I've decided that I don't do very well in 'bulk living' situations.
I have never really had roommates... I have always lived either alone, or with a significant other. I now have 5. This perplexes me.
I have no space to stretch out my projects and work on them for any amount of time that is useful. There is always someone in the way.
They are all significantly younger than I, so I just don't understand their thinking mechs. Today, They invited me to go with them for a late lunch... one of their boyfreinds manages an eating establishment and was offering a free meal. I said I would like to go, but that I haven't showered yet or gotten ready for my day... they said they were leaving right then and there, so I had to decline, due to the fact that my vanity will not allow me to leave the house unshowered and such... no makeup is fine, but no shower is not.
Well here it is, 45 minuets later, and they are still here... so why did they just tell me to jump in the shower and come along? who the fuck knows.
this pissed me off... I am not rich, i could have used a free meal.
I need to move. This shit happens all the time.
I prefer to share dwelling with somone who understands me, and whom I understand... preferably someone I am sleeping with.