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'when No One Sees Your Tears'
'When No One Sees Your Tears' It's strange, all right.... The way they look right through you, As if you're not there. But, YOU know they see you. You realize it's a power play. You hurt, they ignore. They are waiting to see you explode. Watching you explode, somehow, Defuses their own unvented anxiety. You realize, also, that you have become Their source, of all things, Of Validation. Your pain validates their own meager little existance. Then, you realize it's hopeless.... None of them are going to save you. None of them are going to dry your tears. None of them are going to stop causing your tears or pain. Would a child voluntarily jump off a great carousel ride, a ride which fills his or her heart so full of amusement.? NO...... But, give that child a whip.... And watch as he or she whips that horse for fun, although it is fastened by nuts and bolts to a pole and going no where .... in circle

Birds & The Bees
A father asked his 10-year old son if he knew about the birds and the bees. "I don't want to know," the child said, bursting into tears. "Promise me you won't tell me." Confused, the father asked what was wrong. The boy sobbed, "When I was six, I got the 'There's no Easter Bunny' speech. At seven, I got the 'There's no Tooth Fairy' speech. When I was eight, you hit me with the 'There's no Santa' speech. If you're going to tell me that grown-ups don't really get laid, I'll have nothing left to live for."

Good By!
So Many thoughts going through my head, what we have said and what we should have been just left for dead. What happened to the good times,the laughs the looks we shared? We both became to scared and neither of us dared to fight back the insecurities that should have stayed burried, so deep within but instead, we let them win. I would rather bleed with cuts of love then live with out any scars, but what we had is know to far gone... Good By....

At The Beginning
We were strangers starting out on our journey Never dreaming what we'd have to go through Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing At the beginning with you No one told me I was going to find you Unexpected what you did to my heart When I lost hope you were there to remind me This is the start (chorus) And Life is a road and I want to keep going Love is a river I want to keep flowing Life is a road now and forever A Wonderful journey I'll be there when the world stops turning I'll be there whenthe storm is through In the end I wanna be standing At the beginning with you We were strangers on a crazy adventure Never dreaming how our dreams would come true Now here we stand unafraid of the future At the beginning with you (chorus) I knew there was somebody somewhere Like me alone in the dark I know that my dream will live on I've been waiting so long Nothing's gonna tear us apart (chorus) In the end I wanna be standing at the beginning with you

Dracula
He stands alone in a quiet village, a village that knows no fear, but where there was love and life before, hate will enter here he comes at night to steal your soul to take your breath away and when you wake up to feel so cold, you scream in your bed where you lay as you watch the eyes that crawl around, the eyes you can barely see the eyes that burn with hate and lust you know for certain that those eyes, that they belong to a he as he crawls from the ceiling into the shadows, his cloak takes a wild flare and you see that his hands are not what they seem that they are the things that scare he rushes at you with inhuman speed and you let loose a sudden scream but he clamps down on your mouth with his hands of death and you believe it is all a dream but it becomes all the more real when he drinks your blood, the nourishment that keeps him alive and as the life flows from you to him, it's clear to you what he'll contrive he'll kill your family, he

Love Sucks
I sit wondering why people love each other? Why they make promises they cant keep? Then i realized that it is human nature to say i love you to someone but not really mean it! Well if you cant tell someone has shit on me when it comes to love. See i have this ex friend named Allen... he always made me feel like i could never be someone that could be loved. I guess i should have listened to him! Tonite i have decided that NO ONE is ever to tell me that they love me. Cause love is a lie!!! There is no real love in this world and if you dont agree with what im saying please dont tell me. Im sorry but everyone is entitled to their opinions. This just happens to be mine.

Finally In Alabama
Well, I've finally made it to Alabama, and I just got internet up. Actually, it's not much different from Texas...'cept it's much greener! Most of the people are friendly...esp on Fort Rucker and in Ozark! My only issue right now is that my babies aren't with me. It's hurting my heart terribly, though they're in great hands at the moment. I'm not worried about them, I just miss them. I love my little wild bunch! Otherwise, I'm still waiting for my furniture, and I'm doing my best to avoid eating out too much. It's hard, cuz everyone wants to give you about 10 lbs of food each time you stop! Anyway, I do miss many of my friends in San Angelo, esp a particular few, but I'm here, and I'm doing my best to not forget you! Take care for now!!!

Bored
Bored at home damn it its friday night and i have nothing to do :( :( :( i so wish i was back in LA like 2Pac said "you gatta be there to know it" Its the place to be baby.....so anyone wanna join me??? Im Home Alone In Bed....Any Takers???

Twitterpated
So despite the fact that I may very well live to regret it. . .I'm totally in love and the only thing that could make it better is if we could be together. Long distance sucks ass but hopefully I'll be able to head to montana soon and then all will be right with the world

Ffs!!!
Below is cut and pasted right from my profile page: Don't ASK to see the private pics. If you are one of the special few, you'll know it. I do not cam, I do not cyber, I do not do phone sex, so don't ask. I do not give out my messenger ID just because you ask. If I want to talk to you outside of FU then I will ask you for yours or I will give you mine. If I don't give it to you, that means I don't want you to have it. I do not give out my phone number online EVER! Got it? Just because I have some sexy poses does not mean that I want you to introduce yourself by telling me how bad you want me. Compliments are cool, telling me what you'd do to me in the bedroom, explicitly, is not. Just because you live in close proximity of me does not mean that you get an automatic hook-up. There are greater requirements than living in the same area to get into my pants. Trust me, if I want you, you'll know it. I'm not shy. My shoutbox is set to friends only, so if you can't get me

More On Me
OK - well I am sorry I have not been on lately - my internet at home has been disconnected - I will be on when I can be. I am sorry that I can't talk to yall as much right now. Know that all of you are in my mind and on my heart. Thanks for all the prayers. Keep in touch with me and let me know whats going on with you till we can get back in touch to chat. LOVE AND HUGGS TO ALL MY BUDS PUNK

Salvation
I don't think you fully understand the ramblings of a man who... Pierces steel through flesh just to see the light shine through... And talks to God with no spiritual connections... But still blessed... By a burning abyss of words Just a bit on this side of too complex... So... Torch your "Holy" books... Let them disintigrate to ash... Because the peak of your religious beliefs has already passed... Fools... Screaming out that hatred based on interpretation... Of manuscripts written to try and reign in the nations... Suffocation... Immolation... False prophets lead to depredation... See... What we're facing now is the same situation... That turned Iraq and Iran into such atrocious places... The birthplace of the written word... The cradle of civilization... Turned to "Hell" when they turned to "God" for salvation...

In This World
To love in this world is harder than stone. You may cherish a few thousand hearts that you own. To stand tall, in this world is to push your way through. Be cautious in all that you say and you do. To be free in this world is to raise your voice. To state who you are; that you're given a choice. To have in this world is to save and to keep. For if you don't do this, in the end you shall weep. Written a long time ago, but posted for a very close friend of mine, who is dear to my heart. Craig, this is for you.

Hmmm
A Gray A.M. You Will Never Get To See And when your golden curls have turned to red, when your eyes have lost all their light find strength in my life. Enough white to kindle a massacre of poems. At least tremble enough that I may flame in your green array, all these years, the battle of each grievous day. Perhaps then those beautiful tears will overcome... I almost wrecked this morning in about the same place my mother called me the day she found out, I hydroplaned going about 42 miles per hour. I wasn't scared or anything it was very strange. I had a moment in time and space, all to myself to think. To die then would mean to be with my sister, but if I had then I would have missed out on this dream I've had for so long. It just goes to show what a girl like Erin with an enormous heart and a talent to make the world smile could have done if she was still alive. It sounds strange, but Erin couldn't have lived out her dreams on Earth, so now I must make it a point,

For A Doll
Nerdy Why do your eyes paralyze me What makes me feel this way Just carry me away with silence and heartbeats As rapid thinking about your embrace and how it makes me feel I just want to feel this way forever Sleep on portraits painted as perfect as you Why have I been given the chance to fly When I'm not with you I feel lesser alone I remember your face / imprinted on angels Your voice as beautiful / as the sounds of waves crashing against my heart Time slows down when you look at me I'm infatuated with this / infatuated with you It's so hard for me to understand why I hadn't found you before don't dull away hold my hand

What Type Of Beauty Am I ???
You Are a Classic Beauty! You have a timeless beauty that looks great in every decade Instead following trends, you stick to what works And this means you never skimp on your beauty routine Upside? Your classic looks tends to attract gentlemen - not boys

Crap
so went to the movies tonight to see Dragon Wars and let me warn you b4 you go to see it, don't waste your money... Acting sucked, graphics sucked, story line sucked.. i've been to alot of movies on opening night and not once have I seen it where the movie was half way filed but this was less than half way and not to mention half of who was their walked out with in the first 45 mins or so.. Something I should of done so letting all know now don't waste your money... If you don't like what I have to say then hey go waste your money and tell me later that I was right, but if you happen to like it then more power to you, but personally i'd rather watch a lame ass Godzilla movie; than that p.o.s.

None
silly little handz, silly little mind, silly little feet, keeping silly little time, silly little thoughtz, silly little eyez, silly little earz, 2 hear ur silly little liez, silly little u, silly little me, silly little thoughtz of u & ur silly thoughtz of me, silly little world, silly little namez, keep ur silly little life & ur silly little gamez, silly little hunger, silly little hate, keep ur silly little spoon off my silly little plate, silly little drama, silly little strife, don't want ur silly little world, or ur silly little life.......

Comfort In Darkness
The Darkness gives comfort.. It surrounds me like a blanket against the coldness of reality.. the fear becomes not the unkown but more what i know.. this cant be hiding.. it cant be if it is a place where we are bound.. what if it is a choice.. or is it?? i will just wait here in the shadow.. where is a lie.. whereas in the light nothing is what it seems..

???????????
Okay... since when is joking not allowed? Was just joking with someone (and it was obvious that I was joking) and totally got bitched out. I was just called a bitch for absoultely no reason at all. Then, blocked! Normally, someone calls me a bitch and that's it... I'm done... but this is totally strange to me. In no way shape or form was I ever a bitch to this person... EVER! And, I can't seem to just let it go... partially because it just happened... but more importantly because I'm TOTALLY shocked. I am a bitch... yes, I can admit it. But, in this case, I did not deserve that. WOW!! Stunned here!! There have been many times in my life where that was totally true... I have had my share of bitchy moments (ask my fiance)... but this person has not experienced even one of them. And, maybe it's stupid... but I want some clarification. I think I atleast deserve a "you're a bitch and this is why..." Am I wrong?!?!

4 Unique
OK SO I POSTED A BULLETIN FOR UNIQUE DREAM BC HES IN A CONTEST...WELL THIS FU*KTARD DECIDED TO BE FUNNY AND POST A DUMBASS COMMENT IN MY BULLETIN...THINKING HE WAS A FRIEND I SENT HIM A SHOUT AND THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED.... AND WHEN I BLOCKED HIM THIS IS WHAT HE SENT TO ME...................... dumbass bitch Hide header Date: Sat, 15 Sep 2007 00:21:21 -0700 From: Size: 1 KB To: abayoubabe77@fubar.com Reply-To: block me asswhore...I will so ruin you...asswhore!...fuck you cunt....you fucked with the wrong guy....asswhore! HERES HIS LINK BTW.... Boycott Wal-Mart@ fubar ************************************************* I AM A PERSON THAT ALWAYS BACKS MY FRIENDS AND I CONSIDER UNIQUE TO BE MORE THAN JUST SOME FRIEND I MADE HERE ON FUBAR...I CONSIDER HIM FAMILY AND HE IS ONE OF THE BEST FRIENDS I HAVE AND HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE TO TALK TO...SOME PEOPLE COULD TAKE A LESSON FROM HIM AND HIS LOYALTY TO HIS FRIENDS.HERES HIS LINK...IF HES

Perfect Picture
Left heartbroken so many times, By people thought of as the one, Only now I'm thinking of you, Knowing our love has just begun It seems I no longer worry, About my heart breaking in two, Finally I'm living in happiness, As I'm falling in love with you I sit and recall your sweet scent, As a smile is painted on my face, I'm basking in total contentment, As I think of your beauty and grace Seems no one has ever struck me, In the ways of your beautiful soul, My heart beats only for you, And it's beating out of control Butterflies build in my stomach, My heart is leaping in my chest, Never have I been so euphoric, It's me that loves you best There's no need to ever worry, For we will always be together, God painted the perfect picture, With our love lasting forever

Your Ending Sorrow
The tears of pain have been shed, Now to find their way to the abyss... Crimson light flowing through your veins, where the hope of life begins to fade... Heart pounding within your caved chest, struggling to breath it's last breath... As your life begins to fade there before you. Ting...Ting...Ting... The clock strikes midnight on the count of three, Soon the goddess of death will find you were you lay... There, her slim ivory fingers shall caress you to sleep... Before her glowing eyes shall you smile in peace...Finally at rest from the horrid world... and it's pain. Body laying cold against the black marbled floor, as others walk by you un-noticed of your pain. Why...oh why should you be ignored, in this life... You are nothing to anyone, anymore.

Music A Timeless Reference Point.....
music is a timeless reference point on the human animal-its manner, behaviour, activity and attitude...and ability. the pendulum swings as ever before and the music is there gauging its impact as though we could see and feel and envisage the final bars played out re-adjust them perhaps so the notes aren't quite so brash the second time around a song that reappears is a song that became prescient into its first incarnation it snagged a feel or mood and clung to it, only dropping off as the mood swung away like a pendulum....

Fb Horoscope Are So Amazing.......
Daily Horoscope: Aries For September 15,2007 Don't be too surprised if you get upset at the smallest provocations today -- it's just where you're mood is taking you. It may be a good idea to retreat just a little and see if you can deal with it on your own. i never listened horoscopes, but in the last months, i am so surprised how those ones are reflecting my situation.... just maybe because i am in the mood to believe and interpret all signals in the way i want, i dunno

Bad News Will Be Missing In Action
Hello people. Well I went to the hospital yesterday for the results of my biopsy and it turns out that I have burkitt's lymphoma. Burkitt lymphoma is a high-grade lymphoma. This means that it is faster-growing and usually needs prompt treatment with chemotherapy, which for me starts on Tuesday. I am being admitted on Monday, and will more than likely be in there for around 3 weeks for this round of chemo. If you want to contact me or to find out how I'm doing please contact EmJay via e-mail. I'll be back as soon as I am able to. Take Care and speak to you soon.

Vet Reunits With War Victims
One of the most poignant stories hs come out of the World war II when an American vet was reunited with 3 of the holocaust victims he saved. In the mordern world with the pressures we undergo .. these little bits and pieces keep us wondering where we have gone. Read on. Carrol Walsh didn't know what to expect when his patrol came across a train stopped along a hillside during the U.S. Army's dash across northern Germany in the final, chaotic days of World War II. In and around the abandoned line of freight cars milled some 2,500 emaciated and ragged Jewish prisoners from the Bergen-Belsen concentration camp. There were scores of children. "They were just jammed, crammed in there," said Walsh, a 24-year-old tank commander in April 1945. On Friday, the now 86-year-old retired state Supreme Court judge reunited with three of the survivors of the Nazi death train his unit found near Magdeburg, about 50 miles southwest of Berlin. The train was on its way to another concent

How Funny
So this is my horoscope for today: Daily Horoscope: Cancer For September 15,2007 You need to slow down a bit and use your best judgment when confronted with new arrangements of any kind. Your instincts are strong right now, but they may be crowded out by too much information. This is EXACTLY what I'm stressing about. And yes, my instincts are crowded. I just thought that was kind of ironic! I just have to remember that I'm not stupid, and go with what I see, not with what I feel. As Gil Grissom would say, "The evidence never lies!"

Trying To Think
It is a lovely day today! And yet I am in a black mod! I do not know why? I just am! I read yet my mind is not in it, I draw yet all that I make is darkness and black! I don’t know what to do or say! It will not go away! I feel like something is missing…yet know not what! As you all know I have been missing as of late I have been looking for myself! And have yet to find myself; I just don’t know where to look….. I am so tempted to look in the bottom of a bottle! But I’m not giving up, I am not weak! I will not be a loser and just give up crying in my glass about all I have lost! People like this make me sick! I listen to everyone’s problems all the time! Yet when I give advice NO ONE LISTENS?!? For FUK sake just LISTENS and maybe you would not…. Never mind…I’m just not in a good mod and venting on the first thing I can find…. I do like listening to people and I like trying to help but I can no longer do this until I help my self and find what I have lost! I just wish I knew where

Things You'll Never Hear A Man Say
Things You'll Never Hear A Man Say: 1. Here honey, you use the remote. 2. You know, I'd like to see her again, but her breasts are just too big. 3. Ooh, Antonio Banderas AND Brad Pitt? That's one movie I gotta see! 4. While I'm up, can I get you anything? 5. Honey since we don't have anything else planned, will you go to the wallpaper store with me? 6. Why don't you go to the mall with me and help me pick out a pair of shoes? 7. Aww, forget Monday night football, Let's watch Melrose Place. 8. Hey let me hold your purse while you try that on. 9. We never talk anymore

You Drink Too Much Coffee When....
# You ski uphill. # You get a speeding ticket even when you're parked. # You speed walk in your sleep. # You have a bumper sticker that says: "Coffee drinkers are good in the sack." # You answer the door before people knock. # You haven't blinked since the last lunar eclipse. # You just completed another sweater and you don't know how to knit. # You grind your coffee beans in your mouth. # You sleep with your eyes open. # You have to watch videos in fast-forward. # The only time you're standing still is during an earthquake. # You can take a picture of yourself from ten feet away without using the timer. # You lick your coffeepot clean. # You spend every vacation visiting "Maxwell House." # You're the employee of the month at the local coffeehouse and you don't even wo rk there. # You've worn out your third pair of tennis shoes this week. # Your eyes stay open when you sneeze. # You chew on other people's fingernails. # The nurse n

Useless Facts
1. Rubber bands last longer when refrigerated. 2. Peanuts are one of the ingredients of dynamite. (actually that may be peanut shells) 3. The national anthem of Greece has 158 verses. No one in Greece has memorized all 158 verses. 4. There are 293 ways to make change for a dollar. 5. The average person's left hand does 56% of the typing. 6. A shark is the only fish that can blink with both eyes. 7. There are more chickens than people in the world. 8. Two-thirds of the world's eggplant is grown in New Jersey. 9. The longest one-syllable word in the English language is "screeched." 10. On a Canadian two dollar bill, the flag flying over the Parliament Building is an American flag. 11. All of the clocks in the movie "Pulp Fiction" are stuck on 4:20. 12. No word in the English language rhymes with month, orange, silver or purple. 13. "Dreamt" is the only English word that ends in the letters "mt." 14. All 50 states are listed across the top of the Lincoln Memorial on the back

Its Amazing
I have bee reading alot of blogs lately , and even have commented on a few. ok more than a few I love to spread my advice , my opnions, and some times just be a bitch. Thats why we all write these things to see what people have to say right ? But I do find it Amazing that some of these people are adults lol. I mean Ive read blogs about OMG every thing and anything. Ive been shocked at times what people blogg about and leave it public. Trust me I am not saying they shouldnt be allowed cause I have the right not to read them lol, but sometimes you cant stop reading these things due to the schock factor in some. We all have to admit , We LOVE a good Drama ! specially when were actually not part of it. Right ?

True Friends!
Been looking for this one for a long while now, glad I found it again! True Friends! 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. This is my oath..... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask; "because you are my friend". Send this to 10 of your friends, then get depressed because you can only think of 4. Friendship is like peeing your pants

Wtf Is Wrong With The Kids Today
Ok wtf has gotten into the kids of todayi mean every time i turn on the new or pick up a paper you hear or read about some kid shooting another kid.Hell maybe im just old and behind the times but i remember back when i was a teenager the worst you had to worry about was someone cold cocking ya with a penny roll in their fist or at worst they had a little pocket knife that at worst would make it so you had to get a tetnaus shot.there has to be a way to fix this before they all kill each other i mean damm most of these kids have heard more gun fire than the troops in iraq i think it needs to start with the parents for one the goverment needs to back off and let us do our job if the kid needs a smack on the ass the that should be fine i dont mean beat the kid half to death but come on the new ways of punsihing a child just dont work we need to do something before its too late.

The First Day
The First Day I wish I could remember the first day, First hour, first moment of your meeting me; If bright or dim the season it might be; Summer or winter for aught I can say. So, unrecorded did it slip away, So blind was i to see and to forsee, So dull to mark the budding of my tree That would not blossom, yet, for many a May. If only I could recollect it! Such A day of days! I let it come and go As traceless as a thaw of bygone snow. It seemed to mean so little, meant so much! If only now I could recall that touch, First touch of hand in hand! - Did one but know!

First Time
First Time For the first time i'm falling in love I can feel it restoring my lifeless heart which for so long I thought my heart was to shattered that not even love it self could fix but i was wrong i fell in love with you as you were falling from the heavens looking at your face which sparkled like the stars in the sky a smile so beautiful it melts my soul from the inside your sweet voice i heard which just flows through my ears and into my heart giving me a feeling a rush i never new existing because of you i have a meaning to live and its to protect you you brought me so much happiness that just killed every ounce of sorrow in me that the greatest thing i can give you back is true love if anything was to happen i would only love you more for your the love of my life this i knew the second i met you i just wish you were mine so i can tell you how i feel but your already taken but thats alright my love for you is real

The Gift Of Friends
The Gift Of Friends There are days when bubbling from us comes the innocent child within, who giggles at the little things and wears a silly grin. There are days when melancholy comes to visit for a while; the mind feels tired, the body weak; we have no strength to smile. There are days when joy abundant grabs a hold of you and me; wraps us up in all it's splendor, lifts us up and sets us free. There are days when sorrow wraps us in its cloak of grief and fear, 'till our hearts ache to the breaking, 'till our eyes can't shed a tear. There are days when love bestows us with its wonderment and light; with its beauty and its mystery, its power and its might. And there are days when life rewards us and seems to make amends by granting us a marvelous gift, the precious gift of Friends.

Until You, Without You
Until You, Without You Always feeling alone, until you I didn't love myself, until you I didn't care about life, until you I never held a friend's hand, until you I never told a friend that I loved her, until you No one had ever held me for no reason, until you No one had ever truly known me, until you Lying in the darkness, without you I don't know who I am, without you I don't know what to do with myself, without you How did I ever get by, without you How did I ever find comfort, without you Would I have ever seen my true self, without you Would I have ever known true friendship, without you

Near Death
A 45 year old woman had a heart attack and was taken to the hospital. While on the operating table she had a near death experience. Seeing God she asked "Is my time up?" God said, "No, you have another 43 years, 2 months and 8 days to live." Upon recovery, the woman decided to stay in the hospital and have a face-lift, liposuction, breast implants and a tummy tuck. She even had someone come in and change her hair color and brighten her teeth! Since she had so much more time to live, she figured she might as well make the most of it. After her last operation, she was released from the hospital. While crossing the street on her way home, she was killed by an ambulance. Arriving in front of God, she deman ded, "I thought you said I had another 43 years? Why didn't you pull me from out of the path of the ambulance?" God replied: "I didn't recognize you."

To You From Me
To You From Me The hardest part of being a friend is knowing when you need it a little and when you need it a lot. So just in case you're in need of a friendly "hi" today, I wanted to let you know I'm here still caring, still thinking about you, and still being your friend.

What You Mean To Me…
What You Mean To Me… You turned my darkness into light, You made everything all right. You picked me up when I was down, You turned my life around. If I didn't have you, what would I be? A blessing is what you are to me. When I needed you the most, you were there; Even if it seemed like you didn't care. When I didn't think I could make it another day, You chased all my doubts away. If I didn't have you, what would I be? A treasure is what you are to me. The world is full of many people, it's true; But there is only one of you. You fill my heart with love; You're a God-sent gift from above. If I didn't have you, what would I be? An angel is what you are to me. Lost and alone, I will no longer be; Because you are here with me. There is no reason to be sad; You've taken away all the bad. If I didn't have you, what would I be? A best friend is what you are to me!!

You Are My Lucky Star
You Are My Lucky Star You are my lucky star In life you've helped me get really far You were always there when I needed you And I hope I was always there for you too You are my lucky star I know God sent you here for me from afar You had a way of making me happy when I was sad And if I did something wrong, you wouldn't be mad You are my lucky star My best friend is also what you are You helped me realize what I'm living for But now you're gone & each day I'm missing you more

Forever Never Ends
Forever Never Ends F riends 'til the end, is what was once spoken, O r is that just what you wanted to say? R eally, I'd be heart broken E veryday, I thank God for you in every way V ery often do I forget to say, "I love you," E ven when I don't feel like it R emember me when you're scared and remember I care about you too! N ever take anything for granted, E ven if there was a fight or two. V ery Lucky am I, to have you as my best friend. E veryday I think about you, R emembering we're gonna be forever friends! E ven if we're both scared, N ever will I say Good- Bye. D idn't I always say, "Forever Never Ends?" S o, please believe me when I say, "Forever Friends."

Just Checking In
A minister, passing through his church In the middle of the day Decided to pause by the altar And see who had come to pray . Just then the back door opened A man came down the aisle The minister frowned as he saw the man Hadn't shaved in a quite a while His shirt was kinda shabby And his coat was worn and frayed The man knelt, he bowed his head, Then rose and walked away. In the days that followed, Each noon time came this chap, Each time he knelt just for a moment, A lunch pail in his lap. Well, the minister's suspicions grew, With robbery a main fear. He decided to stop the man. He asked him, "What are you doing here?" The old man said he worked down the road. Lunch was half an hour. Lunchtime was his prayer time, for finding strength and power. "I stay only moments, see, because the factory is so far away; as I kneel here talking to the Lord, this is kinda what I say: "I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU, LORD, HOW HAPPY I'VE BEEN, SINCE

15/9/07
LARNE COLTS 3-2 BALLYSILLAN YOUTH The colts travelled to beltoy for this home fixture and came out of the traps quickly mopping up everything ballysillan through at them and it was no surprise when a deflecte reece mcginley free kick fell to darren tennant to open the scoring.The colts made it 2-0 five minutes later when reece mcginley brought the ball down with his chest and volleying the ball into the net.Now the colts were in full flow and they got a penalty just before half time and thomas spence stepped up and rifled the ball home,but for some unknown reason the ref made him take it again ,but spence cool as a cucumber scored with the retake to make it 3-0.The colts started the second half pretty sluggish and lost a quick goal then ballysillan got a penalty which goalkeeper dylan mcrandal saved but ballysillan scored with the rebound.now the pressure was on the colts and stern defending from robert watson,,jordan weir,,david christie and odhran kemp kept ballysillan at bay.and

The Times Have Changed
Wow! I just had a slap in the face of how much things have changed since I was at my last concert. I just watched a video that one of my friends put in their stash. This is what slapped me in the face. When I went to my last concert, we all held up lighters with flames and waved them around for the artist that was singing. Well, that has all changed now. In this video, there was not one person in the audience who did not have their flip cell phones open and videoing the concert. Technology has come a long way in ten years. It makes me feel old and her I thought that it hasn't been that long. Boy! Does time go by so quickly, and technology is advancing so quickly too. What is next?

I Cant Stand This Family
they live 3 drs down from me, they are gross and discusting ppl. They impregnate these girls all over the nieghborhood and what gets me is nobody has considered getting the boys snipped. God I hate these ppl, DEA is sitting on their house everyday waiting for them to fuck up!!!!!!!!!! Theres another lil girl living in their house, got knocked up by one of the sons who is BRAIN DAMAGED!!!!!!!!!!! and now wants her out of the house, WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just had to rant about these ppl I cant stand!!! Thanks for reading.

Hmm Come See
The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. OOPS. Don't forget the 7

Lil Girl De Cated This Video To Her Daddy!!
I KNOW THIS VERY SHOCKING TO WATCH BUT THIS LIL GIRL BACK GROUND HAS DE CANTED THIS VIDEO TO HER DADDY SHE HAD LOST FROM THE TWIN TOWERS PLEASE NEVER 4 GET ALL THE PEOPLE WE HAVE LOST IN SEPTEMBER 9-11-2001 My 9-1-1 collabAdd to My Profile | More Videos

A Little Lat, But Well Said
Letter from one "Angry Woman" I don't know who wrote it but they should have signed it. Some powerful words. This woman should run for president. Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent

Someone Has To Regulate It
http://www.wfaa.com/sharedcontent/dws/wfaa/latestnews/stories/wfaa070912_lj_brady.c9704de6.html# Store only sells video games to kids with good grades 10:58 AM CDT on Thursday, September 13, 2007 By JEFF BRADY / WFAA-TV WFAA-TV Scott has refused about 24 sales. Also Online Jeff Brady reports Imagine a video game shop that reinforces good grades instead of undermining them? Well that's just what we found at one retail store along I-20 where the manager, who happens to be married to a teacher, asks kids about school before making a sale. He's not exactly a video game MVP but he wants every school-age client to know about another set of letters. "He needs to be reading a book. He knows how to play Madden before he knows how to do his ABCs and 123s - that's backwards!" said GameStop manager Brandon Scott. Scott manages a popular GameStop in south Dallas - and started a new policy this summer on his own. No school-age customer can buy a

Got To Keep Going
I have to keep going i have to try. The roads been tough many bumps along the way, but i got to keep going. The kids need me. I got to keep going there are people to meet places to go, dreams to fulfill. I got to keep going. Although the pain is deep i cant give up. I got to keep going i got to try. I need you my friends. stick with me to the end. I can't do this alone. I got to keep going can never give. My heart is aching the flame has almost died. i want to give up but know i got to keep going i got to try. i got to be strong i got to keep fighting. new doors have opened but cant go on until the old doors have closed. Help me my friends i cant do it alone. i got to keep going but need some help to learn how to let go. I got to keep going i got to try. I got to be strong. i got to have faith. Help me my friends so i can keep going. I got to keep going.

Thank You
My Dear, Sweet Friends Fans And Family Thank You For All Your Birthday Wishes And Gifts xoxxxo Wildthing aka.....Ray a href="http://www.blingcheese.com" target="_blank" title="Cool MySpace Graphics at BlingCheese.com">MySpace Comments & MySpace Layouts

A Reason, A Season Or A Lifetime...
A REASON, A SEASON OR A LIFETIME.. People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come t

~trapped~
A poem I wrote a while back, you might have read it on my page. ~TRAPPED~ Trapped in my world of confusion, my head spinning and spinning, vision blurred, confusion is what I deserve. Trapped in my world of pain, keeping it all inside, hurt is all I feel, pain is what I deserve. Trapped in my world of anger, vessels ready to explode, blood boiling, anger is what I deserve. Trapped in my world of sadness, crying, weeping, not knowing what to do, sadness is what I deserve. Trapped in my own reality, scared, helpless and empty, not knowing what to do. Nobody will save me, death is all I deserve. ~TaintedSoul~

To All My Friends
The tough times are here seem to never end. The roads been rocky, the mountains steep. I have stumbled and fallen but you were always there to pick me up again. you have wiped the tears, helped me see when i could not. You made me believe in myself, when i did not believe. You helped me to be strong when i was very weak. You cared enough to take the time to listen. To all my friends thank you for believing in me. you took the time to be my friend never giving up on me. To all my friends thank you. The end was close and you were there to see me through. You sent your love. You sent a hug to let me know things would be ok. To all my friends your love was enough to get me through. Thank you just isnt enough. I can never repay you for everything you have done for me. To all my friends my love i send to you for being there for me and never giving up. The mountain i have been clombing are now easier to climb all because you were there for me. The pain is s

Grow Up!!
You know....when people ask for advice in here (using Mumms), they want ADVICE. They don't want to be hated on, they don't want to be judged. Neither one of those terms are in the meaning of the word ADVICE. This is why I normally don't post mumms in here, because you get a lot of people that joke around with them and make fun of situations that are sometimes serious ones, at least they're serious to the people that post them. Show some fuckin respect, and give advice!! Don't hurt people's feelings by joking around and bringing that person down on what they're asking for. GROW UP!!

Love And Relationship
hey everyone its me i finally started a blog and thought yall should know i just recently got engaged to crazyangel here on fubar and i love her to death we have been sein each other for 5 months now in real life and decided it was time to pop the question. well here i am tellion all you Fubarians the good news

Do You Remember When...?
DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN...? All the girls had ugly gym uniforms? It took five minutes for the TV warm up? Nearly everyone's Mom was at home when the kids got home from school? Nobody owned a purebred dog? When a quarter was a decent allowance? You'd reach into a muddy gutter for a penny? Your Mom wore nylons that came in two pieces? All your male teachers wore neckties and female teachers had their hair done every day and wore high heels? You got your windshield cleaned, oil checked, and gas pumped, without asking, all for free, every time? And you didn't pay for air? And, you got trading stamps to boot? Laundry detergent had free glasses, dishes or towels hidden inside the box? It was considered a great privilege to be taken out to dinner at a real restaurant with your parents? They threatened to keep kids back a grade if they failed. . . and they did? When a 57 Chevy was everyone's dream car...to cruise, peel out, lay rubber or

I Am Not There
I am not there to hold your hand or give you a hug, I am not there to comfort you when you have had a bad day. God knows i wished i could be there. I am not there and it breaks my heart. I want to give you a hug I want to hang out like friends do. but the miles make it hard, I want to reach out to you but i cant, and it hurts me inside. I am not there and i sure wished i were. It is hard for me to understand why we have to live so far away. I keep you close in my heart and always in my prayers and you never know someday we will cross eachother's path. Until then my friends i will continue to send you my love and get to know you better through the talks that we have had and build as many memories as i can. You will always be a big part of my life now and forever. Even though I am not there, our friendship will always be very special to me. So reach out my friend cause i will always be walking right beside you. I am not there and it is breaking m

I Need Help
i was wondering what i would need to do to be able to put more pics on rather than waiting to be leveled up which i am only at 13 and i need to get to 16, can anyone help me with this? please i am asking all my friends and family and fans

Tear Jerker
I think everyone needs to read this and LEARN the lesson from it! Subject: Two Choices What would you do? You make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: 'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children d o. Where is the natural order of things in my son?' The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. 'I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the w orld, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it c

Friends And What They Mean To Me
Friends are always there to lend a helping hand, Friends are always there to wipe the tears away. Friends are never cruel love you for who are never trying to change you into someone you were meant to be. Friends never give up on but stick with you through the end. Friends never ask why they just drop what they are doing to stand beside you. Friends never turn there backs when you need a shoulder to cry one. They are always there to listen when you need to get things off your mind. Friends never leave you stranded. Friends never walk away when you dont want to be alone. Friends respect you and never make you do things that you dont want to do. Friends are always there to make you feel special. Friends are always there through the laughter and the tears, good times and bad times. Friends are always there when you need them the most. Friends are always there no matter what the cost. That to me is a true friend and that is what you are to me. I love y

Who The Fuck Knows Right Now Lol
ok i came across this mumm about raceism ok. i just wanted to know what do you think it is? im not asking im a mix blood so i cant be that. i hate to tell you this yes you can be. and i dont really care what part of blood you have in you. and i dont think anybody cares either. but anyway what i think it means to me? it means to me you love your own people thats what it means to me.

Just A Lil Update
I'm BACK!!! well kinda.... For those of you who don't already know My husband and I are getting divoced, and I recently moved back to my hometown. I live with my parent again :( and they have dial up which doesnt care for this site too much, but since I moved back I made a new friend and I come visit her on the weekends that Dustin has my son..and she has highspeed internet, So I will be here every once in a while. Things have been kinda hectic lately, but I am doing ok and working on getting back on my feet. I recently found a really wonderful job taking care of elderly people in there homes and have been able to put some money back. Anywayz. LETS PARTY!!!! I HAVE MISSED YOU GUYS!

Sexual Pleasing
Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

Suicide Note Part 1(rip Dimebag)
Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale, the pills that kill and take the pain away Diet of life, shelter without, the face that cannot see inside yours and mine When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me breathe, for our handle on this life, I don't believe this time Would you look at me now? Can you tell I'm a man? With these scars on my wrists To prove I'll try again Try to die again, try to live through this night Try to die again..... Forever fooling, free and using, sliding down the slide that breaks a will Mothers angel, getting smarter, how smart are you to regress unfulfilled? It's a damn shame, but who's to blame?

Saturday Links: Traveling Virus In Camden, Nj Tonight - Turn On Your Paltalk, Download The O&a Show, New Videos Online
Happy SaturDEE,kids! The Opie and Anthony Traveling Virus wraps up TONIGHT in Camden, NJ, so if you haven't seen the show yet, THIS is the night you don't want to miss! Tickets are still available at the box office so come on down to the Tweeter Center in Camden, NJ and see the show! If you're too far away, make sure you Turn On Your PALTALK!!! - and check out all the crazy shit going on in the O&A Village and with the fans in the parking lot (no, you don't need a webcam to see all the sick stuff going on) As always, if you missed any of this week's shows, you can get them online via AUDIBLE: DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 9/11/07 DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 9/12/07 DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 9/13/07 (live at WYSP in Philadelphia) DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 9/14/07 (live at the TLA in Philly) Thanks to FoundryMusic user 'OneInTheStink', we have some great new photos from yesterday's show at the TLA: PHOTOS: Opie and Anthony Show Live at the TLA in Philadelphia If you aren't able to make i

Confused!!
The confusion I get from guys is worse than girl drama. I've been with Josh for about 2.5 months. We talk every night from 10pm-5am. Then he'll call me back at 7am and we'll talk until 8am. Then he gets home from work and calls me and we'll talk for maybe a half hour. Now what confuses me is why can't guys tell their girlfriends whats wrong with them. Josh had put an away message up about being confused, so I asked him what was wrong. He didn't want to talk about it, said he'd tell me later. Well when later came I noticed comments from the #1 girl I hate. You all know its hard for me to HATE someone, but I really HATE this girl. She has tried her hardest the last 2 months to come between us. Well once I saw comments from her I went snooping. I saw he wrote her a comment "I should have listened to you about sam. She makes me feel like shit all the time" Now to knowledge we were the happiest couple around. We talk ALL the time, my daughter adores him, we laugh, we just always seemed

The Ski Is Beautiful
It's true ladies there are real men out there that know what a lady wants and needs you just got to know where to find them.I had a friend that was suppose to come and see me this weekend and they didnt show up or call ...broke my heart but then I started to talk to a guy and I tell u what he was perfect in every way knew what to say and how to say it.Made me feel like a lady.So now when I'm down and out all I have to do is look at the Ski and it's all better there is a message in this blog for that someone and if u know who u r let me know that u got it thanx

To Anyone That Gives A Damn
I switched shifts at work, and I'm working nights now. Usually don't get home till after midnight. Just an FYI. Not ignoring anyone, or avoiding anyone..well those of you I am avoiding, knew it before now :D I know I am behind in the comment dept. I'll catch up as soon as I can. Love ya'll.

Poem
Thrusting hard and deep Slowing teasing as I steep Long sweet breathless kiss It is these that I miss Heart pounding soul screaming Rapture flooding Short quick stroking stop Slow deep enter I'm on top Arching moaning mind exploding Wet and warm, wildly creaming Internal escape to you External explosions too Twirling writhing wanting Moaning growling screaming Ectasy rendered As I seem frenzied by Jo 9/14/07

The Hair.
Im amazed. Ive bleached my hair twice within the same month and now i dyed it red....and its still uber soft and shiny and ...its still there lol HOW DOES THAT HAPPEN?! my friend brandy's hair is uber thin and she dyed her hair twice. at the beginning of the month and at the end I guess im just lucky but yeah new pix... eventually

Need A Little Help?
HELLO.. welcome to a new way to level up. we are a group of fun fun fubar friends and we are here to help anyone level up. we do have a few rules to this. you must send me or any other member a request to help you in a private message, include a link to your profile, and be 10,000 or less to level. we ask that you send a friend request and become a fan before you send a level up request. wanna join our group contact me same way and i will add you to our group on my page..

Was Too Good To Be True.....
Was talking to this girl... I couldn't find anything wrong with her... and i knew it was too good to be True... but i gave her a chance... well its been a while... Now i know it was too good to be true... I have had my heart ripped out again... why cant they just go ahead and CRUSH it while they are at it... End my life now...

Soldiers - Drowning Pool
These guys have my ultimate respect. They played for us in the desert, on CJ's birthday. even threw his cake on the crowd...lol. I think it was the wildest concert I've been to. Mosh pit on gravel, and such a small crowd for such a big band, though it lacked no intensity. I was blown away at how much they were in awe at being around us. These guys have so much respect for the troops. They spent hours after the concert taking pictures and signing autographs, just to make sure everybody got one. When they released "Soldiers", I knew exactly what they felt. This is one band that doesn't put themselves before their fans.

The Journey Of Life
Finding out my partner was pregnant was the best feeling in the world. the next few blogs i will be working on are blogs over the last 8 months, our visits to doctors midwives and hospital, the ups and downs and gettin things ready for the baby to arrive with us in a few short weeks. i hope you enjoy reading the comming blogs, and enjoy the journey of bringing new life into the world i am about to share with you all. Take Care Chris xx

Friday 23rd February - The Day I Found Out I Was Gonna Be A Daddy
We had decided to go to ravens hometwon for her 21st birthday, and the week was amazing, but raven just wasnt herself, i felt there was something wrong but i didnt know what it was or if it was me being my usually self thinking into things too much, so i left it at that. The week flew by, we saw all raves friends and had a fun filled week, i really enjoyed it, but the week was comming to an end and it was friday afternoon, i was sat in the room with amandas fiancee and the girls were in the kitchen. Id heard raven sniffling like she'd been crying, so i went in to investigate and comfot her, i hate to see her down or upset. as i walked in and looked over to raven, she turned to me and said, 'hello daddy' i stud dead in my tracks not fully realizing what she'd just said, i said what, and she said again, 'hello daddy' and showed me a test she had just taken, and sure enough she was pregnant. my heart came up into my mouth and the biggest lump in my throat id ever had, not want

Kung Pao Chicken
Ingredients 12 oz. boneless chicken breasts (about 3 halves) 1 dried red chili 1 1/2 Tbs. peanut oil 1/3 C. shelled peanuts 2 Tbs. water 2 Tbs. dry sherry 1 Tbs. soy sauce 1 Tbs. chili bean sauce 1 tsp. sugar 2 garlic cloves, minced 2 scallions, chopped 1 tsp. grated ginger 2 tsp. rice or cider vinegar 1 tsp. sesame oil Directions Dice the chicken into 1 in. cubes. Heat the oil in a wok or skillet and add the chili. Add the chicken and peanuts, and stir-fry until the chicken is cooked. Add the remaining ingredients, except the sesame oil and bring to a boil. Cook for a few minutes. Add the sesame oil and serve on white rice. Yield: 4 servings

Why ?!
I am so sick of talking to people, getting to know them think things are progressing and then finding out that I was sadly mistaken! Why is it that a guy can talk to you for weeks and all of a sudden loose interest? Do I seem boring? Well maybe I am then. I am sure I am doomed to search for someone to make my life better, to make my heart full of joy for eternity. Am I not worthy of anyones love? Oh, I know so many guys talk away for fun, but for gods sake dont get a girls hopes up then. Dont make it out as if the hopes are mutual just to disappear out of someones life forever. I truly find it disgusting and my heart is just sinking deeper and deeper into the abyss, I love easily, not foolishly as in think I love people that I havent met before, but I feel I cannot take anyone serious anymore, my heart is just getting smaller and smaller, there will probably not even be room for any true love if that would ever show up in my life. Why does it always happen to me?

One Nuke Missing . . . Four Handlers Now Dead
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Jette Date: 15 Sep 2007, 12:26 From: lil piggyDate: 15 Sep 2007, 11:02No mainstream media coverage???HmmmThanks: Pamela's ProtestDate: Sep 15, 2007 1:46 PMOne Nuke Missing . . . Four Handlers Now DeadFrom: AFRICA LOVE ,, From: Liebchen Protesting 800 FEMA Camps NationwideThanks: God Rules MeI put my attached piece after this, All i can say is something sinister is afoot!!One Nuke Still MissingFrom: *RC_REVOLUTION 420 [resistance]From: truth09From: Citizen QuasarFrom: GloryDazeFrom: VadershineThanks to:

Beholding Beyond Words
Beholding Beyond Words Beholding Beyond Words To Our Servicemen And Women Stationed Around The World In Far Away Places There's Not Much We Can Say To Thank Them Enough For What They Go Thru Each Day In The Rough But: Give Them Our Thanks Give Them Our Love Give Them Our Regards For a Safe Return We Praise and Raise Our Hands To You That Earned the Honor That We Now Bestow We Salute You For A Job Bravely Done And Applaud Your Courage In The Face Of The Unknown Defending Freedom Defending Liberty Defending Peace At Home And Abroad For The Past, Present, And Future Generations Duty Will Always Be An Honorable Citation To Stand The Ground That Freedom Upholds To Endure Engagements Where Ever They Unfold Defending Freedom Defending Liberty Defending Peace At Home And Abroad For Those MIA'S, POW'S, Fallen Soldiers, Who Gave All They Could We Will Search For As Long As It Takes You

Chipotle-cinnamon Rub For Pork
Let me know what you think if you try it. 6 oz golden brown sugar 4 oz chipotle chili powder (do not use regular chili powder or you will lose smoki-ness) 2 oz ground cinnamon (preferably Ceylon-ese or Cassia) 1 oz freshly ground pepper (preferably a mix of black, green and pink peppercorns) 1 oz garlic powder (if you use garlic salt or granulated garlic use half the salt below) 4 tsp salt The ratio of sugar to chili regulates heat. Pepper adds heat to a lesser extent, but adds depth to the heat. Salt enhances flavor but it can be left out for a lo-sodium diet. Some additions to the second test: 1 TBSP fresh ground mustard seed 1 TBSP dry thyme

Needing Girls And Guys.....please
I'M HOLDING MY FIRST CONTEST. I'M LOOKING FOR MORE CONTESTANTS. AS SOON AS I GET 10 CONTESTANTS I WILL SEND OUT MSGS THAT THE CONTEST HAS BEGUN. THERE WILL BE TWO WINNERS. ONE FOR COMMENTS AND ANOTHER FOR RATES. FOR EACH CATEGORY THE TOP THREE PICS WILL BE TAKEN AND BE JUDGED. PRIZES INCLUDED WILL BE PIMPIN GIFTS, TO BE DETERMINED WITH THE RESULTS OF THE CONTESTS, ONE MORPH FOR EACH WINNER BEING MADE BY MY SPECIAL FRIEND FIREMEN7. ALOT OF HIS WORK IS IN MY FOLDER. RULES: SELF BOMBING ALLOWED NO DOWNRATING NO AUTO BOMBING ANY QUESTIONS OR TO ENTER CLICK ON THE THUMBNAIL BELOW ღ•°*♥Southrn Fyregyrl♥*°•ღ@ fubar (repost of original by 'Fireman 7 "Life is to Short not to have Fun"' on '2007-09-13 15:24:53')

What Good Is Calculus Anyway?
In a rhetorical question and note to self... calculus - Why? I have never been a math god and I know very few who are so this calculus thing is really difficult. I spend at least 2 hours a day on math homework and I know I spent 4 hours on it Friday. I don't like math. Now I have to get a tutor, still more math and this is just the pre-calc class... but if I don't take it now, I won't have calc next semester and that will mess with entry to the grad program. I've never been fond of math. So... I shall continue to endure... and hope for the best. Did I mention I don't like math?

Political Correctness
Political correctness is a doctrine fostered by a delusional, illogical minority, and rabidly promoted by an unscrupulous mainstream media , which holds forth the proposition that it is entirely possible to pick up a turd by the clean end.

Update
I just spoke with Mina a few minutes ago. She is in immense pain and the doctor won't give her any pain medication. She is supposed to be released tomorrow but I don't think that is going to happen. She is supposed to be up and about but she can't even get out of bed. She really needs your prayers and support.

About Me
Name: Wanda Birthday: Oct.20 Birthplace: Ontario,Canada Current Location: Ontario,Canada Eye Color: Blue/Green Hair Color: Red Height: 5/5 Right Handed or Left Handed: Right hand Your Heritage: I have Irish/Scottish in me The Shoes You Wore Today: runners Your Weakness: He knows who he is...lol Your Fears: heights/snakes Your Perfect Pizza: The works from Pizza Hut Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: hmmmm have to think on that one... Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: WHATever Thoughts First Waking Up: it will be ok Your Best Physical Feature: people tell me my smile Your Bedtime: whenever I want Your Most Missed Memory: july 2006 Pepsi or Coke: coke MacDonalds or Burger King: Mac's Single or Group Dates: Single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Either Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: neither Do you Smoke: no Do you Swear: fuck ya Do you Sing: yes Have you Been in Love: yes Do you want to get Married

Time To Re Group
ALL LEVELERS... WE MUST FINISH A MEMBER BEFORE WE GO TO THE NEXT. I POST NEXT TO DO MEANING NEXT. DONT LEAVE SOMEONE TILL THEY ARE LEVELED. IT MAKES PEOPLE MAD TO BE LEFT WHEN WE DONT FINISH. WE WANT TO LEVEL ONE BEFORE WE LEVEL SOMEONE ELSE. DONT LEAVE A MEMBER. SOME OF YOU LEFT A MEMBER AND WE DID NOT GET HER LEVELED BECAUSE WE LEFT TO DO ANOTHER.

2009
Ok, now I'm pissed and elated at the same time. In 2002, Pontiac announced the permanent retirement of the Firebird. Although it was a sad event, considering it had been the longes running line in GM's history alongside the Camaro, I was kind of happy. The firebird has been my favorite car since I was little. It was a proud day in '04 when I finally got my first model. I'm now on my second and to me it is a true american origional. Days back, GM created the new Camaro concept. They held back production to see how the new retrograded model mustangs would do. Obviously with the mustang's success, they started production plans. Unfortunately it looks almost Identical to the new challenger. I think they waited too long. I think it was inevitable with the new Camaro coming out, that it's sister, the firebird would soon follow. I'm not surprised with Pontiac retiring the GTO. It leaves them with no sport concept. It is a sad day to finally see the 2009 firebird. It looks amaz

New Photo Album
hey all my fubarian friends and such! I am gonna make a new album here on fubar entitled "My Fubarians". I would like to rip a photo from my nearest and dearest so that all can see who holds my heart here. If you are up for this idea, let me know which pic I can rip so I can place in my album and more so into my heart! lixx and such to yall

How Do You Say Goodbye
You know thinking today about all the loved ones I have lost in the last 7 years. Seven years ago I had two parents, and two grandparents who I had grown up with my whole life. There wasen't a day that went bye I didn't talk to them or see each and everyone no matter where I lived they where always a phone call away. Last week my next door neighbor, and the mother of my 6 year old sons friend lost her husband and her boys lost their dad. Death happens everyday huh? But he was 26 a whole life ahead of him. He was one of four United States Marines killed in Iraq last week in a roadside bomb attack. Watching the fall out and the grief reminding me how fragile life really is!! I saw this posted about his death and if seemed very thought....out. If you would indeed behold the spirit of death, open your heart wide unto the body of life. For life and death are one, even as the river and the sea are one. In the depth of your hopes and desires lies your silent knowledge of th

My Honey Is Home
Okay, so those of you that know us. My Steven has been home for about a month and a half. I've been busy ;) I wasn't expecting him to come home when he did. I had talked to him 3 days before and he told me that he was sick and it looked like the Army was going to keep him until he was healthy (the lil liar:) ). He then told me that he had sent me a package and that he should be arriving tuesday (I talked to him Sunday) or wensday. I told him that I had those days off and I should be home when it arrived. Tuesday came and went with no package. I was a little depressed, but since he was sending it all the way from Georgia it might not show up when he thought it would. So wensday I get a call from a friend of ours asking if I'd me her and her fiance at Shari's. We had gone there the night before just us girls. She told me that her honey realized he missed out and wanted to go. I said sure, I'm always up for shari's. So I go. I call them to let them know that I'm there, they said that the

Warning!
This blog contains insults about several people in Indiana. So if your a supporter of these folks I hope one day I can spit in your face. If there is one thing I hate it's a liar. For year's I've been fighting to get disability. Because I'm not a foreigner I'm not getting it. I live in Anderson, it's about 30 minutes north east of Indianapolis and our cities Mayor, good ol' Kevin Smith promised better health care and a better city. Only thing he did right during his entire stay as the Mayor was bring Nestle here. BIG WHOOP! What about those in this town that have doctors who say they can't work!? CHRIS OKOMAN!!!! has my vote for the up coming electian. Governor Mitch Daniels, he's a good for nothing republican who ruined Indiana. He too promised all sorts of crap for Indina and failed! ANYONE next electian! Senator Richard Lugar, Another good for nothing republican who promised if we got him a seat on the senate he would get us better health care. He hasn't done a damn

Divorce And Some Irrelavant Updates.
I just heard from a friend hes getting a divorce with his wife. They were my neighbors and very good people. I'm obviously happy that they are going to remain friends. They have no kids. I'm kinda finding myself scared of the whole divorce issue. The divorce ratio was around at one point maybe 2O-30 percent now more or less 60 percent. Speaking from experience nobody wins in these things. Its not like I'm afraid of a relationship because of this I just dont want to see anyone get hurt. I'm usually the one afraid to say anything without the risk of offending someone I really like. If she takes it the wrong way she has every right to hit me really hard. Any part of the body is fair play. I dont think I know anyone that's married anymore.. I witnessed first hand how bad things just go south after a divorce through my folks. Maybe one couple but offline not anyone I can recall. its either divorced maybe also a bit bitter after it or widowed. Tell you the truth when I found out w

Self Respect.
So this random guy starts talking to me on my shout box, he seemed nice so I gave him my yahoo SN when he asked. We werent talking for more then 2 mins and he says "You have great tits" Ugh, seriously! What a pig, (Yes that boy was a P I G pig!) I told him if he surrounded himself with women that respond to things like "Great tits" he has no class. Then he informed me that I was uptight, since when did having self respect for yourself make you uptight? I am a women, I deserve respect. Moral of the story, treat all women like you would treat your mother.

Copyright Laws And Photographs On The Internet (original Bulletin And Blog By Tombstone Taz)
USING ANOTHER PERSON’S PICTURES WITHOUT THEIR PERMISSION IS ILLEGAL, AND CONSTITUTES A VIOLATION OF THE LAW — IT’S COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT!!!!! First of all, let me start by saying that I am getting tired of hearing people say, “If you don’t want your pictures stolen, then don’t post them on the internet.” -- That is the dumbest thing I’ve ever heard! That’s like saying if you don’t want your car stolen, don’t park it in an open parking lot. Or if you don’t want your house burglarized, don’t leave your house unoccupied. Or if you don’t want raped, don’t go out in public, or wear skimpy clothes. Or if you don’t want your work stolen, don’t publish it. While all of these illegal activities take place, it doesn’t make them right, or tolerated. We have laws that protect the victims of these crimes. And taking someone else’s pictures without their permission is copyright infringement — and amounts to the same thing as theft. Now be advised,

Remembering 9/11
Okay you may want to read this but I'm not sure. I may write something very poignant and then again it may be trash. So here goes.... Here is my story.(with a little background first) Sept 11th 2001, We were in the middle of a historical baseball season in Seattle. I am a huge baseball fan. I still am. I was married and had 3 step kids at the time. I am not married anymore and no longer have 3 step kids. I actually split with my ex 2 weeks or so after 9/11. I do not have cable and haven't for almost 10 years now. I grew up on Airforce bases and love to fly. I still love to fly I listened to every single Mariners game that season, unless I was there(I went to about 30)The night before 9/11 I had been listening to the game in my car and therefore my radio station was tuned to the talk/news station. I got up and fixed the kids breakfast. Helped them get ready for school and hop'd in the car. When we got in the first thing I did was turn the radio all the way down. I wanted to enjoy

I'm In The Lead!!!
I'm in the lead so far for the comment bombing!!! Thanks so much for everyone who has helped so far....I still have a long way to go and would appreciate all the help you all can give me....you all rock!!! If you all could post a bulletin and/or a blog for me, I would be very grateful!!! I ♥ all of you!!! Muahz!!

Get Out
Get out Get out of my head won't you let it be This is what you wanted not me So won't you let me be I didn't ask you to leave you close the door then tried to open it again You said so many things don't waste your time don't waste mine There's nothing I want to hear it's already been said There all the same lies you haven't changed Face it you used me I used you you walked away now it's time for me to do the same

Faceless
On my way out the door I turned and smiled knowing this was the last time I would see your face This was the closest I've ever been I really though it had changed The best for both of us Something different face you wore your mask as you stripped mine leaving me raw and you still covered knowing very well this was going to happen I still let you in,told to much to soon but you asked,when will I learn Same lesson different face.....

I Wish I Never Meet Him
I wish I never meet him He who can't tell the truth from lies who claims to be a man,but acts like a child He who lives with ego and fear with his back up against a wall He who plays his little games then runs and hides He who can't be honest so many lies has made you dead inside He who will be alone and empty for the rest of his life such pain he feels inside with no one to blame but himself for all the lies

Comes The Dawn
After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul. And you learn that love doesn't mean security and you learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open with the dignity of a Adult and the the grief of a child and you learn to build your roads on today because tomorrows ground is to uncertain and futures have a way of falling down in mid flight after awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get to much. So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers and you learn that you really can endure that you really are are strong and you really do have worth and you learn and you learn with every good-bye you learn.......

Who Would Date Me??????
Body: This is called the " Date Me " Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... [ ] I want your number [ ] Pretty/Cute [ ] Hottie [ ] Sexy [ ] Gorgeous [ ] Amazingly Beautiful [ ] I'd take you home in a second [ ] I'd make out with you right now [ ] I'd Hit it [ ] I love you [ ] Wanna hook up? Would you kiss me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already did Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay I think ur pretty [ ] Sexy [ ] Ugly! Name one thing you like about me... ________________________ I look like.. [ ] A player [ ] One time thing [ ] Next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe Would you rather.. [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Make Out with me [ ] Date me [ ] Marry me [ ] Friends What kind of underwear are you wearing right now? [ ] boxers [ ] whitie tighties [ ] thongs [ ] granny panties [

Uncle Joe Morley
Hi my name is Tabitha and today i am writing about my uncle joe from missisippi. He was a wonderful man he would give his shirt off his back to help u. I got the phone call today from my mom about my Uncle Joe. He got on top of his house to cut down a limb and fell off. He stopped breathing they rushed him to Gulfport Mississippi to the hospital. They did a cat scan and said it didnt look good and he may not make it. Within an hour i got another phone call saying he didnt make it. We dont know the funeral aggrangements just yet and i wont be able to make it cuz my vechile is broke down. This burden was on my heart and i wanted to share it with everyone.

I'm Sorry....
I'm sorry I cannot support you in this... You tell me he beats you... You tell me you are happy... And you turn around days later and decide to marry him? When I tell you I can't support you in this you send me a text saying: "At least my marriage won't be internet or phone based I will be military way before you" Like you are playing some kind of game... AND THEN you LET HIM leave a message on my voice mail that wasn't very nice questioning MY LIFE!!! I'm sorry Rae... My life search has started... And with or without you I will move on...

R.i.p. Charlie Wheeler
LOUISVILLE (WAVE) -- A Louisville icon has died. His name was Charlie Wheeler, but everyone knows him as "Tattoo Charlie." The 56-year-old came down with a sudden illness Friday and died at Jewish Hospital. Charlie Wheeler was more than a tattoo artist. He was a shriner for Kosair. He appeared as Santa Claus at the Home of the Innocents, worked with Camp Quality in Leitchfield which serves children with cancer and he started Toys for Tots drives in Hardin and Bullitt Counties. Visitation for Wheeler will be held at Owen Funeral Home on Dixie Highway this weekend. Funeral services are set for Monday at 2 p.m.

1000 1000: Song I Wrote
1000 fists to the face 1000 dead bodies all over the place 1000 tries im a dam damn degrace 1000 tears i cry 1000 deaths i die 1000 humans fry 1000 nails 1000 hails 1000 1000 1000 1000 1000 slaves in 1000 caves 1000 graves 1000 graves 1000 1000 1000 1000 1000 1000 1000 10000000

-why Halloween Is Better Then Sex-
10. You're guaranteed to get at least a little something in the sack. 9. If you get tired, wait 10 minutes and go at it again. 8. The uglier you look, the easier it is to get some. 7. You don't have to compliment the person who gave you candy. 6. The person you're with doesn't fantasize you're someone else. 5. If you get a stomachache, it won't last 9 months. 4. If you wear your Batman mask, no one thinks you're kinky. 3. It doesn't matter if kids hear you moaning and groaning. 2. You have less guilt the next morning. 1. IF YOU DON'T GET WHAT YOU WANT, YOU CAN ALWAYS GO NEXT DOOR!

Spirituality Quiz
You fit in with:Spiritualism 100% spiritual.80% reason-oriented. Your ideals are mostly spiritual, but in an individualistic way. While spirituality is very important in your life, organized religion itself may not be for you. It is best for you to seek these things on your own terms. Take This Quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

The Solution
The Solution A biker stopped by the local Harley Shop to have his bike fixed. They couldn't do it while he waited, so he said he didn't live far and would just walk home. On the way home he stopped at the hardware store and bought a bucket and an anvil. He stopped by the feed store/ livestock dealer and picked up a couple of chickens and a goose. However, struggling outside the store he now had a problem: how to carryall of his purchases home. While he was scratching his head he was approached by a little old lady who told him she was lost. She asked, "Can you tell me how to get to 1603 Mockingbird Lane?" The biker said, "Well, as a matter of fact, I live at 1616 Mockingbird Lane. I would walk you home but I can't carry this lot" The old lady suggested, "Why don't you put the anvil in the bucket, carry the bucket in one hand, put a chicken under each arm and carry the goose in your other hand?" "Why thank you very much," he said and proceeded to walk the old girl home

Spiritualism
You fit in with:Spiritualism 30% spiritual.40% reason-oriented. Your ideals are mostly spiritual, but in an individualistic way. While spirituality is very important in your life, organized religion itself may not be for you. It is best for you to seek these things on your own terms. Take This Quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

10 Fatal Online Dating Errors
Some men have absolutely NO sense of etiquette when they're trying to contact women online. During all my years of coaching, women have told me some amazing things men have written to them in emails. Many men feel they can just say anything in an email when they are trying to get a woman to go out with them. If they said those same things to a woman in a bar or on the street, they might get arrested, or at least slapped. But when they're hiding behind the secrecy of their computer, too many men get abrasive and crude. Here's my list of 10 things NEVER to do when you're online trying to get a woman to go out with you. Some of these are obvious; some you'll swear I'm making up! But all of them are things men actually do. Top 10 email turnoffs for women 1. Don't ask her how much she weighs or what her measurements are. You might as well just tell her you only want to sleep with her and you have no interest in getting to know her, because that's what she's going to think if you ask he

The Er
You need to slow down a bit and use your best judgment when confronted with new arrangements of any kind. Your instincts are strong right now, but they may be crowded out by too much information. Mayb i should of read this on sat nite...and i wouldnt of ended up in the ER on Sunday...LOL... Oh well i made it thru it all...and im finally back home...still in some pain but they figured out what my problem was b4 it was too late and now im on the ROAD to RECOVERY!!!

Photo Contest
Heres the deal, there is a photo contest going on here in St louis for the best photo from the Great Forest Park Balloon Race, from this weekend, Im wanting to submit a photo, but im not sure which one, could anyone that cares look in the two Forest Park Great Balloon Race folders and tell me which ones do u like the best. Any help would be greatly appreciated!! Rick

Dj Cassie Doin Her Thang
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A Bit About Me...
Hi, Guess if you are here, you are then curious to know who MisanthropyKerry is! My name is Kerry, I am 37 yr young gal from Pennsylvania. Currently attending school to obtain my assoc. degree in B.A. I like having fun, making friends, and chatting! I consider myself to be open, honest and quite friendly. Aint nothin' wrong with flirtin' If I'm not on FUBAR, then I am probably off reading emails, playing in paintshop... or dealing with the real life issues.. So for now- heres to making friends :) Huggles Kerry

Hurt Feelings And Angry
I don't get it, I do everything I am asked and THEN some for my family. I go above and beyond even when I am SICK. Not many young people I know would put UP with half the shit I do with them and yet when I even try and be civil to them I get snapped at and rude comments and I am tired of being treated like total shit. Today my dad was asked on a nice even with my step mother at her job. She's always said she was taking her dad and my dad's sister who is in town. Last night he acted like picking up my step mother's father was a NEW development. He's cranky all the time, rude and impatient. I asked him to do ONE thing weeks ago and that was mow the lawn cause I was too sick to do it. He waited till the last minutes before HIS sister got her as HIS invited guest and found the lawn mower was in need of repair, so he left the thing OUTSIDE in the RAIN and called someone to come and pick it up and repair it. IT was returned Wed night. The workmen even SHOWED him it was working well by

Help
A lot of people have asked me to vote for them, Bomb them & I did. Now I am asking for help to Level Up. So please rate my pics, my stash, my blogs if u alreayd hadn't. I would really appreciate it and I will return the favor.

A Real Friend
A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out. A friend is one who walks in when others walk out. A friend is someone who is there for you when he or she rather be anywhere else. A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words. A friend is one who believes in you when you have ceased to believe in.

Something New
Well I am not sure why I am bloging about this here I guess its just a place I can put my thoughts down and have a few friends to talk to about them. I met a really sweet guy about a week ago. I went over to my best friends house and he was there with her brother inlaw working on the yard. I couldnt help but keep taking a peek and looking at him. Seems he couldn't eather. Every time I glanced seems he was checking me out. We went on a date sunday and all was well. We talk almost everyday and don't really have any problems communicating on the phone we just freeze in person not sure who should take the first step and such. He spent all day with me on wend and it was a little tence but its because of our sercomstances I have been single for 2 yrs and well he never really has had a relationship. Lets just say when he was younger he wasnt alowed to talk to woman. He is a gentalmen opens doors and such. Also took the trash out for me without even asking. I sit here realizing t

I'll Tell You Why
What? I should want her more because she ties a fucking knot in a cherry stem; because her legs shine like a new penny when she crosses them? I should want her more because the sound she makes when she walks is like a whisper: fuck me fuck me fuck me? No. I want her because she looked right at me when I walked in and her eyes fairly shouted: Stay away, little boy, you don't get any of this. © All rights reserved

Forgive Me...
You forgive me for liking you too much, And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough. You forgive me for missing you so, And I'll forgive you for being so cold. You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart, And I'll forgive you for not hearing it. You forgive me for playing your games, And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions. You forgive me for finding you so attractive, And I'll forgive you for not noticing. You forgive me for raising you up so high, And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low. You forgive me for wanting to be with you, And I'll forgive you for avoiding me. You forgive me for being so pathetic, And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it. You forgive me for not being able to let go, And I'll forgive you for never having latched on. You forgive me for having hopes and dreams, And I'll forgive you for crushing them. Forgiveness brings inner peace. Do we have a deal?

Short Cuts To Me
The "About Me" can get overlooked or be a snore to read if it's too long. The SCTM's will be like...the Cliff Notes to getting to know me for those who really care. It can also work for those nosey and/or bored folks out there.

In The White.
There once was a boy who sat at the edge of a frozen lake. Crystal specks littered the ground like discarded diamonds. He wondered why ice fields weren't coveted beyond any measure. Were they not beautiful. Were they not unique. Were they not just as fragile and ephemereal as a virgin's gasp? He wondered why life in it's infinity of wasted moments, was so precious but so disregarded. this finite life, momentary, blink of existence. People all around him saying This is the best we'll have. All we have. The miracle is here. The miracle is all around us, enveloping us in sunshine kisses, twilight wanderings, cold wind that smells like family dinners. The whisper of snow that echoed two lovers huddled and smiling under the covers. So much love in their eyes, such a warming presence, oblivious to the outside world, the silent dark world. The only thing that mattered, was the brilliant miracle of those two people. Together, one observer would hope- forever. Why waste

Globalization
A GOOD ONE TO SEE AGAIN... Finally, a definition of globalization I can understand and to which I can relate Question: What is the truest definition of Globalization? Answer: Princess Diana's death Question: How come? Answer: An English princess with an Egyptian boyfriend crashes in a French tunnel, driving a German car with a Dutch engine, driven by a Belgian who was drunk on Scottish whisky, (check the bottle before you change the spelling), followed closely by Italian Paparazzi, on Japanese motorcycles; treated by an American doctor, using Brazilian medicines. This is sent to you by an American, using Bill Gates's technology, and you're probably reading th

One Week Today With The Kids...
At times it has been hard and I know that its gonna be like this for a while. Sometime I get frustrated but I have to remember that their daddy dont want them and their momma cant take care of them right now. I spent $160 dollars on them today...getting them cloths...diaper wipes...food....juice...shoes. It was the first $160 that I didnt spend on myself and it feels good. Its only been a week but I am proud of myself for doing a good job. I even go to work sick just so I know that I will have that much more money on my check. Makes me feel more responsible and grown up then I ever have,

Time For A Change
They are offering a 2nd shift and the hours are kinda crazy 7pm-3:30 or 4am...I will take it to get away from a fukkin complete fukkwad...that they tell me to run my department better when I do I get reprimanded...well I say good bye to days and off to the night life that i have always loved so much.....oh yeah not to mention my grandmother has decided not to sell her house and not to go to senior housing and I am greatful...so my mother and I decided that we are going to make a huge garden in her back yard...today Britt and I pulled a tree out of the original garden...back breaking work but it will be worth it in the end...

Guilty Pleasures
Read this, but tell no one! lol In no particular order: 1) Soap Operas: specifically The Young and the Restless 2) AM Gold type music and Disco 3) Playing online games and video games - if I get to the movie theater early and there is a game room -- I'm there. 4) Fubar - I hate the person who sent me the invite. I burn so many hours in here. 5) Reading "bodice rippers". You know, cheap, grocery story romance novels. 6) Reality TV marathons on MTV or VH1. I generally dislike reality tv. I remember watching the first seasons of Survivor and Big Brother and I'm tapped out. But on a weekend when I'm doing laundry or just being lazy and I catch it on tv, I'll watch it. 7) Seeing OU (Oklahoma University) lose. Okay, not so guilty, but it is sheer pleasure. 8) MMA fights - when the reality show (yeah, I know) about IFL fights came on Spike I started watching it. I totally dig it!! It's better than boxing to me...plus, some other factors that will remain undis

My House Is In Half.. Lol
Ok just a quick note before I get off here tonight. As of right now my house has been torn in half for a week now. And they are "susposed" to come out on Monday and have it all done by Tuesday! We'll see.. Anyhow, so that is how things are goin right now.. SLOW AS HELL! I been using someone else's computer to check my mail and check up on some of my friends. I miss my Sc@tters World Freaks.. And muh hooker you know who you are Big Red! lol I am tryin to get back as soon as I can. Miss ya. Lots of love and my prayers go out to those who have had recent tragedy's in their lives. And EVERYONE remember to light a candle for our men and women fighting in Iraq! Sweet dreams all you sexy ppl!

Bigos
This Eastern European dish is a traditional stew and is often served with rye bread. Sauerkraut, pork, ham and sausage make it a filling dish with lots of meat. Ingredients 1 C. chopped bacon 1 lb. boneless pork, cut into small cubes 3 cloves garlic, minced 3 onions, quartered 1/2 lb. fresh mushrooms, quartered 2 C. beef stock 2 Tbs. sugar 2 bay leaves 2 C. sauerkraut, drained 3 apples, peeled, cored, and cut into chunks 2 C. canned tomatoes, with juice, diced 1 C. diced cooked ham 1 1/2 C. polish sausage, cut into chunks Salt and pepper to taste Potatoes, peeled, quartered and boiled to serve on the side or you can add them to the stew 20 minutes before end of cooking time Directions Fry bacon in a Dutch oven. Remove bacon and remove all but 2 Tbs. fat. Add pork, garlic, onions and mushrooms and sauté until meat is browned, about 5 minutes. Pour in stock, tomatoes with juice, sugar, bay leaves, sauerkraut and apples. Bring to a boil and reduce heat and simmer cov

Angel Hair Goulash
This hearty beef, corn, and tomato stew is a snap to throw together. Ingredients 1 lb. lean ground beef 2 Tbs. margarine or butter 1 (4.8 oz.) pkg. PASTA RONI Angel Hair Pasta with Herbs 1 (14 1/2 oz.) can diced tomatoes; undrained 1 C. frozen or canned corn; drained Directions In a large skillet over medium-high heat, brown ground beef. Remove from skillet; drain. Set aside. In same skillet, bring 1 1/2 C. water and margarine to a boil. Stir in pasta; cook 1 minute or just until pasta softens slightly. Stir in special seasonings, tomatoes, corn and beef; return to a boil. Reduce heat to medium. Gently boil uncovered, 4 to 5 minutes or until pasta is tender, stirring frequently. Let stand 3 to 5 minutes before serving. Serves 4.

Lemon Babka
This zesty cake has lovely flavor and is light and fluffy. Babka is a traditional Polish cake. Ingredients 2 1/4 C. bread flour 2 1/4 C. all-purpose flour 4 tsp. active dry yeast 10 Tbs. sugar 1 tsp. sea salt 1/2 lb. unsalted butter, softened 1 tsp. lemon extract 1/2 tsp. vanilla extract 2 tsp. grated lemon zest 3 whole large eggs 1 C. Half & Half (heated to about 110 degrees) Powdered sugar for dusting Directions Thoroughly combine the flours and yeast in a medium-sized mixing bowl, and then set aside. To mix the dough in a heavy-duty mixer, place the sugar, salt, butter, lemon and vanilla extracts and grated zest in the mixer bowl, attach the paddle and mix on low speed for 1 minute to blend the ingredients. Add the eggs, one by one, until they are absorbed, then add the half and half and mix briefly. Now slowly add all of the flour until the dough forms a mass around the paddle. Turn the machine off, remove the paddle and replace with the dough hook. Knead t

Waiting
Waiting ~Tony Martinez You walked away So far away I scream out ANGEL! ANGEL! But I can't hear your beautiful sweet whisper Where are you? Through the muck Through the smoke and fire that is this hell I can't find you Sweat pours from every inch of my body The wounds that never heal My god can't you hear me ANGEL! ANGEL! Oh it's no use My voice is drowned out by the deep loud laughter of Darkness The sound rings in my ears never ending LISTEN TO ME YOU MOTHERFUCKER I wont give up you hear me I will never give up All that is left to do is to get stronger and wait Wait for my angel to return to me So I continue the climb Ever ready I love you My angel

Bouncers Removed All My Skins And Profile Goodies
For some reason, the Fubar Bouncers have chosen to DELETE/REMOVE ALL the skins on my profile page. I have clicked to set different skins active, but it doesn't matter---all i get to see is a black background. This is DISGUSTING. They never sent me an email or notification that they were going to PUNISH me and TAKE AWAY ALL my little profile page goodies, such as my created CLOCK, PET CAT, Guestbook, voice message box, different slideshows, avatar, meez cat,etc.......... HOW RUDE! and NO note, of course, then, as to HOW LONG they will not let me decorate MY page like all of you are allowed. This is after they made me mark pictures NSFW that were NOT that category-----like the dashboard of my car???? and the pic of me sitting at my computer in my gold t-shirt???? WHAT is nsfw about these??? and they REMOVED my main picture on here with my face inside the heart.....I did NOT do this---FUBAR removed all these things.......and I brought them in ELEVEN new members,too!!! How ungra

This Is For You My Sweet Love
This video is exactly what I am going through in life right now. My life is so chaotic right now. I have had my son ripped out of my house, and put in my ex in laws house. He is being crammed with lies, which is making him hate both his father, his stepmother and I. I am unemployed and unemployment is not paying all my monthly bills. I am raising one child on my own without child support. I am in love with this amazing guy. But, with all the chaos going on right now it is hard to keep the faith that everything is going to be alright. I do know that this man that I love when I talk to him makes me feel like it will be okay.

Woooohooooo
THE ALABAMA CRIMSON TIDE FOOTBALL TEAM JUST WON THERE FIRST CONFERENCE GAME OF THE SEASON..WITH FORMER HEAD COACH OF THE MIAMI DOLPHINS ( NICK SABIAN ) AS THE NEW HEAD COACH OF THE CRIMSON TIDE.. THEY BEAT THE ARKANSAS RAZORBACKS 38-41 ... MY ALL-TIME FAVORITE COLLEGE FOOTBALL TEAM IS NOW 3-0. SO CONGRAT'S TO ALL THE ALABAMA STUDENTS AND THE FOOTBALL TEAM ON A WELL DESERVED START ON THE SEASON.. AND CONGRAT'S TO NICK SABIAN FOR HIS CONDISIONING OF THE TEAM.... ROLL TIDE

I'm Having A Girl Moment
I’m sure that most of you would make the assumption that because of what and how I write that I’m quite a bit tougher than is reality. I know I come off as a bitch, as a hard ass, as someone who can dish shit out and take it. The honest to god’s truth is that I’m a pretty tender little girl. Ask anyone that knows me in real life (my family list)… I probably call them at least once a week crying about this that and the other. I cry over Folgers commercials (especially the one at Christmas time), I get teary when people say they love me, my feelings are easily hurt and I take just about everything to heart. So while some of you may have some harsh criticism for me about what I write or how I portray myself online, please remember that it is only an online persona. It’s not an adequate representation of who I am as a whole. It is only a part of me.

Hey All
anyone that reads this i need your help! im new to fubar and i am having a blast with it but i am lost though i want to find a way to level up really quick where it seems damn neer impossible where i work alot so if you all have any ideas or sugesstions contact me plz thanks for your help

Absolute Hatred..
Misalign Redefine What it is to be blind Bathing in ignorance So sick of you Looking to enhance All that is untrue A voracious Superfluous Sarcastic existence Why don't you go kill yourself And bury your carcass when you're through

Jon Bon Jovi-midnight In Chelsea
The kids round here look just like sticks They trade old licks with a beat up six I just smile and catch the groove Gothic girls all dressed in black Serious as heart attacks Takes a little bit of getting used to The old man with the whisky stains Lost the night, forgot his name His poor wife will sleep alone again And it ain't hard to understand Why she's holding onto her own hand It's midnight in Chelsea (shalalala, shalala) Midnight in Chelsea (shalalala, shalala) No one's asking me for favors (shalalala, shalala) No one's looking for a savior They're too busy ... saving me (shalalala, shalala) I've seen a lone sloane ranger drive Seems her chauffeur took a dive And sold her secrets to the Sun And later in a magazine I finally figured what it means To be a saint, not a queen Two lustful lovers catch a spark Chase their shadows in the dark Someone's getting off tonight A big red bus that's packed so tight disappears in a trail of light Somewher

What Really Suffers
The pain of the flesh dosent compare to the pain of the soul.So we find the need to torturer our bodys,To mask the pain thats in our souls,when so many times we think its our hearts that are broken maybe its the soul that suffers.Funny how you can never see my pain from the inside out. But surely with the help of tattoos and putting holes into your skin now a days, you can see pain from the outside in.I have always considered my insides my temple and my body just my form that what you see is not who you are and that I beleive the the more you stay,out of the mirror the better you feel,though the only true passage way to your soul is through your eyes , that is for some eles to see, my thinking on that is that I dont need to see my soul through my eyes I already know my soul and learning more about it everyday................................

Drunkinphilly
Yo what up all my fubar friends....Im in philly right now....everytime im here i wanna blog....I love it here...Im here with my sister my brother and my sisters husband....so fuckin kewl....Im really drunk maybe thats why im writing this, so if there are slepping mistakes i dont give a flying fuck...anywho....who lives in philly....anyone....just wanted to bullshit i guess....im here drinkin vodka,,,,my sister is gettin fucked in her room and my brother is in the other room learning his chinese....sooo smart i love the guy...Umm yeh i spelled alot of shit wrong...but why should i go back and correct it...fuck it....i love all of you guys on here...and gals....good times...get at me then...kisses oh yeh im horny asd hell

Projector Screen And Dog
We see a gigantic projector screen displaying a gigantic image of a vagina. The mooncalf is crowning. Eyestalks writhe atop a slick, gray scalp. In the background we hear a woman screaming and Indian music. Other people in the room are chanting in strange tongues. What flickering light we see suggests candles illuminating the delivery room. A dog walks across the stage wearing a Hawaiian shirt and a tutu. The screen goes blank and flies up. There’s a humorous in the dog’s mouth. The moment the dog exits the stage is accentuated with a cymbal crash.

Mr. Sensitive
I'm a man who's heart has been broken. It has healed sense then but i am still longing for a companion and the loneliness still lingers. Wish one day i would come home to someone waiting for me. With a smile and a kiss to put my woes at ease and cause my spirit to be in a state of pure bliss. I have friends who are there for me but just isn't the same. My tears have already raised the ocean and the pain has left me. I know that im ready to take another chance at love cause i know there is somebody waiting maybe its you. I want to make someone skies from gray to blue. Call me Mr. Sensitive cause I will cry if i have been hurt. I laugh when someone does something stupid. My soul is calm and still and my passion for you will give you thrill

Kathy
Kathy has been gone for 2 days and I miss her like crazy, I am hanging out at the apartment and I am very calm and happy but I miss my girlfriend. She is having a very good time in Philadelphia, she is seeing her daughter and her foster daughter also. I told her to not be in a hurry to come back home because she does not get a chance to go home that often, so i must be patient because all my friends and family are here and Kathy must travel 800 miles to see her friends and family so I understand. Kathy comes home early tuesday morning and then I have to go to a funeral we will go, not an exciting way to spend your first day home, but she is doing everything Danielle WOULD NOT! For that I am very happy I do not have to feel like I am sneaking around or lying about anything because Kathy and I having aquarius in our charts like to do the same thing with each other. (We can communicate with our minds and for the first time in 10 years I do not have to be someone I am not, I can be me a

Wanna
1. Scientific tests find that when women make love, they produce double amounts of the hormone estrogen, which make hair shiny and skin smooth. 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscles in the body. It’s more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps and you don’t need special sneakers! 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases the body endorphin into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy! 7. Sex

A Day
Wow... What to write in this thing... I can't even say that I really want to do this, but I know if I don't then it will never get going... Went to the State Fair here, had about 20 mins of fun and then it was killed... I think it had to do with not having someone to go with that's not part of your family... Not to say that my family sucks, but... There's something different going with someone your dating or at least interested in. So anyway, after awhile I was depressed and bored... ( side note: What the hell kind of place is this really? Is it for dating or what? Because looking on this thing just makes me think that you should be getting fucked by someone) * sighs * I really should be getting to bed again, but I woke up and couldn't get back to sleep. I just need to force myself, so that's what I'm about to do. Since work calls in a few hours.

"in The Line Of Duty" ~ Odessa's Three Fallen Heros
In The Line of Duty" What is the meaning of "In The Line Of Duty" It means that an officer made the Ultimate sacrifice. It means that someone took an officer's life. A hero has fallen. Officers who gave their all To protect and serve Have been killed by someone whom they swore To protect and serve. It means that their badge will no longer be on their chest And they will join "The Best Of The Best" It means that family and friends are left behind To deal with the lost of a loved one. Only having the memories of that loved one Close to their hearts. Something no one can ever take away. It means that family members will stand at the officers grave And wonder why ... Why would someone take an officer's life And leave them there to die? If we only knew. Today an officer will place their badge on their chest To fulfill the dreams of heroes killed "In The Line Of Duty" Heaven Called It's Hero's Home" There's a reason I cried when I heard two office

Crazy
I made you crazy I drove a man crazy and yet I dont know how I made him crazy it wasnt fair for him to be crazy Im sorry for making you crazy I wish I could take your place and I be crazy tell me a way show me a way and make me crazy my heart hurts cause I made my friend crazy Please change I dont want you to be crazy Someone help him, help him, he's crazy take away his pain that made him crazy I dont like how I made him crazy I didnt do it on purpose, I didnt even know I was making him crazy I wish I could take it all back and he leave me crazy

Wtf Did I Do?
I realize tonight I fucked up something great!! My heart hurts and I wish I could make it better but I dont see that happening!!! WTF did I do? I am a complete idiot!!! I let jelousy get the best of me and it hurt me so bad! Any advice when all you want to do is sit there and cry?

Friendship
Let prophets curse, this world despising, Until their bloodless lips turn blue! My friendship – like the sun arising, Like longing – I extend to you. In pitch-dark night we often blunder The clouded skies seem never bright. And yet I cannot help but wonder: Why is the earth so full of light? It's not the sun that we so cherish That every morning brings us light. It is the dawn of our great friendship That fills us brimful of delight! It keeps this world and us still going, It keeps all songs alive and gay. For friendship's sake do streams go flowing And forests sing their roundelay. Translated by Lionginas Paþûsis Written by Salomeja Neris, Lithuanian poetess

Home
Ok I am in my first year at college and I hate where I am. I wanna go home! All I ever do anymore is cry!! I wanna go home! I dont want to be here anymore. I would love to transfer. Let me say I hate the school and the only reason I am here is because my scholarship wouldnt let me go to Boston!! can anyone cheer me up?

Morning!
Morning everyone..hope all is well with everyone. Bombfest for two weeks, so I will be bombing with my family for most of the day again. I was so under the weather last night I just had to pass out. I am feeling 100% refreshed today though..:) In case you guys were wondering where I was on a Saturday night..LOL Well Help to level Piedaddy needs 2300. So if hes not on your list, stop by his page, rate fan and add him, and lests see if we can't get him to the next level. :) Click the pic PieDaDDY@ fubar

Moving Into The Next Week :)
This past summer has been difficult in that my place of employment where I had been getting 40+ hrs a week, suddenly took it upon themselves to cut back all relief's, like myself, hours to less than 32 hrs a week. While I was at a point in my life prior to this where I was getting comfortable with all my bills etc., it has gotten to the point of robbing Peter to pay Paul so to speak this summer just to make ends flow on through and I had been afraid to do much in order to expend money that I might need for something else. Not a fun summer. Thankfully, we had a meeting at work Saturday wherein they announced that that policy has now been lifted after examining Federal Laws and the organization's policies. Relief folk are now defined as contractors/temporary personnel and so we can now be getting up to 40 hrs a week! Woooo hoooo.... the 24-32 hrs/wk this summer has been killing my livelihood and budget. I am sooooo wishing that it would mean that we would be eligible for overti

12 Days Of Christmas
December 14, 1972 My dearest darling John: Who ever in the whole world would dream of getting a real Partridge in a Pear Tree? How can I ever express my pleasure. Thank you a hundred times for thinking of me this way. My love always, Agnes ======= December 15, 1972 Dearest John: Today the postman brought your very sweet gift. Just imagine two turtle doves. I'm just delighted at your very thoughtful gift. They are just adorable. All my love, Agnes ======= December 16, 1972 Dear John: Oh! Aren't you the extravagant one. Now I must protest. I don't deserve such generosity, three French hens. They are just darling but, I must insist, you've been too kind. All my love, Agnes ======= December 17, 1972 Dear John: Today the postman delivered four calling birds. Now really, they are beautiful, but don't you think enough is enough. You are being too romantic. Affectionately, Agnes ======= December 18, 1972 Dearest John: What a surprise.

People Not Accepting Friend Request Or Ignoring Them!
I came to fubar for the fun involved, of trying to get points and level up and so on. However being the fine outstanding individual I am, make a point to try and visit rate comment thank and last not but not least add people as a friend. For those who feel they are unworthy of becoming my friend I thank you for not accepting the request, because I am obviously a better person than you and REALLY DO NOT have time to spend rating your page or pics when I do have FRIENDS on here that need my attention more. So again I thankyou, you are obviously not worthy of knowing me, as well as the comments and rates and thankyous that you would with no doubt have gotten otherwise!

Someone Show Me How To Win At Quarters!
I learned that I need more practice at playing "quarters" especially when you're facing off against BIGGER people, who can stomache all the alcohol and actually know how to play the game/throw the quarter into the glass....I won maybe 3 times haha...but guess who got loaded first!! :P no more alcohol for me

Matty Is Home
i WAS ABOUT TO SIT DOWN AT MY COMPUTER AND BEG YOU ALL TO HELP ..... IT HAD BEN 20 HOURS SINCE I'D HEARD MY BOYS LOUD ANS SASSY MOUTH.... THEN IN THE LOCK I HEARD A KEY AND IN THE DOOR HE BURST...THE DEADLY SILENCE WAS BROKEN AND HE ONCE AGAIN DID BITCH WTF YOU DOIN UP ... I COLD AND TIRED AND DON'T WANT TO HEAR YOU FUSS.... SO I'M SITTING AT THE COMPUTER THANKING ALL MY LOVELY FRIENDS TTHANK YOU FOR YOUR PRAYERS THAT BROUGHT HIM SAFELY HOME....TO THOSE OF YOUR WHO SAW MY STRESS AND REACHED OUT ACROSS THE MILES I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO PUT INTO WORDS THE LOVE I FEEL TODAY... EVEN THOUGH HE CURSED ME MY HEART WAS FILLED WITH JOY THE MOMENT I LOOKED INTO HIS TEAR STEAKED FACE AND FELT HIS WARM EMBRACE....MY MATT IS HOME SAFELY CRABBY AS BEFORE HE STILL WILL HAVE TO FACE THE MUSIC FOR HIS ACTIONS THAT IS FOR SURE... BUT FIRST i THINK I WILL LET HIM SLEEP AND REST HIS TIRED BONES...HE WAS REPORTED MISSING AND THE POLICE WERE ALL OUT LOOKING FOR THIS DARK AND SOLEMN BOY... THEY SOON WILL BE

I Got A New Ride!!!
Well, many of you may have read my mumm and voted, which I thank you, so you know that I was in need of a new vehicle. Well, I did it. I went to the place where I work and I got the Durango. Now, the only thing we have to decide is what to name it. It is tradition for me that what ever vehicle I get, I have to name it. My frist car was called silver streaker. The second and a red and white 1985 Dodge Ram 50 Special nick named to names. One was "The Candy Cane" and the other was "The Shaggy Wagon" It wasn't that becuase of the sex I had in the back ot it....I had none. But because it had shag carpet in the bed of the truck for camping reasons. The next car I got was a 97 mazda protege that was maroon and we called it "Trouble". Then was the solid black saturn I called "Black Beauty". Now it takes me to the present. I still have my old truck, I call her Bertha. Yes, she is big, and old, that is the only reason. No, I got the shiny new sivler durango and thinking of a name.

Sundays: Why I Love 'em...
Waking up in my husbands arms, just lounging and strecthing and maybe some lovin' before getting out of bed. Taking some time to drink our fresh brewed coffee with quietness before the munchkins get up and start wondering or begging for breakfast. Having a family breakfast, sometimes it's as simple as a bowl of Cheerios and sometimes we go elaborate and have a big country breakfast with all the fixin's. Then we usually just laze around and relax most of the day, maybe do some minor yard work or household chores. All before waiting for our cherished Sunday afternoon NASCAR race or NFL football game to begin. Sometime we'll watch a movie later on after all the sports are done, but we ALWAY have a family dinner together. Again, it could be as simple as hot dogs with Mac'n'cheese or we'll go all out and have a BBQ, or a roast with the works. All that really matters is that we spend our time together as a family, doing what we love. That's what I Love about Sundays.

Rip Colin Mcrae :(
David Coulthard leads tributes to 'fearless' Colin McRae Times Online and agencies David Coulthard has led the tributes to Colin McRae, the former world rally champion, who died in a helicopter crash yesterday. McRae, 39, was confirmed today as one of four who perished in the crash, along with his five-year-old son Johnny, and his friends, six-year-old Ben Porcelli, of Lanark, and Graeme Duncan, 37, who lived in France. The Squirrel aircraft came down in Jervis Wood near Lanark just after 4pm and immediately burst into flames. Strathclyde police said the damage to the helicopter was so bad that it could not immediately be determined how many people were on board. The Air Accidents Investigation Branch has been called in to investigate the cause of the crash. Fellow Scot and Formula One driver Coulthard, who was due to partner McRae in Team Scotland for the latest version of the Race of Champions at Wembley Stadium in December, said: "He and Alison [McRae's wife] were good

A Legend Of The Road
A legend of the road Richard Rae Colin McRae, Britain’s first world rally champion who died in a helicopter crash yesterday, will be remembered as one of the most spectacular drivers this country has produced. The appalling news of McRae’s death comes less than two years after the death of Richard Burns, Britain’s second world rally champion and one of McRae’s great rivals, after a long battle against cancer. The 40-year-old McRae won the World Rally Championship in 1995, was runner-up in 1996, 1997, and 2001, and third in 1998. It was in many ways ironic that McRae’s driving style, the reason for his immense and enduring popularity with motorsport lovers the world over, appeared to be so at odds with his personality. Mainly, of course, because it wasn’t – the truth was that for all he rather enjoyed playing up the apparent contrast between his flamboyance in a car and a buttoned-up, almost taciturn public persona, once away from the cameras and microphone, McRae was a natura

My Promise To Myself
wow, let me say that again...wow. Over the years ive battled many fights, either it be with friends or family or even fellow bosses, and of course the girlfriend who is on thier way to be the ex or the other way around lol. but one fight continuously raged, and that was the battle with myself! ive used drugs form what i can remember, started at the age of 14, i used and was introduced to all kinds of drugs as i grew older, and my addiction was very hard to stop. I never got as bad as to slam anything in my viens thank god but ive done my fare share of the hardcore shit to say the least (never did heroine). now these past few years have been the hardest for me because i did stop all drugs but i still used meth and at one point in time i almost lost total control of my life to it. but now its differant (yes i know all of us addicts say this) i had a great wakeup you could say about everything, my life, my family and even my inner self. the truth of course was a huge blow to me and

Love Gone Wrong
Love gone wrong. By J S Monti I walk alone, in sleepless flight. To face a long and bitter night. Surrounded by my deepest fears, Amid the bitterness and tears Of past mistakes I worry so. The deepness of my winters snow. And in this dark and gloomy sight, I spend another lonely night. In this eternal darkness dwells, The depths of self imprisoned hell. These chains have I the will to break? Echoes from the walls I make. My voice the only thing I hear. Falls amiss on deafened ear. Mumbles from the other side. Of walls becoming petrified. To the wall I press an ear. Straining now a voice to hear. Much like Poe’s once lost Lenore. Speaks the Raven, NEVERMORE! Upon these words I turn on heel. To forge another link of steel. Upon a chain already long, Memories of my love gone wrong

A Little Higher
A little higher There will be days so dreadful that you may regret ever getting out of bed, and there will be days so beautiful that you'll wish they would never end. You can make something good and valuable out of all of them. Some people you meet will make you instantly feel that you've known them for years. Others you meet may make you want to get as far away from them as quickly as you can. All kinds of people are equally worthy of your kindness, respect and consideration, and have their own valuable gifts to offer. Remind yourself often of that. There will be stretches of time when you'll feel you can't get anything right, and there will be periods when everything you touch seems to turn to gold. Don't allow either extreme to get the best of you or to compromise your precious integrity. You'll experience times of boundless joy, and moments of overwhelming frustration. You'll discover places of extraordinary beauty, and regions of terrifying ugliness. Through it all, re

Beauty, Health And Psychic
we move on to beauty health and psychic in our quest for life the universe and everything, but this is more really about how money affects the average human, i read a forum post before, it was a laugh 9 of every 10 american would ask a psychic about money over love. well yes there american just kidding, but the choices were health or great sex, well there all relative to where you live, if i was an ethiopian i would be unhealthy as far as the WHO (world health org) was concerned but because of a low life expectancy rate and the human instinct to survive my sex life would be quite good, if not interjected with the strong possibility i might catch some STD, and more likely AIDs if i as they say "Put it about abit" as for money well we've sent millions to africa, most of it has ended up in the hands of arms dealers and traffikeers in all sorts of goods and services, but on the other hand there are 450lb (30stone) 60 year olds who fill the whole row on an airplane when they sit down, there

Farewell My Greatest Love
After the long wolf cry of the loneliest night comes a new morning with no hope in sight watching the sun blooms to a new light In a place we used to hide Reminiscing our happiest and saddest moments In my thoughts and in my heart will always be kept A love full of struggle and promises Finally reached a heartbreaking decicion For ten long years seem like yesterday a love thats never given a chance to last forever torn in a world that I could never be for I am yours wherever you may be Yes, I did what you asked of me my love to live like a wind, in a life full of adventures I told of your story in a thousand ways shared our memories in countless days you were my life and my greatest love a once in a lifetime journey finally found its end where the greatest mystery becomes clearer to me in thee end a chapter of our past must no longer be held to start a life and to love with someone the way you loved me a promise not to make her cry to live each day fill

Need Bombers Immediately!
Hi all. I am in the GIT R DONE FAMILY BOMBSQUAD and we are in Bombfest. We need people to help bomb for us immediately. We would greatly appreciate any help you could give us. If you are willing to help, you will have to rate, fan, and add the host before you can start bombing. Your time will be greatly appreciated and remembered. If you ever need our help, we will be more than happy to return the favor. I am posting the link below, just click on the pic and it will take you to our page. I want to thank you all in advance and let you know again, that any help will be greatly appreciated. Also if you will, would you please repost the bulletin for me to help me get the word out?

Bombers Needed Immediately
As you can tell, I am with the GIT R DONE FAMILY BOMBSQUAD. We are in Bombfest right now and could really use some help. If you would like to hep, please click on the link below, it will take you to the bombing page. Before you start bombing, you will need to rate, fan, and add the host. Any and all help will be greatly appreciated. I would like to thank you all in advance,,and love ya all :)

Today's Hororscope...
Romance could be awkward -- but that's almost always a good sign! If you feel more exposed than you like, that means you're moving in the right direction. Find a way to get more comfortable. ~I totally agree...weird how these horoscopes here on Fubar are almost always on the dot with me and my life...Weird and freaky but so awesome!

Need Some Help If You Can Please
HI ALL HOPE YOUR HAVEING A GREAT WEEKEND I KNOW I ASK A LOT OF YOU ALL AND YOU HAVE ALL BEEN SO AWESOME HELPING ME OUT,AND ANY TIME YOU NEED THE HELP BACK MY FAMILY AND I WILL HELP YOU,BLUEYESMEL A FRIEND AND FAMILY MEMBER IS IN A TOUGH BATTLE IN A CONTEST WE HAVE GOT HER UP IN TO 2ND PLACE SO FAR WE NEED HELP TO PUSH HER IN TO FIRST AND GIVE HER A LEAD SO IF ANY OF YOU CAN SPARE SOME TIME TO HELP OUT I WOULD MUCH APRECIATE IT IT RUNS FOR ANOTHER 6 DAYS SO PLEASE STOP BY AND LEAVE A FEW COMMENTS AND A RATE IF YOU CAN LUV YOU ALL HUGS AND KISSES NO DRAMA!!!!! if you start a problem, or anyone that is voting for you starts a problem I have the right to delete your entry from the contest. This means no bad mouthing, no going and down rating, and no accusations. You must have people to back you in this contest, don't just enter to enter. Make sure you have enough people to back you before you start this. Self commenting is a must No NSFW pics will be allowed Most c

Mad World
All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, worn out faces Bright and early for their daily races Going nowhere, going nowhere Their tears are filling up their glasses No expression, no expression Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow No tomorrow, no tomorrow And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's a very, very Mad World Mad world Children waiting for the day they feel good Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday And I feel the way that every child should Sit and listen, sit and listen Went to school and I was very nervous No one knew me, no one knew me Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson Look right through me, look right through me And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take When people run in

My Last Serenade
This revelation is the death of ignorance Tangled in a state of suffocation Slave to self righteousness Damnation is on your lips From sorrow to serenity, the truth is absolution, From sorrow to serenity, its on your head This is my last serenade I feel you as you fall away This is my last serenade From yourself you can't run away It's your choice, point the finger But it's on your head Your destination is a choice within yourself Will you rise or become a slave To self righteousness Open up your heart and gaze within

Another Bad Day
A guy walks into a bar and quickly says to the bartender, "Give me 5 shots of Jack!" The bartender looks at him and says, "Damn buddy, are you having a bad day?" The guy replies, "Yeah, I just found out my brother is gay!" The bartender, feeling bad for the guy, says, "Damn, that is a bad day. I'll tell you what. The first shot is on me." The guy thanks him, takes his shots, and leaves. A week later the same guy comes into the same bar and tells the bartender, "Give me 5 shots of Jack!" The bartender looks at him and says, "Damn buddy, are you having another bad day?" The guy replies, "Yeah, I just found out my other brother is gay too!" The bartender says, "Damn, that is a bad day. I'll tell you what. The first shot is on me again." The guy thanks him, takes his shots, and leaves. The next week the same guy walks into the same bar and says, "Bartender give me 10 shots of Jack!" The bartender looks at him confused and says, "Damn buddy, doesn't anyone in your

Ladies Beware, Pic Ripper On Loose
This guy has ripped 2 of my pics w/o permission. I noticed he has ripped other women's pic also. Not sure if they know he did or not. He is not and has not been a friend of mine, and not sure why he's ripping them. So ladies, please check and see if he has your pics too and beware of him. louie1942@ fubar

For September 16,2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn You're feeling pretty optimistic about the future and the present is certainly giving you plenty of good reasons to feel that way! You may want to start planning for your big success -- and what comes after that.

5 Kittens
OK my best friend came over leter that evening after my kitten blog and caught the elusive one which we named Trouble. So we have all 5 now and are ready to find homes for them. If you or anyone you know live in the tri-state area and are interested let me know. Thanks!

Hunger/homlessness
Why spend money helping 3rd world countries with their problems when we still the same problems here on our own soil? Hunger? Homelessness? I believe we should help our own citizens here before we go out meddling in the affairs of others. Once our domestic hunger and homelessness issues have been irradicated, if you want to go out and play mother Teresa, go for it.

Word Of Advice For Men!
Here is a few words of advice for all you men out there... read this and follow it... 1.Tell her she is beautiful 2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. 3. Hug her from behind 4. Leave her voice messages to wake up to. 5. When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. 6. Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. 7. If you're talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her....let her know she's yours and they aren't. 8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi" 9. Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend. 10. Play with her hair. 11. Pick her up (she loves it) 12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it 13. Make her laugh 14. Let her fall asleep in your arms. 15. If she's mad at you, kiss her. 16. If you care about her, then (we all know this is a challenge) TELL HER 17. Every guy sho

Saying Goodbye
Well Frick and Frack are being seperated which is a good thing, we can still play our games but over the internet.. It was a hard to say goodbye, but we are moving on to better things like our military training will continue.. We are going to continue to low crawl high crawl and all the other things... We are going to take our PT test monday we got it in the bag.. so it will be awhile till you hear from me agian... as for frick she'll be here and there....

Necronomicon - Book Of The Dead
The Necronomicon is the title of a fictional text in the works of American fantasy/horror author H.P. Lovecraft and other writers in the Cthulhu Mythos genre of horror fiction. The Necronomicon was first mentioned in Lovecraft's 1924 short story "The Hound", written in 1922, though its purported author, the "Mad Arab" Abdul Alhazred, had been quoted a year earlier in Lovecraft's "The Nameless City". Inter alia, the work contains an account of the Old Ones, their history, and the means for summoning them. Capitalizing on the notoriety of the fictional volume, real-life publishers have printed many books entitled Necronomicon since Lovecraft's death, many of which contain material of dubious value. How Lovecraft conceived the name "Necronomicon" is not clear�Lovecraft himself claimed that the title came to him in a dream. Although some have suggested that Lovecraft was influenced primarily by Robert W. Chambers' collection of short stories The King in Yellow, which cente

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i'm sorry.. here is the link to rubias's page...rate,add and become a fan. ty for all the support! http://fubar.com/user/402601 after she adds you go to this link and bombs away! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=402601&i=838236960

How Freaky Are You In Bed? (63 Was My Score!)
HOW FREAKY ARE U IN BED...: GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN... A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H

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Well....we keep TRYING to leave, but we just never seem to get ot of here. We came down to San Diego abotu 6 weeks ago now....to get some work done on the ship. Got in the dry dock last week (Finally) so that the rudder could have it's periodic inspection. Well.....we come out of the dry dock....and NOW we have rudder issues. SO......we're stuck here until NASSCO (the ship yard) gets the port steering gear pump rebuilt. While I can think of worse places to be stranded (like say....Panama....again???), Everett is starting to sound better and better by the moment. And to think.....I've been here 6 weeks and I'm ALREADY tired of San Diego. What am I gonna do when I get stationed down here in December?? THink that most of my frustration is just not knowing what the schedule is. Waiting on repairs that I have no control over (Yeah.....I'm the parts guy.....but the shipyard is handling this one.....so I'm out of the loop)....and watching time slip away that I shoudl be spending

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NEXTASY DIAMOND DOME STORY IT WAS A HOT LONG NIGHT I HAD BEEN WORKING OVERTIME AT THE CLUB. AS I WAS STOCKING UP THE BAR I THOUGHT I HEARD SOME ONE IN THE BACK ROOM WHICH I DID AS I TURNED THE CORNER I SAW NOTHING BUT A BIG ROCK HARD COCK.IT TOOK ME A MINUTE BEFORE I EVEN REALIZED THAT I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO IS AT THE END OF THIS LONG BLACK SEXY COCK.....WOW IS WAS ECSTASY ONE OF OUR MALE DANCER... WHICH CUM TO THINK ABOUT IT I HAVE NEVER EVEN SEEN HIM DANCE BUT I DO SEE HIM CUMMING OUT OF THE V.I.P ROOM EVERY NIGHT NOW I SEE WHY WITH A COCK LIKE THAT HELL HE DON'T NEED TO DANCE. THEN I REACH DOWN ONLY TO FIND I WAS DRIPPIN WET I WANTED SOME OF THAT COCK BUT HELL COULD I AFFORD A COCK LIKE THAT DAM HE HAS TO BE MAKING ABOUT $500 EVERY TIME HE WALKS OUT OF THERE..... WELL HELL I OWE MY SELF SOME GOOD HARD BLACK COCK .....THAT'S WHEN HE WAS ME AND ASK ME TO CUM OVER AND LET HIM LICK THAT PUSSY CAUSE I KNOW IT 'S WET..... I COULD MOVE MY FINGERS DIP IN MY PUSSY AS I LEAN

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10 years on I never thought I'd actually be writing something on this subject, mainly because, for many years, sight of the princess on the TV had me grabbing for the sick bucket. As a teenager, sight of this shy and pretty young woman was something to behold for me. I'd say I had a teenage crush on her. I took an interest in the so called fairy tale that occurred in 1981. With my vivid and morbid imagination, I often wondered what would happen if something were to go wrong.... maybe the day would not go smoothly... perhaps she would get cold feet at the last moment. Seems my thoughts then were not too far from the truth. Strangely, I didn't think she looked at as attractive on her wedding day, nor did I think so for a long time afterwards. The constant press coverage of what seemed to me, the mundane existence of 2 human beings in the following years just became extremely annoying. Diana was, like all of us, imperfect and I guess I found he

Copyright Laws
USING ANOTHER PERSON’S PICTURES WITHOUT THEIR PERMISSION IS ILLEGAL, AND CONSTITUTES A VIOLATION OF THE LAW — IT’S COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT !!!!! First of all, let me start by saying that I am getting tired of hearing people say, “If you don’t want your pictures stolen, then don’t post them on the internet.” -- That is the dumbest thing I’ve ever heard! That’s like saying if you don’t want your car stolen, don’t park it in an open parking lot. Or if you don’t want your house burglarized, don’t leave your house unoccupied. Or if you don’t want raped, don’t go out in public, or wear skimpy clothes. Or if you don’t want your work stolen, don’t publish it.

What's The Big Deal Here...
Why do people make such a big deal about insisting this is an adult site and there shouldn't be a NSFW button?! I strongly believe that the NSFW button makes perfect sense.. Hello.do you know know NSFW means? Or do you just know that it gets on your nerves?! NOT SAFE FOR WORK..IS JUST THAT.. It doesn't mean we are any less of adults to have things specified as NSFW..but one..those of us that don't want to see others womens pussys up on our screen should still have just as much rights to the sites as those who want to put their pussys up on the screen.. and.. those who have access to the internet at work should be able to go on this site without their boss walking in and seeing others private parts up on their computer screen. Come on people..is it that much of an inconvenience to label things NSFW?? geez.. we are adults.. adults who have lives and don't just come on the internet to get off looking at someone elses pictures! okay.. I had my rant..have a nice day!

Anyone Else Going To The Big State Festival In College Station
I'm just wondering if anyone else out there is headed to the Big State Festival October 13 & 14. My friend and I are headed out there, and wondering if anyone from here will be there too :)

How Freaky Are U In Bed
HOW FREAKY ARE U IN BED...: GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... ((pssst, i scored a 69)) ___________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN... A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-A

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Wanna Help More?
Hey guys, i know alot of you did me a kickass favor last night helping me level :) alot of you rated EVERYTHING!!! lol, you soooo rock :) if you're still wondering about other ways to help me there's still a few left :) 1. the real $$ ways - tickers, blasts, happy hours 2. the fake money ways - single tickers 3. the no money ways: 3a. link me to your profile, using either the code provided when you click "link this profile" or asking me for the code to use a larger pic to do so... 3b. Make Bullitens/Blog posts linking me in them :p the more people that find me, the better :) use anything you have! ok so it's all shameless begging, but i love finding new people, and hey! you all got to perv my NSFW's, why not share the fun ;) Much Love, Sin

Element Quiz
You scored as Earth, You are the element Earth. You have strength that can daze the people around you. But watch out - when your in one of thoses moods you tend to let people know about it! But your kindness and beauty is all around, and thats what people like about you.Earth90% Water70% Fire40% Air35% Are You Earth, Fire, Water Or Air?created with QuizFarm.com

Oh, Really?!
I am going to go absolutely crazy... Well you think that something is wrong then most of the time it is wrong. I wish he wouldnt have said it and still I do... Does that make sense? Well anyways, I was told the guy I think is hot, i want to meet and such has found out he has feelings for his ex... Goddamit, learn that the ex-train is something you are meant to stay off of. But whatever, I tell him like the silly little girl I am to go for it... Am I retarded or what the fuck is going on? I should have shouted to him to just forget about her, take me, take a chance you never know where life will get you, but i didnt. No, i was the bigger person. Fuck that! I dont want to be good, I want to be getting dirty with him. I am not the kind of person to think that every guy I talk to is special. god, no. But this guy is special to me. He got in under my skin and it feels so utter miserable that i get this as a endresult. Well I told him if he wants to chose

My Weekend
It is Sunday and I have been going through stuff that we have seemed to put in boxes and hidden in the garage for years! It was time to go through them and get rid of shit that we have not seen in years! Like 20 years. It is all dusty. Not a good thing to be doing on a Sunday but it has been needed for quite some time now. Yesterday was Christopher's birthday party. It turned out so nice. We had family and friends over and the kids went swimming. Even though it wasn't hot outside, the pool was warm and the kids enjoyed themselves! For being mostly boys, they were pretty calm in the pool. The adults just sat around and talked. Very stress free birthday. I had prepared the food beforehand so I could just relax during the party and that made it really nice for me. I left the party when it was winding down because I had to go to another party. I enjoyed myself. I am always the last one to leave. I guess that means I love to talk or to have a good time? My friends hus

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Goodness !! I ain't been that drunk in a long ass time LOL I drank a half of fifth of vodka !!! I don't drunk dial but I do drunk type LOL and it ain't pretty Plus i tend to cuss a lot more when I am drunk ..LOL My son ended up getting up 2 times I laid him down once and then he got back up about 5.30 right when I was feel smashed up LOL I ended up getting sick in the sink hubby got up and said You ok I was like yea I stumbled into the bedroom laid down he said I said " I love you guys " and then was out in like 10 seconds LOL I reckon I just passed my ass out LOL Whewww this is why I don't like to drink LOL Ohh well It was fun and enjoyed my conversations Ain't drinking much more LOL Latah Gina

Tired Of Being Alone
I sit at home alone dreaming of the day being with a beuatiful girl that we can share everything with. It feels so close yet to far to grasp. You see once I am happy I get to close to that person and I scare her away. I know every single girl I've dated says we should be friends. The words that echo through my soul and make me shiver in dis belief and rip my heart out. So here I sit remenising of all the times I have messed up or it just didnt work out yet I always feel its my fault. I know I have to be happy being alone first but I'm not. People all around me are getting married and I dont want to grow up alone...

Just A Short Hi There To Everyone
Hi there this is my first blog on here. I am jusst sitting home with the kids and my hubby today till he goes to work to night. We dont have much to do here in this little town so I am on here alot. I like to meet new people. I am very chatty and so I hope to get to meet lots of new people... well message me if you like and I hope to hear from some of you soon....

Been Hurt A Lot
U have been hurt a lot in the past... maybe too much. I have started talking to a friend and it is helping a lot. We have grown really close! We talk a lot and I actually trust him. It was wierd for me to start to trust someone over the net but I do. He is someone that I feel like I make a connection to! He knews wh he is so I will not say his name! But I am writing to tell him thank you!

Two Women ....xoxoxoxo
Two Women There was a meeting of the church leadership women on a crisis among the leaders of the church. Three of the five men had been discovered having affairs. Chris began to think about her marriage. It had become stale. Bobby no longer thought of her as the woman who was bold enough to get the tattoo on her stomach, she was the women who brought cookies to the prayer meetings and world long print dresses. This was going to change, I'm not going to be number four. At 11 PM that Sunday she called Bobby and told him to pick her up on west thirty fifth and Martin Luther King street. She had car problems and that was the seedy part of town. Bobby dropped what he was doing and drove right over there. As Bobby drove down Martin Luther King street he started to worry. This was the part of town where all of the hookers and drug dealers were. He was worried about her. She was a pretty innocent woman, very quiet and shy. Lord knows what to happen to her in this envi

Good Point
Aoccdrnig to rscheearch at Cmabrigde uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteres are at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a tatol mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae we do not raed ervey lteter by it slef but the wrod as a wlohe.

It's A Class Thing Xoxooxox
It's a Class Thing I would see you in the lunch line everyday. I would smile at you and you would politely smile back. You were the technician and me, I'm just the cafeteria lady. You knew I was interested. I knew you were married. Suppose I was a nurse or another technician, would I affect you more? Would you think about me as more than just a passing thought-someone who you had to be polite to. I wonder if I was educated, would you consider having an affair with me? I know you would. You don't know how many times I wanted to join you at the lunch table. I wanted to see what you were about. I have held many a conversation with you. We talked about your life and your kids. Your concerns and even your wife. I saw her at the Christmas party. She's just like I imagined. Very thin, very educated and so so polite. But I was just the serving lady. She also didn't have to consider me as a human-just the person getting her food. Suppose she knew how I wanted her husband. Sh

Get Mine, Get Yours
Baby you pretend that things ain't what they seem All this tension telling me just exactly what we should be Now I don't mind us being some kind of casual thing Listen, all I want to do for now is have you come and take over me Can you put your hands on my waistline Want your skin up against mine Move my hips to the baseline Let me get mine, you get yours Hang a please don't disturb sign Put my back into a slow grind Sending chills up and down my spine Let me get mine, you get yours If you see me with a man Understand that you can't question me The feelings that you call, ain't my fault Can't help your jealousy If you can handle the fact that What we have got to be commitment free Then we can keep this undercover lovin' comin', hittin' Underneath the sheets Can you put your hands on my waistline Want your skin up against mine Move my hips to the baseline Let me get mine, you get yours Hang a please don't disturb sign Put my back into a slow grind Sendin

Where Is The Love?
Hi ! I wasn't here for some time. I have no free time :( I've got a small problem. It makes me very sad. I was in a relationship for 3 years. We split up and now I'm single. What if there is nobody for me in a whole world? If my destiny is to be single? I would like to meet someone and belive in a happy ending... But I can't... :(

What A Great Big Surprise....xoxoxox
We had met Jim at a party a few weeks before, at a hot tub party. He had gave my sexy wife all the black cock she wanted and the fuck of her life. We was looking forward to seeing him again when he called and invited us to his home for dinner and more. I told M and she said was more than ready. When Friday rolled around M picked out a very sexy low cut dress with a slit all the way to her thigh. She wore a garter belt, sexy black hose, high heels, no panties or bras, and a big smile on her face. I told her how hot she looked and that Jim would like how she looked. I even ate her pussy a little just to get her wet a little. When we arrived at Jim's it was a very nice condo. We knocked and Jim answered. He had on a pair of nike shorts and workout shirt. He gave M a kiss on the cheek and invited us in. He had a bottle of Don P which was a nice surprise. He poured us a glass and told M how good she looked. I could tell he liked and wanted to put his hands on her. M was enj

Hatin' 9-14-07
U leave me so confused U leave me wantin' 4 more U leave me hatin' Hatin' myself but mostly u Why leave me confused Why leave me wantin 4 more Why leave me hatin Hatin myself but mostly u I know I confuse u I know I leave u wantin 4 more I know I leave u hatin Hatin urself but mostly me Why do I confuse u Why do I leave u wantin' 4 more Why do I leave u hatin' Hatin urself but mostly me All this confusion All this wantin' 4 more All this hatin' Hatin' me and Hatin' u But I can't get enough confusion when it comes 2 u But I can't get enough of u therefore i am always wantin more But I can't stop hatin' Hatin' myself 4 wantin' more Hatin' myself 4 the confusion Hatin' myself 4 the hatred I u instill in me I know my feelin's I know how to be in a relationship I know how love feels Love is what I feel 4 myself and u Why do I know these things Cause I have been there I have seen it I have felt it I know u feel the same way How do I know this Cause I see

Coyote Ugly Baby!!!!!!!!
oh yeah little ole michele got to go to coyote ugly saturday night. I even got UP ON THE BAR AND DANCED TO CRAZY BITCH!!! (YES SHY LITTLE ME!!) Thanks to Jocey and crystal. Thank guys I love ya. We started drinking at 600 before we went to supper in the room. Went to joes crabshack for supper there had a couple more beers. The started going to the bars. Oh man let me tell ya its the most fun Ive ever had. Yes Unlike my normal self I drank beer all night except for a couple shots (lost track of how much I drank.).No hang over today just tired from lack of sleep. because we got back to the room at 2 layed down trying to get some sleep. at 230 the freaking fire alarm started going off. we thought it was just our room. so we called the front desk the guys like get out of the hotel. So we finally got out. At 3 they told us someone on the 8th floor (ASSHOLES) had pulled the fucking alarm. The four of us girls were like line the mother fuckers up in front of us so we can drop kick the fuck ou

Faces
I dreamed my life was done And I stood before God's SOn It wsa time to see whatmy reward would be WIht love, He reviewed my life TO wount whatwas done for Christ For that was what would last eternally See, I'd done my best to share That Jesus really cares ANd He woudl save if they would just believe But, seldom did harvest come So few did I see won Untill the Lord said, "turn around and see" Then He showed me the faces of the ones who'd come becasue of me. So many faces that my life had led to Calvary. All those years I thought nobody saw, as I labored in lowly places. That's when Jesus smiled and showed me all the faces. He said, "Though you did not see the yeild" "You were faithful to plow the field" "At other times, you helped me plant the seed" "No matter how small the tast" "You did just as I asked" You never know whose life you may touch with kind words or deeds. We will never know just how many people we have touched till we get to Heaven. We ente

Bronze
Basketball is the second religion in Lithuania. If you don't believe that - come over here when our team is playing at European Championship or the Olympics :) Bronze For Lithuania By Yarone Arbel 16 September 2007 The two last champions of Europe from 2003 and 2005 met on Sunday evening in Palacio de Deportes in Madrid and when the smoke cleared Lithuania beat Greece 78-69. Lithuania hit two birds with one stone. By winning the game they'll get to wear the bronze medal on the EuroBasket 2007 podium later on tonight, and also earned the third European ticket to the Olympic games in 2008. Greece wanted to win a third medal in a row, but saw a tough Lithuanian group who recovered in time from the surprising loss to Russia in the semi-finals last night. "It's not a gold medal but I'll take this," said Darius Songaila after the game. "For sure it's a great feeling. Now we're going to focus on the Olympics." Lithuania earned their first ever bronze meda

Fishing Story
A guy who lives at Lake Conroe (50 miles north of Houston ) saw a ball bouncing around kind of strangely in the lake and went to investigate. It turned out to be a flathead catfish who had obviously tried to swallow a basketball which became stuck in its mouth!! The fish was totally exhausted from trying to dive, but unable to because the ball would always bring him back up to the surface. The guy tried numerous times to get the ball out, but was unsuccessful. He finally had his wife cut the ball in order to deflate it and release the hungry catfish . You probably wouldn't have believed this, if you hadn't seen the following picture... Be kinder than necessary. 'Cause everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle!!!!!!!

We Have A New Co Founder
WE HAVE A NEW CO FOUNDER I AM ASKING FOR OUR FAMILY TO WISH HER WELL AND WE KNOW SHE CAN DO THE JOB THANKS YOU DESI¢¾FUWIFE AND R/L GF TO DAVE¢¾*CO-FOUNDER D&DC* CLUB FANTASIA GREETER~ READ PROFILE!!@ fubar

Chocolate Scones
A very simple and delicious recipe to make chocolate scones with the nutty taste of walnuts mixed in them. Yummy!!! Ingredients 2 C. all-purpose flour 1/2 C. granulated sugar 1/3 C. unsweetened Dutch process cocoa powder 2 1/2 tsp. baking powder 1/2 tsp. salt 6 Tbs. cold butter 2/3 C. chopped walnuts 2/3 C. heavy cream 1 egg, beaten Directions Preheat oven to 375 degrees. In bowl combine flour, sugar, cocoa powder, baking powder, and salt. Cut in butter with a pastry blender or two knives, forming coarse crumbs. Stir in walnuts. Combine beaten egg with cream and add to dry ingredients. Mix to combine and form soft dough. Turn dough out onto a floured surface and knead softly, just until all flour is incorporated. Divide dough into two equal portions; flatten each portion into a circle about 3/4 inches thick. Slice each circle into 8 wedges. Place wedges onto a lightly greased cookie sheet. Bake the scones 15 to 20 minutes. A toothpick inserted in the center will em

With You
With you, I wish for eyes to see in the dark - so I can watch you sleeping; so I can know the colors of your dreams and feel the essence of you as you lie next to me. With you, I want a thousand senses - to know the levels of your laughter and the tiny aromas that become your scent; to see within, to hear without, to feel your hairs stand on end when I whisper to you in the darkest night. With you, I need each second to last a lifetime and to live a million lifetimes in the safe cover of your love. © All rights reserved

** Update **
Hey guys.... just figured id update you a lil... I moved into a different town and the only time i get to check my shit is when i come back to my parents house... i go and get some surgery done this friday * 9*21*07 * thats really bout all... so hope you guys had a good summer i kno mine was ight ..... LondaLynn

Open And Pure
A very Quiet day today. I usually love days like these.......today for whatever reason I was very reflective. Started looking through pics, cards and memorbilia....flooding all those good and warm feelings of the past. It's comforting to have those memories. I know we move on and change...and sometimes leave people behind or they leave us..today I cried about all those lost relationships. I couldn't help thinking....what if I took something for granted and missed something, something that was once so special....and let it all go because of petty and silly spats and emotions. Today, much after the fact, I don't harbour any ill will anymore.....wouldn't it be lovely to just happen upon those people again. Wouldn't it be nice just to let it all go and just smile and have a nice laugh. Life is too short for such animosity. So today the hurt, anger and ill will is now all gone from me....no time for such pettiness anymore. When I see all you people again sometime, maybe one day ..

Over The Last 5 Years
Looking over the last five years I have come to an understanding that I have experienced ‘most’ of what life has to offer. I lost my father to a heart attack. Someone of whom was my best friend. I broke up with someone that I ‘thought’ was the love of my life, turns out he was a jerk, but I just didn’t know it at the time. I’ve been cheated on and verbally and physically abused by a man. I have been in my share of ‘girl’ fights. I’ve experienced and enjoyed the developments of an unborn child and I gave birth to a beautiful girl. I now have a better working knowledge of parenthood. I have come to understand and love my mother even more because of it. I have dealt with my hand full of heart breaks and I have struggled with dating because I’ve had trust issues in the past. All of which has been dealt with, now I just can’t seem to find the right one. I’ve realized that God has a huge part in my life as far as how life transpires. All of what lies ahead couldn’t possible be all

And You Laugh...
Step through clouds On the other side - rain Force myself through Further on - pain I never really was What you wanted me to be But now who I am Is who you feared me to be Finally a man Living in a child's world Hate to sound un-grateful But you are to blame If not for your lies My destiny - fame You built me up So when I failed It hurt more You pushed me down So when I rose I wasn't as high up as before I speak to you through raindrops That fall as you cry I abuse you through nightmares Flashbacks of past beatings I was on the ground pleading Why hurt me? Does it make you feel powerful? When you held me below the surface Face covered in water & blood Spiral effect Swirling red Senses dead Obituary read Coffin lowered Dirt poured over Flowers placed Totally disgraced And you laugh...

Pain And Sorrow
Pain and sorrow... Blind prophets seem to borrow... Promises of peace for a non-existent tomorrow... Truths created by lies twisted with fiction... Too much friction is caused when kids challenge the diction... Of my speech, blood cold, too shallow to reach... Too many people out here are afraid to practice what they preach... Scared they might find some truth in their lies... Skin fried, electrocution, guilty until proven innocent... More time wasted on prosecution, would be better off spent... Seeking out the honesty in the litigations of the defendent... Hypocritical Christians damning souls to hell... Pulling the same stunts Lucifer did when he fell... Into the abyss of darkness, never to return to the light... But his sins were no less mortal than images on the news everynight... Most try to fight, the truth that stares deep... Some cry to the heavens at night, praying for peaceful sleep... A select few are humble and at ease with their presence... But others are

Same Song
The same song... Sang at both ends of the spectrum... Everyone praying to a God who they believe will protect them... So many names... Too many different images... One principle... Divided into a million unique religions... When one man dies he believes he goes to heaven... Then the next man cries for fear the angels won't accept him... Some think of the underground as the dark depths of hell... To me it's an escape where I can be found 'till my life's final bell... Is heard ringing, angels singing, and demons harmonizing... Chorus is sung by children of all races, never recognizing... A difference in skin tone or the sound of a foreign tounge... Or the possibility of losing the innocence of the young... It's crazy in these last days, too many sins are committed... An innocent man sent to prison, and a guilty man aquitted...

I'll Never Know...
Storm clouds... Building up to block my vision... Mental incisions... Torn between which is the right decision... Love or lust... Pain or happiness... Eternal tests... My mind never rests... Or my heart... Broken apart by the actions of my past... At last... I find the time to look past... The shady actions of the one who will FOREVER hold my soul... Never let go... Although... I've begged for it's return... Passion burns... When caught up in lustful turns... Thoughtless words... Broken hearts and ash-filled urns... The blind man learns... From the first touch of pain... I honestly think... I'm beyond the point of insane... As the sulfuric rains... Fall into my eyes I can't see... The hate and loathing that lies inside of me... No need... It's expressed when my vocal chords bleed... Take heed... I am the ONE man that you seek... The ONE being... Mind's Eye stays forever focused... The hum of locusts... And the false sense of t

Back
Im back.. did ya know i left for the weekend? lol Me and hubbys 5 year anniversary was saturday so we went and hid out at a motel. Kept ourselves busy of course.. and soakin in the whirly pool as Mark calls it :P It was great and I feel better... Im worth it dammit ! lol

Your Feel
Your Feel The feel of your body next to mine, Is what my heart remembers. The feel of your touch, Made me melt like ice in the sun. The feel of you deep inside, Is what made me fall in love. The feel of your soul next to mine, Makes me always want you. Did I know you before in another place or time, I guess I will always wonder. The memories they linger on, I wonder if they will every be gone. Why is it I can't let go, Of the way I always want you? The feel of you it drives me wild, I can not even describe it. I hunger once again for your touch, I wonder if it will ever happen. The days are long, The nights even longer. I wish you knew how much I missed you. I want to cry, I want to scream, I guess it doesnt matter. The feel of you I will never forget, Cause my heart will always remember. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Sept 21st Bombing Update
CarieJo This Ends Sept 24th 9 pm This is a WSC Member Please Show Love & Rate and Bomb Her Contest. These Contest are People who are NOT in our crew and IS OPTIONAL. You can show WSC Support if you want or have time.It is NOT required.If you choose to you may find this a good place to recruit new members. Runs For 7 Days - Best Smile As Far As I know there is no ending date she just needs 15,000 comments Needs 25,000 End Date Unknown

Yay Just Yay....horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Virgo For September 16,2007 Listen to your heart and follow its dictates. You might be surprised to learn that you don't have all that far to go in order to get back in line with your soul's desire, but be ready for just about anything. Like I said, YAY!!! But I dont trust my heart so......

Dear World
Here I sit, in the shadows of the evening sun. The light is glowing overhead, but still that isnt enough, so I touch the lamp behind the speaker, and slowly with three taps, it too has a bright shine emerging. My speaker is on, but there is no music playing, which for me, is a first. My life could probably be defined using song titles from 80's hair bands. I've been having a rough time lately, and today I read a blog that really touched my soul, it made me want to write this. So while I am no writer, here goes nothing... My Dearest world-- It seems as though the warm embrace I once felt by you as the rays of sunshine poured down upon me are long gone now, and all I can feel is a desolate cold front whisking through you, that eventually seems to settle upon the tip of my nose making it feel as though any facial movement i now make, is in slow motion. However, As I sit in my first floor apartment, staring out the window at the fight, I slowly see the golden leaves begin to fal

Hey All My Friends, Family And Fans!
I really haven't been on much lately because I haven't been feeling to well. Just wanted to let all of you know that I'm in and out, but I think about you guys all the time. I'll be on more this week, Tues. and Wed. Hope ya'll come by and show some love, because I'll be showing much love back! Thanks for the comments and friend requests I've gotten over the past few days. Tracy

Never Ending Story
Not a day goes by Where a thought of you Doesn't come to mind Memories of our love I'm constantly reminded of I'd pick up the phone There you stood, my cornerstone Never did I stand alone A song on the radio A smile, A Flower Memories of all the things that now have turned sour We did all we could Let fate take its course And here we stand Feeling Nothing but loss Do we meet again At another time Will we defeat the silence That conquered the line Or alone will I walk A narrow road of wonder Waiting to feel the rays Of the sun we once walked under Is it all just convenience For when I'm alone Or is it real this time Do I want to come home Home to a heart That ran when it was tough The reason I left I just had enough Or home to a love Unconditional and true My destiny has led To only you I've saved myself From heartache and pain I've found someone new And moved out of the rain Again we will meet If our love is true Until

Internal Cry
An unborn heart Already torn By a condom That was not worn A young life that has turned to death Before its first external breath There you stand guilt free Look what we've done Can't you see **copyrightd 1990 Written by BinnieBluEyes

Just And Ordinary Girl
Upon a pedestal she sits waiting to feel the pain of the walls she hits Over and over, she can do no wrong same old dance and same old song Just once, the chance to be herself Just once, to come down off your golden shelf To be herself, and finally be true It just wasn't good enough for you You build her up...a princess...a prize Her true identity lost behind your lies A moment of weakness, god forbid How dare she...How could she...Look what she did Disappointed, you turn away Same old story, Just another day All the fame and all the glory Couldn't bring a happy ending to this girl's story Her only desire To find her man Even if it means... Losing all her fans. **copyrighted 2000 Written by BinnieBluEyes

Cannabis, Cocaine And Drugs
this was going to be the previous blog but i found it easier to talk about depression at the time, Cannabis what can i say that thousands of stoners haven't already said, but can you honestly say that it's good for you, that it gives you what your looking for, yes it can chill the mind and relax an overactive brain, but it can give you mental problems that are all to easy to see, 90% of the people i know take cannabis, and there all paranoid, and for the most part isolated and depressed, at one time i was stuffing about as much cocaine up my nose as keith richards when i stopped doing it when i moved upto scotland, but cannabis was rife and it stopped me going into cocaine when i got back but i smoked lbs of the stuff over the years, and slowly i came to the conclusion it was fucking me up more than the cocaine and i've slowly stopped, yes i'll still have the occasional one when life gets hard and i know i shouldn't, but my early teenage life upto my 20's were filled in a rock and roll

Eternal Peace
People always watching Every move she made Never had the time To make her own mistakes She's start to lose her balance In this superficial race And someone'd always catch her And put her in her place This little girl all grown up All expectations met Her life has been "so" wonderful and now her future's "set" Upon that pedestal she sits As they crowd around She laughs and smiles all she can Tries not to let them down Tired of being strong And doing all that's right She wants him just to hold her close And let her cry at night Not looking for a hero Or another fan She just wants to be herself With the one that understands The pain is getting harder To deal with each day It grows inside her body As times ticks away What once was happiness In the eyes of those she knew Has grown into sorrow For there's nothing they can do Her dignity is stripped With each passing night She's not sure how much longer She can put up this fight Her brea

My Bedtime Prayer
Amongst these bottles of pills I take I pray the lord I do not wake To keep my soul and let me free From these day to day chains that seem to bind me My heart is shattered My brain is fried My cheeks, they burn From all the tears I've cried My strength has been broken And I am weak On the wings of a dove Eternal Peace I seek So hold me God, in your arms so tight Help me begin my final flight And those who survive me Let them understand There was nothing they could do I am in safe hands So take my life And lead the way Please Lord.... Don't let me live another day! ***copyrighted 2002 Written by BinnieBluEyes

Numb
I wait for a change from day to day But the story... It always ends the same way Falling asleep next to the phone Day light breaks, waking up alone Waiting to hear the reasons why Finding yourself to tired to cry He had to work late, no time to call So numb to the fact, you've heard them all When do the lies become too much When do you decide it's time to be tough Fairy tale romance, does it really exist Have I become so weak, I accept this I've begged and I've pleaded I've given my heart Yet day after day he tears me apart He refuses to listen When I want to talk So he'll sit now, in silence Cause today I walk He can save his excuses And all his lies Because today is the last Of my good byes! ***copyrighted 2001 Written by BinnieBluEyes

Eventful Weekend!
Saturday, everything was going pretty good. Had a few challenging customers at work, but no big deal. Then I came home!!! The sitter and her boyfriend (which I allow every once in a while), practically knocked me down the stairs they left so fast. I took off my heels and changed into some comfy clothes, then checked on Katelyn who was running around in her little walker. I picked her up and her diaper was soaked through. Poor little thing. I was a little ticked at the sitter -- obviously the boyfriend got the majority of the attention. I got her dried and cleaned up and put her in her high chair and gave her a snack. I went and gathered up some laundry and headed downstairs to the laundry room. Boy did I have a surprise waiting. The kids had decided to make mud-pies in the downstairs bathroom sink!! There was mud and dirt everywhere with a few dirty towels on the floor that were used in a feeble attempt to clean up this mess!!! I hollered upstairs and the boys and Liss

Ode To Tom Hodges
People quickly passing by Their faces all a blur Remembering very few Amongst the aisles that stir I go about my day Not taking note of much Until I see this man A gentlemen, of such His face shines like a beacon Across this crowded sea This man of grey and silver Begins approaching me His smile...sort of innocent His eyes, a child like fear I think about my grandpa As he starts to near His words are softly spoken Though repetitive they are As he tries to ask my help In searching for his car His confusion comes and goes Just like a summer's breeze As I walk with him and reminisce To put his fears at ease A mind full of knowledge And stories of the past A life lived to the fullest Not much time for it to last He searches for a friend As he journeys on his way A simple touch of kindness To get him through his day I open up the car door and I help him climb inside He starts up the engine To begin his final ride Before he drives away

50 Questions
1. When was the first time you kissed the last person you kissed? August 2. What's the most exciting thing that happened to you today? I completely choked on a solo at church LOL 3. How many best friends do you have? Scott, Michelle, and Tammy...but I have a lot of really GREAT friends...they know who they are :D 4. Would you rather get up early or sleep in? What the hell is this "sleeping in" of which you speak? I think I would like to try that! LOL 5. Tell me where you got each article of clothing you're wearing. Some of it is from LB and the other parts are from Wal-mart lol 6. How old were you when you had your first kiss? french kiss? 14...I was a late bloomer lol 7. What would you change about your life right now? Right now, my life is just as it should be. That's not to say it's not difficult, but sometimes, that's necessary...a little more money wouldn't HURT though :D 8. Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth? cry over the truth

Love This Comeback
I LOVE THIS COMEBACK... One of my sons serves in the military. He is stationed stateside, here in California. He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him and his troops everywhere they go. Telling me how people shake their hands and thank them for being willing to serve and fight, not only our own freedoms but so that others may have them too. Then he told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday, on his way home from the base. He said that several people were in the line ahead of him, including a woman dressed in a burkha. He said when she got to the cashier, she made a loud remark about the U.S. Flag, lapel pin, the cashier wore on her smock. The cashier reached up and touched the pin and said, "Yes, I always wear it proudly, because I'm an American." The woman in the burkha, then asked the cashier when she was going to stop bombing her countrymen, explaining that she was Iraqi. Then, a Gentleman standin

Movie Review...... Stardust
Very fun and fairy tale like movie..... Trailer: StardustFlixster - Share Movies Plot: From the imaginations of best-selling author Neil Gaiman and director Matthew Vaughn comes "Stardust," this summer's one totally original fantasy epic that is destined to enchant and excite audiences of all ages. Following the adventures of a young man who sets out on a quest to prove his love, and finds far more than he bargained for, "Stardust" takes on every fairy tale in which anyone ever wanted to believe. From wicked witches to dashing princes, flying pirates to dueling swordsmen, magical spells to mystical destinies, it all adds up to a funny, romantic tale of true love and high adventure unlike any other. "Stardust" begins in the sleepy English village of Wall, so named for the cobblestone wall that has, for hundreds of years, kept the villagers safely apart from the strange, supernatural realm that lies just on the other side. It is here that young Tristan Throne (CHARLIE COX) makes a

Mr. Hushpuppy
So I called my mom just now. She had a date today with a guy she met online. Nothing special about the date. The usual coffee or Jamba Juice and chit chat. I was really more interested in what he was like. Mom had a hard break up with a guy that she was with for several years who my sister and I like to refer to as “Mr. Hushpuppy”. Mr. Hushpuppy lives on the beach and was CEO for a HUGE company. I was kinda sad after the conversation. Actually really sad to the point where I excused myself after about 4 minutes. I asked my mom… so… what was he like. She said “He looks like ___ (Insert Mr. Hushpuppy’s real name). He’s her age and then she said and he’s in the “same economical bracket as Mr. Hushpuppy”. I guess for me, I get down when I ask my mom about a man and in the top three things that she finds attractive about him is his money. I don’t understand this concept and in fact, if I were a man and heard that about me I would be offended. It’s the equivalent of saying

Love Quote
"The most wonderful of all things in life, I believe, is the discovery of another human being with whom one's relationship has a glowing depth, beauty, and joy as the years increase. This inner progressiveness of love between two human beings is a most marvelous thing, it cannot be found by looking for it or by passionately wishing for it. It is a sort of Divine accident." Sir Hugh Walpoe

For My Friends
Your smiles alone can light the sky Your touch can melt a stone A hug from you is my drug More potent than any known. Your friendship is as natural As the sky the earth the sea And though I'd pay any amount of gold Your friendship's always been free. A thousand words and a thousand more Still the story could not be told About the loving friendship we have A friendship that won't be bought or sold. And so I give you in return What you have always given me Friendship flowing from my heart Like a river to the endless sea. by: Matt Heart

God Please Bless..
Every single evening As I'm lying here in bed, This tiny little Prayer Keeps running through my head. God bless all my family Wherever they may be, Keep them warm and safe from harm For they're so close to me. And God, there is one more thing I wish that you could do, Hope you don't mind me asking Please bless my computer too. Now I know that it's unusual To Bless a motherboard, But listen just a second While I explain it to you, Lord. You see that little metal box Holds more than odds and ends, Inside those small compartments Rest so many of my friends. I know so much about them By the kindness that they give, And this little scrap of metal Takes me in to where they live. By faith is how I know them Much the same as you, We share in what life brings us And from that our friendships grew. Please take an extra minute From your duties up above, To bless those in my address book That's filled with so much love. Wherever else this prayer may

A Greeting For Fu Newbies ***
to Fubar (fka "Cherry Tap", fka "Lost Cherry"). Hoping that you enjoy exploring and meeting other new folks on the site. Looking forward to seeing how you further develop your site; if you need any tips, anyone can help. Everyone is friendly here and would be absolutely flattered that you asked them. I can send you some quick tips (including tips on creating your mandatory salute photo), if you would like. Just ask!! The sites are filled with blogs, Mumms, Messages, Bulletins, and so much more to have a variety of communication means on this site. Although it may seem overwhelming at first, it will soon all fall into place. Do keep in touch and don't forget to fan those who you might want to be friends with as well!! Oh, yeah. One more thing... If you vote on someone/something you like, it is an unspoken rule of thumb to vote 10's; otherwise, just don't place a vote as a courtesy to all... :D Have fun and welcome.... Your friend, Kat, aka Devine TxRose

Hurt, Secrets And Lies
I was born in this infested pool of Hurt, Secrets, and Lies. Anger is over flowing with the Pain that was in flicked on them. This house is full of Little Dirty Secrets that no one dares to share. The Lies upon Lies that everyone has told to keep the Truth of the Hurt they feel are catching up to them. The Hurt from so long ago is so deep And is still so real. I try to swim in this very deep pool with my eyes closed shut drowning with all the years of Unresolved Hurt, Pain and Hate. But no one seems to see that these feelings and ways of thinking are passing on to their children. We Do Not See. We are caught in the middle with no relief in sight. It’s just put away in a chest, chained and buried in the deepest part of their hearts Never to be opened for their Fear that everyone will Know their Hurts, Secrets, and Lies.

The Cloud Descending
I'll have a tender moment with you before the day begins and cinch my tie to take the five fifty-two to the city to earn wages while you dress in crisp whites and hang a stethoscope over your neck and into your pocket. Your work means so much more than mine, but you will meet me at the door and ask me how my day has been, bring my gin: "Same shit, different assholes." I wish I had more to offer, wish I could tell you that I thought of you too much today and was late for a meeting with a client I hate while smiling at my desk about the way you looked last night before the cloud of Tanqueray descended and I fell asleep on the sofa. I wish my drink was thinner so I could manage to take you to our room and show all the million ways you make my life, make me better. But, the gin is smooth and irons out the wrinkles in my brow until I waste another night in front of the flickering light of ESPN. © All rights reserved

Things I Feel!
The soft wispers of fantasy The gentle kisses of want The sweet taste of passion The caressing touches of desire The flittering buterflies in the tummy the sweety palms the exciting tingle up your spine The instant warmth in all your body the tears in your eyes the smile on your lips The skipped heart beats The craving of that touch the desire the want the passion the intensity the nervousness These are some of the things I feel everytime he is near everytime we talk these are things I feel everytime i even think about him

Expectation Hope And Faith
In life we try many times to live upto other peoples expectations no matter how hard they are to achieve, we have hope in our hearts that we will lead a good life and that people may remember us as such, my expectations have always remained the same i know that at some point my life will change, i know this because its happening now, things are starting to move, people are starting to come back and generally things couldn't be much better on a mental scale, these blogs are more about me unbottling my emotions than a serious look at life but there personal experiances that im trying to share, im reaching the peak of what i call progress in my mind, i wanted to marry and im sad that now that no longer seems to be happening, but happy that im still 29 and a whole future of events lies infront of me, i applyed to a soup kitchen today to help out, being told im selfish and whining today made me think twice about somethings, my immense care for the people who matter does lead me to be over s

~~i Want To Touch You~~
I Want To Touch You by BlueWolf © As you lay here beside me, Feel me here next to you. Kiss me oh so tenderly, As you feel a love so true. Feel my passion rise, As you touch me tonight. Take my breath away, As I touch you just right. Baby, kiss me slow and long, As You melt in your arms tonight. I want to feel your hands on me, Every single day and night. As you make love to me, Hold me real close to you. Let me just lay here sweetheart Because, I want to touch you................

Fried Spaghetti
Ingredients 1/2 lb. spaghetti cooked 1 med. egg garlic powder salt pepper 1/2 C. milk oil butter Directions Cook spaghetti, drain. set aside. In shaker container or small bowl, beat 1 med. egg, add milk. Whisk together, add salt, pepper and garlic power to your liking. Take a med. size fry pan, or skillet, put on burner at med. heat. When skillet is hot put 1 Tbls. of oil in it with 1 tsp. butter. Place one pasta fork full of spaghetti in skillet, spread out thin but like a spider web. Let the spaghetti get golden brown and turn over. Now as this side is browning drizzle some of the egg mixture over the spaghetti, (about 1/4 C. of it) Let cook and when brown and the egg is done. Turn on to a plate and enjoy. Serving Size 4-6

A Long Day!!!
SO I HAD A VERY EXCITIN DAY TODAY, NOT!!!! I HAD TO SPEND LIKE 3 HOURS AT THE LAUNDRY MAT TODAY JUST TO HAVE CLEAN CLOTHES...NOW HOW VERY CRAZY IS THAT? THEN THE AFTERNOON WENT GOOD I GOT TO SPEND ALOT OF TIME WITH MY VERY AWESOME SISTER, KAT AND MY VERY KOOL NEPHEW ADYN./ SO I AM PRETTY WORN OUT AND NOW I AM VERY BORED!!!

Bar Tricks
I met a guy who claims to know a hundred bar tricks - ways to balance things, throw stuff, make objects seem to float in air. He showed me one or two, and I even practiced them at home that night. But when I am perched on a stool staring at a row of tap handles and a shelf of bottles blown or cut from colored glass (or however the hell they make them), I only know this one trick: I can turn a ten dollar bill into a double-shot gin and tonic. It's the only trick I need. © All rights reserved

Another Bunch
#12) be hungry like me, or dance like me #2) pon & Zi #21) didnt write down the question, but the answer is prez bush #16) sand shore and waves #34) I put the f in fu. so whats the F? (fuck) #19) Are you one, or do you have a guardian? (angel, in this case I used an angel cat) #38) flagged because you are...? #9) a horse with horses under the hood #39) a vampire by my count this brings me to the half way point in the game.

My Desires
Someday I will find a man who will learn to dance with me so that if we ever go out he won't be afraid to show me how he moves, I want a man who will learn to tango, bachata, waltz, foxtrot, linedance, clog, and even swing and shag. It seems impossible but theres got to be a gentleman out there willing to have some fun and learn something new. I mean hell I learned about sports and beer.

Funny Men And Women Stuff
Marriage (Part I ) Typical macho man married typical good-looking lady, and After the wedding, he laid down the following rules: "I'll be home when I want, if I want and at what time I want -- and I don't expect any hassle from you. I expect a great dinner to be on the table unless I tell you that I won't be home for dinner. I'll go hunting, fishing, boozing, and card-playing When I want with my old buddies, and don't you Give me a hard time about it. Those are my rules. Any comments?" His new bride said: "No, that's fine with me. Just understand that there will be sex Here at seven o'clock every night...whether you're here or not.." (DARN SHE'S GOOD!) ************************************************ Marriage (Part II) Husband and wife had a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding anniversary! The husband yells, "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone T

Do You Know Schitt?
For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' Well, thanks to genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an Intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt was married to O. Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, and owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious Couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and bec! ause he r kids were Living with them, she wanted t o keep her previous name. She was Then known as Noe Schitt-Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt, and they produced a Son wit

My Toys
Tonight the asswhole wanted to have sex i told him that if he wanted it he would have to forcably take it, as per Master. So her started out by ramming his cock into my mouth shoving it far down into my throat, until he got hard. Then he pinned me to the bed holding me down with his hands ramming his little cock into my pussy, pounding away while he was spanking my ass, pinching and biteing my titties. He also pulled my hair,then when he was spanking me at one point the same old thing happened he went soft. He then continued to slap my titts, pussy and ass pinched my pussy bitt me so hard on my titts thigh and pussy. he asked if i came and i said no so he got the toy. Not the big toy I first ordered because it wouldnt fit , but the toy my girlfried and i went out and bought, which he noted was much bigger than he was. He used that on me now ramming it in very hard slapping my ass, until i came. Then he was done, tired he could go no more. But of course since he couldnt come later when

Stupid Bar Tab....
Well I was trying to get to everyone I saw on my bar tab helping me level up and thank you all personally but the stupid thing wiped everything out....I hate it when it does that! So to all of you who helped.....Thank you! You are the best:) Misty

Letting Love Go
I love someone. He loves me. You'd think this was an easy thing... but it's not. I have loved him for 10 years. And I've walked away from him twice. Ever get into a situation that you just knew wasn't good for you, but you couldn't help yourself... that's how this has been. I have been hopelessly, helplessly in love with him for 10 years. Sometimes I miss him so much I can scarely breathe. But I still walked away. I wish I could have turned the page like I wanted to. *sigh* I want to let it go.

To Be A Witch
To be a Witch is to love and be loved. To be a Witch is to know everything and nothing at all. To be a Witch is to change the world around you and your self. To be a Witch is to share and give, while receiving all the while. To be a Witch is to dance and sing, and hold hands with the universe. To be a Witch is to honor the Gods and yourself. To be a Witch is to BE magick, not just perform it. To be a Witch is to be honorable, or nothing at all. To be a Witch is to accept others who are not. To be a Witch is to know what you feel is right and good. To be a Witch is to harm none. To be a Witch is to know the ways of the old. To be a Witch is to see beyond the barriers. To be a Witch is to follow the moon... To be a Witch is to be one with the Gods. To be a Witch is to study and learn. To be a Witch is to be the teacher and the student. To be a Witch is to acknowledge the truth. To be a Witch is to live with the Earth, not just on it. To be a Witch is to be

Entrusting My Soldier To You
Dear Father, can you hear me? As I come to You tonight… In need of You to wipe my tears And comfort all my fright ~ Life seems so safe for me With four sturdy walls to call my home… While our soldiers fight this battle Out there on their own ~ We sit here with endless prayers For their health and protection… Living off the memories Of their love and affection ~ In pictures, we see their faces Standing proud and tall… Full of strength and spirit Ready to give their all ~ Oh, Father, how I ask of You For Your angels from above… To silently fly with them With the presence of Your love ~ And when they feel lonely Staring at pictures – torn, tattered, and old… Let them find peace in the memories Of the ones they long to hold ~ The months are many till their return And so, until then – I’m entrusting my soldier to You, Father With all my love ~ Amen.

Unplugged Till Mid October
Hey all: Im finally unplugged ..finishing out my move ill be away for awhile..so if you dont see me here or dont hear from me dont take it personally..ill be back mid october ...ill probably have to use the internet cafe but it will do for now...HSR...

As If I Didn't Have Enough To Do...
I think I am the busiest man on Earth. I know, I know... Everyone always says that. But I think I am really... I get up mon-fri and take the kids to school (private school no bus) and as of late take Lady Juke (that’s my wife) to work because my Jeep is back in the shop for a new transmission (number 3). Then back home to take care of technical support problems, check my network, servers, fight off hackers, SPAM for not only my email but my clients and write some code for various web applications (Cold Fusion). This is all before 10AM. Then I have to practice my bass and learn whatever songs we are planning on adding to the rotation. Then on some days it’s off to my new side job I landed through one of my best friends working on computers. This is a nice gig and I enjoy working there, everyone seems really laid back, it must be the dog bones. In addition to this there is also the Station, I have to answer questions from affiliates and listeners, trouble shoot any (and a lot of) sound i

My Celtic Horoscope
You Are A Cypress Tree You are strong, adaptable, and striving to be content. You're good at taking what life has to give - even if you don't like it. A passionate lover who can't be satisfied, you are quick tempered at times. You hate loneliness, want love and affection, and need to be needed. A bit of a live wire, you love to gain knowledge any cost... and you can be careless at times.

Nursery Rhymed Departure Mixed With Disneylandgoodbyes..
Nursery Rhymed Departure Mixed With Disney Land Goodbyes... With a touch as electric as lightning, the chill of your hand sparked the beat in my heart. Bursting in the backfire of my soul, the poisoned dioxide leaked from my lungs, causing me to burp up carbonated romance and molded joy. Knocking on the door of my veins, my steadily-slowing pulse skyrockets as your gaze meets mine, throwing me over the moon. With my thoughts swirling like chocolate syrup in the Milky-Way and the acid of indigestion causing waves of nauseous chaos deep down, you would expect Mother Goose to stop the torture at that. Instead, the Itsy-Bitsy Spider spins webs in my head as Little Boy Blue makes a pact with the spoon to get rid of the shoe very soon. Old Mother Hubbard has cleaned out her cupboard, finding Fuzzy-Wuzzy's fur has blinded the three tailless mice. And who could forget about laying twigs straight, or about the sticks and stone

The First Tattoo And Feelings About It..
Hey.. I have alllllllways wanted a tattoo.. had an idea what I wanted and all.. just really didnt know where to put it.. once its there.. u either have to leave it there.. or go thru hell to get it off..:) That I dont think I want a piece of.. anyway.. I got there.. asked the one that would be doing it .. if he worked on chickens...:):) He said he did..I told him what I wanted..and he sat there and drew it out. Then his eyes got real big when I told him to put his name on it too.. I GIVE FULL RECOGNITION...THATS THE WAY I ROLLL... anyway.. so I looked at the drawing of what I wanted.. told him that I would be back cuz I had some things to take care of.. when I walked back in the door.. I said.. are u surprised to see me.. He said no.. I paid and sat in the chair.. I had people watching to include.. mama and Ariana.. He started to do the tattoo and I started laughing. He said what is wrong and I said .. yea I have heard sooo many stories that they hurt... he said well I can make it hur

Flying
started a search to no avail a light that shines behind the veil trying to find it and all around us everywhere is all that we could ever share if only we could see it believe there's true thoughts beyond me life ever changing weaving destiny and it feels like i'm flying above you dream that i'm dying to find the truth seems like your trying to bring me down back down to earth back down to earth layers of dust and yesterdays shadows fading in the haze of what i couldn't say and though i said my hands were tied times have changed and now i find i'm free for the first time feel so close to everything now strange how life makes sense in time now and it feels like i'm flying above you dream that i'm dying to find the truth seems like your trying to bring me down back down to earth back down to earth

Beware Of This Scam
Okay everyone I writing this to warn you all Please read this carefully. This was someone trying to scam me and I don't want any of you to fall prey to this. Carlene Hay (9/17/2007 2:40:17 AM): hi love2me12 (9/17/2007 2:40:24 AM): how are u doing carlene love2me12 (9/17/2007 2:40:57 AM): u look so beactiful Carlene Hay (9/17/2007 2:41:05 AM): i am fine do i know you love2me12 (9/17/2007 2:41:41 AM): yeah u do love2me12 (9/17/2007 2:41:53 AM): is me Sam Carlene Hay (9/17/2007 2:42:31 AM): oh okay Carlene Hay (9/17/2007 2:42:55 AM): i know a few sams which one are you love2me12 (9/17/2007 2:43:28 AM): Sam from Tegged Carlene Hay (9/17/2007 2:44:21 AM): the one from england love2me12 (9/17/2007 2:45:17 AM): am from New york and i told u tht i am going to england love2me12 (9/17/2007 2:45:23 AM): sometime ago Carlene Hay (9/17/2007 2:46:11 AM): okay Carlene Hay (9/17/2007 2:46:19 AM): see i knew england was part of it love2me12 (9/17/2007 2:46:45 AM): yeah so how ar

What A Racist!!!! Look At This Clown And What He Posted On My Mumm!!!
This piece of shit thinks it's cool and funny to crack racist jokes about a serious MUMM that I posted!! Check out the MUMM and look at his comment. By the way his name is Metroseksual. Here's a link to the MUMM. Repost this and let people see what kind of people we have to put up with cause apparently he can say stuff like that and nothing happen to him! http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=185361#

Choices
choices 9-16-07 by Gina Goodwin one or the other how do you choose? which one you keep, which one you lose? is it lust or is it love? how will you know? will love fade away, or will it grow? these choices arent easy, and really aren't fair. which feelings will you keep forever, which ones can you spare? But make decisions carefully, because they have choices to make too.... and always remember that for the choices you make... there are consequences too... to be continued

Monday Links: O&a Back In Nyc, Bill Donahue From The Catholic League, Photos From Camden Virus Tour, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New Master Po Song, New V
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) The crew of the Opie and Anthony Show is back from Philadelphia after wrapping up the 2007 Traveling Virus Tour in Camden, NJ. We'll have tons of photos and video from the show in the next few days, so stay tuned for those updates. The Emmy Awards were on last night, and her acceptance speech was edited, so we'll have Bill Donahue from the Catholic League on the phone to discuss his objections to it. The first boobie-filled photos from the 2007 Traveling Virus Tour are in, thanks to a faithful fan who calls himself OneInTheStink: Photos: Virus Tour in Camden - Tailgating Parties New Boobs on RateMyWOW: Thanks once again to our west coast pals Yoshi and Brandon Iron, who is promoting his new sites Load My Mouth and Cover My Face, we have a wonderful new pair of hot young boobies for you to check out (Ladies, get YOUR pics in TODAY, but remember: No WOW in Photo = Not Getting On Site): RateMyWOW: Melanie Sco

Writing
~I Lye~ I lye, savoring every moment like it's our last. Time ticks away tic, tock, tic tock, uneven beats but yet in rhythm. How much can I take I do not know. My mind races from the previous night oh how I loved it My love once pure now tainted with betrayal. Echoes stir from afar moments later dead silence, the sun has woken, its rays burning through me, this my punishment "I cry out" moon, why have you abandoned me my good friend. I notice a figure next to me the same one I see every night. Trapped and alone I feel the safest in your arms, you cause me to lose all train of thought for a few hours of freedom I yearn for. Angered and frustrated I take you in my arms and shower you with bliss once again

Why? It's Not What I Am.
Why is it when people see a Marine they call him soldier? I have been in both branches of the service; Marines first then Army. I wised up and came back to the Corps. A soldier doesn't earn a title as a Marine does. When you look at a soldier and ask him/her what branch are you in? They say: " I'm in the Army." But ask that of a Marine and you'll always get the response: "I'm a Marine"; NOT: " I'm in the Marine Corps." People may argue and fight that we all do the same job and it shouldn't matter what we are called. This point is very well true. But it's the discipline, the professionalism carried out by both that make the difference. I have been on Army bases that they do certain things, act a certain, that as a Marine we'd get wall to wall counseling for. Look at the uniforms, there is such a huge difference. Even more so in the dress uniforms. Marines rank for all enlisted but Private have crossrifles. We don't have the Specialist which I never understood anyways. Treated as a Corpo

To Every Guy
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured h

It Never Stops
I dont know what to say about her... she know how i feel i dont want to hide any of it. i want to be with her. i want to be with her for her. i love everything about her. she makes me laugh we have such a good time. this weekend we learned a lot. love you babe...

Soul In Discretion
Locked away from My very own being While wandering the Dull, prolonged wilderness To eat dust And remain closed off To the contact of fellow humans. The real death comes from within Stabbings performed internally To forever remember the pain Flowing through the veins Which sustain the Life we so love. Shackled away by our anxiety And the over advertised reality In which we are all free To choose our motives and actions. Whenever the real fact is That we were never truly Given a choice to begin with Lest our mind gives us the Naive hope led by our motives Then later we realize that Life is certainly not bliss As the rude awakening for others Comes crashing into the doorway Of their comfortable home Into the subconscious. Awaken from your Long slumber of self conceit!!! As for laying covered In your blanket of lies, I will uncover you Of which you hold onto most dear. The ammunition of pride Will not be enough to face me. As truth explodes

Values
To realize The value of a sister, Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years, Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years, Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year, Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months, Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month, Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week, Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute, Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second, Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special To realize the value of a friend or family member: LOSE ONE.

The Shiney-walled Box Thingy...
An Amish boy and his father were visiting a nearby mall. They were amazed by almost everything they saw, but especially by two shiny silver walls that moved apart and back together again by themselves. The lad asked, "What is this, father?" The father, having never seen an elevator, responded, "I have no idea what it is." While the boy and his father were watching wide-eyed, an old lady in a wheelchair rolled up to the moving walls and pressed a button. The walls opened and the lady rolled between them into a small room. The walls closed and the boy and his father watched as small circles lit up above the walls. The walls opened up again and a beautiful twenty-four-year-old woman stepped out. The father looked at his son anxiously and said, "Go get your mother."

Monday 9-17-07
There is just one life for each of us: our own. ~Euripides Let the world know you as you are, not as you think you should be, because sooner or later, if you are posing, you will forget the pose, and then where are you? ~Fanny Brice to all the friends i have made here i like u for who u are not what u are or what u can do for me..i do for myself~Alicia

Friends
I don't know why I keep letting people in my life that use me and play games. I am so good to people that sometimes I get physically sick to my stomache because of how much I get used and taken advantage of. I am tired of no one appreciating me or anything that I do for them. I treat people how I want to be treated but it sems like I still get shit on. I buy things and do nice things for my friends to show them and let them know that I care. I keep secretes and try to help my friends through their problems. I finally realized that no one cares about me. I get walked on, used, & abused. No one cares that I am hurt inside and no one wants to care. I am tired of the bullshit and games. I have concidered seperating myself from people for awhile. I guess I really need to think on this. I can't figure out for the life of me why I keep getting shit on by people. Well, i'm tired of being nice. I'd rather be alone with no friends than to keep getting shit on. I do have a few friends that I care

Checking The List
Well the birthdays are done. Ryan & dad are officially a year older. I’m full of cake and have birthday bags to last me the next few years. But even with their birthdays I was able to get a lot done for the first annual Barn Yard Bash! The guest list made and the invitations designed. Ryan let me go crazy at garden ridge when I was buying decorations; he said he loves to see the smile I get when ideas are working out in my head, so cost is of no importance. I have lots of goodies for the little monsters, and the Rocks that Eric and Ryan carried up the hill for me made the perfect fire pit. And lucky we got also go the straw because I was just informed that they won’t be getting anymore shipments in. So now all we have to do is send out the invitations and wait till the 13th