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Tarot Reading
The Ancient Celtic or Cross Spread Lay the significator card –the card that you choose to represent the querent – face up in the center of your spreadcloth. This is covered by the first card that you pick, which is laid face downward. This is known as “what covers her”. Following the picture, lay the second card – “what crosses her”. The third card is “what crowns her”, the fourth is “what is beneath her”, the fifth card, “what is behind her”, the sixth card “what is before her”. The seventh, eight, ninth and tenth are “herself, her house, her hopes and fears, and the final outcome. All of the cards are placed upside down excluding the significator card. You then turn the cards over one at a time as you give their interpretations. Shuffle the cards three or nine times as you concentrate on the question at hand. Card 1: Influences at work – shows the atmosphere that exists around the problem at hand. Card 2: Obstacles – show the forces and influences that are working

What Color Is Your Soal?
You scored as Red. Your soul is red, vibrant and crazy, yet warm and caring. Red also symbolises passion and lust...this is my first quiz so...eat meRed75%Yellow75%Blue75%Black63%Green50%what color is your soal?created with QuizFarm.com

Beauty Of A Woman
Beauty Of A Woman A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman", she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will". Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason" was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally He put in a call to GOD; when GOD got on the phone, the man asked, "GOD, why do women cry so easily?" GOD said, "When I made woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world; yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up and take care of her family through sickness a

About Me
This is my fantasy page. The skin picture on here are ones a girlfriend and I took back college about 10 years ago. I don't have that figure any more after two children. I've been divorce for 5 years. I'm starting to discover a whole new sexual side and things I'd never consider before are starting to become appealing. Hence the story on here. It's erotica with a mix of voyeurism, stripping, slavery and cannibalism (in a seductive way). I find Anne Rice's writing hot: Parts of Interview with a vampire, Taming Beauty, Belinda. I have a small collection of vampire moves I find irresistible: Embrace of the Vampire and few others. The older I get the further my fantasy seem to get from reality.

Inspiring Thoughts
Be a sweet melody in the great orchestration, instead of a discordant note. The medicine this sick world needs is love. Hatred must be replaced by love, and fear by faith that love will prevail. -- Peace Pilgrim When you flee temptation, be sure you don't leave a forwarding address. -- Unknown Peace comes when there is no cloud between us and God. Peace is the consequence of forgiveness, God's removal of that which obscures His face and so breaks union with Him. The happy sequence culminating in fellowship with God is penitence, pardon, and peace -- the first we offer, the second we accept, and the third we inherit. -- Charles H. Brent (1862-1929) "Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid or dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go." Joshua 1:9 (NKJV) To handle yourself, use your head; To handle others, use your heart. Anger is only one letter short of danger. If someone betrays you once, it's his fault; if he betrays you twice, it'

Eddie Rabbit Lyrics - "step By Step"
She seems a million miles away When she walks by You don't know what to say You gonna make a move You better make it now And don't be afraid 'Cause love will show you how You take that first step Ask her out and treat her like a lady Second step Tell her she's the one you're dreaming of Third step Take her in your arms and never let her go Don't you know step by step Step by step You'll win her love She looks too beautiful to touch But your heart keeps talking to you now Don't give up You think you see something in her eye But you will never know until you try But you gotta take that first step Ask her out and treat her like a lady Second step Tell her she's the one you're dreaming of Third step Take her in your arms and never let her go Don't you know that step by step Step by step You'll win her love Second step Third step Don't you know step by step Step by step First step Ask her out and treat her like a lady Second step Tell her she's

On Being A Pagan
On Being a Pagan There's something quite different From the way you look at me Words can not justify My Love for Earth and Sea Although we live together We are two seperate worlds apart I have felt the pull of Spirit Within the chambers of a beating heart I whisper as I did before Sweet nothings in your ear But feel the shallow waters That seperates us my dear If you could only see Through the pupil of the Sun I would feel with you an Unconditional Love as One As time melts into darkness And shadows melt the years My breath becomes a single source For all the Witches burned my dear I do not follow a single path For me this is undone To guarantee one God Shows no outlet to become For he who seperates me from you Has dwelt upon my past For I have finally reached him And this is afoot at last I have no desire to curse you For this you alone have learned I have no desire to convert you For in this life you alone have yearned

Are U A Good Or Bad Girl?
You Are a Very Bad Girl You are 0% Good and 100% Bad As they say, good girls go to heaven and bad girls go everywhere! You make most bad girls look like angels - and have a hell of a time along the way. Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

Inspiration Destination
inspiration destination places unseen that look in your eyes the thoughts in between words on a keyboard typing out fast praying and hoping the inspiration does last you move me in ways no one has ever been able to do you make my mind think of all we could do that sweet little smile yu hold on your face the way that one look makes my heart race to inspire ones heat a world of desire to spark that one flame with your inner fire actions speak louder then words they do say but today yu inspire with all of your play dont get it confused lust luv or hate but your eyes do inspire my soul cannot wait continue this journey with me and you see your eyes do inspire the heat within me

How Could You Understand Me
how do you say you understand me when you lookin my eyes and still you dont see the pain that iam feeling the tears that i shed the worry the hurt thoughts full of dread you love me you think and want a piece of my soul but do you truly know what would make me whole yours words speak of lifetime your actions too weak and then wonder why i dont hear when you speak look into my eyes and feel what i feel if you love me that much youll know iam real to have someone love you but just not understand to not know your needs or the task thats at hand you say you know what it is i need you say yu know how i need to be freed for one second in time please just sit and look my eyes r my soul and an open book dont try to not see what i feel in my soul understand me the feelings me as a whole support me and comfort and just hold me tight just understand me if only tonight

Lookin
lookin at yu i see all i need wanting to bite but not make you bleed your lips are so smooth and make me dream of how they will feel when on them i cream taste is a sense one we all feel the sweeet taste of your lips mmm so real kissing yu gently wanting much more in dives my tongue your mouth to explore i close my eyes as yu nibble on me in my mind yur lips only i can see touching and tasing down on your knees lips tasting of sugar mmm make me cream

Do You Ever
do you ever get tired of just being me do you ever get tired of the mirror yu see do you ever get tired of fighting for yours do you ever get tired and want so much more i go thru each day striving for more thinkin what does life have in store each day i trudge on trying to better my life wondering why im stil not a wife i do as i wish others do unto me yet here i sit struggling to let my heart free i see others around me who have so much more and do shit to get it disbelief to the core this poem makes no sense but i guess thats the way its goes when so much comes into play thoughts in my head swimming a torrent of hell how did i get here going where not sure hell you all know i write what comes to mind right now im thinking when do i get mine i fight and i struggle and work off my ass while others sit back and get theirs so fast i try to do good and try to be right but for my needs its always

Love And Let Go..(it Hurts To Love Someone)
Love and let go..(it hurts to love someone) 12-01-06 I think this sums it up,How it has been for me over the years ...today left with a broken heart......... "Redeeming love has been my theme, until the day we die". No matter what comes our way...it could be so cold and unloving...When hardships comes one's way...or love that seems to elude one,but to love is our theme till we die... With and in his... grace and mercy...and above all Gods love that hold us together...It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel. Maybe Gods wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right person We will know how to be grateful for that gift. Love is when you take away the feeling the passion and the romance in the relationship and find out you still care for that person. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone, who means alot to you, only to find out in the end

About Everyone In My Life
normally i write a poem to reflect my thoughts or events around me but tonight im not feeling poetic just an eerie calmness life is hectic everything is goin in many directions right now but thats how i function...ive been sitting on yahoo going thru blogs and came across people i havent seen nor spoke to in ages and thought maybe now is the time to let go of things past and move forward...i m wondering now what happened to some of us where did it all go i look back at moments shared together the saturday night chillin n gettin stupid to the sunday morning coffee that consumed most of our time.....there r a few people i havent spoke to or who i manage to catch everyonce and awhile so im gonna take this blog to let them know i think about you guys daily and know how special you are in my life even tho we dont speak or dont have the opportunity to catch up know you are in my heart always i dont even know if youll read this or see it or manage to get thru all the idle shit before seeing t

Oh, Secretary. We Should Talk.
Oh, Secretary. We Should Talk. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: 2005-10-13, 3:59PM PDT Dear Secretary: While I do appreciate everything you do for me, really, there are a few things I need to get off my chest. Please take a memo. Or something. 1. i can't tell you how fucking irritating it is that you always type your emails in lower case. we all learned in first grade that the first letter of a sentence is always capitalized, names are capitalized, and when referring to yourself, "i" is capitalized. you're a secretary for christ's sake. nobody, especially you, is that fucking busy to make one extra mother-fucking keystroke to properly punctuate. 2. In the same vein: Please, quit using the asshat Smiley Face, Wink Face, Sad Face, or Crying Face characters in your emails. I am going to walk over to your cubicle and Kick You In The Face if you persist with using those stupid little emoticons or whatever the fuck they

Please Don't Eat My Tampons
Please Don't Eat My Tampons -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: 2005-09-30, 6:24AM PDT Can anyone explain to me why I continue to love and care for a disgusting little 4 legged creature who likes to snack on used feminine hygiene products? He is ever watchful, just waiting for me to slip up and provide him with an opportunity to dine on bloodied cotton. He leaves no trash can unturned at the most inopportune moments. For years I have thwarted him by leaving no evidence of my monthly curse behind. Tampons were the bane of his existence. Once soiled, easily flushed away, no tempting morsel to be dragged out of the trash and gobbled up despite my horrified shrieking when I'd catch him in the act. Until, that is, we moved to the country. A place no self respecting city girl should ever go, no matter how tempting. I fell in love with the house on the lake, the pretty scenery, the wildlife, the peaceful chirping of birds

To Many Thoughts....
I really don't seem to get it i suppose. People seem to give me all these hints towards things i should pick up on and i just don't seem to catch on; or, else i do and i just choose not to accept the outcome of what it will be. I come across as and asshole most of the time for just the way i talk and approach things. I tell it how i see it with no sugar coating. I also think that i'm a pretty decent guy towards woman. I might say sorry to much to woman only because i care to much and try to show them i actually care and willing to listen to whatever. Maybe this is my flaw. I just seem to care to much about woman. I try to fully open up to things that are on my mind, even though not everything i should share but i do. It anyone is to truely understand me they need to hear everything, good and bad. I know by opening up i will just get hurt in the end but its the risk i'm always willing to do and take. Most the time i don't get the full respect back or the openness that i am looking for.

Salvation 13
yield to temptation and pray for salvation wash the sins of the night away nothing I can do or say a box of lies and hate the lid will close the only gate see my face in the reflection blacken my eyes with your deception follow the feelings in your heart spill the blood as it falls apart Ill never be set free a cloud of pain hangs over me ill bet the night will bring you by as you seem to turn a blind eye to what it is you really need you let yourself fall pray to greed alone you make the choice to be the lines of hope are what you see

My Friend Is In A Contest Please Vote For Her Thanks
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I've Learned
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned - that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned - that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned - that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned - that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned - that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do but to the best you can do. I've learned - that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned - that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned - that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned - that it's taking me a long time to become the

To Know
to know what i want but it be just out of reach to know all the words my god he does preach do unto others that it be done unto you why all the hate and why youre not true life is a lesson for something much more not knowing now all thats in store holding on tight to the dreams i explore wanting and needing searching for more stop for a moment to ponder your hope breath and exhale in life we must cope a road full of twists and turns to endure a love full of evil not always pure you say you know deep just what it is you adore then why in your life you continue for more it just seems so easy to say youre my need to not love me all is just your plain greed when you wake to the sunrise and open your eyes is it then that yu wear your mask of disguise why cant you just be what it is you become truth and deception soon become one stop lying to him he knows youre a fake dont bother with me if my heart yu w

Why ?
WHY DOES ONE STAY WHEN YOU KNOW IT IS WRONG WHY DO WE HOPE AND DREAM FOR SO LONG WHY CANT WE JUST LET GO OF THE PAIN WHY DO WE CRY WHILE WE SIT IN THE RAIN WHY DOES MY HEART LONG FOR YOUR TOUCH WHY DOES MY MIND HATE YOU SO MUCH WHY CANT YOU JUST GET OUT OF MY DREAMS WHY CANT YOU LET GO OF ME SO IT SEEMS WHY MUST I LOOK AT THE PICTURES OF YOU WHY MUST I REMEMBER THE DAYS YU WERE TRUE WHY CANT I CLOSE MY EYES N JUST SLEEP WHY DOES YOUR MEMORY MY HEART N SOUL KEEP WHY DID YOU TREAT ME THE WAY THAT YU DID WHY DID I ALLOW IT THE TRUTH IT WAS HID WHY MUST I WRITE POEMS OF YOU WHY CAN I NOT TO MYSELF BE TRUE WHY DO I FEEL LIKE YOU OWN MY HEART WHY CANT I LET GO AND JUST BE APART WHY CANT YU SAY ITS JUST GOTTA BE DONE WHY DID YOU LOVE ME AND THEN START TO RUN WHY DO I FEAR ALL THE PAIN THAT I FEEL WHY CANT YOU SEE MY LOVE IT WAS REAL WHY DO YOU HURT ME WITH WORDS YOU MUST SAY WHY WRITE THIS POEM YO

A Love Poem
I WAS ASKED TO DO A POEM ON LOVE SO HERE GOES HOW DOES ONE LOVE WHAT THEY HAVE NEVER SEEN HOW DOES ONE LOVE WHAT THEY HAVE NEVER BEEN HOW DOES ONE FIND THAT ONE SPECIAL THING HOW DOES ONE KNOW WHEN THEIR TRUE LOVE WILL SING ONE CAN IMAGINE HOW LOVE SHOULD FEEL ONE CAN IMAGINE HOW LOVE IS REAL ONE CAN IMAGINE THE SOUND IT WILL MAKE ONE CAN IMAGINE THE COMMITMENT IT TAKES ALL THAT I KNOW IS I HAVE YET TO FIND THE KIND OF LOVE THAT CAPTURES MY MIND MY BODY MY SOUL ALL OF MY DESIRES IN ONE SINGLE PERSON ALL OF THE FIRE ONE DAY IT MIGHT HAPPEN THIS I DO KNOW BUT TIL THEN I CONTINUE TO GROW TO GET MYSELF READY FOR WHEN IT COMES I KNOW IN MY HEART MY PLAYING IS DONE TO LOVE AND TO CHERISH TIL DEATH DO US PART ILL GIVE TO THIS MAN ALL OF ME AND MY HEART HELL HOLD THE KEY TO OPEN THE DOOR TO HAVE ALL OF ME ALL THIS AND MUCH MORE

Lying
lying together adventures as one knowing with time our pleasure is done how you knew to bite my neck there to bend me over and pull on my hair the bite got me moist and flowing inside my inner wetness unable to hide your lips on my back you hand on my head making me want to break up the bed the heat on my ass as yu slapped it so hard the heat between my thighs as yu played your card slidin it in slow not so rough not knowing how i like it so rough the first little tap to test how id jump knowing right then i needed that thump harder n faster you just hit that spot making me quiver and making me hot both of us cummin together as one a true explosion fucking 101 no feelings or emotions all just plain raw the tigress in me you alone saw collapsing together sweating and hot still feeling that throbbing on my special spot closing my eyes to get the last squirt fucking without feeling dammm

Here Ya Go
here ya go lil this ones for you lies lies i do despise truth is what will make you wise yu say you love me you say its true if it was your games would be thru keep spittin ya game cause im on to yu keep tellin me lies cause trust it is thru yu think yu are slick and i dont see shit but best believe im on to you trick dont bother with lines that yu feed to that whore cause deep down inside i know iam worth more you came in my life and tried to spit game what yu didnt see what damm yu are lame im not some dumb chick yu can lie to and run cause bashing your lies and ass would be fun i have no regrets for things i felt cause this hand yu alone dealt one day you get back what you gave and more one day youll get sick and die from that whore know that i dont feel hate or anger for you cause you aint worth the spit unda my shoe

Me And You Lyrics-kenny Chesny
ME AND YOU LYRICS Ordinary? No! I really don't think so, Not a love this true. Common destiny, we were meant to be, me and you. Like a perfect scene from a movie screen, We're a dream come true. Suited perfectly, for eternity, me and you. CHORUS: Everyday, well I need you even more, And the nighttime too. There's no way, I could ever let you go. Even if I wanted to. Everyday I live, (I) try my best to give, All I have to you. Thank the stars above, that we share this love, me and you CHORUS Ordinary? No! I really don't think so, Just a precious few. Ever make it last, are as lucky as me and you.

Time Has Gone
time has gone by the past is the past a true friendship tho is sure to last lose a connection you felt was your soul thought you had lost that which is your whole they say that if you love someone set them free if it comes back yours forever it will be in this i lost faith and had moved on i thought then when needed most from heaven your brought a moment of silence time to explore a moment apart when you walked out the door everything in life is just as should be even tho you werent here with me you stayed free i thought you had left me i wasnt for you but i know now that just wasnt true i needed to grow and explore my soul i needed to be me and find my whole you came in my path and gave me a smile the anger i felt long gone after awhile you gave me the knowledge to know my soul you gave me the right to be alone yet still whole friendship first was always the rule that friendship we had my

Such A Dream
start at my neck and work your way down make that tongue swirl all around bite on my nipple mmmm i like that come and gimme that one little tap nibble my neck and make me wet ill give you one night youll never forget place your fingers deep within me i want you to know i want you to see my heart races now knowing where this is about to go wanting and needing for you to make me flow run your tongue hard on my clit touch me right there you know where to hit sliding slow on top of you now going real slow and knowing how to make that dick jump and hit that right spot gawd how i love being on top grinding my wet pussy on you knowing you love how it drips down too i sit up a bit and watch yu go deep your dick inside i so want to keep bend me over on all fours and slide that dick in knowing ill love how you explode deep within pumping it hard making me gush my oh my dammm what a rush

Velvet Black Widow
Velvet Black Widow Creeping into webs you made Through the forest and the glade Weaving life through every line Keeps me from straying off the hands of time Black Widow gave me poison And took me to my lair And brought the bats to fly through A tangle of red hair To strike you must Upon the brow Of every hurtful woman and man Who challenges the widow To don the cloak of black again Black Widow of the Wise Ones I write this poem for you Onward go the eight in number Threading each to transfuse In war you go to battle And take the living to the dead From your blood stained fangs And center eye of red And so from this a vampire fed And lifted up my slumping head Fast you travel onward to the center of this web To wrap a silk mummy A shroud of silk to bred Velvet Black Widow Arrow of day Challenger of night Seed of battle to fight And I will hold you so close to my breast in everyway For you are my friend tomorrow, today and yesterday!

Pan's Labrynth
Well, I have one thing to say...Beautiful. It was a spectaclular film. It is advertised as a "fairy tale", but it is so much more. It has something in it for everyone. It's full of action, drama, and mystery. The acting was superb. I was pulled in by the the film's dialog due to it's well done delivery. I didn't feel like I was watching a movie, I felt as though I was having a dream. That's how well done the film was created. I recomend this film to everyone. All tho, I must in good concious, let you all know, if you don't know this already, it is a forgien film. I highly recomend the subtitled version so you don't loose the magic of the wonderful acting. The effects, the story, the acting, the directing, the cinematography...all of it was wonderful. Please, take the time to check this film out...you won't regret it.

My Sign
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Friends. Fans And Family
Ok this should be a good one (I hope). We will start of with FRIENDS. If you are on my friends list,thanks for being there. I will try to respond to you help request ( I have helped some people out today), sometimes I cant. nothing personal. So dont send me bulletins about what an asshole I am! I get enough of that in real life. I will help if I can dont try to make me feel guilty about it. Ok, Fans. If you add me as a FAN. I will probably add you. If you like Snakes, Dragons, Cats, and, or the SEAHAWKS! Or since I have been in Mississippe for over a year the SAINTS! Ok lets see what I have written so far. Ok Family. There are some of you that are close. If you dont know who you are, you are the ones that leave me comments, or messages or shout outs. So if you want to be on my family list just ask. Oh one more thing. It would help if you can put up with spiders. You dont have to like everything I have listed you just have to put up with it.

Respiratory Syncytial Virus
Clinical features: Respiratory syncytial virus (RSV) is the most common cause of bronchiolitis and pneumonia among infants and children under 1 year of age. Illness begins most frequently with fever, runny nose, cough, and sometimes wheezing. During their first RSV infection, between 25% and 40% of infants and young children have signs or symptoms of bronchiolitis or pneumonia, and 0.5% to 2% require hospitalization. Most children recover from illness in 8 to 15 days. The majority of children hospitalized for RSV infection are under 6 months of age. RSV also causes repeated infections throughout life, usually associated with moderate-to-severe cold-like symptoms; however, severe lower respiratory tract disease may occur at any age, especially among the elderly or among those with compromised cardiac, pulmonary, or immune systems. The virus: RSV is a negative-sense, enveloped RNA virus. The virion is variable in shape and size (average diameter of between 120 and 300 nm), is unstabl

Way Upperclass/rich
1-22 --ghetto 23-33 --average 34-44--Spoiled 45+ --way upperclass/rich. What do you have? [X] Mother [x] Father [] Step-mother [] Step-father [X] Sister [X] Step-sister/half sister [x] Brother [x] Step-brother/half brother [X] Nephew [X] Niece [x] Cell phone [x] own bathroom [x] own room [x] swimming pool [x] Hot tub [] Guest room TOTAL: 13 [x] Fullsize or bigger bed [x] More than 8 pairs of shoes [x] Sunglasses [X] Watch [X] MP3 Player/iPod [X]playstation (ps 2) [x] Xbox/ (360) [] Nintendo Wii [X] Gameboy/ Advance [x ] Gamecube TOTAL: 9 [] Basketball hoop [] Air hockey table [] Pool table [] Ping pong table [] Fooseball table []Trampoline TOTAL: 0 [x] Nightstand [x] Stereo in bedroom [X]DVD player in bedroom [X] Have something from abercrombie and fitch or hollister [X] ever Shopped at AE [x] Own a Gucci, Dooney & Burke, LV, OR Guess, etc. [] Wears Lacoste [X] have a credit card [] Parents give you money everywhere that you go

No One But You
No One Can Stop My Heart From Aching. No One Can End My Pain and Aching. No One Can Say Their Love is True. No One Can Save Me, No One But You.... No One Can Make Me Scream In Pain. No One Can Make My Tears Fall Like Rain. No One Can Ever Help Me Pull Through, No One Can Hurt Me, No One But You....

Love
The closest analogy to being in love to me is like INVESTING MONEY. Most people invest money for the long haul.....they dont throw $1000 into the stock market on Monday and move it on Tuesday just cuz the stock went down. Most people leave the money in for TIME and see what the market does and even with the UPS and DOWNS usually if the investment was a smart one in the beginning they come out on top. To me LOVE is the same way. It changes daily....sometimes up, sometimes down, but the good smart investor IN LOVE, his profit and goal comes to fruition when YEARS down the road his goal was met with a LIFE, LOVE and a FAMILY. To me the HEART and LOVE is the GREATEST THING ONE PERSON CAN INVEST IN ANOTHER...and just like the stock market it comes with RISKS.....it all depends on WHAT AND HOW MUCH YOU ARE WILLING TO RISK TO GET WHAT YOU TRULY WANT MY GOAL IS HAPPINESS AND WHY IS THAT SO HARD TO COME BY AND WHY ARE PEOPLE NOT WILLING TO WORK THESE DAYS FOR LOVE!

When I Am With You
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

Giving It All Tonight
So tell me another story Make it up as you go It's alright, we can find a new place to hide they'll never know We could wait here til morning It would be safer then It's alright, we can find a new place to start again A new place to begin Put your arms around me now, don't turn around This city's burning to the ground So we'll drive for days And I'll take your fear away And fail I might But I'm giving it all tonight, giving it all tonight I'm only fearing failure And everything's on track We're moving forward, never looking back As long as this will last Searching for our fate, however far away We're never coming home And I need to escape And you need to be saved We're in this all alone

Movies That I Love, But Will Prolly Get Shyte For...
AIGHT, MOST OF YOU KNOW I'M A MOVIE FREAK. MY DOWNFAL IS I LIKE MOST MOVIES, NO MATTER HOW SAPPY. I'M ABOUT TO GIVE YOU SOME EXAMPLES, BUT I WILL ALSO THROW IN THE WHY ABOUT WHY I LOVE THESE MOVIES. FIRST OFF, I JUST WATCHED IT, SO YOU HAVE TO SUFFER. JERRY MCGUIRE. THE MOVIE IS BRILLIANT. I LOVE THE LITTLE KID RAY, WHEN HE SAYS FUCK IT'S ALL KINDS OF GOOD. THE MOVIE MAKES ME THINK THAT IF YOU CARE AND LOVE, NOTHJING BAD CAN HAPPEN TO YOU. SAPPY I KNOW. THE SECOND MOVIE IS LOVE ACTUALLY. THIS MOVIE IS ALL KINDS OF BRITISH HUMOR AT IT'S BEST. EXCELLENT COMEDY, WITH MESSAGES THAT JUST MAKE ME THINK, "DAMN WHY THAT'S HOW IT SHOULD BE." THE THIRD MOVIE IS MAJOR LEAGUE, WATCHED THIS MOVIE A LOT WHEN I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL AS A KID, SAPPY HUMOR, BUT AWESOME FUCKING DIALOGUE BETWEEN THE CAST. DISNEY MOVIE, OH MY GOD I LOVE THESE FILMS, BUT ONLY THE BACK IN THDAY ONES. LIKE ROBIN HOOD AND ALICE IN WONDERLAND. THESE MOVIES ARE BRILLIANT, BUT PEOPLE GET SHIT FOR ADMITTING THEY LIKE THEM. ADMIT YO

Irony Of Love
The IRONY of LOVE is loving the right person at the wrong time and having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. Sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you're suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you love the person. Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little. We all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always “right.” Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love only to discover that for them, we are just for past times, while the one who truly loves us remains either a fr

I Will Always Love You
Standing here all on my own, watching life go by, taking in those dreadful words, ...a tear drops from my eye, I stood there as i watched you run, and waited for the pain, love can be a painful thing, you used my love in vain, Why'd you leave me here to cry?, our love had felt so...right, why'd you go and break my heart, just like you did that night, let me kiss your lips once more, so I can see it's true, help me see your love is gone, that I can't be with you, don't leave me here to fall apart, to watch you fade away, tell me how you really feel, and why you just won't stay, I never thought I'd cry so much, I want to see this through... although you'll never feel for me..... I always will love you.

Grains Of Sand
PLEASE DONT PLAGERIZE...this was written by me~ Grains of SAND Like slipping sand seeping through my fingers I feel our love starting to fall. Grain by grain it falls out of my reach and beyond my sight. Unnoticeable until its almost gone and by then, to late to save. I'm desperately search trying to find it, but each morsel so tiny with its own significance is single until pieced together to create a more significant, explicable form, that then grows and takes home in a heart, and is called love. It takes each piece, each grain to complete the puzzle, anything less is far too incomplete. Each is named compassion, soul, willing, giving, caring, concern, hope and so on. Once the pattern breaks and one grain is lost, like children the others follow, until everything you thought you lived for, everything you would have died for, is gone. Out of sight, out of reach, out of mind and requires much faith and worlds of searching to again find.

Pain
I don't wanna fall for him again. i don't think I can take the pain. i don't wanna have these feelings if he doesn't feel the same. i don't want my heart to jump, when i haven't seen him in awhile. i don't wanna see him grin, if i'm not the one making him smile. i don't wanna reach out, every time i see his hand. i don't wanna try to explain if he'll never understand. i don't want tears in my eyes every time i see his face. i don't want my heart to be empty, if he's the only one that can fill the space. i don't wanna have to smile at him, when i really wanna cry. i don't want him to wave hello, if he really means goodbye. i don't wanna get played, as a result of his little game. but all he has to do to get me back, is simply say my name.

A Tear A Laugh A Kiss In The Night
A laugh, A tear, A kiss in the night, You're there, You're here, Such a beautiful sight, A love we can share, Forever and more, My heart is for you, The one I adore, A true feeling of hope, Strenght and forgiveness of sins, I'm by your side through thickness and thins, I vow to hold your hand when things are tough, Nothing can tear us apart nothing is ever enough, I love to see you smile at me, Treat me like your queen, Our love is Up, Down, Anywhere in between, And so with words of caring and words of love, I hope you feel the feelings I speak of, My wish is that you don't deny of the things speak, For if you do there will tears running down my cheeks, A laugh, A tear, A kiss in the night, Hold me, My dear, And let our love take flight.

Lmfao... Read And Just Smile Hell Its Humpday!
The mental ward nurse entered a room and found a patient sitting in a chair pretending to drive a car. The nurse asked, "What are you doing, Charlie?" Charlie replied, "Driving to Chicago!" She wished him a good trip and left. The next day, she entered Charlie's room just as he stopped driving his imaginary car and asked, "How are you doing today, Charlie?" Charlie answered, "I just got to Chicago!" "Great," she replied. The nurse left Charlie's room and went across the hall into Bob's room, and found Bob sitting on his bed, masturbating furiously. Shocked, she cried, "Bob, what are you doing?" Bob said, "While Charlie's in Chicago, I'm doing his wife!"

I Wrote This For My Friend Sweetone
Serenade to an Angel Your wings are wide your thighs are nice your halo glows bright in the night your smile deafens any scepticism your eyes shine and you cant be mine your grace is not so graceful but you are an Angel your body a monument to Beauty your soft but unbreakable your single but untakeable your an Angel who dwells on earth I cant express how much your worth but seeing you 100 yards away is worth the wait even if you cant be mine Your beautiful from head to toe no matter what you wear you will always be amazing this is my weary attempt to dazzle an Angel with weary words of a man but this angel dwells within every heart and soul of man. With Love, George

I Never
I never knew what was there i never knew who was there I never knew the world was cruel I never knew the world was cold I never knew she was old I never knew what I was told I never knew it would be so I never knew it would snow I never knew she would go! Dedicated to my Grandmom

January 24, 2007: Surge Protectors
Those who oppose an increase in troops in [Iraq], like most Democrats and a few Republicans. Democrats who have jumped in to run for President in [2008] want to prevent Bush from sending 20,000 more kids to Iraq. They are the surge protectors.

New And Cool....
I new to this and home to make lots of friends of any age, race and gender. So hit me up if you'd like be a friend of mine doesn't matter where you're from. Maybe you, me and wife and kids can all get together and hang out sometime. Late!

What To Write? What To Write ?
i have been asked by a few people now why i dont blog.. i got thinking im not realy sure anyone will want to know what im thinking and if they know what im thinking i may freak them out a bit LOL. im not to serious about alot of things, i dont care what people say or may think of me. either your gonna like me or your not. its simple.. im starting to do the mumm thing and its alot of fun, i am learning some cool stuff and some stuff well i wish i hadnt learned. the mumms are like a seperate world. so many different people. like theres one that just seems to hate it here but cant help to stay and make rude comments, she seems mad at life and i can apperciate that. then theres the fun loving one that just finds good in everything. if you hand her a lemon she will make a cake, pie and a drink to boost. then the guys! you got the jerky one that just says the dumbest things why because some of the mumms deserve just that. the insightful guy that seems to have positive imput,then

Plz. Vote 4 Babywhite In The Tattoo Contest
HEY EVERYONE, MZ. PONYGIRLSUE HERE ASKING MY FRIENDS TO TAKE A FEW MOMENTS OUT TO GO DROP SOME VOTES/COMMENTS ON MY GOOD FRIEND BABYWHITE'S ENTRY IN THE TATTOO CONTEST. SHE'S A GREAT GAL, AN AWESOME FRIEND, AND SHE'S ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME SO I WOULD LIKE TO SEE MY FRIENDS SHOW HER SOME LOVE & SUPPORT TO PUT HER OVER THE TOP IN THIS ONE IF WE CAN. HERE IS HER CONTEST ENTRY LINK: AND WHILE YOU ARE AT IT WHY NOT ADD HER ON AS A FRIEND AS WELL. CARLA'S AN ULTRA-NICE PERSON AND LIKE I SAID SHE'S AN AWESOME FRIEND TO HAVE. SO ROLL BY HER PAGE AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE AND LET HER KNOW THAT MZ. PONYGIRLSUE SENT YOU. **babywhite** Rate and Fan me Please@ CherryTAP MUCH LOVE TO ALL OF MY GREAT FRIENDS WHO RESPOND TO THIS REQUEST FOR HELP ~~~ THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH FOR YOUR CONTINUED LOVE & SUPPORT ~~~ MZ. PONYGIRLSUE

This Is For Razor!!!!!((( I Got 4 More Hrs To Go In The No Men Contect For 24 Hrs )))) I Am Winning Bitch Hahha
in 4 hr i am gunna go cock hungry live it up now chica.... cause ur so losing!!! told u i could go 24 hrs but no i didnt belive me hahha... btw did u see the hotties in that video mmmmmmmmm yeah when i think about it makes me wanna touch myself... w000t w00t!!!!

Women
A recent scientific study found that women find different male faces attractive depending on where they are in their menstrual cycle. For example, when a woman is ovulating she will prefer a man with rugged, masculine features. However when she is menstruating, she prefers a man doused in gasoline and set on fire, with scissors stuck in his eye and a baseball bat shoved up his backside.

Good 'ole George
Mildred, the church gossip, and self-appointed monitor of the church's morals, kept sticking her nose into other peoples business. Several members did not approve of her extra curricular activities, but feared her enough to maintain their silence. She made a mistake, however, when she accused George, a new member, of being an alcoholic after she saw his old pickup parked in front of the town's only bar one afternoon. She emphatically told George and several others that everyone seeing it there would know what he was doing. George, a man of few words, stared at her for a moment and just turned and walked away. He didn't explain, defend, or deny. He Sid nothing. Later that evening, George quietly parked his pickup in front of Mildred's house.....walked home...and left it there all night. Don't ya just love 'ol George ?

You Go Granny
There was a little old lady, who every morning. stepped onto her front porch, raised her arms to the sky, and shouted: "PRAISE THE LORD!" One day an atheist moved into the house next door. He became irritated at the little old lady. Every morning he'd step onto his front porch after her and yell: "THERE IS NO LORD!" Time passed with the two of them carrying on this way every day. One morning, in the middle of winter, the little old lady stepped onto her front porch and shouted: "PRAISE THE LORD! Please Lord, I have no food and I am starving, provide for me, oh Lord!" The next morning she stepped onto her porch and there were two huge bags of groceries sitting there. "PRAISE THE LORD!" she cried out. "HE HAS PROVIDED GROCERIES FOR ME!" The atheist neighbor jumped out of the hedges and shouted: "THERE IS NO LORD. I BOUGHT THOSE GROCERIES!!" The little old lady threw her arms into the air and shouted: "PRAISE THE LORD! HE HAS PROVIDED ME W

Thinkgs To Do Im Public Toilets
3 1. Stick your palm open under the stall and ask your neighbor, "May I borrow a highlighter?" 2. Say "Uh oh, I knew I shouldn't put my lips on that." 3. Cheer and clap loudly every time somebody breaks the silence with a bodily function noise. 4. Say, "Hm mm, I've never seen that color before." 5. Drop a marble and say, "oh shoot!! My glass eye!!" 6. Say "Darn, this water is cold." 7. Grunt and strain real loud for 30 seconds and then drop a cantaloupe into the toilet bowl from a high place six to eight feet. Sigh relaxingly. 8. Say, "Now how did that get there?" 9. Say, "Humus. Reminds me of humus." 10. Fill up a large flask with Mountain Dew. Squirt it erratically under the stall walls of your neighbors while yelling, "Whoa! Easy boy!!" 11. Say, "Interesting....more sinkers than floaters. 12. Using a small squeeze tube, spread peanut butter on a wad of toilet paper and drop it under the stall wall of your neighbor. Then say, "Whoops, could you kick

Pay It Forward
Everyone should try to pay it forward. I think we should all practice Random Acts of Kindness...theres so much BS in this world! Reuben St. Clair, the teacher and protagonist in the book “Pay It Forward,” starts a movement with this voluntary, extra-credit assignment: THINK OF AN IDEA FOR WORLD CHANGE, AND PUT IT INTO ACTION. Trevor, the 12-year-old hero of “Pay It Forward,” thinks of quite an idea. He describes it to his mother and teacher this way: "You see, I do something real good for three people. And then when they ask how they can pay it back, I say they have to Pay It Forward. To three more people. Each. So nine people get helped. Then those people have to do twenty-seven." He turned on the calculator, punched in a few numbers. "Then it sort of spreads out, see. To eighty-one. Then two hundred forty-three. Then seven hundred twenty-nine. Then two thousand, one hundred eighty-seven. See how big it gets?"

Angelina Or Jenn
You Are More Like Angelina Jolie Bad girl with a heart of gold. You are smart, sexy, and strong willed. You aren't against stealing another girl's man... If he's better off with you! Are You More Like Jennifer or Angelina?

Southern Women Show A Lot Of Class.
As we all know, Southern women show a lot of class. Two nicely dressed ladies happened to start up a conversation during an endless wait in the LAX airport. The 1st lady was an arrogant California woman married to a wealthy man. The second was a well mannered elderly woman from the South. When the conversation centered on whether they had any children the California woman started by saying, "When my first child was born, my husband built a beautiful mansion for me." The lady from the South commented, "Well, isn't that precious." The first woman continued, "When my second child was born, my husband bought me a beautiful Mercedes-Benz." Again, the lady from the South commented, "Well, isn't that precious." The first woman continued boasting, "Then, when my third child was born, my husband bought me this exquisite diamond bracelet." Yet again, the Southern lady commented, "Well, isn't that precious." The first woman then asked her companion, "What did your hu

Little Patrick
Subject: Little Patrick For his birthday, little Patrick asked for a 10-speed bicycle. His father said, "Son, we'd give you one, but the mortgage on thishouse is $280,000 & your mother just lost her job.There's no way we can afford it." The next day the father saw little Patrick heading out the front doorwith a suitcase. So he asked, "Son, where are you going?" Little Patrick told him, "I was walking past your room last nightand heard you telling Mom you were pulling out. Then I heard hertell you to wait because she was coming too. And I'll be damned if I'm staying here by myself with a $280,000 mortgage & no bike

Great Minds
Only great minds can read this This is weird, but interesting! fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to Cmabrigde Uinervtisy rscheearch, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny ipr oamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it FORWARD ONLY IF YOU CAN READ IT.

The Day I Quit Smoking
The Day i finally Quit Smoking Now here is something to post about. I have smoked for over 10 years and time and time again have tried to quit without any luck. I think it was because I really didn't want to quit so you know me if I don't want to do something trying to get me do it is next to impossible. I catch colds that turn into sinus infections very easily and about three weeks ago I caught a dozy of a cold. So I did what I always do dose myself with de-congestate, ibuprofen til it goes away.. Well over the three week period one day I would feel fine then a few days later I would feel like shit .. you think since I'm such a hypochondriac about when I get the simplest cold that I that I would have called my doctor especially when I began to weezing and cough. I don't know what made me not call maybe its was so that the next thing I am about to tell you would happen. But on Friday January 12 I woke up and I was weasing very loudly and my chest felt like some took it and th

R U A Snob??
You Are Confident and Secure You are practically immune to insecurity and self doubt. You're comfortable with who you are, and if someone doesn't like you - that's not your problem. Some people think you're too confident, but that's just their insecurities shining through. Your confidence carries you through your worst moments, because you know you'll always come out fine. Are You Insecure?

This Was Submitted By Casually Insane!
I was surfing along and somehow it logged me into SeaMonkey's account. I didn't mess with anything on your profile bro. I just wrote this as prove that I was in. Maybe its because we are on the same network, but this shouldn't happen at all. Each of our computers should log in seperately to the site. Keep this up for a while so I can notify Mike, the site owner.

The Paranormal
Hey all I just wanted everyone to know about my Paranormal web site i have been working on it for a while now that is why i have not been on Cherry Tap. I am hoping That some of you will check it out and if you do Please sign the guest book and let me know what you guys think here is the link just copy and paste http://NCParanormalInvestigators.piczo.com Thanks again, Olivia (Zombie Chick)

To You?
the sweet ocean breeze carressed my face, as i gazed out upon the great spance of space. a sea gull was wailing its slow lowing song, i stood there wandering what went wrong. as the sun shone in the clear blue sky, a slow burning tear clouded my eye. the waves beat steadely on the sands at my feet, while i played back your memories oh so sweet. i turned my back and i walked away, wandering how i would make it thru another day. i sat on my bike feeling it rumble, i couldnt leave lest id stumble. i got off my bike and returned to our place, and as i looked out i saw your face. it was your voice and in a beckoned call, it called out my name in a voice so small. i followed your voice so that i could hear, wanting to hear those words so dear. i never noticed as the water grew deeper, i just pushed forward ,no more the weaper. now i stand here your hand in mine, there is no pain ,no lonliness to wine. togather as one we will always be, as our souls sink togather in

An Attorney's Advice -- At No Charge!!!
I Didn't Write this, and I am not an attorney or certified legal counsel. Only an attorney can advise you to do anything, these are just smart ideas I wanted to share. AN ATTORNEY'S ADVICE -- AT NO CHARGE!!! Read this and make a copy for your files in case you need to refer to it someday. Maybe we should all take some of his advice! A corporate attorney sent the following out to the employees in his company. 1. The next time you order checks have only your initials (instead of first name) and last name put on them. If someone takes your checkbook, they will not know if you sign your checks with just your initials or your first name, but your bank will know how you sign your checks. 2. Do not sign the back of your credit cards. Instead, put "PHOTO ID REQUIRED". (*I Use "Please SEE ID" as they are required to verify with every purchase. 3. When you are writing checks to pay on your credit card accounts, DO NOT put the complete account number on

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Young King Arthur was ambushed and imprisoned by the monarch of a neighboring kingdom. The monarch could have killed him but was moved by Arthur's youth and ideals. So, the monarch offered him his freedom, as long as he could answer a very difficult question. Arthur would have a year to figure out the answer and, if after a year, he still had no answer, he would be put to death. The question?... What do women really want? Such a question would perplex even the most knowledgeable man, and to young Arthur, it seemed an impossible query. But, since it was better than death, he accepted the monarch's proposition to have an answer by year's end. He returned to his kingdom and began to poll everyone: the princess, the priests, the wise men and even the court jester. He spoke with everyone, but no one could give him a satisfactory answer. Many people advised him to consult the old witch, for only she would have the answer. But the price would be high; as the witch was famous t

Lovesick Radio's 1st Single Get World Wide Release
It seems that the I-Tunes single,Boys Don't matter, is a worldwide release. The song was inspired by an e-mail a fan sent the band. The e-mail stated how when she listened to L.S.R she was able to escape the things that troubled her in her world. Work didn't matter, school didn't matter and boy's didn't matter. She went on to talk about how she was in a abusive relationship & that when things got bad she just turned the music up. The e-mail moved the band to write a song about breaking free of anything that makes you unhappy.

Trisha Yearwood- Walkaway Joe Lyrics
WALKAWAY JOE LYRICS ( Momma told her baby, girl take it real slow Girl told her momma hey I really gotta go He’s waitin’ in the car Momma said girl you won’t get far Thus are the dreams of an average jane Ninety miles an hour down a lovers lane On a tank of dreams Oh if she could’ve only seen But fate’s got cards that it don’t want to show And that boy’s just A walkaway joe Born to be a leaver Tell you from the word go, destined to deceive her He’s a wrong kinda paradise She’s gonna know it in a matter of time That boy’s just a walkaway joe Now just a little while into abilene Pulls into a station and he robs it clean She’s waitin’ in the car Underneath the texaco star She only wanted love didn’t bargain for this She can’t help but love him for the way he is She’s only seventeen And there ain’t no reasoning So she’ll ride this ride as far as it can go Cause that boy’s just A walkaway joe Born to be a leaver Tell you from the word go, destined to d

What Ancient Breed Are You?
You scored as Shadow Spirit. You are a very strange being. Like nothing anyone has ever seen. You are a Shadow Spirit. You weren't born this way. This happened because you were betrayed so many times in life you just gave up. Don't forget; there are people out there who are just like you...you just have to find them first.Shadow Spirit100%Drow92%Dragon92%Sorceress83%Goddess75%Wolf67%Vampyre50%Zombie50%Elf33%Faerie8%What ancient breed are you?created with

Jimi Hendrix Energy Drink In Works...ummmm Yea....good Luck With That....lol..
CALABASAS, Calif. - A new energy drink doesn't promise to give you the juice to play guitar like Jimi Hendrix, but it does hope to give you a "Liquid Experience." Beverage Concepts says its nonalcoholic "Liquid Experience" drinks, named for Hendrix's breakthrough album, "Are You Experienced?" will debut in April. The concept is irking some Hendrix fans, many of whom still consider him the greatest guitarist of all time. "To see his image and the beautiful feelings it has created during my lifetime cheapened by base advertising ... is very disappointing to me," said bassist Michael Balzary, better known as Flea of the Red Hot Chili Peppers. The image of Hendrix, who died in 1970 from a drug overdose in London, has been licensed for products including baby clothing, an air freshener, lava lamp and a Christmas ornament. Portions of royalties have gone to several educational causes, including the United Negro College Fund, said Bruce Kuhlman, director of licensing and brand dev

Polite Way To Pee
Date: Jan 23, 2007 12:01 PM "Polite Way to Pee" > > > >During one of her daily classes a teacher trying to teach good manners, >asked her students the following question: > > > >"Michael, if you were on a date having dinner with a nice young lady, how >would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?" > > > >Michael said, "Just a minute I have to go pee." > > > >The teacher responded by saying, "That would be rude and impolite. What >about you Peter, how would you say it?" > > > >Peter said, "I am sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom. > >I'll be right back." > > > >"That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word bathroom at >the >dinner table. And you, little Johnny, can you use your brain for once and >show us your good manners?" > > > >" I would say: Darling, may I please be excused for a moment? I have to >shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope you'll get to meet >after dinner." > > > >The

Circumcised -- This Is Priceless
A teacher noticed that a little boy at the back of the class was squirming around, scratching his crotch, and not paying attention. She went back to find out what was going on. He was quite embarrassed and whispered that he had just recently been circumcised and he was quite itchy. The teacher told him to go down to the principal's office. He was to telephone his mother and ask her what he should do about it. He did it and returned to his class. Suddenly, there was a commotion at the back of the room. She went back to investigate only to find him sitting at his desk with his weenie hanging out. I thought I told you to call your mom!" she said. "I did," he said, "And she told me that if I could stick it out till noon, she'd come and pick me up from school."

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What I Like!
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs100%Biting100%Bondage100%Whips83%Blind Folds58%Blood50%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

What I Like : )
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Aman To This
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To all the juggalos and juggalettes, im sorry but today people are "juggalos" for the wrong reasons. i am sending this out to tell you all that there a many people out there shaming our name and disgracing the family. read this and youll get what i mean WHAT DOES NOT MAKE YOU A JUGGALO/LETTE... 1) you are NOT a juggalo if the only reason you want to be is because its "cool" 2)you are NOT a juggalo if you call EVERY JUGGALO YOU meet a jugahoe 3)you are NOT a juggalo if you think you are more "down" because you have more shirts then someone else[only have to cuz im a poor ass unlike scotts rich ass] 4)you DO NOT have to do drugs to be down 5) wearing your paint in public DOES NOT make you better than a juggalo who doesnt[but it does make old ppl stare at u funny when its 10 am and its in the middle of june]lol 6)you do NOT have to flash your tits to be a juggalette (but if you want to I'm all for it)[chuck seconds that motion] 7)getting good grades and

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Well I talked to my aunt last night and my uncle's health isnt doing much better. He went in yesterday for a MRI and today the team of docs at the VA will discuss what they will do. Tomorrow he is supposed to go in for a biopsy of his tail bone. The only good news is the wound vac was taken off and the size of the wound is a bit smaller now. They will put the wound vac on after the biopsy to help shrink it more. So far the blood work is as good as we can expect at this point. The infection hasnt so far as of last night become syptic. So far the plan is after the results of the biopsy he will go into surgery next week sometime. My grandma and a cousin of mine are going today to visit with him. I would love to go see him and be there for my aunt while my uncle is in surgery, but I cant. I start work on the 29th and cant miss any days for at least the first 90 days. So my good news is hapmered by my worry of my favorite uncle's failing health. It is amazing how long he

Calmness
Calmness in our lives. I am passing this on to you because it definitely works, and we could all use a little more calmness in our lives. By following simple advice heard on the Dr. Phil show, you too can find inner peace. Dr. Phil proclaimed, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started and have never finished." So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't finished. Before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of White Zinfandel, a bottle of Kalhula, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some Dorito's, a carton of Rocky Road icecream, and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel right now. Please pass this on to those whom you think might be in need of calmness as well.

A Horse's Prayer
Feed me, water and care for me, and when the day's work is done, provide me with a shelter, a clean dry stall large enough for me to lie down in comfort. Talk to me, your voice often means as much to me as the reins. Pet me sometimes that I may serve you more gladly and learn to love you. Shoe me properly that I may serve you in comfort. Never strike, beat or kick me when I don't understand what you want, but give me the chance to understand you. And finally oh master, when my youthful strength is gone do not turn me out to starve or freeze, or sell me to some cruel owner to be slowly tortured or stoned to death, but do thou, my master take my life in the kindest way, and your God will reward you here and hereafter. You will not consider me irreverent if I ask this in the name of Him who was born in a stable... -Amen

A Rider's Prayer
Dearest Creator in Heaven, Give me strength to guide my horse. Make my hands soft and my head clear. Let my horse understand me and I him. My heart you have blessed with a special love of these animals. Let me never lose sight of it. My soul you have gifted with a deep need for them. Let that need never lessen. Always let my breath catch as the sun gleams on an elegant head. Always may my throat tighten at the sound of a gentle nicker. Let the scent of fresh hay and a new bag of grain be sweet to me. Let the touch of a warm nose on my hand always bring a smile. I adore the joy of a warm day on the farm. The grace and splendor of a running horse, The thunder of its hooves makes my eyes burn and my heart soar. Let it always be so. Dearest Creator grant me patience, For horses are harnessed wind, and wind can be flighty. Let me not frighten or harm them. Instead show me ways to understand them. Above all, dear Creator, fill my life with them. When I pass fro

100 Years From Now
100 Years from now it will not matter what Car I drove, what House I lived in, or how much Money I had in the bank... But someday the World may be A better place, because I was Important in the Life of a Child.

Another Lesson
Another Lesson Honesty, dignity, love and pride All these qualities we should never hide It doesn't matter how many times you fail It is not important how often you'll get hurt Just make sure that whenever you'll flirt That you might pay some bail. That your encounter is playing He is playing with charm. And your only weapon Is to close your eyes To not see the harm. Curiousity kills the cat They say. It killed me twice But I chose that way. The stamp on my forehead Was easy to read. It said * Let me feel you* It said * I am in heat* The fire was close And I got burnt Another lesson That I have learned. ( this is not about no one personally just wrote it i think it kinda good)

Best Medicine
The Best Medicine by: Henry Libersat, During the first two decades of this century, a great number of babies under one year of age wasted away in hospitals and children's institutions and died from unknown causes. In some institutions it was customary to enter the condition of all seriously sick infants as "hopeless" on admission cards. Among the doctors who were confronted with infant mortality daily was Dr. Fritz Talbot of the Children's Clinic in Dusseldorf. Dr. Talbot had uncommon success in dealing with sick children. For many years, as he made his rounds, he would be followed from ward to ward by groups of interns seeking new ways of handling children's diseases. One such intern was Dr. Joseph Brennermann, who told this story. "Many times we would come across a child for whom everything had failed. For some reason the child was hopelessly wasting away. When this would happen, Dr. Talbot would take the child's chart and scrawl some indecipherable prescription. In most

Brighid Lore And History
Brighid's Fires Burn High by Miriam Harline Imbolc is a white time, a time of ice and fire. In many places, snow still sheets the ground. The fire is traditional: Europe observes this day, February 2, the Christian Candlemas, with candlelight processions, parades that go back to ancient torchlight ceremonies for purifying and reviving the fields at early sowing, according to Funk and Wagnall's Standard Dictionary of Folklore, Mythology and Legend. At Candlemas, the people of ancient Europe made candles for the coming year, having saved the fat from meat eaten through the winter. Mexico, too, observes February 2, the Aztec New Year, with renewed fires and a festival that echoes agricultural rituals of early spring. At Imbolc, the earth begins to wake from winter sleep. As Starhawk writes in The Spiral Dance, at Imbolc "what was born at the Solstice begins to manifest, and we who were midwives to the infant year now see the Child Sun grow strong as the days grow visibly longer."

Why We Love Rain Pt2
The next morning I groggily woke up while it was still grey outside and the rain was only gently falling. My girl was sleeping soundly on her side of the bed with her back to me. After several minutes of just laying there with my eyes closed thinking about falling back to sleep, I began to think about the previous night and how absolutely wonderful it had been, even if slightly ordinary for the two of us on a Friday or Saturday night. Before long I was feeling very horny and began thinking of putting myself back inside her. I thought that I should try waking her up in a way that I had only done once or twice before. I cuddled up close to her body; she was lying on her side, moulding mine in the same shape as hers with my legs bent in the exact shape as hers so that my entire body would be in contact with her naked skin. I put my arm across her side with my hand just lightly landing on her belly. She moaned and shifted position slightly. It was obvious that she was still sound a

Thoughts For You
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. How many times would you like to cum? 20. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Do you like fore play? 22. What is fore play to you? 23. Can we take pictures of the act? 24. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

More Shit Talking
this convo is between me and my cousin cause he pissed me off... it is not towards any of you __________________________________________________ analsexlove: you are a fat obesed shit talking cannibal eatting obsessive gross $2 roadwhore, increased stretch mark vagina face zit popping emo bi-polar snatch, yeast infected mouth creamer cum dropper, you anally aborted anal bleeing alien fetus, toilet back door sex fiend shopfront whore, tattered and torn vagie clean teeth grinder, your an animal abusing rapping retard thats get off at the sounds of screaming animals in pain cuming every time you have the power to put stress on a helpless little animals hellahottie: FUCK YOU! hellahottie has logged off messanger

Who Has The Last Laugh?
A married couple is driving along a highway doing a steady 60 miles per hour. The wife is behind the wheel. Her husband suddenly looks across at her and speaks in a clear voice. "I know we've been married for twenty years, but I want a divorce." The wife says nothing, Keeps looking at the road ahead but slowly increases her speed to 65 mph. The husband speaks again. "I don't want you to try and talk me out of it," He says, "because I've been having an affair with your best friend, And she's a far better lover than you are." Again the wife stays quiet, But grips the steering wheel more tightly and slowly increases the speed to 75 He pushes his luck. "I want the house," he says insistently.. Up to 80. "I want the car, too," he continues. 85 mph. "And," he says, "I'll have the bank accounts, all the credit cards and the boat!" The car slowly starts veering towards a massive concrete bridge. This makes him nervous, so he asks her, "Isn't there anything you want

Blind Man In Ladies Bar
"Blind Man In A Ladies Bar " A blind man enters a Ladies Bar by mistake. He finds his way to a bar stool and orders a drink. After sitting there for awhile, he yells to the bartender, "Hey, you want to hear a blonde joke?" The bar immediately falls absolutely quiet. In a very deep, husky voice, the woman next to him says, "Before you tell that joke, sir, I think it is just fair - giving that you are blind - that you should know five things: - The bartender is a blonde girl. - The bouncer is a blonde girl. - I'm a 6 feet tall, 220 lb. blonde woman with a black belt in karate. - The woman sitting next to me is a blonde professional weight lifter. - The lady to your right is a blonde and is a professional wrestler. Now think about it seriously, mister. Do you still wanna tell that joke? The blind man thinks for a second, shakes his head, and declares, "Nah, not if I'm gonna have to explain it five times."

Hmmmm
Well, this is my first CherryTap blog. I dont know what to do here, but I am getting the swing of it. I am sure in time I will get there. I just dont spend alot of time on here because I dont get online at home. Thanks to everyone that has made me feel welcome. Its great to get some new friends and hang with great people! Keep Rockin' ~B~

Melt Away
Can I fade in your arms? Can I get lost in your eyes? 'Cause when I'm with you I just melt away Can I render you still? Freeze this tmoment in time? 'Cause when I see you I just melt away Can I stay close to you Until the river runs dry? 'Cause when you're heart is by mine I just melt away

Baby Steps
BABY STEPS Friendship…..started in the fetal stage…. cyber chat and electronic voices over the wire. Gentle feelings, commonality, and depth move from within.Birth is inevitable….the meeting of two physical beings. We share experiences, thoughts, laughs, and physical contact. Everything seems so effortless, so natural…..like it is just supposed to be. Life is such a beautiful thing. Sentiments echo in my mind, "Baby Steps". I agree…..it's important that we crawl before we walk. I don't want us to fall. All emotions and feelings must be nurtured…..no pushing, no rushing, no forcing……Baby Steps.

Life
I just dont understand some things. For example, the past three weeks alot of my thingz have been stolen from me. My wedding rings, my dvds, my cds, my car, my money outta my bank account, my speakers, my amp, and my dig. camera. I just dont understand. Itz really killing me. Then my stupid ex husband's fiancee decide she was gonna IM me and cuss me out and tell me that i aint gonna talk to my ex husband ever again and all this shit. Well, that didnt go to good. I swear...if i see that bitch, i swear to God im gonna hurt her....along with the asshole who took my stuff. I am so mad right now...if i had a gun, i honest to God think i would shoot somebody if not myself! I wish my life would just calm down. I wish i could just find a guy who would be nice to me. They dont have to be a my bf, but just my friend...i just want a good friend...someone who will listen to me and hangout with me if i need them to or something. But thatz just impossible with me it seems. Well, i have

Baby It's Cold Outside
I really can't stay - Baby it's cold outside I've got to go away - Baby it's cold outside This evening has been - Been hoping that you'd drop in So very nice - I'll hold your hands, they're cold as ice My mother will start to worry - Beautiful, what's your hurry My father will be pacing the floor - Listen to the fireplace roar So really I'd better scurry - Beautiful, please don't hurry well Maybe just one drink more - Put some music on while I pour The neighbors might think - Baby, it's bad out there Say, what's in this drink - No cabs to be had out there I wish I knew how - Your eyes are like starlight now To break this spell - I'll take your hat, your hair looks swell I ought to say no, no, no, sir - Mind if I move a little closer At least I'm gonna say that I tried - What's the sense in hurting my pride I really can't stay - Baby don't hold out Baby it's cold outside I simply must go - Baby, it's cold outside The answer is no - Ooh baby, it's cold outside This

Tattoo Design
This is my journal entry from my slave journal. I am required to place one entry a week. I decided to share this one here as maybe someone can help me. Jan 23rd 2007 I have been thinking more about my tattoo lately. I would really like to find something soon and have it done by my birthday or Slave-Aversary. I have 2 basic designs, the BDSM symbol or the Kanji for "slave", one of which i will incorporate into my tattoo. These designs alone are to boring for my taste. And do not say everything I want them to. SO I have thought of things that I could add to the basic design and what they would mean in the context of my Slavery. Ideas to go with the basic designs and why: · Wings (becoming a slave has freed me from my inhibitions wings stand for freedom) · Roses (I have blossomed like a rose under my Masters hand and of course my slave name Enah Rose) · Lock without a key (because only a Master holds the key to a slaves lock) · Chains (for the bondage a slave is in) · Eye

Cutting + Pasteing
To the Beauty's whom send me stuff to pass along as in cutting an pasteing the object,letter,poem etc.I cannot accomplish that feit.Chain type letter shit.I have enough lousey luck with out more.My Life is finally getting somewhat better.There is still much I need to learn on the Computer,an in Time I will.But today is not that time,tomorrow won't be either,or the day after that.Especially with my old delapatated computer.Multitasking is hard enough, + haveing more than 2 windows open or Tabs is also a bit Frustrateing. An when that occurs I loose my Internet.Sometimes for many hrs.I can't afford to loose my internet.Late Afternoon-early night I need this comp.Functioning. to recomunicate with my Ex.The last Women,I'll ever truely Love.As it is I must share my Wireless linskys device with my buddy's 13 yr.old snit of a Daughter.All my time at CherryTap is very Valuable time.I'm very Greatful to be here.Thanks

Reorganizing...
Hey guys, over the next few days I'll be reorganizing my blog. This way I won't have 60 entries in the same blog. It will hopefully make a little more sense. So, as I do so please feel free to come by and rate my new blogs. :-)

Damn..
Well I've been tapped.. why oh why did i join this place? I aint lookin for anyone.. (though im welcome to being found!) but putting myself out there this way? i just dont do that kinda shit very often.. its not my thing.. I have my clan, my slaves, my lifemate.. and so on.. big family.. I keep to myself and them for the most part.. why the hell did i let cinny invite me? bah.. -chews on her own tail- anywho.. guess ill try this a while.. reminds me a bit too much of myspace.. but.. meh.

It's Your Love
Yea yea Dancin' in the dark middle of the night Takin' your heart and holdin' it tight Emotional touch touchin' my skin And asking you to do what you've been doin' all over again Oh it's a beautiful thing don't think I can keep it all in I just gotta let you know what it is that won't let me go It's your love It just does something to me It sends a shock right through me I can't get enough And if you wonder About the spell I'm under Oh it's your love Better than I was, more than I am And all of this happened by taking your hand And who I am now is who I wanted to be And now that we're together, I'm stronger than ever I'm happy and free Oh it's a beautiful thing, Don't think I can keep it all in If you asked me why I've changed, All I gotta do is say your sweet name It's your love It just does something to me It sends a shock right through me I can't get enough And if you wonder About the spell I'm under Oh, it's your

You Shouldn't Kiss Me Like This
I've got a funny feeling The moment that your lips touched mine Something shot right through me My heart skipped a beat in time There's a different feel about you tonight It's got me thinkin' lots of crazy things I even think I saw a flash of light It felt like electricity You shouldn't kiss me like this Unless you mean it like that Cause I'll just close my eyes And I won't know where I'm at We'll get lost on this dance floor Spinnin' around And around And around And around They're all watchin' us now They think we're falling in love They'd never believe we're just friends When you kiss me like this I think you mean it like that If you do baby kiss me again Everybody swears we make the perfect pair But dancing is as far as it goes Girl you've never moved me quite The way you moved me tonight I just wanted you to know I just wanted you to know You shouldn't kiss me like this Unless you mean it like that Cause I'll just close my eyes And I won't

Its True She Don't Know Shes Beautiful...
We go out to a party somewhere The moment we walk in the door People stop and everybody stares She don't know what they're staring for She don't know she's beautiful (never crossed her mind) She don't know she's beautiful (no shes not that kind) She dont know shes beautiful Though time and time i've told her so There she goes just walking down the street And someone lets a whistle out A girl like her she just can't see What the fuss is all about And she don't know she's beautiful (never crossed her mind) She don't know she's beautiful (no shes not that kind) She dont know shes beautiful Though time and time i've told her so Mornin' comes and her hairs all a mess That's when she thinks she looks her worst It's times like this she dont know why I can't take my eyes off her And she don't know she's beautiful (never crossed her mind) She don't know she's beautiful (no shes not that kind) She dont know shes beautiful Though time and time i've told her

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Pretty Woman
Well, last night I watched Pretty Woman... One of my favorite movies. But, sometimes, it really makes me sad. I think every woman, at some point in their lives, has wished for that knight to come rescue them, from, whatever... And honestly, I still want that. I want to be rescued and taken away to a perfectly happy life, and live happily ever after... But, we all know that isn't going to happen, because here in reality, shit like that doesn't actually happen. There is always some bullshit, or always some, thing, standing in the way. Lindon, I was so in love with him. For the longest time, all i wanted was for him to tell me that he loved me, and wanted to be with me. We had a very rocky relationship... and after we split up, it just continued to get rockier. We'd have this on again off again, sex fling... Until this past summer... Thats when it all hit me... He doesn't love me... never will... Ya, we're good friends... I am sure he "cares" about me... but thats all that will ever be th

Mysterius One
last night i thought i saw something deep within your soul somthing ive been searching for for way to long i wonder if i truely saw it or if its just wishful thinking. are you what ive been serching for? am i what youve serched for? Are you the one to accept me for everything iam ? i know i can accept you. last night you made me feel i was more then a face and breasts. you truely seemed to wish to know me and for me to know you. But is it a reality? sweet words come so easy for some. in all the time ive known you youve always been a gentleman and treated me with respect. my mystrius one!! I call you this for very good reson everything about you is so new to me. Never once has your sweet words led to you wanting more then just my words and time, a new thing for me most just want one thing you truely seem intrested in what i say and in what i think and seem to want me to know what you feel and think to

Lil Boy
A few weeks ago i felt a bump on my little 2 years old son head, just right above his hair line. I blow it off as an in-grown hair ,but last night i felt it again and it seem to be bigger. I have a DR appointment tonight to see what it could be Ill keep every one posted ... thanks

1.24.07
Choking Fool why did you care when i was giving my heart away to one with tragic false promises why did you listen when i brought tears again to your arms why did you wake reaching for this why aren't you afraid of the nightmare we were nothing has changed i am what i was when we met choking on questions without answers mourning the love that doesn't linger the hot heart that freezes over the impossible dream that lingers the sorrow of love in an empty life why haven't you shut the door on me? as big a fool as any with a masochistic heart j.t.c.

Hurt But So N Love
everything i had would love to have it back all te good things come out to be the best time of my life and the time we spent together was worth everything love her so much and will do anything to have her back in my life and would love to hold her again in my arms and have her in my life again i will tell anyone off ofr her would hold her touch her body and love her with all my heart the hole n my heart was bc i gave up on something i should have held on to and never let go i love er soo much LEAH BURCH I LOVE U SO MUCH YOUR BABYBOO FOREVER

Dispelling All The Myths About My Name
I have been getting quite a few messages lately, asking if my name is real or not. So, instead of repeating myself a million times, here is the explanation behind my name: Diamond is my REAL last name. I aquired that the old fashioned way. I married into it. The name and my youngest daughter were the only good things to come out of that disaster. Silver is, in fact, a stage name. My second husband was in a band that I started promoting. They(the band), thought I needed a cool stage name(although I didn't ever go onstage!?), so they came up with "Silver." That was about 15 years ago and EVERYone has called me Silver ever since. My family are the ONLY ones who call me by my real first name. So there ya go!! I hope that answers all the questions. I am as real as they come! I got nuthin to hide! Rock On Baby!! XOXO Silver

Mercy Lane
The children walked side by side down Mercy Lane. Autumn winked red and orange amid the green canopy of trees that shaded the sidewalk. The sun filtered through the canopy and danced, Mosaic light, on the children's faces. The girl wore a gray pullover dress, gray blouse, and sturdy, black Mary Jane's. Her mousy, brown hair was tied back in a tight ponytail and round spectacles rested on the tip of her nose. A red back pack swung carelessly from her shoulder in startling contrast to her drab dress. A blush of red, the color of the backpack, kissed her lips and feathered her otherwise pale face. The boy was altogether different from the girl. He, too, was dressed in a dreary School uniform. However, everything about him exuded color and light. His hair gleamed blue black in the the spots where sunlight touched it and was all over cowlicks and fly-aways. His skin, a deep brown shone gold in those same sun-spots. His eyes were wide, a violet stained glass that seem

I Am That Man
i am that man u want and u know u do and u want it for all tme and i would love to put my arms around u again and make love to u and have u back the way i met u hun and would give up the world for u. i would die for would love u for all time hun and u are the one i want for all time and love u with all my heart and soul and will hand u whatever i can hun

Bush's Crazy Gonzales Says The Constitution Doesn't Guarantee Habeas Corpus --attorney General's Remarks On Citizens' Right Astound The Chair Of Sena
Bush's crazy Gonzales says the Constitution doesn't guarantee habeas corpus --Attorney general's remarks on citizens' right astound the chair of Senate judiciary panel 2razy4 Jan 2007 One of the Bush regime's most far-reaching assertions of government power was revealed quietly last week when Attorney General Alberto Gonzales testified that habeas corpus -- the right to go to federal court and challenge one's imprisonment -- is not protected by the Constitution. "The Constitution doesn't say every individual in the United States or every citizen is hereby granted or assured the right of habeas,'' Gonzales told Sen. Arlen Specter, R-Pa., during a Senate Judiciary Committee hearing Jan. 17... Specter was incredulous, asking how the Constitution could bar the suspension of a right that didn't exist -- a right, he noted, that was first recognized in medieval England as a shield against the king's power to dispatch troublesome subjects to royal dungeons. http://sfgate.com/cgi-b

Mans Law All Men Fallow Or Your Not A Man Yet
MAN LAWS... 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss' car. (d) One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". (e) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictl

Every Marine To Fight In Iraq
Conway: ‘Every Marine Into the Fight’ New policy means those who have not deployed will be sent to Iraq By Kimberly Johnson - Staff writer Posted : Friday Jan 19, 2007 14:14:11 EST The Corps’ 66,000 leathernecks who have not yet deployed to Iraq — more than one-third of the active-duty force — are now on-deck for combat, according to a new policy issued by the Corps’ top commander Jan. 19. The Corps will immediately begin reviewing personnel assignments with the intent of sending all Marines into Iraq, Commandant Gen. James Conway told commanders in an all-Marine message titled “Every Marine Into the Fight.” Under Conway’s plan, Marines without Iraq experience could be reassigned to new units. Conway also urged commanders to support Marine requests to go into combat. “Frequent deployments and short dwell periods have been the norm,” Conway said in the AlMar. “When they join our Corps, Marines expect to train, deploy and fight. That’s who we are. That’s what we do. And

A Little Bit More About Me.
Since I was kind of brief in my profile, here's a bit more info: *I'm an independent recording artist working on my second cd (I play guitar, fretless bass, mandolin, ukulele, and kind of sing) *I'm a writer (Mostly poetry, some prose) *I'm a digital visual artist (Can't draw a straight line by hand) *I co-host a comedy podcast called The Tuesday Afternoon Show (tuesdayafternoonshow.com) *I'm Buddhist (Namaste) *I'm a vegetarian (Lacto-ovo I can't give up cheese) *I collect knives, swords, art glass, candles and Star Wars stuff (I don't get it either LOL) *I'm an exhibitionist (Hence my NSFW folder) *I'm a huge sci-fi geek) (Especially Star Wars) *I'm a computer geek and spend way too much time online (Ironically, I'm good with most tech, but have trouble with cell phones) *I can be a bit eccentric and have an odd sense of humor. (No comment) *My heroes are Leonardo da Vinci, Frank Zappa, Kurt Vonnegut and Yoda (There's that eccentric thing I mentioned) *I'm

You Never Own Your Car!!!!!
>Do You Know Who Owns Your Car? > >On February 10, 1987, Tennessee Department of Revenue Operations Supervisor >Denise Rottero told Judge Geer how Tennessee's auto registration works. > >The process begins with the "surrender" of the Manufacturer's Statement of >Origin (MSO) by the auto dealer to the Department of Revenue in exchange for >Certificate of Title. Asked if a MSO is proof of ownership -Legal title -to >the automobile. Ms. Rottero said, "Yes" > >"Are you telling me that the ownership of an automobile is NOT title; it's >merely evidence that title exists? Your car's legal TITLE is the MSO, which >the dealer surrendered to the state?" Ms. Rottero said the MSO is put on >microfilm for permanent keeping, the original destroyed. > >After the trial, spectators expressed shock that their personal automobiles >were actually owned by the state. "No wonder state law officers stop people >for no reason!" said a housewife. "If your car's got a Tennessee plate, it's >th

Adult Content
AS I SIT HERE IN LUST BECOMING CLOSER TO EXPRESSIN MY SELF TO U GIVING U MY ALL.. I-C THE SIZE OF UR HUGE HARD THICK COCK AS U GET UNDRESSED IT SENDS SHIVER'S DOWN MY SPINE A FEELING OF SCAREDNESS RUNS THROUGH ME AS I SIT NAKED ON THE BED MY NIPPLES HARD AND WANTING.. I WONDER WHAT EFFECT IT COULD REALLY HAVE DEEP INSIDE WILL I SQUIRT AS U LET IT RUN DOWN UR BALLS COVERING THEM IN MY JUICES WILL IT HURT WILL IT TAKE ME TO A AN ADDICTION LEAVING ME WANTING MORE????? AS U COME CLOSER U SIT BEHIND ME AS U START KISSING MY NECK INSTANTLY MY PUSSY STARTS THROBING AS I FEEL UR GENTALNESS BEHIND ME IN UR TOUCH U START TELLING WHAT U WANT TO DO TO ME PICHING AND RUBBING MY NIPPLES AS U TELL ME NOT TO TOUCH U TILL U SAY ..MY BODY IS IN HEAVEN MY MIND JUST WON'T LET GO AS I FEEL UR COCK HALF WAY UP MY BACK AS U TAKE ME IN SOFTLY WITH UR TOUCH I CLOSE MY EYES U TRACE AROUND MY BREAST WITH UR FINGER'S MY CLIT HARD AS U RUN UR FINGERS DOWN MY TORSO I FEEL UR WANT AND MY WHOLE BODY QUIV

Weird Voicemail
last night on my way to work my phone beeped at me sayin I had a voicemail even though my phone never rang. so not thinking anything about it cuz my phone is always gay like that I checked my voicemail to find a creepy message. it was someguy who i dont know saying "later today or late tonight you never know what will show up at your door. good bye" and that was it. i have no idea who it was and no number came up. damn thats sum creeepy shit let me tell you.

We Are Seven
A simple child That lightly draws its breath, And feels its life in every limb, What should it know of death? I met a little cottage girl: She was eight years old, she said; Her hair was thick with many a curl That clustered round her head. She has a rustic, woodland air, And she was wildly clad; Her eyes were fair, and very fair; --Her beauty made me glad. "Sisters and brothers, little maid, How many may you be?" "How many? Seven in all," she said, And wondering looked at me. "And where are they? I pray you tell." She answered, "Seven are we; And two of us at Conway dwell, And two are gone to sea. "Two of us in the churchyard lie, My sister and my brother; And, in the churchyard cottage, I Dwell near them with my mother." "You say that two at Conway dwell, And two are gone to sea, Yet ye are seven!-I pray you tell, Sweet maid, how this may be?" Then did the little maid reply, "Seven boys and girls are we; Two of us in the Churchyard lie, B

Values
To realize The value of a sister, Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years, Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years, Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year, Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months, Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month, Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week, Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute, Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second, Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special To realize the value of a friend or family member: LOSE ONE. Remember... hold on tight to the ones y

Tyert
There’s a whole world out there for me to discover and although many decisions I make feel wrong I just know that leaving this place is right I need to find the one place I trully belong I’m getting tired of the familiar places and faces I want to experience something exciting and new I know this place can’t offer me what I need because it’s restricting my view I can’t wait till the moment I can leave this place behind get some clearness in my head cause right now I’m feeling blind

Real Friendship
Did you ever knew, That you’re my everything? That I would be lost without you, That I would be noting without you? How I feel, or what I say, You’ll listen to me. If I feel sad you say the words, That makes me smile again. Your so important for me, I can say all the sweet things about you. But I know that won’t be enough, To tell you how much you mean to me. We’ll be friends forever, Cause real friendship will never dies.

Once More
Once more tonight we played the song. It felt good to be paying it along. Despite the miserable sounds I felt content. Noticing your stare, I know what you meant. Meanwhile I'm pushing my feelings away, into a special part. Love slips through my fingers, instead locked into my heart. These precious feelings I lock them up safely and sound. No one but you can ever touch them, they're not to be found. Some days are painful, some are nice and gentle. Some filled with fun, others sentimental. Sometimes I'm proud, sometimes I want to disappear. I now accept this situation tough sometimes I miss you near. Without any logical structure like this strange verse, are my uncontrolled emotions, mind and heart so diverse. It's finally time to move on now and I know I will for sure. I just discovered it's hard to refuse love that feels so pure.

Blah Blah Blah
1.What is in the back seat of your car right now? Scraper for my windshield 2. When was the last time you threw up? I think it's been a couple years 3. What's your favourite curse word? FUCK!! 4. What’s in your DVD player? Last Movie I watched was Belly 5. What's your favourite episode of Friends? ummm...don't really watch it 6. Does anyone have any blackmail on you? not really nope 7. If you could marry any celebrity today who would it be? DMX 9. Is there anything orange within 10 feet of you? The warning tag on my keyboard haha 10. Are you wearing socks right now? umm yea 11. What was the last thing you had to drink? water 12. What are you wearing right now? Wouldn't you like to know...pervs 13. Last food you ate? yogurt 14. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? hehe yea 15. When is the last time you ran? *shrug* 16. What's the last sporting event you watched? hmmm probably football...the boyfriend would be proud

Sweets For My Sweets
Chocolate said to a lollipop, you are damn sweet. And the lollipop said : Not as sweet as the person reading this! Ur smile makes me smile... ur talks make me glad.. Ur company makes me happy... But ur absence makes me sad... Be always with me my dear friend!!! send this 2 all ur friends in ur list n also back 2 me if i am ur friend.... If u get more than 7 u r lovable

Thinking Late Last Night
I was up late last night thinking about and crying about something someone close to me had said. This morning I realized that they probably never even gave that a second thought after saying it because that is just them and the way that they are. They like to play by trying to get me upset or just teasing me but they probably didn't know that what they said hurt and made me doubt a lot of feelings I have started to have. Then I also realized that why should something that someone says upset me because letting it upset me or letting myself cry over it doesn't change anything it just take precious minutes or hours of my happiness away and I should never let anyone take my happiness away for any reason. I do not need to let things bother me. If I want something I need to go for it and not let anything or anyone stand in my way. People come in and out of your life all the time Life is too short to let any of them take from you without leaving something good behind. Even if all t

General Mandatory Asembly...
Okay so its boring on duty at the moment but i think that is because everyone is rather nervious about this up and coming saturday as we have a General Mandatory Asembly that day. I think everyone is alittle worried knowing that the last time there was a general mandatory asembly it was to inform of that our orders had come in to ship out. Mind you i normally wouldnt worry about that because of my injuries from my last tour of duty. Well that and my reckless life style of extreme sports i am sure has not helped me either. I guess depending on how this one goes and what is said i'm going to request a physcial performance evaluation. It would seem fitting that if the orders are to go that we all should go. Though to be totally honest going another time scares the crap out of me. But at the same time knowing i have such close friends already over sea's and here i am sitting in my chair behind my desk filling out papers and issuing reports and ordering equipment. Kinda ir

I'm In Canada!!
Okay, so we got into another fight and mom decided it was time to get me to Canada. So I got on a bus and left. I feel bad, but at the same rate, I don't. I love him but I think the situation is bad. Soon enough we'll be moving into our new house here in Canada and it will be glorious. I just hope that I can help James out and give him the money I owe to get him out of the deep end in PA. Hopefully. My name is on all the stuff too so I think mom will help me out. Talk to you all later.

Endless Love.
I finally found it. It is a beautiful piece of music video. The film is absolutely a fantastic film, starring as you can see Jacky Chan, an all time favour actor. :) Although most of you wont be able to understand the language, well i only understand some of it as i dont speak manderain! (well learning slowly) It is a based on an everyday, modern setting, however whenever Jacky goes to sleep, he slips back in time and to a girl who he falls in love with. Evenutally the dream becomes reality...he actually lives the dream itself. As if he was called on a mission to solve what was needed to be solved. I have to say it has been one of my favourite chinese films so far i have seen. A mixed of the modern times, traditional beautiful times and fantasy mingled all in one. Check it out and enjoy the music even though the language is a bit hard to understand. :) Angel.

Depression
I really hate it... Most days are pretty good, will have a lil glimpse at my depression but thats it...then days like today that it becomes like a blanket and wraps me up and doesn't let me go... Days like today that I look into the mirror and see nothing at all...No reflection... I'm not even there. I can feel me, and I know its me, but its the depression and sadness talking and I'm screaming and banging to get out...Times like this that I feel like I'm suffocating , choking on the little air left in my lungs, everything getting darker and fading away. I know how to deal with this monster...I've fought it tooooo many times before... But its hard to find the strength to do it again and again and again... Been fighting it since I was 13... and it almost won when i was 14... But I'm still here. Lol I sound so emo at the moment. But I'll make it...just needed to vent... I really hope that this curse doesn't pass to Chloe'...

Family I Wish I Didn't Have
So….I got some disturbing news this morning. Or at least, disturbing to me. My cousin, her son and her “boyfriend/father of child” are moving to M’boro. For those of you who knew me in band back in high school maybe you’ll recall little miss Amber. She was the one who threw a fit at one of the Tuesday Night things after rehersal. She’s three years younger than me, an only child and a spoiled brat. This is a girl who has never had a problem with lying to get attention. And these are not simply the small kind. This is saying that your mother is dead and your grandmother raised you kind of lies. I’ve never forgiven her for the way she treated Nana and Papaw when she came out to visit that infamous summer. She treated them as though they were beneath her. I’m sorry, you don’t treat loving grandparents that way. I doubt she ever apologized to Papaw before he died and if she apologizes to Nana it will only be so she can drain her of money or something else. Also, seco

Shot Myself With My Toy Gun
ONE TWO THREE FOUR Strap me in give me a little more Help me turn myself into an even bigger whore Crash into a hang up with bludgeoning force Do you like the way my voice grows increasingly hoarse I’ve never been so clean, what a beautiful feed I sparkle with the slick shine of disease Welcome me with trembling knees Stop squeezing your thighs it’s time to spread and release All over me FOUR THREE TWO ONE I take a step back to take a look at what I’ve done I think you might be a little high-strung Digging in a spot I have never dug Dig it with me my blistering love And reach debauched pleasures previously unsung That was a big one ONE TWO THREE FOUR Fuck the knocking at the door I don’t even hear it anymore Can you make out my pulse behind my panting odor? Can you hear how baited I am on any and all closeness How everything else loses all focus Giving in to a new beast who once lay dormant Boy do I love torment All forms of it FOUR TH

I Attract Models!!!!!
What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract models! Congrats, something about you makes those model-quality people flock to you. This is good for obvious reasons - they look great, just having them nearby attracts other models, and it opens doors for you - like exclusive clubs and whatnot. If you are seeking pure physical beauty, you are all set. If you are seeking someone that is not cynical and slightly bitter about humans in general, someone focused on the human condition and intellect, then you are out of luck - but who cares, you attract models!You attract unstable people! You attract Yuppies! You attract geeks! You attract artsy people! You attract rednecks! What type of person do you attract?

What Would You Do?
IF U SAW ME IN YOUR BED.....!!!! =)If you woke up n da middle of da night and saw me in your bed what would u do? Give me your opinion!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1) go back to sleep 2) slap me 3) cuss me out 4) jus tell me to leave 5) climb on top of me and cuddle 6) fuck me so good... details please! 7) give me head 8) make me breakfast 9) ask me my name (lol) 10) call the cops 11) make love to me until we get tired 12) say damm u look good_ howd u get here?

Watch The Stars Go Out
Is it asking too much to be given time To know these songs and to sing them Is it asking too much of my vacant smile And my laugh and lies that bring them But as the stars are going out And this stage is full of nothing And the friends have all but gone For my life my god I'm singing We'll take our hearts outside Leave our lives behind I'll watch the stars go out Is it asking too much of my favorite friends To take these words for real Is it asking too much of my partner's hands To take this for real As the stars are going out And this stage is full of nothing And the friends have all but gone For my life my god I'm singing We'll take our hearts outside Leave our lives behind I'll watch the stars go out

This Account
is now mine and ANTHONYS, together, because we live together we figured we might as well share just one account, makes more sense that way :) We'll make a salute picture together =] Thanks. ♥ My nose hurts hahahaha. roarrrrr!

Friends
DOES ANYONE OUT THERE ACTUALLY KNOW WHAT THE TRUE MEANING OF BEING A FRIEND IS I DONT THINK ALOT OF PPL DO AND I THINK THATS SAD IM REALLY PISSED THAT THE WORD FRIENDSHIP DONT MEAN WHAT ITS SUPPOSED MEAN TO PPL ANYMORE I WANT A FRIEND THAT WILL BE THERE FOR ME LIKE IM THERE FOR THEM SOMEONE WHO WILL HAVE MY BACK LIE FOR ME TRUST ME WITH THERE MOST INTIMATE SECRET I WANT SOMEONE THAT I CAN TRUST SOMEONE THAT I CAN SHARE MY DEEPEST THOUGHTS TO AND NOT HAVE THEM GO BEHIND MY BACK AND TELL THE FIRST PERSON THEY SEE SOMEONE I CAN TRUST MY LIFE AND OR THE LIVES OF MY CHILDREN WITH I MUST BE THE ONLY ONE WHO KNOWS THE TRUE MEANING I FEEL SO ALONE NOW AND THATS SAD AS WELL

Gotta Love To Flirt
You Are a Natural Flirt Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt. And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting. Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt. And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive! What Kind of Flirt Are You?

Fake Ass People!!!
The burning question that everyone wants to know; Why to people feel the need to pump sunshine up your ass? Well lets see this is a question for men and women, there are so many fake people that I have met not only on this site but myspace also. I can't seem to figure out why people want you to believe that they are something that they are not and tell you that they are one way and then turn out to be what they are not. This is not just a man thing it is a woman and a man thing and it really irritates me for people to be that way. If you can't be honest with yourself then you sure in the hell can't be honest with anyone else. I guess that people want to make friends so bad that they will tell you anything to make you believe in them. Life is way too short to make yourself out to be what you are not and if you can't be your true self to make friends then it is not worth it. I guess that just comes a long with meeting people on the internet. But I have met several people in my own hometo

Pretty Little Doll (version 2)
This is a new closed form version of Pretty Little Doll that is on my profile page. Changed the poem to lines that contain words/syllables numbering 8 per line. So it's a bit different then the original. My darling you’ve been unfaithful I know of your secret lover I will kill you just to keep you For I’ll share you with no other You'll make such a lovely corpse So please do not worry my dear Silence? Why are you so quiet? Is it my voice you cannot hear? Oh, I sewed your lying mouth closed Right after cutting out your tongue You have told one too many lies But no more, those days are now done I must find a place to hide you Right after you’ve been dismembered Might bury you in our backyard Then dig you up next November By then you’ll be long forgotten But remain with me in my thoughts While you sleep in a shallow grave Your body could decay and rot I'll make you beautiful again When I sew you back together A pretty little doll you will make And

Awesome Gift
February 3, 2004 - "What an Awesome Gift" by Amy Toohill "God conceals from men the happiness of death, that they may endure life." ~Lucan ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ When I read this story, I thought of the people in my life who had "left" me earlier than I wanted. Amy is so very right... the imapct of our time with people like Laura is a gift that will last a lifetime. "What An Awesome Gift" By Amy Toohill "She was only 16 years old", I cried! "Why does someone so young, have to die?" It was one of those questions that no one has an answer to. Well, no one, but God. Sometimes though, if you really listen carefully... He'll give you the answers. Her name was Laura, and I'd known her since she was 14 yrs. old. That's how long she was in ChemoAngels. ChemoAngels is an organization that brings support to people with cancer. Each patient in the program is required to check in every month with the monitor

Good Friends...
A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place. Friendship is like the breeze, You can't hold it, Smell it, Taste it, Or know when it's coming, But you can always feel it, And you'll always know it's there, It may come and then go, But you can know it'll always be back pOStED bY: - Get Your Own

How To Make A Women Happy!
How to make a woman happy? It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be: 1. a friend 2. a companion 3. a lover 4. a brother 5. a father 6. a master 7. a chef 8. an electrician 9. a carpenter 10. a plumber 11. a mechanic 12. a decorator 13. a stylist 14. a sexologist 15. a gynecologist 16. a psychologist 17. a pest exterminator 18. a psychiatrist 19. a healer 20. a good listener 21. an organizer 22. a good father 23. very clean 24. sympathetic 25. athletic 26. warm 27. attentive 28. gallant 29. intelligent 30. funny 31. creative 32. tender 33. strong 34. understanding 35. tolerant 36. prudent 37. ambitious 38. capable 39. courageous 40. determined 41. true 42. dependable 43. passionate 44. compassionate WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 45. give her compliments regularly 46. love shopping 47. be honest 48. be very rich 49. not stress her out 50. not look at other girls AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO:

Hardcore Drunk!!!!
What type of partier are you? Your Result: Hardcore drunk You are usually the first one at the bar, right after work, before anyone else gets there. You tend to be quite buzzed before a single of your friends show up, and keep on drinkin when they get there. You often forget your credit card at the bar and have to retreive it the next day, and can never believe the bill is so high. At parties, you are still drinking while most of the rest of the party is passed out and sleeping. It takes you forever to catch a buzz, and even longer for a buzz to go away. You're made for this lifestyle!Bar Social Butterfly Bar Slut The rock-star party animal The designated driver The Socialite The Lurker

I Should Have Seen Trouble Coming...
Why did I ignore all the warning signs? My ex gave me plenty of warning... When I met her she and her Mom shared the same bedroom.. sometimes the same bed. Should have been a sign that the mother in law would be an issue. When we dated in college she started to kick me in the nuts a lot and laughed. I should have seen the physical abuse would be a problem. When she ordered me to move out of my apartment because one of the guys was gay or she would break up with me. I should have seen the control freak in her. (By the way I refused to and we broke up for a month). When at the wedding the minister (my Dad) said you may now kiss the bride and as soon as our lips touched she pushed me away in front of everyone. I should have seen a lack of intamacy (is that spelled right?) ThoughI don't think I would have guessed no sex for the first 3 1/2 years. Yep.. should have seen it coming! I really can laugh about a lot of the stories now. Someone tell me next time before I do

Just A Poem I Wrote
You are born so full of life Every day full of joy and hope Time passes and the dreams fade You look around at all that has gone Never realizing what you have missed Until it is too late to get back You harden your heart and temper your soul Never growing too close to anyone Feeling alone and confused Wondering if you are even alive Perhaps waiting to die You steel yourself for things to come When you used to live just for living Jaded and scarred you have become Is there ever any going back Or are you completely done

Kids And The Things They Say
LOL my son came home CRYING in SOBS because someone told him SUperman wasn't real OMG i was heart broken for him lol his heroe his mentor, lol i watch So much Superman and superheroes around here i LOVE IT !! lol ,But my response was i am sorry hunny Superman is not real . He looked up at me with tears filled eyes , and said but who will save you from the bad men if you were alone? lol I simply said that is why your grandpa taught me how to kick butt lol and i also told him ,we have A LOT of HEROES that are real but just GO UNOTICED !!!!! This is too all my military people , police officers ,Firemen ,& Ambulance. KEEP IT UP little kids EVERYWHERE need heroes !!!!

Another Poem By Me
Darkness is all I see It is all I've ever known Never knowing an easy day Or a spectacular life Every day a challenge or test That I may overcome or fail Knowing no different than to carry on Until I can fight no more To tired and worn to care Waiting for Death to take me Into its sweet and gentle embrace And to grant me a final respite

Sex I.q.
You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Poem #3
What is love? the joining of two souls? the meeting of two hearts? a chemical reaction? a hormonal imbalance? a genetic imperative? could it be more than that or could it be less for two people to meet and to like each other the odds alone are monumental are there many lucky enough to experience it? if so, even more than once? is it what we all seek? that one person to make us whole to give us a sense of belonging a fresher look at life Or do we all fool ourselves believing in something so ethereal Or is it our to belong to something more Something that outlasts time And makes our hearts sing May we all be so lucky to find it at least once Cherish it dearly and hold it close For you never know when the end will come So keep heart in the fact you've had it Enjoy the memories it brings Look for it again if you dare Because it is so hard to love and care

Somebody Err Nobody??
Everybody’s got somebody Somebody’s got nobody Nobody’s got everybody Where’s my somebody Who’s my nobody Why can’t we have everybody Why is somebody knocking on my door Everybody wants in But nobody’s there Nobody has my heart Everybody wants it Somebody can have it Somebody doesn’t want it Everybody tries to get it Nobody can get it Be somebody Don’t be everybody Take nothing from nobody

Robbery This Is Kind Of Funny
once inside the bank shortly after midnight, the task of dismentling the security system got underway immediately. the robbers, who expected to find one or two large safes filled with cash and valuables, were surprised to see hundreds of smaller safes scattered throughout the bank. the robbers cracked the first safe combination and inside they found only a bowl of vanilla pudding. as recorded on the banks audiotape system one robber said at least we'll have something to eat. the robbers opened up a second safe and it also contained nothing but vanilla pudding. the process continued until all the safes were opened the found not one pound of sterling, a diamond, or an ounce of gold. instead all the safes contained covered bowls of pudding. diappointed the robbers made a quiet exit. each leaving nothing more than a queasy, uncomfortable full stomach. the uncomfortable feeling worsened the next morning when they picked up the morning paper. the news paper headline read:IRELANDS LARGEEST SP

Close
The eyes run at the speed of thirst. Yes, the eyes. Close to the margins of a mouth. Yes, a mouth. Quiet of surging torrents. Of flowing beyond the course between margins. Yes, a mouth. Close to words. That run at the speed of not being said when the eyes yes, the eyes, run by them. And fail to drink.

Geographically Drawing Words
The better ways, in certain courses, uncertain, are found half-way… A way of the body, and a half-way of alacritous languor, like a half-closed end of a geography lesson in one of those shadowed lights, or perhaps they are luminous shadows, avidly fading over a map of skin spread on a floor that could well be bed, on the sand, of the waves of many seas… A certain half-way, rounded in the two slopes of the descent, rolled, always in the way those lights take along the shadows, of the hands in stance of shell – or already of dune, complex, sinuous molding of desires… And a way of mouth, and the half-way of a poem converging, read aloud, with the secret hushed in the course, certain, of the thighs, parted and yet so intimately close to the beginning of the chant unique and erect of the poet – as if the muse and him were learning, from each other, the shadowed lines of navigating lights, just for the pleasure of crossing the salt of duets not yet tasted, without really carin

A friend What makes a friend? A friend Is someone that everyone needs A friend Is that special one A friend Is someone you tell EVERYTHING A friend Is someone you never lie to A friend Can be a boy or a girl A friend Is someone that is always their A friend Will always listen to you A friend Always has input to give A friend Will never leave you in the dust A friend Will help you through the thick and the thin A friend Will always stand by your side A friend Will never let you down A friend Is someone everyone needs What would you do if you didnt have a friend?

Damn It...
so, i got measured for new bra's as i do every couple of years. I thought it was hard getting my previous size, but now?? Damn it, its near on IMPOSSIBLE to get them now. So, if any of you sexy ladies (or fellas, i'm not biased) wanna buy me some underwear, feel free, and i will send you some personal pics of me wearing it, and maybe slowly taking it off... ;) oh yeah, and i should mention, i was a 40G, i'm now a 38H (UK sizing)...

Sad News For The Nfl....
The NFL announced today that for financial reasons they had to eliminate one team from the league. So they've decided to combine the Green Bay Packers and the Tampa Bay Buccaneers and form one team, causing many layoffs but saving millions of dollars in costs. They will be known as the..........TAMPACKS. Unfortunately, they're only good for one period and have no second string...

My Friend Is You
I'm looking for a friend today, A friend who will never stay away I want a friend, or maybe two I want a friend just like you I'm looking for a friend, you see A friend who needs someone like me I want this friend, i really do But i want a friend just like you Im looking for a friend sincere A friend who'll always bring good cheer I want a friend who wants me too I want a friend who's just like you Im looking for a friend whos good Who does the things a kind friend should I want a friend who's happy too I want a friend just like you. Im looking for a loving friend, Who will not let our friendship end I want a friend whos always true I think i found my friend- its you!

Things That Make You Say Hmm
-if you take an Oriental person and spin him around several times, does he become disoriented -if people from poland are called ples why arnt people from holland called holes -when cheese gest its picture taken, what does it say -why are a wise man and a wise guy opposites -why do overlook and oversee mean opposite things -of horrific means to make horrible, does terrific mean to make terrible? -why isnt 11 pronounced onety one -do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery -why is a person who plays the piano called a pianist, but a person who drives a race car not called a racist? -if a pig loses its voice, is it disgruntled -why do woman wear evening gowns to nightclubs? shouldnt they be wearing night gowns? -if love is blind, why is lingerie so popular -when someone asks you, a penny for your thoughts and you put your two cents in, what happens to the other penny -why is the man who invets all your money called a broker -why do croutons come in airtight p

Honest Prescrption For Lovers...( If Any ) Wink
"In my country, believe it or not, there is actually a dessert – a favorite during the Holiday Season – called “Sweet Dreams”. This delicious treat inspired the recipe – poem which I’m happy to share with you all (as well as the traditional recipe). Enjoy… and, by all means, indulge! :0)' Pour your thirst, the purest, freshly drawn from your wishing well into a pot, a simple one – a league of moonbeams and a little sun gently hammered to a smooth roundness that can, nonetheless, withstand a vivid fire, will do. Add a pinch of desire, some zest, and a portion – not too big, though - of the softest, melting core of your heartbeats, and allow these elements to simmer, slowly, for a while. Then – and please take notice of this most important step – sieve a blend of your hungers, in a rhythmic movement of your bodies, like a dance, into the bubbling fusion; if he places himself behind her, his arms following hers all the way down to whe

Loverman
When the river don't run And the night won't fall When I fear the touch Of the highway's call When I close my eyes And the dreams won't come When the world has set me free Will you still be with me? My Loverman When the moon turns red And the sun burns black When the reaper's whip Falls across my back Will you lay me down On a bed of stone In that long and silent sleep Will you be with me? What if I just go flying away? What would you say? Would you wait a million years? Would you cry a million tears for me? Or would you take my hand? Would you fly away with me? Would you be with me? Loverman When the hour glass is broken And the final word is spoken When fate has lost it's power This word will still be ours Loverman Oh, my Loverman Yeah What if I just go flying away? What would you say? Would you steal me from the cold? Would you lead me to my soul again? And when we reach the end, when we face eternity Would you be with me, my Loverman

Had To Blog This Lol
"The Husband Store" A Store that sells husbands has just opened in New York City, where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates. You may visit the store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the attributes of the men increase as the shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch.you may choose any man from a particular floor, or you may choose to go up a floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs and love the Lord. The second floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, and love kids. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, and are extremely good looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the fourth floor and sign reads

Sneaking Out Early
three girls all work in the same office with the same female boss. each day, they noticed the boss left work early. one day the girls decided that when the boss left, they would leave right behind her. after all, she never called or came back to work, so how would she know they went home early.....? the brunette was thrilled to be home early. she did a little gardening, spent playtime with her son, and went to bed early. the redhead was elated to be able to get in a quick workout at the spa before meeting dinner date. teh blonde was happy to be get home early and surprise her husband, but when she got to her bedroom, she heard a muffled noise from inside. slowly and quietly, she cracked open the door and was mortified to see her husband in bed with her lady boss!! gently she closed the door and crept out of her house. the next day, at their coffee break, teh brunette and the redhead planned to leave early again, and they asked the blonde if she was going to go with them. "No Way", the

Painting Naked Words
Perched on my shoulders, this cogitation like a thick sky, imprinted in dark yellows and clear greys of some engrossed sundown. How long did it take to be woven of tangled sights and lapses of trees, spun, telling themselves leaf by fabled leaf, or yarn by slowly twisted yarn around the fingers, the words, along the path? (Will you strip me of it, moment by moment unravelled by lips, will you rewrite us, supple, in hues of night aglow and loose, devoid of trees but lavish in fruits strewing, ripe, the end of the path? Will you fly us, then, and the words, to the beginning, in transparent filaments, of a sky, fine and ductile as a water-coloured dawning, where, in raw time, I may read you – and me, naked and revived?)

Adding A Helper For Sex
why is it that couples seem to want to have another person join with you during sex (the helper) If your happy with the one your doing then why is it that others get put in the subject everytime. If your passion is high and your a freak then why is it that helpers are needed. thats the question of the day.

Too Stalk Or Not Too Stalk?
Ok, I know stupid people exist, but seriously, why do they insist on harassing me? Ok, so many of you reading this have probably already read the notes on my profile, I know this...but here's a reminder LOL: I am not interested in is seeing pics of your vag or cock...I know what they generally look like & would rather not see yours, Thx. I also do not have any interest is cyber, IM, webcam etc...I am here to meet new people & share some laughs with new & interesting friends. I am generally a very nice person, but disrespect me or test my limits and I am bitch hear me roar...please read my blog if you would like to know more! But if you are out to meet locals for naughty fun, move along this bitch ain't interested!! Now, is that so hard to understand? I hardly think so! Well It must be because some local fool here hit me up in my shoutbox....here's a clip: ineedadirtygirl2000: would u be interested in meeting up for some naughty fun? To which I replied: No, did you c

Augh
i'm SO FUCKING BORED. i wanna go to white oaks and bug people, BUT jenny doesn't wanna go and i refuse to take the bus at nighttime by myself -growls- clearly my having a SERIOUSLY not great attaention span means shit all because i CAN'T stay in argyle right now at least in white oaks there're things to do plus my friends all live there >( grrrrrrrrr WHATEVER.

Right Here...waiting...
another one you might know... I know I've been mistaken, but just give me a break and see the changes that I've made. I've got some imperfections, but how can you collect them all and throw them in my face. But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting. You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting. And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting. Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting. I hope you're not intending, to be so condescending it's as much as i can take. And you're so independent, you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break. But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting. You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting. And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting. Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting. I've made a commitment, I'm willing to bleed for you. I needed fulfillment, I found what I need in you. Why

Shame
If only see myself reflected in your eyes So all that I believe I am essentially are lies And everything I've hoped to be or ever thought I Died with your belief in me so who that hell am I? I'm wondering 'round confused Wondering why I try The more that you deny my pain The more it intensifies... I need someone to ache for me the way I ache for you... If you ignore that I'm alive I've nothing to cling to I stare in this mirror So tired of this life If only you would speak to me or care if I'm alive Once I swore I would die for you But I never meant it like this I never meant like this no i never meant like this I don't know if I'm real without you What is left of me without you? I don't know whats real without you How can I exist without you?

Old Poem By Me
!!!! Nothing Less !!!! Nobody thought to give me a hug Nobody thought to give me love No one cares how I die When I died alone no one cried For you see me as nobody For now I am out of my body In a dark place to hide All alone I do die When you see a bird in the sky You know I'm about to cry

Very Happy
well i am very happy. well i am moving into a 4 bedroom house with a pool and a garage and it is only costng me 900 a month and that it. It is rent to own to. i have been down as of late and know i am very happy something is going my way. I went and looked at the house and i was pleased with it and i am moving within the nex 2 weeks so i will not be on again til i am done unpacking everything but for now i will be on to say hi to everyone.

Strip Tease Workout
The sexiest workout ive ever done! Ive mastered the lap dance, hip hop dance, and a really sexy librarian dance. I really recommend this to any woman, esp if they dont know how to give a lap dance, that should be a necessity. :) Ill just send out a warning now. Guys do not try this! You might look like a bonehead and I will make fun of you. LOL Have a look.....

Dreams........
We fall asleep as newly born dreams awaken in our breaths skin to warm ripple upon skin, lips moistly flavoured of more than a kiss legs entwining steps of a dance that does not end after the ultimate glow yes, the glow of a whole universe cascading in stars and heard as the music of heights, of depths, of that unutterable composition of the absolute so complex, so simple, really, if we sense it as blood pulsing, or a rustle of linen under completions spooning, or as a secret whispered by a butterfly of transformation glimpsed just as it takes flight behind the shrine and cocoon of our eyelids in the darkness of a room a room, like this where we fall asleep as if we were taking flight into the wholeness of space, you still inside me and I still enfolding this reciprocal desire of pervading much more than body and conceivably touching the meaning of soul, in a serene eagerness of wave that comes and goes, of shore that stays and yet never remains the same, after such inh

Iraq War Could Be Over By Friday
Ok, all of you have been warned...but I just gots to share this one and it could work !!! > > > > > > The Pentagon announced TODAY the formation of a new 500-man elite > > fighting unit called the United States Redneck Special Forces > > (USRSF) > > (Embedded image moved to file: pic14978.jpg) > > > > These CAROLINA boys will be dropped off into Iraq and have been > > given only the following facts about terrorists : > > > > 1. The season opened today. > > > > > > 2. There is no limit. > > > > > > 3. They taste just like chicken. > > > > > > 4. They don't like beer, pickups, country music or Jesus. > > > > > > 5. They are directly responsible for the death of Dale Earnhardt. > > > > The Pentagon expects the problem in Iraq to be over by Friday. > >

Poems From The Darkside
SEEKING SILENCE In the darkness I turn, Feeling the shades blazing through me Icy cold burning my skin The embers of fear and rejection charging their passage Through my veins the ice forms Feeling cutting deeper, let it stop Hatred at the place to which I've arrived Feeling powerless to leave, Will bleeding away, want to sleep Crying away the pain until nothing remains Just a hollow inside, where happiness lay once Cavernous feeling, no will to do anything Not even eat, food as lacklustre as life Sleep awhile now, empty of pain Until thoughts creep back in Finding the knives to bury deeper Seeking blades to show my suffering While those around hardly notice Too busy to notice the slow decay The destruction of momentum and energy Happiness caged, held away Wish for death Wish for release Wish to be taken away from it all Nobody comes. Still the hurt remains Still the shadows remain Still haunted by thoughts unwanted Left lying, curled foetal

Road Rage
A man was being tailgated by a stressed out woman on a busy boulevard. Suddenly, the light turned yellow, just in front of him. He did the Right thing, stopping at the crosswalk, even though he could have Beaten The red light by accelerating through the intersection. The tailgating woman was furious and honked her horn, screaming in Frustration as she missed her chance to get through the intersection, Dropping her cell phone and makeup. As she was still in mid-rant, she heard a tap on her window and looked Up into the face of a very serious police officer. The officer ordered Her to exit her car with her hands up. He took her to the police station where she was searched, finger Printed, photographed, and placed in a holding cell. After a couple of Hours, a policeman approached the cell and opened the door. She was Escorted back to the booking desk where the arresting officer was Waiting with her personal effects. He said, "I'm very sorry for this mistake. You s

My Deepest Thoughs
Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occurs to test the limits of your soul. Without this small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like smoothly paved, straight, flat road of nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless, got it? The people you meet who affect your life and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you become. Even the bad experience can be learned from. In fact, they are probably the most valueable and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally not only because they love you but because in the way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things. Make everyday coun

G.r.i.t Or Girls Raised In Texas
> > G.R.I.T. = Girls Raised in Texas ! > > Texas Women, Kittens and Biscuits > > Someone once noted that a Texan can get away with the most awful >kind of insult just as long as it's prefaced with the words, "Bless her >heart" or "Bless his heart." As in, "Bless his heart, if they put his brain >on the head of a pin, it'd roll around like a BB on a 6-lane highway." > > I was thinking about this the other day when a friend was telling >about her new transplanted northern friend who was upset because her >toddler is just beginning to talk and he has a Texas accent. My friend, who >is very kind and, bless her heart, cannot do a thing about those thighs of >hers, was justifiably miffed about this. After all, this woman had CHOSEN >to move to Texas a couple of years ago."Can you believe it?" said her >friend, "A child of mine is going to be "taaaallllkkin liiiike thiiiissss." > > Now, don't get me wrong. Some of my dearest friends are from the >North, bl! ess th

Week 6
HELLO WELL IT IS WEEK 6 AND IM DOING GREAT I HAVE LOST 5 POUNDS SO FAR THIS WEEK WHICH MEANS IM DOWN 61 POUNDS I AM NOW BACK TO NORMAL FOODS AS LONG AS THERE IS NO ADDED SUGAR IN THEM I AM WORKING OUT TRYIG TO TONE EVERYTHING UP SO HOPE FULLY I WANT HAVE TO HAVE A TUMMY TUCK OR ARMS AND LEGS DONE I AM EXCITED I WENT DOWN A PANTS SIZE ALL MY CLOTHES ARE GETTING BIG ON ME ITS A GREAT FEELING THANKS FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT

Sexy ????
Roses are red violets are korny, when I think of you Ohh baby I get horny, Eat me, Beat me, Bite me, Blow me, Suck me, Fuck me, Very Slowly, if you kiss me, don't be sassy, Use your tongue and make it nasty!!! Pass this on to atleast 8 people and 1 back to me... If you get it back atleast 5 times, you know your a SEXY beast

Halliburton Supplied Contaminated Water To U.s. Troops
Kellogg Brown and Root(KBR), a subsidiary of Haliburton, provided water to U.S. troops in Iraq which was twice as contaminated as water from the Euphrates River, and blocked employees' attempts to tell the U.S. military at Camp Junction City in Ramadi that the water was foul or that it should immediately be chlorinated. Ben Carter, a water purification specialist who worked for KBR at Junction City, told Senate Democrats during hearnings in Washington, that KBR officials had assured him the water was being treated. When Carter discovered a problem, he started tests and learned that the water drawn from the Euphrates and polluted with sewage and other contaminates, was not being chlorinated, as reported by Reuters.

Mein Teufel
Glorious night of serenades keeps me here in solitude awaiting the refined moment you alight and choose your time allowing for a scarlet moon; passioned as I whom calls your name in vain over miles bored with pain; the scars grow just as such when this shunned faith falls. No matter if I burst my chest I know that this'll be laid to rest lying under, comfortable, six feet of dirt, a convertible coffin No matter how tight my eyes dreams will always repeat their lies You know it now, I love you best. Scorching sun against my face holds me in thrall praying for the night once more to ignite the dark with might and bring sleep to us all. So then can I dream of you Angel of Black; Pray you fight these sad tears back; help me find the wings I had broken long ago. No matter if I burst my chest I know that this'll be laid to rest lying under, comfortable, six feet of dirt, a convertible coffin No matter how tight my eyes dreams will always repeat their lies

What A Hassle
Everyone has to be in touch with each other in this fast pace world. So like everyone else, I got a Cell Phone. I had a phone with Cingular, but thought I could get a better deal. Boy Was I Wrong!! I got a pre-pay cell and got it activated. It never really worked right, and charged me for roaming, in my home area. So, I got a better phone, more minutes, and then tried to transfer my old number to my new phone. You would think it was rocket science. Long story short, it took three weeks, and a threat to a supervisor to drop all business with the company, to get my phone in working order. By the way, they wound up having to change my number anyway, so I wound up waiting 3 weeks, for something they fixed in 3 minutes. My advice to all who read, GO WITH A NATIONAL CARRIER, Screw Tracfone.

Dragon
What dragon species are you? (Stunning pics) Lightning DragonWith a spark of flashing light you appear, rulling over the storms and chaos. You're tempermental and can change your mood within a flash. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

First Wikkid Shit I Ever Wrote
Your like a fuckin dream gone wrong you eat away at whats left of my soul the soul that barely exists in this fuckin black hole Are you scared of reality? The thing that actually exists cuz latley you've been hiding behind the mirror like a scared little bitch But I dont care Cuz ima be swingin my hatchet in the air as i ride Screamin "fuck the world" with clown love pride.

Yet Another Poem Lol
I feel so battered and bruised Tattered and torn, tired and worn Like everything is pointless And there is no meaning Hoping that all I have isn't All that I deserve Not knowing how long I can go on Just existing in a sort of limbo Not really living but yet not dead Does my life hold any worth Or am I fooling myself Should I keep struggling on Or call an end to the game This is the story of my life Do not know how it will end But that is a chapter yet to be written

Your Stiper Song Is??
Your Stripper Song Is Super Freak by Rick James "That girl is pretty wild now The girl's a super freak The kind of girl you read about In new-wave magazine" Freaky? Yes. But you're also pretty darn funny. What Song Should You Strip To?

Spell For Poetic Inspiration
Perform on a Wednesday when the moon is waxing. Best if done when the moon is in Gemini, but it's not required. Light a purple candle. You can also burn some jasmine or rose incense if you wish. Say this incantation: "Oh Goddess Brigit, bright lady of the flame, blessed mother of the poets. Lend me such insight, wisdom, and divine inspiration that the words may flow to me and that I may may craft them beautifully so that they spin a tapestry of magic In the hearts of all who hear them. So mote it be!" Leave the candle to burn itself out. when it does, put it wherever you keep rituals remnants and give thanks to the Goddess for her gift.

Getting Your Rocks Off
Ever wonder about people here? Well you know what I look like, now come check out the voice behind the pictures.I will be DJing live over the internet at 9 pm eastern at www.hotrocksradio.com cum let me get your rocks off!!

Repelling Negativity
Repelling Negativity You'll need: * Mirror * Black candle * White candle * Incense Find a large mirror, one you can position so that you are able to sit before it. Burn a white and a black candle in front of the mirror and meditate there for awhile, focusing on purifying your energy. Repeat this each night, three nights in a row. Also try burning some cinnamon, frankincense, gardenia, or sandlewood incense. Once you are done each night, don't blow the candles out, snuff them out instead. After the third and final night, bury the wax remaining from the candles.

Spell To Make Someone Leave You Alone
Spell to Make Someone Leave You Alone This is a variation on a popular spell used to stop someone from harming or bothering you. This must be performed during a waning moon. On a piece of parchment or recycled paper, write the name and birthdate of the person you are wishing "away". Now fill an air-tight container (like a baby food jar or tupperware container) with water. Add a pinch of one or more of these magical herbs: ash tree leaves, clover, lovage, lilac, garlic clove. Take the paper with the name on it and fold it three times. Tie a black string or thread around it and drop it in the water. Seal the container up and bury it in a safe spot in your garden, yard or flower box.. Once the person has left you alone or no longer poses a problem to you, open the container and empty it to the earth. Keep the container instead of leaving it to Mother Earth.

Mama Said There'd Be Days Like These!
Today was a day that gives new meaning to the term "hump" day. A day that seemed to be overcoming the hump...and not a good "hump" kinda way either! lol . A day of emotions running high. A day of decisions to make. A day of playing nurse to a sick child. A day of chaos at work. A day of drama. A day of a seemingly "stopped" time clock. A day I am thankful is over. A day I am relieved to of survived. WHAT A DAY! lol Hold on to your seats.... I will QUICKLY breeze through it.... if you don't want to hear about it, then LEAVE NOW! (lol) You have been warned. First I wake up late. Kids get dropped off early. Builders show up with a long list of things they need me to decide as I am running out the door already about 20 minutes late to a car I forgot to be defrosting which tacked on about 10 more minutes just to warm up and de-ice. Builders and the Insurance Agent argue over whether or not my roof needs to be replaced due to hail damage (damage my Insurance Agent says

Today....
Today, my longing is like the afternoon that smoldered with a scent of invisible apple log fires, or perhaps like the reminiscence of a poem by which I must have felt like snuggling instead of writing. My skin glows with a subliminal sunset of words flavoured of cinnamon and nutmeg I vaguely wonder why, before I spread a pool of honey, or maybe of molten languor at the foot of a mountain of untold desires much too crisp to climb. I let my hand as if it were another poet’s hand glide this whole voluptuousness full of spices and eminence, along one more strophe as sinuous as a hunger for something ready and warm, bubbling in a bowl offered at the threshold of arrival after a very long detour. But the hand stops – and so does that of the other poet - at the first spoonful of nightfall and that is when the lips take over. I swallow a whispered echo and the remnants spill, slowly, in a sigh. From my nipple I wipe the last drop left by this longing. I fall asleep

The Making,charm
Images flow and interweave enigmas rippling on both sides of a magical mirror that became horizontal and as supple as a lake at dusk. It is me, here, looking deep into your eyes through her eyes, there, and it is you, waving between the surface and the depth of us - a longing that swells and delves, like tides. We all lay as one in this parallel, liquid acuity which reinvents our essence and merges reflections. In her lips I drink you - a crystal clear source of known, primordial secrets – and in my lips run the underground streams of your elemental design she thirsts for. I was there before, in that dark expanse of you that she now touches here, in this rising glow, with my fingertips - and her nipples emerge to meet my own where they submerged in the whirlpool of your touch. The full-moon of her dreams in your sleep casts the eve, revisited, of your dreams dawning, glorious, in my arms – and there is no end to the resemblances in the beginning of this ch

How Good Are You Really?
How Good In Bed Are You?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 100% which makes you ExcellentYou are an expert in the bedroom. You know how to please your partner and keep them coming back and begging for moreHow Good In Bed Are You, find out at NaughtyQ.com

Just Filling You All In
Hi all...I haven't been on here lately, My step dad died and I have a new job. I hope all my cherry buddies havent forgot about me. Does anyone know of a good poll or survey that I can post? I have a question for everyone....If you were a food what would you be and why? Here I will start with me.....I would be a cherry....because something that tiny has a punch...and although I am by no means tiny....I have a punch. SO there you go...let's see if any one every reads these things.....Im begining to wonder...anyway you all stop by, rate me, add me, or hell just check me out...Peace and High five

Love Spells And Enchantments
Love Candle Ritual You will need the following: 1 Figure Candle to represent the one you love Love oil 1 package of Love Incense On a Friday, as close to the New Moon as possible..... Anoint the figure candle with the Love Oil and place it on a table. If you have a picture of the one you love, place it on the table next to the candle.... Place your Incense Burner in froont of the Candle and the Picture. Put some of the oil on your temples, or rub some on your forehead ... Light the candle, look at the picture, and project your thoughts...Light the Incense and allow the smoke to come over you... If you want Him/Her to call, place some of the oil on the telephone... Burn the candle all the way, then wrap the remainder of the wax into a cloth and put in a safe place. This can be done as often as you wish, but should only be done up to the New Moon. Love Seal Ritual Inscribe a Love Seal to draw your lover to you on a Friday as the moon waxes, with your lovers name writt

Karma Knowledge, Baby
Karma Sutra PositionYour Karma Sutra Position isThe SwanShe sits upright upon him, her head thrown back like a rearing mare, bringing her feet together on the bed to one side of his bodyGet Your Karma Sutra Position at NaughtyQ.com

Contest In Sexy Lingerie Contest
THANK YOU ALL FOR THE SUPPORT IN THE SEXY LINGERIE CONTEST ... I DIDNT WIN BUT DID VERY WELL THANKS TO ALL OF YOU!! I WON A $25 GIFT CERTIFICATE TO THE LINGERIE SITE OF THE GENTLEMANN THAT RAN THE CONTEST... CHECK HIS SITE OUT WHEN YOU GET A CHANCE ;-)... ONCE I FIGURE OUT WHAT TO ORDER I WILL MODEL IT FOR EVERYONE :-)!! HERE IS HIS SITE ADDY http://www.pinkkittylingerie.com/index.php?osCsid=aebf12a281adfe1a6603764008c84d21

Make Good Fortune Last
Every Full Moon light a white (blessing) and a pink (happiness) and black candle in gratitude to the Fates. View the Moon before you light them, then say: The kind Fates have blessed my home, The kind Fates have blessed my heart, The kind Fates have blessed my loved ones, I offer thanks with a humble heart. I thank the Goddess for my life, I thank the Goddess for my love. I thank the Goddess for continued blessings already on their way. Blessed be. Also burn some high-quality incense, the best you have. Do this each month to make your good fortune last.

Where Were You In 1964?
In 1964 (the year you were born) Lyndon B. Johnson is president of the US After riots break out, Panama suspends relations with he US Cassius Clay becomes heavyweight champion when Sonny Liston throws in the towel in the sixth round in Miami Near Anchorage, the strongest earthquake ever to strike North America kills 117 Worst soccer disaster in history occurs when rioting and panic kills over 300 in Liverpool Hundreds of white college students work for civil rights in the south during "Freedom Summer" South Africa sentences Nelson Mandela to life in prison Kemeny and Kurtz create BASIC (Beginners' All-purpose Symbolic Instruction Code), an easy to learn high level programming language Nicolas Cage, Jeff Bezos, Rob Lowe, Elle Macpherson, Courteney Cox Arquette, and Keanu Reeves are born St. Louis Cardinals win the World Series Cleveland Browns win the NFL championship Toronto Maple Leafs win the Stanley Cup "I Want to Hold Your Hand" by The Beat

What Flavor Are U?
You Are Strawberry Ice Cream A bit shy and sensitive, you are sweet to the core. You often find yourself on the outside looking in. Insightful and pensive, you really understand how the world works. You are most compatible with chocolate chip ice cream. What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

To Get Someone To Call You
Take a piece of parchment or fine quality writing paper and inscribe the name of the target. Write it in a circle twice, so the ends meet. As you do this, concentrate on the person's face and your desire that they call you. Then, while still concentrating, put a needle through the center of the circle created by the name. Place the charm by the phone. The call will come within 5 minutes, 5 hours, or 5 days, depending on how well the spell was cast and how much will power was used. This spell is wonderfully effective and practical!

View Of A Military Expert: Why The Towers Of The World Trade Center Collapsed
The airplanes did not a have true effect on the destruction of towers; they were needed to give an excuse for odd Orwellian wars at the same time when the USA is turned into a police nation, like the German Third Reich, to some extent. The towers took the impacts of crushing Boeing 767's. The towers were originally built to take impacts of Boeing 707's, which are approximately of the same size and was widely used in the 1970's. Fires that kindled from the fuel in the planes were too shortlasting and weak to be able to severely damage the structure of the skyscrapers. Even in the extreme situation, the heat from a kerosene fire cannot threat the durability of a steel trunk. With the temperature of carbohydrate fires that reaches only 825 °C (approx. 1517 °F) steel weakens at 800 °C (approx. 1470 °F) and melts at 1585 °C (approx. 2890 °F). In the skyscrapers of the WTC the surroundings were not at all ideal as there were far too many steel columns and they led heat away from t

Mens Sexy Booty Contest
OK GUYS HERE IS YOUR CHANCE TO BE IN A CONTEST THAT I WILL BE RUNNING AND I WILL BE GIVIN OUT A PRIZE TO THE TOP WINNER... THERE WILL BE 3 WINNERS IN ALL #1 WILL BE DETERMINED BY 3 JUDGES THAT I PIC #2 WILL BE ON # OF PEOPLE THAT RATE YOUR PHOTO #3 WILL BE ON # OF COMMENTS I WILL DECIDE BEFORE THE CONTEST ENDS WEATHER OR NOT ALL 3 WILL GET A PRIZE OR IF ONLY THE TOP WINNER WILL!! SEND ME A MESSAGE TO LET ME KNOW WHAT PIC YOU WANT IN THE CONTEST AND AS SOON AS I GET ENOUGH IN THE CONTEST I WILL START IT. LETS FIND OUT WHO HAS THE SEXIEST BOOTY OUT THERE :-)!! MUCH LOVE YOURHOOVERGIRL

Miss You
Well, it has only been a few days and I miss you. I worry, but you know me. I always worry. Probably will kill me one day. *smiles* I know that there has not been a week or day that has gone by that I have not thought of you with a smile, a tear, or wonder. I belong to you. I will always belong to you. You are my breath, my soul, my heart. You are my strength and my weakness. You are my anger along with my happiness. When I am not with you, I cry. When I am with you I cry. Not the same, but they are the same. You are my darkness and my light. If I lose you now there will be no other. I know I have said it before, but there is no other. There is no other that rules me. There is no other that can destroy me with simple words. Even writing this gives you too much power. I am obsessed. I have never been obsessed before. There is no other. There will be no other. There is only a Master. There is only my love. There is only my friend. There is only my heart. I miss

Please Read!!
THE LOVELY LIPS CONTEST WILL BE OVER TOMORROW NIGHT I BELIEVE SO BOM THE HELL OUTTA MY PIC TONIGHT AND TOMORROW PLEASE.. AND THANKS FOR ALL THE HARD WORK YOU GUYS HAVE DONE FOR ME IN THIS CONTEST AS IT STANDS SO FAR IT LOOKS LIKE I WILL WIN ON RATING AND COMMENTS.. SO IT WILL BE UP TO THE JUDGES AS TO WHO THE OVERALL WINNER IS... WHO KNOW MAYBE I WILL WIN ALL 3 WHOOOHOOO!!! THANKS AGAIN AND MUAHHHHHHHH!!!! THANKS AGAIN HOOVERGIRL

Run
I called your name, I knew your face. As time goes further, we'll keep drifting away, you don't believe me then thats ok. I tried to save you, wish I could save myself, but its ok now with the choices you made. We've drifted apart, I remember saying don't worry, it was the last time we'd ever meet. You said we should part our ways, I said ok. I knew the truth, I can't look at you the same way,you've made your bed now sleep in it. You've broken dreams, now sleep in them. You said I made you cry tears, now drink them.You said I scared you, I was your fear, now face these bad dreams, or run like you always do. Run from everything when it crashes down on you,run from the sun like its chasing you.

Do You Have Values?
Your Values Profile Loyalty: You value loyalty highly. You're completely devoted to your friends and family. Even if they totally screw up, you're still there for them. Just make sure they're equally loyal to you! Honesty: You value honesty highly. You're unflinchingly honest, even when it's not easy. For you, integrity is very important - in yourself and others. People may not always like what you say, but they know they can trust it. Generosity: You value generosity highly. So much so that you often put your own needs last. There's nothing wrong with having a caring heart... But you may want to rethink your "open wallet" policy. Humility: You value humility highly. You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are. And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better. You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low. Tolerance: You value tolerance highly. Not only do you enjoy the company of those very differ

Spell To Head For Success
You will need: * a green candle * a purple candle * a talisman with your religious symbol (pentacle, cross, star of David, etc) Place a green candle on one side of a room. Place a purple candle on the other side. Now, light the purple candle. (The lights should now be off or very dim.) With your religious talisman hanging from a chain or string (to be worn as a necklace) dangling from your right hand, pick up the purple (lit) candle with your right hand. Now walk in a STRAIGHT line across the room directly to the green candle. Using the purple one, light the green candle. Set down the candle so they sit next to each other. Chant, "I walk forth without doubt and fear, And success draws me near." Lay the necklace in front of it and meditate for awhile on the success you need. Let the candles burn themselves down, and wear the necklace whenever you wish success you follow you. When you walk through a door to job interviews, auditions, or anywhere you need success, imagine ho

Third Eye Ritual
Perform this ritual to improve psychic powers three days before the moon is full, and preferably when it is in either the astrological sign of Cancer, Pisces or Scorpio. Begin by brewing a strong magickal tea made from yarrow or mugwort (herbs that stimulate the psychic senses) and then light thirteen purple colored votive candles to help attract psychic influences. Drink the tea and then gaze fixedly into a magick mirror, black bowl full of water, crystal ball, or crystal pyramid as you chant thrice the following incantation: "I invoke thee, oh Asarial, Archangel of Neptune And ruler of clairvoyant powers. I ask thee now to open my third eye And show me the hidden light. Let me see the future. Let me see the past. Let me perceive the divine Kingdoms of the unknown. Let me understand the wisdom Of the mighty universe. So mote it be!" After chanting, relax, breathe slowly and concentrate on opening your Third Eye. Do not permit any negative thought to contaminate your m

Psychic Protection Spell
You Will Need: # Protection Incense (herbs or oils work fine also) # Black 8" Taper Candle It is best to find a work area that you can leave untouched for three days. If you must put away your tools, try to at least keep your spell candle out in the open. This spell is used to protect yourself from mental attacks. Prepare your work area by setting up any tools you may use in addition to your spell candle. Love or protection incense is recommended (herbs or oils can also be used). While setting up your area, CONCENTRATE on the purpose of your work. Bathe in purification herbs, or with your favorite bath salts. While you are bathing, concentrate again on the purpose of your spell. Do not let negative thoughts enter your mind. After bathing, go to your work area. Cast a circle and light some incense. Envision a large, white ball of light surrounding you, your work area, and your home. Hold the candle between the palms of your hands and direct all of your positive energy into

I Lost Myself
im sitting here reading the words of something i did long ago about a friend who had died ... i look back if i only knew then what i know now.. words of pain fall from my hands as my heart call out thier name no one hears my crys as i read on all i feel is her my love my sweet love she pulls to me i hear her words like a sweet angel calls i keep reading on in my world of pain i fine a broken heart that i didnt think that could be fix thanks to all the pain the crys for help ribing off my words. the words are crying out for me but they are mine who is this im reading about a girl who wants to died who is that ... the girl i know wants to hold her love ones close and show them all heaven but who is this little girl crying out for help long ago where has she gone friends seem all she had but did she really have friend did she really know what love was i read on .. i look at pic's wants seen in my own eyes what was i thinking who was i .... who that little girl crying out fo

Be Healthy And Eat Less
Be Healthy and Eat Less Time of month: Sunset on a Waning Moon (moving from the full to the new moon) Tools: * yellow candle with holder * rose petals * lavender oil * small garnets * carnelian or turquoise stone * small jar with lid or plastic bag that seals * picture of yourself healthy. Charge yellow candle with desired goal and place in holder . As you light the candle, visualize yourself passing on second helpings of food, small portions on your plate and looking healthy and physically fit. Charge rose petals, oil and stones. Sprinkle petals around candle, again visualize your goal. Place the charged garnet stones and a few drops of oil into the jar or bag. [A baby food sized jar might work well.] As you do this visualize again. Then pick up the petals and place them into the jar or bag also. Seal the jar or bag and say: "By this jar/bag of powered oil, petals and stones, it will bring me courage and help me meet my goal to not eat or snack as much and

Just Not Right
Ok, I'm a single parent of a 10 year old daughter. I work FT and try very hard to provide food, clothing, and a decent home. I don't like to take hand outs, but sometimes you just need to put your pride aside. So I go to the county social services office to see about getting assistance for food stamps. I am, afterall, a tax paying citizen. Well, not onlky did I not qualify for that, 2 days later I get notice in the mail that they're going to discontinue my daughters health insurance. It would cost me $200.00 to get her covered through my employer. It's bad enough that I get no support from my ex whatsoever because he's in prison, but what's even worse is that the taxes I pay that should be there to help me are supporting him and all the other low lifes out there. So while my ex and all the others get rewarded with food, clothing and shelter, I have to struggle to make ends meet and my daughter has to do without, especially with no healthcare. So where does one go t

Things We Learn
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt. Because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

I Think It's Wrong The War
for myself i feel that at first we need it but now. I feel its wrong that are troops or over there and that we need to get them out. i feel that bush has maked to many mistakes and the the US need to get out and let them have their civil war. please let me know how you feel about it.

Myself Survey
Tim Survey If you know me, take this survey about me. Just curious. 1) What about me stands out? 2) What about me took a while to find out? 3) Is there anything you want to know about me? 4) Are there things you'd learn by meeting me in person that you couldn't on here. 5) How often do we talk? 6) If you could describe our friendship in 5-10 words..what would it be? 7) How is my humoor? 9) Whats my sister name? 10) Did you noticed I skipped 8? haha Thanks!

My Fav
I wonder If anyone can figure out why I like this song sooo Much and what me and this song have in common lmfao care to guess I wonder who can guess right ??????????? Smack That F/ Eminem VideoSmack That F/ Eminem lyrics - Akon lyricsAkon Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure

Blah
i cant belive that in 7 months ill be married wow it seems like him and i just met. he is tiny on cherry tap ,he is the love of my life the most wonderful man i have even met. i cant beilive all of the stuff there is to do to plan our wedding and it doesnt help that he isnt home all that often, so lil ole me is doing on my own, which is fine than i know its done the way that i want it done. i still have a few things left to do but its all tiny stuff. i have just lost my train of thought oh well ill finish this when it comes back lmao

Invisibility Spell
Invisibility is a term that is easily misunderstood. No, you cannot make a magical potion that you drink and *bing* become invisible. Sorry. But this spell will make you seem invisible to people. Sometimes it's nice you don't want attention or if you just want to be left alone. If you want to be invisible to others- that is, people will look right past you like you aren't there (but if you punch them or something, they'll still see ya, sorry) try this. Close your eyes and imagine a sphere of white light around you. Then imagine that the light starts to get blurry. It then takes on the colors and shapes of the environment around you. You fade into the light, becoming a part of it, until you completely disappear into the camouflage of the circle of light around you. I've done this and tried to talk to people and they didn't even see me until I physically touched them, then they would just like- jump- like holy crap, how would you get there? And normally, I'm a very noticeable pe

Love Now And Forever
LOVE NOW AND FOREVER Love is a gift... a most precious find that takes over a heart before it enters the mind. Love is a feeling... very hard to explain that moves as a pounding wave much too powerful to restrain. Love is an emotion often sought, and sometimes found that works its way deep down inside leaving embracing people spellbound. Love is an attraction... bursting into brilliant flame. that shows in its bright afterglow neither any credit nor any blame. Love is a reaction... passion filled with strong desire that draws a couple much closer filling both with its hot, burning fire. Love is a blessing... a presence in the soul that draws people together making two complete as one whole. Love is full trust... a reliance on care that soars to newly reached heights within hearts most honest and fair. Love is a promise... oft times tried but still true Love may suddenly be found when it's least expected by you.

The Green-and-gold Money Spell
Prepare: * A square piece of green cloth (about 6 by 6 inches, preferably silk, cotton, or polyester). * Green glitter and gold sequins * A 7 inch long string of green yarn * Three shiny and somewhat new pennies Take the square of green cloth and lay it out flat before you. Place the three pennies in the middle and concentrate on the amount of money you desire. Don't be too greedy, though! As you think of the amount of cash you need, sprinkle a couple teaspoon's worth of the green glitter and gold sequins. (These represent money and fortune.) Write your own chant or blessing to say as you do this. Gather all four corners of the cloth inward so that it forms a small pouch around the coins. Grasp the corners of the cloth together and wrap the green yarn around it, tying it shut tightly. Keep this wherever you normally put your money, or inside a purse.

Rich Witch Spell
This spell should be cast on the evening of a New Moon. Find a flat surface or use your altar. Light a green candle, and place a bowl and a spoon on the surface before you. Mix a teaspoon of nutmeg and a teaspoon of cinnamon in the bowl. As you mix the ingredients, think of an amount of money you would like to see in your bank account. (Don't go overboard, though, or you will "scatter the spells energy".) Continue to focus on that amount of money as you take three coins of low denomination and toss them repeatedly, until you get one tail and two heads. Place the coins and the powder together in an old wallet or purse and shake it up as you chant: "Attraction powder let it be… send me all the luck I need." Place the purse in the same place as you keep all your financial documents.

A Click Away
A CLICK AWAY A boring day, A lonely night, Not much to do, Just thoughts to fight. With one small CLICK, My Mac is on, The lightblue screen, Again it won. Click, click, Awwww, what a sound, My favourite site I am CherryTap bound. Surf through pages And there it was, The sweetest face, Eyes that embrace. A quick shout sent out, Wait for reply, Your answered fast, I was so shy. It was a thrill, To chat with you. We laughed so hard, Temptation grew. In just one night, You took my heart, I knew it then, It was THE START.

A Night Of Cyber Or Is It?
A Night of Cyber or Is It? Erotic words,suggestive remarks Sexual innuendos days and night Erratic behavior,ache in my heart How i want you to be in my side My breast are heavy,soft to the touch Aching to be fondled,be in your mouth My legs are trembling on shaky ground Wishing its real and not just virtual The feelings, the passion ruled by lust The images,the fantasies became a must Power of imagination in full force In every caress, touch and stroke Its wild, insane and so unreal Be motivated in this manner Yet its there in every encounter Sexual tension high in the air.....

A Chance Of Meeting
A CHANCE OF MEETING A Chance Of Meeting... On my screen you came out of the blue, Awakening my heart from pain to feelings before I never knew We are both scared of the road fate has shown Two souls paired to a destiny still unknown Should we choose to meet and tempt these hands of fate It would take two, for the odds to be beat To lead us to eternity and heavens gate Should we choose to not would our minds constantly wonder, Was that the one I always sought On that do we dare to ponder? For you have touched me deep I long to hold you for all time To be mine, forever to keep For us to share a lifetime I want your passionate kiss to take my breath away Never want to miss your touch while in each others arms we lay So now the decision is ours to make I'll treasure you whatever may be My heart is here for you to take Loyalty I'll vow should you give yours to me

Play Date
Had a wonderful play date with Master today. Managed to break my own record,, pictures will be added soon to the Masters Handy work file,, feel free to look if you can handle the pain..lol (give me a day or two) love you all.

Eulogy...
He had alot to say. He had alot of nothing to say. We'll miss him. So long. We wish you well. You told us how you weren't afraid to die. Well then, so long. Don't cry. Or feel too down. Not all martyrs see divinity. But at least you tried. Standing above the crowd, He had a voice that was strong and loud. We'll miss him. Ranting and pointing his finger At everything but his heart. We'll miss him. No way to recall What it was that you had said to me, Like I care at all. So loud. You sure could yell. You took a stand on every little thing And so loud. Standing above the crowd, He had a voice so strong and loud and I Swallowed his facade cuz I'm so Eager to identify with Someone above the ground, Someone who seemed to feel the same, Someone prepared to lead the way, with Someone who would die for me. Will you? Will you now? Would you die for me? Don't you fuckin lie. Don't you step out of line. Don't you fuckin lie. You've claim

Myself
I'm in a really confusing and just all around crazy place in my life at the moment... I know what I want in life yet at the same time I don't... really confused about people and why they do the things they do... Idk...I'm getting used to being treated like shit by everyone.

Calling All Dj's
I STARTED A NEW LOUNGE TODAY.. I THOUGHT I WOULD CALL OUT TO ALL YOU DJ'S OUT THERE.... I AM LOOKIN FOR SOMEONE WHO WOULD LIKE TO PLAY MUSIC LIVE IN MY ROOM... SOMEONE WHO HAS ALOT OF MUSIC AND ALSO HAS A MIC TO GIVE SHOUTOUTS TO PPL IN THE ROOM!!... IF ANYONE IS INTERESTED PLZ GET BACK TO ME.. YOU CAN ALSO CHECK MY LOUNGE OUT IF YOU LIKE>>> I AM NOT FINISHED WITH IT YET.. THERE IS STILL WORK TO BE DONE TO IT... JUST GET AT ME THANK YOU ALL JUST COPY AND PAST CODE TO CHECK OUT MY LOUNGE http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5248#

Please Read
Billy loved Katie with all his heart. But he never told a Single soul. Katie secretly loved him too. But she thought she would never have a chance with him. Billy asked his friends what they think of her and his friends thought she was gay. They didn't like her at all. So Billy just went along with them. They all made fun of her and made her feel really bad. Katie was so upset. One day they followed her home from school making fun of her the whole way home. Once she got inside her house she dropped to the floor cringe. She had a crush on Billy since 3rd grade. She didn't know what to do. When Billy got home he felt real bad about what he had done. So he decided to go to Katie's house to tell her he was sorry and that he really loves her. When he got there he knocked on the door no one answered. The door was open so he walked in. He walked into the living room and found Katie lying dead on the floor. She had slit her wrists. Billy was so up set . He knew it was his fault she killed h

Who's The True You?
The True You You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be together with you always, no matter when or where. With respect to money, you spend as little as possible. You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities. The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you make opportunities to interact with many people through club activities or a hobby, then select someone you like. Who's The True You?

In The Mood Too Funny Lol
In the mood The first old woman told the second old woman that sometimes she gets her husband "in the mood" at night by getting totally naked, lying in bed and putting her two legs behind her head yoga style. The second old woman thought that was a great idea, so that night, when her husband went in the bathroom to get ready for bed, she got totally naked, and began the process of putting her two legs behind her head. The first leg was kind of tough to put in place as she was a bit arthritic, but she finally got it in place. She had an even tougher time with the second leg, so she rocked herself backwards until she finally got it behind her head. However, she had rocked just a little too hard so that she flipped slightly backwards and got stuck with her butt sticking straight up in the air. Just then her husband came out of the bathroom. "Gladys!" he exclaimed. "For heavens sake, comb your hair and put your teeth in. You look like an asshole.

I Know ..... Its Me
I dont need anyone to tell me I'm not the prettiest person, I also dont need anyone to tell me that I dont have the kinda body they want on a woman... I am smart enough to know that I wont have anyone ever love me .. truly love me.... I am also adult enough to admit it hurts... I just want someone to choose me first and not to be there just incase person... I am tired of that so ....

Sweet Emily - For All Of Those Who As Had A Great And Wonderful Friend And Or Is A Great And Wonderful Friend Or Who Has Had A Crush
Sweet Emily - A Song by CDN Geoff Whynot dedicated to all of those who as had a great and wonderful friend and or is a great and wonderful friend and who has had a crush crushes always come and go but real friendship is forever and thats what me and Emily have Real friendship its amazing what love can do this is just a song i wrote and it dosent mean i do or dont have these feelings anymore i took the time to write this and i like the work i put into it nothing more nothing less **Friends** Sweet Emily Her eyes I can't repalce I see her eyes on everyface and when i close my eyes I see her pretty green eyes looking back into mine and her heart warming smile that makes my heart melt when I close my eyes I know she's with me in my heart Sweet Emily Shes' beautiful She may not know it but she's beautiful,... Sweet Emily She's caring,... She's thoughtful ,... Sweet Emily She'd never do anyone wrong

Why Other Couples Don't Have Sex...too Funny
Dear Wife, During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times you told me to hurry up a

Megadeth To Play On Heaven And Hell Canadian Tour!
MEGADETH TO PLAY ON HEAVEN AND HELL CANADIAN TOUR! MAJOR TOUR ANNOUNCEMENT: RONNIE JAMES DIO, TONY IOMMI , GEEZER BUTLER AND VINNY APPICE HAVE REUNITED FOR THE HEAVEN AND HELL TOUR 2007. JOINING THEM WILL BE MEGADETH AND DOWN. LOS ANGELES, CA, January 22, 2007 - Putting to bed the longstanding rumors of a reunion tour, Heaven and Hell have announced their first tour dates for 2007. The tour will feature 11 Canadian shows, along with an exciting one-night-only performance at one of the most prestigious venues in the world, New York's Radio City Music Hall. Heaven and Hell reunites Ronnie James Dio, Tony Iommi, Geezer Butler and Vinny Appice for the first time in 15 years. Currently there are 12 scheduled stops, starting on March 11 in Vancouver and ending on March 30 in New York City. The 'Heaven And Hell' world tour will continue until the end of the year with shows in the US, Asia and Europe. Additional dates will be announced shortly. Multi-platinum recording arti

A Fairy Tale....kinda!!!!
Once upon a time there lived a king. The king had a beautiful daughter, the PRINCESS. But there was a problem. Everything the princess touched would melt. No matter what; metal, wood, stone, anything she touched would melt. Because of this, men were afraid of her. Nobody would dare marry her. The king despaired. What could he do to help his daughter? He consulted his wizards and magicians. One wizard told the king, "If your daughter touches one thing that does not melt in her hands, she will be cured." The king was overjoyed and came up with a plan. The next day, he held a competition. Any man that could bring his daughter an object that would not melt would marry her and inherit the king's wealth THREE YOUNG PRINCES TOOK UP THE CHALLENGE. The first brought a sword of the finest steel. But alas, when the princess touched it, it melted. The prince went away sadly. The second prince brought diamonds. He thought diamonds are the hardest subst

Ira Why They Fight
I once was asked why I stand up for the IRA and why the Britsih piss me off. Well watch this view. As long as I had a thought in my head I have always been against the British. From there tea time to butting in. We have seen them attack and kill the Scotish back in William Wallace time. They have always hated the Irish and treated them like shit. I have had Black man tell me i was kicking them out of a bar because they where black and they bring up that there 4 fathers where slaves. Well My friends the Irish where slaves too and where treated worse than the blacks. When I was a truck driver i had a job driving. I worked for a company who had British ties. One day the own came to me and said " I hear your Irish?" I said Yes sir and he said there is no room in his company for a fucking Irish man. That was in the late 90's. I am not against british people per say but England. I have lots of friends who are English.I am against England for still treating my people like shit. They want to o

Just Thinking......................
When he places his hand on the small of my back, something that simple. I think is the greatest act of love and caring. Even if it is just to guide you through a door, or when you are in a group of people, he does it just to let you know he is there. Of all the things that he used to do, open doors, the kiss before bed, the hand that helped me out of the car, pulling a chair out so I could sit. It's his hand on my back, just to let me know that he is there. That is what I miss the most.

Wonderin Where I've Been..
Figured I'd post a quick blog. To all of u who i'm friends with... became aquainted with.. and those of u wonderin where i've been.. For some.. u already knew I was back n forth w/ my gram at the hospital and nursing home, Well it's all over with now and my gram is no longer suffering. She passed away last fri morning.. the morning after I went to visit her for the day. I've been extremely crushed and been going insane and havent had much time to even think about signing in or signing online for that matter. Tomorrow is her service so it'll be a few more days till i'll be back to normal- poppin cherries and messages and such. Just didn't need anyone thinkin im avoiding them =) I'll be back soon enuff...

Another Poem
ACCEPTENCE WHY MUST U PLAY PLAY WITH MY HEART LIKE THIS IS SUM GAME ALL I EVER WANTED WAS FOR U TO UNDERSTAND I KNOW ITS HARD IMAGINE HOW I FEEL WALKING AROUND DAY BY DAY LOOKING FOR SUMONE ANYONE TO JUST ACCEPT ME AND NOT TURN THE OTHER WAY LIKE EVERYONE IN MY LIFE HAS JUST TO SEE ME FOR ALL MY LUV AND MY DARK I'M NOT A BAD PERSON I'M JUST AFRAID SO AFRAID I LIVE WITH ANXIETY EVERYDAY SO PLEASE IF U CAN LUV ME LUV ME FOR ME THE SWEET ..KIND PERSON I AM THE ONE WHO WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR SUMONE PLEASE BY WANDA

Mint Car
This song really explains my mood right now. lol i just remembered the album is called wild mood swings. words that come to mind are: Ecstatic, Wild, Bizzare, Friendly, Gushing, Floaty. The sun is up I'm so happy I could scream! And there's nowhere else in the world I'd rather be Than here with you It's perfect It's all I ever wanted I almost can't believe that it's for real I really don't think it gets any better than this Vanilla smile And a gorgeous strawberry kiss! Birds sing we swing Clouds drift by and everything is like a dream It's everything I wished Never guessed it got this good Wondered if it ever would Really didn't think it could Do it again? I know we should!!! The sun is up I'm so fizzy I could burst! You wet through and me headfirst Into this is perfect It's all I ever wanted Ow! It feels so big it almost hurts! Never guessed it got this good Wondered if it ever would Really didn't think it could Do it some more? I know we

Queen Of The Comstock: Or How To Contract Gold Fever Properly
Published by the Comstock Chronicle/Territorial Enterprise/ ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. Published originally in 2000 and preserved here: http://www.territorial-enterprise.com/neeley1.htm It isn't possible to contract gold fever properly in Virginia City, Nevada unless you are willing to spend at least twenty four hours there. The depth of its history, the allure of its gold mines, and the fun-loving tug of its saloons are too much for the mortal traveler. It is a place that a person can get lost in, even though its population today numbers less than seven hundred. In short, it is a trip into the past, where men were gentlemen and women were ladies, no matter who they were in reality. To lose yourself in Virginia City means to give up on worrying, enjoy your family and friends (including the ones you haven't yet met in the cafes and the saloons) and rediscover your priorities as a fellow human being. The town has remained apart from the world, hidden as it is in the Washoe Mounta

Please Help
today is a day were i need all the help i can get so that me and my baby girl can be together we are both so sad that we can not be together sha posted her first blog to day here is what she said in it. (posted by my baby girl)==I'M SO FUCKIN SICK OF BULL SHIT..I JUST WANT TO GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM HERE AND WITH THE PERSON I LOVE!! I NEED TO FIND A WAY AND I NEED TO FIND ONE QUICK!! SOMEONE WHO HATES ME SO MUCH WANTS TO KEEP ME SOMEWHEE WHERE I AM HATED WHY? JUST LET ME GO LET ME BE FREE...LET ME BE WITH THE ONE I LOVE AND BE HAPPY...GET ME THE FUCK AWAY FROM TX AND MY PHSCHO EX WHO WANTS TO SLAP ON ME AND CLAIM HE LOVES ME!! I'M SO SICK OF THE FUCKING BULL SHIT...I CAN'T LIVE WITH PAIN ANYMORE PLZ HELP ME GET TO THE ONE I LOVE!!!!. i am out of idea's i need help so that way we maybe together forever please help me get my baby here to be with me. thank you

Fucking Hell !!!!!! (not Directed At Anybody Just Need To Vent)
i am going to bust that fucking peice of shit that is my baby's ex staright in his face and knock him the fuck out if he ever touches her or even thinks about i will kill him so fucking help me i will do it. FUCKING HELL !!!!! i need mt baby girl in my arms

A Wave Of Passionate Tears
I been left alone again this evening with the intensity of my feelings. As I wipe away my tears creating a blurred vision I feel that I am not the only one in this room......Maybe I am not even in this room, there is a good possibilty that I am the one in a different room. IN any case my life has taken a drastic change of pace. Never in all this world did I expect to possess som much of the beautiful emotions I once dreamed of. My lingering need to up and ditch and leave here grows stronger and stronger everyday...My heart is not here....It is far from here. I have a new reason to wake up...to dance...to sing....and to speak. Daily I am left wondering and waiting for a man's return. I miss him more every minute that he is gone. HOw can this be? How did this happen? Why all of the sudden the one thing I have waited for has arrived....Its seems so real, but almost too good to be true. I have softened to the point of giving everything I have away to be in the arms of a blue eyed a

On Joni And Shenley: Memories
If anyone wonders why I am Eastern Orthodox, it's because it is the only faith that honors the memory of my friends. Shenley and Joni are gone now, and I am left to tack the sail, lay in the stores for the winter, and generally keep things running. In their absence I try hard to : do all things well, and thoroughly and to be the type of person we had all dreamed of being. We used to sit around and philosophize over many a Rum or whiskey, and Shenley would be the only one left standing. She could always out-drink me. Now it is only me who is left and I am always asking myself if I am : a) in trouble b) in the right c)the one with my head screwed on straight. In case you're wondering, yeah, I really DO believe. I believe in: The resurrection of the Dead and the Life of the Age to Come. Amen. Sleep well my friends. You've earned it. Love, Suzanne

To All My People
just in case I did not get to all of you that added me to there friends list I wanted to say thank you fro adding me to your lists. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

Fun Times
So me and my Broseph Jimmy Popp were conversating about driving long distances in my truck during the summer when i say damn my truck would over heat and break down ... knock knock ... woman answers the door ... My Truck Broke down , Can i eat you out ... now i got to thinking if a woman's car broke down and she knocked on my door and asked can i suck your whang ... what would i say. well the answer to that would probably be yes, and im totally laughing my ass off at this because of 2 reason's first of all its fucking weird, second of all i'm telling you all this, soo how many would allow me to eat them out to use there phone... it would have to be one of those weird days where my cell phone is dead or has no reception and i would have to be driving through the desert to get somewhere , granted i love to drive; but i hate driving distances. just a thought throw me some love on this one and admit it was funny to read much ♥love to all♥ Zach A.K.A Sach, zachagewia

A Deck Of Cards
Please do not delete! You will be glad you didn't. Deck of Cards It was quiet that day, the guns and the mortars, and land mines for some reason hadn't been heard. The young soldier knew it was Sunday, the holiest day of the week. As he was sitting there, he got out an old deck of cards and laid them out across his bunk. Just then an army sergeant came in and said, "Why aren't you with the rest of the platoon?" The soldier replied, "I thought I would stay behind and spend some time with the Lord." The sergeant said, "Looks to me like you're going to play cards." The soldier said, "No, sir. You see, since we are not allowed to have Bibles or other spiritual books in this country, I've decided to talk to the Lord by studying this deck of cards." The sergeant asked in disbelief, "How will you do that?" "You see the Ace, Sergeant? It reminds me that there is only one God. The Two

Alone In The Darkness
Dancing alone in the dark, fear no longer a worry, I walk in silence watching people live their lives in a hurry. Loneliness welcomes me into its solemn embrace, my tears used to flood but they no longer race. Moisture never comes to my eyes only sadness, all because I'm used to being alone in the darkness.

Multiple Personality Disorder
Horror, darkness, desertion and physcosis, for what we are, there is only one diagnosis. After all she had ben through insanity fragmented her mind, we were created, each personality unique and one of a kind. Each of us have thoughts of our own, nightmares to wake us screaming, pain inside us, insanity is something we wish we were dreaming. She can't get rid of us and we dont follow her rules or any order, we are stuck forever in her shattered mind, we are the disease....Multiple Personality Disorder.

Single
Natasha Bedingfield Song: SINGLE LYRICS Ah yeah that's right All you single people out there This is for you I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me (Cos I'm happy where I am) Don't depend on a guy to validate me (No no) I don't need to be anyone's baby (Is that so hard to understand?) No I don't need another half to make me whole Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't [Chorus:] This is my current single status My declaration of independence There's no way I'm tradin' places Right now a star's in the ascendant I'm single (Right now) That's how I wanna be I'm single (Right now) That's how I wanna be Ah yeah Uh Huh that's right Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good (I like who I am) I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cos I would I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cos you say I should (Can't romance on demand) I'm gon

What I'm Here For
Sacrifices are made, regrets begin to form, sadness becomes as wild as the raging storm. Raindrops fall, ticking off another minute of life gone by, Staring at him with anger I wonder why I even try. Material things are of no value when given as a gift of lust, a relationship is meant for love, respect and trust. I know you don't respect me because of the way you act or speak, terror fills me at the thought of laying awake to listen to the floor creak! When it comes to women I can't trust you out of my sight, why, when I try to tell you my thoughts do you not listen, you just fight. Am I just your personal maid and private whore, please tell me, I want to know what I'm here for. This one was written during a rather bad relationship 2 years ago.

Crash Into Me
Dave Matthews Band Crash Into Me Lyrics You've got your ball you've got your chain tied to me tight tie me up again who's got their claws in you my friend Into your heart I'll beat again Sweet like candy to my soul Sweet you rock and sweet you roll Lost for you I'm so lost for you You come crash into me And I come into you I come into you In a boys dream In a boys dream Touch your lips just so I know In your eyes, love, it glows so I'm bare boned and crazy for you When you come crash into me, baby And I come into you In a boys dream In a boys dream If I've gone overboard Then I'm begging you to forgive me in my haste When I'm holding you so girl close to me Oh and you come crash into me, baby And I come into you Hike up your skirt a little more and show the world to me Hike up your skirt a little more and show your world to me In a boys dream.. In a boys dream Oh I watch you there through the window And I stare at you You wear no

Kinky Turn On
You scored as Blood. Your turn on is blood. You adore the colour, the taste, the texture, the thickness... everything. You probably like to bite/to be bitten. Sex isn't sex without the ecstasy of blood.Biting100%Chains/Handcuffs100%Blood100%Bondage100%Blind Folds100%Whips67%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

So What Is In A Name?
3 people I care very much about here on CT all have men in their lives named David. I will not say who they are, but I am sure few will be able to figure it out. So, in many ways do I wish my name is David? Or do I just wish I was David. Or who am I really? This I really do not know. I thought I did, and you'd think after 31 years i'd have a clue. Nope. I am mostly alone in this world and push anyone who does get close away. Not even really sure why I am writng..... I guess a few nights ago I was lucky to have someone to hold as we slept. It had beed awhile, a long while. And now I wonder if I should hit the road to see a friend for her birthday today (thurs). She will be about 4 south of me, and well, I do not really have to money to make the trip, but this has never really stopped me before. I really like her very, very much. And have no real idea what to expect if I do go see her. Probly a long drive back home later that night. Who knows? I am a hopeless romantic,

The Perfect One.
Miss Perfect, God Given. When I was lost, you made my life worth livin. I love everything you are to me, Love the way you've helped me see. See the love and see the way. My heart is yours, Each and everday. Can't help but cling, To every word you say. Wondering what your doing, Each and Everyday. You are the best of all miracles, and my favorite sin. Found me, And showed me, the Love I have within. Your so Loved, And make me feel the same.... You make me wanna stand with you, together in the rain.

How Sexual Are You
You prefer Spontaneous sex! You're into spontaneous sex. Anywhere, any time the mood takes you. Just be careful that your sexcapades don't land you in a (ahem) tight spot. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Gonna Be Out For A While
hey everyone...just letting everyone know that i'm not going to be on for a while...i'm about to move and don't know when i'll get to see the tap again. everyone in here is hella cool and hope to see y'all sooner than later. take care all you fine cherries! :) -SW-

Who Fit's My Persopnal Criteria As The Ideal Woman.
I originally joined Cherrytap just to pass the time over this winter. Then I opened my Febuary addition of Playboy and found my dreamgirl in it's centerfold. 1. I find her to be immensely Physically Attractive. 2. She's an athlete in my personnally favorite activity. 3. She's a self starter; studying to become a CSI, & innitiates contact with men she is attracted to. 4. She's a clean cut, wholesome young lady who is p[osing in Playboy for just the money.

Worth Every Penny!
Morris and his wife Esther went to the Army show every year,And every year Morris would say, "Esther, I 'd like to ride in that Helicopter". Esther always replied, "I know Morris, but that helicopter ride Is fifty quid-- and fifty quid is fifty quid". One year Esther and Morris went to the show, and Morris said,"Esther, I'm 85 years old. If I don't ride in that helicopter this year, I might never get another chance." Esther replied, "Morris that helicopter is fifty quid -- and Fifty quid is fifty quid". The pilot overheard the couple and said, "Folks I'll make you a deal. I'll take the both of you for a ride. If you can stay quiet for The entire ride and not say a word I won't charge you! But if you Say one word, it's fifty quid." Morris and Esther agreed and up they went. The pilot did all kinds Of fancy manoeuvres, but not a word was heard. He did his daredevil Tricks over and over again, but still not a word. When they landed, the Pilot turned to Morris a

Are U A Diva?
You Are a Super Diva Some may complain about your diva ways, but you brush them off. You simply demand the best - and there's nothing wrong with that. Don't stomp on the little people too much though! You still need them to get to the top. Are You a Diva?

Look
I look from these spheres of sight, catching a glimpse of the tranquil light, miles apart from the life ive seen, images of pain and self loathing, pictures of hate and inner turmoil, a life on the run from my own shadows, afraid to aproach and shaken by desire, alone in this breading ground of ill repute, judged by the ignorant and stoned by society, held in contempt for my repented sins, never forgiven yet always forgotten, i stand alone on this shelf of madness, no-one 2 gaze at the wonder within, with war and destruction in every heart, i long for your eyes to seek my warmth, to open your heart and breath me life, to see me for me and not a ghost, open your eyes for you will see!

Desire
I awake in a shroud of confusion, my body unable to resist your subtle whisper, the gentle pursuasion of ur tender touch, i long to more from this numbed slumber, to allow my senses to absorb your every breath, for our bodies to levitate into a mass of hypnotic passion, to taste your soft delicate skin, to grasp this feeling of untainted contentment, the sweet odour of your perfume arousing my every pour, the shimmer of your eyes embracing my very soul, weak and paralised to act under ur imense beauty, far from reality and near emotional colapse, you are the reason. you are the wonder. you are my all!

Your Touch
I lay you down on a bed of whispers, takin in ur beauty and breathing in your soul, caught in the gaze of your wonderous eyes, the softness of your lips suffocating me, the delicate contours of your face penetrating me, your eyes of fire warming my very heart, as you close your lips in passionate approval, i take your flesh into my mouth, tasting your satisfaction and opening you to all around, the subtle caress of your body against mine, awakening my senses and allowin me to breath again.

What Part Of You Goes To Heaven First?
The nun teaching Sunday School was speaking to her class one morning and >she asked the question: >"When you die and go to heaven... which part of your body goes first?" > >Susy raised her hand and said. "I think it's your hands." > >"Why do you think it's your hands, Susy?" > >Susy replied "because when you pray, you hold your hands together >in Front of you and God just takes your hands first." > >"What a wonderful answer!" the nun said. > >Little Johnny raised his hand and said, "Sister. I think it's your >feet." > >The nun looked at him with the strangest look on her face. > >"Now, little Johnny why do you think it would be your feet?" > >Little Johnny said, "The other night Mommy had her legs straight up in the >air and she was saying >"OH! GOD, I'M COMING!" >If Dad hadn't pinned her down, we'd have lost her." > >The nun fainted........

Ryan
the torment, the pain, the unecsapable web of dissapointment, the ghosts of unforgotten past, clawing at my flesh, leaving its mark and drawing blood like a thirsty vampire, the inner faces of silient agony, climbing to the surface, fighting my own demons, wanting to rid, but ceasing to feel, the unrepenting guilt swallowing me up and chaining me down, the cold stench of death of suffering burning my skin, holding on to the pain to remind me that im still here, still breathing the air that once before cleansed my soul, the thick smog of tretchery waiting at every crossroads, waiting to pounce like a panther in the dead of night, how long til i greet your presence and share our dreams, how long til we stare fear in the face and laugh at failiure, how long til we look upon our loved ones, together once more!

Appy Polly Oggys
I'm turning off my shoutbox to anyone that isn't family. Sorry, but I'm drowning under a wave of dorkness here, and I don't wanna. Comments or messages fromm here on out. If your nice I might add you to my family, and give you access to a whole other medium for abuse. Hugs 'n' screws.

Pics Of Me
I appreciate the requests for more pics of me. unfortunately I have very few pics of me that will get past the morality board on most sites unless it is restricted to adults only. Since I am so new to this site I do not know if I can post them or where or how. Any help would be nice or I can e-mail more of my picturs to you. They are non-pornographic but definitely for over 18. Kisses Joanie

Time To Learn
OK I know that there are obviously physical differences to men and women that's apparent. But what I want to know is how does a young man like myself start to understand women on that level that leads to a long and happy relationship. Now dont get me wrong there is no such thing as a relationship where no one ever argues I know that. But how do you find that point where the little stuff stops screwing with two people trying to make a marriage work and they can concentrate on each other and not on all the problems they have between them. Let me know what u think ladies and gents Im in some definate need HOLLA! Sincerly a boy trying to become a REAL man

Yall Miss Me Yet?
well i have been missin my fam and im still workin on gettin the internet in my new home yall i luv it there i have a big yard and its in a very small neighboorhood but i miss my ct fam too ok this all for now mmfwcl!!

Get A Piece Of Paper And Number It From ...
1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD YOU... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? A. HEADBOARD B. NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A. LEO B. VIRGO C. SCORPIO D. LIBRA E. GEMINI F. ARIES G. CAPRICORN H. CANCER I. PISCES J. AQUARIUS K. TAURUS L. SAGITARIUS 9.PICK A PLACE YOU WOULD HAVE SEX AT OUT OF THESE... A. ASRTO VAN B. ON THE ROOF TOP OF A BUILDING C. PARK D. AIR PLANE E. PARENTS ROOM F. ALL OF THE ABOVE 10.YOUR PHONE SERVI

Us Guys Never Change
An elderly couple in a small town had been dating for a long time. At the urging of their friends, they decided it was finally time for marriage. Before the wedding, they went out to dinner and had a long conversation on how their marriage might work. They discussed finances,living arrangements and so on. Finally, the old gentleman decided it was time to broach the subject of their physical relationship. "How do you feel about sex?" he asked. "Well," she said, responding very carefully, "I'd have to say - I would like it infrequently." The old gentleman sat quietly for a moment, then over his glasses, he looked her in the eye and asked, "Is that one word or two?"

Well I'm Thinking What A Guy Is
YOU KNOW I;M STRAIGHT UP AND SPEAK MY MIND BUT SOME ARE NOT BRIGHT AS LIGHT BULBS AND I'M NOT PERFECT AND CAN BE A TOTAL BITCH WISH SOME WOULD HONEST HAVE A GOOD ONE LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY HERE XOXOXOXO

Find Whats Right
ive spent a good number of years discovering who i am, in the process ive found love to be the biggest leap one can make. ive physically brutalized myself, been in steel cages with broken glass and barbed wire, and won more hardcore championships than i can count. no pain on the planet can compare to that of when you know you have that four letter word that means so much but at the same time means so little to everyone else. what i have problems with is finding the right lady to fill that gap in my life, its hard being a single parent and all freedom is stripped from you but the love is there for your children but what time do you have to find love for yourself. love hurts and heals they say but when you find it you will know. ive looked in all the wrong places with relationships lasting no more than 3 months the longest 3 years and even that went to hell after 2 years in. so how does one find whats right when does one find whats right them are questions i always ask and someday i migh

The Raising Heat
passion surging and burning pulsating every fibre every living cell warmth exuding every pore desires all running wild motions of love floating the waves heaving, receding now growing stronger sensual heat rising surrounding us burning our very core entwined in fervour from our lips a murmur desperately urging exhilaration, intoxication rousing arousal electrical energies rapturous moment excitation stimulation inspiration exaltation pitch of excitement now here !

The Building
I feel frustrated with the continual hindrance At times imposed emptiness exasperates me And hovering, is that false sense of loneliness Though I am so filled with love, happiness and joy A little sadness sometimes flits like a hummingbird Who's drawn by the nectar; that sustains its energy I swallow those bitter pills you lace with untruths And they ease through my being causing no ill effects Yet ironically I notice you seem more affected than I As you prolifically spin and weave bristling yarns You’re designing garments to suit your own needs And textures and colours seem obscenely obscure My comfort resides within my solid foundations My honour enhanced by the trust I have earned But you weaken yours every time you build on!

As I Touch
search within complex dreams For the love whom I long to be with The enigma that took a hold of me And infiltrated into my very core With his Talismanic attributes He continually rules my soul Reaching across landscapes of my mind As he touches emotional spheres With invisible hands he caresses me With silent words he speaks with me Our synergies dance upon a breeze And then carried across widespread planes Over mountainous terrains and hilltops Through canyons, dips and vales Gushing effusively like raging rivers Flowing fluidly along meandering streams Reaching the shores of evolving desires A touch awakens me from my dream As my hand reaches towards my cheek A cool moistness I feel upon my flesh Is it but a splash from the wilful waves? Or tears which surreptitiously egressed?

Do Not Disturb
Does anyone know the phone number to call to have your cell phone put on the DO NOT DISTURB list? These sales people are calling my cell phone daily and wasting my minutes getting stupid with me when i tell them i am not interested and it is pissing me off. SO if you know the number or where i can find it please share it with me. if i find it i'll post it for all to see. thanks. I found a website where you can register your phone number online. it's www.donotcall.gov.

Murmurs And Groans ...grrrrrrr
Hold me close let me feel your temptation I’ll snuggle in your warmth breathing your scent Your eyes so wanting they penetrate my soul Mine so needing silent messages being sent Sensuality resonates in your accented voice You whisper your hunger so softly in my ear The inflection I hear tells me all that I need The emotional flames lick wildly and sear Desiring your fervid and yearning touch As I feel your fingertips my body undress You move along slowly and set me alight And your lips upon mine urgently impress Candle light flickers as we dance our desires In that moment of frenzy inhibitions unknown Clothes strewn, discarded like a pile of rubble Bodies glistening in this no temperate zone Murmurs and groans as hands move adroitly Shadows splayed upon ivory coloured walls Silence bespeaks as we savour arousal Gracefully entangled, we upon cotton sheets fall Heaving and sighing, you fathom the depths The drive within us almost relentl

Funny
One night a police officer was staking out a particularly rowdy bar for possible DUI violations. At closing time, he saw a fellow tumble out of the bar, trip on the curb, and try his keys in five different cars before he found his. Then he sat in the front seat fumbling around with his keys for several minutes. Everyone else left the bar and drove off. Finally he started his engine and began to pull away. The police officer was waiting for him. He stopped the driver, read him his rights and administered the Breathalyzer test. The results showed a reading of 0.0. The puzzled officer demanded to know how that could be.The driver replied, "Tonight I'm the designated decoy."

Anyway....
You can spend your whole life building something from nothing one storm can come and blow it all away Build it anyway You can chase a dream that seems so out of reach and you know it might not ever come your way Dream it anyway God is great But sometimes life ain't good and when I pray It doesn't always turn out like I think it should But I do it anyway I do it anyway This world's gone crazy and it's hard to believe that tomorrow will be better than today Believe it anyway You can love someone with all your heart for all the right reasons and in a moment they can choose to walk away love 'em anyway God is great But sometimes life ain't good when I pray it doesn't always turn out like I think it should But I do it anyway Yeah I do it anyway yeah You can pour your soul out singin' a song you believe in that tomorrow they'll forget you ever sang Sing it anyway Yeah sing it anyway Yeah yeah I sing I dream I love Anyway. Yeah.

Your Ardour
'"And by her yielded, by him best received, Yielded with coy submission, modest pride, And sweet reluctant amorous delay. " Take my hand draw me close As I slowly breathe you in Savouring your desirous scent I inhale you through every pore Taste you within every membrane Touch your passionate warmth Feel you voice tempt my soul As your desire titillates my heart You lure me into your ardour And seduce my mind with your words As I hunger for your sensual touch Your hands caress my sensations I feed on your look of passion Aspiring to the satiation Of our ardent and fervent needs

Essence
Serene blue skies greet your senses As you look beyond the verdant canopy of foliage. A cool rippling meandering stream, Flows leisurely alongside you Melodic bird song infiltrates the moment, And as languid branches sway with the breeze Golden rays dance and glimmer through gaps Reflecting upon the inviting water, Hence eliciting a spectrum of colours You are drawn by the beauty, And you welcome the coolness, As the water eddies around your feet Your mind drifts into ethereal realms, You lose yourself in space and time, Hands as gentle as a butterflies touch Rest softly upon your weary shoulders, The tensions of the day dissipate, And your smile radiates warmth A magical ambiance surrounds the moment, In your hand a long stemmed crystal glass Filled with ambrosial nectar of the gods, Your lips seducing the rim… a tiny sip, A heavenly sigh as the delicacy lingers… Just like the subtle hint of the fragrant essence That wafts like a warm summer b

My Birth Date
Your Birthdate: August 1 You are a natural born leader, even if those leadership talents haven't been developed yet. You have the power and self confidence to succeed in life, and your power grows daily. Besides power, you also have a great deal of creativity that enables you to innovate instead of fail. You are a visionary, seeing the big picture instead of all of the trivial little details. Your strength: Your supreme genius Your weakness: Your inappropriate sensitivity Your power color: Gold Your power symbol: Star Your power month: January What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Touching Story
This one is very very touching. It is in our current times when stories of a man and his humanity are important to share..... I truly love this story and it will surely bring a tear to your eye! I know it did mine. In 1986, Mkele Mbembe was on holiday in Kenya after graduating from Northwestern University. On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air. The elephant seemed distressed, so Mbembe approached it very carefully. He got down on one knee and inspected the elephant's foot, and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it. As carefully and as gently as he could, Mbembe worked the wood out with his hunting knife, after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot. The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face, stared at him for several tense moments. Mbembe stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled. Eventually the eleph

Please Help Dove Out She Is The Best Mom
HELLO EVEYONE OUT THERE FRIEND AND FAMILY, MY MOTHER DOVE IS IN THE CHERRY BLAST FOR A DAY CONTEST SHE NEED 10,000 VOTES WITH IN 24 HRS PLEASE COME AND HELP HER OUT. SHE WILL BOMB YOU IF YOU NEED HER FOR A CONTEST AND I KNOW THERE ARE ALOT OF YOU OUT THERE THAT SHE HAS HELP OUT ALOT SO PLEASE COME AND HELP HER OUT. HERE IS THE LINK.

The Mugger
Late one night a mugger wearing a ski mask jumped into a path of a well-dressed man and stuck a gun in his ribs, "Give me your money," he demanded. Indignant, the affluent man replied, "You can't do this! I am a United States congressman!" "In that case," replied the mugger, "give me MY money."

Sending Messages To The Support Team
I have noticed that since I have been a Member of CherryTap I have tried to figure out a lot of this stuff on my own without having to trouble some else about it but I do sometimes have a question that no one can seem to answer so I turn to the Support Team for the Answer(s) However, I also noticed that NONE of my questions are being answered even by them... I dont understand this what so ever...Dont get me wrong, I know they are Busy but dang at least they can send you a return message letting you know that they have received your message and they are looking into the problem.... Right???? So Can someone please send me the DIRECT PHONE NUMBER TO THE SUPPORT TEAM and PLEASE INCLUDE THEIR Ext. as well Thanks Jim

Chicks Dig It, Man.
Chicks love it when you call them romantic names. For example, you can call a chick "Baby" or "Lover" or "Hot piece of ass" and they will adore you for it. Or kick you in the jimmies. Chicks aren't as predictable as they should be.

Bliss
another day silently comes to an end days have passed with nothing left the stars align between the sound of silence forever and a day i have wondered lifeless escape from paradise until the day a breaking thought occurs once again united we stand and we fall harder than before life is death death has become me tell me why another day passes finally bliss

Help Me Win This Contest Please
Hey everyone of my sexy cherries can you help me out and vote for me on this contest rate and comment to show me your love. http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=56268&albumid=186721&i=1565905227

Reality Check
I HAVE OFFICALLY HAD ENOUGH. I AM REALLY TIRED OF PEOPLE ON HERE THAT EXPECT EVERYONE HAS TO RATE THEIR PROFILE OR PHOTOS TENS. AND WHEN SOMEONE DOESN'T THEY GET ALL BENT OUT OF SHAPE AND POST BULLETINS SLAMMING THE PERSON THAT RATED YOUR PIC A 1 OR 3 OR A 7. GUESS WHAT? NOT EVERYONE THINKS YOU'RE HOT OR THAT ALL YOUR PICS ARE WORTHY OF A TEN. I RATE EVERYTHING A TEN PICS, PROFILES, BLOGS.... GUESS WHAT? YOU WON'T EVER SEE ME COMPLAINING WHEN PEOPLE COME RATE MY SHIT ALL ONES. GET OVER IT ALREADY. NO WHERE DOES IT SAY THAT YOU HAVE TO RATE EVERYTHING A TEN. IT SUCKS BUT EVERYONE ON THIS SITE HAS CHOICE TO RATE HOWEVER THEY FEEL LIKE. AND YOU KNOW WHAT, YOU GET THE SAME AMOUNT OF POINTS IF SOMEONE RATES YOUR A 10 OR A 1. SO IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER. THE OTHER THING THAT I'M TIRED OF IS THIS WHOLE FAN ME AND RATE MY SHIT BEFORE YOU ADD ME CRAP THAT SEE IN SO MANY PEOPLE'S NAMES. ARE YOU PEOPLE THAT FULL OF YOURSELVES? HAS YOUR FAKE INTERNET POPULARITY GONE TO HEAD? DOES HA

Through The Eyes Of A Rapist
Through the Eyes of a Rapist This is important information for females of ALL ages. Guys - please forward to the female members of your family and all your female friends and associates. Please pass it along. A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts : 1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle. They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed. They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair. Women with short hair are not common targets. 2) The second thing men look for is clothing. They will look for women who's clothing is easy to remove quickly. Many of them carry scissors around specifically to cut clothing. 3) They also look for women on their cell phone, searching through their purse or doing other activities while walking because they are off guard and c

Hope For A Child....
How is it that you spend so many years helping so many get through, only to find that the one person you desperately want and need to help, feels that you don't care? In an instant you claim that you are so alone... In an instant you say there is no other way... In an instant you find my deepest weaknesses... In an instant you feel so much anger... In an instant you have chosen to be selfish... Many thoughts come to mind as I read over and over your hurtful words. Knowing in my heart that I must be strong for you, but feeling so weak. You take in what you know and have learned from paying so much attention to all the hurt and pain you have felt throughout your years, that you feel that death is the answer. Praying now more than ever in my life, that somone watches over you as you are not here. Visualizing your words and thoughts over in my mind, I can only show you how much I love you and hope for you to change your mind...... ~Always Someone's Angel~

So Sick
Mmmm mmm yeah Do do do do do do do-do Ohh Yeah Gotta change my answering machine Now that I'm alone Cuz right now it says that we Can't come to the phone And I know it makes no sense Cuz you walked out the door But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore (it's ridiculous) It's been months And for some reason I just (can't get over us) And I'm stronger then this (enough is enough) No more walkin round With my head down I'm so over being blue Cryin over you And I'm so sick of love songs So tired of tears So done with wishing you were still here Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow So why can't I turn off the radio? Gotta fix that calender I have That's marked July 15th Because since there's no more you There's no more anniversary I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you And your memory And how every song reminds me Of what used to be That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs So tired of tears So done with wishing you were still here

One Day...
We are all time Travelers- as tomorrow will always be our destination--- So---- What have you done to personally make days yet to arrive great ones?? * Did you show a little patience with a loud child in a restaurant or store today?- One of the best ways to teach tolerance and acceptance is to show people that we tolerate and accept them? *Did you offer a family member with young children to--- go shopping for them, to pick up cleaning or maybe visit with them while they have their child/ children with them? People with young children say often, " It's amazing how having a 3 year old makes people not want to socialize with you!" * Smile at children when you get a chance to- it feeds and inspires young spirits to KNOW that they are approved of and enjoyed for just being who they are!

Fat Or Thin
OVER HERE IN ENGLAND A PROGRAM CALLED NEWSROUND WAS HOLDING A POLL TO DECIDE WEATHER OR NOT TO DITCH THE SKINNY MODELS AND USE MORE REALISTIC SHAPE AND OR SIZES. THEY STATED NEW YORK AND A COUPLE OF OTHERS HAVE ALREADY AGREED TO THIS I WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU THINK OF THE WHOLE THING PLEASE LEAVE YOUR COMMENTS NO MATTER WHAT YOU THINK I WILL NOT BE OFFENDED.

Brain Surgery
In the hospital the relatives gathered in the waiting room, where their family member lay gravely ill. Finally, the doctor came in looking tired and somber. "I'm afraid I'm the bearer of bad news," he said as he surveyed the worried faces. "The only hope left for your loved one at this time is a brain transplant. It's an experimental procedure, very risky but it is the only hope. Insurance will cover the procedure, but you will have to pay for the brain yourselves.. " The family members sat silent as they absorbed the news. After a great length of time, someone asked, "Well, how much does a brain cost?" The doctor quickly responded, "$5,000 for a male brain, and $200 for a female brain." The moment turned awkward. Men in the room tried not to smile, avoiding eye contact with the women, but some actually smirked. A man unable to control his curiosity, blurted out the question everyone wanted to ask, "Why is the male brain so much more?"

Turn The Page
turn the page, a new day dawns,how life controls us little pawns. dont like the story, that life has wrote,it comes stright forward, no candy coats. dont like your story,does it sound crappy, then from here on out, make it happy. your the one, who moves the pen, but you cant go back, and start again.just be a man, and take control, tell it how, you want it told. its nobodys fault, but your own, you reap the thngs you have sown. its time to plant,a brand new seed, let your light shine bright, and do good deeds. be nice to people, be courteous, show people your one to trust. if you go through life, without a care,you'll mess things up beyond repair. family, friends and kids alike, they'll all tell you to take a hike. just do the right thing, you know how,dont waste no time, start right now. so, how do you want your story to be,a story of triumph, or tragedy? forget yesterday,take your past in strife,just remember,the saddest things a wasted life. so turn the page, a new day has dawned,ta

My New One Its Long And Im Looking To Add Art To It Make It Like A Story Kinda Thing
trapped inside can't escape gatta fly wanna go wanna run I'll never be done I'll never get to fly never got to run I'm holding myslef back gatta let go just so i know that i can do anything on my mind my true destiny i must find Reviel to me my true power and give me the strength at my darkest hour to do what i know i must to get myself free and begin to trust for my past is not all bright trapped in darkness for so long now awaiting an escape from a dark past i need a reason to let the demons go let myself care let myself trust this has to be done before i self-destruct whether or not i can be free depends completly on me do I let go and forget who i am ordo I hold on becoming a stronger man a tougher man with no hope but of pain how can I stay sane no one can see the true pain in me no one can help the only one that can help me is myself this is something that I can't put on a shelve it needs to be done not just for myself wh

Take It On The Run
Im feeling unloved soooooo Imma post 80's cheesey music so I feel Better!! Heard it from a friend who Heard it from a friend who Heard it from another you been messin around They say you got a boy friend Youre out late every weekend Theyre talkin about you and its bringin me down But I know the neighborhood And talk is cheap when the story is good And the tales grow taller on down the line But Im telling you, babe That I dont think its true, babe And even if it is keep this in mind You take it on the run baby If thats the way you want it baby Then I dont want you around I dont believe it Not for a minute Youre under the gun so you take it on the run Youre thinking up your white lies Youre putting on your bedroom eyes You say youre coming home but you wont say when But I can feel it coming If you leave tonight keep running And you need never look back again

Little Melissa ... Valentine's Day Wish
Little Melissa comes home from first grade and tells her father that they learned about the history of Valentine's Day. "Since Valentine's Day is for a Christian saint and we're Jewish," she asks, "will God get mad at me for giving someone a valentine? Melissa's father thinks a bit, then says "No, I don't think God would get mad. Who do you want to give a valentine to?" "Osama Bin Laden," she says "Why Osama Bin Laden," her father asks in shock "Well," she says, "I thought that if a little American Jewish girl could have enough love to give Osama a valentine, he might start to think that maybe we're not all bad, and maybe start loving people a little bit. And if other kids saw what I did and sent valentines to Osama, he'd love everyone a lot. And then he'd start going all over the place to tell everyone how much he loved them and how he didn't hate anyone anymore." Her father's heart swells and he looks at his daughter with newfound pride. "Melissa

Fake
you seem to be interested pretending like you care i ask for an answer and no reply people wonder why why people dont like you your fake your soul is empty full of yourself i hope your die you dont care you never have your fake as fake can be never talk to me

Forget Him
Forget Him -- Anonymous Forget his name, Forget his face, Forget his kiss, HIs warm embrace. Forget the love that once was true, Remember now he has someone new. Forget him when they play your song Forget you cried the whole night long. Forget how close you once were. Remember that he's chosen her. Forget you mesmerized his walk, Forget the way he used to talk. Remember now he's gone away. Forget his laugh. Forget his voice Forget that you were not his choice, Forget the way he held you tight, Remember hes with her tonight. Forget the time that went so fast Forget the love that now has past Forget he had said he'd leave you never, Remember now he's gone forever.

Some Men Blah
some men not all men but some are inconsiderate and pathetic i dont know how we put up with those type of men i really dont.they treaty you like shit and dont give a crap about you what so ever why is that?you work your ass off to please them and make them happy in anyway that you possibly can.they dont care how you feel at all.about anything.when somethin is incredibly important to you like lets say your mom is very sick and she lives 3600 miles away and you need to be by her side and he cant be bothered to help ou out with getting what you need to get to her even though he can and just wont..pathetic really pathetic i dont know how we do it.put up with them that is but for some reason we do...........comment on this if you like id appreciate the imput from especailly the girls...

Greed
Greed has caused you to become a monster Greed has caused you to become so cold You said you loved him, then you put him away "'Til death do us part" means nothing to you Greed has caused you to become so jaded We've got some news for you, every dollar you save Will cushion your pillows in hell You act like we're blind, deaf and dumb Betrayal has now left us numb We're sorry we can't escape from This choice now we all must succumb He's been thrown away, left for dead How could you choose money instead Greed has caused you to become a monster Greed has caused you to become so cold You said you loved him, then you put him away "'Til death do us part" means nothing to you Greed has caused you to become so jaded We've got some news for you, every dollar you save Will cushion your pillows in hell You act like we're we're blind, deaf and dumb Betrayal has now left us numb We're sorry we can't escape from This choice now we all must succumb He's been thrown away, l

Ok
Ok yah so my last blog was a lil dumb. Im really sleepy and im trying to wake myself up. I have a LONG ass day tomorrow SO i cant sleep today or i wont sleep tonight. I think im going to have a few drinks and cheer up!...SOunds good to me!. SO hmm whats been going on with me lately. .............. Yah when it takes me a minute to think of one thing thats pretty bad. I started talking to a OLD OLD friend recently. Did alot of catching up. I guess i do have more friends then i thought. I cut down on my smoking ALOT. I want to quit soon but i found doing it cold turkey is near impossible. Feb 1st is mine and my boyfriends 1 year anniversary. I know thats usually an exciting time for a couple but i know we are gunna fight over at least ONE thing. Thats just how we are. My mom and sister might be comming up to visit next weekend. Not sure yet. Im sooo bored. Yah so you just wasted a minute of your life reading this. Congraduations.

Recent Happenings.
Okay- well, a lot of shit is happening in the Corps right now. The Commandant is talking about keeping Marine's with excessive tattoos from re-upping, which would fuck me over because somehow they consider my FOUR tattoos excessive. Oh well - fuck it. However much closer on the horizon - the Commandant also wants to change out Marine's from stationary units (like mine) to units deploying soon. So that Marine's who are doing consecutive tours have time to re-coup and train better and harder. So within the next year I might be in Iraq. So we'll see how things go. Aside from that I'm going home next month for about 2 weeks - my mom's turning 50 so hopefully this will be a good birthday present. Aside from that ... there's not a whole lot going on ... yeah, well, I'm outta here. Late.

U+ur Hand By: Pink
Artist: Pink Song: U + Ur Hand Album: I'm Not Dead uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh check it out going out on the late night looking tight feeling nice it's a **** fight i can tell i just know that it's going down tonight at the door we don't wait cause we know them at the bar six shots just beginning that's when ? put his hands on me but you see i'm not here for your entertainment you don't really want to mess with me tonight just stop and take a second i was fine before you walked into my life cause you know it's over before it began keep your drink just give me the money it's just you and your hand tonight uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh midnight i'm drunk i don't give a ***k wanna dance by myself guess you're outta luck don't touch back up i'm not the one alright listen up it's just not happening you can say what you want to your boyfriends just let me have my fun tonight i i'm not here for you