This is the time that I am alone, no one around to call my own.
This is the time that i fear, because its scares me to the bone.
This is the time I hate to see, because its not where i can be me.
This is the time where im depressed, becasue of the hatred and doubting.
This is where it all starts, the fight until my depart
this is where it all begins, the pain where i had a heart.
this is what i see, nothing good that happens to me.
All i see is the pain and the torture, will i ever be free?
Ive been heart all my life, by mostly everyone i see
Some only did things, cuz they felt sorry for me
I thought they meant it, but it was a joke
and that was when i heart went far from broke
The things I face, the things i hear
Made me invisible and my heart disappear,
I lost my feelings, I lost my thought
I still have fear, but by what i was taught
I have no heart, I have no feelings
i have no hope, I have no meaning.
I am invisible, im not seen in life.
I may not grow up to receive kids and a wife.
My life has been put on hold
Cause i spend it making others happy
And when i cant do what they want
they make me feel more crappy
I never felt love, i only felt hate
ive been disfigured, never to motivate
use my everyone i see and know
knocked me out with a KO blow.
Ive been used, to make others better
but my life, Im never feeling better
Im just here, only for ur pleasure
U use me, and ur more clever.
This is my life, this is who I am
An invisible human, living on land
I may be a crawler, or maybe a creeper
but me, hehe, im the invisible mindspeaker
