Fubar Blog Posts 4

Pictures ...
I really dont know how to do this but here we go anyhow....Well saturday i was on line looking at some profiles and making comments to pictures..Now the comments i make are not rude.And if this person took it wrong Im sorry for that..I made a comment about a picture that of a lady and appearently her husband not knowing she was married took it wrong...He shouted at me about the comment i had made and in return I apolized to him..Im know im not the only guy on fubar that maked comments about her. If she is married why is she putting pictures on here that may be NSFW ....Or maybe i should just keep my mouth shut for now on Im know ive made comments to alot of woman on here and this the first ive had any problems with this..........Thankyou for your time

Watching Snails
Every now & again I do play........ Yesterday was 1 of those days..... I went to the Wedding.... While there, I was people watching.. Little, did I know I was being observed as well. I was watching some children on a rope swing... When the Host of the Party approached me.. He startled me.. I guess I was too absorbed in watching the children, I did not notice him watching me..... He said.... " Would you like to swing?" yea..right I thought... Then I did not give him a second to re-nigg!!!! heheheee!!!... I said if you push me I will swing!!!! !!!! Next thing I know he is leading me across to the swing....Humm, How do I get myself into these messes!!! I say to him: That's not safe for Me.. It will not hold Me!!! I am too Heavy for that!! It's to low to the ground for me!!! He shakes his head Laughing at me !! & then ties another knot under the swing to bring it up higher..LOL!!! Oh MY GOD....& turns to look at me ... NOW... I have to figure how to get my fat A__!! Up

F.y.i. For New Members
Welcome all newbies! Hehehehehehehe. Been there. Done that! In case you are wondering.....We waited until we were at level 20 before getting our V.I.P. status so everything I put here, I have learned the very hard way! Trial and error and lots and lots of time figuring things out......sheesh that alone should have granted us a little 'hanging man' icon somewhere....for glutton for punishment! lol So.......here are a few things I have learned and thought to pass along to you who really want to know.....there is of course the FuBaR bible....which has most everything you will need to know...but there are a couple of things that you can miss... 1. The ability to rate pics does NOT mean that you can be an ass! People post personal pics....of themselves, their family, their pets.....if you can't rate a 10 then don't rate at all! These pics are important to them in some way and devaluing the pics devalues them as well....NOT cool and it's down right mean! You can put down

Thanks So Much
I just got done listening to the voice messages for those that left one and I have to say you all got me giggling again..lol Thank you so much for leaving them really. Brightens my day...again thank you. Love to you all...:)

Pimping And Leveling...
We need to all do our part on helping eachother level.... this week I expect that everyone hit the family page hard...leave a few comments and of course rate everything...including stash....Ms.Maine is working on throwing some stuff into it..... after you finish please come back here and let us know that you did it all so we can keep up with everything. The higher the family page the more help it can give us all in contests. Btw our salute was aproved! YIPPY! so we can use it in contest bombing now!!! {{hugs}} & have a great week! Jessica

Ginger Carrot Salad
1 pound of baby carrots sliced thin. 2 Tbsp. cider vinegar 1 Tbsp olive oil 2 Tbsp sugar 2 cloves of garlic about 1/2 tsp ground cumin about 1/2 tsp cinnamon a 2 inch piece of fresh ginger root,peeled a pinch of salt a dash of cayenne pepper 1/2 C. of raisens Steam the carrots until slightly tender and set aside. in a food processor add the garlic and ginger to mince them. Then add the vinegar, oil,sugar,and spices and blend thoroughly. Toss the ginger dressing with the carrots and raisens, then refrigerate for at least 4 hours. Yum!

Responseless Women Suck
I flirt. thats ok, im single. But whats the deal with giving women decent, more then 2 sentence comments, statements, questions.. and not getting a response. IS this site THAT points motivated, that if theres no points in it for them, they wont act? If thats the case, my 100 friend list would be DELETED down to 5-6 cuz its those that still talk, while the other 90 only say something when they need points to level up....

Men
Yano, doesn't it suck when your friends with a guy....BESTFRIENDS and the minute he has a girlfriend he forgets all about you?!?!?!? HOwever, if i forget to call or anything...im wrong!! WHATEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRR! lol

Light The Night
I've become involved with another charity function. A dear friend of mine at work has asked me to join her team for this walk. Her father passed away a few years ago from a rare form of leukemia and ever since she has been heavily involved with fundraising for this event. I know I tend to ask you all for donations a few times a year, but this is something that I'm emtionally tied to. http://www.active.com/donate/ltnTampa/2040_kristina6158 Please take some time to read about the organization. So far I've managed to raise around $50 through the sale of balloons and and a change box at work. My goal is $200. Thank you all in advance. =)

My Boyfriend James Playing His Guitar!
i love to listen to my boyfriend play his guitar! this is just a taste of wut he can really do! he is amazing to watch when he plays cause he plays from the heart and that is a rare thing to find in a musician! any ways i just wanted to share his music with everyone else and see if they see what i see in him. which is a damn good musician! Check out this video: jamesAdd to My Profile | More Videos red

Take Me 4 Me! 9/17/07
I am who I am! I do not express myself by speaking it! I do not say what it is I am feeling! I am not perfect! I am flawed! But who is perfect? But who is not flawed? But who actually says what it is they are feeling? But who actually expresses theirselves by speaking it? I express myself by what I do, In what I wear, How I wear my hair, In what I listen 2, In my jewelry, By what books I read, By what I write, In how I talk. And 4 those feelings I can't seem to say, I show those in what I write, In listenin', In how i touch, And in how I act towards u! I am who I am!! Just take me 4 me!!!

Sure
If the sun slept through the day and the stars fell from the sky. If the deserts became oceans and the oceans all ran dry. If the clouds were made of stone and the earth was made of glass. If music had no melody and the future was the past. If the mountains turned to wax and melted with the dawn. If flowers were all grey and nature's beauty gone. If I woke up tomorrow and everything was new. I'd still be sure of one thing ... Sure that I love you.

Ending Starvation Diets
recently as I was at the Y to teach a healthy living class, one of the new attendees got my attention. I teach balanced nutrition, exercise, meditation/yoga and spirituality weekly. The people I usually work with in this class have some health issues usually associated with injuries that prevent regular exercise activity or people whose eating and activity are out of balance. Today though, I had a frantic woman asking so many questions that it triggered my counselling reflex and I asked her to meet with myself and the female trainer. Now, here was a woman in tears, sobbing uncontrolably, waving sheets of paper around and explaining she had to lose ten more pounds today or her boyfriend was going to dump her. As she calmed down, she explained her boyfriend only dated people who had 5% or less body fat and he had given her two weeks to get to that point. and she was about to fail him. I don't know about you, but I really get ticked about that. First of all, we explained to her that

First Time Pimping In A Blog!
Please comment on this for the whore that I am! ------------------------------------------- MY MILITARY CONTEST HAS OFFICIALLY BEGUN!! PLEASE CHECK OUT THE SOLIDIERS PARTICIPATING BELOW!!! THIS IS NOT A SEXIEST CONTEST, JUST SUPPORT. SO PLEASE TAKE A FEW MINUTES TO THROW SOME SUPPORTIVE COMMENTS THERE WAY!! IT IS A COMMENT BOMBING CONTEST SO WHOEVER HAS THE MOST COMMENTS BY THE END OF THE CONTEST 9-19-07 8 PM EST, WILL WIN A 7 DAY BLAST OR A MONTH V.I.P. SECOND MOST COMMENTS WILL RECEIVE A 3 DAY BLAST AND THE THIRD A 1 DAY BLAST. PLEASE SHOW THOSE THAT ARE SERVING OR HAVE SERVED THE SUPPORT AND RESPECT THEY DESERVE!! Scarletguard ::please leave a comment when rating:: THIS CONTEST IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ~WickedFriend™~**SUPPORT OUR TROOPS**@ fubar (repost of original by '~WickedFriend™~**SUPPORT OUR TROOPS**' on '2007-09-13 05:12:08') (repost of original by 'Scarletguard' on '2007-09-13 08:46:53') (repost of original by 'Shinygal - Help me Save th

Ethel
Thought this was funny. Ethel was a bit of a demon in her wheelchair, and loved to charge around >the nursing home, taking corners on one wheel and getting up to maximum >speed on the long corridors. > Because the poor woman was one sandwich short of a picnic the other >residents tolerated her and some of them actually joined in. > One day Ethel was speeding up one corridor when a door opened and Kooky >Clarence stepped out with his arm outstretched. "STOP!," he shouted in a >firm voice. "Have you got a license for that thing?" Ethel fished around in >her handbag and pulled out a Kit Kat wrapper and held it up to him. "OK" he >said, and away Ethel sped down the hall. > As she took the corner near the TV lounge on one wheel, weird Harold >popped out in front of her and shouted "STOP! Have you got proof of >insurance?" Ethel dug into her handbag, pulled out a drink coaster and held >it up to him. Harold nodded and said "On your way, Ma'am." As Ethel neared >the final c

Aweosme Saying
This awesome saying was given to me by my great friend Emma, B EFORE YOU SPEAK... LISTEN BEFORE YOU WRITE... THINK BEFORE YOU SPEND... EARN BEFORE YOU CRITICIZE...WAIT BEFORE YOU PRAY...FORGIVE BEFORE YOU QUIT...TRY Your words, your dreams, and your thoughts have the power to create conditions in your life. What you speak about, you can bring about. If you keep saying you can't stand your job, you might lose your job. If you keep saying you can't stand your body, your body can become sick. If you keep saying you can't stand your car, your car could be stolen or just stop operating. If you keep saying you're always broke, guess what? You'll always be broke. If you keep saying you can't trust a man or trust a woman, you will always find someone in your life to hurt and betray you. If you keep saying you can't find a job, you will remain unemployed. If you keep saying you can't find someone to love you or believe in you, our very thou

Jokes About Men...too Funny
The Why's of Men? 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (Because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (They don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (They don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (Because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (So they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (You need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (Dont know.....it never happened) (Cmon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (Because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in y

Life Throws Horrible Curve Balls
Life this past weekend has been pretty rough. Connor, my youngest nephew is in the hospital. He couldn't keep anything down and he had not eaten for three days so we took him to Cooks on Friday. They did a whole battery of tests to figure out what was wrong with him. One of the tests was a spinal tap to check for menengites (sp) well they didn't follow procedure and they may have done nerve damage. He cannot stand or walk. He has feeling in his feet though. Well, on Saturday they figured out what was wrong with him, he had an infectious tapeworm in his stomach, they did think it was amazing that the tapeworm was in his stomach they "never" go into the stomach only the intestines. I have been trying to keep Ethan in good spirits but he don't understand why his momma and brother have to be in the hospital. Well, I guess thats about it. I guess what paines me the most is that daddy went out and played poker last night, didn't go and see the baby or my sister at all yesterday. I just ca

The Man In My Life!!!
This man changed my whole life around. The best day of my whole life with him was the day we married. I was never so happy to be with him. He has showed me things and tought me so much. I messed up on alot of things. But yet he still loved me. I will never ever be able to forget him. I close my eyes and I see him in my dreams. I sit and think about him all of the time. Remembering the good times we shared. How can I go on without him in my life??? I have tryed to show the love I had. And I was happy to be with him. I just was not happy with the things that he was doing. That is different from not being happy. God all I asked for was to be giveing another chance. And I can't even get that!!! I will never ever love someone as much as I loved him. Baby I am beaging for you to please give me this one last hope and chance!!!! I love you so dam much. This man is my huband Steven Austin

Daddy's Poem
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, a man

Because I Dont Know How Long Ill Be Feelin Like This ....
Orkut Comments & Glitters , Myspace Comments Just wanna cover the bases .. I hope you all have a wonderful week .. and I hope to be back having some laughs with ya'll way before the end of the weekend .. but im not gonna count my chickens before they quack ..

This Weekends 4 Wheeler Races
As many of you know we had a 4 wheeler Rodeo in town this past Sat night. Yes it is like a horse rodeo:barrels and stuff. I went because I enjoy going but more over my husband and his friend Neil was going to race. The kids started the race at about 7 pm with the barrel racing once they got finished they switched the kids over to the pole racing. It was around 9 or 9:30 pm before my hubby and his friend finally got to race. By this time I was freezing. I had on a t shirt under a jersey which was under a jacket covered by a blanket. Cold mind you only cause I am used to 103 degree weather. I called time and temp and it was still 52 degrees. Around 10 or a little after we finally left the races. Mind you we were all hungry so instead of going home for the night me,my hubby, my aunt and uncle head out to Huddle House which is at least 30 minutes away. Needless to say we ended up having a long night. The food was good the company great so we had fun. We ended up home around Midnight. Neil

What Kind Of Friend Is This..
well a while ago i decided i wanted weightloss surgery.. the insurance approved it but it wasnt the kind i wanted.. i wanted lapband not gastric.. so i had alot more to think about.. well lately i been working out hard because i am a fighter.. my other friend had ddecided on it and i am for whatever she does. i brought it to my other friends attention and she asking me why dont i do it.. i am a ex athlete and she does not believe i can do this... to me it kind of does she keeps bugging me about getting the surgery.. i dont want it for many reason.. and one is pride.. i have alot of pride and i work hard for what i want.. the only surgery i will have is to remove excess fat... let me know what you think

You're Kidding Me, Right?
Yes, I know this site is mainly used to get attention, but do you think you could possibly LEARN THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE before you attract attention? Here's a little refresher: "Your" shows possession, as in, "Is that your picture?" "You're" is a contraction that means "you are," as in "Do you think you're going to get laid?" Honestly, who wants to fuck a dumbass?

Damn Straight Im Hurt!
damn straight im hurt! as tho i shouldnt be! im fuckin stranded in hell without security. all is lost even within me. damn straight im hurt! i have every right to be! my friends my family have abandoned me. everything was great when I was their security and they needed me. now im in need and lost to the walls. theyve locked me away, now im appalled. where are u now u useless fucks! i was always there for u but now...what? i will not forgive and cannot forget. ALL tht i gave, now i regret. dont ask me for shit.dont ask me for a thing. i will always remember that u left me to hang. fuck u i say. fuck u all. i have no friends, none at all. my mom n my man, that is all i have. now i see sooo clearly and it makes me feel bad. this hospital is lonely more than u know. 6 weeks in here and one could lose it all. loneliness and boredom, abandonment and more. damn straight im hurt. fuck u all. i beg no more...

Who's Your Daddy?
The following are all replies that Dallas TX women have written on Child Support Agency forms in the section for listing "father's details" ... or putting it another way ... "Who's yor Daddy?". These are genuine excerpts from the forms. (Number 11 takes 1st prize! #3 is runner up and number 5 gives new meaning to people from Virginia.) 1. Regarding the identity of the father of my twins, child A was fathered by Jim Munson. I am unsure as to the identity of the father of child B, but I believe that he was conceived on the same night. 2. I am unsure, as to the identity of the father of my child as I was being sick out of a window when taken unexpectedly from behind. I can provide you with a list of names of men that I think were at the party if this helps. 3. I do not know the name of the father of my little girl. She was conceived at a party at 3600 Grand Avenue where I had unprotected sex with a man I met that night. I do remember t

Day #1
OK... this is day #1 without drinking Pepsi!! Just to think I thought that quitting smoking was fucking difficult!! Of course... quitting smoking obviously didn't work... but hey... I have cut back!! Now... what am I going to do with myself and this unbearable longing for that sweet, fizzy, semi-caffeine rush quencher? Been drinking water and it's just not cutting it!! I'm so going crazy!! But I just keep telling myself that if I can just stick with this, I can lose most the weight I'm aiming towards losing! That and probably save some money in the long run!! this cold turkey shit is for the birds!! But I'm doing my best at sticking with it!!! GRRRRR!!! sooooo... fair warning... if I seem at all bitchier than normal... yeah... now you know why!!!

James And Tomi Fowler
Evidence Disputed in Case Against Oregon Corrections Officers Tim King Salem-News.com James Fowler says sexual misconduct allegations against his wife, a corrections officer, were completely fabricated by an inmate. The Fowler family in happier times Photo courtesy: James Fowler (ONTARIO, Ore.) - Two Oregonians who watched over hardcore criminals for a living are in trouble, big trouble, and the fate of these two state correctional officers in eastern Oregon hangs in the balance of a system that has been redesigned to turn on its own, to punish those who oversee criminals. It is a system that may have lost its own direction. The story behind the arrest of Tomi and James Fowler, who worked at the Snake River Correctional Facility near Ontario, has raised a number of questions here at Salem-News.com, primarily through comments left by people who knew this married couple, and say they are being framed. So we decided to look at this particular story more closely.

Donnie's Lullaby
Hush little one please don't cry, mama's gonig to sing you a lullaby, There's no need to fear there's no need to cry as long as there's you and me everythings alright, You have your blanky and teddy bear, I tuck you in and stroke you hair, now hush little baby its time for bed, Goodnight baby now say goodnight and in the morning it will be daylight.... I wrote this for my baby boy and I would like to know if you like or should I try again?

Family
This past weekend I went back to upstate New york for my Great Grandmothers funeral. Met alot of family that has not seen myself nor my children. When I showed my astranged father came out and was totally shocked to me. Came up to me and asked what r u doing here. Instead of becoming the true bitch I can be. I walked away. That is no place to start an arguement, Later on he comes up after the ceremony to tell me that he was happy to see me. Man, I am tired of men's bulshit!! He is the true jiggalo in my life. He thinks he can wine and dine any one. Then starts to make promises to my kids, in which i know that he will not keep. So took him to the side and told him politely to stop promising my kids shit!! You were never there for me as a child and left disappointment in my heart you will not do the same to my children. Over 4 yrs ago we met and started things over. Then a year later he filed for a divorce from his 9th wife and after that is was the FUCK YOU treatment agai

I Was Thinkin....
Yeah, I know, that can be dangerous. But, in all honesty, have you ever really sat down and just thought about all the stuff that the modern world has made "important." Cell Phones, computers, Ipods, PDA's, microwave ovens, tv, dvd, or grocery stores, cars, etc. When you get right down to the basics, modern humans, for the most part would be thoroughly screwed if all that technology ceased to work? How about if suddenly, there were no more deliveries to the grocery stores? Hospitals were no longer able to give critical care? And what would you do when the modern medicines ran out? just a few thoughts.....

16 Honks!!
I think being a parent is one of the hardest jobs in the world. You're responsible for shaping a mind, helping build character and the overall well being of a small person. I worry that I'm not a good mom. That I may make the wrong decision and traumatize my children for life. Yet at the same time having to stand back and let them find some things on their own. Always hoping you've taught them well..keeping fingers crossed..well let me tell you about the 16 honks.... Yesterday morning I had an incoming flight. Finally a homecoming after soooooo many deployments. What a relief that was. So my husband was going with me and my son William was going to my mom's house. As we were leaving I asked if he wanted to go to the highway and watch the buses go by? He said yes, he would. So I told him to get one of the small flags and take it with him. He looked at me funny and said, "But mom, those are so small. Can I take the big one?" I said ok sure. He ran into the bedroom and brought back the fl

Have This Friend Who Is Having A Baby
i have this really good friend of mine. we have been friends forever and she is due in 6 weeks. now i dont what it is but i cant stand it that she is having one. i think what it is that i dont like it that she is having sexs. i know that sounds mean but we have been friends forever now.

My Thoughts
So here I am a year older and what have I learned? I have learned that even the best laid plans can blow up in your face only to have better things fall in your lap. I've learned that no matter how much you are there for your "friends" some of them will only be there for you when it is beneficial for them. I now know that no matter how many times they ditch me or undermine me for their own agenda I have a terrible habit of still being there for them. I have learned that luck is the product of YOUR OWN labor. Not that of anyone else or the will of the fates. The only way we fail is to give up. People have hurt me this year. I have been abandoned in my hour of need, and sold out by those I counted on most only to be asked to be there for them in theirs. I have listened to people talk of stress and the difficulty of their lives when in all reality they have more going for them than most of society could ever dream of. I have listened to people discuss the unfairness of life and the fa

#12 9/17 - 9/23
********************************************** WEEKLY MEMBER PIMP OUT!! 9/17 - 9/23 YOUR MISSION IS 2 RATE ALL PICS, STASH, & BLOGS ON THEIR PAGE!! LETS GET THESE PEOPLE LEVELED!!!! IF YOU WANT 2 BE PICKED I EXPECT TO SEE YOU HELPING ;) THIS WEEK'S PICK IS... HELLCAT 160,108 Points to Insider!! **********************************************

Begin Again
One of the best things we can do in our lives is this: Begin again. Begin to see yourself as you were When you were the happiest and strongest you've ever been. Begin to remember what worked for you (and what worked against you), And try to capture the magic again. Begin to remember how natural it was when you were a child -- To live a lifetime each day. Begin to forget the baggage you have carried with you For years: The problems that don't matter anymore, The tears that cried themselves away, And the worries that are going to wash away On the shore of tomorrow's new beginnings. Tomorrow tells us it will be here every new day of our lives; And if we will be wise, We will turn away from the problems of the past And give the future -- and ourselves -- a chance To become the best of friends. Sometimes all it takes is a wish in the heart to let yourself .. Begin again.--

To My Fav Guy In The World... Bitches Dont Know About Sparta
I can always start over again, Remind myself that it wasn't meant to be, Try to grow from this experience without being bitter, Or allow silly insecurities to cloud my judgement, That robs me of the pleasure of having you in my life, And the dignity to let go and wish you well, I'll try to go foward without looking back, Or questioning why we could not make it, No one comes out the winner in the blame game, But I must admit it gives me pause to consider, Will I make it out this door, fighting off temptation, Of saying something stupid or a remark I'll regret, So I'll go before your eyes cast upon mine, I'll walk away a lady and alittle more dignified.

Sign And Put Your Photo In My Guest Book
Hey guys I have this guest book on my page for everyone to show me there sexy-ness. So I expect all my friends and Fans to stop in and leave me there sexy photo and a comment to make me smile. I promise to do the same in return. Thanks sweetness. or here is a link and please upload a sexy photo! I will return the favor over and over again. http://www.slide.com/r/hhnDO54Q1D8gQi3_JundsURsYBRstJ5d?referrer=empgi Lil Crazy aka Mandy

The Interwebz
makes me laugh how many dudes can be like,you're so awesome blah blah blah why are you still single? you're gorgeous. but no one in this area can ever think that about me. yay for the interwebz they give me a false security. and don't get me wrong guys i love the compliments.

Until It Gets Better
my internet isnt working im at a friends now even though i moved im still having issues with my wireless connection. soo im still gonna be on for a bit longer except when i can get to a friends house or a library whats gone on with me i moved into an a apartment with friends i lost my job and now am applying for food stamps i had an interview and hopefully will get the job unpacking sucks and takes a lot of energy and also life sucks im out of money i could cry a river leave me some love to come back to when i get on again either next week or in a few days love you all

Ok....how?
I want to make my profile look cool, Cool background,etc. How do you do that? How can I give my profile a nice update, some personality, things like that? I should check the support lounge probably , but right now I don't have the time. Rant more later.

Lol
A koala is sitting up a gum tree ... smoking a joint when a little lizard walks past and looks up and says, "Hey Koala ! What are you doing?" The koala says: "Smoking a joint, come up and have some." So the little lizard climbs up and sits next to the koala and they have a few joints. After a while the little lizard says his mouth is 'dry' and is going to get a drink from the river. But the little lizard is so stoned that he leans too far over and falls into the river. A crocodile sees this and swims over to the little lizard and helps him to the side, then asks the little lizard: "What's the matter with you?" The little lizard explains to the crocodile that he was sitting smoking a joint with the koala in the tree, got too stoned and then fell into the river while taking a drink. The crocodile says he has to check this out and walks into the rain forest, finds the tree where the koala is sitting finishing a joint, and he looks up and says "H

Seasons
Here I sit, in the shadows of the evening sun. The light is glowing overhead, but still that isn't enough, so I touch the lamp behind the speaker, and slowly with three taps, it too has a bright shine emerging. My speaker is on, but there is no music playing, which for me, is a first. My life could probably be defined using song titles from 80's hair bands. I've been having a rough time lately, and today I read a blog that really touched my soul, it made me want to write this. So while I am no writer, here goes nothing.. The leaves have begun to fall again. I guess I don't see the beauty in it, the beauty that is death. Sure, by next year those trees will all have new leaves, happy green leaves, that make summer feel even more vibrant, but then they too will die. People stand and stare in awe, walking through the leaves letting them crunch and shuffle beneath their fancy new shoes... Poor leaves. For only one season do those leaves get to have a life. For three wonderful

Revision #1
#4 inked skin #8) looking in your toilet (ICP HA) #15) I wonder if 2 letters were takin a bath... http://fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=2550316 #7) shop, keg fridge #36) where we will lay for all eternity (yes this is a grave) #30) same as #3, but somebody elses here are 6 of the nine I fuced up

To Every Guy
Nice Guys STILL finish last Body: To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state line) to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. *To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.* To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy tha

Today's Horoscope
You're full of great energy and can tell that now is the right time to make that big change you've been dreaming of. You've got the right idea and you can easily adapt to circumstances as they develop. Note: Since I thought I already had my quota of changes for the decade, I am not sure what this means LOL

Being Happy...
Being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect... it means you've decided to see your life beyond the imperfections. Don't say your happy 'coz everything is alright... but be happy 'coz everything 'SUCKS' but your just fine...

Little Johnny Strikes Again !
Little Johnny Strikes Again ! A teacher asked her class if anyone could use the word fascinate in a sentence. 3 students, Richie, Mary, and Johnny all raised their hands. Now, little Johnny had burned the teacher so many times before, so she called on Richie, who said: "My family went to a museum, and it was fascinating" "No, no" said the teacher, the word is fascinate, not fascinating. She avoided Johnny again, who was wildly waving his hand, and called next on Mary. Mary said: "I read a book last week, and I was very fascinated" "No, no" again said the teacher, who looked desperately around the room for any other volunteer. But none raised their hand. Out of desperation, the teacher closed her eyes, and said "Yes, Johnny" Johnny smiled broadly, and announced to the class: "My sister has a sweater with ten buttons on it, but her tits are so big, she can only fasten eight!" The teacher sat down and cried.

F**k A Voo Doo
yeah there's a an ass called "bad voo doo" talkin shit bout me...told u once i luv the fACT THAT LONELY STUID ASS PEOPLE TAKE THE TIME OUT THERE SORRY ASS LIFE 2 THINK OF ME..LOL!!! I fuckin rock & yeah say what u want, yeah u got me blocked like a lil scared bitch that can't take the heat so so yeah...stay out the kitchen punk ass... Later's all.... ninafuckinrocks

Guys Pms I Swear
i think guys pms more then woman do they are like lets go then no to places what ever just to tell you guys the woman are the one that are incarge you dont do thing right u dont get any thing right right so to you guys have gf and or wifes pull your head out of your ass and listen to your woman and you get alot more action

Colonoscopy...
All the organs of the body were having a meeting, trying to decide who was the one in charge. "I should be in charge," said the brain,"Because I run all the body's systems, so without me nothing would happen." "I should be in charge," said the blood, "Because I circulate oxygen all over so without me you'd all waste away." "I should be in charge," said the stomach, "Because I process food and give all of you energy." "I should be in charge," said the legs, "because I carry the body wherever it needs to go." "I should be in charge," said the eyes,"Because I allow the body to see where it goes." "I should be in charge," said the rectum, "Because I'm responsible for waste removal." All the other body parts laughed at the rectumAnd insulted him, so in a huff, he shut down tight. Within a few days, the brain had a terrible headache, the stomachwas bloated, the legsgot wobbly, the eyesgot watery, a

Listen To Reason
What is love. Do tell me, what is the madness other than maddening. Is it the pathetic result of ones feelings anew, after of been swayed by another's character, personally, affection, everything... Is it nothing more than to be taken in by another's entirety, no bonds other than that regardless of how limitless. Well then I say, that is droll. Too droll. I find no humor where countless other have found ache, I refused the purity of love because it refused me what seems so long ago. Yet when I have my queen, I know we as one will have something above this manipulatable love of which men and women have died for. My true love is life, I've always known that. Thus I intend to acquire it everlasting, for both me and the one I want at my side the whole duration. I want a queen and a partner, someone I can have back to back as well chest to chest. Because in my quest and life choice to push the limits, when they push back and come for me and those along side me who wanted the same. I want t

Re: Dont Be Silenced People!!!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Pamela's Protest Date: 17 Sep 2007, 13:58 Dont be Silenced People!!!----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: don AlliDate: Sep 17, 2007 1:53 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: ˆTrinityˆDate: Sep 17, 2007 1:44 PMThe Iraq Veterans Memorial is an online memorial to honor the members of the U.S. armed forces who have lost their lives serving in the Iraq War. The Memorial is a collection of video memories from military colleagues, co-workers, family, and friends of those that have fallen. For more information, visit www.iraqmemorial.org **** PRESS PLAY **** ..****** Press Play ******

-to Every Guy-
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured he

Worth Reading
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 9.. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful. 10. Don't cry

To All Dsc Members, D And Dc Members And Friend Fans And Family
~*~ SEXIEST FUBAR SMILE~*~ GUYS AND GIRLS COME SHOW OFF THAT SEXY SMILE IN MY SEXIEST FUBAR SMILE CONTEST. CHECK OUT THE CONTEST PRIZES AND RULES BELOW. HOLLA ATCHA BOI!! 1ST PRIZE: 3 DAY BLAST AND 2ND PRIZE: AND 3RD PRIZE: AND HERE ARE THE CONTEST RULES: *IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE MAIL ME THE PIC YOU WOULD LIKE TO ENTER *NO NSFW PIX ALLOWED *COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED *SELF BOMBING ALLOWED *PIC RATINGS ARE IN PLAY @ 10 COMMENTS FOR EACH 10 *TOP (3) PIX WITH MOST COMMENTS W/ COMBINED RATINGS, WINS *CONTEST TO RUN A FULL (7) DAYS, FROM MIDNIGHT TO MIDNIGHT SUNDAY AND WILL BEGIN AS SOON AS I HAVE ENOUGH ENTRIES TRUE SOUTHERN GENTLEMAN HAS ALL PRIVATE ALBUMS OPEN FOR FRIENDS @ CherryTAP i need all of you guys to go and rate and bomb my pic so show me some love here is the link to my photo for the contest http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=672595&albumid=543182&i=2212300051 contest starts at 10pm eastern time 9pm central

Friends With Benefits
Friends Wit Benefits It doesn't matter if you're married, engaged, in a relationship, single, gay or straight! A test of your bravery. It will be kept a secret!! Here's how it works: Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a msg saying "I'M YOURS" If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'D HIT IT" SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you.

Y Do Grls Fall In Love With Guys?
1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo. 2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder. 3. How cute they look when they sleep. 4. The ease in which they fit into our arms. 5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world. 6. How cute they are when they eat. 7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while. 8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside. 9. The way they look good no matter what they wear. 10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth. 11. How cute they are when they argue. 12. The way her hand always finds yours. 13. The way they smile. 14. The way you feel when you see their name on your cell after you just had a big fight. 15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" - even though you know that an hour late

Torchwood U.s. Hd Premiere Tonight At 7pm Et/4pm Pt On Hdnet
Everything Changes - Monday, September 17th at 7PM and 10PM and 1AM ET/4PM and 7PM and 10PM PT; Wednesday, September 19th at 11PM and 3AM ET/8PM and Midnight PT on HDNet Tonight on the premiere of Torchwood, when WPC Gwen Cooper witnesses the resurrection of a murder victim, it begins her journey into a dangerous underworld of savage monsters and alien hunters. Her chance encounter with the enigmatic Captain Jack Harkness and the Torchwood team will change her life forever.

Lmao
A man moves into a nudist colony. He receives a letter from his grandmother > asking him to send her a current photo of himself in his new location. Too > embarrassed to let her know that he lives in a nudist colony, he cuts a > photo in half and mails it. The next day he discovers that he had > accidentally sent the bottom half of the photo. He's really worried but then > remembers how bad his grandmother's eyesight is, so hopes she won't notice. > A few weeks later, he receives a letter from his Grandmother. > > It says: Thank you for the picture. Change your hairstyle. It makes your > nose look too short. > > Love, Grandma

My Sister
So I hop on "myspace" usually twice a day to see if I have any messages. Most of my bulletin is filled with surveys and crap, so I usually rarely read them. However, there's a bulletin from my sister saying "marriage", followed quickly by her girlfriend posting a bulletin by the same title. I decide to take a browse. It turns out they're getting married in Vermont in May 2008. It surprises me more, just because I didn't know my sisters divorce from Albert was final. I knew eventually they'd get married, but I think it's weird that I heard about it through a bulletin. Not that I can say anything. The only person that knew Marc and I were getting married was his sister. I've never had a good relationship with my sister, and I don't plan to. More than likely, I'll go to their wedding, just to keep the peace in the family. I guess, to me, it doesn't make any sense to still live in New York, yet get married in Vermont. It still won't be recognized in New York. My sister bothe

Update On My Dr Appt
For those of you that care, although I dont think there are many...lol. I went to the Dr today. I have to have gall bladder surgery, yep they are taken it out, but before they can do it I have to have an EKG and a stress test done. I have to have Cardiac Clearance before they can proceed. Yes Im a little nervous, its cause of a combination of things...first im overweight, my blood pressure goes up and down plus I have chest pains every once in a while. The Dr says he would rather me go see this other Dr and get it cleared thru him first just to be safe. If I pass the test then they will schedule the surgery if not then I guess they will do something. Anyway thats an update for now.

Just Checking In.
Hi Everyone, It's nice to finally have some time to come in and look around. I just finished the course work in my PhD program, so now all I have are 3 comps, 3 colloquiums and it's dissertation time. Anyway, I hope to meet some friends here. A good friend recommended this site to me and I'm glad I took her advice and joined. Well if anyone can point me to any chat rooms where real people hang out, I would greatly appreciate it. Cheers to ALL!! Jarris

Ok So Now What?
Ok so I just got home from my female dr. The news isnt good. I told him of the severe pains Ive been having still. You all know I have severe endometrosios. Ive had it for 11 yrs with 7 laps done in that time. Well today when I went in I explained the pain and that the pain pills are not helping the pain at all. I have two choices. The first is a shot that stops the flow of estrogen in the system. You can only do that for one year. (and i would still be able to have children later) And he said it very expensive. (so much so that they dont carry it in the office) I dont see my insurance approving that. Or I can get a hystromacaty. That isnt something I want because I would someday like to have another child. Or my last option of course is live with the pain and in the end the possible side effects of the endo. Im scared. I dont know what to do. I feel like my life has hit hell rock bottom fucking hell. So thats where I am right now. If insurance doesnt approve this shot I guess i have

Here's Me
Ok so here is a little about me...i am the mother of a wonderful two year old son that sometimes drives me crazy...I live in a trailer just me and him...I have recently had contact with his father and we are friends again and he can see Alex, my son, whenever he gets the chance...I am best friends with his fiance...and we talk everyday...I work at Hobby Lobby and I am the Customer Service Manager...I Like my job in a way but dont like it at the same time...I am talking and getting to know this wonderful guy...I hope that one day we will become more than just friends...I am recently on vacation to get away from the drama and stress of my hometown...I am so far enjoying myself...but that is a little about me...

Stay Strong
STAY STRONG NO MATTER WHO SAYS WHAT STAy strong because i believe in you and if someone says change dont because only you can be you..... i know how it feels to loose a lost love but sometimes you have to toughen up...... i know that things seem to make no sense what so ever.... but if you think about it sometimes its not meant to known for that matter..... pain and envy that others have for you only makes you stronger....... trust me i know because im stronger....... i figured that people say alot of shit ..... dont look at that words look at the emotion and the sweat, the tears that they made you go through...... yes i know that people say alot of shit ....... > but watch what they say to so you can become bolder, smarter, more confident, wiser, learn from your mistakes so today make it a new day that you became stronger SAY IT TO YOURSELF THAT IM STRONGER

Shake Them Haters Off
SHAKE THEM HATERS OFF! A hater is someone that is jealous and envious and spends all their time trying to make you look small so they can look tall. They are very negative people. Nothing is ever good enough! When you make your mark, you will always attract some haters... That's why you have to be careful who you share your blessings and your dreams with because some folk can't handle seeing you blessed... It's dangerous to be like somebody else... If God wanted you to be like somebody else. He would have given you what He gave them. You don't know what people have gone through to get what they have... The problem I have with haters is that they see my glory, but they don't know my story... If the grass looks greener on the other side of the fence, you can rest assured that the water bill is higher there too. We've all got some haters among us: Some people don't like it that you can: * Have a relationship with God * Light up a room when you w

Woo Hoo!!! I Won The Contest!! 1st. Place!!
CONGRATULATIONS IN THE "BEST TAG CONTEST!! And the 1st place winner is...... ~*SHERYLICIOUS*... She has won this Brand New 2008 Corvette!!! Thanks so much Sheryl for your dedication & hard work in this contest, You & ۞ G®1m /)worked your tail off!!! & thanks everyone who helped Sheryl get to 1st place!!! Remember I still have 2 Big Pimpin Gifts up for grabs, For 2nd & 3rd place.. So please dont forget to send them comments in Again CONGRATULATIONS Sheryl for a Fantastic Job !!! Huggies, Debbie

The Daffodil Principle
Several times over the years my daughter Carolyn had telephoned to say, "Mother, you must come to see the daffodils before they are over." This year she called three times. I wanted to go but it was a two-hour drive from Laguna to Lake Arrowhead . "I will come next Tuesday", I promised a little reluctantly on her third call. Next Tuesday dawned cold and rainy. Still I had promised, and reluctantly I drove there. When I finally walked into Carolyn's house I was welcomed by the joyful sounds of happy children. I delightedly hugged and greeted my grandchildren. "Forget the daffodils, Carolyn! The road is invisible in these clouds and fog and there is nothing in the world except you and these children that I want to see badly enough to drive another inch!" My daughter smiled calmly and said, "We drive in this all the time, Mother." "Well, you won't get me back on the road until it clears, and then I'm heading for home!" I assured her. "But first we're going to se

New Contest To Bomb
Cherokee Princess Contest Link:Platoons A + C will Bomb this Contest. Stone Butterfly; sister to Boogies Momma needs our help. Contest has already begun! Click on picture below to get started!Platoons B. + D.

Bitch I'm From Pennsylvania
Bitch I'm from Pennsylvania!!!! Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Pennsylvania came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. just read all of it! lol CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we dont fuck around on the road - The drinking age is

Life Part 2
You'd think you would have been eager But that's just judging by the words you said last night Your smile has faded The butterflies, they hate it Accept this as a wake-up call The last one didn't do you any good I could take back everything I have promised But I don't think you'd be so astonished Is the fire losing its intensity? I feel like a stranger now Just let me know when you think it's over I thought we were so much closer Don't think I'm a flavor of the week Don't wrap your words around my neck I could loosen them up like a virgin's lips You'll be sweating when I grab your hips

Quiet Emotions
by Judy Burnette I always wanted more from you than you were willing to give; So now we've gone our separate ways each with different lives to live. The bond will always be there the friendship always intact; But the time for us has come and gone and the pages of time, you can't turn back. I will always be a friend to you and wonder how you are; The smiles and laughter I will remember and our fights have become painless scars. Sometimes on those busy days when you've a thousand things to do; Please let me glide slowly through your mind and spend some time with you. In that quiet moment when you're surprised to find me there; Just remember even with the distance between us I am still someone who cares.

Men And More Men
Am I the only person having a problem with this whole dating thing??? I have had so many coffee dates, dinner dates, brunch, out on boats. Met short men, tall men, skinny, fat men. men with hair, no hair, men retired, still working and The Bad One, married men (didn't know they where married). And I can't click with one, am I being to picky? Is there really a man who can take my breath away with just a kiss or a look? Someone who I can't wait to ______? Was dating this hard when I was younger or have my expectations changed. As you get older do we see men in a different light, have we come to a point in our life that we really don't need them? I really do miss the companionship of a partner. The cuddling , caressing and just the communication and laughter. But lets not forget that men are just a small part of our life, there is so much more out there, just need to grab it and run.

Make Sure You Read The Highlighted Green
Read all of this one, it is interesting!! Read down to the very bottom highlighted in green, IT GAVE ME GOOSEBUMPS!!! You don't want to miss this! ((*_*)) VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq. 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq. 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq. 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - Which is in Iraq. 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel. 10 Amos cried out in Iraq! 11. Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem. 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq! 13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!) 14. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the "writing on the wall" in

Slipping Through
Slipping Through As you slip through, You consume my mind. Your essence fills my heart, As I recall all my fondest times. I allow you there, I want you to stay, Please tell me you will never slip away. Consume me all you want. Hold me close and tell me you love me. For in this moment in time, You are truly mine. I am filled with serenity, The world no longer bothers me. As long as you are there, Slipping through my mind. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserve

Urologist
A man goes to his doctor for his physical and gets sent to the Urologist as a precaution. When he gets there, he discovers the urologist is a very pretty female doctor. The female doctor says, 'I'm going to check your prostate today, but this new procedure is a little different from what you are probably used to. I want you to lie on your right side, bend your knees, then while I check your prostate, take a deep breath and say, 99. The guy obeys and says, 99! The doctor says, 'Great. Now turn over on your left side and again, while I repeat the check, take a deep breath and say, 99. Again, the guy says, '99. The doctor said, 'Very good. Now then, I want you to lie on your back with your knees raised slightly. I'm going to check your prostate with this hand, and with the other hand I'm going to hold on to your penis. Now take a deep breath and say, 99 The guy begins, 'One .. Two ... Three .'

One Day
One day someone special will be gone. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of your bedroom, you might be struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one more minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away never to return before we can say good-bye, Or say "I Love You." So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it's broken and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships .. And children with bad report cards; and dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! Some things we keep -like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, No matter what. Life is important, and so are the people we know. And so, we ke

Compare Thee To A Summer's Day
Shall I compare thee to a summer's day? Thou art more lovely and more temperate: Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May, And summer's lease hath all too short a date. Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines, And often is his gold complexion dimm'd, And every fair from fair sometime declines, By chance, or nature's changing course untrimm'd: But thy eternal summer shall not fade, Nor lose possession of that fair thou ow'st, Nor shall death brag thou wander'st in his shade, When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st, So long as men can breathe, or eyes can see, So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.

I Hate My Life
HAVE YOU EVER MISSED SOMEONE SO MUCH, THAT YOU WANTED KILL YOUR SELF SO YOU COULD BE WITH THAT PEARSON YOU LOVED SO VERY MUCH!! I LOST MY BROTHER ON SEPT. 9 - 11 - 2001 HE WAS WORKING INSIDE THE BUILDING WHEN ALL THAT HAPPENED. WANT HIM BACK SO BADLY MY LIFE FEELS SO VERY EMPTY WITH OUT HIM IN IT!! HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND AND MY BROTHER, NOW I HAVE LOST 2 THINGS THAT VERY SPECIAL TOO ME!! AM THINKEN ABOUT GIVE UP EVERYTHING I HAVE AND ENDING MY LIFE REALLY DON'T HAVE ANYTHING TO LIVE FOR.

No More Coffee Please!
so just a quick update.. my coffee buzz.. useful lol . I got a lot done I have been putting off lately. I weeded and to the dismay of my apparently new neighbor busted out the saws all & finally hacked down the rogue trees that keep trying to grow in my garden. I cut down the rose bushes for the winter while i was at it and got all the inside housework done except the scrubbing of the bathroom tiles. I guess I will do that tomorrow along with maybe steaming the carpets again and washing down the walls in the house. I 'm hoping by saturday afternoon to have all my cleaning done so I can concentrate on baking for the party sunday. I got a insanely funny idea for it.. Im making sugar cookies in the shape of bare feet , frosting them white & putting colors where the toe nails would be right?? then im crushing up vanilla wafers to look like sand & sticking the cookies up out of the *sand* on a serving plate. hehehe ok yes i know im odd sory LOL anyways from all this lovely productivity my

Ho Hum
holy cow Im so freggin bored its crazy...like whats left to do grrrr for like 30 minutes I've debated going to bed or staying up...its like I'm not sleepy I know whats going to happen...I'm going to lay there thinking about shit!! Then ill wonder hey is there anything good going on in the land of Fu...of course there wont be but ill think im missing something.....Thanks to D I was in mumms for like a whole 5 minutes haha now im bored with that... there is masterbation i suppose but yea Oc skipped town and gosh no one around to turn me on haha...... so have I totally bored the shit out of whoever is reading this....If you are reading this you are probably bored as i so help a girl out whats fun to do anymore?????

Infiltrating Ductal Carcinoma
Just wanted to share with all who love and care about me my experience with Breast Cancer. My spirit is great and for today all is great.For today :) It is a little different to share an illness with my daughter. I so hate having her so full of worry, it just tears my heart out. I have found this to be life changing like it says in a song of Tim Magraw's "Live Like You Where Dying". I find that it is better to live life as I always have. Or do my best to keep life status quo! My family is everything to me! I found the man I am suppose to be with and my daughter is getting married sometimes this year...LOL That is exactly why my illness will not own me, or define me! It may be MY DRAGON.. and I WILL WIN!! I trust my help and hold fast to the rail, of hope and courage and ...... I'll fight like hell ! God has taught me to not sweat the small stuff, and to appreciate my family and friends. My love to everyone Sweetest Hugs Deborah Hopefull DRAGON S

Things That Make You Say "hmm!" @work
These are taken from real resumes and cover letters, and were printed in Forbes magazine. 1. "I have lurnt Word Perfect 6.0 computor and spreadsheet progroms." 2. "Am a perfectionist and rarely if if ever forget details." 3. "Received a plague for Salesperson of the Year." 4. "Wholly responsible for two (2) failed financial institutions." 5. Reason for leaving last job: "Maturity leave." 6. "Failed bar exam with relatively high grades." 7. "It's best for employers that I not work with people." 8. "Let's meet, so you can 'ooh' and 'aah' over my experience." 9. "I was was working for my mom until she decided to move." 10. Marital Status: "Single. Unmarried. Unengaged. Uninvolved. No commitments." 11. "I have an excellent track record, although I am not a horse." 12. "I am loyal to my employer at all costs... Please feel free to respond to my resume on my office voice mail." 13. "My goal is to be a meteorologist. But since I possess no training in meteorology, I suppose

50 Confessions
50 Confessions 1. Are you taller than your mom? 2. What color is your shower curtain? 3. What is the closest thing to you right now that is red? 4. What is your ring tone? 5. Does anything hurt on your body right now? 6. What color is your favorite pillow? 7. What is your favorite video game? 8. Had a nap today? 9. Gold or Silver? 10. Is there an animal that creeps you out? 11.Who was the last person you rode an elevator with? 12. Did you go ice skating as a kid? 13. Ever have stitches? 14. Favorite non-alcoholic drink? 15. How long ago did you hug someone? 16. What's something you want to do before you die? 18. Have you ever seen a ghost? 19. Have you ever seen northern lights? 20. Do you know how to use chop sticks? 21. Name something good that happened last night. : 22.What room are you in? 23. Are you worried about something you can't control? 24. Do you take daily medications? 25. Ever be

10 Things I've Learned
16 THINGS THAT IT TOOK ME YEARS TO LEARN: by Dave Barry, Nationally Syndicated Columnist 1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night. 2. If you had to identify, in one word, the reason why the human race has not achieved, and never will achieve, its full potential, that word would be "meetings." 3. There is a very fine line between "hobby" and "mental illness." 4. People who want to share their religious views with you never want you to share yours with them. 5. You should not confuse your career with your life. 6. Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. 7. Never lick a steak knife. 8. The most destructive force in the universe is gossip. 9. You will never find anybody who can give you a clear and compelling reason why we observe daylight savings time. 10. You should never say anything to a woman that even remotely suggests that you think she's pregnant unless you can see an actual baby emerging f

War Protestors
It seems the anti-war crowd is getting more and more attention these days. What makes these people tick? Is it because the candy-ass/guts ratio is too lopsided in these people? Is it because it’s easier to run their mouths about our own government than to actually take action against the terrorists? They’re big on mouth and low on guts. They’ll never take up arms to defend this country. Their idea of taking action is to carry some signs and march in our streets. They don’t know what its like to carry an M-16 and have mortars dropping around them. What I see when the protestors are shown on TV is a bunch of people that aren’t willing to stand up and defend their way of life. I see a bunch of people that aren’t willing to stand up to anything except George W. Bush and the only people willing to put their lives on the line to defend this country, our great military. The news calls them protestors, but when I see them another word comes to mind…Pussies. They say that our military is ful

Bye 4 Now Lyrics/song Lagwagon
Lagwagon Bye For Now Lyrics *** Complimentary Bye For Now Ringtone *** Here comes the day I see my friends far away, When I grow up inside what will happen to me? The city sights the business types, I can see but where are you? Bye for now. Didn't mean to let you down, Didn't mean to drive you away. Bye for now! Now that your not around, So many things I'd like to say! See here I think I've found the missing link, The piece that holds us together. If I had my way I'd here you say that it's OK, Friendship should last for ever. Bye for now. Didn't mean to let you down, Didn't mean to drive you away. Bye for now! Now that you're not around, So many things I'd like to say! Didn't mean to let you down. Didn't mean to let you down. Didn't mean to let you down. Didn't mean to let you down. Didn't mean to let you down. Never meant to let you down. Didn't mean to let you down.

Neologisms
Neologisms From: The Washington Post has published neologisms which are alternate meanings for common words. 1. Coffee (noun), the person upon whom one coughs. 2. Flabbergasted (adjective), appalled over how much weight you have gained. 3. Abdicate (verb), to give up all hope of ever having a flat stomach. 4. Esplanade (verb), to attempt an explanation while drunk. 5. Negligent (adjective), describes a condition in which you absent-mindedly answer the door in your nightgown. 6. Lymph (verb), to walk with a lisp. 7. Gargoyle (noun), olive-flavored mouthwash. 8. Flatulence (noun), emergency vehicle that picks you up after you are run over by a steamroller. 9. Balderdash (noun), a rapidly receding hairline. 10. Frisbeetarianism (noun), (back by popular demand): The belief that when you die, your Soul flies up onto the roof and gets stuck there.

Alone Again
I’ve been lonely for about as long as I can remember. It took someone like you to come my way. And inside it felt so right, until you took it all away. Tell me how am I supposed to deal with that lonely feeling again? Still sitting alone, in the early morning rain. Knowing this feeling so well, a familiar friend of pain. Still sitting alone alone again. Been alone for as long as I'd like to remember painful thoughts appear all around. We once hung our hearts so high that they fell to the ground. Is it all in my head or am I here alone again? Still sitting afraid in that early morning rain. Will the storm pass by and will it wash away the pain? Still crying alone alone again. Alone again…..

Thanks For Leveling Us
MsMaine here and I wanna thank everyone that helped us level up today. We went up 2 levels today. WAY TO GO!!! I was hopin that this would increase our family section but no such luck. We need to reach level 14 before that happens. So again thanks all for your hard work and PLEASE keep it up..lmao. Have a great night and dont forget about Archangel THE BRAT PRINCE, he is in a contest for a Happy Hour give away. MsMaine

Am I Rude?
ThickBeaut...: uh ok kinda rude bye ->ThickBeaut...: Oh...Well,I only become fans of military and retired military...I do that because people come to my page to send love to Our Men and Women in uniform....I will rate all your pictures if you want me to instead. ThickBeaut...: are you going to fan me back? ThickBeaut...: ?? ThickBeaut...: can you fan me back? its ok ->ThickBeaut...: Can I what back? Mistyped...I rated you a 10. ThickBeaut...: can you n me back too please?

Friends
I met you today you were cool, we became friends. Built a strong friendship one that would never die. You understood the pain I was feeling deep inside. You reached out to me made me smile when i was sad. made me laugh when i wanted to cry. I love you with all my heart. I know that you will always be there for me and i will be there for you. Friends we are and friends we will be until the end of time. If i never meet you i want you to know that you will always be in my heart. I hope that i am in your heart and a part of your life like you are a big part of my life. You made me see things that i did not understand and made me realize the things in life. To worry about the things i can control and leave behind the things i cannot control you are my friend a friend for life thank you I love you always and forever my friend.

Tampons Save A Life In Iraq ,plz Read It
Tampons to the rescue in Iraq !! Don't worry, it's a good story, and worth reading. It's even humorous in parts. It's from the mother of a Marine in Iraq . My son told me how wonderful the care packages we had sent them were and wanted me to tell everyone thank you. He said that one guy we'll call Marine X, got a girl care package and everyone was giving him a hard time. My son said, 'Marine X got some really nice smelling lotion and everyone really likes it, so every time he goes to sleep they steal it from him.' I told my son I was really sorry about the mistake, and if he wanted I would send Marine X another package. He told me not to worry about Marine X because every time I send something to him, Marine X thinks it's for him too. He said when my husband and I sent the last care package, Marine X came over to his cot picked up the box, started fishing through it, and said, 'What'd we get this time?' My son said they had the most fun with Marine X's package. Hm

Planet Caravan
by Black Sabbath. We sail through endless skies, Stars shine like eyes, The black night sighs, The moon in silver trees, Falls down in tears, Light of the night, The earth, a purple blaze, Of sapphire haze, In orbit always. While down below the trees, Bathed in cool breeze, Silver starlight breaks down the night, And so we pass on by the crimson eye, Of great god Mars, As we travel the universe.

My Nick....
I was once asked about my nick, how could I claim the title Medicine wolf, implying that I was a healer of some sort. The answer is simple, I am a healer, I am from the wolf clan of the eastern Cherokee. My name was given me by my grandfather, he too was known as Medicine Wolf. A few other thoughts concerning the wolf, wolf totem, wolf clan... There is only one Lord Wolf, the grandfather wolf to all wolves, the first one created by the creator. There can be no other, and anyone claiming the name is really asking for some bad medicine to drop on their pointy little heads. The wolf totem represents the teacher within us all. And finally, those of the wolf clan are descended from the first wolf, who took a Indian wife. We have an affinity for dogs, wolves, and the wild. I have woke up on camping trips and found I was sharing a fire with a pack of wolves. I was not threatened nor did I threaten them. Remember, the wolf has the family first mentality, everything e

Wrote 5/11/03
I go day by day, Lost in my own world. Hiding to save my sanity. Lost in my own head. Drifting by, Adverting my eyes. Trying not to see all the demise. Heavy weighted, Full. Filled to the top, Overflowing with frusteration. Spewing depression, Crying pain. This is me. I thought I saw you, Holding out your hand. I thought I felt you, Trying to break through. Scratching at the walls. Was it just me? Or have you stopped? Was it me? Please show me, Don't tell me. Show me that your still there. 5/11/03

Drowning In My Lonliness...
Soo...I just posted the lyrics to my fave song. I decided that along with some of them...I have something to say. It's the second verse... "Drowing in my lonliness how long must I hold my breath? All this emptiness inside... I could fill the deepest sea I reach to the sky as the moon looks on my one last tear has come and gone I'm dying to let your love rain down on me..." THats describes my life right now. I hate it. I am always alone. My best friend and roommate is non existant. She is always with her boyfriend at his apartment and is never home. I have seen her once maybe twice in a week and a half. The boyfriend works too damn much and I never see him. What the hell is a girl to do for entertainment??

Untitled
UNTITLED SOMETIMES WE LET THE THINGS WE WANT, LEAVE, AND WE REGRET NEVER STOPPING THEM. THEY MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE YOUR SOMETHING SPECIAL, WHEN YOUR SAD THEY LET YOU CUDDOL AND NESOL. YOU ENTERED MY LIFE AS A HELPING FRIEND, I NEVER KNEW YOU'D BE MY LOVE UNTIL THE END. WE MET ONE NIGHT AND NEVER STOPPED TALKING. NOW IM LEFT WITH YOU WALKING. YOU KNEW HOW TO COMFORT ME IN TIMES OF NEED. OUR RELATIONSHIP GREW LIKE A PLANTED SEED. I NEVER MEANT TO LET YOU GO BUT WHEN YOU LEFT SO DID MY HEART AND SOUL. WE NEVER REALIZE WHAT WE HAVE IN LIFE UNTIL THEY WALK RIGHT OUT OF SIGHT. TO MY BABYGURL AND THE ONE I LOVE. PLEASE FORGIVE ME. IM SORRY FOR WHAT HAS BEEN DONE. THE FEELING OF LONLYNESS ISJUST SO COLD. I WILL ALWAYS WAIT UNTIL IM SAD AND OLD. A WORD OF ADVISE TOTHOSE IN NEED, IF YOU MEET THAT ONE PERSON WHO MAKES YOU HAPPY. HOLD ON TO THEM FOREVER CAUSE YOU'RE NEVER SURE WHEN THEY'LL GO. LOVE YA........ EDWARD LEWIS 11-30-05

Packing Day #1
ok, i started packing today... i got this in: tshirts, shirts, pijamas, undies, jeans, shorts: most of this is summer/winter clothes pullovers and sweaters too. tomorrow i need to look for other things i need to look what books i'm going to take with me, make up, parfum, body creams, the jackets, the suits, shoes! omg :( i don't have place for everything! the only good thing is, that my dad is comming with me for a couple weeks and i can put in his bag some of my stuff hehehehehe (stupid air france only let me carry 20kg with me) an extra bag for my stuff i'll take in the airplane with me, and the bag of the laptop... anyways, it's raining and tomorrow i have to do other things, i need to go back to capital mmm it's tiring lol i just hope i don't forget the basics, last trip i did, i packed everything but i forgot about the pijamas lol *hugs*

Is Hilary Clinton Serious??
I was watching the news and Hilary was explaining her proposed health care plan. I tried to find it on the net and was able to get part of what she said. Here it is: Hillary Clinton Unveils Healthcare Plan That Requires Insurance For All Americans Reported by: Regional News Service Monday, Sep 17, 2007 @01:54pm CST (Des Moines, IA) -- The nation's healthcare system could undergo major changes if Hillary Clinton becomes the next President. Clinton unveiled a plan to require all Americans to have health insurance during a visit to a hospital in Iowa this morning. Clinton is proposing to require Americans to pay for their health insurance at a level determined by their income. Her plan would require businesses to either offer health insurance or pay into a federal pool that would be used to cover the uninsured. Numerous tax breaks would be offered to help Americans and business owners pay for insurance. Insurance companies would not be allowed to deny coverage to p

Prayers For 3 Family Members
Hey everyone, *hugs* to all my friends. Please keep my family in your prayers. I just found out that my Aunt is dying. They have giving her just days to live. She will be leaving behind one child when she goes..So please keep her in your prayers...Also my grandfather is very sick..So please pray for him...3rd please pray for my sister elizabeth...She is 6 years and was just diagnosed with cervical cancer..The doctor said it is very uncommon to see a child her age with this condition...So please everyone keep my family in your thoughts and prayers...I will keep everyone updated.... Angel

Weekend
Went out this weekend with friends. Got a little drunk, but had lots of fun. Stayed out until the next morning. Guess I really needed to be out and have fun, forget about problems for awhile. Made some new friends. But I was lucky and no hangover the next day, but not unusual. Did some things that haven't even told my best friend about. Hope to have fun this weekend again. I guess that is all I am willing to say at this point.

Hope
Hope is a necessary component for a healthy life. Those who are filled with hope find lifes disappointments easier to manage. Hope is the provider of silent strength, a will to move forward and grow despite obstacles. Hope fuels the soul and fires our passions. Often we project our hopes in ways that are self-defeating. We put our faith and hope on other people, money, or other things wishing them to manifest peace and joy in our lives. When those other things are taken from us we end up feeling defeated and devastated. It is in these moments we must realize that hope is something that must be nurtured within. Hope cannot be dependant on changing variables, but can only remain constant when we keep it centered on that which truly matters: love, respect, and faith. Today's Exercise: Reflect on a time where you put your hope into something that didn't manifest as you had wished. Remember those feelings and reflect on what this experience taught you about hope and fai

Missing You
Why can't I speak when I have so much to tell? Why can't I write when I have so much in mind? Why can't I sing when there's music in my heart? Why can't I dance when there's rythm in the air? Too many words left unspoken Too many things left undone Why can't it be and why can't I? For all I know this pain deep inside Took the gladness from my heart. Is this the pain of missing you? Is this the reason behind it all? Hear the agony of my heart Longing for you and for your touch Feeling your lips, feeling your face Missing your kisses and warm embrace. When will the waiting ever be over? For as long as were apart I can never be whole I just want you to know That my heart is aching because "I'M MISSING YOU!"

My Gf's Little Sister
Readers Story - My Girlfriends Little Sister I was happy. My girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. My parents helped us in every way, my friends encouraged me, and my girlfriend? She was a dream! There was only one thing bothering me, very much indeed, and that one thing was her younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty years of age, wore tight mini skirts and low cut blouses. She would regularly bend down when near me and I got many a pleasant view of her underwear. It had to be deliberate. She never did it when she was near anyone else. One day little sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived. She whispered to me that soon I was to be married, and she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome and didn't really want to overcome. She told me that she wanted to make love to me just once before I got married and committed my life to

As The Night Takes Me In It's Arms...
I think of you in the darkness of night, When dreams won’t come you hold me tight. All alone and in tears I think of you. The life we had, the love I once knew. No noise after the sun has began to depart, Can cover the sound of my shattering heart. I’m sorry for all that’s been said and done, I was the moon, and you were the sun. Sadness consumes me; I fight to stay whole, I took so much for granted, and this is the toll. In the dark I wish you could come back to these arms, Where I can keep you safe from all the worlds harm’s. Pulling you in close and holding you tight, Helping you find your way through the night. Before sleep I think of you and cry for all my sin, The cause that made your hurt and pain begin. I lay awake thinking of the love we shared, Wishing I could take your pain and you would be spared. In the fleeting dreams I have, often you appear. Your so far away but yet still feel so near, As the dream shatters and begins to break, Gazing at the ceiling

Am I Dreaming....
As I lie awake at night I hear your soft voice, Whispering you love me. My eyes gently close as I sense you close at hand, I feel you next to me. My hand reaches out to caress you, Our fingertips meet. The air is filled with a soft scent, I can smell your perfume in the room. My lips gently seek you, I softly kiss your forehead. My voice softly speaks your name, I tell you I will love you forever. I open my eyes to look into yours, But you are not next to me. Am I dreaming? My heart knows I am not.

Newest Stunt Stryke Tryed To Pull On A Friend Of Mine.
cuz he is a cock sucking liar : bfg3man: yeah wat did she say about me bro? jeffasmith2007: that you like to get drunk and beat on women that you have a thing for lil kids so waht the pics fo your kids bfg3man: wat kids?/ bfg3man: i dont have any bfg3man: we took that when we went out buying her bday gift Hide Recent Messages (F3) jeffasmith2007: no she is telling everyoen to watch th pics of there kids bfg3man: who did u hear this from? jeffasmith2007: 2 of my best friends i brought to the site and 1 name iw illw ith hodl lets jsut say there high upin fubar

Tear
Every time I close my eyes, I think of you. Tell me now ’cause I’m not knowing what to do. I want to feel you but you are not here. I want to love you but my heart is in fear. How can we be so close yet so far away? I need you to love me. There is so much I want to say. Every time I hear your name, a tear fall down my cheek. The thought of you makes my body so weak. Yesterday, I wrote you a love letter And today I threw it away. Not knowing in my heart, the things I wanted to say. I took the chance and put you out of my mind. Now knowing in the end what I was looking for I would never find. I need you to hold me and feel your kiss. It’s something I so very much miss. Every time I close my eyes, I think of you. Tell me ’cause I’m not knowing what to do.

Saggy Pants Update
Cities Cracking Down on Saggy Pants Sep 16, 2:35 PM (ET) By MATTHEW VERRINDER TRENTON, N.J. (AP) - It's a fashion that started in prison, and now the saggy pants craze has come full circle - low-slung street strutting in some cities may soon mean run-ins with the law, including a stint in jail. Proposals to ban saggy pants are starting to ride up in several places. At the extreme end, wearing pants low enough to show boxers or bare buttocks in one small Louisiana town means six months in jail and a $500 fine. A crackdown also is being pushed in Atlanta. And in Trenton, getting caught with your pants down may soon result in not only a fine, but a city worker assessing where your life is headed. "Are they employed? Do they have a high school diploma? It's a wonderful way to redirect at that point," said Trenton Councilwoman Annette Lartigue, who is drafting a law to outlaw saggy pants. "The message is clear: We don't want to see your backside." The bare-your-britches

Great Medical Professionals In Venezuela!!
"Dead" man wakes up under autopsy knife Mon Sep 17, 8:53 AM ET A Venezuelan man who had been declared dead woke up in the morgue in excruciating pain after medical examiners began their autopsy. Carlos Camejo, 33, was declared dead after a highway accident and taken to the morgue, where examiners began an autopsy only to realize something was amiss when he started bleeding. They quickly sought to stitch up the incision on his face. "I woke up because the pain was unbearable," Camejo said, according to a report on Friday in leading local newspaper El Universal. His grieving wife turned up at the morgue to identify her husband's body only to find him moved into a corridor -- and alive. Reuters could not immediately reach hospital officials to confirm the events. But Camejo showed the newspaper his facial scar and a document ordering the autopsy.

Faithfully By Journey
Highway run Into the midnight sun Wheels go round and round You're on my mind Restless hearts Sleep alone tonight Sending all my love Along the wire They say that the road Ain't no place to start a family Right down the line It's been you and me And lovin' a music man Ain't always what it's supposed to be Oh, girl, you stand by me I'm forever yours Faithfully Circus life Under the big top world We all need the clowns To make us smile Through space and time Always another show Wondering where I am Lost without you And being apart Ain't easy on this love affair Two strangers learn to fall in love again I get the joy of rediscovering you Oh, girl, you stand by me I'm forever yours Faithfully Whooa, oh-oh-ooh Whooa, oh-oh-ooh, oh Whooa, oh-oh-oh, oh-whoooooa-oh Faithfully I'm still yours I'm forever yours Ever yours Faithfully

All Along
How could you touch her, Like you touched me. How could you kiss her Like you kissed me. How can you smile, Like you did with me. How can you laugh, Like you did with me. How could you do all of those things And never think of me. Did you ever try to guess How happy we could be? I tried to hide my hurt Tried to move on I bet they didn't know My heart is too far gone. I've always loved you Never lied at all Always kept my promises Never let you fall There's so many things That I've wanted to say. I cant make out the words You left me astray How could you touch her, Like you touched me. How could you kiss her Like you kissed me. I've loved you all along. Did she? 9/12/07

Brown Eyes
I find there's no surprise The most amazing brown eyes The ones I havent seen in a while You've got the sweetest smile The warmest touch, The kindest heart.. It's hard to find a place to start I love you more and more With every passing day That one time you left me All of my blue skies turned to grey I didn't know what to do Barely knew who I was I cried for many reasons But mainly just because. I love you more than I love myself I want to be with you more than breathe I know we'll be together again I just have to believe In the truth that's behind Those amazing brown eyes. 9/10/07

A Secret Romance
The blade so shiny. Once so sharp. How beautifully it crawls Across the frozen flesh. Beads of black seep through. One by one they drop To end the life of another. The pain so familiar, Once so harsh. How elegant it feels To let feelings out. Saying nothing. But feeling relieved. The life of one.. Has stopped. 3/19/04

My Mortal Sin
If I had known this would be.. The last time I cried, The last time I tried. The last time I bled. The last time I had shed a mortal tear.. Then I would have said I love you. I always showed you my true colors. I never let them fade. Lost in this gray haze I sat. Sulking through my days. Reflection was never seen. The torture never fought. I thought that I would die here. Right here in this spot. I guess I never cared. Just sat there in my shame. I thought “I’ll do it tomorrow” But tomorrow never came. I took that leap of faith. More like the step of fate. I cut. I cut deep. Deeper than my normal wounds would seep. Then a flash came back to me. A memory of when I was younger. Even then I was covered With crimson cuts and little white scars. I remember slicing, looking up at the stars. Thinking of where I would be. Who I would meet? What would lead me to defeat? But I guess I stopped thinking. I knew I was sinking. Into my mortal sin. 12/30/03

Something To Offend Everyone
Q) What do you call two Mexicans playing basketball? A) Juan on Juan Q) What is the difference between A Harley and a Hoover ? A) The position of the dirt bag Q) Why is divorce so expensive? A) Because it's worth it Q) What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over? A) Doughnuts? Q) Why is air a lot like sex? A) Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any > Q) What do you call a smart blonde? A) A golden retriever. Q) What do attorneys use for birth control? A) Their personalities. Q) What's the difference between A girlfriend and wife? A) 45 lbs Q) What's the difference between A boyfriend and husband? A) 45 minutes Q) What's the fastest way to a man's heart? A) Through his chest with a sharp knife. Q) Why do men want to marry virgins? A) They can't stand criticism Q) Why is it so hard for

Not An Eay Decision.....
My buddy, Aaron had to witness his mother-in-law being taken off of life support today after a long fight with cancer! She, Mrs. Garcia, was a english teacher at our high school, so I personally knew her for about 18 years. He say his wife, Angela, couldnt sign the papers, D.N.R., at the last minute so he had to! He say that it was the hardest thing he has ever done! Could you, if the time called for it, sign a loved one's life away?

Suicide: A Heavy Burden???
Preface: As many of you know, I attended a QPR Suicide Prevention Gatekeeper Training Class related to meeting suicide needs of people in various situations on September 10, 2007 (“World Suicide Prevention Day“), as offered and supported through the Austin/Travis County Suicide Prevention Coalition. Noel and Elizabeth Roebuck were there facilitating the class, while the class was lead by a Certified QPR Instructor, Janie E. Black, M.Ed. My interest in learning more about suicide stems from a second cousin killing himself with a shotgun (butt placed on the toilet and pointed to directly under his jaw) after returning home from a war and struggling with a variety of issues when I was in my pre-teen years…and, in later years, having friends go through bouts of suicidal tendencies, threats and attempts. Additionally, in working with domestic violence and victim situations throughout the years in the shelter and on the phones, it has been my experience that callers have called in,

Time To Think
The past week I have had a lot of time to think about things. During this time I have realized a lot of things about myself and about life. Some things where like a ton of bricks hitting with such force it took my breath. Other things literally made me sick to my stomach. Who knew that getting lost in your thoughts could actually be painful. One of the main things that came about during all this was how I let myself be treated by others. The fact that I let people use me, walk on me like I’m a door mat, lie to me & hurt me made me sick. I try to see the good in people. I try to help them in any way I can. I forgive them way to easily. The few times that popped into my head of when I stood up for my self, I also remembered later telling the person whom I was fussing with I was sorry. I’m the type of person who is always there for people when they need somebody. Now if you turn that around you can count on one hand the number of people who are there for me when I need somebody. Hones

~~walk With Me~~
Walk With Me by BlueWolf © Walk with me down winding roads Tree lined paths and trails unknown Walk with me and hold my hand Walk with me in sea soaked sand Hear my whisper in your ear A hushed breath, a gentle tear Hear the song of mourning doves Hear my cries of whispered love Tell me of your wildest dreams All the things you’ve never seen Tell me of our life to come Tell me of our unborn son Name the things you hold most dear The wants, desires that you hold near Name a place you want to go Name to me your deepest woe Write to me of love so sweet From your heart – dig down deep Write to me a song I know Write to me in sweetest prose Hold me close and don’t let go Your love is what I want to know Hold my heart within yours dear Hold me now, pull me near Feel me now our bodies twined Two become one, a single mind Feel my body, taste my soul Feel the love that makes us whole..........

What You Know About Me!
This is funny. YOU fill in the blanks about ME even if you don't have any idea what they are and REPLY TO ME... but first, post a blank one out to all your friends so they can mess with you. Be honest and reply!! Make sure you repost it blank in your own bulletin so I can do it for you! My name: The love of my life: Where we met: Take a stab at my middle name: How long you've known me: The last time that we saw each other: Do I drink? Your first impression of upon meeting me/seeing me: One of my favorite things to do: Am I funny? My favorite type of music: Can I sing? The best feature about me: Am I shy or outgoing? Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules? Do I have any special talents? If so, what are they? Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what)? Have you ever hugged me? My favorite food: Have you ever had a crush on me? If there was one good nickname for me, it

Depressed
I am just setting here thinking of chris and I and and I feeling a little blue...I miss him with all my heart and I know this is his job and I am going to be there for him all the way this is just a bump in the road I need to get over becouse this is our life now. I chose to be with him he had this job befor I was even in the pic so i just need to get off this feeling of depreshion is all. We talk on the phone daily to each other so its not like i don't hear form him at all. I just can't wait until I see him agean or I am able to go on the road with him too. I just feel like curling up in a ball and crying my self to sleep right now but i can't atleast not right now. Well this all for now ttyl good night ya all

Missing
Ok, here is my rant....... I don't mean to make this seem one sided but..... I have some minor issues that have a tendancy to bother me from time to time, and now is one of those times. So, here it is. Yes, I have some friends on here, and yes there are some of you that I truely call friends, but my issue is that I often get the feeling that if I am not the one who initiates any kind of conversation or make any kind of comment, that I would not hear anything from anyone for several days if ever. As I see it, a friendship is not a one sided relationship, and for goodness sake I know that I am not the only person in your world. I do know that you have other friends as well, so it is not like I am asking you to devote all of your time to me and only me. I am not like that. Sometimes I feel as if I should not log in for a few days just to see who really misses me.....but lets just face it, that would be self centered, and I am not really like that. With this in mind, I am not going to si

One Of Our Own Is In A Contest !!
When it isnt happy hour if you all could comment his pic when you can it would be very helpful. The contest runs until the 24th of this month. I want to thank everyone in advance. And also want to thank all of you for being so faithful to our group.

Bitches
Bored to death is the word. Without a job or driving ability (Thanks Cunt) I find myself bored. Not everyone is like my childrens mother's. Lazy bitches that just sit around and do fucking nothing. They will both get theres. First Victim will be My son's mother her abandonment of her son is cause for termination of her parental rights. Second victim will have to wait for there karma to come. She only fucked herself. I had a job with a paycheck then the suspend my D/L how do you get money that way you stupid fucking whore. You will always be the same hateful. You guys better get your shit together cause when I come after you it wont be pretty. Once I get jon setteled you guys are next. Better get your shit together cause it will come. I have no time for usless lazy cunts

Please Help Me I Need Coments For My Pic Please Help
***CONTEST IS NOW OPEN!!*** CONTEST WILL END MONDAY SEPT 24TH @ 9PM CENTRAL TIME GOOD LUCK TO ALL! **1ST PRIZE-7 DAY BLAST OR VIP** **2ND PRIZE-PORSCHE OR VETTE** **3RD PRIZE-TROPICAL VACATION OR MOTORCYCLE** *EVERYONE WHO GETS 1000 COMMENTS WILL RECEIVE A PLATNIUM CHERRY *EVERYONE WHO ENTERS WILL GET A TROPHY JUST FOR BEING APART OF THE CONTEST MOST COMMENTS WINS. COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED AND ENCOURAGED BY ALL! ***HERE ARE THE CONTESTANTS!***

You - Gary Moore
Sometimes when I look around at people who are lonely, I feel a sense of sadness deep inside. It makes me wonder how I got along before I found you, and what I'd do if you should turn around and say goodbye. 'Cause baby you, you're what I'm living for. I couldn't have asked for more. Right from the moment that I found you, I knew that you, you were the one for me. The one who could make me see, this world could be a brighter place. Sometimes when I think about the friends I left behind me, I feel a sense of sadness deep inside. It makes me wonder how I knew that one day you would find me, and what I'd do if you should turn around and say goodbye. 'Cause baby you, you're what I'm living for. I couldn't have asked for more. Right from the moment that I found you, I knew that you, you were my brightest star. And whether you're close or far, you're always here inside my heart. 'Cause baby you, you're what I'm living for. I couldn't have asked

Wait For Me ~ Rebecca St. James
Darling, did you know that I I dream about you Waiting for the look in your eyes When we meet for the first time And darling, did you know that I I pray about you Praying that you will hold on And keep your loving eyes only for me CHORUS: 'Cause I am waiting for, praying for you darling Wait for me too Wait for me as I wait for you 'Cause I am waiting for, praying for you darling Wait for me too Wait for me as I wait for you Darling wait Darling did you know I dream about life together Knowing it will be forever I'll be yours and you'll be mine And darling when I say " Til death do us part" I mean it with all of my heart Now and always faithful to you CHORUS Now I know you may have made mistakes But there's forgiveness, and a second chance So wait for me, darling wait for me Wait for me Darling wait for me CHORUS

Seeking Committed Bombers
Do you have what it takes to be an Elite Bomber,for The Royal Bombing Wolves?Royal Bombing Wolves are Seeking Exsperianced Comment Bombers. Requirerments: As soon as you Sign in you Comment Bomb all Allotted Daily Comments on a Kingdom Contestant.Displaying Loyalty,Respect,Love + with these 3 you Display Honor towards your Pack. If Enterested Please Contact: *Lord Wolf*,Bombs Away K.O.W--R.B.W.,Contests to Bomb,Cherokee Princess,StonerButterfly,Simply Amazi@ fubar Desireme4u~~Queen of RBW~~@ fubar Royal Bombing Wolves,,Headquarters@ fubar

Lol What's Your Sign
Aquarius - I'm The Wifey/Hubby Type Gemini - I Fuck Better Than You Cancer - I Can Make You Love Me Leo - I Fuck Like No Other! Aries- I'm The Best At Sex! Libra - I'm Great In Bed! Scorpio - I'll Make You Scream My Name Sagittarius - I Have Great Lips To Kiss! Taurus - I'm Sexy As Hell Capricorn - I Can Have Sex All Night Long! Pisces - When I Put It On You, You'll Be Sprung For Life Virgo - I'm A Lover, Not A Hater

Seeking Bombers An Contests To Bomb
Do you have what it takes to be an Elite Bomber,for The Royal Bombing Wolves?Royal Bombing Wolves are Seeking Exsperianced Comment Bombers. Requirerments: As soon as you Sign in you Comment Bomb all Allotted Daily Comments on a Kingdom Contestant.Displaying Loyalty,Respect,Love + with these 3 you Display Honor towards your Pack. If Enterested Please Contact: *Lord Wolf*,Bombs Away K.O.W--R.B.W.,Contests to Bomb,Cherokee Princess,StonerButterfly,Simply Amazi@ fubar Desireme4u~~Queen of RBW~~@ fubar Royal Bombing Wolves,,Headquarters@ fubar Contests To Bomb,Show Some Love Kingdom of Wolves. Simply Amazeing Contest Link:All Bombers not yet in a Platoon Please Continue to Bomb here. Cherokee Princess Contest Link:Platoons A + C will Bomb this Contest. Stone Butterfly; sister to Boogies Momma needs our help. Contest has already begun! Click on picture below to get started!Platoons B. + D.

The Legend Of The Cherokee Rose
The Legend of the Cherokee Rose Retold by Barbara Shining Woman Warren In the latter half of 1838, Cherokee People who had not voluntarily moved west earlier were forced to leave their homes in the East. The trail to the West was long and treacherous and many were dying along the way. The People's hearts were heavy with sadness and their tears mingled with the dust of the trail. The Elders knew that the survival of the children depended upon the strength of the women. One evening around the campfire, the Elders called upon Heaven Dweller, ga lv la di e hi. They told Him of the People's suffering and tears. They were afraid the children would not survive to rebuild the Cherokee Nation. Gal v la di e hi spoke to them, "To let you know how much I care, I will give you a sign. In the morning, tell the women to look back along the trail. Where their tears have fallen, I will cause to grow a plant that will have seven leaves for the seven clans of the Cherokee. Amidst the plant wi

Why The Sun Follows The Moon
Rock House: Why the Sun Follows the Moon California Indian Legend Southern Maidu Re-told by Barbara Shining Woman Warren This story was collected in Yuba County by Don May, a Cherokee and told to Barbara Warren in 1990. Don originally heard the story in 1980 from his eighty year old Southern Maidu friend, Frazier Edwards. Frazier had lived in this area all his days; this was the home of his ancestors. The Maidu are a Northern-Central Valley tribe of California. Originally their territory encompassed both sides of the Sacramento River. The Maidu are among the most gifted basket makers in the world. As a legend which has never been previously recorded, it is being placed on Cherokees of California's webpage so that others may "hear the words" once again. Rock House is the Southern Maidu name for Paines Peak. The twelve hundred foot high Paines Peak is a jagged out-cropping of volcanic rock. It is located within a circle of the foothill roads of Old Marysville, Fruitland,

Girlfriend Application
BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND APPLICATION 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5. Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... give me your numbe

Legend Of The Tlanuhwa And The Uhktena
Legend of The Tlanuhwa and The Uhktena As told by David Michael Wolfe, Inage. i Ani Yunwiya (Virginia Cherokee) -This story was taught to me by William Webber, Danawa Destoti - a Kalohna (War leader) of the Ani Wahya (Wolf Clan) When the world of the Ani Yunwiya was new all living things were great in size and strength. Two of the many creatures that had been created and placed upon Ani Daksi Amayeli by Unethlana the Apportioner were the Tlanuhwa and the Uhktena. The Tlanuhwa were very large birds with markings much like the red-tail hawk of today. The markings or symbols of the great Tlanuhwa could only be worn by the ancient Ani Kituhwah warriors when they went into war. Some people say the Tlanuhwa were the original parents, Ani Tawodi, of the great hawks that live today. The Uhktena are enormous creatures that live in the rivers and lakes of the great Ouascioto valleys and mountains (the Ohio Valley and Appalachians). The Uhktena come and go from this world to the underw

The Origin Of The Iroquois Nations
The Origin of the Iroquois Nations -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- About 1390, today's State of New York became the stronghold of five powerful Indian tribes. They were later joined by another great tribe, the Tuscaroras from the south. Eventually the Iroquois, Mohawks, Oneidas, Onondagas, and Cayugas joined together to form the great Iroquois Nation. In 1715, the Tuscaroras were accepted into the Iroquois Nation. The Five Nations Long, long ago, one of the Spirits of the Sky World came down and looked at the earth. As he travelled over it, he found it beautiful, and so he created people to live on it. Before returning to the sky, he gave them names, called the people all together, and spoke his parting words: "To the Mohawks, I give corn," he said. "To the patient Oneidas, I give the nuts and the fruit of many trees. To the industrious Senecas, I give beans. To the friendly Cayugas, I give the roots of plants to be eat

Tuesday Links: Rock Scream Tuesday, Dl Hughley, New O&a Videos, New O&a Audio, New Videos Online, Miss Paltalk Contest - Win Ca$h!!
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) It's once again Rock Scream Tuesday, so have yourself some hot tea, warm up those vocal cords, crank up some Jim Gillette, call up the show (new number: 877-212-OandA), and do your best Joe Elliot impression (yeah, because it's ann 80's reference day for some reason). It's also Hummer Tuesday, Wake Up Your Spouse/Partner/Buddy Tuesday and Far Away Phone Call Tuesday. The one and only DL Hughley is in studio today hanging with the guys. He's playing Town Hall on November 10th, but more importantly, HIS DVD 'UNAPOLOGETIC' GOES ON SALE NEXT WEEK! Thanks to some creative O&A fans, we have some great new AUDIO online: Jimmy Van Halen: We're Back - Pete from MorningSide Soundboard O&A Techno Remix - By Cokelogic Miss Paltalk Contest: OK so every morning we watch the Ladies of PALTALK, who spend their mornings showering, sleeping nude, getting dressed, or having the morning sex... now they have a chance to make some C

Politicians
It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Who would you vote for? Candidate A. Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist. He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B. He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening. Candidate C He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife. Which of these candidates would be our choice? Decide first... no peeking, then scroll down for the response. Candidate A is Franklin D. Roosevelt. Candidate B is Winston Churchill. Candidate C is Adolph Hitler.

We Are Homeowners...almost
ok, we go sign the house papers on Friday!! Woohoo!! I can't wait! This week will be a busy one. Most everything is already packed and ready to go. I am working in the kitchen packing up pots and pans I have not used in a while. Some things are going out not to be kept some is in boxes to go to the new house. My plans this week is to get everything we are not using or don't need in boxes and ready to go. I want to get the keys to the new house and go over and clean it (dust, sweep, mop) on Friday night with the kids. They have not seen the inside of the house so they are so ready to go!! This weekend we will be busy loading and unloading our things. Jeff has taken next Tuesday and Wednesday off so we can move the furniture and stuff I don't get over there. so we will be offline for a few days but we will be back. I can't wait to get pics up so everyone can see our new house!! ~~smooches~~

Now For The Clean Up, Should B Left With Maybe 100 Peeps
i said i was cleanin list up today and i is on my way there. if ya ain't read the last blog b4 this u may wanna and let me know if u are a stay or a go, cause those of u who msgd and those of u who won't b deleted regardless know who u are already...peace out.

Under The Gown
Under the Gown by Achirae© I watch you as you lie there, peacefully sleeping beside me. I've just woken up and am once again amazed at your beauty. I lean and lightly lick your neck, gliding it almost too lightly from the crook of your neck, up the smooth flesh and all around your ear. You shiver at my touch and start to stir from your slumber. My hand strokes down your side, across your hip and over your pussy, cupping your sex through your long white cotton nightgown. You moan lightly and I feel your lips nuzzling my neck, placing feather-light kisses there. I rub your pussy through the material of your gown, my middle finger dragging along the outline of your slit. My other hand rubs your belly in slow circles. You let your tongue lazily trace a vein in my neck before you move your lips to my earlobe. I shudder at your touch, my ears are so sensitive. My hand moves from your belly to stroke all around your body, my fingertips barely touching you, the fabric of the night

The Faithful Lovers (sioux Legend)
THE FAITHFUL LOVERS There once lived a chief's daughter who had many relations. All the young men in the village wanted to have her for wife, and were all eager to fill her skin bucket when she went to the brook for water. There was a young man in the village who was industrious and a good hunter; but he was poor and of a mean family. He loved the maiden and when she went for water, he threw his robe over her head while he whispered in her ear: "Be my wife. I have little but I am young and strong. I will treat you well, for I love you." For a long time the maiden did not answer, but one day she whispered back. "Yes, you may ask my father's leave to marry me. But first you must do something noble. I belong to a great family and have many relations. You must go on a war party and bring back the scalp of an enemy." The young man answered modestly, "I will try to do as you bid me. I am only a hunter, not a warrior. Whether I shall be brave or no

The Sioux Who Married The Crow Chief's Daughter
THE SIOUX WHO MARRIED THE CROW CHIEF'S DAUGHTER A war party of seven young men, seeing a lone tepee standing on the edge of a heavy belt of timber, stopped and waited for darkness, in order to send one of their scouts ahead to ascertain whether the camp which they had seen was the camp of friend or enemy. When darkness had settled down on them, and they felt secure in not being detected, they chose one of their scouts to go on alone and find out what would be the best direction for them to advance upon the camp, should it prove to be an enemy. Among the scouts was one who was noted for his bravery, and many were the brave acts he had performed. His name was Big Eagle. This man they selected to go to the lone camp and obtain the information for which they were waiting. Big Eagle was told to look carefully over the ground and select the best direction from which they should make the attack. The other six would await his return. He started on his mission, bein

Smiles
I am actually smiling inside at this time. I plan to go get something for my niece for her first birthday. Got to spoil someone and she is very important. Yeah I do plan to spoil myself a little if I find something I want. Already know what it is. Hey...been a while since spoiled myself in ways damn it. Not like anyone else to spoil at the moment. Though I got something up my sleeve for someone. Anyways heading out soon. Will be on my own slow computer again maybe Sat or Sun at the latest. All depends. Someone please miss me........and let me know. LOL. :P

How The Buffalo Hunt Began
How the Buffalo Hunt Began Cheyenne Native American Lore -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The buffalo formerly ate man. The magpie and the hawk were on the side of the people, for neither ate the other or the people. These two birds flew away from a council between animals and men. They determined that a race would be held, the winners to eat the losers. The course was long, around a mountain. The swiftest buffalo was a cow called Neika, "swift head." She believed she would win and entered the race. On the other hand, the people were afraid because of the long distance. They were trying to get medicine to prevent fatigue. All the birds and animals painted themselves for the race, and since that time they have all been brightly coloured. Even the water turtle put red paint around his eyes. The magpie painted himself white on head, sh

White Buffalo Calf Woman
WHITE BUFFALO CALF WOMAN Brings The First Pipe As told by: Joseph Chasing Horse We Lakota people have a prophecy about the white buffalo calf. How that prophecy originated was that we have a sacred bundle, a sacred peace pipe, that was brought to us about 2,000 years ago by what we know as the White Buffalo Calf Woman. The story goes that she appeared to two warriors at that time. These two warriors were out hunting buffalo, hunting for food in the sacred Black Hills of South Dakota, and they saw a big body coming toward them. And they saw that it was a white buffalo calf. As it came closer to them, it turned into a beautiful young Indian girl. That time one of the warriors thought bad in his mind, and so the young girl told him to step forward. And when he did step forward, a black cloud came over his body, and when the black cloud disappeared, the warrior who had bad thoughts was left with no flesh or blood on his bones. The other warrior kneeled and

One...
One song can spark a moment, One flower can wake the dream. One tree can start a forest, One bird can herald spring. One smile begins a friendship, One handclasp lifts a soul. One star can guide a ship at sea, One word can frame the goal. One vote can change a nation, One sunbeam lights a room. One candle wipes out darkness, One laugh will conquer gloom. One step must start each journey, One word must start each prayer. One hope will raise our spirits, One touch can show you care. One voice can speak with wisdom, One life can make the difference, You see, its up to you! Wishing you all a most wonderful day! {{{Hugs}}} Many Blessings, In Love and Light!

Why?
I LOVE TWO MEN. BUT WHY WOULD I LET THE BETTER ONE GO! MAYBE I FELT I DIDN'T DESERVE HIM AND I'M CONFUSED. WHY IN LIFE DO WE DO THINGS WE DON'T WANT TO DO? WHY DO WE HURT THE ONES WE TRULY LOVE? WHY DO WE LET THE ONE WE WANT TO BE WITH GO? I'M SO CONFUSED. AND I CANT GET HIM OUT OF MY HEAD. I CANT SLEEP , I CANT DO ANYTHING BUT SIT HERE AND CRY OVER SOMETHING I DID TO MY SELF. DUMB HUH, I KNOW. I HOPE SOMEDAY HE WILL FORGIVE ME.BECAUSE I'M TRULY SORRY FOR THE PAIN I CAUSED HIM , WELL BOTH OF THEM. AND NOW I'M ALL ALONE AND WHY BECAUSE I FUCKED UP! AND I JUST WANT HIM TO I STILL WITH ALWAYS LOVE HIM WITH ALL OF MY HEART, OMG WHY DID I DO THIS!!! IM SORRY!!!

Ripples
In my dream we are together (have been for all of time) and we are standing, skipping flat stones across the still water of a high mountain lake - we are watching the ripples spread atop the mirrored surface, breaking apart the reflection of the bluest sky. Without words, we turn into each other and I kiss you long and deep and I can feel the moist, warm air that surrounds you and feel your pulse in the softness of your lips. © All rights reserved

Spring In Australia Written By Bruce
Spring in Australia is from 9/1/ to 11/30 or 1/9/ to 30/11/ every year and in the first few weeks Birds called magpies make their nests and have their chicks/babies and the adult magpies swoop people who come close to the trees where the nests are and if you get too close to the tree they're protecting you might get the back of head or a bit of your ears pecked with their sharp beak and there will be blood when you get pecked by them so becareful when near a tree that might have a magpies nest in it and also during spring especially near the end of october daylight savings time except for Queensland starts and then you put your clocks forward one hour which is cool because you get to have more sunshine to at least 8pm i hope this helps people to understand Springtime in Australia i am not trying to put people off about the magpies which i put in this but i nearly got pecked 1 time some years back now though it was scarey and terrorifing for me from Bruce.

Quit As Adult
RESIGNATION I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an eight-year old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four-star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks. I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day. I want to return to a time when life was simple; when all you knew were colours, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to be oblivious to the complexities of life and be overly excited by the little things. I want to live simple again. I don't w

Egg Timer
MORNING SEX She was in the kitchen preparing to boil eggs for breakfast. He walked in; She turned and said, You've got to make love to me this very moment.' His eyes lit up and he thought, 'This is my lucky day.' Not wanting to lose the moment, he embraced her and then gave it his all; Right there on the kitchen table. Afterwards she said, 'Thanks,' and returned to the stove. More than a little puzzled, he asked, 'What was that all about?' She explained, 'The egg timer's broken.'

Love Yourself Into Victory!
Love Yourself Into Victory! Love is but a four letter word, one may wonder how such a small word can evoke such powerful and overwhelmingly emotions? The word in itself is nothing more than a thought that is given birth to by those who seek comfort and solitude in the arms of another. As we already know "thoughts are living things" when you ponder, you lay claim to those thoughts and you set the wheels in motion, moving ever so closely to obtaining your desire and goals, but, and there is always a but! When you deviate from your plan, when you shift your focus from the positive aspects of love, to the negative, the negative is often what is reaped and those fluffy feelings of love often go unfulfilled. Unfulfilled is a harsh reality that will leave you numb and dumbfounded as to why you seem to be so unlucky at having and holding what seems to be ever so fruitful for those around you, it really doesn't have to be this way, you have the power to take control and change whatever y

Clouds An Are The Move
life as i know it is making a huge turn around! the clouds that were hanging over head are passing over, with the new gf an new friends that i have made life is oh so much sweeter! my gf has three lil boys that i adore an love to death! An hell i could not ask for a better gf because let me tell you they dont get better then this one! ....to be continued!

The Sensible Persons Bill Of Rights
The Sensible Persons Bill of Rights "We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other liberal bed-wetters. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do NOT have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but no one is guaranteeing anything. ARTICLE II: You do not have the right to never be offended. This country is based on freedom, and that means freedom for everyone -- not just you! You may leave the

Waves Of Me
Okay, look, I want to drag you to the ground and undress you, sure - I want to hear my name screamed seventeen different ways as waves of me enter you. I want to feel your skin blossom with perspiration and taste it on your top lip, feel your muscles tense, breasts stiffen beneath me, and I want to make you want me more than air. Sure, I want to fold you into me and buzz with heady thoughts of you and I as one organism rolling on the floor, tipping over tall glasses of red wine and tasting it again as it stains our skin. But more than that, you will cause me to forget the sun. © All rights reserved

Halloween Ideas
Ok Im havin some troubles in tryin to decide what costume i should get this yr that doesnt cost a fortune but makes for some good pics. Ive played out t he school girl, devil, vamp things so i was lookin for something thats not "girlie/girlie/cutsie" but cant decide on anything. Let me know if u all have any ideas (and the cheaper the costume the better).

What R U Doing Sept-oct???
Here is a rough itinerary of whats going on for the next month or so.... let me know if you are interested in going to any of these events with me. $31 Knott's Scary Farm - Friday Sept 28, 2007 $20 Queen Mary Shipwreck - Friday October 5, 2007 $60 Disneyland - Sunday October 7, 2007 (MY BDAY) $50 So. Cal Decompression - Oct 19-21, 2007 $225 3 Day Royal Caribbean Cruise - Nov 2-4, 2007

Oh Son Of A Bitch
I WANNA FUCKIN RANT..................SUM OF U KNOW I GOT FUBAR MARRIED>>>YAEH BIG SHOCK I DID~~~~~ WELL DONT BOTHER GIRLS EVER THE FUBAR MARRIGES ARE A FULL OF SHIT WONT GO IN THE ACTUAL HAPPENINGS BUT OH FUCK MAN ITS SUCKS>>>>>>AS FOR OREGON I WANNA BE THERE SOON ONE DAY@!!!!YEAH IM JUST FUCKIN HIGH AND FUCKED UP SO JUST IGNORE ME!!!!

Togther Forever
i never want to be apart but when we are i hold you in my heart i never want to hide always want you by my side never want to go on without you would not know what to do hold you near to my heart never want to drift apart just a thought can love be bought i think not when shall we part never i want to be together forever

Pruning The Family Tree...
If I am not in your family tree, why should you be in mine? I can understand if your tree is full, but if not, then what is your reasons. I would really like to know. To all my wonderful guys in my family, please let me know why i am not in your family (If I am not already in your family). Because I am pruning the family tree.

I Wrote This One I Call It Friendship
You Put Up A Wall I try to be something special to you, but you put up a wall, I remind myself of love so true, gotta learn I can't walk before I crawl, hurting when you say I wont lose a special place in your heart, and yet it seems you put up a wall, I feel so insecure and think that it's all busting apart, all life has ever made me do is wanna fall, to my knees when I lose someone special like my boo, but even when I express you put up a wall, I keep trying to tell myself its not true, but I don't want to be the one who is stuck with the ball, becoming hopelessly insecure when your around, I left my guard down and you still put up a wall, if you dont want to talk to me then just let me hit the ground, from my never ending journey that down on my fall, I would rather love and lose, with you putting up your wall, cause it will eventually become like a bruise, on your heart and come crashing down with no mercy at all.

In Memory
THIS MAKES ME CRY EVERYTIME I SEE IT SO I WANT TO MAKE SURE EVERYONE HAS A CHANCE TO REMEMBER FOR THOSE THAT PASSED THAT DAY AND THEIR FAMILIES AND FOR THOSE THAT ARE IN THIS WAR AND THEIR FAMILIES. MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND WATCH OVER YOU ALL BRING YOU HOME SAFE AND THOSE THAT ARE HOME WITH US PLEASE DONT TAKE THEM BACK!! WITH ALL MY LOVE TO ALL AND MY NAVY MAN I LOVE YOU

Just Curious...
fill this out cuz you know you want to! LOL :P y = yes n = no m = maybe WOULD YOU... [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] want to get in my pants? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere [_] cut some rug with me? [_] take a shower with me? [_] have sex with me? [_] have a fling with me? [_] let me buy you a drink? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] give me a piggyback ride? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] lick my cheek? [_] dance with me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me to death? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] play strip poker with me? [_] get was

If Only
Is it something I regret? You pass by me every day, and I only think, How can I forget? It's as if your soul and mine Were intertwined and the only thing I can think of Is you... Sometimes it makes me crumble, Sometimes it makes me break down, Sometimes the sorrow is too hard to bear, Oh, if only I could be somebody else, If only I didn't regret, If only I could forget, If only...

Damn Canadians!!
This is the transcript of an actual radio conversation of a US naval ship with Canadian authorities off the coast of Newfoundland in October, 1995. Radio conversation released by the Chief of Naval Operations on November 10, 1995. Americans: Please divert your course 15 degrees to the North to avoid a collision. Canadians: Recommend you divert YOUR course 15 degrees to the South to avoid a collision. Americans: This is the Captain of a US Navy ship. I say again, divert YOUR course. Canadians: No. I say again, you divert YOUR course. Americans: THIS IS THE AIRCRAFT CARRIER USS LINCOLN, THE SECOND LARGEST SHIP IN THE UNITED STATES' ATLANTIC FLEET. WE ARE ACCOMPANIED BY THREE DESTROYERS, THREE CRUISERS, AND NUMEROUS SUPPORT VESSELS. I DEMAND THAT YOU CHANGE YOUR COURSE 15 DEGREES NORTH, THAT'S ONE FIVE DEGREES NORTH, OR COUNTER-MEASURES WILL BE UNDERTAKEN TO ENSURE THE SAFETY OF THIS SHIP. Canadians: This is a lighthouse. Your call. Ya'll Have a Rockin

Sorry
Sorry about being emo today. Just been going through some stuff and the emotions from it are catching up to me. No I don't wanna talk about it. Thank you though. My shoutbox filled up when I changed my status earlier. I left because I thought I was too big of a jumbled mess to be around. I'm ok now. I come back to 13 people in my shoutbox asking me what's wrong. Wow. That meant alot to me for real. Made me feel a little better. For 13 people to take time to sb me a ask what's wrong does mean alot and NO you still can't see my pvt folder lmfao that was funny. Ok so. This is sort of an apology for being emo (no offense to emo kids...I have emo friends that I lvoe dearly in real life) and a thank you for those of you who messaged me. And the hugs I got were really great :) For those of you who recently added me..I'm usually not a big jumbled up mess...oh wait...yes I am. I'm usualy a happy, laughing, smiling jumbled up mess though. lol Oh and NO it isn't that time of the month

Calusa Heritage Trail - Pineland Archaeological Site
An Outdoor Museum to behold! Streakers, strollers and studiers enjoy the outdoor museum on Pine Island. The Pineland Archaeological Site encompasses more than 50 acres at the heart of the Pineland archaeological site, a massive shell mound complex extending across more than 200-plus acres from the mangrove coastline. It is the place to go if you want to walk in the footsteps of the ancient Calusa. The Pineland site complex is located in coastal Lee County northwest of Fort Myers. The site was a Calusa Indian village for more than 1,500 years. Enormous shell mounds still overlook the waters of Pine Island Sound. The remains of 15 centuries of Indian life are evident everywhere. Remnants of an ancient canal that reached across Pine Island sweep through the complex. Sand burial mounds stand in the woods. Historic structures representing Florida's early pioneer history also still exist at Pineland. Native plants and animals characteristic of coastal hammocks, pinelands, wetland

Mr Death
I am he Who is out of sight. Stealthier than a cat, Blacker than night. Those whom I Choose to stalk Shall fall to me Though they know it not. For though they should seek me, I am in disguise. I tell you this truly, For I tell no lies. And when I hunt them, One by one, They all beg for mercy, Yet I grant them none. Yet you should not Spurn my embrace. Nor should you Turn from my face. For if you should Heed my pleas, You should know Everlasting peace

This Phase
Dont you love the blogs i make out of boredom? I know they're lame as hellllllllllllllllllllllll but i get bored and nobody NOBODY realizes im online and home from work unless i post something Naked pictures are not an option But yeah just a bunch of stuff going on I dont understand why but im having wayyyyyyyyyy too many guys hitting on me Normally its manageable Now im just trying to keep track of who's wrist i have to slap for hitting on me after i already warned them... UGGGGGHHH confusing stuff So anybody wanna buy me a plane ticket to Ohio? Please that'd be uber coolness

What Are Ppl Looking For
when they come by your page and just check you out with not even one rate on anything at all , what do u think they are looking for i mean honestly i have the decency to at least rate ppl if i go onto their page , yea so that sounds bitchy but honestly why go on somones page if u dont rate them

Victoria's Secret
A Visit to Victoria's Secret by Charles Chaim Wax I made a left and pulled into a large New Jersey Mall parking lot my sister and Nancy hopped out racing into Victoria’s Secret store packed I noticed a small carpeted section motioned to my sister sat down watching women examine racks and racks of skimpy panties, silk slips, push-up bras et cetera, et cetera also four Transvestites well, we all want happiness I said to myself no harm in a few accouterments to help in such a valiant effort. Suddenly my sister appeared holding a white silk bra connected with several strips of more white silk to a pair of white silk panties. Nancy’s husband fooled around here today to lure him back gave my sister ideas, fears her dear husband Howard might do the same so in this place to make sure he stayed home. “Very provocative, ” I declared. “Howard just loved Ellen Barkin wearing this in The Big Easy.” “He loves you only lusts after h

Thoughts On Men.
I wish I could understand why men are all programed to lie. WHY not just tell the truth and let it be that? EVERY man I have ever dated, etc. has lied and most ALL cheated. WHY? It makes me just want to forget about dating. Live the rest of my life alone, raise my kids and not suffer because of being hurt over and over. I am such a loving and giving person that I don't believe I deserve to be lied to. If it reaches the point you no longer want me, say so and go BEFORE you start something with someone else. And they lie about some of the stupidest things. ONCE you lie to me for the first time, I KNOW you will lie to me again. AND MEN, if all you are looking for is to get laid, then you make that straight upfront and don't pretend there is the option of anything more. Believe me, us ladies would much rather know and be given the choice. Thanks.

Tell Me Maybe I'll Tell You
fill this out cuz you know you want to! LOL y = yes n = no m = maybe WOULD YOU... [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] want to get in my pants? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere [_] cut some rug with me? [_] take a shower with me? [_] have sex with me? [_] have a fling with me? [_] let me buy you a drink? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] give me a piggyback ride? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] lick my cheek? [_] dance with me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me to death? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] play strip poker with me? [_] get waste

When Making A Decision
When making a decision choose the way that seems the best however rough it maybe.You should decide what you want and decide what you are willing to exchange for it. First establish your priorities and go to work on them. You should develop a plan to actually laying out the sequence of events that have to occur for you to achieve your goal. Do not plan for ventures before finishing what you just started.

My End
I'm not a dreamer and I'm not a lover. I don't believe in happy endings or fairy tale lives. I've been through the darkest valleys and still haven't seen the mountaintops. I've longed to see the world from atop but don't have the will to climb. I’ve cried in pain but have yet to cry in joy. I've seen it all yet seen nothing at all. I've looked at the future and seen a black hole. I’ve looked at the past and wondered how it went wrong. I don't try running backwards or forwards, I don't run at all. I forgot what life was like when life still meant living. I am held captive by life, waiting to die, waiting for liberation. My only happy ending - Will be my final ending.

Haters
yeah when peolple put things on here to share with others why is it that a lot of u have to be so jugemental, i was only asking a simple question and a lot of u think i am going to do it because my man told me to, i do not do what my husband says i do what i want so if all ur going to do is bitch on my comments then stay away who needs to have a bitching contest or even for that matter have a debate with someone else on everyone elses mumms or blogs

Bitch Is Dead To Me
HAVE U EVER BEEN MAD ENOUGH TO WHERE IF U SEE THE PERSON WHO MADE U THIS WAY, ALL U WANT TO DO IS TO PHYSICALLY HURT THEM UNTIL UR ANGER IS OUT OF UR BODY??? YEAH RIGHT, LESS STRESS ON ME NOW? FUCK NO!! BUT THAT'S OK. I'M NOT THE ONE LOOKING BEWHIND MYSELF EVERYWHERE I GO....JUST REMIND URSELF, WHEN U PROMISE SOMETHING FOR SOMEONE, DO NOT FUCK UP & NOT GO THROUGH WITH IT. IT WILL ONLY GET U ENEMIES THIS WAY. EVEN THOUGH, I'M ON BEDREST, I CAN STILL KICK THE BITCHES ASS...& IF SCOOBIEDOIT IS READING THIS...FUCK U! U CAN BE FRIENDS BOTH WAYS...IT DOESN'T WORK THAT WAY. I WILL NEVER GIVE MY HEART LIKE THAT EVER AGAIN, I HAVE MY OWN FAMILY TO WORRY ABOUT, NOT TO HELP ANOTHER OUT OF A SITUATION!! AS USUAL, A WIGGER HAS BEEN PUT BEFORE HER CHILDREN, FRIENDS, & SUPPORTERS. I'VE BEEN TOLD I'VE FUCKED MYSELF....NO. WHEN THIS PERSON COMES AROUND LOOKING FOR HELP...IT WILL NOT BE HERE!!! SORRY, BUT U DO NOT FUCK THE BITCH & EXPECT TO GET AWAY WITH UR BULLSHIT!!! PAYMENT WILL BE COMING SOON & IF U

The Fall Of The Garden Of Eden
I walk through this garden of eden, searching for the inhabited hethen. navigating the undigestible desire. that soon will be engulfed with fire. my vision gives way to the cinder. as the eaten apple, soon will render. The fall of the garden of greatness, as I slither with my great snakeness. I whisper into the woman's ear. Just what Adam needs to hear. A bite that leads to great understanding. Knowledge that leads to man's ending. I am the great dark prince.... come witness my great entrance..... J. Koblitz on Aug. 31st. at the french quarter! "Fall Of The Garden Of Eden"

Redlightcenter
If yoy enjoy this site you'll redlightcenter its myspace,expeeps,and fubar all in one but with a virtual experience. Total adult site with bars,strip clubs,dance clubs,roller rink just to much to list. Let's not forget virtual sex. Also great profiles the best place on the net for fun and fantasy. Plus its free... So sign up and I get you some good ratings... http://social.redlightcenter.com/?trq=5622

Poem Of Love
looking deep into your eyes i wonder how i never noticed this before you are beautiful, even if others say the contrary they obviously don't see you the way i see you they are missing out on the real you just a casual glance makes my heart stop you are an angel, come down from heaven above when you smile, the sun shines and birds chirp when you are sad, the clouds rush in i wish that you would never be sad for that would make me sad as well the way the sun shines on your hair the way you laugh and talk just every little thing about you is perfect and as i think about you now a smile creeps across my face all of these words are the absolute truth what more can i say than "i love you"

What Do You Expect ?
I find it really funny that there are some people on here that say " Rate Me, Rate Me, Fan Me, Add Me and I will return the favor and you never see anything from them again. It is not like I really care if you do, but dont say (promise) something that you dont intend to do. In life your word is all you have.

Words With 2 Meanings
1. THINGY Female...... Any part under a car's hood. Male..... The strap fastener on a woman's bra. 2. VULNERABLE Feme.... Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. Male.... Playing football without a cup. 3. COMMUNICATION Female... The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. Male... Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys. 4. COMMITMENT Female... A desire to get married and raise a family. Male...... Trying not to hit on other women while out with this one. 5. ENTERTAINMENT Female.... A good movie, concert, play or book. Male...... Anything that can be done while drinking beer. Female.... An embarrassing byproduct of indigestion. Male...... A source of entertainment, self-_expression, and male bonding. 7 . REMOTE CONTROL Female.... A device for changing from one TV channel to another. Male... A device for scanning through all 375 channels every 5 minutes. AND; He said . I

Surveys & Offers
I hear a lot of whining going on about surveys and offers, so I'm going to attempt to inject a little common sense here: *What does "pending" mean?* Pending shows up in your fuBank after you have clicked on a survey or offer. This DOES NOT mean that you completed the offer and are waiting for the award. You may even take a half hour to try and prequalify for the survey, but it tells you you did not qualify. Unfortunately, you will not receive points for this, even though your fuBank will report it as "Pending". As a safeguard, if you complete a survey or offer, take a screen grab of the completed offer that shows you have COMPLETELY AND FULLY finished the entire survey and will be awarded the points. Just as if you were going to purchase something online, you need to print out or screen grab that page as your RECEIPT. This is really your only proof that you finished the survey if you need to dispute it in the future. *This is our policy* and just like a store that would sell you

Aphrodite
her soft breathing the only sound i lie awake and watch her sleep her blanket rises and goes down all her secrets kept underneath her urban eyes concealed by darkness the grey outline of her warm cheek so sweet, tempting me to caress this sum of all beauty makes me meek viewing her i can't help wondering how i managed to sleep alone before her baby breath, the song her soul sings the sleeping angel i adore my sweet Aphrodite, close your eyes for i will keep you safe tonight i let my painful thoughts elude 'cause all i need tonight is you My Aphrodite

Bridal Suite
IN THE BRIDAL SUITE On their first night to be together, the newlywed couples go to get changed. The new bride comes out of the bathroom, all showered and wearing her beautiful robe. The proud husband says, "My dear, we are married now, you can open your robe." The beautiful young woman opens her robe, and he is astonished. "Oh, oh, aaaahhh," he exclaims, "My word, you are so beautiful, let me take your picture. Puzzled, she asks, "My picture?" He answers, "Yes my dear, so I can carry your beauty next to my heart forever." She smiles and he takes her picture, and then he heads into the bathroom to shower. He comes out wearing his robe and the new wife asks, "Why do you wear a robe? We are married now." At that the man opens his robe and she exclaims, "Oh, oh, oh my, let me get a picture." He beams and asks, "Why?" She answers, "So I can get it enlarged."

Big Bob
Big Bob, a strapping lad standing 6ft 5 went to his local Doctor and said, "Doctor, I've got a problem, but if you're going to treat it, first you've got to promise me, and I mean it - not to laugh." "Of course I won't laugh," the doctor said. "I'm a professional. In over twenty years I've never laughed at a patient. And you're a mighty big fella for anyone to be laughing at!" "Okay then," Bob said, and proceeded to drop his trousers, revealing the tiniest peni$ the doctor had seen in all his years. Unable to control himself, the doctor fell laughing to the floor. Ten minutes later he was able to struggle to his feet and regain his composure. "I'm so sorry," he said. "I don't know what came over me. On my honor as a doctor and a gentleman, I promise it absolutely will not happen again. Ever. Now what seems to be the problem?" "It's swollen!"

You Make Me Sick!
Yes you! Fucking liar! How dare you! One whole fucking year, all the GOD DAMN LIES! WOULD SHE LIKE IT IF YOU TOLD HER WHAT YOU'VE BEEN SAYING? IF I COULD PUKE OUT MY FEELINGS FOR YOU, THEY WOULD SMELL FROM THE BELLOWS OF HELL, HAVE FACES OF CREMATED SHIT WITH WORMS AND BLOOD AND PIECES OF ROTTEN FLESH.... AND IT'S JUST THE BEGINNING!

We're In The New House :d
Hey everybody! I just wanted to let you all know that we are finally in the new house. We still have a couple more loads to get from the old house, but this one is finally starting to feel like home. It's going to be hard to talk to anybody or open anyone's page because we'll be on dial-up for a while, which totally sucks, but I guess it's better than nothing. We are really liking it here. It's a small house but we aren't planning on being here for long. This is just a temporary situation. We had to move anyway because we have been living out of our children's school district for about 5 years and I was having to make 3 trips a day counting practice in the afternoons. With gas as high as it is and the fact that I drive an Explorer it was breaking us. And incase the question is in your mind.... NO! I will never change my kid's school. I couldn't do that to them. Been there, done that over and over and over and hated it. Anyway... I've gotta go take my kids to practice. Hope you all have

Look At M?
ALL MY FRIENDS I AM IN A GIVE AWAY PLEASE HELP ME OUT . I STILL NEED A 12K FOR A 7 DAY BLAST . I ALWAYS HELP WHEN NEEDED AND ALWAY LEVEL WHEN A POST GOES OUT YET I CANT GET MUCH HELP WHEN I NEED PLEASE I AM BEGGING YOU HELP ME OUT . [ fubar.com photo: 114034837 ]

I Dunno
Even online I tend to be choosy about my friends, I read profiles, even chat when I have time, before I send a friend request. Around here I almost feel antisocial because I've received more friend requests than I send. I will accept any that I get, but don't think I'm being snobbish if I don't ask you to be a friend right away... I just be slow sometimes.

A Response To A Comment I Made To A Mumm
heres my comment to someones mumm 2007-09-18 14:06:06 #4 of 16 people dont want perves to look at certain pics so u must be a perve if ur whineing bout it heres what he resonded to my inbox not a perve Hide header Date: Tue, 18 Sep 2007 14:54:23 -0700 From: Size: 1 KB To: lucky_64@fubar.com Reply-To: no i'm not aperve plus most pic in private albums are not even NSFW so how dose that make me aperve if i just want to see who i'm talking to you dumb ass and heres the mumm http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=187004

Me
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take. Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Time Goes By
So when you wake up in the morning, feeling a bit perplexed as to why you should feel so lathargic, why the eyes dont want top open so quick, and why the head feels a bit heavier!!! HEY WAKEUP STUPID!!!! TIMES A TICKING!!!! (oh how i wish i could see what happens tomorrow!)

My Everything
The loneliness of nights alone, the search for strength to carry on, my every hope has seemed to die, my eyes have no more tears to cry and like the sun shinning up above you surrounded me with your endless love, and all the things I couldn’t see are now so clear to me, YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8iecEDzDoXc . One of my favorites

Killer Klean Powerwash
Lately I have been thinking why am I looking for a job so i can start out making shitty wages? Why am I not in school? blah blah blah. About two months ago me and my dad were brainstorming ideas and pressure washing was brought up. Ever since then I have thought about it a lot, and I decided yesterday at work that I'm gonna start a business. I know crazy huh? It's gonna take about $4000 to get started, that's for the license, insurance, and the pressure washer itself. It might seem about a lot of money, but within 2 months I will make that back and more. It's just a matter of getting out there and building a name. It will take me a little more than a few months to save up the money, but once I do it's on.. As of right now I want the name to be Killer Klean Powerwash. Just cause the name is badass and gets the point across. I am going to be the only person working till it picks up, and even if I only do 1 house a day...it's $100 bucks for the average 1 story house...and that a

Ode To A Fart
Ode to a fart..... A fart it is a pleasant thing, It gives the belly ease, It warms the bed in winter, And suffocates the fleas. A fart can be quiet, A fart can be loud, Some leave a powerful, Poisonous cloud A fart can be short, Or a fart can be long, Some farts have been known To sound like a song...... A fart can create A most curious medley, A fart can be harmless, Or silent , and deadly. A fart might not smell, While others are vile, A fart may pass quickly, Or linger a while...... A fart can occur In a number of places, And leave everyone there, With strange looks on their faces. From wide-open prairie, To small elevators, A fart will find all of Us sooner or later. But farts are all bad, Is simply not true- We must never forget....... Sweet old farts like you!

First Day Of School
Well today was my first day of school. Pretty boring paper work and signing my life away for my grants and things like that. After lunch we had a lady in from Paul Mitchell that did a product line seminar. Yes I found that pretty boring has well. Tomorrow we start manicures and pedicures which I have been doing on myself since i was 13. So not much will be new there. Just learning the proper names for the techniques is about it. One thing which is abnormal about our basics class (freshman) is the amount of people my ages and the fact there is no one right out of high school in it. Its nice the fact that there are so many in class around my age that have kids that understand what Im going thru. I def dont feel so alone. I finished my first chapter of homework and its not due till next week. So at least Im making a good start. Tonight after the boys go to bed I plan on working a few chapters ahead. So I guess I need to hop off here now and start supper. The boys are complaining they a

Life Struggles
Going through life isnt always easy. we stumble we fall but we get up again and start all over. Life struggles brings the tears but they to will dry. The pain is deep sometimes too deep, but we learn to move on. We learn to never give up. We learn to let go, and build new memories. Things may get harder but we find away to pull us through. We learn from our mistakes, so we dont make the same ones again. New doors will open and the old will soon close but we must never forget the tears that brought us here. Going through life can be a struggle, but it is them struggles that make us strong. So keep moving forward and remember in the end i will be there for you.

Lost
thoughts feelings emotions all warring inside my mind every extreme, a dual edge sword dying to escape the bonds that hold anger love sadness joy all clamoring for an uncertain release not knowing what to feel, what to say how to express this turmoil lost confused missing myself needing a way out of my emotions this inner disturbance of my soul pain hate fear excitement which is more important the only definite is uncertainty a web of thoughts holding me tight wanting to be free of the demons and embrace the angels unable to raise my arms to reach out for help wanting to love without thought trapped in a maze, which way out being pulled in two directions aggravation frustration, my companions peace non-existent in my heart clouding my soul hard to breathe lost lost lost lost lost lost

Family Court Reform
I first posted this entry on another site on October 19, 2006. Family Court Reform Having been divorced 3 times one of my passions has become reforming our family courts. Since retainer fees for attorneys are so expensive I’ve been forced to represent myself all 3 times and argued the cases in 2 different states. Statistically, the majority of Americans will be subjected to this version of our court system for divorce or child custody. Since it is more likely to have an impact on our family than any other version of our courts its unfortunate that we get the least amount of information about it. We see different versions of Law & Order and CSI on television every night, but not one single television series is dedicated to familiarizing us with our family courts. From my experiences with the family courts our legal system is broken. Drastic measures are needed to restore our family courts to a functional entity. Instances of perjury, false allegations of abuse and jurisdicti

Family Law
I first posted this entry on another site on October 18, 2006. I was recently asked to provide some resources regarding Family Law. I am NOT an attorney. However, I have argued cases in Utah and California. My research on the Violence Against Women Act has been recognized in court. Since I've been researching family law issues for over 10 years it would take me a very long time to list all of my resources. When researching issues of family law it quickly becomes obvious that this is an emotionally charged and politically motivated issue. My recommendations when looking for reliable sources is to avoid those sources that aren't gender-neutral. There exist groups purporting to represent women's rights, men's rights and even children's rights. Be aware of organizations willing to use a noble cause to pervert justice. Here are some of my book marks. Family Law Search tool for state codes & case law http://lawcrawler.findlaw.com/ Downloadable sections of Utah Code http://www.l

The Truth About Small And Large
EVERYTHING COMES IN small exposions* and feelings disapear in LARGE IMPLOSIONS- LOTS OF EMOTION IN small spurts. little is the love for such LARGE HURTS! BROKEN PROMISES OF A small price- little gain for such a LARGE SACRIFICE! AND NOW, HERE I AM, A small man. i take my heart off the table, i make a LARGE STAND! j. kOBLITZ

Cramped Style
was I supposed to be a butterfly trapped inside this cocoon was I supposed to be here so long or is it still to soon I was meant to be a dragongfly leading a platoon soaring high in the sky is it still to soon? I just keep getting bigger, inside there isn't enough room I was meant to soar so high not suffocate in this cocoon J. Koblitz

Bulletproof Glass
When you want to be together remember nothing lasts forever. remember when you wake tomorrow the memories of pain and sorrow. knowing that when memories fade scars remind you of that day. How rocks were thrown in glass rooms. though not the person you now pursue. Damaged and broken, though they forgive remember the scars, to help you live. I live in a special glass house. When you throw rocks, they won't bounce! For it's only bulletproof, on the inside Just be happy, that you live outside. When I throw stones, they only hit me bulletproof glass, no fading memories. Stay outside of these projectile rooms! Live outside, still close, but safe for you! J. Koblitz

Putting Myself First
sometimes I just leave my wants to wallow in the dirt....Eating mudpies when I'm starving....overdosing when I hurt....sometimes I go home to pay bills....and then go to live at work....sometimes I lag behind....the best view of my friends going first....Portioning out my mudpies....so others get the best....and I take the worst....but the wells have all gone dry....and I feel the thirst....mudpies aren't as good....when they're only made of dirt....and I cannot be a nutricious friend....so what does that make me worth....now the price of JaY has gone down....this concludes my special alert..... J. Koblitz

Love Hurts
Some of my co-workers and I were talking about the difficulty in finding the right person. Why is it so hard for people to meet one another? When they meet, why is so hard to fall in love, stay in love? Courtney says she took an overdose when her husband left her. He walked up to her one night, and said I don't love you anymore. What kind of foolishness is that? After years of marriage, why does one partner suddenly lose interest in the other? Marcel's wife had a affair before they got married, and it continued the entire 3 years they were married. She told him I don't love you the way you love me. When he found out about the affair, he was crushed, and took a gun to the other man's job to kill him. Fortunately, someone took the gun from him. How can an emotion create such drastic, and polar behaviors. Both of these people are mild natured, and their response to do harm is inconsistent from what I know about them. Marcel has remarried, but Courtney remains alone. She wa

Just Fired
Well I just got fired from my bowling alley job tonight. I posted a blog on MYSPACE back on September 9th about how I was upset at a fact that I wasn't happy at my job any more. Well I guess someone read the blog and told the GM about it and then he brought it to the owners of the bowling alley. They thought in their best intrest that they would let me go. I just think that I do anything for that place and I get up set and write something that I get let go. I didn't put the emplyors name in the blog at all so people that don't know me wouldn't know where I am talking about. I would always talk about my job and have people come to it and bring in buisness to the one did work at and the other 2 that the owners own. That job payed for my day care since I don't make enough at my other job to pay for my day care and my daughters lunch. So now I just have to look extra hard for another job to help me pay for my bills that I have.

Fuck You
i want you to know that i'm happy for you I wish nothing but the best for you both An older version of me Is she perverted like me Would she go down on you in a theater Does she speak eloquently And would she have your baby I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother 'cause the love that you gave that we made Wasn't able to make it enough for you to be open wide, no And every time you speak her name Does she know how you told me you'd hold me Until you died, 'til you died But you're still alive Chorus: And i'm here to remind you Of the mess you left when you went away It's not fair to deny me Of the cross i bear that you gave to me You, you, you oughta know You seem very well, things look peaceful I'm not quite as well, i thought you should know Did you forget about me mr. duplicity I hate to but you in the middle of dinner It was a slap in the face how quickly i was replaced Are you thinking of me when you fuck her 'cause the love that you gave that

G I Rl Friend 5.0 To W I Fe 1.0 : )
G i rlfriend 5.0 to W i fe 1.0 : ) Dear Tech Support Team Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 5.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticed that the new program, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activities. Applications such as BachelorNights 10.3, Cricket 5.0, BeerWithBuddies 7.5, and Outings 3.6 no longer runs, crashing the system whenever selected. I can\'t seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my favorite applications. I\'m thinking about going back to Girlfriend 5.0 , but the \'uninstall\' doesn\'t work on Wife 1.0. Please help! Thanks, \"A Troubled User\" REPLY: Dear Troubled User: This is a very common problem that people complain about. Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 5.0 to Wife 1.0 , thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYTHING!! ! It is also impossible to delete Wife 1.

No Stress Today! Yippeeeee!
Today was a stress free day! A first in a very long time. Anthony started back to school today from his um...3 day vacation from school! He has a lot of work to make up and get in so his grades will go back up. I got an email from Christopher's teacher today and she told me it was his best day yet! This makes me happy. At least one day without worry and stress over school and my boys. How nice. Now...if we can only keep it up! Staying over them like a watch dog for a while might be the answer. I have loved the weather we have had today. It has just been perfect. 75 degrees. So nice. Dinner is going to be take-out so the whole night is just going to be nice and easy. Ciao everyone~

The Seven Kinds Of Sex - Lol
The unfortunate part is I still have a long way to go for Social Security! :) The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you." The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex. Which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the Afternoon and Nun at night. (Very Popular, but has nothing to do with screaming "Oh GOd!!") The 6th kind of sex is called: Courtroom

.:*:.
You got a body like the devil, and you smell like sex. I can tell you're trouble, but I'm still obsessed. *Kid Rock-So Hot* New Kid Rock music makes Cheryl happy. :-) Heard it one the radio the other morning and I freaked out a little. Mmhmm. Anyways, been working a lot this week. No days off, not sure when my next day off is actually. Hopefully tomorrow I'll get a schedule for next week. I'd like to have Sunday off I think. Nice thing about this week is the hours are good. I'm going to be close to, if not over, 40. I doubt they'll pull me out. Friday I'm running a store so it's less likely they'll pull me out. Tomorrow is Stage in Rolla and I really wanna do that store (I'm nostalgic, it was my first store!) but I could do with out Rue 21, especially the backroom. But I am workin with Paula so no worries there. She's such a sweetheart. OH! I'm officially going to Jersey for Thanksgiving again, on Dad's dime. He was able to get me a ticket for $200. And no one has to drive

Stop Here An Now
good evenin to all im so mad an i cant belive wat the hellis goin on here with the bullentin downin ppl an callin names in the bullenti an ive been put in this well let me tell u all one thing if the bullentin dont change rite now i will close the contest , THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE FUN FOR ALL FAMILYS WELL ALL OF U NEED TO GROW AN ACTED UR AGE AN STOP ACTIN LIKE UR SHOE SIZE THIS DONT MAKE SENSE IN MY BOLGS I HAVE ASKED FOR TO A CLEAN CONTEST WAS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK ? IF YOU HAVE FRIENDS WHO WANT TO BOMB FINE YOU KNOW THE RULES , I ONLY DO THE FRIENDS 2 XS A DAY CAUSE I GO TO SCHOOL AN WORK NOW THAT WHY I SAID TWICE A DAY IS THAT TO HARD PPL TO UNDERSTAND RULES I WAS ACCUSED OF BLOCKIN PLL WELL UR SO F@CKIN WRONG , THAT CHEATIN AN I DONT CHEAT , AN WAS TOLD I DONT WANT TO EXPECT FREINDS WHEN THEY WANT ME TOO WHOS CONTEST IS THIS YOU DONT LIKE TO BAD DROP OUT HAVE A NICE NITE RUBIA

Emerils.com - Cabbage Rolls
CABBAGE ROLLS version 2 from EM1H11e [ email recipe to a friend ] [ display recipe in printable format ] Ingredients needed: 1 large head cabbage, cored and scalded in hot water until soft and easy to separate 2 teaspoons unsalted butter 1 cup chopped yellow onions 2 teaspoons chopped garlic 1 1/2 pounds ground sirloin 1/2 pound ground pork 1 1/2 cups par-boiled long-grain white rice 2 eggs, beaten slightly 2 teaspoons Emeril's Original Essence 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon ground black pepper SAUCE: 2 teaspoons butter 1 cup chopped yellow onions 1 teaspoon minced garlic 1 (28-ounce) can chopped tomatoes and their juices 1 cup chicken stock 1 tablespoon apple cider vinegar Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F. To make the sauce, melt the butter in a saucepan over medium-high heat. Add the onions and cook, stirring, for 3 minutes. Add the garlic and cook, stirring, for 1 minute. Add the tomatoes and chicken stock. Simmer, stirring oc

I Hate Love Songs - Gwar
I hate love songs and I hate lovers I hate everything that I can't have so I hate you I hate love songs and I hate lovers I hate everything that I can't have so I hate you I hate movies with happy endings Like that one I saw where all the girls were beautiful like you Like you Like you Like you I hate wet dreams and masturbation I hate everything that feels good like sex with you I hate flowers and little birdies Makes me wanna puke when I see something cuddily like you I'm bored with your insanity I'm too tired to smile at your stupidity You've got the very best of me fell in love push came to shove but you broke so easily I love hate songs 'bout mass destruction other people's pain takes my mind off you I love puppies when they're road-kill They're too cute too live, too cute to live, too cute like you I'm bored with immortality I'm too tired to stick it out for eternity You've took the very best of me fell in love push came to shove and you broke

Well Well Well
it appears to me that my ex cant leave me alone so i filed a ppo on his ass he keeps threating me telling me i cant see anyone but him also he dont like my kid well i filed it on the 10th of this month and on the 13th he violated it soooooo now there is a court date so he can tell the judge why he shouldent go to jail for violating the ppo and his probation here where i live well thats all for now

Stacy
Towards me she ran her face glowing like the sun behind her... she flew like a firefly hovering with her own glare in the mist of night time With my arms ready to embrace the goddess in hurried pace for a dwelling in my heart i knew that she was no mortal for her soft gaze touched tenderly my hidden soul And she walks on sunlight her graceful poise floating like a falling petal And I caught her, and held her and kept her head close to my heaving chest Certain that the creature in my keeping is here to stay... a dweller in my heart for all eternity

Hew Photos
Hey there i know its been a while since i wrote in this thing but i have been sick and i am better now i know that i haven't commented on anyone pages but i promise i will get everyone that i talk to a comment this week just bare with me also i just uploaded some new pics the pics in the nsfw folder aren't xxx rated i jsut didnt want to give anyone a chance to mark them as NSFW so i did it my self lol well anyways just stop by and rate and comment on the pics if u wish all love will be returned and anyone that talks to me all the time knows that i return all love and i try to help my friends win contests and the only thing i ever ask is to help me level up LOL well i have taken up enough of ur time take care and talk to u all very soon have a great week Love you all Angel Baby

Magic Of Quartz
Many of us know what quartz is and where to find it, but until recently I didn't realize how much of our current way of living is dependant upon it. Every bit of technology we have today form the laptop I'm typing this on to a simple watch is based off of a piece of quartz. It's the only stone we've found that actually stores information inside it. Magik users have taken advantage of this ability for eons by storing specific energy and information in quartz to assist with learning, healing, energizing and other benefitial activities over vast amounts of time. Scientists discovered recently that quartz also has an energy signature all its own that emits an almost imperceivable radio-type signal that can travel across vast amounts of space and even across our oceans. Some refer to this as the "call of the wild" or "the living entity of quartz." In studies involving kirilian photography, which photographs electomagnetic energy fields, a small smoke-like wisp was seen to ri

Aquarius
Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Tired
im so tired of being alone, it draws my energy out of me it takes me50% of the ime to just get excited about doin anything instead of 100%. i think i depress eveyone else near or that i talk to i dunno..sometimes its not really worth doin hardly anything anymore, orits just me very tired but am way tired of bein alone

Being Angry Sucks ( A Crappy Poem By Me)
There's nothing to do with it but sit.... being angry sucks major dick! Pissed at him... Pissed at life... Pissed off Pissed on with all this strife. Wishing I could punch his face Send him to his bunnies a total disgrace. Wishing I didn't feel this way. Knowing all I can do is let it pass and catch the next wave. Hope is for the hopeless and I have no fear. I will be stronger, more beautiful, with each passing tear! Gone are the days when I could do nothing right! Here are the times when I must stand and fight... But not him, for he's no where near the field. My own anger I must master and yeild. Allow this hot breath to pass on through, till all that left inside me is right and true. Being angry bites major ass.... But what can I do but let it pass..... ~A " I will not fear, fear is the mind killer, fear is the tiny death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will allow it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone I

Almost
I almost looked at the start as fresh and new not the past, But before I knew it those old fears and doubts came back too fast. I almost bared my soul and shared my joy and fears, But I knew once I started I wouldn't be able to control the tears. I almost convinced myself nothing I feel could be true, But it left me feeling so damn empty and blue. I almost reached out so I could pull you close and tight, But I didn't have the strength like I thought I might. I almost shouted out wanting you to see how much I cared, But to show my feelings always leaves me scared. I almost turned around when I saw you walking away, But I had to let you go I wouldn't make you stay. I almost saw the future looking from today, But instead I looked at the empty road and clouds of Grey. I almost did a lot, But I chose naught.

Love You Babe
I Will Love You Forever I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice And the way that we touch. I love your warm smile And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring To my life every day. I love you today As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever With all of my heart.

Ns (poem)
..From the row on the side with the clearest view Sitting and waiting till skies turn blue Firing the gun, no residue smoulders Pale, clear eyes on silken white shoulders Nightshadow watches my deepest thoughts Calling the tune the piper caught Time so fleeting through a million zones Touching the void that steers me alone To fields of barley, gold like his hair Words cannot picture that heavenly stare Frail yet strong, barren yet ripe Giving the blind man back his sight Though I walk so quickly to the valley of death When all hope is gone, he gives to me fresh Faith and reason, a place to go To the mystery that is, the Nightshadow ...

Gtr Train
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

You Know U American If U Read This, And Understand It.
> >> > >> It is time to change from REDNECK humor to TRUE > AMERICAN Humor! > >> > >> Only it isn't seen as HUMOR, but the correct way > to LIVE YOUR LIFE! If you > >> feel the same, pass this on to your True American > friends. Y'all know who > >> they are... > >> > >> You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: > >> > >> It never occurred to you to be offended by the > phrase, "One nation, under > >> God." > >> > >> You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: > >> > >> You've never protested about seeing the 10 > Commandments posted in public > >> places. > >> > >> You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: > >> > >> You still say "Christmas" instead of "Winter > Festival." > >> > >> You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: > >> > >> You bow your head when someone prays. > >> > >> You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: > >> > >> You stand and place your hand over your heart > when they play the National > >> Anthem. > >> > >> You might be a TRUE AMERI

Family List
HYE YA'LL I TOOK EVERYONE OUT BUT ONE PERSON BECAUSE HE BOUGHT ME MY VIP AND IF YOU BUY ME A BLAST OR HAPPY HOUR I WILL PUT YOU IN THERE BUT TILL THEN NO AND DONT COME CRYING TO ME WANTING TO SEE MY NAUGHTY PICS CAUSE YA AINT TILL I GET SOMETHING OUT OF THE DEAL AND IF YOU DONT LIKE THAT WELL KEEP WALKING DOWN THE ROAD CASSIE

A Lovers Dream
You look in my eyes see right though them. You touch my face and I kiss your fingers. I love you passes your lips, the first time you said I Love You. I love you too. I recite those words in my mind a thousand times. Your lips softly touches mine moving them slowly oh so slowly it seems to last forever. Maybe some day this will be us but for now I will dream till this dream comes true.

Ciara-promise
Come enjoy the life Baby take a ride I just wanna vibe with you, you Baby you and I can have a good time Tell me what you like Oo oo [Spoken] Now listen I've been single for a while now And I've been kind of lonely But I'm looking for somebody to talk to, Love me, someone who can hold me, Is that you? I'm looking for somebody I can call boo Looking for the only one that I can give my all to Tell me if it's you, you, you What you wanna do, do, do Make your move You can be my teacher I'll do homework You can give me extra credit, baby I'll do more work What you wanna do, do, do Now it's me and you, you, you Make a move This mood is so right It feels so right You can be my prince My knight You can be my superman Save me here I am 'Cause baby There's nothing I won't do To spend my life with you I'll give my all to you I promise that I will never lie to you boy There's nothing I won't do To spend my life with you I'll give my all to you I promi

In Loveing Memory Of One Of Are Fire Fighter Brother's
ON FRIDAY SEPTEMBER 15, 2007 WILLIAM D."BILLY" MCDANIELS , SR ANSWERED HIS LAST FIRE CALL . BILLY YOU WILL BE MISSED ON ALL ARE FIRE CALLS BUT YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN FOR ALL THE THING YOU HAVE TEACHED EVERYONE OF USE . FRIDAY NIGHT WHEN BILLY RAN TO THE CALL HE GOT THERE AND STARTED TO FEEL SICK . SO HE SAT DOWN ON THE BACK OF THE ENGINE AND THAT IS WHERE HE PASSED ON . YOU ARE WILL LOVED MY BROTHER BY NOT ONLY YOUR LOVING FAMILY BUT YOU BROTHERS AND SISTER IN THE SAME LINE OF WORK . IN LOVING MEMORY OF WILLIAM D."BILLY" MC DANIELS, SR. BORN ON MARCH 30, 1956 DATE OF DEATH SEPTEMBER 15, 2007 HIS LAST RIDE AND LAST CALL WILL BE SEPTEMBER 19, 2007 AT 11:00 AM SO IF YOU FIND IT IN YOUR HEARTS PLZ PUT HIS FAMILY IN YOUR PRAYS . imikimi - Customize Your World

Thanks Frends For Reading
THANKS FRENDS FOR READING MY BLOGS ON NO SUME OF YOU MAY NOT AGREE OR LIKE BUT IVE SEEN SINS BE4 911 FROM LOCKERBE PLANE CRASH FAKE TERRO ALL OVER JUST COS SUME SICK PEOPLE IN POWER WANT MONEY RUN OR LIFE P.S MY SPELLING SUCKS

Badda Bang!!!
“FULL BLOWN, POEM SEX” – Badda Bang….! ! ! by Trade Martin,2007. I want ‘Full Blown Poem Sex’……, It’s sweeter than phone sex……, Kind of like drone sex….., But you can’t just clone sex……, Still you can have lone sex…., Or do it at home sex……, And wherever you may roam sex……, BUT PLEASE STAY OUT OF THE F****** RESTROOMS….! ! !

Ok..so I Quit..
OK I QUIT SMOKING TODAY..WITH THE HELP OF SOME NEW PILLS CALLED CHANTIX...SO FAR I AM NOT CRAVING THEM OTHER THAN JUST WANTING ONE CAUSE I CAN! IT TOTALLY SUCKS TO KNOW THAT I DONT NEED ONE BUT I WANT ONE...AND I HATE THAT! SO I WENT ALL DAY WITH OUT A CIGARETTE AND THEN I WAS PUT IN AN AWKWARD SITUATION AND WANTED ONE..NOW I HAVE A BITCH OF A HEADACHE CAUSE I GAVE IN...MAD AT MYSELF FOR BEING A WEAK BITCH, AND GIVING IN TO MY TEMPTATIONS...TOTALLY PATHETIC! I KNOW! SO NOW I JUST WANT TO EAT...YEAH I KNOW THAT WILL TOTATLLY SOLVE THE PROBLEM ..RIGHT!! BUT I AM GOING TO DRINK COFFEE INSTEAD! GOD, I HATE THIS! OH WELL ANY SUGGESTIONS?

Update On Gift Of Life Needed! More Information!
I want to thank all who have offered a kidney to my son..I have tryed to get all information out to all that ask but is very hard to keep up so if I missed you I am sorry...I am posting the information to the transplant unit here so please if you wish to donate use it as I need to be with my son...They will be better at answering all questions you may have as this is a first time for me also. Never dreamed when I had my children something may go wrong but it did and now all I can do is try my best to find my son a kidney...My son seen his doctor today and she is having him admitted back to the hospital tomorrow and then transfered to UCSF..Am not sure and wont know until tomorrow but I was told she is thinking about going ahead and having the doctors to start dialisis...He needs to have it started 1 month pryer to transplant...God bless all of youi that have tryed and to all of you that will find it in your heart to try and give my son the gift of life... Please if you are a possibl

Its Love , Its Love
Its love, its love, its love- I am going crazy, I am going mad; Its so sensuous, its kind of awesome and blithe to be in love, to be in your thoughts; Its love, its love, its love- I am going crazy, I am going mad; When I miss you, my heart feels the heat; When I am with you, every moment becomes sweet; Its love, its love, its love- I am going crazy, I am going mad; Sans you my days become lengthier, so do my nights turn out to be; I am still in a maze which season is this; Its love, its love, its love- I am going crazy, I am going mad; Simple words become splendid odes- courtesy your so sweet ways, voice and thoughts; Its love, its love, its love- I am going crazy, I am going mad;

Close It Out
INDEPENDENT FAMILY STOP BOMBING.WE OUT OF THIS F**KED CONTEST.IT WAS RIGGED FROM THE START.WE ALREADY KNOW WE CAN BEAT THE CONFEDS PROVED THAT THE OTHER DAY.THANKS GUYS FOR ALL YOUR HARD WORK. BUT I REFUSE TO HAVE OUR FAMILY CONTINUE TO BE APART OF THIS BULLSH*T.MUCH LOVE TO YA TNK

Conneaut 07
Over the weekend I went to the D-Day re-enactment in Coneaut, Ohio. It was a blast! Weather was perfect.. rainy, cold, just like june 6, 44 in France. I was the Beachmaster. I represented the US Navy men who were the first off the landing craft and set up the beach. They directed the troops and landing craft. We had been under heavy fire from the German troops on the bluff.. Even though they had been repeatedly straffed by a P-51 Mustang at close range. I swear, He was one hotshot pilot!! He was low to the deck and after one pass, did a barrel roll and looped around for another.. It was truly awsome. I was told later that since I was in a gray helmet, I was easy to pick out and the snipers and MG crews were all gunning for me between defending thier position. I made it across the beach and to the shingle before I finally dropped and had to lay and catch my breath. My rifle was jammed anyways. I was soaked. I was first off the landing craft and it was only knee deep, but a wave cau

Thanks Bunny,, Mwuahhz
“FULL BLOWN, POEM SEX” – Badda Bang….! ! ! by Trade Martin,2007. I want ‘Full Blown Poem Sex’……, It’s sweeter than phone sex……, Kind of like drone sex….., But you can’t just clone sex……, Still you can have lone sex…., Or do it at home sex……, And wherever you may roam sex……, BUT PLEASE STAY OUT OF THE F****** RESTROOMS….! ! !

Lasagna
Ingredients 1 1/2 pounds ground beef 1 onion, chopped 2 cloves garlic, minced 1 Tbs. chopped fresh basil 1 tsp. dried oregano 2 Tbs. brown sugar 1 1/2 tsp. salt 1 (29 oz.) can diced tomatoes 2 (6 oz.) cans tomato paste 12 dry lasagna noodles 2 eggs, beaten 1 pt. part-skim ricotta cheese 1/2 C. grated Parmesan cheese 2 Tbs. dried parsley 1 tsp. salt 1 lb. mozzarella cheese, shredded 2 Tbs. grated Parmesan cheese Directions Brown hamburger, onion, and garlic over medium heat. Drain fat. Mix in basil, oregano, brown sugar, 1 1/2 teaspoons salt, diced tomatoes, and tomato paste. Simmer for 30-45 minutes. Cook noodles according to package directions. Place in a colander, and rinse in cold water. Lay out on paper towels, and blot dry. Combine eggs, ricotta, Parmesan cheese, parsley, and 1 teaspoon salt. Spread 1 cup sauce in the bottom of a 9 x 13 inch pan. Layer with 1/3 noodles, 1/2 ricotta mixture, 1/2 mozzarella cheese, and 1/3 tomato sauce. Repeat. Top with remain

Look What Ever
I am soooo sick to gawd damn death of people and jealousy .... get over it! If you can't handle reading the stuff on my profile or have enough self worth to know whats right and wrong I dont want to know you .. sure this sounds bitchy and self centred but thats me ... like it or leave it ... if you go missing from my list dont hassle me or imma start to bite heads off.

Can My Life Get Worse??
Can my life possibly get any more worse??? Apparently it can. I didn't think it was possible, but it is. I feel like my life is out of control. Like no matter how much I try an no matter how much I fight to keep it...it won't matter. I hate this. I hate everything about it. The things I do. The things I wish I could say. Nothing. It doesn't matter anymore. I'm not what I once was. I don't know how to handle this. Excuse me...I am going to go and cry myself to sleep.

Poetry
Don't be fooled by the face I wear. For I wear a mask, I wear a thousand masks, masks that I'm afraid to take off, and none of whom are me. Pretending is an art that's second nature with me, but don't be fooled, for God's sake don't be fooled. I give you the impression that I'm secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as out, that confidence is my name and coolness is my game, that the water's calm and I'm in command, and that I need no-one. But don't believe me. Please! My surface may seem smooth, but my surface is a mask, my ever-varying and ever-concealing mask. Beneath dwells the real me in confusion, in fear, in aloneness. But I hide this. I don't want anybody to know it. I panic at the thought of my weakness and fear of being exposed, That's why I frantically create a mask to hide behind, a nonchalant, sophisticated facade, to help me pretend, to shield me from the glance that knows. But such a glance is precisely my salvation, my only salv

Bored
Can anyone think of anything better than talking to a bunch of complete strangers who rate you a ten just cause you rated them one and are all about points and not really wanting to get to know anyone. wow mindless rambling is really fun.. and to think i could have been doing this the whole time.. hmmm.... what a perfect way to waste two minutes away.. i now feel a little more like a fubar addict for doing this.

Romantic Love Poem
Romantic Poem Wondering © By Bobby G. Blackley Jr. I wonder if you think of me When night is drawing near. And in the shadows of your room The walls around you disappear. I wonder if in your quiet thoughts Your dreams of me are anymore. When in the silent, velvet blue The moon is tapping at your door. I wonder if the shining stars That dangle from the clouds above Reminds you of my whispered words In promise of eternal love. I wonder of the lonely light That breaks upon the early dawn Still holds a tender memory for now So long I have been gone. I wonder if you dream of me When the cloudless skies are blue Because across each day and night My thoughts are constantly of you.

Not Feeling Well
As you can see im back online..Ive had a rough 2 weeks. I wont go into details but lets just say im glad its over... My job sucks! well not really but the hours suck.. 12 hour days are really kicking my ass.. Ive worked 36 hours in the past 3 days.. Im so overly tired i cant sleep.. i walk around like a zombie these days.. Its sexy let me tell ya... Anyways. I had a root canal done this last Tuesday and now its infected.. Soo im still in horrible pain. Im on antibiotics which dont seam to be helping much.. The new house is coming along.. I hate cleaning other peoples filth!! I could go on and on about whats went wrong since i moved in but im sure yawl would rather not hear it...LOL My boring life.. We have been watching movies for the past 2 weeks. Mainly Disney! I have yet to get our cable company out to my house...Anyways.. I better get going. I have a sleeping 2 year old on my lap which is getting pretty heavy! ( He isn't feeling well) :( I guess ill stop here because i really dont

Lol Hahahahaha Just Love The Morons On Youtube
for the past few hours ive been talking to people on youtube about the guy that got tasered at UF where John Kerry was speaking. well lets just say that they just dont get it. it wasnt about the questions being asked it was the guys actions when asked to leave the podium so that another person can ask a question and they just dont get it i would like to know the answers Mr. Kerry would have given but the guy fucked it up for every one else by being a dick about being asked to leave and causing a scene like a little kid that had his toy taken away from him. boo fucken hoo you sorry ass. if you ask me the officers did their job by the book.

The 3 Primary Male Types
I happened to come across this mumm called,Why Do Women Love Assholes?It inspired me to write this blog so I will break it down to you like this. 1.The Nice Guy. He is everything that a woman thinks she wants but is not attracted to her.Women will always chew you up & spit you out.You always paying for the gifts,meals,& tickets & get no appreciation from them. For women,if you're going out with a guy of this nature,you have it made but if you have a conscience,you feel bad when you terribly dump him. 2.Mr.Average. Sometimes you're a nice guy & sometimes you're not.It depends on the woman of nature.What it actually means is that you always want what you can't have. For women,if he treats you with kindness & respect,he behaves like The Nice Guy.If he doesn't care about you,he will treat you like Mr.Asshole. 3.Mr.Asshole Mr.Asshole is the most sucessful with women.Let's call it the J.R.Ewing syndrome because this is a guy that gives the least & gets the most.This man is a ch

Dedicated To The One I Love
To the one I love, the one I adore, My only goal in life, the one I live for - Though we might fight more than we get along, I hope our relationship will never go wrong. I love to be with you, I love you around; I'm so glad I'm the one you found. Though you may not see what you mean to me, My love for you will always be. I know you love me and I know you care; That's why I treasure the love we share. I want you to know I'm here for you, Whatever it is I'll help you through. To the one I love, the one I adore, My love grows every day more and more.

Daddy's Poem
Her hair was up in a ponytail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; She knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school, eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees - a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called, a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching for a man who wasn't there. "Wher

When?
When a guy has left 3 different times and keeps coming back what does it mean? If he keeps telling you he is not going to leave a 4 time do you believe him? When you get told from 3 different people that when you 2 where apart he cheated on you do you believe them? But yet every time you ask him about it he denies it, what do you do? Honestly when do you actually know when he is telling the truth? Don't you just take his word for it? I may not have been with many guys but i have been with cheaters, women beaters, and physco's..So i have learned from that. So from those guys i have learned to tell if they are telling the truth. I honestly would like opinions on this!

Bdsm
You scored as Tie those ropes tighter!, You love bondage! Being tied up is your biggest thrill. Sometimes, it's all about the struggle, sometimes about being helpless, or maybe a bit of both. You love being physically unable to control what your lover is going to do to you.Tie those ropes tighter!86% Yes Sir/Ma'am!75% Pleasure and pain71% How dare you smack my ass?57% Ow, these handcuffs are too tight57% Whips, chains and slaves39% How BDSM are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Cmere And See Whats Up((update))!!!
Ok folks, I am GoInG to host a contest for the best Fu~Salute.1st place prize will be a 7 day blast, Second place will get choice of a ticker or Choice of BPG.Wanna enter??? The only rule i will have is it must be a FU approved salute......bombing WILL be allowed....open to anyone and everyone.Contest will begin 9/29/07 at midnight cst and will close 10/6/07 at midnight cst Fumail me ur pic link ,The more the better....lets make the first contest i host kick ass!!! DJ*TwiZLeTTe*[WifeyOfWardenAli]InMaTe#663087@ fubar

My Baby Girl
When people sit there and ask me about my daughter i tell them. But i wonder if they know that i cry when i do it? My daughter is 4 years old and i put her up for adoption because of my age and i wanted her to have a better life then what i could giver her! Yes i do tell people that i am ok with it but really deep down i hurt because i will not get to see her again until she is 18. I miss my daughter so much that half of the time when i see a pic of her i cry. I was 15 when i had her. 1 month and 2 days before my 16th b-day. Sometimes i wonder why is it that u hurt so much when you do the right thing? Some people say they understand what i am going through but honestly do they? Have they ever put their first kid up for adoption? See i didn't have any help when i had my daughter. Nobody helped me in my family. Her dad sure didn't help me. But now my family kicks them selves because if i would have the help i need and the support i needed i would have been able to keep her. But honestly

My Dream Girl
You ask me for one final dance, I get the feeling it may be our last. You gaze deeply into my eyes, I see pure bliss in yours. I pull you closer... You close your eyes and smile. You lean forward and whisper softly into my ear "I love you with all my heart. I truly, madly, deeply do." I hug you tighter and say "My feelings are equal to yours. Never leave me again." You pull back a little and look at me... Your eyes have sadness in them. So you smile, a very forlorn smile and gently kiss me... I wake up, realizing that it was just another dream of you, and tears fall slowly and silently from my eyes. I am left to wallow in my memories of us and i begin to pray, in vain, that you will return to me someday.

Survival
"You stupid bitch" and she waits for the pain "I told you not to dream" and she wishes he'd just do it "What makes you think this was different?" the hand goes back, she cowers, is it over yet? "You idiotic tramp" she wonders if he'll leave a mark "Didn't i tell you you're not worth it?" closed fist...air leaves her lungs "Why do i even waste my time?" she's on the floor, trying to cover her face is he finished now? "Dumb ass whore" fingers dig into her arm leaving deep indents "You can never be happy" please just hurry, maybe i'll black out again "Open your eyes fool" will you just hurry up and hit me? and she prays he's finally thru "Quit that crying you ridiculous cunt" when are you going to learn? "Didn't i say shut the hell up?" please God, not my face again He pulls back and she barely blinks..... "Wake me when you're finished"

In My Mind
People are always asking what is going on in my mind, what I am thinking, why I think as I do . . . I never have an answer except that it is just who I am. I think and think and think but hardly ever figure anything out. I remember something and then something else follows and leads me in a different direction. I spin out of control into a world of lost thoughts, emotions, and fears. I find myself wading through a swamp of hidden feelings, trying to swing on trees of broken hopes and fall helplessly into a pit of shattered dreams. I am no different than you, only in the fact that I am not you. You have the same thoughts as I the difference being that you pay no attention to yours. I want to know my life, I want to know my mind, and I want to know me. I am not afraid of what I will find, who I will find, or what I may encounter along the way. I am ready to be what I was meant to be, good or bad. So, unlike you when my mind races I do not run away from it, I chase it until

Eden Revisited
Eden Revisited I went back to the garden today To see how things were growing I must admit i was surprised at the progress it was showing Hope for the future's doing well it's blooming bright as ever The faith and trust are thriving too I see them dying never The feeling of family's getting large it's blossoms seeking light The doubt and fear are dying off with the passing of each night The tiny seeds of freedom are growing every day The vines we named contentment are finding their own way The petals of our passion are constantly unfolding The bulbs that hold our quiet times the earth is gently holding The seed of love we planted grows the brightest and the best It's weathered storms and wind and rain Our seedling stood the test The flowers in our garden are the sweetest on the earth Our Eden still remains the place where love has found rebirth

Yes, I Survived
"You stupid bitch" and she waits for the pain "I told you not to dream" and she wishes he'd just do it "What makes you think this was different?" the hand goes back, she cowers, is it over yet? "You idiotic tramp" she wonders if he'll leave a mark "Didn't i tell you you're not worth it?" closed fist...air leaves her lungs "Why do i even waste my time?" she's on the floor, trying to cover her face is he finished now? "Dumb ass whore" fingers dig into her arm leaving deep indents "You can never be happy" please just hurry, maybe i'll black out again "Open your eyes fool" will you just hurry up and hit me? and she prays he's finally thru "Quit that crying you ridiculous cunt" when are you going to learn? "Didn't i say shut the hell up?" please God, not my face again He pulls back and she barely blinks..... "Wake me when you're finished"

Easy Chicken Fajitas
Ingredients 1 lb. Chicken breast strips 1 C. Old El Paso Salsa 2 Tbs. lime juice 1 tsp. Worcestershire sauce 1 bell pepper, cut into thin strips 1 onion, cut into thin strips 1 (12-ct.) pkg. Old El Paso Flour Tortillas for Soft Tacos & Fajitas Directions Brown chicken over medium-high heat until no longer pink. Stir in salsa, lime juice and Worcestershire sauce. Add pepper and onion; cook and stir 3 to 4 minutes until vegetables are tender-crisp. Spoon fajita filling onto tortillas. Top with additional salsa if desired. Roll up to serve. Makes 12 Fajitas.

Love Is
love is awesome love is true love is here too comfort you love will take you up so far love will make you rise and soar love can also bring you down love can also turn things around love will hurt love will cut love will bleed love will bring wants and needs love will show and teach so many things love will rise love will fall But love my friend is the greatest feeling of them all

Love True
I smile so much word after word, They mean so much now that I’ve heard, The voice so sweet of the one I love, In the clouds floating up above, Feeling so high, flying without wings, Above the clouds the angel sings, Everything so calm and oh so peaceful, The love inside me feels so full, Really can’t help but go around with a smile, Knowing you’re close although it’s mile after mile, Everything around me so bright so sweet, My heart flutters beat after beat, Thinking of you as the days goes on, So so quick another day has gone, Time goes so quick when i think of you, Soon we’ll be together, as one love true.

Passion, Pleasure, Pain
Passion, Pleasure, Pain Walking in the realm of my mind, tip toeing in its shadows. My body smoldering with burning desire. Nipples intensely hard… aching with need of touch. Its all consuming. Passion, Pleasure, Pain. Breath gasping…. heart beating ….. The gentle breeze sets my skin on fire. My hand reaches and finds. Passion, Pleasure, Pain. My voice, somewhere within the depths of my soul, screams for passionate release. I awoke shaken, trembling and wet with smoldering desire…

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry..I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..that i dont want to have sex every minute of every day.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry..if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.I'm sorry..That i try my best to make you like me, then get hurt.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

Fucking Beautiful Boy.................
I knock softly on his hotel room door. He pulls me into the room with an urgency that nearly knocks me off my feet...He pushes me up against the back of the door and slides his hands over my body and slips off my coat. All he says to me is..."Oh My God You Are Beautiful"....over and over and over again. My body is shaking - not from fear but from lust - deep inside my soul lust. His hands are roaming all over me, caressing, getting acquainted with my neck, tits, hips and ass. He kisses me deeply over and over and over, rubbing his incredibly hard cock on my body.....I am so wet I think I'm going to cum....only from his hands, kisses and the promise of the beautiful cock grinding into me. He guides my hand to his cock... It is rock hard. I moan softly at the thought of that cock fucking me....hard. His hand sliding into my pants finds my panties are soaked...he moans and I feel his cock jump in my hand. Hearing him...makes me even wetter. His fingers find my shaved pussy and s

Boobies......wow Cleavage Look And See
HEY EVERYONE CHECK OUT THIS CONTEST! SHE NEEDS YOUR HELP!(Y) :P SO PLEASE CLICK THE LINK! CHECK OUT THE FUBAR "BEST CLEAVAGE CONTEST" R A T E S ONLY SO GO RATE HER! CLICK BELOW TO SEE... JC...DLS PROMOTER AND DJ LADY LUMPS THIS WAS BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ¢¾HORNY ANGEL¢¾ CLICK TO SHOW ME LOVE ...TY THANX ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED!(Y)

I Miss You!!!!
yes do I MISS YOU!! yes because I LOVE YOU!! I want to see YOU!! I want to HUG YOU!! I WANT to see your SMILE!! HEAR your LAUGH!! SEE your tears thats say YOU MISS me too!! I been WAITING for your love!!! Always remember I am only here for YOU!!! I DO my best to find you!! What ever happen I never stop to search YOU!! BECAUSE YOUR MY BEST SISTER FOR EVER i HAVE!!! DEDICATED TO MY SISTER!!!!

:/
so ive had a lot of stuff going on recently as you all know. well...all meaning the two or three people who actually take time to read these damn things. anyway, why is it that whenever i do something that normally would have no negative effect a negative effect then decides to show its ugly little face. i never mean any harm but it seems to go and do the exact opposite. i dont like causing problems, so i try not to, but it happens anyway. So, im sorry to those who i have caused problems with. I sincerely didnt mean to. whitney and i just had a very long but needed talk. we talked a lot about my mom and religion and our thoughts on things. lots of crying ensued. now we both have headaches. i miss my mom so much but im greatful for the time i got to spend with her. without that time i would have never gotten the oportunity to form such a strong bond with her. i am greatful for the fact that she wasnt taken from me suddenly and that i knew what might and did end up happening because w

New Family
Kindred Spirits Clan Needs You! Are you out there looking for friends? Do you ever say to yourself, "Why do I have so many friends on my list I show luv to but still never level up?" or, "I wish some of my 500 friends would talk to me!" or maybe, "All these people here and I still feel alone!". Well your search is over. We have a family here that can take away all those things and put you someplace where not only are you part of a group but, the luv you give is returned 10 fold and you are given an active role to fill. The Kindred Spirits Clan is looking for all types of members to fill various positions in our family. We have a unique support system of people that not only make you feel part of but depend on your friendship. We have a different approach to online family. We all have a love for the Native American beliefs in having a Tribe support you in all online aspects, from leveling to being there for you in contests. We offer our members some of the best Graphics and Support y

I'm Breathless
Breathless by (Unknown) I'm not too fit, I'll have you know I'm overweight and rather slow But when I run, I manage; though I'm breathless! Though in the past it was not thus, I am not one to swear and cuss, Except that, trying to catch a bus, I'm breathless! When as a youth, I used to play With sweet young ladies in the hay The girls would be the ones to say: "I'm breathless"! At sport I'd always stay the course I was as strong as any horse But now, with just a little force, I'm breathless! I guess my life has reached the stage When these things happen at my age. If all my passions I assuage, I'm breathless! I have my annual body checks And find out if I need new specs. But sadly, when I'm having sex, I'm breathless! No longer, now, do I aspire To climb a mountain, walk on fire; Instead I curb each wild desire - I'm breathless! (Especially for all my "senior" gentlemen friends.)

Oh God Its Back
Ok well today was one hella long ass day for me!! It started around 4 in the morning when pooh and fatty came in my room both wanting me to love on them at the same time I might add and if you seen my Heathcliff you know why I call him fatty but I do love that fluff ball and so I was thinking that my mom was going to be coming in any time to wake me up cause she was going to take me to the mall so I could be there by 6 so I can help put up the kiosk aka Day by Day Calendars yep that’s right we are open you cant miss us we are right in fount of John T’s this year and boy what that fun I got there at 7 because I had to take the buss in to work this morning cause mom had to leave by 4:30am no latter then 5am to get down to Richmond cause Jacob had to get tubs put in his eras and yes he is doing just fine it tuck less then 2 hours for the hole thing, but back to what I was saying by 9:30am we had over 400 boxes opened up and pulled the calendars pulls that are going up and the over stock

Anti ~ Climax
Anti-Climax It's finally here And you gotta stay put 'Cause the new fallen snow Has closed off your route. But, hey, that's not so bad! View it like this: It's your long-longed-for chance To have amorous bliss. It's a real dream come true For you and your love; A blessing from Eros; A gift from above. Then it suddenly dawns on you - You lecherous fool - Though you're snowbound together, The kids don't have school.

Boyfriend Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5. Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... give me your number?_______________ kiss me? let me kiss y

Waya
Waya It is midnight... the in between time... between night and day. The wind is warm and I hear the stream just beyond the tall grass. You have walked ahead of me, but not too far. You are my protector. We stop and sit by the water’s edge. You lay your head on my thigh and are still. The night is ours and I stroke your soft fur... You are my companion. Soon you stand and walk to the edge of the water to stand on a tall rock You raise your regal head and sing to the moon I am awed at the beauty in your song. You are my soul We will walk this path together until the time the spirit world calls. If am first I will wait for you and listen for you to call to me And if the Creator allows, I will find you... For you are my... forever.

Haahaahaah
There has been times I've been concerned that i have set my page up wrong......I guess I didn't it is as i should be... If your asking yourself what i mean by this then I wish you the best in your life...if you understand this then I'm back, just more concerned and not sure. hehe love you all.

Medicine Wheel
Medicine Wheel The Medicine Wheel is representative of American Indian Spirituality. The Medicine Wheel symbolizes the individual journey we each must take to find our own path. Within the Medicine Wheel are The Four Cardinal Directions and the Four Sacred Colors. The Circle represents the Circle of Life and the Center of the Circle, the Eternal Fire. The Eagle, flying toward the East, is a symbol of strength, endurance and vision. East signifies the renewal of life and the rebirth of Cherokee unity. East = Red = success; triumph North = Blue = defeat; trouble West = Black = death South = White = peace; happiness There are three additional sacred directions: Up Above = Yellow Down Below = Brown Here in the Center = Green Winter=go-la The color for North is Blue which represents sadness, defeat. It is a season of survival and waiting. The Cherokee word for North means "cold" u-yv-tlv. Spring=gi-la-go-ge The color for East is Red which represents victory,

What Do You Want>>>>>>>>>>>>
Open season............What do you want out of lie and what .... how you going to get it.... now think about this don't be quick. i have alot of faith in you. leave comments. no rates please. :) P)

Y Do Nice Guys Finsh Last
y do nice guy get the shit end of the stick all the time i am so fed up with being dumped on never getting the girl and having my hart broke over and over girl tell me i am to low for there standers what do u want in a man and how is it when some girl find it they run like a bat out of hell waht women would not want a guy to be layed back and cool jsut want to spend time with time and jsut please his women

Sacred Animals
The Horse (so'-qui-li) Mighty horse...power to run Across the open plains, Or to bring the vision of the shields Dancing in purple dream rain... The horse was a marvel to the Indian and came to be regarded as sacred. It had a mysterious or sacred character. The Indian often times referred to the horse as the big dog or the sacred dog. The ceremonial importance of horses is strong in many cultures. In the Navajo Enemy Way ceremony, which is used to rid someone who has come in contact with the enemy of the evil, horses transport the sacred staff that carries the evil away from the person. Horses are the focus of many Plains ceremonies as well. ------------------------------------------------- The Buffalo (ya'-n'-s-si' or yansi) The buffalo or bison is considered by many tribes to be a symbol of adundance for it was the meat of the buffalo that fed the people, the hides that provided clothing and shelter, the bones and sinew provided tools o

I Am Your Mother
I AM YOUR MOTHER by Wazi Nagi, 'Pine Tree Soul' I am your Mother, do you not hear my heart beat, Can you not feel the love I send; Was not the air you breathed, my scent so sweet, Is my pain hard for you to comprehend. Upon my body snow lays soft and white, Beneath my skin the future sleeps; My blood flows to nurture and delight, Into the ground it deeply seeps. Mountains tall, clouds wreath my crests, Rolling hills once wooded thick; Gentle prairies too were once lush with grass, Where did my bounty go so quick. Sandy beaches and rock girded shore, Where ocean waters sweep and crash; A land of beauty, once so pure, Marred by man's actions heedless and rash. All this beauty was yours to behold, Your duty was to love, cherish and protect; Feel my anguish, the pain in my soul, All I asked was your respect. I am your Mother.

I Was Just A Biker
Hi,I know I don't post very often.But my friend sent this to me a while back.I just wanted to share it with those that notice "bikers". I Was Just A Biker I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends c

If You Had Sex With Me
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you? 21. Do you like me? 22. Would you call me the next day? 23. Would you scratch me? 24. Would you let me scratch you? 25. Would you have to be drunk? 26. Would you date

A Song For The People
Grandfather, Great Spirit I give you thanks That we can sit here In this circle of Life, We send Prayers And the very best thoughts Grandmother Great Spirit As we raise this sacred pipe To give thanks to you And to all of your Creation, We give thanks To the spirit helpers Who came and sat among us. Grandfather, Most sacred one, These are your prayers That we send to you As we sit here together and pray Grandmother your children are crying. Grandfather your children are dying. The hands of greed And the hands of lust for power Have been laid on them And all around is death and desolation The gifts you made, for all your children Stolen, And laid to waste In a monstrous desecration. Grandmother Great Spirit, As we sit and pray together We send you this prayer of affirmation- We your children whom you created in your likeness and image- We will reach out, And we will dry our tears And heal the hurts of each other. Our sisters and brothers are hu

Crash
Look at the pictures Look at the photo above and you can see where this guy broke through the guard rail (right side where the people are s tanding on the road). His truck left the road, traveling from right to left. He flipped end-over-end, across the culvert outlet and landed on the left side of it. Now look at the photo below IF YOU WEREN'T A BELIEVER IN GOD BEFORE, WOULD YOU BE AFTER THIS?

Not Perfect But Thats All U Want
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: ~*~Andrea aka mizz 313~*~ Date: Sep 19, 2007 6:16 AM turn your sound on.I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..that i dont want to have sex every minute of every day.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry..if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.I'm sorry..That i try my best to make you like me, then get hurt.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

Daily Horoscope: Aries
Daily Horoscope: Aries For September 19,2007 You and your friends are feeling spunky now and it's a great time to crash parties or otherwise find new ways to meet people. There's a good chance one encounter could be life-changing, so go nuts! Ok guys are you the one smiles

Trust
To trust is to believe without proof. It is to give without reservations everything that the heart contains and entails. To trust completely, I must be willing to become vulnerable. The walls which have previously surrounded my heart must crumble and fall. I must be willing to stand unguarded and unprotected before the dragon which is love, and believe with all my being that I will not be burned by the flames inherent to passion. This is the only way to love. This is the meaning of true love. Perfect and complete faith in the object of my adoration.

Softly Speak The Spirits
Softly Speak The Spirits ~Marge Tindal~ © 1999 Gently they come to me, the spirits of days long ago. Softly they speak of our heritage so that others may know. Be proud of who you are they say without defeat. Share the past with others, so history will not repeat. I listen and I heed the words they bid me say. I share the history of the Cherokee with those who care today. If you do not care to hear me, please turn and go elsewhere. For you will not be missed if you do not care ... to care. We did not break the promises, made by men of the past ... but we lived the carnage that came to pass. Forever from the spirits of my people, who only wanted peace and love, the words will flow like rivers sent from God above. We are a loving people, we did not make the fight. It was fostered upon us on that cold October night. October, 1838... the Trail Of Tears was begun. March 26, 1939 arrived before the Trail Of Tears