I am just setting here thinking of chris and I and and I feeling a little blue...I miss him with all my heart and I know this is his job and I am going to be there for him all the way this is just a bump in the road I need to get over becouse this is our life now. I chose to be with him he had this job befor I was even in the pic so i just need to get off this feeling of depreshion is all. We talk on the phone daily to each other so its not like i don't hear form him at all. I just can't wait until I see him agean or I am able to go on the road with him too. I just feel like curling up in a ball and crying my self to sleep right now but i can't atleast not right now. Well this all for now ttyl good night ya all
