Before you open me
Make sure this is truly something you want to do
Right now all you have is an outside view
Are you ready to explore what lies within?
Think about this for a while before you begin
What you’re about to experience is very precious
Some would say priceless
I am wise beyond my years as my soul is old
Some would say ageless
Few have scratched the surface
And many failed to grasp its meaning
Of a life that has taken me
Far beyond simple dreaming.
Are you prepared to dive
Into the black sea of my soul?
Can you abandon all your fears
And all that you’ve been told?
Are you ready
For a new kind of addiction?
I think you like danger
At least that’s my prediction
Learn what makes me smile
And what touches my heart
Learn why it is
I relish the dark
Hear the laughing demons
Tuck me in at night
Feel the lustful passions
Lurking behind my blackened sight
Open me
Touch my pages
Be careful
I can be quite contagious
Smell the scents of stained tears
And untamed dark desires
Take a risk, take a chance
And let me take you higher
Take a few deep breaths
And breathe into me
Take it slow, start to read me
And then re-read me
Get to know me
Not just a part of me
But every part
Until you know me completely
Read all of me
Endlessly
Fondle me
Incessantly
Open me very carefully
Take all the time you need
Open me like a lover would
But let me take the lead
Don't search for selected phrases
Read me slow in steady stages
I’m a great read unlike any other
The faster you begin, the quicker you’ll discover
Don't read between the lines
Memorize every word and ever rhyme
Let me turn you one with the warmth of my honesty
And cool you off with the gentle touch of my heart
Know me backwards and forwards
Desire me inside and out
Take all the time you need to learn
What this princess is all about
Once finished
Let me flow into you soul
And crawl deep inside
I’m the half that makes you whole
When you come to the end
You will notice some blank pages
Those are for the stories yet to be told
For the passions within that will never grow old
Let us color these pages with our love
And darken them with our desires
Walk this life long journey with me
Write a never-ending story with me
Our story, our destiny
Our life
Ever Wonder What
A Princess Is?
The soul of a princess
Soars the blackened skies
Searching for a fairy tale
Beneath the mounting lies
The heart of a princess
Sails along the darkest sea
Showering you with feelings
Of peace and serenity
Her scent is like forbidden secrets
Like dark things better left unsaid
Searching for her prince
Finding demons instead
She's bravely drank the poison
Often disguised as wine
Tasting the bitterness of death
And surviving it just fine
The princess holds great power
As many are aware
Some cannot control themselves
As they're forced to stop and stare
Her beauty is like darkness
Dominating your sight
Her touch is an addiction
Flaming fingers of delight
In the dark recesses of your mind
Surrender to the dream
Allow the princess to guide you
Taking you to the extreme
She'll help the stars fulfill your wishes
Lighting up the blackest night
She'll bring happiness you deserve
Don't let her out of your sight
These Thoughts of Mine
Been a while since I let my thoughts run wild
Seldom expressing the needs I try to hide
Better left unsaid then it won't hurt so much
Better to forget but then it comes in such a rush
Love swells inside with no where to grow
Lost inside with no where to go
I look into the angry eyes of the dark
No light shines above not even a spark
Love is felt through programmed visions
Cutting in deep precise incisions
And for a brief moment I forget I'm alone
But it quickly comes back and always takes me home
Thoughts like snowflakes melt away
If it's cold enough they always stay
This heart of mine knows just one tune
And it sings silently with the moon
Pain like razor blades on my soul
Watch until the blood runs cold
Blackness once again to cover
Leaving darkness as my lover
Life Killed The Dream
She sings it every night
In a love song
Her heart is breaking
Darkness in the making
All because life killed the dream
She writes with every rhyme
In her poetry
Her wings are broken
No words to be spoken
All because life killed the dream
She remembers every line
Every lie
No longer young at heart
Darkness plays a part
All because life killed the dream
She waits for a sign
That is silent
Every light fades
Only darkness shades
All because life killed the dream
Bitter Emptiness
I’m no light in anyone's life
Far from becoming any man's wife
There are no children to kiss goodnight
Happiness is nowhere in my sight
Hopes and dreams fill up the day
At night demons come out and play
Too much drama with too little laughter
I want my happily ever after
When I cannot see a rainbow's smile
When disappointments seem to pile
When dismal thoughts fill up my time
I struggle for just one more rhyme
My naked soul cries silently
For a sparkle of sincerity
As a girl losing her identity
Seeks traces of humanity
Who knows what tomorrow brings
Struggling to fly with broken wings
When the song of yesterday sharply stings
I try to remember my favorite things
How did it all become such a mess?
I should accept for nothing less
My life I guess I must confess
Is filled with bitter emptiness
