...of nightmares.
My insomnia continues. This time I slept from 2 Am to 4 AM. At 4 I woke up looked that the clock satisfied, because 2 hours of sleep has become like a treat to me. An instant later I remembered the nightmares, the same type I have had for a while now. This one tonight was very vivid, with explicit conversations with people in which I ended up like I do in real life - crying and just not wanting to live. The worst part about these nightmares is that they are about real experiences. I really have gone through this stuff!