ok im angry, i am pissed. i am about to blow up my brain and blood vessels.
i am sick and tired of all the females talking about they cant find no guy to treat them right, or saying all guys are dogs. im sick and tired of every female thinking that just because a male have good looks, or the style, or money, that they are gonna get what they want when they ask for it or that they r gonna have a good relationship.
the funny thing about it, those always be the males that really aint got it, but front like they do. but whats even worse, the guys like me that have goals, got a future and stuff planned out, have a hard time getting females because we dont look cute or like a pretty boy with the abs or have the latest style or a car or other materialistic things that girls look for.
but we be the main ones that all the females will come to, to get them out of sticky situations, or pass a class, or get with someone that they like, and we get no mother fuckin credit at all.
i actually came out of the box one time to see what people really think, i ask some females what would they think of dating me if i was to ask them out.
majority of them laughed at me when i asked this question, or gave me the look like "why the hell are u asking me this?"
some of them said that they wouldnt give me the chance at all, i would have to have certain things, look a certain way, or they just had no interest.
some say they would rather be a friend than date me, because they say im cool, but the funny that about these who said im cool, they only figure me cool when i can do things for them and the next day i dont exist to them.
im also sick and tired of the males using and abusing the females to get what they want, and when they cant, they call them bitches and hoes, and talk bad about them. im sick of the males playing, using, and cheating and on the females and vice versa. im sick of having to hear that all men are dogs, and aint worth nothing but sex and money. im sick of the females thinking the male is just going to do for them and get nothing out of it.
u know what, i dont give a damn anymore. 20 years on the solo route, just because i cant get the chance to prove myself just because im big, or not wearing a certain style of clothes, or no car, or dont have the "looks." because of this i had to go solo twice to my proms, most of the ppl lied about not coming and showed up. single, cuz u would rather get ur heart broken by a person who is calling themself a pimp or player with the "qualifications" u want them to have. but u call me crying and bitchin in my face depend on me later to get u out of a bad situation and i get no credit?
i just realized, i had to do a lot just to get liked by a lot of people, and i hate that i had to do it. it was either that or not be liked and get beat up or joned out about my weight when i say something. yeah no one has no idea what it feels like not to be liked, if u have been liked since birth by everyone u encounter.
its bullshit to the infinitive power.
u know what, just stop depending on males to have all what u want, and stop thinking about getting all u want in one package, cuz u not going to get it all at one time. u never know, what u be looking for will come when u earn it, and the guys who call themselves players, pimps, or thugs,]... stop the bullshit, u fucking it up for all us guys!!! stop the name calling, the one-hitting and quitting, the wannabe balling and playing, the just want to hit it scheme, the harassment, the violence to the females when YOU cant get what YOU want when YOU want it, and stop the madness!!!
and for both sexes, stop trying to be better than the next person and stop using each other. DAMN!!!
and u wonder y most girls turn to lesbians and most guys turn gay, or why many ppl cant have or keep friends, because of u type of motherfuckers. thanx a lot bastards. cuz of guys and girls like u, im stuck like this, single, solo, and no luck with females and never gonna come out the box and speak my mind to a female when i have feelings for them or have true friends. i see now what i did to be liked was not even worth it after all. I should have stayed the queit, lonely person.
now my vessels have busted, thanx a lot. Im out before i kill myself
