Ok so here I sit with so much on my mind.
So here I am again. My mind is so unstable right now, its just crazy
I still stir crazy. reition repeats its self over and over and over and over.
Nothing ever changes.
I swear one day I will leave, But Im still here.
I just want out. I cant take it any longer.
Since before when I was just random with no job and everything was the same.
Its gotten worse, now I have had a job for 9 months and counting. 6 months were good, Now they cut me off from the world, placed me in a little cube attached to this head set monitored every second im there.
This happens daily, repition repeats its self getting worse over and over again.
I hope to find that one and only perfect guy.. I do this over and over.
and over and over I fall get crushed. Getting worse everytime over and over and over.
So Im deciding Im going to leave. This repition is not goin to win me over.
Im going to break this ball and chain that hold me forever stuck in this hell I am in now.
SLowly I can feel the chains weakening. The ball is now deflateing.
Where my feet will take me once I get the strength to break totally away who knows.
Sure as hell not me. But for sure when I go
One of my favorite quotes will fall into place as it was meant to.
"the rear view mirror torn off cause I aint never looking back and thats a fact.
there im random.
