be easier if your emotional reactions weren't so intense, but this isn't necessarily true. The depth of your passions is one of your greatest strengths. You are, however, receiving new information from your subconscious mind now that can help to transform your perspective about current situation. Don't resist this flow of awareness, for soon you will be able to better understand the reasons for your feelings. By Rick LevineWednesday, September 5, 2007

Happy Hilary Duff
I understand why you're looking for tears in my eyes, Trust me they were there but now the well has run dry, I was in so deep, I couldn't get out I sat on feelings that I buried deep down I knew there come a day when our paths would cross And I'm glad it's today 'cause now I am strong I'm happy and I can thank myself If it were up to you I'd be in my bed crying But I'm happy, and I know that makes you sad After all the things you put me through I'm finally getting over you I'm happy I'm happy There's a reason why we met and I'm glad that we did, yeah yeah But when we broke up I got back a part of me I really missed Not saying that you brought me down all the time There were moments I lived without light on my side I'm happy and I can thank myself [Happy lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] If it were up to you I'd be in my bed crying But I'm happy and I know that makes you mad After all the things you put me through I'm finally getting over you All t

To All The Blazing Bomberz
I am sorry I am sick right now.. I will rate other peoplez pictures and stash, and do the commenting bombing.. I was about to do it yesterday found out I had this cold and it is kicking me in my ass.. I don't feel to good and I am going to get off here.. I will make up the things I have miss so forgive me.. I am trying to get better, and doing what I can.. All I am doing is checking my emails and checking up on Fubar and that is about it.. Plz I will be on do the good shit when I can.. I am sick I need to get my rest and relax.. Thank you all for who ever is reading ok.. Night all Virgo24

Contest!!!!!!!!!!!
Need Rates and Bombers!!!! CONTEST CLOSES FRIDAY SEPTEMBER 7, 2007 12 NOON EASTERN TIME GOOD LUCK AND HAPPY BOMBING The Prizes: 1st place gets 5 morphs 2nd place gets 3 morphs 3rd place gets 2 morphs All entrants get a big pimpin gift at conclusion of the contest. Comment bombing is a must. Comments are worth 1 point Rates are worth 10 points (rates are used in the event of a tie) A minimum of 1000 comments must given to receive a prize.. Here is the link:

Baby Baby Baby
Baby, baby, baby Tell me do you really love me Baby, baby, baby Will you always be there for me? I can't live without your loving Baby, can't you see Baby, baby, baby Tell me do you love me now I can't wait to see your face everyday I can't explain the way I feel When I'm around you There's a space in my heart That belongs to you only And nothing else in this world Comes close to you Do you understand what I am saying Do you understand me? Got a thing for you and I'm not playing It's something I need to know Baby, baby, baby Tell me do you really love me Baby, baby, baby Will you always be there for me? I can't live without your loving Baby, can't you see Baby, baby, baby Tell me do you love me now Tell me do you love me now I can't imagine how my life would be without you Oooop I don't know if I'd survive another day Oooop No pressure, but I'd like to keep you safely Promise me it's real And that you would never fake it Do you understand what I

Hmm, Am I A Hot Chick???
You Are Definitely a Hot Chick While your little black book isn't as thick as Paris Hilton's... You get the most dates of any girl you know It's your whole five star package that attracts men - Your looks, your charm, and your ability tie a cherry with your tongue. Are You A Hot Chick? Guess I'm a hot chick?? Though I can't tie a cherry stem with my tongue, I can put my fist in my mouth, does that count??? lol

First Cna Class
I had my first CNA class tonight! I am so excited and it seems like it will be pretty easy. I am considering taking a phlebotomy certification course next semester too. Cancun is less than a week away! So exciting!

Cat Care The Hard Way
I was shocked to see my cat start vomiting on Friday. I discovered I had lain down on top of his vomit after I had gotten back from paying a few bills and getting roach traps and an outlet strip from the local Home Depot. I had given little if any thought until I discovered Garfield was still vomiting, not holding down anything at all. Then on Sunday he was ejecting clear vomit... Labour Day. Monday. I was worried sick, not knowing what exactly to do. I started running searches on Google, AllTheWeb, and Ask.com, wondering why Garfield wasn't holding down anything. I had read in some of my searches that he might have had renal damage or intestinal problems...or maybe that I might have given him my chest cold...Either way he was not feeling well... Today I got back from the local Atwoods farm supply store after finding some electrolytes for animals. I had not given it much thought for quite a while until I had given him about two-thirds of the first batch, roughly 160cc .

My 2 Weeks Of Hell!!!!
Ok, so i tried my damdest to sponser a guy who has been an alcoholic for 15 years and needed my help. Well i have known him since May and became good friends with him and his family. Sat. a week and a half ago i went to his house to do an intervention and his parents who have bailed him out numerous times left me in charge to administer meds to detox him and to watch him. That was 3 days of HELL. He drank till he ran out of money and i as a good sponser was there to listen and watch out for him. I brought him home to take more care of him and have had this alcoholic in my house for a week and a half. I kept him sober for 5 days and then he went off the wagon and drank while my kids, 11 and 14 were with him till i got home. I came home as soon as i could and took him to the ER. He detoxed there and they let him go the next day. He went and bought more booze, i came home again to help. He left and i had to track his every move from bar to bar. He finally wound up in someone's house and m

Mike And Roy Present "the Salute The Salute Contest." 9/8 -9/15
The Salute The Salute Contest. 80% of you already have one. So make it work for you. Email us with the link to your fubar/cherrytap accepted salute you want to use for this contest. We will rip it into the contest Folder. That simple. (note you can make one that says Mike And Roy Show and we will accept those as well. (Hint) Oh add us as your friends as well please There are two prizes for this contest. A one month VIP for 1st place and a 7 day blast for 2nd. The person with the most comments at the end of the week will win folded by 2nd. In case of a tie. the person who entered 1st will win the VIP. For questions Shout us or send a message to our Fubar mail box. Photo deadline? There isnt one. If you send us a link on weds that's fine. But if Roy doesn't get it ripped into the folder until Friday that's on you. So sooner is better. Contest Starts when? Sept 7th at mid night. (that's Friday going into Sat Missouri Time) When does it end? Sept 15th at Mid night. (th

A Memorial To Troy Culler
Troy will be missed, that will not go away. But, we know where he is because his faith did not sway. Many cared and loved him as a great brother. Every one knew he couldn't be loved any more by his father and mother. Troy was a dedicated Christian, husband and father to name a few. But, amongst his busy schedule you could always find him on Sundays in a pew. There are countless big and small things he accomplished, often attaining goals and dreams he wished. He used his brain for doing the homes finances, and helped many children sometimes taking chances. He was definitely a devout Kansas City fan; whether decorating his office, or sitting at a game getting a tan. He helped kids learn how to throw, hit and catch a ball, and offered a warm hug after a bad fall. He taught his boys lessons and important things. They thought he could do everything, or maybe had hidden wings. Certainly forgotten he will not be, for he lives on in Taylor and T.C. By: Lucky t

Dj Lord Wolf Prince!!!!!!!
COME VOTE N COMMENT 4 DJ LORD HE IS IN THE MOST POPULAR GUY ON FUBAR CONTEST, COME SHOW SUM LOVE HE NEEDS AS MANY COMMENTS AS POSS CONTEST IS OPEN NOW N RUNS UNTIL THE 14TH SEPTEMBER AT 1AM EST COME SHOW WHO THE MOST POPULAR GUY ON FUBAR IS CLICK THE PIC BELOW, YA KNOW YA WANNA!!!!!

Me
She sits in a corner, her dirty blond hair shimmers with golden streaks, like rays of sunshine shining through on a cloudy day. Her legs are pulled up to her chest and her chin is resting upon her crossed arms. The light is dim and people come for a closer look. Her soft green eyes look at them with pain...a tear escapes the corner of her eye. She is so young but knows the hardships of life as well as a veteran of war. People say they feel her pain as they look at her face. Her skin is clean and tan, but her forehead is creased with deep lines due to the hours she has spent crying and suffering in the corner. Her lips are thin and they droop down on the corners. Her ears have heard more than they should have. She tells people of her pain, she describes in an unreserved manner all of the horror and yelling she has endured in her short life. Her eyes become narrow and her jaw stands stiff as her words of anguish roll off her tongue. Her narrow fingers c

Anger Is A Gift
Anger is a Gift... Crouched in an isolated corner of a never ending story, here is the one whose heart is filled with darkness...never showing her emotions. This philosophical girl pretends not to care. But, far beyond the depths of her green eyes, the pain that she suffers is evident. She says that she is a loner and doesn't need friends...but the tone of her angry voice tells a different story. Her small shriveled heart grows harder as she hurts herself by being cruel to the ones she loves. As I watch her life fall apart, I feel a sadness grow inside of me. How can someone so special be so full of hate? The only response I give is... ...Anger is a Gift! By: Lucky to be Irish

Personal Thoughts And Feelings (free Flow)
I can't tell whether my mind or heart is in control, whether or not I am full of peace or I am just worrying myself into an unconscious state of fear. I'm hurting all over inside and out. I want him to listen to me, I want her to be able to hold me and hear me, but she can't! She's not here...why can't she be here? Why wont he understand how much I am hurting inside or how much I want to be heard. No one is listening to me, no one can help me! What if they could? What if they could hear or see inside of me and see how I feel or feel what I feel?!? Would they understand the pain I am feeling and the love I'm yearning for? What would my life be like if someone...he...she...could know what I am feeling or what I am really like or, would that be ridiculous? What if I wasn't here physically and they only had memories of me...would they still care about me? Those who said they loved me, would they still mean it or was it a lie and I was caught believing it?!?

What The Hell Are You Doing To Me?
I wish you would take me to the wall when you came home from work. We wouldn't even exchange hello's because there wouldn't be enough time. Our kisses are fevered and hot as we breathe into each others souls. I wish you would hold a fistful of my hair in your hand as you tilt my head back to expose my neck that you will bite and kiss, and then I will hoist my leg around your body and invite you. I wish for the many beautiful things that will happen between that kiss against the wall and our bodies laying naked on cool white sheets together. I wish I could close my eyes while you kiss my forehead and then I would place my hand over your heart and feel it as the beat slows while we hold each other and smell the others skin...the way it smells after we have shared ourselves with each other. And I wish that as we are falling asleep in each others arms, that this wasn't a dream and that you were really real.

Geo...george...jorhayyyy.
One day a kid show up at my door... tall as me blond. Not the best looking kid but definete potential for that manly look later in life. He was my sons friend. Dated my daughter for a couple of weeks. LOL Uh yeah they held hands. Big whoop. Now the big lug is one of my best friends at 24. He has so much potential but not the smarts of an intellectual. But he has the ability to calm me unlike no other son has. He has endured years of teasing because of his height and lanky walk. A lil hunched over, he never grew into his height. Definetly a lover and not a fighter. He has made a few mistakes in his life that I can't go into but he will be paying for them forever. All the warnings we gave him, I gave him... I think he finally got the message. Now being too late. He has spent so much time with me. Drank way to much... Way too much. Would brag about how much he could drink and then get sick. LOL I taught him to slow down so he could enjoy it and not get sick. And that i

Me
IM THE SORT OF FEMALE THAT LIKES TO BE DOING THINGS THAT YOU WOULDNT PROBABLY FIND A WOMAN DOING OR WANTING TO DO FOR EXAMPLE IM A PART TRAINED KITCHEN FITTER AND TO QUALIFY I NEED TO FIND A PLUMBER BRAVE ENOUGH TO TRUST A WOMAN WITH A BLOW TORCH AND WILLING TO TRAIN ME AS A PLUMBER AND THIS WOULD MEAN I HAVE TO FIT A COMPLETE BATHROOM SUITE IN A DAY WITH NO LEAKS. BUT MY IDEAL JOB I WOULD LOVE TO BE ABLE TO EXPAND MY BUSINESS AND BE ABLE TO HIRE SOME MORE PEOPLE AND JUST BE A GOOD BOSS.

Take Me
Here I sit with thoughts of you. Wondering just what I should do. The time is know, I wonder how you will respond, Don't tear me down. My heart is yours rip it from my chest just for you I would give my last breath. So tie me up in your thoughts,your mind, make me yours until the end of time. The passion within is dieing to come out, take away the uncertenity and the doubt. Bust through the walls that were built with time.I want you to be forever mine. What is our destiny?

His Touch
The radiant glow that eluminates her face. She spots the one who holds her fate in his hands he has not clue as to what he has. Her beauty a dull pale white face emotions so cold shes in a desolate place. His touch,his kiss, his warm tenderness, taker her to that far away place where he rescues her soul and the both grow old and there ashes blow in the wind..

Can You Hear Me When I Talk To You?
Time passes by so quickly but I guess I thought you'd be here forever I never even got a chance to say goodbye There's so many things to tell you Left unsaid until now Can you hear me when I talk to you do the words I say ever make it through Can you hear me when I talk to you Cuz Id give anything if I just knew Every night I have the same dream The one where you get to hold me we laugh and talk until the morning And then you would vanish (yeah) It always leaves me feelin helpless when I wake up and you're not there Can you hear me when I talk to you Do you know how much I'd love to be with you Can you hear me when I talk to you Cuz I'd give anything if I just knew Living in this world without you I'm constantly searching through my memories Hoping that I find some treasures that I passed over And all that I took for granted mean so much now And I wont let it go Can you hear me when I talk to you Cuz I never said some things

Friends With Benefits
Friends Wit Benefits It doesn't matter if you're married, engaged, in a relationship, single, gay or straight! A test of your bravery. It will be kept a secret!! Here's how it works: Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a msg saying "I'M YOURS" If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'D HIT IT" SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post this as "friends w/ benefits

Dreams And The Supernatural
" What is Life ? It is the flash of a firefly in the night. It is the breath of a buffalo in the winter time. It is the little shadow which runs across the grass and loses itself in the Sunset." -Crowfoot....April 1890, on his deathbed

All About Me.............
Today I am writing about myself. This for all those people who think they know me, people who would like to know me and for the ones that really do. I work for a living at a job I love. It is a very public job and I am not the most public person around. For this reason, I don't date or hang out with men from the city or county that I live in. I am a mother to 2 monsters. I have raised them alone for the last 9 yrs. I have a 14 yr old son and a 10 yr old daughter. I own my car, I own my house, I have a cat and a rat. I am not a materialistic person at all. I like to have nice things but it doesn't always work out that way, someday I hope it does and if it doesn't, no big deal to me. I laugh, I cry, I have feelings, I go that extra mile to help anyone that I can. I get mad, I say things I shouldn't and at times, I am very bold in what I say. I am told I am beautiful, I don't believe it. I goof off on this damn computer alot but I am never someone on here that I am not in person. I don't

The Hitchhilker's Guide To The Galaxy
***** Brilliant movie! This has become my all time favorite! I'm not a person who goes out and purchases a movie just for myself. But then this hit the shelves I was there! Bought it the day it was released to DVD and have watched it at least 100 times (or so it seems). This movie is based on the best selling book by Douglas Adams. The adventure begins as Arthur Dent's (Martin Freeman) home is about to be demolished to make way for a by-pass. But he soon finds he has bigger problems. You see, Earth is also about to be destroyed to make way for a new hyperspace express route through our galaxy. Just seconds before this happens Arthur is taken aboard a Vogon ship by his best friend Ford (Mos Def), who happens to be an alien posing as an out-of-work actor who travels around the galaxy as a writer for The Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy. The Vogon ship happens to also be a part of the destructor fleet about to blow up Earth! This begins an adventure that will take Arthur and his fel

Relationship
Sometimes in order to have a successful relationship you need to put out of your any lessons learned from previous relationships because if you carry a sensitivity or fear with you, you wont be acting freely and you won't let yourself be really known. Sometimes to have a successful relationship it is essential that both people be completely open and honest.

A Special Thought......
Sometimes it's not enough just to have you in my life; there are times when I need more of you than you give, more attention, more understanding, maybe even a little more of your time. Please understand. I don't want to crowd you or ask to much. I guess that I just want you to open up a little bit more....share more of your thoughts with me, your feelings and fears.

Check Out These Great Lounges!!
HEY YA'LL ,COME CHECK OUT THESE GREAT LOUNGES, JUST CLICK THE PICS TO ENTER, DON'T FORGET TO JOIN WHILE YOU'RE THERE! THANX! *HUGZ* ......JADE :D Flirts R US CHERRY SINGLE? LET'S MINGLE! DIABLO'S DEN CLUB INFUSION >

Why Me?
I am getting so aggrevated. So many childish people spreading lies. Why does God let people act the way they do? Why are there so many ignorant people in this world? Why are there so many hyprocrits that try to make you feel like a hyprocrit when you are not one? Why are so many people two faced? Why do so many people backstab good people? Why do so many people hate innocent people that did nothing wrong? I am a very sweet, nice and honest person and all I ever get is being shit on by almost everyone. Why? I try to do good for everyone and get nothing but crap back. I just don't understand it. I try to be flexible with situation and when I do I get crapped on by people and then told lies about me. When I am not flexiable I get excused of being a witch and lied about. I have no clue what I can do to stop the hyprocrital, ignorant, dishonest people. I have always been told that if someone accuses you of something that they usually are the ones doing it, but how can you pro

9/5/2007
let's NOT harass the Jendoll ok...shame on you! Anti-Depressant Leatherface AKA WOCCKA WOCCKA AKA J AKA FUCKING COWARD @ fubar came from this addy just so ya have it http://www.fubar.com/user/1140197

Understand Me........
Sometimes you are so distant with me that I can't help but wonder if I am still someone special to you. Sometimes you act as though I am intruding on your world when all I really want to have you share a part of mine. Sometimes I feel as though I have asked too many questions when all I really wanted was to understand you better!

Gloriously Difficult
Gloriously difficult Life is gloriously difficult. The universe is wonderfully complex. Every new discovery opens the door for even more discoveries. Every challenge you work through enables you to move on to even greater and more fulfilling challenges. Instead of fighting against the difficulty, celebrate it. Embrace the challenges and you'll find profound value in them. Instead of being frustrated and confused by the complexity, dive in and experience its richness. Though you'll never understand it all, you can always understand more. Circumstances change from moment to moment, and life is continually renewed. Though changes can often be painful, a life with no change at all would be unbearably empty. With its many ups and downs and twists and turns, life is happening all around you. Remember how truly fortunate you are, take it all in, and make your own special greatness. -- Ralph Marston

Grandparents And Grandchildren
She was in the bathroom, putting on her makeup, under the watchful eyes of her young granddaughter as she'd done many times before. After she applied her lipstick and started to leave, the little one said, "But Gramma, you forgot to kiss the toilet paper good-bye!" ##### My young grandson called the other day to wish me Happy Birthday. He asked me how old I was, and I told him, "62." He was quiet for a moment, and then he asked, "Did you start at 1?" ##### After putting her grandchildren to bed, a grandmother changed into old slacks and a droopy blouse and proceeded to wash her hair. As she heard the children getting more and more rambunctious, her patience grew thin. Finally, she threw a towel around her head and stormed into their room, putting them back to bed with stern warnings. As she left the room, she heard the three-year-old say with a trembling voice, "Who was THAT?" ##### A grandmother was telling her little granddaughter what her own childhood was li

Oh Grandpa!!
A grandpa walks into a grandson's apartment and sees a condom on the table. "What's this!?" demands the grandfather. "It's a condom," replies the grandson sheepishly. "What do you use it for?" asks Gramps. The grandson is surprised that his grandpa really doesn't know what a condom is, and replies, "I use it to keep my cigarettes dry when I smoke in the rain." To his surprise his grandpa says, "That's a great idea," and goes off to the drug store. He asks the pharmacist for a condom. "What size would you like?" asks the pharmacist. "Oh, big enough to fit a camel."

Friends?
I really don't understand why people come into our lives who only wish to see us hurt or just to hurt us. Sometimes I wonder about half the people I have become friends with on here. Some of them only come around when they find no one they can talk to or when they need you for something or one reason another. I am so sick and tired of being treated like crap and taken for granted. I am a good person who only looks out for the those I care about and when one is hurting and they ask for help and they need it you reach out and try to do what you can and help them out and to have them turn around and not even a thank you or anything. I am a real person behind this screen with real feelings and I am a person who is not very trusting these days because of past experiences Ive had on here and I've learned from those. And what makes me really mad is when you have a friend who you find out later has made some you out to look like an asshole and gawd knows what ever else. I am sick of this bull

The Recent Flooding In Crawford And Vernon Counties
as everyone is fully aware of the flooding in crawford and vernon county that just occured.....now a lot of people in those areas are extremely displeased (pissed off!) apparently, FEMA, red cross, salvation army and the health associations are offering to put the displaced families up in hotels for 10 days or so.....telling these families that their houses and living enviornment is unfit for children (threatening to take children away from parents) until they get the surroundings to a certain extent to where it is again safe for the children. they are offering to put these families up in a hotel, they are giving these families food, clothing, etx.....though the BAD NEWS is....... if you were not insured for flood damages, if you did not own your house (you were renting) if you have bad credit....YOUR SCREWED!!!!!!!! they wont help you with structural damages to the houses, they will NOT cover losses to property (they are classifying what is a nessessity and what is not) al

Horoscope For 9/5
Your good, social energy brings out the best in the people around you, especially family members who might be trapped in a funk. You don't need to poke or pry, but just let them know you're there for them.

Too Everyone
Good morning to all! I just wanted to say thank you all for the many many birthday wishes! I'm sorry I don't have the time to thank each and everyone of them on a one on one basis, but do know that shortly the new job and new home, kids school will all be finally in order, and hopefully I'll get the chance to once again talk to all my favorites, lots of love,Muahhhhh

Far Away Love
What’s happening to me? It’s like you got some kind of hold on me. I’m tired of dreaming. Sitting here in my room.. Thinking about one thing, You and me in the future. I’m losing my mind. This is so bad I cant sleep It’s not fair! You are so far away.. I really wanna come to see you. Maybe one day not to far away. We can turn all our dreams, in to memories. Till that day I’ll be fantasizing

Since I Met This Pretty Girl
Since I met this pretty girl my heart burns like a fire She’s the one in this wide world the only one that I admire When she starts to talk about the future I’m just smiling all around God, you know how much I love here I’m so glad it’s her I found Let her forever be mine Let her never slip away Give me your word, give me a sign that this pretty girl will always stay let me stay with her like the moon who will forever stay together with the sun Cause when I watch the sky in the afternoon I know she will always be my only one…

Getting My Life Back
Life well how do you define life. Is life when everything you want comes true? Is life dreaming about the future? I believe that life is what is happening right now. The day to day. The things you cannot control even when you try. Life is not about what will happen tomorrow life is about what is happening today. Not what might happen tomorrow but the here and now. So we finally moved into our own place and it is so peaceful to just be us again, even when we have people over its peaceful cause there is noone there to say anything about anything. Trying to figure out my life. Figure out what is important and who I am important to. My daughter is the most important thing in my life. Starting to think that I am not as important to some people as I used to be but thats ok live and let live i guess. I have so much that I want to do with my life that I can not worry about other people and how they feel about me. As for guys well you guess is as good as mine. I need someo

Marshall's Faves
Every night if I let him I would get stuck reading Toy Story. So now is the time I have to break him of taking his Fave toy to school. His most fave one is BUZZ and his fave book. Im missing Green Eggs and Ham now,lol. He is Excited about going to school.

Not This Again!
Looks like I have another rash of nonfunctioning Blackberries again this week. Going to be busy for a while ... and I don't even have a Snickers bar! Be back laters folks! I really, really hate these things!

10 Days Until Its Starts
WELCOME ALL TO THE FALL 2007 BOMBFEST Starts: Sept 15th 12pm est until Sept 30th 7pm est Rules: 1)Bombing Families can team up with other Bombing families. *But need to inform Host pls* 2)Each person in the families must have a Salute 3)Each person in the families must be a level 7 4)No Dual accounts 5)Family Home Page *If have one* must have a Sulate 6)Home page can be used to bomb, but online status must state who is currently bombing. 7)All Family Memebers must Fan & Rate & Friend the Host *Rubias* 8)NO Blasters 9)NO cheating....if you think there is cheating pls have proof before comming to me ie. screen shot. 10)NO NO Drama at all 11)Have fun!!!!!! NOW ON TO THE GOOD STUFF: PRIZES: First Place: 1 month blast or 3 month vip Second Place: 2 week blast or 2month vip Third Place: 1 week blast or 1 month vip *Winners need to inform the Host on how the prize will be used or given...so that it can be done so.* Please see me at the picture link

Go Cubs Go
Baseball season's underway Well you better get ready for a brand new day. Hey, Chicago, what do you say The Cubs are gonna win today. They're singing ... Go, Cubs, go Go, Cubs, go Hey, Chicago, what do you say The Cubs are gonna win today. Go, Cubs, go Go, Cubs, go Hey, Chicago, what do you say The Cubs are gonna win today. They got the power, they got the speed To be the best in the National League Well this is the year and Cubs are real So come on down to Wrigley Field We're singing now ... Go, Cubs, go Go, Cubs, go Hey, Chicago, what do you say The Cubs are gonna win today. Go, Cubs, go Go, Cubs, go Hey, Chicago, what do you say The Cubs are gonna win today. Baseball time is here again You can catch it all on WGN So stamp you feet and clap your hands Chicago Cubs got the greatest fans. You're singing now ... Go, Cubs, go Go, Cubs, go Hey, Chicago, what do you say The Cubs are gonna win today. Go, Cubs, go Go, Cubs, go Hey

Letters Of Death
Cut deep inside, My blood drips to the floor. The pain that I once felt I cant not feel no more. The knife that cut me, Must have set it free. For the pain that I once felt was slowly killing me. Was it something that I said to make it go away Was it the work of God, did I kneel before to pray? I look down to the floor there's a puddle instead of a drop I began to think where's it is coming from, will it stop? There must have been a murder, someone must have died. The moment I saw my mother she began to cry. I tried to comfort her placing my hand upon her head. I listened to her ask, Dear God why is my baby dead. I couldn't understand what happened, who was it that was gone? The answer to my question didn't take to long. I followed her to the bedroom, a lifeless body on the bed. As I took a glance it hit me, Oh my God I'm dead. The room started spinning, the air was almost gone. I couldn't quite remember why I did something so wrong. How could I hurt my mother with

10 Things To Do Tonight
10 - Peel your nasty socks off the wall cus you know it's funkin' up your room! And it don't look pretty! 9 - Put the good T.P. in the bathroom, in case the "good" company comes over (ya'll know you got that 1 4-pack of the good soft stuff for the just in case guests.... you of course use McD's napkins, damn they chaffe!!!) 8 - Ladies - make sure the good panties our out front of the drawers in case you have company - Men - make sure all your nasty drahhhs are hidden and add baking soda to absorb that not so fresh a$$ smell yall get after workin out.... 7 - Pull all your food to the front so it "LOOKS" like you have a full fridge. 6 - Make sure you have your condoms within reach so there are no "accidents" later on that night. 5 - Get to the Liquor store 4 - I SAID GET TO THE DAMN LIQUOR STORE! 3 - You might want to spray some good cologne in the house, or Febreeze to get that old smell outta there (for guys only) 2 - Make sure you have that really good collab

Beautiful Tragedy
low down n dirty gotta loadie kross on my arm feeling like a fallen angel is keepin me from harm i used to stay out all night drinkin with my friends now im payin for my sins trying to make amends and its a beautiful tragedy its a cryin shame when youre low down n dirty youve got no one to blame and time keeps tickin and i keep borrowin time i think ill call on that angel to see if shell be mine cuz im a beautiful tragedy a cryin shame an old cliche with no one to blame

What Kind Of Witch Am I?
What kind of witch are you? You are a Dark Witch! You are more powerful than witches of the Four Material Elements, and everyone knows it. Your powers stem from darkness and the night. Many have shunned you, and called you evil, even though you may not be. Most of the time, you try not to pick sides, only maintain the balance of nature. You love people, but refuse to show it, afraid that people will use it as a weapon against you, even if you could kill them with a thought. But you wouldn't do something like that....would you?Common Powers: Telekinesis- the ability to move objects with ones mindAstral Projection- the ability to project a copy of one's soul to another location, retaining all the sensesTelepathy- the ability to read thoughts, and plant themNight Vision-the ability to see in pitch blackness perfectly.Dark Weaving- the ability to conjure and control shadow creatures, objects, and spells that nothing can destroy or kill but the user.Take this quiz! Qui

It's All Me
well i'm 49 and single for starters. i'm learning new lessons in life after 18 yrs. of marraige! i'm liven to make me happy now. i'm a mama and a granny. the husband ran off with a coworker,the kids are grown and the grandkids still come everyday to show me love! but i'm doing all the things i always wanted to do before but put everyone ealse first! i got my first tattoes and to peircings in the last 2 months! i have a diamond lip stud and a diamond nose stud! great soulmate tatt on my back and a pink heart on my left breast with the words granny above it. i am partying and dancing my ass off as often as i can. no guy in my life as of yet, not in any hurry. i live with 3 yorkies and a cat. lookin for some friends on here. lets hookup. i love all types of music from country,old rock,hip hop,blues, old country, alittle jazz. love scarey movies,romances,comedies. love to read erotic vampire and werewolf stories. thought i've been a mom sence 16 and now its time to learn alittle about me a

My Twin Skye Is In A Contest N Is Falling Behind Plz Helppppp
PLEASE COME HELP MY TWIN OUT IN HER CONTEST... SHE NEED 25,000 PTS SKYE HAS HELPED ME IN MY CONTESTS THAT I HAVE BEEN IN N SHE IS DEDICATED. N I KNOW SHE HAS HELPED MANY OF U OUT THERE SO CAN U ALL LEND A HAND N HELP HER SHE IS 5,000 BEHIND FROM 1ST PLACE. SHES IN 2ND PLACE RIGHT NOW ...PLZ SHOW HER SOME LOVE TESS

How I Got On Here
First off, being a new member to fubar and this being my very first blog entry, I wanted to start off by saying that I absolutely LOVE to write and always have, but this is honestly the first time I have ever written a blog on a profile before. I have other profiles such as MySpace, Tagged, Yahoo 360, MSN, and I think some other ones that I can't even remember it's been so long since I visited them! I just never took the time to write down anything interesting. But then when I start writing there's usually no stopping me and I tend to ramble on and on and start writing novels at that point oblivious of paragraphing, etc. So pardon me if I use this newfound space here as a bit of a catharsis because that is exactly what it is going to be for me. A way to heal and overcome a situation that has exploded in my face. I consider myself to be a very kind and understanding and loving person, but the kind of emotional pain that I have been subjected to the past few days has practically pus

Toy Story 3
The Toy's Meet Mom's New Toy and get your head out of the gudder my toys dont look like that,lmao. Mines better ;)) you can always look under WYLDEWEAR in my Friends List he has all kinds of goodies.

My Newest Stalker?! Lol
My newest stalker?? If you are, be careful......I JUST might go "psycho bitch from hell" on yer ass, and THAT would not be pretty. Read from bottom up. ->Silver Dia...: everything you want to know about me is in my profile and my blogs. you need to post a pic of yerself. or at least send me one in a pm. wtfwasthat: dont think so i wanted to know u if possible ->Silver Dia...: do I already know you? wtfwasthat: virginia ->Silver Dia...: Steve who? from where? ->Silver Dia...: that wasn't a trick question. ->Silver Dia...: my name is Silver ->Silver Dia...: steve who? wtfwasthat: im steve wuts yer name beautiful ->Silver Dia...: ok.....ya got 2 choices.....let me know who you are.....or go away wtfwasthat: yea aint i cool ->Silver Dia...: lol yea, that I did. your arrogance is astounding! lol wtfwasthat: y ty glad u smiled ->Silver Dia...: omg well, yer a laugh riot, I'll give ya that! wtfwasthat: 1 daywouldnt want you falling to fast ->Silver Dia...: LOL oh really?

Child Killer Bastards Wants Case Thrown Out.
http://www.nydailynews.com/news/2007/09/05/2007-09-05_joel_steinberg_wants_15m_damage_award_th.html Joel Steinberg wants $15M damage award thrown out Wednesday, September 5th 2007, 4:00 AM Joel Steinberg wants court to toss $15M award to Lisa's mother. Lisa Steinberg Joel Steinberg, whose horrific murder of his daughter stunned the city 20 years ago, is still a cold-hearted monster. The disbarred-lawyer-turned-laborer wants the state's highest court to toss the $15 million in damages he has been ordered to pay for the beating death of 6-year-old Lisa in 1987. His twisted argument is that the tortured girl - whom he illegally adopted - only endured, "at most, eight hours of pain and suffering." Although Lisa was found bruised and battered, Steinberg, 66, contends he was hammered too hard in 2004, when Manhattan Supreme Court Justice Louis York ordered him to pay the money to Michele Launders, Lisa Steinberg's biological mother, who sued as executor of her

Men Vs. Vibrator
Reasons why a vibrator is better then a guy any day. 1. A vibrator never disappoints 2. A vibrator doesnt say stupid shit. 3. A vibrator always knows where to go because the woman is directing it to the proper places. 4. You can pick your own size and know what you are getting. 5. You can make it last as long as you want 6. It doesnt leave the toilet seat up 7. It never cheats on you 8. You always know where it has been 9. You can have it anytime you want 10. It never tells you no or I am too tired 11. You dont have to fake it 12. It wont lie to you just to get you in bed. That is its purpose. 13. You dont have to worry about returning the favor. Yes purely selfish on a womans part but oh well. 14. When you are done you can put it away til you have use for it again. Ok guys this is not a diss to you. Women will never choose a vibrator over a man because they need the drama a relationship brings. Lets not forget love and emotion. Unfortu

Heavens Angel
Odd, but people seem to have no idea about reality. Some on here are all obsessed with stats and ratings, and reality says. Looser! I'm a nice guy, I chat, I am interested in leveling up, but I'll never be so retarded as to demand I become your fan in order to unlock even simple pics or the ability to send a comment. Kindly grow up!

Remorse
Remorse Beside the wilted candle, a memory lies in dust. The smell of love long past, is all that's left of lust. A rumpled robe lies scattered, slippers looking for feet. A pair of scarlet panties hide beneath the seat. It felt so right last night, the music played a beat. He said "I Love you baby" and whisked me off my feet. We danced and laughed we bought another round. I looked into his eyes, I knew what I had found. My thoughts were running wild, our passion filled the air. Large hands that were so gentle, soon led to an affair. The smell of sweat and stale cologne now permeate the room. The lust that passed for passion, gone,in the morning gloom. I leave before he lifts his head, he was quite sweet to me. My conscience pricks,as I depart, am I a whore? I don't agree. I never knew his name, he didn't ask me mine. A number, faded on my hand, this passion lost in time.

Ice Is Good
I start by come up to you give you a nice kiss, then move around to your ear, then to your neck and I move around behind you as I still kissing your ear & neck. Then I start undoing your shirt and take it off of you, then I get a cube of ice and start rubbing it on the back of your neck and kissing it at the same time and move my hand down and around undo your pants and slide them down & off. When I move back up my hand slides over your pussy lips in your panties. But I keep moving back up to your bra and take it off of you and I get another cube of ice and rub it on your nipples and make them hard. And I slide my other hand down and into your panties and slide one of my fingers between your pussy lips and rubbing your clit, to get it hot & wet before the ice. And I move around and start sucking on you hard nipples. When I’m sucking on they, I slide my fingers in & out of your pussy and rubbing your clit at the same time making you wet. Now I put the ice between your tits and let it me

Anyone Want To Take A Ride With Me??
It is about 12:00 at night and I’m on the subway and their was about 20 more people on there also. Then it makes another stop and you come on the subway cart. You look over my way and I give you a little smile and you smile back. I walk over to you and tell you that you are that you are the sexy woman on this train. You blush a little bit. Then the train jerks and I catch you in my arms. Then I pull you closer to me and I start to kissing on your neck and go up to your ear. Then I move around to your face and look deep in to your eyes then move in and give you a nice long soft kiss on the mouth. Then I go around to your back and kissing the back of your neck. I move my hand to your stomach and start rubbing it. And you take my hand and move it under your shirt so you can feel my skin on your skin. Then I took your other hand and moved it around and rubbed on my dick. Then I let your hand go and you kept doing it. As I was still kissing on your neck & ear, I move my hand up to your ti

Orgasmic
A gasp of breath catches in your throat. A heat from inside warms your skin. Making it glow under the layer of sweat . That clings to your bare skin, like the morning dew upon the bladeof grass. A chill of antisapation swims down your spine. As your heart beats harder and faster in your chest. The excitment of the moment that is about to come fills you with a want, a need to be touched. A moan of plesure escapes your lips. As the moment of extacy grows closer and closer. You fight the urge to keep that one lasting moment from coming only a second longer. Just so you can enjoy the pleasure and antisapation for just one minute longer. Hoping to hang on to that tickle that arrises in the pit of your stomache . For only a minute one second longer. You feel the excitment as your body shakes and quivers from the release of the moment. You fall to the side, your body exhausted and weak. Your heart slows and your breath returns. The moment has come and gone. A smile

Birthday Indifference
My birthday is next Tuesday, and i really have no feelings, good or bad, that it's coming up. I've always shared my birthday with another family member and never really got to celebrate it by myself. Some people feel that your birthday is a celebration of your life but I just don't feel anything toward it. The only feeling I have about my birthday is sorrow for what happened on that fateful day 6 years ago. Just one more reason to not care about another birthday.

The Bruce Willis
Whenever I shower, a good amount of pubes fall to the tubs floor. I pick each of the individual pubes up, and put them in a little box on top of the toilet. At the end of each month, I gather all the pubes (they've usually filled about half the box by now) cup them in my hands, and rub them all over my wet face. They stick there and it makes me look like Bruce Willis.

Miles Apart
I love talking too you from day to night. Intill the natural star shines bright. I love seeing you from day to night. Cause your eyes are so bright. You for me. me for you. thats The way it should be. it does Not matter if the sky is grey or Blue. cause it is raining in my Heart for you. cause we are miles Apart. but you will always be in My heart

Appropriate Time To 'confront'
In reference to my last "blog" entry about confronting people, I'd like to point out situations where it is, in fact, okay to confront other people about issues. Theft: If somebody is stealing your stuff. From your apartment, your car or your person. Cheating: Only if it's YOUR wife/girlfriend/significant other. Endangerment: If somebody is putting you in danger, physically. Drunk driving, brick tossing, sloppy use of nunchucks, etc. Distruction of Property: Self explanitory. Throwing stars in your walls, car driven through your front door, Pittsburg Steelers practicing in your rose bushes, etc. Abuse: One time only. If somebody you know is being abused, talk to them about it. Friends, family, etc. Tell them they don't deserve it, give them options and solutions. Don't use threats against the abuser, that doesn't work. Threatening to kill said abuser will usually just put the person on the defensive. Also, it could put your friend/family member in d

The Ride :)
They were in his car, heading out of town for a quick secret getaway. It was still warm, so she was wearing a sundress. He suspected she was not wearing any panties, knowing what a naughty girl she could be. He smiled at that thought, hoping he was in for a fun ride. She was already thinking about what she wanted to do with him but knew that whatever they did, it would be hot and wild. They had gone just a short distance down the highway when she moved closer to him, putting her hand on his thigh and leaning in to kiss his neck. She always liked to nuzzle him where his neck met his shoulders, and she said she loved his scent there. She continued kissing his neck and rubbing his thigh with her hand, moving closer and closer to his crotch, where his cock was starting to stir in anticipation. She murmured in his ear in a low, sexy voice how much she wanted to tease him and make him hard as a rock. Her hand kept getting tantalizingly close to his cock but stopped just short each time befor

Justice For Those Who Do Have A Voices!!!!
People hate war and cruelty to humans but we overlook shit like this everyday! And if people are caught (like punkass Michael Vick) we give them a break from justice on their "first" offense...WTF!! Put them into a ring starving and mistreated and MAKE them fight to the death!!!

Thank You To My Good Friends
I just wanted to say a big thank you to a few special people who have been so supportive to me after the sudden and recent death of my mother. I want to thank Fatz and Nell for the phonecall, I want to thank Stephen for his love, I want to thank my sis Pleasure for constantly making sure I'm ok, I want to thank my sister Kara and mamacita Jo for their love and support (see you soon), I want to thank Alex for makin my smile, I want to thank Curt for makin me laugh and being sweet when I cried, I want to thank Nicki for her words of wisdom. I also want to thank everyone who messaged me on yahoo offering their sympathy especially those who I've mentioned. Regardless of the distance, you all went out of your way to let me know you were there for me. I'll never forget that.

This Is My Hillbilly Gangsta Rap
My clip's empty 4 dead on the floor I'm reloading screaming who wants sum more Stealing the drugs n cash blood sprayed on my face My homies outside ready to torch the place Running with the wind I got nutting to lose Just another forgotten tomorrow the life I choose Catch me later we'll settle the score Blow what we got then go get sum more Crucify my enemies watch the fires burn high Make a mistake n cross my path then u die Aint no gangsta thug aint no mafia man Just a crazy hillbilly with a brand new plan Its not that Im incomplete Im un concerned Don't give a damn no lesson to learn I work for the reaper man got no body count But if I stacked them up Rushmore would be mount Don't need no drink no drug, don't need no sympathy Not asking for much just whats due to me Reaching with both hands taking what's mine Dont give a fuck bout Heaven or Hell, whatever is fine 5-27-06 JAY ROGERS

To Those All On My Friends List
Since i dont have my VIP right now till this weekend i have another site on here for now so i can still create and upload pics there......then when i get it back i can transfer em back here. If anyones interested my other screen name is ....Dragonmaster....thnx.....

Life Isn't All That Bad??
I hate it when I whine about my life then I see stuff that reminds me that I don't have it that bad. Makes me feel stupid not to count the blessings I DO have. No.. not in the biblical way so much as REALITY. I mean I have my family, and a place to live ect.. some dont even have THAT. I have to remind myself that life is what you make it.. yes.. sometimes life throws a nasty curveball your way but other than that.. YOU are what makes you happy. I have lived my life on the theory that you have to carve pieces of happiness out of life for yourself.. because life rarely hands you anything for free. Ha on one hand I sound like a pessamist and on the other I sound like someone who sees the bright side of everything. Which am I.. probably a little of both. I guess I am just writing this as a reminder to stop whining and start doing something about the stuff I dont like about my life.

There Can Be Only One
Whenever I get a package of plain M&Ms, I make it my duty to continue the strength and robustness of the candy as a species. To this end, I hold M&M duels. Taking two candies between my thumb and forefinger, I apply pressure, squeezing them together until one of them cracks and splinters. That is the "loser," and I eat the inferior one immediately. The winner gets to go another round. I have found that, in general, the brown and red M&Ms are tougher, and the newer blue ones are genetically inferior. I have hypothesized that the blue M&Ms as a race cannot survive long in the intense theatre of competition that is the modern candy and snack-food world. Occasionally I will get a mutation, a candy that is misshapen, or pointier, or flatter than the rest. Almost invariably this proves to be a weakness, but on very rare occasions it gives the candy extra strength In this way, the species continues to adapt to its environment. When I reach the end of the pack, I am left with one M&M, th

Why Must I Hurt More !
It really hurts when i learn how to love you, but you dont love me in return .. It really hurts when the one I love, doesnt love me.. It really hurts that he helped me to believe in him...Yet doesnt believe in me ... It really hurts when there is no more space in his heart for me ... THE LOVE YOU CANT HAVE LASTS THE LONGEST, FEELS THE STRONGEST, AN HURTS THE MOST. Inside Of Me If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how I long for you whenever we're apart If you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you how much you mean to me In all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear The sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much Knowing I can talk to you about any and everything and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring

I Know What Girls Like!
How To Treat Your Woman 1. When she asks how she looks, shrug and say "could be better." This will keep her on her toes, and girls love that. 2. Never hold her hand. This can be interpreted as a sign of weakness. If she grabs your hand, squeeze hers really hard until she cries (this will impress her by showing her what a strong man you are). 3. Once a month, sneak up on her from behind and knock her over. Girls are like dogs; they love to be roughed up. 4. Call her in the middle of the night to ask if she's sleeping. If she is, say "you better be." Repeat this 4 or 5 times until morning. This will show her you care. 5. When she is upset about something, suggest to her that it might be her fault. This will pave the way for her own personal improvement, and every girl needs some improvement. 6. Recognize the small things, as they usually mean the most. Then when she's sleeping, steal all her small things and break them, because jewelry is for wussies and Asian ladies.

Losing
HELP ME PRETTY PLEASE I ENTERED MY FIRST FUBAR CONTEST EVER "THE BEST SFW CLEAVAGE OF FUBAR". OKAY I AM IN 10TH PLACE OUT OF 11 SPOTS. THE CHICK IN THE LEAD IS AHED BY OVER 10,000 COMMENTS MUCH LOVE BETTY CONTEST ENDS VERY SOON Please bomb this picture over and over. I NEED AT LEAST 5,000 COMMENT TODAY. Thanks. http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=621057&albumid=544480&i=442794135

Oh Well !!! That's Life I Guess
I have been so focused on having this love that I got distracted from real life. I had a beast awaken in me that lay dorment for a long time. That beast has since bit me in the ass! I was so obsessed with a guy that I neglected everything and everyone in my life. When I thought I had found "the guy"It just didn't turn out like I wanted it too. I am thankful for every experience I ever have tho. People have told me so many times, "Quit looking for it so hard and it will find you." That is the best advice I never took. I am going to focus on the things I should have focused on the whole time. The love of my family and my friends that have been with me forever. I realize I dont need a guy to make me complete or happy. It will happen when it happens and I am ok with it. When it does happen then it will be the relationship that lasts me the rest of my life.

I Am So Hungry But So Addictied To Fubar
I am so hungry that my stomache is growling but I can not seem to get off this computer. I know a little wierd but that is how it is. anyways I will stop this bable and continue to rate and add friends love you all chow

What Happened?
I'm sure by now that all of you fellow bloggers out there have taken root, ordered pizzas, cracked open some cold ones and have called over your friends and you're just sitting on the edge of your seats waiting for my next entry in this twisted little soap opera journal of events...lol! Well, let me start out by giving you the romantic 'history' of me and mr. DJ. We met a year ago and really hit it off. We started seeing each other exclusively and I visited him every weekend since I lived in another city. I don't wear my heart on my sleeve since I have been hurt so many times in the past, so I believe in taking things slow and gradually and really getting to know someone at first. However, in the first month he said he could fall in love with me and immediately I kind of froze up. I almost ran then, but I stuck around and soon after that he started telling me that he loved me, even though I kept telling him not to get emotionally involved. Well, maybe it was those incredibly into

Dont Bee Sceard
the night is daling fast the end of day is here its the dark ho is the falowing time now its time to go to rest for someone and for us the cildren of dark is ouer time starting we lay us down clouse uoer eyes and going in to the darkest dreem to hail ouer king we open up the dor to hell and walk the long way down down down to the warmest and the lightest place on erth in the hall can we see the king of evilnes has name is going as an cold wind in to ouers harts of stone lusfer is here and give us uoer pin we desurve now is it mine turn to get an order i feel the order coming in to my boddy burn ewery churts you can or die an painfull death i take my order and walk up to the ground and wait for the morning so ican get all my eqiptments the next night shal be an warm night for they cristians i dont like the thought of what i have to do but it is my order i just have to do it if i dont want to have an evel death i hope this is the end of the darkest dreem but dont be sceard i do it just t

Sad
i am thinkin about leavin the site for awhile personal reasons.... i have had a blast here but its time to go i dont feel like i need to be here anymore its just hard.....so i will be here for a few more days and then gone.......love u all

Worm Food...
I have to thank my friend Victoria for inadvertently sparking this particular synapse misfire that I'm about to bore you with, but what can I say? It's me.It was Victoria's blog on funeral rights that led me to this thought; the blog was one of the last things I read last night as I prepared to drive the last five hours of this trip, so it was that thought that I carried with me most of the night. Some people wonder how a person drives the distances that OTR drivers do, and for me it's thought experiments and good music or talk show...last night it was mainly the thought that carried me.There is no doubt that any wake or funeral is for the survivors benefit rather than the dead; it's a time for the living to remember and heal from the loss of a loved one... to celebrate the life lived rather than the life lost, (or at least for those that do not thrive on grief...and there are people who do wallow in their own self-pity, almost begging for someone to comfort them). We all understand

The Memories ... !!!
Close your eyes...And go back... Before the Internet or PC or the MAC...... Before semi-automatics and crack.... Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari... Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... way back.... way.....way.....way back..... I'm talkin' bout hide and seek at dusk Red light, Green light Red Rover....Red Rover..... Playing kickball & dodgeball until the first...no...second...no...third Streetlight came on Ring around the Rosie London Bridge Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck....duck....GOOSE!!! YOU'RE IT!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A/C) with the windows open The sound of crickets Running through the sprinkler Happy Meals Cereal boxes with that GREAT prize in the bottom Cracker jacks with the

Whoopie Goldberg Is A Stupid Fucking Cunt
She is defending Michael Vick, saying that dog fights were common where he grew up....it's still illegal you stupid fucking cunt, I hope a dog bites her fucking face off, and I hope Vick gets anal raped over and over then gets shived, fucking piece of shit.

The Need ( Read Carefully Women )
As she reached her skilful hands around the back of his muscular neck, she grabs a handful of his beautiful hair between her long, strong fingers. Forcefully, she pulled his pouting mouth to her slick, wet lips. She kissed him then, first with her lips, then with her tongue, sliding it between his teeth, forcing her entrance, tasting his sweet mouth, pearl white teeth bite down on him hard, just hard enough to cause him to gasp. Eyes wide, breath held, he pins her to the bed, he will show her. Strong hands hold her arms above her head, soft lips devour a nipple, teeth bite back, hard, just hard enough, but still no cry for him to stop. She doesn’t ever want him to stop. He slides himself along the top of her exquisite body, still her arms are pinned above her head, one hand is all he needs, long thick fingers penetrate her, testing her, seeing if she is ready for him. He can feel her body arching towards his hand, he teases her pulling back. She is wet, dripping we

Eyes.....
You scored as Passion, You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion67% Diamond Eyes67% Anger42% Mysterious33% Eyes full of Pain17% What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)Updatedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Something To Think About
A mother passing by her son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then she saw an envelope, propped up prominently on pillow that was addressed to "MOM" With the worst premonition she opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Mom, It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Dad and you. I have been finding real passion with "Stacy" and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercings, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion...Mom, she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone. We'll be

Ambulance Drivers
For those of you who work in EMS or have anything to do with EMS, you are going to appreciate this. For those of you who call "EMT's and Paramedics" "AMBULANCE DRIVERS" please read this carefully and completely. Now I was hoping this was going to be short and sweet, then as I was driving, I kept thinking more and more what to put. So if you have to read this in parts, but I want you to, if you have made it this far, to completely read this post. Please do not notice my grammar erros, as I can assure you, there will be many. The whole idea of this post was to make people think of what "AMBULANCE DRIVERS" really are and do. 1). AMBULANCE DRIVER = usually an EMT or EMT-I and Paramedic. Right... What the F is that? EMT is EMERGENCY MEDICAL TECHNICIAN. EMT-I is that same, but an INTERMEDIATE Level, and Paramedic is the highest level of Emergency Medical Service provider certifiable. 2). EMS. EMS is not one word, it is E.M.S. Meaning Emergency Medical Services. (Contrary to the comm

Poem
You've seen me before. By Michelle Flood (Mom to Austin, 6 ) I'm the mom dragging her kid out of the car in the school parking lot while he holds on to the interior for dear life. I'm the mom walking her kid into school wearing no shoes or coat when it's 12 degrees outside. I'm the mom who issues a sigh instead of a gasp when caller ID shows it's the school calling. Again. I'm the mom whose cell phone number is on the school's speed dial. I'm the mom who has strangers tell her she has the most charming son while caregivers tell her he's exhausting and suggest I look elsewhere for care. I'm the mom who knows to hold onto the stair railing so she doesn't get pushed down the stairs in her child's rage. I'm the mom who has put her kid in his room then sat outside crying while he emptied his closet and threw hangers at the door, chipping off the paint. I'm the mom who had a lock on her kid's bedroom door to keep him in his room at night when he was young. I'm the mom who knows

Shared Dreams
There are two kinds of dreams that fall into this category: mutual and concurrent. In each case, two or more people dream of similar characters and activities. What differentiates them are the means by which the dreams occur. In mutual dreaming, the dreamers intentionally develop a desire to experience a shared dream through incubation. However, in concurrent dreams, the dreamers had no idea their content would be similar going into the night's rest. Mutual dreaming is an intentional movement toward influencing dream content. This discipline allows dreamers to design psychic meeting grounds for subconscious awareness of one another. This can be a seedbed for finding new facets in a relationship, from the ordinary to the sensual. It is often quite interesting to get together with your mutual dreamer friend(s) and compare dreams. The best way to do this is for both or all of you to write down what you dreamt about the subject in question, then share the essays. Concurrent dreams

Wow, 20 Years!
Today is my 20th wedding anniversary. Damn, that is a long time! We have had ups and downs and I am sure we will have more to come. Life hasn't been the easiest the last few years with the children. It can be quite difficult at times. Especially as of late. All I want to do is enjoy my beautiful flowers he gave me and enjoy my wonderful dinner we are going to have tonight. I have my bottle of J. Rochioli Pinot Noir that I have been lusting after for months now. It happens to be a wine you can not just buy any where so we are bringing it with us to the restaurant. If you ever get a chance to have a taste of it, I highly recommend it. You will be in Heaven. I am going to enjoy myself to the fullest tonight. That is if we make it to the restaurant....there is so much smoke because of a major fire that it is getting quite thick out there and almost hard to breathe. Ciao~

09-05-07
You're in a good position to say no a few times and mean it. You've got enough on your plate without additional projects or chores and putting your foot down now should simplify your life quite a bit. ----------------------------------------------------- Does this refer to my contest???? I will do what I can for you guys but please help me out I can use all the help I can get:) Drop my contest as many comments as you can:) Click my ugly mug to go and vote now:)

The Theater Pt.2
Yes it all started in the theater, getting me all worked up. We just had to go back to my place after you had fingered me so hard. This time it was my turn. I reached across the couch and your dick was still hard. I started to rub my hand against your jeans while reaching up and touching your neck with the other. I wanted to tease you the way you had just teased me. I begin to pinch your nipples and scratch every so slightly with my fingernails. I was dripping in anticipation, waiting for you to make your next move. But you just sat there letting me work all over you. I had hiked up my skirt a little and pulled down my shirt so that you can see my exposed breasts. I reach in and started to give you a kiss but I unbutton your shirt instead and gently lick your nipple. I begin to suck and pinch them some more now that your shirt is out of the way. I whisper in your ear “You like to be teased don’t you?” I reach to unzip your pants and you grab my arm. Not today, I thought, as I push your

It's Hump Day And U Dont Wanna Miss The Party
COME ONE, COME ALL, BRING A FRIEND...HELL, BRING EM ALL!! WHERE ELSE CAN U CUM AND GET THE BEST MUSIC IN FUBAR?? NO WHERE!!!!!!! ITS ALLL RIGHT HERE SO GET YER REQUEST IN AND LETS PLAY!!!!! THE BEST DJ'S ON FUBAR DJ KAREBEAR AKA (TEMPTRESS)DJ BRENNA AKA (LIL HOTTIE) DJ QUEENY AKA(THE ITALIAN QUEEN) DJ BUZZ AKA (THE BUZZ) ALL REQUEST ALL THE TIME EXTREME X IS THE BEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR AND HAS THE BEST MEMBERS AND DJ'S IF YOU ARE NOT HERE THEN YOU ARE MISSING OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOW GET YOUR'E ARSES IN HERE AND GIT YER PARTY ON!!!!!!!!

Tricia
WELL I BOOKED MY FLIGHT TO SEE THE WOMAN OF MY DREAMS, HER NAME IS TRICIA.AND I FELL INLOVE WITH HER SO BADLY! 16 MORE DAYS TILL I GET TO LOOK INTO MY PRINCESSES GORGOEUS BLUE EYES,AND TELL HER HOW I TRULY LOVE HER. 16 MORE DAYS TILL I CAN STARE AT HER GORGOEUS FACE,AND SMILE,AND JUST MELT WHERE I STAND OR SIT,I CAN'T WAIT TO CUDDLE,AND SNUGGLE,AND MAKE SEET PASSIONATE LOVE TO YOU,EVERYNIGHT,MORE THAN ONCE! I CAN'T WAIT TO BRING OUR REALTIONSHIP TO A WHOL ENEW LEVEL. I LOVE YOU TRICIA,AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SPEND A WHOLE WEEK WITH YOU... I NEVER BELIEVED IN ANGELS,TILL I MET YOU,AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SPEND EVERY WAKING MINUTE,16 MORE DAYS TILL I CAN KISS THEM SOFT LUCIOUS LIPE OF YOURS! I LOVE YOU BABY... *MUAHZ*

Life
Alot going on in my life right now.. Just wish I could have a break and get out of here for a couple weeks. I need rest and peace and quiet.. Change os scenery would be good.. Thank God for my friends at work. It is my get away.. But going after the holidays back to my sister's house for a week to get away and take care of me for awhile.....

Sad News - Please Read
Hello. I wanted to let my friends and fans know that I may not be around much in the next few days or even maybe weeks. My best friend that I went to school with from Kindergarden on, her parents are like my second set of parents were in a car wreck today. Dad was DOA when help arrived, mom is in the hospital in critical and Bobby, brother, was in the back and split his head open from the middle of his forehead to the back of his one ear. I spoke with one of the deputies that were at the scene and they didnt think that mom would make it either. I havent seen her or her son yet, trying to get the strength to go to the hospital with out breaking down. My friend is not doing well, nor am I. I will be with her as much as possible to try to keep her calm. If something happens to mom, I will have to help with funeral arrangements etc. As there are no other family besides my friend and her brother and my friends daughter that is only 15. I will check in once in awhile to update and see what

Apple Upside Down Cake
Apple upside down cake with cinnamon and apples and brown sugar and butter. INGREDIENTS: * 1/2 cup butter * 1 cup light brown sugar * 2 tablespoons evaporated milk or cream * 2 cups sliced apples * 1 1/2 cups sifted flour * 2 teaspoons baking powder * 1 teaspoon cinnamon * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/4 cup shortening * 3/4 cup sugar * 1 egg * 1/2 cup milk * 1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract PREPARATION: Mix together 1/2 cup butter, 1 cup brown sugar, and 2 tablespoons evaporated milk or cream; spread in bottom of an 8-inch square baking pan. Arrange sliced apples on the brown sugar mixture. Sift together the flour, baking powder, cinnamon and salt.Cream shortening with sugar; beat in egg the add sifted ingredients alternately with 1/2 cup milk and the vanilla extract. Pour batter over apples. Bake at 350° for 35 to 45 minutes, until cake is done.

Deployment Blues....
I don't know what I should say in this, but here it goes. In the past week, I have had several friends leave for Iraq, or some other place like it. Although they are leaving, some other friends are coming home. I just want this whole war thing to stop. It's unbearable for the families and the friends of the soldiers. Like, my friend J.L., he and his wife just had a baby 3 weeks ago, and now he is gone. He won't be back for 16 months or more. His daughter won't even know who her Daddy is, until she's almost 2! I've sat down, cried, and gotten pissed off until I couldn't take it anymore. I'm just blue. There should be a deployment blues song. If you have never been through a deployment, I'm so glad for you! I hope you never have to go through it. It's not a fun experience. Well, that's all I have to say right now. J.L.'s wife and child are here, and I need to go comfort them. Until next time.......

This Sucks
My hot water isn't working. That sucks. How am I supposed to do anything? I want to wash the dishes, but I don't want to wash them in cold water.... ick. Oh well. Guess I'll call the maintenance. I wonder if this is classified as an "emergency" Ok, well, I called and someone else already reported it.... so they already sent someone out... hopefully they get it fixed tonight, and I can get a nice hot shower in the morning. So, for those of ya'll that are very worried and following the saga... lol, as if anyone gives a damn. Anyway, it's working... Yay!!!!

Sept 5, 2007
I thought this was weird. My horoscope for today, September 5, 2007 says... My horoscpope says, "Put your faith in sex and rock and roll, and not some drugged out journalist that gets paid $6 and hour to transcribe something from the internet or make up bullshit about the stars guiding your ass through life."

Do You Know This Guy?
If you don't him you should he is one of the nicest guys on this site. He is in a contest and needs all the help he can get. please take a few minutes and help him out all you got to do is click on this picture underneath and it will take you directly to his contest leave as many comments as you can. Help him out, he wants to do it for his kids, he has not seen in 13 months. Love you Brown Eyed Papi

For A Friend
I looked forward to sleep. Sometimes I dream, and you are there. And then I realize, Here's the reality of my life I've come to hate. Careless whispers heated the coldness of my smile. Once upon a time, Long sexy strokes of confidence coloured my skin, Because then, You were there. I don't know if I'll ever forget How you made everything to me Seem complete. You were the passion underneath the harshness of those tidal waves. They used to sink me and drown me. And then, You gave your breath to me, And then I tasted the sweet flavor of life. Now, I need to break the intricate web, You have woven around me. Safety cradles me like a soft lullaby. But then, That was the only song I wanted to hear. And then, you threw it away. Bittersweet sensations, Lingered like an unwanted scar. You hid me far away from the painful truth, And then You tossed your heart high into the nighttime sky. Far enough, I cried because I couldn't see it. Now, I look forward to sleep.

A Funny Ass Joke
An escaped convict broke into a house and tied up a young couple who had been sleeping in the bedroom. As soon as he had a chance, the husband turned to his voluptuous young wife, bound up on the bed in a skimpy nightgown, and whispered, 'Honey, this guy hasn't seen a woman in years. Just cooperate with anything he wants. If he wants to have sex with you, just go along with it and pretend you like it. Our lives depend on it.' 'Dear,' the wife hissed, spitting out her gag, 'I'm so relieved you feel that way, because he just told me he thinks you have a really nice, tight-looking ass!

Welfare Poem
Welfare Poem I cross ocean, poor and broke, Take bus, see employment folk. Nice man treat me good in there, Say I need to see welfare. Welfare say, 'You come no more, We send cash right to your door.' Welfare checks, they make you wealthy, Medicaid it keep you healthy! By and by, I got plenty money, Thanks to you, American dummy. Write to friends in motherland, Tell them 'come fast as you can.' They come in turbans and Ford trucks, I buy big house with welfare bucks They come here, we live together, More welfare checks, it gets better! Fourteen families, they moving in, But neighbor's patience wearing thin. Finally, white guy moves away, Now I buy his house, and then I say, 'Find more aliens for house to rent.' And in the yard I put a tent. Send for family they just trash, But they, to o, draw the welfare cash! Everything is very good, And soon we own the neighborhood.

Do This Please..x
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and How did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Have you ever wanted to punch me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why? 7. Describe me in 1 word? 8. What was your first impression of me? 9. Do u still think the same? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When was the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something that you couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

She Said Yes!
We went to PA over the weekend to visit my sister. we got some time away from everyone and I popped THE qeustion.... she said yes! The date is set for Feb. 23 and plans are coming along... After 3 yrs together, we are finally going to make it legal,lol Laterz All ~work~

They Walk Among Us
THEY WALK AMONG US I was at the checkout of a K-Mart. The clerk rang up $46.64 charge. I Gave her a fifty dollar bill. She gave me back $46.64. I gave it back to Her and told her that she had made a mistake in MY favor and gave her the money back. She became indignant and informed me she was educated and knew what she was doing, and returned the money again. I gave her the money back again...same scenario! I departed the store with the $46.64. ...............They Walk Among Us and Many Work Retail. I walked into a Mickey D's with a buy-one-get-one-free coupon for a sandwich. I handed it to the girl and she looked over at a little chalkboard that said "buy one-get one free." "They're already buy-one-get-one-free", she said, "so I guess they're both free". She handed me my free sandwiches and I walked out the door. ...............They Walk Among Us and Many Work Retail. One day I was walking down the beach with some friends when one of them shouted, "Look at that dead bird!" Someo

What Do You Really Want?
WHAT A GIRL WANTS A GIRL WANTS FOR HER MAN TO HOLD HER TIGHT A GIRL WANTS SOMEONE TO TRUST. A GIRL WANTS TO GET KISSED AND HUGGED A GIRL WANTS A MAN NOT A BOY A GIRL WANTS HER MAN TO BE HER BEST FRIEND A GIRL WANTS TO MAKE LOVE NOT FUCK A GIRL WANTS FOR HER MAN TO GRAB HER HAND A GIRL WANTS TO BE HELD FROM BEHIND A GIRL WANTS TO BE NUMBER ONE NOT 2 OR 3 A GIRL WANTS LOVE AND HAPPINESS A GIRL SURE DON'T WANT A PLAYA A GIRL SURE DON'T WANT A LIER A GIRL SURE DON'T WANT A ASSHOLE ALL WE WANT IS TO BE RESPECTED AND LOVED

Autumn's Hot Winter Night
She wakes to a cold, beautiful morning with blinding, white snow covering the ground. This is her kind of day, a day that gives her complete inspiration. This is her first snow since moving North and she was determined to enjoy it. Running through the house like a child, she grabs everything she will need, placing it all on the picnic table outside in the backyard. After several trips and making sure she has everything, she goes back in the house for two more things. She stands at the stove stirring her pot of cappucino cocoaand watching her soup as it warms. Thoughts fill her mind, all kinds of creative ideas. but for todaym she already has a picture in her head of what she wants to bring to life on her canvass. And it was time to get started. She pours the cocoa and the soup into two thermos and heads out of the door. A few hours later she sits inside her two room tent, flaps on the front pulled up like an open doorway and her canvas has life starting to evolve from it. She works

The Vodka Prayer!!!
**----VODKA-PRAYER----** Our vodka, Which art in optics, Hallowed be thy drink. Thy will be drunk, (I will be drunk), At home as it is in the pub. Give us this day our thriced distilled, And forgive us our spillages, As we forgive those who spill against us. And lead us not to incarceration, But deliver us from hangovers. For thine is The vodka, The smirnoff and irn bru. Barmen

The Beginning.
I've been needing a new project while my garden rests for the summer. One that has my mind going was my SKS and its need for a better stock. The folding stock wasnt doing it for me. It is too unbalanced, plus pushes the 922(R) compliance issues. ATI has a sweet synthetic stock called the Monty Carlo that just came in the mail..or actually UPS. I'm going to switch out with. Another problem has been my detachable magazines. Pretty much any version you buy aftermarket are total crap. No matter what the site or salesman says. I have every size from 5 rounds to 40rnd. The "Hollywood" 40rnd bannana clip dropped right the fuck out of my receiver the first day I took it to the range. Which is very embarassing ;-) A few months later I ordered a 2 slightly used. Chi-Com, 20rnd fixed mags. 1 for me and 1 for my bro. Has the cool Star on the side...yes. lol Tonight I'm bringing them all together to see how they all fit together and visualize the next steps to finalize Vera's makeover. K

Im Engaged
hi im engaged to the best man there is. im happy and i am complete now i got my soulmate forever and so does he he has me forever. i love him. for those people who know me yes im engaged and i got it over this past weekend it was so romantic.

Single While Sick..seeks Nurse
The part I hate the most about being single while sick(SWS) is I've got no one to baby me. No one to make me soup. No one to run to the store and get me juice boxes. So any guys wanna come baby me until I'm recovered and then you can go back to your real life? If you think play nurse to me is something your interested in private message me with your qualifications. Only serious candidates need apply. If you meet all requirements and prove to be wonderful at your work the job may turn into a permanent position.

Treasuring Him (story)
Treasuring Him by Raindear816© (Sweet Lil Wicked One) As the pallet on the floor is laid down, I can think of nothing else but your pleasure. Tonight I will bring you to a new plane of ecstasy. I have the sweet essence of lavender oil ready for your tired muscles. There is some soft, sensual music playing in the background to keep me in the mindset of seducing you, relaxing you, and worshipping the parts of you that never get enough attention. After bathing you with a sea-sponge, making sure to wash today's cares away, I lead you to the comfortable altar upon which I shall worship you. A pleasing look comes over you as you lie down and I begin to massage your back, working out the tension of the day. My hands work and knead every strain from your body. I hear those low groans of calmness coming from you as I straddle your upper thighs, while caressing and massaging your lower back. I move my way to your ass, gripping each cheek and squeezing, while my eyes feast upon your

Update On My Week Of Hell!!
Ok, so the drunk came into my house to goto the bathroom after i let him in! He slept inside after my kids went to school. I took a half day off and came home to watch over the drunk and make sure he was ok. I wasn't enableing him, just looking out for his safety. I had him call a few rehab clinics to get a bed and it took about 5 hours of him falling asleep and calling to finally find one. One catch though, it won't be available till tomorrow morning at 9am. So i have to drive him about 45 mins. to the place. Hopefully this time it will help?! He has been in about 20 diff. times throughout his life and having him here makes my life unmanageable which is why i went to AA to do the 12 steps in the first place. So after tomorrow i will work on my sanity and get back to working on myself. U can't fix anybody who isn't ready in their heart to be fixed. Lesson of a lifetime! We learn from our mistakes. Learn from urs! My only advice! Say a prayer for me and for my friend! Thank-u!

Endless Sacrifice - Dream Theater
Cold Lying in my bed Staring into darkness Lost I hear footsteps overhead And my thoughts return Again Like a child who's run away And won't be coming back Time keeps passing by As night turns into day I'm so far away And so alone I need to see your face To keep me sane To make we whole Try to stay alive Until I hear your voice I'm gonna lose my mind Someone tell me why I chose this life This superficial lie Constant compromise Endless sacrifice Pain It saddens me to know The helplessness you feel Your light Shines on my soul While a thousand candles Burn Outside this barren room The rain is pouring down The emptiness inside Is growing deeper still You're so far away And so alone You long for love's embrace To keep you sane To make you whole Try to stay alive Until I hear your voice I'm gonna lose my mind Someone tell me why I chose this life This superficial lie Constant compromise Endless sacrifice Moments wasted Is

Just Completely Tired Of It!
I'm so fucking tired of all the fucking bullshit that comes along with friends and back stabbing and being fucked over. Thats all. Just tired of being fucking played. My head isn't a sex toy, so stop fucking with it!

Thinking About Dad And What He Missed.....
I'M GLAD I WAS WITH HIM WHEN HE PASSED AND I AM SORRY I WAS WITH HIM WHEN HE PASSED BECAUSE I NOW HAVE THE PICTURE OF A FRAIL, TIRED MAN IN MY MIND INSTEAD OF THE STRONG, HANDSOME, FIERY SPIRIT THAT HE WAS. I WAS THERE TO HOLD HIS HAND, SING HIM TO SLEEP AND TELL HIM IT WAS OK TO GO, BUT NOW I JUST WANT HIM HERE AND WANT TO HEAR HIS VOICE. THE PAIN I AM FEELING RIGHT NOW IS ALMOST TOO MUCH TO BEAR AND I JUST HOPE THAT AFTER TOMORROW I CAN GET BACK TO NORMAL AND GET THROUGH ANOTHER YEAR WITHOUT MY DAD. HE USED TO SAY,"WHEN I'M GONE DON'T CRY FOR ME BECAUSE I WILL BE FREE OF ALL THE PAIN AND CONFUSION OF THIS GODFORSAKEN WORLD" I DON'T THINK HE KNEW JUST HOW HARD IT WOULD BE FOR ME TO MIND HIM ON THIS ONE. TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS READING THIS, I AM SO SORRY THAT I HAVE BEEN SO SHORT WITH ALL OF YOU. PLEASE UNDERSTAND THAT IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU, IT IS JUST SOMETHING I AM GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW AND I WILL BE BACK TO MY RUDE, SARCASTIC, BITCHY SELF REAL SOON. I PROMISE. MUCH LOV

Rick Sent This To Me, So Sweet & Sad, Thanks Sweetie Xoxox
Each year he sent her roses, and the note would always say, I love you even more this year, than last year on this day. My love for you will always grow, with every passing year." She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear. She thought, he ordered roses in advance before this day. Her loving husband did not know, that he would pass away. He always liked to do things early, way before the time. Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine. She trimmed the stems and placed them in a very special vase. Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face. She would sit for hours, In her husband's favorite chair. While staring at his picture, and the roses sitting there. A year went by, and it was to live without her mate. With loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate. Then, the very hour, The doorbell rang, and there were roses sitting by her door. She brought the roses in, and then just looked at them in shoc

Suck University: Suckology Ii (story)
Suck University: Suckology II by Raindear816© (Sweet Lil Wicked One) Chapter 1: Extra Credit Work Camille and I, being called upon for a special assignment by Professor Unit, were anticipating a challenging and extensive session in Suckology II (2 people sucking on one, that is). We decided that we should form a plan to please the professor. "Camille, he mentioned a blindfold, you remember?" "Yes, Ashleigh, I remember. That's why I am so excited." "Well, I was thinking. Since it's going to be only us and him, it doesn't seem fitting that we should be blindfolded. How about we test our two methods of cock-worship on Professor Unit while he is blindfolded?" "Oh, I love the way you think sista!" Camille said with a high-five. We left the Alpha Phi Orgasma Sorority house with thirsty mouths, dampening cunnies, and the black silk blindfold. We knocked at the door almost in unison and laughed at our joint eagerness to show our talents. "Well, Ms. Savage and Ms. W

True, But Makes Me Kinda Sad. Haha
I am 63% Asshole/Bitch.I am abrasive, some people really hate me, but there may be a group of other tight knit assholes and bitches that I can hang out with and get me. Everybody else? Fuck ‘em.Take theAsshole/Bitch Test@ FualiDotCom

Buried
Nothing worse than a perpetual stalemate It seems sealed, set in stone, this awful fate Every effort is a waste, every toil, a loss If I had known this price, would've thought the cost I've paid my debt, made amends for my acts And still it feels like I owe some back tax This terrible affliction known to most as life Hurts worse than as if I was stabbed with a knife It's cold, this life It's cold, this world Just remember that you truly are alone in this world It's cold, this life It's cold, this soul And even colder is this heart of mine, buried in a hole Nothing matters anymore except my own well being Looking in the mirror, I can see that I'm a fiend More sex, more drugs, and, of course, rock n' roll None of it seems to ever fill this hole And yet it all gives me peace, rest for just awhile And even in the darkness, I can manage a smile Cuz if nothing else, I'm happy now, it's not my time to take a bow So I'll just keep on chuggin', don't you dare ask how

Short Poem By Eric
Love in your heart today By Eric Ethan Today is a day full of love, Love is caring Love is a gift that is given to you by someone that is touches your heart. Never let the passion of love die in your heart Love is like fly in the heavens in the blue air with the angels Love is passion Love is grand Love is words of joy Love is makes the heart feel good with butterflies that flutter around. Love is like hugging a teddy bear and feeling the hugs Love never hurts Love bring smile Love brings sunshine that gets through the day The End

Just To Lie Beside You
I wanted just to lie beside you, look into your eyes and whisper things a man should say to the woman he loves - but you were lighting fires in me. I was forced to move to you, to wrap my naked flesh around you, feel your breasts brushing up against my chest. Then your lips on me, my neck, my nipples, down below where the flames were rising rising rising - oh, your mouth surrounding me, my god, I love you - not because of this, but everything. Like crayons, melting, mixing into one bright color - crying out, I lift you to me, slide to you, inside of you, all of you a gift to me. Now the crashing of my hips to yours, your nipples hard, and wetness dripping - your hair in tangles - touching like this is sublime. My arms around you, hands slipped down - I push you to me harder deeper - slowly I am you are me. And I am surging into you and nearly there, oh, almost there. Come with me! My mouth now suckles you, you

Some One Special To Me
hey every one hows ya all doing i just want to take a moment and want you to all meet heartsound she is the greatest friend that i have she has showed me alot of things about life so plz when you get a chance show her soome love brenda you are the greatest friend and some day i promise you we will meet after all i am sure there is a jail cell with our names on it love ya girl Heartsound-President of The Hug Brigade@ fubar

Completely
We will marry in each other's arms tonight, alone beneath the moon and stars - wed by the moment of our spiritual union, the giving of ourselves completely. Each kiss will be a sacrament, and as I taste your skin, as I enter you (always wanting to be deeper), we will be as one organism - we will be blessed. This bed becomes our chapel and our flesh will repeat the only vows we ever need. © All rights reserved

Fuck Me
Im taking a good friends advice...she said put yourself out there...well i cant do a blast or anythin so i figured i would put up a blog....NEED SOME LOVE PLEASE!!!! LMAO! And of course any love given to me will be returned! RATE, FAN, COMMENTS, anything...

So.... They Say......
people come into our lives for reasons..... and make footprints in our hearts..... some.. really do... what about the others?? and just what do they contribute to Your life? why im wrapping my head around this is beyond me.... :/

To My Dad
Everytime I see you lately your less and less of the person I knew. I hate seeing you liek this hate wondering whawts gonna happen to you once the radiation and chemo start. I hate knowing that yu still beleive in this god who can allow so much pain in this world and hate myself for not being able to believe in him. All I want to do is cry but I wont because crying is for weak people. So im angry and I dont know how to get over being angry I wasted so much time hating you. So much of my life disapproving of how you lived yours. The last few years weve gotten close and now the doctors say that you will be gone soon. Im supposed to say goodbye to you. How do I do that? How to I prepare myself for this? I spend so much time lately thinking of our lives together and the things youve done. I remember when we were little and the ice cream man used to come down the street like 5 times a day we used to bug you for ice cream every time and one day you were drunk and just got sick of it.

Poem
MY REFLECTION! I LOOK IN THE MIRRORAT A REFLECTION OF ME, WONDERING HOW TO CHANGE SO HE CAN SEE MY REAL BEAUTY. THE LOVE I HAVE FOR HIM TAKES OVER ANY FEELINGS I'VE EVER KNOWN, BUT HE DOES NOT CARE AND THIS HE HAS SHOWN. WHY CAN'T I BE STRONG AND LET HIM BE? WHY DOESN'T ALL THE PAIN I FEEL SET ME FREE? I WANT TO FEEL THE SOFTNESS OF HIS SKIN, SEE HIS BEAUTIFUL SMILE AND HIS SMIRKY GRIN. TO SMELL THE SWEAT THAT GLISSENS DOWN HIS FACE, TO FEEL HIS SEXY BODY MAKES MY HEART SKIP A PACE. JUST JUST AS MY DREAM WAS ABOUT TO COME TRUE, HE SAYS THROUGH THE MIRROR, ITS HER, NOT YOU! MY DREAM, MY SWEET DREAM FOR WHICH I WAS AWOKE, LOVE YOU HA!HA! HE LAUGHS AND SAYS WHAT A JOKE. AND SO MY HEART I MUST BE TRUE, AND GO ON LOVA DREAM THAT NEVER WAS REALLY YOU. BY CICI34

The Showdown
Look to the future, outlaw the storm is coming now, race war the skies darken as night falls the battle’s coming now, your race calls we’ll carry on the fight ‘til the day we die against the people that would kill us for the flags we fly we wont surrender, we wont give in we’ll fight the fight, and we will win, now! Stand up beside us and we’ll have our day stand up against us get out of our way! The tensions rising, the flood grows the banks are bursting, overflow here it comes no, tidal wave god help our people now, mass grave join the battle, join the few stand up for your race and your nation too we know the traitors are in our midst but now they’re running like the others did People to the left, people to the right people in the middle that don’t wanna fight traitors fight against us, showdown people in the middle get knocked down We fight for freedom, we fight to win the color of our uniform, Is the color of our skin we’ve got the power, we’ve got the pride when we get the un

Life In My Own Words.
Never feel underestimated by your enemies. Don't let others intimidate you for who you really are. Become the intimidator. Becoming your own leader is the true path in life. Being a follower leads to being a slave. Don't be a follower. Take the bull by the horns. Don't let the bull horns take you. I'm a complex person with a complex life. Never be too soft in this world. You only live once. Live your life to the fullest. Drive hard. Live hard. Be hard-core. Once you get in the pit, stay in the pit. Don't walk out. Keep fighting! Don't bite the dust. In this world, it is hard to trust. Trust only the ones closest to you. Keep your friends close, but keep your enemies even closer. Live your American dreams inspite of the criticism you recieve. Let no one drag you down in life. It's a weakness. This is my life. Think you can handle it? If you can't handle the path I'm on, go home and stay home!

Love
At first you desired me, Now I only long for your touch. At first you persuded me, Now I chase after your attention. At first you told me words of love, Now I can only say I love you. How things change over time.

Well, As Said...
Daily Horoscope: Aries For September 5,2007 "Even if you're amidst delicate negotiations or meeting someone new for the first time, try your best to keep your emotional reactions as honest as possible. You're better off going with your gut for now." ok, tonight i see my (future) ex-wife, to fix some important details and determine what is the best to do ... amazing horoscope

Fake Pictures!!!
whats the deal with all the ugly goth women putting up a sexy goth girl as their mane picture.is it me or is that not fake advertisement.im not saying that i wont add u if your not hott just saying put a pic of yourself up im not brad pitt but i put my ugly mug up just like the rest of the ppl on this site stop pretending your that hot vamp because all i have to do is click on your pic and i see your true colors shining threw and thats why i dont love u.so dont be afraid if your ugly show your mug i do.

A Warrior's Fight
....He was on his knees, begging for something to save his Soul. One graceful hand reached out and wiped a tear from his cheek. Angelic voice sings an answer and the lonely beaten warrior looks up into her magical eyes. Souls that travel across time, calling out from the darkness, sped towards each other on wings of gold, they collide in this moment. "Live" she whispers and she bends down towards him. Her Angelic power so strong and visible his eyes squint as he looks deep into her eyes. "I came to your call, my Love. Time and Space means nothing to the power of our Love" she sings for his ears only. He blinks his eyes, his Angel is gone. He feels stronger but the evils of this world tear once more at his soul. Once more he prays for her to come. Once more he asks for God to aid him. However this time, no Angelic being stands before. This time no statements of Love on the breath of heavenly song. No this time the gates of Hell have open before him and he feels the pull as its reaches

To You
So far from home How I got this far Only you know how Our special secret shared To you I owe it all You are my everything Alone you are my life You take my heart so down And make me burn so bright A flame for you and all you are For you a gift called love Is just a word for you But your words ease my mind My mask they shine right through They ease all my fear Forever on and on

Dj Bound
DJ BOUND TURNING SHIT UPSIDE DOWN IN ThE ToRtUrE ChAmBeR AND TAKING ALL UR REGUEST JUST CLICK THE PIC AN UR THERE! ThE ToRTuRe ChAmBeR WHERE ALL FREAKS, STONER AND NERD OF ALL KINDS ARE WELCOME JOINED BY OUR KICKS ASS STAFF AND FANS

Crazy Ppl
u all need to bug out or i am shippin out and fuck fubar cherrytap or lostcherry what ever u want to be if you want to cause drama fuck you kitten Sexxy Katt-Fu-Wifey to The Main Event, eXibitionist,JD &babyboi whaite queens loving black kings fuck you baby jesus fuck you fubar fuck you except ladywithcurves your the only one that this dont apply to i am done with this fuckin fubar shit i delete a bitch and you let cunts on this shit with guys they may fuck some shit up for and its so what suck your own dicks bitch and i am out

Life
have you ever thought that maybe you falling from the earth and going into a zone and wonder why things are happing and if its ever going to end with bad luck sometimes you think everything is ok then it falls apart they say this is life please comment and let me know what you think

Unforgiving War
A tear drop A crying hatred When there is no other feeling In death there is nothing but wrath Ten thousand killing fighting Ten thousand reasons for not dying No given choice Flying lead was meant to be Forever scaring My inner memory Ten thousand killing fighting Ten thousand reasons for not dying Filling shooting Killing wounding Those that die can not kill The only reason my mind can't heal Ten thousand killing fighting Ten thousand reasons for not dying

White Chocolate Skin
I imagine the taste of your white chocolate skin, and the scent of your freshly washed hair, my face nuzzled to your neck and, yes, I am flushed with love desire need - oh, come to me unkempt, from your hot bath and let me clothe you in my own skin. Let me lay down with you and whisper my hands down your neck, across your newly-clean breasts and brush lightly the fine hairs leading to your moist heaven. Allow me moments kissing you above beneath between - then pull me by the hair to your warm lips, long and tender , turn me, sit across me, look down into my eyes. Guide me into you and up against the place inside where you keep the tingles and your shivering ecstasy. Leave me there forever. © All rights reserved

Passion's Ocean
"Passion’s Ocean" I feel the fire of passion in your eyes. As we lay next to each other, the tides rise. Waves of ecstasy rolling down your face. I slowly run my hands to your side as we embrace. I am lost in your eyes and feel no motion. Yet as we are together in spirit, it’s like being the ocean. You flow with me like a warm summer breeze. It is when I am with you that I feel at ease. I have felt you close to me in certain ways. It gets stronger and stronger with the passing days. Having you with me gives faith and hope. This bond we have holds stronger than any rope. I want to love you in ever way. Letting our bodies and souls flowing out more than words can say. What we have can go beyond physical touch. Where there is no misery and love means so much. I focus back in to your smile. I know to be with you, I’d cross any mile. As our love flows like a mighty river. Sometimes when I make touch with you, I quiver. We are st

War...
A sinful thought A forced out entity I did not mean to be So weak to... All these lies with no fucking alibi's I do not mean to be So weak to... To reach the shores and bathe in pools of your blood A lustful fist Finding means to live out deathly dreams I'm but a slave to Fighting finds The end of the beginning From the start I was So weak to... A failure to comply Finds flowing anger in me An empty darkness I am So weak to... A tear drop A crying hatred When there is no other feeling In death there is nothing but wrath Ten thousand killing fighting Ten thousand reasons for not dying No given choice Flying lead was meant to be Forever scaring My inner memory Ten thousand killing fighting Ten thousand reasons for not dying Filling shooting Killing wounding Those that die can not kill The only reason my mind can't heal Ten thousand killing fighting Ten thousand reasons for not dying

Drunk Dizzy Stumbling
I'm grain liquor drunk dizzy stumbling in with her, her soft hands melting into the skin of my back my chest my... ...oh my Lord I love this feeling feeling her flesh against me, gone in gusts of her sweet breath warm across my neck. We are smiling through our kisses slowly slowly swaying to some inner rhythm roiling - I could take her touches everywhere I go. I'm going to try. © All rights reserved

Ahole Number One
go punk this dude with all your might he called me all kinds of nasty names and stuff. give him all ya got! http://www.fubar.com/user/698949 here's an example of what he has said... michaelftw81: youre a fuckin joke you lying cunt of a bitch michaelftw81: oh it works now michaelftw81: lmfao michaelftw81: what ever u say u fat cunt...all kinds of free porn on the internet...good luck gettign rid of my account u nasty cunt liar

Late Night Depressed Blogging
All of a sudden, now, I get empty nest sydrome in the worst fucking way... My son is leaving for Virgina to be with his girlfriend, and in the same week my daughter tells me that she is going to move in with her boyfriend.. I just can't stop crying ... and I hate that.. They have both moved out before but this time feels much more permanent and ominous.. I know that I won't see my son for at least a year.. and I will miss so much in a year. And I don't like the boy my daughter is moving in with, he is jealous, possessive and above all, stupid. The type of guy I can't stand.. My youngest son is still at home, I am happy about that, butstill I need my kids.. they are the best part of me. They are what makes my life worth anything at all. And I am so upset now...

Insomnia Anyone?
Ok all u Insomniacs in the bar. It's been fun hanging out with u all, but the sand man finally decided to drop by. So it's beddy-bye time for me. Thanx to all those who took the time out to stop my my profile to rate, and comment. When I wake out of the upcoming coma, I'll return the favor. Until my next insomniac episode. Peace, MsQtPie.

Faling Hart Of Love
: in the daknest night am i surtsing for my love way is all so dark is it my addetud ho is scearing the girl away my hart need the love you can give me im so lonly take me just for an wild and se my darkest side isent so dark im an soft and a good gai but now one seit so i lett the dark side gaid me home to my father the darknes is my home now good bye my light this is the end of my life lett some one other take my place i will alway remember you in my hart if the darknes dont take my hart and change it to a stone so i newer more will feel the good warm love enymore maby im born to get the newest lusifer and the king over the darkness pleas save me or do you like to see me falling down to my darknest home HELP ME IM FALING

Listen Up Alright ...
ok I have a message for my friends on this website. sorry if this comes across a little blunt, I mean no harm but it must be said alright. I come onto Fubar atleast once a day however I never stay long. I log in but within one minute I log out. I am not ignoring your shout messages but you see, by the time you message me I am already logged off. I am sorry I really do not have time to stay and chat on here much these days. if you feel the need to get in contact with me it would be better to message me on yahoo or email me - I am more likely to respond that way. sorry, but yeah it kind of needed to be said.

Beautiful
You talk so sweet and sound so nice, cant wait till i see your eyes, hold you close and keep you near,make it so you never fear. I'll be your one for now and ever,this poem might suck, but its kinda clever lol

Sweet Caroline
Sweet Caroline Neil Diamond Where it began, I can't begin to know when But then I know it's growing strong Oh, wasn't the spring, whooo And spring became the summer Who'd believe you'd come along Hands, touching hands, reaching out Touching me, touching you Oh, sweet Caroline Good times never seem so good I've been inclined to believe it never would And now I, I look at the night, whooo And it don't seem so lonely We fill it up with only two, oh And when I hurt Hurting runs off my shoulder How can I hurt when holding you Oh, one, touching one, reaching out Touching me, touching you Oh, sweet Caroline Good times never seem so good Oh I've been inclined to believe it never would Ohhh, sweet Caroline, good times never seem so good

Luciano Pavarotti
By ALESSANDRA RIZZO, Associated Press Writer 1 hour, 27 minutes ago ROME - Luciano Pavarotti, whose vibrant high C's and ebullient showmanship made him the most beloved and celebrated tenor since Caruso and one of the few opera singers to win crossover fame as a popular superstar, died Thursday. He was 71. His manager, Terri Robson, told the AP in an e-mailed statement that Pavarotti died at his home in Modena, Italy, at 5 a.m. local time. Pavarotti had been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer last year and underwent further treatment in August. "The Maestro fought a long, tough battle against the pancreatic cancer which eventually took his life. In fitting with the approach that characterised his life and work, he remained positive until finally succumbing to the last stages of his illness," the statement said. Speaking from inside Pavarotti's home, which was guarded by police, Pavarotti's assistant Edwin Tinoco told Sky TG 24 television that Pavarotti's final da

Get The Latest Updates Via Free Text!
Hey gang, We just signed up with a new service that will allow us to keep you up to date with all the latest Small Town Sleeper news and show updates via text. Its free and we WONT spam you. Just the info related to your area...easy as signing up! We are working on the fall tour schedule as we speak...stay tuned! And dont forget to drop by itunes to check out the avanced screening of our new album "Conversations" before it hits stores later this winter. ...and it goes on. Troy

Just So You Know...
I'm online and offline so quickly recently that I felt I needed to let my friends know what's up... Ok, so most of you know that I had to move from VT to CT a couple weeks ago. Most of you also know that I had to condense a 13 room house into a small, 2 bedroom apartment (numerous trips to my TWO HUGE storage units). And most of you know that it has been extremely stressful for me and my two kids. Here's what you may not know: The house I moved from was my mom's. So, in addition to packing my things, I had to go through her things...which I had not done in the year since her death. I cannot begin to explain that heartache and the feelings it brought up in me. I also cannot begin to tell you how difficult it continues to be for me to hide my feelings in order to help my children through theirs... We did not elect to move. We were forced out by the executor/lawyer of my mother's will. Yes, it did specifically state that the house and contents all go to the children, but he circ

Luciano Pavarotti Dies Of Cancer
ONE OF THE GREATEST AND MY FAVORITE OPERA TENOR HAS DIED OF CANCER. AS JOHN WAYNE WAS TO MOVIES, ELVIS TO ROCK AND ROLL, PAVAROTTI WAS TO OPERA. I AM VERY ECLECTIC IN MY MUSIC. AND WHEN I HEARD HIM SING THIS ARIA IT BROUGHT TEARS TO MY EYES. AND THEN WHEN FAMOUS ICE SKATER BRYAN BOITANO SKATED TO IT, CHILLS WENT UP MY SPINE. SO PLEASE TAKE A LISTEN TO SOME OF MY FAVORITE ARIA'S. REST IN PEACE AND SING FOR GOD NOW. ROME - Luciano Pavarotti, opera's biggest superstar of the late 20th century, died Thursday. He was 71. He was the son of a singing baker and became the king of the high C's. Pavarotti, who had been diagnosed last year with pancreatic cancer and underwent treatment last month, died at his home in his native Modena at 5 a.m., his manager told The Associated Press in an e-mailed statement. His wife, Nicoletta, four daughters and sister were among family and friends at his side, manager Terri Robson said. "The Maestro fought a long, to

Love
Love is Always patient & kind, It is Never jealous Love is Never boastful or conceited It is Never rude or selfish It does not take offense And is not resentful Love takes no pleasure in other peoples sins But delights in the truth Love is Always ready To Excuse To trust To hope and To Endure whatever comes...

Drop In My Space And Check Out This Awesome Band Big Rain
Click on Big Rain's banner below i made for them they have done 21 concerts in shangi China, 3 songs they have recorded has hit one and two spots on the charts, nominated for cross over artist in 2006 music awards

No One Does It Like You.
You really need to take care of yourself because you won't be good for anyone else unless you take care of yourself. -- Harry Bartholomew Do we merely assume we are taking good care of ourselves? It's perhaps a good idea to list all the ways we think this is true. Do we get enough exercise? What is enough, anyway? Are we eating the right foods and enough of them? How about rest? Do we take naps when needed, as well as get a good night's sleep? What about laughter? Some would say there's no better elixir than a good laugh. Of course, we have to be willing to laugh at ourselves, on occasion, to make the most of it. Taking good care of ourselves is much more in our control than we might have imagined. While it's true that some of us need a devoted caregiver because of our infirmities, we are able to laugh at will and to eat what's good for us. We are also very much in control of how we feel about the circumstances of our lives. Whether we think we have it good or bad has a great de

So Happy
I am happy. I am currently with this really great guy that I met on here. He is absolutely great to me and my kids and he is so sweet. I am happy I joined Fubar and met him. My parents also love him to death. They think he is great. My parents have never liked a guy I've been with this much. They even let him stay the weekends with me. Go figure. Hope everyone else is having a great day. I'm just sitting here being bored to death.lol.

To Be A Democrat...
22 Ways To Be A Good Democrat 1. You have to be against capital punishment, but support abortion on demand. 2. You have to believe that businesses create oppression and governments create prosperity. 3. You have to believe that guns in the hands of law-abiding Americans are more of a threat than U.S. Nuclear weapons technology in the hands of Chinese and North Korean communists. 4. You have to believe that there was no art before Federal funding. 5. You have to believe that global temperatures are less affected by cyclical documented changes in the earth's climate and more affected by soccer moms driving SUV's. 6. You have to believe that gender roles are artificial but being homosexual is natural. 7. You have to believe that the AIDS virus is spread by a lack of federal funding. 8. You have to believe that the same teacher who can't teach fourth graders how to read is somehow qualified to teach those same kids about sex. 9. You have to beli

Fly The Flag
FLY THE FLAG Campaign 9-11-07 THE PROGRAM IS THIS: On Tuesday, September 11th, 2007, an American flag should be displayed outside every home, apartment, office, and store in the United States. Every individual should display an American flag on this anniversary of our country's worst tragedy. We do this in honor of those who lost their lives on 9/11, their families, friends and loved ones who continue to endure the pain, and those who today are fighting at home and abroad to preserve our cherished freedoms. In the days, weeks and months following 9/11, our country was bathed in American flags as citizens mourned the incredible losses and stood shoulder-to-shoulder against terrorism. Sadly, those flags have all but disappeared. Our patriotism pulled us through some tough times and it shouldn't take another attack to galvanize us in solidarity. Our American flag is the fabric of our country and together we can prevail over terr

Concerts
I get to see Atreyu in 9 days! I'm so damn excited, I love them. I'll be seeing Mushroomhead soon, possibly Megadeth. God, I love shows. Then the best news of all...THE MOTHER FUCKING MISFITS are touring. Holy shit. I have my tickets...I can't wait til October. I never thought I would see them, unbelievable.

I Got A Job :)
As most of ya'll know I've been looking for a job for a while now. Yesterday I called a place and the lady said they had a cpl openings :) So I hauled ass there :) After the app and interview she said welcome to the crew :) Thank goodness. Now the down side :) I'll be starting working 3-11 on this coming Tuesday so I won't be here after 230 :) Chris is unemployed again so someone's gotta do it :) Good thing though I am getting back into my Nursing and going back to being a healer :) I luv it and am so excited :) I can't wait for Tuesday... Luv ya'll and Hope to see ya'll soon :) C

Another Update
ok, so anyone who is still out there reading about our move....we went yesterday and signed the loan papers!! woohoo!! we are so ready to move and get settled before the holidays. The kids are driving me crazier these days with their constant arguing and bickering....I need a break! My 13 year old has brought home some attitude from school and my 4 year old...well, he's 4!! anyway, we should know more in a few days when the seller has serviced the A/C~you know the south gets HOT so it has to be up to 100%~! So if I am not on for a while you all know where we are.....I'll be back as soon as we get the computer hooked back up! I'll chat more later...~~smooches~~

In Honor Of Luciano Pavarotti
HE HAS BEEN LIKE A FRIEND IN MY HOME FOR YEARS. WE WILL SADLY MISS HIM. GOD REST HIS SOUL, AND BLESS HIS FAMILY. HE WAS 71 YEARS YOUNG AND HAD BEEN DIAGNOSED WITH PANCREATIC CANCER A YEAR AGO.

What Is It
is it the way u touch me that keeps me comeing back for more. or the way u kiss me that make me keep comeing back for more. or the way u don't let me have my way all the time. or maybe it the way u hold me and look in to my eyes. idon't know what it is about u but i do know i want more. i know i can't have it right now but i can wiat till u know your ready cause there just that something about u that make me keep comeing back for more and i think i like it.

A Really Tacky Joke , You Were Warned !
Little Johnny Badass's neighbors had a baby.Unfortunately, the baby was born without ears. When mother and baby came home from the hospital,Johnny's family was invited over to see the baby.Before they left their house,Little Johnny's dad had a talk with him and explained that the baby had no ears.His dad also told him that if he so much as mentioned anything about the baby's missing ears or even said the word ears he would get the spanking of his life when they came back home.Little Johnny told his dad he understood completely.When Johnny looked in the crib he said, "What a beautiful baby." The mother said, "Why,thank you,Little Johnny." Johnny said, "He has such tiny hands,a cute little nose and really beautiful eyes. Can he see well?" asked Little Johnny."Yes," the mother replied, "we are so thankful; the Doctor said he will have 20/20 vision." "That's great," said Little Johnny,"cuz he'd be shit outta luck if he needed glasses."

Banana Cream Pie!
Mmmmm, I am sitting here having my espresso and eating my desert from last night that I could only manage to take one bite of. I am eating a special banana cream pie. With caramelized banana's on top! So yummy! We went to Ruth'sChris for dinner last night. Yes, that is the way it is spelled. We were treated very good. We had a fantastic waiter. We had him sample our wine we brought in. The wine was very, very good. We had crab cakes for an appetizer. Then a salad. I was full after just those 2 items. I ordered a petite fillet with blue cheese on top and prawns on top of the blue cheese. It was melt in your mouth and I could only force myself to eat half. I ordered desert because I wanted a bite and new how good it would be with my coffee this morning! mmm mmm good! My husband ate wayyyyy toooo much and was not feeling the best last night. I had to shove him out of bed this morning! lol We will definitely go back there some day! Expensive but worth ever

!@##$%^^ Profiles
Omg! My second blog in as many days. What the hell is wrong with me? That was rhetorical by the way, lol. For some reason, my man period is working over drive. My tolerance for certain things seems to be non-existent as of late. So, what’s my gripe today? Profiles. So, hard at work this morning as usual. (no comment please) I was glancing over a few interesting looking profiles. I seem to have noticed a cry for “read my profile, read my profile” from many people on the sight, yet when I get there, I find a page filled full of pre-done surveys or horoscopes or a ghastly link to a myspace page. But absolutely nothing written by them, about them. WTF! Here’s my point. A plea even. Write something in your damned profile. Not your life story, but a little tid bit. Maybe capture our interest with something other than a cleavage shot. Ok, I feel better. Toodles. You don’t have to go home, but you cant stay here.

My Current Lounges
My Latest Lounge Creation : Clik the Pix for Instant Access In Need of the Following Staff : - DJ's - Bartenders - Pole Dancers - Managers.. If you are up to the task & Wanna have a ton of fun please contact ME : OºTîK£îÑ Ú® G-§ÞØTºO **I do Graphix & Code skins & lounges for other members if you would like something done..please let me know.**

Help Me!
Hi there everyone look i know i have been slakin in my normal showin u luv everyday and all that stuff u guys know i always rate everything u do daily but til sept 13th im gonna be so busy with my contest just fyi i am in second very close to the girl in front of me if u have a couple minutes come throw me sum comments!! And just let me know if u need a favor in return!! Thanks u guys luv u muahz Just click the pic and show luv ill return it!

Weird Things About Myself...
When I Am In The Car And I Find A Verse Of A Song I Love, I Will Rewind It And Sing It Over And Over And Over Again. I Have A Scar On The Outside And Inside Of My Upper Lip. I Had 7 Stitches Inside And 2 Outside. This Was All Caused By Getting Hit In The Face By A Shoe. I Spent Three Days And Two Nights In The Hospital Because I Got Bit By A Freakin Hamster. I Am A Loud Mouth When I Am Drunk. Did I Mention Loud? I Organize My Clothes By Color In My Closet. They Are Also Grouped By Long Sleeves, Short Sleeves, Tank Tops And Spaghetti Straps. Everything Tastes Better With Hot Sauce. I Try On At Least 5 Different Jackets Before I Get Out The Door. And I Usually End Up With The First One I Put On. I Ware My Rainbow Sandals Every Day. Even When It Is Raining. When I Write, I Bite My Lips. I Have To Wiggle My Foot To Fall Asleep.

If We Had Sex
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you? 21. Do you like me? 22. Would you call me the next day? 23. Would you scratch me? 24. Would you let me scratch you? 25. Would you have to be drunk? 26. Would you date

Trucker Joke!
A trucker stops for a red light and a blonde catches up. She jumps out of her car, runs up to his truck and knocks on the door. The trucker lowers the window and she says "Hi, my name is Heather and you are losing some of your load." The trucker ignores her and proceeds down the street. When the truck stops for another light, the girl catches up again. She jumps out of her car, runs up and knocks on the door. Again, the trucker lowers the window. As if they've never spoken, the blonde says brightly, "Hi, my name is Heather and you are losing some of your load!" Shaking his head, the trucker ignores her again and continues down the street. At the third light, the same thing happens again. All out of breath, the blonde gets out of her car, runs up, knocks on the truck door. The trucker lowers the window, and again she says "Hi, my name is Heather and you are losing some of your load!" When the light turns green, the trucker revs up and races to the next light. When he stop

My Sex Iq!!
You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Either I Have Been Busy, Or I Am Bored. Lol
Once, A Knight In Armor By J.S. Monti To find an outlet for my mind. I started writing prose and find. Much to my complete surprise. What was bottled up inside. For in your care I found no muse. And settled for life so confused. Taking care of only you. And the troubles that you put me through. Spent my time so foolishly. On problem solving for the “we”. While you sat back willfully. Your “knight in armor” bent his knee. For nothing but the queen he fought. Just another battle sought. To show his love to lady fair. An unholy allegiance I did swear. All of this I did for naught. Shame and scars is all it brought. Forsaking others long the way. Makes me only rue those days. Now that I am on the mend. I find I have a soul again. And in these words it gains repent. For all the time and money spent. Others comfort you have sought. Now their souls you claim and bought. They too will find out gradually. And burn in the private hell you weave. Th

N.s.f.w. Some Basic Rules And Guidlines!!!
VERY IMPORTANT! Please follow THIS LINK: http://www.fubar.com/blog/106194/510987 to read a blog very well written about NSFW guidelines take a look at it, it's very clear and if you got more questions just ask any bouncer in the menu Help! *hugs*

Happy Birthday Mish!!!!
Cool Myspace Comments PLEASE GO SHOW OUR FIRST BRITISH GODMOTHER SUM LUVIN...TODAY IS HER BIRTHDAY!!!! Cool Myspace Comments MishNumber1 ~ Co-Owner Of The G-Spot Crew ~ of S*U*P & Club FAR@ fubar Cool Myspace Comments

The Mighty Power Of Green And Gold
Lambardi would be so proud of these guys Tis the season to play some ball Tis the season to have a beer and cheer Make new friends far and near Rivals to the end but its all fun in here Green and Gold fans are diehard fans to the end Through thick and thin we still sell out all the tickets We love who we are because we know we are Green Bay No other colors smear the pride No other team will push us aside We are the roots of football We ARE the GREEN BAY PACKERS!

Surrender.... A Poem By Me
Today Dear Lord I am going to walk onto the war zone Up to the top of these hills whare the battle is And surrender.... My life in short Has been like a roller coaster... Has many hills Twists & Turns.... Gone in many circles... But today I am Surrendering... I'm putting down my sword Throwing down my shield My heart has been shattered Like glass thrown and shatterd Into millions of pieces I do not know how long I can go on With this battle of mine... I'm in need of some real honisty A Loyal Friend Someone I can give my heart to And not watch it be broken again.... So I'm surrendering my heart to you Find me someone I can trust Love Surrender my heart too Someone who will protect me Love me for who I am And be careful of this heart of mine.... But until that day I need you to take care of this heart of mine So I can be once again The warrior I am meant to be.....

Kind Of Upset
I have a friend on here that was made to remove 6 pics from her profile.Now i understand the nsfw guidelines and well they common sense things,I mean we're all adults right.Now i have gone over the nsfw guidelines and can not see how these pics were nsfw maybe one possibly. All pics were if not tasteful but they were at least pics of her clothed I think some people are gettin a little overzelus about tellin on people with nsfw marks.Live and let live thats what i say so lets all be a bit more mature about markin photos and if you agree with this pass it on to a friend and tell them to pass it on. Stay true and stay real.

Her Wish Part 1
Ian stepped out of the shower, his body clean but his mind as dirty as ever. "Miss me?" he asked Andrea, walking back to the bedroom - a rhetorical question it seemed as slinking along the bed, she knelt on all fours, her tongue circling her full lips. She eyed his glistening thighs but was more interested in what lay between his toned upper legs. "Come over here and let me show you," she replied, curling her tongue up to the roof of her mouth, teasingly inviting him into its warm depths. Ian moved closer and reached down to guide his cock to her eager mouth, but she rabidly pushed his arms away and wrapped both hands around his girth, palming his balls and she slid the throbbing member into her throat. She sucked hard, clamping down on his manhood and flattening the veins as she drew back slowly. When she reached the top, she danced her tongue over the tip of the eye, almost breaking away completely before plunging back down, her muscles calming absorbing the thick meat. As she withdr

Fyi What These Blogs Are About!
I have a very vivid imagination and sometimes what I feel, crave, even desire needs to be put down on paper these are just some of those things!!! They maybe from the female prospective or the male or in story form...nevertheless they are from deep inside ME!!! Enjoy! And try not to get your keyboards too sticky in the process!!!

My Best Friend Is A Monkey
O.K. this is how it goes. You get an orangutan. I'm not talking a little monkey or some some dancing chimp bullshit, I mean a fucking orangutan. Don't ask me how you're gonna get a fucking orangutan, that's not my problem. So the orangutan's name is Clyde. This is non-negotianable, all orangutans are named Clyde. I don't know why that is, it's just how the world works. So you and Clyde become man (and ape) about town. You're seen everywhere together, you make the scene. You and friends go out in big groups. You talk loud, you laugh louder. Every time you say something witty you high-five the orangutan. The town begins to buzz. It gets back to her. "Did you know the guy with the orangutan?", "You used to date the guy with the orangutan?", "Why would you break up with a guy with an orangutan?" Next thing you know she's calling. "I'm hoping we can still be friends. Wanna hang out sometime." "Geez I dunno, me and Clyde were going to go to a monster truck race tonight. (orangutans love m

Underneath You
underneath you Underneath you, the world is diverse. The night sky glitters with millions of tiny stars that make light above us. I overlook any doubts and let myself go. Our naked bodies glide together and you enter me gently. I gasp and moan. I want you deep in me, sliding in and out furiously. I need you to quench this fire that I have been carrying. I look into your eyes filled with lust and passion. I hold you and touch you Wanting to remember everything about you. This moment will not be forever, but I want to remember your expressions and every sound that escapes your mouth. My pleasure intensifies and I feel my body go numb. You explode deep inside of me giving me the joy of feeling Your warmth flow inside of me. You lift your body taking your weight off me, freeing me from your wonderful confinement. I capture you nicely and secretly want to beg you to stay inside of me.

What's Your Name Say About You ?
B- You like people. R- Easy to fall in love with. I- You are great in bed. N-You are dead sexy K- You're wild and crazy Delete the other person's last name and repost this with the title "what does your last name say about you?" in 11 minutes and something wonderful will happen..... A : You like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D: You like to drink E : Awesome in bed F : You are dead sexy G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have very good personality and good looks I : You Are Great in bed. J : People Adore yOU K : You're wild and crazy. L: Everyone loves you. M : Best kisser ever. N :You are dead sexy O: Awesome kisser. A : You like to drink. P: You hangout with all populer types of people Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Easy to fall in love with. S : Fuckin crazy. T : You're loyal to those you love. U : You really like to chill. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people

Downrater Alert
and he deleted comments off the page as I did post about how hes stupid and that I will post a warning to all my friends. He deleted it right away. But looks like hes downrating alot of people low PsychoDragon~N~... rated your photo a '5'! PsychoDragon~N~PsychoDragon~Lady~4Ever@ fubar

Mobile Diarrhea Jihad
All in all, it hadn't been a good day. Bad traffic, a malfunctioning computer, incompetent coworkers and a sore back all made me a seething cauldron of rage. But more importantly for this story, it had been over forty-eight hours since I'd last taken a dump. I'd tried to jumpstart the process, beginning my day with a bowl of bowel-cleansing fiber cereal, following it with six cups of coffee at work, and adding a bean-laden lunch at Taco Bell. As I was returning home from work, my insides let me know with subtle rumbles and the emission of the occasional tiny fart that Big Things would be happening soon. Alas, I had to stop at the mall to pick up an order for my wife. I completed this task, and as I was walking past the stores on my way back to the car, I noticed a large sale sign proclaiming, "Everything Must Go!" This was prophetic, for my colon informed me with a sudden violent cramp and a wet, squeaky fart that everything was indeed about to go. I hurried to the mall bathroom. I sur

Life Is Too Short
Life is to short & unpredictable, One moment your walking along a sidewalk, next you could are in a hospital bed listening to loved ones and strangers pray for you. the realization that in a quick moment your whole life can change is frightening. i will never pass up an opportunity to tell a loved one i love them or feel guilty for being overprotective with myself or my children. just as easy as life is given it can be taken away. life is too short

I Love You (in 9 Languages)
English..........I Love You Spanish..........Te Amo French...........Je T'aime German...........lch liebe dich Japanese.........Ai shite imasu Italian..........Ti Amo Chinese..........Wo al nin Swedish..........Jag alskar Hillbilly........Nice ass get in the truck

Girls Cry Because....
Girls Cry Because..... They fell in love with the wrong person They're Mad They're Sad They're Scared They're Nervous They're Frustrated They're Missing someone They're Alone They're PMSing They're Pregnant They're tired of abusive relationships Their Heart Is broken They're in love Their souls have been torn They met someone they cant have They feel cheated They hurt so bad inside They feel unloved BOYS!!!: If any girl you know is crying, and you see them, don't just stand there like an ass and say you're sorry, hold them, kiss them, and tell them everything will be ok, even if you have no idea what is wrong with them. Girls go through more drama than you can imagine! Girls just want to be held and know that someone cares about them. Girls: Repost this if you're tired of dealing with the drama, and you're sick of putting up with the bullshit! Boys: Repost if you're a loving, caring, sensitive guy, who hates to se

R.i.p. Pop
For those of my friends who know me personally, know that my Father-in-Law passed away at the end of July. It was really sudden. We had told mom and Pop they could call us anytime no matter what time it was if anything happened. My husband's mother has been recooperating from an on-going illness since July of last year. We made a trip to Washington to visit them last year, and when they took us home, my mother-in-law ended up in the ICU, and has been in and out of the hospital ever since. So basically what I am trying to say is, if and when we heard from them, we were thinking it would be about his mom. Well, thankfully it wasn't, but when we got the call, it was mom telling us that Pop had died. He was diabetic, and his blood pressure kept falling. He would sit on the couch in front of the TV with a blanket around him and his space heater running just to keep warm. He got up to go to the restroom, and mom called to him wanting to ask him something, and she got worried when she didn't

Mega Party On Sunday September 23rd
Click banner to enter the WRR lounge! IT'S PARTY TIME!!! WORLDROCK RADIO IS HOSTING A HUGE SUNDAY BASH!! ALL DAY LONG!! JOIN US SUNDAY, SEPTEMBER 23rd STARTING AT 8AM EST ALL THE WAY THRU 2AM THE NEST MORNING!! WE PLAN ON BLOWING YOUR EARDRUMS! LOADING YOU UP WITH GREAT FUN & NEW FRIENDS!! AND OH YEAH!! THERE WILL BE PRIZES GALORE!! SO GRAB YOUR FRIENDS & MAKE SURE TO JOIN US ALL DAY LONG!!**Must be present in lounge to win** 8:00AM EST 10:00AM EST 12:00PM EST (Noon) 2:00PM EST Click banner to leave your 20 comments for the raffle! 4:00PM EST 12:00AM EST (Midnight) Click banner to leave your 20 comments for the raffle! Click banner to enter lounge (repost of original by '~CSC~ - WRR Army Special Ops - ~Crazy Bitch~ NoBody Does It Better~~' on '2007-09-06 07:33:58') (repost of original by '

I Give Big Ups To Big Butts
found this while surfing the net, and it all is soooooo true. I Give Big Ups to Big Butts! I give my praise to the large curves I've made. My bouncing butt, my bountiful bottom, or my beautiful behind . . . it fills my jeans, my shorts, and my panties. A seat is no match for my powerful posterior! Many have behinds, but to have a large butt is the ultimate prize. It says that you are substantial. You are no thin, frail, mere outline of a person. You are the whole story in its glory. You are full-bodies, or full-butt elegance walking toward an unworthy public! Love that big butt you wonderful bbw and bhm! Sit with true pride, for my dear bbw and bhm, your butt is nice and wide!!!!!

555
Well I just got a phone call from my mother...It seems I'll be having a new bedroom partner for a few days. One of the elderly ladies she takes care of is going into the hospital for a few days, and we are taking her kitty cat in. I will be sure to get lots of pictures of Bam while he is here. Guess I should go take a shower, and start cleaning my room. If you get a chance, could you sign my guestbook & Call my voice comment thingy? I will return the love asap, as long as you let me know. The voice comment thingy though, has to wait till I get my cell phone charged...Its the one that has the long distance on it. Oooooookie dokie.... MISSION 1)Get Showered. 2)Get Dressed. 3)Clean Rooom! 4)Make Dinner. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Well I'll be back later to let you know how many things from this list I actually accomplished. #2 May not actually be a neccesity :P

50 Cent ( Curtis )
From Amir to all my Friendz,Fanz & Family Enjoy Amirz Vizion Remember to first download wiwrar from http://www.download.com/WinRAR/3000-2250_4-10690736.html :) !!!!! HERE IS THE LINK TO THE ALBUM BELOW!!!! http://u-1be95qddu.urlcash.net

New Kayne West Album (graduation )
Aight Ya'll here's the Graduation Album Enjoy Amir..... Remember to download wiwrar to unzip the file from http://www.download.com/WinRAR/3000-2250_4-10690736.html :) HERE IS THE LINK TO THE ALBUM BELOW http://rapidshare.com/files/52555418/0830-kw-grad.rar

Pray
Ok I use to go to church every day. Yea I know people look at me and say. What the hell cassie no way you went to church. Its true I use to be a big believer in that shit. Until one day my church told me I would have to go to stupid classes to be able to go there. Thay told me I wasnt good enough. What the fuck. Im not good enough. Well fuck them. That is why I dont go enymore. People say im the daughter of satan. Im the dark princess well hell yes I am. I love that shit thats who I am. I am a rock star and tough as hell. U can try and push me down but I will just get right back up. And I am srry if some people think this is wrong.

9-6-07
You and your people are working out a few kinks in the latest business, so don't be too surprised or alarmed when things go more slowly than you would like. That just means exciting times later! ----------------------------------------------------- Hmmmm does this refer to my contest is it time to get the excitement going if so come help me out with what ever comments you have time to leave me. Love you all. Click on my mug right here and show me you care about me.(d)(b)8-P

Heh.
"You and your family might be sparring over some relatively small issue that is heating you all up more than it should. Don't try to deny your moods -- just be ready to compromise at some point." Um...what family?

Who Is Jack Schitt
for some time many of us wondered who is jack schitt? we find ourselves at a loss when someone says,'you don't know jack schitt! well thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellecual way. jack schitt is the only son of awe schitt. awe schitt,the fertilizer magnate, married o schitt the owner of deep schitt n.schitt inc. they had one son jack. in turn,jack schitt married noe schitt. the deeplyreligious couple produce six children; holie schitt, givea schitt, fulla schitt,bull schitt and the twins deep schitt and dip schitt. against her parents' objections, deep schitt married 15 yearas, jack and noe schitt divorced. noe schitt later married ted sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. she was then known as now schitt sherlock meanwhile, dip schitt married loda schitt, and they produced a son with a rather nervous dispostion named chicken schitt. two of the other six children, fulla schitt and giva schitt

Portrait Of A Friend
I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with its untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can't keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall. Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine; Yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge; I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask. I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me. I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you. I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you, But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself. I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting, But I can cry with you a

My Struggle
When I look at myself,I cannot see, See past my stunned face,To who I should be, Gone are the days, Of insecurities,Long since past, Has gone my innocence,I've turned myself, Into a spiteful creature,Everything I'm not, And everything I wish to be, My pain is gone, Replaced by rage,My anger it boils, From inside of me,I wish to be rid of this curse, I forever wish,To erase all these cuts, My dreams are inside me, So out of reach,This person I've created, Has sinned to much,I want this all gone, And be able to live,I just want myself back, The things I have done,I know have been wrong, But they have shaped who I am,And now I am strong, My wisdom is wiser, My heart not so small,My burdens are secrets I carry alone,No longer the torment of worry and hurt,I put all my friends through, Without their support,I would not have pulled through. By Psyfer

Can You Differ Two Birds.....weather Its Male Or Female
Can You Differ Two Birds.....Weather Its Male Or Female....Well.....This Picture Might Give You The Knowledge....... **************************** **************************** **************************** **************************** **************************** **************************** **************************** **************************** **************************** **************************** **************************** **************************** I Hope You Can Tell It Now.....LolZ....EmOn

I'm An Aunt Again!! Yay!
Yesterday at 2:21pm, my nephew was born. Matthew David Caver came into the world weighing 7 lbs. 9.9 oz! I have two neices, ages 5 years and 18 months, so it's nice to finally have a nephew lol! I will put up pix once I get some.

Trying To See How Fast I Can Level
Trying to see how many friends read my blog and if blogs are actually ever read. Please follow the link below and rate a few pics let me know these blogs actually are read . Thank You!! Click The Pic Above oops I just hit the wrong thing and reported myself as nsfw lol

3 Weeks Without Me!
Yup, I'm heading back to New York for three weeks as of Monday. Just wanted to let all those that bother to read these blogs of mine know in case ya'll get worried. Stay safe, be happy and I'll see you when I get back. Ciao! xx

Son
Tiny Angel rest your wings sit with me for awhile. How I long to hold your hand, And see your tender smile. Tiny Angel, look at me, I want this image clear.... That I will forget your precious face Is my biggest fear. Tiny Angel can you tell me, Why you have gone away? You weren't here for very long.... Why is it, you couldn't stay? Tiny Angel shook his head, "These things I do not know.... But I do know that you love me, And that I love you so". Author Unknown

Out For The Weekend Due To Some Jackass...
Well boys and girls, Some jackass has taking such a liking to my home computer, they decided to hack it!!! The firewall was turned off (by offspring who shall remain nameless!) So my only access to the wonderful world of FUBAR, at the moment, is at work.. I only work 4 days a week so I will catch up with ya'll on Monday. (i'm pretending anyone really cares....bear with me...) Ya'll have a ROCKIN" Weekend....GO COLTS!!!!! Peace out & Rock On!! Eric

Her
I am touching her and touched to feel her compliant as I am leading her and led by her replies 'oh, yes" and "please" as I am undressing her and naked to her searching eyes - we are vines of different plants weaved to one another, leaves shaking in the breeze of our two breaths warm and moist into each other - rooted to this motion and I am calling her name in dreams I have while wide awake of her soft skin, her fragrant hair, her ripe lips dripping out my name as though it belongs to her (and perhaps it always has). © All rights reserved

Adam And Eve
SouthernSl... September 5, 2007 @ 6:33 pm Lets travel life's journey hand in hand, You be my Girl and I'll be you man. Some may say we're crazy,but they don't realize, I can see forever in your eyes. Just like when GOD made man, and he gave him the world, But saw there was something missing so he made him a girl. That's how it all began, One woman and one man. And just like when GOD made Adam Eve, You complete my world for me. Your all my dreams come true, And I wanna spend forever loving you.

Sonnet Of Her Purse
One kiss away - destruction near complete - I look into the darkest pair of eyes (a place where more than minds had come to meet) And down between her silky milky thighs into the source of my demonic trance. Oh, save me from the suction I can feel - borne not of love and not of true romance - a lust I've tried so long to just conceal. But how can I, a mortal man, resist, but heed the siren call of her sweet purse so wondrously dropped open? In a mist, I must succumb to her - this is my curse. All hope abandoned, hard, yet now with ease - I lean to her and hope that I might please. © All rights reserved

My Favorite Song! If You Can Find It Please Send To Me!
Marshall Tucker Band..Am I the kind of Man! Am I the kind of man That lives by his heart Who believes in God almighty Not fearin' the devil or the dark Always there when you need me to be Hold your hand, say I love you In those hours of need Wish you could close your eyes Truthfully one day say them things to me Am I the kind of man That thinks he's strong To stand up in a crowd And admit when he's wrong When you're in trouble To no one else you'll ever plead Knock on my door, say honey You're the man I needed to see Wish you could close your eyes Truthfully one day say them things to me I know I ain't been much But I'm tryin' Things have been rough lately I'm not denyin' But I'm gonna try somehow To be a better man 'Cause my heart and soul Is tryin' as hard as it can Am I the kind of man Who believes in peace Who'll stand up and fight in a minute Over something that he believes Loves all his brothers Treats his elders with respect Never hear

Don't Trust This Guy
Ok listen up everone here on Fubar does anyone know the guy below ???? his name is SirDonavan Lawerence Washington and he is a fake.... slevin "crank dat soulja boi" @ fubar DO NOT TRUST HIM.....that is not really even him he is a fake piece of crap that needs to be tied to the back of a bumper and pulled down the highway going 107 mph so that every inch of his flesh peels off...... this is the real him and if you dont believe me go check out his Facebook here is his link below and his REAL picture is on his Facebook page http://www.facebook.com/s.php?q=SirDonavan&n=-1&init=s I dont care what you say to me..... your opinion is nothing to me

Everyone Should Take 5 Minutes To Read This.
It may save your life or love one's life. Crucial because of recent abductions in daylight hours,refresh yourself of these things to do in an emergency situation... This is for you, and for you to share with your wife, your children, everyone you know. After reading these 9 crucial tips, forward them to someone you care about. It never hurts to be careful in this crazy world we live in. 1. Tip from Tae Kwon Do : The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do! 2. Learned this from a tourist guide in New Orleans If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM Toss it away from you.... chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse than you, and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION! 3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car, kick out the back tail lights and stick your arm out the hole and start waving like crazy. The driver won't see you, but ev

Five (5) Lessons To Make You Think About The Way We Treat People.
Five (5) lessons to make you think about the way we treat people. 1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: 'What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?' Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. 'Absolutely,' said the professor 'In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say 'hello.' I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One

Jesse Owens And Three Words
So last night we had our first LYO meeting for the year (that is, our church year, which begins in September) as well as our first confirmation orientation meeting for the parents of our seventh through ninth graders. Other than the thirty-six kids in their first, second, or third years of confirmation, we had six older ones with us in our first meeting which was more of a "get to know you" session. Donna, one of the three co-youth directors we've got this year, started the game where one person would shake another's hand and they'd say "Hi, I'm (their name)." After they each introduced themselves, they'd move to another person and when they said hi they'd give the name of the person they just spoke to. A person won the game when they met the person who had their own name. How many of the forty-two youth will remember who each other is, especially if they don't all go to the same school . . . hey, you've got me! Our next icebreaker game was basically about getting into a circle a

10 Ways To Be A Good Dom
1 The Total Transference of Power of Self Will is a continuing process of giving and receiving. It is not a once only act but an ongoing process of submitting to the authority of the chosen Master. It is the right of the Submissive to offer the gift of her Submission. The Master does not have the right to demand or take that Self Will from the Submissive. 2 The greatest gift that a Submissive has to give is her Submission; therefore the Master must cherish the gift and the Submissive. He must prove himself honorable and worthy of the gift. 3 The Master must be in control himself first and foremost. Without an understanding of control of self, the Master will confuse bullying for dominance. To win The Submissive Partner’s mind, body, spirit, soul, and love, the Master knows he must first win her trust. The Master will show the Submissive Partner humor, kindness, and warmth. He must always show her that his guidance and tutoring is knowledgeable and deserving of her attention, that

Some Women Perfer Bad Guys...part 1
Don't let the smooth taste fool you.I remember this line from a Colt 45 commercial back in 1987 & that line makes a lot of sense for people who had been fooled in their relationships in the past by guys who women thought that they were the best thing in the world & turns out to be a snake in the grass.On the surface,bad guys appear to be the ultimate ladies man:A suave gentleman who knows how to charm a lady.But in reality,most of these men are immature,irresponsible,& inconsistent.They balk at the mere mention of the term"commitment" & are slicker than an eel swimming in a vat of grease.

R.i.p. Luciano Pavarotti
Since I was in the womb I have loved music. I don't mean I love music in the way everyone uses the word love to express a fondness or interest in something, like saying "OMG I sooo totally love those adorable pink shoes with the buckles!!" or "Dude, I love that radical car with the bodaciously sweet rims!" [ /disgusting valley accent OFF ] I mean a love that runs in every fiber in my being. One that fills me up to overflowing every time I hear a song that moves me from within, until I feel as One with the notes themselves. Yeah. That love. The reason I say "since I was in the womb" is because during her pregnancies with both my brother and myself my mother read to us, talked to us, and yes, played music and sang to us. I'm a firm believer that it helped shape our deep connection to music. It developed and grew with us long after entering this world. I honestly cannot begin to describe just how deep and powerful an aspect of our lives music has been. You have to be one who has ju

How To Detect A Bad Guy...rule # 1
1.THE SCRUB-Believe it or not,some men resort to the same antics they used in high school to get attention from women.The scrub is harmless for the most part,he may need to be pampered & mothered.He is also a firm believer in throwing a tantrum if he doesn't get his way.

Double P Words
APPARATUS CRAPPIE RIPPLE APPAREL DIPPER SAPPHIRE APPARITION DISAPPOINTMENT SCALOPPINE APPEAL DOPPELGANGER SCHNAPPS APPEARANCE EAVESDROPPER SCRAPPLE APPENDAGE EOHIPPUS SCUPPERNONG APPENDICITIS EYEDROPPER SHARECROPPER APPENDIX FLAPPER SHOPPER APPETITE FLIPPER SHOWSTOPPER APPETIZER FRAPPE SKIPPER APPLAUSE GRAPPLER SLIPPER APPLE GRASSHOPPER SNIPPET APPLIANCE GUPPY STEPPE APPLICATION HAPPENSTANCE STRIPPER APPRAISAL HAPPINESS SUPPER APPRECIATION HIPPIE SUPPLEMENT APPRENTICE HIPPOPOTAMUS SUPPLICANT APPROACH KIPPER SUPPLY APPROPRIATION NIPPERS SUPPORT APPROVAL NIPPLE TIPPLE APPROXIMATION OPPONENT TRAPPER BACKSLAPPER OPPORTUNITY UPPERCUT CAPPUCCINO PEPPER WHIPPET CHOPPER PINEAPPLE WHOPPER CLAPPER PIPPIN WORSHIPPER CLIPPER POPPY WRAPPER CLODHOPPER POPPYCOCK YUPPIE COMEUPPANCE PUPPET ZEPPELIN COPPER PUPPY ZIPPER COPPERHEAD

The Biker (cpoied From Sweet ) Important
THE BIKER When you see us moving past you quickly: Don't take offense or think we're trying to "show off". Ninety five percent of the time, we're trying to get out of your blind spot or taking ourselves out of a potential dangerous situation that has evolved around us. Distancing ourselves from you does not mean we want to race, but that we're giving ourselves the edge we need at the moment. When you hear our horn: Don't take offense or think we're trying to aggravate you. All we're doing is letting you know where we are in relation to you on the road, and we're more than likely aware of your inattentiveness to us while you're talking on a cell phone, eating, reading or involved in some other distracting aspect to your driving. It's important to us, and you, that you know we're there. When you hear our loud pipes: Don't become angry and hostile toward us. Yes, some are quite loud, but for some, there's a purpose behind being loud. It's about letting you know we're clos

How To Detect A Bad Guy...rule # 2
2.THE WOMANIZER-Unlike the player who uses women to boost his poor self-esteem,the womanizer get his thrills from hurting women intentionally.His testosterone level usually rages in overdrive because he must constantly attract women,& women must constantly be attracted to him.The womanizer has total lack of respect for women & experts say he may humiliate his woman in public just to show off.He is emotionally unavailable & he cares about no one but himself;he also has no concept of right or wrong & is completely irresponsible.

Interview
ok i got this interview sat at 9am at 'the dolan group' pay range is from $13-15/hr determined upon experience. the lady called me this morning and told me to send her my resueme and then we got to talking about my old job and she seemed really interested and gave me this interview without looking at my resueme..so everyone wish me luck!!!!!!!!!

I Want To See Who Reads These
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Urgent Please Read
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Symbols
the symbols all mean nothing pressing desperate against your skin my fingers lust faceless towards your soul through the soft flesh that encases it parting bone in the wake of my kiss the homeless emotions I have find solace within the depths of you the symbols all mean nothing heresy, even pressing disoriented against your heat drinking the wine of your shuttering climax inebriating myself with the pleasure feasting like a creature unfathomed weeping in earnest upon waking from your dream

My Views On Slave Vs. Submissive
A slave is one that has gathered into a contract with a master whether it be written or verbal. She is therefore the ownership of the master and has no rights. She might build up to rights but that is between the contract and the master. A submissive is truely the one in charge when in a bdsm relationship with a dom. He might be dominating but she gives the clues whether it be too hard or needs to stop or slow down by words and notions. A submissive woman is never owned and has her own mind to think and plan. That is why I am a submissive woman and not a slave.

Getting There
Well, one day closer. I’m sitting in my hotel room taking a break before I head out to get some food. Today went well, briefings and stuff with the new company. Tomorrow morning I’ll get some more briefings and then take my flight in the evening for “that” place. Good stuff so far with these new people. Everyone is nice and friendly, all the paperwork that could have been filled out is…. Things are pretty good. I had a good visit with the folks and with family. I don’t know when I’ll be back in the states so I tried to enjoy it as much as possible. Like most people I have a complicated relationship with the folks, my dad in particular but for the most part things went well. I was able to visit my sister and spend a day at the beach, got to visit grandma and get her off my back. At least this visit she never said anything about me “settling down with a good woman and starting a family”. She claims she’s given up on me but we’ll see how long this will last. I got to go to Myrtle b

Wanna Dj? Come Look At This...if You Havent Ever Djed We Will Train You
Attention!! Have you Ever Wanted To be A Dj? Ohh you dont have experience? dont worry We will train you, So heres your chance....↓ So click the pics and come in and apply Today!

Quote For September 6
“Death is that "Tomorrow" for which all our lives are spent waiting! Man is constantly building the "Image." It is an Edifice for the entombment of bones! Best to "Realize" the temporal nature of things and simply "Do and Die!” -- Irvin Kauffman Bonus Quote: You win some, lose some, and wreck some. -- Dale Earnhardt

A Word To The Gay Men Out There
Dont get me wrong, I dont have a problem with gay men and I absolutely LOVE lesbians but I cant butt feel a little uncomfortable when I get gay men hitting on me in my shoutbox. Its a little more scary to me than it is flattering. I have a few gay fans but as far as I know no gay male friends. Does that make me a meany? Does it make me homophobic? My cousin Rob is gay and every girl that I know that has met him wants to do him. If I was him I'd have a few girlfriends and they'd be cool with it but he doesnt want any girls. What a waste. The reason I posted this blog is because I had a dream about my cousin Rob last night and in my dream he came onto me. It was very scary cuz he knows how to whoop some ass, used to be a marine. Well anyway, I didnt give in to his advances and I know he wouldnt really do that in real life. I guess it goes to show that I'm not gay even when no one's lookin in my dreams. So am I a scardy cat for not wanting to to have gay men as friends that just wan

So Long!
I just wanted to let all of my friends know that I will be deleting my account. It has been fun chatting with everyone, but it is time to move on to other adventures. Thank you to everyone that has supported me and helped me along the way. I will miss you all! May all of your aspirations be realized!

Hard Life
living aint easy at all it has its ups and downs its like climbing a ladder each step that is taking is a new chapter of life being added on cause my life has been hell up and down and all around with differnt twists and turns but now im trying to get over it and start over new

The Cross I Bear
Please read... it is personal... toward me. I borrowed this from my sisters friend. But it is about how i feel about my current situation. Please read, and pray for me, my family and friends. I love you! ~~~~Whatever your cross, ~~~~whatever your pain, ~~~~there will always be sunshine, ~~~~after the rain .... ~~~~Perhaps you may stumble, ~~~~perhaps even fall, ~~~~But God's always ready, ~~~~To answer your call ... He knows every heartache, sees every tear, A word from His lips, can calm every fear ... Your sorrows may linger, throughout the night, But suddenly vanish, dawn's early light ... The Savior is waiting, somewhere above, To give you His grace, and send you His love .. Whatever your cross, whatever your pain, "God always sends rainbows .... after the rain ... " It has been raining for me for quite a while. God sent me a rainbow to brighten my smile... and help me thru everything, but now my rainbow is fading away and the rain has taken ov