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Shinedown
SHINEDOWN LYRICS "I Dare You" Hello, let me introduce you to The characters in the show One says yes, one says no Decide - which voice in your head you can keep alive Even in madness, I know you still believe Paint me on canvas so I become What you could never be I dare you to tell me to walk through fire Wear my soul and call me a liar I dare you to tell me to walk through fire I dare you to tell me I dare you to Hello, are you still chasing The memories in shadows Some stay young, some grow old Come alive, there are thoughts unclear You can never hide Even in madness, I know you still believe Paint me on canvas so I become What you could never be I dare you to tell me to walk through fire Wear my soul and call me a liar I dare you to tell me to walk through fire I dare you to tell me I dare you to Hello Hello... I dare you to tell me to walk through fire Wear my soul and call me a liar I dare you to tell me to walk through fire I dare y

Grr Arrg
it seems like i lost a lot of friends on here due to all the bs with ville and all.... and i just dont think its right that i pay the price for them lying to everyone, because i was lied to also, more so than anyone else on here.... but if everyone wants to stop talking to me because of stupid bullshyt than fine... it just shows who my true friends really were... it hurts to know that people can turn their backs so quickly on you for something that wasnt even your fault.. carrievamp

Love
Love is the most painful emotion anyone can ever feel. It can be amazing while being very dissapointing. I made up my screen name, because I've recently experienced its rath. Love is pain because every good memory makes the loss harder and every bad event or word hurt so much more. It is jealousy because whenever you aren't in love all you see are people who are and when you are in love those who aren't secretly despies you. Most of all it is absolute bliss because every word, thought, emotion, event, memory, and seemingly unoticed every day act is hightened with intesity. Love can get a person through anything if it is strong enough. Hence the name: Love is Pain, Jealousy, and Absolute Bliss. They say, "If you love someone let them go and if they return to you it is ment to be." I can't say that this is a true statment or false but I can say that I hope it to be true. They also say that, "It is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all." I couldn't begin to a

Another Fucking Friday
Well today sucked, PT took fucking for ever and didn't get over untill fucking 8:30, and I had an appointment at 9:00 so I hat to haul ass there right after, I show up and then they tell me that I need a copy of my orders. The first I hear of this bullshit. Now I have to fly home, tear my apartment apart looking for a copy of my fucking orders,fly back and get back to the appointment. now it's 10:00 as I walk out of the fucking office and I'm starving since I haven't had time to eat anything. So I decide to hit burgerking on my way back to work. Just as Ibite into my burger I hear some one say "Hey!" I turn around to find my section cheif standing there. That motherfucker goes on to tell me that he needs some information from me from some papers I have at home. Fuck so I had to fly home again! then I finaly show up at work at 11:30 just in time for us to go to lunch. Now it's 1500 time to go but our section cheif is nowhere in sight, so well the rest of the battery gets to leav

Pfp: Ashes
Ashes Lost in your sparkling eyes i easily find a beauty that shines so bright it's seen by the blind the purity and softness in your skin the song of your voice calms me more than I've ever been when i see you your raven hair flowing i can't deny what inside is growing with the thought of your soft eyes i could never tell you any kind of lies but since i deny what i really want to say i must ask does this confession matter anyway?

Who I Am
THE NAMEZ BRIBEZ" A YOUNG SUCCESSFUL MEXICAN DOING THE DAM THING WERE DO I START IM 26YRS OLD AND COUNTING, BUT I ACOMPLISH A LOT OF MY GOAL SO FAR WITH OUT FUCKING UP OR ENDING UP IN JAIL, PEACE OUT TO MY FELLAS IN THE BIG HOUSE, IVE BOUGHT A HOUSE, SOME FLASHY ASS RIDES THAT GOTTING ME LAID MOST OF THE TIME !!!!! EVER SINCE IVE GOT MY LICENCE, SO IVE LOST COUNT, BESIDE THAT I AM A TOM LYKIS STUDENT HELL YEA LYKIS 101 GOTTEN ME MORE ASS THAN A TIOLET SEAT I ALSO KNOW WHAT A STRUGGLE IS SO I WORK MY ASS OFF TO HAVE WHAT I GOT, BESISDE I JUST BEEN WORKING ON OUR THIRD ALBUM WHICH SHOULD BE OUT THIS YEAR, LOOK OUT FOR "BY THE MANTLE" ASK YOUR SELF WHAT IS THE "MANTLE" WELL SINCE WERE "BY THE MANTLE", SINCE WERE AN "UNDERGROUND GROUP" THE MANTLE IS THE CENTER OF THE EARTH SO WERE SO UNDERGROUND THATS WERE YOU CAN FIND US!!!!!!!!!! SO I ASK MY SELF WHAT DO I LOOK FOR IN A GIRL, A COCK IN THE KITCHEN , A LADY IN PUBLIC, AND A HOR IN BED!!!! I WANT TO LIVE LUXUARY WITH SOME ONE,

My Nose
I wanna get a small stud in my nose - but I'm having mixed feelings on it I was told I have too much of a classy, refined, sophisticated beauty of my face and shouldn't mess it up with a small stud. Feelings?

And The Wait Continues......
Went to my dr appt yesterday and found out that my hormone levels are dropping like they should be. Thurs they said my level was at 3444 and yesterday they said it was at 1604. It dropped by over half in 5 days. It looks like so long as my body keeps taking care of itself like this...the wait may be over before too long. If my body doesnt continue to drop in hormone levels like it has been down to zero...there is a medicine that I can use that will make it happen for me. I am starting to get desperate to get this over and done with and get this baby out of my body so that I can start to heal again.

California Girls
Well I ain't never had a problem with California There's a lot of good women, Sacramento to Corona But them Hollywood types, after a while wear on ya Strutin' around in their size zeros, Skinny little girls no meat on thier bones Never even heard of George Jones CHORUS Ain't you glad we ain't no California girls Ain't you glad there's still a few of us left, who know how to rock your world Ain't afraid to eat fried chicken and dirty dance to Merle Ain't you glad we ain't no California girls There ain't nothing wrong with plastic surgery Well, Dolly Parton never looked so good to me Everybody oughta be exactly who they want to be But that Paris Hilton gets under my skin With her big fake smile and her painted on skin Never had a chance at a real man CHORUSx2

Party Like A Fucking Rockstar! (part 1)
(I had to split this blog up into two parts, telling the stories of two seperate crazy nights I've had this past week. This is story number one.) Yes yes, my life has been pretty damned crazy this past week. Saturday night me and my friends went to Lafayette. We went bar hoppin' on the strip and Jefferson Street and got really really drunk. We were supposed to go see the Atone Pain Tribe at Club Sin, but we found out they cancelled. So we had a few drinks there and decided to go to a strip club on Evangeline Thrwy called Desperado's. It was my first time at a strip club and let's just say I was a wee bit surprised by what I saw when I first opened the door. We sat down by the stage and ordered some drinks. I was shocked to find out that it costs $6.25 for a bottle of Corona there. Not a place you want to go to when you're sober and looking to get drunk, that's for damn sure! The girls were beautiful for the most part. They were real nice and they thought it was funny that I was

Year Of The Pig
Element: Water Heading: North-North-East Color: Dark Blue Yin/Yang: more Yin Chinese Name: ZHU Meaning: Honesty Sign Order: Twelfth Season: Autumn Favorable Month: November Counterpart: Scorpio Friend: Rabbit, Goat Foe: Snake Positives: Sincere, Gregarious, Diligent, Generous, Obliging, Unpretentious Negatives: Naive, Materialistic, Superficial, Pigheaded, Gullible, Lazy Famous Pigs: Arnold Schwarzenegger, Maria Callas, Fred Astair, Julie Andrews, Woody Allen, Lucille Ball, Bogart PIG BABY: The Pig is delightfully patient as a baby. While all the other harassed parents are frantically rushing around trying to get everything done in time because otherwise baby will throw a tantrum, the Pig baby will sit there happily gurgling away until you are ready. Pig babies are also wonderfully friendly and generous by nature. Even as infants they will try and make sure that whatever they have is shared with those closest to them. At times the Pig can opt for the easy life,

I Was Little Offended But Its All In Fun....
CLASSES FOR MEN AT THE LEARNING CENTER FOR ADULTS REGISTRATION MUST BE COMPLETED BY DECEMBER 31, 2006. NOTE: DUE TO THE COMPLEXITY AND DIFFICULTY LEVEL OF THEIR CONTENTS, CLASS SIZES WILL BE LIMITED TO 8 PARTICIPANTS MAXIMUM. Class 1 How To Fill Up The Ice Cube Trays --- Step by Step, with Slide Presentation. Meets 4 weeks, Monday and Wednesday for 2 hours beginning at 7:00 PM. Class 2 The Toilet Paper Roll --- Does It Change Itself? Round Table Discussion. Meets 2 weeks, Saturday 12:00 for 2 hours. Class 3 Is It Possible To Urinate Using The Technique Of Lifting The Seat and Avoiding The Floor, Walls and Nearby Bathtub? --- Group Practice. Meets 4 weeks, Saturday 10:00 PM for 2 hours. Class 4 Fundamental Differences Between The Laundry Hamper and The Floor --- Pictures and Explanatory Graphics. Meets Saturdays at 2:00 PM for 3 weeks. Class 5 After Dinner Dishes --- Can They Levitate and Fly Into The Kitchen Sink? Examples on Video. Meets 4 week

Leaving Lc
this past week has really shown me what i*m made of. i am in no respect, a strong person. i may look it physically, but emotionally i am.. so weak. i*ve been hurt alot this week and actually for the past little while, and it*s all just come crashing down on me lately and i can*t take it anymore. everytime i get on LC and i see who*s online and i see the few people that i love and i talk to alot... and i see the huge amount of people who have hurt me.. it*s just too much and all those feelings come rushing back. and it*s sinking me in deeper and deeper and for myself and my health, i just can*t take it anymore. i dunno what to say...other than i*ve been pretending for too long. i*ve been faking happy so much that i actually believed it myself.. and then something huge happens.. nobody cares, and i*m still stuck here pretending.. because if i pretend all is good, then somehow it actually is. but i*m done with that now. i need to take an extremely long break from all thebullshit th

Lc On My Last Nerve
ok how gay is it to post a blog then u cant even read it even tho u added this person to ya list and all that bs man im about ready to leave this joint really starting to get on my last nerve enough said so laters peace out if ya want to speak to me yahoo eat_the_crayonz or myspace happybananaz cuz im out of here for a while since like zero people will even read this so peace out!

Loves Sweet Song
I imagine Frost to walk my October meadow's path, that one less traveled, to stop and sigh in crystal inspiration dreaming impossible petals of feather from distant prisms of wonder splitting light to fingers striking words to color in simple gift, and bare a smile. I imagine you were there, a flower shy as wind subsiding, current to wave in hair and skin to tingle, embarrassed by the rush of truth, reading from encounter's accidental script to speak as eyes in will to dictate. I imagine two to walk in hands to hold, where word is laugher in giggle to express without expectation's waste, as song to write, for lyrics have ways of rolling in rhyme like tide to sand in acclamation of wave, jubilation feeling surge when time is right to fly together, tenor and soprano in harmonic dance, as bass and trebble spill to soul in gathered note. The way of love is step in patience, not to rush

2 Am
Well, it's 2 AM and I'm smoking cigarettes and drinking coffee... another sleepless night. The air in my attic room is chilly, but I'm warmed by thoughts of my unexpected crush. I think about him. I see his face often and I turn my thoughts over and around in my mind. Would his touch thrill me as much as my fantasy does? His kiss...oh I'm craving his lips. Would he do those things I've longed for? He is already my treasured friend; could he be my lover too? Beyond sex...could he be the one I've needed my whole life? Only time will tell, and my life is so full of time. I will wait.

Anthrosphere
"Man and his direct ancestors (hominids) have graced the planet for only about three million years. For almost all of this period the human population totaled less than 5 to 10 million individuals. Homo sapiens have increased their numbers exponentially from 1650 to present rising to the current population of 5.5 billion. If this growth continued unabated, the human population would reach 8 billion in the year 2000, 14 billion in the year 2010, 60 billion in the year 2020, and infinity by the year 2023. Of course, unlimited growth in an environment of finite resources is impossible because growth will eventually deplete the available resources and the population will collapse. Indeed one of the kindest things that the human species could do for planet Earth is to control the rate of growth of the anthrosphere." -work cited cheaply: http://www.geology.ufl.edu/Anthrosphere.html Song Code form /www.hoyod.net/">MySpace Codes

6 Things
1. Anything that happens I have an ICP or Twiztid song to go with it. Someone will say fuck that and I bust out fuck that bitch suck that I was born with a wang but I never had a nutsack. My friends really yell at me for it. 2. I sing and dance while I clean my kids even think I am a dork. 3. I call a drink pop instead of soda. 4. We get in holloween makeup just to go to the bar. 5. I carry my pillow all around the house and play with the pillow case. 6. Your mom MUAH

An Update On My Boy
Well we have been to the doctor so i thought I would update all my friends on my boy,Dakota!! THANK GOODNESS it is not a fracture!! No cast, which is what we wanted to hear. However he does have to be on crutches for a couple weeks. The told him he needs to wear an Aircast on his ankle and walk with his crutches. He can gradually start to put weight back on his foot in a couple weeks. Ok here is where the drama of this ordeal comes in. The doctor's office wouldnt give us the Aircast. I was told that i could pick it up at any medical supply store. Ok so off we go!!! We went to 3 frigin stores and NO ONE had the damn thing!!!! They would all have to order it and the fastest it could be here is tomorrow morning after 9am...WTF!!! ANd to top it all off they are saying that my insurance may not pay for it...That dang thing is over 50 bucks..Price is not really an issue when it comes to my kids though..I will go out of my way for them anyday!!! Ok enough ranting...I hope eve

About Me
Well I figured I have posted enough jokes and goofy little things to get me by for atleast a week. So my husband left on Sunday for training. He will be back on Saturday. Saddly with this training that means he will be getting deployed again, only for real going over to Iraq. So for the last three days I have been sitting at home with my 2 year old. Watching Pearl Harbor and playing on LC everyday trying to keep myself distracted from how empty this house seems when your the only one in it. Well, atleast the only one awake. Gabrielle and I sit around all day everyday bored out our minds trying to find new ways to keep entertained. I went on a huge cleaning spree to pass time after Gabrielle goes to bed. The house didnt look this clean when it was empty. Something else interesting. My husband called lastnight and said that he knows someone that might be interested in trading bases with us. So that means we got from North Dakota to Hawaii, not isnt that a change for me. I have nev

Dear God
Dear God: Why didn't you save the school children at... Moses Lake, Washington 2/2/96 Bethel, Alaska2/19/97 Pearl, Mississippi10/1/97 West Paducah, Kentucky12/1/97 Stamp, Arkansas12/15/97 Jonesboro, Arkansas3/24/98 Edinboro, Pennsylvania4/24/98 Fayetteville, Tennessee5/19/98 Springfield, Oregon5/21/98 Richmond, Virginia6/15/98 Littleton, Colorado4/20/99 Taber, Alberta, Canada5/28/99 Conyers, Georgia5/20/99 Deming, New Mexico11/19/99 Fort Gibson, Oklahoma12/6/99 Santee, California3/ 5/01 and El Cajon, California3/22/01? Sincerely, Concerned Student ----------------------------------------------------- Reply: Dear Concerned Student: I am not allowed in schools. Sincerely, God

My Bio
Hey Bois my name is April.I can never really see myself with the same man for the rest of my life. I am every married womans nightmare; if I lay eyes on your man he will be mine. Here in the south many people call me trailer trash and that is fine it is only a name. They are just jealous cause their hubbys aint leaving $100 bills on the night stands before they leave.So to all you married men who want to come and shake up my trailer give me a call and lets get to shakin...Nasty Past Times Nite Flirts Phone Encounters Click on the picture above to view my listings!

New Preist
The new priest is nervous about hearing confessions, so he asks the older priest to sit in on his sessions. The new priest hears a couple of confessions, then the old priest asks him to step out of the confessional for a few suggestions. The old priest suggests, "Cross your arms over your chest, and rub your chin with one hand.... and try saying things like "yes, I see," and "yes, go on," and "I understand." The new priest crosses his arms, rubs his chin withone hand and repeats all the suggested remarks to theold priest. The old priest says, "Now, don't you think that's a little better than slapping your knee and saying, "No shit...what happened next?

Common Disorders And Astropsychology
Common Disorders and Astropsychology Psychosis/Schizophrenia: This mental disorder usually depicts a reclusive, socially awkward, indisposed character with poor or inappropriate feelings and an inability to perform or function well in our society. The inward world of hallucinations is too much for the subject, who falls victim to these make-believe, destructive and grandiose thought processes. This type of hallucinatory person, over a period of time, will need assistance, will become dependent on other family members, and will require supervision. Neptune (confusion), the planet of deception, plays an important part in all mental disorders, and when badly aspected by Pluto (destruction) or Mercury (mental processes), the worst is to be expected. Hard aspects by disturbing planets like Uranus, Pluto, Neptune, or Mars to the Dragon's Tail (past lives) are also a strong possibility to induce mental disorders. In many cases, the amount of past-life residue is much too strong to

My Yummy Pics
Okay here it goes! To see "the YUMMY PICS" You have to be part of my LOST/TAP CHERRY FAMILY To become part of my LOST/TAP CHERRY family You have to talk to me for more than 2.5 seconds You have to rate and comment on my pictures. I do the the same for you. Because I actually want to get to know YOU! Because I am actually on here to make friends. I am not just a CAMERA WHORE!!! The yummy pics are up there because YES I AM AN EXHIBITIONIST!! I think it is fun. BUT, that does not mean I want all you pervs looking at me! I am VERY particular about WHO I let see them..PERIOD!! If you are RUDE to me...you are NOT going to see them..:) So sorry..;P~ Like you thought you would? You also need to have a face picture of you. Preferably MORE THAN ONE!! If you just have the "I was here" with the cartoon. Don't even ask. It isn't going to happen. OH and if you just have a shot of your privates. Ain't gonna happen either!!! Smiles are MUCH more attractive to m

Lc Is Crack
dear Baby J: creator of myspace, judge of happiness, jury of complacement, executioner of hopes and dreams..... you have created a monster. worse than Frankenstein. worse than gremlins. worse than joan rivers. this whole lost cherry creation has gotten out of hand. you just posted a little message saying that this site is not shutting down, which i found to be very unfortunate. i would find nothing better for my sanity to come online one day to find that this website has been shut down, forever being lost in the bowels of internet obscurity. in principle and on paper, the idea for this site is brilliant for getting your product to the masses, such as music and other forms of entertainment. to be easily seen by millions of people day after day is a marketing dream. but that is where the fun ends. thanks to your website I have now entered a realm into which I never wanted to travel. a place closely resembling dante's trip to the 7th circle of hell. thanks to you I have had the delectab

Maxine's Living Will
Maxine's Living Will I, __________________________, being of sound mind and body, do not wish to be kept alive indefinitely by artificial means. Under no circumstances should my fate be put in the hands of pinhead politicians who couldn't pass ninth-grade biology if their lives depended on it, or lawyers/doctors interested in simply running up the bills. If a reasonable amount of time passes and I fail to ask for at least one of the following: ______ Glass of wine ______ Margarita ______ Martini ______ Cold Beer ______ Chicken fried steak and cream gravy ______ Mexican food ______ French fries ______ Pizza ______ Bowl of ice cream ______ Cup of tea ______ Chocolate ______ Sex, it should be presumed that I'd rather be dead. When such a determination is reached, I hereby instruct my appointed person and attending physicians to pull the plug, reel in the tubes and call it a day.

Random Information
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:Leslie Tenille Y.Birthday:Dec 13Birthplace:Lexington, KYCurrent Location:Morehead Eye Color:Blue-GrayHair Color:Blondish-Brownish with a lil reddish Height:5'4Right Handed or Left Handed:RightYour Heritage:Breathitt CountianThe Shoes You Wore Today:Nike Flip FlopsYour Weakness:being tickled, dimples, cute smilesYour Fears:heights, roaches (nasty vile creatures), turning left lolYour Perfect Pizza:pasquales thick crust with mushrooms and extra sauceGoal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:become healthy, give up caffeine (hey it could happen)Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:lol, lma

The 6th ~ No Sleep
Have you ever wandered what life would be like if we didnt have to sleep? If we didnt sleep just think of how good our technology would be, how much more time we would have, and how much more fun we could have. Now dont get me wrong i love to sleep but some nights like to night i just cant calm down so i cant sleep. Have you ever wandered why when you have some thing of signifigant value like a gold wach money,a girlfriend, or a boyfrined that you dont ever relise how much there worth untill they leave or you lose the watch? Im being real, Nobody Really know how good they got it. I mean a the first couple times or the first couple weeks are so easy beacuse your showin off and you think everyone is jelious because you thinkits goin to work out jst fine, but of course we all know that unless its love it detiorates into nothing after a while and your eyes start looking at different things Have you ever wandered what were here for, or what the future may hold? Has any one whos r

Quotes From Will Rogers
Will Rogers, who died in a plane crash with Wylie Post in 1935, was probably the greatest political sage this country has ever known. Enjoy the following quotes: Never slap a man who's chewing tobacco. Never kick a cow chip on a hot day. There are two theories to arguing with a woman... neither works. Never miss a good chance to shut up. Always drink upstream from the herd. If you find yourself in a hole, stop digging. The quickest way to double your money is to fold it and put it back in your pocket. There are three kinds of men: ones that learn by reading, few who learn by observation, and the rest of them have to pee on the electric fence and find out for themselves. Good judgment comes from experience, and a lot of that comes from bad judgment. If you're riding ahead of the herd, take a look back every now and then to make sure it's still there. Lettin' the cat outta' the bag

~a Man I Never Knew~
He's a man I thought I knew But I didn't He's a man I thought would never turn on me But he did He's a man who said he would always be here for me But he isn't He's a man I thought would be a good father But he wasn't He's a man I never knew.

Walk Away
Standing all alone With nowhere to go Left stranded Once again branded I won't let you in me Just leave and let me be Stop with the hurting and pain Stop the tears from falling like rain One day my sun will shine And I know that I will be fine I won't let you take me for another ride All you ever did was lie Just turn around Without making a sound Just please walk away I don't want you to stay You drained all of my hope I am at the end of my rope I don't need you here You are my worst fear Please don't look back It's time for you to pack Your image fades from my mind There are no more ties that blind I thought blood was thicker than water But you decided you would faulter I have nothing left to say Except just please walk away

Lol
I think this is pretty funny...I have reached my daily limit for friend requests! i woke up bored and started adding people...I wish I knew what the limit was to see how bored I was! Anyways, let me know if this has ever happened to you before?

What
what do u do to get over a divorce iv been divorceda little over a year and still havent goten over mine im still in love with her and dont understand why and for the most part im not sure why im still heari have two beautiful kids and i think that may be the reason i am hear if it werent for them i would have ended it all without a question but i think those two are why im hear but the pain gets to be too much to bear at times can anybody help without saying time is the only way

Bbw Contest Open
OK Y'ALL THE BBW CONTEST IS OPEN. THE WINNER WILL BE DETERMINED BY THE NUMBER OF COMMENTS. PLEASE VOTE FOR YOUR FAVORITE BWW. poolKitten and BabyHuey@ CherryTAP WINNER WILL RECIEVE A DIAMOND RING, A DOZEN ROSES AND IM WILL TRY TO GET A TAG DONE. GOOD LUCK EVERYONE...

! Monkeys
HEy. I've been on this 'tap thing.. for like 2 days. I have like 30 friends already. That's freakin awesome. I just wanted ot thank all of my newfound friends . YOu guys rock. I don;t know any of you.. but yer all damn sexy. thanks again!

Why I Kill
There's always all sorts of sordid details involving those of us in the military. It's funny what you hear when you ask someone to describe a person in the military. They basically describe me, but who didn't see that coming? My mom knew I was destined the day I started watching G.I Joe. The fact is, the military has a much wider range. I see girls as small as 5'2 making their way and serving their time. They look so small it seems like you could pick them up and punt them. We come from everywhere. We come from all backgrounds. We are the largest and most diverse group of Americans you can imagine, but we are brought together by the fact that we are Americans. In a nutshell, that means we will kick your ass if you push the wrong button. The news can report whatever they want. I've been out there and I've seen why we're there and what we need to do. I myself have posted articles and facts that Hilary Clinton was forced to personally address in order to try and keep from e

Please Read Carefully>>>
DRUG RECALL!! (not a joke) - Important!!! DRUG RECALL INFORMATION All drugs containing PHENYLPROPANOLAMINE are being recalled. You may want to try calling the 800 number listed on most drug boxes and inquire about a REFUND Please read this CAREFULLY. Also, please pass this on to everyone you know. STOP TAKING anything containing this ingredient. It has been linked to increased hemorrhagic stroke (bleeding in brain) among women ages 18-49 in the ! three days after starting use of medication. Problems were not found in men, but the FDA recommended that everyone (even children) seek alternative medicine. The following medications contain Phenylpropanolamine: Acutrim Diet Gum Appetite Suppressant Acutrim Plus Dietary Supplements Acutrim Maximum Strength Appetite Control Alka- Seltzer Plus Children's Cold Medicine Effervescent Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold medicine (cherry or or ange) Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold Medicine Original Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold & Cough Medicine E

Dear Friends Are Always Close
“Side by side or miles apart, dear friends are always close to the heart.” "Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It's not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything." "Friendship: a building contract you sign with laughter and break with tears." If I'm in heaven and your not there, I'd carve your name in golden chairs, for all the angels there to see, that I love you and you love me. If your not there on judgement day, I'll know you've gone the other way, so just to prove our love is true, I'd go to hell to be with you.

Epilogue
Epilogue Dan and Jennifer both graduated with honors, and both received full scholarships to continue their studies at a well-known college in southern California. Jennifer has become a bit of a force in the field of architecture, and is currently awaiting word on her bid to design the new fellatio museum in Paris. Dan just recently opened his third web-site selling European kitchen gadgets and hard-to-find bukake videos. He hopes to take his company public in the next few months and use the money to support Jennifer's habit of buying expensive lingerie and heels. He will do whatever it takes to support her habit. Shannon and Randy broke off their relationship after she discovered that he'd quit his fairly high paying position at a software development firm in order to devote his full time to writing erotic stories for the Web. Since the break-up, no one has seen or heard from him. Shannon is doing quite well as a freelance interior designer and part-time model for Frederick's

Skull And Bones Part 3 The Member List
ok I wanted to list the members here but blogs are limited to 50,000 characters. So in order to list it I would have to spend hours editing and post it in like 4 seperate blogs.....or i could just give you the website address here it is: http://home.comcast.net/~plutarch/skullbones.html again i am sorry that i couldn't of just provided the info here.

Reply To Rudi
My hunni wrote this....... Take my hand my sunshine, I wish to help you along. Just knowing there are two of us can help to make you strong. I know life seems unfair and sometimes gets you down, but know that I am here for you I will always be around. So set a day aside and together we will walk down all your troubled pathways,for it helps sometimes to talk. If you should need some time to do this on your own, then I will be here waiting since you wish to be alone. I guess I want to say that I hold our Love dear. And if you ever need me just reach out,cause I am here. In Love Rudi ======================================= My reply: I will take your hand for I have already taken your heart. I am begining to understand the strength of two. Life does seems unfair at this moment for me, yet I know life will only begin when I go to Germany. At that time there will be two of us to walk, you will understand my troubled paths so much more at that time. I too hold our love dear

Consulting Heart And Mind
Making Choices From A Place Of Balance Each of the myriad decisions we make every day has the potential to have a deep impact on our lives. Some choices touch us to our very cores, awakening poignant feelings within us. Others seem at first to be simple but prove to be confusingly complex. We make the best decisions when we approach the decision-making process from a balanced emotional and intellectual foundation. When we have achieved equilibrium in our hearts and in our minds, we can clearly see both sides of an issue or alternative. Likewise, we can accept compromise as a natural fact of life. Instead of relying solely on our feelings or our rationality, we utilize both in equal measure, empowering ourselves to come to a life-affirming and balanced conclusion. Balance within and balance without go hand in hand. When you are called upon to choose between two or more options, whether they are attractive or distasteful, you should understand all you can about the choice ahead of

Caramel
Well you can say I’m plain Jane But it ‘s not the same, I ain’t into Big names, but I lke nice things I like boxin’ matches and the football games I wouldn’t mind bein’ an actress But I love to sing I like going out, taken walks ‘n’ stuff I don’t run with many girls cause they talk too much I enjoy quiet nights at home and Curl up next to ya-though I ain’t A virgin that don’t mean I’m havin’ sex wit ya Cause anywhere I go I’m spotted And anything I want I got it 5”5 with brown eyes, smile like the sun rise. REPEAT Baby look me in the eyes And tell me if I’m the kind f girl ya lke I’m feeling you Cause baby you’re my kind of guy That’s what it is Think about it you just might Wanna run with this All night long And if ya want me we can keep this goin’ But let me tell you I’m the type that’s strong And I don’t trust a lot of men I’m independent I ain’t like some other women Cause anywhere I go I’m spotted And anything I do I want I got it 5”

Ignorance!!!!
Wicca: Intoxicated By Christian Blood! Update: MP3 Audio Advice for Hunting Wiccans! Click Here Freehold, Iowa - In an act that can only be described as pure evil, a rabid young Wiccan girl wearing a black cape burst into the Landover Baptist 11 a.m. Sunday morning church service and flung the bloody carcass of a headless black cat across 297 pews. Pastor Deacon Fred ducked just in time as the abomination splashed into the baptismal pool, spattering chunks of animal flesh and water over the white robes of a horrified Christian Seniors Choir visiting from Des Moines. Pushing a frenzied crowd of screaming parishioners aside, Church ushers acted quickly and detained the Devil's harlot for questioning in the sanctuary basement before taking her to the furnace room. The following Tuesday, at a meeting of concerned Deacons, Pastor Deacon Fred explained, “Wicca, is just a fancy word that insecure unsaved teenagers who hate their parents use to describe their little club.” Landover

The Good Die Young
i hear from people on here and on yahoo about people they know getting killed in iraq.people that are really younger then me. i wish i knew what to tell them. i wish at times i could take their places so they will be home with friends and family. sad thing is, there is only one of me, so i cant take their places. i get asked why i keep voluntering to go over. the answer is i like being useful. im not afraid of dying. if i wasnt ready for death or afraid of it, i wouldnt volunteer, i wouldnt be in the army. i get to help train people to go over there, train them on the job i did there. i doubt they will let me train them like i wanna do it, makin it as real as possible at the same time being safe. god i need to stop thinking so much. not only am i boring the shit out of you, i will probably depress a few of u that have lost people over there.

So...
Mike's at work :(. I hate him working graveyards. It's not snowing out, but it's damn cold. He won't be home til 5am and I hate sleeping alone. Cadence and Nevan both crawled into bed with me last time. I'll bet all three of them will be in there tonight since D's not feeling so hot. They have a hard time when Daddy's gone, too. Okay, well, that was more of a sob story than anything. Sorry! LOL At least he's not deployed, just gone for the night. I should count my blessings.

Bulletins
IM SO SICK OF SEEING NOTHING BUT CONTEST THIS AND CONTEST THAT IN THE BULLETIN BOARDS.HAVE YOU NOTHING BETTTER TO DO WITH YOUR LIFE THAN BEG SOMEONE TO VOTE FOR YOU.IS YOUR LIFE SO DEAD THAT YOU HAVE TO GET POPULARITY BY BEGGING SOMEONE TO BE YOUR FRIEND,THEN KICKIN THEM OUT OF YOUR FRIENDS LIST IF THEY DONT VOTE FOR YOU?AND I AM SICK OF THE HE SAID SHE SAID BULLSHIT IN THE BULLETINS.AND IM SICK OF THE HE IS SHE IS FAKE BULLETINS.THIS IS THE FUCKIN INTERNET PEOPLE.ARE EVERYONE OF YOU COMPLETELY HONEST ABOUT EVERYTHING IN YOUR LIFE? IF NOT,DONT THAT MAKE YOU A FAKE AS WELL? HOW MANY OF YOU ARE MARRIED,YET PRETEND AS THOUGH YOU ARE NOT? HOW MANY OF YOU SAY YOU ARE 21 BUT ARE REALLY 41? HOW MANY OF YOU HAVE A GALLERY FULL OF PIX YET NOT ONE PIC OF YOURSELF? DOESNT THAT MEAN YOU ARE FAKE? THE WORD FAKE CAN MEAN ALOT OF DIFFERENT THINGS.I LIGHTEN MY HAIR COLOR,DOES THAT MAKE ME A FAKE? YOU WEAR MAKEUP,ARE YOU FAKE?YOU SAY YOU ARE A MAN,BUT CANT GET YOUR DICK HARD.DOES THAT MAKE YOU A FAKE M

Hot Or Not Let Me Know
HOT OR NOT***POST THiS iF YOU WANT TO SEE WHO THiNKS YOUR HOT...or not > ewwwwwwwwwwww! > NOT ATTRACTiVE > DECENT > CUTE > FINE AS HELL > ID DO YOU > PRETTY HOT AND TEMPTiNG > Lovable I LOVE YOU!!! > I WANNA MAKE U MY MAN/GURL > Lovable > SEXIEST PERSON I KNO > effin hottie, anything but sex > I'll have sex with you right now (repost of original by 'DJ Greenfairy = WPWW' on '2006-12-07 16:03:04') (repost of original by 'The Dude' on '2006-12-07 16:18:39') (repost of original by '~sexygreeneyes~' on '2006-12-07 16:31:33') (repost of original by 'Katy-sue' on '2006-12-07 18:02:38') (repost of original by 'Dj.romeo' on '2006-12-07 18:12:10') (repost of original by 'RERE' on '2006-12-07 18:36:02') (repost of original by 'Dj.romeo' on '2006-12-07 18:45:27') (repost of original by 'Lauren Marie' on '2006-12-07 20:29:52') (repost of original by 'Dj.romeo' on '2006-12-07 20:32:53') (repost of original by 'SourApplePunkRocker' on '2006-12-07 20:57:32') (repost of

Melissa’s Tribulation Part I
Call me Melissa. I'm 18 with medium length red hair and a 34D-24-32 body. I'm 5'5" and 179 lbs. I work as a cocktail waitress at night and usually walk home late at night and alone. The bar I work in has a caveman motif and my uniform is high black heels, black, thigh high nylons, a short yellow skirt which is basically just a piece of cloth tied around my waist which shows the top of my nylons and when I bend over, my purple g-string. I live in the city and the streets are usually deserted by the time I get off work. I wear a long coat when I walk home to cover the short skirt, black tights and low cut blouse that I have to wear for work. I'm always worried walking home so late alone, but I don't have any choice. The bar I work at closed for remodelling a few months ago. We were closed for a week and I had no plans other than to relax at home for the week and not be bothered by anyone. It had been a long night at the bar. There had been this one customer who I had never seen in the

Bad Boy!!
A husband and wife are sitting quietly in bed reading when the wife looks over at him and asks the question... WIFE: "What would you do if I died? Would you get married again?" HUSBAND: "Definitely not!" WIFE: "Why not? Don't you like being married?" HUSBAND! : "Of c ourse I do." WIFE: "Then why wouldn't you remarry?" HUSBAND: "Okay, okay, I'd get married again." WIFE: "You would?" (with a hurt look) HUSBAND: (makes audible groan) WIFE: "Would you live in our house?" HUSBAND: "Sure, it's a great house." WIFE: "Would y ou sleep with her in our bed?" HUSBAND: "Where else would we sleep?" WIFE: "Would you let her drive my car?" HUSBAND: "Probably, it is almost new." WIFE: "Would you replace my pictures with hers?" HUSBAND: "That would seem like the proper thing to do." WIFE: "Would you give her my jewelry?" HUSBAND: "No, I'm sure she'd want her own." WIFE: "Would she use my golf clubs?" HUSBAND: "No,

...here
If I lay here... If I just lay here.... Would lay with me and Just FORGET the world ? Forget Them Forget problems Forget feeling at all Forget to keep falling Forget who and why Forget everything Forget even dying Forget living Forget being alive Forget thinking Forget to ever try Forget..Forget The whole World

An Angel To Me
The moment I opened my heart and let you in I saw this great love starting to begin. I opened my eyes to a vision of you I hope, I pray your feelings are true. I have loved and I have paid the cost And I have felt the pain of the love I lost. But, now, I think I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground. You go beyond all limits for me Just to show your love endlessly. I could search my whole life through And never find another 'you'. You are so special that I wanted you to know I truly, completely love you so.

Holidays
As the Holidays get closer and closer...Lets remember the ones that can't spend the holidays with their families..Like the men and women over seas fighting for us....I am a proud american just like everyone else..But around this time of year we need to have them home with their family and friends. Also for the people less fortunate then us...Like the orphans and the people that may have lost their homes recently due to fires or natural reasons...I usually donate to salvation armys or united way...but due to my health and not working right now money is tight so I am asking all my cherrt tap friends to do this...Go to your local salvation army or untied way and donate either money or your time or both..You can donate as little as 5 bucks.....You can also go to walmart and go to the salvation army trees that are there and get a ticket to help a family out and pick something up that is written on that ticket and donate it to them. I know this may come as a surprise to the very few th

More Than Ever
The songs I hear, the people I see, Make me think of how it used to be, Just you and me. Did you leave because you seen the inside of me? Or is it because you wanted to be free? I seen you cry, Is it because you did alot of lying? I understand how you feel, I wish I could make your pain heal. We deserve eachother, And we should never be with another. I sit here and think about what it would be like Being without you. I couldnt go on living, going through all the pain and the sorrow after all that we have given and after all that we have borrowed. I think I might be dreaming, About how our love shined and beaming. But when I wake you are there by my side. I hope now and forever that I never lose you. I love you more than ever and I love you more than human eyes can see.

Yo Mamma.. Number Three
You mum is like a rugby game, everyone gets a try. Your mum is like the Bermuda Triangle, they both swallow a lot of seamen. Your mum is like a turtle, once she\'s on her back she\'s fucked. Your mum is so fat, she\'s got more rolls than a bakery. Your mum is so fat, she\'s got more chins than a Hong Kong phonebook. Your mum is like a chicken coop, cocks fly in and out all day. mum’s so stupid she clamped her own car. Your mum is so fat, the last time she saw 90210 it was on a scale. Your mum is so fat she went bowling and got a group discount. >Your mum’s so stupid she paid for free parking. Your mum’s so stupid she tried to put a DVD in a video player. Your mum’s so stupid she tripped on a wire of a cordless phone. >Your mum’s so stupid she asked “what is the number for 999” Your mum’s so fat she got stuck in the Grand Canyon Your mum’s so fat she sat down and caused an earthquake. our mum\'s so short you can s

Win A Prize
You have won a prize A blonde goes to the local restaurant, buys a small drink for herself, and sits down to drink it. She notices a peel-off prize sticker on the side of her cup while she is drinking. After pulling off the tab, she begins screaming, "I won a motor home! I won a motor home!" The waitress runs over and argues, "That's impossible. The biggest prize given away was a stero system!" The blonde replies, "No. I won a motor home!" By this time, the manager makes his way over to the table, and he too argues, "You couldn't possibly have won a motor home because we didn't have that as one of our prizes." Again the blonde says, "There is no mistake! I won a motor home!" The blonde hands the prize ticket to the manager and he reads, "WIN A BAGEL."

Ankle Surgery...
Ok I just got back from the Orthopedic doc. He took more xrays of my foot. He said that its not fractured. However, he is completely confused about the staple thats in my ankle and said it needs to come out. So I am going to have surgery on Jan 30th to have it removed. He also commented on how extremely tense my ankle was when he tried to move it. I told him I never recieved physical therapy after my first anklw surgery, so hopefully he will put me in PT and my ankle problems will be a thing of the past... Anyway, wow the month of January is gonna be tough... Nose surgery on the 19th and ankle surgery on the 30th. I am really gonna be loopy. LOL! I will probably stay with my aunt while I am recovering from the surgeries. Oh and the doc also told me I can stop using the walker whenever I feel comfortable walking without it. So I will keep everyone posted on whats going on. *Hugs* Velvet Love AKA Loopy Twin # 2

The E-mail 10 Commandments
1. Thou shalt not SPAM. Sending a cute joke or sales pitch to 50 of your closest friends may seem like a good idea. It's not. They're already getting cute jokes and sales pitches from 50 other friends and regard your e-mail as one more reason to stop writing to you. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 2. Thou shalt not SHOUT IN ALL CAPITAL LETTERS. If hitting the [Shift] key cramps your style, go for the e.e. cummings look and use all lower case. All UPPERCASE letters is considered on-line shouting and quite rude. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 3. Thou shalt not send unreasonably large attachments. Even if the person really wants what you have to send, extreme file sizes might torpedo his e-mail account. For pictures, reduce size at least to 800 by 600 and send them in either .gif format (for clipart) or .jpg (for photographs). Pictures sent in .bmp, .tif or other formats may

For Christmas Day
Hark, how all the welkin rings, “Glory to the King of kings; Peace on earth, and mercy mild, God and sinners reconcil’d!” Joyful, all ye nations, rise, Join the triumph of the skies; Universal nature say, “Christ the Lord is born to-day!” Christ, by highest Heaven ador’d, Christ, the everlasting Lord: Late in time behold him come, Offspring of a virgin’s womb! Veil’d in flesh, the Godhead see, Hail th’ incarnate Deity! Pleas’d as man with men to appear, Jesus, our Immanuel here! Hail, the heavenly Prince of Peace, Hail, the Sun of Righteousness! Light and life to all he brings, Risen with healing in his wings. Mild he lays his glory by, Born that man no more may die; Born to raise the sons of earth; Born to give them second birth. Come, desire of nations, come, Fix in us thy humble home; Rise, the woman’s conquering seed, Bruise in us the serpent’s head. Now display thy saving power, Ruin’d nature now

Blah Blah Blog
Ok so i'm gettin this site figured out. I've been uploading pics, sending comments, adding, rating and fanning people and i even have a blast. Now i jusy need to know how to make a private photo album...you know maybe upload some adult content pics that i dont want just anyone to see....are we even allowed to do that on this site?....If anyone knows please fill me in. Thanks....;))

I Have To Do This !!!
I AM GOING TO CLEAN OUT MY FRIENDS LIST.. SOME OF THE PEOPLE ON MY LIST I HAVE COMMENTED, TRIED TO TALK TO.. HELL SOME OF THEM I DONT EVEN KNOW THEIR NAMES... SO THIS MORNING I SPENT 3 HOURS SENDING AT LEAST 1 COMMENT TO ALL OF MY " FRIENDS" AND SAID " DAMN WHY I AM SENDING THIS STUFF TO SOME OF THESE PEOPLE I HAVE NEVER EVEN RECEIVED A DAMN HELLO FROM SOME OF THEM!!! SO IM CLEANING IT OUT !!!!!!! I AM ONLY KEEPING THE FRIENDS I KNOW AND THE FRIENDS THAT I INTERACT WITH. I AM SORRY IM NOT TRYING TO HURT ANYONE FEELINGS!! BUT IF U HAVE BEEN ON MY FRIENDS LIST AND I DONT EVEN KNOW U OR NEVER EVEN HEAR FROM U IM SORRY U GOTTA GO !! HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!!! AND BE SAFE !! HUGS, AJ

Happy New Year
hi every one i just wanna wish every one happy new year.its kinda hard to visit everyone page so ill do it here.have fun and be safe!oh yeah dont party to hard like me..lol..on my way the door to go to washington.lots of love..mel

How Fuckable Am I
My score on The how fuckable are you? Test: " The Punching bag"(You are 78 fuckable!)Yeah, you're fuckable. Probably fucked, too. You can be so wild sometimes that you may even be, well, how should I put this nicely, easy. Wild and kinky is good, but you should lean to use it in maderation. Hold out a bit when it comes to having sex with a new person. You don't have to let it all hang out! Sure, people want you, but it's probably because they know they could have you. It's ok to play hard-to-get once and a while. In fact, it makes you even sexier! Link: The how fuckable are you? Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

What Is Your Sexual Iq?
You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Revenge
After i wrote my poem i started questionning why humans always feel the need to revenge, to hurt more then we have been. Is it going to fix things will it make us forget how we suffered?? I think its jsut an excuse to show that were strong and that we werent hurt. But deep down were hurt and revenge wont ever fix things Tell me how u feel about revenge,o a story about u or someone u know getting revenge.

I Hope 2007 Will Be A Good Year For Me
hey my fans of my blogs lol i just hope 2007 for me will be a better year compared to 2006 because it was a crappy start to the year in 2006 for me i had my friendship with my best friend called Geoff who i had been friends with for 16-17 years and on 1/10/07 (1/10/07)my time will be 1 year since i have had no contact with him since the friendship ended so in a way it's a bad start to 2007 for me but new years eve was quiet but good so i just hope the rest of 2007 is a good year for me so until the next blog by me take care people from Bruce

Hello To All
Well, here goes. Just thought I would start putting a few blogs on here to allow people to get to know me. Im a pretty decent guy with lots of interest. Please feel free to pop me a comment or send a message and I wont hesitate to answer anything. Im very open and honest. Have a great one.

Part Eighteen
Cat had only just managed to get Sir's pants zipped back up when he forcefully pushed her up. Startled, she turned around to find Sir glaring at her. A look of confusion crossed her face as he angrily grabbed her by the arm and began dragging her toward the kitchen. Cat was completely bewildered by his apparent anger as she bounced from person to person as he waded through the crowd. She could honestly not think of anything she had done wrong. She replayed the entire evening over in her mind as they reached the swinging metal kitchen door. The kitchen seemed to be even more crowded than the ballroom.....waiters, cooks, bus boys, all scrambled at full speed, hardly taking notice of the spectacle Cat was sure she and Sir were making. When they reached the back of the kitchen Sir turned her and pushed her against the wall putting his face inches from hers. "Apparently I have left you to your own devices too long. I would have thought you would know better than to open

Christmas
Well....for those of you that may not know, my husband has been working in Iowa since early October...we live in Illinois. Anyway, he was able to take a week and a half off of work for the holidays and we were able to spend Christmas and the new year together...YAY! It goes without saying that the kids had a great holiday. They are kids, what do you expect? I cooked dinner on Christmas and we all survived!!! If I do say so myself, it all turned out VERY well! *pats self on back* lol Anyway....this year I also made out like a bandit! I got a new washer and dryer...the pedestal, front loading types...LOVE THEM!!! Plus, Troy also brought a brand new digital camcorder home for me...YAY...again! I love that little guy too! I carry it with me in my bag everywhere I go! All in all, my favorite present was Troy...my husband and him being able to come home...although, even if he couldn't, we would have headed to Iowa to spend the holiday with him...we were actually already going to

Intro...
I don't think a blog is what I meant to make here but oh well... My new background is a photo of me and Chrissy. It's labeled Devilish Duo in my photos. a> Aside from that, I'm just trying to figure out what I'm doing on here... LOL. Rock on, Niteowls, but I'm off to bed ;)

Using Your Mouth
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Since You've Been Gone Day 3..
Feeling a little better today because I know he finally understands why. He posted a blog about it and it left me speechless, and in tears.. I felt that a huge weight had been lifted from my soul. I'm a little more at peace today. The smile on my face came a little easier, and is less forced than it has been in days past. I'm no longer doubting my decision. I'm glad I found the strength. It's taken a lot out of me, but if this is what it takes for him to be happy then so be it. He's been a great friend from day one, and i love him whole heartedly. We can't be together now, but who knows.. Maybe another time, another place.

Am I Alone?
I get a funny feeling, it comes from deep inside. I get all mad and angry, wanting to go and hide. My doctor calls it depression, my dad says it's just me. But the thoughts and feelings, no one will ever be able to see. Some say I'm psycho, some say I'm just weird. It's like I'm a different person, and the old me just disappeared. I get really edgy, I want to commit suicide real bad. Then I get a headache, followed by feeling sad. I wish I could get help, I wish it would go away. Maybe if I keep praying real hard, it will some day.

Bitter Sweet Memories
Today the Chicago Bears win a spot in the superbowl!! I can see his smile...the excitement in his eyes..from his hospital bed..watching the screen flashing frantic fans and a field in disaray..hes yelling..the nurses are angry..trying to warn him..he needs to keep calm you see...because soon he is dying..the doctor gave him 6 months..or so he told my mother..he didn't know..he was a strong man..full of wisdom and pride..a tall stance and and a long stride...we refused to take the last months of that from him..the news would have detroyed his dignity..rather..we helped him thru his pain..until the sad reality was to clear and imobile to him..and still through his sorrow and devistating pain..he remained strong and never lost his pride..even when the good old welfare system stamped that big NO on his request for help...he kept his head held high..and in a stern angry grumble..refused to surrender the home he had struggled to mantain for his family of 9..too many 14 hr days..so many cr

Making Twisted Cherry
hey all my cherries out there i want to make twisted cherry by friday can you guys please go to my page and show me sum love please.fan me,rate me,request me,and i'll be sure to return the favor. love you all!!!!!!!!!!

Attention
If anyone is in a contest and they havent even rated my page, dont ask for , or expect my vote!I will only help those that have helped me get where I am now, I have over 700 friends but less than 200 ppl have rated my page. Thats all I have to say!

........
lost a friend last year... first friend I made in this state that was actually worth something... today would have been his 23 birthday... didn't think about it much all day.. tried to keep it out of my head... but I sat down tonight and got on the computer... saw his myspace and had to take a trip to his page... reading his comments friends left him about made me cry.... so sad how good people get taken off this earth so soon... he had just turned 22 when he had his wreck... the good people get taken before the bad... something just isn't right with that... you would think that it should be the other way around... all the bad people go away.. the good are left to live out long lives and die when they are like 110 in their sleep... but no that's not how it works... *sigh* but yeah.. I'm not gonna dwell on this too hard... don't want to get myself all depressed... so I'm going to go..

Brunettes Contest Now Open
Brunettes Only contest is now open.. comment bombing is allowed!! And yes you can vote for yourselves.. contest will run for exactly one week..Good Luck Everyone.. link to albumhttp://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=144841&albumid=200945

Fragile
ripping like flesh... tearing not healing.... just festering and rotting... how do you stop it... how do you make it heal... you try to close the wound only to have it reopened... it hurts.... it hurts worse then a bruise... worse then a broken bone... a fragile organ... yet it takes so much hurt... the sight of someone from the past just opens it again... can it take any more... do you dare to try... i dont want to... and dont think i will again...

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Contests
I will no longer vote in contests. I do believe in the comment bomb, But I would rather bomb someone who I know will appriciate and reciprocate what a good bomb will do... SOOOOOOOO I am going to pick a friend and bomb the shit out of a photo. I then hope that this friend will come to my page and return the favor. Then they can go to a friends page and do them the favor... If I want a big pimp gift I will buy one...I just don't see the need to give 6000 points to someone i don't friggin know and won't even take the friggin time to come to my page after I spent hours leveling thier sorry asses up.... Okay I'm done now...

Is A Rose Just A Rose?
Red Says Romance The red rose tells your valentine, "I love you." A vibrant and dramatic color, it stands for romance and passion. It's the perfect choice for your true love, the love of a lifetime or someone you want to get the message that it's time to get serious. White Says Innocence A white rose tells your angel of a valentine that they're simply "heavenly," and it's a great color choice for the romantic in your life. White roses also stand for innocence, which makes it a perfect color choice for dads to give daughters or sons to their moms. Pink Says Grace Send deep pink roses and you're telling that someone special you appreciate their graceful style and gentle nature. Send them light pink roses and you're saying, "I really admire you." This rose color is just the right choice to send to someone with love "from your secret admirer." Yellow Says Friendship Bright, sunny yellow roses symbolize friendship, affection and joy. Send your best friend a bunch of these stunn

Gun's V Women
#10 - You can trade an old .44 for two new .22s. #9 - You can keep one handgun at home and have another for when you're on the road. #8 - If you admire a friend's handgun, and tell HIM so, HE will probably let you try it out a few times. #7 - Your primary handgun doesn't mind if you have a backup. #6 - Your handgun will stay with you even if you're out of ammo. #5 - A handgun doesn't take up a lot of closet space. #4 - Handguns function normally every day of the month. #3 - A handgun doesn't ask "Do these new grips make me look fat?" #2 - A handgun doesn't mind if you go to sleep after you use it. AND THE NUMBER ONE WAY THAT A HANDGUN IS BETTER THAN A WOMAN. . . You can buy a silencer for a handgun Only a guy would come up with something like this.

Wow Life Can Be Rough
Boy I tell yeah you can't go through one day without something or someone trying to drag you down. It doesn't seem to matter how hard you work in life something always comes along to try to hurt you and make you fail. I have learned though if you go down without a fight then nothing is worth anything to you. You have to fight to survive and get what you want and need.

It's My Life...
You have exaggerated demands on life but you are cautious enough to try to hide these beliefs from the outside world. You are covert enough to try to impress other people around you with your achievements and at the same time able to put on an act of pretending to be 'humble' - being the same as everyone else. It would appear, however, that whatever you are doing seems to be working out O.K. For some time now you have been feeling rather insecure. You are looking for - and needing - an environment that can offer you roots, stability and a position that will relieve you of excess tension and stress. It's the old old story - I am misunderstood - my partner (be it in your private life or in business) just doesn't understand me and YOU also believe at this time that you are being completely MISUNDERSTOOD by one and all. It then obviously follows that you naturally feel inhibited and not appreciated. It is perhaps because of this belief that you feel compelled to stand back and let th

To Every Girl...
To every girl that dresses cute not skanky. To every girl who wants to be called beautiful not hot. To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you. To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chose that bitch instead. To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend. To every girl who would just like once to be treated like a princess. To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak. To every girl that wont get down on her knees and open her mouth just to get a boyfriend. To every girl that just wants to hold hands. To every girl that kisses him with meaning. To every girl who just wishes he cared more. To every girl who would just once want a guy to give their jacket up when they are cold. To every girl who just wants him to call. To every girl who lies awake at night thinking about

Mortality
Slender beams of light enter this darkened place as I kneel, always driven, always hopeful, frozen here, waiting. Haloed forms wrought in panes of glass loom as dust dances in the air, forming an image in my mind, penetrating my exposed soul. Realization dawning on my face. I raise my head, now defying this uncaring mortality.

100 Things To Live By
Let see just how many people read blogs and bullentines and other things we post. Here is a list that started it is called our 100 things to live by list. What I would like us to do is each person who reads this add several and if you can only think of one that is not already listed then just add one. Come on lets make a 100 things to live by list , okay?.. Remember this is all for fun and just to see if we can come up with 100 things to live by cool huh. 100 Things to live by!.... 1. Be a good friend 2. Be a good sister 3. Be a good brother 4. Be heathly 5. Be helpful 6. Keep a Secrets 7. Keep in touch with people I love and who love me 8. Buy a Home (Where You Truely Wont one) 9. Buy a Home just to be able too 10. Get a degree 11. Never be ashame of who I am 12. Be a person to be proud of 13. Always keep improving 14. Read something daily 15. Be informed 16. Be a good listener 17. Volunteer for a charity 18. Spend more time with family 19. Drink

Just Sitting Here
i sit here thinking of you when there no one around i hear your voice calling out my name .. is it that hard to know i miss you so much ... i love the way your so sweet to me ... i love the way you are with me . even da bad ... i just wwanna let the words out but nothing comes out when i try so i will sit here. thining to my self what mean the world to me

Asking Please!!!
I would love for you to bomb this pic to help me so I can get a blast!! If you do I will thank you in my blast!! And maybe you can get frieds from it too! HELP ME!!! I need a blast...OMG I am beggin LOL

A Million Miles Away
A MILLION MILES AWAY A million miles away I hear your soft voice calling A million miles away We breath as one A million miles away We lay in the snow making snow angels A million miles away Our hearts beat as one A million miles away We are closer then ever before A million miles away Our hearts are smiling Dedicated to my friend Tanaia

Zzz...
Whew! I've just finished my 24 HOUR LONG CQ duty. It's basically just sitting at the front desk of where we live and keeping the peace. Damn it's boring! I also have staff duty on monday, but I got Tuesday off. Good news is that it's over with and I can get back to enjoying the weekend. But 1st I need some sleep. Thanks for all my new visitors. I promise I'll check you all out when I wake up. That's all I got for now. Nighty night!

Help Sweet Krissy!!!!
shes right on this other girl azz!!....need just eazy lil comments as much as u can soo we can beat them cheatn girls at their own game!!..plz click photo below...and comment bomb!!20 er 30 times..more!if ya can)...luvz ya bunches bomb!!!!.....plzzzzz.................

Birthdayday Girl
TODAY WAS OR IS MY DAUGHTER'S BIRTHDAY AND SHE WANTED A BLAST. I DID NOT HAVE THE MEANS TO GIVE IT TO HER AND IT MADE ME FEEL BAD. BUT SHE HAS ALOT OF FRIENDS N FANS . WHO COULD HAVE MADE THIS DREAM COME TRUE . DID THEY EVEN BOTHER TO WISH HER HAPPY BIRTHDAY NO THEY DIDN'T.. DID THEY EVEN CARE NO .. THANK YOU .THAT IS WHAT I THIN OF YOU HOPE THAT YA GET WHAT YA WANT CAUSE SHE DIDN'T. I AM A MOM A GOOD MOM ARE YOU? I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU BUT I WON'T JUDGE YOU SHOW SOME LOVE ON HER PAGE IF YA NOT TO BUSY.#178822 . MISS ALLY AKA BIRTHDAY GIRL.. MUCH PEACE N LOVE TO YOU AND YOURS:)

Act # 3
THE REFLECTION; Only for tonight You softly whispered to me Only for tonight Etched in my memory My legs were crossed in front of you You raised your glass up to my lips As my eyes drank of you thirstily Quenching desires I couldn’t resist I reached out to push your hair away From your face and to reveal To me a gift of symmetry Of beauty and appeal Your kiss came out of nowhere As sudden as the night The taste of your sweet lips on mine Was like a vampires bite We fell soft upon the blanket Clothing lost and found again As moonlight cast our shadows Fire danced across our skin We lay naked by the fire Flames infused what lust consumed Sweat poured like aphrodisiac Caught within our crafted spoon My lips played your every toy that night Yours toyed with every play We never stopped to take a breath As we dined on loves buffet We left not a stone unturned in time Sampled every star up high We drank from loves sweet fountain Unfurled our w

I Needed A Title
no words could ever truly say what comes from deep within yet every morning every night I toss some in a bin it's filled to overflowing full of all those words if only you could see them these words misunderstood words like love, family, hope honor, trust and faith every morning every night these words are spoke of late not because they fill a bin nor just to toss your way but because your truly missed every single day your missed because we love you we miss your brilliant smile the way you like to tell a tale though they tend to take a while your missed each time I pass your room dark and so very quiet if only you could understand how much we hate the silence I see your picture everywhere but it is not the same I miss the sound of your own voice you have such a beautiful name soon I know you'll be back to sleep in your own bed til then know that you are missed just words from a bin that I've said

How's It Gonna Be?
It started with an invitation, will you be my friend? the more we talked, the more the walls caved , I somehow let you in, We talked away the hours, we laughed,we joked, we cryed, we shared our heart felt feelings, I told you things that no one knew, with every word we spoke, my love grew for you, now we have our problems, we argue more then we should, I wish things could be diffrent, I would change this if I could, Do use both one favor, before you just walk away, and search your heart, ask your self, HOWS IT GONNA BE? How's It Going To Be ( Third Eye Blind ) by flycodes.com

Thirteen Reasons Why Jesus
Thirteen Reasons Why Jesus, If He Were Here Today, Would Be A Witch Carl McColman, author of Embracing Jesus and The Goddess No single one of these reasons prove the Witchiness of Jesus, but taken as a whole, they make for a compelling case! 1. Jesus criticized the hypocrisy and legalism of the religious status quo, and chose to embrace an alternative spiritual path. (Matthew 23:1-36.) In Jesus' day, the religious establishment included the Pharisees and Sadducees, dominant factions in first century Judaism. Jesus' alternative path followed the radical teachings of his mentor, John The Baptist. Nowadays, in Europe and the Americas, the status quo is mainly Christianity; the path of the Goddess - Wicca - is one of the most compelling of available spiritual alternatives. Many people who embrace Wicca have the exact same criticisms of Christianity that Jesus is said to have had about the religious establishment in his day. Hyprocisy, legalism, blind obedience of the rules

Butterflies
A man found a cocoon for a butterfly. One day a small opening appeared, he sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through the little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could and could go no farther. Then the man decided to help the butterfly. He took a pair of scissors and snipped the remaining bit of the cocoon. The butterfly then emerged easily. Something was strange. The butterfly had a swollen body and shriveled wings. The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time. Neither happened. In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and deformed wings. It was never able to fly. What the man in his kindness and haste did not understand, was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly to g

Damn The Fbi!
ok so today was going good, then the FBI show up at my cousins house... they flash a warrent and start trashing the place! they kick us out and keep my cousin and her two kids in the house... 2 hours later we pick up my cousins kids and the FBI are still there.. now its 9 pm almost 7 hours later and the FBI finnaly leave her house... im drunk as hell gettin my deal on and get a call from my cousin... shes crying... the fuckin FBI thrashed her house and left it... now i have to go over and help her put shit back together and then help her with her kids to keep them calm... what a fuckin night

Help Me
I NEED TO FUCK SOME ONE IM SO HORNY I NEED A GIRL AND SOME SEX HHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL PEASE THIS IS WHY I HAVE BEEN LOOKIN FOR A GIRL FRIEND IM HORNY AND NEED SEX HELP PLEASE ANYONE

A Plea
It may not last beyond tonight But you have to know that this is right. My love for you is so sincere I wish and wish for you to be here Let me bring a light Into your dark, secluded life. Youll never regret loving me. Youll never regret having me. I am yours, and you are mine Realize this, its well past time.

Last Day
Today at work we had a meeting to tell us that we were all losing our jobs due to the restaurant closing down. that was about 25 people. most of which who really need this job. I felt bad for my manager cause u had to look everyone in the face for weeks and could tell us. i guess its always hard. i hope i never have to feel that feeling.

Contests (( Rate And Comments ))
would be nice if you could RATE my pic... click pic below... comments are welcome also... thank you very much...xoxoxo...tinytina... P.S. if you already have tyvm...muahhh... IM IN A TATTOO CONTEST ALSO... COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED... CLICK PIC BELOW...

A Taste Of The Irish
Paddy was driving down the street in a sweat because he had an important meeting and couldn't find a parking place. Looking up to heaven he said, "Lord take pity on me. If you find me a parking place I will go to Mass every Sunday for the rest of me life and give up me Irish Whiskey!" Miraculously, a parking place appeared. Paddy looked up again and said, "Never mind, I found one." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Father Murphy walks into a pub in Donegal, and says to the first man he meets, "Do you want to go to heaven?" The man said, "I do, Father." The priest said, "Then stand over there against the wall." Then the priest asked the second man, "Do you want to go to heaven?" "Certainly, Father," was the man's reply. "Then stand over there against the wall," said the priest. Then Father Murphy walked up to O'Toole and said, "Do you want to go to heaven?" O'Toole said, "No, I don't Father." The priest said, "I don't believe this. You mean to tell me that when yo

It's Finally Over Today!!!!
Well I was ahead for almost 2 weeks but I dropped to almost 6000 behind.. So.. I again need everyones help!! The contest ends today!! YAY.. First place is a 30 day blast and I would love to have it. So please come help me.. I can't do it alone. Thank you everyone who has gotten me this far!! I will as always return the favor for everyone who helps! I try to get to everyone and rate and fan all pages. I also will comment bomb contests.. Just let me know. Thank you so much to everyone who has been helping me! ♥ Please click on the picture to vote ♥ ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥

Factotum
I drove thirty miles into Sparks yesterday with the intention of picking up a couple of things from Michael's. The sign on the front door said, "Opening Soon." Okay, so there's a gallon of gas shot to hell. I walked next door to the electronics store thinking that I might pick up a video game or a new cell phone to replace the one that doesn't work, but after a few minutes of examining the options, I decided that I didn't want to part with the money and headed for the door. On the way out I noticed the dvd I'd been wanting to see since the movie was made - Factotum, from the world of acclaimed author, Charles Bukowski. Staring Matt Dillon, Lili Taylor and Marisa Tomei - seventeen ninety-nine plus tax - hell yeah. Ten minutes into the movie, I remembered that I had read the book. The plot was little more than a series of short stories tied together by the fact that they all were part of the life of Bukowski. He had a flair for gutteral eloquence and a penchant for self des

Yea!!!
Today I got a phone call from a place that I applied for, and I got hired. I have been calling them and bugging them about the job, and Monday I was informed that they weren't hiring at the time, but Stacy called me and said that some people were quiting the day shift hours, and Doug was looking at my application to hire me. So I go in this comming Monday and finish fillining out the major paper work, and I start working at Harbor Freight Tools. I am so excited to finally have a paying job, because $ 420.00 from the state isn't enough to live off of for a month, especially with rent, bills and my daughter. Second good news is, I called my new employment councler from Department of Workforce Services, and she said that because I'm a new client, I wasn't going to be put on phase 2 (that's when they take another $ 100.00 off my cash aid check) so instead of $ 220.00 for this month, I was blessed to get the full amount of $ 420.00. So now I can pay my utilities, and what I owe to

Lmao
A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While > >>>>they're sitting there having a good time together she starts > >>>>talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks > >>>>about it, the >more > >>>>excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into > >>>>having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink > >>>>for him. >The > >>>>bartender brings the drink and puts the following on the bar -- > >>>> > >>>>A saltshaker, a shot of Baileys and a shot of lime juice. > >>>> > >>>>The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman > >>>>explains. > >>>> > >>>>"First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink > >>>>the >shot > >>>>of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the > >>>>lime juice." > >>>> > >>>>So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. > >>>> > >>>>He puts the salt on his tongue -- salty but OK. > >>>> > >>>>He drinks the shot of B

What Do You Do All Day?
What Do You Do All Day? A man came home from work and found his three children outside, still in their pajamas, playing in the mud with empty food boxes and wrappers strewn all around the front yard. The door of his wife's car was open, as was the front door to the house and there was no sign of the dog. Proceeding into the entry , he found an even bigger mess. A lamp had been knocked over, and the throw rug was wadded against one wall. In the front room the TV was loudly blaring a cartoon channel, and the family room was strewn with toys and various items of clothing. In the kitchen, dishes filled the sink, breakfast food was spilled on the counter, the fridge door was open wide, dog food was spilled on the floor, a broken glass lay under the table, and a small pile of sand was spread by the back door. He quickly headed up the stairs, stepping over toys and more piles of clothes,looking for his wife. He w

Open Minded ( I Love These Things)
You Are 80% Open Minded You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out! Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand. You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting. You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself.How Open Minded Are You?

Iam This Girl...
To every girl that is SCARED to put her HEART out there again, because she has been HURT too many times or so BADLY. To every girl that has been CHEATED on, because she's NOT a SLUT who gives it up to any guy. To every girl that dresses CUTE not SKANKY. To every girl who wants to be called BEAUTIFUL ...not HOT To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for YOU. To every girl who gets her heart BROKEN, because he chose that stupid girl instead. To every girl that would DIE to have a DECENT boyfriend. To every girl who would JUST ONCE like to be treated like a PRINCESS!! To every girl that cries at night because of another HEARTBREAK To every girl that just wants to HOLD HANDS To every girl that kisses him with meaning. To every girl who just wishes he CARED MORE To every girl who would JUST ONCE want a guy to give their JACKET UP when they are cold. To eve

Karaoke, Bitches!!!
yeah, so....i'm doing karaoke with my roommate. so far i sang: 3 kelly clarkson songs 6 avril lavigne songs 5 songs from chicago the musical 1 madonna song 5 disney songs now thor, my roommate is singing 80's songs. fun stuff! but yeah...so i basically put on a concert. and i plan on singing more! i think next i will sing great balls of fire. it's pretty much one of the best songs ever. hey i think that song "i ran...i ran so far awaaaay" is about me. auburn hair...and eyes that hypnotize. without sounding stuck up, that is. people just always seem to comment on my eyes...so yeah... my cat scratched my thigh. i was picking him up to cuddle...and his claw dug into my thigh then pulled across...leaving a track mark. no good. it hurt. it still hurts. and it was bleeding. feel sorry for me...you know you want to :P now the cat is sitting on the coffee table rubbing on thor while he sings. yay! the next song is "don't you forget about me" i love it...

If I Can Stop
If I Can Stop IF I can stop one heart from breaking, I shall not live in vain; If I can ease one life the aching, Or cool one pain, Or help one fainting robin Unto his nest again, I shall not live in vain. - Emily Dickinson

Yes?
Luke 24:48-49 You are witnesses of these things. I am going to send you what my Father has promised; but stay in the city until you have been clothed with power from on high." ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Wouldn’t it have been exciting to eavesdrop on Jesus as He called these rugged fishermen? We would observe them immediately dropping their nets, giving up everything—leaving family and livelihood, ALL—to follow the One Who is the ultimate Fisher of men. My mind is drawn to a probing question— would I have gone? Would I have been willing to sacrifice all? But what an honor to be called by the Son of God and Son of man. Well, He’s still calling people today to do the very same thing. You and I have been called to be fishers of men, but we have the opportunity to do that in a very distinctive way! Today we are casting nets around the globe to draw people to Jesus. It’s hard to imagine we have a net that big, but through your willing

Surprises
Why I fired my secretary Last week was my birthday and I didn't feel very well waking up on that morning. I went downstairs for breakfast hoping my wife would be pleasant and say, "Happy Birthday!", and possibly have a small present for me. As it turned out, she barely said good morning, let alone "Happy Birthday." I thought... Well, that's marriage for you, but the kids... They will remember. My kids came bounding down stairs to breakfast and didn't say a word. So when I left for the office, I felt pretty low and somewhat despondent. As I walked into my office, my secretary Jane said, "Good Morning Boss, and by the way Happy Birthday!" It felt a little better that at least someone had remembered. I worked until one o'clock, when Jane knocked on my door and said, "You know, it's such a beautiful day outside, and it is your Birthday, what do you say we go out to lunch, just you and me." I said, "Thanks, Jane, that's the greatest thing I've heard all day.

Take A Strong Stand Against Child Abuse
I entered a new friends page today .... This woman is a survivor of past abuse as a child and is taking a strong stand Please add/rate/fan the following person and let her know you care and make sure to rate her child abuse photos http://www.cherrytap.com/user/144365

March 19, 2007: Celebutante
A person of high society and wealth whose famous just for the fact of being rich and fabulous. A socialite who is "famous for being famous." Paris Hilton, Ally Hilfiger, and Fabian Basabe are all noted celebutantes.

My Update
State of the Steve is similar to the State of the Union address except I will get no standing ovation, will not slaughter the word nuclear, and will not disrupt your favorite television shows. There also will be no time at the end for opposing viewpoints. I looked at the calendar and realized that I've been on Cherry Tap (formerly Lost Cherry)for 9 months. So I thought it time to give some updates rather than go through and redo my goofy page. Many of you may have already realized that this can become very addictive. Have to check comments, new photos, and messages. I tend to rarely look at stashes and sometimes check out blogs. I just don't have the time to commit to it. I figured out that I was spending too much time on here. I thought about leaving here but decided against that. I have too many good friends and cool acquaintences to do that. But I decided to minimize the nightly checking and not get on during the weekend. This is to help me get some balance. I

Who Said??
Under the Lamp left standing under the lamp burning through my skull cant move nailed to the floor chained from the ceiling made to stand there under the lamp burning a hole feeling the blood drip down whats left of my hair over my face standing there unable to move laughing voices chains are pulled tighter more nails to hold me in place my last breath ~me~

Parents
Ok so last nite I was very very extremely frustrated with my kids, all they have done lately is fight and argue and bicker and argue with me when i ask for things to get done. Then my youngest last nite totally wasted a bottle of conditioner and half a bottle of mouth rinse...not by use but she felt the need to play with it. So i was so upset last nite n in tears cuz i am so fed up with it and a friend of mine told me some things to try.... 1) Take all toys, games, movies everything away n put it away 2) give them a seat to sit on and all tehy are aloud to do is read 3) for dinner for the first couple of nights only a PB sandwich n glass of milk So after school today i sat down n talked with my kids and told them how upset i've been with their arguing and fighting and not helping (especially with thier bedrooms) and told them the new rules and i'm making them take all the toys and "priviledges" out n we are putting them away in the basement and they have to earn the things back t

Graduation
graduation is in less than two months!!!!!!!! one thing i ahve to be looking forward too, new appartment, new job yay! but in a way im scared for it to come and what comes after it................. uh oh dooms day :(

If Your Life Was A Movie, What Would The Soundtrack Be?
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? So, here's how it works: 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don't lie opening credits; Just a Taste - Scary Kids Scaring Kids waking up; Come As You Are - Nirvana first day of high school; Translating the Name - Saosin falling in love; Miss Murder - AFI fight song; The Dope Show - Marilyn Manson breaking up; Irish Pub Song - Flogging Molly prom; Error Operator - Taking Back Sunday life; Love Rhymes With Hideous Car Wreck - The Blood Brothers mental breakdown; Communicate - Jonezetta driving; For The Love Of Fiction - Remembering Never flashback; Snakes On A Plane - Cobra Starship getting back together; Bother - Stone Sour wedding; Firefly - Saves the Day birth of child; We Are All On Drugs - We

Amnio & Sonogram. It's A .................
VERY SHY BABY. We did NOT get to learn the sex. Today, did not go well. During the sonogram, Liz got so lightheaded (lying on her back) that she almost passed out. They turned her to her left side so she could get her breath back, but she missed the last part of the sonogram. We checked to see the gender, because at 18 weeks, we SHOULD have been able to tell - had things gone well. But, all we found out, is that the baby is SHY. He/she (assuming she!) kept their legs CLOSED SHUT TIGHT. Which confirms our suspicions as far as we're concerned - if it was a boy, it'd be showin his stuff off. Girls are a little more modest ;-) And then, the consultation with the doctor. First off, I must say, Dr. O'Hara is FABULOUS. She is not Liz's normal OB - but Dr. Depew referred us to her for the amnio, because she is "The" high risk doctor in our town. Her resident, Dr. Hoskins, is learning from a WONDERFUL example, and if he follows her lead, he will have an amazing career ahead of hi

Left Behind
Ok...so why is it that the good girls usually finish last??? The good girl is the one that will listen to you complain about your ex and the guy that she is with and she will not say a word...just listen...She is also the one that will listen to you when you are drunk and don't even know what you are talking about but will never complain.....She will run up her phone bill just to talk to her guy, but will never complain when he puts her on hold to talk to others...But as soon as she makes a mistake or says the wrong thing she becomes a bitch...and that is it, he wants nothing else to do with her...Why does it work that way..Should we the good girls just be bitches to start out with, or should we always coward down and never say how we feel....Well I can tell you now that I will always speak my mind.... This goes for the Good Guys too...I know that the ones that still open doors, send flowers for no reason and do all the little things that really matter get shafted too.... I just

Ha Ha
so i was watching vh1's 1 hit wonders... well i noticed a few things in this show.. first thing i noticed was that.. yeah most of the bands on there only had one hit... but i totally thought the album as a whole was awesome... another thing i noticed in most cases at least 1 band member died in their 40s.. which is still young.. so if the greats died in their 20s then the one hit wonders had an impact but not good enough to die early but still early enough to be good.....lol! okay that was just wrong.. but that whole show pissed me off like modern english melt with you made the list but they had other great songs...i digress... another thing i noticed is when they are advertising movies.. its always and i mean always the best comedy of the year.. or one of the best.. how can you say that about all of them... now i swear you will notice it... one of the scariest horror movies of the year... well if they are that way that statement has no merit.. now does it. for all my friendsbeca

Passion
Two hearts, two souls, two minds and such, we once were, until we touched. We felt the love, the passion too, and when we kissed, we both knew. That is was love, deep in our hearts, and we would never, ever part. Our feelings strong, our hearts were willing, our love was deep, and so fulfilling. Our souls entwined, our bodies close, soft kisses now, and moisture flows. We feel the heat, from our souls, continue on and reach our goals. In each others arms we lay, waiting for the break of day. A new dawn now, fresh day in hand, we lounge in bed, just like we planned. In your arms, l lay beside you thinking, wishing, wondering, too If l should say, l love you, so or maybe you already know. You pull me gently, close to you your arms so warm, and gentle too. A kiss l feel, soft on my brow feeling tingles through me now. Wanting you again once more, feeling passion rise and soar. Craving all the love you give wanting all this life we live. Hear you w

I Won The Best Bikini Contest!
Thanks to some very wonderful true friends. I won 1 of the very 1st contest I have entered on this site.The other cup of joes contest the 1st i got in i knew the night he opened it that it was just abit much with what seemed like most of ct in it abit of a overkill n a contest imo if a contest is going to get that big split it up n groups and offer rewards for 1st,2nd 3rd etc for each group. I stayed away from contest on here before because of drama,i'm not into all that crap but no sooner then his started i started getting attacked by 1's on my default pic 20 n one night not n my time here have i ever been attacked like that. Well later same night I got the chance to enter n the best bikini contest and thought heck why not all went well,i got the most votes which didn't even count since it was a comment contest only and despite being n the hospital by surprise for 3 days getting my appendix out my friends pulled out a landslide win for me:) And i won a 7 day blast. A big big

R.i.p.2003-cont
F) Airman 1st Class Raymond Losano, age 24, died April 25, 2003 (A) Staff Sgt. David Leroy Loyd, age 44, died August 5, 2003 (A) Capt. Robert Lawrence Lucero, age 34, died September 25, 2003 (M) Lance Cpl. Gregory Edward Macdonald, age 29, died June 25, 2003 (A) Pfc. Vorn Jimmy Mack, age 19, died August 24, 2003 (M) Lance Cpl. Joseph Basil Maglione, age 22, died April 1, 2003 (A) Spc. William Joseph Maher, III age 35, died July 28, 2003 (F) Master Sgt. Michael Harry Maltz, age 42, died March 23, 2003 (A) Pfc. Pablo Manzano, age 19, died August 25, 2003 (M) Cpl. Douglas Jose Marencoreyes, age 28, died May 18, 2003 (A) Sgt.1st Class John Winston Marshall, age 50, died April 8, 2003 (A) Staff Sgt. Francisco Martinez, age 28, died November 4, 2003 (M) Lance Cpl. Francisco Abraham Martinezflores, age 21, died March 25, 2003 (A) Chief Warrant Ofc. Johnny Villareal Mata, age 35, died March 23, 2003 (M) Staff Sgt. Donald Charles May, Jr. age 31, died March 25, 2003 (A) Pfc. Jose

To The Users On My Friends List
I am just sick & tired of commenting on peeps pages daily who just sit back and let the points roll in!! Well its over users !!!. If u cant seem to leave me a comment or rate me, & return my love then im over it with youI dont have the time for your games!!!,I have way too many loving friends here on ct to waste my time on you!! my time is valuable, & I will spend it on my true friends from here on out And whats this "come check my profile out"but not leave a comment or rating?? after I spent the time to visit u and comment or rate u??Well consider our friendship null and void, If thats what u really want to call it!!Please do you & me the favor Remove me as your friend, or I will or you can start being a true friend by doing what your supposed to do here and show lovesssI will ONLY be returning comments and ratings to my friends whom i see in my "see all" boxdaily....Im not searching anymore!!Im sick and tired of waisting my time, and efforts on you!!This is in no way to all of my

Wicked Cool To Set A Personal Record
You sill see that Im not all about the bitching and the complaining, lol. This will be a small taste of me NOT being a bitch. Actually, as some of you know, Im really not a bitch at all, Im a sweetheart...I just happen to have strong opinions and a really big mouth that Im not afraid to use. Anyway, I digress. Yesterday was a record-breaking day for me. At my age, record-setting that DOESNT involve new wrinkles, gray hairs or creaky bones is kinda a good thing. This one is, Im thinking. In a galaxy far, far away...oh, wait, no, thats not right. In a land far away, in a time long ago, yeah, thats better, there lived a teenager who loved to lift weights. One of her goals was to compete. She never saw that dream, though she was well on her way, come to fruition due to a back injury incurred while working out. After that came the marriage, the kids (yes, in that order), junk food and life landed...firmly on her thighs and stomach. Well, three kids and 20 years later, that teen had

Sick
To all my wonderful and lovely friends hear on Ct Just wanted to let you know I hurt my back out of commision 4 a while but keep the comments and lots of love comming Thank you cant sit 4 too long I am on heavy duty pain killers but will try to check my mails time to time I appreciate your understanding Love cherrilicious

My Kisses
What kind of kisser are you?OH DAMN! LIPS OF AN ANGLE!YOUR PARTNER IS SATISFIED AND WILL BE BACK FOR MORE. THEY WILL BRAG ABOUT THIS KISS FOR DAYS OR EVEN WEEKS! GOOD JOB!!!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Red Fridays
RED FRIDAY WILL YOU GIVE THIS TO MY DADDY? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support "Red Fridays." Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work

Just Venting......
I'm just going to sit here and ramble to get some things off my mind. First of all, whatever happened to the way adults thought and felt about relationships. These days people just don't think about what the true meaning of love is. All they do is think about themselves, and then when the other tries to let them know about their wants and needs they pretty much get shot down. Marriages is another thing, or even with people that have been together for several years. Anymore it seems like people think it's a joke. Both men and women do it, but people need to really think about what they want in life before they involved someone in theirs. That way people are less likely to get hurt. I let someone that I was with know what I am feeling and he pretty much got mad at me. I let him know that ever since he bought this house with his son that it seems like I'm not good enough for him anymore. He just thought that I was going to sit around and wait for him to come and see me so he cou

My Sisters Hubby Died Tonight
TONIGHT I HAVE GOT A CALL FROM MY MOTHER TELLING ME THAT MY SISTERS HUSBAND HAS DIED.WHICH I HAVE KNOWN EVER SINCE I WAS A BABY.MY HUSBAND AND I WILL NOT BE ON CT UNTIL TUESDAY.WE ARE GOING TO MY MOMS AND THEN GO TO MY SISTERS IN GA.I LOVED MY BROTHER IN LAW AS A BROTHER OF MY OWN AND HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME WHEN I WAS GROWING UP AS A KID INTO BEING AN ADULT.SO IF ANYONE LEAVES ME OR JUGGALO SCRUB A COMMENT OVER THE WEEKEND WE WILL NOT BE ABLE TO ANSWER THEM UNTIL TUESDAY. THANX LUCI(Shreeky) R.I.P TOM GLOWACKI April 13th 2007

Helping Out A New Friend Here On Ct
Hey all!!! Stop by and check this gal out and leave her some love and some points so she can get up to the next level. Damsil in Distress (come check out my profile, rate me add me and fan me. i will return the favor!)@ CherryTAP

Thought Id Paraphrase My 25 Page Thesis I Wrote To Graduate College Few Years Back
Ok so i wrote my thesis The History of South/West Seattle and Whiter Center. The focal point was the problems That area has in relations to violence, gang activity and drugs. White center has always had a rugged rural,blue collar ethic. White Center and Riverside(now Tukwila/Duwamish area historically has always been an immigrant town although caucasion). Because of the severe poverty and blue collar mentality there was severe depression, and opression. MANY and i do mean MANY taverns were the main past time here. (A good reference is to read the poetry books of famed Poet Richard Hugo from White Center). Compounding these issues and no cultural base identity the residents of WC attempted to join in the Seattle expansion of West Seattle only to be turned back time and time again. Essentially being told they were not good enough. By the 1940's a huge land section was put aside for the military. This was known as the Rapid Army Training. (Hence the name Rat city). So now you have

Moving....
Me and Phil talked about it we really dont want to live with each other right now..So there a apt right across the hall from him going to move in there the first of the month...And yes Ben moving with us...He has become part of the family..Ben and Josh will share a room...It will cut my bills in half moving to the apt...Thank goodness...More money to spend on my baby Claire and my new grandbaby...They are talking of taking the baby by c-section Nov 7...Sarah still sick all the time..But the baby is doing good so is she....Claire learning to talk...She's so cute...I take her to work everyone just loves all over her.She loves it...Made some really great friends at work...Love them to death...So, glad my life is back to normal...I know it would soon as I get back to Arkansas...Just toke awhile to find a good job...But everything is back the normal...Everyone have a great week..I know I will....

Poem For My Dad
DAD My dearest dad 'I love you', I think of you each day. I feel your arms around me, that's how I get through my days. Your looking down upon me, to guide me on my way, but its very hard without you, each and every day. People always tell me, the grieving will subside. But how can it get better, without you by my side. No matter how hard they try, to help me with this pain, I am all consumed by thinking, It will never be the same. I know one day we'll meet, in the Heavens up above. It's the one thing that helps me, to never forget your love. My dearest Dad, I love you, Your with me every day. I will keep this love within me, until that beautiful day... I LOVE AND MISS YOU DAD

Falling Apart
Falling Apart I've got this hate Building up inside Should I take it Or should I hide Love turns to hate For the end I wait Looking into my mouth Looking down my throat I can't see too far I've built a bloody moat Inside my heart I feel like thinking But I'm falling apart I've been... waiting For this... shit to start I've been... straining For this... shit to start I'm hoping, dreaming That this shit will never end I've been faking, anticipating That this shit will never end I've built a bloody moat Inside my heart I feel like thinking But I'm falling apart

Money Tight
Money has been tight Money Angel This is a money angel Pass it to 6 of your good friends, or family and be rich in 4 Days. Pass it to 12 of your good friends.or family and be rich in 2 Days. I am not joking. You will find an unexpected windfall. If you delete it, you will beg. Trust me!!! Good Luck!!!

Spent And Blessed
I feel like I’ve died So many times it’s old Like nothing here is real Just penniless and cold And everybody follows you But no one really knows… And you’re scared For what to do All there is just pain Lover’s won’t take hold Your senses sting to bother you The question only grows… To permanently sleep And the hate That fills your soul Put everything inside of you In hopes that it will go Then everybody looks at you Like you’re an empty hole… But the dreams Are what you feel Nothing that you’ve tried Compares to how they heal A better world round the bend Escaping the lot here… To permanently sleep Where everything is real

Contest Downraters
These accounts were created yesterday and today to downrate pics in my 'Sexiest feet in high heels' contest. And ratings dont even count, comments only. A disqualification has been done by me on the appropriate entry. hiitsme@ CherryTAP scammer@ CherryTAP mememe@ CherryTAP hithere@ CherryTAP john@ CherryTAP jojo@ CherryTAP julia@ CherryTAP heart@ CherryTAP tina@ CherryTAP

I Am Leaving For The Open Road!
I leave for the open road again tomorrow, 5/03/07 I hope they can run me like last month, and hope the stress of road rage, and the hostility of the terrorists don't get to me. I am defenatly going back to the strange highways where crazy people play.

Ranked #138
Thanks to all my friends, fans, and family members plus all the others the have visited my page, I have made the Top Cherries List Today, and I feel pretty special to make that list for some reason lol:) any much love out to all of you for adding me or requesting my friendship, have a cherrylicious day, thanks xoxo

For You....
I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME... I THINK ABOUT ALL THE LAUGHS THAT WE HAVE... HEARING YOU LAUGH THOUGH MAKES ME HAPPY.... BECAUSE ITS TELLS ME THAT YOU ENJOY BEING WITH ME...... I WANNA BE WITH YOU BECAUSE YOU MAKE IT FEEL AS THOUGH THE WORLD HAS STOPPED SPINNING JUST SO THAT I CAN HAVE MORE TIME WITH YOU..... HOLD YOU ALITTLE LONGER... BEFORE YOU LEAVE FOR THE DAY.... IM SORRY FOR ALL THE THINGS I HAVE MADE YOU WONDER ABOUT WHEN YOU SHOULDN'T EVEN HAVE TO WONDER.... BECAUSE YOU SHOULD KNOW... BECAUSE I HAVE NOT EVER LET YOU KNOW... I HAVE NOT OPEN MYSELF COMPLETELY TO YOU... IM SORRY FOR HOW YOU FEEL... YOU SHOULD FEEL HAPPY AND LOVED.. WHEN I HAVE NOT SHOWED YOU THE LOVE THAT YOU SHOULD HAVE...... AND THE HAPPINESS THAT YOU SHOULD HAVE..... TO TELL YOU THAT I WILL NEVER HURT YOU... NEVER CHEAT ON YOU... WON'T LIE TO YOU... WILL TELL YOU WHAT IT IS THAT YOU WANT TO KNOW.... I CAN TRY MY BEST TO ANSWER THE QUESTIONS THAT YOU HAVE.... I KNOW THAT I CAN'T SAY THAT I LOVE Y

What Ever........
He has eyes like precious stones. They blaze like sapphire blue fire, but they are cold as ice. Living proof that love can kill. He puts hearts to death on a whim, he never thinks twice. I know from first hand. My heart is still dying. Once I let down my defences and was weak, he moved in for the kill. Through my soul the words, like the blade of a daggar. He ran his hate through my veins, disguised as love. As he watched the light go from my eyes, he looked down on the fool who dared to want him. I tried to fit his every desire, in my failure I expired. Now I know no one can love him. He will despise the one who tries. It's not the passion he wants, but vengence. From some other past life. Maybe his childhood, I will never know. I could never make him happy, for him only pain satisfies.............. I Love You Ray............... this is my blog!

To The Real Men
I saw this on a blog on another site.. and it hit home, so I thought I would share it here i'm a fat man…i eat too much, i smoke too much, i drink too much…i do everything too much…the only thing i don't do too much is sex…i don't have nearly enough sex…because i'm a fat man! fat men never have enough sex! it's not fair! not fair at all! so i got really good at masturbation. there's something to be proud of… i didn't always used to be fat…when i was a kid, i was husky…remember those pants? small, medium, husky? a fucken pants company, man, was telling me i was husky, not fat! husky! when i was fucken ten years old! 'course, they certainly weren't gonna call those pants small, medium, and fat! they had to come up with something that wasn't so politically incorrect, so some marketing genius came up with husky… i looked up husky in the dictionary…it said, "strong, burly…" that's cool. i like that…then i looked up fat. "bulging with much, or too much flesh…plump…"

This Was Given To Me By My Friend "poet" I Love It!
Cassandra I look for a poem or write one for each of my friends.. this one reminds me of you... Poet Hellcat He had arguments about a woman. He argued to himself about her. She was a hellcat, he argued. Crazy, never the same two minutes. Yet her breasts were hills of passion, Her tongue made for swift kissing, Her torso holding sanctuaries Strange as the lost temples Of sunken archipelagoes- She carried sacraments for him Yet his words for her were hellcat, Crazy woman. Carl Sandburg

Sad Day
id like to say that today is a good day. but i cant. u see, today i made the mistake of my life, 5 years i thoght i loved a woman. someone i thought was the "ONE" i gave the heart, my soul. and put everything into it. but i guess, sometimes it just doesnt work, and we are slit. i hate her for the hell i been thru, the heartache, the loneliness, and utter destituse, today i hate who i am, i cant be a freind, a loving uncle or, even a loving brother or son. because im just waiting for them to rip my heart out, and stop on the, peices i have left. if u read this and uve been any of those things, just remember, i care for all of u. but i dont know if that other four letter word even has a meaning. ive said in others writings, that its just a way to get close so u can crush. the heart. i really beleive that it is just a word that if u really care for someone they will no. in other news. today is also my dads birthday. i miss u, dad. i wish u were here, to help me figure out the crap t

Not Sure Of
You're Not Sure of: The Doctor: because he says, "Take off your clothes" The Dentist: because he says, "Open wide" The Hairdresser: because he says, "Do you want it teased or blown" The Milkman: because he says, "Do you want it in the front or the back" The Interior Decorator: because he says, "Once it's in, you'll love it." The Share Broker: because he says, "It will rise right up, fluctuate for a while and then slowly fall back again" The Banker: because he says, "If you take it out too soon, you'll lose interest" The Hunter: because he "Goes deep in the bush, shoots twice and always eats what he shoots" The Telephone Guy: because he says, "Would you like it on the table or against the wall?"

What Is A Kiss?
What is a kiss if not pure bliss? Can it be spent or saved, as a coin dropped in a slot machine, fruit spinning dials deciding fortunes outcome from emotion purloined? Can a kiss be a kiss if not missed? Where are the dreams of passion lost in wine soaked hours spent rubbing the lamp, waiting, hoping genie’s magic will quell doubtful ration? Isn’t a kiss the door to a garden of roses, leading up to a house with no blinds? Where is the porch and the light switch to guide me? Where is the mill of my arousal?

Jus Like You
Im tired of lookin out my window, seein shadows of you. And I cant hang out wit my girls cuz im checkin my rearview. You callin, breathin all hard like I cant hear you. And everytime I go to the club you just happen to be there to. All I ever wanted was to be with you but when I needed you, I had to compete with clubs, drugs, the streets, and PS2. Out all night chasin bitches, with ya weak ass crew. But I guess when you're in Rome, you do what Romans do. but, uh, they go home alone. Just like you. Wishin they would've held on. Just like you. Probably callin, playin on phones. Just like you. I'm so through dealin with niggas. Just like you. Cause I done had a few niggas. Just like you. I had the ballin type that call all night, keep claim he comin through. I had the CEO, that would bring me dough, cause he thought he had something to prove. I had the so called "God Man" who thought he could do everything God can. So he was closer to

This Was Cool!
Wikipedia Bday Game! It's fun and different so I decided to play! So here are the instructions:1. Go to Wikipedia and put in your birthday, without the year, in the search bar.2. List on your blog 3 events, 2 births, 1 death and 1 holiday that happens(ed) on your birthday./>====================================3 Events:399 BC- The philosopher Socrates sentenced to deathSocrates (Greek: S????t??, invariably anglicized as ['s?k??ti?z], Socrates; circa 470–399 BC) was an ancient Greek philosopher who is widely credited for laying the foundation for Western philosophy. The most important source of information concerning Socrates is Plato. Plato's dialogues portray Socrates as a teacher who denies having disciples, as a man of reason who obeys a divine voice in his head, and a pious man who is executed for the state's own expediency. Socrates disparages the pleasures of the senses, yet is excited by beauty; he is devoted to the education of the citizens of Athens, yet indifferent to his own

Buffalo
Buffalo BABY!!!! I'm from Buffalo. We eat chicken wings, not buffalo wings. Jack Kemp is a quarterback, not a politician. We drink Labatt Blue and love it. Mighty Taco always has preference over Taco Bell. Pop, not soda and Pepsi, not Coke. They are sneakers not tennis shoes. It's a sucker, not a lollipop. Bison Chip Dip, La Nova Pizzeria, Aunt Rosie's Loganberry, Chevetta's Chicken, and Ted's Hot Dogs are all too familiar...not to forget Anderson's Shakes. A fake ID is unnecessary when there is always Canada... but we have them any ways. Our bars don't close until 4, and we DO sell beer in a grocery store (Tops or Wegmans ), which always makes for early starts and late nights. Jim's Steak Out at 4 in the morning is calling it an early night... We never cuss, but we swear entirely too much. We know that a 65 mph speed limit really means 80. We will cut you off, swear, and give you the finger if you are not keeping up AND do it all in the

Long Time No Blog
Wow! Hard to believe it's been so long since I post anything here! My last post was made from Illinois last year. A lot has gone on since then. Not only did I come back to Scotland, but I got married, as well. I arrived back the middle of March. After months and months of snow, the weather in Ilinois was finally getting warm (81 degrees the day I left). I came back to rain and wind and temps seem to never warm up. It was wonderful to be back. I'd really missed John. Once we got things back on an even keel and he was feeling better (he'd been sick the entre time I was away) We started making plans for he wedding. We pushed it to the limit and set the date for May 1st, the earliest possible day the paperwork would be cleared. Right up until 6 pm the night before we waited for a phonecall from the registrar telling us we'd have to postpone things because there was a snag of some sort. Everything came off without a hitch... well, except for us getting hitched. It was small and qu

More On Me...for Those Interested Of Course
About me. Not sure how much good this’ll do but I want to put it out there for people who are actually interested in who I am. The shit on my page is just an introduction obviously. This is more in depth. No, I don’t believe in god. I’m more interested in an older belief system. Call it what you will, I don’t care. Just don’t ever call me a Christian. There’s more at work in this universe than one supreme being. If anyone came along and said they were the son of god now we’d just throw them in the puzzle factory. (The loony bin for those who don’t know what I’m talking about.) Yes, I’m a musician, artist, and poet. No I don’t let just anyone see or hear what I do. I don’t need the attention to be complete. I do it for me. Now my opinion on the other hand, I’ll shout that shit from the rooftops, lol. Good friends are hard to come by. I’m desperately searching for someone who shares my views and passions. Why? Because being alone is okay most of the time but solitude isn’t always

You Know Your A Dsm'er .........
You Know YOU ARE A DSMer if -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i found this online and thought it was pretty funny. Sitting here reading them saying yup to almost all of them LOL.. 1 = If you've ever had to explain crankwalk to a mechanic.... 2 = If you have a garage full of spare engines, just in case.... 3 = If you've tried to bolt your old 14b onto a riding lawnmower.... 4 = If you've hit your head on the B-pillar during an AWD launch.... 5 = If you have a running tab at the local tranny shop.... 6 = If you go rallying in your daily driver.... 7 = If your driveway has divets in it cause your car never moves.... 8 = If you have a trophy case full of Honda and Mustang emblems... 9 = If you eat "rice" for dinner.... 10 = If people recognize your car by the sound of it's lifter tick.... 11 = If you drive 5 extra blocks for a gas station that has 1 more octane point. 12 = If you get refused on your tread wear warranty eve

Sports Media Flip-flopping
This isn't something new, then again maybe it is. It seems that it's now vogue to bash those who cheat, have run-ins with the law, or use performance enhancing drugs. Suddenly all the talking heads are taking the supposed "high road". Dan Patrick, Steve Lyons, Jim Gray, Stuart Scott and Tony Kornheiser come to mind immediately. Within the last five years, these poor excuses for "journalists" have espoused the talents of Barry Bonds, Michael Vick, Jason Giambi and almost every young cornerback or wide receiver with a troubled background. Now they seem to be changing their tune. Steroids for baseball was the 500 pound elephant in the room you didn't talk about or mention. The broadcasters, owners and players all turned a blind eye, but now Dan Patrick through his nationally broadcast radio show is acting like he is the lone crusader towards cleaning up the game and that he had been fighting the good fight all this time. Between Mr. Patrick, Steve Lyons, Jim Gray and Stuart Scot

Touched By An Angel Society
Hi Everyone.. I am starting a new society and it is called.. "Touched By An Angel Society" It is for anyone that is a survivor. Survivors of cancer, rape, auto accidents, spousal abuse, suicide attempts. Anything you have survived from. This society is for women AND men. Things like that isn't gender specific or racial. People of all color, shapes and sizes are welcomed. We can share stories..and help each other through the bad times. I know, I have many of them and I thought this would be a way of healing emotionally.. Phyical scars heal in time.. scars inside sometimes never heal.. but people can help ease the pain and allow it to become tolerable. If you are interested.. Let me know. Thanks. Cassie.. Founder of the "Touched By An Angel Society"

Jeez...wtf Is This Expanding Tits Phenomonon
Getting sick of these main pics with expanding tits....why are they permitted?..not griping too much but no class girls!!!!!! Yep,i have my FACE expanding,not my cock!!!!! And it is not about jealousy here,i have dignity and work my ass off to get where i do on here;not produce a childish stimulant for the pathetic desperado males that chase these pics/people.Just bemused as to why they are permitted when quite clearly rules are broken....HELLO.....THEY DEPICT NOTHING BUT SEXUALITY and as far as i can tell,that is not permitted..... The real reason this pisses me is that i have a single pic of me "flipping"/giving the bird and it is rated NSFW.......yet expanding tits are cool....seems a little sexist to me which is kinda like racist,etc that is another rule set in cherrytap cyber cement..... Another successful rant for the morning from The Aussie Assassin Ian Cheers all.

About Me
well to all that must knw i m a mom of 2 boys they r my world n there my everything..... i like fishing camping walks on the beach n watchin the moon light on the water on a warm summer night i like to walk the ocean front when i can i like camp fires just bout any thing i m right into dolphins n im not here for head games im here for friends maybe more if u would like to chat with me u can do so on here well this is all for now have a good night

Jugglettes Come
i'm a juggalo and i'm looking for juggalettes. are there any around north carolina that would like too meet a fellow juggalo? come check me out. tell a friend that there is a wicked clown on the lose for some hot juggalette to come meet him and to have a good time with. and i don't mean sex!!!! i mean fun like hangin out and hopefully dating. so stop by and show some clown luv. juggalo's 4 life. peace mmfcl.

The F Word
In ancient England, people could not have sex without consent from the King When people wanted to have a child, they had to solicit a permission to the monarchy, in turn they would supply a plaque to hang on their door when they had sexual relations. The plaque read … "Fornication Under Consent of the King" (F.U.C.K). LOL

Stop The Hate
When I read this I hate to repost. Stop the hates from ruining things for the rest of us. I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never kn

Hmmm F**k'ers
Like fuck do all men think that they can treat a woman like shit or something. I have a gf here crying cause she got ditched by a man that she liked alot, and thats not so cool. So Men when you make plans don't break them to go chill with buddy's if something has come up then call to tell her, don't ditch her cause she isnt worth the time, cause she is. No matter what. For the players becareful on what you do, it will sneak up on ya!

I'm Back On Here Again.
Hello everybody..Hope everybody has been good since I have been gone from here..I had to take a break from here.Maybe I can get some help from yall on how to get points and cherry bucks..LOL. I seem to have fell way behind..LOL..I see they have changed some of this stuff up on here..Nearly thought I was at the wrong place..LOL..Well time to close here and quit boring ya if ya are reading this..LOL...

Re:online And Off
Well, here we go ... I have to leave the net and in a week my CT account may well be deleted. I have too many responsibilities with family that need to be attended to. So Tappers ... Im off the cyber world all together pretty soon until I cn let others I have known here and other places. I have been online for many many many years. It is time for me to move on. Celtic

Omg. . . Be Alright - Trina, Ludacris (vid Included!!)
Here's an interesting twist to an awesome song!!! Ludacris Trina --------------------------------------- b alright b r right be alright b all right --------------------------------------- "B R Right" (feat. Ludacris) [trina:] i want my ass smacked [luda:] legs wide [trina:] front back [luda:] side to side [trina:] pussy wet [luda:] slip n slide [luda:] yep everythin gon be alright [trina:] ass smaked legs wide [trina:] front back [luda:] side to side [trina:] pussy wet [luda:] slip n slide [luda:] yep everythin gon be alright [TRINA] wait bitch, imma blow my kisses, get pist and throw my dishes, yall niggas know jus who this is, woo woo, and the head so vicious. with me, this shit gon cost, you short? then thas yo lost, you know this ass is soft, make a nigga goto breakin off. tell me that you love me baby, get high and fuck me crazy, get a towel and wipe me off, you want a bitch wit no type of flaws. my gurls be shoppin hard,

Did You Know?
If you delete after reading .. you'll spend a year of ill luck! But... if you send it to (at least) two friends ... you'll have 3 years of good luck!!! *** Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible? Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them? Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are: I love you, Sorry, and Help me. Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves? Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty? Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding? Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two-fold? Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that i

Resignation
I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year-old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks. I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day. I want to return to a time when life was simple, when all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes,that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good. I want to believe that anything is possible. I want to be oblivious to the complexities of life and be

Well Well Well
i log into my account for the first time in at least a month and guess who's been here? lol they just can't get enough of me, can they? must be eating them up to not be able to see any recent activity on my end. Too bad, they're going to have to find their drama and entertainment somewhere else. (though a good source has told me that they've done just that. instead of using things i've ACTUALLY said or done, they're completely fabricating stories about things i've APPARENTLY said to them when I have each and every one blocked on another community site ... tell me how THAT one works? lol ... anything to keep themselves entertained, right?) Well, here's a note to them ... hope you like what you see (you obviously must, you keep coming back to look at the SAME pics) ... cause it's all ur gonna get. Peace, BITCHES!! :p

Can You Love This Deep?
LOVE IS PATIENT;LOVE IS KIND. LOVE DOES NOT ENVINGS,Y;IS NOT BOASTFUL;IS NOT CONCEITED;DOES NOT ACT IMPROPERLY;IS NOT SELFISH;IS NOT PROVOKED;DOESNOT KEEP A RECORD OF RIGHTS OR WRONGS;FINDS NO JOY IN UNRIGHTEOUSNESS,BUT REJOICES IN THE TRUTH;BEARS ALL THINGS,BELIEVES ALL THINGS,HOPES ALL THINGS,ENDURES ALL THINGS. LOVE NEVER ENDS. WHEN I WAS A CHILD, I SPOKE LIKE A CHILD , I THOUGHT LIKE A CHILD, I REASONED LIKE A CHILD. WHEN I BECAME A MAN I PUT CHILISH THINGS AWAY. FOR NOW WE SEE INDISTINCTLY, AS IN A MIRROR, BUT THEN FACE TO FACE. NOW I KNOW IN PART, BUT THEN I WILL KNOW FULLY AS I AM FULLY KNOWN. NOW THESE THREE REMAIN: FAITH,HOPE, AND LOVE. BUT THE GREATEST OF THESE IS LOVE... WHO DO YOU LOVE?

Spring Cleaning...
I deleted all of my dirty pics so if you were on my family list to see those I removed you :(...sorry only people I know fairly well go there now. Hope I don't anger anyone. Nothing personal guys ok?

Going Out Tonight! Hellz Yeah!!!
ok so like me and a couple of friends of mine are going out to a gay club called the v-bar and i'm soooo hoping all goes well. last time i went out there i almost got in a fight with some drunk dyke, but anyway. i will let you guys know how it went next time i'm online:) wish me luck!

Features Some Ppl Dont Know About.
1) smileys for shout can be found here http://cherrytap.com/emotes.php# 2) You can Block ppl from ripping pictures from any folder except default the feauture is in your album options. 3) do ppls page skin slower your computer down you can now block most skins on ppls pages by blocking their skins which the option is in your profile settings. I WILL ADD MORE AS I GET THEM

Sexual Orientation
Dear Readers: 6/27/2007 Dear Readers: CNN reported today that a growing number of psychologists and geneticists are trying to answer the question of whether sexual orientation is inborn or a choice. As always I am amazed by such a waste of time from our infantile science trying to answer what is so obvious not only to me but to anyone close to any person displaying gay or lesbian tendencies. If I could put my hand on a fraction of the money for those futile researches over the years I would already have dozens of Astropsychology schools up and running all over the world. Imagine also if I had a fraction of the billions of dollars wasted each years on religious endeavors. Well again rest assured that none of those scientists or religious Leaders possess cosmic consciousness and will come up with another ridiculous name assuming which part of the brain or chemical unbalance produces such a nonstandard sexual orientation. Now let have a laugh with "the ment

The Sermon
One day Mrs. Jones went to have a talk with the minister at the local church. "Reverend," she said, "I have a problem, my husband keeps falling asleep during your sermons. It's very embarrassing. What should I do?" "I have an idea," said the minister. "Take this hatpin with you. I will be able to tell when Mr. Jones is sleeping, and I will motion to you at specific times. When I motion, you give him a good poke in the leg." In church the following Sunday, Mr. Jones dozed off. Noticing this, the preacher put his plan to work. "And who made the ultimate sacrifice for you?" he said, nodding to Mrs. Jones. "Jesus!", Jones cried as his wife jabbed him the leg with the hatpin. "Yes, you are right, Mr. Jones," said the minister. Soon, Mr. Jones nodded off again. Again, the minister noticed. "Who is your redeemer?" he asked the congregation, motioning towards Mrs. Jones. "God!" Mr. Jones cried out as he was stuck again with the hatpin. "Right again," said the minister, smiling.

Jealousy
Go ahead and talk, say all the things that you feel the need to say. Look at my photographs and make jokes thinking that on some level it will ruin my day. Pick my life apart piece by piece, find flaws where you may. Remember though that in the end it is you that will pay. See jealousy is the utmost form of praise, compliment me all you like. I take your words with grains of salt, they mean nothing coming form a nasty dyke. The names that you'd love to have are mine as is the voice on the other end of the mic. So continue please make me that much more important than I am with each strike. DO your words harm me..why no, in fact I find them quite amusing. Does the anger and bitterness scold me..well no it's only words that your abusing. I know that your life must be strange and so confusing. I am the one gaining strength the power you thought you held, your slowly losing.

One More Night
How did I feel before I felt this trying to sooth sorrow Tell myself its all different this bliss Wondering what I might feel tomarrow Caught in this emotional war Must win the battle within How many I'm sorrys thus far Use my fasad I've been given Break free from my desires every day Expose myself in a different form These schales of love must weigh From my black web I'm torn Searching for the right words to speak I utter something, something weak Trust in you I seeked Warm currents of pain enter in Baptized in the tears of yesterday Cut me open, rip my skin One more night is all I'll say Desire now clouding my judgement My soul is tatooed with thoughts of you Tripped again a glutten for punishment Never thought my color was blue Paint me a portrait, let it soak An emotional brush Blood paint and tears in every stroke Time to forget Let the spiders creep Suffering tangled webs of regret Fangs of nu

-riptide-
COPYRIGHT by AUTHOR and CIVITASDEI.US -riptide- The night ended with us cleaning up blood and a thousand sparkling shards of soiled glass. Tonight was a success, by all means— I can’t remember it. I’ve nailed myself down to the floor, and I can hear your persistent knock-knocking but I am trapped here, too far away to reach the door— Nobody is home today. Having useless hands, I composed a letter using my teeth. i lied through them, I told you everything is perfect-pristine, I sleep sometimes at night now— but really I feel hollow and invisible. Falling asleep behind the wheel and waking up just in time for it to be too late for breaks, on a collision course. Screaming soundlessly at my reflection rip-rip-rippling in the water— and I let her take me under, caught in a rip-tide.

Deja Vu
"We have all some experience of a feeling, that comes over us occasionally, of what we are saying and doing having been said and done before, in a remote time – of our having been surrounded, dim ages ago, by the same faces, objects, and circumstances – of our knowing perfectly what will be said next, as if we suddenly remember it!" -charles dickens I wonder if there is a possibility we all truly know our destiny's if the future really is already laid out in our heads. Deja Vu truly is the wierdest feeling I think. I've had many Deja Vu experiences and there really strange and unexplainable like you suddenly have a ding like you know exactly what happens next and if you could actually hang on to that moment and understand it then maybe you really could know your future. It really wierds me out. I don't understand Deja Vu.

A Fun Way To Help Raise Funds For Horse Rescue
From: FoReVERescueDate: Jul 8, 2007 7:12 PMI AM WRITING THIS PLEA SO THAT EVERYONE WILL UNDERSTAND A BIT BETTER WHAT THIS CONTEST IS ABOUT.FIRST OF ALL YOUR POETRY NEED NOT RHYME, AND THE FREE~STYLE CATEGORY DOES NOT NEED TO BE ABOUT ANIMALS. sECOND WHICH SHOULD HAVE BEEN FIRST...WE ARE TRYING DESPERATELY TO RAISE FUNDS FOR 2 HORSE RESCUES, ONE ON EITHER SIDE OF THE OCEAN. LAST ANGEL RESCUES HORSES AND LACKS THE LAND AND FUNDING FOR THE LAND NEEDED SO THEY CAN RESCUE MORE HORSES AND PONIES...SHE TIRELESSLY EVERY MONTH WITHOUT FAIL HOLDS THE SUE BUNDRICK EMERGENCY RESCUE FUND FOR ANIMAL RESCUERS IN NEED, AND DOES NOT KEEP ANY OF THIS MONEY FOR HER RESCUE EFFORTS. IF SHE DOESN'T GET THE MONEY SHE NEEDS TO AQUIRE THE LAND SHE WILL BE HELPLESS TO HELP THE HORSES. HORSES ARE IN DANGER EVERYWHERE IN THE WORLD, SO LETS GET TOGETHER AND HELP OUT!REALIZE THAT WHAT IS RAISED HERE IN ANERICAN DOLLARS TURNS OUT TO BE ABOUT HALF THAT AMOUNT IN GBP....SO IF I ONLY RAISE 100.00 USD AND WE SPLIT IT..S

Strawberry Tequila Overdose
My angel My demon My best addiction She lubes me And doobs me To reduce friction I am her shoulder To lean on My waist She wrestles When it gets To heavy In peace we nestle I may pull Her hair But never scold her The best part Of each fix Is when I hold her I tap it And slap it At her request She is open And listens And treats me best Her heart is My new drug I must confess But I am still Addicted To all the rest by my friend: RevJoe69@ CherryTAP

Wreck Of The Edmund Fitzgerald
Wreck Of The Edmund Fitzgerald, music and lyrics c1976 by Gordon Lightfoot The legend lives on from the Chippewa on down of the big lake they called "Gitche Gumee." The lake, it is said, never gives up her dead when the skies of November turn gloomy. With a load of iron ore twenty-six thousand tons more than the Edmund Fitzgerald weighed empty, that good ship and true was a bone to be chewed when the "Gales of November" came early. The ship was the pride of the American side coming back from some mill in Wisconsin. As the big freighters go, it was bigger than most with a crew and good captain well seasoned, concluding some terms with a couple of steel firms when they left fully loaded for Cleveland. And later that night when the ship's bell rang, could it be the north wind they'd been feelin'? The wind in the wires made a tattle-tale sound and a wave broke over the railing. And ev'ry man knew, as the captain did too 'twas the witch of November come stealin'.

Go To Jail Paris, Go Directly To Jail!
For reasons of posterity I have saved the text of Paris Hilton's petition to Governor Gropenator that she not go to jail below. If it wasn't real I would think it was satire. (I mean, wow, what would our "mundane" lives be like without Paris Hilton's "beauty and excitement"!)The petition is an example of writing written by and for the incredibly stupid. I'm willing to gamble that Paris wrote it herself. I encourage everyone reading this to sign Paris' petition as Mickey Mouse or Donald Duck or Mao Zedong, or whatever...Paris Hilton will have it much easier than us mundane folk in jail. The jailers will segregate her so that she doesn't get her ass kicked, though I suspect the women in the jail will be more interested in getting her autograph than kicking her ass.Paris will live. She not only broke the law, she showed contempt for the law and absolutely no remorse whatsoever. Let her do her time like the mundane people.To:The Honorable Governor Arnold SchwarzeneggerParis Whitney Hilton

To Much Time To Think
I have had alot of time to think about the recent events in my life. I have realized that I made alot of bad decissions in my past. None in which were illegal or harmful to others. But things in which I could have done better had I had taken the time to evaluate the situation. Right now my life is so complex. But thanks to someone closest to me, I have managed to deal with the situations at hand or for the most part. There are still some things I am gonna need to take time to think about in depth some more before I make any more decissions on the matter. Have you ever felt you had all you ever wanted and all you ever needed but at the same time felt so terribly alone. Not knowing what step to take next? You see my ex tought me that no matter how much you love someone it is never enough. They will never see exactly what you feel. Trying to explain it always blows up in your face, Trying to show them always makes it worse, If you write it, will they read it? Not normally it gets thrown a

Confused
Hey, I am just sitting here trying to figure out what to do. I want to be with this guy and he wants to be with me. The problem is that we live in 2 different states and that makes it really hard on us both. I am trying to do what I think is right by trying to get my life straightened out and then moving out there to be with him and I am thinking that if I do that things will be much better for us. If anyone has any advice please help. Thanks Jessica

Faeries
FAERIES The world of the faery can be found on a green meadow, or a river bank kissed by the sun. it is hidden on a moonlit moor, on the steep side of a mountain, or just off the road in a secret faery glen; the natural world provides all the portals we could ever need to enter into faery, but we must remember how to make the journey." If you ask anyone what a faery is, it is not likely that you will find anyone that simply doesn't know. Children believe, most teens want to believe, but many adults have given up on these tiny beings. As for me, there is much more proof saying that faeries do exist then there is to say otherwise, in fact there is no concrete proof to disprove faeries. there was one case, however; in which there was concrete evidence proving the existence of faeries! it would seem foolish to completely cancel out the possibility. There are many types of faeries, such as flower faeries, snow faeries, mushroom faeries,......you get the id

A Zombie Tale!!!!!!! :) :o
One wintry night as I alone sat drinking at an inn. A strange old man approached me and he grinned a toothless grin. He doffed his weathered cap and he scratched his balding head. Then sat right down beside me and in whispered tones he said, "I’m the keeper of the graveyard, son, and I’ve a cautionary tale. And all I ask to tell it is one single pint of ale. It’s a tale of unspeakable ‘orror that’ll make yer blood run cold". So I bought the old man his pint of ale and this is the tale he told. "When the church clock strikes twelve midnight ‘neath a chill and moonless sky, don’t tarry near the graveyard, son, but quickly ‘urry by. For deep inside that boneyard, as the wind remorseless moans, an eerie mist entwines itself around the old gravestones. Its long grey wispy fingers caress the earthy mound as rotting maggoty dead things stir some six foot under ground. Zombies crawlin’ from their coffins seekin’ wretched birth. Their bony clawin’ fingers bre

Patronus
You scored as Tiger, It is only likely you would produce a tiger as your protector. Like you it has a wild and fierce nature although this can be hidden. Passionate but sometimes harsh natured you tend to be alone as your own person. Tiger100% Stag88% Dolphin75% Owl56% Cat44% Elephant38% What Animal Guide Would You Produce If You Could Cast A Patronus?created with QuizFarm.com

American Idol This Week
Feather your hair and slip into your skin-tight white jeans, because it's Bon Jovi week on American Idol!Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I was pleasantly surprised by last night's show. None of the six remaining contestants are rockers, and I feared an evening of karaoke-level arena-rock strutting and a high cheese factor. Instead we got four good performances and some quality mentoring.Are you ready to rock?Phil, "Blaze Of Glory" -- Going into the show, Phil was the only singer who I thought had a shot at shining. When he disclosed that he was a big Jovi fan, though, I feared we'd get a straight karaoke version of this 'Young Guns' chestnut. His rendition was pretty much by-the-book, but it was also the best of the night, an entertaining crowd-pleaser which showed off the strongest part of his voice. When Phil gets voted off tonight (which I'm almost certain he will), he can look back at this performance and country night and be proud.Jordin, "Living O

Omg Come Hear The Sounds Of Strugis
OMFG STRUGIS WEEK HAS NOW BEGAN! ! ! ! ! ! AND WHO IS THE DJ THAT HAS ALL THE MUSIC THAT THE BIKERS OF STURGIS LOVE......... GLAD YOU ASKED .......IT IS THE ONE AND ONLY DJ SUNSHINE ON THE EXCALIBUR RADIO ! ! ! ! ! YOU WANT MUSIC THAT WILL BE THERE THEN COME AND TAKE A LISTEN TO DJ SUSHINE ........ SHE IS ROCKIN THE AIR WAVES JUST LIKE AT STRUGIS........

Aries Boss
The ARIES Boss "Well now that we have seen each other," sad the Unicorn, "if you'll believe in me, I'll believe in you. Is that a bargain?" The Aries boss won't be popular with lazy employees. If you're looking for a temporary soft spot to fill in the time while you seek a permanent career, or a place to pick up a little spending money during a lull in your life, you'd be well advised not to work for an Aries. This man simply can't abide half-hearted work or a lack of enthusiasm in those around him. He'll expect you to be as devoted to the company as he is, and just as intently concerned with its future potential. He'll probably hire you fast, promote you fast-and point out your mistakes just as quickly. If he suspects you are coasting, you're liable to get a blunt and direct-to-the-point tongue-lashing, with no feelings spared, but you'll also get a second chance, perhaps even a third or fourth one, if you admit you're wrong and promise to do better. You might as well be

Doctors Visit
Yesterday I went to the doctor for my yearly physical. My blood pressure was high, my cholesterol was high, I'd gained some weight and I didn't feel so hot. My doctor said eating right doesn't have to be complicated and it would solve my physical problems. He said just think in colors; Fill your plate with bright colors; greens, yellows, reds, etc. I went right home and ate an entire bowl of M&M's and sure enough, I felt better immediately never knew eating right could be so easy.

~curiosity....~
Do you sit there.. and let it eat at you.. wondering what it is you should do? Do you wiggle inside with excited anticipation awaiting the next... Or do you sit there... Letting it pass through your thoughts without a second glance? Do you wonder if it would be a waste of your time if you did... or wonder if it would be something that jumps out at you? Do you sit and ponder about it..then try to forget about it.. only to come back to it later? Or do you just jump in head first and soak up all there is to see.....? How does one really know if they don't try. Just curious. :) ~Candyce~

European Heighten Threat Levels
European Heighten Threat Levels The English are feeling the pinch in relation to recent terrorist threats and have raised their security level from "Miffed" to "Peeved". Soon, though, security levels may be raised yet again to "Irritated" or even "A Bit Cross". Londoners have not been "A Bit Cross" since the blitz began in 1940 and tea supplies all but ran out. Terrorists have been re-categorized from "Tiresome" to "A Bloody Nuisance". The last time the British issued "A Bloody Nuisance" warning level was during the great fire of 1666. Also, the French government announced yesterday that it has raised its terror alert level from "Run" to "Hide". The only two higher levels in France are "Collaborate" and "Surrender." The rise was precipitated by a recent fire that destroyed France's white flag factory, effectively paralyzing the country's military capability. It's not only the English and French who are on a heightened level of alert. Italy has increased the ale

Whyi Heart Firemen
Why I ♥ Firemen It’s no secret. I’m a sucker for firemen. I love them. I can’t get enough of them. I’d say daily though, I’m asked why I love firemen and if I could possibly love other uniformed men. I generally give no explanation at all about loving other uniforms and why my preference is for firemen except to say that they’re hot but the reality is there are so many other reasons why I love firemen and frankly there are a couple of reasons why I don’t have the same fascination for other uniformed men. Instead of recreating the wheel with explanations, I thought I would go ahead and define for everyone why firemen and more over why not other types of uniformed men. Please see below: Cops: You’re pricks. You know you’re pricks. You may look good in black but once the vest comes off you’re suddenly not as studly as first impressions would give. Navy: You’re gay. You spend six months out of the year on a boat with limited amounts of pussy. What other conclusio

Farmers
There are two sisters, one blonde and one brunette, and they inherit the family ranch. Unfortunately, after just a few years, they are in financial trouble. In order to keep the bank from repossessing the ranch, they need to purchase a bull from the stockyard in a far town so that they can breed their own stock. They only have $600 left. Upon leaving, the brunette tells her sister, "When I get there, if I decide to buy the bull, I'll contact you to drive out after me and haul it home." The brunette arrives at the stockyard, inspects the bull, and decides she wants to buy it. The man tells her that he will sell it for $599, no less. After paying him, she drives to the nearest town to send her Sister a telegram to tell her the news. She walks into the telegraph office, and says, "I want to send a telegram to my Sister telling her that I've bought a bull for our ranch. I need her to hitch the trailer to our pickup truck And drive out here so we can haul it home."

If You Want To Know Why I Was Leaving
WELL FIRST I WANT TO SAY I HATE DRAMA AND THE LAST THING I AM TRYING TO DO IS KEEP THIS GOING.... SO THE ONLY REASON I AM EVEN POSTING THIS IS BECAUSE MANY OF MY CLOSE FRIENDS HAVE BEEN ASKING AND IT IS A LONG STORY... SO I'M TRYING TO SAVE ME A LITTLE TIME AND TYPING LOL ~~IT STARTED A FEW DAYS AGO WITH A BULLETIN THAT WAS POSTED SAYING I WAS AGAINST THE MILITARY AND VETS... IT HAD ASKED PEOPLE (MILITARY) TO UNFAN ME, I LOST 200 FANS OVER IT, IT GOT DELETED AFTER 30 MINUTES, BUT IT WAS TOOO LATE HAD ALREADY REPOSTED SEVERAL TIMES... ANYONE THAT KNOWS ME KNOWS THIS IS A CROCK OF SHIT (COOLEST GUY EVER IS ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS ON HERE HE'S IN IRAQ AND WOLFSPIRIT WHO I TALK TO EVERYDAY IS A VET) SEVERAL PEOPLE SEEN IT AND JUMPED TO MY DEFENSE ON THIS... SRY NOT NAMING ANY NAMES ON WHO POSTED OR HELPED ME~~ ~~SO THEN I'M SITTING HERE AND MY SHOUTBOX IS GOING ON AND ON, WELL KNOWING I CAN'T REPLY IN IT I WASN'T REALLY PAYING ATTENTION TO THE ARROWS, SOME WANTED TO SEE NSFW PICS, ET

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Haven't really got anything to say just really havent posted one in awhile so here is a blog ... nothing has changed nothing is going on ...wow I suck! Okay this turned into a shitty idea ... writing a blog to make myself realise i suck .....lol okay O sucky one has finished pointing out she sucks.

Chicken A La King
Chicken A La King Serves 4-6 8 Tablespoons Butter 1 cup Mushrooms, fresh, sliced 8 Tablespoons Flour 1 3/4 cup Milk 1 cup Chicken broth 2 cups Chicken cooked, diced 1/4 cup Pimentos, chopped 1 ounce Sherry (optional) 1 Tablespoon Parsley, chopped Toast Melt the butter in a large, heavy skillet. Add the mushrooms and cook until limp. Whisk in the flour and cook for 3 minutes, stirring frequently. Whisk in the milk and broth. Bring to a boil. Reduce the heat, add the chicken, pimentos, and sherry (if used). Simmer for 25 minutes. Serve over quartered toast slices, garnished with parsley.

I Want Salutes
alot of u have alot of time on ur hands so if ur bored make me a salute !!! just take a pic of urself or something with my cherry tap name on it and ill put it in my salute folder !! thanks to those who have already done so ur awesome !!

Well Now...pt 2
My birthday is slowly winding down and as far as b-days go it was definately one of the quieter ones... Being somewhat of a realist, I dont enjoy the prospect of growing old but its a necessary thing in the evolution of a person... Oh well...Life goes on and so do I...About all I can do at this point... PS: Being single on your b-day sucks rocks!

R.i.p. Tourettes Guy
you can watch more of his videos at Tourettesguy.com August 4, 2007A couple of days ago we received some terrible news about Danny. Late last week Danny passed away.About a month ago Danny was involved in a bad car accident. He had been out of the hospital for a couple of days staying with a friend when he suffered some medical complications. He unexpectedly passed away in the night.We here at TourettesGUY.com are deeply saddened by this news as we love Danny. The reality of Danny's death hasn't sunk in yet, even a few days later. It is our burden to share this news with you - the millions of fans who also love Danny.In about a week we will be putting the videos back up. We thought about taking the site down for good, but Danny's videos are already all over the internet and we felt that we could do some good with the site. We will be releasing all the videos along with one last new video in a high quality DVD format in memory of Danny. This DVD will be free to download, but you will

Ok So Anyways
So the bf finally called tonight at 9:30pm, I was shocked cause he actaully called. He will more likely call me when i get done with work around 1am he said that we need to talk. So thats all good.... Now i cant wait for another week cause then i get transfered on my full time job away from this bitch that i work with grr.. i soo wish i can put her in the surgary room an cut her open an leave her lay there lol... YA RIGHT... anyways... Im at work time to watch a movie... Laters ~Shorty~

Thinking Of You
I look into space thinking about you today Wishing my heart didn't ache with each beat Sadness flows out from me - surrounding me People stop by to inquire of my state Never understanding how alone I feel Kind words spoken here and there From friends who are still here and care A tiredness sweeps across my soul The emptiness seems to swallow me whole My heart beats again much quieter this time Lonely, sad and lost Created by SF

You Remind Me
You remind me of a perfect summers day. Sunny full of life-full of different smells and children at play You remind me of lifes first experience riding a bike, first words, first steps, first kiss, first love does this makes sense? You remind me of a never ending dream the dream was so good it made me scream. You remind me of what love should be understanding, communicating, compassion and friendship as well as compatibility. You remind me of a experience that coems to mind, your unselfish ways, your understanding and how you can be so kind. You remind me of things I cant pronounce some things just dont make sense and some you rather not announce. You remind me of a woman I wish I had but never had the oppertunity to meet. So whenever we get the oppertunity to meet I will lay beneath your feet. Written by: Trevon A.K.A Bad Boy69

Bang Or Pass
BANG OR PASS There is at least one person on your list that wants to bang the hell out of you. So lets play the Bang or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to bang the person who posts this, send them a "message" saying "yep, I'd bang you." SCARED? lol this shits funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as ""Bang or Pass""

*~fun With Yahoo - Session 20~*
black_kid_atl2005: my mom hate when white women like u fart by her and said she wud hit them if they did. Wat wud u do to her if she hit u for farting? PiercedQT: Fuck off black_kid_atl2005: mmm, its roleplay black_kid_atl2005: ur probly stronger and smarter than she is black_kid_atl2005: wud u walk up to her in a store and fart in front of her face just to insult her? black_kid_atl2005: that wud be hot PiercedQT: You must be some kind of retard to roleplay using your mom as a character black_kid_atl2005: mmm, a hot girl dominating and punishing her black_kid_atl2005: thats hot...she doesnt let me talk to girls at all black_kid_atl2005: you're just a pussy then if ur not into violent weird roleplay black_kid_atl2005: ur super conservative, bible-carrying christian bitch, arent you? PiercedQT: Do you understand the fact you're trying to role play using your FUCKING MOTHER as a character - do you see how that's fucking gross? You fucking incest

Chinese Horoscope
NO CHEATING!!!!THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME. DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT.IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY 1st. Get PEN and PAPER 2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW 3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results. 4th SCROLL DOWNONE LINE AT THE TIMEDON..T READ AHEAD otherwiseYOU WILL RUIN THE FUN. 1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT. 2. Next to the NUMBERS 1 & 2,WRITE DOWN ANY2 NUMBERS YOU WANT. DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE NUMBER? 3. Next to the NUMBERS 3 & 7, WRITE DOWN THE NAMES OF TWO MEMBERSOF THE OPPOSITE SEX. SAME SEX IF GAY CAUTION: DO NOT LOOK AHEAD or IT WILL NOT TURN OUT RIGHT 4. WRITE ANYONES NAME(like FRIENDS or F

To My Friends
I just wanted to take a few minutes to show my love to all the ones who have been so gracious to add this old country girl to your lists.I know time doesn't permit me to talk to each of you as i would love to .I carry all of you in my heart and prayers.I thank God everyday for the opportunity to have met each and every one of you.I try on a day to day basis to stay in contact but please know that if time goes by and we don't get to talk always know that i love each and every one of you and hope that your lives are eternally filled with blessings!!!! Hugs and kissessss, Heather

Today
And God said, "let there be light." And the prophet spoke, and the minds of the people were illuminated to the Truth of the Word of God. As the ancient prophets before, the man said, "God stands at the door of your heart and knocks. If anyone opens the door, God will come in to them and have dinner with them." The Bread of Life will dine with us, and share the knowledge of Himself with us, and allow us to share in His love, as we open the door of our hearts to Him. In this day of violence, calamities of nature, muslim extremist terrorists, sexual "freedom", and liberal agendas, the only One in whom we can trust is God Himself. We must repent (change our minds and actions toward our rebellion against God), and turn to Him with all our hearts, for the Kingdom of Heaven is at hand.

Friendship
I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with its untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can't keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall. Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine; Yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge; I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask. I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me. I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you. I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you, But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself. I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting, But I can cry with you a

Wasted Time!
THE TIME THAT I'VE WASTED IS MY BIGGEST REGRET,SPENT IN THESE PLACES I WILL NEVER FORGET. JUST SITTING AND THINKING ABOUT THE THINGS I'VE DONE,THE CRYING ,THE LAUGHING,THE HURT AND THE FUN. NOW IT'S JUST ME AND MY HARD-DRIVEN GUILT BEHIND A WALL OF EMPTINESS I ALLOWED TO TO BE BUILT. I'M TRAPPED IN MY BODY, JUST WANTING TO RUN, BACK TO MY YOUTH IT'S LAUGHTER AND FUN. BUT THE CHASE IS OVER AND THERE'S NO PLACE TO HIDE.EVERYTHING IS GONE, INCLUDING MY PRIDE. WITH REALITY SUDDENLY RIGHT IN MY FACE, I'M SCARED, ALONE AND STUCK IN THIS PLACE. NOW MEMORIES OF THE PAST FLASH THOUGH MY HEAD, AND THE PAIN IS OBVIOUS BY THE TEARS THAT I SHED. I ASK MYSELF WHY AND WHERE I WENT WRONG. I GUESS I WAS WEAK WHEN I SHOULD HAVE BEEN STRONG. LIVING FOR DRUGS AND THE WINGS THAT I HAD GROWN, MY FEELINGS WERE LOST, AFRAID TO BE SHOWN. AS I LOOK AT THE PAST IT'S SO EASY TO TO SEE THE FEAR THAT I HAD, AFRAID TO BE ME. I'D PRETEND TO BE RUGGED, SO FAST AND SO COOL. WHEN ACTUALLY LOST LIKE A B

Email And Yahoo Change
to all of you that know me and my yahoo email and id I had to change do to a computer problem. it is still the same but there is no 01 at the end of my name. so maryXXXX@yahoo.com. please update because I dont have any of yours anymore. Thanks, Mary

You Know You're From Rhode Island When...
You Know You're From Rhode Island When... You celebrate "birt-day" If your oldah brodah is a retad. If you had a "wickit" good time at the beach. When you hear an amazing fact your immidiate reply is "no suh!" You know the difference between red, white and clear chowdah You consider a car journey of longer than one hour a day trip. You can you curse in Italian. You own garden tools from Job Lot. You have used the expression "Not For Nuthin" You serve bread with every meal. You load up on milk and bread before a snowstorm. You feel compelled to hear at least one weather report a day. You have a bottle of coffee syrup in the fridge right now. You have given a bottle of Sakonnet wine as a gift. You've gotten sick from eating too many clam cakes. Your first live concert was at The Civic Center or Rocky Point. You have close relatives who work for the state. You've gone to "Legs and Eggs". You have used a demolished landmark when givi

Senior Moments
At 85 years of age, Wally marries Lou Anne, a lovely 25 year old. Since her new husband is so old, Lou Anne decides that after their wedding she and Wally should have separate bedrooms. She is concerned that her new, but aged, husband might over exert himself if they spend the entire night together. After the wedding festivities Lou Anne prepares herself for bed and the expected "knock" on the door. Sure enough the knock comes, the door opened and there is Wally, her 85 year old groom, ready for action. They unite as one. All goes well, Wally takes leave of his bride, and she prepares to go to sleep. After a few minutes, Lou Anne hears another knock on her bedroom door, and it's Wally. Again he is ready for more "action". Somewhat surprised, Lou Anne consents for more coupling. When the newlyweds are done , Wally kisses his bride, bids her a fond goodnight and leaves. She is set to go to sleep again, but, aha --- you guessed it --- Wally is back again, rapping

Friday
Friday was a very, very odd day. Two things happened that set it apart from a normal, run of the mill, last day of the week. The first one was fairly serious. The second was fairly hilarious. I shall relate both now. At about 12 pm we had a radio call asking any free members of staff to meet in the Technicians workshop. Upon arrival we were told that the University of Central England, who have their engineering and computer science faculties based in the same building as us, had received a phone call, saying that someone had planted a bomb on one of their sites. The main campus is the other side of the city and the whole thing was a suspected hoax, but as a precaution we had to conduct a sweep of our building, as we are so close. So it was that I spent the next hour wandering around the museum, looking for anything that might be a bomb. Let’s just stop and think about that for a second. Looking, actively looking, for an explosive device. Searching around and moving things about to l

Imitation Is The Sincerest Form Of Battery - Etid
Don't try to resist, you're coming with us. provisions are made and combinations are met, your words are recoded in the bleak genetics of the bog. Praise! A pocket full of bittered and bled, to relieve all the guilt pumped out of our sin. we've sacrificed discourse at the feet of your clever turn-of-phrase. now you owe it to us, we demand to be taken aback, to be showed the revival of hope, for which your words are responsible. Oh, it's the end of the line, I'm quoted by pest in at the steering public eye. My job here is done. My job here is done(you're fucking welcome). Retract, you have to light the candle to claim, inspiration is cutting your flaws, regurgitate headlines, or a theory on modern art. You've been fooled again, the red herring's a joke. I've tried so hard to tell you, that I tapped the world dry, but there's no fire. Stay with fallen young, the affected are making us oblivious. It's a drought of a bitter hope and we're sold by the way they wro

If Your A Friend Of Mine................
Peeps, I got over 800 of ya as friends, which is great but only about half of you have fanned me, so if ya could pls check and make the freak a fan as well. have a great labor Day everyone!

Caption It | Vol.1 | 007
RFB’s Bi-Weekly Photo Blog Caption It - Bi-Weekly it is! (Start sending in your pictures and I will feature them in a round of "Caption It") I will be doing these bi-weekly now so keep an eye out! The name of the game is “Caption It” and the rules are simple. 1. Check out this blog twice a week for a new photo and hysterical captions. 2. Comment with a caption of your own! You could caption the photo in general or “quote” the person/people in it. (rude, funny, gross, sarcastic, political etc… ANYTHING GOES!) I will be making this blog NSFW so post whatever you like. 3. Have fun!!! TELL YOUR FRIENDS IF YOU HAVEN’T ALREADY!!! THEY ARE MISSING OUT.

Twisted Fuckin' Judicial System!!
Yeah, yeah, ok, I know, we ALL know, what's the fuckin' difference right? Well, the difference is I got a half-brother that needs to rot there, and my lil' brother got sent for stupid shit just this afternoon. God, Jesus, Kitche Manitou, SOMEBODY fuckin' help me, give me strength. My older, stupid, crackhead half-brother gets off on gettin' wasted and beating the shit out of women. My lil' bro, he had some douche backdoor his computer and loaded all kinds of nasty shit on it. Since it was my bro's computer, he got jacked for it. The fuckin' douche who fucked him over best not continue breathing. If I get 1/1,000,000,000th of a chance, I'll kill him publicly. No shit. Shoot first, who-cares-about-questions kinda thing. Then I'll gut, nut, and hang the fuck by his own intestines. Maybe a nice Colombian necktie. Well, I'll figure that out later. They put my bro in jail 'til his sentencing hearing in December. Nevermind the fact that he's the primary breadwinner in his family, or that he H

Contest Results
The contest has ended, and here are the results!!! Thanks to all who entered, you all did a good job!! Every1 who entered got a FUBAR trophy for participation. :P In first place with 20,193 comments & 59 rates is Missa, winning either a 7 day blast or a one month V.I.P (email your choice Missa) and also a 1 day ticker for getting more than 20,000 comments.!!!! Missa: Second place with 19,578 comments & 36 rates is Sweet Dreams Delight winning a 3 day blast!!!! SweetDreamsDelight: In third place with 16,861 comments and 75 rates is Ezdzlove winning a 1 day blast and a 1 day ticker for most rates!!!!! Ezdzlove: In 4th place with 3,407 comments & 24 rates is Bearwitch winning a 1 day ticker!!!!!!!! Bearwitch: Feel free to stop by and check out my page and almost 2500 pictures to rate during happy hour. :P PeggySue*treehugger*@ fubar

Hey All
juss wanted to drop ya all a note and let ya know I am stil alive. I was in the Hosp it for a few and feeling better now, but still not 100 % hope to be back when I am all better. Thanks for all the love you all keep giving me, I promise to return it when I get back,, love and miss ya all

I Have Some Time..
Yup, me writing again. I decided to write more. I have so many things going on on my life now(not physically though, everything seems stagnant from outside), im discovering soo many things about myself. And I have to let these out in a way I can. I had 2 options: the first one is to try and write new songs. Since emotionally im totally full, I thought it would be a good idea. But, I totally dont like the songs Ive done so far in 10 years, I assumed I would not like these now either. So I had to go with the second option:Writing. On with the realizations. I realized lately, that I am afraid. Not of things. Im just afraid. Hard to tell. All my life ive been someone who tried to do the right things and masked it in chivalry, tried to minimize the risks masking it in being cautious. Which, all in all, makes one think hes a good person. It is quite a hard thing to realize, deep down, Im just afraid to take risks, and Im just afraid to do what I want...The funny thing is, I masked it sooo

9-13-07
My Wife last night found some Bandanna's while we where going through boxes. She thought it would be interesting if she blindfolded her self, before making love. We have done that a couple times before, so I wanted something new. So I started to kiss behind her neck while she was on her knees feeling her up, and took off her blindfold. She thought it was unfair that I took it off of her and I did not put mine on. I started to kiss behind her neck some more and moved her hands behind her back. With the Bandanna she used to Blindfold her self with, I tied her hands behind her back. And with my Blindfold, I tie her feet together. I moved and Grind with her body as she moaned even more, while I was kissing and bitting all over her body. Never was she more turned on. She bends over, arching her back and Glaring at me. I teased her for a while at first. Raking her back. Then Penetration. That Night, She moaned more then she has ever before during our whole time together. I guess being ti

Rally Champion Colin Mcrae Dies With Son In Helicopter Crash
Rally champion Colin McRae dies with son in helicopter crash Tom Gordon THE former rally driving champion Colin McRae was killed and his five year-old son feared dead in a helicopter crash yesterday afternoon. The aircraft came down in Jerviswood, Lanarkshire, half a mile from the family's home and burst into flames just after 4pm. Jean-Eric Freudiger, McRae's agent, said the 39-year-old driver had been piloting the helicopter himself. Also on board were believed to be his son Johnny, another adult - said by locals to be a school friend of McRae - and another child. McRae's wife Alison and their daughter Hollie, 9, were not on board, friends said. Strathclyde police said in a statement: "Four people were onboard the helicopter," adding "The bodies were found within the helicopter which is owned by Mr Colin McRae of Jerviswood House, Lanark. It is believed he was onboard the helicopter." McRae became Britain's first World Rally champion in 1995. He was one of the country's

Nwo 4-life!!!
The Following Announcements Paid For By THE NEW WORLD ORDER We would like to Welcome you BACK toThe nWo Lounge W/ Live Stream From Adrenaline Music RadioSo here We are...SAME Name SAME LoungeSAME Familyand some NEW faces... So with the Hottest Djs rawkin' what YOU wanna hearthe Greatest ppl you may ever meetand the Best SOCIAL atmosphere on Fubarthis is the one Lounge you MUST check out!!! *(Just click the link below to enter The nWo Lounge)* Yeah We were gone for a minutes now W're back w/ a NEW jump offTrust and Believe that when YOU'RE nWo...YOU're nWo 4-LIFE!!! The nWo Lounge Owner:Hollywood-nWo-FNL-Adrenaline Radio@ fubarBulletin Created by:~♥ღJÃÐ£ღ♥~nWo~Ä£åzïå's lil' Cyclone~@ fubar

Mirrors
Every time I walk into a room. I can feel your presence, before I even see you. Since my heart begins to race, and the palm of my hands break out in a cold sweat. I tremble at the thought of being close to you. As an unseen force draws us together. I am able to see the different flecks of color. Hidden in the depths of your eyes. I can feel the anticipation of what might be between us. As we move ever closer. When suddenly I realize it's not really you I see. Only your reflection. Is in the mirror staring back at me. I turn frantically searching the room. Trying to find you in the crowd. As I turn back towards the looking glass. I see you standing their with your arms out stretched. Beckoning me forward, my hand connects with the cool surface of your impression. Our fingers touching, without any warmth. Recognizing that we are so close, yet miles apart all in the same instant. I become over whelmed with despair. While everything inside me rages. For me to break the glass. That keeps us

I Am Tired Of All Ur F..king Lies
U know what? If i ever hear again in this "fubar" the words " i love you" and " i so much want to be with you", u will be deleted from my list instantly and ignored in the next second. U are all a bunch of heartless players that today say u love someone and in the next day u tell it to someone else. U MAKE ME SICK, AND ALL OF U THAT WERE IN THIS SITUATION PLAYING WITH FEELINGS AND PEOPLE SHOULD THINK TWICE BEFOR TALKING TO ME. NOW, REMOVE ALL UR F..KING CRUSHES AND THIS IS FOR THOSE THAT LIKE TO PLAY WITH THAT BUTTON "MAKE A CRUSH". THE TRUE ONES, I REALLY RESPECT AND APPRECIATE.

Back From Vacation And Back To The Pitch
When to quit the sport? Why the hell to people still play when they are approaching 40? Cause it is sooo damned satisfying to play as a team and the thrill of winning/scoring keeps one coming back for more Besides, why else would a family guy stay in shape...lol

Holy Fucking Christ!!!!
okay so i barly knew shit about my boyfriend till a friend of ours told me stuff about him an how to find out more about him online....lets say my jaw just broke like a glass bowl fall from a tenth story window. okay yes i knew he was married an he told me he just got done with a divource, but to who i didn't know till now...i mean fuck he was married to a female model for fucking christ sack...an what he see's in me i may never know... okay yes i'm in a ungodly state of shock after finding out who he really was but still...an to clear it up no i didn't met him in person i met him online after my x reportedly overdosed but yeah tahts my rant for now, an now if i haven't givin you his name you ain't gettin it less i want you to have it an no none of this is a joke is all real an it's my real life an it all the stuff that really happens to me

Friends
hi all it's me hellraiser sorry for not raiseing any hell on your web page i have lost my DSL and i have been on dialup man let me tell you it sucks to be on dialup i am working on a new DSL sever hope to do some hell raisering on all you guy's and i know there are some i have to did rais some hell on lol

Lost Soul
Lost Soul By Lisa Looking in the mirror, At this invisible face, This soul has vanished, Without a trace, Only the memories, When left behind, And still I morn, For a love I cant find, A soul that was happy, Now lives in strife, Walking in the shadows, Of my empty life, Should I end it all, Or try to be strong? Its doesn't matter, You wouldn't notice if I was gone, Was my heart fooled? By you deceiving lies, Come back to me, Wipe these tears from my eyes, Bleeding for the truth, Struggling to find your heart, But you don't feel the way I do, And its riping my apart, But until my soul is found, I will never let you know, You,ll have my heart forever, But I have to let you go.

5 Rules To Live By
Remember the five simple rules to be happy: 1. Free your heart from hatred - Forgive. 2. Free your mind from worries - Most never happen. 3. Live simply and appreciate what you have. 4. Give more. 5. Expect less

Study Habits
Hello Friends!! I just wanted to let everyone who cares know that I have not been online as much because I am back in school. I take my classes very seriously and being on fubar while trying to study is very distracting. This quarter I am really trying to boost up my GPA to above a 3.5. I will still be online just not as much as before. I hope that doesn't discourage you from dropping by to say hi. Have a great day and talk to you soon!! muahh Teresa

October Vent Session Numero Uno..
..so this will be random and not like the usual anger filled OMG LOOK WHO'S GETTING BLOWN UP NOW blogs that seem to be the motto of what I post these days. But it's usually people that make them that way by what they do, how they act or whatever shady thing they can try to do next and hide but whatever...anyways.. ..so I have a new job at a financial company, it pays pretty well and I can't complain really. Getting back to work is most definitley a positive thing, and I waited for awile because I wasn't just going to settle for "any" $7 an hour job, at this point in my life, I felt I deserved alot more than that... ..It's actually pretty funny because the company I work for actually GOOGLES itself to see what people say about it on random wed sites all over the internet. So if I post the name of it here, yeah, you bet your ass they will find it and yeah, can you imagine what someone would think of all of the shananigans I post here and what goes on? That, my friends is

Help A Fubar Friend Out
My friend needs help to level up. she need 3100 more points to level up. please stop by and help out and o please let her know i sent you. thanks to all that help out. emeraldcitycowgirl____wife to GIT*R*DONE ____(Please sign my guestbook)@ fubar

Whatever
why do I keep attracting the wrong people all i want is to have some fun on here.Not looking for anything from a guy now if a girl wants to be friends thats different. But i'm tried of blocking people and guys talking dirty thats a complete turn off.I just want to be liked for me a bisexual woman who wants to play with a girlfriend and i love to flirt.

Ugh!
yeah well we all know i suck at life i always find a way of fucking thingss i know that no one is perfect but damnit...I try to be i try to do everything right an i am not doing so well...its been said that i am the best she has ever had that i treat her so well...but then how do i look past some major detail an not tell her...i feel like ass. a failure...i want to fix it but you cant change the past its over an done with an i know this but it doesnt change the shity feeling i have of being a terrible gf. how does one become perfect why is it not possible? ::hangs head:: I have to become better!

I Cant Wait....
for everything to calm down in life. I' cant wait to finally get out of school, I can't wait to get a better job - one that doesn't underpay me, I can't wait to finally be divorced so I don't have to deal with the harrassment and mean words. I feel like Miss America...all I want is peace...not world peace, inner peace, and thats really hard to acheive when other people come in and disrupt your quiet little sanctuary that you created for yourself. On top of this all I think I have carpal tunnel. Damn!....If you respond to this please do not list any hate comments or negative things...I'm sick of assholes on here thinkinging just because Fubar has no limitations that you have free reign to be as mean as you want. It doesn't work that way assholes...when I post a fuckin Mumm about what movie should I watch...I don't want responses like get off the computer you asshole we don't care...If you don't care, then dont read my shit... Yeah this blog totally turned around a little but here

Prayer's So Needed
imikimi - Customize Your World I MISPELLED NITRO'S NAME SORRY , PLEASE FOR ME FOR KAGE MY LOVE OF LIFE MOM HELEN , NITRO HIS FATHER , LOST CIVETETO 'S AUNT . PRAYERS ARE VERY POWERFUL WHEN ALL COMES TOGETHER AND I PRAY FOR ALL HERE . IF I HAD WORDS TO EXPRESS MY NEED ITS FOR THEM , TY CHERIE AKA BREW . LOVE YOUS ALL

Help Shadow Please
WE NEED HELP. MY GOOD FRIEND "SHADOW ANGEL" IS IN A CONTEST THAT ENDS TOMORROW AT 12PM CST. MOST COMMENTS WINS!!!!! BUT HER PICTURE NEEDS TO BE RATED ALSO BECAUSE THAT COUNTS AS COMMENTS......SO IT'S VERY IMPORTANT TO REMEMBER TO RATE HER PICTURE. OUR FAMILY........THE NBSD BOMBIN FAMILY.........IS ASKING FOR ANY AND ALL HELP IN COMMENT BOMBING SHADOW FOR THIS CONTEST. JUST A SIDEBAR........YOU MUST BE AT LEAST A LEVEL 5 AND HAVE A SALUTE PHOTO TO COMMENT........SORRY THOSE ARE THE RULES. PLEASE COME AND HELP AND OFFER ANY AND ALL COMMENTS THAT YOU CAN. THE MORE THE BETTER OBVIOUSLY BUT WE'LL TAKE WHATEVER YOU'RE WILLING TO GIVE HER. SHE'S DOWN RIGHT NOW BY APPROXIMATELY 600 COMMENTS......BUT HER CLOSEST COMPETITOR HAS A WAY OF GET LOTS OF COMMENTS REALLY FAST.......SHE HAD A 4000 COMMENT LEAD ON US THIS AFTERNOON!!!! SO PLEASE FIND THE TIME TO SHOW SHADOW SOME LOVE AN HELP HER WIN THIS CONTEST. AS A FAMILY WE'VE ALL DONE WHAT WE CAN DO FOR HER. NOW WE NEED TO CALL ON ALL OF OUR FRIEND

Update
well everything went well yesterday, they found a few things that shouldnt be there, took tissue to look at, they said that if I do not hear anything by next week then everything went fine. I do have to left but those have to wait till I am all healed up from this one. So when I know more I will let you all know. Thank you. ~COPE~

Mmm
I'm just bored as hell. I hate beening here in Baltimore but I have to want travel a little more but is just my job is keeping from diding it. I'm thinking about stop working for a month or at least week vacation away from this town. I'm just freaking bored...grrrr.

Case Of The Missing Tent
Sherlock Holmes and Dr. Watson go on a camping trip, set up their tent, and fall asleep. Some hours later, Holmes wakes his faithful friend. "Watson, look up at the sky and tell me what you see." Watson replies, "I see millions of stars." "What does that tell you?" Watson ponders for a minute. "Astronomically speaking, it tells me that there are millions of galaxies and potentially billions of planets. Astrologically, it tells me that Saturn is in Leo. Timewise, it appears to be approximately a quarter past three. Theologically, it’s evident the Lord is all-powerful and we are small and insignificant. Meteorologically, it seems we will have a beautiful day tomorrow. What does it tell you?" Holmes is silent for a moment, then speaks. "Watson, you idiot, someone has stolen our tent."

Cleaning House
I am working on cleaning out my friends list. I have so many that I can't keep up with the true friends so I am removing people I never hear from. If I remove you and you wish to stay let me know...Thanks Cherise "Bottoms UP"

Truth, Honesty, Etc
I don't usually blog, but the more this year goes on the more I am convinced that more and more people are becoming shallow and selfish. I have lots of examples I could quote but I won't, I'm not one to make a public exhibition of my or anyone else's shortcomings.. what I will say is I'm dismayed by the lack of honesty on here and in 'real life'.. so in future I'm making this proviso : I value friendship above most things in this life - so if you don't intend to be open, honest and true with me, then delete me and move on, find someone you can be shallow with, somewhere where loyalty and integrity don't matter at all...there are still nice people online and elsewhere, and I'd much rather spend my time with them - cos life is too short to be living a lie. Love and Peace (&Truth!) to you all.

Another Poem I Wrote
People Ask" How can you be friends with someone you have never met?" I tell them" You have never been online I bet!". It's something people offline will never understand. You open up your heart to friendship with your typing Hands. It's a world full friendship at your finger tips, there is so much. Online, it only takes a heart to reach people with your touch. First you start out online, surfing all around. Next thing you know a great friend will be found. You will chat a lot and surf cyberspace. Soon it will be your second home, a comforting special place. A Friend to share your dreams and your tears and to help each other wipe away life's fears. You will share life together and help each other along You will make it thru bad weather because friendship is so strong. No matter how far apart you go, your keyboards will keep you together. and in your heart you will know you don't need a face to be a true friend forever. So, How do you explain this to people who have never been online. I

Today
This is one of those days that you never know how it's gonna turn out. one moment i'm sad and the next i'm happy. the rollercoaster is never ending. I just wish that the rollercoaster would end sometimes. btw.. my grandson is safe. he is with someone else today and not with me. so i don't worry about him. I am not suicidal i'm just feeling down. I go see my counselor tommorow and will talk about today with them so don't panic...to me Suicide is a chicken shit way out of dealing with your problems. if you can't handle what is wrong then you need to talk to someone and get help there is help out there ... you just have to open up about it. no matter how bad you think it is. you know what.. this has helped me... I hope it helps someone else.

Bad Bad Apple!
Apple Sends 3rd Grader Cease And Desist Letter The company replied to the young girl after she sent them some ideas to make the iPod Nano better. (CBS 13) Like any nine-year-old, Shea O'Gorman spends a lot of time listening to her iPod Nano. So much so, that when her third grade class started learning about writing letters she thought, who better to write to than the man whose company makes her iPod. “I decided to write to Mr. Steven Jobs,” said Shea. Jobs is the president of Apple Computers. “She just came home and said ‘mom I have some ideas about the iPod Nano,’ and said ‘I'm going to write Steven Jobs a letter’,” said Shea’s mother. “We were just very impressed and very proud of her.” In her letter, Shea outlined her ideas for improving iPods like adding song lyrics. “Have the words on the screen so they could sing along and stuff,” said Shea. So she mailed it, and waited for three months, and when a letter arrived from apple, the whole family gathered around to

Why Is It So Hard?
why is it so hard to get someone to like you? you do everything that you know and then even some and it still doesnt get you anywhere. you try your hardest to get someone to like you for the way you are but it just doesnt seem to work for shit. i am tired of working my ass off to make a relationship work when the person doesn't even know your there after they tell you they want to be with you. its not worth the time or the pain, games are for children and yes i may only be 19 and not know alot but i do know some and i know enough to knwo that if it isnt going the way its supposed ot then just give up

Grrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!! I Give Up!
well the bid for tomorrow's spotlight is already over 4 million and i dont think i can come up with any more fuBucks... all morning i have had people say "well wat u gonna do for me?" type shit... y do they hafta start that today????? no1 else has asked me for anything in return! i tell them i will fan them like i did for everyone else that sent me some, but that's not good enuff i guess... oh, if i send a pic of my feet, one guy would send me some... yeah right! my feet????? ummmmmmmm, wats the word im lookin for????? oh yeah, oh fuck no! so im giving up... thanks to everyone who has donated to my sorry a$$! i really do appreciate it...

Time To Finish Me Off Guys
CUP OF JOE PLAYS HARD BALL TAKES II!!! .... THAT MEANS GUYS IN THE CONTESTS HE HOSTS IT'S THE SMARTEST, FASTEST, MOST EQUIPT PERSON WHO GETS IT. IT'S A FLAT OUT STREET FIGHT. NO ROMPER ROOM HEAD AND SHOULDER KNEES AND TOES GAME HERE. SO I WILL NEED TO BUILD MY ARMY NOW... OR I WILL NOT SURVIVE THE FIRST DAY. I HAVE NO TOOLS NOR DO I HAVE A MAJIC RABBIT TO PULL OUT OF A HAT. WHAT I DO HAVE THOUGH IS A LOT AND I MEAN A LOT OF OFF THE HOOK FRIENDS THAT KNOW HOW TO KICK BUTT WHEN THE TIME CALLS FOR IT.. SO NOW IS THE TIME GUYS.. I WILL NEED EVERYONE OF YOU TO BE ABLE TO PULL THIS OFF A 2ND TIME. IF THE PERSON WHOS ON MY TAIL HAS 10 PEOPLE BOMBING THEN I WILL NEED 30. THERES NO SAYING AS TO WHAT I WILL BE FACED WITH.. THERES TOO MANY OPTIONS OUT THERE. DOWN BELOW IS ALL THE DETAIL OF THE CONTEST THAT I WILL NEED HELP IN. CONTEST DETAILS 1, HAPPY HOUR FOR 50,000 COMMENTS TO THE FIRST 2 PERSONS TO REACH THIS BUT I WANT TO BE THE FIRST ONE. CONTEST WILL START ~ THIS FRI

The Beginning
well here we are at 4 days shy of 2 full months before we depart... my to do list is over a mile long, and we are beginning to pack, plan the trip, and plan the repairs to the current rental before departure. Yes, we are going to drive from SC to AZ with a 2 yo and a dog and the entire contents of our house that we plan to take with us plus my van and his monster truck... this ought to be fun. I have started sorting thru everything and packing what is currently out of season, surprisingly little considering all that we have.. sorted thru EB's toys and clothes, even started relocating the big furniture that we aren't taking with us.. got all the DVD's packed up for living in a much smaller space.... and found the joys of Space Bags.. TY vacuum. well off to do some more... gotta love moving!

Endangered Turtles
There was an article that researchers along the atlantic seaboard say that loggerhead turtles returning to nest are down 37% Commercial fishing is the main culprit with turtles getting caught up in the nets. They are asking for more help from the federal government to get them listed as endangered and impose sanctions. I hope they can be saved, so that I don't have to go to Mexico or the Grand Caymans to see a turtle underwater.

My Broken Bridge
when i look in your eyes i am lost forever i feel as if my heart has wings and it soars to your heart where we are joined together as one i can look in your eyes and i feel my heart melt with each gentle touch if this is true love then i know ive found my hearts desire for being joined as one with you is my life time commitment and its a treasure i will cherish for all eternity and who could have thought that it just took one look and i was hooked forever to be yours

Fubar Christmas
Have a very FUBAR Christmas 'Twas the night before Christmas', when all through the site, Not a member was stirring, things didn’t seem right; The Stilletto Girls hung their stockings with care, In hopes that Baby J soon would be there; The bombers were nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of bouncers danced in their heads; With Stang in her 'thong, and JD in his cap, Someone heard Scrapper yell Good Lord and Oh snap, When from our speakers there arose such a clatter, We sprang from our beds to see what was the matter. Away to the monitor we flew like a flash, Oh it’s just Achilles updating his stash. So to the mumms did many of us go Nothing but whining from a Fubar point ho, When, what to our wondering eyes came along, A miniture sleigh pulled by eight girls in a thong, With a little drunk driver, so lively and gay, We knew in a moment it must be Baby J. More rapid than eagles his members they came, And he whistled, and shouted, and called them by n

My Friends And Family
just to let all my friends and family know im here but not very fast (dial up) 4 now im moving dec. 1st and will have better internet but i miss you all and im really doing much better now.. thank you to all my friends who were there 4 me during all the hard times love you all....oxoxoxoxo

Rumor Has It (2005)
Fun Rob Reiner-directed movie inspired by the book and movie "The Graduate". A woman and her fiancé travel in from New York to Pasadena to meet her family- and she begins more and more to wonder why certain quiet family facts seem to have been taken, names changed, from the pages of that book.

From The Venutian To Martian Dictionary
Stole this from My Hubby's blog From the VENUTIAN to MARTIAN Dictionary 1. FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut the fuck up! 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's

Just Whining
so im in the self pity mode at the moment did some self reflecting or rejecting whatever. i hate being alone. i do have the option not to but once that someone comes along they can be perfect in every way but i pick fights i disagree when i really want to agree i wanna say damn i love u more than you know smile when they walk through the door. but i cant . yet i expect them to be that person for me how selfish i am. i just want that someone say what he means and mean what he says. when he sees me and just smiles i want to be wanted. tell me what you want from me . i hate needy people the worse is i think i've become what i hate

Another Poem From A Freind
If there's one face I want to see, so beautiful, so true, one smile that makes a difference, to everything I do. If there's one touch I long to feel, one voice I long to hear, whenever I am happy, or just needing someone near. If there's one joy, one love, from which I never want to part, it's you, my very special love, my world, my life, my heart.

A Lil Advice
We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say "thank you." K

My Hero Is Dead!
Daredevil Evel Knievel dies at 69 Associated Press, Updated 5 hours ago CLEARWATER, Fla. (AP) - Evel Knievel, the red-white-and-blue-spangled motorcycle daredevil whose jumps over crazy obstacles including Greyhound buses, live sharks and Idaho's Snake River Canyon made him an international icon in the 1970s, died Friday. He was 69. Knievel's death was confirmed by his granddaughter, Krysten Knievel. He had been in failing health for years, suffering from diabetes and pulmonary fibrosis, an incurable condition that scarred his lungs. Knievel had undergone a liver transplant in 1999 after nearly dying of hepatitis C, likely contracted through a blood transfusion after one of his bone-shattering spills. He also suffered two strokes in recent years. Longtime friend and promoter Billy Rundle said Knievel had trouble breathing at his Clearwater condominium and died before an ambulance could get him to a hospital. "It's been

This Gave Me Chills
A Poem That Gives You Goosebumps... A drunk en man in an Oldsmobile they said had run the light. That caused the six-car pileup on 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about and blood was everywhere, The sirens screamed out eulogies, for death was in the air. A mother, trapped inside her car, was heard above the noise, Her plaintive plea near split the air, "O h, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her p inned hands, she struggled to get free, But mangled metal held her fast in grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused on where the back seat once had been, But all she saw was bro ken glass and two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen, she did not hear them cry, And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, "Oh, God, don't let them die! Then firemen came and cut her loose, but when they searched the back, They found therein no little boys, but the seat belts were intact. T

Pc Down
well once again im off the boat and sending this damn laptop in so will be offline for 7 - 10 business days till it gets fixed since the wireless card went out and this desktop is as slow as a dinosaur if anyone ever reads this or comments :( i will return ratings and comments asap sowwy :( :( hope to talk to yall soon since yall are the only ones keeping my sanity going what little is there hehe

Alot On My Mind
There's just alot on my mind that i dont know where to begin.. i actually dont even wanna say anythin on here being that this site is more public than myspace... myspace is fuckin pissing me off though.. i wrote 2 different blogs and neither one of them posted....im frustrated because bloggin helps me get my thoughts out in the open but i cant even do that.. fuckin sucks. work is bothering me.. im so bored there.. and i think im gonna start lookin for another job. I just cant take it anymore.. when there are no customers there's literally nothing to do. It's AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! ughhhh i just cant say what i wanna say on here so whats the fuckin use... im frustrated.. can't sleep.... i just need to talk to someone i guess.. either that or get my ass to fuckin sleep!

Letter From Santa
LETTER FROM SANTA Body: 2 Cold Street North Pole, Canada H0H 0H0 I have been watching you very closely to see if you have been good this year, and since you have, I will be telling my elves to make some goodies for me to leave under your tree at Christmas. I was going to bring you all the gifts from "The Twelve Days of Christmas", but we had a little problem up here. The twelve fiddlers fiddling, have all come down with "VD" from fiddling with the ten ladies dancing. The eleven lords a leaping have knocked up the eight maids a milking, and the nine pipers playing, have been arrested for doing weird things to the seven swans a swimming. The six geese a laying, four calling birds, three French hens, two turtle doves, and a partridge in a pear tree, have me up to my butt in bird crap. On top of all this, Mrs. Claus is going through menopause, eight of my reindeer are in heat, the elves have joined Gay Liberation, and those dumb ass Newfoundlanders have re-scheduled Christmas for

Pride
I tell you, even rocks crack, and not because of age. For years they lie on their backs in the heat and in the cold, so many years, it almost seems peaceful. They don’t move, so the cracks stay hidden. A kind of pride. Years pass over them waiting. Whoever is going to shatter them., hasn’t come yet And so the moss flourishes, the seaweed whips around, the sea pushes through and rolls back – the rocks seem motionless. Till a little seal come to rub against them, comes and goes away. And suddenly the rock had an open wound. I told you, when rocks break, it happens by surprise. And people, too.

Doc Visit Results
Well, It sux, Im sick of dealing with all the crap I keep getting shoveled Onto me.The Doctors have determined that I need to go back under the knife. They HAVE to undo my current Double Fusion, and then redo it and add 2 more discs to it.The last surgery took 6 hours, this one will be 8-12 and I will be in the hospital for 4-7 days. BUT, WAIT here is the kicker! Workmans Comp Or IWIF as it is called here wont approve the surgery right away, so we have to try to get me pain management sessions, WHICH IWIF denied 2 times last year. And IWIF Put my surgery off for almost 2 years last time. Im hoping I wont have to wait that long this time.Anyhoo, we will see What happens now.

Something Thats Just Iritating Me Right Now !
Ok so for most of my friends u know that i work in the medical field .. and i just read a mumm that has some of the most ignorant , retarded fucking statements regarding MRSA .. believe me the people who left these comments are the reason why MRSA is such a problem now ! ... i'm going to set the record as straight as i can ! Here is the original Mumm posting that i responded to ....There has been a recent Staph out break in this area and 50% of people that have open wounds or lung problems that attend the ER are being diagnosed with Staph infection it is a new strain that is harder to treat. They are warning people about going to the ER. This new staph infection has so far killed 10 people! OMG does that scare me!I'm going to a regular Doctor now and his nurse just called me and told me all this. Its a good thing that I'm on antibiotics again this is the 12th day 10 with the antibiotic that gave me a kidney infection and 2 on the new on to treat both infections! I deff have staph. The

Visit
hello to all come visit me in my lounge.no its not finished but looking for friends who can come joing me i need greeters ,bartenders,if interested in helping me im posting a meeting let me know if and when can you make it http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52938 this is my link now reply and lets have fun this is my link to my profile you can rate add me fan me and join me in here target=_blank>the rattler@ fubar

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Second Best
It's so funny how loved can send you soaring high In the air only to let you crashed when the person you loved Is like totaling ignoring you when you know they are on yahoo messenger because you are stealth and see them come on.I'm always stealth till I see a friend come on then I make myself visible to them.So they know that I'm online.I seen my online girlfriend come on so I made myself appeared online for her.She been avoiding me since Saturday.She was on like 10 minutes and not 1 im from her.She logged back out leaving me depressed and wondering whats going on with her too.I mean If a girl gonna tell you she loves you only to avoid you for days and days at a time how does It supposed to work out.I feel like a cheat go between or second best,thats only needed when It suits the other person.And I know I've never treated a girl like too,but yet the nice guy seem to finished last like always In life.Now If I was a player like some of the other guys and only Interested In them for 1 thi

A Fireman's Little Girl ?
A Fireman's Little Girl ? I am very dedicated to my work. I wear firefighter shirts every day, even when I'm not on duty. The fire department is my second home, and my second family. It often seems as if my life revolves around the fire department, but it means nothing compared to my little girl. I am normally a very friendly person, but if you hurt my little girl you will make me mad. I know my little girl is growing up, even if I don't like it. She seems to like you, so I'll tolerate you dating her, but here are a few things for you to think about while you're with her: First of all, I go into burning buildings to save people that I've never even seen before, you can't imagine how protective I am of my little girl. I once broke a man--s sternum by accident while doing CPR to save his life. If that's how I help people what do you think I do when I'm pissed off? I investigate arson fires. I know exactly what clues to look for to prove it was arson, so I also know how to m

To A Specail Person She Knows Who
The snow, so peaceful and serene, caressed by the soft moonlight, gave magical feelings to the night. The soft blue glow, the lovers' words that then did flow, their lips closer and closer until, locked in the throes of a passionate embrace, he decided to express his feelings, to keep her safe. He whispered softly, his words like music to her ears, "I Love You," and her response the same, heard like the gentle breeze, "And I, love you, forever." That was the night they promised to be together through everything, each to care for the other when old and gray A lovers' pact the most likely to last.

None Of That Sissy Crap
Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, But never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card - Just the stone cold truth of our great riendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against The sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you are plotting something that I must be involved in. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much Worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well Again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When

My Grandson
While I was in Louisiana for the Christmas holidays my grandson needed to change his clothes, I was busy packing my things to come home .I told him just change your clothes I won't look. He said to me "Mamaw all girls have eyes in the back of your heads will you please close them also". I laughed so hard it was so funny an I told him I will not look an if it would him feel better I would close the eyes in the back of my head an the front also lol ......

Specter Of Ruin
Specter of Ruin Burning with vivid intensity, a illusion unfolds within realities morbid calls, A specter of pure energy pulsating in the middle of this ruined cities walls, Frigid air seizes twisted wreckage, liquid silhouettes form unaffected by the cold, Embracing the side of a vibrant violet petal, its aura radiating chaos both new and old, Peace was once associated with the specter, amongst the fogs of surrounding war, Standing, as some thought, as a last bastion of humanities hope, part of some mystical door, A crack of lightening pierces the air, shadows are swept across demise down below, Visions paint on reality, images unfold . . . ill attempt by humans targeted like doe, Sparks of steel clap the air, the ground shakes violently through a hand that curls and lays still, Sadness pours across hopeless expressions as the party of three trudges across the decadent hill, Razor edged wind slices into callused wrinkles, frozen tears imprison cold blac

Your A Man When...
1. OPENING JARS - She's struggling. You take it from her hands, open it effortlessly and pretend she loosened it for you. She didn't. Jars are men's work. 2. CALLING SOMEONE 'SON' - Especially policeman but even saying it to kids makes you the man. 3. DOING A PROPER SLIDE TACKLE - Beckham free kicks - camp. A Stuart Pierce tackle is the pinnacle of the game, simultaneously winning the ball and crippling the man. Magic. 4. SHARPENING A PENCIL WITH A STANLEY KNIFE - Blunt, is it? Hand it here love. No, I don't need a sharpener, I've got a knife thanks! 5. GOING TO THE TIP - A manly act which combines driving, lifting and- as you thrillingly drop your rubbish into another huge pile of other rubbish - noisy destruction. 6. DRINKING UP - Specifically, rising from the table, slinging your coat on and downing two thirds of a pint in one fluid movement. Then nodding towards the door, saying, "Let's go" and striding out while everyone else struggles to catch up with yo

Strike Three
Did that hurt? I hope so. FUCKER! Looks like your in pain, GOOD! Think you can just pick up my rock? You should be more carefull. Some rocks can have an echis under it, like this one did. That rock was my house, so strike one. I hope you die! Im not sorry, you asked for it, you should just leave snakes alone, I Dont want to hurt but you guys are assholes! What? Calling for your friends? SHIT! No where to hide. Why couldnt you leave my rock alone? Now......... I just bit an ankle..... WHY CANT YOU ASSHOLES LEAVE ME ALONE? Strike two. ASSWIPE your friends have found me, they turned over my rock again, exposed, no where to hide, They hit me with sticks and rocks, over, and over and...... dont feel any pain but it still hurts........ Bad........ cant move..... dead?..........Wait. Shouldnt pick up a dead snake. Is he going to? Yes, I think he is. What a dumbass! BITE! Hang on. Inject all my venom. HOPE YOU DIE! STRIKE THREE!

01/06/08
I haven't been on here much lately. Sorry about that. I reckon here's a few things that have been going on as of late... My boyfriend moved in with me last month... I think that it was like the first week of December. The kids have been out for the past 2 weeks, they go back Tuesday... YAY!!! We got a restaurant opened... (My mother, boyfriend, and I) It's going pretty good. We have our days of hitting and missing. Still working out some things too. I now have my Associates in Applied Science degree. I'm not sure if I put that on here yet. I am finally finished with school. YAY! Took only 3 years to finish a 2 year program! lol. But things are going pretty good for now. Probably just like everything else... Some days are good and some days are bad. Talk to ya'll later. MUAH!

Quote Plus
It is easier to preach virtue than to practice it. Some people need to remember this before they talk about others. Now fo something extra: A young woman got married at Chester Her mother she kissed and she blessed her Says she, "You're in luck, He's quite a good f@*k, For I had him myself down in Leicester

Contraband Comics Inc
I am helping start a new company that will provide publishing and distribution services to independent comic book creators. If you are interested in having your work published or have any questions feel free to contact me.

Wild Emotions.
I move back to my dorm room on Tuesday. Which makes this the last night I have with my mom. I know I can see her weekends. It's just not the same. Throughout this past break from school me and my mom have became closer. If that's even possbile. When I go back to school i'm going to worry about her. I know she' sick, and it worries me that I won't be able to take care of her. She is the strongest woman I know and she has given up many things in her life just so I could live a happy life. I wouldn't give her up for the world. And i'm crying as i'm writing this because as stupid as it sounds it feels as if it's the last time i'm going to see her. Yes, it may sound stupid because I know it's not the last time. But just picturing her walking away from my campus to go back to an empty house just hurts me inside. I'm going to see her every weekend I can, because being away from her just hurts to damn much. I love you Mom!

A Cynical Willyism For The Fuckin' Day 1/14/08;
Since when did "attitude" become a dirty word? Everybody has an attitude from "let me help," "bitchy" -- what it usually means in girl's, "I know it all" "I'm BAD," to "Jeeze I hope nobody sees me" these are all attitudes too! And yeah I fuckin' been guilty of all at different times! Somebody without an attitude is unconscious or fuckin' dead!

Surgery Tomorrow!
Hey peoples; I am off to surgery tomorrow morning, just wanted to keep an update and let you all know. I won't be on line for alittle while, almost a month, all depends on how fast I heal from the surgery. I wish you all well, and keep in your thoughts and prayers. Cheers and by for now! Alley!

Only Me!
The other night I was at work when it happens, I looked like a complete ass in front of everyone. We were on a roof trying to talk down a suicidal patient. When some other medic decides to call my phone. Well I had my phone set to vibrate earlier and had no clue that it had some how gone to loud mode. Well as I am right behind the patient telling him that things will be fine and that I am here to help him, my phone rings and all you hear is the funeral march. Well damn that just made everyone stop and turn, they all had the look of horror on their faces. We thought for sure the patient would freak out, well he didn't and we were able to talk him down after 6 hours on the roof. Good thing he had a sense of humor and wasn't offended, and we were all able to get a laugh after all was said and done. I just don't think I will ever live this one down, and no I am not Death contrary to popular beliefs folks! *Note to self Turn off cell when on scene*

A Other Brick In The Wall
The heart,such a small organ in our body but its the one to take the most pain . We start out trying to protect our heart by putting and band aid on...then wrap it in bandages,but it gets hurt again.We start building a cute privacy fence around it,and it gets hurt again. Every time we leave a gap open,somebody will come in,we welcome them just to be hurt again. Now we start building a brick wall,and with every pain,we add one brick more to the wall. So,i'm sitting here,adding a few bricks more to my wall around my heart,just to realize that the next person in my life better be an expert in C4 to get through this wall.

Where I Have Been
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How To Attract What You Want
Good morning everyone out there I hope you are all starting your days in a positive mind frame and are spending sometime today to appreciate all that you have and enjoying the feelings of how abundant our lives are . We all spend to much time focusing on what we dont want in our lives instead of appreciating what we do have ,it is easy to get caught up in all that we dont have and or what we need and forget what we have been blessed with in out lives and because of this we all walk around in a state of stress or disapointment in our lives and ourselves instead of feeling the joy of all the things we should be thankful for and when we do this we make the focus of our lives and everyday on something we dont want more of. Today stop and look at all the great things we do have in our lives give thanks the for good water,10 fingers ,10 toes,the abiltiy to see,hear,touch ,you families health, the food we have to eat ,the air we have to breath and truly start to feel the abunden

Bartenders Psychology:
Keeping our different age groups (and taste buds) in mind, how accurate do you think this is? I can't wait to hear the comments. June "Bug" Bartenders Psychology: Before you order a drink in public, you should read this! Seven New York City bartenders were asked if they could nail a woman's personality based on what she drinks. Though interviewed separately, they concurred on almost all counts. The results: Drink: Beer Personality: Causal, low-maintenance; down to earth. Your Approach: Challenge her to a game of pool. Drink: Blender Drinks Personality: Flaky, whiny, annoying; a pain in the ass. Your Approach: Avoid her, unless you want to be her cabana boy. Drink: Mixed Drinks Personality: Older, more refined, high maintenance, has very picky taste; knows EXACTLY what she wants. Your Approach: You won't have to approach her. If she's interested, she'll send YOU a drink... Drink: Wine (does not include White Zinfandel) Personality: Conservative and cla

Pics
Hey fubar peeps, every time I try to upload pics from my computer it keeps saying "error, photo not uploaded..try again?" William Tom Frank ppl!!!!!!!!!!!! I got them off a digital so i dout theres format problems. Does anyone know why its doin that???

The Infamous 4 Letter Werd
k first i had to take the caps off cause i just realized i sent out three emails with them on. I just would like to know is it wrong for me not to want to live a jerry fucking springer episode anymore. I mean it is possible to live a life free of insane fucking people to love right. I mean i should be able to expect to love someone and have them love me back. Now i don't mean you know say occasionally "i love you" and then go and do every fucking thing in their lives pointing to the contrary. I am prepared to get some hopefully emotion full responses to this but please lets try to keep the accusatory tones to a minimum por favor. I just really think i have a right to tell someone that treats me like that to just shut the fuck up. Am i wrong in that justification . I mean the whole concept of saying you love someone is really just merely like some sorta reminder or to accent the other things you actually do right now and then. It isn't supposed to completely embody the entirety of said

I Am Up For Auction
the starts now and will end feb 24 you my bid fubucks,vip,blast,tickers 1.) The person you win will put Owned by "Your name here" next to theirs in their profile name for an entire month. 2.) Atleast 1 daily comment 3.) All pics and stash rated during Happy Hour 4.) A daily gift of their choosing. 5.) A personal salute photo to you (What kind is up to the person who is won) 6.) Anything after that is up to the person who is owned just click on my pic to link you and place your bid.... Bids include fu-bucks, V.I.P, Blasts, Ticker, and Happy Hours ..... *cash items out rank fu-bucks* http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=909688&i=3717555603

Willing To Do Some Pretty Outrageous Things
What Blayne Means You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous. You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things. Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You

New Beginning
I've been sitting around this life for years, Not enough laughs and too many tears. Trying to figure out where it all went, These wasted years that I have spent. Searching for something to go beyond, Life's a stone skipping across a pond. At the last skip, it hits with a splash, Down the stone sinks, gone in a flash. Pushing and pulling, it's tearing apart, Poking and prodding an underused heart. This dark velvet curtain that hides my soul, Living this life has taken it's toll. In a flash of bright light, the curtain is torn, Tumbling down all tattered and worn. Revealing new life, a child within, Born free of hate, of suffering and sin. Now my eyes see what has never been told, Striving forth happy, confident and bold. Into a world that's unfamiliar but friendly, Into this new life my spirit will send me. Living and laughing, loving it all, I stood myself up and answered the call. The darkness has gone, replaced by the light, I gave up the darkness wit