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Yummy Yummy
You Are a Soy Latte At your best, you are: free spirited, down to earth, and relaxed At your worst, you are: dogmatic and picky You drink coffee when: you need a pick me up, and green tea isn't cutting it Your caffeine addiction level: medium What Kind of Coffee Are You?

Sceance
Saturday night we did a sceance. My boyfriend Greg owns an apartment building and the story to one of them is a girl hung herself because she found out her husband to be didnt want to marry her. So she hung herself in the dining room. Now, The rope she hung herself with is still in the basement, Greg and I have tried to burry it up but it never will move. We had 4 candles. 3 on the side and one in the middle. Greg's mom said "Spirits, If you are with us tonight please give us a sign" Kayla then goes "Is it just me or is the candle by Greg and Mallory flickering faster than the rest?" I moved closer to Greg. Just then Greg's mom repeated it. The spirit knocked on the floor making us all scream. I jumped up ready to leave but Greg pulled me back down. Then Greg's mom goes "If you are happy, knock 3 times" the spirit did not knock. Greg's mom goes "If you are sad, Knock 3 times. the spirit did not knock. Gregs mom then goes "If you are mad and want revenge please knock 3 times" Th

Stabbed
I was trying to open one of those post it note things with the plastic on it. Well I stabbed my hand real good. My weekend was almost a complete dissaster. I did pick up a friend from the airport and then on sunday fix her car. I didn't get anything in return. Well I don't want her to give me a blow job even though she's been wanting to give me one since I've known her. Anyways I hardly ever talk to her because of that. It's nice to wonder about it. But if you know you could get one. Who else has access? NOT INTERESTED! Thanks! So I am still new here to Lexington. I'm just hoping to make friends in case I'm in a fix like she was. Never know when you'll need a ride. So anyways the date I was hoping to go on saturday changed gears on me. She turned out to be an elitist. Ok I don't make tons of money hand over fist. But maybe I have money hand over fist. I don't need a gold digger anyways. So talking to other people was even more frustrating. Example; One person

Obituary
ALMENGOR Carlos P. Almengor, 19, entered into eternal rest Wednesday, September 20, 2006. Born in Brownsville, TX, to Carlos G. and Irma P. Almengor. Carlos was a 2005 graduate from Franklin High School and was attending New Mexico State University, in his sophomore year and majoring in Criminal Justice. Carlos' love of music shined as a guitar instructor at Desert Moon Studios. He is survived by his paternal grandmother, Carolina Almengor, maternal grandmother, Rafaela Portillo. He also leaves to cherish his memory many loving uncles, aunts, cousins and his faithful dog, "Bandit". Visitation will be from 2 p.m. to 9 p.m. on Sunday, September 24, 2006 at Hillcrest Funeral Home-Doniphan. Vigil at 7 p.m. at Hillcrest Funeral Chapel. Funeral Mass will be at 11:45 a.m. on Monday, September 25, 2006 at St. Pius Catholic Church. Interment will be in Ft. Bliss Cemetery. Directed by HILLCREST FUNERAL HOME. 5054 Doniphan Dr. 587-0202

This Shit Sucks!!
Do you ever have those days were you just want to smack the hell out of someone just to do it?. It doesn't matter who it is, anyone will do. And knowing the whole time that when you are doing it that when you are done you will feel no remorse for that person. And you will know you will have a good long laugh afterwards. Cause you are to the point that you just don't care anymore. Hello, how are you and smack right up side the freaking head. Yeah I am so having one of those days. Sitting here at work and I really don't want to be here It's almost 6:30 a.m. and everything and everyone is getting on my nerves. I think I am getting a cold and don't really feel good. My allergies are acting up and I have been sneezing my head off, got the watery, itchy eyes. UGH!!! This really sucks. My poor nose is going to fall off if I blow it one more time dammit!! 3:00 can't get here quick enough cause I'm ready to go home. Oh well, I'll deal...Is it Friday yet?

Essay Defines The Qualities Of Those Who Possess Class
Essay Defines the qualities of those who POSSESS CLASS CLASS Class never runs scared. It is sure-footed and confident. It can handle whatever comes along. Class has a sense of humor. It knows that a good laugh is the best lubricant for oiling the machinery of human relations. Class never makes excuses. It takes its lumps and learns from past mistakes. Class knows that good manners are nothing more than a series of small, inconsequential sacrifices. Class bespeaks an aristocracy that has nothing to do with ancestors or money. Some wealthy "blue bloods" have no class, while some individuals who are struggling to make ends meet are loaded with it. Class is real. It can't be faked. Class is comfortable in its own skin. It never puts on airs. Class never tries to build itself up by tearing others down. Class is alread up and need not strive to look better by making others look worse. Class can "walk with kings and keep its virtue and talk with crowds

Kids
i dont think i told you all that i have 4 kids. i guess ill start with the oldest one, catlin, well she's not really mine but i raised her from 4 mouths old, and now she is 7. i was the only one she knew as daddy, that is up until a year or two ago, when her mom told her about her real father which he is an ass hole he hasn't wanted any thing to do with her, he has been in and out of jail all her life, and has had a couple more kids which one of them is i believe her age he got another women pergant when catlins mom was pegnet with her. but any ways she is a little mad at me because all her life she thought i was dad, and it turned out that i wasnt i dont blame her any, but never the less i will always love her and be here for her. on to her sister laura my baby girl,laura is now 6, bright red hair, im not for sure where that comes from, if you havent noticed i have brown hair, as well as her mother, but it dont bother me any, i love her even more, she acts just like me (GOD HELP US

Creedsto Live By!
A Creed To Live By Don't undermine your worth By comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different That each of us is special. Don't set goals by what other people deem important, Only you know what is best for you. Don't take for granted the things Closest to your heart, Cling to them as you would your life, For without them life is meaningless. Don't let your life slip through your fingers By living in the past or for the future. By living your life one day at a time, You live all the days of your life. Don't give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over Until the moment you stop trying. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect. It is this fragile thread That binds us to each other. Don't be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances That we learn how to be brave. Don't shut love out of your life By saying it's impossible to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give love, The fastest wa

Havent Been On
Sorry guys I havent been on lately.. I have been down with Pneumonia. found out that crap isnt fun to have. I hope that everyone is doing good and I should be up and running agian in about a week or so, atleast that is what the doctors are telling me. So if ya'll dont see me on here I will return. Miss ya'll Marti

Its Not Fair
its totally not fair for what i think is leading on, when a guy says that he thinks that u two have a connection,and then talks to other girls like he's talkin to u, sont u think that its leading someone on, if u dont share those same feelings then just say so, dont be a pussy, cuz in the long run, ur gonna hurt her even more, if u dont tell her up front!!!!!! maybe its just a lil bit of jelousy cuz i really like this guy, but if he gonna be like this then i can find someone a million times better, who does'nt just wanna get in my pants!!!!!!!!! and he actually cares bout my feelings, and what i think, not about just gettin booty! anyone feel free to comment on this!!!!!!!!!!!

Today
Today is really good in here!! Loads of friendly people about.. I'm loving it!! I just wanted to pimp some of my favourite REAL people on here at the moment, you guys RULE. If you think you should be here, come and say hello a bit more often. My shoutbox is always open :0P HELLCAT@ CherryTAP Jersey Grl 4ever@ CherryTAP Punky@ CherryTAP Mrs.Flyhead@ CherryTAP D@ CherryTAP Beautifully Broken@ CherryTAP

Please Say It Soon
Yes I really wrote this.. For my cousin Christy Rae about 7 years ago.. Figured I would share it. Every other day, and every other night. I look in to the sky, as I think what a beautiful sight. I wish that it were like that, I really truly do. When I look into your eyes, I wish you would say it too. You are everything I want, and everything I could need. Do I just sit around and wait, or should I just take the lead. Way far up above us, with the stars so bright. We stand there together, with just the city light. You are the one, I know this for sure. I want to be with you forever, you are my only cure. You want it to be special; you want the time to be right. Well what about at dinner, or when you kiss me goodnight. I want you to know, that I really am true. I hope that you can say it, because I want nothing but to be with you. There is nothing in the world that I would rather obtain. Then being together with you, with all the love and pain. I hope that

Death Of A Dog
eulogy to a loving dog Today a very loving dog was put to sleep after only 5 years of life. he was born approximately the first of March in 2001. he was picked up by animal control and held for lack of rabies license. the owner didn't want to pay the fine so we got the chance to adopt him. we had a red dobie that was put to sleep at age 14 just before we got the chance to get Blue. Blue came to us just a month after Dutch was put down. Blue saw us thru several surgeries. My kids loved their blue horse dog. Blue was the most loving dog i know. this blog is for you Blue. I loved and miss you. have fun in dog heaven.

Poem
TO MY LOVE I WONDER WHAT YOUR THINKING EACH AND EVERY DAY. I LONG TO FEEL YOUR LOVING SOFT & WARM EMBRASS. YOUR EYES ARE LIKE DIAMONDS SHINNING LIKE THE STARS. I ALWAYS LOOK TO HEAVAN AND WONDER HOW FAR YOU REALLY ARE. YOUR LOVE IS ALWAYS WITH ME I CARRY IT EVERYDAY. YOUR SOFT LIPS HOW I WISH I COULD ENJOY THE SWEETNESS OF THE TASTE. YOUR VOICE SO BOLD BUT OUR SWEET CHILDREN WILL NEVER HEAR IT THOUGH. YOUR HEART SO BIG THERE'S NO DEPTH TO EXPLAIN. YOU JUST WAIT I MIGHT BE A LITTLE LATE BUT SOON ONE DAY I'LL BE RIGHT ON MY WAY JUST NOT TODAY... WRITTEN BY: CHRISTIE DRURY-WEAVER

Princess Contest!!!
This contest will begin Nov.10th at 7:00pm (Central U.S. time) It will end on Nov. 12th at 12:00 NOON Sunday (Central U.S. time) This contest will be judged by NUMBER OF RATES. Comments are always welcome but the rates will be whats counted in the end. Good luck to all the lovely ladies that have already entered and I hope a few more do before it starts. :) The CT King _________________________________________________________ Here are the contest entres thus far. Please vote for all of them when the time comes. :) 29 Lovely Ladies thus far. :)

Women
Here's to women, women are the most beautiful of all creations, women are as delicate as a flower, but when needed they are as tough as nails, women have have the power to cast a spell on men that will have us running butt naked down the street in the rain, so here's to the beautiful, down to earth, independent, women in the world, Black, White, Indian, Asian, Ect. we love you all, now if you'll excuse me, i have to go running, it looks as if it's going rain.

Brandon ~wyte Boi~
Even though this lil man is 18 and like a son to me...in the last three years, he has also become one of my very best friends. HE's a good guy with a great heart and more mature than the usual 18 year old. He's the one responsible for the pics of me in my bathing suit. Haha Brandon I didn't post them all~LOL~ He knows how to make me laugh when I'm down and we talk about EVERYTHING! He's honest, trustworthy, loyal, creative,and kind hearted. If you want someone young and awsome friend go get him!! Wyte_Boi@ CherryTAP Since Brandon got to know me so well...this song became a joke as I tend to be well...a bit naughty now and then...so Brandon said this was my song!!~LMAO~

Wildflower....
Anybody but me know this song....its so me... Wildflower She's faced the hardest times You could imagine And many times her eyes fought back the tears And when her youthful world was about to fall in Each time her slender shoulders Bore the weight of all her fears And a sorrow no one hears Still rings in midnight silence, in her ears Let her cry, for she's a lady Let her dream, for she's a child Let the rain fall down upon her She's a free and gentle flower, growing wild And if by chance I should hold her Let me hold her for a time But if allowed just one possession I would pick her from the garden, to be mine Be careful how you touch her For she'll awaken And sleep's the only freedom that she knows And when you walk into her eyes you won't believe The way she's always paying For a debt she never owes And a silent wind still blows That only she can hear and so she goes

Haha
Thought for the day... Friends Friends are like butt cheeks. Shit might separate them, But they always come back together. ************************************************** Did you know that in the human body there is a nerve that connects the eyeball to the anus? It's called the Anal Optic Nerve, and it is responsible for giving people a shitty outlook on life. If you don't believe it, try to pull a hair from your ass and see if it doesn't bring a tear to your eye. Get free graphics at BlingyBlob.com!

A Poetry Of Lost Love
Looking out my front window, I could see the sky is trying to snow. I wonder how you are since you left that day, I just wanted you to know what I had to say. When you said you loved me, I thought it was true. You talked of forever like it was me and you. How could you do that to a woman in love? Wasn't the passion we shared from heaven above? When we kissed I could feel my body heat rise, and the urgent need to feel you inside. I can still feel your touch, so strong and yet gentle. I need you with me. I wish it were that easy, that simple. Come back to me where love first began, I will love you and cherish you time and again. Giving you all that your heart desires, keeping the sparks and passion afire. Come back to me I ask you once more, come back to love the way it was once before.

Today's
-Great food (turkey, fruit salad, potato salad, candied yams, green beans, stuffing) -Family -Friends -Dogs -Football -Wynonna Judd's Christmas album -(and I'm currently watching) CMT Giants: Honoring Reba McEntire - this is great. Kelly Clarkson officially fully won me over by singing "Why Haven't I Heard From You." XOXOXO, Bam

Chapter 8
Chapter 8 After the amazing sensual rub down you gave me I was soon ready to take on our next, little romp. This time you wanted me give you something from behind. I wasn't exactly the best at it. My wife and I had try'd it several times and it was so tight but her sensations, were still unbelievable, she would tell me that it made her cum so fast and good. So as I took hold of your hips they were so nice and sexy I caressed you first kissing your back down to the top of your ass. Gently biting it you, smelled so delicious, like a desert. It was so hard not to bite you tasted so sweet. I reached over to grab the lube so it would be easier to shove my cock in. I licked your ass and kissed on it. The same time Iâ€™ve been working on your pussy it was so wet your cum was just dripping down the sides of your smooth pussy, and the sides of your legs, moaning in pleasure you were so sexy looking at you from behind your ass was lubed so nice I was working it loose. Ready to drive my co

Disapointed
hello everyone hope you had a wonderful thanksgiving!well i had to work 7am to 2pm came home all excited because i was gona see my new neice and nephew.well came home finish cooking dinner ate a bite,called my mom told her im coming over soon,well we get to moms,and my sister got my neice up from a nap and was getting her ready to leave i thought after they got mad because ive never saw her there getting ready to leave when i walk in the door!well if that wasnt bad i get knocked down again i went over where mom was sitting and was gona check out my baby nephew find out i wasnt allow to hold him because noone thought to tell me he was allergic to perfume!i understood that but it still hurt but oh well thats life i guess well sorry to bore you with my life take care ill write again another day *hugs*

Skull And Bones Part 2
as found on: http://www.commondreams.org/cgi-bin/print.cgi?file=/headlines04/0122-10.htm Published on Thursday, January 22, 2004 by Pacifica Radio's Democracy Now! Skull & Bones: The Secret Society That Unites John Kerry and President Bush Listen | Watch A little-known fact unites Democratic frontrunner John Kerry and President Bush: they are both members of Yale's secret society Skull and Bones. We speak with the author of "Secrets of the Tomb: Skull and Bones, the Ivy League, and the Hidden Paths of Power" that reveals details about the secret society and its members. The New Hampshire primary is just a few days away and Howard Dean's status as the frontrunner has almost totally dissipated. The latest Boston Herald poll now shows that John Kerry holds a 10 point lead - a major surge for the Massachusetts Senator. Still reeling from his victory in Iowa, Kerry is starting to act like the frontrunner, shifting his focus from comparing himself to the other Democrats

The Highwayman
The Highwayman by Alfred Noyes PART ONE The wind was a torrent of darkness among the gusty trees. The moon was a ghostly galleon tossed upon cloudy seas. The road was a ribbon of moonlight over the purple moor, And the highwayman came riding— Riding—riding— The highwayman came riding, up to the old inn-door. He’d a French cocked-hat on his forehead, a bunch of lace at his chin, A coat of the claret velvet, and breeches of brown doe-skin. They fitted with never a wrinkle. His boots were up to the thigh. And he rode with a jewelled twinkle, His pistol butts a-twinkle, His rapier hilt a-twinkle, under the jewelled sky. Over the cobbles he clattered and clashed in the dark inn-yard. He tapped with his whip on the shutters, but all was locked and barred. He whistled a tune to the window, and who should be waiting there But the landlord’s black-eyed daughter, Bess, the landlord’s daughter, Plaiting a dark red l

I Stand Alone
Well everytiime I move Every step I make You know I just can't seem to take The right direction I'm always wrong I'm never right Right or wrong There always seems to be a correction And I give everything I got And they take take take Everything I'm giving My back is tired My legs both ache In this life There is no cake This life I'm livin' CHORUS I stand alone today Don't ask me why I feel I just know I feel this way I stand alone today Well you look at me Shake your head Don't like my hair You're so misled... I shit like you do But the curse is more than on my head Sometimes I think I'm better off dead It's worse than voodoo And I'm reaching out for help But it's no no no no no Until you give in My back is tired My legs both ache In this life There is no cake This life I'm livin' CHORUS They take, they take Everything I'm givin' It's a rough rough life This life I'm livin' Give me more, give me more I take more every day

* Much Love Always In All Ways *
I know you are out there, in the fray, the cosmos blessing you in love and light of day The memories we share clear the clouds and gray of many a foggy, cloud covered to bonny day All we encompass is felt from the heart, in cosmic light ray This embodies all that is, without thought or further delay This is the reason of truth - as universal visions of unified harmonics play Sonic and Colour bound light forms interplay I love you in each and every which way Love always in all ways

Up Date On Me
Ok guys so you know i am going to apologize for not telling everyone personally right now. over the last couple of days i recently made a new friend who then quickly became my girlfriend and her son my son and my son her son so i want ever one to know this about me I love everyone i have met on here but i am now involved so continue to be my sweet sexy cherries that i love but be nice to me too ok much love Sarai

~~reminder~~
well imma take the time and say thank u to all the ppl that have entered in my contest.. just a reminder the contest will be open in abt 1hr... so goodluck to all of you and enjoy... please repost in the BB Ben OHHHH!!!!

Wassup...
well I know it's been a while. But I been so busy graduating and the likes. Now just trying to get a few things here and there going. Once I do, I can come around here and spend more time getting smoe cherries and the likes. I know sooo naughty to say. But you all have fun and try to stay out of trouble.

Have You Ever Wondered Why Athletes Don't Have Regular Jobs?
>> Why athletes don't have real jobs >> >> In honor of the opening of NFL season, I offer these gems: >> >> 1. Chicago Cubs outfielder Andre Dawson on being a role model: "I wan' > >> all dem kids to do what I do, to look up to me. I wan' all the kids to > >> copulate me." >> >> 2. New Orleans Saint RB George Rogers when asked about the upcoming >> season: "I want to rush for 1,000 or 1,500 yards, whichever comes >> first." >> >> 3. And, upon hearing Joe Jacobi of the 'Skins say: "I'd run over my >> own mother to win the Super Bowl", Matt Millen of the Raiders >> said: "To win, I'd run over Joe's Mom, too." >> >> 4. Torrin Polk, University of Houston receiver, on his coach, John >> Jenkins: "He treats us like men. He lets us wear earrings." >> >> 5. Football commentator and former player Joe Theismann, >> 1996: "Nobody in football should be called a genius. A genius is a guy > >> like Norman Einstein" >> >> 6. Senior basketball player at the Universi

The Concert!
I just got back from a kick ass concert! It started out with Potluck, Boondox, Subnoize Souljaz, and then the Kottonmouth Kings!!!!! I had a blast, even though I can't hear worth shit and my body aches in pain! I wish ya'll that like these bands/rappers, could of been there! They were also here on December 1st also! Kottonmouth Kings made me lose my voice. Anyways, leave me comments! Kevin

A Marine's Response To Sen. Kerry
A Marine's response to Sen. Kerry {This was written by my husband, Aaron, who is currently deployed to Iraq, in defense of a recent comment made by Senator John Kerry. Pass it along, it might inspire someone else to speak up! ~ Michelle} Yesterday John Kerry said, "You know education, if you make the most of it, you study hard, you do your homework, and you make an effort to be smart, you can do well, and if you don't, you get stuck in Iraq.. So I wrote him a letter: I am a Sergeant in the United States Marine Corps. I am currently on my second tour in Iraq, a tour in which I volunteered for. I speak Arabic and Spanish and I plan to tackle Persian Farsi soon. I have a Bachelors and an Associates Degree and between deployments I am pursuing an M.B.A. In college I was a member of several academic honor societies, including the Golden Key Honor Society. I am not unique among the enlisted troops. Many of my enlisted colleagues include lawyers, teachers, mechanics, eng

Hell Yeah To Virgins And Guys Who Know What They're Doing!!
I made a vow when I was in Highschool that I would remain a virgin until college. Weeell, I changed my perspective. I shall remain a virgin forever. It seems the last guy I got was such a pussy that he cried more than me and smoked like a train. If I can not find a match for me. I want to become a nun. Besides, I have such a great imagination that I could become a great writer..hehehehe.

Our Pasture Of Love
desire may be the spark but love is the flame that keeps the torch of passion coasting into our inner heart and forever thoughts of holding each others warm and tender bodies until the juices of your fruits explode with ecstacy erupting the flow of my volcanic flow of future generations of life and pleasures with no thoughts of negativity to cause the closeness burning inside our minds climax of thoughts inside our smooth and voluptuous vessels of warm and wet flesh encased heated passionate beings until there is no mosture left in our bodies nor breath to nourish the soft and fluid movements of two lives forever entwined and in tune to each movement made to and fro in an out of consciousness and beside one another with cool and warm breaths of lust to feel with every nerve and hair throughout the entire length of beautiful nakedness and heated muscular limbs of two creatures of sinlike appendages locked in the thrust of loves greatest accomplishment and final spurt inside and upon the

Introduction
I thought I would share my three most personal poems in here just to let others learn more of the real me. To The Lady At peace with the Raven Quiet strength and a clear eye Falling into a night cloud Smiling at the goddess riding by Breathe in a deep breath Feel your skin tingle with mystery As your mind begins to float In and out of not so recent history I see you, my Lady of the Night I see you in the air that moves about me I see your approval of my decisions In the laughter on the wings With a smile of peace and devotion I send my essence up in smoke To the Lady of the Ravens As her blessing I invoke (kinda my life's theme poem...untitled) If tears are to be my water If pain is to be my bread I will partake of both of these No sustenance in death If weariness is to be my constant friend If endless battles are to be my lot If anguish is to be my life-long teacher I shall well learn the lessons taught I shall sit and learn at flame-k

Smoking Ban In Ohio
As of 12:00am on December, 7 2006 Ohio offically became a smoke-free state. Being in that no public buildings (exceptions for smoke shops, cigar lounges, nursing homes, VFW's and private clubs)could allow smoking within 50 feet of the main entrance. I for one smoke and feel as though my rights have been violated upon. First off, I for one have no problem going outside for a cigarette. I have to at home, work, etc. But when I'm OUTSIDE, I shouldn't be told where I have to smoke! I'm already OUTSIDE, what more do you want? Me to stop smoking all together? Sorry all you Liberial Hippee Douches, the only way that's going to happen is if they make cigarettes illegal! Smoking IS a choice. And I choose to do it! Who is anyone else to tell me what is and isn't good for me and what i should and shouldn't do? I'm 24 years old, I think I've lived long enough not to have "mommy and daddy" tell me what's good for me anymore. What if ~I~ were to tell you that caffine is proven t

Ouchy
Hugs to all who read this....last night a had a freaky klutz moment and got a pc of wood...(1/2" x 1/4") rammed into my second toe....had to go to er and have it cut out...i'm on drugs so will be hit and miss....i gave birth twice, get tats all them time....but i am being really baby about this .... send me love...lol.....kisses to all! just becky

You Promised!!
you promised me the world and i gave you my heart...you swore you wouldn't break it this time and just give you that chance to see that you can be my man....I held on to your every word and believed you.....maybe we should of let this go before it started....because i'm the one thats always sitting here broken hearted....when i cried you held me in your arms and said you wanted me forever and whatever we had to go through we could face together.....I knew deep down that I should of just left....but i love you to much.....how can you say good bye when theres so much behind us.....how can you keep hurting me when I tried so hard to be just what you wanted me to be.......I feel stupid and I'm ashamed....but the only person here to blame is me............But its okay I'll just cry myself to sleep knowing one day maybe someone can love me just like i loved you.....

2 Weeks :)
I can't wait! only two weeks! I didn't finish my christmas shopping yet but no worries I'll get er done in time, I always do. I just love christmas and last night so felt like christmas, it was snowing just a bit and the stars were out and aww it was just magicial.... hmm maybe a little too sappy. I love christmas yes, but I'm not much for the whole family aspect of it... I hate how the house is crowded and there's people I haven't seen in forever trying to talk to me and hug me and shit...not cool... that's why I normally hide upstairs :) Anywho just thought I would ramble about christmas for a bit. until next time! laura lea

Panties
well latley ive had tons of people asking to buy my panties so let me know if you would like some i will be putting up pics of some that i am selling so let me know or if theres a pair you want kisses and licks sweet princess

Jose Cuervo.............
Well its sunday morning And the sun is shining in my Eye that is open And my head is spinning Was the life of the party I can't stop grinning I had too much tequllia last night Jose Cuervo You are a friend of mine I like to drink you with A little salt and lime Did I kiss all the cowboys Did I shoot out the lights Did I dance on the bar Did I start any fights Now wait a minute Things don't look to familiar Who is the cowboy whos sleeping beside me Well he's awful cute But how'd I get his shirt on I had too much tequllia last night Jose Cuervo You are a friend of mine I like to drink you with A little salt and lime Did I kiss all the cowboys Did I shoot out the lights Did I dance on the bar Did I start any fights All those little shooters How I love to drink them down Come on bartender lets have another round Well the music is playing And my spirits are high Tomorrow might be painful But tonight we're going to fly Jose Cuervo You are a frie

Unicycles- Banana Boards And Umm Hacky And Me :p
Unicycling I got my first Unicycle from an Antique flea market when I was like 9 years old. That thing rocked my world haha.. I think I have imppecable balance to this day because of that. I also got a pogo stick that day. I didnt like the pogo much lol. story for another time :P Banana Board- Tiny ass sumbiatches lol. I went from Unicycle to banaboard. I broke my tail bone shortly after I got the damn thing- but it brought me to my innate love for skating and yes I did keep skating after that- I dont skate anymore, sometimes I wish I did- but I still love the shit outta skating - and skaters for that matter *grin* which brings me to- The Hacky Sack well as most people know if you take a hippy spawn cross it with a tomboy skater girl youre going to wind up with- a girl on her ever-quest of the perfect hack lol. I still hacky- wanna go a round? :P

Which Are You?
This was too good a life lesson not to pass on. A Carrot, an Egg and a Cup of Coffee. A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me, what do you see?" "Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied. Her

Guys Rules!
1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss' car. (d) One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". (e) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that

Greetings
Hey everyone, thought i'd try this blog thing out lol, First off i wanna thank everyone that has taken time out to check my ass out. I appreciate it very much and hope to hear from ya more in the future. Second, just bear with me, i'm still trying to get the hang of this site, but with a bit of patience i should be able to lol And third, if you haven't talked to me or added me, do so, cuz i'm a fun guy once ya get to know me and we could have some fun. Later peeps!

Love Will Never End
FOR HER TOUCH WAS SO GENTLE AND EMBRACE SO SENSUAL FOREVER IN HER ARMS I MAY STAY BUT ONLY IF MY LOVE DOESNT STRAY I KNOW MY LOVE IS TRUE TO HEART BECAUSE SHE AS UNLOCKED THE LUCKY CHARM MY POEM MY NOT ALL RHYME AND THAT IS NO CRIME BUT WHAT IS A CRIME IS TO LET YOU GO AND I KNOW THAT WILL NOT SHOW A LOVE BUILT OVER TIME AND TEARS SO FAR APART BUT NOT KNOWN FOR YEARS MY LOVE UNLEASHED INTO THE WORLD ONLY TO BE CAUGHT BY YOU THIS LOVE I MUST KNOW, IS IT TRUE TO YOU? FOR I KNOW IT IS TRUE TO ME BUT IN THINE HOUR WHEN I SHALL DIE I KNOW THAT YOU WOULDNT CRY MANY GOOD YEARS WE HAD TOGETHER AND NOW I LAY ON A BED OF FEATHERS ON MY DEATH BED I WHISPER A THOUGHT HOW CAN I EVER REPAY YOU FOR THESE YEARS? YOU GAVE ME LOVE THAT HAD NO END AND IN THE END I ALREADY KNOW I KNOW THAT IT WAS TRUE WHAT THEY SAY THAT LOVE MUST TRUELY GO ON EVEN AFTER DEATH FOR A LOVE THIS STRONG THAT YOU AND I HAVE CANNOT BE TORN APART; NOT EVEN BY DEATH SO WITH THIS LAST BREAT

String Theory
The other night, I was up way too late, watching infomercials as usual. Then I happened upon a show about " String theory". It alledges that everything in the universe is made up of these ultra-tiny string like particles. Depending on what frequency they resonate at, they form all the different compositions of matter in everything. Or something pretty close to that, I was kind of tired. Here's the catch, they can't prove it and they never will be able to prove it. But thousands of people are studying it as we speak. With that, I'd like to offer up a theory of mine, this is probably familiar to some of you. I usually offer it up after 8 or 9 beers. My theory states: It's hard to act tough, with a dick up your ass. I challenge anyone to disprove this theory. It is a universal truth both literally and figuratively. Unlike string theory, my theory can be researched by just about anyone. Stay tuned to PBS for the full hour long documentary. It airs right before the Ronco grill and

Blood~ For Dead Girls Only
The lip bruised by love's excess, then kissed for healing and apology, but kissed for sweet salt's taste as well. The blue pulse in the turning wrist, The blue pulse in the elbow's pit, The blue pulse on the neck, The blue pulse in the thigh, in the hollow of the groin: Kissed, each, once and then again. The rose suffusion of blood: a layer of skin below the skin, warm garment of living blood, love's body paint, love's mantle, Kissed again and then once more, with lips that ride the surface of desire like a drifting merlin, riding the body's currents, the wings of desire, the winds of desire. The bleeding chalice of the moon: Kissed lovingly, baptizing love and lover. Love is like wine–good white, good red. Love is like blood–hot, liquid, necessity.

Oddly Enough
My dear i live for no tomorrow & surely not be afraid of yesterday. the warth of your profile strickens me to a point of me not been familiar with the feelings i have in the now world and for me to sweep you off your feet .chances are for fools i must let my presents be known.............................

Maybe I Am Just Getting Old
Maybe I am just getting old but this new years just sucked. Yeah I was around some good freinds and there was a good band playing, but something just didnt feal right to me, dont ask me what it was cause I dont know, maybe cause I am 31 going to be 32 in a month and still live at home and have never had a real meaningful relationship with a girl, thought I had one but then things just went down hill and then some whem I lost my job, I mean I was reading to pop the question, had plenty of money saved up for everything but things just went down hill, I guess she wasnt the right one for me all though I still hold a place in my heart for her, I dont know maybe I am just stupid for that but whatever. I have tried to have relationships with others but it didnt work out, and others that I would really love to have something with dont seem to want anything from me or just want to be friends. think I am just going to give up on going with what my heart tells me to do and just be single the rest

A Kiss
Close your eyes… Feel my touch as my fingers slides across your face, trace the outline of your lips and gently caress your neck, this is where I begin… Feel my kiss on your forehead, your temple, your cheeks and your chin, wondering if this is where it will end… Feel my hands massaging your shoulders, fingertips running up your arms, and down your stomach, my hands finally placed upon your chest… While your breathing quickens, you slightly shiver and lightly moan, on your neck you feel my hot breath… I softly kiss, lovingly lick and gently bite You wonder if I just might… My tongue moves up your neck and I back away Only to hear you beg me to stay… I place my lips in front yours Can you feel them, do you want more? Shall I lick at them, bite on them or suck them, which will it be? Neither as I open your mouth and take you deep inside of me… My hands are placed upon your face As I kiss you with passions sweet embrace… A kiss so deep as tongues intertw

Real Good Man
Girl, you've never known no one like me Up there in your high society They might tell you I'm no good Girl they need to understand Just who I am I may be a real bad boy But baby I'm a real good man I may drink too much and play too loud Hang out with a rough and rowdy crowd That don't mean I don't respect My mama or my Uncle Sam Yes sir, yes ma'am Might have a reckless streak At least a country mile wide If you're gonna run with me It's gonna be a wild ride When it comes to lovin' you I've got velvet hands I'll show you how a real bad boy Can be a real good man I'll take all the good times I can get I'm too young for growing up just yet Ain't much I can promise you Except to do the best I can I'll be damned.. --- Tim McGraw

Creative Contest
Lets see how creative we can be......I will put up a blog as well but heres the objective......I want to see the HOTTEST banner for Pervy Pub....there will be 3 places .......10,000cb gift for 1st place 5,000cb gift for 2nd place and 2,000cb gift for 3rd....entry deadline is TUESDAY JAN,9TH AT 12:OO CST.Drop me a note if you intend to participate by that time,entrys must be recieved Friday the 12th. Voting begins Saturday at 8am cst and run until Sunday at 8pm cst.....comment bombing is allowed and you are allowed to bomb your own..Have fun!!!!

((poetry)) Unnamed
Is it possiable for a love to form. In mists of these rain filled storms. A life of clouds dark and grey. A debt of retribution she is to pay. She dreams of an aluminious light. Angel wings spread to take flight. Her eyes open and the angel has vanished. The unforgiven sin is how her soul was banished. Regrets of this life go to her grave. For her own soul she could not save. She tried to play the hand of god Downing sleeping pills she starts to nod. Slipping into whats after this life. Knowing its wrong but it feels right. With her soul in the palm of his hands. This is where he gave his demands. All around him the angels danced. He returned her for a second chance. I CANNOT PRETEND TO KNO WHAT THIS POEM WILL MEAN TO ANY OF YOU. THIS ONE I MAY HAVE WRITTEN FOR ME. I DO THAT SOMETIMES. BUT I THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE IT. HAVE ANY OF YOU BEEN GIVEN A SECOND CHANCE AT ANY THING?THIS WEEK WHILE I WAS OFFLINE, I TOOK SOME TIME TO MYSELF TO READ SOME OF MY P

Home Sick Today
Poor me, I've been sick for the last two days. aches everywhere. Poor me, no one to take care of me. My pet rabbit is no help at all. I guess I'll sleep some more. Anyone else home sick, I hope you get better soon.

My Snakes
Hi to all my friends there realy seems to be a problem with people bein afraid of my snakes they dont bite there tame and theres no fangs or venom either and yes I do have 1 that will be very huge but shes tame still the same.. I don't understand nor see why people are soo afraid of something that cant hurt you no worse then a dog or a cat or either 1 of them 2 could hurt and or even a dog can eat a kid geeze .. Way to many people reading phony books and watchin movies ugh there are people out there that have birds and parrots and can die from them just alone in the messes that they make and the bird food but people sure dont read that book huh ... I am single yes because of my looks but not only that because people are afraid of something they dont understand people out there have spiders and aligators and them things bite and eat anything that gets in the way geeze.. My snakes are not like that at all ... thank you for your time...

Important For All Friends!!
Due to a completely thoughtless act on my part involving another user, I think it's best that I spend a little less time on tap. I will be back eventually but for now I think it's for the best that I give him space and I have mine as well. I love you all dearly, You're amazing people. See Ya Sometime Soon Cassie (♥Akasha♥)

Keep You & Your Family Safe!
http://www.familywatchdog.us When you visit this site you can enter your address and a map will pop up with your house as the small icon of a house. Red, blue, green, dots will surround your entire neighborhood. When you click on these dots, a picture of a person will appear with an address and the description of the crime he or she had committed. The best thing is that you can show your children pictures and see how close these people live to your home or school. This site was developed by John Walsh from Americas Most Wanted. It is another tool to help us keep our kids safe.

Love Worth The Wait
Love Worth the Wait Our souls are a mirror of what we need to change A neat little hat trick, only God can arrange Our reflection will make us simply retreat and fall to our knees in endless defeat The ending we shared can be a new start to find our way back stop needing to part The scars now fading of wounds in the past We need to ignore if this love is to last True love will prevail when we work on our own to fix life's dilemmas and spend time alone The divine will take over to decide what is best and the choices we make will let our soul rest To love ourselves more forgive what we've done Only then we can heal stop wanting to run And replacing the pain will be joy in our tears We will know what we need to calm all our fears So don't worry my love your worth all the wait Your memory alone seals my heavenly fate And on that day when I see in your eyes days full of "I Love You's" not endless good-byes Our souls will be able

Alone In Hell...
alone as I torment in my own personal hell.. from past sins or endless months in jail.. i sit here in a darkened room alone why cant anyone hear my endless cries of a love not shown am i to be forever a demon dancing forever into the halls so black alone i sit from this day fourth until the very last... some deep shit i feel right now...

Home And Great
Well been very exciting time been on a few trips had alo of fun had some issues from the past to umm tie up. Also i got a new job i am now a mortgage loan officer for southwest funding here in austin area i hope this works out. I am new to this kinda business so alot of learning to do but I think I can do it and btw if u need home finanacing heheheh call me.Well anyway it has been an eventuful few weeks i have done alot and had well some fun . leared some ppl i thought were my friends are stains upon the earth and that some i thought were my enemies are someof my truest friends and anything learned is good . BTW ppl do not be strangers u all know how to contact me and if u don't then damnit ask I always like to talk to new ppl and meet new ppl and just a fun loving guy . well i hate punctuation so gonna go and adios

What Do You Think?
Alright tomorrow is Thursday Feb 1st and at 12:15pm I have a hair appointment. I want a cut, dye job and highlights. Now I dont know what I want to do. My hair is down to my ass I havent had a professional dye job in 2 years or more. So I need some idea from you my friends. Now I have always been a blond so do I go back or do I change things up a bit. Now hightlight I need ideas. Hair cuts I need ideas. I know you guys all love me and right now is when I could use your help. My bf doesnt want me to have short hair but guess what I dont want short hair eather. So please leave me some ideas and tomorrow we will just have to wait and see what happens. Thank you all and wish me luck Stay at home mom ~Member of K.O.T.~ P.S I will add a few pics of how long my hair is in a album called old and new.

Sweet
2 cups mashed sweet potatoes 1/4 pound butter, softened 2 eggs, separated 1 cup packed brown sugar 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon ground ginger 1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon 1/2 teaspoon ground nutmeg 1/2 cup evaporated milk 1/4 cup white sugar 1 (9 inch) unbaked pie crustPreheat oven to 400 degrees F (200 degrees C). In a mixing bowl, combine the sweet potatoes, butter, egg yolks, brown sugar, salt, ginger, cinnamon, nutmeg and evaporated milk. Mix together well. Beat egg whites until stiff peaks form; add 1/4 cup sugar and fold into sweet potato mixture. Pour into pie shell and bake at 400 degrees F (200 degrees C) for 10 minutes. Reduce heat and bake at 350 degrees F (175 degrees C) for 30 minutes or until firm.

???
well I dont know what to say I am new here and i wanna say thanks to all the nice people and all the mega hot ladies given me props. i dont know what else to say so i will see u next time i decide to ramble

Coffee
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full they agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar . Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee (maybe espresso!) from under the table and poured the ent

What The C T A F Does
What we do is help each other in contests...we don't bomb PEOPLE, WE bomb PICTURES ! CONTACT ME AND GET YOUR RANK NUMBER ACCORDING TO YOU MEMBER DATE AS IN I'M # 1 AND ADD THIS TO YOUR NAME IN YOUR PROFILE (C.T.A.F )Cherry Tap Airforce ...oh and when you see someone in a contest with C.T.A.F vote at least 10 times.If a C T A F member is in a CONTEST post a BULLENTIN saying your a C T A F MEMBER and we will AIRSTRIKE IT !!!..Thanks ChristianNEO@ CherryTAPSin&Sc♥♥ter (Happily CT Married) ~N&N BAD ASS~@ CherryTAPDark.Angel¢¾Robs.Girl.C.T.A.F@ CherryTAPwikkid~woman@ CherryTAPSweet GA Peach~is in a contest...click the link on my profile to vote and comment!!!!!!!!!!@ CherryTAPLaUrEn♥@ CherryTAP!Sin's Own!!Luscious Lucia!!Infamous Crew's Kitten!@ CherryTAP♥ Always Looking For Something I Can't Find ♥@ CherryTAP

Ummm Some Poeple
The newspaper wrote a lovely article over him. He was an amazing friend and man. Never EVER argued about going to iraq. I think the only think most said was "I want to be home. I miss it there. " that was the total amoun of words said in his protest. But at his funeral yesterday (which i was unable to attend but would have gotten national news if i had been there due to beating someone down) there were protestors. People were unhappy that he was dead. I was too but i wouldn't protest. I was pissed because they didn't give him the burial he wanted. It was hard to know that while people were mourning his death and laying him to rest in his final place others were doing something to make him turn in his caskit. But none the less they wrote a beautiful article about his funeral. -City salutes fallen hero, son buried- Sig Christenson Express-News Military Writer Pastor Timothy Hoke stood silently at the podium at Faith Presbyterian Church, collecting his thoughts on a su

So Ill Ask The Ones Who Know
so women what exactley do u want? i mean its like this, im sweet, nice, try to make sure whom i am with knows how i feel. but alas 2 failed marriages later i find myself alone. both wives cheated, both said if i showed them that i cared instead of whatever (um i was on deployment alot) im not saying im 100% innocent, but does a person deserve to be cheated on? in my eyes, no. so whats the secret to keeping u happy?

Proof Of Controlled Demolition At Wtc
A steel building has never fallen from fire not before 9-11 or since. These are very short clips, please watch them!!! Clip 1 Clip 2 Clip 3 Clip 4 Clip 5 Proof Of Controlled Demolition At The WTC by Jerry Russell, Ph.D Steel frame towers are built very strongly. They need to withstand the pressure of gale-force winds, the violent rocking motion of earthquakes, and the ravages of time. For this reason, they are almost impossible to destroy. Airplane strikes do not destroy skyscrapers. A bomber strike to the Empire State Building during World War II did not harm that building. The World Trade Center towers were designed to survive a strike by a Boeing 707. The 767 is more massive, so the building was stressed near its design limits. But if a failure had occurred at that moment, it would have been at the point of highest levered stress, near the base of the tower, and the tower would have fallen over like a giant tree in a forest windstorm. That, of course, d

My Heart Is Empty..
www.hostdrjack.com My heart is empty, why did you leave, so much left unsaid, emptiness and tears still linger as though it was yesterday.. Our son is a reminded image of you, his smile, his strength to be the man, how hard this must be for him still yet.. Our kids keep you near with pictures and stories, You now watch over them and must smile as they are growing up so quickly so wonderful.. I do know how hard it must be not to hold them or kiss them, as we live this everyday not being able to reach out to you.. Just know you will always be loved and missed and although our paths are changing everyday you will never be forgotten..

Sexual I Q
You have a sexual IQ of 141 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Really Ruff Draft.
Empty hearted feeling's have no point. the heart is a waste of being here seeing through the eyes of a broken man. Is seeing through the eyes of a shadow. following the world around. and not being able to have a life. haveing emoption's youshould not have . for things you should now want. knowing what it is to feel and not being able to show it the life of a shadow is that of a empty life a creation that is thought of as scarey and pointless but with out the shadow there is nothing but light no darkness no fear with out fear what is there . nothing . Nothing to fear . nothing to dream. with out the darkness there can be no light with out fear there is no happiness. what is there to fear. the one thing that everyone fears being alone

Its Amazing
it's amazing Current mood: irate its amazing how many females are out there and bitch b/c they cant find a "good guy" or a guy that treats them right. and then when one comes around they wont even give that guy an ice cube's chance in hell. they are always like "im not lookin for a relationship," or my favorite "you're sweet." when we all know that the next day some other guy could go up to them and then they would be lookin for a realtionship. so i've come to the conclusion that all females like to be treated like shit, and deserve the treatment they get b/c nice guys have probably been right in front of your eyes and and you have blown them off or not given yourself time to get to know them. so the hell with all the games and bullshit, you all made your beds now lay in them, b/c better things have been right in front of ya and you missed out.

Pictures
Changed up my pictures a lot. Lots and Lots of new ones. They're really good ones if I do say so myself LoL. And I really really wanna level up LoL.....check 'em out and lemme know what y'all think. You no likey...i deletey LoL. Much Love, Sam

Dream Of Death
Dream of Death A time to die When all hope has past And all that lies ahead is misery Is there any point in continuing to fight Time always runs out eventually for the lonely Single meals heated in the microwave Single seats on planes surrounded by happy voices Only half a lifetime But its time to call an end Euthanasia would be a simple solution But they make it harder for human kind No lethal injection to take away the pain Nothing to lose, nothing to gain Just drifting through the days Waiting for something to happen But it never does, it never does, So all I do is wait in vain A dull, nagging, long endured pain The pain of lost opportunities The pain of stupid mistakes Only the foolish wait for their lives to change You have to make it happen So take the knife And end this life And come tomorrow There will be time for sorrow It is easy to die when you write it down Put down the pen and wipe away that frown Go to sleep and dr

Death
Friday Feb. 2nd at 11:24pm I watched my grandmother die. She was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer back in april. It was in both lungs,her bones, and eventually her spine. She asked for me for 3 days before I could get there but she held on. I got to the place where she would let go just in time to say goodbye. She was pretty much unconscious when I got there at 10pm. I stayed strong for my mom, im the only one she has, but it hurt like hell to look down on the woman who worked her ass off her whole life and never complained, The woman who watched Wrestling and yelled at the tv. I walked into the room where she lay unmoving and held her hand,told her I was there and not to be afraid to let go, that I made it for her. She had told my mother earlier in the day when she was still responsive that she could see the clouds and my grandpa and great grandparents and she was ready, but she still held on for what I truly believe was me to get there to say goodbye. I talked to her, held her,

Im Done!
im done im sick of everytime i try to be nice i get hurt no matter how small the effort i get screwed! i ha ve very few friends that are true! im tired of being told one thing, and another happening ! i told my last g/f no matter what i'll be there! well she did coke. i drank liquor! and i got screwed! and thats just the way it always turns out 4 me! with every passing day the nice happy understanding mike that has always been is going away! i am trying to hold on but everytime i reach out for a life line it gets ripped away! danielle! you keep me afloat! you have been the best friend to me over all! and i love you for that! thank you! i think pretty much this whole rant is bacause i cant talk to you at the moment! i drunk! and hurting! and tired! noone else really seams to care! but you and like 1 or "maybe" 2 and they have known me 4 years anyhow!..........lol enough i shouldnt even post this because its a drunkin ramble!......lol but i will 4 atleast till i

Funny Day
Did anyone see the high speed chase in Miami today? They showed it during the noon newscast live here in Detroit. Oh yes.. the high speed vehicle they were chasing was a rented U-Haul Truck. So Ive been reading threats from minor folks today... Our Naval Friend really makes me laugh.. A real jackass to compliment the wannabe bad ass..

Would Anyone Care
if i did a good job would anyone care if i ruled the would would anyone care if i actuly tried would anyone care if i told you i loved you would you care if you said you loved me would i care if my truck got broken into would my friends care if i died today would anyone care if i died tomorrow would anyone care

Vday Confusion (same As Myspace Blog)
Happy V day everyone. This morning is really wierd. Started off with my sis trying to walk mom to the bathroom and her head and i guess body going out on the trip to it. We finaly got her to it (her legs wouldnt straiten and she was just dead weight) But then she wouldnt go to the bathroom, or stay sitting up or respond to us talkin to her. So we by the grace of god picked her up on either side and carried her back to her bed, where she lay but still cant streatch her legs out or do anything simple like trying to talk. Anyways we've called the nurse to come see her, cause the small bedside toilet we got her, we finaly got her to try to use it, but she cant, took everything to get her to it, but her bodys just not working. So I hope they put her back in the hospic unit again to get her fixed up or something cause my sis works tomorrow and i cant pick her up. Plus i got all dads bank stuff done today that needed to be done (which i actualy got the call to get the bank statements from the

Joke3
A blind man walks into a store with his seeing eye dog. All of a sudden, he picks up the leash and begins swinging the dog over his head. The manager runs up to the man and asks, "What are you doing?!!" The blind man replies, "Just looking around."

Odd Numbers Ringtones!!!
Odd Numbers are the featured act at www.flextones.com where you can download ringtones such as "Crazy" or "Russian Dancehall" and more!! You can also download us as the wall paper on your phone.....so do it, do it now!!

Uh..ya Know How......
why is it that you have to turn the radio down when you get close to where your going? like if youve been reading the directions the whole time just fine, but when you get a couple miles away you reach down and off it goes...and why do you always have to pee the closer you get to your house. i can not have to go AT ALL and then a block away im close to passing out from the pee pain. and why the hell do people look at the kleenex after they blow their nose? its boogers, same as always but maybe..if i keep looking i will blow gold dust out instead? and on that note, why do you always look in the toliet after you pump a grumpy? its shit. thats whats in there..just like last time. and why do women have to open their mouths when they put mascara on? i do it, cant help..i tried, just feels "better" if i can 'open my mouth'. and why do you do hand guestures when your on the phone...uh, they cant see you. and why do you NEVER blink when you play video games..maybe thats just me, but i swear to

Act # 1
THE MEETING; Only for tonight You softly whispered to me Only for tonight Etched in my memory It was a peaceful arid summer night The time that we first met A night that started out so plain A night I won’t forget I was driving down a dusty road Somewhere lost within myself You were leaning up against your car I asked if I could help For a moment you seemed to hesitate Then you climbed into the seat I could tell you had been crying By the dust smeared on your cheek Our eyes locked for a moment Then you said, “just drive away” I slowly reached across the seat To wipe the tears off of your face We drove it felt like miles You seemed lost upon the road As you gazed out of the window Someone searching for her soul You finally broke the silence Told me to turn just up ahead You smiled and whispered softly There’s a cabin with a bed I didn’t ask your meaning Or question your intent I followed your instructions To park my car around the back

Phone Numbers!!!
So....My cell phone pretty much got DESTROYED the other day and I had to get a new one...not a bad deal since mine was kinda goin' to crap anyway.....but I lost ALL my numbers. Sorry...but I'm not the type of person who memorizes 100 numbers so when I needed them I looked them up in my phone. Now I don't have them. So those of you who have given me your number in the past.....(or just WANT to give me your number)....send me a reply and lemme know again what it is....it would be MUCH appreciated. I love y'all! ¢¾ Sam ¢¾

*******the Secret *******
2/20/2007 Dear Reader: I am working really hard on my new book "The Rest Of The Secret" and I decided to give you a little sample on how "The Law Of Attraction" can work for good or for worse in one's life. Again remember that I do endorse the movie "The Secret" but this fast and empowering production seem to be more like of a Tony Robbins speech. You indeed received a fast service and like McDonald burger this treatment may not be good for your body, mind and soul. In my upcoming book I teach numerous implacable Universal laws that are an intrinsic part of "The Law Of Attraction" and I teach also "The Law Of Opposite". Realize that you will not become a millionaire get a better health or get a great job by wishing for "The Law Of Attraction" to do all the work for you. It is imperative for you not to be deceived and realize that you will never be able to reach your goal with only 60 minutes invested watching a very positive DVD. Your chances of success are as good as yo

Mercury Retrograde 2007
Mercury Retrograde Dates for 2007 February 14, 2007 - March 8, 2007 Mercury begins its retrograde period at 10° Pisces and continues its backward motion to 25° Aquarius when it goes direct on the 8th of March 2007. June 15, 2007 to July 10, 2007 Mercury begins this retrograde period at 11° Cancer on Friday June 15th and continues its’ retrograde motion until Tuesday July 10 when it turns direct at 2° Cancer. October 12th, 2007 - November 2, 2007 Mercury goes retrograde at 9° Scorpio on Friday October 12 and continues its retrograde cycle until it goes direct on Friday November 2 at 23° Libra. Call 770-587-1910 or e-mail javamist@aol.com for more information Mercury turns retrograde three times a year, as a rule, but the effects of each period differ, according to the sign in which it happens. A planet is described as retrograde when it appears to be moving backwards through the zodiac. This phenomenon occurs by the planetary motion created by the earth, with relation

Things To Ponder
*If life is a gift, does that make God an Indian giver? *Why do we call it taking a piss or taking a shit? Seriously, just where are we taking it? Are we taking it to your leader? Should we wrap it with pretty pink bows? If anything aren't we giving a shit? I made it, now I give it to the world. But if that were the case, and someone says "I don't give a shit," are they admitting constipation? *Speaking of shit, why is it you can drop a shit the size of Chile and you barely need a single square of toilet paper to get yourself entirely squeaky clean, but heaven forbid it's that one pinky sized turd--half a roll later and you finally just give up and give in to the fact you're gonna have treadmarks. *Why is it that Rhode Islanders only seem to use blinkers when it's the wrong one? *You're on the highway. You're at a merge. You go, I go, you go, I go. WORK ON THIS. *Does anyone else remember back in the day (think grade school) when blowing someone was more commonly re

Into My Own[ Part One ]
ONE of my wishes is that those dark trees, So old and firm they scarcely show the breeze, Were not, as 'twere, the merest mask of gloom, But stretched away unto the edge of doom. I should not be withheld but that some day Into their vastness I should steal away, Fearless of ever finding open land, Or highway where the slow wheel pours the sand. I do not see why I should e'er turn back, Or those should not set forth upon my track To overtake me, who should miss me here And long to know if still I held them dear. They would not find me changed from him they knew-- Only more sure of all I thought was true. Ghost House I DWELL in a lonely house I know That vanished many a summer ago, And left no trace but the cellar walls, And a cellar in which the daylight falls, And the pu

This Always Sucks
He is the one I love, he is the one I want. He said he loved me, I said I love him. But in the end everything he said to me was a lie. Then, I said Fuck You. And said I was gonna forget him. But I lied too. Cause I still cry for him at night while everyone else is sleeping. Tears come rolling down my cheeks. I can't help but to still love him. And everyday I love him even more.

Questions!
I neva really post blogs but I gotta get this off my mind..Men always be sayin that women are bitchs n ect c0s some chics out there keep der kids away from there kids and then u gotz some chic who dawg on there baby daddies c0s they aint around or there out there fukin up..I posted pics of my babys daddie and got bombed wit askin me why im always postin pics of him..n imma say this..c0s imma real bitch n imma ride or die chic n thats for life..n0 matter if we aint together or not dont mean imma stop being hes ride or die chic cos noone knows wha me n him been tho...we've been th0 hell n bak together n still have stay'd strong beside each other...we dont have to be together to stay real..Ive met alot of ppl on here whos real n whos down ...Yes im ghetto thats me in im real bout me n wh0 i am ...its sad when i have to g0 in my pics n post that we aint together c0s i got bombed s0 bad and i dont kno how many ppl will feel me on dis..but damn cant parents be friends any more...and wh0 eva

Contest Ends 8:00pm Est.time Today
I need you help..Im 200 comments ahead and they have several ppl helping them.I dont have any1 helping me..I hate to loose cause so many ppl helped in this contest.I hate to see it go to waist.

Things You Never Knew Your Cell Phone Could Do.
THINGS YOU NEVER KNEW YOUR CELL PHONE COULD DO There are a few things that can be done in times of grave emergencies. Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an emergency tool for survival. Check out the things that you can do with it: FIRST Subject: Emergency -- The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is 112. If you find yourself out of the coverage area of your mobile; network and there is an emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the emergency number for you, and interestingly this number 112 can be dialed even if the keypad is locked. Try it out. SECOND Subject: Have you locked your keys in the car? Does your car have remote keyless entry? This may come in handy someday. Good reason to own a cell phone: If you lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home, call someone at home on their cell phone from your cell phone. Hold your cell phone about a foot from your car door and have the perso

Another One
"If your days seem filled with unwanted negative feelings, there is only one cure. When they come, choose them. Don't ask why, don't wonder how, don't fight them and never put yourself down for having them. But most of all never blame someone else for how you feel. If you do, it means you are still fast asleep and your choice is to be a victim. When the feelings come, even big disturbing emotional feelings say, "I choose this feeling" and know it comes because of something you have thought or done in the past, perhaps a certain belief that you have learned or an attachment that is threatened. Choice does not mean you want the feelings, but it does mean you are taking responsibility for them. And that is the beginning of self mastery. It is the first step to the healing and resolving of your emotions. But only the first step. Try this today and then ask yourself what the next step might be. If you are really interested to know, you will come to know!" Brahma Kumaris

My Favorite Song
Your Stripper Song Is Closer by Nine Inch Nails "You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I?ve got no Soul to tell" When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy. What Song Should You Strip To?

Girlfriends
THIS SAYS IT ALL: Time passes. Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Jobs come and go. Men don't do what they're supposed to do. Hearts break. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. BUT... Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girl friend is never farther away than needing her can reach. When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting w ith open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you... or come in and carry you out. Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, mothers, grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins, and extended family, all bless our life! The world wouldn't be the same without women, and neither would I. When we began this adventure

Level 2 Combatives Training
on march 12th, i will be going to level 2 combatives training. instead of the week long of 8 hours a day getting my ass kicked, i will be doing 8 hours a day for 2 weeks of getting my ass kicked. who knows maybe i can go to level 3 training, which lasts a month.

I Alone
I would give my heart and blood, to know that you are well, I would face the gates of hell, to have you here by me, I would gladly give my life, to give you just today, to somehow show my love for you, to just find someway, to only have you in my arms, I'd gladly die today, I Alone Love You, Live - I AloneMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Who Knew????????
1. To remove a bandage painlessly, saturate the bandage with vodka. The solvent dissolves adhesive. 2. To clean the caulking around bathtubs and showers, fill trigger-spray bottle with vodka, spray the caulking, let set five minutes and wash clean. The alcohol in the vodka kills mold and mildew. 3. To clean your eyeglasses, simply wipe the lenses with a soft, clean cloth dampened with vodka. The alcohol in the vodka cleans the glass and kills germs. 4. Prolong the life of razors by filling a cup with vodka and letting your safety razor blade soak in the alcohol after shaving. The vodka disinfects the blade and prevents rusting. 5. Spray vodka on vomit stains, scrub with a brush, and then blot dry. 6. Using a cotton ball, apply vodka to your face as an astringent to cleanse the skin and tighten pores. 7. Add a jigger of vodka to a 12-ounce bottle of shampoo. The alcohol cleanses the scalp, removes toxins from hair, and stimulates the growth of healthy hair.

It's About Damn Time!
You know, for the first time in my life everything feels really good. I can't remember a time when I felt so happy, so alive, so ready to do whatever it takes to get what I want (and to keep it). Life is looking really promising..my son is getting healthier, work is good, everything is good. I hope it stays like this. I could get use to it.... I know I just rambled... but it felt good. Thanks for reading this.

Chaos Or Humanity?
Chaos or Humanity? People call death a part of chaos. Some consider it to be nothing else then an idea, problem, or fear. I consider it just the beginning.... The beginning to another end. People killing other people.... Some call it Chaos. I call it survival of the fittest. Why survival of the fittest? Simple, look amongst the other creatures that this planet supports. Lions, kill their own prey to feast. Chaos? No nature. Same thing applies to the human race. Do we not kill and eat our own prey? We eat chicken, turkey, cow, and pig for example. People call eating another person cannabalism. Is it not cannabalism when we eat other creatures such as cow and pig? We are eating meat. Some people consider the world to be a cruel place and an unforgiving one at that. I see these things as just natures way of keeping its skin clean. It's got to dispose of some things some how, am I right or wrong?

Myself
Myself I have to live with myself, and so I want to be fit for myself to know, I want to be able as days go by, Always to look myself straight in the eye; I don't want to stand,with the setting sun, And hate myself for things I have done. I don't want to keep on a closet shelf A lot of secrets about myself, And fool myself,as I come and go Into thinking that nobody else will know The kind of a person I really am; I don't want to dress myself up in shame. I want to go out with my head erect, I want to deserve all people's respect; But here in the struggle for fame and wealth I want to be able to like myself. I don't want to look at myself and know That I'm bluster and bluff and empty show. I can never hide myself from me; I see what others may never see; I know what others may never know, I never can fool myself,and so, Whatever happens,I want to be Self-respecting and guilt-free.

Dream Catcher
Dream catchers are one of the most fascinating traditions of Native Americans. The traditional dream catcher was intended to protect the sleeping individual from negative dreams, while letting positive dreams through. The positive dreams would slip through the hole in the center of the dream catcher, and glide down the feathers to the sleeping person below. The negative dreams would get caught up in the web, and expire when the first rays of the sun struck them. The dream catcher has been a part of Native American culture for generations. One element of Native American dream catcher relates to the tradition of the hoop. Some Native Americans of North America held the hoop in the highest esteem, because it symbolized strength and unity. Many symbols started around the hoop, and one of these symbols is the dream catcher. Native Americans believe that the night air is filled with dreams both good and bad. The dream catcher when hung over or near your bed swinging freely

Figuring Out What To Keep Or Store Or Get Rid Of
Funny how when you move .. the little things you dont often use are found... the things you thought you had lost... the things you ask .. where the heck did that come from? Going through them now as I unpack and try to arrange things in my new place... Attempting to find everything a new home... or a more functional space.... This is almost becoming fun ... oh wait .. nope it just means another trip to the storage facility

Lol
Two fleas from Wisconsin had an agreement to meet every winter in Miami for a vacation. Last year when one flea gets to Miami, he's all blue, shivering and shaking, damn near froze to death! The other flea asks him, "What the hell happened to you?" The first flea says, "I rode down here from Milwaukee in the mustache of a guy on a Harley." The other flea responds saying," That's the worst way to travel. Try what I do. Go to the Metro airport bar. Have a few drinks. While you are there, look for a nice stewardess. Crawl up her leg and nestle in where it's warm and cozy. It's the best way to travel that I can think of." The first flea thanks the second flea and says he will give it a try next winter. A year goes by..... When the first flea shows up in Miami he is all blue, and shivering and shaking again. Damn near froze to death. The second flea says, "Didn't you try what I told you?" Yes," says the first flea, "I did exact

Deepness Of Pain Reality
You brought me in this world claiming to love me You said you loved me where is it You promised to protect me where were you that day You tought me what pain was what hurt was why You blamed my blackheart where is yours You raised me in darkness and pain now where are you You showed me you could break everything you stood for why You tought me feelings do not matter when they do why You tought me to kill them why am i not human You tought me to be a man but what kind at what price I give my love for what to have it trashed to have it shatered I give my friendship for what to have it shoved back down my troat I give my heart to watch it being cut to pieces to have it stabed time after time I give you my love you say i dont do it right is there a book on how to love I show my feelings or try to but you wont let me was i wrong in trying If i want to love and care do i need books to be human and normal Am i human am i normal can you tell me o

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Huuuuuuurrrrrraaaaaaaayyyyyyyy
Ok here is a lil update on me, I know I know a lil late. So my time in AZ was a BLAST and I cant wait to get back. Just when I was leaving I was delayed for 4 days thanks to JetBlue ( I still have no complaints cause they called me before i left for the airport, an plus they were cheap tix). Well When I was In AZ I find out my moms house where I been staying was broken into and there was some stuff stolen, luike some of my moms antuiqe (SP IM BAD AT SPELLING) jewerly and some other things she hasnt told me but my XBOX and 3 games were stolen. Well I get home an no one could meet me at the bust station (I took a Bus to JFK Airport) so i wound up walking 7 miles to my brothers house in cold weather and snow on the ground. Well since I been home My family has been driving me insane, my sister blew up my car engine while i was gone cause I let her borrow it (WHAT A BITCH I swear every car her an her husband get or borrow, always winds up with something wrong with it). Oh and since I flew J

St. Drunken Irishman's Day...
Ok, first off don't read this if you don't wanna hear me bitch and moan. My St. Patrick's Day sucked. I was planning on going out to the Street party that the local bar here in Downtown Melbourne throws each year but I couldn't even find one person that I knew that was going. I'm not going out and getting drunk on my bike. That is what idiots do. Sometimes I wish I had a car that was reliable, so I could actually go out and have a drink or two. Something to get me out of this boring damn house. lol I need friends. Whatever, I'm getting some food and going to bed. Hope you all that have read this had a great St. Patty's Day. The ones that didn't read this.... well then you won't know that I hope your day sucked.

March 18, 2007: Yadadamean
Bay Area slang for "you know what I'm sayin?" Other variations include "[yadadaimsayin]" and "[yadada] I'm talkin bout?" im bout to put this [thizz] in my life....[spark] this [bleezy] and take it from there yadadamean?

My Prince
Once upon a time ~~~~~~~~ In a land far away, ~~~~~~~~ A beautiful, independent, Self-assured princess ~~~~~~~~ Happened upon a frog as she sat Contemplating ecological issues On the shores of an unpolluted pond In a verdant meadow near her castle. ~~~~~~~~ The frog hopped into the princess' lap And said: " Elegant Lady, I was once a handsome prince, Until an evil witch cast a spell upon me. ~~~~~~~~ One kiss from you, however, And I will turn back Into the dapper, young prince that I am ~~~~~~~~ And then, my sweet, we can marry ~~~~~~~~ And set up housekeeping in your castle ~~~~~~~~ With my mother, ~~~~~~~~ Where you can prepare my meals, ~~~~~~~~ Clean my clothes, bear my children, ~~~~~~~~ And forever feel Grateful and happy doing so. " ~~ ~~~~~~ That night, ~~~~~~~~ As the princess dined sumptuously ~~~~~~~~ On lightly sauteed frog legs ~~~~~~~~ Seasoned in a white wine ~~~~~~~ And onion cream sauce, ~~~~~~~~ She chuckled and thought to herself: ~~~~~~~~ I don't fuckin' think so.

School
I will be gone for a little while, anywhere between 4 to 8 weeks. Going to truck driving school at MTC in St. Louis. Truck driving school is between 3 to 4 weeks then another 3 to 4 weeks training with the company I will work for. Hoping to work for Star Transportation out of Morton, IL. I will be back later. Wish me good Luck. :)

Soulmates
SOULMATES By: Daniel J. Maag A soul mate is a sharing of two souls, two spirits, two minds. It's a bond born in the heavens and exists in the stars. It's the sharing of a kiss, a touch, a feel. It's the feeling of warmth whenever you are near. A soul mate is a friend, a lover, a part of you. It's a un-seen feeling, a connection between two individuals vary near or vary far. It's an entity that attracts two hearts into one. It's the adhesive of kindness, tenderness and love. A soul mate is rare, in fact there is only one, for each of us to find, that day may never come. So open your heart and look to the sky, keep searching the heavens and never say die.

Ah....yeah. Ignorance Is Bliss
Somedays...ok, most all days I really hate people because the world seems to be overwhelmingly filled with them. Lacking social skills, devoid of a broad spectrum of Understanding and Diversity. Bigoted and Narrow...unable to Soar to new heights of Awareness and Understanding. But,like the Buddha says "Ignorance is Bliss." Well, there are a lotta happy motherfuckerzzzz out there.... jt/poet/seer/thinker

Cause The Underground Don't Stop For Ho's
Sometimes to change something simple in your life, you have to change something complex about your life. Now I don't associate with people that I care for if I don't feel that their actions back their words or if the quality of respect they have for me isn't quality at all. Nothing personal, nothing vengeful I'm just simply looking out for the well being of my mind. I'm not looking for explanations or accusations I'm simply not looking. I realized that have been delaying my life. I didn't know why but I believe I was waiting for someone to share the next stage of my life with and I got caught up in a few peoples lives that I thought had potential of being that person. Now that I realized this I'm not waiting anymore. I may not find that person in fact maybe I don't want to. My plans always been the same my life's always what I expected it to be. All I got to do is live it alone or with someone else. It doesn't matter it's just time to move on both mentally and physically. I'm not waiti

Irish Countess
Lura, the Countess of Killarney, was on a world tour with her husband, the Count. They were staying at an Intourist hotel on the edge of the Ural Mountains and were scheduled to begin an escorted horseback tour of the area early the next morning. Lura had developed a good tan a month earlier on the beach at Nice, but now she noticed that it was beginning to fade. Not having anything scheduled after lunch, she took a blanket and wandered off in search of a secluded spot where she could touch up the tan a bit. Unfortunately, Lura failed to realize that at high attitudes the rays of the sun were much more damaging than at sea level. Even worse, she fell asleep. She awoke, feeling rather uncomfortable. Dressing gingerly, she limped back to the hotel to have her husband assess the damages and the prospects for the morrow. After one look he delivered his verdict: .... "Tour all Ural, Lura? Too raw, Lura. Lie." The Irish .... An English-piquing people

So Damn Tired
How many of you work more than one job? I have 4 and I am exhausted. I absolutely can not wait until Summer when I can drop one of them and get some rest. Do you ever stay up for so long that it is just impossible to sleep? I try to sleep but my mind is racing with what I have to do next. I need a damn vacation!

Latley...
so thigs havnt been going that good. i want ot moveback to oxford or just out of this state all together cuz i hate it here now. on the plus side tho i died my hair this weekend it was great i did redish-pink highlights qwith the whole underneathe that color, yeh it looks pretty hot! but yeh other then that not much else has happened witch is sucky and boring but oh well! thats all for now, dezi

Learning To Livehippyma
Learning to Live Somewhere, somehow, I lost myself My dreams, My hopes, my heart. I got lost in a gloomy place Picking my life apart Surrendering to my heartaches I played the victim so well Allowing all the wrong doing To take me to my personal hell But finally after all these years From this nightmare I am beginning to awake A little lost in a daze From a horror that makes me shake But it is all over now I'm learning to live with my eyes open wide There is no reason to run any more There is no more dark secrets to hide I am beginning to find myself again Enjoying the blessons in front of me I am Learning to Live again From my past I am finally free

I'm Prepared To Give My Life For This Or Any Other Country
by Curtis Stalbank The Onion March 28, 2007 http://www.theonion.com/content/opinion/im_prepared_to_give_my_life_for As a true patriot, I would gladly die in battle defending my homeland. I love my country more than my own life. But I would also be more than willing to give my last breath in the name of, say, Mexico, Panama, Japan, or the Czech Republic. The most honorable thing a man can do is lay down his life for his country. Or another country. The important thing is that it's a country. Like those heroes who spilled their blood fighting for independence against the British Empire, I, too, would forfeit everything to win for my countrymen the right to be governed by politicians in our own capital instead of in a capital located further away. Nothing is more profound or more sacred than to die for one's country, an adjacent country, or some other, foreign country. The truth is, there are a lot of countries, each of which is the most noble cause possible to die for. I onl

Ain't Life Grand
I love CT and all the friends I have made here..You are all awesome. I have been having some computer problems and missed being here for abit lately.. My real close friends here know that also my family members have been having a rough time of it. My mother has bad diabetis and also Hepatitus, my dad is also a diabetic with a blood and breathing disorder and my sister has recently found out she too is a diabetic. My daughter is going thru a difficult pregnancy and I am still dealiing with my heart thing. So to all of my friends please do not think I am ignoring you, just had a bit on my plate of late. I recently lost a dear friend to cancer and another has only been given months to live. So I am trying to help him get his life in order so to speak. I promise I will be back throughout this week to comment pics and help vote on those in contest and catch up on my page comments...Those of you who have send me messages and comments thank you so much - they helped a great deal....Luvs y

Respect The Mullet!!!!
I just heard that Rocklahoma, the mullet capped 80's hair metal concert of the summer, is sporting Winger as its headlining act. Oh God, make it stop. I mean, what could be better than a bunch of burnouts from the 80's with bad hair listening to other burnout has-beens in the middle of friggin' Oklahoma?! The current lineup includes such awesome bands (that is me being facetious) as Ratt, Poison, LA Guns, Vince Neal from Motley Crue, Warrant, Slaughter, Quiet Riot, Dokken, Jackyl, Great White and more. Maybe they should have called it, "Sausagefest in the Heartland" or "Please come, if only to laugh". I guess when all the redneck hillbillies keep saying, "The South Will Rise Again" while sporting their Robert E. Lee flag, this is what they meant. Now excuse me while I drink some bleach to clean out my mouth from having muttered those horrible band names...

Testament Vi * Comments Rate Plz*
"If wat make u sad make u happy then the light shall grant u a wishful" For years we have been in search of ourself finding out if love really exist in its true form of being but never was it heard of. we begin to understand opportunity isnt about fun or games but seriousness we take role play engaged relation of wat we desire. we cant always assume that our dreams will come to us based on knowledge we strive for but to draw out our options we must let our will come to us with dream findings through understanding. believing is one thing that relys on pasion of faith bound by person who study the aspect of wat they want and earn them.. understanding is another that relys on pasion of task built to destine to have wat they want but theres always a logical explanation of the benefits. through the light we all may have chosen a path in direction we want to go but blindly do we see at the gate of emotions with 2 keys that only leave one to open. we cant always asume that the happy ke

Attn. Bombers Lets Make It A Confederate Queen
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~QUEEN OF CT CONTEST~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ LETS MAKE IT A CONFEDERATE QUEEN... RATE AND COMMENT BOMB. THE ONE WITH THE MOST COMMENTS WINS. IN CASE OF A TIE THEN THE RATES WILL BE ADDED TO THE TOTAL

Wrestlemania,the Evil Eye, And Drunkin Cooking
Well it's been awhile since I last posted and not too much has been going on except for a few notable events....Ok Wrestlemania was pretty good in the fact it was a cool experience the lights and pyros were fuckin awsome!! On the down side we couldn't hear anything except for the big bumps (which was dissapointing) and the fact Mike and I were sitting infront of a certian ethnic group that were being VERY stereotypical (think being in a movie theater)..ya it was very fucking annoying. that and the fact I was starving and had to pay $5.25 for a FUCKIN HOTDOG!!! But in all a very cool experience. Well now on to the EVIL EYE OF PAIN!!!!!I woke up Tuesday morning with my right eye bothering me.So I thought what everyone with contacts would think "ok I'll take em out and it'll be all good" Well think again... all day my eye felt like it was scratched and dry. It hurt to watch t.v. It hurt to have my eye open,even closed for a period of time. So I wake up Wed morning with some major pain in

Promises
When I fell in love with you, I gave you my heart forever. When you fell in love with me, you promised to leave me never. My heart belongs to you, and it's yours to keep. Your heart belongs to me, and our love is complete. The stars are shining brighter, each night l am with you. Your words of love, I know now, are always true. My eyes would sparkle with the mention of your name. I pray, you now and always, forever feel the same. I thank you for your love so much, I hunger for your kisses, l long to be wrapped in your arms, if only l had wishes. My life now, is so complete, since we fell in love, I never thought l'd find you, it must come from above. When I fell in love with you, my heart began to melt, My love, my heart, my soul, and mind, with everything, l felt. To kiss your lips and hold you close, yearning deep inside, for once we met, l must confess, there was nothing left to hide. When I fell in love with you, there could be no other love for me.

Your Turn
YOUR TURN How can you say forever, when foreve is just a lie, Made by society its all propoganda, a set up to say goodbye. Ive been lead on by empty promises, my heart filled with deceit, Im so tired of all this bullshit now, I now just want to sleep. My life stays in overexistance, in limbo by a thread, Your life carries on so wonderfully, its all fucking with my head. Sentimental trinkets and faded memories are now just a waste, Simple reminders of you and "what could have beens" have left a bitter taste. You cant get me to play the victim this time, you cant drag me down, An overabundance of needs and wants, I will no longer be your clown. SO now I will run so fucking far away, it will be like you never knew my name, Hidden in the shadows, dressed in apathy, Im now ready for you to feel my pain.

Assamite
Assamite From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia The Assamites, in a role-playing-game context, are a clan of fictional vampires, from White Wolf Game Studio's Vampire: The Masquerade books and role-playing games, based on a historical group, by the same name. The Assamites are a group of skilled, select assassins who often commit contract killings in exchange for the blood of other vampires. Even when compared to other vampires, the Assamite appear overly obsessed with blood, due to a clan weakness which causes an addiction to the blood of other vampires. Much of the Assamite symbology is Arabic in origin. Even the clan stronghold, Alamut, is based in a mountain range in the Middle Eastern region. The Hashshashin cult that once occupied this fortress are what inspired the first version of the Assamites. Aside from warriors/assassins, the Assamites also have among them scholars, known as Viziers, and sorcerers. Effectively the clan consists of three bloodlines, known as castes,

Dieting Sucks
So ya I've been on a diet for about 3 weeks now and I am having weight loss.. its just so damn sllloooooow. I'm going through a hard time right now but actually it might be going better because the hubby started this same diet with me yesterday. *sighs* why does it have to be so damn hard.. to many damn temptations! I have so much weight to lose its probably gonna take me a year + with how its going. I just hope I have the strengh and willpower to stick with it. I mean I've lost 7 pounds in 3 weeks so far.. guess its not TOO bad but it just seems like it.. ugh!

Seung-hui Cho Was A Mind Controlled Assasin !!! Please Read !!!
http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/april2007/190407mindcontrolled.htm NAVIGATION Latest News THE ALEX JONES SHOW Listening Info Listen Live Sunday Show 4-6PM Podcast SERVICES Shopping Cart Infowars.net Newsgroup ARCHIVES Subject Archives 9/11 Archive Audio Video SPECIAL REPORTS Alex Jones Paul Watson Steve Watson LINKS Infowars.com Prisonplanet.tv JonesReport.com Martiallaw911.info CONTACT Advertise Contact Alex Contact Webmaster Link To Us ADVERTISEMENTS Seung-Hui Cho Was a Mind Controlled Assassin Deadly accuracy, disturbing revelations suggest outside involvement in VA Massacre, cocktail of brainwashing from prozac, violent video games contributed to carnage Paul Joseph Watson Prison Planet Thursday, April 19, 2007 Seung-Hui Cho was a mind-controlled assassin, whether you believe he was under the influence of outside parties or not, the fact is that the cult

Stevies Story
In my pictures you will notice our cat Stevie. For those who really know me know I am an animal lover, but not one of those PETA fanatics. I was raised on a farm, eat meat, and will have an animal put down if they are suffering and in pain. I feel I have thought my children good ethics and morals as well as compassion. I did not realize how much they have picked up on and learned until this past winter. We are by no means monetarily well off. December 16, 2006 We have a tortie shell cat named Granola. Shortly after noon my kids come in the house upset and holding something. This item is limp in their hands and they are crying. I saw something black and thought it was our cat Granola. My first though was she had been ran over. As I got closer I noticed this thing was too small to be Granola. The kids tell me they found this kitten in the road and need my help. I followed them into the kitchen and proceeded to pull cactus out of her face. She was so sick looking and just crumpled in y

Read & See
If you take the time to walk the path of my soul, swim the raging ocean of my heart, and climb the looming walls of my mind, you may get a glimpse of me. Standing way out there in the distance with a puzzled look on my face, wondering how you managed to get so far, when so few have even bothered trying. Long, slow, agonizing strides will bring you to me. Look into my eyes. See what I have seen. Life...Love...Death. Listen to my voice and note that it's not just me you hear, but everyone who has touched me in my life. Don't judge me, just listen. Hear the sorrow, but don't dismiss the love. Touch my flesh, and feel how warm, soft and giving I can be, despite the cold gust you may have experienced when you first approached me. Look into my eyes again. Do you see me now? If you so choose, you may turn around, and take those long, slow, agonizing steps back down the path you previously traveled. You will have touched me, as I will have touched you. ~Jess~

Pay Rise
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following Reasons: I do physical labour. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, The Penis Dear Penis, After assessing your request and considering the arguments you have raised, The administration rejects your request for the following Reasons: You do not work eight hours straight. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen Visiting other locations. You do not take initiative. You need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. You don't always observe neces

Damn Mavs
Ok now i know this might sound dumb as hell but fuck. I need to guess say it these past 2 weeks has been a pain in the ass. aint shyt went right at all. Ok my Mavs just lost to a bunch of upstart team that had no chance in hell to beat them but they did. Much luv to the warriors. But damn they shouldn't have won at all. now lets talk bout the damn stars got thier ass haned to them yet again the frist round seems to get them for the past 4 yrs. Then u got jeff gordan winning races on wat should be a national holiday for nascar fan. Dale Sr. birthday. but oh well shit is messed up but life goes on i think.

Wahoooo Hugs All
Man goes into a cocktail lounge and approaches Maxine sitting by herself : Man: "May I buy you a cocktail?" Maxine: "No thank you, alcohol is bad for my legs." Man: "Sorry to hear that. Do they swell?" Maxine: "No, they spread

The Beautiful Gift Of A Woman,her Passions,her Love
I want to know the joys of your beautiful mind,To know the joys of your beautiful body.To be able to stimulate your mind, To touch and stimulate your body,to unlock that love and passion.That i see you have so much of to give.As that beautiful woman that you are.That so so beautiful gift of you,Your passions your love of, the woman you are as a giver.I want to experince your passions and your love.One of the great gifts and joys in life.A woman giving all of her self to her man.Of all of her passions and love for her man. writings of my feelings,not copied

World Of Misery
Follow me to my world of misery A place I often visit The home where my soul resides This is my place of inspiration The place where most emotions take me It takes me thru the wheels of confusion It’s a never-ending valley of wretchedness It’s covered with dark skies and clouds of grey It’s a constant reminder of all I’ve lived It provides a constant vision of all pain that has happened and is to come It’s a constant reminder of the love I shall never possess It provides a constant vision of sorrow I pray never happens There’s much more than words can express But now you know a bit of this world Follow me to my world of misery Tis not a far journey For all you have to do is to look in my eyes

Love Is
Love is Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play. Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day. Love is a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion That keeps us going strong. I love you with all of my heart, my body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control. So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all of my heart.

Decision Making
I like this stroy because of the way it ends, and explains itself. Sometimes we do not think about the impact of our decisions. When I was in the military I was taught about "intent vs impact". Sometimes our best intentions have an adverse impact. So, with that being said, I hope you enjoy the story below. Here is a small story on decision making. Please go through the story very carefully to get the sense of it. Which one will you choose? A group of children were playing near two railway tracks, one still in use while the other disused. Only one child played on the disused track, the rest on the operational track. The train came, and you were just beside the track interchange. You could make the train change its course to the disused track and saved most of the kids. However, that would also mean the lone child playing by the disused track would be sacrificed. Or would you rather let the train go its way? Let's take a pause to think what kind of decision we could

Winchester House
Winchester House United States, California, San Jose Many mysteries surround this surreal mansion. There are a hundred and sixty rooms in this house, many having unique features such as windows looking into other rooms, doors opening outside from the third floor, and various sizes of doors. “Why,” one might ask; the reason is quite simple. After Sarah Winchester’s husband and child died in 1884, she went to try to contact their spirits; she wanted to know what to do concerning the ghosts of all the people that had been killed by the Winchester rifle. She was unable to contact her family, but was instructed to incessantly add rooms to the house to constantly confuse the unfriendly spirits. When the earthquake of 1906 struck, she was pinned a room. Building continued and she was never seen again. Today, residents hear ghostly music emanating from the house. Many other strange activities have been reported as well. Ghost Hunters investigated this place..

The Way I Feel...
everything i've said is the truth.. my feelings are very real.. the time we've spent together i have truly enjoyed.. i cant seem to keep my mind from my thoughts wondering back to you.. why is it you seem to have such a hold over me? am i under some wonderful spell? or in a fantastic dream? if this is a dream i dont ever want to wake up...

Ah Im So Confused
Okay so i just now joined this site and i have never been so confused I have a lot of people to get back to heh im a little slow im sorry!! But i will no worries I WONT IGNORE YOU im a cool gal :) Thanks for being so kind everyone! Ill get back to you asap Im having navigation problems :)

Broadband Sucks And Rocks Arrrggghh.
I hate and love broadband internet. It screwed me over and cut me off for far too long. I love it though because it is so much faster than others. I did get my internet back though. So everything is going well again, now if I could only find that bourban.

Quiz Again
1. FIRST NAME? Angela 2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? my middle name yes 3. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY? I laughed so hard I cried when I sent my boy incognegro a funny ass comment 4. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? yes 5. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? honey ham 6. KIDS? 1 boy and 1 girl, and 2 R.I.P 7. WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? some days, some days not. I'm kinda bitchy and hard to read some days and then open and happy on others... 8. HAVE A JOURNAL? not anymore 9. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? yes 10. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? been there, done it 11. Do YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES TO TAKE THEM OFF? No, does that make me lazy? 12. FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT? DJ Khaled, T.I., Akon, Rick Ross, Fat Joe..."We Takin Over" 13. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? Yes 14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? anything Ben & Jerry 15. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? Their energy, happy sad-up down-giving off or taking in. 16. RED OR PIN

Unforgiveness And Hate
Unforgiveness and Hate – Ephesians 4:31-32 One of the most destructive attitudes for a Christian is hate. Think about it. How well can the saving light of Jesus Christ shine in a life that is totally covered in hatred, anger, or rage? And what picture of Christ does this type of person show to the unbelieving world? Hate is a total breakdown in the Christlike attitude we’re called to exhibit. But even in churches, it’s not hard to find individuals boiling over with hostility. Where does it come from? One of the key reasons believers can be prone to hatred is the inability to forgive those who caused them an undeserved hurt. Let’s take a “hate test.” Think about someone who hurt you in the past, and consider these three “heart checks.” First, if you hate someone, you cannot shake the memory. Does the scene play out in your mind over and over? Second, if you hate someone, you cannot wish him

"thirteen Thirteen Thirteen"
A man was walking alone down a path. He then heard a bunch of people laughing and gigglings from behind a tall fence. He heard them chant, "Thirteen Thirteen Thirteen". So he decided to look through a hole in the fence. When he did..someone poked him in the eye. Then he heard, "Fourteen Fourteen Fourteen" (Goes to show ya.. mind your own business, LOL)

A Kiss Is Not A Kiss
words are unhelpful with you because you make me speechless with overwhelming love for me oceans make actions impossible a kiss is not a kiss without physical contact so I resort to words stuttering stammering trying to say how much I care but surely failing doomed before beginning words are useless but they must serve me now

A Choir Of Trumpets?
You are in your car driving home. Thoughts wander to the game you want to see or meal you want to eat, when suddenly a sound unlike any you've ever heard fills the air. The sound is high above you. A trumpet? A choir? A choir of trumpets? You don't know, but you want to know. So you pull over, get out of your car, and look up. As you do, you see you aren't the only curious one. The roadside has become a parking lot. Car doors are open, and people are staring at the sky. Shoppers are racing out of the grocery store. The Little League baseball game across the street has come to a halt. Players and parents are searching the clouds. And what they see, and what you see, has never before been seen. As if the sky were a curtain, the drapes of the atmosphere part. A brilliant light spills onto the earth. There are no shadows. None. From whence came the light begins to tumble a river of color spiking crystals of every hue ever seen and a million more never seen. Riding on the flow is

Sex
Sex is nature, and I believe in going along with nature. You know that look women get when they want sex? Me neither! It isn`t premarital sex if you have no intention of getting married. Sex is like bridge: If you don't have a good partner, you better have a good hand. Women need a reason to have sex, men just need a place.

Help Desk
This has got to be one of the funniest things in a long time. I think this guy should have been promoted, not fired This is a true story from the Word Perfect Helpline, which was transcribed from a recording monitoring the customer care department. Needless to say the Help Desk employee was fired; however, he/she is currently suing the Word Perfect organization for "Termination without Cause". Actual dialogue of a former WordPerfect Customer Support employee. (Now I know why they record these conversations!): Operator: "Ridge Hall, computer assistance; may I help you?" Caller: "Yes, well, I'm having trouble with WordPerfect." Operator: "What sort of trouble??" Caller: "Well, I was just typing along, and all of a sudden the words went away." Operator: "Went away?" Caller: "They disappeared." Operator: "Hmm So what does your screen look like now?" Caller: "Nothing." Operator: "Nothing??" Caller: "It's blank; it won't accept anything when I type." Operator: "Are you s

What Kind Are You?
Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

If You Are 30 Or Older You Will Think This Is Hilarious!!!!
When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning .. uphill BOTH ways ....through year 'round blizzards. Carrying their younger siblings on their backs ... to their one-room schoolhouse, where they maintained a Straight-A average, despite their full-time, after-school job at the local textile mill ... where they worked for 35 cents an hour just to help keep their family from starving to death! And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've

A New Poem I Wrote Yay
u knew me good u knew me well and since ur not here id normally say go to hell but im in ur thoughts im in your mind ur hopes and dreams are left b hind so think of me with thoughts so deep and dream of me when u sleep and when u wake ill see u soon ull see this poem and know i missed u

Why They Have 2 Dogs Instead Of Women.
Reasons Why Men Have Two Dogs And Not Two Wives 30. If a dog leaves, it won't take half of your stuff. 29. Dogs are not allowed in bloomingdale's or neiman-marcus. 28. Dogs like to ride in the back of a pickup truck. 27. When your dog gets old, you can have it put to sleep. 26. Dogs don't let magazine articles guide their lives. 25. On a car trip, your dog never insists on running the heater. 24. If a dog smells another dog on you, they don't get mad, they just think it's interesting. 23. A dog won't hold out on you to get a new car. 22. A dog will let you put a studded collar on it without calling you a pervert. 21. If a dog has babies, you can put an ad in the paper and give them away. 20. If you pretend to be blind, your dog can stay in your hotel room for free. 19. A dog will not wake you up at night to ask, "if I died would you get another dog?" 18. If you bring another dog home, your dog will happily play with both of you. 17. Another man will seldom steal your do

Drunk Driver
Early Sunday Morning 6/3/2006 The unthinkable happened. I lost my 42 year old brother and his 16 year old son in a head on collision to a drunk driver. This still seems so unreal. They were so strong and loving. They were my heros. My first thought was this can't be happening. This don't happen to 2 people like them. I feel so numb because they made sure I was safe and well all the time. now I feel not only depressed but so angry at the 26 year old man that did this. I don't know what I should wish upon him. God wouldn't want my family to wish bad things upon him but it is hard not to. My brother had 3 wonderful kids and now 2 of them are left with out their father and baby brother. They were truley loved. There were so many people at the funeral. One person said they stopped counting at 400. That is so awsome that they had that many friends and family but then there is that many people also hurting at the loss. Please everyone. Don't drink and drive. You might not think it could h

Me
*********************BEFORE!******************** Before I was disabled physically I had a mental disability Before I had a mental disability I had some badass Meth Before I had the badass meth I had an arguably sound mind Before I had a "sound" mind I had an education. Before I had an education, I had a blessed childhood, Before I had a blessed childhood, I was taken away from a drug-addicted mother Before we were taken away from a drug addicted mother My 6 month old brother and I were enjoying a nice tasty meal of the dirt floor we lived on, Before we had this meal we could have been born to anyone on this planet. I suppose that if We weren't blessed, We would have been born to someone else, Guess we are all Blessed, to what extent all depends upon how we perceive and look at it. It is just so hard to see through the clouds some days,we just always have to remember it could be so much worse.

Driving In Jersey
How To Drive In Jersey 1. You must first learn to pronounce the city name, it is New-erk not New-ark. 2. The morning rush hour is from 5:00 AM to Noon. The evening rush hour is from Noon to 7 PM. Friday's rush hour starts on Thursday morning. 3. The minimum acceptable speed on the Turnpike is 85 mph. On the Parkway it's 105 or 110. Anything less is considered "Wussy." 4. Forget the traffic rules you learned elsewhere. Jersey has its own version of traffic rules. For example, cars/trucks with the loudest muffler go first at a four-way stop; the trucks with the biggest tires go second. However, in Monmouth county, SUV-driving, cell phone-talking moms ALWAYS have the right of way. 5. If you actually stop at a yellow light, you will be rear ended, cussed out, and possibly shot. 6. Never honk at anyone. Ever. Seriously. It's another offense that can get you shot. 7. Road construction is permanent and continuous in all of Jersey. Detour barrels are moved aroun

All Of U All Can Go To Hell
These are my thoughts AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH silly girl lol omg omg omg i made a mess i did it to my self but thats it i am done so done with it U go away and u know who r u omg i cant belive i was ever the fool that would talk to u and let u in not only that but lettting others get so close so fast god i muyst have slipped up somewhere this time i am just beside my self angry right now AHHHHHHHH There will be no more i am done i quit i not bothering any longer and i cant belive it too me this long to get this thru my head

Just A Note
Hey to all my friends, i have missed you all!! I haven't ran away, but everytime i'm here and trying to leave comments, my computer freezes. Which makes it impossible to get anything done. So don't think I am ignoring anyone, just havein difficulties!!!

Tomorrow Is 4 Weeks
Well tomorrow is 4 weeks since back in the states. I stopped counting the days and went to weeks, it makes it seem a little bit shorter. I did find a job, not the best job in the world but one that semi keeps me busy and keeps me sane from my own mind. What I mean by that is that I am a serious "thinker" I will analyze and pick everything apart and sometimes make a mole hill out of an ant hill. I am still missing my boyfriend like mad. Although we are able to see one another on cam, it just is not the same as being able to reach out and touch him. I think I am missing his touch and his looking at me as if I am really someone special. He still gives me the look on cam but it is so much more powerful when we are together. I remember when I was in Germany he told me that we are one, we pull together on the same string. Right now I feel that string is really stretched out, oceans apart...yet I do also know somewhere in that string is elastic and we will bounce back and bind even harder the

Look Out For This Azz
just a warning to all my friends I was rated an 8 today and instead of just leaving it at that he also left a mean comment I know we are not all 10's and I never would said anything about an 8 here is the link to the comment http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=514297&i=694715048 just copy and paste to come see it and here is the link to his page http://www.cherrytap.com/user/898235 of course I washavingabad dayto start offand this just made it worse!

Wow! It's Almost Here...
I'm getting hand fasted tomorrow to my beloved La Furet. The planning has been going very well, and we're having about 50 guests join us for the celebration. Here's the invitation text.. Linda and Christopher are having a celebration marking the beginning of their year and a day betrothal. Honored guest, please join us on: Friday, the twenty second of June two thousand and seven at seven o'clock in the evening in the stone circle at the Longhouse. Light Buffet and Merriment to follow the ceremony. This is a Goth-Pirate themed celebration; you are welcome to come dressed in this fashion. In fact, we strongly encourage it! Please reply before the first of June. If you have any questions, contact Linda by Telephone: (xxx) 123-XXXX ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ OK - I'm off to do more stuff. TTFN!

11-8-2006
Random Memory that came to me today And I really don't know why I thought of it.. 11 years ago when I was 18, I went on a date. It was a blind date and it was a man who answered my personal ad in the paper (internet was a non exsistant thing in 1995). When talking to him on the phone, he seemed really nice. We had agreed to meet at an Applebees and he was standing outside the door when I came up. We introduced each other and he said "If I'm going to pay for a woman dinner, I expect to get some later." I had laughed at that, thinking it was a joke.... It wasn't. I hatched a plan. During dinner all he wanted to talk about was favorite sexual things and it sunk in that he wasn't joking. So I ate most of my meal and excused myself to the restroom, grabbing a card for the restaurant on the way out the door. I drove a few blocks away and called Applebees and told them I needed to speak to a customer there, I gave them a description and name. A couple of minutes later, my date answered

First Aid For Stroke
First Aid for Stroke ( Shared by a Chinese friend of mine) Keep a syringe or needle in your home to do this... It's amazing and an unconventional way of recovering from stroke, read it through it can help somebody one day. This is amazing, it works. Please keep this very handy... Excellent tips. Do take a minute to read this. You'll never know. One's life may depend on you. My friend’s father was paralyzed and later died from the result of a stroke. I wish I knew about this first aid before. When stroke strikes, the capillaries in the brain will gradually burst. When a stroke occurs, stay calm. No matter where the victim is, do not move him/her. Because, if moved, the capillaries will burst. Help the victim to sit up wherever he is to prevent him from falling over again, and then the bloodletting can begin. If you have in your home an injection syringe that would be the best, otherwise, a sewing needle or a straight pin will do. Place the needle/pin over fi

Cherry, Mike, And Bill In The Sf Chronicle
I ran across this while looking for something else, and felt I should blog it here, as it may be of interest to Cherry Tap users. TOAST OF THE TOWN Buddies' virtual pub puts 'Cheers' camaraderie online for everyone Heather Maddan, Chronicle Staff Writer Sunday, April 1, 2007 Staying in is the new going out for CherryTap.com, an online pub where you never have to worry about last call. Forget cover charges and dress codes, the Web site watering hole -- which says it has 780,000-plus members -- offers those 18 and older the opportunity to mingle without leaving the comfort of their computers. Users earn "cherry bucks'' for interacting and can cash them in at the virtual gift store to buy presents for other users. A plethora of goods, from gag gifts like a pair of beer goggles or a chill pill to flirtier ones -- a condom or fuzzy handcuffs -- are available there. Co-founders Bill Lee, Mike Hed- lund and Ryan Riccitelli "scraped together money off credit cards

Love Without Truth
Another blog about truth, kindness and love. Inspired by recent events. My intent when I write, speak, sing or giggle is never to insult. Though I knew that the tone of some of ny blogs, could ruffle some feathers, I couldn't imagine a more concise way to share my thoughts. I don't often worry about ruffling feathers. Provoking thought is a good thing, right? It either confirms one's opinion or it provides perspective that creates or alters one's opinion…maybe a little, maybe a lot. I am not afraid to say something I might regret. I don't know why I'm like this, but I know I am. I don't stuff my feelings and I make a point not to hold onto bitterness. I like dealing in reality. I like cleaning house. I like knowing that people can speak to me in a direct way and visa versa. If I do say something I regret, I know I can offer a sincere apology. If someone says something hurtful to me, I know how to forgive them. If I react in an emotional way, I know that there is something valua

New Lounge
Starting Sautrday night we will be opening our new lounge called Chance Encounters!! It will be great music and just an awesome place to hang! Be sure to come in around 8:30PM CST! Thelink is: http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7238 Do NOT miss out on the fun! We hope to see you there! DJ Goddess Cali and DJ Yoda BTW - We are looking for talented and dedicated DJ's! Come to me if interested!

Just Feelings!!
Just feelings. Is all I have tonight,most of them or painful. I had someone who loved me. But it could never work out between us,because he lived in another state,and with my job,bills and life,we would never be together. Just no way that we could. Well I thought great I'll always be a lone wolf. Then some one came in to my life who lived only 45 mins away from me. Made my head spin and my heart skip. Things took off like a rocket. But as time went by sad things happen,he said he loved me and that he cared about me. Yet he puts everyone before me. His roommates,his fuck buddy,everyone and anyone. When i talked to him about it,he said I'm working on that,so gave him another shot and now left with a empty spot in me. If he loves me so much then why can't he tell the others to fuck off. Everytime he holds me,kisses me, everytime he loves me i can't wonder if he doesn't wish I was her. Or maybe i'm just cuting myself down again,who knows,i don't, but we'll see!!.

My Male Friends
YA KNOW. I THINK ABOUT THIS ALOT! I REALLY VALUE MY CLOSE MALE FRIENDS ON HERE. YOU ALWAYS SHOW SUCH GREAT DEAL OF RESPECT AND THAT MEANS ALOT TO ME. HOWEVER.....I WISH THE REST OF THE MEN ON HERE COULD LEARN FROM MY GOOD FRIENDS. AND STOP WITH THE WEBCAM CRAP, AND SHOW ME PICS., ETC. SO, I JUST WANTED TO THANK MY MALE FRIENDS FOR BEING THE BEST! AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! LOVE YA MEAN IT!

Bloggity Game.
Starting off easy with a reposted game from our favorite jungle cat: Give me a comment that your interested and want to play and then: 1. I’ll respond with something random about you 2. I’ll challenge you to try something 3. I’ll pick a color that I associate with you 4. I’ll tell you something I like about you 5. I’ll tell you my first/clearest memory of you 6. I’ll tell you what animal you remind me of 7. I’ll ask you something I’ve always wanted to ask you 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours. Yes, people, the blog police will get you unless you do (hence the rubber hoses)

From An Oklahoma Police Officer
'TO MY DAUGHTER' (AOL IS TRACKING THIS) > PLEASE DO NOT DELETE > > THIS WILL HIT YOU WHERE IT HURTS! > > > > *Just for this morning, I am going to step over the > > laundry, and pick you up and take you to the > park to play. > > *Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in > the sink, and let you teach me how to put that > puzzle of yours together. > > *Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the > telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with > you in the backyard and blow bubbles. > > *Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not > even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine > for the ice cream truck and I will buy you one > if he comes by. > > *Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about > what you are going to be when you grow up, or > second guess every decision

From A Guy's Point Of View
™From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and

Ct Bull Sh*t
I HAVE POSTED,SCUSE ME...REPOSTED I BULLETIN..IN ALMOST THE WHOLE TIME I BEEN ON TODAY...I APPARENTLY WAS REPOSTING TOO FAST....WOW HAS OVER 7 MILLION PPL ON THEIR SITE..AT ANY GIVEN TIME...WITH 43 SERVERS...AND CT CANT HANDLE LESS THAN I MILLION??? SOMEONE IS IN A DREAM WORLD...GET A FUCKING JOB, CT! DONT LIKE WHAT I SAY...FUCK YOU...DELETE ME NOW THEN!

The Hope Of People
The children love so honestly. We as adult's sometimes blame others for the wrongs we have done. It's so easy to blame someone else. When does a person decide to take reaonablitity for your own actions. When does it all stop with putting someone on the curb? When does it stop for a person to disrepect someone for many years? I feel within my heart when you want to be close to someone. It might just be to late. When a person tells stories , lies for so long. They believe they have done no wrong. In time trueth always wins. It might just take awahile for it all to come. I respect people more when there honest. The only time i tell a white lie. Is when it keeps someone from being hurt. Respect is something you earn . Respecting oneself & others around you. I was told a long time ago. You trust your family & friends. I have a friend who was told by her daughter. She wasn't a good enough to be Mom or Grandma. Someday her daughter will need h

Motto For 2007
These are very good words to live by… I love this…. A POEM ABOUT OUR GIRLFRIENDS Someone will always be prettier. Some will always be smarter. Some of their houses will be bigger. Some will drive a better car. Their children will do better in school. And their husband will fix more things around the house. So let it go, and love you and your circumstances. Think about it! The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart. And the most highly favored woman on your job may be unable to have children. And the richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes~~~~might be lonely. And the word says, "If I have not Love, I am nothing." So, again, love you. Love who you are. Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say, "I am too blessed to be stressed and too anointed, to be disappointed!" "Winners make things happen~~ Losers let things happen." Be "blessed" ladies~~~~~ and pass this on to encourage anothe

A Poem By Petra Tawfik
Falling Apart I woke up with such deep loneliness inside my heart, For the first time in my life, a morning could be so bad. I felt my head is about to explode, i still do, I dont understand whats happening around me, I dont hate, i dont betray, i dont backstab, Didnt you trust me when i promised you? Its sad to know you never kept your promises, Its sad to know you never made it last forever, Its sad to know you never cared, Its sad to see the unexpected happen, Oh my soul is dying, tears rolling down my face, Darkness is killing me, My heart is sobbing on the floor, Every decision i take, is always wrong, Lord take me back home, This is killing me, and i dont want to commit suicide, What am i suppose to do? Not a friend to embrace and cry on shoulders, My life is falling apart, I feel its the end of everything, Im losing everyone, everything, each day, I was never prepared for my life to fall apart this soon, What am i to do? No

My Wall
MY WALL I HAVE BUILT A WALL AROUND MY HEART. YOU SEE MY HEART IS NOT STRONG LIKE IT USE TO BE.I WOULD LET LOVE IN FROM TIME TO TIME BUT AFTER A WHILE THE PAIN OF BROKEN HEARTS BECAME TO MUCH FOR ME TO BEAR SO I BUILT THIS WALL AROUND MY HEART SO I COULD PROTECT IT. BUT OH WHAT A FOOL I WAS BECAUSE WITH THE WALL UP HOW WAS I EVER GOING TO FIND LOVE, HAPPINESS THROUGH OUT ETERNITY. THEN I MET YOU. YOU WERE EVERY WOMANS DREAM COME TRUE.SO PIECE BY PIECE I STARTED TAKING MY WALL DOWN TO LET YOU SLOWLY COME INTO MY LIFE.OH HOW SCARY IT MUST BE TO REALIZE YOU HAVE FINALLY FOUNDTRUE LOVE AND HAPPINESS. WELL MY WALL THAT I BUILT FOR MY HEARTS PROTECTION IS ALL GONE NOW AND THE ONLY PROTECTION MY HEART HAS NOW IS UN-DYING LOVE FOR ME.

Weird Things You Would Never Know!!
Weird Things You Would Never Know!! (But do now!) A shrimp's heart is in its head. The "sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick" is said to be the toughest tongue twister in the English language. Rats multiply so quickly that in 18 months, two rats could have over a million descendants. Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your ear by 700 times. If the government has no knowledge of aliens, then why does Title 14,Section 1211 of the Code of Federal Regulations, implemented on July 16 1969, make it illegal for U.S. citizens to have any contact with extraterrestrials or their vehicles? I n every episode of Seinfeld there is a Superman somewhere. A duck's quack doesn't echo, and no one knows why. 23% of all photocopier faults world-wide are caused by people sitting on them and photocopying their butts. Most lipstick contains fish scales. Like fingerprints, everyone's tongue print is different. If you sneeze too

To All Friends
i am slowly ok not so slowly kinda quickly but i see my life taking a spiral for the worst i will get better i always will and always have i would like to just say a few good words for if anything shall happen just remember, live today for what it is and dont live yesterday as it is today but live today as it is cause tommrow shall may never come, if you love someone tell them shall tommrow may never come, never leave the one you love for the one you like cause the one you like will leave you for the one they love, i think the only reason we are here on earth is to follow a path that only you can decide but remember for the choices you make today can bite you in the ass if you chose not to learn from them so dont live in the past but learn from it instead, a mistake is only a mistake if you dont learn from it but if you learn from it' it is only a learning experance, thats all i can think of right now i will come up with more later thanks

12 Pic Rating Only
CLICK ON ANY PIC OF THE ONE BELOW YOU'LL SEE THERE OS ONLY 12 PIX IN THAT ALBUM PLEASE RATE'M ALL ONLY RATING,,,AND LET ME KNOW THAT YOU DID............. HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞®

Makes You Wonder
Sometimes I have to wonder is all the drama worth it. Why,do people have to lie to you? Don't they realize that as humans we have feelings that get hurt. The best part about the lie is you almost always get caught. It may take days,weeks,even months but,you get caught. Then the best part the person that lies tries to turn it around so that your the bad guy. Sometimed it works sometimes it does not. So when it don;t work then they hurt you the way they know best with words and say things to make you more pissed. So now your ripped shit and maybe even cry but you come to realize that the person wasn't worth knowing in the first place. And if you cried you really know that the person is not good enough to waste time on. But, for all of you that don't lie or don't get caught good for you.

I Want To Love You
I wanna love you But I'm afraid I've been hurt before I'm afraid my heart will get broken again But I wanna love you Just give me time I promise you My heart will mend with time Yes it's going to be tough The road ahead will be rough I'll be there holding your hand And promising you That my heart is mending Taht it's getting close Just give me time It will come around No matter what please be patient for my love It will come with work Why does it have to hurt Why do I have to be afraid I wanna love you I don't want to put you threw this I don't want to dissapoint you I wanna be the girl of your dreams Why does it have to be scary I want to love you

Ok So Im Startin To Have Second Thoughts
From certain lights this looks like the greatest opportunity ever, but from others, it also looks like a foolhardy risk. What to do? The stars say it's important to gamble if it makes you grow. So does it? UPDATE:::: Glad i dint back out!!!! I had a blast....Cant wait to c u again!!!

Where I Live
I have been asked a few times what's it like where I live. Just thought I would write about what it is like around the area that I live in. Well as I say on my profile I live in North Shields, a town on the north bank of the river Tyne just east of the city of Newcastle Upon Tyne and just over a mile from the north sea. North Shields is surrounded on three sides by the once busy shipbuilding town of Wallsend which is where Hadrians Wall ended, and hence was named after. Between North Shields and the sea is Tynemouth village now a favourite haunt for surfers, the upmarket suburb of Newcastle I guess you could call it. North of Tynemouth lies the small former fishing village of Cullercoats with the town of Whitley Bay to the north of there. North Shields is best known for it's connect with the river. It has a ferry terminal where ferries leave for destinations in Norway, Sweden, Denmark and the Netherlands. The fish quay was for a long time it's largest employer with over two h

Potential Break Up Song
Potential Break-up Song ( Aly & AJ ) It took too long, it took too long, it took too long, for you to call back And normally I would just forget that Except for the fact it was my birthday My stupid birthday I played along, I played along, I played along Rolled right off my back But obviously my armor was cracked What kind of a boyfriend would forget that? Who would forget that? The type of guy who doesn’t see What he has until she leaves Don’t let me go ‘Cause without me you know you’re lost Wise up now or pay the cost Soon you will know You’re not livin’ ‘Til you’re livin’ Livin’ with me You’re not winnin’ ‘Til you’re winnin’ Winnin’ me You’re not gettin’ ‘Til you’re gettin’ Gettin’ to me You’re not livin’ ‘Til you’re livin’ Livin’ with me This is the potential break-up song All that but leaves just one Oh baby, please, please tell me We got along, we got along, we got along until you did that Now all I want is just my stuff back Do

Me Hurting
so I fuck up my knee the other day. I got it look at today and will have it look at sometime this week and also have it in a cast, its one I can take off but I can't move it. SO it looks like I will be doing nothing for a while.

..............................................
Dejected and depressed Evil thoughts going threw her mind Wanting nothing more Then contentment in her life. Helpless and frustrated With no where else to turn She turn's to her sweet blade And her troubles unfurl. She thinks of the friends once so close Now only seem to bring more pain. Lectures and stern voices Remind her she can't do nothing right. For every friend Who she has hurt she adds a cut And a cut for every time A friend has inflicted pain Weather it was intentional or not Next she thinks of her boyfriends Not caring if they were worth it or not Adding to the growing number of cuts On her pale worthless body. The fights; the tears; the heartbreaks All she blames herself for. She thinks of her family And how despite their kind faces The feeling they want nothing to do with her. For every little disappointment And every little mistake she made' Now the final cuts The one's to end the grief

Wtf Is Our Country Turning Into??!!
I cannot believe this SHIT!! (Actual letter from an Iowa resident and sent to his senator) The Honorable Tom Harkin 731 Hart Senate Office Building Phone (202) 224 3254 Washington DC , 20510 Dear Senator Harkin, As a native Iowan and excellent customer of the Internal Revenue Service, I am writing to ask for your assistance. I have contacted the Department of Homeland Security in an effort to determine the process for becoming an illegal alien and they referred me to you. My primary reason for wishing to change my status from U.S. Citizen to illegal alien stems from the bill which was recently passed by the Senate and for which you voted. If my understanding of this bill's provisions is accurate, as an illegal alien who has been in the United States for five years, all I need to do to become a citizen is to pay a $2,000 fine and income taxes for three of the last five years. I know a good deal when I see one and I am anxious to get The process started before everyo

Gifts Of Happiness
Gifts of Happiness Petals of silkiness caress your skin Soft fragrant aromas fill the air near you Vivid colors caress your eyes Inhaling deeply the noise fades away In your mind you are in a tropical paradise The stresses in your life just melt into the background For a few brief seconds you are not there Until you are pulled from your dream Back into the insanity that is your world Another breath and you are there again Trading out the day between reality and dreams Stealing time to gaze at the display It takes your heart away Reds, yellows, blues and pinks Green offsets the beautiful shades Inhale once more and back to work But not to much gets done Nothing ruins today Created by SF - do not use or repost without permission please.

~memories Of You~
~Memories Of You~ Current mood: happy Category: Writing and Poetry Although we've moved on I want you to know You still cross my mind The sweet memory of our love Still makes me smile I was so in awe of you You took my breath away Without a doubt, your the most beautiful person My eyes have ever seen, these hands have ever touched Your soft sweet words and gentle touch opened my heart To a kind of love i'd never known And though we've moved on You will now and forever remain in my heart~ ~Patrice~

K-mart
Thing to do in K-mart (and i have done some of this!) Take shopping carts for the express purpose of filling them and stranding them at strategic locations. Get boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they don't realise it. Set all the alarm clocks to go off at ten minute intervals throughout the day. Run up to an employee (preferably a male) while squeezing your legs together and practically yell at him "I need some tampons." (Extra points for this one if you're male.) Try on bras over top of your clothes. Make a trail of orange juice on the ground, leading to the rest rooms. While walking around the store, sing in your loudest voice possible "I smell sex and candy" Walk up to an employee and tell him in an official tone, "I think we've got a Code 3 in Homewares," and see what happens. Tune all the radios to a line-dancing station; then turn them all off and turn the volumes to "10." Challenge other customers to duels with t

Today
so today i start this new job...blah...im excited because i need the money but i also do want to go because i grown quit accustomed to not having a job and sitting doing nothing...i dont want to be a productive member of society...lol...anyway im about to go in do this so wish me luck...on another unrelated i am thinking about turning gay becuase i dont understand women...i mean i just dont understand why women are so friggin crazy anyway....later

Lonely Nights
LONELY NIGHTS Staring into the darkness, As sleep escapes once more. I climb out of my lonely bed, And silently pace the floor. Trying not to think of you, But it happens every time. Just when I try to forget for a while, You go drifting across my mind. The thoughts of you are never far, Your memory lingers there. In every song I hear your name, Your face is everywhere. The sound of your voice rings in my ears, I feel the touch of your hand. I feel you pulling me close in your arms, I'm trying to understand. How did I come to love you so? How can I make this love die? I just can't do the impossible, I don't even want to try. So I crawl back into my lonely bed, And wipe away my tears. I look back on the happy times, To help drive away my fears. If all I have are dreams of you, Then I'll guard them like a treasure. For every thought I have of you, Can only bring me pleasure. I pull my pillow closer, Pretend it's you by my side; Then drift away in dr

Fandom
Fandom. It ruins everything beautiful and good. No...it doesn't ruin...it castrates. It dilutes it to the view of the public, by making it seem like something warm and fuzzy and soft. Then it's just another point of view, just another opinion. It's so gay. Fandom turns enthusiasm into near cultishness. Make it stop. It's what casts Angelina Jolie as Dagny Taggart. It's what makes people happily interested in hearing that Brad Pitt wants to play Howard Roark. These people DON'T live up to them! They're fictional characters, but they're possible...but THOSE people shouldn't portray them. I don't want the prettiest faces playing the greatest heroes... I want the BEST actors...I want the BEST people. Jolie goes against everything about Atlas Shrugged, and so does fucking Brad Pitt. Fuck him if he wants to play Roark, or Rearden, or Galt. He doesn't deserve it. And fuck Angelina Jolie. She's a stupid bitch. It's not fandom making me write this...just an intense...REAL

I Want One!
I want a fubar hubby...the idea of having a contest came from one of my friends. but I seem to have lost her in the crowd..lol If any of you would be interested in being a fubar hubby let me know..Not sure what it consists of, but I want one..LMAO I may have to run a contest to get one...:P (giggling)

,kinda Feeling Happy
i found out last night at work i make 17.00 bucks an hr when i thought i was making 14 so thats pretty sweet, i moved back to my hometown area, so back with my homey's...kids are at a low roar trouble wise...im single again, which is fine with me....

Intoxication Lounge ;]
~ WELCOME TO INTOXICATION ~ SIGN UP FOR A STAFF POSITION OR COME IN AND JOIN THE INTOXICATED LOCALS AND GET TOTALLY INTOXICATED!! CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND COME GET YOUR INTOXICATION (repost of original by 'H?llieH?ttie™{President of I.A.R.}~LUV CLUB VP~{Club FAR}' on '2007-08-28 23:17:28')

Nsfw Continued...
I do not know who you are. You could be one of Kat and Harley's cronies or could be a friend of Dave of Canada, for all I know. I do not apologize for reporting whichever picture of yours that I did to Fubar as NSFW, because it only got reported if it met their own criteria for being NSFW. I simply clicked on the people scrolling by at top of screen, looked at their pics, and saw if any were deemed NSFW. Evidently, YOUR picture met what Fubar bouncers were telling ME was criteria for being labelled nsfw. If it was a tattoo picture that did not show your face, then it DID meet those standards. Have you looked at the photos in my albums? The ones fubar said were nsf are in that one last album on my list. The one "temporary" art tattoo on my arm (not showing my face) was classified as nsfw----now tell me that is not ridiculous!! If you were inconvenienced, I will apologize for that, but you should know better than to post any pic that is nsfw and not marked as such. That is what

Too Everyone
Good morning to all! I just wanted to say thank you all for the many many birthday wishes! I'm sorry I don't have the time to thank each and everyone of them on a one on one basis, but do know that shortly the new job and new home, kids school will all be finally in order, and hopefully I'll get the chance to once again talk to all my favorites, lots of love,Muahhhhh

I Will Be Off For Awhile
I just want all my friends to know that I will be off the computer for awhile. I am moving to Florida to be with the love of my life. I don't have alot right now here in NY so My computer and some of my things will be left behind until I can send for them later. I will be back as soon as I can. I will miss all my friends, I will be on until the night of the 12th of September but after that I will be off until I am settled and have the money to send for the rest of my things, including my computer. I wish everyone well, and I will be back as soon as I can. OH and this man that is the love of my life, I met online, on a different sight though. I believe now that I didn't believe before that on line relationships can really work with the right person. Going to miss all of my fubar friends but I will be around until September the 12th LOVE YOU GUYS XOXOXOXOXOXO

Bill & Hillary
Bill &Hillary : Worse than you thought & worth remembering - this came from a Democrat. Dear Mr. Ex-President Clinton : I recently saw a bumper sticker that said, "Thank me, I voted forClinton-Gore." So, I sat down and reflected on that, and I am sending my"Thank you" for what you have done, specifically: 1. Thank you for introducing us to Jennifer Flowers, Paula Jones , Monica Lewinsky , Dolly Kyle Browning, Kathleen Willey, and Juanita Broderick . Did I leave anyone out? 2. Thank you for teaching my 8 year old about oral sex. I had really planned to wait until he was a little older to discuss it with him, but now he knows more about it than I did as a senior in college. 3. Thank you for showing us that sexual harassment in the work place(especially the White House) and on the job is OK, and all you have to know iswhat the meaning of "is" is. It really is great to know that certain sexual acts are not sex, and one person may have sex while the other one d

I'm Sorry!! :(
A Friend of mine posted this as bulletin....at another site...gawd and it is soooo sad...because sometimes it is true...Society and "SOME" men have a certain idea of what a woman should look like or what types of things "we" should be doing...Therefore us Plain women are more often than naught overlooked .... ahhh well, what a pity...(now I do not know if the song will come out but it is a good one...made me sad...:( ...) I'm sorry..I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..if I'm not tan enough for you.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry..if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.If you're a gir

Make Love
September 11th Wow it has been 6 years. I remember where I was and how the actions of that day affected me emotionally. I wore a tough skin trying to be strong for others but inside it ripped me apart. I had a baby and I was crying inside wondering why I brought a life into a world so full of hate. I think today we need to remember that the reason for the attack was hate and ignorance. So, when little things happen that annoy you or bug you just remember that hate can start as grain of sand but if you don't work through it you will soon have a dessert. Smile today, do something nice for someone. But most of all remember the people and the strength of all those who have given their lives to help us live free of hate.

Crunch Time
OK everyone its down to today!! We have all been workin so hard to win this contest day and night and I thank everyone a million billion times!! But please lets do it one more day!!!!! I will be happy to trade buy gifts whatever works just pls lets not let our hard work go to waste! click the pic below and show luv every comment counts so stop by and wish me luck!

Online Love
Let it never be the case that we grow weary too weary, impatient,or fearful to sit and talk to one another about our love. Let us always remember that just sitting and talking to one another is how we discovered our love in the first place.

Iva Website
OK, Finally, after some time, I have gotten the website up and running for the Irminsol Volkish Assembly. Been a long time since I have worked on a website, but it is up. www.irminsol.org It is still under construction, so please excuse any disorder. I am also open to suggestions. *UPDATE* This website is no longer for the Irminsol Volkish Assembly. It will be updated soon with current information. Currently, we are trying to form a kindred here in the Carolinas. More info to come.

Masochist
Love the pain. Need it. Why else would I allow myself to go thru such exquisite toture? The heavy flirtin wit danger. Allowin myself to teeter over the edge of sanity then claw my way back. Feel the poundin of my heart. And tomorrow do it again. Adrenaline junkie. Not really. Just so lost. Miserable. Lonely. The only attention received comes in some form of pain. The only way to feel. Maybe stayin numb is the solution. Numb isn't fun. Otherwise... why be a msaochist

Pages 16-20 Rantings Of A Madman
Now, anyone who knew Carrie knew that she always stayed hot no matter what the weather. She could be outside in her night shirt and no shoes on in the middle of winter and it wouldn’t phase her in the least. But, as we lived in an older house, it didn’t retain the heat that well. Just after she had made breakfast and we ate she wanted to go outside and gather some wood for the fireplace. So I went with her to get it because we had just run out of kerosene for the heater that morning and no way to get to the store yet. A thousand times…A thousand times she had always been careful when she was lighting the fireplace. She had just seconds before sent out emails to her father in New Jersey thanking him for bringing us up there for Christmas, and to our friend Rhonda to thank her for watching our animals for us while we were gone. A thousand times she had done it before and had always been careful. As I walked to the kitchen for more coffee, I had told her to be

Leave Me Alone Already!!!
Damn I knew I shouldnt have checked my mail, sure enough, Im having a good day and bam, a letter from my douche-bag ex in prison, fucker is tryin to manipulate me from behind bars!!!LMAO its just aggravating as hell, being told I turned my back on him, WTF???? how many times do I have to tell his mom(because I dont write back)to tell him we were broke up when he was arrested, sheesh!!!!! God he is delusional as hell if he thinks I ever loved him OR would even consider getting back with him, yeah right!!!! Anyways, just wanted to vent!!!

Anyways....see Ya Tomorrow.
...that's when I come back from my sabbatical, got a lot figured out and ALOT more about who my friends are. Let me say this: It ain't gonna be pretty. There are reasons why I've done what I've done and do what I do. I'm over it and letting loose the photobuckets and archives on some of these people in a very quick manner when I return. I can guarantee that there will be some surprises and alot will be exposed and I won't make too many friends out of it, but at this point, they are people and friends that just aren't worth having because they really weren't friends or more in the first place. People want to say so much, yet not say a god damn thing worthwhile. So everyone take a break from logging into each other's accounts to comment for a second, and watch your credibility and reputations, better tie up your loose ends because well all of your shoes are about to be fucking untied and knowing how you all are you'll kill each other trying to get back up once you fall. Block me? Shit in

Hey Lo & Lette's Lets Get This F*cker
hay homies this punk went after a lette just cuz she's big well i think he looks like a punk that needs a ass kicking to me cuz i don't care what size you are every one is all the same to me but this guy has no wright so if you would let him no how we feel please MMFWCL Jared the Dragon@ fubar (repost of original by '~DJ TWIZTID JUGGALETE ~' on '2007-09-30 16:57:22')

My Wall Of Shame...reposted
My wall of shame THESE ARE PRIME EXAMPLES OF WHAT NOT TO SEND TO ME!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ jmcbme@ CherryTAP from: jmcbme date: 2007-03-07 16:56:18 subject: wanna see nice cock on cam read receipt: Yes replied: No block user ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ -shoutbox-3/7 k dawg@ CherryTAP k dawg: mmm hey u make me sooo hard ->Alana: how old are you? k dawg: im 18 k dawg: r u wet k dawg: can u help me cum i sent a comment to his page declining....ack! -shoutbox-3/8 k dawg: hey there u wet ->Alana: go fuck yourself and I went to his page to block him! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ OR you could win the award for FUCKTARD like this ass Bob@ CherryTAP with his shout box question.. Bob: wanna make some money? ->Alana: what? Bob: do u wanna make some money? ->Alana: doing what? Bob: porn ->Alana: do i look like i make porn? and do i look like i

So Tired
Do you ever get that feeling of just being so tired you can't seem to cope? You just want to sleep forever. You don't want to do anything that just isn't important enough to do. I am feeling that way today. I am so tired and it takes twice as much work just to put one foot in front of the other. I hate that feeling. I just feel like I can't deal with anything today. I don't understand that. I know I shouldn't be this tired or feel this way but I do. I don't know what is wrong with me today. My energy is so low that it is taking so much coffee to keep me going. Its crazy!

100 Things
100 Things You may not have Known About Me... 1. What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank? Crown 2. Do you follow college football? Yep 3. How many miles does your car have on it? About 135K 4. Who was the last person to send you a text message and what was it about? Tara, let's go shopping 5. Last time you went swimming in a pool? Damn to long ago!! 6. Are you happy? Hmmmm most of the time 7. Where was the last place you went shopping? Lindale mall 8. How do you feel about your hair? Not long enough 9. Where do you work? Vangent 10. Last thing you ate? Pizza 11. Do you wish you were someplace else right now? In the middle of nowhere!! 12. Last time you smoked a cigarette? about 30 min ago lol 13. Do you have any expensive jewelry? Yep 14. AIM or MSN? MSN 15. what classes are you taking now? None 16. How many hours on average do you work a week: On average? about 40-50 17. Who do you like right now? My coffee

Halloween Moon Omens
Halloween Moon Omens If the moon is new on Samhain, this indicates that the coming year will be fertile ground for new beginnings to take place, such as the start of a new project, a new career, or even a new way of thinking. For those desiring children, a new moon at Samhain is a lucky omen, indicating a new birth within a year's time. If the moon is waxing on Samhain, this indicates good luck throughout the coming year. It also indicates growth and an increase of all things that are positive nature. If the moon is full on Samhain, this ensures the that the powers of all forms of magick and divination practiced on this night will be at their greatest. A secret wish made at midnight will be realized within the coming year. Do not be surprised if an experienced of a psychic nature awaits you in the very near future. If the moon is waning on Samhain, this can be an omen of either good or bad consequences. It can indicate the elimination of such things as bad habit

Your Eyes
WHEN I LOOK IN YOUR EYES WHEN I HEAR YOU VOICE WHEN I SEE YOUR WORDS OR MY SCREEN FEEL SAFE AN HAPPY BUT WHEN YOU LOSE THE WORDS AN THE VOICE IS GONE AN ALL YOU HAVE LEFT IS THE PICS OF YOUR EYES WHAT IS LEFT BUT THE TEARS FROM MY EYES

Life
I knew from the beginning, That you were just a flirt and yet I fell in love with you knowing i'd be hurt. I tried to tie you down and make you love just one , But how could i do something no one else has ever done .

Ebay?
So I'm selling my soul. Really. Wanna see? Ebay Auction I've been added to No Shame! as well. As for where I've been...not on here. I spose I could say I'm busy, but I'm not. My computer was broken for awhile. I have yet to get a new one. La de da. I have nothing else to say really. Oh! When I took my kitten to the vet, I found out HE was a SHE. And SHE doesn't seem to love me much anymore. Oh well. o_0

I Am Moving Home
Hi Friends, A note to let you all know that I am moving home .. As such I will have no internet access until my ISP sorts out the new line and hits the keys, switches the switches or finishes scratching its ass ..Having an XXL Ass I expect this to take up to three weeks :-( :-( ..It would be great if you could drop me a Fu Mail when you leave me some love so I can come 'n' Luv you back when I visit or return :-D :-D ..Wishin Ya A Great Break from the Great Me .. Hee Hee .. 8-p 8-p .. :-D :-DSoooooonly Mhuuuaahhhhss

A Little Over 6000 Left!
Please help, only have a little over 6000 to go and then I am done and get a happy hour! If you are bored and need something to do, please come by, would love to try to finish this today if possible! Lots of luv, Jen link:

I'm Still In Love With Her
I'm Still In Love With Her Since they are no longer together sharing love anymore.He tried other relationships with women and to be alone again;he tried to open his heart up to love them only to feel that it he was in the wrong,he couldn't get over how his heart truely felt cause he only wanted to give his heart to one. Poem By:Charles LaMark Nelson

If I Was Urs
IF I WAS UR GIRL WOULD U CHARISH ME LOVE ME MAKE ME URS HOLD MY HAND KISS ME TOUCH ME HOLD MY HAND WHEN I NEED IT TELL ME U WILL BE THERE TILL THE END AND NEVER LET ME GO TAKE ALL MY STRESS AWAY AND DO ME LIKE NO OTHER OFF VERSE NOT MEANT TO MATCH UP

Scandalous
why is it that people now seem so damn fake and scandalous. they make you think they are one person but after you start getting to know them or even after a long pierod of time. you find out who they really are. i mean i am who i am and i am never going to change that. i am a pervert why loves to flirt but when it all comes down to it, i am a sweet loving,caring person who will give you the shirt off my back and the last 20 in my wallet if i know it will help you more then me. i am a trusting person who trys to take people for what they say they are. but as of late it's harder and harder. this blog is in part thanks to my soon to be ex-sister in law and also my best friends soon to be ex-wife. if you are not happy being who you are or who you are with. end the shit before moving on

And Again
My Heart Aches by Arielle My heart aches when I talk to you My heart aches when I don’t hear from you My heart aches when I long for you I don’t know why You’ve taken over my thoughts I can’t explain You’re still a stranger Far away I want you close by I miss your embrace Holding you close My heart aches I miss you!

Simple No-equipment Exercises From Realage.com
Roll with ItRoll your shoulders forward for a count of 10 and back for 10. Swim shoulders back for 10 and forward for 10. Your goal is trying to get full range of movement with your shoulders. Notice any areas that you don't move fluidly, and try to open them up by relaxing as you move your hands in full circles. Between sets, get in the habit of rolling your shoulders five times forward and five times back. Source: YOU: On a Diet, by RealAge doctors Dr. Michael Roizen and Dr. Mehmet Oz The Chest CrossStrengthens chest and shoulders: Cross your arms in front of your chest in a series of quick horizontal motions.. Do it with both hands face up, then face down. Next move your hands rapidly up and down. Then twist your arms back and forth like you have tennis balls in your hands. Try to do each of these variations 25 times.Source: YOU: On a Diet, by RealAge doctors Dr. Michael Roizen and Dr. Mehmet Oz The ClapperStretches chest: In a standing position and keeping your ches

Cancer Benefit Update (please Read)
Cancer benefit update (Please read) .............................Some of the items that have been donated for Joanne's cancer benefit (to be auctioned and raffled off):1) a signed hootie 6 older cd's 2 new ones, 3 shirts from to live is to die2) gift certificates for augies,marcos,spencers,starbucks,and ace hardware and more!3) 8x12 framed photo of Kirk Hammett courtesy of Amy Weiser photography4) 4 hrs of studio time from CNC Entertainment5) a gift pack from the band DoHMand more coming in daily!We are also auctioning off my friend Steve as seen below and a few of my other male friends:Bands performing:Audiblethread, DoHM, The Lads, Hot Ham *Cheese, and The Green w/Tony ShultzNOVEMBER 30th!The Hifi Concert Club11729 Detroit Ave.Lakewood, OH 44107Doors at 8p$5 21+, $8 18-20ALL PROCEEDS (even the door) will be going to Joanne to help cover her expenses from her cancer treatments. PLEASE COME, if you can't come and wish to donate money or a service/good for the auction/raffles, cont

For Mother's From There Kids
MyHotComments Prayer for a mother I know We caused you heartaches And sleepless nights-more than a few I know I brought you many tears While you wondered what I'd do You prayed that I would choose the path That you had led me to No parent can force the choice to be made And now I'm thanking you Thank you for the many prayers You offered up for me Thank you for the lessons taught And prayers that God I'd seek Thank you for the love I know You held within your heart Thanks for teaching me God's Word His Truth will not depart I tried to take some detours As I journeyed on my way You did your best to steer me back If I'd not heed, you'd pray Your prayers were not ignored God heard every single one I'm trotting down the narrow path Until my race is done We all may get distracted Even when on the right road But mother's prayers are always there To help relieve the load A mother's heart is full of love For the children that God gives And Mother's heart is full of prayer That for her Lord they

Pagan......
What kind of Pagan are you?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Ecclectic PaganA veritable blend of all the pantheons and perhaps a dash of a few other religions as well, you're the versitile Ecclectic Pagan. You have no problem wearing an ankh while setting an offering to Herne on your alter just below your image of Hera. You don't believe in coloring within the lines, and are a bright free-thinker. While you respect the views of your fellow pagans, as far as you're concerned, religion is the sky, and there's no one about to clip your wings with lines and limitations. Eastern Pagan 80%Celtic Pantheonic Pagan 80%Ecclectic Pagan 80%Greek Pantheonic Pagan 70%Roman Pantheonic Pagan 65%Shamanic Pagan 60%Kabbalistic Pagan 55%Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan 50%Norse Pantheonic Pagan (Asatru)

The Men.......
I'm not going to lie, I'm bored. That means I am going to do a random blog where I just ramble on and on and hope it makes sense at some point. Let's talk about the men in my life at the moment, and maybe a few from the past. *Name has been changed. Dirty Sally should know who they are though. ~Turtle's Man- This is my 3rd ex-fiance(yes, I've had 3). I was with him for 2 yrs, which has been my logest relationship. You could say we still have some feeling for each other but there is one issue....he lives across the street from me with his pregnant gf. He has on 2 different occasions made his way over here for an early morning visit. This may be the point where some of you think I'm some bf stealing slut. So, not the truth I just have the belief that if a guy is looking elsewhere he's not be properly satisfied at home. I won't purposely sleep with married men though. ~Next would be "MR SEXY Ace Hellraiser"(hehe)-Met him when I was working and we automatically hit it off. A fe

Thought I Like To Thunk
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger thin

Brother In A Wreak
I just received a call from my folks informing me that my brother was in a very serious accident on his way back to Indiana and had rolled his truck 5 times before slamming it against a tree... He suffers from a broken collar bone, broken ribs, broken leg & wrist and is having a blood transfusion as well as all bruised up... My folks said he's in very bad shape and is in ICU hooked up to even a heart monitor. Please all could you say prayers or Thank highly of my brother to heal and be ok Please & Thank You Linda

Irish Drinking Song
Irish Drinking Song (Flogging Molly) Well I stumbled and I am all drunk and full of smoke. My wife said I have had enough, that's it, I'm sick, get out! So I stumbled down to Kelly's pub across the edge of town and I told the boys me story and we had another round We'll drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink and fight! We'll drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink and fight! And if I see a pretty girl, I'll sleep with her tonight! We'll drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink and fight! And Mary McGregor, well she was a pretty whore. She'd always greet you with a smile and never lock her door but on the day she died, all the men in town did weep for Mary McGregor finally got some sleep. We'll drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink and fight! We'll drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink and fight! And if I see a pretty girl, I'll sleep with her tonight! We'll drink

Flight Attendant
A mother and her very young son were flying Westjet Airlines from Ottawa to Calgary . The little boy who had been quietly looking out the window, turned to his mother and said, "If big dogs have baby dogs, and big cats have baby cats, why don't big airplanes have baby airplanes?" The mother, who couldn't think of an answer, told her son to go ask the flight attendant. So the boy walked down the aisle and asked the flight attendant, who was busy serving drinks. She smiled and asked, "Did your Mom tell you to ask me?" The boy answered, "Yes, she did." "Well, then you go and tell your Mom that there are no baby airplanes because Westjet always pulls out on time. Have your Mom explain that to you."

First Place In The Rockin Rack Contest!
Thank you sooo much to all that came and voted on my bewbs! I came in FIRST PLACE!! YAYYYYYYY!! I ♥ my friends!! And look forward to getting to know the new friends that I have met in the course of the contest! I do have to say though....FUCK YOU to the dumbasses who when i woke up this morning were all up in my shoutbox calling me a liar cuz I didn't have my NSFW folder opened up yet as promised once the contest ended! Excuse the fuck outta me that I didn't wake up extra early this morning just to open my album up for you assholes to jack off to! And again, another BIG THANK YOU to those of you who were patient and just didn't assume the worst of me...I ♥ you guys! AMber

Please Explain
can any one explain why it is ya cant even go on a web site and mind your own business and not have people screw with you.I dont get this at all.No one will ever cause me to leave the confederate bombers no matter what is said or done.I will stand behind eaxh and every member of my family with a song in my heart and a smile on my face.people need to grow up and quit actin like a bunch of youngins causin problems when they arent bein bothered,much luv my family/

Wrong Reason
Wrong Reason It is not always the absence of love That makes me seem alone. Often it's been too much love Given to me by the wrong people For the wrong reasons That keeps me here. Gladly alone. Rather than have the life sucked Out of me by the violent needs Of other minds and bodies. That does not mean That I'm not grateful But I am sad. Not to be able to put my arms Around those who truly love me And give them something more Than polite indifference. Oh, how I tried. I think they should know I tried. And I choose to be alone Rather than wrapped in arms I could never need. Merrt Malloy

Mcdonalds Beef
__________________________________________________ McDonald's Beef I'm sure those of you who aren't in the cattle business don't understand the issues here. But to those of us who who's living depends on the cattle market, selling cattle, raising the best beef possible... this is frustrating. As far as my family, we don't eat at McDonald's much (Subway is our choice of fast food), but this will keep us from ever stopping there again, even for a drink. The original message is from the Texas Cattle Feeders Association. American cattle producers are very passionate about this. McDonald's claims that there is not enough beef in the USA to support their restaurants. Well, we know that is not so. Our opinion is they are looking to save money at our expense. The sad thing of it is that the people of the USA are the ones who made McDonald's successful in the first place, but we are not good enough to provide beef. We personally are no longer eating at McDonald's, which

Acceptance
Silver pieces glitter in the moonlight as she walks the pathway alone. Familiar pieces of silver yet they are not silver but pieces of her shattered mirror of her world. Scattered throughout the path on the day that Shadow broke it when an act of betrayal damaged her soul. A soul many say is wonderful yet she feels so alone. Some say she is their light, however she wonders how could she be that. They see something she is not sure of anymore. Not sure of what to believe, how to believe, or even feel. Moonlight hits the path, trying to guide her even though she has walked off the path to turn away from a memory in that shattered mirror piece. As she would step off the path, her wolf with those majestic amber eyes would brush his head against her leg to make her look at the mirror piece. Shadow would glance then turn away still not sure of what she saw. She strokes Hunter's head and looks up at the midnight blue sky. So blue. Blue reflects so many aspects: lonliness, happiness, sadness

Cat Of Satan
So last night we have come to the conclusion that Chelsea the cat is one evil cat. She completely tried to kill one of my four ferrets last night. I was so pissed. To top it all off the damn cat enjoys scratching and biting you when you try to show her affection. I think the cat is 24-7 on the cat rag. And she will find your personal belongings and try to destroy them. So I think we are going to end up finding a better place for her. The ferret clan must be protected. I do have to give kudos to the cat for being intelligent enough to play all affectionate and loving when she wants something. She will try to climb on your lap with her nails and purr and be all lovey-dovey when she is begging for treats and food. It's like we have to keep her food dish full all the time or she is pissy. Let alone we give her two huge helpings of meow-mix twice a day. Its like what more do you what? So, we will see what she does next. I should snap a photo of her and post it with this. She l

Message Alerts In The Bartab
i know few of you were asking "why i still have an alert like if i have new messages, and i deleted all of them?" ok, the answer is, because you deleted a message without reading it first. the solution for this is: 1) hover the alert in the bartab where it says you have new messages 2) when you see the message in a tiny window popup, you need to click where it says "...more" and voilà! then you see that message in your browser, when you return to any other page of fubar, like the home, you wont have the alert anymore

I Don't Get It!!!
Are we headed for the days of prohibition on this site???? I mean pic prohibition! I have had, in the past two days, 2 pictures marked as NSFW that are anything but! A CARTOON of Santa's elves mooning him and just now, a beautiful personalized comment sent to me by a friend! It had less skin showing on a PICTURE, not the person who sent it, than I see everyday in school! I guess the pic gestapo is out in force...wait excuse me, more like the "KGB"! It is amazing what is being marked NSFW! Anyhow, that is my rant for now!

My Aplolgies Master.....
I HAVE DONE A BAD THING...I POSTED NSFW PICS AGAINST MY MASTERS WISHES.I WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO MY MASTER FOR DISOBEYING HIM.I WAS A BAD SLAVE...AND WILL NOT DO IT AGAIN.IT IS IMPORTANT TO OBEY YOUR MASTER...FOR THEY KNOW BEST...MY BODY BELONGS TO MY MASTER...I AM NOT TO SHARE IT WITH ANYONE...I LOVE AND ADORE HIM AND FEEL VERY BAD FOR GOING AGAINST HIS ORDERS.HE GUIDES ME IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION...FOR MY OWN GOOD...AND DISOBEYING HIM IS QUITE DISRESPECTFUL.I WILL BE A BETTER SLAVE FOR YOU MASTER...I'M SORRY I WAS DISOBEDIENT.I FEEL UNWORTHY OF MY MASTERS ATTENTIONS FOR MY BAD DECISION.I HAVE BEEN A BAD SLAVE I DESERVE A HARSH PUNISHMENT FOR MY ACTIONS.I FEEL I DESERVE WHATEVER PUNISHMENT MY MASTER GIVES ME.I HOPE IT IS A PUNISHMENT THAT WILL BE SEVERE AND HARD TO FORGET.I WILL LEARN A LESSON FROM THIS.I KNOW I WILL, A NAUGHTY SLAVE IS AN EMBARRASSMENT TO THE MASTER AND I AM SO ASHAMED.HE DESERVES BETTER THAN THIS......PUNISH ME AS YOU SEE FIT MASTER......MY HUMBLE BODY IS IN YOUR HANDS..

One Of Those Nights
have you ever had one of those days where you wonder does it really matter? Disenchantment is always waiting around the corner every time you think you have figured things out and find faith in humanity only to have someone turn around and screw it all up. I'm fine, i and for those who know me no i don't want to talk about it.

Take A Minute!
Go to this site... http://www.letssaythanks.com/Home1280.html Choose a card and personalize it by adding a message, your name, and hometown. Hit "Send". Xerox will then print your card and send it to a U.S. military serviceman or woman who is serving overseas. Show them how much they mean to us during this holiday season. Posted earlier by ~CONFEDERATE BOMBERS FAMILY OF FUBAR ™©~' ^SOUTHERN HERITAGE & INDIAN PRIDE ^

Magic Pen
The Magic Pen I’m sitting in my backyard on a sunny early spring afternoon. My blue spiral notebook is on my lap and a magic pen is in my hand. The pen doesn’t look that special if you see it in my bag or on my desk, just a black gelstick pen with a cap. The magic begins when I touch it to paper. Two fussy blue jays chase each other overhead. “Are they mad at each other or just playing?” My pen writes the question before I have time to think of it. A squirrel buries a pecan in the next door neighbor’s yard, his bushy tail twitching as he digs. “How will he remember where he hid it?” my pen asks. I really don’t know. There are tiny yellow flowers tucked throughout the greening grass. “Why do we call them weeds?” the pen questions. Oh, and there are six fluffy dandelion seed balls lined up against the side of my house. “You can make a wish, you know. What will you wish for?” my pen asks. I stop writing for a moment to think of all the possibilities. A yellow

Boy Issues
I'm having a few issues... Boy issues. Sunday night (December 2), I hung out with a friend (his name is Justin) who I'm interested in. He's smart, funny, a great conversationalist, attractive. Totally my type... He expressed interest as well. And he has a girlfriend. He says he's been having problems and he doesn't think it's going to work out with her... he even let me send her a text message with his phone as him asking if they should still stay together, and she wrote back and pretty much said they were done... We made out. I mean, he started it, but I didn't say no... and until they are actually broke up, I'm racked with guilt over it. I don't want to be that girl, you know... the homewrecker or anything. And I do not play the "rebound chick" role. My heart isn't going anywhere any time soon. I've learned that lesson. It's just... he makes me laugh. And he makes me smile. And he's totally hot. At least I think so. I'm just dumb. I overanalyze every thing and make

Christmas Season
Sounds like i am being a GRINCH....But i am kinda sick and tired of this season....For the following reasons though...The cost of living is so high, gas prices are ridiculous...So therefore i barely make it through my week on minium wage...I been living on my own for 6 almost 7 years now...So my christmas always suck for me,cause i never have the money i want to spend on people...I feel i always give shitty presents cause they don't cost hardly anything...But people say it is the thought that counts...One of my big reasons i hate christmas is my DADDY is never home anymore on christmas, he works in iraq for haliberton. So every Christmas day i come to my moms to see my mother, and my sister, sometimes if i am lucky my brother shows his face....It just doesn't feel like christmas anymore...I wish things could go back to when we was small when we had our family with us....I don't want to be young again i just wanted the feeling of christmas back...I miss my dad like hell i only see him 2

Hello All You Hot People
hello all you fine people I'm feeling a little dry here and I just thought that you would like to by me a little drink to make me feel better. I thank you early for my drink and it doesn't hurt to comment on some pictures while your at it thanks everyone love ya

Gag Reflex
Gag Reflex 2007 Personal Account A story to make parents shudder... Some friends were hanging out in Andrew's basement, joking around, playing video games, eating. Andrew was irritable that night. He chose to to deal with the situation by threat. If certain named people did not stop bothering him, he said, as he loaded his Tippmann 98 custom paintgun, he would shoot them. Although Andrew assured everyone that the safety was on, and he wouldn't shoot unless annoyed, one guy was not reassured. He jumped on Andrew and wrestled for the gun. Andrew threw him aside, and (as he later explained) "to prove the safety was on," he opened his mouth, inserted the barrel of the paintgun, and pulled the trigger. His eyes widened as the paintball fired into his throat at 300 feet per second. He fell to his knees, coughing blood, but refused to let anyone call an ambulance. His throat was so swollen that he had difficulty breathing. After two hours, he recovered long enough to kick everyo

Angst
I just wrote this as a response in a Mumm which was asking if we had ever found "The One", the love of our life. I don't know why but it has stirred up something in me this evening that has made me very sad yet angry at the same time. I want, seek, search.....do not find. Not just the One, but so many things in life I think are due me, that i was made for but never find "the fit", like a key that never finds it counterpart, unfulfilled..... I said: December 11, 2007 @ 3:35 pm "I am jaded, bitter and doubting the whole concept of "true love", "soulmate" and "monogamy". I thought one person could be THE one. It didn't last long. This was after countless frogs, toads, rats and reptiles. I think the time has passed. I think someone stole the needle from my haystack while I wasn't looking. I'd be surprised if I ever found him now. Or if he ever found me. I don't believe in fairy tales anymore. Not for me. " *********************************** Not me. Maybe never. It sh

So True
A kiss is just a kiss, til you find the one you love. A hug is just a hug, till its with the one you thinking of. A dream is just a dream, til you make it come true. Love is just a word, till its proven to you.

R.i.p. Goldy!!
Another one is gone =[ Body: Today my little girl and I had to leave to take Goldy to the vet and have her euthanized. There was no hope.. we went 2 3 vets.. no one would help us because we couldn't pay 1300+ 2 have them even tell us what was wrong with her.. Desperately we wnt from vet 2 vet untill we gave up because she was in such pain... We took her to the Humane Society expecting to just have her put 2 rest... how surprised we were to find a vet in a department of the Society that doesn't even treat animals iother than nuetering and spaying, who cared enough to make her comfortable.. He knew we had no money, he didn't even hesitate to treat her.. my baby and I cried and cried and battled with this decision... what 2 do??? Put her 2 sleep peacefully or take her home at a less than 20% chance of survival... After 45 minutes of crying and talking it over we finally had her euthanized... God how we miss her.. how we cried... she was part of the family... Isn't it

Christmas
I know and understand that we as a nation do things that sometimes makes no sense. Well I have something to say and well if I get smacked on the butt for it oh well. We have always said "Merry Christmas" and it has never seemed to be an issue. Over the past ten or so years we have had to be more politically correct in how we act and what we say during the Christmas season. Well this bothers me. We take in everyone that has trouble, that needs help, what wants to make better. Then when some do they start getting offended and want to have their own holiday and we have to be nice and polite and give in. I like hearing someone wish me a Merry Christmas, and some of my close friends are Jewish and they wish me a Merry Christmas. Freedom to speak and act is okay as long as you don't offend anyone. To me that is just wrong. I love it here. I don't need someone to come along and tell me what to say or what not to say. I will say Merry Christmas to everyone I

Juggalo Hater!!!!
This profile was made up back in Feb by the #1 juggalo hater named PORCH MONKEY!!!! if you are new and dont know who this asshole is please go to your search and type in Porch Monkey and BLOCK HIS ASS!!!!!!! he is the one who is behind all of this. here is all of his fake profiles please block them if you dont want him fucking with you. infant death sucks @ fubar Fagalo Killer @ fubar Silent Death @ fubar Bullseye @ fubar toad stool @ fubar lc @ fubar HERES HIS BITCHES PROFILE TOO SEE WILL RATE YOUR ASS A 1 TOO IF PORCH MONKEY TELLS HER TOO: *~Alice in Wonderland~* @ fubar Reply To Poster | Repost Bulletin! [?] note: it costs 10 fuBucks to repost!

He Is Ready To Level!
PLEASE click on the link below to help a friend of mine level he is almost there and needs another 1.5k to go. FAN/ADD/RATE PLEASE! http://fubar.com/user/1124549 ...............................................................................

Tim And Tammys Wedding
hey every one that wants to come to mine and s3xxylays wedding u all are welcome to come it will be next sunday at 10 pm and it will be held at the charmed angels lounge so bring ur friends and invite them to sub scribe to it and me and tammy will welcome each and every one of u when u all click sub scribe for the wedding we both would love to have u all come to it and we wanna get the charmed angels lounge rocking so please stop by and click the sub scribe to the lounge i will post the link when i get it from pheebs so please bare with me u all and i want the best wedding i have ever wanted and i wanna get the charmed angels lounge rocking so bad so please bear with me about the link ok heres the link if u all wanna come so please lets all get this room rockin and have it maxed out ty http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=52504

Dear Meat..
DEER MEAT > > A man kills a deer and takes it home to cook for dinner. > > Both he and his wife decide that they won't tell the kids what kind of > meat > it is, but will give them a clue and let them guess. > > The kids were eager to know what the meat was on their plates, so they > begged their dad for the clue. > > Well, he said, 'It's what mommy calls me sometimes'. > > The little girl screams to her brother > > 'Don't eat it, it's an asshole..

There's A Thing On My Penis
Until now, I have gotten through this life without ever having to say those seven terrible words. Through all the things that went wrong with me over the years – busted knee, fractured foot, bashed in teeth, ruptured eardrums, high arches – I was always grateful for never having problems with my penis or surrounding penile areas. Nary a crab has hiked across my murky grasslands, no herpes boil ever bubbled on my glans, no gonococcus has wriggled through my urethra, nor wart, nor chancroid, nor stalk of Chlamydia ever found purchase in the garden of my groinhouse. It was always the source of great pride for me. "Ahhh what a handsome and healthy penis I have, I often thought to myself." It’s the kind of penis that makes you sorry for all the people with the problem penii. Like the penis of poor Harvey Perry. I remember the day I saw it. We were about 14-years old and urinating side-by-side when I got a gander. The thing was mangled and flayed at the head like a tube of Italia

Follow
One of the amazing things we have been given as humans is the unquenchable desire to have dreams of a better life, and the ability to establish goals to live out those dreams. Think of it: We can look deep within our hearts and dream of a better situation for ourselves and our families; dream of better financial lives and better emotional or physical lives; certainly dream of better spiritual lives. But what makes this even more powerful is that we have also been given the ability to not only dream but to pursue those dreams and not only to pursue them, but the cognitive ability to actually lay out a plan and strategies (setting goals) to achieve those dreams. Powerful! And that is what we will discuss in detail this week: How to dream dreams and establish goals to get those dreams. What are your dreams and goals? This isn't what you already have or what you have done, but what you want. Have you ever really sat down and thought through your life values and decided what you really w

Gun Control
> A LITTLE GUN HISTORY > > > > I Thought you might appreciate this . > > > > In 1929, the Soviet Union established gun control.>From 1929 to 1953, > > about 20 million dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. > > ------------------------------ > > In 1911, Turkey established gun control. From 1915 to 1917, 1.5 million > > Armenians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. > > ------------------------------ > > Germany established gun control in 1938 and from 1939 to 1945, a total of > > 13 million Jews and others who were unable to defend themselves were > > rounded up and exterminated. > > ------------------------------ > > China established gun control in 1935. From 1948 to 1952, 20 million > > political dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and > > exterminated. > > ------------------------------ > > Guatemala established gun co ntrol in 1964. From 1964 to 1981, 100,000 > > Mayan Indians,

A 'how To' Manual...
Here's some sex advice for those of you who cant get the job done. 95f females can't cum from sex UNLESS, they're on top..and they're on top why? so they can stimulate their clit..by doin' their lil snake charm grindin' grab on our pelvic bones..which..really does nothin' for us..so the key is..eat pussy first ! ..make her cum a few times...numb her up..then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end. however u like...... now once ur in between her legs..don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin'time I know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like it is.. lick her inner thighs, kiss them.. kiss around her pussy lips..kiss the lips etc. etc.. finally once u've got your tongue on her clit..this is what u do..(u can use ur hands to spread her lips here if u want.. that's all preference...it's easier to make em cum w/their lips spread..so u hav

Contrary To Popular Belief
I have heard this a lot, "You are such a sweetheart." I keep saying to them, that is because I have been given no reason not to be. My Ex could tell you different. To all those that think I am so sweet.............here is a dose of reality. A trip into the mind of someone scorned. My Ex's boyfriend, who was my best friend, and a man I called lovingly, "Brother," has been in the hospital all this last week. His pancreas is shutting down, diagnosed severe diabetic, and has a concerning heart condition. He won't be released till sometime late next week at the earliest. And as she was telling this to me on the phone.............I was smiling. Honestly, I hoped for death by gonorrhea of the mouth, but if this leads to his demise, I say, one down...........one to go. At one time, I would have cared, at one time, I'd have understood her not taking care of her children at all so she could spend every moment there, even though the kids should be first and need her too..........at one time, I mi

Eye Contest Bully
CONTEST IS OVER I CAME IN 2ND PLACE THANKS TO ALL WHO HELPED ME!!! PLEASE REPOST FOR ME.. The Biggest Contest Fubar Has Ever Seen!!!! I normally do not do this but can you please leave me a few comments on this pic? I really need you my friends and fans to pull together and help me as I do not belong to any big popular well known bombing families!!! PLEASE CLICK THE LINK UNDER PHOTO TO RATE/BOMB!!!!!!! [ fubar.com photo: 1241685090 ]

A Dream Id Like To Come To Reality
a clear nights sky, full moon, warm breeze, sitting on the ledge of the shore as the waves crash upon the rocks, cuddeled in a blanket watching for shooting stars with someone very special, a soft kiss and someone telling me how much they love how i am and how much i mean to them and how they would never want to let me go, no matter what.

My Dad Pass Away Today
i lost my dad today he was all most 88 and my hero so to all my dear friends if you can't find me on here it because i got to fly back to iowa this week so thank you all for all the love you have show me

Our Hearts
From my heart to yours I bring you love A smile, a kiss, and maybe a hug We will be together until our lives are done Because you my friend are number one You bring me joy, laughter, and fun You said to me "darlin I'll never run" And to my heart is were that went I was in love and you had no hint Forever together is where we are You know I would not wonder far And from each others hearts we bring love A million smiles, a thousand kisses, and maybe one hug. By..me Stacie Arnold For my friend far far away! I love you!

It's Moving Day!
Today is moving day! I'm way behind on friends requests, messages and comments. I should be able to get to them around Tuesday. Please bare with me until then. Gotta give myself a lil time to settle in. Wish me luck! Much luv to you all, Jackie Have a fantastic weekend.

Eh Why Not
1. Three days from now, will you be a in relationship? Are I not in enough relationships now dammit? 2. What color are your eyes? Oh they are this lovely brownish color, lol 3. What does your second text say? “You always have a choice it’s the outcome that we have to live with lol” 4. How do you think your latest ex feels about you? Hell, don’t remember when the last time I even had an “official” ex was 5. Do you like what you see in the mirror? Well, now that is gonna depend on what I am looking at huh 6. What are you listening to right now? The boy bitch about shoveling 7. What were you doing 46 seconds ago? Arguing with the boy about shoveling 8. What are your plans for this weekend? Not sure that I have plans 9. Who are your best friends? Well, look at my pics and you will see them 10. How's your room looking? Covered in laundry waiting to be washed at the moment 11. Get asked anything ridiculous lately? Every damn day of my life 12. What

Weekly Auction Rules!!!
1. You may bid on anyone you like even on yourself. 2. Your bid has to be HIGHER then the previous one. 3. IF you have SERIOUS ISSUES with anyone that bids (IF THEY ARE STALKING YOU) please inform me and i will romove them from the auction. 4. NO rude comments. 5. You may bid with Fubucks, Tickers, Blasts, ViC's or Happy Hours. 6. Tickers, Blasts, ViC's and Happy Hours are above ANY fubuck bids. 7. All the proceeds go to the person being auctioned. 8. I am NOT responsible if some one renegs! 9. I am Only in this for the points! 10. At the end of the auction the HIGHEST bidder will WIN/TAKE OWNERSHIP of the person for 1 month. What Do You Get From The Person You Own??? -Owned by (your name).... in their nickname -All Pics Rated -All Stash Rated -A Salute Pic From Them With Your Name On it -A Mumm Done About You -A Bully About How Great You Are and The Link To Your Page in it -Comments Daily From Them -Their UNDIVIDED ATTENTION GOOD LUCK AND HAPPY BIDDING!!!

Texas!!!
I live in New Mexico & despite a low-grade rivalry between the Lone Star state & us we get along pretty well. You couldn't pay me enough to live anywhere in Texas. 'fore you Texans get all riled up,I've lived in El Paso(went to HS there),Houston & Corpus Christi. While I don't wanna live there,it's one of my favorite places to visit.Mom & Dad live in San Antone,I know the Riverwalk well,Dick's had the best damn shrimp last summer. Our last adventure in Port Aransas with my brother was so much fun we're goin' back this year....of course it helps that her daddy gave us a week's use of a condo on Padre Island for a week.It has a lighted fishing pier.I'll spend a day out in the Gulf on a boat fishing. Fish fry at our house when we get back! There's a restaurant in Ozona,The Hitchin' Post,the vegetarian plate only has 1/4 lb of meat on it & an extra slice of lettuce. Great chicken fried steak,we also recommend the house special,marinated sirloin tips. To be continued..

Dark Maiden
In the darkness, I see a dark maiden, Forever lost within her presence, Always left craving more, My neck I freely offer, For the sweet crimson you ask, Warm breath upon my skin, Pain in sweet extasy I feel, No longer am I lost, But I am forever bound, Black roses spring from the ground, Where drops of crimson have fallen to the ground, Essence of life taken, Souls forever connected, Life burning within, Never to walk the road of darkness alone again.

A Haunting
This is a show that comes on the discovery channel. It tells the story's of people that have been haunted by evil ghosts or demons. I like it. Its something paranormal to watch when GHI or Paranormal state are not on. Its not the best show in the world, but its the best thing on at 2 in the afternoon.

Time To ? Our Congress
with Shell Oil posting record profits it is time to question our reps and senators why they can not find price gouging. Nothing will be done but if enough email there people maybe they will pass the wind fall tax on them.

The Company You Keep”
Not mine but makes a lot of sense to me. “THE COMPANY YOU KEEP” ANONYMOUS It Is Better To Be Alone, Than In The Wrong Ccompany Tell me who your best friends are, and I will tell you who you are. If you run with wolves, you will learn how to howl. But, if you associate with eagles, you will learn how to soar to great heights. “A mirror reflects a man’s face, but what he is really like is shown by the kind of friends he chooses.” The simple but true fact of life is that you become like those with whom you closely associate – for the good and the bad. The less you associate with some people, the more your life will improve. Any time you tolerate mediocrity in others, it increases your mediocrity. An important attribute in successful people is their impatience with negative thinking and negative acting people. As you grow, your associates will change. Some of your friends will not want you to go on. They will want you to stay where they

You've Been Tagged!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I love chocolate and believe it should be a major food group! 2. My favorite band is Fleetwood Mac 3. I truly believe that Mean people SUCK 4. My kids are MY LIFE and my greatest accomplishment 5. My favorite season of the year is fall 6. When I love someone, I love them deeply 7. Once I call you friend, I will be loyal and defend you to the bitter end...but if you lie to me, it will be like I never even knew you existed. 8. Did I mention I like chocolate???? oh yeah and steak & baked tater.. Mmmmmmm lol 9. I am CRaZyY!! (in a good way) 10. My worst (and at times, best) quality is STUBBORNESS!! I am tagging

Souless Night
he squirms and writhes in his bonds, the ropes tightening with every twist of resistance the cool air washes over his damp skin, chilling him to his very core the moon filters through the canopy of trees above and sprinkles light throughout almost romanticizing this morbid tale that unfolds before his bloodshot eyes fear subsides as exhaustion spreads through his weakening body the gouges in his chest seem to speak to him, taunting him with their heartbeat-like cadence his predator returns, leans over his prey, a satisfied smile spreading across his lips hands glide over this ravaged canvas, the artist admiring his work like a proud parent beauty is a relative concept, triggering emotions akin to an orgasmic high beauty this masterpiece is, though it lives and soon will cease a breeze winds through the trees, leaves dancing on their unseen stage the canvas slowly comes to rest, ragged breathing now but a whisper death slowly settles on its child , a somber melody that sooth

Age Old Question
A 5th grader asked her mother the age-old question, "How did I get here?" Her mother told her, "God sent you." "Did God send you, too?" asked the child. "Yes, Dear," the mother replied. "What about Grandma and Grandpa?" the child persisted. "He sent them also," the mother said. "Did he send their parents, too?" asked the child. "Yes, Dear, He did," said the mother patiently. "So you're telling me that there has been NO sex in this family for 200 years? No wonder everyone's so damn grouchy around here."

Only Now
only now how does your heart move? fast and furious or slow and steady. how does it move me. rhythm and rhyme against the backdrop of stolen moments. captured lives pretending cages don't confine. why do i try to be myself when. take the night and challenge its intent. swallow the darkness. lick it like ice cream melting down your wrist. sweet and sticky and so satisfying. mark your pages with footnotes about. as if they can give source. make sense of how. fill my life with something real. something i can truly believe. hold your breath and take your chance on this. in my heart there is no tomorrow. only now.

Harleys And Hearts?
Ahh yes...skins. Have some new ones, as does Tik. I ask that you RESPECT the fact that codes take literally hours and hours of work, not to mention the graphics. Removing someones name from a skin code, does not make it yours. Codes are like fingerprints...no two people have the same ones. We share freely. We ask that you leave the coder names in ANYONEs codes...not just ours. :) Without further adieu...the latest installments. Skins For Help Ripping Skins...Check out my Step By Step FuBar Support Blog http://fubar.com/blog/60737/567394 ************************************************** Car/What Dreams Are Made Of ************************************************ Achmed The Dead Terrorist/Transparent (you need to download Ghost Bayou font) ********************************************** Achmed II (still need the ghost bayou font) ********************************************** Piratess Skin ***********************************

A Soldier's Last Words
A Soldier's Last Words: Listen Up CBS, CNN, Cindy Sheehan, Al Franken by Louisa Centanni SGT. Edmund John Jeffer's last few words were some of the most touching, inspiring and most truthful words spoken since the tragedy of 9/11 - and since our nation went to war. SGT. Jeffers was a strong soldier and talented writer. He died in Iraq on September 19, 2007. He was a loving husband, brother and son. His service was more than this country could ever grasp - but the least you can do for the man who sacrificed his life for you ... is listen to what he had to say. Listen up and pay attention to all of the Cindy Sheehans and Al Frankens of the world. To MSNBC, CNN, and CBS. To all who call themselves Americans ... Hope Rides Alone.< /FONT> Hope Rides Alone By Eddie Jeffers I stare out into the darkness from my post, and I watch the city burn to the ground. I smell the familiar smells, I walk through the familiar rubble, and I look at the fri

Lifes Lessons.
This was written for another site, However, I have had several people tell me I should post it here as well, so:) enjoy!~Julz Well, its been awhile, since I felt this strong. I know I can survive. I know, that I can make it through, whatever life deals me. Things are looking up, its gonna be a long road, and i know there will still be days, when i cry myself to sleep. I know there will be "what if" days, however, I expect those days to become fewer, and farther in between, until this portion of my life becomes just another story. Just another chapter. 2007 was a year, of so many ups and downs. This year, was a country song, and well, i think, after all is said and done, that it should be a novel. I can't figure out how i have survived, to take a breath this very day. I should be dead. honestly, I should have probably killed myself. I was under a maddening pressure this year. I cried one to many days this year. I laughed to few. But, through it all, I learned. I

I'm Truely Laughign At This Drama
I guess in reality I start Controversy because im too damn honest for my own good..But this shit is getting funnier every single day.. So. i'll start with Febuary....... First i got in a big arguement about ""BLACK HISTORY MONTH" WHICH got me called racsit i simply said why isnt there a white histroy month..So now im racist for this one reason but u will surely get another here in a min. Second. I hate valentines day and my friend Lya well shes probably not my friend anymore lol she keeps going on and on and on about her boyfriends plans for valentines day...she knows im tired of hearing about Chris this chris that...it annoyed the shit out of me so i told her to shut the fuck up or never talk to me again she hasnt spoken to me since tht was like 7 hours ago lol Third..Febuary to me is a sad month because the 20th is Kurt cobain's brithday...people are all going off on me because i didnt live "in his time" fuckers i was 8 when he died not unborn. Next Subject. The Presiden

Ex-boyfriends
Just a ?, cuz mainly im bored out of my mind. But y do ex boyfriends still wanna control u when they dont have nothing to do with u? I had a good good friend lookin for me and he called my ex and asked 4 my number and he wouldnt let him have my number...and when i comfronted my ex about it..he said he didnt want me talkin to him ever again...that just pisses me off how they seem to not give crap bout us after we r over an when another guy wants to talk...its like thats the worst thing in the world and they say no us cant talk or see him at all....now i can understand this if we was still going out...but we aint....i just dont understand...mayb some 1 on here can help me figure this out.

Was A Good Trip
headed out from here on feb 6th and drove to the first rest area in SC. took a 9 hour nap. lil longer then expected but was ready for the last leg of the drive to tampa. got to tampa early afternoon on thursday checked into the hotel and then headed to east bay speedway for the world of outlaws super late model races... then friday mornin took pops over to st pete to see the salvador dali museum. such and awesome place. and if you don;t know who he is google it!!!! then went back to the racetrack for ofre dirt racing. got up early saturday mornin and headed down to ft. myers and had lunch with my aunt and uncle at parrot bay resturant and on the way out my aunt stopped at this pirate stand to get some infomation and the lady runnin it was more interested in me... she was like you look like a pirate. and were looking for some new pirates to go out on the gulf and do these mock raids.. i was like thanks and thats a cool offer but i'm just down here on vacation. then we headed across alli

For What Reason
why do ppl find it necessary to talk trash bout other ppl???? im jus curious maybe i was brought up right and u were i dont know... but certainly dont feel the need to put ppl down does it get you off or make you feel better about your self... cuz i know when i talk shit bout ppl i feel like an asshole for it... its pretty sad that im only 22 years old and im 10times more mature than ppl twice my age. fucking scummy losers.... :)

Scary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As most of you know, I saw a super hottie at a cell phone stand at the mall,but truth is,that's not the only thing that happened there. Ok,lets start from the beginning,president's day and my 15 and 11 yr old cute little neighbors and I decide to take a walk at the mall. None of the 3 of us drive so we get a ride on the way there and plan to call a cab on the way back. It was fun over all, but as I was outside looking for the cab we had booked, and the 2 yahoos ( hehe ) were still in the mall checking over the last windows before reaching me,when my breath caught!!!!!!!! :O:O:O:O I saw two guys driving by,right in front of the mall's main entrance and...well...the one in the passengers seat was holding a gun pointing upwards. I was soooooo terrorized that could not even run away,stupid me,...but stupidity and luck often go together since the two kept on driving north. I ran into the mall again,heck with the cab...and mobilitated security . Not an easy thing as it sounds since

Machine Head
I want to know How it feels When we die Can you take me under? Dream over Grieve no more And breathe one last time Now I lay thee down She watched me leave Me bleeding On the floor As she takes me under [Chorus] Godless mimicry White lights cemetery Flashes of the angel’s ivory wings Images so many broke dreams Of pain Terror Fear Crippling Follow the light into the tunnel Or will it end up in a black hole? Follow the light into the tunnel, Dead in its end What is love? What is murder? Within the eye of the beholder What have I done? I’ve gone and killed the only one I love How could I do this? I’m screaming at God Why do you curse me? Fuck it, load it, sever the day [Chorus] Now I lay thee down, Underground

Women
One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll d

Hahahahaa
Three women had a very late night drinking. They left in the early morning hours and went home their separate ways. The next day, they all met and compared notes about who was drunker the night before. The first girl claims that she was the drunkest, saying, “I drove straight home and walked into the house. As soon as I got through the door, I blew chunks.” The second said, “You think that was drunk? Hell, I got into my car and wrapped my car around the first tree I saw. I don’t even have insurance!” The third proclaimed, “Damn, I was the drunkest by far. When I got home, I got into a big fight with my husband, knocked a candle over, and burned the whole house down!” The room was silent for a moment. Then, the first girl spoke out again, “Listen girls, I don’t think you understand… Chunks is my dog.

Will Work For... Money
So I have this hole in my furnace chimney. Although the raccoons find it rather convenient, I'm not sure I dig it all that much. I had the chimney specialist here yesterday and he estimated $900 to line and cap the chimney but won't do it until may. This means I have 3 months to come up with the dough. I'm trying to think up a clever scheme... charge the raccoons admittance? Sell myself on the corner? Start selling drugs? Maybe I could offer the chimney guy fubucks, I could pay him tripple that way. Any ideas?

Stac-ology
About me: MOUTH-OLOGY Q. What is your salad dressing of choice? Creamy Caesar Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant? Subway Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? Land's End in Homer Q. On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant? 10%-20% Q.what food could you eat everyday for two weeks and not get sick of? Cheese Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice? Pineapple and cheese Q. What do you like to put on your toast? Jam TECHNOLOGY Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer? A pic I took of a mountain is on my PC, my laptop has a pic I took of the frozen inlet. Q. How many televisions are in your house? 3 BIOLOGY Q.are you righty or lefty? Righty Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body? My tonsils and wisdom teeth Q. What is the last heavy item you lifted? Ashlynn yesterday Q. Have you ever been knocked unconscious? Nope, had the wind knocked outta me, but that's about it. BULL[CRAP]O

On A Snowy Night
There is a storm on it's way here and so what better night to sit home, have a couple drinks, and talk with friends online :) So if anyone is bored and doing the same, I have an idea. I just answered an inquiry on my site about a certain ingredient and found that i rather enjoyed looking up the answer trying to help :) No, i'm not suggesting everyone gather around me and ask me questions lol I'm not that self indulgent, trust me lol But If there are any other foodies out there who maybe would like to discuss and swap ideas i'm totally down I have about 20 new posts on my site complete with pictures. :) Melodysedibles.com Simply leave a comment or questions and suggestions there and i'll get back to you right away! I should be on for at least the next hour or so Hope everyone is having a great night!!

I Dunno
I dunno So yeah today a friend, well I can't say friend, we talk from time to time but hardly hang out much, okay maybe an associate that's in the transitional phase has been asking me for a movie she wanted to borrow so she texts me today (Sunday) asking for it so I text her back and say when does she want it. She explains to me that she's over her aunt's house and that I could drop it off there, and hang out there since I was off today. I'm kind of like to myself hmmm..."hang out at your aunt's house???". Earlier that week she explained to me that since her aunt died they have a gathering every Sunday. So I text her back like, "I bet there is a ton of people down there huh?" So then she calls me and says,"No there isn't alot of people down here, it's just me, my sister, my other sister and her boyfriend her other sister, her aunt, her dad and her mom. I'm like wow sounds like a good bit of people to me, I was like yeah...I think I'll pass, she was like, "Why are you scared, cause

I Wanna Know
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word.... 8. What was your first impression of me? 9. Do you still think that way about me? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be?' 12. How well do you know me? 13. Were's the last time you saw me? 14. ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

Billy Holiday, Strange Fruit
Billy Holiday, Strange Fruit Rare Live Footage of one of the firtst anti rascism songs ever. Southern trees bear strange fruit, Blood on the leaves and blood at the root, Black bodies swinging in the southern breeze, Strange fruit hanging from the poplar trees. Pastoral scene of the gallant south, The bulging eyes and the twisted mouth, Scent of magnolias, sweet and fresh, Then the sudden smell of burning flesh. Here is fruit for the crows to pluck, For the rain to gather, for the wind to suck, For the sun to rot, for the trees to drop, Here is a strange and bitter crop.

New Spankers Lounge ..come On In
Stop on in and check out the Spankers lounge great tunes and live DJ who is also part of the best Bombing family on the Fu ,The Spankers. Gemini is live Sun 7-9pm....Wed 9-11pm....Thurs 8-11pm (all EST) and when there is no live DJ we have music playing all the time.. She is also live in the Hocking Radio Lounge just click either one of these links and enjoy a good Spanking and great time !!!! here is the Spankers Link 'The Spankers Lounge And here is the Hocking radio Lounge link HockingRadio Lounge

I Am Not Ignoring U
Ok heres the deal---for some odd reason my computer and Fubar hasnt been getting along very well for the last several days--- IF U HAVE RATED ME OR SENT A PROFILE COMMENT AND I HAVENT REPLY TO U ---IM NOT IGNORING U --ITS NOT LETTING ME RETURN THE FAVOR AT TIMES--BUT I WILL EVENTUALLY GET BACK WITH U -- I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS HERE AND WOULD NEVER IGNORE ANYONE

I Kissed You In A Dream
I Kissed You In A Dream. As night came to my life, I lay down in my bed. I close my eyes so tight, On my pillow I lay my head. I dream of sweeter things, Of a life I wish to be. A girl with hair so bright, And a love that`s meant to be. We walked the beach alone, Moonlight danced off her hair. And all the love I`ve never known, Was shared with me right there. And just before I woke, You looked into my eyes. You kissed my lips and held my hand, And it all just felt so right. The morning finally finds me, Awake and wondering where, I can find you now and I wonder how, And do you really care. My arms are empty now, And silly as it may seem, The love my life`s been missing, Was found there in my dream. JOCKO 12/31/07

Hey
MY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY IS THE 28 I AM HOPING MY FREINDS CAN GET ME LEVELED BY THEN.......IT WILL BE GREAT TO FINALLY LEVEL ......I WILL HELP OUT WHEN NEEDED.....I AM BEGGING FOR HELP HERE ......ALL MY LOVE XOXOXOXO

The Race For Sanity
I am on the frayed ends of sanity, As I sit here looking in the mirror of my vanity. My reflection is like a glassey disturbance, My surroundings like those of a barbed-wire fence. I can't tell the difference between a dream and reality, It scares me to think that my soul is pure brutality. As I stare out of these windows that keep me prisoner here, I've grown fond of the spirits that draw me near. The faces of death on my window shade, take a distance with fear and begin to fade. It's all in your head says the shrink of this ward, But without my imagination I think I'd be bored! Because my sanity acts as gravity of the mind, And without this there would be no time. There would be no memories of the past, Darkness would become an overwhelming mass. A vast feeling of self distruction would over-take my soul, And the pearly gates would open so I'd be free to go. But I wake up the next morning in this same damned place, Chasing my sanity in this life-long race!