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In The End
You Kill Me With every Pump Of your Chest You Twist My Minde Into Something So far From Me Only In my deapest Dreams Can I truely Be The Person I am The Sweet Soft Tender Person that Lays Deep Inside Of me But When I awaken from my Sweet Sweet dreams You turn me into a cold hearted Bitch you Say I broke you but in the End Who broke Who thats right you broke me You Made my world Dark And Gray And The tears Of blood has never stoped falling From my Torn And Taddered Heart You twisted and Kill my words My Love yous into I hate yous.. and from now on you can't lie to your friends About what I turely feel For you But even After All that you still Kill me Even In the End you Kill Oh Never Minde I was All ways Dead to you Wasent I By Grace Aka Me

Dictionary For Decoding Women's Personal Ads:
Here It Goes! * 40-ish.....................49 * Adventurous................Slept with everyone * Athletic...................No breasts * Average looking............Moooo * Beautiful..................Pathological liar * Emotionally Secure.........On medication * Feminist...................Fat * Free Spirit................Junkie * Friendship first...........Former Slut * New-Age....................Body hair in the wrong places * Old-fashioned..............No B.J.'s * Open-minded................Desperate * Outgoing...................Loud and embarrassing * Professional............. ..Bitch * Voluptuous.................Very fat * Large frame................Hugely fat

Dictionary For Decoding Women's English:
Here It Goes * Yes........................No * No.........................Yes * Maybe......................No * We need....................I want * I am sorry.................You'll be sorry * We need to talk............You're in trouble * Sure, go ahead.............You better not * Do what you want...........You will pay for this later * I am not upset.............Of course, I am upset, you moron! * You're attentive tonight...Is sex all you ever think about?

Still Finding
still finding i can't get my mind off of you. still finding you're all i can think about. still finding myself wondering if you're going to call. still finding i'm so in love with you. still finding myself wanting to be with you.

Things I Can't Understand Or A Rant.
Things I don't understand Time n time again I've heard these words You kind n sweet Sexy, hot, etc. Keep up the good work. I love the new poem, I like it; it touched my heart, Yet I don't see it, I know that I have a skill, But I don't have the talent that ya'll speak of, I know I'm not that bad of a looking guy, But I don't see the sexy or kind person that ya'll see, Maybe I'm blinded or just unable to open thy eyes, I don't know maybe its the lack of some one that cares to help me see, I don't under stand it n I just cant understand why I hear these lies, I'm lost n confused I'm the lost n wondering poet Z, Any more I'm complety out of my mind, I'm not here nor am I there, I am somewhere but never any where, I find my self wanting some body I may never meet in person, Wanting to hold them n just kiss them once, Yet they live miles n miles away, She has a little one that she has to worry about more than me, Even though I want her with me 24 7 I have a fe

Lol
Robert Willis: Do I appear womanly to you? ((..Ashley..)): LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOO ((..Ashley..)): hahahahahahahahahha ((..Ashley..)): NO Robert Willis: I donlt think my man boobs are that big either. ((..Ashley..)): hahahahahaa! ((..Ashley..)): oh dear Robert Willis: Why does this always happen to me! ((..Ashley..)): whattt??? ((..Ashley..)): nothing happened ((..Ashley..)): lol Robert Willis: *Insert emotional breakdown here* ((..Ashley..)): what the heck? ((..Ashley..)): =/ Robert Willis: lol ok i'm over it ((..Ashley..)): LMAO THAT WAS WEIRD LMAO..I Love Robert!

All Guys Are The Same..not!!!
I dont bitch or rant much but I keep seeing the same thing all guys are the same well BULL! I am myself Im not like anybody else I'm not sex obsessed or looking for topless pics or even a one night stand. Been there done that, over it. If You ladies think we are all the same you might need to take a look at the guys You choose to date or go out with, me most of you wouldnt even look twice at, but Im not like that,i dont care. I do care about my family and friends and would do anything for them. I aam obsessed about designing things art and such people will use that is it. I had to rant sorry If I offended you Im sorry. It has just been bugging me more and more as I see it more and more. Bye

Soft ,emotional Intimacy
Soft morning light, that infuses warmly into the waking soul. The incandescence of the midday sun, that sears like your passion, raging through every pulsating vein and sinew. Serenity like the tired day, when she rests her weary head, shuts her eyes allowing peace to reign. in caped dreams. Darkness luminescent with the soft white aura, emanating from the perpetual majestic brilliant orb. Celestial bodies scintillating upon the dark backdrop, and whispered nuances of sensual phrases, captured on the wisps of a gentle breeze. Emotions swell, tremendous love surges, ecstasy flows like a profluent stream. Desires stirring within like butterflies set free. evoking with tenderness, the amorism of loving warmth and emotional intimacy.

As Another Bottle Opens.
as another bottle opens. Another bottle open, As I look through the bottom, Nothing changes it all looks the same, Now I'm sitting in the window watching the rain, Hours go by as the rain slows and hasten's, Calm and relaxing, Thoughts never clouding my mind, Just calm and relax, As another bottle opens,

Just Asking....if Should We?
Should we stay home tonight, Enjoy each others euphony, talk the night into early dawn, say so much; without saying a thing. Snuggle up by the fireside, and embrace in each others arms, wrapped in fleecy comfort, loosely 'round our naked forms. Feel the warmth and revell in our amatory company. As the warmth of fire envelops us, gently desires begin to flow; soon our bodies feel the passion. from depths of nowhere fashioned, silently fire begins to feed, tingling in our hearts, our minds, touches our every need, We resist temptation to rush, control the desperate want. We trace our forms, and every inch, the fury we disperse 'til electric urges through us pulse our bodies, resist no more.

Love Now And Forever
LOVE NOW AND FOREVER Love is a gift... a most precious find that takes over a heart before it enters the mind. Love is a feeling... very hard to explain that moves as a pounding wave much too powerful to restrain. Love is an emotion often sought, and sometimes found that works its way deep down inside leaving embracing people spellbound. Love is an attraction... bursting into brilliant flame. that shows in its bright afterglow neither any credit nor any blame. Love is a reaction... passion filled with strong desire that draws a couple much closer filling both with its hot, burning fire. Love is a blessing... a presence in the soul that draws people together making two complete as one whole. Love is full trust... a reliance on care that soars to newly reached heights within hearts most honest and fair. Love is a promise... of the times tried but still true Love may suddenly be found whe

Say What You Wll!!!!!!!!!
AS YOU CAN TELL BY MY PROFILE AND PICS,I LOVE DOGS,ESPECIALLY PITBULLS.NOW, IF YOU DONT OWN ONE,DONT TALK SH*T.IF YOU WANT TO BAN A BREED OF DOG FOR THIER NASTY DISPOSITION,BAN CHIAUAUS!!!!!!!!!!11

Missing Children....
I JUST POSTED A BLOG FOR THE CHILDREN AND I THOUGHT TO MYSELF HOW BLESSED I WAS THAT MY LITTLE GIRL WAS DEAD BECAUSE SHE DIED OF AN ILLNESS AND IT WAS FAST AND SHE DIED WITH US KNOWING WHERE SHE WAS....MY GOD IN HEAVEN I CANNOT EVEN BEGIN TO THINK ABOUT THE PAIN THE MOTHERS FEEL FOR THEIR BABIES WHEN THEY ARE ABDUCTED AND KILLED LET ALONE WHATEVER GOD AWFUL THINGS THESE ANIMALS DO TO THEM...PLEASE IF YOU HAVE KIDS TALK TO THEM UNTIL THEY BLUE IN THE FACE SO TO SPEAK...THEY MAY BE MAD BECAUSE YOU HARP BUT YOU KNOW WHAT??? THEY WILL LOVE ANd THANK YOU FOR IT WHEN THEY GROWN LIKE MY BOY DOES....GOD BLESS YOU ALL THE CHILDREN OF THE WORLD....I WISH I COULD TAKE YOU ALL AND KEEP YOU FROM HARM....IF ANYONE HAS A PROBLEM READING THIS YOU SHOULD...IF IT MAKE YOU SICK IT SHOULD....AND IF YOU ARE A SICK FREAK AND HURTING CHILDREN.......I HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL....AND IF YOU READ THIS AND YOU ARE A CHILD OR KNOW SOMEONE WHO HURTS CHILDREN REPORT THEM AND MAKE THEM PAY FOR THEY CRIMES.....OMG I WAN

Im Dieing
"First I was dying to finish high school and start college. Then I was dying to finish college and start working. Then I was dying to marry and have children. Then I was dying for my children to grow old enough for school so I could return to work. Then I was dying to retire. And now, I AM dying... and suddenly I realize I forgot to live." -- Unknown

New Cherry
Hey there. I'm new the the Cherry world, but I have to say, 'Fresh Meat' just sounds really bad lol. So I'm trying my damndest to get points fast so I'm not 'Fresh Meat' anymore. To those who read this, I hope the weekend goes well. I have to work, so that sucks, but that's life. And I'm tired of snow! Grrr! I've slowly started to 'improve' my profile, so bare with me if it's not very good right now. More pics to come and such. Hmmm...Guess that's all for now.

Two Sides, One Man
I've written some, I've seen a few. But what is a distance when its seen by two? The last time I wrote, like this before she never knew it was ment for her, but that was before. She knows now, maybe its too late, maybe not, for my name is not fate. He would hold her if he could, just once to see her face, few women have really crossed his way. My buddy Jay, whos of the brother hood,shared with me. He never knows what to say, he dreams about things, but when it comes down to reality, his alter ego is not the same man that is known to me.

Nope Not Moving (yet)
Well im not moving yet we didnt get that one place I was hoping for in the College Park area. I'm just gonna keep my eyes peeled on the HUD homes listings i have and wait for something around this area to become available.....

Home Alone
Obviously she can’t play out her fantasy alone, so she does the next best thing she imagines that he is here watching her. She lights scented candles and places them around the bathroom as she fills the tub with steamy water and her favorite bubble bath. Then she slowly removes her clothing as though she is doing a striptease for him and him alone. Letting her clothes fall where they may in a heap on the floor as she playfully tosses them aside. She climbs into the tub and into a sitting position as she reaches for the sponge, her breasts floating just above the steaming water and bubbles. She slowly soaps her body with the scented bubbles and the sponge. Then watching as the bubbles disappeared to reveal creamy white skin tinged with pink from the heat of the water. Her sensitive nipples are erect and aching with the need to be touched, she slides down further placing her feet on the rim of the tub as she would if she were shaving her legs. Now only her breasts and the calves o

Fuckity Fuck Fuck
I hate money. I hate stupid consumerist America. WHY when the bursar's own fucking bill shows I have financial aid pending, would they send my tuition bill to collection? What fucking sense does that make? God damn greedy fucking bastards. And my bus broke down, so we sat in a parking lot for 45 minutes, most of the time freezing our asses off because the bus driver kept the door open so he could have a smoke or four. But mostly I'm mad at he bursar.

Fate
Tempted though he should've died, at more then one time, despite trying he still survived. He danced with the devil later on, but his unknown gift would later be his first born. He dug through alot, and he aims to prevail,almost 10 years since it began .When he found out of his destiny,what he started was no longer a mystery, but it made sense, he challenged it, challenged destiny. He saw some natural blues, and some greens aswell but it unfolded him. At one point he didn't want to be, but its over now, he knows and after years his power has become as Shakespear called it "To be." It could work, or take him only so far, he doesn't know where it is next, but its that much more far.

Family
Well, the doctors can't operate on our grandpop's leg,and he is taking blood thinners and pain medication. One day he is doing bad,and the next he is fine,and the doctors say he can have hours or days to live.We don't know if hes going to be discharged soon,or if our grandmom is going to have home nurses.I just hope when he does die,he goes peacefully,because thats how my grandmom Malkoski went,and I love them very much!

The Dripping Moment
Still these hearts that feel the urge, Take them up to astral realms, Meeting on a mutual level, Comfort and soothe the search. Entertain the thoughts, of crescendos building, Fires awakening, Revitalizing sensualism. Carnal pleasures bulging out Your laden freight Occupies this vacant space Filling it to capacity Perpetual pleasure when we reach out, Sprawl, and thrust our forms Replenishing the metered rhythm. Enjoying the ecstasy of the flesh, Giving and taking in mutual bliss, Motions entwined into unison, Devouring the orgasmic moment. The appetent moment, Desirous with wanton need, To fill ourselves with greedy lust. Appetites now stilled; satiated. To nestle within our warm embrace Spoon our forms and feel contentment Our heartbeats against our naked souls A joyous sensation felt within.

Tears
I sit in the dark. Hiding my tears as they fall. I do not want to be here but there with you. In your arms is where I need to be. No one sees my pain. I hide me tears so my kids do not see. No one knows the hurt I feel here in my dark world. If it wasn't for you my dear I would have given up. Tears wont stop as i think of you. I want to be in your arms and feel your love for me. I need you in my life.

What's Your Gift
You scored as You have the Gift of Wisdom. You have had the gift of Wisdom bestoyed upon you. You know how things work, and usually don't know where your knowledge comes from. The same applies to other things that you "just know". People come to you for advice because you are almost always right. Have patience with yourself and don't over do everything.You have the Gift of Wisdom81%You have the Gift of Perception/Aura Vision75%You have the Gift of Empathy69%You sadly do not recognize your gift yet56%You have the Gift of a Seer44%You have the Gift of Discernment38%What is your gift?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Free Tickets To See Alcoholica (metallica Tribute)0n 2-15-07
Free tickets to see Alcoholica (Metallica tribute)0n 2-15-07 at Peabodys in Cleveland. I have some free tickets to see Alcoholica, Level-C, and Gabba Gabba Sabba(Ramones meets Black Sabbath). Email me here or at edbrodie1976@yahoo.com if interested.

Poem
City of Dreams There was a man of many great talents A poet, an artist, an intellectual He had read many books And was certain of his superiority over others He wrote many great pieces of verse And fabulous paintings That inspired all of his peers There was a great output of inspirational poetry And paintings of vivid colours and meanings The city was alive with excitement and activity This great man of learning observed all around him And became somewhat disenchanted He posted a letter in the local newspaper Accusing his contemporaries of copying his style And of stealing his ideas Many letters were posted in the newspaper in response "We admired your work and felt the power of creativity" "Why do you criticise us for trying to improve ourselves?" The debate continued in the newspaper But it became more and more vindictive And helped to undermine the peace of the city Everybody became disenchanted and they started to leave the city A brief

Footprints...a New Version
This new version of the "footprints" story really caught me off guard at the end...What a blessing JUST READ IT! FOOTPRINTS...A New Version Imagine you and the Lord Jesus are walking down the road together. For much of the way, the Lord's footprints go along steadily, consistently, rarely varying the pace. But your footprints are a disorganized stream of zigzags, starts, stops, turnarounds, circles, departures, and returns. For much of the way, it seems to go like this, but gradually your footprints come more in line with the Lord's, soon paralleling His consistently. You and Jesus are walking as true friends! This seems perfect, but then an interesting thing happens: Your footprints that once etched the sand next to Jesus' are now walking precisely in His steps. Inside His larger footprints are your smaller ones, you and Jesus are becoming one.

Man-whores Should Die =^-^=
Weird; Guys act like the like you but really they are man whores & have the most disgusting people after them. Its kinda funny. Some guys just dont make me feel special anymore. They RARELY make me feel anything. So stuck up.I miss last year when everything was great. Fuck. Never again. This is why im better off alone. My friend owes me a lullaby. :] I swear hes amazing @ guitar. I need him for my band LOL. Ohh yea. :]]

Baca Testimonial
This was just emailed to me from the mother of one of our (BACA) children. THIS IS WHAT IT IS ALL ABOUT!!!!!!!!!! ................... ................... Dear new found friends, I would like to share with you our story and I how we came to become involved with BACA. About a year and half ago when my daughter was 7 years old. She was touched by her father in an inappropriate fashion. This is a something no child should ever have to experience but it seems even worse when it is by someone you love more than anything in the world. My daughter loved her dad in that way. She was very brave. She came to me the following morning after the incident. I felt my world slip away from under me but I could not show that to my daughter I had to listen to her and assure her that she was very brave and did the right thing in coming to tell me and I also assured her that none of this was her fault. I told her how proud I was of her and that she did the right thing in telling me. I confronte

They
They fought, she screamed. They hated him, and wanted to be, but he played a small role in that family. When one split, they broke, things went wrong and the other would choke. Scared of how things would change, where they would be, would they stay the same? Time showed them change, and soon they all did.They changed for good, but sometimes they felt regret. One became a man, and one went to school, one gained brothers, a mentor and a philosophical view. One worked hard to get where he is, and one is defended by the brother who is the youngest kid. One still wonders about how it'll turn out, one knows it'll work out. One felt heartbreak, and one was never cautious on the chances he decided to make.

Night
Juices flowing Running wild Forbidden fruit Evil smile Longing stare Touch of fate Heavy breathing Open Gate Pulsing Throbbing Swaying hips Bite so softly Quivering lips Teasing slowly In despair Pull you in Gasp for air Rhythmic motion Heaving breasts Whisper to you Need for sex Pressure mounting Secrets told Screams of passion Lose control

The Who's Who Of 52
Adam Strange - Adam Strange is an archeologist and science-adventurer whose knack for getting into trouble is matched only by his ability to get out of it. A man of two worlds, he was born on Earth but made a life on the planet Rann after falling onto the path of a Zeta Beam-a teleportation ray designed by Rann's leading scientist, Sardath. Strange became Rann's greatest hero, utilizing all kinds of high-tech weaponry to battle interstellar threats. He fell in love with Sardath's daughter Alanna, but they couldn't be together for long; the Zeta radiation wore off after several hours, returning Strange to Earth until he could track down the next Beam. Once advances in Zeta technology enabled Strange to relocate permanently, he and Alanna had a daughter, Aleea. Animal Man - Buddy Baker is an everyday kinda family guy who happens to have "animal powers..." and the weirdest adventures of any superhero anywhere. A victim of a bizarre camping accident-a spaceship blew up in his face-Buddy

Although
ALTHOUGH thy hand and faith, and good works too, Have sealed thy love which nothing should undo, Yea, though thou fall back, that apostasy Confirm thy love, yet much, much I fear thee. Women are like the arts, forced unto none, Open to all searchers, unprized, if unknown. If I have caught a bird, and let him fly, Another fowler using these means, as I, May catch the same bird ; and, as these things be, Women are made for men, not him nor me. Foxes, and goats—all beasts—change when they please. Shall women, more hot, wily, wild than these, Be bound to one man, and did nature then Idly make them apter to endure than men? They're our clogs, not their own ; if a man be Chain'd to a galley, yet the galley's free. Who hath a plough-land, casts all his seed corn there, And yet allows his ground more corn should bear ; Though Danuby into the sea must flow, The sea receives the Rhine, Volga, and Po. By nature, which gave it, this liberty Thou lovest, but O ! canst thou love

Paybacks A Bitch
PAYBACKS A BITCH PAYBACKS A BITCH YOU DIRTY WITCH SOMEDAY YOU WILL PAY FOR ALL THAT YOU SAY TIRED OF BEING FUCKED WITH TIME TO FUCK BACK WATCH OVER YOUR SHOULDER I RECCOMEND THAT ALCOHOL AND DRUGS YOUR LIFE NOT MINE I ASSURE YOU BITCH MY LIFES QUITE FINE FILTH AND DIGUST IS ALL THAT YOUR WORTH WATCH OUT BITCH YOU WILL GET WHAT U DESERVE THIS IS MY PROMISE I WILL ASSURE YOU WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT IT YOU'LL GET WHAT COMES TO YOU

Sorry!
PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR NOT BEING THERE FOR YOU WHEN I SEE YOU THIS WAY I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO I WISH I KNEW HOW TO HELP YOU AND TAKE ALL YOUR PAIN AWAY PLEASE DON'T RUN AWAY FROM ME I'M BEGGING YOU TO STAY YOU'VE BEEN MY VERY BEST FRIEND FOR WHAT SEEMS LIKE A MILLION YEARS SHARING SO MUCH LAUGHTER AND CRYING WAY TOO MANY TEARS I KNOW I CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON YOU EVERYTIME I FALL APART TO HOLD ME CLOSE AND COMFORT ME AND MEND MY DAMAGED HEART I HAVE A HARD TIME DEALING WITH EMOTION I KNOW THAT THIS IS TRUE PLEASE FORGIVE ME BABY FOR NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO ALTHOUGH WORTHLESS WHEN YOU NEED ME I HOPE YOU STILL CAN SEE HOW MUCH I LOVE AND NEED YOU BECAUSE YOU MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME

Sorta A Finisher For The Posting From The 24th
Okay I know certain ppl r gonna be pissed if i say to much but lets just say i had alot of fun the other night yeah i had two girls fully dressed on my bed during the day but o the night b4 (use ur imagination u wouldn't be far off)

What I Have Learned
Well, there is alot that i have gone through with in this last year and these are some of the things i have learned. 1. If you don't love your self, you can't truley love anyone else. 2. Sacrafice of the heart is painful, but sometimes necessary. 3. THe road to self discovery is a hard one. 4. NO ONE is worth losing your self. 5.LOVE..Is not just a four letter word, there is a meaning behind it. 6. Take one day at a time 7.The only limits you have are the ones you make for your self........ Become limitless, and belive in your self.....and see where you can get...Life is truley amazing!

Exchange
LOVE, any devil else but you Would for a given soul give something too. At court your fellows every day Give th' art of rhyming, huntsmanship, or play, For them which were their own before ; Only I have nothing, which gave more, But am, alas ! by being lowly, lower. I ask no dispensation now, To falsify a tear, or sigh, or vow ; I do not sue from thee to draw A non obstante on nature's law ; These are prerogatives, they inhere In thee and thine ; none should forswear Except that he Love's minion were. Give me thy weakness, make me blind, Both ways, as thou and thine, in eyes and mind ; Love, let me never know that this Is love, or, that love childish is ; Let me not know that others know That she knows my paines, lest that so A tender shame make me mine own new woe. If thou give nothing, yet thou 'rt just, Because I would not thy first motions trust ; Small towns which stand stiff, till great shot Enforce them, by war's law condition not ;

To My Angel
ever get that feeling like you're in the presence of someone or something that's great...that feeling like you just walked into a cathedral, and you're looking up at the ceiling, watching doves and pigeons flutter around in the eaves? i get that feeling every time i'm near her. it's that awed and amazed hush...like this is something precious that you see only once in every 600 lifetimes and this is your first chance to see it. i have to drink in everything...every word, every sight, every sound, every shifting mood, every touch...kiss...breath...sigh...EVERYTHING. because it's like...this is it. the only time i'll ever get to see...experience...this. how do you know so quick that this is the one person you can't live without? that this is the person you can't quit? how do you come to the point so rapidly that you suddenly realize that if she suddenly decided she didn't want you in her life...that would mean your death? not necessarily your literal death, but still... she me

Sick And Tired Of Being Called Names And Being Told What To Do
ya know what...this is an open fuckin community...if I want to check on someone who used to mean something to me...that's my bloody right...not for somebody who didn't give a shit about anyone else's feelings to call me a bitch...I honestly don't give a flying fuck as to your opinion of me...and honestly someone with as much of a fucked up past as this person has no right to throw stones...I don't throw them at you...refrain from throwing them at me...and if you dislike me looking at your pages so much...fuckin block me!! and grow the fuck up while you're at it

Confusion
IF ONLY LIFE WAS SIMPLE SORROW, TEARS AND PAIN TELL ME WHY PLEASE EXPLAIN LOVE IS SO PAINFUL KEEPS ME CONFUSED AT TIMES FEELING CHEAP AT TIMES FEELING USED IF ONLY I HAD THE ANSWERS NOT A SIMPLE ONE ITS TRUE PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD DO

Controlling Noise Ratio
Lots of words Are spoken Not a thing Is said You think I am enamored I can see me Sleeping In my head I hear what I need to Then read Between the lines Blah Blah Blah We need a Night out Mmmp mmmp Are you listening? Of course baby! Then more Then it’s Off to sleep Again

Smiles
Lust Lust is what I speak tonight, Lust is what I see tonight, Lust is what I feel tonight, And I Lust You. Show me your Body inside out… no clothes on, no holds barred… bit by bit, part by part, give me your smells, and your sweat… give me what all you have every naked bit of yours, I want to see All of yours. feel my hands feel my legs feel my torso my body begs… Come on me and make me wet juices flowing… feel the heat… together, we’ll make ‘us’ meet. If Lust be sin, So be it… For I am a Woman, And you a Man. How can I love you and not lust you? For Me, Love and Lust, go hand in hand… for I am a Woman and you are my Man. Aparna Chatterjee

What Do Hot Ladies Call This?
up, to rest The violet's reclining head, Sat we two, one another's best. Our hands were firmly cemented By a fast balm, which thence did spring ; Our eye-beams twisted, and did thread Our eyes upon one double string. So to engraft our hands, as yet Was all the means to make us one ; And pictures in our eyes to get Was all our propagation. As, 'twixt two equal armies, Fate Suspends uncertain victory, Our souls—which to advance their state, Were gone out—hung 'twixt her and me. And whilst our souls negotiate there, We like sepulchral statues lay ; All day, the same our postures were, And we said nothing, all the day. If any, so by love refined, That he soul's language understood, And by good love were grown all mind, Within convenient distance stood, He—though he knew not which soul spake, Because both meant, both spake the same— Might thence a new concoction take, And part

George W. Bush The Worst President Ever
SPIEGEL poll: Is George W. Bush the worst president [sic] ever of the US? Yes, 9299 82.67%; No, 881 7.83%; Do not know, 1068 9.50%; Total votes: 11248 [Poll snapshot: 25.01.2007, 09.16 Uhr] http://www1.spiegel.de/active/vote/fcgi/vote.fcgi?voteid=4140

Libra
Libra (Sept. 23 - Oct. 23)-- Let the games begin! Libra will try anything once. Twice to make sure they liked it. Three times to be absolutely sure. Do not touch a Libra's head during oral sex...that may work with an Aries, but not here. Libras LOVE giving oral - They LOVE getting it , too. But don't feel like they get enough...too bad, because they sure as hell are getting enough of everything else. They will buy toys to make YOU use it on THEM. Libras are mental creatures that believe in living and fulfilling fantasies that they haven't done in real life...which is rare because they have done almost EVERYTHING. They have no problem sploshing. To them, sitting in a pie COULD be fun. Porn? Bring it on! Sex, video AND food? ALRIGHT! They are heavily exhibitionistic by accident. They are accident prone, they lose bras, underware, condoms....they also accidentally end up in bed with people. Amazing how THAT works! They like to cross dress. Both sexes do this quite well, actually. Male Lib

What Does Ur Middle Name Mean?
J: People Adore You A: You like to drink N: You Like to drink E. You are easy to fall in love with! A : You like to drink B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D : You like to drink. E: You are easy to fall in love with. F : You are dead sexy. G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have very good personality and good looks. I : You Are Great in bed. J : People Adore yOU K : You're wild and crazy. L: Everyone loves you. M : Best kisser ever. N: You like to drink. O: You get along with everyone. P : You are popular with all types of people. Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Easy to fall in love with. S : Fuckin crazy. T : You're loyal to those you love. U : You really like to chill. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people tell you what to do. Y: Best bf/gf anyone could ask for. Z : Always

Random Questions (please Answer)
1.Who are you? 2.How old are you? 3.Are we friends? 4.Are we lovers? 5.When and how did we meet? 6.Do you have a crush on me? 7.Would you kiss me? 8.Do you play sports? If so kind? 9.Give me a UNIQUE nickname and explain why you picked it. 10.What your fav. color? 11.What was your first impression? 12.Do you still think that way about me now?13.What reminds you of me? 14.Do you drink? 15.Do you smoke? 16.What stereotype am i most like? 17.Would you go ski diving w/ me? 18.If you could give me anything what would it be? 19.How well do you know me? 20.When's the last time you saw me? 21.Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 22.Do you sing in underwear or naked? 23. Are you a virgin? If not where's the kraziest place you've had sex? 24. What's your biggest turn off? 25 What's you biggest turn on? 26.Are you random like these questions? 27.Are you going to post this in your blog and see what I say about you?

Fever
I Cant assume,what will be your reaction or point of view about this ,but i felt wanting to say it at this moment... O ! DO not die, for I shall hate All women so, when thou art gone, That thee I shall not celebrate, When I remember thou wast one. But yet thou canst not die, I know ; To leave this world behind, is death ; But when thou from this world wilt go, The whole world vapours with thy breath. Or if, when thou, the world's soul, go'st, It stay, 'tis but thy carcase then ; The fairest woman, but thy ghost, But corrupt worms, the worthiest men. O wrangling schools, that search what fire Shall burn this world, had none the wit Unto this knowledge to aspire, That this her feaver might be it? And yet she cannot waste by this, Nor long bear this torturing wrong, For more corruption needful is, To fuel such a fever long. These burning fits but meteors be, Whose matter in thee is soon spent ; Thy beauty, and a

What Happend In The Year I Was Born
In 1968 (the year you were born) Lyndon B. Johnson is president of the US North Koreans seize USS Pueblo and 83 man crew in the Sea of Japan Communist troops attack Saigon and 30 province capitals in the "Tet Offensive" Martin Luther King is assassinated in Memphis, TN Senator Robert F. Kennedy is shot in California after celebrating presidential primary victories American troops destroy a town in South Vietnam in the "My Lai Massacre" Peggy Fleming wins Olympics figure skating gold medal The United States Congress repeals the requirement for a gold reserve to back US currency Student protesters at Columbia University in New York City take over administration buildings and shut down the university LL Cool J, Lisa Marie Presley, Jeri Ryan, Lucy Lawless, Celine Dion, Traci Lords, Tony Hawk, Kylie Minogue, and Sammy Sosa are born Detroit Tigers win the World Series Green Bay Packers win Superbowl II Montreal Canadians win the Stanley Cup 2001: A Spa

What Happen The Year U Were Born?
In 1975 (the year you were born) Gerald Ford is president of the US Evacuation of US civilians from Saigon as Communist forces complete takeover of South Vietnam FBI agents capture Patty Hearst, who is indicted and convicted of bank robbery Teamster Jimmy Hoffa disappears without a trace Marines rescue the crew of the American ship the Mayaguez near Vietnam First Lady Betty Ford says in an interview that she thinks her children have tried marijuana Natalie Imbruglia, Drew Barrymore, David Beckham, Enrique Iglesias, Angelina Jolie, and Tiger Woods are born Cincinnati Reds win the World Series Pittsburgh Steelers win Superbowl IX Philadelphia Flyers win the Stanley Cup Production begins on Star Wars Jaws and The Rocky Horror Picture Show are the top grossing films Soul Train premieres on television in the United States "The Way We Were" (performed by Barbara Streisand) wins the Grammy for best song Saturday Night Live and Wheel of Fortune premie

I'm A Scorpio... What Are You???
Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. .:VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. .:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. .:LIBRA:. The lame lover Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the ki

Sergeant In Trouble For Playboy Photos
http://www.military.com/NewsContent/0,13319,122086,00.html?ESRC=dod-b.nl Sergeant in Trouble for Playboy Photos SAN ANTONIO - An Air Force staff sergeant who posed nude for Playboy magazine has been relieved of her duties while the military investigates, officials said Thursday. In February's issue, hitting newsstands this week, Michelle Manhart is photographed in uniform yelling and holding weapons under the headline "Tough Love." The following pages show her partially clothed, wearing her dog tags while working out, as well as completely nude. "This staff sergeant's alleged action does not meet the high standards we expect of our Airmen, nor does it comply with the Air Force's core values of integrity, service before self, and excellence in all we do," Oscar Balladares, spokesman for Lackland Air Force Base, said in a statement. Manhart told Playboy that she considers herself as standing up for her rights. "Of what I did, nothing is wrong, so I didn't anti

Tasting You
Your hands reach out and touch me With a delicacy as soft as silk You so gently caress my body As I savour the moment Of your sensual fragrant bouquet Your honeyed kiss lingers, Dripping sweet nectar As I taste you sweetness upon my lips, And with every breath I take, You infuse my being, With a heady sense of passion And I become more intoxicated With the redolence of sensual desire Drinking this moment with exuberance With you laying beside me In Silence, But only for our heartbeats… Allowing the fervour to linger eternally!

Sailor-playmate Wants Posing Policy
http://www.military.com/NewsContent/0,13319,123390,00.html Sailor-Playmate Wants Posing Policy Military.com | January 25, 2007 In an exclusive interview with Military.com, former Navy Petty Officer and Playboy playmate Sherry Lynne White recommends that the military develop a policy that specifically provides nude modeling guidelines to servicemembers. “The military needs to make guidelines that say ‘if you want to do this you can’t wear the uniform and you can’t use our name,’” White says. “Right now there’s nothing in black and white. It’s up for interpretation. There’s no set punishment. That’s why no one knows what’s going to happen to {Air Force Staff Sergeant Michelle Manhart} or what was going to happen to anyone before her.” While White is sympathetic to Air Force Staff Sergeant Michelle Manhart’s situation, she makes a distinction between the two of them: “She used the Air Force to start the launch,” she says. “She used her uniform – or pieces of it

Sky
I desire upon a falling star so near it falls and yet so far I long to see this one to fall so to give, my heart my all. I've been waiting patiently, is there no passionate electricity? I gaze up into the skies and see one bright star illuminating me. Looking up it's burning bright does it watch me every night? moon and stars all breeze by give me wings I want to fly. Kiss its eyes, then the lips taste sweet nectar with tiny sips fulfil desires and inner glow let your tender love seep... and flow. .............then the lips

Unanswerable Questions
* Why does round pizza come in a square box? * Why are you "in" a movie but you're "on" TV? * Why do fat chance and slim chance mean the same thing? * How does the guy who drives the snowplow get to work in the mornings? * If 7-11 is open 24 hours a day, 365 days a year, why are there locks on the doors? * Why do we drive on parkways and park on driveways? * Why is it that when you transport something by car, it's called a shipment, but when you transport something by ship, it's called cargo? * Why does an alarm clock "go off" when it begins ringing? * Isn't it a bit unnerving that doctors call what they do "practice"? * If Barbie is so popular, why do you have to buy her friends? * Why do you wear a pair of panties and only one bra? * Why is it called a "near miss" when you don't hit something? * Why is abbreviated such a long word? * If a man is standing in the middle of the forest speaking and there is no woman around to hear him, is he still w

Hot
Soaking Wet in a Pool of Regret would you love me spread across your bed with nothing on, but a bow on my head (and emptiness in my heart) all of me is yours for the taking heart pacing, limbs are shaking breathe me in soak in the sin each loud and muffled moan, another regret each drip of sweat, a memory you can't forget (buried inside your heart) all of me is yours forsaking sheets stained, face mistaking against my skin deep within misplaced, pleading the walls of your inner beauty are bleeding mistaken, forsaken your innocence taken

Lonley
Lonesome Fingers itching Burning with eagerness They find my virgin cunt And I roll onto my back Stretched out under the covers My hands stroking and probing I spread my legs And let my fingers glide inside Wet and slippery My thighs open wider Shoving my fingers in deeper I find my clit with the other hand And pull my fingers out To rub my hard nipples My tiny B-cup breasts feel soft Between moist fingers And my clit is being caressed And rubbed raw A dance of caresses I close my eyes And pleasure myself Until the loneliness fades away

As I Lay In The Expanse Of This Bed
"Desire is the very essence of man." "An object in possession seldom retains the same charm that it had in pursuit" "We have been raised to fear the yes within ourselves, our deepest cravings" ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ Telling me to stop believing is like telling me to stop breathing As I lay in the expanse of this bed I feel your presence… You are here, Your lingering scent and closeness Arouse passionate desire Your soft gentle breath Whispers across my lips Your tantalising tender touch With precision of a skilled surgeon and delicacy of fluttering gossamer wings brushes my skin teasing like a cool breeze I roll into the warmth Of your awaiting embrace concerns of the day Fade into oblivion As Eros and Aphrodite Whisper in dulcet tones Words of love Igniting souls of passion Evoking emotions Like liquid crystal into moulds Blending, flowing Unifying into hues of ruby red And amber shades Hands gliding contours

Stranded In South Carolina
Well, Feronia and Hermes, have turned their heads on me. It looks like I will be Stuck in SC for the weekend. I am not complaining, I am sure that this is better than home right now, were it is cold and snowing. The problem is I am in a Rural area of SC. I have yet to find a bar to have a drink in. I dont really want to drive to Florence to find a bar. My only hope is that the weather will be nice down here so I can at least explore the area. Get intoxicated on nature so to speak. Oh I fogot to put humor here. We all know who Ghandi was. A Mystic He walked every where so his feet usually had a lot of Callouses. Since he ate very specific things he was also very skinny. Finally he believed that Onions were very healthy and ate them all the time. From this information I draw the conclusion Ghandi was a Supercallousedfragilmysticwithextrahallitosis Trust me it is funnier when you hear it

Raven
Raven Decree of change by Jan 15, 2007 Raven,Raven soaring high A messanger of the ebony sky The listener,thinker,silence bound. The pathfinder,seeker,sender of sound . . Raven melts into the enviroment with freedom of flight, with penetrating eyes and magical sight. Raven received his decree of change, at a time when the Sky World was absent of Grandmother Moon and Stars. A voice was heard deep within... . . Raven, Raven who sees in the night, Sences the trialsof hunger and blight. Raven warns of incomeingchanges, And what to do for change that ages. Directing change a focused door, Reveals the Truth for evermore . . Since that time the Raven has been a Messanger of Change. The black, incandescent feathers are "Seaking the Light of Truth". Raven the benefactor exemplifies patience. . . Patience lives in Raven's heart, Where it grows shall not depart. Love, truth and Peace from the Sacred Band

Song Lyrics- If You're Going Through Hell
This song holds alt of meaning for me with all my family and I have gone through the last few years, we have not given up hope that tomorrow will be better and the Devil can not keep us down. Artist Name- Rodney Atkins Song lyrics- If You're Going Through Hell (Before The Devil Even Knows) Well you know those times When you feel like there's a sign there on your back Say's I don't mind if ya kick me Seems like everybody has Things go from bad to worse You'd think they can't get worse than that And then they do You still walk the straight and narrow And you don't know where you are Use the needle of your compass To sew up your broken heart Ask directions from a genie In a bottle of Jim Beam And she lies to You That's when you learn the truth If you're going through hell Keep on going, Don't slow down If you're scared, don't show it You might get out Before the devil even knows you're there Well I been deep down in that darkness I been down to my las

Figure It Out...
Why should I welcome your domination?, why should I listen to explanations? Im not pretending to make it simple, Try to be something experimentl, you dont turn me off I will never fail, things I loved before are now for sale..keep your self far away from me I'll forever be your perfect enemy. Perfect enemy no longer waiting, removed illusions, no more complaining forget confusion no more compassion..

A Very Big Thank You.................
I WOULD LIKE TO SEND OUT A VERY BIG THANK YOU THOSE THOSE WHO WENT THROUGH JUST ABOUT ALL (IF NOT ALL) MY PHOTO GALLERY AND RATED EVERYTHING (AND EVEN LEFT A FEW COMMENTS). ALL TOLD, THEY HELPED ME GET TO THE NEXT LEVEL, GIVING ME ABOUT 12,000 POINTS IN RATINGS. I NEVER BEG FOR PEOPLE TO HELP ME OUT BUT IF THE REST OF MY FRIENDS WERE HALF AS NICE AS THE PEOPLE LISTED BELOW, I'D MOVE UP THE CHERRY LADDER IN NO TIME AT ALL. THANK YOU AGAIN GOES OUT TO... Snoogie jujuangel Galeana DragonEyes lilpokerstar Sunshine Storm Freak NY Moola prettylou anjeleyes77

You're Iressistable
In your calming manner, you taught me, how not to lose my temper, how to control my anger, I learnt ! Often this anger would surge within you spoke gently and calmed me, my temper so often was bound to rage, that too, again with your understanding, you eased. I have become a lot more controlled a nicer person to be around, it has been because of you. But one sad fact still remains, and that is, you cannot teach me how to, control my hurt ! I just need for you to realise, it's not the big things in life that hurt, they are but the small ones ! those are the ones that really cut the deepest, that tear out the heart, rip me apart, expose me to so much pain, you may never understand, when you merely shut me out ! The feelings are totally overwhelming, I feel so lost and alone, so rejected and confused, used and abused, and yet, with a snap of your fingers, I am unable to resist you, even though the pain and hurt lay so deep within, I open my arms, an

Friendship
If a kiss was a raindrop... I'd send you showers. If hugs were a second... I'd send you hours. If smiles were water... I'd send you the sea. If friendship was a person... I'd send you me. This poem shows lots of appreciation...so send this to all of your friends and let them know you care. FRIENDS ARE LIKE BALLOONS ONCE YOU LET THEM GO YOU CANT GET THEM BACK SO I'M GOING TO TIE YOU TO MY HEART SO I NEVER LOSE YOU.

Her Majesty,the Sky
Dazzling Day, takes leave, and turns slowly towards the door, she moves with unhurried grace, her illumination dimming, fading .... dipping, until her light is seen no more. Her sister, Night, enters stealthily, pinning her dark majestic cloak, across the silent skies a myriad luminescent lights cast a prismatic glow, through her threadbare cloak, now long weathered by the aeons past. She provides cover, for immense possibilities, not as heartless as her pale sister, Dark, yet she pulses with surges of passion, Moon, her now full and rounded face, shines gently, with ease and grace, Lighting the way in corners dark, where beings fear to go, Her hope and courage, upon the earth bestowed. Let's repose in her mellow light, beneath this skyscape art, relish in her beauty, engulfed in her magical power, Free to love at last !

Bush Did The Nuclear War Crime Hitler Only Dreamed Of
Please Rate This Blog Bush Did The Nuclear War Crime Hitler Only Dreamed Of George Bush Has Committed Hitler’s Dream War Crime Bush as Commander in Chief of the US Army has authorized the dropping of 10 million pounds of dirty radiation bombs all over Iraq and Afghanistan. During World War Two the Nazis had a plan to drop Uranium Radiation Bombs, or dirty bombs, all over London. In fact the Nazis shipped thousands of pounds of uranium metals to Japan so that Japan could spread them over US cities. The Atomic bomb dropped on Hiroshima had less than 20 pounds of Radioactive Uranium. Yet Bush has spread more than 500,000 times as much radioactive dust, 10 million pounds of it, all over Iraq, primarily in the big cities where millions of people live. The Death rate in Iraq is now twice what it was before Bush Lied America into the Bush Iraq War it is no wonder that Bush has killed over 350,000 innocent women and children since 2003. All forms of Uranium are radioact

Do You Think Your Smart??
You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Ok I Am Pissed Now
ok so outta respect for the Canadian military, and their recent push to get more recruits and all, why are they turning me down? just because i am a diabetic, doesnt mean i should not be told that i can't serve my country? man its government bull like that, it really pisses me off.....

Please Help My Mom Out !!!!!
HELLO EVEYONE OUT THERE FRIEND AND FAMILY, MY MOTHER DOVE IS IN THE CHERRY BLAST FOR A DAY CONTEST SHE NEED 10,000 VOTES WITH IN 24 HRS PLEASE COME AND HELP HER OUT. SHE WILL BOMB YOU IF YOU NEED HER FOR A CONTEST AND I KNOW THERE ARE ALOT OF YOU OUT THERE THAT SHE HAS HELP OUT ALOT SO PLEASE COME AND HELP HER OUT. HERE IS THE LINK.

The Sth
Am I too corrosive Am I just too weak Am I too contagious Am I just a freak I wish that I could hold you I wish that I could hate you I wish that I could hold you one more time, Just one more time Am I what you made me Am I what you'll reap Am I all you dreamed of or am I just a creep I still see you in my mind I wish that I could have more time I know that it will be just fine All is well now, no need to cry...

Fuck ^_^
Precious burdon I capture deep inside What would my life be without pain in me? I rely on what you need, devour what you feed, Cause what I try to breed is me in you. There's no one else to blame, this is my favourite pain. And all I want to gain is myself in you Wrath is glowing now through my sunken eyes Pain is growing I'm jaded from your lies I don't know why but it's the best way to die You are the trigger and my deepest desire I'm losing you, but you will always be mine Promise me now that you will enter my mind, ...enter my mind...

I Hate Him I Hate Him Not....
(this is not mine nor is it about anybody i know) i hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair i hate the way you drive my car i hate it when you stare i hate your big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind i hate you so much it makes me sick it even makes me rhyme i hate it I hate the way your always right i hate it when you lie, when you make me laugh even worse when you make me cry i hate it that your not around and the fact that you didnt call But mostly i hate the way i dont hate you Not even close not even a little bit not even at all

You Are Special
1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13.

What Type Of Sex Do I Prefer?
You prefer Romantic sex! You like romantic sex. For you, it's not all too much about being horny - it's more an expression of how you feel about your partner(s). It's an experience that you can share -- that you can experience and enjoy together. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

What Is Your Sexual Iq?
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Well....
Recently, I had some chick who pretty much SHOVED her way into my life. At the time, it was kinda cool.... she was hot, has the asian and samoan look going for her, she had some big ol' titties and she had money and time. Pimp-fuckin' tastic, right?! WRONG!!!! She was totally not cool.... not at all... first, she tried her damn hardest turnin' me into her little bitch... my man and my friends put a stop to that shit real quick.... than.... she tried moving onto my man... damn near succeeded, too. Until I damn near LITERALLY smacked some sense into him. See, she didn't just try to steal my man from me.... she still played the friend, she still told me she had no interest in him whatsoever, and still tried to show that she had no interest.... but then she'd go and visit with him and have conversations with him..... and GRRRRRAAAAAGGGGHHHH!!!! Sorry.... it has taken everything in my power not to beat the EVERLOVING SHIT out of this fuckin' whore!!!!! God DAMN!!! I really want to, though

The Dream Catchers Legend
An ancient Chippewa tradition The dream net has been made For many generations Where spirit dreams have played. Hung above the cradle board, Or in the lodge up high, The dream net catches bad dreams, While good dreams slip on by. Bad dreams become entangled Among the sinew thread. Good dreams slip through the center hole, While you dream upon your bed. This is an ancient legend, Since dreams will never cease, Hang this dream net above your bed, Dream on, and be at peace.

What Mythological Creature Are You?
You scored as Devil. You are a Devil. You live in hell and you serve for saintin. You love war! Because war always comes with torture! You are the cruelest thing on earth and you hate everything sweet! You think angels are horrible! And you won't stop until each one is killed! You do not have bat wings, horns, or tales! You only dress in black and blood red! Well if you scored as a devil You are terrible and mean!Devil100%Dragon88%Werewolve63%Fairy50%Vampire50%Mermaid6%What Mythological Creature are you?(Cool pictures!)created with QuizFarm.com

Update
well Iam feeling a lot better still not 100% but getting there thanks to all who have left me love Im missing the hell outta my net friends but I should be back and raoring soon hope everyone is having a kick ass week love&lashes

What Your Birthday Says About Your Love Life
Your Birthdate: January 18 For you, love is a feeling that lingers for really long time - even after a relationship is totally over. In fact, you still make have strong feelings for the first person you fell in love with. You usually are reluctant to end relationships. And sometimes you're the last to know that things are ending! Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1 You are most compatible with people born on the 9th, 18th, and 27th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

What's Your Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage92%Chains/Handcuffs83%Blind Folds83%Biting67%Blood58%Whips50%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Sexual Nature
You scored as Violent. You are violent. To you there is nothing better than a good spank. You like scratching and biting 'cause that's what people are for.Violent75%Exciting50%Hot50%Wet50%Awkward25%Soft25%Sweet0%Shy0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

This Is Too True! *le Sigh*
Your Birthdate: February 17 You love being in love... so much so that it's very hard for you to be single. Unfortunately, it's difficult for you to stay in love over time. Too many people intrigue you! Only your true love will be able to keep you interested over time. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4 You are most compatible with people born on the 8th, 17th, and 26th of the month.What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Nothin
You scored as Werewolve. You are a werewolve! You never get cold and all your scars and bruises heal when you transform! You don't have to wait till the full moon to change. You can do it any night! You are the only force capable of killing a vampire and you positivly despise them! Werewolves aren't all mean! There are some werewolves that can control themselves! Like Lupin form Harry Potter! You are the twin of a gray or red wolve except for your venomous yellow or red eyes!Werewolve94%Vampire69%Devil63%Dragon56%Fairy50%Mermaid19%What Mythological Creature are you?(Cool pictures!)created with QuizFarm.com

How Would You Get Beaten Up?
You scored as Youd come out squeaky Clean. Youd come out squeaky Clean75%Some Cuts, Sum Bruises but overall okay58%Hospitalized25%Youd get Ur Ass Kicked!17%How would you get beaten up?created with QuizFarm.com

Wow!!!
I met this guy his name is well lets just call him R.....Well its crazy because one day i was talking to my really good friend named Nancy.. I was here on Cherry tap and I saw this guy that lived not to far....Well come to find out it her cuzin.....Well I think he is just soooo sexy....hehe...He is just omg words cant decribe what he looks like or how he made me feel when i saw his picture...i know its wierd....Well she wanted me to stop over after i got off work and what do you effing know...He was there, wow i looked like shit cause i had just gotten off work...I ran home and washed my hair and got dressed....I fell crazy he just sent tingles to my tummy...hehe...well thats all i shall reveal for now.....:P ~Dayna~

Kinky
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Chains/Handcuffs100%Biting100%Bondage100%Whips83%Blind Folds50%Blood42%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Fighting
You scored as Youd come out squeaky Clean. Youd come out squeaky Clean75%Youd get Ur Ass Kicked!50%Some Cuts, Sum Bruises but overall okay50%Hospitalized42%How would you get beaten up?created with QuizFarm.com

My New Friends On Ct
hey i would first like to say thanks to those of you who have left me comments i accepted a few of you as a friend i had dial up when i set up my new ct acct and i couldnt load anything on here i couldnt even comment back to ya all but i have dsl now so it's on now talk to everyone soon and sorry for the wait for me to answer you comments cant wait to meet all that i can everyone stay safe

Friends And Family
well spending time with friends is the best thing i only have a few real friends in life that i can trust and i would help out when needed exspecially my god sons parents and my step parents as well and they all support me in the things i do and helping me when i am in a rough spot and push me to the things that i need to do and that is why im going to be having 2 jobs very soon. thanks for my step mom she is the greatest mom ever and she is always their for me when i need to talk. that i need to talk about what is on my chest or things that happen.. she the best thing my life beside my little god son damian which he comes 2nd in my life and soon he will be turning 1 yrs old and i cant wait for that to happen well thats about it until next time

A Faithful Cherry Needs Our Help - Urgently...
To all my friends and Family: This is a subject that is very close to my heart. Some of you know why and some of you dont. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE Help Spread the word on this. I would consider it a personal favor. Knightskitty's message: Appointment with doctor went well...Change in plans as they cannot put my son on the donor list we have to find a live donor....Can you please help me to get the word out here....The surgery will take place in about 6 months..It will be done like no other ever preformed...Normal kidney transplants kidneys stay in the body...With Shawn they have to remove them as his kidneys are his disease...They will then put the new kidney in the front versus the back...The surgery being prefomed is referred to as an unconventional surgery being as it has never been attempted and therefore it is really expermental...My son is the oldest alive with this disease and the doctors are amazed at that..They beleive that if we remove the kidneys from his body it will work

Cleaning The Toilet
Toilet Cleaning Instructions : 1. Put both lids of the toilet up and add 1/8 cup of pet shampoo to the water in the bowl. 2. Pick up the cat and soothe him while you carry him towards the bathroom. 3. In one smooth movement, put the cat in the toilet and close both lids. You may need to stand on the lid. 4. The cat will self agitate and make ample suds. Never mind the noises that come from the toilet, the cat is actually enjoying this. 5. Flush the toilet three or four times. This provides a "power-wash" and rinse". 6. Have someone open the front door of your home. Be sure that there are no people between the bathroom and the front door. 7. Stand behind the toilet as far as you can, and quickly lift both lids. 8. The cat will rocket out of the toilet, streak through the bathroom, and run outside where he will dry himself off. 9. Both the commode and the cat will be sparkling clean.

Which Mental Disorder Do You Have?
You scored as Antisocial Personality Disorder. Congratulations! You have ASPD! You know that blatantly disregarding social norms and the rights of others isn't just illegal; it's FUN. Jail time? Eh, look at Gary Gilmore... was he really that bad of a guy?Antisocial Personality Disorder83%Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder75%Unipolar Depression67%Schizophrenia58%Borderline Personality Disorder42%Eating Disorders0%Which mental disorder do you have?created with QuizFarm.com

I Have A Dirty Mind :d
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

I Am Back Home After A Long Absence!!
I am home after a long absence. i got down to western ky and got bit by a brown recluse spider and had to stay and have surger, they cut about 5" long and 4" deep out of my thigh, it sucks, let me tell you, so you had better watch out for those spiders, they can be very cruel!!!! But yes i am back home again!!

How F***ed Up Are You?
You scored as really f***ed up!!. Way to go your REALLY F***ED UP!! I recommend getting some counsiling before you hurt someone really f***ed up!!81%kinda f***ed up38%normal31%How F***ed up are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Credible Scientists Researchers And Government Officials On Ufo's!! Recent Special - Must See And Spread Like Herpies
Many Credible scientists and ex government people on UFOs this is one youre going to want to save - it has MANY great scientists and researchers as well as ex government people with high ranks and classifications RE: ufo smoking gun ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Dalibor Date: Jan 25, 2007 6:28 PM http://www.guba.com/f/root.swf?video_url=http://free.guba.com/uploaditem/3000029475/flash.flv&isEmbeddedPlayer=true the link is for a better player with forward and rewind options - bigger screen also.

My Kissing Technique Is Perfect!
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

One Day...
You scored as Disappear. Your death will be by disappearing, probably a camping trip gone wrong or an evening hike you never returned from. Always remeber that one guy who was hiking alone and got in a rock slide. He could have died, but he cut his own hand off to save himself. Don't end up like him (or worse, dead).Disappear93%Eaten80%Cut Throat73%Suffocated73%Suicide60%Gunshot60%Bomb53%Disease53%Accident53%Stabbed47%Poison

A Poem I Wrote A While Back
Heart Of Stone here i sit all alone; wondering why oh why must i go on; with tears running down my cheeks; for all the pain in my heart; which has been there for many weeks; feels like its tearing me apart but i know life will go on; as i know i must too; with each heartache a piece of me dies never to return as the heart heals anew;the cracks remain my heart will never be the same and before everything is through i say what else am i to do because my heart of gold; will soon turn to stone; never to love again afraid of letting go; going back to where its been; for fear that one more crack in this heart of stone will cause it to never mend

What Kind Of S&m Person Are You?
You scored as Dominator. You are a dominator! You love to be the one in control. Having that extra edge in a relationship gives you the excitement that you desire. You have the charisma and the talent to be a Master to your slavE.Dominator94%Submissive81%Violent75%Playful63%What kind of S&M person are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Totally Me!
You're Totally Sarcastic You sarcastic? Never! You're as sweet as a baby bunny. Seriously, though, you have a sharp tongue - and you aren't afraid to use it. And if people are too wimpy to deal with your attitutde, then too bad. So sad. How Sarcastic Are You?

Worst Day Of My Life Part 2!
I forgot to add these...ok this will show you how much i love nsync. This is currently my bedroom... and this is part of my ceiling in my bedroom... This is over 780 POSTERS!!!!! I LOVE NSYNC! AND I CANT SEE ONE MEMBER FROM THEM AND HES ONLY 45 MINUTES AWAY AHHh!!!!

Today And Tomorrow
Today Today i told you how i felt and today you broke my heart Today i put my soul out to see and you decided to put it out to hang insted. Today i told you the truth and you gave me lines from a page of a book i've heard read again and again. No more lines I will not have them I will not hear excuses I will not hear i am sorry again. Sorry does not cut it anymore Sorry is something someone says when they hit your sore toe. Not when you rip out their heart. Today , i was honest with you Today you see was my last day No more days now, now i'm gone to never see again. No more days. No more days like todays. Never Today Always tomorrow Because tomorrow is a far farther away from you.

George Carlins Solution To The Gas Shortage
George Carlin's Solution to Save Gasoline. Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use. The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down. Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq . Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves. If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway, without the canteen, rifle or ammo. Prob

Whores Lair
Whores Lair Domination under one Masochism is your game Sadist I give you the blame Tonight we tame. Lay your body down upon me Scratch your fingers down my back Let me moan out your name Drag you down into the whores lair Wrap your fingers around my neck squeeze into my flesh darkness seeps into my eyes Letting out another sigh Push into me Pump out of me Choke me now As the bloody tears fall from my eyes the blood spews between my swollen lips Fading out fast with a gasping breath wrap your fingers around my neck Lay your body down on me Take this blade and seep into my skin Let me scream out your name Drag you down into the whores lair Wrap your fingers around my neck squeeze into my flesh darkness seeps into my eyes letting out another sigh push into me pump out of me choke me now As the bloody tears fall from my eyes the blood spews between my swollen lips fading out fast with a gasping breath wrap your fingers around my ne

Native American Indian Traditional Code Of Ethics
1. Each morning upon rising, and each evening before sleeping, give thanks for the life within you and for all life, for the good things the Creator has given you and for the opportunity to grow a little more each day. Consider your thoughts and actions of the past day and seek for the courage and strengthto be a better person. Seek for the things that will benefit others (everyone). 2. Respect. Respect means "To feel or show honor or esteem for someone or something; to consider the well being of, or to treat someone or somethin with deference or courtesy". Showing respect is a basic law of life. a. Treat every person from the tiniest child to the oldest elder with respect at all times. b. Special respect should be given to Elders, Parents, Teachers, and Community Leaders. c. No person should be made to feel "put down" by you; avoid hurting other hearts as you would avoid a deadly poison. d. Touch nothing that belongs to someone else (especia

The Rose (love Song)
Some say love it is a river that drowns the tender reed Some say love it is a razer that leaves your soul to blead Some say love it is a hunger an endless aching need I say love it is a flower and you it's only seed It's the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance It's the dream afraid of wakingthat never takes the chance It's the one who won't be taken who cannot seem to give and the soul afraid of dyingthat never learns to live When the night has been too lonely and the road has been too long and you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong Just remember in the winterfar beneath the bitter snows lies the seed that with the sun's love in the spring becomes the rose

I Smell A Pirate Wedding! Drinks All 'round!
Without naming names, in order to protect the guilty, there's a Pirate wedding about to take place between two lovely people on CT and NO IT IS NOT ME...however, I am the Captain, and therefore I am empowered to perform a "marriage ceremony....right HERE on this deck....RIGHT....NOW!(Shades of Jack Sparrow, but I just get carried away.) Anyhow, I was HONORED to be asked to be the bearer of "The Big Question", so I sent the young (and very pretty) lady a black rose, with the following absurdly awful poem. Hey! It was all I could come up with on such short notice! This rose comes to you from the Pirates of the Retrib-U tion. I am it's Captain and BLANK is one of my "crew". He told us how much he loves you.... and so this rose is black, just like the flag he wears, and true like the scars he bears, His love shines like the steel of his blade, in hopes that a life together you will have made, by being ONE and no longer TWO! So to you, the very lucky lady, and

Heading Up North
Tip up town is happening up north this weekend We are taking the snowmobiles up and race...There are soo many things there to do..Polar Bear Dip..My friends want to do that..But its like gonna be 10 degrees and they want to jump in the freaking water HELL NO aint happening at all...I just love the races and this year its gonna be good..Since there are 12 of us heading up there...And all have snowmobiles...So thats it for my plns this weekend...Gonna go play in the snow and kick ass in races...Check out the things its soo cool.. http://www.inmetrodetroit.com/Outdoors/Snowmobiling/tipuptown.htm

Happy?
wow today started off really shitty and somehow has ended up being very good. well in some ways. first of all we did screw up on my income taxes so i am getting it all back instead of owing money thank god :) two i ended up working tho i havent slept in now over 30 hours (i needed the money to make rent) and then well this is good and bad but dean was pissed off when i saw him tonight because of how the week has been with out me working. he almost quit it was so bad with my not working before him (dustin and joe don't do crap) dean is already packing meaning i will most likely be taking over midnights soon meaning more money, a normal sleeping schedule ect. and another brighter note i got to work for a few hours with felicity which was nice because i like working with her, well i just like hanging out with her in general. i was wide awake and almost hyper at work because i got there and was overwelmed. kim does jack shit so i had to put away groceries stock the cooler tons of stuff

Aha! One A.m. Again....this Could Get Interesting...hmmm..
What to do? What to do? I'm sitting here pondering theories of the universe and I think I would like a couple of things clarified for me because I'm just not understanding. #1: Why is it we do the things we do? When do we lose the hope of being or doing something better; or just plain ol' trying in general? We all seem to putter around in a bleak fog that hazes and clouds our minds until we basically get unto a repetative cycle and we don't even have to think anymore. Why? I'm to blame for it too. I catch myself now and again just meandering through, like a lazy crooked river, just trying to find something to spark that little bit of life again. Do we get this way as we get older or is it just what happens when you give up? When you forget all the things you wanted to be or do? Do we just settle into something that's easier and more conforming to the society we've created? #2: What is it that makes us all shun the outside world and not bother with interacting with our fellow man?

I Have Been On Here For 5 Straight Hours!
I was just referred to this last night and I am officially addicted. Its so much better than myspace and I dont know why. Maybe its the whole point system thing. I want MORE! SO I went on a stash uploading frenzy and there are a billion vids I posted you should go look. its almost 2 am here and I really need sleep. I will try. And most likely not succeed.

My Thought On Drinkers
People get stupid when they drink and also think that they can get away with a lot of stuff but to tell the truth when it comes time for them to get what they deserve they will get it or they will get their payback. Why do people get drunk and also why do they think get drunk is cool or good? People act like mmorons and don't realize that people who are sober can be in a right mind and etc. I guess that people don't realize that when they are buzzing or drunk that they do thing that they know are wrong and also can get them in trouble. People think that drink is good but it's good when you know how much you can handle before becoming stupid or make an ass out of yourself.

You Women Are Fucked Up!!!
So I posses all the qualifications to attract girls that love the "bad boy with a heart of gold" kinda thing. But I can't get any love no matter what I do... I'm in a band opening for one of the hugest underground metal festivels world wide. In college, my friends are extremely well known, and work in a tattoo shop. But I can't get any attention at all from the oppisite sex........ Untill I start taking part in hurting them physicially to the point of drawing blood. I took part in a navel project that involved 4 surface piercings, alot of crying, and bleeding... Hmm... What's so damn wrong with liking a person based on personality!!! .... I'm sad, lonely, but above all.... confused.

Another Day..............
Every once in awhile you have one of those award winning days or weeks depending on how much life is enjoying making you miserable. It would seem that I have been life's little rag doll for sometime. Now normally I would throw my hands up in disgust and say a few colorful phrases before resorting back to my fairly shy self. But these past few weeks have been so bad that it has now become rather funny in a rather sick demented way. I am amazed at the human ability to crawl out of whatever hole life has tossed it into and ask for more. Anyway my rambling aside here is a small recap. There was a incident with my youngest daughter and neighborhood girl we had taken in last weekend. Alcohol seemed to play a big roll in the recklessness of these two causing one to be admited into the hospital and the other to be put into another placement. Now I am furious with the two of these girls for the obvious reasons as well as a few I cant bring myself to say at the moment. But in the end th

Going To Nepal
Hey Cherrys Im going to Kathmandu, Nepal very soon!! I am wondering if anyone of you have ever been there.....If you have can you send me a message and tell me about your experiance there, I am really looking forward to this vacation of my life time, I am gonna see alot and I am very excited so If you have any info on Nepal from being there or if you know someone from Nepal, Have them send me a message and let me know what to expect, Anyways have a gr8 night!! TaTa JoJo

Lill Johnny Has A Story To Tell
Subject: Johnny Little Johnny watched his daddy's car pass by the school playground and go into the woods. Curious, he followed the car and saw Daddy and Aunt Jane in a passionate embrace. Little Johnny found this so exciting that he could not contain himself as he ran home and started to tell his mother, â€œMommy, I was at the playground and I saw Daddy's car go into the woods with Aunt Jane. I went back to look and he was giving Aunt Jane a big kiss, then he helped her take off her shirt. Then Aunt Jane helped Daddy take his pants off, then Aunt Jane... at this point Mommy cut him off and said, "Johnny, this is such an interesting story, suppose you save the rest of it for suppertime. I want to see the look on Daddy's face when you tell it tonight."

Till Death Do Us Part
Till Death Do Us Part I arrived at the location at about 12:25pm. For once, I wasn't late getting somewhere. Steve and David got there about 10 minutes before I did and had already found seats. I saw Jay and his family up at the front row, and, on the stage was Paula, his wife...the star of today's show. An attractive woman at the age of 49, she had fallen victim to a liver disease about 7 months ago. Today, she is no longer sick, however, she is also no longer living. This was her day. I had never had the pleasure to meet her, but I knew enough about Jay to get a glimpse of what kind of person she must have been. As the service progressed, my attention began to focus more and more on Jay. Although it was Paula's funeral, it was he, and the remaining family that we were there for. Jay was always a happy, cheerful guy. So happy in fact, when I first started working there, I actually thought he was gay. It's kinda sad that a man cannot be cheerful and friendly without his manhood

Symbol Of Life
Symbol Of Life It was my senior year in high school. We both had BINFOP 6th period with Mrs. Bearden. I sat at one desk near the center of the classroom, she sat about two seats to my right and one back if I remember it right. Neither of us really had a lot of friends in school so we both kinda sat quietly and waited for the school year to pass, waiting for life to begin. I spent most of my time in school drawing comics and showing them to whomever had the desire to see them. When my dark sense began to take over, it was directly reflected in the comics I wrote. Over the course of a few months, it went from politically incorrect, somewhat crude humor to a flat out bloodbath on paper. The last set of comics, Batman 187 (later changed to Captain187) was inspired when I saw the cover of a Batman comic. The Batman character was very dark and almost evil looking. Of course, Batman was known for incapacitating the bad guys without ever actually killing anyone. My idea was to create a

Veinte Y Cinco
I dont know why, but it hit me the other day while Im riding the city bus.....I will be 25 on my next birthday... 25!!!!!!!! Im soo not ok about this! Im freakin out! That is a quarter of a century!! I seriously almost had a panic attack. My friends wil be too, or alreayd are, so why doesnt it seem like a big deal to them? Why doesnt it seem like a big deal to me that they are that old? Some are older!! So why the panicking about me being 25? I'll get to the bottome of this, but for now Im just going to kinda hide in my shell and take it all in. Oh no.. Do I look 25? No please no....... i wanna stay young and happy forever... 25...grrrr.

Heres To You, Whoever You Are
Heres to you What I wouldn't give just to touch you, to see you, To place sweet kisses all over your face. Seeing your smile makes a new memory that I could never erase. Lying in my bed wishing you were here, So I could hold you while you run your fingers through my hair. I feel like Goldilocks because your arms are "just right", When you sweep me up in them and squeeze real tight. You make me smile and you make me cry, This rollercoaster we're on is a thrilling ride. You get my heart pumping, such a great rush, You offer sex in public places and all I can do is blush. "Not here" I reply in an embarrassed tone, But baby you just wait until I get you alone. I started to write this about my K-Swiss shoes, But you popped in my mind making me choose To write about how I feel everyday, To remind you I'll be by your side, come what may.

Destined Feet
He saw his destiny unfold, he would give anything to find the one he was ment to hold. But another part of him, would keep going with his plan, to be what he was, then only more and more as he grew like roots in sand. His head spun him around,more and more, he could let go and land crushed on the floor. He could hold on, and go further next time then he could before. Its all rushing in his mind. To do what he claimed was part of his destiny, or give it up and raise the next of kin, he couldn't see. He lacked clarity, it could never let him be, but he wanted both, maybe he could shift this destiny. He still walks up and down downtown streets, some nights, contemplates if the choices he made were right,or did she slip past his feet?

6 Weird Things About Me
This is suppose to continue down the friends chain so take a stab at it! I am suppose to name 6 weird things about me. I am not sure if they are suppose to be things no one knows or not. I am pretty much an open book though, so there isnt much that you guys wont already know. You know how weird I am.. Thats why you love me! lol Ok, so here it goes... 1. I like pickles and peanut butter. Yes together and no I am not pregnant. Yeah I know Im weird, thats the point of this blog, remember? 2. I am good acquaintences with the girl my ex left me for. She actually just so happens to be one of my friends here on MySpace. This would be Daniels daddy that I am referring to. Dont ask why, it works. I think mostly for our children we have (or that is on the way) by him. 3. The one thing that instantly makes me happy no matter what mood I am in, is when I get mail. It doesnt matter if it is junk or a bill or a letter, I LOVE getting mail. It is the highlight of my day, to eithe

By All Means... Marry!
Not meant to discourage Jack and Jenna!! I recently read that love is entirely a matter of chemistry. That must be why my wife treats me like toxic waste. -David Bissonette When a man steals your wife, there is no better revenge than to let him keep her. -Sacha Guitry After marriage, husband and wife become two sides of a coin; they just can't face each other, but still they stay together. -Hemant Joshi By all means marry. If you get a good wife, you'll be happy. If you get a bad one, you'll become a philosopher. -Socrates Woman inspires us to great things, and prevents us from achieving them. -Dumas The great question... which I have not been able to answer... is, "What does a woman want? -Sigmund Freud I had some words with my wife, and she had some paragraphs with me. -Anonymous "Some people ask the secret of our long marriage. We take time to go to a restaurant two times a week. A little candlelight, dinner, soft music and dancing. She

The Law's An Ass
Well, it certainly is if you happen to be in the UK at the moment. If you aren't from the UK you might not have heard. The eminently incompetent politician (I know, that describes all of them) and British Home Secretary, John Reed MP, sent out a memo to all judges to tell them about the chronic overcrowding in the decrepit prisons and asking them to only sentence those who have committed serious violent crime or persistent criminals to jail time. Now that memo in itself raised plenty of comment in journalistic circles but what happened over the last two days has, hopefully, made the Home Secretary realise what a complete muppet he is. First a case featuring a man accused of downloading and having possession of child pornography; he was given a suspended sentence. Then today yet another paedophile was released, this time on bail. Now since the first man was only in court for downloading the filth, he may have gotten that sentence anyway, maybe. However in the second instance the jud

Fox Guarding The Henhouse?
Is anybody surprised that Congress is passing new ethics rules that leave plenty of wiggle room? Probably not. Even the most ethically upright slouch a bit when allowed to write their own rules. Ethics reform would be a good job for an independent, bipartisan committee of average citizens. Members of Congress should not be deciding how many trips to the cookie jar a member of Congress gets to make.

The Ambition Of America's Lady Macbeth
Hillary Clinton’s shameless political reconstructive surgery You can measure the scale of an American president’s troubles by the number of skutniks he deploys during his State of the Union address. Every year during his big set-piece speech to Congress, the president will digress from the main thrust of his remarks to offer fulsome praise to some member of the audience in the gallery. This person will have been carefully selected in advance by the president’s speechwriters as an exemplar of some virtue and placed there for the purpose. The television producers will have been alerted in advance so that at the right moment, as the president talks about the heroics of this American Everyman, he or she can rise self-consciously and receive the praise of a grateful nation. This now obligatory part of a constitutional ritual is called a skutnik after the name of the first person so honoured. One January evening in 1982, Lenny Skutnik, a government employee, dived into the freezing

"7 Kinds Of Sex"
"7 kinds of sex" Recent research shows that there are"7 kinds of sex" The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called: Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in th

Rodeo Sex
Rodeo sex Two Texans were out on the range talking about their favorite sex positions. One said, "I think I like the rodeo position the best. "I don't think I have ever heard of that one," said the other cowboy. "What is it?" The first said, "Well, it's where you get your wife down on all fours and you mount her from behind. Then you reach around and cup each one of her breasts in your hands and whisper in her ear, 'Boy, these feel just like your sister's.' Then you try to stay on for 8 seconds."

Wanna Know What Ii Really Need In A Lover?♥
WanNa knOw whaT ii reaLLy NEED in a LOVER? Someone to take care of me. Someone who ii feel safe with while im in their arms. My security. My comfort. Someone to watch out for me and my best interest. Someone to encourage me to succeed in life. Be my supporter. My #1 Fan. I need a guy who tells me the complete and brutal truth. I long for honesty. No bullshit, just the truth. T-R-U-S-T. A guy who can come out WITH me, let me have my fun while he has his, and know im going home with him. No worries, just me & him. Together. Someone fun. A guy who loves to LAUGH with me and AT me. Someone to be myself with. A guy who loves me for me. Not just what you see in pictures... A guy who loves me without all the makeup, clothes, & glam. Just siimple ole' me. A guy who can appreciate my strength. Someone who U-N-D-E-R-S-T-A-N-D-S. A guy who will listen to me.. even when im venting about something that doesnt matter in the whole scheme of things. Just listen. A guy who stands up for himsel

This Is What I Have To Do...
Forget his name Forget his face Forget his Kiss his warm embrace Forget the love you once knew Remember he has someone new Forget him when they play ya'lls song Remember when you cryed all night long Forget how close you once were Remember he has chosen her Forget how you memorized his walk Forget the way he used to talk Forget the things he used to say Remember he has gone away Forget his laugh forget his grin Forget those dimples on his chin Forget the way he held you tight Remember he is with her tonight Forget the time that went to fast Forget the love that moved, it's past Forget he said he'd LEAVE YOU NEVER Remember he is gone FOREVER

College Bound - Part 3
Part 3 Sarah could only watch, helplessly, as the girls marched toward her. In their hands were several leather straps, rolls of duct tape, and a frightening array of objects that Sarah did not recognize. She mewled into the gag, begging for release, as their hands fell upon her. The girls cut way the cable ties that bound Sarah’s legs and torso. They removed the tape that secured her wrists and elbows. She struggled to free herself from their grip, but she was no match for the three of them. The girls forced Sarah onto the bench, sliding her down so that her upper body rested on it. They positioned her so that her crotch was at the very end of the bench. She lay on her back staring up at them. Amy and Christine straddled her, their weight making it impossible for Sarah to rise. Tina and Rebecca slid under the bench. Rebecca forced Sarah’s arms together, folding them so that the tips of her fingers touched the opposite elbow. Sarah heard the sound of the tape being

When You're In Love With A Woman.
When you're in love with a woman. Take her under the moonlight sky, Tell her how you feel, Or the moment just passes you by, Like a ship in the night, without a sound, without a sy. The moment may never come back, Just rember you can't turn back the clock, and you'll be sorry you did not take that moment. Don't be sorry, Tell her how you feel, Make her feel as if she could take on the world, And in return she'll give you, all she has to give. She won't hold back, She won't turn around. She will give you all that she has to give. That's more than you can ever hope for.

Just When You Think Its Curtains
For a while I have been looking for someone to help me with the site, who i could chat to as we go and do a few minor changes and a couple of days ago I had given up on the idea of finding anyone. Anyway a few days ago I decided to do a blast just for fun anyway it seems to have done me a lot more good than I thought. Dave sent me a shout and we began chatting and since we met he has helped change the look and feel of the site and other stuff as well, all I can say is thank fuck for him, as I am not normally one for gushing but I cannot gush enough how great Dave is, yes it's official, the sun shines out of his arse, he can walk on water and is such a nice dude. I give you Dave, he who can do no wrong. Atypical Geek@ CherryTAP

I'm A Bad American
Written by Ted Nugent, the rock singer and hunter/naturalists, upon hearing that California Senators B. Boxer and D. Feinstein denounced him for being a "gun owner" and a "Rock Star". This was his response after telling the senators about his past contributions to children's charities and scholarship foundations, which have totaled more than $13.7 million in the last 5 years!! QUOTE I'm a Bad American . . . this pretty much sums it up for me. I like big trucks, big boats, big houses, and naturally, pretty women. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some mid level governmental functionary with a bad comb over who wants to give it away to crack addicts squirting out babies. I don't care about appearing compassionate. I think playing with toy guns doesn't make you a killer. I believe ignoring your kids and giving them Prozac might. I think I'm doing better than the homeless. I don't think being a minority makes you noble or victimized. I have th

White People
White People Someone else besides me finally said it. how many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. and then there are just Americans. Some pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towelhead, Sand-nigger, camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET(White Entertainment Television) we'd be racists. If we had a White

My Proverb
i see many people counting stars, i know cuz i have once. the thing is its not about the individual stars. yea every star is unique and wonderful, but its bigger than that, it takes more stars to make a constillation, its about the whole sky. in case you havent gotten the message dont stop to look at one star look at the all, the big picture is greater than the little ones

Zodiac Sign
Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Started Out Ggggggrrrrrr And Ended Ok Lol
OH DEAR LORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Today so totally sucks!! Its only 9:30 and I am ready to just leave. I hate being in this fucking place. I warned everyone that I am not doin good today and the stupid bitch starts in on me. FUCK YOU BITCH!!!! I will fucking leave and go home if this shit keeps up. I am depressed and I am having some health issues right now. I am goin to the dr next friday and hopefully we can get all of this stuff taken care of. I need to talk to someone and see if they can help me deal with all this shit. I have someone that I talk to now but he isnt always gonna be able to talk just cause I am having a bad day. I mean he has a life also and problems of his own. Miss Jessica was being a pain in the ass last night. She woke up at like 2 am and Michelle and I both tryed to calm her and we couldnt. Tim came out and tryed to calm her and wasnt able to. He finally took her in his room and let her sleep in his bed with him and she calmed down and went to sleep. I hate the n

Love You Not!!!
LOVE YOU NOT! WHEN ALL MY DREAMS COME TRUE.THERE'S NO ONE ELSE I'D RATHER SCREW.SLEEPING WITH YOU FEELS SO RIGHT. BUT DO YOU HAVE TO SCREAM SO LOUD AT NIGHT.VIRGINS ARE THE MOST FUN OF ALL CAUSE THEY CAN'T COMPLAIN IF YOUR BIG OR SMALL.

Dreams
I dreamed a dream of you and me. Where no evil could touch us. Where love was overflowing. I felt at peace and loved and then "he" moved and I woke up. I wanted to cry. Where did my dream go to? WHy couldn't I have stayed asleep just so I could feel the love. I felt despiar overwhelm me as i got out of bed to ready myself for the day. I was goign ot help some women start college. I had to put on a happy face. Every song on the radio reminded me of lost love and what I miss. What I have with my husband is not love. I stay because I cannot afford any where else. Oh when can I leave this awful place and start living again?

Fall Upon
To let eyes fall upon me, to not abandon me seems to be whats best for me. I don't know who you are, but your looking at me as if the world depended on me, so I'll try. I'm not the perfect person, and I've looked for love, I don't know where to find it, or where it'll find me.I'm falling, and this confuses me. If I found that person they'd share the same words as me.

Interesting Story
After pulling into a parking space, he turna and kisses her full on the mouth, causing her pussy to throb. Looking her in the eye, he said, "Let's go upstairs!" She nods and the two walked arm in arm up the stairs. Once inside the apartment, tries to pull off his jeans. "Let me see your cock, please," she implores, as he playfully keeps her from getting to it. Pulling her close, he asks, "Would you do anything to have my cock?" "Yes, yes, anything," she begs, "just let me have it, please!!!" Letting her go, she is right at his groin, pulling it out to her eager mouth. But only this time, he doesnt want to cum in her mouth, he wants her pussy! He leads her into the bedroom, where he orders her to strip as he lays back on the bed watching as she strips off her clothes. Seeing the big erect cock on his stomach, she leans down and tries to put itin her mouth, but he pushes her away and laughs, "So you want some of it," as he takes it in his hand and gives it a few quick jerks She reaches

Party!!!!
hey you i can't wait for tonite i am going to get so fuckin wasted i cant help myself finally i get away from my mom and have some fun. i'm goning to rupert to meg's birthday party. she kewl cuzz she's down with the clown. i got her some bath stuff, a haloween candle, and a hachet. well g2g. TOY

The Longest Goodbye
His voice no longer cuts me like a knife. No longer the familiar sinking feeling in my stomach. He asked about you. Wishing nothing but the best for us. I heard about his failing love. No longer the aching to be his. No more tugging at my heart. No tears will be shed for him tonight. She is hurting you darling. I can no longer put my life on hold to rescue you. This time I must refuse you. She is slowly hacking at your heart. Ripping your soul to shreds. I am not turning my back on you. I’ve just moved on. I have no choice, I can’t look back.

*******secret Universal Code*******
1/26/2007 Dear readers: I got quite a lot of requests lately demanding more information about the missing part of the "Secret". Once more I want to make sure that I DO endorse, support and even promote this fabulous movie and all its wise participants. I went through far too many dramatic experiences in my life not understanding or using the Law of Attraction wisely and I must point out the reality of creating our own future. It is important to acknowledge this fact as soon as possible and exercise an unyielding continuous spiritual cleansing. Every word coming out of our mouths have roots in our subconscious and those words are alive - they actually carry life force in them. Allowing these words to override reason by mean of fears will ultimately lead to disaster. "Acts of God" can be reversed, providing one assumes the responsibility to raise his consciousness and ascend to God himself. We are the children of the universe and we are growing towards the true reality of being

Theres No Point
There's No Point There is no point in me There is no point in you So fuck you Like you fucked me I have played I know the ground You're just not you No point In me In you No point in the world So fuck you Like you fucked me I didn't think But than was that my problem You didn't think because you didn't know There is no point in me There is no point in you So fuck you Like you fucked me They have no more Thanks to you ~ME~

Promises!
I'm going to throw this out to the CT Universe! I am a fanatical promise keeper! If I say, " i promise", it is equal to am absolute statement! if I promise to do a silly thing, I promised so...! There is a verse in the Bible that states, "Keep a promise EVEN if it ruins you!" So, I'm wondering, How do YOU view the subject of promises?

Back On Course
Okay I've found a way of avoiding distractions from Siobhan, it's by getting someone to do sound engineering for me, so I don't have to worry about distractions during the process... I get all my work done alone and all gets happy. Normally I wouldn't let something like this get in the way but for whatever reason Shiv has managed to send my head into a spin. She thawed my heart a little, how can I be grimm anymore? Damnit! Been playing around with some riffs that I'm hoping to use in a song soon, my next work provided I can write a drum track for it, and writing original drum tracks when I know naff all about drumming can be a pain quite often. Still, minimalism and power, leave all the technical stuff for the synths to take care of, that's my outlook at the moment, it's how I wrote songs before, it's how I'll continue now. Finally, been playing around with the idea of a second project in a different style of metal, this Raw, Melodic, Avant Garde and Symphonic Black Metal hybrid

Words.
-shakes head- Words can suck my nuts. When everything goes right, it's words that fail me, and then everything goes wrong. And It doesn't help, that all it looks like is that I'm backpedaling... When that's not it at all. -sighs- Meanings get misconstrued... Makes you wish you could transplant someone into your brain to understand what you mean, what you're saying... -clenches fist a sec, then releases it- -takes a deep breath... opens mouth to speak...- -nothing, closes mouth and just sighs- Fucked up without even knowing. Meaning sentiment, and coming across as "Asshole" Ironies. It's all related back to ironies. -shakes head- No wonder...

The Year's "best Comeback" Line(you'll Love This One!!)
If you ever testify in court, you might wish you could have been as sharp as this policeman. He was being cross-examined by a defense attorney during a felony trial. The lawyer was trying to undermine the policeman's credibility.... Q: "Officer -- did you see my client fleeing the scene?" A: "No sir. But I subsequently observed a person matching the description of the offender, running several blocks away." Q: "Officer -- who provided this description?" A: "The officer who responded to the scene." Q: "A fellow officer provided the description of this so-called offender. Do you trust your fellow officers?" A: "Yes, sir. With my life." Q: "With your life? Let me ask you this then officer. Do you have a room where you change your clothes in preparation for your daily duties?" A: "Yes sir, we do!" Q: "And do you have a locker in the room?" A: "Yes sir, I do." Q: "And do you have a lock on your locker?" A: "Yes sir." Q: "Now why is i

3 Tags For The Taking
Ok I have now 3 tags you can have if you like.. Just click on the pic and copy or rip them when the new window opens (repost of original by 'Fireman 7' on '2007-01-26 13:59:41') (repost of original by '~*~Amity Kay ~*~' on '2007-01-26 14:05:33

Two Old Timers
Two very elderly friends, Max and Wally, met in the park every day to feed the pigeons, watch the squirrels and discuss world problems. One day Wally didn't show up, Max didn't think much about it, figured maybe he had a cold or some such. But after Wally hadn't shown up for a week or so Max really got worried. However, the only time they ever got together anymore (they used to play a lot of golf together) was at the park, and Max couldn't remember where Wally lived so he was unable to find out what had happened to him. A month passed and Max figured old Wally had gone to his heavenly reward, but one day Max approached the park and, lo and behold, there sat Wally! Max was very excited and happy to see him and told him so! Then he said, "For crying out loud Wally, what happened to you???" Wally replied, "I have been in jail." "Jail???," cried Max!! "What in the world for???" "Well," Wally said, "You know Sue, that cute little blonde waitress at the c

A Blonde's Year In Review.
January - Took new scarf back to store because it was too tight. February - Fired from pharmacy job for failing to print labels.....Helllloooo!!!.....bottles won't fit in printer !!! March - Got really excited.....finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 months.....box said "2-4 years!" April - Trapped on escalator for hours .... power went out!!! May - Tried to make Kool-aid.... wrong instructions ....8 cups of water won't fit into those little packets!!! June - Tried to go water skiing.....couldn't find a lake with a slope. July - Lost breast stroke swimming competition .....learned later, the other swimmers cheated, they used their arms!!! August - Got locked out of my car in rain storm.....car swamped because soft-top was open. September - The capital of California is "C".....isn't it??? October - Hate M & M's.....they are so hard to peel. November - Baked turkey for 4 1/2 days . instructions said 1 hour per pound and I weigh 108!! December - Couldn't call 911

The Best Blonde Joke Of The Year - So Far
A man was in his front yard mowing grass when his attractive blond female neighbor came out of the house and went straight to the mailbox. She opened it then slammed it shut & stormed back in the house. A little later she came out of her house again went to the mail box and again, opened it, slammed it shut again. Angrily, back into the house she went. As the man was getting ready to edge the lawn, here she came out again, marched to the mail box, opened it and then slammed it closed harder than ever. Puzzled by her actions the man asked her, "Is something wrong?" To which she replied, "There certainly is!" (Are you ready? This is a beauty...) My stupid computer keeps saying, "YOU'VE GOT MAIL."

I Need Feedback....
Hey Cherry Gals and Guys, I think I have Cherrytagz back up and going after my nightmare of a week. I might write about it later but anyways I think I am back on track! If you guys could take a look and let me know if everything seems ok. I know I lost some art and I wont be able to get it back. If you submitted art to me please please resend if you still have it. If something on your profile isnt working please send me a msg also and I will recreate or find the missing art. I am sooooo sorry but it was best for the future. Thanks for your support and understanding. Vlad www.cherrytagz.com

Superman's Night Out
Superman's Night Out Superman's had a hard week of fighting crime in Metropolis and is ready for some R&R. So Friday afternoon he looks up his pals Batman and Spiderman to see if they're up for going on the prowl that evening. Both turn him down on account of prior commitments and Superman is pretty ticked. As he's flying around the stratosphere letting off steam, he spots Wonder Woman lying on her back stark naked sunbathing on the beach. "Hey," he thinks, "I'm Superman and I don't need those two clowns to have a good time. I can just fly down there at the speed of light, catch a quickie and fly away before she knows what happened." So, Superman zips down, takes advantage of the situation and flies away at the speed of light. Wonder Woman says, "What the hell was that?" The Invisible Man says, "I don't know but it hurt like hell"

It Will Happen For Everyone.
REASONS I KNOW IM GETTING OLDER: 1. I now require naps...this is just a recent thing. 2. I can no longer tell how old a woman is most of the time...AND THEY DONT WANT YOU TO ASK 3. As far as music goes...I have lost touch cuz I dont like fag EMO or Rap or Screamo...kids today. 4. I bought a BROWN leather jacket, not black but BROWN....trust me its a sign. 5. Some kid at the bar in Mexico asked me if I remembered the 80's...Uhh... I lied and said no 6. I have a wrinkle on the corner of my eye that doesnt go away for like 10 secs. if I squint. 7. The freshmen when I was a senior in high school are all drinking age now. 8. I feel stupid in a "band" shirt. 9. I have known a couple people for 20 years, Ive known a bunch for 10-15 years. 10. When High School kids walk into my store, I now assume they are going to steal.... WHAT HAVE I BECOME???????????????????????????????????????

Mistress/quiz-how Will Your Name
YES MISTRESS,...WHAT MAY I DO TO PLEASE YOU THIS TIME HE ASKED AS HE WENT DOWN ON HIS KNEES INFRONT OF ME!,...SHE TOOK HOLD HIS COLLAR',...PULLING HIM TO HER,KISS MY MILKY WHITE THIGHS ,TO YOU GET TO MY PUSSY LIPS,THEN BITE THEM,MAKE ME MOAN ,...YES MISTRESS HE SAYS''.,...IS THIS TO YOUR LIKING MISTRESS?(SLAPPING HIM)I DID NOT SAY FOR YOU TO SPEAK!!,...NOW PUSH YOUR TONGUE FURTHER INSIDE MY PUSSY AND YOU MAY NOT STOP TIL I SAY YOU ARE DISMISSED!!!,... ------------------------------------- -- [adjective]:Fetish oriented 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

Back To Indian Golden Coasts
My company has a division which is involved in rebuilding Condos on the Indian east and west Coast. That has afforded me the opportunity to visit often and inspect the progress. Fortunately for me, one of the nicer buildings has been restored and is available for my trips. Also fortunately for me, she has ample occasions to travel to the beach. I try to help her out with expenses by sharing my unlimited access to the Condo. This weekend our trips coincided giving me the opportunity to mix business with pleasure. We met in the late afternoon. My business was completed and she was coming in from a day of lounging in the sun. When we kissed I could taste the sun on her lips. She was warm, salty, and sensuous. Our kiss lasted for what seemed like hours while our hands started exploring each other. At some point I removed her top and had access to her firm warm breasts. Each nipple was begging for attention as I squeezed one while sucking on the other. Low moans came from her throat and

My Mental State. Lmao Yea Right
DisorderRatingParanoid Disorder:LowSchizoid Disorder:LowSchizotypal Disorder:LowAntisocial Disorder:LowBorderline Disorder:LowHistrionic Disorder:LowNarcissistic Disorder:LowAvoidant Disorder:LowDependent Disorder:LowObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:Low-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! ---- Personality Disorders --

Princess Of My Land
A special dinner, That's what I set out to do. To show you how special you are, To show you my love was true. A candle light dinner, I made for us to eat. Looking deep into your eyes, Our souls did meet. After we ate dinner, To the couch we did retire. Curled up together with a movie, And the sweet glow of a fire. So relaxed and content, A feeling of heavenly bliss. On the back of your neck, I placed a sweet soft kiss. It sent a shiver down your spine, And you turned and held me tight. Whispering softly in my ear, Make love to me all night Mr Ambassador. I said I'll be right back, As I got up off the couch. Into my bedroom i went, Then pulled out a pouch. I pulled out rose pedals, And laid them all over the bed. Hundreds of rose pedals, White, yellow, pink and red. Around the room, Candle after candle I did light. Making a soft glow in the room, That flicked in the night. I went to the couch, And took you by the hand. You glowed like the full moon, As yo

Why
why dosen't any one have a crush on me thanks alot i say that sarcasticly i thought i was loved here i guess i was wrong every one of you guys wants me but not enough to have a crush on me i guess i am an ugly duckling to every one of you Brenda

An Alien's Tears...
some times I feel that there is so little connection to good and desirable people that it starts to dry me up inside! Tonight is one of those nights, the world around me seems to make so little sense and seems to be so totally NOT about me that I wonder where the rocket I arrived on was sent from! If you've ever gone through the starkness of savage Friday night loneliness, this blod entry is dedicated to you!

Best Scenery Pic Contest
New Contest to start tonight 1-26-07 at 10pm est. This is for the Best Scenery Pictures. Based on the most comments Comment bombing allowed No bad pics will be approved Send all links to the photo of you choice to: RedMex~The Elite Family 2nd in Charge~The Dark Chicana Queen of the RedMex Family@ CherryTAP Good luck and I love all my little Cherries. RedMex Shelia p.s. first prize is big pimpin gift Second on down will get surprizes

Mystical Quotes
"One cannot help but be in awe when one contemplates the mysteries of eternity, of life, of the marvelous structure of reality." Albert Einstein "I am not bound to win but I am bound to be true. I am not bound to succeed but I am bound to live up to what light I have." Abraham Lincoln "Conscience never deceives us and is the true guide of humanity. She is to the sould what instinct is to the body; whoever follows her pursues the direct path of nature and need not fear being misled." Jean Jacques Rousseau "The most beautiful and most profound experience is the sensation of the mystical. It is the sower of all true science. He to whom this emotion is a stranger, who can no longer wonder and stand rapt in awe is as good as dead." Albert Einstein

Cold Girls Dont Read This Pls...craving Sensual Pleasure
It's 4:00 a.m., dark and quiet, the stillness wrapping around you like a comfortable, cozy blanket. Like most early mornings, you are wide awake and craving sensual pleasures. Searching the internet for sensual delights isn't very satisfying most of the time, it's mostly a wasteland of cocks and pussies in variations combinations. Raw sex can be fun, but it's like fast food -- it satisfies the basic need of hunger, but leaves you craving for more. So after masturbating several times while browsing some photos and reading a few stories of spurting cum, rock hard cocks, and massive boobs, You're still hungry for some thing more satisfying, some thing that captures the imagination, some thing that can inspire the soul, some thing that enhances the sensual experiences of rubbing your clit slowly and softly, some thing that inspires your desire so that when you cum, you cum long and hard. In my quest for sensual pleasures, You have decided to keep a diary on line of your sensual fanta

Girl To Girl Advice...the Clitoris – Can I Do It Till I Need Glasses?
what else would I have on my mind to write about. *giggles* Official Definition from Wikipedia online encyclopedia - The clitoris is a sexual organ in the body of mammals. The visible knob-like portion is located near the anterior junction of the labia minora, above the opening of the vagina. My definition: a glorious little spot with between 6,000 and 8,000 sensory nerve endings that deserves to be played with often, and in return will give a woman hours and hours of pleasure, stress relief, makes the sunshine a little brighter, and brings a smile to your face. To find head south (slowly, its more fun to take your time and even a few detours) with fingers, tongue, or other pleasure giving device and when your hips arch and moans involuntarily burst forth – you found it. Once found, rub, lick, or otherwise stimulate until totally satisfied (or semi-conscious j/k) OOOOH and for those who wish to learn more, a whole domain just about The Clitoris - dedicated to a Woman's Sexual

Synchronicities
Our individual journeys take us into many unexpected situations where we encounter a wide variety of people-some quite like ourselves and some very different. We cannot anticipate these meetings, but we can make the most of them when they take place. When we are courteous as a matter of course and open-minded in our assessment of the individuals whose lives briefly touch our own, we are more apt to stumble upon surprising gems of wisdom that open our eyes to new worlds of possibility. Every person we meet can affect us profoundly, just as every situation we find ourselves in can teach us something new. To fully embrace this fact, it is essential that we acknowledge that everyone is valuable in their own way and capable of expanding our horizons. Since we never know when we will happen upon those individuals who will unveil truths before us, we should extend to all people the same generous level of kindness, care, compassion, and understanding. When we assume everyone we meet is spec

Olden Days
hello to all that may be reading this blog, ok here we go, have you ever thought of what it may have been like back in the olden days? did you ever stop and think about what it was like during king richards regin? imgine all the knights, and the queen of his castle? remember the kinghts in shining armor, and there sturdy steeds. imgine all the battles that was fought and won. but just remembe rall those that lost there lives too. and returning to thier castles after a war with another land

Hmmmmm...you Think So....
You scored as Captain Jack Sparrow. Roguish,quick-witted, and incredibly lucky, Jack Sparrow is a pirate who sometimes ends up being a hero, against his better judgement. Captain Jack looks out for #1, but he can be counted on (usually) to do the right thing. He has an incredibly persuasive tongue, a mind that borders on genius or insanity, and an incredible talent for getting into trouble and getting out of it. Maybe its brains, maybe its genius, or maybe its just plain luck. Or maybe a mixture of all three. Captain Jack Sparrow83%Lara Croft79%Neo, the "One"71%Batman, the Dark Knight71%James Bond, Agent 00763%El Zorro63%Maximus58%William Wallace46%The Amazing Spider-Man42%The Terminator

Nurturing The Journey
Our lives are but fine weavings, that God and we have planned. Each life becomes a fabric planned, and fashioned in his care. We may not always see just how the weaving interwine but we must trust the Master's hand, and follow his design. For He can view the pattern upon the upper side, while we must look from underneath and trust in him to guide......... is added to his plan, and though it's difficult for us, we still must understand. That it's He who fills the shuttle. It's He who knows what's best. So we must weave in patience, and leave to Him the rest..... Not till the loom is silent and the shuttles cease to fly, Shall God unroll the canvas and explain the reasons why..... the dark threads are as needed, in the weavers skillful hand. As the threads of gold and silver, in the pattern He has planned.

Studys Drive Me Nuts
well here 1/2 the way thru school all is well 3.75 gpa. not to bad im doing better than what was expected of me. but dam the amount of reading im doing in my spare time is a bit extreme i think . if they would at least put some hot chicks on the bikes in the books it wouldnt be so bad...lol... alas i perservere on ward towards the end....

A Rough Quicky.....[ Warning ,language ]
Please Be Aware,The Language Used Here Is Dirty Sex. Knowing your intentions, i pulled you into the other room and kissed you longingly. You put your arms around my neck and kissed me back, biting my lower lip playfully. I reached down between us and fumbled with the button of your jeans. You pulled away, You didn't think there was time for what I had in mind. "I am going to fuck you," I whispered, pulling you back to me. You moaned softly and started to unbuckle my belt while i kissed you aggressively and unzipped your fly. You unbuttoned my pants and pushed them down over my hips. Then i spun you around and pushed you against the wall roughly. "Bend over" I hissed. All you could do was obey, sticking your ass out as i yanked your jeans down and pressed my cock against your already slick pussy lips. Your head fell back and you grunted as i thrust into you. My bare cock felt incredible,you screamed in pleasure."OHHhhh you fill me soo lovely

When A Hottie Girl Get Oorny !
We’re sitting on a couch on your porch, you at one end and I at the other end. I ask you, "Do you miss me? Do you miss my touch? Do you miss the feel of our bodies pressed against one another?" I ask these questions while I am moving towards you. I straddle you while you sit back and look into my eyes, you’re grabbing my arms just above my elbows, as my hands rub against your chest then slide down to your zipper. I can feel you hardening through your pants. I unzip and slide my hand down to your cock. I stroke it slowly, up and down. I'm pleasing you, and I know it. But I know what would please you even more. So I slowly move away from your lap and place my knees on the floor in front of you. I place my lips on your hard cock and give it a teasing kiss, then a little lick. Your hands are lightly cupping my cheeks, as though they are guiding my mouth where to go. I take you in, to the back of my throat, pressing my lips tightly around your cock. Bobbing up and d

Why?
Why is it that you can never really be happy? Why is it that you never find the one you love till it is to late? Why do we go through lfe wondering "what if"? Why do we carry on like nothering is wrong? Because we think we are happy. Because we think we are the one we love. Because if there where no what ifs life would be easy. Beacuse we want to get that day over and done with as soon as posible.

What Is Your Kinky Turn On
You scored as Blind Folds. Your turn on is the blindfold. When you can't see, that makes your other senses more aware... including your sense of touch. So who wouldn't enjoy being blindfolded???? Sex isn't sex without enhancing your sense of touch.Blind Folds83%Chains/Handcuffs75%Whips67%Bondage50%Biting50%Blood33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

I Once Had A Friend
I Once Had a Friend I once had a friend Who wore a dark mask. It wasn’t very visible But I didn’t ask. All the signs were there For me to ignore It was mental abuse But I stayed for some more. I questioned my values I questioned my worth I questioned the morals Instilled since birth. I thought it was love I thought it was right. Until I woke up, And everything became a fight.. My thoughts were all cloudy My friends were all gone. My family tried to help me It was time to move on. Where did I go wrong ? It’s the story of my life. I thought it would be forever, It cut me like a knife. My judgements impaired My decisions were all wrong. A bad gut feeling, But I still went along. Until one day, some words were said. I thought to myself, Am I better off dead? My imagination running wild But the facts were all there. I wanted to run, But didn’t know where. I don’t know what was in your mind, I don’t know what w

Funny Shit...
The Washington Post has published the winning submissions to its yearly contest, in which readers are asked to supply alternate meanings for common words. The winners are: 1. Coffee (n.), the person upon whom one coughs. 2. Flabbergasted (adj.), appalled over how much weight you have gained. 3. Abdicate (v.), to give up all hope of ever having a flat stomach. 4. Esplanade (v.), to attempt an explanation while drunk. 5. Willy-nilly (adj.), impotent. 6. Negligent (adj.), describes a condition in which you absent-mindedly answer the door in your nightgown. 7. Lymph (v.), to walk with a lisp. 8. Gargoyle (n.), olive-flavored mouthwash. 9. Flatulence (n.) emergency vehicle that picks you up after you are run over by a steamroller. 10. Balderdash (n.), a rapidly receding hairline. 11. Testicle (n.), a humorous question on an exam. 12. Rectitude (n.), the formal, dignified bearing adopted by proctologists. 13. Pokemon (n), a Rastafarian proctologist.

Buddy List Cleansing
Well I don't get much time to spend on here anymore with school and all, so I'm going to be cleaning out my buddy list. I don't have time to get to all of you and I feel bad about that. If you want to stay on my buddy list here, please let me know otherwise you will be deleted. I'll give everyone through the weekend to let me know. Take care all! Much love! Cynthia

I'm Batman
You scored as Batman, the Dark Knight. As the Dark Knight of Gotham, Batman is a vigilante who deals out his own brand of justice to the criminals and corrupt of the city. He follows his own code and is often misunderstood. He has few friends or allies, but finds comfort in his cause.Batman, the Dark Knight83%The Amazing Spider-Man67%The Terminator63%Neo, the "One"58%William Wallace50%Lara Croft42%Maximus42%James Bond, Agent 00738%El Zorro33%Captain Jack Sparrow29%Indiana Jones

Just Some Of My Thoughts
After a while you learn the subtle difference Between holding a hand and changing a soul. And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning And company doens't mean security. And you begin to accept your defeats With you head and your eyes ahead. With the grace of a woman or man Not with the grief of a child. And you learn to build your roads on today Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans. And futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. And after awhile you learn That even sunshine burns if you get too much. So you plant you own garden and decorate your own soul. Instead of waiting for someone to send you flowers. And you learn That you really can endure That you really are strong And you really do have worth And you learn And learn, and learn With every failure You learn With every goodbye you learn.

Such A Fucking Tragic
Feb:14 is gunna suck. No Bf No Valentine Nothing. Very lonely me. Ive notice that my once good friend has changed. She doesnt even say hi to me anymore.Not like it matters. She has gotten stuckup & thinks shes this Pin-up Girl. Mexicans. Yeah. No. Most people are 2-faced whores anyways.No worries. I dont mind being on my own. It tottalllly fucking dawned on me today: Your a loner again. I guess in ways I like it,It sucks not having a bf or anything, But I always deal with it. I basicly fucking dump my friends anyways,They are all idiots. Im not gunna stand around & watching them fuck me over. My other friend,Yeah dont get me started. He said he liked me;Yet I see all these other girls flirting with him,Fucking get over it. No one cares.Its no HS drama bs. I dont let guys just say whatever they want to me so why does it make it alright for guys? Girls are fucking sluts. End of story. This is why I cant handle any one anymore.

A Letter From An American Airlines Pilot
-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- This is the same question that many of us have been asking for the past several years....this well spoken man says what is on his heart beautifully....read, absorb and pass on....it's time to get answers from those who claim their terrorist members do not represent them...why are their leaders not LOUDLY AND FIERCELY AND CONTINUOUSLY condemning their visible murderous brethren. By American Airlines Pilot - Captain John Maniscalco "I've been trying to say this since 9-11 but you worry me. I wish you didn't. I wish when I walked down the streets of this country that I love, that your color and culture still blended with the beautiful human landscape we enjoy in this country. But you don't blend in anymore. I notice you, and it worries me. I notice you because I can't help it anymore. People from your homelands, professing to be Muslims, have been attacking and killing my fellow citizens and our friends

Ok I Think It's Time!
Everyone is always having some kind of contest so I think its my turn. I threw out the idea of a sexiest military man contest and nobody jumped on it so this one I'm going to make a little more broad. I'm going to have a "Nicest Eyes" contest. This one will only be open to men but I might have another one later for the ladies if I think I can find the interest. If anyone thinks they have the nicest eyes send me a message telling me you want to participate. Right now I'm offering up a 7 day cherry blast to the winner. I'm looking for 10 or more men to join in on the fun and the winner will be the person who gets the most comments.

Mother / Father Contest
I entered a picture of my husband and his son into the Parent/Child contest. If you have a chance, would you please go and vote for them? It ends in one week. The most comments wins! Thanks! Yes, comment bombing is allowed. 1st = Diamond ring for woman & Rolex for men 2nd= Earrings for woman & Platinum Cherry for men 3rd= Woman & Men =1doz roses and Romantic Dinner

A Horse's View Of The World
Arena: Place where humans can take the fun out of forward motion. Bit: Means by which a rider's every motion is transmitted to the sensitive tissues of the mouth. Bucking: Counterirritant. Crossties: Gymnastic apparatus. Dressage: Process by which some riders can eventually be taught respect the bit. Fence: Barrier that protects good grazing. Grain: Sole virtue of domestication. Hitch rail: Means by which to test one's strength. Horse trailer: Mobile cave bear den. Hotwalker: The lesser of two evils. Jump: An opportunity for self-expression. Latch: Type of puzzle. Longeing: Procedure for keeping a prospective rider a bay. Owner: Human assigned responsibility for one's feeding. Rider: Owner overstepping its bounds. Farrier: Disposable surrogate owner; useful for acting out aggression without compromising food supply. Trainer: Owner with mob connections. Veterinarian: Flightless albino vulture.

Compatability?
Libra (me) & Taurus (Dwayne) Misunderstandings are sure to run rampant these two Venusians who don't even worship the same goddess! One loves with the body while the other loves with the mind. But if each can put aside their differences, these two artists could be quite happy together. Libra + Taurus Air + Earth = Dust Libra is ruled by Venus, and so is Taurus. Because of this thereÕs an immediate attraction between you. Your air element relates to your brains and your terrific communication skills, and all this appeals to the earthy and security-conscious Taurus. In return, Taurus can ground you and calm some of your mental scatter. YouÕll both enjoy having a busy social life, but there are limits for Taurus, who loves the domestic side of life. You need the social circle, but it could get a little exhausting for Taurus, who needs a quieter sort of environment, at least from time to time. Luckily, you also like a bit of mental calm, and hooking up with Taurus will

New Contest(best Tattoo)
I want to start up a new contest. I need 8 people to enter a best tattoo contest. i will start the contest when i have 10 people.please send me a message if you like to enter. when i have enough i will go over the rules. thank bill

From Sheri
THIS IS TOO ALL MY FRIENDS IN RECOVERY....AND ANYONE ELSE WHO MIGHT GET SOMETHIN OUT OF IT... THE PROBLEM HAS ALWAYS BEEN......... EVERYONE ELSE IS SELF CENTERED AND THEY DONT WANT ME TO GET WHAT I WANT. THE SOLUTION WILL ALWAYS BE........... WHEN I RECOGNIZE THAT I AM THE ONE WHO IS SELF CENTERED AND EVERYTHING IVE EVER HAD, HAS NEVER BEEN ENOUGH..... RECOVERY STARTS THERE!!!!!!! YOUR LIFE IS NOW.... Love Livin' It!!!!!!! Sherilynn Williams read About | FAQ | Terms | Privacy | Safety Tips | Contact MySpace | Report Abuse | Promote! | Advertise |

Unleashed Fury......momentarily.......i'm A Jerk
First of all this is gonna be a very tasteless rant. Its gonna be angry and rude. Its gonna be digusting and in no shape or form classy at all. It may hold a moment or two of a very dominate "in your face" attitude......Guess what?........I dont give a fuck read, then take it or leave it. There are those of you who will understand and to me thats all that matters. Because you are all team leaders and you have an understanding that this coach is loosing the game. Lets see where should I start......Fuckin Hangovers!!!! Ya, they can lick the shit I stepped in from a coyote this morning taking the kid to daycare. Tis true I am the only one to blame for getting loaded and expecting to feel okay...Fuck em anywayz.....The next coyote that lay tracks in my yard is better than dead....The little fucker is gonna be shot and posted on a stick for all his little buddies to see that fuckin with my garbage cans may not be a wise choice. The next girlfriend of mine that whines and shits her pan

Quiz
You scored as Unipolar Depression. Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bear all the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. And you really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets.Unipolar Depression100%Borderline Personality Disorder50%Eating Disorders33%Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder17%Schizophrenia17%Antisocial Personality Disorder0%Which mental disorder do you have?created with QuizFarm.com

Best Dressed Contest
I'm in a contest for being the best dressed woman on cherry tap. It's for comments and ratings. If you think I'm the best dressed, why don't you drop a vote my way? Thanks! Contest ends February 9th

Heads Up
This is a very sober description of the Islamic terrorist threat we are faced with. We are NOW at war with a culture that wants, not to take over our land, but to KILL us. This is a transcript of a section of a Gingrich Speech in New Hampshire. Apparently it is causing a firestorm. NEWT GINGRICH: The third thing I want to talk about very briefly is the genuine danger of terrorism, in particular terrorists using weapons of mass destruction and weapons of mass murder, nuclear and biological weapons. And I want to suggest to you that right now we should be impaneling people to look seriously at a level of supervision that we would never dream of if it weren't for the scale of threat. Let me give you two examples. When the British this summer arrested people who were planning to blow up ten airliners in one day, they arrested a couple who were going to use their six month old baby in order to hide the bomb as baby milk. Now, if I come to you tonight and say t

Attitude
ATTITUDE There once was a woman who woke up one morning, looked in the mirror, and noticed she had only three hairs on her head. "Well," she said, "I think I'll braid my hair today."? So she did and she had a wonderful day. The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and saw that she had only two hairs on her head. "H-M-M, " she said, "I think I'll part my hair down the middle today."? So she did and she had a grand day. The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and noticed that she had only one hair on her head. "Well," she said, "Today I'm going to wear my hair in a pony tail." So she did and she had a fun, fun day. The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and noticed that there wasn't a single hair on her head. "YEAH!" she exclaimed, "I don't have to fix my hair today!" Attitude is everything. Have a Good Day! Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle."

Untitled No 3
His mind is in pieces, like a thousand pieces of glass. What to do, what not to, where to turn, will he hurt again or will he burn? The devil you know crashes and burns, broken and alone, don't leave me here alone, it hurts. Take me to the riverside,and repackage the lies, wheres my remote control so I can change this shit. Like spare change could change the world when the stars come out at night, deep inside myself is where I'll find my world. Deep inside I'm breaking down, tell them all, tell everyone hello.

Me
FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! I have lost my blog message 3 times already! So....basically I am tired of typing now... I was writing all about me...but now if you have questions you will have to ask.... I LOVE meeting new people so leave me a comment so we can chat!

Dark Christ..
Mankind in his insatiable search for divine Knowledge has discarded all biblical teachings Realizing that the strength of religion is the repression of knowledge All structures of religion have collapsed Life prays for death in the wake of the horror of these revelations It was never imagined how graphic the reality that would be known as the end of creation Would manifest itself We believe all this chaos and atrocity can be traced Back to one single event We hold these truths to be painfully self-evident All men are not created equal Only the strong will prosper Only the strong will conquer Only in the darkness of Christ have I realized God Hates Us All

Impression 01/21/2006
If you’re still in your depression Than that’s the last impression You portray And if the sadness persists Keep the hope that exists For today If those tears just keep on rolling There’s still a faith that’s flowing Deep inside Look not to just an angry place Soon the frowns will be off your face In time So if your last impression Is still that deep depression Turn away The sorrow brings you down And people all around Won’t want to stay Then loneliness will creep in No happy days will begin For a while So let the light shine through you You’ll find it’s not hard to do Just to smile

Painful
I was hurt today, I guess I'll get over it. Not like I have a choice, I'll remember for a while, Even if I pretend not to. It might never be the same, I don't know how she got back up so many times. She's stronger than I, And her strength was just one thing, Among so much that I yearned for. Maybe it isn't so bad, Maybe life isn't so terrible, Maybe just for today it is. Perhaps tomorrow morning the sun will shine, Maybe the clouds will be lined in silver, Maybe not. It might rain, I might cry, But either way I won't break, At least not all of me. My heart will heal, With saline glue, And even this in time shall pass.

Rh's Pajama Party Contest Winners
TheRH ( BBW Lover )@ CherryTAP RH's Pajama Party Contest Winners 1st place- 10,000 Carrie@ CherryTAP Carrie 2nd place- 5,000 DALLAS ANGEL@ CherryTAP Dallas Angel 3rd place- 1,000 ;) Kinkerbell ;) WHO LOVES ME? WHO DO I LOVE?@ CherryTAP Kinkerbell RH

Loss Of Innocence At Puberty
So long ago I was a child With mind so pure And manners mild, And dreams of treasures, valor and what not, Of things like sailing 'round the world in my yacht. At night I'd sit and watch Bright planets in the sky When they and then the stars Would roll on by. My mind would travel To a distant cosmic shore, Exploring corners of the Universe I hadn't known before. I could converse with trees And birds and camels And fish and insects, Shrimp and gnawing mammals. It was my Age of Innocence, Profundity and tranquil joy. My soul was crystal clean. My heart was daring yet coy... And then damn puberty arrived Along with pimples, rock-n-roll and teenage jive And, ruthlessly, to my dismay, my hormones then kicked in, And then a loathsome fire started burning from within. Oh, how raging, how wicked was that fire! A sticky, overwhelming s*xual desire! My inner organs started churning sperm- Their tiny bodies would inside my body squirm. I lost my cosmic und

Someone Is A Click Away From A Free Mammogram...
I Checked this out personally to make sure that it was not an email spam. And it is NOT. So please read and repost. Thank you. Momma Dukes A favor to ask, it only takes a minute.... Please tell ten friends to tell ten today! The Breast Cancer site is having trouble getting enough people to click on their site daily to meet their quota of 45,000 hits to enable the donation of at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on "donating a mammogram" for free (pink window in the middle). This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. http://www.thebreastcancersite.com AGAIN , PLEASE repost thanks again.

Have You Ever Gotten So Pissed????
So, you all know how I joined this "contest".... to get the plat cherry?? Well there WAS no time limit on it. Then today informs me there is one. I say to him "you told me there was no time limit, otherwise I would not have done it" so he send me a plat cherry. Cool right? Well I go to THANK him for the cherry and it says user permissions do not allow you to do that.... I check and he's not on my friends list anymore. I goto add him as a friend and it says the same stupid thing about user permission.... I think he blocked me! Now, I'm pissed because: 1) HE solicited his contest to ME, directly in the shoutbox! 2) HE said there was no time limit 3) HE has the nerve to block ME when I didn't even want to be in the stupid contest! But he said he really needed people! The reason he gave me for suddenly changing the rules is "not enough people are voting and I want to get up more in rank so I'm doing another contest instead" Sorry, I find that straight up bullshit to be

Rateing Time And Comment Time
I KNOW I SAID BEFORE IAM ON HERE TO MEET FRIENDS AND NOT FOR POINTS OR HELP YOU ALL GET POINTS,WELL I HAVE CHANGEMY MIND SO RATE AND COMMENT ON MY PIAND I WILL YOUR TOO HAVE FUN:) AND HONEST

Lime Sky
The lights went faint out on street eighteen They flickered and flashed ‘til the sky went green There I was in the dawn of eve Nothing but my guitar and my wanting to leave So I caught the next train hoping to make it home Dazeled by a lime sky on the streets I roam It was almost midnight when I heard that man fall Twelve miles away but I heard his voice call “Oh darling! Hear my one last cry Come home to me with wings you fly.” I flew to that man knowing we’ve been apart With thunder in my soul and wisdom in my heart I went back to that man like waves return to sea That man holds the love that was meant for me And the lights were radiant with an emerald blaze As I wandered home In my mind’s own haze

A Little Johnny Joke(two)
Two Rednecks, Bubba and Earl, were driving down the road drinking a couple of bottles of Budweiser. The passenger, Bubba, said "Lookey thar up ahead, Earl, its a dadgum police roadblock!! Were gonna get busted fer drinkin these here beers!" "Dont worry Bubba," Earl said. "We'll just pull over and finish drinkin' these here beers then peel off the label and stick in on our foreheads and throw the bottles under the seat." " What fer?" asked Bubba. "Just let me do the talkin", OK? said Earl. Well, they finished their beers, threw the empties out of sight and put the labels on each of their foreheads. When they reached the roadblock, the sheriff said, "Howdy boys. Y'all been drinkin'?" "No sir," said Earl, while pointing at the labels.... "Me and Bubbas on the Patch."

Sun Of Rescue
Melodic movement overflowing In the sun its light is showing Waves so endless, intertwining Love so spacious, always shinning Leave what’s lost, a world behind Captured in all that’s to find Branched out choices, radiating Glowing strong and never fading Beating with one, souls are met Joined by time, under sunset And to the stars the hope lives on Carrying wisdom so strong By dusking sun, appears the start Be rescued in that love-filled heart (for in your eyes, no goodbyes will tear you all apart)

Trying To File Taxes Early? Think Again
Trying to File Taxes Early? Think Again Military.com Last December, President Bush signed the Tax Relief and Health Care Act of 2006 (HR 6408) into law. The key provisions of this bill that will help military families are the tuition and higher education tax deductions and the inclusion of combat pay in the earned income credit calculation. However, the late passage of this act has put the Internal Revenue Service (IRS) and early filers in a bind. The IRS announced that the new changes forced them to suspend early tax filing for taxpayers who want to use these credits until Feb.3. The new date allows the IRS enough time to update its systems to accommodate the tax law changes without disrupting other operations tied to the tax filing season, according to an IRS press release. Any paper or electronic returns sent before Feb. 3 will be accepted but not processed until after the February deadline. “Based on filings early this year, only about 930,000 tax returns claimed any of

Scream
There you were in a presence waiting I begged, I screamed, I cried, I plead To have you open up my eyes: To a naive world All I need to know To the passioned love That you’d never show To all that I’ve missed And behind what I’ve seen To darkness, to light And to what’s in between Open to life To the future unclear All that used to be And all that is here To analyze not, Just to breath in this air (To) Show me it all And that there’s more out there In an emptiness disappearing, you were gone And I sighed with a scream As I cried with no dream When you opened up my eyes

Contest
I'm going to be holding a contest for Sexiest male tattoo, it's going to run for a week starting hopefully tomorrow if I can get enough interest. Comment bombing is allowed, so whoever has the most comments wins. I'll give prizes for the top 3 1st - Rolex 2nd - mens ring 3rd - mens bracelet Hit me up if you want to enter. My baby is going to be doing a contest for sexiest female tattoo so for women that are intersted you can hit up his page. Cripton@ CherryTAP

Im That Girl
I am a girl that will love you for who you are not what you are I am a girl who would hold you to keep you close I am a girl who would tickle you to hear you laugh I am a girl who doesn't care how much money you have or what kind of car you drive I am a girl that thinks you are gorgeous even when you are hot and sweaty I am a girl that does not want gifts just the love and respect in return I am a girl that would call you in the morning just to say have a great day I am a girl that would bring you lunch when you are to busy to get your own I am the girl that stops by for a minute at your work just to say hi I am a girl that doesn't care what other people think about you I am a girl that will always trust you until that trust are violated I am a girl who wants to be loved the same in return.........

Company To Donate T-shirts To Servicemembers
Company to Donate T-shirts to Servicemembers Military.comWeek of January 22, 2007 Raising Consciousness America Foundation, Inc. (RCAF) will donate 500,000 specially designed T-shirts to active and wounded military personnel worldwide. The organization commissioned 2TWO, an Atlanta based design company to create and produce "the Heart of America" t-shirts. "We recognized that it's a small but hopefully significant gesture, one that will allow "America" to express its sincere appreciation for what has been sacrificed by these soldiers and their families" said, Towanda Scott, VP of Marketing for Raising Consciousness America Foundation, Inc. Shipments are currently underway; additional support, sponsorships and donations are needed to meet the July 4th, 2007 goal. To view the shirts or find out how you can help, please go to http://www.rconscious.org/ or contact Ms Towanda Scott by email, towandascottasap@yahoo.com or call 404-409-0245. Please pass this one to all

~~i Don't Look Good Naked Any More~~
MEDICAL PROBLEM "Don't laugh!" said the patient. "Of course I won't laugh," the doctor said. "I'm a professional. In over twenty years I've never laughed at a patient.” "Okay then," and the patient proceeded to drop his trousers, revealing the tiniest willy the doctor had ever seen. It couldn't have been bigger than the size of an AAA battery. > Unable to control himself, the doctor started giggling, then fell laughing to the floor. Ten minutes later he was able to struggle to his feet and regain his composure. > "I'm so sorry," said the doctor."I really am. I don't know what came over me. On my honor as a doctor and a gentleman, I promise it won't happen again. Now...what seems to be the problem?" > "It's swollen," the patient replied.

The Hug
It was your birthday, we had drunk and dined Half of the night with our old friend Who'd showed us in the end To a bed I reached in one drunk stride. Already I lay snug, And drowsy with the wine dozed on one side. I dozed, I slept. My sleep broke on a hug, Suddenly, from behind, In which the full lengths of our bodies pressed: Your instep to my heel, My shoulder-blades against your chest. It was not sex, but I could feel The whole strength of your body set, Or braced, to mine, And locking me to you As if we were still twenty-two When our grand passion had not yet Become familial. My quick sleep had deleted all Of intervening time and place. I only knew The stay of your secure firm dry embrace.

Help Me!!! Im So Bored Here
"But he doesn't want to read the message here" *the anwser to this is on my page see if u can find it * ok from the first line can anyone guess what song its off of and who plays it??? *hint its my Favorite Song and Band* anyways if ur reading this then im bored and I have nothing better to do tonight!!! anyways if anyone wants to talk then my yahoo messenger is lebanon_OR_punk2005 and my msn messenger is tntpunk0@hotmail.com anyways I will be on there so if u wanna chat go ahead I would love to talk to anyone and O if you figure out my question then tell me in a message and your right you will get lotz of cherry lovin from me comments, rating, and more... LOL i just wanted some fun with my blogs ^_^ so have fun this weekend and I will talk to anyone who wants to chat!!!! Peace Out my Cherry Friends!!!! ~TOMMY~

Poet & Sex
(After a friend asked me why I didn't write more poems about sex) For one thing, it's hard to get away with, caught as we are red-handed in the Chamber of Mimesis, one of those kinky rooms with mirrors all over the walls and ceiling where we hope to satisfy our unspeakable needs but get instead an abyss of dwindling reflections. Also, it's less like being in bed with a lover than standing alone in front of a copy machine Xeroxing her panties and bra. Snaps and garters give way to the block and tackle of narrative, which no amount of fumbling will undo. Now tell me, does that sound like fun to you? Sometimes, however, while we are looking elsewhere, the green-gold dust of pollen falls and begins to settle over everything like an idea that takes over without our knowing and adds a glow to whatever we see, and we find ourselves in the middle of a sentence we want to keep going, clause after clause, as if the sinuosities of syntax were the suave unfolding of limbs

Rite Of Spring
So winter closed its fist and got it stuck in the pump. The plunger froze up a lump in its throat, ice founding itself upon iron. The handle paralysed at an angle. Then the twisting of wheat straw into ropes, lapping them tight round stem and snout, then a light that sent the pump up in flame it cooled, we liftd her latch, her entrance was wet, and she came.

Me..
Too old to be wild and free still Too young to be over the hill Should I try to grow up But who knows where to start Maybe I'll settle down, get married Or stay single and stay free Which road I travel Is still a mystery to me

The Otter
When you plunged The light of Tuscany wavered And swung through the pool From top to bottom. I loved your wet head and smashing crawl, Your fine swimmers’ back and shoulders Surfacing and surfacing again This year and every year since. I sat dry-throated on the warm stones. You were beyond me. The mellowed clarities, the grape-deep air Thinned and disappointed. Thank God for the slow loadening When I hold you now We are close and deep As the atmosphere on the water. My two hands are plumbed water. You are my palpable, lithe Otter of memory In the pool of the moment, Turning to swim on your back, Each silent thigh-shaking kick Re-tilting the light, Heaving the cool at your neck. And suddenly you’re out, Back again, intent as ever, Heavy and frisky in your freshened pelt, Printing the stones. __________________ "Never, never, never show a poem to anybody until you have worked on it in solitude for at least six months."lol,Who the ....can wai

Some More News #2
ok A/all i have went and seen the cardiologist and he told me that i have a slight heart murmur and that my heart is beating rapidly.. so on the 16th Of February i have an echocardiogram .. and then on the 21st of February i have the stress test and some kind of xray or something.. sighs so yea i am a lil upset and really down.. i'll keep You all posted huggs Debbielee

Oh, How I Ache For You
I ache for you, my love, Like a starfish Divided into two, My side still aches for you. Phantom pain for a missing rib! You were sprung from my flesh, Or I from yours. I ache for you, my love, Who fits against me Like spoons in a drawer Or the sea against the shore, Or yin and yang - Your body against me, Head at my neck, Hip at my waist. I ache for you, my love, My every extremity designed for you Lips, nose, chin, tongue, Fingers, phallus, arms, belong To your hollows, slopes and valleys, Your inlets, coves and dunes. I ache for you, my love, Like sea foam aches To melt into sand. I crash upon the strand, I rush to die like breakers on your rocks. Surging and receding, Each wave shapes you, I leave me, as I take you... Oh, how I ache for you, my love....

The Sun & The Moaning...wink
If I Were the sun And you Were the morning I would First Enter you. Partially Meeting Some resistance Stop, And then push Naked trees Finger nails In my back While birds cry A whimper That you bury In my neck. Thrust, And you moan, Like branches Rubbing Until Joy overcomes Pain with Warmth. Deep within., An animal sound Rises, But reaches your lips With the satisfied sigh Of the breeze, Which stirs clouds Stained red With your maiden blood.

A Women Bends Over Me
I am alive and exact. I have no preconceptions. Whatever I see I swallow immediately just as it is, unmisted by love or dislike. I am not cruel, only truthful- the eye of a little god, four-cornered. Most of the time I meditate on the opposite wall. It is pink, with speckles. I have looked at it so long I think it is a part of my heart. But it flickers. Faces and darkness separate us over and over. Now I am a lake. A women bends over me, searching my reaches for what she really is. Then she turns to those liars, the candles or the moon. I see her back, and reflect it faithfully. She rewards me with tears and an agitation of hands. I am important to her. She comes and goes. Each morning it is her face that replaces the darkness in me she has drowned a young girl, and in me an old women Rises toward her day after day, like a terrible fish.

Ok The Court Situation
OK NOW ONLY SOME OF YOU KNEW ABOUT WHAT HAS BEEN GOING ON LATELY WITH ME...SO HERE IT IS...A COUPLE WEEKS AGO...I WAS IN A FIGHT...NOT JUST ANY OL' FIGHT IT WAS INSANE..THIS DUDE CHRIS I KNOW HAS A SQUAD THAT DONT LIKE ME OR MY BOIZ..SO ONE DAY HE WAS TALKING SHIT AND I HEARD ABOUT IT....SO I SAW HIM IN THE PIZZA SHOP AND WHAT NOT HE WAS WITH HIS BOYZ AND IW AS WITH MINE...WE HADCOUGHT EACHOTHERS EYES....AND HE MADE LIKE THIS "" YEAH W.E FACE "" SO ME NOT THINKING LIKE ALWAYS WHEN IT COMES TO BEEF...I WALKED INTO THE SHOP GRABED HIM AND STARTED POUNDING ON HIM...HIS BOIS GRABED ME SO MYBOIZ RAN INSIDE...AND GRABED THEM...THEN WE TOOK IT OUT SIDE AND AS I WAS WALKING AWAY THE DUDE CHRIS GRABED ME AND STARTED SWINGIN WHILE I WASNT LOOKING...SO I LIKE SLAMED HIM ON THIS CAR HIT HIM A COUPLE TIMES AND HE FELL..SO I KICKED HIS HEAD INTO THE SIDE OF THE CAR MORE THEN ONE TIME...THEN EVERYONE GRABED ME...AND THE POLICE CAME ARRESTED ME AND THE AMBULANCE CAME TO GET THE DUDE..I JUST HAD A REAL

I Am Only Me
I am only me I am only me,That is all That I can be No more,no less,don't second guess. I love,I laugh,I live and cry, I've wished at times I could die. Some days I'm funny...others I'm not. Sometimes I'm in overdrive and can't stop. I'm a loyal and honest friend, You know I'll be there till the end. I'm a father,my children are my greatest gift, The smiles on their faces always give me a lift. I'm a Romantic,sensual,sexual and passionate too, To the love of my life,I'll share this with you. I can be a bit shy and sweet or saucy and bold, I can be quite a handful,or so I've been told. I'm not perfect,I do have my faults, Like when I get hurt I put up high walls. Or I'm not as forgiving,as I'd sometimes like to be, Because when I hurt,I hurt deeply. My logic is all my own and at times misunderstood, Because I don't always do things for my own good. I have many facets,like a diamond you see... I am only me!

'i Am Your Friend'
‘I AM YOUR FRIEND’ Shallow sweet Pride strong A day to meet A lifetime long A friend to hope And to share Anything you need And I will be there I will be there It’s when I’m sorry doesn’t work, And all your dreams are shattered You seem to stand alone, Asking if it matters When you’re looking for that friend That said that they cared You only have to think of me And I will be there I will be there Beside you every moment After a bad dream Quietly unspoken Whenever you need But think very hard At how it is an art Because if I was ever your friend I would live in your heart Now look again and see If I do not care I have told you already I will be there I will be there My words are true I’ll always be there Alive or if I’m dead The past doesn’t matter Listen to your heart And you will hear my laughter I am your friend indeed I don’t have to be in form Because I’ll be in your mind Think of me & I’ll make you warm I am a

Goin Crazy
I'm goin kinda crazy these days.My baby is drivin me up the wall and so is her lil coz. My job sucks no hours right now. Not enough money to take care of my baby. My ex isn't send enough money for the baby. Startin to look for another part time job. Tryin to save money to move out wth a friend wth in 2 yrs.other then that life is just fine lol.

The Legend Of The Valentine
The Legend of the Valentine The legend says ST.VALENTINE Was in a prison cell Thinking of his little flock He had always loved so well And, wanting to assure them Of his friendship and his love, He picked a bunch of violets And sent them by a dove.... And on the violets' velvet leaves He pierced these lines divine That simply said, "I LOVE YOU" And "I'M YOUR VALENTINE"... So through the years that followed, From that day unto this, Folks still send messages of love And seal them with a kiss.... Because a SAINT in prison Reached through prison bars one day And picked a bunch of violets And sent them out to say That FAITH and LOVE can triumph, No matter where you are, For FAITH and LOVE are GREATER Than the strongest prison bar. Helen Steiner Rice

2pac (feat. Dr. Dre)-california Love
A night of partying down the hall and my ears are shutdown for the night. Hollleeeeee fucccckkkkkk! I need to become a DJ, asap, I'd be bustin some funk-ass moves while my fingers do the talkin, hoollaaaa...and wow, uncensored Friday on comedy central..."...IMMA BEATHERAZZ!@" Mmmm, a classic. California love! [1]-California...knows how to party California...knows how to party In the citaaay of L.A. In the citaaay of good ol' Watts In the citaaay, the city of Compton We keep it rockin! We keep it rockin! [Verse One: Dr. Dre] Now let me welcome everybody to the wild, wild west A state that's untouchable like Elliot Ness The track hits ya eardrum like a slug to ya chest Pack a vest for your Jimmy in the city of sex We in that sunshine state with a bomb ass hemp beat the state where ya never find a dance floor empty And pimps be on a mission for them greens lean mean money-makin-machines servin fiends I been in the game for ten years makin rap tunes ever since hon

No Barriers With Love
Time to share is always there I peered thru life Ever avoiding strife But now am undone My barriers broken For one has found me Reached in and unbound me Her love has burst my bonds And set music to my songs Her need for me And mine for she Has made my Winter Spring A new start With hammering heart We color the world with our dream Nothing is as it did seem The darkness of my solitude is done She - my rising sun.

Banishing Unwanted Entities
TO BANISH AN UNWELCOME ENTITY Speak directly to the entity, or in the room most affected, saying: It is time to leave here; all is well. There is nothing here for you now, You must be gone Go now, go ~ complete your passing, Go, and with our blessing fare well. Farewell. Remove everything of the previous occupant ~ writing and photos in particular. If there is anything you wish to keep, purify it with salt or incense, saying: With this I purify you of the past Of hurt and memories Keeping only Love SPELL TO RID YOUR HOME OF UNWANTED GHOST/SPIRIT Begin by putting everything in its proper place. Clean your house to perfection, open the windows, and bless all your magical implements. Next, moving always to your left (counterclockwise, or wid-dershins as it is called in magical circles) anoint the doors, windows, and all openings of your home with a mixture of water (water), fennel (fire), oats (Earth), pine (air), and sage (wisdom). These represent all elements of the magic

My Haunting Past
The haunting past. As I watch the dawn of a brand new day- my mind is still haunted by demons from my past. Only from a dream, or a vision of the memory of hope; do I lay with a small hope for tomorrow. The devils of yesterday, reach out with their fleshless hands- They grab at me. Their fingers have names. I have names them all. They are betrayal – tears – blood – pain and torture. The hand itself is loneliness of the purest kind. I shiver under those monstrous hands of time. For they grope into the shadows of my mind. The parts that are left vulnerable to me. All my secret places. The places I try to hide in. The darkness always seeks me where I hide until it gets what it wants… My weaknesses. My youth. My dreams. My love. My happiness. My sanity. My life. I fill with a scream that rolls off my tongue soundless. With much effort I wonder what will be next. I will not let it rob me of my future. Today & tomorrow , I will fight my fears with my own hand. I reach out to

To Be American... (an Observation Of Our Culture)
Today I realized something, I watched a group of kids playing basketball on a Unicycle at the halftime of a Sonics/Tiberwolves NBA game (first pro basketball game I ever watched in person). There was one girl on between both teams, not in the racial term but uniform colors, whites and blacks. This girl was on the white team. And I noticed that people watched and admired these kids on the unicycle. I heard through the crowd, wow that kid can shoot and oooh good rebound...good block... good steal... but it lacked the same feel as if the Pros were on the court. Those I suppose that should be expected.... then as those calm remarks were stated the girl got the ball... the clatter rung loud as she missed the crowd sighed as a group a few mintues later again she got the ball and the crowd began again and as she finally made two points into the hoop the crowd errupted. into this awesome cheer.... To be American is to root for the underdog... To be American is to love our women more than

My Strip Song
Ok this is just fucked up...lol Your Stripper Song Is I'm a Slave 4 U by Britney Spears "I'm a slave for you. I cannot hold it; I cannot control it. I'm a slave for you. I won't deny it; I'm not trying to hide it." You may seem shy, but you can let your wild side out when you want to! What Song Should You Strip To?

What Next?
Well I can't pay my bills, I just found out that I won't get into the union apprenticeship. I just feel like that everything is going to fall down around me. The apprentice thing would have been great down the road. I would learn more in my trade and make more money to help my family. At least I still have them, my family. My Melissa, someone I could not live without. My kids, all three of them. My boy, who lives with his mom. I don't see him enough, he is autistic so the courts decided that it would be better to ease him in to longer visits. But "easing him" in their eyes is over basically over the rest of his life. Grace, my three year old. One I would wish the rest of my life was fully mine. Her sperm donor is a piece of crap. If he would just die or give up his rights. Better yet grow up and be a positive influence on her. I guess he would actually HAVE TO SEE HER to do that. It has been a fucking year. Better yet he works under the table, so no child support! Caitlin, my young

I've Serached A Lifetime
ive serached a lifetime for someone like u and now that i found you it like a dream come just like a gift sent from heaven above you are the one i know that was meant for me so come on and love me and give me chance and ill be the one youll always love so now were togahter and life seems so WONDERFUL. the times we share together on line and on the phone now it is time to take the next step in are life and that is to be together in real life .. then are life are the most wonderful life of all . so now there is know more seraching in my life . because as long as you want me in your life . then my dream is real and came true . that is why i give you my heart .. done by chrisitne

My Valentines
I am sooo excited...my husband's leave starts on Feb 14, 2007. Whooohooooo....that means he will be here sometime on Valentines Day. I have not seen him since the end of September 2006. I get him all to myself for two weeks, well almost two weeks, we will have to go visit and let others see him to, darnit. But, yes I will be a VERY Happy Camper. But, then after that he will be going back to Iraq, for seven more months . I am not thinking about that right now, I am thinking about what to wear when I pick him up from the airport....since I have lost about 131lbs since he left, I think he will love whatever I do or do not wear. Hey how bout some ideas? Ya'll gimme some ideas, especially the guys.

Dreamer
a href="http://tagfantasy.com" target="_blank"> tagfantasy.com I AM A DREAMER IT IS ME I DREAM TO SEE MY LIFE WILD AND FREE I ROME AND I WALK ALONE ON A PATH I DONT BELONG SOME DAY DREAMER WILL BE FREE TO WALK A PATH SHE WANTS TO LEAD I KNOW THIS IS TO BE SHE MEET THIS GUY YOU SEE HE,S GIVE HER HOPE IT CAN BE HE,S MADE HER SMILE WHEN SHE DID NONE AT ALL THIS GUY IS VERY SPECIAL TO HER AND I HOPE HE SEE,S THE DREAMER IN ME I WANT TO WALK I WANT TO PLAY AWWW I WANT TO BE SET FREE I WANT THIS GUY TO SEE THE REAL ME THIS I DREAM I HOPE HE SEE,S THE REAL THATS IN ME I AM STRONG I TRY TO BE I AM DREAMER CAN YOU SEE I HOPE HE KNOWS HE IS SPECIAL TO ME ONE DAY SOON HE WILL SEE THE REAL ME .

If I Should Die
If I should die tonight in my sleep No one would miss me, no one would care, And if I should slit my wrists with a knife There'd be a party, a gala, a fair. If tomorrow the world were to end And I were to die With my hand on my heart I would say, "Fuck you world and have a nice day." No one cares about the child gone wrong, The little kid sat in the corner I still hurt and I feel pain Even more than you could ever imagine. But one day I hope to find someone To love me and treat me like gold Until the day that happens I struggle through life getting old. __done by (christine)

........
lost a friend last year... first friend I made in this state that was actually worth something... today would have been his 23 birthday... didn't think about it much all day.. tried to keep it out of my head... but I sat down tonight and got on the computer... saw his myspace and had to take a trip to his page... reading his comments friends left him about made me cry.... so sad how good people get taken off this earth so soon... he had just turned 22 when he had his wreck... the good people get taken before the bad... something just isn't right with that... you would think that it should be the other way around... all the bad people go away.. the good are left to live out long lives and die when they are like 110 in their sleep... but no that's not how it works... *sigh* but yeah.. I'm not gonna dwell on this too hard... don't want to get myself all depressed... so I'm going to go..

Soulmate Love
With your soulmate you find a forever love, it bring more warmth than the sun above. With each year that does pass, this love grows stronger than the last. The two of you share everything in life, from money, goals, happiness, to troubles and strife. With each other, whole you do feel and are, apart, it's like a cloud that covers a star. Nothing in life seems as bright or as good, doesn't feel right or go as it should. With your soulmate you each always seem to know, what's not been said and your face doesn't show. You are so linked in soul and mind, your hearts know all there is to find. This bring you both more warmth than the sun above, when you've found your soulmate, that forever love. My soulmate is what I'm looking to find, to share that love that's better than all other kind. Spending the rest of life wrapped in warmth and light, from soulmate love shared, every day and night. Done By Christine

Thanks To Everyone!
I want to thank everyone who helped me out with kings contest for him to win. He won 1st Place in the animal contest.We beat the cat.....lol This is what he won.... thanks again to all my family and friends and even the ones i didn't know... Thank you your the best!!! maria

How_i_feel_inside
I turn too see all the meaning of my life. And I see long traveled roads of heart-ache and pain. Looking back too all of the madness I have survived, it is a wonder I have stayed sain. My heart has become as cold and hard as an ice-burge in a dark and bitter sea. I live within a shell of what once was me. I have cryed rivers and ocens of tear. Built-up through long suffering years. Looking for a love that will shine with a warmth of happiness and joy too melt my heart. Seeking someone who will always be with me through all that life throws at us, and will never part. Hoping that someday I will find that love I so long for deep-inside. So, that within my shell I will nolonger hide. I look now and see a shining blinding light in the sky. Shinning bright and pure with a warming glow, cause it your love I have found, this I know. And it slowly melting the ice that is around me. Soon to soar and be set free. Cause your love is what I have searched for. And it is your love that was always me

Attention All Members
IVE NOTICED ALOT OF SAYING IM GONNA DO THIS BUT NOT ACTUALLY SEEING YOUR IT HAPPEN YOUR THIRD IN CHARGE IS BEHIND AND NEEDS YOUR SUPPORT AS I AM NOW IN A CONTEST AS WELL FOR THE BEST FEMALE SMILE AND I WOULD APPREICATE SOME HELP I MEAN YOU ALL CAME AN ASKED ME TO LET YOU ALL BE APART OF THIS GROUP AND THERE ARE ENOUGH MEMBERS IN THIS GROUP TO HELP OUT ON BOTH AND I KNOW THAT THERE ARE OTHER MEMBERS OUT THERE IN CONTEST AS WELL THAT NEED HELP AND BELIEVE ME I HAVE BEEN BROUGHT UP TO DATE ON WHOS BEEN DOING WHAT AND YOU KNOW ITS ABOUT TIME MAYBE FOR US TO START ASKING PEOPLE TO LEAVE WE RARELY ASK YOU ALL FOR ANYTING BUT WHEN WE DO WE'D ACTUALLY LIKE TO SEE SOME ACTION OUT OF THE GROUP OR IS IT JUST THAT YOU WANT THE NAME BEHIND YOUR NICK? AND NOT REALLY HELP OUT WHEN OR WHERE NEEDED? JUST A RANT I HAD TO GET OUT! IF YOU ONLY WANT THE NAME AN NOTHEN TO DO WITH THE OTHER MEMBERS OF THE GROUP MAYBE ITS TIME WE START CLEANING HOUSE.

What Is A Real Man?
What is a real man? One who understand what it takes to insure his relationship with that partner he choose to spend the rest of his life with. A man who listen to his partner needs as well as making sure your partner understand that there are the most important person in there life. Love is precious and sharing the love with that perfect one. Never take the love of your partner for grated.Also when you find that perfect mate make sure you treat her like the queen that she is.You would treat her as you do with your mother.That`s what a real man is. done by christine

''happy Holiday's''
Happy holidays!!!!!! To all of those of whom we love so well, We hope your holidays’ aren't too much hell. Turkey, ham, In-laws and presents, Watching football and counting the seconds. Riding home and cussing them so... Wishing you could kick the kids in the snow. Fake smiles and idle chatter and seeing their heads upon a platter.... happy holidays to you, we love you so much, even though deep down we think your a putts.

Looking For Me
In my life I'm on a quest Not sure if I will pass the test See I'm looking for someone but where can she be Maybe you can help I'm looking for me Wherever I'm at it's hard to find Maybe I should stop and empty my mind I could see the path I need to take Come on me, just give me a break Each step I take I wonder am I hot or cold All right now, this is getting old I'm approaching a fork in the road which way do I go Please help me, me I need to know I know I'm close not sure, if I should quit But life is so hard I just can't do it I must follow my heart for it knows what is right In doing this, it gives me my strength to fight So many times, I thought I figured it out But I was wrong so now I have my doubts Now my heart is getting weak I don't think it will last I need to hurry I have to find myself fast Wait stop I have the answer to my quest In fact, I know I'll pass the test No longer do I need to look for me Because in the end m

'breath' (titled By A Kindred Spirit)
its there for the taking, for all of us. like candy and we miss it they hide it from us when we are young and we hide it as we grow we keep look even when we see it. we leave it behind when we go. in moments, when no one is near, we wrap ourself around it, we take it in like breath it is part of us.

Life
after spending years in alcohol, i'm clean and sober. i have screwed up every thing that is dear to me. now i'm taking time to change the only thing i can change me. i leave the rest to God. i'm new to this and not quite sure how to go about it. but my wife has been lost in here for along time,and now i have time to find out why.any and all help will be apreceiated.

Back In The Day Of Dancing...
I used to love to dance, which is why I get drawn into the videos, such as this one, that involves dancing. This one is from the movie, Step Up. Flixster - Share Movies Aside from the nature of some of the lyrics, I do enjoy the beat and uplifting sensations that it provides to make one want to get up and just dance away! QUESTION: Are you still enjoying to dance???

All0w Me To Explain A Br0ken Heart.
*A broken heart is when you actually refuse to get out of bed in the morning because you are afraid of the reality that awaits you.* *A broken heart is when you think about the individual that broke your heart constantly. You reminisce the "Good Times" almost as if the "Bad Times" never existed.* *A broken heart is when you are crying yourself to sleep every night and yet crying more and more each morning.* *A broken heart is the unforgettable smell of his shirt that sits in that empty box; stowed away.* *A broken heart is the cold shattering feeling you receive when you hear the syllables of his name.* *A broken heart is glancing at the pictures of the two of you, and then quickly turning your attention to something else, to avoid your tears.* *A broken heart is re-reading his ancient letters and putting away the jewelry that he once bought for you.* *A broken heart is secretly wanting to run back to him and secretly wanting to just be loved by him a

"i Wish For You..."
Comfort on difficult days, Smiles when sadness intrudes, Rainbows to follow the clouds, Laughter to kiss your lips, Sunsets to warm your heart Gentle hugs when spirits sag, Friendships to brighten your being, Beauty for your eyes to see, Confidence for when you doubt, Faith so that you can believe, Courage to know yourself, Patience to accept the truth, And love to complete your life.

So Out Of It...
I'm sorry is it just me or is the internet getting a little boring? seems like everytime i get online there's less and less to do, and i know i should just shut up lol because yes i am an internet addict just like most people who have a computer are. The more i get online the less people there are to talk to lol, i have my fair share of online friends and no one is ever online, and i've been to what seems like every website there is and if it wasn't for the night owls on Cherrytap lord knows what i'd be doing lol. Myspace is pretty much dead anymore all anyone does is change their profiles and get hacked and i have been lucky enough not to have been hacked yet Yay LoL. I know i'm just spouting off at the mouth right now and it's almost 4am here so i'm getting pretty damn tired, and i haven't been online a lot the past week so maybe something has changed that i don't know about, or maybe everyone has figured out that there is life after the internet lol. and i'm not trying to offend any

Cherrytap.. You've Come A Loooooong Way
Wow. Just Wow. I joined LostCherry this time last year. I can't even remember how I found it. I'm user 6776. I remember being in the Top Ranks. As of right now, there are 624,426 members! There are a ton of changes on here too. I mean, Wow. I can remember the days where I'd see myself on the "who's online" bar every few minutes... Now i can be on for hours and not be there. Awesome Job, Cherrytap staff. I love you all to pieces! Cherrylove, sinful.

Friday I Went Back To The Doctor Ugh
i went back to doctor again. my side is getting better. no pain. now i have to wear a brace around my neck when i sleep to keep me from moving it. because when i do its causing my left arm to go numb. he said its been there but more than likely the meds have made it worse. so i will wear it to see if it gets any better. if not then i go have xrays done on my neck. oh joy. more money. lol

The Biggest Rubber...
on the default picture has GOT to be the funniest thing I have seen tonight! It looks like, once he does finally get it open, he and his girl could swim around in that thing!! Cotton@ CherryTAP Don't you agree???? LOL.....

Friends In Mah List
I notice here.....also with my friends if yu are not online they notice this here.... i havent been here now 2 weeks.....too much damnn personal problems but not even one note asking what is going where are you nothing at all so im gonna clean up my friends list cause i know now who is a friend and who isnt so if your asss is deleted yu know why! ps! the ones that have send me notes this doents mean yu and yu know who you are

Who I Am
Hi My name is Miss K , I am here to have a good time although I have no idea how this works. A little about myself, I love to water ski, dirtbike ride , camp , dance and hang out with my friends having a couple of beers. pretty exciting ay? I am honest , can't stand liars! funny, adventurous, pretty much up for anything as long as I am smile! Here to make new friends and get a kick out of this site . Bare with me until I figure out how to do all this! Thank you !

Glorious Weekend Greetings!
Glorious weekend greetings to one and all! Had to switch out my primary photo as two of my photos won't load since the big "fix-up" yesterday. Hate to delete and reload - don't want to lose the comments, lol! The two new photos I added were taken at the same time as the others. A new photo shoot is planned, as soon as we can get our acts together, lol! Louie the Cat is recovering well. He is hiding alot, which should be expected, I guess, lol! Wrestling season has started for my 12 year old grandson, Dakota! He's the only one of the guys that really gets into sports. Any and all! He's my last hope for a football player when he gets to high school, lol! Not much to blog about today! Have a wonderful Saturday, everyone! Much love and hugs to all. Blessings, all around!

Skills
Your Seduction Style: Sex Pot Tradionally known as a "siren", "rake", or "femme fatale." You exude sensuality. And while your sexiness is part of what makes you an incredible seducer... Your ability to make others feel sexy is what really makes your seduction skills shine. Most people don't feel attractive or desired enough - a need which you tap into. You have the ultimate sex appeal, and getting attention from you is a total self esteem boost. Your confidence is contagious, and you help others unleash their own sexuality. Your sex pot seduction skills are so intoxicating that you can get away with... well, almost murder. Lovers feel like your sensuality is in your blood, so it's only natural if you flirt a little. And if you stray, that might be okay as well - as long as you make your lover still feel hot.What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Today Was A Better Day....
mostly cuz this week kinda went slow motion on me. today i had class. ech...higher eduction is soo overrated. i swore to myself that i would not procrastinate this semester...that id actually get my work done when its given to me. but of course no such thing is gonna happen. lol. dont look so shocked people...you really should have seen this coming. but yea...lets see what else happened today...oh yea.... i got into an argument with my mom tonight ::yes again::. i swear i think people are crazy when they say im just like her. we have like polar opposite idea on life...now i understand she has life experience but that doesnt cancel out the fact that ive seen my fair share of how much of a bitch life can be. i mean its my life experiences that make me who i am & i guess my mom just doesnt see that. ech family can be such pains in the ass....but i guess even after everything its family & friends that got your back when shit hits the fan. aaanyway...on to better things... o

Reasons To Smile....
Now that food has replaced sex in my life, I can't even get into my own pants. Marriage changes passion. Suddenly you're in bed with a relative. I saw a woman wearing a sweat shirt with "Guess" on it. So I said "Implants?" She hit me. How come we choose from just two people to run for President and over fifty for Miss America? A good friend will come and bail you out of jail...but, a true friend will be sitting next to you saying, "Wow...that was fun!" I signed up for an exercise class and was told to wear loose-fitting clothing. If I HAD any loose-fitting clothing, I wouldn't have signed up in the first place! When I was young we used to go "skinny dipping," now I just "chunky dunk." Don't argue with an idiot; people watching may not be able to tell the difference. Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctrl Alt Delete' and start all over? AMEN, AMEN !! Why is it that our children can't read a B

Untitled No 4 ?
What is this infinity machine? This place seems odd, its just autumn on drugs, I tried to love my starfish, does it know its enough? When you get back from Mars tell me how you are, but if I tried to kiss you would you push me away from your face? If I told you how I felt would things have changed anyway? Just like any other Sunday, I know I'll levitate,I'll sleep and maybe dream again today.

Yay Baby!
OMG!!! I'm so proud of my baby!!! He got a Bronze Star for everything he's done since he's been in Iraq! He got screwed out of his Medal of Valor for recovering a downed Kiowa during his first deployment. So I'm really hoping that doesn't happen this time around. But the number of medals he has will never change how proud of him that I am! YAY, well I'm going to go continue talking to him!

Grave Digger
Yeah Baby, I am going to the Montser Jam tonight at the Citrus Bowl in Orlando. I can't wait to see my Grave Digger. I also have the pit party passes, I am going to have a blast. And I will be taking plenty of pictures and posting the ones that actually turn out, lol.

Off To Work
I just wanted to check one more time before heading out to go to my 12 hour shift. NO MESSAGES this morning :( I will check again tonight when I get off work and before going to bed. What is fun about my job is that I know that there will be a baby born today and I was there for their first breath of air. I love my job.

Fathers And Sons
Today Eric, one of me other half's kids has come to stay for the week, as there seems to be some strife with his mum and her partner, he is a nice lad who is now just about 18 so i get to be evil stepmother, oh the joys hahahahaha

The S
Mr. See owned a saw. And Mr. Soar owned a seesaw. Now See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw Before Soar saw See, Which made Soar sore. Had Soar seen See's saw Before See sawed Soar's seesaw, See's saw would not have sawed Soar's seesaw. So See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw. But it was sad to see Soar so sore Just because See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw!

Grab The Tissues!!!
Subject: Santa Claus--not bad--not bad! I remember my first Christmas adventure with Grandma. I was just a kid. I remember tearing across town on my bike to visit her on the day my big sister dropped the bomb: "There is no Santa Claus," she jeered. "Even dummies know that!" My Grandma was not the gushy kind, never had been. I fled to her that day because I knew she would be straight with me. I knew Grandma always told the truth, and I knew that the truth always went down a whole lot easier when swallowed with one of her "world-famous" cinnamon buns. I knew they were world-famous, because Grandma said so. It had to be true. Grandma was home, and the buns were still warm. Between bites, I told her everything. She was ready for me. "No Santa Claus?" She snorted...."Ridiculous! Don't believe it. That rumor has been going around for years, and it makes me mad, plain mad!! Now, put on your coat, and let's go." "Go? Go where, Grandma?" I asked. I hadn't ev

What Mythological Creature Are You?
You scored as Faerie. Faerie: Aren't you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting other creatures for fun. Little pranksters.. I hope you never meet one. Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you are a Faerie.Faerie100%Demon75%Angel75%WereWolf75%Dragon58%Mermaid33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

The Letter
One weeks gone by, its not perfect but I'm looking at the colours turn like my stomach.I'm hesitating, should I do this, will she hate me? Will she hate this? I'll put the pen and paper together, I'll put this in motion tonight. The train could be a wreck, or just over turned. Emotions displayed, she'd never known, but his face was shown so when she saw his words, what he felt came out after all. She saw what he wrote, she couldn't believe this, this man. This best friend, this e-mail found its way to her that night. Did she cry? What would her replay be from that night? Time answered him in the next day, and in her reply he saw what he already had. Not too sure earlier on what was in his mind.

Love But Confused
i love my wife so very much. i know i have done some bad things to her like ignore her, believed my family and so called friends over her , damn i almost killed her because i didnt think she was that bad! i know it is to late to save us. nut damn i got to try i oh her so much. she gave me 2 wonderful children , she trusted me for 5 years , she is my lover my best and only friend and my beatiful wife. i now now the truth about everything . she help me find god and i only brought her to her breaking point. so is it fair that she should have to stay with me or should i just let her go? it gets worse , she has found a friend that she "loves" more than me. i dont know if i cann take much more of it. i caused all this i am resposilbe for all the pain and suffering in our marriage. i want to fix everything between use but i dont think she wants to be "fixed". she is worth being "fixed" so she can live a long healthy life with or without me. i wish i would have found god sooner then i wo

My Not So Fkd Up Life
Well to all of my friends, my life doesn't seem so fkd up anymore. The stars have alighned and I seem to be moving in the direction of happiness. I have met a wonderful man that I have been with 3 months, I have the BEST job in the world, and whoever said that you couldn't have your cake and eat it to, was lying through their teeth. I actually get paid to do what I do best, and that is run my mouth. I am moving this weekend into a cute little house. All in all the world seems to be a much happier place to be. I know a lot of times we feel like just giving up and not going on, but take it from me, there is happiness out there. I have waited what seems my whole life to be this happy. Never get so down that u want to give up, I promise, from experience the sun will shine and your world will be a much happier place to live.

Were We Lied To? You Decide!
WERE WE LIED TO YOU DECIDE 9/11 we were attacked by 19 terrorists http://www.fbi.gov/pressrel/pressrel01/092701hjpic.htm None of the hijackers were from Iraq. No links to Iraq in the 9/11 attack were ever found http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Responsibility_for_the_September_11,_2001_attacks No weapons of mass destruction were ever found http://www.globalpolicy.org/security/issues/iraq/weapindex.htm There wasn't any proof Iraq had tried to get yello cake from Niger http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/pages/frontline/shows/truth/interviews/wilson.html Bush said, Saddam tortured Iraqi people. http://www.rotten.com/library/crime/prison/abu-ghraib/ Bush said, we'll be seen as liberators after Saddam is out of power. http://www.icasualties.org/oif/ Bush said, the Iraq oil would pay for Iraq's reconstruction. http://nationalpriorities.org/index.php?option=com_wrapper&Itemid=182 Isn't it time to end the lies and bring ou kids home?

Love Poem
Love me in the Springtime, when all is green and new,Love me in the Summer, when the sky is oh so blue, Love me in the Autumn, when the leaves are turning brown, Love me in the Winter, when the snow is falling down. Love me when I'm happy, and even when I'm sad, Love me when I'm good or when I'm oh so bad, Lme when I'm pretty, or if my face is plain, Love me when I'm feeling good, or when I'm feeling pain.Love me always darlin',in the rain or shining sun, Love me always darlin',after all is said and done,Love me always darlin',until all our life is through,Love me always darlin',for I'll be lovin' you!

How Times Have Changed..
Scenario: Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in gun rack. 1963 - Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jack's rifle, goes to his car and gets his to show Jack. 2006 - School goes into lockdown, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. ++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school. 1963 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled. 2006 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Little Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1963 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by Principal. Sits still in class. 2006 - Jeffrey given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes a zombie. S

Branded
She trembles as he moves above her holding her hands above her head with his powerful grip. Her body responds instantly as she feels his powerful emotions surging through him. She feels the smooth cold touch of steel as the handcuffs are secured around her wrists, and she lays before him unashamed as he takes in her bare body. She looks up, and their eyes meet in an explosion of passion, her knowing what is about to come and him aching to give her exactly what she wants. She feels his fingertips slide gently over her pouting lips and her body tingles with anticipation. She feels his hands on her shoulders, his palms flat against her skin as they slide down her body to her breasts. Feeling his palms flat against her breasts, his fingertips stroking back and forth across the pink tips of her nipples, her body involuntarily trembles again. He reaches up and grabs her hair pulling her face close to his, their lips only inches apart, she looks into his eyes and he understands her need, for

So Yesterday
Yesterday was my birthday..... Don't go rushing to tell me happy Birthday if you didn't already... because I'll tell you it will be meaningless.... Anyway.. the whole fuggin day was uneventful... Slept like shit the night before.. Was up extreemly early.. on my own accord... And really can't think of why... Spent the morning with 3 certain someone's who mean a lot to me... So I suppose that was the best part... Saying goodbye is always hard... but the 3 1/2 hrs alone afterwards will get you over almost all things... I had had plans of going out.. having fun... blah blah blah.... but ....by the time I got home, I was exhausted and opted to sleep... Wrecked my truck.... Not bad... but fucked it up a bit... Yes... if you are concerned.. I'm alright... just a little pissy... Its a shallow mother fucker that does a hit and run... So... it didn't matter too much that I canceled out on "friends" on friday night, none of them really wanted to go out anyway.... So cool b

The Art Of War
http://www.chinapage.com/sunzi-e.html this is a site that summerizes the book. Basicly explains what was meant etc. THe book is far better tho as you translate the words to your own meanings. enjoy

In My Next Life...
In this life, I'm a woman. In my next one I think I'm gonna be a bear. When you're a bear, you get to hibernate. You do nothing but sleep for six months. I'm thinking I could really handle that. Before you hibernate, you're supposed to eat yourself stupid. I could deal with that, too. When you're a girl bear, you birth your children (who are the size of walnuts) while you're sleeping and wake to partially grown, cute cuddly cubs. I could definitely deal with that. If you're a mama bear, everyone knows you mean business. You swat anyone who bothers your cubs. If your cubs get out of line, you swat them too. I could deal with that. If you're a bear, your mate EXPECTS you to wake up growling. He EXPECTS that you will have hairy legs and excess body fat. Yup...that's it...gonna be a bear!!!

Stroke Identificatin
STROKE IDENTIFICATION: During a BBQ a friend stumbled and took a little fall - she assured everyone that she was fine (they offered to call paramedics) and just tripped over a brick because of her new shoes. They got her cleaned up and got her a new plate of food - while she appeared a bit shaken up, Ingrid went about enjoying herself the rest of the evening. Ingrid's husband called later telling everyone that his wife had been taken to the hospital - (at 6:00pm, Ingrid passed away.) She had suffered a stroke at the BBQ - had they known how to identify the signs of a stroke perhaps Ingrid would be with us today. It only takes a minute to read this- Recognizing a Stroke A neurologist says that if he can get to a stroke victim within 3 hours he can totally reverse the effects of a stroke...totally. He said the trick was getting a stroke recognized, diagnosed an getting to the patient within 3 hours which is tough. RECOGNIZING A STROKE Thank God for the sens

Everyone Who Knows And Loves A Soldier
They sleep on cots made for just one Sometimes even with their boots on They awake long before the sun And work very hard to stay strong Strong for themselves Strong for their families Strong for the country they serve Strong for the flag that waves above They work and train In the heat, cold, and rain They sweat, they swear Sometimes wondering why they are there In the distance they hear gun fire And watch the hawks fly over They pray for their brothers Their loved ones and themselves And yet they go on Doing their job Determined to make proud The ones that have passed on They fight for justice They serve for freedom They cry for the fallen And celebrate the day These are our soldiers Proud and strong Serving flag and country Away and at home For the job they do We need to give our support So they know they are loved From the depths of our hearts ~~ I write this for every soldier - past, present, future - and offer you my up-most respect

My New Skin!!!
OK PPL HERES THE DEAL I LOVE THIS NEW SKIN I WANT YALL TO SHOW IT SOME LOVE THIS LADY DID A KICK ASS FUCKING JOB ON IT... SO THE FIRST PERSON TO SEND MY NEW LOOK 25 USER COMMENTS GETS A GIFT FROM ME !!!SMOOCHES LADY K YALL MUST THINK I AM CHEAP.. WELL I GOT MAJOR BUCKS TO SPEND..

Angels And More
February Legends and Lore for February February, the second month of the current Gregorian calendar and the third month of Winter's rule, derives its name from Februa, the name of a Roman purification festival held on the fifteenth day of February in ancient times. The traditional birthstone amulet of February is the amethyst; and the primrose and the violet are the month's traditional flowers. February is shared by the astrological signs of Aquarius the Water-Bearer and Pisces the Two Fishes, and is sacred to the following pagan deities: Aradia, Brigid, Juno Februa, and the Wiccan Goddess in Her aspect as the Maiden. During the month of February, the Great Solar Wheel of the year is turned to Candlemas, one of the four Great Sabbats celebrated each year by Wiccans and modern Witches throughout the world. The Angels And Wicca I believe in Angels, their presence is everywhere in the warmth of a helping hand, in the smiles that people share. Angels

Go Take A Hike, Senate --bush Rips Anti-surge Vote, Says He'll Make Decisions
* Please Rate This Blog Go take a hike, Senate --Bush rips anti-surge vote, says he'll make decisions 27 Jan 2007 A defiant President [sic] Bush indicated yesterday he'll ignore a Senate resolution opposing his Iraq strategy, saying when it comes to war he's the "decision maker." http://www.nydailynews.com/front/story/492411p-414721c.html

The Family
well im getting ready to get married to the love of my life we have 8 kids together and one big family well that is great and the b day partys are wild and christmas is well lets say alot of trash lmao well the first one went really well cant wait for the more of them to come .

One Of The Songs I Wrote
Two more lonely people Everytime you´re leaving me My hearts an open book The truth is there for you to see It´s time to take a look And thoughts that never crossed my mind Express what I can´t say The words I truly try to find I´m beggin´you to stay There are two more lonely people in this world tonight Two more lonely people can´t find a place to hide Everytime you´re leaving me My heart is in your hand I´m not the man I use to be Cause I can´t understand The lonely days of long ago Are knocking on my door They´re calling me although they know What I am waiting for There are two more lonely people in this world tonight Two more lonely people can´t find a place to hide Everytime you´re leaving me The sun has lost it´s glow A lonely room´s my destiny A final one-man-show A faiytale´s a nightmare now And wishes turn to fears But only you could show me how To fight these bitter tears Everytime you´re leaving me There´s nothing left to lose The

I Many Times Thought
I many times thought peace had come When peace was far away, As wrecked men deem they sight the land When far at sea they stay. And struggle slacker, but to prove, As hopelessly as I, That many the fictitious shores Before the harbor lie. by Emily Dickinson

Screen Names
If you would like to reach me..you can hit me up on yahoo at HOTHUNGTN69, if you would rather use MSN, you need to add me at HOTHUNGTN@hotmail.com...just send me an offline msg and ill get back to ya..i love to cam and get naked for ppl. i also love to masturbate and get kinky in person. let me know if you wanna hook up

I'll Be Gone For While.
Hey all my Family, Friends, and Fans....I am moving next week, so after Friday i wont be able to be online for awhile (About a month or so). But I will be back as soon as i get all set up and get my internet back. I will miss you all. I will check in as much as possible while im gone. Take Care and I love you all. Tammy

Another Disgustin' Perv On Ct..
People like this.. jimmy He sent a disgusting 'i want to #$%^ you' shout to my fiancee. I'm not asking you to do anything to him, except for my lady friends, don't associate with him. That's all. I already took the liberty of defending my Bella. -Jaha

Life Without Black People
A very humorous and revealing story is told about a group of white people who were fed up with African Americans, so they joined together and wished themselves away. They passed through a deep dark tunnel and emerged in sort of a twilight zone where there is an America without black people. At first these white people breathed a sigh of relief. At last, they said, No more crime, drugs, violence and welfare. All of the blacks have gone! Then suddenly, reality set in. The "NEW AMERICA" is not America at all-only a barren land. 1. There are very few crops that have flourished because the nation was built on a slave-supported system. 2. There are no cities with tall skyscrapers because Alexander Mils, a black man, invented the elevator, and without it, one finds great difficulty reaching higher floors. 3. There are few if any cars because Richard Spikes, a black man, invented the automatic gearshift, Joseph Gambol, also black, invented the Super Charge

Growing Potted Herbs In City Or Country
Growing Potted Herbs in City or Country Adapted from “Herbal Remedy Gardens,” by Dorie Byers (Storey Books, 1999). Simple Solution Snipping off fresh herbs for a recipe from an herbal container garden in a sunny kitchen window while you are actually cooking the meal is a treat, whether you live in the city or the country. Here are some simple tricks for successful container gardening, including choosing the best soil and how to recondition plants to different environments. Grow basil, thyme, mint, rosemary and more in your own windowsill pots. Here's how: * Regular garden soil is not appropriate for container plantings, regardless of what type you have. Regular soil is heavier than commercial potting mixes and will compact, hindering your plants’ root growth. There are many potting mixtures available that are appropriate for container-growth herbs. Some of the less expensive mixes tend to be too heavy, but you can include combinations of additives to enhance their drainage c

Yesterday
Yesterday was interesting but a full and productive day none the less. I found that I cant write more than a few mintues at a time without a large amount of pain you would think typing would be the same up it does no require me to touch the incision or force the hand to close. I did however despite the difficulties, get my classes paid for after researching a missing loan amount.Classes were logged into and homework assignments gotten even though the computer restarted its self every two damn seconds. I updated Whispers and spent a few moments going over things I need to do to get my little pride and joy back to her glory. I managed a moment or two to talk with Lestat this evening after what seems like forever,its always nice to know your friends are well even when your own life is upside down. I successful backed up photos and graphics from the computer and removed them for safe keeping. I managed to toss in a few loads of laundry with help , sneak in some quality time wit

Sorry All
First And Foremost I Must Apologigize For Not Up Dating My Page. I Am Still Getting Over This GodForsaken Flu Which Is Causing Some Nerve Trouble In My Hands And Arms. Next Comes My Family Which You Will Hear More About Later Because Well They Are Just Screwed Up! And Then There Is Grandma Which We Are Trying To Find Out If She Has Parkins Disease. Sounds Like Lots Of Fun Huh? Any Body Want To Trade Lives So I Can Get A Little DEEP SLEEP? Anyway, Back To You......I Have Not Forgot About Any Of Your Photo Comments, Friend Requests, And Family Requests. I Promise I Will Be Working On Them As My Time And Body Allows! Take Care And Thanks For Stopping By! RAVEN Buried at PhotoCasket.com

Secret Time
* COMMENT BOMB * OK HERE I GO AGAIN ..LOL YEPP IN ANOTHER CONTEST SO I NEED BOMBERS PLEASE.IT'S GREATLY APPRECIATED AND I THANK Y'ALL IN ADVANCE FOR HELPING. CONTEST STARTED @ 11 AM CENTRAL TIME JAN.24 AND IT WILL END IN ONE WEEK. SO JAN. 31ST IT ENDS @ 11 PM CENTRAL ! JUST CLICK MY PIC BELOW..XOXOX

Idk
You Are a Bright Star Soul Like a shining star, you have no trouble being the center of attention In fact, you often feel a bit hurt when all eyes aren't on you You need to be number one in everything, no matter how trivial And it's this ego that both hurts your confidence and helps you acheive You're dramatic and a powerhouse of pure energy You posess a divine quality or uniqueness that's hard to define A natural performer, it's likely you'll become famous in some circles. Just learn not to take everyone's reaction to you so personally! Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul and Prophet Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

What Teachers Make
This is great! WHAT TEACHERS MAKE The dinner guests were sitting around the table discussing life. One man, a CEO, decided to explain the problem with education. He argued, "What's a kid going to learn from someone who decided his best option in life was to become a teacher?" He reminded the other dinner guests what they say about teachers: "Those who can, do. Those who can't, teach." To stress his point he said to another guest; "You're a teacher, Bonnie. Be honest. What do you make?" Bonnie, who had a reputation for honesty and frankness replied, "You want to know what I make? (She paused for a second, then began...) "Well, I make kids work harder than they ever thought they could. I make a C+ feel like the Congressional Medal of Honor. I make kids sit through 40 minutes of class time when their parents can't make them sit for 5 without an I Pod, Game Cube or movie rental... You want to know what I make?" (She paused again and loo

Yuck.
I don't like having bad dreams about my dead cats... I woke up at 3:30am, drenched in sweat and stiff from falling asleep in a weird position on my futon. My makeup was still on and my teeth not brushed. I'm surprised I found my bed. Klunk hasn't eaten a meal in three days. She's still playing and being herself, but I'm worried. She's eating the cat grass I grew for her and drinking water... I didn't want to be here last night. I wanted to call and offer a sandwich and go to the other comfy bed. But I need to be home sometimes. I like my home, too. I don't like worrying. I want things to be more simple.

The Door
The fear creeps in, slowly swirling through the crack in my door. Like the dancing of dust, a hypnotic sway. I stand on the other side, trying so hard to hold it shut. Insecurities burned into my skin, vibrant shades of pain. I have been shackled by the haze, locked inside a twisted dream. Crying these bloody tears, stains of shame. Torn apart by the deafening beat of my heart. It flutters and skips. I tear at my breast so ashamed someone might hear. My finger pushes the door. I feel myself thrust you away....out.... Inner demons coil, boiling black through my veins. Wrapped in fear I turn. My back toward the light, away from peace and back to the shadows. Will he come? Will he vanquish the burning in my soul? Will he turn the knob......and set me free