I'll just start with what's on my mind right now and go from there.
Have you seen the sunshine spots movie with Jim cairie? Something like sunshine spots on a spottless mind. It's not the exact title.
Anyway, I have lots of little connections in my head driving me nuts. I'm trying my best not to think about them. There's one associated with yahoomsnger though. So anytime I see it i think of someone who I decieded not to talk to. So I deleted them and ignored them and stuff. I can't help but thinking about them anyway... It sux to associate someone with something I see everyday.
I am moving at the end of the month. I will be right next to my school. It will save me lots of gas. I like the people I'm moving in with too.
There seems to be money problems going on around me. It's stressful. I'm the sort of person who would like to solve everyone's problems for them. That isn't always good though, because then they don't learn to solve them for themselves. Then I'm there the next time they have a problem, and it gets old fairly quickly. Sometimes it's best to just let people fall on their face, and learn from their problems. It's hard to let the people I love fall on their face though. I'm a chronic enabler. I'm trying to quit that though and take care of myself. One day I'll be rich, and I won't have to worry much about money hopefully and be able to help lots of people in the right way so they can help themselves. Like pay for their schooling or something.
I'm kinda just sitting around losing my mind right now. Most would say that happened long ago, but it seems to flee more and more each day sometimes.
