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Poem: My Prayer Is For You
In those moments throughout the day When I am unoccupied My mind drifts, seems far away It settles on you The old familiar joys and Aches Enter my heart I fear For what and who I am without you An incomplete puzzle with something missing I can feel the void I had decided not to do this again To take the chance of being hurt Of being rejected But my first look into your eyes Was an awakening, A realization That perhaps there was someone out there Meant just for me So in the night when I close my eyes I pray, I wish, I dream For our fates, our destinies To be intertwined For the happiness I feel In your presence To continue, to be shared And most of all For you To see what is there that no one else sees To understand the heart that wants so much And to believe, that you are the one I want standing beside me

Questions For A Slightly Twisted Mind
You can't read THIS and stay in a bad mood! 1. How Do You Catch a Unique Rabbit? Unique Up On It. 2. How Do You Catch a Tame Rabbit? Tame Way, Unique Up On It. 3. How Do Crazy People Go Through The Forest? They Take The Psycho Path. 4. How Do You Get Holy Water? You Boil The Hell Out Of It. 5. What Do Fish Say When They Hit a Concrete Wall? Dam! 6. What Do Eskimos Get From Sitting On The Ice too Long? Polaroid's. 7. What Do You Call a Boomerang That Doesn't work? A Stick. 8. What Do You Call Cheese That Isn't Yours? Nacho Cheese. 9. What Do You Call Santa's Helpers? Subordinate Clauses. 10. What Do You Call Four Bullfighters In Quicksand? Quattro Sinko. 11. What Do You Get From a Pampered Cow? Spoiled Milk. 12. What Do You Get When You Cross a Snowman With a Vampire? Frostbite. 13. What Lies At The Bottom Of The Ocean And Twitches? A Nervous Wreck. 14. What's The Difference Between Roast Beef And Pea Soup? Anyone Can Roast Beef.

"what's Going On"
Hmm, well today was today. Thats all I can really say. I mean I took my test and everything and I got an A on it, but today just feels blah and meh all rolled into one. So when I am about ready to leave early, I get a call from the Bf and he says that people are bitching and making up things about him at work and telling his boss the false "information". So he was pissed about that and I guess last night him and his brother got into a fight and his brother threw his cell phone at his face and it hit him in the jaw, so we might have to go to the hospital later to see whats going on with that. That reminds me that I have to go get my TB test checked some time after 4pm and I have to turn in some more paper work to Human Resources at Banner Estrella. There is no rest for the weary. And when I finally got home, I got my Baby Shower invitation form my old friend from H.S., Heather. I cant wait cus I love babies but I cant really stand the baby showers cus for some reason all the other femal

Seeing Her For The 1st Time In 18 Yrs
The young lady standing next to me is my daughter and I had not seen her in 18 yrs. That was because her and her sister Karen where adopted at the ages of 9 and 10. This day will always live in my heart as a very happy day and I will never forget it. Just pray that I get to see the other one for I miss her very much.

All Lies
i am so sick of hearing nothing but lies anymore.ya think someone cares about ya and bam WRONNNNNNGGGG they just tellin ya what ya wanna hear to make u feel good. well i say screw that shit ok? i am a person with feelings to i am sure half the people in the world dont like their emotions being fucked with so why do people insist on fuckin with peoples feelings? that is a question i think will always go unanawered but i do know this i am tired of being lied to i am a good person witha big heart i dont wanna be a bitch to noone but dam why the fuck am i always the one gettin shit on

Ok Teddybear Peeps
I just want to let everyone know that I have deleted most of the people off my friends list that has not ever talked to me.. I am tired of the MySpace game where I am just another number you collect. I am not a collectors item nor do I want to be. If you want to be my friend that's fine. I am fair I give time before you are booted.. But if you are here just to do the popularity contest then delete me now or I will delete you. I love woman, I love to chat, I love all kinds. So if you want to talk then talk.. Don't be another bump on the log. Love ya all that I didn't kick off so hope that you are doing well.. Ok I am done bitching.. See ya

Because...
You're my life, you're my love, You're my shining star, you're my beautiful dove, I love you so much, you don't even know, When I think about you my face starts to glow, I'm so blessed to know you, Just talking to you makes me feel less blue, I've always wanted somebody like you in my life, Someone who's kind, adorable, and usually very nice, But I never stop to think, That what God's given me could be gone in a wink, It's never really occurred to me, That God could easily take you away from me, So while we're here, let's make it great, And whatever happens, is up to fate, Because if there's one thing in this life I know is true, It's the simple fact, that I LOVE YOU

Silence
Silence The young fight you with all their might… With imaginary worlds, With showdowns at noon, With parties of tea and cookies… And as we grow we run to you... Depend on you…. Crave every second of you… In what moment do you change from dreaded boredom to peaceful respite? When do we begin to see you as something we have far too little of? Time is the answer to this and all things… Time wears on the soul of man and woman alike… As the gentle water will tear through the hardest of rock Time shows us our imperfections unceasingly, unerringly, and unmercifully… You are the brief moment between the tears, You are the precious minutes we take to see ourselves, You are the few hours away from our obligations to others, You are the eternity we face once we are gone. We begin hating you because we begin with no past, no pain, and no self We end loving you to forget these same things… You are our enemy transcended to our savior Silence, thy mome

~ Loves First Kiss ~
The intoxicating moment when your eyes first meet A flame of love that ignites deep within your being The simple smiles as they cradle your heart so sweet Powerful energy that rages from the magic of believing Lingering breath that hovers over your skin in a pause Enchanting anticipation that rules your every emotion Disparately clinging to one another for only one cause To live in this beautiful moment of a lovers devotion Surrendering all that you are within the breath of love Your heart and soul unlocks the door of true desire Two souls passionately driven as pure of a dove Dance on the ribbon of rainbows higher and higher Reaching to the clouds and far beyond the blue sky As the suns burns in their soul with heavenly bliss Time has no meaning while lying in each other’s eyes As the world becomes complete within loves first kiss ******

Meaning
who are we really: well i am not sure who you all are reading this but I'm a male of 42 thinking of who i am an i feel i am this nice guy (dont know why) with 7 kids two ex wifes an a life of service to make money to feed an clothe all my kids. I have done this for years an know they are grown an going out on they're own, i look at my house an well i see all that i have done an am soom what pleased with the house i have built, I see what God has given me an i wonder, with all the work i have done i wonder who i am. Well i have come up with a list, I'm a carpenter a maid, a bus driver a, a animal rescure, a fixer of bad relationship(boncer) an artest, a chef an a man with a heart so for them i am this an alot more i feel i have done the best i can for them an i smile in a fatherly smile an am happy, an God has truely blessed me so when you go to bed after reading this think of who you are an deside are you happy with who you are?

Have Nice Day!!!
ALEAST 5 PEOPLE IN THE WORLD LOVE YOU SO MUCH THEY WOULD DIE FOR YOU,AT LEAST 15 IN THIS WORLD LOVE YOU IN SOME WAY.THE ONLY REASON ANYONE WOULD EVER HATE YOU,IS BECAUSE THEY WANT TO BE JUST LIKE YOU.A SMILE FROM YOU,CAN BRING HAPPINESS TO ANYONE,EVEN IF THEY DON'T LIKE YOU.EVERYNIGHT SOMEONE THINKS ABOUT YOU BEFORE THEY GO TO SLEEP.YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO SOMEONE.WITHOUT YOU,SOMEONE MAY NOT BE LIVING..YOU ARE SPECIAL AND UNIQUE IN YOUR OWN WAY.SOMEONE THAT YOU DON'T KNOW EVEN EXISTS, LOVES YOU.WHEN YOU MAKE THE BIGGEST MISTAKE EVER,SOMETHING GOOD COMES FROM IT.WHEN YOU THINK THE WORLD HAS TURNED IT'S BACK ON YOU,TAKE A LOOK,YOU MOST LIKELY TURNED YOU BACK ON THE WORLD.WHEN YOU THINK YOU HAVE NO CHANCE OF GETTING WHAT YOU WANT,YOU PROBABLY WON'T GET IT,BUT IF YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF,YOU PROBABLY SOONER OR LATER WILL GET IT.ALWAYS REMEMBER COMPLIMENTS YOU RECIEVED,FORGET ABOUT RUDE REMARKS..ALWAYS TELL SOMEONE HOW YOU FELL ABOUT THEM,YOU WILL FEEL MUCH BETTER WHEN THEY KNOW.IF YOU HAVE A

I Love You
I Love you You can’t leave me now After all we been through You’ve been there for you. I Love You Look over your shoulder I’ll be here for you Please don’t leave! Please don’t go! You’re destroying me I can’t let go I Love You I’ll always love you Through and through You’re my baby and I Love You!

Please Help. (very Important)
href='http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=24890550'>*i L0v3 Ma B3sTfri3nD D@ntiTo B3rry MuCh!*Date: Sep 20, 2006 12:22 PMPLEASE add this profile HELP FIND TRENTON DUCKETT and spread the word.This page was done to help try & find 2-year-old Trenton Duckett...if you have any information about him, please don't hesitate to call 1-800-CALL-FBI. Trenton is 2 years old & has been missing from his house in Leesburg, FL for about 2 weeks now. If you happen to see him ANYWHERE in the United States (whether it's Florida, New York, California, etc.) PLEASE call 1-800-CALL-FBI. I'm sure you'll see his story on the news & in newspapers, his dad has been putting flyers up everywhere trying to find him & it's not working. Look for the flyers to see more information on Trenton & another picture. Trenton was last seen wearing jean shorts, no shoes, & no shirt. PLEASE HELP US FIND HIM!Copy and Paste the link below to see it live on the Amber Alert's website:http://w

Female Models To Shoot With!
I am looking for some females within the area of Boston that would be interested in doing a shoot with me. First off this is not an opportunity for your boyfriend, husband, or best friend to meet me. This is a one on one shoot only. I like shooting with other web models or web model want to be. You don't have to be a BBW if you like hanging out with the big girls. BBWs and SSBBWs are preferred but not necessary! Oh, if you are a guy reading this I am not giving anything out to you for telling me you might have someone in mind. Also if you are contacting me asking if you can be in the shoot or at the shoot you can just keep dreaming because it isn't going to happen! Thanks! ~Nadya~

The Stuttering Kitty
A teacher is explaining biology to her 4th grade students. "Human beings are the only animals that stutter", she says. A little girl raises her hand. "I had a kitty-cat who stuttered", she volunteered. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. "Well", she began, "I was in the back yard with my kitty and the rottweiler who lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard! "That must've been scary", said the teacher. "It sure was", said the little girl. "My kitty went 'Fffff, Fffff, Fffff'... and before he could say ...... "Fuck," the rottweiler ate him!"

Torture
why do you do this to me you torture the fuck out of me then all of a sudden your gone with no trace (no trace) of you to be found except the memories (the memories) of hell of no sleep of waking in fear you scare the hell out of me (in my dreams) you kill me you buture me but at least you let me live at times (you) you straight up KILL ME you creep your way (your way) into my life every few months and stay as long (as long) as you want i never know how (how) long you will stay ive had to deal (deal) with you for years (years) i dont rmeember every memory (of you is diffrent there is so many (so many) painful memories i just want you to (you to ) leave never come back (come back) just forget about me run away and never look back i dont want torture from you NO MORE!!!!!! (no more) just leave me THE FUCK ALONE!!!!!

Y I Dont Have A Boyfriend
You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catch Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know. From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up. And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide. Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend?

Hello To All
Dear cool friendships just want to say how nice to be here & hope get alot more cool friendships & never judge anyone or anything life i sso short & lost in my life over 14 of the dearest friendships my life really wnats them all back they all died over 4 years apart over some sad sickness & they really hurts my heart& soul this why love people & all my friendships always & forever all mean the world to me & one thing is listen to your friends see waht they are talking about & then go from there to help them out but a really a good point dotn let anyone use you & knife you in the back it happens alot with friendships they dotn really wan tto say thanks alot for beening there me is never if a friend helps me out llm there for them the best that can be any of my friendships but never anyone tell you how to live your life or do with your life just be happy & be good to yourself & be kind to your family& friendships trust be there with harmful& unkind & selfish people just know who

Fed Up
Fed Up Current mood: aggravated Fed Up With the lies.. the What-If-I's? Fed Up With the bullshit How could I let you do this shit?! Fed Up With you saying me too when I say I love you Fed Up With the I love you's when no ones around Fed Up with being your amusement like I'm a fucking clown Fed Up With not being strong enough to wave my hand goodbye instead my love-strucken ass would settle for a kiss and a hi How could I let you use me like this Hanging around like a dick needing to take a piss Fed Up because I cant seem to break free Fed Up cause Your No Bueno for me Fed Up And Im STILL Fuckin Stuck

-cries-
I JUST CAN'T FUCKEN WIN NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY. First of all, I swear. I feel like I'm getting the runaround with my girl. See, I'm supposed to clean her house three times a week. Well, the days that we agreed upon was Tuesdays, Thursdays, and Saturdays. The really bad thing about this is that she had started off by picking me up when she got off of work in the mornings....well, that has stopped. I got to find my own way over there now. I don't know why she stopped picking me up. I would like an answer for that. Now, about two weeks ago, I helped her out in an emergency. Not once, but TWICE I helped her ass out. Do I get any thanks? HELL NO. Also, when I called over there to see if someone could come get me Saturday so I could go over there to clean, she was like, uh, no, wait until tomorrow. And this shit is really starting to piss me slam the fuck off. It has gotten to the point where she doesn't even answer her cell phone when I try to call her, or she has the mother fucken thi

Nice Birdy!!
After many years of marriage, a husband has turned into a couch potato, became completely inattentive to his wife and sat guzzling beer and watching TV all day. The wife was dismayed because no matter what she did to attract the husband's attention, he'd just shrug her off with some bored comment. This went on for many months and the wife was going crazy with boredom. Then one day at a pet store, the wife saw this big, ugly, snorting bird with a hairy chest, powerful hairy forearms, beady eyes and dribble running down the side of its mouth. The shopkeeper, observing her fascination with the bird, told her it was a special imported "Goony bird" and it had a very peculiar trait. To demonstrate, he exclaimed, "Goony bird! The table!" Immediately, the Goony bird flew off its perch and with single-minded fury attacked the table and smashed it into a hundred little pieces with its powerful forearms and claws! To demonstrate some more, the shopkeeper said, "Goony bird! The shelf!"

Just Something From My Twisted Mind
Satan's Little Doll Who is that calling my name, calling me into a life of shame moving my arms, hands and face making my heart pound and my body race. Telling me it feels the best better than all the rest feeding the life of a small child who's life will only get more wild. I lay shaking in my bed while visions of pain play in my head. I will always respond to his call for I am Satan's little doll. To shape and pose how he wants those nights of hurt leave their hunts. Walking into that fiery room, just to meet my ultimate doom. The hurt and hate cut through my heart as it did from the very start. Satan opens his arms, promising not to cause me any harm. Don't tell anyone, he would always say, Why did he touch me that way? Going through it all knowing I am only Satan's little doll. Making my life a living hell inside screaming, but outside, would never tell. Satan had his way with my body and soul, my life will never again be whole. Tea

Medicinal Uses Of Honey
Reported by: Professor Nor Hayati Othman , Chairperson KOTA BHARU, Malaysia - Recently the 1st International Conference on the Medicinal Uses of Honey was organized by the Health Campus staffs of Universiti Sains Malaysia . This 3-day conference witnessed many advances in the field of honey in medicinal uses. Professor Peter C Molan , a world-renowned expert on medical honey from Waikato University Honey Research Unit , New Zealand – Honey, a pure natural extract of nectar collected by the honey bees, has been proven as an antibiotic due to its high peroxidase and catalase content. Honey also promotes wound healing, remedies skin infections, and offers prevention of chemotherapy and radiotherapy side-effects. Microbiologist Dr Sohna Blair from Australia and Dr Rose Cooper from Cardiff, United Kingdom - Methicillin Resistant Staph Aurius commonly known as MRSA is the most difficult challenge to communities in various parts of the world. The incidence of MRSA infection is ris

Okay I Managed Five Days Last Week
to not having a cigarette, can someone tell me why its so hard to refuse a cigarette at the weekend and in the early hours of the morning, i dont seem to be able to get past this bit

Love Is
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start

Ooohh..my Sexual Style!
You scored as Soft. You are nice and soft, you love everyone and everyone loves you, while you are fiery or too exciting, you are always pleasant.Soft94%Hot69%Sweet63%Exciting63%Violent50%Wet44%Shy6%Awkward0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

My Stash
My Stash My stash is growing ... Yesterday I placed original artwork that I've submitted for Kira's Art Contest. I also now put my first attempt of animation under the 'video' section. Then in a failed attempt - I've tried to put one of my original test (I created) under the 'survey' section. (I don't think that JavaScript is accepted, but if you click the name of the quiz -"Ten questions to my heart" it will link you to the test) Today I put a new video of Weird Al Yankovic "White_And_Nerdy" in the 'music' -or- 'trackz' (cant remember what that section is called) Now - to complete -or- FILL the entire 'hidden' stash section I'll place something in the 'dunno.' I'll gladly take suggestions as to what should be placed there ... *shrugs* There is also a pretty funny joke in the 'joke' section. this section along with most others should be updated (new stuff added) whenever I bump into some 'Post-worthy' stuff to stash! So, keep checking back often. With

Fifth Amish Child Dies In Shooting
Nickel Mines, Pa. - The first thing Charles Carl Roberts IV did when he walked into the one-room Amish schoolhouse, police said, was to show the children his semiautomatic pistol. He was talking, but he didn't make sense. "Have you seen anything like this?" police say he asked. "Can you help me find it?" Roberts let all 15 boys leave. A pregnant woman, too. Three adults were allowed to escape with their infant children. He bound the girls with wire and plastic ties and lined them up at the blackboard. He called his wife to say that he wouldn't be coming home, that he loved her. And then he began to shoot the girls. A scene of carnage erupted in pastoral Lancaster County about 11 a.m. Monday as a lone gunman with a 20-year-old grievance took his revenge on a room full of pupils at the West Nickel Mines Amish School, then turned the pistol on himself. State police officers stormed the building at the sound of shots - some of the bullets aimed at them - to discover

Limericks (adult Content)
A Fellow Named Mitch There once was a fellow named Mitch Whose dick could drag a ditch! He couldn't tell by spasms When ladies reached orgasms But rather when their voices changed pitch! A Gentleman From.... A gentleman from Surrey Ate too much hot, Indian curry It was just like a hit When he shouted: "Oh, shit" And ran to the loo in a hurry A Man Called McNair There once was a man named McNair. Who had an affair on the stair. The bannister broke. So he doubled his stroke. And finished off... In mid air! A Man From China There once was a man from China, who wasn't a very good climber, he slipped on a rock, and cut off his cock, and now he has a vagina There was a man from Ghent Who had a penis so long it bent It was so much trouble That he kept it double And instead of coming he went There was a man called Dave Who kept a dead whore in a cave He said "I admit I am a bit of a shit But think of the money I save". The once was

What I Think About Steve
well what can i say: Over the past( i don't know how long*cuz im not good with dates) i've got to know more about you.. and yeah im interested in you.. Of course... if it's not obvious.. i like everything about you.. when we talk.. i'm always hoping your honest. *so lets say you are* then i like the fact that your willing to open up and understand where im coming from even if your not into what i got to say... you still listen... You try your best to make me smile everyday.. and you do taht just by say hi... you make me feel good about myself.. you understand what a tough life is and how to make it seem wonderful... your always there to cheer me up.. eveern if you dont' know really how... Sure there's distance between us but , we know dam well that we're still together at the heart.... Kisses babe,

Rants (sorry, I'm Cranky)
I've been in a rut, and a rather fowl mood lately, so if I've snapped at you, I apologize in advance. I'm taking a natural supplement to help my anxiety and I'm hoping that it will soon dissappear. Maybe working so many hours ISN'T such a good idea, customers are raking on my last nerve asking the dumbest questions possible. On a good note, I saw my friend Phil today, I miss that boy. One of my best friends, and I miss him dearly. I squeeled and tackled him, yay!! He lives down in ghetto phoenix (not all phoenix is ghetto, but where he lives.....wow..). Biker Rally/Get Together in Jerome tomorrow, MASS COPS, not my favorite thing to deal with. Let's just say that even though I have a crystal clean record, I'm not to fond of law enforcement, especially law enforcement in the verde valley. They are no good pieces of shit in my opinion. I've watched them plant evidence, with my own eyes, and I don't stand for that!! Anyway, after that rant, yeah, I want to go to the Biker rally, but

Sex
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?24-26 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?1-5 6. What is your pubic hair style?Landing strip, a little hair still there 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Boy Shorts 8. Have you ever had anal sex?No, not for me 9. What is your favorite position?Anything that gets me off 10. How often do you masturbate?Whenever I can 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Nope, never 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?No, I'm straight as can be 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Yes, taken them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?No, never 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Yes, watched

Hear What People Have To Say."
"Hear What People Have To Say." Answer This And Send It Back To Me. Post It On Ur Bulletin Without The Answers. You Might Be Surprised With The Results. Y = Yes N = No M = Maybe Would You? [_] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [_] Slap Me? [_] Kiss Me? [_] Let Me Kiss You? [_] Watch A Movie With Me? [_] Take Me Out To Dinner? [_] Take A Shower With Me? [_] Take Me Home For The Night? [_] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [_] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [_] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [_] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [_] Tickle Me? [_] Let Me Tickle You? [_] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down? [_] Instant Message Me? [_] Greet Me In Public? [_] Hang Out With Me? [_] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You... [_] Think I'm Cute? [_] Want To Kiss Me? [_] Want To Cuddle With Me? [_] Want To Hook Up With Me? Am I... [_] Smart? [_] Cute? [_] Funny? [_] Cool? [_] Loveable? [_] Adorable? [_] Great To Be With?

What Planet Are You From?
You Are From Venus You love all forms of beauty. You love dressing up and anything luxurious. A social butterfly, you're incredibly popular and a great host. You're known for your fairness and affection. And as a frind to all. Careful though! You're desire to please may make you too willing to conform. Be yourself. Focus on what matters to you. You'll be all the more popular for it. What Planet Are You From?

Pagan
You scored as Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan. You scored as an Egyptian Pagan. With equal draw to both men and women, the Egyptian pantheon is a wealth of ancient stories and forgotten customs. Very seductive to the more cerebral Pagans, devoting oneself to this faith often means being willing to really work on finding out who your Gods were. Never an easy undertaking. Dedicated and insightful, you know you're among good company with those who also understand your Gods. Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan95%Ecclectic Pagan75%Greek Pantheonic Pagan60%Eastern Pagan55%Celtic Pantheonic Pagan55%Norse Pantheonic Pagan (Asatru)50%Shamanic Pagan50%Roman Pantheonic Pagan45%Kabbalistic Pagan45%Zoroastrian Pagan

Wow...almost Back To Normal!
The closer my hormone level gets to zero the closer to "back to normal" I am. Last time my blood draw said I was 964. Yesterday Mike and I were hoping that my hormone level had reached 450 and this time......I was at 327!!! I drop of OVER 600 points. We are SOOO excited! I guess my body is doing what its supposed to after all and we might not have to intervene at all in any other way. YAY!!

I Remember
Today, I remember my Obsession. Oh, it had such a hold on me. Tore apart the fabric of my world and left me in miserable bliss. Not just a man, one being of flesh and bone; but hypnotizing and mystical. I empowered him with the strength of a thousand armies, in my own mind. I cherished my impending doom. I was the grateful and willing servant of my own demise. He is my eternal love and immortal agony. Time has passed, as is the nature of time; many things have changed, and stayed the same. And I find myself facing another; who wishes to have the privilege of crushing my spirit. I measure the worthiness of him, and find him without. I rejoice, as I watch him attempt to feed off my strength, in vain. You are not, and never will be my Obsession. Because of this, your efforts will only construct the means to your own End. Enjoy these last, precious moments, of your fleeting victory. Treasure the succulence of the overflowing cup of blessings. Feed all of your senses, and burn the mem

Thy Horror Cosmic
Lord below, your abysmal horrors we call forth Awaken - Rise up and cleanse this earth with fire The taste of victory awaits our wicked tongues As you sleep beyond the light your blessed idol acts agent to your will Chorus: For vast aeons has slept, lurking 'neath the haunted deep Sea soaked perversion.....Arise Named of the foulest tongue, his will ebbs within me Beckoning - what was shall once more be In the house of the dead you lie and wait Oh lords of black earth Controlling the minds of the meek Staining this planet with visions of murder and hate (Chorus) We pray for the earth to open Free you of your ageless tomb Our knees bent in your worship Oh great gold one, I scream for your return Madness unhallowed Ascending moon of darkness never to wane Lurking without end Behind life in time and space An evil so vast Beyond man's power to bear An essence insane Dethrone the sovereign - and with your might reclaim I serve allegiance to your will

Dear Tou
Dear TOU Body: Dear TOU, Body: I_____ you. You have a nice _____. You make me ____. You should _____. Someday I will ___. You + me = _ _____. We should __________. If I saw you now I'd _______. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. If I could I'd give you anything it would be ___________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) REPOST THIS "DEAR (YOUR NAME)" AND SEE WHAT ANSWERS U GET... this is lots of fun!! You can really make someone's day. Or you could just make them laugh really hard. Whatever. You can put more than one word in the _____________.(send this back to me and then post this as a bulletin so i could do the same)

Doing My Frist Blog
Well hi everyone. I'm finally getting around to doing this blog thing. I m not sure what really to say in here. Well frist off ty to all that have show love on my page its much apprecaited Irate all pics and profiles. I am havign a little trouble returning comments because my puter freezes up alot with the music /video links. Also wanted to say i promise to rate your pics but please try and rate a few of mine.

U All R In Trouble Now!!!!
well now that i know i can express in here you all are in trouble....lol.......oh...my my....this is 40 years in the making so have fun with it or bounce i don't care....I am proud of my mouth and what i have to say...I even have some pretty good advice lol just can't convince myself to take any of it...always finding things out the hard way but thats why i say i earned my tongue...

I Wish...
I just wish i could say the things i really want to say. I just want to scream how i feel and not have all this pent up emotion anymore. I want to do so many things and and say so many words. I'm so intimidated! Im so scared of you. It shouldnt be this way. I didnt want to feel this way at all yet. I really wish i could control my feelings about it. I havnt even told anyone what i want. Well one person....she knows who she is. Sometimes i wonder what happened to me. Sometimes i wish things were different with me and id stop thinking these foolish thoughts. They are stupid and childish and i already know the answer of the quesions i want to say. The answer is "No." and "What are you crazy?" "Your asking this cause u have no other options." I just know thats what would be said. Sorry this blog is so vague but i really dont want to go into detail, i just needed to vent. Plus there are people on here that will go behind my back and tell the person i am talking about that i was talkin

What Lost Cherry Levels Mean...........
Level Short Description Long Description 0 Freshmeat Joined off the street.. could be an axe murderer. 1 New Cherry Active Freshmeat 2 Cherry Normal Member 3 Tight Cherry Active User 4 Chill Cherry Active User 5 Psycho Cherry Active User 6 Twisted Cherry Active User 7 Wasted Cherry Active User 8 Magic Cherry Active User 9 Magic Cherry Active User 10 Friend of lostCherry Friend of lostCherry. Might be a regular at lostCherry partays, or events. Could also be a hot girl who bought mike a pint. 11 Nutty Cherry Psycho User 12 Inspired Cherry Psycho User 13 Ripe Cherry Psycho User 14 Epic Cherry Psycho User 15 Cherry Idol Lives, Breathes, and Eats LostCherry 16 Cherry Lover Lives, Breathes, and Eats LostCherry 17 Cherry Pimp Lives, Breathes, and Eats LostCherry 18 Cherry Assassin Taking over the world, one Cherry at a time! 19 Cherry Ninja Taking over the world, one Cherry at a time! 20 Cherry Rock Star Taking over the world, one Cherry at a time!

30 Things U Might Not Know
30 Things You Might Not Know!! by ktwalter73What are you listening to right now?: keith andersonWhat was the last thing you ate?: chicken tendersIf you were a crayon what color would you be?: pinkHow is the weather right now?: rainWhat color is your underwear right now?: pinkWho was the last person you talked to on the phone?: richieThe first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: bodyFavorite type of food?: pizzADo you drink?: just about anythingEver got so drunk you dont remember?: yeah a couple timesWhat color are your eyes?: blue greenSingle?: noFavorite month?: novemberLast movie you watched?: save the last dance 2Favorite day of the week?: saturdayAre you too shy to ask someone out?: yesHugs or Kissess?: kissesChocolate or Vanilla?: vanillaWhat books are you reading?: romancePiercings?: noneFavorite movie?: dont have oneAny pets?: noAim?: Dogs or Cats?: eitherFavorite flower?: roseHave you ever fired a gun?: noDo you like to travel by plane as opposed

Back In The Fight..... Time To Hurt!
Well as some of you guys know, I have recently decided to play with fighting again. I have been talkin' to my coach lately and from what I hear there looks to be a good up-comming of new and old fighters a like and it would be a good time to decide wether I wanted to fuck around or get serious about what the fuck I'm doing. I took a look at my self and the position that I have been in lately and to say the least,.... I'm not very pleased, or happy for that matter about anything. Going back into training would mean cutting off everything. Friends I wouldn't be able to spend much time on and family seen as much as i was home. I was with somebody before and that was the reason for me not wanting to train. So be away from my love. But that's not the case anymore. I've had so many offers for a relationship, but that we're so empty that they were forgot they were said as soon as they left the lips. I don't feel much wanted anywhere and that's not how i've ever been in my life. I think it's t

Tagged!
I was tagged by JOJO Here's the rules ,list six weird things or habits about yourself, list six friends you would like to play tag and comment them so they will check the blog for details.(6+6+6 ?) Here Goes: (in no particular order) 1.) I'm terrified of clowns, I can't even look at them. 2.) I like chocolate with orange soda....;) 3.) I'm the only girl out of 6 children, the only female out of 22 grandchildren. 4.) When I'm pissed, I like the feeling of little cuts, or pain. 5.) I like peanut butter and Bologna sandwiches. 6.) I use to dream about my grandmother all the time, and she's been dead since before I was born I TAG innocentprinces mommasprincess timmy munchkin owner cat loves2swing

Photo Updates..
i have to admit that keeping up with all my friends photo updates is geting to be a full time job, don't get me wrong i love all the new stuff everyone is putting out, but just wanted eveyone to realize that if i miss rating your new picts, it's not for lack of trying...i love you all.... have a great today!!

This Is Wkd!
Right people I think you should go take a look at some sik skills that r here on this site and u aint lookin hard enough! T1TMAN! his work is amazing!so go show him some love and let him know what u think!his link is below! T1TMAN@ LostCherry

Music To Your...umm...ears...?
Just when you thought I was done.I found another one.Have you seen the iPod commercials where the guys and gals are dancing erratically? Ha! You were wrong! They are dancing erotically. In my ramblings and musings about the numerous bullet toys out there, I missed a vital one. They make one that plugs in to your iPod! (And they thought this generation was only going to suffer from hearing loss!) "The music-activated vibrating bullet stimulates you in time with your favourite music."Don't laugh. I see this being a major problem for men and women alike. Once I have spent a few hours captivated by the pleasurable beat of rap music (Yes, you have finally discovered the true reason behind the success of Eminem.), how can a man hold a candle to that? I will be smacking my boytoy on the ass, yelling that he is not keeping to the beat.We now have a new way to award Emmys though. To hell with how well the song is written, can it induce the Big O for 3 1/2 minutes straight? Maybe they should

Embrace
EMBRACE Twilight fades to an encompassing shadow Expressionless clouds sneak past the stars Darkness deep swallows the world While shadowy figures dance in the breeze Arms of longing grasp the air Singing songs of whispered desires Softly brushing against and through Filling the world with a long drawn sigh Ahh the beauty unfolds as mist does rise And soars high into the night On the wings of feathery kisses flies To cover a naked moon divine Etching a lover in stone and time

Tickle Me Elmo
There is a factory in Northern Minnesota, which makes the Tickle Me Elmo toys. The toy laughs when you tickle it under the arms. Well, Lena is hired at The Tickle Me Elmo factory and she reports for her first day promptly at 8:00 AM. The next day at 8:45 AM there is a knock at the Personnel Manager's door. The Foreman throws open the door and begins to rant about the new employee. He complains that she is incredibly slow and the whole line is backing up, putting the entire production line behind schedule. The Personnel Manager decides he should see this for himself, so the 2 men march down to the factory floor. When they get there the line is so backed up that there are Tickle Me Elmo's all over the factory floor and they're really beginning to pile up. At the end of the line stands Lena surrounded by mountains of Tickle Me Elmo's. She has a roll of plush red fabric and a huge bag of small marbles. The 2 men watch in amazement as she

Got Someone Above
wishin i be doin sumt in better but i ant do in much a tall wishin i has me somes place to goes to but an't no body done give me a call so recon ill be sittin here wishin toke and drink till i can't but crawl i ant got nobdy waiting i ant got nobdy to see i ant got much complainin i ant got no problem with me sippin some hellfire carmel straigt down from the Byou and lookin for me a lighter so's i can light up this doob doin nothin less then dying like i been since i come from the womb i ant got me no hatred i ant got me no love i ant got me no doubt that i ant got me no one up above

Confused
Confused Im lying here wondering why I should even care. I wonder if he thinks I shouldnt be able to have a voice. But you see thats not the reason I moved here. It was because I was madly in love and because it was my choice. I was happy when I came to this place, as the days go by Im still in love but Im still quiet unsure I understand. Im confused about what or whom Im suppose to be. I just want to be able to please my man. Deep down I still want to be able to please my man. I thought we talked about any and everything that made sense. I truly miss the man I fell in love with on the phone. Maybe it is me and that in reality I really am just dense. Cuz i cant come to terms that Im so far away from home. I feel like Im under pressure all the time. Feeling like I have to walk on eggshells, so he doesnt get mad. So i usually turn my feelings an desires to paper and rhyme. Mostly Im very happy but occassionally I feel sad. I dont have anything to offer or gi

"she's Been Received"
"She's been received" Erotica Fantasy Fiction Lacey received the package within days of its sending. She did not recognize the handwriting on the label, nor did it possess a return address, but she knew who had sent the flogger by its smell. She carefully pulled it from the wrappings as if it were made of fine china. She arranged its tendrils as if they were hair. Lacey did not lust for it. Her desire for pain did not rear up, as curiosity had possessed her suddenly. Sir Steve knew where she was. He had sent this tool as a message. The message was simply this: Sir Steve was the only person who knew about her painful secret. He never told the other members of the staff that she enjoyed pain. Only he could give her the exquisite release that agony offered, and the most intense release came from this cat-o-nine-tails. She knew because it smelled like her. She had soaped it with the oils that she made for him. Sir Steve knew where she was. Therefore, John knew where Sir Steve

There Aint No Room In The Juggalo World For Kings & Queens!!! Slingyz Soapbox Continues!!!
well here i go again!!! this is actually directed to the Juggalo community but i want everybody to understand us a little better! it has come to my attention that there are a few, like most groups have, haters among us!!! tellin people who has the right to carry the Juggalo name & calling people jeffalos & juggahos! FUKIN STOP ALREADY!!! have you ever even heard what Violent J had to say about it??? he said that he wished it had never come out that he used the term because of the separation it has caused! who, in our family, has the right to judge which lo or lette is better than anyone else??? answer=NO-FUKIN-BODY!!! if Violent J says it's not right, then why do you do it? he's is the reason we are here to begin with!!! he is fukin sad & sick of the divisions & if you dont believe me, you never read his letter, listened to his lyrics, read his book, seen his interviews...maybe, just maybe... you're the jeffaho!!!! QUIT!!! i aint nothin but a poor carnie scrub jus

Today Is My 2nd Wedding Anniversary...
Got married at 6 pm on Halloween 2004...... Lovely cermony.... Hubby helped plan it.....allot...(maybe more than a stright man should LOL),,,, We had a very small budget beacsue my Dad is a cheap jew... but we made it work.... I have pics if anyone cares.... But i tho i'd say i may not be on today allot.... Im gonna be hanging with the spouse.... Celeste

Love.. (martin Luther King Jr.}
Everybody can be great... because anybody can serve. You don't have to have a college degree to serve. You don't have to make your subject and verb to agree to serve. You only need a heart full of grace. A soul generated by love.

The Baby Photographer
The Heberts were unable to conceive children, and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Hebert kissed his wife and said, "I'm off. The man should be here soon". Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer rang the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. Good morning madam. I've come to...." "Oh, no need to explain. Come in," Mrs. Hebert cut in. "Really?" the photographer asked. "Well, good! My specialty is babies." "That's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat." After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?" Photographer - "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch and perhaps a couple on the bed. Sometimes the living room floor is fun too. You can really spread out!" Wife - "Bathtub, couch, bed, living room floor? No wonder it didn't work for my husband and me." Photographer - "W

Alerts For Hikers, Hunters, And Fisherman
>The Montana Department of Fish and Wildlife is advising hikers, and > hunters, > >fishermen to take extra precautions and be on the alert for bears while > in > >the mountains. > > > >Hikers are advised to wear noise-producing devices such as little bells > on > >their clothing to alert but not startle the bears > >unexpectedly. > > > > > >They also advise you to carry pepper spray in case of an encounter with > a > >bear. It is also a good idea to watch for signs of bear activity. > > > >People should be able to recognize the difference between black bear > and > >grizzly bear droppings. Black bear droppings are smaller and contain > berries > >and possibly squirrel fur. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >Grizzly bear droppings have little bells in them and smell like pepper > >spray

Hi Friends, Goodbye Friends, Sorry Friends, Let's Really Be Friends
In the process of making this site a part of my life, and not an unreal part of a fantasy, I'm now going to remove most of my "friends". If you read this blog, the chances are good I won't remove you. If I do, please know that my momery isn't as good as I want it to be, so I'll add you again if you give me a simple reminder that you are out there, and would like to stay in some kind of contact. I'm sorry for the online pain I've caused by not taking people seriously. I would like to apologize in person too, if you will let me know what I've done. I'm unaware of my effect on You. Jonathan Ricks a.k.a The Wiz a. k. a. 80's Robot (I used this name during time I don't remember much of anymore) Added: I didn't have the heart to remove many people *sigh* Does anyone know why it's so hard? I hardly know them, but I feel like I should....

Linkin Park-a Place For My Head
"A Place For My Head" I watch how the Moon sits in the sky / in the dark night Shining with the light from the sun The sun doesn't give / light to the moon assuming The moon’s going to owe it one It makes me think of how you act to me / You do Favors and then rapidly / You just Turn around and start asking me / about Things you want back from me I’m sick of the tension / sick of the hunger Sick of you acting like I owe you this Find another place / to feed your greed - While I find a place to rest I want to be in another place I hate when you say you don’t understand (You’ll see it's not meant to be) I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy A place for my head Maybe someday I’ll be just like you / and Step on people like you do and / Run Away the people I thought I knew I remember back then who you were You used to be calm / used to be strong Used to be generous / but you should’ve known / That you’d Wear out your welcome / now you see How quiet it is

There's A F-ckin' Nazi Here ---damn It
AND THE frickin' coward wouldn't let me post a photo comment of a Jewish caracture dressed as a rat getting slaughtered in a mouse trap--- cherry tap/lost cherry always rocked harder than anyone--i don't wanna hear the free sppech crap--this guy gotta go--sorry http://cherrytap.com/user/196172

Broken Memory
a broken memory a shattered life days are lost hearts are gone lovers see the end of days a tree has grown tall over the years love has grown into the ground beauty is in the eye of the beholder but my eyes are blind destiny stops sands are blowing destroyed a life begin another bring me to peace bring me to light the days pass by longing for you but all i can remember is a broken memory

Update For Games I Whant This Year
Raw vs smackdown 2007 scarface grand theft auto vice citty stories parapa the raper(ps2) bust a groove 2 gta 3 amlitude guitar heroes 2 kareoke revolution 1-2 mix a ps3- only half a million will e made :-( a xbox 360-with the game ''the zombie beating up game'' ill update later peace

Hello
This place is still new to me but I love every minute of it!! My birthday is coming up this Saturday and I'm hoping it will be great! Starting a new job this week and am a little nervous but it will be ok because my hubby will be there too!!!!

Irak
Subject: Fw: A letter from Iraq Subject: a letter from iraq Date: Sun, 5 Nov 2006 19:16:38 -0600 {This was written by Sgt. Aaron, who is currently deployed to Iraq, in defense of a recent comment made by Senator John Kerry. Pass it along, it might inspire someone else to speak up!} Yesterday John Kerry said, "You know education, if you make the most of it, you study hard, you do your homework, and you make an effort to be smart, you can do well, and if you don't, you get stuck in Iraq" So I wrote him a letter: I am a Sergeant in the United States Marine Corps. I am currently on my second tour in Iraq, a tour in which I volunteered for. I speak Arabic and Spanish and I plan to tackle Persian Farsi soon. I have a Bachelors and an Associates Degree and between deployments I am pursuing an M.B.A. In college I was a member of several academic honor societies, including the Golden Key Honor Society. I am not unique among the enlisted troops. Many of m

Best Tits On The Internet!
Ok ladies. Its time for the annual EHOWA Best Tits On The Internet Contest! Sign up now to help fight Brest Cancer and maybe win some cash prizes. Tell them TikiLove sent you! http://www.ehowa.com/contest2006.shtml

Long Time Friends
i had made a friend over 10 years ago. She was a great person,. She accepted me for who I was. Well I lost contact with her and just recently got in contact with her again through a mutual frenmid of ours. Let me tell you that it feels good to see and talk to her again.

So Angry
So tired of your betrayals So tired and exhausted of having to fight to feel loved I am not doing this dance any more with you I am fatigued I have had enough You just keep hurting me and I am just suppose to forgive I have been hurt too much This is not how I want to live I can not take your lies Your betrayels, The constant put downs I am a fucking person with dreams to dream and Love to give How can someone who makes me so happy Hurt me as bad as this And then expect to me to just let it go My Pain to you is never real I am confused because I love you so much But I can not take the way I feel

Pimp Train!!!
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Sex Test
table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as Very horny. You are very horny. You have a lot of desire. You get hard or wet very easily. Be careful to not let your sex drive go too far. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Super Horny69%Very horny69%Not horny56%Normal Horny56%A little horny56%How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Crabby Old Woman =-)
Crabby Old Woman When an old lady died in the geriatric ward of a small hospital near Dundee Scotland, it was believed that she had nothing left of any value. Later, when the nurses were going through her meager possessions, they found this poem. Its quality and content so impressed the staff that copies were made and distributed to every nurse in the hospital. One nurse took her copy to Ireland. The old lady's sole bequest to posterity has since appeared in the Christmas edition of the News Magazine of the North Ireland Association for Mental Health. A slide presentation has also been made based on her simple, but eloquent, poem. And this little old Scottish lady, with nothing left to give to the world, is now the author of this "anonymous us" poem winging across the Internet: Crabby Old Woman What do you see, nurses ....... What do you see? What are you thinking ........... When you're looking At me? A crabby old woman ............ Not very wise, Uncertain of habi

Broke Your Ankle Doing Karaoke?
I've had this question several times since I put up the silly little facts in my profile so let me answer it here: I was out with my cousin and a bunch of her friends and my mom. We'd had a couple drinks but it was getting late and my turn still hadn't come up. I wanted to go but my mom insisted we wait until I at least get one song in. By the time it was my turn, I was fully sober, I swear! Anyhow, I gave an especially spectacular performance, if I do say so myself, and everyone was on their feet and cheering. Like something out of a movie! I was floating on cloud nine... and didn't realize how far down it was to the floor. When I stepped off the stage, I misjudged and my ankle ended up turning in a way it's not meant to. Not a great end to the night but it certainly makes for a good anecdote. ;c)

The Artist
The artist leaves an impression luring The voyer to something that's not precise, Fires were soon to be insatiably roaring, Oceans rippled with the dab of a brush. Sun in the sky watches a burning field, Casts depth to the oceans with every ray, Crackling warmth within the art is sealed, But faces change as it is neglected. Atmosphere in the green field is turning, Dark rumbling clouds add sound to the picture, The flames move on, they cannot keep burning, Now destroyed from fire; a lone empty house.

Chapter One:burial Of Jessalyn Marie
The evening breeze filled the air, not to cold but not to warm, just right as cool as could be...The monks moved from the temple followed by a coffin and two straight lines of the people of the Alinjah Realm. Following behind them was the Goddess Tennarrathe with her head lowered in honor of the funeral going on. The monk’s soft voices of the song of the Alinjah realm filled the evening through the wind. The wind carried their voices over the entire realm which awoken the other creatures of the realm whom began to gather within the walk. . Tears flowed down Manie's cheeks and soaked her red silky blindfold given to her by her twin sister Jessalyn Marie Shadowbane. Ravn walked in silence with her head lowered not a word spoken from her as she continued on her way behind the casket that carried Jessalyn. The sun within the sky was shining brightly however it was not filled with warmth and happiness as it normally was but on this day it was filled with sadness and pain it would seem li

What A Great Day
today the sun came out the brids were singing i heard my son say im alright ,no worries no sadness oh what a joy i had the most inner peace i felt sadness for a while but i knew in my heart that the love i had for him will live in me forever,one day i will see him at the gates of haven opening his arms to hug his mother ,i believe when someone passes on they are angels for the lord ,singing praises to the lord ,and the love from god and all the angels may they be withyou in your daily lifes always remember life goes on after death,we just go unto other levels of heaven or get reborn as someone eles but we are only here for one purpose to learn from eachother not to hate or be a and ass hole but to love everybody no matter what they are or how rich they or poor they are or sick or what ever it may be god is love we have to love as well and do good things in life ,so when someone passes celabrate there life not their death love you for who all supported me in my time of need tha

The Rose
The Rose (Die Rose) (Pushkin) (Translation into English based on that by Harold Drinker) Where is our rose, my friend? The rose, the child of dawn, has faded away and gone. O do not say: "Thus youth is passing," O do not say! "No joy is lasting." Say then to the flower: Pardon, for you will suffice me- And then let's turn there, where the lilies bloom. (Set to music by Nicolai Medtner (1880-1951) (And if anyone speaks Russian and has the original of the poem and it makes more sense or at least is less cynical in the original's ending than the sad opening and the wonderful and hopeful middle... I'd appreciate knowing. This is an attempt at a fairly direct translation from Medtner's German, in places.- E)

Atrocity
You are a special friend to me.. You were there to listen when a lot of people couldnt. You dont judge. You dont look down on me. You look past my flaws and see a good person. That means a lot to me. Im glad to have someone so real as a friend. Someone who cares about what goes on in my life and who asks me questions about it even when i dont want to answer. (but really need to talk about it) Its funny how someone i just met and barely know could make me feel so happy and make me smile when i dont want to... Thank you for being there for me, like any good friend would. I promise ill be here for you too, no matter what. So thank you from the bottom of my heart for just being you... :) Im soo glad I got to talk to you again. It means a lot to me that you care to call me. Its nice to have some around. I really enjoy all our conversations, theres never a dull moment with you which is great too. I cant even find the right words to say about you. All i know is that i love talking to you

Love Greets --messages
GOOD MORNING, - Get Your Own "AN ANGEL OF GOD IS STANDING OVER YOUR ROOF WITH A SWORD KEEPING THE ENEMY AT BAY LATENESS AND TARDYNESS ARE TWINS RESIST THE ENEMY AND HE WILL FLEE PUNTCHUALITY AND EARLY WILL MEET YOU BEFORE DAYBREAK'S DEW" -- Lenora Love Whiteside Lenora Love Whiteside Poet & Spoken Word Artist WEBSITE www.LenoraLove.com EMAIL LenoraLove@poetic.com

Save 90% At My Online Store!
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Lies And Head Games.....
Ok so I was going to write this on Wednesday night, but I didn't get around to it. I was too busy talking to someone who is a good person, unlike the majority of the people who I seem to run into. Within a 24 hour period I found out that 2 so-called "friends" were lying to me. Guys, why do so many of you feel the need to lie and play head games? I am so fucking sick of the lies and the head games, I am ready to tell every guy who speaks to me to fuck off. LIE #1: A "friend" has been telling me from the begining that he had a heart attack, is in the final stages of cancer, and is a widower, losing his wife and son to a wreck 7 years ago. I felt horrible, I lost my Grandma to cancer last year. Cancer is not, I repeat, is NOT something to joke around about. He told me he is in the hospital. And I believed him, but suddenly things became suspicious. He couldn't give me the phone number to his room, he said his room doesn't have a phone. He is online really late at night, if he is i

Hell
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)Very HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very HighLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)ExtremeLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Extreme

Nobody Cares
The pain I feel, It hurts so much, And nobody cares. My world crashes, All around me, And nobody notices. My life slowly crumbles, As I just want to die, And nobody sees. My tears just keep coming, As I am drowning, And nobody helps. This tunnel gets darker, All around me, And nobody lights my way. My fear takes over, I am so scared, And no body holds me. My confidence disappears, It..s almost gone, And nobody reassures me. My life is disappearing, I am fading away, And nobody cares.

Dr. Susan Block Show
Last night was my first appearance on the Dr. Susan Block Block show. You may or not be familiar with her and her Sex Therapy and entertainment show. It is filmed live for the internet and taped for further episodes for her After Dark specials on HBO. Link to follow later. I made the drive from HB to the downtown LA area. Using mapquest I was able to easily find the correct address. We know that Mapquest isn't always as accurate as we hoped. In a dimly lit industrial area we found a parking place curbside and met the security detail at the ground level door. He checked his list to find our names and we proceeded upstairs. A second security person opened the door so we could enter. A wonderful friend of Dr. Suzy's, Kim, helped us sign a model release. They were filming live and for an upcoming documentary called "Speakeasy" to be released in Dec 2007. The Speakeasy is what Dr. Suzy calls her gallery of artwork and memorabilia throughout her place. The place was very intere

Happy Turkey Day
Well it's almost here. I am feeling VERY homesick now, cause I used to go to my dad's for thanksgiving and my stepmom would always badger me to eat more, cause "i'm too skinny and need to gain weight." At first being here I was very bummed thinking I would be alone for the holiday, but thankfully I made some friends and going to their house to eat. It's not quite the same but better than sitting in my room alone. So I want to know what everybody else is doing ofr the holiday. What foods are everybody having? Big family get together or small group? Let me know and I'll be thinking of everyone on the holiday and be safe.

New To This World
Hey Everyone. My name is Brent. I am originally from Carthage NC, and just recently moved back temporarily. The best way to word it, is there is no nightlife here. So one of my friends told me about this site and I decided to check it out. I am just out of a bad long term relationship, and very intrested in making some new friends, and hopefully finding someone to have fun with. I'm not sure if I'm ready for anything serious yet, just wanting to get to know some new people, see what happens and take it from there. So if you want to make a friend, and maybe more, I'm ready and waiting. Thanks for reading my first Blog. Have a Happy Hump Day. And a great Thanksgiving.

Find The Owner Of These Pics!!!!
Please repost this! This person is using multiple profiles and names on LC. Please take the time to visit the sites I have listed, they are the same person. Look at the pictures and see if you can identify any of the individuals in them. If you know who the rightful owner of the picture is please contact me. It isn't right for anyone to pose as they are someone else! Let alone a military official. I do believe the last time I checked that is highly illegal after 9-11!I know this person is not who he says he is because he is my ex(my gfs latest blog! ) and has admitted it. NaVyCb@ CherryTAP193818@ CherryTAP

Was It A Dream, 30 Seconds To Mars
If this is what I hide Your walls built deep inside Yeah I’m a selfish bastard But at least I’m not alone My intentions never change What I want it stays the same And I know what I should do It's time to set myself on fire Was it a dream? Was it a dream? Is this the only evidence that proves it A photograph of you and I Your reflection I’ve erased Like a thousand burned out yesterdays Believe me when I say goodbye forever Is for good Was it a dream? Was it a dream? Is this the only evidence that proves it A photograph of you and I Whoa yeah! Whoa… Was it a dream? Was it a dream? Is this the only evidence that proves it A photograph of you and I (A photograph of you and I) Was it a dream? Was it a dream? Is this the only evidence that proves it A photograph of you and I A photograph of you and I A photograph of you and I ... In love...

New
Out with the old in with the new Isn't that what they alwyz say? What happens when you can't get over it? I mean the old. What if the old controls your entire life? What you do, what you feel Every aspect of your life How can you just be "in with the new?" You should be able to forget the old. But the old is your past, present, and future. It effects everything you do in life. From this day foward. But it takes time to forget the old. For me four long years, I have finally forgotten it all. It has no more control of my life! I can control my present and future I have control over my life. I don't need anyone to control me, I am in control! Out with the old in with the new Isn't that what they alwayz say?

Belly-button
Belly-Button Gay Galore It is 10:00 at the police station and there is only 2 officers working that day... Billy Bob and Billy Joe. Billy Bob: Hey Billy Joe... can i stick my finger in your belly-button? Billy Joe: Sure Billy Bob! ...now its 11:00 at the police station... Billy Bob: Hey Billy Joe...can i stick my finger in your belly-button? Billy Joe: Sure Billy Bob! ...now its midnight... and the power goes out...!! Billy Bob: Hey Billy Joe...can i stick my finger in your belly-button? Billy Joe: Sure Billy Bob! Wait?! Billy-bob thats not my belly-button. Billy-bob: I know... and thats not my finger!

What I've Learned
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do. I've learned that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that it's a lot easier to react than it is to think. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving

The Darkest Side
on the darkest side of my mind my deepest secrets hide my does love hurt my love is caught up in a story of a poem something is just not right when your near when love seems to loose its meaning on the darkest side of my mind my deepest secrets hide and why i dont know i do stupid things but i dont care if its not right when love seems to loose its meaning on thedarkest side of my mind my deepest secrets hide sometimes i cry when i dont have a reason to feel this way sometimes i cry cause i dont understand when love looses its meaning i'll have no secrets on the dark side of my mind (old poem)

Herbal Green Tea, Mind Soothing
Okay so i came up with a great idea to all those stoners out there and anyone else who likes to listen i have decided to market a Green tea made from marijauana and the b-e-a-utiful THC crystals just had add hot water and you have herbal tea that will sooth your mind think about it it would be the best selling tea around even if they didnt know it was pot the reaction would relax a nation so tell me its not a good idea HERBAL GREEN TEA Made with cannibus extract MIND SOOTHING

Everything Happens For A Reason?
i hate that everything happens for a reason..... im soo burnt out and i keep having more bad things all around me... its so depressing its hard to stay happy when all there is is saddness. I love my friends to death but there is only so much negativity one person can handle in a day and ive almost reached my limit... But never the less i will be there for them all... but back to everything happens for a reason... Maybe everything that happened today was for a particular reason. To be more specific.. to make me a stronger person... who really knows for sure... i sure as hell dont.. But the only thing i kno how to do somewhat is to look on the bright side, even when its buried. I love all of my friends out there. I hope that everything turns out the way it should for them... good.

The Twelve Days Of Christmas Fire & Rescue Style
The Twelve Days of Christmas Fire and Rescue Style... On the First day of Christmas, my Dispatcher gave to me... Grandma who fell and hurt her knee... On the Second Day of Christmas, my dispatcher gave to me... 2 MG of Narcan for the out of work person who wants to end it all by taking her Husband's pain pills and won't tell me what she took and is feeling suicidal.... and grandma who fell and hurt her knee. On the Third day of Christmas, my dispatcher gave to me.... Three stacked shocks for the 88 year old man who instead of paying the neighbor kid 5 bucks to shovel his driveway, decided to do it himself and have the big one in the driveway... 2 Mg of Narcan for the psycho chick trying to off herself... and grandma who fell and hurt her knee.. On the Fourth day of Christmas, my dispatcher gave to me.... 4 AM in the morning I have to go to the nursing home because someone has had the flu for like 16 years and all of a sudden needs to go to the hospital....NOW,...

The Gift Of Friends
The Gift Of Friends There are days when bubbling from us comes the innocent child within, who giggles at the little things and wears a silly grin. There are days when melancholy comes to visit for a while; the mind feels tired, the body weak; we have no strength to smile. There are days when joy abundant grabs a hold of you and me; wraps us up in all it's splendor, lifts us up and sets us free. There are days when sorrow wraps us in its cloak of grief and fear, 'till our hearts ache to the breaking, 'till our eyes can't shed a tear.

My Best Friend
Our friendship is special, for you and I share a deep understanding that's precious and rare. We accept one another as loving friends should, overlooking mistakes, always seeing the good. We're there for each other in so many ways--- encouraging, caring and brightening days. Our friendship will always be special to me, for you're my best friend and you always will be.

Crowded Room (i'm Such A Tease, I Know!)
Their eyes met from across the crowded room and a shock of recognition, of understanding struck the both. She lowered her eyes momentarily in deference and he felt his chest tighten in response to her gift... When their eyes met again, he raised his head, beckoning her to come to him. Despite the dense crowding of the room, it seemed as though a path parted in anticipation of her passing. Eyes downcast, cheeks burning and a slight smile playing across her soft lips, she gracefully made her way to where he stood. Shyly, she looked up at him. Standing well above six foot, he towered over her barely five foot frame. He took her hand in his massive hand and brought it to his lips, brushing the soft white flesh delicately in way of a greeting. He smiled as the blush in her cheeks deepened, the red nearly matching the fiery color of her hair. "My honor, sweet, to meet you. Might I have the privilege of your company this evening?" he softly asked of her, his deep voice nothing

The Day Every Parent Regrat
on July 25,2005 my son and his mother's friend were out walking in North east Minneapolis,Minnesota. there was a gang be hide them in a park and then there was a car that drove by at a high speed and someone started shooting and my son was a victim in a drive by shooting. My Son Jacob die on the way to the hospital. on November 11,2005 we bared My son Jacob Richard Till If he was alive today he would have been 6 year old today is is birthday.

I Wish I Could Let Go.
I've been so hurt so many times. I'm so afraid he's going to hurt me. That, maybe, he doesn't really love me. I'm afraid all he wants is someone to call forth his mother, to be her and allow their incest to thrive. I am scared. I'm scared of loving for fear of hurt, yet I love him, and I can't let go. I wish I could let go of the pain. Sometimes he looks at me like he hates me. Why? He says he loves me. Does he realize what I've give up for him? I hope he will. Maybe it's just me?

Christmas 1960
Subject: Christmas 1960 In September 1960, I woke up one morning with six hungry babies and just 75 cents in my pocket. Their father was gone. The boys ranged from three months to seven years; their sister was two. Their Dad had never been much more than a presence they feared. Whenever they heard his tires crunch on the gravel driveway they would scramble to hide under their beds. He did manage to leave $15 a week to buy groceries. Now that he had decided to leave, there would be no more beatings, but no food either. If there was a welfare system in effect in southern Indiana at that time, I certainly knew nothing about it. I scrubbed the kids until they looked brand new and then put on my best homemade dress, loaded them into the rusty old 51 Chevy and drove off to find a job. The seven of us went to every factory, store and restaurant in our small town. No luck. The kids stayed crammed into the car and tried to be quiet while I tried to convince whomever would listen

Women Driving (lmao)
Here's your Safe Driving Briefing for December. I was riding to work yesterday when I observed a female driver, who cut right in front of a pickup truck, causing the driver to drive onto the shoulder to avoid hitting her. This evidently angered the driver enough that he hung his arm out his window and gave the woman the finger. "Man, that guy is stupid," I thought to myself. I ALWAYS smile nicely and wave in a sheepish manner whenever a female does anything to me in traffic, and here's why: I drive 48 miles, each way, to work every day. That's 96 miles each day. Of these, 16 miles each way is bumper-to-bumper. Most of the bumper-to-bumper is on an 8 lane highway. There are 7 cars every 40 feet for 32 miles. That works out to 982 cars every mile, or 31,424 cars. Even though the rest of the 32 miles is not bumper-to-bumper, I figure I pass at least another 4,000 cars. That brings the number to something like 36,000 cars that I pass every day. S

Acts Of Kindness
At this time of year, we’re a little more sensitive, and a little more aware of the people around us. The season may even inspire us to be more kind than usual, and isn’t that a nice thing? I came across an organization that promotes kindness all year round. It’s called The Random Acts of Kindness Foundation. On their website they have all kinds of ideas for ways that we can practice kindness in our home, school, workplace or community. There are even lesson plans for teachers, and it’s all free of charge. The philosophy of the foundation is that as people tap into their own generous human spirit and share kindness with one another, they discover for themselves the power of kindness to effect positive change. When kindness is expressed, healthy relationships are created, community connections are nourished, and people are inspired to pass kindness on. CLICK BELOW TO GO TO THE SITE! The Random Acts Of Kindness Foundation

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wanted my hair done for my christmas party, and you would think that having it booked 2 months in advance would be enough time for my hairdresser to get the hairdye she needed to do it. Sadly, they didn't, and I left the hairdressers really rather miffed. This was on Saturday, just 3 days before the works Christmas do. On Sunday I managed to get a consultation with a new hairdresser's in town, and although they couldn't do the colour I wanted, they 'lifted my hair colour for me so that I could apply the correct hair dye myself, which I have at home. Needless to say, I haven't actually done anything else with it, except wash and style it last night. No-one at work recognised me at first, and they all thought it looked great :) So I think I'll be staying blonde for a while to come yet ;) Look out for new pics soon!!

I Dont Wanna Go!!! :(
well 3 more weeks and im going back to fort jackson sc...grrrr 3 more months of hell and not being able to see anyone or do anything...well if anyone wants to keep in touch with me let me know if not ill be back in march or april

Adult Joke
Doctor Dave had slept with one of his patients and felt guilty all day long. No matter how much he tried to forget about it, he just couldn't. The guilt and sense of betrayal was overwhelming. But every once in a while he'd hear an internal, reassuring voice in his head that said: "Dave, don't worry about it. You aren't the first medical practitioner to sleep with one of their patients and you won't be the last. And you're single. Just let it go, Dave." But invariably another voice in his head would bring him back to reality,whispering: Dave........ ..... Dave........ .... Dave........ .... You're a veterinarian, you sick bastard".

Awsome Cherries
i am a person that has issuse about the way i look and the things that make me feel good well when it comes to people on here they show u there are still real people out there that look for the beauty mainly on the inside, most people on here never say anything bad about one another and everyone always cheers someone else up i love how this place is so homie and luvin i love it

How Much Yule Do You Put Into Christmas?
How Much Yule Do You Put into Christmas? by Stazya This is a difficult topic. I didn't think it would be until I started. In fact, I thought it would take about two paragraphs to describe how I celebrate Yule by myself and then participate in Christmas with the rest of my family Until now, that's the way it's been - separate. And lonely. I remember last year vividly - I shut the bedroom door, laid out a full altar, substituted a small piece of pine incense for my Yule Log since we had no fireplace, and sang of my wishes in a hushed voice, trying to drown myself in the raised volume of the television. I did this not because I was hiding from my husband in the next room, but because I didn't want to "disturb"; him with my ritual. A week later, we were in Danvers, MA sitting in the Congregational church with his family and as I watched the minister light his candles and listened to his words, She leaned over and whispered in my ear. "You've been here before." It clicked later

Scary!!
Did you know your man can break his cock? I was just watching a show on TV, and they were talking about it. It freaked me the fuck out. Apparently when a guy is hard, he can snap his blood vessels, and the blood will fill in the space between the tissues and it can get swollen and crooked. It can be an easy fix for the doctors, so it should def be brought to the emergency room ASAP!! Still, I am freaked out.

Two That Special Person!
God please watch over that girl in my life With everytime I see her brings me to life With every smile she give Makes my life worth something With every touch Means so much I think about her When I'm not with her When I talk to her I want to be with her No matter what happens between us I will always Love her She has brought out something in side of me That I can't seem to place my finger on With every moment I spend with her It feels like an entire life time to me I know I can't be just quite what she wants But I am willing to try, if given the time I miss her when were not together I never want to leave her Everytime I see her leave I don't want her to go

Hey My Sexy Wonderful....
FRIENDS OF MINE.. I NEED MORE POINT TO GO TO THE NEXT LEVEL HERE.. SO YOU ALL CAN SEE MY SEXY HOT PICS.... SO PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME OUT.. TELL YOUR FRIENDS ABOUT ME AND GET THEM TO JOIN.. AND HAVE THEM LOOK AT ME.. AND RATE ME. I SOON WILL HAVE NEW PICS AND THEY WILL BE HOT AND SEXY.... LOVE YA.. HELP ME OUT....

Leo
Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Happy New Year...
...AND 2007 IS THE YEAR OF THE PIG.... ..ALTHOUGH THESE LITTLE PIGS SEEM TO BE IN A SPOT OF BOTHER HEHE! HOPE YOU ALL HAVE AN AWESOME NEW YEAR.... always remember for 2007..life is short,break the rules, forgive quickly,kiss slowly,love truely,laugh uncontrolably and NEVER regret anything that made you smile :-) send to all the people you love and care for and dont want to lose in 2007, even me..HAPPY NEW YEAR! xox

Are You Gh0stwraith's Friend Or Am I Points To You..
How many ppl on here get the feeling that ppl want to use you only to get points? How many fake accounts do we see running around, no one behind the pix. There are more fake ppl on here then there are real ppl at times. I currently have 329 Friends on my list and I would guess over a weeks time I talk to about 75-100 at the most. Most of them I don’t see and prolly never will. I will post this in my blog and in my bulletins because I will be thining ppl out. I don’t need that many ppl, I would rather have 50 ppl that I can count on then 1000 ppl I never talk to. I would like to say to those that I receive comments from once a week I understand and thank you for that. For those that I haven’t received anything from in weeks then I h8 to say it but Good bye. Thank you my friends. Gh0st

Sick!!!!
HELLO FLOKS JUST WANTED EVERYONE TO KNOW I AM REALLY SICK (STREP THROAT WITH TONSILITES, FEVER RUNING UPTO 103.4 DEGREES, HEADACJE, AND WHOLE BODY HURTS (EVER MUSCLE AND BONE ACHES). SO I WILL NOT BE ON AS MUCH AS I USUALLY AM. SO PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SHOW ME THE LOVE. THANKS AND AVE A GREAT DAY.

* Beautiful * Universal * Nature * Of * Compassion *
"A human being is a part of a whole, called by us _universe_, a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings as something separated from the rest... a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty." -- Albert Einstein

Start Now
Don't wait until everything is just right. It will never be perfect. There will always be challenges, obstacles and less than perfect conditions. So what. Get started now. With each step you take, you will grow stronger and stronger, more and more skilled, more and more self-confident and more and more successful.

Candle Magick
One of the simplest of magical arts which comes under the heading of natural magick is candle burning. It is simple because it employs little ritual and few ceremonial artifacts. The theatrical props of candle magick can be purchased at any department store and its rituals can be practiced in any sitting room or bedroom. Most of us have performed our first act of candle magick by the time we are two years old. Blowing out the tiny candles on our first birthday cake and making a wish is pure magick. This childhood custom is based on the three magickal principals of concentration, will power and visualization. In simple terms, the child who wants his wish to come true has to concentrate (blow out the candles), visualize the end result (make a wish) and hope that it will come true (will power). The size and shape of the candles you use is unimportant, although highly decorative, extra large, or unusually shaped candles will not be suitable as these may create distractions when th

To Have Squeezed The Universe Into A Ball To Roll It Towards Some Overwhelming Question
Emotion pulls and pushes the soul with the same dynamic tension that propels the universe into constant motion. The laws of attraction and of action and reaction restrict the Energy of the spirit into mass Thought seems as fast as the speed of light and light fills the east. Venus accompanies the rising sun. The full moon sinks over the western horizon in the same morning sky, While gray pushes into the north from the south and divides the east from the west. No birds sing. Winter has stripped the trees but has yet to blanket the earth. Three months till spring. An emotion ignites the comparison of value to worth,and formulates the questioning of the five senses. All is passed onto the soul through these five avenues All that is spirit is brought from the past. All that is heaven, and All that is earth, and All that is hell is known through relative perceptive observation, powered by the spirit and shaped by the soul into a new perception,

Enjoy!
Will Rogers, who died in a plane crash with Wylie Post in 1935, was probably the greatest political sage this country has ever known. Enjoy the following: 1. Never slap a man who's chewing tobacco. 2. Never kick a cow chip on a hot day. 3. There are 2 theories to arguing with a woman...neither works. 4. Never miss a good chance to shut up. 5. Always drink upstream from the herd. 6. If you find yourself in a hole, stop digging..

Poetry((military Tribute))
We want you to come home safe and sound. Where you belong on american ground. To the men and woman fighting this war. Each day spent with out you is a chore. We wait to welcome you home with arms open wide. With tears of joy and hearts filled with pride. Each day hopping you will come home soon. No matter the time midnight or noon. We cant wait to hold you tight. Never letting you out of sight. We understand it is a job you must do. To protect the meaning of the red white and blue. Stand tall soldier and shout out loud. I am american and i am proud. written by lady of kaos

Too Much To Ask????
So i was just wondering if maybe i was asking for too much in a guy..... *someone to cuddle with, even if it doesn't lead to anything else. *someone to tell me i look beautiful even though i have been crying, my makeup is all smeared, and my nose is all stuffy..... *someone to kiss me like they mean it, to have a little passion behind it and no alterior motive. Kiss me like you mean it. *someone to want to kiss me around their friends, to show me off, and be proud to be w/ me..... *someone that has to fight to keep their hands off of me....even if all they want to do is hold my hand or wrap their arms around me..... *someone that doesn't mind that i watch little kids movies.....and will be willing to watch them w/ me w/o a single complaint because they got to spend time w/ me. *someone that can hold me and tell me everything is going to be ok when i have a bad day. *someone that will be there for me even if all i need is someone to help me fix the tiniest, simp

You'll Be In My Heart
COME STOP YOUR CRYIN AND WE'LL BE ALRIGHT JUST TAKE MY HAND... HOLD IT TIGHT. I WILL PROTECT YOU FROM ALL AROUND YOU I WILL BE HERE DON'T CRY. FOR ONE SO SMALL, YOU SEEM SO STRONG MY ARMS WILL HOLD YOU AND KEEP YOU SAFE AND WARM. THIS BOND BETWEEN US CANT BE BROKEN I WILL BE HERE DON'T YOU CRY, CAUSE YOU'LL BE IN MY HEART YES YOU'LL BE IN MY HEART FROM THIS DAY ON.. NOW AND FOREVER MORE YOU'LL BE IN MY HEART, NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY YOU'LL BE IN MY HEART ALWAYS WHY CAN'T THEY UNDERSTAND THE WAY THAT WE FEEL THEY JUST DON'T TRUST WHAT THEY CAN'T EXPLAIN I KNOW WE'RE DIFFERANT.. BUT DEEP INSIDE US WE'RE NOT ALL THAT DIFFERANT AT ALL AND YOU'LL BE IN MY HEART YES YOU'LL BE IN MY HEART FROM THIS DAY ON, NOW AND FOREVER MORE DON'T LISTEN TO THEM.. CAUSE WHAT DO THEY KNOW WE NEED EACH OTHER TO HAVE AND TO HOLD THEY'LL SEE IN TIME... I KNOW WHEN DESTINY CALL'S YOU.. YOU MUST BE STRONG I MAY NOT BE WITH YOU, BUT YOU GOT TO HOLD ON THEY'LL SEE IN TIME... I KNOW WE'

Sudden Change
Sometimes things can change in a hurry. How do you keep your feet on the ground when everything in you wants to take flight? Nothing about my life has really changed, but opportunities are about to become clear. Someone who makes my heart soar and my body flame, has arrived. How do I balance what must be, with what I desire? What lies ahead promises to be pure heaven and absolute hell, yet I welcome it with open arms...and I hope I can be strong enough for the both of us!

I Wished I Could Go On
I stumbled that night, Through darkness I trod. In soft mist of dusk I had found the key to all life. All was ever still, Cobwebs glistened in crystal, Mushrooms so inedibly delicious. Flowers rare, had locks And I held the only key. No fear of theft here, My creeping woodland souls, For all that steals here Is the growing blackness And the creaking soft breeze. The undergrowth grew higher. The spread of my mind Was laid with many thoughts, All of a wonderous nature. Leaves above me rustled And whispering, they spoke; "Go further, go ahead, Explore our ferny world." I wished I could go on, But my eyes cracked open And I was human again.

The Year Is 1906
?? THE YEAR 1906?? This will boggle your mind, I know it did mine! The year is 1906. One hundred years ago. What a difference a century makes! Here are some statistics for the Year 1906: ************************************ The average life expectancy was 47 years. Only 14 percent of the homes had a bathtub. Only 8 percent of the homes had a telephone. There were only 8,000 cars and only 144 miles of paved roads. The maximum speed limit in most cities was 10 mph. The tallest structure in the world was the Eiffel Tower! The average wage in 1906 was 22 cents per hour. The average worker made between $200 and $400 per year A competent accountant could expect to earn $2,000 per year, a dentist $2,500 per year, a veterinarian between $1,500 and $4,000 per year, and a mechanical engineer about $5,000 per year. More than 95 percent of all births took place at HOME. Ninety percent of all doctors had NO COLLEGE EDUCATIO

Two Trees
Two tall trees, a birch and a beech, are growing in the woods. A small tree begins to grow between them, and the beech says to the birch, "Is that a son of a beech or a son of a birch?" The birch says he cannot tell. Just then a woodpecker lands on the sapling. The birch says, "Woodpecker, you are a tree expert. Can you tell if that is a son of a beech or a son of a birch?" The woodpecker takes a taste of the small tree.He replies, "It is neither a son of a beech nor a son of a birch. It is, however, the best piece of ash I have ever put my pecker in."

Please Don't Eat My Tampons
Please Don't Eat My Tampons -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: 2005-09-30, 6:24AM PDT Can anyone explain to me why I continue to love and care for a disgusting little 4 legged creature who likes to snack on used feminine hygiene products? He is ever watchful, just waiting for me to slip up and provide him with an opportunity to dine on bloodied cotton. He leaves no trash can unturned at the most inopportune moments. For years I have thwarted him by leaving no evidence of my monthly curse behind. Tampons were the bane of his existence. Once soiled, easily flushed away, no tempting morsel to be dragged out of the trash and gobbled up despite my horrified shrieking when I'd catch him in the act. Until, that is, we moved to the country. A place no self respecting city girl should ever go, no matter how tempting. I fell in love with the house on the lake, the pretty scenery, the wildlife, the peaceful chirping of birds

New Emotion
I met this guy the other day, Nobody's ever made me feel this way, My love was locked up nice and tight, Some would say that's not right, But he succeded, he found the key, Now he's released the love in me. Now I feel funny, all the time, As my emotions mix and entwine, I know I'm in love, I can feel it, To Cupid's Arrow.. I finally submit

I Woke Up And This Is What Was On My Paper...
figure this out The reluctance portrayed by the open public To watch this display of bloodbath and pain is known through the land as ill advised judgement and not to be confused with a man deemed insane it is not conscious thought hat opens our eyes but lack of frustration that bombards our brains its highly unlikely life awaits in the skies but till i find out ill dance in th rain The valley of kings is designs sure death not told is the truth all men wish they knew by now time winds low through this test his alternate ego laughs as its split into two The neuroticism held with virtuous tone has been duplicated by the rage it controls its done to prevent men from being alone and to stop the dungeon from eating our souls The willfullness of injustice is what i seek hearing voices scream from within my throat forced towards a future labeled sorry and bleek never understanding a sound that i wrote All times throughout instill within craziness divided amongs

Something I've Started To Wonder....
So I've started to wonder if everyone has that someone. If everyone has that one other person in life that they are supposed to be with for ever. If there is one other soul out there that is perfectly complimentary to mine. Is there a love out there that is like the love displayed in movies or sung about in all the great love songs? Or am I going to have to walk the world alone, forever a single white female? There are times when I think that I will find that love and I will be happy with it forever, then there are times when I think that I will never find the one person that makes me truly happy. Then the saddest thought of them all, I sometimes think that my true love it no where near me at all. I fear that I know him and that the one thing standing in our way of being together and being happy is our location. Yes, I know some say that if it is love, it will overcome all obstacles. But some part of me fears that if I don't make a move nothing will ever happen. So here is my

Ok, I Admit It. I Screwed Up.
For the beginning, refer to the " Damn, I used to be better at this" blog entry. This blog is the aftermath. So, hubby gets home and today I show him my now beautiful and fully cured caulk (Yes, Freak, that's caulk, not chalk.) job. His first question is, "Did you use the stuff that's in the caulk gun?" Yes, I did. He then proceeds to inform me that the stuff in the caulk gun is paintable caulk. (Ok, I'm thinking, what is your point?) Apparently, there are different kinds of caulk. Paintable caulk is for when you put up molding to seal the crack between it and the wall. There is a whole different kind of caulk for bathtubs and showers. Also, DAP apparently makes both types. Didn't know that. Thought caulk was caulk and Dap was the brand for bathrooms. So, ummm, shit. All that work and mess and I have to scrape it all out and redo it. But live and learn and frigging laugh for christ's sake. At least if you read my fuck ups, you will avoid making some of your own. Ha

Us And Them
Just really like this pink floyd song it is copyrighted if you dont know what that means than do some learning lol Us, and them And after all were only ordinary men. Me, and you. God only knows its noz what we would choose to do. Forward he cried from the rear And the front rank died. And the general sat and the lines on the map Moved from side to side. Black and blue And who knows which is which and who is who. Up and down. But in the end its only round and round. Havent you heard its a battle of words The poster bearer cried. Listen son, said the man with the gun Theres room for you inside. I mean, theyre not gunna kill ya, so if you give em a quick short, Sharp, shock, they wont do it again. dig it? I mean he get off Lightly, cos I wouldve given him a thrashing - I only hit him once! It was only a difference of opinion, but really...i mean good manners Dont cost nothing do they, eh? Down and out It cant be helped but theres a lot of it

All Done With Training At Work, Woo Hoo!!
Well so far I made it through the two days of training while being sick. My trainer said she was very impressed that I was able to learn so fast while being so under the weather and having a child sick at home. YEAH for me big brownie points for all my efforts the last two days!! All the supervisors saw how sick I have been and I think are very impressed that I was able to pull it off so well and learn fast and well. That means that I have been taken noticed on a good note, LOL, hopefully that will work for my favor later on when its time for me to be promoted or if I decied to transfer to another department. I LOVE IT THERE!!! Everyone I have meet in my department is so friendly and makes all the new people very welcomed. I love being able to help customers and direct them to where they need to go. I forgot how much I love dealing with the public, LOL. It has been too long since I could work. LMAO, I may just stay in the casino and see about going to school for it. I

Need Some Luv
I'm in the sexiest valentine contest and ned your love. Comment bomb me and I'll help you out when you need it. Of course it goes without saying that I would help a friend regardless, but any help you can give me right now would help. thanks clic the pic

Rabbit.....
A rabbit walks into a bar and asks for a pint and cheese and ham toastie. The barman is amazed, but serves his new customer. At either end of the bar two locals look on in disbelief. Next day, the rabbit again goes to the bar and asks for a pint and a cheese and ham toastie. The barman's serves him and is pleased to note that word is spreading and there are 5 other customers in the bar to see the rabbit. On the third day, the bar is pretty busy when the rabbit arrives and asks for a pint and a cheese and ham toastie. As he drinks his pint and eats his toastie the crowd watch in amazement and even give a small round of applause as the rabbit puts down his empty beer glass. After about a week of this the rabbit has to push his way to the bar, there are so many customers there to see him. The barman is delighted. He's made more money this week than in the previous year! The rabbit again asks for a pint and a cheese and ham toastie, but...The barman ha

Bubba Had Shingles
Bubba had Shingles Those of us who spend much time in a doctor's office should appreciate this! Doesn't it seem tha t more and more that physicians are running their practices like an assembly line? Here's what happened to Bubba: Bubba walked into a doctor's office and the receptionist asked him what he had. Bubba said, Shingles. So she wrote down his name, address, medical insurance number and told him to have a seat. Fifteen minutes later a nurse's aide came out and asked Bubba what he had. Bubba said, Shingles. So she wrote down his height, weight, a complete medical history and told Bubba to wait in the examining room. A half hour later a nurse came in and asked Bubba what he had. Bubba said, Shingles. So the nurse gave Bubba a blood test, a blood pressure test, an electrocardiogram, and told Bubba to take off all his clothes and waited for the doctor. An hour later the doctor came in and asked Bubba what he had. Bubba said, shingles. The doctor asked, Where? Bubba said

Heart
Your Heart Is Red You're a passionate lover - you always have a huge fire in your heart.Too bad it's hard for you to be passionate about just one person!Your flirting style: Outgoing and sexyYour lucky first date: Drinks and dancingYour dream lover: Is both stable and intenseWhat you bring to relationships: Honesty What Color Heart Do You Have?

Dilema
Something is coming An unbalanced equilibrium Desensitize me, please Rape me of my feelings... And unbalaced emotions Wouldn't it be safer How could logic include Setting up faliures Could I possibly learn How to fall any harder Opinions don't yeild intellegence Only build walls But I would not want it Any other way Analytical eyes separate us From logic and reason My mind trembles To reveal such truths Listen... beyond hearing Questions unimportant Life is the fact

Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep
now i lay me down to sleep DADDY JUST LEFT FOR WORK i pray the lord my soul to keep PLEASE GOD DONT LET HER WAKE UP TILL HE GETS HOME if i die before i wake LAST NIGHT LEFT BRUISES THE BELT HURTS i pray the lord my soul to take IF SHE BEATS ME AGAIN TONIGHT JUST TAKE ME GOD

Love You...em
[chorus] The more you put me through The more it makes me wanna come back to you You say you hate me, I just love you more You don't want me, I just want you more I buy you flowers, you throw 'em at me I know it's sad but it's making me happy The more that you slap me, the more that it turns me on Because you love me and I love you more [verse 1] It's sick but who could ever predict we'd be doin' the same shit We say that we do it for our baby but we don't, we do it for us It's lust, 'cuz neither one of us trusts each other so we fuck 'till we bust, 'till cuss each other out, we know what it's about Shout 'till I throw you out the house, you throw me out the house I throw you on the couch, punch you in the mouth, we fist fight 'till we turn this mother out and apologize after, laughter Pain, it's insane, we're back in the same chapter again And it's sad but it's true, when i'm laying here with you There ain't nothing anyone could ever say or ever do 'cuz [chorus

Dont Know Who Is Here Or Not
Don't you hate it when you think you are talkin to a certain person and they arent that person.. I dont know I am just flappin muh lips.. And Plus a damn bitch.. you care for someone and you dont even know if it is the person or not or someone just sayin it is them but oh well I guess.. I just needed to vent I guess

Wtf?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
um...yea i'm so PO'd right now. Why the hell did someone flag one of my pics as NSFW. only one of them should be, but i marked it that way. this pic was rainbow in the background and it said bisexual pride. wtf? who the hell is ignorant enough to flag it as nsfw? if you don't like gay or bisexual people then get the fuck off my page! gggrrr

My Where Abouts
my whereabouts Current mood: soooo hungover I feel absolutely awful!!! I definately played the drunk role at Purgatory last night. I only planned on having a couple of beers.... I took a friend who had never been. The line was around the building when we got there! Sooooo, we went in the pub next door to try and let it die down a little. That is where it all began. She got a shot of tequila and a Michelob. So, like the good host, I had to have a shot of Jager and a budweiser. We did this several times. I lost count. So, when the line had not died down, we were drunk and didn't care about it being so freaking cold! We're standing in line. U will never believe who got in line behind us!!!!! Cupid... LOL He had on wings and a pair of fruit of the loom underwear and tennis shoes. Drunk, cold and in line with cupid!!! After we finally got in, it was an EXCELLENT show! There was an awesome crowd. And, Amos' has no sortage of alcohol either... I got to see al

O2.
I rarely come on CherryTAP anymore. Aww I miss all my Cherrys!! I'll have to start coming back on.. and hopefully I will be on more. Seem to have way to many online profiles. Well I've deleted some of those manys of manys of profiles I used to have. Theres some on wich I forget the name and pass too so there prolly still floating around somewhere on the net. I got a new online profile at a thing called Facebook. If you have one too contact me and I'll have to think about giving you my Facebook link. Anyways, so much has happend in the past...... well since like new years eve and all. Things are going pretty good considering, so I'm happy about that. My dad's birthday is tomorrow, my birthday is in 13 days and my mom's birthday is in 14 days, I'm excited!! Dont know what I'm doing for mine though. My parents arent gonna be here for my dads so this'll be the first ever time spending my dads birthday not with him. Not much else to say so.. hope you all have a wonderful, safe and ha

Cheery Grunt!!!!!
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Valentine Wishes
Well I hope that everyone had a good valentine's day. If you couldnt be with someone maybe you at least spent the day with friends or family. Well just wanted to wish everyone a Happy Valentine's Day

Who
who can I say is really on my side or am I alone on this life time ride who will be there in the end are the people I'm cool with really my friends who can I call on when I'm feeling sad will they talk to me after I make them mad who will be there if I have some fears who's shoulder will I cry on when I shed tears who will give me a ride to work when I'm about to get fired who will let me sleep at their house when I'm tired who will love me when I feel there is no love left who will cry for me after I take my last breath Damon Taylor Copyright ©2007 Damon Taylor

About Me.
Well here it is I live in Knoxville, TN and I am loving it here its pretty cool. I work at a retail store as a cashier/electronics overnights and I love that to. I have a cat named Honey she is about a year old almost two and i love her to death. I also own two frogs and a fish. Right now I am a single woman just looking at possibilities in life. I am hoping to start college next year kinda torn on my major but I do know that I want to do something with kids. I would love to be a teacher if I can get enough college funding and stuff. Umm.... Well thats about it folks. If you want to know more let me know. I will be glad to answer questions.

Sexual Signs - Please Post Which One You Are - Thankiies Metro (muaaaaaah Xo)
Below are descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then forward this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. .:VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. .:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. .:LIBRA:. The Best lover Beautiful people. Very romant

The Battalion Of The Dead
In memory of fallen volunteers we stand here proud of an army such as ours we are the peoles army since 1912 to present day For they shall not grow old as we are left grow old age shall not weary nor the years condem at the going down of the sun and in the morning This is dedicated to the officers and volunteers of the Ulster Volunteer Force and Red Hand Commando for their dedication and sacrifices over the years. NO SURRENDER. \"For as long as one hundred of us remain alive, we shall never in any way consent to submit to the rule of the Irish, for it’s not for glory we fight, but for freedom alone, which no man loses but his life\" PREPARED FOR PEACE, READY FOR WAR U.V.F. - The Peoples Army - Y.C.V. FOR GOD AND ULSTER Ask not what your country can do for you, but what you can do for your country. ___=//\"\"\"\"\\ |....__UvF-------- |=|\",\",\",\"::::::==\"---- |_---\"\"\"/_/-\'\"\"\" U. V. F. \" STILL UNDEFEATED \" \"READY TO DEFEND ULSTER WHEN NEEDE

* The Breakthrough Celebration *
The Breakthrough Celebration - Generating a flow towards oneness by the year 2012 By Carl Johan Calleman | calleman.com There have been many questions about the fact that Don Alejandro Oxlaj - head of the council of elders of the Maya - in an interview has rejected the December 21, 2012 date as the ending of the current creation. I want to point out here that I have also myself for more than a decade consistently rejected this date. Although the Maya have continued to use the sacred 260 day calendar unaltered they abandoned the use of the Long Count several centuries ago and so the date December 21, 2012 is something that has become known from the archaeologists and not from the contemporary Maya. There are however strong reasons to doubt that archaeologists, who often look upon the Mayan calendar as a superstition to begin with, would be able to address the question when the point of completion of the present creation is. I feel finding the answer to this requires a different po

* Have You *
Experienced an OBE (Out of Body Experience) or practice Astral Projection - and if so (if you believe these experiences to be possible) - what was your experience ... If you have not experienced either of these journeys (but believe it to be possible) - what are your thoughts on them? If you do not believe these journeys are possible - what are your thoughts / feelings and why?

Icp~bitches
Bitch what tha fuck? What ya try to do to me? You wasn't true to me When i was locked up, You fucked somethin like 34 guys But i let that slide Cuz your ass is bangin, your titties is phat I wanted to fuck that, but fuck that I never gave a fuck that, you put it through the courts and gave me genital warts Now i stack my nine, i'm goin for your knees I'ma blow 'em out and give your neck a squeeze As your standin there i'ma be like, bitch You know you done fucked up right? Girl ya know i love ya but now ya gotta die Now ya gotta die, now ya gotta die (4x) Bitch don't talk about bitches i'm fuckin them Please no fat bitches i'm fuckin slim Unless its one of those nights i'm smokin my shit I don't care if i'm high, i'm fuckin it How much it cost big fat crack head? Ain't tryin to hear all them words you said Five minutes bitch, then i came Fuck your name, and from were you came I don't give a fuck bitch, i will kill you You sequeta, you bolinda, you to past

Giggles
Car Trouble A blonde pushes her BMW into a gas station. She tells the mechanic it died. After he works on it for a few minutes, it is idling smoothly. She says, "What's the story?" He replies, "Just crap in the carburetor" She asks, "How often do I have to do that?" Speeding Ticket A police officer stops a blonde for speeding and asks her very nicely if he could se! e her license. She replied in a huff, "I wish you guys would get your act together. Just yesterday you take away my license and then today you expect me to show it to you!" At The Doctor's Office A gorgeous young redhead goes into the doctor's office and said that her body hurt wherever she touched it. "Impossible!" says the doctor. "Show me." The redhead took her finger, pushed on her left breast and screamed, then she pushed her elbow and screamed in even more. She pushed her knee and screamed; likewise she pushed her ankle and screamed. Everywhere she touched made her scream. The doctor said, "You're

So Im Back....=(
Im back I failed... They give you 3 atempts to pass and I have 6 weeks to get alittle more training in before i go hback and try again.. I dont know if i will even try again but I have a appt if i want to try... So im not in the best mood..

Why Am I Married?
WHY AM I MARRIED? You have two choices in life: You can stay single and be miserable, or get married and wish you were dead. At a cocktail party, one woman said to another, "Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?" "Yes, I am. I married the wrong man." A lady inserted an ad in the classifieds: "Husband Wanted" Next day she received a hundred letters. They all said the same thing: "You can have mine." When a woman steals your husband, there is no better revenge than to let her keep him. A woman is incomplete until she is married. Then she is finished. A little boy asked his father, "Daddy, how much does it cost to get married?" Father replied, "I don't know, son, I'm still paying." A young son asked, "Is it true, Dad, that in some parts of Africa a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her?" Dad replied, "That happens in every country, son."Then there was a woman who said, "I never knew what real happiness was until I got married, and by then, it was too late.

Advice And Kind Of A Rant
Okay I know not everyone is a geek, but if you're smart enough to cut and past tags for images, you might be able to do this. Lots of the images people post here are waaaay to big. The just take up real estate on the screen. and, with some minor modifications, you can fix it. The way you do this is to add "width = " to your image tag, for example: img src="http://i91.photobucket.com/albums/k284/sparkletags/DarkTags/haveaverycherryiliciousdayJ.gif" alt="Courtesy of MsTags.com" border="0" Becomes img src="http://i91.photobucket.com/albums/k284/sparkletags/DarkTags/haveaverycherryiliciousdayJ.gif" alt="Courtesy of MsTags.com" border="0" width="200" and how does that look? Original Image Resized Image Need help just ask!

Masturbation
She laying on her bed and she reaches for her night stand and opens the drawer and inside is a average pink vibrator, she twists it on and then she slowly takes it to her nipples around them she goes and then down her body slowly she takes it to her wet pussy lips, she hits her clit and sends out a soft moan and then she reaches her love hole and in it goes slowly slowly then fatser and faster as she is doing this she is playing with her very wet clit and she all of a sudden stops and she sees him standing by her bed and he asks may i join in nd she says sure so she turns it off because there is no need for it now but then he take the vibrator from her and turns it back on and he whipes it off on his pants he doesnt care but he takes it and slowly works it down her body and she is trembling because its getting her wetter and wetter because as of earlier she was almost ready to burst but hes making it all the better because he is there with her but he take it and slowly glides it down t

Just Once
I CRY......I CRY.....I CRY.......I CRY...... I JUST WANT TO BE LOVED JUST ONCE IN MY LIFE THE WAY I GIVE IT I OPENED UP MY SOUL TO BE LOVED I GIVE GIVE AND GIVE AND I THINK OF ALL THE THINGS I HAVE DONE TO BE HURT AND I COME UP WITH NOTHING I AM A COOL CALM AND COLLECTED BROTHER RESPECTFUL THE DAYS COME AND GO WITH MY SPECIAL SOMEONE I TRY TO PUT ALL THE DAYS INTO ONE... BUT HAVE TO SAY ONE DAY AT A TIME WHEN WILL THAT DAY COME I THINK AND THINK AND I COME TO REALIZE THAT I HAVE TO KEEP IT MOVIN IF I GIVE MYSELF TIME TO THINK I WILL FEEL THE PAIN OF LONLINESS A ROLLING STONE GATHERS NO MOSS BUT I MUSTN'T BE LIKE PAPA WHERE DO I MOVE TO DO I MOVE TO LOVE OR DO I MOVE NOT TO GET HURT I GAVE MY SOUL AND I GOT ONE I SHOULD SHAKE IT OFF LOVE WILL GET BACK TO YOU BUT I LOOK UP AND SEE IT HAS LEFT ME ALONE I GET TO THINKING WAS IT MY BREATH OR DID I LOVE TO HARD ONCE AGAIN I AM THE ONE WHO WILL FEEL IT AGAIN I CRY AND I GO RIGHT BACK TO LOVE ITS THE ONLY WA

Growing
I'm leaving now to slay the foe, fight my battles high and low. I'm leaving mother, hear me go. Please wish me luck today. I've grown my wings, It's my time to fly, To seize my victories, where they lie. I'm going now mother Please don't cry Just leave me be to find my way I want to see and touch. I want to hear. Though there maybe many dangerous, there are only a few fears I'll smile my smiles, I'll dry my own tears. Please let me speak my say I'm off to find my world and dreams Carve my niche, and sew my seams. Just remember though, as I sail the many streams I'll be missing and loving you Each and every day

Fuck Contests!
Fuck stupid contests. It's all just a contest to see who can whore themselves better on Cherry Tap. I guess I should have realized this before, but thought I would see what would happen. It's not about who is cutest, who has the best tattoo, who has the prettiest eyes. The only thing that matters is how well you can advertise yourself and get people to comment bomb you. Fuck comment bombing!

Less Than A 1000 To Go!! And Im Out Of Comments... Help!!!
OMG.. I need everyone now!!! Im behind and its over today! But that means everyone has to go comment bomb for me so I can get my 30 day blast!! It ends today Please help!!! Please click on the picture to vote Well I was ahead for almost 2 weeks but I dropped to almost 6000 behind.. So.. I again need everyones help!! The contest ends today!! YAY.. First place is a 30 day blast and I would love to have it. So please come help me.. I can't do it alone. Thank you everyone who has gotten me this far!! I will as always return the favor for everyone who helps! I try to get to everyone and rate and fan all pages. I also will comment bomb contests.. Just let me know. Thank you so much to everyone who has been helping me! Please click on the picture to vote HUGS AND KISSES

For Those Wanting & Waiting!!
To be honest, when I decided to make me one that was nothing like the others I had seen, I thought I might get around 10 requests to have me do one. Well I am over 50 made so far counting USER & VIC licenses with at least 23 people in line waiting. I guess I should feel honored that my style is wanted & that I have had others that make them, that want one of mine. I really do appreciate all the positive comments I get about them. I also love seeing them being used as peoples profile pics. I am really sorry to a few of you that have been waiting a very long time to get yours & I hope the people that have recently requested understand it might take me a while to get to theirs. I am constantly trying to do things slightly different to make them look even better. I don't have that much time online to work on them (because my lack of ass is getting flat from sitting in this chair & I am trying to stay away from the pc more lol). I do promise that everyone that wants one will get one! Also u

October And Me
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

Friday'sssss
Well Friday is here again..... another week gone a week closer to Spring thank god it can't come quick enough for me... haven't been doing a whole lot today did some chatting on msn, inbetween laundry and other housework which for some dam reason never seems to end grrrrrrrrr. Don't have much planned for tonight other than being lazy, and hoping for a nice weekend

Needing Some Input
ok I have been thinking lots about someone that I love very much but she does not feel that way about me anymore. I changed my entire life around for her. Now how can I get her out of my head...I have not even seen her or talked to her since july of last year...how come an old goat like me can not get over this. Any words of wisdome would help...

Prison
Prison Another day of loneliness Living on borrowed time Freedom seems so far away Inside a distorted mind I watch my happiness fade The glow in my eyes have died Watching the wrinkles form Because I can not cry Waterfalls of tears have fallen But no promises are made here All truth is smashed and broken To all that was held so dear A heart left sagging Like a flower plucked from its stem Closing out all memories That reminds me of him I must not hold on to anything I have to feel as if it’s all dead For my time here will never end And the nightmare will continue inside my head Written by: J.R.A.F 1994

What I Fine Sexy In A Man....
Just some thoughts on what I find sexy in a man... Ladies, feel free to add your own. Guys you can join in with what you find sexy about Women. A man who is confident but not arrogant. A man with character and strength. A man who has nice hands AND feet. A man who smells good. Mmmmm very much a turn on! A man who can make me laugh. A man in boxer-briefs!;-) Deep, Dark, Penitrating Eyes

Crying Over You Again!
I was talking this guy recently and everything was going great. I think it was more sexual than anything though. He happend to tell me he loved and then the next day totally went back on and said he didnt mean it. This guy totally knew I was in love with him then on top of it he went and took out another woman an older woman about 11 year older than him to top it of and right in front of me. Not only was he a liar but he was also a cheater. Then e had the nerve to ask me why I didnt want to talk to him anymore. Why does all the guys I talk to have to be complete morons. I have almost never beenso hurt.SO I decided to go out and try to get over by going and trying to pick up on guys only to end up crying becuase I just wanted him there so bad even though he didnt deserve to be in my presence or anywhere near my heart.

Pissed Off
Whichever one of you stupid ass horny fucks reported my main photo as NSFW can bite my ass!!!! I Have seen far worse on here and there was nothing there but some harmless cleavage. I would like to thank you personally you chicken shit little jackass!!!!!!

Before I Go...
Would you go to my story on literotica.com and rate it for me? I hope you rate it with a FIVE. The rating for it as it stands right now is 4.76 and I would like to see it jump up into the to 100 stories on literotica.com by the time I come back from Oklahoma. Could you do that for me? Thank you so much ... here is the link to the story. http://www.literotica.com/stories/showstory.php?id=300719 36d hugs, ms. cleavage

Okay Newbie At The Keyboard
So I'm slowwwwwwww and do not have a clue where I am going or what I am doing..... have patience!!! LMAO PLEASE!!! Heyyyyyy to all the gang at ChillinRadio (who talked me into this) SASSY I mean YOU!!!!!! Hahahahahahaha Anyone wanting good tunes should check them out!!! Good music, kewl people and lotsssss of fun!!! More when I learn how here!!!

Poem?!?!
“Sticky sweet, gumball pink, with a slight taste of a bit more. Innocence is something saved, savored, or faked. In the big room with the little chair, a smile to melt and eyes fluttering like fans ... Dear onlooker, guess which one I am [of the three]. A layer of clothing at a time, and it becomes more and more obvious ... saved, savored, or faked. Sticky sweet, gumball pink in the big room with the little chair.”

Yes X No
x=Yes ( )=No (just take away the x's if its no for you, copy aqnd paste in your own blog ) (x) Skipped School ( ) Snuck out of your parent's house (x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back ( ) been arrested (x) gone on a blind date ( ) had a crush on a teacher (x) been to Canada ( ) been to Mexico ( ) been to california ( ) road-tripped out of the the country ( ) been on a plane ( ) purposely set a part of yourself on fire ( ) eaten Sushi ( )been snowboarding (x) been to a concert (x) taken painkillers (x) love someone or miss someone (x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by (x) questioned your heart (x) been obsessed with post-it notes (x) squished barefoot through the mud (x) been lost ( ) been to the opposite side of the country (x) swam in the ocean (x) felt like dying (x) cried yourself to sleep (x) played cops and robbers (x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers (x) paid for a meal with only coins (x) d

Job Security
i am in the middle of job hunting and enrolling in college so that my family cna have what they need throughout life. the problem is is finding a job with job security and once we've found a job that has that will they give it to us. and if they give it to us are we going to end up like my brother who went through 6 years of college in order to be gauranteed a job with security only to find out, in doing so there is no room for advancement. so what then is job security? the fact that your job will never be sent over seas, or the fact that you will always have a chance to move up in the company and in your life?

L
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your lo

* Transforming Your Creations Through Love *
* TRANSFORMING YOUR CREATIONS THROUGH LOVE * ********************************************************************************************* * I love you always in all ways * ********************************************************************************************* ********************************************************************************************* * Transforming your Creations through Love * ********************************************************************************************* Why is Love the most powerful vibrational pattern in your entire world? Why is Love the strongest? The purest? Why can Love transform? Because Love contains all possibilities in its purest form. That is why Love has the power to change all things. It is the All That Is. Now anger does not contain all possibilities in its purest form. The vibrational rhythm of Love has all possibilities, so it has the capability of identifying and wrapping the rhythmic pattern of anger

The Nice Guys
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry that I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry that my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry that I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry that I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry that I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry if I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes around I'm sorry if I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work I'm sorry that you can't realize.. I've been

Texan's Confession
A married Texan went into the confessional and said to his priest, "I almost had an affair with another woman." The priest said, "What do you mean, almost?" The Texan said, "Well, we got undressed and rubbed our bodies together; but then I stopped." The priest said, "Rubbing together is the same as putting it in. You're not to see that woman again. For your penance, say five Hail Mary's and put $50 in the poor box." The Texan left the confessional, said his prayers, and then walked over to the poor box. He paused for a moment and then started to leave. The priest, who was watching, quickly ran over to him saying, "I saw that. You didn't put any money in the poor box!" The Texan replied, "Yeah, but I rubbed the $50 on the box, and according to you, that's the same as putting it in.

Rants
Sometimes I feel like deep down inside that I am not the one that should be who I am. That perhaps I am meant to be someone else, or no one else. Deep down inside my gut starts to churn and my emotions burn. I want to scream at the top of my lungs from all the pressure, but I know if i did no one would hear. And if they did they'd be to worried about their own problems to take a second and worry about mine to begin with. All this negative energy builds up and builds up from my everyday life, until I feel like i should just explode, but i can't. I'm forced to swallow it all and just accept what it is. the only problem is that..I hate what it is, and what it is, is nothing but what it is.. Life. One day I'm just going to run away. I'm going to pack what little bit of stuff I can into my car and run away. Odds are I wont even tell anyone I'm leaving until after I'm gone. I know ranting and raving and then ultimately running away isn't going to solve my problems..but a nice vaca

Sexy New Update
Well, I hope everyon ehad a weekend as good as mine! Weather was nice and I got a few outside photo shoots done! I just put up my newest update at, www.southern-charms3.com/ciara It features me a baby blue see through number and one of my favorite toys!!! Do you want to see how deep I can go? You will have to check it out! I also updated with a new video. Just me and my toy! Very hot indeed! Let me know what you think by leaving a comment here, or just emailing me at ciarassoutherncharms@hotmail.com Hope to hear from you soon, Ciara

Help
I can't put the bottle down to save myself, I don't know how. I keep drinking to numb myself cause I don't know how else to now. I drink and fight, I pass out at night. I'm crashing and burning, I'm the one who keeps losing this fight. I feel pain so I grab a 40 of beer, I crack the bottle open and try to wash away all feelings, emotions,pain and fear. I'll drink till I pass out. The floor where I wake up knows my name and my face. Wake up in the morning hung over and feeling sick as shit, I'll sleep half the day away then return to my hazey ways in another day. The face in the mirror I don't recognize, I can't see, back into my eyes. Its not me, I'm, someone else, I'm too weak to say that maybe I need help. The vodka calls as I fall, a good friend will help me through, I put down the gun but its just like the drinks to me.

Can't Stand....
You know when your in traffic and nobody moving even when theres a green light and then you see why they were not moving...it some old person sitting in the front not knowing where they are. Now its not only old people who do this it is anybody who has something on there mind or people who are stoned ect... how 'bout they get off the steets until they're a little bit with the world so they can drive...anyway I hate traffic.

Thinking About
Thinking about starting up an online business. I make beauty and bath products as well as a few other things. Below is a list of items that I make. If you are interested in anything please send me a message. Trying to see what people would be more interested in. Everything is made with natural products. Bath Salts Massage Oils Oatmeal Baths Body Scrubs- 3 types available: Salt, Sugar, Oatmeal Foaming Cleanser Cream Cleanser Gentle Facial Toner Lip Balm Eye Cream Shower Gel Hand Balm Aromatherapy Perfumes altar oils Candles Many scents will be available. Other products might be by request. Everything will be made to order. PLEASE send me a message if you are interested.

Tiger Of The Year
In a zoo in California , a mother tiger gave birth to a rare set of triplet tiger cubs. Unfortunately, due to complications in the pregnancy, the cubs were born prematurely and due to their tiny size, they died shortly after birth. The mother tiger after recovering from the delivery, suddenly started to decline in health, although physically she was fine. The veterinarians felt that the loss of her litter had caused the tigress to fall into a depression. The doctors decided that if the tigress could surrogate another mother's cubs, perhaps she would improve. After checking with many other zoos across the country, the depressing news was that there were no tiger cubs of the right age to introduce to the mourning mother. The veterinarians decided to try something that had never been tried in a zoo environment. Sometimes a mother of one species will take on the care of a different species. The only orphans" that could be found quickly, were a litter of weaned pigs. The zoo keepers and

March 29,2007
Well we had some bad ass storms here last night! My son was going crazy he was so scared! But THANK GOD we didn't get any tornadoes! We got to close tho! Some of the towns around here was not that lucky! Well other than that today was a great day! My husband will be off in the morning and he will be up my butt for 3 days!(woohoo) So we will be doing some yard work! Spring time is my favorite time of the year! And I am still doing work on my page so come by and see it! I hope everyone has a great weekend! Love Kim

Nsfw Can Kiss My White Azz!!
You kno what it is pretty pathetic when ur friends mark ur photos , that takes away from ur points bc u dont get points for NSFW photos! Really pisses me off i dont go round markin anyone elses photos and yesterday i dunno who but i think someone on here did that shit for spite , thnx asshole! Anyways i jus felt like venting and if this offneds u then ur prolly one of the fucks who go's around markin ppl's pics... well u kno what ur a butthole Lol Anyways jus felt like sayin this! Gon' post this is my blog also. I really dont like this NSFW stuff the way i see it is if ur at work uhh durr dumbass work is for work not for CherryTap ya kno! Wait till ur ass gets home and still even if u r lookin at it at work u have to click the shit to b able to look at it anyways so somethin caught ur eye u pervert ha!! So anyways thnx for listenin! Mwahh ♥ thnx to all those who have helped me level and get to the level i am!! ♥ ya bunches!! Heather ( Lexi )

Wot Colour Purple Are You?
You Are Grape You are bold and a true individual. You are very different and very okay with that. People know you as a straight shooter. You're very honest, even when the truth hurts. You are also very grounded and practical. No one is going to sneak anything by you. People enjoy your fresh approach to life. And it's this honesty that makes you a very innovative person. What Color Purple Are You?

Need Help
MY GOOD FRIEND NEEDS HELP PLZ. SHE A GREAT WOMEN WITH A KIND HEART SHE COULD USE SOME COMMENTS FOR TEH CONTEST SHE IS IN. SO I AM ASKING ALL MY FRIENDS TO HELP HER PLZ. I WILL RETURN FAVORO PLZ JUST SHOW SOEM LOVE HERE THE LINK TY ALL

Urggggg
its not hat i hate wemon but damn you need to coem with instrutions on what you need done how to do it when not to do it and stuff like liek i said i dont hate you guys but damn you are so fucking confuseing cuss me out if you would liek but that is what i feel abou tsome of the wemonon this earth

Please Add.. Hahahaha
I took this from my myspace blog.. :P Please add the following friends. Yes some actually exist on here! :) Yo yo! Here's my not so real bulletin. Please add the following friends.. I had a weird dream I posted this.. so.. Add my friend "Taco Bell" they have been there for dinner and lonely nights when I want beans. and coleslaw. Add my friend "Pappa Johns" he rocks.. I can order pizza online.. How cool is that? I mean wow! plus i'm a good tipper! haha add my friend "BurgerKing" even though the king creeps me out! Has that "scream" look to him. But the fries and burgers are good for a cheap date. j/k I only did that when I was 25 . (get outta my gravy!) lol Add my friend "New Egg" it seems I will accept the fact that pc upgrades are important more important than dating a playboy looking model. New egg has helped me through some rough times.. and i've spent $$$$ there. "New Egg is my gf that I always go back to " hahaha Add my frien

Wats On Your Mind?? **thought Of The Day** Comment & Rate
silence love "so tell me wat good to speak of love if u cant hear" something evil watching over you coming from the vibe aloaf of good .there is so many things about love that keep us busy that we dont make time to prepare ,,, ..you rescused my attention carrying your care on my back leavin my heart unconcious while distracting your respect on my self esteem. love is transformed so it can see more than it meets is eyes but the grip of holdin back is determined either special or underrated. we dont have enough energons to power a full scale of pleasure but in this finest hour strong enough it will break the bravest heart. there is a hole in its language but it can be pulled together and save us all. slowly u whisper so close for me to feel your heart beat. the battle of pasion have won but the war of romance has just begin it iudgement day and we made our stand with power of silence love has been driven through our heart its way will remain til the day it wants to be heard

Alittle About Me...
Well, I figure for my first blog, I'll just put up alittle about me. I'm 22 years old, I live in honesdale Pennsylvania, I just got out of a serious relationship, and I have three wonderful children. I play guitar, as much as I possibly can, but lately that hasnt been as much as I would like. My current favorite drink is Sex In The Graveyard(Its delicious, next time your at a bar order one, you shouldnt be disapointed), and I smoke entierly too much. I listen to just about any kind of music imaginable. I love movies, and I hope to direct one of my own one of these days. I really dont know what else to put down here, so any questions, feel free to ask, and I will answere as soon as I possibly can. :)

My Twelve Steps
Lord, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to hide the bodies of those people I had to kill because they pissed me off.

Thank Twice
I bet you thought I was going to talk about my sarry exscuse of a love life (LoL) Thank Twice. No not this time instead I going to tell you about somthing even worse. They look and feail soo good we all wonte one and see it in the mall all the time. It calls to us tory with us we must try it out. Yeah ok go ahead use sit in it cause it might be the last time. A cople of week agao gave in to it call walk right in and cheak it out. Their where no worning sign bewaire of it bite. Because the bark is the best part of it. You know it The word alone send pain down my back. ("For reail it does.") Those sweat relaxing masage chairs "Ah" I gave in and sat down. For a wile it was going good hitting my feet my leg my arms and finger. My nick and sholders where stiff and I felt soo relax I did not seer it come the bite bext thing I knew it had bitten me it ball rolled down my lower back it was the 3rd time it had done that. But this time it was difent, when it bit me I felt it just above my lo

I Found Your Dog Today. Better Grab Some Kleenex
I found your dog today. No, he has not been adopted by anyone. Most of us who live out here own as many dogs as we want. Those who do not own dogs do so because they choose not to. I know you hoped he would find a good home when you left him out here, but he did not. When I first saw him, he was miles from the nearest house and he was alone, thirsty, thin, and limping from a cactus burr in his paw. How I wish I could have been you as I stood before him. To have seen his tail wag and his eyes brighten as he bounded into your arms, knowing you would find him, knowing that you had not forgotten him. To see the forgiveness in his eyes for the suffering and pain he had known in his never ending quest to find you... But I was not you. And despite all my persuasion, his eyes beheld a stranger. He did not trust and he would not come to me. He turned and continued his journey, one he was sure would soon bring him to you. He does not understand you are not looking f

How Well Do You Think You Know Me??
Name: Where did we meet: Take a stab at my middle name: How long have you known me: Do I smoke: What was your first impression of me upon meeting: Color of my eyes: Do I have any siblings: What's one of my favourite things to do: Do you remember one of the first things I said to you: What's my favourite type of music: What is the best feature about me: Am I shy or outgoing: Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: What's your favourite memory of me: Any special talents: Would you consider me a friend: Would you ever consider ever going out with me: How many children do I have: If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be: If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what is one thing that I would bring? I can't wait to see the answers.

Free Speech
Click here to repost Today Don Imus was fired for calling the Rutgers University basketball team "nappy headed hos". Sure, that was inappropriate, but did the punishment fit the crime? Maybe we should look at the two guys who pushed this issue until Imus was fired. Jesse Jackson says it's a question of morality, and what's right and what's wrong. Just so we're clear: Imus Calling Black Women "nappy headed hos": Wrong. Jesse Jackson calling Jews "Hymies" and referring to New York as "Hymietown" : Right. (Washington Post, 1984) Imus Calling Black Women "nappy headed hos": Wrong. Jesse Jackson having an affair and Impregnating Karin Stanford, then using rainbow coalition funds to pay her $40,000 and purchasing a $365,000 house to keep her quiet: Right Jesse Jackson not paying child support for this child, and not visiting her: Right Jesse Jackson Saying Duke La Crosse Rape Suspects who have been aquitted "deserved the negative atte

Born To Suck
Kate couldn’t help it! She wanted to stop but something inside her wouldn’t let her! Kate was from all appearances a normal eighteen year old junior in high school. Average looks, average grades, nice friends, good parents, nothing to worry about. Well not exactly, you see Kate was addicted to oral sex! She would suck anyone, anywhere, at anytime. She couldn’t be exactly sure of why, but all she knew was that she had a burning uncontrollable desire to have her mouth around a hard cock or her tongue buried in a hot warm pussy! Walking home from school, Kate stopped off at the store to buy some school supplies. The lady salesclerk was a fifty five year old spinster who probably had never had it from anyone before, but she had heard about Kate from one of her bridge partners. When she recognized her she decided to see if what she had heard was true. “Come with me,” she said to Kate, and the led her to the store room at the rear of the store. Not sure if she should try it, the older la

Dumb, Dumber And Dumbest! What Ye Say About Playing Dumb?
I was having this quite interesting conversation with my best friend. She's beautiful, talented but to my misfortune she believes that in order for her to snag a man she needs to play dumb. ? DUMB YOURSELF DOWN TO APPEAL TO A GUY??? The moment I heard these words from her I almost stabbed myself with a fork. Why pray tell my dear friend would you want to make yourself dumber to attract a man? In the first place, would you want to attract someone who wants you to be robotic and agreeable and unopinionated? Secondly, you would be attracting someone who has heavy self esteem issues, as to one of the comments that I got from my Mumm..which is so true !!! I pointed this out to my other best friend and she said its all about being flexible. She, coming from the IT line, she said that she won't be talking in technical jargon if she was hanging with me (Journalism and Film and Television Major) Going back to my Mumm, some said that it's all about being real, that

I Have The Best Friends Ever!
So my best friend Courtney just called to inform me that she has a surprise for me. She sucks at keeping surprises so she just told me... SHE'S BUYING ME TWO TICKETS TO SEE TOOL IN CONCERT IN JUNE!! I cant fucking believe it, I'm so excited. I never thought I would get this chance. Thank you Crodniferous, I LOVE YOU!

The Message Of The Day Is: 04/19/07
Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile. Send to all the people you love and don't want to lose in 2007, even me.... If you get 3 back, you are a great friend Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we`re here we may as well dance...

New Sites Gone Live (or Wrong Heh)
so i finally finished with my paperwork to update: www.punxproductions.com pretty hyped at the sketch of the site and will be finishing up more details and graphics stuff later... thankfully Rotten has me working on rottenracing.com as well so added to the 4 other sites im doing now, I wont be in short supply of work heh... I'm still super hyped about this LA trip in finally working with him as it sounds like a sweet clusterfuck of a deal haahha... and also with my other shoot schedule around his, I will have too many new girls to post on here for whoever reads this to see hahaha... anyway, will update from the road as time permits (for those that care hahaha)...

Good Advice
Life always brings problems. We really can’t live without them. And so it helps to shift our perspective. We can stop trying to avoid the problems. We can stop feeling victimized by what’s happening. Instead, we can consciously work with the challenge of the moment to learn more about ourselves and the world. When we make this shift in attitude, we discover ourselves to be strong and powerful. Every lesson is a widening and deepening of consciousness. It is a stretching of the mind beyond its conceptual limits and a stretching of the heart beyond its emotional boundaries. It is a bringing of unconscious material into consciousness, a healing of past wounds, and a discovery of new faith and trust. -- Paul Ferrini

After The Weekend
hey guys and girls, well had a great weekend got absolutely wrecked saturday night. just a few pics have been added of the night. couldn't take anymore we were all toooooo drunk by 3am. let me know what you all did over the weekend

What I Would Like
I read this on a friends page and totally agree with it so I'm posting it here I just want to be with somebody who WANTS to be with me Is that too much to ask for? Somebody who is willing to put as much into a relationship as I am. Maybe I want a whirlwind romance. Someone who will sweep me off my feet. Someone who realises how precious life is and how fleeting it can be. Someone who will take advantage of every moment they have to be near me. Someone who is as crazy about me as I am about them.I just feel so hopeless. Like it can never happen for me. I look around me, and at people I have known in the past. I see so many people who don't even seem to realise what they have. Drugged out crackwhores who are married with families that they dont even care about. (admittedly, they are not too discerning and would settle for anyone, which eases my mind a bit to know that I am not just so messed up that nobody would want to be with me.) I see the workaholics, whose val

I Got A 79
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGITT

I Fucked Up
so i dont know how it happend but smehow i lost the ring Jason gave me. i took it off to take a shower and st it on the counter just like i always do and got dressed and checked on the sauce i was making. this is when i got on the computer not thinking about needing to put my rings back on. They are usually safe on the counter. well jason got home and i remembered to put my rings back on. only they weren't there. jason said that he saw one of my rings there, but that he didnt see the diamond ring. i tore the entire house apart looking for it. i looked under every bed, as a matter of fact i even decided to wash all the sheets. i looked in every drawer and cabinet. i feel so stupid. i askd my son, i even told him he wouldnt be in touble if he took it that i just wanted it back. i'm freaked out. i've been crying like a baby on and off all morning. i emptied out the toy box and everything. i don't know what to do. all i can do is pray that jason took it eenthough he told me that

[[ Plz Read Pretty Plz ]]
anzac day - we will remember the diggers who died fighting for OUR freedom & for those who continue to fight for our freedom i just love this song sooo much - so moving =] & great video Now when I was a young man I carried me pack And I lived the free life of the rover. From the Murray's green basin to the dusty outback, Well, I waltzed my Matilda all over. Then in 1915, my country said, "Son, It's time you stop ramblin', there's work to be done." So they gave me a tin hat, and they gave me a gun, And they marched me away to the war. And the band played "Waltzing Matilda," As the ship pulled away from the quay, And amidst all the cheers, the flag waving, and tears, We sailed off for Gallipoli. And how well I remember that terrible day, How our blood stained the sand and the water; And of how in that hell that they call Suvla Bay We were butchered like lambs at the slaughter. Johnny Turk, he was waitin', he primed himself well; He showered

Family Ditched Me
My birthday is tomorrow and I will be 42. I will be all dressed up and have no where to go or no one to spend it with. This really sux big time! My family is so busy that work is more important to them so I guess I will just have the birthday blues and be alone another year. Well I hope someone will be out there celebriating for me. OOUCH THAT HURTS AND MY FEELINGS ARE REALLY HURT AS WELL.

Forever
In the brightest hour of my darkest day I realized what is wrong with me Can't get over you. can't get through to you It's been a helter-skelter romance from the start Take these memories that are Haunting me Of a paper man cut into shreds by his own pair of scissors He'll never forgive her...he'll never forgive her... Because days come and go but my feelings for you are forever Sitting by a fire on a lonely night Hanging over from another good time With another girl... little dirty girl You should listen to this story of a life You're my heroine-in this moment I'm lonely fulfilling my darkest dreams All these drugs all these women I'm never forgiven..this broken heart of mine One last kiss before I go Dry your tears, it is time to let you go One last kiss

Hey Satan... You Rock..
Therapy? › Hey Satan - You RockWanna spend my whole life drunk, never wanna give a fuckWanna walk through gates of heaven, backstage pass in handSt. Peter, park my car, there's angels on my mindFix me up some manna, where d'ya keep the wine?Venom on the jukeboxPostcards to hell, hey Satan - you rockGet me Mary, she's a foxPostcards to hell, hey Satan - you rockHey Satan - you rockI wanna spend my whole life drunk, never wanna give a fuckWanna storm through gates of heaven, backstage pass in handSt. Peter, park my car, there's angels on my mindTake me through to see the big man, where d'ya keep the wine?Venom on the jukeboxPostcards to hell, hey Satan - you rockGet me Mary, she's a foxPostcards to hell, hey Satan - you rockHey Satan - you rockVenom on the jukeboxPostcards to hell, hey Satan - you rockGet me Mary, she's a foxPostcards to hell, hey Satan - you rockHey Satan - you rock

Meth Info...plz Read And Take Action!!!
1. Strawberry Quick Strawberry flavored methamphatimines, often used to entice younger users to experiment with meth. Used to flavor meth during the cooking process (not after) which does not impact the potency. I also found an article posted on USA Today Strawberry quick: The new & improved form of meth? ************************************************** OK I did a google search on this to see if it was REAL and it indeed seems to be valid- there was a contradictory report that claims its all a hoAX BUT AS THE MOM OF A TWO teens im not willing to take that cance! please pass this on- im going to blog it as well even though noone ever looks at them :P ~Temptress~ *************************************************** Body: Department that they have received emails from emergency responder organizations to be on the lookout for a new form of Crystallized Meth, that is targeted at children and to be aware of this new form if called to an emergency involving a child that may

Alchohol
You scored as midori. sweet and eaisly taken, you are midori. you love to have fun with your close friends and although you look pretty harmless, you can cause damage if you want to!midori100%wine88%champagne88%rum83%vodka79%absinthe79%bourbon79%beer71%daiquaries58%whiskey50%what alcoholic drink are you (pictures)created with QuizFarm.com

Gaf Recce Tornados To Afghanistan
The German Bundestag agreed on 09 March 2007 with a large majority on the deployment of six Tornado reconnaissance (recce) aircraft to Afghanistan. The Tornados will be part of the German contingent of the NATO-led International Security Assistance Force (ISAF) in Afghanistan. The aircraft will be employed for imaging reconnaissance and aerial surveillance as well as for photographic interpretation. After their landing in Afghanistan, the Tornado aircraft from German Air Force Tactical Reconnaissance Wing 51 "Immelmann" in Jagel will be employed by the ISAF Headquarters within the framework of the decisions taken by the NATO Council and the mandate of the United Nations. The German Bundestag mandate permits Germany's participation in ISAF until 13 October 2007. Up to 500 soldiers can be deployed in addition to the previous mandate for air reconnaissance and aerial surveillance. The troops will be based in Mazar-e-Sharif in the north of Afghanistan.

Try Not To Cry
Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school, He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold! But Mommy, when I went to school that day, I never said good-bye, I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry. When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother. Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much, And please tell Trevor; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best; Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class, And never to fo

Everything Happens For A Reason
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be - a roommate, a neighbor, a professor, a friend, a lover, or even a complete stranger - but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way. Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet w

No Gas
The Austin paper indicated that prices could go as high as $4 per gallon later this year....read on > > DON'T PUMP GAS ON MAY 15TH!! > > In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. > > On May 15th 2007, all internet users are to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. > > There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet network, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. > > If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000.00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companies' pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day. > > If you agree (which I can't see why you wouldn't) resend this to all of your contact list. With it saying, '

Nascar Joke
Four NASCAR fans wanted to show their drivers that they're each the biggest fans in the world, so they decide to climb the biggest mountain they can find. The first one to the top is a Dale Jr fan, and he says, "I'm the biggest fan in the world! This is for you Dale!" and he jumps off. The second one to the top is a Jimmie Johnson fan and he says, "I love you more than anything Jimmie, this is for You!" and he jumps off. The last 2 people who get to the top get there at the same time. One is a Tony Stewart fan and one is a Jeff Gordon fan. When they're both standing at the top together, the Tony Stewart fan says, "This one is for all the NASCAR fans everywhere!" He then pushes the Gordon fan off.

Ok So This Is A Doozy
Sooooooooooo..... hypothetically.... you are reading a magazine... say... and... you run across a question to the editor about.... lets say... a female fantasy. Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd... for giggles, lets say that this woman has a cum fetish and wants a guy to jerk off a lot and save his cum for her. There wasnt any advice... it was kind of left to the readers to respond next month. But my mind began to flood with questions! How do you properly store and transport said cum in volume? Does it "go bad"? Do you store it in individual "batches" and then combine them later? Is there a best temperature to store cum? Too cold? Too Hot? Too Goldilocks? How much is enough? An ounce? A Pint? Quart? Gallon? Inquiring Minds want to know!

The End Of Sensuality
The End of Sensuality Do I detect a promise, wooing me to witness a lie reflected at me a mirror of treachery? Do the mouths of countless hundreds babble the talk of prattle that is of no truth whatsoever lies, one and all? Does the shadow of death and disease strike paranoia into those who should be free of their passions and the ability to express it without shame? Do I detect words that say 'Desire' but end up a mockery of the very word Is it fear? Is it cruelty? Is this, today, do I detect the end of sensuality?

A Friend
Ok so I have this friend he knows who he is. He told me that he has fallen for me, even though I am married. I have been thinking about him from the day he said that to me. We have known each other for about 11 day's now. But he is truly sweet. I have to be 100% honest if I was not married I would go out with him in a heartbeat. And I was not sure how to say it to him so I was thinking hmmmmmmm maybe a blog will work. So here I am putting up a blog to let him know just how I feel. At this time I feel like my Husband don't love me like he use to. Many things have changed between My Husband and Myself. So to my cute friend I truly fell for you. I hope you know where I am coming from...

Rate My Pictures Not The Blog....
I thought I might say hello and see if you might want to be a friend? My name is Pete, I just got back home from Europe and I thought I might see who is on Cherry Tap. I liked the profile. Are you on Yahoo or any IMs? Let me know if you want to know me but if you want to add me as well. I am an upfront and honest guy who is open minded and I think I would have a good and yet fun heart. I am a friend who likes to help his friends and listen too. I want people to like me for who I am and not something I cant and will not be. I am into alot of art and photography and I have some pictures of my life, my art and trips I have taken in my travels and I have alot more to display when Cherry Tap awards me more space to do so.Well enough of me typing away, I am mainly on Yahoo Im under SonderGaad78209 but the other IMs, I dont use as much unless that friend has JUST that, then I will sign on so if your on them, let me know because, and this is going to sound silly, I dont remember the usernam

Gutteral Grind Project
"PSYCHOTIC HOMICIDAL DISMEMBERMENT" IS THE NAME OF MY NEW PROJECT. 10 TRACKS OF GUTTERAL GOREGRINDING METAL. CD IS CALLED "HAUNTED CATACOMBS" SOUND SAMPLES AT... WWW.MYSPACE.COM/CHAINSAWDISSECTION 10 THUNDEROUS TRACKS!! CD'S ARE $7.00 EACH (SHIPPING INCLUDED) WELL HIDDEN CASH, MONEY ORDERS OR PAYPAL ACCEPTED. EMAIL FOR MORE INFO. (CD'S ARE LIMITED!!)

A Friend
just wanted to say that a friend is gone and altho i hated the things that were done and how they were done the greif and pain is slowly going away and yet i know that hes up with the lord watcing over all those who cared and who he cared about this blog is for erin and sandi my daughter christina and most of all its for my friend ross who gave his all defending our country god bless you and keep you ross 14 svc. bn will never be the same without you there my frind i love you ross jen&christina

Oh Well Its Better Then Nothing!!!!
My name is vickie,I live in West Virginia,i love doing alot of things exspecially out doors activity,my favorate tree is pine i love the pines.an i love 4-wheeling mostly in the mud ,i love camping,fishing,an having cookouts,but most of all is trying to find that special someone to do it with an that wants to do them things with me...... MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts

Wow I Cant Believe This
IM SHOCKED I HAVE 1035 FRIENDS AND I CAN ONLY GET 3 PPL TO HELP ME.......WOW, AFTER ALL THE PPL I HAVE LEVELED UP AND HELPED IN CONTESTS AND JUST RATED TO RATE IM IN SHOCK!!!!! HMMMMM WONDERS WHO MY FRIENDS ARE? WELL HERE IS THE LINK JUST CLICK IT EVEN ONE COMMENT WILL HELP!!!!!!!!!!!

Blah
So I've been in a rather blah kind of mood as of late. The reasone being I want to move to be with my gf but I can't afford the move right now like I want to. On top of that my phone has been pissing me off lately. So yeah just be kinda blah and not really been in the mood to deal with shit. So yeah I'm hopeing things get better sooner than later.

Thinking About Life.......
Ive been thinking alot about everything thats been happening in my life lately. I never expected growing up that my life would end up like this. I wanna take a little bit of time to vent and see if I cant get a little advice at the same time. For those of you who know me personally, you already know a little bit about whats been going on. But still even those closest to me have no idea how I feel about it. Im very good about keeping my feelings bottled up inside me until I explode. Most people think Im a hard-ass, which I still am, just not all the time like I make people think. I grew up like most kids do. My parents got divorced when I was a young child. I think I was about 5 years old. Like most people who get divorced, my parents strongly disliked each other. In fact, I dont think they said more then 15 words to each other until my sister had her first child. Which was 16 years after they got divorced. Dad got custody of my sister and I and we saw mom every other weekend. It w

Thoughts On Vic
It's actually late for me to be on here...7:23 AM. I just went through re-rating a friends pics. I rated them 10's before, but now 11's. Funny thing is the 35 or so 11's I had left, never added up! Now I'm not a points whore, but if you pay for something, shouldn't it work for you. Does anyone know about this? I'd like to know what I did wrong? I didn't find anything about this at CT Support, so I figured I'd hit the blogs. BTW, excuse the rambling, I'm falling asleep wgile typing this.

36 Things U Wouldn't Think To Ask
1. Have you ever been searched by the cops? nope 2. Do you close your eyes on roller coasters? sometimes, if its the MAMBA at Worlds of Fun 3. When's the last time you've been sledding? wow, years 4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone? someone i care about... 5. Do you believe in ghosts? only when Im home alone on stormy nights 6. Do you consider yourself creative? yes 7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife? hell yeah.. 8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie? Jolie..i like her lips 9. Do you stay friends with your ex's? hell no, they are an EX for a reason 10. Do you know how to play poker? learning 11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? yep 12. What's your favorite commercial? D'Wade & Barkley on couch watching old Barkley clips and he says "Now that's impressive" ..."how u fit in those lil bity shorts....SEXY" 13. What are you allergic to? milk, but i drink it anyway 14. If you're driving in the middle of th

Return Of Insomniac Behavior
... and now, I can't sleep. This is reminiscient of last year, when I was out of work, and logged into here every night about this time. Of course, everyone I knew was asleep, so it led to lots of talking to myself. Tonight seems kind-of the same... No one's really on, no one's talking on IM, and Elvis is still dead. Some cheesy Steven Seagal movie where even mob bosses are paying him respect is playing in the background. In additoin, I have completely lost interest in the soft porn that's playing on Cinemax (to the point where I'm watching some cheesy Steven Seagal film). The beer, which already doesn't taste good, is even starting to lose its flavor. However... if you can't hang out with yourself, who can you hang out with... right?

Sympathy
From The Hayes Daily News by R. W. Yeager, Norton, KS: We need to show more sympathy for these people. They travel miles in the heat; they risk their lives crossing a border; they don't get paid enoughwages; they do jobs that others won't do or are afraid to do; they live in crowded conditions among a people who speak a different language; they rarely see their families; and they face adversity all day everyday. I'm not talking about illegal Mexicans.....I'm talking about our troops. Doesn't it seem strange that Congress is willing to lavish all kinds of social benefits on illegals, but won't support our troops and are now threatening to de-fund them? Please pass this on. This is worth the short time it takes to read it. Semper Fidelis, Roadie

Writing
Tears Why is it all tears What is it that my heart fears All day and not hearing from you Is that why I am feeling blue The dark ache deep inside Yet another tear's downward slide How do I say how I feel To some it's no big deal Not wanting you to see How you are affecting me Please tell me why I have tears. Nonna J. Seaborn

Hello There
I WOULD LIKE 2 THANK YOU ALL OF YOU FOR THE GET WELLS AND ALL BECOUSE IT MADE REALIZE THAT PPL.. DO CARE..I WANTED 2 TELL I COULD NOT HAVE DONE IT WITH OUT ALL THE PRAYERS AND ALL THAT YOU SENT TAKE CARE MICHELLE

Lost And Broken
the last left standing has now disappeared.... Current mood: sad the one and only friend I really had left in life, I have decided to cut off. I spent 60 bucks out of my first paycheck to take them out on a date, and the next day they made me cry... I want to cut myself. I can't even smile....I feel like trash. The day I thought there was hope, and I still had something to hold onto to keep myself together, has just slipped through my fingers like a handful of sand in an hourglass. I'm tired of crying. I haven't felt this suicidal in quite some time. I don't diserve to live.

Why...
Why do people constantly feel like they have to lie? I mean is it just something that comes that friggin easily to them? Why do people lie about careing about people? Does it make them feel better about themselves? I mean can anyone honestly answer that? Maybe someone who lies to other people will give me the answers I'm looking for. It sure as hell would be nice.

Legs Behind Your Head...
Two women were talking about their lives since they had become Nursing home residents. They both agreed that life was good but one woman, Ethel, said she was rather upset because her sex life had really died out since she and her Husband had come to the nursing home. The other woman said that her sex life was great! "The secret to great sex is this," the woman told her, "when my husband is getting ready for bed, I get undressed, lay on the bed and put both legs behind my head. When he comes out and sees me like that he gets so excited, we have wild sex the rest of the night!" Ethel says, "I'm going to try that tonight!" When Ethel's husband is getting ready in the bathroom that night, she takes off all her clothes. Although it's a struggle, she gets one leg up and behind her head. Pretty soon, she has the other leg behind her head as well. After accomplishing this great feat, Ethel falls backwards and can't move. It's not too long before her husband comes out of the b

6 Fires In 6 Months!!!
Back on January 2nd there was 2 fires one at a mill and the other at my Best Friends place... she was like a sister to me... Her mother and step father lived in the building along with her sister brother in law and nephews on the third floor another resident not related to my family!!! The fires on this day killed my Best friend and our nephew whom wanted to sleep over her house... along with them passing the third floor gentleman died as well... so far that was the only fire that took the lives of innocent people... There was another one in February when i went to visit... None in march!!! Another fire also in may!! Un occupied building!!! Just last there were two fires set one behind the police station and the other not to far from there!!! this is just crazy..we just found out last week that the one in January that killed my sister and nephew was arson!!! Tell me what you think!!! should my family move out of that town...

Gift Swap
I still have the message saying she sent me the impala and no message saying she sent a trailer!!!! Ok so here's the deal.. I buy my buddy a 40,000 impala, which she recieves with no problem and it was on her page. Then today, instead of the 40k car it has been swapped to the 15,000 trailer. Anyone else have this happen? WTF is going on?

Personality
You scored as Peace, Your Peace! World Peace. It would be nice. But the world isn't as kind hearted as you are. When people fight all you want to do is get away from it or make it stop. You just want them to get along. Thanks for taking my quiz. Please rate. :)Peace100% Joy92% Grace92% Wisdom92% Faith83% Love83% Courage75% Hope67% What feeling are you?? (cool pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Cherokee Rose
Cherokee Rose ~Marge Tindal~ © 1999 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ She goes by the name of Cherokee Rose. A symbol of suffering wherever she grows. A flower so pretty, in all of her glory shown. A reminder of the tears shed where she's grown. The white of the flower signifies the mothers tears. On The Trail where they cried while giving in to fears. The gold of the center to mark the land taken from the Cherokee and passed to another's hand. Seven petals to form the flower, for the seven Cherokee clans, forced to walk The Trail and to leave their land. They call her Cherokee Rose. A legend in the making. The symbol of hope on the walk they were taking. Along the Trail Of Tears you will see The Cherokee Rose in all her glory. Something so pretty to represent, a tale so sad, the misery long spent. Cherokee Rose still grows along The Trail Of Tears, to remind us of the hope they had through those years. Cherokee Rose with al

Chinese Proverbs
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run in front of car get tired. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run behind car get exhausted. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with one chopstick go hungry. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who eat many prunes get good run for money. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Baseball is wrong: man with four balls cannot walk. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Panties not best thing on earth! But next to best thing on earth. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* War does not determine who is right, war determine who is left. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who fight with wife all day get no piece at night. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* It take many nails to build crib, but one screw to fill it. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who drive like hell, bound to get there. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who stand on

Finally
My life is back on track. Shit that took forever. A couple things I have to workout with a friend of mine it seems though. But I am happy again. I'm content with who I am/who I am with. Which right now is no one, but I am okay with it finally. I've learned to let go of the thing I love most. Still love her, but it is easy to let go now because I might be optimistic, but I have never believed in fairy tale endings. My life has been oh-so filled with them [sarcasm]. I am happy with what I've got, and I can't wait to share it with someone.

Are We Going To Let History To Repeat Itself..
In the summer of 1977, Jones and most of the 1000 members of the Peoples Temple moved to Guyana from San Francisco after an investigation into the church for tax evasion had begun. Jones named the closed settlement Jonestown after himself. His intention was to create an agricultural utopia in the jungle, free from racism and based on socialist principles. People who had left the organization prior to its move to Guyana told the authorities of brutal beatings, murders and of a mass suicide plan, but were not believed. In spite of the tax evasion allegations, Jones was still widely respected for setting up a racially mixed church which helped the disadvantaged. Around 70% of the inhabitants of Jonestown were black and impoverished. The religious scholar Mary McCormick Maaga argued that Jones' authority waned after he moved to the isolated commune, because there he was not needed anymore for recruitment and he could not hide his drug addiction from rank and file members.[2] Consequentl

Living A Dream (the Greatest Fireman)
In Phoenix, Arizona, a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6-year-old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son' s hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire Department in Phoenix, Arizona, where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix . She explained her son's final wish and Asked if it might be possible to give her 6 year-old son a ride around the block on a fire engine.

What Are The Four Birds Of The World?
What is the bird of peace??? THE DOVE!! What is the bird of knowledge? THE OWL!! What is the bird of war? THE HAWK!! What is the bird of birth control? THE SWALLOW!! I know.. this one was bad. LOL

Please Vote!!!
Hey everyone! I wanna see if I can actually win this CT Pin-up girl thing. So please vote for me here: http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=230680&albumid=245854&i=4156272665 Make sure you rate the pic and comment on it MANY times. I would really appreciate it. Thank you! :-D

Cherry Tap Family
lets see you have this place on your cherry tap called family. the place where the friendss that are the dearest and most special to you go right? today i wa slookin g a tmy family section on here and dont see anyone on that has really visited my profile much lately with the exception of a few. thos epeople know who they are.so i was thinking i just might clean it out and start again with the few that were mentioned prior in this blog.i put friends in my fmaily that i thought were special and dear to me but now tey are showinmg me a different side and i know that some dont ge ton as much anymore.so im really thinking about cleaning out my family on her eand leaving those few.i know things change and thats life but some dont even rate my pics anymore .

With A Heavy Heart I Witness
We lost a part of our world. A man has been killed. A brother has fallen. A good friend is no longer here to help. For days, we try to prepare to say goodbye. We have many friends. They are all very wonderful. They have help in many ways that no one on the outside even thought about- Food & soft drinks seem to appear out of nowhere-companies from outside are Here to cover our area while we are out of service. All those who have come to help are our Brothers-we are not related by blood- We are not of the same religion or skin color. We are auto mechanics and computer engineers. Electricians, plumbers, school Teachers & CPA\'s, truck driver & CEO, standing side by side in our tragic Loss. The day is long and hot, it starts before the sun is up. The truck is draped, the hall prepared, we can do this, we must. The service is carried like a litter. All hands on. No one here will let it drop If we should stumble, and stumble we do. We are in pain, and we grieve. We go on.

~*~ A Letter From A Civilian Wife To A Military Wife ~*~
Im reposting this for two reasons. #1 I think the message is extremely powerful, and #2, when I read it, I cried. Im still crying just a little bit. One of my dearest CT friends is a military wife, and I immediately thought of her. So, MJ, this is for you: Dear Military Wife, I am an American woman that has no idea what is going on in the military other than what I hear on the news. I have never had to let go of someone so that they could go fight for people that they didn't know, people that sometimes do not appreciate or understand what they are fighting for. I have never had a sleepless night of worry because of a report that another bomb has exploded and I still haven't heard from my husband. I have never had to wait for months on end to hold the one that I loved so. I have never had to tell my children that daddy wasn't coming home tonight because he was so far away fighting for something that they aren't yet old enough to understand. I have never had to hold my head

6 Things About Me...
1. I am an emotional hemopheliac. I cry when overstimulated, which really doesn't take much... I transcend the even the usual "goober" standards- I cry at a wide spectrum of stuff- anything from a stirringly senitimental peanut butter commercial to Sailor Moon. 2. I have unbearably low taste in movies and music. As a matter of course I really actually like very bad movies, as well as embracing mediocre and "meh- ok" -ish flicks. Good movies make me super swoon, but for the most part it takes something to be exceeding horrid for me to not go- yeah, it's a'right :) *as an addendum to this I am no longer allowed to usually choose movies when in social settings. I oppressed Donny with Barbarella, Jenny, Tash & Scott with The Witches of Sappho Salon, Tash with Jeeper Creepers, and Crissy with Cadet Kelly- She could have made me turn it off but I didn't get Disney at my house, and she was being polite, same goes for my watching raptly the Lizzie McGuire Movie @ Tash's* 3. I have a t

I Had A Blast In Maui!
Aloha Everyone!! As many of you know I took off to Maui on a mini vacation.... but believe me! I made the MOST of it!! I went parasailing (4 times!), went on a sunset cruise, went to Lanai in a boat. Saw a big school of about 200 dolphins some of which were close enough to touch! I did so many things I still cannot believe I was only there 5 days!! I did NOT want to come home...! But now it's back to work and the same ol' routine! I've uploaded some pics of my trip. Please stop in and rate them. Also, if you haven't signed my guest book, please stop in and do so! Mahalo and have a beautiful weekend!! Aloha, Makahalei

Trust
argh it goes both ways argh annoying but i am to freaking used to it...oh well these things happen there is always tomorrow but i hate seeing the same lines over and over again knowing what they mean argh is it over yet. But venting is good thus i vent. so yeah it is just annoying

Help Me Reach My Next Level!
hey y'all I'm just a little over 2,000 points away from my next level so PLEASE head over to my page and comment my pics...rate my pics...crush on me...fan me...buy me gifts...leave me profile comments! Anything that will help me reach my goal!!! Thanks to everyone who helps me out!!! :)

Pic Contest
hey all i really wouild like help with this damn contest lol- i really do not want to comment bomb myself- so plz come rate me and comment me too!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=159309&i=987272314 thanks much luv- muah the witchy bitch XoXoXo

The Two Of Us - Pt 13
So how long are you going to go on like this petie, how long will you wait for her ' "I don't know how long i'll wait for her, i wish i did know i wish i could put a time frame on how long i can let my heart hurt but i don't know" ' So where is she right now ' Jenn asked softly, "With him" petie replied. ' why do you stand around and wait for her if she can't even give you a real answer petie are you a glutton for punishment do you enjoy having her in your life so much that being hurt by her is okay with you' "I don't know Jenn okay i don't know but like you asked, if i felt the sparks, i mean if they werent there this would be so much simpler ,i wouldnt care but they are there and no matter how much i might want to i cant see past the sparks" ... "It's like someone lit a fire inside me and all i see is the sparks from the flames" " Honestly if this is love i think maybe i hate it because its completly consumed me and all i can think about is her and how i want to hold her

Tell Me!!
Put an Y in the box if its a yes and a N if its a no! WOULD YOU? [_] go out with me? [_] give me your number? [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] let me take you out to dinner? [_] take a shower with me? [_] be my bf/gf? [_] have a fling with me? [_] take me home for the night? [_] Would you let me sleep in your bed? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] give me a piggyback ride? [_] have a relationship with me? [_] Dance with me? [_] Spank that ass? [_] Help me with homework? [_] Tickle me to death? [_] Let me tickle you? [_] Stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] Carress my body? [_] Play strip poker with me? [_] Say yes if i asked you out? [_] Get wasted with me? [_] Instant message me? [_] Greet me in public? [_] Hang out with me? [_] Bring me around your friends? D0 Y0U... [_] think im fit? [_] think im hot? [_] want to kiss me? [_] want to cuddle with me? [_] want to hook up with me? [_]think i

Vacation
Dear members, While I am away on vacation for two weeks the very capapable Theresa will be in charge. She is leader of our affiliates the honorable society of wolves.She is also a member here. If anyone has qustions or whatever please contact Theresa either by shoutbox or IM. Here is her link... I will miss you all but by all means have fun!!! ♥ ♥

Why I Do This
I am an Animal Rescuer My job is to assist God's creatures I was born with the need to fulfill their needs I take in new family members without plan, thought or selection I have bought dog food with my last dime I have patted a mangy head with a bare hand I have hugged someone vicious and afraid I have fallen in love a thousand times and I have cried into the fur of a lifeless body I have Animal Friends and friends who have animal friends I don't often use the word "pet" I notice those lost at the road side And my heart aches I will hand raise a field mouse And make friends with a vulture I know of no creature unworthy of my time I want to live forever if there aren't animals in Heaven But I believe there are Why would God make something so perfect and leave it behind We may be master of the animals, But the animals have mastered themselves Something people still haven't learned War and Abuse makes me hurt for the world But a rescue that ma

What Going On Today Update!
Well, I been feeling little more tired mostly because I been going on 2 to 4 hours sleep not a day but week that not good when you are ill. Believe it or not it can cause you more pain then you already have and it can make you get sicker easier then you already do because rest heals the body and the soul. Well, almost two months ago my doctor put me on Chemo , yea, Chemo before that my hair was falling out from early stage lupus now my hair is falling out from Chemo and when I went to the doctor today thinking I would be able to get off of it or maybe one of the other pills I take. WRONG he added two more Chemo pills on every Thursday of each week so now I take 6 and I get blood test done instead of every two months or three I am back to once a month sucks but has to be done. The pills I take are POSION pills basically what it comes down too. I hate it too. Then he added another pill that the goal is to help me sleep HUH! we shall see about that I mean I would love nothing better t

Ok I Need Help
Does anyone know how to fix it...my yhoo was hacked and i got it back but i can not vew the smilys or other people pics only on the messanger i see mine just fine but theirs is nothing but a red x and the smileys are not there at all thay are invisable.....Does anyone know how i can fix this? Thanks love you all Goth

My Weapon
You scored as Assault Rifle, You are soldier. Or you want to be a soldier. Or you just love military-type firearms. You need assault rifle. M16 or AK-47 will do good.Shotgun100% Assault Rifle100% Sniper Rifle100% Revolver94% Pistol63% SMG50% Machinegun31% What Firearm Fits You Best?created with QuizFarm.com

Big Iphone Headache: Waiting For At
So I admit it: I bought an iPhone.That was the easy part. But I should have realized that if the customer service whizzes at AT&T could find a way to mar what was otherwise a perfectly pleasant experience, it would. After nearly nine hours, AT&T has yet to activate my iPhone, and it can't be used until then.Buying the iPhone is easy, but AT&T activation isn't.(Credit: Declan McCullagh/mccullagh.org)But I'm getting ahead of myself. Earlier on Friday, I had taken photographs of the throngs gathered outside for the San Francisco Apple store at 6pm, and the far more sedate crowd outside the Market St. AT&T store, and then decided not to bother standing in line for an iPhone on Friday. I figured I'd read some more early reviews and then pick one up sometime in the next few days after the lines were shorter.Other earlier reviews were promising, including one that said audio quality was superior.Then, around 11:30pm, I read our News.com article by my colleagues by Tom Krazit and Erica Ogg. Th

Stress Does Strange Things To People.
I want to scream. I want to tear my hair out. I want to spit out a stream of curse words that would make a sailor blush. Actually...I just want to get all this packing done. It sucks not having any real help. I wish I could just snap my fingers and it would all be done. So...who wants to come help?

Foreever Friendship
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is Forever Friendship.

Life
Life as it were called is nothing but pergatory. Nothing but suffering till judgement is passed. Day after day is a test of your will to either fight the pain or submit to all that is given. Never a break nor a release. To live is to die inside. As life goes on your spirit does fade, you begin to want for nothing but an end. Fight or submit is the only true choice to be made.

Almost A Barfly!!!
Well I have been tryn very hard to become a BarFly,and I am FINALLY almost there.I am a little over 2,800 points away from becomming a Barfly...If you would please help me by either rating my pics,or stash that would be great!!!oh while your at it just remember whatever you do for me i will do in return for you!!!Thanks!!!MMFWCL

Prayers Needed
this week i found out my husband has a brain tumor and 6 to 13 months to live it has sadened me to no extent i love him and even tho we are seperated and about to be divorced it has depressed i just want all of you to pray for him and me and the kids,thank you

July 22, 1992
This is for my brother "Junior" There is not a day that goes by that I don't have thoughts of you. I will never forget your love and understanding I miss you so much I love you! Kenny Chesney Videos | Movie Clips | San Antonio Homes For Sale

Up Date On Me
Not sure if anyone has noticed but I haven't been around. Well way late Thursday I started getting real sharp pains in my kidney area of my right side this kept on with added feeling of nausea I babysat Friday and ended up curling up on my bed at 8pm and pretty much slept til Monday when I made myself go see the doc and well they said either kidney infection or blatter infection they ran tests and sent me home. Well yesterday I felt the worse so at 8pm last night Miles and the kids rushed me to the ER where they ran labs again gave me a CT well they found a large amount of calisium in both of kidneys they couldn't see anything moving but doesn't mean it didn't happen so I am now not allowed to have calisium or soda. So that is what is going on with me.

Alone
Little Johnny nobody sit's in the darkness alone. Shakeing and crying and rocking hidden from the world. His heart is breaking but no one seems to care. "Why do you sit here alone" calles a voice in front of him. He lifts his head as his cold dark eyes meet her's. "I chose to hide here hidden from the world. For it's to painful that my blood curls. They pass me by is if i Don't exist. So why be there I'm nothing more to the world then an unwanted cyst. My heart is shattered I am so numb. Because my way Love will never come. So go about your way don't worry with me. Just like Love the world shall let me be." his words so soft and shivered he trembles as he picks up a knife. He slashed his body for every painful moment in his life. When he is done his face no longer she reconizes for it's twisted with pain and fear. "Leave my darkness this place is only for me. You have a life so my drakness you must leave."

A Mothers Question.
The Finest Statement Printed Today A mother asked President Bush, "Why did my son have to die in Iraq ?" Another mother asked President Kennedy, "Why did my son have to die in Viet Nam ?" Another mother asked President Truman, "Why did my son have to die in Korea ? Another mother asked President F. D. Roosevelt, "Why did my son have to die at Iwo Jima ?" Another mother asked President W. Wilson, "Why did my son have to die on the battlefield of France ?" Yet another mother asked President Lincoln, "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg ?" And yet another mother asked President G. Washington, "Why did my son have to die near Valley Forge ?" Then long, long ago, a mother asked... "Heavenly Father, why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem ?" The answers to all these are similar -- "So that others may have life and dwell in peace, happiness and freedom." This was emailed to me with no author and I thought the magnitude and the simplicity was aw

Miranda Lambert - Crazy Ex Girlfriend
This is Miranda's sophomore album that followed Kerosene. The current song that is released by her is 'Famous in a Small Town' which is the first release off that album. I have taken a chanc to listen to the whole CD, and I rather enjoyed the fiesty side of Miranda. This Cd is nothing like the first, where she talked about love, and losing love, and yeah you get the picture. This is more upbeat, and lively. I would venture to say that the sales of this one will surpass that of her first one. The track for which the CD is named for, is a wonderfully written, and upbeat song. I would suspect to say that it's going to be released soon, if it's not the next release. The current song is moving fast up the charts on both CMT's top 20, and GAC's countdown. I would highly encourage you to pick up a copy of this CD. Not only that, but if you liked the first one, you will love this new CD. I would venture to say that if you haven't heard anything out of this CD as of yet, then you

I Need Your Help, Please!
I added some more pictures of my trip to Europe this last time. I have more to add but Cherry Tap will not let me add anymore until I get to the next level, so you have to help me with points and things like that. I am not here for points, i am here to make friends and if I meet a special person or persons on here, then great but in order to share things about my life and my trip to Europe, i need you all to help me get to the next levels so i can share pictures...... thank you.

Which One Do U Prefer More?
which one do u prefer more? lollipops or gum? america or britain? america strawberries or bananas? strawberries spiderman or batman? spiderman rocks or stones? rocks may or october? may 17 or 92? 17 scared or humiliated? scared bunny or rabbit? bunny tan or burgandy? burgandy tropical or temperate? tropical rabid dog or rabid raccoon? none vamps or werewolves? vamps i guess insomniac or nocturnal? nocturnal have you ever... jumped off a house? no swam in freezing ice water? no been attacked? no been made fun of?yes cried for no reason? mayb been out of the country?yes thought about death? no gotten seriously injured? no gotten bit by someone? yes screamed bloody murder? no been to a concert? no eaten snow? yes lol killed anyone? no hurt somone psychially? no made someone cry? yes played with matches? yes been on a plane? yes been to jail? no laughed so hard it hurt? yes read a book? yes tasted blood? no cried yourself to sleep? yes physically

Sealed With A Kiss
A poem I wrote in high school The sweet smell of roses hung in the air, The sun shining brightly in the blue sky. I run my fingers through my silky hair, Thinking of the moment he said "Good-bye!" My heart was broken and I thought I'd die, Alone, I'm another face in the crowd. Lost to the world with my head held up high, Gazing up at the perfect heart-shaped cloud. Feelings such as these should not be allowed; I wish all these hurtful feelings would cease. I feel as if I'm underneath a shroud, All around me the soothing sounds of peace. I never thought that love could be like this; I had sealed my fate with a deadly kiss. Dixie J. Crowe

There Are Some Wounds Time Can Not Heal Or Erase
I bet By the end of this everyone will remember every heartache an it just might open old wounds. for that i apologies. you may even look at relationships differently. every person deals with heartache differently.For some they become lethargic. Others do not care for they have justified it in their Mind. Others do not.they are the ones that feel it on a molecular level.They can feel it tear them apart down to their adams. In a way they have "died" inside a slow and horrific death. They can remember every thing from that day. Not only that but they can remember everything from the day they met that person down to the smallest detail like whom was wearing what an other minute details. Everyday i drive by a school ,which hold very sentimental value to me, an smile about days gone past. Events that helped shape me into the being i am now. One day, while driving by there, i had an epiphany. I finally understood how to gauge you will feel if , unfortunately, your relationship ends. The mor

Have Ya Noticed?
It's Saturday, as usual, I'm not doing anything with my weekend except watching TV. I'd just sat through the original 1971 version of "Shaft", with Richard Roundtree, when the channel surfing began. If you've read through my other blogs, you'd know of my disdain for modern television. This thought process has led me to my current rambling. I'm not sure if it's just me or if I'm just overly cynical about television producers, creators, writers, station heads or anything else like that. It seems that the better technology gets, the more things that can be done with computer graphics, the worse television shows get. For example: Sheer boredom forced me to stop on the Sci-Fi channel while a lovely little home video called "Death Valley: The Revenge of Bloody Bill". Picture if you will something like the "Resident Evil" movies only taking place wild west ghost town. The hitch is that the zombies are all lead by a single cowboy zombie. Enter the fodder for the murderous rampage tha

No Internet Till After Tuesday
In an internet cafe just now, modem is knackered and they can only send someone out to fix it on Tuesday. So I have been like a headless chicken since it went off, anyway whilst i was the proverbial headless chicken I managed to get some web pages done and a couple of newsletters done so havent been twiddling me thumbs, but this internet cafe the speed is so slow, so mr joe fresh its still trying to load the messages u sent me anyway i hope to be back online Wednesday

Freedom To Dream And To Change
Quote "freedom to differ is not limited to things that do not matter much. That would be a mere shadow of freedom. The test of its substance is the right to differ as to things that touch the heart of the existing order."

Where I Stand!
Ok first of all i just wanted to say that im NOT being a bitch. I just really think its time i speak my mind. If it makes anyone mad im sorry and you can delete me. But anyways here it goes. I've been trying my best to stay out of drama and it seems like the more i try to stay low the more my name is brought into everything. I've noticed this happening to alot of people. This isn't fucking high school people. And personally i think people who attack others for no apparent reason are lame and total attention seekers. When a issue is addressed fine, deal with it..but don't make it go on and on for months and months. Be mature and deal with the shit then and there. If you have a issue with a person why let the entire fubar community know?... I've been guilty of doing this in the past too but like i said im trying to stay low. Im tired of comming on a site thats supose to be fun and having friends pulling me every which way. I CHOSE who my friends are, NO ONE else. I have reasons fo

Sick Of It
No more, I refuse. Im tired of being nice and getting nothing in return. No more happy face, and no more holding my tongue. This time I am going to speak my mind, no matter what the outcome. Im sick of being walked all over by all the supposed "nice people", and then having them bitching to me about what someone did to them. You deserve it you asshole. You think you are nice, and you think you should be treated with the utmost respect, but you dont deserve any of that shit. Mr. High and Mighty, its time for you to step off the pedestal and take a look at what you are. Rethink your life and start being less of a dick. Heed my advice, or in a short time, you will find nothing that keeps you happy.

Blah
Anyone else get sick of all the ass kissers on this site? They are more than willing to repost/rate/whatever for the so called popular people, but anyone posts something worthwhile forget about it...And no, I'm not being bitter. I just think its funny that we are all involved on such a cliqueish(yeah not a word) site...A "popular" person could post a bulletin that says "Joe Sixpack smells funny" and Joe Sixpack would repost it just because said "popular" person posted it....

Agony Of Pain
Agony of Pain Is pain the upward thrust of a knife Into a part of your living body Or is pain the gut-wrenching Ordeal of losing a loved one Is pain the mental anguish of love lost That break the silence of a nightmare Of silent screams That separate your brain from your body Is only numbed by a poison called booze That dribbles from your unconscious body That lie in the eternal gutter of pain itself allan james saywell

People Suck
Sinisters Edge posted a light-hearted MuMM today about Kira, Hardcore & I getting it on. Some douchebag claimed he was offended. Yeah blah blah whatever. During the course of the day Fuchead got into it with the douchebag & was blocked. He asked me to leave a comment for the douchebag telling him he was a pansy for blocking people & he is a closet homosexual (lol). I log off & I have this profile comment waiting for me when I return: Bitch please, I'm straight and happen to find fags like you and fuchead a turnoff. I didn't bash shit. I just said i found the mum offensive. Offensive because: Hell yes or No I'm Gay... Sorry. but just cuz I don't wanna watch a lesbo orgy that makes me gay? Don't think so skank... You don't like me bashing on gays, well ya ashoulda read my profile cunt. Your choice, not mine. I've been called bitch,cunt & skank before, but never a 'fag'. I'm in shock right now. Yes, I know it's just the net & blah, blah...but damn it still hurt

Your Laugh For Today
Subject: He's a goner > A man and a woman were dating. She being of a religious > nature had held back the worldly pleasure that he > wanted from her so bad. In fact, he had never even > seen her naked. > > One day, as they drove down the freeway, > she remarked about his slow driving habits. > > "I can't stand it anymore," she told him. "Let's play a game. For > every 5 miles per hour over the speed limit you drive, I"ll > remove one piece of clothing. > > He enthusiastically agreed and sped up the car. > He reached the 55 MPH mark, so she took off her blouse. > At 60 off came the pants. > At 65 it was her bra and at 70 her panties. > > Now seeing her naked for the first time and traveling faster than > he ever had before, he became very excited and lost control of the > car. He veered off the road, went over an embankment and hit a > tree. His girlfriend was not hurt but he was trapped. She tried > to pull him free but alas he was stuck. > > "Go to the ro

~ Nothing
Struggling every single day of our lives to make it, and to be happy, we slowly wear ourselves down. All of lifes tests and torments, beating us with the smallest of whips, removing only a cell at a time, unnoticed. We need not shed blood, become bruised, or show any other physical signs of lifes abuse to prove that it's happening. In our minds, and our souls, we hide the growing scars of needless emotional wounding and punishment. When they told you that you could do better, be better than you are, dispite the fact that deep down you knew you were doing everything you possibly could, it left a mark, and it grew from there. A small scratch, barely existant, growing over the many years of added bumps and bruises, for lack of having time to heal properly, is now a growing abyss. Abyss. Swallowing and consuming everything good that tries to enter, or even happens upon you by mistake. Beyond the point of being able to reach out and cry for help, you let it fester, let it take over.

The Real Me
This is the third blog in a series of blogs I am writing. The purpose of these blogs is to give you the reader a insight or a look into my life. The purpose of this blog is to focus on my time in Cuba and in the military. Although i cannot tell you everything I do know I will try to tell you as much as I can without getting myself into trouble. Before i begin this blog I would like to tell you exactly why I have taken the time to open up to you and write these blogs. Conway Twitty once said in his song "Thats my Job" , "I make my livin' with words and rhymes and all the tragedy Should go into my head and out instead as bits of poetry". These lyrics stood out to me because I guess I understood what he meant. During the process of writing part two of this blog and part three I have been texting dallas. I have been telling her the purpose of this is the hope you the reader would be inspired through my trajedy. Dallas is one of my biggest supporters, and i thank her for that.

Ranting.......possible Nsfw So Beware....
Beware of language that is in this blog... and of misspellings that I could care less about! This is not to anyone on here at all *well but one person*....it is to a friend of ours that Used us and is a ....well you will see. You wanna fuck with me? You wanna fuck with what is mine and treat me like shit? You wanna lie, decete and be an ugly no good SOB...be my fucking guest, but don't ever ask me for a damn thing! Don't even come at me thinking that you will EVER in a million fucking years have a shoulder to cry on here! Don't ask my family or friends for shit EVER NEVER again! You think you are God's gift to people? Where do you get off? Who do you think you are? GET THIS YOU NO GOOD SOB....you are less than nothing to anyone in my life, on my friends list or in my family's life. You can take you playing games, lying, stealing asses some where else cuz I fucking don't need the drama or shit in my life and I KNOW that there are several people out there that feel the

Buy Our Bands Music Here!!!
Front CoverCheck Out Our Official Site at http://www.opulentmusic.com and be sure to sign the guest book! Yes, ladies and gentlemen, we have the New CD: A Diversity of Form!A Diversity Of Form combines Scary rhythms and haunting Vocals, making a home in the entwined synthesized soundscape, beautiful and horrific. With a guitarist that is metal influenced, and a Singer that is lost in a superb excursion, and never wanting it to end. Additional Voices have been conjoined to create a mixture of absinthe-induced Metal, Industrial, with sounds that are Rock solid.A Diversity Of Form has all of your Favorites. The opening track is "Dead Gurl" Followed by "Amy Blue" and on to "pOizon". The new album also includes unreleased material. Introducing, Lyric, Lost, and one of my faves: Numb.A DIVERSITY OF FORM THE LONG AWAITED ALBUM RELEASE IS FINALLY HERE !!! Back Cover All images © Allison Scott Muzik 2007

Garbage.
...hey so it's been awile since I blogged or anything like that. I will be again in the near future once I get some things cleared up around here. The song above "Stupid Girl" is by one of my all-time favorite bands Garbage. Anyways, this song & video has been stuck in my head on and off for about a week now for some reason or another so I'd figured I'd share it with all of you. Anyways, that's it for now. Look forward for more blithering in the days and weeks to come...have a good Sunday and enjoy the tune as always ... :)

Ourselves
Have you ever gone outside at night and looked closely at the new moon? Or looked through a telescope at the moon when it was crescent shaped? Although what we see is a bright slice, we know there's more. Even when the moon is full and lights the night sky, there's a dark side to the moon. There's a dark side to us too. We all experience jealousy, envy, bitterness, resentment. How about neediness? Ugh. Who wants to shine a light on that? What about all those fears? Fear of failure, fear of success, fear of intimacy, fear of going broke, fear of the unknown, fear of growing old, fear of being alone, fear of being with someone, fear of losing control. Then there are other parts of us that we would prefer to keep darkened and out of sight, parts such as greed, dishonesty, intolerance, disgust, hatred. Although some people have no problem showing anger, others of us prefer to keep that out of sight too. And what about our manipulative part? Who wants anyone to see that? Some of

The Others
The others describe him as a perplaexing math problem that can never be solved. He goes on his way with little regret. Following isn't in his blood. Resisting the straight and narrow path is. He walks against the crowd that will soon follow. Inspirataion is the power that moves him ahead. It's always the brave soul who swims so proudly against the tide in the dull, crowded sea of sameness.

Contest Update!
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