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We Are Not A Planet Of Animal Lovers.
If you like animals and eat meat, watch this film, it's a nasty so be warned. I like meat, I am not a vegetarian but to watch this film and hear the sickening sounds of those at times, tortured animals, is enough to put anyone off eating meat. The 21st century and we can't even show humanity to the food we eat, it it now wonder this planet is doomed.
Gonna Try Yahoo Again
I just wanted to say sorry to my friends I have been neglecting these past few months. I will try to do better. Just work, being back in school and of course being a father has hindered me getting up here. I hope each of you are doing great and have a great 4th. Be safe and have fun......TC.........till later
Compared To A Woman
Everyday I give thanks to the Goddess I have two mounds upon my bodice I shave my legs, I sit down to pee I can justify any shopping spree Not to a barber, but a beauty salon Can get a massage without a hard on Can balance the checkbook, pump my own gas Can talk to my friends about the size of my ass I always save money by using coupons Can admit to others when I am wrong Don't drive in circles at any cost So i don't have to admit when I am lost Don't act like I'm in a timed marathon Everytime I go to the john I spend two hours preparing for a date Only to find you're two hours late I don't watch movies with lots of gore Don't need instant replay to remember the score I won't lose my hair I don't get jock itch And just cause I'm assertive Don't call me a bitch I don't wear the same underwear everyday The food in my fridge has no sign of decay I don't go to Sears To look at the tools I don't cheat at poker I follow the rules I don't smoke cigars Do
Why Play Golf
Why Play Golf? Why hit a tiny ball as far as you can, then move towards it and then hit it again, until it reaches the hole? Why play under the scorching heat for at least three hours and walk several miles? It is because GOLF is such a fun, challenging and addicting game. You don’t just compete with others, you compete with yourself. You always strive to be better. The happiness that you get when you play well, the big smile on your face when you make a birdie or make a long putt, the feeling that you get when you make a hole in one, the feeling of content, satisfaction, and success! Golf is also good for your health. The ‘walking’ that is involved with golf is good for the heart as well as the lungs. It lessens the risk of heart disease and stroke. It also helps you lose weight and lets you stay fit. It has also been said that walking relieves stress and improves your mood. Let’s face it…as we get older, fast sports like tennis, basketball, soccer and badminton won’t be goo
I Feel Sick
I feel sick right now. It's just nervousness. I'm meeting someone I met on here, Cherry Tap, this afternoon. Someone I'm quite fond of. He'll be here for 5 nights. So nervous! Ahh. :(
i am so lost and just do not understand why some peopele have to be in controll of every thing and every one around what point in ur life do you break away and live ur life the way you want to live it??at what point do you stop letting another person controll ur happiness??at what point do you steo up and just say enough is enough and if this continues i will have to let you go???others can only controll you if you give them the ability to do so....think about that and ask ur self how long are you willing to live in fear and miss out on happiness because of some one elses problems....wil
My Poem Of Me
The pain I have inside me, awakins every sad moment I had. Nothing for me to see, but everything that made me mad. Darkest hour of the day, when I draw closer to hurt and pain. A voice inside faint, but I hear what it has to say, cutting for me is the only thing sain. Blood drips from my skin, while I sit and cry. Wondering how life could have been, if only I was to die. A tear awakes me from this place, to see what my life turned out to be. Looking at the pain on my face, I know who I am, just me.
The End
this is the end.... death has come.... no phone calls needed, no one to call... i have no family....i have no friends.. do not bother with all the fancy flowers... won't be any sympathy notes..... only theses......the ones i wrote... so now death has come it is the end... do not come now to be family or a friend....
pressure i can't take it anymore i feel the sweat coming from every pore as blood hit the floor i just want i just need i just some relaease from this stress friends no good to me tug of war just to be free don't know how to be i just want i just need i just want i just need to free from this stress it's the first thing i ever wrote, so be kind!!!
Still Alone
I am still alone- I am not so sure that it is by choice anymore! For awhile I liked being alone and for the most part I still do- But I just want that one person that can make me smile, and who wants to be with me- Who wants to hold me in the middle of the night- And who wants to hold my hand through the good and the bad- Maybe I am just down today- Or maybe there is someone in my life now that i should just give in too- Its true there is no gold at the end of the rainbow- No prince charming after you kiss the frog! BUT isnt there someone out there that can sweep me off my feet- That can come and blow me away and show me that not all guys are the same??!!??
Long Day
9am showed up at the court house and as of now there is a restraining order against both the girl i threw out and her boy friend then went to the doctor who sent me to the hospital again......92% hering loss and a mild concusion and whip lash 2 restraining orders.. $500.00 1 doctors bill... $180.00 1 hospital bill...???? dont know yet Total cost = one dead couple bet me
Lonely Heart
at night i breakdown and cry and sometimes i don't even know why my loneliness is driving me insane so is my lonely heart the one to blame? heart I'm calling on you give me the strength to pull through but still i must believe there's another lonely heart out there waiting for me waiting for me I'm not sure which way to go is it my heart that i should follow heart I'm so unsure and now i need you more than before heart I'm calling on you give me the strength to pull through but still i must believe there's another lonely heart out there waiting for me waiting for me tell me I'm not the only broken heart feeling lonely I know everything heals in time but can time heal this lonely heart of mine at night I breakdown and cry and sometimes I don't even know why my loneliness is driving me insane so is my lonely heart the one to blame? heart I'm calling on you give me the strength to pull through but still I must believe there's another lonely heart o
As I Sit Here
As I sit here and think I think of so many things I think of you I think of me I think of where we should be Side by SIde Hand in Hand Loving one another Until the end
Out Of Town
Man In The Moon Smiles
MAN IN THE MOON SMILES The man in the moon is smiling tonight, As he looks down on me from above. I see a twinkle in his eye, As he promises me a night of love. Can't wait til I see you, my darling. Can't wait til you walk thru the door. Tonight I'll show you I love you, Like I never showed you before. You know how your kisses excite me, As you caress me so tenderly, You have no idea how much I love you, And what you do to me. Soon you'll be lying beside me, Your nude body next to mine. It never takes long to fulfill our desires. And the rapture is so divine. Through the skylight beams the man in the moon, Giving his blessing from way up above. I still can see the twinkle in his eye As he lights our way to love.
The Flame
I saw it dancing in the night It's face aglow, It's hair in flight It withered, It twisted It danced til dawn By morning light The dance was over The Candle gone
Laser My Words Laser My Words
Get this.... My dad's 13th grandchild had his 13th great grandchild on Friday the 13th!! Cool huh?!
Friendship & Loyalty
“Most important in a friendship? Tolerance and loyalty.” “The best things in life are never rationed. Friendship, loyalty, love, do not require coupons.” “An ounce of loyalty is worth a pound of cleverness.” “When put to the test, an ounce of loyalty is worth a pound of cleverness” “Lack of loyalty is one of the major causes of failure in every walk of life” “Loyalty means nothing unless it has at its heart the absolute principle of self-sacrifice.” “If having a soul means being able to feel love and loyalty and gratitude, then animals are better off than a lot of humans” “Through loyalty to the past, our mind refuses to realize that tomorrow's joy is possible only if today's makes way for it; that each wave owes the beauty of its line only to the withdrawal of the preceding one.” “I'll take fifty percent efficiency to get one hundred percent loyalty.” “The foundation stones for a balanced success are honesty, character, integrity, faith, love and loyalty.”
How My Obituary Will Likely Read.
My Obituary James _____, 24, of Marquette, died today of injuries sustained as the result of intentionally driving a vehicle into the wall of an abandoned building. Seconds prior to impact Mr. _____ allegedly telephoned an anonymous friend, saying "fuck it, why not? At least it'll be pretty fucking cool. Tell the bastards to put 'Fuck you commies, I never liked you anyways' on my headstone.' Fuck 'em all, the bastard ratfucks. They can all piss off. This shit's played out. Alright, I'm out." Mr. _____ is survived by his brother, William G. ______ III, of Missouri, father Michael _____, of Escanaba, and mother, Katherine _________, of Missouri. Services will not be held, because Mr. _____ was a complete fucking prick, and nobody ever really liked him anyways. The body will, however, be put on display in the park, anyone is welcome to spit on or otherwise defile it from noon Saturday to noon Monday. The corpse will not be interred, but will instead be thrown in the city dump, wh
Celebrity Look A Likes
Does Anyone Know What They Want?
It really irritates me how many people claim to be looking for the love of their life....yet when you try to give it to them they shun it or run from it. It's very annoying. I get many who claim to be SOOOOO interested in me. So I am like, "ok, no prob" ...and I try to begin open conversations. Yet, these people think I am stupid and can not see them telling other men the exact same things on here. My philosophy is "actions speak louder than words". Whether it is on here or in real life. Don't tell me how interested you are and how badly you want to meet and take things further if you are telling others the same crap. That's games to me and I don't play games. I am a grown adult.....if I want to play games I have a son to do that with. Whether you are involved in person or on-line there is still an issue of trust, respect, and fidelity. Sorry but when I take interest in is only in that one person. I am not naive' enough to fall into the attention trap that I see many
Had An Awesome Time!
Made a few sweet naughty videos along with doing some cam shows together.It was alot of fun.The only part I didnt enjoy was taking the plane out and back lol.I hate flying! Anyways,I do hope you all enjoy the few pics I have put up of me and her.I would put up more but im maxed for how many Im allowed till I go up in ranking. Cant wait till kitty comes out to see me!
Everone Helping Me Get Past Fu-gee Lol
Because I have such an AWSOME pimp (cottonblossom) lol there are WAAAY too many people to thank and I don't want to leave anyone out so I'm going to do this. Everyone that has helped me try to lvl past this damn fu-gee stage please contact me so I can do one of my pics for you. You are all awsome and it's the best I can do. I also hope that everyone that helped actually reads this so they don't feel left out. Anyway thanks again and hopefully this fu-gee thing will be gone soon, I think it's causing a rash lol
The Bar Menu
Hey man, we need more fuckin drinks. I drink all kinda shit, I don't know bout yall but sometimes I wanna buy some cognac,gin,brandy...etc. I like a bar with variety...brown or white,beer,different kinda shots, damn give us somemore shit to drank
Is It
Prisoner to the pain Trapped like an animal No escape no way out Walls clossing in Darkness falls onto me Fell like a sacrificial lamb I hope amd I pray that maybe someday I'll be free Don't lie to me tell me the truth Am I evil Am I alive or somebodys dream Is this the life I live!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The Only Thing Worth Saying....
Everyone's Life Is Driven By Something; Many are Driven by things like guilt, resentment, anger, fear, materialism and the need for appoval....Friends this world is not your home, so don't get cozy in it. Don't indulge your ego at the exspense of your soul. what God looks at is the attitude of your heart..... "Do not conform yourselves to the standards for this world, but let God transform you inwordly by a complete change of mind. Then you will be able to know God" - Romans 12:2
For Crissy
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At Frist
At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, that I grew strong, and I knew that I could take you on... But there you are, another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and you've brought me a French fry! I should have known that it was bulls***t, just a sad Pathetic dream Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those Jeans! Go on now-go! , Walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't you know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Cuz as long as I have batteries, My sex life's gonna thrive! I will always have good sex, With a handful of latex! I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey! It took all my self control not to laugh out loud, When I saw your little weiner standing tall and proud! But to hell wit
Page Boy
This is about my Leopard Bikini isnt it?? You are Bettie Page Girl next door with a wild streak You're a famous beauty - with unique look And the people like you are cultish about it What Famous Pinup Are You?
Alcohol My Friend
Dear Alcohol, First and foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around at the holidays (hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings). However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone Calls and text messages: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation after 2 a.m. can have much substance or necessity. Why would you make me call my ex's? Especially when I know, for a fact, they DO NOT want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night. 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal. But, why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce alon
Personally I don't care what rating anyone gives me...but some do! So , what is the harm in giving some one a "10" or "11" if you can. It might just make a special moment in an otherwise dull life. If I want real I would not be online too? So, everyone take heed and think about what rating you might just make someone smile...and quantify their life just a little bit. Every one is a "10" in my book, that does not mean that I give them out with out regards to reality, it just means that I give respect to every one, unless it is not deserved! Then I will let reality be your judge...and not me. Thanks all!
Sorry to say I must say goodbye Sorry to say I must die And wont be by your side Sorry I'll make you cry But I must die I just have pain So it's time to say goodbye Sorry I can't stay Sorry but it's my time Sorry I wont be here But you'll alwayz be in my heart Sorry we'll be apart Sorry I lied I promised I wouldnt do it But that was a lie Sorry I wont see you But I'll see you from the sky Sorry I have to go Sorry I must die Sorry to say I must say goodbye Sorry to say I won't be alive And wont be by you tonight
Pushing Him Away!
Hello everyone, Well as u all know my bf and I are still seperated hes in DK and I am back in the states...... He should be coming back in Sept if I dont mess it all up..... I keep pushing him away.... more and more each day.... He is an amazing man he would do anything for me.... But one thing I seem to just push him away in things that I say or do ...... What the hell am I thinking everyone He is all that I have wanted and then some...... I feel as though i dont deserve him and why would he love me ...... we come from two different worlds ..... I am the girl from the other side of the track.......I dont have anything to give him but my love... I cant do for him like i would love to ..... I dont know if its cuz of the distance r if its cuz I am so scared that I just push him away or is it both..... We have been through so much shit in the time we been togather more then i have with anyone.......He truly is my best friend and I dont wanna lose him but if I keep doing this I will....
~my Minds Eye~
I have thoughts floating around in my head.. Some I've written and others have read. I like to express that which I feel, To put them on paper makes them seem much more real. Things, with my voice, I can't seem to say.. so for me, to express them, pen and paper's the way. Sometimes along the way, I pick out what others feel, to them, I write things to help them cope - help them deal. Whether it be a kind word or a pleasant phrase, to express what THEY feel in many different ways. I have a way with words that I like to share, A way to let friends know I care. I guess when I write something other can take... and with a thought or a glance say.. 'Yeah, I can relate'... It makes me glad to know, that what I write, into someone else's life it can go. If what I write helps others express that which they can not.. Then by all means... take one from the pot. I have many more in this head of mine, Lots more that will come out in the span of time. :) ~Candyce~
Things As Of Late.
Busy Busy Busy. Its like theres never enough minutes in a day around this time of year. And the miles on my car are racking up. Just since Thursday i went from Northern VA to WV then Friday i went from WV to the MD/PA boarder, back to WV then back to Northern VA. Saturday and Sunday were spent in Fredricksbug and then last night I drove all over DC looking for Union Station[which i found but have to go back to tonight because her train was sold out]. Tomarrow I go back to WV for a couple days, maybe fredricksburg again to see the boytoy and then Sunday Im going to a NC beach which *hopefully* i dont have to take my car and drive to as well. My anxiety attacks seem to be getting worse. They have changed or evolved over the last couple of months. Their onset is much quicker now, and its very angry anxiety. I know its gotten worse when I find myself woken from a sleep to an anxiety attack and the first thing upon opening my eyes is the realization that im hurting myself with my own fin
Worst Date Ever
Not to be confused with Second Worst Date Ever. So, a few months ago I was talking with this guy online and on the phone. A Methodist Preacher who was taking a break to pursue his PhD in Theology down in Virginia Beach. He was polite, intelligent and funny online and on the phone. And so, after some time chatting I promised this guy a date--but not until after August first. My daughter was here for the summer, and I become a recluse when she is around, but I digress. So after my daughter is safely back with her father I call him up, make plans for him to drive up and I would give him a tour of DC. And so he does. He arrives in town perfectly on time; I am just leaving my shift when he calls. We go back to my place so I can change and freshen up. And then we head over to one of my favorite restaurants for dinner. This Methodist Preacher surprises me by ordering Wild Turkey and Coke (my drink also). And we have dinner (I have chicken and rotini pasta and he has the jambalay
This Is A Hug Certificate!
A Hug Certificate for You! If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you And share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own; A place to find serenity, A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding Are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A friend who's always there. This is a Hug Certificate! Send One to All Your Friends You Think Deserve A Hug (Which, Hopefully Includes the Person Who Sent It to You). You might send it to your enemies as well! It'll really tic 'em off! If you don't receive this back .. Nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them. If you receive this back 1 time ... Open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends . If you receive this back 2 times ... You're off to a good start .
Wounded Broken Heart
You knock on the door & seems so sincere. Slowly convinving me to open the door. Eventually I allowed you into take a sit. You did not stay long, disappearing as sudden as u've appear. Anger emerge from this sudden emptiness. You got me adapted to your companionship only to pick up & leave. I opened the door, allowing myself to be vulnerable, believing that you'll protect me & shelter me from reality, but instead, the one that I entrusted my heart & soul was the one that hurt me most. Wounded....broken heart poems by Carol.
Lies........nothing But Lies
why do men think it's ok to lie everytime they open their mouth........but are the first one to preach about being honest? Buried at
Just When.......
Well, I had been doing pretty damn good if I do say so myself, feeling awesome about myself. Gaining my self-confidence back. All in all I was doing great. Just 45 minutes ago my ex calls. We had been making small talk not talking about anything important. Then she starts talking about how she feels that since she made a car payment today and that her name happens to be on the title with mine that she should get to keep the car. Now some of you know that I am going to have to basically be homeless for a couple weeks until I can save enough money again to be able to afford my own place. Seeing as how I just pent every last penny I had saved about five months ago investing in a future with her. I am letting her keep everything. The apartment, the dishes, all the electronics, even the ones I owned before I met her. All I am taking is my clothes, the couches and the car, but she has decided that it's hers too and that she is entitled to it and that she should be able to do what
3 More Days.
Just 3 more days till i return home, till i am with my Angel, JUST 3 DAY'S!
Back To The Original
I am deleting this profile and going back to my original one as Onyx
This Sucks
O.K. Here's the deal. I've been off of work for two weeks vacation. My last blog pretty much sums up the first half. Now i'm used to sitting around doing nothing. As the time gets closer all i can think about is calling in sick. Well o.k. i need the money so i should just enjoy my final hours of relaxation and go deal with the retards i work with.
Do You Love
Do you like the 1970 Chevy Chevelle SS
Contest Extended!
OK well due to circumstances beyond my control, there was a period of time today that no one was able to bomb the pictures so I have decided to extend the contest. It will now end at 12:00 p.m. (Noon) EST on Friday, August 17th. Come show these people some love already!!!! Esquire - Donna (FuBar WIFE Of ChicaTgurl ~~Lady TxCowGirl) - Chris (jokerLUVSboobs~RECRUITER of P.D.Y~ PANDORA'S PIMP) - Kelbel - Doing88 (name withheld cuz he's a PITA!) -
Why Are People!!!
at Mc Donalds fuckin morons how can anyone mess up this order! 2 double cheeseburgers a large fri and a number 7 meal. and i still got ripped of for a fri! what the hell fuckin morons! i mean a meal comes with fris! shit. ok im done venting
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his > > bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an > > envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to > > "Dad." > > With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling > > hands and read the letter. > > Dear Dad: > > It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to > > elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you. I > > have been finding real > > passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not > > approve of her because of all her piercings, tattoos, tight > > motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. > > But it's not only the passion...Dad she's pregnant. Stacy said that > > we will be very happy.She owns a trailer in the woods and has a > > stack of firewood for the whole winter. > > We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy ha
College Years
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well. Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle`s Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let`s look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state t
Meet The Contestants For The Final Round In The Miss Fubar Contest
HERE ARE THE CONTESTANTS FOR THE FINAL ROUND: WILL BEGIN: AUGUST 16 @ 12:00 NOON (EST) ENDING: AUGUST 31 @ 5:00 PM (EST)   PRIZES 1ST PLACE: 30 DAY BLAST 2ND PLACE: 3 DAY BLAST And BIG PIMP GIFT RULES: · All Entrants must fan, rate and add Host · No NSFW pics allowed. · Must play well with others. This means NO downrating. · Comment Bombing is a must.
You Are Now My Lost Love
So we must say goodbye, my darling, And go, as lovers go, for ever; Tonight remains, to pack and fix on labels And make an end of lying down together. Your kisses close my eyes and yet you stare As though God struck a child with nameless fears; Perhaps the water glitters and discloses Time's chalice and its limpid useless tears. we renounce except ourselves; Selfishness is the last of all to go; Our sighs are exhalations of the earth, Our footprints leave a track across the snow. We made the universe to be our home, Our nostrils took the wind to be our breath, Our hearts are massive towers of delight, We stride across the seven seas of death.
My all time favorite Staind song. ...Cause its always raining in my head Forget all the things I should have said...
amen. dont read if your're immature...seriously Why do we sleep in church, But stay awake through a 2 hour movie? Why is it so hard to talk about God, but so easy to talk about sex? Why are we so bored when we look at a Christian magazine, but find it easy to read Playboy? Why is it so easy to ignore a Godly myspace message, Yet we repost the nasty ones? Why are churches getting smaller, But bars and clubs are growing? Think about it, are you going to repost this? Are you going to ignore it, cause you think you'll get laughed at?
So the point of this game is to post a blog about ten weird habits/random facts about yourself, and then "tag" ten people who, then, have to post a blog about their ten weird habits/random facts. You have to tag them in your blog and then post a comment on their page saying that you tagged them. No tag-backs are allowed! 1. I have little to no self-confidence. 2. To relieve stress, I draw, take pictures, or write poetry. 3. I have BIG issues with my mother... 4. I have one birth mark in an inconspicuous place..... lol 5. I have an obsession with cleaning other people's houses... 6. It is under suspicion that I have two webbed toes!!! hahaha 7. I stole a truck once. 8. I was with a man for 4 years before he heard me fart... hahahahaha 9. I have to wear carmex on my lips before bed or I can't sleep... 10. A psychic once told me that I was going to be rich and famous by writing a documentary in France... And she told me to learn French... Guess I should
Ima Pro At Surgery...
Its All Good
You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at
A Real Life Drug Prblm
This Is A Story Bout Drugz, Its A Different Kind Of Drug Problem. I Know Most Of Ya'll Will Luv This. I Had A Drug Problem As A Young Man. I Was Drug 2 Church On Sunday Mornin. I Was Drug 2 Church 4 Weddindz N Funeralz. I Was Drug 2 Family Reunionsz no Matter What The Weather Was Like. I Was Drug 2 Da Bus Stop 2 Go 2 School EverDay. I Was Drug By My Earz When I Was Dizrespectful 2 Adultz N Teacherz. I Was Also Drug 2 Da Woodshed When I Dizobeyed My Parentz. Those Drugz R Still In My Veinz; N They Affect My Behavior N EVERY Thing I Do, Say, N Think. They R Stronger Than Cocaine, Crack, Or Heroin. If 2dayz Kidz Had Thiz Kind Of Drug Problem, AMERICA Would Certainly B A Better Place
Have You Ever...
Have you ever noticed that their stuff is shit and your shit is stuff? ~George Carlin
My heart is pounding, the why is unknown. Racing and running, a calling of it's own. Thump-thump. Thump-thump. It's beating much harder and faster. It could be disaster. Thump-thump. Thump-thump. Is it someone I'm feeling who's heart does the beating. Or is it just a passing moment of my thoughts that are fleeting. Thump-thump. Thump-thump. My blood it is rushing through every inch of my body. All most as if I had drank a hot toddy. Thump-thump. Thump-thump. Nothing is wrong with feeling this way. It did get me going into this long day. Thump-thump. Thump-thump. THUMP-THUMP...THUMP-THUMP At least my heart is beating!
Some Love
all right some love would be nice. Rate me, fan me, buy me a drink something. I will return my favor. Look at my bar yall it says" 0% DRY" lol. So help me out....
i think that havin a popularity website is a good thing. i think that makin new friends n meetin new ppl is great but i think that ppl need to look out for themselves. if they dont then they can be just as easily hurt as a lil baby. i just thought that i would say a lil somethin bout this new website that i have never heard of til bout 2 mons ago. then im gettin all into this website thin tryna find ppl to add n doin other things that i want just to getta the next level. i just think that this is just another challenge for me to deal with n just do it.
Its Finally Here!
OK all, Im leaving for NY early in the am so most of today is going to be spent getting ready and then Ill be visiting my Samantha!!! wooohoooo!Im letting you know that I wont be on thta much so if it takes me a while to get back to your email or friends requests please be patient as even though Sam has internet access of course we will be too drunk to do much lol But we might get on cam for everyone to see just how bad I REALLY look if I get drunk enough! Im barely holding onto my rank and its taking me FOREVER to get to godfather so if you could show me some love and maybe pimp my sexy ass out it would be much appreciated!If you want the love to be returned send me a pm as I wont be able to see my bartab very often. I love you all! You know who you are and will miss you but this trip has been a long time coming.I just know Angel~baby has got to be even more awesome in person! We will be sure to take LOTS and lOTS of pics to upload when we return- or maybe even from there! Try n
this is about a person i had a crush on for 5 years she opened my heart when i was closed she showed me kindness and gave me attention and she was the only one who did so i have lots of things iv written to her that only few ppl have read my Master room music blog was wrote in memory of what happened between us and all my notes i wrote her that are now stashed in my yearbook next to her picture... i told her my feelings and i did so at the wrong time in her life and i paid for it she ignored me she regrets this i believe bc she has always seemed like she wishes she didnt but i seen her today and it brought all those feelings back so i am writing heh
Opulent A Diversity Of Form
A Diversity of Form is available and ready to ship. Visit Us on line at to get your copy. Visit Our Calender for a full list of Events. Our Official CD Released party is Scheduled For September 11, 2007. A Diversity OF Form combines Scary rhythms and haunting Vocals, making a home in the entwined synthesized soundscape, beautiful and horrific. With a guitarist that is metal influenced, and a Singer that is lost in a superb excursion, and never wanting it to end. Additional Voices have been conjoined to create a mixture of absinthe-induced Metal, Industrial, with sounds that are Rock solid. A Diversity OF Form has all your Favorites. The opening track is “Dead Gurl” Followed by “Amy Blue” and on to “pOizon”. The new album also includes unreleased material. Introducing, Lyric, Lost and one of my favs, Numb.—Thank YOU for your Support !!!--Allison
Just Wondering
We, or most of us, spend a big part of our lives searching for that "Mr/Mrs" Right. My question is, how long to we continue on the search before we just give up, before we are sick and tired of coming up empty handed? I myself have thought I have found "True Love" three times in my life. The first one being six years older then me and we met when I was fifteen. Nothing happened until I was of legal age for it to, but still. What was I thinking? The second person is the father of my child. Of course I would "love" him. In all reality, I think I just loved the idea of him, thinking a child needed both a mother and a father, but I was only 16. The next and third guy would be my most recent ex. He literally ripped my heart out and I think he is the only person I REALLY loved in my life, significant other wise. I moved in with him, helped him while he was on deployment, waited for him just for him to come home and tell me he was going to be with someone else. I think that was the final st
Reaching A New Level Of Frustration.... Grr!
Well its official, I have reached a new level of frustration. I don't have a job but im in the process of trying to get one. I recieve a check every month by mail. My boyfriend is working 2 jobs that don't pay too much. He lives with his parents and younger sister. He has bills he pays and now his parents want him to pay rent every month... $400 exactly. So how the fuck am I suppost to have a life with this man... if shit like this is happening now?! I honestly am not sure anymore if things will work out... or even just work out for me anymore. I hate to be pessimistic here, but I honestly don't see it working out unless there is a big miracle. I am saveing money in my saveings account. But even if I do that, I feel I will be doing all the saveing due to my boyfriend haveing to pay all his bills and now rent. The really fucked up thing here is, his younger sister got the apartment they had added on to the house, that was his grandparent's apartment when they were still alive. My boyf
I Need Help.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im way behind help me out and bomb my pic just click this pic..
“I forged myself out of a vacuum. I crawl along the highway on hacked off stumps year after year. Some wonder how and why. I never do.” ~Henry Rollins
Im Painting
Sorry if I miss you! Please just leave me a little note and Ill come by ASAP and rate ya:) soon Ill upload this new painting so you Fubars can see what keeps this Kat so Damn busy! heheh Take care and If I dont chat with you before! have a wonderful weekend and a kick ass labor Day! Muahhhhh Kat
Back From The Abyss.
Ok the last blog I did was a rough one for me. I was entering into a state of depression that brought me to the edge of suicide. I hated everything in my life and I was about to end it all when something amazing happened. But I will get to that in a minute... To sum up what has happened since the last blog... I went to court for a restraining order charge that was placed on me by my ex that was preventing me from seeing my daughter. I ended up making a deal where I got supervised visits with my daughter every other weekend. I was overjoyed just to be able to see her, but at the same time every time I saw her face and heard her voice my heart was torn further because I knew that everything that I had was destroyed. And as much as it hurt to see her I couldn't go without her. I was dying inside with or without her. I needed her because she offered me unconditional love but at the same time she reminded me that my ex was a destoyer of worlds. After my second visit from her everything
Kirsten Singing
Ok it will work this time, hopefully. Kirsten singing, also adding in stash, but I know you all won't watch the whole video there, hence the reason it's here :P Online Videos by
Piercing Pains
Greetings Ebildoers! This will come out of nowhere for pretty much everyone. . . but I got an "intimate" piercing back in July. . . We took out the piercing on the 3rd of this month. We meant to size it, so we could possibly get a CBR or maybe a curved barbell, being that it's fully healed. Anyway, we discovered it was 10 gauge. We came back home, and after some "experimenting" without it, we couldn't get it back in. After a solid hour plus (with all kinds of weird ideas to help get it in), we finally gave up. We temporarily replaced it with a smaller gauge barbell, worried that the hole would close up. After work yesterday I went by the piercing parlor to get the tapered guide I'd need to put it back in. Padric tells me straight up that this will hurt more than the actual piercing. He was not kidding. He also said he'd take it much slower than the piercing took, as the skin there is meant to stretch & retract quickly. Well of course, look at what skin we're talking about.
I sit here lonely Among thirty people; An image often used, But true. I sit here lonely Not quite sure what Im lonely for. Love and/or friendship Most likely. I sit here lonely Writing this poem When I know I should be Doing something else. Something more important Something worthy of this thing Called time I sit here lonely Wondering who I am exactly And who I will be And if the contradiction; Who I want to be. Not knowing how to change anything. I sit here lonely Thinking of my past And of all the wrong turns Ive made; Much more numerous then the right. And I wonder if they will ever Be outweighed by the good. I sit here lonely Praying to who know what Who knows who Who knows when Who knows why; Not really understanding faith, Fate, or religion. I sit here lonely unsure of the decisions to come Of what I truly want And scared to death that I wont want what Ive made for myself. I sit here lonely Among these thirty people lonely- But not forgo
9-11 Tributes!!! Must See!!! Please Watch These!! (from The Bulletin Board) :)
Ok a while back I made these two videos. I thought now is a good time to bring them back out with 9/11 coming up..1 is a tribute to the 9/11 heroes and the other is a tribute to our troops please pass it around. I spent alot of time making these. Thank you Jodi AKA Wishful Thinking
QUESTION: If two people really love each other but can't seem to get things smooth. When do you give up because enough is enough? DO YOU know the answer? Hit "REPLY" and give it a shot...
My Sexual Encounter
Why can i not get this Beauitful goddess out of my mind? her face, her body, her smile. oh i love it so! the way she walks side to side in her red laced suit. im in love with this beauitful deity. she sayin "come to me, my black adonis!" i want u to make love to me! i couldnt resist her! she pulls me in and i kiss her all over her body. she tells me, "i want u inside of me, make me urs!" so she takes off my clothes and sucks every inch of my black shaft. then i put my mandingo inside her, she screams, make urs over and over. the we switch to another position and i lick her pussy while shes still on my mandingo. then, she rides me like her black stallion. CUM INSIDE ME!! PLEASE, CUM INSIDE ME!! as shes bout to orgasm, i let my mandingo juices go free as she screams in delight. "mmmm" thank u my, black mandingo!! and she disapears into the night.
To Our Nations Finest
u know sometimes it may be hard for some people to express themselves when it comes to our nations finest, but i am not one of those. 6 yrs ago i was not able to be with my family when the worst day of our history happened yet, but today i am. i want to give a great big salute to all the soldiers and their families who have or is still serving to protect our country, yes i wish u could all come home but i also understand there is a job to do out there, so from my family to urs, thank you and god bless to all of you. u r in the prayers of the "redneck Mafia Family" love odinsmomma
Oh Gods Yes
Hmmm Idk Fing Know
these ppl r in my contest come by and show em some love .. i dont know what else i can do to help em out .. i have told one of them many times over how to get help and i just dunno ... so if u got time stop by and bomb ur favorite pic and ty
Through Glass By Stonesour
I've been looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed. Oh God, it feels like forever, but no one ever tells you that Forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head. 'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass, don't know how much time has passed. All I know is that it feels like forever; but no one ever tells you that Forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head. How do you feel? That is the question.... But I forget you don't expect an easy answer When something like a soul becomes initialized and folded up like Paper dolls and little notes, you can't expect a bit of hope. So while you're outside looking in, describing what you see Remember what you're staring at is me. 'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass, don't know how much time has passed. All I know is that if feels like forever, but no one ever tells you that Forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head. How much is real? So much
Hottest Fu Friend Contest
Hello Family, friends, fans, and anyone else reading this. I could use your help in comment bombing this Hot FU Friend. MSTP34 - Self Comment and Comment Bombing allowed, no downrating or hating. Good Luck
My Brother My Best Friend..
TODAY Is the Anniversary of my Brothers death. Today marks 30 years ..It doesnt seem that long to me at all ..seems just like yesterday..they say Time heals all wounds , well mine still ache inside for my brother..he was my best brother was very loved by all ..i seen him last on my parents anniversary and for me I always felt sad because i didnt get to tell him goodbye and for a long time I guess I pretended that he was just away , sometimes its easier that way. my parents just celebrated their 49th anniversary and I hope and pray God will let them see many more but I know they are excited to reach their 50th..I asked them if they wanted to have their vows renewed again in the church with a full mass but they told me no its okay that a reception would be fine..I will tell you this I know why they decided not to .you see my parents always have mass said for my brother every year to honor him and on their 39th anniversary me and my brother were their at my parents side and I m
As If I Didn't Have Enough To Do...
I think I am the busiest man on Earth. I know, I know... Everyone always says that. But I think I am really... I get up mon-fri and take the kids to school (private school no bus) and as of late take Lady Juke (that’s my wife) to work because my Jeep is back in the shop for a new transmission (number 3). Then back home to take care of technical support problems, check my network, servers, fight off hackers, SPAM for not only my email but my clients and write some code for various web applications (Cold Fusion). This is all before 10AM. Then I have to practice my bass and learn whatever songs we are planning on adding to the rotation. Then on some days it’s off to my new side job I landed through one of my best friends working on computers. This is a nice gig and I enjoy working there, everyone seems really laid back, it must be the dog bones. In addition to this there is also the Station, I have to answer questions from affiliates and listeners, trouble shoot any (and a lot of) sound i
Soul Mates
Soul Mates Ultimately, for everyone, there is only one person in the world, and that is themselves. This is not so strange, for we are born alone, and die alone. It is living alone that is hard. So the best we can do, and the happiest we can be, is to find another to share the time and, for however long it lasts, we call it Love. But sometimes, and only so rarely, we are lucky enough to find something of the essence of our being in another person - and that unit is the greatest love, for it knows no barriers. It went on before and carries on after. If this coupling can take no part in the future together, then that is their destiny, but they cannot lose what really belongs to them, even if they throw it away. Therefore there should be no anxiety. All that need concern them is that they remain true to their natures in this life.... And wait for the next. © Jenni Shell 1978
Kidney Donor Update! (courtesy: Year Of The Dragon)
I recently blogged about helping a friend find her son a Kidney Donor. I'm going to keep updating as she posts bulletins and blogs as well. Please, please, reblog this or copy paste this into a bulletin. Let your friends know about this. The more it's posted, the better chance her son has of finding a matching donor. Much love. The information is contained in the blog, and her link is at the bottom of this blog as well. **************************************************** I want to thank all who have offered a kidney to my son..I have tryed to get all information out to all that ask but is very hard to keep up so if I missed you I am sorry...I am posting the information to the transplant unit here so please if you wish to donate use it as I need to be with my son...They will be better at answering all questions you may have as this is a first time for me also. Never dreamed when I had my children something may go wrong but it did and now all I can do is try my best to find my so
Immaculate Deception
IMMACULATE DECEPTION Frequently in the Moon’s soft light WE share Love between NO, NO lines; one to OUR left, one to OUR right; we never cross a ‘no - no’ line, social standards stand inspection and thus … an Immaculate Deception of US by US! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, Sept 19, 2007
Found This In My Horoscope...
Your good energy is giving you a new resonance with a fellow worker or someone else you don't know all that well -- yet. It's a great time to get to know new people and discover hidden links.
Have A Great Week.
imikimi - Customize Your World
For Someone I Love!!
New Link
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There have been a couple of generations in the last sixty years that have Missed the boat but this group isn't one of them. A first grade school Teacher in Virginia had twenty-five students in her class. She presented Each child in her classroom the first half of a well-known proverb and Asked them to come up with the remainder of the proverb. It's hard to Believe these were actually done by first graders. Their insight may surprise you. While reading, keep in mind that these are 1st graders, 6-year-olds, because the last one is a classic! 1. Don't change horses...... ..... Until they stop running. 2. Strike while the......... ......... ......... . Bug is close. 3. It's always darkest before...... ......... Daylight Saving Time. 4.. Never underestimate the power of ............ ........ Termites. 5. You can lead a horse to water but......... ......... ...... How? 6. Don't bite the hand that........ ......... ......... . Looks dirty. 7.. No news is.....
I'm Sorry....
This was a bulletin that it shows how some guys made me feel.... I'm sorry.. if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry.. that i dont want to have sex every minute of every day. Image and video hosting by TinyPic I'm sorry.. if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket I'm sorry.. if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket I'm sorry.. if my hair is not long enough. I'm sorry.. if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket I'm sorry.. That i try my best to make you like me, then get hurt.
The Next Godmother
Is going to be this wonderful woman below me. :D Probably the worst time to do this being a Saturday evening and all, but I know half you fawkers are sitting there bored with nothing to do just like me, well I'd normally suggest midget porn as you all already know :P But not this time. On with the point, she's 700,000 away from godmother, yes it sounds like a big number but it won't be with the help of my awesome friends :D She's got a give away going on right now, currently has 4 people in it, you could make 2 peoples day and help by bombing some of them, or you could hit up her pics and stash, whatever floats your boats, I'm not a picky begger 8-P I've done enough rambling damnit! Come join me in getting this lovely woman to godmother already!!! Love you guys and thank you in advance for those that take time out of their busy days to help :D
Weird Holidays
Ooops I meant Holidays Weird October Holidays October is . . . . Adopt-A-Dog Month, Computer Learning Month, National Apple Jack Month, National Car Care Month, National Clock Month, National Cosmetology Month, National Dessert Month, National Pickled Pepper Month, National Popcorn Poppin' Month, National Pretzel Month, National Sarcastics Month, National Seafood Month, National Kitchen and Bath Month, and Vegetarian Awareness Month -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- October 2 is . . . . . Name Your Car Day October 3 is . . . . . Virus Appreciation Day October 4 is . . . . . National Golf Day October 5 is . . . . . National Storytelling Festival October 6 is . . . . . German-American Day and Come and Take It Day October 7 is . . . . . National Frappe Day October 8 is . . . . . American Tag Day October 9 is . . . . . Moldy Cheese Day October 10 is . . . . National Angel Food Cake Da
WARNING!!!!! If you receive an email entitled "Bedtimes" delete it IMMEDIATELY. Do not open it . Apparently this one is pretty nasty. It will not only erase everything on your hard drive, but it will also delete anything on disks within 20 feet of your computer. It demagnetizes the stripes on ALL of your credit cards. It reprograms your ATM access code, screws up the tracking on your VCR, and uses subspace field harmonics to scratch any CD's you attempt to play. It will program your phone auto dial to call only 0898 numbers. This virus will mix antifreeze into your fish tank. IT WILL CAUSE YOUR TOILET TO FLUSH WHILE YOU ARE SHOWERING. It will drink ALL your beer. FOR GOD'S SAKE, ARE YOU LISTENING?? It will leave dirty underwear on the coffee table when you are expecting company. It will replace your shampoo with Nair and your Nair with Rogaine. If the "Bedtimes" message opened in a Windows 95/98 environment, it will leave the toilet seat up and leave your hair dryer plugged in dangero
Well Simply Wtf
ok so wtf is up with women always wantin the bad boy image instead of a guy that they know will treat them right and take care of them? why is it that if a guy is nice and shows respect that most chicks now days always put them in the friends cateory instead of giving them a chance? well this is all for now but there will be more because i kow i'm going to see something that makes me say what the fuck
Taking back the time together The arguments and the fighting Why did this have to happen to us Once you left I lost apart of me baby We said things we didn't mean to say Why couldn't we have fix this situations It's so hard letting this feeling go away Moving on and hustling everyday is so hard Can't seem to get the memories out of my mind No time to throw this a way have to find you Once I saw you were with another couldn't handle Don't know how to put the words anymore to you I was the fool who didn't have the strength Should have learned my lesson once you told me Can't eat or sleep at night looking at my phone Love is just a game you play it learn from it Just need to let this feelings go away for me But I got through it letting go of the old things That is the only way I can do what's right for me
Do U Need Help 2 Level?
Do u need help 2 level up? Or know someone who does? then read below: I will help rate anyone all u have to do is- 1) send me the link of the person/your link to me. 2) due to a lot of my friends who get their selves into contests, If more then 1 of you is in the same contest i will either a) make it a fair rate all i ask is that sometime in the future, that you help me back since i helped you. i have helped a lot of you and don't ask for much in return. i'm not a selfish person and i do like to help friends. so if you ever need help don't hasate to ask. have any questions feel free to PM (private message) me.
3 Days Left And I'm Behind
Hiya my friends and fans... 3 days left to contest and I am falling behind...Can you please come help bomb my picture in the best cleavage contest..Anyone that helps me will absoletly get my help when they need bombing in a contest. The contest ends Oct. 3. If I can't win first place I would like to at least try for 2nd or 3rd. Thanks all Just a reminder you need to fan/rate/add Thomas in order to bomb in this contest...his link and my link are below.. Thanks again! Silverpixi »†HøĦ姫@ fubar
Get On The Dollar Train
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Why, Why, Why Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people
Do I Try Another Psychiatrist?
So what I didn't blog about a couple weeks ago that I just hadn't wanted to talk about was that I tried to get into a doctor[psychiatrist] to get some medication to help handle the anxiety attacks and the panic attacks until I can locate a local EMDR therapist or Cognitive therapist that takes my insurance and that I can get started with treatment for my Post Traumatic Stress Dysorder[Development of characteristic symptoms following a psychologically traumatic event that is generally outside the range of usual human experience; symptoms include numbed responsiveness to environmental stimuli, a variety of autonomic and cognitive dysfunctions, and dysphoria- from a online medical dictionary]. The Lady had Tourette's, which Im not one to judge, but its hard to be comfortable with someone when you've got anxiety problems and they are ticking at you. A persons mannerisms can make a world of difference with comfort levels for me, and her Tourette's was just not helping the situation. S
Wanna Know About Me? Here Ya Go!
Full Name:: Shai !!! Birthday:: 1 December, 1983 Birthplace:: Ft Worth TEXAS!!!! Eye Color:: honey/green Hair Color:: Good Question, let me get back to ya! Height:: 5' 8" Weight:: you NEVER ask a girl that! What's wrong with you? Right handed or Left handed?: Right Your Heritage:: I'm a Bitza! Bits of this, bits of that... My Worst Habit:: I'm overly sensitive Zodiac Sign:: sagitarius Shoe Size:: 8 Pants Size:: expensive! Innie or Outie?: Innie The Shoes You Wore Today:: Flip flops! Your Weakness:: Hot WOMEN Your Fears:: I don't like creepy-crawlies Your Perfect Pizza:: Onion, green pepper and olives! Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year::success with my site Your Most Overused Phrase On An Instant Messenger: Don't use it much...sorry Thoughts First Waking Up:: It's getting dark already???? Your Best Physical Feature:: My eyes Your Bedtime:: around noon! Your Most Missed Memory:: If I missed it, how could it still be a memory?! MY FAVORITES Favorite colo
Sophia We Love You
I wanted to write this yesterday on your birthday but we were having too much fun that was 10/4/07 You came into the world less than 5 months gestation on 10/4/03 the doctors said you are going to be a still born there was no chance i held my wifes hand and fell to my knees the only thing i could think to say was God if you let her live you can take my life. it was the truest words I have ever spoken or thought, she came out and through tear filled eyes i thought i seen her move but it had to be wishful thinking. the doctor cleard her throat with a sucker i thought why do that she isnt alive then she reached out to hand me the smallest baby i have ever seen 1 lb 5 oz she could have fit into a pop/soda can cut in half. it would have made a perfict basanet i thought i was going to hold my dead baby the doctor said she is alive my heart jumped as i took her so tiny body in my hands then the doctor said call everyone you want to say goodbye to her because premies this inmature never make i
The Beginning Of My Story
In 1985, McCalister had it all. A wife who loved him, fresh out the academy, and an expert in his field. But as much as he has, the last several years have been nothing but brutal to him. His wife Regina has left him for another man, his ten year old daughter was murdered brutally, and all he has left is his job. McCalister devotes his life to his work and nothing else. The year is now 2005 and now McCalister is stricken with guilt over his daughter's murder. He's consumed to find the murderer. He works day & night. Everyone around him says he's a loner, McCalister calls it DETERMINATION. -Chapter 1- On a stormy night in the year 2005, McCalister lays in his bed in a cold sweat. He rarely sleeps here. Most of the time he's at his desk at the station. As he closes his eyes, an all to familar sound rings in his ears. *ring telephone* McCalister looks over at it and just lets out a sigh as he knows it's just a reminder of what he has grown accust
Mummer's Gotta Love'em Cause We Can't Shoot Them Lol
As you can see below, i was rated lots of one's today by a guy that clearly has no self esteem. went to the mumms to see what was going on and came across his, he was bashing ppl of fubar for thier morphs, dirty pics, and other things, so ofcourse i commented on it, lol i should have known better. I just made a very common sense observation that if didnt want to come aross any of the things in his mumms that he should leave fubar. well he shouted at me in the shout box with "ok spanky", well ofcourse not totally knowing what he was talking about i asked him if that was supposed to be a dirogitory comment at me..he proceead and continue to show my big boobs cause that was all i had, and in response to the comment i left on his mumm he retaleated with " and here comes the big boob fatty" which i thought was pretty funny, well he then came to my page and rated these pics 1's until i blocked him. just wanted to let all of my friends know to be on the look out for this guy if he hits ur pag
This Just Is Not Right!!!!
How Special You's All Are To Me
Generic Bully
Come To The New Fubar Club Devilish Desires is now openA fun place to be minus the drama Click The pic below for a free ride to a great time... Oh and dont forget to bring your friends!
If You Like The Pics
hey guys, if you like the pics posted last night and the ones that i'll be posting shortly (after he edits them and after i post them that is)... please take a moment and stop by and visit the photographer leepus@ fubar come on, i know you all know how to show love ;) Sin
R.i.p. Rocky The Yorkie
Sometime this morning between 3 a.m. to 4.30 this morning, my Yorkie, Rocky, died after he got sick last night. I can't believe it, he was just running around yesterday when I was out in the yard today and now, he's gone. I guess he never did get over losing his "brother", A. J., my long haired chihuahua, after he went missing a couple of months ago. His health has been deteriorating ever since A. J's dissapearance but i thought he was getting better after I acquired my best friend's chihuahua/schnauzer, Squirt, to keep him company. I will miss him, I can't believe in a few short months, I have lost both my dogs...May there indeed be a Heaven for dogs. Goodbye Rocky, may he at last found peace and health with Him.
Just Wondering
Is it time for me to add some more pics? and if so got any idea u would like to see hehe Vanity Charm
I'm very excited and happy now, I've been chatting with this woman online for about 3 & 1/2 years, she has finally given up on this Bob guy that has broken her heart and kept her hanging. He married one he said he didn't even like, or her kids; he was fucking around with another the whole time, it's men like this that give all of us bad names. (stupid fucker) But better for me! She is extortionate! She's talented, intelligent, very Hot! and I'm falling in love with her. Look out Cherie' I'm coming for you love!
A Couple More Weeks
Alright I am set up in a place and I will be getting internet at my own place and I can stop hanging out at the library and at friends houses mooching off their internet connections. Things are well I am happy and I have no regrets about anything other than the three years I pretty much wasted. Anyway I am looking forward to getting back on here nad hanging with friends and fam again. Peace and love
Don't Forget Me!
In a few days my internet is being suspended, for a few months.. Its gonna be a tough, rough lonely few months without my darling Fu-friends, but I'm sure I'll cope, somehow. Meanwhile, dont forget to show me love cos I'll be getting out more visiting my mates, and damn right I'll be nagging to pinch some internet time to check on you all! I'll miss you all so much. Take Care Keep Smiling Cheers!
This Is By Cat Stevens So I Am Told
She hangs her head and cries on my shirt. She must be hurt very badly. Tell me whats making you sadly? Open your door, dont hide in the dark. Youre lost in the dark, you can trust me. cause you know thats how it must be. Lisa lisa, sad lisa lisa. Her eyes like windows, tricklin rain Upon her pain getting deeper. Though my love wants to relieve her. She walks alone from wall to wall. Lost in a hall, she cant hear me. Though I know she likes to be near me. Lisa lisa, sad lisa lisa. She sits in a corner by the door. There must be more I can tell her. If she really wants me to help her. Ill do what I can to show her the way. And maybe one day I will free her. Though I know no one can see her. Lisa lisa, sad lisa lisa. ------------------------------- Think thats my song for sure Never heard of Cat Stevens before but feels like he knows me reading that Thanks for the person who sent it to me Lisa xx
Gone is the face we loved so dear, Silent is the voice I long to hear, Too far away for sight or speech, But not too far for thought to reach. Sweet to remember him who once was here, And who, though absent is just as dear
Life is a journey. We all have to travel alone. Nobody would be in our journey. The journey is everlasting. The ups and downs would be there. Feeling low and high would keep on, But this is the ordeal of our life. We have to be very bold and strong. The journey is full of joys and sorrows. The journey would appear empty and lonely, But we have to move ahead not back. The journey would be boring and tedious. When we just get through the journey, Then the real taste of life we come to know. We forget all our troubles and obstacles. The is the journey which we ever knew.
So I've always liked anatomy, it's a really interesting subject. Taking it in college is like a dream, I love the class and I love my classmates. I thought the lab would be fascinating. Except for today... We've finished skinning the 3 cadavers that we're going to be using for the next 8 or so weeks. Today we were looking at leg muscles of one of our oldest cadavers. She has a horrible vascular system, meaning her veins and arteries are shot, so the embalming solution didn't preserve her lower half very well. Her leg muscles smelled and looked like raw rotten meat. It was absolutely disgusting. SO while I'm working on separating the disgustingly rotting sections of muscle, my lab group is working on exposing the femoral artery and vein. I look up quick to see how they are doing and what do I see? AN OLD WOMANS DEAD AND DISGUSTING VAJAYJAY. Let's just say this folks. I will NOT be sleeping for a few days, and everytime I close my eyes I will see it and be traumati
A man enters the hospital for a circumcision. When he comes to after the procedure, he’s perturbed to see several doctors standing around his bed. “Son, there’s been a bit of a mix-up,” admits the surgeon. “I’m afraid there was an accident, and we were forced to perform a sex-change operation. You now have a vagina instead of a penis.” “What!” gasps the patient. “You mean I’ll never experience another erection?” “Oh, you might,” the surgeon reassures him. “Just not yours.”
Dr. Suess On Drinking..
October 19, 2007.... was the last day of Joe Torre's 12 year reign as manager of the New York Yankees. A sad day for Yankee fans everywhere as it truly marks the end of a golden era for the team. Memories of the 12 straight Division Titles, Playoff apperances and the World Series' of 1996, 1998, 1999 & 2000 and the fun times accompanied with them for me (being a Yankee will be missed...just felt like sharing that.. ..Oh and it's like 2:00 am and I can't sleep for some reason because my nerves are jacked up... And I have to be up in 3 hours to go to work. Nice right? ..... ..I'll leave you with this oldie but goodie been in my head since I heard it on an indie radio station earlier this evening...bought back alot of meaning from a few years back and well...some from recently...hope everyone has a good weekend and survives the last 11 days of October...they are usually the most dramatic....I'd be lying if I said was ready for this year's chapter but we will see...later kids...enjoy the t
Godmother Peggy Sue
Lets make this wonderful lady a Godmother. She does a lot for Fubar and deserve to become Godmother. Please click on her picture and it will take you right to her profile. Thanks, Tiggerbear2007 PeggySue*treehugger*@ fubar
Seek Not My Heart by Kit McCallum Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.
Are You Kidding Me?
Some guy posted a picture of his no no area on my page. It's been deleted, but seriously? REALLY! I want to kick people, NOW! Fucking gross. Even if I were straight, I still wouldn't want some guy to do that. I don't want any girl to do that. That's not okay. Cause ew! I'm just in shock that someone would post so many rates and comments on my pictures and whatnot, to turn around and post a picture of his naughty bits. He must not have read anything. See, if you would just read things. Give me ideas on how announce the lesbianism more. Because I'm super annoyed and I'm tired of blocking every guy that talks to me. Because I do like guys as friends, and I want to have kick ass internet friends on here. I just don't want to see them naked. *muahs*
Standings As Of Today
Standings As Of 12 Noon Today! Top 6 Only! Contest Ends Friday At 7pm Eastern so there is still time to play catch up! Care Bear--14074 Al--13966 JC--2204 Mizz P--991 Texas Tea--184 You Wish I Was Yours?--114 Remember its not over till its over and you can still be a winner if you put an effort in it! Good Luck all! Hugs and Kisses!
im gonna b having another baby on May 23th! im so happy...and johnny is happy to b a dad!
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i had my one yr old at the hospital and she has pneumonia and urinary tract infection she is very ill been keep a temp between 100.8 and 105 .. so if i dont answer im busy with her so be patient and if u cant then block me bc u dont need to be my friend bc my kids are always first and 2nd my contest was postponed and thats actually a good thing for me right now ok much love and peace to u all
Redneck Love Poem
redneck love poem Collards is green, my dog's name is Blue and I'm so lucky to have a sweet thang like you. Yore hair is like cornsilk a-flapping in the breeze. Softer than Blue's and without all them fleas. You move like the bass, which excite me in May. You ain't got no scales but I luv you anyway. Yo're as satisfy'n as okry jist a-fry'n in the pan. Yo're as fragrant as "snuff" right out of the can. You have some'a yore teeth, for which I am proud; I hold my head high when we're in a crowd. On special occasions, when you shave under yore arms, well, I'm in hawg heaven, and awed by yore charms. Still them fellers at work, they all want to know, what I did to deserve such a purdy, young doe. Like a good roll of duct tape yo're there fer yore man, to patch up life's troubles and fix what you can. Yo're as cute as a junebug a-buzzin' overhead. You ain't mean like those far ants I found in my bed. Cut from the best cloth like a plaid flannel shirt
Please Come Vote For Me
Excalibur Is Back Woot
Ahhh...the Good Life ..
READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's, 70's and 80's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants &children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and
Come With Me
lost in my worldof my own i had no way out no way to be found Then you came along &open the door, reached out your hand. You spoke the word so clearly,"come with me my love" As i took your hand i looked into your eyes &saw heartach pain,fear. You feared that i wouldnt love you,trust you,leave my world behind. You spoke in a low ,but strong voice,"Don't be afraid to letgo of what you know so well. I'll be here for you". We left my world that day never to return . The last words i hear you saybeforei open my eyes from a long sleep are "Ilove you 7I'llnever let you go our love"
A man breaks into a house to look for money and food. Inside he finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair. While tying the homeowners wife to the bed the man gets on top of her, kisses her neck then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband whispers over to his wife, "Listen, this guy is a nut case. Look at his clothes and his crazy eyes! He probably escaped from an insane asylum and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck. if he wants sex, don't resist, don't whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is obviously very dangerous. if he gets angry, he'll kill us both. Be strong honey. I love you." His wife responds, "he wasn't kissing my neck. he was whispering in my ear. He told me that he's gay, thinks you're cute, and asked if we had any vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey I love you, too."
A Prayer For Our Troops .....
Dear Lord, There's a young man far from home, called to serve his nation in time of war; sent to defend our freedom on some distant foreign shore. We pray You keep him safe, we pray You keep him strong, we pray You send him safely home ... for he's been away so long. There's a young woman far from home, serving her nation with pride. Her step is strong, her step is sure, there is courage in every stride. We pray You keep her safe, we pray You keep her strong, we pray You send her safely home ... for she's been away too long. Bless those who await their safe return. Bless those who mourn the lost. Bless those who serve this country well, no matter what the cost. God, Bless America!
This Too Shall Pass.....
The vog has been horrible here *hopes for tradewinds* so I'm stuffy, my eyes hurt and I woke up with a slamming headache. (it's gone now, thankfully) Random people on this site are on my nerves, I should take my own advice and just ignore them..okay, done. I'm so stressed (scared and excited at the same time) out about moving and all I have to do before I do. I have too much stuff and plan on having a huge yard sale every weekend for a month. (oh how I dread that) The house I live in is for sale so I get to have people marching through here at all times, I'm screwed if it sells and they boot me before I'm ready. (there are 2 houses on this property so I probably shouldn't stress as much about this) My ex and friend Mark has been stopping by to profess his love for me while trying to get in my pants (get over it, it's not going to happen). ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *sigh* Okay, there are good things: 1. My kids are are healthy and the drama
Help Dj Asian Cat
ATTENTION EVERYONE ASIAN CAT THATS RIGHT TO BOMB MY PIC IN THE GIVE AWAY just click one of the asian cat pics below and drop some comments :D #1 #2
"cum Sucking Dumpster Sluts"
Ever notice that in todays society that either people are to rude or just plain too stupid to be nice? Growing up, when someone said said hello back...if they smiled you smiled back. Now a days if you say hello to someone they automatically think you want to fuck. If you smile at someone your upto no good. Here on Fubar I have made it a point to send love out to everyone and anyone that has been nice enough to visit my site, Especially if they are from my hometown.. But ill be Goddamned if I have had people, woman especially actually tell me i was too old for them and not to bother them..AND ALL I DID WAS SAY HELLO AND RATE THERE PAGE. jesus grow the fuck up..iv'e seen some of there pics and they really don't have that much to be stuck up over. So thats why this is called "CUM SUCKING DUMPSTER SLUTS" if your offended you are probably one of the guilty, if you are laughing your ass off i enjoyed rating your pics and page..and even more enjoyed saying hello. BIGPOPPA
Thats right Z.E.R.O. has been started many of you may ask whats is Z.E.R.O. ? Well friends its simple we make the un-dead re-dead . So lets lock and load and put a few of those brain eating bastards back in the ground . It only takes one to start a revolution so who is to join the fight
Blah 2
ok well guess hubby isnt gonna go outta town .. which in a way i dont mind ... see ( blah) but now we're stuck w/out the part for our car ... his ride broke down about 1/2 hr after they left .. now there's no way to get down home and get the part.. i swear at times if we didnt have bad luck we'd have no luck at all .... lol UPDATE well father in law came and got hubby , we're hoping he can get the part and be back home by wed or thurs .. if not it'll be friday ... here's to hoping the kids behave lol ... *searches for calgon*
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Would You For Me?
Logs on the fire, soft candles glow, thinking of you, my heart beating slow, a place deep inside me, where no pain can go, a place I can hold you, whenever I need so, the touch of your skin, your warm breath on my cheek, I would walk through the darkness, I would face the unknown, I would die for one moment, with you here with me, I would give everything to be with you, Would You For Me?
Suicidal Dream
I dream about, how it's going to end, Approaching me quickly, Leaving a life of fear, I only want my mind to be clear, People, making fun of me, For no reason but jealousy, I fantasise about my death, I'll kill myself from holding my breath, My suicidal dream, Voices telling me what to do, My suicidal dream, I'm sure you will get yours too, Help me, comfort me, Stop me from feeling what I'm feeling now, The rope is here, Now I'll find a use, I'll kill myself, I'll put my head in a noose, My suicidal dream, Voices telling me what to do, My suicidal dream, I'm sure you will get yours too, Dreamin' about my death, dream, Suicidal, suicidal, suicidal dream, I'm suicidal, Suicidal dream
29 Things To Make You Smile Lmao
TWENTY NINE LINES TO MAKE YOU SMILE 1. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2.. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 5.. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6.. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me. 7.. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8.. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9.. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10.. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 11. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 12.. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 13.. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 14.. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps. 15.. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again? 16.. Being "over the hill" is much better than being
Why I Have To Move...
I won't be on much for the next bit. I have to move.. I was told that no matter how many doctors and agencies write for my son & I to be transferred to a more safer and cost effective and repaired place - they wont do it. Not even to the city next to the town I live in. Their reasons... (My response is bold) 1. "No matter where you go... your son will have bullies. With his condition - it is a given. You have to deal with that " - He will have some bulling yes. He has high functioning Autism - Asperger's Syndrome.. but they are condoning it by not doing anything. 2. "No matter where you go - you will have ppl that will destroy your property (even if it is in your yard). Bring everything in at night and it will cut down those chances. It is the way society is now a days - sad but true." It isn't just my son's toys that they went after but my car as well.and toys from other kids in this neighbood 3. You need a 2 bedroom place and we are limited on that kind of ac
Santa Baby
Buh-bum.. buh-bum... Santa baby, just slip a sable under the tree, for me Been an awful good girl Santa baby so hurry down the chimney tonight Santa baby, a '54 convertible too, light blue, I'll wait up for you dear Santa baby, so hurry down the chimney tonight Think of all the fun I've missed, Think of all the fellows that I haven't kissed Next year I could be just as good If you check off my christmas list Santa baby, I want a yacht and really thats not a lot Been an angel all year Santa baby, so hurry down the chimney tonight Santa honey, one little thing I really need, the deed To a platinum mine, Santa baby, so hurry down the chimney tonight Santa cutie, and fill my stocking with a duplex and cheques, Sign your x on the line Santa cutie, and hurry down the chimney tonight Come and trim my chirstmas tree, With some decorations bought at Tiffany's I really do believe in you, Let's see if you believe in me Santa baby, forgot to mention one little
Hi Can You Help Her Please
Name: kimmy (fan/rate/and add me) Gender: Female, 22 Location: Colchester, VT
Give me a minute Give me an hour Give me a chance to show you my power the power to love the power to hold to seal our fate our tale unfolds ill show you my power in a story and it gives love awe and glory a splendid gift the gift of love an eternal bond blessed from above an abundance of love and a wee bit of fate a powerful weapon agains terrible hate a light wet kiss a heartfelt touch when it comes to love theres never to much loves not just an act but a touch and a feeling enough to keep even the underspoken believing love are the words that fluent the soul with your signifigant other it helps you feel whole theres no greater thing then finding your other half its like a warm spring day or bubbles in your bath the wonderful feeling a soulmate brings is equivalent to when an angel sings these words that are spoken by one in a pair of one thats in love truly are rare the awe of the feeling the fire of the passion of catching ones eye in
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A Little Inspiration For Y'all----twinkies And A 6 Pack!
A little boy wanted to meet God. He knew it was a long trip to where God lived, so he packed his suitcase with Twinkies and a six-pack of Root Beer and he started his journey. When he had gone about three blocks, he met an elderly man. The man was sitting in the park just feeding some pigeons. The boy sat down next to him and opened his suitcase. He was about to take a drink from his root beer when he noticed that the man looked hungry, so he offered him a Twinkie. The man gratefully accepted it and smiled at boy. His smile was so pleasant that the boy wanted to see it again, so he offered him a root beer. Again, the man smiled at him. The boy was delighted! They sat there all afternoon eating and smiling, but they never said a word. As it grew dark, the boy realized how tired he was and he got up to leave, but before he had gone more than a few steps, he turned around, ran back to the man, and gave him a hug. The man gave him his biggest smile ever. When the boy ope
Thanksgiving Thoughts
well tomarrow is thanksgiving and as i sit here i find myself thankful for too many things to mention. I hope all of you have had a great year and i would like to thank everyone who has made mine soo good. Well i have to go now its time to make the pies.... lol HAVE A GREAT THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!!!
Almost Done.
Well, I have 6 weeks of school left before I head out to my externship. I am going to be going to St. Thomas in the U.S. Virgin Islands. I'll be working at a resort down there called Bolongo Bay. I can't wait.
I Dont Understand.
There is so much cheating out there, and you want to know something We are not talking the little flirting here Heck we all do that . Those are smiles. What i am talking about is The other stuff the stuff that you do that you know isnt right that you know will cause tears for someone. Online...You know the girls who hit a guys page knowing that he is involved ( its all there for everyone to see) Or more so Taking it farther. There are millions of people online if they are with someone just go away. In real life why go after a taken person is it a thrill..oh wait the married person is the one who does the hitting. Then be a bigger person and walk away...It all will END IN PAIN SO you know what guys and gals. Take a step back and see how someone always gets hurt. THIS ISNT FOR ANYONE I JUST SAW THIS VIDEO TODAY AND IT MADE ME REALIZE HOW MUCH OF IT THERE IS OUT THERE AND HOW MANY TEARS THERE ARE BEING SHED OVER IT (the song is
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Life Track
Your Life is 49% Off Track Right now, you're taking things one day at a time. Some things are going well, but you can't help but wonder if you're getting the most out of life. It's time for you to slow down and reflect a little. You can change your life - but it's up to you! Are You Living The Wrong Life?
Have A Beter Chance At Spotlight
have you ever wanted spotlight but no idea how to win it ?... don't got the fubucks (see other blog). Im just giving tips/advice here for how too have a beter chance at the spotlight. if you don't know what spotlight is see the help bibble for fubar. First off you will want a set amount of fubucks that you wanna bid. next you should check the spotlight, figure out usaual ammount its been going for for each set date. as some days it will be cheap (for example on sundays). other times like thanks giving it will be outrageously high. Now that we know the above.. and your familliar with spotligt, know the amount you want to bid and you think your ready. try to hold out on biddin untill 11:50PST (pacific standard time) (aka FU-time) Make a note of the bid amount that you have done. Now that we have placed a bid... at 11:55pst check back on spotlight, click bid again ya know like you did earlyer to make first bid. check what the current bid is at, look and check with y
Fear Of Death
One of my friends here suggested that I post more of my articles. So here is another: FEAR OF DEATH “Where does the fear of death come from? Ignorance of the self gives fear of death. The more one learns of the self, the less fear there is of death, for then man sees only a door to pass through from one phase of life to another - and the other phase is much better. The more spiritually one lives, the less fear there is of death. The more one lives in the soul, the less hold one has upon the body. The body has fear according to the consciousness it has in itself. Man is not only dependent upon his mind for thought, but every atom of the body is to some extent conscious, and so protects itself” Hazrat Inayat Khan A lot, perhaps most of these articles come from conversations that I have with people and this one is no different. I seem to get my best teachings from the people around me who think I am teaching them. I have been convinced for some time that I am the one who is
Crunch Time
I had a conference call with my staff manager this morning regarding what is expected from all of us on the team for the balance of the year and it is not good. We need to put in a bunch of overtime to catch up on our fund raising awareness goals for several projects that are in the hopper. How I ever got into the community involvement team at the hospital is beyond me now. It would be nice to just be a nurse now and then. Fortunately I accepted this position for only a year. So... I will not be spending much time online for the next several weeks so that I can get caught up with many things especially after being sick during Thanksgiving week. I will stop by to say hi now and then. My computer is always on so it may show that I am online but I may not actually be here. Keep in mind that I get LOTS of messages in my shoutbox and the older ones scroll off the bottom of the list as new ones are sent to the top of the list. Don't be upset please if I don't respond to
Hospital Visit
So I just got home from a stay at the hospital. I have to say that I am overall dissatified with my stay. I had to go back to the ER monday because the bite that I had gone if for on Saturday. It had spread further down my leg almost to my ankle, which frankly scared the crap out of me. So I went back, and they started me on several cycles of antibiotics, one of which led to a very bad reaction, or side effect I guess. Beware Vancomyacin. There is a rare side effect called red man, where your body becomes hot and flushed, then starts in with an almost psychotic need to scratch yourself until you're bleeding... This is where my dissatisfation comes in, They let me scratch myself to hell and back leaving rather horrid looking marks all over my tummy, back arms and legs for over 30 minutes before deciding I was having that reaction and giving me Benadryl for the reaction, which THANKFULLY made it stop after about 5 minutes and subsequently I was KTFO. Anywho, so there were a few oth
Passion's Flames
Passion's Flames A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between them No promises to be kept No lies being told tonight No looking back - no regrets Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only crime Tomorrow bringing sorrow A brief moment of shame With the memory of this one night A release from passion's flames
Important Please Read :-)
Hey Everyone! I hope everyone is doing well. I don't get a chance to actually write to all of you, but I appreciate all of the comments, etc. The reason I am posting this bulletin is because I am considering offering some part-time child care on the weekends to make some extra money. I have a large home, no pets, and plenty of back still hurts from picking them all Anyway, if anyone is interested let me know. For the record, I don't do drugs, rarely drink anymore(New Years does not and have a clean record. I am also certified in First Aid/CPR with over 6 years of direct care experience. Also, for those of you who are interested in Mary Kay, I am putting in my last order before Christmas December 10th to ensure everyone gets those important gifts. If you have things that you would like to purchase, keep in mind I am giving people a $10 off a $25 order gift certificate for referrals. I am also giving the people whom you refer the same gift ce
It seems entirely possible that my tenure here may end soon, due to the nefarious activities of the IT Nazis. I only have internet access at work and, due to recent problems with the computers, the Nazis are blocking us from certain websites. Fubar may avoid the cull, due to the fact that I'm the only one here who uses it (unlike MyFace and Spacebook), but if not, my visits will be fewer and further between. Love to all I love, apologies to anyone I didn't get to know better. Hugs n Stuff The Cap'n
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at
Seahawks Win!!!
Seahawks are now 8-4 with the win over the Eagles today and even if the Cardinals win today we will still be 2 games ahead of Arizona in the NFC West. Next week the Cardinals are coming to Seattle to play us at home with the 12th Man to assist. The Seahawks schedule is shown below for the rest of the season. Game 13 Cardinals at Seahawks Sunday, December 9 1:00PM* • FOX Game 14 Seahawks at Panthers Sunday, December 16 10:00AM* • FOX Game 15 Ravens at Seahawks Sunday, December 23 1:00PM • CBS
Least Not We Forget
T'was the night before Christmas, he lived all alone in a one-bedroomed house made of plaster and stone I had come down the chimney with presents to give and to see just who in this home did live I looked all about a strange sight I did see no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree no stocking by the mantle, just boots filled with sand on the wall hung pictures of far distant lands with medals and badges, awards of all kinds a sober thought came through my mind for this house was different, it was dark and dreary I'd found the home of a soldier, once I could see clearly the soldier lay sleeping silent alone curled up on the floor in this one-bedroomed home his face was so gentle, the room in such disorder not how I pictured a lone British soldier. Was this the hero of whom I'd just read curled up on a poncho, the floor for a bed? I realised the families that I'd seen this night owed their lives to these soldiers who were willing to fight soon around the world
"Racism knows not the color of the skin but the sound of the mind!"by Hawaiian Pride. "Racism" (the silent wave of hate in the minds of those less fortunate) Those who are educated and do nothing are no better than those who are not! "Lost time is never found" by Ben Franklin "If well spent time is never lost, only used" by Hawaiian Pride The eyes are the key to ones true self and the gateway to ones heart & soul. by Hawaiian Pride Death is O so great the pain is washed away by death, the captured soul is freed by death. Life can only be appreciated after death, the light shines bright the light shines soft, the pain is great the pain is not. Death has set my soul free. The light shines high the light shines low, death has come to free my soul. by Hawaiian Pride. I would like your in put do tell me what you think of this blog
Calling 911 By Mistake Is Not Just For Children!
what a night,tonight! stress and surprises are always there to wait for us!!! I was trying to reach a friend of mine through her cell phone and instead of a girlie "hello" I get a man's voice going: " 911 what's your emergency?" For a split second I thought I could hang up just as you do , when you call one house instead of another.That little voice in my head,though, was nagging me about not to press that cordless button :" they can find you,you know?" it said :O I started explaining to the person what happened.Of course I was a little bit shocked,I expected to be making arrangements for a shopping session tomorrow,not be talking to the police!!!!!!!!!!!! I must have sounded really weird ,because the poor guy asked me if I could talk freely. I verified my name and address for them ( not many chances to hide,they could see it in their system anyways ) and , formalities and apologies done with,the call was closed. I THOUGHT IT WAS OVER,but when I got back on fubar,I told my
I Need You My Fufriends And Family
Heeyyyy I want you to leave me a gift under my Xmas tree right on my profile page .... :D wanna have some free gifts :D
Adult Arguments
I don't know sometimes why I bother, 99.9% of the time its not worth it, I should just be like everyone else, block anyone who i have the slightest dislike to disagreement with. who cares about friendships, i mean in real life id just completely block out and never speak to a friend i disagree with or argue with once right?[read in the last line:sarcasm] Oh wait! no, when i take the time to get to know someone I like to try to salvage a friendship, since friendship is all about learning from each other. Sometimes I wish I was insecure enough to be that mean to people, but I got over that in middle school. I learned that name calling and bashing doesn't accomplish anything. Neither person is happier, it resolves nothing. Its pointless. The name caller is nothing but insecure, calling names only because they don't want to be called a name first. They are the ones who are REALLY insecure. If you weren't insecure, you'd have no need to try to make other people feel insecure
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The Tantrum
The Tantrum By Susan Riley I feel the storm coming... building inside me... welling... Ready to ooze from my very pores... I want to explode in a wave of destruction.. and I do... I swear at first... Thru clenched teeth... my fury rising into a fireball inside of me... My body tenses... I anger and desperation.. My heart races.. I begin to hit the walls... breaking skin on my knuckles... unfeeling... The scream rises... from a moan... it builds momentum... louder and louder... til the pitch is just right... sending those around me running for cover.. my face turns crimson.. my nostrils flare like those of a wild horse... fearing the rope... my face is a flood of tears... I fight the urge to leap off the roof of my house... I fight so hard that I tire myself out... I fall in a blubbering heap... on the floor where I was standing... My sobbing waning into softness... I lay there.. Almost catytonic.. It is over... I am soothed by the flames of
So why is it that so many people have lost common manners? I think that is one sign of a bad trend. IN a store, on the road, everywhere. Let's start showing some "luv" for our fellow man!
Another Special Time
What a great weekend!! I got to relax a little bit and get my thought together. Kind of nice not having the kids for a change. The real fun started at night though. Saturday night we had the Christmas Train pull into our town. It was a 16 car train that has completely decorated with holiday lights. The first four cars they had light up saying the "Candian Pacific holiday train". The next two cars they had santa and his reindeer on and the next car was lite up and had christmas trees on. When the train stopped they opened the box car up and santa jumped out and greeted all the kids. My son went NUTS! Then they had a band (enis)in the box car that played holiday songs. We had around 1000 people standing in the streets dancing with their kids. While the band was playing we started to get those big snow flakes falling from the sky. So here I am in the middle of a street with a thousand people dancing with my son to a christmas train band. I wouldnt have traded it for the world. IT w
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We spend an enormous part of our lives as human beings looking for role models, mentors, teachers,gurus, and counselors to guide us on our path. There is nothing wrong with this; in fact, finding the right person at the right time can have a life-changing effect on our futures. However, it is important to realize that in the absence of such a person, we can very safely rely upon ourselves. We carry within us everything we need to know to make progress on our paths to self-realization. The outer world serves as a mirror, or to use another metaphor, our inner world has a magnetic force that draws to us what we need to evolve to the next level. All we need to do to see that we already have everything we need is to let go of our belief that we need to seek in order to find. The path of the spirit is often defined as a journey with a specific goal such as the fabled pot of gold at the end of the rainbow or the appearance of a Prince Charming or Princess. The problem with such a
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Girlfrind Apps
...I blame curiosity =) Girlfriend Application. About You Name: Age: Height: Hair color: Eye color: Favorite color: Favorite food: Whats your AIM or MSN screen name: Tattoos?: Piercings?: Drink?: Smoke?: Any Other drugs?: Would you care if i did drugs?: Would you care if i drank?: Are you a virgin?: Do you have sex?: (if so) How Often?: Is sex all your looking for?: Do you have any STD's?: Would you kiss me anytime?: Anywhere?: Do you like to cuddle?: How much?: Have you ever been cheated on?: Would you cheat on me?: Have you ever cheated on someone?: List your top 3 bands 1.: 2.: 3.: Top 3 movies 1.: 2.: 3.: Do you like to party?: What if i wanted to stay home and watch a movie with you?: What if i wanted to kiss you in the rain?: Are you spontaneous?: Willing to try new things?: Like your picture taken?: Do you drive?: Go to school?: IMPORTANT QUESTIONS
Stay..i Love This Song
I been sittin' here starin' At the clock on the wall And I been layin' here prayin' Prayin' she won't call It's just another call from home And you'll get it and be gone And I'll be cryin' And I'll be beggin' you, baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waitin' With my heart on my sleeve Oh, for the next time we'll be here Seems like a million years And I think I'm dyin' What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of bein' lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay (yeah) You keep tellin' me, baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like bein' used [Stay lyrics on] And I'm tired 'a waitin' It's too much pain to have to bear To love a man you
11th December
The Misfit~angels Rules
THE MISFIT~ANGELS RULES 1.) must read and rate all blogs done on pages of all the group leaders 2.) if anyone needs leveling you must send the link too 1 of the leaders then they will see if that person can be leveled 3.) before any member is to join a contest or giveaway and wants help from the group you must ask and see if we can help or if we have plans first give time for a response 4.) no other member needs to do blogs for leveling for help from the misfit group except for the leaders 5.)will not have more than 1 person in a contest or giveaway at 1 time unless we have enough members to split up to help with the bombing 6.) if you do not help level or do your part you will be removed from the group 7.) when a new member joins we go to that members page we add, fan and rate their page 8.) when you see a bulletin posted in our group you repost it 9.) when we are leveling someone the status is how you know if we are done yet 10.) and do not ask for help
And Then...
So I went to the grocery store today. This is usually an easy task to perform, assuming you are a normal person. You get there, get the groceries you need, pay for it, then leave. I, however, am not normal. I got there at a decent time, about 5pm, maybe closer to 6, I'm not exactly sure. I was probably doing about 45mph when I drove into the front door of the building (don't worry, no one was hurt). Immediatly I dove out of the windshield and shards of glass riddled the skin of all the curious bastards surrounding my car. You know what they say, "curiousity shoots pieces of glass at cats". Anyways, I ran straight across the store, and I did it pretty fast. I wasn't looking at my watch, so I'm not sure how fast I was going, but parts of my clothes had started on fire. I could have easily doused the flames with an ice spell or something, but I didn't want to waste my mana, so I just took all my clothes off. I was just where I wanted to be, though, in the aisle with all the kitchen ute
Want A Blast
I’ve got a couple of amazing reasons to celebrate! While others have been out making drama I’ve been busy making money!! I wanna give some to you!! OK, not my REAL money – but Fu-bucks AND blasts. So help me celebrate my recent great news! I’m feeling so lucky I’m hosting back to back Happy Hours on Thursday 12/13 At 7 PM and 8 PM Fubar (PST) time (that’s 10 and 11 EST). During those TWO HOURS ONLY I’m offering the usual deal AND ~~ A Special Free Blast Twist ~~ • So pick any contestant in my “Give-Away” folder. I want you to hit me and peach..come on..we need some love and you need fu $$$..and even a blast..hit the pic and love us and win something href="" target=_blank> • Give him/her 100 comments. • I give YOU 10,000 Fu-Bucks. That’s right -- $100 Fu-bucks PER comment! ~~~ Here’s the Free Blast Special Twist ~~~ There will be 6 give-away pics designated as “Lucky Contestants
Mustard Seed
If you never have a test... you'll never have a testimony! Keep that mustard seed of Faith and let God plant a blessing in your life.
To All My Friends is another way to reach me
As we come on the stretch home to the end of 2007, and the beginning of 2008, and the near of Christmas we need to take the time to reflect. JNot reflecting upon about what happend this past year but to reflect upon more important things. I know some dont beleive in the true meaning of Christmas, but at the same time we need to be thankful for what we have and not what we dont have. There are people not only in other countries but in our own country that are without. My wish for Christmas is that we all can get along for at least 1 day and thoes around the world who wont have a Christmas will have one Christmas. This year I am very thankfor for my freinds and fsamily. I love you all. Have a Great Christmas and a Happy New Years All. God Bless
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Eighty-six Must Be Our Secret Number
Eighty-six must be our secret number To say we are in love among a crowd. We are one whenever we're together, Though we daren't mention it out loud. We giggle at the same idea unspoken And smile in simultaneous disdain, Existing in a single cell unbroken, Two nuclei alike in joy and pain. Outwardly we are just closest friends Because we do not wish to cause distress. But when we're grown, the fairy tale ends As we come out in more authentic dress. Meanwhile we're ourselves in secrecy, Our silence merely adding to our glee.
Fubar Friend's
I WOULD LIKE TO WISH MY FUBAR FRIEND'S HAPPY HOLIDAY'S!!!!!!!!!!!!! ur all wonderful people and i'm really glad to have met you all.
Flying High Again
FLYING HIGH AGAIN Oh my head. My whole body hurts. Flying isnt easy, I did it this time. I was flying there for a moment, maybe two. Shit! Think I broke a rib. I really need to work on the landings. Landings are a bitch. I really did you saw me, I really did it this time. I knew using the roof as a launching point would work. Wished it would have worked longer. I hurt everywhere. Yeah have to work on the landings. Maybe I should flap my arms faster, but I was flapping as fast as I could. Ok, its ok, I did it for a couple of seconds, thats a good start I will get better. Think I need to see a doctor, I hurt all over. Yeah need to work on the landings. I did it. I was flying, I will get better, just a little practice, thats all I need. Tell me what you think. Should I find a higher launching point?
Crazy Man
you move the hair from my eyes i feel your love, it makes me weak theres so much love in our hearts it flows over when we're aprt sometimes i break down and cry **********chorus************ sitting here hitting the strings thinking of different things i play what little i can learned to play from a crazy man a crazy man ill always love lips soft like the song of a dove ***************************** when i met you i came back to life your mind's as sharp as a knife made me look within myself showed me my true wealth i'm sitting here on the stairs wasting time ****chorus***************** i've been on my own for a while now seen this big world spinning round felt so good to see you smile now i'll get both feet back on the ground ****chorus***************** one day, time will tell i'm busten' out of my shell who cares if they like me at all it only matters what i see i would not have known if you hadn't shown me now the world seems so clear ****chorus*********
Screw It!!!
Im gonna go lay back down in bed.. if anyone wants to contact me they only need read bcak in my blog and do it... anyone else should already know how to contact me...only a couple people i really wanna talk to today offence to anyone... Talk more soon....
© By Heather M. Williams At first when we met We said hi Now we're still friends But we've said goodbye I gave you a chance And you rejected You said it's not good right now And you stand corrected You see what you've lost At least I hope you do You see what others can have But not you I don't mean to sound conceited Or vain in any way I'm just merely pointing out What you had, and threw away I liked you a lot I honestly did But did you feel the same? Were there feelings you hid? If you had feelings for me You didn't show it Because things are over now And I didn't know it If you didn't have feelings Then why did you say so When the only person you trust, lies Then where do you go? I just wanted to say Thought you needed to know These feelings I have Need to be let go
What I Want
Ever feel like that little kid you see standing outside the pet shop window just with a sad little face staring so intent on that little puppy he or she wants??? Knowing that they cant have it but wanting it so badly??? yeah well that is how I feel... had a casual friend tear down my walls and get to my heart and I fell in love with him and now I am that sad little kid staring so intently at him wanting him with all I have knowing I can never have him... I am leaving for Iraq and I dont want him to wait for me but it kills me to think of him here and me so far away... I do love him so very much but he is not ready for a relationship and I am scared of one.. guess I will just sit outside the shop and enjoy the view... maybe go inside and pet the puppy once in awhile... but yet it breaks my heart...
Love's Rapture 2
Love's Rapture Follow me, release your love, Join me at love's Elysium. Envisage my body neatly buried Beneath the petals of your seduction. Reveal to me your secret desires, Encompass your warmth around my soul. Dance with me, chant my name, Feel the passion burn within. Embrace this moment, as we two Indulge in love's rapture.
Happy New Year
~ Which Car Do You Feel Safe In? ~
Why do Americans love the bigger cars? Well watch below and tell me which would you rather get hit at 40 mph in :) This one ;) or this one :( or maybe this one? :( doesn't make a difference if the air bag deploys if the dashboard come back to you head, or this one crunches all the way to the b post (between driver and rear seat :(
Ideal Husband???
Is this right? What Kind Of Guy Do You Attract?Preppy GuyAww. You love good little rich boys. Nothing is wrong w/ that. He'll respect you, so go and invest some money somewhere. And you guys will be together till you're sick of em'. because he's not goin dump ya, b/c he's afraid he might hurt your feelings.Myspace Quizzes
The Rose...
Did you hear.. Did you hear about the rose that grew from a crack in the concrete? Provin nature's laws wrong It learned to walk without having feet Funny it seems but by keeping its dreams it learned to breathe FRESH air Long live the rose that grew from concrete when no one else, even cared. You see, you wouldn't ask why the rose that grew from the concrete had damaged petals. On the contrary, we would all celebrate its tenacity. We would all love it's will to reach the sun. Well, we are the rose - this is the concrete - and these are my damaged petals. Don't ask me why, thank God, and ask me how.
Here It Is
July 8, 1947 Many of you will recall that on July 8, 1947, almost exactly 60 Years ago, witnesses claim that an unidentified flying object(UFO) with five aliens aboard crashed onto a sheep and cattle ranch just outside Roswell, New Mexico. This is a well-known incident that many say has long been covered up by the U.S . Air Force and other federal Agencies and organizations. However, what you may NOT know is that in the month of March 1948, nine months after that historic day, the following people were born: Albert A. Gore, Jr. Hillary Rodham John F. Kerry William J. Clinton Howard Dean Nancy Pelosi Dianne Feinstein Charles E. Schumer Barbara Boxer See what happens when aliens breed with sheep? I certainly hope this bit of information clears up a lot of things for you. It did for me.
Famous Ppl Frum Ohio
The following is a list of famous people born in [[Ohio]] and people who spent significant periods of their lives living in Ohio. {{listdev}} ==Journalists, Photojournalists, Writers, Cartoonists, Poets, Authors, Playwrights, Screen Writers, Film Directors, Film Producers, Critics, etc.== * [[Berenice Abbott]] (journalist, photographer) (Springfield) * [[Karen Ackerman]] (author) * [[Sherwood Anderson]] (author) (Camden/Clyde) * [[R.W. Apple, Jr.]] (journalist and author) (Akron) * [[Natalie Barney]] (author) (Dayton) * [[Billy Bass]] (radio host, program director) (Cleveland) * [[Ambrose Gwinnett Bierce|Ambrose Bierce]] (author) (Meigs County) * [[Hanne Blank]] (author) (Cleveland) * [[Erma Bombeck]] (newspaper columnist, author) (Dayton) * [[Louis Bromfield]] (author) (Mansfield) * [[Milton Caniff]] (cartoonist) (Dayton) * [[Vincent J. Cardinal]] (playwright & director) (Kent) * [[Alice Cary]] (poet) * [[Charles Chesnutt]] (writer) (Cleveland) * [[Chris Columbus
Free Wheeling ..
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Real And True Friends...bullshit!
So Monday evening I was reset back to the beginning of Fuking and all of my points and fubucks taken. Oh well Life sucks sometimes. But when you realize that being punished for bullshit is just start over...get over it and move thats what I did. And as I have done this I have realized without a shadow of a doubt who my REAL and TRUE FRIENDS ARE! So if you dont see yourself in my family and you were once there...dont come to me and ask me why...I dont ask anything of my friends except for them to be there for me like I have them and never lie to me. Some of my friends have been AWESOME...and they know who they are so I am not naming names...But dont call yourself my friend knowing that you have NEVER been there for me...but I have been there for you. I always try to help my friends to the best of my ability and never ask for anything in return...But when it comes to something that I need them there for seems my friends list gets smaller..SO as of today...the famil
Undocumented Ballots!!!
WTF is this? Massive amounts of EXTRA ballots are being printed, and stored at the final resting place of New Hampshire's ballot counting. Why are all these extra ballots being printed. 1 company *an undisclosed private and top secret company* has access to over 25,000 extra ballots and they are being stored at an undisclosed location by this company. This company has total control over all of the ballots once they are cast. They are responsible for the counting of the ballots......and they have over 25,000 extra ballots???? WHY??
Why Do Friends Turn
Why do people profess to be your friend but then turn around and stab you in the back... Is it because they are jealous or is it that they are so miserable in their own lives that they want everyone around them miserable as well?.... And what is so bad is when THEY are badmouthing someone to you that you care about... then turn around and LIE to THAT person and tell them that YOU are the one bad-mouthing... That is not friendship... That is being petty and childish... If 2 people are having trouble, let THEM work it out.. don't go trying to cause trouble.. I hate people like that... I just want to have a good time in life and find TRUE friends.. ANYONE that has a problem with what I am saying mean that THAT person has something to feel guilty about... TO those of you that are trully my friend.. You will know who you are.. to the rest.. GET A LIFE AND QUIT TRYING TO CAUSE TROUBLE IN MINE!!!
Montezuma Bowl
This weekend marks the opening of Montezuma Bowl up in Arapahoe Basin. Its the largest addition of terrain in the national, almost doubling the size of this ski area. Went up to the mountains on Friday. Snowing like crazy up there. Had snow knee deep in many places. A-Basin is located right on the great divide, making it one of the closest ski areas to Denver. Its also one of the few that have a lease arrangement that let them stay open into the summer months. They frequently stay open till July 4th. I recommend checking it out!
The End Is Near Are Your Ready
Marking Territory
Whats the deal with dogs running around pissing all around the place marking their territory? I mean have you ever seen a dog run into an invisible wall marked by pee? With that in mind, maybe women will start to pee on their boyfriends peckers to keep them from being able to use them in some other girls ...... U think that might happen? In that matter would that also keep the guys from self loving also. I would go to play with it and some invisible force field would deflect my hand? Damn that would suck Hee hee
In Your Eyes
love I get so lost, sometimes days pass and this emptiness fills my heart when I want to run away I drive off in my car but whichever way I go I come back to the place you are all my instincts, they return and the grand facade, so soon will burn without a noise, without my pride I reach out from the inside in your eyes the light the heat in your eyes I am complete in your eyes I see the doorway to a thousand churches in your eyes the resolution of all the fruitless searches in your eyes I see the light and the heat in your eyes oh, I want to be that complete I want to touch the light the heat I see in your eyes love, I don't like to see so much pain so much wasted and this moment keeps slipping away I get so tired of working so hard for our survival I look to the time with you to keep me awake and alive and all my instincts, they return and the grand facade, so soon will burn without a noise, without my pride I reach o
Ladies Help Me
i havent been on a date in a long time just couple meet n greats no luck but if i feel really interested in a particular girl what do i do or say to her if she wants to take it slow and i like her alot?
When I'm hungry I eat. When I'm thirsty I drink. When I'm tired I sleep. But there's an Empty Void In my soul that Only you can fill. I eat, I drink, I sleep. I exist. But I live only because You allow it.
If Only You Knew~ Pattie Labelle
This Has Been 1 Year I Have Been Here
One Sexxxy Kitty!!!!
One SeXXXy Kitty! Fu Own Me....Here's what I am offering: If high bid is lower that a 7 day blast Rate all pics and stash 100 11s Fu-Owned in my screen name for the length of time you own me Added to my top friends for the length of time you own me 1 daily comment and gift Pimpout for as long as you own me. If the highest bid is a 7 day blast Rate all pics and stash during Happy Hour 200 11s for the week during Happy Hour Fu-owned by in my screen name for a week Added to top friends and #1 for a week 1 daily comment and gift for the week Pimpout for the week If highest bid is a 30 day blast Same as above but for a month plus these changes 200 11s become per week for the month Added to family for a month 2 daily comments and gifts with one gift big pimpin 1 SFW salute If highest bid is a Happy Hour Same as above but for 2 months plus these changes 300 11s per week during Happy Hour for 2 months 1 NSFW salute 1 20 minute SFW phone call If high
Rate, Fan, And Add Her.
She was deleted by a hater and now she is back and she needs help getting back to Fu-king. HatinOnMeWontMakeYouPretty ☆JustSoYouKnowI'mBack☆FuBaЯ'sAfte®HoursPromoter@ fubar
I am proud to announce that I have accepted the position of ENFORCER with Flamming Heart. We are a leveling crew and would love to help you reach your next level. If you have under 15,000 to level Drop me a line and we can help you out. Please see our founder if you are interested in joining us in helping our fellow fubarians level up!! Please drop me a message if you should need help Please visit our founders: RATE/FAN/ADD them and JOIN US WE LOVE TO RATE (** accepting new members and position open) Founder: latina69 founder of flamming hearts@ fubar Co-Founder: Superman {Co-Founder Of The Flamming Hearts & Wish Bone of T.H.U.G.S.}@ fubar
Crazy Morning
I just found out how much fun it is to stay up all night and Jam to Maroon 5 and Simple Plan! I'D DO ANYTHING......... Ita 5:33 when I am posting this and everyone in my house is asleep but me and i have on my headphones and my music nad i am loseing my mind in a good way! I just dident know how at ease I could feel with music blearing in my ears.
Howdy All!
I have gotten many nice things from my friends.. gifts.. etc. So,, I am wanting to know if any of you would like to do a salute for me. LOL. It can be on anything.. or any body part. I need some good laughs! hugs..nikki
New Military Family Members Humvee
MILITARY FAMILY MEMBERS HUMVEE So... Some friends and I have recently gotten really involved in doing all those fubar trains and things BUT the one thing we haven't found is a MILITARY FAMILY train. So we have decided to start one. Here are the rules: 1. Of course fan rate and add all members on the train :D 2. MUST be a family member of someone in the military OR an actual service member OR a prior service member. Can be ANY branch as long as it's military. Even reserve family is welcome. You can be a mom, sister, brother, fiance, girlfriend, wife, daughter, son, whatever as long as you are military. 3. NO DRAMA!!! Seriously this is all for our support why start drama if you DON'T like someone involved then don't speak to them. No need to act like a child :D 4. MUST HAVE A SALUTE! BUT if you don't but do have the military logo you can jump on. IF you have neither... you can ask to join but we will base our decision on your pics and what we think. We just don't want an
Heart First
That's what happens when you let your heart lead, You always end up burnt in the end. She says she loves me, But always tells me to hit the road, And it leaves more scars And unanswered questions. No, you're not good enough, Her words say : But it sounds different: "I'm doing this for you" Everyone knows that's not true, It's more than a trailer load Of collected country manure. The stench burns my eyes, The odor chokes away what breath That I have left. My heart shattered beyond repair At the words that cut like a knife, But I should have known. No, I don't drive no fanciful car, And I don't go to the gym Six days a week, And yeah, well, I am only kinda cute-- Oh yeah, and sweet. Sweet like the stench of rotting meat, It seems-- So sweet the gagging begins, And I am shunned- shattered. Demons have invaded my dreams, And told me it was going to happen, But I didn't listen, I didn't want to know the truth, But the truth has cut me-- Sliced my heart i
Rock It With Me...
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Simply Numb
I thought you finally heard me.. cries that could not be denied. Always feeling so lonely, only a pulse tells me I'm alive. Numb and unaware, life just seems so unfair. Where is my place? Why do I hide? Years of salty tears, I have cried. SAD, AFRAID, with thoughts of -----. Friends I once had, no where can I find. Their words once filled me with hopes, withered away, and died. I would rather have had deaf ears, and not heard their misguided lies. Now to each of you, time for me to turn the blind eye. Maybe you will miss me? Or let me go with a simple silent goodbye...
"if She Only Knew"
Subject: THE NICE GUYS Body: I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off i
Info About Me
Alright soo i'm really NOOB to this site.. My name is Kevin, and I'm from Schaumburg Illinois, but stationed in Fort Hood texas.. Right now i'm open to meet anyone around any of those two areas.. I'm currently deployed to iraq. I'm a military police officer but am trying to reclass to special forces when i'm back in the states.. I have a bike right now, but due to the fact that my internet sucks I can't upload a picture.. Yea it's a crotch rocket, when i'm finally back home i'll be having a new bike.. I'm pretty much the typical guy. I love to have fun, an Adrenaline Junky and yes i'm single.. Got out of a relationship because I was deployed.. Ohh well. I've escaped death one too many times and actually got a video of my truck getting blown up, it's on my myspace.. If you want to add me on myspace send me a message and whatnot i'll tell you the link.. Any questions ask! I'm open to meeting new ppl.
Journey-open Arms
Being A Stripper Does Not = Whore
Some people on here and in my real life think just because i am a stripper i must be a whore too. I'm hear to tell you something fuck you and no not literally. So here's what i got to say to all you guys on here who just plain dicks, do us all a favor and kill yourself. That way the world not only be a better place but a much more intelligent place to live. Oh yes i don't care if you think i am a bitch because sorry i wasn't put here on earth to satisfy you and cater to your feelings.
One Day
One day you will wake up and miss me One day i wont be there One day you will cry out to me One day you will shead a tear One day you will want me back But, one day i wont be there And one day ill be over you
About Me...
Hey Everyone... Yesterday and today, most of you saw that my status was sick and doctors... as most of you know, I don't get sick often. I get migraines, but not sick. Well, on Wednesday, I had a siezure on Wednesday. I am scheduled for a CT Scan Friday afternoon and off to see a Neurologist next week. I may not be at the computer much over the next few days. Staring at the monitor hurts my head and I have been sleeping a lot. Please be patient with me if I don't respond to Shouts... send a PM instead please. :) I will keep everyone informed on whats going on. With Love To All... *~AngL~*@ fubar
Diary Of A Snow Shoveler
December 8 -- 6:00 PM It started to snow. The first snow of the season and the wife and I took our cocktails and sat for hours by the window watching the huge soft flakes drift down from heaven. It looked like a Grandma Moses print. So romantic we felt like newlyweds again. I love snow! December 9 We woke to a beautiful blanket of crystal white snow covering every inch of the landscape. What a fantastic sight! Can there be a more lovely place in the whole world? Moving here was the best idea I've ever had! Shoveled for the first time in years and felt like a boy again. I did both our driveway and the sidewalks. This afternoon the snowplow came along and covered up the sidewalks and closed in the driveway, so I got to shovel again. What a perfect life! December 12 The sun has melted all our lovely snow. Such a disappointment! My neighbor tells me not to worry- we'll definitely have a white Christmas. No snow on Christmas would be aw
Random Stuff
this isnt a chain or some other you need to do blog type deal just a group of random facts about me that i felt like putting down i have lived in: rochester NY, bellflower ca, long beach ca, lakewood ca, huntington beach ca, costa mesa ca, fountain valley ca, oklahoma city ok, longmont co, puerto escondido mexico, cabo san lucas mexico, ensanada mexico i have been married once i have been a passenger in 18 car accidents and a driver in 5 (only one that was my fault was a 5mph one lol all the others ppl seem to hit me) i do drink and when given a choice i always pick single malt scotch my fav color is deep midnight blue my fav ice cream is chocolate when i was young i partied like a rock star lol (meaning i have done or tried a lot of drugs in the past) i have driven a car in excess of 180 mph i was at one point a profesional bodyboarder and was ranked 18th overall in the U.S. in 1987 i have ridden waves in excess of 20 feet i have performed in band
Tag! You're It!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Tess said do it - and I listen. Passed on from Sproet and I listen to her! :D 1. I am the black sheep of my family. 2. I lived in New Orleans from 1987 - 2004. 3. I worked as a bartender for over 20 years. 4. I managed strip clubs in the French Quarter for 12 of those years. 5. I miss my husband every day.(He passed away 2-11-99) 6. I feel guilt because my younger sister was killed in a car wreck, and I feel that I deserved that and not my sweet Melissa! 7. I went back to college when I was 47 to get my degree, graduated with a 3.88 GPA, and I love my new career as a medical coder. I passed the AAPC"s national certification
So i had made a mumm that was asking which truck i should get a Toyota Tundra or a Dodge 1500. Well get this shit someone tagged it as NSFW. Well in case you didnt know when a mumm is tagged NSFW there is SUPPOSED to be two fubar family members that look at the mumm to decide if it really is NSFW. Apparently those two family members ARE NOT doing their job. How in the hell is me asking which truck to buy a NSFW mumm. That just tells me that they're not looking at these mumms like they're supposed to. So for everyone that reads this if you have had this happen to you then join me in marking mumms NSFW because maybe just maybe if enough people complain about their mumms being erased when they're not really NSFW then they will realize that these two family members are not doing their job. Thank you for taking the time to read this.
Valentines day brings back so many memories for me it is not even funny,I have had many a good valentines day when I was growing up, my father always remembered us girls on this day the sisters all got boxes of candy like I and they usually got new dolls or dresses,I on the other hand usually got tickets to either wrestling coming to town for my dad and I to have our day or even baseball tickets but alas I grew up and became a mom so those days are gone boy I miss them! Then there was the celebrations with Everett, they were all memories never to be forgotten we always bought the boys there presents from each of us and I bought my gift for him he never would tell me anything other than to get dressed we had places to go. Everett had made my valentines the best my own ex husband never could care less. Everett always made it seem like we were running errends for the house we would always go do the shopping and bill paying have a nice lunch and go home he usually made dinner on this day
The Panamanchurian Candidate
THE PANAMANCHURIAN CANDIDATE: Why John McCain is INELIGIBLE to be President of the United States Introduction The question has been raised of citizenship on John McCain in terms of his eligibility to be President. Please follow this closely as it is lengthy, bit it shows that he is NOT eligible to be President. The usual disclaimer of “I am not lawyer and this is not legal advice and should not be taken as such blah blah etc.” applies. To properly answer this eligibility question, we need to examine what the Constitution says on the issue, what the federal law says on the issue, what the federal regulatory policy is on the issue, and the legal status of John McCain’s place of birth. All of this will determine what makes him eligible to be President, or not. The Constitution: Article II, Section 1, Clause 5 of the Constitution: No person except a natural born Citizen, or a Citizen of the United States, at the time of the Adoption of this Constitution, shall be eligi
Mother's Day
*This is for all the moms who froze their buns off on metal bleachers at football games on Friday nights instead of watching from cars, so that when their kids asked, "Did you see me?" they could say, "Of course, I wouldn't have missed it for the world," and meant it. *This is for all the moms who have sat up all night with a sick toddler in their arms, wiping a fevered brow saying, "It's okay honey, Mommy's here." *This is for all the moms who run carpools, make cookies, and sew costumes. And all the moms who DON'T. *This is for all the moms who gave birth to babies they'll never see and all the moms who took those babies and gave them homes. *This is for all the moms of the victims of all the senseless school shootings, the moms of the survivors, and the moms who sat in front of their TVs in horror, hugging their child who just came home from school safely. *What makes a good mom anyway? Is it patience? Compassion? The ability to nurse a baby, cook dinner, and sew a button o
How American Are You?
You Passed the US Citizenship Test Congratulations - you got 10 out of 10 correct! Could You Pass the US Citizenship Test?How patriotic are we anyway? Dare ya to take the test and post your results here. But onto my latest rant. You know I have always tried to be pretty much on the fence when it comes to politics. Confrontation has never been my bag. But I did vote in the last election... I would have bet my living soul that Bush would not win again. Good thing I didn't huh?! I have never been impressed with him. Repulican? Democrat? I really don't know what I am I just vote for the person I believe will try to come close to standing up for what I believe in and will represent the country well. I honestly believe that other countries view us as a joke now. Especially after Hurricane Katrina...I think whomever had a lot of free time on Paint Shop Pro said it best in these two pictures below...forgive my rudness because I really do care but this is just too funny not to sha
Tag Your It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1.) I love Dirty Deeds Radio 2.) I am really scared of heights 3.) I am really addicted to Fubar 4.) I have a bad habit of biting my nails 5.) I am a diehard Nascar fan 6.) I can't stand a cluttered house 7.) I hate riding the rides at the fair now 8.) I am so happy to have all my friends here on Fubar 9.) I have 5 sisters and 1 brother 10.) I love my kids to death they are my everything.. who gets this... 1.) Happy Country Girl 2.) Mz. Deviant BBW 3.) Freek 4.) Tese ~hisblueeyedbeauty~ 5.) Lovable Perv
can someone tell me why jr has so many fans. besides his daddy what has he done to earn so many? yes i like racing but NO iam not a fan of jr.
What The Fuck
its tues. and im bored as shit so wats up people
Hahaha, Me Love Ya Longgg Timee
So just now a female genius of Fubar sort got all huffed up about the mumm comment I left her, so she called me a bitch, rated 1 ofcourse, and blocked. After that, she flooded my s/b with the following gems (I never seen a retard type to me before). Please note the spelling, the grammar, and the content. jalooo: you are all over the meddil eat fucking every guy for 100 $or less and by the way sice you traveled all place i think you retarded for what you think of arab by the way russian are hors i cant spill but my pussy cleaner then yours. middel east is where the girl in your countrey they go sale thim self to arab man
Lucky Leprechaun Contest
My New Lounge
Ok, so, I just started a new lounge in dedication to my family, the dragon flyers, but its open to anyone who wants in. I am writing this blog so u have the link directly to the bar, plz come to my bar, I have only one staff, but will be hiring more once I have enough members. Here is the link to the lounge,
I Still Don't Know Why
I cried myself to sleep last night another page in an endless fight it seems we just go round and round and neither one of us back down and I still don't know why I'm hiding nothing up my sleave No slight of hand, Just honesty I watched the love die in your eyes this lonely night is no surprise and I still don't know why
Hello to all my Friends and Family, here on Fubar!! It's been 5 months since I have had a good chance to come here. Mom is dying from uteran cancer and is in Hospice. She has been sick for a couple of years but has taken a turn for the worst and me and my kids have been spending as much time that we can with her in the nursing home she is in.It's really hard because she is all I have left except my kids and my grandsons. I am grateful I have kids and grandsons, but having a tuff time with the feelings for Mom. I am sober and I don't want to drink...but when that day comes I am going to need support. I know I am reaching out for help here from my Friends here. I will try and get here as much as possible and let everyone know whats going on with my Mom. Thanks everyone for being my friend...have a great day and God Bless you all and be safe!!! Lady Di
Ever Feel Like This Towards Someone??
HATE ME by: BLUE OCTOBER i have to block out thoughts of you so i don’t lose my head they crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed dropping little reels of tape to remind me that i’m alone playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home there's a burning in my pride a nervous bleeding in my brain an ounce of peace is all i want for you will you never call again and will you never say that you loved me just to put it in my face and will you never try to reach me it is i that wanted space hate me today hate me tomorrow hate me for all the things i didn’t do for you hate me in ways yea ways hard to swallow hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you i’m sober now for three whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with the one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing i wont touch again in my sick way i want to thank you for holding my head up late at night while i was busy waging wars on myself yo
Aboiut Being Leveled
just remember misfits our goal is all about really leveling others not really about leveling within just the family even though that is important we need to watch out for our bullitens for people needing leveled under 15,000 points with pics of 100 and having stash look for there status also that will tell you if they need help leveling up then send the link to the home page so we can check it out if we see it can be done a blog will be done if it cant be done then we wont do a blog because i dont want to do it if we cant follow through leveling someone that wouldnt be fair to that person or you to look bad on either ones part thank you all
Still Writing
I posted part of my story,(marked it private for a reason) there is more too it the story that but it does have quite a bit of that story line..Started it awhile ago and didn't have time to write on a regular basis. Though have been adding here and there lately Mostly proofing it now and making some changes. Think I am going to send some of it to publishers and see if I have any hits or not. Would be really nice to just write and get published...
Party Time
come check out club fantasia click the link below we partying like no other
I Really Want This!
All the help you can give would be great! Even if only 10 comments! I really want this!
Trivia Tuesday 1 Of 10!
Yeah i'm that bored again. Who played Sid Vicious, Lee Harvey Oswald, Count Dracula and Beethoven in movies?
Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know how special
I want to see this movie!!!! In case ya didn't figure it out like me and JoMama press the little play button in the left hand corner, lmao
What Is Love ?
Love is the way that our lives intertwine, Love is feeling of your hand in mine, Love is each look and each meaningful touch- The unspoken Language that tells us so much... Love is laughter and joy that we share, but most of all, Love is just knowing you're there. The warmth and joy that fill my heart, the love that's meant to be, The greatest treasure of my life- that's what you are to me. I LOVE YOU...
I Really Wanna Know..
I want to know what people think. Am I really cute or are people just saying it to be nice? 1. OMFG! EWW! 2. totally fugly! 3. eh, she's ok looking. 4. She's plain looking. 5. She's better looking than some. 6. She's got a good personality but could be better. 7. She's cute. 8. She's really cute and has a great personality. 9. She's hot. 10. She's really fuckin hot! I want to know the truth. My bf told me that I'm a 7 because he's dated models that were a hell hotter than I am which really hurt so now I really want to know. Either leave me a message telling me what you think or just reply to this bulletin. What do you find about me that you like. Thanks ^_^ ~Bad Kitty
Love This Comeback
Love This Comeback One of my sons serves in the military. He is still stateside, here in California. He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him and his troops everywhere he goes, telling me how people shake their hands and thank them for being willing to serve and fight for not only our own freedoms , but so that others may have them also. But he also told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday on his way home from the base. He said that ahead of several people in front of him stood a woman dressed in a burkha. He said when she got to the cashier she loudly remarked about the U.S. flag lapel pin the cashier wore on her smock. The cashier reached up and touched the pin, and said proudly, "Yes, I always wear it and probably always will." The woman in the burkha then asked the cashier when she was going to stop bombing her countrymen, explaining that she was Iraqi. A gentleman standing behind my son stepped for
Why is it that some ppl always play the victim when in fact they are the ones that are always starting crap with others? and when they get called on it they say I didnt do anything or they forget what they have said to you or what they have done to others. I dont mean things that have happened in the past 6 months but things that happened in a few hours. and yet the (victim) says they didnt do anything. Then they go and whine to others just to get ppl to feel sorry for them. As usual playing the victim. I see alot of it going on and even with a few of my friends. A few will know what I'm talking about, and others will get pissed by what im posting here but im tired of all the bs and ppl playing the victim. ppl just need to grow up
Holding On
Today, Tommorrow ,Rite now what is the meaning of this life, What do I do, has my days come and gone, I don't undestand why am I still searching, Searching for what,for whom I think I have what everyone wants. Then how come I am still looking for happiness.Why do i feel my heart is still wanting ,looking, and waiting. I guess time will tell what makes me happy cause I wait,wait, wait wait, and hold on on on but I dont find anything. Am I going crazy or Am I blind and not see what sorrounds me.. I guess I will have wait and keep holding on to what everyone dreams off. Looking, waiting, hoping ,and holding on.....
For My Friend
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You know you want too!!! While you're there, check out the others in the auction and bid on them!!! There are some wonderful people in this auction, so I suggest you get your butts in there and bid before they're all gone!!! Come check it out!!! SpizZyGooDNesS ♥Crushed by RaZorsEdge♥Head Manager @ The Hot Spot@ fubar
A Wish
Work like you don't need the money. Love like you've never been hurt. Dance like nobody's watching... Sing like nobody's listening... Live like it's Heaven on Earth. May there always be work for your hands to do; May your purse always hold a coin or two; May the sun always shine on your windowpane; May a rainbow be certain to follow each rain; May the hand of a friend always be near you; May God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you.
Surgery Tomorrow
I Wear A Smile
I Wear a Smile Silently I sit alone as her eyes sparkle so . Hidding , behind a false tone that she will never know . Though I am happy for her that she has found the one , beauty is with another , to share the rising sun . Does this mean I am a fake I have to think a while . For me I feel a heartache , for her I wear a smile .
i miss you when something good happens, because you are the one i want to share it with. i miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. i miss you when i laugh and cry because i know you're the one who makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. i miss you all the time, but i miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other; those were some of the best times in my life.
Just A Good Mood!
Sex, drugs, and rock n roll Speed, weed, and birth control Life's a bitch and then u die So fuck tha world And let's all get high!
A Little Something
Alone siting in the dark, There's not even a sound. I look up to see, Stars shining all around. She lies here Safe in my arms. Does she know I could never harm? Its a love That I've never known. All these feelings I was never shown. I love her So dear and true Because without her My life would still be blue!
Killer Kool Aid
Drink Name: Killer Kool Aid Category: Ordinary Glass Type: Cocktail Glass Our Rating: 4.89 out of 5 stars (9 votes) Ingredients: 1 oz Vodka 1/2 oz Amaretto 1/2 oz Melon Liqueur Directions: Mix ingredients and top off glass with cranberry juice. Serve with ice and a slice of lemon. These are very good and get you drunk fast!
Amber Rip
My sister jus passed tonight at midnight.I will miss her soooo verry much!!! I wish i could tell her how much she meant to me and that i loved her. She may not have been the best to me but she was my sister none the less.I feel like part of me has been ripped out of me and ill never get it back. Amber wherever you are i will miss you dearly and ill never forget you!!! Love always your bro Chris. My sister leaves behind a son and a daughter and her husband Jeff who did 3 tours in Iraq.May you find peace and happiness wherever you are!! Ill miss ya and my boys will too!!
Omg! that's the only thing I can say as to this weekend.. is holy crap.. from being out of town having to drive to god knows where surviving a semi accident & such *never drive in the dark when you can't sleep properly @ night* .. to the family gathering & literally being sent with BAGS *I mean HUGE bags* of food home.. but over all it was good.. I did miss one person like crazy thru this whole time.. but I dunno. Let's just say I have a lot of things to be thankfull for not to mention the evil priest got me with holy water *let's see how long this will last this time* I would deffinetly rate this weekend a 8.5 out of 10.. Many more to come for sure .. I am also starting to plan my trip more differently now.. So to anyone still reading this.. HAPPY EASTER *whatever is still left of it that is*
I Know How To Bitch.
have never been so tired of drama in my life. I'm back at my moms house... PHYSICALLY AWAY from everything and the drama just keeps finding me. I swear right now if its not one thing than it is something else. Am flat out, I am tired of it. Everyone needs to calm down, cause I'm really starting to get mad... and I'm not trying to lose the people I do care about over corny shit. The following list is not for everyone. Really... each one is for someone else (two of them are for the same person) You really should know which one is for you.... if they don't apply to you then your cool. If you think it does apply to you... it probably does. But really... this is just some shit that needs to be said cause I'm tired of all of it. Stop talking crazy... I'm tired of hearing the bullshit lies that everyone feels the need to spread. Seriously... keep my damn name out of your punk ass mouth. Stop flipping on me over stupid shit... its uncalled for. I'm grown. You are grown. Act l
"let Me Tell You..."
"Then we will stomp some log houses, am I right guys?" "I’ve been meaning to start running again anyway." "Darling, it’s better." "Quiet kisses are so hardcore." "Is it a boy or a girl? Maybe..." "I used to want to plant bombs the night of prom." "We’ve been good, but we can’t last." "You were always laughing!" "I can contain it if I have to." "Does he even clean his own hair?" "Really, I am glad the romance is gone." "What about their friends?" "You fucked it up." "I’m here for ART, sir." "Like she’s going anywhere." "I wake up in long term relationships." "Don’t you have anywhere else to be?" Damn, I missed you guys.
Special Friend
We always used to chat. But then I started getting really busy and it seems we've driffed apart. Its a feeling I totally hate! You ahve become such a large part of my life. I dont want to lose you. I've lost enough friends lately, dont want to add you to that list. When shit gets rough you stick by myside as I do yours. And well there arent many people out there any more who are friends like that. Maybe its because you see meas a person, a mother, and a friend not some pretty young girl whos single. Honestly it doesnt matter though, no matter the reason you actually get me. I dont have to explain everything to you, you just getit. I miss that! I miss you!
Me And Men
I feal like such a huge f**k up. Every guy I get that is good to me I some how f**k it up. I feal I don't derserve them I guess. I guess you can't love someone if you do not love yourself right. I always seem to find a way to get them hurt them before they hurt me. I have been hurt by men so much that I run when it seems like it is to good to be true. I find some way to sabatauge the relationship. I have always been told all my life I was a nobody, ugly, fat, usless, evil, heartless, ect... And I truely believe this still. When your family, and both exhubby's have told u this you tend to begin to think that there has to be some truth to what they are saying. I know I am not a bad person in genral. I know I am a good mom. That I have a big heart and would give a stranger the shirt off my back if they needed it more than I did. I know I am a good friend, and that if I can help anyone I will!!! But what i don't think I am is a good person to men. Expecialy the ones who treat me good.
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Three Words
If we woke up together naked, using only 3 words, what would u say to me? Pass it on and see how many crazy responses you get!
In my head the words flow with an intensity Though when I choose to speak They never come out so perfectly The things you so patiently wait to hear Come out in fragments, so unclear Broken sentances With shattered meaning Your longing taunting me From behind misted eyes Again I try to tell you my secrets As before, my voice goes unheard
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A Simple B*tch
A simple bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it. *A real bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say " NOBODY better jump in". A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out. *A real bitch will just knock her the fuck out!!! A simple bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A real bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get fucked up! A simple bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. *A real bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these simple bitches how we do it. A simple bitch wonders who your new man is. *A real bitch know that mutha fucka's first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's, where he works, how many babies mama's he has, and how many bitches he is talking to right now!!! A simple bitch thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument. *A real bitch lets you know that was fucked up, but I lo
Porn Star Unable To Preform
Hugh G. Rection once revered Porn star’s life went down hill after the Outbreak. “The whole mess just made me feel limp and unmotivated to continue” He exclamed. After the embarrisment after his attempt to “preform” in a scean (even with the use of Viagra His “upstanding” wouldn't “rise to the occasion”. He dropped out of Porn and Changed his name to John smokeajoint Stoner. Now he sits around saying stuff like “Dip dippidy dee”, “ I rip magnums when I put them on”, and “ I’m not retarded I got my GE Dee dee dee.” While smokes Blunts and joints and clamming how many women he bedded outside of work ( all that were named denied the Claims) Jamie Chokes auncok
Moving On
This year, I'm moving forward. I will no longer be dwelling in the past. So I got really BALLzy and called the man who molested me for nearly 5 years of my most formidible years of my life. Interesting how he didn't remember me until I told him that I was the youngest daughter of the Reed family and also new he'd mollested my oldest sister before I was born. Evertime I'd ask a question, he'd stammer or simply say, "I've done a lot of bad things in my life, but I've been saved and God has forgiven me. I am a spritual person. But I wasn't running up the phone bill to have a prayer meeting. I told him every sordid detail of the abuse that began in Sunday School and on to swimming parties in the creek. I told him of the triggers for my post traumatic stress disorder. He humbly said, "well I'm sorry for your troubles. I've loved you and your fsmily for such a long time. I told him that he wasn't allowed to love me. I told him because he told me I was beautiful and he lo
Desert Sunrise
Drink Name: Desert Sunrise Category: Ordinary Glass Type: Collins Glass Our Rating: 4.88 out of 5 stars (8 votes) Ingredients: 1 1/4 oz Vodka 1 1/2 oz Orange Juice 1 1/2 oz Pineapple Juice 1 dash(es) Grenadine
Uh Huh...
I know it has been a LONG time since i posted one. Alot has happened since I last updated. Im just going to write a short version for now. I finally got Shawn into court and he was ordered to pay child support bad thing is he has found a way to manipulate the system and my caseworker has yelled at me for giving him updated info about Shawn. Then when I ask him to check if Shawn still has a job he says he is not "harassing" Shawn. Neddless to say Shawn gets to pay child support whenever and how much he wants and my worker wont do his job and YES i have complained but nothing has been done about it. My fiance is now starting to remind me of Shawn in some ways which is scaring me so prolly pretty soon I wont be engaged and dont care bc I have my babies to think about.. Long story on the fiance thing. I will write in detail later about it.
In An Auction
Heaven Or Hellllllllllllll
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Why Worry About The Dead?
Why do people try so hard to find the graves of their anscestors? Why worry about people who are dead? There are so many people I know who spend more time in graveyards than they do around people who are alive. I don't understand this, Could someone please tell me why they do that? I know enough about my family history, I am part Irish, part Cherokee, and probably plenty of other things. I don't really care about where my ancestors come from or who they were for that matter, I just worry a little about where I am going in my life.
Fast Food
hey hows it going idk about u but im tired of going into fast food resturants and seeing fat kid approved food go fuck yourselves with a fucking loaf of bread stop shoving this fattening thing in my face when i go to fast food resturants i know its bad for me but i dont care i like it im still going to eat it im tired of seeing these signs that tell me how bad of i diet im on ur not eating that so were gonna put fat kid approved for the people who want to eat a healthy life style u wanna eat an alternative healthy lifestyle grow some vegetable in ur back yard and make a salad stop cluttering up my fat filled menu with ur low carb crap ok for all the dieting u do and the make over u get and all the other things u do to make u more attractive ur all gonna grow old ur all gonna get wrinkles and u all will eventually die so yea the super sized fries arent good for u but neither are the pesticides in ur salad alright so basically were all choosing how were gonna die let me kill myself in pi
My Own Family List
My Family list Since FuBar does not give you more then 50 Boricua God~Daddy * Owner & Founder of Club F.A.R.@ fubar Club F.A.R. Official Home Page@ fubar MZ.DREAMS*CLUB F.A.R TEAM CAPTAIN*Promotions/ Door Girl 4 Centerfolds*I.B.I.C**@ fubar Big151ClubF.A.R.**Count Chocula **C.B.C.@ fubar MZ. Scandalouz AkA MZ NOVACAINE@ fubar ♥ŠhAnNoN♥Club F.A.R. Don't Get it Twizted!!!Trells BodyGuard!@ fubar .::Sweet T::.@ fubar ⌘TRINA⌘@ fubar KEITH-CLUB FAR-SIN WAGON DRIVER FUBAR WORLD CRUISE@ fubar Club FAR TEAM CPT--DSC--I.B.I.C.--FuAngels--Lollipop Gurlz Club
Another Day Another Dollar
Well work again today isnt it grand!! Got my biggest paycheck ever with 40hrs plus 9hrs overtime. Only thing is its pretty much gone already isnt that how it goes. So hard to make so easy to spend a little on bills a little on groceries and a little on the squit squat and his training pants. I love my mikey he has to be the sweetest guy on the planet and all his adorable quirks drive me crazy and not in a bad way. He gave me a quickie before work... first time thats ever happened to me and boy did it improve my mood at work. Did i mention he is romantic he was just holding me telling me im the best thing to ever happen to him. Well drama major nothing i want to talk about just disagreements that get out of hand. Wish i could just wave a magic wand and make everyone happy no matter what. Ah if only life was like guild wars i would have all manner of spells like "Time Loop - redo last thing said or done until you dont fuck it up" or "Pacify- immediately remove the attitude from any voice
Drowning Pool Live!!!
So I took this personality test, and now I feel like a total psycho... my results DisorderRatingParanoid Disorder:HighSchizoid Disorder:HighSchizotypal Disorder:Very HighAntisocial Disorder:ModerateBorderline Disorder:ModerateHistrionic Disorder:HighNarcissistic Disorder:HighAvoidant Disorder:HighDependent Disorder:HighObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:High-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! ---- Personality Disorders --
Happy Bday Catch N Release! Show Da Luv
It is finally here! It is THE day! The day we celebrate the birth of that awesomely wonderful and talented individual, Catch& Release! On his special day, please take a minute to show him da love! Here is his link. Catch & Release@ fubar MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts and for the first time ever...I am even gonna pimp myself out..hee hee! If you get a sec, come show me a lil bit o luv too....mwahhhhhhhh! Click my pic below...c'mon..i know u wanna! luvya, zoeygrl~ fuwife 2 zgirl~Club FAR~Mad FuBombers~TrueLycan FL Bombers~@ fubar
An Engineers Guide To Cats
Milf Contest//2000 Fubucks For 100 Comments
Be The First To Own Me
come by and show me some love and bid on me i'm offering some great stuff [ photo: 1238268803 ]
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Its Me
I want to thank my friend Vern...for being wonderful to me! If you want a good friend... this is the guy! @};-Hopeless Romantic Godfather @};-{{H&L Bombers Founder}}r@};-@ fubar hugss....
Chokers For Sale >;}
Ok i made u look so don't be mad at me **pouts lol...Jus wanted to let u all know i have these chokers available for purchase if interested plz message me :) and if u repost ill give ya a discount too :P..thank you Chita P*SSY DEVOUR->;}Member : Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club@ fubar Lucy's Tears Black Widow Ghost Flowers Emelia's Black Heart Dark Secrets Locket Sagrado Corazon..(only 1 available on this one) Yin/Yang Dragon style Mens Rosary(onyx and fossil beads) Dead Bastard(only 1 available) Mourning Lisa
Games Update
***THANKS KAOS!*** May 7, 2008 GAMES...Are they coming back? Due to maintenance and display issues with the games, we had to close down the game section of the site. The company that provided us with the game options were unstable and consistently having problems, so we decided to disconnect from them. We are however looking into providing you with other games and gaming options, but the game section will remain closed until this is completed. There is no estimated time of completion right now, so we ask for your patience in advanced. Cheers! -fubar Admin
******under Construction******
At times I sit and reminisce and shed a simple tear A tear for what I do not know for it was yesteryear My life is full of Love and Joy I have what most would want And yet I sit with times begone and long for who knows what Is what I have just not enough or not what I envisioned Just maybe only time will tell if what I thought and what has passed are only but my visions So here I sit and reminisce and shed my simple tears
1000 Copmments Needs
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Cum Sex Me Up!!!!!
Tonight sucked ass!!!!! Drunk morons and yelling crying screaming.. Thank you Chris for putting some humor into my night!!! And I did tell her to get lower!! and she looked at me like I had three heads... I made my night... and I got to see a really messed up porn hahahaha ewwww!
World Of Dreams
I wonder if you're missing me How I long to hold you tight If ever I wanted to feel you near Tonight would be the night I'm not sure who I am anymore Not sure I ever knew The closest I ever came for sure Was the time I spent with you Loosing what I never had Is harder than it seems Because I feel you every night Inside my world of dreams   jskins
Foundry Cams: Lux Shows Off Her New Boobs And Her F*ck Me Shirt
The luxurious platinum-blonde LUX from FOUNDRY CAMS got a visit from the bosom fairy since the last time we checked in with her, and while we shouldn't make accusations like that about her plastic surgeon, we sure are happy with his work! Here she is, once again, rocking out to "All In How You Wear It" by SAINTS OF THE UNDERGROUND (Jani Lane - WARRANT, Bobby Blotzer & Robbie Crane - RATT, Keri Kelly - ALICE COOPER BAND)...while wearing her FoundryMusic F*CK ME Shirt.
WE ARE NOT AFFILIATED WITH CLUB FAR Founded May 18,2008 We are totally a NEW FAMILY This is what you have to do its so simple and so much fun. You will get to meet and make new friends. Tho we are NOT a bombing family. Just a bunch of fubarians wanting to make new friends Here's the requirements: 1) Must be a level 3 and above and have a salute!! 2) NO Drama 3) Must Fan/Add/Rate each member (if you don't you will be removed) 4) Must have CLUB FAR UNITED in your name 5) Must have FUN as that is what we all want to do on here. So if you are interested click the Homepage link and let us know HERE IS THE FAMILY LINKS Tsisquo'ga Owner Of Club United @ fubar KEITH-OWNER CLUB FAR UNITED-SIN WAGON DRIVER @ fubar Teresa aka Liberated Spice Club FAR United Owner* R/L WIFEY 2 Big Jimmie @ fubar SweetSexyLatina♥ Owner Club FAR United Fu-owner of *Sniper"Sarge'sBadgirls SinwagonMasterofB @ fubar NAH-NAH * CLUB UNITED MASCOT #1 FAMILY RAWK
Cedar Point
Family and I all went to Cedar Point today. The day was very cold up til 1. I had 4 shirts..2 which were thick sweatshirts. Anyways.. was kinda crowded in the seat..being layered down...even more so since I am not no small chic. Anyways..we all had fun. There was a ton of kids there..and also mentally retarded. It was great to see them with smiles on there faces..but I did have a problem with some of the stuff they /or there guardians were doing. There was like 6.. that were wheelchaired bound..with there heads all bent down..and not even knowing what was going on..and they were putting /lifting them into a rollercoaster. How much is to much? Am I only one who thinks this is kinda going overboard? Made me wonder.. how do they know that they are gonna even handle the ride that well? I could understand the ones..who were walking..and with it. Anyways.. they were lifting them into the seats..and this one woman..her shirt came up as they were lifting her..and all the people aro
Billy's Obituary That We Were Left Out Of.
SSG William J. Culp II CULP SSG William J. Culp, II, of Pickerington, died as result of a traffic accident on Friday, May 23, 2008. Actively serving in the United States Army, graduate of Esperanza High School in 1986, attended Ohio Dominican College, attended Trinity Family Life Center, and was a member of Desmohio Motorcycle Club. Bill is survived by his wife, Esther Chen Culp; mother and step father, Melissa and Jerry Stiles of Pickerington; father, Bill Culp of Marion; brothers, David Culp of Columbus and Jeremy (Katie) Culp of Pickerington; sister, Elizabeth (Jason) Rock of Canal Winchester; grandmother, Rosemary Culp; father and mother-in-law, Stephen and Grace Chen; uncles and aunts, Tom (Alice) Snider, Jim (Kay) Snider, Neil (Katrina) Culp, and Don (Barbara) Culp; sister-in-law, Sara (Shuan) Li; brother-in-law, Andrew (Christine) Chen; nieces, Deborah, Emily, Nikki, Heidi, and Lillie; nephews, Gabe and Jacob; many other family members and friends, Bill's buddies Marty, Zoe,
Hold Me Close
Hold me close and let me know what it is that brings you here where upon your love will shine Will the passion grow Burned with embers of fear cherished sacrificial wine And there are no tears Wanton halo Held in a brazier All done in a quarter time @Oct,1999
Barbecued Roast Beef Sandwiches
Prep Time:30 min Start to Finish:30 min Makes:6 sandwiches Zesty Barbecue Sauce 1/2 cup ketchup 3 tablespoons white vinegar 2 tablespoons chopped onion 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce 2 teaspoons packed brown sugar 1/4 teaspoon ground mustard 1 clove garlic, finely chopped Sandwiches 1 lb thinly sliced cooked roast beef, cut into 1-inch strips (3 cups) 6 burger buns, split 1. In 1-quart saucepan, heat all sauce ingredients to boiling over medium heat, stirring constantly; reduce heat. Simmer uncovered 10 minutes, stirring occasionally. 2. Stir beef into sauce. Cover and simmer about 5 minutes or until beef is hot. Fill buns with beef mixture. Nutrition Information 1 Serving: Calories 340 (Calories from Fat 120); Total Fat 14g (Saturated Fat 5g, Trans Fat 1g); Cholesterol 60mg; Sodium 550mg; Total Carbohydrate 30g (Dietary Fiber 1g, Sugars 9g); Protein 24g Percent Daily Value*: Vitamin A 6%; Vitamin C 4%; Calcium 8%; Iron 20% Exchanges: 2 Starch; 0 Other Carboh
Time For Reality Check 2 never fails..the guilty is the first one to bark and they And by this YOU KNO WHO U ARE!! I'm the type of person that listens to everything and MAKES UP MY OWN MIND!! I can also SEE THRU ppl' VERY GOOD!! The ones that are trying to defend themselves/removing ppl/and blocking ppl for NO REASON are very guilty and y'all kno who u r! Why would u have to defend something that you have NO PROOF to back up when the other person DOES??? YOU ALL KNO THE TRUTH AND THE TRUTH SHALL PREVAIL!!!!!!!!!! DO I NEED TO SAY ANYMORE???? I'm not blocking anyone cuz I WANT Y"ALL to read this!!!!
Real Or Fake
some of the people who know about the wwe says that it is all fake well i do not yes some of it is fake ike who wins the match but that is it all the other stuff like injures for instance is real do u really think that the would fake john cena or triple hurting them selve s and bing out 4 a while no i don't think so. so either if u agree or don't agree i would like or comments
This Is A Great Guy
If you want a real great down to earth guy that is always there for you and always says hi then add/fan/rate this guy. I promise that you will not regret it at all. And to all you Sarge's Bad Girls out there, this guy really loves us. Please go and add/fan/rate him for me and say angeleyes sent you. Bad Girl Love everyone. MUAHHHZZZZZZ!!!!! BigArn77@ fubar Image by
The conservative pundits who thought that Rachel Ray's paisley scarf was supporting terrorism are missing a much bigger issue. I just learned that the Frackers who flew the planes into the towers and pentagon took and exhaled air. Those bastards ingested into their scum-ridden bodies air and that same air is now all around us and we are inhaling it. Billions of terrorist molecules. By breathing we have become one with the terrorists. By using their air we support the terrorists and they win! Every true patriot and conservative pundit who was worried about a scarf needs to realize that with every breath THEY are supporting terrorism. Oh the shame, OH the hypocrisy. Stop breathing now before you do more harm! I need a donut.
Last Weekend Adult Store Visitation
Last weekend my husband and I visited an adult store that used to visit a bunch when we were much younger. We probably have not been in this store in 15 years or so. WOW... what a difference over 1.5 decades. Anyway.... I am now writing a new erotic story for my erotic story collection about what happened to us while we were in this adult store. It was loads of fun and because of modern technology it ended NOT like we expected. Watch for it soon here in the blog area ... I just started writing the story today. It will take some time to do my edits and make it just right.
English Lesson #1
Ok, just because I'm getting tired of people who talk big about knowing the English language and still misspelling's our first lesson!! ENGLISH LESSON #1: COMMONLY MISSPELLED WORDS a. your - possessive form of you - Your mumm sucks. you're - contraction for you are - You're going to hell. b. there - a place other than here - look over there. their - possessive form of they - It's their ball. they're - contraction for they are - They're going to hell. c. here - this place - come over here. hear - to listen, to acknowledge a sound - I hear a drum. d. ball - a round object, usually a play toy; a party or gala; a good time - I like to play with my ball. We went to the ball. We had a ball there. bawl - to yell or cry - She wanted to bawl about her day. Now class...any questions?
Fireflight: So Help Me God
Im not religious but this is a very good song: You sit beside me And I love you But I hate you I don't want to feel this way But I can't stop You reach for my hand But I move it Before you can I won't let you have the Power once again So help me, God To let this go To let this go So help me, God (Become what I believe) To break this hold (I'm afraid to leave) To find myself (I just need to breathe) You think you know me But you changed me Into somebody That I don't ever want to be again I'm letting go now Of this burden I've been holding I've been hurting myself now for way too long It's not too late It's not too late To leave it all behind It's not too late It's not too late
New Sugarbaby!
Would you all please come and make comments on these pics for me? He is so totally funny and I would love to show him how girls think on here! I just met him last night. He's 20 years old, 6"5" and he even golfs! LOL This is just for fun so please make all the ummm hmmmmm remarks you want. Thanks MOM @ Dragon's Breath
Come Make Me Your Slave!
Come Make Me Your Personal Servant! I can be ALL yours for one month or maybe MORE! Auction starts June 8th @ 7pm EST and Ends June 14th @ 11pm EST Click the pic right below this to get into the auction! You wont regret it! Don't forget to show the host some love!!!! Twaune The Godfather@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Your Ultimate Desire¢¾Wifey & R/L G/F to Jason & Greeter for FuLuvBombSquad & Owned by ??@ fubar
Stressed No More
So last Thursday my, truck got repossessed at 630am. At first I was upset, then my friend talked some sense into me and made me realize that it was for the best. After work that day I went to get an estimate on the body work that my car needed done. Then decided it wasn't worth paying $5000 to fix it. Saturday morning I went to a car dealer found a very decewnt car with low miles for $500 down, and the payments are $200 less than my truck payments. This dealer carries their own financing, so there is NO middle man... So last night I was talking to my ex-husband and he's bitching at me about all the money that I have borrowed from him over the years and have failed to pay back. Then he asked me if he could have the car that needs the $5000 in repairs. So after thinking about if for about 5 minutes, I said,"Sure you can have it, You can pick it up on Monday night after I pick my new car up from the dealership. But if you want it you have to forget about all the money I owe you.
Awesome Poem Stolen From Ma Girl Last Of A Dyin Breed
Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goes to kick it with her own friends. Girls think a guy c
Just More On Me
Its a pleasure to have you stop by my page... with that said...I am a very outgoing person... I love to explore life and have a blast while doing it... I love to laugh... and make others laugh... I believe in the concept live everyday to the fullest... because you truely only live once... That's the way I live my life... to the fullest... to the very fullest... I have had my share of ups and downs but I've learned along the way... that life is life... and if you choose to sit around and worry... then it will overcome you... and I have not and will not let it overcome me... I love my life... and my family... I have long life friends whom I absolutely adore... and I choose to live happy... I have two gorgeous children that are god send... I couldnt have asked for better kiddos... I'm single. I am not looking or should I say "searching" for that special someone. I have decided to quit the search and let him find me. I give 100% in all relationships and always come out the loser, so if Mr
Lets Talk About At Your Own Risk From 7-29-06
Ah, this society we live in today. It is so polluted with sex themes and messages that even going to a restaurant you can't seem to avoid it. I've had this on my mind since Wednesday when I called off sick and I was at home with a fever. I was watching TV and I saw this show that Tyra Banks is doing. She was talking about the Girls Gone Wild videos and was going to the parties that have those cameramen around. She was interviewing some of the girls that were there. She was asking them how to they feel exposing themselves in front of a camera for a t-shirt or a hat, and how they felt if their parents saw them doing that. Now, in my opinion, I'm not a fan of Girls Gone Wild. I despise it actually. I think it's disrespectful to women and it makes them out like their just whores for males to play with. I mean, I'm sorry if they're any guys out there that read this and they do love Girls Gone Wild, but I just think it's garbage. Think about this, what's if YOUR daughter is on that video. No
Big Sister
Big sister a big sister is a person you share secrets with. A big sister is your best freind. A big sister is a person you depend on to take you places. A big sister is a person who protects and helps guid you. A big sister is always there for you she never leaves you. A big sister may fight with you but she will always love you. God put big sisters in our lives to help teach us. GOD BLESS BIG SISTERS
Friends friends, how do people meet friends? Why do people have friends? People think they don’t need friends but they do. Friends are people who you can talk to or share your feelings with. I never knew what a true friend was until I met you. You have been there through everything. You have been a shoulder to cry on, someone to make me laugh when I am down. Someone to listen to all my stories. You have congratulated me when I succeeded and helped me back to my feet when I fell. That is a true friend.
One Tin Poet
One Tin Poet by LateNiteFantasy© A conceptual piece, a waking blasphemy, a poetic felony in parts. Music, dance, death and ritual. Cinema. Outline number one. (note: theatre to black, all lights to black) Silence. the Poet: No constrained narration might contain the rage of the rotting mind pierced by the livid shards of transient perception screaming wild amid the chaos of sound forgotten in ages of putrid .. Silence. Silence. Ancient jew sages of the beat, the pen sublime, spoke to me sullen, ghosts of mighty iconic retrospect in smooth waves smoldering nightly with jazz perplexing about random riddles, minds destroyed by madness and all that sort of thing ... And so my generation without leave I'll speak for, these wretched cyber hyenias cackling wild at midnight watering holes drunk and fornicating with paysites as empires clash hot and savage in strained black coated desert regions under a decaying rust sun ... Silence. (Pin light to spotli
Yes Come Bid On Me
Hey Friends and Fans, Come Bid On This Awesome Sweet Girl...The Auction Runs From The 17th-25th Of Jun. Come On And Click The Picture Below To See All That She Has To Offer. (repost of original by 'King of Kings' on '2008-06-16 20:13:46')
What I Thought Was Fam
What i thought really aint what it suppose to be What i thought really just back fired on me But i know i lost a love one close to me And the fam i thought it would be Aint shit but anger,lies,and depression So what I thought that would last Is really nothing but the past
The Beginning
I once told myself that I would never be on one of these kind of sites, but here I am so I suppose that is just another point to the universe's move towards entropy. Actually I wouldn't even be here but I noticed my brother Cooper Bingham chillin' out here so I figured "What the heck...". I suppose since this is my first "blog" ever I should give a little bit of info on myself. ( As good a place to start as any I suppose. ) I am Travis Winn, though that name tells you nothing directly it seems to be a great comment on my life. Travis was chosen by my father, he simply flipped open a book of names and picked the first one that didn't rhyme with our last name. That set the course for a mundane life, chosen at random with no thought at all. I am average in every sense of the word; average looking, average intelligence, average job, average dreams. Though average may not be the best adjective because the only thing I can't ever seem to accomplish is what my last name embodies "Winn" or
82 Drivers - Come On N Join The Convoy!!
Convoy - C.W.McCall Breaker 1-9 This here's the Rubber Duck We've got us a CONVOY Want to join the CONVOY? Just fan, rate and add all of the drivers, then send me a private message letting me know that you want to join. In return, you must fan, rate and add any new drivers. Put "I want to join the convoy" in your friend request. If you are already friends with someone, please leave a comment on their profile letting them know that you are joining the convoy. Adding Convoy Driver to your name is optional The Leader In my dreams...or yours? ~~Leader of the CONVOY ~*~ Pilot of Fantasy Flight ~*~ Shadow Leveler ~*~@ fubar The Drivers Angel Girl - 2nd Alarm Hottie!!! & Fantasy Flight Co-Pilot@ fubar Irishman1977***Security @ Club RUSH***@ fubar ~Wenchie~Protected by the Angelic Enigma...Fu~Sis to SexGoddessMel...Co~Pilot of the Fantasy Flight.@ fubar CHIPPER ~ Cap'n Cutthroat ~ Supergirl ~ Dylon's Diva ~ Lollipop Gurls Club ~ Ridin Dirty ~
Just Miss You
I miss your tattoed arms and your breath against my lips when you hold my hand feeling your soft finger tips I miss your gentle kiss against my neck and body I miss your cold hands touch and how your arms open for me. I miss the way you smile and the way you look into my eyes I miss you when I dont see you cause another part of me dies.
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Red Headed Slut
Ingredients: 1 1/2 oz Jägermeister 1 1/2 oz Peach schnapps Fill with Cranberry juice Mixing instructions: Mix in shot glass. Shoot. Creator/contributor's comments: This drink has a bit of a kick to it, and the ole' familiar Jägermeister after taste. However, it is a fun drink and after two or three of these you will be good to go. So kick back, enjoy, and remember -- Please don't drink and drive. Drink Information: Category: Shot Alcohol: Alcoholic Serve in: Shot glass
Ummm Okay...
Well where to start? okay summer finally made its sweet time to northern idaho. Thank you summer. Me and Robert drove the Cadillac up here about four months ago from Phoenix. Things here are so....quiet? Simpler for sure...alot of time to reflect? self-torture? whatever..
I'm Taking A Break
Ok for all of my really good friends, just wanted to let you know that I'm gonna take a break from fubar for a while. I don't know how long but for awhile. This is the best thing for me to do right now since I have already lost a couple of good friends it is best, so I don't lose anymore. I really hate that I have lost them, but I have somethings going on with me right now and this is the best way to handle it so hopefully I don't lose anymore real good friends. I will miss each and everyone of you alot. Hopefully it won't take me to long to fix whats wrong. For those of you that have my messenger ID you can contact me there, if I don't answer you right away it is only cause I haven't turned it on yet as I do have problems with it but if you leave a message anyway I will get back to you. So for now I'm gonna say bye, but only for awhile. I WILL MISS EACH AND EVERYONE OF MY REALLY GOOD FRIENDS ALOT, AND I HOPE EACH OF YOU UNDERSTAND. Luvs ya all, Single
Go Show Some Love To My New Owner Mikey
Please go show some love to my new owner and friend Mikey. He really is a sweet guy. Click here to show him love Mikey@ fubar
Surgery Update
I went to the dr. for all my results the other day. Yes I do have endometriosis and there is some scaring on my uterus as a result of this. I also have a slight infection from the surgery but that is clearing up, I have been taking the meds they gave me and I am feeling a big better. I don't have to wait a month to swim; those nurses were indeed liars, just like I said they were! The doctor wants to wait to see if the zapping of the endometriosis helps relieve my symptoms before we get into anything more invasive. He wants to see me in a month, and see how my period is. If I am still having the same problems we will look into treatment options, the most likely being hormones and I don't really want that at this young of an age. But really it's a wait and see kind of game. Oh and here is list of things they found in my vagina, a sock, wrist watch (silver tone), a license plate (Michigan State), an albatross, four leaf clover, a ladle, and the Dead Sea scrolls. The doctor said he w
Why Do People Hurt Peoples Feeling?
on my picture i was told i was 1 ugly biotch by another person here on fubar I want to know why people insist on being mean & personal im wondering if they were ever taught if u cant say anything nice dont say anything at all its 1 thing to say that shit in mums but this was my personal pics & no 1 can help how the hell they were born i just happened to born handicapt never asked for it not going to change in the future so can any1 tell me y people hurt others
Just want to let all my fubar friends and family know that I will be having surgery August 26th. Just say your prayers that it will be a success!
My Sis Needs Help
LilBamaGirl needs some rates. She is currently behind and needs to win. Please take 2 seconds and click on the link below and rate the pic for her. Also if you are interested in owning her place a bid. This is brought to you by the one and only SARCASTK1 SARCASTK1 {SHADOW LEVELER} Fu-owner of Nonie, Terbear254@ fubar
Green Tea
About Green Tea This is something that has been gaining popularity over the years. Though born in China, green tea has had all kinds of incarnations in different parts of the world. Made exclusively with the leaves of Camellia sinensis (haril chai), green tea is quite popular in the west. Science turned its focus on this recently and found that it is highly beneficial for health without having any side effects. And this accounts for people switching from the warmth of regular black to green tea. How does it vary from black tea? Tea in general is made from the leaves of Camellia sinensis. Predominantly, there are three types of tea -black, green and oolong depending on the way tea leaves are processed. And there is the not-so popular white tea too. Green tea is the least processed of all and thus retains the antioxidant, catechin polyphenols called epigallocatechin-3-gallate (EGCG) along with caffeine. This is the main ingredient responsible for the health benefits. Remember,
A Damsel In Distress
Without going into too much best friend Pink needs some help. She and her daughter are staying somewhere that is no longer a healthy environment for them to be in and she is going to come and live with my kiddos and I. I am more than happy to have them but we have to figure out how to get her here. She can't go Greyhound as they have a tiny chihuahua they just cannot part with. So, they need to fly. It has gotten extremely bad and she needs to get here ASAP! She'll be able to work here as will her daughter and it will help me out greatly to have some help. So....instead of buying me Happy Hours, Blasts or Bling Packs....PLEASE contribute what you would to help Pink and I! Don't Private Jet me. Contribute $20 to help get their tickets here. It would mean so much more! You don't have to have a paypal account to contribute. Just follow the directions for using your card. I went to bed early last night as I didn't feel well and woke up to this
Got Hurt And Lied To
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Meet My New Owner For July~yall Go Love Him Up~
WOOT! Meet My New Owner for the month of July: Dark Prince John.Promoter and Member of Club United.Owner of Sweet Sexy Latina,Dragonphyre,Sexy Gran@ fubar yall be sure to drop by his page and show him some mad fu~love and tell him i sent you :)
The Perfect Blowjob
The room dim lit... I see you there before me... my wrists lightly bound, sitting in a sturdy, high back chair... In your bed room... My elbows rest sensually my knees, legs spread slightly... My ankles fastened to the chair legs... but, they are not your bindings... My shoulders drawn, head high... You see my breast rising with every breath, shallow, calm and slow... My chest filled with pride, knowing you will walk in upon me in this manner... Blindfolded, and the music just loud enough that I do not see or hear you enter the room... Candle light flickering, dancing all around my naked body, peaceful, my mind at ease... You smell my scent, now lingering in the room, heavy laden with my own musk ... My anticipations draw my shoulders back as I take in the darkness surrounding me... Masked, your light dances and runs rampant in my mind, I am sure you are near, yet still unsure where... You lie back in the shadows, "glowing like the light of phosphorous, best viewed when all around is d
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Club FAR Strike Force Team is in need of Greeters, Pimps/Pimpettes, & Enforcers. Each title holds its own main responsibility but at same time you will be at times responsible for all Team duties. - PIMP & PIMPETTES: These members will put out premade bulletins on a weekly basis, for members of their teams who are close to leveling, who have birthdays for that week and to promote and invite members to our Family. They will also have premade comments to go leave on Fubarians pages inviting them to our GREAT FAMILY. - SECURITY/ENFORCERS duties : These are not bullies or people who will go and get disrespectful with members. There jobs are to help regulate members for FANNING ADDING & RATING, also to ensure members have a verified salute pic, constantly on their profile and have Club F.A.R. in their names at all times. Placement in their name can be anywhere and members can be part of any other family they wish to be in. - GREETERS: These members will go to new team members
The Question Of Punishment
When you're actively looking to train a slave as a part of your life, you need to be wary of 'experts' that speak of punishment as the ultimate way to control a slave and to have them do what you ask of them. Punishment has many other uses in your slave training life that you will want to consider. The problem with punishment and slave training is that it has been glamorized too often in the media and in porn sites. It seems like all you need to do is whip someone a little bit and they become complacent and obedient. Of course, this would be a nice thing for a Dominant and it would certainly make their lives easier, but this is not always the case. In fact, in many situations, the use of punishment backfires in terms of how it is supposed to help a slave training situation. While it is meant to create obedience, it often inspires disobedience and the idea of 'topping from the bottom.' Though this is more often the case with beginning Dominants and experienced Su
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Women Arrested In Sex Competition
Women arrested in sex competition Mon Jul 14, 8:58 AM ET ATHENS (Reuters) - Nine British women were facing prostitution charges after being arrested at the weekend for taking part in an oral sex competition in the Greek holiday island of Zakynthos, police said on Monday. Six British and six Greek men, including two bar owners, were also charged in the incident, which took place at Laganas beach in the south of the Ionian island, which lies off the west coast of mainland Greece, police said. The women, who came to the popular resort on holiday, had been paid to take part in the competition, which was video recorded and was to be posted on the Internet, police said. The men were charged with encouraging obscene behavior. In recent years, Laganas has established itself as one of Greece's most popular destinations for twenty-something holidaymakers and is known for its wild party scene. Around 15 million people -- a fifth of them British -- visit the eastern Mediter
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There was a little boy whose mother was about to have a baby. One day, the little boy walked in and saw his mother naked. He asked his mother what the hair between her legs was. She responded, "It's my wash cloth." Weeks later, after the mother had her baby, the young boy walked in on his mother again. While she was in the hospital, the doctor had shaved her pubic hair. The boy asked, "What happened to your wash cloth?" The mother responded, "I lost it." The little boy, trying to be helpful, set out to find his mother's washcloth. A few days later, he ran to his mother yelling and screaming, "I found your washcloth." The mother, thinking that the child was just playing, went along with the boy and asked, "Where did you find it?" The boy answered, "The maid has it! She is washing daddy's face with it."
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Lawyers should never ask a Mississippi grandma a question if they aren't prepared for the answer. In a trial, a Southern small-town prosecuting attorney called his first witness, a grandmotherly, elderly woman to the stand. He approached her and asked, 'Mrs. Jones, do you know me?' She responded, 'Why, yes, I do know you, Mr. Williams. I've known you since you were a boy, and frankly, you've been a big disappointment to me. You lie, you cheat on your wife, and you manipulate people and talk about them behind their backs. You think you're a big shot when you haven't the brains to realize you'l l never amount to anything more than a two-bit paper pusher. Yes, I know you.' The lawyer was stunned. Not knowing what else to do, he pointed across the room and asked, 'Mrs. Jones, do you know the defense attorney?' She again replied, 'Why yes, I do. I've known Mr. Bradley since he was a youngster, too. He's lazy, bigoted, and he has a drinking problem. He can't build a normal relationsh
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Death Of The Flesh~a Poem By Me
Death of the Flesh Life beyond the trees spirit flying with the breeze free, like the butterfly by the light of the moon no longer wrapped in its cocoon A fate we fear never knowing how near closer with each breathe each newly formed wrinkled tears begin to trickle Life time here full of joy, and tears like a flash of light soon we shed our cocoon to fly free over the moon Rohnnda Sayri Benavente Copyright ©2008 rohnnda s benavente
Upside Down
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Here is a list of my all my groups, families, trains, tours, etc. that I belong to. Please check them out and consider joining as well!! Club United Chuck Wagon Fantasy Flight Convoy Military Parade Rope n Ridin' Rodeo Camelot Pink Lady's Lap Dancing Club Southern Redneck Levelers Rat Race Ghetto FabuBus Sock Hop Fubar: The Musical Fu-Fishing Trip
I Kissed A Girl
My Beautiful Sister Cherie
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Tracy Heading For Godmother
Tracy my sis now heading for God Mother at the moment she needs 636,547 Points to go! So can we please show her some fu luv by giving her blings, 11's, comments & rating stash to help her get there. ****TrAcY mEmBeR oF fuBaR uK wOrLd cRuIsE ******MeMbEr Of ThE bOoZe CrUiSe** Thank you Luv Di aka PiNkLaDy xx
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"sing Me Another Sad Country Love Song"
"Sing Me Another Sad Country Love Song" ~~~~~ Sing me another sad country love song while we dance so close , Not one about cheating or one about leaving, Nor one where two hearts bend and break into a million pieces. ~~~~~ Play one we can slow dance too once again, The one we danced to that first time we met each other, And just as the song ended we both said I love you. ~~~~~ On that dance floor the music kept us so close, The magic unfolded and our life was planned, Oh please take me back to those happy days again. ~~~~~ Come my little music box dancer and dance with me in moonlight, Hold me close as we let our bodies sway to the music within our hearts, And down on one knee I will propose to you just as I did way back then. ~~~~~ Music box dancer is the name I gave to you, Because it seems the moment the music started, You and I knew we were meant to be together. ~~~~~ Sing me another sad country song while we dance so close, Not one about cheating or one abo
2 Auctions I Am In, ♥ Me!
Im In John's Juicy Auction, where any bids are acceptable, if bids get high enough I will up the offers more, even tho there is alot I am offering already! And I am also in Inkman876's BLING MANIA AUCTION, where the BIDS can ONLY be BLING PACKS!!! I absolutely ♥LoVe♥ BLING PACKS!!! Love on me! and ME LOVE U LONG TIME!!!
The Submissive Mistress.........
Kelley sat up and moved off the picnic table - she looked at John, trish's next door neighbor and smiled. She knew that John had the hots for trish - he told her before how much she turned him on. Kelley and John screwed around with each other while Jack and Trish were away. The "servants" used the house like it was their own. What John didn't know was that Jack was in on it, so he was a bit more nervous and did what Kelley said. Kelley was liking this domination. As she looked him over again she liked what she saw. He was average height and weight, essentially attractive and his cock was a nice size. It would easily fit in trish's pussy or ass, maybe trish would be able to deep throat him. John was stroking his hard cock as he moved around towards trish's face - he looked very eager for a blowjob. Kelley knew his wife didn't blow him that often and never swallowed. Kelley wasn't a bit one on swallowing either, but trish was. Trish would get a big mouthful today. "Let's get this hot
Need Some Help For A Real Good Friend
Please stop by and drop as many comments as you can...she's been a great help to me and my friends whenever needed...she returns the love..ty:)
My Mommy..(cring And Rough Time)
We Are The Same
Remember, remember we are the same No matter what they say We, too, will be able to do The same things as them some day Just keep believing, go and do your best Although times can be tough You may sometimes feel down But remember, you've suffered enough Gleaming out of windows, dreaming of past-times Sitting inside-alienation and despair Although the trauma sometimes seems to much But I know there are people who really care So remember, you deserve a chance just like them All us wretched souls-we all fall So hopefully you'll remember what i've said And you'll one day be confident and stand tall.
Another Brick In The Wall
It's funny the things that push you over the edge. The things (or people) that make you say "Ya know what, fuck it". Lately I've been saying that a lot. Not because I'm quick to give up. I'm just quick to recognize when something or someone isn't worth the effort. Is that giving up? Some may say "That's the very definition!". I beg to differ. It's knowing your limits and protecting yourself. That's what I'm doing...protecting MYSELF because no one else will. What's your definition? -REL
Did you know the iphone 3G is for 199 with a new 2 year contract or upgrade :) thats pretty freakin sweet if you ask me. I'm getting one soon! yup yup! At the end of the month i will possibly have it :) I'm tired of phones with buttons! I just want a touch screen, i broke my razr a few months back and have been living with a shitty go phone that i hate so much!!!!! I can see the iphone :( send me money so i can get it sooner? lol jk jk jk jk I hate to wait for it, cuz i want it now, i'll be so happy if i woke up and there was an iphone right next to me ^_^
We Could Use A Little Bombing Help
Lets get on this team come on.. We can get these done in no time.. Hurry ... 20k for a 3 month vip... 20k for a 30 month vip
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~ I Am Cherokee ~
~ I Am Cherokee ~ Half Breed Hey Half Breed They yelled you're a Injun We tried to kill off your seed Those hateful words I heard growing up in a white world Just a child with a few kin I didn't know where I came from Mom always said hush -it don't matter none Pay them no mind ,they're just being unkind I managed to grow up and learned That it did matter a lot, not just some I learned I am descended from the First Peoples and we are Earth Keepers Now I know why my heart is free and the heart drums I hear are a part of me History books never... taught me things I know instinctively It is the blood that flows in my veins That let me see what is hidden from view Others look but they have no clue Always knew I was different but didn't know that I should be proud Years have passed since childhood taunting It has been a long journey to find all of me But I found a thread and followed it back through history And now I tell you who I am I am Cherokee
Beauty And Razors
Cracked, unhealed, broken pieces spread across a floor, my statue. Disgraced goddess, the medication nicks my arms. Pretty lips and raining tears, I’m already forgiven and I’ve left. As the clouds cast hatred and the rose petals fade I draw my curtain. I sip on poison, my mind fades to an insomnious black. Let me turn off the light, so the feeling of comfort induces souls. Unreachable, erase blood and scars, splattered skin to make a perfect sculpture in the dark. Deidre Grotbo
Dnc Warehouse "concentration Camp" Uncovered By Reporters
DNC Warehouse "Concentration Camp" Uncovered By Reporters
Hey fubar wont let me add some photos so I did it on myspace... Check them out and come here and send a msg or comment or something. I still wana hear ratings ppl lol
These People Are Full Of Love!! :)
~Yeahmon~Shadow Leveler & BooBoo's left hand man{Keeper of Angels}Proud owner of Blueeyes@ fubar As many of you know, I have just recently leveled to Godfather. I was bombarded by so many people it was mind blowing. I want to thank all of those who came to help. Without you all Fubar wouldn't be a fun place! Kat1114" Owner of Farscapecat & Co Owner of AMANDA. {Yeahmons Angels}@ fubar ~ Shadow Leveler Team Leader~ Passionman71~R/L Hubby To Farscapecat~ &~Proudly owned by~ Scarlett~@ fubar ~Shadow Leveler~Proudly Owned by Kat and Sarcastk1;fu-owner of BooBoo & Gary (again!)@ fubar ღAMANDAღ{Shadow Leveler} Proudly FuOwned By ROD67 & Kat1114@ fubar Mikey@ fubar ♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Farscapecat &Sarcastk1@ fubar GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~OWNER OF CANADIAN, STARRY~DEVILISH DESIRE~ & BOOBOO~@ fubar ~Steeler
Making Love In The Kitchen
She was standing in the kitchen preparing to boil eggs for breakfast, wearing only the 'T' shirt that she normally slept in. As I walked in almost awake, She turned and said softly, 'You've got to make love to me this very moment.' My eyes lit up and I thought, 'I am either still dreaming or This is going to be my lucky day.' Not wanting to lose the moment, I embraced her and then gave it my all; right there on the kitchen table. Afterwards she said, 'Thanks,' and returned to the stove, her 'T' shirt still around her neck. A little puzzled, I asked, 'What was that all about?' She explained, 'The egg timer's broken.'
Nonpoint - Alive And Kicking
I'm gettin' I'm gettin' I'm gettin' I'm gettin' I'm gettin' over it pushing past all the bullshit and getting right to the root of what the problem really is The reasons for the misunderstandings the emergency landings on a plane headed for home It's where the heart was living till it was without feeling and started revealing itself to everyone else by just packing up, moving out saying it could do without a barely able, unstable, running off at the mouth So I'm tearing this and everything else between me and what I wanna do, to pieces I'm tearing you and everything else between me and you to memory I'm stronger now, even after everything that you did Still alive and kicking I'm better now, I'm awake Now I can see, everything in front of me (now) I'm stronger now, even after everything that you did Still alive and kicking I'm better now, I'm awake Now I can see, everything in front of me (now) Now if you would've waited one second you wouldn't feel s
Its Time To Dance Y'all!!!!!!!!!!!!
Id rather be the Godfather of Soul than the King of Rock and Roll Get on up biches!!!!!!!!!!
Comfortably Numb~
Blood traveling down my arms,Drippings on the floor.I look around and see you there just standing in the door.I look away all shy and frail wishing you didn't see,What lies beneath these fading blue eyes and all the hurt I grieve...Blood flowing quicker now than it did before,Almost reaching where you stood at that very door.You left me here to die alone and this I have no regrets...For as you walked away from me I cut deeper yet~
In Time
I guess in the last blog it sounded like i had given up completely on the relationship love thing.Thats hardly the case even though it might have came off that way.I was just making observations on what i had noticed over time that some people may not notice because it has became the norm.Yes, people lie on both side male and female alike and use each other but not all are like that.Theres some decent folks remaining out there just finding them is difficult to say the least. In time maybe things will straighten out and people will do right by one another but who knows when that will be lol.....After a while the lies have gotta end somewhere right? Anyways enough on that one for now.I have come to understand in my own way that life is a series of misfortunes and triumphs with lessons to learn from each.There are those parts of that bring great joy that get you through the tough times.While other part bring pain that leave scars long after that sometimes never fully heal. Th
Four Black Horses
Four black horses without riders Galloped the Alberta plain; Four black horses, sent from Depot To bring the boys home again. Four black horses with empty saddles Race the cold prairie sun; Four black horses arrive at the farmyard As the last bullet leaves the gun. Four black horses stand with heads bowed Wait til the echoes subside; Four black horses turn as they're mounted, Now their heads held high with pride. Four mounted policemen take hold of the reins Spur their mounts holding lances high; Four black horses, red serge in the saddles, Disappear in the Alberta sky. by Jim McGregor
Saturday night was an awesome FISHNET & HEELS PARTY with all those SEXY LADIES LOOKING so HOT in their Fishnet & Heels. It was a VERY EROTIC ATMOSPHERE and it was a great party that you miss. The Ladies was so SEXY dancing on the stage and in the dance areas that the EROTICISM was filling the HOUSE. There will be a Meet and greet Here in Tulsa. Just for couples and single Females, Check out the web page at: Http//
The beautiful Lily has persuaded Boy 13 to expand on the explanation we got, for the song Superman, and why to the trained eye, it is offensive. To the untrained eye (DJ Elephantcock and Boy 13), it was at one point a really bad dance song. This is how it was explained to us, and why the song was one person, because they're a little too serious. There are some steps to this, and some may be explicit, so please don't let your small children read this, or read it to them to get them to sleep. 1) You must find yourself a drunk honey 2) You must entice her to have sex with you, hence the drunkness 3) While having sex, you must get her in the doggy style position 4) When you get to the point of no holding back, you remove your penis, and you "Crank Dat" 5) You leave your underpant army on the drunk girls back 6) You then take the sheet, and slap it against your drying underpant army, it drying, becomes an adhesive 7) The sheet, being lighter
Girlie Confessions
1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? That depends, was I going for his lips and he kissed my forehead? That would suck...but otherwise yes it's precious. 2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress? I'm a motherfuckin princess what do you think? 3. What would you do if you received a long love letter? treasure it forever 4. Group dates or single dates? single 5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends? Yes, fake fucking fucks 6. Are diamonds a girl's best friend? Well no, but they sure are purty... 7. Is your hair up or down today? Up in a bouffant french twist...I look like a schmexy 60's pinup today... 8. Do you straighten your hair? yes sometimes 9. Favorite mascara? idk whatever's waterproof and doesn't smudge -long lashes have disadvantages too 10. Do you get your nails done? Yes I do! My toes too :) 11. Small or large purses? Yes 12. In your purse, what are your must haves? phone, money (not that I have any),
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I Would Have Never Thought I Would Make It....
Thank you so much to everyone that helped level me. When the Rating Revolution crew choose me as their weekend project to level to Godmother I never dreamed I would actually make it. They worked their collective a$$es off to make sure it did though!! This is one of the most dedicated groups I have ever had the pleasure of being a part of. They rocked my Fu! Please drop by their homepage and show them some love. Rating Revolution Members of the Demon Crew Family also gave a helping hand. Stop by their homepage and show them some love also. Demon Crew {Best Bombers on Fu} Lastly the Shadow Levelers also stepped up and helped push me over the edge. Please drop by and also show them some love. SHADOW LEVELERS..This Profile is for Levelers only.. I am quite sure others helped as well but my bar tab was so full I could not even begin to guess who did what. I will show love to all those that helped over the next few days. If I miss you just drop me a comment o

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