Fubar Blog Posts 4

Lover's Storm
The winds rise, Blowing the memory of you, And your love to me, I smell it on the breeze, Like the flowers fragrance, I breathe it in, Feel it filling my chest, With such pain, Such sorrow! How long ago, Did you take out that glass heart, With your fingers, And shattered it on the ground, Smiling all the while, Like some proud god, Like some evil you had swallowed, And made you whole… But you ripped me baby, You cast me in stone, Left me standing here... All alone… I see you in the shadows, Like a thief who comes in the night, And I wonder, What you think I have left to steal... Why come to me? If your hate is so real? If what I did was so bad? I am beyond sad, I am beyond life, I am beyond your touch, Your life no longer touches me, Just lets me see, What will never be… I know you think you destroyed me, How wrong you are! My soul is stronger than you think, And though your reptile mind, Can’t think,

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Feral Instincts...
feral instincts... deep within the shadows of a long corridor there within the darkness, he stands forever more watching me with baited breath, his eyes a deep blue he rises from his cushioned chair and stands before my gaze quietly summoning me, to sit upon his knee his fingers glide across my thigh, baring flesh for all to see caressing touch, he strokes my sex, and parts my pink lips wide lifting me, to straddle him as he pulls my skirt aside filling me softly with his gentle touch as he enters me so deep my womanhood gripping his fingers as our senses start to leap higher with each breath we take, our love, it flows so free he grasps my neck with his hand, as he now empowers me sinking to my hands and knees, like an animal to be ravaged he kneels behind my sweet ass, his lust for me so savage his manhood erect he pulls me back, my spine begins to bend he rams his cock within my depths, abandon ceased, at end grinding hard within my sex, my juices coat him thick

Your Love
Walking in the woods, I hear the leaves, Whispering your name, And the love you send my way, Is born upon the butterflies wings… The wild flowers turn up, Their lovely blooms, But all I smell, Is the fragrance of you… The squirrels chatter and scold me, For disturbing their nest, But it is your love, I think of when I stop to rest… I walk in my woods, And listen to the babbling brook, Thinking of the darkness you took, And replaced with the light of your love… You love makes me strong, And none can do me wrong, Because I have you before me always, To brighten up my days… Your love makes me strong, I feel so light and free, Can’t help but think, This is how love was meant to be-

That Damn Moon
I saw the moon tonight, So bright she was, As though she sensed my need… And I thought of you, My golden haired friend, And how long it has been Since I held your soft hand in mine… Too long I fear, For I have forgotten Some of the things you taught, And now I struggle to survive Without you to guide me… I know you said You would always be there, But you seem so far away, And tomorrow seems so much more Than a single day… I need you now my love, I need you now… The night is dark, But the moon shines on that path, And it seems so right for me to follow, I can almost see you, Standing at its end. I fell in love with you, With the beauty of your eyes, Though you warned me, That beauty is often deceiving… Ha! What a lesson that was! I feel the scar it left me, Still raised like a welt on my heart… The day we came apart… Looking back, It all seems so surreal, The pain and heartache That will never heal.

The Year I Was Born
In 1978 (the year you were born) Jimmy Carter is president of the US US Senate votes to turn over the Panama Canal to Panama on December 31, 1999 Israel and Egypt reach a peace settlement at the Camp David Accords The US and mainland China announce that they will restore full diplomatic relations Members of Jim Jones' People's Temple commit mass suicide in Guyana Pope John Paul II becomes the first non-Italian pope in centuries Ted Bundy is captured in Florida The first computer bulletin board system is created Garfield debuts in newspapers Ashton Kutcher, Kobe Bryant, Usher, Clay Aiken, and Nelly Furtado are born New York Yankees win the World Series Dallas Cowboys win Superbowl XII Montreal Canadiens win the Stanley Cup Saturday Night Fever and Grease are the top grossing films "Night Fever" by the Bee Gees spends the most time at the top of the US charts Diff'rent Strokes and Mork & Mindy premiere What Happened the Year You We

Remember To Always
Remember always to tell your mom your dad your daughter your son you love them Tonight the lil girl i was supose to adoped and have a pic of in my profile...her grandpa brought her to me for the weekend to see and she found a pic of my poppie and asked about him......she didnt want to let the pic go ( she's 2 ) saying she wnted to hold it ( and smart as a whip ) she said she wanted to hold it it made her feel good. So remember ALWAYS say i love you............you just dont know when you can hold them again. Blessings lil jade

Read Here Before Asking Me To Help You With A Contest.
I don't block a lot of people, 7 since I've been on here almost a year and a half, but I have a new policy. Every person who emails me or shouts, asking me to help them in a contest will be blocked from here on out. I'm sick of people, most of whom I've never spoken to, asking me to comment bomb or vote without so much as a hello.

If I Was Your Girl
1.) How many times a day would you kiss me? 2.) Would you hold me? 3.) Would you take me places? 4.) Would you love me? 6.) Would you lie to me? 7.) If I was sick what would you do? 9.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? 10.) Want to have a future with me? 11.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? 14.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? 15.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.) If me and one of your friends argued, whos side would you be on? 17.) Would you give me your myspace password? 18.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? 19.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? 20.) How good do I look from 1-10? 21.) How do you feel about me? 22.) Have I ever made you smile? 23.) Want to spend the night with me? 24.)

What Is A Friend List?
What is a friend list? To some it's a way to build relationships. To others it's an ego boost and a way to feel popular. And some people use their friends list mainly as a way to build CherryTap points. None of these are inherently wrong to me. Some of my friends keep in touch on a semi-regular basis. I've got some friends that I never hear from and that's fine. Some just roll through my photos giving tens and never comment or PM me, but that's cool too. If people need CherryTap points then feel free to use me in that way. I'm not a big fan of CherryTap points anyway, but that's another blog post. Some CherryTappers complain about never hearing from the people in their friends list either in a PM, IM or comment. These are usually the same people I never hear from. Let's be realistic. If you have a list of 200 friends, ask yourself how many times you've actually gone through and touched base with all 200 of them? Never? Then why would you expect that from others?

Obscenity Is.... (as Related Via A Webcam Server I Looked Into)
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Thoughts Today
I sit here today, thinking of nothing, maybe I am thinking of something. Still, I feel like I have drawn a blank, and I can't go any further than I have gone. It seems like all I have or needed to say has been said, in the feeling of love, or through love. I have shared with you, my readers, if I have any left, since I dont get comments anymore. That has given me the hint, that I have nothing more to say, or the express. Yet, there is the silence before the storm, or the silence in the EYE of the storm. There is this thought that I am preparing for something more, just a feeling, probably nothing, or maybe there is something. Right now, I sit back, and remember how I felt at the moment I have put some good thoughts on here, and I have also deleted a lot of it too. since coming to YAHOO 360 I have changed many names, I was CARTOON, REZ RYDER, PEYOTE SPIRIT and now ARTISTIC WAYZ, two of the names or profiles have been deleted, and REZ RYDER is still up. I go back there to look back, and

You Will Alwayz Have That
tears roll, as I remember memories so strong, of yesterday the sun shone down on me this child, smile of a pumpkin on Halloween holds a puppy, brown patches on white looking into the eyes of the wise smile back at him days are warm, like the love shared words soft and caring remembered "yesterday a lamb, today a pup tomorrow? noone knows take good care of what you are given you know you will always have that" like today, we have that now we pray this morning to be happy to be well, that is what we got tomorrow, has not come yet just something to look forward to how is it, what grandmother said then would make sense right now this child, this young boy names his pup, kizhii(spotted one) and she grows, oneday to have her own litter and this young child, now grown picks one, who just look s like her and he remembers his great grand the same words soft and caring "take god care of what you are given you kno

Take My Hand
I am here, when you may need me someday.. a friend to you always, will never change.. from the night we met, I remember well.. the days after, I always wondered.. what you saw in me, that made your heart full.. I cant say I dont have that feeling anymore.. I hold back so much when we talk.. the feeling is stronger than I thought.. but, I will HOLD strong from my side.. days and nights, you are on my mind.. as I slowly let you go, the fire you lit in me.. is slowly die'n, deep in my heart, I am cry'n.. It seems like I am fine, I am okay.. I am a good liar, even to myself, that's ok.. you are my inspiration, to all I have accomplished.. up until now, I will have to keep going.. without you, it seems like I gave up, dont worry.. I will, I will, I will re-light that fire.. and as it burns, it will leave a memory of you so strong.. a mark for life on my heart, I never, remember.. I never stopped LOVING YOU, that is true.. your h

Stronger Than I Knew
grandmother takes a piece of wool into her wrinkled old hands within them, the teachings and the life she lived grandson watches grandmother card wool soft and fluffly perfected through her many years he thinks then, looks away back to hi coloring book grandmother looks over, towards her grandson sees that he is not coloring but, drawing in the blank areas a woman weaving beneath a tree and a lamb lays beside her a nice drawing she thinks she smiles grandson looks up back at her at her wrinkled hands fragile they seem yet, they are strong from a long life of survival the work to tend to her sheep the many walk she has done to watch over them to help the lambs survive the cold winters the hauling of water in summer droughts he knows grandmother looks into her heart opens her mind sits quietly like she is listening she responds her mouth begins to move as she speaks silent words more wise word

International Disadvantaged People's Day
-Today is International Disadvantaged People's Day. Please send an encouraging message to a retarded friend...just as I've done. I don't care if you lick windows, screw farm animals, take the short bus or occasionally shit yourself... You hang in there sunshine, you're fucking special. And know Steph Loves You ROTFLMAO Thanks Bond James Bond

No Tomorrow
We give We take Everyday it makes No difference why We live For life We die No tomorrow No lies, only sorrow I’m scared for tomorrow No chance to remember No chance to forget What’s the point We die For life We try Always horror I live in horror Always horror I don’t sleep No one to trust Take a life For survival No body stops No body care No time Still in horror no time For sorrow No time till tomorrow I remember the horrors Just no chance to forgive No time to forget One day to sleep Before the last night I get I’m supposed to remember All I do is forget The lives that I took Give my life for tomorrow No tomorrow Only sorrow My life is horror

Hi Sexxy Guyzz
I know its silly...but heard bout these cherry blasts...and tryna win one with comment bombs on my pic..(just click)..if ya have a few...drop bunches so I can kick ther butts if ya think Im cute...!!!!..thanxxxx....luvz n hugzz...............

Won The Lotto
A woman came home, screeching her car into the driveway, and ran into the house. She slammed the door and shouted at the top of her lungs, "Honey, pack your bags. I won the lottery!" The husband said, "Oh my God! What should I pack, beach stuff or mountain stuff?" "Doesn't matter," she said. "Just get out."

Existence
You can never see me, As I move in the shadow, You can never be me, As you long to be the same, You can never hear me, When all is silent, You can never sense me, When all is still, You can never know me, As I move as if I’m not there, You can never join me, As I walk alone, You can never taste me As I never eat, You can never catch me, As I never stop, You can never speak to me, When I am not there, You can never understand my song, As I sing the night, I can never see you, As you move in the light, I can never be you, As I long to be alive, I can never hear you, When the land is noisy, I can never sense you, When everything moves, I can never know you, As you move when I am there, I can never join you, When you are surrounded, I can never taste you, As you never live, I can never catch you, As you never rest, I can never speak with you, When you ignore me, I can never understand your song, As you shout in t

Eye Exam
A Polish immigrant went to the DMV to apply for a driver's license. First, of course, he had to take an eye sight test The optician showed him a card with the letters 'C Z W I X N O S T A C Z.' "Can you read this?" the optician asked. "Read it?" the Polish guy replied, "I know the guy."

Mother Superior
Mother Superior called all the nuns together and said to them, "I must tell you all something. We have a case of gonorrhea in the convent." "Thank God," said an elderly nun at the back. "I'm so tired of chardonay."

Herman James
Fifty-one years ago, Herman James, a North Carolina mountain man, was drafted by the Army. On his first day in basic training, the Army issued him a comb. That afternoon the Army barber sheared off all his hair. On his second day, the Army issued Herman a toothbrush. That afternoon the Army dentist yanked seven of his teeth. On the third day, the Army issued him a jock strap. The Army has been looking for Herman for 51 years.

I Don't Miss You
I don’t miss you Your touch Your kiss Your taste Your look Your smell I don’t miss you Your glare Your gawk Your frown Your ugly Your mean I don’t miss you Your calm Your ornery Your passion Your hate Your laugh I don’t miss you Your smile Your lust Your love Your want Your need I don’t miss you I lied I miss you JR-10-04-06

If
If only we could talk awhile Or maybe even walk awhile Hand in hand, in any land At any time or any place And I would always see your face beside me As I'd turn to catch your smile We'd be laughing all the while If once again you'd touch my arm I'd be the victim of your charms Together without all the ties That bind like chains and hurt like lies I'd share your dreams and kill your fears I'd banish any trace of tears you'd see You could mean the world to me If we could only spend one special day Together somewhere far away Where others couldn't come between our lives Or change the way we'd feel Because we'd know our dreams were real And we might live this way forever If we could spend that day together

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Dream Interpritation
Ok,Maybe just maybe someone can help me figure this one out,I've searched the Net and can't seem to find anything to help without having to join some type of forum. I had a strange dream the other night and I've tried to no avail to pick it back up again which I can usually do...sorry let me get to the point lol... I had a dream a couple of nights ago about an ex that I have not even thought about conciously in a very long time,I don't remember any dialouge of the dream,just this visual of seeing him in the kitchen of our old place anyways I happen to look down and he has no feet they are amputated right above the ankles and he's got these weird looking prosthetics on....any ideas?

X-rated Riddles
Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? >A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. Q. What's a mixed feeling? A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. Q What's the height of conceit? A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name. Q. What's the definition of macho? A. Jogging home from your vasectomy. Q. What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball? A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball Q. Do you know how New Zealanders practice safe sex? A. They spray paint X's on the back of the sheep that kick! Q. Why is divorce so expensive? A. Because it's worth it! Q. What is a Yankee? A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. Q. What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common? A. They both like a tight seal. Q. What do a Christmas tree and a priest have in common? A. Their balls are just for decoration. Q. What is the difference between "ooooooh"and "aaaaa

Faces
It hurts to look into the eyes of sinners, I cannot turn to face my friends, For they are lost within their perpetual sin, Trapped in a world of idols and fashion trends, The clock ticks away at my time, I soon will have to depart alone, I cannot bear to look at what we have become, To be into what I have grown, An eternity watches frowning through the eyes of priests, Down at the snake-like beings that inhabit the earth, I close my eyes, unable to even glance, At what the world holds tight to its chest, drowning in mirth, It terrifies me to gaze at the faces of the people, I have not even met them, or know their name, But I cannot even bear to myself, To them, to admit and hang myself in shame, Eyes of temptation glare and coax from magazine covers, Pleading, singing, to make you spend money and more, I cannot even look at my friends, listening to their cries, Watching them bend and buckle under the law, I tremble in the wake of the world, Hat

Hiya
hey get up off your asses and start clicking and rateing im clicking on everyone only because hey you never know you just might actually meet some one on here and 2 you can try to get the most cherries as possible. its funny if you think about it (what if you did meet that someone over a bowl full of cherries hmmmmmmmmm) kinda makes ya think now doesnt it well pplz eat up and enjoy ya just never know whats at the bottom of that bowl????????????? Courtesy of MsTags.com

Guys Can Be Cunts Lol
A woman complains to ehr friend that her hubbie is losing interest in sex, and he prefers nights out with the lads to the joys of copulation. Her friend tells her that to win his love, she must make more effort (like watching more footie?) She advises her to cook her man a slap up meal and then send him drinking down the pub with his pals. When he returns, she must be dressed in her naughtiest lingerie and look her most beautiful The following evening, she does exactly as instructed and is dressed to kill by the time her man returns. When he sees her lying on the bed in all her gear he tells her to stand up and take it all off. He then tells her to do a hand stand against the bedroom mirror and open her legs. This excites the woman immensely as her hubbie has never been this erotic before. She does as instructed, and then he puts his face between her legs, faces the mirror and says, " No, no..... maybe the lads are right. A beard wouldnt suit me".

Banned From Walmart
Dear Mrs. Shelley Emerson, Our store is considering banning your family from ever shopping with us again unless your husband stops his antics while you are shopping. Below is a list of offenses over the past few months, all verified by our surveillance cameras. 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the ladies' restroom. 4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in an official tone, "Code 3 in housewares".....and watched what happened. 5. August 4: Went to the service desk and asked to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. September 14: Moved a "CAUTION - WET FLOOR" sign to a carpeted area. 7. September 15: Set up a tent in the camping department and told other shoppers he'd invite them in if they'd bring pillows from the bedding department. 8.

Comments
I know everyone has heard the expression. If you can't say nothing nice don't say anything at all. Well the same goes for leaving comments. If ur gonna be mean .Leave my page alone. I don't be mean when I view ur page. Fuc*in grow up. Thanks for hurtin my feelings.

Love
don't send flowers they die anyway... don't say sweet loving words that are just "something that u say"... don't make promises you know you'll never keep... turning "sweet dreams" into nights when u can't sleep... don't say..."Forever"... then just turn and walk away... leaving us to wonder what did we do or say? "I love you" is a simple phrase it can mean alot... but said without meaning it makes it something that its not... don't toy with ones emotions what damage it can do.... Karma is a strange thing it just might come back to you!

Messed Up
The more I think about this, the more annoyed I get. My biology professor told us that at the end of the semester we wont be getting our lab books back, that they are being donated to a school. That's great and all....except when biology is an important part of your major and you LIKE to keep things like the lab books for future ref. Plus we all had to pay $8 for a damn book with fucking graph paper in it!

Love
Suffer the children and all they endure... they deserve not the pain being so sweet and pure... some are abused by angry adults... blamed for things that were never their fault... some become pawns in the game of divorce... used as "weapons" to hurt bitter feelings the source... some are abandoned feeling lost and alone... left to fend for themself no place to call home... the scars that are left follow them all of their life... long buried pain still cuts like a knife... suffer the children with no safe place to be... facing life all alone longing to be free......

Love
caught up in your memories... haunted by the past... thumbing thru your pictures... our time went to fast... the photos worn and faded... i reach out to touch your face... a deep eternal longing... as i remember your embrace... softly spoken words... still echo in my mind... i mourn all we lost... when "us" you left behind... do i ever cross your mind... as often you do with me? at times still reminded of you... by something that i see... it seems another lifetime... our "starcrossed" fantasy... but those magical memories... will always follow me....

Petition For Dog The Bounty Hunter
SIGN THIS PETITION...HE BROUGHT JUSTICE TO PEOPLE WHO HAS BEEN DONE WRONG BY A CRIMINAL...WHY SHOULD HE HAVE TO PAY FOR THAT..PLEASE HELP HIM OUT AND SIGN THIS PETITION MUCH MAHALO, DEE http://www.petitiononline.com/dwayne/petition.html

Fuckin Whores
I hate people grrrr Desolation, Wide open space, Between the trees and me, Emptiness and me, Confusion and decisions, Feelings hard to define, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, Coldness seeps Its way in, I am falling deeper, Into what I fear most, As I reach out, There is nothing there, As possible there was something once, Only to be gone, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, The sun drops, The last inch of light falls, The squirrels more likely to be huddled up, But not me, Something I never possessed, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, Then the sun has gone, Darkness spreads its wings over me, I see nothing so no one sees me, Feeling of bitterness only, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, An Owl peers down, With question in her eyes, She doesn't have a hope, In helping me, As she doesn't see my pain, Spreads her wings, Passes me by, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, The soft earth, Seem

To Be Or Not To Be
leather binds holding me tight kiss me and tease me all through the night ill be a good girl if you treat me mean whip me and chain me to keep me keen ice is my favour keeping my mouth so cool next comes the wax its my favourite tool drip it slowly over my body each drop a caress then tease me once more the way i love best ill entice you and please till i have had my way ill corrupt and ill tease till the break of day

Take A Hard Look At Yourself
It doesn't hurt to take a hard look at yourself from time to time, and this should help get you started. During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director what the criterion was which defined whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?" DID YOU PASS, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE?

Harrys Sad Farewll
well what can i say.... Harry my huntsman spider of a whole week has gone to god...... my darling child saw him and thinking it was a big hairy redback (which we all know arent hairy at all) decided harry had to go and squished him with a shoe... i was not happy as they are cool... they eat all the cockroaches around the house.. poor harry... he was sooo cute... ah well no doubt ill get another one later...

Given Up
given up. Its been too long now I need a change I need some action Anything This is the end of it I cant take it anymore Standing here Feeling stupid and alone Like Im the only one Who doesnt Who hasnt Need something new Need you No Im not ok But I lie and say -- Im fine And so slowly You turn away I feel like Im competing with nothing And it doesnt matter Cause Im not yours anymore My hands are cold Too bad its not the beginning Youll find me running In the opposite direction But Im just stupid Im so lost And alone Need nothing new Just you No Im not ok But I lie anyway -- I miss you I miss nothing I want everything I dont know what to do Cant say the truth Cause I dont know what youll do Ill just give up on it But I cant.... ~Terri R. Swancey~

Vacation
you know it is a bittersweet thing to go on vacation now and then everyone deserves it a little pampering now and then,a time for fun,in a place you have never been before,...And since I have decided to go on vacation this summer people are trying to stop me to go,I am going to DisneyWorld,and no one will stop me,people think they can stop me by stealing from me,It wont work,this is a once in a lifetime opportunity that i will not miss,So I will be going.

Never
Really What's the point of it all Eventually you're going to let me down You say you love me That you care But none of your actions support this In fact they are contrary to your words You never loved me Never cared Much like everyone else you broke down my armor and got made a home in my heart Then, you left that home For whatever reason you claimed What's the point of loving and caring when everyone that you do leaves you Alone in the darkness with nothing but tears and broken memories to hold onto like a ragged teddybear whose stuffing is all but gone You never loved me You never cared And here I am broken forgotten unloved There's nothing but a shell left inside the man I once was The pain overwhelms like the cold of winter leaving me numb and cold You left me like those before Had you told me you were going to do this I would have never said hello Because you never loved me You never cared

Laughter
Laughter is a necessity in life that does not cost much, and the Old Ones say that one of the greatest healing powers in our life is the ability to laughLaughter is a good stress eliminator. Laughter causes healing powers to be distributed through our bodies. Laughter helps heal relationships that are having problems. Laughter can change other people. Laughter can heal the sick. Laughter is spiritual. One of the greatest gifts among Indian people has been our ability to laugh. Humor is natural to Indian people. Sometimes the only thing left to do is laugh. Great Spirit, allow me to laugh when times get tough. When we laugh we are releasing things that would otherwise make us ill. It is a way to get rid of toxic stress on our bodies. Don't you feel so good after a good laugh? The body tingles at times and this is helping the circulation pathways. So who says Laughter is not good medicine for the heart? Sadness and stress kills! Thank you for showing me I can l

Random Thoughts
When I smell you, it makes me melt. When u kiss me, it makes me cry. I love you, but I hate you! Wish you would call me right now. The feel of your hands on my body, the sensation of your lips on mine. The notion of your body on mine......... you dont love me, I atleast think I love you, we'll never see what we would become. Two worlds, two lives,four people, and a silent gap between us. Sure we think a FWB relationship would last. Only til, one person mainly the female lets her guard down. Do I wish I was the one laying next to you, resting my head on your chest. Running my hands through your hair, grabbing your.... to see if I can arouse you. You have no idea, what you are leaving behind. One who would trust you, only cuz I thought I knew you. One who enjoyed what we had together, one who never spoke of anything else. I miss you, I hate you for showing up on my door. I hoped we were over, but your need to not feel alone brought u back to me. Get your shit in gear then come knocki

Video Stash Updated
I went on a huge updating binge of my stash tonight. I can't sleep, stuff on my mind...so I decided to share some stuff I love, stuff I think is funny etc. A hodgepodge of my interests in movies, music. Go through it if you wish. It's me in a nutshell.

Why We Are All Proud To Be Australian Citizens:
1) Only in Australia... can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2) Only in Australia... is "are you awake?" the standard concept of foreplay. 3) Only in Australia... do supermarkets make the sick people walk all the way to the back of the store to get their Panadol,etc., while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4) Only in Australia... do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries... and a Diet Coke. 5) Only in Australia... do banks leave both doors open, have no armed guards and chain the pens to the counter. 6) Only in Australia... do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway, and store our junk in the garage. 7) Only in Australia... do we use answering machines to screen calls, and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8) Only in Australia... do we use the word "politics" to describe the process of Governm

Retirement Home Ladies
Three old ladies were sitting side by side in their retirement >home reminiscing. >The first lady recalled shopping at the green grocers and >demonstrated with her hands the length and thickness of a cucumber she >could buy for a penny. >The second old lady nodded, adding that onions used to be much bigger & >cheaper also, & demonstrated the size of two big >onions she'd buy for a penny a piece. >The third old lady remarked, "I can't hear a word you're saying, but I >remember the guy you're talking about."

Red Lights
Two elderly women were out driving in a large car. Both could >barely see over the dashboard. As they were cruising along, they came to an >intersection. The stoplight was red but they just went on through. >The woman in the passenger seat thought to herself, "I must be losing it. I >could have sworn we drove thru it." >They >drove a few more minutes they came to another intersection, the light was >red, and again they went right through. >This time, the passenger was almost sure that the light had been red, but >was also concerned that she might be seeing things. She was getting nervous >and decided to pay very close attention. >At the next intersection, sure enough, the light was definitely red and >they blew right through it. >She turned to the other woman and said, " >Mildred! Did you know that you ran through three red lights in a row? >You could have killed us!" > >> >Mildred turned to her and said, "Oh Shoot! Am I driving?" > >>

Why You Must Not Flirt !!!
A couple were invited to a swanky family masked, fancy dress Halloween party. The wife got a terrible headache! She told her husband to go to the party alone. He, being a devoted husband, protested, but she argued and said she was going to take some aspirin and go to bed and there was no need for his good time to be spoiled by not going. So he took his costume and away he went. The wife, after sleeping soundly for about an hour, woke without pain and as it was still early, decided to go to the party. As her husband didn't know what her costume was, she thought she would have some fun by watching her husband to see how he acted when she was not with him. So she joined the party and soon spotted her husband in his costume, cavorting around on the dance floor, dancing with every nice "chick" he could and copping a little feel here and a little kiss there. His wife went up to him and being a rather seductive babe herself, he left his new partner high and dry and devoted his time

Lifesavers....lol
Two elderly ladies are sitting on the front porch, doing nothing. >One lady turns and asks, "Do you still get horny?" >The other replies, "Oh sure I do." >The >first old lady asks, "What do you do about it?" >The second old lady replies, "I suck a lifesaver." >After a few moments, the first old lady asks, >"Who drives you to the beach?"

All A Matter Of Perspective
A nice, calm and respectable lady went into the pharmacy, right up to the pharmacist, looked straight into his eyes, and said, I would like to buy some cyanide." The pharmacist asked, " Why in the world do you need cyanide?" The lady replied "I need it to poison my husband." The pharmacist's eyes got big and he exclaimed, "Lord have mercy! I can't give you cyanide to kill your husband! That's against the law! I'll lose my license! They'll throw both of us in jail! All kinds of bad things will happen. Absolutely not! You CANNOT have any cyanide!" The lady reached into her purse and pulled out a picture of her husband in bed with the pharmacist's wife. The pharmacist looked at the picture and replied, "Well now. That's different. You didn't tell me you had a prescription."

Final Title And Info On Book One Of "the Erin Chronicals
HELLO ALL! IF YOU READ THIS, PLEASE REPOST SO NONE OF MY PALS MISS THIS BULLETIN....THANKS! I HAVE BEEN VERY BUSY AS OF LATE WITH WORK AND GETTING READY FOR THE RELEASE OF BOOK ONE OF "THE ERIN CHRONICALS". I HAVE BEEN HARD AT WORK ON BOOK TWO ASWELL. AFTER ALOT OF DISCUSSION WITH MY PUBLISHING CONSULTANT. BOOK ONE IS HEREAFTER...TEARS TO DUBLIN......I WILL BE ADDING INFORMATION AT A LATER DATE..NOT TO MUCH LATER...AS TO WHERE YOU CAN FIND IT ONLINE. I HOPE YOU ALL ARE WELL AND I MISS MY TIME TO CHAT AND KEEP IN TOUCH WITH YOU. I TRUST YOU ALL ARE WELL AND I WILL TRY TO MAKE TIME TO GET ONLINE AND CONTACT YOU ALL. HOPEFULLY SOON. I WILL BE ADDING TO MY BLOG, A TASTE OF BOOK TWO FROM MY CRONICALS DURING THE NEXT WEEK. I HOPE YOU ALL WILL STOP BY AND READ UP. MUCH LOVE AND THANKS FOR THE GREATEST PALS ON CHERRY TAP. MARCIE AKA/ ABSINTHE

Hell
Hell Throughout the ages, religion has used a powerful weapon to maintain a chokehold on its believers and attack its skeptics: the fear of Hell. The invention of Hell has done very well. It has been used to manipulate people into maintaining ones faith even though it may do very little to mold behavior outside of pleasant conversation or philosophical discussion. The fear of eternal damnation is very real to people despite the fact there is absolutely no concrete proof of its existence. Once again, the line between reality and fantasy has been purposefully blurred. Hell is less real than the television Town of Mayberry except Hell's imaginary ruler must be an extremely bizarre incarnation. The faithful are led to believe an actual spiritual war is going on right now. Beautiful angels are at constant odds with cunning devils, demons and creatures too horrible to imagine. God and his white-feathered friends on one side are battling Satan and his leather-skinne

Excerpt...book Two Of "the Erin Chronicals
1916, Dublin. For seven hundred years, Ireland had been forcibly occupied and opressed by the Crown. Now, a Rebellion was about to emerge. It would change the very fabric of Ireland forever. Erin was about to find herself in the mist of history. She would become closely connected to people of great influence in Ireland.She would find in herself a voice, she never knew she posessed. Her facts of her family history would evolve a passion for the causes that faced Ireland as it struggled for Liberty. She would meet the key players. Makeveicz, Pearse, Connolly and Collins. She had learned much of what she knew from the papers in American and by listening to her grandfather, Seamus and other members of The Brotherhood.But what she saw and experianced in Dublin,set her own her way to facing the realities.

I'm Going To Scream...
I'm single, have been for a while. It's not by choice, it's not by anything. I just haven't met anyone that I've been interested in pursuing. Now, if I have to hear one more time, "I know someone perfect for you. If she wasn't involved I would totally set you up." I'm going to scream. I now return you to your regularly scheduled programming.

Naughty Poll
tr> NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?Over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given someone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?10-15 6. What is your pubic hair style?All natural 7. What kind of underwear do you wear?Boxer Briefs 8. Have you ever taken, or been in, naked photos?Both taken and been in them 9. Have you ever been to a nude beach, or nudist area?Yes, a nude beach 10. Do you watch porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 11. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both watched others and been watched 12. How large are you...ya know, in the pants?About 6 inches 13. Have you ever expirimented with another man?Yes I have 14. What is your favorite sexual position?Anything that gets me off 15. Are you circumcised?Yes I am 16. What gets you off fastest?Blow job 17. How often do you masturbate?Whenever I

Little White Feather And Brave Eagle
Little White Feather And Brave Eagle Body: Brave Eagle was hunting one day and Little White Feather passed his way His heart was captured by her beauty and his spirit knew this love had to be... By a fresh mountain stream they embraced in love's dream He was a brave handsome man but was not of a known clan His love was so great for her many horses did he offer and strong Indian ponies they were he also offered pelts of soft fur But her Father said no... Prove yourself brave or go The great black bear you must fight and prove your spirit's might The great black bear roamed forest and field and many of the clan's people had it killed Little White Feather held great fear with her love's fate drawing near... Brave Eagle tracked the great bear At Bent Creek, they fought there Broken was Brave Eagle's bow and his body began to slow His left hand almost torn from his wrist he hit the old bear with his right fist The old bear fell to the ground His body

No Longer Running
I closed my eyes last night and thought of you and all the possibilities that you bring my way. The chance to smile. Laught. Believe. Trust. Love. Its limitless. I know that when i close my eyes you are the one I am seeing now. I will not run. I will embrace whatever the future throws our way. The uncertainty is erased with hope.

Crowned Hottest Woman On Ct!!!
its my pleasure,to say CONGRATULATIONS to POLE PRINCESS,the HOTTEST WOMAN on CHERRY TAP!! quite the contest,lots of coffee,lots of interesting people!!! stop in and see her site,POLE DANCE VIDEOS,lots of cool pics too. thank you everyone!!! thank you POLE PRINCESS!!

No More
Sitting in my room, reminiscing my empty life Thinking about how I could have served myself better When I sleep, I see nothing but evil, pain, misery When I’m awake, I see nothing different The world means nothing to me I walk around with a veil over my eyes And a blanket over my mind I see black and white I feel only one emotion, misery I cannot keep on living in the meaningless thing we call life I grab my shiny, silver lover The one who never lets me down As the dark red line begins to form across my wrist I still feel nothing but satisfaction I feel my soul beginning to lift I can see my body gently lying on the stained, red floor I try to lift my arm, but I cannot move The ecstasy of this is too much I’m only wishing I would have done this long ago I close my eyes and feel as if my whole body is spinning My breaths become more separated They become more jagged and choppy But I fear not for I know what I have just done Listening to my breath and my body becom

Fun With No Strings Attached
Just got back for Hedonism in Jamaica. Had a blast getting that all over tan. Sun was hot and the activies were hotter. LOOKING FOR PEOPLE TO GO ALONG ON JAN OF 2008. We had 72 people that went with our group FUN IN THE SUN CREW and 22 booked for 2008 because thay stated it was the most fun they ever had. So If your interested in having what we call the most fun you can without your pants on drop me a line. WYLD CHILD

2007 Has Only Got To Get Better !
Wow , where do I even begin ? 2007 has already started out to be a terrible year ! I should of known when Jan 1st I would be admitted into the hospital ! But who would of thunk ?.... 2 of the most dear people to my heart have taken very hard losses ! It started out with Jason losing his Mom . She was ill, battling such a terminal disease, but it was more rapid than anyone had remotely expected ! Not that you ever prepare yourself for a thing called " death " but... he barely had time to sink in the fact she was ill... and certainly couldn't of had enough time to realize how fast she was going to be taken. His pain was / is overwhelming, and I'm not sure has totally even absorbed that she is gone. I've been here for him every step of the way, and have tried desparetly to help endure his pain with him ... and that will never change ! I'm here for you sweetheart and always will be ! Luv ya ~ xoxo And now my best friend , ( my lil sister ) has just lost the one person she felt " defi

Randomishness I Wrote...
She didn't even wait for the cars to pull away, or for the bullet to stop raining down. She couldn't smell the burned rubber or the blood pouring onto the ground. All she saw was teh look on his face as he slowly went down. The only thing she heard was her heartbeat racing, then suddenly, stop. Her legs were racing foward before her brain sent the message. She hit her knees horrifyed. Her expression as grave as his own. There was only silence as she held him in her arms. Her tongue found what to say to reassure them both. "It's okay, you'll be fine. Everything will be alright! Please!?" The word had found it's way there by mistake. At first his cold hand grasped hers tightly with agony. Then softly he'd carrass her face with one last grin as she felt the tears slip down. She stroaked his dark hair from his now paled face and watched the light slowly fade from his brown eyes, unblinking. She forced the hand to hold her face again, but it went limp. Fear was replaced wi

Unawnsered Qustions
I do my best to look sexy to no avail I do my best to seduce you to no avail I do my best to gain your affection to no avail I do my best to turn your head to no avail I do my best to get your attention to no avail what did I do wrong why cant I do this right two loves lost is it because of me is my fat so disgusting is my body so revolting isn’t love enough or is it love that binds me could he be right can I be a nympho and not know or am I afraid of being alone am I meant to be happy am I ever going to feel normal was he truly my only love am I making another mistake am I truly this fucked up inside that the only time I feel loved is in the passion of a mans embrace should I end it now and save my self from another mistake or am I in turmoil for another reason is my own self doubt hampering my life and hurting others can my heart be so damaged I cant find happiness can my own self loathing be so great can I truly hate my self this much why do I feel so

$7 Sex (repeat But Still Very Funny!!)
Subject: $7 SEX A Florida couple, both well into their 80s, go to a sex therapist's office. The doctor asks, "What can I do for you?" The man says, "Will you watch us have sexual intercourse?" The doctor raises both eyebrows, but he is so amazed that such an elderly couple is asking for sexual advice that he agrees. When the couple finishes, the doctor says, "There's absolutely nothing wrong with the way you have intercourse." He thanks them for coming, he wishes them good luck, he charges them $50 and he says good bye. The next week, the couple returns and asks the sex therapist to watch again. The sex therapist is a bit puzzled, but agrees. This happens several weeks in a row. The couple makes an appointment, has intercourse with no problems, pays the doctor, then leave. Finally, after 3 months of this routine, the doctor says, "I'm sorry, but I have to ask. Just what are you trying to find out?" The man says, "We're not trying to find out anything. She's mar

Bald Britney Gets New Tattoo In L.a.
LOS ANGELES - Britney Spears appeared in a tattoo parlor in the San Fernando Valley with her head shaved completely bald. Video on KABC-TV showed the newly shorn Spears with tiny tattoos on the back of her neck as she sits Friday night for a new tattoo — a pair of red and pink lips. "She just wanted something real small on her wrist, something dainty," Max Gott, the tattoo artist at Body and Soul in Sherman Oaks, told the TV station. "She got some cute little lips on her wrist." Derrik Snell, who works at the tattoo parlor, said Spears showed up without notice and stayed for about 90 minutes as about 60 fans, photographers and gawkers gathered outside. "She seemed fine," Snell said. "I didn't really notice (the hairdo) at first, she had a hood on when she showed up." The appearance came the same day as reports on TV and Web sites that Spears, who has drawn criticism for her recent partying and sloppy behavior, had briefly checked into rehab. Larry Rudolph, Spears' ma

Airline Cabin Announcements Ii
All too rarely, airline attendants make an effort to make the in flight "safety lecture" and announcements a bit more entertaining. Here are some real examples that have been heard or reported: 12. "As you exit the plane, make sure to gather all of your belongings. Anything left behind will be distributed evenly among the flight attendants. Please do not leave children or spouses." 13. And from the pilot during his welcome message: "Delta Airlines is pleased to have some of the best flight attendants in the industry. Unfortunately, none of them are on this flight!" 14. Heard on Southwest Airlines just after a very hard landing in Salt Lake City the flight attendant came on the intercom and said, "That was quite a bump, and I know what y'all are thinking. I'm here to tell you it wasn't the airline’s fault, it wasn't the pilot's fault, it wasn't the flight attendant’s fault, it was the asphalt." 15. Overheard on an American Airlines flight into Amarillo, Texas, on a particula

Serious Chinese New Year Eats
Chinese New Year, and the year of the pig (according to the Chinese zodiac), begins this Sunday, February 18, so at Serious Eats, we're celebrating the occasion with video and recipes tied to the holiday. Because Chinese New Year follows the lunar calendar, it falls on a different date every year, usually between January 19 and February 23. It begins on the second new moon after the winter solstice and ends 15 days later with the Lantern Festival. According to tradition, the celebration gets under way on New Year's Eve with a family dinner hosted at the eldest family member's home; it is considered the most important annual family tradition. Family members travel from near and far to attend. A family's given menu will vary by region, but here are some of the more popular dishes and their symbolism: * A specialty soup like Bird's Nest (youthfulness and long life) or Shark Fin (prosperity) * A vegetarian dish, jai choy or Buddha's delight * Poultry: whole with feet an

Good Deed
just felt an impulse the other day....young man in army airborne uniform was waiting at bus stop..... felt the impulse to shake his hand and thank him for his time and efforts being in the military. knew i would've appreciated it when i was in. do our troops a favor if ya run across one in your daily lives give 'em a pat on the back , let 'em know your are there to support them.

Those Three Words
I heard the most beautiful words spoken by a man to a woman. Words that my heart and soul ached to hear for an eternity. This beautiful and wonderful man made me feel the most secure and loved I have ever felt in my entire life. I never thought it possible to fall more in love with this amazing being than I already have. I never thought that three simple words could fill my heart with such joy and peace. When he holds me in his arms and feel his heart beat next to mine, tears come to my eyes. My heart aches with fear that this wonderful, beautiful man may only be a dream and I will wake with my arms and life empty once more. Afraid his soothing voice and declarations of his love only the soft whispers of a breeze blowing thru my hair and past my ear. His smile only the brilliant color of a rainbow. His penetrating blue eyes only two bright stars shining in the dark of night. His touch only the warmth of the glowing sun. Then I wake to feel his arms wrapped around me protecting

Slip Sliddin' Away
so yeah last night I was supposed to go out with some friends. Well on my way to one friends house, I lost control of my vehicle and started swervin' in the snow. on one side was a guardrail and over the was a river down about fifty feet. but on my right side there was a ditch for the houses on that road. I zigzagged it for like twenty seconds. Every time my car faced the gaurd rail I thought this is it, I'm going to die. I couldn't figure out which way to turn my wheel...is it toward the swerve or away from it?!! well then i landed in the ditch rather softly i might add. No damage was done to the car or to myself and I just backed outta the ditch when I was done driving crazy. My heart bout came outta my chest though. lol

4 Don't Let It Scare You
I hope that you’ve either started working on your program or are getting it established in your mind so that when you start you’ll just keep on going. One of the problems that many people have when it comes time to getting into a fitness program is the fear of the different parts of the activity. That fear can be the fear of the aching that will probably occur after you start the different activities. It can be the fear of not being able to do as well as you would like to be able to do. It can be the fear that someone will make fun of you. There are many fears that people can encounter when they go into something new but before you do them, they aren’t real. Here is a way to look at fear. Fear is like your shadow. Your shadow is a dark area that always seems to follow you around. There are even times when that shadow can almost seem to be another creature. You will notice a movement and look around and the shadow is there. There is one way to make a shadow go away,

Funny Story
ok so like 6 months ago my dad's cats had kittens and i ended up with 3 female cats. well my sister took one so that left me with 2 females....or so i thought. anyways a couple weeks ago, one of the females kept attacking the other, while they were wrestling (yeah right) i noticed something that shouldn't have been between my one females legs. so to make a long story short my female now has her balls cut off and is really pissed at me.

My Daughter Turned 16
OMG! It finally happened, my oldest turned 16 on February 16th............I guess I thought if I ignored it a bit, it would go away, LOL.........WRONG!! Now she is going to be driving herself around, to school, swim practice, work, etc................. I am seriously going to have "empty nest" syndrome before I know it.............

You Ask Why You, I Ask Why Me
I GAVE YOU MY HEART WHEN IT BELONGED TO ANOTHER. ANOTHER THAT WAS SUPPOSEDLY YOUR BEST FRIEND. YOU CAN LOVE 2 PEOPLE IS WHAT YOU SAID TO ME BUT IN ORDER FOR ME TO LOVE ONE I HAD NO CHOICE BUT TO LOVE THE OTHER. WHEN I LOST YOUR LOVE IT SEEMS I LOST HER LOVE TOO. ISN'T THAT IRONIC? WHAT IS REALLY GOING ON HERE? I GET EXCUSES FROM YOU FOR HER, I GET EXCUSES FROM HER AS TO WHY SHE CAN'T SEE ME OR TALK TO ME BUT SHE WANTS ME TO BE HAPPY WITH YOU. YOU HAVE DONE THE WORSE POSSIBLE THING A PERSON COULD OR WOULD DO TO ANOTHER PERSON. YOU LIED AND PRETENDED TO BE SOMETHING AND SOMEONE YOU'RE NOT. IS THAT WHAT YOU'RE LIFE HAS BEEN REDUCED TO? DECEIT, IMPERSONATION, UTTER LIES FOR LOVE? YOU WILL NEVER BE HAPPY, YOU WILL NEVER FIND LOVE UNTIL YOU FACE WHO YOU REALLY ARE AND LET THE REAL YOU SHINE THROUGH. SO YOU CAN STOP USING ME AS AN EXCUSE TO HATE BECAUSE LIKE I TOLD YOU IN THE BEGINNING I AM A SURVIVOR AND I WILL ALWAYS COME OUT ON TOP. ALL YOU EVER HAD TO DO WAS TELL THE TRUTH, B

Being Loved
"Love is patient,love is kind, love is gentle and hard to find.Love is beautiful,and never lies, and then there is true love, which never dies!!" "To love someone is one thing, but for that someone to love you back is special." "To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides" "Love is not the awnser--yes is the awnser, love is the question" "The love in your heart wasn't put there to stay because love isn't love until you give it away!" "Find confidence in your heart, and let it be your guide. Strive even harder toward your dreams, and they won't be denied" "We all have big changes in our life that are more or less a second chance." "ya know what the good thing about pain is? it lets you know you're still alive" "Seize the moment and live every day like it was your last"

If I Could..........
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you and share with you its beauty on the days you're feeling blue... If I could build a mountain you could call your very own a place to find serenity, a place to be alone... If I could take your troubles, I would toss them in the sea But all these things I'm finding - are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain or catch a rainbow fair But let me be what I know best - A friend that's always there.

Right To Reply!
Sometimes when bord I start browsing through friends of friend on myspace. Looking at all the cool people that my cool peeps know. When doing so today I found a blog entry that made me kinda fizz. Here it is below.... im sorry that i got u a dozen long stem roses for no reason but i love you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That i'm your best friend, who loves you the most I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you t

Is This Turning Into Fucking Myspace?
You fucking little bitches who like to report on fucking mumms! I posted a mumm (which has been awhile for me) about watching a video being naked with a teddybear, more or less, poking fun at myself and getting a laugh. For that, some bitch ass mother fucker is going to remove it, and now I have my mumm rights revoked. Any other time I wouldnt give a fuck, but give me a fucking break you BabyJesus bitches! I thought this wasnt MySpace, it is sure starting to fucking look like it! I have seen shit 20 times worse then this, but because one our your little fucking helpers is having a bad day, I no longer get to do a mumm just to have some fun. How fucking pothetic are we getting? I really like the site, its fun and I have met some people on here that are really fun. I agree that you should have NSFW being applied to things. Mostly pictures, I agree with that. You however dont need it in the fucking mumms. People want to post stupid shit in there, then let the other fucking mu

Stabbed By The Bestfriend.. Tell Me What You Think...
Heyyy Yall... Well I have had somethings on my mind. Things goin on in my life. THAT TRUELY SUCKS.... I want to know what people think about this. Well I have been friends with this girl for years well about 10 years. She was my best friend. Someone I turned to when I had problems. Like this one. Anyways, I dated this guy 2 years ago now. We dated a few months. We were like bestfriends... Well he was my best guy friend...We broke up but we were more then friends after the fact. It also went on for a year. Now its been a year since. And I cared so much about this guy. I stoped talkin with him so much so I could get over him or at least keep my distance. You know. So We used to talk every night. He used to send me texts every morning and night. Sayin well duhh Good Morning and Good Night. I really liked him. Well lets say I loved him very much. Now my Ex- bestfriend.. Someone who never liked him really. Is datin him. She didn't even have the nerve to tell me. I found out on

Lmao And These Kids
I love it when i turn yonger gys down and they pll my age opt lol I may beolder bt stll close enff t prrrrrrrrfect for who I choose to be and if can t handle my preferences GO FCK RSELF as wont be doing me

My Work
Well this is my first blog, lol I hope you all enjoy my artwork as much as I enjoy doing it. One thing I will leave on this earth when it's my time to go home is a piece of me will live on in the skin of the people I have touched with my artwork. If your ever in my area please look me up and you can have a piece of me as well.

101 Simple Ways
Call an old friend, just to say "hi." Hold a door open for a stranger. Invite someone to lunch. Compliment someone on his or her appearance. Ask a coworker for their opinion on a project. Bring cookies to work. Let someone cut in during rush hour traffic. Leave a waitress or waiter a big tip. Tell a cashier to "have a nice day." Call your parents. Let someone know you miss them. Treat someone to a movie. Let a person know you really appreciate them. Visit a retirement center. Take a child to the zoo. Fill up your spouse's car with gas. Surprise someone with a small gift. Leave a "thank-you" note for the cleaning staff at work. Write a letter to a distant relative. Tell someone you thought about them the other day. Put a dime in a stranger's parking meter before the time expires. Bake a cake for a neighbor. Send someone flowers to where they work. Invite a friend to tea. Recommend a good book to someone. Donate clothing to a charity. O

Smtn Cute I Found On The Net
On the very first day, God created the cow. He said to the cow, "Today I have created you! As a cow, you must go to the field with the farmer all day long. You will work all day under the sun! I will give you a life span of 50 years." The cow objected, "What? This kind of tough life you want me to live for 50 years? Let me have 20 years, and the 30 years I'll give back to you." So God agreed. On the second day, God created the dog. God said to the dog, "What you are supposed to do is to sit all day by the door of your house. Any people that come in, you will have to bark at them! I'll give a life span of 20 years." The dog objected, "What? All day long to sit by the door? No way! I give you back my other 10 years of life!" So God agreed. On the third day, God created the monkey. He said to the monkey, "Monkeys have to entertain people. You've got to make them laugh and do monkey tricks. I'll give you 20 years life span." The monkey objected. "What? Make them laugh? Do mo

The Pain
ok yall i this is my 2 time to do this but i just have to get soemthing off my chest. as some of yall know i live with a guy im not married to him been with him for going on 4 years now. i love him i like have ever loved anyone i have been with i really thought he was the one for me my night and shining armer so i thought. but the last 3 years have been hard on me i lost my mom 3 years ago and now this guy im with well he does not have anything to do with my kids are me he stays gone never wants to be around us never wants to do anything with us he is more into his family. me and my kids are stuck here dayin and day out never go anywhere heck he is gone right now left this mornign and still have not seem him yet. i want to leave but i have no where to go so im stuck here right now till i can get on my feet. i live in a small down so no shelters or anything. well anyways im sorry for telling yall this i just needed someone to talk to. and thank yall so much for be my friends.....

Breaking News And Commentary From Citizens For Legitimate Government
Breaking News and Commentary from Citizens for Legitimate Government 18 February 2007 http://www.legitgov.org/ All links to articles as summarized below are available here: http://www.legitgov.org/index.html#breaking_news Weapons used in attack in southeastern Iran come from U.S.: report 18 Feb 2007 Explosive devices and arsenals used in a terrorist attack in the southeastern Iranian city of Zahedan on Wednesday came from the United States, the semi-official Fars news agency reported on Saturday. Relevant documents, photographs and film footage, which show that the explosives and arsenals used in the attack were American, would soon be made public, an "informed source" was quoted as saying. Pakistani official: Taliban insurgency becoming 'liberation war' 16 Feb 2007 Taliban-led insurgents are winning ever-greater public support in Afghanistan for a struggle that is taking on the character of a "liberation war" against foreign troops, a senior Pakistani official c

February 18, 2007 ***did Bush Have Financial Links With The Scandal-plagued Enron?
HEADLINES and NEWS LINKS Courtesy of TvNewsLies.org http://tvnewslies.org/news Jesse's Blog: http://www.tvnewslies.org/blog/ ________________________________________________________________ February 18, 2007 OF INTEREST : http://www.tvnewslies.org/news/#interest ***Did Bush have financial links with the scandal-plagued Enron? - It has now come out that US President George W. Bush once had a financial relationship with Enron, the failed energy giant that filed for Chapter 11 bankruptcy in December 2001 and contributed millions of dollars to Bush's gubernatorial and presidential election campaigns. WAR : http://www.tvnewslies.org/news/#war · 8 U.S. Troops Die in Afghan Copter Crash - · 2 Baghdad Car Bombs Kill 56, Injure 127 - The U.S. military also reported the deaths of two American soldiers · Iraq's death toll is far worse than our leaders admit · Ex-envoy says Iraq rebuilding plan won't work · U.S. move means Canada stuck in Afghanistan · Taliban deploy 10,

Sex
A hug leads to a kiss...a kiss leads 2 a finger...a finger leads to a a hand...a hand leads to a lick...a lick leads to a suck...a suck leads 2 a fuck. So tell me how many people are you gonna hug after you heard this cuz sex is like math...u add the bed...subtract the clothes...divide the legs...leave your solution...and pray you dont multiply! Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth Having nice sex burnes 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Forepl

Im A Goddess!!!
Found this on line...... Tara from Goddesses and Heroines Exerpt from Goddess & Heroines by Patricia Monaghan [Used by permission. This text is NOT included in the Goddess Oracle] In Indian Hinduism, the star goddess Tara is a manifestation of the queen of time, Kali. Her symbol, the star, is seen as a beautiful but perpetually self-combusting thing; so Tara is the absolute, unquenchable hunger that propels all life. As a Bodhisattava, a Buddha-to-be, she is considered second only to the great Avalokitesvara, of whom she is sometimes said to be a female aspect. Among Buddhists and Jains, and particularly in Tibetan Lamaism, Tara became a symbol of other hungers as well, in particular the spiritual hunger for release from the purely physical world. As such, Tara is the goddess of self-mastery and mysticism, invoked under her 108 names on a rosary of 108 beads. The compassionate goddess, she appears as a playful adolescent, for Tara sees life for the game it is; she also a

Tara, Goddess And Heroine
More proff I have found that I am a goddess (ha ha ha)..... Tara, Goddess and Heroine Shrouded in mystery, revealed in wonder, the Great Goddess has been adored for millennia. Sculptural evidence discovered in prehistoric caves of 30,000 years ago finds her Her worship to be more ancient than humankind has memory. Legends and myths of every culture praise She Who Brings Forth Life, She Who Is The Embodiment Of Wisdom, The Great Compassionate Mother, The Star Of Heaven. She has been called by many names, she has been revealed in many forms. Her worship continues to this day in ancient cultures of Asia, and in the 20th century search for the lost feminine. The Tibetans call her Tara. Tara is a Sanskrit word meaning Star. We hear the echoes of her name in the Latin Terra, Mother Earth. The Druids called their mother goddess Tara. An ancient saga of Finland said to be 5 million years old speaks of Tar, the women of wisdom. An ancient tribe of indigenous peoples in the South Ame

Quizzes Are So Much Funand So True
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Biting100%Bondage100%Blind Folds83%Blood75%Chains/Handcuffs67%Whips33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Boys Will Be Boys :p
Little Billy came into the kitchen where his mother was making dinner. His birthday was coming up and he thought this was a good time to tell his mother what he wanted. "Mom, I want a bike for my birthday." Little Billy was a bit of a troublemaker. He had gotten into trouble at school and at home. Billy's mother asked him if he thought he deserved to get a bike for his birthday. Little Billy, of course, thought he did. Billy's mother, being a Christian woman, wanted him to reflect on his behavior over the last year and write a letter to God and tell him why he deserved a bike for his birthday. Little Billy stomped up the steps to his room and sat down to write God a letter. LETTER 1: Dear God, I have been a very good boy this year and I would like a bike for my birthday. I want a red one. Your friend, Billy Billy knew this wasn't true. He had not been a very good boy this year, so he tore up the letter and started over. LETTER 2: Dear God, This is your

Link To The Web Site
I have been trying to post the link to the web site but I keep getting an error message. So I am going to try and trick this site I hope this works... close any gaps that you see and it should work... but the site is under construction. I hope you can figure this out http://www dot ms-cleavage dot bravehost dot com/

I Can't Believe It .... My Boyfriend Broke Up With Me : (
NOT ......................NOT........................NOT....................... BUT IF U OPEN IT U HAVE TO READ IT SO NEVER TRUST A GUY WHEN HE SAY I LOVE YOU CAUSE L.O.V.E MEANS: LEGS OPEN VERY EASY HA HA HA HAH A TIL NEXT TIME BYE

2 Sides, One Heart
There are 2 sides to a heart. Each side of the heart is just as important as the other. These 2 sides cannot function without the other. They must learn to work together if the heart as a whole is to survive. The one side is still pure This is side is still new Still full of hope Still full of dreams White as the falling snow Without pain Without regret Without disappointment Without being broken Each promise made has been kept Each word spoken is true Each beat is strong Full of life. The other side of this heart is purple This side shows the signs of pain It has been lied to It has been used It has been played It has been broken many times This side does not trust This side does not believe This side does not want This side is weak Not wanting to live anymore. These two sides come together and make the other better. Where there has been pain it is once again filled with joy. Where there has been lies it is once again filled with truth. W

Lets See!!!!!!
Roses r red, nuts r brown, skirts r up, pants r down, body 2 body, skin 2 skin, when its stiff, stick it in. send to 10 ppl and see if u get it back that means someone wants to FucK YOU. if i don't get this back i guess ur not the one. if u have a lot of luv 4 someone.....co???py and send to ur whole friend list and in 5 mins ur true love will call or im you. da sex train - if u get it ur cute...u get it twice ur a hottie...u get it 3 times ur sexy...4 times ur fuckable......???send this and see how many times u get

Oomph!-augen Auf
Eckstein, eckstein - alles muss versteckt sein Wieder lieg ich auf der lauer Denn wir spielen unser spiel Wieder wart ich an der mauer Wieder steh ich kurz vorm ziel Und ich höre deinen atem Und ich rieche deine angst Ich kann nicht mehr länger warten Denn ich weiss was du verlangst Eckstein, eckstein - alles muss versteckt sein 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10 Augen auf - ich komme! Zeig dich nicht! Ständig ruf ich deinen namen Ständig such ich dein gesicht Wenn ich dich dann endlich habe Spielen wir wahrheit oder pflicht Eckstein, eckstein - alles muss versteckt sein 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10 Augen auf - ich komme! Zeig dich nicht! Versteck dich Eins, zwei, drei, vier, eckstein Alles muss versteckt sein Eckstein, eckstein - alles muss versteckt sein Augen auf ich.... komme! Augen auf - ich komme! Augen auf - ich komme! Augen auf - ich komme! Aufgepaßt - ich komme! Zeig dich nicht! ------------------

Mexican Jews
Two Jewish men, Sid and Al, were sitting in a Mexican restaurant. Sid asked Al, "Are there any people of our faith born and raised in Mexico?"Al replied, "I don't know, let's ask our waiter." When the waiter came by, Al asked him, "Are there any Mexican Jews?" and the waiter said, "I don't know Senor, I'll ask the cooks." He returned from the kitchen in a few minutes and said "No sir, no Mexican Jews." Al wasn't really satisfied with that and asked, "Are you absolutely sure?" The waiter, realizing he was dealing with "Gringos" gave the expected answer, "I will check again, Senor!" and went back into the kitchen. While the waiter was away, Sid said, "I find it hard to believe that there are no Jews in Mexico. Our people are scattered everywhere." The waiter returned and said "Senor, the head cook said there is no Mexican Jews." "Are you certain?" Al asked once again. "I can't believe there are no Mexican Jews!" "Senor, I ask EVERYONE," replied the exasperated wai

Materbation
She stared in through the bedroom window at his naked body and the huge erection between his legs. It was long and hard as his hand stroked up and down in a slow rhythmic motion. He held a magazine in his other hand and was gazing at it intently. Probably thinking of having one of the sluts in the magazine sucking his cock or fucking him doggie style, she thought. She'd never seen such a big cock, and she'd never had she seen a man jack off before. She continued to stare...fixated on his cock as it became more swollen as he stroked faster. His balls were tight against his body and he was now stroking very fast. He laid the magazine down on the bed and she could see the beautiful woman whose picture he had been staring at...She had big full breasts and long blonde hair...her butt was in the air in one pose and she was standing in the other. He started to moan - and his stroking was furious now, up and down his hand went pulling the skin on his big dick and

Ministers.... Sounds Like A Couple I Know Lol.
Three ministers - a Presbyterian, a Methodist, and a Baptist, and their wives, were all on a cruise together. A tidal wave came up and swamped the ship, and they all drowned. The next thing you know, they're standing before St. Peter. As fate would have it, the first in line was the Presbyterian and his wife. St. Peter shook his head sadly and said, "I can't let you in.You were moral and upright, but you loved money too much. You loved it so much, you even married a woman named Penny." St. Peter waved sadly, and poof, down the chute to the "Other Place" they went. Then came the Baptist and his wife. "Sorry, can't let you in either," said St. Peter. "You abstained from liquor and dancing and cards, but you loved food and sweets too much. You loved sweets so much, you even married a woman named Candy." Sadly, St. Peter waved again, and poof, down the chute went the two Baptists. The Methodist minister turned to his wife and whispered "It ain't looking good, Fanny."

What To Tell A Girl (military Style)
---Tell her you miss her like crazy, and the one thing that pulls you through the hard day is thinking of her. ----Tell her you love her with all your heart. ----tell her WHY you love her, so you can make her blush. ----Call her "baby" instead of her name. ----When you've had a bad day, tell her so she can listen and give you hope for better days. ----When she's silent on the phone don't get mad at her, she's just missed your voice and is memorizing everything you say. ----Don't say anything you don't mean, cause she WILL remember. ----When you know you wont speak to her for days or maybe months, tell her "good night", "sweet dreams", and "i love you" for ALL the days you wont talk to her. ----When she's had a bad day, listen and don't piss her off, cause the last thing she wants is to be mad at YOU! ---- Give her phone kisses, those are just as sweet. ---- She knows you might not have time to write her letters, but give her the surprise of a lifetim

Baby This One
MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts It had been a long cold winter, one long round of parties and bar hopping, it was at one such gathering that it happened. At the time, Rick's best mate was a guy called Derek, they went everywhere together. It was our house where this party was being held, all the usual suspects were there, my baby and I were both enjoying ourselves, rarely talking to each other as we mingled with other friends. I had always found Derek very attractive, he was about 6 ft tall like my baby, but his looks were echo's of his Mediterranean roots: jet black short hair, square cut jaw, mischievous hazel eyes and his skin, normally olive hued, was now sun darkened nut brown. The jeans and white T-shirt Derek wore that night clung tightly to his well-toned body, I'd often fantasised about him, he was good-looking but it probably had more to do with him being the sexy friend of my dark, brown-eyed, pale skinned baby that got me going, we often flirted harmlessly but for s

My Eyes
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion100%Mysterious50%Diamond Eyes33%Eyes full of Pain17%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Clandestine Vengeance
Just thought I'd mention I've finished writing Clandestine Vengeance, lyrics are in the words blog, not gonna put it up on myspace for a while though so if you want to listen I'll have to send it over msn or something...

Rockstars And Pornstars Party At Dante's
Last night's Rockstars and Pornstars party starring Smoochknob and the SmoochGirls was AWESOME!! Dark Angel was here visiting from Texas and escorted me to the party. When we arrived, there was a line outside around the block!! The show had been sold out! Lucky for me I'm a Wild Child Girl!! Wild Child Magazine was VIP to this party!! So we walked right in! We got our drinks and mingled until the music started. Brace The Fall was the opening band. They came out Rockin!! They are an industrial metal band that had the crowd worked up! The mosh pits were forming from song one! Their entire set was high energy and the fans loved them! Thanks to a great road crew, the next band, Cellar Door, was onstage and ready to rock Dante's. Cellar Door is a punk metal band that I have seen before! They are a very charged up band and the crowd was screaming for more!! Then it was time for Smoochknob! They opened with "a short movie" clip. It was all the Fuck words from the Big Lebowski!! It was h

Doesn't Make Sense To Me Either
I died So many years ago But you can make me feel Like it isn't so And why you come to be with me I think I finally know Mmmm, mmm You're scared Ashamed of what you feel And you can't tell the ones you love You know they couldn't deal Whisper in a dead man's ear, It doesn't make it real That's great - - But I don't want to play 'Cuz being with you touches me More than I can say But since I'm only dead to you I'm saying stay away And let me rest in peace Let me rest in peace Let me get some sleep Let me take my love and bury it In a hole six foot deep I can lay my body down But I can't find my sweet release So, let me rest in peace You know, you've got a willing slave And you just love to play the thought like you might misbehave But 'til you do I'm telling you Stop visiting my grave And let me rest in peace I know I should go But I follow you like a man possessed There's a traitor here beneath my breast And it hurts me more than you've ever

So Ok
Im so loving my new place!!! Its not huge but it has great energy..not only that be we are all a kick ass team! I got my other band members on board with this film that Im doing and that is the topper...Im just happy right now and very content

This Is What I Would Do For My Woman!.
first of all we gotta translate, see how things go...they go great. Spend time together when times right, sun shinning on us with a rare light. if we love they way we both move, i know tonight is where i can find our groove. once we got our groove i call to chat, because just you is just all that. take showers or sometimes a bath, helping us closer to that 1 way path. if it feels good il ask do the math. if you agree grab me with your wrath, make ur face get ssweaty and blue, being happy saying i do. if we get into an arguemnt at night, i cant sleep until everythings right. what i do its just me, just dont look threw,cause maybe im the 1 to be.

One-liners
If you have any humor to share, by all means send it to me!! *What do you get when you cross a masochist with an insomniac? A girl who can't sleep...unless she's really beat! ********************** *"What is the difference between pink and purple?" The grip! ********************** *What is the difference between a sub and a mosquito??" You swat a mosquito and it stops sucking.

Should I
sitting here thinking of what to do should i go out or should i stay in should i play the field or stay with what i have should i see if there is someone different out there for me should i wait to see if she has a heart and wakes up to see what she has in front of her or should i let her go and not worry about her anymore

Poem
Sometimes I ponder about what will come next Where will my life turn when it seems to stall? When is the next time I will smile again? and how will I get up, should I fall? Happiness fills me with a touch of sadness. By that I mean I know it can't last. Beauty decays, laughter subsides When will the stones be cast? Tragedy can be measured by the amount of happiness taken away Elusion is our only protection As we fall victim to its prey So when I've reached a fork in life's road and the choices are many or few. I follow the one that leads away from misfortune Thats all I can really do When life is good You have to hold it in your hand You have to close your eyes You have to breathe it in! Happiness may end While tragedy begins Today is the beginning Is tomorrow the end?

Voice Recorder
Well, I just put a voice recorder on the page, so if ya like, go ahead and leave me a message. I'm sure, like just everybody else, I'd like to hear ya and see if 'yunz' sound anything like what I envisioned. Fun Stuff!!! ►Big Daddy◄

If You're In The Warminster/hatboro Area
Hey ... if you're in the Warminster / Warrington / Hatboro PA area ... come to the Red Stallion 307 W County Line Rd, Hatboro, PA for Kareoke. Julie is in town .. as is Splissa (both on my family list). Come sing .. hear Griz make a fool of himself, have a few drinks and have some fun. Kareoke runs from 1000pm-130amish on Sundays.

Common Sense
> Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has > been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his > birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be > remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to > come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always > fair, and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound > financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting > strategies (adults, not children are in charge). His health began to > deteriorate rapidly when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were > set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment > for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash > after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only > worsened his condition. Common Sense lost groun

Relationships
How archaic is it to want someone to want you for you? To have someone that can only think of YOU? To know that they cherish you for everything you are not as much as they cherish you for everything that you are? How awful is it to want all of this? These are the things that our fathers and our grandfathers promised us when we were children and settled on their knees, along with the moon and that black or white pony. These are the things that are so elusive to the population of women today. These are the things that we miss the most in the post-liberation of women bull crap that we have accustomed ourselves to. We women like to pretend that we don't need to be reminded of how wonderful or beautiful we are. We like to think that we don't need the attention of our men. But the sad and honest truth is that these are the things we need the most. We NEED to know that you think we are beautiful when we just wake up, or that we are amazing when we do the smallest of things, like

Tm Thankful For You
Many prayers I know You said for me And happy is what You want me me to be Im so thamnkfulfor a grandma Who cares for me so And all the love To me that you show God certaintly knew What to do Thats he gave A grandma like you This was in a photo album given to me from my grandaughter at xmas

Confusion
well My wife and i are speaking again but now im more confussed then before she says she will understand if I see someone else when she goes to iraq and she says she loves me and wants to see me before she deploys but not right now because she needs to figure out what she wants and she says she doesnt want anyone else is she still angry so she is being learry with her feelings right now I just dont know

Unhappiness
Hey folks, well i might not be online a lot, there are things going on in my life that are taking a huge toll on me and i dont know how to handle them. I need someone and he isnt there and its upsetting me tremendously. And i need a new direction in my life, so please dont hate me ill be online every now and then, but im sorry in advance.

Close My Eyes
Everytime I close my eyes I can feel his arms around me A warm gentle touch I can feel his sweet lips on mine I hear him He whispers so softly in my ear He tell me he loves me and would never leave my side I know his words are true He speaks from the heart But why is it when I open my eyes he's not there? He can't possibly be a dream Only a dream come true But where is he? I search for him day after day But only finding him when I close my eyes Why is he not here in my arms? Why con't I look into his eyes and say those magic words? The words he tell me everyday When he puts his arms around me, kisses me and whispers so softly in my ear I hear him, I feel him I know that he's there Oneday I know when I open my eyes he will still be there There in front of me to share those magic words To kiss, to touch, to share our love And to never have to close my eyes again....

The Marine
This is a poem sent from a Marine to his Dad. It makes you truly thankful for not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops. THE MARINE We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE! So stand in my shoes, And leave from your home. Fight for the people who hate you, With the protests they've shown. Fight for the stranger, Fight for the young. So they all may

Very Important For Friends Who Had My Private Yahoo And Msn Addresses For Instant Messaging.
I've been able to warn many of you but not sure I got everyone. I am warning you if you are on my msn or yahoo friend list for volfem2000, absolutely do not answer any IM's from there! I was hacked by a jackass whom admitted he hacked me and then he proceeded to change my password and lock me out of my accounts.. I am taking steps to recover it, but if I cant I do not want any of you dealing with this either.. If you have recieved anything from there today after 11am EST, be sure you run virus checks and go to Trendmicro's housecall to do a full scan on your computer to make sure you have not gotten a bug that will allow him access to every key stroke you make.. He is good.. he got my info from my private email, and other things as well as stole files off my pc. Be very careful and block my address. If I get it back I will close it and open a new account anyway just to be safe but will have to do a major cleanup on my computer 1st to be sure he cant get me again! thanks everyone

Bleah
Yes, I know. I promised a story soon. You all responded and helped me immesnsely with my information needs (Hi, Mistress of Wolves! MMMMM, when we get together...) Trouble is, I'm sick. Too sick to sit here in the basement at the computer for extended periods of time and write. So it will have to wait. Forgive me. It will be worth it!

Someone Like You
words are only words they falter and are weak Deviate is the world you have taken on But love is the new awakening that has made me strong Your brilliance is the light in my laughter Your sincerity the part that makes it memorable long after Thank you for your patience and the thing that makes you who you are but most of all for being someone that I can adore

Kinda Like Constipation......no Shit!!!
Well, when a Brutha is short on time and doesn’t have an idea of what to write about, you know what he does right??? He rambles!! Sooooo….. I’m leaving my house last night cuz I have no effin social life cuz Riley Bugg won't play wit a nikka and Nich Boogie is out frolickin and shyt....and Sarah is janky, Angie is M.I.A., and Carrie has too many issues to be bothered with the likes of me.....not too mention Katie callin me pushy and banishing me to the friend zone....what.tha.fuck.evar.....but anyway....I decide to stroll down to the street to one of my neighborhood bars and pass the time.....Granted I have only been out three times since thanksgiving but damn..... I’m inclined to think that Midtown doesn’t really care about Black people since everytime I come to the bars here, there ain’t shit to do. Upon arrival I upgraded from well bourbon to Jack Daniels. I hadn't treated myself in a while.....and as I step into the seating area.....there is a new white hippie chick se

One Such As I
One such as I was never a friend, I was never there till the end. I was there till you left me, Which seemed to come quite easy. One such as I was never a lover, I was only a friend. No one wanted to see forever, Just till their hearts would mend. One such as I was never a sister, In your eyes I was only an impostor. I had too much pain to forget, And you had no time for such regret. One such as I was never a mother, I could never truly heal wounds. How could I build up the muster, If I was too injured to reward any boons. One such as I? How many burden this cry? Taken up in pain and misery Who could help others necessity? One such as I? This doesn't need to be thought, heard or whispered. One could easily be given the talent to fly, If only given the time that is deserved.

An Artist Of Your Own Life
I imagine a life With no more harsh words that irritate the skin. No more settlements to end with a knife. In a game of hate, no one wins. In this painting I am dreaming, Each stroke giving meaning. Beauty through each mixed running hue, Till finally I found the part that is you. A beautiful work of art, Caught by the eyes of few. Eyes clasping and never finding thought to part, But only if the world knew.. A gentle touch to add a blush, Softly dabbing with life's brush. Painting a picture for my eyes to see, Painting life's picture of who I'm going to be. Some pink to add life to the nights, A tad of orange for the sunlit days. Some blue for after our fights, A little green to make up in special ways. There are those mistakes, Most people in your life are fakes. But its the flaws in a work of the heart, That makes everything beautiful, pulls together what was apart. In the end as you set down your brush, You look at your pa

Stone Temple Pilots !!
Music Codes - MySpace Layouts Creep lyrics Forward yesterday Makes me wanna stay What they said was real Makes me wanna steal Livin' under house Guess I'm livin', I'm a mouse All's I gots is time Got no meaning, just a rhyme Take time with a wounded hand 'Cause it likes to heal Take time with a wounded hand 'Cause I like to steal Take time with a wounded hand 'Cause it likes to heal, I like to steal I'm half the man I used to me This I feel as the dawn It fades to gray Well, I'm half the man I used to be This I feel as the dawn It fades to gray Well, I'm half the man I used to me This I feel as the dawn It fades to gray Well, I'm half the man I used to be, half the man I used to be Feelin' uninspired Think I'll start a fire Everybody run Bobby's got a gun Think you're kinda neat Then she tells me I'm a creep Friends don't mean a thing Guess I'll leave it up to me Take time with a wounded hand 'Cause it likes to heal Take time with a wounded

" Wow" That Was A Good Dream
"Wow" That Was A Good Dream Her eyes popped open as she suddenly jerked awake. "Wow," she thought, "that was some dream." She couldn't quite remember what had happened, but it was hot, and now she was unbelievably turned on. She turned to the warm lump beside her, and poked it, hoping her Dr. Phil was up for a little late-night loving to release the tension. No response. She poked again, a little harder this time. Phil rolled over and grunted a little. "Alright," she said to herself, "guess it's up to me now." She slid her right hand down her stomach and between her thighs. She was already hot and bothered, and knew it wouldn't take much to send her over the edge. Her fingers crept down between her legs and gently touched her clit, which was already engorged and sensitive. She stroked slowly and gently, her left hand moving to caress her nipples. Next to her, she felt Phil roll over again, but she completely ignored him, concentrating on herself. Softly pinching her nipples, her ri

So I've Realized...
So I've realized I need to stop being so dumb. I've been through a lot of struggles in my life, and I'm so used to quitting and giving up when times get rough... The only thing I've ever been good at is school and sports, but I can't even make wise decisions anymore when it comes to my wellbeing. I moved down to TX for a reason, and I'm already giving up on it because I feel like it's my fault that I'm not there for my friends and family when they've always been there for me through my struggles. Am I selfish?? I feel so helpless when I'm down here. But at the same time if I go back-- what am I going back to? A life where it's hard as fuck to find a job, everythings expensive as hell, cold as a mother fucker, and everyones depressed. I love all the friends I have and have ever had to death, and I'll ALWAYS be there for them in spirit, or even if they call.. But it still pains me not to be there for a hug when they need me, or when I need them. I know every place is different, a

Race To 1 Million Contest! & Best Mom Contest
Please take the time to vote for me. Especially during Happy Hour, you will rack up points quick that way. Thanks so much!!! I am actually in 2 contests. I need all your help! Thank you so much!! To those bombing me U guys are awesome!! I do appreciate it so much!! Luv ya guys! xoxoxox Jen Race to 1 million contest. Best Mom contest

Sex Survey Thing
1. HAVE YOU GOTTEN LAID IN 2007? yep 2. EVER HAD SEX IN A PUBLIC PLACE? Yeah; wasn't so much my thing. 3. EVER LAUGH DURING SEX? ye[ 4. LIKE TO BITE DURING SEX? yep 5. DO YOU LIKE TO CUDDLE AFTER SEX? yep. 6. EVER REGRET SEX WITH SOMEONE? Nope 7. EVER FAKED AN ORGASM? yes 8. DIRTY TALK, OR SHUT THE FUCK UP? that depends 9. EVER HAVE UNPROTECTED SEX? Only managomous relationships where tested and clean 10. EVER MASTURBATE TO YOUR FRIENDS SIGNIFICANT OTHER? Absolutely 11. EVER HAVE A ONE NIGHT STAND? Yea 12. EVER HAVE A THREESOME? Nope. Fix that; you know who you are. 13. EVER WATCH PORN DURING SEX? nah 14. EVER THOUGHT OF SOMEONE ELSE DURING SEX? Yeah 15. HAS THE CONDOM EVER BROKE? yep; I was a rough young thing 16. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASING SEXUAL EXPERIENCE? Hard to say. Being to druk to perform, probably. 17. HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU LOST YOUR VIRGINITY? to my hand: 9; to a person: 17 18. WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO HAVE SEX WITH RIGHT NOW? If you really want to know

The Best Chicken Joke Ever!
Best Chicken Joke Ever A chicken and an egg are lying in bed. The chicken is leaning against the headboard smoking a cigarette, with a satisfied smile on its face. The egg, looking a bit ticked off, grabs the sheet, rolls over, and says, "Well, I guess we finally answered THAT question." If anyone needs it explained - read it a second time.

Unleashed
Unleashed (erotica) I love just lying here naked beside you Soft kisses becoming stronger, I like the view As my hand gently glides all over your creation My tongue gently follows, it's my strong determination Your body is mine I can tell by your pleasure I slowly trace my tongue softly around your treasure At first your timid, but you relax and let me in My cock too good like I am committing a sin Our bodies are connected this feeling of lust The thrusting and yearning in a wilderness of trust My hands firmly gripping that fine ass as it seams This total experience is better than my dreams As wild screams grow louder I feel your pussy grasp My cock is your tool I let out a loud gasp Your juices flowing, starts running down my thigh My shaft is swelling, yours screams become high With one more thrust, my seeds released The passion of love, exposed, unleashed

Astroid Heading Towards Earth
SAN FRANCISCO (Feb. 18) - An asteroid may come uncomfortably close to Earth in 2036 and the United Nations should assume responsibility for a space mission to deflect it, a group of astronauts, engineers and scientists said on Saturday. Astronomers are monitoring an asteroid named Apophis, which has a 1 in 45,000 chance of striking Earth on April 13, 2036. Although the odds of an impact by this particular asteroid are low, a recent congressional mandate for NASA to upgrade its tracking of near-Earth asteroids is expected to uncover hundreds, if not thousands of threatening space rocks in the near future, former astronaut Rusty Schweickart said. "It's not just Apophis we're looking at. Every country is at risk. We need a set of general principles to deal with this issue," Schweickart, a member of the Apollo 9 crew that orbited the earth in March 1969, told an American Association for the Advancement of Science conference in San Francisco. Schweickart plans to present an u

Gay And Lesbian Poll
LENGTH OF RELATIONSHIP Women Men Average years 4.9 6.9 Relationships averaged nearly six years in length for all couples, even though the average respondent was only 35 years old. More than 100 couples had passed their 15th anniversary. One lesbian relationship had spanned 43 years, and three male couples had lasted more than 40 years. 19% of lesbian couples and 13% of male couples had been together one year or less. NUMBER OF PREVIOUS MAJOR GAY/LESBIAN RELATIONSHIPS Women(%) Men(%) None 32 38 One 26 33 Two 23 18 Three 10 7 Four 4 3 Five or more 5 1 Average number 1.52 1.07 YEARS IN PREVIOUS MAJOR GAY/LESBIAN RELATIONSHIPS Women (%) Men (%) None 1 2 1 year 8 20 2 years 12 22 3 years 10 13 4 years 11 10 5 years 10 9 6 years 8 4 7 years 6 4 8 years 5 4 9 years 5 2 10 years 7 3 11-15 years 12 4 16 or more 6 2 Average yrs 6.6 4.2 PREVIOUS HETEROSEXUAL

Day One: Redondo Beach
This is the blog I kept while learning to surf last year. I like the objective feedback I get from you Cherry Tap peeps. You guys are awsome! Day one: Saturday Afternooon, July 8th, 2006 Location: Redondo Beach - Sandy and nice. Parking: Free if you're lucky enough to find a spot Conditions: Choppy Risk Level: Mid-To High Risk Safety Personell: Intermitent beach patrols driving through, although Lifeguards present, although entirely lacking in concern for swimmers. We saw them fucking around with buddies, even saw one with their back to the shore! Trouble can happen in the blink of an eye, if the life guard is not paying attention at all times, surf at your own risk! Sea Creatures: Ballsy Seagulls tore though our goddies and demolished an entire bag of chips. We beat the heat of the day, got there around 4:00 pm after just deciding at the spur of the moment to hop in the car and roll. It was absoluteley ..beautiful. The air was cool and the water was warm. It was an in

How Do You Know...
how do you know god is good and satan the evil one? dont get me wrong i believe in god and that hes good. i worship god but seriously how do you know the bible is the truth? i asked that when i was 4 yo and got kicked out of church and was told if i ever went back the church would burn down around my ears... and i hope i dont offend anyone

Day Two: Doheny Saturday Morning, July 18th, 2006
Day Two: Saturday Morning, July 18th, 2006 Location: Doheny Beach Parking: $10.00 for the day Conditions: Choppy with riptides and undercurrents, not a good spot for beginners. Rocky shoreline hurts your feet, water shoes recommended. waist high water level drops off about 10 feet out, Not sure how deep it is. Risk Level: Pretty safe Safety Personel: Life guards with anal personalities on duty until 6:00 pm, which is a good thing when your safety is concerned. Main Lifeguard control tower located high above the beach that surveys the entire area, able to dispatch necessary personel if needed. Sea Creatures: We asked the rangers at the gate about Sharks, jellyfish and sting rays. None to their knowledge they said however, I saw someone fishing who had caught one around 7:00 PM. Many different birds, small birds catching teeny meals in the water, spotted some sort of falcon or eagle in the trees. Saw dolphins swimming very close to the shore, were able to spot them inside the

The 3 Blowjob's
There were these three guys named Rick, Bob and Tom, who were really good friends. One day they went out after just getting paid, having a few drinks together, as usual, when Rick says to the boys "Hey man, lets do something different for a change. I'm getting horny and I heard about this place down the road. Let's check it out." So the 3 men agreed and jumped in Rick's pick-up. When they got there, they noticed there was a sign on the door that said 'Blow Jobs for $5, $10, & $15'. So Bob not having to much extra cash to spend said "I'll go first for 5 dollars to see if it's worth it." He goes up to the door and knocks, pulls out his 5 dollar bill and then enters the building. He was gone about 10 minutes when he comes back out of the door with a big 'ol grin on his face. Seeing this Tom says, "Damn man, how was it?" Bob said "That was the best damn blow job I ever had! I'll never forget it!." So Tom said "Well, if it was that good, I'ma pay ten dollars!" He goes up t

My Friends
Hey all...........I've been so busy lately with family matters, work, and school..........OMGAWD!!!!!!!!!!!! but anyhoo i just wanted to let all of ya know im thinkin about ya........have a great week.........MWAH!!!! Essie PS. if ya have yahoo my name is sugapea3....

My Recent Hospital Visit
On Saturday Febuary 17, 2007 I was hit with a severe asthma attack and was hospitalized.I was in contact withTHE EXECUTIONER,RACECHICK, AND TAMMY and they, thankfully, enformed some of my friends and family of my situation.I am writing this to say "THANKS AMILLION FOR YOU CONCERN AND BEST WISHES". None of you will ever truly know just how much your coments have meant to me. One never knows what they mean to someone untill you find yourself in a situation like this. The staff tell me that I amd doing better, but nothing in this world could have made me feel any better than all your best wishes.I've been told that they will let me out of here tomorrow and I will get to go HOME THANK GOD! I hate hospitals but I guess they are a necassery evil. Again thanks for your concern and I can only hope that in the future I can return the favor. MUCH LOVE AND MAD RESPECT FOR EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HORSE

What Starts With A C And Ends With A T?
((Got this from a friend LOL)) A first-grade teacher was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, gHarry, what is your problem?�? Harry answered, gIfm too smart for the first-grade. My sister is in the third-grade and Ifm smarter than she is! I think I should be in third-grade too!�? The teacher had enough. She took Harry to the principalfs office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told the teacher he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions he has to go back to the first-grade. The teacher had agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: gWhat is 3 x 3?�? Harry: g9 Principal: gWhat is 6 x 6?�? Harry: g36 And so it went with every question the principal thought a third-grader should know. The principal looks at the teacher an

My Son Jacob 6-18-03 - 6-26-03
8 Days There were seven days of Laughter And seven days of pure Joy As we looked upon the face of Heaven in one little boy Seven days of happiness as we Held your little hand I was there when you entered this World as your mommies little man Seven days of comfort in believing You were okay And then it became a lifetime of Pain Because you left this world on Day eight You left us behind with just a Memory to hold A heart full of tears as each Year unfolds A casket that lays empty for your Spirit is gone You left us for heaven to sing an Angel’s song Eight days old and your life came To an end Leaving this earth to be with God Again I close my eyes and hear an Angel’s Song I rest in the comfort in knowing that Heaven is where you belong - Written By Amber Rambo 6/4/04

I'm A Cherry Ho
It just kicked me in the head that I've become a cherry ho - and I kinda like it. I'm branching out and meeting people that I normally wouldn't try talking to and making some cool friends along the way - having fun, swapping stories, you know, hoing around. LOL I'm getting freaky about this now - come and see me rate me, fan me, friend me and I'll return the favors - stab my map - leave something on my bulletin board - SHOW ME SOME CHERRY TAP LOVE Y'ALL - I need a fix. Love ya, Sandy

A Sunday In Tupelo,ms
Well, what to do when your away from home on a holiday weekend. Well to start you stay up late and sleep in.then you wake up and realize your alone in that big bed.Check your emails,cherrytap messages,grab a Sunday paper and dirnk that first cup of coffee. Then you go to breakfast,go see Elvis' birth place,and go to the mall. Lunch is next,then go back to the hotel.Check emails,throw on your sweats,what some history channel while chattin with friends and family. Grab that new camera you bought, and realize your actually stupid now with all the new tech these days.I had to read the damn book...lol. Then get some dinner,hit on some hotties..lol,and realize your a long way from home. So whats best for the blues? Baskin robbins(butter pecan) ice cream...oh yea...the sit down,laptop on your lap,t.v. tuned in and write some poems about some special people. Call the kids,and just think about all you have in life even if it seems you have nothing. Man life is Great!!! But i'm still go

Check This Out
Could i ask all my friends and family to come and help out one of my closest friends, Carol. She is an awesome friend and always voting and helping out others. She would greatly appreciate all your help if you can. Click here The contest runs until Feb 21st 8pm EST Thanks to all who take the time to vote. Willie

My Son Jacob 6-18-03 - 6-26-03
Jacob Isaiah Your mommy asked me to Write you a poem But I can’t find the words to Express Our heart felt tears or tender Happiness You were only with us a few Short days But then the Lord took back The life he gave I hope, precious Angel, that God Will find a time To give you back to us, when The world is fine Until then you will watch us From above Looking down on us with your Own understanding and love So we dedicate your birthday in Honor of you We wont celebrate with pain or Tears But with joy and Laughter through The years In such a short life, you gave us So much A new understanding of patience, Laughter and Love So on this day we celebrate your life And not your death For you were an Angel and one of Gods very best -Written By Amber Rambo

Suicide
Suicide by Jason V. Brown There is this pain I feel that just wont go away No matter how much I run from it, it's there to stay I thought I was past this struggle, but it still lingers Too busy working and caring for others to start pointing fingers I really feel alone, though I never confess the truth My emotions stay buried deep near the root Confiding in others seem to be just a waste The same old message you hear that keeps you in place While others look deep within each other for love and compassion Swimming in their money, throwing parties in their mansion I dwell in the sorrow of being left behind and forgotten Performing miracles and making others happy while my heart caves in See you with others, loving and spending your hard earned time While the resounding, painful words come in the same lines No one truly understands that I dont have the fight left in me So I guess its good you left me behind, just let me be No wonder you dont to come to my rescue when y

George Bush No Longer A Miserable Failure
At least thats what Google not says. Google removed the link to the white house page of GW Bush recently as the number one hit for the search "Miserable Failure" They have also undone a few other Google bombs such as the one that was making the site for the movie "Super Size Me" win for the term "McDonald's" This looks like a crack down on Google bombing in general. Also the White House has changed the URL for the target link from: http://www.whitehouse.gov/president/gwbbio.html The old link redirects here: http://www.whitehouse.gov/president/ I used to think that the people at Google have a sense of humor. This change seems to have a human hand to it. It was good while it lasted. However they still keep the term "leave" results as Disney.com Most porno sites link their "Leave" button on their splash page to Disney.com. So it looks like they don't have this feature fully fleshed out just yet. In case you don't know what all this Google bombing stuff is about, I have it ex

Life
so after loseing his arm to drunk driving less then a year ago...michale died from that exact thing last night. im heart broken. yet surrounded by my good friends sonny michelle and petra...meshulls @home. theyre helping me to the best of their ability but it not really working. cody is talking to me and it kinda getting my mind offa things but i still feel then need to cuddle and cry on someones sholder and well i cut things compleatly off w/ my ex feiance. i dont think hell ever be ready to settle down. weve been engauged off and on for 8 years. i still have both of my rings. i needot getmy high school ring back fromhimand give himhis back!! i cant deal w/ a cheater/liar. thats all he dose. i just feel i need to cut my loses. theres nothing else to do. so much is going on righrt now. wish i could take a break from existing. and on that note nap time.

Drown
~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A bright light fading to the darker point of sorrow, Yesterday was lies, will truth be in tomorrow? The deeper part of you, more likely drown than fly, Driven to the bottom by the waves of you and I. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

It Feels Good
It feels good to throw away your things. Tossed in the garbage The way you did me. Tell me goodbye Explain it all Don't make me keep wondering why. This house, once warm is now so cold Just me here So sad and alone. But it feels good to take you out of the frames You're not here anymore You've forced this change.

Sociopath
You Are 44% Sociopath You're not a sociopath, but you're very prone to antisocial behavior. Other people's opinions matter little to you. You live your own fringe life - for better or worse. Are You A Sociopath?

Gotta Read This!!
Of all the things in life that go so fast, relationships are sometimes neglected. I just wanted to let all those people out there who have a relationship know not to take for granted what you have. I have been single for a little over 2 months so far and I think this time has been the hardest of all the other times. I have talked to a few different people but none that even came close to what I was looking for until within the last week. I have been talking to someone who stole my heart within the first hour after I met him offline. At first I thought the feeling was somewhat mutual and continued to think so for a short while. Then we both decided maybe things were going "too fast". By then though my heart had dived in. I know it wasn't the other persons fault and I am not blaming him in any way. I guess I'm just not happy with the single status. I wasn't looking for nothing serious with my mind but my heart thought differently. I'm just afraid that at this point I have scar

Writen For Angelfreek
In thine eyes In thine eyes i would dwell swimming in the sea of your mind strolling the chambers of your heart I would be contented to exist in no other place but your memory if i must cease to be then grant me existence in your memories In thine eyes

Uss New York
USS New York It was built with 24 tons of scrap steel from the World Trade Center . It is the fifth in a new class of warship - designed for missions that include special operations against terrorists. It will carry a crew of 360 sailors and 700 combat-ready Marines to be delivered ashore by helicopters and assault craft. Steel from the World Trade Center was melted down in a foundry in Amite, LA to cast the ship's bow section. When it was poured into the molds on Sept. 9, 2003, "those big rough steelworkers treated it with total reverence," recalled Navy Capt. Kevin Wensing, who was there. "It was a spiritual moment for everybody there." Junior Chavers, foundry operations manager, said that when the trade center steel first arrived, he touched it with his hand and the "hair on my neck stood up." "It had a big meaning to it for all of us," he said. "They knocked us down. They can't keep us down. We're going to be back." The ship's mo

Fishing
I've had a long ass day of fishing. I mean damn. I was out from 7:30 a.m. to 3:45. Only a single bite on my lines all damn day. Haggard. My bro caught himself a couple sunfish and a huge ass bass. Fucker had to be like 15 inches. put up this gnarly fight. He got it to shore but the damn thing snapped the line before we could net it. Intense.

Running With Scissors (2006)
Just saw this, based on the memoirs of Augusten Burroughs. First thoughts: well, what do I want in a movie? Well-written, characters take on depth as the film progresses, very well-acted, many surprises, unusual storytelling methods that enhance rather than distracts from the story (generally). Unusual yes, also very good.

I'm All Lonely By Myself.....
Just a little note to say "STOP BY MY PAGE AND ADD YOURSELF IN MY GUESTBOOK" I JUST ADDED A GUEST BOOK TO MY PAGE AND I AM ALL LONELY THERE BY MY SELF......SO SHOW A GIRL SOME LUV AND ADD YOURSELF. THANKS LUV YA SUGAR

Turn Signal People
Ever looked down while you were in traffic and noticed that your turn sgnal has been on for who knows how long, ad wondered how many people had made fun of you untill you noticed. Then whe you turned it off, you know tha the people who are behind you are making fun of you again because it took you like ten minutes to figure it out?

My Bad Luck My Pray For My Family
LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT SOME OF MY LUCK FOR THE WEEKEND I GOT MY FRIEND AND 2 KIDS OUT OF A BAD DOMESTIC AT 3AM THIS MORNING AND THEN AT 7AM ANOTHER BEST FRIEND OF MINE DIES ON THE WAY TO THE HOSPITAL BUT I DONT FIND OUT UNTIL I TAKE GROCERIES TO MY OTHER FRIENDS MOMS SAFE HOUSE AT 4;00PM TONIGHT FUCKED UP HUH ON TOP OF TOTHER THINGS GOING ON ITS TOOK ME AN 30 MIN TO WRITE THIS LOVE YA GUYS MY FRIENDS I MISS KEEP YA IN TOUCH I WILL BE STRONG AND BE BACK

Warehouse Of Millions
ok, so imagine you live in portugal and your moving house. you find a lovely farm house set in a decent plot of land. the place has been empty for 15 years! whilst exploring your new property you find a large barn in the trees. the door is padlocked shut and its all rusted solid. so you grind the padlock open......... and this is what you find....... http://mma.tv/tuf/index.cfm?ac=ListMessages&PID=1&TID=991002&FID=2&pc=27 go check it out

My Mouth
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sexy Eyes Contest
> > > > > Basic contest rules: > > > > 1. You have to be a friend AND a fan. I have already added you, please do the same, if you > > haven't already. > > 2. Comment bombing is allowed (commenting on the same contest pic over & over). AND you > > can bomb your own picture. (A quick note about comment bombing: you can only post the same > > comment 6 or 8 times in a row, or you will get an error message, saying you triggered the > > anti-spam trap. To prevent this, be sure you change your comments up a little). > > 3. Contest runs Feb.20th @ 2:00 am EST thru Mar.6 @ 2:00 am EST. > > 4. There will be 2 winners: one for most COMMENTS & one for most RATINGS. > > 5. Prizes will be: a BLAST!!

Holy Shit, That's Blasphemy!
Prayers for Women The Pussy Pledge of Allegiance We pledge allegiance to our cunt, that warm, moist pussy between our legs. And to the Bitch that bares her well, loose lips, tight grips and deep thrusts; with multiple orgasms for all. ************************* The Pussy's Prayer Our cunt, who art between our legs, deeper be thy name. Thy orgasms cum, thy thrusts be fun with cocks and tongues alike. Give us this day, our daily fuck-fest, and fuck those who pass judgement against us, for thine is the creamy, the wet, and the juiciest body part forever and ever, a-fucking-men! ******************** A Prayer for Men Twenty-Third Cock The cock is my friend, I want all the time. He maketh me suck him off and swallow, He maketh me drip desire down my legs, He restoreth my faith in orgasms. Ye! Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of orgies, I will fear no multiple partners, for Dick is with me. His rod and his balls- they fucking feel go

Nickelback - If Everyone Cared
From underneath the trees, we watch the sky Confusing stars for satellites I never dreamed that you'd be mine But here we are, we're here tonight Singing Amen, I'm alive Singing Amen, I'm alive [CHORUS] If everyone cared and nobody cried If everyone loved and nobody lied If everyone shared and swallowed their pride We'd see the day when nobody died And I'm singing Amen I, I'm alive Amen I, I'm alive And in the air the fireflies Our only light in paradise We'll show the world they were wrong And teach them all to sing along Singing Amen I'm alive Singing Amen I'm alive [CHORUS (X2)] And as we lie beneath the stars We realize how small we are If they could love like you and me Imagine what the world could be If everyone cared and nobody cried If everyone loved and nobody lied If everyone shared and swallowed their pride We'd see the day when nobody died We'd see the day, we'd see the day When nobody died We'd see the day, we'd see the da

I Might Very Well Say Goodbye
I have really been thinking about leaving cherrytap.I have made some terrific friends on here but lately no one seems to talk to me or leave me comments or even rate my pictures.I would do anything to help out a friend yet no one seems to care enough to help me.

What's My Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs100%Biting100%Bondage92%Whips58%Blind Folds33%Blood17%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Secret Bondage Fetish
You scored as Teeth. You scored TEETH. You love to bite, or to me biten. Most likely, your into blood, too. You love to leave little reminders on your bf/gf that you love them, ;).Teeth83%Corsets75%Chains75%Paddles67%Fishnet58%Feet50%Handcuffs25%Blindfolds17%Blood17%None... 17%Which bondage fetish do you secretly love?created with QuizFarm.com

Indian Teachings
Appropriate Methods When Teaching About Native American Peoples: Understand the term "Native American" includes all peoples indigenous to the Western Hemisphere. Present Native American Peoples as appropriate role models to children. Native American students should not be singled out and asked to describe their families' traditions or their peoples' culture(s). Avoid the assumption there are no Native American students in your class. Use books and materials which are written and illustrated by Native American people as primary source materials: speeches, songs, poems, and writings, which show the linguistic skill of a people who have come from an oral tradition. When teaching ABC's, avoid "I is for Indian" and "E is for Eskimo." Avoid rhymes or songs that use Native Americans as counting devices, i.e. "One little, two little, three little..." Research the traditions and histories, oral and written, of Native Americans before attempting to teach these.

Realationships
Listening to old skool music make you think about your relationships and think about the strength of that relationship whether it is can last or is this person so not your type or shit the sex IS MIND BLOWING but ya'll fight and that sex keeps you there or is it that someone afraid to be by there-self they just keep that person around. But for my case I dislike when you lie and do not take up for your mistakes but then the months and time we spent together makes you think what did that really mean to your partner where you thought everything was good but then your whole relationship change when something comes up and you being the good person you don't break up you swallow your pride and console them and they tell you how much they appreciate you and how they glad they found you and that makes you think about the good times and you slightly forget how they hurt you but then you start thinking i love em but how they really feel because they have been changing and getting mad at you for

Maybe
Maybe we'll live and learn; maybe we'll crash and burn; maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave, maybe you'll return; maybe we'll never find; maybe we won't survive; maybe we'll grow, we never know-baby yooou and I. We're just ordinary people. we don't know which way to go, cos we're ordinary people.... maybe we should take it slow One of the few things I like from John Legend. Hope he becomes the next Face

Is This Love That I'm Feelin'?
Okay Since my cousin got locked up some 20 weeks ago (again) haha. long story. I have been writing an inmate he hooked me up with named Joey. Joey is in Prison for possesion of a stolen Vehicle. Nothing Really bad or serious. it was basically a friendship gone wrong placed with some misunderstandings..yadda yadda...i don't know the whole story he said he would explain everything to me when he got out. We started writing each other. I have told him how very much a Christian I am and the next guy I get with is going to have to accept that and be a believer as well. So far you with me? okay so we start talking and I'm just loving what this guy is saying to me. I send him a few pictures of me and my boys....still loving it. He tells me about his exwife and all the crap she caused and how much he loves and misses his son named BJ. Thats all cool and stuff.. So weeks go on..and now i'm to the point where i feeel like I miss him....I have YET to meet him in person, i've only seen his i

If You're Lonely
If you're lonely And need a friend And troubles seem like They never end Just remember to keep the faith And love will be there to light the way Anytime you need a friend I will be here You'll never be alone again So don't you fear Even if you're miles away I'm by your side So don't you ever be lonely Love will make it alright When the shadows are closing in And your spirit diminishing Just remember you're not alone And love will be there To guide you home If you just believe in me I will love you endlessly Take my hand Take me into your heart I'll be there forever baby I won't let go I'll never let go Anytime you need a friend I will be here You'll never be alone again So don't you fear Even if you're miles away I'm by your side So don't you ever be lonely It's alright It's alright

Crud Cruder..crudiest
You ever wonder why you got 2000 friends and 10 comments? crud is having nobody call you CRUD IS HAVING A RELATIONSHIP WITH A ANSWERING MACHINE cruder is having people to tell you to call them when they don't call you CRUDER IS WHEN YOUR OWN FAMILY ASKS YOU FOR MONEY AFTER YOU BUY 260$ IN GROCERIES crudiest is people putting you down cause you can't call them when they are free CRUDIEST IS WHEN YOU DATE A CHICK AND SHE STARTS TALKING ABOUT A GUY SHE FUCKED LAST NIGHT Fucked up is when you are in your house having your family put ya down FUCKED UP IS WHEN GIRLS SAY YOUR GAY CAUSE YOU HAVEN'T BEEN LAID IN A YEAR Messed up is nothing coming from months of flirtation MESSED UP IS A REPUBLICAN TELLING YOU HOW A NEW PRESIDENT WILL HELP THE COUNTRY WHEN THE ONE IN THE WHITE HOUSE IS KILLING THOUSANDS OF SOLIDERS Lonely is when you stay up late at night wondering why you aren't happy LONELY IS WONDERING WHY YOU ARE REPOSTING FOR PEOPLE WHO DON'T SIGN

Who Cares Where The Hell Waldo Got To?
Remember the Where's Waldo books? Where you had to go through pages and pages of overstimulating images just to find some bonehead in a stupid hat? Well, Ive started a new gallery called Katch Kevin. See if you can spot me hiding in the pictures. I love photoshop!

Somebody
1. Somebody is very proud of you. 2. Somebody is thinking of you. 3. Somebody is caring about you. 4. Somebody misses you. 5. Somebody wants to talk to you. 6. Somebody wants to be with you. 7. Somebody hopes you aren't in trouble. 8. Somebody is thankful for the support you have provided. 9. Somebody wants to hold your hand. 10. Somebody hopes everything turns out all right. 11. Somebody wants you to be happy. 12. Somebody wants you to find him/her. 13. Somebody is celebrating your successes. 14. Somebody wants to give you a gift. 15. Somebody thinks that you ARE a gift. 16. Somebody hopes you're not too cold, or too hot 17. Somebody wants to hug you. 18. Somebody loves you. 19. Somebody admires your strength. 20. Somebody is thinking of you and smiling. 21. Somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on. 22. Somebody wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun. 23. Somebody thinks the world of you. 24. Somebody wants to protect you. 25. Somebody would d

Top 10 Things For 2007
Top 10 Things for 2007 #10 Life is sexually transmitted. #9 Good health is merely the slowest rate at which one can die. #8 Men have two emotions: hungry and horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. #7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day. Teach a person to use the internet and they won't bother you for weeks. #6 Some people are like a slinky... not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. #5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in the hospital dying of nothing. #4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. #3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars, and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents??? #2 In the 60's, people took LSD to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. AND THE NUMBER ONE THOUGHT FOR 2007: We know exactly where one cow

Opinions Are Like Asses Everybody Has One
. The person you work beside may not be your favorite person and you wouldn't invite them to your home, but still you are polite in the work place I hope. Well this is a social area not work. we don't all have to play the same way or like the same music. I myself don't drink because I can't a crazy allergy to alchol. but do I talk bad about the ones hanging onto the toilet or red eyes NO I DO NOT Do most of us talk bad about the ones baring all for all to see NO WE DO NOT (a few have found great pleasure in going around marking photos NSFW this isn't a church so get real people) A lot of the pictures getting marked don't show anymore than is seen on the public street anytime of the day or night according to the temps in your area. Did up know that in some work areas the finger sign (you know the one I mean) is considered grounds for firing,termination,let go, dismissel. Right up there with the spoken version of the word. So you don't like the way Joe and or Sue Blow is ac

Sex Fairy :d
Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy! 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============ = 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============ = 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============ = 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============ = 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. ============ =

Cradle Of Filth
I went to see CRADLE OF FUCKING FILTH last night, my all time favorite band!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got so messed up in the mosh pits too. Im so bruised up it's not even funny, ok actually it kinda really is. I got to meet the band and have a picture taken with them. I started the very first pit at the venue when the first band took the stage. At first most were reluctant to join in but I got a few. When the second band Incite came on though it was a whole new ball game. It was insane. 3 Inches of Blood followed them, but they suck so thats all I have to say about that. Then a band that was completely out of place. 69eyes. They're a slow goth band, I really don't like them even the mosh pit stopped and we all just kinda stared at them. All the chicks went crazy though. The best though was COF. Thats when I really got messed up. I ended up getting into a fist fight in the middle of a pit. The guy was being a jerk and I wasn't the only one who was after him I was just to first to get to him. Any

If I Was Your Woman?
1.) How many times a day would you kiss me? 2.) Would you hold me? 3.) Would you take me places? 4.) Would you love me? 6.) Would you lie to me? 7.) If I was sick what would you do? 9.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? 10.) Want to have a future with me? 11.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? 14.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? 15.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.) If me and one of your friends argued, whos side would you be on? 17.) Would you give me your myspace password? 18.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? 19.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? 20.) How good do I look from 1-10? 21.) How do you feel about me? 22.) Have I ever made you smile? 23.) Want to spend the night with me? 24.)

Love Or Money
You Would Choose Love Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love. You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet. And while many people may claim they would choose love too... You're one of the few who would really do it. Would You Choose Love or Money?

Ok Go Video~very Awesome Lol!!!
LYRICS:: (i think they sum me up nicely lol) sit back, matter of fact teasing, toying, turning, chatting, charming hissing, playin the crowd play that song again another couple Klonopin a nod, a glance, a half-hearted bow oh such grace oh such beauty and lipstick and callous and fishnets and malice oh darlin' you're a million ways to be cruel (one zero zero zero zero zero zero cruel) you're a million ways to be cruel (one zero zero zero zero zero zero cruel) you're a million ways to be cruel i should, i wish i could, maybe if you were i would a list of standard issue regrets one last eighty proof, slouchin' in the corner booth baby, it's as good as it gets oh such grace oh such beauty so precious, suspicious, and charming and vicious oh darlin' you're a million ways oh darlin' you're a million ways to be cruel (one zero zero zero zero zero zero cruel) you're a million ways to be cruel (one zero zero zero zero zero zero cruel) you're a millio

Do You See?
Do you see what I see?, no I don't think you can. I see nothingness, pitch black, motionless, nothing changes, nothing is new, it's just horrible darkness, with no ending, and no beginning,it's everlasting, neverending, depressing, suffocating, flattening, worrying. A hand reaches out, I cannot grasp it, and I fall deeper and deeper, into the darkness. No-one is there, and no-one can understand

That's Me In The Corner...
A little break from the slew of music that helps pass the time for me at least. Things have improved last time I reared my ugly head. I don't think I ever finished the last entry I attempted. It's hard to express myself right now because of all the apparent things bothering me, telling me to just shut up and get back to work. I live with these thoughts everyday, but I never bitch to anyone because misery loves company and it's too easy to whine about life. So, 3 years into college, just moved 3 hours away from lehigh valley campus to the main campus in state college and it has it's ups and downs. My roommates, whom I never met previously, like to party a lot which leaves me finding places to escape to study. I already failed my first chem test cause of it so let's get our shit in gear, mmk? In all honesty, it's my fault too cause I knew what I was getting into. I love to party like everyone else, but not when there's work to do. Unfortunately, I have to study twice as hard si

Painful Desire
They love me, Some would loved me, Some will love me. This is a lie, That love was a lie, I'm in love, But with it that I might never get. Some said I'm living a lie, As I'm not who they think I am. My eyes can give it away, The truth of who I am inside. When a pink ray shined, I shut my sight, But when blue rays shines passed, I stared, and lust encircled my mind. Is this a curse? Or is it just natural? How will I continue living my life? As I keep masking the truth, my desire, the lust. Some thinks it's only about sex, But no, it's love I want, To be cared, To be hugged, To be fulfilled, But I just might not get all this. I might be killed, By myself, And I know by love ones, As it will kill them too. Help me please, My silent moan of sadness, My bloody tears, I'm lonely

Interesting
So, I'm New to this site, but so far i think it's pretty interesting. I've talked to a few people who were so scary it made me laugh so hard i almost fell out of my chair. And there's a few that are pretty cool. It's addicting... i feel like i joined myspace all over again...its great...and it has gotten my mind off of something that have been bothering me, so it's lovely... i will be on here alot!!

Favorite Drinks
These are the drinks that I'm craving right now: (1). Strawberries and Cream Frappucino...good thing there aren't any Starbucks close by or I'd be broke lol Make your Comments HEARD at COMMENTYOU.com (2). Chocolate frappucino Make your Comments HEARD at COMMENTYOU.com (3). Root beer is ALWAYS yummy! Make your Comments HEARD at COMMENTYOU.com (4). Mountain Dew always gets me hyper Make your Comments HEARD at COMMENTYOU.com

Wow, Those Legal Drugs!!!
A couple of weeks ago I went in for heart surgey, a in and out thing that turned into 4 days in. I had a migraine headache and couldn't keep any food or liquids down. So here comes Dr. Feel Good!!! First I got 2 doses of morphine, then came the demoral. I want to tell you. I was having conversations with people I knew were not there. One time I thought I was eating mashed potates and was spilling em all over. When I went to clean them up, there was no food, not even a trya in front of me. The best one was I was on line, Cherry Tap, writing all kinds of people. I felt my fingers moving and I opened my eyes, my hands were overe where the lapttop should have been. Even, 2 weeks later, I am having some very inetesting dreams. So all I can say is God bless the pharmasisit.

Friendship Bracelet
If you delete after reading ... you'll spend a year of ill luck! But... if you send it to (at least) two friends ... you'll have 3 years of good luck!!! *** Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible? Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them? Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are: I love you, Sorry, and Help me. Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves? Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty? Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding? Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two-fold? Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face? But did

Health Concerns
It has been scientifically proven that if we Drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli bacteria found in feces. In other Words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop! However, we do not run that risk when Drinking wine (or rum, whiskey, vodka, beer or other liquors) because alcohol has to go through a Distillation process of boiling, filtering, and fermenting. Therefore it is better to drink wine and talk shit than to drink water and be full of shit There is no need to thank me for this valuable Information. I am doing it as a public service

What Do U See?
what do you see when u sleep at night? tucked up in bed all snug and tight with fairies dancing with thier gossimer wings visions of unicorns and fantsy things dragons and knights with thier majestic swords Ghangus Khan and his mighty hordes fields of flowers where you lay your head a perfume so sweet and petals of red flying high through the sky on a grand winged horse holding on tight to stay on course these are the things i see at night all alone in my bed till i awake to the light

Love Truly Is!!!
Love is unconditional you can't fake it, Its too original Its all about building It can't work if it is done individually. Love is affection, Love is caressing, It's when your mind, and body is ill and needs to be mentally,spiritually, and sexually healed. Love is commitment It can be blinding, but addictive. Love is when you say at no specific time, do not delay it anytime, anywhere, you must remind them that love is there. Love is security at times unsecurity its expression but not fearing the signs of jealousy and envy. Love is a deep concept, like the meaning of life. Love conquers hate, then more love you will create. Love is togetherness for better or worse, spouce, family, and friends before anything they come first. Love has no fee, love is free it's what you go there to see, real money exposes you, money can't buy it , it can only disguise it. Real and true love is priceless you can't deny it. Love is excitement, Love is arguing for a reason never leading to fighting

I Am Just Your Average Girl:
I'm just your average girl, The reality is me against the world . Sometimes I don't know what to do or say cause either way it goes it's gonna be a bad day.. I mean there are people you can trust, then there's the on that treats you like dust. They say the truth hurts, but I am strong. But am I supposed to feel like dirt? To me life is a test!! Till time comes and youre put to rest, There's nothing left to saybut, life goes on so stand up to whatever and Livestrong.... This is to everyone and anyone who can feel and relate to this!!!! Remember "Life" is a precious gift so take hold of it now and ride with it till time comes!!!!!

My Daughter (tionna)
Heaven's Very Special Child A meeting was held quite far from earth "It's time again for another birth," Said the Angels to the Lord above, "This special child will need much love." Her progress may seem very slow, Accomplishments she may not show And she'll require extra care From the folks she meets way down there. She may not run or laugh or play Her thoughts may seem quite far away In many ways she won't adapt, And she'll be known as handicapped. So let's be careful where she's sent We want her life to be content Please, Lord find the parents who Will do a special job for You. They will not realize right away The leading role they're asked to play But with this child sent from above Comes stronger faith and richer love. And soon they'll know the privilege given In caring for this gift from Heaven. Their precious charge so meek and mild Is Heaven's very special child.

The Way To Heaven...
WHEN WE DRINK, WE GET DRUNK. WHEN WE GET DRUNK, WE GO TO BED. WHEN WE GO TO BED, WE GO TO SLEEP. WHEN WE GO TO SLEEP, WE COMMIT NO SIN. WHEN WE COMMIT NO SIN, WE GO TO HEAVEN. SO LETS ALL GET DRUNK AND GO TO HEAVEN...

Im A Tool An Asking For Help
lmao well im in a contest, lol was asked from a friend to fill a spot in here contest so i agreed cause well im nice like that , ;) soo if u kinda people wouldnt mind givin me a hand, as much as i dislike contests, i wount mind seeing how well i do lmao.. ty

Ok
ok peeps ur have to forgive me this is my first blog heres where i wud like us to concentrate on i want them to become family memeber so lets show them why they shud join if any of u r in a contest thats in need let me know badraven oh yeh love yall lol

Disappear
I'm not proud, Of the mistakes I've made, But I don't deserve, To watch the moments fade. And the heart ache I carry, The pain I hold, And hidden in stories, Memories never told. What I could say, I keep all inside, I try to forget, About the nights I've cried. I'm learning to let go, But it's hard right now, I've stopped asking why, Because I'll never know how. The answers are unwritten, Questions on my mind, I've gotta walk away, Try to leave it behind. But it's so difficult, I keep on falling, I can hear voices, Of the angels that are calling. I can feel a void, Pulling on the inside of me, I'm trapped two ways, I can't set the feeling free. And all of my emotions, Won't fall into place, My solitary depression, Won't leave this face. So I keep on fighting, Just to see the next day, I pray for happiness, Even though it's a long way. And I lie in curiosity, Wondering why I'm here, So please let me go, Let me disappear.

A Weekend Of Firsts
Good Morning. This past weekend was a weekend of First’s. One of the Horse’s I choose came in first and for a while Mandy and Bonnie’s stables were in a like 2500 way tie along with Jean, Linda, Lori, as well…well let me take that back Jean and I were in last place and now that some 400 took Steve Asmussen as a Trainer those also are the ones that are leading the nation in the Run for the Roses. Oh well such is life first week keeps everyone semi close. Mandy also had two other first’s this weekend. But not with horses. She had solo ensemble and received a first in her solo and a first in the quartette which now she will attend state in both events. Not to brag. But this girl did all her own teachings of the bassoon and coming off playing the flute only and she has learned two instruments other then the flute is pretty good. Tenor Sax which I played in school many years ago and bassoon which the keys are certainly close but the flute requires no reed but a stiffer upper lip and the Sax

A Table Set For Twwo
Candles flicker softly on a table set for two,There's no one on the earth tonight except for me and you.A nice romantic dinner and a bottle of chilled wine,And we are here together in a moment stopped in time.A love so few have ever and this its birth night,Alone within our little world,you and i candlelight.So soon we will set free the feelings that we want to share,And i am held here spellbound by your laughter in the air.Thoughts of love like falling leaves,Swirling in the autumn breeze,Flow in our minds and in your eyes,A tender look and longing sighs,We touch and as the fire starts,That we have kindled in our hearts,We kiss and hear the angels sing,As heavens gift to me you bring,No more to live my life alone,And in your soul i found my home,At peace within your loving arms,Captivated by your charms,And happily i'd die for you,Here at this table set for two.

Old Soul
Restless Soul of Old In the tower she looks down upon the world Her hair so fair, eyes of blue She knows this is the modern day But yet deep within her, she feels drawn to the past An ever lasting image that has always been with her Never sure where she belonged Felling like something was missing, something wrong These continual thoughts of the days of old Trying so desperately to unfold the mystery She is not sure who or what Only that she feels safe in courtyards of past times She drifts her thought pattern to another time another place Faces appearing before her eyes, Ones she has never met Her writing shows of old Times less traveled but yet long forgotten Days of knights and kings Merry singing men She wonders how this could be For her this was not to be She ponders over life’s of then Her mind now searching for answers Does the past haunt her for a reason? Was her season then of old? Cold chills now surge through her body Has she unlocked the

"unfaithful" Rihanna
Check it out "Unfaithful" Story of my life Searching for the right But it keeps avoiding me Sorrow in my soul Cause it seems that wrong Really loves my company He's more than a man And this is more than love The reason that the sky is blue The clouds are rolling in Because I'm gone again And to him I just can't be true And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful And it kills him inside To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be... A murderer I feel it in the air As I'm doing my hair Preparing for another date A kiss upon my cheek As he reluctantly Asks if I'm gonna be out late I say I won't be long Just hanging with the girls A lie I didn't have to tell Because we both know Where I'm about to go And we know it ve

Lmmfao! No Title!
A couple has been married for 75 years and are celebrating their anniversary. The wife asks what the husband wants for their anniversary and he replies, "I would like you to perform oral sex on me. In the 75 years we have married NEVER have you ONCE done this to me." She replies, "It's just that I'm afraid that you won't respect me afterwards." "Won't respect you afterwards! he yells, we have been married for 75 years for Christ sakes!" "OK! OK! I'll do it just this one time!" She then bends down and gives him oral sex until he has an orgasm in her mouth. Immediately afterwards she runs to the bathroom. The phone rings next to the bed and he picks it up. He then yells to his wife, "Hey Cock sucker! it's for you!"

I Just Now Figured This Sh*t Out?
ok i just realized something and it's kinda embarassing considering how old i am....but ya know, a man will say an do anything to get in yer panties. Well, get you out of them rather. now i don't know why this surprises me at all really....i mean for the most part they all think with mr. winkie....but i never realized how gullible I guess i am....i know all this seems like psychotic ramblings from a person with no clue, but i do have a clue lol, they just hit me at odd times.....just had too much stuff goin on in my life at the moment and trying to keep too many balls in the air i guess you could say.....ohhhh well, i will ramble more later...

"before He Cheats" Carrie Underwood
How true this could be "Before He Cheats" Right now he's probably slow dancing with a bleach blonde tramp, and she's probably getting frisky... right now, he's probably buying her some fruity little drink cause she can't shoot whiskey... Right now, he's probably up behind her with a pool-stick, showing her how to shoot a combo... And he don't know... That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little suped up 4 wheel drive, carved my name into his leather seats... I took a Louisville slugger to both head lights, slashed a hole in all 4 tires... Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats. Right now, she's probably up singing some white-trash version of Shania karoke.. Right now, she's probably saying "I'm drunk" and he's a thinking that he's gonna get lucky, Right now, he's probably dabbing on 3 dollars worth of that bathroom polo... And he don't know... That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little suped up 4 wheel drive, carved my name i

12days
12 days until my birthday.. I'm supposed to go someplace or something.. we shall see. The last 10 times.. I had to work or got stood up.. so.. I'm not holding my breath.. I'll find out today. :) edit.. I just remembered.. I've never had a date on my bday.. not even with girls I dated.. someone had to work so .. it never happened.. Last year I got stood up .. cuz the girl wanted to see that lame arse tyler perry concert .. and forgot about me.. wait.. then she told me the next week.. and stood me up .. then the next.. hell it was 3 weeks later when her drunk arse remembered .. I had to pay for my late ass birthday dinner. and offered to pay for her gf. geez i'm too nice.. and brought her roses.. wayyy to nice.. Anywho.. Before that.. different girl .. got drunk and fired from her job .. geeeeez.. Before that.. well she didn't know that much english .. :) Its 2007 and I want to start off the year with no stand ups! lmao crossing fingers..

Help Sweet Krissy!!!!
shes right on this other girl azz!!....need just eazy lil comments as much as u can soo we can beat them cheatn girls at their own game!!..plz click photo below...and comment bomb!!20 er 30 times..more!if ya can)...luvz ya bunches bomb!!!!.....plzzzzz.................

Lost Friends
I still see your face in my dreams It hurts and it doesn't help at all I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems I want you to catch me when I fall I still remember the first time we met There was something so different about you Your friendship was something I wanted to get That smile when you said hi to me was so new Out of no where you called me on the phone I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever You were so new, so crazy and unknown I just knew that our friendship would never sever Two years and we are barely holding it together What happened to the way this all used to be I never wanted you out of my like ever I sat there for a long time pretending not to see We decided to go out and make it all all right It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't We couldn't even really stand each others sight It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't I miss you and everything you were to me Ten years from now we will look back on it

Life In General
Ever wonder why shir happens the way it does ? for example... Why do we loose what we hold so close to us ? I often wonder who holds those cards and what makes them throw them out and say hear deal with this ...I had a bad deal come my way 6 years ago and I really don,t think I can ever get over that hand ....

What D0 Y0u Think Ab0ut Me
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn

Gossip
Words matter. Your treatment of private information about others is basic respect. Respect also means no gossiping. There is a nineteenth century Talmudic story about a man who spread gossip about the town's rabbi. Eventually the man realized the error of his ways and went to the rabbi to ask for forgiveness. The rabbi told him that he would be forgiven if he performed one service. The man was to go home, take his favorite feather pillow from his bed, cut it up, and scatter the feathers to the wind. After he had done so, he should then return to the rabbi. Though puzzled by this strange request, the man was happy to be let off with so easy a penance. He quickly cut up the pillow, scattered the feathers, and returned to the rabbi's house. "Am I now forgiven?" he asked. "Just one more thing," the rabbi said. "Go now and gather up all the feathers." But the wind had scattered the feathers to the four corners of the earth. After searching for hours, the man returned with onl

Sex
This one is awesome! A guy breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife: "Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck. If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you.'' To which his wife responds, "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any Vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you too!!" Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexi

Do You Have A Crush?
lol come on are you crushing? I have a crush on someone...shhhh dont tell tho.. If we were in the 7th grade I would say he is SO cute!! lmao and then Id ask his best friend if he would ask him to go out with me.. *grin* But alas! Not in the 7th grade anymore :( In the real world it doesnt compute...I guess... Im leary of long distance relationships...and message board acquaintences..I dont think I could take the next step to do anything about it now. and I have someone with a crush on me...actually there was TWO crushes on me but someone changed their mind!! :( the nerve lmao I dont know who it is that is crushing on me...is it the one that I have a crush on??? Hmmmm maybe but again I dont know.. I like that someone has a crush on me *blush* its sweet...but IM not really the kind of girl you want tho trust me... Ill just make you absolutely crazy and you will wonder what you were thinking!! LMAO I remember when I was in grade school..John had a cr

'thanks To The Peacekeepers'
We know your nights are lonely and long, And we wish you were home the states where you belong. Away to foreign seas and soils, Assigned to keep PEACE with your daily toils. All you do is deeply appreciated by many in the land of the free, We know your job appears thankless, that we all agree. The fear from an unknown is always a thing of worry, And at times your assignments make no sense and become blurry. Freedom and PEACE are cherished so much in this land, Wouldn’t it be great if everyone could walk hand in hand? We pray for you safety, health and mental strength, We want you home on our freedom rich soil, away from the skirmishes of war and its stench. The branch of the armed forces really makes not a difference at all - because the PEACE you are maintaining while serving your call, Is the same PEACE we all want - so be proud and stand tall. Coming home to a warm welcome when your tour is complete, Is often neglected by many because their busy schedules you c

'the American Flag Speaks'
I am the flag of AMERICA, proudly waving the red, white & blue; my stars represent the UNITED STATES, to her I shall ever be true ~ I've been carried into battles, by troops willing to die; and, cover'd the coffins of many So proudly o'er their graves I fly! Placed in the hands of parents, felt their hot tears, my colors stain; as they hugg'd me to their bosoms, for their losses, in deep grief & pain. I've been draped over Crosses amany, For too many years to recall; Representing a land and its losses, with Freedom & Justice for all. I've been tatter'd, cursed & burned, so despised ~ I now carry the scars; in lands far away & by those I call my own, yet still waving my stripes & stars. So proudly my colors, the red, white & blue, With honor and strength I shall wave; o'er the land I call mine, the Great USA, The Home of the Free and The Brave ! Mary Carter Mizrany March 11, 2002 Copyrighted.

Songs Of Seduction
Ok, last week I posted some anti-love songs on the 13th. I got a little flack for this, being that it was the day before Valentine's Day. So I thought it would be appropriate for me to post a counter point of view. These are not your typical sweet love songs, but rather hot songs that make you (me at least) jump into bed, or at least do some dirty dancing and some serious making out. Since a lot of what makes these songs hot is the beat, intonation and style of the singing, I'm leaving it up to you to find them and listen to them and play them for the appropriate person. {It will be worth your while ;)} Feel Like Making Love -- Bad Company -- A classic, you can't go wrong with this one for a slow dance and more. Desire -- Ryan Adams -- all i can say is HOT! Turn Me On -- Norah Jones -- This sultry siren heats it up on this one. Wicked Game -- Chris Isaak -- some people could sing the alphabet and make it sexy. Hero -- Enrique Iglesias -- see above... the Spanish v

Asshole That Just Don"t Know When To Quit
Yeah that’s right stupid people just can’t seem to get it right. Even when it’s spelled out & drawn up for them. So what happens when the new truck that we buy is getting delivered? The moron drives to fucking Memphis Tenn. Then all the way back here, over 200 hundred miles out of the way. After arriving 4 something hours late and cocking an attitude, he kicks my dads’ dog. Tatter is extremely old and crippled; he couldn’t hurt someone even if he wanted to. I hate people that hurt animals, their sick in the head to want to abuse something smaller then themselves. Hey if you got something to prove, take on someone bigger then you, that is something to be proud of. He left only for us to find out that he took the keys with him. Smart move there, nice way to get back at us animal lovers. Well much to his dismay he had to back track and return the keys. Stupid fuck But it’s true our house is now a home. The addition is done except for the color I want it to be. It’s great! ! ! Lots

I Have Finally Done It
I finally dyed my hair again and what do you know I even surprized myself. It is sortive a strawberry blonde with pink highlights. It looks alright. I know pink and me are generally not something that go together but well it is just merely another contradiction that makes up my life

One American Soldier
A soldier on a lonely hill looks at the destruction all around. No matter what happens here in Iraq, he is honor bound. He feels American pride always in his heart And that he must help this country get a new start. Freedom sometimes is a commodity that runs real low, He and others must make this not so. This fear that dwells in his heart, He must somehow, make depart. He, with pride for his country, will not give in. The people in Iraq must feel freedom, just like him. For all people, have that right And he with his pride, will stay and fight. The fear of death will just have to go away. His fight for freedom stays with him everyday. This pride for the U.S. dwells in his heart. These feelings of pride and love for his country, this soldier tries to impart. He misses his family more than he can say But in his heart, he knows he must stay. If giving up his life is what has to be For freedom, he will give it up freely. To all our military men and

I Love The Military
I love my God and my country, I love our heroes that made us free. I love our freedom rights, I love our peaceful nights. I love my stars and stripes, I love the Air Force fighting in the sun so bright. I love our Infantry fighting on the ground, I love the way the enemy is downed. I love our warriors fighting in many war campaigns, I love real G.I. Joes, who have no complaints. I love them for fighting in blinding storms, I love the meaning of their uniforms. I love to see them in Victory, I love to read about them in History. I love them for 'Ignoring Criticism', I love them for their 'Patriotism'. I love them for being true Americans, I love them whether they are Democrats or Republicans. I love them because they're our neighbors, I love them because they are America's saviors. I love them because they don't fold, I love them both young and old. I would love to shake every soldier's hand, I love them for fighting for all the rights of our land.

Dare To....
Dare To by Meiji Stewart Dare to... Ask For What You Want. Believe in Yourself. Change Your Mind. Do What You Love. Enjoy Each And Every Day. Follow Your Heart's Desire. Give More Than You Receive. Have a Sense of Humor. Insist On Being Yourself. Join In More. Kiss and Make up. Love and Be Loved. Make New Friends. Nurture Your Spirit. Overcome Adversity. Play More. Question Conformity. Reach for the Stars. Speak Your Truth. Take Personal Responsibility. Understand More, Judge Less. Volunteer Your Time. Walk Through Fear. X-perience The Moment. Yearn for Grace. be Zany.

Doms Creek
Yes for those of you old enough you know very well it really was Dawsons Creek but since the ripe age of 13 it has literally been Doms Creek. It all started with a girl, And a dream. The girl from across the creek. Well really the other side of the country but i spent so much time in florida with my friends that she literally was across the creek. It started out as us hating one another, She thought i was a Perverted Self absorbed pig and I thought that she was a bloaty man hating bitch, Funny how it turned into love. We ended up friends both so young , she 2 years younger then me and since i was 13 i was the more out going and probably alittle more cocky. She was still testing the waters and still alittle shy, We grew up together though like most people we had our times we didnt talk alot but we were always close. Before we knew it we were both in high school and suddenly the cute litte puppy dog crushes we had on one another turned into young love and we were insepera

The Happy Bunny Quiz
You scored as Kiss My Ass. You are the kiss my ass bunny. People can say all they want about you and you wouldn't give a damn.Kiss My Ass100%I Hate You so Bad83%Cute but Psycho83%You Suck and Thats Sad75%Sloppy and Weird50%Love Sucks33%You Smell Like Butt25%It's All About Me17%What's Your Happy Bunny?created with QuizFarm.com

Promise
PROMISE ME THAT YOU'LL LOVE IN THE MORNING THAT WE'LL WATCH THE SUNRISE EACH AND EVERYDAY TELL ME THAT YOU'LL HOLD ME CLOSE TO YOU TONIGHT THAT YOU WON'T DECIDE TO RUN AWAY SOMEDAY PROMISE ME THAT YOU'LL LOVE ME THE WAY I AM, THAT I DON'T NEED TO BE ANYTHING BUT ME TELL ME THAT UUR LOVE WONT FADE AWAY WITH TIME THAT OUR SPIRITS WILL ALWAYS BE UNIQUE AND FREE PROMISE ME THAT YOU'LL WHISPER IN MY EAR SOFT WORDS TO MAKE THINGS BETTER IF I CRY YOU'LL HOLD MY HAND WHEN WORDS ARE HARD TO FIND, AS WE BED OUR LOVE BID OUR LOVES ONES A SAD GOOD-BYE PROMISE CAN'T KEEP AWAY THEUNEXPECTED THEY CAN'T KEEP OUR LOVE STRONG AND NEW BUT THEY CAN HELP US BUILD A LIFE TOGETHER, THEY FORM A BOND BETWEEN MY HEART AND YOU!!

A Patriotic Soldier
A PATRIOTIC SOLDIER A son says good-bye to his Dad, In a short time he would be in Baghdad. He had waited until he was a little older, Because he always wanted to be a soldier. He believed in Freedom of Religion, Faith would carry him throughout his mission. He was an American through and through, Respected his country and the Red, White and Blue. There in the mud he sat, His first day of combat. He found later, that we had made great progress, In the beginning, it had been an unbelievable mess. He heard of bad news from home, Didn't like the tone. He heard of the protesters, Knew of potential disasters. He also heard people referred to them as 'kids', And he and his fellow soldiers flipped their lids. He pointed his finger at them, Reminding them that they were 'MEN'. He said a lot of these critics, Are just playing politics. But, Iraq is fast becoming free, But, it won't be very easy. In Baghdad hangs our tattered American Flag, Not

The Five Criteria Of A Phat Ass
***DISCLAIMER*** when I call women bitches, sluts, cum buckets, jizz receptacles, scrotum scratchers, whores, or any other name that can be considered "disrespectful and misogynistic -- know that I love them all and that these names are just colorful euphemisms I use to express my undying love and appreciation for the female form and the fairer sex. This is not to imply that I believe these words to be anything other than clarifying adjectives because Ive run out of good words and these keep pace within the theme of my posting vernacular. that is all.... AND WITH THAT BEING SAID......... It has come to my attention that some misguided soul has written a book about ass....... Yes....... Ass....... And I¡¯m not talking about the biblical ¡°ass¡± either¡ I¡¯m talking about ass as in the thing one shits from¡. This average chick with a fat ¡ª not phat ¡ª ass wrote a book about the trials and joys of having a phat ass¡ when clearly her ass is just fat. A fat ass

Happy
so right now i am happy... i started talkin to this really sweet guy... who im gonna see him soon!!...(not gonna tell u who he is..im sure u will find out) and im about to go on vacation.... March 2 thru the 9th....the 2nd thru the 7th i will be in Florida... so ready for that!!!!! :D thinks are starting to look good for me... for once..

This Is What I'm Lookin For
I want to talk to some guys outside of the site and trade some pics. I also like watching them cum on cam. Anyone who can perform these actions will be reatly rewarded with pics of me and my friends as their inspiration. Contact me and i'll set everything up. Later.

To Make Me Feel...
I wish I could take credit for this but I can't...and I have no idea who wrote this one either. To make me feel happy, You don't have to give me the world. Everyday just remind me, That I'm your girl. To make me feel special, More that I've ever known, Just tell me, I'm the only one. To make me feel magnificent, it isn't hard. Just always, Have me in your heart. To make me feel more loved, You don't have to give me the world, To make me happy, Make me feel, That I'm yours.

As It Is
i have almost 1000 friends and 17 have left a rate and a comment......why is it like pulling teeth to get a lil love......ya ever realize the way you treat others is how u will get treated...show me some respect,love, rates and comments in this and i will return it, i always do cause how i treat peeps is how i exspect to b treated.....if u want to b treated like pooh ooh ooh then thas u'r choice but friends are supose to help friends now wheres my loooooove @@@@@@....lol click pic for direct link

What Drink Are You?
You Are Sex On the Beach When comes to drinking, you like it to go down smooth. You really don't like the taste of alcohol - just its effect on you. So, you're proud to get drunk on fruity, girly drinks. Because once you're liquored up, the fun begins! What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

What Alcoholic Drink Are You?
You Are Whiskey You're a tough drinker, and you take it like a man That means no girly drinks for you - even if you are a girl You prefer a cold, hard drink at the end of the day Every day, in fact. And make that a few. What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

Languages
If Genesis is correct (which I highly doubt), what language was the Judaic/Christian God speaking? Would that not be the first language since God and Adam, Lilith, Eve, Cane, and Able spoke. And speaking of this was God the father and Jesus the sun there? Or did they split off later on? what exactly is the trinity. Are they all the same being? who was jesus talking to if he created the world and everything? Doen't the term father and son mean 2 seperate deities? Would this not be more Henotheistic and not mono?

One Question Iq Test!!!
Here's a one question IQ Test to help you decide how you should spend the rest of your day...... There is a mute who wants to buy a toothbrush. By imitating the action of brushing one's teeth, he successfully expresses himself to the shopkeeper and the purchase is done. Now if there is a blind man who wishes to buy a pair of sunglasses, how should he express himself? Think about it first before scrolling down for the answer... He opens his mouth and says. "I would like to buy a pair of sunglasses." If you got this wrong -- please turn off your computer and call it a day. I've got mine shutting down right now.

Kissing Technique
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

Before He Cheats
Before He Cheats Carrie Underwood Right now,,,, he's probably slow dancin with a bleach blonde tramp and she's probably getting frisky. Right now,,, he's probably buying her some fruity little drink cause she can't shoot whisky. Right now,,,,,, he's probably up behind her with a pool stick showin her how to shoot a combo. And he don't know I dug my key in to the side of his pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive. Carved my name into his leather seats. I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights. I slashed a hole in all 4 tires. Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats. Right now she's probably up singin some white trash version of Shania karaoke. Right now she's probably sayin I'm drunk and he's thinkin he's gonna get lucky. Right now he's probably dabbin on 3 dollars worth of that bathroom polo, and he don't know..... That I dug my key in to the side of his pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive. Carved my name into his leather seats. I took a Louisvi

Poker
And thats whats been taking up most of my online time at the moment. Mostly playing in play money and freeroll tournaments but also some real money ones. Things are improving, 19th of 5000 and 58th of 10000 are the belt holdem results I've had and then last night 194th of 6500+ for Omaha. Hope all my CT friends are well.

Sex On The Beach? Thats My Drink
You Are Sex On the Beach When comes to drinking, you like it to go down smooth. You really don't like the taste of alcohol - just its effect on you. So, you're proud to get drunk on fruity, girly drinks. Because once you're liquored up, the fun begins! What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

A New Start???
So few of you know that I cant stand living at home. I hate living here for a few reasons.. 1. My mom is anti depressant medication and doesnt take it because its too strong and she wont get it adjusted. 2. My mom is just rude and inconsiderate. She will wake me up to do the dishes at 11pm. Ok let me expalin I will do a load. Go out w/ sean come home and go to bed w/ sean until he leaves. The city raised our the water cost because theyre chargin us for sewer usage. Gayness i know SO our bill was almost 200 bucks. SO I figure do 1 load a day to cut the water usage down. nopers she wanted me to wash 2 sinks full of dishes. 2. I get to babysit my brother and sister all the time and get no money for it. yeah i know im not working but hello! I have no license and a non working car. so im sitting at the house and not paying rent or anything. then she tells me to ask her for money if i need it like 10 bucks or around that ammount. ok the last time i only ten bucks i had to have bee

True Love Sign (soo Funny...i Don't Do Well With Capricorns)
Your True Love Is a Capricorn Why you'll love a Capricorn: Hard working and driven, a Capricorn will work overtime to win your heart. Be prepared to get wined and dined, even once you're convince that your Capricorn is the one! Why a Capricorn will love you: You don't rush things. You know it will take a while for a Capricorn to trust you, and you can wait. Social and outgoing, you can introduce normally shy Capricorn to a great circle of friends. What Sign Is Your True Love?

Are You A Good Kisser?
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

My True Me
The True You You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be together with you always, no matter when or where. With respect to money, you spend as little as possible. You think good luck might come your way, but if it does you'll be so surprised you'll burst out laughing. The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match. Who's The True You?

What Sign Is Your True Love?
Your True Love Is a Sagittarius Why you'll love a Sagittarius: Deep and philosophical, you'll love getting lost in hours of conversation with your Sag. Your Sagittarius is curious and adventurous enough to keep you interested... not an easy task! Why a Sagittarius will love you: You're passionate about a few important issues, a kind of depth that Sagittarius finds very attractive. You're outgoing, flexible, and up for almost anything. You and your Sag will have tons of adventures together. What Sign Is Your True Love?

Help A Hotti!!
I know this is cheezy and we dont even know eachother yet...but can you hook my sexy friend kris up with like 20 or more comments on this pic!!!or more if can..(just clik on it)..its for a contest..and the other girls are cheatin tryna win and arent even cute!..plzz..much as ya can k!!?..thanks..xoxox...I owe ya...Jacky.....shes soooo sweet!!!...jus look......

Rootbeer & Twinkies
One day a little boy told his mother that he was going to take a walk and spend some time at his grandmother's house she said okay and packed him his favorite snack which was rootbeer and twinkies then she sent him on his way. To his surprise he finds an old tired man sitting down by the river so he stops andoffers the old man a twinkie and a rootbeer he gladly accepts the little boys kind gesture. The little boy asks the man what his name was and the old man says his name is God. the little boy says it's nice to meet you gets up and begins to go on his way . He turned around and the old man smiled and disappeared. On his way back the little boy finds another little boy sitting by the river he looked thirsty and hungry so once again he shares his twinkies and rootbeer with the little boy. He asked him what his name was and once again the little boy ssid my name is God. the little boy got ready to head home , turned around and smiled at the little boy. He smiled back and disappeared. t

I Loved You Enough
I Loved You Enough Someday when my children are old enough to understand the logic that motivates a mother and father I will tell them: I loved you enough to ask you about where you were going, with whom, and what time you would get home. I loved you enough to be silent and let you discover that your hand-picked friend was a creep. I loved you enough to make you return the "Milky Way" with the bite out of it to a drugstore and to confess, "I stole this." I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned your room, a job that would have taken me 15 minutes. I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, disgust, and tears in my eyes. I loved you enough to admit I was wrong and ask for your forgiveness. I loved you enough to let you stumble, fall, and get hurt. I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions at 6, 10, and 16. But most of all, I loved you enough to say "no" when you hated me for it. Th

Fangoria
I will be at the next three Fangoria conventions FANGORIA'S WEEKEND OF HORRORS BURBANK, CALIFORNIA Fri. Sat. & Sun. May 18-20, 2007 Burbank Airport Marriott Hotel (same hotel, different name!) 2500 Hollywood Way FANGORIA'S WEEKEND OF HORRORS CHICAGO, IL AREA Fri., Sat. & Sun. February 23-25, 2007 Wyndham Chicago O'Hare 6810 N. Mannheim Rd. Rosemont, Il. FANGORIA'S WEEKEND OF HORRORS SECAUCUS, NJ Fri., Sat. & Sun. June 29 - July 1, 2007 Crowne Plaza Meadowlands so catch me at one of these locations!

*devoted* Written By A Dear Friend..
This makes me Sniffle..... A person like you Im lucky to have patient with me always more than I am myself so loving so beautiful so precious so sweet I long for the day when we finally meet a love that I have forever so true a place in my heart and soul for you how I deserve thee I do not know but Im thankful daily that by God's grace my Amie found me without you Im lost never being at piece adrift in my loneliness but I can take comfort every day I can smile for now I have you even across the miles that separate our bodies but never our hearts never shall you need never shall you want just say my name my love you shall have true,pure and unconditional My best friend and my sister my smile and my joy you will always have me through all that shall be Written by Jennifer Barrett,February 18,2007 for Amie,her BFF,her sister,her everything...I love you with all of my heart...I promise you'll always have me,thick and thin,no matter what**Mu

Thanks
To all my CT friends, Thanks for the comments on the most recent blog that i have posted. If you havent already seen it then feel free to have a look in the music blog and comment on it. To answer some of the emails from some of my CT friends, when i get home in about three or four weeks time i will try and record another one for you to watch. I dont particularly like cameras but it after seeing that recording it does help me see what i need to improve on and to be able to reflect on it as well. :) I have been playing since i was 10yrs old and ive never done a recording before, perhaps it is something that i can start doing so i can continue to improve even more. :) Thanks for all your comments and emails. If someone comes with me to the concert which i am in perhaps they can record the whole performance, but we'll wait and see becuase i dont have a partner at the moment.:P we'll see. All my love, Angel

This Disgusts Me (outcome)
Follwing on from what happened to my friend and with her relationship. After what happened, and all your comments and emails, they are still together. She went to her GP and sorted it out. Hopefully she will be alright. If something like that happened to me, i would agree with all your comments and feedback. I would finish the relationship there and then. However i am not her and she is not me, i can only be there for her as a friend, what she choses to do at the end of the day has got nothing to do with me. Its her life and if she is happy with the way it is then i am happy for her. Even after that day she told me what happened, it still pisses me off to know that her boyfriend took 'advantage' of her when she did not want to do anything that night. I still in turn have no respect for him whatsoever. I have no respect for men or women who treat their partners or others like Sh*t. I thought that i would keep you posted on it and sharing it with you all. Angel

Born A Baptist
Each Friday night after work, Bubba would fire up his outdoor grill and cook a venison steak. But all of Bubba's neighbors were Catholic....and since it was Lent, they were forbidden from eating meat on Friday. The delicious aroma from the grilled venison steaks was causing such a problem for the Catholic faithful that they finally talked to their priest. The Priest came to visit Bubba and suggested that he become a Catholic. After several classes and much study, Bubba attended Mass.....and as the priest sprinkled holy water over him, he said, "You were born a Baptist, and raised a Baptist, but now you are a Catholic." Bubba's neighbors were greatly relieved, until Friday night arrived, and the wonderful aroma of grilled venison again filled the neighborhood. The Priest was called immediately by the neighbors and as he rushed into Bubba's yard clutching a rosary preparing to scold him, he stopped and watched in amazement. There stood Bubba, clutching a small bottle of holy water

Another Lawyer Story
Another Lawyer Story The United Way realized that it had never received a donation from the city's most successful lawyer. So a United Way volunteer paid the lawyer a visit in his lavish office. The volunteer opened the meeting by saying, "Our research shows that even though your annual income is over two million dollars, you don't give a penny to charity. Wouldn't you like to give something back to your community through the United Way ?" The lawyer thinks for a minute and says, "First, did your research also show you that my mother is dying after a long, painful illness and she has huge medical bills that are far beyond her ability to pay?" Embarrassed, the United Way rep mumbles, "Uh... no, I didn't know that." "Secondly," says the lawyer, "my brother, a disabled veteran, is blind and confined to a wheelchair and is unable to support his wife and six children." The stricken United Way rep begins to stammer an apology, but is cut off again. "Thirdly, did

Top 100 Sexual Questions!!!!
ok everyone if you dare take this sexual questionnaire of 100 questions! Copy and paste this email into a new email , add your answers and repost it! Enjoy! = )~ 1. what's your first name? Missy 2. male or female? female 3. how old are you? 34 4. what country or state do you live in? Illinois 5. would you say your straight, gay or bi? Bi 6. describe what you look like physically: I'm 5'2 Blonde Hair , Blue eyes , BBW 7. ok now how many fingers? Wow, stretched or un stretched? I can accommodate 3 fingers before it gets painful. 8. if you haven't told us already girls, what's your breast size? 38DD 9. how big are your nipples, and are they pink or brown? my nipples are big, and they are pink. 10. what's your favorite part of your body? My lips , My tongue and My eyes..of course! 11. what's your favorite body part on the other sex? Ass and Nice Chest 12. what's your favorite place on your body to be kissed? Lips, Neck and Ears

It Was In A Bulletin By Andrea
reply by private message and repost.... 1. Fav chips> 2. Favorite sexual position> 3. Current hair color> 4. Shaved or puby> 5. eye color> 6. bra size> 7. Idol> 8. Hate people that think their shit don't stink? 9. Favorite genre> 10. Biggest disapointment artist> 11. Band to watch> 12. Giving oral or receiving?> 13. Chocolate or Vanilla?> 14. Pussies or cocks?> 15. Do you smoke?> 16. Do you swallow> 17. Like porn? 18.Current game your playing> 19. shoe size> 20. weidest place youve masturbated> 21. got kids> 22. how many> 23. You love your parents> 24. Best Friend> 25. Is your mate hot> 26. do they give you what you need> 27. if your married and got kids do you still fuck?> 28. What do you want to do> 29. Are you wet> 30. Anything to say>

Will You Or Won't You?
1 question for you to ask 1 chance and only one chance 1 answer is what i promise to give you 100%honest no bull That's all you get.You get to ask me 1 question. send it in a private message !!! ANY 1 question Conditions: I won't tell ANYONE what you asked me and I'll answer it honestly. You cant tell ANYONE what you asked me and what my answer was. Are you willing? are you brave enough? or just chicken? willing to read this but not take the 1 chance

Omg - Mexico Is Actually Helping????
Living in Texas, we know the plight of the fighting and killing along our Texas borders as we try to keep the drug cartel at bay as much as possible. For years, Texas Monthly magazine, along with other Texas publications, have been reporting on the gang, drug cartel wars along the borders even before it became a huge issue of the recent immigration regulation issues. Texans, generally, don't have a problem with people wanting to come here and share in the pursuit of the "Hortio Alger's American Dream", but when they become a part of threatening the life, liberty and pursuit of happiness of our own citizens, we have to put our foot down with a resounding thud. This article I have posted below to share with you all was found online at Texas Insider. Happy reading. Be sure to let me know what you think........................................ Mexico Fights Drug Gangs, Sends Troops to Border By DANE SCHILLER Published: 02-19-07 MEXICO CITY — Ratche

I'm Back
Soo Yes after 2 years I'm back. Your all going to have to bare with me on getting back to everyone...my computer is really slow, so I wont be able to get back to people right away. If anybody would like any other way to keep in touch with me, then just ask. Well Take care y'all. Love Always, Stephanie

This Is A Good One......
Charles Plumb was a US Navy jet pilot in Vietnam After 75 combat missions, his plane was destroyed by a surface-to-air missile. Plumb ejected and parachuted into enemy hands. He was captured and spent 6 years in a communist Vietnamese prison. He survived the ordeal and now lectures on lessons learned from that experience! One day, when Plumb and his wife were sitting in a restaurant, a man at another table came up and said, "You're Plumb! You flew jet fighters in Vietnam from the aircraft carrier Kitty Hawk You were shot down!" "How in the world did you know that?" asked Plumb.. "I packed your parachute," the man replied. Plumb gasped in surprise and gratitude. The man pumped his hand and said, "I guess it worked!" Plumb assured him, "It sure did. If your chute hadn't worked, I wouldn't be here today." Plumb couldn't sleep that night, thinking about that man. Plumb says, "I kept wondering what he had looked like in a Navy uniform: a white hat; a bib in the b

Friend's
i was hopeing that someone would be so kone to tell me why you all thank that i'am hot.if you can help me out with this i will show you a lote of love or you can show me some love to. thank you all love everone

Lupus The Cold Hard Facts.
So I have Lupus and many of you don't know what it is, and that is one of the worse parts of this disease. No one knows anything about it and therefore it confuses people, and scares them. So here is the cold hard facts: Lupus is a chronic inflammatory disease that can affect various parts of the body, especially the skin, joints, blood, and kidneys. The body's immune system normally makes proteins called antibodies to protect the body against viruses, bacteria, and other foreign materials. These foreign materials are called antigens. In an autoimmune disorder such as lupus, the immune system loses its ability to tell the difference between foreign substances (antigens) and its own cells and tissues. The immune system then makes antibodies directed against "self." These antibodies, called "auto-antibodies," react with the "self" antigens to form immune complexes. The immune complexes build up in the tissues and can cause inflammation, injury to tissues, and pain. Altho

A Letter To The Normals
LETTER TO NORMALS Having LUPUS means many things change, and a lot of them are invisible. Unlike having cancer or being hurt in an accident, most people do not understand even a little about LUPUS and its effects, and of those that think they know, many are actually misinformed. In the spirit of informing those who wish to understand...... These are the things that I would like you to understand about me before you judge me.... - Please understand that being sick doesnt mean Im not still a human being. I have to spend most of my day in considerable pain and exhaustion, and if you visit I probably dont seem like much fun to be with, but Im still me stuck inside this body. I still worry about school, and work and my family and friends, and most of the time I'd still like to hear you talk about yours too. -Please understand the difference between "happy" and "healthy" .When you've got the flu you probably feel miserable with it, but Ive been sick for years. I cant be miserable

Calling All Bombers!!!!! 1 Hr Left Whos Gunan Take The Gold?
THE BEST BIKE PHOTO CONTEST.THIS CONTEST WILL BE JUDGED ON RATES AND COMEMNTS. THE PRIZES WILL GO AS SUCH..#1 FOR RATES ALONE..WELL RECIVE A PERSONALIZED SKIN OF COURSE A BIKE WILL BE THE THEME ON IT..#1 ON COMMENTS ALONE WILL RECIVE.. THE SILVER BIKE OUT OF THE GIFT SHOP.#2 RATES ALONE WILL RECIVE A PERSONALIZED TAG.. AND AGAIN THE THEME WILL BE ABOUT BIKES..#2COMMENTS ALONE WILL RECIVE.. A SILVER RING OUT OF THE GIFT SHOP DEPENDING ON THE WINNER MALE OR FEMNALE..#3 RATES ALONE WILL RECIVE... A PERSONALIZED MORPH.. AND YES THE THEME WILL BE ABOUT A BIKE..#3 COMMENTS ALONE WILL RECIVE A MAN BRACELETTE OUT OF THE GIFT SHOP.. RULES OF THIS CONTEST...RATES AND COMMENTS WILL TAKE A FIRST PLACE.. SELF COMMENT BOMBING WILL BE ALLOUD THIS CONTEST WILL RUN FOR 5 DAYS.. THERE WILL BE 10 ENTRIES.. IF I SEE ANY CONTESTANT BASHING ON ANOTHER CONTESTANT .. OR IF YOU SEND A FRIEND TO DO IT.. YOU WILL BE DISQUALIFIED..NO DRAMMA EVER IN MY CONTEST.. DO

Stuffs I Like To Say....
I sit at my desk and say things out load to nobody in particular. Things like: You humorless bastards! and I would not touch that if I were you. I find this to be quite normal. You should find it to be normal as well if you ever want to be a part of my new world order. You humorless bastards!

Why I'm Not Here Much!
Hey guys. I wish I could be on here, but I am so busy. I got a new job so I work until 5:30, then I go straight to school. By the time I get home, I am exhausted. I spend my weekends doing homework! I am sorry but I will peak in when I can!

Emotional Outbursts
What is it exactly that causes us to only view things that happen one-sidedly? Why do our own personal emotions cause us to close our minds to the full story? How does anything get solved when both parties act this way? Sigh... who knows. All I know is that because of this I feel so terribly emotionally drained today. I made a choice. A logical choice. A choice that had to be made to spare my sanity and heart. I have no regret over it at all. And yes, I knew that making this choice was going to hurt someone else...and there the fight begins... logic vs. feelings...round and round and round again like some goddamned emotionally fucked up merry-go-round. Why can't people just look at me, though heavy in heart, and say "Yes, Jen. I understand."???? GRRRRRR ok... so I vented a little. Now I feel a teensy weensy bit better.

Dating And Relationships
Is it possible to meet and intellikgent sensual fun assectionate woman who has not nyet had a family or is at least open tohav ing more who is looking for more than just a lay. a girl who lives in the NY areaor northern nj who has a career but loves family. who is sexual and sensual and loes to kiss and hold hands but also can hold a conversation. A womas who can be vulnerable and love. a woman who wants to share a bath or shower with me and get lost in my arms. When I find her ans we have mutual chemistry i WILL THEN BE A LUCKY MAN. If ou are young enough fun a beautiful person and want to know who I am write me. I cant believe I amwriting this. I never really expected to date on line but I am interested to see what comes of it.

"sexy Feet"contest-pole Princess
I want to ask everyone,to go and check out POLE PRINCESS,she is having a COOL CONTEST!!! 3 day CHERRY BLAST to the winner!!! you have to check this out!! and check her site out too. member number 442753,POLE DANCE VIDEOS,awesomepics,slide show!!! go CHECK HER OUT!!!!!

Feelings
I sneak a peak without you knowing, My tender love forever flowing. I dream of you, your love as sweet as wine, But in reality you're far from mine. One day I'll tell you these feelings I hide, And that I need you by my side. I want to walk with you, hand-in-hand, On a beach at night making footprints in the sand. I want to have memories of fun times together, And make vows that our love will last forever. The only thing that stops me from telling you how I feel is fear, I'm afraid that if I said "I love you," you would turn a deaf ear. I think of you every hour of every single day, Hoping that you'll eventually send your lovin' my way. All I have right now are wishes, wants and dreams, But hoping that you'll be mine isn't as bad as it seems. Because the possibility is always there, That when I say "I love you," you will truly care.

I Miss You
I miss you, only seems like yesterday when we were together in my dreams. My hand in yours, it felt like we were in heaven. When are you coming home? When will I see your face,taste your lips? I hope our love never ends, I miss you so much, there are no emotions in this world to show how I feel, I love you so much The taste of your lips, The feel of your touch, Baby I miss you so much. Every night I see you in my dreams, it feels like you are really there, but these visions are haunting me. I am afraid that they will never really be, But until the day you come home to me you''ll always be with me in my dreams. I miss you!

What He Did(the Rest Of Darkness From The Beging)
I see the darkness in his eyes, It reminds me of darken skies. His love grows stronger, so dark inside, I give into him lose all my pride. His power over me gets stronger with every little touch, He has no idea I loved him so much. Inside my soul bleeds, Hearing you say I love you is all it needs. You left me all those years ago, For what reason i do not know. The wounds you gave me bleed so deep, In my soul is where they earn their keep. The pain is fierce, my soul it cried, 3 years I waited 3 years had died. No letters, no work, not even a call, All I can say is I gave it my all. 6 years later I hear your voice, You told me you were sorry and you had no choice.

All Native Bball Tourny In Rupert
well another year has come and gone for the all native bball tourny. our girls place 3rd YAY! played hard gave it their all. pretty tough to do when most of them were injured. was awesome! i think there were 42 teams altogether this year, 4 divisions. met more family...met others. guys all hot and bothered IN the bar...funny watching them try to hide it LMAO! had a great time...all native hockey in pg comin up next hehe.

So Called Love
Anyone that says that love is a beautiful thing has never had their Heart ripped apart and stomped on. It feels like you just want to tear it out just to stop the pain. This is a pain I put up against any physical pain out there. I digs into your soul and drives you to the brink of insanity. Maybe someday the pain will go away , but I promise you'll never be the same. It will always be there Knawing at the back of your mind sometimes creeping out. For most people they are stong enough to hold it back and I hope for me I am strong enough for right night now it doesn't feel like it.

On The Verge Of Insanity
Why is the question. Why is the world here? Why are we here? Why is there so much confusion in the world? I wish just like all people to understand why. Maybe the reason is to make us stronger or to punish us. Maybe it's not for us to understand. All I wish is that I could understand why. Then again who knows. Maybe when my head stops spinning I might be able to anwser that question. Then again maybe not. Life sure does suck

The Weekend
This one ought to be easy... I did my best impression of a sloth this weekend. Friday I left work a little early to go grab my glasses before the vision center closed and picked up some stuff for the animals at home. Came home, popped in X-men and tried to relax. Later I took a short nap and then headed out to Velvet for the night. It was a pretty good night with some music that I really enjoyed. Toward the end of the night there I was inspired to dance and could not resist getting up and giving in the to urge. Came home and listned to more music. Couldn't sleep much so I dozed for a short time to Law & Order. After still being unable to sleep (that's what I get for being overly tired and stressing at work all the time and other factors) I watched more Law & Order and then the other two X-Men movies. Didn't leave the house once. Sunday was relaxing. Went in hunt of video games. The desire was to find a good RPG that could be played through the campaign cooperatively.

Change
Well as the seasons change. So does the world. We still have freinds in danger in far away lands and freinds heading to those lands to help, not fully knowing what they are getting into. Relationships start and others end. While some just hang in the balance waiting to see the future. We all as humans wonder about the future while holding on to the past and really not knowing where we are in the present. All I can say is hang on for the ride and brace yourself for whatever comes your way. In the end all we can ask is to survive and come out of it all in one piece. Welcome to life. Good Luck

Makin Love
Making Love Your eyes reach out and touch mine There's no hurry-we have time You kiss me then look in my eyes The answer you see is no surprise You reach out and take my hand My heart beats like a drum in a band Everywhere you touch me I'm on fire As you send my soul flying higher and higher You hold me close and kiss me once more We head for the bedroom and close the door You kiss me here and stroke me there As I in turn show you how much I care Our emotions peak and we want more We want to fly higher-we want to soar The world fades away as we join as one The merging of our souls has begun

Here Are Ur Bike Photo Winners
HERE ARE YOUR WINNERS.. BEST BIKE PHOTO.. #1 IN RATES WINNING A PERSOANLIZED SKIN current rating: 10.16 (81) #2 IN RATES WINNING A PERSONALIZED TAGcurrent rating: 10.12 (75) #3 IN RATES WINNING A PERSONALIZED MORPHcurrent rating: 10.05 (55) #1 COMMENTS WINNING SILVER BIKEComments: 5005&Comments: 3435 #2 COMMENTS WINNING RINGComments: 2525 #3 COMMENTS WINNING MANS BRACELETTEComments: 2112 THIS CONTEST WAS HOSTED BY

So Simply
So Simply tonight as i lay beside him with my head on his stomach listening to him breath in and out i found myself happy, so simply. as i look in his eyes with him staring in mine looking at the love that he feels i find myself happy, so simply. as i feel the soft tender caress of his fingerstips on my skin feeling the love permiate me i find myself happy, so simply i have always thought that it was hard to find and feeling happiness would always eluded me when all i really needed to do is find the right person i find myself happy, so simply. Pauline Turner

I Want To Thank You All....
Thanks to my friend scott for buying me the birthday blast...I loved it and met so many new friends, Seemed that 7 days went by sooo fast for me ..WAY TO FAST...I enjoyed the whole people coming to say hello to me it was fun and maybe sometime i will do it for myself...But again i want to thank all who came by and made me a new friend...I hope to keep up with all of you who did..>And my friends who have been there Thank you for coming by and wishing me a Happy Birthday on Valentines day...Thank you soo much!!

I'm Going To Say It Again.
...because I recently came across a blog comment I made which got deleted. I speak my mind and I'm not going to lie to make anyone feel better. Needless to say, when I discovered my comment "mysteriously gone" from that blog, I promptly cut that "friend" off. You censor what I have to say when I'm being honest, and you will find yourself no longer my friend. Friends let me say how I feel. I'm not here to sugar-coat my thoughts and make your life a bowl of cherries. I rarely had the luxury of trusted friends who made my life easier, so unless I'm dating you or considering it, why should I do that for you? If I don't agree with your opinion, then either choke on it or drop me. I do not kiss your butt if I don't feel anything for you. I won't just agree with you for the sake of popularity, because I have been popular before, and the friends you get from that will stab you in the back if it will get them ahead. Before you delete my words to maintain your opinion, drop me off

Lost Another One
Mike Awesome has passed away. Thats three wrestlers in a year and a half. 2 within the last 2 months. I hate it when heroes become mere mortals. As a fan it becomes very disheartening. My prayers go out to the Alfonso family (Mikes real last name) He was 42. Mike Awesome's first major exposure came overseas, where he became one of the Japan's top stars. Awesome would eventually become a star and champion in America while wrestling for Extreme Championship Wrestling. Following his successful run in ECW, Awesome spent time working in WCW and later WWE before retiring to his native Tampa, Florida. While in ECW, Awesome was a two-time World Champion and Tag Team Champion. His matches with Masato Tanaka, including a show-stealer at One Night Stand in 2005 were among the most memorable in ECW history.

My Power Color Is...
Your Power Color Is Red-Orange At Your Highest: You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth. At Your Lowest: You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked. In Love: You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve. How You're Attractive: You are very affectionate and inspire trust. Your Eternal Question: "Am I Respected?" What's Your Power Color?

02/19/07
Just to let everyone know I am sorry for not really being on today I am de-burring bolts for military tanks. I guess I am doing my part to support our troops. May they all be safe and my thoughts are with them

Web Site (under Construction)
Here is my new web site ... it is under construction and will be built over time. Check it out ... and over time it will be much better and interactive too. I hope to have all kinds of things as well as my stories. http://ms-cleavage.tripod.com/ 36d hugs, Ms. Cleavage

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion100%Mysterious67%Diamond Eyes67%Eyes full of Pain33%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Computer
A certain someone suggested that I take pics as we(well mostly my friend Harry)built my new computer. So starting today I've created a new folder called, SURPRISE,"computer". It will be updated every week or 2 as each new part goes in. When its done, I'll post the specs, and if any of you guys are interested in one, just drop Me an e-mail. Harry's an A+ certified technician and really nows his stuff. As I'm sure some of you are aware, Cherry can be a rather slow loading site compared to others at times, but I ran the site through his computer and it FLEW! This can prove really helpful if you're bombing people tryin to help them level up. Anyhoo, the 1st pics posted.

Warned!
Wassup everyone check this out, as you know i moved o hawaii and i'm luvvvvvvvin it 4 real, now let me tell you this, i was in waikiki, where all the toursists are and all the ritzy hotel and shopping stores, so i'm crossing the street, or should crossing not at the crosswalk, lets get real JAYWALKING, so thsi cop calla me from a distance and says to me am i'm a tourist or do i live here i told i do live and he asked me for my id and 411, and saw its a law or ordinace to jaywalk, he got my info, and i asked him why do they have that and he told just day a 60 yr old man died, i was llke are you serious, and he said yes, and also you can face a fine of $90, i told that cop i didn't know , and the funny shit bout it that was my second warning from who the same cop but he didnt recoginze me cuz it was a couple of weeks after thee first warning which was in another busy part chinatown of downtown honolulu, you would think i would learn right, nah i keep doing it i'm peepin everywhere! so i

Poetry 2
through the window the sunlight feels warm on the naked skin through the door the winter cuts so cold on the wounded heart through the eyes the passion burns the soul of the lonely one through the smile the hope is born in an empty life through the body language the dream ignites in colors red and gold through a muffled sigh the emotions peak on through the night

Poetry 5
wake up confused lying naked on the floor ashamed of what was said things that were done the night before listening to the rain patterns on the roof silently whispering voices lamenting this fool keeping eyes shut tight drowning guilty pleasures wanting to start this over pieces were mine and never yours cancer in my chest desert for a heart barren behind the eyes wasted from the very start nothing left to save nothing left to salvage just room of broken memories everything else thrown in the garbage

Poetry For Sex
Two friends, a white guy and a black guy, both work together. The white guy came in late one morning and his black friend asks where he had been. The white guy says, "My wife gives me good sex every night and she kept me up really late last night". The black guy says "I can't get my wife to have sex with me, no matter what! How do you do it?" The white guy says, "I read her poetry every night." His black friend then asks, "What kind of poetry?" The white guy replies, "Blondie, blondie, eyes so blue, how I want to make love to you." Then the white guy tells his friend to go home and try it - it's a sure thing! The next morning the black guy was about 2 hours late. When he comes in, he has a black eye and his arm is in a sling. The white man asks, "What happened?!" The black man says, "Man, don't ever speak to me again!" The curious white man asks, "Well, what did you say to her?" The black man replies, 'Nappy head, nappy head, eyes like a frog, bend over bi