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Writting My Heart Out.
Wanna know what I really hate? I hate liars. I hate fakes. I hate people who hurt other people intentionally. I hate not seeing the truth. I hate not forgetting. I hate dreaming about the pain I felt. I hate her more than anything. I hate that I hate her more than I used to love her. I hate that I write songs about the pain she caused me. I hate that it happened 4 and a half years ago and that it hurts to think about it. I hate that even though I found the love of my life, she still manages to hurt me. I hate that I can't forget what happened. I hate that I can't forget what we had. I hate that she didn't really leave. I hate hating her.. But most of all.. I hate not being able to write this without tears in my eyes.

Moving
So we just closed on our house in Antioch and started to move in when my father got orders saying we are to report to Ft Rucker Alabama by March 16th. The biggest thing is am I going yo be moving with my family down south, stay in our newly built house or get an apartment in Chicago. I'm kind of excited....kind of not. I'm ready for a change of scenery however I don't want to leave the people I have here. My school is also here and they unfortunately do not have any campuses in Alabama instead the closest campus is Atlanta. Any ideas as to what I should do?

Dating
You Date Like a Man According to studies on dating, you date like a man. You date casually and frequently, getting serious with select people over time. Physical attraction and chemistry is very important to you. And if there's nothing more than a physical connection, that's okay with you (at least for a while). You are definitely looking for love, but you are in no rush to find it. You figure love will eventually come your way, and you're not going to live like a monk while you're waiting!

But,,,,,,
I have come to the conclusion that I hate the word "But". But is the easy way to say I like you BUT ..... Women dont wanna recieve a compliment follwed by BUT... Dont try to flatter us before commin out and sayin what it is you really wanna say!! I like you but.... Skip the BUTS and just get ta the damn point BLaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!

My Disease
Deep in the darkness of the eternal night I live, There is no sleep for me here, not even for a moment. I’m wrapped up in the gloom of the coming storm, Unable to move for lest I become unborn, The dust around my astral form is moving, But it does not grant me any peace or absolution, My thoughts are broken in my mind again, The shards of my memories cut me and cause me pain, My heart is splintering in the shadows, Everything that I have loved has faded away, Piles of smoking ash is all that is left of my soul, I have not the inclination now to try and make myself whole, Shuddering in the corner of my suicidal cage, I fear I have reached my final breaking point, Reality has been thrown into distortion, And I have torn down the sign that warns ‘Caution’ I have travelled along my long black road, And the air has turned to smoke around me, Still I keep on walking but I’m going nowhere, I’m going in circles in my own personal nightmare, My voice can

I Dare You To Answer And Message Me With It
Fuck Test.... You will be surprised on all the results you get...Put the [X] which best suits ur answer....or all that apply... () mean explain 1.Where would we be? []My house []Ur House []Pool []Shower []parents room LOL OTHER....please explain in () 2.What position? []Doggy Style []Missionary []69 []OTHER...() 3.What would you use?? []chains and whips []choc. syrup and whip cream []strawberries and whip cream []cherries and chocolate []ropes and hand cuffs OTHER...() 4.Lights? []ON []OFF 5.Where would you take me 4 a date before all of this? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN 6.Givin Head? []Yes []No 7.Gettin some head []Yes []No 8.Protection? []Yes []No 9.Day or Night? []DAY []NIGHT 10.What song would we fuck to? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN...... 11.top or bottom []top []bottom 12.Will you repost to see what others say? []YES you better .. REAdY SEt GO!!! []NO

My Myspace Blog Doesn't Work So Now I Have To Post Pics Here
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Sylvia Plath's "morning Song" From Ariel
Morning Song by: Sylvia Plath Love set you going like a fat gold watch. The midwife slapped your footsoles, and your bald cry Took its place among the elements. Our voices echo, magnifying your arrival. New statue. In a drafty museum, your nakedness Shadows our safety. We stand round blankly as walls. I'm no more your mother Than the cloud that distills a mirror to reflect its own slow Effacement at the wind's hand. All night your moth-breath Flickers among the flat pink roses. I wake to listen: A far sea moves in my ear. One cry, and I stumble from bed, cow-heavy and floral In my Victorian nightgown. Your mouth opens clean as a cat's. The window square Whitens and swallows its dull stars. And now you try Your handful of notes; The clear vowels rise like balloons. From "Ariel", 1966

Today In The Snow
So today was pretty uneventful. I woke up around 8am and started writing my lecture for Tuesday night. I looked out at the snow, which was pouring buckets, and realized if I wanted to get anything done, it should be quick. At noon I went out, got my glasses fixed, tried to get rock salt (no luck) and purchased three Estes rockets for Tuesday night. Got home. The Hubby called, said she was on her way home from Philly, and asked how bad things were weather wise. At this point I'd shoveled the walks 3 times, and it was still coming down hard. 3pm she called, and offered to cab home, about a 15 minute cab ride. Since I wasn't in the mood to risk an accident, she went ahead and took one home. We spent the afternoon watching the series "Special Unit 2." If you're a Horror/Scifi fan, this is definitely worth a checkout. Spent the evening watching a special on Nazi predections (ala Nostradamus) which was pretty good, then went on to Battlestar Galactica. Now its time

Goodbyr Fake Friends
if your on my friends list and we have never really talked friday you will be off it because i know that you just wanted points and dont try being cool now...people on my family your stuck with me lol

The Pain Inside Me
Alone So i'm sitting here alone. Without you, not talking to you not hearing your voice for more then the answering machine, Yet i call just to hear it. I wonder what have i done to deserve this, what did i do so wrong to you to make you hurt me like this. You couldnt wait 30 days.. You couldnt be away further then jacksonville. So you took the easy way out knowing how i would re-act to you and another guy. I hope you know what you have done to me. I hope you know you have left a gapping hole inside, where my heart use to be. Where you use to love me, I guess it was not meant to be. I hope one day you wake up and see the pain you have caused me, And the pain i have gone threw not just tonight but over the past week because of you. We were seperated a year and ahalf because of that which i could not control and you swore to me you would not leave me, you would not hurt me so. And yet you have and so i hope one night you lay awake and feel all the pain in one night that

I Love You And Wish You Enough...
Recently overheard was a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love you and I wish you enough." The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom". They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?". Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?". I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is the next trip back will be for my funeral," she said. "When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask what that means?". She began to smi

Truth Or Dare
TRUTH OR DARE - - - So here's the deal..........you get to ask me onee question no matter how crazy, inappropraite, or just random, & I promise to answer it 100% truthfully.........(thats the truth part) That's all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) ANY question Conditions: I won't tell ANYONE what you asked me and I'll answer it honestly. You cant tell ANYONE what you asked me and what my answer was. Now I dare you to repost this & see what people

Updated
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Love In The Bug World
Three horny Mosquitoes named Joe, Butch & Terry Were hanging out on a tree, checking out the fine Female lightning bugs fly by. They were talking About who could screw the hottest lightning bug. Joe sees a bright light fly by and land, he Flies over and screws it. He flies back to tell His buddies that she was really hot. Butch sees an even brighter light fly by and land, He flies over and screws it. Flies back and tell His buddies she was hotter than Joe's lightning bug. Terry sees a bright red light fly by and land, he Flies over pulls his penis out pokes the light And screams, comes back and both of his buddies Were happy for Terry, but Terry doesn't look happy. Joe asks "What's wrong, did she slap you?" Terry says "No" Butch asks " Did she kick you?" Terry says "No, I think she was a cigarette".

Distance
My heart hates the distance between us I know its not your fault I just wish I was there with you when I married you i said I do little did i know the long road ahead of me as the spouse of a soldier but if you truely love someone it is worth the wait I just hope your heart doent wander while your gone or into the arms of another man

Men Don't Get Them
Well...first of let me start off by saying that I do not understand men sometimes. How can someone tell you one thing and then do another. I don't get why men have to lie to get what they want or to get out of something. To those men that do, just fucking come out and tell the truth. Us women are not hard to talk to or understand. Just come to us and tell us straight out. It fucking bugs the shit out of us (well me at least) when a guy has something to tell you but does not come out and say it. He just beats around the bush or lies to cover something up. So from now on this goes to everyone guys and girls, if you have something to tell me just come out and say it. I hate beating around the bush. I do not play games like that anymore. I want to be told what is on your mind if it has to do with me. Please don't beat around the bush or lie to cover yourself up. Have a good night. UUUUUUGGGGGHHHHHHH! That goes to those men that lie and beat around the bush.

Jeeps, Are They A Girl's Ride?
I was told that my jeep looked like a girl's car. Of course, this guy that said it also thinks Hummer H2's are the best off-road vehicle ever made. (I'll save this for another entry.) I can't believe that anyone would think that a Jeep is a girly ride. They were used in military applications for many years. They are very agile off-road. The CJ5 like I have is very short and narrow, allowing me to make tight trail turns without having to backup. They use alot of the best parts available straight from the factory. The inline 6 engine (4.2L, not the 4.0L) has a lot of torque and gets surprising fuel mileage. It has a great suspension setup and is easily modified. And it's a convertible (of sorts)! I've enjoyed this Jeep since day one and I can tell you now, not many girls could handle it on the trails like I do.

Lasats Dark Covenant Family
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H2 And Off-roading Updated
OK, so I was told that a Hummer H2 would take my Jeep to the cleaners in a trail ride. I BEG TO DIFFER! First of all, the H2 is a BIG, HEAVY, AKWARD vehicle. The trails I ride have tight turns, narrow passes, and lots of "sugar" sand. Basically, to follow me through the off-road park in a H2, you'd have to stop, back-up, go again, go around to the "other" trail, and then get out your tow strap so I can pull you off the beach. On the other hand, you could get an old jeep, bronco, pickup, or hell, even the Suzuki Samurais do excellent out there. Oh and don't even think of follwing me up Mudder Fudder or through Meandering Meadows.... unless you like carnage. UPDATE: Here's a video of why the H2 SUCKS! This is a BASIC ROCK CRAWL that I could do in the CJ in 2WD! And from the mumm I posted, seems the CT community agrees! Here's the results: Hummer H2: 15.0% (3 votes) Jeep CJ5: 85.0% (17 votes) See the mumm Here

Rapture
There is a place for us that no one else can enter. It is a place that holds no secrets, only beauty, peace, understanding. A place that we come to, thinking we are one, only to have our souls fused together for a moment. And in that moment, I know you; every pore, every pulse, every thought, every fear. And I love you more. I feel myself laid bare before you, and I feel content . . . joyous that you are with me, loving me in my nakedness.

Seduction ....teach Me
Teach Me I want you to teach me i'm ready to learn i want you to teach me the warmth of your breath the weight of your body i want to experience the trembles heat sweatfireiceconvulsionsgaspsthrustsspamscaressescriesscreamsuntil... i can barely breathe educate me with your mouth tongue shoulders arms fingers chest hips thight's legs feet toes i want you to teach me i'm ready to learn class begins right now

Guys~!~!~!~
For real some of these guys in this world serously need to grow the FUCK UP. We are women that likes to be treated like women. We treat u guys like a human being. GRRR... FUCK YOU GUYS... (And if you think this goes towards u j, it dont, at full terms)

Fuck It I'm Done
sometimes the heart isn't so right sometimes I just want to be out of site I can feel my sirit wasting away into nothing If only I could feel love or something The yearning for death seems to be stronger I can't hold in the pain much longer I just want to grab the knife once again And slice deep and the process begin I feel so sick, and the tears a here once more I'm tired of the game, that you have to score To get anywhere in life I just don't want anymore strife Thats why maybe if I'm gone it will too Because I'm just not making it through I've failed everyone Everything has come undone Everything I touch It breaks so much I just can't gone on... Fuck it I'm done...

It Never
Fucking ends with SRS!! Got back in late friday night and im headed back again this morning! This is the last time i fucking offer to go out of town to work! Now with that being said!! Im getting married! Popped the question to becca Monday and she said yes! We dont have a date yet but i'll let everyone know when we do!

Who The Fuck Wants To Be Normal?
Everyday I play the game It keeps me somewhat sane An attitude adjustment A fliter for my fucking brain I try my best to stay that way But it's hard for long Why must I comply And change my life To be so called right What makes your way right Normal people don't act that way Who wants to be normal anyway? Normal people don't act that way Who wants to be normal anyway? Everyday it's all the same We buy and sell the pain Societies addictions Injected into every vein I try my best to stay away But it's hard for long Why must I comply And change my life To be so called right What makes your way right Who wants to be normal anyway? Who wants to be normal anyway? We're all on display Animals in a cage We're all on display Animals in a rage We're all on display Animals in a cage We're all on display Animals in a rage Normal people don't act that way Who wants to be normal anyway? Normal people don't act that way Who wants to be normal anywa

Somethings About Me
SOMETHINGS ABOUT ME ARE:I AM NOT LOOKING FOR A REALATIONSHIP,MY BOYFRIEND I LOVED SO MUCH DIED IN JAN.OF THIS YEAR,I WILL BE INTERESTED IN FRIENDS THOUGH EVEN TO POSSIBLE MEET IN PERSON.AND ALSO ON HERE TO HAVE ALITTLE ENTERTAINMENT PLUS MY DAUGHTER HELPED TO GET ME ON HERE LOL,BLESS HER HEART.NOT GONNA PUT ANY NUDE STUFF UP DON`T ASK I DON`T DO CRAP LIKE THAT,I AM STRAIGHT,I WILL BE FREINDS WITH ANYONE WHO HAS RESPECT.SO HAVE FUN EVERYONE!!!

Silent Wispers.......silent Tears
silent wispers,silent tears everything that you keep to yourself is kept silent silent dreams,silent wishes and even silint love why is it that some feelings,some words someone need to hear is kept inside only for you to know and never to be heard the one person needing to hear.....needing to feel would never know how how you feel inside if everything is kept in the dark depths of your heart silent is like a picture in a artist mind........but priceless if put on canvas......like the monalisa who is she..?where is she from...? no one knows but her face and what she is thinking at that stage is still a mystery for thousands. but yet her thoughts lives on for she she is a picture of mystery...... say the words that someone needs to hear or you could always wonder what if....... what if i just said the words that could have made changes in my life.......?

Help Me Out Pls
OK PEOPLE I NEED YOUR HELP WITH COMMENT BOMBING MY PHOTO... JUST CLICK THE LINK AND GO CRAZY ON IT... AND IF YOU EVER NEED ME TO COMMENT BOMB FOR YOU JUST ASK AND I SHALL DO IT.. COMMENT BOMBING LASTS FROM NOW UNTIL MARCH 31ST..

Untold Secrets
A minds capture, rapture of thought Feelings concealed so you thought Secrets untold, secrets unfold I cant help but think about the lie you told Hearts conceal but eyes reveal Why not say how you truly feel My thoughts are open, true and told My hearts breaks while secrets unfold My soul shivers with fear My eyes water and shed a few tears I can not say what the future holds I can't understand because I am not told Strength against lieing yet heres a mirror A window for me..I see much clearer My love is true, passionate and kind My hands tremble as I begin to unwind Thoughts of you throughout the day I come home and in bed I lay I continue to wonder..searching for reasons I can't help but feel betrayed beyond reason Untold secrets can't hide from the eyes Truth is held behind a blanket of lies My heart melts when I hear your voice I can't help but wonder why you made this choice A friendship is dear to a persons heart Truth was told all from the start Why now

Lieing Sack Of Shit
you left me here all alone so many things happened since then so many tears and so much pain all alone as i cried going insaine inside my head without you here living each night in fear you said youd never leave youd always be here where are you now when i need you the most ?

Devil Lived.
Okay. This is not Satanic or anything of the sort... just bear with me. I was talking to Arthur and it was bedtime and all and I was listening to Johnny Cash songs which depresses me so Arthur sent me a Cake song to cheer me up. Said Cake song got me thinking bout Goats and sheep and good and evil and devil = Lived backwards!!! That got me. So I randomly looked up Devil is lived on google. I got this. It's basically what I've been thinking all the time. >> http://www.viewzone.com/devil.html

My Past
After everything you put me through I looked the other way and stood by you. Accepted you with all your problems,got you through and helped you solve them. I would take your shit even though I had enough of it.You said I wasn't worth it,and I should be happy with the attention that I do get. Countless times you came home at night, you'd see me cry with my swollen eyes, but you didn't bother to ask why. I got told off if I asked too many questions, got a smack against my head if I was too provocatively dressed and you hoped I would learn a lesson. If I did anything that was out of place,that was your reason to fuck up my face. Use me and abuse me, that's what your good at,but wanting love in return,it started getting kind of wack.You beat me down in every way, mentally and physically till I couldn't take the pain. Your a sorry excuse for a man. Laying your hands on the one you claim to be your woman. Using your man made strength to ruin me, you'd hate it if I turne

Happy Monday, This The Last Monday In February
Well good Morning. This the last week of February and just a few days to March seems nice. March brings in the hint of spring, Saint Patrick’s Day, March 21st is the first day of spring calendar wise, but most know that there could still be cold winds and nasty things coming down. Mandy and I worked an extra day in the store due to our moving the store in the next few months to a better location. Tearing down shelving and boxing up the slow moving stuff. Other then that not much happening on this end of the world. Hopefully yours was not too eventful on you. So my wish for you is a glorious week ahead and many good things coming your way. A huge hug and a pat Mart

Updates About Shay
3 hours after we posted this shay had to get another MRI and she is not able to speak they are getting her to form words now but not much words just her name and what she needs so she ha been writing everything down she has finally stopped seizureing after she had 6 seizures today.. they doctors think if everything is good for the rest of the night and into tomorrow that she will be able to come home. they say she might still have problems talking but other then that if everything is good she will be able to come home tomorrow. Shay has told me to tell every one that she loves you guys and misses you guys. and to tell everyone at SSR that shes loves you guys momma, bigdaddy, winny, X, and babi phat and she misses you guys like crazy! and she will try to listen to you guys DJ when she can and she wants Bigdaddy and Momma to know she will be fine!! So thank you everyone that has been praying and keeps on praying for her!!

Well Iam Not Sure If I Posted This Before But I Feel Like Shit So Aim Posting It Again
NICE GUYS FINISH LAST It's amazing that assholes can get girls. Actually, now that I think of it, it's not that amazing. They are assholes at heart, but to meet girls they lavish their undying love. IT'S A CHARADE. They act nice, friendly, and they listen… until they get into what they're after. Their prey thinks they are in love with them, however when they realize what assholes their predators really are, they pretend like the asshole is really nice inside. The girl tries to change the asshole into a nice guy, but assholes will always be assholes. She gets upset and goes to the nice guy to complain about the asshole. But she claims to love the asshole… now this is where the theory begins. She doesn't want to look like she is easy so she wont dump the asshole right away, instead she will stay with the asshole. Girls are idiots. They don't realize that the nice guy has been there all along. He never had to pretend to be a good guy to get girls because he is naturally like that. Ho

Drop Your Doo???
I was challenged to write this right quick so i did,,,, lmfaoooooooooooooo i farted on the pillow,,,, on which you laid before,,,,,,, why were you such an ass ,,, to shit without shuttin tha door,,, now my house is full of funk,,, and i dunno wtf to do,,,, you need to stick a can of spray,,,,, where you drop all your doo,,,,,,, *winks

Formula For Achievement
To achieve, you must be able to see the big picture. You must also be able to manage the small details. The big things matter, for they are what give you a clear direction. The little things matter too, for they are what work together to create and maintain the big things. Do you think that the big things are beyond your reach? Then you don't truly realize the awesome power of your own abilities. Do you think that the little things are beneath you? Then you'll continually be frustrated by your lack of progress. Have the confidence to envision a magnificent goal, and the humility to get your hands dirty in order to reach it. Keep the big picture firmly in your mind, while giving your care and attention to all the little details that will get you there. Give clear direction to your efforts, and give sustained effort to your vision. It is a time-tested formula that leads consistently to achievement. -- Ralph Marston

Look To The 366 Friends On My List.....lol
I have been sending out comments for the past 2 1/2 hours now,,, to most of you and yet only got 7 in re-turn.... Look guys I'm askin if ya love me please do the same,,, Thanks 4 your time!!!

Yahoo Messenger Spam
My latest chuckle... Been a few days since I logged onto YAHOO MESSENGER and usually I get some spam messages saying pretty much the same thing… “ I JUST DROPPED MY PANTS ON WEBCAM – CUM SEE ME!!” My chuckle is – I get these mental images of thousands of pants all over America littering the landscape… I think I should buy stock in pants manufacturers…

Im Bored And Want Some Good Web Sites To Visit
im bored and would like some suggestions on which is the best web sites to visit and im definatly over 18 and not shy. please anyone private message me if you dont want to leave a comment

Too Late, He's Long Dead
The orthopaedic surgeon I work for was moving to a new office, and his staff was helping transport many of the items. I sat the display skeleton in the front of my car, and had fastened the seatbelt around it to stop it falling over. I hadn't considered the drive across town. At one traffic light, the stares of the people in the car beside me became obvious, and I looked across and explained, "I'm delivering him to my doctor's office." The other driver leaned out of his window. "I hate to tell you, man," he said, "but I think it's too late!"

I Am Going To Back The Way I Was
i am going to grow my hair long again and look like a beautifull mowen again don't get me wrong i am beautifull right now i just want to be more beautifull and get you guys to drool over me i hope my hair dose not take forever to grow in my new pics i will be wearing lip gloss and don't you wish you guys can smell the chery gloss that is on my lips I got pics in my stash and in my blogs go to all those places and check out my pics not just my gallery ok BABY DOLL

Horoscope
your daily horoscope - capricorn Figure out what you want, because there's a good chance that you'll get it. It's important to know the difference between material gain and truly worthy goals. Sometimes they're the same, but sometimes they're not.

26 Reasons Why A Man Should Have A Dog And Not A Wife
1. The later you are, the more excited your dogs are to see you. 2. Dogs will forgive you for playing with other dogs. 3. If a dog is gorgeous, other dogs don't hate it. 4. Dogs don't notice if you call them by another dog's name. 5. Dogs like it if you leave a lot of things on the floor. 6. A dog's parents never visit. 7. Dogs do not hate their bodies. 8. Dogs agree that you have to raise your voice to get your point across. 9. Dogs like to do their snooping outside rather than in your wallet or desk. 10. Dogs seldom outlive you. 11. Dogs can't talk. 12. You never have to wait for a dog; they're ready to go 24 hours a day. 13. Dogs find you amusing when you're drunk. 14. Dogs like to go hunting and fishing. 15. Another man will seldom steal your dog. 16. A dog will not wake you up at night to ask, "If I died, would you get another dog?" 17. If a dog has babies, you can put an ad in the paper and give them away. 18. A dog wil

Fuck
TOO ALL OF THOSE WHO DO NOT WORK !!! IF YOUR HEALTHY AND JUST WANT TO STAY AT HOME, FINE ...BUT GET A PART TIME JOB IT DRIVES YOUR SPOUSE OR PARTNER INSANE TO GO TO WORK AND KNOWING THAT UR SITTIN ON UR ASS AND NOT DOING ANYTHING !!! SO, GET UP AND GET A JOB !!! FUCK, IM TIRED OF WORKING AND I STILL HAVE NOTHING BUT THATS HOW I AFFORD TO GO OUT AND DO FUCKIN THINGS AND HAVE FUN!!!! AND ALL MY VACATIONS THAT IM ABLE TO TAKE GET A FUCKIN JOB !!!!

Wind Of Change - Aeldar's Realm
I'm working on a Flash video that takes the Scorpions song "Wind of Change" and animates scenes from my stories to coincide with it. I tried the Korn song "Twisted Transistor", but the pace of the song made the animation a pain.

Sex Appeal
You Are 85% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Off the Charts! Let's face it... you're one of the sexiest people around. And you don't let anyone forget it. You're crazy hot, and you deliver on what you promise. You are definitely one wild ride. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

I Hate My Life
Yes, I have some things set up for me in the future, but it hit me last night how very much I hate my life. I'm enrolling back in college, and should be getting a student loan after I do, but until then, I have no money (for bills or otherwise). I have no movies because our DVD player broke, and we have no cable, internet, etc, to keep us entertained. Now, I could very well read books all day and be ok, but my hubby gets pissed off because he doesn't like to read and it leaves him left out. The other thing is, because of our financial status (and the fact that we have a broken window that won't let us get our house above 65), our son is at hubby's mother's house. SO, I have not had my son in our own home in about a month now. So last night it hit me that 1. I feel like an absolutely shitty mother and I miss my son with everything I have 2. I hate being broke, especially when I've been broke for about two years now 3. I'm tired of not having a car (it broke down) and not being able

* Crystal Seals * Star Crystal Seals * Fire Crystals * Seed Crystal Seals *
********************************************************************************************* Crystal Seals ********************************************************************************************* The Crystal Seals (components of the Level-2 Kathara Grid) are groups of 3-Dimensinal Partiki scalar wave composites that regulate the rate of Partiki Phasing to create the base structures upon which dimensionalization is formed. The flow of frequency between dimensional bands and Harmonic Universes, the fixed expansion and contraction/fission and fusion rates of Partiki, the Vibration-Oscillation Rates of Partiki and the Angular Rotation of Particle Spin (ARPS) are all regulated by the Crystal Seals. There are two types of Crystal Seals: Star Crystal Seals & Seed Crystal Seals Star Crystal Seals are positioned between the Chakra Centers along the Central Body Current, and Seed Crystal Seals are positioned between them, and serve as the point of composite frequency

Twenty Four Hours
So this is permanence, love's shattered pride. What once was innocence, turned on its side. A cloud hangs over me, marks every move, Deep in the memory, of what once was love. Oh how I realised how I wanted time, Put into perspective, tried so hard to find, Just for one moment, thought I'd found my way. Destiny unfolded, I watched it slip away. Excessive flashpoints, beyond all reach, Solitary demands for all I'd like to keep. Let's take a ride out, see what we can find, A valueless collection of hopes and past desires. I never realised the lengths I'd have to go, All the darkest corners of a sense I didn't know. Just for one moment, I heard somebody call, Looked beyond the day in hand, there's nothing there at all. Now that I've realised how it's all gone wrong, Gotta find some therapy, this treatment takes too long. Deep in the heart of where sympathy held sway, Gotta find my destiny, before it gets too late.

Something Must Break
Two ways to choose, On a razor's edge, Remain behind, Go straight ahead. Room full of people, room for just one, If I can't break out now, the time just won't come. Two ways to choose, Which way to go, Decide for me, Please let me know. Looked in the mirror, saw I was wrong, If I could get back to where I belong, where I belong. Two ways to choose, Which way to go, Had thoughts for one Designs for both. But we were immortal, we were not there, Washed up on the beaches, struggling for air. I see your face still in my window, Torments yet calms, won't set me free, Something must break now, This life isn't mine, Something must break now, Wait for the time, Something must break.

Disorder
I've been waiting for a guide to come and take me by the hand, Could these sensations make me feel the pleasures of a normal man? These sensations barely interest me for another day, I've got the spirit, lose the feeling, take the shock away. It's getting faster, moving faster now, it's getting out of hand, On the tenth floor, down the back stairs, it's a no man's land, Lights are flashing, cars are crashing, getting frequent now, I've got the spirit, lose the feeling, let it out somehow. What means to you, what means to me, and we will meet again, I'm watching you, I'm watching her, I'll take no pity from your friends, Who is right, who can tell, and who gives a damn right now, Until the spirit new sensation takes hold, then you know, Until the spirit new sensation takes hold, then you know, Until the spirit new sensation takes hold, then you know, I've got the spirit, but lose the feeling, I've got the spirit, but lose the feeling. Feeling, feeling, feeling, feeli

Yay Stuff
When was the last time you ran? yesterday Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them? no What are you dreading right now? not sure Do you celebrate 4/20? no Favorite country singer? Garth Brooks When was your last doctor's visit? january something. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? roughly? umm about 20 minutes for everything. Think of all your exes. Would you take any of them back? Nope, I'm happy with who I have, and i wouldn't trade her for anyone, not even an ex. If anyone came to your house on your "lazy days" what would you be wearing? pj's Do you own a pair of Converse? no Do you eat the cookie dough? yes Have you ever kicked a vending machine? yes Don't you hate when the radio ruins good songs? yeah Would you rather them play the whole video or just a clip of it on TRL? Whole video, i fucking hate TRL because they only play 30 seconds of the song Do you watch Trading Spaces? no How do you e

Time Heals
They say time heals all wounds. How much time is the main question. I can only dream of the day I wake up and all the burdens are lifted from my shoulders. Somedays it seems almost unbearable, but I make it somehow. Ever since my ex's passing, I've been going through alot of different emotions. Emotions from guilt, sadness, confusion, hate, regrets, if onlys, and what ifs. Somedays it just gets to be so confusing and overwhelming. As if it's not hard enough to watch someone you love, or even once loved, die once, it's even worse to go through it twice. Especially when you haven't even gotten over the first time. The first time being losing the man I fell in love with and married, to drugs. He was no longer that man I once knew. That man didn't exist anymore. Second time was the losing him for real. I had known my ex for 16 years. Even though he didn't think I loved or cared about him, I did more than he realized. It hurt to watch him suffer and not be able to

Cold, White Void
The winter just gets me down. I don't have the drive to accomplish anything it seems... My creative drive is at a standstill, I still haven't found a part time job to supplement my income as a starving artist... therefor, everything is at a standstill... It is like it freezes me from the inside out. I wish that I could thaw out my core... maybe I could get something done then. I can't call it depression exactly, at least not in the normal sense of the word, I mean, I am not really sad... just lazy. We just got about a foot of snow, and now it is worse. I just feel like it snowed inside my brain, filling me up and making my soul into a vast empty white void. I suppose it doesn't help matters any that I got into the blowout I did with my mother on Saturday. There is nothing more dissolutioning than your own mother, who is supposed to have your back and be a mecca of encouragment, telling you to give up the art because who would want to buy that anyway? Upon the pinnicle of sa

Helpful Ways To Ease Tension On First Date
First dates for most people are stressful situations, but they do not have to be. Dates should be fun and exciting experiences. If you remember the following things, and use some common sense, your date will have a much better likelihood of succeeding. • Focus on the other person. • Remember you're there to have fun, so enjoy yourself. • Go into it with a positive attitude, after all your first impression must have been good enough for them to go out on a date with you. • Be yourself. This is very important. Most people can tell when someone is misleading them and it is not an attractive feature. • Try to be outgoing. This will help make you feel more comfortable around your new acquaintance. • Ask questions about the other person to start to get to know them better, but stay away from questions that have to do with past relationships on the first date. • Do what comes natural. At the end of the date, if a kiss seems natural, then kiss them. If a hug seems natural, then hu

011 A Little Bit Of The Mental Side
"Whether you think you can or you think you can't, you're probably right." That saying has helped me through a lot of times when I was having trouble and about to quit. The fact of the matter is that you have got to believe in yourself. The things that you are doing at this point in your life should be what you can do. So you say to yourself that's right, I'll just set it up so I am sure I can make it and stay positive. Good point, you keep your standards low and you will more than likely continue meeting those standards but you won't be accomplishing much. Worse than that, the worst person in the world who could know that fact, will know it. That is you. You will know that you don't go for more and as you make excuses, you will know that they are only excuses. Another saying of mine is "Never practice bad habits." Making excuses is a bad habit and the more you do it, the more you will do it. Get in the habit of taking yourself just a little bit farther. At the poin

My Sex Zodiac Sign
Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

W00t.
I slept another whole night :) And i feel a little bit better ♥ My ankle still hurts but i can feel the swelling in the ankle going down, so hopefully they can put a walking cast on it and i can walk again, cause this whole not being able to move thing is not working for me. And i really don't like it. ♥ Sadly, thats all i can talk about cause thats all ive been up to, cause im out of work for 8 weeks and it sucks. Anthony is the cutest, i fell this morning and punched him in the chest falling, and it was an accident :( i felt so bad. Anywho. Rate this blog puhlease ♥

What Are We All Looking For In Life
just what are we looking for in life. Are we here just to be rated or looking for new friends maybe someone to feel that dark hole in our life.We are being judged by who we are what we look like what we do for a living. I have been on here for awhile and i have made a few good friends and i have those that just want to be rated and one or two that toutch my heart. But i will tell you what i'm about i'm here to meet new friends to chat with and maybe that person that will make me hole but beening rated and that is just extras. I love making new friends and love hearing what it is like in there world. So what are you all looking for on here. Stop and think about it. I do not judge people i'm open minded about all things and i enjoy freinds. So stop by and maybe we can become friends and get to know each other.

Hummm Idiots In Norwalk
omg idiots in Norwalk wow can we get any more stupid people in this world ok first off I was driving my kids to school when I got there took me bout 6 mins to get these stupid parents to move their because instead of making their child walk a couple of feet while the line was backed up cause other parents were letting their child out noooooooo they wait and pull all the way up then block traffic while others are waiting to go the light turns green then red then green like 5 times before i get across the street wtf. So im going and trying to get the other kids to thier school when some idiot walks right out infront of my car while im trying to turn erkk duhhh people must want to get hit lol . Get to the school and find the same dam idiots doing the same thing as at the other school omg im going nuts and i have only been out on the road for bout 10 mins. Now drop the kids off head home and here at a green light is a car with its turn signal on waiting behind the white line wtf move up

Friendship
1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against The sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much Worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well Again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. This is my oath.... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask; "because you are my friend".

I Dream Of Thee
I dream of Thee The ice will fall upon the ground, I sing And ev'ry night I dream, I dream of thee To come and break the clouds and shine on me To wash away the tears upon my cheeks So fetch the gods that bring my misery And line them up before the guillotine Let fall the blade, Black Devil's Hood, I sing Let blood pour forth, the severed head is free And drain their blood and drain my misery So ends the storms, begins anew the spring And ends the pain and winter's icy cling And roses bloom anew, renewed I sing The sun will shine upon the grass this spring And ev'ry night I dream, I dream of thee

You+me+my Room??
WE'RE LOCKED UP IN MY ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE OR EVEN DISGUSTED... LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS MEANS YOU WILL HAVE BAD LUCK FOR 6 MONTHS. REPOST IT SAYING... U + ME + MY ROOM=

Well, Home No Longer Sweet..
joey left yesterday, to go back to iqra for 6 more months. we fun while he was home, besides the pipes, lol.. have to love the cold. him and destiney spent alot of time in the snow. she loved seeing her daddy. we had surpirsed her at his sister house it was so cute. and we party with friends. wet the casino too, lol lost all the money we had, but are friend win pretty big , so that was exitinging, and last saturday we went to the firer hall backent, and played texas hold-em and joey got really drunk. he was funny.. he did his little dance and every thing. and he left to fly with a really big hang over.. 6 more months, then things will back back to normal again.. loves me..kisses

I Can't Belive
i can't belive that my babies are going to be another yr older.brenden will be 12 on april22nd and nicholas will be 7 yrs old on april 14th they are getting so big and learning and doing new things...i love my kids and they are the best that has happened to me:)

Random Thought...
Sitting at work, bored as hell. Wish there was something I could do. I feel like I'm going thru a midlife crisis at the age of 25... lol... So many of my views have changed. And the biggist one is my sexual desires. But I am so afraid to tell the man about them, cuz I don't think he would understand. He is so used to me being so soft and sweet, I don't think he would take well to me telling him "I want you to bang the shit out of me till I scream" or "I want you to take control of me, and use me." I am so ready for new things, and so confused as to why. I look at my bondage pics, and I wanna try some of this stuff. It turns me on, and its wierd to me. This was never me. I should not even post this damn blog. But if I don't say this to someone, I really think I am gonna scream. I'm so angry at myself for not telling him these things. Why am I so embaressed by this? Why am I able to tell a complete stranger these things, but not the person I've known for 8 years? I know he doesn't like t

How Are You In Bed?
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM83%Sex God80%A Romantic65%Virgin40%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

28 You Think You Would Know Better..
Saturday.. was a shitty day. .I knew on friday there was a storm coming. Rain and snow thunder and lightning howling winds all at once. Fantastic. if you want a bad omen, there ya go. Not that everyone always believes in omens I am one of those, who though I do believe in fate, I also believe to make the best of things even if life is planning on giving you a swift kick in the proverbial cohones. (Balls). 28, Odd I didn't feel any older .. once again. I did'nt wake up on Saturday and Say YES.. one more wrinkle.. rather I woke up and said , fantastic, I look no different I feel no different it's just another day. Wrong. Plans... So due to most (local) friends having other plans Daz and a friend of ours decided just simply dinner and a movie for my celebration.. weee! Though as the day went on and the sky started to darken our one friend got stormed in. Great. Pub it is. Cal's. Now Cal's is our neighborhood anything goes bar. I say anything goes because Cal's is our home aw

Ruined
Bend me until I break Your vacant eyes disregard my despair Correct me, my life is a mistake Consume me now, for I have become aware Your empty, hallow promises always broken Betrayed from the moment they're spoken Though your flesh is warm and alive There's nothing left inside...

Everyone Ok?
been a while since i saod hello to everyone on here. hope each and everyone of ya is doin ok! freaking cold and snow making work tougher, but the big dawg just growls and keeps a truckin! talk to you all later!! drop me a line!

No Drama
THOSE OF YOU WHO THINK DRAMA IS A PART OF LIFE THATS BECAUSE YOU WANT TO MAKE OUR LIVES AND UR LIVES SO GOD DAMN MISERABLE THAT YOU BRING BULLSHIT INTO THE WORLD KNOCK OFF UR DAMN SHIT AND SHUT UP @!!@@@ IF YOU DONT HAVE ANYTHING NICE TO SAY, THAN DONT SAY IT AT ALL !!!!!!!! AND KEEP THINGS HAPPY, IF YOUR NOT HAPPY UR SPOUSE CANT HELP OUT IF THERE MAKING U UNHAPY GET OUT LEAVE, DONT LOOK BACK AND DO NOT STAY FOR THE CHILDREN'S SAKES...BECAUSE YOUR GOING TO MAKE UR CHILDREN UNHAPPY AS WELL.

No Words
The right words elude me I only see sunlight and green grass I smell cotton candy And hear babies laughing And feel the warmth of your palm in mine The words evaporate from my mind I only see starlight Smell the sweet ocean breeze Hear the waves crash and the birds cry And feel your breath on my cheek The words melt from the tip of my tongue But I see the ecstasy in your eyes I smell the sweat on your skin And hear the catch in your breath And I feel you, only you my love No words, only you.

Love.., Ha!! Right..!
Love.., Ha..! Too many people throw their love around and im quite tired of it..! Seems to me not enough people know what it means to love.., Dont say u love someone unless u mean it..! Ive had too many people tell me they love me only to find out its quite the oppasite..! If this is what love is to people then i can live without it.. Fuck all that drama i dont need it... If u love me then fine fucking act like it otherwise dont say it.. I dont want to hear it unless its damn well meant..! Idk what the hell is wrong with people.., really..! Some one please tell me cuz im getting irritated..! Why is it that people say i love you when they dont mean it..?! Why is it that no one seems to realize just what that word means..?! Are people these days really that retarded or what..? Ive been in love.., Im in love now.. But that doesnt seem to matter too much.. Takes much longer for me to fall out of love then everyone else i seem to know.. Why is that.. Do they really not care..? Tired of peop

Attn: Everyone If I Talk To You Then Please Read This
i was just informed that i am loseing my house and they will be putting up for sale signs on the 1st therefor chances are i will not be on as much as i need to start thinking about where i am going to live and how i can take care of all this, i will try to keep you all updated as to what is going on.

Scorpio And Pisces
When Scorpio and Pisces come together they enjoy a splendid union. The two signs share the same element, water, and thus have a good understanding of eachother. Scorpio is very deep and covert, often caught up in their own secret plans, while Pisces is idealistic and looks for the nuances of a situation. However Pisces also has a tendency to withdraw into their own mind, and can forgive Scorpio for being mysterious or withdrawn sometimes. Both signs are intuitive and in touch with the subtleties of human interaction. Pisces fulfill dreams and ambitions to turn ideas into reality. The Scorpion will provide a steadfast foundation for the relastionship to revolve around, and the moe ephemeral and intuitive Fish will become entangled in Scorpios web. In return, Pisces offers gentleness, kindness, and sympathy, which Scorpioadmires and appreciates. Scorpio is interested in certain material comforts and intense emotional dramas, and at times cannot understand the simplistic charitable a

I Always Reach For The Hand That Isn't There...
It seems more and more i've lost frends. I have friends that dont approve of where i am in life as a police officer. It also seems that so many are never willing to help. As i sit here in my apartmen nearly in tears about the possiblity of being dropped from my classes i look at my cell phone for moral support and think there is no one i can call that I would feel comfortable enough to get support from on this action. I feel that I am mostly an outcast in my group of friends. I also feel that i have no form of enjoyment in my life when i need a true break from my school work. I cannot ride on the back of a bike anymore due to my weight (as a suspension stifness change is needed to support my kind of weight ) , so i am forced to wait to ride until I get one of my own which depressed me as is. So frustrated I trudge on to get my bike in hopes that soon enough I will have one. In the mean time I look at my upcomming test at school and fear that my career will be changed with this one test

Asked Dr. Scott He Is No Dr Phill
So tell me, Janelle," asked Dr. Scott, "in your own words, what do you think the problem is!?!" Janelle, with her head down, looked furtively over at her husband, Kurt who was sitting silently in the chair next to hers! "Don't look at Kurt," the doctor admonished her, "he doesn't have the answer, we want to hear your side of the story, so come on now, speak up, that's what we're all here for!!!" "Uh, well," Janelle began slowly, "it's just that he doesn't ever listen to me, or take me seriously, I'm just there to make sure everything goes his way and make sure I don't rock the boat!!!" Up until now Kurt had been sitting quietly, but that was too much, so he interjected, "Now wait a minute, Jan, you know that's not true, I respect your opinion, and you know it!!!" "Hold it Mr. Dobson," the doctor rejoined, "you'll get your chance to give your side of it, but right now Janelle gets to speak without interruption!!!" "Well, okay," he growled, "but she's not telling you the

Dark Afternoon
"one dark afternoon, like a shadow i flew. thru the rain that fell sick with lament. to this house of incest, for when we undressed. blasphemy against venus were rent. but with sister removed, her wet body approved the parade of my heavenly quests. yet all tongues are not true, some are forked or asque. like an uncivil servants at best. for ousted from eden, i fausted all reason. hook in mouth like saint peter pan. to haunt fairy groves and hot virgin coves. where in the promiscuous swam. i elected lovers and rejected others. mifistresses that don't give a damn. but in those that still do, my deep interest grew. THE RISE OF THE TRUE PENTAGRAM"

Good-bye My Angel
Good-Bye My Angel~ For my grandfather From the stillness of night came the final call. With hesitation the words were spoke One life ends One life forever changed One heart bleeds One finds peace Tears fall Memories haunt a troubled soul As this gentle heart begins to break With every breath I miss you With every tear I try to heal Your love I treasure Your kindness I cherish Your words to me I’ll remember In my heart you remain. Good-bye My Angel~ I love you. Nixy- 2004

Nuffin
ok start of a new week .. ty all fer all ur kind comments n ratings i do appreciate it , n e ways have a triffic week . n dun forget gurls make sure ya skirt is outta ya knickers when ya leave the bathroom ;) .. sarah

Watch And Pray
When I was reading the chapter from today's Bible study from the gospel of Mark, I was reminded why Bible translators most often start with Mark when they're translating the New Testament. It's the shortest of the four gospels with sixteen chapters versus Matthew's twenty-eight, Luke's twenty-four, and John's twenty-one and it was also originally written to a non-native (re: non-Jewish) audience, so there's not a lot of theological detail that will fly over the average Roman's or anyone else's head. Even though the text of Mark 13 also appears in Matthew 24, this teaching of Jesus most often known as the Olivet Discourse because He gave it at the Mount of Olives (also known as Mount Olivet) east of Jerusalem is a little slippery to modern audiences. Perhaps there's a method behind Jesus taking some of the disciples with Him first to give this teaching and not proclaim it to a multitude. Mark 13 opens with Jesus and His disciples leaving the temple in Jerusalem where He'd been teach

I Just Sent This Email Out
This is my own personal mass email sent to nine representatives of Pennsylvania, by all rights I should pose this question to every representative in the united states but Pennsylvania is the state I belong to and if all nine of you don't give any answer at all I may send my question to all the other states. My query is how congress has become so unconstitutional. I am not even going to get into topics and issues about war and welfare. I mean to question the very basis of the house of representatives to begin with to represent the people. Taken straight from the constitution I quote "the number of representatives shall not exceed one for every 30,000" Taken directly from census June 2006 there are approximately 298444215 and there only 232 representatives today. By all accounts there should be close to 10000 representatives. There was a very good reason for that line in the constitution. The reason being that no one man can reasonably represent over 1 million people do the math your

Friends!!
I was giving my first Blast today, by my good friend DJ Madness~lette~ Mutants wife Queen of the carnival. Stop over @ The Dark Carnival lounge to meet her or go to: DJ Madness~lette~ Mutants wife Queen of the carnival@ CherryTAP Shes cooler than a polar bears toenails ya'll. So im just waiting on approval for it now, then lets see what happens. Im very glad to have met the cool Lo's and Lette's that i have on here, much better than other sites i have been on. MMFWCL

Aquarius...
Aquarius (Jan. 20- Feb. 18) -- MY favorite sluts are Aquarius. Why? Because if you don't expect anything in return, you won't be disappointed. Sounds easy, huh? They will get under your skin though, so beware. It's easy to be hurt by an Aquarius because they don't want you to know what they are thinking. If they are silent but you are in the room with them...chances are they are in heavy thought. But don't worry, chances are they are thinking about you...and fifteen other things. Water bearers look at sex like it is a form of recess. They can turn you on by simply walking in the room. They are the Rain Man of the Zodiac. They give too much of themselves to others that don't give a shit...then get shy to those that care about them. Go figure. They like kinky. They are easy going. To them, it's a learning experience. Male Aquarians like to tease and live life in a fantasy world. Female Aquarians can't masturbate enough...Males never get the chance to masturbate because everybody wants a

Vacation [partone]
Last year, I was recruited by a large international company based in London. The package that they offered me was too good to turn down, and one of the most pleasant perquisites was a working tour of the resorts it owned and managed. My wife, Sondra, was thrilled at the prospect and we lined up her parents to watch the kids for the five week trip. Sondra and I have been married for fourteen years, and have three kids, Jessica (12), Todd (9), and Mike (6). We are both 34 and fight the battle against aging, with Sondra winning in spectacular fashion. At 5Œ4 Sondra carries a hard, firm body with beautiful legs, a tight ass, slim waist and absolutely marvelous, large, high, round breasts on a perfect 108 pound frame. Always the perfect glady,h bordering on gprim and proper,h I was looking forward to seeing her in the tiny bikinis and revealing one-piece bathing suits she had purchased for our trip. I had especially enjoyed closely examining the results of her major gbikini-waxh tr

Son's Birhday
Well, today is my oldest's third birthday! He started school almost a month ago and he is loving it. We have to go to a meeting today to see if they want him to stay in school due to his slow speech skills and continue to receive speech therapy or if he has learned enough and no longer needs help learning how to talk and i can wait another year to enter him in school like i wanted to.

I Can Make You Cum......
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Seven Days
Seven Days On Monday I met her, she was bonny and fair With rings on her fingers, and bows in her hair I fell for her beauty, I fell for her charms Nothing mattered to me, when she was in my arms On Tuesday I told her, I loved her so much I told her I longed for her kisses and touch I felt that my heart, was alive with each beat With her by my side, my whole life was complete On Wednesday I wooed her, so hard and so well We walked through the heather, we walked through the dell In sunshine, in rain, with the wind in our hair Two people, two lives, yet one heart we did share On Thursday I thought, that her heart was all mine Her touch and her kisses, were sweeter than wine My true love at last, had come into my life I planned to ask this girl, to become my wife On Friday so fateful, that girl broke my heart She sent me a letter, saying that we must part No reason, no meaning, just the briefest goodbye She left me so lost, with a tear in my eye On Saturda

[ Part Two ]
The next day, we caught a short island-hopping flight to our next port-of-call. It was the opposite of our little cottage. This time, we were staying at a very posh, high-rise resort hotel. After checking out the view from our room, which overlooked the huge pool, Sondra unpacked, stripped and donned only her bikini bottoms and went out onto the balcony. She stretched, letting the sun warm her skin, and I’m sure more than a few people at the pool had an opportunity to observe that she has a magnificent set of tits. I stepped out on to the balcony with her, just as the man from the next suite did. He introduced himself to us and offered us a beer. His name was Brian and when he returned he couldn’t take his eyes off Sondra’s chest as we talked. After a few minutes, Brian’s wife, Janet, joined us on the balcony. She was wearing a conservative one-piece bathing suit and her mouth literally fell open when she saw Sondra. She regained her composure and emphatically informed us that, as far

Isn't It Funny
I guess sometimes we want something so bad we will tell ourselves that what we feel is something it isn't. We get so made at others for lying to us when we do it almost everyday. It is how some of us con ourselves in to getting out of bed. It is how we deal with the cruelty and loneliness of the world.

Deadly Alliance...its On Like Donkey Kong!
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Chip Away The Ice Covered Heart
It`s suddenly warming up inside this ice chest. The ice begins to melt dripping slowly down the body. A glitch in the system as the heart begins to beat. What is this feeling as the blood begins to rush. Heightened senses, emotions about to gush. Warmth running through every vain. No longer suffering from the freezing pain. Able to regain a grasp on life. A gift you`ve given me that shines through black bright. You`ll never know how much I .........

I'm Bisexual-not Confused
A small amount of bisexuals are hypocrites.. I'm not one of them.. I can't stand when people discriminate and judge me or anyone else for that matter. Here's some valid points in defense of bisexuals. I found it on some random webpage. Bisexual myths More people are admitting to being bisexual - yet many of us don't really know what this sexual preference actually means. Bisexuality Defined A person who is sexually attracted to and engages in sensual or sexual relationships with people of either sex. A bisexual person may not be equally attracted to both sexes, and the degree of attraction may vary over time. Bisexuals have to like both men and women equally Wrong - There is no right or wrong way to be bisexual. You are the person who determines your sexuality. If you only date girls but are also attracted to guys, you can be bisexual. The same goes for people who date guys, but still like girls. Some people believe that your sexuality is always ch

Dreaming Of Her
i love you so much Princess. so dig this shit. i had a dream. no not like martin luther the kings dream. this dream involved you and I. it was the most awesome dream i could ever have cuz u were in my arms. we were holding eachother oh so tight. i was running my fingers through your beautiful long blonde hair. kissing your lips that taste like honey. blowing so softly into your ear giving you the cutest little bumps all over your beautiful body. and then you said to me the three sweetest words i have ever heard. those words were, I love you. M.A.Z.J

What A F#$%ing Day!!!
Well if my day didn't suck already....frist my car dies and I need it for work tommorrow...second my wash machine floods my landry room...and then the kicker.... a prisoner in transport gets lose and tries to get in my home...while my three year old daughter is here...if it was not for the cops already looking for him down my street, he could of tried to force his way in and then instead of him going to jail he would have gone to the morgue...and I would go to jail..if I wanted this for my girls I would have stayed in NY...where at least my family could have hide the body!!

I'm No Fool
I count the falling tears They fall before my eyes Seems like a thousand years Since we broke the ties I call you on the phone But never get a rise So sit there all alone It's time you realize I'm not your fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool Never again, no, no You take your road, I'll take mine The paths have both been beat Searchin' for a change of pace Love needs to be sweetened I scream my heart out, just to make a dime And with that dime I bought your love But now I've changed my mind I'm not your fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool Never again, no, no Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I count the falling tears They fall before my eyes Seems like a thousand years Since we broke the ties Ohhh I'm not your fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'

Friends
Friends A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place. - Jean Kyler McManus -

Fear
We have all had feelings on helplessness at least once in our lives. Mine decided to come today. I got a call from my best friend and there was so much emotion in her voice as she was telling me about a trip to her doctors office. I don't need to go into details. She's only 18, same age as i am. I wish i knew what to do to help her or i knew what to say. I just feel so helpless. Shes sitting here crying on my bed right now and i just wish that there was something i could do. Well, guys any advice is greatly appreciated so please feel free to comment. Talk to you guys later. much love and kisses

> Words Women Use:
> Words Women Use: > > > > 1.) FINE: > > This is the word women use to end an argument when > they are right and you need to shut up. > > > > 2.) Five Minutes: > > If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. > Five Minutes is really only five minutes if you have > just been given five more minutes to watch the game > before helping around the house. > > > > 3.) Nothing: > > This is the calm before the storm. This means > something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments > that begin with nothing usually end in fine. > > > > 4.) Go Ahead: > > This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! > > > > 5.) Loud Sigh: > > This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement > often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she > thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting > her time standing here and arguing with you about > nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of > nothing.) > > > > 6.) That's Okay: > > This is one of

Please Read
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Dark Void
As often and hard as I try, I can't seem to allow you to drown in the sea of my memory. You stormed into my life with a demeanor who no other earthly man could posess. And youre drizzling away just as quickly. You bewitched me and left a wonder in mind of what it would be like to merely touch you, hold your hand.. Taste your kiss. In almost half a breath, you entered and left; taking my soul and leaving my heart dwelling in a cloud of darkness it can never escape. You left me loving you... So here in solitude, I'm left in this void with an odd sense of completness knowing that for just a moment.. you were mine. Knowing how amazing it felt just be inside your eyes. This darkness you left, so consuming.. so overwhelming that I often stop to catch my breath in the bewilderment of it all... so comforting in a way. Just a glimpse in your world, I thought, would satisfy me. Now you have me lusting for more... It is with this same lust which makes my empty heart so heavy. It

This Ones For Bill
One of my Faves! I bang on the door, but she won't let me in 'Cause you're sick and tired of me reeking of gin You lock all the doors from the front to the back And left me a note telling me I should pack I walk in the bar and the fella's all cheer Order me up a whiskey and beer If you ask me why I'm writting this poem Some call it tavern, but I call it home (Chorus) Fuck you I'm Drunk, Fuck you I'm drunk Pour my beer down the sink, I've got more in the trunk Fuck you I'm drunk, Fuck you I'm drunk And I'm gonna be drunk 'till the next time I'm drunk You've given me an option, you said I must choose 'tween you an' the liquor, then I'll take the booze I'm jumpin' on Western down to the southside Where I'll sit down and exercise my Irish Pride

Hollywood Liberals
Did anybody watch the Acadamy Awards on Sunday Feb. 25 2007. Each of the nominees received over $71,000 dollars in gifts just for attending. I always see and hear on TV and radio all these so called famous actors and actresses bad mouthing President Bush and the war on terror. They jump out into the limelight to help raise money for the "Victims" of 9-11 which I myself felt was a worthy cause... BUT! Where are these same people now. There are hundreds of Americans suffering NOW. They are also victims of terrorism. They are the the loved ones Our Soldiers have left behind. Their wives, and children! They volunteered to protect our country from all enemies. They don't make policy, they just enforce it and go when called. I don't care if you feel the War is justified or wrong. Our Troops deserve the support and backing of the American People.. 110 percent Support. Where is Hollywood? Why can't they come out and Support Our Troops. these same soldiers who have died and will die to

Zeus' Last Request
zeus' last request theses are the words of a man written in pain doomed with serivitude who cries 'help' in vain these are the thoughts of a christian converted who views you in solitude however never perverted these are the truths that never seem to echo with ideals that aren't digital i have no idea how to let go can you help me can you feel me if i cut will i bleed can you help me can you feel me find the pain that i need © metalwolf music words and music mjk

Decending
Have mercy baby I'm descending again Open your eyes This time it's sink or it's swim No sermons on ascending No verdict on deceit No selfish memorandum No confusion for me Curses Curses and clues A feast for fools Have mercy baby And hand me downs It was just a few years ago You'd hand me ups and map Right out of town But I would let it slide Like mercury Silver and quick Poisonous and deadly So deadly

From Sheri
WHEN SILENCE IS BEYOND WORDS....... THERE MAY BE MOMENTS IN A FRIENDSHIP, AS IN LOVE, WHEN SILENCE IS BEYOND WORDS. THE FAULTS OF OUR FRIEND MAY BE CLEAR TO US, BUT IT IS WELL TO SEEM TO SHUT OUR EYES TO THEM. FRIENDSHIP IS USUALLY TREATED BY THE MAJORITY OF PEOPLE AS A TOUGH AND EVERLASTING THING WHICH WILL SURVIVE ALL MANNER OF BAD TREATMENT. BUT THIS IS AN EXCEEDINGLY GREAT AND FOOLISH ERROR; IT MAY DIE IN AN HOUR OF A SINGLE UNWISE WORD; ITS CONDITIONS OF EXISTENCE ARE THAT IT SHOULD BE DEALT WITHDELICATELY AND TENDERLY, BEING AS IT IS A SENSIBLE PLANT AND NOT A ROADSIDE THISTLE. WE MUST NOT EXPECT OUR FRIEND TO BE ABOVE HUMANITY! YOUR LIFE IS NOW... LOVE LIVIN IT...SHERILYNN WILLIAMS

And Another One Too
You have the most beautiful eyes And the sweetest smile My love for you as a friend will never die That will never ever go out of style I mean everything I say You are an angel to me And I think about you everyday I hope you can see Sweet, beautiful and caring Are some words that describe you Thoughts of you make my heart sing This is true I will always be there for you I know you will be there for me We both know it is true And want it to be You have the most beautiful eyes And the sweetest smile My love for you as a friend will never die That will never ever go out of style

New Beginnings
HI to all, well today is the beginning of the rest of my life. my official paperwork came in mail and i can get rid of the ex peice of crap and go on trying to find my prince. Life has its way of showing you some bad apples and some good ones. i want to thank everyone on here they have been so nice to me. As soon as these divorce papers are signed. ill be a frree woman and rid of the ex in my life. I heard a saying once that fits right now "WHAT DONT KILL YOU WILL ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER" i think a perfect fit for this situation. TTYL Missy p.s. i may need cheering up! NAAAAH, im glad to get rid of the ass hole

New Fangled Thingy
Hey, Please pop along to my page and pin yourself on my new guestbook map thingy... it's nice to see where you all are in the world.. Snoopz x Just gonna post some pics down here of stuff in my town (feel free to yawn at will...) Where I'm at Our beautiful town hall and 'golden gates'. The Cottage in Church Street, Oliver Cromwell stayed here apparently. Parish Church The Barley Mow Pub by the old market place.

Unhelpable
Devoured with hate I came to an unknown phase I overflowed my plate Life has become a haze Realization comming to late Losing all praise I wander in darkness Faith dieing mindlessly I shutter from lonliness Can anyone help me

Liar
Liar, lie, lie, lie You liar, lie, lie, lie Tell me why Tell me why Why’d you have to lie Should've realised That you should've told the truth Should've realised You know what I'll do You're in suspension You're a liar Now I wanna know And know I wanna know Why you never look me in the face Broke a confidence It’ll please your ego Should've realised You know what I know You're in suspension You're a liar I know where you go Everybody you know I know everything that you do or say So when you tell lies I always be in your way I'm nobody's fool and I know all Cause I know What I know You're in suspension You're a liar You're a liar You're a liar Lie, lie, lie, lie, lie Liar, lie, lie, lie You liar, lie, lie I think you're funny You're funny ha ha I don't need it Don't need your blah blah Should've realised I know what you are You're in suspension You're in suspension You're in suspension You're a liar You're a liar You're a l

----- Open Sight ----- A Poem.
----- Open Sight ----- Look then into these endless eyes where roam vistas of a waking daylight, Ignorant world, where walks on long charge unending vigilance of Night's knowing, then tell Me, Mortal Man, why it is thy race fears Us who keep it whole, safe, and largely untouched by that which it has no capacity to manage or relate, no ability to even survive at the merest level, that the Kindred Live should not disturb you so: We are the Link between the inchoate world of your ancestors' nightmares, and the full bodied spirit realm your Priests and Sages Claim is their own, yet, truly, few indeed among thy Kine is Warrior, or Mage, Or, as should Properly be in Balanced State, Both; - that We disturb your complacent view is no bad thing , neither being cause to fear nor curse Us: Be glad the Veil We hold between Our World and Your World is there: without it both of Us, Your Kine, My Kindred, Suffer needlessly from an imbalanced and unnatural state,

Made It Through The Weekend
Hopefully everyone has noticed that everything in back on my profile as it should be...pics are back up and if I can I will have new ones soon... I want to take a moment and thank everybody who was there to listen and to talk to me through this stuff...hopefully it wont be back for a while now....with you guys helping, I feel sure it will stay at bay....And YES, Ya'll helped me tremendously... Please still come see me though I am not in trouble mentally at the time...I am getting back into rating and comment stuff again, that's a great sign... Again my thanks and love to all... Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Perfect Man, A Perfect Woman Or Perfect Marriage?
What is Perfect? Even God himself could not create the perfect man or woman or relationship. There is a flaw in human nature, unlike the animal kingdom men and women indulge in sex for pleasure. Love however does have a big role to play in it but it’s different for men and women. There is a saying “Men offer love to gain sex, a women offers sex to gain love.” If Adam and Eve couldn’t make a go at it with a perfect world set before them, then how are we in this time and age expected to do so. Now I’m not going to knock the ones who have found who they feel is there perfect match, more power to them but I know from just common sense and looking at relationships all around that people need more to life that what they are getting. For the most part “Love” is short lived, 6 months? 7 Years? 50 years? Who knows? Even my parents who have been married for 50+ years were married before they met each other. However, the lust and the desire to feel wanted and needed in a special way, will al

My Mind
I get asked why I did that tattoo on my arm that says Elmo with a heart around it. I did it cause of my ex. I know we never going to be with eachother again. I do love him to death an care about him. Ya we fight alot but its normal in people that knows eachother for to long time. Im not obbessed with him I just truely love the man. And dont wanna loose him. I dont know anymore.

Waiting Till Marriage:
In this age of time the whole idea about waiting to have sex until you are married is highly over rated. In the past I my have been the moral thing to do but by today’s standards it can’t be true. I feel that this may be one of the main reasons why the divorce rate is so high today. Let me explain and you tell me what you think. First of all I did wait till I married and it’s going on 18 years. I’ve never cheated on my wife but I have had the opportunity and wanted to but some how haven’t mustered up the courage to fallow through. The one time I did try I felt miserable and was with someone younger then me. After realizing that this was not what I wanted at the time I backed out. Just did not feel right. That person was a co-worker and she went to our supervisor and a big stink was had. The saving grace is that it did not happen at the work place or on the clock. I did tell my wife about it and we survived it and at work it settled down to. Anyway, after that ordeal I come to rea

And There She Goes Walking
told her what was an what was done wrong an told her she didnt like it theres the effin door she will walk to the store an use a pay phone then she most likely will come back an get her stuff an LEAVE thank the lord the problem is resolved

Family
For so long I have been away From the ones that I love Away form all those who truely care The one who gave birth to me And who gave birth to her My grandma, mom, and sisters I miss them all Until the day comes when I go home I will wait and discover how much they mean And the value of the word Family The things that come my way Are trials that will pass some day The people in my life, the one who'll be Are the ones I call my family That day will come sometime soon When all these dreams will come true The Family I seek is waiting for me I wont let them down, I'll see them soon My time will come, but everyone's does When I will be happy with the ones I love Those I have not seen, but seek my FAMILY!

Ambition
I posted these thoughts a while ago in another place, but they seem to be coming back to me these days...so I thought I would post there here. Ambition~ Ambitions are infectious. Avoid ambitious people, otherwise something in their ferver is bound to infect you. You may start moving in a direction that is not yours, you may start doing things that you had never thought of before, just because you fell into company with somebody... Ambition is the root cause of madness - try to understand your ambitiousness. Your effort to be somebody in the world will drive you mad. Just be nobody and then there is no problem. Drop ambitiousness and start living, because the ambitious person cannot live, he always postpones. His real life will always be tomorrow - and tomorrow never comes. The ambitious person is bound to be aggressive and violent, and the violent person and aggressive person are bound to go mad. The ambitious person is always in a hurry, running, rushing towards somethi

A Question/situation
I have a friend named Mrs X. X is pregnant from a guy named Mr Y. X wants to give the baby up for adoption. I asked her why would she want to give a baby up. She told me Y had already left his last g/f. Mrs Z with a baby. Mrs Z just turned 18 and gave birth in November. She went down to Georgia for some reasons. Is it wrong for me to say that X should be smarter and not even got involved with Y? I probabley lost my friendship with her. Her justification was that all the guys in her city have had sex with a 16 yr old or younger. Isn't that statuatory rape?

What A Woman Should Have
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra.. A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... One friend who Always makes her Laugh... And one Who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A good piece of furniture not previously owned by Anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE Eight matching plates, Wine glasses with stems, And a recipe for a meal that will Make her guests feel honored. A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A feeling of control over Her destiny... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... How to fall in love Without losing herself... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... How to quit a Job Break up with a lover and confront a friend without ruining the friendship EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

Id Love To Know...
1. Which of us would be in control? 2. Would you whisper freaky things in my ear? 3. Would you talk dirty to me if i asked you to? 4. Would you kiss me with a little or a lot of tongue? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you give me a hicky?? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all ur clothes for me? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 11. Would you like 4 play or get straight to the point? 12. Would you take your time if I told you to? 13. Would you fall asleep when we were done? 14. Would you want to go fast or slow? 15. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 16. Would u be loud or quiet? 17. Do you think u could make me have an orgasm? 18. Are u gonna re-post these so I can answer them for you? 19. WOULD U MAKE LOVE TO ME TODAY? 20. Would u give me tounge?

Poetry
Why is it so cold and lonely, Why does it feel like someone is right next to me? It feels like they are breathing no whispering in my ear.They keep telling me to come near. Am I going insane? Felling someone gone is feeling nothing but an ache. Yet I love them and they are so far gone. No they are not really gone they live on in my heart And the keep whispering my name telling me to come near.

I Need Your Help Please
ok all you comment bomber out there. im talking to all of you on my list. ihave been entered into yet another contest and need your help. this contest ends next wed. i could use all the help in winning this. it has been a while since i have one one. click the link and start comment bombing away.

Are You An Abused Male?
As a victim of abuse, I can instantly spot the "Battered Woman's" Syndrome in MEN. I have seen at least 5 cases of males being abused by women. I have since become an advocate for many men who are being abused. MEN have become the silent victims. Society as a whole says, "Never raise your hand to a woman" then turns right around and says, "What's the matter boy? Can't control your woman?" when he talks about how she abused him. The first case of male abuse was on a military base. I witnessed first hand how manipulative an abusive woman can be. After that, I started watching people a little more carefully. Women will first start by calling the cops on the man and then laughing when they go to jail saying, "I told you that they would believe me over you." She now has control over him. The last case that I had dealt with was with my own ex-husband. I tried to show him that their could be a saner life. The problem was, he didn't know how to deal with that. He ha

America
Night descends, as the shadow of tragedy creeps again across the world. There are no stars, no moon, no beacons set to guide my steps, and even the breeze refuses to move in the darkness of this night. I feel the precipice drawing near. I can sense its breath, not as I sense a stirring wind, but rather in the expansiveness of the unknown depths beyond its unseen edge. One step. Two. How many dare I blindly take? Whispers float on stagnant currents, a cacophony of dire Warnings, without direction, without surcease. "Too near," strains their aria, "You move too near the edge." They fear the precipice, and rightly so. I risk not death, which will come this night whether I step or stay, but gamble instead much more. One step. Two. Which step will be my last? "Caution!" whispers the strident voices, "Lest Liberties be lost within the maw of preservation, and Freedom be sacrificed as we foolishly defeat ourselves

My Intersting Night. 2/26/07
well what a night i have had. i went to work just like any other day. then at about 6:15 pm i was changing the battery on my hilo. I went to plug in a battery and it explodes with a sound like a shot from a cannon sparks everywehere and shrapnel flying. and lucky me was only 3 feet away from it. I am ok for all of you that care. just really shaken up and a few minor scratches. It really is true that when your brain thinks someonthing really bad is going to happen to you like dying you see your life flash before you and those that mean the world to you are all you think about. sigh.

My Safest Place To Hide
When I am sad and lost, Feeling all alone. I look around and the room is full, Yet it seems so empty. The room is full of hate, negativity n jealousy But lacks happiness, love, respect n compassion. I run out of the room searching high n low for a place to be at peace n tranquility. However, I cant seem to find such a place. As I continue my journey in search of such a place, I start giving up hope n throw myself on the grass n begin to weep. Now I am lost and cant find my way.... SO I just sit there. Looking at my surroundings. My face in my hands, I all of a sudden feel a slight tug on my shoulder, I look up and all I can see is this beautiful dark creature staring at me with sad eyes. I sit up straight and stare into its beautiful dark brown eyes We are locked in eachothers stare n I can feel my eyes become heavy but yet I start to feel calm. I managed to pull out of the stare. As I look around again, the dark c

Skinhead Convicted In Bus Stop Slaying Of Black Immigrant
Denver -- A skinhead was convicted of murder and attempted murder in the 1997 shooting death of a West African immigrant at a bus stop and the wounding of a bystander who came to the victim's aid. The jury reached the verdict against Jeremiah Barnum, 25, on Monday. The color drained from his face when he heard the verdict. He faces a mandatory sentence of life in prison without parole Prosecutors did not seek the death penalty. The jury also found Barnum guilty of ethnic intimidation. Barnum is one of two white men accused in a shooting at a Denver bus stop that killed Oumar Dia, an immigrant from Senegal, and left Jeannie VanVelkinburgh paralyzed. The other defendant, 21-year-old Nathan Thill, is accused of pulling the trigger and will stand trial next month. Prosecutors said Barnum and Thill killed Dia because he was black. Ms. VanVelkinburgh, who is white, was shot after she came to the aid of Dia. "I do not have anything to celebrate about as the life of Oumar

Nevada Man Is Gripped With Sorrow As Skinheads Celebrate Son's Slaying
Las Vegas -- After his son was murdered on July 4, 1998, Lionel Newborn thought this year would be a time for peace and remembrance. He was wrong. Outside the Vacation Village casino on the Las Vegas Strip on Saturday, on the eve of the anniversary of his son's death in what he calls a hate crime, Lionel Newborn watched in disbelief as a carload of skinheads screeched to a stop. One young man with ''Intimidation One'' tattooed across his chest jumped out and started shinnying up a flagpole in an attempt to destroy first the Mexican, then the Israeli, flag. Later that night, according to Las Vegas police, white power bands planned to stage a rock concert to celebrate the slaying of Lin Newborn, a 24-year-old African-American who had spent much of his adult life campaigning against racism. ''If these neo-Nazis are going to have a concert to celebrate my son's death, I can't feel vengeance because I am a Christian,'' said Newborn's father, a Las Vegas resident. ''I can, howeve

What A Woman Should Have....
¢¾A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE¢¾ a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal that will make

Poetry By: @my
I don't really know where this came from... Some dark corner of my mind... Therein lies a poet... This poet is not kind... This pain inside runs deep... Tucked away it is my burden to keep... If only I could forget to remember... I could shed this heavy load... I try, I fail, I weep... Can somebody break the code... The shackles of my soul fall in defeat... A new creature is born... One who is full of love and not torn... But wait do you hear that sound... In my dreams I am bound... I wake up only to realize.... I am still in disguise... Im still searching for the way.... I grow more vindictive everyday.... I cannot release the animal inside.... So I try my best to devour and hide.... I want so much to be free... I want to be whole again... A little part of me dies with each new moon... And when the full moon shows its new found glory... That is when the tale of me becomes a whole new story... A beast is released that I cannot nor wish to contain... It prowls this world full of hat

Ego
Stick your ego up your ass Boy I ain’t playin Just go on past Go on Just go on I’m a real girl No games wit me Visit the real world You ain’t shit ya see Walk around playin Like god’s gift to women Ain’t hearin nothing you sayin Don’t you know pride is a sin Confidence is one thing But you take it too far You just playin games Actin like a superstar Boy you can just Stick your ego up your ass Boy I ain’t playin Just go on past Go on Just go on

You Are The One
Black rose & a radio fire its so contagious such something changing my mind im gonna take whats evil Your cover melting inside with wide eyes you tremble kissing over & over again your god knows his faithful I try - to digest my pride but passions grip i fear when i climb - into shallow vats of wine i think i almost hear - but its not clear Chours. You are the one you'll never be alone again your more then in my head - your more Spin faster shouting out loud you cant steal whats paid for such something hurting again murder son shes painful You so believe your own lies on my skin your fingers runaway until the last time were gonna lose forever when you try - don't try to say you wont try to crawl into my head when you cry - cause it's all built up inside your tears already said - already said You'll never be alone again

Blonde Joke
Three girls, one brunette, one redhead, and one blonde, all worked in the same office with the same female boss. Each day, they noticed the boss left work early. One day the girls decided that, when the boss left, they would leave right behind her. After all, she never called or came back to work, so how would she know they went home early? The brunette was thrilled to be home early. She did a little gardening, spent playtime with her son, and went to bed early. The redhead was elated to be able to get in a quick workout at the spa before meeting a dinner date. The blonde was happy to get home early and surprise her husband, but when she got to her bedroom, she heard a muffled noise from inside. Slowly and quietly, she cracked open the door and was mortified to see her husband in bed with her lady boss! Gently, she closed the door and crept out of her house. The next day, at their coffee break, the brunette and redhead planned to leave early again, and they asked the blo

Again Ima Leo!
Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Bitter Wife's Revenge
After 17 years of marriage, a man dumped his wife for a younger woman. Their downtown luxury apartment was in his name and he wanted to remain there with his new love, so he asked the wife to move out and told her that he would buy her another place. The wife agreed to this, but asked that she be given 3 days on her own there, to pack up her things. While he was gone, the first day she lovingly put her personal belongings into boxes and crates and suitcases. On the second day, she had the movers come and collect her things. On the third day, she sat down for the last time at their candlelit dining table, soft music playing in the background, and feasted on a pound of shrimp and a bottle of chardonnay. When she had finished, she went into each room and deposited a few of the resulting shrimp shells into the hollow shaft of the curtain rods. She then cleaned up the kitchen and left. The husband came back with his new girl and all was bliss for the first few days. Then it star

Lisps
Little kid is sitting in class, and the teacher says that an interesting phenomenon in nature is that only humans stutter, no other animal in the world does this. Suddenly, the little boy’s hand shoots up. “Not correct, Miss!” He says. “Please explain, Christopher,” replies the teacher. “Well, Miss, just the other day I was playing with my cat on the veranda. The neighbor’s Rottweiller came around the corner, and my cat went “fffffffffffff! fffffffffffff! fffffffffffff! but before he could say “Fuck Off!”, the dog ate him”.

The Army Wife
The Army Wife We are proud to be Americans But more than that we are proud of you. We do not wear the brown and green Or answer to a sergeants call. We do not wear our rank on our shoulder, But we are every bit an American Soldier. We dont have the luxury of proper training. We arent given any preparation time. We didnt sign on the dotted line, But we are now contracted for life. We dont march in cadence or salute When an officer walks by. We stand among the silent ranks Our devotion is absolute. At home alone we stay, Our life is defined by the Armys way. We take the loneliness in strife, Its part of being a soldiers wife. We dont go off to war or carry a gun, But the days we live are no more fun. We are not given orders or sent to the front line, Our role in this war is harder to define. We must smile to hide our tears And laugh to cover all of our fears. We hold our heads high as we watch them leave And wait for the calls and letters we hope well rec

Sexual Harassment Lol
Every day, a male co-worker walks up very close to a lady standing at the coffee machine, inhales a big breath of air and tells her that her hair smells nice. After a week of this, she can't stand it anymore, takes her complaint to a supervisor in the personnel department and asks to file a sexual harassment grievance against him. The Human Resources supervisor is puzzled and asks, "What's sexually threatening about a co-worker telling you your hair smells nice?" The woman replies, "Its Keith, the midget."

Stand Or Fall
I want to take a moment out of my life to say to all our service men and women.. police and fireman.. all goverment agents who stand between me and evil.. who give thier life if they need to to make sure my rights and freedom are not taken away.. THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS not enough people give them the respect they deserve

Heartache
Heartache and pain. Does it ever go away? It's just a neverending circle. Is there such thing as "the right one"? I believe so. Somewhere out there. But where is there? Have I found it. Only time will tell. If I lose it will I ever find it again. Maybe I should hold on to what I have.

Why I Write.
Some people wonder why I write. So wirte for release. Others write just to please. Me.. Well I write for one to reach out to others. to help them, and I write to create emotion. To make one think. Feel be it happiness, sadness, stregnth or hope. To cause arousal or smething to puzzle. The only problem is.. that for a writer he or she must have one thing. A reader, that all I am looking for soem people to give me a chance. I browse blogs mostly when I am on, and read what catched my eyes, and respond where I see fit. So please..just give it a try read some of other ppls things, exspecially your friends. Younever knwo when someone is trying to reach out.

Something About You
WOULDN'T THIS WORLD BE BETTER IF THE FOLKS WE MEET WOULD SAY " I KNOW SOMETHING GOOD ANBOUT YOU!" AND TREAT US JUST THAT WAY? WOULDN'T IT BE FINE AND DANDY IF EACH HAND CLSP, FOND AND TRUE, CARRIED WITH IT THIS ASSURANCE, " I KNOW SOMETHING GOOD ABOUT YOU!" WOULDN'T LOIFE BE LOTS MORE HAPPY IF THE GOOD THAT'S IN US ALL WAS THE ONLY THING ABOUT USE THAT FOLK BOTHERED TO TECALL? WOULDN'T LIFE BE LOTS MORE HAPPY IF WE PRAISED THE GOOD WE SEE? FOR THERE'S SUCH A LOT OF GOODNESS IN THE WORST OF YOU AND ME! WOULDN'T IT BE NICE TO PRACTICE THAT FINE WAY OF THINKING TOO? YOU KNOW SOMETHING GOOD ABOUT ME, I KNOW SOMETHING GOOD ABOUT YOU!

If U Give A Fuck/ A Soldier 's Poem
This poem was written by one of our men in the Armed Forces: If you give a fuck, read this.... Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Iraq". Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the

Desolation
I press my forehead on the window And through it watch the children Playing on the lawn Desolation pulses through my veins And my futile fingers reach out for guidance I savor the blade, sinking deeper than blue I can taste tranquility for a wavering instance The anger flows down my arm as the bitter black blood Burns off my fingertips Death swims before me in hazy illusion Images of eternity skip shamelessly through my mind Pain surrounds, I am resolved to be - still I run my hand on the tear stained window And distorted through it Watch the children playing on the lawn. © Andi 26 February 2007

Inspired By A Friend...;)
I would turn you upside down and fuck you inside out. Side to side we could slide slick sweaty, wet and sticky. I wanna feel the rain flow from that pussy. Chocolate on top of me ownin the dream ridin my dick hard and fast makin me scream. What you doin to me woman? I need to keep fuckin from the bottom stroke and so deep in those guts its caught in your throat. Suck me good while eat that chocolate creamin pie. Cum on my chin while my soldiers release within. Past those lips splashing on that tongue, take it all while I cum cum CUM!. > > I can spread your legs wide as they can go and get deeper and deeper than ever befo'! HA HA! Yes, am I hittin that spot? If I'm not let me get deeper and deeper in that wet hot spot. Brushin the G spot makin you come harder and what not. My tough rigid dick fillin you slick slippery pit in and out in and out Come on baby I'm comin again! I wanna here you shout cum with me grease up m dick, I take it out, in ya mouth, now spit it back on that dick..

A Soilders Grief.
These feelings I know For I too was a soilder. Into Iraq My unit went. The mometn the battle was to commense. Now at home The forces left to its own. A soilder Ill be Part of 3-7 Calvery. But for the forces I still work. To fix there chopper That scott the land. For this land I have fought For this land I risked my life, But this land does not seem to understand What a soilder does he does by order He joined on his own, and, and pledge he loyalty, and all they get is a bunch of grief. Lfit them up to were they belong These protectors of Our home.

The Butchers ..........
One day, a man comes home from work and greets his wife. Upon seeing him, she asks for $20 to buy meat for dinner. He leads her to a mirror, holds up the $20 bill and says to her, "Honey, the $20 in the mirror is yours. The other belongs to me." Satisfied with his "ingenious" remark, he sits back and the incident is forgotten. The next day, he comes home and greets his wife. When he goes in the dining room, the table is laden with meats and delicious foods. Shaken, he asks his wife where she got the money. She leads him to the same mirror and lifts up her skirt. "See that pussy in the mirror? That one belongs to you. The other belongs to the butcher."

Thank You Poetic Angel
this is booboo and she is a kick ass friend with a heart of gold she is always there whenever someone needs her and now she needs us she is in a contest and its based on rates only will you please stop by and rate her pic ? it will only take a minute of your time and besides im sure she has helped most of you before now its time to return the love here is the link just click the pic and rate it a perfect 10 for a kick ass friend thanks everyone ~~!!PoeticAngel!!~~

Love Note
Love Note If this doesn't touch you.....you're heartless One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die."

Lovers Lane
A cop was patrolling late at night in a well-known Lovers Lane. He sees a couple in a car, with the interior light brightly glowing. The cop carefully approaches the car to get a closer look. Then he sees a young man behind the wheel, reading a computer magazine. He immediately notices a young woman in the rear seat, knitting. Puzzled by this surprising situation, the cop walks to the car and gently raps on the driver's window. The young man lowers his window . "Uh, yes, officer?" The cop says: "What are you doing?" The young man says: "Well, Officer, I'm reading a magazine." Pointing towards the young woman in the back seat the cop says: "And her, what is she doing?" The young man shrugs: "Sir, I believe she's knitting a pullover sweater." Now, the cop is totally confused. A young couple. ! Alone, in a car, at night in a Lover's Lane . . . and nothing prohibited is happening! The co p asks: "What's your age, young man?" The young man says : "I'm 2

Choices
When I tell you that I love you You know they’re much more then words They’re my feelings and emotions My soul’s way of reaching out to you Should I tell you that I need you? Or that my love is in need of you One can only hope that the hearts hears Or did it go in one ear and out the other Do you feel it when my soul cries? Not wet tears but tears of pain In need of you to wipe them away With the absorbent cloth of love Love may not give you what you want But it should give you what you need If what you get out of it is only what you’ve put in Take that and make do with what you have It’s better to live alone without love Then it is to live in love alone That way the hole left in one’s heart Won’t become filled with bitterness Its easy understanding lost loves But try understanding a love lost If it’s the sixty-four thousand dollars answer Why haven’t you received one red cent yet? Ease your mind and relax your heart Life didn’t come with instructio

Why The Hell Not?
Just another place for me to pour my heart out to a bunch of strangers who don't really give a shit. I'm in a mood. When I'm in mood, and feeling sorry for myself, I'll write a poem. Sometimes they're pretty good. Other times, they suck donkey balls. Sweaty, stinky donkey balls. I think this is one of those times. Love is an emotion few can afford. It bites. It cuts. It's doubled edged. A sword. Bleeding. The heart, the strongest muscle. So easily broken. Weakness. Giving in. Come here. Closer. Go away. It hurts. I thought I was special, I see that I'm not. You made me feel that way... A lie. Just another one, created to draw me in. Your web of pretty words. A design. I believed it. So desperate. Prey. An easy catch. A score. A notch in the headboard? A story to tell? No one cares. A woman. Vulnerable. Wanting to believe She was special. I know better now.

I Wonder
As I look over I see my coco brown skin and bald head mmm-mmm I wonder if she sees what I see when I look into my soulful eyes mmm-mmm I wonder if she would love my lips big and thick mmm-mmm I wonder as I recall I have been told my mouths like a suction cup mmm-mmm I wonderas as i sit here naked looking at my nude body mmm-mmm I wonder if she would love proud and attentive manhood mmm-mmm I wonder if she would love my oversize play gound called a stomach mmm-mmm I wonder if she would love my thighs mmm-mmm I wonder if she would love me has i am mmm-mmm I wonder if she would love my 81/2 feet, toes lookin’ all suckable mmm-mmm As I stand up to look over to the mirror, to see all of me mmm-mmm I turn to the right, turn to left. D.A.M.N! Can’t get a full view shoot of this

Please Help Me Out!
Please help me out! Can you please help me out? My Fox head tattoo is in a contest. The significance behind my tattoo is i got it in memory of my best friend that was killed in iraq. Please rate and comment bomb it.

In Each Life
INTO EACH LIFE A LITTLE RAIN WILL FALL, BUT IF YOU HAVE A FRIEND YOU CAN BEAR IT ALL FOR A FRIEND IS AN UMBREALLA TO HOLD ABOVE YOUR HEAD AND HELP YOU THINK ABOUT THE SUNNY DAYS INSTEAD INTO EACH LIFE A LITTLE SUN WILL SHINE BUT IF YOU HAVE A FRIEND, IT WILL ALWAYS BE FINE, FOR IF YOU CAN SHARE THE SUNNY TIMES WITH A FRIEND THA WILL BE GRAND, AS YOUTALK AND WALK TOGETHER, SECURITY HAND IN HAND INTO EACH LIFE A LITTLE WIND WILL BLOW, BUT IF YOU HAVE A FRIEND TO WHOM YOUCAN GO, YOUR FRIEND CAN HELP TO GUIDE YOU, CAN HELP MAKE THE CHOICE, BY OFFERING THE VIEW AND ADDING A NEW VOICE INTO EACH LIFE LIKES LEAVES THING WILL FALL, BUT IF YOU HAVE A FRIEND. YOU KNOW THAT YOU CAN CALL, THEY'LL ALWAYS STEER YOU CLEARLY WHEN THEIR COUNSELS SOUGHT, FOR A FRIEND IS LIKE A SAFETY NET IN WHICH YOU WILL BE CAUGHT INTO EACH LIFE A FRIEND WILL COME TO YOU, FOR IF YOU HAVE A FREIND YOU'LL KNOW WHAT TO DO, WHEN A PROBLEM SHOW ITSELF A FRIEND

Keep It In The Family
Music Codes - MySpace Layouts Mankind, The public enemy's not the man who speaks his mind The public enemy's the man that goes and acts blind Searching for an answer that he'll never find An action from reaction and you can't make a retraction Once you put your head out And then you're blue in the face As you try to state your case You can think with your dick but it can't shout Yo I try to understand what the hell is going on I can't imagine how things ever got so far gone You separatists, say you want your own state I'll give them a state, a state of unconsciousness Retribution, no solution, constitution Discrimination, through the nation, raining hatred I yell, when there's schism you must rebel I yell, so you'll hear I yell, i refuse to live, in, your hell I am what you fear I'm the truth, i don't keep it in the family Live your life, take someone else Keep it in the family The real world's outside your door You can't keep it in the family You've got t

She Is
she is confused; about love, life, everything. she knows deep down he doesn`t love her but keeps holding on. she doesn`t know who her real friends are; and wishes she could have somone who truely cared she wonders who will be there once he is gone. and why she wasn`t good enough. she cries for her past, present and most importnatly her future she is the girl who sits there and smiles when really she wants to cry and this is her life.

Another Great Fight Night - Pride Fc 33 !!!
This time we arrived there late and missed the intro and 1st fight. (Traffic on Tropicana sucks!) But we had great seats thanks to NSG Inc. http://www.nazilsports.com/ We sat among celebs such as Nicolas Cage, Harrison Ford, and Chuck Norris! Check out my new pics for some of the fight highlights!

~~feeding And Breeding The Troops~~
Subject: FW: SOME AMERICAN HISTORY! Have you ever wondered where the Phrase "You Gotta Be Sh_ _tin’ Me" came from? Well, it just so happens to have originated through the Father of Our Country, way back when George Washington was crossing the Delaware River with his troops. There were 33 [remember this number] in Washington's boat. It was extremely dark and storming furiously and the water was tossing them about. Finally, Washington grabbed Corporal Peters [remember this name] and stationed him at the front of the boat with a lantern. He ordered him to keep swinging it, so they could see where they were heading. Corporal Peters, through driving rain and cold, continued swinging the lantern back and forth, back and forth. Then a big gust of wind and a wave hit and threw Corporal Peters and his lantern into the Delaware. Washington and his troops searched for nearly an hour trying to find Corporal Peters, but to no avail. All of them felt terrib

Wtf Georgia Court Throws Out Hate Crimes Law
ATLANTA (AP) — The Georgia Supreme Court unanimously threw out the state's hate crimes law Monday, calling it over-broad and "unconstitutionally vague." The four-year-old law calls for stiffer criminal penalties for crimes in which a victim was chosen because of "any bias or prejudice." The 7-0 ruling came in the case of a man and woman convicted of an assault on two black men in Atlanta's Little Five Points neighborhood. Angela Pisciotta and Christopher Botts were convicted of beating two black men while screaming racial epithets in 2002. The trial judge sentenced them to six years in prison, plus an additional two years under the hate crimes law. Pisciotta and Botts appealed to the state's highest court in April. Their lawyers argued that the hate crimes statute should be struck down because almost any crime involving prejudice falls under its scope. The court wrote Monday that it "by no means condon(es) appellants savage attack on the victims in this case or any co

My Phone
hey guys! if you sent me a text after 4 today i can't read it because my phone is gay and the screen went all black adn cloudy lol. SO if i had your number before, I NEED IT AGAIN and no texting til further notice, but you can call me *kisses to all*

Love Unspoken (yes..lol..another Poem)
Love Unspoken The words left unspoken, The tears that slowly fall. As she hears her own heart breaking, And still he doesnt call. How could he just not feel it, This love that is unspoken. The one true passionate love tale, Is the one that must not fail. Their souls are interlocked, Still their bodies have not met. She hears he's loving voice, Running throu her head. The last sweet words he spoke to her, Will haunt her till she's dead. How could he leave her heart to break, She begs to know he wasnt fake So much easier this would be, If it was all but a dream. She knows that its all true, So once again she is blue. Her heart keeps getting broken With all the love unspoken He promised that he'd never leave her. No matter what the cost. When all is said and buried, He'll wonder what went wrong. How the love of his life, Could pay such a price. A price she'd gladly pay for him, Even at such a great cost. With all the love unspoken He left her

Your Cowgirl In Pink Is Back
AFTER LONG TALKS WITH FIREBOY WE HAVE DECIDED TO REJOIN OUR PLACES BUT HE HAS HIS GROUP AND I HAVE MY GANG THIS IS PINK. ME AN MY GANG I WANT MY GANG. SO COME HOLLA AT ME AN SHOW ME SOME LOVE OH AN LOOKIN FOR NEW BOUNCERS NOW. ROBIN THANKS SWEETIE FOR FILLING IN.

Wondering
what does it take to make friends on this site? i have been on here so long but no action, and i was just wondering how long does it take and what should i do to make my profile better, i am a young woman and i am looking for older men that like is into younger women.... well let me know what to do to improve my profile....help me

The Future
No longer do I want my nights to be lonely or my days to be sad. My darling Morrigan I want give you my all, All the love and joy you never had. I am here today by the sea, Thinking of the father to the young prince I want to be. Take him out to a ball game. And to the park to fly kites and remote controlled airplanes. That does not even the begin to explain the things with him I wish to do. I want to inspire him and mold him... Show him the way through. And remind him that he is loved by you and well as I. Praying to God that his youth not be deprived by the temptation of his deviant peers, And that he stands for what's right and not be shy. Morrigan take a walk with me; Down by the sea. Sit with me in the sand. Let's contemplate our future, hand in hand. Let's take the time to explore each other's thoughts and mind. Let's be careful and gentle, For we have nothing but time. So bare with me as I will with you. Because the day will come when give unto you, My love

Application
Your Name: > > 2. Age: > > 3. Fave Color: > > 4. Are you a virgin? > > 5. How tall are ya ? > > 6. Do you like to dance ?? > > > > HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... > > 1. Are we friends? > > 2. Do you have a crush on me? > > 3. Would you kiss me? > > 4. ...with tongue? > > 5. Would you enjoy it? > > 6. Would you ever ask me out? > > 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? > > 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? > > 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? > > 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? > > 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? > > 13. Do you/have you talk junk about me? > > 14. Do you think I'm a good person? > > 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)[no sex]? > > 16.Would you let anything happen in that bed? > > 17.Do you think I'm handsome/cute ? > > 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? > > 19.Would you die f

Being Overweight And Single
I'm twenty-nine, live at home, and am about twenty-five pounds overweight; I will be single for a long time if nothing changes. I have noticed, though, in my community that there is a double standard when it comes to being overweight: It seems to be more acceptable for a man to be overweight than for a woman. Women are held to higher standards, and I often see "normal" sized women dating overweight men. However, I do not often see "normal" sized men dating overweight women. I want equality. I want to be liked for who I am. I don't turn so many heads now, but I am the same person that I was twenty-five pounds ago. Does anyone else notice a double standard?

Sad
well i must say i dont feel my self latley . latley i have been feeling depressed and sad i dont normaly say how i feel becuase most people whom know me personaly know iam always the strong one who is a rock when others need to talk iam always there to listen but that hasnt been the case latley i must say i really hate feeling like this .

I Own It....
I got this random thought from a mumm that was posted tonight. It asked what I'd like to own in the next 5 years...something big or something small. Before I was even finished reading it I already knew my answer. I already own the one thing that matters to me...it is both something big and something small. My husband's heart. His heart is small in physical size but oh so very big at the same time. We've been through hell together, seen more rough times than any couple should have to and have always made it through. He's loved me at my lowest and my highest. He's stood by me through the worst tragedies and the best moments. Though he's rarely here to put my arms around, not even being on the other side or the world from eachother could make me believe he loves me any less than he did the day he proposed or the day our son was born or the day we got married. We've been together 6 1/2 years, married for almost 5 and even though we've only been able to be together for

Im Forever Yours Faithfully
Random Facts about me part 2: - i love my ipod even tho my ear holes hurt from it - my fav color is pink but i dont like wearin pink - i love socks - when im mad and i try to talk about why im mad i cry so if im venting to u im probably cryin while im doin it. - i sleep with my fan on and a million blankets - i like hooked up cars - i wonder what people think of me - i hate needles i need to hold someones hand when i get them - i call people suckers,fuckheads, and pussy/dick lickers when im mad. - i hate bein ignored - im getting a beach house in the summer for a week and im excited about it. - i hate liars n cheaters. you lie to me and ill never trust u again. - i love wawa iced tea - i like singin but only sing in front of people im close to - i bite my nails i used to get them done i might again - my fav perfumes are burberry brit red and givenchy - i like takin baths in the jacoozi tub - when i take pain killers i get hyper an

Came Join Me
home alone once again with my childrean no one to talk to know one to play with, so lonley once again during the a day i clean at night i think why why why am i so alone a man i have that is not there why why why? what shell i do haw can i fix this i love once true has goon goon goon haw should i get it back a man in my bed to cudle & hold is'nt that what every women wants a strong man to conceal her love.

When
you were never there for me when i was growing up as i got older you were there from time to time when i became old enough to be my own person is when you desided that it was time for you to try to be there for me. when i became ready to have kids you wanted to be the one that rasied them.i guess trying to make up for lost time that time is gone and i am much older now and you can not be there and be the protecter anymore so stop trying damnit

My Next Piercing!
One of my coolest friends in the world Scott is doing this piercing for me this summer when me and the girls take our road trip to Cali. I can hardly wait. And of course you know I'll have pics up as soon as I get it done. Buried at PhotoCasket.com

When We To Parted By Lord Byron
When we two parted In silence and tears, Half broken-hearted To sever for years, Pale grew thy cheek and cold, Colder thy kiss; Truly that hour foretold Sorrow to this. The dew of the morning Sunk chill on my brow-- It felt like the warning Of what I feel now. Thy vows are all broken, And light is thy fame; I hear thy name spoken, And share in its shame. They name thee before me, A knell to mine ear; A shrudder comes o'er me-- Why wert thou so dear? They know not I knew thee, Who knew thee so well-- Long, long I shall rue thee, Too deeply to tell. In secret we met-- In silence I grieve, That thy heart could forget, Thy spirit deceive If I should meet thee After long years, How should I greet thee?-- With silence and tears.

Outlaw Contest
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=198400&albumid=235274&i=1294919392 thats my link to my picture please go there and rate and comment me like crazy so i can hopfully get a prize or soemthing hehe much ♥ perfect

Killing Time
i've often wondered whether my thoughts speak loud enough to reach where i want them to. (god, let him find me somehow) you've been gone so long it feels like years... i know you'll be back soon. and even if i never know what you're thinking i'll know that somewhere in your heart you miss me just as much. how could you care for someone like me? i didn't think i was anything special. but you did. and that, somehow, turned my world upside down into the mess of a woman i am curling up and waiting for your call your text your message... and i'm not even sure if it's love.

R.i.p.nan/mom!!!
Hey all my CT friends as u probaly noticed i havent been around in the past few days that because i recentley have gone threw a death in the Family,a very Special Lady very Near & DEAR to our Hearts we lost a Mother/grandmother!!! Remebering! R.I.P. Sadly Missed but Never Forgotten always in our HEARTS now n FOREVER!!!!!PEACE!!!

Watch Out
i can't be alone today... left to my own devices i'm dangerous. but here i am...surrounded by no one. blackening my lungs... wet dreams of all that is past and all that is yet to be. and i still talk to no one, no one really hears or even pretends to understand... and i paint on an acrylic smile... the colors stop running and i pretend that i'm not still hurting... stings to my heart like so many pinpricks... ugh. i hate using similes. such a fucked up use of the English language, don't you think? eh, i suppose one of these days i'll get it together... for now i'll just sit here with my thoughts. Dangerous.

"so Far Down"
The sign stands tall, the entrance below, I walk life's hall to face death row, Since the beginning Ive welcomed the end. We pay a toll for winning a never promised a friend, We face our anger, We run from fear, life gives us danger, Can we handle the tear, We think of the unthought of, Yet some don't se it to heal, We continue to look for love, Yet scared of how it may feel, We hate without noticing, we heal without power We ignore all reasoning, When it's lust we devour, When others desire to eat or feel, As most use water to put out fire, As the selfish overeat starvation's real, We search for a better tomorrow, Questions don't end when anger we feed, Yet any hand we borrow, We scream hate but yet we plant the seed, Most people don't give anything away, While nice cars put a smile on their face, If tomorrow is a chance to relive today, Think of the lives and children we save.

Your Existence Sickens Me
i can't stand that look on your face... the one that writes these verses from memory. i thought you would disappear eventually, that i'd never have to write about you again. i wish i could erase you, destroy anything we ever had. you broke my faith in love. you broke my faith in everything. and how can you hold your head up and love someone else? you should be running away, tail tucked between your legs and no one to save you from yourself. You unimaginable bastard. I hope someone, someday, has mercy on such a sad ass soul like yours. 'cause i won't be the one to do it anymore.

Love And Romance
When I first fell in love, I wasn't happy but instead I was scare and nervous, My first love was so beautiful, Like a wonderful dream that had came true for me, I was scare of loving too much, Because I didn't know what I would have done, Once my love walked hands in hands with someone else and not with me, I was afraid of the days to come, When we would have be apart from each other, I would not be able to think right, Because those eyes and the beautiful smile had captured my heart. You love someone so much today, Then the next you lose your love, I was afraid of loving, Afraid of falling in love because I would have to learn the pain, The pain when you have to hear the word goodbye, I would have to watch the morning go by, And wonder about tomorrow because my love has left me heartbroken. Who can stop love from dying out when the person has stopped loving you, I know I can't stop my heart from breaking apart, Love's so sweet and romantic, But it turns sour a

Domestic Violence.....no Place For It!
Photos of domestic violence are important evidence, both in proving abuse and in disproving it. The photos which follow are not pleasant, so be advised you may not want to view them. They are four sequential photographs over several months. It is important to remember that while most victims of domestic violence are women—and this women is certainly a victim—not all abuse is by men toward women. It is important to remember that there are six types of cases covered by our statute, and that all six occur on the docket almost every order of protection day. Know Your Department's Policy Most departments have specific protocol officers must follow when they respond to a domestic violence call. However, only a few departments include specific protocol for officer-involved domestics. Do not rely on what your batterer tells you about department policy or about the Gun Law. Get a copy of your local department's policy yourself. If you live outside his juris

Monday Nite 10:57pm
It's late i have a slight headache tv shows are suckin i hope my package comes tomorrow!!!!! WOOOT gotta love amazon.com! The one true place to find what you want at decent prices oh and dunno i really dont like ebay less someone can tell me a couple of reasons to....i mean sure its an auction site but still when ur lookin for somethin an jus wanna buy it it sometimes comes out way more expensive then you would have paid for it in the retail store.....sure says buy me now or buy it now watever....still doesnt mean ur gonna get it at a decent price....plus now ups is charging fucken cash for basic ground shipping thats bs it used to be free.... so fuck that its better to go out an buy what u want an use the net soley as a last resort less ur lazy lol... well im done ranting my shit better come tomorrow LOL or ima be pissed

Ok Well Here We Go Again They Say It Comes In 3's
OK well I have not even went to the first funeral yet and now there will most likely be another one coming up this week a friends baby passed away last night she was a sweet gurl and im so heart broken for her and her family so remember hold the ones u love close and never let them go far you never know when its going to be the last I Love You or the last Have A Good Day or the last Good Bye I thank god for my family and friends in my life stay safe and continue loveing one another *mauhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*

Friendships
Faithfulness is the key to being a good friend, Respect them from beginning to end. Neglect is something never to do, Depend on them they’ll see you through. Secrets are things you should be able to share, Helping them out and showing you care. Inseparable is how we will be, Preparing for life: just you and me. xoxo

Cherrytap Ids!
HEY I MAKE CHERRYTAP IDS! I AM IN A CONTEST RIGHT NOW RATINGS COUNT.. NOT COMMENT BOMBS!!! PLEASE HELP ME OUT AND IF YOU WANT AN ID PM ME WITH YOUR SEX, LOCATION, DISPLAY NAME, CHERRY ID#, PIC AND THE BACKGROUND U WANT! TY SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!

Poetry
How very simple life would be If only there were two of me A Restless Me to drift and roam A Quiet Me to stay at home. A Searching One to find his fill Of varied skies and newfound thrill While sane and homely things are done By the domestic Other One. And that's just where the trouble lies; There is a Restless Me that cries For chancy risks and changing scene, For arctic blue and tropic green, For deserts with their mystic spell, For lusty fun and raising Hell But shackled to that Restless Me My Other Self rebelliously Resists the frantic urge to move. It seeks the old familiar groove With hearth and home dear prisonment That habits make. It finds content, With candlelight and well loved books And treasured loot in dusty nooks, With puttering and garden things And dreaming while a cricket sings And all the while the Restless One Insists on more exciting fun It wants to go with every tide, No matter where… just for the ride. Like yowling cats t

Things You'd Love To Say Out-loud At Work
1. I can see your point, but I still think you're full of sh*t. 2. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce. 3. How about never? Is never good for you? 4. I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public. 5. I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way. 6. Who lit the fuse on your tampon? 7. I'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message. 8. I don't work here. I'm a consultant. 9. It sounds like English, but I can't understand a word you're saying. 10. Ahhhh. I see the f*ck-up fairy has visited us again. 11. I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid. 12. You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers. 13. I have plenty of talent and vision; I just don't give a sh*t. 14. I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. 15. I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had about you. 16.

Song Lyrics Part 2
It sucks when you can't have what you want...even if you know it's the absolute right thing in life. There's always some kinda factors that are thrown into your path that cause problems. But no matter the distance, I can't help but to love you and miss you every hour of every day. I'm sorry that I fell so hard so fast for you but I can't help it. You filled that little void in my life and made ma happier than I've been in a very long time. "Far Away" This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it

How Could You Do This To Me.
You are a liar, you are a liar and a cheater, you are a liar and a cheater and you do not deserve the love i had for you, I treated you like gold i treated you like you were the only woman on earth. And you do this to me, You lied to me, You Lied to my FAMILY you swore you would never ever fucking hurt me. YOU LIED Now you are with a pathetic loser with no future and a criminal record, Funny how i have the power to see those kinds of files. He has a KID from another woman and he smokes and drinks and you said you could never be with a guy like that. You just want a piece of DICK thats all you want, you cry how you have been hurt but you have hurt me worse then anything anyone has done to you. Congradualations you are now just like you step sisters, all you need to do is get knocked up. Sure that wont take too long you seem to have no problem spreading your legs fast enough.

Smoking And Quitting!!
I had my last cigarette on Saturday evening and haven't smoked since. Is it doing me any good? I don't know! I feel worse, I'm coughing so much I think I'm gonna throw up and I am being the true bitch that I always knew I was lol Can I keep this up? hmmmmm...that's a tough one! I hope so, cos I need to save some money and this is a GREAT way to save an easy £20 a week! Need lots of support and encouragement though, so anyone who feels like saying well done or anything PLEASE do so!! Help me stay stopped!

The Lighter Side Of Me..
Winter’s icy blast still hangs on While dreams of spring are on my mind. Cold winds will soon be gone. Daffodils, posies will do just fine. Frantic birds eating their fill Snow tracks of squirrels, rabbits and deer Wondering thru the valleys and over hill Green leaves and warm breezes will soon be here. It has been said but never claimed winter is a must! If spring is to be appreciated. For me, give me green grass warm winds not snowy crust. Four seasons is just too complicated. But wait I will for spring is near All the shoveling, driving white knuckled and cold Will soon no longer be a fear. Because the first sign of spring is a robin I am told. Soon short sleeves and cutoffs will be appropriate attire No more long sleeves, boots, hats and gloves for this boy Yes dreams of spring are what I desire. And as always my friends hearts are filled with joy. Happy Tuesday to a terrific friend. No this was not a friends test, a survey or getting to know you be

:s
yes im hving a bitch again... this site is beginning to pis me off....i know its the net and all so ppl on here are just net friends but geeze..i seem to be the only person on here that cant even make frikkin net friends on this site. i go around to ppl on my list and leave comments...i try to help ppl in contests, i read most bullitens and i repost them...what do i get in return? NOTHiNG... the only time anyone talks to me is to hit on me and act as though im someone special...until someone better comes along...then they barely talk to me again...and ppl wonder why the frik i put up walls and dont let ppl in.... this site used to be fun but now its the most boring place i can think of being..

My Night
it started at 9 o clock yesterday and has not ended yet y because i like my computre it taks me to new plasies and lets me meetnew people and some are drop dead hot and others are like me but i gess i should let people know this site for me is like smoking now because i have stoped and when i get off i go back to smoking so this is like a pacth for me ok bye bye for now

Change
I don't like the person and the look on the outside, I'll try and aim for change though I won't run and hide. Chop, chop slice and away the hair'll go, next is the side burns, yep they got to go. I'll change my look, hopefully I'll look better that way.

Eye Surgery
I just had the last eye surgery done, I hope. Only had minor bleeding this time, although I have a whopper of a black eye. Makes it hard to type, so I won't be very active, sorry all. I'll try to catch up with folk after I heal.

The Paper Lantern
When handed it they all tell you to protect it,because it is fragile.Looking at it it appears very durable.You feel it should be able to handle more than they let on. You try to hold it tighter an they scream at you to remind you on how delicate it is. So you loosen your grip when they remind you that you need to protect it. So how are you to hold it? To tight of a grip an you crumble it. To light of one an it could blow away. While holding it tho you start to feel the warmth & energy radiate off of it. It makes you want to hold it close so you can be enveloped in it's warm and energetic embrace.Slowly and unconsciously you move it closer to your chest. Your arms start to encompass it. Your arms tighten, all the while you keep reminding yourself to make sure not to crush it. You start to lose yourself in the moment. Nothing else matters but the emotional waves lapping at you. You feel yourself slipping so you start to try to remind yourself what they first told you, with no prevail. Yo

Just Think First...
if you are with someone then you need to read this....if you have lost someone then you all already where i am at. they say that when you are mad an in an argument you say thing that you don't mean...but those words still hurt...before you say something stop an think.....if you love that person as much as you think then you will take this to heart....cuz love can't heal all wounds...there are even some wounds that time can not heal....so if you do say those words there is a chance that you could lose them....then you can spend your nights laying awake...missing them...missing their smile...missing them in your arms...you are the one feeling utterly empty inside....feel your self "die" inside....wanting to hide from the world so it doesn't see you break down...pain can drive some but love of someone is a better fuel....love of family...love of friends...but yes they do help..but the strongest love there is is the love of someone you SHARE a life with...you do not control it....so w

Just Check First
it always the same..you try to make sure that you're not the one...you even ask them if it is..what's their response..no...so to make sure you let them have some space..but sure enough that space just seems to grow..so what do you do....fight to keep them..an all that does is push them away...an then at the end...they're the one to end it...you try an try to stop it but it doesn't matter....so as they go on you're the one who is left in the abyss...trying to figure out what to do next....the pain you feel weights you down..dragging you down further down...you try to fight your way up..but after sometime it dawns on you that after fighting so many times before that now you have nothing left in you to fight with...with this realized you start to allow yourself to sink even further down...you have no clue who you can trust anymore...friends..sometimes family...as you sink you can "hear" yourself scream....but there's no one listening...you know you can't answer it cuz it's you other part

A Phantasm's Message
when we were children we were afraid of the dark and what was in it.may it have been the shadow we saw move just outside of our peripherals or the unexplained footsteps in our room..the worst was the ethereal voices whispering to us..fear makes us want to run to the safety of our parents room,but curiosity makes us stay to listen to what they may have to say.the voices come to our ears as if they were carried by the wind.we try to so hard to hear what they have to say, but fear finally takes over an we run.as we grow those events lessen.maybe cuz we get older...maybe cuz we stop believing.i have ponder the reason why every now an again with no prevail.it has always eluded me till now.it may not be the true reason,however it is a sound theory.since it happens at night could it just be us traveling back to warn ourself of some future tragic event that we want to change or avoid all together.the pain must be so unbearable that the controller of dreams allows us to move thru time,in our ow

A Sleight Insight Part 2
Have you ever found yourself at a point were you feel you have "died" yet you are still walking amongst the living? Did you ever stop an sit down just to watch people? you then wish that that could be you even for a moment. Then you cast your eyes downward towards your hands an remember....you can't feel..An the only way you "feel" emotions is like the way an amputee feels that which has been lost.A phantom sensation.You can almost feel it yet you know that it is gone.If you would give up all worldly possessions just to be hold and/or to be held like that in return.If this has come from an unanesthetically ripping away of a loved one.Or some traumatic event.Or you just "feel" a connection to this then something deep inside of you has awakened an became part of your very essence..But with this deadening of you, you now know if someone near is in need of help..an you get a insight of events that have not happened..There is a name for this "being"..Sadly you have became a CROW.You see, th

Thanking Everyone
Wuz up to everyone here at Cherrytap and special holla goes out to all my friends who I have made so far at Cherrytap and a specail thankyou goes out to that person who I have a crush on....you know who you are :) Once again thankyou all for making me feel confortable here at this site :)

Lie
Some times we lie to people. Most the time we don’t even realize it. It’s so difficult to tell when this is happening, because they lie to us too, with out knowing it. Some days everything is a lie, and we lie to our selves all too often. Simple lies, not the kind about cheating or using people, but the kind we live with everyday. The lies about how we feel, about our selves, about others, about who we are. Behind every one of these lies is the truth, and the truth hurts. The truth can ruin families, friends, and marriages. Is the truth worth it? Does it even matter anymore? I try to tell the truth, but I can never tell the truth about everything without causing pain for others. So when is it wrong or right? The truth can be the harshest prison for any ones heart.

Things
Well i Had to come to my sisters house to get my neice and nephew on the bus. Because my brother inlaws mother got rused to the hospital this morning and she lives in indiana and he went up there... my sister had to work.. My neice asked me why does it seem like everything bad happens to our family... I wasnt quite sure how to go about answering this question so i told her that bad things happen to all families and she replies with but bad things seem to always happen to our family... I was baffled i didnt know what to say... i just simply told her that it was because we have a big family... Its really amazing how much kids realize what is going on probably more so than adults... I really dont understand what the plan is for my life or my family and i dont know that i ever will... but as she said it seems bad things always happen to us... Things on my end have not been bad recently though very good to be exact... and i have amazing friends and family to thank and a g

Hurt Shoulder
Well I did it again I pulled the muscles in my left shoulder and can't use that arm for a week or so. They have it in a sling where I want be moving it around so much. But they did give me some meds to help with the pain. so now I'm typing with one hand. This just sucks when u caan't do much.

Room For Growth
Tuesday, February 27, 2007 Room for growth You have created many good and valuable things that you don't even know about. For the consequences of your actions go far beyond you. Many of the treasures in your life are things you are not yet ready to know or appreciate. They will be there waiting for you when you are ready. Each day you encounter opportunities for joy and fulfillment that you don't even recognize as such. Life encompasses much more richness than you can ever fully imagine. What you already know, is not all there is. And because of that, there is always room for growth. There is something in your world today that you can take to a higher level. There is some aspect of life's immeasurable abundance that you have the opportunity to uncover and experience. Seek right now to connect with a real and refreshing portion of life's goodness that you've never touched before. Know that it is there, and you will find your way to it. -- Ralph Marston

Guestbooks And Reposts
Ok I don't get this at all.......I repost for everyone all the time, sure it costs 10 cherry bucks (after all they're fake),but I ask ppl to just sign a guestbook and only ppl I talk to everyday and my 1 stalker from Yahell actually sign it???WTF...I spend my fake money for ppl and they can't take the time to fill in what 4 lines with a pic??? To me thats a little sad!! So as of now the only ppl I will be reposting for in the ones who take the time to sign my guestbook and the ppl who actually send me back a Thank-You for reposting.After all this is suppose to be fun last time I checked.......So Plz add yourself to it and I will continue to repost,add, fan or rate for you if you need me to...As for these reposts when you say your going to give a gift for it, show some respect and actually give a gift after all we take the time to repost for you!!!

Would You _____me
would u ______ me? Would you makeout with me ? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... [] _____________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would u give me your number i

Here`s A Little Info About Myself
Hello My Is Chris I Am 34 Yrs. Old I Share An Apartment With My Uncle. I`m On S.S.I. Disability Due To A Very Bad Knee And Lower Back Injury But I Am Healing Quite Well So I Can Still Party If I Want To lol I Am Here To Make Friends And Maybe Meet that Special Woman I Am A Shy Person Until We Have Gotten To Know Each Other Better. I like To Be Known For Who I Am And Not The Size Of My Bank Account. I`m An Easy Going Guy Who Likes To Meet And Make New Friends . If There`s Anything Else You Would Like To Know About Me Feel Free To Ask Me. *Now Tell Me Something About You Please*

Children Are Our Future
Children are our future.They are not given enough credit for there ability to lighten up a dark sky.Children need all kinds of love,you just never know when it will be too late to say I Love You.For children are on loan to us from God,they can leave us at any moment.Love our Children unconditionaly,teach and guide them down the right paths in life.Children are a blessing and not to be mistreated.Love them now for tommorow may be to late to say goodbye,for our Children are just a loan to us given by God......GodBless Written By: Bren

Needing Help,,,, Salute....
She's a really good friend of mine thats in a salute contest,,, she's the one that gave me a drawing of her's to be done as a tattoo,,, please come an give this girl some sweet sweet cherry love.... also add her if you wish she's really good at what she does an thats being a great artist... Here is the URL to her salute!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=512208&i=1659797028

Never Forget Heros From The Pentagon 9/11/01
Okay I was going to post this as one blog but it will not let me post it in it's entirety Blogs on CT are limited to 50000 characters and this one has 113000 characters So I will do it in a couple parts Here is a little something to reflect on, It will take a while to go through all the names but we need to never forget, We don't need just rememmber on the anniversary of that fatefull day, We need to Never, Ever Forget!!! God Bless the USA CONFIRMED DEAD: 2948 • REPORTED DEAD: 24 • REPORTED MISSING: 24 • TOTAL: 2996 Pentagon Heros Spc. Craig Amundson, 28, Fort Belvoir, Va.* Melissa Rose Barnes, 27, Redlands, Calif.* (Retired) Master Sgt. Max Beilke, 69, Laurel, Md.* Kris Romeo Bishundat, 23, Waldorf, Md.* Carrie Blagburn, 48, Temple Hills, Md.* Lt. Col. Canfield D. Boone, 54, Clifton, Va.* Donna Bowen, 42, Waldorf, Md.* Allen Boyle, 30, Fredericksburg, Va.* Christopher Lee Burford, 23, Hubert, N.C.* Daniel Martin Caballero, 21, Houston, Texas* Sgt. 1

Never Forget Heros From American Airlines Flight 11 9/11/01
Okay I was going to post this as one blog but it will not let me post it in it's entirety Blogs on CT are limited to 50000 characters and this one has 113000 characters So I will do it in a couple parts Here is a little something to reflect on, It will take a while to go through all the names but we need to never forget, We don't need just rememmber on the anniversary of that fatefull day, We need to Never, Ever Forget!!! God Bless the USA CONFIRMED DEAD: 2948 • REPORTED DEAD: 24 • REPORTED MISSING: 24 • TOTAL: 2996 American Airlines Flight 11 Heros CREW Barbara Arestegui, 38, Marstons Mills, Massachusetts* Jeffrey Collman, 41, Novato, Calif.* Sara Low, 28, Batesville, Arkansas* Karen A. Martin, 40, Danvers, Mass.* First Officer Thomas McGuinness, 42, Portsmouth, New Hampshire* Kathleen Nicosia, 54, Winthrop, Mass.* John Ogonowski, 52, Dracut, Massachusetts* Betty Ong, 45, Andover, Massachusetts* Jean Roger, 24, Longmeadow, Massachusetts* Dianne Snyd

Well What Do You Know
NOW HERE IS SOME GOOD FACTS NO MATER HOW YOU VOTE AND IT IS NOT SPIN AND CAN BE LOOKED UP IF YOU DONT BELEAVE IT 36-accused of spousal abuse 7- arrested for fraud 19-accused of writing bad checks 117-bankrupted 2 or more businesses 3-done time for assault 71- cant get a credit card due to bad credit 14- arrested on drug charges 21- currently defendant's in lawsuits 84-arrested for d.u.i. in the last year These are the idiots we have placed in charge of writhing new laws to keep us in line . THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA SAID THEY WANTED A CHANGE WHEN WE AS A PEOPLE ELECTED THESE BOOBS AS CONGRESS MEMBERS NOW THATS TRUTH FOR A CHANGE

Insurance Claims Funnies
funny motor insurance claims "Going to work at 7am this morning I drove out of my drive straight into a bus. The bus was 5 minutes early." (thanks N Bradley) "I was driving along when I saw two kangaroos copulating in the middle of the road causing me to ejaculate through the sun roof." (from an Australian claim form - ack N Shepherd) "The accident happened because I had one eye on the lorry in front, one eye on the pedestrian and the other on the car behind." (Thanks Sharon Burrows) "I started to slow down but the traffic was more stationary than I thought." "I pulled into a lay-by with smoke coming from under the hood. I realised the car was on fire so took my dog and smothered it with a blanket." Q: Could either driver have done anything to avoid the accident? A: Travelled by bus? The claimant had collided with a cow. The questions and answers on the claim form were - Q: What warning was given by you? A: Horn. Q: What warning was given by the other party? A: Moo

Family Fortunes Funnies
family fortunes answers Something that makes you close your eyes: "Dark.." Something that comes in pairs: "Rabbits.." A way of toasting someone: "Over a fire.." A Boy's name beginning with the letter J: "Gerald.." An instrument you can play while walking in the street: "A cello.." A type of oil: "Sewing-machine oil.." A word beginning with Z: "Xylophone.." A slang word for a girl: "Slag.." An animal with horns: "A bee..." A medieval weapon: "Hand-grenade.." Something made of wool: "A sheep.." Something a bridegroom might wear: "A dress.." Someone you wouldn't expect to see in a strip club: "Animals.." An animal with a long tail: "A rabbit.." Something a train-spotter would have in his pocket: "A magnifying glass.." Something you put out for the birds: "Worms.." A way to prevent snoring: "Put a pillow over his face.." A word used to describe a very hot day: "A very hot day.." A song from 'The Sound Of Music': "Dancing Queen.." (A

Through The Seeing Glass
Looking through the seeing glass I see the light of what will pass Hover cars and techno tones Refuge holes and human bones New pets, marks, fish, and cheers Pictures, art, food, and beers Robots watch our little kids Ruined math and screwed up grids Computer games and viruses Extinct and dying irises No sun, moon, stars, or grain The future holds so many pains Looking through the seeing glass I see the light of what will pass Wars with weapons undefined Guns, bazookas, born in mind Songs with curses new and old Porno art that’s over-sold Living on the moon is great A million new verbs to conjugate No water, soil, land, or love No God, worship, friends, or dove Dumber dogs and smarter cats Annoying birds and fatter rats Looking through the seeing glass I see the light of what will pass The future’s going to be great But let’s think of the rest With all the problems now, you think The future is the best? Now there’s wars and angry gangs Then ther

The Basics Of Me
Well here i am. another site added to my list of endless sites. but this looks fun. I am not a bad person to know. I love being around socialble people. friends are treated like they are part of the family with me. unless of course you cross me. otherwise i am a good person. thank you to all who have welcomed me to this site!! it has been nice being here. and look forward to getting to know you all....

Untitled
A woman came out of her house and saw 3 old men with long white beards > sitting in her front yard. She did not recognize them. > > She said "I don't think I know you, but you must be hungry. Please come > in and have something to eat." > > "Is the man of the house home?", they asked. > > "No," she replied. "He's out." > > "Then we cannot come in," they replied. > > In the evening when her husband came home, she told him what had > Happened. > > "Go tell them I am home and invite them in!" > > The woman went out and invited the men in" > > "We do not go into a House together," they replied. > > "Why is that?" she asked. > > One of the old men explained: "His name is Wealth," he said pointing to > one of his friends, and said pointing to another one, "He is Success, > And I am Love." Then he added, "Now go in and discuss with your husband > which one of us you want in your home?" > > The woman went in and told her husband what was said. Her husband was > ove

Back...i Think
I know its been awhile since I have been on and written anything but know that I am very thankful for the messages that I have gotten and also the comments that were left for me... I am going through some rough times AGAIN and having to make some decisions that will affect mine and Lisa's life drastically...I know what I need to do just how at the moment...right now I am feeling very lost and confused and wondering why things happen when they do...but I do know that things happen for a reason and I WILL get through this as I always have :) This week I doubt I will be on much but I have a feeling alot will change next week and my life will be back on track... Thank you all that have stood by me and been there for me...that means alot to me and I lubs ya bunches *big hugs*

Fuck
I---haven't been sober for three whole months I---am tired and screaming at the top of my lungs Put in light where there is rage The life I live has got to change This---life is filled with knowledge I'll never know This---boy in front of you has never grown The pain I've fought for all these years Has been shattered in my eyes and filled with tears Chorus So this is what life gives us Is this why we live Every step i take forward I move two back Every direction I choose Ends in the same conclusion It's hard for my feelings to show There are sides of me no one will ever know There---has to be more to me, more than I know There---is a side to life I've never been shown Take my life, I'll have trust in you I have only been surrounded by the colors black and blue Promise---that I can get over this Promise---there is still hope, I didn't miss Show me only what I've seen in dreams Grasp my hand, and help me understand Chorus

Feeln Sad & Wanna Cry So Much
well my wanting to shave my head for the Leukaemia Foundations World's Greatest Shave was magnified 10-fold today after i found out the son of a friend lost his battle with it. he was only 22 yrs old & all i can ask is why does crap like this happen to the good ppl. not that i wish ill health on anyone but there is no justice in the world today when a sweet person like him is taken from us & murderers/rapists are left to roam the streets cause the courts/police can't prove they are the perpetrators of the said crime. anyways i think i've said wat i needed to & hopefully i'll get a bit of sleep tonight as my head is killing me from all the crying i've done. tc all & luv ya's muah

No River To Wide
Standing on this riverbank Seeing you on the other side Watching the current flow Crashing against the rapids So close yet so far Wanting nothing more than to reach the other side Knowing the beauty and the love that is there Wading into the water Fighting the waters force Hearing you calling for me With a concern in your voice Swimming with everything in me Against the torrents rage Struggling to get to you And unleash my passion from it's cage I see you getting closer My journey almost done Starting to tire but struggling on The prize is with my grasp As I pull myself out of the water you come to me in tears you ask me why I chanced the rapids I simple look up, smile and say "My dear for your love there is no river that is to wide"

Sexist Legs On Ct... Contest!!!!
I AM LOOKIN FOR AT LEAST 15 OR MORE WOMEN OR MEN LOL TO JOIN THE SEXIEST LEGS ON CT CONTEST!!! IF YOU THINK YOUR LEGS ARE HOT AND YOU WANNA SHOW THEM OFF, THEN SEND ME THE LINK OF YOUR LEGS. THIS IS A CONTEST OF AND ENJOYMENT TO YOU AND OTHERS. CONTEST WILL GO ON FOR A "WEEK".... THE PRIZE: THAT ALL DEPENDS IF I GET 15 OR MORE PPL TO JOIN THEN THE PRIZE WILL BE IN THE "BLAST" AREA. IF IT IS LESS THEN IT WILL BE A BIG PIMPIN GIFT!! I AM STILL THINKIN... RULES: THEY WILL COME ONCE I HAVE THE AMOUNT OF PPL NEEDED FOR THE CONTEST. **SO GO ON NOW... GO GET YOUR LINK IN TO ME AND THEN GO GET YOUR FRIENDS TO JOIN!!!** ****ONLY SERIOUS PPL JOIN, DON'T SEND ME YOUR LINK IF YOU OR YOUR FRIENDS ARE "NOT" GOING TO VOTE. THAT'S JUST WASTIN MY TIME*** HERE IS MY LINK, HAVE ANY QUESTIONS IM ME OR DROP ME A PVT MSG.... **The Dirty Bird**Falcon69@ CherryTAP

People Come Into Your Life For A Reason
PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their comments.Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What w

Mean People
You know I love going into the mumms and discussing things and bantering...but I'm so tired of people being mean ..just to be mean. Alot of times its way uncalled for. I mean really.. a statement in a mumm "I don't mind pda(public display of affection)if the people aren't fugly" WTF? I mean geesh... who gives a flyin f**k ... just because someone isn't a beautiful person doesn't mean they don't have a right to show/recieve affection any more than anyone else. And there are so many other examples. Sometimes I just have to stop going into the mumms because I'm going to go off. Ok... thats all for now I had to get that out!

My First Blog Attempt
hey evryone i decided to try to post one of these things, i hope its not too dorky. my name is Paul , im 36 , m , pa . . i hope to make more friends then i already have plus who knows . i like to do jus about anything fun . if u y'all have yahoo messenger u can IM me at vpfre34@yahoo.com . i wish i knew more how to do these things , but im just dopey i guess , but im a typical guy so im as dumb as a stump . i hope evryone who reads this will look at my pics and post comments on them so i can get points , pleeeeeeeease . ok well i will stop for now t t y l .and may god bless

Left With A Blank
I'm lost..I'm afraid...i don't know what to do Whenever i try, i always fail Just a different person, a different tale Why try if you never succeed It's like having a bloodless bleed That person you live to find is just out of reach To them you're just another person, worth no more than a leech When you spend your whole life trying to grasp an illusion Was it worth it all in the end when all you're left with is confusion Fuck feelings and fuck individualism The world should all be ran under fascism I try and try harder to trick my mind But it always turns out that it never gets left behind There is no one to blame but myself Since the only one who controls your whole life is yourself I am in a dark, narrow box and I'm getting claustrophobic I yell and scream until i become sick Your memory intoxifies my soul and suffocates my mind I'm afraid that i just lost what i didn't want to leave behind I try to touch the untangeable and breathe in breathlessness Fuck a dream,

Women... Suck
Men should stop expecting women to react rationally. Some women will tell you they are different and that they won't act a certain way, but they are saying they won't MEAN to act that way. We are wired different. If you're a perfect gentleman and act like our dream guy, you're going to work yourself into our dreams. Be likeable, but not loveable. If you want a woman to fall in love with you, you have to work at it. Cheesy lines and saying I love you first won't work. You have to listen to her -- and pay attention. You have to get to understand her. Nothing gets a woman's attention faster than a man understanding what she is trying to say.

Passion.....whats It All About?
PASSION IS MUCH MORE THAN MEETS THE EYE. PEOPLE LOOK FOR LOVE IN MANY PLACES, OFTEN ANYWAY THEY CAN, TO BE ACCEPTED IN THIS WORLD. LOVE IS A HARD SUBJECT, NOT SHALLOW, BUT DEEP, WITH MANY FACETS AMOUNG IT, AS WELL AS FRIENDSHIP. PASSION IS A FORM OF INTIMACY THAT ALL WANT TO CONFORM TO, BUT NOT SO EASILY ACCESSABLE. IT TAKES A GREAT DEAL OF COMMITMENT TO START IT, AND TO KEEP IT. IT INVOLVES TRUST, FOREMOST, BUT TRUST IS SOMETHING MUCH SAID, BUT LONG FORGOTTEN. LOVE IS NOT ALWAYS THOSE "FEEL" GOOD SONGS OR EVEN MOMENTS, BUT RATHER A GIVING OF ONES SELF FOR THE BENEFIT FOR ANOTHER, IN FACT LOVE IS THE HARDEST THING IN THIS WORLD TO AQUIRE, AND TO KEEP AND TO ADAPT TO....SO ITS BEEN KEPT SUPERFICIAL, IN ORDER TO KEEP OURSELVES "SAFE" OR "SATISFIED". PASSION WHICH IS A FORM OF LOVE AND FRIENDSHIP IS NOT ALWAYS WHAT PEOPLE THINK IT OUGHT TO BE. IT IS A RARE FORM OF INTIMACY, THE KIND OF INTIMACY THAT REQUIRES TRUTH, HONESTY, AND UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND ACCEPTANCE(NOT TO BE A DOOR MAT), BUT

Job Security, Too, May Have A Happy Medium
Economic View Job Security, Too, May Have a Happy Medium By LOUIS UCHITELLE Published: February 25, 2007 NYTimes FOR more than a decade, many American economists have pointed to Europe and Japan as prima facie evidence that layoffs in the United States are a good thing. The economies in those countries were not nearly as robust as this country’s. And the reason? Too much job security in Europe and Japan, the economists said. American employers, in sharp contrast, have operated with much more “flexibility.” Hiring and firing at will, they shift labor from where it is not needed to where it is needed. If Eastman Kodak is struggling to establish itself in digital photography, then Kodak downsizes and labor moves to industries and companies that are thriving — software, for example, or health care, or Wal-Mart Stores or Caterpillar. This shuffling out of one job and into another shows up in the statistics as nearly full employment. Never mind that the shufflin

Nothing Special Going On Here.
So I just wanted to write and mention that I am still pissed as Hell over a certain someone lying through thier teeth to me. But what the Hell are you gonna do? Well at any rate people suck and hopefully will fuck off and die so the world is rid of thier useless shell of a human being. Now I am not bitter by any means just really pissed and as the old saying goes "Hell hath no fury like a woman's scorn". Other than being pissed I am heading out today to go see my tattoo artist so he can start drawing up the rest of my back piece. That is something to look forward to over the next few months. Other than my ink adventures life is pretty boring right now. Ciao!

My Son
In Memory Of David Russell 1989 - 2005 16 years of age MeryvilleThe United States The dust has settled on the thingsThat I have stored awayA favorite toy, for little boyA jar of dried out clay.A photograph when y... view memorial powered by Christian Memorials

A Few More Facts About Me
(Friends-only commenting in this blog, public viewing. Supplements the profile. One could comment in the profile I suppose if not a CTfriend, would prefer if I were sent a private message instead.) Will supplement this post or, more likely, will add another when back from work instead. I will edit this one, though. A few assorted and unsorted facts about me (again, will edit *g*) I am an atheist, not as against organized religion as some but mostly against it, but give a huzzah to the work that religious leftists have done in South America and know that for them their religion was not something to the side and by the way, for instance. I am a leftist, anarchist by type; I think the burden of proof is on hierarchy, on power, on structure- not every single time and in every case, I will not sink (yes- sink, not drown- sorry) a ship by questioning a captain's every command, but in general rules/situations/whathave. Self-management, the encouragement of it, "slaves learn freed

Pomes (2)
The truth Truth be told I want you to hold, To shower you with kisses, that reaches to your soul. If my lips could taste you no flavor will ever compare. For you my darling is sweeter than a thick chocolate coated Sundae. If you were near me with each breath that I take I would inhale you. I would drink you into me. And steal away your essence. For you are my forbidden love. In The Everlasting Night I lay in bed at night, wishing you were here with me, but you are not I long for the touch of your arms around me and your lips against mine but I know that I shall have to wait I think of you and our love with every second that goes by and tell myself that you are always there with me, yet I still miss u I don't know how I lived my life without you in it and I don't know how I would if you ever left but I know one thing for sure That thing, the one thing that keeps me going is that I love you and that will never change I will cross the ocean for you

Into My Own[ Part One ]
ONE of my wishes is that those dark trees, So old and firm they scarcely show the breeze, Were not, as 'twere, the merest mask of gloom, But stretched away unto the edge of doom. I should not be withheld but that some day Into their vastness I should steal away, Fearless of ever finding open land, Or highway where the slow wheel pours the sand. I do not see why I should e'er turn back, Or those should not set forth upon my track To overtake me, who should miss me here And long to know if still I held them dear. They would not find me changed from him they knew-- Only more sure of all I thought was true. Ghost House I DWELL in a lonely house I know That vanished many a summer ago, And left no trace but the cellar walls, And a cellar in which the daylight falls, And the pu

The Rage To Overcome
Music Codes - MySpace Layouts This world does not want me This world does not care And I'm a product of this world Confused. I'd say that's fair This pain will never leave me It's scarred upon my brain Destroying everything that brought this Just to keep me, just to keep me sane A hatred burns inside me Emotions out of hard But I've the will to focus this Survive, contrive, command From pain comes a courage The strength from injustice The rage to overcome it all An open mind With a closed fist

Stupid Grrrls
how come baby doll tshirt prints are only for baby doll tshirts? why the fuck cant they do it on a normal shirt? why the fuck arethe baby doll prints usually better looking? im glad i know a cat that runs a tshirt thang. im gonna have him give me a a baby doll shirt until i find one that fits. glad im skinny. ill find one. and then ill start wearing them. cause i can. its like...what is usually a little centered square print on a normal dudes shirt...they blow up and make fill the ENTIRE baby doll. i like those. i found some...okey, a whole bunch that i wish i could rock. this is total sexist shite.

Advice
WHEN I ACT SHY -SAY I LOVE YOU WHEN I RUN AWAY FROM YOU - CHASE ME WHEN I PUT MY FACE NEAR YOURS - KISS ME WHEN I KICK & PUNCH - HOLD ME TIGHT WHEN I AM SILENT - IM THINKIN OF HOW TO SAY I LOVE YOU WHEN I IGNORE YOU - I WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.. WHEN I PULL AWAY - GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO WHEN YOU SEE ME AT MY WORST - TELL ME IM BEAUTIFUL! WHEN I SCREAM AT YOU - TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND MEAN IT WHEN YOU SEE ME WALKING -SNEAK UP BEHIND ME GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND GIVE ME A KISS WHEN IM SCARED!!!!!!!!! -HOLD ME AND TELL ME EVERYTHING WILL BE OK CAUSE I'M WITH YOU WHEN I LOOK LIKE SMETHINGS THE MATTER - KISS ME AND TELL ME NOT TO WORRY WHILE I HOLD YOUR HANDS - PLAY WITH MY FINGERS

Growing
I'm leaving now to slay the foe, fight my battles high and low. I'm leaving mother, hear me go. Please wish me luck today. I've grown my wings, It's my time to fly, To seize my victories, where they lie. I'm going now mother Please don't cry Just leave me be to find my way I want to see and touch. I want to hear. Though there maybe many dangerous, there are only a few fears I'll smile my smiles, I'll dry my own tears. Please let me speak my say I'm off to find my world and dreams Carve my niche, and sew my seams. Just remember though, as I sail the many streams I'll be missing and loving you Each and every day

Along The Cobblestone Path...
ALONG THE COBBLESTONE PATH I WAS WALKING DOWN THE PATH ONE DAY MADE OF COBBLESTONE. I DECIDED TO STOP, TO TAKE A BREATH, AND JUST TO BE ALONE... I SAW A BENCH THAT SEEMED TO SAY "COME SIT WITH ME THIS BEAUTIFUL DAY". SO I SAT RIGHT DOWN, TO LOOK AROUND, AND TO GATHER MY THOUGHTS INSIDE... THE FIRST THING THAT I SAW WAS A BEAUTIFUL ROSE. IT SAID "LOOK AT ME IN MY NEW CLOTHES!" I SAID" YOU,RE RIGHT , YOU ARE SO FINE AND I WISH YOUR BEAUTIFUL DRESS WAS MINE". AND SHE SAID "THANK YOU BEAUTIFUL LADY, AND YOU ARE SO KIND". SO I JUST SAU AWHILE, ENJOYING THE DAY... AND THEN A LITTLE BUNNY CAME HOPPING MY WAY. HE HOPPED...THEN STOPPED...AND KEPT LOOKING MY WAY. I KNEW HE HAD SOMETHING HE WANTED TO SAY. SO I SAID " HI LITTLE BUNNY WITH HAIR LIKE HONEY, WHAT BRINGS YOU HERE TODAY?" HE SKIPPED AND HOPPED, AND PEEKED AROUND.. SO SHY HE DID SEEM... BUT IN HES EYES, TO MY SUPRISE..I CAUGHT A WONDERFUL GLEAM... THEY SHINED SO BRIGHT , LIKE GOD,S PURE LIGHT!

Because Of You
I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did You fell so hard I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh Every day of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I watched you die I he

One Full Moon
"Damn it!" Samantha tripped over a branch and cursed for the millionth time that night. What on earth had possessed her to go for a walk so close to dark, and how the hell was she going to find her way out of these woods? An owl hooted and something rustled in the trees behind her. Sam spun around, her hand coming unconsciously to cover her pounding heart. She couldn't see anything. The narrow beam from her tiny flashlight illuminated only a few feet of the path in front of her. The moon was full but under the dense tree cover, little of its light shone through. Somehow she'd made a wrong turn, but now she was so lost she would be damned lucky to get out before dawn. She had no clue what trail she was on, but she kept walking, too restless to stop and too scared to dare try to sleep. Several hundreds yards ahead, the path opened into a clearing. Moonlight shone through the opening in the trees making it appear almost bright there. As Sam got closer, she realized the clearing

The Tshirt Shit.
case in point on the babydolls vs normal. normal dudes...its 'okey' but this one is 80x cooler. period. this one is just bad as fuck. and this is the one that started all of this hoop-la. i freakin DIG this shirt. dudes shirts CAN NOT carry a print like this. they look stupid when they try. why the fuck doesnt someone make baby dude shirts?! fucking sexists pigs.

Tonight I End My Life
this is a few years ago, doesnt reflect me now but just another one of my poems. enjoy. leave me feed back if you want Tonight I End My Life It seems I'm living in a different world; Everyone else is in their place. They sweep by me like I'm invisible, Without a hint of grace. End it fast; end it now, So I can leave this place. I want to finish my misery, Let someone else take my place. Do I seem stupid? Do I seem dumb? Not quite, and yet I am alone. Like personality isn't good enough. I can't go through life on my own. The time is now, the time is right, Its time to get rid of my strife. I'll do it tonight, when no one is home. Tonight I end my life.

Random
90% of teens say "oh shit" right before they wreck. the other 10% are from colorado (like yours truly) and they say " hold my beer" and "watch this shit". lol. Valentines Day: Flowers: $20 Dinner and a Movie: $60 Hotel Room: $120 The look on her face when you stick it in her butt... Priceless yes I know that I spend WAY too much time with the guys lol

Reason
Despite promising her sexy neighbors that their night of wicked fun wouldn't be a one-night affair, Kerri had studiously avoided them for the last five days. Not that steering clear of them had been all that hard. The photo shoot they were working on was keeping them out late, and she'd actually succeeded in getting up early in the mornings to go to the gym. Allen had left her a message a few nights ago, but she'd made sure to call when she knew he and Nick wouldn't be home. She'd fantasized about sleeping with the two of them for months, and the reality had been even better than the fantasy. So why wasn't she hanging out on their doorstep as soon as they got home each night? The thought of being with them again made her heart flip flop. She felt different about them since they'd slept together. She'd always found them desirable but now . . . she was afraid she might be falling in love with them. And they were clearly in love with each other. She didn't know if she could bear to

I Fuckin Miss You!!!
I HAD TO STOP IN TO SAY HELLO TO YOU ALL!!!! IM STILL OFFLINE.....HOPE TO BE BACK REALLY SOON!!!! I FUCKIN MISS YOU GUYS...MUCH LOVE TO ALL OF YOU AND KISSES AND LICKS TO THOSE WHO KNOW WHO THEY ARE!! ILL BE BACK SOON ! LOVE YOU ALL!! PEACE!! JACLYN MARIE

Man Of The House
Man Of THE HOUSE!The husband had just finished reading a new book entitled, "You Can Be THE Man Of Your House." He stormed to his wife in the kitchen and announced, "From now on, you need to know that I am the man of this house and my word is Law. You will prepare me a gourmet meal tonight, and when I'm finished eating my meal, you will serve me a sumptuous dessert. After dinner, you are going to go upstairs with me and we will have the kind of sex that I want. Afterwards, you are going to draw me a bath so I can relax. You will wash my back and towel me dry and bring me my robe. Then, you will massage my feet and hands. Then tomorrow, guess who's going to dress me and comb my hair? The wife replied, "The fuckin' funeral director would be my first guess."

Airport Rendez
Robin heard the office door swing open. Someone stepped up to speak to Cindy at the front desk. "There's a problem with my maintenance order." Robin's body heated instantly. Jack Houston. She's been hearing him over the radio for the last week, but she'd yet to see him. His voice alone - low, gravely, seductive - sent waves of lust across her body. Whenever he was on the radio, she couldn’t concentrate on anything else. She'd redone a maintenance request twice the day before thanks to the fantasies her mind conjured as he prepared for take-off. Now he stood mere feet away, but Robin didn't dare look up. He couldn’t possibly live up to her fantasy. She'd rather not have her image of a muscular, sex god ruined by reality. "Robin's free. She's at the second desk." Shit! Why hadn't she picked up the phone so she'd look busy. Footsteps approaching her desk. From the sound of it, he was wearing cowboy boots - just like in her fantasies. She looked up. If she hadn't been

S.u.r.p.r.i.s.e
The sound of the door opening woke her. Emily felt the bed next to her and found it empty? "Gram?" He must have stayed downstairs at the reception longer than he'd expected to. "Get on your hands and knees." Icy fear slithered down her spine. That wasn't Gram's voice. "What's going on here?" "Do as I said unless you want to be punished." Fear dissipated as she recognized the voice. It was Kell, Gram's friend. The one she'd told Gram she'd love to fuck. When they'd realized he'd also come to New York for another friend's wedding, they'd joked about asking him to join them, but what would Gram say about her fucking him on her own. "You've got less than ten seconds to obey before I start spanking your disobedient ass." The thought of a spanking made her pussy clench, but his commanding tone made her scramble to obey. She pulled her nightgown up to her waist, exposing her nakedness. "Ah, the little slut doesn't wear panties to bed. I could have guessed" Cream

Dom Couples Therapy
Well, today I went back to an old job. With the comfort of someone controlling outside the relationship, I train new doms to please the subs in their lives. Today I interviewed a couple in which the sub is recovering from a horrid sex related assult. I am hoping that I will be of assistance to them and can make a come back in this field.

Blah!!
ok soo I am down in comments in the contest I am in and I sent out bulletins and only a few came to help me in it .. does that mean that ppl on my list are just there for porn or something cause well it sooo isnt there lmao .. anyway if anyone even reads this . I am asking one last time cause I am over 2000 behind PLEASE comment bomb me in my contest .. click the pic below to get to the place :) Hugs Bratty lil Kitten

The In Between
As children the only thing we worry about is if the rain is going to make us stay inside for recess, or if sneaking the dog our vegetables will mean time out. High school rolls in with the excitement of driving and hoping that you are talented enough to slip in after curfew. College comes within a blink of an eye, juggling term papers between parties becomes your new goal. Within in a breathless moment you fall in love, and jump into the whirlwind of having a family. With a lifetime behind it a wave crashes down, and flashes every hope, dream and failure before you eyes as you say the last goodbyes. Good, bad, or unnoticed time flies, and the end will come. How do you want to fill up the spaces in between?

Eternally (12/29/06)
I am afraid to turn the corner Afraid of the pain I'll endure Though I must follow this path I've been told "forget about the past" But purposefully I'll go astray Cause I'm trying to avoid the pain I burried my heart Hidden it away Somewhere set in time It can't be traced By anyone of the human race And I do assure you It doesnt occupy any common space Is there no way to save myself... The pain is far to great When I reach out and take that chance You wont spare me a single glance So I sit and suffer and begine to hate Everyone that would create This pain I tried to hide away My heart is not a toy To be played with and destroyed I placed it somewhere it cant be found In time and space I will abound Hidden for all eternity Left somewhere safe and sound Kept out of sight Hidden from those who migh Seek to cause pain To a heart thats already been strained!

Assassin
No one was there. The apartment room was decorated in a hideously high-tech fashion, with black and chrome furnishings that did not look comfortable in the slightest. It looked cold. That was the best word he could use. No emotion softened the room. Function was tantamount. The hologram window showed a scene out of a nightmare, where an orange sun barely lit the gloomy city. No cheer, no greenery. Still, his training took over. He found his kit on a table near the bed, with his favorite liquids and toys within. He scanned the room and reviewed all furnishings for possible uses, either as a sexual aid or as a weapon. Bed sheets were useful. The mattress was on a hard, unyielding box platform. The lamp on the table was black ceramic with a nice curved handle. The shade was a metal disk that threw the light on the wall. Well, it wouldn't throw harsh shadows, anyway. All the mirror-like polish was on the inside. Paris wandered over to the catering slot, where a tantalizing aroma

Going Gently
Le-An sniffed the air. True to his word, Brother Andrew had it cleaned just the way Brolly demanded all the rooms of the sick be treated. The shutters were opened to the night air, and the room smelled of herbs. Le-An shut the door and found himself pinned against it. Brolly's breath teased Le-An's ear. "At last." Brolly sighed. "Now I may express my joy properly at seeing your face." Le-An, his cheek pressed to the wood, snickered. "How can you see my face at all when you've plastered me against this door?" Teasing was the only defense he had against the thundering joy in his heart. Brolly released him and turned him around, his face sober. "I've missed you." Le-An stared into those golden brown eyes. "You have, my fine wolf? Then why did you run, and make me chase you down? Usually it is I who runs!" "I'll explain later, in detail. I have more interesting ideas on what to do with these two hours allotted to us." The caress against his trews left Le-An no doubts what Brolly had

Thanks For Voting For Me In The Contest!
I want to THANK everyone for voting for me in the contest! It has been fun! I really appreciate all my friends and CT Families for stopping by and showing some love! I hope I was able to return the favors for you when your contests were going on! This section goes out to a cool friend. You know who you are! LOL All you single guys out there, check out Resident Smart @$$! First, I need to THANK YOU! It was fun being in this contest with you because we made it fun by helping each other! Yeah, we might have driven some CT friends along for the comment bombing ride, but it was all in good clean CT fun! I am glad you came out ontop! LOL, I was worried because you was stressing out so bad about the Rolex! LOL! Second, I want to say Thank You for being such a cool friend and for being there when I needed someone to IM with and just cry with on a few occasions! I value our friendship and want you to know how cool you are!!!!!!! Third, I appreciate YOU for who you are! TO ME YOU

Bitches Come And Go Friends R 4ever
" A Real Friend " A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself. A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you HAVE an argument. A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've had a fight. A simp

Weekend Fun ** Drunken Antics**
haha so how was every1's weekend? i would sayy mine was good altho i cnt remember liek 75% of it loll. drunken fun and Xtasy on saterday. 26er of whiskey.26er of champagne. 24 case of beer and some pillllzzzzzzzzz. haha stumbling around almost got hit by a car. told some bitch i was gunna kill her next time i saw her cuz she was tryin to break me n my bf upp. chillin wit my man, my best friend n her boyy. good times good times.

Never Real
ive seen it all ive been around another lonely place another lonely town back from the dead sign post up ahead ive walked a million miles and back again but youll never know the real me I decide who it is i want you to see youll never know the real me youll never know me ive built these walls from blood and brick i keep you on the outside cuz youre sick you think you understand what it is i need you cant get by my deep seed its burned inside im barely alive day by day i get closer to the day i die youll never know the real me ive blinded you and youll never see what it is i hide inside of me youll never know me

Shit Happens!!!
Tuesday---my favorite necklace breaks my lucky charm,I get into a fight,people end up in the hospital,they get released,We get pulled over in front of our house someone goes to jail,...just call it a night already,you're having a bad day,and you just don't want no more of it,get locked out of my room,gotta go to work skip breakfast,break a nail opening the nasty letter my x-boyfriend sent,...---DIRTY.Have no beer Til Friday,...Car won't start,only 2 cigarettes to go day before payday,But you know,that's life it's chaos,...which any life without chaos isn't normal,SHIT HAPPENS!!!,...but luckily,I have friends and family that love me,And a sense of humor,...So,...SMILE!!! And have a nice day!!!

Help From The Guys
cum on boys show me the goods,i wanna see it all,ya im a nymph and a really horny one at that.i love a nice hard picture or even better a video of a guy cumming.so if ya think ya can get me goin show me....

New Immigrants
New Immigrants (An e-mail I received… just passing it on) From: "David LaBonte" My wife, Rosemary, wrote a wonderful letter to the editor of the OC Register which, of course, was not printed. So, I decided to "print" it myself by sending it out on the Internet. Pass it along if you feel so inclined. Dave LaBonte (signed) Written in response to a series of letters to the editor in the Orange County Register: Dear Editor: So many letter writers have based their arguments on how this land is made up of immigrants. Ernie Lujan for one, suggests we should tear down the Statue of Liberty because the people now in question aren't being treated the same as those who passed through Ellis Island and other ports of entry. Maybe we should turn to our history books and point out to people like Mr. Lujan why today's American is not willing to accept this new kind of immigrant any longer. Back in 1900 when there was a rush from all areas of Europe to come to the United States, people

Friends
If you lucky enough to have friends Keep them cause friends are rare True friends im talking about... I recently had two very nice friends and what did i do I hurt them very much by my actions now they are no longer my friends if i could turn back time i most surely would ... Cause I lost the Best friends in the world i could ever have...... I'm So Sorry I didn't think and its my fault!!!

Something I Just Put Together
I thought of her todayâ€¦Her sweet kiss, a deep gaze from her soulful eyes, her soft hand upon my face. I kept thinking about how much I await her lips on mine. Her deep passionate kiss. Feeling her bodyâ€™s silky skin close to my body. I want to kiss her. Want to feel her so deep. Have her take my hand and I will show her the flame burning secretes, burning wishes. The moments we have shared from a distance will pale in comparison to the ones we shall experience when we are joined. I know that just the mere sight of you will make my heart rate quicken. Thinking of all the things that could and could never happen brings my blood to a boil. Embracing you for the first time in longer then one can remember will be the fist step in many that I shall keep within my mind while I am away. While holding you my hands will slide from the mid point in your back down to your hips and then your ass while I look at you with a bit of a seductive grin. Leaning my head in towards your lips then moving

Some Favourite Quotes
Never engage in a battle of wits with an unarmed man One owes respect to the living. To the dead one owes only truth The idea of God is the sole wrong for which I cannot forgive mankind Love me for my mind not my body, play with my body not my mind Give a man a fish, and it'll feed him for a day. Give a man religion and he'll starve to death praying for a fish You do not have a soul, you are a soul, you have a body One has to pay dearly for immortality; one has to die several times while one is still alive Between two evils… always pick the one you’ve never tried before Lead me not into temptation......I can find it myself No tears, please. It's a waste of good suffering. Our scars have the power to remind us that the past was real. I trust fast poison The stars to wink out And you, my love--and you ''Love is passion, obsession, someone you can’t live without. If you don’t start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over hee

Because You Care.
I burped and it burned. It burned with the heat of a thousand suns. You see, it's things like this that people don't really care about. You don't need to tell the entire planet every last bit of boring minutia about your day. Stop it. Or I shall burp on you.

R.i.p Kyle
R.I.P Kyle, you will always be missed! Kyle Timothy Grinnell, II Jan. 14, 1986 to Feb. 21, 2007 A beautiful boy taken by an ugly act. Our beloved "Buddy" is the intensely loved son of his parents Kyle and Heidi Grinnell and his mother Chaum Sukkaseam Grinnell and has preceded them in death. He leaves behind his adoring siblings, Olivia, Celeste, Alianna (and husband Andy Berg), John (and daughter Brooke) Longden, and David (and wife Pamela) Longden. He also leaves behind his grandparents, Edwin and Bernadine Grinnell, as well as many aunts, uncles, and cousins. Since his murder we have heard from many of the people that have loved Buddy with expressions of their love for him. Buddy truly has an artist's soul. He was amazingly talented in drawing and writing poetry. He also loved team sports, most especially playing football. Buddy's smile could melt hearts and light up the entire world all at the same time. His life began with such joy and hope. The goodness and greatness that w

Short Notice Camz Show
Hi Everyone! I know this insanely short notice, but I'll be on camz in about 45 min tonight (feb 27th). For those of you that won't catch this in time or see me tonight, I also will do a show tomorrow night at 7:o0 pm est for the ones that miss me tonight. You can see me on camz by access it through my members area. I'm on video/voice every week for an hour. See you there! www.aimeelynn.net Hope to see you there! XOXO, Aimeelynn

I'm From Venus!!!!
You Are From Venus You love all forms of beauty. You love dressing up and anything luxurious. A social butterfly, you're incredibly popular and a great host. You're known for your fairness and affection. And as a frind to all. Careful though! You're desire to please may make you too willing to conform. Be yourself. Focus on what matters to you. You'll be all the more popular for it. What Planet Are You From?

Family Room Shortage...
so... i know some people on here that want to be in my family... but I'm all full! I've already taken a couple people off to let other people in, so sorry to those of you who cannot see my family pics. I don't know exactly what to do (or make you guys do) to be able to get into my family... they should just let me put more people into my family... soooo.... if you have any ideas for how to discriminate between people (as i am too nice) and select the ones for my family, please let me know... and don't just say, "pleeeease let me see your nsfw pics" cuz that aint gonna get you anywhere... thanx :) and later!

Oops I Did It Again!!!!!!!!
I entered this blast giveaway of engla's before i knew I wasnt going to be able to be online much so this one may take a while. Good news is theres no time limit and i just need 25,000 comments this time instead of 50,000! LOL_ but if you are bored and wouldnt mind helping since im dealing with dial up speed now and its driving me CRAZY!!!! heres the link! and thx Redhawk for the help already even before i announce it! LOL

Love
Who ever grows up and thinks about what the man or woman they will be with for the rest of there lives? We all have. I never knew how much I could love someone. I never knew that I would be in love and be happy as I am. Years ago i wouldn't have given a chance to the man I have today. Thinkin that all the past experiences led me to what I am, who I am, and who I ended up with. For all those who broke my heart I thank you. because if it wasn't for those few I wouldn't have opened my heart to the unfamiliar. I love you Allan! You are my whole world!

My Best Friend Kathy (tootsie ) R. I ,p,
I once had a friend named Kathy Everyone knew her as Toostie She was an Awesome friend... She taught me that people mattered Their feelings, their thoughts, their actions, everything about them mattered!!!! I lost My best Friend to Aids and a part of me died with her I recieved a letter from her after she had died From her Father In the letter it told me that although friends matter som some etimes its best to not trust some people i never got the chance to ask her why she said this to me... i just recently found out why when i called her Dad a few days ago it was because her friend gave her Aids and she was mad at him So the letter she sent to me says D. T. A. well i wish i never saw the Letter cause i have lost so many friends by not opening up to them and accepting them as they are Just friends ...... So Tootsie Rest in Peace But you were wrong... Just as i am wrong... Friends Matter People Matter (Kathy Frakes 09-15-01

Do U Think This Is A Real Man
A REAL MAN DOES CUR WAT ANY GIRL LOOKS LIKE AIN'T ALL BOUT SEX IS FAITHFUL HONEST TRUTHFUL TRUSTWORTHY LOVES HER 4 HER AN LIKE HER 4 HER WILL SUPPORT HER ALL THE TIME WOULD NEVER DO ANYTHING 2 HURT HER WOULD TELL HER IF THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WOULDN'T CHAT ON HER AN WOULDN'T SAY THINGS HE DOESN'T MEAN WOULD WAIT UNTIL SHE'S READY 4 SEX WOULDN'T FORCE HER AGAIST HER WILL WOULD STICK HER 4 HER WOULDN'T LET ANYBODY TALK * BOUT HER AN WOULD NEVER EVER RAISE HIS HAND 2 ANY FEMALE

Y I Hated Guys
I HATE ALL GUYS CUZ YA'LL THINK WIT THA WRONG HEAD YA'LL THINK BOUT * 24/7 365 AN THATS WAT MAKE YA'LL FAKE C ME I DNT THINK WIT THA WRONG HEAD CUZ I AIN'T FAKE C A RELATIONSHIP IZ NOT BOUT SEX AT ALL ITS BOUT FINDING THA RIGHT ONE FINDING UR SOUL MATE DAMN GUYS THINK WIT THA RIGHT HEAD AN YA'LL MIGHT BEABLE 2 KEEP A REAL WOMEN HELL IF YA'LL DIDNT PLAY GAMES THEY WOULDNT LEAVE YA'LL ASSES AN IF U ACT LIK YA'LL WERE MATURE AN INSTEAD OF BEING INMATURE WOMEN WOULD LIK YA'LL MAKE AN DNT EVER EVER LIE 2 A WOMEN IF SHE ASK DO U JACKOFF TELL THA TRUTH AN STOP DISRESEPECTING FEMALES BY CALLING THEM HOE,AN BITCHES CUZ ME I DNT THINK ANY FEMALE IN THA WORLD IZ A GARDEN TOOL OR A FEMALE DOG SO BE MATURE REAL HONEST ON LOVE AN CARE AN FAITHFUL AN YA'LL KEEP YA'LL WOMEN A YA'LL STOP BE * ASS BITCH *E * I HATE BEING A GUY I WISH I WAZ A CUTE CUDDLY PANDA BEAR!

Why Do They Exist?
I HATE Matts... in general... I'm sure there are a few nice ones out there in the big wide world... but as a rule, as I have found, they are creeps, liars, pedophiles, guys who would sleep with other guys girls (several Matts have done this), just all around slime balls... so in my opinion its a shoot first and find out if they are nice at their eulogy. If you are a Matt and are offended... take a good long look in the mirror... if this does not pertain to you... don't sweat it... and if it does... go do the world a favor and hang yourself... God its not as if we would miss you at all... OK thats my rant for now... I will Keep you all posted

I'm Writing A Book For Lovers
Hey everyone, I've been writing poetry for a while now and doing a colloboration of poems that I plan on putting together and getting published in a book sometime in the next year or so. So far I've posted some of those poems up on my blog. I still have more to post, and even more to write before I'm ready to publish. In the meantime, I would like your opinion on what you think on what's been posted thus far. The book that I'm going to write will be a book for lovers. It will be mostly romance, love and sex, and maybe a few dark ones. I would like some feed back, and your honest opinion on what I've posted so far. Thanks for your luv and support on this, and I look forward to hearing from you!! Heather -

Just Getting Worse
You know what i think is totally lame and stupid, people that have a name thats a full sentence, it was cool when the first 5 people did it, but now everyone has to do it, how come everyone copies what everyone else does on here.....ahh ha i know why so they can be cool to and level up.....lame..who cares about leveling up, oh one final thought if one more person gets a picture that morphs im gonna puke.....it old done a thousand time ..lame

Pieces Of My Heart
It's alright, I'll be fine don't worry about this heart of mine Take your love and hit the road just leave the pieces when you go Nothing you can do or say just keep walking away Don't turn around as my tears hit the ground You were determined for us to part even before we could start You made up your mind to leave this life behind It's alright, I'll be fine don't worry about this heart of mine Take your love and hit the road just leave the pieces when you go My green eyes now blue all because of you Once you depart just leave the pieces of my heart

18th Floor Balcony Blue October
I close my eyes and I smile Knowing that everything is all right To the core, so close that door Is this happening? My breath is on your hair I'm unaware that you opened the blinds And let the city in God, you held my hand, and we stand Just taking in everything Chorus: And I knew it from the start So my arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach And we're, we're trying so hard not to fall asleep Here we are on this 18th floor balcony We're both flying away So we talk about moms and dads About family pasts Just getting to know where we came from Our hearts were on display for all to see I can't believe this is happening to me And I raise my hand As if to show you that I was yours That I was so yours for the taking I'm so yours for the taking and That's when I felt the wind pick up I grabbed the rail while choking up These words to say and then you kissed me Chorus: Yeah, I knew it from the start My arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach A

Tracks Featured In My Stash Part 2 Midnight Oil
Midnight Oil are another Australian Rock Band from Sydney and this track King Of The Mountain was a single during the time it was popular and now Peter Garrett the Lead Singer is now a policitian from Bruce

Ode To A Past Love
Hey yo, it's time to lay it down I can't go out cause I'm no clown You think you can play me, think I will cry? I'll show you, you're not so sly I can't be kept down, what, you don't know? You're not so smart, fact is you're slow You think I'm gonna cry for you Think you'll get me with you? You used to be my friend But this is the end You think I can be bought Well you must have thought You still had a shot Just because I've forgot? Well I can't be caught As you might have thought My life's no picnic But I still have a trick Up my sleeve Think I'm a sieve But I know I'm not slow You think you can get me You think I will see What you see But YOU CAN'T SEE ME You think I still care and think I'm a bear But you gotta know that things Aren't gonna be the same things That they used to be You think I still got feelings, but for you it stinks Because those feelings, well they're really extinct You think, "My life stinks like a big peach pit" But frankly, my

My Muse
Sprung from heartache And indecision I write these words for you Showing my soul They arent meant to hurt Or confuse Just spilling my thoughts Telling the whole Letting you know I care for you Dont want you to cry You are my muse Giving me words Spectacular and new Letting me tell you What I cant speak Unlocking my heart And setting it free