Fubar Blog Posts 3

You.are.amazing
You.Are.Amazing. As. you. are.Stronger than you know.More beautiful than you think.Worthier than you believe.More loved than you can ever imagine.Passionate about making a difference.Fiery when protecting those you love.Learning. Growing. Not alone.Warm. Giving. Generous.Quirky. Sexy. Funny. Smart.Flawed. Whole. Scared. Brave.And so, so, so.much.more. Be Strong. Be Confident. Be You

Hitler And Guns
Yes, Hitler Really Did Take the Guns Before Throwing Jews into Concentration Camps (or Gas Chambers) J. D. HeyesNatural NewsMarch 26, 2013 They say those who learn nothing from history are doomed to repeat it, but then again, sometimes repeating history is exactly the point, as longtime anti-gun Sen. Dianne Feinstein’s new “assault weapons ban” planned legislation for early next year proves. Parade of SA troops pass Hitler, September 1935, via Wikimed

Equal
I posted this as a note on facebook, and seeing as how I've seen a few "against equal" pictures here, I thought I should post it. Of course it applies to both sides, I know there are some not so great people on both sides of the equal rights debate..however, this is coming from MY point of view. I have the same picture as my profile picture on facebook as I do here. I didn't want to really even post the picture that I have up now. Not that I'm against equal rights, it's just that it's such a hot debate topic that I'd prefer not to get in the middle of it. However, as you can see, I changed my picture. It has taught me a few things. 1. Simply changing a picture makes me a different person than I was this time yesterday. I guess when it's a picture of me and my boyfriend, I'm good enough to be friends with. What changed about me though? My views? I guess in order to be friends, a person must agree with absolutely EVERYTHING the other person says or does. If that

Update
David's stomach does have some sort of irritation in it but the dr thinks maybe it is from some of his meds...his regular dr changed the only one that hasn't been changed so maybe that will help....(i hope).....the lump in his breast is only pea size but they are reccomending to his regular dr to keep a watch on it....and he has this thing where his chest muscles on one side haven't fully developed....the dr gave it a long weird name lol.....i cannot pronounce it or spell it so sorry folks ......thanks for all of your prayers ....love you all.... vampy38 (glenda)

Bush And Obama Indicted
The Unintended Consequences of the Boston Massacre: THE SPECIFIC INDICTMENT of Bush Jr/Obama/CIA/US Military “Torture of 9/11 Prisoners”at GITMO—FINALLY CONFIRMED as a “WAR CRIME”-- Equivalent to Prosecuted Nazi War Crimes and the Torture/ Internship Of Japanese Americans During WWII. Nothing beats a sensational front page news story like a Boston Marathon Massacre! Most readers would miss the incidental but far more serious implication for the moral compass of America than the NY Times story by Scott Shane, entitled, “U.S. Practiced Torture After 9/11, Non Partisan Review Concludes”. (posted earlier) In this article, both Asa Hutchinson[Republican/Bush Jr Administration] and James R. Jones [Democrat, Congress] indict the interrogation and tortures committed by Presidents Clinton [Rendition], Bush Jr [full menu of tortures], Obama [Bush Jr in Black Face]. In essence, this bipartisan report, along with 6,000 pages of still classi

Expressions In Love
I have never did a bog before, or ever thought that I would have. After reading my first blog here on fu, it has insprired me to write a little just to express my own feelings... I am not a writer, so please forgive my grammer mistakes lol... Where do I start? I have been talking to someone for a good while now, and I never expected to open myself up as much as I have or to have created so many feelings for this person. But I guess it happens in time, especially when you connect to that person as well as we have. Recently found ourselves heading down the right path, even if it seemed like it wasn't the right thing to do in the first place. Then everything seemed to go on the hault, not by our doing. Since then, a lot of discussion was spoken and it still blows my mind on everything that was said over the course of just one day. Some things make sense while others just don't. It seems that certain reasons for us to be together are stronger than the other ones. I ask myself everyd

Flutter By Butterfly
This past Sunday was Fathers Day here. Amanda went to a B day Party. So Mark & I took Alison to a place put by the airport called Butterfly Creek. Located on Tom Pearce Drive just one minute from Auckland International Airport, Butterfly Creek is Auckland`s hottest new attraction hosting Australasia`s premier Tropical Butterfly House with over 700 free flying exotic butterflies, tropical fish, birds and lizards. Butterfly Creek offers a great family day out in Auckland. With things to do for both children and parents, everyone will have a relaxing fun day. But before we went to Butterfly Creek we took a ride so Alison would sleep a little before we got there. Web took a ride around the bays on the way to the airport. The we went to the Airport watched the huge planes come in. We found a good spot no one knows it but you are right next to the runways. Alison was still sleeping so we sat drinking our diet cokes. The planes had a great day to land. They came in really s

Start Up
I started this to get oppinions and options in the world of everyday life, the roller coaster ride of life, any topic can be discussed I dont beleive in sencorship . After going through what what went through with hurrican Katrina im sure you can guess how upset with the government i am all local ,state, and fed .. I dont care if its democrat,republican,independant the whole system is fked up and should be all disband .. it does say in the constitution that if the american people are dissatified with the government they can tare it down and start a new one .. dont quote me word for word lol but it is in there anyways im done with the rambling, i hope we all can discusse some great topics and have tons of fun .. peace n love

Blah
ok so how come nobody on my list as even remotely said congrats.... i mena my son is about 3 weeks old now and i posted that he was born the monday after he was.... and so far nothin... not on congrats.. a few pic comments on him but thats about it.... maybe a total of 10 ratings on his pics....... but oh well..... i had the same problem of a list of people on myspace.... that never really said crap to me...... now them people are missin form that list..... id hate to weed this lsit down as well.... myspace went form 3000 to about 60... this ones under 50.... and one would think that when people post about 10 bullitons a day they might take the time to say hey to ya... but i guess not

The Last Walk
The Last Walk Hand in hand we walk alone Along the beach at night Waves gently breaking on the shore Stars twinkling in the sky There reflection glittering in the sea Hand in hand we slowly go Knowing this will be our last A gentle kiss we share Under the moon tonight The last we will ever share Words unspoken, hearts broken Loves young dreams Lies around us shattered Tomorrow you'll be gone A thousand miles away A new life A new start But your memories will remain Let me hold you One more time Let me dry your tears Let us make this moment special Make it a moment to remember Crazydave 2006 Dedicated to Lori, we never did get to say goodbye

Unrequited Crush
Today is it! I want to tell you I want you here with me, if only for one night. I live day to day thinking of you. I picture in my mind everything about you, as if you were really here beside me. When I fall asleep I dream that you're next to me and I can feel your skin underneath my hand. I dream of you running your hands through my hair, down my back, and over every part of my body. I want to share my bed with you. My world is spinning; I can feel defeat, why can't I sleep? Why does my throat close whenever you speak? My heart breaks just to be around you. I take in the way you move, the way you talk, and the way you smell whenever you are around. My eyes directed down when your gaze falls upon me, that bashful smile - I want you so badly! This tension, it kills me. My unspoken attraction is enough to fill up volumes. How can I get close to you? I'm too shy to talk to you; so at this moment it feels safer to watch you from afar with no rejections. You have taken up residence in my mi

Aligator
So one day, Gramma sent her grandson Johnny down to the water hole to get some water for cooking dinner. As he was dipping the bucket in, he saw two big eyes looking back at him. He dropped the bucket and hightailed it for Gramma's kitchen. "Well now, where's my bucket and where's my water?" Gramma asked him. "I can't get any water from that water hole, Gramma" exclaimed Johnny. "There's a BIG ol' alligator down there!" "Now don't you mind that ol' alligator, Johnny. He's been there for a few years now, and he's never hurt no one. Why, he's probably as scared of you as you are of him!" "Well, Gramma," replied Johnny, "if he's as scared of me as I am of him, then that water ain't fit to drink!"

Ok....i'm Over It Right Now!
WHY IS EVERYONE BITCHING AND MOANING ABOUT ALL THE LEWD COMMENTS BEING MADE TO ALL THESE WOMEN ON HERE? IS THERE SOME REASON WHY THESE WOMEN THINK THAT THERE'S A "SAFE" INTERNET SITE? A SITE WHERE THEY WON'T BE BOTHERED, HARRASSED OR EVEN STALKED BY SOME PERVERTED MAN THAT WASN'T BREASTFED ENOUGH AS A BABY? SOMETHING TELLS ME THAT THERE ARE TOO MANY WOMEN LIVING "OVER THE RAINBOW". IF YOU POST HALF NAKED (OR IN SOME CASES TOTALLY NAKED) PICS ON THE INTERNET, YOU SHOULD EXPECT A NASTY RESPONSE FROM SOME OF THE MEN. ACTUALLY, YOU SHOULD EXPECT A NASTY RESPONSE FROM SOME OF THE WOMEN TOO. AS A WOMAN WHO REFUSES TO POST ANYTHING ALONG THE LINES OF NUDITY, I CAN TELL YOU, IT CUTS DOWN ON THE MEAN AND DISGUSTING COMMENTS YOU GET FROM PEOPLE WHEN YOU KEEP IT CLEAN. MAYBE THERE'S SOME UNSPOKEN RULE SOMEWHERE THAT I DON'T KNOW ABOUT WHICH STATES THAT A WOMAN CAN TEASE THE LIVING HELL OUT OF A MAN AND EXPECT TO BE TREATED WITH RESPECT? IF SO, I WISH SOMEONE WOULD INFORM THE MEN ABOUT THIS RULE S

Forever Gone
Forever Gone It took him to leave here to make her realize just how much she really feels inside. Now she's trying her best to hang on, praying every night he's not forever gone. She spends everyday thinking of life without him. Now she prays his feelings for her don't dim. Each night she dials the phone, hoping he'll pickup this call. So now she believes they could have it all. All of this to make her open her eyes, It's her own doing that she has no more time to buy. It took him to leave here to make her realize just how much she really feels inside. Now she's trying her best to hang on, praying every night he's not forever gone.

Nice Girls...i Didnt Write It But I Can Relate To It...read It And Lemme Know What You Think
This is my tribute to the nice girls. To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions beause it must be that they are doing something wrong. This is for the girls who don't give it up on the first date, who don't want to play mind games, who provides a comforting hug and a supportive audience for a story they've heard a thousand times. For the girls who sit next to their best friend as they cry their eyes out, and listen, give advice, and hug them while deep down they're the ones who need someone to talk to. This is for the girls who understand that they aren't perfect and that the guys they're interested in aren't ethier, for the girls who flirt and laugh and worry and obsess over the slightest glance, whisper, touch, because somehow they are able to keep alive and hope that maybe...maybe this time he'll understand. This is a homage to the girls who laugh loud and often, w

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Missing
It hurts when people go missing from your life and you cant do a damned thing to get them back. Honestly I wish there was some magic pill or encantation to change her mind, make her see whats right in front of her. But of course, she is being brainwashed...Goddess I feel so helpless :(

Time
********************* CJ Bond 2006 © ********************* My time is running out, let me out. I am losing my breath, I can’t stand this death. Look around, blood is sprout. Covered in red, I lie in bed. I feel cold, so cold I couldn’t move. I feel hands among my body, as they fix my dreadful hair. Come to find out, I’m placed into a coffin bed.

2006-09-15 17:57:20 Send This To All Ur Friends, And Me If I Am 1. If U Get 7 Back U R Loved 1-3 u r a bad friend 4-6 u r a ok friend 7-9 u r a good friend 10-& ^ u r a great friend Dear Friend, When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . ! I dont promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask u to stop...... but I can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone..... call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call...... and there is no answer..... come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. ____0000000000______0000000000_____ __000________000__000________000___ _000___________0000___________000__ 000_____________00_____________000_ 000____________________________000_ 000___________THANKS__________000_ _000____________FOR___________000__ __000__________BEING_________000___ ___000__________MY_________000____ __

Yay!!!!
Well my dad was able to get off of work to come and see me the 19 of next month. But still keep your fingers crossed becuz he has jury duty the day before he comes to see me. The last two times they didnt need him. So please pray that they dont need him or that the trial doesnt go into the next day. Thanks for everyone's support.

Friends Until The End
We used to talk We used to laugh We were best of freinds I thought that's how it would always be You taught me so much Told me exactly what to say I wish it were still the same But someday I know it will Maybe not today But we'll meet up again It won't be long until I see your face In heaven that marvelous day

More Punk And Ska
Punk: Gob, Anti-Flag, Against All Authority, Long Beach Dub AllStars, The Starting Line, Flogging Molly, Halifax, cramps, Me First And The Gimme Gimmes, Bleed the Dream, The Exploited,(your not punk if you don't know this band) Pixies, Boys Night Out, The F-ups, Straylight Run, No Use For A Name, 88 Fingers Louie, Taking Back Sunday, Chaos UK, Manic Hispanic, Left Over Crack, The Vandals, Vice Squad, (True Punk Gods Bad Religion, Pennywise, Lagwagon), UK Subs, The Adicts, Amber Pacific, Audio Karate, The Beatsteaks, Blitz, Box Car Racer, Buzzcocks, Choking Victim, Circle Jerks, Dead Kennedy's, Don't Look Down, Dynamite Boy, MXPX, Emery, The Explosion, The Fullblast, A Global Threat, Jamison Parker, Millencolin, Minor Threat, The Minutemen, Hazen Street, The Offspring, plain white t's, Reggie & The Full Effect, Reset, Rise Against, Saves The Day, Something Corporate, Strung Out, Transplants, Rancid, Tsunami Bomb, The Unseen, Thrice, Letter Kills, Vendetta Red, Wizo, Filmmaker, NOFX, Tol

Respect!!!!!!!!
I am starting to find that there are a lot of people out there that I really would drather not meet. I have ran into several types while here on LC. The upfront ones are the easy ones to take care of and get rid of. But there are those that have a back door plan that are a little more difficult to smell out. What is it guys? Why is No not a word that you want to hear? Why are you unable to comprehend a simple word such as NO? Why is it that your wish is so much more important than others. And If you do hear the word the two year old child comes out. All that makes me what to do is put you in your room and ignore you. Throw your tantrum and when you can be human again then you can return to the real world. Just please leave me out of the next tantrum. I am getting tired of having to defend my judgement of not wanting to show risque pictures of me. I am tired of constantly getting hounded for them. If I had wanted to put them there....they would have been there long

Moonlit Voyage
Moonlit Voyage by Bigg-G As I look into your striking eyes, The night is slowly drawing us in. The moon commences to rise, Our passion and desire begin. The romantic mood fills the air, I am subdued by you just coming near. Stimulated emotion, I can hardly bare, While I hold you firmly, but sincere. My fingers caress your enchanting hair, and my sweet lips nibble on your lobe. You look upon my face with such a loving stare; I whisper I love you as I slowly take off your robe. You answer with a voice so soft and a sexy sigh, Now I put my mouth on your charming neck. As I venture down, your nipples come alive, I stroke my fingertips across each lively tip. Slowly lowering my kiss with a gentle tenderness, My voyage continues as I cross your succulent navel. I ultimately reach my destination and its untainted bliss; You have a pleasing expression tilting back your head. I lap up your love while the river starts to gush, Passions wave condemning me to a

Fucked Up Shit
Well where shall I begin. My family must be really fucked up. I just found out tonight that my dad has had alzheimer's for like 5 yrs now at least. well now let me fast forward some. I went into the Marine Corps in Oct 1999. The following June 2000, my mom threw my dad out for reasons Ill get into if I am asked. Well now let me fast forward to present day. My mom and dad have been seperated for 6+ yrs now. And my dad is finally serving my mom divorce papers so he can marry some chick that looks like the Penguin playd as danny devito in that one batman movie. Well After reviwing the papers my mom noticed something really fucked up. There was something on the papers that asked something like Was there any children that resulted from this marriage? AND MY FATHER SAID NO. its like WTF then How was my older sister an borther myself an younger sister all concived? Well here is what we are thinking. The woman my dad plans on marrying, we think like a a year after they are married she will a

Complete Jerkoff
Ok I know how some people will go to others pages and ask for whoever they visit to vote for them in a contest through there shout box, but its a complete other thing when you go to there page and ask for whoever to vote for you an give an 10 an everyone else a 1. ken: http://www.lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=235209&albumid=54319&i=2529918674 rate me 10 and the others 1's! here was the messege i recieved in my shout box from this jerkoff ken@ LostCherry I mean if you are gonna sound so demanding then please dont say give all others a 1. people like this piss me off. Its like if i were to go to someones page that i dont know and rate and comment all there pics then leave them a messege saying now that i rated and commented you no go to my page and rate and comment all of mine. YEA like that would fly over so well. Some people need to learn DONT SPAM ON PEOPLES PAGE YOU DONT KNOW!!!!! NOW HERE IS HOW THIS ASS RESPONDED ken: OHH, I SEE! IN REAL LIFE PUSSY SCARES YOU! I

Another Good Weekend..!!
Well Dan come down this weekend..We went to the demolition derby saturday ..The weather was shitty out ..Of course it rained ..We got wet .It was friggin cold out ..When we got ready to leave the derby wasnt even over with yet ..When I talked to my son later the next day , he said they didnt get home till 2 am ..WOW ..but my brother won a trophy for his heat..He was the last car running..Which is cool..Another trophy to put on the self with the others.. We seen one lady get pulled from her car..On her first hit , she took it hard..then she got hit and wasnt expecting it ..She grabbed her head and they stopped everything to check her out ..they ended up takin her outta there in an ambulance.. From what my son said "that they told everyone that she was doin ok "Plus she won a trophy for best show..Bc like I said ..that first hit she took ..she deserved it .. My kids are doin great ..My middle son has a g/f now..and damn is she pretty ..I will post up a couple pics of them .. I so can

Neuropathy
Neuropathy is a disease that affects the nervous system in the peripheries. There are four main types of nerve damage: polyneuropathy (more than one site), mononeuropathy (just one site), autonomic neuropathy (your autonomic nervous system), and mononeuritis multiplex. The most common type is peripheral polyneuropathy of which the most common cause by far is diabetes. In diabetic neuropathy, the high sugar levels in the blood damage the nerves over time & causes symptoms of pins & needles, numbness and even severe pain mainly in the feet and legs. It's important to understand that having some neuropathy does not necessary mean that it will lead to a serious problem. However, the exact cause should be investigated and treated where possible as the cause of neuropathy is usually more serious than the neuropathy itself. The treatments for neuropathy depends on the type of neuropathy, but it usually includes strong opoid pain medications and medications that affect the nervous system such

October 9, 2006
WHEW HOO!!! GOT PAST THAT WEDDING AND GOT THE MOVING DONE!! NOW MAYBE I CAN RELAX SOME AND GET THINGS ALL ORGANIZED AROUND MY PLACE. GOSH I HATE MOVING!! NEXT TIME THOUGH I WONT MIND SO MUCH!! I WILL BE LOOKING FORWARD TO IT ACTUALLY...BE DOING THAT HERE IN ABOUT 7 MONTHS!! IT WILL BE A BIT FURTHER THEN WHAT I MOVED THIS TIME BUT I'LL GET THE HECK OUT OF THIS STATE! PENNYS WEDDING WAS NICE. SAW RICK IN A TUX (BOUT GAVE ME A HEART ATTACK!) RICK DANCED WITH ALL HIS GIRLS. I DANCED WITH THE GRAND BABIES. WATCHED EVERYONE GET WASTED...LOL THAT WAS FUN!! I FIGURED IT BEST TO TAKE IT SLOW....AFTER LAST WEEKEND WHEN I GOT TORE DOWN I WASN'T UP TO FEELING LIKE CRAP ALL THE NEXT DAY...I HAD THINGS TO DO!! I'LL BE ABLE TO RELAX SOME THIS WEEK...GONNA START GOING THRU SOME CRAP TO GET RID OF SOME THINGS...MAKE SOME ROOM AROUND THAT PLACE. HANK AND BROTHER WILL BE UP FROM MT WASHINGTON, KY THIS COMING WEEKEND FOR DUSTIN'S POKER RUN. SPEAKING OF DUSTIN...I AM SOOOO PROUD OF MY GUY....

Level's Of Dominance
Levels of Dominance Author Unknown In the D/s lifestyle you will find there are as many definitions for "Dominant" and "Master" as there are people to talk with. When a Dominant says "I want to be your Master", the words may have a different meaning to the one hearing them than to the one who uttered them. At one end there is the person who only means I want to tie you up, whip you, have scenes and sex with you, when they say they want to be your Master. At the other end of the spectrum there are people who mean they want to become your full-time Master, your protector, your teacher. They only feel fulfilled when they can own your heart and soul. Between the two definitions you will find many gray shaded areas completing the meaning of Dominant / Master. Again you need to examine yourself and give the words true meaning. Once you are sure what the Dominant expects and offers to you, you will be ready to give the gift. When you speak of becoming a Master to someone commun

Ignorant In Laws Part 4
I dont understand what would make a woman use and abuse her children the way the she does? How could you and why would you treat them with anything less than LOVE? Why would you tell your daughter on her 16th birthday that wish that she had never been born? Why would you try to take your daughters child from her? Why would you tell your granddaughter lies about her father and you yourself dont know shit about the man? Why would you tell people from your daughters church that she is dumb and stupid and that her husband is a low down dirty lazy assed NIGGER and also tell that to your grandadughter about her father? Then you turn around and tell him that you never said anything like that and the very same people that you said that shit to are staring you in the face telling you that you are lying and all that you can say is if you want to listen to what other people have to say then fuck you? WTF kind of shit is that?

Fallen
How can I express These thoughts of unrest I choke and I drown Cast ever and always down Into this pit where I fall No one to hear me call Broken here I lie To myself, don't know why I can't shake this shame No one else to blame Saved for no another Just the keeper of my brother Put me upon the alter A repent for the falter With the dawn comes the sun Kiss the flames, and I'm done.

Help
please help my friend seanna she is on my family list and she is new to the system so please help her out and she will return the favor and so will i. thanks for your attention in this matter it is greatly appreciated!!!

With The Approach Of October 15th....
I am making posters to hang up in a few local churches to see if anyone would like to participate with me, Mike and the kids in the candle ceremony. I find myself getting more emotional and crying knowing that by participating in this myself I am admitting our baby really, truly is GONE. It is so final feeling and it really hurts inside. I really, really loved this baby even when it was sooo little. Thanks to all of you that will be putting up a candle for your pro pic at 7pm your time...it means a great deal to me. I have a candle pic if you would like to rip it from my pics. Thanks again! Angie

Rate Me
too all the people on my friends list and anyone else rating this, please take some time too drop bye and rate pics regularly and leave comments maybe even become a fan if you do drop me a message and ill be happy too return the favor. As of tommorow im going too start removing people who havent even looked at my page or left any messages or rating or anything. So, if you dont wanna be removed let me know otherwise thanks and catch ya later Will

Lmfao
Job Application This is an actual job application that a 17 year old boy submitted to McDonald's in Florida... and they hired him because he was so honest and funny! NAME: Greg Bulmash. SEX: Not yet. Still waiting for the right person. DESIRED POSITION: Company's President or Vice President. But seriously, whatever's available. If I was in a position to be picky, I wouldn't be applying here in the first place. DESIRED SALARY: $185,000 a year plus stock options and a Michael Ovitz style severance package. If that's not possible, make an offer and we can haggle. EDUCATION: Yes. LAST POSITION HELD: Target for middle management hostility. SALARY: Less than I'm worth. MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible collection of stolen pens and post-it notes. REASON FOR LEAVING: It sucked. HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK: Any. PREFERRED HOURS: 1:30-3:30 p.m., Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday. DO YOU HAVE ANY SPECIAL SKILLS?: Yes, but they're better suited to a more intim

Inspiration....
This was an issue with me and my girlfriend...she doesn't think its right that I continue on with my bf which is my baby's father...I've been with him longer than her, but now she is showin her jealous side and I can not handle it...I think after sleepin on it...We r finished...I don't believe in monogamy..it shoud have been made a four letter word...So im goin to her house before work and break it off..I think one can love another deeply and yet still lust towards others...after all its said and done I think I'll be happier...LOL...now I can lust after new people..ANY TAKERS? lol

Labor Day
Labor Day It is the end for some. The marking of a season. The energy in the air is palpable. The children are screaming The dogs are barking. My veins are still blue. In my house the silence is so deafening you can hear God. There are no pins dropping here. No laughing voices. Just silence, solitude, and a bastard inertia. The activities carry on as I prepare supper Spreading margerine on the margins Fresh salt to make stock Am I a listless ideal? A relic from the past? The aroma of lives unlived permeate my brain The oils are like snakes, how they hiss! The porcelain timer has no answers. With each caustic tick she carries me closer to the End Of Things. I can lie my hands on the cold linoleum and feel the jetpulse of the World. The mercurochrome is still burgundy. I am really carving a new life like some complex and terrible jigsaw such tedious inconsistancies j

This Is For The Children,
This is for the Children, I wana tell you alil about me and what has happened to me with my parents, i was in a foster home until I was 9 because my mom was working in a bar as a bar maid soo I never realy got to know her until I was 9 come to find out things were not soo nice at home from 9 til I was almost 19 my life was rough there my step dad was a drunk and my mom and him was always fighting at times i got the worse of it because he would come home and fight with her and then they would wake me up anytime threw the night and beat on me with leather sandles and pool aticks and baseball bats. I hated life there soo bad most of the time threw Elementry school I could not go to school because I had bruises and marks on me alot of times I could never move either alot of times I could never sleep or was afraid too because of how they treated me or if they was going to fight again and come home and take it out on me again. These day life is very hard a child even from socie

Lostcherry
when i first got here you were all great now i'm just invisable so witch are you the people that were nice to me or the ones who are ignoring me//////well here's the new fuckin deal you want somethin from me ask me i will not be reading or repostin shit have a nice fuckin day

What Pot Can Do To You
ok here i go ......I am sitting at my house last night after work and my roommate and some of her people come in we start to drink and good old Julie come out with the weed...Here we sit fuck up as hell when one guy usmc2nd comes up with the best fucking thing i seen.i went and got a water tank from the office.We made 5 gals. of cool aid and put it back on the tank.....yes now i have a tank that has cool aid in it???? i get home from working at the bar to see a shit load of people in my house drinking this shit ok i like cool aid but not that much......so what the fuck are we thinking to make 5 gals. of cool aid .....drugs are bad they fuck with your head and drinking jack dont help the ones who dont smoke weed because we are the ones who get the shit....lol what the fuck are you thinking big love to you , bratt

Laughing Me Socks Off
Just found a track by Ozzy Osbourne and Frank Zappa doing a cover of the Bee Gees Stayin Alive, its hilarious hahahahah that has cheered me up here u go monster specially for you i managed to work it out Ozzy Osbourne & Frank Zappa cover of Staying Alive by the Bee Gees

Tacos, Shower, Bed
Yummy tacos for dinner. It is abt 7pm. Almost time for bed. Need to go shower and then its bedtime for me. Try to go to bed by 8pm or 8:30 on Sunday. Get to get up at 4am. Meet Misty and drive to Ashland to KDMC. Do a 10 hr clincal, and then drive back. So not sure what time i will get betting home. 6:30? 7? Guess it depends on Ashland traffic. So take care everyone... TTYL...

Wicca Vs Christianity
"As It Harm None, Do As Ye Will" as a Christian, i live by this! as a Juggalo, i live by this! i do not judge "lest i be judged more harshly"! i love my neighbors as i luv myself! i have studied spirituality in many many forms all my life! i have studied Christian & Jewish scriptures like no one i have ever met! my biggest battles have been with wellmeaning yet underinformed clergy! i have no hatred for anyone who chooses paths different from me but just by caring about others, i wish they would study not only what they believe but also what they dont believe so they might have a greater understanding of what their beliefs really are! i have studied Wiccan beliefs as well as Necromancy & personally found my comfort zone in scripture & Christianity. I do not discount the fact that i can learn something from each and every person on this earth! i welcome the challenge to my beliefs because i find myself walking away believing even more deeply if i truly listen to the challen

Thoughts
Yanno It funny how if u dun meet up too wot some feel u should they push u too side it kinda like yer not good enough for but if u ask me pplz like dat are the ones not good enough for the ones they push away or the ones they make fun of so when u start too make fun of someone for how they look or cause they dun think like u stop and think about how u would feel if it was u in their shoes and would u like it or how would u feel if it was u tale time too show someone some kindness and a smile and show not all in dis world are like that =P

The Letter From Violent J
words from Violent J himself Message From Violent J written by Violent J, this shit is soo true we need to love this family more. -JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen ju

Ok, I Think They're Funny!
Baptism: Guilt at the First Splash Borrow Money Only From Pessimists they don`t expect it back God Is Not A Name .it`s A Job Description Help End Poverty. Eat The Poor. He Who Laughs Last Thinks Slowest If At First You Don`t Succeed, Skydiving Isn`t for you. If You Try To Fail & Succeed, Which Have You? Other Than That, Mrs Lincoln, how was the show ? Save the Whales... Collect a whole set. The Problem With The Gene Pool is there is no lifeguard, Why Do Psychics Have to Ask You For Your Name? 6x6x6 Lumber of the Beast 667: The Neighbor of the Beast A Day Without Sunshine is, Like, Night Always Remember You`re Unique Just Like Everyone else Change is Inevitable. Struggle is an Option. Don`t Steal The Government Hates Competition Dyslexic Devil Worshippers Sell Their Souls To Santa I majored in liberal arts. Would you like fries with that? I`ve Run Out Of Sick Days,So I`m Calling in Dead

Dont Be Doin This
have you ever had someone tell you things and then act like they swear it to you ? well recently i have found this out and i dont like it. i mean yea ok tell a person something...make them believe it and then they got to go find out for them selfs that someone else is being told the very same thing? well DOO NOT BE DOIN THIS TO ME !!! find someone else to screw over there feelings with so yeah to that someone my profile song is to you.. hope you enjoy!!!

Hmmmmmmmm
Only Odd Has it ever struck you that nobody pays attention to the "normal" anymore? Today, as I was going about my business, it occured to me that people rarely, if ever, stop to observe the "obvious." Why is it that if we come upon someone new in the coffee shop, they instantly command our attention, while we don't take the time to reevaluate the regulars? Most of the time after you've know somebody for long enough we stop observing them like we do the people we haven't known for long. Now I know that i'm not saying anything new here, far from it, but let me get to my point. I was browsing through Myspace today and looking at someone's page that i thought i knew relatively well, when i took a look at his friends list. I was surprised to find that i knew only a handful of his contacts. I have known this person for years and we have been like family for some time, yet i knew only a few of the people he had on his friends list. This made me stop momentarily to ask myself where

Alittle About Me.........
Merry meet, I'm 30yrs. old, a proud father of a 10 mth. old girl named Natasha Jean Siler-Huber. I live in Haverhill Mass. I've worked at the same place for 7yrs. We make rubber gaskets for undergroung piping. I love the outdoors! I'am an eletic wiccan, I have been practicing most of my life.Mother nature has been my savior. I love the fact that it is a celebration of the natural world. I have my own msn site Across The Ages, (http://groups.msn.com/Acrosstheages)Please feel free to check it out!

Ready To Come Home!!
Okay well this is the second to last blog for the Japan trip! The last one will be right before I leave to go back to the good ol' USA! Training is almost done, actually it pretty much is, we are now rehearsing and preparing for the event we will be doing in Texas later this month! The cool thing is I found out Brooks and Dunn will be playing the Texas event, How cool is that? I have officially filled my photo limit again! So I can't post anymore photo's for a while, But I will post the rest of my Japan photos ASAP, I also have to make room for the Texas photos!! Anyway, as my title states "I AM READY TO COME HOME!!!" What really sucks is that I missed my first Halloween with the kids!!! I have a few pics posted in my Friends and Family album that my wife sent me! They were really cute this year! Over all though, this has been an interesting trip! I've had some good times, and a few shitty ones, but all in all I would rate it at least a 9.5...LOL Thanks for all the comments you

Pictures From Halloween 2k6 [[hottness]]
So I went trick or treating for the first time in like what...4 years? It was pretty fun. Free Candy. Is there anything better? After that, Me, my bro and my friend Kat went to checkers and got some dinner and then I headed to my friend Jack's house where the two of us stayed up bullshitting the whole night...I felt bad when he had to wake up 3 hours later to go to work. Anyways, here's some pix for ya: My emo pic John's emo pic John in kats room before going trick or treating Me before going out [[I had a witch hat but it I never seem to be wearing it when pix were taken.]] Kat lookin all spiffy Food Mi hermano moi Me n' Kat gangstas

So Right
Stars lit so bright, Waters glistening in the full moon light, Winds whisper through out the night, Kiss your lips start to soar in flight, Look into your eyes what an amazing sight, There's nothing I would take back, After what we shared tonight, Never a moment gone wrong, These feelings I have so strong, With you is where I belong..

Life
The best things in life are family and friends...and I was blessed with both this week. My brother came home on leave Wed. night. I was so happy, I almost cried. We may joke around and pull pranks on each other alot but we are very close, and it tears me up when he's not around. My son was very happy to see him too. I had to grab him by the back of his shirt to stop him from running through security. He jumped into my brother's arms and didn't let go for like 10 minutes. They have a very close bond, I am so grateful for that. He needs a strong stable male role model right now. I was blessed with many friends this week, too. My best friend's brother also came home on leave. We were all like one big family growing up. So it was nice to get her and her brothers and me and my brother all in one place again...it has been a very long time since we have done that. So last night we had a cookout and we partied. It was sweet! But just when I thought my day/week couldn't get any better...RJ sto

A Must Try For Anyone To Make.yummy
Spaghetti Alla Cabonara. a great first date meal to make........... 1 pound dry spaghetti 2 tablespoons extra-virgin olive oil 4 ounces pancetta or slab bacon, cubed or sliced into small strips 4 garlic cloves, finely chopped 2 large eggs 1 cup freshly grated Parmigiano-Reggiano, plus more for serving Freshly ground black pepper 1 handful fresh flat-leaf parsley, chopped Prepare the sauce while the pasta is cooking to ensure that the spaghetti will be hot and ready when the sauce is finished; it is very important that the pasta is hot when adding the egg mixture, so that the heat of the pasta cooks the raw eggs in the sauce. Bring a large pot of salted water to a boil, add the pasta and cook for 8 to 10 minutes or until tender yet firm (as they say in Italian "al dente.") Drain the pasta well, reserving 1/2 cup of the starchy cooking water to use in the sauce if you wish. Meanwhile, heat the olive oil in a deep skillet over medium flame. Add the pancetta and

To My Friends!
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do when

Photos
Thanks to my daughter, I have some photo's uploaded of the 17 year marriage to Amy. She is, was and allways, the love of my life. I know it may seem sappy, but i have kept these emotiond bottled up for 6 years. This is just a release, Dealing with my Feelings. I need to move on, but I need to re-visit the past too. It's been so long since I've been there. I have one last day to visit befor I put this to bed, as soon as I get the album back from my oldest daughter. People change over the years. See how we grew together over 17 years.

Scuba Steve...
Steve and I have been real time friends for 5 years now. Over the years our friendship has grown and he has become on eof the best friends I have ever had!! He is funny, strong willed, honest, loyal...and DAMN he's sexy!!! Don't take my word for it...ask any woman from Cameron and the surrounding areas~grinz~ This man has a very special place in my heart and ALWAYS will!! Need a great friend? Go check him out!! vtx1300@ CherryTAP Hey Steve...sing it to me baby!!

New Poetry
Here No More I can not stay here any longer. The stench of your decaying lies has become such an unbearable assault. I can no longer dwell here where my ears are forever filled with your well arranged deceit. I will not stand here and look at your pretending smile and receive your rehearsed affections. I do not wish to possess the diseased heart you offer as a token of your love here no more. Daddy’s Girl “You are way too mean and bossy to keep a man” you told me that summer day as you handed me the tire tool and jack. “So you best be learning, Sis how to change these things yourself.” And so under your guidance I fixed the flat tire in the sun and wondered how I could ever learn to change these thin

Text Messaging
Who likes to text message? Why, it's a phone, not a miniature laptop. Call the person, it only takes 10 digits, 10 presses of the keypad. And even if you're just saying hi, after all you got to go through to send it itâ€™s still easier to call. If chats what you want, log on and use the internet, bigger keys, bigger screen, webcams for some. But a phones a phone, reach out and call someone.

Ppl Lableing
Don't you just hate it when ppl just asume from the way you dress or the way you look that you are'goth' or any other thing um like 'ghetto' or 'punk' or dare i go here but 'prep' and it just keeps going on why do we lable eachother we are all humon and shuld it really matter how we look or how we dress why must we lable eachother like your better then them or they are better then you no one is better then anyone even if say one person is richer then the other it suld not matter what suld matter is what is o n the inside or one's personality......

Hi
Just droping a line to all you friend that... My life for the last week has been really fucked up!! and things are finally getting back to the way the use to be!! Things are crazy.. Work is going great!! Making some mad hours!! I having been around and I am sorry!! But you will be seeing me more now!!! Thanks to the internet!! Jeannie

Ladies Heres Some Creeps To Stay Away From!
tap me now ----> he has this beautiful gf (thats who his pics are of) very deceiving and than he asked me if he could jerk off to my pics?? ug than when i asked him why he needed to jerk off to girls on here when he had a gf he told me he liked looking at girls with "slutty" pics who need attention. Im sorry but what about my pics screams i need attention??i want attention from girls sure but not fucking guys. IT CLEARLY STATES THIS IN MY PROFILE IF ANYONE BOTHERS TO READ IT(guys). This is a good example why i dont talk to guys on here!!! Cancer69--> He rates people profiles a 1 for no reason and laughs at them. Than he blocks you from messaging him back.(If your going to rate that low at least have the guts to talk to the person) I've met alot of nice people on this site and i rate everyone high so i dont get why losers like that with no life have to go around acting like an assholes just because they have nothing better to do. bear clan---> This guy is a racist asshole! S

Colourful Lies
All this while, I'm not sure why, I walked along the pathway of illusion, Full of colourful lies. During my journey, I was so innocent and blind, Failed to see and realise, It's plans of mastermind, As for this colourful lies, Appeared so beautiful, wonderful, and kind. So, it succeed in clouding my innocent mind. Led by this colourful lies, what can I say, I struggled very hard during my life's journey, I lost my true self and my dignity. After so long being lost, Slowly, day by day, I managed to walk through it anyway, Not sure how, Nevertheless, very glad I'm finally out, For this pathway of illusion and colourful lies, Are not at all nice. Keeping in mind, The lessons life has taught me, I've become wiser and diciplined, Ready to walk again, determined, My remaining life's journey, Only, this time.... Along the pathway of Reality.

Hard To Find Good Help
A successful rancher died and left everything to his devoted wife. She was determined to keep the ranch, but knew very little about ranching, so she placed an ad in the newspaper for a ranch hand. Two cowboys applied for the job. One was gay and the other a drunk. She thought long and hard about it, and when no one else applied she decided to hire the gay guy, figuring it would be safer to have him around the house than the drunk. He proved to be a hard worker who put in long hours every day and knew a lot about ranching. For weeks the two of them worked hard and the ranch was doing very well. Then one day, the rancher's widow said "You have done a really good job, and the ranch looks great. You should go into town and kick up your heels." The hired hand readily agreed and went into town on Saturday night. He returned around 2:30am, and upon entering the room, he found the rancher's widow sitting by the fireplace with a glass of wine, waiting

Music
Friday afternoon I went to Tower Records in Atlanta and they are having a going out of business sale. 40% off all cds and after buying 4 cds the 5th one is free. I bought Skid Row, Black Sabbath "We Sold Our Soul For Rock n Roll", Vision Quest soundtrack,Greatful Dead "In The Dark",Loverboy Greatest Hits, Gary Moore "Victims of the Future", & The Beatles "Past Masters Vol.1". As you can see I have an eclectic taste in music.

I Dont Care
im sorry but there is noone else who knows the adress to my b/f's apartment acept the one person. And this one person cant stand my b/f so i know she got the adress and reported it to the police. so you can sit there and tell me you didnt call the police all you want but i know from sources you did.

Friendship
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE W ROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT." LEARN

American Dental Association
MEN have 2 heads and WOMEN have 4 lips The American Dental Association says semen cuts plaque and tartar by 77%. Suck a dick and save a smile... If u have sex 365 times a yr and u melted down all da condoms 2 make a tire what would u call it? a fuckin goodyear! Sex is like playing spades. If u don't have a good partner, u better have a good hand. Big Bad Wolf told lil red riding hood lift ur top so i can suck ur tits. no, she said while lifting her skirt, eat me like the fuckin book says! A rooster and a cat were playing by the pool. the cat fell in and the rooster laughed. The cat said, a wet pussy always makes a cock happy! Girls have unique magic tricks, they get wet without water, bleed without injury, and make boneless things hard. Send to 10 freaks in 30 mins. or u will have bad sex. You're it! This is the sexy train, if u receive this it means ur fucking sexy if u get it back you're even sexier. Send 2 ten people or miss the train

About Sugarplumsonline
Well, Sugarplumsonline is a business that I created almost 2 years ago. I had worked in the medical field for almost 10 years before calling it quits to sell adult sex toys. Got to say that I am much happier selling sex toys, than I was working at my last job. And the perks are much better. I get first dibs on all of the new toys. Get to try them out and then decide if they are worth selling on my site. It is a win-win situation. I will keep this one short. Just thought that I would explain the business. Will post another blog about me. ;) Melissa

1 Week And It's...
Well in just about a week I will be outta NJ for a week, I can't wait..I am sure there will be alot to tell hahahahaha!! My good friend who I haven't seen since he was in town on tour is comming in to hang with me and have some major catching up and time to have fun..since my plans are up in the air he is flying into meet me where I am going good ole Tenn..he is the best not to mention hot as fuck! Tonite he sends me this song to add to my Ipod Nano..it brought a tear to my eye... "Far Away" This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All

Reason, Season, Or A Lifetime
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something! to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you a

Inside The Room Of Your Soul
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are quite expressive and thoughtful. You see the world in a way that others are blind to. You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is likely to be filled with great successes and accomplishments. You just need to figure out how to get there. For you, falling in love is all about the adventure and uncertainty. You can only fall in love with someone who keeps you guessing. Inside the Room of Your Soul

Wal-mart Greeter
THOUGHT YOU MIGHT ENJOY THIS SINCE JAY WORKS AT WAL-MART. PRINT IT AND POST IT IN THE BREAK ROOM. LOL Subject: Old Bubba, Wal Mart Greeter >> >> >> Old Bubba, Wal Mart Greeter >> >> What it takes to be a Wal-Mart Greeter: >> >> >> An office manager at Wal-Mart was given the task of hiring an >> individual to fill a job opening. After sorting through a stack of >> resumes he found four people who were equally qualified. >> >> He decided to call the four in and ask them only one question. >> >> Their answer would determine which of them would get the job. The >> day came and as the four sat around the conference room table, the >> interviewer asked, >> >> "What is the fastest thing you know of?" >> >> >> Acknowledging the first man on his right, the man replied, "A >> THOUGHT." >> >> It just pops into your head. There's no warning that it's on the >> way; it's just there. A thought is the fastest thing

Yikes!!
Well I'm back, that'll teach me to get infactuated over a pretty face. :( And on another note, I recently lost my 80 gig Western Digital drive (WD800) though now I think about it, I might of inadvertenly caused the drive to crash. Link of the day: http://www.tdr2k.gamingsource.net/c2adv/ - Carmageddon 2 Advanced. I'm an old school Carmageddon player, and lets face it, TDR and Carmageddon 2 were missing something. This modification is challenging, and some levels are near impossible to complete, but it's a cool game!!!

Dealing With A Broken Heart
Dealing With A Broken Heart by Steven Cook I sit here so confused and wonder Just how much your love would take me under All the memories, good times we shared When I thought you really cared I remember the sparkles in your eyes I remember the way you move your thighs I remember the smell of your perfume As the scent filled the candlelit room I remember your cry, smile, and laugh I knew your love couldn't last I knew you'd take my love for granted The pain, the suffering, I couldn't stand it You loved to make me feel this pain That's why you left and wouldn't stay All the begging, pleading, and talking You turned away and kept on walking With a smile on your face The smell of death on your breath I felt your hand rip through my chest Grabbing my heart, ripping it through my flesh Tears of blood run down my face Full of love's hate and rage The pain of a million deaths That will not let me lie or rest

German Navy Story
German Navy Story From about.com's Urban Legends site regarding this e-mail: Comments: True! This touching display of camaraderie and solidarity between U.S. and German naval personnel took place on September 14, 2001, three days after the terrorist attacks of September 11. The USS Winston S. Churchill and GFS Lütjens had been conducting joint training exercises off the coast of England during which members of both crews had become acquainted. The incident was documented in an official U.S. Navy photo credited to Lt. Mike Elliot. Source: German Navy Warship Salutes USS Winston S. Churchill U.S. Navy Atlantic Fleet home page Below is an e-mail from a young ensign aboard the USS Winston Churchill to his parents. (Churchill is an Arleigh Burke-class AEGIS guided-missile destroyer, commissioned March 10, 2001, and is the only active U.S. Navy warship named after a foreign national.) Dear Dad, "We are still at sea. The remainder of our port visits have all bee

Strangers To Mystery
All works of Razorwolf are created and produced by Wolf himself using MadTracker 2.0 Two people that have never known their world beyond that of what they see on their daily duties. Two people that have never known the horrors, or the joys, of true risk. Two people that, when they met, experienced it for the first time. This piano piece is meant to be chaotic somewhat in the name of their encounter.

Update
Well haven't wrote in awhile. Let's see what's happen. Well I guess Cody and Ashley got back together. Which is going to be fun now. More drinking more calles at 4:30 in the morning to come get him. More nights of no sleep. No matter what i will still be there for him. He's in love and he don't know how to tell her no. I just hope she don't bring him down like she usually does. I also know that she's only with him cause shes got no one else and he's there. She don't like to be alone. Once she gets what she wants she's going to do the samething all over again. I just hope he knows that he can lean on me when that happens. Well i guess that's all for now let you know what happens. Peace! -Amanda

12 Days Of Christmas Bdsm Style
12 Days of Christmas BDSM Style On the 1st day of Christmas, my Mistress gave to me... A Small Feather Pillow for my knees. On the 2nd day of Christmas, my Mistress gave to me... 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. On the 3rd day of Christmas, my Mistress gave to me... 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. On the 4th day of Christmas, my Mistress gave to me... 4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. On the 5th day of Christmas, my Mistress gave to me... FIVE ANAL BEADS, 4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. On the 6th day of Christmas, my Mistress gave to me... 6 Tubes of KY, FIVE ANAL BEADS,.4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. On the 7th day of Christmas, my Mistress gave to me... 7 Crops a Swinging, 6 Tubes of KY, FIVE ANAL BEADS, 4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfo

Truths
Truths Whatever It Is, It's God... There Is Nothing Wrong... There Is Nothing Right.... There Is Nothing To Learn... There Is Nothing To Find... There Is Nothing To Let Go Of. You Are Life And Life Is God And God Is ALL. Nothing Is Outside Of God... Nothing. So Hold Onto That And Be Free

Prayer For My Man
A Prayer for My Man April, 25, 1985 Lord above, watch over me, Help me solve the mystery. I love him so, he owns my heart, I love him now, tho’ we’re apart. He has his job, you see, He’s gone now, away from me. I think of him throughout the day, And for his safety each night I pray. I used to like the other boys, But now they lack his love and joys. Today, again, he had to leave me, Again he kissed me tenderly. His love , his kiss, his last embrace, One part of the day, I can’t erase. I know that he loves me so, But in the end he had to go. When he left, I cried and cried, I felt a part of me had died. It’s not been long, yet I miss him so, My heart will never let him go. He loves me as more than a friend, Because that’s less than we have been. Our life together will never end, Soon I’ll kiss his lips again. So, now Dear Lord, I guess you see, Just how very much he means to me. So, watch over us, Dear Lord, Keep us together forever.

Breathless
I'm not too fit, I'll have you know I'm overweight and rather slow But when I run, I manage; though I'm breathless! Though in the past it was not thus, I am not one to swear and cuss, Except that, trying to catch a bus, I'm breathless! When as a youth, I used to play With sweet young ladies in the hay The girls would be the ones to say: "I'm breathless"! At sport I'd always stay the course I was as strong as any horse But now, with just a little force, I'm breathless! I guess my life has reached the stage When these things happen at my age. If all my passions I assuage, I'm breathless! I have my annual body checks And find out if I need new specs. But sadly, when I'm having sex, I'm breathless! No longer, now, do I aspire To climb a mountain, walk on fire; Instead I curb each wild desire - I'm breathless! by Taz

The Truth
Life is a masterpiece that we each paint by our actions! You do evil things to people and eventually (Your shit canvas with drip onto u and karma will make u smell forever) But if u do good things (sure the odd bad thing might happen from others karma being so bad) But for the most part u will be rewarded! The key that I have learned in my life is people try to taint u and make u into a fake fuck that spreads like a virus of fake shit and ruins all that follow its actions! It Spreads so fast u could call it air born! Thats why u dont want a shit canvas (the last thing u want is for people to smell your bullshit comming) You want a good smelling canvas like roses (so why not help the suffering that dont have a choice?) Nobody wants to be poverty! Even the worst poverty in our countrys of great wealth is nothing compared to the suffering of countrys that have differin't religious belifes then our governments! The time of judging needs to end! The time of anarchy needs

Elf Yourself Repost
Hey Friends, I just made a total elf of myself. Check me out by clicking the link below. http://www.elfyourself.com/?userid=0975d04404b9ebd909d085cG06122318 If you can't click the link just copy and paste it to your browser. Great fun for the Holidays. Thank you.

Christmas Morning
Well as many of yous know my mom year of the dragon lives in B.C and I live in Ontario. Since I was a little baby I had always had christmas with my mom. When she moved out of town in 2003 our christmas where no longer together. This year since we both have computer my boyfriend said why not web cam with your mom christmas morning so she can see the kids open there gifts. So thats what we did. My poor mom was up at like 5:30am because she three hours behind me. She watched as they opened there gifts. I think that may have just made my moms christmas that much better. My mom means alot to me and the fact that she was able to share christmas morning with her grandkids and me was the best christmas gift that anyone could ever give us. Maybe next year she will be here with us. Wishing everyone and there families a merry christmas and happy new years from my family and me.

Is This Your True Love? Capricorn
Important note: This basic comparison chart is generated for the masses only. A Full Comparison chart involves a tremendous work and will help you to understand your business/emotional partner to great extend. Thus if you experience stress in your relationship a 90 MN taped Comparison chart between you and your lover or marriage partner is a must as to comprehend your celestial differences. This awareness will bring a huge difference in handling and understanding your partner and avoid heartaches. IMPORTANT note: the location of your Dragon's Head and tail by birth is extraordinary important and CAN NOT be addressed in these files. There is more power in your Dragon Head and Tail alone than the entire complexity of an astrological chart. Thus a soft Cancer or Pisces who inherited a self centered aggressive Tail of the Dragon in Aries or Leo will be far more selfish and violent than what a "sign" such a Cancer (loving/caring) should be. Remember these files are generated for the

Ufo Are Very Real!
1/2/2007 - Newsletter sample - sign up its Free http://www.drturi.com/news/ Hello Readers; It amazes me how presumptuous and ignorant both the FAA and a bunch of (educated mental snobs) really are. FAA blames UFO report on weird weather: CHICAGO, Illinois (AP) -- -- Federal officials say it was probably just some weird weather phenomenon, but a group of United Airlines employees swear they saw a mysterious, saucer-shaped craft hovering over O'Hare Airport in November. http://www.cnn.com/2007/US/01/02/ufo.sighting.ap/index.html But what the FAA is really saying to you is this; "we are sorry for all the people who thought seeing that UFO, all of you (without exception) were victimized by an overactive imagination or hypnotic illusion or may be, you had too much drink or smoke too much pot on this November day". Remember I am direct honest and I always had a problem with stupidity. This is total SHAME for the FAA and denunciate a deep incrusted fear of the ridic

Start At The Bottom.
->Guinea: have you tried the tri-tip? its delicious! Guinea: are you hitting on me? ->Guinea: *hands you a hanky from my weiner pocket.* Guinea: *gasp* my feelings.... I'm going to go cry. ->Guinea: beeteedub: i found you a date for the party. hes not a sailor, but im sure he'll do: http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=406111&albumid=0&i=2940507246# Guinea: haha, with all these pretty girls around it's not the hanging that worries me ->Guinea: "Dangle, are you aware that your balls are hanging out of your shorts?" Guinea: I can only hide so much...!! ->Guinea: toss on a cher-like wig and some glitter glue and your good to go! Guinea: *looks around* uh.... I think I'm the wrong gender to be at this naked party .... ->Guinea: oh fuck! its dennis rodman! is this a naked wedding!? Guinea: *hides behind the over sized condom ice sculpture* what the hell kinda party is this? ->Guinea: call for plastic seat cover! "some one come clean up this pee!" Guine

Funeral
A woman was leaving a convenience store with her morning coffee when she noticed a most unusual funeral procession approaching the nearby cemetery. A long black hearse was followed by a second long black hearse about 50 feet behind the first one. Behind the second hearse was a solitary woman walking a pit bull on a leash. Behind her, a short distance back, were about 200 women walking single file. The woman was so curious that she respectfully approached the woman walking the dog and said, "I am so sorry for your loss, and I know now is a bad time to disturb you, but I have never seen a funeral like this. Whose funeral is it?" "My husband's." "What happened to him?" The woman replied, "My dog attacked and killed him." She inquired further, "Well, who is in the second hearse?" The woman answered, "My mother-in-law. She was trying to help my husband when the dog turned on her." A poignant and thoughtful moment of silence passed between the two women.

Drink-u-lator
I stole this from lowrider69's stash shhh don't tell him ;) If Jess were a drink they would be: 4 parts cursed2 parts dangerous3 parts bitch Get Your RECIPE Here! LOL can I get a redo I don't think I like the result's.....

Buy A Ticket To Help Cats In Need
***PLEASE RE-POST**** A very generous person has donated a week's lodging at her Time-share Condo in Kissimmee,Florida...(see further info on the poster)... Tickets are only $5 for a chance to win!!! Proceeds from all Ticket sales will go towards: Helping to Sponsor our 2nd Low-Cost Mobile Spay/Neuter Event .. Our 1st one was a huge success, and we are hoping this one, scheduled for Feb 2 will be the same...Every Cat Spayed or Neutered prevents hundreds of unneccessary litters... Ticket Sales will also go towards our Medical Fund:For several months we have been vaccinating ALL Cats and Kittens still in Spalding Animal Control..this has greatly cut down on illness and distemper outbreaks...and gives these cats a better chance of rescue and adoption... Most questions regarding the Florida condo can be answered by visiting their website as indicated on the poster...any further questions can be emailed to: alafeline@earthlink.net Tickets purchased will be e-mailed within 24

Love And Friendship
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do when

The Ultimate Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: both waysDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: i love the chocolate banana lol How often do you like to have sex?: 4-5 times ever day and night lol yes i am greedy Is sex a top priority for you?: when i can have it yes lol Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: sure How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: when i was young now i am to old lol How do you feel about one night stands?: not my thing How many one night stands have you had?: lol ben to long cant remember What's your favorite position?: wuff wuff hahahahWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: anywhere i know i will like it Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: both love is better fuck is like a quikie Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: yes was fun lol How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: depends how horny i am lolDo you get off first

: Buck Owens - Pfft You Were Gone
Down here on the farm the weather gets messy Laying around with nothin' to do When you went away, you took my cow Bessie I miss her darling, more than I miss you You took off your leg, your wig and your eye glass And you shoud've seen the look on my face I wanted to kiss, I wanted to hug you But you were scattered all over the place Chorus: Where, where, are you tonight? Why did you leave me here all alone? I searched the world over, And thought I found true love. You met another and Phht! you were gone. I know that you loved me, here's my way of knowing The proofs hanging out right there on the line When I see the snow and feel the wind blowing Your nighties hugging them long johns of mine The noises you made at our supper table Your habits, my dear, were surely absurd But how many times do I have to tell you Soup is a dish to be seen and not heard Chorus: Where, oh where, are you tonight? Why did you leave me here all alone? I searched the world

You Know You Love Me!
Hey Ya'll Yea thats right im back sorry i havent been here ive missd you all! how bout some help to get me to the next level i need like a lil over 3,000 some love would be good specially after this fuckd up week! ♥ Babi B.

My Own Personal Original
What Are Good Friends? friends are good true friends are hard to find these friends will rip out your spine find one to keep it may be worth the leap but also be true for the pays will come due now tell me what you think tell me how you feel once their done you may need a shrink make sure the bargain you make is worth the deal come be my friend and it shall be to the bitter end for what i see i do not like and what you feel may be my spike is this the way for it to be? sure, you mean nothing to me thought it was love guess i was wrong all i got was a shove that's ok, not for long you said i was a sister to me, you are nothing on my hand but a blister tell me what you can tell me what i am for to me you are nothing but a scam and for you, into my frying pan ( the person this was written for has since departed my life, but it has brought several other people closer as friends,the could read and feel the meaning in it. I hope you all can too).

A Really Good Comment
happy hump day my loves..have a great one.. Roses are red violets are korny, when I think of you Ohh baby I get horny, Eat me, Beat me, Bite me, Blow me, Suck me, Fuck me, Very Slowly, if you kiss me, don't be sassy, Use your tongue and make it nasty!!! Pass this on to atleast 8 people and 1 back to me... If you get it back atleast 5 times, you know your a SEXY beast lots of love and hugs as always

Hmmm What To Do....
After a year of not seeing a guy that I was best friends with he finds me on myspace and wants to talk again lol I knew that site was not good for anything....he's the one who said he didn't want to have anything to do with me after he found out I was pregnant with my son.....apparently he changed his mind, he use to drink really heavy and I guess he quit that and is going to church now and is really close to graduating college...I know people can change I've watched myself go from where he was to where I am now....It's just that it honestly hurt when my best friend wasn't there for me...maybe he did it for my own good I don't know....

Something New......
As I lay here trying to sleep, Trying to hold back the urge to weep. So much damage has been inflicted on my heart, By people who enjoy tearing it apart. A lot of things said in vain, Causes my self-esteem to be slain. A happy person is what I let everyone see, I don't let people see the real me. Persephone

.......
Lately I have felt like crying, But I am unable to shed a tear. There are many things I have been thinking about, And a lot of those things I fear. I am finally at a place in my life, Where I feel like I belong. And I feel like, I cannot do anything wrong. But one thing worries me, And if it happens I don't know what I am to do. I don't want to mess up what I have, I don't want to do anything to lose you. You care about me very much, And the feelings towards me are real. And the what I feel for you is true, And that is something I will not conceal. I hope I do not lose you, You are the one for me. You are the one that takes my darkness away, And helps me again to see. Tanya Lanea Carson

What's Up With This?
Hello,all: Basically what I'm trying to figure out is if anyone has had the same problems as I have had wiyth cherrytap support.I received a rather ugly error message this morning because,evidently,cherrytap doesn't wish for you to send the same comment to a lot of people consecutively. While i DO appreciate the due diligence in eliminating spammers from the site,this error message is a bit out of line.It reads as follows: Error: you've triggered our anti-spam trap. please stop posting the same crap over and over. ps: if you ride the short-bus and don't understand what this means, please go back to myspace. thanks! My reply was as follows: First of all,referencing the mentally challenged just to insult a complete stranger is pretty tacky,maybe you should change the error message to something a little less childish. Secondly,I found a really funny vid that i would like to share with my friends,and I fail to see how that's any skin off your noses.Mayb

Alright!!
I've had it damn it!! I've had it all the up to the top of my head!! If I am talking to you on here and you get upset, tell me so I can leave you the hell alone. For some reason, very few people seem to be understanding and be mature to talk it out!!! If we just can't do that, then leave me the hell alone. Yes, I am very irritated. Obviously.

100 Years From Now
100 Years from now it will not matter what Car I drove, what House I lived in, or how much Money I had in the bank... But someday the World may be A better place, because I was Important in the Life of a Child.

Sexual Identity
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity... You selected the letter... -J- You require constant activity and stimulation. You have tremendous physical energy. It is not easy for a partner to keep up with you, sexually or otherwise. You are an enthusiastic lover and tend to be attracted to people of other ethnic groups. You need romance, hearts and flowers and lots of conversation to turn you on and keep you going. http://www.officepredictor.com/firstname

Just Some Thoughts
so im laying there trying to sleep, and all these thoughts are rolling through my head, like horror movie style right before someone snaps and goes on a murder spree, lol dont worry behie wont be killing anyone just a few thing i really cant get off my mind like why is it though you hate everything bout someone hate what their about because your parents are somehow related you love them their saved by a title, and then there are some friends that mean so much more and why is it that a person makes one mistake their punished the rest of their life unless of course they have the money to buy the states attorney why is it that drug dealers get more time in prison then murderers or rapists (dont ask why i thought about this) why are people so afraid of who they are, and where they came from all that matters is where your going and theres more ill save it for another time

The Trip To The Feild
So we were sent out to the feild this past week. how fun. it had rained the night before we had to go out there so we ended having to set up camp in a mud pit. everything I own ended up with a thick layer of mud on it. I was so wet, I was soaked to the bone and the only thing that helped me get through it was I kept telling my self "At least it's warm out I could always be soaked and cold." Famouse last words, huh? half way through nature decided to throw us a curve ball and dumped a foot and a half of snow on us. YAY! now I'm soaked and cold! my buddy, Wade who is the new guy in the batter summed it up the best, he told me "It's as if hell has literaly frozen over and we are stuck there" P.S. I added a few pics from that trip, but at the end of the week I was to busey to take any good ones, so none of the snow, but I'm going to try to get some of the pics other soldiers got out there

100 'have You Ever...'s Yeah - I'm Bored!
1. Made out for more than 3 minutes? Yeah 2. Slept in a different bed? Yeah 3. Made out in a movie theatre? Umm, I think so. 4. made out with 2 different people in one night? Yeah - I was in high school though...then there was this other time .... adventerous drunken adventures 5. Thought your cousin was hot? She was like barely family, like 12th cousin butyeah. 6. Been in love? Yeah... 7. Slept? I'd hope so! 8. Taken a shower with the opposite sex? Yeah 9. Gone over the speed limit? Many times 10. Painted your room? Not since I lived with my parents but yeah. 11. Drove a car? Many of them - my jeep is still my favorite though. 12. Danced in front of your mirror? I'd rather not admit this but yeah. 14. Been dumped? yeah 15. Stole money from a friend? No - from parents yeah lol but that was back in the day. 17. Been in a fist fight? Yeah, but a lot of them were when I played hockey. 18. Snuck out of your house? Yeah, a few t

"aqua Teen Hunger Force" Paralyzes Boston
I f*cking love this story! BOSTON COPS MAKE ARREST IN DEVICES PLOY BOSTON (AP) - More than 10 blinking electronic devices planted at bridges and other spots in Boston threw a scare into the city Wednesday in what turned out to be a publicity campaign for a late-night cable cartoon. Most if not all of the devices depict a character giving the finger. Boston police said Wednesday night that one person had been arrested, and authorities scheduled a news conference to provide details. Highways, bridges and a section of the Charles River were shut down and bomb squads were sent in before authorities declared the devices were harmless. "It's a hoax - and it's not funny," said Gov. Deval Patrick, who said he'll speak to the state's attorney general "about what recourse we may have." Turner Broadcasting, a division of Time Warner Inc. (TWX) and parent of Cartoon Network, said the devices were part of a promotion for the TV show "Aqua Teen Hunger Force," a surreal series abou

Gifts For Valentines
OFFICIAL JAMBOREE MERCHANDISE VALENTINE'S DAY GIFTS FOR YOUR GIRL Back by popular demand and just in time for Valentine’s day, the official Jamboree In The Hills Thong! Choose one of our exclusive Valentine’s Day Gifts to surprise the Jambo Sweetheart in your life! http://www.jamboreeinthehills.com/merch%2007/jambo%20gear%20Valentine.htm Enjoy them all. Hopefully we can meet up there this Year!!!

Vampire Personallity
You scored as Angel. Yep you are the cute dark and oh so mysterious one. It takes people awhile before they know you. You have a scary past that you try to make amends for. Good luck with that!Blade100%Akasha100%Spike100%Angel100%Deacon Frost100%Dracula100%Armand83%Louis67%Marius50%Lestat33%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Ct Did It Again
To All My Friends and Others,If You only see Comments from me and No rating,it's because I have hit my limit AGAIN in less than 2hrs.This Sucks!! Just private message me to remind me and I will go back and rate them when I can.these rating limts SUCK!

Update
So its been a min since I have been here.. Things are going well.. Im about to be a new mommy come JUNE!! Yea... On other news looking for ladies to model.. So please there is $$$$$ involved and trust me dont' be shy.. We have taken on Tall, short, petite, big boned, different colors.. WE are ALL BEAUTIFUL ladies so lets prove it!! ~Drackira~

The Taste Of Wine
The Taste of Wine While traveling deep and weaving through the vine I had a taste of lovely wine The wine it was a scent devine Upon it which to Grow and Climb I climbed the vine And ate the grapes And found the leaves And donned a cape I donned the cape And drank the wine Which tasted bitter At the time Time Time on which to rhyme To rhyme upon a spiraling vine The grapes I ate Till I was full I climbed the Vine Till it was Yule The Sun! O Sun! Began to grow I climbed into the clouds to know The vine I climbed And donned the cape Oh Warmth of Sun Oh Spirit of Grape And I became an amorphous shape To eat the grapes Upon the Vine To laugh and cry Upon the line To see the pine In through the field To see below the dragon shield Tis far, so far, I am above! To drink the wine Of laughter and love To see, to see As mourning dove To soar, to soar A serpent dragon conceiving of Life O Life And Death Below To Rise this Vine To taste and

The Darkness
I FEEL THE BLACKNESS IN ME GROWING LIKE A CANCER LIKE A STICKY NICOTINE CAKED LUNG IT SITS AND ROTS ME FROM THE INSIDE OUT THE GOODNESS LESSENS BY DAY I AM AN UNHOLY MONSTER I LOOK INTO THE MIRROR MY REFLECTION IS SWALLOWED BY HATE THE HATE GROWS INTO FEAR FEAR OF MY SECRET BECOMING KNOWN MY SECRET MY SECRET DESIRES MY DESIRE FOR THE BLACKNESS LIKE A THROBBING ITCH DEEP DOWN I EMBRACE IT I MUST CHAFF MY ITCH I LONG FOR THE DARKNESS TO OVERTAKE OVERTAKE THE REMAINING GOOD THE LITTLE GOOD LEFT IN ME I AM THE DARKNESS IT COMPLETES ME THIS ROTTINGNESS IS MY SICK DESTINY

I'm Outta Here, Going On Tour.
Its just been confirmed. I am leaving Orange County, CA this Monday at noon to go on tour as a tech for The Fenians. We'll be out on the road until March 17th. For more information/tour dates, please check out www.thefenians.com

Poem For Poet
DON'T LET HER GO WHEN YOU FIND YOUR LOVE OF LIFE, HOLD HER IN YOUR HEART. MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS JUST HOW YOU FEEL, RIGHT FROM THE VERY START! DON'T EVER LET HER WANDER, DON'T EVER LET HER STRAY, AND IF IT'S REALLY LOVE YOU FEEL, SHOW HER EVERY DAY! I WRITE THESE WORDS STRAIGHT FROM MY HEART, AFTER MINE WAS BROKE N TWO. SO GUYS I TELL YOU AS A FRIEND, MAKE SURE YOUR LOVE IS TRUE! MY HEART'S NOT BROKE, FOR I HAVE REPAIRED. THANK YOU ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS, I'M HAPPY THIS I SHARED.

Emma Rose
Emma Rose There is a tiny garden, It's growing up above, She was taken up so suddenly, And filled with so much love, Her mommy loved her dearly, So many others too, Like family, friends, and neighbors, Now all feeling blue. Emma's very special, She has a job to do, She was given wings to wear so proud, So on the love she'll fly around, Spreading love to everyone, That ever frowns. So if you ever see, a flower or a tree, Remember that is Emma, Spreading smiles, love and glee. Written on February 17, 2007 11:00 PM For Gia in memory of Emma Rose who was called back home to Jesus. bye Susan Du Four

Ct Blast Hoez Fo Sho!
Is this what it's come to folks? Girls getting stupid guys to buy them blasts just to open their NSFW folders to look at and do whatever to? Give me a fucking break. If you this this behavior being exhibited by and CT Member male or female, please treat it accordingly. That's just self degradation in one of it's lowest possible forms. If you need to get off that bad guys, any random three day trial membership to a porn site is only $1.95 and you can cancel within 72 Hrs. Repulsive. Kthx. ^(O_o)^

The Requiem
She stared out of her dust covered window, into the garden. It once lived, she mused silently. It lived till he had died, now it is nothing but a garden of stone and thorns, a place where nothing grew anymore, nothing thrived there of beauty. He had been stolen from her, before she could ever realize how much was being taken for granted. He was her love, the only one that had walked the earth. Now, weathered and wrinkled, her only comfort was a painted picture. The painting had came from him, the one he was working in the orchard on that sad, sad day. Her painter, so talented, so young,now gone. On that day, she regretted not looking for him. She figured that he fell asleep amongst the apples and the sweet grass that he loved so. The sun blazed its circle in the sky, followed by the sun's wife, the pale faced moon and then again the morning, happy and wondrous once again. She awoke alone, frustrated that he could stay out so long and not come home. She dressed cursing him under her b

Young King Authur
Young King Arthur was ambushed and imprisoned by the monarch of a neighboring kingdom. The monarch could have killed him but was moved by Arthur's youth and ideals. So, the monarch offered him his freedom, as long as he could answer a very difficult question. Arthur would have a year to figure out the answer and, if after a year, he still had no answer, he would be put to death. The question?... What do women really want? Such a question would perplex even the most knowledgeable man, and to young Arthur, it seemed an impossible query. But, since it was better than death, he accepted the monarch's proposition to have an answer by year's end. He returned to his kingdom and began to poll everyone: the princess, the priests, the wisemen and even the court jester. He spoke with everyone, but no one could give him a satisfactory answer. Many people advised him to consult the old witch, for only she would have the answer. But, the price would be high; as the witch was famou

Oneliners
oneliner quick quotes A Boss: Someone who's early when you're late and late when you're early. (Unknown) It's the kind or organisation where the lunatic fringe extends right to the centre. (unknown - for disorganized organizations everywhere - ack TW) Lead me not into temptation - I can find the way myself. (Ack J C) Chinese proverb No1: Man who run in front of car get tired; man who run behind car get exhausted. Chinese proverb No2: Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok. I'm not a complete idiot, some parts are missing. Time flies like an arrow; fruit flies like a banana. Beauty is in the eyes of the beer holder. Failure is not an option. It comes bundled with the software. Bacon and Eggs: a day's work for a chicken, a lifetime commitment for a pig. HECK is where people go who don't believe in GOSH. A picture is worth 1,000 words, but it uses up 1,000 times the memory. Remember that half the people you know are below av

Race To 10,000 Comments!
Thats right! All that is needed is 10,000 comments. I have 1 at the moment and am behind by 800+. I'm hoping that with the contest slump I have been in lately, I can win this one. I'm asking all who read this to please help. I have helped many, and if I haven't helped you yet, PM me the link and I'll get to it. I'm about returning favors, so if you help me, I'll help you! Same goes the other way too. If I have helped you, then return the favor and help me. Here is the link... Thank You All in advance for your support. :) Mike

Opening Private Folder...
If I win I will open my private folder. But that means everyone has to go comment bomb for me!! It ends today! ♥ Please click on the picture to vote ♥ Well I was ahead for almost 2 weeks but I dropped to almost 6000 behind.. So.. I again need everyones help!! The contest ends today!! YAY.. First place is a 30 day blast and I would love to have it. So please come help me.. I can't do it alone. Thank you everyone who has gotten me this far!! I will as always return the favor for everyone who helps! I try to get to everyone and rate and fan all pages. I also will comment bomb contests.. Just let me know. Thank you so much to everyone who has been helping me! ♥ Please click on the picture to vote ♥ ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥ (repost of original by '¢¾ Kiffy ¢¾' on '2007-02-28 06:01:33') (repost of original by '~Bethany~A plain jane and proud of it!~' on '2007-02-28 06:19:56')

Vietnam War Casualties
Vietnam War Casualties Estimating the number killed in the conflict is extremely difficult. Official records are hard to find or nonexistent and many of those killed were literally blasted to pieces by bombing. For many years the North Vietnamese suppressed the true number of their casualties for propaganda purposes. It is also difficult to say exactly what counts as a "Vietnam war casualty"; people are still being killed today by unexploded ordinance, particularly cluster bomblets. Environmental effects from chemical agents and the colossal social problems caused by a devastated country with so many dead surely caused many more lives to be shortened. In addition, the Khmer Rouge would probably not have come into power and committed their slaughters without the destabilization of the war, particularly of the American bombing campaigns to 'clear out the sanctuaries' in Cambodia. The lowest casualty estimates, based on the now-renounced North Vietnamese statements, are around 1.5

Another
Another Night Filled With Sad Despair Sitting Here On My Own Tears Streaming Down My Pale Face Inside The Pain Has Grown. Another Argument, Another Fought I Sit There And Take It All Haven't Got The Strength To Fight Back Now I'm Slumped In This Silent Fall. Another Poem Full Of The Emotions I Can't Bare To Talk About You Would Never Listen To Me You Only Scream And Shout. Another Teardrop Falling Down My Already Watered Cheek Telling The world Of My Pain Inside The words I Cannot Speak. Another Memory Of The Past The Abuse, But I Know Theres More To Come Flashbacks Haunt Me To This day The Nightmares, Too Won't stop. Another Scar Upon My Wrist A Scar That Fails To Heal Blood Has Poured So Many Nights To Show That I'm Still Real. Another Teardrop Slipping Away Falling On To The Floor Can't Stop The Pain even Though I Try Even Though I'm battered And Sore. Another thought Of You Up There That day I Said Goodbye Still I Can't believe You're Rea

Slow Tears
I Look Up As A Tear Rolls Slowly Down My Cheek I Think Of Better Days I Wounder If I'll Ever Feel The Same Again You Look At Me With Those Eyes I Know So Well Always Serious, So Deep And Insightful As Though You're Always In Control But Not Today, Not Now Now You Look So Scared Like For Once You Don't Have The Answers I Gaze At You Looking Deep Into Those Brown Eyes Hoping To Understand why You've Said Those Things You Did I Wounder For A Moment If This Is A Dream If I Shall Wake In The Morning And Be So Relived When You Look At Me With Confusion I Have Never Seen You Slowly Pull Me Towards You And Wipe The Tears From My Cheek And Tell Me It's Okay.

On My Way To Baltimore
I will have a table at the Horrorfind convention. This one proves to be really wild and very fun! Some of ym darkstone family will be in attendance if you'd like to attend go to www.horrorfind.com See you there!

Ive Been Tryin....
I’ve been TRYIN’ to get pictures of stuff here in MemphriKKKa that may amuse you, but to no avail. I still haven’t found my way back to the Hoe Hostel that I wrote about a couple entries ago, so no pics of that. I still haven’t been to a strip club, other than platinum that was raided by the feds a few months ago....alas, no pictures of that either. I have seen quite a few Chinese thugs that I could joke on endlessly, but I’ve only seen them while they were driving and never had the chance to snap a pic of them lest I distract them causing them to crash their shyt all up on somebody’s rear bumper. I luh ya’ll, but I ain’t finna pay no Geico ’round this bytch, so “uh-uh… that’s out.” But I have seen some of the funniest bullshyt since Ive been in this black hole of a city, so I shall share these instances with you now. And don’t bytch. Everytime you bytch, cats die and rainbows bleed. Is that how you want the world to remember you? I didn’t think so.

History Of Breast Cancer
Breast cancer may be one of the oldest known forms of cancer tumors in humans. The oldest description of cancer (although the term cancer was not used) was discovered in Egypt and dates back to approximately 1600 BC. The Edwin Smith Papyrus describes 8 cases of tumors or ulcers of the breast that were treated by cauterization, with a tool called "the fire drill." The writing says about the disease, "There is no treatment." At least one of the described cases is male. For centuries, physicians described similar cases in their practises, with the same sad conclusion. It wasn't until doctors achieved greater understanding of the circulatory system in the 17th century that they could establish a link between breast cancer and the lymph nodes in the armpit. The French surgeon Jean Louis Petit (1674-1750) and later the Scottish surgeon Benjamin Bell (1749-1806) were the first to remove the lymph nodes, breast tissue, and underlying chest muscle. Their successful work was carried on by Willia

Ahhhhhhh
ok so the weathers horrible it hasn't stopped snowing since last night and they are announcing ice rain too the habs are already losing and their not even 5 minutes into the first period and im sitting here wishing i could be in a certain someone's arms but knowing damn well i cant be but from experience things will probably get worse :( wohoo for me well hope everyone else is having a better day then i am

Where The Red Bears Grow
Sometimes bears are good. And that's awesome... I wish I had a bear with a mustache, so he could be all undercover n shit like them motherfuckin detectives. fuck the dumbshit... If Optimus prime and a 50 foot bear got into a fight it would be absolutely righteous. Circus bears can ride scooters. That's fuckin bad ass. i wish they could drive cabs...then I'd have some damn bear to talk to when I'm hammered goin' home from the bar. The end.

Tiny Moments
Life is built of tiny moments. One small movement in the right place can knock over a tower of granite. One small rain drop may cause a flower to blossom. One word and an ego can be lifted or crushed. These tiny moments hold so much weight. One stiff breeze and the last leaf of Autumn falls to the ground, and winter is upon us. Happy Spring to you, my foe Frost just found me.

Goaty Or Not
hello everybody!!! i need your help, as a bloke with no fashion sense, if you have looked or even rated my pictures, you will see me A clean shaven B stubble C goaty!! now which do you think suits me, please be nice with comments thanks for your help!! and if your really nice i will stop by and rate those who helped me thanx again xxx

In The Mind Of An Admirer
The decaying remains of countless victims Why do you do it? Arranged so neatly a gruesome decor What are you thinking? Portraits of flesh hang on your walls How do you make them? Blood stains on the carpet and walls Interesting patterns The smell of death fills every room Intoxicating aroma A refreshing perspective on interior design I stand in awe

Not Really How It Appears
->Suicide lo...: LMFAO...go back and read it from the beginning..oh my god!lmfao Suicide lo...: Well go ahead, take the convo too...why stop at tracks? lol ->Suicide lo...: i'm gonna have to paste this convo on my note pad ->Suicide lo...: oh shit....that was too much! Suicide lo...: hell yeah. ->Suicide lo...: LMFAO really!! ->Suicide lo...: lol Suicide lo...: lol well rip my tracks anytime you want, just be gentle, Im not really into anything rough. ->Suicide lo...: being a service to me...lmfao Suicide lo...: Why thank you. And stop what? lol ->Suicide lo...: good music ->Suicide lo...: stop Suicide lo...: lol Its perfectly ok! I am glad I could be of service to you lol. ->Suicide lo...: I ripped the shit outta your tracks....is that okay? (I hope!)

Love
To love one man is like finding that one porson to make me feel like you belong in this world. To love one man feel like Is a life long thing but you are willing to fit for every thing tjust to keep hin with you!!! I love one man and I feel like tilling the hole world that I love one man and only one man. So Im tell ever that look at this and yes im going to yell it I LOVE ONE MAN now and I hope forever more.

Quilts For Charity(domestic Violence)update
THANKS TO ALL WHO HAVE SHOWN INTEREST I WILL BE LOOKING FORWARD TO HEARING MORE FROM U AND OTHERS IF U NEED HELP WITH ANY THING LET ME KNOW THIS IS FOR THOSE U HAVE REaD MY LAST 2 BLOGS TY ALL HUGS THIS IS A VERY GOOD CAUSE I AM A SURVIVOR OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE MYSELF I AM NOW STARTING TO GET A LITTLE SELF confidence AND LEARNING TO LIVE ON MY OWN WITH MY KIDS LOT OF counseling IT TOOK TO PLUS HELPING OTHER GET THROUGH THIS HELPS ME

St Patricks Day
WHERE THE GOLD AT? I wanna know where da gold at! http://www.wherethegoldat.com/ Watch the video for youself and tell me if you see something green with a hat.. You gotta look very close lol.. and tell me what yall think about it!

Administration (1)
This is not a general blog about being an administrator on Wikipedia; it was prompted by a recent incident fresh in the mind. Anyone can edit Wikipedia articles if not specifically banned, it helps of course to learn the (HTML-like) code, but there's information on site if I remember, on how to do that; there's community on site among editors, and editors with a fairly substantial, recognized contribution might pass a voting process and become administrators. (They can be nominated, or nominate themselves. ) The turnout in my election wasn't large but there was still a majority, and I've been an administrator onsite since mid-2005. An administrator is responsible for monitoring the site for vandals, for participating in deletion debates, and several similar tasks. (I have not held up much more than the first of these responsibilities lately, but think I'll return soon and do much more on Wikipedia...) To this end several links- to delete a page or image, to quickly roll back edits

Yesterday
Yesterday Yesterday we travelled side-by-side as lovers do. You cleaved me dear and we strolled as one. The crisp Spring current inhaled existence into winter trees. We settled beside the rivulet drinking in the magnificence of nature. Yesterday the smile on your face was all I desired. Yesterday we collapsed as lovers do in a labyrinth of sheets depleted. Yesterday we fell asleep to sister sun and roused to a brother moon. Yesterday I breathed as a woman should- bursting with euphoria.

All Mine !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Its all mine and people have seen that im a fighter and im no longer takin the shit...Im happy.. I have worked and i have come a long ways and i can really truely say that i have got what i have wating so long for i have a wonderfull boyfriend that loves and respects me for everything that i am and stand for i have a great life ....May not have the best of jobs in the world but its a job and thats all that matters long as my bills are taken care of and things are done the way that they need to then they are all ok and i am happy once again i have a very loveing boyfriend that loves me for who i am and respects me for all that i am and i have three wonderfull kids Love is a wonderfull thing... Im so glad that i have the the great things that i do in life :):):):) With all this Im closeing this blog and to all let be known that i love the things i have in my love and they love me back just as much and stronger than than anything in this world we are great together

My Birthday
Well I had my birthday last week....That was a waste of a day. If it wasn't for lil bit and a couple other people it wouldn't have been worth having. My parents didn't even call me. I moved to Texas from Chicago area, you'd think they missed me at least a little. I think not. I ended up not being able to follow through with the plans I had made. I guess I just won't make plans anymore.

"breaking News!"
“BREAKING NEWS! “ "I read the news and stood..." disbelieving we would let the world see birds of a feather, fluff together, publicly. You and me, Eagerly … fluffing up, fluffing down, forth fluffing, back fluffing. You and me, together timing the rhyming, so each can hear and see, love’s rhythmic poetry, of WE, YOU and ME, together feather fluffing, together loving, AGAIN ! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, November 23, 2006

Sick Of Moaning
why do ppl bulletin other ppl just because they down rated them who cares ppl downrate me all the time I dont honestly care. its not everyones opinion that you are a "10" ffs its a SITE have fun play nice !! okay will stop my moan for now hehe Arly

For Anyone Who Has A Birthday Coming Up. ^_^
Your one year older, one year wiser. Rock n' Roll star king czar and a kaiser. A room full of friends, a mouth full of cake. Every present is for you and it feels pretty great. Youre the man of the hour, the V.I.P. You get the first slice of the p.i.e. But first blow out the candles and make a wish. Put a smile on cus it's your birthday bitch!

The Insatiable Dream....
...Not knowing why or how this all came about, the string of following events may be true..and may not be true....Finding myself in the hands of a very tall man..long flowing hair and that look in his eyes as him mouth and toungue devour my sweet wet hot pink pussey..making me cum again and again...fingers in and out of me....cum drenched face. i leaned him on his back sucking and licking him until his cock couldnt take it anymore..exploding in my mouth...with a kiss he was gone....laying backin my bed a knock at the door a short time late...a well tanned chisseled body with a bright smile walked towards me..passionately kissing me..sliding my garments off my shoulders...licking and sucking my nipples..hard and erect...holding my hand as we head down the hall..the beautiful man layed me on my back to suck my clit again until i squirted all over his face and finger...he slides me on my stomach to thrust his large cock deep into my pussey..holding me and plunging deeper...making me screa

Some Things In Life
i used to think i was all alone in this world never thought there was other people out there like me. i have had some pretty shitty things happen to me in life that a shrink says caused all this depression on me. when i was just 8 i was molested for three yrs by someone i looked up to i had to live in the same house with her and try to keep my mouth sealed shut never letting anyone know after all it was my burden to carry right? im 30 yrs old now and i still cant stand to be in the same room with her i have tried forgiving her and i know now that she was/is sick and could not help it. a part of me forgives but i will never forget. when i was 14 i met my soul mate. he raped me on oct 11 1991 and i conceived larissa out of this again i hated him but i loved him. i forgave him and let him back into our lives i thought he changed and when i had my son (not by him) he called him daddy. i then got pregnant with lacey (yes his) he stayed around for 5 more yrs and left saying he needed a

Phonies
ok im so sick of these people that promise to hook up on a weekend on mon and then by fri u get stood up how lame needless to say its been like this for me 4 too long im supposed to meet people nd yet its head games so 4 that u can all fuck off i wont name names but theres a few of u that been playin with my emoptions and now im done i got a few close friends on here but 4 how long who knows i said my peace and when u read this well think bout who this is about to many people like the drama n th exitement of meeting people on here but in real life they dont bother its like theyre someone different on here than in the real world ie just had it with a few people on herte all flirting then oh im taken or u live toofar or some other bullshit single life sux and married life aint any better if u marry the wrong one so here i am fri night bored alone and sober whats wrong with this picture

Sex On The Job???
Sex on the Job Or With Some One You Work With !!!! This is a spin-off of the Corrections Officer thread where a few folks talked about Inmates having sex with the Prision Guards. ??? So the question is ??? 1) Have you ever had sex while on the job either on or off the clock? Or Have you ever had sex with some one you worked with at the same time phase ? ( while both of you are still presently work for the same company, office etc.) 2) How was the work relationship afterwords, did having sex with that person you worked with change for a better or worst? 3) Did any of your other co-wokers find out about it and how did they response to you and treated you from there on? 4) Did management find out you had sex with another co-worker and what did they have to say (or) how were you treated from that point on, did you get repramanded for you actions or lost you job? ***If not would you have sex on the job or with so

Happy Easter!!!!
Happy Easter to you! May God's blessings be upon you! This day I pray... That His graces will be with you, too! This very day... We remember the greatest mystery... Christ is risen! As it was told throughout all history. May Christ keep you This day and bless you forever! He's paid our price So we can gain the greatest treasure! Let's remember... Through His death, we shall always live! Through His rising, There is true hope, He'll always give! (own poem)

The Thing About Guys On Here..
is the lack of respect you give us women on here.Now I understand that there are some pretty under handed women on here too.The thing about it is this when you come across a good chick I mean she has looks,brains,sex appeal,her own money,and personality too boot.And what do you do?You say all the right things you know the things she wants to hear.Whether the words are in a sexual manner or just friendly chit chat.And then when we go and message you or even instant message you you guys ignore us as though we never have spoken to each other before.is that your guys definition of friendship? If so I really don't feel sorry for myself but for those of you that do.It's sad and pathetic and to hear you spew out what we already know are lies to begin with.I have said it before and i will say it again...Wouldn't it be easier if you just told us the way it is?

When You Call
WHEN YOU CALL I risk my life for you and you don't even know me… You call me day or night. You call when you are frightened or alone. You call when things go bump in the night. You call me when you are sick or lost. You call me just to talk. And you call me after others have run away in fear. And EACH time I answer. And I sacrifice that which no other would for you. Some curse me and hate me. But still, each time I COME…

Secured Credit Cards
Trying to build credit, I have a secured credit card and I'm looking at get a new secured and I'm not happy with the 6 dollar a months membership fee the interest rate is decent... Just looking for opinions... please don't rate me a 1 for asking a serious question. Thankyou for your time!!!! Michael

My Invisible Heart
ONCE AGAIN A LIFE GONE/SHOWN ALL I COULD SHOW BUT STILL NOOOOOOOOOOO/I OPEN MY HEART BUT IT CLOSES ON ITZ OWN/WHY...BECAUSE OF THE LOVE IT WAS SHOWN.../ITZ NOT MY FAULT THAT MY HEART DOESNT SHINE/ BUT IT WILL BE FINE IN TIME/I GUESS ITZ A MESS..../SEE IF U DONT KNOW LOVE CANT SHOW LOVE/ SO DONT HATE ME WHEN I CLOSE UP/HELP ME DONT RUN/SHOW STRENGHT AND COMFORT/SHOW LOVE AND UNDERSTANDING.../ITZ NOT MY FAULT THAT THE SCARZ AND PAIN PUSH U AWAY/ITZ NOT MY FAULT THAT THE TURMOIL INSIDE MAKES US BOTH CRY.../YES I CRY..IM A MAN WE DO/ITZ A PUNK MOTHERFUCKER THAT CANT BE TRUE////BUT GUESS WHO HURTZ /THE REAL ONES THAT CAN ADMIT IT/SHOW IT/BE REAL WIT IT....NOW THINK ABOUT THIS BEFORE U JUDGE A HURTING HEART......TO BE CONT.................

About Me
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Jamie Ann Dowell Birthday: Aug~ 23 ~ 1976 Birthplace: nowhere land Current Location: NOYB Eye Color: green/brown Hair Color: brown Height: 5'6 Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: Scottish and Portuguese The Shoes You Wore Today: my black air walks Your Weakness: My Twins Your Fears: My mom and dad dieing Your Perfect Pizza: meat lovers Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: just to stay out trouble Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol Thoughts First Waking Up: shit its time to get up Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes and my ass Your Bedtime: don't have one i am a night owl Your Most Missed Memory: i cant say Pepsi or Coke: coke MacDonalds or Burger King: burger king Single or Group Dates: both Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: i dont drink ether Do you Smoke: yes Do you Swear: yes Do you Sing: ever

I Am A Single Woman :)
I am a single woman.. I've been single for a while now.. I forgot I had a blog up about my ex until a friend just commented on it.. So I just wanted to clear that up.... Definetly am single.. Although I do have a very serious crush... He's a million miles away.. but he makes my heart smile.

Geography Lessons!
GEOGRAPHY LESSON PART 1- GEOGRAPHY OF A WOMAN Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa , half discovered, half wild, naturally beautiful with fertile soil. Between 23 and 30, a woman is like America , well developed and open to trade, especially for someone with cash. Between 31 and 35, a woman is like India, very hot, relaxed and convinced of her own beauty. Between 36 and 40, a woman is like France , gently aging; but still warm and a desirable place to visit. Between 41 and 50, a woman is like Great Britain , with a glorious and all conquering past. Between 51 and 60, a woman is like Yugoslavia , lost some wars, won some great battles but haunted by past mistakes, still very strong and proud. Between 61 and 70, a woman is like Russia , very wide and borders are now largely un-patrolled. After 70, she becomes Tibet .. Off the beaten path, with a mysterious past and the wisdom of the ages...still desirable but only those with an adventurous spirit an

Thank You For Lovin Me.....
i couldnt get the you tube video to work but .... THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME (Bon Jovi) It's hard for me to say the things I want to say sometimes There's no one here but you and me And that broken old street light Lock the doors We'll leave the world outside All I've got to give to you Are these five words when I Thank you for loving me For being my eyes When I couldn't see For parting my lips When I couldn't breathe Thank you for loving me Thank you for loving me I never knew I had a dream Until that dream was you When I look into your eyes The sky's a different blue Cross my heart I wear no disguise If I tried, you'd make believe That you believed my lies Thank you for loving me For being my eyes When I couldn't see For parting my lips When I couldn't breathe Thank you for loving me You pick me up when I fall down You ring the bell before they count me out If I was drowning you would part the sea And risk your

For Sale
FOR SALE "RIGHTEOUS" ASS I have been the owners of this ass for a few months now, but I just do not have the time to enjoy it any more, so I am offering this beauty for sale. It’s 1964 model in gay pink. 1 Careful owner and a few 1000 brothers who were not so careful in the prison showers but it still runs well. Starts every time without fail (press button start) It's a convertible model (not much up top) Looks like new (most of the shit comes out of it's mouth) Full service history (mostly by gays in the local park) I am offering it for sale for $100 cherry bucks. But I am open to offers.

Egyptian Zpdiac Sign
Geb Engaging personality, sensitive, modest, occasionally narcissistic, but can rise above vanity. Colors: male: violet, female: roseCompatible Signs:Set, Horus Dates: Feb 12 - Feb 29, Aug 20 - Aug 31 Role: God of the earthAppearance: Green-skinned man, with leaves all over his body and a goose on his head. Sometimes he was shown laying on his side under his wife, the sky goddess Nut.Sacred animals: goose What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries

Ok Family
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX RAVENS PICK OF THE DAY XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX ok lets get these to at least 6000 ten if possible more points more prizes ENDS MAY 4TH ENDS THE 27TH OF APRIL

Various Activities
Since 1990 I have been going to Croydon Unitarian Church, which is at 1, The Flyover, Croydon, over the road to Taberner House. I usually go to the services, which are at 11am, every Sunday. I go to Urban Unitarians# meet ups. I'm now also a member of Croydon Spiritualist Church*, Chatsworth Road, Croydon. Usually going to the service, at 6.30pm, on Sundays, and sometimes the service, at 7.45pm, on Wednesdays. Also the Open Platform, every 3rd Monday, at 7.30pm. I sometimes go to the service at Wimbledon Spiritualist Church*, Hartfield Avenue, at 7.30pm, on Tuesdays. I sometimes go to the meetings of the Troubadours of Albion#, at 7pm, on Thursdays at Kings Arms¬}, 190, Fulham Road. I go to Knowledge Book Study Group meetings. I also go to a semi-religious group called Open House. I go to Feminist Freethinkers# meetups, 7pm, at Conway Hall, Red Lion Square. I go to The BIS London Space Meetup#. I go to the Quantum Physics and Cosmology meetup group#. I go to meetings of the 21st Centur

Dead/ Hymn To Nola
Dead Meph I’m glad we can't visit. Your streets paved with vomit, roaches and rats. Sometimes burned bridges are best. Not sure if I knew you well enough to argue, we shared just enough to land. People who act like they have lots to give, don’t. The vultures and dogs ate the rest of you. Crying in a flood, drinking sweat of rescue workers. Watching made me ill, felt helpless. A spurned lover seeks revenge, sidelines accommodate only life’s losers. It is Xmas everyday for gate crashers and giant killers. Steps to heaven closed for remodel, remade to look like a blonde with tits and no waist. And I am glad we can’t visit.

Almost Doesnt Count
Almost made you love me Almost made you cry Almost made you happy, baby Didn't I, didn't I You almost had me thinkin' You were turned around Everybody knows Almost doesn't count Almost heard you saying You were finally free What was always missing for you, baby You'd found it in me But you can't get to heaven Half off the ground Everybody knows Almost doesn't count I can't keep lovin' you One foot outside the door I hear a funny hesitation Of a heart that's never really sure Can't keep on tryin' If you're looking for more Than all that I could give you Than what you came here for Gotta find somebody Not afraid to let go Want a no-doubt be-there kind of girl You came real close But every time you built me up You only let me down And everybody knows Almost doesn't count I can't keep lovin' you One foot outside the door I hear a funny hesitation Of a heart that's never really sure Can't keep on tryin' If y

I Want To Fly..........
The night I met you in words only on a screen I knew I had to have you not only in my dreams! The words that we have shared have caused my heart to care At first I was a little frightened to share myself with you but you showed me ways to make my nights brighten You loved my body over and over again you took me to heaven and made me live again! I have come to want to devour you not just on this place but I want to touch your body and feel you near I want to hold you tightly not just in words but face to face: I want to pleasure you in all the ways we shared, I want to do things to you that others would only dare: I want to make our fantasies all come true for, babe, I want to fly with you.

Old Feelings And Bitterness
It is said you are only as old as you feel. Well, I believe your only as old as you love and make love. If you don't make love, you feel old, and when you feel that old you become bitter. Myself included. I have learned it from first hand experience. I know that I am not a king among men and my endowment is not too great. Yet, I love to make love and to be loved back. I have two could hands and the fingers work well. I have a tongue and know how to use it.. I have not had another woman since I married many years ago. I have let her control when and where and how often we have sex. Now that I try to have sex, she is always too tired, too sore, not interested, and I am too damn tired of it. I have become bitter. I use to be a jolly happy young man. Well, age wise I am almost 60, but not dead. I want to live and love and love to live. My profile says it all, I love sex and I am willing to venture out with a woman who needs the same. Really like to find one that needs

The Journey
Tracking up and down the beach line, trying to find what is mine. I walk here and there throught it all, rain and snow, witer, spring and fall. Bouncing around from day to day, sometimes wondering to and fro in every way. The emotions wondering and running wild, sometimes its hyper, and sometimes its mild. Hoping everything is accomplished right, when it comes to the end of this journey's sight.

Daddys Little Girl
Daddy's little girl Small but hard headed just like him She would try anything he done to be like him. He would bring her outside and show her the tree's and birds. What life is outside the house! As she grew she often wondered why he done what he done. As far as showing her what nature was. But as life went on she under stood that life is too short you have to learn each step Of life. So it makes you stronger and that way you have a heart for little things Little things in life mean the world to some people you could buy everything you wanted But there is a few things in life you can not buy Sometimes in life you have to teach people to grow even if they are older they still have to stop and think about little things in life

The Words Of An Old Painter.....
3 MAY 2007 Yesterday, an unexpected call became the reason of a short trip to the sea. Me and my bosses were suppose to get top Constanta, a city on the shore of the Sea, for business matters. Today, we woke up early in the morning, and after a 2 hours and a half drive, we arrived in Constanta. It has been a sunnybut windy day. I could see from the car, the waves crushing on the shore and i was thinking how much i missed my friend....The Sea. After the worked finished, with a crying voice, I asked my 2 bosses to take me to salute my friend.....MAREA (The Sea, in romanian). The Cliff was almost empty. A "NO FILMING" signwas posted right in front of the stairs leading to the Sea. The Old Casino, almost abandoned was still there.....like in my Childhood. My father used to tell stories about men loosing their fortunes in that place and being forced by honour or pride to kill themselves by throwing from the top of the building on the rocks washed by

After The Fire - God Is Near
After the fire, There is a choise to see only ashes, charred memories and possessions or to stand,thankful,on holy ground, seeing what the flames could not burn and destroy, the presence of God, and his hand at work, refining and polishing his people, as we anticipate, catch the glowing flame of transformation, becoming aligned with his plan, being a part of something we don't understand, but trusting the one who is in control. God is near. k.s.

A Momentary Slip From Beer Goggles To A Hint Of Clear Though Processes....scary
I JUST ROSE FROM A DRUNKEN STUPER AND THOUGHT WOWWWWWWW.....I HAVE NOT SEEN A SINGLE KIWI (NEW ZEALANDER) ON CHERRYTAP THUS FAR. IS THIS A GLITCH OR A BLOCKAGE OR AM I JUST NOT LOOKING HARD ENOUGH? HMMMM. JUST A RANDOM THOUGHT FROM THE ASSASSIN!!! CHEERS AND ENJOY YA DAY ALL.

Rush At My Skin
Thoughts of You, rush at my skin, Like wind whipping at my soul, Setting my body on fire, With the thrill of your touch. Anticipating the rush, I depict the warmth of our bodies, Entertwined under the full moon, Until our souls are pacified. As I soak in the pool of bliss, Feeling the ecstasies of eternity, Desiring an encounter with you, Lulls me int

What Makes You A Juggalo?
If you do not take the time to read this, it is your loss..... To all the juggalos and juggalettes, im sorry but today people are "juggalos" for the wrong reasons. i am sending this out to tell you all that there a many people out there shaming our name and disgracing the family. read this and youll get what i mean WHAT DOES NOT MAKE YOU A JUGGALO/LETTE... 1) you are NOT a juggalo if the only reason you want to be is because its "cool" 2)you are NOT a juggalo if you call EVERY JUGGALO YOU meet a juggahoe 3)you are NOT a juggalo if you think you are more "down" because you have more shirts then someone else 4)you DO NOT have to do drugs to be down 5) wearing your paint in public DOES NOT make you better than a juggalo who doesnt 6)you do NOT have to flash your tits to be a juggalette 7)getting good grades and carring about school DOES NOT make you a juggahoe 8)you do NOT have to own a hatchetman charm to be more "juggalo" than someone

Rippers, Too. Right...
The hysteria knows no bounds. Gen't Jack usually. If the image ripped is public domain, and if they'd click-saved and uploading a copy to their gallery it wouldn't have been clearly that of anyone on CT, why is it considered a cause for outrage if this is done without asking permission? In fact, great outrage? (Back-referencing http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/1886/314670

President Speach
>>WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, >>DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVES THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq. This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom, Spain, Bulgaria, Australia, and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains everyone not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by saying that effective immediately, foreign aid to those nations on List 2 cea

Tap That Ass
I see you starin' at me from your profile page You prolly lyin' about your motherfuckin' age But it's a'ight because I'm willin' and ready I already shouted at your best friend Betty Ya know my name ain't really Phil McCracken It never stopped me from straight cherry mackin' So hit me back there ain't no need to player hate I just need somebody to come and add/fan/rate I just wanna tap that ass (Cherry tap, that is) Tap that ass... Tappin' your cherry ass Babygirl,I saw your pictures and the truth be told You look exactly like a playboy centerfold Are you sure that you wanna be on my friends list Cuz if you don't repost I'm gonna block your shit What's with all these newbies walkin' in the bar Don't they realize where the fuck they are Nobody want's to go and Pop that Cherry For all I know that chick is just my uncle Gary I just wanna tap that ass (Cherry tap, that is) Tap that ass... What? No, really, I can't hear ya I just wanna tap your ass (Cher

Please Pick Up The King Of Spades Album Who Deal? Now At...
Click on the Banner & atleast check it out: For those that see it call me If you need more info call me Shaun Robinson 619-955-7916 What ever you decide Holla At'cha Boy!!!1

Real Friends
I like you because of who you are to me.... A true friend. Proud To Be Your Friend! Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence, and don't skip ahead. I've learned.... That life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes. I've learned.... That we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for. I've learned.... That money doesn't buy class. I've learned..that it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular. I've learned.... That under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved. I've learned.... That the Lord didn't do it all in one day What makes me think I can? I've learned.... That to ignore the facts does not change the facts. I've learned.... That the less time I have to work, the more things I get done. To all of you.... Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence. It's National Friendship We

I'm Running For President!
Hello, my fellow proud Americans from across our beautiful and magestic and lovely and breathtaking land.My name is Juanathin Johnson and I gonna be President of the United States! ..>..> ..>..> ...heavy huh? So, here it goes... I would like to be the president of the United States. I know it's a big annoucement and I spoke it over with my imaginary wife that I hope to have someday and she agrees. "It's our duty to run.", she says while sewing an imaginary flag on our imaginary big couch. (I should remember to ask future wife if she minds dressing up like Martha Washington.)I am sure I will win because I feel like I have more chance then anyone running so far. I've heard some interesting things about some of our fellow canidates that I think that you all should know. After all, we are all part of this conversation. If we weren't then this would be just like you reading a some dumb blog I wrote.And that's just silly.For instance did you know Hillary Clinton is actually re

Chapter One
Well, to start off with I'm not too sure on what I'm going to be doing. I have seemed to have fallen into this depression that I'm trying to pull myself out of. I am happy and satisfied with where I am living at right now. I love being with my Sister's. They have helped me sooo much. You couldn't ask for a better family than the one I have. They have protected me, and have supported me in everything and every decision that I have made. I love you, Kristie and Tera. You are the greatest sisters ever. The thing is is that I'm debating on going back to my husband or not. He really wants me to come back home, but I'm not sure on what to do. I do want to go back, and I really want to work my marriage out. I love and care for my husband an awful lot. I have let a few things get in between our marriage just as he has done some things that's broke the marriage up, also. Both of us realize now what it is that we need to do to work this out, and we are both willing to do it.

Choices
What roads in life should i take? for I know the future is mine to make. The choices from the past seem to haunt my soul, but do I look back with regret or peace at reaching all my goals? Alot of things I would change if time would allow, For this I would pay any price to go back now. Turning back time is a luxury that we are not given, Only to be left t deal with a life that has now become our prison. Some aspects we know can be turned on a dime, And the only true, reliable ally on our side is time.

Ims
for anyone reading these, i want to apologize to my friends, family, or lovers for not being on yahoo, aim, etc...i just need a rest from that stuff right now! I am also presently trying to find work, and its really kicking my ass...so please forgive me...I am just menatally exhausted... I am also training at a gondola service now too, and my muscles feel like they've been in a bar fight! speaking of which...I have to go there right now. have a great day everyone....!

An Alpha Male Response To The 'i'm Sorry' Chain Letter.
This piece of crap chain letter has been showing up in my inbox for years now and I’m sick of it. Here is the Alpha Male response to Mr Nice Guy: Body: I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk Alpha Male: Come on, we both know she got drunk so she could f*ck me and not feel guilty about it. I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants ALPHA MALE: I'm not a body builder but I don't live on cheezits and McD's either, ya flabby ass. I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised ALPHA MALE: I do that too! Then I throw her on the bed, rip off her clothes... I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" ALPHA MALE: My self-confidence makes me sexier than wearing leather pants and stuffing the crotch. I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole ALPHA MALE: You're not an asshole, you are a damn doormat... I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account t

May 20th, 2007
I wanted to take some time and write a blog for all my friends that don't seem to know whats going on in my life. For those of yous that don't know April 30 I drove down to Pearson International Airport in Toronto, Ontario to pick my mom up. Its been almost three years since I seen my mom. We had one of those movie airport meetings you know where they throw there bags and run to each other. My mom ended up hitting a lady by mistake but the lady just kept on walking. Things like that happen all the time I guess. Shes been staying with me since she got back into town. So we have all had some things to get used to. We are up very early in the morning and we can be very loud I have tried to be as quite as I can be but as for me kids they just don't know the difference. I live a very busy life. Most of the week I am gone to playgroups with my kids or I am at the gym working out while Tristens in preschool. So my mom has the place to herself while we are gone. My kids just love her. My oldes

Words
Don't remember how it happened, Can't remember when. Somehow you went from being my email buddy, And became my best friend, I know that we belong to others; I'm not the type to cheat. So why when I read your words, Does my heart skip a beat? So here I am, unsure of what to do; The only feeling I am sure of, is my love for you.

I Need Answers Damnit!
Last night as I sat with my coffee in a diner, a conversation broke out between the "guys" sitting at this horseshoe shaped counter that I later referred to as the "Redneck Roundtable". The drivel spewing out of these guys mouths was appalling! The Topic? Sex. I didnt participate in this conversation, I merely listened. I felt like Marlin Perkins on Mutual of Omahas Wild Kingdom. "And here we see the American Male in his natural habitat. Lets watch as my assitant Jim attempts to get a closer look...." I was floored at what these guys were babbling about! I mean is this just an extension of their teenage years where they ran their mouths about shit they had no clue about just to be talking *OR* could they possibly BELIEVE the bullshit they spewed? GUY 1: Hell I dont care... long as I get mine! She can get her own! GUY 2: No Shit! I could care less. GUY 3: Hell I have gotten to the point of just saying OOPS! Sorry! It just felt too good. Usually makes em feel better

From Str8 Diesel!!!
This is from 'STR8 DIESEL!!! *VELVET's CT Hubby* (4 NEW PICS NEED RATES AND COMMENTS PLEASE!!!) http://cherrytap.com/user/716471 It's entitled Only in America and is great! Stop by his profile and blog and pass along some 10's! ONLY IN AMERICA 1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to sc

Just A Little Longer
Desolation, Wide open space, Between the trees and me, Emptiness and me, Confusion and decisions, Feelings hard to define, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, Coldness seeps Its way in, I am falling deeper, Into what I fear most, As I reach out, There is nothing there, As possible there was something once, Only to be gone, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, The sun drops, The last inch of light falls, The squirrels more likely to be huddled up, But not me, Something I never possessed, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, Then the sun has gone, Darkness spreads its wings over me, I see nothing so no one sees me, Feeling of bitterness only, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, An Owl peers down, With question in her eyes, She doesn't have a hope, In helping me, As she doesn't see my pain, Spreads her wings, Passes me by, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, The soft earth, Seems the only thing holding me

Get At Me
You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

9-21-06
Yes, this is an old pic. And I know I've told a few people about it who wanted to see this pic and they couldn't get into my Yahoo Profiles breifcase to see it.. So there it is, my "Just Divorced" decorated car. I did this in July of 2004.

R Kelly No. 1 Fans Snap Up 'double Up'
R. Kelly's No. 1: Fans snap up 'Double Up' R. Kelly’s salacious Double Up, boosted by single I’m a Flirt, enters Billboard at No. 1 after selling 386,000 copies, according to Nielsen SoundScan.

Men
men are so.... they start talking to saying babe babyy hun and so forth then they start talking about sex like thats the only thing to talk about. GET A LIFE!!! I dont want to talk about sex all the time. there is more to a girl then her looks or just wanting sex. and if u have kids be a man and stepp up they need u in their lives too. why treat a girl like she is just a piece of meat? it will come all back to u. and dont get on here and pretend to be single when u have some one. it is still cheating. You will have more friends by being honest then u will by lieing because they will find out and never talk to u again. so GROW UP!!!

Live Free
Life, the most beautiful thing, that lets a smile creep across the face of those who have lost. Life, The gorgeous surrender that engulfs your every being, no matter the cost. Life is too short to dwell on the whips and chains that hold us to the very thing, that inflicts the pain. Within this life, you have to focus on the moment, for you are not gauranteed the next in time, be free within this world of art and let go of the shackles within the mind. Dont let someone bring yu down on a day that you can be at peace, let the ignorance of the world fly by so you can dine on freedoms feast. be free.

You
When we are together, my world is so at ease. I feel there are no worries and no one else is around. I feel so comfortable in your arms. I feel like they were made for me to be held in. I look into your eyes and see so much love, but know you are afraid to express it, because of the pain you have suffered. I am sitting here wondering what has gone wrong. I feel you have pulled away because I have done something wrong. If I have done something wrong, I just wish you would let me know. If you have found someone else, I wish you would tell me. I am in a state of confusion, please help me clear it up. If you dont want a relationship, but just a friendship, I can do that. Tell me please tell me what you want to do.

Top 10 Worst Safewords
Top 10 Worst Safewords/Phrases 10. "Are those police lights outside?" 9. "I'm not a baseball, you know." 8. "I felt a breeze - did you leave the door open?" 7. "Have you started yet?" 6. "Did I tell you your mother called?" 5. "I'm pregnant." (works relatively well for male submissives) 4. "You hit like a girl." 3. "Can't you hit any harder than that?" 2. No! And the Number One worst safeword to use... 1. Ouch!

Wow I Am A 1
I guess I have a new friend lol she rated me a 1...I really think some here get off on down rating...to me it is just people being hateful...just needed to get it off my chest that she down rated me so low ...I do not think anyone deserves a 1.... http://www.cherrytap.com/user/950058

Another Tragedy
A lot of people don't know about the hellish turn my life took 15 years ago. My best friend, and the man that at the time I considered to be the love of my life, until I found Joe, was murdered and died in my arms after taking a bullet that was meant for me. Anyways, I had reason to think of him today when I found out that his baby brother, the only other child in the family died in a car accident last night. In a way, I'm glad that their parents aren't alive to see this. I don't know if they would be able to take the loss of another child. I know it's going to be hard on his wife, especially since she is pregnant with their first child. I hope that all my friends here on CT will keep my friends in their thoughts and prayers over the upcoming months. I hope that she will realize that I will always be there for her, just like I was always there for Shawn. I know that she is a strong person, but even the strongest people need to understand that they have friends that they can lea

Internet Drama..wtf
SO,,SO ,,FUCK'N TIRED OF THE DRAMA...IT'S GOT ME ABOUT WHERE I DON'T WANT TO COME ON HERE...BUT FUCK THAT,,,TIRED OF THE HE SAID SHE SAID BULLSHIT.GOT TO STOP...IF NOT IM UNFRIEND YOU AN JUST SAY FUCK IT..DRAMA_SHIT...NOT FRIENDSHIP....SO FRIENDSHIP..I HAVE TIME FOR,,,DRAMA_SHIT...I HAVE NO TIME FOR.. THANKS AN HAVE A NICE DAY..=)~

Check Your Bulletins
Even if you do not normally look at bulletins, turn them on and read a few. I am reposting the content of this one here so you can see what is happening...seems this lady hosting happy hour every 30 minutes is scamming people into bombing her page and rating her etc and promising blasts and not buying them, then blocking people.... check it out for yourself before you decide... HEY, I DO NOT LIKE SEXY BLONDE GIRL BECAUSE SHE USES PEOPLE TO GAIN POINTS ETC AND DOESN'T CARE ABOUT FRIENDSHIP JUST HERSELF AND TO MAKE IT TO THE TOP ON HERE. IF YOU SUPPORT THIS LYING SLUT I'M ASKING YOU TO REMOVE YOURSELF FROM MY FRIENDS LIST. SHE HAS HURT TO MANY PEOPLE ON HERE AND THAT IS NOT MY STYLE!!! I DO NOT WANT FRIENDS LIKE THIS OR FRIENDS THAT SUPPORT PEOPLE THAT PURPOSELY USE AND HURT OTHERS!!!! Added clickable link by Alice.. People should see what you can find about her on the net.. Just look at that link.. Warning not for the weak of heart! SXYBlondeGirl (repost of original b

What Level Of Witch Are You
What Level of Witch are you Congratulations you have achieved level 4 witch status... you have studied hard and learned well!!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

100 Random Things About Me (in No Order Whatsoever)
1. I'm 75% Irish, 25% British (well, technically, Welsh). 2. I often wish I was full-blooded Irish (or at least full-blooded something). 3. I am a Scorpio and exhibit almost all behavioral tendencies (good & bad) the sign is supposedly known for. 4. I am left handed (in doing most things, anyway), which I believe is still less than 15% the world's population. 5. I was severely underweight for much of my childhood. 6. I'm a frustrated Philly sports fan who's losing more interest in all of it every day. (actually, I barely pay attention to the absurdity of it anymore) 7. I've become more political as I've gotten older. 8. I often use humor as a defense mechanism in serious situations, or sometimes just 'cause it's fun. 9. I'm generally very opinionated but pride myself on listening to others' viewpoints. 10. I have no time for people who don't respect others' beliefs. 11. I believe that a woman's body is her own f**king business, and not beholden to any

Moving Soon So I Will Be Missing For A While
Dark greetings to you all my dear dear friends and family! I am both sad and happy to say i will be moving in a few days to be with my beloved suzan ^_^ I am scared and so very excited and would like to let you all know im not ignoring you all i am but moving and do not have the time to get on the net much! also i have this neat little count down to when i move! ^_^i will be online as much as i can but with packing and moving interstate i will not be on much! ^_^ i hope to talk to you all when i get back online and tell you of all the things i have done and the happiness i had in moving my entire life for good to a place where no one knows me and i know no one!!! such is my life and time that this just has to come to pass i suppose! but anyhoo i shall go now! i am sorry and i can not wait to talk to you all soon! Until then talk to you soon ^_^ High Elder~WolfiePuP~((Founder)) L.D.C. (Alpha of the Lupin Clan) protector of Rebel Bitch@ CherryTAP

A Cool Site Like This One
I belong to a site called tribe.net there is all kinds of tribes . it is a pretty cool go check it out it is a FREE site just like this one. i also just started a tribe of my own for cooks and chefs . you can also start your own tribe 4 FREE here is the address to my tribe keep in mind i just started my tribe !! this address is to my tribe tribeshttp://tribes.tribe.net/chefsandcooks this address is to the site www.tribe.net there is all kinds of tribes heres a list of them. alumni/schools 2319 automotive 483 business 1010 cities & neighborhoods 1689 companies / co-workers 388 computers & internet 1145 cultures & community 6405 entertainment & arts 7670 family & home 850 games 760 government & politics 1013 health & wellness 1980 hobbies & crafts 1129 money & investing 192 music 5566 other 5283 places & travel 883 recreation & sports 1416 religion & beliefs 2710 romance & relationships 1456 schools & education 580 science & histo

Second Opinions!
The doctor said, "Joe, the good news is I can cure your headaches. The bad news is that it will require castration. You have a very rare condition, which causes your testicles to press on your spine, and the pressure creates one hell of a headache. The only way to relieve the pressure is to remove the testicles." Joe was shocked and depressed. He wondered if he had anything to live for. He had no choice but to go under the knife. When he left the hospital, he was without a headache for the first time in 20 years, but he felt like he was missing an important part of himself. As he walked down the street, he realized that he felt like a different person. He could make a new beginning and live a new life. He saw a men's clothing store and thought, "That's what I need... a new suit." He entered the shop and told the salesman, "I'd like a new suit." The elderly tailor eyed him briefly and said, "Let's see...size 44 long." Joe laughed, "That's right, how did you know?

Did You Know
Did you know? I didn't know! How could we? Did you know that 47 countries' have reestablished their embassies in Iraq ? Did you know that the Iraqi government currently employs 1.2 million Iraqi people? Did you know that 3100 schools have been renovated, 364 schools are under rehabilitation, 263 new schools are now under construction and 38 new schools have been completed in Iraq ? Did you know that Iraq 's higher educational structure consists of 20 Universities, 46 Institutes or colleges and 4 research centers, all currently operating? Did you know that 25 Iraq students departed for the United States in January 2005 for the re-established Fulbright program? Did you know that the Iraqi Navy is operational? They have 5 - 100-foot patrol craft, 34 smaller vessels and a naval infantry regiment. Did you know that Iraq 's Air Force consists of three operational squadrons, which includes 9 reconnaissance and 3 US C-130 t

My Pregnancy
So I am now almost 8 months pregnant. I went to my doctor's appt the other day and found out I have to have another c section. They are worried I might tear or rip open. Im ok with that though bec I have had a lot of back pain and don't really feel like going through what I went through with my first pregnancy.Im getting to that point right now that I just want this baby out already..LOL Its been so hot where Im from. Over the 100's and can't take this damn heat much longer. Yeah we don't have humidity but the heat is so bad and we don't have central air here. I just can't wait til this is over and it can start getting colder..LOL My daughter bugs me everyday about when is the baby coming out bec she is so anxious. I can't wait til my daughter is big sister. She will be so good I think and a big help. Me and my hubby are more ready for this baby then we were for our first. Most parents usually are though. I have been waiting for this for 2 years now ever since my daughter was 2.

So Maybe
So maybe I've been through a lot of guys. That finally at 27 I know what good and honest is. I've been through more men than most women my age. I don't consider myself to be a slut, I just consider myself to be lucky. I've learned what to do and how to please a man in bed. I've learned that test driving the car is very important. I love hearing a guy laugh at me and with me. I love hearing all the things most women like to hear. I like a man that is confident with his status with me. That he knows I'm not going to stray just because other men find me attractive. You see, I've been with assholes, and jerk-offs, and never really with a decent nice guy. Well that was until recently, what ever or how ever you want to define us is fine I don't need a title, just being with him is enough. I like the way he looks at me, and how he comes to me, and how he touches me. I love the way he feels and the way my body feels against his. We laugh, we talk, we do lots of fun things togethe

How To Smiley's
Okay, I don't know if everyone knows but I just found out. Here are the smiley faces and things. No spaces. : ) = :) : D = :D : ( = :( : P = :P : O = :O ( D ) = (D) ( B ) = (B) ( Y ) = (Y) ( N ) = (N) 8 -P = 8-P : -S = :-S : @ = :@ END [Massacre]

Help Out Peter Britt
Click anywhere below to visit one of the numerous web sites Peter Britt's >music is on. >Peter needs your help, so please show your love and support by sending in your request or calling Wal-mart radio flood their inbox and keep their request line busy!!! Requesting they air Peter Britt’s music. Wal-mart/sams club is a big company with several stores worldwide with their station played 24/7 in every store. This would be a major step for Peters career. See you can help him achieve his dream. Request him everyday, several times a day if you can by e mailing them at wmradio@wal-mart.com Request line 888-379-6677 If you have a Walmart in your area and if you know the store location number, you can find it on top of any sales slip. Add that to the e-mail or give it during the call, if you don't work at wal-mart say you are a customer and they hate turning down a customer request. So please show Peter how much you love him and support him, lets get this done for him. Thank you Jody D

Waking Up To You
Waking Up To You I awake each morning So happy to see your face Reaching out to you my love To feel your warm embrace You are the essence of my life The beat of my heart Just having you in my life Gives each day that perfect start Your smile is my sunshine Your eyes wonderful like the skies so blue There is nothing more delightful Than to wake up each morning with you © Patricia Bankhead

I Am Crystal Meth
This poem really hit home with me as loved and lost my ex husband to drugs. I have lived through and seen first hand the power it holds. They will destroy you and everything around you. I sometimes feel I failed, as was not able to bring him back from it's powerful grasps and he paid the ultimate price. I would not wish this hell on my worst enemy. 'I AM CRYSTAL METH ' This was written by a young girl who was in jail for drug charges, and was addicted to crystal meth . She wrote this while in jail. As you will soon read, she fully grasped the horrors of the drug, as she tells in this simple, yet profound poem. She was released from jail, but true to her story, the drug owned her. Please keep praying for our Children, Teens, Young adults. Understand, this thing is worse than any of us realize.........and now it comes under the cover of the flavored crystal candy ... My Name: 'Is TICK' I destroy homes, I tear families apart, Take your children, and that's just the star

You've Lied !!!!
The blood drips from my eyes, with every tear from your lies. The pain you can't see, makes me nobody but me. The deep cut from your knife, has trapped everything in my life. Stab me to death, cuz you have took everything that was left. My soul is now dead, not for the things you have said. You gave me part of your life, then turned around and stabbed me with that knife. My life starts to faid, now you have it made. I live in fear, you made me shed too many tears. Please let my soul go, you've hurt me more than you know. You have waited too long, my soul is long gone. Say a prayer for me, because there is nothing more to see. Too many times you have made me cry, don't look my way for I just died. wrote this for my husband

Awesome Poem I Found
PEOPLE WHO KNOW WHO THEY ARE AND STAY TRUE TO IT EMOTIONAL DEPTH CREATIVITY TRUE FRIENDS WHO ARE ALWAYS THERE FINDING THE BEAUTY IN THE INSIGNIFICANT PEOPLE WHO GO AGAINST THE GRAIN RAINY DAYS--SNOWY NIGHTS THOSE WHO QUESTION AND DELVE DEEPER GETTING TO KNOW SOMEONE, AND LOVING THEM FOR WHO THEY ARE INTROSPECTION DEATH MASKS PEOPLE WHO LAUGH, BUT ARE ALSO NOT AFRAID TO CRY HORROR MOVIES ARTHOUSE FLICKS BOYS WHO ARE NOT HUMAN JADED SARCASM IN CONJUNCTION WITH AN EMOTIONAL ATTITUDE THOSE WHO ARE LEFT OF CENTER, BUT STABLE AND TRUSTWORTHY LATE NIGHT CHATS WITH SOMEONE WHO MATTERS

Truth About Perfection
Once upon a time, a perfect man and a perfect woman met.After a perfect courtship, they had a perfect wedding.Their life together was, of course, perfect.One snowy, stormy Christmas Eve,this perfect couple was driving their perfect car along a winding road,when they noticed someone at the side of the road in distress.Being the perfect couple, they stopped to help.There stood Santa Claus with a huge bundle of toys.Not wanting to disappoint any children on the eve of Christmas,the perfect couple loaded Santa and his toys into their vehicle.Soon they were driving along delivering the toys.Unfortunately, the driving conditions deteriorated and the perfect couple and Santa Claus had an accident.Only one of them survived the accident. Question: Who was the survivor? Scroll down for the answer..... Answer: The perfect woman survived.She's the only one who really existed in the first place.Everyone knows there is no Santa Clausand there is no such thing as a perfect ma

Horny
Ok so I have a problem, I'm a real nympho and its not all its cracked up to be... I'm always horny and need it 3 to 9 times a day most of the time. its like I'm never satisfied, most women don't know how to really please me sexually, and it suxxx, I don't have the support I need to help me out... The thing is, I don't even have to cum every time, just to make love and please my partner is what I want, but its hard to fine someone that has what I'm looking for I guess... If you would like to help me out please let me know. Show me some love. I'm a real person with real feelings and a want for love like anyone else would, please don't think bad of me for needing sex so much, I'm not a bad person. I wanted to add an edit to this, I hope you have read my war blogs as well, I have tried lots of meds for the pain but nothing really helps me. I have found that sex is the only thing that takes the edge off, it really helps, and also drives my addiction even more, but I have ha

Relationship Tips !!!
RELATIONSHIP TIPS !!! READ,Ty,maggie Body: I don't know what guy wrote this, but he's a genius. Every single guy on the face of the earth should read this. If they did, girls would probably get treated a lot better than they do... This was written by a guy who has had years of experience. and he's pretty damn good. with girls.. 1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house [without notice]...they run around in their underwear just like we do. 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the hat. 4. NEVER miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. 5. DON'T refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. 7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in

Glasgow Uk Vs Usa
Differences between Glasgow and America after a terror incident at an airport: America:"Oh my God! there was a man on fire, he was running about, i just ran for my life..i thought i was gonna die,he got so close to me" Glasgow: "C*nt wis running aboot on fire,so a ran up 'n gave him a good boot,then decked him" America :"I just wanna get home,away from here..i just wanna get home,i thought i was gonna die" Glasgow:"here shug, am no leaving here till am oan a f*ckin' plane!" America:"there was pandemonium,people were running in all directions, we didn't know what was happening, I thought i was gonna die" Glasgow:"F*ck this fir a kerry oan,moan we ll get a pint in" America:"We thought he was gonna blow us all up he had a gas canister,and was trying to get into his trunk,i thought we were gonna die,i just ran for my life" Glasgow:"a swaggered by the motor that wis on fire,and the dafty couldnae even open his boot,he wis in fire annaw so a ran up n gave him a good boot

Everything I Do I Do For You !!!
All that I live for, is just to find a way, to show how much I love you, somehow find a way, deep in your heart you know, without having to be told, you are the reason, behind all that I say and do, if only you where with me, I know I'd find a way, to bring a smile to your face, somehow brighten your day, I would bring you flowers, cook dinner for you each night, as you relaxed in warm bubbles, caressed by candle lite, we would block out all the world, together we would be as one, you are my heart and soul, Everything I do, I do it for you ..

Cover Up Alledged
Towns County sheriff charged with cover-up in shooting GBI says Rudy Eller admitted he helped hide deputy's gun By RHONDA COOK The Atlanta-Journal Constitution Published on: 07/31/07 The Towns County sheriff has been released on $250,000 bond on charges he tried cover up for his chief deputy, who is accused to shooting up the house of his wife's lover. According to the Georgia Bureau of Investigation, Sheriff Rudy Eller turned himself in at the White County Detention Center Tuesday morning. He is charged with tampering with evidence, making false statements, obstruction, hindering the apprehension of a criminal and violation of his oath of office. According to an affidavit used to bring the charges, Gary Dean had told Eller earlier this month that he was afraid of Chief Deputy Eddie Osborn because of his relationship with Osborn's wife, Michelle. Dean reported 10 shots fired at his house in Towns County on July 9 and said he believed Osborn was responsible. Eller as

Fake Profile
I came across this profile and I know the Lady in the photos and have been friends with her for a long while.I emailed her and asked if itwas Her and she said it is NOT her.The Pics were ripped from The Real Lady's website. Here is the Fakers profile http://fubar.com/user/1023532

Another Poem
I wish you luck in all you do and know that my hand is there for you. You are everything thing i want and everything i need. Without you my heart doesnt beat and doesnt bleed. The breath is stale and cold. Because i need you to hold. I want you to remember this throughout the years. With me there will be no more sad tears. When i hold you close and tight. I will love you with all my might. There is no better feeling than when your near. Except your whispers in my ear. Your love burns eternally in my heart and soul. You will be by my side through the good and the bad. It is my dream to hold you so close you can feel my heart beat its song of love for you. Every beat a new note in its eternal song. It plays just for you. Never dying and never slowing down. Take my hand for the greatest love you will ever know. Holding you tight throughout the years. With my love calming all your fears. All your hopes and dreams come true. Lying next you i forget all my pain and sorro

Harry Potter
You scored as Sirius, You are most lke Sirius! You are generally nice and loyal to those you love.Sirius100% You-Know-Who83% Hermione50% Harry50% Ron0% What Harry Potter Character are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Munching Carpet
Dedicated to you I hope Eating pussy well involves more than just your tongue and her pussy too. It involves the rest of her, and a certain attitude you project to your woman. The attitude is simple, so we'll tackle that first. Some guys have the attitude that once she's wet, she's ready, and they move on to intercourse. This misses the point. The point isn't to "get her ready", but rather, to give her pleasure. If you have an attitude that says to a woman "I want to make you feel good", she'll enjoy it more, and what you spend in time and effort on her, she'll return to you later. This brings us to "how do I do it?" Simple. Do anything that comes to mind, but without hurrying. Take your time and tease. Don't rush her to an orgasm. If you've already buried your tongue between her legs, then begin thinking about other parts of your bodies. Use your hands. While you're there, your hands can caress her thighs, calves, feet (if she's not ticklish), or her stomach, sides, belly,

Friend Or Foe
IF SOMEONE MAKES THE FIRST MOVE AND STARTS A CONVERSATION WITH YOU AND YOU LIKED WHAT THEY LOOK LIKE IN THEIR PROFILE PICTURE DO YOU 1 ANSWER THEIR MESSAGES 2 IGNORE THEM 3 PLAY ALONG WITH THEM IF YOU GOT AN ANSWER WOULD YOU THEN IGNORE THE PERSON AND SEND WACKY WEIRD MESSAGES TO THEM WITHOUT AN EXPLANATION TO WHY YOU WERE DOING THIS,

My First Visit To You My Darling
Today was the first time I have visited your grave for the first time since your funeral... (WOW)... I was told forever it seems like that I would feel better if I see you... But I didnt... All i could do was cry for several minutes before I could even speak a word... God I miss you so much... That was all I could think of before i crawled up into a ball and layed down on the grass six feet above you... It hurt so much to notice that all thats left of you is a headstone with your name on it.... And the memories that I have... Life has been so hard living without you... There were several times that I was hurting so much and i wanted you to hold me... I felt like a helpless child just lying there on your grave crying like i wanted my mommy or something.. I might as well stuck my thumb in my mouth and said gaga gugu.. But as i started to calm down I finally was able to speak.. Here is what i said... Hey My Daisy.. Its hard just looking at this headstone and talking to you like this...

Demon In The Night
Darkness has reached the highest point A disturbing chill comes across his flesh No one knows what is lurking out there Desperate for blood from the people he'll hunt With his mind slowly melting into a puddle Boiling in a berserk rage until the remains cease to exist. The angel of destruction and the demon of justice A brutal creature with a heart darker than the night Killing the innocent while erasing his memories Unstoppable force focusing on a genocide Strange taste of death that holds within A thrill that is gained through unreasonable acts The lord of death that stalks his prey An animal with nothing much to gain Loss of pity with a lust that weighs more than his life. The master of corruption and commander of the damned A form of matter that consumes everything around him Whatever this creature happens to be in the light More than anything will never be caught in sight While the sun stays high and holds brightly in the sky His actions aganist the world

How I Came Up With The Name Oguardianshaven
How I came up with the Name OguardiansHaven, Well year's ago I met this girl who was way off in the drug world and I took her under my wing took care of her when she was on a down slope, giving her a safe place to sleep with worry of being raped while she slept. In doing that I meet many more girl's that I did the same for. Well when I went on-line I need a screen name and there were three or four girl-friend's here and I asked them what would be a good name for me. They all said Guardian Angel, well of course that was taken already so I started trying variations and came up with Oguardian, then a little bit later when I started my on-line Biz I added Haven. So thats how OguardiansHaven became.Most of the girl's I took in are doing great!,Clean, married with kid's, being responsible adult's now.Not to mention they are true loyal friend's that will do almost anything I ask of them without question!. I have earned that trust from them.

What Is A Girl To Do?
what if one day u came home and everything has changed. your husband doesnt love you anymore or care?? and you just dont know what to do... he has told you he just doesnt care what happens to you and makes you cry. what is a girl to do? she lays alone thinking and thinking and thinking of how to change his mind but nothing seems to work. walkin around in lingerie, cooking, cleaning, straddling him, nothing. he just ignores her. why would he do this to me? why??? we always fight there is no more love. no one to blame but ourselves. she thinks of how things would be on her own but she doesnt want to live without him. she thinks of suicide but that wouldnt help anything and she would hurt more ppl than she could imagine. so she just lays all alone fallin more into depression and all she can think is.... "Whats a girl to do?"

I'm Baaaack
I just got home from Michigan. Had a great time with the girls! Managed to catch the Persaid Meteor shower last night on the shore of Lake Michigan. It was amazing! We were on the beach until 1 AM watching the show in the sky. Anyway - I'm glad to be back home...talk with you all soon!

Offerman
Former big league All-Star Offerman suspended after arrest for hitting 2 players with bat Former big league All-Star Offerman suspended after arrest for hitting 2 players with bat By PAT EATON-ROBB, Associated Press Writer August 15, 2007 BRIDGEPORT, Conn. (AP) -- Jose Offerman was having a pretty good summer. Then in a flash, things went flying out of control. Looking for a last chance in the majors, the two-time All-Star turned violent at a minor league game Tuesday night. Hit by a fastball, Offerman charged the mound with his bat and swung at least twice, striking the opposing pitcher and catcher. Offerman, playing for the Long Island Ducks, was arrested on assault charges. The independent Atlantic League suspended him indefinitely Wednesday and expected to make a final decision by the end of the week. "It was one of those moments that you want to forget. I lost it for about 10 seconds," Offerman told the Connecticut Post. "That's what happened to me. I di

Update...lol
whats got two thumbs and a new job...THIS GUY...thats right...this here dude got him a new job today...though its not anything special its a job and hooray for that...now i might be able to pay for school...anyway im contemplating having my name legally changed from josh harper to just McLovin...no last name just McLovin...let me know what you think

Leaving Work And Looked What Happened!
Ok for those of you who dont know, I am a Grease monkey at walmart lol anyways, i was leaving work tonight..at 8 pm..ugh lol...anyways, me and a couple guys i work with were walking out and when we got to the parking lot, I seen this little boy about 3 or so wandering around by himself...i went over to him and asked where his mommy was..he just looked at me...i then seen a van that was still running and i asked if it was his..he nodded and headed for it..when he got there..he opened the driver door and proceeded to crawl in...well, i looked in the back..looking for an adult...and there was only 2 more kids back there..both in car seats...BY THEMSELVES...In a running car...in front of walmart! Those kids could have been kidnapped, or the kid running around could have knocked it in gear and it would have been bad...well, I got the guys to stay with them and i ran into the store to see what we should do..then one of the guys ran in and told me the ladys name..she had left her ID in the v

New Job
Greetings All, Just heard back from 'The Man' - And I have a new job starting Monday Morning for the Archaeological and Historical Conservancy. Its a 6 - 8 Week Project near Bonita Springs, Florida (NW of Miami) - the other side of the State, a place called Corkscrew Swamp. At least the gators aren't mating this time of year,,, ACK!!! LOL. Anyways, I will not have internet access except for the rare visit to the local Internet cafe or Library. I will be there Mon-Fri and come home for the weekends though, so I will try to say Hi then. So, If you are wondering what has happened to me - I haven't fallen off the Earth, just trying to make some Money. Leave me some LUV, I'll know You came by. Blessings All!!! The following 2 Pics relate culturally to the people that once lived, strived, died and maintained a distinct culture in the area I will be working in: The Calusa People. Needless to say, they were MUCH more sophisticated that had previously been assumed. Amongst their achieve

Empty Darkness
Empty Darkness The Darkness surrounds me consumes my every thought. Takes my breath away as it comes and lays me down, Deadly silence muffle every night time sound. Take me out and warm my heart , take away this cold ice pain. Darkness bites deep and sharp draining my inner strength, as I feel my blood flow from with in me , and the aching stabs my soul. Come to me my wicked knight, and take me away from the empty dark illusuion we call life. As the empty darkness folds around, consuming my every thought and taken my every breath, mend my broken heart. Datum my lonely heart to thy.

Observations
- A day without sunshine is like. . . night. - He who laughs last thinks the slowest. - Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. - The early bird may get the worm but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. - Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. - A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. - Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. - If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. - How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? Raise my hand. - OK . . . so what's the speed of dark? - When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. - Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now. - What happens if you get scared half to death twice? - Why do psychics have to ask you for your name? - Inside every older person is a younger person wondering what happened? - Light travels faster than sound. That is why some peop

Like
When your gone I feel so alone like this house aint a home like a kid that aint grown like a motherless child like a kid with no future like a man with no worries who's like why bother like one who fallen from grace killing himself before dishonor like a girl being lied to that's coming of age like reading a book that's missing the last page I miss you like Ray missed his eye sight but he learned to live without it still enjoying lives beauty

Stepping Away For A While....
Due to the fact that this new job that I am embarking on is taking more time than I thought I would....I won't be on as much as I have been in the past. I might have the site up and running on my computer but I am not going to be able so sit down and chat or even exchange too many funnies, etc. I have met many great people on here and I really appreciate your understanding in all of this. Please send what you want and I'll get back with you as soon as I can. D

Wow, Been Awhile.....
Alright, so a ton seems to keep happening all around me. I moved to Colorado, trying to meet some new people, and looking for a job as well. The one person that I thought was a "true" friend, turned out to be the opposite. Instead of looking into the whole situation she saw the bad and didnt see a damn thing. But oh well, I know what I have been doing and where I stand with things. Im sorry that people have to lie and be jealous just because they arent involved with every little damn thing going on. People can only do so much and then its playing the waiting game like always. Not my loss, Im not going to go back to something that I in the first place did not ruin. Is that wrong? I feel as though its not. I have dated a few guys and realized that the ones I had were lying to me and hiding things...thats not worth my heartache...I had it for too long, why should I bother now? I have however been talking to someone now...no names revealed, but he knows who he is :) and when we talk its am

Rant Master
I\'ve been thinking on a lot of things. From people I know to those I\'ll make friends with, from the way society is now to what really made sense on the last episode of Pokemon... whenever that may be, from the many factors of life people go through to end up buried six feet under to why Paris Hilton isn\'t in the encyclopedia, from how some people fake IDs to get into clubs when they already are getting wasted from lack of an education to reality TV... and what makes sense on TV anymore, and from why the numbers 69, 143, 628, 875, 4,702, 758,285 and 0 can be defined as sexual positions to why Sesame Street doesn\'t have Canadian puppets... I\'ve been thinking on too much. I think writing and poetry was a step forward. I would like to be able to have my own rant session where I could just complain about anything and everything asked to me. Entertainment is good, but how I would enjoy getting that form of attention. Maybe I\'m just silly...

I Love You (in 9 Languages)
English..........I Love You Spanish..........Te Amo French...........Je T'aime German...........lch liebe dich Japanese.........Ai shite imasu Italian..........Ti Amo Chinese..........Wo al nin Swedish..........Jag alskar Hillbilly........Nice ass get in the truck

Luck
Your Luck Quotient: 61% You have a high luck quotient. More often than not, you've felt very lucky in your life. You may be randomly lucky, but it's probably more than that. Optimistic and open minded, you take advantage of all the luck that comes your way. How Lucky Are You?

Deadbeat Dads
i didnt want anyone to think that i'm one-sided on this issue so here's my stand on the deadbeat dad situation. for those of u who know me u know that along with being a father to my son and my 2 step children, i also raise my nephews. the other day one of them comes to me and says i dont think my daddy loves me. i rspond by saying why would u think that. he says becuz he doesnt spend anytime with us and when he does he's mean and he only loves Jalen(his son from another girl). now mind u my nephews think that anyone who doesnt let them get there way all the time is mean becuz theyre spoiled and aren't used to hearing the word no. as a matter of a fact they think i'm the meanest person on the planet becuz i always tell them no, but he brought up some interesting points. so i told him u need to call ur dad and tell him how u feel. he called but his dad wasnt around when he called. now i've been on my brother ass for yrs about not having more of a positive role in these boys l

Rip My Love
today i lost a friend of mine.. someone i grew up with and someone i loved.. what bothers me the most is i never told him how i felt.. i never showed him that he meant something to me.. i cant stop cryin and tho i talked to him just yesterday i miss him already more then i have ever.. i know you cant read this nilly but i want you to know that i love you and that i will take care of katelynn to my fullest ability.. and tho i did not give birth to her she is still my daughter and you will always be my baby daddy :) lol i love you ...

Why Bother?
I went out with an old friend last night and met her new boyfriend. Since I’ve known her for over 9 years, she wanted my opinion, and basically my approval, since I’m pretty much the only one who really knows what she’s going through. From what I’ve heard of him, what I saw of how he treated her and how she reacted to him… I like him, I approve, but I did tell her to warn him as we left that if he hurt her, I’d kill him. After all she’s been through, she deserves to be happy more than any other person I know. If he hurts her, I swear on whatever god, devil, or spirit you may believe in that I will hunt his ass down like a rabid dog. So then in the car as I was heading home, I started thinking about the “threat”, and how they were with each other and I started thinking about my “relationships”. I haven’t dated a local guy in years. I’ve had friends, fuck-buddies, whatever, but no relationships. The guys I always seem to fall for, connect with, whatever you wanna call it, alway

Rough Night
I believe tonight has been one of the roughest nights I've had in a while. I can't stop thinking about the mistakes I made. Honestly I'm not sure what to think anymore.. As I looked back on the comments and everything from the last 2.5 months, I relize I do have a great guy. I just don't want to lose him. Lately it feels like we have been growing apart. Felt it was my fault, but he says it is not. No matter what he says though I'm still going to feel it is me. Just hope he knows how much he means to me. Also how much I love him.. He really is my world and I don't know what I'd do without him. :(

Here In Afganistan
hey all you Fubarians its me roaminhands..:P I leave the safety of my home base to go up into the mountain here in Afdganistan...to do what I'm train to do so I wont be on here for a little while but please rate/fan/add/and comment please I'm a very lonely Canadian Soldier here in Afganistan so hopefully all my furbarian friends miss me well I'm off to go on duty well later all you great people here in Fubar or as I still know as Cherry Tap roaminhands...oxoxoxoxooxx...:P

Check This Out
Hi, I just created this quiz "What do you know about me?". Take it and see how you score. You'll be added as my friend on Tickle! http://web.tickle.com/rd/52824/invite?type=t&test=13396802&inviter_id=B6M4weF5k1qipBzU&inviter=Jaqie Jaqie Sorry if the link doesn't work! Just copy and paste and it should work! interested to see how people do on this!!

Smile Contest2
ok contest has started..i dont know how to do all that fancy advertising that those other ppl do, so it might take effort on ur part..sorry :D! but go to my family and its in A TRUE SOUTHERN GENTLEMAN'S PIC files!!! xoxo Vicki

Self Destuction
Self destruction, some sort of heartless function. My soul under construction. Trying to find a new junction. Pressure building, it brings a feeling, of my loathing nature. do not disturb. Endless hallways of a dark decent. I have found my self imploding, not finding sanity's edge. One day I shall never get out of bed.

New Cd Graphics
Well, I haven't quite figured out how to share my photo's yet ... So I'll just tell you they're here and see what happens ... :) The New CD Release graphics are in the photo album labeled as "Under a Spell - the EP" Hope you take a look see ... I've include snap shots of chart ranks for Rock, Metal, Blues and over all, 10 days after the release. Have an awesome day !! Thank you for your friendshipHave an awesome day !!Dennis Paul Voted Top 100 Band on MySpace

Caught Masturbating
I was caught masturbating. Before I go any further please let me explain. To start with, I'm a lesbian and also a compulsive masturbator. Who has, while driving on the highway, pulled over and hiked up my skirt and fingered my hot wet pussy. I've even been out for dinner at an elegant restaurant and urgently had to visit the ladies room to finger my pussy. So I was at the Royal Art Gallery in Toronto, Canada and felt the urge to play with my pussy. Finding a public toilet, I entered and thought that I had locked the door but apparently I hadn't as I was caught. Hiking up my skirt and rolling down my panties, it was too hot for hose, I felt my hot pussy and started to lightly rub. I like to start by rubbing my pussy with the palm of my hand, to get it nice and wet, before I finger and cuddle my clit with my fingers. So as I was sitting there on the toilet, with my top pushed up and pulling and twisting my rock hard nipple, my free hand working feverishly on my hot

Yet Another Day
yet another day in my life...lol... well, Ronnie is coming to get some of his things today while I'm gone to school. He doesn't want to be here while I'm here which i suppose I understand. Oh well, life goes on.... on a different note..... it's a lovely fall day with a slight breeze and I'm alive...lol... hmmmm, oh, Laura...bite me.... you and Dea both...haha, I had to write a paper for English class and it's due tonight... it turned out pretty good I think. I have a test tomorrow in world civ that's going to kick my ass... ugh, it's gonna be an all nighter... well, I'm off to shower.. ya'll have a great day...

Corruption...
Corruption... Looking deep into your eyes I see corruption Kissing your sweet lips I taste corruption Listening to your words of love I hear corruption You were my life But almost my death You were my salvation Then almost my destruction Turning love to hate A love that will never die But a hate that grows Like a destructive mushroom You fill my head with pain As your light burns out my eyes Seers the skin from my bones You turn me to ash in your passing But the Phoenix rose again And so shall I Sweet new love will fill my heart Will distil the poison you filled me with From darkness comes light From lust comes love May you rot in hell Melt into your own corruption Like candle wax on a saucer You are nothing m

Bro/ken
It sucks... Because, Usually when I cry.... I can look in the mirror... and it stops.... The tears fade away with reality... I wake up from a temporary sleep... and I can't cry anymore.... When I see myself upset... And realize I shouldn't let myself cry. I shouldn't admit to such a pain. I always could look in the mirror and know I would stop crying. It wouldn't take the pain away completely... but, it never failed to make me stop. Ease the pain a bit. Better than nothing. and more importantly... It always worked. A sure-a-fide way to make me hurt less Not this time. not now. I look into the mirror... stare at those big sad brown eyes... and it didn't stop. The tears kept rolling from my eyes... down my face...falling to the ground.... Close my eyes. Breath. Look up at the mirror. Still crying? Why won't it stop. Will it ever stop? My only comfort..the mirror... shattered. Shit. Seven ye

Feelings
JUST SO YOU ALL KNOW, I WROTE THIS A FEW DAYS AFTER I BROKE IT OFF WITH MY EX...... How do you tell the one you love you would do anything for them, even move back to be with them? How do you fix what you have done wrong? How can you change your life for one person when you never get it in return? Will things ever be different? Will you ever love again? When you find what God wants you to have in life, why do I always find a way to mess mine up? When love comes back around, I seem to do everything I can to turn and run. Is it commitment I'm scared of? Being hurt? Truely being loved and having happiness? Why does love scare me so much? The last few guys I have been with abused me in some form, and I stuck around. But why? Is it my comfort zone? Do I really think I cant do better then that? I got lied to and still loved them. But it all seemed to be my fault. I know I'm not perfect, but when everyone wants me to make them happy regardless on if I am happy, why do I always

Love On The Internet
Love On The Internet by Dove Though I wasn't looking for anyone new, One day I got e- mail and in it was you. Charming, sensitive and so debonair, I strongly resisted it go anywhere. But letters and stories captured my heart, Filled me with passion almost from the start. Love on the Internet, how could it be? These things just don't happen to people like me. But doves and butterflies flew into our lives, Carrying messages we could not deny. Each person has meaning and love to express, And we could deny our hearts nothing less. It's a beautiful love that has grown between us, Something beyond any words we discuss. Much deeper than LOL, cyber kisses and such, Far down to our souls, beyond human touch. My love's not confined by what it can see, I feel you, I taste you, I experience your dream. Close my eyes, and I envision what in my heart I can hear, "Love knows no boundaries, no distance, no fear." It's the soul that captures God's love in a way That e

Funeral
I am going to a funeral tomorrow. My person I cared for for 5 years pasted away this week. You get really close to people in that amount of time. I haven't really cried yet. I will still be caring for the partner though. I love caring for people.

The Passing Of An Angel
What do you say to somebody who's just lost a child?? An innocent little baby, who never even got the chance to experience life?? I don't know what to say. I don't even know what to think. ... So we drove down to Pittsuburgh Saturday morning to visit my friend's baby down there in the Pittsburgh Children's Hospital... It was going to be the first, and possibly last, time we would ever get to meet her. Our little "road trip" was sort of fun, despite the reason we were going down there. I think we were just trying not to think about WHY we were going down there. Well, we all got to hold this precious little baby.. She was so tiny. Her hand barely the size of my thumb... not even big enough to grip my pinky. Holding her was rather scary. She was so little. So fragile. So beautiful. ... Well, around 4 pm or so they took out her breathing tube. My friend decided to let nature take it's course, instead of putting her through a ton of surgeries... She would have never ha

Who And Where ?????
Everyone has at least one person on Fubar who would LOVE to kiss you. So... repost this to find out who would want to kiss you and WHERE they would like to kiss you. Even if your taken do this!!! 1- Cheek 2- Neck 3- Lips 4- Make-Out 5- Down South (LoL) 6- EVERYWHERE

" Happy Sweetest Day Baby My Kage "
" BABY I WOULD ONLY LEAVE MY HAT ON MMMMMM HMMMM " imikimi - Customize Your World Dierks Bentley "Come A Little Closer" music videoAdd to My Profile | More Videos " I LOVE YOU WITH MY HEART MIND BODY SOUL " " HAPPY SWEETEST DAY " I LOVE YOU CHERIE YOUR BABYDOLL ALWAYS & FOREVER

What Do You Think
VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq . 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq . 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq ! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq ! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq . 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq . 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel . 10 Amos cried out in Iraq ! 11. Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem . 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq ! 13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!) 14. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon ! saw the 'writing on the wall' in Iraq . 15. Nebuchadnezzar, King of Babylon, carried the Jews captive into Iraq . 16. Ezekiel preached in Iraq . 17. The Wise men wer

Streckly 4 The Ladies & Clubs
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Where Was The Gravy Train Line?
A lot of talk and debate has occurred over the last couple of years about an exit strategy for Iraq. Whether the invasion of Iraq by a multi-national force led by the United States in 2003 was right or even justified has ceased to be as much of an issue as how in the hell we are going to get out of there and let the Iraqis take care of themselves. Well, I think I may have found one of the stumbling blocks. I just read a most fascinating story from the Associated Press that discusses an investigation of a Federal contractor called DynCorp Intl. This company was to provide housing, food, security, facilities and training support for law enforcement staff with various specialties as well as weapons and armor for personnel assigned to the program. You would think that a trained and equipped police force of native Iraqis would be one of the steps toward eliminating the need for armed American troops to patrol the streets over there. I would think that, anyway.

Parents Should Be Charged With Manslaughter And Neglect!
Boy, 5, killed by train in Watauga while playing on tracks 12:09 AM CDT on Friday, October 26, 2007 From Staff Reports A 5-year-old boy was struck and killed by a train Thursday evening in Watauga, police said. The child was hit by a northbound Union Pacific train while he and two other boys about the same age were playing by railroad tracks along Denton Highway near the Haltom City border about 6:30 p.m. The other children were not hurt. It is unclear whether the train's engineer saw the boy and attempted to stop. WFAA-TV Why the hell was a bunch of small children playing on or around a train track? WFT? Where was the parents?

Love Or Lust
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... Love or Lust? MY RESULT:Love Hearts and rainbows all the way -- you're a total romantic. Animal lust is nice, but you'd rather be in love with someone before you start tearing them apart. When you're in a relationship, you generally treat the other person really well. You don't cheat, and you're respectful of their differences. And when you're not in a relationship, you're selective about the people you choose to kiss or even get crushes on. You've got a great thing going on, but don't be afraid of letting that animal side come out every now and then. A couple bite marks never hurt anyone (much). Take This Quiz!

Empty Hearts
I of empty heart drift in time and space Knowing not what is coming and going before me As my life spins out of controle I move from one shadow to the next Time its self seem to slow in the wake of it all You have thrown me away in a time of need once again The time, distance, ad space are steadfast The fear of loosing your self is still to strong Now knowing what needs to be to strat anew again You and I bound in time and space Now knowing what must be done you and will not Fullfeel this as set fouth to us You falter once again and stray from the path Not willing to the price for the love you seek Will there be a next time for love Or just empty hearts Moving from one shadow to the next Moving in time and space I walk alone at my task watching from the shadows Kritter's Deep Thoughts Form The Mind #1 10/28/2007

Relationships
Over the past few weeks, I have talked to many people who are about to get into a relationship or just ended one. I believe four things need to happen in order for a relationship to work. By talking to them and them listening to me, we all agree that these are needed. Acceptance - Accept the person for who they are. Don't try to change them. It will not happen. That person needs to want to change. Don't force it on them. Let them do it willingly. If you don't like something about them, then either deal with it or move on. Everyone has something that someone else does not like about them. There is no such thing as the perfect person. Look at them. Does the annoying things they do outweigh the good in them? Does the bad asshole, dick, bitch side outshadow the good? If that is the case, move on. Or does the good shine so bright that the bad annoying side is just a dark smudge next to the good? Are you able to accept them as a whole? Bad hand in hand with the good? The

You Alone
you alone........... you alone is the never ending battle, you alone made these consequences, now we separated and I feel negated, With you alone I find that you can end my agony, you alone is the saviour of my hurting soul, you alone will end these afflictions, you alone will make me the King of my fate, Everyday is a new sign and a new time, you alone will make end all my grievance, you alone was the secret of my hurting soul. I dont want to be alone anymore I only want to be with you

About What I Want....
I am a single mother of 2 children. I am looking for someone to spend what little extra time that I have with. I'm sick of all the bull with trying to go out to meet people. Just looking for someone to treat me good, respect me, and will put that dang toilet seat down! lol. It would also be nice to bring me roses and possibly cook dinner at least once in a while... lol. I know that's pushing it, but at least the roses would be nice... lol. We're both adults here so why play games? Let's call a spade a spade. So man to woman, tell me what you think... I am a real woman and not a door mat for you. I have never been married. I'm not really sure what it is that I'm looking for. I have just about giving up hope that there is someone out there for me. So with that said... I figured that I would go with something like this... By chance... The next best thing happens to read this (ok, a great guy willing to treat me good and my children) (The best thing in life right now is my children, so h

Always
I'll be there always till the stars dont shine day by day time after time your always on my mind I need to run my fingers through your hair kiss your lips hold you near can I hold you close can I pull you near may I say the words I feel you need to hear I want to tell you i love you I want you to know i care and just to let you know I will always be there...

Anna's Granddaugther
This morning when bombing I happened to see Anna's status in my bar tab say that she was going to the ER. I asked her if she was o.k. She told me that she was fine but her 8 month old granddaughter had stopped breathing. She asked me if I could post something asking for the family to pray for her granddaughter. I told her I would right away. Her granddaughters name is Lilliann. Please take a moment out of your busy day and pray for her and her family. Thanks, Tiggerbear2007

If I Were A Car.....
If my body were a car, this is the time I would be thinking about trading it in for a newer model. I've got bumps and dents and scratches in my finish and my paint job is getting a little dull, but that's not the worst of it. My headlights are out of focus and it's especially hard to see things up close. My traction is not as graceful as it once was. I slip and slide and skid and bump into things, even in the best of weather. My whitewalls are stained with varicose veins. It takes me hours to reach my maximum speed. My fuel rate burns inefficiently. But here's the worst of it - Almost every time I sneeze, or cough.... either my radiator leaks or my exhaust backfires!

She
shes lost in a happy nightmare where all dreams come true hes everything she ever wanted and everything that ever haunted her shes confused and restless ecstatic and anxious thinking yes and saying no all she can see is dirty sunshine and shes not sorry but she cant stop apologizing though she made a promise but she lied to herself she sits waiting worried about what will really happen because she look when she wasnt supposed to her feelings bleed out of the songs thats why she doesnt sing anymore the sleepless nights are her best friend her mind races so fast but will never win shes too lazy but shes off the wall shes unchained but caged in shes waited so long for this moment and cant wait for it to be over Her feelings run so deep they soon become shallow shes lost inside but knows her way she will be found but tries to hide she will give in without a fight

I Don't Want You
I Don't Want You I don't want you To love me forever, Just for the rest of my life I don't want you To tell me never When I ask you to be my wife. I don't want you To miss me too much But you can kiss me until I catch fire. I don't want you To do anything Unless it's what you truly desire. I don't want you To be a dream in my life, A ghost or a non-entity. I don't want you To be anything at all But right here next to me.

10 Commandments Of Marriage
☼ 10 COMMANDMENTS OF MARRIAGE ☼ Commandment 1. Marriages are made in heaven. But so again, are thunder and lightning. Commandment 2. If you want your spouse to listen and pay strict attention to every word you say, talk in your sleep. Commandment 3. Marriage is grand -- and divorce is at least 100 grand! Commandment 4. Married life is very frustrating. In the first year of marriage, the man speaks and the woman listens. In the second year, the woman speaks and the man listens. In the third year, they both speak and the neighbors listen. Commandment 5. When a man opens the door of his car for his wife, you can be sure of one thing: Either the car is new or the wife is. Commandment 6. Marriage is when a man and woman become as one; the trouble starts when they try to decide which one. Commandment 7. Before marriage, a man will lie awake all night thinking about something you said. After

I Hate My Job!!!
ok so i work at this place that only pays me $8.50 an hour as a supervisor and i work 12 hour shifts i have a boyfriend and 2 kids and i am barely afloat i have put in apps at other places and i work my ass off when i took this job i was told i would get a raise and ha ha i didn't its really starting to get to me and now to have extra money i am working 7 days a week just so i can buy christmas and its really getting to me i am used to making $17-20 an hour there are just no jobs worth having here its no wonder the suicide rate is up i mean look at how high everything is now and what us hard workers are getting paid cause some big time company thinks they can pay shit and they wonder why we dont make qouta i mean come on pay us what we desiver and i am sure everything will go up but no they can't do that cause it wouldn't work for the company now would it ha thats a crock of shit i mean come on and the goverment wonders why we are going bankrupt and why we have so many homeless sorry t

Mom And Dad
Well Saturday, November 10th we had Mom and Dads 50th Wedding Anniversary party down at my Elks Lodge. Was a ton-o-fun. Mom took a ride with a member on his Harley. Got pics to prove it. when Dad first met Mom all he had was a motorcycle. They rode every where till the first born, then Dad had to buy a car. So my Mom is a real Biker Mom from the 50's. We had a great time at the lodge. We watched a memories DVD dad and my sister made up. We got Mom and 3-tiered Cake. Decorated the Hall with as much 50th Gold Decorations as we could. Everyone showed up and Celebrated. So All the pics will be posted soon and then when I get back from camping I will have more pics to post. Until then Ciao

Ungratfull Wife
The wife came home early to find her husband making love to a beautiful, sexy young woman. "You unfaithful, disrespectful jerk! What are you doing? How dare you do this to me the faithful wife, the mother of your children! I'm leaving this house and I want a divorce!" The husband, replied, "Wait! Wait a minute! Before you leave, at least listen to what happened." "It'll be the last thing I will hear from you so make it fast, you cheating creep." "While driving home this young lady asked for a ride. I saw her so defenseless that I went ahead and allowed her into my car. I noticed she was very thin, not well dressed and dirty. She mentioned she had not eaten for three days. Out of compassion, I brought her home and warmed up the enchiladas I made for you last night that you wouldn't eat because you're afraid you'll gain more weight. When I served them to her, the poor young thing practically inhaled them. Since she was dirty I asked her if she'd like to

Wtf Is The Deal?
Really what the fuck is going on? What is up with women and marriage? Really? What is happening to all the single independant women? Kelly Clarkson if your non singing ass is reading this can you're retard ass let me know? What is the big deal with wanting to get married? Does societys rule book on life have that much of a grip on people? Who says to have the IDEAL life you have to do the boy meets girl, boy girl fall in love..(ok we're all good up to this point lifes GRAVY)boy n girl hang out boy girl are happy...(uh oh societys calling) Girl wants to move forward ...Boy is ok we can move in together we see each other 24/7 now, its all good...UH OH next step we HAVE TO GET MARRIED...ok I know that its every girls dream to have the big wedding wedding dress and all but WHO has instilled this idea in to the heads of these women? YOU HAVE A FAITHFUL MAN WHO LOVES YOU WHY COMPLICATE IT? I dont want to sound like my 5th grade teacher Mrs.Hernandez but KISS...KEEP IT SIMPLE STUPID...and wha

Soul Mates
People may find someone that they can call a "twin flame" in that they have integrated appreciation (love) for their physical, mental, spiritual and emotional bodies; they know their roles in the relationship and play well together without power struggles... ...but there are no such things as soulmates or "your better half". These romantic ideas are based on neediness and teach low self-esteem and self-rejection. The romantic notion that there is half of you missing that you need to find...is false. You are a complete soveriegn being and a god with free will. All you need is to love, accept, trust in, have validation in and be content and happy in yourself, cause you are the only person that you have your entire life, 24/7. If you rely on others or circumstances outside of yourself for those things, you will always set your self up for disappointment. When you love yourself and abide in love, that is when life starts to truly be magical.

Who Wants A Mad Nooner?
Who wants some Madness in their life? Well Sir Jim will be rocking the air waves with a bit of madness thrown in from Noon till 3. Click on the Hot Rocks Radio Lounge to join the party! You can also hear him in these other cool lounges!!!

My Dad
My dad is in the hospital right now. He has many health problems, at age 27 he had polo, but over came it and Served his country in Vietnam. He also suffer from High blood pressure and heart attacks. He has been on high bolld pressure med since his 30's. He has since due to his high bloood pressure meds, is on dyalsisis, his polo came back, its now called post polo, and his knees have given out. He has 4 stints in his heart. He can't walk. I see this strong man, who is a graduate of West Point and a retired LTC, my heart breaks. He been in the hospital for over 2 weeks now, due to get him ready for a knee replace, this was done Tuesday. now he still has the polo leg also to deal with. He has soo much. sorry I am just so down over everything. I cam home from PA yesturday, we finally find him a good place to go after leaving the hospial, what was offered to him I would not put my dog in!!! But my mom and I just went out on out own and found a place. So remember my dad in your thoughts t

My Girls Did An Awesome Job
My 2 beautiful step daughters each played in tournaments this weekend under14 and under19 Kayla the younger one won all three games went to the championship round and took 2nd against a team that was very aggressive and lost only a few games during the regular season. Way to go girl. Brianna the under19s also won all three of there games but had less points so they played for 3rd and fourth place. They took 3rd so proud of both of them. They each scored a goal sat. first of the season for both. Now we are on to the founders cup and winter league they keep us busy but it is worth it. They are awesome kids. They played their hearts out.

About The Mumm I Posted Titled "same As Last But Different"
someone decided to tell me that i sound full of myself.....Um sorry no......im just quite curious about what the girls on here will honestly say.....if you wanna go off and tell me im full of myself then why the fuck did you add me on???

Best Friends
Our laughter rises higher The longer we're together Separately we're great Together, we are better It's hardly ever me It's mostly only us We cannot be separated Not with a plane, train, or bus I've always got her back And she's always got mine We're looking out for each other All the given time You could say we're friends The absolute best But she is my sister Compared to the rest And you might not understand us That just means we're being who we are Acting like retards, sisters at heart Whether we are by each others sides or far Partners in crime Sisters disguised as friends We'll always be that way Until the very end

Marriage
ok, so how the hell do you know if its time to get married? im divorced, didnt want to get married to begin with. but i did. kinda confused now. when do you really know? i GOT bad experiences now, so even the thought makes me queezy. This girl I know got married the other day. How can you know when its the right time? ITS ALL FUCKIN CONFUSSING!

Daddys Poem
Daddy's Poem Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, Her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, And she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, That she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, If she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; She knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates Of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, For her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, She tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school Eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, For everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, Anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called A student from the class. To introduce their daddy, As seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, Every child turned to stare. Each of them was

Peacemaker Project Worldwide Movement
WE NEED YOUR FEED BACK AND COMMENTS!!! THIS BEGINS HERE IN NASHVILLE, TN, BUT ITS A WORLD MOVEMENT SIGN OUR GLOBAL MAP AND LET THE WORLD KNOW YOU ARE A PEACEMAKER Http://www.myspace.com/peacemakermuzik embed> It's time for a change. We've pledged to protect and serve our communities. The rise in violent crime in Nashville, Davidson County among the youth/young adult population has increase the need for a more responsible response from those who wish to bring about a change in the lives of our children as well as the community. The Peace Makers are an organization of individuals who have been involved in crime, drugs and the criminal justice system. We are men and women who believe that the culture of violence and sexism that is perpetuated in the music that our youth/young adults listen to play a major role in how these youth think and behave. The violence in this city has touched each one of us personally. We've all lost someone we care about. And if

Lifes Choices
A few short days ago the ex messaged me through e-mail that my adopted daughter wished her step father to become her new dad. And that he indeed wanted to adopt her. Based on this troubling news, I decided to let her go. What else can I really do? So I wrote back that I would not fight it in court, and if that was truly what Chelsea wanted. After all, I have been e-mailing Chelsea without a reply back from her for a couple of months. And she hasn't bothered to call either. I try calling, but her cell phone is always off it seems. They don't have a home telephone number. So I will assume its true since I do not have visitation with Chelsea any longer since her mom wants to put her in the middle of our private "war". Since I believe that isn't good for her in any way, I chose to not take my visitation under the advice of my attorney. Well, yesterday I got a response back from the ex. In this one, she is threatening to take me back to court for more child support. Stating

~lessons~
“My Lesson” Emotions so fragile any wrong move could shatter it Endless nights wondering what went wrong A million thoughts running rapid with no end insight Consumed by sadness never knowing when it will stop Wounded so deeply numbness is what’s left The scare that remains will be my reminder Of how it was inflicted on my flawless skin A view for all to see hoping to get a kick from it My star once bright has now become dimmed So much for hopes and dreams they are now shattered In its place comes disappointment and reality This what we call “broken hearted” nothing more

10 Rules
Ten Rules for Dominants Ten Rules for Submissives Be patient! Until you enter into a contract with a submissive, you have no more right to order him/her around than does anyone else. Give your bottom time to get to know you and what you are like. Finesse and subtlety are major elements of dominance. Similarly, strength and gentleness go hand in hand. The sensitivity and awareness (or lack thereof) that you show in the real world is likely to be repeated in the playroom. Be patient! A potential top will let you know if she or he is interested in you or not. Keep in mind that your purpose as a submissive is to serve and to satisfy someone who will take into consideration the realization of your fantasies. Don't expect your top to be able to turn on like a light switch. The timing must be right for both of you. Be humble. You may be God's/Goddess' gift to the world, but no one needs to hear it or wants to hear it. You will have ample opportunities to show how good you are - and ple