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Current mood: soooo hungover
I feel absolutely awful!!! I definately played the drunk role at Purgatory last night. I only planned on having a couple of beers.... I took a friend who had never been. The line was around the building when we got there! Sooooo, we went in the pub next door to try and let it die down a little. That is where it all began. She got a shot of tequila and a Michelob. So, like the good host, I had to have a shot of Jager and a budweiser. We did this several times. I lost count. So, when the line had not died down, we were drunk and didn't care about it being so freaking cold! We're standing in line. U will never believe who got in line behind us!!!!! Cupid... LOL He had on wings and a pair of fruit of the loom underwear and tennis shoes. Drunk, cold and in line with cupid!!!
After we finally got in, it was an EXCELLENT show! There was an awesome crowd. And, Amos' has no sortage of alcohol either... I got to see alot of my friends and took many pics with the photographers. Anna Nicole's passing brought on many people saying how much I look like her. I don't see it. But, I heard that alot last night. Anna Nicole was an icon in my eyes. May she R.I.P.
Purgatory went good right up until the last hour or so. Anybody who reads my blog knows my situation with the ex. I looked up on the balcony and there that Mother Fucker stood!!!!! He KNEW I would be there. I am sure it was to try and upset me. It did. But, not in the way you would think. Recently my youngest son had contact with him. It was against my better judgement but, I tried to be the better person. They talked on the phone and became friends here on myspace. Which, I was OK with, I guess. Well, he LIED to my son. He told my son he lived in Michigan and he lives here in NC!!! Well, there is no need to lie to the kid who loved you. He is neither here nor there when it comes to our situation. Sober, I would have laughed at him and told him what an idiot he looked like if he approached me. Drunk is another story. I had to go up on the balcony where they were to make sure my eyes didn't play tricks on me. I had FULL intentions of giving him a piece of my mind about my kid. Well, they got gone and QUICKLY. It is a very good thing as I was drunk and angry.
My friend who is drunker than me has the great idea to call his phone on the way home. And, my drunk ass was driving... Bad decision. His girlfriend starts texting her phone. LOL She called me or my friend not sure which. Let's see fat whore, said she looked like a man.... You name it. I am sitting here now laughing at how ridiculous te whole situation was. But, I was freakin MAD last night!!! NO MORE alcohol for a while. btw...... I am swolen from surgery and will be for the next 2 months if u r reading Lauri or Kevin. NOT fat..... LOL Alls I can say is when u result to name calling. It must really suck to be you. LOL Green is the ugliest color of the rainbow!!! But, you really wore it well. Just remember, no matter how hard u try u will never be me!!!!! LOLOLOL I will also say Kevin was the worst mistake I EVER made in my life. You have no worries. I do not want him. I was drunk last night and very ignorant..... If he makes u happy, more power to the both of you. I only hope u r protecting yourself.... Because as I was, you will be cheated on and replaced. And, you and your children will be put out in the cold with no where to go as Me and mine were. FYI..... he had me give up my house to move in his while he went to Detroit. After he met you, he put us out. I still have the email to proove it and will share anytime. I wish you the best of luck. But, watch your back.
On to a better subject. I found my sons father!!!! I looked for 14 years. And, I found relatives, guess where? Here on myspace!!!!!! My goodness. I have nieces and nephews out the yang. Aaron has brothers and sisters and his Dad is coming down soon to visit. He is so happy and finally complete. The years have really changed his Dad's life and he is so excited and happy to FINALLY get ot know his son. If u look in my top friends, you can see all of my newly found family. Most are still under 18. But, I have a niece in college too.
I also found my oldest sons Dad. He sent him a letter last week. We haven't heard back yet and I am not positive I got the right address. But, I hope and pray he will contact Joey so he can finally be complete as well. I love him with all my heart but, he needs to know where he came from. In the beginning, there were 2.
Update on me. I am finally well. Just reallllly hung over today. I finally got over the pneumonia! My surgery is healing well. The new girls did great. The body sculpting is another story. It is a long healing process with that procedure. I got my arms, thighs, back and butt done. I am probably 2 sizes bigger than I was b4 surgery right now. When the swelling does down, I will be 2-4 sizes smaller than I was before. The bruising is all gone, finally. And, I don't have to wear that gay undergarment anymore. I am just waiting to exhale now. LOL
I think that about covers it all. Hope every one is doing great! And as always, peace, love and sex majick to you all!
Amy
