Fubar Blog Posts 4

My Dream Guy (dream Guy)
Hmmm..Let's see...He'll have to be tall...none of that crazy muscle build, just defined slightly. Brown or green eyes. Full lips and smile that is usually a smirk. Okay...it's impossible. I can't really make one up...I like to many things about a guy that another guy will have to make him perfect... When you find someone, something is unique that makes you like me. That begins the attraction. Of course they have to appeal to you physically and mentally. That's it. It's official. I'll become a nun.

Did You See This, Last Night??
These were my 2 faves of the contestants... SO FUNNY!!!!!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eqXbIM4qiy4 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zmt0vzHMvqY http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=guphHAKmCVA

Is This Another Of The Same Song - New Verse Attack On Bloggers????
As originally posted as a bulletin by Sex Kitten@ CherryTAP tonight (January 18, 2007): Bloggers Who Criticize Government May Face Prison Bloggers Who Criticize Government May Face Prison Bill would allow rounding up and imprisoning of non-registered political writers Steve Watson Infowars.net Thursday, January 18, 2007 You'd be forgiven for thinking that it was some new restriction on free speech in Communist China. But it isn't. The U.S. Government wants to force bloggers and online grassroots activists to register and regularly report their activities to Congress in the latest astounding attack on the internet and the First Amendment. Richard A. Viguerie, Chairman of GrassrootsFreedom.com, a website dedicated to fighting efforts to silence grassroots movements, states: "Section 220 of S. 1, the lobbying reform bill currently before the Senate, would require grassroots causes, even bloggers, who communicate to 500 or more members of the public o

I'm Grrr'n And Flusterated...i Need Help With A Gif, Please....read On....please, Please, Please!!!
I made a GIF...(as you can see if you go to my default folder)...I wanted to use it as my primary profile pic, BUTTTT....all I get when I go to my default folder is a small box with an X inside, when I click on it...it brings it up & it works there. Can someone tell me why it works in the folder & not on the profile thingy????? I'm grrr'n right now, lol...please, anybody??? I'm too brain-dead to fool with it anymore tonight, lol....send me an email here @ CT......THANKS!

Wow, It's Been Awhile,
Since my last post. A lot of things have changed. I broke up with my boyfriend, My hair's a lot longer, Amanda and I leave for vacation (at Calvert Cliffs, MD) in twenty days, I'm working on a new piece on my foot of a traditional koi drawing. All sorts of fun things, I guess. Keep in touch

Uchiha Clan
Hey all. I'm forming my own family on here called the Uchiha clan. If you would like to join just let me know. And as soon as i reach level 10 n can create an lounge I will. I just want to have a group of my friends together and get to kno each other and have some fun. So get back at me with you replies. Yours truely, Yung Sykosys, That freaky leader of the Uchiha Clan

Have U Ever Wanted
have u ever just wanted to just get so drunk youu would pass out and just not wake up. I feel like just passin out and never wakin up. I feel as if ive hit a big depression that i cant get out of, and i just want to give up. I dont wanna feel this way anymore and no matter what i do it doesnt get better. I just wanna curl up and die

Survivor - Usa
SURVIVOR - USA Let's try to put into perspective the "trouble" we have living in the USA compared to the third world nations you see on Survivor. If SURVIVOR-USA was a show, here is how we barely squeak by living in our country: With a stay of 30 days in the USA, try to manage these hardships: Don't go over your allotted minutes on your 2000 minute a month cell phone plan. Decide you want to travel to a store 20 miles away, then try to get there and back in under an hour. Get upset at a decision a political leader made, and send him a letter complaining. Now forget about it and don't think for a minute that the secret police will come for you. Complain about taxes, but then if you lose your job you can expect the government to pay you until you find a new job. Try to manage watching your movies on VHS instead of DVD. And try watching those movies on a color TV with a screen smaller than 27". Cry out when you feel you are in danger from another nation, and th

My Space Ii
SAN FRANCISCO, California (Reuters) -- More than half of U.S. teenagers use social networking sites like MySpace, but girls go online to reaffirm existing friendships, while boys are more often there to flirt, a survey published on Sunday has found. The national survey of youth aged 12 to 17 by the Pew Internet & American Life Project shows two-thirds of teens who have created social networking profiles limit site access to selected viewers, while 17 percent use their sites to flirt. The study shows teenagers are aware of the risks of revealing too much data about themselves and are taking steps to protect their privacy -- a concern that has made the sites controversial with parents, school officials and politicians. "These sites are places where you can express yourself not so much to the world, but really to a core group of friends," said Mary Madden, a co-author of the Pew study. "They are a stable place where friends can find you." Older boys aged 15 to 17 are more like

We All Knew It Lol
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take. Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Joke Of The Day Lol
Strange woman A guy dials his home and a strange woman answers. The guy says, ''Who is this?'' ' 'This is the maid,'' answers the woman. ''We don't have a maid,'' says the man. The woman says, ''I was hired this morning by the lady of the house.'' The man says, ''Well, this is her husband. Is she there?'' The woman replies, ''She is upstairs in the bed room with someone who I figured was her husband.'' The guy is fuming and says to the maid, ''Listen, would you like to make $50,000?'' The maid says, ''What will I have to do?'' The man tells her, ''I want you to get my gun from the desk, and shoot the witch and the jerk she's with.'' The maid puts the phone down; the man hears footsteps and then two gun shots. The maid comes back to the phone, ''What do I do with the bodies?'' The man says, ''Throw them in the swimming pool.'' Puzzled, the maid answers, ''But you don't have a pool.'' A long pause and the man says, ''Is this 567-5309?''

Happy Birthday Lc Man
HELP US CELEBRATE THE BIRTHDAY OF A GREAT FRIEND!............ LCMAN! EVERYBODY IS INVITED! JOIN US IN HIS LOUNGE FOR AN ALL DAY CELEBRATION......... HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LC! Custom Flash Graphics FLASHCOMMENT.com CHERRY SINGLE?LET'S MINGLE LOUNGE OWNER(below) LC Man@ CherryTAP WISHING OUR GREAT LOUNGE OWNER A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY............. FROM ALL OF YOUR BIGGEST FANS, THE MODERATORS AND DJ'S IN CHERRY SINGLE , LETS MINGLE LOUNGE! WE LUV YA LCMAN! CHERRY SINGLE?LET'S MINGLE LOUNGE OWNER(below) LC Man@ CherryTAP CLICK ON THE PIC TO ENTER THE: CHERRY SINGLE?LET'S MINGLE! LOUNGE AND BTW, YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE SINGLE, JUST COME IN TO MINGLE AND MEET SOME NEW FRIENDS! HOPE TO SEE YA THERE! YA'LL ALL GO SHOW LCMAN LOTZ OF LUV , RATE HIM , ADD HIM, COMMENT HIM AND DON'T FORGET TO FAN HIM, HE'S ONE KEWL DUDE TO KNOW! CHERRY SINGLE?LET'S MINGLE LOUNGE OWNER(below) LC Man@ Cherry

My Birthday
***Your Birthdate: October 5*** You have many talents, and you are great at sharing those talents with others. Most people would be jealous of your clever intellect, but you're just too likeable to elicit jealousy. Progressive and original, you're usually thinking up cutting edge ideas. Quick witted and fast thinking, you have difficulty finding new challenges. Your strength: Your superhuman brainpower Your weakness: Your susceptibility to boredom Your power color: Tangerine Your power symbol: Ace Your power month: May What Does Your Birth Date Mean? http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/

Just Release !!
I feel a sharp pain in my soul. What is it,thats so sharp. Could it be the remains of you. You were the air I breath. You were the wind to me. You were the day to my night. The more I think of you, The more the pain increase, The harder it is to remain. Your laughter was like the sun. Your touch was like fire. Your taste was life itself. I feel a sharp pain in my soul. What is it,thats so sharp. Could it be the remains of you. As night turn into day, Life into death, My soul screams for release. The release that only comes From one soul to another. Just release is all I need.

Together We Will Win
TOGETHER WE WILL WIN By D.S.M We as the white race are in a battle, this battle is not for land or power no the battle for which we must fight with passion is the battle for our races’ survival. With modern day governments turning to the left and the Jew holding our media outlets hostage, one is hard pressed to find out what is actually going on in today’s dangerous world. We no longer have the peace of mind we once possessed, we can no longer send our children out into the world and guarantee their safety and we can no longer teach the morals and values we were raised upon. With the changing of the way our societies are run, has come the further oppression of our race, with school teachers teaching our students to be ashamed of their ancestors and the media making us out to be monsters that shouldn’t be trusted a white person is hard pressed to take pride in themselves. From a young age our children are taught not to judge a person on their skin tone or their

1974
In 1974 (the year you were born) Gerald Ford becomes president of the US Hank Aaron hits his 715th home run to beat Babe Ruth's record Impeachment hearings are opened against President Nixon by the House Judiciary Committee President Nixon resigns President Gerald Ford issues an unconditional pardon to ex-President Nixon for all federal crimes Muhammad Ali knocks out George Foreman in the eighth round to regain the heavyweight crown in Zaire Heiress Patty Hearst is kidnapped by and eventually joins the Symbionese Liberation Army Dungeons & Dragons officially released People magazine is published for the first time Kate Moss, Alyson Hannigan, Penelope Cruz, Alanis Morissette, Leonardo DiCaprio, and Ryan Seacrest are born Oakland Athletics win the World Series Miami Dolphins win Superbowl VIII Philadelphia Flyers win the Stanley Cup Blazing Saddles is the top grossing film All the President's Men by Bernstein and Woodward is published "Killin

The Sun
You Are From the Sun Of all your friends, you're the shining star. You're dramatic - loving attention and the spotlight. You're a totally entertainer and the life of the party. Watch out! The Sun can be stubborn, demanding, and flirty. Overall, you're a great leader and great friend. The very best! What Planet Are You From?

New Yorker
You Belong in the Upper East Side You're an aspiring blue blood, and you want the best of New York high society. And while some may think you're conservative, you still appreciate good art and culture. Where Should Your Inner New Yorker Live?

25 Signs You Have Grown Up....
1. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 a.m. is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6. You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those f%&@ing kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers. 15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 16. You take naps. 17. Dinner and a movie is the whole

Children's Internet Safety (from A Bullitin)
This is a Must Read for everyone who have children or grandchildren EVERYONE NEEDS TO READ ALL OF THIS and HAVE YOUR CHILDREN READ IT TOO! MAYBE AFTER THEY READ THIS YOUR KIDS WILL NOT THINK THEIR PARENTS ARE TO OVER PROTECTIVE!! After tossing her books on the sofa, she decided to grab a snack and get on-line . She logged on under her screen name ByAngel213. She checked her Buddy List and saw GoTo123 was on. She sent him an instant message: ByAngel213: Hi. I'm glad you are on! I thought someone was following Me home today It was really weird! GoTo123: LOL You watch too much TV. Why would someone be following you? Don't you live in a safe neighborhood? ByAngel213: Of course I do. LOL I guess it was my imagination cuz' I didn't see anybody when I looked out. GoTo123: Unless you gave your name out on-line. You haven't done that Have you? ByAngel213: Of course not. I'm not stupid you know. GoTo123: Did you have a softball game aft

Reprt Card
post this as "Sexy Report Card" and see what people say! Its actually pretty fun!! F- = YOUR SO ####### UGLY THAT ITS NOT FUNNY F = I HEARD UGLY IS CONTAGIOUS DON'T TALK TO ME! D = YOUR PARENTS MUST BE HATED C- = You're just someone I don't want to talk to, okay? C = You're okay looking, but u need work... C+ = You're just average B- = Your kinda cute and ur cool i guess B = You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person. B+ = Pretty damn attractive. A- = You're extremely attractive, and you're awesome. I would love to have you in my room with no one home :-). A = DAMN YOUR SEXXXEY!! A+ = Gorgeous ... I want you to be mine : ) A++ = I 'D hit it A+++=ID DROP MY CLOTHES IN 3 SECONDS 4 U

Glaciers Retreat
Bush Winning The War On Ice The Artctic- For the second year in a row, sea ice on the Arctic Ocean shrank, sparking concerns that the world faces record levels of melting. "We keep looking for the ice to recover, but it isn't", said Mark Sereze, a senior scientist at the National Snow and Ice Data Center. The bad news echoed reports from around the world that global warming is accelerating more rapidly than expected.In the United States, the first half of 2006 was the warmest on record, and hot weather sparked the worst wildfire season in decades, burning 9.4 million acres. In the Antarctic, atmospheric temperatures are rising 3 times faster than the global average. In the Carribean warmer seas have caused a record loss of coral reefs. And in Alaska, climate changes are depleting food supplies and turning polar bears into cannibals, forcing them to kill and eat each other to survive. "The recent warmth is unprecedented for at least the last 400 years," reports the National Acade

Life In Fast Lane?
Sometimes life seems to go too fast and get out of hand. That's when you need to put on the brakes and stand there for a moment and think. Just stop and think. In todays life it's hard to stop and take a deep breath and access what's going on and decide what to do. Take charge of what we can change and move on. Some things we can change, others we can't. We need to decide what we can change and change it. What we can't change and let it be and go on. People are the hard one. You can lead a horse to water, but you can't make it drink. Goes for people too. You can give them all kinds of advice, but it comes down to what they want to do..not you. And it is hard for us old dogs to learn new tricks. You get in the habit of doing things a certain way. Old habits are the hardest ones to break. And lots of the times you have to compromise and bend. You find that out big time in a relationship, wether it be friends or marriage. Talk about it, put it all on the table and come to a middle ground.

1-19 Update For My Crush!!!!!
so far boys here how it is looking 1. Go Gators 2. Big Sexy 3. oso 4. Athletic n fun 5. Howulikeit 024 6.mudbucket 7. 4jrich 8. runswith scissors 9. Irishmanlaw 10. give me a shout keep it up narrowed to 5 on February 1st you have all weekend to show me, i will be checking monday to see who wants me over the next 3 days.

Just Comments...
Hey friends... If you have time in your very busy days could you go comment my pic that Mette Kenzo has of me, by commenting my pic as many times as possible I will get a pair of diamond earrings. It's not a popularity contest and I'm not running against anyone...just need some cherry love. I know a few of my friends are not into this and it's ok if you don't participate, but to those who don't mind help a sister out!!! Here is the link: http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=144601&albumid=162949&i=4069663020 You can comment as many times as you want...or can. Thanks

Step Away From The Ipod, Osama
England- In their ongoing crackdown on global terrorism, authorities pulled a passenger off a London-bound plane in April and arrested him for... listening to the Clash. Harraj Mann, a twenty three year old cell-phone salesman of Indian descent, spent his cab ride to the airport blasting the Clash's "London Calling" and Led Zeppelin's "Immigrant Song". When the taxi driver reported these suspicious activities to the police, Mann was interrogated as a terrorist suspect for three hours. "You've taken me off my flight due to my taste in music?" Mann asked. "Where does it stop? What if I was wearing a Che Guevara t-shirt or odd socks, you know?"

Interesting!
Believe it or not, you can read it. I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid Aoccdrnig to rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh?

My Friend I Finally Finished The 9 Part Story Enjoy The Ending
Fourteen agonizingly long days after my encounter with their mother, Lauren and Kellie rang my doorbell. I threw open the door excitedly, and ushered the girls into the living room. Lauren was wearing black sandals, a tight black miniskirt, and a loose fitting beige crop top, which exposed her flat belly. Kellie was wearing a snug denim miniskirt, a billowy red blouse, and red sandals. They both looked spectacular as usual. Before I could say anything though, they pushed me onto the couch and told me to stay put. Lauren pulled a CD out of her purse and put it in the CD player next to the television. Soon the sounds of Billy Idol's "Cradle of Love" was pumping out of the speakers. Both girls tantalizingly walked towards me with passion in their radiant eyes, Lauren unzipping her skirt, and Kellie unbuttoning her blouse. Both girls' hips gyrated in unison, as if they had choreographed their moves. Lauren's skirt flew across the room, exposing her black thong panties, and Kellie's top

Stun Gun (only A Guy Would Do This!)
Subject: STUN GUN Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety.... WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two triple-a batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. Awesome!!! Unfortunately, I

Life
Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary

The Present
It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking. Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room ' s only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children

The Beginning Of The Darkness...
It's dark, so very dark...she knows she must be asleep because she can feel the darkness rather than see it...her eyes are closed in sleep and in dream...she moves deeper into this vast land of solitude...the sensation begins as a distant memory...a thought, a feeling once known long ago...with each step the sense of horror and dread grows...becoming nearly maddening...her blood racing...her pulse pounding in her head...she knows what is coming...she knows what has happened...in a flash of brilliance she is in her grandmother's home again...watching a house full of teenage kids enjoying themselves...games, laughter, music...she walks through the familiar surroundings...unseen by the young people...knowing that just down that hall...just around that corner...the girl she was...only sixteen years old...is facing a nightmare...one from which she cannot escape...he holds her down with the weight of his body...one hand over her her mouth to stifle the cries...the tears are hot upon her face

Another Kissing Quiz
You're an Expert Kisser You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable What Kind of Kisser Are You?

What Evanescence Song Are You
What Evanescence song are you?[many outcomes + wonderful pictures] Your Evanescence song is: Forever Gone, Forever YouYou were with someone who only brought you pain into your life. But you couldn't see all this until it was over. Now when you know the truth it'll be easier for you to accept your partings. Your goal now should be to try to find yourself and deal with your pain.Walking away I see the painYou put me throughTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Calon Lan (pure Heart)
Ok, this is a taste of what Wales is all about. Sung by a Welsh malevoice choir, no matter where I am or who I'm with, I will always be proud to say I'm Welsh. This particular hymn means the world to me as it was my Taid's favourite. Along with this hymn is clips of the Wales V's New Zealand rygbi game - something else we're famous for lol....enjoy....

I Hate Moving
hey all whats up. i hate moving. i dont like to pack things up and travel to the new place. its even harder when its not just my stuff im moving. i have to pack up my kids stuff too. its really hitting hard that im moving bc my rooms are empty and they echo. im glad that im moving bc of the situation but its still hard and it sucks.

Seven Silent Tears
This is a poem I wrote about two years ago.. Seven Silent Tears Last night as I went to bed, Thoughts of you appeared in my head. Although I've not cried this way in years, On to my pillow fell seven silent tears. The first one came as a vision of your smile, it carries with it the innocence of a child. The second fell from the thought of your lips, That I wish I had just one more chance to kiss. The third tear fell as no surprise, As I thought of the beauty and warmth in your eyes. The fourth came rolling down my cheek, As I realized losing you has made me so weak. The fifth tear fell from my face, As I thought of the strength of your embrace. The sixth tear came as I rose from my bed, As I thought of all the bad decisions and where they have led. I'm still in love with you and I miss you so dear, Because of that fell my seventh silent tear.

A Poem For A Special Someone
You are my inspiration. Having you in my life revived my sleeping devotion. You are indeed a special someone. Loving you gives me hope to free this misery that I coped. In those times I gave up You came and I stood up. Never will I forget how you always cheer me up every time I'm sad and for that I'm glad. Whenever I'm lonely You are there for me keeping my heart alive with your every smile. I dedicate this poem to you to show how much you mean to me - I love you My special someone!

Heaven
What Happens in Heaven I dreamt that I went to Heaven and an angel was showing me around. We walked side-by-side inside a large workroom filled with angels. My angel guide stopped in front of the first section and said, "This is the Receiving Section. Here, all petitions to God said in prayer are received." I looked around in this area, and it was terribly busy with so many angels sorting out petitions written on voluminous paper sheets and scraps from people all over the world. Then we moved on down a long corridor until we reached the second section. The angel then said to me, "This is the Packaging and Delivery Section. Here, the graces and blessings the people asked for are processed and delivered to the living persons who asked for them." I noticed again how busy it was there. There were many angels working hard at that station, since so many blessings had been requested and were being packaged for delivery to Earth. Finally at the farthest end of the

Special In My Heart(for The Princess I Love)
You came in to my life when I needed you the most, I told you things no else would ever even know. You accept me as I am and never ask for more, You are there for me...you are more then I ever asked for. You make me smile and listen when I cry, You listen to mistakes I make and never ask me "why?" I can go on forever with how perfect you are, But always know I love you, You are special in my heart.

1 That Was Made 4 Me By Rick
There are gifts of many treasures For both the young and old, From the tiniest little trinkets To great boxes filled with gold. But, put them all together And they could not stand in lieu, Of the greatest gift of all The gift of knowing you. When your times are filled with troubles Sadness, grief, or even doubt, When all those things you planned on Just aren't turning out. Just turn and look behind you From the place at which you stand, And look for me through the shadows And reach out for my hand. I will lift from you your burden And cry for you your tears, Bear the pain of all your sorrows Though it may be for a thousand years. For in the end I would be happy To have helped you start anew, It's a small price to pay For the gift of knowing you.

Yet Another Change In The Schedule.
i know i havent been good at keeping up with my writing in here, as things have been really hectic. I have yet to keep a consistant schedule for the kids let alone myself since this summer and it is really driving me insane. Right now life without my car is really gettin to me. Instead of being able to drive the kids to school each day i have had to put david on the bus each morning and walk Israel to school each afternoon. The walking two miles down one hill and up another (that is only one way) in the snow and ice is really taking its toll on my body! I am really sore!!! It is not an easy task to say the least. At least i am getting a good work out though, especially when i hold jacob half of the way. He is three years old and i have to take him with me, as i dont have anyone to sit with him. He is way too big for the stroller too so he gets REALLY tired walking that far. well that is all from me for now. Kids are getting restless already.

To Be
We go sailing down the calming streams Drifting endlessly by the bridge To be over We will see Do not suffer through the game of chance that: plays Always doors to lock away your dreams Think it over Time will heal your fear Think it over Balance the thoughts that release within you Childlike soul dreamer one journey One to seek and see in every light do open True pathways away Carrying closer go gently Holding doors will open everyway You wander true pathways away After all your soul will still surrender After all don't doubt your part Be ready to be loved

Sweet Little Nothings
Have you ever whispered sweet nothings into your lovers ear? Were you telling the truth? Tell me your deepest darkest secrets and I will tell you mine. Will you open yourself up to me? Will you give into your desire's? Can you be overcome by passion? Give in to me and you will not be dissapointed! Give in to me and you will be happy.... Tell me you want me, Tell me you need me. Tell me all that I need to hear Tell me simple lies to get what you want But you don't have to.... I will give in so easily, Just a nibble on the neck Or a sweet little kiss on the lips, and I am yours Give in to your desires Push for what you want Don't let me tell you no Take what it is that you want Then leave me with a smile You will not be dissapointed, That I can promise Are you willing enough Are you Man enough Hold me down Push for more Take me now Can you be Men enough to fill my desires? Can you do it with passion? Entangle me into yourself.... Wrap me in y

Embrace Pt 1
Embrace, Part 1 Waiting. That was always the longest part of the night. Sitting here, atop of my usual perch, just watching the people go by. Sure, I guess it would have been easy to just walk among them, find an appropriate person, take them into an alley and take care of business. But what sport is there in that? I usually only take one person a night. And never commit myself to a killing. Oh no, that just wouldn’t do. There are those among my kind who have no problems killing on a nightly basis. Some do it for sport, some for the “excitement rush”, few for the pleasure, and the eldest (such as myself and maybe one other in this city) do it out of necessity for survival. Over the many years that I have done this, I have learn to pick my targets out carefully. With the grace born of many years of practice, I slip over the edge of a building and peer downward. My Heightened Senses look into a crowd of Christmas shoppers scurrying from one store to the next. C

Embrace Pt 3
I can see from the candlelight dancing on her body, that she is exquisite. The light picks up the softness of her skin, and I admire her perfect beauty. I trace a line with my eyes from her face, down her neck, over her shoulders, toward her perfectly shaped breasts. The brownish pink nipples slightly hardened under my intense gaze. I look at her and smile. I begin to kiss on her neck and downward over her collarbone, toward her breasts. Elizabeth takes a deep breath as my kisses center around her nipples. My tongue swirls circles around them, bringing them to full and complete hardness. I can feel her hand on the back of my head, pulling me and holding me in place. After moments pass, my mouth leaves her nipples and travels down her soft, flat tummy. I kiss down further until my lips come to stop at the waistband of her pajama bottoms. She lays back against the pillows, her upper body exposed to me. I hitch my thumbs into her elastic waistband, and I am surprised as she arc

Embrace Pt. 4
Naked and content, she sits up as I rise and stand before her. Elizabeth looks into my eyes and it is my turn to be mesmerized. She reaches upward toward the button holding my pants up, a slight smile crossing her face… I am calm but expectant as I feel her hands fumble with the button. The pressure is relieved from around my waist as I hear the zipper being drawn downward. I stand there, unsure if she is going to finish the job that she started or if I am expected to do it myself. In answer to my question, I can feel Elizabeth’s hands tugging down my pants. They fall down around my ankles and I step out of them. I am wearing a pair of blue boxers, and the strain from my mounting excitement is evident. With a final tug, the boxers are lowered to the floor to rest beside the discard pants. I stand naked before her, unsure if the image of my body is to her liking or not. My cock stands ridged, pointing toward her. I can feel Elizabeth’s reach up and take my member into her hands. She

My Latest Poem, Tell Me Whatcha Think
As I am in the park Walking aimlessly around I stop and look around Not a soul in sight most afraid to brave this fridgid winter night The roads covered in ice The sidewalks in unscattered compacted snow No grass on lawns to be seen I am alone with my thoughts Not minding the freezing tempature As nothing is as cold as the pain in my heart My soul is crying out for love searing flames of need throughout my being Flames i am unable to extinguish or even dim why did you walk away why did you leave me without a word you slipped right through my grasp fading away with the sun one day you were here holding me saying you would always be "here" where did "here" go? I guess "here" is no longer by my side I just wish i just knew the reasons you snuck away why you left without even looking back

Do You Believe
Look into your heart and tell me what you see. Am I still on your mind; are you thinking of me? Do you wake in the night and let out a sigh? Do you whisper my name and wonder why; I can't be there with you tonight? With you in my arms, holding you tight? Do you believe in the miracle of Love Do you believe in you Do you believe in Love Do you believe it could happen to you Take me in your arms, don't ever leave, With you in my arms, I'll make you believe! I believe in love,always and forever. I believe in us, you and I together. I can't believe Love is pain, You have everything to lose and nothing to gain. Tell me you believe and look into my eyes... Do you believe... I'm not like the others?

Common Medicinal Herbs
Aloe Technical Name: (Aloe vera) Gel extracted from the inside of aloe leaves Used for: Topical treatment of sunburn, first and second degree burns, skin irritation or inflammation, mosquito bites, rashes from poisonous plants, constipation and colic. Available In: Whole, living plants, commercial gels and lotions. Herb Drug: Choose lotions with the highest percentage of aloe gel. Interaction: Topical use can trigger rare allergic reactions; may delay surgical wound healing. Burns with significant blistering should be evaluated by trained medical personnel. When Buying: None known Dosage and Warning: Cut open aloe leaf and apply gel generously as needed. For internal use of aloe gel, 30 ml three times a day. Child Dosage: Same as adults. Arnica Technical Name: (Arnica montana) A daisy-like mountain flower. Used for: Bruises, sprains, soreness and swelling/muscle spasms from sports activity; arthritis set off by seasonal change; general muscle and joint pain. Available In:

Touch Me
baby please just touch me from my head down to my toes baby touch me everywhere take your time real slow oh I love your fingertips leaving a trail of fire baby please just touch me you are my one desire trace a path down to my breast how they ache and swell now my bodies burning up wherever your fingers dwell now your hand moves lower my legs I willingly spread just to feel your fingers there followed by your head baby please just touch me see how weak I am and all because of touches from my lovers hand

I Cried
When you were 8 years old, your mom handed you an ice cream. You thanked her by yelling at her and telling her its the wrong kind When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons. You thanked her by never even bothering to practice. When you were 10 years old she drove you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back. When you were 11 years old, she took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row. When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked her by waiting until she left the house. When you were 13, she suggested a haircut that was becoming. You thanked her by telling her she had no taste. When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked her by not writing a single letter. When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked h

Hooah!!! To All My Military Friends
Body: HOOAH! Body: Take it from me..... You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. ______

Using Your Mouth
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Five Factor Values Test
Your Values Profile Loyalty: You value loyalty highly. You're completely devoted to your friends and family. Even if they totally screw up, you're still there for them. Just make sure they're equally loyal to you! Honesty: You value honesty a fair amount. You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it. If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it. In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity." Generosity: You value generosity highly. So much so that you often put your own needs last. There's nothing wrong with having a caring heart... But you may want to rethink your "open wallet" policy. Humility: You value humility highly. You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are. And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better. You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low. Tolerance: You value tolerance highly. Not only do you enjoy the company

Young Love
This gives a feeling Just like licking a candy. Makes you bubbly inside Makes you feel quite dandy Your palms are all sweaty Your heart beat races Your legs feel so wobbly. The smirk it glows And shows on your faces You become preoccupied With everything that you do From that special moment Both of you said I love you. You seem as though you fear nothing As if on cloud nine you are Sadness no longer a part of your mind Your desires are set afar. For one thing and one alone Keep plaguing your mind Yet being warned you’re in love Others say that you are blind To fall in love so young Surely he/she should’ve given time… COPYRIGHTED BY AINSLEY CARTER AKA COOLMCCOOL 28/08/03

Men Want The Perfect Wife
A store that sells a wife has just opened in New York City, where a man may go to choose a wife. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates. You may visit the store ONLY ONCE ! There are six floors and the attributes of the ladies increase as the shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch...you may choose any lady from a particular floor, or you may choose to go up a floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a man goes to the Wife Store to find a Wife. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: may go to choose a Wife. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates. You may visit the store ONLY ONCE ! There are six floors and the attributes of the lady increase as the shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch...you may choose any man from a particular floor, or you may choose to go up a floor, but you cannot go back

Expressions Of Love
Expressions of LOVE This is the time of the year, When love ones feel the need to be sincere, Whether it’s marriage, kids or other love relations, This is the best time to show our emotions. Relationship some may form a unity bond, May it be just for this time, sometimes a few seconds. This is all that it may take As we all say I love you instead of I hate. To be united as one means quite a lot to me, Especially looking in the eyes of the one and only. To some it’s just a fantasy, a dream, But it’s best to be truthful and show what you mean. To say those three words Some people may stutter Afraid of commitment So not a word they dare utter. But if you say you love someone Then you shouldn’t be afraid To let your true feelings out to show Your true meaning of Love to a wonderful being. For you honey with love. Happy Valentines Day. Copyrighted by Ainsley Carter January 05 2004 00:20 hrs

3 Minute Management Course Lmao
The 3-minute Management Course Lesson 1: A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor. Before she says a word, Bob says, "I'll give you $800 to drop that towel." After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob. After a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, "Who was that?" "It was Bob the next door neighbor," she replies. "Great!" the husband says, "did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?" Moral of the story: If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure. ==========================================

What's Your Theme Song?
Your Theme Song is Beautiful Day by U2 "Sky falls, you feel like It's a beautiful day Don't let it get away" You see the beauty in life, especially in ordinary everyday moments. And if you're feeling down, even that seems a little beautiful too. What's Your Theme Song?

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed
Your Love Life Secrets Are Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so. Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go. Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Another Vonage Alert
when u pay your vonage bill whether u are a lil behind on payment or not watch your bank acct closely especially if you have talked to them and told them u can only pay a certain amount because they will take the full amount causing your bank acct to overdraft...they just overdrafted my acct with my bank and when i called to talk to them i was put on hold for 15 min and then they hung up on me.

I Wish I Was Psychotic.
I'd be so much happier that way. Consiences seem to be so much of a crutch. I wonder how other people sleep at night sometimes. Maybe on a pillow full of money? But there are people like that who don't even make that much. They have sold their souls for such a meager amount. Maybe they sold them for future dreams of having that pillow of money. How much does it take for you to do something so wrong? I may have a price, it just hasn't been offerred to me yet.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed
Your Love Life Secrets Are Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off. In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so. Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go. Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

What Color Blue Are You?
You Are Royal Blue People find you difficult to understand. In fact, you often find it hard to understand yourself. You think so much that sometimes you get lost in your own thoughts! What Color Blue Are You?

What Kind Of Intelligence Do You Have?..imagine That,,lol..
Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes. You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time. You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it. Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds. You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer. What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Send Me A Pic!!!!!
I am going to start a new picture folder for the guys. i want you guys to send me pics of you with my name "JACKIELICIOUS" on paper, on you, on anything ( please, no penis shots) and i will post you in my "Jackies hot boys section!!"

The Amazing Meganame Generator
Rebekah's Aliases Your movie star name: Cheetos Bob Your fashion designer name is Rebekah Paris Your socialite name is Rekka Rockford Your fly girl / guy name is R Goo Your detective name is Cat Washington High Your barfly name is Pecan Pie Amaretto Sours Your soap opera name is Leigh Pacific Your rock star name is Reese's Peanut Butter Cups Trains Your Star Wars name is Rebpep Goobri Your punk rock band name is The Giddy Trapezoid The Amazing Meganame Generator

My Open-mindness Is Getting Me In Trouble
It has come to my attention that being open-minded, gives you doors to just walk right into and be lax. Buut, the draw back is that some people haven't realized that opening those doors is fitting yet and get upset or confused. I have friends on here that understand me better than most and can get that I'm very open to all things and I won't get upset easly. Being open-minded means you'll have to handle all sorts of answers, questions, and responses. It's risky, but that's who I am. Sometimes when that person gets upset, I have to make sure they acknowledge it's fine and they should be comfortable with me. Talking is my passion, but affecting someone's mood is not. Sarcasm is my passion too, but unleashing unruley is not.

Boys First Time Lmao
Subject: A boy's first time > ----- A boys first time.. > > > A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night > > > & have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a > > > big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that > > > after dinner, she would like to go out & make love > > > for the first time. > > > > * * * * * * * * * > > Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, > so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get > > > > some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time & > > > the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. > > > He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. > > > * * * * * * * * * > > At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many > > > condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family > > > pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he > > > thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time & all. > > > * * * * * * * * * >

B-lo Dis
dis nigga name b-lo tryed to holla at ya boy said he wanted to talk business backed out like a lil bitch when he saw i was blood come to find out nigga bang blue n try bang red but he ain't true dat nigga on some new shit while i been sold a few bricks while he was still suckin on his moms left tit on was on some wildin shootin up da club shit dis nigga was out tryin to get a chick to suck his small dick get a grip hit da nigga wit a brick started cryin like a bitch start laughing then got to gun clappin cuz all dis nigga does is gun rappin pistol whipped him wit da back of da buck turned around told to shut da fuck up ya luck is up ya dumb fuck unleashing a lyrical heavywieght movin at a fast pace while u a retarded nigga in a turtle race time for u to gt a taste watch me blow ya brains all ova da place one last thing bitch bite da curb

Horny Superman
One day Superman was feeling a bit horny. So, he began to ask his super Hero friends for ideas on where he could get a bit of action. "Hey Batman! Who's good in the sack?" "Well Superman, everyone knows that Wonder Woman is the best sex in Comicland. Why don't you try her?" replied Batman. "I'd love to, but Wonder Woman and I are friends. So I don't really want to take advantage of her." "Damn shame," said Batman as he waved goodbye to Superman and drove off. Ten minutes later Superman was flying low over a city when he saw the Green Lantern patching up a building. He flew down. "Hey Hal, I'm looking for a little action. You're a swinging bachelor, who's the best babe in comicland?" "Hey, Superman! Everyone knows that Wonder Woman is far and away the best lay in Comicland, why don't you try her?" "Well, we're sort of friends," Superman said, "but I didn't realize she had gotten around so much" and he flew off in frustration. Twenty minutes l

What Kind Of Intelligence Do You Have?
Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes. You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time. You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it. Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds. You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer. What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Normal Or Not?
On the surface I look like a normal woman, but if you talk to me even for a short time, you will see that I am different. In school I was more of a math and science person than an English and history person. As I grew up, I found that I got along with guys better than girls because my interests are more like theirs. I would rather get outside and do things like hiking, boating, or fishing than sit inside and watch talk shows or soap operas. I like rock and roll and love to play all instruments including the drums and bass which you see few women play. In fact, I find many traditionally female interests, like shopping, decorating, and cooking to be dull if not aggravating. I suppose this could be because men have always had a powerful influence on my life. My mother and grandmother are wonderful people and taught me many invaluable lessons, but when it came to social development, the men in my family definitely had a strong influence. My grandfather spent a great deal of t

What Gender Is Your Brain?
Your Brain is 67% Female, 33% Male Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you! What Gender Is Your Brain?

Hi All
Howdy all im a newbie here just stopping in to see how you all are,100% Pure Country girl here, just looking to see whats out there i happen to be single, a mom of two wonderful little boys and a sweetheart im just me a hole lot more if anyone wants to get to know me. I do have a full time job and i work starnge hrs so if it take a while to get back dont worry.

Just Tell Me...
the truth shall set you free!! be real with me! I'll be real with you I promise! so either way do hide from me. I'd rather be told then hidden from and avoided! So if you got something to say to me, no matter what it is.. just say it, no holding back! you only get one life and one chance to live it so make it right, live life like there's no tomorrow. and dont hesitate to tell your feelings... or truths... just be real!

What Do People Think Of Your Face?
What Your Face Says At first glance, people see you as down to earth and reliable. Overall, your true self is reserved and logical. With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react. In love, you seem energetic - almost manic. In stressful situations, you seem sad and helpless. What Do People Think Of Your Face?

What Do People Think Of Your Face?
What Your Face Says At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced. Overall, your true self is passionate and physical. With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situation, you seem like you're oblivious to the stress. What Do People Think Of Your Face?

How Do People See You?
Slow and Steady Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it. How Do People See You?

Transitioning Through Life’s Phases
Midlife Crisis In our youth-oriented culture, the process of aging is not honored as it once was. There have been societies that looked to those who were older for leadership, understanding that their life experiences must have brought some wisdom with them. Our society tends to put more value on looking youthful, so when the time comes that we don’t look, move, or feel the way we once did, this causes a sudden jolt to our perception of ourselves. We can look at this shift as a crisis and fight against change, or we can take the opportunity to transition smoothly to a new phase of life. We spend our youth learning who we are and what we are capable of accomplishing. As we set and reach our goals, it is easy to identify ourselves by our roles. At some point we may feel very comfortable in the idea that we have a complete understanding of ourselves. This is, inevitably, when things change and we get to see ourselves from a new perspective. Those who have reached their goals may won

Creating Connections While Apart
Family Ceremonies Life’s journeys may sometimes take us away from our families and friends, but there are many ways to stay connected. Aside from making use of the technology available—speaking on the phone or seeing each other from across cyberspace—we can create simple ceremonies using nature and our own thoughts to connect our hearts across the miles. The first step in creating your ceremony is to look to nature for similarities in the different surroundings. The second step is agreeing upon something that is meaningful to all involved. If your mother loves birds, then perhaps each time you hear a bird chirp, you can think of her and mentally send love. You may choose the sight of a butterfly, the feel of a breeze or raindrops, or the scent of flowers to remind you of a special someone. The pink glow of sunset might be your favorite time to send a thought, or perhaps the warming oranges of sunrise. We can all see the sun, the moon, and an array of twinkling stars when we look

What Kind Of Food Are You?
funny, since I can't eat Chinese anymore... You Are Chinese Food Exotic yet ordinary. People think they've had enough of you, but they're back for more in an hour. What Kind of Food Are You?

What Planet Should You Rule?
You Should Rule Saturn Saturn is a mysterious planet that can rarely be seen with the naked eye. You are perfect to rule Saturn because like its rings, you don't always follow the rules of nature. And like Saturn, to really be able to understand you, someone delve beyond your appearance. You are not an easy person to befriend. However, once you enter a friendship, you'll be a friend for life. You think slowly but deeply. You only gain great understanding after a situation has past. What Planet Should You Rule?

What Color Orange Are You?
You Are Cameo You are understanding and very empathetic. You don't tend to have acquaintances. Everyone is your friend. And all of your friends tend to be friends. You have a knack for bringing very different people together. What Color Orange Are You?

Few Days Left For Contest.
Alright cherries just a few more days of me being a pest lol Please come help me out, in 2nd place now, not too far behind, please take the time to comment bomb me as much as u can. Just think after sunday all of you are gonna miss me bugging u lol ;) Help a fellow cherry out, help me win! To those helping me, you guys are awesome, ever need anything, let me know. Info in my profile and bullentin. Thanks so much xoxoxox Jen

Bush Tries To Hide His War Crimes
War Crimes: US Insists Its Leaders are Unaccountable to the World __ ICC Why does the US adamantly refuse to participate in the ICC and thus be unaccountable for violations of international law? The administration claims it does this to protect its servicemen and women from arbitrary prosecution. In reality, the ICC is a court of last resort and only gets involved if the national justice system is unable or unwilling to prosecute, i.e., the suspect is being "shielded from criminal responsibility." According to Dennis Kucinich, Co-Chair of the Congressional Progressive Caucus: "It is more likely that those whose protection the administrators seek wear not the uniform of our nation, but the business suits of top civilian government officials who wrap themselves in the flag and hide behind the troops while insisting upon impunity for the deadly consequences of their own political decisions." Heads of State Are Accountable The ICC provisions apply equally to all

Closer To You
Loving you madly will be forever. I see the ocean in your eyes when we're together. There are no boundaries. There are no limits. My heart has been embraced now that you're in it. Hold me closer to your dreams. Closer to your fears. Close to hear your laughter. Hold me when you're close to tears. Time passes by, seconds into minutes. Every field and flower fades but love is infinite. There are no boundaries. There are no limits. My heart's a bigger place now that you're in it. Hold me closer to your dreams. Closer to your fears. Close to hear your laughter. Hold me when you're close to tears. I wanna be the one you tell your secrets to. All I want is to be closer. Closer to you. How tight can you hold me? How long can we stay awake? How hard can we laugh? How much love can we make? Hold me close to your dreams. Closer to your fears. Close to hear your laughter. Hold me when you're close to tears. I wanna be the one you tell your secrets to. A

Retired Generals Slam Bush's Iraq Plan! Tvnl News Message List
Retired Generals Slam Bush's Iraq Plan! tvnl > HEADLINES and NEWS LINKS Courtesy of TvNewsLies.org NOTE: Jesse will be away January 22nd - 27th Check Editor's Blog for vital commentary in the interim ________________________________________________________________ January 19, 2007 MILITARY & VETERANS : http://www.tvnewslies.org/news/#military ***Retired Generals Slam Bush's Iraq Plan - "This administration's handling of the war has been characterized by deceit, mismanagement and a shocking failure to understand the social and political forces that influence events in the Middle East, " Hoar said. · Defense official says Pentagon hid unspent funds in accounts WAR : http://www.tvnewslies.org/news/#war · Iraqi, U.S. forces arrest aide to cleric al-Sadr POLITICS : http://www.tvnewslies.org/news#politics · The Next President - The next president is going to be a man greater than George Washington or Jefferson or Lincoln · Cheney's Dead-Enders - Call it Cheney

Daily Devotional 1/19/07
January 19 - Daily Feast Volume II Rigid routine, rigid thought, can make rigid bodies. Turn off the paved path and put your foot on the earth. Feel the pulse, the life, the clean earth. If there are things that keep you from seeing the horizon, look straight up. The sky is there above the smoke, the smog, the haze that would hide the blue. Reach out and lay your fingers in the flow of any little stream - clean water is there behind the chemicals, beyond the things that would pollute. Lift your spirit above the sirens and shrill voices and ugliness of graceless personalities. Pause for even a minute in an attitude of worship. It is your day. ~ Each soul must meet the morning sun, the new sweet earth and the Great Silence alone. ~ OHIYSA - SANTEE DAKOTA "A Cherokee Feast of Days, Volume II" by Joyce Sequichie Hifler ***** Elder's Meditation of the Day - January 19 "Heal yourself - your physical and spiritual bodies. Regenerate yourself with light, and then

Makes Ya Wonder...
A man and a woman were asleep like two innocent babies. Suddenly, at 3 O'clock in the morning, a resounding noise came form outside... The woman, sort of bewildered, Jumps up from the bed and yells at the man "Shit, that must be my husband!" So the guy quickly got out of bed , scared, and naked. He jumped out the window like a crazy man, Smashed himself on the ground, went through a thorn bush, Then he stood up and started to run fast to his car. Just a few minutes later he returns and tells the woman" I'm your husband, you slut!!! " So the woman answers:- "Oh, yeah?!! And why were you running?!! You son of a bitch!!!"

You're Ever So Inviting
YOU'RE EVER SO INVITING Current mood: hyper The time has come for you to sit this out To fit inside your mold Would be to sell myself short This ground we tread upon Is now filling up to our necks We turn the pages left to right We see everything Oh, my story's growing, it is on my last request Don't make me feel so contradicting There's no room for cheating and being yourself Failure leaves such a bitter taste in their mouth And on the last hour We write so many new chapters again And on the outside Where there are no surprises Oh, it's getting longer To see it through their eyes Would bring me so much closer You can do this night after night Failure leaves such a bitter taste in my mouth Taste and see, I swear I know what's good Be still and know that they won't lie to you every single time you're facing lies I know why you never take your eyes off me I've used my lungs for everything but breathing I find myself dried up in this conversati

Come Closer To Me
Come closer to me, my love. I want your heart next to mine. Hold me close in a warm embrace, While our two nude bodies entwine. You caress my body with your fingertips, Then slowly your lips meet mine. I can feel those exotic feelings, They feel oh, so simply divine. Come closer to me, my dear. I have so much love to give. I want to keep sharing it with you, As long as we both shall live.

My Attorney.....
A very good friend of mine sent this to me, so I wanted to share it with everyone. My Attorney... After living what I felt was a "decent" life, my time on earth came to the end. The first thing I remember is sitting on a bench in the waiting room of what I thought to be a courthouse. The doors opened and I was instructed to come in and have a seat by the defense table. As I looked around I saw the "prosecutor." He was a villainous looking gent who snarled as he stared at me. He definitely was the most evil person I have ever seen. I sat down and looked to my left and there sat My Attorney, a kind and gentle looking man whose appearance seemed so familiar to me, I felt I knew Him. The corner door flew open and there appeared the Judge in full flowing robes. He commanded an awesome presence as He moved across the room. I couldn't take my eyes off of Him. As He took His seat behind the bench, He said, "Let us begin." The prosecutor rose and said, "My name is Sat

No Idea
I have no idea what im suppose to do on this site.. my friend told me to come here, been on it for less than 30 mins and im on level 3? Ok well just wanted to get that out that im COMPLETLY cluless.. but its kinda fun!! Ok !! Thanks!

Geronimo
I was warmed by the sun, rocked by the winds and sheltered by the trees as other Indian babes. I was living peaceably when people began to speak bad of me. Now I can eat well, sleep well and be glad. I can go everywhere with a good feeling. The soldiers never explained to the government when an Indian was wronged, but reported the misdeeds of the Indians. We took an oath not to do any wrong to each other or to scheme against each other. I cannot think that we are useless or God would not have created us. There is one God looking down on us all. We are all the children of one God. The sun, the darkness, the winds are all listening to what we have to say. When a child, my mother taught me to kneel and pray to Usen for strength, health, wisdom and protection. Sometimes we prayed in silence, sometimes each one prayed aloud; sometimes an aged person prayed for all of us... and to Usen. I was born on the prairies where the wind blew free and there was nothing to break the light o

Leave Me A Message Anytime :-)
I PUT THE ANSWERING MACHINE THING ON MY MAIN PAGE SO LEAVE ME A MESSAGE ANYTIME THERE IS ONE ON THERE FROM ME NOW IF YOU WANT TO LISTEN TO IT :-)!! HUGS TO ALL!! DONT FORGET ABOUT THE CONTEST PLEASEEE GET THE LINK OFF THE BLOG TITLED LOVELY LIPS CONTEST ;-) MUCH LOVE

My Lil Angel
As of Oct 13th I found out I was gonna be a first time mommy. It scared me at first becuz it was something i wasn't sure i was ready for. As time went on and my child started growin i begin to love it everyday. I didn't have any support from tha father day 1 and he abandond us and i knew that i was gonna be a single mom that made me even more nervous. I was raised by a strong woman and she was a single mom wid me and my brother and she did it all alone wid no help. I kno i can make it but i also kno that i have my mom in my corner to help me. She has been my rock thru this whole thing thru my breakdowns to my happy times thru my crazy sick moments lol. Today we saw tha baby for tha first time and we found out that it's a BABYBOY:) So i'm glowin from ear to ear and i can't wait until june to hold him and to see him in person for tha first time:)

Interlude
She shruged. Did she just dream that all? And if, why did she ever have to wake up? She got of her bed, the sheets were dripping wet. She would have to change the. She noticed her clothings were all over the place. She just wanted to get up when she moved her head over to her bed table. The scond condom package was still there. The smile was back on her face immediately. Now she knew what to do. She really had to teach that guy something. Her phone rang. It was her boyfriend. "hey girl. i am sorry. i cant come over tonight, i have to help my friend with his car. Please dont be mad at me." She knew he was telling her lies. He was meeting her so called best friend Stacey. He would be fucking her. Once again. She knew that was going on for a while. "Oh, well dear, have fun with Stacey. And come over here one of the next days to pick up all your stuff. Maybe Stacey has some room for it?" Her voice was calm, she wasn't really mad. She had been in the past. Now she wondered why. She gues

Free Tickets To See Alcoholica, Cleveland Area Show, 2/15/07
I have some extra tickets for a show at Peabodys downunder on Feb, 15th. This will be a Metallica tribute band called Alcoholica, and Level-C. Let me know if you want to go. We can meet up before the show, or I could mail them to you.

Are You A Gold Digger? If So Check This Out.....
Im starting a New Contest this for Gold and Diamonds. Do you Love The Jewels? Send me the link to the pic you would like to rip for the contest and let the games begin. this contest will be for the Comments. The first to get to 3500 comments gets to pick 2 of the Pimping Jewels. thats right you get to pick the ones you want. If there is more than one person that gets the 3500 comments. Get me those pics. ~Devil In Cuffs~PrisonBreak Fan~The Average Joe and Jane Contest is now OPEN =]@ CherryTAP

Its Official... God Hates Me``
Well, the hitch hiking home 3 miles in the cold snow, which i had to walk at least a mile of that. Because the State highway patrol wouldnt give me a ride home after pulling my car from the ditch and claiming it was Unfit to drive

Duck Food !!!
A duck walk's into a bar and say's hey have any duck food?No say's the bartender get the hell out!!!The next day the same duck walk's back in and say's hey got any duck food ??No damnit said the bartender if you ask me again i am going to nail your beak to the bar!!So the next day the duck walk's in again and say's he got any nails no said the bartender while hell then got any duck food..

Allow Comfort To Return...
I've decided that I don't do very well in 'bulk living' situations. I have never really had roommates... I have always lived either alone, or with a significant other. I now have 5. This perplexes me. I have no space to stretch out my projects and work on them for any amount of time that is useful. There is always someone in the way. They are all significantly younger than I, so I just don't understand their thinking mechs. Today, They invited me to go with them for a late lunch... one of their boyfreinds manages an eating establishment and was offering a free meal. I said I would like to go, but that I haven't showered yet or gotten ready for my day... they said they were leaving right then and there, so I had to decline, due to the fact that my vanity will not allow me to leave the house unshowered and such... no makeup is fine, but no shower is not. Well here it is, 45 minuets later, and they are still here... so why did they just tell me to jump in the shower and come

A Fallen Warrior...a Klingon Poem
A Fallen Warrior Your eyes showed your fury The battle lasted longer than either of us expected Slashing, our swords met Sparks filled the sky Thunder showed the pleasure of the gods The skies darkened The stars faded from view The morning sun greeted us Our blades locked Snarls of anger covered our faces Dark crimson blood flows from our veins Staining the ground below Hatred grows Our fighting more vicious Bodies that should have worn out long ago have not weakened Our blades cut Our dying bodies refuse to lose A final lunge A last gasp of air An honored warrior falls You looked blankly into the sky Staring into your lifeless eyes I screamed to the heavens I let the gods know that a Klingon warrior has died They are to make room in Sto-vo-kor An honored spirit is about to arrive

It Is How It Is Meant To Be.....
Well, just got back from the court house trying to figure out some things about all that is going on. I have been told many of things by many people about what I should do about this custody thing. Really I do not want to take the kids out of their father's life because he is a great father. But I do have to question why does he let his fiance in on this dispute? She may be the next runner up to be his wife but she has nothing to do with my kids and this situation. They say that they want what is best for the kids though. They think that I can not give that to them and what they want in the perfect family. Well, I am not like that...this is the way the ball is played in my home. Before I go into all of that I have to admit that I have not been the most perfect mother to these kids but I have been nothing but a hard working mother who loves her kids dearly and who is willing to fight for their return back into my arms, where they should be. So my eyes are wide open now to this si

Getting Inside The Head
Seducing a man is about much more than low-cut blouses and come-hither glances. It's about making him feel like he can do anything, be anything...It's more about opening doors for a man. It's not your job to make him walk through. It's enough to show him the door exists. So how do you locate a man's secret self? It boils down to three steps. Watch closely for the spark that lights him up Do not expect a man to be aware of his true inner self. If he knows it, or even dimly suspects it, he has probably cloaked it in disguises; the motorcycle tough guy, the comedian, the ladies' man. The truth may be the thing he hides from most people. So you've got to look closely for clues. Often we use the movies to help us dream. So watch what makes him perk up in a movie, says Dr. Carle. "Then ask him about it," she says; if it's a sunset, does he want to paint the sunset, photograph it, ride a horse toward it, write a poem about it? Looking for clues is tricky. David Pesci, a 36-year-

Mirroring
Actually, you've most probably been doing this all your life without knowing it but once you know how to harness the power of mirroring consciously - its like young Skywalker recognizing and harnessing the power of the Force. Notice how people that seem to be engaged in an interesting conversation - they are excited about what they themselves are saying, they are about to say and what the other is saying, in other words, they have rapport - seem to take the same poses, whether sitting or standing up. When sitting, either side by side or on opposites sides of the table - one leans forward and then the other leans forward as well, one leans backward and then the other leans backward as well, they cross their hands in the same manner, tilt their heads similarly, seem to be having similar side-activities (one playing with his keychain, the other with her pen), etc. etc. Are they directing their actions consciously? No, all their energies and concentration is on the discussion, ever

Eliciting Values
The point of eliciting values is to find out what she wants in and from a man and then turn into that man of her dreams by providing her with it. But don't be fooled, if she says she wants her man to be tall and financially secure, you're not going to the doctor to get implants for your legs or rob a bank. What she gave you were means values, which means that tall in itself does nothing for her - what matters to her is how a tall man by her side makes her feel. And this is the key - for each means value you need to find out the ends value, which is what she really wants. Let's take the example of a tall man. Asking her "and how does a tall man make you feel?" might reveal that it makes her feel secure and protected! Aha! That's what she really wants! She wants to feel protected and secure, not a "tall man" per se. In practice, she'll reject a tall man that doesn't make her feel protected and secure right away, whereas you, who you might not be tall at all but can make h

Trance Words
When you are eliciting her values or letting her describe her feelings while patterning, listen intently to what she has to say and more importantly, what words she uses to express herself. The words she puts particular emphasis on or repeats frequently are her so-called trance words. This means that by using the very same words she uses you will be able to tap directly into her consciousness and subconscious. After all, those are the words she thinks with and is most familiar with. And hearing you use them, she feels you understand her so completely, you are like a soul-mate, and whatever you say to her is much more likely to be understood and most importantly - liked by her. A rough implementation of using trance words would be to take what she tells you and feed it back to her in a slightly different robing using her personal trance words. But when I say rough, I don't mean that its not working - the fact that it just doesn't have much style, doesn't mean that it isn't deadly

I've Learned
This is a good read and I thought I would share it with my Cherry Top Friends and Fans. Written by Maya Angelou. "I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow." "I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights." "I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life." "I've learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as "making a life." "I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance." "I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back." "I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision." "I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love

Touching The Opposite Sex
Psychological studies show that casual touching during a friendly conversation causes people to remember the conversation more fondly after the fact. It's quite simple - hug them, touch their hand sporadically and in A NON THREATENING WAY. So the idea is, you hide completely the interest you might have AND at the same time you act really touchy/huggish. The problem is - you have to start this early in the "friend" relationship, it has to seem natural, or otherwise she'll wonder "what is he doing lately?". Once you've developed that kind of flirtatious friendship, it's easy to spawn other such 'friendships' with other women: they will see you being close to another woman, and I think the key here is that, it probably does not trigger as much jealousy as it makes them feel comfortable -- they see another woman being touched by you in a non-threatening way, and, blam, social-proof, it becomes a 'proof' to them that it's normal for you to touch them in turn... Start casual to

Talk To The Opposite Sex Everywhere
If you look and feel great, then you won't have any trouble with this. If you see a member of the opposite sex, looking in the window of a store, waiting for a bus, sitting on a train, in the next aisle of a movie, shopping in a department store, and for any reason this person appeals to you, strike up a conversation, start talking to the person about anything that comes to mind. Set yourself a goal of talking to the opposite sex at the supermarket, laundromat, at a concert, while standing in line at the movie, sitting at the bar, on the bus, standing in the street, in the elevator, just anywhere and everywhere. The most important thing for you is to talk to the opposite sex everywhere, about anything until they no longer intimidate you. When talking no longer intimidates you, something special will happen. You will find yourself having non-threatening conversations with beautiful people all the time, and better yet, those conversations will naturally turn into seduction mo

Cinderella
Like Cinderella at midnight time is slipping away Looking for that man, who will come and say Be with me throughout eternity take me by the hand and together we will stand yes, that's what you're looking for that and much more need a man to make you feel like a queen need a man to usher you into a new scene give you the respect you deserve the desires of your heart he will serve share your feelings, stimulate your mind yet ignite your passion, your soulmate you're destined to find where is the man who has only been a dream where is this man who is meant to be your king follow your heart, for what you seek you shall find call on the one, for now is the time

Ultrasound
went for my first ultra sound and Im not to impressed...lol..maybe its just me or the moodswings I have but Im not happy with the picture and heck Ive been all over the place trying to get it onto a disk but nooopppeee so now I got to go out and buy a scanner oh well I guess that picture will have to wait....anyways I found out the due date as they confirmed it by the babys measurements and it is aug 9 and I got to see the baby and it was wierd lol but it was cute to see it kicking its tiny legs the heartbeat was normal and everything is fine so cant wait til march when I go for another one and will find out the sex of the baby...so I thought Id share this wonderful news with ya and will soon get that picture up am not sure if I want to just coz its blurry...so thats about all...Bless and much luv to you all...muah

My Birthday So On And So Forth
Well saturday I had my party, it was alme, except for a few of my friends were there, my dad talked some shit and it pissed me off. But I got some good gifts. It snowed this week and I have never seen snow and I was in a state of awe. I entered in a contest some bitch blocked me from the picture and her profile, so I am fucked. i am upset because i had 2500 comments. Oh well I wont be enetering any more contests for a LONG ass time. Tonight, I get to go out to Vinny's Itlian Grille and restraunt. Its SO YUMMY! I get the same thign everytime and its delcioso! Yum Yum Yum in my Tum Tum, with my Mom, and my Hubby. Its my late birthday present from Ray. Then tommorrow we are supposedly going to hang out with Toby and Sara at The Rockin' Tomato and play pool. Today however, I had my interview at ben White Florist, and luckily, they are hiring 15 people, and I might be one of them...:) YAY! Thursday I had my first class, and now I have a list of 12 things I needa buy for

Freedom And Bliss
When I look at you deeply So clearly I see Two of you there One that yearns to be free One that yearns to find someone To show your true face Without any masks Just beauty and grace A person to lead you through that special door That allows you to act From the passionate core A person to help, break the old, heavy chains Free of all judgments, free once again To drink deeply of passion, a bright, scarlett kiss Tasting of ecstacy, freedom and bliss In your heart and your mind, there still is a place To feel totally loved, to accept this embrace And indulge in that feeling, step into the light Surrender to freedom, and glowing delight Open your spirit...your longing..desire Step out of what was...let this voice lift you higher A voice that releases, the voice of a friend With whom you can trust, time and again Feeling totally safe, released from the past Step beyond what you were, into freedom at last Into a new future, you can now clearly see Come...take

Im A Virgo Hehehhehehe
.:VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

Jack Wagner-all I Need Lyrics (baby I Am Sorry For Today And I Love You)
Jack Wagner All I Need Kissing you is not what I had planned And now I'm not so sure just where I stand I wasn't looking for true love But now you're looking at me You're the only one I can think of You're the only one I see CHORUS: All I need Is just a little more time To be sure what I feel Is it all in my mind Cause it seems so hard to believe That you're all I need Yes it's true we've all been hurt before But it doesn't seem to matter anymore It may be a chance we're taking But it always comes to this If this isn't love we're making Then I don't know what it is All I need Is just a little more time To be sure what I feel Is it all in my mind Cause it seems so hard to believe CHORUS No stars are out tonight But we're shining our own light And it's never felt so bright Cause girl the way I'm feeling It's easy to believe That you're all I need Ahhhh You're all I need Oooooh ahhhh

Words From A Mom....
I write these words to you my son in hopes that they may in some way help you in this time of such stress...Jesus is there beside you and when you feel you cannot take anymore I want you to close your eyes and reach out your hands...Ask him to carry the weight upon your shoulders..Give it to him Shawn he died for you do you not think that if he would die for you he would not lift the weight from your shoulders..I am your Mom and I spend hours talking to him about you and when no one else wants to listen he never turns his ear...Every year I ask him for 1 more....The doctors said you would not see 6 and you are now 25 so he has blessed me 1 year at a time...Ask him Shawn and beleive in him and all is possible....In his name we should Pray..."AMEN" Courtesy of MsTags.com God Bless you son....I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH...YOUR MOM Hosted By SparkleTags.com

It Is Time
well sunday the 21st at 6pm...the showdown between the colts and patriots..this is it..do we see the colts finally getting passed the brady hurdle and into the superbowl..oh dam i do see it..and i see it in a rout..final colts 42 patriots 13..cant beat the boys in the dome..and the defense has stiffened up like a good cocktail..lets go colts all the way to the superbowl..hell ya

Just Another Intense Day
It bugs the shit out of me when you get these dip shit ass news people, dumb ass politicans and these people that think you can talk to these people and work everything out. Extreamist only want one thing to see those that are not Loyal to Islam, or covert to Islam dead. Plain and simple! Our Men and Women deal with some intense shit every day, this is only a glimpse. Don't berate them, don't blame them because you may not believe in the cause. Honor and Support them till they all come home.

I Hate To Admit When I Like Country
Ok so I am really not a big fan of country music. Seriously. Like right now I am listening to Three Days Grace.. so far from country! Well, theres this song that they play on the local top 40 station. ( cant listen to much around the kids at work so top 40 usually makes everyone happy) So, there is this song that I have been hearing on that station. I was rather miffed at first because it sounded sooooo country and I was not into it. Today it came on so I gave it the benefit of the doubt. YUCK... I LIKE IT! I like it because it's a lot of the things I have been trying to say to a certain someone, or things I have said. The song kind of spoke to me and well... *sigh* what can I say? It's on my profile for now. When the thriss is gone, I am sure I will find something. I am putting the lyrics to the song here so I'll have em somewhere. Yes.. I actually like more than one country song now. Alert the media and smack Cat upside her head! Hurry!! You're not sure that you love me But you'r

Masks
Masks We all wear masks. The world sees us in different ways. The devoted mother, the hard working father. The playboy. The face we want to project. Now we are at a party wearing masks to allow our true identity to show. I am wearing a business suit, Charcoal Grey, purple tie. And a white mask. Plain, white it can represent everything or nothing. I think it means that I am open to anything. I wander the party, drink in hand. Not many people are talking, the dance is just beginning. A few ladies, in garish masks try to catch my attention, but they cannot hold it. I am looking for something special, a certain grace. I am not interested in exercising my lust, it is in check. I need a different connection, one of the mind. The time drifts by, I am in no hurry. I am at peace and on the hunt. I turn the corner into an intimate seating area and take a seat on a couch. I tilt my head back to relax and listen to the music. A few minutes pass and a incredibly light touch

A Red,red Rose
O my luve's like a red, red rose. That's newly sprung in June; O my luve's like a melodie That's sweetly played in tune. As fair art thou, my bonnie lass, So deep in luve am I; And I will love thee still, my Dear, Till a'the seas gang dry. Till a'the seas gang dry, my Dear, And the rocks melt wi' the sun; I will luve thee still, my Dear, While the sands o'life shall run. And fare thee weel my only Luve! And fare thee weel a while! And I will come again, my Luve, Tho' it were ten thousand mile!

You,all Of
The sound of your voice is music to my ear So soft, sweet, and clear The kiss from your lips words can not explain It takes away my worries and my pain The caress of your hand sends shivers down my spine Everyday I thank God that your mine. The sight of your lovely face takes away all my fears You're the one I want to love through out the years For an eternity I want to spend in your arms Everyday graced by your beauty and your charms.

If All Those Endearing Young Charms
Believe me, if all those endearing young charms, Which I gaze on so fondly to-day Were to change by to-morrow, and fleet in my arms, Like fairy-gifts fading away, Thou wouldst still be adored, as this moment thou art, Let thy loveliness fade as it will, And around the dear ruin each wish of my heart Would entwine itself verdantly still. It is not while beauty and youth are thine own, And they cheeks unprofaned by a tear, That the fervor and faith of a soul can be known, To which time will but make thee more dear; No, the heart that has truly loved never forgets, But as truly loves on to the close, As the sun-flower turns on her god, when he sets, The same look which she turned when he rose.

Love Clouds
On the night I met you, my heart stoped beating it froze with with desire, at what I was seeing. On this night for us that shoud'nt have been, what lay ahead nobody could see. You alone started these flames of wanting desire, a million seas couldn't quench the fire. But love isn't always the easy friend, you have to sail the storm to recieve the love you send. So till the day comes that these arms can hold you near, I'll sail the storms and watch as the clouds disapear.

My Shy Girl
As the sun rises in the East So the breaking dawn of my love begins As the sun sets in the West I am overwhelmed with a burning desire A desire locked down deep inside One that cannot be concealed anymore I long for one sweet kiss to quench my thirst I long for one tender touch that will last a lifetime At the end of it all you are my deepest desire! I love you not today nor tomorrow but forever!

The Breathless Feeling
Holding you so close, in a field of magic love your eyes are shining brighter than the starlit sky above The flowers that bloom 'round us, they tickle at our feet the river sleeps behind us, the silence is so sweet. The wind blows just so slightly, to tell us that it's there, and to blow the windswept petals, that lovedance in the air. The passion that is bred here is as old as GOD above, but the only way to feel it, is to bring the one you love. And even though this magic field is natures' greatest feat, without you here beside me... the magic's incomplet

Glad I Met You
The sweetest melodies are those sung from the heart. The softest harmonies are when two souls mend together. Why then do people say it's love that tears them apart? When it's with love that you can stand the stormy weather. When I met you, Spring was here, and the birds were nesting. I looked into your soft eyes and saw the prettiest smile. Heaven pulled down her vail and offered her most sacred blessing. I've met an angel, I couldn't help but to smile. Sittting by the pool of life, reflecting upon it's surface, I think of others and I get a little ripple. I think of you, and a wave swells, spraying my face. You said you wouldn't cry, but I see the tears start to trickle. Some people don't believe in love at first sight, Obviously they haven't seen you. Drifting on love's endless blissful flight, I'm so glad I met you.

I Would Give All
I would give all I have to have you with me, To see tomorrow with you, To touch and hold the one thing dear to me, I would climb the highest mountains, I would swim the widest oceans, Closed my eyes and be blinded by your love, Trusting in you to lead my way, I would give all I had for you, To love you and be loved in return, To adore you, and be adored in return, I would give my all to be with you, To make the memories of yesterday forever, To see me and you in the future. Come whatever, I would give all I have for you, Lay down my life for you, To sacrifice my soul for your pardon, I would give all I have for you, Be it to travel to the ends of the earth, To catch the falling stars out of the skies above, I would give all, To hear you say the words I so needed to hear, The word that would heal my broken heart, The words that means all the world to me, To hear you say "I love You", And look into your eyes knowing you meant it, For I would give all I have in

Woman.....
Spring comes with the sun cold winds there are none "woman of my heart" - she's the one. I gazed at her once I gazed at her twice this was the start of paradise. She gazed back at me She gazed lovingly I heard the notes of a symphony. We gazed at each other and our daydreams took flight beautiful wedding of white. Spring comes with the sun cold winds there are none "Woman of my heart" - you're the one.

Whispering In My Heart
Oh, what can I do to let you know my heart is for real, Sitting at the beach only the stars could tell you, Let me love you for no reason, for no return, Swinging with the waves of ocean, who am I speaking to; Oh, what can I do to let you know how much I feel for you, Wishing to the clouds let me see the moon, Let me love you for no reason, for no return, Shivering in the wind, oh, where are you; Let me love you, oh, let me love you, Not for my loneliness but for you, Let me love you, oh, let me love you, I whispering in my heart, oh god, let me love you...

Perfect Timming
A misty sunrise fills the east With yellow, gold and red. The bowl of space a palest blue, Sheds light upon our bed. The warmth beside my soul, a feast Of love for only you. So let the birds, with song, remain Within the morning hours, To pour upon the crisp, new day A hope, like cleansing showers. For you I send refreshing rain To wash the past away. A quiet breeze so warm and slow, Has drifted ‘cross my face. It brings the scents from flower climbs, And leaves without a trace. It stirred this battered heart, you know, To love this perfect time. Like whispers lost at sea, we soar Beyond the sky of fire. Together. Lost together, free To claim our each desire. Like leaves we float to earth, once more To close our eyes and be.

One Day Soon
One day, my arms will possess you, One day, I will ask for your hand, One day, the ring will be shining, In the sun as we walk thro' the sand. One day, romance will caress you, One day, the church bells will chime, And we will go cruising together forever For the love of my dreams will be mine.

This Is Why,you
The perfect girl used to be only in dreams it seems, but when I first saw you, it changed everything. I knew right off that you were the one, I hoped we would be together, I knew we’d have fun! Whenever we hug, I get chills up my spine, I think about you nonstop; all the time, Nothing can change what you mean to me, you’re all that I want, all that I need, when I look into those beautiful brown eyes, it makes me realize, you are the most gorgeous girl on earth. I found my girl so now I can end my search. Every night when I get down to pray, I thank God for you baby because you brighten up my day! I’d give the world away just to be with you, now that I’ve found you, there’s nothing I wouldn’t do. I’d sacrifice it all just to be with you. You’ve turned my life around, when you’re with me its impossible for me to frown. I will cherish every moment spent in your presence, because you’re my perfect angel God sent to me from heaven. Now tell me that we belong tog

Musing
It's 12.55 am and I'm sitting in my office at work, having just announced lights-out to 100 twelve year olds and their teachers, who are sleeping in the museum tonight. I'm listening to 'Red Light' by Grails and about to start reading 'The Three Impostors' by Arthur Machen, although I’m considering giving that a miss and just twatting about on here until I pass out on my keyboard. It's the only chance I have to talk to some people on here, time differences being what they are. Sleep deprivation is an interesting thing. I was one of the first experiments I tried in my whole 'altered states', alternative mind space things. I found a lot of shortcuts later i.e. drugs, so I'm considering trying to stay awake all night, which is something I haven't done for a while. I found that I got very sensitive, in the literal sense, when I hadn't slept. I noticed things that I might not normally have picked up on, and I'm convinced on more than one occasion that I passed a sort of 'drink yourself sobe

I'll Love Till I Die
There is a lady sweet and kind, Was never a face so pleased my mind; I did but see her passing by, And yet, I'll love her till I die. Her gesture, motion, and her smiles, Her wit, her voice my heart beguiles, Beguiles my heart, I know not why, And yet, I'll love her till I die. Cupid is winged and he doth range, Her country, so, my love doth change; But change she earth, or change she sky, Yet, I will love her till I die.

Soulmates
I was trying to figure out what a soulmate is.What I do know for sure is that every one has there idea of what a soulmate is to them. What I am about to write is a series of thoughts I played with in my head well I was thinking of what a soulmate is to me: To me a soulmate and your 'destined one' is someone with whom BOTH people can 'feel' the other.You are lonely,missing the other person,you feel incomplete with-out your soulmate. When you finally do find your soulmate you are complete even whole,when away from them you think of them and how you can't wait to feel what you feel when around them. So,as I search for my soulmate,I can ask myself these questions....for I think that it has something to do with my search for the other half of my soul. If I held out my hand-would you hold it? If I was to reach out my arms,would you hug me? If I was crying,would you cry with me? If I gave my heart to you willing-would you treat it as it is-something precious? If I asked you to take c

These Feelings Are From My Very Heart
I was thinking about you today and I do that a lot it seems. You're always in my heart by day, at night you drift into my dreams. I cannot shake these feelings for you, but then I'd never had a desire to. The blessing of our love and friendship, is something I want to share with you. I want to feel you near me, when you're so far away. I hope you feel me in your heart, as you travel your path today. Footprints in the sands of time, walking closer towards each other. Holding hands and sharing love, which will not be meant for another. These are some of the memories, that come with thoughts of you. These feelings are from my very heart, and something you can hold as true.

That Heart Of Yours
The happiest day of my life was to be the day that I met you Always loving and understanding with a heart of gold too You'd always show how much you care with the loving things you do From a tender kiss to a warm embrace and whisper "I LOVE YOU" We've had a lot of happy times online and also had some tears but our love for each other still remained strong, throughout the days All goods things have to come to an end it's sad I know but true though in my heart I know that I will always love you And your heart of gold.

Asking God Always
When I close my eyes I dream of you. Can't sleep at night 'cause I wanna be with you. Don't want to live, don't want to cry Without you by my side. When I go to sleep at night I ask God to make my days bright. I know he will do it - I know it is true. Because he knows I only want to be with you. I hear your voice inside my head. I can imagine us together again. I know it will happen - I know it is true; Because I asked God if I can be with you. I see you and I together again; Holding hands and feeling the pain. What a beautiful feeling - I wish it were true. But I am only dreaming - dreaming of you.

Blame Love
Credit goes to lyla mary ? Everyone knows that love makes you do crazy things, but did you know that love can be used as an excuse for ALMOST EVERYTHING IN LIFE? Let me teach you how you can use love as an answer for everything; good or bad. Love is the only reason people do things and love is the only thing people stay away from things. Love is what people hide from and love is what everyone is looking for. Some thing went wrong? Just say, I did it for love! I love you, because of love. I hate you, because of love. I dont want you, because of love. I dont want to see you, because of love. I dont want to hear from you, because of love. I dont want to think of you, because of love. I dont want to be near you, because of love. Love is the ONLY reason! Love is the only reason I did this. Love is the only reason I wanted to do this. Love is the only reason you did that. Love will be the only reason you will every do anything. Let me tell yo

Poetry Love Song
You are so beautiful But yet you are so full of love that is unexpressed I feel the pureness of your heart even thousands miles apart your love is so close to me may I be the instrument to express your love song I would play your song so soft, so tender, and so sweet It's your loving body in my arms I desire to keep your hearts melody sings to me its love song and you make beautiful music songs that calls out to me come share that part of me That has never been sung But this song is not easy you can fail as others before has done this is what your eyes say Nothing of real value can be learn in one day because my love song takes years to learn to play. Tony Mims

In Your Web
I’m lost in the web of your mind I can’t think straight on any given day I try to escape but I’m blind Tangled in your web of temptation I pray Ravage my body and rip at my skin Torture my darkness until I give in Turn off your charm it’s driving me mad Like an addiction I want you so bad I’m standing outside in the rain Its sensual touch awakens every need You’re watching but staying away Don’t come any closer I beg and I plead I try to forget but I can’t I want to be your little tramp Bumping into walls that keep me protected You aren’t anything like I expected Inside the darkest of nights I make love to your wicked and quadrangle mind I’m fighting with all of my might How quickly we can cross that line

A Horny Minded Lady's Desire
As soon as my fingers started rubbing on my clit he was there leaning over my desk. Now it was my turn to drive him wild. I lifted my skirt so he could see exactly what I was doing. I was glad I just trimmed my bush. It looked awesome. I rubbed myself in slow circular motions and my eyes never left his sight. Then I threw my head back and came, a little too loud perhaps, but I didn’t care. He stood there flabbergasted, the wanting dripping from his lustrous eyes. I then brought my hand to his lips and he sucked them. The phone rang, which startled us both. I picked it up and dismissed him with my eyes. It was my boss so I had to act professional. He walked away, hard on and all. That’ll teach him. Now I’m heading to the subway station. The brisk air feels nice against my sultry skin. When the train comes I thankfully get a seat. Within a stop or two the car becomes overcrowded and stuffy. The headphones I have on successfully block the cacophony of foreign tongue as I try to focus

I Know Theres Some Sick And Twisted Shit But
i will not be your lil 14 year old who wants cock ewwwwwwwwww fuckin a that is disgusting the thought that a man thats like 7-8 years older then me wants me to be his 14 year old repulsed me some real sick fucks out there

Okay This Pretty Much Describes Us Men Lol
Subject: Men! Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff abo

Scars Upon Scars
Open my heart and what will you find? Scars upon scars, some the killing kind Some are old and some are new Some still sting and some bleed through I know they are here but you might not They’re deep down inside and hurt a lot I often wonder how it might feel to be free To not have these wounds reminding me The darkness the pain, gosh I’m so sick of it But then who would I be if they didn’t exist? I can’t get the darkness out of my sight It blinds me, it finds me, just doesn’t seem right Imagine looking into a mirror without fear Imagine a day that I don’t shed one tear I feel too much, perhaps this is my curse I hang on too long I don’t know which is worse Open my heart and what do you see? Scars upon scars, but they all define me

Wildness
Been a while since I let my thoughts run wild Seldom expressing the needs I try to hide Better left unsaid then it won't hurt so much Better to forget but then it comes in such a rush Love swells inside with no where to grow Lost inside with no where to go I look into the angry eyes of the dark No light shines above not even a spark Love is felt through programmed visions Cutting in deep precise incisions And for a brief moment I forget I'm alone But it quickly comes back and always takes me home Thoughts like snowflakes melt away If it's cold enough they always stay This heart of mine knows just one tune And it sings silently with the moon Pain like razor blades on my soul Watch until the blood runs cold Blackness once again to cover Leaving darkness as my lover

Grainne
(note to self: look in bureau in the garage for sheet music.) It’s been a hundred years an age has passed Since you sailed…. I look for you on every ship… If you could read my mind, It’s autumn in Ireland and all I touch is the sea rain. Reach for a shooting star and I wake shivering. Your kiss wakes me and I reach far… In the dark And love’s fine arrow is quivering…. I only touch the sea rain….. Bridge : I touch the sea rain….. The gulls cry and the world dies. Nothing so deep as your eyes, And nothing to hold me here and I rise To meet you…. you could read my mind, It’s autumn in Ireland …and I touch the sea rain. I reach for a shooting star and I wake shivering. Your kiss wakes me and I reach far… In the dark And the love’s fine arrow is quivering…. I only touch the sea rain. It’s autumn in Ireland…. I touch the sea rain…

Cherry Tap King And Queen Contest Now Open!
Alright everyone stop by and come check out the Nominees for Cherry Tap King and Queen. Be sure to vote on your favorite Cherry!! Just remember be nice and have fun...no childish high school games! Be fair!! No voting for yourself! Contest is open until the end of the month!! Good Luck everyone!!

Tabs For A Pirates Life For Me
(remember to mail paper copy to Mike) Capo 3] Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me We pillage, we plunder, we rifle, and loot Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho We kidnap and ravage and don't give a hoot Drink up me 'earties, yo ho / D GD DA D / Bm F#m / / G D / E A / Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me We extort, we pilfer, we filch, and sack Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho Maraud and embezzle, and even high-jack Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me We kindle and char, inflame and ignite Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho We burn up the city, we're really a fright Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho We're rascals, scoundrels, villains, and knaves Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho We're devils and black sheep, really bad eggs Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me We're beggars and blighters, ne'er-do-well cads Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho Aye, but we're loved by our mommies and dads Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho

One Of Those Random Dayz
Oh well here goes nothing yet again Today there was NOOO Snow. So basically the city canceled school work ect for nothing. Maybe it's the really hard rain.I'll admit it people around here dont' know how to drive in the rain. They freak out when they hear "possible snow" As you can see that why they canceled school. Anyways getting more onto my day. I plan to write more blogs about my day just to give people an idea about how I can be and can't be. it's a rude surprise to find out the person you thought someone would be is acutally nowhere near that.(Yes I know my spelling is wayyyyy off but just bare with me)(and Im random just ask Lancalot or inside me a thin woman trying to get out...) Well my writing teacher suggest that I write more in order to develope a style of my own. Currently I think my style is out of order yet in some sort of flow. My writing teacher is what some of us would call... an asshole. Yeah that's a good word for her. She wants my writing to be dry and boring .

What Is Your Paranormal Gift?
What is your Paranormal gift? Control of FireYou're a little pyro, arn't you? Fire attracts you and you've learned how to control it, or even create that pretty little flicker of red, orange, and blue light. Be careful, though, you could set your friends, family, or even yourself on fire... try doing that to the enemies.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

In History,poet
The first black poet in the United States to be published was Phyllis Wheatley (1753-1784). Born in Senegal, Africa, around 1753, she was transported to Boston in 1761 to be sold on the slave market. John Wheatley, a tailor from Boston, purchased her as a child to serve his wife. Soon Wheatley was accepted as a member of the family and Mary Wheatley, John's daughter, was made her personal tutor. She learned English with remarkable speed and although she never attended a formal school, also learned Greek and Latin. At the age of 13 Wheatley began writing poetry. Her first published poem "On Messrs. Hussey and Coffin" appeared in the Newport Mercury in 1767. In the following years, a number of poems appeared in various publications in and around Boston. The publication of a poem on the death of the evangelical preacher George Whitefield in 1770 made Wheatley a sensation. As a result Countess Selina of Huntingdon, a close friend of Whitefield, invited Wheatley to England and assi

From Big Mamma
We need to find the following yet, they have to be people you trust dearly to bt part of the council. ----Gaurd Dog 2 (2nd Bouncer) ----Painter (Some who can use Photoshop good) ----Gunsmith (Home Page Editor, I have the log in and password) ----Townclerk (Secretary) ----Members (ordinary people If you know of anyone that would be great for any of these openings, Also they would need to join the Family by okaying it with Big MaMa, BIg Papa, Lil Ma, or Pa Jr. These are the only four that can give the okay for people to join Thanks much ar_kitten05 aka Big MaMa

A Lady Is
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say, It's in the arch of my back, The sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, The grace of my style. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, Th

Hum 2
I've found out where the smell in the office is coming from. The guy who sits across from my cycles to work (sick bastard) and he'd left a pair of his socks in his desk draw. Mind you, this is the same bloke who the other day asked me 'what makes a noise like a train?' and then got the arse when I said 'a train'. What was he expecting? Incidently, still at work, still in the office, and typing this in my boxers. A novel experience.

3 Wishes By A Girly
If I had three wishes, I would wish to trade lives, With a person so lucky, A woman, Your wife. Just to have one day of waking up beside you, Looking into those beautiful eyes, Tasting your morning lips. To make slow love to you 'Til we collapse into each other's arms. I want to watch you shower and Help with the hard to reach areas (wink). I will make your breakfast and Send you to work with a kiss and a smile. I would love nothing more than to be that person You come home to after work, To greet with a hug. We can talk over dinner . . . Enjoy dessert much much later (smile). I want nothing more than to appreciate The beautiful, kind, caring, gentle, honest, loyal and loving man you are. I would love the chance To show you what you deserve and Enjoy what she has. If I had three wishes . . . I would give away two, because The only thing I want in this world, Is one chance with you!

If I Havent Fanned Or Rated U Please Let Me Know Private Message
IF YOU HAVE COME BY MY PROFILE AND RATED OR FANNED ME AND I HAVENT DONE IT BACK PLEASE LET ME KNOW WITH A PRIVATE MESSAGE.. I HAVE HAD A CONTEST GOING ON AND THE BOMB AND ALERTS ARE SO FAST I MAY HAVE MISSED A FEW OF YOU.. LET ME KNOW AND I WILL GTE IT BACK TO YOU TY SMOOCHES MUCH LOVE LADY KAOS

Island Lust
Well it was great for them until the boat starting filling with water did they know what was happening no they didnt but all they knew is that they were going to have to go somewhere and the only place was an island right off the coast and they knew that no one would find them for days and she liked him but he didnt know and he liked her but she didnt know either but they were totally clueless to each others feelings and desires. But When they did get to the islnad the first thing he did was go find wood for a fire he knew that he needed her to be warm but she need to get out of her wet clothes and so did he they both knew but didnt want to do it, The fire was started and he went to her and looked in her eyes and he knew what he wanted to do and she knew what she wanted to happen he told her you need to take theses wet clothes off and she said go for it, so her started with her wet skirt that covered her very skimpy thong binkini's she was in so much lust she didnt know what to do, he

Contests
Well I have only been here a couple of days and it seems like there of contests for cherry points or whatever it may be. I really haven't figured this place out yet and have been trying to help out as much as I can I guess. Alot of people have been stopping by my page and leaving comments or ratings and I appreciate it andhave tried to make to everyone's page in return to see what is out there. So if my new "friends" have any contests I will hopefully be there to help out when I can. Thanks and have a great weekend all of you. J

You Can Ask Me Six Questions
YOU CAN ASK ME SIX QUESTIONS 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless __________________________________________________ I promise to answer them 100% truthfully __________________________________________________ All questions are COMPLETELY confidential

Roller - Goodwyn (jerry Needs By Friday)
(Give to Jerry before next week) E5 0 2 2 x x x A5 5 7 7 x x x E5VII x 7 9 9 x x D5 x 5 7 7 x x F#5 2 4 4 x x x G5 3 5 5 x x x G#5 4 6 6 x x x Bb5 6 8 8 x x x B5 7 9 9 x x x Gtr I (E A D G B E) - 'Distortion Guitar' Gtr II (E A D G B E) - 'Overdriven Guitar' Gtr III (E A D G B E) - 'Overdriven Guitar' Gtr IV (E A D G B E) - 'Overdriven Guitar' Intro Q=207 E5 12/8 Gtr I W. Q Q W W. | / Gtr II |--3--| |-3-| |-3-| W H Q E E E E E Q E E E E E Q E E E E E E E E E E E |----------------|-----------------------------|------------------------------| |----------------|-----------------------------|------------------------------| |----------------|-----------------------------|--------------------2---------| |----------------|----------------2--2---------|-2---2---------0-/4-------

Because I Am Only Human
Because I am Only Human Fuck you and the bitch that rode you in. Fuck the lies that you made paper thin. Fuck you for the way you crushed my heart and told me it was nothing, fuck the part where you cried and said that it was me and fuck me for thinking I could be the one that broke, the one that broke your heart fuck you for all your lies and for the start that you said was no start at all but only me seeing something ugly that could never be and then for asking more than twice if I could let it be, it would be nice fuck you for saying she was only glass that sparkled in your eyes, a piece of ass when I no longer sparkled, when I fell fuck you for sending me to hell and keeping me there. and that was where I found myself again and fuck you for saying when I found out I was broken, 'see? ' all this time? it wasn't me! ' and fuck you for crying when I wanted out fuck you for begging me to give you hope fuck you for your narrow shallow selfish scope fuck

I Can't Love Him
I can't allow myself to sink Its time for me to swim Its time for me to grow up And get over him I can't afford to love him anymore It will only hurt me worse It will only drain my essance And leave me to drown in my curse Loving him will only hurt me It will drive me completely insane It will only rip me apart some more And I just can't play this game

A Poem Written For Me Lady K Awe Ty Jim
captivated by your beauty enthralled by your grace my kaotic angel of mercy bringing joy to my world with a gentle smile or a subtle wink leaving traces of you like kisses upon my skin separated by distance but united by our hearts slowly bridging the gap until we're no longer apart all that is good in me is yours for the asking all that I have to give shall be given freely you are my constant gift the thing I most cherish a life without you in it beyond my worst fear I may never know your feelings whats hidden deep within you but that shall never change me or lessen my love for you the air that I breathe the song in my heart all of the things you are Im so grateful for and this I can promise you'll be lonely nevermore written for the Lady of Kaos,who is so dear to me,on her Birthday January 19,2007......I love you ,thank you for letting me be a small part of your life....Jim

Herald
Lies of a damned world engulf That which we fight harder to protect. An age of war surrounds me and entwines me Into light from which I cannot hide. Allergic to my own skin I crawl Away from the valley of sin. Into the belief that my own God is I. Fallen God am I, the Fallen One am I. My angels of Darkness ensnare the world. My whore at my side weeps slowly for me My soul is in sorrow for what have I done Betrayed my Savior and slaughtered the twelve. "Curse thee all for watching my life! I hate thee all, thou had never a care Given no reason nor passion to give My endless undoing hath wakened my sin! Now stand I, Bearer of the Sword of Death, Herald of the Coming of Eternal War! Alone against the world! Yet, with strength within my body to fight! With strength to live! With strength to kill all! Alone I will bring the apocalypse for all men!" Again stand I upon this dreaded path War on the world I bring once again. Given my fight and my motive to kill

How Well Do You Know Classic Disney?...and Half Of This I Had To Guess...
How well do you know classic Disney? Disney Classic CrazyWOAH! You know just about everything there is to know. You\'ve probably even seen the Black Cauldron. Disney is amazing, be proud! Take this test

Tell Me...another One
tell me why i am still awake thinking of you tell me why for my own sake i am sinking into you tell me why you love me or tell me why you'll leave me tell me why i can't listen to a song without feeling like my chest will collapse and please tell me if i am wrong to think that you are unlike the rest and perhaps you will be able to see me and just perhaps you will be able to keep me tell me why you love me tell me that you love me ♥

Haha Ohgawd Xd
the thing at work broke XD like the thing that beeps when you put a cd over it, yea, it broke :x like, it was held up, then it fell and scared the bejesus outta me i was gonna cry LoL i was ringin a customer through then outta nowhere -THUD- ;-; oh it scared me so much i coulda peed XD on another note the ring that my ex gave me i can wear again :D it doesn't disgust me anymore, i came to this conclusion when i was at work helping with the toy jewellery yunno? anyway so i figured, wtf, i've been getting sick to my stomach over a pretty ring which actually DOESN'T hold any meaning for me, so i got dianna to give it back to me so now my pretty meaningless ring is back in my possession :) hehe plus i like the way the diamonds are set XD haha i'm so weird sometimes but seriously, the way i see it, is i was getting all pissed off and everything, over a ring, a very pretty white gold diamond ring... now it sits on top of my stainless steel ring on my right middle finger :) it looks lik

How Well Do You Know Your Country Music?..i Guessed On All But 3 For This And I Freakin Hate Country Music...go Figure...
How well do you know your country music? You really know your country music!Chance\'s are you grew up listening to it, or mabie you just started but either way you know what\'s going on in the country music world. Take this test

Marines
A friend sent this to me, and I have to say in a world of kill or be killed, this soldier makes sense. What would you do? I know what I would do. I'm passing this on because I think it NEEDS to be passed on!!! In response to the news blurb about the Marine who put two rounds in a wounded insurgent's head in Fallujah, here's a response from a Marine: ---------------------------- It's a safety issue pure and simple. After assaulting through a target, we put a security round in everybody's head. Sorry al-Reuters, there's no paddy wagon rolling around Fallujah picking up "prisoners" and offering them a hot cup a Joe, falafel, and a blanket. There's no time to dick around on the target. You clear the space, dump the chumps, and moveon.org. Are Corpsman expected to treat wounded terrorists? Negative. Hey libs, worried about the defense budget? Well, it would be waste, fraud, and abuse for a Corpsman to expend one man-minute or a battle dressing on a te

Wild Geese
Standing on the edge of the world I hope that I am counted knowing I don't give enough in blindness May the Wild Geese come to me and show my heart the song I can't see the ends of the earth though as for that, I'm riding out the surf. Riding out the surf, it's a horse that can't come home, it's always goin one way in time, and I'm along for the song. May the Wild Geese come to me and show my heart the way I can't see the ends of the earth and because of that I'll stay. (Bridge) But I'm riding out the tidal wave an' I'm riding high on the wings that bear me far, and in my mind I know I'm home....

Should I Stay Or Should I Go?
It seems the novelty of CT has worn off. I've been tossing around the idea of deleting my account for a few weeks now. I'm just not sure if I should go through with it or not. I mean, don't get me wrong, I like the site and all. I dunno. I'll give it the weekend and if nothing's changed then I'll be outta here.

How Well Do You Know Classic Disney?
I only guessed on one question...I actually knew the rest! How well do you know classic Disney? Disney Classic CrazyWOAH! You know just about everything there is to know. You\'ve probably even seen the Black Cauldron. Disney is amazing, be proud! Take this test

What Martial Artist Are You?
What Martial Artist Are You? Jet LiYour seasoned in your art. You have years of skilled training on your plate. You\'re a positive fighter you prefer peace but will fight if pushed. Take this test

How Well Can You Quote Monty Python And The Holy Grail?
How well can you quote Monty Python and the Holy Grail? Grail FanaticYou could quote Monty Python in your sleep, and you probably do. You are most likely a nerd and don\'t care that other people give you weird looks when you start quoting away....it\'s ok, your friends understand and will keep going back and forth with quotes for hours! Take this test

Words Women Use!!!
Words Women Use: 1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with "nothing" usually end in "fine". 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: Though not actually a word, this IS a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a man can hear a woman make. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard

How Well Do You Know Your Country Music?
No guesses here... How well do you know your country music? You really know your country music!Chance\'s are you grew up listening to it, or mabie you just started but either way you know what\'s going on in the country music world. Take this test

Poems From The Dark Side
Heartache and the loss of god Left empty , alone and odd Feel the pain and never trust Due to abandoned love and lust Given to one who was my kindred soul Left without the one who made me whole Twisted into a crippled form of life Unable to ever believe in one called wife Wanting someone who is all that is good Desiring one who has been there and is understood Who knows the depths of loneliness and pain One who came through the madness and came out sane One who felt the want to hold and to touch and feel One who wanted it more and needed it real One who questioned the ways of god in this life One who walked through the fire of heartache and strife One who sees through eyes like my own One who has the soul all these things have known I guess it must be left to the hands of one on high I may never see the answer till the day I die By R. Thomas Dinsmore A Bit Of The Poe In The Poet Once upon and evening dreary I sat pondering thoughts so eery so eery fro

Truth About Bbws
Okay! There was this MUMM talking about BBWs. Saying some big girls are pretty but LARGE women are ugly. And saying that they shouldn't call themselves a BBW! Some girls that are big, say they refuse to call themselves a BBW. Why? You don't see yourself beautiful? Come on, get off it. Just because some asshole on here say some bullshit about the so called "Truth about BBWs" aren't beautiful, why should you listen to people who has a low self-esteem. Why should WE live up to their fawking standards, no matter how different we are, to make them look better. FAWK THEM! We ARE who WE are. If they don't like it, fawk them. We don't want to hear whine babies. BTW, wipe your mouth, there's still a tiny bit of bullshit around your lips! Another thing, got me thinking. There are some BBWs who carry themselves real well. I mean, it's hard to find those cute outfits for plus sizes. But no worries, there's always Roaman's. They always got some cute stuff in there. For being a big girl, I ha

Cold
I dreamt of a fever, one that would cure me of this cold, winter set heart. with heat to melt these frozen tears and burned with reasons as to carry on. into these twisted months i plunge without a light to follow but i swear that i would follow anything if it would just get me out of here. and so you get six months to adapt and then you get two more to leave town. in the event that you do adapt we still might not want you around. and i fell for the promise of a life with a purpose but i know that that is impossible now. and so i drink to stay warm and to kill selected memories because i just can't think anymore about that or about her tonight i give myself three days to feel better or i swear i'll drive right off a fucking cliff because if i can't make myself feel better then how can i expect anyone else to give a shit and i scream for the sunlight or a car to take me anywhere just get me past this dead and eternal snow because i swear that i am dying, slowly but its happening and if

What Does Your Eyes Say?
What does your eyes say BashfulYou have a shy personality, you only have a few friends that are close to you, and you are insecure. You are a follower rather then a leader, being in the spotlight brings out your insecurity. You think too much, you shouldn\'t do that! Your personality tends to bring out depression or Anxiety. Your talent is to be able to blend in with any surrounding or any person for that matter. Take this test

9:00pm Secrets Of Masons Pbs Now!!!!
turn to your PBS station!!! http://www.pbs.org/ When to Watch Secrets of Masons [D] indicates digital channel * Check for more broadcast times in your viewing area select one or more airdates below To receive e-mail reminders: Select date(s) from the list below and click KQED/Channel 9 KQED/Channel 9 CHANNEL 9 Secrets of Masons Saturday, January 20, 6:00pm Conclusion. An examination of the Freemasonry movement. KQED Encore [D] Secrets of Masons Saturday, January 20, 12:00am Conclusion. An examination of the Freemasonry movement. Secrets of Masons Saturday, January 20, 4:00am Conclusion. An examination of the Freemasonry movement. Secrets of Masons Saturday, January 20, 8:00am Conclusion. An examination of the Freemasonry movement. Secrets of Masons Saturday, January 20, 12:00pm Conclusion. An examination of the Freemasonry movement. Secrets of Masons Saturday, January 2

~~irish Blessing~~
His name was Fleming, and he was a poor Scottish farmer. One day, while trying to make a living for his family, he heard a cry for help coming from a nearby bog. He dropped his tools and ran to the bog. There, mired to his waist in black muck, was a terrified boy, screaming and struggling to free himself. Farmer Fleming saved the lad from what could have been a slow and terrifying death. The next day, a fancy carriage pulled up to the Scotsman's sparse surroundings. An elegantly dressed nobleman stepped out and introduced himself as the father of the boy Farmer Fleming had saved. "I want to repay you," said the nobleman. "You saved my son's life." "No, I can't accept payment for what I did," the Scottish farmer replied waving off the offer. At that moment, the farmer's own son came to the door of the family hovel. "Is that your son?" the nobleman asked. "Yes," the farmer replied proudly. "

Trust Again
Trust Again Why doubt now? . . . when in the past your trust has been your strength. Why doubt now? . . . if you believe love will prevail at length. Why doubt now? . . . new promises, new hopes will be in vain, When doubting still, you cannot see the love that's there, so plain. Face the future smiling, weepers never win, Make up your mind to trust anew, forget about past sin. Forget the hurt, Forget the pain, Remember love, and love again!

The Gym: Part 1
The Gym by Maldoror © This is a story attended for adults, not for those that adults feed, watch, and change. If you are over 18, and still your mom makes your bed, you can read this, but you are immature. ANYONE UNDER 18, DO NOT READ THIS. Go outside and play. Copyright © 2004 by Maldoror11@aol.com . Maldoror11 ---------- Due to an overzealous boss and an overeager work ethic, I worked 60 hours a week during the Summer to finish a long and tedious project that will result in accolades for my boss - for making sure it got done - and a hefty bonus for me-for getting it done. As such, I was beginning to see a bulge pushing my collared shirts out further than they were accustomed to in the wrap-around mirror that encircled the elevator’s walls. The bulge seemed to grow daily. Long hours behind a computer screen, Burritos and pizza for lunch, and a not so sensible dinner would eventually bring the fittest of people down. After a month and a half of this situation, I decid

What Gem Stone Are You?
What gem stone are you? SaphirreYou are smart and kind, people love you for your understanding and caring nature. You are a born beauty, but you have that special sparkle in your eyes. Keep it up hon, you are the perfect all around girl! Take this test

Oh, Snap!
first blog entry. i have nothing to do so im on here while straightening my hair with my new fantastic straightener i got because im in hairschool. my hair is pin straight and its honestly sex. if my straightener was a male, id do it right now, thats how much i love this bitch. seriously kids. seriously, oh and if it wasnt 400degrees right now too. i wouldnt appreciate that at all.

Passions Embrace
Passion's Embrace The softness of your lips As they slide over mine Taste like honey to my soul As they take me back in time Oh the fire of your touch Like hot silk on my tender breasts The passion I crave so much As you taste the nectar of my kiss A Slowly drumming melody in my heart Your skin like a river of light My moan of pleasure as you start Ecstasy I'd never fight A lovers tune dances up my spine As the shadow of your embrace Slides across my thighs Ohhh sooo slowly the pace Our hearts mingled in rapture The torture of passion so sweet The affection of a thousand years As at least we meet The motion of our rhythm In perfect unison we move Our flight those of doves As we reach our domain

Lesson In Life
The 6th grade science teacher, Mrs. Parks, asked her class, "Which human body part increases to ten times its size when stimulated?" No one answered until little Mary stood up, angry, and said, "You should not be asking sixth-graders a question like that! I'm going to tell my parents, and they will go and tell the principal, who will then fire you!" With a sneer on her face, she then sat back down. Mrs. Parks ignored her and asked the question again, "Which body part increases to 10 times its size when stimulated?" Little Mary's mouth fell open; then she said to those around her, "Boy, is she going to get in big trouble!" The teacher continued to ignore her and said to the class, "Anybody?" Finally, Billy stood up, looked around nervously, and said, "The body part that increases 10 times its size when stimulated is the pupil of the eye." Mrs. Parks said, "Very good, Billy," then turned to Mary and continued, "As for you, yo

Im Saying This
I dont care if this gets kicked off or if i get deleted or if i offend someone cuz this is something that should be said. FUCK YOU! Yes you heard me. Fuck you to all those anti American assholes! And Fuck You to the Assholes who live here and praise what happened on 9-11. FUCK YOU! Your the type of people that should have died in the disaster. No, instead you left here to live and spread your hateful message to our youth and to the politics and you threaten all those around you so they have no choice but to follow you. Hey If you hate this country so much, GET THE FUCK OUT!! I mean we must be doing something right. We have to build a fence around the border to control mexicans coming in. The cubans want in so bad they swim here. But yet you people who have all you want and still want more have to stand up like the pricks you are and complain about the dumbest of things. Well just know. when you die ill be there to shit on your graves! Note: I dont mean any disrespect to mexican

My Drug Personality
Your Personality Is Like Marijuana You're laid back and easy going, so much so that taking a shower is often too much trouble for you! Nevertheless, you're quite popular, and many people enjoy your company. You're rarely turned down. You're prone to giggle fits, paranoia, and forgetting where you are exactly. What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

Poison The Well - Loved Ones
Sit across from you, why are we even here? There is no way to make up for the 20 years. I love trying to make conversation when I could careless of what you're doing, what are you doing? And I know you never cared 'till now. All my days go back to when you would scream. And it froze me. Guess the screaming runs in the family. You look tired and run-down. Are you even excited to see your baby boy? Put a razor to the skin 'till we don't resemble each other anymore. Sit across from you, why are we even here? There is no way to make up for the 20 years. So now I see the tears welling up, finally you care I've waited all my life for this. It's always been over, it's always been over, it's always been over for us. A single tear, a last resort for all who've never felt. Sit across from you, why are we even here? There is no way to make up for these 20 years. If I could flip this table I'd stab you with every word that lied its way out of your head.

Fucking Hilarious
my drunk fat neighbor just called the cops on us for making too much noise. it would be fine but hons on her computer and i was watching mind of mencia quietly thank god we called the landlord about her royal fatness. i cant wait to hear what he says about this.

Workin
As of Monday I will embark on a new journy as a state tested nurses aid. Im extremely excited to get to work again. Its been way to long. So hopefully life will begin to improve for all involved I know it will for me.

Funny..not Really
funny how shit works out you think you love someone and they feel the same way and then the next they wont talk to you i dont get it i try to understand but i reall cant anywayz hit me up people tell me why shit like this happens

Is It Wrong To Just Want To Be Loved
is it so wrong to just want to be loved i dont get it i dont ask for much at all juat that someone loves me for me i dont care about anything else i just wanna be loved thats all......... and when i think i found it i didnt so where do i go from there i am lonley i want someone with me all the time i dont know what to do anymore so is it wrong to just wanting to be loved

The Innocent
Innocent children with innocent eyes believe and trust when others lie. Why can't everyone just be honest with eachother? Then there would be no lies to cause the innocent to suffer. Tattered hopes and shattered dreams, this is all that telling lies will bring. The day all this stops and sets the innocent free, our hearts and our spirits will be filled with glee. Love and Laughter should always abound, if only there were no lies and suffering to stomp it down. Soon this shall all come to an end, so that the time of innocence may rise again?

The Great Chili Cook Off
If you can read this whole story without laughing then there's no hope for you. I was crying by the end. Note: Please take time to read this slowly. If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili Cook-off about the time Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the San Antonio City park. The notes are from an inexperienced Chili taster named Frank, who was visiting from Springfield, IL. Frank - "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I was assured by the other two judges (NativeTexans) that the chili wouldn't be all that spicy and, besides, they told me I could have free beer during the tas

Forrest Gump Go's To Heaven
The day finally arrived; Forrest Gump dies and goes to Heaven. ?He is at the Pearly Gates, met by St. Peter himself. ?However, the gates are closed and Forrest approaches the gatekeeper? St. Peter says, "Well, Forrest, it's certainly good to see you. ?We have heard a lot about you. ?I must tell you, though, that the place is filling up fast, and we've been administering an entrance examination for everyone. ?The test is short, but you have to pass it before you can get into Heaven." Forrest responds, "It shor is good to be here, St. Peter, sir. ?But nobody ever tolt me about any entrance exam. ?Shor hope the test ain't too hard; life was a big enough test as it was." St. Peter goes on, "Yes, I know, Forrest, but the test is only three questions. First: What two days of the week begin with the letter T? Second: How many seconds are there in a year? Third: What is God's first name?" Forrest leaves to think the questions over. ?He returns the next day and sees St. Pet

Dont Loose Grandpa
Don't Lose Grandpa Short & Sweet All Grandpas need this warning: DO NOT lose your Grand-kids in the Mall A small boy was lost at a large shopping mall. He approached a uniformed policeman and said, "I've lost my grandpa!" The cop asked, "What's he like?" The little boy hesitated for a moment and then replied, "Crown Royal whiskey and women with big boobs."

Rating Pix & Adding As A Fan???
Ok a lot of people here ask to "Rate My Pix & Fan Me Before Adding as a Friend" I got no problems doing that, but once I do, they dont give it in return, their obviously here for a free ride to get to the top!!! Im getting really sick of it, And some of them dont allow comments unless your a friend so I cant even say Ill do that for them if they do the samefor me. I got no problems giving a bit of my time to get and give a few points, but I ask that I get the same in return!! Its a total waste of time to get nothing back!! This aint a race or popularity contest. Its a place to talk and make a few friends!!! If I feel like rating pix and adding someone as a Fan on my own, I will, I dont expect the other person to do anything, but id apreciate it if they did!!!

Sex Quiz
Short sexual experience quiz: 1) Ever been to a strip club ? Yeah,hasn't everyone? 2) Ever been to a bar? Of course! 3) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? Not yet! 4) Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere? Yes. 5) Kissed someone of the same sex? Duh!! I'm Bi,you do the math!! 6) Thrown up from drinking too much? Yeah,several times. 7) Had sex in a car? car,boat,truck,bus,plane...hood of a car,roof of a car. 8) Had sex at the beach? Yeah. 9) Had sex in a movie theater? Yeah. 10) Had sex in a bathroom? Who hasn't? 11) Had sex at work? Yep,in the office. 12) Have you ever been in an "adult" store? Yeah! First time? Age 16. 13) Bought something from an adult store? Yes. 14) Have you spent over $100.00 in one visit to the adult store? Yeah,porn is expensive!! 15) Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? OH YEAH!! MORE THAN ONCE!! 16) Have you been caught having sex

Wiccan Lullaby
Heaven's gift to me just the way you are, A new aged child from a distant star. It feels so good just to be So close to your love. You are heaven's gift to me. You are so sweet and pure just the way you are. Mama's precious jewel. Daddy's rising star. There's so much in life for you to see. And so much to be. You are Heaven's gift to me. La la la la la la, la la la la la, La la la la la la la, la la la la la la la, La la la la la, la la la la, La la la la la, la la la la la la la Heaven's gift to me just the way you are, A new aged child always in my heart. There's so much in life for you to be, And so much to see. You are heaven's gift to me. La la la la la la, la la la la la, La la la la la, la la la la la, La la la la la la, la la la la la, La la la la la, la la la la la la la. La la la la la la, la la la la la, La la la la la la la, la la la la la la, There's so much in life for you to see, And so much to be. You are heaven's

Wtf?
I finally find a good person (well at least he is to me anyway) to be there for me as a friend and someone has to go starting shit for who the fuck knows what reason!? He has been there for me when I really needed someone to be. Yes, it's a guy...who gives a flying fuck? He has sat on the phone with me many times and just listened to me cry. Has provided a place for me stay when my kids' dad wants to spend quality alone time with our kids. Has listend to me for hours rant and rave about this and that. We have even talked about a girl that he wanted to see but he was unsure about how a certain situation would affect it. We've talked about his daughter and all the crap that he went through with the courts. He confides in me just as much as I confide in him. BIG FLIPPING DEAL! Why am I so pist off? Because someone decided to once again start running their mouth about shit that they have concieved in their mind. No facts, just what they think they are seeing. It freaking irritatin

Lost And Confused
I feel lost Im totaly confused I dont know what to do torn apart empty inside sometimes i just wish i could die nothing seems right my world is unraveling before me i try to fight but the more i try the worse it gets my worlds falling apart and no one sees or cares my world should end yet the suffering is still there I feel lost and totaly confuzed i wish someone could tell me what im supposed to do

Sexual Feelings
Sexual Feelings © Blue Wolf Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

Can't Sleep!!!
I'm so excited that I can't sleeep!!! I just found out that the company that I work for is changing the way we make money...more like how much we make...MORE MONEY!!! I can easily make a couple of thousand each month when this goes into effect! I'm so excited but it's 2 am and I have no one to share it with because EVERYONE is in bed!!!

Triumphant Return!!
TDS is now back and better than ever! Operating on our new windows xp operating system we're now able to work twice as hard and twice as long to bring you the products and services of excellency you've come to expect from your number one provider of everyday merchandise!

Take The Quiz?
You are charming. You are very bright, and able to completely express yourself verbally. You have a lot of charisma and people are naturally attracted to you. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com

Dead Recollections
dead recollections Looking for a better day, Long I searched now dead I lay. Saw things that taught me to feel no pain, Tears fell down like torrential rain. Met alot of folks just trying to live life, Lost alot of loves even a wife. Observed the smile of a mirthful man, Catching the grace falling from God's right hand. Saw the pride of a homecoming soldier, happiness of a child whose another year older. wiped away tears from a widows face. trying to find substance for that huge empty space. looked in the eyes of a child whose soul was lost, sent many men to the grave trying to collect that cost. watched the flag wave across a midnight sky. old gray man hand over heart fighting not to cry. small child's feet tip toeing christmas morning. listen for the carolers as they begin to sing. traveled this world and never found my own, now dead i lay my deliverance is shown. J. Lindsey

Who & What Is K.k.s. (keeping Kids Safe)???
Just partnered up to this group of folks. Reposted the bulletin information here too because it is very informative about who they are and what they represent. If you want to become a participant in this too, just let the founders know. :) ************************************************** Current K.K.S. Members Please add one another... And if I have left out anyone please add yourself. Thank you... ? Venus ?™®© Queen of Eternal Night~SBAB&KKS~@ CherryTAP ~Just Meee~™®~X~S.B.A.B.~&~K.K.S.~Founder~X~ F.N.D.~ Family~Member~X~@ CherryTAP ~Dontcha~X~Jus~X~Luv?_A_?Bitch~S.B.A.B.~K.K.S. Co-Founder~ PLEASE*RATE*MY*PAGE*AND*FAN*ME!*!@ CherryTAP Joanna@ CherryTAP The Big Mike ™@ CherryTAP Maniacal Bliss Wifey 2 Mario ~DGG FAMILY~ FOUNDER~ (K.K.S.)@ CherryTAP ~Sweetie Pie~{K.K.S. & K.O.T. Member}@ CherryTAP BabyBlackRose~FND FAMILY MEMBER~~KKS~DGG~FAMILY~ MASTER~

Christmas 2005
What brought this on, I do not know. But these painful memories are my foe. One after another I relive them clear as day. Wanting nothing more than for them to go away. Lifes twists and turns aren't always easily tackled. Seems like everyday is an uphill battle. Just one day with no horrifying thoughts is all I ask for, all I want. Don't know how much more of this I can take. There's nothing worse than being raped. Once it's over you hurt but your numb. And all you keep asking is "What have I done?". I know it's not my fault but somehow it must be. Why else would they have done this to me? I thought I could put it in the past. But I didn't realize how long the memories would last. Wouldn't be so bad if the images would fade. But it just doesn't seem to work that way. They're just as vivid as the actual event. How do I keep from coming unbent? Would love to be able to forget, if only for a little bit. Reliving this day after day after day, is killing me in the wo

Peeps I Need You!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm in a contest and I need you all to vote for me! You know I'd do the same for you! Click the link and vote vote vote!! Thank you! ~Lisa (The Succubus) http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=335512&albumid=187618&i=1694274982

Poem 2
%% Your shining eyes and golden hair, Your lily-rosed lips most fair, Your other beauties that excel: Your men cannot choose but like them well. But when for them they say they'll die, Believe them not, they do but lie.

Echoes Of Bex
In my wildest dreams, I'd never met anyone like I had imagined her, In the glacial barrens of my mind, I never saw her, a ribbon of red silk, in a world of frozen white. In my strangest dreams, I never would have heard her voice and the mad chaos of her world, so alien to mine, like transmissions from a jungle planet. In my quiet times, as I wind down, I'll keep a few syllibles of her voice, allow them to echo in my ears. Roll across my mental tundra.

How Much Do I Hate Tv?
There has been a system in place now, pretty much worldwide, that if someone actually manages to create a new and more importantly popular television show, everyone else must immediately copy or only slightly alter the format. This will carry on until the viewing figures fall far enough to cause the rating junky execs to cancel it. The case in point is 'Big Brother' originally created by the Dutch it has multiplied and has infested far more countries then it should have. It has created more 'Z-list' celebrities (and I use the term celebrity in a completely incorrect way) and brought far too may aging or has-been actors back into the spotlight then anything else. There are now however far more programs of this nature popping up all over the place in the UK; dancing, ice skating, singing and god-only-knows-what-else type of this reality rubbish. Now this isn’t anything new but while it became noticeable after all the make-over programs kicked off in the 90’s and early 00’s things

Dragons, Princes, And Crayons
My life has been a virtual rollercoaster. Full of rises and falls. Of upheavals and remodels. Of crowds and loneliness. Of silence and screams. I have hurt, healed, and learned. Bled. And cried. Laughed. And now I feel, It's crazy. I love it. The dragons in past are really Princes. Pointing me on my way to happieness. Here's to new boxes of crayons. And the colors they paint my world with.

Update On Me
WELL I CALLED THE DOCTORS OFFICE YESTERDAY AND THEY TOLD ME IT WILL BE BETWEEN 3 TO 5 DAYS BEFORE THEY GET THE RESULTS BACK. BECAUSE HE DID NOT PUT A RUSH ON IT. GRRRRRR. BUT HE WANTED ME TO GO TO HOSPITAL SAME DAY. UGHHHHHH. THIS IS CRAZY. I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME. I CANT SLEEP MUCH CUZ IT HURTS. I GO BACK TO WORK TONITE. OH JOY. MY BACK AND SIDE ARE KILLING ME RIGHT NOW. I AM GOING TO TRY TO TAKE SOME TYLENOL TO SEE IF IT HELPS ANY. TY FOR YOUR PATIENCE AND TY FOR THE COMMENTS AND PRAYERS. I REALLY APPRECIATE IT. BIG HUGS AND MUCH LOVE.

For You.
My heart has amplified my mind Speeding thought process and slowing time. A brightened silhouette of you Has taken the place of my darkened view. Everyone knows why I love you. And why I go where nobody whats to. In fear I will find hope to hang onto You dear My love Guides the center of my soul Allows the inner voice to regain control. Nothing could ever break my aim And if something did I'd simply try again. Everyone knows why I love you And why I go where nobody wants to. In fear I will find hope to hang onto You dear, my Love.

Random Thoughts
Grrrr...this didnt take the first time so now i have to retype everything..stupid computer...anyways...Why is everyone obsessed with walmart?I just dont get it.You guys dont work there, if you did you'd realize it aint that grand of a place to be,let alone be obsessed about. Second,why do people drag their children to walmart at 3am knowing that their kids should be home in bed sleeping?Why fuss at your kids when they scream and cry b/c they're tired?You brought them out at 3am,they didnt wanna go out.Regardless if 3am is the best time to go shopping at walmart,you choose to go out at that time,your children didnt.Leave the kids at home,come by yourself..To this I say you're all frikkin psychotic and in need of serious help.Kids have an option too whether you agree or not.Not that everyone with kids does this,but a good majority do. So,these are just random thoughts.Mine atleast..

So, How Did You Break Your Arm?
Subject: Fw: So, How did you break your arm? :-) Even if you aren't a skier, you'll be able to appreciate the humor of the slopes as written by a New Orleans paper: A friend just got back from a holiday skiing trip to Utah with the kind of story that warms the cockles of anybody's heart. Conditions were perfect...12 below, no feeling in the toes, basic numbness all over...the "Tell me when we're having fun" kind of day. One of the women in the group complained to her husband that she was in dire need of a rest room. He told her not to worry, that he was sure there was relief waiting at the top of the lift in the form of a powder room for female skiers in distress. He was wrong, of course, and the pain did not go away. If you've ever had nature hit its panic button in you, then you know that a temperature of 12 below doesn't help matters. With time running out, the woman weighed her options. Her husband, picking up on the intensity of the pain, suggested that sinc

January 20
I wanted to let all my friends know that I talk to that I want be around all day I should be back around 9pm(EST) as I have another birthday party to go to in Lively. I want to ask my friends a favor as I want be around today could you please keep my mom ahead in the contest that she is in. If you do help her please let me know so I can thank you. I wanted to thank my friends for making my ct stay a great one. You guys all are so great and I couldnt ask for better friends. So please keep my mom ahead in the contest. For anyone needed a link sent to them in a private message please let my mom year of the dragon know her is her profile link Year of the Dragon@ CherryTAP Hope everyone had a great day and I will talk to you when I get home tonight. Stat at home mom ~Member of K.O.T~

Happy Saturday
Hope its a good one for everyone....i'm not ignoring people, i have had a lot going on here and havnt been on here much cept to check in from time to time!! So have a great week and i'll get back to ya'll real soon!!! BECI XOX

Other People Count
SOME PEOPLE UNDERSTAND LIFE BETTER AND THEY CALL SOME OF THESE PEOPLE "RETARDED" AT THE SEATTLE SPECIAL OLYMPICS, NINE CONTESTANTS, ALL PHYSICALLY OR MENTALLY DISABLED, ASSEMBLED AT THE STARTING LINE FOR THE 100-YARD DASH. AT THE GUN, THEY ALL STARTED OUT, NOT EXACTLY IN A DASH, BUT WITH A RELISH TO RUN THE RACE TO THE FINISH AND WIN. ALL, THAT IS, EXCEPT ONE LITTLE BOY WHO STUMBLED ON THE ASPHALT, TUMBLED OVER A COUPLE OF TIMES, AND BEGAN TO CRY. THE OTHER EIGHT HEARD THE BOY CRY. THEY SLOWED DOWN AND LOOKED BACK. THEN THEY ALL TURNED AROUND AND WENT BACK... EVERYONE OF THEM. ONE GIRL WITH DOWN'S SYNDROME BENT DOWN AND KISSED HIM AND SAID, "THIS WILL MAKE IT BETTER". THEN ALL NINE LINKED ARMS AND WALKED TOGETHER TO THE FINISH LINE. EVERYONE IN THE STADIUM STOOD, THE CHEERING WENT ON FOR SEVERAL MINUTES. PEOPLE WHO WERE THERE ARE STILL TELLING THE STORY... WHY? BECAUSE DEEP DOWN WE KNOW THIS ONE THING. THAT MATTERS IS THIS LIFE IS MORE THAN WINNING FOR OURSELVES. WHAT MATTERS IN THIS

Ok Even Longer Peorty/poems List Ever ;) Lol All By Me
All Poems and Poetry in This Document is By Aj Rich The spice of life will burn with the passions of love & hate with the sickened hearts of love & faith to whom may bring down with the lust of life to the wet lips of Christ -------------------------------------------------------- When a bird fly’s like a silent bee by the darkness of light in the night time sky Who will know of where it is flying or where it is in the beautiful dark sky. -------------------------------------------------------- When does it rain for when my sorrow Is loved by others like a sweet black rose In the light of the sun in the morning sky’s From witch that we need 2 bring the joys of life to this war driven earth. -------------------------------------------------------- Bet you didn’t know that all poetry and poems are the same at heart For when the light of the hate that witch bring them to life -------------------------------------------------------- When a rose bud blooms

01202007
Just thought this was the quickest way to let all of you know what has been going on! We have been on the move and VERY busy, which is why no one has seen me on line recently. I will be around more when things settle down... Thanks to all of you who are sending prayers and keeping us in your thoughts...you are the best.

You Told Her What?!
A woman went to doctors office where she was seen by one of the new doctors. After about 4 minutes in the examination room, she burst out, screaming as she ran down the hall. An older doctor stopped her and asked what the problem was, and she told him her story. After listening, he had her sit down in another room and told her to relax. The older doctor marched down hallway to the back where the first doctor was and demanded, "What's the matter with you? Mrs. Terry is 63 years old, she has four grown children and seven grandchildren, and you told her she was pregnant?" The new doctor calmly continued to write on his clipboard and without looking up said, "Does she still have the hiccups?"

Gifted
You scored as You have the Gift of Empathy. You have been blessed with the gift of Empathy. Even though it is a heavy burden to carry the pain of others, know this that you can help them. Though I must advise you to learn how to not take their pain upon yourself and drag you downYou have the Gift of Empathy100%You have the Gift of Discernment88%You have the Gift of Wisdom88%You have the Gift of a Seer69%You sadly do not recognize your gift yet50%You have the Gift of Perception/Aura Vision50%What is your gift?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Tarot
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the

Need Help!!
I'm trying to reach the next level, because I've been stuck on the one I'm at for almost 3 weeks now. Help me out by rating, commenting, or adding me if you haven't already. Give a guy some support. Please!

Every Time
Every time we met I feel something inside of me Something woke up From a deep sleep I feel my heart beating I know it beats for you But I don’t dare to tell you Every time , When the darkness has fallen We say each other Good night It is hard to say goodbye to you Without you knowing How much I love you

It Never Last!!!
I've been coming here day after day looking at beautiful women and their hellashis bodies and I must say there has been alot of 20's out there, but what I want to get at, is this. No matter how much we rate each other or how many times we're rated, we still crave for more and more, I'm included in the equation!!! We all love ourselves, but oftentimes we seek the love of others to try and validate or to secure the love we have for ourselves. And, that's usually what happens on here! This is a wonderful place to meet people, but we all know that this is a means of letting go and feeling free to be who you really are. We view each others pictures and see things that are very tempting, but after the day it leaves you temporarily satisfied. There's really no fulfillment in all this. I'm in no way trying to encourage anyone to stop coming to this site!!! But what I'm getting at is, is it really satisfying you or are you being fulfilled? Just a thought!

Her Fire By Daniel Baas
~Her Fire~ A soul that sings of truth & love Awaken new life To worlds above A star shinning In darkened eyes Portal to her soul The liar's demise A warrior woman is she A higher caliber Beware through her fire's storm She'll love you if you love her A wise woman is she A beauty to be held The fury of her fire My heart's ice would melt By Daniel Baas *This poem was written for me one night as he laid in my bed as I worked. I found it laying on my bedside table. I read it after he left for work and it made me weep.

Why Men Die First Again
If you put a woman on a pedestal and try to protect her from the rat race, you're a male chauvinist; If you stay home and do the housework, you're a pansy. If you work too hard, there's never any time for her; If you don't work enough, you're a good-for-nothing bum. If she has a boring repetitive job with low pay, this is exploitation; If you have a boring repetitive job with low pay, you should get off your lazy behind and find something better. If you get a promotion ahead of her, that is favoritism; If she gets a job ahead of you, it's equal opportunity. If you mention how nice she looks, it's sexual harassment; If you keep quiet its male indifference. If you cry, you're a wimp; If you don't, you're an insensitive bastard. If you make a decision without consulting her,you're a chauvinist; If she makes a decision without consulting you, she's a liberated woman. If you ask her to do something she doesn't enjoy, that's domination; If she asks you, it's a favor. If you a

1.20.07
I hate not being sure. I'm sitting here reading 'industry' stuff - and I'm engaged and feeling passioniate about WHERE I can fall in that and WHAT I can contribute. Then I feel lonely because I don't know any other marketers. And even if I did, the worry that I'd be communicating ideas with other marketers is a major trust issue. I don't know what it will take for me to "break out of the box" but it needs to happen, I really just need to start earning some revenue, I've worked for little to nothing for years helping build people/ideas/companies, that it's time that I need to get compensated. I'm half frustrated and half hopeful. And almost spaced out because my father thinks spraypainting in the kitchen is a good idea and I've been exposed to this lack of air for two or three days now. XO, Bam

You Might Be A Redneck
You might be a Redneck if: 1. It never occurred to you to be offended by the phrase, "One nation, under God." 2. You've never protested about seeing the 10 Commandments posted in public places. 3. You still say "Christmas" instead of "Winter Festival". 4. You remove your hat and bow your head when anyone prays. 5. You stand and place your hand over your heart when they play our National Anthem. 6. You treat Viet Nam vets with great respect, and always have. 7. You've never burned an American flag, but would kick someone's BUTT that did. 8. You know what you believe and you aren't afraid to say so, no matter who is listening. 9. You respect your elders and expect your kids to do the same. 10. You'd give your last dollar to a friend. ...If you got the above from me, it is because I believe that you, like me, have just enough Red Neck in you to have the same beliefs as those talked about above. ...God Bless the USA...!!!

Nineteen Candles Are Lit For Brigid
Nineteen Candles Are Lit For Brigid Note: Here are the 19 priestesses represented. In a dedication to Brigid, an invocation for healing, or prior to initiation where Brigid will be asked for blessing, or in celebration of Herself, spelled candles so imbued might be used. Packets of the 19 may be made for Bridgit dedicants, also, and so blessed. Your first candle lit is your sunrise birth: the flame of your house reaching Ceugant's brow. Second is the spark of your union with Bress, son of Elathan. Third is the pillar of fire, as you took the veil, rising high and clear. Fourth are brothers, Dagda the father, Broadb the Red, Medar, Ogma, and Aenghus. Fifth is eternal life's spring: that sings your name, in crystal gaze. Sixth is the flame on your Altar, that never dies. Seventh is the grove at LLandwynwn, on Mora's shore, where lovers tryst. Eight is the strength of your oxen of Dil - Fea and Fernea, the red and the black. Ninth is the sigh of your breath,

Wanted: Idols
So what I daydream a lot, that has already been proven a fact from my random rambles about nothing. I often wonder what I'm daydreaming about when I'm interrupted, I usually sit and ponder this and that for hours on end staring out a window. Usually when i recall the subject matter it always ends up blurry as hell only remembering points and pieces no connectivity. I understand that it's not outrageous to believe that I should be out enjoying my health and my youth but right now there are pressing matters I need to deal with and this is the only way, secluded from everything until I can find a resolve for this conflict that has been pestering me for the last couple months, plus I like being alone sometimes it helps get back to the basis of who i am, it's only an opinion. I like bats, horror movies, alien invaders, werewolves, vampires plus alot of other sickshit that i won't say that i like in front of my mother. I have no mental illness's and I don't hear voices or anything like that,

Hillary Clinton Launches Historic Bid For President
Hillary Clinton launches historic bid for president 20 Jan 2007 Democratic Sen. Hillary Rodham Clinton embarked on a widely anticipated campaign for the White House on Saturday, a former first lady intent on becoming the first female president. "I'm in and I'm in to win," she said on her Web site.

This Brain Taste Funny(zombie Loving Pt.!)
ZOMBIE LOVING Please don't move I Don't want you To see I'm crying I feel like dying And soon Oh so soon So will you………. THE ONLY WAY I WANNA SEE YOU IS FACE DOWN COVERED IN BLOOD LIKE A BANANA I WANNA PEEL YOU FLESH CARVE FUNNY CHARACTER IN YOUR CHEST THEN I 'LL GO FEED THE PIGS WITH THE REST, SO I DON'T SEE YOU, I WILL. i'LL TURN MY FACE TO THE GROUND THAT WHERE I'M GOING NOW AND WHEN I'M COVERED IN DIRT THE ONLY TRUE CONnECTION WITH THIS EARTH FROM HERE I'LL CRAWL INto YOUR HEAD AND REBIRTH YOU AS ONE OF THE UNDEAD It'll be like we just met You won't remember all that shit I said And we will be together for all time. And now that Our love has Found its strength In suffering and murdering Here's a tissue my dear There's a little brain On your face..

One Flaw In A Woman..
ONE FLAW IN WOMEN By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, Have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable And able to run on diet coke and leftovers, Have a lap that can hold four children at one time, Have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything With only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the

Ian Is A Lard Asss
Oh Ian your eating is making me want to puke your smell and your body is like that of a karaboo i think you should try to keep some things out of your mouth the fridge and the cabinets appear to be on a strike it is the result of you eating everything in sight oh Ian your eating is causing me great alarm stop nibbling no bitting you are hurting my arm Oh Ian im not kidding please stop messing around get off me your heavy now i'm pinned to the ground Oh Ian your eating had cause a great rift Two birds with one stone Ian does not want to eat anymore and i am dead.

What Classic Muscle Car Are You ?
What Classic Muscle Car are you ? You are the Corvette.Your One of the 1960's Corevette's.With the Big engine and the small frame your a big competitor at drag strips and race tracks with your sleek and Neat Look. Take this test

Taking A Break
Hey to all my friends,fans and family, I just wanted to let you guys know that I have had a great time on here and have met some really nice people here.But the time has come for me to take a break from this place for a while...I will probably be back once in a while, I might not.Lots of stuff going on here that needs my attention.I have enjoyed meeting alot of you, and have grown very fond of you.I will miss you.Take care, and have fun.Keep safe yada yada,lol Huggs n kisses Trace

To All You Cheating F@$ks...
if youre gonna cheat on your husband/wife girlfriend/boyfriend, grow some fucking balls and just end it. dont lie about it when confronted and especially try to make your spouse feel like you think THEY are the ones cheating. what the fuck is wrong with you people?? and why the hell are you cheating anyway? especially when you have every damn thing youve ever asked for? when you can get sucked and fucked anytime,any place, anywhere for any reason? when youre waited on hand and foot? seriously..what is the damn problem? and then when its all said and done, you go back and say youve made a mistake? you want to come back? are you fucking joking? and then you get pissed when your spouse doesnt want to and try to hurt them even more by saying the worst shit imaginable?? why do you do this? dont you think you hurt them enough..made them feel undesirable, not good enough, not pretty enough? they gave you their heart to hold and you dropped it. so walk away. and when you do, just kn

What Scooby-doo Character Are You?
What Scooby-Doo character are you? Scooby-Doo & ShaggyTrouble seems to follow your every step. You have a close bond with you and your friends .But when trouble calls your outta here, however since you're a connoisseur of sorts you will risk you're life if the snack is right.Shaggy mysteriously has remained lanky for all these years and never gained a pound zoinks! Take this test

Which Nascar Driver Are You Most Like?
Which NASCAR driver are you most like? Tony StewartYou drive with speed and precision. Other idiots bump draft you and cause you to wreck. You take life by the wheel and never give up. Take this test

Meditation Basics
The Meaning of Meditation Inner peace. Love for yourself and others. Spiritual growth. Relaxation. We all can achieve this and more through meditation. So what is meditation anyway? I describe it as emptying your mind of all the stressful, negative, everyday worries, and listening to what your Higher Self has to say. The world, as everyone knows, isn’t an easy place to live in. There is negative energy all around us. It could be negative people, pollution, or even the evening news. But no matter what it is, our bodies and minds absorb all the bad stuff, and we all need is a way to release it. Meditating is one way to release that. Now that I said that, I’ll tell you how meditation works. First thing first, you need to understand how the mind works. The mind has three main parts. The first is the conscious mind. That is where the physical stuff of your life resides, like work, the house payment, etc. This is the “awake” state of our lives. This part rests while we sleep. The se

What Male Superhero Are You?
What Male SuperHero are You? Plastic ManYou're the comedic relief. Sure, you may have amazing talents but you won't use them unless others are with you. You totally get by with the help of your friends. Take this test

Ghosts Of My Past
Ghosts of my past Current mood: sad I went to the movies tonight. I had no idea that the movie was going to bring back so many bad memories…memories I stuffed deep inside of me. It was Alpha Dog and it was ok until near the end. The boy was 15 and they hit him in the head with a shovel, and then killed him. Instantly, all my emotions resurfaced. I sat there and cried. I even thought about running out of the theater. I cried the whole way home. All I could think about was Randy, and his last moments, before and during him being beat with the baseball bat. Did he know? What were his thoughts? Or did it just happen so fast that in an instant, he was gone? I have been so strong for so long now. I have gone about like it doesn't exist. I'm fine on Holidays, on his birthday, and even on the anniversary of his death. When I was in PA I went to the grave, and I was fine again. In NC I took my niece to where he was killed. She had never been, and she wanted to go. I was fine. She cried

Used Rarely.
1. Name one person who made you smile today. JOE, THE ELECTRICIAN BOUGHT ME A PACK OF SMOKES. SWEET SWEET SMOKES.... 2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? CUTTING WIRES. 3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? WATCHIGN THE ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW, AND EATING COCONUT CREAM PIE. 4. What is something that happened to you in 1994? BROKE MY LEFT ARM. 5. What is the last thing you said aloud? YOU CAN SEE COLUMBIAS NIPPLES!! 6. How many different things did you drink today? JUST DIET 7 UP, VAULT, AND WATER. 7. What color is your hairbrush? DON'T HAVE ONE. 8. what was the last thing you bought?? EVERCLEAR. 9. What was the last gift you received for your birthday? A PACK OF SMOKES SO FAR, YAAAAY!! 11. Where do you keep your change? MY POCKETS. 12. What was the weather like today COLD AND BRIGHT, LOVE IT!! 13. What is the best ice cream flavor? ORANGE SORBET. 14. What is something you are excited about? DRINKING, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD I WAN

Best Tatto Conest Now Open
DUE TO OVER WELMING RESPONCE THE CONTEST IS OPEN EARLY PLEASE CLICK THE PIC AND GO RATE AND COMMENT PICS OF YOUR FAV(NOT TAKING ANY NEW ENTIRES) (repost of original by 'hellfighter( ~ Pain Is My Passions ct hubby)' on '2007-01-20 10:44:19') (repost of original by '~*~MISS CHERRY~*~' on '2007-01-20 10:46:05')

Snap-shots
The wind in the willows softly blows your laughter across my mind. The faint rustling sounds are reminiscent of the joyful times, we had. The snap-shots of you, flutter through my mind, making me fall behind. The pictures come to me showing secrets, So I could see. Showing things that I do not want to believe. I see the way you died, without me by your side. All I have left is frozen snap-shots, slamming my mind. Time after Time.

When I Meet My Bf
i got the most wonderfull feeling in my whole life when was here i had the best feeling in my whole life and time i want him back in my arms he was the best gift i could get in my life i love when he hold me and was with me i never felt that b4 and i love him for that i lov him in all ways i never want to lose him at all

I Feel As Though My Heart Must Stop With Pain
I feel as though my heart must stop with pain. I miss you so, the darkness will not pale. My darling brother, come to me again. I know you cannot come, and still I strain To put my arms around you through the veil. I feel as though my heart must stop with pain. Other lives and loves call me in vain. I try to turn away from you and fail. My darling brother, come to me again. You are my unendurable refrain. Back and back I hurry to impale My heart on you, to stop my heart with pain. Yet nothing that I do undoes the plain Brutal fact which always must prevail. Ah, my darling, come to me again! You are both my sunshine and my rain, My dearest joy, my anguish, and my grail. I feel as though my heart must stop with pain. My darling brother, come to me again.

Word To The Song Broken
Wake up to a sunny day, not a cloud up in the sky Then it starts to rain, my defenses hit the ground And they shatter all around, so open and exposed I found strength in the struggle Face to face with my trouble When you're broken in a million little pieces And you're trying but you can't hold on anymore Every tear falls down for a reason Don't you stop believing in yourself When you're broken Little girl don't be so blue I know what you're going through Don't let it beat you up Heaven knows that getting scars Only makes you who you are Only makes you who you are No matter how much your heart is aching There is beauty in the breaking Yeah When you're broken in a million little pieces And you're trying but you can't hold on anymore Every tear falls down for a reason Don't you stop believing in yourself When you're broken Better days are gonna find you once again Every piece will find its place When you're broken, when you're broken When you're brok

Displacd--poem For Diversity Class
Who... Who am I? This one unborn among the countless who have stood their trials and tried the fires of hell This one wo walks daily in the shoes of privilige bought by the blood of those before her This one who owns no path no heritage no culture This one born to die and dying to be born. Who... Who am I? Running bare foot through cow fields in seventh generation clothes Bucketing water from the creek to bath to eat to do the daily chores Playing in the buckets happily collecting rusty water from the trailer roof Diving in and out of debris piles littering the fields and yards Eying in open-mouthed hunger and anticipation the day's sole meal--fried potatoes, cornbread, beans, and a slab of bacon. Who... Who am I? With no place to call my own Remembering the multitudes marching down the street singing their soul-songs Their freedom and equality songs Their this land is our land songs Their sorrow songs and their peace songs. Crying tears over those who stand wit

The Destruction Of The World Trade Center: Why The Official Account Cannot Be True Part 1
by Dr. David Ray Griffin Global Research, January 29, 2006 911truth.com Email this article to a friend Print this article Authorized Version (with references & notes) In The New Pearl Harbor: Disturbing Questions about the Bush Administration and 9/11 (2004), I summarized dozens of facts and reports that cast doubt on the official story about 9/11. Then in The 9/11 Commission Report: Omissions and Distortions (2005a), I discussed the way these various facts and reports were treated by the 9/11 Commission, namely, by distorting or simply omitting them. I have also taken this big-picture approach, with its cumulative argument, in my previous essays and lectures on 9/11 (Griffin, 2005b and 2005d).[1] This approach, which shows every aspect of the official story to be problematic, provides the most effective challenge to the official story. But this way of presenting the evidence has one great limitation, especially when used in lectures and essays: It means that the treat

The Destruction Of The World Trade Center: Why The Official Account Cannot Be True Part 2
Horizontal Ejections A few witnesses spoke of horizontal ejections. Chief Frank Cruthers said: “There was what appeared to be . . . an explosion. It appeared at the very top, simultaneously from all four sides, materials shot out horizontally. And then there seemed to be a momentary delay before you could see the beginning of the collapse” (NYT, Cruthers, p. 4). This testimony is important, because the official theory holds that the ejections were produced by the floors collapsing. So listen to firefighter James Curran, who said: “I looked back and . . . I heard like every floor went chu-chu-chu. I looked back and from the pressure everything was getting blown out of the floors before it actually collapsed" (NYT, Curran, pp. 10-11). Battalion Chief Brian Dixon said, “the lowest floor of fire in the south tower actually looked like someone had planted explosives around it because . . . everything blew out on the one floor" (NYT, Dixon, p. 15).[44] Synchronized Explosions

Candle Light
Love is like a candlelight, Glowing in the dark The warmness kindles From a tiny spark. The light is soft at first, Then, it grows bright, For some, it grows over time, For some, it's love at first sight. If not taken care of, The flame will slowly die And when it's gone, it leaves you Sitting there, wondering, why?

Vertical Horizon-forever
Take these roses off of me Let me live, let me be For a little while Let my eyes See everything and nothing in their time I do not mind Who would've guessed I'd have learned To let the walls around me burn Light up the hillside My words, I ate them for so long and nothing changed It was just the same And I don't know if you see me here But I can tell you your face is clear I will see you... Forever Forever I will see you Forever Forever Call me close once again Call me teacher, call me friend Just like the first time Call my name, it echos in the walls around this room It's all you I don't know if you hear me there When it's darkest, no one cares I will hear you... Forever Forever I will hear you Forever Forever I wanted you to be everything to me Now I've got to learn to carry on I know I cannot hide, this emptiness inside But nothing is the same since you've gone Send me letters from above Send me strength, send me love Such sweet

Ok This Is Cute ..how Much Am I Worth ...i'm Worth A Million Bucks...ha Ha Ha :-)
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Tired Of Explaing What Collaring Is!
COLLAR OF CONSIDERATION Collaring is the term commonly used by those in the D/s community to describe the commencement of a relationship between a Dominant and a submissive. It carries the same type of weight that a marriage ring does in it's final stage and denotes the same depth of commitment. In recent times (since the advent of the Internet) we have seen a bastardizing of this ritual into something casual and transient. This attack on long standing traditions should be actively fought by educating those entering the lifestyle. First I want to state clearly that in my opinion collaring is done only in real life, between live people, ceremonially, joyously and celebrated. One does not get married online or on the phone and one does not collar online or on the phone. The first collar offered is called the 'Collar of Consideration'. This identification comes from the Old Guard Leather community, the same source of the Safe, Sane and Consensual code. This Collar is traditionall

Sooooooooooooooooooo Colllllllldd
ITS REALLY F'IN COLD OUT HERE TODAY. MY FINGERS AND TOES FEEL LIKE THEY'VE BEEN IN A FREEZER. I SURE HOPE IM NOT GETTING SICK. OH WELL.I THINK I AM GOING TO GO TAKE A WARM BUBBLE BATH AND LIGHT SOME CANDLES AND TURN ON SOME MUSIC AND JUST CHILL...ERRR...WARM UP RATHER. SEE YALL LATER.

My Idiea Of The Purfect Partner ..lmao
Take This Survey at Quizopolis.comTaller then Me :-)Weight is no problem Hell I married a Red Head so hair color makes no difference to me ..lolOutgoing & a sense of HumorMust b Older. Older they are the better they are in bed...lol

For All The Women Don't For Get
Someone sent this to me today and I thought it was pretty funnyâ€¦ Many women are afraid of their first mammogram, but there is no need to worry. By taking a few minutes each day for a week preceding the exam and Doing the following exercises, you will be totally prepared for the test And best of all, you can do these simple exercises right in and around Your home. EXERCISE ONE: Open your refrigerator door and insert one breast in door. Shut the door as hard as possible and lean on the door for good measure Hold that position for five seconds. Repeat again in case the first time wasn't effective enough. EXERCISE TWO: Visit your garage at 3AM when the temperature of the cement floor is just perfect. Take off all your clothes and lie comfortably on the floor with one breast wedged under the rear tire of the car. Ask a friend to slowly back the car up until your breast is sufficiently flattened and chilled. Turn over and repeat with the other breast. EXERCISE

Friday Jan 19th
Ok so I've decided to blog about my weekend shenanigans lol. Lastnight me and my girl HT go to The Farm which is a swinger's club in York PA. Our friends Troy and Linda came which made the small crowd bearable. I had a good time for the most part...I'm very proud of myself for being as outgoing as I was. Everyone I know gives me shit about being uptight..I'm not uptight I'm just terribly shy :((. I danced with a few people and started a few convos with folks I hadn't spoken to before....doesn't sound like much but I'm a hide in the corner type lol. The end of the night Glenn...security dude breaks out the Symbian( motorized um sex aid lol) and my girls both tried it out...not me nope didn't wanna. Then i had the pleasure of watching all of them get it on..I left after a couple minutes bc I have to look at these people on a regular basis lmao.

Letters To God
caught off guard all worked up the air is as dark and cold as night let me go i'm not done i swear i'll take this one lifetime and i i won't lie i won't sin maybe i don't wanna go can't you wait maybe i don't wanna go i should've asked i could've helped at least a fucking 1,000 times before will this offer get me in or does it prove that they gave more and i i won't lie i won't sin maybe i don't wanna go can't you wait maybe i don't wanna go and i i won't lie i won't sin maybe i don't wanna go can't you wait maybe i don't wanna go and i i won't lie i won't sin maybe i don't wanna go can't you wait maybe i don't wanna go

Back To Work I Go............
My gosh, I never realized how physicially hard my job is till I was off for 2 months and went back. After 5 days of running that huge machine I'm so sore I can hardly move, guess I should have worked out while I was off instead of laying around vegging. My doc. is always telling me I should exercise, and I always look at him like he's crazy and remind him what I do for a living. Now I know just how hard it really is, so I know he's crazy. Well a couple more weekes of pain and I should be back in shape, but oh, how long those weekes will be!!! Thinking of taking some vacation days just so I can rest a little, like maybe for my birthday. But that's not till next month. Well I ought to be in great shape for that! Just in case someone actually reads this ( poor you ) I'm still having modem problems so I never know when I'll be online. Need to get it replaced this week. DON'T WORRY BE HAPPY

Totally Forget, Im Such A Dork!!
hey peeps, Ive been so busy with the hott4est cherry contest I totally forgot about the cutest pet contest I signed up for....This one is not so important, but you can still check it out and leave me some comments so I dont feel like a total loser. HAHA My bad for signing up for more than 1 at a time, I think i just got a lil excited about wanting to be in a contest. Well anyway Still go vote for the hottest cherry one cuz thats the 1 I wanna win, but go ahead and CHECK THIS ONE OUT! Thanks!!!!!

Janurary Musings
If you'd like to make a difference today, just look for one person that you sense would sparkle if you gave him or her any reason to do so! Encouragement is simply the art of helping someone find the courage within them and showing what amazing things can happen once that courage is used!

I'll Be There
""*When no one is there for you* *And you think no one cares* *When the whole world walks out on you* *And you think you're alone* *I'll be there* *When the one you care about the most* *Could care less about you* *When the one you gave your heart to* *Throws it in your face* *I'll be there* *When the person you trusted* *Betrays you* *When the person you share all your memories with* *Cant even remember your birthday* *I'll be there* *When all you need is a friend* *To listen to you whine* *When all you need is someone* *To catch your tears* *I'll be there* * When your heart hurts so bad* * You cant even breathe* * When you just want to crawl up and die* *I'll be there* *When you start to cry* *After hearing that sad song* *When the tears just won't* *Stop falling down* *I'll be there* *So you see I'll be there until the end* *This is a promise I can make* *If you ever need me* *Just give me a call and...* *I'll be there Author unknown:

Grandma Moses One Amazing Woman!!!
This article is about the folk artist; 'Grandma Moses' was also a nickname given to abolitionist and slave rescuer Harriet Tubman. Cornell Capa's portrait of Grandma Moses on her 100th Birthday Cornell Capa's portrait of Grandma Moses on her 100th Birthday Anna Mary Moses - better known as Grandma Moses -- (September 7, 1860 – December 13, 1961) was a renowned American folk artist. She is often cited as an example of an individual successfully beginning a career in the arts at an advanced age. She was born Anna Mary Robertson in Greenwich, New York. As a child, she used fruit juice to paint on pieces of wood or materials her father brought home for her. He brought the other children candy, but she preferred to purchase drawing supplies because they "lasted longer than candy". She spent most of her life as a farmer's wife and the mother of 5 children. She married Thomas Solomon Moses in 1887. They lived in the Shenandoah Valley before settling in Eagle Bridge, New York.

Valentine Application (copied From Dazzler36)
Valentine Application This is the "Be My Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Name: Age: E-mail address: Do you Drive: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? Have you ever.... Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Wanted to fuck me? Would you ever.... "X" marks the spot [ ]Kiss me.. [ ]Hug me.. [ ]Date me.. [ ]grab my ass.. [ ]Kill me.. [ ]fuck me ... [ ]Love me.. [ ]Hate me.. [ ]Hold me.. [ ]Lie to me.. [ ]Hurt me.. [ ]Sing with me.. [ ]Dance with me.. [ ]Grind with me.. [ ]Cuddle with me.. [ ]Le

No Further Studies Are Planned.
Subject: No further studies are planned. A study conducted by UCLA's Department of Psychiatry has revealed that the kind of face a woman finds attractive on a man can differ depending on where she is in her menstrual cycle. For example: If she is ovulating, she is attracted to men with rugged and masculine features. However, if she is menstruating or menopausal, she tends to be more attracted to a man with a spear lodged in his chest and tape over his mouth while he is on fire. No further studies are planned.

Your Heart
My heart sits alone not cause I wish it to be but cause I want more than whats out there I feel as though I share too much and I get very little back Am I the one that is blind If I cared would it be good to share I tried in the past and it never did not last I don't want to be all alone what can I do to be a friend theres nothing worse in the end than not having your heart and being your friend

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Not only is this a very interesting piece of e-mail, it also is a very disturbing piece. The US needs to rethink it's liberal views on freedoms and rights. Living in the Detroit area I can concur with this, we have more Muslims in our neighborhood monthly and they are very active in the schools preaching all the time about their "rights" and how tolerant we should be of their faith. However toleration is a one way street with them. We are to learn about Ramadan, etc. but they are not to learn about Easter or Christmas. What is below is very true. "In God We Trust" The Basics of Islam This is a must read -- it's short but Very informative! The Muslim religion is the fastest growing religion per capita in the United States, especially in the minority races! Allah or Jesus? by Rick Mathes Last month I attended my annual training session that's required for maintaining my state prison security clearance. During the training session there was a presentation by three spe

Chicken And Mushrooms
INGREDIENTS: * 4 boneless chicken breasts * 1 tablespoon butter or margarine * 8 ounces sliced mushrooms * 1 can cream of mushroom soup * 1 clove of garlic, minced * 1/4 teaspoon leaf thyme, crumbled * 1/8 teaspoon dried rosemary, crumbled * 1/3 cup half-and-half * salt and pepper to taste * hot cooked noodles PREPARATION: Directions for chicken with mushrooms In a large covered skillet, brown chicken in butter or margarine; remove to a plate and keep warm. Add mushrooms to skillet; sauté until golden. Stir in soup, garlic, thyme, and rosemary.Return chicken to skillet. Cover and cook over low heat 30 to 40 minutes, stirring now and then. Blend in half-and-half; heat slowly. Taste and adjust chicken and mushrooms seasoning, adding salt and pepper, if needed. Serve chicken and mushrooms with hot cooked noodles. Chicken and mushrooms serves 4.

Thoughts..gotta Get Em Out
my little brother and his gf are having a baby...and she is due in april..and u know something? i JUST found out about it. it kind of upsets me that i would be the last one to know..and the sad part is...i have no clue what his gf's name is. now let me tell u why... i met my dad and two brothers when i was 15...never knew they were out there and a part of me....they are now in their early 20's..both of them. i wish that we had that strong brother/sister relationship that they have with our step sister kiersten. and it makes me jealous that both of them can call her sis but cant pick up the phone to call me. my brother nathan was in a motorcycle accident a few years ago and broke his collar bone..wasnt called...they both graduated from high school..wasnt invited...no school pics, no prom pics, no football pics..nothing...its like i dont mean anything to them or my dad...hello that hurts..alot! my step sister has been in the picture for a few years..she calls my dad dad, but