IN THE LAST FEW DAYS.. THIS IS THE SONG THAT EVERY PLACE I WAS IN TEXAS.. AN EVERY TIME I TURNED THE RADIO ON.. ITS WHAT I HEARD. AN THIS SONG IS SO TRY.. AN SO ME.. WHEN I HEAR IT.. I GET THIS NEED TO GO BE THE GIRL I WANT TO BE.. SEE WHEN I WAS A GIRL.. I WOULD FALL OFF TRACK ALOT.. BUT WOULD ALWAYS GOOD BACK TO GOD.. I DONT CARE IF U DONT GO TO CHURCH EVERY SUNDAY.. BUT I KNOW THAT I DONT HAVE TO GO.. I KNOW THAT HE IS ALWAYS THERE.. PUSHING ME TO HELP OTHERS AND LOVE HIM.. AN I DO.. AN THOUGH RIGHT NOW I HAVE BEEN HAVING SOME REALLY BAD TIMES.. I SAW THAT I FORGOT ABOUT HIM.. WHEN I KNOW THAT MY FAITH IS ALWAYS BEEN STRONG FOR ME.. AN HE WANTED ME TO LISTEN.. AN IT TAKES ALOT TO GET ME TOO.. AN I GOT THIS MESSAGE YESTERDAY.. IM OFF WORK NOW.. TAKING CARE OF MY TWO BOYZ.. TILL I CAN GET SOME THINGS TOGETHER.. AN I HAD TO TAKE MY TRIP TO MY PLACE I CALL HOME.. AN SEE MY SELF AGAIN.. AN ON MY WAY HOME YESTERDAY.. I HEARD THIS SONG AGAIN.. AN I FELT LIFTED.. CAUSE IN THE RAIN I LOOKED AT THE TWO PEOPLE THAT ARE GONE NOW.. AN REMEMBERED MY SELF.. THE LITTLE GIRL THAT RAN SMILING AND LAUGHING EVEN IN BAD TIMES.. AN COULD FEEL THEM WITH ME.. HOLDING ME AS THEY ONCE DID.. AS THE SKY CRYED FOR ME.. I KNOW IT WOULD BE OK FOR ME.. I HAD TO FALL AND BE SCARED TO DEATH.. TO KNOW THAT IM NOT ALONE.. I MIGHT STAND ALONE.. I MIGHT SLEEP ALONE. I MIGHT EVEN SCREAM AND CRY MY SELF TO SLEEP EVERY NITE ALONE.. BUT I HAVE HIM AND ALL THE PEOPLE THAT LOVED ME ABOVE ME.. WATCHING ME.. BEING MY ANGELS.. NEVER TO LET ME NOT BE SAFE.. AN IM NOT WHO I WAS ONCE.. BUT WHO IS.. WE ALL CHANGE.. BUT I KNOW MY HEART AND SOUL ARE AT PEACE ONCE AGAIN.. AN TOMORROW WILL BE SUNDAY.. AN I WILL BE IN CHURCH SINGING MY HEART OUT AGAIN.. I NEED THIS TO HELP ME.. SO IM SHARING THESE SONGS THAT ARE HELPING ME WAKE UP.. AND KEEP GOING.. AN I MUST SAY.. THANKS U GOD.. CAUSE I KNOW U HAVE A PLAN FOR ME.. AN I KNOW U HAVE BROUGHT GOOD THINGS TO ME.. A WONDERFUL PERSON, A GREAT JOB, WONDERFUL KIDS AND YES A FAMILY THAT EVEN AT TIMES MAKES ME SAD AND HURT.. IS THERE WHEN I FALL.. SO THANKS.. IM NOT SAYING GOD IS THE ONLY REASON IM OK RIGHT NOW.. CAUSE I HAVE SOME ONE THAT HELPS MORE THEN HE WILL EVER UNDERSTAND.. AN I KNOW ITS A GOOD THING TO HAVE HIM IN MY LIFE..
