If I offend anyone please let me know... But I need to rant on this subject for a minute or two..
Those who know me know that I am raising my son alone. However his piece of shit father is working and all that fun shit, yet cannot seem to pay the court ordered $283.98 a month in child support. I find this rather funny considering I sure as hell didn't concieve my son alone. The way I see it is if you wanna get laid and in the heat of the moment you create a child you should at least have the fucking decency to man up and help take care of your child. Second of all if you have a child NEVER hang up on that child when he/she calls to wish you happy fathers day! I love my life do not get me wrong, but every child deserves a mother and a father. And I know some of my son's father's family is probably gonna read this, this has nothing to do with you guys. I just find it rather chicken shit of someone to hung up on an innocent child and pretend that that child does not exsist. Second of all for all of those 'friends' that keep sending me information regarding my son's father I appreciate it, however it doesn't do me much good to tell the child support office well so and so saw him working at this place... I am 2200 miles away, and I have to depend on the state of WV to do their job..... Which they have failed miserably at!!!! They were suppose to take him back to court a year ago.... Still waiting! There are so people who may read this that think I'm just hurting still.... My response is this:
I'm no longer hurting I'm just ANGRY! Angry at the fact that my son wants to talk to his Dad who hangs up on him, angry that my son thinks his piece of shit father loves him more than I do... And most of all ANGRY because I cannot explain to my 5 year old that his father does not love him and wants NOTHING to do with him... He comes home from preschool talking about father and son day and askes if his Daddy can go with him...... Now how sad is that? But thankfully I have an awesome family and my son has one hell of a grandpa who thinks the world of him! And viceversa. And to add to that I've got a few really WONDERFUL friends who think the same. You know its pretty sad when a father chooses drugs and alcohol over his own child! And would rather spend all his money on that than his own child!!!!!
Well I feel better now that I have vented a little. I'm gonna go hug my son and kiss him goodnight, then crash myself!
P.S. To all the single mothers I know.......... You all freaking rock!!! No matter what we single moms just keep pushing forward making sure our little angels have everything they need! I tip my hat to you all! Keep your heads up.... Karma has a way of coming back around!
xoxox~Robin
