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Lose Control
You don't remember my name I don't really care can we play the game your way? can I really lose control? just once in my life I think it'd be nice just to lose control- just once with all the pretty flowers in the dust Mary had a lamb his eyes black as coals if we play very quiet, my lamb Mary never has to know just once in my life I think it'd be nice just to lose control- just once if I cut you down to a thing I can use I fear there will be nothing good left of you

**the Truth: Can U Handle It?**
I wanna start by givin credit where credit's due. The title & idea 4this particular entry was not mine. It was the brain-child of a dear friend. Altho I do not promise 2protect the identity of any victims/villains in this or any subsequent entries, I will NEVA reveal my sources. *HeeHeeHee* Perhaps uv noticed my blog, itself, has a new name. Perhaps uv realized its not just a new name but a new BLOG entirely. Lets take it a step further... If ur here, n uv visited my page b4 2day, uv probly noticed a radical change in my profile as well. N yes, friends, it all ties 2gether. I was happy when LC made blogging an option. Iv neva really blogged b4 n tho I don't use it everyday, I was appreciative 2have a forum in which I could open myself up, express what's on my mind n be honest, right or wrong, n not be judged. I don't mind a lil constructive criticism, but I was NOT prepared 4da reaction I got 2my last blog entry in my orginial blog. Granted, I was in full-on bitch mode that day; fu

Thoughts
Just Thoughts ~*~*~*~*~*~*~ There comes a point in each of our lives Where we must make decesions ... We have to decide Have we done all the we know we could? Have we allowed ourselves the chance to grow as we should ? Are we looking for tommorrow to make everything alright? Or hoping that maybe the answers will just appear overnight ? Are willing to step into our past? Open locked doors.. and deal with whats behind em at last? OR ... do we pretend that life is just great ! That there are no ghosts playing a game of give and take .... Sitting in the quiet of the night .... Listening so closely ... Hoping to find the answers to make it alright... Looking to the stars... searching for peace ... Seeking the one answer to put me more at ease ... To many people .. say what they dont mean ... To many people .. living life like a dream ... To may people ... just out for some lust ... T

Decisions
Why? There comes a point in each of our lives Where we must make decesions... We have to decide... Have we done all that we know we could.. Have we allowed ourselves the chance to grow as we should.. Are we looking for tommorrow 2 make everything alright.. Or hoping that maybe the answers will appear overnight.. Are we willing to step into our past.. Open locked doors and deal with whats been hidden behind em at last ... or.. Do we pretend that life is just great.. That there are no ghosts playing a game of give n take .. Sitting in the quiet of the night .. listening so closely.. Hoping to find the answers 2 make it alright ... Looking to the stars.. searching for peace.. Seeking the one answer to put it all at ease .. To many people living life like a dream.. To many people say what they dont mean... To many people just out after lust .. To many people ... Who the hell do you trust .... To many actio

Well.. Iv Lost 1 Friend 4speakin My Mind...any1 Else??
I went public wit my feelings. how dare I?? she went public when she left that comment on that other blog entry. I @least had da respect 2NOT mention her name. HEY! THOUGHT U SAID U WOULDN'T BE VISITIN MY PAGE ANYMORE, ANYWAY? I love u, nameless 1 but I WILL NOT BE CENSORED ANYMORE!! I am sorry u gave me up as a friend. I don't think it woulda come 2this if u hadn't taken erthin else so damn personally. u gave up on me but I domt really think that JUST happened.... iv sent msgs 2ur fone in da recent past that neva got acknowledged. perhaps u neva got a single 1of them.. had u changed ur# n not told me?? 1 thing bout me that's obviously changed: I used 2keep s**t bottled up til I exploded which made me a bad guy cuz it seemed like whateva triggered me was blown WAY outta proportion. I'm not gonna let that happen anymore!! not only has it taken a mental/emotional/spiritual toll but its also had a PHYSICAL effect on me :( so YES I'm takin my issues public, dear former friend & er1 el

It's My Party And I'll Cry If I Want To...
my lovelies... sorry i haven't been on in a while..birthdays have been one after another so things have been quite hectic! my youngest daughter is having her 12th birthday party tomorrow and my 13 year old had her party last saturday. my birthday was on the 3rd and my sister's was on the 1st. WHEW! so, needless to say, i have been exhausted from all the planning and doing. i'll be back on regularly soon. i miss y'all...sure wish y'all missed me. YOU KNOW WHO Y'ALL ARE. THANK YOU RETRODIVA AND P FOR THE "GIFTS"!! YER THE BEST!

Meeting Mr. Dave (part 1)
He stood there right in front of her everyday. She knew it was wrong to lust after a teacher but most teachers did not look like him. He was tall, tan, muscular, and blonde. He was what every man should look like, but he was her teacher none the less. When she moved to Canada she had been completely afraid of what the people would look like, and treat her. She was an American for Petes sake. Her family had left America because they did not believe in what the country now stood for, so here she was an American in political exile. When she had arrived at school the first day the students all stared her down, pointed at her and laughed at her. But over the first few weeks they had come to like her and treat her as one of their own. The teachers were a different story. All the teachers immediately took to her, liked her attitude and work ethic, except Mr. Dave. Mr. Dave was the gym teacher. He asked the students to call him Mr. Dave because he was young and he didn't think that he was abov

For A Change Of Pace
Anybody interested in missing and exploited children???????....... I am running a website on tagworld.com/munchies4all, with 2 pages especially for missing and exploited children as they are listed on the National site for Missing and Exploited Children. I have very intense feelings about this issue. many of our young people are being exploited on the Internet right now as I write this blog. if you run across a space where there is no longer a picture of the child that was there, it means he or she has been located and is now at home with their families. T There are pedaphiles and predators every turn in cyberspace and it is vital that you teach every young person you know how to protect themselves online, not just at home or on the streets. I have posted ways for children to read and learn to protect themselves online, on the streets and at home. please if you have anylove in your hearts for young people go to my site and see if any of the children on the site are from you

Death Of A Freind
one of a friend had die yesterday she was only 26 yrs old she was sick an all an her mother went out for 30mins to get her daug sum meds like she asked when the mom came back in 30 mins time she was out not knowing she would cum home to her daug.. dead in bed so this weeken started out sucks ... i feel so bad for the mother to have to fine her daug that way... ive had people worried about me cause mixing pills an so on so now this has wake me up cause lossing a friend even tho she wasnt close it was a friend an it hits hard cause death aint no toy thats for sure cant take it back i feel so bad tho not even sure what to say when they told me i was blank i didnt know if they was playin cause she was just out at the club wed.. for drunk an drown so see death can cum any time but we think she had mixed the wrong pills not knowing well i dont know what to say now so im out ... girl ya be missed know that

My Sexual Zodiac
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take. Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I'm Such A No0b! Hahahahaaa!!
I've got some really good songs on my tracks! Also, My photobucket is kinda getting full, I mean I have over 300 in there so....I guess I'm still considered a No0b and all being it's my fifth day but I've gotten really into it. I invited a few cool people, some got a massive response and some didn't. I changed some of the pics on my profile,too, and I REALLY like it now. Anyway, I'm gonna end this with a really cool pic and hope that everyone likes it. See ya! Okay, I have an idea, first 5 people to join my lounge become mods.

Booze
first blackout(i think)? well my friends it was on a friday (payday)it was hot outside and cool in the bar .gin& tonic was the drink of choice that evening, hell it was the drink of choice that summer . i was working in a guitar factory about 50 miles from my house ,not so close but not so far (i obviously wasn't within walking distance though) anyways the thing about guitar factories is just about everyone in them is a musician .and musicians drink a little bit more than your average citizen. at the time i happened to be carpooling with Sugarbone Johnson(and by carpooling i mean my car didn't work and he drove)so anyways Sugarbone myself and Durantula(K.M.F.D.M.) and some others that i worked with were hangin out at some random bar near where i worked ,needless to say drinking a lil bit.me being new to the gin & tonic had no idea what was in store and just got wrecked way too soon.which usually doesn't happen . the thing about the beloved gin& tonic is it hits you al

Wishes
I long for the time where there was no sorrow. I long for the time when I didn’t have to wish for a tomorrow. Take me back to a place when I was certain, Take me back to a place when I wasn’t waiting for the final curtain. Show me the way to a place of happiness, Show me the way to a place where I can burry this sadness. Give me one chance to believe, Give me one chance to be me. Let me have the courage not to scream, Let me have the courage to follow my dream. All I ask for is the opportunity to soar above, All I ask for is the opportunity to find love.

First Blog
You scored as earth. you scored as Earth, you are loving and the most caring of all, you want love more then anything, your relationships are long and meaningful, you dont want anyone to be sad, you\'ll listen to anyones problems so long as they\'re happy, you have no problem being a good friend, and one day you\'ll make a special person very happyearth60%Fire50%wind50%ice30%which element of love are you?created with QuizFarm.com

What Do You Do?
What do you do when you have all these guys that like you and want you to give them a chance but you are still in love with someone else plus your scared to get hurt again? I need an answer so if you know what it is please tell me. I feel stupid...but everyone has been through this right? There are a few guys that like me...but I cant date them all. Plus 2 live to far away...2 just seem like they just want me for sex and others are to old for me. I think that maybe I should just give up...cause the one guy I want and would give up anything for...I will never get. Bisexualvampyre

The Sacred Path Of The Warrior By Chogyam Trungpa
A while back I got to my friends house in Surrey, she had a book lying out called The Sacred Path of the Warrior, I picked up and had finished it by Wednesday evening (I dont sleep much), although I have never been into buddhism much or any other religion it was interesting to say the least. I remember in October 2004 I was at a Leadership Calling gathering and Meg Wheatley was there and she told us of Shambala and the way of the Shambala Warrior. Some bits of the book really did mean quite a bit but being a rancid tart myself and quite rough around the edges I have an issue with the word Joy, dont know why but it just makes me cringe when I hear it. The word Joy was used quite a lot in the book, also about discipline, never been much good at that either. But was I did like was finding about the Four Dignities, especially the one of Outrageousness, that did make me chuckle Meek “The four dignities” are introduced as a path and a process, which describe a warrior's maturing and widen

1st Blog Entry
Yes, this is my first blog entry. Well, Today, I haven’t even gone to bed to tell you the truth, So, I’m not even sure how my day is going to go. I just got done playing Civilization III and man, my head hurt from thinking. I’m slowly learning the game. But before that I was playing one of my favorite games Age of Mythology. Anyways, Lately I’ve been sick, lack of sleep and food. But my roommate was being an ass and didn’t get food. It sucks that I don’t drive; witch isn’t my fault, very long story. I’m just rambling on and on.

A Brutal Rape
The first part of this is true, but the last part of it was the worst dream I even had. About three years ago I met someone I thought he was special We had so much fun As time went by I finally saw He wasn't the one I wanted after all I found him cheating When he thought I had left It was finally over That was the end A year later he called To see what I was up to I told him I was happy And I hoped he was too A little while later A friend called to say He was put in jail For harassment and rape I guess that's exactly What he deserved He was dumb enough I felt bad for the girl Then six months ago I heard he was released That he had a hit list Number one being me I wasn't scared It didn't bother me at all Until one night I got a threatening call The weird things started Happening in my house Doors would slam shut And lights were turned out In the middle of the night Someone came in my room The sound of a gun clicked I was too

The Real Corpse Bride
Corpse Bride how can you plan a future with a woman who dies today? when every song heard breaks her fragile heart moments pass and you do not know or try to know that the life she lived became too broken like glass under foot that it was all too little too late so plan a new future where you are your own strength come home to someone whole find paradise with the living and say goodbye say goodbye and hold only a memory

I Look At You
I walk up to you and tell you I want you now! you look at me and agree, it has been why to long since we have been together! You grab me and put me on top of your big black truck. I think this must be one of your favorite places, on the hood of your big black dodge, you just look at me and smile as you push up my shorts to reviel that I again am not wearing panties! you slide into me with a wanting force, a force that shows me you have missed my tight sweetness!! You bend down to my neck and kiss me as I slowly make love to you! I kiss your neck back and work my way around to your mouth and I whisper, I love ya baby!! I ask you to show me you love me? You say, No problem showing you that I love you....with every push I felt tremdous love growning inside of me until we came together! I looked at you...and smiled!! By Jadey

Fucking Mania!
I cant stop spending money.. its on stuff that we *need* but I can tell its manic shopping....Im going to end up spending money we dont have to spend...feck... Im back to doing the ... dot thing too much...I bought blood red hair dye...and stuff to sell on ebay... and jeans for me...and jeans for felix...gah make the mania go away! I'll give you a cookie!

Black And White Sketches
I dreamt in black and white sketches Tumbling thoughts, penciled in faces flicker in my minds eye Speckles of laughter fell from the captions on the misty pages of the glancing moment A glimmer of you in the pen and ink The moment the words fell from the wound that bled this night onto me I dreamt in black and white sketches Black and white dreams of you filled my night One falling into another, stumbling slumber swept me away To a black and white night With you.

Bare In June
Bare in June Turn out the light rest exposed next to me fall asleep cloaks' me in lukewarm embrace For tonight. Hunger for a little aid to rinse away the years of being manipulated. rehabilitating hands that pacifies the fire that ravages me. Angel wings scattered on the pillow where I use to love. Hold me to kindle these images from my head. Rinse away the longing with teasing hands' lift the warmth of this fire. Want someone to turn off the light rest next to me exposed in the rain. Someone to keep away the heartache.

- The Fire Alarm!
Today at 4pm the alatm went off so as always I freaked because just to recap I live on the 16th floor and when there is a fire they are only going to get me out if there is a fire on my fire thats kind of scarey really reason being that I am disabled and I am still in this thing you are suppose to call a chair so I can not move as fast as I want. So as usaul I had a freakin panic attack because I was worried my second aide came down she scared the hell out of me because she came in and I heard no knock because the alarm is soooooo loud that it will make you Deaf and it might even wake up the dead. On top of that these FOOLS from my wheelchair company called doing the freakin fire alarm and I'm trying to talk to him in one ear and I had the alarm in the other I asked him if I could call him back he said no I was like what the hello???? the worse part is he was calling to get my second gaurdians address now this confussed the crap out of me because they have had that address almost a

Poetry.com News!
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Broken Hearted Shattered Dreams Why??
I don't understand what happened. I thought everything was fine. I was in love, never happier than any other time I believe. I had the best thing in the world, my babe, my love, my one my only. Yea long distance is a bitch to deal with, no warm hand to suddenly grab your hand. No wet lips pressed against your cheek. No cuddleing in eachother's jackets when its cold. No funny faces that make you laugh till your stomach hurts then a tight hug and an "I love you" whispered into your ear. No, none of that. Your lonely as fuck. Everyone else has their person with them, doing all of those things that make me swoon. I stand against the wall ignoring them, waiting for a phone call, waiting to be happy. When your friends ask you to party with them, you don't, just because they want you to go with a guy, or they know someone will like you. " I'm happy with mine." Of course they'd always say that's ok, but really they hate the idea of me being alone, against the wall, waiting for a phone call, n

My Friends...
Every person I consider a true friend fits everything that is on this list and more!! Those who know me know that I don't do superficial friendships. My friends mean the world to me and I personally don't have time for people who aren't going to be real. Some know me better than others...but all should know that I don't play games, and I don't have conditional relationships with ANYONE!! If someone in your life tells you that they don't want you to be my friend...well that would be a choice you would have to make, but I know where I stand, how I feel and what I want in my life! To those of you who are true friends..Thank you, you all mean the world to me!! A REAL friend entails everything on this list!! I wouldn't give anything less than all of it, and I deserve friends who would do the same!!**HUGS** Be Well!!~Manda~

My Search For My One And Only Someone Is Over
YES!!! i have found my one and only or to my knowledge she is my one and only yes u r and u know who u r i told u how i felt about u and i sent u a music video telling u also and i will wait for the day we meet.

More Updates On Me
Saturday was a really big day on me.. I went with my cousin to go help on the haunted house, and we end up in the kichten helping his mom out.. I did dishes and cooked in there.. My feet was killing me.. But we earned it.. I got a tip and I got five dollars.. I did worked my ass off.. Sunday, well we did worked on a little on the haunted house and hang somethings up.. I told tom that I will not do the haunted house on Fridays because of my Show Ghost Whisperer.. I just can't missed it just like I did last year.. Well I kind of got sick.. My head was hurting badly and I am starting getting a score throat.. if this keeps up than I can't do nothing Saturday.. it is kind of getting worse to me.. Not feeling right now but I am trying to hurry and check my email and get off and go back to bed.. Well I will give you all update on me how I am feeling ok.. Virgo24

Go To Hell
New Hell fall like the rain in her heart damn her to your misery but fall from your self constructed pedestal and wallow in a new hell take the little wild and break her down to average fashionably brooding and tearstained lie in a pool of regret laced with the knowledge that you took her real

More Aimless Ranting By The Striped One.
Ugh… I know, another rant by the striped one, but as usual something has really pissed me off. I don’t write about happy things. I haven’t quite figured out why yet, but I just don’t. I don’t write about my back injury being completely healed, being stronger and bigger than I was before I hurt myself or even about , um, well whatever else positive is happening to me. I use this forum to rant about things that bug me. What makes someone who is attractive think the world owes them something? Yes, being single and on the prowl I tend to perpetuate this. My job does require some contact with people and I will tend to go out of my way to do things for someone who is more aesthetically pleasing that someone who may not be so fortunate. I still try and figure out why I do this. It’s not like I stand a snowballs chance in Sao Paulo with this fair haired hottie that needs the simplest task completed, but does not seem to be able to complete on her own. But all the same, I still tend to bend

So Much For Luck
Well Joe really blew me away today. And NOT a good thing either. He told me he'd given the position at that new store to someone else.He had told me he scouted her right after I'd told him to let me talk it over, and see if I'd be able to. I was not a very happy camper, and spent the day in Mike's office. I was fuming. I swear I about went through the roof. Then to make matters worse..There used to be this smelly old lady that worked under me..Her husband currently works with me now too...he smells equally as bad - IF NOT WORSE. Well BOTH of them were in the store today, because they sent the old man home early...Well Marilyn, the Smelly old lady came in and raised hell with my boss. Before she had even gotten to Mike - She stooped down so low as to of called me a kiss ass whore. I wanted to deck her old smelly ass. GrRRRrrrRRR! /end bitch session

Fathers
I find myself as an adult thinking about those things little things really that i was and will be denyed because of not having a father. Now I know everyone has a father, I do. But long ago he partly choose not to be and partly the state decided that he was unfit to be my father. I won't go into what happened that caused that descion but I have not and will prob. never forgive any of the three people involved in forcing the state to make that descion. Anyways because of all of that in which I was unable to control (i was 1) I lost the chances of taking a dad to father daughter dances, won't have a father to walk me down the isle, or give me away, or have a father daughter dance at my wedding. I never had a father to show me what a good male role model is, never had one to look at and say that's what i want my husband to be like. It hurts not having that... If your a father out there and reading this make sure you take care of your kids the best you possibly can. And if you've alread

For Adults Only(lmao)
Adult Fairy Tales CINDERELLA wants to go to the ball, but her wicked stepmother won't let her. As Cinderella sits crying in the garden, her fairy godmother appears, and promised to provide Cinderella with everything she needs to go to the ball, but only on two conditions. "First, you must wear a diaphragm." Cinderella agrees. "What's the second condition?" "You must be home by 2:00 a.m. Any ! later, and your diaphragm will turn into a pumpkin." Cinderella agrees to be home by 2:00 a.m . The appointed hour comes and goes, and Cinderella doesn't show up. Finally, at 5:00 a.m. Cinderella shows up, looking love struck and very satisfied. "Where have you been?" demands the Fairy Godmother. "Your diaphragm was supposed to turn into a pumpkin three hours ago!!!" " I met a prince, Fairy Godmother. He took care of everything." The Fairy Godmother stated, "I know of no prince with that kind of power! Tell me his name!" Cinderella replied, I can't remember, exa

House All To My Self.
I took David to Charlotte this morning and dropped him off with my sister at 5:30 this morning. He will stay up there in Charlotte till Firday. Once he gets off work Firday he'll come home and I'll pick him up in Greensboro. I already miss him. When I was packing his bag for 3 days I felt like I was sending my husband away for good. Alex went with my mom to her friends house today. That way I could get some sleep. Cause for the last couple of days I haven't got much sleep. And now that I woke up I miss having my husband around. There's no one here but me and no one screaming and David not sitting on the couch. I feel like I'm the only person in the world. I guess after I get use to David staying gone a few days out of some weeks that I won't feel this way. That I'll just get use to him not being around as much and me having the house to myself with Alex. But Alex can make a house feel like they are 100 people in it. Him running around and screaming and talking and playing and brakeing

How Sexual Are You
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerA Sicko100%Very Kinky100%Average40%A WUSS !!10%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

How Much Greed Do You Have!!
Your Greed Quotient: 15% You're anything but greedy. You're eager to share and give to others. For you, collecting material possessions is more trouble than it's worth! How Much Greed Do You Have?

Blog...the First
Hey everyone, This is going to get some getting use to, not use to having a blog or any type of website thing...except yafro, and I don't do anything on that site anymore. So I guess first thing is first, I'm Scott, from Newfoundland, Canada. 18 years old and in my first yar of university doing pharmacy. Sorry if this is going to be short, but it's about 3 in the morning here and I'm horribly tired...currently recovering from a three day long party I had on the weekend. What else to say about me...well, I'm going to sound like a huge geek now but I don't care. I like video games and anime. There we go, geekyness out of the way. I play the piano, flute and guitar a little bit. Opeth has to be one of my favourite bands, they just rock so much its not fit, lol. Currently single, cuz you know thats always fun. Broke up with my girlfriend about a month ago now, rather, she broke up with me and what not. Anyways, I'll talk about some random crap tomorrow sometime cuz Scott really needs s

2nd Job
Well after an 8 hour day at my regular job.. Which bores me to deaf.. lol Grown ass men fighting over a stretch wrap machine.. (more on that laters) haha Anyways.. I 'm doing the job which I truely enjoy.. my 2nd job. Programming ,troubleshooting and networking! I'd be a happy man if I died doing this.. lol But part of me wants to be a big movie director/writer someday.. no acting.. i don't like to be infront of the camera.. lol Anyways.. I finally figured out that I have to update all his old 2003 apps.. like netscape to netscape 8.0 and stuff.. ugh ugh ugh.. Its 3am now and me wanna sleep! But I enjoy this so much.. I'm watching "heroes" off the tivo.. :P laters

Lets All Shout For A Lc Wedding
Hi guys n dolls... Please help me in shouting for a lost cherry wedding .... I have met the man of my dreams ... And we want to shout it out so loud ..... Please in on bended knee's help us xxxxx

Expressed The Best
I know I have overloaded my blogs with song lyrics, but i feel that sometimes the words to a song can express feelings the best and sometimes hits too close to home or everyday life......Really makes you think!

Knocking On The Door!!
He had been knocking on the door and ringing the bell.... Finally, this eleven year old trooper turned to leave, but something stopped him. Again, he turned to the door and rang the bell and knocked loudly on the door with his fist. He waited, something holding him there on the front porch. He rang again and this time the door slowly opened. Standing in the doorway was a very sad-looking elderly lady. She softly asked, "What can I do for you, son?" With radiant eyes and a smile that lit up her world, this little boy said, "Ma'am, I'm sorry if I disturbed you, but I just want to tell you that *JESUS REALLY DOES LOVE YOU* and I came to give you my very last Gospel Tract which will tell you all about JESUS and His great LOVE." With that, he handed her his last tract and turned to leave. She called to him as he departed. "Thank you, son! And God Bless You!" Well, the following Sunday morning in church Pastor Dad was in the pulpit. As

Molly The Camel (adult)
A new US Marine Captain, by the name of Big Willy, was assigned to an outfit in a remote post in the African desert. During his first inspection of the outfit, he noticed a camel hitched up behind the mess tent. He asks the First Sergeant why the camel is kept there. "Well sir, as you know, there are 250 men here on the post and no women. And sometimes the men have "urges". That's why we have Molly The Camel." The Captain says, "I can't say that I condone this, but I understand about "urges". The camel can stay." About a month later, the Captain starts having his own "urges" and asks the First Sergeant to bring the camel to his tent. Putting a ladder behind the camel, the Captain stands on the ladder, pulls his pants down and has wild, insane sex with Molly. When he's done, he asks the First Sergeant, "Is that how the men do it?" No, not really, sir... "They usually just ride the camel into town where the girls are".

Wanna Make-out?
You're a Freaky Kisser When you kiss, you want to experience something new A new technique, a new partner, a new piercing... And your own personal kissing style is very unpredictable There's no saying where your tongue or hands will go What Kind of Kisser Are You? Was There Ever A Doubt?? lol 10 Cherries gets you 10 mins...hehe So dont forget!! :P

Me...
...i am a vereh mysterious person...even if u know me....u dont know ME...im not an open person...but....when ya get ta know me...i will share bits and fragments of myself....u never know i may even consider ya family if i really take a liking ta u....

New To Lc!! Silver Diamond's Rock Report!!
Hey there SEXXY friends!! If you are my friend on Myspace, then you already know about my Rock Reports! For all of you on LostCherry, GREAT NEWS!!! I have decided to also post my Rock Reports in my blog here!! I will be posting a Rock Report after every gig I attend! I always include pics and a review of the show! So if you want to be kept up to date on the local music scene here in Portland, Oregon, subscribe to my blog and you won't miss out on any of the fun!! Keep your eyes peeled for Silver Diamond's Rock Report Every week!! Rock On Baby!!! XOXO Silver

Coming
Coming by dr_mabeuse © Sweet friction has worn our skins away, And left us nerve to nerve exposed. You reach for me and I see the panic in your face, The eyes that say you're falling, and beg me to catch you, hold you, Never let you go. You dissolve, disappear, throw yourself away for me, Cling to me and shudder. You hide your face but I want to see Just who you are when we're one and the same. * * * At twenty thousand feet the windows are streaked with rain. Below us, the lights of the city are a misty web. I look for her house, impossible to find, one light in a million, The lamp in the window. Left on for me. There are currents in the night. Invisible cables, streaming with power, Unknown, invisible, conduits of magic. I feel the wheels of mystery turning in the dark and rainy sky, The smooth sigh of the universe turning. * * * She stands up and puts out the candle. Gathers up the cards, puts her cup in the sink. The tarot has told her I'll b

October 21
It's 3:01 am. Insomnia is usually a bitch, but a little worse since my recent plastic surgery. I'm recovering well... pics on file, but let me tell you... there's no kinda pain like the AIR CONDITIONER PAIN. (My boyfriend gets a chuckle when I complain about this....sadist!) Sore boobs and hard nipples make for a sleepless Nix. Somebody come talk to me.... I'm awake and bored.

Here We Go Once Again Lol
JUST GETTIN ON HERE TO VENT BOUT THINGS I HAVE BEEN NOTICING HERE ON GOOD OLE LOST CHERRY,DONT GET ME WRONG I LOVE IT HERE ON THE LC ITS AWESOME AND I HAVE MET ALOT OF GOOD PEOPLE ON HERE , BUT HERE WE GO LOL I KEEP SEEING ALL THESE BULLENTINS BOUT HOW PEOPLE ARE CHEATING AT THE CONTEST WHICH I DO AGREE IS WRONG AND DECEITFUL AS ALL GET OUT BUT NO MATTER HOW MUCH WE ALL HATE THAT, THEIR OUT THERE ON A DAILY BASIS AND THERE IS NOTHING YOU NOR I CAN SAY OR DO ABOUT IT AND CONSTANTLY PUTTIN THE POST UP BOUT EM DONT HELP EITHER EXCEPT IT HONESTLY HELPS THEM OUT BY PEEPS GOING TO THOSE PEOPLES PAGES AND WHETHER ITS A BAD OR GOOD RATING ITS STILL A RATING THAT INTURN HELPS THEM OUT IN THE END. TO ME THERE ARE ALOT MORE GOOD PEOPLE ON HERE THAN BAD SO LETS FOCUS ON THE GOOD ONES AND JUST IGNORE THE IDIOTS YA KNOW AND IF THIS OFFENDS ANYONE SORRY BUT THIS IS WHAT THESE THINGS ARE FOR TO VENT GET THINGS OFF YA CHEST AND SEE WHO ALL ELSE OUT THERE AGREE'S OR DISAGREE'S WITH HOW SOMEONE FEELS AND

Obsessed W/ Fat Bottom Girls
I dont know what it is but I have been on this kick of queen ever since my hubby got me their greatest hits since i was sick. I know Bohemian Rhapsody reminds me of my childhood. I would sit and watch Waynes World on my grandmas sofa and I would head bands and try to sing along! I also rememeber going and seeing Waynes World 2 with my dad and his best friend Danny; 4 rows from the front and on the right side of the theatre. I just guess it some good memories of my dad. Since we dont see eye to eye, he lives in ILL.(with my brother Chris(in the pics w/ the dog) and his fiance), he wasnt the greatest dad, and he was almost never around. I guess Queen is just an escape for me! It puts me in my happy place!I can just turn it on and up and escape to where I was little and sitting on grandmas sofa w/ my blanket and teddy bear laughing my ass off to Wayne and Garth and going "schwing" even tho I had NO CLUE WHAT THE HELL HAT MEANT! So I have to do a wedding project for Family living w

Three Negative Communication Patterns You May Be Using!
A mini-course on communication for couples... by Jennifer Good It's amazing, but if you really look closely you'll discover that people are extremely private creatures. For all that we seem to want to boast and have ourselves become acclaimed, we still tend to bottle our truest and deepest feelings inside. And, for what? Most often to protect our helpless hearts from heaps of pain, anger, ridicule, despair or ultimately heartbreak. But, what if keeping our inner selves hidden is what causes the pain to appear in the first place? Have you ever considered that preventing the people close to us from really getting to know us is what's keeping them from giving their all as well? Every person has an inner need to be heard and understood. The people who understand us best are the ones we consider our closest friends, and the type of people we tend to gravitate towards. So, it would make sense that if we took the time to understand our partners and visa versa we could create a relation

Sitting Here
so I'm sitting here watching the little pictures go across the top of the screen. I can watch baseball or turn the station--the remote is too far away--gonna watch baseball. One of the Cardinals is fuckin hot. I want to move to somewhere warm where I am tan year round. I wonder if anyone is going to read this jabber. Sorry if u are still going--this sucks huh? Heehee. I got creeped a lot the last couple days--i don't really mind--but why not make friends dude?

Saw This An Stole It But It Gave Me A Big.........
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour (Don't try this at home,maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. ("Honey, I'm home. What the...?!") The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jum

Rawrr!
You know i never realized how many of my titles are rawrr! I so need to be more orginal. But i am original i mean how many people out there are JUST like me. =] Haha. So we went to court, and now his ass is covered and saved ,it puts my life on hold a bit, but he needed help, and had no one else to go to. =/ Whatever really. My grandparents hate me, but whats done is done. And thats all i really have to say. I miss my younger brothers and puppy puppy yet. Im STILL listening to this song invincible. So last night i started talking to one of my old friends from highschool, wow i havent done that in a long ass time. But it was interesting. Sometimes i still dont see me as all grown up, hard to believe, when just 5 years ago i was one of those little girls dancing around at school dances flirting with boys, "being in puppy love" and blah blah blah. Haha. My hand is killing me, cause i droped something on it, like a dipshit. Anyway, first fight with my mom, im ready to scr

Transitional Phase
Sunday, October 22, 2006 myspace sucks Current mood: aggravated Category: Blogging Myspace sucks. I can prove it. I've been an alienated loner since before al gore claimed to invent the internet so tipper could control it. Myspace just completed some sort of truly impressive geometric expansion and successfully became what icq, hotmail, craigslist, and geocities were /ten fucking years ago/. Those other ones were were just decentralized. They made some money, sure, but they left the power with the people. If they had been left to grow unchecked; grow organically like human friendship does, they'd already have merged and incorporated a second-life sort of visual interface and we'd have the virtual democracy the thinkers of the world envisioned the net bringing to life as optimistic 90's fools. There would alredy /be/ a worldwide cyber-culture; an alternate-reality parallell social fabric to replace the tattered one in so many countries. 'The man' destroyed the social fab

Update
So I am officially moving back to Fairbanks on the 3rd......... I am going to miss my friends here in Seattle so much......... Especially my favorite person in Seattle Rita!!!! I love my Rita! And I am so happy that I met her! Anywho...... And guess where I am going to live???? In MY own cabin, with my bestest friend Kitty........ I have not seen it yet, but supposedly its huge! And we only have one down side....... no water....... yep outhouse here I come!!!! lol........ But I'm an alaskan girl so nothing new, whatever..... I'll get over it! Well that's my update for now! Pace! Bitches!!! *Stephykins*

Wise As An Owl'...
You scored as You have the Gift of Wisdom. You have had the gift of Wisdom bestoyed upon you. You know how things work, and usually don't know where your knowledge comes from. The same applies to other things that you "just know". People come to you for advice because you are almost always right. Have patience with yourself and don't over do everything.You have the Gift of Wisdom94%You have the Gift of Discernment88%You have the Gift of Empathy75%You have the Gift of Perception/Aura Vision50%You sadly do not recognize your gift yet44%You have the Gift of a Seer44%What is your gift?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Lost November
ten days in hell since you left her there a bottom you had never seen and never will it's not the girl you knew the one you once said was beautiful now she's like all the others that you complained of in the dark too scared to live terrifyed of love and running running till she drops when the only one who cares has to sit back and watch not made to give what you could and November will never come

Bloody Tears
Bloody Tears are falling like rain, But the memories will remain although you promised not to hurt me. You broke my heart into millions of little pieces ground them into dust to let the wind blow them away. my bloody t ears running down my face. leaving a dark red stain. all alone in this world tonight no loving arms to hold me tight. an open empty space in my chest where a heart use to rest. you said that you loved me and would never leave me. you promised me baby. how can that be true when you walk away. you turned around and left me leaving these bloody tears streaming down my face like rain. How can you do this. you said you have changed. how can this be baby you loved me just yesterday. you said that i was your everything and that you wanted us to live happily ever after. Sadistic Gothic soldiers Girl

If Grief For Grief...
If Grief for Grief can Touch Thee by Emily Bronte (1818 - 1848) If grief for grief can touch thee, If answering woe for woe, If any truth can melt thee Come to me now! I cannot be more lonely, More drear I cannot be! My worn heart beats so wildly 'Twill break for thee-- And when the world despises-- When Heaven repels my prayer-- Will not mine angel comfort? Mine idol hear? Yes, by the tears I'm poured, By all my hours of pain O I shall surely win thee, Beloved, again!

Beer Vs. Pussy
A beer is always wet. A pussy needs encouragement. Advantage: Beer. A beer tastes horrible served hot. A pussy tastes better served hot. Advantage: Pussy. Beers have commercials making fun of skunky ones. Pussy does not. advantage: Tie If you get a hair in your teeth consuming pussy, and you are not disgusted. Advantage: Pussy 24 beers come in a box. A pussy is a box you can come in. Advantage: Pussy Buy too much beer and you will get fat. Buy too much pussy and you will get poor. Advantage: Tie

I Guess She Told Him
One morning while making breakfast, a man walked up to his wife and pinched her on her butt and said, "You know if you firmed this up we could get rid of your girdle." While this was on the edge of intolerable, she thought to herself and replied with silence. The next morning the man woke his wife with a pinch on the breast and said, "You know if you firmed these up we could get rid of your bra." This was beyond a silence response, so she rolled over and grabbed him by the penis. With a death grip in place she said, "You know if you firmed this up we could get rid of the postman, the gardener, the pool man and your brother.

Dinner Time
This guy has always dreamed of owning a Harley Davidson. One day he has finally saved up enough money so he goes down to the dealer. After he picks out the perfect bike, the dealer tells him about an old biker trick that will keep the chrome on his new bike free from rust. The dealer tells him that all he has to do is to keep a jar of Vaseline handy and put it on the chrome before it rains, and everything will be fine. He happily pays for the bike and leaves. A few months later, the young man meets a woman and falls in love. She ask him to come home and meet her parents over dinner. He readily accepts and the date is set. At the appointed time, he picks her up on this Harley and they ride to her parents house. Before they go in, she tells him that they have a family tradition that whoever speaks first after dinner must do the dishes. After a delicious dinner everyone sits in silence waiting for the first person to break the silence and get stuck doing the dishes. After

My Very First Time
The sky was dark The moon was high All alone Just she and I Her hair was soft Her eyes were blue I knew just what She wanted to do Her skin so soft Her legs so fine I ran my fingers Down her spine I didn't know how But I tried my best I started by placing My hands on her breast I remember my fear My fast beating heart But slowly she spread Her legs apart And when I did it I felt no shame All at once The white stuff came At last its finished Its all over now My first time ever At milking a cow!!!

When You Thought.....
When You Thought I Wasn't Looking by a Child When you thought i wasn't looking, I saw you hang my first painting on the fridge, and i immediately wanted to paint another one..... When you thought i wasn't looking, i saw you feed a stray cat, and i learned that it was good to be kind to animals.... When you thought i wasn't looking, i saw you make my favorite cake for me, and i learned little things can be special things in too... When you thought i wasn't looking, i heard you say a prayer, and i knew there is a God i could always talk to and I learned to trust in God.... When you thought i wasn't looking, i saw you make a meal and take it to a friend who was sick, and i learned that we all have to help take care of each other.... When you thought i wasn't looking, i saw you give of your time and money to help people who had nothing, and i learned that those who have something should give to those that don't.... When you t

Some Mine, Some Not
Friendship ~~~~~~~~~~ A friend walks in when the world walks out, A friend stands by, when the going gets tough, A friend knows when you are hurt A friend wants to help you get through A friend is a shoulder to cry on A friend is always there for you A friend like you..... Brings out, the friend in me! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Please Don't Quit ~~~~~~~~~~~ When things go wrong, as they sometimes will, When the road your trudging seems all uphill, When the funs are low, and the debts are high, And you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit, Rest if you must, but you must not quit. Life is strange with its twists and turns, As everyone of us sometimes learns, And many a failure turns about, When he might have won, had he stuck it out; Don't give up though the pace seems slow, Yo

The Eyes Have It!
you can always tell a person by looking into their eyes,no matter how much hype or b.s. comes out of their mouth, all you have to do is look into their eyes, because their eyes is a window to their soul.

Sexiest Tattoo Contest...
I'm in it! I have to get a lot of work done today so if you find time, please swing by and vote for me!!!! Here is the link. Just copy and paste into your browser and if you get a chance, pimp me out like the whore I am!!!! LOL http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=233662&albumid=65525&i=631634785 Cheers and Beers!! Sam

In This Election Atmosphere... Lets Take A Poll
Ladies, Is the below tag cute or Offensive? Please register your votes with a comment on this blog. Check to see if you are my fan please :) Im such a points whore :P Edit: 30 October 2006 OMG.. I just noticed .. they are thinking it about EACH OTHER!!! Guess we know where my mind is. GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZ

They Don't Call It Haunted For Nothing
So lets recap shall we on my lovely saturday night... Since Halloween is upon us, I decided to take Calib, Christen and myself to the Haunted Forest up here in our little redneck part of the woods....20.00 for all 3 of us to get in.....I know the people who run it because Jake is in Ms. Elsies headstart class...needless to say..we get there, we sign in...read the we are not responsible for any accidents, get the stay behind the caution tape lecture, watch where you are going....and such....anyways, Carrie is all but nervous now...and we are waiting and finally they open the door.... The first thing you do is walk a little ways and into a very dark little makeshift cabin....we go through it, get stuck (More than one door to go out of)....Get to the end of the maze like thingy, and everyone starts out the door, While going through this someone is going, Carrie I'm coming to get you, Carrie I'm coming to get you.....BZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ....the chainsaw cranks up, Christen goes running,

Bored
Its Goose Night and I am sitting home online watching Sixteen Candles, what a mess am I!! With life come so many choices, when do you know that you are making the right ones though.... my answer is you never know... any choice you make is the right one because it is the choice you wanted.... With life there is love and I know that we all can love many people at once.... You can be in love while loving someone so much..... you can be in love with 2 different men or women at the same time.... What a world it is!! Crazy Fate likes to mess us all up....

Abuse
Now you whisper my name You tell me you love me And then you hurt me all over Just tell me you hate me 'Cause those 'B' words, those 'A' words and 'F' words they drown me. You tell me you love me? Whisper my name Tell me you need me Stop hurting me over Don't tell me you hate me. 'Cause those 'C' words, those 'J' words and 'S' words they choke me. You tell me you love me ? You whisper my name You tell me you love me You hurt me all over Just tell me you hate me Don't use those 'C' words, those 'F' words and 'B' words to drown me. You tell me you love me?. Don't whisper my name Don't tell me you love me Let the hurting be over I think you just hate you Use those 'S' words, those 'J' words and 'A' words to crown yourself. Don't tell me you love me.

Submissive Vs Slave
SUBMISSIVE vs SLAVE This distinction appears muddled, misunderstood and generalized by a great number of the people that I converse with. First I would like to make a point. Language at it's best shifts from area to area. Within this one continent we have many variations or dialects of usage. This can be seen in terms like sweeper meaning vacuum cleaner etc. So, many words used within a community can mean different things to different people based on the 'age' of the person, their background and the common usage of the area they live in. The submissive is a volunteer. The slave is not a volunteer. This is the core and substantial difference between the two terms. Within the BDSM community this can be interpreted in this way. The submissive individual may be lightly, moderately or heavily submissive. The submissive has a desire to submit to the direction of another person which in this community we call the Dominant or Top. Their submission may be quite limited in range, for

Editor's Eve
As I sit here on the eve of the beginning of my first newspaper command, my consciousness is swimming with conflicting feelings of trepidation and nervousness, anticipation and excitement. I'm all ready for action, but is the paper and the town of Vermilion ready for me?

Good Times
90's Kids, you will remember everything! You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" You just cant resist finishing this... "Iiiiiiin west philladelphia born and raised..." You remember TGIF on ABC and wouldnt miss it "Miss Susie had a steam boat, the steam boat had a bell..miss suzie went to heaven the steamboat went to hell_o operator please give me number 9 and if you disnconnect me i'll kick you from behind the fridgerator, there was a piece of glass, miss suzie sat upon it and broke her little ass_k me no more questions, and tell me no more lies the boys are in the bathroom zipping up their flies are in the city, miss suzies in the park kissing her boyfriend in the D-A-R-K- D-A-R-K D-A-R-K dark dark dar dar da dark" You remember when Kurt Cobain, 2Pac, River Phoenix, and Selena died. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey from "Blossom" and that "How Rude!" comes from Stephanie from "Full House" You remember when it was actually worth getting up earl

Pls Help Me Out!!!!
Hi All, Just wanted to spread some loving to every1 hu is reading dis, it'll be cool if ya did da same to me:)... All new to dis, just need a hand and it'll be much appreicated... Anyways I'll be waiting:)

Not-so-epic Saga Of My Love Life
Those of you who have been following the latest intense development in my online love life ... well, it ended. We're spending some time apart. Which is healthy. It's not, like, a real breakup, after all, because it wasn't a real relationship to begin with. That said, I'm allowed a night to wallow, right? So, I'm wallowing. I'm sad. Sometimes even when you know the healthiest thing to do (which would have been, oh, walking away weeks ago), you just can't bring yourself to do it, and even if you do, you can't stop it hurting so much. So, in honor of wallowing, I give you snippets of my favorite breakup lyrics: Nina Gordon - The End of the World I wake up in the morning and I wonder Why everything is the same as it was. And I can't understand, No I can't understand Why life goes on the way it does. Why does my heart go on beating? Why do these eyes of mine cry? Don't they know it's the end of the world? It ended when we said goodbye. Kirsty MacColl - Tomorrow

Lovers Again
I am lying here naked. Just waitin for your special touch. Come to me baby and touch me like no other. send me back to paradise. Like you only know how. Make love to me baby. Let our bodies intertwine. Kiss and hold me baby. Let our bodies become one. Let our bodies move together. To reach an explosive end. Let us melt away to heaven. Be lovers once again. WRITTEN BY CRAZYDAVE--CHECK OUT HIS PAGE--10-20-06 crazydave@ CherryTAP

Rhymes For Reasons
Ive got five things in a girl on my mind And if i get them ill return in kind One thing i want to her not to want what i have The second is i need a girl that can laugh The third is i dont want to be hurt Think twice for you rub my heart through the dirt Stay true and get a dose of my worth I want a girl i can make rise from the earth Fourth thing is she has to have fun I know its selfish but it has to be done Fifth is that she has to appreciate me If she does then for real i love ya baby.....

I Can't Believe It, I Have To Move Again!
When I moved to Baltimore, I was intending to move to Washington DC. We had a bit over $1000 and figured we wouldn't have much trouble landing a place and jobs. Six weeks later, after exhausing all our money and having family and friends send more, we get into a place. We were there all of six weeks - then get thrown out because the folks leasing the house violated the lease and didn't tell us. We end up in Baltimore, moving in with an aquaintance the GF had made a couple of weeks previous. Got settled with jobs and started catching up on rent here - it's not much, but the GF is away at college so I'm having to do it alone. Well, here I am, a month or so away from actually getting caught up, and the housemate tells me I have to move out at the end of the month, no further reason given. Now I'm back to square one. He expects his back money, of course, plus I also have to get cash together to move into somewhere else - I'm only one guy who brings home 350-400 a week, tops. I'm S

I Am
This was sent to me by a friend, trying to help me with a situtation, Sometimes anothers words reach deeper than we can touch ourselves..... Hello world ! my name is me to you ! if you don't like me then why do i waste my time trying to make you feel better ? did I step on your chain and make you a better person ? did you bother to tell me I am special in anyway ? can I be me, without your making a remark ? after all I afforded you a moment of dignity did I not ? regardless, i am one of gods children the same as you ! if you don't like me then go whine to him ! I am sure his answer will be you need to change your diaper now and take a bottle and nap... ~blues_cat~

Not Always .... But
What does Marriage and A Hurricane have in common ??? Both start out exciting Just fine for a while A lot of sucking and blowing Things change Things then turn scary In the end you will most likely lose your house and possessions

Random Saturday Thoughts
So it's Nov. 4th and its already begining to look a lot like christmas..retailers have all their christmas merchidinse out on the shelves. ThE Santa Clause 3 is out at theaters Radio stations are a;ready getting their christmas music out of the mothballs christmas parties are being planned plane tickets being bought for family get togethers. perhaps working 8 straight christmas seasons in retail has made me a little bit cynical..but isnt it a bit too early to be getting ready for christmas...lol I mean we still have 52 more days!!!!

Lubricate My Mind
This is a broadcast by some friends of mine on myspace. go by and check them out sometime, they are fun to listen to. http://www.myspace.com/lubricatemymind Subscribe Free for future posts Add this player to my Page

Hate
i hate you for making me love you and making me fall back in love with you repeatedly when you never had any intention of pursuing something real with me I hate you for lying and mistreating me I hate you for making me believe you cared for let alone loved me I hate you for making me laugh and I hate you for making me write these stupid poems while wiping the tears from my eyes I hate you for being able to move on as If what we had we was never meant to be I hate you for letting it be so easy for you to let me go to say fuck me I hate the fact that you’re never willing to fight for me I hate the fact that you’re so stubborn and you let me go so easily I hate the fact that my love for you is so unconditional while yours is a mere memory I hate that I still view us as we and u view us as what we used to be I hate you for not being able to let go and forgive me I hate you for not being here with me making me hate you even more I hate the fact that you don't miss me I

Goldfish Reincarnation
I am beginning to think that in a previous life i must have been a goldfish as my memory is becoming more and more shocking, i have the attention span of a newt and i suffer from shiny toy syndrome. Anyway here is a goldfish joke before i forget. The Dead Goldfish Little Nancy was in the garden filling in a hole when her neighbor peered over the fence. Interested in what the cheeky-faced youngster was doing, he politely asked, “What are you up to there, Nancy?” “My goldfish died,” replied Nancy tearfully, without looking up, “and I’ve just buried him.” The neighbor was concerned, “That’s an awfully big hole for a goldfish isn’t it?” Nancy patted down the last heap of earth then replied, “That’s because he’s inside your goddamn cat.”

Metallica - Turn The Page
Dedication: Metallica - Turn The Page (Garage Inc.) Now playing on my profile page This one's dedicated to anyone out there entertaining...AND...any ladies who've ever had to live through a world of shit. Just watch the video, alright? Peace out.

Novice Dominant Advice
NOVICE DOMINANT ADVICE from LeatherOnQ There are as many ways to do D/s as there are people, so you really need to know what your partner wants, doesn't want, is comfortable with, is afraid of, and so forth. A lot of submissives will have great trouble telling you what they want. For some of them, this is because they don't really KNOW what they want. Or, perhaps, they know how they want to feel, but they aren't sure what it is that will make them feel that way. Other submissives do have at least some idea of what they want, but they're too embarrassed to be able to tell you directly. And some submissives know what they want but feel as if it spoils things if they have to ask for it -- they want the impetus for the scene to come from you, and if they ask for something, then it's as if _they're_ controlling the scene, when what they want is for _you_ to control it. And of course, more than one of these can occur at once. A person can know only what it is she wants to feel AND b

Heavan
to all the sexy weman on this site,and a special thanks to my sexy wife tiny, for turning me on to this site.you are all so fine.what a treat for me.its like heavan i guess,but so good it could be hell. i do hope you all stop by and see me.i will show mine first..Deano

Is It Time To Move On?
I've never really liked New York. The weather sucks in the winter, the state taxes you to death, and the job market has always been kinda shitty. The only reason I'm here at all is because this is where my family is. More and more lately this doesn't seem enough to keep me here. But I feel guilty anytime I think about leaving. I wish I knew what to do...

Love Is Evil
Just sitting here and feel like bloggin some shit down. Why does one fall in love with danger? Ever man i seem to attach my heart to, something happens. Like God is saying.."your not ready to love, joanna" Its frustrating...what do i do. Ever time i meet a man, i'm faced with a challenge. Normal people have a man and get to spend time with that man. I have to wait, give it time, he'll finish his time. Fuck that. Why love someone who doesn't love you back? It says "I love you," but i just ain't feeling it. Can someone really be in love with words? Is it possible to just keep being in love by reading a letter? Thats jacked. If there is love there you'd think someone serving would have the time to write. And if your some bitch thats hating my words rite now...stop reading. You have no power to tell me what i should do, your not in my shoes rite now. You have no idea...so just keep your bullshit lines to your damn self. This shit is used to express my emotions...let you know what i feel...

The Prince Contest
The King and Queen are expanding the Cherry Tap family. They are in search of a prince. Wanna be in the royal family? Contact the Queen to sign up contest starts tonight. The CT Queen@ CherryTAP

I Wonder...
Well today seems to be a firsts day. I ate LIVER, and now I'm in the process of typing out my first(EVER!) blog. I never started one of these things because I was always afraid of talking shamelessly about myself..but Now thatI've joined LostCherry or CherryTAP..I like it. I like the world revolving around me. *angelic smile* Anyhow..I was wondering if anyone thats on my friends list makes tags? I don't really have any creativeness, or else I'd make stuff for myself..But I was wondering if anyone could make me a few personalized tags? Don't forget to stop by my page and buy me a beer dammit! *huggles and licks* ~*Kailee*~

Queen Of The Day Contest Is Open For Voting
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First Post
Well, this is my first blog post. I figured I might as well get this out of the way. lol. It's amazing how love works. First you are infactuated and madly in love. And then months or years later thinking of them can make you break down in tears. How ironic.

My Love
I just got back together with my ex (IAN). and this time it is a wonderfull healthy relationship and i am really happy. he is a wonderfull fiance. i love him dearly. he is my everything i would do anything for him. i love you so much ian

To Let My Friends And Family Know
Those of you that know i was diagnosed with high blood pressure last week now know where my headaches were coming from just to let everyone know i went back this week and was put on meds to control it. but i do have to go back in a week to see if they are working good enough. it was 190/115 when i was there today before i started taking the meds. Will keep everyone updated. hugs love and kisses to all DawnMarie aka Onyx Illuzion of Xxxtasy

Crumbelievable! Chili
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 54 min Makes: 6 servings, 1 cup each 1 lb. extra lean ground beef 1/2 cup chopped onions (about 1 small) 1/2 cup chopped green peppers 1 can (15 oz.) kidney beans, drained, rinsed 1 can (14-1/2 oz.) diced tomatoes, undrained 1 can (12 oz.) tomato sauce 1 Tbsp. chili powder 1/4 tsp. crushed red pepper 3/4 cup KRAFT Natural Sharp Cheddar Cheese Crumbles BROWN meat in large skillet on medium heat; drain. Add onions and green peppers; cook 5 to 6 min. or until vegetables are crisp-tender, stirring occasionally. ADD all remaining ingredients except cheese; mix well. Reduce heat to low; cover. Simmer 30 min., stirring occasionally. SPOON evenly into six serving bowls. Top each with 2 Tbsp. cheese. Serve with PREMIUM Saltine Crackers, if desired. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Jazz It Up Garnish each serving with 1 Tbsp. BREAKSTONE'S or KNUDSEN Sour Cream and a light sprinkling of chopped fresh chives or cilantro. Add More Heat

Things About Me!!!
Ok I came from a small town in Oklahoma...My parents were Divorced when I was going to the first grade...We Moved to Stillwater and Then my parents got back together 14 years later and had my brother...I also have a younger sister that is 4 years younger then me...We talk all the time now that we are out of the house lol...I married my highschool sweetheart...We have been together for 14years...He joined the Corp after we had our son...Then we moved to Jacksonville NC and lived there for 4years I loved it there made lots of friends...We then had a little girl...Then he got out and we went back to Oklahoma to be near family which we should not have done we were happier being away from family...Anyways We have had our ups and downs but who doesn't in any marriage...Then We Had another little girl which was my last mircle...I am happy for my children they are my life in so many ways...2 years ago my Husband came to Texas to live with a friend of ours so he could get a better job...anyways

The Sweet Taste Of Love
The sweet taste of love Still lingers in my mind A succulent tasty morsel A treasure worth its find A wet and kiss That fills my mouth with joy Like you to me and a nice sex toy With nectar sweet as honey A syrup of flowing silk Like a bubbly kind of lava As smooth as warm clear milk It breathes with scented oils Like a flower in the mist And blossoms when caressed By the feel of a lover's kiss A dessert at its very best When embraced with lots of love I know I'll never get enough Of this treat I'm thinking of the sweet taste of love

Vacations ;))) Wowwwwwwwww
Hello my lovely friends !!! I will be on vacations for one week, in a beach. I wish for all my friends a wonderfull week and see you all when I back: 11/18 I will not have as to use the computer, I will answer everything in the return;((( I love you Always, take care!!! 1000 kisses for you ;))) Have a wonderful weekend ;)))

Funny Stuff In Bulletins
These can't be real thoughts and postings on there. I mean just some of the top few i read seem more childish than something my 7 year old niece would write. You people sure do know how to make someone laugh, thank you. I honestly think most of those bulletins are just for a joke(except one). No one can be that dimwitted. I loved commenting on them too. How everyone could say such drivel in their replies is beyond me.

Death Of A Friend
If you've read my blog "SUNDAY BRUNCH" you know about the wonderful group of sweet old ladies I've adopted as my family. The time I pass with them means more to me than anything else in my life. My dear friend Muriel recently. She was 94 years old. Muriel was one of the warmest, most compassionate people I have every known. She was a nurse and served as a missionary in Africa for 55 years until her retirement at age 75. Muriel never married. Rather she chose to dedicate her life to helping the poor African children in any way she could, and when she couldn't help them to live, she cradled them as they died. Hundreds of dying children passed through her arms into the arms of her God. She was a blessing to all that knew her. Muriel fell recently while strolling the grounds at the retirement residence and crushed her hip on the edge of the sidewalk. At that age the bones are often too brittle to heal and in Muriel's case, surgery was not possible. I visited her as of

My Band Is Holding Auditions For A New Drummer
Hey my band is looking for a drummer. We practice in Milwaukee, WI. Many influences: Pantera, Black Label Society, Lamb of God, Slipknot, Mudvayne.. You have to be serious and committed to be in a band. We've opened for bands like: Dimmu borgir, devil driver, shadows fall, lacuna coil, unearth stonesour. We are looking to record and eventually tour. If you or anyone you know is interested please send me a message. Thanks! STAY METAL

Our Journey Is A Daily Affirmation
when things seem to never be as we want them, and life seems to keep us down and trodden, its the light in a friend, who just haps by, sharing some luv or a simple hi, that makes us realize, that we are blessed no matter what things seem like before us .." ~pixie~ MY DAILY AFFIRMATION I will wake up to the beautiful side of the day every day , I give thanks before I rise that I have another day to learn and become More connected and intuitive .. I am finding that on the path, I am not as alone as I feel at times , and that I'm not out of sync with the deities , but simply calling many by different names, tho both/all names in some way relate .. So as I seek, I learn, and in learning I can apply and in applying I understand .. The Journey is one step at a time, absorbing all that can be absorbed in that step ... Understanding that connection to Earth Mother and The Creator is a rare and beautiful gift, given to those who in their hearts truly seek

Salutes...
THIS IS STUPID! im sorry but i dont have a webcam and the digital camera i use is packed away in storage for when i move, and even if it wasnt i wouldnt conform to this, its ridiculous and if you wanna think im fake then do it. take me off your list because i dont wanna be friends with someone who thinks im fake. i know who i am and thats all that matters, so if you wanna think im fake because i wont run off and do this, then thats sad because i can tell you now that a lot of people wont do it... yes im pissed off so right now isnt a good time to push my buttons

Poaphc
A blonde and a brunette are running a ranch together in Louisiana. They decide they need a bull to mate with their cows to increase their herd. The brunette takes their life savings of $600.00 dollars and goes toTexas to buy a bull. She eventually meets with an old cowboy that will sell her a bull. "It's the only one I got for $599.00, take it or leave it.", the cowboy says. She buys the bull and goes to the local telegram office and says, "I'd like to send a telegram to my friend in Louisiana that says: Have found the stud bull for our ranch, bring the trailer." The man behind the counter tells her, "Telegrams to any where in the U.S. are $0.75 per word." She thinks about it for a moment and decides. "I'd like to send one word, please." "And what word would that be?", inquires the man. "Comfortable.", replies the brunette. The man asks, "I'm sorry miss, but how is your friend gonna understand this telegram?" The brunette replies, "My friend is blonde and reads REAL slow, when

I Do This Shit!
You have an extraordinary character - moral, responsible, and disciplined. Your sincerely and honesty shine through in almost every situation. YOU ARE A FREAK IN THE BED.YOU DONT MIND EXPLORING NEW SITUATIONS WITH WOMEN! YOU ENJOY SEX AND ARE VERY ENDOWED!PUSSY IS YOUR BEST FRIEND! Driven and focused, you rarely let your emotions get the better of you. You're level headed and rational. People count on your to look at things objectively. Your strength: Your unwavering loyalty and ethics Your weakness: Your rock solid stubbornness Your power color: Navy blue Your power symbol: Shield Your power month: April

Last Rant Of The Day
i feel sick to my stomach. just another fight wit someone...i forget how it feels like all the wind gets knocked out of you. i wanna stay home tomorrow instead of going to school. there's no point in me going tomorrow, all the homework i'll have will be from calculus. i dont think i could sit through any classes tomorrow. i wish i could see zack. he may be a stoner but he's got a soothing prescence. every time i see him i'm happy and he remembers me. i have yet to smoke cigs with him. i havent played pass the smoke in awhile and mayb i could play with TU cuz he's gay and wouldnt mind. ugh, i want pix of me smoking. i should just die...right now...right here...goddess, call me home, please? *edit* it's all my goddamn'd fault...i'm so sorry...why suffer thru this? plz goddess, let me end this mess i call a life. you know as well as i do that i wont make it in the real world, no matter how much i think i'm ready. i wont get married, i wont have children, i wont h

R.i.p Juan Loiuse Guido Article Of His Death
R.I.P Juan Loiuse Guido article of his death Driver killed in rollover accident ZILLAH - A 21-year-old Yakima man was killed early Saturday after rolling his car on Interstate 82 about three miles west of Zillah, authorities said. Juan Luis Guido-Ponce, who was thrown from the Chevrolet Cavalier, died at Yakima Valley Memorial Hospital, acccording to a news release from the Washington State Patrol. About 1:20 a.m., Guido-Ponce was eastbound on the interstate when his car drifted into the median and crossed the westbound lanes, troopers said. He overcorrected from the westbound shoulder, rolling the car into the median. His passenger, 25-year-old Rebecca Vargas of Sunnyside, was treated at Memorial Hospital and released, a nursing supervisor said. She was wearing a seat belt. Troopers said they did not know whether Guido-Ponce was intoxicated or wearing his seat belt

A Cold Playa
He sneaks into your life like a thieve at night, You think he is your sun, Yeah, he is shining so bright. He promisses you heaven, gives pleasure and fun. He screws with your brain, You get addicted, There is nowhere to run. He makes you want more, And at the height of your desire, He spits on you and turns off your fire. He disappears and whatever you try. He is gone, And ripped out your heart. He left you to cry. While months passing by You finally recover. And look who is back? The long lost lover. The excuses are lame. He is sweet like before. You forgive what he did. You just cannot blame Him for whatever he did. You just want him back. And that is his trick. When you fall for him again, He gives you the final boot. And while he is leaving He puts you down, So bad--you wish you would drown. He calls you loose, He makes you a whore, He said cyber was never his thing He prefers reality. So what was he there for All the months back then

Rewording And Adding To The Privacy Issue
Ok maybe i need to reword this a little.. those with kids and major jobs need to be private.. i am not saying those should be open for all to see.. the main thing i am saying is that say you don't have kids or talk about your kids.. and all you do is just vent about the life you have now whether it be with your signifigant other or just everyday things that may or may not make you mad, upset, happy... stuff like that. I just don't see the purpose for hiding behind a profile unless you are under age or the other above mentioned things... Why hide yourself and have the profile and not let people view it to see if they wanted to talk with you or if they may have things in common with you... its not that i am saying for everyone to not talk.. or not hide their profile.. its just when you go surfing profiles and you come across one that is set to private though that person may be in your area doesn't it just make you wonder.. what they might be hiding that they have it set to priv

Be Honest....
Be honest....... If you really miss someone, friend, ex, love, or a family member right now.., And cant get them off your mind... Then repost this titled as "I miss you..." Within 1 minute, And whoever you are missing will surprise you .. If you break this you will have the worst love starting in 1 minute

Random Things About Me
I don't mind the smell of skunk I hate feet I hate all cooked vegetables... I only like em raw LOL I use to be a model but not no more I want to become a makeup artist I love goth people I love cheese.. I have to have chesse on everything I eat LOL I am a Britney fan LOL *blushes* I'm a clean freak I worked in a strip club as a bartender I own 75 designer perfumes I have lotsa clothes I own so much makeup that my makeup case is worth more then my computer but I hardly wear it... Becoming a makeup artist you do need makeup LOL I love tatts... especially when someone is fully covered I had 7 piercings none visible .... more to come

(native American Poetry)grandfather Feather Seasons
Feathers Of Grandfather Seasons Golden Yellow as the Grandfather sun Shines Down on us Keeps Us Warm Every fall and Winter the Cool winds of Mother earth keeps us cool when we are too warm in winter and summer Feathers fall from the tree Tops of the Long Oaks and Wise old trees all around us; Dancing in the Golden feathers Hear the Indians Dance Dancing around the Warm fire Grandfather; Father Spirit of our feather Seasons.

Riders Spotlight Friend..check Them Out *bulletin Created By Manical Bliss Thank You So Much Sweetie !!*
WE WOULD LIKE TO INTRODUCE TO YOU OUR FRIEND OF THE DAY. PLEASE SHOW SOME LOVE AND COMMENT THEM, RATE PROFILE AND PICS, FAN OR FRIEND THEM. HOLD ON TO YOUR HANDLEBARS THIS IS GONNA BE ON HELL OF A RIDE.... HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY.... ~Cherry Lover Engla~@ CherryTAP Kiss Videos | Music Code | France Vacation Rentals (repost of original by 'Maniacal Bliss ~RIDER~' on '2006-11-16 06:36:27') (repost of original by 'GHOST RIDER ~ Can YOU Handle the Heat ~' on '2006-11-16 06:39:44') (repost of original by 'Maniacal Bliss ~RIDER~

Jesus Camp
I watched this movie tonight and in all honesty it was one of the most disturbing things ive ever witnessed. Jesus camp is a summer camp for evangelical christian children, 95% of them under the age of 10. It "trains kids to be warriors in Gods army"(I say its brainwashing) What made it so disturbing was the fact that these kids were so young, yet so far gone...Here are just a few things from the movie that really pissed me off. Children who werent old enough to tie their shoes saying they were willing to die for the lord. A man came in preaching about abortion and how it was a sin, they put red tape with the word LIFE over the kids mouths and went and stood in front of the white house, again these kids were no older then 10 years old(I dont know, but I dont think I would want some strange man talking to my 5-10 year old about abortion and how it was wrong.) Kids sobbing uncontrollably for the sins of other people as well as their own.(what could a kid do that was so wrong th

Morning Babes.
♥ Good morning sunshines ♥ Ive been waiting for three hours to do this damn morning blog haha. But photobucket wasnt working. So i couldnt. Anyway im in a better mood. Ive just spent the last 3 hours talking to sonny. Who is awesome. And makes me laugh like woah. FAT SONNY~FAMILY~@ CherryTAP For those of you who dont know him check him out. Hes awesome, even if a lot of people dont like hmm. Pfft i do, i totally adore him ♥ Get to know him i promise itll be worth it. Anways lets move onto the icon of the day! ♥ Since im talking about friendship and all. Haha ♥ Anyway. Im finally Calmer. Havent slept yet but im relaxed. I got work in an hour. Oh joy. Im oh so excited. But i wont have to work long. Maybe ill come home and go ni ni. That would be nice ♥ Since i really have a reason to sleep now ♥ I miss my momma =/ But bleh. Next subject. Ive been watching music videos and talking to sonny for like woah amoun

Yes Yes More Updatez On Me
Well it is Friday (Thank God) Well I can't wait to watch Ghost Whisperer Tonight why? Because Jc Chasez from Nsync is in it and Three Days Grace is the Special Guest.. I can't wait to watch it.. It is getting really good.. I have been takin my meds like I am supposed to and i am just claim down and quiet.. I don't bother any one in the house but if my mom ask me to watch Shianne that is my niece.. She had to take my grandma some where in town if they got something to do.. Well I did got some sleep yesterday morning or say evening lol.. but I can't help it.. It is just a habbit.. But I will break it soon I hope soo.. Well there is nothing to do and i am not going to get out of the house.. Don't want to lol.. Well I have to go and i will give you all more updates really soon ok.. Virgo24

A Pretty Good Joke.....
A lonely woman, aged 70, decided that it was time to get married. She put an ad in the local paper that read: HUSBAND WANTED! MUST BE IN MY AGE GROUP (70's), MUST NOT BEAT ME, MUST NOT RUN AROUND ON ME, AND MUST STILL BE GOOD IN BED! ALL APPLICANTS PLEASE APPLY IN PERSON. On the second day she heard the doorbell. Much to her dismay, she opened the door to see a gray-haired gentleman with no arms or legs sitting in a wheelchair. The old woman said, "You're not really asking me to consider you, are you? Just look at you.... you have no legs!" The old man smiled, "Therefore I cannot run around on you!" She snorted. "You don't have any hands either!" Again the old man smiled, "Nor can I beat you!" She raised an eyebrow and gazed intently. "Are you still good in bed?" With that, the old gentleman leaned back, beamed a big broad smile and said, "I rang the doorbell, didn't I?"

Im Going To Milkyway Iii
w00t tomorrow me and sum friends from muh town are going to the local electronic party Milkyway III to celebrate me turning 22 :) CHEERS!! i will bring muh camera yes yes ... but dont be so supriced if i look wasted ot just ugly in the pics :P i''ll do muh best to look drunken sexy hahahahahaha

Ignorant People
I see people happy in their ignorance I hear people their voices full of hope What power makes them so endure? What makes the human spirit cope? Sitting upon my favourite ledge I watch life go on below Drumming my fingers to an unknown tune as its drizzles seductively slow Making them huddle in their coats and beneath umbrellas hide Rush to family and friends they love or anywhere they can spend the night In my own black coat I sit and watch silently so intrigued by it all How do these mortals manage to live get up after every brutal fall For I know the fate of the prayers uttered by those who believe Prayers that will never be answered for they are pleas that aren't received Lost with the air they are words I can see them with my eyes I see the preacher for what he is an actor addicted to lies But if its these false hopes that keep you alive another day to see Ignorant people I bow to your strength And thus I'll let it be

Globalization?
Question: What is the truest definition of Globalization? Answer: Princess Diana's death. Question: How come? Answer: An English princess with an Egyptian boyfriend crashes in a French tunnel, riding in a German car with a Dutch engine,driven by a Belgian who was drunk on Scottish whisky, followed closely by Italian Paparazzi on Japanese motorcycles; treated by an American doctor, using Brazilian medicines. This is sent to you by an American, using Bill Gate's technology, and you're probably reading this on your computer, that uses Taiwanese chips, and a Korean monitor, assembled by Bangladeshi workers in a Singapore plant, transported by Indian lorry-drivers, hijacked by Indonesians, unloaded by Sicilian longshoremen, and trucked to you by Mexican illegal..... That, my friends, is Globalization

Yay I Can't
sleep cause i slept all damn day! Had a hang over all damn day and I miss someone... poop.. a little funny movie and hot tea seemed to help out a little. But I am stir carzy now... cleaning and doing laundry... think a few more bong rips are in order... yay for tomorrow however... my sleave is going to get its first color session! YAy ya YYYY yay! K THATS all for now

Important!!!!!!!!!
A friend stopped at a pay-at-the-pump gas station to get gas. Once she >filled her gas tank and after paying at the pump and starting to leave, the >voice of the attendant inside came over the speaker. He told her that >something happened with her card and that she needed to come inside to pay. >The lady was confused because the transaction showed complete and approved. >She relayed that to him and was getting ready to leave but the attendant, >once again, urged her to come in to pay or there'd be trouble. She >proceeded >to go inside and started arguing with the attendant about his threat. He >told her to calm down and listen carefully: > >He said that while she was pumping gas, a guy slipped into the back seat of >her car on the other side and the attendant had already called the police. > >She became frightened and looked out in time to see her car door open and >the guy slip out. The report is that the new gang initiation thing is to >bring back a woman and/or her

Another 1 Kinda Short!!!!!................
I pick up the phone and dial his #....I hear his voive " HI baby" he says ...2 small words that can make me feel 3 million things.......we talk nothing special just us talkin..then he whispers baby...I love you.......and thats the beginning of the end for me..........I walk to my bedroom shed my clothes n close my door. I know where this is headed .. I want him as bad as he wants me......I hear him whis[ering tellin me everything I want to hear .. i can feel him doing everything I want him to do.........I can touch myself and I can beg him to make me feel more...Yes baby its your pussy omg and I so mean that everytime i say it........he whispers again i love you baby ......and i know it to be true......time after time he makes me cum screaming his name grasping for one ounce of reality. i begin to cum one more time hes there with me going right over the same edge I do ...its amazing how much i feel how much he feels.........then its like we fall right back into where we fit we talk w

What A Man Should Know......ladies Dont You Agree?
Do you know what makes a woman special? Well I'm not an expert but let's see if I have the right idea..... > It's not always what you see on the outside... > It's not in the clothes she wears.. > It's not the size of her backside... > Or the what she does'nt wear.... > A woman can be alot of things... > A daughter,a mother,a wife,a friend, or a fling.... But to me what makes a woman special is the beauty that God gave her on the inside and outside....Men spend a lot of time judging a woman by the way she looks....Thank God he made them ALL beautiful....But we should be looking in their eyes to see what they are really made of..They may come off as a b.t.h but deep inside there is the heart and soul of a very special person....I believe that all woman should be adored and loved because they are created with a piece of a man..therefore if a Man treat them wrong they are lacking respect for themselves... Always show every woman the respect they deserve.....because without them you

Dora Bandaids, Embittered Lesbians And All That Jazz!
It's in the labels, when you go to the grocery store. I've looked, you've seen and we constantly continue to create and recreate the misjudgment. These being based on the caloric intake of what your skin color or your current choice in bodily attire. And to look past all the big worded ingredients to the underlying "flour, water and salt" just seems way too difficult when we can continue to focus on how exaclty to pronounce all the "isms" that are carried around like badges. How much you are willing to pay seems to deem the value of how quickly they are willing to let you die a death in the hands of bad produce managers that can tell if you are ripe by feeling the goods for signs of tenderness or decay. Is it an inherent value brought about by evolution, to ensure the "survival of the fittest"? The aisles become longer and all the merchandise much cheeper these days because we have all succumed to the depravity that is inflation and we subscribe to Vogue an

Poem Again
MY HEAD IS NOT HERE IT'S SOMEWHERE IN SPACE WISHING TO BE WITH YOU JUST ONE MORE DAY YOU WILL LEAVE ME SOON AND I WILL BE HERE THINKING OF YOU LIKE I ALWAYS DO HOPING THAT YOU HAVE A GOOD TIME WHERE YOU ARE BUT PLEASE DON'T FORGET ABOUT ME WHEN YOUR THERE YOUR IN MY MIND AND I HOPE YOUR SAFE JUST SITTING AT HOME WAITING FOR THE CALL JSUT TO SAY THAT YOU ARE THERE AND YOU ARE SAFE WELL IT 'S TIME FOR ME TO GO TO SCHOOL EVERYONE, HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GOOD DAY AND I WILL TALK TO YOU ALL LATER TONIGHT IF I GET THE CHANCE. *HUGGS AND *KISSES*

The Prodigal
Cryptic visions of a tortured past Cascade his mind, revalations that last Haunting screams between his ears enveloping his existance, fading his fears The gates of hell have whispered his name And he returns his reply in open flame And from the ground the Devil doth rise Spinning his web of deceit and lies Hand in hand they walk to a grave The resting place he desperately craves A single tear escapes his dying soul Gliding from his face into the fresh dug hole A black moon fades into the crimson sky As his dark cloud begins to cry Exhaling a breath of dust escaping past his lips gazing his eyes upon the temple of crumbling crypts It is not fear he feels inside As the ground swallows him burying him alive No longer will his lonely soul endlessly roam For the Prodical Son has finally come home

A Patchwork
Made up of memories of you Bound together with love Sewn with your selfless giving Threads made of grace Lined with thoughts of you. Squares made of days gone by Days we spent together Each with a new design Of the things that we shared. Blanket stitches of our hearts Mingle the squares in rows Nothing can tear it apart Not fire or flood or anything close. It’s kept in a place of my keeping The treasure chest of my heart Wrapped in tissue of forgiveness And tied with ribbons of love. The colors all speak of you Pinks and Blues and other hues Sewn tight and fastened together With hope and faith and truth. - Written and owned by MasterOfLove@

Unhappy Thanksgiving
I guess I need to explain something... I've been asked why I don't say "Happy Thanksgiving" back to someone after they have said it to me... It's a long story, but I will try to make it short... Five years ago, on the 23rd of November, I lost my dad... the man that raised me for over 22+ years... the man that I looked up to in so many ways... The man that I had to tell the medics to stop trying to revive, to just let him go... Yes, five years ago, the 23rd was the day after Thanksgiving, but for the reason of the spirit of Thanksgiving being ruined by losing my dad, I have not been able to observe it at all... to me, it's just another day that I try to forget... I'm sorry for not returning the sentiment, but hopefully this little bit gives you a small insight as to why I don't...

Happy Thanksgiving All...
Things that you can only say on Thanksgiving: 1. Talk about a huge breast! 2. Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist. 3. It's Cool Whip time! 4. If I don't undo my pants, I'll burst! 5. That's one terrific spread! 6. I'm in the mood for a little dark meat. 7. Are you ready for seconds yet? 8. Its a little dry, do you still want to eat it? 9. Just wait your turn, you'll get some! 10. Don't play with your meat. 11. Just spread the legs open and stuff it in. 12. Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once? 13. I didn't expect everyone to come at once! 14. You still have a little bit on your chin. 15. How long will it take after you stick it in? 16. You'll know it's ready when it pops up. 17. Wow, I didn't think I could handle all of that! 18. That's the biggest one I've ever seen! 19. That was moist and very tasty 20. How deep should I stuff it

For Moms
This is for all the mothers who DIDN'T win Mother of the Year last year, all the runners-up and all the wannabes. Including the mothers too tired to enter or too busy to care. This is for all the mothers who froze their buns off on metal bleachers at soccer games on Friday night, instead of watching from cars. So that when their kids asked, "Did you see my goal?" They could say, "Of course, wouldn't have missed it for the world," and mean it. This is for all the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's OK honey, Mommy's here." This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see, and the mothers who took those babies and made them homes. This is for all the mothers of the victims of school shootings, and the mothers of the murderers. For the mothers of the survivors, and the mothers who sat in front of their TVs in horror, hugging their child who just

Last Day On The Job;-)
It was the mailman's last day on the job after 35 years of carrying the mail through all kinds of weather to the same neighborhood. When he arrived at the first house on his route he was greeted by the whole family there, who congratulated him and sent him on his way with a big gift envelope. At the second house they presented him with a box of fine cigars. The folks at the third house handed him a selection of terrific fishing lures. At the fourth house he was met at the door by a strikingly beautiful woman in a revealing negligee. She took him by the hand, gently led him through the door, and led him up the stairs to the bedroom where she blew his mind with the most passionate love he had ever experienced. When he had had enough they went downstairs, where she fixed him a giant breakfast, eggs, potatoes, ham, sausage, blueberry waffles, and fresh squeezed orange juice. When he was truly satisfied she poured him a cup of steaming coffee. As she was pouring, he

Bring Back The Fall.
bring back the fall. i dont want to get better, maybe id rather watch everyone around me grow, form and manipulate into everything I wish I could be as I have for years... maybe id rather feel neglected and alone maybe id rather sit in the cold alone drinking wine without you. its not that i miss you, its not that i need you, its that I have no one else, its because im alone and no one else made me feel any closer to whole that you do. fall never looked so beautiful as it did that day, i could look at you and you would smile. i could hold your hand and you would look at me and say I was like no one else, we could find pleassure in the simplest form of nothing more than a flower, yes i still remember the full moon. i still remember going on my toes to kiss you while my body tried to pull me away. i still remember leaving my safe place to be with you. i still remember his tears when i told him i had fallen for someone else. i remember my tears when i would fight for you. fall is at

A
are you mature? (for your age) yes do you like yourself? (personality and looks?) yes do you dye your hair? why? yes, because I like it better darker do you wear a lot of make up/change your looks a lot? yes why do you dress the way you dress? because I want to. are you a confident strong person? yes what are your worst personality traits? I'm bitchy, controlling, bossy, a perfectionist do you have any phobias? yes any illnesses, mental or otherwise? no are you a giving person? yes are you a clean person? yes are you materialistic? No are you creative? yes logical/practical? yes do you care what people think of you? just my family/friends do you do things because your friends do? no have you given in to peer pressure? Nope are your ideas original or other peoples? both have you smoked/drank/done drugs? yes/yes/no are you sexually active? yes [your friends] do any of your friends annoy you? yes do you fight with your friends? not usually do you have any grudges

Tantra
Erotic or sexual tantra is a very ancient spiritual discipline. Tantra, tan – to stretch and tra – to save, is often together translated as extension or uniting body and mind. Tantra is both the name of a certain doctrine and a certain category of texts belonging to the doctrine, the TANTRA-s. The tradition even in India was kept very closed as there were and still are very strict rules for the sexual behavior of the Hindus. Often there would be wild rumors about what happened amongst the sexual Tantrics, as very little accurate information was given. Still today very little accurate information is given by the people performing tantra as this information is usually only given from teacher to student exactly through initiation. Much of the so-called Tantric teaching in the west today is based upon very scarce knowledge of the original Tantra. Basics Tantra has become increasingly more popular in the west mostly though taught as a kind of advanced approach to sex. Tantra

My Kinky Results From Quizuniverse
You are 86% kinky You are crazy kinky. Do you ever think of anything other than sex? Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com The porno of BadBoy's life will be called ... "Victory on Mount Venus" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.comYou have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

To All Ladys Please Read
ladys i have a really important guy ? there is a bet here between me and a friend we would like to know what is the best pick up line you have ever heard? if you could please tell us that we would be very happy thank u

Darkness
THIS WAS INSPIRED,PERHAPS UNINTENTIONALLY, BY A FRIEND. I HAVE SEEN MANY SCREEN NAMES, THOUGHTS AND GRAPHICS ABOUT THE SUBJECT OF DARKNESS. I BELIEVE IF YOU MIGHT HAVE READ SOME OF MY PIECES IN THE POEMS AND PROSE SECTION I BELIEVE YOU WILL EXPERIENCE A SIGNIFICANT AMOUNT OF DARKNESS OR EMPTINESS OR ALONENESS ALL PERHAPS NOT SYNONYMS BUT SHOULD BE IN THE THESARUS TOGETHER. I GUESS I HAVE A HUGE INTERNAL STRUGGLE WITHIN ME WHETHER TO EMBRACE AND ENJOY THE DARKNESS OR TO BE STUBBORN AND HARDHEADED TO COMPETE AND BATTLE AGAINST THE THE DARKNESS. LIFE IS FULL OF CONTRADICTIONS AND DICHOTOMOUS CHOICES AND I AM AWARE OF THIS DILEMNA. SO I JUST THINK I NEED TO WRITE THIS DOWN. BUT I AM OPEN TO ANYONE ELSES INSIGHTS!! DAN CELTICCHARMS

Crazy
My adolescent years weren't shit to wait I do know I never grew up- I was born grown and grew down The older I get- the dumber the shit I get in The more ignorant the incident is- I fit in Ignorin' the shit? How boring it gets when there's no one to hit I don't know when to quit throwin' a fit I know I'm a bit flaky- but they make me It's they who hate me and say they can takee It's they whose legs I break and make achey It's they who mistake me make me so angry (urgh)

Dr. Visit
Well, Matt went to the cardiologist (sp??) today to have his tests done. He did the treadmill test and aced that one....then they did a cardiogram (or something to that effect), which was basically an ultrasound of his heart and then did an ultrasound of his kidneys..... of course no one would say what they did or didn't see... but his family dr's office called this afternoon and told him that his renal artery was ok (the dr. originally thought he had a blockage and told him from comparing the ekg's from last year that it looked like he had already had a heart attack), so that was good news, but wants to see him next week to discuss the rest of the tests...... hmmmmmm... seems like if everything was ok, they would have told him that when they told him his renal artery was fine.... now I gotta worry about what is wrong until next week......I have worrying and wondering......keep your fingers crossed!!!

Fantasy 3
He doesn't stop. He reaches his hands up while still licking my labia. Running his finger up and down my sides. I jump side to side with each motion of his hands. Sucking on my clit one last time his tongue trails its way to my side. I beg NO! NO! NO! Not there!! Please. Getting the glitter in his eyes he attacks my sides not resenting a single nibble. I turn my head to see what he is reaching for. OH NO!! Its a feather. I start laughing and he hasn't even touched me with it yet. He stands up. I see he is fully erect. I get lost in his luxurious endowment only to be awoken from my gaze by the feather circling my hard nipples. At first lightly making me quietly giggle. Then harder and faster encircling my entire breast and nipple. Once again my laughter come beckoning out without my consent. Trying to contort my body in anyways possible to get away. He pushes my legs apart and slides his shaft into my drenched pussy. I moan in enjoyment. His eyes light up then he runs the feather up my

Bricks Of Life
About ten years ago, a young and very successful executive named Josh was traveling down a Chicago neighborhood street. He was going a bit too fast in his sleek, black, 12 cylinder Jaguar XKE, which was only two months old. He was watching for kids darting out from between parked cars and slowed down when he thought he saw something. As his car passed, no child darted out, but a brick sailed out and-WHUMP! -- it smashed into the Jag's shiny black side door! SCREECH...!!!! Brakes slammed! Gears ground into reverse, and tires madly spun the Jaguar back to the spot from where the brick had been thrown. Josh jumped out of the car, grabbed the kid and pushed him up against a parked car. He shouted at the kid, "What was that all about and who are you? Just what the heck are you doing?!" Building up a head of steam, he went on. "That's my new Jag, that brick you threw is gonna cost you a lot of money. Why did you throw it?" "Please, mister, please...I'm sorry! I didn't know what e

I Am Beaten Down.
Look at these statistics: 49% of Native people preferred being called American Indian, 37% preferred Native American, 3.6% preferred "some other term," and 5% had no preference. Now look at this statement: The term, 'Native American,' came into usage in the 1960s to denote the groups served by the Bureau of Indian Affairs: American Indians and Alaska Native (Indians, Eskimos and Aleuts of Alaska). Later the term also included Native Hawaiians and Pacific Islanders in some Federal programs. It, therefore, came into disfavor among some Indian groups. The preferred term is American Indian. Answers to Frequently Asked Questions, from the Bureau of Indian Affairs Now, I don't always agree with Russell Means, but I do agree with this statement: I abhor the term Native American. It is a generic government term used to describe all the indigenous prisoners of the United States. These are the American Samoans, the Micronesians, the Aleuts, the original Hawaiians, and the er

The Hunter
She waits with baited breath, As he glances ever so slowly her way. She feels the blush run through her body, As his gaze travels from her eyes, To her neck, Her breasts. She shies and averts her eyes, Only for a second. She slowly raises her eyes to meet his, The chatter disappearing. He begins to walk her way, Holding her entranced. Anticipation electrifies her nerve endings, Quickening her heartbeat. She notices the subtle smile playing on his lips. How it extends to his eyes, Transforming them. He reaches for the back of her neck, And leans down, To whisper in her ear. The slight breeze issuing from his lips, Sends shivers down her spine, Adding heat to the flames already consuming her body. She looses her breath for one, Two, Three, Four beats of her heart. The smell of him so close, Intoxicating. He brushes his lips down her neck, Feather light. She has no choice but to close

Go Tokyo
15th May 2006 1:43 AM Been a while in Tokyo, time to do a sober update. Tokyo, Tokyo, Tokyo. The place is both amazingly cool and exciting and mind nummingly drab and boring at the same time. Hadnt quite sorted out accomadation when i arrived at the airport (they had SF2 on the plane!!) about 10 pm so called one the places i had mapped out and knew how to get there. turned out it was closed for rennovation, so a quick look throuhg my guide foubd another place, a little old Japanese guest house called Ryoken, beds on floor, sliding doors, no shoes etc. oh and my mobile stopped working which i was mnost annoyed about. place was nice and comfy enough, but had a 1 am curfew which wouldnt do at all. http://i35.photobucket.com/albums/d187/NinjaLaw/Travel/Tokyo/mini-tokyo1117.jpg spent next day looking for a new place, and generally checking out city. found a nice hotel and was sorted for rest of stay. A contrasting city by all accounts, theres nothing and loads to do. s

Finding Submission
She didn’t know what to expect from their first meeting and knew him only from instant messenger conversations and the photos he had provided, but because she felt she really knew him by his IMs, an energy in her was causing her to stir and she became wet as she stood outside his door. She adjusted her skirt and raised her hand and knocked on the door. He opened the door wearing loose black clothing and no shoes. He smiled at her as he took her in with his eyes. “Welcome, ” he said and showed her in. She barely got in the door when he turned to her and kissed her on the cheek. “Come in and make your self comfortable, ” he said as he made his way to a single chair and sat down. She sat on the couch next to his chair and watched as he looked at her form toe to head, his eyes pausing on her long legs as he brought his line of sight up to her eyes. She bent her head down, turning slightly away from him. She only looked into his eye for a moment, but saw

Another Thursday Done N Gone Wandering Thoughts
Well it has been a week since i heard from david. yes i have checked the DoD and his name is not there. I am gettin alittle worried. i read yahoo news yesterday and the town where he is at they closed it down cause of the intense fightin Even tho his name is not there, it still makes me sad to see the ones that are on there. (bows head, says alittle pray God Bless each n everyone of em) I talked about a few on yahoo 360 page that are deployed over there. i know ken is in afgan, i see him online more than i do david. i still dont understand men period. yes i dated ken a long time ago. he just couldnt show me affection so that is why we ended.... we are still go friends. I dont understand why he keeps asking me if i am dating someone. NO i have NOT dated since August. I talked to his sister in law last night and told her he keeps asking me that and she was laughin.. i dont think it was that funny. I must be missing something cause i sure in the hell dont get it. I read that Bus

Today
today sucks the roads are covered in snow and life is boring it's beginig to look likr christmas in arkansas what do you know wow this sucks whay am i still in arkansas? hmmm i wish i was able to move i wish life was better oh well atleast i'm alive...

Depression Perception
Public Perception of Depression. I don’t know about he rest of the world. But lately I have been getting extremely aggravated with the publics perception and pre-judgements of anyone who falls under the category of ‘Depressed’. Whether someone suffers from Major Depression (Also known as Clinical Depression), Dysthymia, Bipolar Depression (Also known as Manic Depression), Atypical Depression, Psychotic Depression, Postpartum Depression or Seasonal Affective Disorder. The general public just automatically places them all under the category of ‘Depressed’. I know what am I am saying is summarising the entire general public and that is an unfair assumption. Lots of people do actually know a thing or two about depression and take more time to look at the individual. Despite this it seams that a lot of people still don’t know about depression. Or put any effort into learning about it. We teach school children about sex education. About drug education and other matters along similar t

Xmas Shopping
wuts up ya'll? i just got home from doing some xmas shopping... omg my mom did the cutest thing...she bought me a bunch of ornaments for my xmas tree since it is my first xmas out of the house...how sweet...so greg and i bought a few more from walmart and the dollar store...and decorated the tree today... i love decorating the tree...i also love xmas music....makes everything feel warm and happy....

Happily Addicted To The Tap!
(to the tune of "Winter Wonderland") Doorbell rings, I'm not list'nin', From my mouth, drool is glist'nin', I'm happy although, My boss let me go Happily addicted to the TAP! All night long, I sit clicking, Unaware time is ticking, There's beard on my cheek, Same clothes for a week, Happily addicted to the TAP! Friends come by; they shake me, Saying, "Yo, man! Don't you know that life keeps moving on?" With a listless shrug, I mutter, "No, man; I just found CherryTAP-dot-com!" I don't phone, don't send faxes, Don't go out, don't pay taxes, Who cares if someday They drag me away? I'm happily addicted to the TAP!(OH MY & to think I lost my job over this!)...lol..

"does Your Name Say Who You Are?"
M.Makes dating fun.. A.Likes to drink. R.Fuckin crazy I.Fuckin awesome. A.Likes to drink. A: Likes to drink. B: Likes people C: Is wild and crazy. D: Has one of the best personalities ever. E: A freaking good kisser. F: People adore you. G: Never let people tell you what to do. H: Have a very good personality and looks. I: Fuckin awesome. J: Lives life for fun. K: Really silly. L: Loved by everyone M: Makes dating fun.. N:Loves to Party O: Is best in bed P: Popular with all types of people. Q: A hypocrite. R: Fuckin crazy S: Easy to fall in love with T: Loyal to those you love U: Really like to chill. V: Not judgemental. W: Very broad minded. X: Never let people tell you what to do. Y: One of the best damn bf/gf ne one could ask for. Z: Always ready. Repost as "Does your name say who you are?"

Not A Tear
This is not a tear. This is my love for you, My sorrow for us, And my hatred for me. It's tragic that Whatever we would've had Has slipped away, Out of reach. I try to recall The moment I realized I was in love, and the moment I realized I wasn't. This world I was in Lay within my head But reality has slapped Me in the face. This is not a tear. It is my sorrow for me, My love for us, And my hatred for you.

Taking Christmas Back
YOU CAN'T STEAL MY CHRISTMAS Poem by Sharon Steege I don't know who they are Saying I can't greet the crowd The way that I want to Can't say CHRISTMAS out loud. I walk into a business place See things that I rather not see But dare I not say CHRISTMAS And ask for a "holiday" tree. What happened to freedom of speech And living in the land of the free How can they take my CHRISTMAS money But can't say MERRY CHRISTMAS to me. Men and women have given their lives So we could still go free I wonder how they would feel At saying "HOLIDAY" TREE. Come on AMERICA let's wake up Don't let our freedom escape If they get by with doing this What else will they take. This is starting to get out of hand, And I've begun to keep track Well I've just about had enough I'M TAKING CHRISTMAS BACK. So MERRY CHRISTMAS AMERICA I hope this gets all over the net If we all stand united and take freedom back 'Twill be our best CHRISTMAS YET! MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBOD

Watching The World
i'm not sure i know i don't see what i can do i try to move but i'm frozen still like the moon at midnight's mascarade; my eyes glimmer like the dead's nothing is clear nothing is safe- i want to yell, yet no voice could ever break this silence. i was drifting off into slumber's fury finding my escape and strength in my dreams. i could run i could fight, i could die ten thousand times and still be smiling knowing i was still moving. so now, light will break open i am awake and weak vulnerable and coarse. saving me would only tease what fate has laid out for me so, i drift once more my eyes open frozen staring out the window and watching the world float on by....

Your Woman Scent
My sweet, I thought about you a lot today. But not in the same way I normally do everyday though, when I think how good it feels to have you next to me, what a friend are partner you are. Today I thought of you under the sheets, the scent of one of your good perfumes mixed with your own woman scent. I thought about your long, straight hair covering your breasts and how I gently put them aside, slowly, until those little rosy spots are revealed, those sacred fountains of life and pleasure. It feels great to kiss any part of your body, to softly taste the salt in your swear with my lips, that excites and feeds me. It feels great to sense your pubic hair shrive while your almost mute voice asks me again and again: “kiss… kiss… kiss...” I miss your lips when they touch my skin, or when they dare to say little obscene, almost naïve things, in that bashful tone of yours, that almost makes them sound like prayers. I miss your hands, so tinny, so gentle, so beautiful and so knowledgeable

Please Dont Stop Fucking Me
I have been waiting for you to kiss me. I raise my lips eagerly to yours, and when your tongue prods my lips open I am happy to oblige. I meet the thrust of your tongue boldly, and the kiss deepens and becomes more erotic than anything I've ever experienced. You sample the textures of my mouth, sliding your tongue across my teeth and dipping into the dark nooks and crannies as though seeking a hidden treasure. You take my bottom lip between your teeth and tug it gently, then raise your palms to my face and turn my head just so, giving you free access to my mouth. I have never been so thoroughly kissed in my life. The kiss goes on, pausing only briefly so we can gulp air into our lungs. Our lips cling together hungrily, melding as one. Your body is on fire, your muscles rigid in an attempt to hold yourself in check. You are so hard for me you hurt. When you finally raise your head, we are both gasping. My lips are damp and swollen, and you have a sudden brief picture of those same li

Updated On Orlando Trip.......no Orlando For Me :(
Well just a quick update. As I was waiting for the Trailer to get here...Had to get taken off of it so that my headlight could get fixed. Discovered no shop nearby but could call road service and pay 2 to 3 x the normal rate because it was so late....ummmm no thank you. Tried calling Dispatch to get them to work with me by giving me a load I could travel with in the morning. Course they proceeded to argue with me and tried to tell me that if I waited tell morning I could get Orlando load there....Gee ummmm Orlando in 24 hours legally based on Federal regulations.....nope not possable....So arguement ensues and yet they still assign me the load....SO I have to re call and get taken off the load....You don't want it the idiot says....not a matter of wanting it...a matter of gee...shell out extra $$$ or risk a ticket to get it there.... So....NOW...come tomorrow the hoop jumping begins all over again. First I will have to try and reach dispatch and see if they can get me a load I can

To My Daughter
I've made a vow, to you I pledge my love to forever be true I'll take care of you and treat you right I'll lay beside you all through the night I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm I'll help you and guide you and clear a path I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through I'll take your side even if you're wrong Just to prove my love is strong I'll plant you flowers and make them grow They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know I'll whisper your name when no one is near So low that only you can hear You'll feel my love even if we're apart You'll know that I love you with all my heart

Jeff Foxworthy On Il
If your local Dairy Queen is closed from November through March, you might live in Illinois. If your dad's suntan stops at a line curving around the middle of his forehead, you might live in Illinois. If you have ever worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you might live in Illinois. If your town has an equal number of bars and churches, you might live in Illinois. YOU KNOW YOU ARE A TRUE ILLINOISAN WHEN: 1. Vacation means going north or south on I55 for the weekend. 2. You measure distance in hours. 3. You know several people who have hit a deer more than once. 4. You often switch from heat to AC in the same day and back again. 5. You can drive 65 mph through 2 feet of snow during a raging blizzard, without flinching. 6. You carry jumper cables in your car and your girlfriend knows how to use them. 7. You design your kids Halloween costume to fit over a snowsuit. 8. Driving is better in the winter because the potholes are filled with snow. 9. You know all 5

Good Friends And A Bottle Of Pills
Good Friends And A Bottle Of Pills I fucked your girlfriend last night. While you snored and drooled, I fucked your love. She called me Daddy. And I called her baby when I Smacked her ass. I called her sugar when I ate Her alive till daylight. And I slept with her all Over me, from forehead to ribcage I dripped her ass. Sometimes I thought you might be spying, living out some Brash fantasy, but no. You were knocked out. But we were All knocked out you know. In a way I serve too many masters. We didn't know you'd break the bottle that the magic Came in to use those jagged shards to slit our wrists And neck. And you'd do it too, you're that kind of dude. But you wouldn't know what you were doing because I didn't, your girlfriend could have been a burn Victim, an amputee, a dead body. But god damn I wanted To fuck. I'm losing what's left of my fucking mind, I serve too many fucking masters. (I told you. I told you motherfucker)

Friends
Hi every one hope u all had a good week end sadly it is over and have to do jobs. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com hope u all have a beautiful day! love u all kisses and hugs!Hope u all take care.

I Never Meant To Hurt
Its weird but I am not one to get all emotional and stuff, though I interestingly Met somebody off of CT. and I really like her just from talking to her, and though we will probably never really get too meet in person. I have grown very fond of her. but this is where the problem comes in, I try to be myself and contain a social life at the same time never really giving myself a rest... we set a date on yahoo messenger and I sat down for an hour to watch the only show that really matters anything to me"family guy". unfortunately I didnt realize they swapped the schedule around due too some stupid football and was a half hour late online....Thus making the female I do care about feel less than satisfactory to me.... and the worst part is i said that I wanted to see family guy because as you know us men can be pretty dumb at times. I did however message her right when i walked in the door 10 minutes before family guy should have started. its hard for me too because as much as

The Flight Home-really Happened
Flight Home I sat in my seat of the Boeing 767 waiting for everyone to hurry and stow their carry-ons and grab a seat so we could start what I was sure to be a long, uneventful flight home. With the huge capacity and slow moving people taking their time to stuff luggage far too big for the overhead and never paying much attention to holding up the growing line behind them, I simply shook my head knowing that this flight was not starting out very well. I was anxious to get home to see my loved ones so I was focused on "my" issues and just felt like standing up and yelling for some of these clowns to get their act together. I knew I couldn't say a word so I just thumbed thru the "Sky Mall" magazine from the seat pocket in front of me. You know it's really getting rough when you resort to the over priced, useless sky mall crap to break the monotony. With everyone finally seated, we just sat there with the cabin door open and no one in any hurry to get us going although

Listen, Listen, Listen!
It is so important to listen to those you are talking with and know your boundaries with them. For example, if someone writes you and tells you that they are just going through a divorce, it is no time to try to win him over and get him as a rebound. Rebound relationships might be fun for the short time but they never are good for the long run. Be his friend and listening to him is the better justice that you can do for him at that time. If things are meant to be to kick it up a notch later after he is out from the rebound danger, then you have already laid out the foundation for a great relationship. At the worst case scenario, you have gained yourself a very good friend. Now, too, if people like THE FREAK@ CherryTAP tell you that they have foot fettishes and love to have their feet massaged, if you are trying to keep an open mind about things, it certainly isn't a good time to tell him that you can't stand to touch someone else's feet. Keep the openmindedness that, so long a

Random Thought 10006- Useless Knowledge
During the 1600's, boys and girls in England wore dresses until they were about seven years old. Great Britain was the first country to issue postage stamps in 1840 Hitler was voted Time Magazine's man of the year in 1938. n 1836, Mexican General Santa Anna held an elaborate state funeral for his amputated leg. In 1926, a waiter in Budapest committed suicide. He left his suicide note in the form of a crossword and the police had to get help from the public to solve it. Pilgrims did not eat potatoes for Thanksgiving as they thought they were poisonous. Talc was used by cavemen 15,000 years ago as an ingredient added to make paint. The Hundred Years War lasted for 116 years. The average life span of a peasant during the medieval ages was 25 years. A chicken once had its head cut off and survived for over eighteen months, headless. Unlike a frog a toad cannot jump 7 out of 10 people believe in life after death. In New Mexico, over eleven thousand

97 Years
97 years and counting (12/04/2006) The Canadiens are celebrating their 97th anniversary on December 4. Here is a look back at some of the memorable moments that have marked the franchise's birthday over the years. Goals scored by Jean Beliveau, including the game-winner, in a 7-5 win over the Blackhawks in Chicago on December 4, 1960. The hat trick was the 11th of Beliveau’s brilliant career. Number of Canadiens victories over the Rangers, their favorite December 4th foe. Number of goals scored by the Canadiens in an 8-1 win over the Bruins on December 4, 1993, the highest goal total ever notched by Montreal on their birthday. Total number of points put up by Jacques Lemaire on Dec. 4 over the course of his career. Lemaire’s greatest performance on the Canadiens’ B-day came in 1971, when he exploded for three goals and two assists in a win over Vancouver. Jacques Lemaire did his share of celebrating on December 4 during this Hall of Fam

Nhs Doctors Are Shite!!
ok for those of you who actualy know me quite well you'll be aware that i was a paratrooper, yes thats right tommywho5150 was a para (2nd bat 3 para to be prescise) during my time i served in a number of shit holes including bosnia and the gulf and its the latter which brings me to write this blog. while on a "routine" house clearence (if ever there were such a thing) in a location i cannot legaly tell u about, we encountered shall we say a monobrowed moutashioed mad iraqi chap who believed me and my fellow soldiers to be the devil in carnate, basicaly he opened fire on me and my buddies with nothing more than a shotgun and a couple of grenades, me being the fool that i was at the time rushed forward to his position and returned fire only to be hit square on with a chest full of shot and a shockwave from a small hand held explosive device (namely a grenade) reeling from this i managed to double tap the guy in the torso and get recovered by my fellow squad members, i spent 3 weeks in

What Does Your Birth Date Means?
Your Birthdate: January 12 You're a dynamic, charismatic person who's possibly headed for fame. You tend to charm strangers easily. And you usually can get what you want from them. Verbally talented, you tend to persuade people with your speaking and writing. You are affectionate and loving, but it's hard for you to commit to any one relationship. Your strength: Your charm Your weakness: Your extreme manipulation tactics Your power color: Indigo Your power symbol: Four leaf clover Your power month: December What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Feelin Lots Better
Okay, I was a little harsh to guys that last blog I put in, but just to make sure all of you understand... I have been through so much lately that I am somewhat hostile to guys. To all the guys, don't take it personally, unless you are any of my exes! LOL! Mainly my Ex-Husband! I feel somuch better now that I have vented and gotten out of town for the weekend. I have some really good friends to hang with that make me feel better: Randa, Missy, Heather, Kyle, Powder, Melissa, and most of the time Eric. Don't take anything I say about guys personal. Just being and angry bitter bitch. LOL! I am a female and our hormones are FUCKED up! Can you actually make those stop without becoming a guy?! I hope to meet lots of new people on here! I am always up for new things!

I Wish You Enough
Recently overheard was a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love you and I wish you enough". The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom". They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?". "Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?". "I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral," she said. "When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask what that means?".

Friend Request
Okay I really don't understand this place sometimes. To the people who are already my friends. (please do not even read or pay attention to this) as it was not a "rant" to you. I get these "friend requests" From people who do not ever comment me. Fan me. Or Rate me. Or EVER TALK TO ME AGAIN.. One guy actually DOWN RATED me from a 10 to a 4 because I would not open a private folder FOR him. Mind you..I say I do not have any "nekkid pics" soooo what in the heck are they looking for??? Why do people ask for a "friend request" if they don't actually want to be your FRIEND? Oh wait maybe the only picture they CAN take the time to rate is me in a my tiniest skirt and my leather bodice. Just btw..those men. If you are reading this blog..don't waste your time. I don't want the friend request. I actually want friends here not REAL FRIENDS!

Im So Sick
Im so sick of guys that lie and cant keep their words. im sick of them tellin u they will change and how much they love and miss u, but yet once u give into their BULLSHIT they disappoint u ONCE again..... im fuckin sick of it

Xerox Showing Kindness To The Troops
If you go to this website, www.letssaythanks.com you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq. You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site, please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes a second. Wouldnt it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need to know we are behind them... Please pass this information on, it is too easy to not take part in.

Classic Beauty Contest
My friend Big Daddy T@ CherryTAP has initiated a CLASSIC BEAUTY CONTEST from Noon (EST) today, December 6th, 2006, until Noon (EST) a week from now on December 13th, 2006. Please stop by and post some comments on my behalf at Click here to go to the contest! The most comments win.... Thanks... Kat

Supergirl
Your results:You are Supergirl Supergirl 90% Green Lantern 80% Wonder Woman 80% The Flash 75% Iron Man 75% Hulk 70% Catwoman 60% Robin 55% Batman 55% Superman 55% Spider-Man 40% Lean, muscular and feminine. Honest and a defender of the innocent. Click here to take the "Which Superhero am I?" quiz...

Holy Friggin' Holidays
I am by no means a people person, so shopping presents an extra challenge. So far so good, I haven't harmed anyone despite the rudeness. Things have actually been good, until the cashier. I don't expect an ass-kissin', but if I'm spending a couple hundred dollars, how about a "Hello" or "Thank you" something than the far off "I hate my job" look and attitude. All that fun followed by 6 hours of gift wrapping. Now my body feels as though I fell down the stairs, ass first and last. HOOyah Holiday cheer.

Goodness And Email ...
One day God was looking down at earth and saw all of the bad behaviour that was going on. So he called one of his angels and sent the angel to earth for a time. When he returned, he told God, "Yes, it is bad on Earth; 95% are misbehaving and only 5% are not." God thought for a moment and said, "Maybe I had better send down a second angel to get another opinion." So God called another angel and sent him to earth for a time too. When the angel returned he went to God and said,"Yes, it's true. The earth is in decline; 95% are misbehaving, but 5% are being good." God was not pleased. So he decided to email the 5% who were good, because He wanted to encourage them, give them a little something to help them keep going. Do you know what the email said? No? Okay, just wondering.....I didn't get one either...

Here's The Season Gifts Oh Just Please! Lmao
I like.. no love the bulletins that say... "If you really like me" get me these? Ummm.. NO!! iTS always somebody that is on my list that never ever holds a converstation over 5 mins. I mean come on! How hard is that??? lol I just don't get it.. There lucky I don't take them off the list . lol Then there are people who deserve gifts. Like my friend kim.. she sent me a Christmas card. So, She will be getting a nice gift from me on here! Why, Cuz , she's a REAL friend. WE talk longer than 10 mins.. We talk.. chat.. write.. And she knows about giving from the HEART. I hate those .. oh get me something cuz I look so damn good and stop traffic. give it a rest ! lmao I was just chatting about this to my Canadian friend.. she will get a nice gift too! hehehe Whenever I see a bulletin like.. if you lust after me get me this.. Its annoying.. I'll get you something but its not what you want. or deserve.. cuz you don't say anythi

Word Is Back
I called my son tonight and he was briefly there long enough to say Micah is in the hospital and they did surgery this morning and test came back its a tumer .He is in the hospital now not sure how long they wanna make sure it wont spread

Crashin Party!
SO we're having a crashing party!!!! Get your asses in the CellBlock and help us CRASH THE SERVER! http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=3927# Listen to DJ Parole while it's up and running lol She's got some awesome fuckin tunes!!!

Most Precious Possession
"Any frontal attack on ignorance is bound to fail because the masses are always ready to defend their most precious possession _ their ignorance." _ Hendrik Willem van Loon, Dutch-American journalist and lecturer (1882-1944).

Something I Wrote.
I need your opion on this. It's published. Don't steal it. I got eyes all over the internet. lol.. sersouly. Though you left, And left my heart in pieces I think there's some things you should know. I know, I know. You probaly don't even care, But listen to me. I remember when I first met you. Man, I coudn't stop my heart from running wild that night. Always thinking of you. Saying to myself " He could be the one!" I fell in love with you the first moment I talked to you. And on the phone your voice so calming and sweet. The first time I ever heard it I got tears in my eyes. Don't ask why.. The first time you wrote I Love You on my screen. My heart skipped My breath cought in my throut. That's all I remember besides the dorky smile that wouldn't leave! And my mom saying "What are you so happy about?" Then I heard you say it on the phone, Remember my voice going high? Yeah, I was holding back the tears. I mean I actually love you. I've never lov

Being Away
Sorry to all that i've been away. My dad's been in the hospital. To those of you that don't know my story, my dad has spent the past year almost going thru chemo and radiation. His immune system is still not up to par. In fact it's almost still at zero. It's been about 3 months since he's finished his treatments. He went into the hospital on Mon. He thought he was having a heart attack. After bloodwork and testing, it came back that he has pneumonia in his left lung. He's doing good now and is expected to make a full recovery. He's out of the hospital now. This is why i haven't been on in a while. Thanks for your patience and understanding. love to all. Larayna

Sending Some Cherry Love
What's up My Cherries? Chrys-Stylis back in effect. Just shouting it out to you all. And telling you all 2 steer clear of all the holiday madness. Especially these people who refuse to let go of the RRS(Road Rage Syndrome) It's getting a little tired I'd say. I mean if you're gonna get mad at something get mad at these high ass gas prices not at someone cause they're driving a little slow. Get over it and go around like I Do! Where you're going will still be there won't it? Like I always say I got a middle finger and I'm not afraid to use it! Be safe and 2 everyone have a good holiday season!! Much Luv Nuff Said

Wedding Dress Tailor
A woman getting married for the fourth time visited a tailor to get a wedding dress made. When the tailor inquired about the color, the bride-to-be said "White". The tailor was a bit suprised by this, and said, "Excuse me, I don't mean to pry, but since white is the color traditionally worn by a virgin on her wedding night, I can't help wondering if you might still be a virgin? How could that be?" The woman replied, "I'm sorry to say, but that's the way it is. You see, my first husband was a psychologist. He just wanted to talk about it. My second husband was a gynecologist. He just wanted to look. My third husband was a stamp collector. God, I miss him..."

When Did I Fall Apart?
I'm not one for physical pain, and I'm sick to damn death of emotional pain! If I had any fucking guts, I'd down my sleeping pills, all of them and down this bottle of rum. I take that back, I do have guts. It takes guts to go on and deal with the shit that I do. I'm sick of people walking over me and thinking I am so insignificant that they can hurt me time and time again. I'm bent to the point of being broken. I don't have it in myself to do what I want, because for one, I do care how others feel and I do care about those who would be hurt if I did leave them here. But seriously.. how much can one person take? How much does it take to finally say "Enough"? My best bet is to rebuild the wall I tried so hard to tear down. That way, no one gets in and I don't expect shit from anyone. The only person I'd ever have to count on is myself. Bring on the bricks and let the building begin.

Time
1 hour 5 hours 9 hours it all goes by so fast when im taking to you i know i feel a connection do you feel it too? when you leave, a part of me leaves with you. its so strange i cant even put into words how you make me feel. racing thoughts and butterflies dreams of you coming out of the computer and into my arms. ive never felt this way before. i dont know how to react. i cant believe i have fallen for someone so sweet so arousing so far away. 10 hours 11 hours half a day goes by and i cant help but think i wouldnt want to spend it with anyone other than you

He Is Beautiful
He is beautiful , so very beautiful Just like a winter’s shining landscape, As dedicate as the petals of a daisy, And as freely as the eagle soaring against the blue. His eyes are as mysterious as the calm sea Everything about him is so very precious, More precious than all the gems in the world His soul is the essence of the sky and earth, His feelings are a volcano that is yet to explode His smile is the smile of lost innocence. Pain vibrates deep inside of his gentle heart A lock shuts in the disturbed thoughts of his mind, A mind with as many roads as the world has. I look at him and I see pure truth, Like looking at a clear night sky, Millions of stars twinkle within him. He is beauty as I defined it. He is perfect, his imperfections make him so. He is my best friend, and I love him, I love him although, not because. And I would give up all the things which I think are pretty If only I can hold his beauty within me, For he is everything in this world,

Is Forever A Possibility??
Is forever a possibility? So many people fall in love and either get married or become a permanent couple and within a short time, for whatever reasons, they fall apart and they become just a memory of what they used to be. Everyone has someone in the past that they would soon like to forget. What was the final straw that made you stop believing in forever? I don't think forever is an impossibility. I don't think forever gives up on us but that we give up on forever. Relationships are a dime a dozen now days and we have the mentality that if it doesn't work with the person that we are with then there are plenty of other fish in the sea. What happened to the forever's that were alive in the days of our parents and grandparents? Does anyone even work on their relationships anymore? Everyone at some point has had a relationship where looking back they realize they could have done more. People play the if only game. "If only" I had done this or that it would have wo

News
My son Mike called me today he got to come home briefly to do some things, he told me they are doing 14 months of cemo.3 days this month, 5 days next month and 5 days the next and then from there gonna slow days down a bit. It did spread to the bones but they seem to be hope full after 14 months of cemo whatever is left will be removed through surgery.

Riddle ( Women Are A Riddle Also...)
Arnold Schwarzenegger has a big one. Michael J. Fox has a small one. Madonna doesn't have one. The Pope has one but doesn't use it. Clinton uses his all the time. Bush is one Mickey Mouse has an unusual one. Liberace never used his on women. Jerry Seinfeld is very, very proud of his. Cher claims that she took on 3. We never saw Lucy use Desi's. What is it? Answer below! (this is pretty good) . The answer is: "A Last Name."

Wishing
I wish I could help you But you push me away. We're all so worried About what you may do. I wish you would talk But you close yourself off. We're all here for you But we're not enough. I wish you would go Get away from all this. You don't need the drama And neither do we. You push us away And we forgive, We push you away And you're gone.

More Updatez On Me
Well after I wrote that poem I am ok and fine.. NO I did not have a fat head break down.. I don't wont one and that is going to wait long long time.. lol.. I am feeling a little better feeling having a headache and I am way to damn tired. I am usually up all night long but I could not sleep.. I am just tired of drama that rolls around and starting fucking shit here.. I don't like drama and I can not stand people who talk back to my grandma.. Grandma is really sick and she is dying and all people fucking do is yell at her.. Well I don't do that now more and than god.. Well give you more updates on me ok..

Today Wasn't So Good
today i had a stiff neck. so i had to sit out of swimming practice. and my coach got really angry with me because he wants me to get better. even though i didn't have anything to do with my stiff neck he thought so. and then when i tried to swim someone kicked me in my neck. which did not make it any better. so i was told to get dressed and sit on the side. which made me cry because swimming is my life. i love it its the only thing that keeps me going. my coach didn't understand i guess. but i swear i will make him understand, and make him tell me im good because i know i have potential. i know i can. even though my neck still hurts lets see what happens to me tomaro. thanks for reading guys!! love you guys! ♥ ♥ ♥

Bi-curious And Excited! (part 1)
So about 2 years ago, my guy friend was getting married and we were at this pretty fun bar for the bachelor and bachelorette party. It was pretty wild cause we met up there (girls and guys) at midnight after a wild night on 2 seperate buses. ANYWAY, so in the bathroom of the bar my guy friends' fiance comes in pretty tipsy and having a great time. she asked me to check her makeup, then looked into my eyes and said 'you're beautiful.' I didn't know what to do: I was soooo turned on by her but was thinking 'what the hell am i thinking right now?'. Then suddenly it happened, I leaned over to her and stuck my tongue gently in her mouth. She sucked on it, grabbed the back of my mouth and gave me the most tender kiss I have ever experienced. This was my friends fiance!! More later on this topic...

Angels Of Death
Laying here on my bed. I look up at the celling.I can see the Angels flying over me. One by one they get into a circle. I can see their dark robes with their white wings standing out against their robes. Is this my time I wonder or is somene I know about to pass from this world. I turn and look to my left and I can see a very white light. I know this light. IT is the light you pass through when your time here on Earth is up. Is it my time I look to one Angel and ask but i get no response they just keep circling above my head like vultures waiting for fresh meat. One by one they come closer so I can see their faces against the heavenly glow. some look like old ancient wise men with their beards so long they reach the floor. some look like the youth of yesterday . then some i cant make out that well even though they are in touching distance. I keep asking myself is it my time. Are they here to comefort me or to take me. My pain is great but im not ready to pass from this place yet I cr

I Thought This Was Pure Genius...
This poem was written by my friend Dana. I thought it was awesome, so I'm putting it here. Twas the Night Before Finals Twas the night before finals, and all through the college, The students were praying for last minute knowledge. Most were quite sleepy, but none touched their beds, While visions of essays danced in their heads. Out in the taverns, a few were still drinking, And hoping that liquor would loosen up their thinking. In my own apartment, I had been pacing, And dreading exams I soon would be facing. My roommate was speechless, his nose in his books, And my comments to him drew unfriendly looks. I drained all the coffee, and brewed a new pot, No longer caring that my nerves were shot. I stared at my notes, but my thoughts were muddy, My eyes went a blur, I just couldn't study. "Some pizza might help," I said with a shiver, But each place I called refused to deliver. I'd nearly concluded that life was too cruel, With futures depending on grades ha

Ruining Our Youth
Just a short rant.. The quality of music being released and MADE POPULAR is destroying the minds of our youth... The non-musicians who can get away with looping a beat and setting their casio keyboard on "House".. I mean Jesus... I've been playing guitar for years, and I guess it's my fault that I'm not recording and on the road. but still.. The people running this rediculous show should at least have the mental abilities of a 10 year old.. What are these morons thinking, recording super modles and whores who get caught on video tape sucking their mans balls. How does that equate to "they must be able to create music"? I can only hope that the internet music releases that are so popular will do something to save our children. If you know anyone that makes creative, real music.. Please encourage them to record it and get it out there. even if it's a shitty recording, get it out there.. Save us all from the morons they keep shoving down our throat.

Friends
Met you as a stranger took you as a friend, hope we meet in heaven where friendships never end. Send this to all your friends! Nothing will happen if you don't but your friends will know you care. Have a wonderful day and weekend , Friend!! :)

My Lucky Night
Setting: Night club, downtown Vegas. Summer, warm, near midnight. I walk out of the casino after just losing my ass at the poker tables. I wander into the dance club to get a drink and hopefully change my luck. Bartender hands me my beer and I flip him my last $10 chip with an "Oh well, easy come, easy..." when I notice that he is not even looking at me. I turn to see what has his attention but catch nothing but a mass of bodies gyrating on the dance floor. I turn back to the bar and take a long swig when I notice her. Just a glimpse, in the mirror behind the bar, a flash of brunette tresses and gorgeous red lips. I snap my head back around and again and am blinded by a forest of bodies packed too closely together. I think to myself, I must be losing my mind as fast as my money as my eyes scan the crowd. The music stops briefly as the DJ changes up records and the fickle crowd starts to disperse. I see her, I think, as people keep moving across in front of me as I try to move fo

How To Add A Playa!
WOW all. I just had a friend put this on their page: So I was thinking others would want to know how to do this. If you see this in bulletin form, then just click reply to bulletin and then copy and paste the code between the dashes into your profile. If you are reading this on my blog, leave a message saying you want the code, I will send it to you in a private message so you can click respond and do the same as mentioned above. If you need help, let me know. This radio station really rocks and I am proud to be a part of it! ------------------------------ Listen to Sir Jim every Mon, Wed and Thur 9am - Noon (EST) ---------------------------------- Also, please add her as a friend and fan to say thanks for doing this for me. Mercedes@ CherryTAP Ty Mercedes, YOU ROCK!

Nothing At All
As silent as snow fills the air As permanent as existence As gentle as down dancing in the breeze As magical as a kiss My heart is now bleeding, covering the white blanket of snow in a beautiful array of reds. It almost looks like an Angel, I think to myself, as the feather kisses my forhead before finding it's bed in the cold, bloody snow. I live, but I cease to exist. I have plenty of ammo But somebody has moved my target

Loneliness And Random Musings
I still don't understand how some people are happy being single. Being single sucks - it is so lonely. Another thing that I have noticed (not just here) is how many women call themselves "bisexual" but say they are not interested in men. If you are female and not interested in men, you are NOT bisexual, you are a lesbian. Is there some reason being a bisexual woman is considered more socially acceptable than being a lesbian? I don't see anything wrong either way, but just be honest. And why is it ultra-religious hateful people can never spell above a 3rd grade level?

Fuck Them
Yeah so friday night i got so trashed I dont even remember alot of shit...I was supposed to work Saturday morning but I wouldnt even wake up. So I didnt go to work and called and told them. Yesterday they fired me which is fine because I was getting sick of the place anyways.

Endlessly Missing You
Endlessly Missing You Without her he comes to realize how very empty life is without her. When he asleep in bed tossing and turning as he dreams of her; every waking moment of the day or evening she is always passing through his mind, even at this very moment his heart, body and soul really yearns for her badly. Copyright@2006 Charles LaMark Nelson

A Little New Soul...to My Niece Destiny...rip
A little new soul came down today On a sunset cloud from far away She stole the blue from the morning skies And a star for each of her pretty eyes She grasped at the dawn with her fingers The rosy glows of the morning lingers A little new soul came down to lift Our weary hearts with her hopeful gift She brushed by the sun and plueked its gold And she brought gods love for our arms to hold A little new baby with dreams in her eyes Came to show us the path to paradise

How Dirty Is Ur Mind?
You scored as Not so clean. You're not what I'd call pure, but you're not too dirty. Thats okay... i guess?Not so clean60%Complete Filth40%Pure and Innocent30%Pedofile20%How dirty is your mind?created with QuizFarm.com

Your My Favorite Thought
Your My Favorite Thought In his thoughts he thinks of his most caring thoughts that bring him so much joy. Then all of sudden that caring thought that he was so tenderly thinking of is her; holding,kissing,caressing and whispering sweet nothing into her ear ever so passionately and lovingly,his favorite thoughts is of her cause her love and beauty shine bright forever in his heart and thoughts. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson Copyright: Charles LaMark Nelson 2006

She Always On His Mind
She Always On His Mind He awakes from a very deep sleep rubbing the sleepiness from his eyes.He Pulls his feet out from under the covers to set them down on the floor;he looks at the picture that sets along bedside on the nightstand a picture of her,as thought of her go through his mind he thinks to himself how much he really does love her. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson Copyright: Charles LaMark Nelson 2006

The Girl No One Warned You About
No im not your average girl Yes im something else Im the girl your Mom forgot to warn you about No im not that wild girl You know the type Yes im sexy Yes im erotic Have you guessed what kind of girl I am Yes I am a Shemale Those sexy ertoic creatures No one thought to warn you about So take the chance and who knows We just might be friends! Caty

December Magick
December Magick Winter Solstice, one of the four minor Witches' sabbats, is celebrated on or around December 21. Also known as Yule (which comes from the Norse Jul meaning "wheel"), this Sabbat marks the longest night of the year. Traced back to an ancient Norse solstice festival, it originally marked the rebirth of the Sun God from the Earth Mother. It also marks the death of the Holly King, God of the Waning Year, by the Oak King, God of the Waxing Year. The Christian version of the Sun's rebirth lives on in the Nativity story. However, the birth day of Jesus wasn't a fixed holiday in the Christian church until A.D. 279 when it was officially designated to coincide with midwinter. Yuletide Traditions The festivities of the Yule season make it a favorite of the year for many people throughout the world. It is governed by a wealth of Pagan traditions and centuries-old superstitions. The Scottish have a tradition of keeping the Corn Maiden (the last handful reaped at harv

American Blood Is Thicker Than...
American Blood is thicker than… Greetings My Fellow Americans, You have all heard the saying; “blood is thicker than water.” Well, I feel American Blood is thicker and better than OIL! However, King George “Worthless” Bush and his cronies seem to not agree with me. The salary of the President is about $400,000 a year. He made over $10.5 million last year (2005). Where did he made the extra money? His oil stock for sure! This Holiday Season, there are American families mourning the lost of their loved ones. What has King George lost? Nothing! No one in the bush family has to worry about being killed in combat, in an effort to protect oil. Why are we forcing this Country’s (or better yet the President’s) beliefs on people of another country? Muslims and Islamic people have been fighting for centuries. Who are we to walk into their country and escalate their hatred of us? I am a Satanic Sanguinary Vampyre and Hecate Witch. I will never try to shove my God and Godd

Fucken Stupid People
It makes me laugh when people think you are stupid and it really turns out that they are the idiots. Like I don't understand why a guy that says he loves you turns around and to another woman stabs you in the back and even if it was just venting the things said should have never been said. What makes it even worse is this girl he said it to is suppose to be your friend too. And then to think they both think you wont find out about.How stupid do they think I am? Well I am going to let things go try to forgive and forget and see where this bump in the road takes us. just remeber when someone thinks you stupid or clueless it is really them!

God Works In Mysterious Ways!
The brand new pastor and his wife, newly assigned to their first ministry, to reopen a church in suburban Brooklyn, arrived in early October excited about their opportunities. When they saw their church, it was very run down and needed much work. They set a goal to have everything done in time to have their first service on Christmas Eve. They worked hard, repairing pews, plastering walls, painting, etc., and on Dec 18 were ahead of schedule and just about finished. On Dec. 19 a terrible tempest - a driving rainstorm hit the area and lasted for two days. On the 21st, the pastor went over to the church. His heart sunk when he saw that the roof had leaked, causing a large area of plaster about 6 feet by 8 feet to fall off the front wall of the sanctuary just behind the pulpit, beginning about head high. The pastor cleaned up the mess on the floor, and not knowing what else to do but postpone the Christmas Eve service, headed home. On the way he noticed that a local business was havin

Gifts
Well i got up this morning as normal at 2pm .Unwraped my gifts as normal i got what i get every year off my granny a pair of socks and underwear .Dinner was nice but i didnt feel like eating much this flu ive had is still making me feel ill .I also find out i needed 400 pounds to go see a lady i meet online so i guess its time to find a new job and hope for gods sake this flu has gone by next year hehe well this is my first try at a blog so dont laugh .....HAPPY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR to all of u out there

An Inconvenient Truth
Over Christmas we are plagued with overtly festive advertisments on tv.. all of them looking awfully wintery with a generous blanket of snow... This however causes me a problem... my kids want to know 'Mum, how come it is christmas and we have no snow?' Now I live in England and we didn't always have a winter wonderland at Christmas but I can certainly remember a lot more of them when I was a kid. My daughters are nine and seven and I think they have only ever had one time when there enough snow to actually have some real fun with. This brings us to the issue.. why the fuck is that?.. Now I am not any kind of green warrior but I do try to do my bit. I recently bought a car with a small engine which has less emissions, I use energy efficient lightbulbs, I recycle and I threaten my kids with the death of the planet if they dare to leave lights on! Today I watched Al Gore's movie An Inconvenient Truth... and you should too. If you watch this trailer and think that you rea

The Redhead
~THE REDHEAD~ *wink* ( I like this)SHE WALKS INTO A ROOM, ANYROOM, AMONGST THE GLOW OF THE FAIR HAIRED BLONDE, AMONGST THE MYSTERIOUS DARKNESS OF THE BRUNETTE. STILL, IT IS SHE WHO CAPTIVATES ALL WHO GAZE UPON HER BEAUTY. BOTH MEN & WOMEN ALIKE CANNOT BREAK THE DESPARATE LONGING TO LOOK AT HER JUST ONCE MORE. SHE IS MESMERIZING, A RARITY! SO STUNNING IS SHE THAT THE POUNDING HEART SKIPS A BEAT WHENEVER IN HER PRESENCE. AS THIS MAJESTIC CREATURE LOOKS OUT TOWARD HER CROWD OF ADMIRERS, HER EYES, FULL OF FIRE, ARE HIPNOTIC, ALMOST SPELL-LIKE . AS SHE FLOATS THROUGHOUT THE ROOM, MEN HOLD THEIR BREATH OF HOPES OF CONTAINING THEIR RELENTLESS DESIRE FOR THIS PHENOMENOM AMONG ALL OTHERS. SHE IS A DESCRIPTION OF UNWAVERING PASSION, FIRE & ICE , CAPABLE OF DRIVING MEN INTO LUSTFULL INSANITY & WOMEN INTO UNDISCOVERED REALMS OF JEALOUSY------------------------------- ....SHE IS THE REDHEAD~H. STONE

Perhaps Love
This song is just magnificent. It really resonates with me and I love each and every single line... Perhaps love is like a resting place A shelter from the storm It exists to give you comfort It is there to keep you warm And in those times of trouble When you are most alone The memory of love will bring you home Perhaps love is like a window Perhaps an open door It invites you to come closer It wants to show you more And even if you lose yourself And don't know what to do The memory of love will see you through Oh, Love to some is like a cloud To some as strong as steel For some a way of living For some a way to feel And some say love is holding on And some say letting go And some say love is everything And some say they don't know Perhaps love is like the ocean Full of conflict, full of pain Like a fire when it's cold outside Thunder when it rains If I should live forever And all my dreams come true My memories of love will be of you And some s

*savage Heart* Family
I see so many different "families" on here, so I decided to start my own! I don't expect there to be many members, since my bulletins barely ever get read. The SavagE HearT family is for those that have loved & lost more times then they care to remember. Having your heart broken & torn so many times that it has become savage. If you decide to join my little family, ther only a couple of little rules. 1> You must repost any bulletin another family member posts 2> You must vote on all of the other family members pics (even nudes & yes even if the same sex) 3> You must help promote any member that is in a contest to help them out 4> You must never forget to show all Family members love every day that you are on. They need the love, cause they have a SavagE HearT! 5> You must have *SavagE HearT* family at the end of your name at all times to stay in the family! I highly doubt there will be many more members then myself, but thought I would give this a try to help out myself & any

Welcome To The 21st Century
Yesterday after an early morning mission I noticed something really wild, not so much wild as it was just different. We were heading back to base and I was looking out the window when we drove by this lil village in the distance....you could see all the homes with there Hansel and Gretel look to em and I happen to notice that everyone of them had smoke comming out of the chimnies...at first you say how quaint....but it was about 30 degrees out. Then I started to realized that they still used fire wood to heat their homes, not because it's romantic, or lets do it be different,it's a matter of freeze or stay warm. This a place where the use Mercedes and BMW's for taxi's, but have cords of wood stacked along side their homes. I'm talken like downtown Main street everystore has a potbelly stove for heat.I have to take my camera tomorrow and start taking pics so you can understand what I'm trying to put into words. to be cont.

I Got It
I did end up going back out to the mall to get the Zelda game, and I am glad I did. It's a lot of fun, I love it already. Another new addiction. Not too much time to play though since I'm working all weekend again. HOWEVER, I am so happy because on Saturday I work 2-6. I NEVER get shifts like that. I'm actually happy to work on a Saturday, just go put my 4 hours in, leave, and still have the rest of the evening. Hopefully some friends of mine will have the evening off too. If not, guess I'll just be playing Zelda LoL. I work New Years Eve and New Years Day, but that doesn't really matter since if I can even go out on New Years Eve, I'll be off work in plenty of time to party, and on New Years Day I don't work til later so I'll have time to sleep it off. That's IF any of that goes on, cause since I am not yet 21, if someone I know doesn't have a party, I'm pretty much screwed. I'm more excited about the time and a half on New Years Day than anything else really LoL.

A 'magic Personality Trait' That Attracts Women
A 'Magic Personality Trait' That Attracts Women >If you'd like to read the story of how I learned to succeed with women and dating, plus see video clips of every one of my programs, then go and check this out: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ ***QUESTION FROM A READER*** Dave, I decided to get this area of my life - "dating" - handled no matter what about a year ago. I had a lot of internal problems with self-esteem and self-image. So I started by reading a lot of self-help books that teach how to use your mind to change your world - your "reality" as you would say. That helped me a lot and I started seeing things very differently. I became more confident and more importantly, more determined and convinced that I could get this handled for myself. But I still didn't understand the science of "attraction" specifically. I knew there had to be some reason why some guys got tons of women while others went without but I just didn'

Im Still Amazed At Childishness Guess Shouldnt Be Its The Net
i ve had another 3 pics marked nsw geesh what is up with some and yet same pic is in at least 400 other profiles whats prob and some1 jumpin stealin peeps pw and postin fraud junk how stupid that my god it s supposed to be fun it s the net

Now Friend Just Joined
hi to all my cherry peep's out there i have friend who just join us would be nice of us to go to his site and show him some love his name is qxman28 so please stop bye and sy hi add him or fan him please . thank's coboy11 much love to all my peep;s out there happy new year.

I Haven't Been Dos Attacked In A Long Time
Got into a really lively debate with this guy yesterday, and finally got into a pissing match of words. So, I let loose with a Mikey-esque barrage of "fuckin what the fuck retarded short-bus ridin what the fuck" ... and POW I get hit with a Denial Of Service Attack (DOS Attack). Knocks my PC cold, frags my Netscape cache, my email, my Norton's (which was a nice learning curve for me, Norton's firewall bites), and a few other things. I'm still rebuilding some of the email folders... Really grown up, take an arguement, and step it up to attacking my property. I confront him with it, and he says "Having troubles, VOID? Want another one?" Sooo... it's been reported to all the appropriate people. I'll argue all up and down, but I will not step to attacking his personal property, that goes right into illegal space, and escalates to the point where I have to go find Teardrop or something nasty to throw at him, and I don't want that. THEN we have troubles... I doubt anything will actu

Newbie
Yes, i am a newbie here...have no idea what i'm doing....let's see. i'm married with 3 handsome boys. i'm a stay at home mom for now, maybe will go out in the workforce in the new year. jobs around here suck, so i may have to find a way to go back to school first. still don't know what i would want to do as a "career" though. any suggestions would be appreciated!

Wishfull Reoccuring Dream Part 2
I told the lawyer the most important person in my life is my daughter and her best friend you see I lost contact with my best friend about the same age my daughters friend moved away I lost someone who I loved dearly and was a regret that she is no longer in my life and aren't we suppose to be able to do better and give our children more well this is my gift to her and want both to stay in each others lives as long as they wish to and i am the kind of mom who my daughter can come to and i know they wish go to college and be able to see each other and 4 a long time they haven't i want them to continue to have that sisterhood because i have grown to love her as my child in my heart. the lawyer looks at me takes a deep breath and says what do "you" want I look at him for a very long time and say to him this is what I want. I know Miss Seus your family will be taken care of tell me if you wanted something for yourself what would it be I close my eyes and say I want to live a healthier li

Death Penalties
In Texas, everyone remembers about McDuff getting paroled from prison "accidently" and, after his release, he killed 3 more innocents. This is on my mind terribly because I very well could have been one of them who was abducted at a car wash on night here in Austin years ago because I was there back in the day where folks didn't have cell phones. I feel fortunate to be unscathed, excepting in the haunting cries that I wasn't sure what they were at the time. That being said, it is no surprise that Texas is for the Capital Punishment for the Death Penalty. At any rate, I have heard some people upset that Saddam Hussein was hung in spite of his crimes. It isn't so much his dying, for some of those who didn't like his hanging, but the fact that he died such a ruthless death. Circulating now is a video, supposedly (not verified) of his hanging. Don't watch it if you aren't prepared to watch it...... I don't know about you, but it seemed to be a relatively quick dea

Burning In Flames
As I walk along the fiery ground The embers flare as I walk by All I see is raging fire Engulfing me in its grasp The sky above is coloured red The horizon depicts a flaming wasteland This fire is uncontrollable It doesn’t seem to end This fire fills me with rage Burning anger awakens in me I raise my hands up to the sky Seeing the burning embers surround me They get closer and closer So close that they are touching me I feel the heat from their rays I’m staying here for the rest of my days (Chorus) Walking through the flames I see Dancing through the jumping embers Jumping through the wall of flames Crawling under the intense pressure Shielding myself from the sweltering heat Burning from the damaging rays I’m burning in flames Burning in flames to reach the end As I carry on through the inferno I see something in the distance The fire around me starts to subside Showing an incredible horror A vision so frightening I’m paralysed on my feet I can’t

How Far Is Too Far?
how much dreaming can one do? how many wishes can one make. when does dreams and reality collide. where is the fine line. how much can you ask of your soulmate before ignorance comes into play with ones feelings. when does too much fantasy break up a relationship with some one you love. how do you add dreams and fantasy into reality with out destroying Friendship and Love with your soulmate.

Yes I Am
lost among all who think hey love some one. but to love them is to want to spend life with. but this evil sin always confuses people in to false love. its called lust. why is it sneaking round hounding us in delusion of thinking we are in love. why does it torment us so. how do we see past its illusions and learn to love someone we are going to spend our lives with. why are we so tempted by lust to look for fantasy people instead of the one who will love us for us. its unknown to me and thats why i'm lost in love.

Terror's Surprize Loss
TERROR'S SURPRISE LOSS By RALPH PETERS-New York Yimes January 2, 2007 -- THE new year is off to a bad start for Muslim extremists and their admirers in the media: After only a few months in power, the Islamist regime in Mogadishu collapsed overnight as Ethiopian troops drove out the fanatics. The global media line held that the Islamic Courts Council, which seized power last year and immediately imposed Sharia law, was in firm control of the country, with the legal government in Baidoa destined to fall. And Somalia did become the new Terror Central, a safe haven for al Qaeda and a strategic base for Islamist subversion in Africa. Then Ethiopia stepped in and spoiled the goat roast. Unconvinced by Western myths that military force is useless against terrorists, Addis Ababa's troops intervened to support Somalia's internationally recognized government against the jihadis. The no-nonsense use of force worked. An Islamist regime that supposedly had broad support colla

What Hurts The Most....
life is great and i am fine. but u know what hurts the most? Is when someone u care for so much u would die for them turns to u and says " like any guy would like a preg girl!" well u know what he will lie me if he likes me for me...and anythign that comes with it...and me being preg is a part of me....so if u cant except me for me then i rather u not talk to me... No-one in the world could make me change the person I have become, No-one in the universe would make me forget that I am the only one. There is no other person in this place that is anything like I am, You could hate me so much, I assure you, I don't care, and I don't give a damn. No-one could make me change the way I feel about the things that go on, No-one could make me feel that this is not the place where I belong, There is not anyone around who'll make me cry over things I can't control, You could put me down, say bad things, But I will still reach for my goal. No-one has any more control over the things

Girlfriend Application
WOULD YOU... [_] go out with me? [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] cut a rug with me? [_] take a shower with me? [_] be my bf/gf? [_] have a fling with me? [_] take me home for the night? [_] Would you let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] give me a piggyback ride? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] lick my cheek? [_] dance with me? [_] let me make you breakfa [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me to death? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] play strip poker with me? [_] say yes if i asked you out? [_] get wasted with me? [_] rub me down with body butter? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me a

Here We Go Yet Again...
Before I start this blog I have to warn you that what Im about to do is probably impractical and foolish because of the nature and subject of this blog that it might cause a heap of trouble for me...If it does, so be it....Bring it, dont sing it...With that being said here we go.... The nature and subject of this blog is about a friend of mine and a bouncer here...YOu heard right a bouncer... Seems my friend was VOICING his displeasure over how the site has been gradually changing for the WORST and, like most here, he was airing out HIS views...He wasnt whining like alot do nor was he bashing anyone in particular...Just airing things out and getting them off his chest... So along comes this bouncer and proceeds to rip my friend apart for his views and being a general SUCK UP to Mike and his band of INCOMPETENT men....Here is an excerpt from her reply to my friend and I quote so there is no claims of my MISrepresenting what the bouncer said... "The originator of this bulleti

Kinkiness
My score on The Kinkyness Test: Pretty kinky!(Grats! You're 69% kinky!)You kinkscore is pretty high. Most likely you're up for trying anything at least once, which show open-mindedness. You're probably a great lay, so just keep doing that thing you do! Link: The Kinkyness Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

Cold Mac N Cheese Outta The Pot
yup..thats me..standing alone in the kitchen after everyone is asleep..eatin my "dinner" over the sink.. what a sad sack I am. As I stood there picking at the cold noodels i began to ponder my life..my existance. I sometimes wonder what the fuck have i done with my life? I am trapped in an insane and mundane existance... I am so ready for a change its pitifull.. But I haven't a clue where to go. I have often thought of moving far far awsy where no one knows me and i can start over with a clean slate. England.. Ireland.. Canada? But as i have never been out of the states..whats to say i will have any better luck in these locations? They say you can't run from your problems..that they just follow you. But i feel like i never get a real chance to fix them. I try and everything always just blows up in my face. I find myself resorting to burying my self in a foggy fantasy. One where i am happy.. cared for.. loved. One where i can be the person I want to be. Not this silly woman waiting o

My Momma
Ok so I just got off the phone with my mom and i cannot tell yall how much that woman rocks! some but most would never know that yrs back we were not the "closest" of relatives. i think that we both grew up and grew closer as we have gotten older. i think that we now understand each other much better and also realize it's ok if we are different. but for all of our differences we are really quite a lot alike. funny how that happens really. we are both strong women and we have finally grown to love, respect, and admire the other. i love her and she knows it, but i dont think she will ever truly understand how i feel about her. all i can say is she is "the shit" and i just hope that i have a tenth of what she has. the good, the bad, or the ugly, no matter i will take it. besides shes the one who gave me the nice tits and great skin. HAHAHA so as yall read this call your mom (or whatever family member you are close to) and tell her/them how you really feel about them. it will make their da

Being New Here
Hey everyone. i just want to thank all you people out there for the love your sending my way. this site is really new to me and differnt so im not on here much and it wasnt what i expected, but definitely flattering ill say. i will comment when i can on here. if you really want to catch me. im at myspace.com enter my email and you can tell me something.. email..acidbathchik_luv69@yahoo.com holla -Tal

A Little Something
In this hall of shallow remorse I live Feeding on your anger, Living on your pain Gathering all your greed Your soul is lost in possession, In the shadows is where it is stash. In those painful memories, I remember The innocence that I have lost Hate me with all that you are... So I could hate you with equal fury I am in anger, I live in hate... I am the evil thrown in haste. Call out my name, It's an illusion as it spells... It is black as I loomed over, My soul is out and blank Can't you see, I'm lost forever? I will give you precious immortality Just show me that you need me The crystal, clear vile of your blood is in my hands I'll drink yours, you drink mine... COME, JOIN ME IN THE DARK.

Things You Learn When You Write A Blog
The time has come for me to say good bye officially to CherryTAP. I was thinking about it all and realistically this place is just not right for me, and I am going to be leaving for good. It’s silly to stick around realistically and I have decided that it is best to just delete any account I have on any site so that nobody is left wondering when is he coming back? The answer will obviously be never. I decided since I was leaving though I might as well spell it out exactly for anyone that thought I was a bit to vague the last time. Like a lot of morons I spent a lot of money on this site in blasts, a couple of happy hours, VIC, and spent countless hours of time doing my thing around here and thinking that I could be a power of example in some regards, and I am sure that I have. You just never feel like anything is worth it and it leaves a bad taste in your mouth actually. The popular people here are some of the most deplorable human beings I have ever had the opportunity to even have t

Earthquake Cake
1 box German chocolate cake mix 1 c nuts 1 8 oz cream cheese 1 c coconut 1 stick margarine 1 box confectionary sugar Prepare 11x5 cake pan. Sprinkle nuts and coconut in bottom of pan. Mix cake mix according to directions. Pour over nuts. Melt margarine, add cream cheese and stir until melted. Add confectionary sugar. Pour over batter. Bake at 350 for 40-45 mins. This is a sweet lovers dream....you cannot eat this in large amounts without risk of sugar shock!!!! Eat with caution!!! LOL enjoy it is the best......may be good following the Enchilada Casserole!!!

Why?
Why is it that one minute you are treating me like gold and the next you are treating me like dirt? For some fucked up reason I feel as though I need your approval, and if I don't have it I feel like I'm not worth spit. You're not even a reletive you are just a guy I know that for whatever reasons I want to be with. I know that that will never happen as you just see me as a young, cheap and easy booty call even tohugh you tell people that I'm very mentally, emotionally and psychally strong, you tell them I am your equal. I've been through so much in the last 8 months, mom and dad getting killed in a carwreck, one of my great-uncles dying not two weeks later, then another great-uncle dying a few months later, loosing my dog the day after christmas. I think I deserve to be treated better than just some common street whore. I am going to law school, I am couping with events in which I have every right to loose my mind and take my life over btu I have gone strong and persevered altho

I Want This In A Man...;)
Message: 1-touch their waist 2-talk to them 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss them slowly on there cheak Are you remembering this? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends Keep reading..... 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved Are you thinking about someone? 16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly on her cheak 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy! 20-tell her the way you feel about her! Number 20 u need to show her you mean it too 21-kiss her on her cheak so she wont think that u want any thing and she can trust u 22-When she asks what you want TELL HER! 23-

A Ticket From The Lottery
Hi People, December 31st 2006, the day they announced the winning numbers. I actually had thrown away my ticket already but I discovered I won a price after all. Not sure what to do with this amazing amount of money. Maybe some one can help me spend it? If you (Dutch citizens en speakers excluded) can discover the amount won with this ticket and let me know I will spend some on you!!! Comment the amount and currency here. Maybe you'll be a winner too if you are the first one...

Fight With Me....
CHECK THESE ASTOUNDING STATISTICS. PLEASE HELP ME WITH THIS CAUSE: Fight The Sexual Exploitation of Children. *1 in 4 girls and 1 in 6 boys is sexually abused before the age of 18. (DOJ report, 2001) *Nearly 70% of all reported sexual assaults occur to children under the age of 17. (DOJ report, 2001) *1 in 5 children are solicited sexually while on the Internet. (NCMEC) *89% of youth in Internet chat rooms have received some form of sexual solicitation. (Pew Study reported in JAMA, 2001) *It is estimated that 200,000 to 300,000 children are at-risk of sexual exploitation. (DOJ & USH&HS reports) *Law enforcement officials estimate that as many as 50,000 sexual predators are online at any given moment. (Dateline 2006) *There are approximately 1,000 websites offering illegal child pornography. (toptenreviews.com) *There are over 550,000 registered sex offenders in the US. *There are over 100,000

Free Beer?
OK, so maybe that wasn't a fair subject line, but since you are already here.... OK, so I entered myself into SiN DeReLla ™'s Best Self Portrait Contest...a first for me, because I generally lack the ____ to enter one... I'd really appreciate it, if you could stop by for a quick comment bomb...not asking for much...just 5-10...unless of course you have time for more... ;-) OR in the alternative....please vote and rate my friend that is in the same contest:

1/6 And 1/7
Alright. I have really odd dreams. Two nights ago first. I was at a carnival. There was this ride that went around like a ferris wheel sort of but spun all around.. but you needed to hang on with your hands. It was really scary. Then I was talking to this guy with two police type men. Somehow this had to do with the river/lake in my dreams which is always a place that bothers me/worrys me. The guy who was younger was sort of frightened he told us that in a moment his head would be chopped from his body. Moments after it was, done so quickly as that it looked like it came off on it's own. I saw the killer though for a flash second, she was wearing a top hat or fedora though you couldn't tell she was female. I know the owner of the hat though because I had seen the hat inside of her house. It was a woman who looked like Phoebe from friends. I was worried that she would know I knew and come after me next. 1/7 dream. Okay I don't really remember a whole lot except that there

What The Hack... About My Elevens...
I don't know what's going on but girls begging for my elevens? Telling me that she is disopponted that I didn't leave an eleven on her picture or profile? How low can you go? I would say F&$K off... espacially when it's a person who didn't care to rate anything on my profile or left me a photo comment what so ever. People who know me a little more and who are a little interested in me or my profile, who added me as friend and/or fan know that I will come back to do some ratings. And you could challenge me with some nice pictures of you instead of ripping everything from the Internet just to get some Cherry$$$. I love to give comments on YOUR pictures with comments. When you are desperate for elevens you could try to put in some affort yourself.

New World Order Poem...by Stone Bryson
This poem I wrote recently is one which I thought Coast listeners may appreciate. --Stone Bryson New World Order There is a group of people… across this planet wide, with greedy little fingers - and power on their mind, they do not care ‘bout sovereignty - the one-world is their goal, Liberty is their enemy… and their deity is Control. They march across the history books - possess an ageless plan, leading us toward dependency - to a woman and a man, their map to domination is as old as time itself, mixing ancient mysteries with technology off the shelf, Keeping us in darkness - their faces unrevealed, the shadows are their foxholes and secrecy is their shield, they manipulate behind the scenes - relentless without fear, a crescendo of disparity that builds from year to year. They provide us our distractions - engulf us day to day, preparing to enslave us, they slowly wear away a catalogue of liberties - and while freedoms wane and cease, th

Your Fucking Dead
The hatred you keep inside Your selfishness, I loathe you Inside my heart, you died Inside my head, I love you Your abuse, I take in stride You I despise, I fucking hate you! Your dead, so fucking dead A piece of shit, hopeless memory your dead, dead in my head a piece of shit, worthless memory your dead, so fucking dead I the evil you keep inside your arrogance, I laugh at you Inside my heart, I cried Inside my head, me and you Your abuse, it stripped me of my pride you I hate, I fucking love you!!! Your dead, so fucking dead a piece of shit, hopeless memory your dead, dead in my head a piece of shit, worthless memory your dead, so fucking dead This hatred I feel everyday You made me become this way Inside, because of you, I died Inside, from you, I hide No more abuse, Im through One thing left to say... Your dead, so fucking dead!!! Burn in hell mother fucker! By:Stacey Forrester (Copywritten/Dont steal!)

Intro
In case anyone was wondering, the title to my blog is a quote from one of my favorite scenes in "Nautural Born Killers". Got your attention, right? This will be my sound off about sex and sexuality in general, and a place where I will answer questions - If anyone wants to ask a question, they can message me, and I will post the question as anonymous if they prefer when I answer it. Later I will figure something out so someone can ask ask away and still be completely anonymous, even to me. I hope I don't have to repeat this, but this will be a place where people respect each other. I will delete obviously hurtful or disrespectful comments... either that or I will completely and publicly embarass and slam the hell out of the offender, depending on the severity of said transgression because I'm that kind of bitch. With that said, I'm pretty open and all ears! And until people start paying attention, I'll be sounding off about my own issues and ideas and asking people I kn

A Short Poem..
You know I had my good times So much I could tell you But not in just a few lines The years can't compare to the tears I guess that goes without saying So young with no fears Who was I trying to fool All that wasted energy On just trying to be cool But in the end it was me I was hurting Just on the edge of death I was flirting To my misfit youth & troubled mind This here is a special toast To all my friends that always lied The ones that said until the end This is for you guys For shedding me of my sins For informing me I will never win I was so fucking blind I must have been out my fucking mind...

Absorbs Devours
Words caress breaths tendrils within whispers skim sensitive skin shivers shudder liquid warmth cloaks strokes mending osmosis strength absorbs devours slowly savoring simple sweetnesses enduring surviving seducing . . . seducing . . .

Well I'm New To This...
I guess writing blogs is just like writing in a diary, but for everyone to see. I was just going to write about myself, and tell you about me and what i'm looking for... I'm a wild man, but a romantic all balled up into one. I love to go to concerts, and i love to go karaoke, i'm crazy about singing, even though i suck big time. I can scream out a song perfectly though ;). I used to be a member of a heavy metal band by the name of Law of the Plague, and i loved it and i miss it alot. If you want to check them out, please do.. www.lawoftheplague.com . I do like to keep an evil facade up, but i do have a teddy bear side of me...i love being a kid at heart and go to amusement parks, water parks, parks in general, and even the zoo, but it's an evil petting zoo lmfao. I do have a perv side of me, hell what guy doesn't. I love pornography, but i'm not like seriously addicted to it. The shape and beauty of a woman's body is like food for me, i want to see it everyday...but i'm controlli

Shit The Bed (tool)
So light in his way, Like an apparition, {that} He had me crying out, "Fuck me It's gotta be The Deadhead Chemistry The blotter got {right} on top of me Got me seein' E-motherfuckin'-T" And after calming me down With some orange slices And some fetal spooning, E.T. revealed to me his singular purpose. He said, "You are the Chosen One, the One who will deliver the message. A message of hope for those who choose to hear it and a warning for those who do not." Me. The Chosen One? They chose me!!! And I didn't even graduate from fuckin' high school. It was so real, Like I woke up in Wonderland. All sorta terrifying I don't wanna be all alone While I tell this story. And can anyone tell me why Y'all sound like Peanuts parents? Will I ever be coming down? This is so real Finally, it's my lucky day See, my heart is racing 'Cause this shit never happens to me.... You believe me don't yo

Fortress Sealand Up For Sale
Again I'm just ripping off the news, but if any of those billionaires want to become an evil genius and take over the world... Bill Gates not included, he can just buy the world as is The Principality of Sealand, a self-proclaimed mini-state located on a World War II-era fort off the coast of England, is up for sale as a "country." The Independent reported Tuesday that the turnkey "country" comes with its own passports, currency and stamps and is available for $126 million. Sealand, much like an oil platform, is located some 7 miles off Harwich, a busy coastal town and international port located in northeast Essex. The area has a rich history. The Independent reports that Sealand became an independent state after "Prince" Roy Bates set up a homestead with his family in 1967. However, the story goes that the Royal Navy was sent to get him off the property but the feisty Bates met them with warning shots and the government decide

Hi There I Need New Mates
hello im dave from shropshire its my bday tomoz and i want loads of mates to add me lol please please pmsl im new to this so if u like wat you see add me as a friend and chat to me xxxxxxxx

Sad Goodbyes!!!!
You was my family, my friend. You fought a war and held your ground. My sorrow lies with you as you rest now with the angels. The Heavens has truely received the sweetest "War Hero"!! All our hearts break as we mourn our loss. I could never compare to the acts you have done for us. I know you died doing what you thought was right. But its sad to know I'll never hug you hello or goodbye again. I'll never get to laugh with you, or shed a tear with you or welcome you home with open arms. I wont get to buy the first few rounds, or sing karaoke as we had planned. You earned your wings soldier, use them to soar over the Heavens, and once in awhile..... look down and know I will miss you greatly!! I'll hold you always in my heart and cherish the memories i have of you. Until i see you again one day .... R.I.P Dan!! (family member & Fallin Soldier in Iraq 1-7-07)!!

Isn't That The Way They Say It Goes... Well Let's Forget All That
Just a quick little note to start out my blog (my first blog ever! believe that!?)Dedicated to my two favorite people out here in cyberspace. When I got a link in my email that lead me here, I almost immediately found myself falling for a young woman with one of the sweetest faces and most enchanting eyes I may have ever seen, not to mention a smile that made me melt. Silly of me, I know.Soon after, I got a visit from a fellow geek and nice guy that sorta reminded me of a younger version of myself, before I became such an insufferable cynic (I wont go into the very long story that got me to this point, suffices to say, many failed attempts at love and success), with a great life philosophy and much cooler glasses than me.So, hopefully without sounding TOO jealous, I hope the two of them make like penguins and find themselves close enough to keep each other warm way up there in cold country (brrrr)Just don't act like THESE penguins :D Be more like these two Thanks for bei

Silent Death
i was standing there without a care and he whisered here, now, silently i move with him his hand in mine against the tree he pushes me pressing his lips to mine a hand slips beneath my shirt as he finds the plump orb that brings him such delight as he traces my lips with his tongue i open to him seeking moaning softly his kiss leaves me gasping and dragging in air my skirt begins to slide up my thigh his callused hand searching chills scurry down my spine everytime everywhere its the same my body rushes to that escape my thoughts scatter as he plunges in a soft scream escapes as my nails dig in faster and harder he goes from head to toes all senses kick in sensitive now everything is pleasure the soft whisper of the wind on my naked skin the not so gentle tug in my hair arching my back i beg for more knowing anticipation building of the moment when the silent death happens and i begin again.

A Special Thanks
SORRY IT TOOK ME A MINUTE TO POST THIS BUT FOR ALL THOSE THAT ADDED ME WHILE I HAD MY BLAST, I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU. IF YOU ADDED ME DURING THIS TIME AND I HAVEN'T RATED YOUR PICS YET, THEN LET ME KNOW SO I CAN SHOW SOME LOVE. THANKS

Escalates
One of my favorite songs This is everything that I wanted Do you believe that I tried so hard to take it home But never felt a single moment Life has been a place where I’ve wandered Moving slowly to understand what I can grasp But understand that it’s still not right So come back to me (he’s always waiting) (Chorus) I can’t find it but maybe I’ll cope And can you hide it and never let go? Come back to you, I only knew Lies have covered all of the smiles And wakened thoughts that have turned my heart To face the wind And then fall to where I know I’ll fit, but you Do you believe that I wanted Something other than fallen hearts that just Belong To places where the bridges give in Can you see what I felt when I told you Can you cope when it runs right through you Cause my heart it is broken with love that is Coped And now you tell me that I have something that’s missing?

My Work
ALTHOUGH I'VE NEVER SEEN YOUR FACE AND THAT'S OK BECAUSE I FEEL YOUR LOVE AND GRACE,I BELIEVE THAT YOU DIED FOR ME AND THAT IS SOMETHING I WILL NEVER DEBATE.THERE WHERE TIMES WHEN THINGS GOT ROUGH AND YOU WHERE THERE FOR ME AND THOSE TIMES WHEN THINGS WHERE TOUGH AND YOU'VE HELPED ME SEE WHEN THE SKY'S ARE CLOUDY AND NO LONGER BLUE,THAT NO MATTER WHAT I CAN CALL ON YOU.I DON'T ALWAYS DO GOOD THINGS AND FOR THAT I ASK FOR FORGIVENESS AND PRAY THAT WHEN IT'S MY TIME I MEET YOU SINLESS,BUT UNTIL THAT DAY ALL I CAN DO IS TRY, TO STAY IN YOUR GOOD GRACE UNTIL THE DAY I DIE... AMEN... PEACE....PAPI.

Ancient Egyptian Treasures In The Grand Canyon
Barry McEwen TETRA-MATRIX@prodigy.net Phoenix, Arizona November 30, 2000 On April 5th, 1909, there appeared a front page story in the Arizona Gazette. It told of an archeological expedition in the heart of the Grand Canyon funded by the Smithsonian Institute. (a full transcription of the article can be found at: http://www.keelynet.com/unclass/canyon.txt) It is a rich story of finding a labyrinth of man-made tunnel systems high above the Colorado River, a virtual citadel filled with ancient artifacts, hieroglyphs, armor, statues of deities and even mummies. Anyone contacting the Smithsonian Institute will receive a polite "no records found" reply to an inquiry about their supposed role in the Grand Canyon. The following narration shows how I came to be convinced

Wake Me
Wake me from this nightmare I call life. Take me and shake me till my eyes open from this hell. Wake me please so all of this pain would not be real. Wake me Wake me can you please wake me from this nightmare i call life? I dont want to see these images anymore. I dont want to see death anymore. I dont want to hear these things anymore. Im so tired of hearing hatefull words from people. Please wake me from this nightare i call life. I dont want to feel the pain anymore. i just want to wake up from this nightmare and be happy yet again.

Dieing
Its like no one hears me even when im shouting out loud and no one believes that my perfect life is hell somehow i can be screaming at the top of my lungs and no one hears that my words just dont belong cant anyone hear me im crying here right now because no one can understand the words coming out of my mouth sometimes no one even knows im there im the silent girl inside begging for someone to care i will probably never be heard my story never told because behind the smile a world of pain unfolds

Worst Person
Saturday, December 16, 2006 Current mood: blah At the bronze, we start with the Bush Administration - A new report just released out of London shows that 2006 will go down as the 6th warmest on record. The Central England Temperature has been keeping records since 1659. Another report was also released showing that the Bush Administration has been using their political clout to stifle scientists researching global warming and also requiring them to submit their information to politically financed scientists to confirm. Next at the silver, the Dept of Homeland Security - MSNBC.com recently sought out some information under the freedom of information act about a database the FCC has been keeping about cell phone companies. The FCC has been collecting outage reports for years from the cell phone companies but it seems that the Dept of Homeland Security thinks that terrorists could somehow use this information to hurt us. The only people this info will hurt, are the cell ph

Never Ignore A Woman
WELL THE SUBJECT NAME SAYS IT ALL BUT HERE IT GOS..ONE THING I CAN SAY IS I'V ALWAYS BEEN THE GUY TO OPEN DOOR'S & GET LITTLE THING'S (ROSE,NICKNACK,ECT..) FOR THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE IN MY LIFE. BUT OVER TIME YOU TEND TO GET COMFERABLE WITH THAT PERSON AND THE LITTLE THING'S THAT COUNT START TO FADE AWAY EVEN THO THE LOVE DOSNT. DONT LET THIS HAPPEN TO YOU!!! CALL HER ON YOUR LUNCH BRAKE JUST TO SAY YOU LOVE HER OR TAKE HER ON A PIKENICK ON THE BEACH..THERE ARE SOME MANY THINGS THAT MAY SOUND A LITTLE DUMB BUT THE HOLE POINT OF ANY THING YOU DO TOGATHER.. IS JUST THAT ... YOU ARE DOING IT TOGATHER AND THATS WHAT COUNTS.. I LOST SOMEONE THAT IV BEEN WITH FOR 13 YEARS AND REGARDLESS OF WHO'S FOLT IT IS ..IF I WOULD HAVE DONE THES THING'S MABA SHE WOULD STILL BE HERE :( SO TO ALL YOU GUY'S & GIRLS TAKE MY ADVICE..EVERY DAY MAKE HER/HIM FEEL SPECIAL BECAUSE THEY ARE AND MAY KNOW THAT BUT YOU NEED TO SHOW THAT..SO MABE THIS WILL HELP SOME ONE.. SO THAT THEY DONT NEED TO GO THRU WHAT IM GOING

Just Be Happy..
Recently, I became aware of the fact that, no matter what the circumstances, I can find joy and peace in my environment. Whenever I am somewhere, I cannot imagine enjoying anything but what I am up to. And yet, I move on. I am either fighting my own nomadic nature, or it is what stirs me forward and onward when I know I can be happy where I am. Something meaningful in this... I need to feel my writing more. I need to write more, in general. If I cannot understand what I am doing, then what is the point in doing it? This mindset has carried me onward for years, and I attempt to make myself as transparent as possible. Who needs misunderstanding and secrets, when clarity is so much easier to maintain? Many people apparently, even myself. I do not know if I present my true self to any; the only ones who can claim to know me are those who have dealt with me for years, and even then their opinions are colored by what they observe, and not by what truths they ignore (or might not notice).

The Medal (original)
A name is called in honor A soldier stands erect The stately walk gives pause for a moment to reflect. He looks back on a lifetime of missions won and lost And wonders if the glory here is worth the total cost. Looking to the nightmares and harsh reality and all the while defending a life he'd never see. Living with the demons and ghosts from lifetimes gone and mourning what he couldn't change and what he had done wrong. And as the soldier steps up accepting outwardly Tears of pain and sheer regret where no one else can see. As the recognition is shown for job done well Soldier keeps his chin up proud inside a living hell.

Our Gift Of Us!
*I used to dream of actually felling this about someone...now I do. This is for Sunny.* She lays, unfettered with her Pale satin seas bathed in the light of this, Our Secret Silver Night. The Whole Goddess gazes down upon My Summer Goddess to deliver the vision that quivers her soul and mine for we both shiver in our divine embrace in the place we long to live deep and breath in to keep the face of what we know here as our Love. We take each other home with the blaze in our eyes and realize how alone the world seems to not have known for itself that which teems in our hearts. Our Gift of Us!

Da Test!!!!
How old do i look? [] 14 [] 15 [] 16 [] 17 [] 18 [] 19 [] 20 [] 21 [] 21+ Do i look like a good kisser? [] yes [] no I am.. [] hott [] decent [] sexy [] ugly [] cute I look like.. [] a player [] whore [] hubby type [] one time thing [] P.I.M.P. If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No Would you rather.. [] hook up [] cuddle [] fulfill ur wildest fantasy [] talk on the phone [] date [] have sex On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 would u give me ur number [] yes [] no do u live in my area [] yes [] no would u be my boo?? [] yes [] no [] hell yeah [] hell no If you could sing a song to me what would it be? _______________________________________. would you cheat on me [] hell no [] hell yes [] maybe Are you going to repost this so i can answer for YOU? []yes []no

Brain Soup
This entry brought to you by: 411 Pizza! No food. No delivery. Just info on what can top a pizza! ----------------------------------------------- What did they find in Jeffrey Dahmer's freezer? Ben and Jerry. ----------------------------------------------- Pop quiz: What did the little Hispanic kid call Herbie the love bug in one of the most recent movies done about the cute little volkswagen? No, it isn't Ese. Get your minds out of the gutter. Speaking of "in the gutter"... A new frozen delight. Cosby loves to eat this little latin treat! J-Lo Pudding pops! Looks like Jennifer Lopez, tastes like, well, Jennifer Lopez! In the frozen foods section, next to the Daddy Puffs. Now, you would think the coyote would eventually catch that goddamned roadrunner, but nooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!! I swear the cartoon has already been filmed and when the end of the world comes, that's all you'll see on TV. The coyote catching the bird and making himself dinner

Hmmm
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Read This
when you grow up.. come and look at the babys ultra sound on bebo .......and this is really meant for Ashley......since she don't know how to get over shit anymore but she can try to contact steve.... which wants nothing to do with her anymore just like she don't want nothing to do with any of us...........GET OVER YOURSELF ...you are NOT that SPIECAL...

Tgif! What A Week!
Good morning/good afternoon, one and all! Yesterday was a long one for me. The evening talk I gave went well. I think I may even acquire a few new clients from it, which is always a good thing! Love to talk on anything related to Traditional Chinese Medicine!! My sister Carol should be landing in Madison shortly. I'll be interested to get the scoop on her great adventure, even if it was cut short. Dad is doing well. Doesn't go back to see his doctor for a month. We continue to hide the snow shovel and keys to the tractor!! Energyworkers, remember to keep your shields up! This is no joke, by the way. I keep learning the hard way not to lose contact with my shields, to reinforce them regularly throughout my day! I continue to learn valuable lessons daily regarding how to protect myself and my loved ones - you know who you are, lol! Awaiting the hard copy and audiotape of my astrology reading. Although I took 6 pages of notes during the reading, I'm sure I missed quite a bit!

My Baby Girl
my baby girl only three,mommy loves you can't you see.just down the street.but too far to reach.it's not my fault that we can't be.they keep us apart.why can't they see. so don't you worry mommy loves you with all her heart and it won't be long till we aren't apart.remember my hugs and sweet eskimo kisses they'll soon be real and you won't have to miss them. to my baby girl.(aka) RAT. MOMMY LOVES YOU.

Sometimes Life Really Has A Soundtrack...
Fist fight with the older bro. Stupid reason to start it, but I did. As I threw the first, idiotic punch : Mayhem's 'Freezing Moon' comes on. (iTunes, yo.) Soooo, I got beatthefuckup to Mayhem. Lame, but kind of neat in a way.

School Notes !!! ...
These are REAL notes written by PARENTS in a Tennessee school district... (Spellings have been left intact.) 1. MY SON IS UNDER A DOCTOR'S CARE AND SHOULD NOT TAKE PE TODAY. PLEASE EXECUTE HIM. 2. PLEASE EXKUCE LISA FOR BEING ABSENT. SHE WAS SICK AND I HAD HER SHOT. 3. DEAR SCHOOL: PLEASE ECSC's JOHN BEING ABSENT ON JAN. 28, 29, 30, 31, 32 AND ALSO 33. 4. PLEASE EXCUSE GLORIA FROM JIM TODAY. SHE IS ADMINISTRATING. 5. PLEASE EXCUSE ROLAND FROM P.E. FOR A FEW DAYS. YESTERDAY HE FELL OUT OF A TREE AND MISPLACED HIS HIP. 6. JOHN HAS BEEN ABSENT BECAUSE HE HAD TWO TEETH TAKEN OUT OF HIS FACE. 7. CARLOS WAS ABSENT YESTERDAY BECAUSE HE WAS PLAYING FOOTBALL. HE WAS HURT IN THE GROWING PART. 8. MEGAN COULD NOT COME TO SCHOOL TODAY BECAUSE SHE HAS BEEN BOTHERED BY VERY CLOSE VEINS. 9. CHRIS WILL NOT BE IN SCHOOL CUS HE HAS AN ACRE IN HIS SIDE. 10. PLEASE EXCUSE RAY FRIDAY FROM SCHOOL. HE HAS VERY LOOSE VOWELS. 11. PLEASE EXCUSE PEDRO FROM BEING ABSENT YESTERD

If Only
IF ONLY I hear the eerie howling Calling out to the gods of night I see the moon struck eyes with some forgotten secret yearning to tell I watch you stride with burning power across your enchanted world and my soul begs to be let free to run with you awild

Love Me
You can love me for me or you can fuck off.You can think you know me but you don't.Now you can get to know me and I can either be up front and be very blunt and tell you the truth or I can play head game but look that is me and I can have the want to change or I can stay the way I am and you can hate me or you can love me.I am a very good person and I am there for my friends and I always will be no matter what.My friends me alot to me and if I say I love you then yes I do but don't take it the wrong way like I wanna be with you.No that is not what I mean and to explain what I mean I love you like a friend and that is it no matter what.If you wanna disrespect me you can go to mark or someone else on my list and they will deal with you no matter what.I am a very loving person until you get on my back side then I can be a bitch.l

17 Signs Of Being In Love
SEVENTEEN: U LOOK AT THEIR PROFILE/PICTURE ALOT SIXTEEN: WHEN YOUR ON THE PHONE WITH THEM LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOU STILL MISS THEM EVEN WHEN IT WAS JUST TWO MINUTES AGO. FIFTEEN: YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER AND OVER AGAIN. FOURTEEN: YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN YOU'RE WITH THEM THIRTEEN: YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER YOU'RE/THEY'RE AROUND. ELEVEN: WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEART BEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAME TIME TEN: YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE. NINE: WHEN YOU lOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T SEE THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE IS HIM//HER. EIGHT: YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW SONGS, WHILE THINKING OF THEM SEVEN: THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT. SIX: YOU GET HIGH JUST FROM THEIR SCENT. FIVE: YOU REALlIZE THAT YOU'RE AlWAYS SMILING TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM. FOUR: YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, OR ANYTHING TO SEE THEM. THREE:

~morning Love~
Morning, Love Is all you have to say But it's more than enough To bring sunshine to my day Got to work Even though we both know It's something we can't shirk Neither of us want to go Hour by hour Thinking of the other In awe of this power Love has to fully smother It wraps us In it's unyeilding arms While topics we discuss Love envelopes with it's charms Complaining Neither you or me are Down on us it's raining The rest of the world seems far Good night, Love Says everything to me This feeling's like a glove More of this is all I plea

Hate Males..
I'm sorry if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs. I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry if I'm not tan enough for you I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry if im not tall enough. I'm sorry if my hair is not long enough. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

A Bunch Of Unanswered Questions
Why oh why oh why do I ALWAYS find the ones who lie? Either they are lying to me or to someone else. Why do I stay in a job that seems to get worse by the minute? Why can't I keep the other job I love? (ok I can answer this one... it's only 9 months of the year) Life is unfair ain't it? (yeah yeah I know that isn't a word.....) I'm either way to forward for one guy, not forward enough for another and lied to by another. My question for those of you out there... what does handfasting mean to you? To me it means you are engaged. How come I can't seem to make ends meet even with two jobs? Why do I feel like I've gotten the short end of the stick when comes to relationships? and why does this damn blog sound liek I'm fucking depressed? LMAO I'm mostly just ranting here but I would like at leat ONE of those questions answered! Elfie

When I Think Of You
When I think of you my heart begins to pound. My mind fades in and out, It's as if I could never hear a sound. When I look at you, I think that it cannot be. That someone so beautiful, Is standing before me. When I see your face, You take my breath from me. It's like I'm frozen in time, And it's only you that I see When I hear your voice, My heart feels light. I think that I'd do anything, To have you in my arms tonight. And when I look into your eyes, It's like I'm lost and forever will be. I just wanted to say I love you, You're everything to me.

Things That Start With 'b' (part 1)
I'm a bit bored so I am going to blog about randomthings whose name begins with the letter 'B'.The first thing that comes to mind, being maleof course, is boobs. Everyone, "hooray for boobies!"Although,the first thing I look for in anyone is brains.All the zombies, "hooray for brains!"Unfortunately brains and boobsdon't always co-exist.Being male means getting boners. Ladies, can I geta "hooray for boners!" please? Boners are usuallycaused by viewing, handling, or thinking of boobsor butts (no, I didn't forget the butt, aka booty).Blood leaves the brain in these instances, oftenmaking conversation boring, but when boobs and boners get together, fun that does not involve muchspeaking is bound to happen. If it does not thenyou must go back home and beat off.I mentioned blood, so let me mention it again: blood.Beside being vital to your body, blood is alsoreally beautiful and erotic. Just the vampiresthis time, "hooray blood!"This may seem like quite a change in subject,but 'burrito' is t

Redoin My Page
to all my friends who actaully follow me and give a shit.... i am in the process of redoin my page so it is gonna be a mess for a bit.. thanks to all those who have been patient and understanding when i was gone for a few when my profile was glitched... but now i am back and cant wait to talk to you al.. much love...kristie

Calmness
Calmness in our lives. I am passing this on to you because it definitely works, and we could all use a little more calmness in our lives. By following simple advice heard on the Dr. Phil show, you too can find inner peace. Dr. Phil proclaimed, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started and have never finished." So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't finished. Before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of White Zinfandel, a bottle of Kalhula, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some Dorito's, a carton of Rocky Road icecream, and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel right now. Please pass this on to those whom you think might be in need of calmness as well.

What I Need
this is what i need and is lookin for im lookin for a sexy bbw or thick sexy and race female age goes not matter i will date 20 to 60 im open minded im lookin for them to have SEXY FEET A MUST and a good mind i need a girl that want me if thats you hit me up i will do long distance and cloae distance doesnt matter

A Very Hairy Moment :}
Bikers know what this means, its when yer handlebars start doin a dance and slapping against your fuel tank. We were riding along a road at approx 65mph when a car pulled out on us, Dave had to break hard very suddenly, My arse left the seat to go over Daves shoulder, cause what car drivers dont understand is that the pillion will still travel at same speed, but I managed to grab Daves shoulders and pull myself down, at the same time the bike started tank slapping, so Dave let go of the bars, and we used our body weight to keep bike upright and at the same time I was shouting at the driver of the car to F@$k off as he was still in our path, there was a mini bus full of kids screaming cause they though we'd had it! But after tank slapping stopped Dave opened up the throttle to get out of danger. The Moral of this story, if you get tamk slapping, dont try to keep hold of the handle bars cause yer more likely to come off, instead use yer body weight ;) to keep bike upright! Lol that was a