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Me Having Sex With A Girl From School
This is me talking to one of my friends from school as you can see she was turned on lvBabsxy (2:59:27 PM): yes yes yes com on giv it to me Vince Kenobi (2:57:38 PM): what my cock lvBabsxy (2:59:47 PM): o yes i do baby Vince Kenobi (2:58:07 PM): come on suck you little bitch Vince Kenobi (2:58:11 PM): it lvBabsxy (3:00:21 PM): o i wll i am now lvBabsxy (3:00:26 PM): o yes baby Vince Kenobi (2:58:39 PM): mmmmm lvBabsxy (3:01:09 PM): mmmmm yummy Vince Kenobi (2:59:35 PM): now I'm going for the pussy lvBabsxy (3:01:45 PM): o yes i lik tht Vince Kenobi (2:59:57 PM): mmm its very yummy lvBabsxy (3:02:29 PM): o really now? lvBabsxy (3:02:42 PM): o yes o o o o o o Vince Kenobi (3:00:46 PM): mmmmmmmm lvBabsxy (3:03:00 PM): do u it harder and faster baby Vince Kenobi (3:01:10 PM): yeah lvBabsxy (3:03:28 PM): harder harder lvBabsxy (3:03:31 PM): harder Vince Kenobi (3:01:29 PM): *does it faster and harder* lvBabsxy (3:03:37 PM): yes lvBabsxy (3:03:47 PM): o o vince o o

The Me You Don't See
Deep inside where I hide the me that you don't see. I hide behind flesh and bone, wearing a mask to remain unknown. To some I seem a beauty, to some not much so...but if they only knew me...would they really know...the me they don't see? I hide behind flesh and bone, wearing a mask to remain unknown Deep inside where I hide the me that you don't see.

Life
So I had to read this book "Conversations On The Plurality Of Worlds" written by Bernard le Bovier de Fontenelle, in preparation for a quiz today, and I ended up rushing and reading a decent amount last night and this morning and the professor cancelled the quiz. He said he suffered a concussion last week that affected his memory, and he forgot about the quiz...so either it's a miracle, or he knew that barely any of the class read. Ok, check this out...Mr. Fontenelle wrote this book around 300 years ago, and he talked about people living on the moon, and exploring space in ships. While this isn't the most fascinating read, it is amazing how he could fortell many things, and the manner in which he writes. Here's an excerpt "On this account, an inhabitant of the Moon who arrived in the confines of our world would drown as soon as he entered our air, and we'd see him fall dead on the ground." Simply amazing that he understood all about the atmosphere and all, and this is THREE HUNDRE

The Mask
Eyes glisten and smiles shine The mask of the heart's design A shell to simply hold what's inside The truth of emotion likes to hide It gets deeper as the tide flows The pool of tears now grows If you can find it, there is a drain But I gasp for air as my lungs strain See me now for who I am to you Break this shell and my heart will be true For in that moment the flood will subside The smile no longer just a mask, but the truth inside

Tease
Hot Summer nights see you Parading your softness under velvet sky, Stars comparing to your eyes, An almost disappointing surprise. You lick your lips suggestively, Get your kicks from making me Go insane, watching you play the game. Flutter your eyelashes, a hand on hip, Waving clever fingers, with blood red tips, Slickly painted mouth, sharp and cruel; Tie wrapped around your fist, My breath escaping in a hiss, You've locked me in, tripped me up, My throat moving with my gulp. Your witch's nails running down my skin Right now, for me, it's sink or swim My mind is spinning, I can't go back Your perfume tasting bitter on your neck. My tongue tracing suggestively, Watch you writhe under me. It's Summer madness you're causing me Blood pounding in my head, Imprints from the words you said; Carresses you so slyly give, Then you turn and take your leave; You're a tease

Beauty
What is Beauty? Is it what is depicted on T.V., Magasines, movies...the beauty that is fabricated, created, and molded by Artist..to appear perfect. Is that Beauty? Is it what we see, but take for granted...the things around us, the natural things..trees, sky, grass, animals...Mother Natures creations. Is that Beauty? Is it an artist touch of a brush across a canvas,a sketch on paper with pencil, a photographers photo...relaying to us what they see. Is that Beauty? Is it the touch of someones hand, the smile of an elderly woman, the laughter of a child, the tears of the bride...Is this beauty? They say Beauty is in the eye of the beholder...and that beauty comes from within... What is beauty? Beauty is LOVE, TENDERNESS, CARING, COMPASSION, it is a smile, a tear, a laugh, a cry, A photo, a painting, a tree, the sky, it is a woman and man united together, a new born baby, a horse running through a field, a bird soaring in the sky..... Beauty is all we behold! When

A Rose
A Rose! With so much beauty comes also much pain, One must weigh the cost of loss versus gain. Paralyzed in her presence as her beauty hypnotizes me, Yet her thorns dig deep in my soul where no pain should be. Weak, wounded and forever broken is this heart of mine, As her footprints leave scars that block all hope of sunshine. Yes the cost of great love does come with a price, Lately it seems as random as a roll of the dice. Is there such a love that is worth this agony I feel? Then answer eludes me in my present state of mind, In my heart all I know is this pain that is so real, Yet my soul still searches for an answer yet to find.

My Heart
My heart is very fragile you know It’s been stepped on, smashed, ripped and torn And not long ago it was dealt a great blow I’ve been trying to protect it, and shelter it too Not letting anyone in or sharing my feelings If it takes any more beating I’m not sure what I will do Then I met a woman, so pretty and fair One who made me smile just at the thought Could I? Should I? Might I dare? She spoke so softly, as if breathing life into me Giving me hope that maybe, I could try So I opened the door ever so slightly As she walked in my heart lit a fire Her warmth embraced me with such care I felt ready, strong, yet still balancing on a wire We shared something special, and it felt so right It was magic in motion, a sweet harmony in perfect tune Something memorable, a most magnificent night Then something happened, something not forseen The light went dim, and the heat drifted away My heart felt empty again, my stomach was green I don’t know if opening my

I'm Drowning
steal from night again run a distance as far as home refrain from ever being gone too long pianist plays soul slow like drizzle aching to meet earth i am always holding precious moments in breaths tiptoeing through madness and midnights and back alleys humming songs for the breaking of silences always drowning in something preening empty shells these stone cold eyes stare obliviously shine pianist plays soul slow like drizzle i drench stretch my arms to catch every leaving breath of mine

Walmart Dr.
One day, in line at the company cafeteria, Joe says to Mike behind him, "My elbow hurts like hell. I guess I'd better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic computer down at Wal-Mart. Just give it a urine sample and the computer will tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars . . A lot cheaper than a doctor." So, Joe deposits a urine sample in a small jar and takes it to Wal-Mart. He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. Thank you for shopping @ Wal-Mart." That evening, while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Joe began wondering if the computer could be fooled. He mixed some tap water, a stool s

The Memory Of A Lifetime
I said my heart is hers and that meant forever, Even now when we aren’t still together. What she does with it is now her choice, Yet through it I can still hear her voice. Whispering “I love you” one last time, That memory will forever be mine. No other woman will ever captivate my soul, She was the only piece to ever make me whole. If memories can sustain us, there everyday I pray, That in my mind this memory will forever stay!

What Sportscar Am I???
I'm a Ferrari 360 Modena! You've got it all. Power, passion, precision, and style. You're sensuous, exotic, and temperamental. Sure, you're expensive and high-maintenance, but you're worth it. "Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

~~~~~ Lament ~~~~~
I offer you nothing save this poverty, this idleness, this listless pressing into sticky sheets, these faint thrusts made to drive away the frustrating hours of broken things and antique happinesses. Come shed your skin, leave your humid darkness on the door frame; we will watch wasps walk south across chipped-paint windowsills on breezeless, unemployed August mornings, our pulsing necks still strained, our thirsts unchanged.

Hey You, Yes You!
How 'bout this didn't even really try but I have amassed the best friends on here. The ones I've chatted with are super awesome!!! So far though it's the most gorgeous women around! Anyway please read my previous blogs too. They pertain to you as well. :) Say hi sometime!!! not necessary leave a comment do a shout. :)

On Day
""When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . ! I dont promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask u to stop...... but I can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone..... call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call...... and there is no answer..... come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. ____0000000000______0000000000_____ __000________000__000________000___ _000___________0000___________000__ 000_____________00_____________000_ 000____________________________000_ 000___________THANKS__________000_ _000____________FOR___________000__ __000__________BEING_________000___ ___000__________MY_________000____ _____000______FRIEND______000______ _______000______________000________ _________000__________000__________ ____________000___

Real Date
So, I have my first real date in a long time tomorrow night. I'm real anxious and nervous, but excited at the same time. He's a really great guy and this is my first big step in my "fresh start." He's not the typical guy I go for, but sometimes new isn't so bad. And I'm going to at least try this out before pushing him away, which I always do. It's taken a long time to realize, but I know I deserve some kind of happiness in my life.....

Mumms
I've been watching the mumm board for awhile and I'm trying to figure out how people can get so worked up on some of th stuff that gets posted. I think some of them are fun like the ones that are "who would win in a fight...*name 2 celebrities*" or simple "what do you think" kinda questions...but then one person posted "To those who don't know me" and then left the oh-so-polite note of "STFU"...does that even qualify as a mumm? Where is the choice? So of course people start commenting for good, bad, neutral...drama, drama, drama...which is probably what the poor soul wanted. I just don't get why people would get so nasty on the comments (honestly...it's almost as bad as some of my step-sister's blogs). I suppose in the end it just reminds us of the power of the written word?

Best Girlfriend Ever
this past weekend i left home and traveled to fort lauderdale to visit a girlfriend i havent seen in 4 years. my man had to stay home and work, it was good to get some time apart. the morning i left i told him to check the kitchen table for a suprise... i left him a pack of cigarettes, a love note and some money in his wallet. he wasnt expecting any of this. the note directed him to the computer, i had posted all my "home alone" pics for him to see. yes yes, while all my cherry tap friends have seen these naughty photos taken last week, he had no clue they existed. he was greatly suprised since it had been months since i'd taken any pics for him... my weekend was great, but what happens in fort lauderdale, stays there as far as i'm concerned... upon arriving home sunday nite, just in time for the super bowl, i brought many treats with me. i stopped and bought a case of beer, 50 wings from bw-3, and i also had a cooler of gourmet foods left over from a party i attended the day

The Past
Let me take this time to Ask you, inform you Of all the things you did not know I’m sorry I can’t be the cure for your life You where always by my side Life spent without rain You will always be the heart in me You will always be The past the love the memories

How About This?
A couple days ago I saw a post on my screen and it asked for guys to compete as the top DILF on CT. I have no idea of what people look for on things like that so I put my tired old butt in the mix. After all the only qualification was to have started at least one child and I sure have done that. So that takes care of the "D" now for the ILF. I will repost the start of the contest. The photos are the very last folder in the originators photo area. I will appreciate your support. Cowboy

Guys Do This
Would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... ____??? I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. []1 []2 []3 []4 []5 []6 []7 []8 []9 []10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would u give me your number if so let me get it? _____________________ Are you going to repost this so i can answer for you? [] Ye

Slide.com
I PUT UP SOMETHING NEW SEE IF YOU CAN FIND IT,IF YOU DO IT WILL SAY ADD ME PLEASE DO,I NEED SOME MATES ALL MY MATES WANT TO SEE U ALL IN AUSTRALIA TA MY MATES. if ur my friend,fan or family,please show me some luv by signing my guest book ta mates

Making A Stand!
it takes 10 mins of ur day watch this video and help keep our kids be safe!!!!!!! PLEASE, PLEASE PLEASE WATCH THIS VIDEO. WE CAN HELP THE CAUSE OF MISSING/ABDUCTED CHILDREN AND THE VICTIMS OF SEXUAL PREDATORS BY GETTING THIS SHOW ON THE AIR OR ON THE WEB. HELP ME HELP KIDS. RATE IT HIGH AT YOUTUBE. HERE'S A LINK: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZsJEm8oFkrQ HERE'S THE VIDEO!! .. width="425" height="350">..> PLEASE SUBSCRIBE TO THE YOUTUBE PAGE, VOTE AND COMMENT AT: http://www.youtube.com/marcklaasproject

Love Like This
We knew it in the way the petals fell from the clusters of our joy, more softly When the summer breeze blew across the beds, the current lifted them ever so slightly and the eddying gusts that followed tossed them back upon the buds The rise and fall in the tide of our hearts seemed to be synchronized to something far off and nameless Perhaps it was the eagle’s flight and we found ourselves lifted, now inhabiting the plateau that we only ever saw resting in the dusk a sleek grey stone against colored bands of sky And even more, we dwelt in the eagle’s eye and tasted its hunger our only longing for flesh As it circled the mesa overhead we could barely discern our ennui, a quick small creature hiding in the pastel shrubs trembling in between the far ends of our impassioned flight

The Drama
i left yahoo to get away from the drama.... but evidently it is everywhere... i have decided that if something doesnt change in the next day or two.... im done... im gone... and ya'll can have your fun.... but for me ... it isnt fun anymore.... i will miss some of you .... some more than others... but this will prolly be the best thing i have ever done for myself and my sanity

Xfanz Gave Me A Blog...
The crazy crew over at XFANZ were nice enough to offer me a spot on their site to post a blog. You can checked it out over at their site under the "Blog" section. LINK: http://www.xfanz.com/blog.php#1492

Only The Strong
"Only The Strong" by FLAW what makes you think that it'll all work out in the end. afraid to feel bad. better off to try and pretend. I'm immortal, immune to all that is wrong. just keep on wishing. crossing my fingers. so long. is this helping? i'm growning weaker each day. can't stop whining. still afraid of what i might say or reactions, that control us one and all. [chorus] It's mine, it's pure and as decent as i can make myself. Inside, we all know, only the strong survive. Why don't you think about that? so now i'm bleeding on myself yes once again. seems i trusted another deceitful freind. my fault. should've known the deal. keep your friends close, but your enemies closer, for real. seems easy, but nothing could be so hard. trying to guess lifes dealing. what's the next card? I'm surely folding. i don't like this hand at all. [chorus] Keep those eyes wide open, here comes a blind side. maybe things happen for a reason and wherein lies the answer.

Our Friendship
We talk about everything, but we rarely talk about our friendship, and how much we care about each other, and I want you to know how much I appreciate you. Whether I need advice, help, support, or just a good laugh, I know you'll be there for me, always bringing out my best, encouraging me to try, and inspiring hope. You've made me feel warm, loved and special, and that's how I hope you feel on Valentine's Day. Happy Valentine's Day!

Net Jealousy.
Why the hell do ppl take the net so seriously? Yesterday i had a woman on here acuse me of being a slut because i talk to mainly guys on here...then she blocked me lol. The truth is that she doesnt like it because i am good friends with the guy she likes...my god...its the net...and isnt that why we are all here? to have fun and make friends etc... some ppl need to get real lives and grow up ...she is in her 50's btw...to old ot be getting jealous on the net.... ok im done bitching now

Tom T. Hall---- I Love
Tom T. Hall - I Love Lyrics I love little baby ducks, old pick-up trucks, slow movin trains, and rain. I love little country streams, sleep without dreams, Sunday school in May, and hay. And I love you too. I love leaves in the wind, pictures of my friends, birds of the world, and squirrels. I love coffee in a cup, little fuzzy pups, bourbon in a glass, and grass. And I love you too. I love honest open smiles, kisses from a child, tomatoes on a vine, and onions. I love winners when they cry, losers when they try, music when its good, and life. And I love you too.

Death
Death is not something you can decide It’s more like a thing that sneaks up on you when you least expect it Death is neither a friend or an enemy good or bad Yet sometimes it is looked at as being sad Death has no equal and it can’t be hurt It has no emotions it is just there Death is not really something you can capture or eat off a tree It’s more like a long lost soul carrying the dead to there final destination Death is a legend, and under appreciated at that It has been here since the beginning and perhaps death is waiting on death Death opens up new doors it takes you under it’s wing You feel no more pain no more suffering and no more hatred Death is a passage to a new life So it is ok to cry over death of your loved ones As long as you think about it and know if that person lived well he will ascend

U Decide
Would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... ____??? I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [X] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. []1 []2 []3 []4 []5 []6 []7 []8 []9 []10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would u give me your number if so let me get it? _____________________ Are you going to repost this so i can answer for you? [] Yes

Please Welcome My Daughter To Ct!!
Please help in welcoming my daughter to CT. Tawny is her name and she is awesome. Show her how friendly CT really is. Much LOVE to ALL my friends, fans and family in advance..Mystikal~Katz http://www.cherrytap.com/user/654160 Myspace Comments

Stories From The Heart
Here I sit with pad and pen, wondering whre I should began. Should I go back to when i was 15 or should I just write. I have lost my love and i do not know where to fidn him. I have searched and foudn nothing. I thought he might be this one or than one but all I got was hurt and damadged. Should I keep looking? What would the use be. I am old and unwanted now. I have so much love to give. For the right man I would make him a King and I his Queen but all I got were TOADS. Are there not any princes out there? I look and I look. Over turning rocks and looking under bushes but I find nothing but crap! Man the luck I have. I long to hear the words most women want to hear but for me I take some of them to heart and keep them. I long ot hear a man say he loves me and to say beautiful words to me about me and not be ashamed to tel lthe world he loves me. Ah but that is not the real world we live in is it? Men love to talk the talk but when it comes right down to it they are c

David A
David A (born December 11, 1971, Winfield, Illinois, USA) lived in Carol Stream, Illinois until August 1978. He moved to Georgetown, Florida and attended Crescent City (Junior-Senior) High School, where he graduated with honors on June 8, 1990. At Stetson University, he earned a Bachelor of Arts in social science-education with history and political science minors on May 15, 1994. After several years working in convenience stores and at several other retail occupations, he moved from Florida to North Dakota in August 2002. He married Martha F of Minot, North Dakota on July 12, 2003 and has been employed as office manager at Fast Cash North, a payday loan provider in Minot, since that September. Beginning in November 2004, David A embarked on another career as an author of science fiction and fantasy novels as well as an ongoing series of Christian devotionals known as An Ensign on the Mountains. The latter are available by request through the author's email at the end of each wee

Your Resting Place
I’m sorry it took so long To find your resting place We’ve swam through sorrow Filled with anger and disgrace Sad times and mad times With oh so many tears We’ve taken off our goggles Been stripped of life’s veneers I’m writing you this poem With hope in my heart That you’ll try and forgive us For stalling from your depart You see it’s all so very new No matter what the calendar reads And I want you to know Why I feel it’s my place To bless this site magical Your final resting place

Matty's Favourite
SMART My dad gave me one dollar bill 'Cause i'm his smartest son, And I swapped it for two shiny quarters 'Cause two is more than one! And then I took the quarters And traded them to Lou For three dimes- I guess he don't know That three is more than two! Just then, along came old blind Bates And just cause he can't see He gave me four nickels for my three dimes And four is more than three! And I took the nickels to Hiram Coombs Down at the seed-feed store And fool gave me five pennies for them, And five is more than four! And then I went and showed my dad, And he got red in the cheeks And closed his eyes and shook his head- Too proud of me to speak!

Just Something I Wrote
I sit here in the dark and wonder why i'm here with all your lies that you tell and with all the hurt you bring Why Am I Here? I tell myself that i love you and that you love me to With all the lies and heartbreak and the crushing of my soul How can i love someone that strikes and lies I sit with my head in my hands screaming while pulling my hair How can i love you? Why do i love you? Why am i here?, Oh god why am i here

Want New Pics
LISTEN do you want me to post more pics. well I cant as I have used my limit up, so until my points increase I am limited to these only I have loads more, so come along and find me a wa of earningpoints and i can get my pics up hugs Caby

In Death
What do we fear most when death comes to visit? Is it unknown intentions? Death never asks, "how are you today?" Death already knows its your time. In illness death announces to the world... "I am here..." The rest of us who were blind Now see it's your time to leave And, our hearts begin to bleed. Hearts lovingly pumped and living... Violently slashed and bleeding Paralyzing emotional shock My light is gone No longer can I see. Shivering cold and turning blue I am the infant soft warm, all anew I no nothing of this death I cry for dear life Necessity, love, and to live. Where is my light to live? When family is called to their time My tears I cannot hide In his presence he is more beautiful than i've ever seen he is already in peace It is I who mourn Before his time. The way to live is here he is still beautiful wearing death's cloak My tears shower light And I burn.

Lil Mama Still Needs Your Help!!
Hey everybody, just wanted to let you know that I have put more new pix on my site, so please don't forget to rate and comment them. That is very important to me. Also on Monday, Feb.5th I will be featured on www.V-Twingirls.com click on the biker babes page to view my stuff. Please leave comments about my pix and if you think I have what it takes to be a V-Twin Girl!!! Please and Thanks to everybody that helps me out!! Lots of Hugs, Lil Mama

Valatines
Tomorrow is the day that I shall say, "I Love You" What will you do when I come up to you? Smile and say I feel the same Or turn and go the other way Sleep good tonite For some light You will see That it is me Who loves THEE No one else will do For my heart is set on you!

Ecology
Always keep your mind pure. The founders of thought, Plato and Aristotle, taught, an evil mind needs laws to control it. So set those dark devils free. Let them see the light of day. Confess them and they'll likely fly away. You can't force yourself to feel love, if you don't. Feel angry, if you're irate, but don't rage or violate. Better to feel and forgive than to fester or destroy. After all, revenge is bad for the soul - and bitter. Know that obsession is an addiction, so allow the pain you prefer to deny. Focus on healing instead. Your mind is a powerful tool. Oil it regularly. Nourish your intellect to keep you youthful. Make lists; out of mind and onto paper, leaves room for creative juices to flow. It tidies up the clutter. You're not an encyclopaedia. Meditation helps the debris to settle, so you can sort it, clear out the chaos; it's refreshing. Spring clean in there, once or twice a year, Dust and hoover once a week, and tidy up before y

Just Another Poem
Do You Know ? Do you know what you do to me ? Do you know it is you I long to see ? Do you know that yours is the face I seek ? Do you know thoughts of you make life less bleak ? Do you know you’re the soul that to mine is a match ? Do you know you’re the itch I long to scratch ? Do you know how I dream of our first kiss dear ? Do you know how I desire to hold you near ? Do you know that your voice soothes my soul ? Do you know that together we become whole ? Do you know we were always destined to be ? Do you know what it is that you do to me ? By R. Thomas Dinsmore

The Man Rules
The Man Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally,the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear"the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1 " ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to

Fueled
A titillating game of cat and mouse As we both become aroused Evoking what we have within A passion that has no end An attraction that cannot be ignored Fueled by flaming desire With each touch we fly higher Fumbling toward ecstasy Living out our fantasies.

In Wuv
In love with an angel, theres nothing I can´t do For keeping her happy cuz shes my baby boo. She just has to say and I ´ll be right on it, No matter night or day if my baby boo want it, So how you want it?Talk to me, tell me your dreams and wishes, And I´ll make it for thee with lots of hugs and kisses. Wanna put a smile on your face, make your eyes shine, Feel your lips taste and give you a taste of mine, Spend some time all alone with you, Lil´ bumping and grinding, get skin close with you, On a lonely night just talk with you. You sleep over, wake up wearing my T-shirt. And then get closer, don´t stop you know I like when you

The Flying Eagles
When the winds are breathing low, And the stars are shining brightly, I feel you on silent, loney nights like these. In the wanderings of spirit, as you have come to me, amoung the nights shadows, I see you clearly. The air is cool and cold, Always as l feel you at night just below the breeze. I go faint from the silent stream that is your touch in the dark on me. Like sweet thoughts in a dream; you use you body in spirt touching, kissing,and loving your way around in spirit on me. You feel my thighs working me till I am with you entwinded.

You're A Gift
You bring me presents everyday. Gifts that I could never repay. That smile will never fad away. Your touch is like a Christmas day. Anticipation only makes waiting sweet delay. Hair that shimmers along your velvet foray. Your heart beats loudly in our forte. We build a musical couplet in our romantic court. An enchanted winter journey to our castle fort. Blissful lover , you have found my port. Her ships sails adorn my sweet bedsteads eternal escort.

My Baby's Hot
My baby's drives me crazy! My tongues on fire with my burning desire. My baby, she's hot and exotic. Ain't no surmising, my temperatures arising. No ice cream flavor can cool me down. My baby, she's hot and exotic. I ate some hot sugar , now can't find none sweeter. She's a burning volcano, old faithful would be repeating. My baby, she's hot and exotic. Makes my stomach so tight' I have no more fight. The thought of her' oh sweet delight. No doubt about it, I want to shout it She's hot and erotic. This waiting is killing me.

Some Lovely Steam
It started out so innocently, you waltzed in the restaurant where I was. The moment our eyes met I swear for me, it was love at first sight. I nonchalantly folded my napkin trying to avoid your stare, Those tantalizing brown eyes of yours drew my attention and I immediately felt my heart race. The restaurant was filled with an ambiance I recall, A soft warm fireplace beckoned my attention; In-between the moments of my peculiar gibberish to the waiter, I hardly remembered the hour. Although it did pass by, but still your eye was fixed on me; and then you made your move. As you strolled over to my table with such finesse, I might ad, I knew then I was captivated by your charm. You confidently announced your name while admiring my face. I was immensely nervous and wondered then if you were nothing but a flirt. But tha

Waht Age Do You Act?
You Are 28 Years Old Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. What Age Do You Act?

Only 4 Women
Only a woman knows.... of a sensually burning fire, she holds secretly within...igniting her desire. Only a woman knows, where a soft touch can excite, and give her more than pleasure as she dreams it in the night. Only a woman knows, yet not always she reveals, the sensation that she longs for, or the craving that she feels. Only a woman can share, like no other human being, for she sees through all the truths, the others are not seeing. Only a woman can give, with her arms held open wide, her freely flowing passion, thats steaming deep inside. Only a woman can lock, and throw away the key, to all these sexy feelings , and never let them be.

Introductory Comments
Druidism, Paganism and Wicca While Wicca has earned a bad reputation over the past years of commercial glamorizing of the different sects, the truth cannot be found in a Hollywood movie, popular television series, or in a best selling novel. While these are great sources of entertainment and may even introduce some small samples of truth, these viewpoints are the fictional ideas of executives who have done no more than perhaps read a book somewhere. This is not to put them down, after all, they are only trying to make a living. And let's face it, Wicca sells! But Wicca is not about chants, spells and curses. Wiccans are not evil. In fact Majik is not evil or good. The way that we use our gifts determines the alignment of our works. Pagans and Druids are much closer related than most may think. The word Pagan actually stems from the Latin word paganus, meaning "country-dweller" or "villager". This can be traced to the Roman influence on the British Isles, as many of the

Breaking News And Commentary
BREAKING NEWS AND COMMENTARY Last updated: 02/07/2007 18:22:20 Breaking: Mistrial declared in court-martial of Army officer who refused Iraq duty Bush budget seeks $7.5m to fund Guantánamo prosecutors, close down domestic challenges 06 Feb 2007 President [sic] Bush's budget seeks $7.5 million to fund civilian federal prosecutors at the military trials of the most notorious terrorist suspects at Guantánamo Bay, Cuba, and to close down the captives' domestic court challenges. A $2 million request by the Justice Department, included in the pResident's 2007 supplemental budget released Monday, also provides the first indication of the Pentagon's plans to seek civilian expertise for what are expected to be 'complex prosecutions' [LOL!] of detainees. [The reason the prosecutions are 'complex' is because the US has *no evidence* and is breaking international law.] Watchdogs say Homeland Security office has delayed probes 06 Feb 2007 Two of the government's top investigators told l

Sanctuary Of My Arms
Splashing around in the waterfall of my life, she leans against my heart and lets its warmth desiccate her drenched soul. Overwhelmed with joy she lets her hair fall free and lets the wind play hide and seek, seek and hide as she sleeps standing up in the sanctuary of my arms.

The Scent Of ....
Pain, Oh pain Go away Come back again Some other miserable day. Let this down pour Of cleansing rain Soothe my, troubles away Shower away the memories. I wish not to store In my thoughts Where your divine Image resides. Cleanse this relationship So we may dwell Within each other's Heart and soul. Cleanse our minds To fantasize Fantasies, yet dreamed By lovers, ever in time. Lets us taste The true meaning Of love and life Smell the true scent. Not perfume, nor cologne So we may appreciate The sensuous scent Of love and passion's Musk, in the rain

The Sculpture
Mind's sculpturing in contour of her slender thighs as she does scribe her golden touched expressions of love Having poetic sensuous offerings from Heaven above jeweled in sweet feelings as stars impersonate her eyes There are poetically rich sea pools whose corals vies Dreamily I touch her red lips that cannot kiss enough What miracle created this, 'The Lady Rose' ? Wherefore does her soul live in poetic fragrant gardens? What touch of feelings are loveliest to match as the tenderness of her brow and breast? Is she Heaven's harvest as her words are played? Earth, rivers, sky and seas are gardened with flowers, birds and bees This poetess' splendor has wholesome semblance of a pure maiden. As like the million shinning stars within the skies her poetic touching verse reaches and touches me as if ... they truly are reflections from her heart's eyes which warms my own heart.

Simple And Hot
Simply erotic, The lavender blooming, In the rose garden, Perfumed air, Steamy and hot, Seduction, Of pleasure, Vibrant colors, To dazzle the eye, Simply sexual, Was the dazzling sun, Shining down, Upon the growing earth, Life is loving, Loving is growth, For an erotic heart, In seductive Time, And we are flowers, Of the simply erotic garden, Learning to pollinate, And pro-create, In the shortness of our spring, Before our winter's.

Exorcisms Benedictions Etc..further Extracts
OF THE PARTICULAR COMPOSITION OF THE MAGICAL CIRCLE; OF EXORCISMS, BENEDICTIONS, AND THE CONJURATIONS OF EVERY DAY IN THE WEEK; AND THE MANNER OF WORKING DESCRIBED. BOOK II. PART III. THE following instructions are the principal and sum total of all we have said, only we have brought it rather into a closer train of experiment and practice than any of the rest; for here you may behold the distinct functions of the spirits; likewise the whole perfection of magical ceremonies is here described, syllable by syllable. But as the greatest power is attributed to the circles, (for they are certain fortresses,) we will now clearly explain, and shew the composition and figure of a circle. The Composition of the CIRCLE.--(For the figure of the Circle see the Plate.) The forms of circles are not always one and the same, but are changed according to the order of spirits that are to be called, their places, times, days, and hour

Sweet Torture
I have walked the line, towed the line, promised land Been criticized, ostracized, you reach out a hand Teeter on the edge, hang on a ledge, and want to cry Past ejection , rejection, left alone I sit and sigh Found love, lost love, and faked love too Made love, begged love, maybe me and you "In between the words right here Is life undone with mortal fears Be content ...shoulders warmed Caressed and soothed, Loved and charmed In tender moments Whispered breath She has come to gap the depth Still the vortex...stop the spinning Give to thee a new beginning." Hold me, scold me, and give me hope Maybe it is, maybe it’s not, think you can make me hot Time to learn, time to yearn, time to think what is or is not Dreams aren’t real, images you can steal, passionate night Ahh but if you fill my mind, please be kind, feels so right. "Escape the void and listen up With prickled ears for long eared pups Then as creatures yearn to play So tis

Sins,but Happy
we make the dark songs become whispers when we dance under tree people eyes you hurt me with pleasure I pay you back til you want to stop for moments we are bad thoughts with dancing shoes and an open stage of applauding sounds we are break glasses noise with our wet skin crashing into hollow wants with hard hand worship you pray for my forgiveness for wanting to sleep I pray for the sin of happiness to a jealous god..

Cherokee Feast
A Cherokee Feast of Days by Joyce Sequichie Hifler If we could look ahead, we would be comforted to know that what we have worked for and what we have given our hearts to will reward us. We cannot give and give and not receive, especially if we have given willingly and cheerfully. Our lives are many-faceted. We have shared in many ways and many times when it seemed unimportant. We gave without thought that it would do anything but help - and these are the gifts that will not go unrewarded. Giving is so often thought of in terms of the things we give, but our greatest giving is of our time, and kindness, and even comfort for those who need it. We look on these gifts as unimportant - until we need them. Then, the most wonderful gift is simple courage. ~ I felt that I was leaving all that I had, but I did not cry. ~ WETATONMI, 1877 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Elder's Meditation of the Day - February 5 "Let the person I

A Touch Of Master
was it hard for you to sit there waiting for me to get around to letting you release did it ache more this time than the others as we built your pleasure like a wall of shudder water and you could not swim should we do it again are you rested enough to wear my beard as your gown and dance your feet on sky air should we hurry now and take you there to heaven quickly or make you wait for even more of your pleasure hell

Betrayal
An echo fades into the night, an eerie mournful sound. A shooting star disappears from sight, and I crumble to the ground. There is no life within this garden; my sobs are the only sound. I have poisoned the honeyed fountain where your love could be found. Dazed, I stare at the stars above, my grieving howls fill the night! Unintended betrayal of love has hidden you from my sight. I remember how it used to be when we shared our fears and delights. You are a treasured friend to me. How can I make things right? Feeling afraid, cold and lonely, I long to tell you how I feel, but you don’t want to hear me. The pain for you is much too real. Should I back away and build a wall and block away how I feel? Or, should I give you a call? We both need some time to heal. An echo fades into the night as our friendship disappears. How do I know what is right? How can I ease my fears? If I do call you again, would the old wounds reappear? I can’t stand to cause you

Happiness
Everyone walks around, with a smile on their face. A smile born from happiness, that no sadness can replace. I cannot feel happiness, because there is no on to share it with me. Without someone that wants to share your happiness, the people around you can only be deceived. It is possible to appear happy, when you really feel endless sadness. You can act perfectly normal, while the loneliness drives you to madness. To be truly happy, you need one of two things. And without one or the other, your heart will not sing. The first thing is so simple, yet it’s so hard to obtain. It is having a person that wants to share your happiness, even during times of rain. The second thing is simple as well, but it’s still hard to find. It’s believing you will soon have that person, that will leave the sadness behind. I have no one in my life, and do not believe anyone will soon make that change. So the happiness you see is a mere illusion, hiding the loneliness

A Sigh From The Depth
Can heavenly breasts such stormy passions feel? We could nestle very nicely In the cradle of our dreams Gently hold each other tightly 'Neath the silver of moon beams Lay your head upon my breast love I'll stroke the hair back from your eyes Lips below.....taste mouth above To swallow kisses....softly sighed Let us dream of bliss and rapture Joined in time, with light as core Sofly sleep in twlight's capture On our waking....dream of more

Ozzfest Press Release----ozzfest For Free?
GROUNDBREAKING ANNOUNCEMENT PULLS PLUG ON TICKET PRICES "This will change everybody’s impression of the way touring in the summer in America should be."--Sharon Osbourne Imagine a day of wall-to-wall hard rock. Imagine the world's greatest headliner sharing a bill with cutting edge new artists. Imagine if this brass-knuckled beast was hellbent on coming to your town. Imagine this earth-pounding event...FOR FREE. 2007 will forever mark the year OZZFEST spiked the concert industry's punch and gave every head-banging American kid a reason to strap on an air guitar with the historic announcement that tickets to the summer’s premiere touring concert festival won't cost fans a dime. Testing one, two, three... That's right, OZZY and SHARON OSBOURNE and tour producer LIVE NATION broke the news today at the Concert Industry Consortium in Los Angeles that their 12th annual hard rock spectacular--a 25-date extravaganza launching July 7 in Los Angeles--is pulling the plug

Isis
Isis, Egyptian Goddess of Magic and Giver of Life Isis, the Egyptian goddess of rebirth remains one of the most familiar images of empowered and utter femininity. The goddess Isis was the first daughter of Geb, god of the Earth, and Nut, the goddess of the Overarching Sky. Isis was born on the first day between the first years of creation, and was adored by her human followers. Unlike the other Egyptian goddesses, the goddess Isis spent time among her people, teaching women how to grind corn and make bread, spin flax and weave cloth, and how to tame men enough to live with them (an art form on which many of us would welcome a refresher course!) Isis taught her people the skills of reading and agriculture and was worshiped as the goddess of medicine and wisdom. More than any other of the ancient Egyptian goddesses, Isis embodied the characteristics of all the lesser goddesses that preceded her. Isis became the model on which future generations of female dieties in other cultur

Formal Portraits
Today I went and picked up a bunch of prints from Costco. OMG, I love the 8x10 hubby and I did the other night. It's the first 'official' couple pic we've done since we got married. Taken by a fabulous photographer.... Me. ;)

How Vain Are You?
How Vain Are You? Fashion... [ ] you love talking to people who wear the same brands as you [ ] you'd rather spend money on designer clothes than anything else [ ] you dye or cut your hair according to what's "hot" [ ] it's best that what you buy is just screaming where you got it from [ ] you feel like a supermodel when strutting into a high-fashion store Music... [ ] you'd rather have posters of hot artists than the ones you love [ ] you have "favorite" songs that you stop caring about after a while [ ] you pretty much only listen to music about sex, cash, and fame [ ] you don't really like songs that make you think - just dance! [ ] you decide you "love" an artist after hearing one or two songs Books... [ ] your Bible? split between Vogue, Elle, Harper's Bazaar, etc. [ ] you love when authors describe what a character is wearing [ ] reading classics in school is just so ugh [ ] sometimes you'd rather not get the book because of the cover art [ ] guess what? you kin

Leftover Love??
Leftover Love So, I saw a movie a while back, and there was an interesting line in it, something like- You really have only that one true love, and if you don't get to be with them, anyone else is going to be secondary.... or something like that. of course, being a movie, the guy gets to be with his true love, and it's happily ever after. In real life, of course, we rarely get to live the dream. We love like wildfire, and then we hurt like hell for it. At least, when we are young. Don't we all have that first love, when we are young? That person we think we might die without? The one who ripped our heart out? Yeah, we do. You can see them in your mind. You may even still feel them. So, what happens after that? We meet someone else, fall in love, and the break-up comes once again. Then, after a while, as we get older, it isn't quite the same. Sure, we might have a love for the one we are with now, or one in our future, but is it the same intensity? Do we lose our passio

New On Cherrytap
hi, I got invited here from a friend. I wanted to promote my site while I was here. www.jimsanimationsite.com It has alot of cool stop motion animation. Also wanted to thank all of you that posted comments and stuff. I just signed up today, haven't even had a chance to browse them all. will blog more later. Thanks jim

I'm 36% City And 42% Country
[x] I've been to Starbucks more than once in my life [x] I watch my back when i am walking [] I shop at AE, A&F, or HCO [] I own 2 or more polo shirts [x] I will never be caught without my cell phone [x] I straighten, mouse or blow dry my hair on a daily basis TOTAL:4 [] I wear flip flops no matter what the weather [] I own an oversized pair of sunglasses [] I own 1 or more pairs of FASHION-ripped jeans [] I will do anything to get the best Myspace pic haha TOTAL: 0 [] When I'm not drinking starbucks I prefer water [] I get annoyed with tom-boys [x] I own more than one hat [] I have seen every episode of Laguna Beach [] my new addiction is 8th & Ocean or the Hills [x]say "lol" in every other sentence of every online conversation [x] I own tight jeans TOTAL:3 [] I wear/own large necklaces [x] I own an iPod/mp3 player/cd player [x] The internet = survival [x]one of the sports I play/played is football, Baseball, Softball, Basketball, Volleyball,cheerleading

Writers Block
this sucks when ya think of some good music to write then you just get stumped on how to finish one damn song what the hell fuck it im gonna start over any one got some ideas on some song ideas give me a hint please

This Just In!!!!!!!!
False information fed to Pennsylvania news station causes commotion: Easton, PA Local FOX Channel 10 received a report from an unknown source. The report was of a new birth to the Howard Family of Palmer Township, PA One of the FOX 10 reporters called the family on 7 February 2007 and asked to speak with a Sergeant Adam Howard. Apprently Sgt Howard was now the proud father of a bouncing baby girl. Unbeknownst to the reporter, the servicemember living at the other end of the phone call was not enlisted in either the Army or the Marines, but was enlisted in the Navy. The Navy does not have a Sergeant rank in its rank structure. In closing, The Second Class Petty Officer(equivalent to a Sergeant) is PISSED THE FUCK OFF! If there is a legitimate Sgt Howard who is now a father, congrats...punch your parents for having the same name as me and for causing me grief from my family. They now want to know who I am sleeping with. HArd to get a chick pregnant when I am living in FUCK

Where I Have Been The Last Few Days
Ugh. Ok so for those of you who have been wondering where I have been – things have been a bit crazy for me. Monday I have class all day, Tuesday I work as a tutor all day, Wednesdays I have clinicals all day, Thursday I tutor all day, Friday are fun day because I go to class all day get home take a quick nap and have to be at work at the hospital by 7pm and don’t get off work til 7:30am Saturday so its like a 26hour day lol. Then Saturday I work from 7pm til 7:30am on Sunday morning. Sundays are my free day… well if you count I need to sleep and do homework and study for class the next day. Lol. So basically I never have a day to myself anymore. My next day off will be Feb 19th because I don’t have school for Presidents day! I cant wait. Hell my fiancée has even been bitching about missing me and missing going out on dates because we don’t get to spend a lot of time together now. When school lets out it will be better and then we are getting married lol.

Rape
The Rape Edward sits there staring at me with eyes darkened by anger, saying nothing. I have been in a bit of a “mood,” questioning his commands, and then complying only half-heartedly with what he has asked of me. After a few minutes of silence, he gets up and goes into the other room and closes the door. I’m feeling independent, and am not at all concerned with what he is doing. Shortly he returns, standing over me as I am seated in a chair. “Jackie, it seems you resent submitting to a kind and loving Master. I think there is a lesson for you to learn here. And I will be the one to teach it to you.” I smile up at him. “Why, Edward ... what do you have in mind?” It is a wry smile that returns my own. “Your submission is about to take an interesting turn, Jackie. Come, we are going for a ride. Now. Leave your purse, you won’t need it.” Curious, I follow him to the car and get in. Neither of us says a word as he drives out of the city and into the country. The day is

The Man On The Beach-chapter 1
Krissy was unlike most girls at the age of 23. She didn't party, hardly ever drank,and she most certainly wasn't in any relationship. Her days were usually spent near the ocean, scratching things down in her custom journal she made five years back when her mother had died. The timing of her mourning showed through all the tattered pages scribbled in black ink. Her salty ocean tears poured out in the book, smearing the neat red lines. Her life was bad back then and not much better now without any friends or family left to talk to. The one thing she depended on was her journal, always within sight. She layed out on the damp cool sand, cradling her diary and soaking up the sun's torturing rays. She closed her sad gray eyes with pleasure as the heat stroked her thin body. Her long dull brunette hair framed around her face and out of her eyes as she balanced her receeding weight on her palm. Her beach bag lay innocently next to her, nearly camoflauging perfectly with the smooth earth. Sh

As Predicted For Nasa!
Hello readers; Just a little note to let you know that my predictions are unfolding daily. Scandal sparks NASA review PREDICTION - Amazing technological advances and total restructure ahead for NASA. This prediction was made on Coast-To-Coast radio 01/01/07 This Prediction was ALSO written on Dec 28 2006 - Sent to Lex CTC Webmaster but LIKE THE NUCLEAR SUBMARINE ACCIDENT he never posted it! - CLICK HERE TO READ IT ALL! http://www.drturi.com/news/1167358638.html I will do the Astropsychology profile of astronaut Lisa Nowak and show NASA scientists that there is a serious difference between education and intelligence. CNN - 02/07/07 - NASA wants to know if there are 'lessons to be learned' You bet. Blessings to all DT =============== To all my supporters: I received this email today and once more I am asking you for your help. THE ONLY WAY FOR ME TO GET ATTENTION and pass on my message is with YOUR help! I have been giving a lot o

Be Glad....
Im so sick of hearing people come up to me saying their life is not worth living anymore! Some come up to me to complain they don't have the job they deserve , some come up to me saying they're depressed because their boyfriends husbands, fiances etc... left them for someone else and they just wanna kill themselves because life is not worth living in it anymore. People don't realize they have more chances in life to make their life much better they can make the change as Long as they're willing to live a better life. Let's go back to 9/11 how many people were trapped inside of those buildings with no where to escape they couldn't make plans for a better tomorrow as we can. My point is think about all those people in desperation with no escape from their nigh mares they only had 2 options jump out the window or burn alive. WE have so many other choices to benefit our life. We can find a better job if we head the right direction and put our minds into it. And if we get d

Darkness
When there are clouds and fog everywhere, the world is dark, but that does not mean the sun has decomposed. Why is there no light? The light is never destroyed; it is just enshrouded by clouds and fog. The pure mind of all living beings is like this, merely covered up by the dark clouds of obsession with objects, arbitrary thoughts, psychological afflictions, and view and opinions. If you can just keep the mind still so that errant thought does not arise, the reality of nirvana will naturally appear. This is how we know the inherent mind is originally pure. bryan.aKa.the.writer

20 Ways To Spice Up Your Sex Life
20 Ways to Spice Up Your Sex Life One thing is happily clear: Women are not about to take the waning of sex lying down! They're inventing all kinds of ways to keep the good times (and good feelings) rolling. Just take a look at the 20 great ideas below. It must be that we've gotten tired of being "tired." We want -- oh yes -- a little fun. Enjoy. 1. Pretend you just met him "When our sex life started to slow down, I started thinking about how another woman would see my husband if she just met him -- and this made me want to impress him. I did things like buying new lingerie, getting up just a little earlier than usual to join him in the shower or making time to play later in the tub. We totally rediscovered each other's sexiness after that." 2. Tease each other "Sometimes, when my husband and I wake up and hear the kids, we start kissing and caressing anyway. Of course we don't continue, but we get all worked up and then go all day stealing little looks and kisses. Sur

Stuff
well it's been a weird 2 weeks but before i start let me say this to the close friends that i have Im sorry for everything that went down i know i cant take it back but i can say it will never happen again. OK now for the weird 2 weeks i allmost cost myself the most wonderfull woman in the world then i ended up in the hospital for a week yeah im paying for my stupidity all i can say is i hope she forgives me and it will never happen again love you baby

Ladies I Need Your Advice
about a month and a half ago i broke up with my girlfriend who i was with for seven years and we have a four year old also. at the time of the brake up i thought i could handle it,but now i relize how much i need her in my life. im deprest all the time all i do is think about her i call her all the time. i cant seem to leave her alone. i need this women in my life she means every thing to me. how do i show her that she means every thing to me and show her that i have changed? when we were together i treated her like shit. i never cheated on her. i was just an asshole. so i geuss im looking for some advice on how to get her back. do i give her space or do i do what ever it takes to show her that ive changed and that i love her very much. i dont know if i can live without her. so please any adive on this would be graet. thanx

Mazu
Mazu, Chinese Goddess of the Sea Mazu, or Mat-Su, Chinese Goddess of the Sea, is the story of an extraordinary girl who became a goddess. The Goddess Mazu's stories even come to us in an unusual way. Usually we have to search the works of poets and philosophers, historians and anthropologists, when wishing to explore the myths of the legendary ladies we call goddesses. But ancient government edicts, court documents, Taoist scriptures, and even shipping logs provide the stories of the young girl and the goddess she became. Mazu . . . a goddess, even after a millennium has passed . . . arguably the most worshiped in the world with over 1,500 active temples and 100 million devotees. Hers is a fascinating story. The Chinese goddess Mazu has many names and titles. Known in different regions as Matsu, Ma-Tsu, A-ma, Tianhou, and other names, with numerous titles that include "Motherly Matriarch", "Kuan Yin of the Southern Sea", "Daughter of the Dragon", and "Empress of Heaven"

The Biker
THE BIKER When you see us moving past you quickly: Don't take offense or think we're trying to "show off". Ninety five percent of the time, we're trying to get out of your blind spot or taking ourselves out of a potential dangerous situation that has evolved around us. Distancing ourselves from you does not mean we want to race, but that we're giving ourselves the edge we need at the moment. When you hear our horn: Don't take offense or think we're trying to aggravate you. All we're doing is letting you know where we are in relation to you on the road, and we're more than likely aware of your inattentiveness to us while you're talking on a cell phone, eating, reading or involved in some other distracting aspect to your driving. It's important to us, and you, that you know we're there. When you hear our loud pipes: Don't become angry and hostile toward us. Yes, some are quite loud, but for some, there's a purpose behind being loud.

Uhhhgggg Stupid People
I so dispise stupid people and that seems like all I have dealt with today. First of all the stupid tree trimmers that my neighbor hired was dropping lims over the privacy fence into my backyard. I went out and said something about them taking them with them and told them I would put my dogs inside so that they could. Well the stupid men did take them, but then left the gate open. HELLO, I SAID I HAVE DOGS. Why the hell would you leave a gate open to a backyard that 1.) you had to open and 2.) not only has dogs, but also has BEWARE OF DOG sign right on the gate. So it's not like they idiot guys could forget that dogs lived in the yard! Anyhow thinking that they were smart men (stupid me) let my dogs back out into their yard without checking the fence. I had to hunt my dogs down! I am so glad nothing happened to them while they were out of the yard!

Thank You Carlos
Just want to send a thank you out to Carlos out for buying me a blast today.. People have been begging me for more pics, So I managed to take a couple Tonight.. As For Saulte pics go, I was asked for them by alot of people. SO I'm only doing saultes to people who buy me blast, or a big pimp'n gift, or a Cherry Spot light. They Will Get to have an Input on How they want it done. and what props they want involved (chocolate, cherries, oil, feet fetish ones, its up to you. The Bigger The Gift the more pics you get, 1 day blast , 1 pic, 7 day blast 3 pics, 30 days blast 7 pics. I've done 3 examples of saultes to people. I got a folder made just for them and 1 in my default to promote it. Carlos, James and Jester have boughten me blast.. Thank you so much. here are the links to the new pics.. Lots of Love and Kisses SexySherry ~Pole Princess~

Look At This
My One and Only You'll always be my one and only, the one I'll never forget. The times we share are always special, memories, I won't ever regret. I care for you deeply and give to you my heart. I always knew you could be the one for me, I fell in love with you, right from the start. All I want to do is hold you close and never let you go. Tell me you'll stay here with me, please, don't tell me, 'No'. Your love comforts me at night, it never leaves me lonely. You're all I'll ever need in life, you are truly my one and only.

My Disney Alter-ego
You scored as Goofy. Your alter ego is Goofy! You are fun and great to be around, and you are always willing to help others. You arn't worried about embarrassing yourself, so you are one who is more willing to try new things. Goofy63%Peter Pan63%Sleeping Beauty50%The Beast50%Pinocchio50%Snow White25%Donald Duck25%Cruella De Ville19%Cinderella13%Ariel6%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

Aaarrrhgg
Well I'm weak, I've gotten back into the smokes again and it pisses me off, GRRrrrr I've kicked over 4 major habits, habits that were more addictive, and more fun, Why can't i kick smoking? ARrgg.. I'll try again next week.. *sigh*

I Need To Get Laid And Its About Damn Time.
So I passed my 1st practical for the semester and I am feeling really good. But I still have one little itch. And obviously Im bored so here is some useless info. BE HONEST! 1. HAVE YOU GOTTEN LAID IN 2007? yes 2. EVER HAD SEX IN A PUBLIC PLACE? yes. 3. EVER LAUGH DURING SEX? yes 4. EVER CRY DURING SEX? no, and i hope i never will...? 5. DO YOU LIKE TO CUDDLE AFTER SEX? sometimes, but not always 6. EVER REGRET SEX WITH SOMEONE? definitely 7. EVER FAKED AN ORGASM? sadly, yes 8. DIRTY TALK, OR SHUT THE FUCK UP? talk dirty of course 9. EVER HAVE UNPROTECTED SEX: yes... 10. EVER MASTURBATE TO YOUR FRIENDS SIGNIFICANT OTHER? Yes but they are both women 11. EVER HAVE A ONE NIGHT STAND? yes. 12. EVER HAVE A THREESOME? yes. 13. EVER WATCH PORN DURING SEX? regularly 14. EVER THOUGHT OF SOMEONE ELSE DURING SEX? yup 15. HAS THE CONDOM EVER BROKE? ha ha ha...no 16. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING SEXUAL EXPERIENCE? i

The Rain
One rainy afternoon I was driving along one of the main streets of town, taking those extra precautions necessary when the roads are wet and slick. Suddenly, my daughter, Aspen, spoke up from her relaxed position in her seat. "Dad, I'm thinking of something." This announcement usually meant she had been pondering some fact for a while, and was now ready to expound all that her six-year-old mind had discovered. I was eager to hear "What are you thinking?" I asked. "The rain!" she began, "is like sin, and the windshield wipers are like God wiping our sins away." After the chill bumps raced up my arms I was able to respond. "That's really good, Aspen." Then my curiosity broke in. How far would this little girl take this revelation? So I asked... "Do you notice how the rain keeps on coming? What does that tell you?" Aspen didn't hesitate one moment with her answer: "We keep on sinning, and God just keeps on forgiving us."

Persephone
Persephone, Greek Goddess of Innocence and Receptivity and Queen of the Underworld Persephone, a Greek goddess known in her childhood by the name Kore (or Cora, meaning young maiden), was the only child of the union of Demeter (goddess of the bountiful harvest) and Zeus, the mighty king of the Olympians. The Greek goddess Persephone was born when Demeter was Zeus' consort, long before his marriage to the goddess Hera. By all accounts Persephone had an idyllic childhood, raised by her nurturing mother and played with her father's other daughters, the Greek goddesses Athena and Aphrodite. Always a cheerful and compliant child, the little goddess Persephone was a parent's dream. According to Greek mythology Persephone's life was soon to change. As signs of womanly beauty began to shine along side her childlike innocence, the adolescent goddess Persephone unwittingly attracted the attention of the Greek god Hades, brother of Zeus and ruler of the underworld. One can hardly blame Hade

Rhiannon
Rhiannon, Celtic Goddess of Inspiration and the Moon Rhiannon, the Celtic goddess of the moon was a Welch goddess. The goddess Rhiannon's name meant “Divine Queen” of the fairies. In her myths, Rhiannon was promised in marriage to an older man she found repugnant. Defying her family’s wishes that Rhiannon, like other Celtic goddesses, declined to marry one of her "own kind". Instead, the goddess Rhiannon chose the mortal Prince Pwyll (pronounced Poo-ul or translated as Paul) as her future husband. Rhiannon appeared to Pwyll one afternoon while he stood with his companions on a great grass-covered mound in the deep forest surrounding his castle. These mounds, called Tors, were thought to be magical places, perhaps covering the entrance to the otherworld beneath the earth. It was thought that those who stood upon them would become enchanted, so most people avoided them. So it is no surprise that the young prince was enchanted by the vision of the beautiful young goddess Rhianno

Song Written And Sung By A Soldier.
If I die before you wake... Back home now I know you're probably sleepin' Over here it's the middle of the day I finally found the time to write a letter Sittin' here a half a world away I heard about all them folks protestin' As if I really want this war But that don't stop me from believin' There's just some things worth fightin' for CHORUS And if I die before you wake, I pray the world will take A good look at what God's given us That we could only understand, everything is in his hands All we need is a little faith and trust I want you to know it ain't too high a price to pay If I die before you wake Tell everybody that I miss them And I can't wait to get back home But until then I'll serve my country And be proud to wear this uniform CHORUS No it ain't too high a price to pay If I die before you wake

Tara
Tara, Goddess of Peace and Protection Goddess Tara is probably the oldest goddess who is still worshiped extensively in modern times. Tara originated as a Hindu goddess, the Mother Creator, representing the eternal life force that fuels all life. There are many embodiments of Tara, but the best known are the White Tara and the Green Tara. The peaceful, compassionate White Tara gently protects and brings long life and peace. The more dynamic goddess, Green Tara is the "Mother Earth", and a fierce goddess who overcomes obstacles, and saves us from physical and spiritual danger. In Sanskrit, the name Tara means Star, but she was also called She Who Brings Forth Life, The Great Compassionate Mother, and The Embodiment of Wisdom, and the Great Protectress. Adopted by Buddhism, she become the most widely revered deity in the Tibetan pantheon. In Buddhist tradition, Tara is actually much greater than a goddess -- she is a female Buddha, an enlightened one was has attained the h

White Buffalo Calf Woman
White Buffalo Calf Woman and the Mother of Life White Buffalo Calf Woman's legend is ancient, arising about 2000 years ago, and is central to the spiritual practices of numerous Native American nations. Various, but similar, versions of the legend of White Buffalo Calf Woman are told. The brief story presented here is based primarily on the story of White Buffalo Calf Woman at various websites as told by Joseph Chasing Horse, Traditional Leader of the Lakota Nation. “It was told that next time there is chaos and disparity, she would return again. She said she would return as a White Buffalo Calf. Some believe she already has.” Words of Chief Arvol Looking Horse, 19th Generation Keeper of the Sacred White Buffalo Calf Pipe of the Lakota Nation While two warriors were out hunting buffalo, a white buffalo calf appeared. As she approached them she changed into a beautiful young woman... which is how she came to be called the White Buffalo Calf Woman. One of the young w

Yemaya
Yemaya, Goddess of the Ocean and the New Year They call her the goddess Yemaya, Ymoga (Mother of the Fishes), Iamanga, and Balianne. She traveled with them from Yoruba to distant lands, comforting them in the holds of the slave ships that took them far away from their homeland in Africa. Today she is also celebrated under many other names, including the virgin Mary (Our Lady of the Immaculate Conception), Stella Maris (Star of the Sea), and Our Lady of Regla...to name but a few. Originally Yemaya was a river goddess of the Yoruba in Nigeria, far from the ocean. She was a nature spirit, an orisha, a powerful guardian spirit that reflects an important aspect of the God of the Ife religion. An orisha manifests itself as a force of nature. When her people were hoarded onto the slave ships, Yemaya went with them, thus becoming the Goddess of the Ocean. Actually Yemaya shares responsibility for the ocean with another orisha. Okolun rules the dark and turbulent depths of the ocean.

Your First One Night Stand!
A successful young woman hungry for romance meets and begins a fling with a mysterious man in this cautionary erotic thriller. Available in "conservative" and "erotic" packaging. Add a myspace jukebox to your profile.

Up-down Sideways
as I look inside my mind I feel that I'm increasingly blind The darkness and depression have rumbled my soul as I fall into the deepest hole forever falling never to end my heart is calling for a friend. Loneliness is a mirror with no reflection a frame with no picture the one and the same spiraling downward will the wings lets me fly or I will fall until I die.slowly feeling returns to my mind a glimmer of light and no longer I am blind.

Ha Choo Cha!
That right there was some quality jimmy-kicking! I can't remember the last time a stranger kicked me in the jimmies for no apparent reason with quite the same force and accuracy. I have no idea what the hell I'm talking about anymore. WEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Mommie
THE PILLS WENT DOWN ONE BY ONE BUT PUMPED UP ALL AT ONCE MOMMIES DIRTY SECRET NO MORE CANT HIDE THIS ONE FROM DADDY DEATH CAME KNOCKING GENTLY STOPPING THE BEATING CALL BUT THE DIRTY MAN PUMPED AND MOMMIE STILL BREATHS WHY DID DADDY DO IT CALL THE DIRTY MAN CAUSE MOMMIE WAS EMBRACING DEATH SHE PULLED DEATH CLOSER CLOSER THAN SHE EVER PULLED DADDY WAS JEALOUSY KNOCKING ON DADDYS DOORS MOMMIE LOVED MR DEATH TWICE THE PILLS WENT DOWN TWICE THEY PUMPED BACK UP DADDY JUST LET HER GO JEALOUSY GETS YOU NO WHERE AND YET MOMMIE STILL BREATHS

Update On The Pretty Eyes Contest :d
Hey everyone! I have had enough people join but I would love to have more... I am going to start that contest at 10 am mountain time on friday feb 9th... and I am going to end it the following friday feb 16th at 10 am mountain time.... There is still enough time to join if you would like :D... the rules are this... You can comment bomb yourself... I will do prizes for first and second in rates and I will do prizes first and second in comments... the prizes will be determined at the end of the contest... Please be respectful of the others in the contest... and have fun :D... sounds simple enough right? xoxoxoxo ~SillyElliebobellie~

Just Something I Wrote Today
Untitled Flesh painted crimson with my own blood. Purple spreads across my body as the life drains from it. Blue are my eyes as the tears of my death fall. You don't care I am going. You don't notice my absence. The breath leaves my body, my lungs. The last of it comes in a sigh of regret. Of loss, for I have lost so much for you. Forced to sacrifice all for you over the years. Pain and hurt have followed me with your hurtful words. You, the one who should of loved me all along, left me to the wolves. Cold and alone, wishing for love and beauty. Never finding what I seek. And now, just as I have found what I so greatly desired, you ruin all. You stab with your words and beat with your lack of love. How could you have forsaken me? ~Sarai~

Unusual Names...
Okay, who has an unusually spelled and often mispronounced name? first or last? how is the spelling compared to the pronunciation? This is a major issue with me, people are forever not saying my name right, and going to the dentist 2x this week and e.r. once, it is getting on my nerves!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Only I Come When You Call
Only I Come When You Call I stand between the here and there Darkness closing everywhere I'm not alive but I'm not dead I live within the hours of dread Helpless hopeless I am bound No salvation to be found Waiting for the light of life To desolve as I end strife I enter shadows dark and deep Waiting for new souls to reap Come take my hand and you will see Why all the world bows to me I am not woman nor a man I am a God in any land Call all the Dietys that be And only I shall set you free I am the ender of all pain My nature is such I can't refrain Ask any God to heed your call Only I will answer all I am the one that you all fear I am Death and always near ©Dark

Ok New Contest Enter To Win And Get A 7 Day Cherry Blast
having a hottest women of ct contest. submit your pics to me or i could rip the best one from your gallery. the requirements are you need 15,000 comments to win. i will put your pic in a contest folder on my page and get all your friends to come there to vote for you. i will start taking applications today and will till saturday when the contest will start. the contest has no limit and the hottest ct woman proven by all there comments on there pics will win the 7 day blast. are you the hottest ??? do you have what it takes ???? then enter now. the second place prize will be a 1 day blast and the 3rd prize will be a big pimping gift of your choice. so join today and contact me so we can get this party started. pic your hottest pic or take a new one to show the world why you are so hot. you are allowed to comment on your own pics, but please add me as friend to do so. good luck

Back From The Dead
Two dark limos and an suv arrive a the home of Josephine. Not aware of what is about to happen she and her husband sleep soundly. Her sister is in the baby's room. Her Best friends are in the kitchen not aware of anything then it happens. Gun fire galore. Her friends duck in the kitchen Lisa grabs the baby and hides in the closet. Her friends make a run to there bedrooms to get the arsenal of weapons. Too late they get caught running up the stairs. Suddenly a group of thugs barge into Josephines room grab her and Christian. Lisa hides trying to quiet the baby. They get dragged down stairs. Two bouncer looking men have Christin on his knees he's bleeding from the mouth. Some tough looking girl holds Josephine. The woman looks a little crazed. Then walks in another woman with a long black coat. There is something familar about her. The woman gets close to Josephine. Josephine is shocked. There standing before her is a woman who should be dead. The woman takes off her dark mir

Pieces
And sometimes all I want is a piece of you for every piece of me... I have wrecked a home; not a happy one, but a home nonetheless. I have become something I never thought myself capable of. I am the other woman. And it's not even full time. It's part time. It's...whenever there is time. Which there rarely is. And deep down I know why I did it. And it isn't any of those sickening reasons most people do things they would normally never do (i.e. "I'm still in love with him/her" or "I just can't let it go...") Oh, no. I did it out of pure and unadultered (ha!) hatred. I wanted to smash every ounce of happiness that he could possibly ever obtain from his current living situation. Because he stole pieces of my heart that I stupidly and willingly gave away AND that I can never get back. I want every piece of his happiness until it's equal to the happiness of mine that he smashed and threw away. I don't love him anymore. I sure as hell don't need him anymore. The only sick need I have i

Control?
Don't let me see your soul. The flaws contained enthrall me. Manipulation, a well sharpened tool of my trade softly, sweetly controls who I want you to become. Be my villain, for you are sufficant at the part. I know you breath, but are you real? And if your not, amuse me! Inside as you captivate we slowly descend as one. Locked behind the past of others struggling to sink below. I pull your strings as you hold my mind. Who contorls whom? -Alyssa (P.S. i wrote this in five minutes or so. dont be to harsh, lmao)

Help!
okay... why would the american cancer society website be considered an credible source?? I can't think, and this assignments due in less then 30 minutes!!!! omfg... i just looked at the sylabus and its due tommarrow at 11:55 pm, not tonight at 11:55 p.m... I thought it was the eighth today! but thanks for any input, cause i still cant think!

Im Here For You
I know right now the times are hard and things just seem unfair but baby know within your heart that for you I will be there. Theres nothing more that I could want than to hold you in my arms. To let you feel my safe embrace. To shield you from any harm. Your feelings wash right over me and I can feel your sorrow. Just know that I will hold you close throughout the day tomorrow. I love you more than words can say and I just want you to know that you have my heart in every way. With you I will always go. If you need a shoulder to shed some tears. Baby, thats what Im here for. You can always talk to me. My heart is your open door. Im sorry for how things are right now but Im right by your side. As your man and as my life baby, youre my pride.

Thoughts
Today I had to work. The usual day at Panera Bread, of course though they had me close dining room. That is always fun. A trained monkey can do it. Ok well my mind wanders when there is nothing stimulating for it to do and where it goes it is always a mystery til it gets there. My mind has a tendency to wander. When I was in the Navy it would wander whenever I had to stand watch. Ok watching the bathroom at 2 in the morning is very boring. Ok so back to where my mind went today. It was pretty much an overview of my life. Where I am, where I have been, where I am going. I mean all that I have experienced in my young life. Yes I am 19 but with my experiences I act well beyond my years. I was taking care of my mom after her surgeries when I was 5 years old, dealing with my mom telling me to act more like an adult instead of the kid I was. I guess I never exactly had the chance to have a normal childhood I guess, but I was a straight-A student that wrote great papers. Then i

Empty
Empty Exhausted, enervated, labotomized and viviasected. Emotional duress. mental anguish. Rung out, Strung out, stretched bow string taunt. heart plays lamenting song. A dirge Used up Terrified, un-sanctified. Sight-less dry Empty echos resounding. down the corridors, of my mind. Desolate chambers abound. Shelved dreams. naive with the obscene. Missing answers to lost questions. Aimlessly wondering as desolations thrall. Just another aggrieved soul. Mired in desperations morass disconsolate alone with it. Reaching out with vacant eyes. Pouring myself into unresponsive minds For a glimmer. Odds are getting thinner. Becoming translucent. transcended Alone.

The Story Of Ross
So...What do i write about eh ? Do i spin a great yarn, to keep you entertained ? Tell a story about some exotic, far away place, and wow you with tales of imortal beings and dragons, both grand and grotesque ? Fantasy is a great escape. I mean who can blame someone for wanting to escape this place ? No. No, i believe that for this first story. I'll spin a yarn about something deeply imbedded in reality. I'll tell a tale of Hope. I'll tell you a story of someone i only wish i could have met before. I'll tell you the tale, of Ross McGinnis. Or atleast, what i know of him. Ross was a 19 year old American male, serving his country in the war on terror in Iraq. He was a young man from Knoxx, a small town in western Pennsylvania. As i sat in my comfortable home last evening, whatching the world news. I heard Ross's name for the first time. He was the latest local soldier to die in this war, so far away. The news anchor explained what had happened that day, as Ross'

Ya Know Ya From Ny When.....
YOU KNOW YOU'RE FROM NEW YORK WHEN... 1. YOU'RE 44 YEARS OLD AND DON'T HAVE A DRIVER'S LICENSE. 2. YOU RIDE IN A SUBWAY CAR WITH NO AIR CONDITIONING JUST BECAUSE THERE ARE SEATS AVAILABLE. 3. YOU TAKE THE TRAIN HOME AND YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHERE ON THE PLATFORM THE DOORS WILL OPEN THAT WILL LEAVE YOU RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE EXIT STAIRWAY. 4. YOU KNOW WHAT A "REGULAR" COFFEE IS. 5. IT'S NOT 'MANHATTAN'; IT'S THE "CITY." 6. THERE IS NO NORTH AND SOUTH. IT'S "UPTOWN" OR "DOWNTOWN." IF YOU'RE REALLY FROM NEW YORK YOU HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO CONCEPT OF WHERE NORTH AND SOUTH ARE.... (AND EAST OR WEST IS "CROSS-TOWN"!)

Website Update
Hey Cherryland: Here is a quick update since the long one wold make me cry haha After the server crash I have managed to get things going like 90% and then my sister showed up out of nowhere to visit me so I dropped everything to chill with her. I dont see her often. Anyways the new server is a pain since im not a Unix guy but im managing. Ok so now I have updated all new valentines stuff go check it out :P Hosted by CherryTagz.com Also I have disabled the Custom Glitter words cause I need to install something (if u know unix msg me PLEASE!!) Skin generator seems to work for some and not for others and I am working on that now. Thanks for understanding!!! Much Love!!!!! Vlad

What Women Want
why is it a woman can have a good man .... the man that fulfills her needs and, looks after her with the best of intentions..takes care of her and her offspring that, by the way are not his children keeps her secure in every dimension and treats her like a fuckin queen and , in all his humble efforts she waits til her old boyfriend gets out of jail with no job and who was,by the way is in jail for beating her ass and slingin drugs ... Then she cheats with this man witout even trying to cheat on the down low or to hide it in any way from the man that has her best interest at hheart and would walk through fire for her .... why do some woman stoop that damn low ... my best friend has just been through it all .. and i really feel 4 him mabey someone can help me with this....

Blah Long Ass Day
So today has been one trying day. I feel like it's only been one rotten event after another and it didn't end until I got home. Really it's only been a few events but they all occured within a few hours... I was hanging out at home this morning minding my own business when my mom called and told me about her idea to attempt to find a child to do day care for and that she had called Kristin to talk and that her voice mail message had changed. In fact it had changed to, "Hi you've reached the former extension of Kristin *****." This seemed rather odd to me so I called Westwood College and asked for her, where I was promptly told that she was no longer with the school. This wouldn't really bother me except for one thing. In our divorce agreement Kristin agreed to cover my health insurance for a year. Unless she got fired first. Which you know, stuff happens you can't help it. However it seems to me that if she did get fired, and most especially if she quit, that she owes me a phone

My Life
This is the time that I am alone, no one around to call my own. This is the time that i fear, because its scares me to the bone. This is the time I hate to see, because its not where i can be me. This is the time where im depressed, becasue of the hatred and doubting. This is where it all starts, the fight until my depart this is where it all begins, the pain where i had a heart. this is what i see, nothing good that happens to me. All i see is the pain and the torture, will i ever be free? Ive been heart all my life, by mostly everyone i see Some only did things, cuz they felt sorry for me I thought they meant it, but it was a joke and that was when i heart went far from broke The things I face, the things i hear Made me invisible and my heart disappear, I lost my feelings, I lost my thought I still have fear, but by what i was taught I have no heart, I have no feelings i have no hope, I have no meaning. I am invisible, im not seen in life. I may not grow up

Tool!!!!!!!!!
Well, tool will be here march 29th, tickets go on sale in a few days... SOOOO getting them.... just so ya know... other than that... school is going great. Some days i feel like a total idiot, othertimes i feel like an over acheiver. I am just like, wow.... I forgot what it is was like having homework and school work, and all that crap. I had a busy day today, also. Filed my taxes and all that. Fun Fun. And i have another paper to write. Hell i never stop writing papers. It's crazy. Wow, i really don't have much to say... just been really stressed recently... need to shave also... OOOHHH I got the coolest mix cd from tiffany with this really sweet card... i about cried. She is sooo awesome. She is like, she best friend in the world... i luv her to death!!!! I don't kno what i would do w/ out her... And ihave a baby shower to attend also, for Erin.... her and her baby factory self but that'll be fun. Need to find the invite and schedule it in my phone... damn, i nee

Life Is A B*tch!
I noticed that life is a bitch. But lets face it, a lot of people may have known this already, but now im just realizing it to its full extent. to be honest, i use to just let shit happens and go about my business, then i realized u cant ignore it everytime it comes about. sometimes u just have to face it or go for it, whether u like the outcome or not. lets face it, we all have been through some things we like and didnt like, and most of us has it worse than others. believe me, life isnt easy, but u just cant let it stop u from doing what u want to do. It has been many times i have wanted to give up on life due to false friends, being played by females who i thought really liked me, the adults not expecting me to make it, teachers not giving a damn, who love to see u fail, and dont wanna see u make it (well some), family, and not being able to accomplish my dreams because people wanting me to be like them or someone else they know. And another thing i really hate, this talk of reli

Lousy Night............
I'm just going to vent here for a moment because I don't have anywhere else I can. Please, don't feel obligated in any way to read this, again, I'm ust trying to clear my head. Tonight was probably one of, if not the, worst nights of my life. My 18yr old daughter was involved with a man where she works. He is 37, divorced twice, 4 kids, the whole nine yards that you don't want to see your daughter go for. About 4 days ago she came home screaming for me, because her heart was broke by this sorry bastard. Tonight, we get the news that they are going to get back together and we areexpected to accept this, no questions asked. Needless to say, this has ripped her mothers heart out as this is just one in a long line of losers she has associated herself with. Bottom line, after a shitload of arguing, ahouting, talking and discussion, she was given the choice to end this whole thing with him or get out and don't come back. This sounds cold and heartless but she has fought us tooth and

10 Rejection Lines Given By Women (and What They Mean)
10 Rejection Lines Given By Women (And What They Mean) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1. I think of you as a brother. (You remind me of that inbred banjo-playing geek in "Deliverance.") 2. There's a slight difference in our ages. (You are one jurassic geezer.) 3. I'm not attracted to you in that way. (You are the ugliest dork I've ever laid eyes upon.) 4. My life is too complicated right now. (I'm waiting for a rich sugar daddy.) 5. I've got a boyfriend. (I've got a vibrator.) 6. I don't date men where I work. (Hey, bud, I wouldn't even date you if you were in the same solar system, much less the same building.) 7. It's not you, it's me. (It's not me, it's you.) 8. I'm concentrating on my career. (Even something as boring and unfulfilling as my job is better than dating you.) 9. I'm celibate. (One look at you and I'm ready to swear off men altogether.) 10. Let's be friends. (I want you to stay around so I can tel

Home Remedies Part One (tea For Colds And Flu)
Well we all know cold and flu season is know vast apon us so I decided to share some of my herbal know how of my shamantic know how with you all. Tea for a common cold and mild flu. 1/2 teaspoon sage- natural anti congestant 1/2 teaspoon gensing-energy aid 1/2 teaspoon green tea leafs- antioxidant 1/4 teaspoon ginger powder- immune system booster 1/4 teaspoon mint- taste and helps stomach mix well till the herbs are all mixed well and let step in hot water(1 cup) for 20 mintues to extract all the goodness of all the herbs sweeten if must but suger is known to cuase further stomach discomfort and make sure to drink plenty of water for sage will dry you out

Omg!!!
OMG I just wanted to thank whomever it was that sent me a pair of Diamond Earrings from the Cherry Tap Gift Shop!! They are gorgeous...and of course it came right along with a Crush!! I am sending my gratitude out this way because it was all totally anonymous...((Lots of Love from Becky Leanne...AKA...Poetic_eyes4))

Friendship Is Built
Friendship is built, even though miles keep apart Spirits touch as if time has no barrier Souls united once again as in time of old. I cherish your friendship now as I have always through out time. GegiCluck20070207

New Orleans Traditional Titty Flashing!
Hey ladies only...As you know.. I am a detective here in new orleans with the NOPD! I survived Katrina, the gunshots, the flooding and the caos! I lost everything i ever owned.. Now you can help cheer me and my friends up by taking part in my Happy Mardi Gras Show your tits for beads contest. Just send me your flashing pics and a winner will be selected on mardi gras Day which will be Tuesday Feb 20th 2007. Please creativity is requseted and they must be completly exposed.. no need to show your face... Winner will get a special prize to enjoy... So please have fun and happy mardi gras!!!!!

Which One Do You Like Best?
ok now i know these seems really superficial of me but i have a question....i have five dresses that i recently bought. now normally i dont go on shopping sprees like this but i wanted something pretty for when i see my husband. the thing is i cant choose which one is better. i uploaded them to my photos under the album named "which one?". if you guys could stop by and vote for one id really owe you all one. thankx in advance kisses ya'll

These Are My Feelings.
The only reason I'm still here is pain. Or, better yet, causes me pain. Basically, I have no reason to live, Except torture. So, what's the point? To be sick? Physically, causing mentally. To live through hell, in preparation for it? To languish for love, and recieve it naught. I ask again, what is the point? Just another nameless samaritan, Whom noone will miss. He could pass with all his friends around, And noone would notice until the stench Was so horrible that it choked their lungs. How meaningless an existance. Yet, not meaningless enough to go unpunished. Sucrease is what I crave. An end, comparable to the sweetest nectar. The sheerest ecstasy holds nary a candle to the Reaper's embrace. I wish to join my grandfather, as I have since He left.

The Verve Pipe-the Freshmen
When I was young and knew everything And she a punk who rarely ever took advice Now I'm guilt stricken Sobbing with my head on the floor Stompin' baby's breath and a shoe full of rice no... I can't be held responsible Cause she was touching her face I won't be held responsible She fell in love in the first place (Chorus) For the life of me I cannot remember What made us think that we were wise and We'd never compromise For the life of me I cannot believe We'd ever die for these sins We were merely freshmen My best friend took a week's Vacation to forget her His girl took a week's worth of Valium and slept Now he's guilt stricken sobbing with his Head on the floor Thinks about her now and how he never really Wept he says I can't be held responsible Cause she was touching her face I won't be held responsible She fell in love in the first place (Chorus) We've tried to wash our hands of all of this We never talk of our lack in relationships And ho

Live It Fully Every Day
In the Last 2 weeks I have been so lucky, and I have realized how precious life is. Our house burnt...but me and all my babies got out completely unscathed. If the fire had happened 2 hours later, things would have been much different. Thankfully, The only things lost were material goods. My Baby came home on Emergency leave, to help regroup our family, salvage what we could, and find us a new home, I could not have survived the ordeal without him. I Love Him so Much, and in the midst of all the wrong, things were slowly made right again. The day before he left to go back to Georgia, my Nick made me his wife. And I couldn't be happier knowing I get to spend forever with my soul-mate. SO Let me extend this wisdom to you all, Life is precious and fragile. Embrace every minute of it, for it could quickly be taken away. I know every-one of us have heard it before...but being that close to it, knowing what could have been. I truly understand it.

Saliva-always
I hear... a voice say dont be so blind... Its telling me all these things... That you would probably hide... Am i... your one and only desire... Am I the reason you breath... Or am I the reason you cry... Always... always... always... always... always... always... always... I just cant live without you... I love you... I hate you... I cant live without you... I breathe you... I taste you... I cant live without you... I just cant take anymore... This life of solitude... I guess that Im out the door... And now Im done with you... I feel... like you dont want me around... I guess Ill pack all my things... I guess Ill see you around... Inside... it bottles up until now... As I walk out your door... All I hear is the sound... Always... always... always... always... always... always... always... I just cant live without you... I love you... I hate you... I cant live without you... I breathe you... I taste you... I cant live without you... I just cant

Love Quote # 5
Love Quote # 5 Winter Moonlight The snow, so peaceful and serene, caressed by the soft moonlight, gave magical feelings to the night. The soft blue glow, the lovers' words that then did flow, their lips closer and closer until, locked in the throes of a passionate embrace, he decided to express his feelings, to keep her safe. He whispered softly, his words like music to her ears, "I Love You," and her response the same, heard like the gentle breeze, "And I, love you, forever." That was the night they promised to be together through everything, each to care for the other when old and gray A lovers' pact the most likely to last. - Krista J. Mikula -

Love Quote # 8
Love Quote # 8 The Magic Of Love Love is like magic And it always will be. For love still remains Life's sweet mystery!! Love works in ways That are wondrous and strange And there's nothing in life That love cannot change!! Love can transform The most commonplace Into beauty and splendor And sweetness and grace. Love is unselfish, Understanding and kind, For it sees with its heart And not with its mind!! Love is the answer That everyone seeks... Love is the language, That every heart speaks. Love can't be bought, It is priceless and free, Love, like pure magic, Is life's sweet mystery!! - Helen Steiner Rice -

Go Outside To Get Out Of The Storm
So distant, or at least wishing to be. I feel trapped in this body. In this 'life', Or the mockery of it which I have. I long for courage, Though I know it will abandon me. It, as has every dream I've ever had. Always letting me believe that it may be Within my grasp. And then just as I reach for it, It jumps away, sending me hurtling, Head first, towards the worse feeling you Can have. It's my fault, though. Noone else to blame. I reach for thing outside my grasp daily. I know I'm going to fall, but some things Just seem worth the pain. Have you ever known Someone who couldn't just come out and say what They mean, for fear of hurting others? I know several. I'm one. I actually care. It seems to be a crime, sometimes. At least, that's the way people treat it. "Why do you care?" Because I'm not cold. "Why do you love her?" Because she means the world to me. "Why do you..." Why the questions when you know you Care not for the answers? Just let me be...

Webcams & Messenger
well what else can i say about friggin webcams.. made purely for randy little vouyers who like to flog themselves off while watching some young girl showin her fluff and tuff... PLEASE... and why is it when people add u to messenger the first thing they say is "do u have webcam?" well fuck me... is that the best u can do.... really think of something new to say...at least get a girl turned on to you first... do you think the webcam was created by a man?... i surely do, hey im not complaining being a naughty girl myself from time to time... well most of the time... but its when the itsy bitsy teenie boppers get thier hands on them that i get really pissed off.. Some choice comments i have recently recieved in messenger(from teenies) were do you suck? wheres the kitty? show me your pussy and wait for it...i wanna see you swallow.. very amusing..when im provoked i am not girl who sits back and says nothing... so beware little boppers if u ask me the wrong thing you are likely to get bitc

Cherokee Wisdom
Cherokee Wisdom An old Cherokee was teaching his grandson about life. "A fight is going On inside each one of us," he said to the boy. "It is a fight to the Death, and it is Between two wolves. "One is darkness -- he is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, Arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false Pride, superiority, and ego. "The other is enlightened -- he is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, Humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, And faith. The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his Grandfather, "Which wolf will win?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed." What is a Warrior?

What Is A Warrior~
WHAT IS A WARRIOR A Warrior is the protector of his family, clan and his tribe A Warrior is the guardian of the old ways so that they are not forgotten A Warrior is not motivated by greed, political ambition or fame A Warrior will not put himself above others in need And above all A Warrior is the living spirit of our Grandfathers

Once Again
WELL I GUESS THIS IS AS GOOD A PLACE AS ANY TO TRY TO FIGURE OUT WHY MY INSTINCTS THAT ARE THEIR TO PROTECT ME JUST SEEM TO GET ME HURT--EVEN THOUGH THEY ARE RIGHT EVERY TIME? I DONT THINK I CAN MEND MY BROKEN HEART THIS TIME--OR MY TRUST IN PEOPLE--ITS JUST ONE TOO MANY TIMES NOW. AND THE THING THAT SUCKS IS HE GAVE UP ON ME WAY TO EASY--BLAMED IT ON ALL KINDS OF THINGS--BUT IN THE END I JUST DONT THINK HE LOVED ME. IT WAS TOO EASY FOR HIM TO LEAVE--TO BELEIVE I WOULD DO SOMETHING UNDERHANDED LIKE SET A TRAP FOR HIM--AND THEN HE FELL HEAD LONG INTO THE TRAP THE OTHER ONE ACTUALLY SET. AND I CAME OUT THE LOOSER--OF COURSE HER GIG WAS UP--HE BUSTED HER ON IT--BUT THE DOUBTS WERE THERE AND NOW HE IS GONE--AND HE WENT WAY TOO EASY--SO HOW DO I MEND IT THIS TIME--MY HEART MY TRUST--MY SOUL--ITS ALL GONE NOW AND SO IS HE--OFF TO GREENER PASTURES I GUESS--AND IM LEFT ALONE AND HURTING AND DEVEASTATED--WILL I EVER COME BACK FROM THIS--NO DONT THINK SO--BUT I HAD TO DO SOMETHING TO EASE THE HU

Arch Enemy-we Will Rise
Tear down the walls Wake up the world Ignorance is not bliss So fed up with second best Our time is here and now I am the enemy I am the antidote Watch me closely I will stand up - now We will rise Rise above Stereotype Fools Playing the game Nothing unique They all look the same In this sea of mediocrity I can be anything Anything I want to be We will rise ------------------- In 2000, hot fuckable Angela Gossow picks up the pieces of Arch Enemy, and drives it home (in my pants) with this melodic facker.

A Perfect Circle 46 Song Playlist--leave Comments If U Like It Please
"IF YOU CHOOSE TO PULL THE TRIGGER....SHOULD YOUR DRAMA PROVE SINCERE. DO IT SOMEWHERE FAR AWAY FROM HERE."--MAYNARD JAMES KEENAN (TOOL & A PERFECT CIRCLE) FROM "THE OUTSIDER" "So pure So rare To witness such an earthly goddess That I've lost my self control Beyond compelled to throw this dollar down before your Holiest of altars I'd sell My soul My self-esteem a dollar at a time One chance One kiss One taste of you my Magdalena" --MAYNARD JAMES KEENAN (Magdalena) 3 LIBRAS threw you the obvious and you flew with it on your back, a name in your recollection, thrown down among a million same. difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed and passed over when i've looked right through to see you naked and oblivious and you don't see me.but i threw you the obvious just to see if there's more behind the eyes of a fallen angel, the eyes of a tragedy. here i am expecting just a little bit too much from the wounded. but i

Apparently I Have A Lot To Say Today...
Twice in the same day...but for some reason this blog calls to me. It's as if there's something I need to say or perhaps a better word for what I feel compelled to do would be vent. My life has been quite complicated as of late. Not only am I confronted daily with the fact that I am a 33 year old, divorced, bisexual mother of 2 but to add to it what my heart's been going through recently...it's insanity at it's most insane. I won't bore you with the details or anything so trivial as names and actual events but I will pose to you this question...Are all men as stubborn and pigheaded and macho wannabe as the one I've been dealing with? I mean can we chalk it up to some hormonal or chromosomal deficiency? Or is it an environmental thing that causes a chain reaction? Perhaps something in the water? Is unwillingness to admit that you may need someone a normal guy thing? Could this possibly be the reason for never wanting to stop for directions when they're lost on the interstate in BFE at

A Special Day!
Today Feb 8th is Dodgers Birthday, his 1st! I dont know how we will be celebrating yet. I did have a chat with him tonight about girl dogs since he is getting older & may be taking an interest (hasnt been fixed yet) lol. I think it was one of those blah blah blah moments because he wagged his tail & kissed me ;) Dodger is in the cutest pet pic contest (if u hadnt heard already). If you would like to place a comment vote for him, the link is below. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=261283&albumid=198359&i=3396330849 Enjoy your day! Hugs to you all =)

Bodyjar-one In A Million
Sometimes when I'm driving in my car I wish that you would take the wheel But you're not there, Its so unfair What if I hit that dog again? Sometimes when I'm lying in my bed I let those voices in my head Influence me, to some degree Now I'm not sure of anything I wish you knew what I was thinking of They told me to breathe, They told me to lie down I figured it out, you're one in a million 'Cause I'm writing the words down I figure my chances are one in a million I dont know why, and I dont know where to begin Sometimes when I'm running out of cash I'll jump a taxi in a flash I know its wrong, his light was on And I just had to get to you Sometimes when I'm talking on the phone I get advice from the dial tone Its nothing knew, and I'm confused I know i'm losing my mind. I wish you knew what I was thinking of They told me to breathe, told me to lie down I figured it out, you're one in a million 'Cause I'm writing the words down I f

~bosslady's I'm Nekkid Contest~
**ATTENTION PLAYMATEZ** THINK YOU GOT IT ??? I NEED TO KNOW IF U WANNA ENTER NO LATER THEN MIDNIGHT EST ON FEB.15 UNLESS ALL MONTHS ARE FILLED UP AND I WILL UPDATE BULLETIN AS SOON AS I CAN Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com ~~ OK HOT LADIEZ I'M HOLDING A CONTEST STARTING FEB.16 OPENING AT 1 PM EST(FRIDAY) AND IT WILL END ON FEB 28 12 MIDNIGHT EST(WENESDAY). I WANT 12 LADIEZ ONE FOR EACH MONTH. **RULES ARE AS FOLLOWS** .. NO HATING ON OTHER PEOPLE IN CONTEST .. U MAY BOMB YOURSELF..COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED .. HAVE FUN !! .. IF THERE IS A TIE IT WILL COME DOWN TO RATES AND COMMENTS SO MAKE SURE TO TELL YOUR FRIENDS TO RATE ALSO .. YOU WILL HAVE TO PIMP YOUR SELF..BULLETINS,BLOGS,BLASTS,STICKY ETC.. ..MONTHS WILL BE AVAILABLE AS SOON AS THIS POSTS SO IF YOU DON'T LET ME KNOW RIGHT AWAY THE MONTH U WANT MIGHT BE TAKEN ** I WILL BE TRACKIN CHERRY BUCKS EARNED AND ALL WILL BE SPENT ON WINNER THRO CHERRY GIFT SHOP WHEATHER ITS ONE BIG GIFT OR SEV

Blah ......new Blog
hmm so whats new.. Not much Iv been bored.. Drinking smoking weed.. Tryin to fix this shit hole we live in keeping myself busy and being kept in the dark as to my legal situation! Oh well tis life n it goes on till the powers to be choose otherwise! How a coke head is in charge I will never know Its like Im cursed From em Got crazy bush out to kill us all n my stalker just out to do w/e to me lol Anyways Im usually on myspace once a day so.. add me on myspace but dont use microsoft use firefox or bill gates will fuck your shit up lol jk http://www.myspace.com/fakehater27

To Every Girl...
To every girl that dresses cute not skanky. To every girl who wants to be called beautiful not hot. To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you. To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chose that bitch instead. To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend. To every girl who would just like once to be treated like a princess. To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak. To every girl that wont get down on her knees and open her mouth just to get a boyfriend. To every girl that just wants to hold hands. To every girl that kisses him with meaning. To every girl who just wishes he cared more. To every girl who would just once want a guy to give their jacket up when they are cold. To every girl who just wants him to call. To every girl who lies awake at night thinking about

Friendship
1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3 When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much Worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. This is my oath.... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask; "because you are my friend". Friendship is like peeing your pants, everyone can see it, But only you can feel the true warmth.

Another Day In Paradise
You know I have really been trying to understand how everything has ended up so wrong. I feel that everything I have believed about people to be completely and utterly wrong. I actually thought that being a marine wife meant that the other wives that I met would be decent and caring individuals that understood how I felt and gave me someone to relate to. I come to find out that is nothing but a lie. I truly believed these women I had come to know were my friends and would stick by me. I have found out that they are quick to save there own behinds and lie to keep themselves out of trouble. The sad part about it all is when you bring my family in to this garbage and make false allegations when the consequences of these actions can bring devastating affects. Now I am stuck in a place that I can't get out of. I must be patient and the truth will prevail! I just hate having to watch all this havoc go on for no reason. I must say to the people this pertains to, I feel so sorry for you and th

I Thought!
Theres somethings that cannot be explained how you hurt me and broke my heart.. I cry at night with all this pain..... How could you let us fall apart... How did i not see any of this before... the way this all would end.... You hurt me as you walked through my door Through endless tears my heart will never mend I thought that the world had lost its way.. Its so hard sometimes....... Then i fell in love with you And you took that away...... Its not so difficult ...the world is not so difficult I thought i would always love you. I thought i would always need you.. I thought i would always care for you.. I thought you cared for me too.. I thought you always loved me. I thought you always needed me. I thought you always cared for me. I thought i cared for you too... I was a fool....you were a fraud.. I thought it was unconditional I must have missed the claus... {ohh why oh why oh why!} Why was I so weak to see how you hurt me... Why was I so blind to your

Wow Thought I Was Finished
I REALIZE THAT I AHVE BEEN A TOTAL FOOL--ILL TRY TO BE BETTER AT IT NEXT TIME--ILL RUN LIKE HELL WHEN THOSE GUT FEELINGS START WILL AVOID ALOT OF HEARTACHE...KEEP YOUR FREINDS CLOSE--YOUR ENEMIES CLOSER--IF I HADNT I MAY NOT HAVE BEEN ABLE TO PROOVE I DIDNT DO WHAT I WAS BEING ACCUSED OF--MY SAVING GRACE--SO NOW TO GET OUT THE SUPER GLUE AND THE ARMOUR AND FIX MY HEART ANBD NEVER LET ANYONE IN IT AGAIN

The Key Board And How We Use It Or Abuse It
Good Morning. Here is one for you and one I bet we all overlook daily. THE KEYBOARD! Yeah right there it is in front of each of us daily. I bet most of these are filled with dust mites, crumbs of some kind of food that was eaten near it and grime. Grime is just dirt and sludge that has taken a home in a spot if left alone too long. The computer Keyboard. We all use it. And abuse it. Ever find yourself thumping to hard on it? Oh heavens yes if you are playing a game and need to shoot fast, run faster jump higher? Oh yes then you have smashed a key or two. Ever get one of those keys that does not respond like it should so it gets extra hard thumps. One, that locks up? How about the Homer Simpson Key the “Any key” …That is a tuff one to find…. How about all those function keys F1,F2,F3 and so on and so forth the ”Control, ALT, Delete” My gosh there are endless combinations if you really look into it. Just what do those keys do? The Function keys? I mean I know at work (my place of busines

Disturbing
yesterday/tonight has gone by really fast i slept for 3 hours and woke up now its all most 4:00 a.m. i had a very disturbing dream about an old friend of mine i havent seen for years... its scary and sadning just out of the randon when you just think of someone you havent thought of for years my dream was about my friend scott westly bowen during the time i knew him when i was the age of 14 and the dream took place in the back of shopping store... i was walking very slowly and a song was playing of a piano solo (in a sad way) i was coming across a dumpster and see this person laying there in their own blood covered in cuts and stab marks i jump to my scenses to help the person and come to see it was my friend wes... tears coming out of his eyes and he said to me "alex if there is ever a time, a person, a moment, in your life what ever you do... dont ever let it pass you by" i asked him what do you mean by that? and before i finished my question he was already lifeless n

Who Am I?
am i real? yes, of course. in another world, another dimension. i feel, get bored and exited, i hate and i love. i guess i live, therfore. a second life... www.secondlife.com Hey there, my name is Ayshe. I live in the fantastic realms of "second life". Arrived only three days ago. I'm quite slim, well, could be slimmer of course, but I'm feeling fine the way it is. I got long black hair that has a faint reddish glimmer in the sunlight. And I got dreams that extend it's length by far. And it's glamour... I was what you'd call a well protected child. And a well protected young woman, that is, as I'm in my early twenties already. For a turkish girl, I'm rather tall, 174 to be exact. Oh, I haven't mentioned my background yet? Yes, my parents came from Turkey, but I was born in a western european city. No siblings. No traditionalist family, no headscarf, no veils - can't even really speak Turkish! Still, one could argue, this background is the reason for me being so well protected.

Valentine Contest
I'm in a Valentine's Day contest. Think I'm the cutest? sweetest? nicest? Why don't you come vote for me? Do you have anything better to do? Just click the picture to vote and comment. Commenting/voting ends February 13th @ 11:59 pm

One Flaw In Women!!
One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes,

Political Rant
Did everyone hear the latest from the Iraq investigations in Congress. They shipped over 363 TONS of 100 dollar bills about 10 Billion dollars (that's with a B) and handing it out from the back of trucks with no accounting. Ok besides the incredible stupidity of the idea to start wtih just how much of that billions went to the damn insurgents to buy weapons to shoot our own troops??? Or was stolen by the contactors that are raping us for billions every day. Even besides the horrible waste of life if not a single person had die it will still destroy this country by putting us in debt for a generation or two. Rant Over

I Really Need Your Help!
The SEXIEST EYES CONTEST just started and im already wayyy behind, what have u guyz been sleeping or something...lol jk. So if everybody can just CUM by and leave me some comments that would be fantastic, Every lil bit helps, so if you can just leave 1 then thats cool too! I would really really appreciate ittt!!! Thanks a lot and LUV YA GUYZ!!! Click on da pic and leave as many comments as possible!! Click and Comment, Its simple!!!

Who Brings Thier Kids To A Nightclub?
We have met some pretty cool people on here, but there is one thing that has troubled us from day one. Pictures of peoples kids on the same web page that they have posted risky and naughty pictures of themselves! WTF? We signed up on here because we thought it was an adult only club. Who brings thier children to a nightclub? we sure as hell dont! Not to slag on people so much but C'mon! when we are out trying to meet and mingle with adults at a club you never see children there EVER! its against the law. We have kids but when we come on here looking for a party, we sure dont bring our children. So please dont take it rude when we delete you for having pics of your kids up. Its nothng personal....we just dont want the kids involved in any way in adult play :) Peace all!

Female Ejaculation?
When it comes to turning a woman on, there’s wet, and then there’s wet. You can learn how to unleash a tidal wave of orgasmic juices in your bed. Read on to find out more about the phenomenon of female ejaculation. How It Works Females ejaculate? Yes, they do. We’re talking about a gusher of fluid spurting out of her pussy as she comes. Actually, to be more accurate, the fluid comes squirting out of her urethra. Don’t let this gross you out, though; its not pee! Female cum is a clear, odorless liquid produced by a small organ called the female prostate, or urethral sponge, which is located between the urethra and vagina. The fluid it produces just happens to come out of the pee hole, but...so does guys semen, right? While some women may experience ejaculation naturally in the course of intercourse or other sex play, most require some concentrated stimulation of the G-spot. Massaging the G-spot causes the urethral sponge to become engorged with fluid, which is then expelled dur

I Been Thinkin
well i am once again pregnant && i jus finally got my own place so im movin out my moms this weekend... it will be hard maybe i guess but i think i can do it the only bill i ever had to really pay was my phone bill so i think i can manage my bills and take care of my responsibilities... i want to thank all of my cherrytap friends for leaving me comments even though i havent been on here && commenting u guys... i really appreciate it, it makes my feel like i really do have people out here that do care && my mom && my fiancee has been my biggest support && i love them dearly... without them i dont think i will be were i am today...thank u guys for reading my blog && taking time out ur day to leave me comments

Woah!
I'm sitting here minding my own business and my cell rings and it comes up unavailable so of course i don't answer cuz i typically don't answer those calls so the first time i don't answer then they hang up n call me again n i'm like ok guess i'll answer here it was an FBI background investigator LOL i was like great wtf did i do now? LMFAO Here he was calling for our power plant n then of course i'm thinking great they are after me cuz i'm behind on my bill hahaha then he proceeds to tell me that he's doing a background check on my ex....cuz the job my ex does once a year they go do work for the power plant and its like very very high security and they do all kinds of checks n stuff...well all the guy wanted to know what during the times my ex was laid off from work n had gaps in his work history what was he doing? lol i guess they just wanna make sure people weren't selling drugs or make sure u weren't out of the country training to be a terrorist lmfao! but yeah kinda freaked me out

Have You Ever?
Have you been in this Position? Keep this in mind when you have something to return and the store gives you a hard time. A woman went to a K-Mart service counter and told the clerk she wanted a refund for the toaster she bought because it won't work. The clerk told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Suddenly, the woman threw her arms up in the air and started screaming, "PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!!!!" The befuddled clerk ran away to get the store manager in front of a growing crowd of customers. The manager comes to the woman and asks,"Ma'am what's wrong?" She explained the problem with the toaster, and he also told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Once again, the woman throws her arms up in the air and screamed, "PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!" and doing so draws an even bigger

Insanity
Break the silence Release the disease Unleash the desire That brings me to my knees Cold hearts wander violently As they trickle through society Lonely people coping Controlled contemplations Contorted expressions Fearing to yell No more Break the silence Break the silence Release the disease Unleash the desire That brings me to my knees Festering thoughts brought to the surface Need not be uncovered any longer Out they come Full throttle Speeding screaming Bleed it Feel it Yell it Break the silence Release the Disease Unleash what plagues me I will bring you to your knees Lifted now Weightless No desires left to burn No controlled contemplations Or contorted faces burning No fear to yell I broke the silence Here I come Broke the silence Released the disease Unleashed the desire Now I am on my feet (9/10/05)

Rawr
Lala. Anyway. So anthony and i are doing very well. Things in my life have gotten a tad bit screwed up, but thats typical we know =]. But things with anthony are well :P. =] w00t. ♥ ♥ ♥ Rate my blog puhlease.

Inside My Mind
Inside Your Mind. 184 unique Q's.Inside Your Mind.What do you like about yourself?:I like how well I cope in a difficult situation What do you dislike about yourself?:Lack of confidence Do you have any special talents?:Lol my tongue is talented What are some of your hobbies?:Making random films Do you accept your anger?:Kinda Do you accept your sadness?:No Do you accept your worry?:Yes Do you accept your confusion?:Yes Do you accept your anxiety?:Yes Do you accept your fear?:Yes What is difficult for you?:Talking About You.Favorite color?:Blue/Black/Red/Purple Favorite song?:Bat Country - Avenged Sevenfold Favorite band?:Avenged Sevenfold Favorite movie?:Freaky Friday Favorite teacher (past or present)?:Mitch Favorite book?:Harry Potter Favorite thing to do?:Making people laugh Second favorite thing to do?:Going to the cinema Favorite website?:Chapter Four Do you like your looks?:lol eh Do you like your body?:NO Describe yourself.Length of hair?:Medium length-ish Color of hair?:Dark b

Work
Damn... If I had another job or source of income to fall back on I'd walk today. Yesterday was indeed the worst day in a long time. When I first started here Diane and Jan figured I wouldn't last a week. Customer Service (esp when it's over the phone) is really harsh. I've been here two years and stuck it out much to everyone's surprise. I've had more people yell at me, insult me, swear at me and hang up on me than I have at any other job. Yet for all that I take it with sarcastic humor and occasional trips to a concrete wall that I like to hit. It's very rarely that you'll see me upset (at least, visibly) at work. But yesterday seemed like an unending stream of such people. I actually snapped at Nickey after the second hang up while I tried to hide the tears that had sprung up out of frustration. I went home, cleaned a bedroom like a madwoman and then burst into tears. I didnt' drink, even though I truly craved it. I figured it was a bad idea to drink when I was

Hey Sweeties
I was trying to give my friends comments today but my pc keeps freezing up. Not sure if its cherry tap or my pc. so I thought I would leave you all a cute comment here on my blog today.Have a good day sweeties...Lorie Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

New Daily Motivation!
Thursday, February 8, 2007 A positive light Every fear you feel is coming from you. All your thoughts of negativity are being created in your own mind. And because of that, you can be free of them. For it is you who ultimately decides where your mind will go and what it will hold. Your thoughts are not caused by anything outside of you. They are the result of the way you've chosen to respond to life. If your thoughts seem to be holding you prisoner, remember that those thoughts are of your own choosing. You can always, at any time, make a different choice. Simply imagine being free of your fears, and suddenly that's precisely where you are. Fill your mind with positive, empowering thoughts and you'll quickly crowd out the thoughts that bring you down. Reality is as it is, and you can choose to see it in any light you wish. Cast a positive light on life, and you'll connect yourself with real success. -- Ralph Marston

Battered
NO MORE VIOLENCE , NO MORE PAIN, WHY ARE YOU TRYING TO DRIVE ME INSANE, DO I LOOK LIKE A PUNCHING BAG, SOMETHING TO HIT, I'VE COME TO THE POINT WE'RE I DON'T GIVE A SHIT. HIT ME, SLAP ME , KICK ME WHEN I'M DOWN THE SMILE ON MY FACE IS NOW A PERMANENT FROWN, YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME WITH EVERY PUNCH, YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME, AS I LISTEN TO THE BONES CRUNCH. I AM AFRAID TO LEAVE, AND YET AFRAID TO STAY, AFRAID FOR MY LIFE EVERY SINGLE DAY, AFRAID THAT I HAVE DONE SOMETHING WRONG, AND KNOWING THAT I'M NOT VERY STRONG. AFAID TO LIVE, AFRAID TO DIE, AFRAID OF EMOTIONS, AFRAID TO CRY, SO I WILL BUILD A WALL AND BEHIND IT STAY, TILL THE ANGELS COME TO TAKE ME AWAY. WHO DO I TURN TO, WHERE DO I RUN, OH MY GOD HE HAS BOUGHT A GUN, I HAVE NO FAIMLY I HAVE NO FRIENDS WILL I HAVE TO SUFFER ALONE TILL THE BITTER END. SOMEONE HAS TO SEE, SOMEONE HAS TO CARE, OH DEAR GOD I HAVE TO GET OUT OF THERE, I CAN HEAR HIM COMING, I WANT TO RUN, BUT INSTEAD I GO FOR HIS GUN. I DON'T

Bill Gates V. General Motors
For all of us who feel only the deepest love and affection for the way Computers have enhanced our lives, read on. At a recent computer expo (COMDEX), Bill Gates reportedly compared the Computer industry with the auto industry and stated, "If GM had kept up with technology like the computer industry has, we Would all be driving $25.00 cars that got 1,000 miles to the gallon." In response to Bill's comments, General Motors issued a press release stating: If GM had developed technology like Microsoft, we would all be driving Cars with the following characteristics (and I just love this part): 1. For no reason whatsoever, your car would crash........ Twice a day. 2. Every time they repainted the lines in th e road, you would have to buy a new car. 3. Occasionally your car would die on the freeway for no reason. You Would have to pull to the side of the road, close all of the windows, shut Off the car, restart it, and reopen the windows before you could cont

Job Hunting Spell
Thursday, February 8 Job Hunting Spell ~Boudica~ Color of the day: Crimson Incense of the day: Coriander The best time to acquire a new job is in the first three months of the year, when you will find more opportunities and most likely be hired. If you are job hunting, examine your resume, polish it, and get help if you feel it is not up to standard. There are many websites that offer advice on resumes, and there are books available from the library as well. Draw a pentacle with your finger on the resumes you send out. It will bring you luck. And if a job strikes you as perfect, a few gold or yellow candles lit for the opportunity can only help. Local newspapers offer daily job opportunities. Network with friends and former workmates. A positive attitude will help you find that perfect job.

I Want You On It!
Hey People.. I just put a slideshow on my profile.. and I want all my friends, fans, and family to add their pic to it.. I would really love it !! Lots of Love and Kisses SexySherry ~Pole Princess~

Could I Request Some Help Please?
COMMENT BOMBERS REALLY APPRECIATED!!! I will give gifts to those who help! 10,000 comments and I will win a 7 day blast! I can't afford one at the moment, and I've been wanting one for awhile, so please help me out! And I will help bomb anything you post also, like I try to always do! Thanks and please repost!! Seana

Missing You
i've been living my alone trying to get you out of my life but after all this time i can't help myself but miss you you're once a dream that came true an illusion that turned to reality but suddenly, things turned differently the way they used to be untill such time i have no choice but to let you go you're the reason for my sleepless nights coz you keep stayin' on my mind i can't help myself from crying coz i'm missing you so much all the pain & sadness are bound inside my heart all the memories are still preserve in my mind i miss you so much coz i can't hide the fact that i'm still inlove with you my life will never be the same again now that you're gone i'll be trapped in this loneliness forever unless a girl like you will bloom into my life again.... I thought this was a letter I would never have to write, I hoped my tongue was something I could bite. I've realized its just something I cannot do, Here are my feelings, just a few. First, I'm

You Light Up My Life
So many nights, I'd sit by my window; waiting for someone to sing me his song. So many dreams I've kept deep inside me. Alone in the dark till you come along and you... Light up my life. You give me hope to carry on. You light up my days and fill my nights with song. It can't be wrong when it feels so right cause you....You light up my life.

Exxon Record Profits Also Shows Company Took Less Profit In Run Up To The Election
Exxon Record Profits Also Shows Company Took Less Profit In Run Up to the Election --Exxon, Shell and Marathon Oil Slashed Q4 Refining Margins to Temporarily Lower Pump Prices, Group Says (The Foundation for Taxpayer and Consumer Rights) 01 Feb 2007 Exxon set the record for the largest annual corporate profit of $39.5 billion last year... The Foundation for Taxpayer and Consumer Rights (FTCR) said today's earnings reports show that industry leaders cut domestic refining profits in the run-up to the November election in order to lower gasoline prices, very likely hoping to influence the mid-term election. The nonpartisan group is calling for Congressional investigations to determine whether Exxon and others manipulated the market to affect the election. http://www.consumerwatchdog.org/energy/pr/?postId=7346

Clawfinger-out To Get Me
They're out get me,I can't escape cos' they won't let me They won't forget me,They'll get me in their grip and sweat me They'll wait me out,and then move in under my skin They'll make me doubt,They're out to make me let them in I can't escape them, there's nowhere I can run and hide Make one mistake and, that's when they work their way inside They'll try and take me, they'll break me down and suck me dry I can't' let them shape me, they'll make me up and make me cry They're out to get me I wan't to leave but they won't let me out They're out to get me I wan't to leave but they won't let me out They won't forget me They'll get you in their grip and sweat me out They're gonna hit me, cuff me up and then bullshit me Then they'll outwit me, dress me up and make it fit me They'll lock the door now, Keep it shut and throw away the key They'll turn the lights out, What no one knows, nobody sees [Chorus ----------------------- I think they're out to get me.

Dream Lover
Kelley woke with a start. "Where am I", she thought. Looking around nothingwas familiar. It looked like she was in a trailer and older one but none the less a trailer. How did she get there she didn't know. Last thing she remembmer was seeing Duke come up to her. Duke was a guy Kelley seen some aroudn their small town. He's the best looking guy in town and every woman wanted him. The last thing Kelley remembered was him! He was talkign to her and she remembered his hand coming out to her and then nothing. She must have fainted. No food for a few days woudl do that to you. No one knew that Kelley had no food and was living out of her car and when possible freinds homes. "I told you no! That is final!" came an angery voice in the hall. Kelley crept to the door of the room she was in. It was unlocked. Good. Down the hall she crept till she foudn the room she was looking for. In that room were several men she didn't know and

Just A Little Talk
Been here for about 3 months. I've met some nice people and some not so nice. I don't know what is wrong with the system but sometimes I go to pages and leave messages and comments and later I get questioned why am I visiting and not leaving a message. I've been pegged a perv. This is hurtful. I don't understand why my messages aren't going thru but I am in fact leaving them. I am considering just leaving the tap because of this. This has occurred with more than one person. So I am taking this serious. I do admit to having a little bit of a voyeristic thing about myself. However, I will let you know I was there so that I don't come across as if I am sneaking doing anything. If for some reason anyone feel that way about me let me know I will stop coming by your place. I am not a stalker and a total perv. All I want is friendship and someone to talk to from time to time. I don't think that's asking for too much. Funny thing is that people are stopping by my page also and not leavi

What Do You Want From Me?
What do you want from me in this time of transition? What will be your final decision? Am I just a roof and a warm bed for now? Until she says "come back" and you start again somehow? You spend your days pretending it'll be alright But pass out in my bed each night. The tables have turned, now I've become her And you fight to become the couple you both once were. But where do I fit in? Will there be any room Or will the end come for me way too soon? Your heart is full of hurt I see it in your eyes The alcohol doesn't numb it No matter how hard it tries You miss them and it tears me apart Do I have any piece of your heart?

Poetry
Hidden Tears My hidden tears Start when I raise To another day of disappointment And demise My Heart falls quick My blood grows dry My head starts to hurt And I wish I could die But I won't because I'm yours and you are mine But do I know what to do Sometime But those tears The tears that I shed in the night Blind me with fright Sometimes I pray but always inside That someone may take me away Because I am afraid of losing you What awful heart break That would be for me So I pretend not to care And push the pain aside For in the darkness is where my soul hides

Immigration Overpopulation In U.s.
We all know Dick Lamm as the former Governor of Colorado. In that context his thoughts are particularly poignant. A while back there was an immigration overpopulation conference in Washington, DC, filled to capacity by many of American's finest minds and leaders. A brilliant college professor named Victor Hansen Davis talked about his Latest book, "Mexifornia," explaining how immigration - both legal and illegal was destroying the entire state of California. He said it would march across the country until it destroyed all vestiges of The American Dream. Moments later, former Colorado Governor Richard D. Lamm stood up and gave a stunning speech on how to destroy America. The audience sat spellbound as he described eight methods for the destruction of the United States. He said, "If you believe that America is too smug, too self-satisfied, too rich, then let's destroy America. It is not that hard to do. No nation in history has survived the ravages of time. Arnold Toynbee ob

Poetry
My fears, my dreams, my hopes My fears, my dreams, my hopes they are what make me. But they are not always as they seem to be. I am let down time after time As my fears become reality my dreams are shattered and my hopes were never there My fear of betrayal of being alone is beneath the surface waiting to come forth My dreams of a perfect life of having it all become nonexistent when I took my fist step and proceed to fall My hopes for the future for having whoever I desire were not there becasue I recieve no desire in return Why does life seem to have a way of letting you down on each and every day? I want some answers to help me out so my dream, my fears, and my hopes may come about.

The Week Just Gets Better
if ya read my last one you'll know what i mean i've done my line of work for almost 5 years now and have never hit any service at all yet this week i hit an electric cable sending 18000 volts running through the machine i drive. and today i hit a BT(british telecom phone line) so for the second time in a week i had the obligatory drink n drugs test man i think i need to find a new career anybody need a PIMP?

Redneck Social Etiquette
1. Never take a beer to an interview. 2. Always identify people in your yard before shooting them. 3. It's considered tacky to take a cooler to church. 4. If you have to vacuum the bed, it's time to change the sheets. 5. Even if you're certain that you're included in the will, it's rude to drive a U-haul to the funeral. Dining Out 1. When decanting the wine from the box, make sure you tilt the paper cup and pour slowly so as not to 'bruise' the fruit of the wine. 2. If drinking directly from the bottle, always hold it with your hands. Entertaining in Your Home 1. A centerpiece for the table should never be anything prepared by a taxidermist. 2. Do not allow the dog to eat at the table, no matter how good his manners are. Personal Hygiene 1 While ears need to be cleaned regularly, this job should be done in private using one's own truck keys. 2. Even if you live alone, deodorant is not a waste of money. 3. Use of proper toiletries can only delay

Touch My Heart
Touch my heart and I'll touch yours With a gentle word or two, For kindness bears the sweetest fruit That makes our dreams come true. Touch my life with tenderness And fill my cup with love. Share my dreams as I share yours Beyond the stars above. Take my hand as I grow old And lead me when I'm blind. Show me that you really care… Good Friends are hard to find. Touch my heart and I'll touch yours A little more each day And then we both find happiness Somewhere along the way.

Louisiana
I am working in New Orleans helping with the construction to rebuild houses. Sorry I haven't been on here and I miss talking to all of you. I check my messages as much as I can so you can keep leaving them.

Revamping The Texas Criminal System (repost Of Austin American Statesman Article)
Because I study criminal justice, these article just fascinate me at times. Tell me what you think about the article.... Kat Lawmakers look to revamp criminal justice system Rehab, treatment programs could expand By Mike Ward AMERICAN-STATESMAN STAFF Thursday, February 08, 2007 Billed as the biggest shift for Texas corrections policy in years, proposals to greatly expand rehabilitation and treatment for convicts have made headlines for months as legislative leaders grapple for a way to avoid building expensive new prisons. A month into the legislative session, the massive reform bills have yet to be filed. And they probably won't be either, say lawmakers pushing the changes. "Most of the changes we want are already allowed in current law," explains House Corrections Committee Chairman Jerry Madden, a Plano Republican. "We're going to do most of (the reforms) this time through (the) Appropriations (Committee)." For the first time in decades, a drastic cultur

Vampires Promise
Vampires Promise She came to me Every night for a year. Sometimes in my dreams, she would call to me Promising immortality. At other times. She would creep through my window one hundred feet from the ground Alabaster skin and hair raven black. A vision of beauty professing love for me Regaled with tales of a thousand years Of love to stretch to eternity Tempting me to surrender my mortality A paltry price my soul In exchange for eternity by her side I professed my love Agreed to the price When her fangs broke my skin erotic fire lit me from within MY body rigid with bliss as my heart began to slow fear began to creep in in those last moment as i began to die I realized The bitch lied

Blonde In The Snow
It was snowing heavily and blowing to the point that visibility was almost zero when the little blonde got off work. She made her way to her car and wondered how she was going to make it home. She sat in her car a while it warmed up and thought about her situation. She finally remembered her daddy's advice that if she got caught in a blizzard she should wait for a snow plow to come by and follow it. That way she would not get stuck in a snow drift. This made her feel much better and sure enough in a little while a snow plow went by and she started to follow it. As she followed the snow plow she was feeling very smug as they continued and she was not having any problem with the blizzard conditions. After an hour had passed, she was somewhat surprised when the snowplow stopped and the driver got out and came back to her car and signaled for her to roll down her window. The snow plow driver wanted to know if she was all right as she had been following him for a long time. She said tha

This Land Is Your Land
This Land is Your Land: Why the Preservation of Natural Resources is important for the future By: Tim Danos In the song This Land is Your Land, Woody Guthrie sang about the importance of the protection of our inherited land. By singing, This land was made for you and me, he describes the state of how humans have acquired the worlds natural resources and how mankind is just as much a part of nature as the smallest ant. Just as the evolution of technology is exciting, it can also be damaging to the balance of biodiversity in surrounding habitats. However, by setting goals and regulations, the needs of the diversity in an environment can be done without damaging the American economy. Throughout the 20th century, leaders in the United States have shown that the preservation of our resources can intertwine with the needs of industries. Theodore Roosevelt was the first President to effectively regulate in support of the environment. President Roosevelt declared fifty-one wild bird r

Higher Raven
HEAVIER THAN HEAVEN HIGHER THAN GOD THIS BLACK ANGELS WINGS WERE CUT OFF THE RAVEN SREAMING NEVERMORE LOVING YOU IS LIKE SUICIDE SLOWLY KILLING ALL THE DEMONIC PAIN RAIN DROPS FALLING ARE BURING MY FLESH I FALL TO MY KNEES TO PRAY BUT A SINNER CAN'T PRAY LOST WORDS BEING SOADOMIZED LIKE A PREACHER TO A YOUNG BOY DAMNING A PURE SOUL WHILE HE SCREAMS HELP ME, FORGIVE ME ITS OK HE CAN'T HURT YOU ANYMORE TELL IT TO SOMEONE THAT BELIEVES YOU

Former U.s. Attorney Says He Was Ordered To Resign
Former U.S. attorney says he was ordered to resign 07 Feb 2007 Former U.S. Attorney John McKay told The Associated Press on Wednesday that his resignation last month was ordered by the Bush administration, which gave him no explanation for the firing. "I was ordered to resign as U.S. attorney on Dec. 7 by the Justice Department," McKay, who had led the department's Western Washington office, said in a telephone interview from Washington, D.C. "I was given no explanation. I certainly was told of no performance issues." http://seattlepi.nwsource.com/local/6420AP_WA_US_Attorney_Seattle.html

Your Release
You and I alone, beneath the stars finding ourselves . . . learning each other, touching for the first time gently, timidly our tongues searching tasting each other your hand caresses my neck tenderly sliding to my breast your tongue follows, licking softly sucking, fondling my nipple I run my fingers through you hair as you travel back to my neck my face, my lips I skim my nails down your body searching . . . then finding quietly I gather my hand around you feeling your length I stroke you, sensing you grow my overwhelming desire builds I have to taste you I run my lips down you my teeth scraping delicately licking. . . until I close my mouth around you . you fill me with yourself your flesh within me I take my time exploring enjoying you your movements, your pleasure, your excitement becomes mine the need to satisfy us both consumes me I feel your body trembling for relief closer closer until you can no longer contain. . . .

Did You Know This About Teen Dating Abuse???
Groundbreaking Research Provides Clear Evidence That Technology is Taking Teen Dating Abuse to Disturbing New Levels, Yet Abuse Remains Hidden From Parents? Thursday February 8, 9:00 am ET WASHINGTON, Feb. 8 /PRNewswire/ -- A new survey on teens and dating abuse released today reveals that an alarming number of teens in dating relationships are being controlled, threatened and humiliated through cell phones and the Internet with unimaginable frequency. The research also reveals disturbing data that a significant majority of parents are completely unaware of this type of dating abuse and the dangers facing their teens. Among the many findings: Teens report dating abuse via technology is a serious problem * 71% of teens regard boyfriends/girlfriends spreading rumors about them on cellphones and social networking sites as a serious problem. * 68% of teens say boyfriends/girlfriends sharing private or embarrassing pictures/videos on cell phones and computers is a

Parents These Days
Here in Birmingham a woman left her 3 yr old son with her 9 yr old son. The house caught fire and the 9yr old tried to pull the 3yr old out of the blaze. She was charged with manslaughter for the death of the 3yr old. What I somtimes don't get is this, all of these ppl out there are having kids left and right while others can't have any. I am one of those who can't have any. I am blessed to be the mother of 3 children because of parents like her, but look at all the children who suffer because of these idiots out there who do the craziest shit. I have been a foster parent for 5 yrs and I have seen children that have been hurt so badly that there is no hope of changing them or helping them. It brings tears to my eyes to think that a woman who carried a child in her womb for 9 months and brought a precious gift into the world could do this. Things have a way of working out for the good in the end, but damn. I hate to see these children hurt like this.

What The Intials Ct Really Stand For.
Sure the easy reach is CT is for Cherry Tap, but if you do any comment/rating bombing it could stand for carpal tunnel. Careful clicking everyone. Take a break once in a while if your hand starts to feel funny.

The Foreplay
In the touch of a caresses dancing inside you. I want to make love to you with tender words Reaching the deepest part of sensual poetry, Alliterating the clitoris of vibrating verse. So, so soft are the words massaging within desires That you sigh upon the delivery with anticipation Reaching upon that pinnacle of climatic delivery, Which climaxes feminine fantasy on wet dreams. All this and all I said was “Hi”, shaking your hand. Just imagine, if I hold you with words around you! Walking down the sensual path of adoring you so That you float upon clouds of romance blossoming. Then I would lay you down and kiss you so lightly That your heart would burst inside you wanting more. But I would hold back respecting the slow foreplay, As my fingers would trace over your bodies artistry. With you initiating, I would hold back, holding hands, Awaiting the full moon’s glow swaying into our music Creating the howl that would leave you climbing high Ba

Love Will Find Out The Way
Over the mountains And under the waves, Under the fountains And under the graves; Under floods that are deepest, Which Neptune obey, Over rocks that are steepest, Love will find out the way. When there is no place For the glow-worm to lie, Where there is no space For receipt of a fly; Where the midge dares not venture Lest herself fast she lay, If Love come, he will enter And will find out the way. You may esteem him A child for his night; Or you may deem him A coward from his flight: But if she whom Love doth honour Be conceal'd from the day- Set a thousand guards upon her, Love will find out the way. Some think to lose him By having him confined; And some do suppose him, Poor heart! To be blind; But if ne'er so close ye wall him, Do the best that you may, Blind Love, if so you call him, Will find out his way. You may train the eagle To stoop to your fist; Or you may inveigle The Phoenix

My Favorite Quote
Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceithed. Its never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful. Love takes no pleassure in other people's sins, but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes. I love this quote. It explains alot for me.

For Shits And Giggles.
1. If your life was a little glass ball, who would you trust enough to give it to?: GIVE IT DAVID BOWIE IN LABYRINTH, HE SEEMED TO HANDLE THOSE GLASS BALLS PRETTY WELL..LOL. 2. Do you think our futures are already planned out for us?: HELL NO, I REFUSE TO BELIEVE ANYONE CONTROLS MY LIFE BUT ME. 3. Do adults really understand teenagers?: ONLY IF THEY UNDERSTAND TO GIVE THEM MONEY, AND LEAVE THEM THE FUCK ALONE TO DO WHATEVER THEY WANT. 4. How often do you feel like you just need OUT?: EVERY FUCKING DAY. 5. What would you do if you found out someone very close to you (for example, boy/girlfriend you've been dating for years) told you they were a member of the KKK?: HIGHLY DOUBT THEY WOULD BE MY FRIENDS IF THEY KNEW WHO MY FAMILY MEMBERS WERE, AND MY UTTER HATE OF RACISTS. 6. Does the music you listen to effect decisions you make in your every day life? NAH, BUT THEY MAKE ME DANCE ALL FUNNY LIKE. 7. In the end, will we all be forgiven?: I HOPE NOT, SOME OF THINGS

The Marriage Test
The Marriage Test True story, I was happy. My girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. My parents helped us in every way, my friends encouraged me, and my girlfriend? She was a dream! There was only one thing bothering me, very much indeed, and that one thing was her younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty years of age, wore tight mini skirts and low cut blouses. She would regularly bend down when near me and I got many a pleasant view of her underwear. It had to be deliberate. She never did it when she was near anyone else. One day little sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived. She whispered to me that soon I was to be married, and she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome and didn't really want to overcome. She told me that she wanted to make love to me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister. I was in total shock

4 Questions
Q1: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? It's Braille for "suck here". Q2. WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? It's the same as a French kiss, only "down under." Q3. WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q4. WHY ARE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? Because when they come, they're wild and wet. But when they go, they take your house and car with them

Page For Quotes From History
http://www.famousquotes.me.uk/franklin_benjamin/index.htm Very intresting site to visit, how so many of these quotes, you bring into play in your life, if you really think about it John-Paul x

Bar Joke
A guy walks into a bar with his pet monkey. He orders a drink and while he's drinking, the monkey starts jumping all over the place. The monkey grabs some olives off the bar and eats them, then grabs some sliced limes and eats them,then jumps up on the pool table, grabs the cue ball, sticks it in his mouth and swallows it whole. The bartender screams at the guy, "Did you see what your monkey just did?" The guy says, "No, what?" "He just ate the cue ball off my pool table - whole!" says the bartender. "Yeah, that doesn't surprise me," replies the patron. "He eats everything in sight, the little twerp. I'll pay for the cue ball and stuff." He finishes his drink, pays his bill, and leaves. Two weeks later he's in the bar again, and he has his monkey with him. He orders a drink and the monkey starts running around the bar again. While the man is drinking, the monkey finds a maraschino cherry on the bar. He grabs it, sticks it up his butt, pulls it out, and eats it. The bartender is d

Lawyer Died
A guy phones a law firm and says, "I want to speak to my lawyer." The receptionist says, "I'm sorry, but your lawyer died last week." The next day the same guy phones the law firm and says, "I want to speak to my lawyer." Once again the receptionist replies, "I'm sorry, but your lawyer died last week." The next day the guy makes his regular call to the law firm and say, "I want to speak to my lawyer." "Excuse me sir," the receptionist says, "but this is third time I've had to tell you that your lawyer died last week. Why do you keep calling?" The guy replies, "Because I love hearing it!"

Another Lawyer Joke - Cute
A lawyer trying to get tickets to a Broadway show, finally settled for a couple of seats a year in advance. When the exciting night arrived and he sat down in his seat, a woman in front of the lawyer noticed the empty seat next to him and asked why such a valuable commodity was unused. The lawyer replied that his wife couldn't make it. The woman asked him if he didn't have relatives or friends who could have used the seat. He replied, "Oh, they're all at the funeral."

A Little Bit
I was kinda hesitant to tell you Should I let you know I was never really like this before Need I say more Or maybe I'm confused when you are near me I don't know what to do or I should be There's only one thing in my mind That's you and me I'm a little bit of crazy I'm a little bit of a fool I'm a little bit of lonely I'm a little bit of all Oh, I need a cure Just a little bit of you And I will fall I'm always on the run to see you Would you allow me to It wasn't my attention to hurt you This feeling is true Or maybe I'm confused when you are near me I don't know what to do or I should be There's only one thing in my mind That's you and me I'm a little bit of crazy I'm a little bit of a fool I'm a little bit of lonely I'm a little bit of all Oh, I need a cure Just a little bit of you And I will fall

Dragons Anyone?
your dragon self (stunning pics and detailed results) You Are A Red Dragon, and, sorry to say, but this is bad! You are capricious, umpridictable, and greedy. You would travel very long distances to enlarge your treasure, and you would remember evry little coin and artifact in your loot. You live in caverns in hight moutains and consider anythings over 100km around your nest as your propriety. You hate humans and attack them as soon as they get in your sight. You will destroy and plunder the villages located on your territory and order the sacrifice of a virgin . You are are very fierce and cruel, but if a human gets to gain your trust(and if you didn't roast him before), you will be the best ally possible. You don't use a lot of magic, you are very smart and you breath fire.stone: rubyquote:"I have a right to my anger, and I don't want anybody telling me I shouldn't be, that it's not nice to be, and that something's wrong with me because I get angry" from Maxine Waters,you co

Is The Human Body Beautiful In General?
If you see a nude body, does it look beautiful to you?Why or why not? All Libras, please add your thoughts on this... I am curious to see if there is a general point of view among Libras :)

I Need You!!
Hey everybody!!! I am in the Sexiest Eyes Contest and I am already behind, crazzeee hehe....I need your help! So if you can swing by and leave as many comments as you possibly can that would be fantastic, any lil bit helps!! Thank you, and hope to see u there sooonnn!!! Ill help you too if i can!! Click on da pic and Comment, ites EASY!

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Am I real? Do the words I speak before you make feel That the love I've got for you will see no ending? Well if you look into my eyes then you should know That you have nothing here to doubt nothing to fear And you can lay your questions down 'cause if you'll hold me we can fade into the night and you'll know The world would die and everything may lie Still you shouldn't cry 'Cause time may pass But longer than it'll last I'll be by your side Take my hand And gently close your eyes so you could understand That there's no greater love tonight than what I've for you Well if you feel the same way for me then let go We can journey to a garden no one knows Life is short my darling tell me that you love me So we can fade into the night and you'll know The world could die and everything may lie But you won't cry 'cause time may pass And everything won't last but I'll be by your side Forever by your side so you won't cry -- for DJ

Friendship, Love, Life (version 2)
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most, saying something and wishing you hadn't or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. if you do they might break your heart...If you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to becaome a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to feel. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay welled up because our fear of rejection is too hard to handle. Life is all about risks that require you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done or could have done. What would you do if everytime you fell in love you had to say good-bye? What wold you do if ever

Help Me Please
ok cherryies i need help in the give away . for all my friends who have took the time to help me thank you very much, i still need alot of help , for those who hasnt help come help me out , if not they im goin to take you off my friends list , i help every one out. thank you to all

Re: My Friends
* FRIENDS FOR EVER * There's nothing as nice as someone who shares, your laughter, your secrets, your wishes and cares, someone who's there through your good times and tears, who stays by your side as your friend through the years. """I ALWAYS WILL BE HERE FOR U"""

Crazy People And The Cops
OOOKKK, well, there's this chick, who i wrote about a long time ago, some of you may rememeber... anyways, some drama got started... she seems to think I slept with her hubby... EWWWWW.... and all this other stupid crap, and she is threatening to kick my ass and blah blah blah blah blah... well, fuck her... whatever... but i told her to stop or i'd call the police, and i did... I'm not going to put up with that stuff. There is no sense in it. But, yet again, this is why i'm not friends with women. They act like psychopaths. Well, this one is worse... her husband went to prison for raping and molesting not only her son, but other people's kids, can't remember who... well, she is still married to him, still talks to him (which is why she got this lying bullshit story about me sleeping with him). It's crazy. I am, like, wow, how childish. So, fuck it. She can do as she pleases, she gets NEAR me, i'm going to go one step further, and file a restraining order. There is no sense in this..

Do You Really See Me
MAY MY BROKEN WINGS SET ME FREE LET MY SHAME BE WRITTEN FOR EVERYONE TO SEE MY BODY IS BLESSED WITH HATRED FOR MY OWN SOUL I HAVE A DISEASE BURNING IN MY HEAD TRYING TO KILL ME WHEN PEOPLE SEE ME THEY SEE WHAT I WANT THEM TO SEE MY EYES BLEED THE TEARS OF ANGER LEFT THERE BY THOSE I WON'T SET FREE I CAN'T COUNT HOW MANY TIMES MY BODY HAS BEEN KILLED I SHATTER MY OWN DREAMS WITH MY SELF HATERED I AM LIKE MY OWN GREEDY CHILD THE VOICES IN MY HEAD TELL ME TO RUN I QUESTION EVERYTHING BOUT MYSELF EVERYDAY I SCREAM INTO A SILENT ROOM JUST SO I CAN BE HEARD I HIDE MY EYES FROM REALITY I HIDE FROM THE WORLD THROUGH WORDS & MUSIC I AM MY OWN ENEMY SHOULD A GIRL LIKE ME FEEL SO MUCH HATE I LET ME DEMONS KILL MY PEACE CHANGE IS ALL THAT I KNOW I CHANGE SO THAT I WON'T GET HURT AGAIN I FEEL LIKE I AM LOOKING UPON A YOUGER ME TRYING BREAK HER FREE TO STOP THE HORROR MOVIE THAT IS ME I WATCH MY BLOOD DRAIN UPON A WHITE FLOOR TO SEE WHAT COLOR IT REALLY IS I SCREAM

First Time
I like this. It moves really fast and I am still trying to learn it all. Seems like everyone is so friendly and likes to have a good time. Hit me up or leave comments, I would like to get to know you all.

The Warm Soul
Poetry of loving heartbeats beating Words born upon verse breathing upon Fresh air thoughts, intellectual flight Germinating inside poets, so blessed. Poetry of love melting into canvas, Painting telepathic stroked imagery, Characters spouting spirited wings, Delicate butterflies of intricate detail. Russian River Redwoods swaying tall, Mountain terrain rushing rivers downhill, Vibrating ground springing wildflowers, Billowing clouds carrying soft touches. Sensual radiant warming sunshine rays Smiling deep within the warmth of soul. Fireplace crackling versed lovemaking Touching musical climaxing rhapsody. Poetry of love of a poet’s heart! Poetry of love of a poet’s mind! Poetry of love of a poet’s soul! Poetry of love of a poet’s being! Poetry of love that is in you!

Gone....but I Am Back Now
...So i have been gone for awhile...like a few months....i saw shooting a video...in spain...but i am back in the us now...i had fun in spain...it was really hot and the beach was fucking great...and my babies really loved the sand and the ocean...it was my daughter's first time on a plane and in water and sand...it was funny watching her react to the sand and the waves comign at her...but we all had fun...my best friend Molly and my sister came with me to watch the babies when i was shooting...but they were happy to come...even if they had to watch the kids alday...lol!!!! but the trip was a blast and i got really close to my friend...in a relationship way...i am not sure if i am bi or i just like having someone there that doesnt treat me like crap...like most guys do...but whatever...i am living my life the way i wanna and living day by day...so today i am with a girl...but i could be with a guy tomorrow...who nows...but whatever...later hugs & kisses Tiff

I...
through this lelectric looking glass the limatation is temptation frustration for i cannot touch feel smell breathe your essence. your hair is like a fire burning eternaly your eyes like a deep well full of refreshing water your face is a painting of a lost hope and a future dream to yet be realized by me just me, alone with this glass i don, to see beyond my own little world () the touch is electric the sounds silently whispering Love? or lust no one can fathom the deep desires of men i am man as plain as they come i just don't lie it comes as it comes, i hide my pride inside, never lied to my soul but i lost control of my flame and it consumed desire passion within : i am a slave now a tool for lust trapped by love tingling with anticipation the muse silently watches as my frustration builds

This Is Me!!!
You Are Bud Light You're not fussy when it comes to beer. If someone hands it to you, you'll drink it. In fact, you don't understand beer snobbery at all. It all tastes the same once you're drunk! You're an enthusiastic drinker, and you can often be found at your neighborhood bar. You're pretty good at holding your liquor too - you've had lots of experience. What's Your Beer Personality?

Storms Of ....
Love is like a gentle flowing beach Storming upon those turbulent times. Can love ever lay motionless Upon complacent confusing silence. Love must boil upon a volatile surf Riding a red roller coaster of emotions, Where in sync, they create harmonic waves, But with rip tides, they tear each other’s hearts. Laying naked, feeling the winds of the storm, One subsides inside true devoted love, Where divine trust kisses the relationship, Upon another round growing closer together. Just by saying I love you!

Purpose !!!!
No individual or group can block another individual's path or change it against what fits his nature and his purpose. It might be done for a time, but in the end it won't work out." Every person is born for a purpose. We may know our purpose very early in our lives, or it may take us some time. Very often we need to experience many things before our purpose is clear to us. Sometimes we pick our goals to please others. Sometimes others pick our goals to make themselves happy. Often this makes us unhappy. We need to pray to the Creator and ask Him what our purpose is. When we live outside our purpose, our path is full of obstacles. When we live inside our purpose, our path is smooth. When we are aligned to our purpose, we are happy and content. Some individuals seem to think everyone should stop on a dime when they speak. "I disagree" No man or woman on this earth is my ruler. Those who go about always demanding are most likely people who were deprived from any

Anna Nichole Smith Is Dead
Bad news everyone that crazy blonde lady that made us laugh at her stupidity but made us love her because she was cool is dead. RIP Anna Nichole...pretty young when known for hookin up with old men n takin their money when they die n Trim Spa will never be the same without u!

Lookin For The One Who Is Only In My Dreams
I'm sittin here bored wonderin if I'll ever find the one that was meant for me. Guys are all the same they want one thing and one thing only. LOL I want to find the one guy who will stop at nothing to make me feel loved who is willing to pick up up my broken pieces and help me put them back together. Love for me and all my flaws who will understand I'm not as strong as I seem. One i can come home from a bad day and just crawl up in his lap no ?s asked.

Open?
You Are 41% Open You are a fairly open person, but you also like to maintain your privacy. You definitely will tell all (okay, almost all) to your closest friends... But strangers and acquaintances only get a peek into your life. How Open Are You?

In My Next Life
IN MY NEXT LIFE... I want to live my next life backwards. You start out dead and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in an old age home feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too healthy; then go collect your pension. When you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You drink alcoho, you party, you're generally promiscuous, then you get ready for High School. You go to Primary School, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a baby, and then... You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxurious spa-like conditions with central heating, room service on tap, larger quarters every day, and then ... you finish off as an orgasm!

Spoiled??
You Are 24% Spoiled You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head. You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have. Are You Spoiled?

Spring Cleaning Of Ct Friends List
Ok all, I just bulltin this agai about cleaning my friends list of those dont talk to me just there to be there. I have 15 on my list so u wnat to stay on it besieds the 15 on fam and the 52 i know will stay on my friedns list leave me mess in here the blog or the bullitin ok or ask me if u are or not ok love much rain.

* * * Breaking News - Bush Finds Osama Bin Laden
* * * Breaking News - Bush Finds Osama Bin Laden Please Rate This Picture By Rating The Blog. Just use the box to your left. CLICK on The Above Picture To See What Is Good For You CLICK HERE To Check Us Out Today " Bush found Osama at the local strip club in Crawford Texas.

My Prayers Are With U'r Family (bulletin Posting)
IT BREAKS MY HEART TO KNOW NOBODY CAN EVEN GIVE PRAYERS TO THE FAMILY THAS LOST A LOVED ON AND WORST OF ALL THIS IS THE BABIES MOMMA.....MADE THIS BULLETIN FOR THEM NOT FOR ME CAUSE NOBODY CAN GIVE A CRAP ABOUT EVEN READING TH EBULLETIN. subject: please respond immidiatley!!!!1 (repost) date: 2007-02-08 14:59:47 Angie(My Sister)And James Brody were expecting a baby in the beginning of march. Last night, she went to the hospital because they thought she was in labor. When they got there, Angie wasn't responding to anything, not even her name. They found out that she had a blood clot! They did an emergency c-section and got the baby out. The baby is fine and healthy, but Angie's not. She was pronounced brain dead. She hasn't shown any sign of improvement and the only thing that's keeping her alive are the machine's. Tomorrow My family and I Are taking her off and letting her go. She doesn't even know her own child. She was never able to hold it. It's unfair. Please everyone pra

Beautiful Stranger
She was taken aback with that shades of black plastered in such a calm face of a once beautiful stranger and then she said "Hi.." of which he replied, "Hey there, how you're doing?, I think you're hot!" She said,"Oh, really? I guess not.." "but thanks, it means a lot..." and she blushed like she never have blushed before He says all the good things That make her heart sings "oh my God, is this true? could this really be true?" Coz she's afraid the he's rather just like any other stranger who will just pass by her very jaded life Days passed by, conversations became deeper and before she knew it she has been swept away... ...of a once beautiful stranger who she thought was just like any other but he has proven her wrong Because he is everything she ever needed, in fact, he's even more!! --goes out to my true north...

The Spring Cleaning List
Ok, all if u are wondering whos on that im not deleting u friends list, here u go and there is 15 in my family list u know who u are not going no were also. soon to be addein more when i can.here is those not going no were cuse i talk to u more, everey day or offten, here u are the list. Baby jeaus and Ct support of course Halfway 18 Dormoravian Nassy vampire bitch Bi-curious bbw hatake kakashi Bam-bam Dead man Kit Cher Rath The Stallion Ryan Lethal Tupac1996 Takeitdeep Silly Doc Lizzi Dj Narley Beast Wiccan Nephpets Turtlesmbiote Firestar Ghost JimJim Poochie Levi Blueturtle06 Dj Phamtom Malfy Quietdeomadence Living Ghost John Cowboy Charles Marlboro Cinnamen Tiggerett Lc man Nick Joey-Bones JoeyJR Six Ogrerod Pantyshotz Iced Earth Superman Windwalker Weldingangel Metalhead So if ur on this list or in my family which u all know whos in my family ur stayig but just incase u dont know ur im my fam, my family is as followed Dev

Anna Nichole Has Died
Anna Nicole Smith Dies After Collapsing Former Playboy Playmate, Reality TV Star Was 39 By SUZETTE LABOY, AP HOLLYWOOD, Fla. (Feb. 8) - Anna Nicole Smith, the voluptuous former Playboy centerfold who married an octogenarian billionaire and waged a legal battle for his fortune all the way to the Supreme Court, died Thursday after collapsing at a hotel. She was 39.

Daily Devotional For 2/8/07
February 8 - Daily Feast Spirit has no high blood pressure. Spirit has no pressure of any kind. Look up at the leaves moving at the top of the tallest tree. No man has ever touched those leaves - but Spirit has. Look at the puffy clouds scudding across the sky - and catch the scent of evergreen - so many things set in motion by Spirit. Answers to questions may be out of reach - but not the Spirit. Send out your invisible praisers and singers to set the pace, to enlighten your spirit. When the blessing comes - ask. The Spirit knows. ~ I know how hard it is for youth to listen to the voice of age. ~ WASHAKIE - SHOSHONE, 1870 "A Cherokee Feast of Days, Volume II" by Joyce Sequichie Hifler ***** Elder's Meditation of the Day - February 8 "No individual or group can block another individual's path or change it against what fits his nature and his purpose. It might be done for a time, but in the end it won't work out." --Rolling Thunder, CHEROKEE Every per

Girls Only!!!!
Valentines Day's coming up would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... I look like.. [] A player [] a wife/husband [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] marry me [] have sex On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea []

Lithium Lyrics
Lithium lyrics Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside. Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without... Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow. Oh, but God, I want to let it go. Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone. Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show. Never wanted it to be so cold. Just didn't drink enough to say you love me. I can't hold on to me, Wonder what's wrong with me. Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside. Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without... Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow. Don't want to let it lay me down this time. Drown my will to fly. Here in the darkness I know myself. Can't break free until I let it go. Let me go. Darling, I forgive you after all. Anything is better than to be alone. And in the end I guess I had to fall. Always find my place among the ashes. I can't hold on to me, Wonder what's wrong with me. Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside. Lithium, don't wa

Come Take A Walk In My World!!!
Have you ever been just having such a peachy day you could just tell the whole world to go to hell?!! Well thats my week. Im pissed, stressed, and most of all suffering from D.S.B. (dreaded sperm build-up). Its true sex is a misdemeanor the more you miss da meaner you get!!! Shit september was a long time away...

To My Love
In our hearts n in this time, Together as one, In this eternal Bind. As i look into your eyes, In my heart, your love will never die. Together as one, We stand and fight, Through the dark, And into the light. As our hearts beat in time, Hand and in hand I'll repeat this repeat this ryhme. When you hold me I feel so safe. When you kiss me Our love embrace When you say that sacred line I know forever in our hearts We'll be for all time. In our hearts and our minds, The time we share Is our eternal bind. This is off the top of my head and not very good really but i find it hard to put how i feel into words so you'll have to read between the lines for this one.

Sexy
Ok now everyone knows I can see who's viewed my blog right? So I wanna see you all here givin Lucy a little help please! Rate and comment her! If you dont feel like commenting at least please rate her!!1 Thanks, Joeylynne

My Lover
By night on my bed I sought him whom my soul loveth: I sought him, but I found him not. I will rise now and go about the city in the streets, and in the broad ways I will seek him whom my soul loveth: I sought hime, but I found him not. The watchman that go about the city foudn me: to whom I said, Saw ye him whom my soul loveth? It was but a little that i passed from them, but I found him whom my soul loveth: I help him, and would not let him go, until I had brought him into my chamber.

Who Dr Mcanelly Is
This man is probably the most influential man in my life that isn't family. He has been my confidant, a surrogate father, and an endless supply of wisdom for me when I needed it. He knows me: good, bad and ugly, happy, sad and looney and never once have I felt judged by him. I miss being able to talk to him like I used to, but also know he is only a phone call away....I may get his voice mail but he is pretty good about calling back lol. I ran across a journal I kept while in college and in it is many of our little crazy talks. So here is the first batch of his wisdom that I am sharing. (On the passing of my HS best friend, Clay. This was the year after it happened and I was crying after playing the "what if" game on the anniversary.) Dr Mac told me "don't ever fall in love with your best friend, deep down you will always want to be with them and that can be unhealthy. I know you think the world would have been better with him in it, but his purpose was done. You need to fin

Anna Nicole Smith
Anna Nicole Smith Birth name Vickie Lynn Hogan Born November 28, 1967 Houston, Texas, USA Died February 8, 2007 Hollywood, Florida, USA Hey I usually don't care about the Rich and Famous but I just think it is very sad that she died so very young.

Rest In Peace
Full Name: Vickie Lynn Hogan Birthdate: November 28, 1967 death: Feb. 8, 2007 Birth Place: Houston, Texas, USA Height: 5' 11" Career Start: The Hudsucker Proxy (1994) AA Ranking: #9 most searched Celeb

Protecting Our Love {karulvinth For Life}
A new adventure awaits us Something new around every bend Two lives entwined forever Two hearts given time to mend A love so pure and special A strong foundation on which to grow Our relationship is like no other Meant to be as we both know Love growing stronger every day As love was designed to be Me being there for you And you being there for me For you are my special angel Protecting our love within your heart Until we're joined together To never be pulled apart No matter how much you force a compass to point where you want, it will always point north when left alone. Here I am alone, and all I do is point towards you.With eyes so passionate and blue; a heart so precious and true; there should be no question as to why I love you.I have said nothing because there is nothing I can say that would describe how I feel as perfectly as you deserve it.

Dr Mac On The Purpose Of Dating
After a really bad 4th date, I was complaining that I just didn't get it. I didn't date much in HS, so I was always uncomfortable going out with a guy the first few times. After a series of careful questions: "why are you going out with these boys? To have something to do? Why don't you enjoy these dates? Are you scared to go eat or the movies by yourself?" When I said I wasn't sure why I went out with these guys....they were nice but I was never really comfortable. He gave me his dating 101 wisdom: "dating is a time honored tradition of a young man trying to gain favor with a young lady with the end purpose of a happy life together. If you want to go out for fun don't go out just the 2 of you but with friends. If you are attracted to and think a man is worth looking into go out with him only. If you can't see a future with him after date 3 cut your losses and be friends. I am not saying that you will want to marry him at date 3, but you have to like him and be able to ca

Support Our Troops
> >Sea Of Red on Fridays > >I think we should all do RED FRIDAYS....read on..... > >Sea of Red Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, > >I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did > >not > >put two and two together. After we boarded >our flight, I turned to > >the > >sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), > >and > >inquired > >if he was heading home. > >"No," he responded. > >"Heading out?" I asked. > >"No. I'm escorting a soldier home." > >"Going to pick him up?" > >"No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq, I'm > >taking him > >home to his family," he replied. > >The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a > >punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although > >he > >didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to > >the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many > >conversations in so few days. > >I turned back to

Blind
You're still not seeing all my feelings. They are there. LIke a flower waitng to open for the right person. You made me feel special and then I fould out I was no different then all the others. You hurt me deeply and made me want ot give up on life. You were my reason for living and getting up. My reason to go to school to live in this crazy house. You took that away............. Then I went ot sleep. Dreams came and more hurt followed becasue I dreamed of you. Come morning I woke knowing I had ot do something or die. TO feel unloved is the worst you can feel. Not have love returned to you is even worse. I have my kids and my mom who love me inspite my stupidity. Everyone else can go to hell.

Last Ones For Today: How Women Send The Wrong Signal
"if you are going out to howl at the moon, be prepared for someone to howl back at you" "Screeching like an alley cat will only make all the Toms come knock on your door" "realize that in a room full of people atleast one person will find you attractive and one will not, the questions are: why, who and are you prepared to talk to either one?"

Becoming Myself
I'm almost 18 years old. I have figured out what i want out of life i know what i want to do with it also I know i'm going to be MYSELF...I'm not going to be like everyone else that i know that don't know what they want out of life. I know what I want: 1. I want a GREAT eduation 2. I want a job that I can support myself and my FUTURE family 3. I want a nice home 4. I want the man *which I already have in my life* that I can spend forever with 5. I want my life to be the best that I CAN MAKE OF IT. 6. I want my life to be the best for my FUTURE family 7. I wanna be able to support myself not only finacially but spiritually. 8. I want to have a GREAT LIFE, which will not be that hard because your life is what you make of it I'm becoming myself, I'm gonna be out on my own soon and I know people think that I can't wait and yea that is true, but I also wanna be around and be there for my family and my friends. I am planning on going to Austin Peay this fall a

Time For Me To Rant
I'll say this loud and clear to anyone who's on my friend's list, fan's list or is a fan of me (not that most of you will even bother reading this)... If you think I'm too negative a person to have a conversation with, go ahead and delete me immediately! I do not want you on my list! Do you ever consider that my negativity comes from being the only one making a concerned effort to be a friend to most of you (there are some exceptions and those people know who they are)? If you consider me a friend, a fan, or anything else, make the attempt to talk to me or else I will delete you myself. I really appreciate all of those who make an effort to rate my pics, stashes, blogs, etc... and you will remain where you are. I do my best to get around to rate your additions as well. If I haven't been there yet, just ask me and I'll take the time to do so. I am not perfect, I forget but the best way for me to rate your items is to be posting new additions to those places. If I see pic

Since It's Nearly Valentine's...a Poem
Rings My salt tears cause A reflection to be broken Like my heart crying out The ripples are a token Outwards they travel As do my cries Never reaching anywhere And so the cry dies Let the ripple in the water Reach the edge of the pond And the cries from my soul Will reach you and beyond Hosted by CherryTagz.com

When The Door Of Happiness Closes, Another Opens
Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you can never have them... and when the moment you can't feel them under your fingertips you miss them? Have you ever wondered which hurts the most; saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. They are the things you get ashamed of because words diminish them, words shrink things that seemed timeless when they were in your head...to no more than living size when they are brought out... Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...but if you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides who it likes and who it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own.... when you least suspect

Men
I don't understand some men. The sperm donor for the baby I'm caring wants nothing to do with anything that has to do with the kid. He doesn't want to help pick out names and says it's too soon to start gettin things for it. But he wants everything brand new. Everytime anyone mentions the baby or me being pregnant he gets really quiet and distant. I don't understand this at all. Someone please explain this to me...

Valentines Day Is Almost Here
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Totally Stupid People
most people know I volunteer with the NYPD as an auxiliary police officer. I was in the office today (like I do normal Thursdays( and I seen someone being taken out of the Dt's Office and hes like,"Whats that Indian doing here" I looked at him, hes like "just joking Ghandi", What the fucking hell is wrong with people? The cock sucker is in cuffs, and hes mouthing off to a cop? stupid, stupid fucktards!

Mother To Son
Well, son, I'll tell you: Life for me ain't been no crystal stair. It's had tacks in it, And splinters, And boards torn up, And places with no carpet on the floor- Bare. But all the time I'se been a-climbin' on, And reachin' landin's, And turnin' corners, And sometimes goin' in the dark Where there ain't been no light. So boy, don't you turn back. Don't you set down on the steps 'Cause you finds it's kinder hard. Don't you fall now- For I'se still goin', honey, I'se still climbin', And life for me ain't been no crystal stair. LANGSTON HUGHES

I'm In Such A Good Mood!
So here I sit.. Ponder, Wonder{in pain} About nothing And the Same.. You are a lie Bold and printed I seen it on the walls In the abortion clinic With babys breath Spit in my face Shake your fist Yell at the Gods You know it all.. You know, Everything About anything Can't tell you shit And therefore you smile Like a politician in a war See my face See these eyes They do bleed tears So does my mind Can you possibly come down? Off that horse And respect this pain I have endured In a morbid bliss You smile Smile all the while You smell like filth And your color is death Bring me my food Poison and crude Filth Greed You are made of these... Fuckin immature and dumb Blind and numb... Filth Shit You know you're a waste of air....

A Not Safe For Work Post . . .
This is going to be a rather . . . dirty post. NOT SAFE FOR WORK! Heh, you have been warned. I want to talk about pussy for a moment. Figured that'd get your attention. What I want to talk about are shaved pussies. Now, don't get me wrong, I like shaved pussies, but pussies with hair are so much better. (Plus, they're a fetish of mine. :-P ) I'll explain why, in my opinion. Hair belongs in the private area. That's why it's there. It also helps prevent certain bacterias from, ahem, growing within the pussy. And, of course, if it's washed regularly (the pubic hair and the pussy), that helps as well. Also, pubic hair helps hold in the scent of wonderful smelling shampoos and soaps. Yes, it holds in sweat smells and others, but if it's washed regularly, then that won't be a problem. Pubic hair also helps hold in the subtle pheromones. This, perhaps, is the most important. Pheromones help with attraction, especially sexual attraction. A hairy pussy helps hold in

Mindless Sheep
I feel the need to rant a bit about this Black/White/Asian/Islander pride topic that seems to be coming up lately. My question is: How could you have pride in a skin pigmentation that you didn't choose? You had no decision in your physical features! As if we didn't have enough psychos running around spouting random meaningless bullshit,finding in that reasons to hate and be violent towards other people. I can accept that people can be proud of their culture and their successes as a people altogether. But what gives you a right to decide what is right for your people as a whole when you were not chastized,whipped,put in an oven, burned or hung at the stake? For instance several of my distant relatives were hung or burned by puritans for being "witches" but I'm not tattooing "Witch Pride" on my body just to intimidate nor am I out plinking off christians for what their ancestors did. Why don't these people find a damn hobby or a job so they're not so focused on under the bla

~to Realize~
To realize The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one hour: Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. To realize The value of one millisecond: Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when

I'm High
Such magic flowing inside That it’s current Casts spells of pure pleasure In a mind trance So hypnotically phenomenal Creativity abounds with great details An imagination Having no boundaries To impede the stream Of endless possibilities A horizon storming in change Electrifying charges renewing Exhilarated nerve endings Pure adrenaline So naturally high The exuberance explodes Into a fragrant bouquet The depth of a soul So spiritually enlightened Miracles are automatically created A child of nature’s power In the pyrotechnic faith Of believing in the All Mighty The fine art Of understanding yourself Within a reflective beauty Of a masterpiece of creation Thought: In the natural blossoms that we are all blessed with let us all join in a garden of love using the powers within us to create the peace and tranquility to respect humanity. ( My New Year’s wish.) Thought: In the virtuosity that we have to articulate the

That's Right I Am Losing My Cherry Virginity
That's right I am still a blog virgin. I have never written a blog in my life. Well here we go. If it suck I promise I will get better over time. Well I am currently living in Grand Forks, ND. I am originally from a small town Idaho. I moved here about 3 months ago and I am still hating it. I have no idea where everyone hangs out. I am thinking about going to school in the fall. I am not sure what I am going to major in but I am going to take classes on photography. I love taking pictures and having pictures taken of me. Well I am single and I am not sure if I am looking yet. I want to find some friends in this area so if you are in my area let me know.!

Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep
now i lay me down to sleep DADDY JUST LEFT FOR WORK i pray the lord my soul to keep PLEASE GOD DONT LET HER WAKE UP TILL HE GETS HOME if i die before i wake LAST NIGHT LEFT BRUISES THE BELT HURTS i pray the lord my soul to take IF SHE BEATS ME AGAIN TONIGHT JUST TAKE ME GOD

Can't Shy't Help Ugly
I'm jus sayin.... Now on to the entry…. In all my years of dating, I've never had a woman cook for me. Like, nebba ebba. Isn't that sad?? Cooking for someone is one of the most romantic things one can do and something I've done countless numbers of times for women I was interested in.......Yet, no one has ever done it for me — well, ok, there have been a couple, but they don't really count.......they were mainly jump offs..... But let many of the women I've met tell it, they can "burn." … yeah, down the house maybe… like Talking Heads. So you can cook huh?..... And you know Top Ramen don't count, right??!? Then let a brutha get some mac'n'cheese! Shyt, crockpot up some neckbones! ....not really (I dont eat pork) I'm beginning to believe that women in this country no longer realize the significance of dating and a good home-cooked meal. For shame! Its a well established fact that women born after 1975 cant cook for sheeyit. Used to be that wime

Cure For The Tools Of Incompetence...
*The Greeks will understand the title! And if they don't, I have some wood in trunk to facilitate the understanding. I'm going to rehab for that, too.* but for some of you non initiates (and you anti-fraternity, I'm not gonna pay for friends, they are too elitist , yadda, yadda, yadda, blah, blah, blah, people) I'll break it down for you... first let it be known that I didnt pay for friends.....after my pledge process I actually probably hated most of the older members....so after 14 weeks of hell....the last thing I wanted to due after being initiated is call those guys my "friends".... but anyway.....it goes like this..... when ever we messed up (and no matter what you do or say while pledging {being hazed} you are always wrong) and when you give a reason for your fuck up....it was called an excuse....and you learned this while getting beat with wood (a paddle)... "Excuses are tools of incompetence..... those who use them seldom amount to anything....therefore as a (p

Friends
The most basic and powerful way to connect to another person is to listen. Just listen. Perhaps the most important thing we ever give each other is our attention…. A loving silence often has far more power to heal and to connect than the most well-intentioned words.

Cleanin Out My Closet
First of all, is it just me or has the Cherry Tap landscape really dulled the fukk out lately?? I mean, I know my bulletins aren't groundbreaking and dey ain't about to change the world, but I'm having a really hard time finding bulletins that can keep my interest for more than a paragraph. With that said, It's actually refreshing reading..... Reading the drama and mistakes you guys have made.....through the various surveys you all post......although true intrigue is something most of you seem to have abadoned for fear of ridicule. (why do the survey if you are gonna be all vague about everything?) Well.....as for me..... I welcome it. I mean, we all read blogs/bulletins to satisfy our voyeuristic urges…(not to mention the fact that I'm on here soley for the nakey pics).... but few of them actually satisfy.....hopefully mine do...(not the nakey pics...the blogs) So, being inspired by the fact that I met three new potential jumpoffs on the internet......I, too, shall

Medic Medic
A U.S. Marine squad was marching north of Fallujah when they came upon an Iraqi terrorist, badly injured and unconscious. On the opposite side of the road was an American Marine in a similar but less serious state. The Marine was conscious and alert and as first aid was given to both men, the squad leader asked the injured Marine what had happened. The Marine reported, "I was heavily armed and moving north along the highway here, and coming south was a heavily armed insurgent. We saw each other and both took cover in the ditches along the road. "I yelled to him that Saddam Hussein is a miserable, lowlife scumbag, and he yelled back that Ted Kennedy is a good-for-nothing, fat, left wing liberal drunk." "So I said that Osama Bin Ladin dresses and acts like a frigid, mean-spirited lesbian! He retaliated by yelling, Oh yeah? Well, so does Hillary Clinton!" "And, there we were, in the middle of the road, shaking hands, when a truck hit us"

Hello Cherries
hello cherries i wanted to thank those of you who are on my list of friends for being so thoughtful and so nice. i really enjoy being here and becomming your friends. you all mean everything to me and it means alot to me knowing i have friends like all of you who actually talk not just here for a populatrity contest. so thank you cherrytap for welcoming me!!!!!!!!!!

Newbie To Ct
Hey there I am shortnsassy, I am new here. Tonight is my first night here so if there's anyone here who would like to help me out. PLEASE ! I would appreciate all the help I can get Thanks a Ton ! Shortnsassy

Ends Tomorrow!!!
I'm in a contest for being the best dressed woman on cherry tap. It's for comments and ratings. If you think I'm the best dressed, why don't you drop a vote my way? Thanks! Contest ends February 9th

The Elderly Are Often The Victims (repost)
This is a topic dear to my heart...the elderly...as well as children...Please read and repost! Imagine someone living in a house for 50 years, watching their children grow up and move away, and seeing the neighborhood around them deteriorate.Now picture that person barricaded in their own home at night, isolated, and afraid to go out, terrified of the gangs, the junkies and the criminals outside. Now imagine that this person is your own grandmother. The elderly are often the victims of crimes, in part because they usually live alone and are seen as easy targets for scam artists, burglars, and other predators. Columbus Police Officer Amy Welsh works third shift and has seen her share of seniors being victimized. She began to notice a pattern to the burglaries in which the elderly were targeted because of poorly lit back and side areas of their homes. She suggested to them to install a motion security light, maybe they’d be a little safer. They just looked at her...these peop

Thanks Sexy Friends!!!
For all of my sexy friends who showed me love and voted for me for sexiest eyes and for all the great comments THANK YOU!!! If you didn't yet please do leave a comment!! show your luv!! ha ha ha ***vote for me by clicking my link below****

The Blonde And The Heart Attack
A blonde gets home early from shopping and hears strange noises coming from the bedroom. She rushes upstairs to find her husband naked on the bed, sweating and panting. "What's up?" she asks. "I'm having a heart attack," cries the husband. The blonde rushes downstairs to grab the phone, but just as she's dialling, her four-year-old son comes up and says, "Mommy! Mommy! Aunt Shirley is hiding in your closet, and she's got no clothes on!" The blonde slams the phone down and storms upstairs into the bedroom, right past her husband, and rips open the closet door. Sure enough, there is her sister, totally naked and cowering on the closet floor. "You rotten bitch," she screams. "My husband's having a heart attack, and you're running around naked scaring the kids!!"

Door Without A Key(lyrics/poem) By Amanda Kathryn
Lie asleep, You won't wake me when you go You'll leave, without saying good bye or hello Where did you go tonight? You tell me your stories, and I can't hear them anymore You are beyond forgiveness all I want is you out the door I won't shed a tear, i've waited for a change in you But you are too forsaken, there's nothing I can do I can't believe anything that you say When you come home in the morning Just when night turns into day But you will try to not make a sound... So Get out, forget that you know me I promise you, you'll be last in my thoughts So Goodbye forever, and don't ever come back. I can't, ignore the feeling that i've been getting At night, in bed when i'm thinking and regretting What are you doing tonight? It's time for the moment, when I catch you in the lie The moment you're found out, I won't be the one who cries. I won't shed a tear, i've waited for a change in you But you are too forsaken, there's nothing I can do So Get out, forget