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Puros
Ok. I should be asleep. I said I was going to bed. And I did. But something was bothering me. As a cigar lover, I take my puros very seriously. And it struck me that many of the brands we have here in the US are actually brand names stolen from Cuba. Now, this may not mean much to those of you who dont smoke cigars, but to those of us that do, it raises a serious problem. If I buy a cigar in the US from these brands, and I buy another one in England, I have two very different cigars. One is most likely Dominican made and one is a Habano. The blend, the bouquet, the draw, the finish... all of these will differ drasticly between the two cigars. Since 1962 it has been illegal to import Habanos to the US. The following popular brands exist separately in both Cuba and the US: H Upmann Montecristo Hoyo de Monterrey Cohiba Partagás Romeo y Julieta Punch Trinidad Saint Luis Rey La Gloria Cubana

Peace
Peace Often we look at the outside world and find it in a state of seeming chaos or disorder. We feel compelled to transform the situation from one of turmoil into one of peace, yet we are often disappointed in our best attempts to do so. One reason for this is that we cannot bring to the world what we do not have to offer. Peace starts in our own minds and hearts, not outside of ourselves, and until its roots are firmly entrenched in our own selves, we cannot manifest it externally. Once we have found it within, we can share it with our family, our community, and the whole wide world. Some of us may already be doing just that, but for most of us, the first step is looking within and honestly evaluating the state of our own relationship to peacefulness. Interestingly, people who manifest peace internally are not different from us; they have chattering thoughts and troubled emotions like we all do. The difference is that they do not lend their energy to them, so those thoughts a

Behind Your Smile:)
Your smile makes my Heart beat fast, It makes me stronger to face the difficulties in Life, Your smile brings you near to me and keeps me warm. But behind this unchanging face and sweet smile of you, Is a sorrow and a bitter memories of your Life, Amid a crowd of temptation and tears of unforgiven false... A life unprofaned by tears,crashed a poisoned vine to thine Lovable face; Murmur of bitterness behind all sweetness. Oh! my dear I will praised thee in Heaven, And sing you a sweet song and all your sorrow will be vanished, And behind your smile is an ending glow of light***

A Grip From Rush Limbaugh (it's The Truth Do Agree)
By Rush Limbaugh: I think the vast differences in compensation between victims of the September 11 casualty and those who die serving our country in Uniform are profound. No one is really talking about it either, because you just don't criticize anything having to do with September 11. Well, I can't let the numbers pass by because it says something really disturbing about the entitlement mentality of this country. If you lost a family member in the September 11 attack, you're going to get an average of $1,185,000. The range is a minimum guarantee of $250,000, all the way up to $4.7 million. If you are a surviving family member of an American soldier killed in action, the first check you get is a $6,000 direct death benefit, half of which is taxable. Next, you get $1,750 for burial costs. If you are the surviving spouse, you get $833 a month until you remarry. And there's a payment of $211 per month for each child under 18. When the child hits 18, those payments come to a screech

Just Me Venting....
If I offend anyone please let me know... But I need to rant on this subject for a minute or two.. Those who know me know that I am raising my son alone. However his piece of shit father is working and all that fun shit, yet cannot seem to pay the court ordered $283.98 a month in child support. I find this rather funny considering I sure as hell didn't concieve my son alone. The way I see it is if you wanna get laid and in the heat of the moment you create a child you should at least have the fucking decency to man up and help take care of your child. Second of all if you have a child NEVER hang up on that child when he/she calls to wish you happy fathers day! I love my life do not get me wrong, but every child deserves a mother and a father. And I know some of my son's father's family is probably gonna read this, this has nothing to do with you guys. I just find it rather chicken shit of someone to hung up on an innocent child and pretend that that child does not exsist. Second of a

Repost This If You Laugh
Body: A guy breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife: "Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck. If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you.'' To which his wife responds, "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any Vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you too!!" if you laugh repost this. just spread the joke arou

Fred Thompson Facts
1. Fred Thompson often fills in for Paul Harvey and batman 2.physicist say nothing can escape a black hole or Fred Thompson 3.Why does Iran want nukes? Fear of Fred Thompson 4.Though fred Thompson left the Senate in 2003,Harry reid still has'nt stopped wetting his pants. 5.Only 2 things can kill superman,Krytonite and Fred Thompson 6.Every night Obama checks under his bed for Fred Thompson 7.Fred Thompson is a prime number 8.Actual cause of global warming?Fred Thompson's burning rage 9.Fred Thompson appears human size because he is actually standing a million miles away 10.Not only does Fred Thompson cut taxes,he cuts tax collectors 11.Frd Thompson looked towards Mexico with a dirty look,and no illegal aliens crossed teh border for a whole week!

I Done Gone And Done It It Now
COMPUTER IS DOWN FOR THE COUNT...MEANS UNTIL I CAN GET MY NEW ONE RUNNING....ONE UPDATE A DAY FROM ME. UNLESS THOSE OF YOU BOMBING ME WANT TO REPOST THIS FROM TIME TO TIME...IN ANY CASE...I WILL UPDATE AS ACCESS ALLOWS. THANKS FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT!! I'M IN FIRST PLACE!!!!!1052 VOTES AHEAD!!!! I WANT TO THANK EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU WHO HAVE HAD A HAND IN GETTING ME THIS FAR!! YOU LADIES AND GENTS STRAIGHT UP ROCK! I KNOW THIS BLOG/BULLETIN HAS GOTTEN A BIT REDUNDANT, BUT MY HOME PC IS ON ITS LAST LEGS AND IT IS EASIER TO COPY/AND PASTE A FORM BLOG/BULLETIN BECAUSE ITS FASTER. I NEVER KNOW WHEN THIS PC IS GANNA CRAP OUT ON ME SO I WANT TO GET THE UPDATES OUT ASAP. THANKS FOR PUTTING UP WITH IT. ALSO DUE TO MY PC ISSUES, IT IS HARDER FOR ME TO LEAVE YOU GUYS AND GALS COMMENT AND RATE LOVE. DONT THINK I AM IGNOREING YOU OR SLIGHTING YOU. THAT IS FAR FROM THE TRUTH. THANKS AGAIN FOR ALL YOUR PATIENCE AND SUPPORT!!!! Ok Friends,Family and Fans!! The Gimptastic

Yes,no,maybe So
ARE YOU: 1. Obsessed with sex?: Not really 2. Are you tall?: Yes 3. In your pajamas?: Yes 4. Left handed?: Right LAST: 1. Friend you saw: Steven 2. Talked to on the phone: My mom 3. Person to IM you: Alan 4. Was today better than yesterday: Don't know yet,just got up FAVORITE: 1. Number: 7 2. Season: Summer QUESTIONS & ANSWERS: Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?: A: nothin,i worked overnight Q: Do you have anything bothering you?: A: maybe Q: What's the last movie you watched in theaters and who'd you watch it with?: A: TMNT with my friend steven Q: Where is the last place you went?: A: Toys r us to drop my brother off at work Q: Do you smile often?: A: no Q: Do you wish upon stars?: A: Sometimes Q: Where did you sleep last night?: A: nowhere i worked,slept in my bed when i got off this mourning Q: Why did you sleep there?: A: Because its my bed Q: When was the last time you cried?: A: its been

Smile, The Day Is Done
So cold, the mornings frosty air Make way for a fresh new day In the cold dewy air Line up each new fresh bud Everything is new and beautiful The days grow longer Hours of the nights grow short Everything is new and beautiful Daylight slips away to dusk And the nights grow long Yet everything is new and beautiful Into the warmth of the midday sun So finding that everything is new and beautiful Days grow long, days grow short Over and over, it never stops Nights are the same, yet opposite Everything is new and beautiful.

This Month Is A Tough One
Let me get things out before I hurt feelings and not mean to. There are a couple/three times in the year that get really tough for me to deal with. July happens to be one of those times of the year. July 17th is my youngest son's birthday, my birthday is the 20th. Matthew committed suicide October 29, 2003. I have it hard not to get moody, bitchie and such this time of year. If you speak to me and I come off as a bit "rude". It's not your fault. Just talk to me at another time or send me an email. I wish everyone a Happy 4th!! Be safe!!

A New Jesus Loves Me
> >> > >>While watching a little TV on Sunday instead of going to church, > >>I watched a Church in Atlanta honoring one of its senior pastors who had > >>been retired many years. He was 92 at that time and I wondered why the > >>Church > >>even bothered to ask the old gentleman to preach at that age. > >> > >>After a warm welcome, introduction of this speaker, and as the > >>applause quieted down he rose from his high back chair and walked slowly, > >>with great effort and a sliding gate to the podium. Without a note or > >>written paper of any kind, he placed both hands on the pulpit to steady > >>himself and then quietly and slowly he began to > >>speak.... > >> > >>"When I was asked to come here today and talk to you, your > >>pastor asked me to tell you what was the greatest lesson ever learned in > >>my 50 > >>odd years of preaching. I thought about it for a few days and boiled it > >>down > >>to just one thing that made

Shrimp And Crab Gravy
Shrimp and Crab Gravy This quick and simple dish really spotlights the briny deliciousness of the shellfish. It's just terrific served over grits. Credit: Lifestyle Servings: 4 to 6 Ingredients: * 2 pounds shrimp * 1/2 pound bacon * 2 medium onions, chopped * 2 tablespoons butter, divided * Salt and pepper, as needed * Flour, as needed * 1 pound cooked crabmeat (or a mix of white meat and claws) * Cooked rice or grits, for serving Directions: Wash, head (if using heads-on shrimp), peel and devein the shrimp. Cut the bacon into 1-inch slices. Cook the bacon in a large skillet until brown. Drain the grease. Set the bacon aside. Add the onions and a pat of butter. Brown the onions. Set aside with the bacon. Sprinkle the shrimp with salt and pepper. Roll in flour. In the skillet, lightly brown the shrimp in a pat of butter. Add the onions and bacon. Stir. Add enough water to cover the mixture. Add the cooked crabmeat. Cov

6 Canadian Soldiers Killed :(
Afghan roadside bomb kills six Canadian soldiers Wed Jul 4, 3:36 PM ET KABUL (Reuters) - Six Canadian soldiers were killed in southern Afghanistan on Wednesday when their armored vehicle hit a roadside bomb, the Canadian government said, in what was the deadliest attack on NATO forces this month in the country. The Taliban claimed responsibility for the attack, the deadliest since April, when six Canadian soldiers were killed in a similar incident. It brings the total number of foreign troops killed in action in Afghanistan to more than 70 this year. Afghanistan is going through one of its bloodiest phases of violence since U.S.-led troops overthrew the Taliban's radical Islamic government in 2001. The Taliban are strongest in southern Afghanistan. Ottawa said the six men and a local Afghan interpreter died when their armored vehicle hit the device in the Panjwai district about 20 km (13 miles) southwest of the southern city of Kandahar, which is home to Canada's 2

Ohio Friends
Friends: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk OHIO Friends: Will post 360 degree security so you dont get caught --------------------------------------------------------- Friends: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs OHIO Friends: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the nasty bitch you tried to pick up -------------------------------------------------------------------- Friends: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. OHIO Friends: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. --------------------------------------------------------------- Friends: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. OHIO Friends Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...that shit was fun " ------------------------------------------------------ Friends: Cry with you. OHIO Friends: laugh at you --------------------------------------------------------- Friends: A

What's Important To Love And Friendship ??
Patience and honesty are two of the most important things people can have for one another... and with that you will allway's have a foundation for a true friendship, and love. for people who are learning to love, or learning what true friendship really implies, Patience and Honesty for youself aswell... cuase shouldn't "you" be "your" true'st friend of all ?? Peace and Love to all you groovy humans and to the few that I call my true friends that know how much that really means to me... you will never know how much I adore you for your patience with me.

Ughhh Boy's
. I HATE ALL MEN .. I HATE THAT YOU SAY ONE THING AND DO ANOTHER.. I HATE YOU WANT ME BUT I DON'T WANT YOU OR IF I WANT YOU YOU JUST WANT SEX.... I HATE BEING WOOO D AND THEN DROPPED LIKE SOME KINDA OF TOY YOU FORGET ABOUT AS A CHILD..... GROW UP.. ACT LIKE YOU ARE MEN WITH SENSE..... I HAVE KIDS .. I HAVE MY OWN LIFE I WANT TO SHARE IT NOT LOSE IT FOR A PEICE OF ASS.... I QUIT.. I AM DONE.......

I Want To Take A Vacation
i want a vacation from emotions. i dont want to feel anymore. well not ever again...just for like a week or two. i want to shut down and not feel any of them, the good and the bad. my system needs a rest....

Poetry Not Completed
Within us comes a deep emotion to love,as I pull you close to me and this eagerness to hold your willing body grows as our heart's beat rapidly. I speak softly as I whisper in your ear as though I'm with you now, to feel the lovelyness of you greatly intensify this moment of seduction. Our clothes fall in a path trailing from behind to find us the close's place, for our two half naked body's to lye you pull me down are at rest

Revised For The Idiots
I just revised my profile b/c I was getting so many freaking morons asking me stupid crap. Now whether they read it or not is a whole other subject lol. Everyone should check it out & tell me what they think.

Don't Piss Off A Montana Woman....lol...
A Montana cowboy's wife came home just in time to find her husband in bed with another woman. With super-human strength, borne of fury, and cutting calves, she dragged him down the stairs, out the back door, and into the tool shed out back of the barn. She put his tally-whacker in a vice, and then secured it tightly and removed the handle. Next she picked up an old carpenter's saw. The banged up cowboy was terrified, and hollered, "Stop! Stop! "You're not gonna cut it off with that rusty damn saw, are you?" The wife, with a gleam of revenge in her eye, put the saw in her husband's hand and said, "Nope. I'm gonna set this old shed on fire, and go to town for a cold beer. You do whatever you want!!!"

Life Sucks Until You Get A Clue
Just when I thought I could stand on my own after all the tormoil, today I buried my 14 yr old niece. There is nothing worse than saying goodbye to someone you were teaching about life and what was in store for them ahead in life. Only to find out, they taught you more than you can ever learn in life in a horrific day. How many times did I tell my son he couldn't stay out and ride his scooter because I was tired of sitting outside? how many times did I not give him 5 more minutes to try his best again on the monkey bars? Saying goodbye to my niece opened my eyes to what I was not indulging myself to in my life. How many times do I have to be selfish or too tired before I realize what I lost? Today I realized, as I said goodbye with tear-filled eyes to my Mindy, that I don't have tomorrow, I only have today. What do I actually have to do that is that important that I can't throw a ball to my son or watch him learn another stunt on his scooter, bike, or skateboard? Pay bills, clean a ki

M.o.d. /ese Show Pics From San Antonio Show!!!
ESE tour pics M.O.D shows thanxs ROB metal works San Antonio Billy Milano told the Mariachi guy that it was Knotch's birthday and he was caught off guard and you can tell by the goofy ass look on his face ..can't remember the name of the restaurant but it was on broadway the gave us our own section which was cool and we got to eat some very good food i guessJohnny Lachingas & Andy from rob..s metal works in San AntonioCarlitos Whay Some dude (sorry bro i can..t remember your name) Uncle Knotch, Rob from metal works in San Antonio and Carlitos Whay...kicking itthis was a fun trip for us (ESE) because how many of us get to go out and perform with one of our biggest influences (Billy Milano) ?????????????

American Idol - Top 4 - Not A Good Night
Well, last night's American Idol wasn't the best. There were moments of greatness, but I just wasn't very impressed with any of the performances.I did not like Blake's renditions at all -- it's almost like he's just using gimicks (the beat boxing) to stand out and not doing much singing. So, I'll be ready for him to go tonight. (I know my nieces will be screaming with outrage if he leaves -- but for real -- he needs to be done.)I think that LaKisha is also at risk not because she did poorly -- because I think she did okay and she'll get a recording contract and do well without winning -- I think she's at risk because her personality is not as strong as some of the others.Now, I know that Jordin is becoming a favorite, and I've liked her from the start, but her youth is showing and the pouty looks at the end (trying to get people to call and vote for her)... well, it's not my favorite thing ... it just seems like it's a bit immature. She's young and will do very well in the future... bu

07/12-2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "I count my blessings it takes some time, as there are many which I call mine. The little things a lover does, completeness of a mothers love. The look my daughter speaks with eyes, my truth inside which never dies. The goodness that my father gave, those tears I shed upon his grave. Where flowers bloom now springs new life, and goodness stands against the tide. Now there are two who make me whole, an endless tally of my soul." © 1999-2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

"concrete Blocks"
H-K's, fivesevens, forty-five's, magnums, still keep the plastic glock, cause that shit is drastic, when it comes to poppin heat, I got the shit mastered, if I put the semi on, I'll kill yo ass faster. Concrete blocks around yo motherfucking feet, drop you in the river, watch yo ass just sink, concrete blocks around yo motherfucking feet, Detroit river, watch yo ass just sink. 6 mile, wolfpack, we carry that heat, pop you in the dome, watch yo ass just leak, you had a twenty-two, but that shits not sweet, you thought you was a man, now yo ass just meat. 6 mile's hard and your crew is weak, you thought you was a don, but your future looks bleak, layin in the streets and yo ass looks beat, I put you in the trunk, and yo body just wreeks. Happy Halloween, I got a trick for your treat, some concrete blocks around yo motherfucking feet. I stepped out the game, came back and got drafted, 6-mile LA down, PA's get blasted, wolfpack, n

Heres To My Girls!!
What's so poignant about this picture? Well, it shows a line of little girls holding hands facing the immensity of ocean waves. Alone they might be washed away, but together they stand strong. Thank you each for holding my hand somewhere along the way when I was facing a wave of my own. I hope you will reach for my hand when your own wave threatens. All of us girls.. Old and young... Near and far... Hold special memories of good times we've shared. We've had our share of hard times when our friends were there to make us feel better. We've shared... our hearts our time our secrets our fears our hopes and our dreams. Let us never break the chain of friends! Pass this on to all of those girls that you are happy to have as friends. And if you get this back, then you know the chain of friends is strong! I am only as strong as the caffeine I drink, the hair spray I use and the girlfriends I have. Here's to you! Why do we only have parties for each other when one

I Been A Baaaaad Girl!
I am a ghost. A figment of my own imagination. Can't you tell it was a trap? You fell for it. You are still falling for it. One day soon I might just confess my sin. It did help me to move on. It helped me get over the madness. The ghost is still lurking. I'm going to let the ghost hang around awhile. Not sure how to break the news to you. That will take some planning. You might even forgive me. You have been beat at your own game. I relish the power. Turn about is fair play baby! Gotcha!

Hmm
Red eyes just keep my heart beating Your secret's safe with me Just drive, I've broken our mirror So our past won't look so tempting I never thought it'd feel this good to quit Failure tastes so sweet I'm not afraid anymore, forgive me I'll swing here, I'll hang from this rope Just at least until they've found me Stay close dear, the note on the floor says I wish that you were here At this point I'm not concerned I never thought it'd feel this good to quit Failure tastes so sweet I'm not afraid anymore, forgive me

Las Vegas, Nv (part 2)
So for the most part, the whole Friday the 13th oddness really does not bother me. But yet another random event has caused yet another random problem in the grand game plan for the weekend. Work is work and that was just another thing to deal with like normal. To the point, a random idea for a road trip was starting about 4 weeks. Destination was Las Vegas and my co-worker had never been. Every one of my close friends knows I'll plan everything. Like clockwork the plans are down on paper, with a few changes to who is going along and the hotel room booked. So it is down to the moment of leaving, about 45 minutes before the mark. Just got out of the shower. 4 missed calls on my cell phone. My co-worker has a family emergency and will not be able to go. Alright, that is understandable with the emergency and all. No I am not acting selfish. Just a bit uncomfortable about randomness. One gets used to the change of plans at last minute. On a positive note, I'm just glad this was not the tri

Moon River
Moon River Ernesto Cortazar Moon river, wider than a mile Im crossing you in style some day Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker Wherever youre goin, Im goin your way Two drifters, off to see the world Theres such a lot of world to see Were after the same rainbows end, waitin round the bend My huckleberry friend, moon river, and me (moon river, wider than a mile) (Im crossin you in style some day) Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker Wherever youre goin, Im goin your way Two drifters, off to see the world Theres such a lot of world to see Were after that same rainbows end, waitin round the bend My huckleberry friend, moon river, and me

Always, I Am Learning
Corey Feldman. Child star. Teen idol. Struggling musician. Reality TV star. And, um, apparently, choreographer. Yup, Corey Feldman is credited on imdb.com as the choreographer for Dream A Little Dream, a movie he did in 1989 with Meredith Salenger, Jason Robards, Piper Laurie and of course, Corey Haim.Here's his Corey-ography in action.I should explain that at this stage of the film, Corey's character is actually Jason Robards' character - they did one of those surreal body swap type things - so in his choreography, Corey is struggling to convey the essence of an old man dancing in a young man's body and uncomfortable, new-fangled duds. Which is why he stumbles and drops things. Jason Robards' character (who is trapped inside Corey's character) believes that his wife (Piper Laurie) is trapped in the body of Meredith Salenger's character, which could account for why he looks at his Michael Jackson-esque ensemble and makes a face. Or it may be his sudden realization that it's 1989 and lo

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Crazy
Written by willie nelson (as performed by willie nelson) Also performed by patsy cline and ray price* Crazy Crazy for feeling so lonely Im crazy Crazy for feeling so blue I knew you'd love me as long as you wanted And then someday you'd leave me for somebody new Worry Why do I let myself worry Wondering What in the world did I do Crazy For thinking that my love could hold you Im crazy for tryin Crazy for cryin And I'm crazy For lovin you (repeat last verse)

Anniversary
The Anniversary I knew you never in a million years expected me to remember that this weekend was the first anniversary of the first time we made love, so I planned carefully. I made sure you had no plans with friends or family. Reservations at our favorite restaurant and the five-star hotel downtown, and for you, an appointment at a nearby day spa for an afternoon of pampering. Thankfully your boss is an old friend and I convince his to give you Friday afternoon off. So now here we are, after the manicure and pedicure, after the massage; after penne ala vodka and chocolate mousse, after the hand-holding and sweet wine-flavored kisses; you are soaking in a luxuriant bubble bath as I make final preparations. Joining you in the bath (altho, not in the tub), I towel you dry, and secure a silk scarf around your eyes, blindfolding you. I lead you to the bed and kissing you gently, ask you to lie back and relax. I stretch your left arm high above your head and use another silk sca

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Meat-on-a-stick??
So this past Saturday, Lizzie and I hosted our first annual Meat-On-A-Stick day. This carnivore delight day is perfect for all Atkins friendly meat eaters, and definitely not for the crunchy vegetarian types. Not that we don't strongly support freedom of choice. We just happen to like meat: A lot. SO what actually composes a day of Meat-on-a-stick one might ask (and by now you're either reading this or have clicked off to something less meat filled that this blog)?? To be properly broad in our appreciation of meat, we selected from the five basic meat groups and dishes from several countries to add a little variety: Beef: Super spicy habanero pepper rubbed and lime splashed sirloin skewers Peruvian style Beef Kebabs with grilled onions and zucchini (recipe at end) Chicken: Juicy Pineapple Ginger Chicken with extra pineapple (of course) Pork: (the other white meat) Hispanic Grilled Pork Kebabs with Manchamantel Sauce (recipe at end) Lamb: Middle Ea

To My Friend, Things Get Better..
When hearts break, and tears run, life feels lonely and sad, you look back at what you had, knowing its gone, hearing your song, your eyes start to tear, then you feel the fear, fear of lonelyness in your heart, wondering why you had to part, days turn to weeks, and your eyes start the leaks, tears running down your checks, dont be afraid, dont be scared, its life changing the rules, and you have to treat it like jewels, to respect its beauty, to grace its charms, knowing it means you no harm, it will eventually send you into someone elses arms, then there will be love, sent from god above, to show you he cares, but i can see it when i try to wipe away your tears. this is to you my friend, ill try to be here till the end.......

Wow What A Jerk This One Is
Heres a good one, I wonder if he came up with this all on his own or did he have help.. ->pkaman2k3: why are you done sucking on it? pkaman2k3: looking for something big and hard some guys don't have a clue !!!!!!!!! pkaman2k3@ CherryTAP

Read This And Please Do It.
So I was just talking to a Marine. He served from 1959 to 1974. He also did 3 tours in Nam. Not only did he do 3 tours but he had a hard ass job. Him some love. I have alot of respect for this guy if you have any respect for me rate/fan/add him. It sounds like a pimp out but it isnt its just respect so hit him up. http://fubar.com/user/953557

Parking Lot Surprise
Okay one of my more recent fantasy involves a parking garage. I imagine that I have just gotten done with an appointment. It is very late in the day and I had to park earlier farther into the garage than I would have liked. I walk out of the door to the stairs, my skirt swishing as I walk. I am exausted from the day I've had and cant wait to just get in my car and drive home. My legs are killing me in these shoes and I know that I will most definately be taking a nice hot shower when I get home. I look around the parking garage and notice most of the occupants have already left for the day. It is so nice to have some time for peace and quiet. As I get closer to my car I hear sounds coming from some where close by. It sounds like a man and a woman talking in almost hushed tones. I reach into my purse to find my keys and cant find them anywhere. Damn! I franticly start to think where the last time I saw them was... and then I hear the woman giggle from something. I turn to

Thanking God
I thank God every day for all He has done for me and for all He has brought me through. He has done so much for me that I can't even begin to thank Him enough. I love the Lord God with all my heart and soul and I am proud to say that.

The Endless Empty
The world fades away into the deepest of black. The brightest of days becomes the darkest night. With closed eyes, I relax and not look back. Feeling the cold and endless falling flight. As I float in the endless empty. My heart loses its color. My soul cries out in vein. My life is worth no other. As known faces turn away. As I sink into the endless empty. All my hopes diminish. All my dreams fade. All my fears replenish. And my world unmade. As I fall into the endless empty. My heart will beat no more. And my tears will fade away. So the eyes of my future, will never know this day. As I embrace the endless empty.

Might Be Leaving...
Havent decided fully yet, but i might be leaving this site and returning after i move... But if i do leave i'd like to get my TRUE friend's email, yahoo or msn id's...so please send me a mail with them and i'll add Y/you...mine is below...i'll keep everyone updated when i make my mind up for sure.. peace yahoo id: (and the email i use) dark_kitty_1980@yahoo.com msn: dark_kitty_1980@hotmail.com i'll also be on myspace occasionally... www.myspace.com/cin_1980

Im Not Who I Was
IN THE LAST FEW DAYS.. THIS IS THE SONG THAT EVERY PLACE I WAS IN TEXAS.. AN EVERY TIME I TURNED THE RADIO ON.. ITS WHAT I HEARD. AN THIS SONG IS SO TRY.. AN SO ME.. WHEN I HEAR IT.. I GET THIS NEED TO GO BE THE GIRL I WANT TO BE.. SEE WHEN I WAS A GIRL.. I WOULD FALL OFF TRACK ALOT.. BUT WOULD ALWAYS GOOD BACK TO GOD.. I DONT CARE IF U DONT GO TO CHURCH EVERY SUNDAY.. BUT I KNOW THAT I DONT HAVE TO GO.. I KNOW THAT HE IS ALWAYS THERE.. PUSHING ME TO HELP OTHERS AND LOVE HIM.. AN I DO.. AN THOUGH RIGHT NOW I HAVE BEEN HAVING SOME REALLY BAD TIMES.. I SAW THAT I FORGOT ABOUT HIM.. WHEN I KNOW THAT MY FAITH IS ALWAYS BEEN STRONG FOR ME.. AN HE WANTED ME TO LISTEN.. AN IT TAKES ALOT TO GET ME TOO.. AN I GOT THIS MESSAGE YESTERDAY.. IM OFF WORK NOW.. TAKING CARE OF MY TWO BOYZ.. TILL I CAN GET SOME THINGS TOGETHER.. AN I HAD TO TAKE MY TRIP TO MY PLACE I CALL HOME.. AN SEE MY SELF AGAIN.. AN ON MY WAY HOME YESTERDAY.. I HEARD THIS SONG AGAIN.. AN I FELT LIFTED.. CAUSE IN THE RAIN I LOOKED

Night Ranger Concert
Night Ranger was awesome, did all the classics and some new ones if you do anything this summer you should check these guys out. Threw a frisbe to me and i caught it it was pretty cool because i got their autographs.

New Zombie Necrotic Bomber Family!!!!
Well it's official... After many people asking me to start a new Zombie bomber family.. I have finally done it... :).... We are a new bomber family..... We lean more towards the dark side of things.. Like Zombies ...Vampires...Witchcraft....Demons.... For those of you who like the dark gothic stuff, and best of all ZOMBIES..Then This family is for you...... We are NO Drama... And love to have fun...... I am the OFFICIAL owner of the Bombing family .. and already have quite a few people who have applied and are now officialy... Zombified...lol.. I also make my own Fubar Zombie Gothic and Vampire skins myself.... If anyone is in need of a certain one or kind just gimme a shout.... I will have all my tags and works and skins up.. As soon as I am finished them all.. :) If you would like to be part of the LIVING DEAD.... Please send all emails to me... Or leave a comment on this BLOG!!! We help those in contests, and those who call upon us , whatever time... Day or ni

My Story
Eliza Kit Monroe was born to a modern family of 6 and parents had divorced and she only seen her brothers and sisters for holidays. She lived with her father most of all her life. Early on in childhood her father knew she had a gift when she could control animals of any kind and had abnormal strength. It was almost like she could talk to them with her mind, she always had animals everywhere. Her siblings hated her for their father taking her and leaving them to live with their mother. They always called her kit and told her she was adopted that’s why animals would talk to her. Eliza always hated them for being so mean and loved when they weren’t around to hurt her. Then one day her mother had a fight with cancer and dead on Eliza’s 16th birthday. Everyone said it was her fault and her siblings caught her in their mother’s room. Eliza got kicked out of her home and on to the street. Where she learned how to fend for her self. She got a job at a dinner for room and board while she went t

Continued Frustration Level Off The Scale!!
There is probably a devil/evil force out in the world. I know this because of having to deal with insurance agents and their rules. For 8 weeks I have been dealing with an insurance company trying to get my wage replacement checks. I considered 2 to 3 weeks a fair time for the paper work. I even started the process the end of may. My short term ins. ran out june 9th. I have been told something different by each person I dealt with. My case agent has only returned 1 call in the entire 8 weeks. They requested records from every dr and facility I ever went to from dec 04. I hurt my back in nov 06. I feel like they are trying to prove I am faking. Right. I am faking living on 1/2 my take home pay. Not having $$$ to pay all my bills, buy birthday gifts, get my hair cut. And silly things like groceries, utilities, gas for my car. Being in pain and having friends come over and clean my house, do my shopping. Now I do have to admit the pain pills are not bad. LOL! But I have to la

Female And Male Definitions
1. THINGY (thing-ee) n. Female..... Any part under a car's hood. Male........ . The strap fastener on a woman's bra. 2. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. Female.... Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. Male........ Playing football without a cup. 3. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni- kay-shon) n. Female....The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. Male....... Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys. 4. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n. Female... A desire to get married and raise a family. Male....... Trying not to hit on other women while out with this one. 5. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn- ment) n. Female.... A good movie, concert, play or book. Male........ Anything that can be done while drinking beer. 6. FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n. Female... An embarrassing byproduct of indigestion. Male...... A source of entertainment, self-expression, male bonding. 7. MAKING LOVE (may-king luv) n. Female....The greatest expr

Sorry
Alright folks i just wanted to explain why i may seem a bit reluctant to get to know anyone too closly on here. I had someone who i thought was truly interested in me and cared about me promise something and not follow through on what they promised. Even after i voiced my concern about that happening they reassured me that they would be there and would come through. Well needless to say they did not and now are avoiding me. So IM withing drawing a bit to regather my thoughts and such. Much love to you all and im sure soon enough i'll be back to my normal out going self. I wont name names because im not petty like that besides he knows who he is. I just wanted you all to know the reason for the distance. Hurt and betrayal from someone you care for deeply kills. Thanks for listening to my ramblings.

Contest Update!! Tuesday/july 24/07
((((((((((((((((((((RIGHT NOW WE ARE IN 2ND PLACE ... GOOOOOO....GOOOOOO.. TEAM.))))))))) ROCK ON.... HELLL YEAH..... FUK YEAH...........I WANT TO LET YOU A KNOW THAT THIS REALLY MEANS ALOT TO ME... :) ....WE ARE NOW WELL OVER A THOUSAND... LAST NIGHT WE HAD A NASTY FREKKIN THUNDER STORM AND LIGHTNING STORM SO I WAS DOWN ALL NIGHT!!! gRRRRRRRRRRRR.... LOL... BUT I AM BACK AND POUNDING THE PAVEMENTS EVEN THROUGH MY PAIN... :) KEEP THOSE COMMENTS COMING AND HERE IS THE FINALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY.. I HAVE LOGGED DOWN EVERYONE THAT HAS HELPED COMMENT ON MY CONTEST SOO FAR..... AND YOU WILL EACH BE RECEIVING A 1 GIFT ITEM FROM ME AT THE END OF THE CONTEST... :) TO SHOW MY APPRECIATION... :) CONTEST ENDS IN 3 WEEKS.. ON AUGUST 13..... .....GOOOOO TEAM......GOOOOO..... :) CLICK ON MY PIC TO TAKE YOU THERE OR THE LINK http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=195549&albumid=471718&i=2514456570 [ fubar.com photo: 2514456570 ]

A Guy's Point Of View
A Guys Point Of View: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. ____________________________________________________ Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we fucking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. ____________________________________________________ Yeah, you can quote me. Push us down on the couch and make a move once in a while. W

Eyes Have It?
You scored as Eyes full of Pain, People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain67% Passion58% Mysterious42% Diamond Eyes25% What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Peace Of Mind
Just arived home from court for the restraining order i filed for judge granted it but this ass sat there saying ( the guy who jumped me ) that he was raised better than to touch a woman...the judge didnt want to see the pics but i think he knew the score cause not only is the guy not alllowed ANY where near me or my home if ANY thing happens to me or my things he will serve 6 months in jail also he was ordered within 6 months to pay me back my court costhe thinks he just got out of paying lol....the judge also told me ( on the side on the sly ) to throw everything thay have here out NOT to sell it or try to keep anything since it has been over 60 days getting close to 90..< evil smile > hope the guy can find his bike i just gave away that will be said it was dug out the trash LMAO i may be out over $5000.00 but this ass has NOTHING but his clothes he took left...pay backs are a bitch lol

We Started Out As Friends And Now It's Love
We started out as friends and now it's love. How beautiful to move so easily From comradeship to passionate intimacy, Pure gain, with no rough edges to remove. This turn was nothing I'd been thinking of, No maybes or perhapses, consciously. I knew desire, but love was not for me Until I felt my heart from friendship move. I never felt so happily at home As I do now, so rich in what life brings. Your pleasure now is mine, as mine is yours. I never realized that my life alone Flitted like a ghost among dead things, Glancing in through other people's doors.

I Got My Mumms Taken Away
i guess the more than a mouthful was too much for fubar so now my mumms are taken away.. im sure there are more mumms worse than that one but thats ok..so sorry everyone that was having fun with it .. it reached top mumms haha so i guess im not an angel after all.. welllllllll spankkkkkkkk meeeeee

I'm The Enemy
“I'm the enemy because I like to think. I like to read. I'm into freedom of speech and freedom of choice. I'm the kind of guy that could sit in a greasy spoon and wonder, gee, should I have the T-bone steak or the jumbo rack of barbecue ribs or the side order of gravy fries? I want high cholesterol. I would eat bacon and butter and buckets of cheese. Okay? I want to smoke Cuban cigars the size of Cincinnati in the nonsmoking section. I want to run through the streets naked with green Jell-O all over my body reading Playboy magazine. Why? Because I might suddenly feel the need to. Okay, pal?” Denis Leary

My Solution To The War In Iraq And Overcrowding Prisons
How..you ask? You know that you've thought about it the same way I do everyday of my existence. It's on everyone's mind...but noone wants to speak up. Well I hope whoever reads this reports it to their local congressman ASAP!!! The solution is relatively simple...but in the eyes of many, would be considered un-ethical. We have more troops here in the states than any military organization on the planet...the problem is they are part of our correctional system...yes that's right...inmates, prisoners, felons, and the like. Many of these murderers, rapists, pedophiles, drug dealers, and violent offenders are already literally trained to fight and kill. Yet they continue to be fed 3 squares, are housed, clothed, and bathed like big babies; some even paroled, all the while the future men and women of our country are fighting a meaningless war overseas with no restrooms, no facilities, no food sometimes, and no peace. I do support out troops, but not the cause, for the record. I'll

Thingds That Make You Go Hmmm
Finally, a definition of globalization I can understand and to which I can relate Question: What is the truest definition of Globalization? Answer: Princess Diana's death. Question: How come? Answer: An English princess with an Egyptian boyfriend crashes in a French tunnel, driving a German car with a Dutch engine, driven by a Belgian who was drunk on Scottish whisky, (check the bottle before you change the spelling), followed closely by Italian Paparazzi, on Japanese motorcycles; treated by an American doctor, using Brazilian medicines. This is sent to you by a Canadian, using Bill Gates's technology, and you're probably reading this on your computer, that uses Taiwanese chips, and a Korean monitor, assembled by Bangladeshi workers in a Singapore plant, transported by Indian lorry-drivers, hijacked by Indonesians, unloaded by Sicilian longshoremen, and trucked to you by Mexican illegals..... That, my friends, is Globalizat

First Blog
Hey everybody! This is my first blog post and unfortunately I probably won't get to do them that often because I work so much. On average, 90 hours a week. You can call me crazy. I hear it all of the time. Classes are going to be starting soon, so hopefully, I can get my hours cut down a lot and I will be able to do more. So, anyway, just wanted to say HI to everyone.

Damnation
-Damnation- hey bitch, bring me the gun my painted hollow heart could care less if you cease to breathe your actions, so monotonous, predictable an obvious you make me sick, you make me sick I don't care about you I don't think I could choke you, fuck you, throw you away just like i should living doesn't hurt when you don't have a heart sure i've got one in my chest, but the beat has yet to start living sure must hurt when you follow your heart the one I had in my chest, I've cut out with the lie shards I don't care about you I don't think I could choke you, fuck you, throw you away just like i should get your shit straight sucker no one gives a fuck about you come on motherfucker show me what you're gonna do you think I fell in love? sorry for misleading you you mean everything to me until I'm done and I reload though you don't mean a thing to me shaking on the floor I will lead you to safety my bloody, broken little whore hey bitch, bring me th

Oh What A Week!
Since I last wrote, my life is still changing. I got serveral new job offers, I even took my oldest daughter to work with me. She didn't like it much, well she didn't like the job site. I had to leave before my child curse someone out, and that not a good thing. The Mister that I have want to buy me a new car. I don't want one, we just bought a mini-shirt-suv, and the payments on that is high, and its going to take awhile to pay it off. My yougest daughter want to work now, she's only 15, I tell her to wait and take it slow, but how many 15 year old girls do u know thats in the 11 grade. Man do I need a drink. Its been a long week, and still I'm not getting what I need done. So I have a question for everyone. How can I get my man to f...k me more? I have been faithful for 9 years, my very frist words to him was that "I don't want a realationship I just want to Fu.. U", and that how we lived for 9 years, but lately, within the last 4 years I hardly ever get my needs meet

Our Endless Love
STORY OF A LONELY GIRL LOOKING FOR LOVE. In the hour before the morn I walk past your door I send a special prayer To the room we both adore And though my mind is in there with you My body takes me home. I wish for a love But have none of my own So welcome me love My name is lonely I tell you boy I think of you only In times when we have trouble And we left each other down I know we can make it babe Just as long as you’re around So welcome me love My name is lonely I tell you baby I think of you only only By Melissa Tamberella

In Memory Of All Those Who Have Died In The Ww1-ww2 And To The Service Families Who Are Currently Fighting Thank You
In Flanders Fields - a poem by Dr. John McCrae In Flanders fields the poppies blow Between the crosses, row on row, That mark our place; and in the sky The larks, still bravely singing, fly Scarce heard amid the guns below. We are the Dead. Short days ago We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow, Loved and were loved, and now we lie, In Flanders fields. Take up our quarrel with the foe: To you from failing hands we throw The torch; be yours to hold it high. If ye break faith with us who die We shall not sleep, though poppies grow In Flanders fields. In Flanders Fields - a poem by Dr. John McCrae Dr. John McCrae (1872-1918) First publication date: 1915 A poem can stir all of the senses, and the subject matter of a poem can range from being funny to being sad. We hope that you liked this poem and the sentiments in the words of In Flanders Fields by Dr. John McCrae you will find even more poem lyrics by this famous author

I Am Totally Fucked.. Financially
Yup.. thats right yall read it.. I'm screwed.. the cashflow is gone and we can no longer afford to pay for the player.. If anyone would like to step up and help its much appreciated.. but if not the lounge will be shut down and the player is being canceled. Not only because Tagsy and I can't afford to pay for it anymore.. but because we needed to be able to rely on alot of you.. to help us.. and to the few who have thank you its appreciated more than you'll ever know. To those of you who haven't and called yourselves friends thanks for making me realize that what we've tried to do was all in vain and reminding us it was just so easy to give up and we should... Ty for that.. Guess I shoulda let the hackers do their handywork.. Honestly if this pisses anyone off.. I really don't care. If it does you can kiss my ass and take a dive. Fuck the haters I'm done with it. People would bitch and complain about the lounge... and how no one was ever in there.. well FUCK how bout you

+slavery..
Fifth awesome person to tell me He treats me like a slave today. 'Awesome people' are those who's opinions I trust. This worries me. It feels like I'm about to step into a train, and there are folks screaming "the track's broken! Don't get on!" right now. Not comfortable with not knowing what to do.+

Thats What Friends Are For
I just wanted to do a blog to tell all my friends & Fans.. Thank-you. Thanx for all the ratings & the comments..I really appriecate it :) If I havent gotten to your page..Please drop me a line on the Shoutbox. Sometimes I am not here, But keep my puter going..I work with my son more now since Summer is here and hes not in School half the summer. I got my first "Crush" tonight..and whoever it is~ MUAH.

Opulent Cd Out Wednesday 8/1!!!
The new Opulent CD will be in our hands and ready to go to yours Wednesday. This means that presale time is running out, and that the great deals you could be getting are also running out. Your last chance to pre-order is coming quick, so visit http://www.opulentmusic.com to do it NOW before it's too late! Don't forget to see us Tuesday, 7th September with Gothminister at the Jet Lounge. (And check out Combichrist the day before, on the 6th!) Our official CD Release party, featuring special guests Asmodeus X and DJ Naika Whisperwish, is on 11th Septmber 2007 at the jet lounge. Lots of fun to be had, so stay tuned for details. Your support is -as always- greatly appreciated! Opulent Myspace Opulent Website (with pre-order link) Havok Myspace Havok Website (preorder for Havok shows)

Going To Washinton State
Ok So I am headed To the Great NorthWest. I will be in Auburn Washington Just for Tonight. I love my Job It lets me travel to Far Offlands...LOL..Anyways I will be up there for work but plan on hitting atleast one good bar tonight anyone have any Ideals??

Im A Newbie
Hey people, My name is Erika and I just turned 21 back in June. If you already looked at my pictures you will see that i have one lil boy that is my world. Wouldnt trade him in for the world. He is two and full of energy. I love to meet new people so feel free to talk to me. Fan me, rate me and comment me and ill do the same in return....thanks you guys! ttyl!

Prison Vs Work
Just in case someone ever gets these two environments mixed up, this should make things a little bit clearer. Thanks! Denise Smith Administrative Assistant Frontier Dodge @ PRISON @ WORK you spend the majority of your time in a 10X10 cell you spend the majority of your time in an 8X8 cubicle you get three meals a day fully paid for you get a break for one meal and you have to pay for it you get time off for good behavior you get more work for good behavior the guard locks and unlocks all the doors for you you must often carry a security card and open all the doors for yourself you can watch TV and play games you could get fired for watching TV and playing games you get your own toilet you have to share the toilet with some people who pee on the seat they allow your family and friends to visit you aren't even supposed to speak to your family all expenses are paid by the taxpayers with no work required you get to pay all your expenses to

Birthday Day, The 1st
Thank you all who sent the cards and gifts for my birthday! Hugs and kisses! Came and went without incident. Son sang Happy Birthday at midnight, left a 'Happy Birthday Mom' screen saver on computer, got cards from my family. Sister sent me a box of "50" items. Gag gifts..the ones you can get at Spencers. They were funny! Late bf's nephew called and gave me well wishes. Step daughter called today saying she did not forget, her washer went out on her and she was trying to get it fixed. Her daughter was trying to go swimming and was a chore trying to keep her out of there. She is 2 years old. Have not heard from step son and daughter in law. Fixed supper and went to bed. **************************************************** Found this at another site. Lemme know what you think. The Rules of Fuck Buddies: In Detail I’ve already had a Rules of Fuck Buddies, but that post was more of an introduction to the fuck buddy concept. This post is meant to be about the p

Oops!!!!!! Always Double-check What Plane You're On!
A photographer for CNN was assigned to cover southern California's Wildfires. He wanted pictures of the heroic work the firefighters were doing as they battled the blazes. When the photographer arrived on the scene, he realized that the smoke was so thick it would seriously impede, or even make impossible, his getting good photographs from the ground level. He requested permission from his boss to rent a plane and take photos from the air. His request was approved and he used his cell phone to call the local County airport to charter a flight. He was told a single engine plane would be waiting for him at the airport. Arriving at the airfield, he spotted a plane warming up outside a hanger. He jumped in with his bag, slammed the door shut, and shouted, "Let's go". The pilot taxied out, swung the plane into the wind and roared down the runway. Once in the air, the photographer instructed the pilot, "Fly over the valley and make two or three low pa

Pain You Cause
In life there are times when we go through things, we dont have to just for love. Now why is that? Maybe because we feel that we are not worth more than that, or is it that it's what we;ve came to belive from all the things we've seen in our lives. Now answer me this, why would you hurt someone you love or care about? Why would you call them names, or raise your hand, does it make you feel more like a man? Well this is how I see it, If you have to hurt someone to love them, them you dont deserve them. Leave them be and become someone to love, love yourself first. because if you dont then noone else will. Don't hurt the ones who love you, charish them, because one day they will be gone and who will you have left to say I love you, or I miss you NO'ONE JUST YOU SO BE TRUE TO YOURSELF AND OTHER'S WILL BE TRUE TO YOU! BY JULIENIA, JUST NOW

I Refuse!
To shell out my rates and comments to those that do not rate and comment me back. For those that have their little clicks and pimp out the same people OVER and OVER and OVER again. Mind you I don't give two shits about points, if I did I'd be way past where I am now. I'm just tired of seeing the same fucking bulletins that tell me to fan, rate, comment someone that doesn't do it to me in return. I do realize it takes awhile to get to everyone, but I think a year is a sufficient amount of time. So, don't ask me. Don't send me mail, comments on my page or in my shout out box if this person has NO intention of doing so in return. There are only a few that do and I can only count on one hand. I don't care about being a top anything-- you can't get to where you are on here without being a little selfish sometimes. So, if you want my rates, fans and comments then I suggest you start it off first.

Do You Like To Help People Level Up
SHADOW LEVELERS We are a group of Fubar's that like to help level people. I started leveling from my start on what was Lost Cherry. During that time I have helped thousands of people level. During the process so many friends joined in to share love to others. We have over 100 levelers and always looking for more. There is no commitment to being a leveler we just ask when you are available that you go rate people to help them level up. Show them love is what our team of levelers is about. We don't have any rules or guidelines only to show others love by rating there pictures and stash. If you would like to help be a leveler please stop by our home page and add yourself. SHADOW LEVELERS@ fubar If you have any questions please feel free to ask.

What Do Your Eyes Say About U ? I Have Blue
Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. if you

Terroristic Threat Against Me
Monday, August 06, 2007 Terroristic Threat against me Current mood: calm Category: Life Waking up to several friends calling you early in the morning is not my idea of a good morning. But thats what happened late last week. Since I was in no mood to actually wake up so early, I let the calls go to voice mail. Finally, I wake up, check my 4 voice mails, and all of them are from very concerened friends from Cherrytap/Fubar, all saying the same thing.. "Ann, get a hold of me as soon as possible, Im worried about you, call me or message me when you get on line. Let me know your'e okay" things like that. Confused, I drag myself out of bed, go through my usual morning routine, and by the time I make it down stairs as usual, I have to wait for the computer. So I make myself breakfast/lunch, clean the kitchen, and finally get on the internet. As SOON as my YIM logs on, my 4 friends message me asking if I'm okay. I ask them whats going on? why are they so concerened, and they te

Final Project: Race And Your Community
This was my final paper within my Cultural Diversity class for college. Tell me what yins think. ------------ Race and ethnicity is either a minor or major part in everyone’s everyday life. Either way, it still presents itself. I do not believe anyone can say they are surrounded by one race and it be their own everyday of their lives. One may be friends with someone of a different skin color or religion. One may be family with someone who has been married or born into the family who is a different race. One may also work closely or at a distance with someone who has different views on topics because of possible immigration into the United States or because of how they were raised. Whites are said to be the majority in every situation. As if whites are looked at more highly and are praised. As if whites are more capable at jobs and positions within politics while blacks, Middle Easterners, Mexicans, etc. are degraded and put down on a regular basis. “Blacks, Mexican

I'm Too Hot To Be Funny Dammit
1. When was the last time you shaved your legs? I have a troop of midgets that do that for me actually 2. What were you doing this morning at 8? Searching all over for my troops dammit 3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? Caressing . . . . Uh yeah caressing 4. What are you wearing right now? I left a ladder outside the window did you not use it 5. Are you mad at anyone right now? I am mad at everyone 6. The last two people to say they loved you? Yeah I am so not the lovable type 7. Kissed someone in the last 24 hrs? Oh yeah I didn’t put the ladder out there til afterwards huh 8. Are you happy with your living arrangements? No I need lower windows for easier access 9. Last thing received in the mail? It was in brown paper wrapping 10. Do you have any famous relatives? Just myself 11. Have you ever had sex in a public place? Need I even answer this really 12. Have you ever been searched by the cops? Demanded a strip search I did 13. How

I Want All My Bomber Here!!
I WANNA SEE ALL YOU HERE BOMBIN THIS PIC FOR RUBIA. SHE IS DOING THIS TO GET A 3 DAY BLAST THAT SHE IS USING TO PROMOTE A BOMBFEST. WHERE ARE ALL MY BOMBERS....ALL I SEE IS RUBIA AND MS.MAINE...COME ON WHERE IS ALL THE LOVE?!?!?

Attractive Test..lol
Attractive Test Body: Would you kiss me? [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] Already Did ***************************** Am I hot? [] No! [] OK [] Fine [] Beautiful [] Gorgeous! ***************************** Would you hug me? [] Yes [] No [] Already did ***************************** Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know ***************************** Name one thing you would like to do to me... []__________ ***************************** I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] Another somebody [] Next bf ***************************** If you saw me for the first time, would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe ***************************** Would you rather... [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits ***************************** On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5

No More
No More Pain Her eyes are swollen. Her cheeks are red. Tears pouring out of the lonely girl. Love was all she asked for. She got walked all over. It seemed that no one cared for what she believed in. As she lays in her bed, saying a prayer to make the pain go away. She can't sleep, as the dreams run through her head Trying to put the memories in her past. She's waits to see, Is she's going to make it. As she struggles to get out of bed, thinking of what went wrong. She has lost all the faith, there's nothing left. She is lost in the waking of her day. As she has no one to talk to. She's done everything she thinks she can As one night she made her choice, There was just no way she could make it without him. As days go by her eyes are just blank. She wrote him a note,it was but a poem she wrote Saying that she will always love him. One night she lost it. She couldn't take the pain anymore. Pain pills she did take, just enough to end the pain o

Fallen Angel
I am a fallen angel, Cast out of heaven, Wings bursting with flame, As I fall through the sky. I am wounded, On the outside and within, Too many painful memories, Such burdens that I bare. I am lost, Every path I cross is wrong, And always has been, I've never known where to go. I am cold, Far colder than ice, The long years of love, Have evolved into hate. I am a lie, The truth never coming to me, All I've done was false and pointless, I am a mistake to the world. I am nothing, nothing but a mere soul that has been defeated, So I fall...fall...and I fall...till I am no more.

Episode 78: Another Trip Through Time
Lately, I've been through a lot. Lots of overtime at work, contact lenses, the new PSP (Playstation Portable), walking, talking, performing street magic, doing shows, planning shows. Just name it, and I've probably done it since the last few entries. Throughout it all, I've been jostled around like a lone barrel in the trailer of an 18-wheeled Semi on the bumpiest backroad known to earth. I've vanished and reappeared more than David Blaine at a Criss Angel convention. I've had what I'm not sure are nightmares. They seem like images of a life I'm not entirely sure are mine. Leave it to the cosmos to come up with an open door somewhere. An ex-girlfriend reappeared. She and I have been in contact before and, if I needed answers, I figured I would find them there. After procrastinating long enough, and suffering a severe case of insomnia, I decided to go to her parents' house where she had been staying. She'd been helping them paint and we'd spoken about it over the phone between dea

Lmfao Just Had To Add This To My Collection
DEAR WIFE: I'M WRITING YOU THIS LETTER TO TELL YOU THAT I'M LEAVING YOU FOR GOOD. I'VE BEEN A GOOD MAN TO YOU FOR SEVEN YEARS AND I HAVE NOTHING TO SHOW FOR IT. THESE LAST TWO WEEKS HAVE BEEN HELL. YOUR BOSS CALLED TO TELL ME THAT YOU HAD QUIT YOUR JOB TODAY AND THAT WAS THE LAST STRAW. LAST WEEK, YOU CAME HOME AND DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE THAT I HAD GOTTEN A NEW HAIR CUT, COOKED YOUR FAVORITE MEAL AND EVEN WORE A BRAND NEW PAIR OF SILK BOXERS. YOU CAME HOME AND ATE IN TWO MINUTES, WENT STRAIGHT TO SLEEP AFTER WATCHING ALL YOUR SOAPS. YOU DON'T TELLL ME YOU LOVE ME ANYMORE,YOU DON'T WANT SEX ANYMORE, WHATEVER THE CASE IS, I'M GONE. YOUR EX-HUSBAND P.S DON'T TRY TO FIND ME. YOUR SISTER AND I ARE MOVING AWAY TO WEST VIRGINIA TOGETHER! HAVE A GREAT LIFE! DEAR EX-HUSBAND NOTHING HAS MADE MY DAY MORE THAN RECEIVING YOUR LETTER. IT'S TRUE THAT YOU AND I HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR SEVEN YEARS, ALTHOUGH A GOOD MAN IS A FAR CRY FROM WHAT YOU'VE BEEN. I WATCH MY SOAPS SO MUCH BECAUS

~tribute~ Gone-but Never Forgotten.
Drifting through a minefield explosive carnage everywhere.. one touch is all it takes to ignite what's in the air.. shadows drift on by haunting the very road.. the staring of their sightless eyes betraying nothing of the unknown. the charge now held in hand reeks of blood.. sweat and tears.. it holds the essence of those now gone.. those lost throughout the years. hard fought has the battle been as tears now soak the road... for each droplet that now falls.. is for those who have fought for what we know. ~Candyce~

Opened Up
Within a page, I am reborn Poetry within my blood. Never again will I be torn I've ended my search for love. Opened up, Like a book The pages are the same Its my life, take one look I still try to claim my fame. Still dark and mysterious, yet not alone This vampire rages on All my sins, I've atoned yet I still knaw on these bones. Still living in the hell, In which I have created No one can hear me yell Here I am always tested. A final word, A faint whisper, Barely heard upon the wind. As I start to tremble, I finaly See my end. ©2006-2007 ~vampire-of-fate

Ratting
Dont people realise that rattings of pictures are entirly subjective? I know this and honestly I do not care what I get for rattings or even what people think of the rattings that I give out but seriously do a lot of people automaticly expect a 10 no matter who is looking at them?

Ventin
I just have to let it out of my system because lately i have just been so down in the dumps that i don't really wanna talk to anyone. WHY AM I ALWAYS BEING TREATED LIKE FUCKIN SHIT? Every relationship i have gotten into i have been called names, accused of shit im not even doin (Cheating etc).... i am not fuckin like that. Yes I did cheat one time and i had such a guilty fuckin conscience that i told him that night... It was the worst thing i could have done in my fuckin life and i swear to God i will never ever do it again. NOT IN MY FUCKIN LIFETIME. I am probably the most loyal person yo will ever fuckin meet.. but maybe i should fuck around... im being accused of shit ... it fuckin sucks and i'm so fuckin hurt by it! I try to treat my guy with respect and love ..I get trampled on for it... I've been fuckin controlled and stupid me i listen to everythin and do what they want ... What is it with you guys? And i say this to my ex's(which wont read this) .. You had a fu

Suicidal Slut
Its official. I GIVE UP! Im done pretending that there is something more for me out here. I have been single for just about 5 months now. In this 5 months you have all shown me just how putrid the underbelly of society is. You all fucking suck!!! It matters not how I react toward you, be it I put on my angel wings or shed them for tainted. The result is always the same...you fuck me over like i am some sort of subhuman species. I might as well bend over and spread my pink lips for you for that is all you seek. And for all of you reading this who think this isn't your life, your man isnt like that...baby your so wrong, because I fucked your man! That boyfriend that you think is so perfect, I kiss away his infedelity and powder his lies. So this is it...i'm done. There are no sincere people in this world anymore. Not a soul seeks out anything beyond where they will get thier next piece of ass. For all of you out there who think this blog is about you, your probaby right it

A Dumbass
this is only part of it, i couldnt get the rest dammit....it was funny too ->~*SaRa*~: and why do you have a pic of a kid as your defaut, you want a bunch of perves lookin at her ->~*SaRa*~: blah grow up ~*SaRa*~: awww how sweet computer lingo ->~*SaRa*~: yeah well GTFO ~*SaRa*~: and im scared why? just remember your the whore not me ->~*SaRa*~: you will end in in my shout box humor blog and everyone will se what a stupid bitch you sre LMFAO ~*SaRa*~: and you can tell you started early with yours ->~*SaRa*~: cunt Sher~Juice...: lol ->Sher~Juice...: i told her thanx 4 the points bitch lol ~*SaRa*~: whore Sher~Juice...: lol ->Sher~Juice...: shes rating all my pics 1s lol ->~*SaRa*~: thanx 4 the points bitch what a dumb bitch lmao, me & sher scared her off I guess

Dating
GIRL U DESERVE AN ASSHOLE!!! Current mood: amused ..> ..> FOR ALL THE GUYS U LEAD ON...................U DESERVE AN ASSHOLE FOR ALL THE GUYS HEARTS U BROKE.........U DESERVE AN ASSHOLE FOR ALL THE GUYS U STOOD UP.................U DESERVE AN ASSHOLE FOR ALL THE GUYS U LIED 2.......................U DESERVE AN ASSHOLE FOR ALL THE GUYS U USED 4 MONEY..........U DESERVE AN ASSHOLE FOR ALL THE GUYS U STOLE FROM.............U DESERVE AN ASSHOLE FOR ALL THE GUYS U CHEATED ON............U DESERVE AN ASSHOLE FOR ALL THE GUYS U USED 4 SEX.................................................... ATLEAST U GAVE HIM SOMETHING AND U WONDER Y GUYS R PLAYERS........... GIRLS REPOST THIS AS BOY U DESERVE A BITCH!!!

Some People
Some People come into our lives to give us lessons. The bad 1 quite often come into our lives as abusers, have depression issues, had a dysfunctional childhood, emotionally unavailable. I know this sounds like half the population, but beware of the true nature of these people.There is always an issue to deal with. Ask yourself, Are you about to become caught up in the constant chaos they can and will bring into your life, Before you step into this mess that you may wish later you could just scrape off your shoes, ask yourself, would you fix this person up with your best friend or If not, why would you date them yourself? There is always a messy complication with a huge amount of electricity to keep you in the game.Pay attention to RED FLAGS! That's our own intuition talking to us.Unfortunately with these negative people, often times we choose to ignore all the warning signs, often we might not even like this person , but we allow this lesson into our lives anyway. Yes, it makes us s

Is This Real
if your lookin in my eyes,dont be so surprise, i just hoped ya had time to truley realize iam so dead inside,its like waiting for the gillatine to drop, your heart pounds and your breath just stops,your eyes get heavy, your knees start to knock and your palms are sweaty and ya body just drop. seems far to real just to be a bad dream, then you wake up to the sound of your echoing scream(echo) i gaurntee its far worst then you can concvie Cuz this darkness Lives in me (work in progress)

Two More Hours
...of nightmares. My insomnia continues. This time I slept from 2 Am to 4 AM. At 4 I woke up looked that the clock satisfied, because 2 hours of sleep has become like a treat to me. An instant later I remembered the nightmares, the same type I have had for a while now. This one tonight was very vivid, with explicit conversations with people in which I ended up like I do in real life - crying and just not wanting to live. The worst part about these nightmares is that they are about real experiences. I really have gone through this stuff!

Good News After 2 Days Of Hard Work
Just wanted to say hello to all my friends!!! So HELLO. Also, I haven't forgotten you just been working extra and not sleeping much with meetings and extra hours.... So the love has been lacking. However, I did get good news from the boss....I FINALLY get to move off the 10 pm to 6 am, 4 days on 2 off shift I have been working...I will now be working 6 am till 2 pm Monday through Friday...supposedly as of the 1st of September. Am afraid to really believe it until it happens of course. But it sure would make things easier and allow me to be available more for my son after school, evenings and weekends. So, am keeping my fingers crossed. Just wanted to share with any who wish to read a tiny detail about my boring little world. Hope all is going well for each of you and you have a great day filled with smiles and laughter.

Self Deception
I'll never waste another day searching to find a reason why did I choose to play this game this goes too far I'll take no more I played the part and took the blame while you pretend nothing is real life turned to night as you're asleep blood flowing down, is this a dream? Liar, you tempt me I don't know what to do no guilt is in my heart I don't know what to do I'm not the reason I'll never waste another day forever lost no reason he never chose to play this game taken to far out of control Liar, you tempt me I don't know what to do no guilt is in my heart I don't know what to do I'm not the reason

Dumped Hugh, And Im Hurt
i BROKE UP W/HUGH (DEMONSTAR) , AND IM HURT!!!!! Ive already been REPLACED! I just broke up with Hugh, (becuase I felt that he wasnt treating me right, which he DIDN'T) and already hes talking to another girl, trying to get a NEW GIRLFRIEND. I cant believe how FAST it took him to get over me! Well I guess it IS true, He never loved me in the first place. Ya know that kinda hurts. I feel like what we had meant absolutely nothing to him. But you know what? SCREW YOU HUGH! If it takes him 24 HOURS to get over me, If it takes that QUICKLY for him to forget me, FUCK HIM. Thats like a STAB IN THE BACK. I AM NOT EVEN DATING ANYONE RIGHT NOW but if he is, fuck it. I might as well. If he needs someone this fast, maybe I should find someone too. IT WAS HUGHS FAULT I BROKE UP WITH HIM. HE TREATED ME LIKE SHIT. ACCORDING TO HUGH, HRE'S THE ONLY PERSON IN THE WORLD WITH PROBLEMS, STRESS, ETC. AND NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE ELSE GOES THROUGH, HES MORE STRESSED THAN ANYONE. AND HE ACTS LIKE HES FUCKI

Winter Leaves
Winter winds softly go Falling leaves so softly blow Into the piles they all must go These fallen leaves Piles of leaves fallen there Leaves who lived without a care And died so trees could slumber here These fallen leaves Bursting forth with freshest green Springtime dew a shimmering sheen Bright colors red and orange and then These fallen leaves And every one as happy as can be To bring life to their world of tree Their perfect place in the universe These fallen leaves

103.3
Thats my daughters temp this morning. I am taking her to her DR office at 2:45 this afternoon. They can only get her in with a physicians assistant. I hope shes ok. After I gave her some tylenol this morning she was holding the medicine spoon and her hand was all skakey. Im worried...

The Aspca Gives You The Lowdown On Why Your Garbage Could Be Harmful To Pets
‘Talkin’ Trash:’ The ASPCA Gives You the Lowdown On Why Your Garbage Could Be Harmful to Pets NEW YORK, August 9, 2007—Picture the scene: you walk into your kitchen and are greeted by a veritable smorgasbord of refuse with tell-tale paw prints surrounding the “scene of the crime.” Yes, your four-legged friend got into the garbage—again! “What may appear to be a minor, albeit, frustrating annoyance to many pet parents could actually pose a great risk to your pets,” says Dr. Steven Hansen, board-certified veterinary toxicologist and senior vice president with the ASPCA, who manages the ASPCA’s Midwest Office, which houses the ASPCA Animal Poison Control Center (APCC). “It’s important that pet parents understand and familiarize themselves with the potential dangers that can be found in everyday trash.” Here are some of the major threats your pets might suffer from “talking trash”: 1. Physical Obstruction Hazards. Items such as meat and poultry bones, plastic, metal or paper ca

My Day,,,
Well today i woke up feeling pretty refreshed...alittle sore but not too bad. I had something to eat blah blah blah lol. Went down to help someone fix their computer cause they couldn't get on the internet, their computer was infected big time so i got down there and cleaned out the computer out. Talked to the ISP (Internet Service Provider) to unsuspend their account to find out what's going on with the internet connection. Well...to make this i got the IP address of the computer and modem however the ISP was having trouble catching the IP address from the modem. So after bypassing a few times, replacing the splitter, running the connection straight through from the wall to the modem still no luck. So all i could do is have someone come out on thursday to replace the modem. That was the first part of my day. Came home and passed out for a few hours than went to the store..blah blah blah...the rest of the night was a regular lol

Real Life Call Center Calls A Must Read Very Funny!!!! Haha
what is this world coming to ??? lol ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Customer: "I've been calling 700-1000 for two days and can't get through; can you help?" Operator: "Where did you get that number, sir?" Customer: "It's on the door of your business." Operator: "Sir, those are the hours that we are open." ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Samsung Electronics Caller: "Can you give me the telephone number for Jack?" Operator: "I'm sorry, sir, I don't understand who you are talking about." Caller: "On page 1, section 5, of the user guide it clearly states that I need to unplug the fax machine from the AC wall socket and telephone Jack before cleaning. Now, can you give me the number for Jack?" Operator: "I think it means the telephone plug on the wall." ---------------------------------------------------------------------- RAC Motoring Services Caller: "Does your European Breakdown Policy cover

If You Love Them Let Them Go
I never believed or understood the statement "If you love something let it go" Til today I realized it was unfair of my to hold on to someone who's heart partially belonged to another. Maybe it was my way of giving her a out with my previous actions. What kind of man would I have been to allow her to be with me if see still had doubts. All I can do is be there for her if and when he breaks her heart and pick up the pieces like any good friend would do.

Praying For Stephanie
PLEASE READ THIS AND SEND AS MANY PRAYERS TO HER AND HER MOM THAT WE CAN GIVE........ SHE IS AN AWESOME GIRL AND NEEDS ALL THE LOVE AND SUPPORT THAT WE CAN GIVE RIGHT NOW.......... PLEASE REPOST THIS SO THAT THE WORD GETS OUT TO EVERYONE. Stephanie had a massive heat stroke last week. Unfortunately there was some damage to her heart. She is at the hospital at Fort Jackson and she keeps blacking out. They are saying that there is a possibility she has gotten a hole in her heart, or just the heart muscles have weakened with the heat stroke. They are running tests including an Echocardiogram and trying to determine the amount of damage on her heart. She is basically going to get a medical discharge at this point after the tests. But if there is change, and it goes away then she can continue with Basic training an graduate on time. Right now though, they are certain she has a pretty bad heart condition now from the heat stroke. I wont know anything until she can get another call home. I

Hospital Ramblings
I got this Brooke Glen before i left for rehab last year....thought i'd share. Have we met before? If not, let me tell you a little about myself. I don't share myself with just anyone. I pick only a chosen few who will appreciate me, and then only if the timing is perfect. I have chosen you. For people like you are very special to me because it is your kind who are receptive to my many talents. You'll be very anxious to know me better, and as soon as we touch, the physical attraction between us soars. We'll continue our encounter with me leading you down a path of pure physical ecstasy. You'll feel no shame at having gone "all the way" on your first date. All you'll feel is exhuberation, and you'll beg for more. At first our attraction will be purely physical, but you must realize that this is a very important phase of our relationship. Be confident that it will grow into something much deeper. I am. As we get to know each other better your interest will become em

Drugs
ok so this is an interesting story that i know no one will read but i feel like writting it anyways.... for yesterday I am sorry for anyone who i offended when i said drugs are for losers... the point being is I've been there and done that...and i hate to see such smart people....valuable people (which you all are)...to waste there life on drugs... drugs are a form of getting out of reality...it could be just cause ya want to but most of the time its cause you cant handle your own life...and you just want to get away from it all...its the same thing as cutting except your not all suicidal and shit...and your concider...like totally cool if you do drugs HA!...many of you are in high school im going on my senior year,,,,theres nothing that i can say or do to make anyone change there minds but... i dont care im still gonna say it.... there are so many things better than dugs...if you can believe in yourself you can do anything and get through anything....just dont get

Domesticated? How About, Not. (something I'm Sure The Girl's Will Appreciate)
It’s true. I am not a housewife. Nor do I ever want that title. To be more exact I find it is most definitely a full time job, one which I don’t particularly recall ever applying for. It seems to me there are two kinds of women. The kind that never needs training at this job, and the type no matter how hard they train, it seems they always fall just a little short. I am one of the latter. Last night before bed I could have sworn I put the whites into the dryer. This morning I wake up to dirty dishes and the darks in the dryer, my significant other desperately looking for clean socks. I casually say, “Honey, there’s socks in the dryer.” Of course however, to my dismay there are not socks in the dryer. So of course between scrambling the cheese omelet, reheating yesterday’s leftover coffee and trying not to burn toast I rush to put socks into the dryer that I could have sworn already had socks in it. Meanwhile- I’m trying desperately not to climb into a cocoon of self loathing

Can Anyone Help
I am in a Sexiest BBW COntest. I'm 3000 points behind. Please help me win my first contest. Thanks so much. Anyone who gives me at least 100 comments I will buy you vip gifts and give you 11's. Please let me know when you are finished so I can get it for you. Bisexual_Rachel *FU-Bombers Co-Owner Co-Founder*@ fubar

My Personal Being As Brew
SINCE THE AGE OF 16YRS OLD , I HAVE BEEN IN THE NURSING FIELD , AND IT HAS REALLY CHANGED .WHAT IS GOING ON WITH ME IS PERSONAL AND HURTS MY SELF BEING AS A PERSON . CLICKS WENT OUT IN HIGH SCHOOL AND GRADE SCHOOL . ISN'T IT SAD , IT CONTINUES TODAY . AND I GUESS , AS A WOMEN AND WHAT I BELIEVE WILL ALWAYS BE AS IT IS , IF I WANTED TO BE REVENGEFUL YES I COULD BE , BUT , ITS NOT MY NATURE , AND YES , I CAN GET PISSY WHO HASN'T , AND I WILL , NOT CHANGE FOR NO ONE . AND ITS HURTS SO BAD , THAT PEOPLE ARE NOT WHAT THEY SEEM TO BE TO ME . YOU ALL HAVE A GOOD DAY . BECAUSE MINE IS NOT GOOD AT ALL . HUGS CHERIE AKA BREW

Nsfw
IF YOU GUYS CAN GET ME LEVELED TODAY, I WILL OPEN MY FOLDERS FOR 24 HOURS!!!! ALSO IF ANYONE WANTS TO GET ME A NEW VIP BEFORE MINE RUNS OUT ON TUESDAY......FEEL FREE. IF I DO GET ONE I WILL PUT THAT PERSONS PROFILE ON MY PAGE FOR EVERYONE TO SEE......LOL. HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND. HUGS AND LUV!!!!

The Dash Poem
The Dash Poem by Linda Ellis I read of a man who stood to speak At the funeral of a friend He referred to the dates on her tombstone From the beginning to the end He noted that first came the date of her birth And spoke the following date with tears, But he said what mattered most of all Was the dash between those years For that dash represents all the time That she spent alive on earth. And now only those who loved her Know what that little line is worth. For it matters not how much we own; The cars, the house, the cash, What matters is how we live and love And how we spend our dash. So think about this long and hard. Are there things you’d like to change? For you never know how much time is left, That can still be rearranged. If we could just slow down enough To consider what’s true and real And always try to understand The way other people feel. And be less quick to anger, And show appreciation more And love the people in our lives Like we’

Death Is An Evil Thing When It Happens To Someone You Love.
Well, it wasn't bad enough that I lost my best friend of almost 20 years to Hurricane Katrina, but now, 3 days before the anniversary of her death, her 16 yr old daughter was killed in a auto accident. I got the news last night of what happened earlier that day. Three in the truck, NONE wearing seatbelts. All thrown from the truck. My best friend's daughter died at the scene. Her friend lost a leg. And the third, a boy, I'm not real sure what happened to him but I think he survived. This girl was like my own. I was there from the time she was born till the time she died. ::small grin of a memory:: She used to call me her Aunt Mel and told me she couldn't go see The Passion of the Christ cuz it was all in Hebrew. WTF is wrong with these teenagers that they think they're invincible?? Her mother ALWAYS made her wear a seatbelt. Did she think she could just stop since her mom is no longer here?? It's been 2 yrs since my friend's death and I haven't even grieved yet. I'm still numb over it.

Life Gets In The Way!
Maybe if I write it down it will begin to make sense, because as hard as I try to make it make sense, it just doesn’t – or maybe its because I don’t want it to…… Recently I met someone that I’m crazy about, which that in itself is amazing. I usually don’t like anyone for more than a few weeks, that may not be entirely true, but I’m very busy and I definitely don’t have time for games…enuff said. So anyway, this person that I’m speaking of… well, i knew several months ago that I wanted to meet him, but he never knew it. He intrigued me and I’m not sure why – I just knew that I wanted to meet the person behind the “blogs”. Anyway, the first nite we actually met began as a fluke (that’s a story for another blog) It was a fortunate accident – “serendipity” if u will. I ended up meeting him out that nite and we had a great time together. We continue to hang out although after just a couple of dates we realized we have “major obstacles” – quite possibly “deal breakers”. I genuinely like

Wow!!
What a treat...I just sat and watched the lunar eclipse. I live in a rural area, so it's dark enough to have had a great view of it. There are a gazillion stars out tonight that fill the sky. It kind of made me feel overwhelmingly small and insignificant sitting there surrounded by it all. It was a spectacular beauty to see. I was graced even more by a shooting star half way through the show. I kind of felt like the little kid waiting for Christmas to come and then sitting there in complete awe over the gifts that surround the tree. This was a far greater gift to behold. The heavens were filled with absolute greatness. I wish that I had paid closer attention to these things when I was growing up. I can only imagine the many miracles that I missed along the way. I just feel very blessed to have taken in such a spectacular sight tonight.

Feeling A Rose Die
Your love is like a dying rose, how much pain, knowbody knows, as the leaves curl, your love goes onto a swirl, as the petals turn black, you feel the love you lack, as the water drains out, you realy want to shout, as the stem falls down, you have an unchangeable frown, the rose looks so very sad, the pain kicks in oh so bad, as the petals start to fall, you know thats the end of it all.

On To The Poomse! Ki Bon Hana
Morning Fubarians! Its been a little bit since I wrote here. I had finals last week so that took much of my time, but school is out for two weeks so Im free! Woohoo! Anyways I am going to start on my series about the actual Poomse, hope you enjoy it! There are many types of Poomse taught in the world, and from school to school the poomse vary as well. In my Kwan, or organization we start with the Ki-bon forms. These are simple I pattern forms that have only a couple of moves within them. So they are ideal to help teach the basics to beginners young and old alike. All forms teach muscle memory and how to move while performing moves. These are very important to learn. As Bruce Lee once said "A good fight should be like a small play...but played seriously. When the opponent expands, l contract. When he contracts, l expand. And when there is an opportunity... l do not hit...it hits all by itself (shows his fist)." While learning the form itself is not the secret to martial arts its a

""" This Was Sent By Sis Karliegrl """"
AND ITS SO TRUE August 28, 2007 @ 11:07 am One day someone special will be gone. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of your bedroom, you might be struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one more minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Or say "I Love You." So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it's broken . and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships .. And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! Some things we keep -like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, No matter what. Life is impor

State Police Warning
STATE POLICE WARNING TO MYSPACE USERS* Body: STATE POLICE WARNING TO MYSPACE USERS* Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our myspace friends safe. State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of RatBonesBlakStar or http://www.myspace.com/curtmanchst contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you k

For My Lil Man..mason(my Son)..love You Baby
Dragon tales and the "water is wide" Pirate's sail and lost boys fly Fish bite moonbeams every night And I love you Godspeed, little man Sweet dreams, little man Oh my love will fly to you each night on angels wings Godspeed Sweet dreams The rocket racer's all tuckered out Superman's in pajamas on the couch Goodnight moon, will find the mouse And I love you Godspeed, little man Sweet dreams, little man Oh my love will fly to you each night on angels wings Godspeed Sweet dreams God bless mommy and match box cars God bless dad and thanks for the stars God hears "Amen," wherever we are And I love you Godspeed, little man Sweet dreams, little man Oh my love will fly to you each night on angels wings Godspeed Godspeed Godspeed Sweet dreams

8-29-07
You may be getting mixed signals from a coworker or partner, but the only answer is patience. You need to slow down and let time clear things up -- the other party could actually end up making things worse! AINT THIS THE GOD AWEFUL TRUTH... PATIENCE...HAHA...THEY HAVE ALREADY MADE IT WORSE THANK U VERY MUCH

Okay So..
Heres this bitch that was hitting on my well now ex- Fiance. and she would hit on him just to piss me off so i'm gonna bitch about it. she would post shit like he does'nt need my drama.. etc. she was talking shit on his page knowing that i would look. and i find it kinda funny that she does'nt have enough guts to post it on my page. instead the bitch blocks me.. Just makes me laugh and i felt like telling you all about it. so.. whatcha think? make a new pro and get even or.. what? because this has me angered and then today i found the insides of my wallet in my mailbox because someone stole my wallet. atleast i got my cards and stuff back but i did'nt get my 24 dollar wallet or my fucking 124 dollars back!. Omg what a day i'm having then when i got to work i got bitched at for having messed up a order. then while i was at home my parents took away my phone during the day i get it at night. yes i'm 21 and my parents still take my cell away. ugh. then my daughter was flippin out. and i'v

Extreme X Contest
OK EVERYONE A CONTEST THAT IS EASY TO WIN... U JUST NEED FRIENDS!! I AM LOOKING FOR THE "MOST EXTREME" EXTREME X MEMBER ON FUBAR. I KNOW ALOT OF U LOVE THE LOUNGE AND ALL THE STAFF !!! SO HERE IT GOES... LETS SEE WHO HAS THE BEST FRIENDS ! HERE IS HOW THE CONTEST WORKS... AND I DONT CARE WHO WINS... STAFF OR NOT. HOWEVER, I WOULD LOVE TO SEE A NON STAFF MEMBER WIN. ------- BUT HERE IS THE BOTTOM LINE!!! I WILL BUY A 1 MONTH VIP FOR THE PERSON WHO BRINGS ME 50 MEMBERS!!!!!!!! IN ORDER TO COUNT FOR THE CONTEST, EACH NEW LOUNGE MEMBER YOU INVITE MUST DO THE FOLLOWING: 1. SUBSCRIBE TO THE EXTREME X LOUNGE 2. SEND A FRIEND REQUEST TO THE HOME PAGE FOR EXTREME X ( http://www.fubar.com/user/1095740 ) 3. THEY MUST FAN THE HOME PAGE 4. AND THEY MUST MUST MUST SEND HOME PAGE MAIL --- NOT A COMMENT, BUT MAIL ---- TELLING ME WHO SENT THEM TO THE LOUNGE. DO NOT POST IT IN THE LOUNGE - IF IT IS NOT SENT IN A FUBAR MAIL TO THE HOME PAGE - IT WILL NOT COUNT FOR U! NOW WITH THAT SAID THE F

Grilled Chicken And Vegetable Stacks
Grilled Chicken and Vegetable Stacks Labor Day weekend already? Dazzle your guests with an elegant and attractive meal that you can whip up in no time with the help of some pesto sauce from your market's refrigerator case. If you're especially fond of pesto, feel free to double the amount. Credit: The Instant Cook by Donna Hay Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 4 chicken breast fillets, halved lengthwise * 2 red capsicums (bell peppers), quartered * 1 eggplant, sliced lengthwise * 2 small zucchini, sliced lengthwise * 3 tablespoons olive oil * 2 tablespoons lemon juice * Sea salt and cracked black pepper * 3 ounces rocket leaves (arugula) * 1 tablespoon store-bought pesto * 1/2 cup whole-egg mayonnaise Directions: Preheat a char-grill (broiler) or barbecue over high heat. Place the chicken, capsicums, eggplant, zucchini, oil, lemon juice, salt and pepper in a bowl and toss to coat. Cook the chicken for 3 to 4 minutes on the

Laugh For September 1
Ways To Tell A Man His Fly Is Unzipped 20. The cucumber has left the salad. 19. I can see the gun of Navarone. 18. Someone tore down the wall, and your Pink Floyd is hanging out. 17. You've got Windows on your laptop. 16. Sailor Ned's trying to take a little shore leave. 15. Your soldier ain't so unknown now. 14. Quasimodo needs to go back in the tower and tend to his bells. 13. You need to bring your tray table to the upright and locked position. 12. Paging Mr. Johnson... Paging Mr. Johnson... 11. Your pod bay door is open, Hal. 10. Elvis Junior has LEFT the building! 9. Mini Me is making a break for the escape pod. 8. Ensign Hanes is reporting a hull breach on the lower deck, Sir! 7. The Buick is not all the way in the garage. 6. Dr. Kimble has escaped! 5. You've got your fly set for "Monica" instead of "Hillary." 4. Our next guest is someone who needs no introduction... 3. You've got a security breach at Los Pantalones.

As Time Goes By
As time goes by, we learn that the one person who wasn't supposed to let you down, probably will, and the one person that you never thought would be there for you, will be. You're going to have fights with your friends, you're going to lose some of your friends, you may even fall in love with one of your friends. You will eventually lose someone you love and love someone you never thought you'd find. People are going to hate you, love you, love to hate you, and hate to love you, but the ones you mean the most to will always be there even though the ones that mean the most to you may not always be there. In fact, life is full of surprises, some your just not ready for. People may do things that shock you and you'll feel like your heart is in a million pieces . But that is what makes you a much stronger and wiser person. Life is too short so have all the fun in the world , make mistakes , take thousands of pictures & laugh as hard as you can , cry whenever you feel like crying and know

Consumption Of Alcohol May Cause
1. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. 2. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like an asshole. 3. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell the same boring story over and over again until your friends want to SMASH YOUR HEAD IN. 4. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may cause you to thay shings like thish. 5. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that ex-lovers are really dying for you to telephone them at 4 in the morning. 6. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your pants. 7. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may cause you to wake up with breath that could knock a buzzard off a shit truck at 100 yards. 8. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell the boss what you REALLY THINK while photocopying your butt at the office Christmas party. 9. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may cause you to roll over in the morning and see

Want A Vip Gift.
OK HERE IS THE DEAL. MY VIP IS ABOUT TO EXPIRE, AND WELL I NEED A BIT OF HELP ON A GAME I PLAY. IM IN A RACE TO SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE I CAN GET TO JOIN THE GAME...HERE IS WERE I NEED YOUR HELP. JUST CLICK THE BANNER BELOW, SIGN UP, AND VERIFY THE CODE THAT THEY WILL SEND TO YOUR EMAIL...MIGHT TAKE A BIT TO GET THERE, AND CHECK BOTH INBOX AND JUNK MAIL. WHEN DONE, SEND ME A MESSAGE AND YOU WILL GET A VIP GIFT. YOU DONT HAVE TO PLAY THE GAME UNLESS YOU WANT. AND PLEASE REPOST THANKS. SEND THE MESSAGE WITH THE USER NAME YOU CHOOSE TO THIS LINK. **DJ Devil Witch** AKA Adopt a soldier (Phoenix's CT wife)~Military Bombers Family~*Confederate@ fubar

Bacon Mushroom Burger
Bacon Mushroom Burger Serve these burgers for the ultimate casual Labor Day BBQ. You'll like the combo of ground chuck and sirloin -- a burger made with chuck alone will be juicy but will lack sirloin's deep flavor, while a burger made with just sirloin will be a bit drier. Credit: Lobel's Prime Time Grilling by Stanley, Leon, Evan, Mark and David Lobel Servings: 6 Ingredients: * 6 slices bacon (about 3 ounces total) * 1 pound ground beef sirloin * 1 pound ground beef chuck * 1/4 cup plus 2 tablespoons chopped onion * 1/4 cup plus 2 tablespoons chopped white mushrooms * Salt and freshly ground black pepper to taste * Vegetable oil cooking spray Directions: Cook the bacon over medium heat in a skillet until cooked but not crispy. Drain on paper towels and when cool enough to handle, tear or chop into small pieces. Combine the beef, bacon, onion, mushrooms and salt and pepper in a large bowl. Using your hands, mix well. Form into 6 p

My Story, Unraveled
I just want to say I love you, I would give my life and soul for you. I have died for you...this is my life unraveled. This is my story. I spent endless nights, pondering about my future. Why, I do not know. With every ounce of power I had, I tried to stop but couldn't. I saw myself happy and in love. I felt an overwhelming feeling of bliss. I saw children playing in the front yard, dogs barking at the back door. Vivid sights of things to come. I believed that with all my heart. At first I thought it was just a dream, but then, you walked into my life. As soon as I saw you, my heart stopped and my legs went weak. I had seen you in vision. You were that blissful feeling that overwhelmed me. I walked over to you and stared, speechlessly. You were dating one of my old friends, who I hadn't seen for a while. He introduced us. I didn't know what to say. So I just said hello, and shook your hand. Then I made up and excuse and left. Later that night I started thinking about you. I said

Oh Well
Well I deleted about 50 from my friends list today. Here is a list why: 1.They never rate my pics 2.They never comment me even when I leave them comments. 3.They never send me gifts. 4.They never bothered to get to know me at all! What is the point of adding someone to your friends list if they never bother with you at all?Is it just to see how many friends you can get?. I enjoy leveling up but I am more about meeting REAL people on here. So if I add you to my friends list have the respect to leave me a comment once in awhile just so I know you appreciate being on my list. I always enjoy leaving comments especially naughty ones lol.

Really Needs Help!
he ALWAYS shows love and helps those who need it. please show him some love and help him level up. someone got his old account deleted and he is trying really hard to get back to where he was before. gifts and ratings will go to all that help him! and if you ever need any help just let him know, he will be more then happy to do it! Silver Blood@ fubar

Mary "dream Catcher"
We light a candle In remembrance Of those we have lost, Those we hold close in heart, For everyone in need. We hold tight the memories That keep the candle Shinning, oh so brightly. We kneel in prayer Remembering the times We shared With those departed, Those lying ill, Or anyone in need. We pray for strength To provide them our support, Or to carry on their legacy. mary we think of you we pray for you you have the strenght of the angels we miss you and need you we are praying for you you are an angel she is in a contest wile she fights for her life lets show her some suport http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=454475&i=3974218748 everyone loves you Mary you are blessed as you are an angel Pls repost this blog in support to mary -- from Master Shadow Raven http://videopapa.com/song_18379_Martina_McBride-Blessed.html Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Original Poetry
(This is the piece I was published for) Title: So Tired I am so tired. Tired of the lies, Tired of the anger, Tired of the sadness. I'm just so tired. Let me go now, Let me sleep. Maybe when I awaken I'll know how not to weep. Please take away the pain you've caused me. Please . . . Please . . . Just let me sleep. I am so tired. Title: Cold and Alone My eyes open And look around, As my ears focus On that lost sound... Those three words, Once heard so often, Are now a memory I wish could be forgotten. Searching now, Frantically for reason, Some purpose, or direction To get through this painful season... Another moment in life, Another reason to cry, Another moment to be forgotten, Another reason to die, Sitting in silence, Always wondering why? Why didn't you love me? Why couldn't you try? You always said it, But I found it was a lie... You never loved me, Now the river has run dry. You took pleasure in the fact That I

It's Official!
As of a few moments ago our tickets to Amsterdam have been purchased!!! *squee* Our Cannabis Cup judges passes have already been purchased. Now we just have to rent an apartment or houseboat for a week! Can you say HELLS YEAH? I thought you could! ;-) That is all for now... D-

Doctor Who Returns Friday 8/7c On Sci Fi
The Family of Blood Fri Sept 7th at 8:00pm E/P, encore at 1:00am E/P on Sci Fi Channel Part 2 of 2. It is 1913 in England, and war has come a year in advance as the terrifying Family hunt for the Doctor. But while John Smith refuses to accept his destiny as a Timelord, the women in his life — Martha and Joan — have to take terrible measures to save the whole of history. Jessica Hynes (Spaced) and Harry Lloyd (Robin Hood) guest star.

Lights On!
PLEASE forward this to everyone in your address book asking themto also forward it. Please join us on 9/11. We have over two weeks to getthe word out all across this great land we love and call the UnitedStates of America. Let's see how powerful e-mail can be!On Tuesday, September 11, 2007 everyone in the USA whowill be driving a motor vehicle is asked to drive with their headlightson during daylight hours. Though no explanation is needed as to why weare commemorating September 11, we hope more importantly to payrespect to the victims of that day, show our nation's solidarity andshow support for our men and women of the Armed Forces.You can help by sending this e-mail on to others!REMEMBER!LIGHTS ON.....9/11 "Remember the Day 9/11" A day like any other day, till that very moment all are lives where changed. We sat and watched the terror in the sky's, and sadness and tears came from all are eyes. We all where in shock and all where surprised, to see the twin towers falling right in fron

New Pics
okay well this is my first blog. Well i have new pics up and i would like all of yall to rate them and comment them. also if u want me to take a certain kind of pic i might do it who knows lol anyway :) peace and love thank you

Haha...i Love This One
Hell...explained scientifically The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic(absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at th

Just A Little About Me Now!!
I just wanted to let my friends know that my health has gone down hill!!I have become very ill and I am haveing alot of problems breathing and the doctors is concerned about my right side of my heart..iit is inlarged...there is alot of other things that are going wrong also that I dont want to bore everyone with at this time but I will advise everyone if I am able to.things are not looking good to say the least!!It has me very worried!!And to that I want to say that..I have meet a lot of very wonderful people here that have truly touched my heart and made me smile and laugh,so have made me cry and broke my heart(you know who you are).but all I have to say is that I wish I could get everyone together just for a moment and give you all a great big hug and say thank you for every thing!!I love you all!!edwin

Phoenix Poem
Too all that dream, and all that dear To see the beauty of land, sea and air Nothing shall ye ever spy As wondrous as the Phoenix in the sky Too all think, and all that ponder The ways of things on this place we wonder The one thing ye shall never know Is: To what home does the Phoenix go? this is a great poem about the Phoenix done by an unknown author, unknown to me, hope you enjoy. Too all that pray, and believe in too Avá merciful, pure and true A brighter sign there shall never be Then the mighty Phoenix over the sea Too all that live a life of good Your deeds of love will come back; as they should A happy life shall be yours to take away When the Phoenix comes with the break of day Too all that walk the path of dark My next words ye would do well to mark For your deeds of evil ye shall be burnt in flame And your actions shall be meet with untold of pain To Human, Elf, Dwarf and all To every creature great and small The Phoenix is many things; in

Quiz Results On What Is The Right Aged Guy For Me...
Pick On Someone Your Own Age You get along best with guys who are on your level. They listen to the same music, laugh at the same jokes, and are at the same life stage as you are. You like to feel like your relationship is a true partnership, where you and your guy are equals and both bring something to the table. And no matter what the age of your guy, we know he can still drive you crazy at times. See..... and I dont buy this, b/c I've always typically gone for older men, I have dated within my age range, but usually always go for the older ones, they tend to play less games, know more of what they want & can appreciate a good woman..... however....now that I truly think of it my longest-most committed relationships have been with men who were all within months of being the same age, 2 months older, 8 months younger, 1 month younger, and the last, 2 months younger. So I guess that would tell me to stick within a 8 month span of younger & older, but then again those all en

Funny
NASTY SEX POEMZ roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine.

Thanks To All Our Fubar Friends, Family And Fans!
Just a big thanks for all you have wished me happy birthday today! Via fubar presents, leaving a comment, etc. Excellent and thank you all! The best b-day gift I can get from anyone out there is to come on in and rate and comment our pics! We've got over 200,000 points to go and level up! Thanks again everyone! You're support on fubar has been wonderful! Mark and Lina

To Anyone That Realy Knows Me........
This is crazy. I seen a bulletin about assholes that make stickys so I opened it. The bulletin consisted of everyone stickying the same thing. Well I have 2 stickys pimping out Stang to help her God Fathering which i was asked too do. I was just making conversation in the bulletin in which i thought thats what we could do.Seems that an attitude had to take place after I asked if the stickys were all pimping him out would it be ok. So to whom ever stickied both my bulletins thank you im not even for sure whom too thank myself. I know it was obviously someone that loves Stang. But for a comment too be made that i help whomever i want is absurd i help whomever ask for help with guide lines. How many people are on this site? We have helped alot of people some new Fubars and some old.Yes we help GodFathers again if its you GodFathering its a different story. I cant see my bulletins either but im not complaining. So too anyone that wants to delete me cause i posted a bulletin and it got

Date
What do people want in a "perfect date"? Is there such things as the "perfect date"? I do know this, for every person the perfect date is different and when you find another one that thinks their perfect date is the same as yours.....that is when it is truely Perfect.

Confederate Bombers....thats A Joke
ok as of right now anyone holding the confederate bombers name will no longer be a friend of mine... i know some of you had nothing to do with the bs that happened the other night.... but the fact of the matter is that i want nothing that has to do with confederates on my page.... if you do not agree with what im doing then i suggest you remove yourself as well... i have had it with all the bs drama surrounding the confederate family.... there were many of you that were just as guilty as the founders themselves by running around talking trash and outing me bc i didnt do what they said.... newsflash i dont need some fake as family telling me what to do and who to befriend...i have my real friends on here and those are the ones i do for as i did the other night when all this drama started... so do not come at me asking anymore questions.... i have stated my peace.... later confeds!!!!

Assumption & Compassion
Strange title for any blog, Life the universe and almost everything. Also your probably wondering what assumption & compassion is all about. Well alow me to explain. People need to hear compassion and they assume there going to receive it. This is how a capitalistic natured people perceive there existance on the world, gone is the I think therefore I am. To be replaced with I See you therfore you know I exist. The fundemental differences between these two comments are small at first, but lead to the change that has taken place in modern society. For example I have a minor problem this could be anything from a bad day at the office, you dropped something on your foot, anything which could possibly be solved by someone showing compassion. Now if thats the red corner of our life then the blue corner has to be, well my problems are greater than your problems so therefore as my problem is the bigger issue I will concentrate on that. But why arn't you with your problem, showing me compa

Crazy
I made you crazy I drove a man crazy and yet I dont know how I made him crazy it wasnt fair for him to be crazy Im sorry for making you crazy I wish I could take your place and I be crazy tell me a way show me a way and make me crazy my heart hurts cause I made my friend crazy Please change I dont want you to be crazy Someone help him, help him, he's crazy take away his pain that made him crazy I dont like how I made him crazy I didnt do it on purpose, I didnt even know I was making him crazy I wish I could take it all back and he leave me crazy

Sexual Pleasure.
Ohh you like the way I spread my legs, rub my clit on the tip. How I stick to fingers in my pussy moving in and out of my tight wet hole. Mmm That Sexual Pleasure as my juices run down my leg. You like the way I move my hips, bite my lip to the touch of my hand making myself shiver. Mmm That Sexual Pleasure moaning louder getting closer. Yeah you like the way I talk dirty Ahh baby fuck me right make me holla scream your name. That Sexual Pleasure making you sweat of the though of the touch of my mouth. I know you like my full lips my tongue on your dick licking up and down pulling you further in my mouth. Ohh baby That Sexual Pleasure as you slide in and out of me making you rock hard. You like that don't you That Sexual Pleasure watching me come, liking my fingers, seeing my tongue. That Sexual Pleasure to make you come. That Sexual Pleasure making you beg for more, forget all the other girls. That Sexual Pleasure that have you running all kinds of freaky fantasies

How To Make Friends And Influence People Lmaoo
Ok so I failed this class.. Having a "discussion" with yet another fine example of the male gender this morning, I was told to "know my role", and also that I needed to have duct tape over my mouth and "corner time". lol Now I laugh at this only for the simple reason that thinking like that is barbaric. This fine "gentleman" forgot the one most important fact in a relationship.. respect. Relationships are not bullying. But do men even know their role anymore???? Now, as outdated as my thinking is, I do know my place. If I am in a committed relationship I feel the man is the "head" of my household. If he goes out to work 8 hours a day, yes, my job is to keep the house and kids, and out of respect for him I would have his dinner ready at a reasonable time.. Now this does not mean that if dinner isnt ready at 5, or the dishes arent done.. it gives him the right to lay his hands on me. NO.. I do believe that the "women's movement" has left most men complacent. T

My Personal Nsfw Pics
A little while back I had pics...some very NSFW pics.....but every time I turned around someone bugged the crap out of me over them! No "Hello", no "How are you?", just 'Let me see now!" "I wanna see." "Let me into your family album"......WTF!? So I got rid of them...... Okay...I have re-added my own NSFW pics....dont badger me about them or I will block you! If you want to see them...then add me! But I DARE you to demand me of anything! lol....all that will get you is banned...well blocked, which is worse if you think about it....hehehehehehehe So for those of you who cant figure it out let me explain it to you in no uncertain terms....Do NOT demand me for anything. I don't know you so I don't owe you! Nothing! I am not a whore ! And if I were I wouldn't be cheap so your word alone wouldn't cut it! Get over yourself....free porn is one google search away....use it LMAO! So....to our old family who have loved me from the beginning...they are back! And anyone else

Sociopath On A Bus
This is an old one, but since I'm on the bus again I thought I'd repost it. Sociopath On A Bus.... Hey big sleepy fat guy....why are you here You're smelly and sweaty and snore in my ear I'm not your alarm clock you big freakin' load Your stop was a half mile back up the road Hey 90 year old lady, where are you off to your face is all wrinkly your hair's sorta blue you haven't been laid since 1962 and you can't have my seat cause I'm tired too Hey babbling psycho, I knew YOU'D be here at the top of your lungs from a seat in the rear you give a great sermon we pretend not to hear everyone moves away, no one wants to be near All the freaks and the geeks and the wierdos and pimps the crackheads, the hookers, the gangstas and gimps From this mass of humanity I'll rise to the top Move your ass big fat sleepy guy, here comes my stop

Death By Hunger
Death by hunger, thats what I promised. Crawling home, to escape from this. But there is no escape. Starving to change fate. I've made my mistakes. And she used her stake. Right into the pit of my belly. And now for the irony. This is worst than it sounds. Cause I swollowed my heart, before you could gobble it down. And now................I crawl home...... To the belly of a boiling cauldron. Digesting my own heart as I crawl on. To the place where love is born Where I mend my heart when torn. And start over finding someone new To seduce into my Vampiric Brew! J. Koblitz

My Week...so Far
Saturday - bail friend & MY car out of jail Sunday - Dodge pickup goes KAPUT.... Monday - repair Dodge, celebrate son's birthday Tuesday - son gets strep throat Wednesday - wasn't too bad of a day...canceled trip to stay home with sick child Thursday - ruh roh...daughter is getting sick Friday - yep...she has it too Saturday - water heater KAPUT (can I get a break?) Sunday - woke up to 2 shattered windows in my daughter's car....damn (no to question from Sat)

Never Have I Fallen
Never Have I Fallen Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

No! I Won't Unlock Them.
For all of the morons that can't seem to SEE this ANYWHERE.... Last place I can put it. This will be reposted any time it falls off my profile page. DO NOT ask me to unlock anything or to see my private pics or to be added to my family. IT DOES NOT work that way. GET OVER IT! Sin

What's Your Deepest Desire ???
We Wanna Welcome You To the Newest & Sexiest Lounge On Fubar!! Have A Desire? Wanna Share Secrets? Then Come Play With N8 And Honey In ServerRoom.us (repost of original by 'Honey ♥YourFutureExWife♥' on '2007-09-20 18:32:23')

I Have A Dream..do U?
Last night I had the strangest dream, I never dreamed before. I dreamed the world had all agreed To put and end to war. I dreamt I saw a mighty room, The room was filled with men. And the papers they were signing said They'd never fight again. And when the papers were all signed, And a million copies made They all joined hands and bowed their heads, And grateful prayers were made. And the people in the streets below, They all danced round and round And guns and swords and uniforms Were scattered on the ground. Last night I had the strangest dream, I never dreamed before. I dreamed the world had all agreed To put an end to war.

Another Time, Another Place
Unending LoveIn another time and in another place we have crossed each others path. How far back it go's we may never know, but you were there and somehow I found you.Sometimes early in life, and sometimes rather late.Yet it seems that in each life it was you I had to find to be complete once again.I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times. In life after life, in age after age, forever.My spellbound heart has made and remade the necklace of songs, that you take as a gift, wear round your neck in your many forms.In life after life, in age after age, forever.Whenever I hear old chronicles of love, it's age old pain,It's ancient tale of being apart or together.As I stare on and on into the past, in the end you emerge, clad in the light of a star, piercing the darkness of time.You become an image of what is remembered forever.You and I have floated here on the stream that springs from the fountain.At the heart of time, love of one for another.We have played along side

After Hours
After Hours by Extreme Bohunk © Leah Ann gagged as the thick black dildo was shoved against the back of her throat yet again. Her cries and grunts for air fell on deaf ears. The rubber cock shining with her drool continued to abuse her mouth at a rough pace. Every muscle in her body screamed to hold the arch it had been forced into by the thick ropes that bound her backward across the bar. Her only comfort was the padding along the frontside partially supporting her upper back, just below her aching shoulders. Her arms and head hung off the front, resembling an inverted crucifix. The back of the bar met the bend behind her knees, her calves dangling, fastened somewhere below. The rough fiber holding her spread eagled bit into the tender skin of her wrists and ankles. A bit of slack at her ankles allowed her a bit of movement for her legs, but not enough to close them. She clenched her ass cheeks even harder, against the pain. It served to push her hips forward, raising her g

My Sorry Poem
im sorry i couldnt be there for you and that you dont feel the way that i do im sorry i cant be what you need but know that inside it makes me bleed im sorry that i cant be enough inside im just not that tough im sorry that my love is all i have to give because i need everything else just to live im sorry i came to you broken and for the words that were never spoken im sorry that i cant be everything and that my eyes arent worth seeing im sorry that i am always wrong that is where im just not strong im sorry that i dont know how to fly and that i cant take you someplace high im sorry that you cannot see that your the only one for me im sorry that i work my hands to the bone but mostly im sorry to leave you all alone

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Great News!!!
Well I went to my first appointment in Florida for the surgery Im gonna have. Yes all yall know im a fat bitch, but thats gonna change. I found out today that I should have my approval for my gastric by pass surgery in 7-10 days! So by the time i get everything done that they want me to do I should have it by the end of October! WOOOO HOOOO! Ill put before and after pics up. So that way everyone can see the progress I make from unhealthy to healthy! Love yall xoxox Lmao one of my favorites lol cause its so true sometimes:P

Update Vrsn Of The Ex Files
After dating someone for two and a half years, you learn more about them. Aaron always seemed perfect to me. Born in March 1982, he stands five feet and ten inches tall with brown eyes and black, curly hair. Weighing 175 pounds, he is athletically built. He always fit just right in my arms. Over time, things changed. We had a son and moved in together. That’s when Aaron changed. After two years together, I finally saw three quirks that drove me up the wall. He was a perfectionist, extremely messy and a procrastinator. It makes me wonder how we stayed together for so long. I use to think Aaron was absolute. He could do no wrong in my eyes. Now I see plenty of things that make me take a step back and really look. For example, I never knew it could take a man an hour to get ready to go to Wal-Mart. That hour includes a lengthy, boiling hot shower, fixing his hair, and going through numerous outfits. I never understood why he fixed his hair. He always wore a beanie everywhere he went.

A Bit Of Beauty In The Darkness
Today my mother would have been 60 years young had she not passed away from a massive stroke last year brought on by her diabetes. Along with Mother's Day and the date of her death, her birthday is one of the hardest days for me to handle. I had become very close to my mother after I got my own place, she and I had become real friends and at times partners in crime! I have been sad most of the day in my dark hole as I always am when I remember how much I miss her. I went to the grocery and as I came out I saw a rainbow. I live on the other side of Lexington from where I went to the grocery, the entire time I drove home that rainbow was in my front window of the car. When I pulled my car into the garage and got out to get my goodies from the trunk I saw that the rainbow actually crossed over the top of my house with the end appearing to generate from the cemetary where my mother is buried. Had she sent me this rainbow to make me smile today? I did smile through the tears tha

.free.moments.
so...yeah. *nod* been busy busy busy and diggin it. muchly. the weather is finally cooler... my room is somewhat more situated than it was before...meaning like the table in my room is now a desk...which is working out quite well for me... took long enough to clean stuff up. ive taken a new stance on the parental thing. whenever Munchkin gets a 'late' for turning in her work...she owes me an hour in the garage. considering the garage is over half full of empty boxes we never broke down...theres plenty of work in there for plenty of punishment. plus...its less stuff i have to do...cuz believe you me...i have plenty. Monkeys finally acclimated to sleeping in Munchkins room...thru the nite no less...which means...real sleep for me...*dances*...and a period of 'me' time which lets face it ive been in dire need. taking the kids clothes shopping on Saturday...gotta put that damn child support to good use dontcha know....plus i seriously need to buy some sort of quilt

Key To My Heart!
"No more would I hurt" I say and close the doors to my heart Chains and straps Latches and locks I remove the tattered, abused Key The last tear gliding down my face Crossing the largest ocean Hiking vast expanses of plains Climbing to the tallest mountain I gaze one last time at the twisted metal And throw the key as hard as possible Going on with my life An empty void within Telling myself over and over "Better emptiness than pain" Then one day you cross my path A calm, warm smile upon your lips Sharply and politely I say to you "I will not hurt anymore, for anyone" Still smiling you softly reply "And you'll receive no pain from me" You extend your hand out And open to show a glinting object Confusion on my face, I look A soft glow, shining brightly A sight I had not seen in so long A Key of purest compassionate crafting You place your hand with the Key on my chest And release a flood of emotions Y

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Bedding With My Enemy
Take note, and listen well, Ole dear friend of mine. For I shall not waste one more breath on this. Take Heart what I shall say for I have no time to waste. For my sword has been sharpen, and my will is strong. If you have the thought, and desire to stand by my side. As friend, and family, thru out your life. Then by all means. Do not stand before me against mine Enemy. Know dear friend, and do not doubt my word. I shall thrust forward my sword, hard and fast. Piercing your heart as well as my enemy's. The enemy you have chosen to be with. For My thought is as follows. To bed with my enemy is a dishonor to me. To bed with my enemy is to ignore how I feel. To bed with my enemy is to destroy whatever we had. And, if you decide to ignore my wise warning. To find yourself confronted with me before you. As you look upon my sword as it slide into your heart. Know it was by your choice to ignore who I am. And, as my sword enters you deep. Do not act of inno

My Wonderful Life
This is just something in my mind as im staying up all night yet again hehe... but anyway I have gone through all my life thinking why I'm less than others and it was so terrible to get picked on and mocked, for thinking you had friends when in all reality the truth was the ones you wanted as friends wouldn't give you the attention. To be brutally honest I don't want to sound like a completely arrogant individual but I have lived a very rough life, a life of chaos, envy, jealousy, deceat and so much more. As most of you prolly know the hardest thing to deal with in my life was the day I watched my uncle die at 5 years old he decided his life wasn't worth living, and shot himself right infront of me. Could you imagine the pain and guilt that would put a 5 year old through not knowing or understanding why his uncle shot himself while having his brains on your face ? But from then on my life went down hill, i was molested at 7 years old not even 2 years after my uncle killed himself. and

I Want To Be Poly.
I want to be Poly. I am learning to be poly. This does not mean it come easily for Me. I have to fight My own jealousies to be what I want to be. So bear with Me and please be patient. This is not what I envisioned when I said I wanted an open relationship. What I had in mind was: on occasion you would have a lover or a girlfriend, and occasionally I might do the same. Everything would be above board… maybe once in a while all would get together, hang out, play or whatever the case may be. In that situation, it is easier to fight My natural nature, and keep My jealous, possessive tendencies at bay. In the current situation, it is not so easy. I am doing the best I can with it, but I am still very much in the “ Fake it till you make it” phase. Being in this phase is why I make such a big deal about “not in front of Me”. It just makes it easier on My jealous heart. I know that you have sex with her. I know it is all part of it. So, I deal with it… and ye

Update Bombing
thank you all for your help the vip you all helped me get is going to our home page keep up the great work XOXO~ peach~ ALSO THIS IS THE MAIN ONE WE ARE BOMBING RIGHT NOW SO TRY TO KEEP BOMBERS THERE REMIND EACH OTHER AND WORK AS A TEAM ~PEACH~ -------------------- King is just getting started..needs 14,500 to get his VIP ---------------------------- mp3 music | Fergie MP3s

What I'd Be Doing Right Now Mmmmmmm
I feel like just wrapping my arms around a woman...As she lays there on my chest...Know she is safe in my loving arms...As I start to run my fingers through her beautiful long silky hair slowly massaging her head as she started to either fall asleep or as I start to slowly kiss down her neck to her shoulders as I move the hair away from her eyes and lips...I would kiss her lips... As she is taking the candle wax and slowly pouring it down my chest as she grabs my nipples with her teeth and starts to suck and bite on as I need to behave myself cuz I have more I could just vision it you and I right now mmmm What about you laying there in bed with whip cream and some choclate syrup with a few cherrys or strawberries as I start to lick it off your sexy body...As I lick my way all the way south for the winter....Yeah I guess being horny don't help when you haven't had any in a few years....Thats life for ya though I guess I'd have to say as i start lick your beautiful

Moving Back To Pensacola
So ... the seperation is final. The divorce will take a bit longer, but that isn't my first concern. I'm moving back home to Pensacola! I really can't wait, but I have to. I'm saving back some money so until I have enough ... I'm stuck here in the cornfields. I say another month, hopefully no more. I'm sooooo excited to go home, I feel so much relief just knowing what's to come. FREEDOM. PEACE. HAPPINESS. What more could a woman ask for? Sure makes for some sweet dreams : ) Mwah!

Hunter Or Hunted
Rather then get caught up in the who said what trivialities of life why not rise above it and recongnize your full potential or at least try people will say or do whatever to unnerve you or bring you down to their level but the smart ones rise above.

Havok Needs Your Help! :d
HAVOK STILL NEEDS YOUR HELP! THANKS! Go here: http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=47207&albumid=239647&i=2692070470 and help Havok win his contest! Thanks and Happy Thirsty Thursday! Check it out...my first mojito! (D) Thanks, now go help Havok! Muah!

Legs
Mmmmmmm ... I just shaved my legs in the shower this morning. I am wearing a short skirt and after I scratched an itch on my calf I have to say I became a bit aroused. My legs are VERY smooth. I put a new blade in my razor and it really made a difference. Hmmmmm.... I think I will hike up my skirt a bit and run my finger nails across the inside of my thighs. OMG... that feels so good. Oh oh... I grazed a very sensitive area higher up my legs. Oh oh... watch out tonight honey... you are in for a tongue lashing all over. Ok... I better stop doing that. My nipples are getting stiff and very hard and I am at work and there are patients near by. I need to be professional in appearance. But what they don't know what is going on in my head is none of their business.... LOL

An Explanation
the reason i am not in the contest i got out. come to find out the pic the guy ripped for the contest. fubar marked it nsfw.. and u couldnt vote for me unless u were his friend. so i just got out all together. here is the pic that fubar rated nsfw.. tell me what u think??

My Two Cents
I love this site! It's so amusing. Someone tell me what it's called when desperate people whore themselves for blasts or points? I haven't been on here that long, but I find it amazing how many people are begging for shit on this site? Why is that? Rate me! Fan me! Otherwise I won't add you! That's so damn lame...I really take pleasure in the chubby chicks and the old chicks showing their boobs to get points... Wanna take a look at my tits? You need to buy me a blast first...they should set up FUBAR strolls where these women can walk internet streets and peddle their wears...I know it will never change and women here will sell their ass for a few points or whatever...but i just wanted to give my two cents...oh yeah, I don't have any nudity in my pics, so could you please stop labeling them NSFW? That's weak!

You Bring Out The Best In Me
You bring out the best in me like no one else can do I feel right by your side you make me feel wonderful my eyes sparkle when you are with me You bring our the best in me like no one else can do like the little kids in the playground laughter fills up every minute of my life my cheeks warmed by your touch You bring out the best in me like no one else can do Holding my hands you make me smile like no one else have done before You walked into my life You make sense into my crazy life The way you make me smile you make my breathing easy with you by my side lying next to me

Poem For My Pagan Friends
Hush Little Witch Hush little baby don't you squall Momma's gonna buy you a crystal ball And if you still can't see beyond Momma's gonna buy you a magic wand And if that wand don't change your fate Momma's gonna teach you to levitate And if the astral makes you sick Momma's gonna buy you an incense stick And if that frankincense smells rank Mom'll buy a sensory deprivation tank And if that tank don't float your bones Momma's gonna buy you some some precious stones And if those gems don't ease your heart Momma's gonna buy you a natal chart And if your planets go berserk Momma's gonna buy you some bodywork And if your aura still needs kneading Momma's gonna buy you a past life reading And if your destiny stays hid Momma's gonna buy you a pyramid And if your chakras still feel stressed Momma's gonna take you on a vision quest And if power animals don't come to charm ya Sorry, kid, it's just your karma!

It Is Dreaming Of U
A flower grows from beneath a blanket Of fine and purest white It reaches toward the sun for warmth, For heat and for the light My love for you grows stronger still, Despite the surrounding cold My heart is yours, bartered gone For yours has it been sold Its petals shine from morning dew Its stem grows stiff and strong It stands strong through the freezing cold It stands the winter long I long for you, for your soft touch I miss the way you smile The longer that we stay apart The longer every mile The flower stretches through the snow It reaches toward the sun And now without you the color is gone The flower's petals, dun But as we talk, and as we learn The flower comes back to life The snow now melts and goes away As you take away my strife Spring is here and growth abounds As you and I are one We are together, we are in love The snow for now is done I see the future, in dreams I have Of our life, long and true I see the times where all I ne

D&dc 420!!!!!!!!
SEE WHAT MEAN PPL WHAT ABOUT HIM MESSUP SITE ALL DO SOME SHIT TOO THE SITE WHY DOSE LEAVING DAM ALONE WHEN WORK ALL WORK AND FUCK HE SO BUMD NT EVER FUN GET SOME ONE IN THERE KNOW WHAT HELL THEY DO WHEN SITE MESSUP GET HIM HELL OUT THERE HE ALL DOSE PISS OFF PPL if you're still getting domain unknown errors, clear your browsers cache. if you don't know how to do that, go to google.com and find out. it's beer o'clock! -mike

If You Could!!!!!!
IF YOU COULD SEE INSIDE MY SOUL SEE INSIDE MY HEART YOU WOULD KNOW HOW I LONG FOR YOU NOW THAT WE ARE APART. IF YOU COULD SEE INSIDE MY HEAD IF THOUGHTS WERE THINGS TO SEE YOU WOULD KNOW HOW I CHERISH YOU HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME. IN ALL THE WAYS YOU COMFORT ME WHAT YOU SAY EVEN IF YOU ARE NOT NEAR THE WAY YOU KNOW JUST WHAT TO SAY TO CHASE AWAY MY FEARS. KNOWING I CAN TALK TO YOU ABOUT ANY AND EVERYTHING AND KNOWING TOGETHER WE CAN ACCEPT WHAT EVER LIFE WILL BRING I COULD SEARCH THE WHOLE WORLD OVER AND THIS IS THE HONEST TRUTH I WOULD NEVER FIND SOMEONE AS HONEST LIKE THAT HONESTY I FOUND IN YOU. SO IF YOU COULD SEE INSIDE MY HEAD IF THOUGHTS WERE THINGS TO SEE YOU WOULD KNOW IT BE A BLESSING TO HAVE YOU RETURN SOUND AND SAFE INDEED

Hoping To Get Surgery Soon....
Well I finally went to talk to my doctor about losing weight. I've been fighting doing it for years because I don't want to get lyposuction or however the hell you spell it or anything that's not safe. After my parents had my sister when I was 15 I really gained weight and have had a hard time losing it, but after having my kids HOLY COW MAN! I've had a hard time losing it. I've lost 3 pounds in two months....NOT GOOD. So even though most people tell me I aint fat I see it and I know how much I weigh and I aint saying but YES I'M A LITTLE MORE THAN 100LBS OVER WEIGHT! Everyone tells me I hide it well, really well because I'm 5'3" so yeah I do hide it well. But I'm not happy with the way I look and fell and I have a hard time playing with my kids. So I want to lose the weight. Well my doctor didn't believe the weight that the nurse took and she made me stand on that damn scale again, and she saw how much it was and said "Where the hell are you putting in?" I told her I think mostly my

Anthony And Gracie - La Etapa
Anthony and Gracie - La Etapa by Anthony_and_Gracie © "Where you want to go?" asked the driver in his heavily accented English. Anthony opened his mouth to answer but before he could speak, "We want a club, something fun, something exotic," said Gracie as she gave Anthony a sideways glance and a smile. "Too slow, loverboy...now it's my choice," she added with an adorable smirk. "Something exotic...I know a place, but it is expensive," added the driver. Anthony rolled his eyes, "Oh, here we go..." "Hush," shushed Gracie, nudging Anthony with her elbow. Turning to the driver, "Tell us about this place." "La Etapa...The Stage...it is a dance club, but on Thursday nights they put on a show...something exotic," he added with a laugh. Anthony glanced at Gracie who was looking at the driver with slightly squinted eyes —a look he knew meant she was trying to decide if she could trust him. After a moment her expression softened and her playful smile reappeared. "Okay, take

.curiouser.
i think im ill. im not sure tho. cuz i dun feel ill... but theres something wrong if ya wake up at 7 am and feel the need to hurl and then do so. numerous times. its either illness...or severe anxiety...stress something. or maybe its the fact i came across something i ordered earlier this year...that was out-of-stock...and they're sending it now. that could be it. dunno. gotta shake it off tho...cuz ive got things to do. like laundry. oodles n oodles of laundry. *shrug* stranger things have happened? regardless...theres really nothing i can do about it now is there? so might as well be productive instead. peace'd

Sick
SO AFTER GOING INTO WORK TODAY FOR A LIL BIT I STARTED COUGHING UP BLOOD SO I DECIDED IT WAS TIME TO GET CHECKED OUT. AFTER SITTING IN THE ER FOR A COUPLE HOURS I HAVE PNEMONIA. LUCKY ME...ANYWAYS I WILL BE LAYING LOW FOR A FEW DAYS. THANKS FOR READING!!!!

Broken Heart
Broken Heart Have you ever had your heart broken, It hurts like no other, It's a wound that will never heal, It's hard to gt over and hard to find one to fix it, I start to wonder if I'm just not wanted, I gave my self to another and she breaks my heart, I start searching for someone new hoping I'll never have to fell that pain again, I slowly start to lose hope, Till one day I found an angel, She saw my pain an attempted to fix it, Slowly and over time my heart will repair it self with the help of this angel, One day i may let someone back in besides the angel, The angle called her self Pride and was gentle and caring, And it is with her i feel at peace.

Football Finally Makes Sense.........
A guy took his blonde girlfriend to her first football game. They had great seats right behind their team's bench. After the game, he asked her how she liked the experience. "Oh, I really liked it," she replied, "especially all the big muscles, but I just couldn't understand why they were killing each other over 25 cents." Dumbfounded, her date asked, "What do you mean?" "Well, they flipped a coin, one team got it and then for the rest of the game, all they kept screaming was: 'Get the quarterback! Get the quarterback!' I'm like...Helloooooo? It's only 25 cents!!!!

Friday - Oct. 12th
My night meeting last night went very well. Much better than I expected. The plunging neckline on the sweater I selected to wear may have altered the momentum of past meetings. lol Today I have a meeting 75 miles away from home and it is to educate one person within the America Red Cross so that the Red Cross will become involved with my projects within my county for our high school students. I am meeting with a female with a Nepolian complex (from what I have been told) so it could be very interesting and one that I doubt a tight sweater will work. LOL I hope all goes well with this meeting for it may be the end of my projects if it does not work. So.... what to wear for this meeting is my current dilema... any suggestions?

On Again.
So I haven't been on in a LONG time. I have reasons. One being the fact my laptop is a piece of shit and has been 'in the shop' since July. Anyway, when did 'CherryTap' turn into Fubar? Also, soon after my computer died, I decided it would be fun to dye my hair pink. And purple. It's 'super hardcore cool'. :D

Sometimes Life Just Sucks.....
Sometimes things happen in life that we aren't prepared for even tho they take place every day. That situation is going on for me at this time and I do not know how much I will be on here for a bit. To my friends, my dad is still completing tests to see what we are dealing with exactly, but a large mass was found in his right lung, other masses in both lungs, on several ribs, spots on his spine and spleen, masses in soft tissue of right hip and both chest walls, a mass in his left kidney and some abnormalities in his lymph nodes. He is in terrible pain. Yes, as a nurse I deal with this every day but it is a little different when it is your own family. So please know that if I don't immediately respond to comments, shouts, messages, etc, It isn't because I don't care about my friends and don't appreciate everything you send to me. It is just with work, taking care of my son, and now trying to work with my dad's doctors to get him comfortable and keep my step mom from freaking ou

An Excerpt From My Latest Novel Attempt
I've once again decided to take a shot at writing a novel (not sure if this is #4 or #5). This one is a comedy, so I might actually have some hope of finishing it. It's about a stereotypical geek (write what you know) who finds himself transported into a fantasy world and thinks he's the chosen one (ala Luke Skywalker, Harry Potter, Neo etc.), but finds out that he's just as inept there as he is in his regular life. I won't tell you the ending so as not to spoil anything. The tentative title is Fantastic Comedy (a play on romantic comedy), but I'm not sure if that quite sounds right (not to mention that it paints a target on my head for every reviewer) so I'll have to come up with something else. Anyway, here's what I have so far. Please bear in mind that I'm trying to learn to write without editing (a lot harder than it sounds) so it's a bit rough. --------------------------------------------- The abnormally loud, but unmistakable chirping of a cricket suddenly pierced the silence o

Soldiers Playground
Hey all, its my friends' bday today go bomb the hell outta his page and wish him a happy bday!! He also has a lounge where you can come to to wish him well, its called Soldiers Playground!! HAPPY BDAY ED AKA GOTHIC SOLDIER ~†GøThÏ¢†§ø£dî£r†~†ÂÑGÊL'§ BØÐ¥GÙÃRÐ†/†Øwñèr Õƒ SÕLÐÏËR§ MÃRÇHÏÑG GRØÚÑÐ†@ fubar SOLDIER'S PLAYGROUND LOOKING FOR A PLACE TO HANG OUT WITH NO DRAMA AND GREAT FRIENDS AND AWSOME MUSIC ? COME TO SOLDIER'S PLAYGROUND center> ~ NOW HIRING FOR ~ ~ ENFORCERS ~ ~ PROMOTERS ~ ~ GREETERS ~ ~ BARTENDERS ~ ~ DANCERS ~ (repost of original by '♥MiChElE♥~Manager/Promoter of Soldiers Playground♥GF of TiGgErZ♥& of Blett' on '2007-10-15 13:04:53')

Can U Find
Can u find the B(there are 2B's)? DON"T skip or your wish won't come true... RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRBRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRBRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Once youve found the B Find the 1 IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII1III IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Once you found the 1.............. Find the 6 99999999999999

Alone
I feel so alone I feel like I have no one I feel so sad What have I done? I feel so empty inside Does anyone love me? I feel no love None that I can feel or see I feel so empty I am so sad I’m feeling down I feel so mad I want to be loved But I am alone Alone in this world A heart-broken one I don’t feel anything There is no love for me I feel nothing There is nothing I see I want to feel love Ever so true And all I feel anymore Is just so blue Who I want I can’t have And whom I have I don’t want This is why I feel so alone My heart sinks down low I feel so sad and so empty Away is where I want to go Away with someone who cares And with so much love Maybe heaven sent From up above Then I will have someone My life to share And not be alone And have someone to care Being all alone in this world It is so gloomy and so dark I feel as if love for me Has missed its mark I hope that it hasn’t And one day I will find him

Crock Pot Cajun Pot Roast
1 (15 ounce) can crushed tomatoes in puree 1 cup beef stock or chicken stock 1/2 teaspoon dried thyme 1/2 teaspoon dried basil 1/4 teaspoon crushed red pepper flakes 1 bay leaf 1/2 teaspoon cayenne 1/2 teaspoon fresh ground black pepper 1/4 teaspoon salt 3 lbs chuck roast, lean, trimmed of fat, cut into 1 1/2 inch thick steaks 2 tablespoons olive oil 2 onions, chopped 3 stalks celery, chopped 1 green bell pepper, chopped 4 garlic cloves, minced 2 tablespoons flour Not the one? See other Crock Pot Cajun Pot Roast Recipes * Main Dish * Crock Pot Main Dish * Southern U.S. Main Dish * Beef Roast Main Dish * Low Sodium Main Dish 1. Add tomatoes, stock, thyme, basil, red pepper flakes and bay leaf to the crock pot set on high; mix well. 2. Mix cayenne, black pepper, and salt. Rub well into the roast. 3. Heat a cast iron pan, add oil and brown meat on all sides. Add to crock pot. 4. Sauté the vegetables in the

Ok Been In The Hospital
I KNOW DONT WORRY LOL I WASNT HURT I HAVE A HISTORY OF ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION WELL I BEEN STRESSED LATELY AND REAL DOWN SO SUNDAY WAS THE BREAKING POINT HAD SOME ISSUES MY DAD SAID HE WANTED TO TAKE ME TO GET HELP I HAVE BEEN WITHOUT MY MEDS HOME SICK AND JUST PLAIN STRESSED OUT OF THIS WORLD SO HERE YA GO YOUR GIRL WAS LOCKED UP IN A MENTAL HOSPITAL YOU WANT TO KNOW ME WELL HERE YOU ARE I HAVE TO TAKE MEDS EVERY DAY I AM VERRY GOOD AT HIDING IT AND COVERING IT UP TO PPL ON HERE BUT AT HOME EVERYONE COULD SEE SOMTHING WAS UP AND THEY MUST HAVE BEEN RIGHT CAUSE I DIDNT VOLENTEER TO STAY THEY MADE ME AND MY DAD DIDNT COMMIT ME SO IF I HAVNT BEEN TALKATIVE AND I DID TURN MY SHOUTBOX OFF BECAUSE I STILL AM NOT FEELING LIKE ME IM DEF NOT 100% YET BUT IM SHURE I WILL BE SOON I JUST HAVE TO GET OVER THE WAY THE NEW MEDS HAVE ME FEELING I NEVER EVER WANT TO END UP IN THAT PLACE AGAIN WELL THERE YOU ALL HAVE IT IM CRAZY HA HA WELL IM SHURE THOSE OF YOU THAT KNOW ME ALREADY KNEW THAT MUAH HOPE E

Im Sorry........
I'm sorry... if im not skinny enough for you.I'm sorry...if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry...that i dont want to have sex every minute of every day.I'm sorry...if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry...If I don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry...if I won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.I'm sorry...if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry...if I'm not the hottest girl you have ever seen.I'm sorry...That i try my best to get you to like me, then get hurt.But most of all....I'm sorry that

Various Poems By Me 3
cope when you've tried your best to find the oneto bring you joy and steal the sun.if the world caves and leaves you broken,hold this memory of which i've spoken.i've got a minute and perhaps a lifetime,to remind you of such a pastime.when our world could mend the fearand help each other wipe the tears.we were the best through the worst of friends,i'm glad to see it will never end.even though we've had our dayswhere the moon didn't hang a certain way.but through the pool of sorrowed smiles,together we can walk such miles.so when you're down and lost all hope,here's an Angel to help you cope. i'd forgotten you came through and put hope back into my life.i'd forgotten how to feel.i'd forgotten how to breathe.i'd forgotten how much i loved you. remember me i was the quiet one who never needed a soul. i stepped on little boys' hearts; the kind that were filled with childish passion towards me. i would run and pour my feelings to the ones who cared most.remember me?i probab

Pschoanalyze Yourself
Psychoanalyze Yourself; Don't read ahead, just answer the following questions with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read which each answer means at the end. (No cheating! ) This is pretty cool! 1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. Who is with you? 2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal do you see? 3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal? 4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your DREAM house. How big is it? 5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence? 6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining room table. What do you see on AND around it? 7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it? 8. What do you do with the cup? 9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at the end of a body of water what kind of water? 10. How will you cross the

Ok Only If Ya Want To.
Ok some of you decided you wanted my number from the last blog. Well i'm more comfortable with you giving me your number and going from there. So if ya want to give it to me feel free. :P Off to work, night ya'll! MUAHZ

The Veil
You can feel so many things And still feel nothing. You just feel so empty Don't remember right from wrong. You block everything & everyone out, Only some people & feelings get in. Your closest friends can see through, The veil of happiness you wear... It keeps everyone out And every feeling in. You still can't help thinking. You're thoughts eat at you With a constant gnawing. Until you crack And fall apart.

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Friends - Not Romance
I'm not looking for love on the internet. I'm just here cause I'm bored and want to meet some new friends to chat with and maybe play some pool with. Too many wierdos out there and not enough normal people.

Todays Contest Stats
going very well link #1 as of 8pm has 5495 comments and link #2 has 1883 for a total so far of 7378 keep up the good work everyone, i thank all of you that have helped me out today :D here are the pic links again #1 link #2 keep the votes comming!!! i know you are all dying to see a cat up there durring a happy hour :D

Lets Partayyyy!!!! Friend And Club F.a.r. Member (please Repost)
LET'S GO PARTY ON HIS PAGE!!!!:p:p This guy is one of the best friends anyone could have!! He is on sooo many pages everyday I do not know how he keeps up!!! If you don't already have him as a friend please go fan/add/rate him now!!! What you waiting for......never too many good friends right!!! He will return all the love so hit him hard and let's see if we can level him up today....only 30,000 to go!!!:) PLENTY OF STASH AND PICS TO RATE!! Tommy aka*Fantasy Maker*CLUB F.A.R. MEMBER¨@ fubar

Wolfs Unfinished Song - Lost Love
- LOST LOVE - every day i walk into the darkness souless n' heartless love is forgotten everyday i sit around just rotten once loved but lost it im the one that goes unseen and unheard inside i died burn the world n' write my name in blood in the night sky when i was with you i felt so alive when you stopped lovin me is when i died now i walk with the dead with 666 in blood writen on my forhead i have no heart you left it in pieces on the floor and only you can put it back together guess its just all lost love there is no above there is no below its just you in a dark hole and all you see is darkness love is rotten n' cruel oh so many times have i gotten played like a fool ya cut my heart out n' threw it in a blender your love once so tender now so cold wish i could just be taken out this world but your the one who keeps me here

Todays Comment Wasn't Directed At Anyone I Promise
The comment I posted today wasn't directed at anyone I promise, it was a quote I found and so very true. People tend to believe rumors without knowing all the facts and good friends are lost because people are afraid to ask is something wrong. Hugs to you all

This Is Your Wake-up Call!
Most of you who know me already know that I have 2 famous icons in my life I look up to. Yes I have my own personal idols such as my grandfather who along with my grandmother practicly raised me. My 2 famous icons if you can't tell are Hank Williams Jr and yes none other than Nikki Sixx. Both of these men have looked death in the face, and more than once came out victorious. If you have never read the Heroin Diaries co authored by Nikki then just take a look at the many videos and interview footage I have of him plastered all thru my profile. If this man can't show you, you need a wakeup call and that Life is Beautiful................. Well take it from me. Today I had a very close call with death myself. I thought that life sucked, then I came to my senses and realized, I have a second chance, and that LIFE IS TRULY BEAUTIFUL! So please Wake The Fuck Up! Donnie aka: TheUnLoved-TheInkFreak 10/22/07

20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Insanity
20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label it 'In'. 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write ' For Smuggling Diamonds'. 7. Finish All Your sentences with 'In Accordance With The Prophecy'. 8. Don't use any punctuation. 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is 'To Go'. 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital. And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme?

Hurt No More
I wish that I had come to realize before That you can not hurt me anymore You are nothing now but a mixed emotion memory Everything is over you are no longer a part of me The pain that you caused me was cruel and unfair, But you never did really care Was what we had even real? Now once again I can't even show how I feel. So much time has come and gone, And it always seems to be the same sad song. I am still here standing on my own two feet. You tried and tried but I would not be beat. Time like all things fades away. Until all the memories fade one day.

My Chart
Hi there, here is the interpretation of the astrological chart that you asked for. Also attached is a .GIF graphic file which depicts your chart wheel. Thank you for visiting the Astrolabe WEB site at http://alabe.com This report has been created especially for you. It represents your Unique picture at the time you were born and at the place you were born. If you are unsure of the exact time of day of your birth (or the date or the place), the reading will probably not seem as accurate as it could be in certain places, but other parts will seem to be very appropriate. You will notice at certain places in the reading that contradictory information seems to be given. This is to be expected, because the personality of most people is extremely complex. For example, at times we are quite shy and at other times we are very aggressive, and so forth. You will also notice that, at certain points in the reading, certain patterns may be repeated over and over, especially in a longer more detailed

Meet Me
I am sitting here having a drink when you walk into the bar. I come to this spot regularly, just to have a couple drinks and relax. I'm not here looking for anyone or anything. I do get lonely once in a while, but I'm not looking for a one night stand and I believe that is all you will find in a place like this. You sit down beside me and we politely smile at one another. My attention is focused on the papers in front of me. I printed some stuff off the Internet just before I left the house. Some great recipes I found while surfing the web. I've been giving it my all to try to broaden my culinary experience. I am a great cook, but have only a few specialties and I'm a very picky eater. All of a sudden I can feel your hot breath on my neck. It startles me. I quickly look over and you're right there. Our noses are almost touching. Your eyes are so beautiful. I'm stunned by the electricity we share. You lean back and apologize. You tell me that you noticed the recipes

We're A Dying Breed
TO ALL REAL MEN To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy

Wake Up Call Done
My eldest daughter called me last night and we had a long talk and everything is good again...I told her to go and talk to her principle about her non abilities to learn from the teachers that she has and to express her concerns about college and her grades as she wants to go to a very well known college..so I am happy that she called and we talked...now the next problem is the youngest daughter...I will get into that at a later date...lol

From The Blog Train
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Horoscope For 10/27
You need to keep pushing through this phase and you might need to be extra patient with the people who are closest to you. Try to take a deep breath before dealing with anyone who tends to exasperate you. **** boy oh boy they got to be talking about one of my twin daughters there lol

What Is Love
Learning to love is hard itself. Trying to learn can make you a monster, Learning something within yourself, Teaching you to be a different character. We tend to leave the subject alone, Try to find something to take it off our mind, When we talk in a different tone, Being apart of unhuman mankind. It eats us up inside and we become a warrior, to defend our heart from ever being hurt, We turn into a protector, Not ever to be thrown to the dirt. As we learn different peoples' actions, Finding it hard to trust anyone, Love comes with different reactions, It really isn't fun. One day I hope to see the light, So beautiful it will glissen, That shines from this woman's sight, But what am I missin. Is love so hard to find like this, That it feeds to my very soul, Something that I long to miss, That will leave me in the cold. What is love?

Guys........got From A Friend
1. Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than ALOT OF GUYS..you're a HOE) (Also this one, i'll change if people want me to, people have different life styles) 2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone. 3... Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes. NEW*5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile when there attracted to them 6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

Watch My Peanuts Friends Tonight!!
It's the Great Pumpkin Charlie BrownTuesday, October 30 at 8/7c In the 1966 half-hour animated special It's The Great Pumpkin Charlie Brown, The PEANUTS gang celebrates Halloween, with Linus hoping that, finally, he will be visited by The Great Pumpkin, while Charlie Brown is invited to a Halloween party. PEANUTS focuses on the anxieties and joys of childhood as expressed by an ensemble cast of children who often seem wise beyond their years. Among them are the lovable Charlie Brown, who perseveres despite continuous failure; the philosophical, blanket-carrying Linus; the fussbudget Lucy, who dispenses psychological advice for a nickel from behind a concession stand; and toy-piano virtuoso Schroeder. Central to the comic strip is Charlie Brown's dog, Snoopy, who first stood on his hind legs in 1958 and became extremely popular for his imaginative adventures as a number of characters.

The American's Creed
The American's Creed "I believe in the United States of America as a Government of the people by the people, for the people, whose just powers are derived from the consent of the governed; a democracy in a Republic; a sovereign Nation of many sovereign States; a perfect Union, one and inseparable; established upon those principals of freedom, equality, justice, and humanity for which American patriots sacrificed their lives and fortunes. I therefore believe it is my duty to my Country to love it; to support its Constitution; to obey its laws; to respect its flag, and to defend it against all enemies."

Attractive Test
ATTRACTIVE TEST Would you kiss me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] Already Did [ ] Want to a lot right now! ***************************** Am I hot? [ ] No! [ ] OK [ ] Fine [ ] Beautiful [ ] Gorgeous! [ ]Sexy! ***************************** Would you hug me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Already did ***************************** Name one thing you would like to do to me... ***************************** I look like.. [ ] A player [ ] One time thing [ ] Next gf or bf [ ] A friend .......................................X [ ] A friend with benefits [ ] A possibility [ ] Another somebody [ ] A freak ***************************** If you saw me for the first time, would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe ***************************** Would you rather... [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Friends...................................X [ ] Friends with benefits [ ] Fuck me? ***************************** On a scale of 1-10 (10 being

The Sexual Meaning Of Halloween Costumes
Halloween is the time of the year when we’re given permission to let our dark side come out and play. For one night, you can be whoever you want with no fear of judgment, because it’s just a costume and the crazier the better, right? So what does your costume tell the world about the secret desires you’ve been keeping pent up inside you all year? Or more important, what message is your date’s costume sending? Based on the premise that your Halloween costume reveals the parts of your personality you normally suppress, here’s our analysis of some popular costume choices for both men and women and what they tell others about your inner self. Here’s your guide to costume decoding. Men in Drag – First, let's make one thing clear. It takes deep personal motivation for a man to dress up as a woman for Halloween. No one does it "just because". Here are a few possibilities: You may be feeling trapped or limited by your masculine identity and want to experiment with "being a girl". Yo

No Fakes Here.............................
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Downrater
DOWN RATER AND PROUD OF IT! SHOW HIM SOME 1 LOVE! ID NUMBER 837657 ->comixjay: if your on a ADULT SITE act like one! ->comixjay: why do people have to act like they are 2? ->comixjay: it will be commin! comixjay: go for it ->comixjay: ill be sure to send everyone to ya for some ONE love! comixjay: your welcome ->comixjay: thanks for the 1 buddy!

Thursday
I could not believe we had kids show up until 9:30 last night for Halloween. We even had a woman about 40 years old show up at the door with a bag and she said Trick or Treat. She did not even have a costume on. My husband said she was probably homeless and found this to be a good way to get something to eat even if it was candy. Today I will be heading south to have several meetings with principals, teachers and parents at schools ... one lasting late. I will not be home until 9 or so again tonight. Only 2 more months left in the year and so much to do yet before our fund raising campaign begins in January... Hey hubby... you are going to get it this weekend. To make up for all the time I have been away from home.

Razor Blade Dreams
Bite my lip to hold back my words, keep in the shadows, and remain unheard. Lock it up inside my mind, the makings of nightmares start to unwind. Thoughts of razors dripping with blood, Keep it inside I wish I could Scars remind me dream can come true, razor blades keep me feeling good

New Job Possibility!
Hi all, I hope you had a great weekend. Mine was ok. We were totally broke, barely had enough to send Darryl out on the road with, and barely enough to cover gas and cigarettes for me til tomorrow. So I am gonna be really happy tomorrow, get the groceries we need, and pay all the bills that are coming out, and prolly not have any left over, which really sucks. Got some good news, possibly getting Darryl a job right here in Guthrie, starting out at at least $15 - $20 an hour! So that would be awesome if he could get a job at the post office here in Guthrie, the only thing is we have to pay to get registered. It's $99 to get registered and then another $30 to get the supplies needed to get the training. The training is paid, will most likely get over time... which is pay and a half, and if he doesn't get hired in 30 days they refund all of the money back to you. Once you are registered then they will post your resume to all the places that you have experience working at. Since Darryl was

Dj's Wanted
ARE YOU A DJ LOOKING TO BE APART OF THE LARGEST STATION ON FUBAR LOOK IN HERE Are you a DJ interested in becoming a part of The XXXtreme Full Throttle Radio Family? Wanna know who to contact??? Well look no farther.... here he is .... Slade~Owner of XXXtreme Full Throttle Radio SLADE~Lydias man*Owner*The Scooter Bar and XXXtreme Full Throttle Radio Lounge@ CherryTAP Crazyeyes~Dj Manager of XXXtreme Full Throttle Radio Crazyeyez ♠SDMF♠@ fubar ^^^^just click the pic's and you'll go right to there profile's^^^^ ***click on any pic here to enter The Scooter Bar and XXXtreme Full Throttle Radio Lounge***

For All Non-military Here's How You Can Help
Rules for the Non Military Dear Civilians: We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance: 1. The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem --- kick their ass. 2. When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest --- kick their ass. 3. Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. 4. If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend that you were. We

Sunset
In the evening as the sun touches my horizon I give it a wish to carry A whisper of love to hold knowing that soon It will slip quietly into your room and warmly kiss your cheek Taking the place so long to occupy so, when the sun rises on your day think of me and the hopes that it carries from me to you F.M.

Why Im Pissed
okay so my photo was marked nsfw, which totally pissed me off. first of all, i have a shirt on. how come other girls, even bouncers, can have primary photos in the bras or less. second of all, it is no more suggestive than other photos i have seen. even comments are racy here! third of all, my photo is not a suggestive body part with no face. i have no eyes because my name is anonymous, so thats the whole point of having no identity. it is no more suggestive that girls who have primary photos of only their mouth and/or tongue. there is no face there how is that acceptable! and lastly, how the hell can i guy get away with having a primary photo with his penis, but i get marked nsfw for showing clevage. myspace never had a problem, and it is wayyyyy more tame than this site, they dont allow nsfw photos in anything. that photo was my primary for like a month and i didnt have a problem. so yeah, im pissed so retaliation is coming. -anonymous

Poem
You This yearning in my heart This confusion in my mind The words left unspoken Haunts me all the time Everyday I watch pass by With an emptiness in my life And a hole in my heart Where only you belong Something keeps me holding on What I'll never know But one day things will go my way And I'll have you in my arms

Intro.
Every week/month/whatever, I'm gonna post the lyrics to the most badass songs you may or may not have heard. For no reason other than I have nothing better to do, and let's face it, my after work escapades aren't exactly thrilling (mostly contain getting drunk, listening to music or watching a movie).

Putting It Out There
It just kills how everyone tends to believe everything they hear. I lost some who ment so much to me over a stupid rumor. But all I know is when I finally start feeling happy something shitty happens and then it just keeps going down from there. I want so badly just for things to work out for me once in my life. I want to just find someone who can see past my past and see me and love me for that not for what they wanted me to be but for the person I am and for the person I my become. I have always been straight forward with my feelings and I wish that people would be the same to me. The way I feel isnt a joke. I wish that others would just throw words around that they dont mean. It just jurts is all I know. I put my feelings on the line and again it was only to get slapped in the face again. Maybe someday I will be loved and it wont just be words out of a persons mouth it will be for real they will care.

Im Online But Im On My Blackberry!!!
I have gotten several messages of people wanting to talk to me. Unfortunately I'm on my blackberry. During the day so I can't respond back to you or even send you an email. To let you know I hear what your saying so not to be redundant. But if your wanting to speak to me see the blog on contacting me. And all will be well thank you. W.

No Title
random thoughts to clear my brain: leaving behind and burning bridges...kind of the same thing I guess, but feels different. The TRUST is gone. Tried to forgive, cant forget. Its gone. PERSONAL things stay personal. No longer sharing. My wall is taller and thicker, wont be knocked down again. LETTING GO of the past, trying to move on into the future, taking one day at a time. WAITING. NO patience, waiting sucks. Need an OUTLET. Ready to go back to meditation and writing. JUMBLED up, not making sense THOUGHTS in my brain, need to clear it out. ALONE. FEAR of making the wrong decisions. NEED of a serious CHANGE in my life. Not sure who my REAL FRIENDS are anymore. Giving up on RELATIONSHIPS. They never work out for me anyway. MISSING the wrong people. LOVE for too many people who don't return the FEELING. Not sure how to PROCEED, just know I need to MOVE ON. Sorry if this doesn't make sense to the reader, but its the only way

Wiccan
Bide within the Law you must, in perfect Love and perfect Trust. Live you must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give. For tread the Circle thrice about to keep unwelcome spirits out. To bind the spell well every time, let the spell be said in rhyme. Light of eye and soft of touch, speak you little, listen much. Honor the Old Ones in deed and name, let love and light be our guides again. Deosil go by the waxing moon, chanting out the joyful tune. Widdershins go when the moon doth wane, and the werewolf howls by the dread wolfsbane. When the Lady's moon is new, kiss the hand to Her times two. When the moon rides at Her peak then your heart's desire seek. Heed the North winds mighty gale, lock the door and trim the sail. When the Wind blows from the East, expect the new and set the feast. When the wind comes from the South, love will kiss you on the mouth. When the wind whispers from the West, all hearts will find peace and rest. Nine

Questions?
Okay, I get asked alot of questions from alot of people on here so I decided to make a blog just for people's questions. If you have a questions for me or about me, please ask it here. I will be answering questions in blog comments, so check back if you want your answer. Serious questions, funny questions, random questions, whatever. NOTE: Guys, please dont be perverted.

The Dairy Of A Part Time Father.
As you may have been able to tell, I am a part time father. All through the United States fathers are losing more rights to be with their children. I am one of the lucky ones, I am able to have joint legal and physical custody of my son. He stays with me every other week, but a lot of great dads only have visitation rights. These fathers see there children every other weekend of less. Now these are not the fathers you see on television that owe thousands of dollars in child support or the fathers you hear about that would rather go out and party then be with their kid(s). I am talking about the fathers, that would do anything for their kid(s), the fathers that sit at home and wonder why they are being punished and not being allowed to see their children, the fathers that pay their child support on time every month, the fathers that put their life on hold, do not date, and wait for the phone call from their kid(s) saying "hi daddy, I love you." What I want to know is when did

Our Perfect Connection
"I helped her undress and climb into bed as she begged me to hold her. How could I refuse her? How could I not climb in beside the woman I love and hold her close to me? I did as she asked and only moments passed before we were kissing each other. I don’t even know if it was her that kissed me, or me that couldn’t resist the sweet seduction of her lips. I breathed heavily as she took my hard cock into her mouth and began to trace erotic circles with her tongue. I finally lifted her thigh over my shoulder and dipped my tongue into her sweetness, while Eva continued to create waves of pleasure with the warmth of her mouth. She smelled like heaven, like a place I’d spend eternity. The sound of her moaning and the thought of her having to remove her mouth from my hard cock to shutter as I worked her to climax was more exciting to me that the thought of my own release and I felt myself dangerously close. She pulled away completely and shifted her weight above me as she turned to pr

Trailer For Film
I will probably get some heat for this but I wanted to let everyone know I wrote a Movie and TV Series. I did a Movie Trailer for a contest on MySpace and if you would like to see it I will link it here. I need votes because the winner of this gets a Development contract with Fox. Please check it out and vote Vote here http://myspacetv.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=21510761 StorytellerAdd to My Profile | More Videos

Poem 2
another day drifting wandering in my mind memories still haunt taking me back in time I used to have a heart it beat strong and proud before cupids arrows swiftly took me down love is very unique the worst kind of pain even when it is good it can drive you insane it causes happiness thoughts of angels in your mind it brings on depression when your alone at night one way or the other its a curse faced by all Love may lift you up but its one hell of a fall

And One More...for The Hell Of It.
IF U HAD ME AL0NE... Body: IF U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED, WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING... IF U HAD ME ALONE

Vote For Dime Today!
Guitar World magazine is running its annual Readers' Poll Awards and this year late PANTERA/DAMAGEPLAN guitarist "Dimebag" Darrell Abbott is on the ballot for the Hall Of Fame Award.With the legacy that Dimebag Darrell left to his fans, it is only fitting that he still shines in the hearts of many. His impact on the world was of humbled greatness. Those that didn't know "Dimebag" Darrell in his personal life got to know him through his music. Hearing his music and loving it keeps his legacy alive.Go vote now at www.guitarworld.com.

Vote For Dime!!!
Guitar World magazine is running its annual Readers' Poll Awards and this year late PANTERA/DAMAGEPLAN guitarist "Dimebag" Darrell Abbott is on the ballot for the Hall Of Fame Award. With the legacy that Dimebag Darrell left to his fans, it is only fitting that he still shines in the hearts of many. His impact on the world was of humbled greatness. Those that didn't know "Dimebag" Darrell in his personal life got to know him through his music. Hearing his music and loving it keeps his legacy alive. Go vote now at www.guitarworld.com

Have Your Kleenex Ready For This One..
This was sent to me through E-mail and I thought I should Share this.. I sat Erik in a high chair and noticed everyone was quietly sitting and talking. Suddenly, Erik squealed with glee and said, "Hi." He pounded his fat baby hands on the high chair tray. His eyes were crinkled in laughter and his mouth was bared in a toothless grin, as he wriggled and giggled with merriment. I looked around and saw the source of his merriment. It was a man whose pants were baggy with a zipper at half-mast and his toes poked out of would-be shoes. His shirt was dirty and his hair was uncombed and unwashed. His whiskers were too short to be called a beard and his nose was so varicose it looked like a road map. We were too far from him to smell, but I was sure he smelled. His hands waved and flapped on loose wrists. "Hi there, baby. Hi there, big boy. I see ya, buster," the man said to Erik. My husband and I exchanged looks, "What do we do?" Erik continued to laugh and answer, "Hi"

Paranormal Researchers Create New Device
The Association for the Study of Unexplained Phenomenon (ASUP, Inc) a non-profit research and educational corporation dealing with the paranormal and dedicated to the study of theories concerning the survival of the human consciousness after death, has announced today that their research and development staff has completed work on a prototype device similar to what is commonly called FRANK’s BOX, after its original inventor, Frank Sumption, that has been claimed to be a working, “telephone to the dead.” The ASUP began fabricating their device after they learned that the original “box” would not be made available for serious research by groups like their own.Almost a year in the making, the R&D team at ASUP now say that their box outperforms the original devices; preliminary testing suggests that the new box does appear to create coherent words and phrases, in fact team engineer Ron Ricketts has reported that while still working on the device on a work bench with the system running, the

Another Song That Gets Me In Tears =(
German Words DER WEG - Deutsch Ich kann nicht mehr seh'n Trau nicht mehr meinen Augen Kann kaum noch glauben Gefühle haben sich gedreht Ich bin viel zu träge Um aufzugeben Es wär auch zu früh Weil immer was geht Wir waren verschworen Wären für einander gestorben Haben den Regen gebogen1 Uns Vertrauen geliehen Wir haben versucht Auf der Schussfahrt zu wenden Nichts war zu spät Aber vieles zu früh Wir haben uns geschoben Durch alle Gezeiten Haben uns verzettelt Und verzweifelt geliebt Wir haben die Wahrheit So gut es ging verlogen Es war ein Stück vom Himmel Dass es dich gibt Du hast jeden Raum Mit Sonne geflutet Hast jeden Verdruss Ins Gegenteil verkehrt Nordisch nobel Deine sanftmütige Güte Dein unbändiger Stolz Das Leben ist nicht fair Den Film getanzt In einem silbernen Raum Vom goldenen Balkon Die Unendlichkeit bestaunt Heillos versunken, trunken Und alles war erlaubt Zusammen im Zeitraffer Mittsommernachtstrau

Thanksgiving For Outcasts
My family is one with a horrible past Abuse and oppression mark our lives My own parents cared more about money and television Than they did about their own son I would have a personal problem that shook my world And my mother would eventually tell me to be quiet Because she couldn't hear her show I remember often when I would be talking to my father And he would start nodding off in the middle of the sentence Apparently he has a heart condition that makes him fall asleep At inopportune times Where did this all lead me? I grew up without a listening ear And their god didn't exactly listen either He was too busy judging me for my sins My grandmother is the only one in my family I consider respectable And she's almost on her death bed The rest of them are one big tornado of guilt and childhood pain So the idea of spending a day with them Is like being held down and flogged for something I don't remember doing So thankfully, I'm working overnights and can't go I need

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!
Hey Everyone! I Hope Everyone Is Having A Good Holiday! I Guess My Thanksgiving Is Alright. When Holidays Come They Are Depressing For Me. I Just Don’t Do Holidays Since My Grandfather Passed Away In 1999. Plus, The Other Person That I Would Love To Spend It With Is Away Right Now. But I Am Glad To Be Off Work Today. Yes, I Do Have A Job Now LOL. IM Still Looking For Another One Though. I Work At A Gas Station. For What They Pay I Just Feel That It Isn’t Worth it. My Dad And His Girlfriend Went To Danville, Kentucky To Spend Thanksgiving. Luckily, I Have The House All To Myself And Its Pretty Quiet. Just The Way I Like It. IM Finally Getting Caught Up On Some Stuff That I Have Been Needing To Do For The Past Week And A Half. I Just Thought I Would Take A Slight Break And Write In My Blog Since I Haven’t Done It In Awhile. I Really Don’t Know What To Write LOL. But I Hope Everyone Enjoys The Holidays. Hugs To All……I Want To Give A Special Kiss To Brandon As Well. ;)

Men......
what do u do when the one person you love with all your heart dont want you anymore? i have been married 7 months and my husband is leaving me... its just sucks i have done everything i could to keep him and was the best wife i could be..... but i guess it wasnt ment to be.... i hope the man thats ment for me is out there. i guess all i can do is move on and find someone better.....

You've Got To Stop In At Scatterworlds Lounge!!!
You have to visit the new lounge Scattersworld!! It's totally awesome! Great DJ, awesome music and lots of new friends. Easy going, no holds bar.....talk about anything and everything! Stop by, say hi. I'd like all my family and friends to stop in and check it out....you have to come chat with us and have a few drinks. Hope to see you there!!! Peace, Nyx

My My Space Freinds! Please Read
IS THIS TRUE? my space 2 Body: My space 2 coming soon! Tom is in debt..... Payin for My Space! The rumor is true. with all the fines and licenses tom has become in debt. n addition tom needs to clear the overly crowded site. We apoligize for the let down, but starting January 6 , 2009, My space members will be charged 22.50 per month But there is something you can do . A petition, we will track this bulletin , And for Everyone who reposts it will recieve a code for the first two years of My Space 2 Free!. This is no joke. We have tried our hardest to keep this from happening. My space 2 coming January 6, 2009! to get the free code, repost this bulletin as " My Space 2 " and look in your message box within a week !!

Some New Users Downrating Members
This is a rant lol or a rave who knows. But of late there are a number of new fubar members who are downrating. Please just take the time to copy the following I found in the bulletins, and send it to the new users. NOTICE RULES OF KINDESS Hey whats up, if you just joined, WELCOME Ok Some rules of kindness... DOWNRATEING is not nice and is not acceptable. If you dont like a photo don't rate it. People get irritated real fast and upset if you downrate someones page, photo. Or thumbs down there stash item. What is down rateing do you ask? That is when you intentionly rate lower then a 10. This is like fliping someone off just ruder. If you don't like the photo or profile DONT rate it. Simple as that! Please take this in to note when visiting fellow members of the site to have respect for one and other. Sure if someone came to your page or pictures and rated them all lower then a 10 you would be fliping out right?. Have some respect, treat o

... Having A Moment....
Ok... I really wonder wtf goes through my head sometimes. I have a serious case of OCD when it comes to cleaning and having things in place. I wanted to run the dishwasher earlier, but realized we had run out of detergent. A light turns on in my head and I decide I will improvise and put dish SOAP in the dishwasher... not really thinking about what it might do. Yeah.... apparently you should never do that... It looked like a damn foam party in my kitchen..... I should have invited people over to get wet-n-wild. Haha, jk.... but note to self... don't put dish soap in the dishwasher....

Wow A Contest Or Someone Fighting For There Life
You know i WISH my blog about my father and his tongue cancer and tryin to fight for his life was something peeps repost like they do the stupid ass kiss games mistletoe games,....TY TO THOSE WHO HAVE SHOWN ME THE SUPPORT< BUT FOR THOSE OF U WHO ARE SELFISH JUST DELETE ME FROM U"R FRIENDS ANYTIME NOW. ohhhhhh shit i am being selfish now....THINK I "CARE NOT"....i will not take time to repost the selfish peeps CRAP that ain't REALITY. My father has been fighting since his first surgary in begining of october, he has had six surgeries since. has lost most his tongue due to this has a trachiotimy. he keeps bleeding from a main artory in his neck that is so close to his brain next surgery will kill him.......if my father has a nother bleed then they will b doing what is considered just like a lethal injection......two huge azz needles full of morphine that they will pump in to his i'v until he don't feel anymore instead of him dieing by drownding on his blood that is bleeding out.......is

Home Sweet Home
Soooooo i found one a very nice colourful house with a woman who is fun and colourful to a few students such as myu self it will be nice my room looks like sun shine its right near school fun funky naborhood i love it

Thanks Wheels!
TO MY SOMEONE SPECIAL...Be someone who listens, and you will be heard. Be someone who cares, and you will be loved. Be someone who gives, and you will be blessed. Be someone who comforts, and you will know peace. Be someone who genuinely seeks to understand, and you will be wise. Be someone kind, someone considerate, and you will be admired. Be someone who values truth, and you will be respected. Be someone who takes action, and you will move life forward. Be someone who lifts others higher, and your life will be rich. Be someone filled with gratitude, and there will be no end to the things for which you'll be thankful. Be someone who lives with joy, with purpose, as your own light brightly shines. Be, in every moment, the special someone you are truly meant to be.

Not Responding Wtffffff
OK i am tryin to save my pics so i can delete my account and i am getting nothing but NOT RESPONDING.....WTF...do they do that to prolong u from leaving the damn site????......anyways anyone that does want my contact info before i am gone can msg me and ask for it other then that it won't b long b4 i am off of here......talk to ya all when i come back on to save the rest of my pics

Holy Shit!
The legendary Candye Kane is returning to the Northwest tomorrow night!!!! She will be playing in Bellingham at the Wild Buffalo...tix are $12! The show starts at 8pm with Baby Gramps opening!!! If I can pull the tix moolah outta my ass in the next two days, I will be there!!!! Check her out....she's SOO kick ass! www.candyekane.com www.myspace.com/candyekaneband

Long Survey
A Long Survey By MeThe BasicsName::Christine Nicknames::Lucky, Shorty Age::19 Birthday::4/18 Place of Birth::Ogden, UT Gender::Females Eye Color::Blue Happy with it?::Yes If not, what would you change it to?::Red Hair Color::Black Happy with it?::Yes If not, what would you change it to?::I already have Hair Length::Sholders Nationality::Hispanic Height::5 ft Are you happy with it?:Yes Weight/Body Type::Normal Are you happy with it?:Yes Best Feature::Eyes Shoe Size::7 Woman Ring Size::7 Piercings::13 Tattoos::2 Where you named after anyone?:A Killer Car What hertage is your last name?:German Do you have any siblings?:Yes, an older and younger sister How many?:2 How old are they?:16 & 20 Parents still together?:No Live with parents?:No Do you get along with your family?:Yes, for the most part

A Fantasy
I had a dream about you also you were with just with bra and panties on, so i took you flung you on that giant 4 poster bed...I tied your wrists and feet with satin rope ever so soft and smooth, yes your legs were spread very very wide on that big bed and i could see your panties already getting moist, but to finish my fantasy i blindfolded you and i told you that tonight was your nite i just wanted to give you pleasure. i started to kiss you our tongues play and we kissed hard and started to bite each others lips that gave us erotic pleasure, i played with those sweet suck able and chewable breasts till i saw u starting to thrust your hips up to me you needed to be touched now i saw your nipples oh so hard i sucked them and chewed them till i heard loud moans, i looked down at your panties and they were so soaked i think you had came already from just kissing. So now is your time lover i will make you cum and cum then cum again, i take my hands and starting t

Selfish Much?
We all can make a difference this year! Christmas!! what is it all about?? you think...YOU! or your kids its not!!! lets all give something u will never regret doing it. yes, we might not have much, but more then others so lets pay something back. yes, you say why ?...i worked hard for my shit !! that means u just care about yourself, and money (material) pay something back to people you don't know it will give you more satisfaction then you ever thought of! this month is about to Give, not take!!!!!! peace yall and have a great Christmas Love Det

Holidays & Commecials...
Is anyone else irritated to high hell that all the holiday commercials assume that you're married or dating? Is there no commercials that cater to single people at all? An apparantly all women want is diamonds.. wtf? Are they serious? I swear I'm freakin' losing my mind! I even saw Mistletoe at Walmart tonight.. has anyone actually ever used mistletoe? Or had it used on them? I had never even seen real mistletoe until I saw these packages on the shelf. Ugh. I just needed to vent. Not been a spectacular few months, and now with the holidays rolling it just puts an even bigger spin on the situation. I cannot wait for this month to end (except for the few really cool movies that are gonna be coming out in the next couple of weeks).. I just wondered is anyone else irritated by the damn holiday commercials for things people really dont want or need, or for people who aren't really in those kind of situations? Right now.. all I can think of is one big BAH-HUMBUG! LOL

Gingerbread Men
INGREDIENTS * 1/2 cup margarine * 1/2 cup sugar * 1/2 cup molasses * 1 egg yolk * 2 cups sifted all-purpose flour * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/2 teaspoon baking powder * 1/2 teaspoon baking soda * 1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon * 1 teaspoon ground cloves * 1 teaspoon ginger * 1/2 teaspoon ground nutmeg number of stars READ REVIEWS (309) * Review/Rate This Recipe * Save To Recipe Box * Add to Shopping List * Add a Personal Note * Post a Recipe Photo * Post a Favorite Food List * Create a Menu DIRECTIONS 1. In a large bowl, cream together the margarine and sugar until smooth. Stir in molasses and egg yolk. Combine the flour, salt, baking powder, baking soda, cinnamon, cloves, ginger, and nutmeg; blend into the molasses mixture until smooth. Cover, and chill for at least one hour. 2. Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). On a lightly floured surface, roll the dough o

Cranberry Cream Cheese Pinwheels
Quick-and-easy prep makes these roll-up treats a great addition to any holiday party. RECIPE INGREDIENTS: 1 (8-ounce) package crescent roll dough (we used Pillsbury Crescent Rolls) 4 ounces cream cheese, softened 4 tablespoons jellied cranberry sauce 1. First heat the oven to 375 degrees. Unroll the dough and divide it into 2 rectangles (most store-bought doughs are perforated down the middle). Press together any other perforations to seal them. Using a butter knife, spread the cream cheese evenly over the 2 rectangles, leaving a 1/4- to 1/2-inch border on all sides, then spread the cranberry sauce over the cream cheese. Starting at the short side, roll each piece of dough into a log, then cut each log into six 1-inch-wide slices. 2. Place the slices on an ungreased cookie sheet and bake for 12 to 15 minutes or until golden brown. Let the pinwheels sit for 5 minutes (to allow the filling to set) before removing them to wire racks. Serve warm. Makes 12 pinwheels.

Torn And Tatthered Wings
stuck in the corner with torn and tethered wings wishing to be left alone to my own mind and thoughts praying that sometimes soon my wings will heal and grow again so that i might take flight to the skies with my fellow sisters and brothers my family of angels

Untitled
should i push aside all my pride and always wonder where he is should i stay home late at night knowing another has felt his kiss should i leave and never come back or stay and feel my heart ache should i stand strong and see how much i can take should i wonder where he is or wut he has did should i push aside the pain and stay for our kid

Omg Grow Up
I DON'T GET WHY GUYS STILL THINK IT'S COOL TO CYBER I REALLY DON'T GET THE POINT TO IT I MEAN GUYS COME ON SOME OF YOU ARE HOT AND YOU REALLY DON'T NEED THE NET TO GET OFF WHAT DO YOU DO FUCK YOUR USB PORT IT'S SAD AND IT'S NASTY SO IF YOU WANNA GET OFF DON'T COME MY WAY CAUSE I'LL JUST BLOCK YOU I'LL REMOVE YOU FROM MY FRIENDS AND FANS LIST AND YOU WILL NO LONGER BE WELCOME TO VIEW PICS YES I TAKE SOME QUESTIONABLE ONES BUT THAT DOES NOT GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO THINK I'M A SLUT

My Personality Evaluation Lol
This is alittle quiz I took and it's me all over. lol IN A WORD OR TWO Dependable, compliant, deliberate, careful, amiable, systematic, persistent, precise, a good listener, accurate, kind, perfectionistic, logical, influential, persuasive, verbal, communicative, hesitant, mild, non-demanding and accommodating. THE BASICS Enjoys being with people but differentiates between friends and acquaintances. Dislikes trouble, hassle or confrontational issues. Is prepared to follow rules and existing structures. Has good listening skills. Can communicate both verbally and in writing. Is well-organized and disciplined; likes to plan ahead and find the perfect solutions. Strives to maintain harmony in the group. Is confident in her specialized area of ability and experience. Is friendly and sincere; will try to be fair in all her exchanges. Can perform detailed tasks. MOTIVATORS Marla is best motivated by stability, structure and time to adjust to chan

Dj Momma Bitch
Name: Dj Momma Bitch Age: 49 Location: Kaplan, Louisiana Favourite Colour: Purple More: I have three daughters and I'm 2nd head Dj at Pimpin Radio. Favourite music: Country and old time rock Dj Style: I like country and old time rock, but I'll play any requests so come in and see me!! Anything else: Loves LSU - go gators. I love fans of Pimpin so COME CHECK ME OUT!!! http://fubar.com/user/106385

5 Short Jokes
1) Paddy the Irishman died in a fire and was burnt pretty badly. So the Morgue needed someone to identify the body. His two best friends, Seamus and Sean (also Irishmen), were sent for. Seamus went in and the mortician pulled back the sheet. Seamus said, "Yup, he's burnt pretty bad. Roll him over". So the mortician rolled him over. Seamus looked and said, "Nope, it ain't Paddy". The mortician thought that was rather strange, but said nothing and asked Sean in to identify the body. Sean took a look at him and said, "Yup, he's burnt real bad, roll him over" The mortician rolled him over and Sean looked down and said, "No, it ain't Paddy". The mortician asked, "How can you tell?" Sean said, "Well, Paddy had two arseholes." "What, he had two arseholes?!!" said the mortician. "Yup, everyone knew he had two arseholes. Every time we went into town, folks would say, "Here comes Paddy with them two Arseholes...." ~2~ Five Englishmen in an Audi Quattro

Giving It All You've Got
Found this somewhere a while back: Subject: Giving 100% Did you ever wonder about those people who say they give more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants over 100%. How about achieving 103% or even 127%? Here's a little math that might prove helpful. What makes your effort 100%? If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 Then: H A R D W O R K 8 1 18 4 23 15 18 11 = 98% K N O W L E D G E 11 14 15 23 12 5 4 7 5 = 96% But: A T T I T U D E 1 20 20 9 20 21 4 5 = 100% And: B U L L S H I T 2 21 12 12 19 8 9 20 = 103% So, it stands to reason that hard work and knowlwdge will get you close, attitude will get you there, but bullshit will put you over the top. And look how far ass kissing will take you. A S S K I S S I N G 1 19 19 11 9 19 19 9 14 7 = 127%

When Girls Don't Put Out
WHEN GIRLS DON'T PUT OUT (girls don't read this if u don't have a sense of humor) This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. and funny so just go with it (Girls -- Have a sense of humor!) One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department sto

Please Understand
OK I DID THIS BEFORE...I GOTTA DO IT AGAIN. WHEN I TURN ON MY PUTER.....IT TAKES AWHILE. I HAVE ALOT OF STUFF THAT OPENS. SO YELLING AT ME AS TO WHY I AM NOT ANSWERING YOU IS PRETTY POINTLESS. MY FRIENDS...YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU. I AM NEVER RUDE NOR DO I IGNORE YOU, BUT DUE TO SOME PEOPLE THINKING THEY ARE MY ONLY FRIEND I HAVE DELETED MY YAHOO. TO MY TRUE FRIENDS, YOU KNOW AS SOON AS I AM ABLE, I ALWAYS RESPOND TO YOU. SO I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND, AND WILL GIVE YOU MY NEW YAHOO WHEN I CREATE IT. THANK YOU FOR UNDERSTANDING AND.... LOVE YA MEAN IT! PEE-JAY

Dedecated To All Who Have Fallen Past And Present >>>>military
the REUNION : FROM ALL ACROSS THE LAND THEY COME,WITH JUST ONE THOUGH IN MIND, TO SHARE AGAIN THE MEMORIES OF THE DAYS THEY LEFT BEHIND. 'TIS DAYS YEARS AND MONTHS OR MORE THEY STOOD ON FOREIGN SOIL'S AND SAID GOOD BYE TO FREINDS THEY'D KNOWN ,IN BLOOD & SEEAT AND TOLL.THEY ARE FATHER'S HUSBAND'S WIVE'S ,FREIND'S OF MANY DIFFERENT KINDS .BUT THESE ARE COMBAT SOLDIERS,& FIGHTING MEN AND WOMEN DONT CRY , THEY BOW THEIR HEADS IN TRIBUITE TO THOSE NOT HERE TODAY THOSE MEN AND WOMEN WHO ONCE THEY KNEW AS FREINDS WHO FELL ALONG THE WAY . THEIR RANKS ARE GROWING THINNER NOW ,THE PASSING YEARS WILL TELL BUT THEY ARE SOLDIER'S EVERYONE, WHO SERVED THEIR COUNTRY WELL,AND SO THEY MEET , EMBRACE,& TALK & REMEMBER DAYS OF YORE FOR THEIRS IS JUST A DEEP DESIRE , TO SEE THEIR FREINDS ONCE MORE. THIS MAY BE THEIR LAST REUNION , FOR SOME IT'S THE LAST GOODBYE ,TILL THEY MEET AGAIN AT HEVEN'S GATE AT THE REUNION IN THE SKY . NOW SOME NAMES ARE REMEMBERED SOME ARE NOT BUT ONE THINGS TRUE FOR SURE GOD KNO