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Sabrina~the Bounty Hunter~
I will do what I can to make my title the right one! I am greatful that my great friend Jon thought that I would be a great addition to the family! Thanks jon for having such great faith in me and for being an awesome friend and family member!

Ani Difranco, 'untouchable Face'
this song in particular helped me through a broken heart way back when...listening to it now just makes me happy that i dont feel the words as i used to. Untouchable Face lyrics think i'm going for a walk now i feel a little unsteady i don't want nobody to follow me 'cept maybe you i could make you happy you know if you weren't already i could do a lot of things and i do tell you the truth i prefer the worst of you too bad you had to have a better half she's not really my type but i think you two are forever and i hate to say it but you're perfect together so fuck you and your untouchable face and fuck you for existing in the first place and who am i that i should be vying for your touch and who am i i bet you can't even tell me that much two-thirty in the morning and my gas tank will be empty soon neon sign on the horizon rubbing elbows with the moon a safe haven of sleepless where the deep fryer's always on radio is counting down the top 20

So Into U
So Into U I am lost Within Your words As you Speak Them To me. I feel My Heart Doing flips As Your lips Brush Against mine. I sigh With Delight That I am So Into U. Your touch Upon my Flesh Becomes The only Need for My Pleasure To set Free My hidden Flames of desire. Can you Not see This is why, I am So Into U? ©2007 Firestar

Fantasy Dame
-YOU WERE A FANTASY -I WASN'T SUPPOSE TO MEET YOU -CHANCES OF THAT WERE SO UNLIKELY -AND IF WE DID MEET -YOU WEREN'T SUPPOSE TO LIKE ME -BUT LOOK IM TRAPPED NOW -AND IT JUST SO HAPPENED -GOD PUT ME IN THIS SPOT -WHERE IT WOULD JUST SO HAPPEN -SEE SHE HAD A MAN AND I HAD A GIRL -I BROKE UP WITH MINE -AND AROUND THE SAME TIME -WE WERE HANGIN' OUT SHE NEVER LAID A HAND ON ME -BUT I COULD TELL BY THE WAY SHE GLACED AT ME -HER LOOK SAID "BABY BOY SOMETHING HAMPERS ME" -"IT WOULD GO DOWN BUT I'VE GOT MY MAN WITH ME" -LORD HOW CAN IT BE -YOU KNOW I'VE NEVER BEEN A DUDE -TO COME AND BREAK UP A HAPPY FAMILY -AND THESE TWO LOOK SO HAPPY ON THE OUTSIDE -THEY COULD HAVE ONLY BEEN HAPPY ON THE OUTSIDE -SEE WE EVENTUALLY STARTED CREEPIN' -FOR ME IT'S JUST SEX BUT FOR HER IT'S CHEATING -IT WENT DOWN ONE TIME TWO TIMES ONCE MORE -TALKING REAL PASSIONATE EVERYTIME IT JUMPED OFF -I'M IN DEEP NOW SHES MORE THAN A JUMP OFF -WE'RE BOTH CATCHING FEELINGS -AND BOTH STARTING T

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Well I didnt know that if a friend that you've got in your family list, deletes you from their friends list - they still remain in your family list, but not your friends list. I got a little shock today when I went and visited a former friends page today. Oh well - I'm sorry If I am not a perfect Fu and can't get to each and every 'friends' page on a daily basis. I do not have that much time to do so. If you cant accept my imperfections - then fukk you!!!!!!!!!!!

That Scent!!!!
The Aroma of passion, your feminine finesse your silky sweet skin, my thoughts caress A single candle burns, like me for you red hot desire, set alight by the sight of you Warm thoughts, like a summer day my soul and spirit are far away off on an island of eternal bliss hidden, lost, somewhere in our kiss

So It Goes...
Today I started learning the residential contract that my firm uses. They don't seem to bad...yet anyway. I also learned where my office is going to be and all that good stuff! So I have an office with a phone until my computer gets there and I have a lil box to keep all my stuff in until my desk gets there LOL. Which suits me just fine cause I thought I am glad that I am getting my own office it I honestly didn't think I would have my own when I started the class. I am getting more anxious as time goes on. I will be glad when my license gets back and I can get the last bit done with them and be all done except working. It was a longer process than I expected but not too bad. I need to now go and start getting my yard sale stuff ready because I promised my mom that me and her would have a yard sale one weekend before it gets too cool. This weekend is the family reunion so it is ruled out and the next is the Roller Coaster Yard Sales so it is ruled out unless I go to them on Friday whic

Better Explination.... Xbox 360 Elite For Free!
PLEASE READ..... Use the information to learn how to get your own XBOX 360 Elite free. Have a look at this video first: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DFKYVE__Mug (sorry this stupid thing thinks thats a smiley, but its an = followed by a D) Just take 1 minute and read this. This is very EASY to do! It literally takes 10 minutes to setup. Simply follow the steps below. This is 100% real. I wouldn't do this if it was a scam. I will answer you on any question! Here is what you do. Click on the link below, register, pick an account type (referral is the easiest) and complete just 1 offer (Very important that you complete the 1 offer otherwise your account will sit in limbo until you do). This is not like other sites where you need to complete one offer on 2 or 3 different pages!!! And a lot of these offers are FREE trials with nothing else to buy...No committments!!! There are plenty of cool offers to choose from such as Blockbuster online, Stamp.com, Netflix,

Just Enough
Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure.. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love you and I wish you enough". The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom". They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?". Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?". "I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral," she said. "When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask w

Welcome Home Heroes!
Well, I am very excited to say the 875th is in Wisconsin and are getting ready to come back to Arkansas Saturday! War has never been on my mind until this guys and girls went to Iraq. Even then, it still wasn't present on my mind until May 26, 2007. As all of you probably know, that's the day we lost Erich Smallwood. Since then i have seen things differently. I have been thankful for the freedoms I have here that people in other places don't. I am thankful I come from a country that is willing to go fight to help other countries. I am also thankful I got to spend some time at Sonic Drive In getting to know the amazing, selfless hero Erich Smallwood was. While I feel excitment for everyone who gets to reunite with their fathers, brothers, husbands, sisters, wives, mothers, boyfriends, girlfriends, friends and so on, I can't help but feel an emptiness and sadness knowing Erich will not be on the plane coming home to his loved ones. he paid the ultimate scarifice for us. Please

Awakening Eve Ch. 01
Awakening Eve Ch. 01 by myantonia © Eve had lived in a suburb of Madison, Wisconsin all of her life. She was shy and had been rather sheltered until her parents were killed in a car accident driving home from her graduation from a nearby women's college. With neither family or job prospects there any longer, Eve drew upon all of her courage and decided to start her life all over again in a new city. She deposited her small inheritance safely in the bank, bought a ticket for San Francisco, and made a reservation for an indefinite stay at an affordable hotel. Looking out the airplane window, Eve bid a silent goodbye to Wisconsin. She wiped away a tear, but not quickly enough for it to escape the notice of her seatmate. A distinguished looking man in his late 40s or early 50s; he patted her hand and asked gently "Leaving good memories behind, I hope?" His sympathetic tone was all that Eve needed to begin weeping openly. Between sobs, she explained her situation to the man, who i

I Looked In Your Eyes,,,for A Very Special Friend
Some of you may know someone who fits this. This was a gift to me years ago. I looked in your eyes I’ve seen them before The eyes of a comrade Who died at my side in war? The eyes of a babe I held to my breast That wrenched my heart When I laid you to rest? Weren’t you the one Who shared my childhood play That I cried so hard for When they took me away? Wasn’t it you that I laughed with In the springtime rain as we raced our horses across the wide open plain? And didn’t we once When the earth was wild Stand in awe at the miracle Of our new born child? And haven’t we held hands and faced the sword and given our lives in the name of the Lord? I’ve known you before I couldn’t be wrong Many times together We’ve sang life’s song. Many times we’ve laughed Many times we’ve cried And yes more than once Together we’ve died. When I look in your eyes don’t I see a spirit that is so familiar to me? Haven’t we danced and darted across t

Princess
The most beautiful girl in the world is mine. I can't pull myself away from her. Her eyes are brighter than any star's shine. I could stare at them forever. She can't help but giggle when I trace a line across her body with my finger. And every second with her is precious time, That keeps on getting better. I love the taste of her sweet lips. And when her hair sways in the breeze. She smiles when my hands rest on her hips as we lay together in the trees. It makes me crazy when she reads sex tips. Cause she knows I'm easy to please. The anticipation makes me to flips. But the pleasure brings me to my knees. The way she smiles when it's night. Lets me know what I'm in for. The way she pulls the covers tight. Makes us closer even more. The candle light sets the mood right. As our shadows dance upon the floor. All I desire to to keep kissing her tonight. Loving the princess that I adore

What's Your Sign...
GEMINI - The Gorgeous one (5/21-6/21) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. dual personalities. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luck if you do not repost AQUARIUS - The one every girl or boy needs (1/20-2/18) Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Attractive. Loud. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. PISCES - The Addictive (2/19-3/20) EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. BEST kisser. Always get what they want. Very Attractive. Easy going. RARE Find. GOOD when found. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. NOT one to mess with!!! 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. LEO - The Sexy One (7/23-8/22) Very talka

Pondering - - - - - The U S Constitution
They keep talking about drafting a Constitution for Iraq. Why don't we just give them ours? It was written by a lot of really smart guys, it has worked for over 200 years, and . . . . . . . . . we're not using it anymore.

Something To Think About
I Think Santa Claus Is A Woman... I hate to be the one to defy sacred myth, but I believe he's a she. Think about it. Christmas is a big, organized, warm, fuzzy, nurturing social deal, and I have a tough time believing a guy could possibly pull it all off! For starters, the vast majority of men don't even think about selecting gifts until Christmas Eve. It's as if they are all frozen in some kind of Ebenezerian Time Warp until 3 p.m. on Dec. 24th, when they - with amazing calm - call other errant men and plan for a last-minute shopping spree. Once at the mall, they always seem surprised to find only Ronco products, socket wrench sets, and mood rings left on the shelves. (You might think this would send them into a fit of panic and guilt, but my husband tells me it's an enormous relief because it lessens the 11th hour decision-making burden.) On this count alone, I'm convinced Santa is a woman. Surely, if he were a man, everyone in the universe would wake up Christmas m

For Our Soldiers
THIS IS FOR EVERYBODY When a soldier comes home, he finds it hard.......to listen to his son whine about being bored. ...to keep a straight face when people complain about potholes....to be tolerant of people who complain about the hassle of getting ready for work. ...to be understanding when a co-worker complains about a bad night's sleep. ...to be silent when people pray to God for a new car. ...to control his panic when his wife tells him he needs to drive slower. …to be compassionate when a businessman expresses a fear of flying....to be grateful that he fights for the freedom of speech.

Which Are You???
You are 77% Witch or Wizard! You are more white than black, seeing knowledge as something that could be dangerous in the wrong hands. You could be the protector we need.What type of Witch or Wizard are you?Create a Quiz

From Linkin Park
"Hands Held High" Words on loose leaf sheet complete coming I jump in my mind and summon the rhyme, I'm dumping Healing the blind I promise to let the sun in Sick of the dark ways we march to the drum and Jump when they tell us that they wanna see jumping Fuck that I wanna see some fists pumping Risk something, take back what's yours Say something that you know they might attack you for Cause I'm sick of being treated like I have before Like it's stupid standing for what I'm standing for Like this war's really just a different brand of war Like it doesn't cater the rich and abandon poor Like they understand you in the back of the jet When you can't put gas in your tank These fuckers are laughing their way to the bank and cashing the check Asking you to have compassion and have some respect For a leader so nervous in an obvious way Stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay And the rest of the world watching at the end of the day In thei

Which House Belongs To An Environmentalist?
LOOK OVER THE DESCRIPTIONS OF THE FOLLOWING TWO HOUSES AND SEE IF YOU CAN TELL WHICH BELONGS TO AN ENVIRONMENTALIST. HOUSE # 1: A 20-room mansion (not including 8 bathrooms) heated by natural gas. Add on a pool (and a pool house) and a separate guest house all heated by gas. In ONE MONTH ALONE this mansion consumes more energy than the average American household in an ENTIRE YEAR. The average bill for electricity and natural gas runs over $2,400.00 per month. In natural gas alone (which last time we checked was a fossil fuel), this property consumes more than 20 times the national average for an American home. This house is not in a northern or Midwestern "snow belt," either. It's in the South. HOUSE # 2: Designed by an architecture professor at a leading national university, this house incorporates every "green" feature current home construction can provide. The house contains only 4,000 square feet (4 bedrooms) and is nestled on arid high prairie in the Americ

Realized ....... :p
I realized that people will come and go but the truly special people will love you unconditionally I realized that life is not a destination it’s a journey I realized that when things get hard they will and can get worse I realized that I cannot save someone from themselves I realized that only the strong survive I realized that weakness is just a word made up by a person without a voice I realized that love does come around more than once I realized that patience is a virtue but tolerance is a blessing I realized that perfection is unattainable I realized that I should love without ever holding back I realized that making a mistake in life is easy, not repeating it takes work I realized that living in the past only breeds misery I realized that it’s not okay to not feel good enough I realized that existing doesn’t mean living Vultures will always be at your back trying to hold you down; you must be strong and fight the evil that wants you to believe you dese

Home For A Minute
I just got home from work and am about to eat dinner. As soon as I am done with dinner I am out of here and off to a night meeting with some managers at the hospital for at least three hours. Perhaps I will be able to play some games on here later tonight if anyone wishes to invite me to play a game like HOT TOPICS.

Last Chance..any One Else Want In?
Let me know if you are interested in entering this contest..:) Interested in winning a 7 day blast? Well I am going to host my first contest! Contest will start as soon as I get at least 10 people in. It is going to be a “Whats your favorite pic of you?” contest. So all you have to do is pick you favorite pic and give me the link.. Pretty Simple huh? Most comments wins. Contest will last 3 days only! No week long or two week long deal so that’s not too bad huh? If you are interested send me an email with the pic you want and I will get you in.. Contest Rules: 1. Most comments win! 2. Comment bombing allowed and encouraged! 3. Self Bombing is advised! 4. No Drama Please, its for fun isn’t it? 5. No harassing of other contestants 6. No Late submissions 7. Prizes will be awarded at close of contest 8. Have Fun with this! Prizes: 1st Place 7 day blast 2nd Place 1 day ticker 3rd Place Big Pimping Gift

Only .....
I dream of these hands touching my face Pushing my hair away from my crying eyes Kissing the tears that fall to my cheeks Pulling on my heart as it begins to break Comforting voice inside my ears Whispering the musical song of my heart Beating for the hand that touched my soul Space is created It pulls away from the hand that holds It doesn’t see all that could be It hides, becomes unemotional Non responsive Pushing away Hitting the walls that have been built up Never letting in the happiness

Myspace Presidential Dialogues
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Pamela's Protest Date: 25 Sep 2007, 17:30 myspace presidential dialogues on MTV----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: TomDate: Sep 25, 2007 5:22 PMhey everyone! We've partnerd with MTV to bring you the MySpace Presidential Dialogues. The Dialogues are LIVE, interactive events shown both on myspace at myspace.com/election2008 and on MTV. Over the next several months we will be hosting an event for each Presidential candidate. Here's your chance to ask them the questions on your mind via MySpaceIM or by going to one of the live events held on college campuses around the country!The first event features senator and presidential hopeful John Edwards. It's This Thursday at noon EST. Add the profile as your friend, and watch the teaser video here! Please participate in this historic event!John Edwards is coming to New Hampshire!! ..Add to My Profile | More Videos John Edwards is coming t

Lost Within A Dream Of Loving You
Lost Within a Dream of Loving You The picture is rolling about in slow motion within my dream. I see you there smiling at me. I feel your heartbeat. Here I am…. Lost within a dream of loving you. I wake to find my pillow wet from tears. How did I lose you? I pace the floors to my heart pains. I look out in the darkness, I see you chasing me. I feel the love that held me strong and ground. Yet as my tears begin to fall again, I come to see. Here I am alone with memories of what you were to me. Lost within a dream of loving you. Each time I feel the wind upon me. It’s like your warm arms of love holding me close to you. Why did this happen to us? We had it all. Our love was endless as time. Two hearts created to be one. But all I have now is my lostness within a dream of loving you. I go back down the hallway that seems to be full of looming sorrow about me. I stand against the wall within the room where you and I always made love. Tears begin to fall. I

Please Give A Big Fubar Welcome To The Itallion Stallion Cowboy Bruno Ranieri Outstanding Country Indi Artist
PLEASE ADD HES IN MY FAN OF BIO grew up in Lewis County ,Kentucky.When I was 18 I moved across the river to Ohio.I am a singer/songwriter.I write my own sheet music as well as the words to each song.I have released 3 songs from my upcoming album titled HillBilly Ways.Oct.20, I will be appearing on Nashville Onstage.

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Soooo....for the past week or two, I've been busting my ass helpin in other peoples contests/giveaways....So Just for today, I'm gonna ask for just a few comments. If you can spare some, that'd be great. Im spending the rest of my time tonight in here bombing ME!

"time"
They say time is precious, That time is of the essence, But what is this illusion? What is time? It goes by, they say, But I don't see anything. They even say,How time flies, Does it have wings? Never have I seen it, Never have I understood it's physical being. But I do know some things, I know the time that I'm away from you. Time is precious. It is of the essence. But no time is worth my time, Unless that time is spent with you. How time weighs heavily on my heart. Oh, how time does eat away at me. Time is not physical, but rather spiritual, For no time is more spiritual then when you're with me.

I'm Hanging On By A Thread......
Laughing through the distance; Pushing through this crowd. Running from my sense of being, every thing's just too loud. I'm humming along with this melody, that's playing in my head - Softly whispering to myself inside; I'm hanging on by a thread. My tolerance is being tested - How much farther is the edge? How much further till my legs walk to the end of this old ledge? & I'm in the midst of understanding, I want so badly to know... Why do I only hear these lonely whispers everywhere I seem to go? I'm a broken child with no innocence - Another teen without a place, Just another statistic on the board - Someone else with a lost face. & My strength is diminshing; My mind is beginning to lose it's grip - As once again, those old, rehearsed whispers slip past my dry, pale lips.

Have You Ever?
Have you ever wanted something so bad that you would die to have it? For over two years now I have wanted to go into the military. I have tooken the asvab test twice now and havent scored high enough. I want to go into the military to better myself and not to be broke all the time dammit:P The path that im taken is not the life I wanna live. So yeah I decided to try and take the asvab one more time. Went and talked to a army recruiter last week and got some info from him. Also went to the library and got books to start studying. Friends that thought they knew me have no clue what I have been up too and probably dont wanna know. I have hit rock bottom and know what I need to do to get back on top....

Help Out A Very Good Friend !!!!! ....brattybytch !!
Okay .. now that ive got you here .. Im gonna Bug on you all for Help for a friend of mine .. BrattyBytch which im sure many of you know is in a Blast Contestand needs 14,500 Comments Total to win a 7 day blast .. So get your butts over there and help her out .. I know she's helped MANY of you more than a time or two .. Here's the link .. now Click .. .Click .. Click .. Hey .. This blog is Over .. Get ya fanny over there !!!!

What Is God Trying To Tell Me
every since you left i have felt empty inside. no one to turn to, no one to talk to. no shoulder to cry on on my time of need. to some ppl yes it is gettin over rated but not my fault how i feel it isn't like i can just stop loving you. i have been missing you for 5 months and the feeling is still there. you think i don't have feelings for you anymore but i just cant bring myself to tell you the truth about it. of course i still love you and i have tried to change that but it seems impossible. i have a whole notebook about you and the way i fell but now there are no more pages in it so now i write blogs. its not like you will read them so i just express my feeling here bc it seems like i have no one to lean on about this. you have moved on and yes i realize this but every time u r in need im there to help and im tired of holding on im tired of waiting on something that wont happen. all i think about is you everything i see reminds me of you every time u talk about her i cry eve

My Rose
My rose is beautiful and white just like a dove Full of love sent from up above. So many pedals not ready to spread So heavy they feel just like lead. For each pedal I shed a tear As I cry I look in the mirror. So that I can see my pretty face And put my hair up with some lace. My rose starts to die And I start to cry. So I finally sigh And say goodbye. I told myself it would be fine And buried it underneath a sign.

How Long Is Forever
How long is forever Does forever last Look into the future Not into the past. How long is the future Don’t you wish you could see How you’ll live What you’ll grow up to be. How old will you be when you die Because you won’t live forever You can hope to live awhile But not forever, never. How long does hope last You decide on that And it is also you That will choose your path. How long is forever Does forever last Look into the future Not into the past.

Confused
I’m so confused I don’t know what to do I’ve lost my family What else could I lose. My mom is somewhere in Kokomo My dad I have no clue All I know is I miss my family But they’re not the people that I knew. My dad always slept I was molested by my eldest brother I had my own goals that I wanted to achieve But I was held back by my abusive mother. I have no one to confide in No one to talk to at all I just feel like climbing a tree And letting myself fall. I don’t know what to do With all confusion I hold I don’t want to keep it in Cause I’ll eventually explode. So can you help me To get all the way through I would appreciate it very much And will never forget you.

Will You Go Out With Me
I’m laying on my bed Thinking of you Trying to figure out What I should do. Should I give my heart Or be a friend Or should I love myself Until the end. Should I keep my love a secret Or let it show I don’t know what to do So I’m asking you if you want to know. I’ll love you forever Until the day I die But if you don’t love me like that It’s alright. You’re not the first And you wont’ be the last It’s not your fault I fall in love too fast. I hope you understand And learn to love me too Cause I don’t want to imagine My life without you. So I’m sending you this poem I’m sending you this plea To ask you this question Will you go out with me?

Life's Lessons!!!
Here goes: People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you

Depression Days
I’m in my room Crying and shaking Wondering who cares And if they can feel me quaking. I want to die And leave this strife But I don’t have the guts To take my own life. I’m wondering if There’s someone out there who cares I need a long embracing hug And for the world to be fair. My mother still has me She has my soul She is so cruel She’ll never let me go. It seems no one cares Can someone step up to the plate Help me figure out my life Help me figure out my fate. I just want a real family Is that too much to ask I just want someone to love me Is that too hard a task. Nobody cares about Poor Pitiful Amber She’s ugly, fat, and white Her mother will never let her go She’s holding on very tight. No one understands me They don’t bother to try They can’t see past my fake smiles and stupid lies They don’t see how much I cry. I’m trying to get good grades And do well in school But…at the same time I’m trying to fit in and be cool. I have n

Crawfish Ettoufee
Mau Mau's Crayfish Etouffee 5 # crayfish tails Vegetables: 9-10 bunches of green onions (chopped) 2 onions (chopped) 1 bunch celery - about 9 pieces (chopped) 7 toes garlic (chopped) and garlic powder (to taste) 1 bunch parsley (chopped) 1 1/2 sticks of butter (to sauté the vegetables) OR canola oil 5 cans of chicken broth (if too thick add a sixth can) 1/2 can tomato paste (to color and thicken) Approx.3 lg. cooking spoons flour (not tablespoons) A little water from rinsing crayfish bags Salt (to taste) Pepper (to taste) Tony Chacherie's Creole Seasoning (to taste) Sauté vegetables in butter. Add chicken broth, tomato paste, flour, crayfish, and water. Add salt, pepper, and Tony Chacherie's to taste. May add a dash of Tabasco. Cook approximately 1 hour on low heat. Serve over rice. Approximately 15 servings.

Your Touch
I love it when you use the tip of your fingers to stroke my palm When I’m around you I feel so calm. I love the feel of your arm around me Even though you make me feel petite. You’ve got that magical touch But that’s not why I love you so much. You make my spine tingle I’m so glad I’m with you and not single. You make me feel free Like a bird setting out to sea. When you touch me an electrical surge goes through my skin I bet that makes you grin. You don’t care about my weight Could you be my soul mate? I love you a lot When I’m not with you my stomach is in a big knot. I love touching your face And I love your warm embrace. I love your kiss When I’m alone it’s you I miss. You keep my body screaming for more You make me never want to leave out the door. I love you so much So don’t stop with your magical touch.

Well..so Much For That
Well.. I tried.. She's more interested in another guy at work and he is gonna go out with her..SO..As usual... I get left behind... I'm tired of all the shit.. I quit.. Fuck trying to be happy.. I guess I'm just not good enough for anyone.. I got nothing anyone wants.. I quit.. Why bother anymore...

Tears
Tears come Tears go And whether or not you want them to Most of the time they show. Not everybody Sees a tear Even the person who’s shedding it can’t see it When they look into the mirror. When you’re in pain You tend to cry Even guys do Even though they deny. Stop trying to be tough Every once in a while let it go If you’re in pain Let it show. Just because you shed a tear It don’t mean you’re weak For those who can’t show emotion Tears are what they seek. If you’re hurting inside It’s something no one can see And they won’t look Until you let them see. Don’t drown in your pain Don’t drown in your cup People care So open up. Talk to someone Let them help Until you speak up Only you can hear your yelp. So don’t run Don’t hide Let someone know How you’re feeling inside.

My Dream
You were there In my dream Rubbing me down With vanilla ice cream. You started To lick it off I felt your hot tongue Against my skin so soft. You kiss my lips You kiss my neck But then you turn away And show me neglect. You sit at the edge of the bed With your hands under your chin You say you’re a Christian You say it’s a sin. To become unsticky I jump in the shower I hear you leave and later come back in When I get out I find a bed full of flowers. Actually It was pedals from a dozen roses You say sorry And kiss my nose. I smile And say thank you You say you’re welcome And smile too. You kiss me As a tear starts to shed You see it So you pick me up and lay me on the bed. You whisper in my ear And what you ask I can’t believe The question you ask is Will you marry me. You take out a diamond ring And I start to tingle As you ask me If you can put it on my finger. I whisper yes But you don’t hear So I say it louder And pu

Monday
well in a previous blog i told you about a ex of mine who would not leave me alone who was abusive to me as well as my son and that i had filed a ppo and 3 days later he violated that ppo MONDAY IS THE DAY HE ANSWERS TO THE JUDGE he has to tell the judge why he violated that as well as his probation i am going to try my best to make sure he goes to jail i need to get on with my life and i cant fully do that if he is lurcking in the shadows some where he really scares me and i want to protect other woman and their children from him as well as myself and my son WISH ME LUCK i will let you all know what happened later that day ~BLESSED BE~ ZOYA*BLUE~MYSTIC*MOON

Rip Beautiful Lady!
I know she was not "human",but you ask almost any military person on fubar and they will know who Gidget is.She is Jersey Brat's beautiful dog...and she brought smiles to so many of us.It was not uncommon to see her commenting on pet contest or sending a patriotic picture of herself to Our Soldiers. My dog Payback had such a crush on her that he would run into the living room at the mention of her name so he could look on the screen.He would lick and lick and lick until I clicked onto another picture and then he would stop.He would ONLY do this on Gidget's picture...no other dog,animal or human. So,I had the idea of a Cherry Tap wedding for the two...and Jersey thought it would be great!It would be something fun for us to do on here to lift moral.We set a date for February 14,2007.I saved and saved and saved and was able to get her a ring. Well,then my life got kind of turned upside down and we didn't get to do as planned.We didn't get to do an official wedding on here for our

Fake Ppl
I am tired of ppl sayin there r ur friends and say they will b there and turn there backs and tell everyone a different thing it really pisses me off. If they have somethin to say they should say it to ur face and not to everyone else. So ppls please be real with everyone cuz fake ppl need to get there asses kicked cuz ppl need to quite talking shit.

An Ending Of Sorts
Oh how time passes, and feelings totally change. Things were so different before, but are no longer the same. I am still the same person, still have the same name. Still do the same things, still doing my best to dodge pain. But my heart no longer bleeds, i think i will live. I miss you in a way, but there is no more love to give. Atleast not to you, so this is an ending of sorts. Goodbye and good luck, the ball is out of my court. I am ready to move on, and live my life the only way i can. Look forward to the future, keep the time dropping like sand. To forget would be childish, for that is not the kinda person i wish to be. I will remember the good things, and allways hold them close to me. You live and you learn, for better or worse. Keep your head up move along, dont get caught in that curse. I guess what i wanted to say, is that i am perfectly fine. I have changed the way i look at stuff, life only gives you so much time. So i will end this with a smile, instead of

Hope Is A Thing With Feathers
ho-peis a thing with feathers that perches in the soul and sings a tune without words and never stops at all and sweetiest in the gale,is heard and sore must be the storm that could abash the little bird that keeps many warm ive heard it in the chilliest land and on the strangest sea yet never in extremity it ask a crumb of me

Time To Scram
This cold is taking over .. Each day i wake up feeling okay and by mid-day i feel as if Ive been kicked back into it .. my lungs hurt so bad each cough brings stabbing pains .. these migraines just wont quit ...feels if im going deaf as my head is so blocked .i swear im about to go get one of those ear horn thingies and just tie it to my head ... and Now ive got to work an 8 hour shift tomorrow . 5 of it by myself which is going to Suck bad .. but after that I dont work again until next friday so thats a plus .. so im going to drag my exhausted self into bed and hope i can sleep through the nite ... I dont know whats worse . waking up coughing so much I swear im going to bring up a lung . or finding the dog face to face with me when im in said coughing fit .. breathin that cookie breath on me .. * YUCK* I hope none of you get this damn evil flu .. Goodnite . Sleep well .. and have a wonderful tomorrow .. and ill probablly see ya'll tomorrow evening`ish about 7 or so .. *HUGS*

I Am A Strong Woman
I am a strong woman who isn't afraid of anything... Because a woman of strength shows courage in the midst of her fear... I am a woman who won't let anyone get the best of her... Because a woman of strength gives the best of her to everyone... I am a woman who makes mistakes and avoids the same in the future... Because a woman of strength realizes life's mistakes can also be God's blessings and capitalizes on them... I am a strong woman who walks sure footed Because a woman of strength knows God will catch her when she falls... I am a strong woman who wears the look of confidence on her face... Because a woman of strength wears grace... I am a strong woman who has faith that she is strong enough for the journey... Because a woman of strength has faith that it is in the journey that she will become strong... I am that Woman!

Dumb Ass People
Well this is the only way to follow through for now about the Mumm about society today.It's a shame that people can't read and don't understand how to look at things.The mumm about the white race had nothing to do with White power as some of you dumb ass' thought.It is about the change in society today.How so you rationalize the thought of making it more important to take care of illegal aliens and to change society today to adjust for people comming here from other countries.They don't change for us and americans are now a minority,what the hell did I miss.Did I pull a rip van winkle or something.So to the dumb ass that got offended that mumm was just about you and your sorry ass should be shipped back to where ever the hell your from.All of you people who missed the previous point need some help and I can see why things are so in trouble.

Bad Bad Day
a friend of mine killed himself yesterday. tragic. i feel especially bad for my buddy who found him when he got off work. i may not be religious but please god watch over duston and his family as they deal with this tragic loss of their father/husband. i havent cried since my gma died and duston came in and i cried with him. rocky was a very good friend of mine and we worked with each other since 2001. hell he was the one who trained me on most of the outside duties. this week is turning out to be very bad. man this sucks

Laugh For September 25
Lost It A drunk walks out of a bar with a key in his hand and he is stumbling back and forth. A cop on the beat sees him and approaches "Can I help you sir?" "Yessh! Ssssomebody ssstole my carrr" the man replies. The cop asks "Where was your car the last time you saw it?" "It wasss on the end of thisshh key" the man replies. About that time the cop looks down and sees the man's weiner is hanging out of his fly for all the world to see. He asks the man "Sir are you aware that you are exposing yourself?" Momentarily confused, the drunk looks down at his crotch and, without missing a beat, blurts out.......... "I'll be damned ----- My girlfriend's gone, too!!!!!"

Why Did The Chicken Cross The Road?
WHY DID THE CHICKEN CROSS THE ROAD ARISTOTLE: It is the nature of chickens to cross the road. BUDDHA: Asking this question denies your own chicken nature. THE BIBLE: And God came down from the heavens and He said unto the chicken, "Thou shalt cross the road." And the chicken crossed the road and there was much rejoicing. PAT BUCHANAN: To steal a job from a decent, hardworking American. GEORGE W. BUSH I don't think I should have to answer that question. BILL CLINTON: I did not cross the road with THAT chicken. What do you mean by chicken? Could you define "chicken" please? DARWIN: Chickens, over great periods of time, have been naturally selected in such a way that they are now genetically dispositioned to cross roads. EINSTEIN: Whether the chicken crossed the road or the road moved beneath the chicken is a matter of relativity. RALPH WALDO EMERSON: The chicken did not cross the road. It transcended it. JERRY FALWELL: Because the chicken was gay!

Happiness
Happiness Happiness is a simple word, It's meaning known by all, But understood by few. Used to be a thing a beauty, A thing of grace. A place to breathe. Through happiness we learned to forget. Learned to get through, Learned to live. Now the world has covered it up. Thriving off of people's pain. Growing off of people's misfourtunes and sadness. People are so beat down they forget what happiness is. They forget how great happiness feels. The power recieved from causing misery has consumed hungry beat down souls. Made them forget kindness and caring. Forced them to believe the only feeling is pain, And that power to cause pain is the only happiness. And to those who dont know the power, Or can't bring themselves to cause pain, Never move up, Only get stuck in a black rut. I was one of those people. But I'm gonna learn to live again. Gonna learn what happiness is, For I see the light. I see the truth. Happiness is the only way to survive, The only w

Romance & Relationship
long-distance relationship Distance is the best test to a love. This kind of relationship requires a lot of understanding between the couple. Both must show extra effort in the willingness to create the relationship by constant communication. Words, then, is the only tool to sustain a long-distance relationship. The power of your words can create the illusion of physical presence that each heart longs for. But, of course, your voice plays an important role too.

Pages 16-20 Rantings Of A Madman
Now, anyone who knew Carrie knew that she always stayed hot no matter what the weather. She could be outside in her night shirt and no shoes on in the middle of winter and it wouldn’t phase her in the least. But, as we lived in an older house, it didn’t retain the heat that well. Just after she had made breakfast and we ate she wanted to go outside and gather some wood for the fireplace. So I went with her to get it because we had just run out of kerosene for the heater that morning and no way to get to the store yet. A thousand times…A thousand times she had always been careful when she was lighting the fireplace. She had just seconds before sent out emails to her father in New Jersey thanking him for bringing us up there for Christmas, and to our friend Rhonda to thank her for watching our animals for us while we were gone. A thousand times she had done it before and had always been careful. As I walked to the kitchen for more coffee, I had told her to be

For The Weekend
As of Thursday night until Tuesday i wont be online or awn sering my home phone or two cell phones. so please don't think that i am ignoring you thanks My baby is coming up to see me and i am giving him 110% of my attention. Yankee

Thoughts On Ur Confederate Flag
Why should we honor the most anti-American, inhumane people in America as heroes? The Old South should be seen for what it really is...absurd. If one can't recognize the injustices that the Old Confederate South had bestowed on slaves, then one is truly blinded by ignorance. Injustices continued AFTER the Civil War in the form of Jim Crow laws, lynchings, church burnings, terrorist attacks, intimidation, etc. When the time finally came to clear away such injustices, supporters of the Old Confederate RESISTED! They bombed churches; stood in doorways to block children from gaining access to quality education; unleashed dogs unto crowds who protested to be treated as human beings; the list can go on...

Hero By Ministry
they get you ready to fight the fuse is ready to blow you shoot to kill on sight they call you g i joe you never wanted to stop the smell of burning flesh the hero marches alone across the highway of death it's not a matter of rights it's just a matter of war don't have a reason to fight they never had one before you're just a killing machine he's come to take you down we take the gas that we need and pump the blood on the ground they're gonna set you up so they can take you down they're gonna suck you dry they've left the blood to be found they're gonna rip you apart you're gonna burn at the stake cos when it's time to collect it's only heroes who pay Ministry Hero lyrics

Soaking Up The Sun!
Today was an amazingly beautiful day. It was 86 degrees out...not a cloud in the sky! The falls leaves lazily floating to the ground around me as I layed out on the grass...soaking up the sun and the wonder of it all. I picked a good week to get a cold!!!! There is nothing more healing than a day like today! I am already feeling the benefits. And I got some much needed color...red is a color!LOL!

Tongue Twister
Tongue Twister If a bra is an upper topper titty flopper stopper, and a jock strap is a lower decker pecker checker, and a roll of toilet tissue is a super duper doody pooper scooper, what do you call a Japanese drummer boy whose father has diarrhea? A slap happy Jappy with a crap happy pappy.

House Cleaning
LET ME SET THIS OUT THERE FOR ALL OF YOU RIGHT FROM THE START. I CAME HERE AT THE REQUEST OF A FRIEND TO MEET NEW PEOPLE AND HAVE FUN. WELL THE FUN IS OVER NOW. I AM GOING TO DO SOME HOUSE CLEANING AND I HAVE STARTED WITH THE ONE THAT INVITED ME. IM GIVING YOU ALL THE CHOICE TO STAY ON THE FIENDS LIST OR GO, IT DONT REALLY MATTER TO ME. AFTER THE DAY THAT I HAVE HAD TODAY I AM TO THE POINT THAT I AM THINKING OF DELETING THE WHOLE ACCOUNT. IF YOU ARE REALLY A FRIEND YOU WILL GIVE ME A REASON TO STAY.

What Is An American?
Written by an Australian Dentist.... To Kill an American You probably missed this in the rush of news, but there was actually a report published in a Pakistan newspaper, of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone know what an American is . So they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!!) "An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, or Arab, or Pakistani or Afghan. An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as native Americans. An American is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, there are more Muslims in America than in Afghanistan. The only difference is that in America

Holidays
Yep I'll be visiting the US again near the end of october, and the way the dollar is at the moment for me ... well lets just say I'll be getting some bargains LOL. Ok so it will be the third visit this year to the same state, I like Oregon, just wish it wasn't so damn far LOL. Some may say that I should visit other parts of the US and see what it is like, but I like visiting friends as they know their area better than I could ever find out about. This year I thought I got it right concerning my holiday entitlement ... erm nope LOL. I forgot that we have to keep 1 day for xmas day. Last year was worse as I had to take a week off earlier in the year due to moving. I had to work my rest days so I could get 7 days more holiday, at least this year I only have to work 1 day :D Still at least I will be able to enjoy halloween like I did last year, seeing what people have done to their homes to celebrate halloween :D

Reliable Totally-ordered Multicasts
So, I'm at work, second to last day here, before I start my new job! I'm hoping my office will have windows to the south, 'cause then I'll be looking out on a 26 m. tall beer bottle! Hehe, that's funny.. Anyways, sitting here, bored out of my mind, so I thought I'd write something... Not shure what though.. Any of you two people, who actually reads this, who knows anything about reliable totally-ordered multicasts communication between different server-groups? Hmm, didn't think so.. Ooh, well, guess I have to sit and think about that for a while.. I'll be back...

New Family Members
Hi all just wanted to let you all know that we have one definite new family member 'Darkwolf832' and one possible new Family member I know a few of you have already helped her out and sent your friend request but as of yet she has not added "Texas Wolves" to her nick will everyone please go check out "Darkwolf832' "Texas Wolves" you will find him on my Family list please make him feel welcome and show him love. The other nick is megan 'whitewolf21' hackney lets show her love also Thanks Tami

Guncryst
Hi everyone Guncryst is new to fubar.He doesn't get to get on much lets help him out.I told him fubar is much better then myspace with alot hotter women.Lets show him so ladies please check him out and rate and add please

Child Missing
I'm not sure who all sees this blog, but just in case it goes to the whole site, especially people in michigan and indiana. A amber alert was put out this morning for a missing boy from muskegon. He is seven years old with blond hair and blue eyes. He was last seen around 4 p.m. walking home from school wearing a black shirt and tan shorts, with gray nike shoes. This really hits close to home for me as i have two girls that go to the same school, and we live only 2 blocks from where this happened. Now i will be walking them to and from school everyday. The police believe he has been kidnapped and could be in extreme danger. Why do we have to live in such a sick world? Our prayers go out to the family, and hope that this child is found safe.

Changes
In my life i've learned that everything happens for a reason and these events shape you as a person. I can appreciate this. Never in my life have I regreted anything that i have done or has happened to me. I have never wished to be different or change myself. Is it ok to want to change something about yourself??? Everyone has their faults and vices...but what if these vices make it more difficult to handle certain situations that occur in life? What if you've tried so hard to change these things but can't find a more productive way to channel the energy? I guess all you can do is stay persistent until the change is made. You can't change your ways over night...but oh how i wish you could. Persevere Now what if there is no possible way to change something about yourself? It is in your past, you've dealt with it and have even moved on to a different place in your life. But somehow it just seems to keep bitin ya in the ass. I've dealt with it, I've faced the facts and maybe thats

The Flow
What do you do when all you feel is pain As you watch the blood flow from your vains It trickles and drips and makes a faint sound As you fall upon the ground Your eyes grow heavy Your body is week Is this what they call sweet releaf Or is it just my body shuting down from its release.

Make Love To Me
Take me in your arms Kiss me long and deep Feel my passion rise Make love to me. Remove my clothes Caress my soft skin With your fingertips Feel the softness Of my tender breasts Beneath your hands Touch them stroke them Squeeze them knead them Cover them with kisses Close your lips around the nipples Feel their hardness With your tongue Make love to me. Lower your head Between my legs To my sweet honey pot Press your warm lips To my hot wet ones Kiss them hungrily Taste my rosebud Kiss it lick it Suck it bite it Delve into me With your hot tongue Devour me Taste my essence As I scream your name In orgasm Make love to me.

Stone Cobbled Corridor
Stone Cobbled Corridor The night closes in upon me, encircling me like loves embrace. I walk forward confident in myself, knowing the needs of my wanton desires hidden from reality for centuries gone by. Past lives forgotten in the light of day, Darkness brings to me the passion and desires that were denied me. I walk down a dark stone cobbled corridor dripping and sodden with age old mysteries yet to be discovered. I reach a hand out to touch, carefully seeking the joys that await me. As I wander with abandonment down the dark stone cobbled corridor exuding with unfound passions yet to be revealed to me, my heart begins beating faster with new found joy. I see this glow emanating further off in the distance. Always to elude me, but this time the soft golden glow becomes brighter and as I walk, my bare feet quicken their pace. Drifting closer to the end of that dark stone cobbled corridor I cautiously peer into a golden lit stone cobbled chasm. I see before me a vast court room so be

Now This Is What Love Is Really All About!!!
This Touched my Heart, see if it touches yours I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back. The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The Cashier said, "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear." Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look a round. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. "It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her." I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to m

Updated 9/28/2007
PLEASE just take a moment of your time to read this. These ANIMALS are being TORTURED and SLAUGHTERED every year Between October and March. Some are on the ENDANGERED SPECIES LIST. Do you CARE ENOUGH to sign a petition against it?? Dolphins ARE VERY SMART they are in the 2nd or 3rd Position on Intelligence rating,Right at the top with Primates and Humans. Humans take the #1 Spot. If were so Intelligent WHY would we allow this to CONTINUE and lose an entire species? They are NOT FISH ...They Are MAMMALS. Please Go watch this Video Link First and check out this study and then watch the Videos below and see what is happening to these animals. http://www.exn.ca/video/?video=exn20051212-dolphin.asx Here is the Story...Not as Graphic as the next Video but Very Informative. The Next Video is VERY GRAPHIC. If you dont want to watch at least please listen to what is happening and click on the link below and please go add your name to the petitition to let the Japanese Govern

R.i.p Calico
Though I only knew you for a short time you brought great joy into my life. The few short hours of petting you, of talking to you, of watching you play I will always cherish in my memories. Daddy loves you little baby girl.

A Better Day Ahead
Ah, it is early morning. I woke up and feel refreshed. I slept well. Yesterday was not such a good day but that is behind me and today is a new day. The weather is going to be beautiful today. Supposed to be in the 80's, just perfect. After talking to Martin yesterday and calming down a bit, my son's principal called me to tell me that she had Christopher in her office. When I see the school district phone number come up on my phone, I kind of hold my breath. He apparently acted up in violin. He was talking and would not stop is what she told me. Then I got a call form his violin teacher to tell me the same thing. We talked for quite a while. She says he is one of her best students but if he doesn't think he is the "star" of the class, the best, he starts acting up. When Peter got home, we had a long talk with Christopher and told him that good behavior is better then bad and we think he would rather make people happy then angry at him. He understands but it is hard f

Making A Decision
You ever had a life altering decision to make. One that you feel in your stomach, makes you nervous inside wondering if its going to be the right one down the road. It's an informed decision yet your nervous as to whether it still is the right one. You feel it is the right one that is pretty much as to what is already going on. Maybe with a few tweaks to fine tune what is already going on. I guess more like a final commitment to what is going on. Something that will definitely change your life from the day you do it forward. Your sure it's right for, yet not sure. Lot's of confusion.

Have You Ever
Have you ever met someone that at first was a real good friend and then the more you talk the more you like that person. Each day brings laughter and fun and this person makes you look forward to waking up each day. This person supports you and is beautiful inside and out. They have a great outlook on life and is everything you ever wanted in a partner. Then all the sudden reality hits and you realize way too late that you are in love madly and deeply and that person is not available for you?

Married
I married the first man i ever loved. I married my high school sweet heart. We have been married for almost 2 years now. We have a beautiful daughter that has her daddys charm. We have a very loving and trusting relationship. We are not swingers, but dont mind commenting on others or hearing what people think of us! I am proud of my sexy husband and dont mind hearing others say he is as attractive as i know he is! I am completely devoted to my husband and wouldnt trade our friendship for anything! I love you Hubby!

Keep Madness Going
Keep the Madness going................... PLEASE DO YOUR BIT Today is one of the many National Mental Health Days throughout the year. You can do your bit by remembering to send an e-mail to at least one unstable person. .... My job is done! Life is too short for drama & petty things! So laugh insanely, love truly and forgive quickly! From one unstable person to another... I hope everyone is happy in your head - we're all doin' pretty good in mine.

Bull Shit
My moms account was hacked into yesterday and she was deleted. Rozos was level 21 almost level 22 and spent alot on time and money on here and no one will get back to us as to why or how this happend please go add her and rate her and fan her she had to start back over. rozos@ fubar

In Spite All, I'm Still Happy... :-)
Thou my days have been hell at times, I still reserve a reason to smile... Thou destiny seemed to test my strength with all those shit, I still manage to keep my faith... ...'coz I know that after every freakin' tear that fall from my eyes, comes a new spark of happiness that is even greater than every suckin' pain I felt... ~ damn! I still believe in happy endings... :-) (",)

A Friend With Cancer
A friend of mine here on Fubar, Jen 'Te_Amo' Perez, has a close family member who is suffering from brain cancer. We ask that you pray for him and keep him in your thoughts. Her cousin does not have a Fubar account, but his mother, Jen's aunt, does. The link to Jen's account is : http://www.fubar.com/user/189334 The link to her aunt's account is : http://www.fubar.com/user/jeffysmom Please visit their pages, show your love, and keep them in your thoughts.

Feeling At Home
I want to thank all the nice people I have met on here. They have really helped me to feel at home- helping me figure out this whole Fubar thing. On some sites "noobs" are given a hard time and often shunned and ridiculed. Oh, I know I will probably meet a few creeps, but so far everyone has been respectful and fun to talk to. I hope this "at home" feeling will continue for a long time!!

Help Please
To all my friends and family...I know most of you aren't bombers and its ok..but for those who are I really need a huge favor..and no its not for me but for a friend..Her contest ends on the 28th and shes going fr a VIP..so can you all please help me help her out? As requested by Mistress Naughty-Princess of the Big Boobies Family :)

Bird Feeder
Email this to everyone, on all the email accounts you have. Let..'s get this message out! Maybe we can wake the American people up! Bird Feeder Calling an illegal alien an .."undocumented immigrant.." is like calling a drug dealer an .."unlicensed Pharmacist..." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it w

Ode To Boobies :)
They are all lovely They are all grand The ones you cannot handle The ones that fit nicely in a hand All colors and shapes I really dont care I love all the boobies Maybe not the ones with hair... The boobies make me smile As they shimmy and shake Oh those wonderful boobies To this poem I dedicate... Muahh to my new boobielicious friends... Laugh a little Play a little Joke around a little Written for us by Witchie Woman :)

Jojo And Dean Bernal
Saving JoJo Thanks to his human buddy and a Canadian woman, a battered wild dolphin is becoming the poster child in a campaign to save sea mammals around the world Don Butler, The Ottawa Citizen PROVIDENCIALES, Turks and Caicos Islands - When he sleeps, which is far less than most mortals, Dean Bernal has a recurring dream. He is in the deep blue waters of the open Atlantic, surrounded by dolphins, sometimes as many as 100 of them. Together they sluice through an ancient underwater city, spinning and twisting in an exuberant celebration of movement and freedom. Dean can keep up because, in his dreams, he too is a dolphin. So convincing is the fantasy that he often holds his breath for three minutes or more as he dreams, just as he does during his free dives in the ocean. It's not hard to imagine Dean Bernal as a dolphin. His broad forehead, almond-shaped eyes and swept-back blond hair give his face the sleek angularity of a cetacean. His muscular legs and broad shoulders hint

Demons Welcome To Arrow Beach!
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Twenty Dollers
TWENTY DOLLARS > > > > On their wedding night, the young bride > > Approached her new Husband and asked > > > > for $20.00 for their first Lovemaking > > > > encounter. In His highly aroused state, > > > > her husband readily agreed. > > > > > > > > This scenario was repeated each time they made > > Love, for more > > Than 30 years, with him thinking that it was a > > Cute way for her to > > Afford new clothes and other incidentals that > > She needed. > > > > > > > > Arriving home around noon one day, she was > > Surprised to find > > Her husband in a very drunken state. > > During the next few minutes, he explained that > > His employer > > Was going through a process of corporate > > Downsizing, and he had > > Been let go. It was unlikely that, at the age of > > 59, he'd be able to find > > Another position that paid anywhere near what > > He'd been earning, and > > Therefore, they > > Were financially ruined. > > > > > > > > Calmly, his wife ha

Scottish Blessing
May the blessing of light be on you Light without and light within. May the blessed sunlight shine on you like a great peat fire, So that stranger and friend may come and warm himself at it. And may light shine out of the two eyes of you, Like a candle set in the window of a house, Bidding the wanderer come in out of the storm. May the blessing of the rain be on you, May it beat upon your Spirit And wash it fair and clean, And leave there a shining pool where the blue of Heaven shines, And sometimes a star. May the blessing of the earth be on you, Soft under your feet as you pass along the roads, Soft under you as you lie out on it, tired at the end of day; And may it rest easy over you when, at last, you lie out under it. May it rest so lightly over you That your soul may be out from under it quickly; Up and off and on its way to God.

Hmmm.
Well, here it is the end of September, and my favorite time of year is coming up-Autumn. Overcast skies, falling leaves, COOL weather instead of feeling like you're in a broiler when you walk outside. That neverending explosion up there cooks my pasty-white Manx/Irish skin but good! Aside from fubar, I've been watching season premiers on tv, building models and doing some artwork. Something odd has happened, tho. I found a spent shell casing from a firearm on my walk the other day. Not sure what to do about it. Anyone have any ideas please feel free to comment. Later!

Not Another One....
A fresh sheet of paper. Begging to be wrote upon. No thoughts come to mind, no ideas to explore. What should I write about? I drum my fingers against the page. An empty page, waiting. Should I write about love? Sadness? Emptiness? Being alone? Maybe I should stop writing. Perhaps I am a fake, a farce. What am I to believe anyway? People talk without meaning, love without heart. I need to write something, anything to fill this blank page. Something else to fill my head. Time is running out. Nothing? Nothing at all? Damn! I'll try to write later.

Today
I will be leaving here in a few minutes to head to class and I won't be back home until later this afternoon... I will try to get on for a bit after I am done with my homework! Miss you all and hope to see you sooner rather then later:D Misty

Lies
I've Heard Every Lieby PRiDE My eyes are filled with steaming rage, And my hands are shaking so violently. I feel trapped, I'm looking for a way out - But these 4 walls are swallowing me. I've heard every lie in your damn book, There isn't one you haven't told. And I finally at my breaking point - I don't care if I sound hurtful or cold. Sweetie, you brought this on yourself, By thinking you could toss me around. You've left me terribly fragile & weak - You've completely ran me into the ground. These years have went by so slowly, And there's so much that I've been through. But I'm finally fed up with everything, So, please get away from me, will you?

Blood On My Hands
theyve killed our dreams taken our lives never ending despite our cries into a crack we go to hide always letting them decide close your eyes make a stand blood must spill its time again blood on my hands ive saved a few cant save them all i hear them screaming when they try and crawl i hide them here in my room i keep them safe from certain doom ive closed my eyes can barely stand the blood must spill its time again

Thank You
I want to send out a thank you to everyone that has helped me get back into first place. Now with that in mind we are still days away from winning this thing. I need everyone to keep up the work they are doing. I promise I will try and make it up to everyone of you. Once again THANK YOU.

This Was Sent To Me Today In My Email
Sometimes we just need to sit very still and listen. The Lord's voice This will give you the chills.........GOOD chills. A young man had been to Wednesday night Bible Study. The Pastor had shared about listening to God and obeying the Lord's voice. The young man couldn't help but wonder, "Does God still speak to people?" After service he went out with some friends for coffee and pie and they discussed the message. Several different ones talked about how God had led them in different ways. It was about ten o'clock when the young man started driving home. Sitting in his car, he just began to pray, "God...If you still speak to people speak to me. I will listen. I will do my best As he drove down the main street of his town, he had the strangest thought to stop and buy a gallon of milk. He shook his head and said out loud, "God is that you?" He didn't get a reply and started on toward home.But again, the thought, buy a gallon of milk. The young man thought about

Guess This Site Promotes Cheating?
I cant believe the lack of proper administration around here. My wife signs on today to go work on her giveaway for a HH that a friend offered her. When she went to leave a comment it wouldnt let her. She also wasnt able to post bulletins or rate profiles you know anything the site is about. She went to support lounge they told her to shut up and stop being selfish for wanting to know why she is blocked great support you VIP's get there lol. She was left with no way to defend herself over whatever? Finally a bouncer gave her a straight answer which explains why support lounge is only allowed to give the same lame answers about everything it's cookies. lol They cant tell you it was something thats not right. The bouncer informed her she was blocked because I helped her bomb on her HH giveaway so she could level even when I hate being here. The bouncer said that because we were both bombing and chatting with others bombing in comments also that the bouncer check bot said we were

When I Am Dying
Last night, my wife and I were having the "If i where in a vegistative state convo! I made my wishes very clear, I would never want to to to maintain my livelyhood from a machine and a bottle, i asked her to pls be sure that never happened to me. She threw away my beer and unplugged th TV!!! What a bitch! Danny

Massive Purge Ahead
That's it. I came on here to have some fun and make new friends. Not to get messages like "wanna suck my cock?" Fuck no, I don't. I'd let you know if I were interested. And I'm really not...especially if I don't know you. So, if you've friended me and never talked to me, commented or introduced yourself, you're off my friends list. I'm not some starved attention whore who needs a ton of friends to feel good about herself. I know how my friends are and who cares about me/I care about. Screw this shit.

Ever Wish You Could Take Back Every Bad Thing That Happens...
especially in your child's life???? I just got a good spatting at by my daughter out of the blue. Why can she not put the past behind her??? I know that the childhood wasn't perfect... * my being a single parent for most of her life * not getting any child support from her father because he chose to sign away his parental rights * me being in two abusive relationships... once with her father...then another man before finding someone who finally treated me like a queen Why is it that some people can put some past behind them... and others seem to never be able to do so???? My mistake this week was not going over to her home on Tuesday -- a day that was tentatively set...and I was so sick with a stomach issue and slept most of the day away anyway. Today, I received a phone call with a list of everything that I have ever done wrong in the past. Ugghghghh... like I don't know the errors of my ways already. She will be okay in a few days; until then, she will march on

Party
everone my 21st is comeing up i want my party to be completey crazy any one thats intersted in comeing please contact me asap the party will be november 26 i know its a little close to thanksgiving that y i hate my birth day allways over done by a damn holiday well if u want to or r able to come please email me thanks all

Ok Fine....
Ok this guy has been trying to get into my........ BLOGS for awhile now. SURRENDER@ fubar He wants a wet t-shirt contest with bunny rabbits, gerbils, rats, 3 geese, 1 duck, 4 swans, 5 lizards and about a dozen mice. But mainly the rodents for some odd reason. I think he just likes hairy things. So I ask you people to please give him all the cold showers you'd like and well send him hairy rodents. LOL You wanted me to put you in my blog so :-P I did! lol MUAHS!! Ok Who else wants to be in my blogs? ;)

Does Your Name Fit You
CHECK YOURS OUT!!! A: Hot B: Amazing kisser C: good kisser D: can kick ur butt E: has gorgeous eyes F: wild and crazy adore you G: very outgoing H: cute I: loves to laugh and smile J: is really sweet K: crazy in a good way L: very good kisser M: makes dating fun N: easy to fall in love with O: has one of the best personalities ever P: popular with all types of people Q: a hypocrite R: smile to die for S: makes people laugh T: is a good person to be with U: Hott V: not judgmental W: very broad minded X: never let people tell you what to do Y: smile to die for Z: can be funny and dumb at times S - Makes People Laugh H - Cute A - Hot N - Easy To Fall In Love With D - Can Kick Your Butt E - Has Gorgeous Eyes E - Has Gorgeous Eyes

Baby Jokes
Q: Whats worse then 10 dead babys nailed to 1 tree? A: 1 dead baby nailed to 10 trees Q: Whats the difference between a truck full of marbles and a tuuck full of dead babys? A: You cant unload the marbles with a pich fork Q: Whats the difference between a porch in a girage and a girage full of dead babys A: I dont have a porch in my girag Q: Whats pink and red and goes tap,tap,tap,BOOM? A: baby in a microwave -*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*- this last one is really bad Q: How do you make a 3 year old girl cry twice? A: Wipe your bloody dick on her teddy bear

Please Pray!!!
a really good friend of mine was in a bad motorcycle accident the other day...he broke his arm, has his jaw wired shut, and may not walk again...he is only 20, full of life....he is a cali bro to the core, so losing his ability to walk or drive a truck or ride a bike would destroy him...please keep him in ur prayers, he means alot to me..thank you and always wear you helmet!!!

Poetry
PHENOMENAL WOMAN by Maya Angelou Pretty women wonder where my secret lies I'm not cute or built to suit a model's fashion size But when I start to tell them They think I'm telling lies. I say It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips The stride of my steps The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please And to a man The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees Then they swarm around me A hive of honey bees. I say It's the fire in my eyes And the flash of my teeth The swing of my waist And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say It's in the arch of my back The sun of my smile The ride of my breasts The grace of my style. I

Sort Of Back But Not Quite
OK I am still having some technical issues. Nothing as bad as before but still cant stay connected for long. I am working on it and obviously I havent thrown the stupid thing out the window YET. I hope to get it all figured out within the next 24 hours or so. I am really close to beating this stupid machine so please friends bear with me.

Dayum Yunguns Goin' Wild Agin!
Police break up brawl at Chuck E. Cheese Tue Sep 25, 9:42 PM ET Police were called to break up a weekend fight among a rowdy group of teenage girls at the family-themed pizza restaurant, Chuck E. Cheese. The more than a dozen girls, between 13 and 16 years old, went berserk in the restaurant's lobby Saturday night, police said. Witnesses said the fight erupted with two girls using profanities near the front entrance and ended with several girls involved in a physical fight. The group had apparently been dropped off and left alone at the restaurant, known for its singing and dancing animatronic rodents. Assistant Police Chief Alfred Sexton said the incident wasn't the first time Chuck E. Cheese was nearly overrun by unruly teens. "There was a similar incident there awhile back, and we also had that same issue at Cinemark, and (management) decided to start restricting who they allowed in at certain times," Sexton said. In March 2006, Cinemark, the mega-theat

Very Funny He He He
what girls really want.. ..> ..> 1. When she asks how she looks, shrug and say "Could be better." This will keep her on her toes, and girls love that. 2. Never hold her hand. This can be interpreted as a sign of weakness. (Or--if she grabs your hand, squeeze hers really really hard until she cries. This will impress her by showing her what a strong man you are) 3. Once a month sneak up on her from behind and knock her over. Girls are like dogs. They love to be roughed up. 4. Call her in the middle of the night to ask if she's sleeping. If she is say "You better be." Repeat this 4 or 5 times until morning. This will show her you care. 5. When she is upset about something, suggest to her that it might be her fault. This will pave the way for her own personal improvement, and every girl needs some improvement. 6. Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. Then, when she's sleeping, steal all her small things and break them. Because jewelry

Live Video Chat
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My Mom
Okay it has been a little over a month since I have lost my mom do to cancer...Some people say it gets easier with time & the pain will slowly go away but it still feels like it was yesterday when the man above decided to take my mom, why I have no Idea I guess he has bigger plans for her there then he did here...I know she is no longer in pain or suffering no more but now that her pain is gone mine has started....I love & miss my mom very much!!!!

Fuckd Up
My Wife Left for tampa this morning from here in va.when she arrived at the airpot ,they made her remove her shoes,and proceeded to do a strip search for contra ban.they confiscated her medicine ,her vics ,and her perfumes,how the fuck would that petty stuff be dangerous?

Lycanthrope: The Crios: The Wolf Garous,pt.4
These " demons " left during the night to nourish blood of their victim. In fact these men called wolves-garous were victims d’une hereditary disease called porphyrie, a disease of the metabolism which can nowadays be treated. Porphyrins are reddish pigments which are in the core of l’hémoglobine. The patient suffers d’un excess from these reddish pigments in the urines, making believe qu’il urinated of blood, the blood of his victims. It is as probable as certain " wolves-garous " suffered from lycanthropie, disease schizophrenic which makes believe in the patient qu’il is a wolf. This disease exists still nowadays, but it is rare. Pline s’était already interested in the case of wolves-garous and, already at that time, it affirmed qu’ils did not n’existaient. Pline proves to us that the stories of wolves-garous existed already with l’époque of Jesus Christ. These stories d’hommes which have the capacity to be transformed into animal exist everywhere in the world. For example, in A

Fire Protector
What does your Astral Body look like? Your Result: Fire Protector You are the Warrior of truth, Clothed in full red armor, the sword of justice in your hand. Where you go, lightning strikes. You are surrounded by fire spirits, dragons, and the spirits of ancient warriors. Where there is strife, you cut down evil with your piercing glance. The earth shakes beneath your feet, you come top the rescue of those in need. White Light What does your Astral Body look like?Create a Quiz

Listen Up
I won't mention any names because you know who I'm talking to, but if by chance I give you my number, then you MUST realize I'm a single mother of three teenage girls, I work until 7 or 8pm EVERYDAY. I also MUST go out of town as it is part of my job. Having said this if I don't answer my phone or call you RIGHT back, and you leave me like 10 messages and they are not very nice or even RUDE....Then please FEEL FREE and lose my flippin number, because I don't have time nor do I want to deal with that DRAMA....Much Love to all my understanding friends!!!!

To The Women Who Work In My Office
Found this and nearly did laugh my arse off http://www.craigslist.org/about/best/phi/233015033.html Originally Posted: Fri, 10 Nov 16:56 EST To the women who work in my office... I hate you Date: 2006-11-10, 4:56PM EST Girl with the bright blonde weave who works in reception- I don’t know how you got your job, you are so uneducated it makes me sick. Did you graduate grammar school? I think I would respect you more if the answer to that is no. I want to throw a rock at your face every time I walk by when you are answering the phone and you say something like “who you callin’ for?” or “he in a meetin’ right now” or my personal favorite, “who this is?” I bet the people on the other end of the phone want to throw a rock at your face too. I also can’t stand when I get message notes from you that are written like so: Mr. Smith called hes wanting to kno wen he shuld ecspect the letter of aprovle. ARE YOU KIDDING ME? It amazes me that the only two things in your job description ar

If You Need To Help With Care Giving In Your Home Contact This Organtion>>
Plz Contact Your Local easter seals Chapter at WWW.easterseals-fw.org in Ft worth area . or look online for your local chapter in your area or state. This organition will help all who needs to equip. a home or your home, to care for a loved on , at home , so you wont have to place them in a nursing facility . so many are abused at these homes . So plz ask this organition questions and to help you with such things as adult diapers , hand bars for a bath or shower, lifts to put in bed or wheel chair , or a wheel chair if person needs one, a hospital bed. any and all things they will provide you with for this elderly or needed person. Even ask about a ramp to get them in and out of your home. Nursing Homes are not your only answer now . Love to all. Do ask and they Easter seals will help with all your needs . call them Now. This is free aat no cost to you the Easter Seals wwill help with out any cost to you . It is their way to help . hugsssssss diana..

It Has Got To Be
it has got to be.. the dusk that follows the dawn the calm before the storm and with life.... there also comes death a child cries, a woman screams, a man, simply walks away...a circle of life ... i wish not to be a part forgotten what love should be, a simple gesture, a kind word.... a single moment... not to be taken forgranted.... fate.... surprise, just radomly happening, whatever, does it matter? Love her... tell her. need her.... let is show. part of her life you wish to stay.... shout it at the top of your lungs..... it has got to be........ be the one.... that matters to her... be the one who will walk til the end of the earth..... to make love last.... be her friend.. her lover and her guide when needed..... now... GO.. isn't there something that you have forgotten to tell her today?

My "wisdom"
10 Unwritten Rules of Fubar. #1 To the people who have no picture, no profile, nada, why are you here, was it a condition of parole? #2 I like sexy, who doesn't, but no matter how fly you are. If the background behind you looks like it would draw flies the effect is ruined, pick up your area! #3 I you post fake pictures of Amerie, Ashanti, Golden Brooks, Boris Kudjoe, Iverson etc., don't get mad if you get outed, hey what did you expect?! #4 Nobody knows you really, that means that some of us forget our home training, please treat the people you meet here as if one day they’ll be interviewing you for a job, or they are friends with your Grammy and she'll hear how you've been carrying on. #5 If you came to Fubar to hookup let me apologize to you for all of Fuba

New Pledge
Aint this the truth. New Pledge of Allegiance Since the Pledge of Allegiance And The Lord's Prayer Are not allowed in most Public schools anymore Because the word "God" is mentioned.... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer: - Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bi

Cleburn Tx. Chapter Easter Seals Is
Easter Seals Society For Children and Adults of Tarrant co. Easter Seals Greater Northwest Tx. Texas work force Center 206 A-W Henderson Street cleburn Tx. 76031-000 Contact; Cathy Hacker (888)288-8324 (888) 795-7912 (817) 536- 8693 www.easterseals-fw.org

~broken~
i bleed for you my arms long to hold you my heart aches for you i cry for you im so sad & alone & depressed i lie awake wondering what i did wrong i cant stop thinking about you im so hurt my heart shattered in a million pieces i been smacked in the face & punched in the stomach i feel like im slowly dying inside i cant sleep or eat i can barely breathe as tears roll down my face when will this pain ever go away? i am broken forever

The Man Rules
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down. Finally, the guys' side of the story. I must admit, it's pretty good. We always hear "The Rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1.Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. "Yes" and "No" are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 da

Phoenixxx Radio 500,000 Prizes Giveaway
THAT RIGHT YOU HEARD ME PHOENIXX RADIO HAVE OVER 500,000 PRIZES TO BE GIVEN AWAY FROM BLASTS TO TICKERS TO TSHIRT.. COME ON IN JOIN THE LOUNGE HAVE FUN JOIN IN ON THE CONTESTS. TELL EM ICE SENT YA http://fubar.com/lounge.php?l=4093

Boy With Cancer
There is a very dear friend of Mine that has a Cousin that has cancer.. He is 16 years old..has a 2% chance of survival due to cancer, but all he wants to do is get into the guiness book of world records by collecting well over 20,000 hats... So if there is anyone Out here that would like to help this kids out plz contact me back TY

Are We Loosing ?
Are we loosing ? Today we have the internet , cable t.v. , cell phones , and games . We have been teaching our children it's easier to meet friends online then to go out and find someone . Instead of taking walks with our children we take our days chating online . Instead of showing our children there is a wonderful world outside our doors . With the world the way it is I wonder are we loosing ? Are we showing our children the right things ? Are we giving them everything our parents gave us ? Do we live in such a world that we are forgeting the one thing thats important to us all ? {{human contact , love , hands on friendships }} Are we forgeting what it's like to be a child ? should we take walks in the rain , play a little ball , spend time with our friends and loved ones ? Should we shut down those cumputers , cell phones , cable t.v. , games and spend more time meeting people and with our families and friends ? My thoughts and prayers goes with each and everyone

What A Wonderful Day!
Hey you all..Just wanted to tell you I had a SUPER game of golf today! It rained almost all day on me and I got soaked to the bone. My titties were so hard nad I froze my ass off but wow, It was a good day. Stopped keeping score after the third hole cause of the rain, but I haven't laughed so hard in a long time. My boss is good to me, and I just wanted to say, sometimes its ok to get out and away from the computer..Not that you won't be missed, but for your own sake..:) I can tell you I needed a break from it, but I am refreshed and back!@ Well I will be as soon as I take a quick nap..LOL Starting my contest today and I want to clean out my computer here after awhile, but I need rest right now! So, I know this is long, but I want to say, never think someone doesn't care, cause I do, even if you never talk to me before and you need to, please feel free! (Not just dirty talkers either ..LOL) Hugs and Kisses

I'm Not Racist But Its True
You call me: "redneck" "Hillbilly" "Slaker" "Cracker" "Honkey" "Whitey" "Gringo" "Sage" and you think it's OK. But when I call you: jungle bunny spear chunker coon wet back jiggaboo porch monkey sand nigger rag head towelhead Camel Jockey Gook Spook NIGGER KIKE slant eyes or Chink you call me a racist. -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist. -In the Million Man March, you believed that you

Surveys
I have a qwestion...why are all the surveys for those that own, or are management...of ppl athat go to McD's more than 4 times a week .... of ppl that make more than 19,000 a year..answer me this...i aint rich..i live week to week and that almighty paycheck that never has enough on it...so y ask to ..or prequalify me for them type of surveys?

Only In America
Subject: ONLY IN AMERICA...I ABOUT LOST IT ON THIS ONE!!!!!! Body: Body: 1.......only in America can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a DIET coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both vault doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 7. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 8. Only in America......do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in

Me
I'm 20 year old Italian living in New York. I attend F.I.T., going for my 4 year degree. I'm a waitress which is pretty good most of the time. I have a very Strong Sexy Man in my life and even as much as b*tch I would be lost without him. We have been together for over a year and its been the best one of my life. I like to go out and have fun and just live life.

Moprhs
To all my TRUE FU friends, I am wantimg to add my friends animationmorphs to my photo gallery, and salutes as well. I am wanting to do the for one reason only and that is to see who my real FU Friends are, you can respond back you me by email and include your animation morph and one of your salute photoes. Thank you to all my true FU FRiends.. BamBam

Son Of A Bitch
WHY IS EVERYTHING BEING THROWN AT ME ALL AT ONCE.. I BARELY HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO FUCKIN EAT.. AND NOW THEY TELL ME THAT I MAKE TO MUCH MONEY FOR MY INSURANCE THROUGH THE STATE. IM A SINGLE MOM THAT MAKES 8 BUCKS AN HOUR.. THATS TO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND NOW I CANT GO TO MY DOC APPT CUZ I CANT AFFORD IT!

Big Sexy???
I'm on the hunt for a big fat son-of-a-bitch who calls himself Big Sexy... he hosted a contest for a fellow fu-friend and refuses to give her the prize she earned. here's her blog she posted if anyone wants to confirm my statements: http://www.fubar.com/blog/129803/541427# Anyways... if anyone has him on their friends list and can give me the link to his profile, post it here please. If he's going to host a contest the least he can do is follow through w/ the prizes.

I Am Here
I am here or did you forget, I am here but then why do you make me cry. I am here but then why do you turn your back. I am here but why arent you listening to me. I am here but then why are you giving up on me. I am here so where are you. I am here and i feel so alone. My friends have all gone, and i dont know why. Where are you my friends? I am here i am reaching out to you, but you are not here. I am here and my tears are falling. I am here but why then do you walk away. I am here and i am really confused. I am here and i dont understand. It use to be you were always here, but now i am not sure. where have you gone and why do you ignore me and leave me to wonder why. My have friends have all gone, and i dont know what i did wrong. I am here but where did everyone go. I am here but i dont know why. I am here but ready to say goodbye. I am here my friends but where are you. I am here or did you forget.

What Bothers Me About Fubar.
Over the past few weeks I seem to be getting more and more fed up with Fubar. Not so much the website, but the people on the website. Here's a list of a few things that have got my attention and people should stop doing: Begging - I don't care if it's for a Happy Hour, VIP, Blast, whatever. Don't do it. If someone wants to buy you something, they will. A gift is supposed to be a surprise, not asked for. Asking for help, then not helping others - If you need help leveling, or in a contest and I come help you, you better do the same when I need help. Accepting friend requests, but not rating - You see that I rated you before I sent you a request. Have the courtesy to do the same to me. Not returning rates - This kind of piggy backs on the last one, but if you are asking people to come visit your photo album and rate you and you see they're rating your pictures. Have the decency to do the same. This one goes out mostly to males. Don't just go out and buy Happy Hours, VIP'

You Did It....congrats
Not Every Tree can Stand Thirst But the Cactus Did it. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Not Every Animal can Represent a Nation But the Tiger Did it. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Not Every Flower Can Represent Love But Roses Did it. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Not Every Monkey Can Read E-Mails But You Did it !!!!! Congrats!! PASS THIS ON TO THE NEXT MONKEY AND DON'T BREAK THE CHAIN JUST FOR FUN !!!!!!!!!!!

Fema Camp Footage (concentrations Camps In Usa)
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To Feel Again
for there few who know me they already know. but i think this is more for me then anyone. i'm a simple person with lots of emotions underneath. life has and is good to me. the few friends i do have have always been there in my hour of need. even if just to lend an ear or a slap upside the head. for that i am truly thankful. you know who you are and how much you mean to me. and i'll never forget it. how does one let go when i know there is no hope. but yet i still hang on. knowing that there are others that are passing by as i grab for hope. i know i'm not the first nor will be the last to have to deal with this. the fears, the needs, the wants and the unknown. how does one open up ones heart again? how can the wall be taken down? to feel again.

New Friends, Fans And Family.
I want to thank all the new friends, fans and family from WTC that allow me the honor of becoming a friend. It means a lot to me and I appreciate all of you very much. Looking forward to a long and healthy relationship with you all, stay safe, and may God continue to bless all of you. Thank you DJ Philburg360 for allowing me the great opportunity of being a member here too.

50 Things Women Should Know
Body: 50 things guys wish women knew; Universal guy truths that all women should understand: 1. Express yourself. It makes us proud, even if someone thinks you're wrong. 2. You look hot in running shoes and shorts. And that top thingy with the stripes. 3. Bare, tan shoulders are underrated. 4. If you think I’m speeding now, you should see me drive when you're not in the car. 5. If you're truly interested in us, don't play hard to get. 6. Shopping is a chore, not an activity. 7. When I screw up, go ahead and tell me--once. 8. No question need ever be asked through a closed bathroom door if I'm inside. I love you less with each syllable you utter. 9. I'm hot for you, not your sister or your friend or your coworker. 10. My guy friends. Not only are they not negotiable, they’re your best sign that I’m not a whack job. 11. Don't be afraid to ditch the makeup. Natural is sexier. 12. Leave the eyebrows alone. Pluck

Guy's Is This True?
Body: 50 things guys wish women knew; Universal guy truths that all women should understand: 1. Express yourself. It makes us proud, even if someone thinks you're wrong. 2. You look hot in running shoes and shorts. And that top thingy with the stripes. 3. Bare, tan shoulders are underrated. 4. If you think I’m speeding now, you should see me drive when you're not in the car. 5. If you're truly interested in us, don't play hard to get. 6. Shopping is a chore, not an activity. 7. When I screw up, go ahead and tell me--once. 8. No question need ever be asked through a closed bathroom door if I'm inside. I love you less with each syllable you utter. 9. I'm hot for you, not your sister or your friend or your coworker. 10. My guy friends. Not only are they not negotiable, they’re your best sign that I’m not a whack job. 11. Don't be afraid to ditch the makeup. Natural is sexier. 12. Leave the eyebrows alone. Pluck

Just Things That Come To Mind
I honestly don't know what to say today but what I feel or thing that comes to mind that I miss or even thought of... I feel lost as in lonesum as hell...Today I spoke what was on my mind to my mom...And well I can honestlt say that didn't go to well. She started to yell at me for my lil nephews pics being gone on the computer and well like I told her it wasn't my fualt they got deleted cuz people want to download viruses into the computer and I have to fix it all the time. Hell I told her how I also felt but that did not do any good.Talking to my family or anyone else, it is like talking to a brick wall. Today its rainy and I feel like crying...Why do I feel like crying for? well before my ex gf and I broke up for real in 2006. I asked her for a hug and well as it started to rain she kissed me when I wasn't looking for it to happen... Well I do have alot on my mind today but just don't know how to say it all. I ani't going to lie,Yeah I have sex on my

8000 To Level
Drew needs some love to level.I have rated everything he has and cant help him..So if you can show him some love it would be awesome. Hes a great friend too have and always there too help when you need him. DJ BIG COUNTRY AKA Drew64_4♦Stang's Underground♦@ fubar

The Edge
Today I need to sprint along the Edge I need to laugh into the darkness below to mock it. At the same time I need to toss back my head wind ripping at my hair and watch the moon rest majestic before the stars as this earthen, human world rushes past. I need to pull you to me and crash our bodies together like surf and rock like a meteor flashing hot against the sky like a lifetime of fucking rolled into once. Like a soft kiss damp lips and light breath on skin-- and bruising bites leaving traces of blood on my tongue and yours. I need it all. I can't have you right now so I close my eyes and we're together again. You are bound craupadine you are all mine and I am all yours. We play and laugh and love. This becomes our world our nirvana for the moment timeless senseless except for senses we stir: Kubla Khan rises around us the Great Pyramids the canals of Mars, flowing hot and molten Venus oceanbeds swirl schools of tropical fish dancin

Your Driver's Licence In Danger.....
Your Driver's licence in danger !! Urgent A friend sent me this and it is very important, you might be in danger!! Check your Driver's License I definitely removed mine. I suggest you all do the same. Now you can see anyone's Driver's License on the Internet, including your own! I just searched for mine and there it was...picture and all! Thanks Homeland Security! Go to the web site, and check it out. It's unbelievable!!! Just enter your name, city and state to see if yours is on file. After your license comes on the screen, click the box marked "Please Remove". This will remove it from public viewing, but not from law enforcement. Please notify all your friends so they can protect themselves, too. Believe me they will thank you for it. Here is the website: http://www.license.shorturl.com Have A Berry Sweet Day!!!!!

Stuff On My Cat,,, Thats My Boy Makes A Mama Proud
Do you like to put stuff on your cat? So do we, show us some love and head over to our submissions page to find out how to send us a picture! If your submission meets our "rigorous" standards in the fields of quality and awesomeness we will put it up for all to see. Any other questions or comments feel free to email me, take care and thanks for visiting! – Mario Check out our submissions page to find out how to get your cat on the site! -

Gifts And Ranks !!!read Please !!!
ok i love giving away gifts so if u want a gift shout at me and if u want and need any help doing stuff shout at me i will help as much as i can !!! in a contest and need help here i am shout and me and link me to where to help u anytime any of u need me i am on here 24/7 to get a hold of me email me or shout at me or just 937 275 8003 leave a msg on the phone and tell me what u need help with on fubar :D takecare all and hey tell me what u need help with :D !!!

Thanks Maryjane I Am Honor To Be A Friend Of Yours
OK, HERE IT IS.... I ENTERED BABY BOY INTO THIS CONTEST FOR A 7DAY BLAST. HE DESERVES IT MORE THEN ANYONE, BECAUSE HE HELPS EVERYONE AROUND HIM. HE HELPS EVERYONE IN THEIR CONTESTS AND HE HELPED ME YESTERDAY IN THE HUGEST WAY. NOT TO MENTION, HE GAVE ME HIS BLAST THAT HE WON, BECAUSE AS YOU KNOW, I WAS SCREWED OUT OF MINE.... SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE... CAN YOU COME HELP HIM OUT IN HIS CONTEST?!!? IT RUNS FOR 3 DAYS. =D

Midwest Message
Because of misunderstandings that frequently develop when East Coasters and Californians cross states such as Illinois, Ohio, Indiana, Wisconsin, Nebraska, Kansas, Iowa, Michigan, Missouri, Minnesota, North Dakota, and South Dakota, those states' Tourism Councils have adopted a set of informal ion guidelines. In an effort to help outsiders understand the Midwest, the following list will be handed to each driver entering the state: 1. That farm boy standing next to the feed bin did more work before breakfast than you do all week at the gym. 2. It's called a 'gravel road'. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your car. 3. We all started hunting and fishing when we were seven years old. Yeah, we saw Bambi. We got over it. 4. Go ahead and bring your $600 Orvis Fly Rod. Don't cry to us if a flathead catfish breaks it off at the handle. We have a name for those little trout you fish for...bait. 5. Pull your pants up. You look like an idiot. 6. If that c

Just For Fun!!!!!!!!
Dear Jade, I _____ you. You have a nice _____. You make me ___. You should _______. Someday I will _____. You + me = ______. We should __________. If I saw you now I'd _______. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. If I could I'd give you ___________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) REPOST THIS "DEAR (YOUR NAME)" ON YOUR BLOG AND SEE WHAT ANSWERS U GET... this should be lots of fun!! and you can really make someone's day. Or you could just make them laugh really hard....

Something To Laugh About
Don't you just love when you see those "BEWARE OF DOG" signs and then you see this little bitty punk ass dog in the yard. LOL I would love to kick his little barking ass into the mailbox like a Sunday paper!!! dayum U CUJO!!!

Bouncing Around The Midwest
Time has it's limits when it comes to driving Truck...we are all set with hours... still at this time...the 11/14 hour rule...then we have to take a minimal...of a ten hour break...unless we use a split...then it becomes an 8/2 hour with no more than 2 hours driving between the 8 and 2...Are we confused yet...well most my friends understand this...because we are all truckers...or know a few...and have had those rules taught to us....in the course of time if you follow this blog...which is posted elsewhere very much like this one here...You might just learn a few things...* God Forbid * . I'm sort of new to this in some ways...but have been blogging elsewhere for quite some time now...and have a great group of friends all over the U.S. that I do visit...and talk to alot while I'm bouncing around...From place to place... If you wish to comment on this blog...Please feel free to...I will be asking questions from those who do read it...just to get to know some of my new friends here.

Now Check This Out Lol
Defense Attorney: Will you please state your age? Little Old Lady: I am 86 years old. Defense Attorney: Will you tell us, in your own words, what happened the night of April 1st? Little Old Lady: There I was, sitting there in my swing on my front porch on a warm spring evening, when a young man comes creeping up on the porch and sat down beside me. Defense Attorney: Did you know him? Little Old Lady: No, but he sure was friendly. Defense Attorney: What happened after he sat down? Little Old Lady: He started to rub my thigh. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him? Little Old Lady: No, I didn't stop him. Defense Attorney: Why not? Little Old Lady: It felt good. Nobody had done that since my Albert died some 30 years ago. Defense Attorney: What happened next? Little Old Lady: He began to rub my breasts. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him then? Little Old Lady: No, I did not stop him. Defense Attorney: Why not? Little Old Lady: His rubbing made me feel all alive and excited. I haven't felt tha

Do You Have It???
YOU KNOW ... even when we forget about GOD he never forgets about us, and this is one night I can say HE remembered ... ME!! That I take personal!! I know that I will hit someone's heart Even if it is just one person ... IT WILL BE WORTH IT!! I wanted to ask a serious question ... It is something to really think about!! How many of you have Renters Insurance? NO ... this is not for personal "Money Making" purposes, I promise!! But ... it is ... PERSONAL!! April 2006, my three children and I were burned out of our home, along with other families!! I believe everyone was home in the 8 unit building, I am quite sure the person who started the fire knew this, since it was around 4:00am!! This person thought it would be funny to start a fire in one of the storage spaces in the basement (nice huh?) or maybe they had an issue with someone who lived there, who knows? My 17 year old son said he thought he was dreaming, or just hearing things. The smoke alarms were going off all over

The Gift 2
So I've decided how I'm going to do this. I'm going to give away a set of diamond earrings and a diamond ring. If you'd like one of these two let me know. I'll give one to each of the two best offers. Just tell me why you think you should have it.

My Poor Mother
i celebrated my birthday tonight wiht my mother and aunt and uncle who is a loser tonight. they took me to a mexican restrant for my favorite fahetas and casedeaz and margaritas. My mother did not know what to order so she ordered something and my uncle choked one time which was funny to me. all i can say is i am glad they drove.

Well He Did It
Well he did it my youngest son is on his way to the Bay Area to take his physical for the Navy and then he will be theirs for the next 8 yrs. For some reason I'm sad but then I'm happy for him too and I am supporting his decision. But I feel I'm losing my baby but getting a really grown man and he is only 17.

Im Stressed
me n my ex broke up on sunday. we have been off and on for over a year. he has been calling me all the time and checking up me and following me. one of the times that we broke up it was over 3 months and i ended up hooking up with another ex. ive been spending time with one of my ex's a lot and im falling back in love with him. i might be pregnant and my life is so stressfull. matt keeps calling me and talking shit and he cant accept the fact that i want time to be alone. im sick of him following me and calling me all the time and checking up on me and i am scared he is going to fuck with my car. as soon as i get the chance, im getting a different vehicle and im leaving. i might be moving to chicago and im glad. i want out of here. i need out of here. help me and leave comments if u want. thank you

Single Again !!!!!!!!!
Well here I am single again after 15 years. Starting over isn't like it use to be. Meeting people isn't easy. But my life will go on. I am happy and ready to see where my life will take me now. So I am going to explore things about myself that I could never do before and see what I can discover about myself. Wish me luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Graphicz Site Link(please Visit And Leave Comments In Shoutbox)
OK EVERYONE GO CHECK IT ITS MY NEW GRAPHICZ SITE THERE WAS ALOT OF PPL WHO LIKED MY GRAPHICZ IN MY ALBUMS SO I STARTED THIS SO I COULD MAKE THEM FOR OTHERS HERE THE LINK BELOW :) CHECK IT AND LEAVE COMMENTS WWW.XxDarkIce-GraphiczxX.piczo.com

Fuck You Hippies
Well today I get several comments from some jackass hippie bitching about how I'm a baby killer. I mean fuck sake. 1. I haven't even gone to war yet. 2. My job is a NON-COMBAT job. All you little fucking hippies have to bitch about something. If it isn't the war its the president, or the environment, or how people talk on their cell phones and its melting everyones brains. Until you can do something that shows you got some type of guts to do then go bitch at your pathetic parents that brought you into this world. Since you want to class me as baby killer, give me your address I'll come kill yours instead.

Who's Gonna Help
alright, so i posted my blog about wanting a VIP, so which one of my friends is really a good friend and will buy me one? Like I said before, I have 500+ people on my friend list, i try to help out the ones that I see needs the help, so why dont people wanna help me....c'mon guys...well thats all for now....xoxoxox

Neenee's I Dare You!
On 9/26/2007, neeneedaqueen_@fubar.com wrote: This is to ME from Neenee the words is { } are my reply to her questions and comments... Four things you wonder about me: 01. are you really a gov. spy? {Well... you just never can tell about some things can you? I could tell you... but then, I'd probably have to kill you....} 02.do you believe that tomatoes scream when you cut them? {Go cut one and listen very closely they even bleed.... ;)} 03.do you ever wonder about the sun going super nova, and the after math? {No, I am actually quite certain of how the story of our world pans out;)} 04.do you eat your toast blood side up or brain side down... oh yea i ment butter ... um sure yea..... hehehe... {blood, I mean butter side up.. see now you have me doing it...} Three things you like about me: 01.you have no extra tenticals or anteni are you so sure? {you haven't seen me naked... yet..} 02.your not a gun toating hillbilly hunting alien {this is very

Should I?
Ok.. I'm not very good with blogs n all that, and my hand is pretty much numb from being so cold right now, but I need opinions.. Should I apply to be a Suicide Girl? (www.suicidegirls.com) Or am I just too fat, boring and generally lame to be on there...? I don't want you luffly Fu-friends of mine telling me to go for it though just because you want to be nice. I want HONEST opinions. [this next part is only if you think I SHOULD do it..) As SG will involve nude pics at some point if I did do it and got accepted, I want advice too from those of you who like to take TASTEFUL nude pics... preferably the ladies, but if any of you guys have advice or tips for taking pics like that.. any help would be appreciated.. =) xXx

Why?
Can I not just be friends with someone and them not like me more than a friend? seriously it is getting to the point i don't want to talk to anyone anymore. I am who I am and I will never stop being me but everyone needs to back off. Most know I am in a relationship and have a life as well and it drives me nuts that those who all the sudden have strong feelings for me get pissy when I don't say hi all the time or back off. I have a life people just as anyone else and the only reason I am online half the time is when I do my school work or business and it is nice to chat with people. It goes both ways and I am not going to be the one always saying hello

Friends
Lately I have been questioning who my true friends are. There are some people that do not seem to understand that I am busy and do not have time to sit and gab for hours. One of my so called friends is really mad because I do not have time to sit on pogo.com and play games with her all the time. She seems to think that my whole life is devoted to fubar which it isn't. She fails to realize that I am going to school full time and have other things I need to deal with also. Why can people not understand that I am busy and can't always be there when they want me?

Escaped Convict Found At Police Party
Escaped convict found at police party An escaped convict has been recaptured in Taiwan - at a barbecue party organised at the local police station. Police in Xinzhu city invited residents to celebrate the Moon Festival with them. But officers could not believe their eyes when they saw an escaped drug dealer called Chen, who had just been listed as one of the city's most wanted criminals, at the party. Police officer Cai Zhengtong, who was in charge of the barbecue, said: "I saw a man dressed in an eye-catching yellow windbreaker enter the place and sit in the corner. "He was enjoying the barbecue with the others. I really couldn't believe my eyes, since the man was just the criminal we were seeking." Police at the party quickly arrested Chen. He told officers he thought it would have been the last place police would have thought of looking for him.

Something I Wrote A While Back
The wolf wanders the woods in his solitary existence. He searches for the longing of belonging to a pack, to be the alpha male, to have his alpha female. He has searched for many a winter, and yet he has found nothing...nothing but solitude and seclusion. Each night he sits and howls at the moon, hoping that he will get a response from someone...somewhere, but each night comes with only the sounds of his beating heart. With each beat of his heart, he slips deeper into solitude. He knows not if that peace will ever come to him, and he can't help but to fight the onslaught of anger that rages within his soul; he can't help but to wonder if it was something that he caused...was he put on this earth to wander the wild alone, or was there an alpha female put on this earth to cross his path and lead him to that pack. Days and nights he wanders the woods, searching...longing...waiting. Days turn into weeks...weeks turn into years until he realizes that there is no alpha female in h

Pre-nuptial Agreements
A secretary for a foreign embassy was entertaining a wealthy foreign ambassador during lunch at a very expensive restaurant in New York. The ambassador was so enthralled by the beauty and presence of this secretary that he asked her to marry him. The secretary was startled, but remembered that her boss told her never to insult foreign dignitaries, so she decided to let him down easy. "I'll only marry you under three conditions." "Anything, anything," said the ambassador. "First, you must buy me a 14-karat gold wedding band with a 72 carat diamond, along with a 28-inch studded matching necklace for our engagement." Without hesitation, the ambassador picked up his cellular phone, called his personal accountant, told him the instructions, and said, "Yes, yes, I buy, I buy!" The secretary thought that her first request was too easy, so she thought of a more difficult situation. "Second, I want you to build me a 58-acre mansion in the richest part of the Hamptons along with a 40

Scorned
I was seeking innocence A tunnel back to yesterday Before those savage burning hands Ripped it from my breast Lying in soiled sheets Dirty Alone Tears of lost youth mingling with polluted blood Desperately searching for vanished bud I was brutally denied. Life’s passage A vindictive scorn There I lay, cruelly wilted Before my time

I Will Miss Mr. 25
Tonight is Barry Bonds last game in San Francisco. We as Giants fans will miss him greatly, I know I truely will. The Giants will be boring for years to come, so be ready Giant fan. Barry Bonds gave us 15 years of Awesome baseball. There is no doubt we as baseball fans where watching history every time he played, every time he swung the bat. Bonds owns so many of baseballs records ... too many to list. In Barry bonds very first game, and very first at bat as a Giant he hit a homerun. He is truely a special person. Yes, he is not loved by everyone, but he does not need to be. He has always been Barry Bonds and always will be Barry Bonds. He is loved by his Family, friends, fans and me. Thank you Barry. Thank you for not saleing out. Thank you for all the great memories. Thank you for being you! ~J~

Before You Make A Wish
Lying in a sleeping bag, above some sticky grass, you count the shinning stars as endless minutes pass. They form alot of pictures, a boat,a horse, some fish, waiting for a star to fall wondering what youll wish. Would you wish for something nice like love or even more? Or would you wish for something mean like Death or hate or war? Think hard before you make a wish and its consequences too. You never know till its to late your wish just may come true.

My Day Off
Was beautiful out today, I took advantage of it and took a bike ride and hit the gym to start my day. Spent a little time on here saying hello to some friends, old and new. Took off on the trails for another bike ride around the lake and golf course to finish a beautiful day. Back on here listening to some music and seeing friends. Thats right, I have some good friends here and am yet to be spoken for, so stop by, say hello, I make a good friend and decent company and have more depth to me than you may know. I think about my health and remain active with many age groups of friends. We all sometimes need someone to talk to. Keith

New And Very Different Song.
"In the Throes of Passion" I'm getting closer to the images in my head the imaginary "ex" marks the will in me now I've got to dig before it fades away I've been there once before, it's been forever and a day since the breaking of my back and the fist that I still taste that put the blood in my mouth, but I'm still not afraid and though I hear the screams in the voice of my calling there's no escape from the destiny of (rise!) rising up or falling Sweetly dreaming, softly screaming I lost myself Leaves of awning, gently falling I found myself..... gently falling She took me closer to where love and pain can play and pleasures harmony come through in an array of electric colored melodies oh so bright and clear then I saw the face of love in the reflection of a tear Some say they will never turn their backs, like the bitch that I still taste who's love braved by word of mouth, but still she was afraid and when she heard the screams in the voice of her calling blow

Lab Tech Bites Her Baby.
INDIANAPOLIS - A laboratory technician has been fired after the parents of a 3-year-old boy claimed she bit his shoulder while drawing blood from his arm, a hospital spokesman said. ADVERTISEMENT Faith Buntin took her son Victor to St. Vincent Hospital on Friday for a blood test because of recent recalls of toys involving lead. She said she saw the worker put her mouth on Victor's shoulder. "I looked at her like that was the craziest thing that I'd ever seen," Faith Buntin told television station WRTV. "She looked at me and smiled and said, 'Oh, it was just a play bite. He's not hurt.'" After they returned home, the boy's mother said, she saw teeth marks on his left shoulder, and her husband drove the child back to the hospital, where he was prescribed antibiotics. "Taking a bite out of him like he's an apple, this is heinous," said James Buntin, the boy's father. St. Vincent fired the technician after the incident was reported and is "reviewing the capabilities" of the

First Blog, Hey There!
Well hey, hi, hello there! This is my first offical blog for fubar. I signed up here because a friend of mine wanted me to, and I figured, what the hell? Then I had him add my hubby as well. Ever think that something is a bad idea after you do it? Well, that's where I'm at right now. Now, don't get me wrong, I trust him completely. But when it comes to talking to women online...well, sometimes he's just too damn nice for his own good. I don't trust most women. Never have. Most are conniving, backstabbing little whores. I mean, hell, his ex of over three years ago is still trying to get back with him, and she tried to do this by saying that they had a kid that he never knew about! I mean, come on, puh-lease! Luckily he was smart about her and blocked her stupid ass. LOL...sorry, that's my rant for the day! Normally, I'm pretty laid back, but somehow, I do get stressed out easily. Maybe it's the fact that I'm married to the military, or maybe the fact that I'm in place I don't espical

Christmas Stamp
CHRISTMAS STAMP How ironic is this??!! They don't even believe in Christ and they're getting their own Christmas stamp, but don't dream of posting the ten commandments on federal property? USPS New Stamp This one is impossible to believe. Scroll down for the text. If there is only one thing you forward today.....let it be this! REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of Pan Am Flight 103! REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of the World Trade Center in 1993! REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of the Marine Barracks in Lebanon! REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of the military Barracks in Saudi Arabia! REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of the American Embassies in Africa! REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of the USS COLE! REMEMBER the MUSLIM attack on 9/11/2001! REMEMBER all the AMERICAN lives that were lost in those vicious MUSLIM attacks! Now the United States Postal Service REMEMBERS and HONORS the EID MUSLIM holiday season with a commemorative first class Holiday

This Is A Broken Heart. Writen By Angeleyes
This is a broken heart. It is a thing claimed by many, But many have not suffered a completely shattered heart. Often the sufferer has only a minor fracture, Healed by comfort and compassion of others around them. But a completely broken heart can never be fully healed. A memory of the fateful day when the heart broke, Will be branded on every shard, Like a tattoo on a man's body, And this alone is the creator of pain and suffering a person feels when their heart has been broken. A broken heart due to betrayal is the worst of all, As it is an act you cannot save yourself from, And it carves the memory so deep. . .

You Use To Love Me . By Angeleyes
Once you said you loved me you said there wasn't a doubt in your mind now that its over you seem to hide those feelings you once felt inside i could of known what was going through your head when you were telling me all those things you once said you could of at least erased a tear from my eye But no you carried on and turned your back yeah ! you really thought i was going to beg for you to stay but no i just left it that way.Now that i see you i wish you would feel the pain when we once said our goodbyes i cried and cried both day and night .I woke up the next morning thinking i wasn't going to make it through but i proved to you that i was going to make it without you!

Loss Of A Sweet Friend.
I just found out today that one of my really good friends from Elementary school passed away this past Saturday. when I say from elementary school I mean we have known each other since 1st grade. We have known each other for 23 years. To lose someone like that. She was in a coma from a car wreck and she left behind husband and children. So I won't be online for a couple of days. Love ya'll Gwen

Some News
Hi everyone.... No thought tonight I'm afraid, have to get to bed early. Just letting everyone know I will gone for the weekend beginning tomorrow. My manager and I are off on a business trip to L.A. for the weekend. Several meetings set up with some publishers and a record label. I hope everyone has a fabulous weekend and I encourage everyone to please let me know what you think of the book (those who got it) and of the thoughts as well if you get a chance. Take care and have a wonderful weekend :) Peter Britt

Hard
I have had so much bad things happen to me I am a fake in alot of things I do and it is so hard for me to trust people and I am always doting people and secnd guess ever person I meet and are friends with of how much the really like me for the person I am or just like me becouse I am a pushover and I what is told or asked get ripped off all the time by my boss he dont pay me what I sould and say I have to wait 10 more months that mends I will work for 1 year and 9 months for $200 and ever week and no rise in pay utill then becouse my wife is buying a car from him and I dont know what to do I love working on cars it is just me and him there it is layed back boss not on my back all the time all comments welcome please be nice in them p.s. I am very friendly people thow

The Obituary Of The Late Mr. Common Sense
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job that they

Colleagues
Yeah, my fav colleague just confirmed that she will be leaving us next month - she's expecting the job offer next week. I hate prying but I found out that she'll be returning back to the IT line *shrugs* i'm biased, i think the publishing line is so much more exciting! *LOL* Found out today that ANOTHER colleague will be leaving us next week. I'm not exactly sorry to see him go but heck, this means my team will be running low on resources. I forsee extra workload coming my way *ROFL* Ah, life ...

Life Sucks....but In The End...i Guess We Live Anyways
Well, I had I think the longest day today of my life. I had many realizations today.....and its somewhat sad. You spend most of your life, trying to be a certain way......fearing your going to become what you hate in others the most. In your teens you have such a idea of how your life will turn out. You get outta school...go to college...or take a few years and work. Get your own place as soon as you can. Figuring you will always live comfortably. Thinking when you get married, it will be the right one. The day of your high school graduation you expect things to be easy from here on out....When in reality....its only the start of hard times, but you just dont know it yet. You spend some time thinking about your childhood, and how your parents were the worst people in the world, how they should have done so many things differently, how you feel they fucked you up for the of your life. You have so many emotional problems, relationship problems and money problems, you dont know how to coo

Nothing In General
A few things and I'll try to even keep it short. I am not the best with grammer or punctuation so those who teach please turn a blind eye. I don't want to go into great detail really who care about my life story? All of my close friends already know the drama of my life. Now is a time of great change as almost every aspect of my life and how I have been living it in the last 9yrs has changed completely. Love , Career , Family ..... Nothing is as it was before. I can hope it will be better in the end. For whatever reason cosmic design , spiritual creator , or utter chaos ... tomorow is a new day.

Feelings
words cannot express the way i feel inside, all the tention i hide, confusing, anger, and pain, the feeling of happniess, laughter, and joy swimming all around me in a sea of lies i wonder why i feel the way i do, is there a reason, a lesson to be learned, a story to be told, the story of my life, is one tell un told hidden from all the confusion of the world, to many emotions, mixed up feelings, coming towards me in such a rush, what do i do, do i handle them as they come, do whats right get mixed in the game of life, do what i feel inside, take the road less travled by, be true to myself, independent, and free.

4 Kinds Of Sex
There are four kinds of sex : HOUSE SEX - When you are newly married and have sex all over the house in every room. BEDROOM SEX - After you have been married for a while, you only have sex in the bedroom. HALL SEX - After you've been married for many, many years you just pass each other in the hall and say "FUCK YOU" COURTROOM SEX - When your wife and her lawyer fuck you in the divorce court in front of many people for every penny you've got.

What Ppl Are Weird Nuff To Think This Lol Dont Shout Me Your Problems
twistedrun...: cool just looking out for the females ->twistedrun...: uh i dont ever talk to him so i dont think ill have that prob twistedrun...: twistedan is a drunken wifebeating asshole that I am unfortunately still married to watch out steer away or hell use you one day too

My Life
Lonely Little by little, you stop loving on me the mad wind of banners passed through my mind my love, my own in heart stop feeding of your love with out leaving mine seeking the new blossoms. No one wonders, is no one there No one will come on my life Lonely the days Lonely the times Lonely am I On my ways my lost soul wanders Alone in the life

Baked Chicken Breasts With Cheese And Sherry
serves 6 4 chicken breasts,split 1/4 lb swiss cheese slices 1 can cream of celery soup 1/4 cup sherry 1 cup herb-flavored croutons 3 tbsp butter Arrange chicken in a greased 2-quart shallow baking dish; put cheese slices over chicken. Mix soup with sherry, pour over cheese. Sprinkle with croutons, dot with butter. Bake in preheated 350'F oven 1 hour, or until tender.

Chicken In Almond Sauce With Wine
1 chicken, cut up 1/4 cup olive oil 1 clove garlic, finely chopped 1 small onion, finely chopped 1 tbsp flour 1 cup water 1/2 cup white wine 1 bay leaf 1/2 tsp saffron 1/2 cup chopped, blanched almonds Brown chicken in olive oil. Add garlic, onion, and flour, mixing well. Add water and wine and seasonings, except almonds. When chicken is almost done, add the almonds and boil a few minutes longer

Into The Blue
It rains on the Ocean It rains on the Ocean It rains on my identity Lightning on the Ocean Lightning on the Ocean Gaps of luminosity Maybe there in America the winds of the Pacific Uncover its immensity My hands hold tight some faraway dreams And my thoughts run to you I row, I shake, I feel Deep dark abyss It's for the love I give you and for the love you don't know that makes me wreck It's for the love I don't have and for the love I'd want It's for this pain It's for this love I have for you That makes me get over those real storms Waves on the Ocean Waves on the Ocean that will gently calm down My hands hold tight some faraway dreams and your breath blows on me I row, I shake, I feel A wind around my heart It's for the love I have for you That makes me get over thousands of storms It's for the love I give you and for the love I'd want from this sea It's for the life that isn't there that makes me wreck deep in my heart All this will have you a

Under The Light Of The Sun
Darkness lies outside me, here, And a bit inside as well... How absurd is this desert city! I can't even explain how, But this is not my dimension, And my mind gets never comfort, It is always somewhere else. But you... where are you? Where's your voice? What about me if I don't have you, If I don't get your help? Everything will look better, Under the light that will come from the sun! This night will be gone, Darkness will fade out! Hills will be seen, I will go on looking for you. Away from this melancholy, Envy or rage alike. I don't want these words anymore To be here in my heart But you... where are you? Where's your smile What about me if I don't have you, If I don't get your love? Everything will look better, Under the light that will come from the sun! This night will be gone, Darkness will fade out! And under the light of that sun I will go on looking for you.

My Sister
We found out a year and a half ago, that my sister had cancer. By the time they found out she had it, they gave her 6 months to live. She has been fighting, but getting weaker. It has spread throughout her body. Last night she was rushed to the hospital, they say she has pneumonia. That on top of her weakened condition, they say she may not pull through. Please everyone, pray for her. I thank you all for your time. Love and hugs to you all, ~V~ Nov.2 Went to see my sister yesterday, she is in the final stages. They said she should have been gone by now, but she is a fighter. According to HOSPICE...she has just a few weeks. They have a hospital bed set up at her home, and she can't go anywhere now. It is hard to see someone you love going through so much pain. Nov.25th 2007 My sister, Donna Louise Sapp, died at 12:48 p.m. She is no longer in pain, but will be missed more than she knows. My love and heart will always be with you Donna, I love you.

Are You A Rebel?
Are You A Rebel?Total RebelYou're a total rebel, but you don't need to be told that. You know you are. You'll do whatever you want, whenever you want. You're not going to give a second thought to boundaries and rules when they don't make sense to you. No one can ever stand in your way because you'll always be free. Myspace Quizzes

The Inning From Hell Cost Us The Game...grrr..
Went to the Brewer game tonight with Andy, his dad Dave, and his sisters Chris and Jamie. It's more than likely the last game of the season for me so...I was determined to make it a good one. I have never been so outraged at a game in my entire life!!!! You all would have been shocked if you would have seen me standing there yelling and cursing like a sailor. It was pretty bad. Can ya blame me?? The game started off pretty good for us and we were in the lead. Chris, Jamie, & I get up to go to the bathroom in the 2nd inning and when we are walking down the stairs to get to our seats....the whole stadium burts into an uproar or "booooo". I look to see my boy, Prince Fielder, being walked to first base. Naturally, I flew down the remaining steps to ask Andy and Dave what the hell happened. The stupid Cardinals' pitcher hit Prince with his pitch. I was soo mad I could have jumped onto the field and decked the guy. It would almost have been worth the trip to jail....but not quite. The

What Age Do You Act?
What Age Do You Act?10-12 years oldOk, unless you are a preteen, you are full of way too much drama for your age. You really got to step out of your comfort zone and realize that you're not on the playground anymore! If you are a pre-teen, don't worry, life will get calmer in a few years. Myspace Quizzes

Help? Pretty Please, With A Big 'ol Fubar Cherry On Top???
Ok, Baby boy is a total sweet heart!! and he deserves this blast!!! come show him some love!! I want him to win this blast!!! Please come leave him lots of comments!! please please please *hugs*

What Dragon Species Are You?
What dragon species are you? (Stunning pics)Fire DragonRage, passion, you burn with the essence of a powerful flame. You are powerful and majestic and dont let anyone stand in your way without a fight.Myspace Quizzes

Im Tempted By The All The Mrs Military's Out Here
yea i know its almost a scary thought lol. also ive lost 30 pounds all thanks to the semper fit mentality. im feeling & looking great. gotta love that right? oh & life on the east coast is something that i have grown to love despite the lack of shopping my town has. i really miss all my friends on here & i'll be back online soon. im just swamped with work & school & the stuff i help do with the uso that im usually in bed early. lol. but i still love you guys & i miss you so send me a private note & i'll give you my new cell number. well guys i better get going cuz im falling asleep lol. love you guys lots!

Her Ending.... Their Beginning
She could not explain what was happening to her, asking herself whether she was really this crazy or just that damn lonely,didn't matter, because all she knew was she was sick of being deceived, mistreated, and unloved. Then he came along... out of nowhere, she didn't how or know why. All she knew was that she felt a connection with this man, something she had never felt before. Made her feel uneasy, stupid and even a bit childish, which made her go through all kinds of emotions as they chatted and began finding they had a lot in common. She felt like they had known each other from an unknown past. She is scared and a part of her wanted to ignore her emotions and just believe that he was just another man playing a game seeing that they were both behind a screen. She was thinking she was crazy to have the feelings she was beginning to have for him. She was really upset and angry with herself because of the way she was feeling. She didn't want to admit to him or anyone else that she w

Scam Alert! Please Read! Important!!!!
OK, so I was looking at my bank statement tonight and found a charge that I didn't recognize. Some company called WLI Reservation Rewards took 10.00 out of my account. So, I investigated a bit further and it turns out that this company does this to a lot of people. They take 10.00 out a month, for what? I don't know, but its something I did not sign up for. Click the link and it gives you a number to call. Call immediately! ♥Zaphara http://adam.rosi-kessel.org/weblog/the_man/webloyalty_aka_wli_reservations_is_a_scam.html

My New Poem
Silence builds an awful wreckage of a man It feeds on loneliness and creates a void Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture A teenager is stricken and destroyed There is no sound of laughter or happiness here For I has thrown in the towel today Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul It is futile to hope and dream and pray Emptiness builds a home in this man In this man, this child where hollows have bred A deepening sea of nowhereness consumes And eats away at every connecting thread Confusion feeds like a savage inside me, Leaving nothing considered worthy remains Destined to walk through life less ordinary Alone, exiled, different and disdained. And so it came to be this isolation that I am I can only look to me to find the way it all began this confusion, constant hunger for something more than this I strive to find this being that I envision, yet seem to miss. Could it be that I am empty- or maybe a little lost? Could it be that I am lonely,

Mmmm, Wine..
So, i got up crap early this morning.. A wine-shop(?) had some offers on red wine, that I just couldn't ignore.. ;) So I got up and bought 18 bottles of red.. Think I'm going to pour it all into a tub and just float around in it! :)

.free.moments.
so...yeah. *nod* been busy busy busy and diggin it. muchly. the weather is finally cooler... my room is somewhat more situated than it was before...meaning like the table in my room is now a desk...which is working out quite well for me... took long enough to clean stuff up. ive taken a new stance on the parental thing. whenever Munchkin gets a 'late' for turning in her work...she owes me an hour in the garage. considering the garage is over half full of empty boxes we never broke down...theres plenty of work in there for plenty of punishment. plus...its less stuff i have to do...cuz believe you me...i have plenty. Monkeys finally acclimated to sleeping in Munchkins room...thru the nite no less...which means...real sleep for me...*dances*...and a period of 'me' time which lets face it ive been in dire need. taking the kids clothes shopping on Saturday...gotta put that damn child support to good use dontcha know....plus i seriously need to buy some sort of quilt

Another Poem I Recently Wrote
What is pain? It has no gain Only hurts inside That's why tears always fill my eyes What makes me commit such a crime I guess it's just a matter of time Before I slip up and get arrested Then maybe I can confess all that i did I can feel all his rage turn into mine The chain hits me and I start to cry I scream and yell Like Im in hell Why mum never controlled my temper Why didn't she stop this happening ever This madness in my head my red eyes I always used to dread I wasn't properly loved As a child, pushed and shoved Thrown and verbally attached No doubt about that Why can't I get past this? I wish I could turn the pages The pages of my history So I could just be me Why I will never be free Of the past that will forever haunt me I'll have to hide The pain I hold deep inside

My Internet Friend
The internet is scary The internet is fun The internet is the place I met my special one We met upon the internet Our keyboards as our voice Monitors as our eyes We fell in love by choice The days and weeks since we've met Have gone bye very fast The many hours spent online Each telling of our past The miles that lay between us Seem to be so few One click upon a button And there I am with you To see your name upon my screen Does give me such a thrill And when you send your "Hey Baby" It makes my heart stand still The little things you say and do Those smiles and hearts you send You've come to mean so much to me My special internet friend

To Angel Eyes
I've found Throughout my life the pain can be so great at times But whenever someone holds your hand Even just for a minute you can feel again To find a friend who cries with you who comforts you who helps you through is someone i thought i could never find Until i met you

Another 1 For Angel Eyes
Never forget that I am here for you, and here I will always stay. No matter what happens, even if the sky may seem so bleak and gray. I will forever hold you close within my heart. I will always be right here next to you, even if we are a thousand miles apart. People come and people go, but our friendship is forever. Thank you for the love and kindness you bring and promise to leave me never. Your friendship I will cherish for all eternity. For bringing you into my life, I thank God everyday so gratefully. But I am here for you, a shoulder to cry on, just call whenever you need me. You don't have to pretend to be strong, and lie that you're ok. It's ok to cry and admit the pain you feel, for thats what makes us human at the end of the day. So promise me that you'll never forget that I'm here when you need me. I'm only a phone call away, and I'll do my best to help, and be the best friend I can be.

Paris
So we went to Paris for a week. That was pretty cool. Took lots of photos, saw lots of sights, walked a LOT, saw some amazing art, came home with a few stories to tell. Not my favourite European city, but certainly one I'm very glad I've been to now. I've uploaded a few photos of me standing outside things, if you're interested.

For You
To care for someone is a feeling of want. Either companionship, or romantically. You feel helpless to the loneliness, and the yearn to be. Either needed or appreciated, It's a nature of our own to become very selfishly. Our hearts are full, blood pumping, and active. So why is it.....it feels so empty and drastic? When we fall in Love, it fills up with contentment. When we hurt, we retrieve from it with disengagement. Is it all a fake? A phony? A fraud? and even a mirrage? Like the distance of a desert, displaying it not so large? To want a friend, or even a lover, can ultimately lead you under. Search for truth within yourself, give your mind sometime to ponder. And only time will unveil this dark cold wonder. It's not the friends, or the lover that you need. To full fill your own desire. They're just stools you step to bleed. In it plays a role of ignorance and greed.

Heart Beats
Heart beats what are they for? some beats feel like you are going to die.... and some beats are to let you know you are alive pain is a certain kind of heart beat Pleasure another type of beat fear is the most powerful heartbeat feels like your heart is going to jump out of you chest sadness is a strange kinda beat you feel like the sadness is going to consume you... and the pleasant and calming heartbeat is healing to the soul so whenever you feel a change in your heartbeat go with it. so keep the beats going for a healthy you...hugs

First Quizs
Your Monster Profile Hungry Chemist You Feast On: Pie You Lurk Around In: The Ocean You Especially Like to Torment: Blondes What's Your Monster Name? You Are 22 Years Old Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. What Age Do You Act?

The Preachers Wife Is A Freeeeeeeeeeeeeeek...!
Did you forget about Bambi?" Jamal pressed. "No, I didn't forget about Bambi." "So tell us, are you going to eat from the forbidden tree?" Keith inquired. "I don't know, man," I sighed. "How old is she?" Calvin asked. "She told me that she's forty-nine, and turning fifty next week." "Damn, dawg, she looks like that at fifty?" Calvin said, flabbergasted. "You are well on your way to getting your bicentennial wings," Keith commented. "What the hell are bicentennial wings?" I asked. "Fucking a woman fifty or over!" Keith shouted. The fellas then started chanting, "Serious for President." "You know what? You're stupid, you're stupid, and you're stupid. Three stupid muthafuckas," I replied while flipping off each of them before heading to my cabin to get some rest for the festivities later that evening. As soon as I removed my clothes and got relaxed, there was a knock on my door. "Yo!" I yelled, but was unable to make out what the person on the other side was sayi

Upon Black Satin
Black stain sheets beneath my skin as I lie there awaiting for the passion to begin Your eyes gleam with heated fire and your body burns with a flaming desire Your fingers slowly caress my face down my neck, alongside my breast they trace A touch to my lips with the tip of your tongue this seduction my dear has just now begun Pressing your manhood against me so holding me close never wanting to let go Your mouth takes mine with feverent need devouring me with all your lustful greed Moving away from the warmth of my kiss as you continue to those parts you have lovingly missed Candles burning along the wall as the scent of magic comes to call My beauty is captured by the gleaming light and my body reacts with pulsating delight You kiss my breast, my stomach, my thigh I know the need inside you is rising high Your tongue brushes across my heat longing to taste the fruit & juice I've added within this treat Your heart beats faster and the moaning starts your flesh

253's Finest
->253's fine... Please go and read the bottom part of my profile about friend requests.. 253's fine...: hey thats perfectly cool if you are not open to friends even better go fuck yourself as far as im concerned stupid motherfuckin inbred illiterate lazy bastard. Im sick of you pieces of shit who think that because youre A. a man, B. In the military C. a man in the military - that everyone must love you, acceot your requests, do anything they fucking tell you to. Go on asswipes. One more. Add one more of yourselves to my "you suck - just pray I never get hold of your address and a nuke" list.. then see what happens. Have a nice day ladies and gentlemen. p.s to you stupid fuckers who make my bar tab do this - " (whoever) just checked you out!" " (whoever) -... rated your photo an '11'!" " (whoever) - just became your fan!" "You have one new friend request" LEARN. TO. FUCKING. READ You expect me to just add you and be all nicey with you when i SP

Thursday Links: Bill Burr, Carrot Top, Sandy Kane, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New O&a Videos, Raw Iron Sheik Audio, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Happy Thursday, peoples... we gots ourselves a busy show once again today. The Opie and Anthony Radio POgram is happy to welcome Carrot Top to the show, as well as our old pal Bill Burr (check out his new CD Emotionally Unavailable: Expanded Edition), who is at the Stress Factory in New Brunswick, NJ tonight through Saturday. Oh yeah, and Sandy Kane is stopping by. Oof. Remember, kids... if you want to see ANY of this goodness LIVE as it happens, Turn On Your Paltalk and go to the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room. Of course, if you're anything like us, you're oogling the Ladies of Paltalk, who spend most of their time in the morning TOTALLY NUDE. Congrats to FlightBenefits, who has been crowned Miss Paltalk. She's got a nice hiney. Internet Video Clip Of The Day: In honor of Carrot Top visiting the show, today's video of the day features Mr. Top himself and Criss Angel: VIDMAX: Criss Angel scares the crap out of Car

Addiction
well to all my friends ,i want to share this with you.up till the year of 2002 i never done a drug in my life.2002 i was introduced to a drug that i think almost destroyed me.i am not proud of it nor do i hide it."CRACK COCAINE"i was arrested and imprisoned over it.got out and took care of my mama,she made me promise not to use as long as i took care of her,and i kept that promise,then she passed march 17th 2005.it was not long after that that i relapsed,back at it again,aug 2006 i left ohio because i could no longer deal with my life .i knew i was headed for hell,so i packed up only my clothes and moved to georgia.i just celebrated 1 year clean time on aug 14th.it has been a long haulbut i have such good friends on the net.and i have a reason to stay clean.i want you all to keep me in your thoughts and prayers as i continue to travel my road to recovery. thank you and may god bless and keep you all .Anna

Once Again!..lmao
Of course its time for my daily shameless act of begging for a happy hour. Still looking for that special person that thinks I am worth it..LMAO One day I will get it...tee hee. So if you want to be my Knight in Shining Armor, please feel free to click the give Happy Hour gift link...:) On another note...What the heck is up with you people today? LOL Wake up with a morning wood did we? Come on, you can't first talk to a person with something as silly as "I want to hear you c**!" Please!..LMAO Chill out on the shoutbox derogatory remarks will ya? Hugs and Kisses....giggling

Crushed
Angels are a very fragile thing... They love you but also have all the power in the word to crush you..... You never know what will happend from day to day. who you will meet, who will walk out of your life who will stay.... But loving them always will never go away.... You do get lost from time to time, wondering but then you do find light even if only for a brief moment in time..... You can only pray and hope that that special angel will return to you someday, some how..... You can always hope, cause with out hope there is no meaning to life........ So as you read these words think about your angel and thank them for being there.... Take care of that angel for you never know when they will leave you....

27 Sep 07
Whats up people. today i am almost done with clearing out of Ft. Drum. the new soliders we have gotten in here are just a bunch of fuck ups. i have been here for 5 years 30 months of combat time and i have never had new solidrs as bad as the ones we are now getting in . i have posted some random things on here when i was pissed off at them because they are not my soliders now because i am leaving. i have to leave pounishment up to there chain of command now. i am heading down to south carolina in 8 days. and that is going to be great. no more deploying for now. and i will get to see what is going on with the way soliders are getting trained. i will be getting a new start on things when i get down there. after returning from my last deployment (18 months) my wife descides that we are over. yea that sucks but i have had time to deal with it. if you notice my other blogs you will see that there is someone that is special to me right now. i dont know how things happened between me and her

Eagle ,series 2
The Eagle (wo-ha'-li) The Eagle is the great sacred bird of the Cherokee Indians and of nearly all native tribes. Eagle figures prominently in their ceremonial rituals. Each Tribal group has its own stories and legends concerning the Eagle. Only the greatest warriors and the Medicine Man wore feathers of the eagle. Eagle medicine is the power of the great spirit, the connection to the Devine. It is the ability to live in the realm of spirit, and yet remain connected and balanced within the realm of earth. If someone dreamed of an eagle or eagle feathers, the town organized an Eagle Dance as soon as possible. This could only be done in late fall or winter as the songs sung during the dance angered the rattlesnakes. The eagle could only be killed by a proffessional Eagle Killer who knew the proper ceremonies for turning aside vengeance by the eagle's spirit. There were only certain times when the eagle could be killed, usually only when an Eagle Danc

Life Life Life.....
anyways, so i am a little depressed.....I just found out last night that both of my grandfathers are in the hospital....One has an aneurysm on his brain....The other is going into heart failure...This has been the worst 3 weeks of my life...Nothing has went right, my grandfathers are dying...Work sucks!!i am on a thin line, which sucks ass...I'm bout to start a new job though soon...So i will have two jobs, it just seems like everything is smackin me in the face...No to mention the court system is playing me for a fool...I went to court over a stalker yesterday and they didn't even show up at court...They don't even get in trouble for not showing up...So my next court date for my LOVELY STALKER is in DECEMBER...Hello that is months and months away....Why do things the legal way if it doesn't even seem like they are on your side..IDK...i just wanted to vent...Oh yeah i had my god daughter last night she is too cute, but she also got me for 50 bucks.."i want this." is her favorite words

Soul Of The Indian
Let neither cold, hunger, nor pain, nor the fear of them, neither the bristling teeth of danger nor the very jaws of death itself, prevent you from doing a good deed...... The secret ideals which have nourished in the American Indian, a unique character among the peoples of the earth. It's simplicity, it's reverence, it's bravery and uprightness must be left to make their own appeal to the American of today, who is the inheritor of our homes, our names, and our traditions. Since there is nothing left us but remembrance, at least let that remembrance be just! The elements and majestic forces in nature, Lightning, Wind, Water, Fire, and Frost, were regarded with awe as spiritual powers, but always secondary and intermediate in character. We believed that the spirit pervades all creation and that every creature possesses a soul in some degree, though not necessarily a soul conscious of itself. The tree, the waterfall, the grizzly bear, each is an embodied Force, and as

Women An Wolves Pt.1
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THOUGHT FOR FRIENDSHIP friendship is not just the name of an ordinary feeling.but it is the name of the feelings of understanding,honesty and frankness between two persons.and these feelings keep the two very special persons bounded together and such a frienship lies in two of us. thank you for the nice comment Lord... I post it here 'coz it will be lost in my profile page soon... (",) SHOW HIM LOVE: http://fubar.com/user/797012

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Women An Wolves Pt.2
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If you dont already know by now.. I am "grounded" FuBar style. I am not able to post bulletins, profile or pic comments. The bouncers say it will be at least a week. I am not ignoring anyone.. or not showing no love! So please dont ignore me either!! I am still able to rate pics 10s and 11s. And MUMMs! and stash rates too! So just holler at me in shout.. or yahoo even if ya wanna.. but dont stop lovin me! Im 1.1 million away from being GodMother :D xoxo

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Wolf Poetry
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HI Everyone.... Would like you all to know two very dear friends of mine are having a lil contest between themselves... They would like your help and see which one of them can level first... U all know this sounds like a typical husband and wife contest right.... but the looser of this contest will have to be the other ones playtoy for 24 hrs... and anything goes....hehehhe Click on the links below and choose who you want to win... queen~of~hearts(fubar wifey of $king of hearts$$)CLUB F.A.R M&M Nation@ fubar $king of hearts$$(fubar hubbyofQueen~Of~Hearts)clubF.A.R@ fubar Right now wifey is leading by 4,000 points... Hope you all have fun deciding on who will win. HUGS~N~KISSES SNUGGLEKITTY PS. TO YA BOTH

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Lol!!
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In Shadows
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Wanting
slash the pillows tear the sheets kiss my lips follow beats break my buttons touch my skin kiss my neck kiss my chin carry me into the room throw me down meet our tomb manly hands open female thighs chest to chest eyes to eyes rhythmic dances used in vain tear filled eyes pleasured pain pulling in and pulling out touching lips and moaning shouts dainty fingers breaking flesh sweaty muscles smiles fresh bodies shiver minds explode he collapses gun unloads

Do This For Me!!!!
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If at the end of the day you know you've done your best, Regardless of the outcomes you can peacefully rest. For you can’t control the results of anything you do, But if you know you've done your best, to yourself you've been true.

A Long Time Cumming
....My pussy is drippin as we walk up the stairs to his apartment. My juices start runnin down my inner thighs. DAYUM, I knew I should have worn some panties. I knew how wet I could get. Especially thinking about him. I had imagined this nite about a thousand times for the last few months and just the anticipation of what was to come was making wet. We were both instantly attracted to eachother the day we met three months ago but I was in a relationship so we didnt act on it. He was exactally what I liked. Six foot one, dark chocolate skin, bald head and thick. I love thick men. He had little to no fat on his body and muscles in all the right places. I couldnt wait to see if the rest of him was perfect too. I was now sitting on the edge of his king sized four post bed when a feeling of guilt came over me. It had only been two weeks since Jason and I had broken up and I was already with another man. Then I thought Jason was the one who cheated and messed things up. So I quickly pushe

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A man escapes from prison where he has been for 15 years. He breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife: "Listen, this guy's an escaped prisoner, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck." If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you." To which his wife responds: "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you too!!"

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Let the bodies hit the floor Let the bodies hit the floor Let the bodies hit the floor Let the bodies hit the floor Beaten why for Can't take much more One - Nothing wrong with me Two - Nothing wrong with me Three - Nothing wrong with me Four - Nothing wrong with me One - Something's got to give Two - Something's got to give Three - Something's got to give Now Let the bodies hit the floor Push me again This is the end Skin against skin blood and bone You're all by yourself but you're not alone You wanted in now you're here Driven by hate consumed by fear Let the bodies hit the floor AND I LOVED THAT I COULD FIND A VIDEO OF THIS SONG WITH MY MOST FAVORITE MOVIE!! THIS IS SICK!!!!!

The Song That Describes Me
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This Cyber Love
This cyber love Is this real or in my dreams My worlds unraveling at the seams You have my heart now take my soul This cyber love is what makes me whole I can't believe what's happening to me Your face so perfect that I've never seen Your lips so soft I may never touch I only feel the keyboard I clutch I need you now I need you forever In an electric world to be together A surreal place that plays with the mind In a cloned world of two of a kind I consume your words they filter inside No matter what I do I can't seem to hide My trembling hands awaiting the rush When I feel you near to resume this crush Your my everything my unyielding desire the spark to the match before it lights fire The angel within that whispers my name Controlling the moves in this wicked game This cyber love Is why I awake This cyber love is my only escape The time has come I feel it in my spine When I look toward the melancholy light and see your on-line

Daily Horoscope: Libra For September 27,2007
Try to see the positive as relentlessly as you can right now -- things are actually a lot better than they seem. If you project a positive attitude today, it should be reflected right back at you!

Daddy It Hurts!!
Daddy It Hurts! This Is a true story and If you don't pass this on you don't have a soul!!! My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charil's bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more,

The Apple Dont Fall From The Tree
http://www.cnn.com/2007/LIVING/personal/09/27/jenna.bush.ap/index.html *denot stars Jenna Bush: Marriage proposal came at sunrise Story Highlights Jenna Bush: Boyfriend proposed on top of a mountain Describes Henry Hager as "smart," "fun" and "very supportive" Talks about the moment during a TV interview She admires Chelsea Clinton WASHINGTON (AP) -- Jenna Bush said her "boyfriend" -- she doesn't like the word "fiance" -- proposed after rousting her at 4 a.m. to go hiking on Cadillac Mountain in Acadia National Park in Maine. "It's supposedly where the sun first hits the United States," President Bush's daughter said in a television interview about her recent engagement to her longtime boyfriend, Henry Hager. "I did not want to go hiking at 4 in the morning," she said. "It was freezing. But we got up, and we hiked in the dark for an hour and a half, and then when we got towards the top, with the sunrise, he asked me." In an interview that will be broadcast

Caress Me
I see your smile. I feel your warmth. This is happiness. You caress my hair. Your eyes gaze into mine. All I see is love. I snuggle onto you. I listen to your heart beat. What music this is. You kiss my head gently. You hold me close. Please, don’t ever let go. I hold your hand. It holds mine. I feel safe. Your lips connect with mine. Our embrace tightens. This is bliss.

She Was Only 13
Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking?" Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "You deserve to die You worthless piece of shit!" The mom walk

P.j. Bailey, Festus
Ask not of me, love, what is love? Ask what is good of God above- Ask of the great sun what is light- Ask what is darkness of the night- * * * * * * Ask what is sweetness of thy kiss- Ask of thyself what beaty is.

I Believe
I believe- that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe- that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe- that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe- that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe- that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe- that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe- that you can keep going long after you can't. I believe- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe- that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe- that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had b

Gone To The Dogs
** The reason a dog has so many friends is that he wags his tail instead of his tongue. - Anonymous ** Don't accept your dog's admiration as conclusive evidence that you are wonderful. - Ann Landers ** If there are no dogs in Heaven, then when I die I want to go where they went -Will Rogers ** There is no psychiatrist in the world like a puppy licking your face. -Ben Williams ** A dog is the only thing on earth that loves you more than he loves himself. -Josh Billings ** The average dog is a nicer person than the average person. -Andy Rooney ** We give dogs time we can spare, space we can spare, and love we can spare. And in return, dogs give us their all. It's the best deal man has ever made. -M. Acklam ** Dogs love their friends and bite their enemies, quite unlike people, who are incapable of pure love and always have to mix love and hate. -Sigmund Freud ** I wonder if other dogs think poodles are members of a weird religious cult. –Rita Rudner ** A

Think Before You Speak....priceless!
Think before you speak... Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak - The last one is great! Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back... Or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back My husband didn't say a word... He knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls." THIRD TESTIMONY:

Oh Wow... Do This For Me Please
Ok... one of my wonderful girlfriends just bought me a 6 month VIP membership... Please please please go show her all the love you can! She is one amazing woman and obviously does everything she can for her friends! 'It's ALL good' *FU 'wifey' 2 my crush & GF of Elizabitch*@ fubar Love you honey! Kisses and thank you so much again!!!

The Dream Act (amnesty!!!) Defeated (for Now)
To all you Americans who stood up to what is fair in the United States of America: I salute y'all who: Took the time to call the number, write or e-mail your elected officials office and voice your opinion. There isn't many who do take the time. However, on this issue it looks like thousands upon thousand of Americans woke up and let the morons in DC know that they know that sow ate the cabbage. You took the time to do this very important job. It shows that there are people who are concerned with what happens to our country and especially shows that they are paying attention to what some of the morons we have in office are trying to do to us. Very soon the names will be out who pushed to allow this amnesty to pass. Those are the ones you want to make note of. Those are the morons we need out of office come the next election. These are the ones who are power drunk and think they don't have to listen their people any longer. They are nothing more than would be dictato

Fantasies
methodic aftermaths portray thoughts of glistening fantasies of mine; Used and numbered, we communicate through forced gestures of friendship and succome to white wash basements, while I hold your wet hand. We are excited even before each pore opens to the wind.

Vip Or Blast
I Feel rude even asking my friends for a VIP or A Blast but im trying to get up in the ranks i will give u something in return if ur intrested please leave me a private message and ill let u know what i have for you if u buy me a VIP Or a blast

Legend Of The Leprechaun
Oh, the leprechaun, a mysterious fellow, An Irish fairy he be. An unfriendly sort who keeps to himself, A miserly fellow is he. Making shoes for his living, not a bit does he spend, Instead stores it all in a pot. At the end of the rainbow his hiding place is, And to find it will bring you good luck. If you happen to hear a shoemaker's hammer, tis the sound that a leprechaun makes. Find him and corner him, he'll tell you his secret, If a stare you can maintain. Look not away for this fairy is tricky, He'll attempt to sway your glance. Gone will he be, look away for a moment, And you'll lose your one only chance.

The Love Of My Life
The 29th of this month I will have been dating the love of my life for 1 year. Several years ago I met a man and thought I was in love, but oh how stupid and silly I was. Until I met the love of my life I had never truly been in love. He has added so much to my life which has caused so many changes for me. I smile more now than ever. I see my life turning out differently than I had thought. I am more of a woman now. He is not just my boyfriend, he is the love of my life. He is my best friend, my confidant, the shoulder I cry on, my reason for getting up in the mornings, the person I laugh with, the man who loves me for who I am. He is the man who puts up with all of my craziness, the one who calms me down when I am mad and the voice of reason. I could go on and on, but I won't. All I can say is to the love of my life, I love you more and more every day. Thank you for being a part of my life and thank God for bringing you to me. I love you.