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Spank Him Again
Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the call for a Woman in labor. The house was very dark so the paramedic asked Kathleen, A 4yr old girl, to hold a flashlight high over her mother so he could see While he helped deliver the baby. - Diligently and,very wide-eyed, Kathleen did as she was asked. - Her mother Susanna pushed and pushed and after a little while, Connor was born. The paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked him hard on his bottom. And Connor began to cry. - The paramedic thanked Kathleen for her help and asked the little 4-yr Old what she thought about what she had just seen. - Kathleen quickly responded, "He shouldn't have crawled in there in the First place..... Spank him again!"

Hot Or Not
***HOT OR NOT***POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww! 1 = Definetly not attractive. 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as heck! 5 = I'd do you. 6 = PRETTY HOT AND TEMPTiNG! 7 = Lovable, I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you my man/girl. 9 = Just a friend. 10 = Sexiest person I know! 11 = 'effin hottie! 12 = Ya, I've checked you out a few times. 13 = lets Make Out!! 14.= I'd hit it!! LEAVE ME A MESSAGE TELL THE TRUTH!!!!!

Hey A Couple Friends Need Help!!!
some of you on my friends list are also on hers shes in a contest / give away actually i have 3 friends in this one they need 20k comments If you could help with my contest it would be greatly appreciated please and thank you !!! Need help reaching 20,ooo comments ! SWEET CHEROKEE CLICK PIC IT'LL TAKE YOU TO THE CONTEST PIC PLEASE AND THANK YOU ! DEE-DEE PLEASE COME AND LEAVE A FEW COMMENTS FOR ME? PhantomStranger these 3 are tru FUBAR SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET Hearts and helped me tons in my contest so if you all could do a little bombing on each to help them out that would be awsome

Untitled, 1829
I loved you—and my love, I think, was stronger Than to be to be quite extinct within me yet; But let it not distress you any longer; I would not have you feel the least regret. I loved you bare of hope and of expression, By turns with jealousy and shyness sore; I loved you with such purity, such passion As may God grant you to be loved once more.

Eating Mashed Potatos...
At 4 o'clock in the morning. I actually just walked through the door not 10 minutes ago. I'm rather upset due to an idiotic ex-boyfriend at a party I attended this evening. Details are limited because I'm still drunk and poured it all out in my myspace blog...but needless to say he has two extra holes in his wall from my shoe and the flag from his mailbox is now missing. That's what you get for trying to treat me like shit. Quite honestly though, it reminded me of how much I truely love Ray and how I can't wait for him to hold me again. This ex might be a total douche bag and all...but I'm glad he is for he's the reason why I'm so in tuned with my emotions right now. And I promise, it has NOTHING to do with how much alcohol I've consumed his evening ;)

God Has A Plan For All>>>>>>>>>>
God has a plan for all we just dont see the whole picture. We live , we make mistakes , we learn, we fall again , we are only human. To err is Human it forgive devine . You have heard this time after time ; well I know all to well about falling ,having to get back up and walk in the faith again. we all do this is always gona happen because we are a human with feelings concious , dreams , hopes , sort comings and vanity , we as people a have so many things we put in our lives and probally worship some things, and we forget God is the only God. Money ,sex or ,jewls or what ever you value more isnt worth it cause God made all; put all here and he is the reason for all; even down to last breath in our bodys and blood pumping into out hearts he gave all. he loves us and we ,what do ,we some of us do we deny him and cusre him ang mock him. Our Lord He that loves us more than life who died on that cross for all. We shammed him torchered him as people who hated . and wouldnt

Rip Babe
LYRICS: I Miss You Seems like everywhere I go In everything I do There’s always something there, there’s something there That takes me back to you Sometimes you seem so close Like I could reach out and touch your face There’s always something there, there’s something there Takes me to that place After all this time, through all these years Every sleepless night, all the smiles and the tears Ever since that day, every night I pray That somehow you might hear me when I say That I miss you, I miss you It’s been so hard to comprehend Losing you my love my friend Always something there, there’s something there Though you’re a million miles away Well this old heart might never mend But in my darkest hour I can feel you near me again Always something there, there’s something there Our love’s without an end After all this time, through all these years Every sleepless night, all the smiles and the tears Ever since that day, every night I pray That somehow you might hea

Mexican
The Mexican gray wolf (Canis lupus baileyi) is the most genetically distinct subspecies of gray wolf in North America. Of the five North American subspecies, the Mexican wolf is the smallest in size. A typical Mexican wolf is about 4.5- 5.5 feet long, from snout to tail, weighs from 50 to 90 pounds, and has a coat with a mix of buff, gray, red and black. Like all wolves, the Mexican wolf communicates using body language, scent marking and vocalization. The main prey for Mexican wolves is elk making up 74% of their diet. Other prey include white-tailed deer, mule deer, javelina, jack rabbit, cottontail rabbits and smaller mammals. Commonly called "lobo", the Mexican gray wolf has all but disappeared from its historic range in the southwestern United States and throughout Mexico. Predatory controls from the late 1800s to the mid-1900s made it the rarest gray wolf in North America. By the late 1970s, the Mexican gray wolf had virtually disappeared in the southwestern United States. It

Amor Of Enchantment '99
You quiero campamento conmigo sancha, mi amor, in de bosque filled with arboles verde and many animales salvaje. I know a place with cascadas in “Her Table” near “The Crosses,” and a secret place at “Her Coat Stand.” We’ll nadar in the agua blanca of the “Big River,” I’ll pescandofor food and cook it on the frego de campana. We’ll lounge des nudo in the manantial calientes and a carro caliente will go in our cama de campana. Our noche tranquilo will be filled with musica and estrellas. I’ll have my café de charro ready if she wakes up with me in a cobija de nieve. Dedicated to Melissa Array

You & Me Against The World
Sometimes it feels we’re against the world, You and me against the world. When all the others walk away, Count on me to stay. When one of us is gone And one is left to carry on, Remember is what we’ll do, Our memories will get us through. Think o all the days, you and me. Against the world, just me and you. By Helene Creed (Nana)

Wise Words From Rose
The first day of school our Professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder. I turned around to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being. She said, "Hi handsome. My name is Rose. I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?" I laughed and enthusiastically responded, "Of course you may!" and she gave me a giant squeeze. "Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?" I asked. She jokingly replied, "I'm here to meet a rich husband, get married, and have a couple of kids." "No seriously," I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age. "I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!" she told me. After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate Milkshake. We became instant friends. Every day fo

Alone Again
its hard to be alone again, no one to come home to and no one to say i love you. its sad to think that when you were with someone for so long that you might not ever see them again. its hard to be alone but its okay because even though your alone there is someone out there who just might feel the same way as you do......alone and sad. who knows you might meet that person who is feeling alone and sad and then both you and them might not be alone anymore and once again come home to the i love you's and feel the warmth of thier body next to yours and happy feelings will be there,.....i hate being alone again and i do miss her

Just A Note....
Hi there, Hows everyone doing I hope fine :) I havnt been to this site for a while cause I had eye surgery last wed ( august 8th and Im finally feeling better!!!!! I still cant see so well but its better than it was. so I just wanted to say HI and I hope to talk to you real soon :) Connie (breezy )

Wasted Years
There's a game life plays makes you think you're everything they ever said you were Like to take some time Clear away everything I've planned [Chorus] Was it life I betrayed for the shape that I'm in It's not hard to fail it's not easy to win did I drink too much could I disappear and there's nothing that's left but wasted years There's nothing left but wasted years[x2] If I could change my life Be a simple kind of man try to do the best I can if I could take the sides I'd derail every path I could I'm about to die won't you clear away from me give me strength to fly away [Chorus] There's nothing left but wasted years [x3] [Chorus x3]

Buying Gifts
Mornin' all !! Your espresso is on the way !! How the hell are my mornin' rituals going to be made easier? I love to buy espresso for all my frinds that are on in the mornin'. Some of you I have learned have come to count on it or even look forward to it. It takes me a good 20min. to a half hour to do that for everyone one at a time. Why don't we have little check boxes or something next to all of our friends to we can buy everyone a TaKillYa at the same time? Wouldn't that be sweet? How can we make this happen? I'm looking for suggestions or someone to take the time to make it happen. Kisses and Bites to all, Cheri

The "thing" Found Dead
PE Line- Hollywood CA, In a bizzare case, Hollywood Police found "Thing", the former character actor from the Adams Family television series, dead on Sunset Boulevard with tire tracks across his hand...er...body. "It appears that "Thing" was the victim of a hit and run." said Officer Riley, the first officer on the scene, "He's been seen around this area before, this is not the best stretch of Sunset, sort of a Red Light district, if you know what I mean. We've even seen Britney Spears and Paris Hilton around here before." When asked what he thought "Thing" would have been doing in a red light district, the officer blushed and smiled sheepishly, "Well friend, what would any red blooded American, uhmmm, "hand" want? I'll let you use your imagination on that." When reached for comment, John Astin, who played the part of Gomez Adams said, "I'm deeply saddened to hear about my friend. "Thing" was a...a hand of few words, I think I speak for all the former cast, at least those of u

Vacuum Screamer
Vacuum screamer A US mother-of-three has invented a sex toy that connects to a vacuum cleaner to give an orgasm in just ten seconds. The gadget, called Vortex Vibrations, works by concentrating the air flow to create a rapid and gentle vibration, reports the Sun. Inventor Joanne Drysdale claims it can give multiple, back-to-back orgasms lasting up to a minute a time - and it does not even touch the skin. The 49-year-old former toolmaker was cleaning her carpets when she came up with the idea for Vortex, which sells for £35 through lovehoney.co.uk. She saw how a piece of rubber that had got caught in the nozzle was gently resonating in the air flow. She also felt a soft stimulation to her fingertips as she tried to remove the rubber. At the time Joanne, from Utah, had not had sex for 15 years following her divorce. She said: "In my attempts to alleviate frustration, I began to think what I could do. I noticed how the rubber moved in the top of the vacuum. "After

Bra Contest
AFP - Monday, June 4 07:40 am SINGAPORE (AFP) - A Singapore radio station will be fined 15,000 Singapore dollars (9,900 US) over a bra contest that was "exploitative and inappropriate," the city-state's media regulator said Monday. MediaCorp Radio breached the broadcast code with a March competition in which women had to remove their bras as fast as possible without taking off their clothes, the Media Development Authority (MDA) said. "The broadcasting of such a contest, requiring the removal of bras by young women, has a negative influence on young impressionable listeners," it said. It said the two DJs involved the programme had also "made sexually suggestive comments on how fast the bras were removed, as well as the colour, design and cup size of the bras, and the size of the girls' breasts." "As celebrity figures and role models, DJs wield influence over young listeners and hence should conduct themselves in a socially responsible manner," the regulator said.

523
This guy is always rating profiles, pics and stashes for everybody and he never ask for any help in leveling. He's a SUPER great guy to have as a friend. Always willing to help with contests or whatever. He doesn't even know I'm doing this but I'm asking all of my friends to take some time to rate his stash and pictures. He's got loads of videos stashed. I know you all don't mind doing it cause you're all great about helping out to!!!! Thanks bunchies, ya'll!!! ~~Hugs~~ Mary Note from BrattyBytch - I definitely agree, He always returns the love shown! One of my longest friends on this Fubar'd site! 3dtrain...back computer STILL SUCKS!@ fubar

Lock Up The Fatties
[Atlanta, GA] The United States Centers For Disease Control and Prevention (CDC) in Atlanta, Georgia, declared on Friday that the "obesity epidemic" sweeping our nation is now contagious, due, in large part, to a phenomenon knows as EARS. Their recommendation: immediately quarantine the overweight. In a press conference on the steps of their Clifton Road headquarters in Atlanta, CDC spokesman, Dr. Jerry Carmichael, revealed their newest findings in the agency's war against corpulence. "Obesity, and to a lesser extent, morbid obesity, can no longer be defined as a personal problem." Carmichael says, "We now know that these diseases are not only spread, but exacerbated by human contact. This poses a significant threat to the health of the people of the United States, and falls within our purview. We are bound by a presumptive duty to take this out of the hands of the individual. "E.A.R.S., or Externally Affected Rationalization Syndrome, is the process by which one person who ma

My 15th Anniversary
Yes 15 years ago today I said I do! Never thought I'd see the day, however I've made it. I'm so proud of myself/husband, hopefully we'll have another 15 if not more or at least till the day I die or him... Smiles

Things That Piss Me Off!!
The Pillsbury doughboy is "way" too happy considering he has no genitals. Also, I hate the comparison of him to myself. I`m tired of little kids running up to me in the mall and to and shoving their fingers into my belly button waiting for me to giggle... get out of here before I shove my orange julius up your ass!! When something is "new and improved," which is it? If it`s new, then there has never been anything before it. If it`s an improvement, then there must have been something before it. Make up your fucking minds!!! People who are willing to get off their ass to search the room for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to the TV and change the channel manually. When people say, "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too." What good is a damn cake you can`t eat? What, should I eat someone else`s cake instead? When people say, "It`s always in the last place you look." Of course it is. Why would you keep looking after you`ve found it? Do people do this? Who

Sooner Or Later
I want a normal life just like a new born child I am a lover hater I am an instigater You are an oversight Don't try to compromise I'll learn to love to hate it I am not integrated [Pre-Chorus] Just call my name You'll be okay You're scream is crawling through my veins Sooner or later your gonna hate it Go ahead and throw your (my) (our) life away Driving me under, leaving me out there Go ahead and throw your (my) (our) life away You're like an inch in time You are open wide You see them try to play me Just like you see on tv I am an oversight Just like a parasite Why am I so pathetic I know you won't forget it [pre-chorus] [chorus]

Stupid Mawfucker - Part 6
too much. too fast. too stupid for words. ever throw yourself, blindly, at whatever or whoever, and discover you might as well thrown yerself under a bus? fucking dumbest thing one could do to themselves, other then suicide. i think it's part ignorance, part uncontrolable need to have shit that's simply not available. or beyond reality. who knows, or cares. someone remind me, never trust anyone, quit "looking" and for gods sake, stop dreaming. 'Yeah, I heard a funny thing Somebody said to me That you could be in love with almost anyone You think people are the greatest fun And I will be alone again tonight for you'

Giving Up...
I just don't understand. The more I try to make people happy, the more unhappy they seem to become. I just want to make the people I care about, feel important and loved, but it always seems to backfires. At first it is all good, then slowly they grow more distant, they start telling you stuff like you can do better or they offer some other alternative to themselves. If you don't want me, just tell me, I may be upset at first, but I will get over it. Don't string me along to protect me, that is like torture. I would rather be devastated for a short time and move on, then kept hanging on, to some light at the end of the tunnel, that isn't really a light, but some optical illusion. When I love/like/hate someone, I do it 110%. I guess most people can't handle that. I'm starting to wonder what is wrong with me. Am I too intense or just unlucky? I am just so tired....I start the race in the lead, but I always seem to lose. I feel like just giving up and not running this damn race anymore. I

Idiots
OK, I'm really trying this whole 'getting along' thing. It's not easy, because my ex drives me nuts. He's one of those guys that's a great person to have at a party. he's the guy that people call because 'Bob's fun to hang around with'. But, try having kids and having some type of relationship with him. He tries, I really think he does, but he just doesnt get it. Sine we split, I've had RESPONSIBILITY major, and I've managed to do ok. I'm rather proud of the fact I've brought my life to a good place. My kids are doing better, which was my main focus in all of this. However, WTF am I supposed to say when the ex tells me things like "It hurts to see you doing so well" or "It was easier to think you were a raving bitch, but now youre doing so well, im thinking I might have screwed up the best thing to happen to me". It doesnt make me want to be back with him. Not one bit. I have moved on, and it's ok. I try and walk the fine line of niceness, but I feel as if there's things I need to dist

This Site! Im Fubard!
Im so blown away about ths site! I didnt know people posted their nude fotos here! an online friend of mine turned me on to this site and now Im hooked! I made this site my home page! who ever thought of his is pure genius!

Grrrrrrr.... Stessed Out
so I am very stressed out.. I got butterfly's in my tummy.. My son goes to have surgury tomorrow.. I am so nervous. I mean it is nothing super serious, but there are always room for mistakes and danger when you put a life in someone elses hands. I feel bad for putting him on time out today..even though he's being a little terd.. becuase he's 3 and don't even realize what will happen tomorrow. GRRRRRRR... it is so hard being a mom. It is so hard having to feel all of this worry for him. I feel myself want to cry, becuase I just wish that it was all over and everything was already okay... I am going to be a mess tomorrow. It's hard being strong... i need someone to hold my hand too... someone to tell me that it will all work out fine and let me cry on their shoulder. Times like this I wish I was more religous.. I wish that I had some pull with a higher force..and I try not to worry that that will be held against me.. or my sweet child. How can I not worry? Please let everything be oka

Support Our Troops
Ok, first let me preface my remarks with the following disclaimer: This blog is my opinion. It is based on personal observation. It is an emotional subject, therefore, the possibility of my use of profanity is great. If you are offended, you may want to close the window now. I received an EMAIL today that was sarcastically humorous and infuriating all at once. The subject was "The mistreatment of Iraqis by US Troops. In it, pictures of US military personnel were labeled with sarcastic headings. For instance, one picture of Iraqi children playing on a see saw with soldiers was labeled "Evil US MILITARY PERSONNEL FORCE IRAQI CHILDREN TO SEESAW UNTIL THEY TALK". I found this to be humorous and also as proof of the bias of the major media outlets. I wont go into my feelings about the invasion of Iraq. Two pictures, however, infuriated me. One was of a little girl who appears to be maybe 3 years old. Her entire family was killed by insurgents. She was shot in the head. She

Garden Of Stones
sitting in this garden of stone listening to the trees whisper the secrets of a time gone by. getting lost in the rythm of the breeze. wishing u were here.... missing all the times we shared... all of my world is black and white like an old photo.. stained by age and tears, losing sight of the image day by day. fading into nothingness. as i wonder around this place looking for you... hearing ur voice so plain. I turn and see you standing like a statue, no movment or sound. I call to you.. "DONT YOU HEAR ME?!?" as it falls on deaf ears... again into the nothingness i scream.. now running to you. the cold ground is hard and sharp like glass as i fall at his feet.. i look up to see my name only to find i cannot speak another word... as the flowers fall to the ground and u walk away.......... Visit www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE!

30 Mean Things A Woman Can Say
1. I've smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Ahhhh, it's cute. 3. Why don't we just cuddle? 4. You know they have surgery to fix that. 5. Make it dance. 6. Can I paint a smiley face on it? 7. Wow, and your feet are so big. 8. It's okay, we'll work around it. 9. Will it squeak if I squeeze it? 10. Oh no... I just got a flash headache. 11. (Giggling and pointing) 12. Can I be honest with you? 13. How sweet, you brought incense. 14. This explains your car. 15. Maybe if we water it, it'll grow. 16. Why is God punishing me? 17. At least this won't take long. 18. I never saw one like that before. 19. But it still works, right? 20. It looks so unused. 21. Maybe it looks better in natural light. 22. Why don't we skip right to the cigarettes? 23. Are you cold? 24. If you get me real drunk first. 25. Is that an optical illusion? 26. What is that? 27. It's a good thing you have so many other talents. 28. Does it come with an air pump? 29. So this is why you're supposed t

Racism
Today, Im gonna bitch about a subject that lots of people seem to timid to talk about. Racism. Ya know, I realize that racism exists. But to be quite honest, Im tired of being labeled as a racist just because Im a straight white southern male. I dont care WHAT color you are. Trash is trash is trash. Now personally, I think everyone has some racially motivated feelings. Whether its who they prefer to hang out with, who they prefer to live around, who they prefer to date, etc. But lets be perfectly honest, can you honestly not see that being REQUIRED to hire someone based not on qualifications but on skin tone is racist in and of itself. If I have two choices who's qualifications are comparable, should my decision then not be based on who fits more into the companies image, who would gel with their fellow employees? If its my business, that Ive used MY money to start, MY products to sell and MY name on the label, what right does anyone have to tell me who I must hire? IF I ow

Gun Control
Ya know, its hard for me to understand the reasoning behind "Gun Control". Time and time again, you'll hear people whining about guns causing crime, guns kill people, and other liberal drivel. But with all the guns I own, I have yet to have one do a drive by. People, guns are INANIMATE objects. They are composed of metal, rubber, wood and plastic. They are incapable of both independant thought OR action. It is the PERSON behind the weapon that is the killer, and in case you havent noticed, man has found a way to kill man since we painted ourselves blue and lived in caves. A gun is a tool. No more inherantly evil than a hammer or a screwdriver. Properly used, a gun is a useful tool for self defense, sport, competition, and in some cases, art. They are part of our national heritage. They are part of our history. Thomas Jefferson said it best: " Laws that forbid the carrying of arms, disarm only those who are neither inclined nor determined to commit crimes. Such laws make th

Cant Let You Go
Cueshe - Cant Let You Go I've been to many places I've met different races I've seen so many faces But it's you I can't forget I've been through high & low Till I got no where to go I got this funny feeling That it's you who I'm still missing So baby common Don't let this go You know I love you so! Don't throw away Let our love grow I can't let you go! We've always been so strong We almost had it all Don't give up now on me Cause, we will always be Let's come to think of this Look at all we could miss I can't let this happen Cause it's you That I'll always be loving

Eternal Flame
Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling Do you feel my heart beating Do you understand Do you feel the same Am I only dreaming Is this burning an eternal flame I believe it's meant to be, darling I watch you when you are sleeping You belong with me Do you feel the same Am I only dreaming Or is this burning an eternal flame Say my name sun shines through the rain A whole life so lonely And then you come and ease the pain I don't want to lose this feeling Say my name sun shines through the rain A whole life so lonely And then you come and ease the pain I don't want to lose this feeling Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling Do you feel my heart beating Do you understand Do you feel the same Am I only dreaming But is this burning an eternal flame Eternal Flame by the Bangles

Married????
ok so here it goes... i "love" this guy who is in jail.. i put him there, didnt pay c.p. and we fought alot... but he wants to get married and start "fresh" when he gets out. like put a tattoo of my name on him and get married.. i mean i do love the guy.. we have been together forver. and in defence that we fight alot we also defend each other take care of each other help one another make aure everthing is ok with each other .. everything a loving couple does.. he even takes care of my other son thats not his! but is i buckle down with him, i cant "see" other men. and i really want to get to know this one guy. he's kewl as fuck, has kinda the same mind track as men, actully talks to me (like holds a convo).. good looking, has a job, and feels what i feel. wiether it be romantic or not he is a great person and i really wanna get to know him. only problem... he lives in another state. and im looking into comeing to his state to see him and meet him and really getting to know him but i

Everyday I Love You......( 4 U Hun}
Everyday I Love You I don't know but I believe That some things are meant to be And that you'll make a better me Everyday I love you I never thought that dreams came true But you showed me that they do You know that I learn somethng new Everyday I love you 'Cos I believe that destiny Is out of our control (don't you know that I do) And you'll never live until you love With all your heart and soul. It's a touch when I feel bad It's a smile when I get mad All the little things I am Everyday I love you Everyday I love you boy Everyday I love you 'Cos I believe that destiny Is out of our control (don't you know that I do) And you'll never live until you love With all your heart and soul If I asked would you say yes? Together we're the very best I know that I am truly blessed Everyday I love you And I'll give you my best Everyday I love you

Don't Tell Me (good)bye
Why is it such a hard thing to believe that something so simple could give me reason to snipe & grieve why the f*** do I have to beg and plea with those I've allowed in my circle, not to say 'goodbye' to me can't we agree upon another term? why do they insist upon spewing that which makes me squirm? don't tell me goodbye 'Goodbye' in all it's variations is too / QUITE final and NOT what I want to hear so keep the concept of goodbye off your lips and away from my ears everything under the sun has it's time and it's season yet goodbye is never acceptable under any circumstance nor for ANY reason as there are times it may anger me or give me cause to fight back tears this is a simple message & request for friends, family, & peers please don't tell me goodbye do you not want to see me again at another time or are you determined to give me reason to erect a 'wall' for ALL to climb I ponder, "am I so wrong in my view?" is it so wrong to have desire to remain in conta

Inteirrior Now
i had just finnished the sun visors and and shift boot today, well i did the sun visors yesterday lol. and i'm planning on putting them all in today. i'm redoing the whole inside in stressed black denim, and differ metal like finishes, brass, stainless steal, aluminum, and such. all the metal finishes are going to be painted to simulate the metals sense i don't have a mill and lathe to make them lol. maybe some day i'll replace them with the real things. that'll be the day.

**think You Got What It Takes?**
WORLDROCK Radio, the number 5 ROCK station on the net is looking for professional DJs a.s.a.p. If you have an out-going and dedicated personality and would like to work for an internet wide radio station, please contact WorldRock Radio Manager, DJ Cru on YIM at sircru2004@yahoo.com or EMAIL Requirements: 1. DJ experience preferred. 2. Like and know Rock. (not gay pop rock) 3. Have a personality 4. Can make scheduled shows and willing to pull extra shifts. 5. Make meetings and help promote the station not just your own personal show. 6. Have fun. 7. Must be 19 or older. 8. Can not work for or DJ with any other station or lounge. If you feel you have what it takes, please contact DJ Cru for details on open shifts. Click banner to enter lounge

I'm Not Being Rude
I just wanted to say to all my sexy friends, I am sorry sometimes when I get in the shoutbox if I don't answer some of you. I kind of get swamped sometimes, and its hard to answer everyone back. I don't try and ignore anyone. I feel bad if I can't talk to everyone. If you want you can send me mail ok? Don't think I am being rude Ok..Love you all!!

Interesting,...............
Never regret a day in your life. Good days give you Happiness. Bad days give you Experiences. Both are essential to life. Keep going... Happiness keeps you Sweet, Trials keep you Strong, Sorrows keep you Human, Failures keep you Humble, Success keeps You Glowing, But Only Your God keeps You Going! Have a great day! The Sun is shining!! Your God is so big He can cover the whole world with His Love and so small He can curl up inside your heart.

My Poems
CUTTER Sitting in my room alone again My inner demons that caused the sin People see me for what I'm not the cut is small and will start to clot The pain is real I feel it now and confirms the rage and all self dought Self mutalation is the only way I express my fellings my lips can't say I do it to see if I still feel Its the only thing that they can't steal My arms I use for personal attack So I make up what my life lacks The floor is red in puddles of life The evidence is shown and all the strife As blood runs free my problems subside And all my hopes that I've finally died I get off the floor and cover my arms And hope that no one will see the scars. C/W '07 By Jimmy

Vacation, Day Four
Written last week while I was on vacation and sans internet. Tuesday, August 7 My hair starts to look distinctly like Shirley Temple's in this kind of humidity. Just thought I would share. Had another lovely day. The day started out windy and choppy after some very dramatic thunderstorms overnight, but the afternoon cleared into sunny and warm, if humid as always. We went out on a boat ride this morning, then attempted tubing this afternoon. We once again proved that, as a family, we are generally incompetent with boat-related leisure activities. Tonight was the first game of the Annual Rummy 500 Tournament. Holly did a lot of trash talking early in the day, but unfortunately, karma is a bitch, and hers apparently rubbed off on me, as Lady Luck let both of us down. Still, I came back in grand fashion near the end to only end up in 4th place by a nose, instead of the incredibly embarrassing amount I'd been down by for the first three hands. Dad won, of course. Holly

Threw The Lies I See Now What I'm Not.
As I'm sinking into my Grave I can feel life for once. Is it sad that it takes dying to feel living. I never felt so alive, So close to the end. Blackness is creeping in the adrealin is rushing, Threw the lies I see now what I'm not. Missing you will be just fine. Since I won't. The dirt is cold I should I be scared but I'm not. I kinda look foward to this Next time I see you, You won't, You'll get a chill but you don't know why. Don't close your eyes because when you open them there'll be no one there. My face now covered I can taste it. Don't kill me, I'm enjoying this to much. The terror is such a rush. I think I can hold my breath but my laughter won't let me. In my mind I think of death It brings a smile to my face. C/W '07 By Jimmy

Aug 14, 2007
August 14, 2007 Quote of the Day "Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind." – Theodore Seuss Giesel ============================== This is so true....Being able to say what you feel to those people that matter. Kind of funny had just said something similar to this on the phone...

Poem [you Saved Me]
you saved me Neon lights of green, yellow, pink, orange. Drugged lies from boys Throwing everything I still had By drowning it in liquids of blue or mixed in punch Thought I was soon to drop off the edge Then you showed up At first I thought I was just another pretty face Slowly I began to slip away You reached out your hand And for a moment I stopped, looking to my past Thinking was on a road broken promises and hollow lies Never to return But when you showed me I was all wrong I know I could make it through then with you Everything then faded with my moonlit life Smiling to myself I beginning to think All times I said "I love you" I never meant as I did when I said it to you As I start to rebuild myself I realize for I have a shoulder to cry on Still I dont think I'll have any reason For as much as I love you Thinking I never have to cry as long as I love you

Handy Little Chart
HANDY LITTLE CHART - God has a positive answer: YOU SAY GOD SAYS BIBLE VERSES You say: "It's impossible" God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27) You say: "I'm too tired" God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30) You say: "Nobody really loves me" God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 3:34 ) You say: "I can't go on" God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15) You say: "I can't figure things out" God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6) You say: "I can't do it" God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13) You say: "I'm not able" God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8) You say: "It's not worth it" God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28 ) You say: "I can't forgive myself" God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1) You say: "I can't manage" God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19) You say: "I'm afraid"

My Dad's Memorial B-day Party And Balloon Launch....
Hi all!!! Well, here is the deal. I held a memorial birthday party and balloon launch for my dad on his birthday Saturday the 11th. I had a blast and can't wait to do it again next year. The only thing is...only one of his sisters came and none of my sisters came. I have a butt load of family that lives in this town and my Aunt Marsha is the only one that showed up. It is fine, cause my family and Aunt Marsha and Jose are all the people we need to make a party, but it really hurt my feelings because I wanted it to be like a mini family reunion of sorts. My oldest sister (who is a total bitch) is pissed off me and refused to let my little sister come. Anyway, I will quit bitchin' now and show you some pics....

The Why's Of Men
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't g

I Hate Fubar
I am on this website not much time anymore. Because of the people on here. Women showing their boobs to get rated by men who wanna see NSFW pictures, blasts with the message: 'show me luv, I return the luv' only for the higher goal: to level up, up and further up till you are a godfather or whatever. You can not even spell the word love! Do you even know what love means?! This is just a stupid website people! It is just a game! While I am writing this I see a gentleman who shows his middlefinger in a picture he added with this blast. You guys are so unbelievable selfish and rude. And stupid. I rest my case.

Show Some Love
Im going to ask everyone to do something a lil different this Happy Hour..This is one of our levelers and shes wanting to leave Fubar.Those of us that have gotten the chance to know Christie know shes a great person.Please go show her some love..Let her know that we do love her and care about her and dont want her to go. Christie ~Owner of Mark~@ fubar

Adults Only Survey
Body: Adults Only Survey! Body: 1. Sex is best in the morning, afternoon, or night? morning, afternoon and night! 2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? If alone...middle...if not...closet to the alarm clock 3. Pork, Beef, or Chicken? chicken 4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? not with myself driving but other people have had to pull over for me 5. What leg do you put in pants first when putting them on? at the moment it would be the left cause getting pants over the cast is a pain in the butt 6. Candles or Incense? both 7. Do you dance when no one is watching? yes...and when drunk I dance so everyone can see 8. Did you play doctor when you were little? of course...who didn't 9. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? not that I can recall but you never know 10. Stove top cooking or microwave? microwave 11. Would you rather your car or your house be dirty? my car since I dont have one 12. Shower or b

Bar Do's And Don'ts....
Someone once pointed out to me the fact that there seems to be a micro-economy in the service industry. Restaurant workers take their tip money out to bars and clubs at night and give it to the bartenders, who promptly return it to the waiters and waitresses the next day at lunch. The cycle is almost self-sufficient and is mutually beneficial. Knowing the pain of waiting on customers, each group tips the other well and never raises a fuss. These people do not need to be educated. The rest of you do. Many of us have stood in a noisy, crowded bar and asked, "What's a guy got to do to get a drink around here?" Well, you're about to find out. Here are some Do's and Don'ts that will keep the relationship between the bartender and bar patron running smoothly. DON'T... Fail to have your money ready We're waiting on you. Everyone else is waiting on us. Therefore, by the Transitive Property of Equality, everyone is waiting on you. Rule #1: Have your shit together. Not only will foll

Last Words.
I hold you in my arms, As red water flows. From your lip a drop falls, Leaving behind a trial. A shot to the chest is ending your life. Coughing and gasping for air, As your lungs fill with blood You look into my eyes. You tell me that it will be ok, But you are wrong and we both know it. As you takein you last breath, You say three words that change my life. You tell me you love me, Your spirit dies and leaves me alone. I will never forget you. You will live for ever in my memories.

My Surgery!
Well I had emergency surgery on Saturday night to repair what they thought was a hernia. It ended up being a triple hernia which was strangulating my bowels and killing them painfully and slowly. All went well and I'll be fine as long as I rest and relax for the next 4-6 weeks. I wont be on much cuz I cant tackle stairs. So I hope everyone has fun at the fubar till I return. HUGZ

Tubing
I went tubing again. Yeah, so happy about that. I went to Big Rapids, never been there before. I had so much fun. I went with people I love and care about. My baby, my girl Xiomara, and old and new friends. (Shout out to D, honey I Luv U, we almost lost ya, but we got you...LOL) So far, I know I love the outdoors, I just find it so fascinating, so what sometimes it's kind of dangerous, so far it's been fun. I can't wait to go camping. Any one wanna go? LOL I'd post pictures but I couldn't take the camera, it's currently down. But I will post pictures of my crazy get together on Friday night. Luv, Barbie

Call Me!!! [3rd Revision]
Originally Posted Feb 20, 2006 I don't mean to leave you unnerved But I'll have you know, my affection is well deserved I'm aware I can't utter a phrase nor word That you aren't aware of or haven't already heard yet I'm still hoping you'll return my call rather than leaving me hanging and allowing things between us to stall please call me I don't just want, [ you to know], I NEED YOU to know how I feel the emotion, the sensuality, & wanting we share, which looking into your eyes will reveal, I'm missing Everything about you Your essence your touch And your sensual appeal please Call me I'm reaching out to you on our future's behalf Call me when you can It's you know who, your other half The only one who desires / DESERVES to be yours For as long i can, it is my wish to partake in all that is you including completing your life's plan, my heart is yours without second thought because you right all the harshness this life has wrought I long to ensnare you via sen

Something To Make Your Day!
A little 80 year old lady had always wanted to join a local bikers club. One day she goes up and knocks on a biker's door. A big, hairy bearded biker with tattoos all over his arms answers. She proclaims, "I want to join your club." The guy was quite amused, but explains to her that she needs to meet certain biker requirements in order to join. The biker asks her, "Do you have a motorcycle? The little old lady replies, "Yep, my bike's parked over there" and pointed to a flamed black Harley chopper in the driveway. The biker asks, "Do you drink?" The little old lady replies, "Yep, drink like a fish. I'll drink everyone in your club under the table." The biker asks, "Do you smoke?" The little old lady replies, "Yep, smoke like a chimney. At least 2 packs of cigarettes and three joints a day and a couple more in the evening, while I'm shooting pool." The biker is very impressed and asks, "Last question, have you ever been picked up by the fuzz

A Reason A Season A Lifetime...
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they

So Excited!!
I think i might have found a house!! I kind of drove around this morning looking for places to rent.. and i came upon this house which is near my kids school.. I called the lady and they want 165 thousand from the house.. I had asked if they were willing to do a rent to own deal and she said she had it in mind.. The good thing is that she isn't going through a reality company!! Our credit is horrible.. The house is 3 bedroom. 1600 Square feet. With an Arizona room. Also has a pool which is gated with rout iron fencing. I have to go look at the house in about an hour! I'm soooo excited.. I hope things work out.. I cant stand living in an apartment for much longer.. Grrr Soo ill post a blog when i get back on what the house looked like and all... Much love to my Friends!! Jen!

Just Me
I thought I would take a minute to do a little bit of rambling. For those that are new levelers welcome to our group. My name is BooBoo I'm one of the many faces behind Shadow Levelers. I started leveling when i first joined.My friends got use to all my blogs and bulletins and joined.We have helped thousands to level up over the time.Some of those level ups are a Challenge. You will see them every so often they are out of the normal situation when people think they cant be done we show them it can. We have also helped in alot of God Fathering Fubars or Cherrys as I would rather it be. Some of those we start at 200,000. We have God Fathered some faster 186,000 in 3 hours another on 200,000 with 300 pictures took 24 hours. During a God Father you will see alot of blogs and bulletins coming out. A level up is easier done when we can get it into as many peoples hands as possible. Please keep in mind that we do keep limits of 15,000 because there are many people on this site and I have f

A Client/friend
Without sounding commonplace or vulgar, I wanted to fuck her the moment I saw her. It's that immediate, visceral response to which I think most, if not all, men can relate. It was through Gene, a client/friend that I met his wife Terri. I am a senior account manager at a bank and, frequently, Gene would be in my office discussing finances and Terri's name would be a constant in his discourse, something typical of husbands more than a little bit enamored with their wives. At the end of our sessions, it was also typical of him to say, you know, you really should meet Terri. I could never gauge to what degree he was actually serious. And, I could never see any compelling reason why I should meet her. Gene called one day, inviting me to lunch at a restaurant not far from where I worked. He ended the conversation by saying, there is someone here I want you to meet. I thought nothing of it, only that it was someone connected with his business. In retrospect, it wasn't surprisi

Misplaced
If misplaced love is misery Then I’m miserable as hell An emptiness inside my chest I’ve begun to know too well I’ve kissed your lips a thousand times But I’ve never seen your face Protection held within my arms Shielding us from our fate The ocean bed has run dry my love And mutinous cries scream from above And all of this a matter of Our ships crossing in the night

Free Bird... For Isis.. R.i.p.
O world-ignorance, Although You have shackled my feet, I am free. Although You have chained my hands, I am free. Although You have enslaved my body, I am free. I am free because I am not of the body. I am free because I am not the body, I am free because I am the soul-bird That flies in Infinity- Sky. I am the soul-child that dreams On the Lap of the immortal King Supreme.

One Bleh Day
Well, I've begun to wonder WTF is wrong with either me or everyone else in the world... I've been quite anti-social recently, as i'm sure you've all noticed... I haven't been talking to anyone, and i'm terribly sorry for that. I've been major stressed... shit just keeps fucking up in my life... like one thing right after another... and in the mean time i have been trying to get things settled... like, my home, my life, my kids, etc... and during all of this i've not been able to keep in very close contact with anyone... and apparently thats pissed some ppl off... MAJOR... like, i've tried explaining that shit has just been rough on me recently, and i get this shit story how i only care about myself and all this other bullshit... yet ALL of my stress is cuz i'm trying to get things settled for my girls.... so, like, NO i ONLY care about my kids.... i've not even been doing anything for ME.... so it's just bullshit... I've gotten so sick of ppl getting an attitude with me cuz they don't

Blured
Apart we are clear Together we blur Your feelings are mine My smile on your face Controlled obsession So high together Your taste in my mouth My cum from your body Love and pain (ache) Riding the wave (together) Your tease in my eyes (on my face) My explosion is yours (for you) Rise so slowly Crash us down Sweet oblivion Your breath is mine Your pounding heart Beating in my chest And we rise again And we crash again (and we cum again) And we blur again ~LDG~~

The Top 16 Chapters In "sex For Dummies"
16. Evolution 101: Why Dummies Might Actually Make Poor Sex Partners 15. Troubleshooting for Do-It-Yourselfers (NOTE: Memorize this chapter *before* you go blind.) 14. Oh, God! Yes!! Oh, God! OH, GOD!!!: The Missionary Position 13. Am I a Tab A or a Slot B? 12. Engineering Secrets of the Bra: Removal in 14 Simple Steps 11. The Face: How to Tell Your Lover Apart from All Those Other People 10. Chapter 4: No, You Don't *Actually* Blow 9. Stop Masturbating, She's Real! 8. You're Britney, I'm Strom: Introduction to Role Playing 7. Foreplay: Not Just for Her Birthday, Chester 6. Putting the Condom on a Banana is Just for *Practice*, Dumbass 5. Crouching Doggie and Hidden Missionary: A Guide to Sexual Positions 4. "Alternate" Lifestyles: Pokeman? 3. Hey! Watch Those Teeth, Vampira!! 2. Sexual Physics: The Round Peg/Round Hole Theory and the Number 1 Chapter in "Sex for Dummies"... Chapter 1: Mayor McWeiner and the Clamburglar

Bulletin #4
OK SO WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU?! AND WHY THE HELL AREN'T YOU IN HERE? YOU ARE MISSING OUT ON ALL THE DAMN FUN, NOW COME, GET THE HELL IN HERE. LETS GET FUCKING WASTED AND SEE WHERE IT TAKES US, JUST PLEASE LEAVE YOUR DRAMA AT THE DOOR! DRINK DRANK DRUNK TANK AND AS ALWAYS, THE ROAMING GNOME WILL SHOW YOU THE WAY THERE JUST CLICK HIM! OWNER OF THE DRUNK TANK OF COURSE IS ELLE: ELLE ~Warrior Princess~ {RCB-STEVENs RL Wifey}{the Tanks Co-Owner n Enforcer}@ fubar AND THE OFFICIAL GENERAL MANAGER AND RESIDENT DRUNK IS JEFF: Drunk1{NSFW MILFsStalkingVictim}{theTanksGM}@ fubar AND THE HEAD OF SECURITY SHOULD ANY OF YOU GET OUT OF LINE IS STEVEN: ~STEVEN~*ELLE`S HUBBY*~HEAD OF SECURITY @ THE TANK ~@ fubar THE MUSIC IS OF COURSE PROVIDED BY INFERNO RADIO JOIN THAT LOUNGE TOO SO YOU CAN MAKE REQUESTS!!! CHEERS TO ALL OF YOU! Music Provided by Inferno Radio FINE PRINT: AUSSIE IS THE OFFICIAL STALKER OF THE DRUNK TANK THAT ROCKS MY WORLD EVERYDAY, MMM MMMM GOOD!

The Band H.i.m.
Well strike me as surprised. This band I haven't really heard anything out of here in the states, however for you Bam Magera fans, you know this band pretty well. Fram what I can gather this band was formed in Finland in 1995 H.I.M. stands for (His Infernal Majesty.) The band has reached success in Europe, however I have not heard anything from them here in the states. As formentioned, There is a ton of H.I.M. stuff out there. The thing that makes me remember them the most is the heartogram, which Bam showed in many episodes. It would appear that there is more songs out there then what I thought. As I looked them up on youtube.com, and got a lot of vidz for them. Some of which are in my stash. However, out of the 10 or so songs I listened to, Killing Loneliness was the one that I liked. I don't know why, this song is...well....I assume that it talks about losing a love. I'm not really sure what it's talking about, I haven't had time to listen to it over and over and ana

Things On My Mind
I'll just start with what's on my mind right now and go from there. Have you seen the sunshine spots movie with Jim cairie? Something like sunshine spots on a spottless mind. It's not the exact title. Anyway, I have lots of little connections in my head driving me nuts. I'm trying my best not to think about them. There's one associated with yahoomsnger though. So anytime I see it i think of someone who I decieded not to talk to. So I deleted them and ignored them and stuff. I can't help but thinking about them anyway... It sux to associate someone with something I see everyday. I am moving at the end of the month. I will be right next to my school. It will save me lots of gas. I like the people I'm moving in with too. There seems to be money problems going on around me. It's stressful. I'm the sort of person who would like to solve everyone's problems for them. That isn't always good though, because then they don't learn to solve them for themselves. Then I'm there

Life=love Love=heartache
these tall tale dramas of lies, hate and greed u need to make up ur mind or shattered hearts will bleed the pain of suffering the warmth of blood the silver that shines so bright in this forever full moon my mind so twisted and my soul not whole i cry these tears because i was yet again the fool ill hold my head down so others shall not see the pain that lies within me and the hate i will set free...

Things U Do
things u do im just so lost and confused. i try my hardest to make it work but everything i do just goes wrong i do what he asks i listen to him scream at me i never say a word.. and if i do its always YOUR RIGHT!!!! im breakin into old habits i busted out the blades.. i just need him to stop me and tell me we are ok... the blade i hold is cold as it cuts across my skin the blood that runs is warm and slowly drips to the floor... im so lost and confused with the things that u do...

All The Bitching!
Perhaps I've changed due to the fact my husband is somewhere around 6 or 7000 miles away. Other than to talk to a few people on here and piss on all the stupid MuMMers during Happy Hours. I just don't find this all that exciting. Yet, I can't bare to part with my profile. Weird, yeah I think so. I couldn't give two shits about rates, comments or leveling up anymore. Its not real. Rate me all 1's or whatever, I honestly don't really care. I could also care less if anyone read this. LOL I'm just exhausted. I'm being 2 parents to one child. I have no more energy to give. Lastly, stop bitching about downraters. You're all retarded if you think everyone should think you're a 10. My god its the internet for fucks sake. This isn't real! I'm certainly not a 10 and don't act as if I am. Blah-- time to get the lil guy up and get him ready for dinner. Then its Big Brother. Maybe I'll come back online, I dunno. Until I do-- TTFN.

Some Good News Finally
Well, after going through hell with my divorce, and my health taking a nosedive, I finally get to say something positive for a change. I had developed a bad dizziness, and had pretty much figured it was stress, or the signs of the nervous breakdown I'd been experiencing for the past year or so, but when it just wouldn't go away and started to impact wether I could work or not, it had to be checked out. I had a cat scan and ultrasound done, and my doc told me it was carotid arterial disease. My horribly fatty diet, bad exercise, ten years of being stressed to the max, and seven years of untreated high blood pressure caught up with me. I found out it runs in my family, and with the development of my diabetes, it's not all that suprising. It's just surprising that it surfaced now in my 20s. Anyhow, I went to the specialist on Friday, who at least had some good news. I don't need surgery, which I wasn't going to take anyhow. She said it's between 8-10% blockage, maybe less, so med

2 Poems That I Wrote..do They Go Together...
as i lay here and think thoughts of you i wonder whats on ur mind i hope its of me too the tears i cry are made for you i hate when your mad at me because my heart gets so blue you are a big piece of my heart that i hold so true i would never do anything to hurt you for i love you oh so true... THOUGHTS RUN DEEP PAIN SO CLEAR I COVER MY EYES TO SHED A TEAR MOVE MY HANDS TO SEE YOUR FACE A BROKEN HEART NEEDED REPLACED THOUGHTS OF YOU FILL THIS PLACE TURN TO RUN TO GET AWAY SHARPENED BLADE HITS THE SKIN ANOTHER THOUGHT HITS DEEP WITHIN TORN AND RIPPED BLOOD RUNS FREE I REALIZED NOW THIS IS HOW IT WILL BE

The House?
So i went over today to have a look at this house.. It has HUGE potential!! But has allot of work that needs to be done.. Only thing that I'm not sure about is the Pool.. Its F-kin 12 feet deep.. Hmmm Wonder if i could fill it back to being Normal pool.. Other then that its a cute little house!! The owner is going to call me back today about how we are going about me getting the house.. I have a huge feeling i might get it!!! The house will be ready first week of September!! That means NO more 2 bedroom apartment.. Wooot!! So keep your fingers crossed everything works out for me!!!

Buddhist Prayers For Peace
These two powerful Buddhist prayers have given inspiration and inner peace to countless humans throughout the ages. Reading them - and letting them into our hearts - may be a first step toward world peace. I May all beings everywhere plagued with sufferings of body and mind quickly be freed from their illnesses. May those frightened cease to be afraid, and may those bound be free. May the powerless find power, and may people think of befriending one another. May those who find themselves in trackless, fearful wilderness-- the children, the aged, the unprotected-- be guarded by beneficial celestials, and may they swiftly attain Buddhahood. II Evoking the presence of the great compassion, let us fill our hearts with our own compassion--towards ourselves and towards all living beings. Let us pray that all living beings realize that they are all brothers and sisters, all nourished from the same source of life.

Shit Happens.
SHIT HAPPENS in various world religions TAOISM: Shit happens. CONFUCIANISM: Confucius say, "Shit happens". ZEN: (What is the sound of shit happening?) JESUITISM: If shit happens and when nobody is watching, is it really shit? ISLAM: Shit happens if it is the will of Allah. COMMUNISM. Equal shit happens to all people. CATHOLICISM: Shit happens because you are bad. PSYCHOANALYSIS: Shit happens because of your toilet training. SCIENTOLOGY: Shit happens if you're on our shit list. ZOROASTRIANISM: Bad shit happens, and good shit happens. UNITARIANISM: Maybe shit happens. Let's have coffee and donuts. RIGHT-WING PROTESTANTISM: Let this shit happen to someone else. JUDAISM: Why does shit always happen to US? REFORM JUDAISM: Got any Kaopectate? MYSTICISM: What weird shit! AGNOSTICISM: What is this shit? ATHEISM: I don't believe this shit! NIHILISM: Who needs this shit? AZTEC: Cut out this shit! QUAKER: Let's not fight over this shi

Woman Complains To Police About The Quality Of Her Cocaine Purchase
ROCHELLE, Ga. (AP) -- A woman was arrested after she called police to help "get her money back" after she was unhappy with the crack cocaine she purchased. Juanita Marie Jones, 53, called Rochelle Police late Thursday night after she purchased what she thought was a $20 piece of crack cocaine, according to police reports. She told officers she broke the rock into three pieces and smoked one, only to discover the drugs were "fake." She took Officer Joel Quinn and Deputy John Shedd of the Wilcox County Sheriff's Office into her kitchen and showed them the drugs, police said. She was promptly arrested on charges of possession of cocaine. --- Information from: Cordele Dispatch, http://cordeledispatch.com © 2007 The Associated Press. All rights reserved. This material may not be published, broadcast, rewritten or redistributed.

The Future
I grew up in the one of the worst housing projects in Newark , NJ. Through proper upbringing and some luck i made it out and to college. The day to day life in that setting can be depressing, disappointing, and desperate. Through desperation some our lead down the wrong path, and once you head that way no one wants to help you get on track. They just let you know how much you suck ,and how short your life will probably be and how much of a loser you are. The problem here is our youth start to believe this nonsense. Once they believe their lives are worth nothing, they have no respect for human life or decency what so ever. For years i preach amount making your life count. I currently work in an alternative school in which i see some of those same thrown away kids. I won't let one go without a fight. If you have the chance to change the stars of a slightly misguided kid take a chance. He may have within him the ability to cure cancer. These kids are intelligent, it is j

Woooohooo!
Ok update on that house! WE GOT IT!!!! She is willing to allow us to rent the house for 2 years with the option to buy! If say we are able to put down 20 grand on the house . We get to Buy the house!! Soo It looks like everything is working out!! Looks like im Moving here sooon!!!! YAY!!!

Redneck Driver's License Application
Last name: ________________ (Check appropriate box) First name: First name: [_] Billy-Bob [_] Bobby-Sue [_] Billy-Joe [_] Bobby-Jo [_] Billy-Ray [_] Bobby-Ann [_] Billy-Sue [_] Bobby-Lee [_] Billy-Mae [_] Bobby-Ellen [_] Billy-Jack [_] Bobby-Beth Ann Sue Age: ____ (if unsure, guess) Sex: ____ M _____ F _____ Not sure Shoe Size: ____ Left ____ Right Occupation: [_] Farmer [_] Mechanic [_] Hair Dresser [_] Waitress [_] Un-employed [_] Dirty Politician Spouse's Name: __________________________ 2nd Spouse's Name: __________________________ 3rd Spouse's Name: __________________________ Lover's Name: __________________________ 2nd Lover's Name: __________________________ Relationship with spouse: [_] Sister [_] Aunt [_] Brother [_] Uncle [_] Mother [_] Son [_] Father [_] Daughter [_] Cousin [_] Pet Number of children living in household: ___ Number of children living in shed: ___ Number of children that are yours: ___ Mo

Another Blah
lately my life hasnt been right...this is supposed to be the time when all this shit is finally starting to come together...but for some reason its not...i shouldnt be all depressed and shit but i am...i dont know what it is...i start school in less then 2 weeks and thats all i have wanted to do for the last 2 years...i have been super excited about up until last week when i loss my job...ever since then it seems like everything has started spiraling downward at a rate that i cant control...ive been through all this before and i beat it why is it coming back?...sometimes i hate my life, i wish i could live another life were things were different were i lived in another place and i was somebody else with another name...i know i am rambling but i need to get it out otherwise ill go crazy...why did my stupid f**king job close...those soulless pricks just shut it down without thinking of what it would do to us who depended on that resturant...now ive got bills that are late and no job...no

A Senior Moment
A SENIOR MOMENT ... I HOPE WHEN I'M THAT AGE I HAVE ONE LIKE THIS ... A 98 year old lady in the United Kingdom wrote this to her bank. The bank manager thought it amusing enough to have it published in the Times. Dear Sir, I am writing to thank you for bouncing my cheque with which I endeavoured to pay my plumber last month. By my calculations, three 'nanoseconds' must have elapsed between his presenting the cheque and the arrival in my account of the funds needed to honour it. I refer, of course, to the automatic monthly deposit of my Pension, an arrangement, which, I admit, has been in place for only thirty eight years. You are to be commended for seizing that brief window of opportunity and also for debiting my account £30 by way of penalty for the inconvenience caused to your bank. My thankfulness springs from the manner in which this incident has caused me to rethink my errant financial ways. I noticed that whereas I personally attend to your telephone calls and

Missing A Very Dear Friend
Im writing this in hopes that she may see this at some point as she's not on fubar anymore .. but ..some mutual friends are .. She asked me to remove her last pic from anything . and althou i respect her enough to do as she asked . I am very saddened that she wont be talking with me anymore .. I do hope with time she'll re think everything and she'll be back to talk with me . we've built a very good friendship and shared much . I will miss her .. I do already :( *Hugs * Sweetie i hope youre happy . and you find all in life that you want and deserve !!!!

So Sad!
Utah rescue 'has not gone well' Reuters Published: Sunday, August 12, 2007 HUNTINGTON, Utah -- Rescuers searching for trapped coal miners plan to bore a third hole into a collapsed Utah mine after another attempt to locate them with a camera failed, officials said on Sunday. Miners burrowing out an escape route big enough for a person had to temporarily abandon their efforts twice over night as seismic "bumps" shook the new horizontal tunnel. "Underground, it has not gone well," mine co-owner Robert Murray told a news conference. "They are the most difficult conditions that I have ever seen in my 50 years of mining." View Larger Image A woman wipes her eyes with a tissue during a gathering at the Huntington State Center of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints to offer prayers and begin a special fast for the six miners trapped in Crandall Canyon mine, their families, and all those included in the rescue efforts in Huntington, Utah August 11, 2007. REUTERS/Da

Panajack
I am calling for help. Panajack is telling some horrible things about Isis. He is posting pictures up that are not her and releasing personal information about her. If you knew Isis at all you know that she was a very private person and this would have hurt her deeply. Please help me. All I am trying to do is keep Isis' name pure. She was a caring and wonderful woman who does not deserve this. She has not been gone for even 24 hours and the rumors and tall tales being passed around about her are just heartbreaking. I am begging for help. Please help me in protecting her name against the horrible things Panajack a.k.a Erik Anderson is spreading about her.

Heres The Skinny
After six months of giving her a so many chances I finally let her go! I cooked healthy gourmet meals for her everyday. Cleaned her apartment and gave her pedicures and theraputic massages. I gave her the world! She lived like an Empress! Loaned her money and she puts a down payment on that damn freaken expensive sports car. Do I have the word sucker written on my forehead? She thought she could manage the car payment since I covered the rest. Now shes got her rent and insurance and the car payment and no money left over. My taxes is more than what she makes per year. Im soo gone and shes in trouble again! Calling me and asking for help! Nope Im not going to make the same mistake twice. All she had to do is was be nice to me and she failed miserably. Never has she appoligized for the way she treated me! I did everything for her and she thought she was on easy street! How hard is it to be a pleasant person when you live the dreams most people would die to have? Talk about Dumb! Its over

Fubar Dictionary
fubar Dictionary Alerts – fubar generates audio and text alerts for the variety of member interactions. Turn up your speakers and keep track of your Alert Box to see what’s going on with your friend network. Alert Box – Your Alert Box is located on the top of your homepage and keeps track of all of your alerts. Avatar – a member’s main photo which is displayed on their profile. Block – Blocking a member prevents another member from messaging you, commenting on your page, bulletins, blogs, stashes, etc. The blocked member is also no longer able to rate your pictures or profile. Bouncer – Bouncers are volunteers from the fubar community who have been selected by fubar staff to help moderate and assist members with any questions they might have. All Bouncers have Orange colored name tags. BRB – Be Right Back Bulletin – A Bulletin is a message that can be sent to all of your Friends or all of your Friends and Fans. To send a bulletin, click on the MY BULLETIN BOARD lin

Hello All
To those of you that know the ordeal that Jason is going through I want you to know that he does have the kids in his custody for now, we are awaiting the results of tests and evaluations of his ex before he can find out more, it's been a very trying time for him, so please take time out to stop by and say hello to him and show your support, it'll be a long road for him but with the strength of family and friends like you he will get through this difficult time in his life. Thanks Heather Jason and Heather~OTS@ fubar Misty Moon

What Color Orange Are You?
You Are Cameo You are understanding and very empathetic. You don't tend to have acquaintances. Everyone is your friend. And all of your friends tend to be friends. You have a knack for bringing very different people together. What Color Orange Are You?

Iris
Another new song added to my playlist.. go listen while you read the lyrics... something I been meaning to put up for a while... Don't ya hate it when a song hits those heartstrings. [Massacre's Word] And I'd give up forever to touch you 'Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life When sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies And you bleed just to know you're alive And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am

Not Just For The Ladies
I work my ass off and the best thing for me to do is go to the spa and relax! I like to drink the water with the cucumbers and orange peels in it. I like to sit in the juccizzi and let my muscles melt down. Then its time for a seriuos theraputic massage and facial. I like to be pampered and get a pedicure too. My skin feels soo soft and smooth. I walk around in my bath robe and chill out by the pool. Take a quick dip and have everyone look at my body art! Then I like to go into the sauna and sweat all my toxins out. I think Im like the only guy at the spa but I ont mind I get the whole place to myself! In the sauna I like to stretch my muscles and drop a few pounds so I weigh myself afterward to see if Ive lost some water. By this time its Im ready for a snack. some delicious antioxidant mixed berries and a shot of wheat grass and grapefruit wedges. Then its of to meditation and deep breathing excercise. I like to imagine that Im high up in the sierras hiking in the mountains with th

My Sons Birthday
As most of you know my son on oct,19th lost his life in a downing accident, he was 2 years and 2 months old, tomorrow is his birthday, a birthday is a day of celebrating ones life the day of their birth,I'm sure I don't have to tell you all this, but on this day I will remember my little best friend who is no longer with me, by lighting a candle and maybe buying a matchbox car. looking at old photos and holding his memory very close ON THIS DAY I WILL NOT BE HERE MENTALLY although I might be on line it will be for a very short time to maybe upload a photo or blog. For someone that has lost a child,the memory of their life is held up to a higher standard, it is a day for me that I stop everything I am doing and thank god for the blessing he had brought to my life and will continue to do so until I am ready to join him, please understand if I am distant if I don't respond take no offense . Peace to all my friends & family. http://fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=3077631

Jelly Bean
You Are a Margarita Jelly Bean Wildly optimistic and jovial, you know how to get through anything with flair. You have a certain "je ne sais quoi" that makes you an alluring companion. What Flavor Jelly Bean Are You?

This Was Just Too Funny I Had To Share It With Everyone
Pre-Booty Call Agreement This pre-booty call agreement (hereinafter referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the _______(DD/MM/YY) by ___________ (fill in name) and _____________ (fill in name (if known)). This agreement shall cover the following rules and principles: 1. No sleeping over -- unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9pm -- we don't have anything to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" crap -- only sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) The answer is no, so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance -- that is why you are called the "backup," unless you're from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. 7. All gifts accepted -- including money. 8. No baby talk -- however, dirty talk is encouraged. 9. No asking for comparisons with former lovers

Eh... Could Have Been Better
Recently I was sent a video clip from "Joe 'beach'" that I felt was in poor taste. So since my interest in this video was never considered, I figured a little constructive critisizm would be ok... first off... the lighting was pretty bad next time try some .. i don't know maybe 10-20watt bulbs maybe it will make it look a teeny bit bigger. oh teeny he he don't mind the pun.now on to the actual handy work.. which in my opinion was pretty sluggish and boring to be honest.. could have had a more fluid move to it to entice the senses... honestly i have seen better porn from Disney. as for the climax...ppffftt ... very dull indeed. i yawned and had the urge to watch CNN. poor lighting .. no action.. and a shitty climax damn no wonder you are jerking off on cam instead of being with a woman... or maybe you have a blow up doll handy eh who knows... well i hope this helps you in your future video making ventures... good luck and happy filming... Well you would think that maybe this wou

Alphabet Of Happiness...
A--Accept Accept others for who they are and for the choices they've made even if you have difficulty understanding their beliefs, motives, or actions. B--Break Away Break away from everything that stands in the way of what you hope to accomplish with your life. C--Create Create a family of friends whom you can share your hopes, dreams, sorrows, and happiness with. D--Decide Decide that you'll be successful and happy come what may, and good things will find you. The roadblocks are only minor obstacles along the way. E--Explore Explore and experiment. The world has much to offer, and you have much to give. And every time you try something new, you'll learn more about yourself. F--Forgive Forgive and forget. Grudges only weigh you down and inspire unhappiness and grief. Soar above it, and remember that everyone makes mistakes. G--Grow Leave the childhood monsters behind. They can no longer hurt you or stand in your way. H--Hope Hope for the best and never for

Wishful Thinking 8-14-07
If you don't have these 3 awesome women on your list you better rate, fan, and add them and here is why...The other night i was having one of the worst days of my life....I was very upset...But thanks to these 3 wonderful woman for standing by my side, helping me through it, and showing me that a lot of people do care! So please go show these girls A LOT of love for me!!!! ¢¾BooBoo...KDM'Z AnGeL Founder of Shadow Levelers@ fubar LSD's SHELL ~WILL ALWAYS PIMP A/LSD & COOLEST GUY EVER~~STEALING SYN~~@ fubar Single and Looking (FAN THEN ADD)@ fubar Jodi AKA Wishful Thinking (repost of original by 'wishful thinking' on '2007-08-14 15:49:15')

Fuckin Rude
Ok I want comments on this one. Ever since my husband and I have been married, he has not ONCE thanked me for anything I have done unless I have reminded him. Now how fucked up is that?! he is kevdog on my family list if you would like to leave a comment on his page...Its just that it hurts my feelings and it is very rude for him not to even say a simple "thank you"...he says the reason why he doesn't say thank you is because of the way he was brought up. Well his parents must not have raised him the right way because his brother says thank you all the time. Plz comment and tell me what I should do. And you can comment on Kevin's page too if you want. Thanks!!

In Memory Of Dj Isis...
A Symbol of Hope A Symbol of Hope A butterfly lights beside us like a sunbeam And for a brief moment its glory and beauty belong to our world But then it flies again And though we wish it could have stayed... We feel lucky to have seen it. Suddenly gone, but not forgotten. Rest in Peace...

One Of My Favorite Songs
Runaway Train Lyrics by SOUL ASYLUM Call you up in the middle of the night Like a firefly without a light You were there like a blowtorch burning I was a key that could use a little turning So tired that I couldnt even sleep So many secrets I couldnt keep I promised myself I wouldnt weep One more promise I couldnt keep It seems no one can help me now, Im in too deep; theres no way out This time I have really led myself astray Runaway train, never going back Wrong way on a one-way track Seems like I should be getting somewhere Somehow Im neither here nor there Can you help me remember how to smile? Make it somehow all seem worthwhile How on earth did I get so jaded? Lifes mystery seems so faded I can go where no one else can go I know what no one else knows Here I am just a-drownin in the rain With a ticket for a runaway train And everything seems cut and dried, Day and night, earth and sky, Somehow I just dont believe it Runaway train, never g

The Neighborhood (sent To Me By Good Police Friend)
FROM YOUR FRIENDLY NEIGHBORHOOD POLICE 1. Your 5-year-old kid getting pushed down by another 5-year-old kid is NOT a police matter; talk to the other kid's parents, not the police. 2. If your kid won't do his homework or do his chores, 911 is NOT the answer. 3. If a cop causes a car accident, we usually get a ticket, and sometimes we get suspended. When is the last time you got 3 days off (without pay) for rear-ending a guy at Wal-Mart. 4. If you think you can fan all the pot smoke out of the car before we smell it, good luck. 5. We know you've had more than two beers. When I've had two beers, I didn't hit six parked cars, drive my car through the front doors of a Toys-R-Us, piss my pants, or pass out at a traffic light. 6. When you see an emergency vehicle behind you with its lights and sirens on, pull to the RIGHT, and stop. We are usually required to pass cars on the left. 7. When you're driving in the fast lane and you see a cop behind you, don't go 5 MPH OR MO

This Is Very True About A Special Person.
Print: Alison Krauss - When You Say Nothing At All Lyrics print version (don schlitz & paul overstreet/mca music, inc.-don schlitz music, ascap, And scarlet moon, bmi) It’s amazing how you can speak right to my heart Without saying a word you can light up the dark Try as I may I could never explain What I hear when you don’t say a thing The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There’s a truth in your eyes sayin’ you’ll never leave me The touch of your hand says you’ll catch me if ever I fall You say it best when you say nothing at all All day long I can hear people talking out loud But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd Old mr. webster could never define What’s being said between your heart and mine The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There’s a truth in your eyes sayin’ you’ll never leave me The touch of your hand says you’ll catch me if ever I fall You say it best when you say nothing at all The smile on your face

So Many Questions
Side A - So Many Questions Have you seen her? Did you see her pass this way? What is it about her? Is it her eyes? Maybe But I'm not so sure Is it her laughter? Something I've never heard before Refrain: So many questions but the answers are so few All I really know is, I love you So many questions but the answers are so few All I really know is, I love you What is it about her That makes me stare That makes me wanna run my fingers through her hair Will I find her? Maybe But I'm not so sure Will she be mine? I can't stand this searching any more Refrain: So many questions but the answers are so few All I really know is, I love you So many questions but the answers are so few All I really know is, I love you So many questions but the answers are so few All I really know is, I love you So many questions but the answers are so few All I really know is, I love you Since the only time I see her near Is when I close my eyes Should I keep it that way

Another Good One
Baby, Now That I've Found You (john macleod & tony macaulay/bmg songs, inc., ascap) Baby, Now that I’ve found you I won’t let you go I built my world around you I need you so, Baby even though You don’t need me Now Baby, Now that I’ve found you I won’t let you go I built my world around you I need you so Baby even though You don’t need me, You don’t need me oh, no Baby, baby, When first we met I knew in this heart of mine That you were someone I couldn’t forget. I said right, And abide my time Spent my life looking For that somebody To make me feel like new Now you tell me that you want to leave me But darling, I just can’t let you (guitar & fiddle solo) Baby, baby, When first we met I knew in this heart of mine That you were someone I couldn’t forget. I said right, And abide my time Spent my life looking For that somebody To make me feel like new Now you tell me that you want to leave me But darling, I just can’t let yo

Forevermore........
Side A - Forevermore There are times when I just want to look at your face With the stars in the night There are times when I just want to feel your embrace In the cold night I just can't believe that you are mine now You were just a dream that I once knew I never thought I would be right for you I just can't compare you with anything in this world You're all I need to be with forevermore All those years I've longed to hold you in my arms I've been dreaming of you Every night I've been watching all the stars that fall down Wishing you will be mine now I just can't believe that you are mine now You were just a dream that I once knew I never thought I would be right for you I just can't compare you with anything in this world You're all I need to be with forevermore Time and again there are these changes That we cannot end As sure as time keeps going on and on My love for you will be forevermore I just can't believe that you are mine now You were ju

Fuckin Cell Phones
i swear nobody has worse luck with cell phone like me, i bet i had more than 30. something fucks up with it or i just destroy it myself, i got this phone now i got from a friend and i know he was nice to this thing from day one , i mean its like 600 bucks for this thing, well he gets a new blackberry and tells me i need a new phone so he gives it to me. i had it about two months and it starts fucking up the display when i open it. now i cant see nothing, i mean fuck is it just me or what, i have not destroyed a phone myself in years. damn i just want a phone to last me more than 6 months its starting to get very costly. well thats all i got to say for now so later Fox

Mandy (part 1)
It was about 10am and the day was just starting to warm up. I was bumming around my friend Jack’s house; he was on vacation and I was house-sitting for him. I was dressed in my nylon basketball shorts and t-shirt, taking a day off after several crazy weeks of work. Jack and his wife Kimmie were going to be gone for 3 weeks…I had the place all to myself. As I grabbed a beer from the fridge, the doorbell rang. I opened the door and a young looking girl (I later found out she had just turned 18) was standing there. She was wearing a tight blue polo shirt and a short tan skirt. She had a bag over her shoulder. She was just about 5 feet tall, thin (not skinny), had shoulder length dark hair and olive coloredy skin...the kind that turns to a great tan with a little sun. But the most striking thing about her was her eyes...they were light blue (a stark contrast to her skin) and oh, so big. I had a tough time keeping my eyes off them. "Are you Harry?" she snapped me out of my trance. "Yes..

A Lot Of Stuff On My Mind
well i have a whole lot of shit on my mind. and i dont have anyone to talk to about so i thought why not just blog it. ok for the past few days ive been in a pissy mood and the kids just aint helping, but that is normal. most of my friends know that i have moved in with my brother and that my ex bf is being a ass. that is not a big deal. but saturday my ex husband was supose to pick up my daughter (it is his kid too) at 4:00pm and he never showed up. he didnt even call to tell me that he wasnt able to and he usually does. so my daughter is really taking it hard this time the rest of the weekend she was really depressed and was crying this time. she cries when he dont come and get her but it normally dont last long. this time was different cause my nieces mom came down to she my niece so that made things worse for my daughter. i just dont know what to do about it i tell him what is going on and he just acts like it is ok and goes on about his own stuff. i mean he dont have to see her go

Baby Devlin(r.i.p) Loves Us!
"last nite" i was talkin 2 my sis kk,on yahoo and baby devlin(R.I.P)was there,kk could see him and everything almost like he was there physically not just spiritually,with tearring eyes,i told him hi and i missed and loved him,he batted his eyes as if to give me butterfly kisses,kk layed him down and he fell asleep watching stewie,as he slept,kk and i talked about him with words so sad,both of us agreed on so many things in that conversation,such as:i miss him and wish he could be he again physically,not just spiritually.it's almost like he's still here with us,like he didn't...u kno...and also,he wants it to be like he is still alive and with us,because he wants us to stop mourning(but still not forgetting him)and be happy,he hates seing us with faces so sad,we need to keep him with us and be happy so he is happy to.please keep devlin in your hearts to make him happy and let him kno he's loved,whether u knew him or not,love him like everything is possible!blessed be!

Pain
Pain. Eats my insides. Sculpts my masks. Escape. Is that what you call it? States of mind that are unconscious of reality, Of the electric warmth of the world. The prick of truth. Escape in dreams, The unconscious mind fantacizing. And the unconscious must always wake up To the pain. The stinging pain. The driving pain that summons me from the unconscious, And beckons me into the darkness. Must resist. Must not give in. Must let the pain pump through my veins, And run its course, Like the blood that gives me life. The life that gives me pain.

Players/bdg420
Im new to this site, and as I come on to look for this girl I found on the island I live on, some douche E-jumps me. I go to his site, and hes like this huge womanizing P.O.S. Sad thing is, hes playing this girl I like very much. My god she is so beautiful, so smart, and funny. Her name is Isis on here. But How do I talk to her and let her know he is totaly playing her and other ladies on here? If any of you care to comment to him about being so rude to people then please drop him a line. Maybe the more who do this, he might get it threw his head not to play people? another sad thing is, he has her believeing he will come see her in October. Doesnt spend one dime on her, has her call him,( wouldnt bother me, but shes a single mom of 5.) sends all the FU gifts to other girls and totaly plays her. Some one help me stop him, and convince her hes a liar. You can look him up under BDG420.

A Lover's Touch
A lover's touch so soft and sweet, you'd know it anywhere Caressing gently on your cheek, and stroking through your hair His lips brush yours, then kiss again, his tongue your lips divide You sense his touch upon your breast, and let those fingers glide Slowly now his hand does squeeze, drawing all around The silken cloth about that breast, a nipple to be found He rolls it softly back and forth, to build your own desire Knowing that each tease he makes, fans your body's fire And then he slips his mouth onto, the vee your blouse reveals Opening each button then, more kisses he now steals And when at last your blouse is open, to share you with the moon His hands return to stroke and touch, but it is none to soon You arch your back with the cupping, of your breasts you see And then his lips cover more, to tease and taste of thee As passion grows your hands entwine, within his silken mane Pulling him to your lips, so you may kiss again And then his hand slips away,

Are You The Rabbit?
I'm a kick stand in your mouth And I'm the tongue's slamming on the brakes Pull the choke in Pull the choke in As hard as it will take. All your pictures are getting dirty I don't want anyone else's Hand on my gears. And I'll choke on All the diamonds, Like a vulture, on your face So ask your self before you get in, I know the insurance won't cover this. Are you the rabbit Or the headlight, And is there Room in your life For one more breakdown? Faster, faster, Faster-faster-faster, Faster-faster-faster, I'm late, I'm late, I'm late! And the hands I'm my clock Are starting to shake. We're on the line between The devil's tits, And we've been driving on E. I'm going to be wanted for this crime "Well at least you're wanted," She'll say. So ask your self before you get in, I know the insurance won't cover this. Are you the rabbit Or the headlight, And is there Room in your life For one more breakdown? You can't escape, Can't escape All your de

Suprise!!
Have you ever like suprised yourself...Like did something that was so out of character for you....I mean whats all that about...I'm doing things I've never done before....and omg It feels soooo amazing....hanging out with friends again....feeling better about myself than I have in along time...and dare I say taking a few risk....Yea huh Ive been hitting the malibuuuu haha so anyway yea im finsihed here....just gotta say..... Im glad Ive finally opened my eyes and see the light.... thats all lol goes away now clicks the lil red x...much love xoxoxo

Prince Jesse
Heyy everyone!...This guy rocks!...He is in a contest for Mr.Fubar and he's the sweetest guy ever!..This contest is based on comments so PLZ PLZ go leave as many as u can!..I dont care if you are a guy/girl and either does he. x0x0x0x -AsH.WeeE 10 = a VIP keg 50 = a drink and handcuffs ;) 100= plat cherry. 200+ = impala Send me a private message when you are done so i can gift you. No cheating cuz I will check ;) Here is the contest link to comment bomb This Bulletin Has Been Brought To You By: -->?AsH.W??E.?..-Riot Girls Cli?nt-..((Crystals B!tch))@ fubar

My Friends
I HAVE THE BEST FRIENDS IN THE WORLD... U ALL KNOW WHO U ARE... WITHOUT U GUYS I DON'T KNOW HOW I WOULD MAKE IT... I HAVE GONE THROUGH A LOT IN THE PAST COUPLE OF WEEKS AND U GUYS HAVE BEEN THERE EVERY STEP OF THE WAY. A SPECIAL THANKS GOES OUT TO SOHO... GURL WHAT CAN I SAY WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH TOGETHER FROM SCRAPPED KNEES TO HEART BREAKS MARRIAGES AND DIVORCES AND WERE STILL AS STRONG AS EVER! I LOVE U TODAY MORE THAN YESTERDAY AND LESS THAN TOMORROW.. THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING HERE FOR ME U ARE ABSOLUTELY THE TRUE DEFINITION OF A BEST FRIEND..

This Is So True!!
I was thinking about how a status symbol of today is those cell phones that everyone has clipped onto their belt or purse. I can't afford one, so I'm wearing my garage door opener. You know, I spent a fortune on deodorant before I realized that people who avoided me just didn't like me. I was thinking that women should put pictures of missing husbands on beer cans, and men should put pictures of their missing wives up at the mall! I was thinking about old age and decided that old age is when you still have something on the ball, but you are just too tired to bounce it. I thought about making a fitness movie, for folks my age, and calling it "Pumping Rust." I have gotten that dreaded furniture disease -- that's when your chest is falling into your drawers! I've come to realize that the secret to a happy life is not looking like Barbie or Ken and suffering through tofu and rice cakes to stay that way! Its eating chocolate, staying chunky and explain that you're

Fubar Is Fun
Well Fubar is fun. I am enjoying the small chats I have here and there when I log in from time to time. I went a couple days or maybe 24 hours not sure with out logging in and came back to whole lot of new friend requests. I have some pictures to post but won't be doing that tonight. I love the virtual gifts they are fun. I can't wait to get some giant gift that would be even funner. I must say it's different not getting the real gifts. But I love it still it's a great concept. Anyway.. I gotta show tomorrow night at nine I hope you find me! xoxo Faith

Athena
My sweet white chow who was with us 16 years, died Aug 9,2007. She was so sweet and so pretty,I will miss her very much. I have been so sad and feel like this house is just not right without her. My dear friend, I will never forget you. I am so glad to have had her in my life. The Creation When God had made the earth and sky the flowers and the trees, He then made all the animals the fish, the birds and bees. And when at last He'd finished not one was quite the same. He said, "I'll walk this world of mine and give each one a name." And so He traveled far and wide and everywhere He went, a little creature followed Him until it's strength was spent. When all were named upon the earth and in the sky and sea, the little creature said, "Dear Lord, there's not one left for me." Kindly the Father said to him, "I've left you to the end. I've turned my own name back to front and called you dog, My friend." Author Unknown

Dumb Ass!
So I see this MUM today and it says: I have a younger sister who is going to be 16 in September, she's been dying to either get a tattoo or get her tongue pierced but my parents won't let her. Do you think it would be wrong to go against our parents' wishes and get one of the two done for her, for her birthday?..... I Say: Ummm helping a 16 year old get a Tattoo? Are you Serious? Are you a moron? STOP watching Miami Ink!!! The ranks of the stupid keeps growing and growing. Here is an Idea, you both should get IDIOT tattooed on your foreheads...LOL The girl sends this in a shout: sam-i-am: wow your a jackass... Umm it is you're a jack ass not your! Lemme guess you're an Idiot! I say: ->sam-i-am: you are a dumb ass bitch! trendy poser! That's right, that is what I said and I would say it again. WTF is wrong with he world when people let their kids get inked or try to help them get inked? Do kids that age think tattoos are cool? Is this what society has come too?

Help Me Please
i am in a contest and i am way behind. i could use a lot of help. please click on the link below and rate the pic and leave a lot of comments for me. any help would be really appreciated. please show me some love. thank you.

Where Do I Go?
soo my dad and step mom are fighting. she says she moveing to fl. to get away from here. my dad says hes selling the house and moveing 4 hours up north. when i asked what am i to do... my dad told me that he would see if i could move in with my grandma. yeah cuz that would work out real good i would have to be in the house by like 10 and i`m sorry but i am almost 20 damn years old and not going to be trated like i`m a lil kid! we just had a family meeting about talking things out and now thay wont even say a word to eachother!!! what good roal models we have here. aaaarrrrgggg!!!!

Unforgetable
A new dawn breaks The sound of the pouring rain steadys her heart Her breath a cool whisper as she wakes still tangled in his embrace The warmth he brings is like no other They move as one, their bodies intertwined like the notes of a blues song Her mind races, her thoughts are endless but the words cannot be found the feeling she has inside is like no other, to describe it would take an eternity Their eyes speak in perfect harmony, glowing like no other As the rain begins to come down harder her heartbeat rises, moving instinctively to the pitter-patter of rain drops hitting the window To him, her kiss is more rich than any food known to man, Her love, like ecstasy He caresses her silky smooth skin unable to get enough To walk through life without her would be the end of him Times passes them by like cornfields on a scenic drive They are, in this moment, untouchable Their chemistry, undeniable Their love, unforgetable.

One Does Not Fall In Or Out Of Love; One Grows In Love
One does not fall in or out of love; One grows in love The only true remedy for love is to love more. Love and relationships take work. Nothing in this world ever comes easy. You need to love to be loved. Though there are many in this world who truly don't know how or even what true love is all about. I can try and explain in my words what true love is. Of coarse the oldest saying in the book, "Never having to say your sorry." Falling in love consists merely in uncorking the imagination and bottling the common sense. When true love happens no words even need to be spoken. The look in your eyes says it all. My idea of a successful relationship requires falling in love over and over again with the same person. So many complain they fight, argue or simply have to many differences. My friends, this is called life! As in the movie Notebook. My favorite line, "We fight than we love, that is what we do. No one ever said love is going to be easy. It's going to take a

Chicken With Angel Hair Pasta
Chicken recipe with angel hair pasta is made with chicken breasts, broccoli, garlic, and Parmesan cheese. INGREDIENTS: * 1 tablespoon olive oil * 2 teaspoons butter * 3 boneless chicken breast halves cut into 1-inch cubes * 1 carrot, sliced on diagonal into 1/4-inch thick pieces * 1 1/2 cups frozen broccoli florets, thawed * 2 cloves garlic, minced * 12 ounces angel hair pasta or linguini * 2/3 cup chicken broth * 1 teaspoon dried leaf basil * salt and pepper, to taste * 3 tablespoons Parmesan cheese PREPARATION: Heat 2 teaspoons olive oil and 1 teaspoon butter in skillet over medium heat; add chicken. Cook chicken, stirring, until chicken is cooked through, about 5 to 7 minutes. Remove chicken with slotted spoon to paper towels.Add remaining 1 teaspoon oil and 1 teaspoon butter to skillet; add carrot and cook, stirring, for 5 minutes. Add broccoli and garlic to the skillet and cook, stirring for about 2 minutes longer. C

Spiced Chicken With Sweet Potatoes
Chicken parts are cooked with cinnamon, brown sugar, apples, and sweet potatoes. INGREDIENTS: * 3 to 4 pounds chicken pieces * 1/4 cup vegetable oil * 1/2 cup dry vermouth * 1 1/2 teaspoons salt * 1/4 teaspoon pepper * 1/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon * 1 tablespoon brown sugar * 2 tart apples, cored, cut in wedges * 3 sweet potatoes, cooked and sliced PREPARATION: Brown chicken pieces in a heavy skillet in hot vegetable oil. Drain off all but 1 tablespoon of the oil. Combine dry vermouth with salt, pepper, cinnamon, and brown sugar. Add vermouth mixture to chicken in skillet along with the apple wedges.Baste chicken. Cover skillet and cook over low heat for 25 minutes. Add the cooked sliced sweet potatoes and baste again with cooking liquid. Cover and simmer until heated. Serves 6.

Brew Is Very Pissed Off
ISN'T IT CALLED "RESPECT " TO ASK TO CHANGE SOMETHING , NOT TO GO AND DO IT WITHOUT 1 ASKING FIRST 2 SO THEY ARE NOT F'IN SURPRISED 3 IM SO VERY PISSED THAT THE BACKGROUND IN MY LOUNGE BEST BE THE F'IN BACK THEIR. THE BACKGROUND HAS A SPECIAL REASON FOR BEING THERE .AND GIVEN TO ME BY WHOM I TREASURE WITH MY HEART . SORRY WON'T EVEN CUT IT.

2 Moons
~~~SOMETHING TO WATCH~~~ *Two moons on August 27th 2007* *27th of August the Whole World is waiting for...* Planet Mars will be the brightest in the night sky starting August. It will look as large as the full moon to the naked eye. This will cultivate on Aug. 27th 2007, when Mars comes within 34.65M miles of earth. Everyone should watch the sky on August 27th 2007, at 12:30 a.m. It will look like the earth has 2 moons. The next time Mars may come this close is in 2287. Share this with your family & friends... as NO ONE ALIVE TODAY will ever see it again!!!

Love Life
Here is my horoscope for the day... "How's your love life? It picks up somewhat today, even if you think it's as hot as it could be. See if you can find a new way to express your feelings -- or a new way to meet possible mates." I have no love life!! How could it be hotter than it was? lol Grrrrrr!! Just reminds me that I'm lonely, sigh.

M.a. D.d
I WAS DRIVING HOME FROM WORK ONE DAY AND SAW AN AWFUL SCENE A CAR WAS HIT FROM THE BACK AND DRIVING WAS A TEEN HE WAS LYING ON THE GROUND WITH HIS HAND ABOVE HIS HEAD AND ON THE LEFT HAND SIDE WAS A WOMAN LYING DEAD A LITTLE BOY WAS YELLING OUT "MOMMY HELP ME PLEASE" AS THE DRIVER FROM THE OTHER CAR FELL UPON HIS KNEES HE WENT OUT THAT NIGHT HE TOLD THE COPS TO MEET UP WITH A FRIEND HE ONLY HAD A FEW TO DRINK AND NOW TWO LIVES WILL END A TEARDROP FELL FROM DOWN MY EYE AND MY HEART TURNED INTO SORROW A LITTLE CHILD MUST NOW AWAKE WITHOUT A MOM TOMORROW I THOUGHT HOW COULD THIS HAVE HAPPEND IT WAS AWFUL JUST TO THINK A FAMILY IS NOW DESTROYED FROM A MAN WHO HAD TO DRINK J.L.F

Weighty Thoughts
Ok its 12;14 am where i am & i can't fall asleep.Just have alot of thoughts buzzing through my brain.Me i kinda think i'm on the chunky side.I'm 4'11" , medium legnth red hair , blue eyes & around 150lbs.I'm not what i would consider BBW but i'll never be model thin. What hurts is when folks say i'm huge or obese..I had one guy say after reading Hubby& i's profile that if i was a "sub" i had eaten one too many :(.Pretty much most all my clothes are size medium.. i wear a youth size 4 shoe.. i don't know perceptions of people can needlessly hurt. I try to be nice to everyone. It is in my nature to try to take care others. Just i guess i'm confused. What does everyone think.. Comments would be great ty much if you take the time to read this

Moral Lesson 1
A man is walking a tailess little yellow dog on a leash when another man walking a snarling pit bull comes up. The pit takes a run at the at the little yellow dog, growling and snapping. The little dog opens enormous jaws and bites the pit bull in half. The pit bulls owner stares and says ''Lord man, what kind of dog is that?'' "Well, before I cut off his tail and painted him yellow, he was an alligator.''

Forgive Me For Not Replying To Comments
I am 43 and have more medical problems then an 80 yr old woman I just found out i now have fibromyalgia along with my diabetes and kidney problems... There are days i feel no pain then there are days i hurt so much all I do is cry and today was one of those days... So I hope that everyone who leaves me a comment understands that I will do my best to comment them back as soon as I am feeling better... I really enjoy the people on Fubar and I dont want to make any one upset with me for not replying to them so Please I hope everyone understands thank you Love to everyone from April

Posting For High Elder Wolfie Pup
Dark Greetings all this is wolfie! just letting you all know that i am unable to be online i am not sure how long i will be gone but i fear it will be indefinatly.....I am very sorry for this but i can not get onto the fubar website from where i live! i am in a fucking void it seems and its really pissed me off! dont bother commenting this as i can not read it! email me or chat to me if you can see me! lol...... know that i love and miss you all! and will never forget you! yours forever Alpha WolfiePuP P.S. till further notice i am truning control of the clan lupin over to lost in the dark he will do his best to hold the clan together if you have any problems please message him with them and i am sure he can handle them Alpha WolfiePuP

Friends I Really Need Ur Help
For all that dont know i am in a custody/visitation battle with my ex. i am supposed to provide transportation to or from the visits which are in joshua tree, a 45 min bus ride. well due to the bus schedule routes etc, the bus schedule doesnt work out to get him there at 10 oclock on saturday. plus its a really long walk from the bus stop. now they will pick him up and bring him back, but i would have no way of knowing whether or not they really went to the house where the visits are supposed to take place, so i really need to be the one to take him there and bring him home. i am trying to find transportation this saturday, but with having repairs to the house and groceries i dont really have gas money. plus this is going to be an on going thing. so here is my point, i really really need a car. i am trying to find someone that has a car for sale that will take payments, but let me use the car while making the payments. i get a pel grant in september so i culd pay off most of teh balanc

Why We Love Kids So Much!
WHY WE LOVE CHILDREN SO MUCH 1) NUDITY I was driving with my three young children one warm summer evening when a woman in the convertible ahead of us stood up and waved. She was stark naked! As I was reeling from the shock, I heard my 5-year-old shout from the back seat, 'Mom! That lady isn't wearing a seat belt!' 2) OPINIONS On the first day of school, a first-grader handed his teacher a note from his mother. The note read, 'The opinions expressed by this child are not necessarily those of his parents.' 3) KETCHUP A woman was trying hard to get the ketchup out of the jar. During her struggle the phone rang so she asked her 4-year-old daughter to answer the phone. 'Mommy can't come to the phone to talk to you right now. She's hitting the bottle.' 4) MORE NUDITY A little boy got lost at the YMCA and found himself in the women's locker room. When he was spotted, the room burst into shrieks, with ladies grabbing towels and running

I Dont Know
i dont know anmymore im just tired of everthing i just need to move out and get the fuck away im tired of being ignored i feel neglected and unwanted is all... and it sucks and its not just my family its my friends too and it hurts alot...

.decorating.mish.mosh.
im thinking of...doing a mural on my bedroom wall. only cuz it desperately needs something done to it... cuz well...lets face it...the paint job on it is dismal. who on earth thinks its a good idea to take a shade of cream paint and use it as a touch up over eggshell pray tell? *shakes head* i have a few ideas... the first was pastels. cuz i can do pastels...and create exactly the forestry meets water mesh i want... and as long as i seal it...it wouldnt smudge. i could also do acrylic or oils...but... im really not fond of acrylics... ive never liked the finish product texture the same with oils...sure they're ok...but the colour is never picture perfect...and attempting to blend is just the devil incarnate... watercolour would never in a million years do the job...come to think of it...pastels really wont give me the correct shades either...cuz they're well...pastel. im not a pastel person. and pastels...have that whole...crayon thing going on. O.o i just had

From March 2007 Dark Fantasy
I was Born in 1849 in North Carolina,I had a Twin brother,he was deheaded, shortly after,we were transform'd into the Walking Dead.Prior to being Satans Spawn. We fought Bravely for the South.I had a Vision I new we couldn't win.The Yanks just Kept on coming.We'ed Kill 5 an 15 would take there place.We were Bushwac trying to get back to our Regiment.There were 5 of us.My Brother an I an 3 other Confederates.The 3 others were shot up pretty bad.We had no water an no food.As the others lay dieing we made our pact.When they Slept,we drank their blood.My brother an I were stark Crazy Mad.1 died, we ate his flesh.It was nasty,sometimes I feel I can still taste that rotten stinky flesh,it permeanted our nostrils.Then another died,we cut him open to use his stomache for a water bag.Then Jeb held the other dieing man down.I open'd him up had his heart pump the last of his blood into the stomache bag.Then he Dies.The yanks had moved on,they left 1/2 dozen men to finally flush us out.I pulled th

Fubar Football Picks
We can all pick against each other and smack talk. Just go to: http://football.fantasysports.yahoo.com/pickem In order to join the group, just go to Pro Football Pick'em, click the "Sign Up" button (or "Create or Join Group" if you are a returning user). From there, follow the path to join an existing private group and when prompted, enter the following information... Group ID#: 29125 Group Password ed1976

A Man Named Krishnamurti
written by Mr. Jiddu Krishnamurti himself The core of Krishnamurti's teaching is contained in the statement he made in 1929 when he said: "Truth is a pathless land". Man can not come to it through any organization, through any creed, through any dogma, priest or ritual, not through any philosophic knowledge or psychological technique. He has to find it through the mirror of relationship, through the understanding of the contents of his own mind, through observation and not through intellectual analysis or introspective dissection. Man has built in himself images as a fence of security--religious, political, personal. These manifest as symbols, ideas, beliefs. The burden of these images dominates man's thinking, his relationship and his daily life. These images are the causes of our problems for they divide man from man. His perception of life is shaped by the concepts already established in his mind. The content of his consciousness is his entire existence. This

I Can Relate To This =(
"How i feel" Looks like I made a mess again Heartbreak everywhere I step This fire is getting hot again But I touch the flame 'cause I'm a curious cat Creeping where I don't belong Finding out what I knew all along Crying all alone And it's all my fault, all my fault Yeah, I did it again...again Oh, I'm getting tired of believing Even sicker of pretending That it's not so bad, just wait it out Oh, I think you're feeding me lies again The only good man left wasn't him And that's how I feel right now so just let me be Let me be It seems every time I find a good man He's got a good little wife I'm not jealous but I won't lie I don't want to hear about your wonderful life And babies everywhere I look Trophy wives with their little black books At this rate I'm gonna end up alone It's probably all my fault, all my fault Oh, another dead end:again Oh, I'm getting tired of believing Even sicker of pretending That it's not so bad, just wait it out Oh

Parent-teacher Meeting
Waiting impatiently for his scheduled meeting with his son's ninth grade history teacher, Hobson Evert paced back a forth outside of her class room while she finished up a meeting with the parents of another student!!! He looked at his watch for the tenth time and muttered to himself, "What ever that kid did is no excuse to drag me down here at eight o'clock at night for a goddamn meeting, jesus christ, what the fuck are phones for anyway!!!" He was just about to stalk off in a huff when a gentle voice from the doorway called, "Mr. Evert, I can see you now, come in please and have a seat!!!" "Finally," he thought, "let's get the fucking show on the road," while sitting down at a table set up over in the far corner of the room designed just for these parent teachers meetings!!! While the teacher was perusing a sheet of paper on her desk and marking off some names, Hob gave the middle aged old biddy the once over and agreed with his son, nice tits but a little on the dowdy side, but I'd

Random Writings
Ok, I wrote these around 4am while at the hospital with my grandmother. Not sure how to put the order of it, so I'll just jot it here. Humans, insects and animals Peachy flowers, white clouds & beach sands So many things that are phenomenal Beautiful creations from God's hands Each day is a brand new start To let go of grudges, and what once was We reach deep into our hearts Accepting the here & now and what is to come God has a plan No matter what we want it to be For every woman, child and man That only He can see When the time is right We will be hit with the Holy Spirit's rays Our souls will take flight And we'll sit beside God for the rest of our days

My Grandmother
With your presence we were blessed You're different from all the rest Always filled with such zest You truly are the best You're an angel sent from up above As beautiful and pure as a dove You've always given and received an unconditional supply of love

You Are Everything To Somebody
You are Everything To Somebody Right now at this very minute----------- someone is very proud of you someone is thinking of you someone cares about you someone misses you someone wants to talk to you someone wants to be with you someone hopes you aren't in trouble someone is thankful for the support you have provided someone wants to hold your hand someone hopes everything turns out all right someone wants you to be happy someone wants you to find them someone is celebrating your successes someone wants to give you a gift someone think you ARE a gift someone hopes you are not too cold, or too hot someone wants to hug you someone loves you someone wants to lavish you with small gifts someone admires your strength someone is thinking of you and smiling someone wants to be your shoulder to cry on! someone wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun someone thinks the world of you someone wants to protect you someone would do anyth

A Few Random Things!!
Ok so0o I've decided to give this blog thingy another try..Today has been uneventful, which is a shocker considering my life is a soap opera waiting to happen!(no joke) but the last few days have actually been purdy exciting.......... I got a job offer in North Carolina and I'm really considering taking it although I do love my job and my house here, but I think I need some change in my life.. Visited my mom's grave yesterday..first time in over a year..although I never got the chance to know her it still hurts to go there. Well I betI'm boring you to tears so I'll end this now..L8RZ!!

Pain
Pain Watch as this tear falls into empty space See it fall into life's nameless place Can you see the sparkle as it catches the light That sparkle once was happiness that is no longer in sight As it falls watch it, its color has changed From blue to bright red, it has a wide range There it goes all alone, it continues to fall With it, it takes the emotion, the emotion of all Wait, can you hear it? A sob has broke free Has shook the lungs cold, but yet it continues to be Here it comes, a force has been built between the eye A wall of shear water, it's now time to cry A shudder, a scream, darkness envelops your soul The darkness of the night has taken its toll

Stay
Cueshe - Stay I believe We shouldnt let the moment pass us by Life's too short We shouldnt wait for the water to run dry Think about it Cause we only have one shot at destiny All im asking Could it possibly be you and me? So if you'd still go, i'll understand Would you give me something just to hold on to? And if you'll stay, ill hold your hand Cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you Time has come For us to go our separate ways God forbid But my mind is going crazy today I feel so cold Feel so numb Im having nightmares but im awake Help me lord Fight this loneliness Take this pain away So if you'd still go, i'll understand Would you give me something just to hold on to? And if you'll stay, ill hold your hand Cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you Now that you're gone, im all alone Im still hoping that you would come back home Dont care how long, but im willing to wait Cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you

Respect Is Something Earned... Not Given.
Ok, I know I am writing this more to vent than anything else.. but it is the truth to me... something I live by with anyone I meet. Respect is earned, not just given. I've found myself lately in a predicament at work where I am not having much respect to a coworker of mine. Yes She is one who is above me. However, for the most part when I am at work I do show respect, at least in the aspects where I do feel respect is due. However, there have been recent events in which I do not completely feel she deserves my respect, and in such moments.. I have not shown it. Yes I have been a bit sternly rude, I have spoken my mind. I have gotten defensive on things, however... She herself (though she does not feel it) has talked down to me or otherwise has shown me disrespect as well. The concept... Respect is earned, not given. She tells me I need to show her respect. All well and good. She is in a higher position than I. To me that means nothing. It means that perhaps she has earned s

Angel And Her Lover
The lover sleeps and amid his dreams His angel comes on sunlit beams. To awaken him with kisses sweet, For her love for him is oh so deep. She wakes him with her caresses light Upon his skin and smiles so bright. And in her eyes, he sees the love She feels for him neath stars above. He comes to her to gently place, Kisses upon her neck and face. To caress her body and touch her soul. For together the two become a whole. The love they make is deep and true And in this embrace their love renew. When all is done and all's been said, Upon her breasts he rests his head. And hears her heart beat for him alone. A greater love, he's never known.

Is It Really Worth It?
And this evening, after a night of bowling and talking to my friend from NYC on the phone, I spent entirely too much time at the bar and am now home... by myself... and crying. It's stupid. I shouldn't be. But, that's what's happening. I'm lonely, and I can't do anything about it. Worst part about it is, the people on my list will probably remove me for saying so, citing "too much negativity" as a reason. But, when all you can think of is trying to find ways to spend your time off with others than yourself, and you can't, what exactly are you supposed to do? Anyway, I don't expect anyone to read this. It seems like I'm the only one who reads my blogs lately. A person on my list is threatning to kill herself over the same lonliness issues. What's sorry is that I can't even help myself... much less, her.

I'm Holding A Bonanza Giveaway On My Page
I decided it's time to host my own giveaway. The rules are simple, pick the prize you want to go for, send me an email with the picture of yours you want commented on. I will help post bullitens and blogs for your give away prize. When you have reached the set comments, email me back, and I will send you your gift within 24 hours. I will not be available for "shout" during the giveaway, as I am involved with helping people on this site with assorted things. Here are the items: Men's ring = 10K comments Volcano = 5K comments Tropical vacation = 37.5K comments Diamond ring = 10K comments Diamond Earrings = 15K comments Rolex = 12.5 K comments Men's bracelet = 3,750 comments Corvette = 50K comments Megatron = 2.5K comments

Silently She Dreams
Silently She Dreams Silently in her dreams she gazes upon him there. She sees him sleeping peacefully and longs to hold him near. She reaches out her trembling hand to gently touch his face. Remembering short hours ago, sharing loves embrace. He stirs just then and spies her tender loving stare. Then places his hand over hers, stunned at the extent of her care. Their eyes never leave each other as she caresses his soft skin. She smiles at him slightly as she moves closer to him. He takes her in his arms placing a kiss upon her cheek. She turns her head slowly, his lips for her to seek. A subtle moan escapes her as his hand explores anew. Passions kiss intensifies as their rhythmic dance ensues. He proclaims his love for her as he kisses her wanting neck. She moves her hands over him to rest upon his chest. Feeling her velvet secret engulf him again and again, And feels her building climax escaping from her within She arches back, gazing in his eyes

Fook It!!! Who Cares
I am doing everything to get to godmother. Even bombing contest, I do thanks Mizz Shady and her posse for helping me. but you would figure that with having as many friends as i do there would be more help out there. but i guess im on my own doing this. If you want to help me please do. any and all help is welcome. Yes I'm venting this morning. with all the photos i have the most rating that any of the new ones have is 3 rates. I have rated more pics and dropped more comments today than i have in a long time. Ill be seeing comments and pics in my sleep. Come on help a girl get to godmother. thanks for bothering to read if you did.

Winter Rendezvous
It's a cold winter night, wind blowing hard, snow covering the ground. I walk into the lounge room hand in hand with you. I lead you to a bearskin rug on the floor in front of the fireplace with that as our only light and one of our sources for heat but we know we can make our own source of heat just being in one another's arms. We set our glasses of bubbly down and then get down on the rug on our knees and just passionately kiss one another for what seems like an eternity. Our passion grows even greater, so much so that we no longer need the fire to keep us warm but we stay there because the light is hitting each other so erotically. We break our embrace, not that we want to but so I can remove your blouse and position myself behind you. I give you kisses around your neck, cheeks, and lean your head back against me as I kiss your wonderful lips. Our tongues meet in the middle and share a wonderful dance together in each other’s mouths. My hands are caressing your sexy body

A Heartfelt Plea
No matter how hard I seem to try, My love for you won't wither, or die, Though from pain I do try to hide, Tis like Canute trying to stem the tide, In truth my heart is but a sorry mess, Beating still but under some duress, It took time for my eyes to see clearly, What my stupidity cost me so dearly, My mind is full of dreams, and some hope that time will pass that we will cope, but my heart does so dearly wish to be joined once again, just you and me The problems that seemed so fraught, with time now no longer seem import, to start again, is it really such a crime, when really, I should have given you time In an age where you can fly the way in something less than a full day say you would like to make a new start know you are just 24 hours from my heart My heartfelt plea, time it must end the house and dogs I must attend but think again, could love find a way, in each others arms, in the sun, each day

Always Yours
Till we meet my heart waits, beating with anticipation. Your eyes captivate me, drawing me deep in their dark depths, showing me glimpses of the sweet soul inside. One glance and I drown in your love, swimming to the surface only with great strength and will. Holding on for all I'm worth, dreaming of the day I'm yours for always....

I Wonder If It's True
This or ThatThe Best FriendYou are that person who would be the perfect best friend... You would give up everything for your friends even if it means compromising something for yourself... You are that person who someone knows that they can tell anything to and you won't get mad or tell anyone else!Click Here to Take This QuizQuizzes and Personality Tests

Wet Dreams
Water…hot, soft, pulsating. It runs down your body as you stand under the spray. It trickles, making rivulets, running down into every hollow, and every crease of your body. It caresses your face, your neck, and your breasts, dripping off of your nipples. You can feel the heat from the water coursing down your back, and you think of my hands, roaming over you, exciting you. You reach for the soap, lathering your hands, and bring them to your face, smoothing the bubbles over your soft skin, inhaling the scent. Your hands move to your neck, rubbing, circling, and caressing, down to your breasts. Your hands are slick, sliding easily over the mounds. Your hand softly cradles a breast, while your other hand moves across your stomach, making a trail of lather. Your thumb grazes across a nipple, and slowly circles, bringing it to a peak. The bar of soap falls from your hand as you cradle your other breast, pinching a nipple. You squeeze them both simultaneously, and gasp at the sharp knife of

Might Be Away For Awhile.
Okay, I'm headed back to Wichita Falls tomorrow. Yayyyyy!!!!! If only you could see my sarcasm. Anyway, I don't have internet back at my place, but I'll try to keep up with fubar as much as I can. Please don't e-mail me wondering if I'm dead. I won't be able to answer anyway if I am. And, I'm not ignoring anyone, so don't be butthurt either. Hopefully, I'll have internet soon. I don't know what I'm more sad about..going back to Wichita Falls, or not having internet. Probably a little of both, but anyway, hope everyone has a great week and a good time. Get back at ya when I can. XOXO

My Friend Is Hurt What Do I Tell Him?
My bf that is close to me has been chatin w this other person online. This person 4 some reason has made all of his days brighter, until 2day. Now all of the sudden he is down and sad and sayin that she requested to jus b friends. I think he reallythought that something was going to come of this pc affair! lol. I jus dont no how to tell him with out hurtin his feelings that this was jus a pc thing and he needs to move on or jus b friends! I dont understand how hecan really grow so close to someone he hasnt even eattin a meal with. I guess i need help......... plz tell me what to say as a good friend.

A Wish Gone Awry And A Cuddly Name For A Storm..
Good Morning. Have you ever heard the saying; “Be careful what you wish for”… Usually it is followed by … because it might just come true, statement. Well I have one here for you. This comes from the close by state of Illinois. It all started by the man wanting to add spice to couples marriage. Here is that story: Northbrook, Ill., husband Arthur Friedman persuaded his wife that after 10 years' marriage, they should become mate-swapping swingers, which he thought would enhance their relationship. His wife, reluctant at first, began to participate and eventually fell in love with another swinging husband, an event that precipitated the Friedmans' breakup, reported the Chicago Sun-Times. Friedman, with an inadequate appreciation of irony, sued the husband under Illinois' alienation-of-affection law, and in June, a jury actually found in his favor, for $4,802.87. However, the soon-to-be-divorced Mrs. Friedman said she felt humiliated by the implication that she had been "worth" just $480

Hey, Doc... Whatcha Gonna Do With That?
Hiho-hiho it's off to surgery I go...should be a fast outpatient deal so wish the Doc luck. If he screws it up, you all can take him out for me. :D inguinal hernias...the exception that proves the rule "better out than in"... oh, and let's not forget the great post surgical drugs... I'd offer you all some... but...nah.. I might actually need these :D. ANYHOW... Dunno when I'll be back on... maybe today, maybe tomorrow...meh... depends on the dosage :D See ya all later!

Happy Birthday Ron!!!!
May you find what you've been searching for, And it be all that you have dreamed and even more. May everything go right for you this day, And nothing but happiness to come your way. May all your wishes today come true, And you be always blessed in all you say and do. May you feel the love being sent your way, And know that I am wishing you a Happy Birthday!! Happy Birthday Ron!!! Wishing you the best, hope its an awesome one. Good luck with the training, I know you'll do great. Thank you for being such a great friend. I am so glad I met you. XOXOXO, Chrissy

Horoscope
"Parties and other social gatherings are perfect for your mood and frame of mind. It's a great time to meet new people and show them how awesome you are -- the right words come much more easily to you now." This horoscope is actually right, I am awesome! hehehe

Um, Stalker??
what's with this jackass??? ->Here and T...: considering it's not a rule and just a suggestion i find it funny you're getting bent out of shape i don't have to post a salute to prove to you or anyone i'm real. Here and T...: I just wonder why somepeople have to follow the rules, and some dont?

We're A Dying Breed...
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy who told his secrets to her. To ev

The Greatest Treasure
Mary and her husband Jim had a dog, Lucky. Lucky was a real character. Whenever Mary and Jim had company come for a weekend visit they would warn their friends to not leave their luggage open because Lucky would help himself to whatever struck his fancy. Inevitably, someone would forget and something would come up missing. Mary or Jim would go to Lucky's toy box in the basement and there the treasure would be, amid all of Lucky's favorite toys. Lucky always stashed his finds in his toy box and he was very particular that his toys stay in the box. It happened that Mary found out she had breast cancer. Something told her she was going to die of this disease, she was just sure it was fatal. She scheduled the double mastectomy, fear riding her shoulders. The night before she was to go to the hospital she cuddled with Lucky. A thought struck her...what would happen to Lucky? Although the three-year-old dog liked Jim, he was Mary's dog through and through. If I die, Lucky w

O.k. Instead Of Sendin It Out Here Ya'll Go!
YOU'VE BEEN HIT! YOU'VE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF THE SEXIEST IN FUBAR LAND! ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HIT U HAVE TO HIT THE SEXIEST PEOPLE. IF U GET HIT AGAIN U KNOW THAT U R REALLY SEXY. IF U BREAK THE CHAIN U HAVE UGLINESS FOR 15 YEARS ..........SO HIT 15 SEXY PEOPLE AND LET THEM KNOW THEY R SEXY SEND THIS TO ALL THE PPL THAT U THINK ARE SEXI -IF U GOT 1 BACK THEN U ARE UGLY PPL JUST SENT U THIS TO BE NICE -IF U GOT 2 BACK UR BETTER THAN UGLY -IF U GET 3 BACK UR OKAY -IF U GET 4 BACK THEN U ARE PRETTY -IF U GET 5 BACK THEN U ARE FREAKIN SEXI -AND IF YOU GET MORE THAN THAT EVERYBODY THINKS YOU'RE FUCKIN FINE Send this to all ur sexii friends. Including person who sent it to u ....?SeXy?..?SeXy? ...?SeXy?...?SeXy? .?SeXy?.......?SeXy? ...?SeXy.?.....?SeXy? ......?SeXy? ...........?SeXy? ?SeXy?......?SeXy? .?SeXy?.......?SeXy? ...?SeXy?...?SeXy? .........?SeXy? ?SeXy??SeXy??SeXy? ?SeXy??SeXy??SeXy? ?SeXy? ?SeXy? ?SeXy??SeXy? ?SeXy??SeXy? ?SeXy? ?SeXy? ?SeXy??SeXy??S

Still I Hurt
Endless nights sleepless Tossing and turning Take the pain away Cutting, deeper still I hurt Broken hearted yet again Must be me thats not right I love to deep and nothing in return oh take away the pain Cutting, deeper still i hurt Looking in the mirror Scarred and beaten down again Oh take away the pain Cutting, deeper still i hurt

Cradle Me
It's with a broken heart I come to you and set my troubles at your feet Wanting you to pick them up and cradle them within your palm Holding them tightly and molding them molding them into something new Into some beautiful tear drop that will simply fall and evaporate to nothing It's with these tender hands, stained and calloused from crawling, crawling through the prickly bushes of life that I set myself before you and emerge emerge from this strong little girl who knew everything to this bleeding, crying, needing woman alone and afraid of tomorrow Where do I hang my coat at when I'm ready to go to bed When the day has got me weary and tired When the letters I write all come back to me, return to sender stamped on the front Am I really just talking to water when I say I love you watching the words hit and ripple away forever It's with a lonely smile used and ripped apart to their fancy that my eyes gaze up to you from this cold puddle of failure in d

Saying Enough
We all have gone down paths,that we arent proud of,then there has been some roads we travelled ,that we left our hearts,but never go back.One day after a brutal beaten.I set out on the gazebo,and I prayed.I pray for death,but,no lightening strikes.I prayed for his death,still kicking,then I realized I was praying for the wrong thing to get even.Now,how would my own death ,be even,the possibilities would be unlimited.So after many tears.I raise up my head to the heaven and said"I leaving my life in your hands you do with me as will,because I am dead." But,you know what I wasnt,and I didnt want to really die.I just didnt want to exist in this mangle mess anymore.Scared to death,the next beaten would kill(how ironic),or lead me in a wheelchair for life(which I fear the most)Now God ,he might not answer prayers right away,and he might not give you exactly what you want,but,he is powerful.So I got real sick.And I woke up to the fact.The only person that would help me out of these bad situ

Bored Already
1. You have 5 dollars and need to buy a couple snacks at a gas station. What do you buy? Hot Fries, Dr. Pepper and peanut m&ms 2. If you were reincarnated as a sea creature, what would you want to be? Dolphin 3. Favorite redhead? Gee, I don't think I know a redhead! 4. What do you order when you're at IHOP? Stuffed French Toast 5. Last book you read? At Risk by Patricia Cornwell 6. Describe your favorite pair of underwear. Hot pink & blue lace...the kind that make your booty look awesome! 7. Describe the last time you were injured. Well I have this bruise on my knee...no clue how I got it, but I'm sure it was well worth it..lol 8. Of all your friends, who would you want to be stuck in a well with? I couldn't pick one...I'd want 'em all! 9. Rock concert or symphony? Rock concert 10. What is the wallpaper of your mobile phone? Blake wearing Jon's cap 11. Fizzy drink? Sprite 13. If you could only use one form of transportation for the rest of yo

Still Hope
To this terrain-trembling world of unsung champions and championed idiots, hindered struggler's and bungled dreams, still they come, flashing their beams of hope -- Pure-fire bringers born of the sun, democracy dreamers, children of a brighter light, the poet, the writer, slashing the thick dark night with silvery signals of hope.

Here's How You Discipline Your Horse
My mare was a snot this weekend. I was brushing her back, and she turned and bit me on the right shoulder. She didn't clamp down (thank god, since horses have to proceed with the entire bite manuever once they start, and the pain from that is incredible!), it was an open mouth tap, like a tap on the shoulder in horse language. For humans, it was like getting clubbed inthe shoulder with a 2x4 with teeth. Nothing personal, she probably thoughto herself. I kept grooming her, and looked right back at her, daring her to do that again, and she stared right back at me, thinking about things. I offered the bit to her, and she nearly broke the cross ties getting away from it. I decided t be nice, and we rode inside, away from the sweltering heat. I had to get after het quite a bit, and she was not following commands. After the ride, I went home, and visited parisdailyphoto.com, found some images of a store that specializes in horse meat, printed some images of the store front, (comple

The Hugging Judge
This one made me smile : ) The Hugging Judge By Jack Canfield and Mark V. Hansen Lee Shapiro is a retired judge. He is also one of the most genuinely loving people we know. At one point in his career, Lee realized that love is the greatest power there is. As a result, Lee became a hugger. He began offering everybody a hug. His colleagues dubbed him “the hugging judge” (as opposed to the hanging judge, we suppose). The bumper sticker on his car reads, “Don’t bug me! Hug me!” About six years ago Lee created what he calls his Hugger Kit. On the outside it reads “A heart for a hug.” The inside contains thirty little red embroidered hearts with stickums on the back. Lee will take out his Hugger Kit, go around to people and offer them a little red heart in exchange for a hug. Lee has become so well known for this that he is often invited to keynote conferences and conventions, where he shares his message of unconditional love. At a conference in San Francisco, the local ne

Prayers
Please All Send Your Prayers.. My Friend of almost 20 years is battling 3 different Cancers.. Mike can Use all the warm thoughts that can be sent.. He has had Chemo Every day since last thursday on a continueal drip as well as Radiation every day.. We do Believe He is wanting to give up because it is Hurting More to try to Survive. The Onocoligist is not giving him long..Lymphatic Cancer is the Most Progressive and we are about 100 miles behind it as of Yesterday... Been with Mike every day since Thursday and This too may end by tuesday this next week... Every One Thanks for any Prayers You may be able to send his way and Please Stay Safe All.. Blessings..

Give Some Advice
I have a friend. Let's call her "HOPE" this friend is 22 and has 2 wonderful children. She is married but separated. I went visit her a few days ago and she was depressed so I talked to her and tried cheering her up some. We were up all night talking so I stayed the night, Left in the morning to go visit other people. I guess her husband came over and they talk about things. B/c she called me and told me that they going to try and work things out. With that being said the reason she left him was b/c she said he treated her like shit, never let her have friends, she was in his world not her own. Also always fight with him about the kids. So she says they talked about everything and going to try and work things out. Well today she was asking for help to find out what she should do about her situation. She wants her kids to be happy that's why she is trying to work things out. But she hates being with him. She is so depressed. Her question is what she should do. Be with he

Anxiety
The past few weeks I have been feeling more and more anxious. I am having trouble sleeping in the night, and during the day I feel so tired it is hard to move. It's driving me mental! I have been having quite a bit of time off in the past year as I have had constant nausea and vomitting, and my employer is monitoring me. I have been refered to Occupational health, who can't really do anything, as I am still awaiting results from various consultants, re: PCOS and Liver. Health wise things for me are up in the air. Anyway, last wednesday I had to take a carers day as Andrew wasn't very well all of Tuesday night and most of wednesday morning. Then at 6.00pm, as I went out to call Ellie-Marie in for her dinner, she fell off the monkey bars and has proken her arm. So after an evening in A&E, and a doctor giving me 'the look' when he saw that Ellie has had loads of hospital visits in her 6 years of life. Most of them have been for tempeatures and UTI's etc, but lets just say she is

A Friendly Smile
Every thing's gone wrong today. No one reacts to anything you say. No matter how much you scream and cry, The world seems to be passing you by. No one seems to notice or care, That you're trying to be heard over your despair. But on one face a smile shines through, A smile that knows and cares about you. A smile with love to lend On a face you recognize as a friend. Sorry all... just having one of those days and not my usual self... after all, I am human. A note of thanks to my friends who help me as much as I try to help everyone. I guess it's time to really figure out who matters and what does not.

Mike...up-date
Just talked with the Doctor and My Dear Friend Mike has refused any more Chemo- According to the Doctor Now it is a Death Watch.. So we Sit With him and hold His hand so He Knows He is Not going Alone..But In True Irish Style We are Toasting him While He is Still Among Us So He Knows His is Loved And needed But We Will Respect His Choice ... 3 generations will Miss his Fighting Style... Again Thank All for the Prayers and warm wishs for Mike And Blessings to any who read this..Thank You...My heart is breaking for this loss but.. I rejoyce that soon His Pain Shall be None...

Men That Dont Think Women On Here Deserve Respect!!
OK HERE IS THE DEAL IF YOU ADD ME AS A FRIEND OR WHAT EVER THEN YOU START TALKIN TO ME AND ASKING ME QUESTIONS LIKE DO I WANT YOUR DICK AND HOW DO I LIKE TO BE FUCKED THEN I ASK YOU POLITELY TO SHOW ME RESPECT.... DONT GET YOUR EGO HURT THEN CALL ME NAMES AS IN A FAT UGLY BITCH BECAUSE APPARENTLY THERE WAS SOMETHING THAT MADE YOU ADD ME IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!! SO IF YOU ARE GOING TO TALK TO ME IN THAT MANNER FROM THE GET GO DONT EVEN BOTHER TALKING TO ME OR ADDING ME... YEAH I HAVE PICS ON HERE AND A LOT IN LINGERIE THAT DOESNT MEAN I DONT DESERVE RESPECT IT MEANS IM CONFIDENT IN WHAT I LOOK LIKE WHAT YOU SAY DOESNT HURT MY FEELINGS BUT AS YOUR MOMMA SHOULD HAVE TOLD YOU WHEN YOU WHERE YOUNGER IF YOU DONT HAVE NOTHIN NICE TO SAY DONT SAY ANYTHING AT ALL!! IM TIRED OF THESE LOW LIFE GUYS ON HERE THAT ADD ME AS A FRIEND JUST TO SEE IF THEY CAN GET IN MY PANTS... IT ISNT GOING TO HAPPEN... IF YOU WNAT TO FLIRT AND BE FRIEND FINE BUT I AM A VERY OUTSPOKEN PERSON AND I WILL LET YOU KNOW W

Lost
i woke up this morning and she was on mind,i turn to the left amd the the sight of her was blind. so i thought to myslf it most have been a dream but i could have sworn she was just layin next to me, so i contact her asap to see if im trippin, my mind is either playin tricks on me or i finally found that one that most men wait there whole lives for a dont even know when shes right in front of them, whateverit is im a take advantage of the situation and if its a sign i must keep in mind.

A Little Dr. Phil For Ya?? :-p
So there was a MuMM on children, behaviour and discipline issues. I got a bit carried away...as I've been known to do. *blush* It's a topic I'm not just passionate about, but have been on BOTH sides of before. Without getting into personal details, I know what abuse is like first-hand. I have always tried to find a way to relate to children so that punishment is a last-resort, no matter what form chosen. You'd be surprised what a little "persuasive" guidance can accomplish with children. :-) (I.E. - "Let's see how many toys you can put away in 15 minutes!" or "How many toys can you fit in your toy box?" etc. Get the point? It works!!!) Here's the two long-winded comments I left. LoL -------------------------------------------------- Comment 1: Whatever you choose to do...CONSISTENCY is key! If you do not follow through each and every time, or make "empty threats", they'll quickly learn which buttons to push, when & how to push them, and that there will be little to NO conse

Concert Memories - Led Zeppelin
(Originally posted to my "real" blog on 4/30/07 - Want the link? Throw me a shout.) April 30, 1977 - Led Zeppelin breaks the record for the largest attendance for a single-act show in the Pontiac Silverdome with 76,229 in attendance. I was indeed one of the 76,229 fortunate souls, and arguably the happiest person in the entire stadium. I was 15 at the time - ridiculously naive, yet still pretending that I'd seen it all, done most of it, and perfected a lot of it. Led Zeppelin was my favorite band. Actually, it still is my favorite band. One of the things I miss the most about being a teenager is experiencing the sheer joyful rapture that a certain band could bring to you. Those days are gone forever for me now, but I still have a ton of memories. I've seen the original Elton John band; Alice Cooper, back in the days when he was still thought of as a menace; I was fortunate enough to see Freddie Mercury and Queen several times; I've probably seen Kiss more times than I've attended

I Can Access Fubar While Mobile Again
In one of my earlier blogs, I said that fubar changed their settings and I couldn't get on fubar from my phone. I found another browser for my phone that works with fubar. Opera Mini works with fubar. I am glad that I can now check on my fubar while mobile. I just wish that I use all the features, but oh well. While mobile on Opera Mini, I CAN: view profiles view profile comments comment on profiles view photos comment on photos accept friend requests read my shoutbox view blogs While mobile, I CANNOT: rate anything reply to my shoutbox view photo comments write in my blog read mail reply to mail Thank you to everyone for all the love. I enjoy hearing what people think. Hope you all have a great week! Please rate all my blogs if you read them. Thanks, Orgasmic Aimee

Musical Memories - Prince
(Originally posted to my "real" blog on 12/19/05. Want the link? Throw me a shout.) At some point in your life, you might run into a celebrity. I've run into a couple in my time - stars of varying magnitude. But to me, the biggest star I've ever met is Prince. Prince Rogers Nelson. His Royal Purple Badness. TAFKAP. He's one of my heroes, despite my opinion that he's usually in sore need of the services of an outside editor. I ignore most of his 90's output, and with good reason. But when it comes down to brass tacks, he's always been the man. I saw the Dirty Mind, Controversy, 1999, Purple Rain, and Parade tours, and would have gone to the Sign o' the Times tour as well, had an emergency business trip not raised its head a couple of days before the concert. Say what you want about his quirks and persona. I probably won't disagree with most of it. But, he can play a guitar like few others, has vocal chops directly from a higher power, and is an amazing producer, in addit

Home From Fetishcon
Finally home from Fetishcon.Exhausted...sore( I really need a foot slave) and happy.Had a great time and saw many old friends and many great new ones.I want to thank Vesta and Mike for another awesome con.I also want to thank the Torvea Toys boys for all their help and for putting up with me all weekend(love you all).Vivian Ireene Pierce...honey.. only you could tickle me soooooo damn well.;) I'm looking forward to seeing all pics of the fun and chaos that will be forth comming soon.I have a few and will be posting them soon.I even managed to bring home a few new goodies in the process.:) Keep watching for new pics from the Kinque de Cabaret show and from Fetishcon in the up comming days ahead. Love to all my darklings, Jezebel Tempting

Another Visit
I awoke with my hands tied over my head. How she did it without waking me I don’t know. Laying there on my back. Her soft breath hot on my neck as she nuzzled me. She was expert with me. Knowing exactly what turned me on the most. Taking me in her hand she began. As her hand moved on me she began to whisper. I grew instantly. I could feel her smile against my ear. She kissed down my neck and began teasing my nipples with her mouth. I longed to touch her to feel her skin. Soon groans started escaping my mouth. She immediately moved up and covered my mouth with hers. Her tongue darting in my mouth sweet and strong. Biting my lip as her hand moved in the rhythm that drove me mad with desire. Kissing me again and again. Her breasts against my side. Nipples hard and begging to be sucked. I begged her to mount me. Begged to feel her velvet engulf me. She straddled my stomach then, facing away. I could see how wet she was as she backed herself over my face. My mouth watered as she

Why I Am A Superhero.. Faith, Belief... Unwavering Confidence
Autism! Pdd nos! Aspergers syndrome! ADHD! High functioning! Low functioning! Delayed! Hearing these words about your child can be crushing. They can devastate you to your very core. The good news is THEY DON’T HAVE TO! Let me tell you why…. It doesn’t matter. That’s right. It simply doesn’t matter. If you want to really help your child then read on. I’m serious. Don’t be like the thousands who wish they had “lived” this concept sooner. Pretend for a moment you have a newborn. He is simply perfect. By the time he is two years old, his fingers are so long, they look strange. You go to a renowned physician and ask “What’s wrong with my child? Why are his fingers so long?”. The physician smiles and says “Your child has a condition called spindle fingers. He has a natural gift for playing musical instruments. Many dream of having this talent”. You’re absolutely thrilled and can’t wait to share the news. You rush home but on the way you stop to buy a toy xylop

Just Another Day
yup thats just what it is...another day...i wont be able to do anything like move or such for at least 3 years anyways...have you ever had a dream that in itself isnt dumb but what holds you back from it is dumb...well thats me...if i had all the permits and money needed my kids could have thier cafe in the " dam"...but now they will have to wait mostly wait till justin[ 3rd son] to get back from the desert...so to keep busy here i been moving furniture and spending time on here and to me its just another day...i need a new hobby...id love to learn how to use photoshop or morphing i love art....so ill put that on my xmas wish list...haha and see if santa comes to see me this year...lol...but on a positive note my trip to europe was insane beautiful amazing etc we are all going back once the boys have done thier time in the armed forces...but we will see till next time xoxoxoxo

What Did I Miss?
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The Science Of Heroes
So the TV show Heroes was a cool show, and ended with a pretty good cliffhanger. While there are questions that everyone is waiting to hear answered, the main thing is that the science is off. E=mc2 explains that the explosion of whats his face would have been much more devastating. Using Einstein’s theory (which is pretty much universally accepted) we can determine the size of the explosion that would occur when a man goes from solid mass into pure energy. Energy equals mass times the speed of light squared. So we take his mass, and times it by the speed of light squared. 186,000 miles per second, times 186,000 miles per second, times his mass, figure the average man is between 175-200 pounds, that equals a shitload of energy. Keep in mind that the Atomic bomb is an example of this equation put into action. The bomb that was dropped on Hiroshima was about on ounce of material that was converted into energy. The effect of that explosion was so destructive that everything with

And Now For Myself.... I Ask For Ur Help
Ok, so here's the deal. I have a doctor appointment today. I will be having an annual check up, (ladies u know what i mean) but at the same time, i will be tested for 3 different types of cancer. Ovarian cancer, cancer of the uterus, and skin cancer. Yes i said 3. This is the 2nd time i'm being tested for ovarian cancer... :( i have been sick quite often lately.. and the docs just havent figured out what is going on with me, but when they decided to listen to me and realize how much cancer runs in my family, they decided to run tests... DUH!!! Gosh, some of us have to suffer for long periods of time before doctors will listen to us. That's just not right. Please Pray, and keep me in your thoughts... I will let you know what happens as soon as i get any news.

Memory Lane - The G-string Story.
(Originally posted to my "real" blog on 12/9/05. Want the link? Throw me a shout.) In response to an earlier post, where I'd mentioned that I'd stripped to a g-string in public, when I was the MC for a male strip group, a friend asked me the following question: "All right, if you were the MC, why were you wearing a G string under your clothes? Hmm?" The first time, I wasn't. The show was a private one - we were the entertainment after a banquet for a women's bowling league. The bar was rented out to the league for the night, and by the time we came on, every woman in the place was either seriously ripped, or at least well on the way to it. The bar itself had a second story that was off-limits to the patrons, but we were using it as a dressing room. There was a railing upstairs and the other guys in the group could look over it, and down directly on the stage. I'd been doing shows with them for three months, and had never removed anything more than my tie and jacket. When

From A Dear From
Taking your hand Fingers to my lips I want to love every inch of you Taste every part of your body As if I can drink your love's blood Through your very pores I want to get lost in your eyes Consumed by your kiss Set my body on fire Quench the fire in my blood With sweet caresses Touch my soul with your passion Lay down beside me Feel my body crying for you Lets get lost in each other Touching, tasting, exploring We will exceed passion, go beyond bliss For this is our time Want me like no other Need you, like the air that I breathe Together, one mind, one soul Fused in the heat of passionate love Existing in this moment Forever

Just Me
♥ Love ♥ I've never been in love. Part of that's my fault, but a good guy hasn't exactly stumbled along either. I'm awfully fickle, to an extent that people cannot fathom. I even make myself wonder. I'd like to know what it's like, sure. But I think I need to focus not on being in love, but just showing compassion before it's too late. Letting people know how I really feel without fear. Then, who knows... ::Stability:: It's a strange thing. I will admit, materialistically, I've had a wonderful life. I've never really gone "without". Please understand though - my family has been through some horrendous times financially, but I've always known that it could be worse. So as "taken care of" as I've been, I'm strangley realistic and mature and understand that it's time to grow up in that sense and take care of myself. ::Passion:: I'm a very passionate person. But privately. I like to keep things to myself. Probably because I feel like people won't understand, and

Hornyscopes!!!!!
AQUARIUS Jan 21 - Feb 19 Ruling Planet: URANUS. The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship, it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on.They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs.Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying. They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them. FAVE POSITION Mutual masturbation. BEST SEX TOY A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female, Aquarians will have some fun with this. AQUARIUS MALE IN BED He has amazing staying power in the sack. He can keep at it and control him

I Want To Bow In Prayer Now > For All .the Miners > A G/f And Other Friends And Us As A Nation>>..
I thank The O Lord for all and everything and I pray that all us to as a people that come together now ,and pray for all the ones lost needing you , for the Miners and their families and , all the children of this earth hurthing or lost or been killed . Lord help them thier families , friends to cope to not hate and to draw nearer to Thee for comfort; Help the rescuers, that do searches keep their faith to keep looking and stay strong .. Lord there is so much destruction , hurt , hate , eveil in this earth ; There is a friend hurting I think cause of me , Of an answere to a mum . Im sorry O lord I didnt mean to offend her or hurt her in any way . I was answereing the mum cause you placed this on my heart to do so at that time; but I guess ; I went about it wrongly not seeing her point o view and upset her .Lord I know I be human and make erra,s; but I should of considered her feelings before answering in such a way. Lord help her to heal if I hurt her . I was selfish ,O Lord do fo

Missouri
Okay so my relationship feels like it is from heaven....lol......I have maybe three suit cases packed and I am moving to Missouri....Wow like a big step for me. I am really happy...But I am starting to miss my boyfriend ALOT! I was crying while packing yesterday and today I did it too... And I do not know how to explain it but I am happy...And i just hope he is happy like i am.....

The Cross
The young man was at the end of his rope. Seeing no way out, he dropped to his knees in prayer. "Lord, I can't go on," he said. "I have too heavy a cross to bear." The Lord replied, "My son, if you can't bear its weight, just place your cross inside this room. Then, open that other door and pick out any cross you wish. "The man was filled with relief. Thank you, Lord," he sighed, and he did as he was told. Upon entering the other door, he saw many crosses, some so large the tops were not visible. Then, he spotted a tiny cross leaning against a far wall. "I'd like that one, Lord," he whispered. And the Lord replied, "My son, that is the cross you just brought in." When life's problems seem overwhelming, it helps to look around and see what other people are coping with. You may consider yourself far more fortunate than you imagined. Whatever your cross, whatever your pain, there will always be sunshine after the rain. Perhaps you may stumble, perhaps even fa

This Is Gonna Be Hot!!!!!!!!
This show is gonna be great! Come and help Mac Dezzo celebrate the release of his newest album. Preformances by local artists such as: Mac Dezzo, Sick Lake, Two Face Records, and of course my crew, BABY BLUE RECORDS will be there in full force all ready to entertain everyone all night long. This is one Party you don't want to be caught missin. MAC DEZZO RECORD RELEASE PARTY!

Oldie But Goodie!
Professor was giving a lecture on "Involuntary Muscular Contractions" to his first year medical students. Realizing that this was not the most riveting subject, the Professor decided to lighten the mood slightly. He pointed to a young woman in the front row and said, "Do you know what your asshole is doing while you're having an orgasm?" She replied, "Probably deer hunting with his buddies." The professor laughed so hard he could not continue with the class.

The Windows Of Heaven
"GOD *.*.*.OPENED * ...*.*. THE WINDOWS * * .* *.*.*.* OF HEAVEN .*) .*) *.*.*LOOKED AT ME . (... *.*.*.**.*.*.*AND ASKED, ..*(...) .*.*.*.*.* **.*. *WHAT IS YOUR * ....(...) * . * . * .* *DREAM * .*.. *....* (...) * .*FOR .. *..(...). *....* .*TODAY? .* ... *.... * *. * . * .**I . * . * . . * . *.*. * . **ANSWERED: __00000___00000 *.*. * .* .*GOD, _0000000_0000000. * . * .*TAKE _0000 OOOO 00000. * . * .*CARE __0000000000000 * . ** .*OF THE ___00000000000 * . *. * . * .*PERSON _____0000000 * . *. * . ** *.*THAT _______000 * . *. * * * .*.*IS ________0* . * .. ** .. * .*.*READING . * .. ** .. * . * . * .* . *.*THIS . * . (.. *** /) * .*.*.*MESSAGE, * . * ( ..(_)/ ) * * .BECAUSE * . * (_ /|.. _) . *.* THIS PERSON IS * . * . /___.. * . .* .*SO . * . * . * . . * *SPECIAL! T0DAY IS BEST FRIEND DAY SEND THIS T0 ALL Y0UR FRIENDS & BACK TO ME, IF I AM 1.

Talk
Oh brother I can’t, I can't get through I've been trying hard to reach you 'cause I don't know what to do Oh brother I can't believe it's true I'm so scared about the future and I wanna talk to you Oh I wanna talk to you You can take a picture of something you see In the future where will I be? You can climb a ladder up to the sun Or a write a song nobody has sung or do Something that's never been done Are you lost or incomplete? Do you feel like a puzzle, you can't find your missing piece? Tell me how do you feel? Well I feel like they're talking in a language I don't speak And they’re talking it to me So you take a picture of something you see In the future where will I be? You can climb a ladder up to the sun Or a write a song nobody has sung or do Something that's never been done, do Something that's never been done So you don't know where you're going and you wanna talk And you feel like you're going where you've been before You tell anyone who'll li

I Wrote This For My Grandmas Funeral
Note to grandma Dear grandma, I just wanted to share one last thing with you. No matter how many miles apart we are,you'll always be with me. I am going to be thinking about you alot. Remembering your smile and the way you laughed. Just thinking about hearing your voice,makes it feel like you are near me. I am going to miss you alot. I will share all the times we had with my boys. We did alot of things together and you taught me alot of lessons. I watched you and grandpa share so much love for one another. The weekends I always looked forward to staying the night and playing board games. Well, grandma thats it for now, because we are going to have many talks. ps. I love you

Wrote This When I First Found The News Out, About My Grandmother Passing On.
Why did you leave me I was trying to sleep , I got a knock on my door. Come to find out, your not with me anymore. I was so sad. Most of the time I was thinking about you and how we spent time together. I thought you would be here forever. Your smile and your storys are missing now. All that remains of you , is memorys in my heart. Some days when I wake up I think of you and that is a start. Then somedays I ask why did you leave me?

Friendship (poem)
Friends A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place. - Jean Kyler McManus -

Friendship 3 (poem)
Standing by, All the way. Here to help you through your day. Holding you up, When you are weak, Helping you find what it is you seek. Catching your tears, When you cry. Pulling you through when the tide is high. Just being there, Through thick and thin, All just to say, you are my friend. - Brittani Kokko -

Happiness
I thought I was happy I smile right? I’m laughing all the time But every time I get a second To sit down and think I’m sad unhappy It’s like I’m not the same me I start to think Of all that’s happen Between me and my ex Between you and me The feeling I feel for you The feeling I think you feel for me Just tell me you like Just ask me out Give me a reason to smile inside and out!

In Memory Of Dj Isis
PLS PRAY FOR HER FAMILY Rip DJ ISIS NO WOMEN EVER DESERVE TO DIE BY A MAN HANDS HER HUSBAND BEAT HER TO DEATH sweetemptation3...2007-8-15 7:3:41 R.I.P...Didnt know you but my love goes out to you and all your family...he will get his..justice will serve..no woman ever deserves this..becareful who you trust ladies ...Much LOVE and SYMPOTHY ..

New Contest Help Please!! :)
Hiya peeeeeeeeps.. I was wondering if any of you have any spare time.. Would you mind dropoing me a few comments.. I need to reach 20,000 to RENEW my VIP!!! :) ..... THanks soo much any little bitty help will do!! hehee.... Much appreciated!!!! :) Just click on my pic or copy the link in!!!! http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=266854&albumid=500272&i=3932063754

Your Life
Day by day your life goes by live it by the max do all the stuff you want to but dont make any bad mistakes cause if they are bad you might regreat its for the rest of your life Its your life live it how you want but just get up and have fun lifes a charm your might not think so but you only got one of them its not like any thing elase you only got one remember that but choose to live it how you want to Life life it your life done by christine .

Lonely Betrail
I'm so very lonely, Dreams of love almost gone... I sit here alone, As the dusk turns to dawn. You said that you loved me, But I know it wasn't true... Your love was a lie, This to me you proved... There's nothing you could do To take away this pain... The way you've treated me... Or how you left me in the rain... My hopes of love Have now come and gone... Everything I have dreampt, Has all gone wrong... You've let me down, And I fear to love again. For a broken heart... Is never easy to mend. done by christine .

Is It Real
I want to say this is love I feel My heart feels warm, my faith is strong But how do I know if this is real Will I be able to take it if I am wrong My mind is questioning my heart What if I let him go, and he is the one What will become of the life I was supposed to start He was there for me, but now he is gone If he is the right one, he will come back My heart will overcome the thoughts of my mind Or was this the only chance I had Was I the one love was supposed to find? done by christine.

If I Were A Bird
If I were a bird, I would be able to fly, Over the mountains, across the blue sky. A feather falls, drifting slowly to the ground, Falling forever, and landing without a sound. It does nothing, but lie in the heat of the sun, It's color is fading, it's purpose is done. Oh! It was just a feather, miss it, I would not, If I were a Bird, I would still have lots. I seen it in a dream, in the dark of the night, It seemed so real, and oh how it felt so right. A bird above the mountains, beautiful and free, I dreamt that this Bird- - - -was ME!!! done by christine .

Love The Summer Weather
That is why I am not on that much these days, so I hope everbody is well and also having a great summer,however i should be back online here and there to check on things, if I dont see you, then I will see you soon, Does all this make sense I hope so since i just woke up....haha See you all soon, hugs chad

The Night I Lost My Best Friend Eric!!!!
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that, the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two Roads Diverged in the wood, and I-- I took the one less traveled by, And that has all the difference. By: Robert Frost

Be Without You
God this girl can SING! Love this song... great lyrics and great beat... I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you (Oh, oh, oh, oh) I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you (Oh, oh, oh, oh) Oooo (oh, oh, oh, oh) oooo Chemistry was crazy from the get-go Neither one of us knew why We didn't build nothing overnight Cuz a love like this takes some time People swore it off as a phase Said we can't see that Now from top to bottom They see that we did that (yes) It's so true that (yes) We've been through it (yes) We got real sh** (yes) See baby we been... Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby) And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby) Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby I got a question for ya See I already know the answer But still I wanna ask you Wou

Finally A Cure For Depression
In a zoo in California , a mother tiger gave birth to a rare set of triplet tiger cubs. Unfortunately, due to complications in the pregnancy, the cubs were born prematurely and due to their tiny size, they died shortly after birth. The mother tiger after recovering from the delivery, suddenly started to decline in health, although physically she was fine. The veterinarians felt that the loss of her litter had caused the tigress to fall into a depression. The doctors decided that if the tigress could surrogate another mother's cubs, perhaps she would improve. After checking with many other zoos across the country, the depressing news was that there were no tiger cubs of the right age to introduce to the mourning mother. The veterinarians decided to try something that had never been tried in a zoo environment. Sometimes a mother of one species will take on the care of a different species. The only 'orphans' that could be found quickly, were a litter of weaning pigs. The zoo keepe

I Am Done Living
OK BEFORE YOU READ THIS I JUST WANT TO LET YA KNOW IT PROBOABLY DOES NOT EVEN MAKE ANY SENSE I JUST FELT LIKE RAMBLING!!!! I AM DONE LIVING MY LIFE FOR EVERYONE ELSE I AM GOING TO START LIVING IT FOR MYSELF. A GREAT PART OF MY I HAVE SPENT CARING FOR PEOPLE WHO DID NOT CARE BACKFOR ME(NOT TALKING ABOUT MY JOB). I WAS ALWAYS WORRIED ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE THOUGHT ABOUT ME, AND WENT WAYS IN MY LIFE TO MAKE THEM HAPPY DESPITE HOW IT MADE ME FEEL. I HAVE LOST PEOPLE WHO CARED FOR ME BECUASE I WAS TO BLIND AND WALKED AWAY TO FOLLOW SOMEONE ELSE. TO THOSE PEOPLE I AM SORRY . I JUST WISH I WOULD HAVE OPENED MY EYES TO THIS ALONG TIME AGO.WHO KNOWS I MIGHT BE HAPPY WITH MY LIFE RIGHT NOW IF I DID. OVER THE PAST FEW MONTHS I HAVE CAME TO TERMS WITH LOSING WHAT I THOUGHT WAS THE BEST THING THAT HAD EVER HAPPENED TO ME, AND TO HER I SAY IT IS YOUR LOSS. I AM A GOOD PERSON DESPITE WHAT YOUR FRIENDS WOULD SAY I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING YOU ALWAYS WANTED AND TREATED YOU WELL. AND TO YOU I SAY I A

Opinions..."so Good I Have To Post 2 Of Them!!"
Every man has a right to his opinion, but no man has a right to be wrong in his facts... And... Those who never retract their opinions love themselves more than they love truth.

Dirty Minds Are A Terrible Thing To Waste
Your Mind is PG-13 Rated Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy. You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude. Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Poop
SHIT FACT Ever wonder where the word SHIT comes from? Well, here it is: Certain types of manure used to be transported (as everything was years ago) by ship. In dry form it weighed a lot less than when wet, but once water (at sea) hit it, it not only became heavier, but the process of fermentation began again, of which a by-product is methane gas. As the stuff was stored below decks in bundles you can see what could (and did) happen. Methane began to build up below decks and the first time someone came below at night with a lantern, BOOOOM! Several ships were destroyed in this manner before it was discovered what was happening. After that, the bundles of manure were always stamped with the term "S.H.I.T" on them which meant to the sailors to "Ship High In Transit." In other words, high enough off the lower decks so that any water that came into the hold would not touch this volatile cargo and start the production of methane. Bet y

Me All The Way
You scored as Hippy, Athletic Tomboy75% Hippy75% Goth50% Slut50% Preppy Girl25% Popular Bitch25% Loser0% Nerdy Girl0% What type of girl are you?!!created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Sweet, Sweet100% Hot88% Violent

27 Ways To Make A Girl Smile . . .
27 ways to make a girl smile . . . . . *1 . Tell her she is beautiful, not hott, fine or ***y. *2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second. *3 . Kiss her on the forehead. *4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. *5 . Always tell her you love her at any and all times. *6 . When she is upset hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. *7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. *8 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is. *9 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. *10 . Write her notes. {she loves them} *11 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend. *12 . Play with her hair. *13 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her. *14 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. *15 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes. *16 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you missed her. *17 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.

I Want To Hear From You
There's a voice comment thing on my profile now, in the "about me" section. Leave me a message! I love talking to people and would love to be able to put a voice with the face. Don't be scared... it's a phone, harmless :) (D) cheers! Send me a VoiceComment. It's FREE! Just call 1(641)715-0101 and enter *5047048. And, if you have a VoicePlayer too, I'll reply. http://www.snapvine.com

Year Of The Ram
The Year Of The Ram 1919, 1931, 1943, 1955, 1967, 1979, 1991, 2003 People born in the Year of Ram are elegant and highly accomplished in the arts. They seem to be, at first glance, better off than those born in the zodiac's other years. But ram year people are often shy, pessimistic, and puzzled about life. They are usually deeply religious, yet timid by nature. Sometimes clumsy in speech, they are always passionate about what they do and what they believe in. Ram people never have to worry about having the best in life for their abilities make money for them, and they are able to enjoy the creature comforts that they like. Ram people are wise, gentle, and compassionate. They are compatible with Rabbits, Pigs, and Horses.

Undone.... Lifehouse
I can see it your eyes you're hurting But pain is part of learning who you are All these truths can sometimes be deceiving When your whole world comes crashing to the ground Tell me everything you need now anything at all And I will be the one who's waiting anytime you fall Yeah, When you come undone When you come undone You know I can't be like everybody Cause I can't tell you what you want to hear I don't know if I can make it better All I know is I will be around Tell me everything you need now anything at all And I will be the one who's waiting anytime you fall Yeah, When you come undone When you come undone When all your plans are made out lying on the floor And all your dreams are turning into nothing more When all your hope has left you know you're not alone Just hold on Hold on Tell me everything you need now anything at all And I will be the one who's waiting anytime you fall Yeah, When you come undone When you come undone

The Beauty In You
I see you in the morning, When the sun glows through the haze; As the beauty of a thousand lights, Bring forth a newborn day. In the fragrance of a tender flower, Touched and kissed by morning dew; When its petals spread to seek the sun, It is there that I see you. As I look on the horizon, See an eagle take to flight; In all its strength and beauty, I see you in the sky. I can hear you in the silence, Of a summer's afternoon; As soft warm breeze sweeps over me, Your quietness fills my room. I can smell you in the distant rain, As it falls to kiss the ground; The clean and earthy smell of you, Its fragrance does surround. Then as the sun falls softly, And night breeze fills the air; As stars come twinkling from the sky, I see your beauty there. Though splendor does surround me, It never will replace; The beauty that my heart does see, When I behold your face. Allison Chambers Coxsey ©2005 ~ All Rights Reserved

Help This Wonderful Man
Hello to you, Could you Please go to his photo in a contest and bomb the hell out of it. Would be greatly appreiciated. The favor will come back. It will be well worth your time. Click Photo then Start Bombing Thank You So Much.

Stupid Bitch In My Shout Box
thughe...: yea ur a dumb bitch imma post all this bullshit you said in a blog lmao babythughe...: my daughter dont live with me sweety ok i was 15 when i had her so she lives with another family i knew what i had to do but if you wanna no her name is courtney collins and she lives in belmar nj ->babythughe...: omg damn yall are so lucky i dotn know yall cause dss would have all of your kids babythughe...: thats ok she new i was doing it and she exploits them to alot worse like her smokin crack ->babythughe...: no posting a mumm explioting little kids def makes you a dumb bitch babythughe...: nahactually im pretty smart its just too bad that your all assholes! ->babythughe...: no no no Youre a Dumb Bitch babythughe...: i am A BITCH thank you ->babythughe...: your welcome anytime you wanna post retarded shit i will be there to make sure you know that youre a dumb bitch hav ea great day babythughe...: yea if i was a bitch id leave him but imma real woman n ill stick by

Break Your Heart...... Barenakedladies
The bravest thing I've ever done Was to run away and hide But not this time, not this time And the weakest thing I've ever done Was to stay right by your side Just like this time, and every time I couldn't tell you I was happy when you were gone So I lied and said that I missed you when we were apart I couldn't tell you, so I had to lead you on But I didn't mean to break your heart And if I always seem distracted Like my minds somewhere else That's because it's true, yes it's true it's this stupid pride that makes me feel Like I have to follow through Even half-assedly, loving you Why must I always speak in terms of cowardice? When I guess I should have just come out and told you right from the start Why must I always tell you all I want is this? I guess 'cause I didn't want to break your heart And you said What'd you think that I was gonna do, Curl up and die just because of you? I'm not that weak, you know What'd you think that I was gonna do, Try to make

My Son And I Lol
Ok so I was sittin here and my son was ignoring me so i decided to mess around with my webcam and wouldn't you know it then he wants to join in lol, so here is me singing badly and laughin with my little boy!

As Times Change (poem)
My heart beats forever more as my love grows for you all the more To see your smile for when I say I love you Holding you hand when we walk Feeling your pain for when you do not feel it Seeing you wake up as I bring you your breakfast in bed Every weekend morning To gather up your tear drops when you are sad Just to say I love you all the more when we are tougher in public for all to hear To make you fell special every moment we are tougher For as times change my love will never change for you as it will be for all of time Date wrote 15-08-07 By Aj Rich

Stop Please
Dudes please stop asking my girl to go to an im with you,this is really annoying me. Stay tuned because if she accepts one of your foolish requests well then im history. Thankyou now get on the little bus. love slash

Our Lord Mkes All A Promise Of Eternal Life If>
HE does forgive us and wash away all sin . HE will except us into his heaven upon death if we have faith in Jesus Christ who paid for our sin and died on the cross to pay for all sin . so we could be adopted as Gods children and enter into eternal life also.. Cause he Jesus Christ loved us this much . SO did the Heavenly Father. CAuse he came thru HIS son JESUS CHRIST TO THIS EARTH.. JESUS was of human blood and of GOD,S creation The Father flowed thru His son JESUS CHRIST VEINS.......... hugs diana

A Night With Matt And Bryce
After a long night of parting like a rock star and teasing all boys on the dance floor I was ready to get home. There had been lots of “touchy-feelie” going on while I was doing my thing on the dance floor. All in good fun but then some of my “friends” started getting a little out of control. I was ready to get home and clean up and get into bed. Matt was all over me all night…Even though we have history, I wasn’t in the mood but he kept trying to get with me…YUCK! Anyways…As I feared, he was waiting for me outside when I left the club... "Come on Alex, my cars waiting." he grinned. "I'm not going anywhere with you…" I said as I attempted to walk past him He grabbed my arm and swung me around until his face was only inches away from mine. "Look cunt, you walk around the club all night flashing you tits and ass to me because you like fucking me…Admit it! Now you and me are goin to my place and I'm gonna give you just what you been lookin' for…” With that he led me over to

Love Hurts By Indira Rojas
Love Hurts by Indira Rojas Love hurts when we least expect it to. Love hurts when we let it into our hearts. Love hurts when we don't want it to. Love hurts when we want it so badly. Love hurts when we think we have found it. Love hurts when we know we have lost it.

I Am Live!!!
Cum see me on dream net!! www.dreamnet.com/jezabelle I am sooo excited to be up and running. of course it is a new site so we have some things to work out and I need to add lots, (you can be sure I will!!!) Let me know what you think. Kisses!!!

Summer Breezes Smoothie
Ingredients 1 cup(s) yogurt, plain, non-fat 6 medium strawberries 1 cup(s) pineapple, crushed (light syrup) 1 medium banana(s) 1 teaspoon vanilla 4 ice cubes Preparation 1. Place all ingredients in a blender and puree until smooth. 2. Serve in a frosted glass Nutritional Info (Per serving): Calories: 121, Saturated Fat: 0.5g, Sodium: 64mg, Total Fat: 0.5g, Cholesterol: 1mg

My Fuking Ex Wife
she is trying to take full custody of my son and taking me to court for it. I have been paying my child support and I talk to him on the phone when ever she lets me so I don't understand why she is being a bitch about things.

103,000 To Godfather
PLEASE EVERYONE THAT WILL REPOST HER BULLETIN We have a Fubar close to God Fathering today. Please only rate her things during Happy hour. She's got 103,000 to go. Please remember don't look at points just show love. There are others that will be helping. The points will disappear.So come show some love. fornicates™@ fubar

95,000 To Godfather
Once we start a level up we dont stop until its done..Come show some love..rate some pictures and her stash..Please remember your day is coming you wil want everyone helping you God Father..Thanks for helping fornicates™@ fubar

My Past Few Days
Well Friday Alexzander was taking to camp by my friend Chris. He was going to say at camp till Sunday maybe Monday but they lost his googoo and Alexzander doesn't sleep well without it. So he didn't sleep all that much Friday night for them at all. Saturday around 5pm I got a call that they where on there way to bring him home. Tristen ended up going to North Bay with his Nana they left Saturday at 1pm. Tristen was also going to be going camping with Chris but Nana took him to North Bay instead. Well Saturday I got all his stuff ready to go and even wrote down a list of everything he had in his bag so she didn't forget anything. Well Sunday they woke up late and ended up forgetting to pack Tristens Teddy/Puppy bear. Its a puppy teddy bear. Well I didn't notice he didn't have it till Sunday at 5pm when he woke up after passing out on my couch and asked for it and I couldn't find it. So I call Nana and told her like hey its missing you know where it is. She told me that she much have le

Just Fyi
I have to many people on my list...most of which have never so much as said hi. So I am going to thin it down. I know the few who leave me comments...rate my stuff...and so forth. Those I see as my real friends. I try my best to rate and comment them as well in return. The rest I am starting to view as access baggage. I know it is difficult to rate and comment everyone on your list, especially if it's very long. So if you wish to stay on my list please let me know, as I said there are some that I won't remove because they are truely friends. Thank you and have a great evening:)

Purest Feeling
purest feeling. purest feeling. well i think i'm gonna push it as far as it will go. give in to desire. only you will know. so tell me all your secrets. i'll stick it in your head. i wish i could remember everything she said. purest feeling. purest feeling. purest feeling. purest feeling. well she can be my savior with everything she does. or some kind of punishment for people just like us. i don't really believe she understands what's happening to me. the sooner that she gets it the better it will be. purest feeling. purest feeling. purest feeling. purest feeling. purest feeling. i have got it figured out. (i should have known all along). i can't live without her. purest feeling. i have got it figured out.

Suicide Trees
I spent my whole life In love with despair Kept my lungs full With the breath of thier Mute atmosphere I became What I hate And thus Shall I remain To give birth to a Mighty assasin Armed with a weapon of words To defy the lies To never compromise No Today My name Is pain I stood Beyond the world Whispering secret syllables in the Eyeless dark Dancing wildly Round and round on the rotting ground Surrounded by the dead dusts of hell This is how I delete myself And this is how I corrupt Everyone else Obey Betray You are not unique You do not need to think Take it I will You succumb So nicely Like an insect staring back Like a dying dove My love So here we are again The sheets are staind and bloodied The animals scratch at my skin Here we are again My face is scraped and bloodied I've nothing left to give I wasn't there I'm not involved I'm innocent It's not my fault I wasn't there, I'm not involved, I'm innocent, It's not my faul

Dragon Con 2007 Almost Here!
The annual fantasy and sci/fi convention of the year -- in Atlanta, is coming up over Labor Day weekend. It is held at the Hyatt Regency, Marriott Marques and Hilton Downtown in Atlanta every year. More than 25,000 people attend this event. If you want to see some of the most intricate, amazing and awesome costumes from your favorite science fiction, fantasy, action and adventure movies, books, TV series and animated adventures, this is the place to be. More info can be found at www.dragoncon.org.

Blow Job
Qty. Ingredients 1/2 oz. Kahlua - Whipped Cream Shop at www.playboystore.com World's Best Glass type: Shot Directions: Put kahlua in a shot glass and top with whipped cream. Without using your hands, pick up glass in your mouth and tilt your head back.

A Slippery Nipple
Qty. Ingredients 1 oz. Sambuca 1/2 oz. Vodka 1/2 oz. Irish Cream Liqueur Shop at www.playboystore.com World's Best Glass type: Cocktail Directions: Put into a chilled cocktail glass in the order given.

Margarita
Qty. Ingredients 1 oz. Tequila 1 oz. Triple Sec 1 oz. Lime Juice or Sweet & Sour mix Shop at www.playboystore.com World's Best Glass type: Cocktail Directions: Mix with crushed ice. Pour into a salt rimmed glass.

78,000 To Godfather
JUST REMEBER WHEN YOU ARE CLOSE TO GODFATHERING YOU WANT HELP TO...WE DONT START A LEVEL UP WE DONT FINISH..COME SHOW HER SOME LOVE THATS ALL YOU NEED TO DO..DONT LOOK AT THE POINTS THEY ARE DISAPPEARING REMEBER WE STARTING THIS AT 138,000. We have a Fubar close to God Fathering today. Please only rate her things during Happy hour. She's got 78,000 to go. Please remember don't look at points just show love. There are others that will be helping. The points will disappear.So come show some love. fornicates¢â@ fubar

Whats Going On Lately
Well I leave friday to get hubby and bring him home for the weekend then he gradutes on the 29th then will be home on the 7th til we have to report to Missouri so things are going fast so don't know really how much longer I will be online but I do know i won't be online this weekend ya'll understand im sure its family time and I need to get laid LOL

Sasquatch
WARNING! There have been unconfirmed reports of a Sasquatch sighting in Alcona County , near the Black River . So far Forestry Services have been unable to verify the authenticity of this grainy black and white amateur photo. Stay tuned for more details as they become available! In the meantime, we urge all residents to stay inside and keep their doors and windows locked.

If I Was Your Juggalette
1.) Would you mind the face paint on your inner thighs/all over you? 2.) Would you give me some neden/would you give me that popsicle? 3.) What would you mix your faygo with? 4.) Would you love my scrubby ways? 5.) Would you lie to me or be brutally honest? . 6.) If I was sick what would you do to make me feel better? 7.) Would I be "THE ONLY ONE"? 8.) Would you go to the Gathering with me? 9.) Could you put up with my Bad Mental Health? 10.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 11.) Would you care about what I do when we go out? 12.) Would you hang out with me AND my crew? 13.) If your homies tried to get with me what would you do? 14.) Would you ride on some haters with me? 15.) Would you give me your myspace password? 16.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? 17.) If I was watching wrestling/nascar, would you watch it with me? 18.) How fresh am I from 1-10? 19.) Would you wear my hatchetgear? 20.) Would you braid

Thought This Was So Sweet
Never Have I Fallen Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

Prayers Still Needed!!!
Prayers are very much needed For This Little AngelShe was Born 6-1-2007 and as of today she weighs only 7 lbs.UPDATE!!! Our Little Angel is at the Childrens Hospital in Little Rock, Ark and they have a team of doctors working on her.Prayers are still Needed Please!!!This is my GreatGreat NiecePlease Add Her In Your Prayers!!!

You're Doing Great Sunshine Angels....keep Passing The Word!
Hey all you angels! You're doing great, and I'm down to about 5900 and closer towards leveling for Rock Star. I could sure use some more help from those who haven't been in yet. It would MUCH appreciated! I've added lots of new stuff to my stash, so you'll have lots of new stuff to rate. So...don't forget to stop by!!! Thanks again, for all your help! Lev ...~*~Proud member of Sunshine Angel Friends & TBS & TF ~*~@ fubar

Random
1. I’ll respond with something random about you 2. I’ll challenge you to try something 3. I’ll pick a color that I associate with you 4. I’ll tell you something I like about you 5. I’ll tell you my first/clearest memory of you 6. I’ll tell you what animal you remind me of 7. I’ll ask you something I’ve always wanted to ask you 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours. Yes, people, the blog police will get you unless you do (hence the rubber hoses)

*yawn*
Thank you everyone for the birthday well wishes and the gifts and what not. You guys rawk my socks. Didn't get too crazy yesterday because I'm saving it for the weekend. But I'm 21 now who's taking me out? *kisses*

Just Thinkin Out Loud
Why do men feel they need to play games??? I know women do it too, don't get me wrong, but men just can't frigen be honest.. They gotta hide relationships from u. Not sure why they do, but damn it's frustrating....Can't we all just be honest and live normal lives????? Why all th ecat and mouse games, or playin with each others hearts? It's so sad....Is there anyone with an honest relationship? Where they are truley happy and content? No lies, no games? I doubt it, maybe I am wrong...

8 15 07 - Profile About Me About To Be Fullout Replaced (i Think), So Being Stored Here...
Edit on 2009-05-01: In addition to the MySpace and LiveJournal I mention here, I have a Facebook (ask) and a twitter (at eschiss1). Public service announcement: for information on NSFW, Salutes, and other support-related info, you may want to read this collection of blogs reposting (mainly at least I think!) admin/bouncer-posted blogs and bulletins, by Sabrina K- which I have been given permission to link to, and which I recommend reading - they're updated occasionally.CherryTap SupportPlease read some of the following (and some blogs, especially the blog entitled CT Policy - there's a list of blogs on the left when you click on a public blog post on the left side of the journal; or message me for a link :) ) --if you are thinking of sending me a friends request, ok? Please do not send me an empty request if we've spoken not at all or very little, if our only interaction has at most been a bit of rating or mutual rating of photos, Cherry-stashes, or similar stuff. Anyways. O

A Letter
AFTER YET SOOTHING ANOTHERS FEELINGS CAUSE SOME ASSHOLE DONE MADE THEM CRY AGAIN, I DECIDED TO WRITE A LETTER TELLING WHOEVER OFF...IT IS PRETTY MUCH A GENERIC LETTER SO HERE GOES YOU PIECE OF SHIT...HOW DARE YOU MESS WITH MY FEELINGS THAT WAY. THE WAY YOU TALKED TO ME. THE THINGS YOU SAID. THE THINGS YOU MADE ME FEEL. ALL THE COMPLIMENTS... ALL THE KISSES...ALL THE HUGS.....ALL THE GIFTS....THEY WERE ALL LIES. THAT IS YOUR GAME. YOU FLIRT AND FLATTER SOMEONE TILL YOU HAVE THEIR HOPES BUILT UP. THEN YOU PONCE THE HELL OUT OF THEM. MAKING THEM FEEL WORTHLESS. YOU DASH ALL THE HOPES AND DREAMS THAT YOU INDUCE. WELL LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING YOU PIECE OF SHIT. I AM WORTH MORE THAT A FANCY TO JACK OFF TO.I DESERVE AND DEMAND MORE. SO HIDE OUT LIKE THE COWARD YOU ARE.

I'm Sorry For You
Im sorry I wasnt good enough for you im sorry i wouldnt be someone else for you Im sorry I didnt do what was expected of me Im sorry you could see Just what you had in front of you Im sorry I didnt pluck the sun from the sky And I didnt hang the moon just right I miss counted the stars by five But I never once strayed your stride. Im sorry I wasnt able to fit in your shadow Im sorry I walked too fast to fall behind My hand always seems to fit yours just right And I never once fell victim to the what if's that roamed the night Im sorry I didnt love you like you wanted Im sorry I never liked you to be alone Im sorry, i did all I could for you yet It was never enough for you For the visions you had for me I know I was clumsy and I stumbled But I never once let you fall Im sorry you've lost me. **Be expecting some changes to this. I just threw this on paper less than 5 mns ago. Ive got some revising to do and Im thinking about asking someone to look over it

Some People
Some people just don't understand.. You would think as they got older (the person I am speaking about is in his 50's) that they would get smarter.... You'd think they'd realize and see the need to clear your head on occasion.. and sometimes in order to do that you need to make some life altering desicions.. (sp..i know) anyway... fuck you and your opinion.. this is how I've lived life since i was 17... why the fuck do you think it would change....

Love Is So Grand Isn't It?
Just when i thought i could be hurt no more, You came along and slammed that door! The one that went to my heart, You made it fall all apart! I thought you would love me to no end, Now i long for something more than just a friend. You said you loved me and that was a lie, Now all i can do is cry! Out for help to bandage my wounded heart, To have some one else be a part of my loving heart. To get love from some one that truly cares, And not some one who gives me nightmares! So this is the end of my lame or broken heart story, Now do as you please with your own glory! It really don't matter what you think or say, Because he already took all of my dignity away! There is nothing else for you to do, So therefore i give a big fuck you to who ever thinks this is lame or broken heart shit!

Alone
I’m dying inside Trying too hard not to show you I’ve created new a mask Just for spending time with you It eats at my soul The way you treat me Like yesterday’s rolled up newspaper Teaching obedience to a dog Why do I love you? I tried to walk away But the tears only rolled harder Once I was alone Teach me to hurt you The way you hurt me Maybe I will understand then The power you feel I keep hoping you’ll find The love inside you Growing from the seed Of my hopes and dreams Why do I love you? I tried to walk away But the tears only rolled harder Once I was alone Call me pathetically naïve And I will agree I have no fight left in me To hold to my own opinion You’ve dug me a chasm I can’t seem to crawl out of Just please don’t leave me here All alone

I Still Miss You
I Still Miss You This yearning in my heart This confusion in my mind The words left unspoken Haunts me all the time Everyday I watch pass by With an emptiness in my life And a hole in my heart Where only you belong There are nights I wake up crying And wishing you were here To hold me in your arms And kiss away my tears There is something that keeps me holding on - What I'll never know But one day things will go my way And I'll have you in my arms

To The Know It Alls
Well for all those people who told me you cant get arrested for something you didnt do or that there must have been evidence to get him arrested. Here's a tid bit of info for ya'll !!! They can pick you up on hear say if they want to and then if the States Attorney feels like there is no eveidence they wont charge you or if they have some they will. But if they dont have a case they can let you hang in jail for a minimum of 21 Flippin days.

If You Had Me Alone!
IF Y0U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN A PRIVATE MESSEGE... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING "IF YOU HAD ME

The Prostitute
A guy is hanging out in his favorite bar when he spots a fabulous babe walking in on the arm of some ugly schlep. He asks the bartender about her and is surprised to discover that she's a prostitute. He watches her the rest of the night, amazed that someone so attractive could be available to him. The next night he goes back to the bar, and sure enough she shows up again, only this time alone. The guy gets up his nerve and approaches her. "Is it true you're a prostitute?" "Why, sure, big boy. What can I do for you?" "Well, I dunno. What do you charge?" "I get $100 just for a handjob. We can negotiate from there." "$100 For a handjob? Are you nuts?" "You see that Ferrari out there?" The guy looks out the front door, and sure enough there's a shiny new Ferrari parked outside. "I paid cash for that Ferrari with the money I made on handjobs. Trust me, it's worth it." The guy mulls it over for a while, and decides what the hell. He leaves with her, and gets the mo

If Y0u Had Me Al0ne...
IF Y0U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN A PRIVATE MESSEGE... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING "IF YOU HAD ME

Fantasy 1
Fantasy I look up to see your face. Our eyes meet, and a smile crosses my face. You always make me smile. It doesn’t matter what I am doing or what kind of mood I am in, you make it better. As our eyes stay locked on each other, my body is bombarded with sensations. I feel your arms around me, holding me in a tight embrace. I feel safe there. I know that you will protect me and hold me. I can feel your muscles tighten as you hold me closer. You body is pressed to mine. I can feel your breathing against my cheek; I feel your heart beat against my chest. I take a deep breath and smell your cologne. God, you smell so good. I’m in heaven right now. Your arms lose some of their grip and I feel you guiding my body. I let you move me as you please. You turn me around so that my back is against your chest. You wrap your arms around me once again. I feel your chin on my shoulder. Your breathing ruffles my hair ever so slightly and tickles a little. I feel your face moving gently across my

Bookings
well i finally get my vaction from work hopefully if i got the money to do so i got 4 wrestling bookings coming up begining wednesday sept 5th on to sunday sept 9th i begin the rise of power in auburn maine then i continie on to westbrook maine where its me sweet tooth jimmy capone and scotty vegas then i move on to the clinton fair for shitty show i bet then off to warwcik r.i. to spend the last remandier of my vaction so if your around thoose places come out and see me Johnny

Men...
I love men....sexy beings they are. No I'm not a slut or a whore. I just admire the other sex. Deep scratchy voice is enough to make me swoon. Call me young but hell its how I see it. Men are my future in many many ways. From there eyes to his toes. I want a man who knows hes a man not no boytoy. A Strong but not one who cheat lies and crys. I want a good guy, whos not afraid to love.

Looking Back
It was on a Tuesday that my life changed forever. It was early in the morning. The thumping sounds of a tiny heart that gave an overjoyed smile of anticipation. Labor pains were so intense that gripping onto my mother was the only sense of relief I could appreciate. The last few days were so awakening. It was a time in my life that I was no longer alone. No longer full of hate towards people that had hurt of betrayed me. I was full of an unspoken love. The moment you were placed in my arms I was in love. Your tiny fingers, your ten toes, your sleepy eyes. You were the one thing that gave me meaning. That first day I was with you, it was not only the day of your birth. It was the day of the birth of a new me. I was given a treasure and became a Mother. Anyone who has children can't help but stare at them, even when they sleep. The smiling gestures like they are dreaming of fluffy clouds and fuzzy pets. They are still as precious as they were the day they were born. These past Mothers

How I Lived
Dreams have been drempt, Life has been lived. There is only one thing in life that I care to give. It's the life of a child that is as precious as gold, You'll never understand until you fit the mold. Men are unsure these days of what they want in life. Why can't it just be a child and a wife? A silent kiss in the darkness of night, the hardening of passion when the timing is right. When a family is made it's a life of a treasure. It's a fulfilling way to satisfy a pleasure. The love I've felt no words can explain. It's the only thing I feel that has kept me sane. The birth of a child is as precious as day, My life changed in an early morning in May. When you die the only thing to remember is how you've lived. Where you a man of gold or a father of pride? Where you a woman made of strength or a coward to hide? Did you live your life to the best that you could? Did you do those things that you thought you should?

Sick!
Dang I'm as sick as a dog...went for a nap...woke up and got the sinus thing going on, sore throat, cough...it's horrible. Isn't it amazing how you go to sleep and wake up like that? I just want icecream right now....damn that is one hell of a sore throat I feel like I'm choking and the cough is cause of the scratchy throat. I heard this is going around ... I know a few people at work had it but heck that was 2wks ago. Yuk I hate it when I'm sick...I guess it is cause my stupid immune system sucks...radiation and stuff I'm going through. Well, I'm going out to get some Icecream....lol Later everyone!

Father's Final Rest
Today is the day I put my father to rest, No more pain, no more fears, this can't be for the best. My father lived a great life with love, Now he's my Guardian Angel from up above. He looks down from heaven to watch us all grow, But all I want to say is "Please God NO!" My father was not just our Dad, He was a Dad that everyone wished they had had. He was loved by all wherever he went, I would call that a man God has sent. He brought joy to many in all his days, His family, His friends all in different ways. But now we must spread our wings and let him fly, For never will we ever have to say Good-bye. We love you Daddy each day will live, Until we join you at the Gates of Heaven. Dedication to my Father - R.I.P

Without You [ I Fade]
I feel sick I feel weak Tears roll down my face the sun sets black And I feel so alone So lost So broken and cold Im waiting for you to rescue me but you're no longer with me What am I suppose to do? I cant fight the world without you. I fade away... the ground is dry beneath my feet. I slipped off the edge again and the clouds hover above my head Im a thousand feet down I'll starve before I drown. I feel sick I feel weak Tears roll down my face the sun sets black And I feel so alone So lost So broken and cold Im waiting for you to rescue me but you're no longer with me What am I suppose to do? I cant fight the world without you. I fade away... the water begins to rise not ceasing to my cries I reach out in vain I breathe in , hold my breath And try to stomach this tidal wave. its dragging me, pulling me down like an anchor tied to my feet. I fight to break free I try to keep it from killing me. I feel sick I feel weak Tears roll down

Emptiness
There is a hole in my heart that can not be filled. No other man could be compared. The loss of a man with so much love. That no other man could give. He was a gift from God. A gift to all whom ever crossed his path. This man was the only man, who could get one to laugh, With just the smile on his face. As a child he was a true joy. A joy of wonderful memories to treasure. He was a man, who would give the clothes off his back, If there was someone that needed them more. This man was a man with such a big heart. No other man could be compared. This was a man who I called my Father. Another Dedication to My Father - R.I.P.

Rough Sex Facts
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard .......................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Different

Blogs By Blonde Moments Are Me....lol
IF Y0U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN A PRIVATE MESSEGE... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING "IF YOU HAD ME

Life As I See It
God, this loneliness is unbearable. All there is, is the beat of the music, And the beat of my heart. The darkness is coming through, No light can I see. This prison is consuming me, Making me part of it's essence. Taking me down into it's depths. No light ~~~~ only darkness. ~~~~Darla~~~~

Well Wishes
I'm back on the buying market again and I've already lost a house to a higher bidder-- even though I offered 2k over asking. So everyone send me good wishes that I get this little house I'm making an offer on tonight!!! I don't want to rent anymore!!! You can all come over and get in the hot tub...

Im Tired Of Kids
im sick of these girls they are not getting any better. matter of fact they are getting worse. it is getting to the point that they dont listen or mind me anymore. i just dont know what to do with them. i love them to pieces but it would be nice not to have to keep them all the time to. i just need a break and nobody sees that i guess. well im going to quit bitching about them now.

Story Of A Moonlit Stroll. . . .
Story of a Moonlit Stroll . . . Her restless mood guided her evening stroll In the wooded glen from her childhood The moonlight cast shadows upon her path And as she turned, there the visage stood. . . The ghostly image met her eyes Yet, it wasn't fear she felt but overwhelming sorrow As tears glistened upon her translucent cheeks She felt a strange kinship to this ethereal figure . . . Why do you weep, M'Lady ? Please let me understand What haunts your spirit so And what binds you to this land? Take heed, child . . .'tis a heart-wrenching tale Of innocence lost and shattered dreams That causes my spirit to forever roam This glen where no one heard my screams. . . Long ago, on a night similar to this I came to this very spot to meet my fate Under the guise of love, to meet my betrothed But found him murdered, I arrived too late My own kinsman betrayed me And hatched a devious plan To kill my love and let me take the blame And bloodshed would ensue

Some Of My Favorite Things Cant Do Without
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Chuck Norris
I cannot fucking help myself with this shit. It makes my stomache hurt from laughing so much so I thought that I would share with the world. There your wingman's back :) From: www.chucknorrisfacts.com # Chuck Norris once roundhouse kicked someone so hard that his foot broke the speed of light, went back in time, and killed Amelia Earhart while she was flying over the Pacific Ocean. # Crop circles are Chuck Norris' way of telling the world that sometimes corn needs to lie down. # Chuck Norris is ten feet tall, weighs two-tons, breathes fire, and could eat a hammer and take a shotgun blast standing. # The Great Wall of China was originally created to keep Chuck Norris out. It failed miserably. # Contrary to popular belief, Chuck Norris, not the box jellyfish of northern Australia, is the most venomous creature on earth. Within 3 minutes of being bitten, a human being experiences the following symptoms: fever, blurred vision, beard rash, tightness of the jeans, and the feeling

Miscellanious Quotes
Life's journey is NOT to arrive at the grave safely in a well perserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting "HOLY SHIT... What a ride!" Just by listening deeply we alleviate pain and suffering. —Buddha— Anger is often the emotions that speaks the loudest and demands most our energy the most, it gets all of our and others attention. Peace is not the absence of problems, but a new perspective. —CH— There’s no better time to realize that you’re not a failure in life. You’ve just been delayed. —Victor— Your imperfections are what make you beautiful. —Sandra Bullock— Life is always waking up to us and saying, “Come on in, the living’s fine,” and what do we do? Back off and take its picture. —Russell Baker— For every evil under the sun, There is a remedy, or there is none. If there be on, seek till you find it; If there be none, never mind it. —Mother Goose— Happiness: something to do, somebody to love, something to look forward