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Goodbye....
i can learn from mistakes so much to know i can put on the brakes or decide to go though it will break my heart to leave this place we must part for our dreams to face i can choose to go blind or open my eyes to see i could put myself in a bind or choose to be free and i know that your always with me i can choose to laugh or cry sometimes its so hard to say goodbye

God's Touch
God's Touch GOD saw total darkness across the seas and land, so he created all things beautiful with a touch of his hand He gave color to the sky with a sun to light the days, sending warmth to the earth from its golden ray's Too the nights darkened sky GOD scattered stars to and fro, then, he hung the moon to cast a subtle glow Flowers, animals, mountains and streams are some of GOD'S creations, for when it came to the world the LORD made no reservations For six days GOD worked miracles from the east to the west, then on the 7th day, GOD declared it Sabbath, a Hold Day of rest So when you bow your head in prayer be it morning or at night, remember to thank the Lord above for his guiding light. Author: Trudy L.

Contests!!
Hi all my friends this is about the contests on here and why are we all be cheated on here. why when some 1 makes a contest do they win? why when we all work our butts off with tattoos and piercings and theres a contest why is there some idiot buyin off friends with gifts to win? why are things not fare on this site.? its not fare to none of us that some 1 has to cheat to win or lie or even at times call us names . why are they soo 2 faced on this site? were all here to have fun make friends and such and then people rip us off that is the same as some 1 stealing from us and lieing about it. this all is gettin outta hand and getting old real fast.

Update
its been awhile since my last blog...so far i am tired of my job haha who isnt...and im getting ready to live to Columbus to finish my college. I am still looking for that someone yet to fill that last void in my life, so if anyone sees her tell her to look me up...which reminds me that someone still owes me a weekend ;) hopefully i can cash that in soon and meet and awesome girl...(or seems like it) but enough of that hope all is well and feel free to show the page some love if you want...till next time much love to all my friends

I Love You
I love the way you make me laugh I love the way you make me cry Tears of joy stream from my eyes As I hear your voice, a loving surprise. I love you when you're angry I love you when you're sad I love you when you're glad When you tell me of the day you had I love you truly I love you deeply Ever since the day I let you meet me I missed you I you left I miss you now more than ever Making a mistake that I regret Hoping that you are a forgiver Without you, my life is strife But now I ask for a second chance Be with me and start a life Together forever, an eternal dance I wait for you as the days go by My love is growing inch by inch I cannot wait to see you again But I wait for you, and your warm kiss I love you

Been Awhile
Well I have had a busy week and it seems that it will stay busy for a while. Sorry to everyone that has missed me..(I know it wasn't alot of people) My husbands grandpa died and we had the funeral and all the morning with in 3 days so it was crazy. I am still trying to console him and his mom, nevermind myself. I think my 5 year old took it hard to because she has been sleeping alot this week and I am trying to get her to open up a bit about it and really try to get what she is feeling so I can help her. Kids are tough to figure out at times. Thanks for the comments on my other blog they made me smile :) Music Codes - MySpace Layouts

Who Knew These
Eliminate ear mites. All it takes is a few drops of Wesson corn oil in your cat ' s ear...Massage it in, then clean with a cotton ball. Repeat daily for 3 days. The oil soothes the cat ' s skin, smothers the mites, and accelerates healing. Kills fleas instantly...Dawn dishwashing liquid does the trick. Add a few drops to your dog ' s bath and shampoo the animal thoroughly. Rinse well to avoid skin irritations. Good-bye fleas. Rainy day cure for dog odor ....Next time your dog comes in from the rain, simply wipe down the animal with Bounce or any dryer sheet, instantly making your dog smell springtime fresh. Did You Know that drinking two glasses of Gatorade can relieve headache pain almost immediately-- without the unpleasant side effects caused by traditional "pain relievers." Did you know that Colgate toothpaste makes an excellent salve for burns. Before you head to the drugstore for a high-priced inhaler filled with mysterious chemicals, try c

Friends
SO I WAS SITTING HERE LOOKING AT ALL THE ADDED FRIENDS I HAVE. THERE IS NO WAY YOU CAN EVER TALK OR SAY HI TO ALL THE PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST SO THAT IS WHY I'M WRITING THIS LITTLE BLOG. I JUST WANTED TO SHOW LOVE AND SEND HELLOS TO EVERYONE AT ONCE...... SO HELLO, HELLO, HELLO, HELLO, HELLO, HELLO!!!!!!

Addiction To Beauty
Addictions, for better or worse, are a part of our short existance here. So, why not pick the best........... A true Scorpio, of the highest form, the eagle aspect, aspiring to heights, soaring to the peaks of experience, so I tend to experience my vice, my strength/weakness, the beauty of women, to its excelled heights. You dont need to possess to enjoy. Real, or Fantasy, its all heaven-sent, as what is more beautiful than a womans sensious smile, the dialation of her pupils, as the first, and next, soul deep kisses, are experienced. The quickening of her breath, to match your own, as you experience the truest of pleasures. Soft, deep soul kisses, and all following, over, and over, and over, all night, and, as the first light of dawn, lights the eastern sky, to view your loving fox, curled up againt your chest, sleeping peacefully, a slight smile crossing her soft full lips, as she dreams a secret dream. As you gaze at her beauty, to lay back, knowing what heaven truly is.... Now,a s

Bush
George Bush was visiting a primary school and he visited one of the classes. They were in the middle of a discussion related to words and their meanings. The teacher asked the President if he would like to lead the discussion on the word "tragedy". So our illustrious leader asked the class for an example of a "tragedy". One little boy stood up and offered: "If my best friend, who lives on a farm, is playing in the field and a tractor runs over him and kills him, that would be a tragedy." "No," said Bush, "that would be an accident." A little girl raised her hand: "If a school bus carrying 50 children drove over a cliff, killing everyone inside, that would be a tragedy." "I'm afraid not," explained the president. "That's what we would call a great loss." The room went silent. No other children volunteered. Bush searched the room. "Isn't there someone here who can give me an example of a tragedy?" Finally at the back of the room a small bo

**stuck**
Unanswered questions, unfulfilled dreams. Right in front of your face, not knowing what it means. Wanting to move in the right direction, but not knowing which way to go. Wanting to express emotion, but afraid to let them show. Falling apart right in front of your eyes. You reach out for me as another piece of me dies.

Luck O' The Irish
Dating Women WHITE WOMEN First date: You get to kiss her goodnight. Second Date: Yo u get to grope all over and make out . Third Date: You get to have sex, but only in the missionary position. IRISH WOMEN First date: You both get blind drunk and have sex. Second Date: You both get blind drunk and have sex. 20th Anniversary: You both get blind drunk and have sex. ITALIAN WOMEN First date: You take her to a play and an expensive restaurant. Second Date: You meet her parents and her Mom makes spaghetti and meatballs. Third Date: You have sex, she wants to marry you and insist on a 3-carat ring. 5th Anniversary: You already have 5 kids together and hate the thought of having sex. 6th Anniversary: You find yourself a girlfriend. JEWISH WOMEN First date: You get dynamite head. Second Date: You get more great head. Third Date: You tell her you'll marry her and never get head again. CHINESE WOMEN First date: You get to buy her an expensive dinner, but nothing happens. Second Date: You buy her

Since I Dont Think Anyone Reads Bullitons..
Ever hear of RPOL? It's Roleplaying online.. they have a bunch of different sorts of games you can join.. everything from DnD type stuff to just freeform writing.. like writing an interactive story. Anyhow.. I've been in alot of games but this one is my favorite. We roleplay highschoolers or some rp just out of highschoolers... all over 18. If anyone is bored and likes to write you should come have a lookie! Maybe even join! I'm telling ya, it's fun. :D http://www.rpol.net/game.cgi?gi=30&gn=Highschool+Life:+Free&date=1174370986

Party
i want to fuckin party. but i have to wake up early and go to work. sucks major cock. why does it have to be this way? lol. im all whining about bull shit. but damnit, when the weekend comes, its like people vanish..when ihave time to get my party on.

My Dear Friend
You gave me words of kindness Tied with a ribbon of gold Hearing them was important To heal my heart and soul Your gift of words made a difference When i was down and feeling blue Questioning why i bother Doing all the things i do Life can be a challenge Sometimes it seems unfair But when i was tired and struggling It helped that you were there What can i give you in return Your friendship is so dear Please know if you ever need to talk I'll always lend and ear Kind words and time are needed By people everywhere When wrapped with a smile or a hug They're a gift that says i care

Damn It
I dont know about anyof you guys but I myself happen to enjoy watching porn. I really dont see how any one could not like watching porn The other day I was kicking back with some homies and porn was some how on the T.V ( i wonder who putit on)EHHHHHHHHH!!! anyways and one of the homies old ladys came in and was all up tight about it. She literally looked everywhere she could except at the fucking t.v I thought that was wierd maybe shes self concious about her body or shes just a tripper cause her mans watching some hot ass bitch get down. What's your thoughts about it

A Nice Calm Rant By Yours Truely
So i have like 291 friends... yet i only seem to really talk to only a handful! Which is absolutly amazing to me since everyone on my list, i have rated, commented on pictures, sent every person a Thank you for inviting me and still nothing ! and yet, do i get that favor in return ?? Hell no i would say over 70% haven't done shit Its amazing to me as well with a site that has pretty much no boundries and yet we still get the same comment/friend whores on here that are all about the 3's What have you done for me What are you going to do for me And i want it now So to end this rant, im going to post this a few more times... but if your not someone i talk to often you better start or your ass is to the curb

Do U Have A Cam And Like Sex?
well if u said yes..then message me on how to make some serious money ! don't have to have sex with me ..hell it can be just u and your lover or whoever or whatever...this is to make serious money. i'm starting my own cam website and need people for all types of cam services..or even home made videos. i'll even give out cash for referrals. $$$

Nfl Mock Draft For My Fav Raider's Fan
1. Oakland Raiders - JaMarcus Russell, QB, LSU 2. Detroit Lions - Calvin Johnson, WR, Georgia Tech 3. Cleveland Browns - Adrian Peterson, RB, Oklahoma 4. Tampa Bay Buccaneers - Joe Thomas, OT, Wisconsin 5. Arizona Cardinals - LaRon Landy, S, LSU 6. Washington Redskins - Gaines Adams, DE, Clemson 7. Minnesota Vikings - Jamal Anderson, DE, Arkansas 8. Atlanta Falcons - Patrick Willis - MLB - Ole Miss 9. Miami Dolphins - Amobi Okoye Louisville 10. Houston Texans - Levi Brown, OT, Penn State 11. San Francisco 49ers - Alan Branch, DT, Michigan 12. Buffalo Bills - Marshawn Lynch, RB, Cal 13. St. Louis Rams - Adam Carriker, DE, Nebraska 14.Carolina Panthers - Brady Quinn, QB, Notre Dame 15. Pittsburgh Steelers - Paul Posluszny, LB, Penn State 16. Green Bay Packers - Ted Ginn, Jr., WR, Ohio State 17. Jacksonville Jaguars - Reggie Nelson, S, Florida 18. Cincinnati Bengals - Leon Hall, CB, Michigan 19. Tennessee Titans - Charles Johnson, DE, Georgia 20. New

Edith Wharton
It was part of her discernment to be aware that life is the only real counselor, that wisdom unfiltered through personal experience does not become a part of the moral tissues. from Sanctuary, (1903) part II, ch. IV (often rendered by me in a partial paraphrase but this is the original... with thanks to friend Amoux- over on another site- for mentioning this quote in the first place.)

For Immediate Release
Hello To, Real Rock Music Lovers! For Immediate Release UltraFM Formed in 1998 by Guitarist and vocalist Victor Yori and Bassist Chuck Miskimon. UltraFM has over fifty songs that span a wide variety of well written, completed and arranged music with meaningful and understandable lyrics. UltraFM has developed in a short time, a local fan base of more then 1600 loyal fans that love our music. “As for being told this very thing by our fans, I must believe it for the simple reason , that most of our followers and more, would not join us at our shows when we perform if it wasn’t true”. A press release sent out with The Creatures of Habit CD described this cd release as " several film scores awaiting a film." All too often, labels get so caught up in their own hype that they make statements in press releases that are far removed from reality. But in the case of several songs by UltraFM, the phrase " film scores awaiting a film" does have some validity; there are songs

Ugh
ok so nap over.... woke up to the damn phone with the people from the hospital wanting to pre-register me over the phone. Ah well, at least I got a short nap in... these damn kidney stones are kicking my ass right now... who the hell ever wants them can have them because they suck ass. I need to go pick up my meds so it will ease off some, and get the crap for the birthday cake... fun fun... I don't feel like baking a damn thing. Anyone wanna do it for me? Boy I sure sound whiney today...lol... Oh well, so that's life huh....

And She Said
to meet the girl and look into her eyes, she could be the one. the warmth in her touch and the sense of security she gives you, she said lets just be friends. the love you gave her, the ways you thought to please her. you wanted nothing more than to show you were good for her, she said lets just be friends. when all see how she was treated and see how you will treat her, and youve got a cheering section for the victory of this huge defeat, yet, she said lets just be friends. she took her warm hands and ever so softly ripped open the chest and took your heart from where it sat, and she said lets just be friends, as she stomps on your soul ever so quietly.

I Wont Give Up On Us Now
It's two am, you're still on my mind These sleepless nights leave me behind So I sit here waiting for dawn to come Thinking of the amazing things you've done I know things haven't been good for a while I've shouted at you, taken away your soft smile Taking all my anger and problems out on you I've felt so bad I haven't known what to do Yet you took it all, didn't even retaliate Even when my head filled with anger and hate You stood there for me, right by my side You told me that I no longer had to hide Even when I made up excuses to fight You understood, helped me to see the light You had faith in me when others walked away You have stayed by me every single day Even when I told you to leave me alone You sat close to me, making your care known You listened to all my words of pain You promised me the future wouldn't be the same This week has been full of tears and strain I've been so tied up in my problems and pain I don't think I've told you enough how I

Not Much To Tell
from what i hear a blog is where you tell something about yerself. well, there's not much to tell here. i have 4 children, 6 grandchildren, work like hell, pay the bills and collect wolves. simple, short and sweet. rock on cherry tappers!!!!

Thanks To Alll
thanks very much to all of you who rated comented n so on on my stash if you ever need my help or need a picture made or need nythin done i will help you out in anyway i can btut thanksssssssssssssssss guys aprecate the help

Quote Of The Week #3
There are a lot of things to think about, but nothing to worry about..... Seen this on Extreme Home Makeover. The father had cancer and passed away much earlier than his 6 month time limit they gave him, and he used to say this. I thought it was pretty good!

Blackberry Winter©
It's called a "Blackberry Winter". Sometime around the first part of April there comes along a late winter blast. It's a country term that gets it's name from the time in which the blackberries start to ripen. The weather is warm during the day with the evenings being cool sweater weather. The air always smells so clean and crisp yet warm on the face. The evenings are much cooler, sometimes down right cold. You still get the smell of burning wood from the fireplaces teasing the nose, mingling with the first smells of spring. Sometimes it can be a surprisingly cold blast. They week following Easter got the entire country. Even down south in Texas it got cold. True snuggling weather, among other things.... You know how I love to plan adventures. This time I wanted to stun her. Take her to new levels and feelings never known to her. The weather man said it was gonna get cold. In fact, on Saturday I don't think it got out of the 40's. Perfect temperature for a room full of candles,

Gone
The sound of Raindrops pounding on my window..Ringing thru my head like drums of the soldier going to war..Thinking only about what I could be losing as I go on...The sound gets louder...Drowning out the sounds of my heart trying to beat without you...I try to block it out..But I soon realize it is the sound of your love leaving my life..I try to drown it out..I try to forget it..But it just gets louder...As I reach for the cold answer...I hear your voice...So soft..So reassuring..Telling me goodbye..As feel the cold metal of the handle in my palm I see your eyes..Leaving me.......

Contest Update
Okay, so right now I'm out of comments and barely in 1st place... but at least the contest seems to be interesting so far! Thanks to all those who have helped me get this far. I love you guys! XOXOXO Sarah [ CherryTAP.com photo: 493028347 ] Comment my pics for me to help me get ahead!

I Wonder?
I'm just wondering what relationships are worth anymore? I mean are they really worth the trouble and the pain. I'm beginning to believe that they're not. If you know what I'm talking about, let's hear a hell yeah. And people begin to wonder why I'm not in one at the moment, and gee, that could be anybody's guess. It's like most/some of the time they all come out of some damn copy machine and they are like robots with strings. Is there is a cutoff point to these strings or do they continue up the butt. I'm so sick and tired of the same conversations that get nowhere and is a continued basis of crap. I feel so bad for someone in my family who continues to get treated like crap over NOTHING. She's always in tears every single day over a relationship she's been in for a long time and it's not getting any better. What is a woman to do when nothing she does for her spouse is right? Every single thing she tries is for nothing, so apparently she is nothing in that spou

Sex
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Chains/Handcuffs92%Bondage92%Biting83%Whips83%Blind Folds25%Blood17%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Just Need To Know ! ! !
I'm in my room, alone, wondering where my guy is, does he know I'm waiting for him?... Why is he taking so long to come to me, doesn't he know that I'm the one whose going to make him so happy, that I'm that girl who can make all his dreams come true... That every step I take, every breath I breathe, I take thinking of him... Doesn't he know by now that I'll stand by him thru thick and thin... That when he's sad, I can cheer him up, I will make him feel like the KING he deserves to be... No one deserves to be so alone, so lonely... Just 1 man to do a thousand things with.... Always Me

Don't Mess With Me
My son came home from school one day, With a smirk upon his face. He decided he was smart enough, To put me in my place. "Guess what I learned in Civics Two, that's taught by Mr. Wright? It's all about the laws today, The 'Children's Bill of Rights.' It says I need not clean my room, Don't have to cut my hair No one can tell me what to think, Or speak, or what to wear. I have freedom from religion, And regardless what you say, I don't have to bow my head, And I sure don't have to pray. I can wear earrings if I want, And pierce my tongue & nose. I can read & watch just what I like, Get tattoos from head to toe. And if you ever spank me, I'll charge you with a crime. I'll back up all my charges, With the marks on my behind. Don't you ever touch me, My body's only for my use, Not for your hugs and kisses, that's just more child abuse. Don't preach about your morals, Like your Mama did to you. That's nothing more than mind control, And it's illega

A Friend Made This
love can be like a game to some people and they will play with someone hart to they get what they want out of them and when someone do that it can come back to them and they will get what they did to there old lover.

What Is This?!
ok people, I have asked everyone on my friend's and family list who wants to stay on my lists because I am going to be cleaning them out soon. Again If you want to stay let me know please. If you comment you will not be deleted, if i dont hear from you, you will be deleted. I WANT PEOPLE TO TALK TO ALL THE TIME, NOT PEOPLE THAT WANT TO BE ON MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY LISTS JUST SO THEY CAN GET POINTS... Thanks

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A desire so wanting to the depths being wonders in taking grasp of mate so warmth of frigidness. waking to day's morn truth of blind consuming of breaths as nothingness by side engulphs emptiness. Within Gazing Blackenedness of tainted beseaching love's posions drifting below of the Known slumbers awating upon shadows of no existence.

Words Will Never Be Enough
Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Iraq". Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who gives a FUCK if a Soldie

Love Language
I feel loved when...The Five Love Languages My Primary Love Language is Physical TouchMy Detailed Results:Physical Touch: 11Quality Time: 9Acts of Service: 4Receiving Gifts: 4Words of Affirmation: 2About this quiz Unhappiness in relationships is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. It can be helpful to know what language you speak and what language those around you speak.Tag 3 people so they can find out what their love language is.Take the Quiz!Check out the Book

More Rants Here!
Have you ever loved somebody sooo much yet at the same time hated them and what they represented? When at first all you saw was a kind and sweet person but then find out later that they are scandalous and liars? How can a person fall for someone like that??? I mean, there were warnings all around but you just didn't listen because you thought they would be different...that they would break the trend you are so desperately trying to get yourself out of?? That no matter how the person treated you...you were ready to give them everything you had and work for the things you couldn't give them at the time?? How no matter how much you pour your heart and soul out to the person only to have them throw it away like yesterdays bad magazines?? How even though you aren't together, you still give your all to make sure that the other person is happy and comfortable?? How the only way to deal with things going the way they are is to put up your defenses even higher than they ever have been and getti

Recipes: Cookies
************CALLING ALL COOKIE MONSTERS!!!************ peanut butter Yield: about 3 dozen * 1/2 cup all vegetable shortening * 3/4 cup creamy peanut butter * 1 1/4 cups firmly packed brown sugar * 3 tablespoons milk * 1 tablespoon vanilla * 1 egg * 1 3/4 cups flour * 3/4 teaspoon salt * 3/4 teaspoon baking soda Preheat oven to 375 degrees. Combine shortening, peanut butter, brown sugar, milk and vanilla in large bowl. Beat with electric mixer at medium speed until well blended. Add egg. Beat just until blended. Combine flour, salt and baking soda. Add to creamed mixture at low speed. Mix just until blended. Drop by heaping teaspoonfuls 2 inches apart onto ungreased baking sheet. Flatten slightly in crisscross pattern with tines of fork. Bake for 7 to 8 minutes, or until set and just beginning to brown. Cool 2 minutes on baking sheet. Remove cookies to wire rack to cool completely. ***************************MACAROONS***************************************** Websit

Mothers Day In Heaven
A HEAVENLY MOTHERS DAY My Mom 2/25/1921 to 8/13/2003 My Baby Sister 4/09/1965 to 1/26/2006 I Love & Miss You both So Much She sails upon the clouds of blue Within her favorite color She is my angel up above My sweet and loving mother Still watching over me Every day and every night Sending my heart wonderful memories Filled with love to always shine To ease the pain of missing her Within this heart of mine I reminisce of her often Of all her gentle ways. . . to always be When this special day comes around I feel blessed God choose her for me And yes, there are times I shed my lonely tears Thinking of her up above Wishing she were near But how can I be sad for long? Knowing where she dwells For it is heaven she now calls her home No more pain or worry. . . in her days No tears to fill her eyes No heartache or sickness to ever touch her Where the sun always beautifully shines So on this day I’ll celebrate Because once she was m

My Canon Rebel Xt
So, I have been learning all about my new Canon Rebel XT 350. Its very complicated but worth it. I feel like the kids in this commercial, I wanna take pictures of everything. I'm so glad I'm going to a great school to learn plus I have some Master Photographers as tutors

4 Week Left
ok im going to school for massage and i have 4 week left and im in my internship and im havening fun do it so how many people have had a massage if you have let me know about it plz and if you have not had one would you like to have one or not so let me know about massage ok thank you

Alone
Let me tell u my life story in a short version here. I was married for 3 1/2 yrs and had one kid it was a girl which is now 6yrs old. I been alone now for going on 6yrs. I don't get to get out much, i spend most of my time with my daughter. I visit with friends sometimes but for some reason i still haven't found that one. some just use me and only want certain things from me. Then they leave me high and dry with not even a reason why. I am a simple guy who wants to meet a girl that will give me a hundred percent because i'll give her the same.

Another Rant
This was in no way meant to disrespect anyone's person feelings or beliefs, this is just how I feel on the subject... First of all, I would like to point out how stupid this bulletin is. I am only reposting it so that I can have my rant. If I remember from American History in 11th grade or even farther back into elementary school you are taught that America was founded by the Pilgims who were escaping religious persecution. Amendment I Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the government for a redress of grievances. I understand that the previous posting of this bulletin was an exercise of their 1st Amendment right as well as my rant is showing my belief in my right as an American. I would just like to point out that the people in the United States that DO NOT believe in any religio

Morning Dew
Folgers coffee is the best ice cream trickles down her breast I lay and squirm just like a worm my morning thought make shrinks concerned. To bite a child is wrong To bite a child is wrong To bite a child is wrong sing-a-long, bang a gong, pass the bong... tweet....tweet... ... ..*twitch** I find more often, now, I wake to the mind devouring sounds of my teeth grinding together. My cock staring up at me.. "Hey buddy, lend me a hand" good morning, self fuck off eat a dick I hope you croak.

His Image
His image is buried in mind, Images of amazing times. I see him standing there, Talking and laughin without a care. Images of nights entertwined, Burned forever on mind. Promises made but not kept Leaving me alone, it is hard to accept. Why did he just walk away What could I have done to make him stay. I have cried so many times That someday I will be fine. I sit and watch the sea This is a memory of him and me. I think of the secret that I hide from him Praying that GOD will forgive me this sin. Somehow I must let him go but for now all I have is his image

Im Not Dead!!!
omg I havent wrote/ been on in foreva!! So I got addicted to the show Miami Ink. So on Myspace they had a bulletine about a casting call for anyone who wants a portrait. So I thought of a rib tattoo before in memory of my grandpa Smith but I decided to do a portrait of him and i when I was a baby. have it and oval and light around it and have it fade and underneath have it say "His Patsy always and forever." This is the pic I wanna use... the pic So Im working on the application. Here is the only part im ify about too long tm or what My tattoo is a baby picture of me and my grandpa holding me. He helped raise me. He was a stay at home at a point and while grandma and my mom where at work I'd stay home and grandpa babysat me. May 2006 We found out he had lung cancer. I was graduating that June. He had just enough energy see me walk. Then this past January he passed away. So the portrait I want was his favorite picture of us. So how is that so far?? Ok besides

Ten Thoughts To Ponder
**_Number 10_** Life is sexually transmitted. **_Number 9_** Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die **_Number 8_** Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without anerection, make him a sandwich. **_Number 7_** Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a person to >> use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. **_Number 6_** Some people are like a Slinky ... not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. **_Number 5_** Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying >> of nothing. **_Number 4_** All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. **_Number 3_** Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200.00 and a substantial tax cut saves you 30¢? **_Number 2_** In the 60s, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. AND THE NUMBER 1

Spells
In response to a recent interesting blog: Do you believe in Spells; I don't think that it should seem so far fetched for people to believe in Spells. Merriam Webster Defines a Spell as this: a spoken word or form of words held to have magic power Many cultures speak of the power of "The Spoken Word"; It's been proven that plants respond positively when someone "talks" to them. A "prayer" is also "spoken" either audibly or to one's self. Scientist Dr. Masaru Emoto is conducting experiments that in my opinion proves that words and intentions have an affect. He takes water in a controlled experiment and places it into many containers. He blesses them with intention, writing the intention on a piece of paper to label each sample. Upon examination, it shows that each water sample's molecular structure actually changed through the thoughts and intentions...http://www.life-enthusiast.com/twilight/research_emoto.htm My question is, if the human body is made up of 90% wate

No Toilet Paper
Two women friends had gone for a girl's night out. Both were very faithful and loving wives. However, they had gotten over-enthusiastic on the Bacardi Breezers. Incredibly drunk, and walking home, they needed to pee, so they stopped in the cemetery. One of them had nothing to wipe with, so she thought she would take off her panties and use them. Her friend, however was wearing a rather expensive pair of panties and did not want to ruin them. She was lucky enough to squat down next to a grave that had a wreath with a ribbon on it, so she proceeded to dry herself with that. After the girls did their business, they roceeded to go home. The next day one of the women's husbands was concerned that his normally sweet and innocent wife was still in bed hung over, so he phoned the other husband and said, "These girl nights have got to stop! I'm starting to suspect the worst.. My wife came home with no panties!!" "That's nothing" said the other husband, "Mine came back with a car

Work/life...
I've been working at the airport for a lil over 5 and half yrs, an it ok, pays the bills. but lately I have been having second thoughts if I want to stay there anymore. Sure I would love to do the job I really want to do, and that's being a camera operator for a tv station or what ever, then owning my own production studio, someday it will happen. Im always thinking of videos how they should be, how they can be an such. But there something else i wouldn't mind trying, cuz its something else i like doing, an that's driving. what is it u ask, its driving a big truck. Cuz i like to drive when i can. Theirs just something about driving to someplace new an seeing something new. (blah blah, yeah i know im rambling on an on) Driving a truck has been on my mind for sometime now, an other then being a lil scared about doing it, an confidence level a lil low at times, I have pushed the thought waaaaaaaaaaay back in my mind. But lately I have been thinking about it more an more, the mo

Vinnie Paul Gets Butterflies In His Stomach At Fire It Up's First Show
HELLYEAH drummer Vinnie Paul Abbott (ex-PANTERA, DAMAGEPLAN) has issued the following report from the band's current tour: "Well, finally the HELLYEAH tour has begun. Baltimore was the lucky first spot — and Tom's [Maxwell, guitar] hometown — so it was the perfect choice to bust our cherry! The venue, Ram's Head Live, was one of the most kick-ass live venues I have ever been too... state of the art. "We all came in for sound check at 3 PM. and, as usual, when we started it sounded like shit and I could tell that everyone was nervous. We hung with it and nearly did the whole set, but got it done and everyone felt really good about it. "Then it was show time. The venue filled nicely and early chants of 'HELLYEAH' could be heard from the crowd. This was a great sign and I knew we were gonna have a great show. The evening was kicked off by Jagermeister's Baltimore band, BEYOND THE SCAR. They did a nice job and had some cool grooves. "Next up was BLOODSIMPLE, this band on Chad G

Know Theyself
Close my eyes and it begins The world unfolds with hope within Captured by the hidden rhapsody Of which I wish I could always be Ensnared in the feeling of hope No longer needing to just cope A circle cast amongst the star From which my heart is never far Calling upon the five elements' grace Feeling as though I'm finally in place Air, I call, come to me The wind lifts me up and sets me free Water, I plea, come to me Comforting sounds of the ocean and sea Earth, I shout, come to me I taste the sweet gifts from a berry Fire, I summon, come to me Heat surges through and gives me energy Spirit, I say, come to me Suddenly- I know who is this 'me'

A Story
Well, considering that I have to work at 1130am tomarrow/today...Im going to make this nice and simple. Yes, I did have a problem saving my money and spending it wisely a few years ago. Or at least during the time, my ex was paying me child support and all of that extra money that he was sending me. Yes, I should have saved it up but that gives my ex no excuse for the money problems he has now with his new wife and the family he brought into his life. Yes, it is great that he has a new family but I think that you need to find yourself financially capable first before bringing in a new family. Oh, and I at least did not have to give up my children to my parents for awhile so that I can save money up because I can not afford to take care of them and then risk my parents wanting to get custody of my kids...hmmmm, and this new wifey of my ex's claims that I have a problem with my finances...lol. Okay, so I may be a little off the edge at times about all of this and it does seem

Vacations
It seems like everyone I know takes their vacations in the summer. Family and friends plan trips. People want me to go have a good time with them. I would love to go somewhere during the summer. The only problem is I work in road construction in Michigan. Summer is the busiest time of the year. Nobody seems to want to get away during the winter when I have just about all the free time in the world. I guess I'll plan a vacation for myself this winter.

A Question..
A little boy is in school working on his arithmetic. The teacher says, "Imagine there are 5 black birds sitting on a fence. You pick up your BB gun and shoot one. How many blackbirds are left?" The little boy thinks for a moment and says, "NONE!" The teacher replies, "None, how do you figure that?" The little boy says, if I shoot one, all the other birds will fly away scared, leaving none on the fence." The teacher replies, "Hmm, not exactly, but I do like the way you think!" The little boy then says, "Teacher, let me ask you a question. There are 3 women sitting on a park bench eating ice cream cones. One is licking her cone, another is biting it and the third one is sucking it. How can you tell which one of the women is married?" The teacher ponders the question ncomfortably and then finally replies, "Well, I guess the one sucking her cone." To which the little boy replies, "Actually, its the one with the wedding ring, but I do like the way YOU think!"

Death
death is following me life is haunting me the two r colliding all at once i am not sure what to make of it go with the flow a door is opening am i ready i don't know hopefully i will grow in it or will it haunt me too push it away try to fix the unfixable some of it is not their fault so where is their peace we shall know if i can this soon embrace the gift just don't let the devil in too am i ready i don't know or will it haunt me too

Tattoo Block....
I need another tattoo! My last one was done in October, and I just need another. I have the basic idea of what type of art I need to make myself happy but damn if I can draw a stick man anymore, and I don't seem to have the time either. I need a fairie that kind of simbolizes who I am as a person. There are tons of graphics that I see all the time that I just love...I need an original and don't have the time to fool around with a tattooist, I need an artist! I guess I'm just bitching 'cause I have at least 2 more tats I want and here I sit at this fucking desk , so tired and Gods damn it I want to go home and have a beer!!

Chuggler.com Updated
It didn't take long to make the changes... just a long time to decide to make them. Chuggler.com has been updated and looks fantastic. check out the site and let me know what you think. Chase

What Is A Juggalo?
Juggalos To anyone not in the know, the term "Juggalo" is given to someone who is a fan of ICP. but the reality is that the term has a deeper meaning to those who consider themselves one. Scrubs: The kid in class that never had a snowball's chance with the prom queen. The fat kid who never was good at sports and got picked on by the jocks. "..I speak for the crazy, I speak for scrubs I speak for the thugs pissin' in your hot tubs I speak for the people that you always say don't know how to act We like'em just like that.." "Take Me Away" from Bizaar Family: Being a Juggalo is being part of something bigger. When you are labeled a Juggalo, that means there are legions of people who are down Rebels: "Is someone who the world is against all of your life, the world is always trying to show you how much better it is then you. Everyday of your life something in the world keeps trying to push you down to the bottom of life and make you think that you are the tras

Life As We Know It
Most of us are so...... Afraid of loosing, that we never take any chances. Afraid of failing, that we don't try. Afraid of loosing the one we love, we forget to love them. Afraid of the pain, we don't enjoy life, love, & all the wonderful things life brings. We all get so caught up with our own insecurities that we forget that the "little things" DO matter!!!! I know I have forgotten to live my life. I was even letting others' control my life. I am starting to see just how blind I am. How afraid & lost I am. I don't like it. I don't like who I have become. I am a good person with a good heart, with compassion for anyone who needs my help. So why is it so difficult to find someone to be there for me? Could it be that I was so affraid of hurting, that I didn't let anyone in. Even when I think I have let someone in, I keep them at arms reach. How do we truly know how? How to let someone in? How to, Honestly, TRUELY let ourselves love someone??????? Here is a Quote

Please Pray Everyone
PLEASE WATCH THIS VIDEO IT IS FOR A LITTLE BOY OUT OF FLORIDA AND HIS FAMILY...I SUPPORT CHILD ABUSE AWARENESS...THNX...Tammy Pray for baby Kaleb.Add to My Profile | More Videos (repost of original by 'CherryCherry¢â For All The Lost Children.' on '2007-06-10 16:53:37') (repost of original by 'motor fish' on '2007-06-10 19:11:13') (repost of original by '¢¾ BeAuTiFuL DiSaStEr ¢¾' on '2007-06-10 19:58:19') (repost of original by 'Bi~Babe' on '2007-06-10 20:00:09') (repost of original by 'phoenixxx' on '2007-06-11 07:15:49') (repost of original by 'blue eyes~CT wifey to John~dreamdemon~we are both club F.A.R. members' on '2007-06-11 11:34:59') (repost of original by '†ŞħãĐØŴ †....{bbw/bhm Bombers}' on '2007-06-11 22:28:03') (repost of original by 'Midnight Rider ~CT Husband of Dawn~ ~DJ House of Dreams~' on '2007-06-12 00:04:41') (repost of original by 'Rated N for Naughty' on '2007-06-12 00:40:59') (repost of original by 'GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~Stea

To Spam Or Not To Spam..
Ya know, I was on rude.net the other night, and after being on there for a few hours,I posted a bulliton about adding some people here at cherrytap.com, and after just a few hours, my account was suspended.. after 2 days of trying to get in touch with someone at rude, I was finally able to get some real answers.. I was told that my account was suspended due to the fact that I was Spamming.. lol... wtf... What I posted there was a simply invite to join Cherrytap.com.... that simple.. I only sent it to a few people, more like maybe 15 at most, and then the shit hits the fan.. lol.... After talking to thier Support people, my account was finally opened, but however.. just after a few hours of it being opened, I started to get a few emails about cherrytap.com, from someone else there.. WFT.... this is NOT cool.. I emailed that person, and advised them that they may want to reconsider doing what they did, after all.... My account was suspended over what I did. And they basicall

My Road Trip
First of all let me tell ya, I am in the wrong business. I should've been a truck driver. I had the chance with my first husband and I screwed that up but I drove 1.060 miles yesterday. I love the open road. It gives me Plenty of time to think and see new things. I had to drive to North Carolina yesterday to pick up my son for the summer. I have traveled that road so many times it seems like it takes no time to get there LOL Even my 9 year old says "its not taking long at all". Oh, and I love South of the Border. For those of you who don't know where that is its on the NC/SC line. My kids like the "Rocket" and those funny signs going up and down 95. Well Sorry if i've bored any of ya but that was my saturday. Now its Sunday and i'm not going ANYWHERE today if I can help it LOL Look forward to hearing from you all soon. I could've used a shot of rum by the time I got here last night but I didn't. I had tea instead LOL Rumncoke

A Second Look
A Second Look By: Ashley I look at you, Thinking ur so cute ,sweet and funny But I sit here wishing you would give me a second look I sit here and wonder WHY, WHY wont you give me a second look? What is it about me? Am I not pretty enough? is it that i'm not smart enough? or is it just because i'm in a wheelchair that makes you not want to give me a second look?

Blah Blah Blah... Talking Like A Girl.. Really
I don't know how I actually manage to keep upwith things the way that I do. i'm always busy and hey thats ok it's keeping me out of the house but sometimes I just want to strangle an ass hole or two bitching at me like I live for them. Man it just pisses me off, I'm not coming to your whim or every childish need. Grr arg... I enjoy my freedom being single but I miss the intimacy that your friends can't give you. I have had a very great week all and all actually. It shocked me. The baby turned three on tuesday. I went to breaking Benjamin and Three Days Grace on thursday, which was the best show I have ever been to. Drunk on Friday and tonight i have the baby's party at chuck'e'cheeses. I have no days off so add in that I have worked at least one job everyday. Damn i guess i should get to bed and dream of being debt free... oh life its always a double edged sword..

Patsy Cline
Patsy Cline was one of the most prolific and talented female vocalist of her time. Her voice still stands out today. As part of my Icon Week, she will be my topic today. Please feel free to share your thoughts or favorite songs of this talented songstress. What did you like best about her?

Never Meant
So Im not meant to be happy... Why should i be surprised. Every time i think this week cant get worse it does, It will get worse still i am sure of it as i feel it inside. So... No one wants me.... No one wants to have me ... No matter what i try, I guess it was true i guess i just cant be loved can i. Why am i surprised? I shouldnt be should i? maybe this is some sick joke?? or maybe this is just it maybe i am meant to be misurable. maybe... i guess... No where to go... no one to love... im alone. Just.. alone goodbye

My Love Values Test
Merritt, when you're head over heels, you are a Steady Mate You're the kind of romantic partner that others truly count on in times of distress. This is true because your logical mind allows you to remain cool-headed during crises. Because people look to lean on you, you will sometimes be viewed as a hero in your relationships. People who value your calm, rational nature will make a great match for you.

Scary But True - An Indepth Look At A Scorpio
Rising Sign is in 26 Degrees Virgo You tend to be very shy and not very self-assertive. You are supercritical about how you appear to others. Even though you may think you are uninteresting and dull, you are actually quite soft- spoken, orderly, neat and very likable. You are a perfectionist with high standards, and at times you can be quite tactless in pointing out the faults of others. Very practical, efficient and purposeful, your appearance and bearing reflect your need to appear graceful, sensible and reserved. You have a crisp, no-nonsense approach to dealing with others. Never lazy or self-indulgent, you tend to be dedicated to the work ethic. Sun is in 26 Degrees Scorpio. Intense and complex by nature, you have extremely strong emotional reactions to most situations. Feelings are often very difficult for you to verbalize. Therefore you have a tendency to be very quiet - - to brood and think a lot. You seldom get overtly angry, but, when you do, you are furious and unfor

Never Have I
Never Have I Fallen Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

Proverbs 6:16-19
there are six things you hate, O Lord, seven that are detestable to You; Haughty eyes, a lying tongue, hands that shed innocent blood, a heart that devises wicked plans, feet that run swiftly to evil, a false witness who breathes lies, and one who causes strife among brothers and sisters.

Adult Relations
THE PICNIC... THE WARM SUNSHINE OF SPRINGTIME BARELY FILTERS THROUGH THE TREES AS YOU WALK DOWN THE TRAIL TO OUR MEETING SPOT. STILL COOL UNDER THE CANOPY OF LEAVES, YOU FIND YOURSELF PERSPIRING ANYWAYS. THE WALK IS PLENTY LONG ALBEIT BEAUTIFUL, WITH THE WILDFLOWERS BLOOMING AND THE STREAM SPLASHING DOWN THE ROCKS ALONG THE TRAIL. BUT THAT IS NOT WHY YOU ARE PERSPIRING. YOU ARE THINKING OF ME. THE STORIES I'VE TOLD ON LINE, SO SUGGESTIVE AND NAUGHTY. YOU ARE COMING TO MEET ME FOR THE FIRST TIME. YOU KNOW ENOUGH ABOUT ME, BUT IT IS MY DOMINANT SIDE THAT CALLS TO YOUR ANIMALISTIC DESIRES. YOU HAD WOKEN UP EARLY AFTER A NIGHT OF EROTIC DREAMS. YOU HAVE PREPARED YOURSELF PER MY INSTRUCTIONS AND NOW... YOU ARE MINUTES FROM FINALLY MEETING ME. YOU ARE LISTENING TO THE BIRDS SINGING AS YOU ROUND A BEND AND SEE MY MARKER DIRECTING YOU OFF THE MAIN TRAIL ONTO A THINNER PATH. ABOUT TWENTY PACES UP THIS PATH IT OPEN

My Funeral
Hello one and all.. Welcome to my funeral... Well, at this site.. I dont know why.. but everyone but three people stopped talking to me.. and just one person ever comments on my stuff anymore.. My friend Tony used to joke and call me.. "Ct's best kept secret" Surprise.. it came true.. My so called friends have totally forgotten I existed. So, I am holding my own funeral.. Might as well.. I am dead here anyways.. I will uphold my Band Of Brother's duties.. and I will still be here for my Touched By An Angel Society.. Other than that.. I don't know anymore. See ya.. Cassie

Oh Baby
Would you makeout with me? [ ]Heck Yea [ ]Yes [ ]No [ ]Maybe [ ]already have ;) Would you sleep with me? [ ]In an instant! [ ]Yes [ ]No [ ]Maybe Am I attractive? [ ]F*** no [ ]Hot as hell [ ]Fine [ ]Cute [ ]Okay [ ]Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [ ]Yes [ ]No [ ] i dk Are you a virgin? [ ]yes [ ]no [ ] wont tell I look like.. [ ] A player [ ] a wife/husband [ ] One time thing [ ] Next bf/gf [ ] A friend [ ] A friend with benefits [ ] A possibility [ ] A loser [ ] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [ ]Yes [ ]No [ ]maybe [ ] no cause im shy Would you rather.. ?? [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Friends [ ] Friends with benefits [ ] Marry me [ ] Have sex [ ] OTHER (give details)____________________ [ ] give me your number if so _________________ On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [ ]1 [ ]2 [ ]3 [ ]4 [ ]5 [ ]6 [ ]7 [ ]8 [ ]9 [ ]10 What would you want me to be

Foxy Foxy
Rob Zombie Foxy Foxy He who gets slapped and he who gets saved, He who brutalizes the timeless stage. He is the mongrel, he wants it all, He lives for relics, hang on the wall. Don't you wanna ride it? Educated Horses Don't you wanna ride it? Educated Horses Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? She who looks back, and she looks away, She internalizes the motion wave. She is the butcher, She wants the air, She hides the scars under her hair. Don't you wanna ride it? Educated Horses Don't you wanna ride it? Educated Horses Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Don't you wanna ride it? Educated Horses Don't you wanna ride it? Educated Horses Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonn

.........im Not Suppose To Regret...so Why Am I???
I don't know what I've done Or if I like what I've begun But something told me to run And honey you know me it's all or none There were sounds in my head LIttle voices whispering That I should go and this should end Oh and I found myself listening 'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you All I know is that I should And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you All I know is that I should 'Cos she will love you more than I could She who dares to stand where I stood See I thought love was black and white That it was wrong or it was right But you didn't leaving without a fight And I think I am just as torn inside And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you This is what I have to do 'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you All I know is that I should And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you

Working Out
Well, I finally decided to start working out. Yep, getting in shape. About damn time too. I have a workout machine that's been taking up space in my game room that I drug to the living room so I'll actually use it. Tonight, I was lonely and tired so I got on it and worked out. My muscles are tired but I'm wide awake. I've missed feeling like this.

A Man In Central Park
A kaleidoscope of colors Pictures etched in chalk He draws not on a canvas But on a worn out cement block He spends his days in the park On a path lined with rock He possesses nothing more Than a tin can full of chalk He wears a T and faded jeans Frayed at all the seams Beneath his worn out sailors hat He carries all his dreams He draws a peaceful valley And horses running free A field of golden poppies Beneath an old oak tree A lady dressed in crimson red Waving a sorrowful goodbye He pauses for just a moment To wipe a teardrop from his eye A kitten with a ball of yarn A young girl saying prayer A lonely elm beside a brook His pictures take you there Everyday you admire his work Then continue with your stride But do you ever look at him And wonder what’s inside His shrouded thoughts and feelings Beyond your visual range Or do you dismiss him as a bum And toss him your spare change He lives each day for the moment Haunted by a wartime pa

About Me...
I like shooting pool and throwing darts.I like to go to the junkyard looking for parts.I like to shoot my guns in the dark,I like to hang out in the trailer park.I got used tires for sale in good shape.I got every Dukes of Hazard episode on tape.Who are you to tel me I aint got no class.Im proud to be a Redneck Piece of White Trash. I like to dip and I like to spit.I like talking on the phone while Im taking a shit.Im proud to be a Redneck Piece of White Trash.If ya dont like that Pucker up motherfucker,you can kiss my ass. Well I like my outta date Hair-do,I like picking my nose and gettin tattoos.I like drinking beer and werking on my car,I like to drink beer and piss in my yard.I like to burp and I like to fart.I like picking up girls when I go to Walmart.I like adjustin my nuts and scratching my ass.Im proud to be a RedNeck Piece of White Trash. Lastnight I went to bed with a buzz.I dreamed I was drinking and woke up and I was.I'll be a drunk Redneck til the day Im dead.I

I Question Life Sometimes:(
THIS has been a shitty day first my friend died one from church she was a sweet person and i just found out early today then I went to work which consist of a long day of taking care of a invalid..she depends on me for all her care ..I question God at times why would someone have to lay there and be so dependent on another human being it just doesnt seem fair at times bit then im not suppose to question our Maker..I go in the morning I open the blinds so she can see the sunlight then I take a wash cloth from the cupboard and set it aside and take gloves and slip them on then i take her false teeth and run them under warm water and wet the washcloth with hot water as she request bringing it all back in to her room and i place her dentures in her mouth and then i wash face allowing the warmth to open her eyes gently all this time the thoughts running through my mind that this woman at one time was very alive like me she had a family and endured much in her life as well yet here we are

Words Unsaid.
Words Unsaid. All from the heart. Words Unsaid. All rooted in heart. Words Unsaid. All scattered in the mind. Words Unsaid. All kisses never shared. Words Unsaid. All hugs never giving. Words Unsaid. All tears never released. Words Unsaid. All pain never showed. Words Unsaid. All lost in fear. Words Unsaid. All locked up within. Words Unsaid. All riping the soul. Words Unsaid. All that was unsaid.

New Baby...
Cute Purple Glitter Baby Feet Glitters YES ITS TRUE ....TY AND I ARE HAVING A BABY THAT IS DUE SOMTIME IN LATE FEB EARLIE MARCH...WE ARE LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS NEW LIFE...THE MORNING SICKNESS IS KICKIN MY ASS..AND I CANT STAND THE SMELL OF ANYTHING...LOL..BUT I AM EXCITED ,TY IS ALSO EXCITED AS WELL BUT IS HOPING FOR A BOY...I KEEP TEASING HIM AND SAYING ITS A GIRL...EITHER WAY..THE BABY WILL BE A WELCOMED ADDITION TO OUR LIVES. WISH US LUCK AND HOPE FOR A GIRL ...LOL..THERE EASIER TO SHOP FOR...LOL*WINK*..JK..BUT ON THE OTHER HAND ..I GUESS A BOY WOULDN'T BE AS BAD*WINK*...LOL..HUGSS AND KISSES...MISS LOLLY TOPPS Cute Purple Glitter Baby Feet Glitters

Stupid Little Things
How low is this? Someone stole my coke from the fridge at work. *sniff* For over two years I’ve brought in a coke in the morning, put it on the same shelf in the same spot every day and then grabbed it at lunch time. Today I reached in there as my lunch was about to ding in the microwave and froze in shock. There was no coke! I looked around the fridge, then closed it for a second and the looked again to make sure I hadn’t just overlooked it. Nope. Someone swiped my soda. Swiped it even though there is a fully stocked soda machine right next to the fridge. It’s not really upsetting. It bums me out more than anything to think that someone was so petty as to just take my soda. If they really wanted it I would have given it to them or given them 65 cents for the machine. But come on, guys! That was my lunch soda! The one soda I drink during the daytime. What’s up with that petty act of theft? It’s still bumming me out.

Broncitis
Yesterday, I got really sick at work. Had trouble breathing and when I did, it hurt like hell. My boss let me off work early and since it was so hard to drive home, I went to the ER. The doctor on duty said that I had broncitis and gave me scrips for anti-biotics and cough syrup. I thought that I wouldn't be able to get them filled until today but thankfully Walgreen's pharmacy is open 24/7! I'm probably going to end up quitting the cigs here soon cuz of how quick this came on.

Time Travel
Time travel is a common dream event. There is rarely a time machine involved. Rather, the dream story simply unfolds in another era of time, past or future. These dreams often represent either the romance or hopes we attribute to moments other than our present. You may find that the dream stems from your desire to identify with particular mores of a time period or to influence certain events. If you spontaneously dream of going backwards in time, it is most likely a dream of romantic wish-fulfillment. The good old days seem to conjure images of heroism, nobility, morality, and social life that, while not altogether accurate, draw our admiration. Often there is a facet of your personality that you feel you could more easily tap into as a pioneer, statesman, damsel in distress, or some other stereotypical image of history. Most times, the time travel is confluent with your particular image of an archetypal dream character. For example, if you are dreamin

Aug 27th-mars
*Two moons on 27 August* 27th August the Whole World is waiting for......... Planet Mars will be the brightest in the night sky starting August. It will look as large as the full moon to the naked eye. This will cultivate on August. 27 when Mars comes within 34.65M miles of earth. Be sure to watch the sky on August. 27 12:30 am It will look like the earth has 2 moons. The next time Mars may come this close is in 2287. Share this with your friends as NO ONE ALIVE TODAY will ever see it again.

Recall List!
THE TOYS List of model names and product numbers for the nearly 1 million recalled Fisher-Price toys, according to the Consumer Product Safety Commission: 33662 Elmo Light Up Musical Pal 33663 Ernie Light Up Musical Pal 33664 Big Bird Light Up Musical Pal 34658 Elmo Stacking Rings 39038 Elmo Tub Sub 39054 Sesame Street Shape Sorter 87946 Elmo Keyboard 90267 Ernie Splashin’ Fun Trike 90609 Elmo Collectible 90611 Cookie Collectible 90612 Zoe Collectible 90613 Ernie Collectible 90614 Big Bird Collectible 90745 Construction Playset 93068 Elmo Boom Box 93107 Action Fire Engine 93307 Press N Go Elmo 93308 Rev & Go Cookie Monster 93492 Cookie Saxophone 93493 Elmo’s Guitar 93615 Splash Tub Puzzle 93780 Music And Lights Phone B7554 Count To Beat Elmo B7888 Shake, Giggle & Roll B7987 Elmo in the Giggle Box B7989 Silly Parts Talking Elmo B9620 Dora’s Talking House C6908 Dora, Backpack, Perrito Figure Pack C6909 Diego Figure Pack

Embrace The Darkness
I have just finished reading "Embrace The Darkness" by Keri Arthur, and was it a good. The entire series is great. Check the previous blog in the order. For those who have read them, 4 more books are planned. She is writing the 6th one now, featuring Rhoan and Liander's relationship more in depth. And any movie producers or someone closely related to that occupation, please think about turning it into a movie or TV series. They are great. I recommend this series to anyone.

My Crazy Life...................
I had the best weekend.....4 straight days at Caliente Resort, my heaven on earth!!! I met wonderful people, ate and drank like a queen and was propsed to by an older Eqyptian man. The proposal was declined but what a compliment to be loved so quickly and understood and accepted in my own enviroment as a nudist and lifestyler. I look forward to trips to Cairo...learning Egyptian bellydance, visiting the pyramids, riding camels in the desert.....but all the while keeping my independance......so now I'm back into the real world, realizing all the things that I must do to get my life back on track professionally and financially and knowing that I can do it on my own!!!

Chapter I
Chapter I The Initial Meeting We've decide to meet at a hotel in Raleigh. There is a bar in the lobby where we have decided to meet face to face for the first time. I'm nervous, what is he going to think. I take a deep breath and walk into the bar, I see you immediately. You have been sitting there watching the door, waiting. I smile, you smile back and get up and walk towards me. You take my face between your hands and kiss me. We sit down and have a couple of drinks to get acquainted. Neither of us can wipe the silly grins off our faces. You ask me if I want to get something to eat, I say no we can always order room service. You stand up and take my hand, we walk to the elevator and go up to the room you have reserved. I have butterflies in my stomach. A little nervous and a lot excited. You wrap your arm around my back, running your hand up and down my ass. I can already feel my pussy getting wet. The elevator stops an

Epiphany #1
Love is not an emotion cause emotions change. Love is not a feelin cause feelin's go away. Love is a part of you, of your very soul, discovered wit the help of another. -(pondered at age 16... still believed)

You Know Your From Ma. When
YOU KNOW YOU'RE FROM MASSACHUSETTS IF... 1. The Red Sox World Series win was, and will always be, one of the greatest moments in your life. 2. The guy driving in front of you is going 70 mph and you're swearing at him for going too slow. 3. When ordering a tonic, you mean a Coke. 4. You went to Canobie Lake Park or Water Country as a kid 5. You actually enjoy driving around rotaries. 6. You do not recognize the letter"R" as a part of the English language. 7. Your social security number starts with a 0 8. You can actually find your way around Boston. 9. You know what a "regular" coffee is. 10. You keep an ice scraper in your car year-round. 11. You can tell the difference between a Revere accent and a Dorchester accent. 12 Springfield is located "way out west." 13. You almost feel disappointed if someone doesn't flip you the bird when you cut them off or steal their parking space. 14. You know how to pronounce the names of towns like Worcester, Billerica, Gloucester, and

Hello And Welcome
Hello one and all. I am Pagan Spirit, I am pleased to meet you. I thought I would give it a go with blogging here on fubar. Want to know a little more about me? About what makes me tick, what makes me happy, what makes me mad, what makes me sad? Stay tuned!

No Goodbyes Like This..
I watched him walk away for the last time and I wanted to scream I never wanted to leave like this after a night of no affection no love, no thoughtful words My heart breaks but no tears are coming not tonight too numb Tomorrow morning, 8 am is the start of the new life without him without anyone that cares maybe sleep will come if I am that lonely maybe I can make it on my own better than here but I dont want to make it without him. I didnt mean to fall but I did, and hard too Never meant to. It's so hard now. I dont want to say goodbye, knowing it could be the very last time I ever see him.......

Help Me ,bomb Commenting Her Pic..please!!!
HELP ME HELP HER WIN...FIRST TIME EVER ENTERING ANYKIND OF CONTEST. GUYS LETS GIVE HER ALL THE LOVE TO HELP HER WIN THIS!!! ALL MY ALOHA AND THANXS!!!!! MUAHZ! CLICK ON TO THIS LINK; http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=261690&albumid=504725&i=1759055662 WITH LOTS OF ALOHA..... THANKS GUYS!!!

I Just Love You
i.. ..love you.. ..with every fiber of my being.. . every aspect of my entity.. . ..my heart is a comfortable inhabitant.. ..of your divinity.. ..a beautiful vicinity.. ________ my..emotions get the best of me.. but that's just.. natural femininity.. you handle me.. ..gently, but with such masculinity.. ________ you..are the source of my..pulse.. the reason my heart beats periodically.. you..nurture my lungs..and keep me.. breathing methodically... ________ my heart was once helpless.. almost like infancy.. but you.. willingly cradled it.. with a considerable instancy... . ..i love.. ..you with.. every strand of my presence.. . every sector of my lifespan.. . and learning of every deep thought living in each crevice of your brain.. is my life plan.. ________ there's..no way to..possibly calculate.. the many ways in which..our souls relate.. our love is impossible to desecrate.. . too complicated to decipher the literal terms.. that

Work
I have only been working for two days now and I already know I am going to love my job. Working at a portrait studio. I love my boss, she has a great sense of humor. And I just can't wait to start taking pictures. The only bad thing about working is that I haven't worked in two and a half years so my body is kinda in pain right now. Oh well, I can deal. I am just happy I finally have a job and it is something I love doing. YAY ME!!!

Mirror Mirror
MIRROR MIRROR ON THE WALL WHO IS THE FAIREST OF THEM ALL. there is a lot of mirror pics out there so i decided to do a mirror pic contest PRIZES R AS FOLLOWS judges pick 3 day blast baller gift custom, morph graphic, tag set ( welcome, thanks, humpday) most rates (NUMBER OF RATES) {200 rates gets 3day blast} 1 day blast big baller gift custom graphic, morph tag set ( welcome, thanks, humpday) most comments (2000 COMMENTS GET U THE MOST RATES PACKAGE) custom graphic, morph all winners get contest certificate hit me up and let me know the mirror pic u wanna use

Plzzz Help
HEY TO ALL MY FRIENDS OUT THERE WHO LIKE MY NSFW I WANT TO THANK YOU ALL FOR THE RATES AND IF YOU COULD PLZZZZ HELP OUT MY MAN IF IT WASNT FOR HIM THERE WOULD BE NO NSFW AND HE PLANS ON MORE TO COME MORE INTERESTING ONES THAT WE HOPE YOU WILL LIKE SO HERE IS HIS LINK GO HIT HIM UP AND RATE THE HELL OUT OF HIM SO HE WILL GIVE YOU MORE NSFW THANK YOU ALL http://www.fubar.com/user/979591

So More Fun Stuff..
This time I don't really have the details. Yesterday a lady came in and I guess she was mad about a layaway (which turned out didn't even exist.). She wrote a note and left it with Tara (One of the casiers up front.) Basically what I was able to get out of people about the note was that Christopher Columbus didn't discover America and if you were born of caucasion, black, hispanic bla bla bla.. I don't know.. and then it said that on Sept. 7th 11pm everyone needs to leave the building, lock the doors and look upward. She also listed her credentials (Bacholer in law, something something culinary arts, bla bla bla) The bosses won't say a peep about the whole damned thing and they called corporate and corparate said she sounds crazy and to ignore it. Which is fine UNLESS she is SUPER crazy and is planning something. I think a) We should be allowed to know what the note says and B) They should hand it in to the cops. I mean the lady signed it and everything.. Okay, that is

Why
Plunging towards the dead spot as I claw and tear at my very own soul to escape this dank shell that is my own personal hell. Forever falling away from the light that is my sanity. No way out of it further and further i fall without a rope to climb out and noway to tell where the bottom is or what is there. Wasted is my life for efforts were all in vane nothing completed when everything was started. Now born into a new life of constant strife, I fight my way to see the light, but only to crash and burn and wait for the next turn of events in the world to summon me from my black and forever decending hole of dispair. The question I have is WHY??

Things I Have Learned
I have learned a lot in my life but I have to say the I have learned a great deal in the last 5 yrs... Here are some of the things I have learned: 1) Life is too short. 2) Have fun every day. Find someone that makes you laugh. 3) If you are not happy with who you are change!! You make your own choices in your life. There is no one making you do anything. If you find yourself saying I would if I could or thinking I don't want to be here or I don't like where I am in this life, change it. Everyone deserves to be happy. And yes sometimes to change a situation people have to get hurt. But there are ways to limit how hurt they get and you still change and be happy. 4) Go after what you want full force. No one is gonna give you anything in this life. You have to make your own way. Don't sit back and wait on a lucky day, the lotto, or the sweepstakes. You have to make your own good fortune in this life! 5) They say good things come with time and that is true. It's ok to wait

Focus?
realize what is in front of me divulge what was behind me the scattering of my mistakes crowd me, reminding me of my frailty this requires a remedy which eludes me to forgo deeper inquiry of my psyche saves me from painful enlightenment ergo, i stumble over my hesitant feet, my footprints awash in somber tears

Sept 1st... More Insanity!
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If Only........
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring a

The Secret Is Revealed!
A Japanese explanation about the small arrow on your computer monitor. How does the small arrow on your computer monitor work when you move the mouse? Haven't you ever wondered how it works? The mystery is finally solved. Now, through the miracle of high technology, you can see how it is done. With the aid of a screen magnifying lens, the mechanism becomes visible. Click on the link below and you will find out. The image may take a minute or two to download an d, when it appears , slowly move your mouse over the light gray circle and you will see how the magic of the arrow is revealed. http://www.1-click.jp/

Abuse Vs S&m
I have heard much condemnation in the past concerning S&M. Seems that there is much education lacking in the general population concerning S&M. Let me give you an example. She: Oh I'm not into pain, I could never do that. He: Oh, well OK. Let me as you then, do you like a little spanking during love making? She: Yes, I do, it heights my senses. OK, in a small way that makes my point. It is all about limits. Since it is all about limits; it has to be about negotiation. "I like this, but I don't like that." Secondly it is about trust. One "usually" doesn't just "jump" into bed with another person. There is something that says, "yes, I can do this with this person." That's trust. How far one goes in receiving painful stimuli is in direct proportion to the ensuing pleasure that it gives. Endorphines turn the pain to pleasure. S&M is not for everyone for sure. But it shouldn't get the bad rap of being a perversion. It is just another way of doing things.

Curious!!!! Please Read Nad Let Me Know What You Think!!! Please
So 3000 friends on here alot of which i talk to alot and some that are just aquaintances so to speak....I post bulletins everyday and never get viewers or friendss that will repost....How hard is it to have friends repost for me even if they dont take the time to read it? Im just curious cause any bulletin i see i try to repost..if i think its a great bulletin i will even take the time to make it sticky for a friend good friend or not.....Funny thing is if i offer a gift to have it reposted its done in no time at all..hmmmmmm just a thought

Demons And Love
we each have our demons my love how we express ourselves and those demons differs greatly i fight my demons by giving them words you fight them with solitude each way works for each of us but this is the reason i dont show you everything i write these words i write are my only outlet sometimes other than self destruction i dance with my demons little devils they are because the sparing of words within my mind demand it it is the only way i can release there control over me just like solitude is your way of battling them i refuse to give them the control they demand my heart is yours my soul is yours stolen with a simple kiss that showed me more than mere words can explain you quite my mind i do not doubt you my love i need you like i need air to breath but alas our pasts have been unkind to us life is what we make it though and i refuse to paint you by the same brush my heartaches at the thought of you doubting my stability...for i am here for as long as wis

Relaxing Bath
Omg I just had the most relaxing bath ever! Maybe it's just the mood I was in and the fact that I really needed to relax. I drew a hot bath and put some lavender bubble bath in, lit one of my candles, and just relaxed. Now I am totally refreshed.

Destination Unknown
SOOOO...I like this sight, its entertaining to a point, but it seems as though, I must have Dr. Phil written on my damn forehead. I realize there its nice to have people to talk to, and vent a little, but what the hell, if you don't want my educated advice, then why the hell are you telling me your crap? I seriously don't think its any of my business. I am only human therefore, I have some things I need to take care of for ME....but do you see me telling you all that is wrong in my world? umm...NOOOOOOOOOOO, do you see me going to you to miraculously solve those said issues? ummm...nooooooooooooooo....I'm a big girl, I can handle my own crap, its about time that some of you out there do the same, and if you don't like what is said here, then i highly suggest you don't send emails telling me that i need to see a mumm because you have stooped to the level of announcing the fact that you were dumped by some dude who obviously wasn't the one for you, then linger on every comment made.

Blog This Lmao
Ok let me give a bit about me im really sweet to everyone i try to help as many people as i can ! A few of you know me cause of yahoo or what ever . I have taken hours to help people learn how to do stuff on there pc's and on yahoo . Ok with that being said I can also be a snotty you know what ! I don't need to be told how I should treat someone cause you have a crush on them (giggles) oi 31 years old 3 kids i know how relationships work ! Next if you want to know something about a guy on my profile ask the guy him self . Im not his mom im not his keeper and im sure not his rat :) I dont mean to sound mean but wow not even a week and i have haters lmao !!!!!

Is Your Pc Running Slow On Fubar?
I know my PC slows down on fubar well found out its cuz of some of the graphic skins people use. Don't get me wrong I like them but dont do me any good if my pc freezes up and i figure there are more people out there whos PC runs slow on fubar. Now saying that if you change one of the setting will improve the speed a little better for you. Go into profile setting and turn on block profile skins.

The Love The Tears At My Heart
How can one struggle put so much progress on hold. I can't shake the one fear I continue to hold on too. God has given me so much strength motivation and happiness I cannot even begin to imagine how its possible. But my faith, new found trust, and internal knowledge knows its only for one reason and one reason only. My final acceptance of what I've known all along to be true... the right ways of doing things, how to live for God, and accept truths and signs of God's presence on this earth as they come. So many realisations that I cannot even begin to describe to you. Its amazing how fast a truly open heart can be shaped into the most happy of hearts. All of these changes have some so easily in such a short amount of time that if it had not happened to me I would not have believed it. My heart is free for the first time in my life, I have no thoughts in the back of my mind telling me that I'm doing wrong, that I'm not making the correct choices, I know I will sin everyday but I know th

Do You Know Where?
im going to put toget a decent blog and maybe front page links when i get enough names and statements... if you would like to be a part of showing america we still love her....plz send ur pge link. subject,,,where were you on 911...? what was you doing . .... and ur thoughts then and now.. this is under construction will build as i go. /fubar.com/user.php?u=548838&friend=548838" target="_blank">MishNumber1 ~ Co-Owner Of The G-Spot Crew ~ of S*U*P & Club FAR@ fubar n 9/10/2007, sunmaidstyle@fubar.com wrote: Where was I on Sept 11th....I was sitting on my couch pregnant with my son, watching television when it all started coming on, I couldnt believe my eyes...I was just dumbfounded...I think I cried that whole day not only for the people that this has all affected but the fact that I was bringing a child into this world...and wondering what his future would be like.... Here's a story for ya. Me and my ex hubby got married june 19th 2001, he

Sensuality...
kissed by the morning sun...i awoke... tickled by it's golden rays running amok... hazy flecks...sashaying in it's glare... the hands of time...stopped and stared... lazily i stretched...and french kissed the breeze... frolicking amongst the billows of the curtains with ease... playing hide and seek...with my waking eyes... the mischievous smile...widening in style... turning...i pressed upon the satin sheet... like a lover's skin...silky and sweet... i pressed my face...into it's fragrance... and fell into it's cool embrace... blowing the lock of hair from my face... watched as it twirled and fell with grace... inhaling deeply...i breathed the beauty in... felt the butterflies fluttering within... such a sensual feeling...i deduced... and i kissed the sun back...amused...

Bare Feet Holidays
Bare Feet Society will now host a special contest for each holiday in each month. Halloween, Thanksgiving, etc.. So if you would like to be in it or know some bare feet ya want to win then contact me for more details!

No Games
First off let me tell you that I generally do not give a fuck if someone adds me or not. However, when someone makes a fucking game out of trying to string me along trying to entice me to beg for “addition” to their inner sanctum, I say FUCK YOU!! Now let me tell you what happened. While I was rating pictures on one a friend’s profile, I spotted someone that I wanted to check out. I read their profile, viewed their pictures, rated all the pictures, rated the person, fanned them, and then requested to be added as a friend. I have done this hundreds of times, some add and others do not, no big deal. However, this person sent a shout to me that said, “give me one good reason and i will accept you”. I replied in my best ogreish, “I be da bestest Ogre yuse 'ill ever know”, which got the reply, “that is grounds for denial”. Oh well, such a loss I returned, “K by me - not here to beg” and got, “didn't ask you to beg, only asked you not to be a retard”. Retard? I am not the o

Spirito Del
Spirito del buono augurio! Sei venuto in mio soccrso, Credi ne avero gran bisogno, Spirito del follertino rosso Giacche sei venuto in mio soccorso, Ti prego di nn mi abbandonare! Ti prego dentro questa pakka d'intrare, E nella mia tasca portare, Cosi in qualunque mia bisgna, In mio aiuto ti posso chiamare, E di giorno e di notte, Tu non mi possa abbandonare. Legame Penne qui tanto nero quanto notte, legame il briccone con magico stretto, ed in azioni dell'oscurita reprime, fino a tale tempo riascio questo incantesimo.

Rude People
Ya know I have found that some people on here are very fuking rude ... Noone on here knows me from Adam so why would you make rude comments or say mean things? didnt your mother ever teach you if you aint got nothin nice to say dont say nothing at all? true this is only the "net" but people do have feelings and when rude comments or rude things are said some people tend to have a complex and then they question things about themselves....I think some people really need to grow up and stop being so godamn full of themselves and quit thinking there superior to everyone else! I have met some pretty cool peeps on here and i wanna ty all of you for your support! Much Much Love

Mandatory Memory
Mandatory memory, a ghost becomes thee… Never any chains, hopeless and free Times spent entwined Must be etched deep in mind Never any chains, hopeless and free Mandatory memory, a ghost becomes thee…

Jesse's New Home
Well yesterday I had a total meltdown over what's been happenin' in my house with my dogs. I felt like I needed to find a new home for Jesse to alleviate some stress from my family, from him as well as the other dogs. I really don't need my sweet boy turning into Cujo because his sister is in heat. He is such a good boy under normal circumstances. So one of the girls I go to school with , her grandfather ....who is 86 years old love beagles and still hunts. So that's where he went. He lives right accross the street so i can see him but I think I'm debating on leaving him alone for a while so he gets used to the idea of being there. I hope it all works out. He has always treated all his other dogs well and they live to be old and die of old age....not abuse. So Just keep good thoughts for Jesse, that he transitions well into his new environment.

Gravity
Gravity or gravitation by definition is a phenomenon through which all objects attract each other. Just by that definition alone speaks volumes on how important it is in our everyday life. One word that can bring everything together. One word that can bond and strenghten any known object. But at the same time, without gravity, things fall apart. People might not use this word everyday, but you see it everywhere around you. When you lose a loved one by an illness, by a bullet, or simply just growing apart from a relationship. See, gravity is working against me. And it wants to bring me down. Everything in life that you go through serves a purpose. Whether its good or bad. Right or wrong. But sometimes in life you wonder " what is keeping me down?" " Whats keeping me from feeling happy?" I found the answer. It's simply GRAVITY! The weight of the world on many people can simply kill you. Acceptance from our peers and from loved ones can be a bit overwhelming. Finding that bond, that conne

Last Chance For The Contest
If you want in on this contest now is the time to say so or I will cancel it for lack of intrest and give the prizes to the poor I don't need your entry right this minute but I want to know if you want to join Salute to me Contest Hey everybody, my 1st contest turned out so good I'm having another one All you have to do is make a salute to me Do something funny, make it cool. Show me your creativity Something like this is fine Make something good throw it on your page and let me know and I will rip it and you will be in This is a Bombing contest. It will run for 14 days. Try to keep your pic SFW, don't want you getting disqualified If you want to make one that you know will be NSFW you can mail that to me I would love to see it, but also make one to enter that will be SFW Comments are worth 1 point Rates are worth 5 points. Most points wins. Prizes as follows. 1st place will get a one month VIP or a 7 day blast 2nd plac

Fubar
People keep telling me that it's silly to be on Fubar -- I'm on here too much and it's the damn truth. But I have a theory about Fubar. And I think it came into my life at a time when I needed it the most. My theory about Fubar is.... that everyone (whether they admit it or not) wants to be noticed. And who doesn't want people to read what you have to write -- look at your most prized possessions (your photographs) -- see what music you like -- what books you like to read - what movies you love or hate -- what makes you laugh (comedies) and what makes you cry (sad stories). I mean everyone wants to be noticed... and here is a place where you can reach out to people and where people can reach out to you. Even if you only talk for a few minutes -- the thought that you might be able to say something that could touch that person's life? Or change that persons life? I did that with my friend Jamie (i hope) - convinced him to get back on his antidepressant - and I see that he is bett

Loved
I need you tonight My heart is so full of fright My breath draws it so near My mind wants to love you so dear I think of your eyes so heavenly in the sky the tingle begins to unfold My blood begins to boil just to know our Love will truely come to pass As I take you in my arms at last my breath shall elude me for that wanton grasp Our Kiss will never fade on the day that we have made Our love will surely be bound not by this Earth's energy Our Love is one of old come forth from the Kindred untold I lay my body at your feet for you I give my soul be gentle For I will weep knowing that having your Love is essential.

Me
Silly chatter Grinning face Focused Eyes Busy mind Emotions high Overwhelmed Anticipation Dead silence Upside down grin Wet eyes Lost in thought Deep sigh Not surprised Constant Disappointment Never first Always last Thank you Misplaced Sacrifices Everything Giver of all Receiver Of little Exhausted Dry eyes Wet pillow Misplaced Dreams Lost Hopes Forgotten Desires Tired Nameless Me

Bombing In Progress...have You Bombed Johnjacobjingleheimerschmidt Today?
i need to see the love ppl....jk you dont evn have to love, u can hate,...ill appreciate....i will... just check out my friends list n got kristin smiths page, n got to the photo contest at the bottom of her photo albums....go to any pic you like(preferabbly mine;)), and rate it then leave mucho comments...u can say anything that is SFW...but i need your support, i can do it alone, but id rather have my friends help... much love n remember its 5 points for the rating, and 1 points for the comments, so comment away...or as its called BOMBS AWAY... HIT ME UP IF U R CONFUSED OR JUST CHECK MY BULLETIN OCTOBER 19TH IS THE DEADLINE.... THANKS LOVE JOHNJACOB

Dark New Day "pieces"
MAKE ME Into the one you want Into the one you need, you bend and BREAK ME You watch me separate myself From who I really am To fit into your plan You're cutting me in two And ripping me in three You're killing with those words you say to me You're cutting me in two Ripping me in three How many pieces can you take from me? TAKE IT Whatever's left is only following routine and FAKE IT And give in to the the thoughts That being bought is what I am To fit into your plan You're cutting me in two And ripping me in three You're killing with those words you say to me You're cutting me in two Ripping me in three How many pieces can you take from me? The wheels they turn for you A deity for two Holding on its true Won't bring it back again The way you look, my friend It's closer to the end Holding out a hand To bring it back again You cut me up again, cut down You cut me up again, cut down You cut me down You're cutting me in two And ripping me i

Healing With Your Hands
All healing must start by getting to the emotional cause of the ailment, or the problem will reoccur or manifest in another part of the physical body. Once established, with forethought that the patient is ready to accept the energy you will channel to them, you are both ready to begin. Healing, using the palms of the hands, is almost instinctual, and is becoming a growing technique, especially with Reiki, as an easy way for anyone to tap in and develop healing skills. When you begin, focus on the palms of your hands, relax, and slowly feel the higher energies filter through them. This may create a sensation of heat or tingling. here's what's going on. You raise your frequency ... bring in higher balanced energy ... transmit it to the other person by touching them, or holding your hands near their body. Some people wash their hands before and after a healing session. Let's first determine which hand works best for you. Hold both hands out in front of you - palms up. Foc

My Boca Paty!
My friend Susie invited me to a great dance near Boca Raton, (FL) this place suppose to have all the glamourous,allure people in the big Millinion Dollar Club. I guess she must be having some kind of relationship with Juan the Guide to Business Man. Anyway,I get to the party and the place was pack with beautiful mink coats, and,of course I got upset, I hate animal abuse. So,when I sat near this table this lady (unknown) was wearing little skippy (Skunk)around her I had to say something! So I did. I asked "Do you like my coat" She reply: Yes I do! Well you know me I started to chit chat and than I told them about my FAUX Coat. It inexpensive and it feel soft and it looks REAL!!!! Well those Boca B***h!!!! Had no Idea you could wear something fancy,classy without killing the poor soul of animals..... Check out what I was wearing at: http://www.storesrus.blogspot.com

Just A Lil Binger To Brighten Your Day!
Can you relate to this scene? It's the weekly ritual, 6:30 am Saturday morning and my neighbor begins. I hear that infernal machine start up, the bladed executioner, his rolling chariot of yard clipping chaos roll out of the storage shed cocoon. Back and forth it sweeps, death in its wake as my neighbor rides blithely on, oblivious to what is going on. Never mind it is Fall here and the grass hasn't grown 1/2 inch since last week. I of course have time to ponder all this because his infernal contraption has no muffler. But then it must blare on to hide the cries below. And so I wonder, does he ever really try to speak to the grass. Has he heard the noble dandelion's plea for life as his machine lops it's radiant head off? Years ago, after rolling the momma of all fatties, I got off my mower, laid down with the lawn, and we communed for hours. Our yard has never been the same since! So I ask have you talked to your grass? For sure that day mine talked to me.

Aspen Glow
Holy hell, I can't breathe! Why does it seem that some of the most beautiful scenery in our great country is up so high there is almost no air. To make matters worse when it does take your breath away, you had so little to begin with. So many people have tried to describe the Colorado wilderness, and very few have seem to be able to capture their Majesty in words. The crisp air, the whisper of the Aspen trees, and the hidden treasures found among the valleys. You ever have to travel far to find ponds or streams and rivers chalk full or rainbow and brown trout. Wildlife abounds through the mountains. It had taken quite awhile to drive from the city out to the middle of nowhere. Even leaving in the late morning on a Friday, by the time we had arrived and set up camp, we were wiped out for the night. It gets cold in the mountains at night,even in late summer you better have warm clothes. I'd love to tell you all the naughty sexual depravity that went on the first night but

I Was Consumed
I was consumed By a life that I made Destined to crash Beat up and bruised By the flashbacks of my own past I tried to hide away Till I heard you say Lovely traces fall behind you Turn around and you will see Lovely traces to remind you Everything that you've been through What it took to get you to me All my mistakes Regrettable choices I'd like to forget But somehow you make All that I wasted useful again I thought I fell from grace But you can't erase The lovely traces behind you Turn around and you will see Lovely traces to remind you Everything that you've been through What it took to get you to me I lost my direction 'Cause I couldn't see What a beautiful picture You would complete in me

5 Stages Drunkeness
5 STAGES OF DRUNKEDNESS..... Stage 1 - SMART This is when you suddenly become an expert on every subject in the known Universe. You know you know everything and want to pass on your knowledge to anyone who will listen. At this stage you are always RIGHT. And of course the person you are talking to is very WRONG. This makes for an interesting argument when both parties are SMART. Stage 2 - GOOD LOOKING This is when you realize that you are the BEST LOOKING person in the entire bar and that people fancy you. You can go up to a perfect stranger knowing they fancy you and really want to talk to you. Bear in mind that you are still SMART, so you can talk to this person about any subject under the sun. Stage 3 - RICH This is when you suddenly become the richest person in the world. You can buy drinks for the entire bar because you have an armored truck full of money parked behind the bar. You can also make bets at this stage, because of course, you are still SMART, so natura

Remembering The Dead -- Herbal Ritual
Materials: Juniper Bay Yew Alyssum Parsley Basil Rose Rosemary Cast your circle using rose petals and rosemary sprigs to define it. Say Before the altar: "The wheel of life turns, The cycle of rebirth continues. Those beyond life, You are remembered today. Gifts of love and hope, Are offered whole heartedly, To those we remember To those we do not, To all of those we have lost. Dark Lady and Dark Lord, In your gentle embrace, Our dead you have taken. All thread of life are cut, All threads are woven anew. May the wheel turn, And begin the cycle again. We give freely Juniper for love Yew for rebirth Bay for strength Parsley for cleansing Alyssum for happiness Basil for peace. May our blessings be received. You are remembered." This ritual can be done when a loved one passes. It celebrates rebirth and passing from one phase of life to the next.

Insite
I just posted a blog and it was very interesting to see the comments. The most I got out of it is that most ppl dont understand there is a reason for every thing. You might not understand or know what it it, but there is always a reason. Also just served as a reminder how small minded alot of ppl are as well.

Forever In My Heart
How can I feel the warmth of your body as I think about you night after lonely night? The sweetness of your kisses from lips I have never felt? Why does my body fill up with butterflies as I wait patiently to hear you voice? How can I love you so much, someone I may never have... with such a passion that my heart skips a beat each time I think of you? When I close my eyes, you are here... the love I have for you embedded deeply. And I think I will keep you here, deep within my heart. Today...tomorrow...forever!

What I've Been Up To Part 6
What I've been up to lately i got to see my nephew Scott and my 2 brothers my sister in law and my sister and her bf all recently as in on Saturday night and Scott spent the night with me and my parents for the 2nd time in a short while i loved having him over again it was the best weekend i had and my sister gave me her Christmas present early as for she won't be with me for Christmas this year and what she gave me is hand made and i have a pic of it in my stash for everybody to see i hope you all like it i know i sure do and i have continued my Christmas Present Shopping but i have finished and given my sisters and her bf's Christmas presents and i also gave my sister her birthday present and i gave her bf his birthday present and he loved it because it was 2 movie gift vouchers and for 24 hours my time i had no access to my friends on fubar at all i was saddened by the fact i couldn't get on and now i am happy again from Bruce.

Friends Pt 2
i dont get it ppl. you start talkin to someone and things start goin good, you have same interest and you begin to like than and they just ignore you. what the fuck ppl what the fuck. can anybody here explain why

"the Husband Store"
this is great "THE HUSBAND STORE" Body: The Husband Store A store that sells new husbands has just opened in New York City, where women may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is the following description of how the store operates: You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the value of the products increase as the shopper ascends the levels. The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or may opt to go up to the next level, but shoppers cannot go back down, except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to shop for a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men Have Good Jobs. She is slightly intrigued, but continues to the second floor, where the sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Good Jobs and Love Kids. 'That's very nice', she thinks, 'but I want more.' So she continues upward. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Good Jobs,

If You Got Something To Say To Me, About Me Say It To My Face..
Ok so for some of you who don't know I used to be an owner in Blitzed out. I decided to stop for a few reasons.. The primary reason being for myself. For this I have been called a backstabber and well I guess that would seem right to some who like to look at a one sided argument. The simple fact of the matter is that I need a break from owning.. any kind of responsibility so I can get my stuff back on track. Did anyone ever bother to ask that? No.. what always mattered what was going on with them.. I'd be there to listen and help people.. So why is it now that I'm a backstabber? Because I'm friends with certain people my friends may not like and the path that I chose was to do my own thing versus trying to keep all my broken family together like I always did? Because I chose option B and chose to do not what everyone else was doing? Well fuck that I'm not going to the lounge "everyone" is in just because its a busy lounge.. I'm not responsible for what everyone else does

Back Home
Well, I have decided to go back to my parents house for a few months. #1 reason is they are in their 70's now and limited mobility. so they need me to be around and help them with stuff. #2 my current room mate (after a couple years) is not all that great. i like the guy but he has way to many habits I cant live with any more. A - smoking nothing against smokers, but it affects my health way to much breathin in his smoke. B - big whiskey tooth. every day / night a full bottle gone. I drink, but not like that. he cant go one day without whiskey. C - hes a slob I am tired of cleaning up after him. I come home from workin 8-12 hours and the last thing I want to do is clean up his messes. dishes from the night before he said he would do. I sweep, mop, vacuum the floors when i can, but I need him to also. added to that, when he washes dishes, I have to do them over again. food still on the dishes. I guess I should have seen this before my 2nd year of living here

A Lover's Retreat
Cold, black satin sheets canvas the bed, Rich, luxurious mahagony forms the frame, Mirrors, polished with care lie ahead, Taunting the lovers to begin a new game, Candles aglow with an amber hue, Solicit the mood of passion and sensuality, A musky aroma permeates and subdues, Toys of pleasure heighten the carnal mentality, A view of leather, satin, lace and much more, Encourage a lustful yet shameless greed, Novelties that most would seem to abhore, Awaken the lovers' most inward needs, The enchanting melody lingering in their ears, Beckons their libido into lascivious affection, Reviving emotions that were buried for years, Tantalizing their taste of the sweetest confections, To be continued.............

Restless One
Tears stream down your face with the everyday burden of life you try as hard as possible to not let people know what crap you're going through you act the opposite of how you feel not wanting anyone to see inside to see what's really hidden underneath all the layers of guilt they ask what's wrong and you really want to let it all out but to you, letting them know is a burden that weighs you down always wanting to be there for others acting like the innocent, quiet one when there's millions of voices just wanting to be heard above everything else but you keep quiet because that's how you are you keep everything bottled up inside even though you're dying to let it out.

In A Contest
we are in our first contest...sooo excited, we are starting late and need some help form our awesome fubar friends...come show us some luv:-) http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=256110&albumid=548232&i=3624112195

The Blonde Cowboy
The Sheriff in a small town walks out in the street and sees a blonde cowboy, coming down the walk with nothing on but his cowboy hat, gun and his boots, so he arrests him for Indecent Exposure. As he is locking him up, the Sheriff asks him, "Why in the world are you dressed like this?" The Cowboy says "Well it's like this Sheriff... I was in the bar down the road, when this pretty little red head asks me to go out to her motor home with her, and so I did... We go inside and she pulls off her top and asks me to pull off my shirt, so I did. Then she pulls off her skirt and asks me to pull off my pants, so I did. Then she pulls off her panties and asks me to pull off my shorts, so I did. Then she gets on the bed and looks at me kind of hot and sexy and says, "Now go to town, cowboy... And so here I am." Blonde Men do exist.

Poem
i miss you so much i wish that i could feel your touch when you are hugging me again. i know you're in heaven looking down because when you do, the rains just pours down. i know that we are apart and it brutally breaks my heart. all that i can do is just sit here and mourn over what has happened to you. i sit and remember all the times we had but when i do, i become sad. so just rest in peace like i know you will but just remember i love you still.

My Boo- Written By- Jessica Shook*me*
My Boo You two are sitting here, Saying I love you, This and that, But im sitting here Wondering where my love is at, Is he gone? Is he with another girl? He says it's real And that his love is true, I can only believe him Till the day He actually becomes my boo!! I miss him so much, I don't know what to do, But Annah's by my side And she's the only one Who knew, She knew all about him and I, She met him and said he was sweet, I said he's my baby even after we meet But till the day we do I'll call him my boo And say i love you Written By: Jessica Shook

Can You....
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Give Huggs To My Fu-daughter
This is my very first bulletin/pimpout ever and I would like for all my friends, family and fans to please show your love to my fu daughter Kim. She is a great person and an awesome friend. All love will be returned most def! Thanks to all that show your love, This Pimpout Has Been Brought To You All By... ~*Bik??Ldy ?yd?s Alon? ®™*~@ fubar (repost of original by \'~*BikΞЯLdy ЯydΞs AlonΞ ®™*~\' on \'2007-11-13 15:35:46\') (repost of original by \'ONΞ ONLY KIM AKA DOWN CHICK PЯOUD MΞMΞBEЯ OF CLUB FAЯ~# FU BOMB\' on \'2007-11-13 15:41:35\')

Prayers Please
its been a hell of a month.. mu boogies still not feeling well, my aunt died this afternoon and my dad had a heart attack and had to have heart surgery today and might still have to have another and hes def gotta have another in 2 weeks ... so pray for my family.... please and thank u all love u all

I'm Still Around
October was kind of a hectic month, basically that's why I haven't been around much. Anyway things are starting to settle a bit, and almost back to "normal". I miss talking with my close friends here. Although not too much has changed, I'm now going to the gym as of this past Monday, lol! Not to "bulk up and hulk out" though. I'm waaaay too lazy for that. Besides I just want some tone, and that's about all. I'm still teaching on weekends at the local artists' guild! That's always fun. Anyways that's pretty much about it on this side of the screen. :)

Jvn
i can't say i'm doing better... i guess I am in ways... but in so many i'm still hurting. I still can't figure out why when I think of him that i get this feeling in my stomach.. I don't know if it's because I miss him still or it's anxiety or just anger... But it's every time I think of him.. the good stuff and the bad. Like I sit here and wonder what happened.. I still don't have closure. Last i knew we were golden. I still looked at him like those old couples who have been married fifty years look at each other.. the stars in my eyes... the look that says I would do anything for you and I love you so very much. I can't help but wonder where it went wrong. He left a blog comment on a blog of mine and used the term "our lives" then... then two weeks later it was twisted and I am where I am today. I guess I just need that closure. I think of how happy we were in the beginning when we talked for hours... when we walked the dam... when he and I used to just go when the kids were in schoo

Unfaithful
I beg you for flowers ~ But like the petals ~ I wilt ~ You plead for forgiveness ~ I overwhelm you with guilt ~ I hope to forgive you ~ But the feelings are chaste ~ I pray for your touch ~ Only to hide from your face ~

Second Place :)
hi friends! hows everyone? im pretty good...just got home from work. :) im looking forward to an extra day off this week for thanksgiving :D well...in case you didnt know, i was in a contest. i tried my best, but with my work schedule, and the bouncer checks i wasnt able to do as well as in previous contests. its ok tho...im happy to have gotten 2cnd place :) there is a list ive been putting together of friends who have helped me a bunch in this contest...keep your eye out for that :) i should be posting it tomorrow sometime. anyhow...i hope everyone has a great thanksgiving!! i love you guys! oh yeah...i have 98 11s to give out. i will split them between all who comment on this blog during happy hour:) thanks all! **muah**

Daddy Dom?
I did not write this. This was written by a lady named "Kendra" This shit says a lot "to" and "about" me.... about Daddy Doms...I mentioned the term Daddy Dom in a chat room the other day and was greeted by a resounding Yuk! It got me thinking about the misconceptions surrounding this aspect of D/s. I realize most think that it involves a father/daughter relationship. That isn't quite true, Daddy/little girl is a much different level. I do not know if I can explain what I mean so I will simply talk about what a Daddy Dom is to me. First I should say that in my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is however my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically ( beyond the occasional school girl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children. I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman. He does have the ability to make me feel like a little girl, howe

Your Loved
You Are Loved by Roger Pinches When the road seems too long When darkness sets in When everything turns out wrong And you can't find a friend Remember ~ you are loved When smiles are hard to come by And you're feeling down When you spread your wings to fly And can't get off the ground Remember ~ you are loved. When time runs out before you're through And it's over before you begin When little things get to you And you just can't win Remember ~ you are loved. When your loved ones are far away And you are on your own When you don't know what to say When you're afraid of being alone Remember ~ you are loved. When your sadness comes to an end And everything is going right May you think of your family and friends And keep their love in sight A thank-you for being loved. May you see the love around you In everything you do And when troubles seem to surround you May all the love shine through You are blessed ~ you are loved.

Key
No matter how near, Or how far apart, Just remember, You’re first in my heart. Weather surrounded, By many of few, Believe me. I’m thinking of you. Just what? I can’t say. That made me fall for you, In such a big way. It’s you and you only. That’s why don’t you see? I’m falling for you. Hold my heart you’re my key. this poem is copyright by me. so dont try to steal it =) ~Tina~

An Entrapment
My love, I have tried with all my being to grasp a form comparable to thine own, but nothing seems worthy; I know now why Shakespeare could not compare his love to a summer’s day. It would be a crime to denounce the beauty of such a creature as thee, to simply cast away the precision God had placed in forging you. Each facet of your being whether it physical or spiritual is an ensnarement from which there is no release. But I do not wish release. I wish to stay entrapped forever. With you for all eternity. Our hearts, always as one.

Talk Me Out Of Leaving
I came on here today thing i would just delete my profile and then i have all this mail from some really good friends.I still want to delete my profile.So talk me out of it if i get less then 100 comments i'm deleting.

By Far The Craziest!
hmm ok well, I had a gf for a year and half, and we moved into together and she got a night shift job just me. Well she met someone at work and fell out of love with me, least she told me and we broke up, before she did anything. Ok well so I moved into the other room, and she started dating the other person, which btw was a butch girl lol, um so she dated for a week or so, and she started acting weird, one day while I was on the phone she came into my room and started making out with me, then a few days later she for some reason decided to give me a handjob and assured me it wasn't cheating, she said it looked like I needed it and she was helping a friend out. Well about a week later I came home from work on a hour break, and she suggested we play strip poker, well anyway she pretty much seduced me, and we had some crazy sex lol. Ok so a few weeks later this girl moves in with us, and boy that was crazy, she is so afraid I'll tell on her she devises a plan to have me arres

The Sweet Taste Of Love
The Sweet Taste Of Love The sweet taste of love Still lingers in my mind A succulent tasty morsel A treasure worth its find A wet and juicy fruit That fills my mouth with joy Like candy to a baby An edible sexy toy With nectar sweet as honey A syrup of flowing silk Like a bubbly kind of lava As smooth as warm clear milk It breathes with scented oils Like a flower in the mist And blossoms when caressed By the feel of a lover's kiss A dessert at its very best When embraced with lots of love I know I'll never get enough Of this treat I'm thinking of

Update On Accident Recovery
Well folks nothing with me is easy I guess. I went to the doctor the other day and I am NOT healing as I should be, so new cast was put on, tighter as all get out this time. My return to work date pushed back another 9 days and well the cast is making the road rash/crush injury hurt and burn. Oh and yes I will be needing physical therapy once the bone is healed because apparently when a car drags your arm across the ground and pins said arm underneath it for about 30 minutes it tend to damage the muscles, ligaments, tendons, and nerves. Good news is my skin is coming off nicely and nice new skin growing underneath, plus I will prolly be reminded of this glorious event with a huge ugly scar. I know, I know it could be worse...I could be dead, I could have lost the arm, or a worse paralyzed vegetable. So dont get me wrong I do look at the bright side. Lets go to the mental aspect of this incident. Thankfully the nightmares have stopped, however the flashbacks linger like th

A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood,

I Will Move To Canada If...................
Obama gets elected. I heard that there was terrorism in his background. He could get into office and allow all of us to be killed. This is my opinion!! I will move my ass to Canada if he is voted in. If the whole continent is destroyed then so be it. Don't say sweet and sassy didn't warn ya!! FEEDINGTHEDESIRE

For Some Reason...
For some reason, since i havent been on here much the past 4 1/2 months, im noticing that pics i have gave ratings for, its showing that i havent, so if u notice me rating yur pics, its not that i hadnt done it in the past, its a mess up on fubars part..Hope u all have a great week..Hugs

Philosopy
Seven Deadly Sins-Dieting Tips 2 2. Greed. No I don't mean eating every last M&M so that you have to share. Or gobbling down the last piece of birthday cake hiding behind the kitchen door. That's another topic, I'll get to it. So how does greed make you fat? Or keep you from getting in shape? Well, what is greed. Simply it is the flip side of generosity. If you are not being generous you are being greedy. So let's say you want to go to the gym, the track, start a dance class or start hiking but you don't have a buddy. And lo and behold lack of a buddy is your last and final obstacle. Now you start polling your cache of BFF's to see who is most likely to be interested and willing to tag along. And when you find somebody, they plead poverty. You could first determine if excuse of poverty is not simply a ruse to disguise lack of interest. Then offer to pay for it yourself. Oh but that would be just too crazy and way to expensive. Is that money you are hoarding the la

Happy Holidays To My Friends
HI! MERRY CHRISTMAS. MELE KALIKIMAKA. FELIZ NAVIDAD y UN BUEN ANO A TODOS. THIS IS MY FAVORITE TIME OF YEAR...EVEN THE RAIN MAKING MY THOUSANDS OF LIGHTS GO OUT ON MY FRONT LAWN CANNOT TAKE AWAY THE WARMTH AND FUZZY MOMENTS OF THE HOLIDAY SEASON. AS WE ARE HURRIEDLY GOING ABOUT BUYING GIFTS FOR FRIENDS AND FAMILY, REMEMBER THAT I DO THINK OF YOU. WE MAY HAVE SADNESS AT THIS TIME OF YEAR, DEATHS OF PETS OR FRIENDS/FAMILY, YET OUR HEARTS ARE SOFTENED BY THE SIGHTS OF CANDLES AGLOW, CHRISTMAS MUSIC IN THE BACKGROUND, OUTDOOR LIGHT DISPLAYS, AND SO ON. TO HAVE THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE IN YOUR LIFE AT THIS TIME OF YEAR IS A TREASURE; BE SURE YOU TELL HIM/HER HOW YOU FEEL. LET THEM KNOW YOUR HEART BEFORE IT MAY BE TOO LATE, FOR WE NEVER KNOW WHAT TOMORROW MAY BRING. I SEND MY LOVE TO YOU. I WISH WE COULD MEET IN PERSON AND SHARE SOME HOLIDAY CHEER. SOME OF YOU HAVE "TALKED WITH ME" FOR QUITE A WHILE, BUT WE'VE NEVER MET...WE SHOULD BE FRIENDS IN PERSON BEFORE THE YEAR ENDS... M

Which Do I Choose
I have had a best friend for a while now and I have had a crush on him for a long time. He told me that nothing would ever happen between us. So I was ok just being a really good friends. I was told by him that he has changed his feeling for me and i dont know what to do now. Then there is a a guy that I really like on here and we get along so well but we have a long dist relationship if we get to gether it would be a 13 hr drive to see each other. He makes me smile and very happy every time we talk. You that tingle feeling in the pit of your tummy. hmm plz help me.

Are You Sure This Is Not A Child's Site
Start reading from the bottom ->jenjenteas...: np, jenjenteas...: well some people work in offices ->jenjenteas...: well i work in the oilfield so it is normal talk for us. jenjenteas...: ur not its an adult site ->jenjenteas...: ok np. Sorry to bother you. I didnt know I was in a child's website. Ill honor my punishment jenjenteas...: my work not allowed to cuss ->jenjenteas...: you dont hear somebody calling somebody else at work a dumbass? jenjenteas...: it has to be safe for work jenjenteas...: that u cant say at work ->jenjenteas...: that is what I am trying to understand. How was the mumm marked nsfw when I didnt say anything in it that you cant hear on tv? ->jenjenteas...: yes i did jenjenteas...: did u read the mumm blog i linked u too ->jenjenteas...: just so you understand, im just tring to understand what is going on. im not trying to fight with you. I hope you knoww that ->jenjenteas...: that was not my mumm that I sent you. my just asked i

Poem By Me Xxx
A cold loney night I rocked and cried myself to sleep so many times in a darkend loney room Asking God so many times ... WHY??? WHY cant no one love me when I have so much love to give? WHY... Does he use me as a punch bag for his amusment ? WHY ... am I ignored , Do I deserve this? WHY... Can I not escape this torment? I know I need to be strong To stop the shaking and shivering The weeping into my pillow I find comfort in a cold spare bed in a cold spare room My safe haven away from the fear I lay my head down gasping for air as my tears become loud sobs I am begining to calm and the house is all quiet I lay down my aching head , My limbs feel so numb and dead He dont care what he has done, His asleep now that his had his fun I turn to the only friends I have here at the dead of night I am sure my cats know how I hurt as they each snuggle to protect me From the cold loney night.

Dec. 21st 2007
First Day of Winter Winter Solstice The 2nd day of Eid al-adha 2007. 4 More days until Christmas! 8 more days until my son turns 7 years old on 12/29 10 more days until New Year's Eve 11 for Celebration of officially being the New Year & Day of 2008! 365 more days until December 21st comes again... and I turn 27 in 2008.... December 21st 2007, was.... my 26th birthday & other than my husband kissing me/wishing me a happy birthday. My son calling on speaker phone, my brother Brian...along with Sunny, a person I barely know, leaving a myspace comment and my parents giving a small 'party' on the 19th. I received no phone calls, no ecards, no comments, no presents, no invitations to go out by anyone other than those mentioned above who, besides Sunny, are obligated by blood or marriage to give me well wishes on my birthday. Not even a call/comment from my RL best friends whom I always call/comment for all things including simple hellos. Needless to say, this was u

Everything Has A Gender
Ziploc Bags are Male - they hold everything in, but you can see right through them. Copiers are Female - once turned off it takes a while to warm them up again. It's an effective reproductive device if the right buttons are pushed, but can wreak havoc if the wrong buttons are pushed. A Tire is Male - it goes bald and it is often over-inflated. A Hot Air Balloon is Male - to get it to go anywhere, you have to light a fire under it (of course, there's the hot air part, too). Sponges are Female - they're soft, squeezable and retain water. A Web Page is Female - it is always getting hit on. A Subway is Male - it uses the same old lines to pick people up. An Hourglass is Female - over time the weight shifts to the bottom. A Hammer is Male - it hasn't changed much over the last 5,000 years, but it is handy to have around. A Remote Control is Female - it gives a man pleasure, he'd be lost without it, and while he doesn't always know the right buttons to pus

Creating A Tragedy
Imagine what it would be like if things kept getting worse escaping what appears to be the end I don't know what to do not sure how i feel How am I alive? close my eyes feeling lost just let it happen [[How am I alive?]] walked away so far to fall this isnt what I had in mind at all. why do we take it for granted when we get second tries? trapped inside this collision in my mind I can't erase the sound this state of shock oh, how am I alive? close my eyes feeling lost just let it happen [[How am I alive?]] walked away so far to fall this isnt what I had in mind at all. close my eyes feeling lost just let it happen [[How am I alive?]] close my eyes [[Imagine what it would be like]] feeling lost [[escaping what appears to be...]] just let it happen [[How am I alive?]] walked away [[Imagine what it would be like]] so far to fall Escaping what appears to be the end. ©ALightDivided2007

I Nned Fubux So Im Earning Them Come See What I Got!!!
I hope you are too... so with that i give ytou this! i make fubar id's for fubux and they are all custom and no two are alike unless you order on like someone elses! they will only cost you 15k 7,500 thats is and you get this small peice of me and if you want a glitter 1 they cost 30k 15k those are really exclusive!!! here are some examples if you want one send the money and i will get right your order to you as soon as i can!!! i also make blinkys And i make these for 40k 20k !!! Oh and last but not least! Just for this time i will put you in my hot like phyre folder if you buy one... if you havent seen it go check it out i usally on put friends in there and its getting really popular so if you want your pic in there buy an id and thats your spot!!! when you order tell me what you want and give me a general description of your interests like flowers dragons pooh... and tell me what you want i need my money up front so PAY WHAT YOU OWE! and i

Rock Revisted 12-28-07
played on Rock Revisted 12-28-07 Ted Nugent Strangle Hold Ted Nugent Wango Tango Ted Nugent Workin' Hard , Playin' Hard CCR Born on a bayou Edger Winter Free Ride Queen I want it all Judas Priest You ogt another thing coming Yes I've seen all good people ( request) Kiss C'mon and Love me Kiss Cold Gin Kiss God of thunder Iron maiden Only the good die young ( request ) America Ahorse with no name ( repeat ) busted paid out 30,000 The nixons Sister Lynyrd Skynyrd Voodoo Lake Tesla Shooting star ( request ) AC/DC Give a Dog a bone ( repeat ) .38 Special Take 'em out REO Speedwagon Golden Country CCR born on a bayou ( repeat ) busted paid out 20,000 Judas Priest Angel The Who pinball Wizard The Who Free Me

Looking For Love
this is an application from the heart please show love I'm a big fun loving woman who wants love... someone for hugs all you really need is honesty, cant do being lied too, but we will need to fancy each other aswell :-p so anyone up for the job??? feel free to let me know in the comments i answer any Q u have.... bit about me im 38 & single green eyes dark red dyed hair big girl, im 5'6" tall just look at the pic's that will give you an idear... oh did i say i love having fun lol, I like going out for a drink and staying in with one... love to talk to friend on here and on the phone and meeting up with them... i love things fast 65% of the time, love motorbikes with a passion if they could be my life they would but had to be put aside to bring up 3 children that are now 20, 18 & 15 so can lookafter themselfs now lol just kidding still help out a bit giving them cash most of the time:-s so how about it you need someone too???

Sugar Bowl
I WILL START BY APOLOGIZING TO MY FRIENDS THAT ARE FANS OF UNIVERSITY OF HAWAII FOOTBALL. YOU HAD ONE HELL OF A SEASON. BUT....WELCOME TO BIG BOY FOOTBALL (i.e. the SEC). if your opponents are glorified high school teams, you can have a 12-0 season. I do realize that coach June Jones has turned a 0-12 program into national ranking and a BCS bowl game. June Jones, I remember well as a backup quarterback for the Atlanta Falcons behind Steve Bartkowski (when Bartkowski would get knocked out...literally, June got some playing time and did a respectable job, as he is doing there in Hawaii. With that said, welcome to BIG BOY football and a formidable national championship caliber team. UGA a very proud school in the Southeastern Conference (SEC). Sorry some lessons have to come so hard, but life is hard. University of Georgia 2008 SUGAR BOWL CHAMPIONS

I Am The New Year
I am the New Year ... I am an unspoiled page in your book of time. I am your next chance at the art of living. I am your opportunity to practice what you have learned about life during the last twelve months. All that you sought and didn't find is hidden in me, waiting for you to search it out with more determination. All the good that you tried for and didn't achieve is mine to grant when you have fewer conflicting desires. All that you dreamed but didn't dare to do, all that you hoped but did not will, all the faith that you claimed but did not have - these slumber lightly, waiting to be awakened by the touch of a strong purpose. I am your opportunity to make all things new. I am the New Year! ~ Author Unknown

Fubar Idiots
i swear lately it must be something in the air but has anyone else noticed alot of plain out rude people on here lately? you add them fan them rate them and their stuff next thing ya know its oh come to this lounge or help me in this contest then if you dont your made out to be an asshole by them. sorry this is a bit forward but damn enough is enough with the crap at least you could return the favor and rate the stuff of the person who is rating you.. another thing.... how hard is it when someone hosts a happy hour to drop in on their page show a little love maybe rate them or add them hell its right on the top of the screen.. ah well just venting for the week i guess..

Thinking Again
I CANT STOP LOVIN YOU I love you i love the way you talk i love the way you love me i love the way you look and i love the way you look at me and i love your smile the way you sneeze i love everthing about you when i touch you i feel like im touching an angel from above and youre too good for me i never want to let you go and i get butteflie in my stomach and i cant stop loving you no matter how hard i try your just stuck in my head and cant stop loving you i do love you i miss cuddling with you during the night .. baby have you ever felt so much love like this? im love addicted to you does anyone ever feel like their love like this? like nothing could go wrong between until it happens or like youre so much in love with someone that you just want to tell the whole world that you really do love this person but people keep teling you youre too good to be with them well t

We Love You Sultry
OK, without going into too much personal detail, Sultry is one of the most amazing women on this site. She has recently been handed some very difficult issues to deal with, with both of her parents being critically ill. We are doing everything we can to pull together and show her all the support and love we possibly can! Please stop by and let her know we are all keeping her and her family in our thoughts and prayers, and that our hearts are with her! *♥SÚLŦRY™♥*ÇÈõ õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.*Owned by JAK*@ fubar Today...I wish you a day of ordinary miracles A fresh pot of coffee you didn't have to make yourself. An unexpected phone call from an old friend. The weather to hold as you travel back and forth to run your errands. I wish you a day of little things to rejoice in... The doctors to call and say things will be all right! Your mother to see you, smile, and say "I love you, baby!" Your keys right where you look. I wish you a

30 Days 60k Comments
OK. I AM NOW TAKING PICS FOR THE BEST SALUTE TO PARTY LIKE A ROCKSTAR CONTEST. I MUST HAVE 10 REAL PEOPLE WILLING TO WORK THERE COMMENTS. THIS IS A 30 DAY CONTEST OR THE FIRST TO REACH 60,000 COMMENTS. THEN A 2ND PLACE OF 45,000 THEN A 3RD PLACE OF 30,000. THE WINNER OF THE CONTEST GETS A HAPPY HOUR ON THE DAY THEY WANT IT. 2ND GETS THE VIP AND 3RD GET A BLAST. EVERY ONE GETS FUBUCKS IF THEY HAVE A MIN OF 10,000 COMMENTS AT THE END OF THE CONTEST.PRIZE WINNERS GET ONLY PRIZES. NO FUBUCKS. SORRY EVERYONE WINS SOMETHING. SO IF YOU WANT IN THEN SEND YOUR ROCKSTAR SALUTE TO ME. WILL START WHEN 10 PEOPLE ENTER. ALL ARE WELCOME TO ENTER.

Please Read
I had a heart attack seven months ago. I just found out two days ago that my breastbone is still completely broken from the bypass surgery. And to top it off one of the bypasses may not have worked, so that means possibly more surgery, then getting off the IV pain meds, which I got addicted to and withdrew from the first time. I've been telling doctors for the last seven months that my breastbone wasn't healed, and all they did was make me feel insane. HELP! Any words of comfort, understanding, similar experiences would help me through this time. Thank you all... God and Goddess Bless.

New Biker Bar
jUST WANTED TO LET YOU BIKERS THAT THERE A COLL NEW BAR THAT HAS OPENED.cOME CHECK IT OUT AND JOIN IF YOU LIKE WHO KNOWS YO MAY KNOW SOMEONE THERE!!! Wild Panhead Saloon http://wildpanheadsaloon.com/phpfox/public/videos

Broken
Once upon a time not so long ago there was a little girl from a broken home. She was what some would call a broken girl with a broken smile but still in her heart she dreamed of love all the while. As she grew all she knew was regret and despair, so much love she would give only to be discarded without flair. Well as this girl grew a woman to be, she met a man as cute as can be, a helpless, and hopeless romantic was she that she gave her heart so much- herself she did lose; that when he did tire of her love so her heart nearly screamed self abuse. Still everyday she did wake with a hope that one day he would see her without thinking a joke. Little did she know what her blind hope did not see was she burnt all the bridges of others arms none to flee. Helpless and hopeless the love lost old girl didn’t know what to do with her own little world, as she did leave to sit by an old tree with a bottle in hand wishing she never loved a man and realizing that broken girl woman turned out to be

General Musings
Howdy everyone. It's been a while since I've actually sat down and wrote down some stuff...hope ya'll had a great new year...mine sucked kinda. I was sick, but i still managed to have a good time. Started back to school this week, and it should be quite fun again. I had a chance to go to the Packer game this weekend, but I couldn't find someone to watch the kids :(. Just as well it's going to be freezing out w/ anticipated high temperatures being below zero... I think i'll stay home and watch the game instead. I can sit in my chair w/ my cheetos and drinks and yell at the screen w/o having to worry about my butt freezing to the aluminum bleachers. It'll still be fun to watch the game anyways. Hope this finds everyone healthy and happy :D Always with love, Toast!!

Online Dating
Now this topic everyone that is reading this, knows about... ******* Online Dating...! ******** The internet is EVERYWHERE.. at your job, at your home, at Starbucks..etc.etc (if you have a computer or not, you know your ass just goes over your friend's house that has one..! Let me check my myspace email..haha ) Get errr doneee.. haha there's masss amounts of online dating sites and services.. and I'm sure you've tried some.. www.match.com, www.eHarmony.com, www.brazilcupid (haha) even Myspace...!!!! HOLLA.. In an article I saw "online".. haha Where people are getting dates now-a-days..??? 1 - thru friends --> 43% 2 - Pub/cubs --> 33% 2a - Online dating --> 33% Online dating was tied for 2... so, when your about to go to the club/bar, and you call your friend up, and tell them to get ready, your goin out tonite, and they say "nah, i'm stayin in tonite".. Now you know what they are doing.. they are on Myspace lookin for some ASS.. hahahaha Now...you al

Owner
Darling Owner (Parody of Prince's Darling Nikki for my fu-owner ***Jay*** I knew a girl named Julie And I'd say she's a sexy bish Bought me in an auction Held by her sister Drew Said she wanted to own me Then she put in the winning bid. She added me to her friends list I could not believe my eyes She had so many pictures No way to rate em all She said change ya name, ya fubar hua Your ass is now owned by me Julie She posted a new default Said she really owns my azz Didn't bother telling her I wanna molesticate her azz She's got this sexy look Like a teacher in the class. Time's up in march What am I gonna do? My owners hawt I think we should do more Than just the fu.

The Alcoholics Prayer
The Alcoholics Prayer Our lager, Which art in barrels, Hallowed be thy drink. Thy will be drunk, (I will be drunk), At home as it is in the tavern. Give us this day our foamy head, And forgive us our spillage, As we forgive those who spill against us. And lead us not to incarceration, But deliver us from hangovers. For thine is the beer, the bitter, and the lager. Barmen.

Suzy Suzy Suzy
Suzy Suzy Suzy I love thee Suzy I cherish thee like no other I love you as much or more then life its self I cherish your smile and your spirit as we are kindred Kindred souls intertwined Mingling in and out almost as one Thinking and breathing as one As one person though we are two Two souls longing for one another Wanting to merge and become one in spirit and mind Suzy Suzy Suzy How much I love thee From my heart to you! Nook Nook

A Semi-rant
I am disheartened at the current state of the world, and find myself sinking in these thoughts often. The dreams that I had as a child are distant shadow memories in my brain, dreams that haunt me at times. I am ashamed of my fellow man, as I am ashamed at myself, for we are all responsible for this reality that we have. I am ashamed of the ignorance, the selfishness, the bias, the corruption, the abuse, and the terror that we put ourselves, each other, and our planet through. We are all guilty. I am ashamed at knowing that this is the way that things are, and that things are unlikely to change for the better…We will continue to rape & pillage, hate & degrade, and bring ourselves to our own demise. Politics is a capitalistic farce…people pretending to care about issues, pretending to care about people…Patronizing smiles and Lies, Lies, Lies… Organized religion is more of the same…and I hate to generalize and stereotype for there are many good people out there, of varying b

Better To Write For Yourself And Have No Public, Than To Write For The Public And Have No Self.
As I spent most of monday doing profit/loss analysis, major boring shit. I had time to think about some pearls of wisdom I've discovered over time. 1. Don't date the pretty ones they aren't worth the trouble. *Not gender specific* 2. You can't always count on the people you thought you could. 3. Life isn't supposed to be easy. 4. Music will get you through damned near anything. 5. Blood isn't always thicker than water and water isn't all its cracked up to be. 6. The people you never expect to change do and sometimes the ones that always are stop. 7. You found your calling when work doesn't feel like work. 8. Some things you think are meant to be aren't and the things you think aren't really are. 9. Time doesn't heal all wounds. 10. Dreams can be your greatest fantasy or your worst nightmare. Sometimes all at the same time. 11. Alcohol, work, smoking, food, drugs, and gambling are great escapes, in a temporary world. 12. You always get what you deserv

Mediocrity
MEDIOCRITY Here you go rearranging my life Never a care for the feelings inside So much to give if you'd really want it Guess I'm just along for the ride Excellence lost in the mix True quality has no purpose so focused on your "big picture" can't see beneath the surface You've taken all that's good in me in your quest for mediocrity and I don't know how much more I can take Can't you see I'm failing miserably Just the excuse you need for leaving me here Bent so far you know I'm bound to break Is that what you want Harder, faster "Yes, my master" Harder, faster "Yes, my master" I'll do your bidding Just like you knew I would Suffer, defenseless Just like you knew I would Clock keeps ticking Just like you knew it would But all seems so senseless I'd change it if I could So weary and tired, you've made our bed Our broken wings suffice you well Ensuring the status quo Leading us to the dept

Why Me?
As I sit here listening to the one and only song that reminds me of you, I cant help but cry and ask myself why! You are everything to me and I dont understand exactly what went wrong. Did you really love me, or again was someone telling me exactly what I wanted to hear? My life has been turned upside down because of the fact that I love you so damn much! I dont want to let go, I dont want to forget! I want you back in my life where I thought you wanted to be! The one person that has been there for you when no one else was, the one person that loved you unconditionally, ME, why did you turn your back on me? What have I done to lose every ounce of love and trust you have in me? I will NOT let go and I will NOT forget how much I love you! If you ever need anyone, I am always here for you and I love you!!!!!!! You can say what you want to try to hurt me, but I promise, I cant be hurt worse than I already am! Yea u may be an asshole, but I guess thats why I love you so much! MyHotCommen

You Need To Read This?
To Whom It May Concern, If You Going To Check Out My Pictures....Please have The common Courtesy To Rate (No Less Than A 10) And Comment on them Only On Happy Hour. for Three reasons: 1. Is You Get More Points for The Both Of us during Happy Hour. 2. It's Just Common Courtesy... i dont mean leave Smiley Faces or Thumbs-Up I Meant A Real Damn Comment Like Nice Pic OR Something Like That. 3. If I See Any One Who Leaves a Stupid or uncalled For Comment I Will Delete It and You Will BE Bocked!! Cause From Now On I'M Not Going To Take Any More Shit From Others With There Fucken Dumb Comments OR There Additude About Me. If You Do Like the Way I AM Well Tuff Shit! And If i Keep Getting These Dumb Ass Comments I Will Put All Of My Pic In Pvt And No One Will Get To View Them /but Family Or Myself. Please Feel Free To Comment On this Blog Or Letting Me Know You Understand This. This Is Adfective As Of January 27 2008

The Cure
WHEN I AM SORE OR SADLY DEPRESSED , I TURN TO GOD IN PRAYER ; I FIND HIM WAITING THERE . HIS LOVE IS FILLED WITH PLENTY OF GOOD THINGS THAT I NEED . NUMBER ONE = HIS WILL FOR ALL HIS CHILDREN TO SHELTER AND TO FEED . SO WHY WE EVER WORRY ABOUT ANYTHING WHEN WE ALL KNOW WE HAVE A GOD THAT WILL NEVER LET US DOWN AND WILL ALWAYS MEET OUR NEEDS , SO JUST TRUST AND BELIEVE . ALL WE HAVE TO DO IS SEEK AND PLACE ON HIM OUR CARES . BECAUSE THERE IS NO CURE FOR NOTHING LIKE THE ONE AND ONLY CURE = PRAYERS !!!!!!!

Walls
Since the day we met, you have brought sunshine and joy to my life, i told myself long ago do not trust, do not let anyone in somehow you found your way through the walls of hurt and shame you see right through me to what is really inside no matter how hard i try to hide what is there you always seem to know, without spoken words, without hearing my voice all you have to do is see my eyes. there need be no words for me to say and you know what i want to say how did you do it why did it happen you crashed those walls i built to keep me safe now what am i to do without those to protect what i have held so dear please do not make me regret those walls coming down for it took so long to build it would take a lifetime to repair.

"guess I'm It"
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I smile all the time, I really mean it all the time. 2) I'm the biggest suzzy homemaker you will ever meet. 3) I love to take care of everyone... 4) I don't have any OCD's 5) I love football and nascar and soccer 6) My sister and my mom are my hero's (and no they don't know that they are.) 7) I detest people who abuse, use or harm anyone for their own gain. 8) I love music, and books and poetry 9) I love to create new recipes 10) I love MY JOB!!

I Dont Care How Many Friends I Lose Over This !!!!!!!!!!
Month One Mommy I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby.

Only If You Could See
I loved others. But I have not really loved anyone but you. Before I met you, I neither knew what it meant to love, nor what it meant to be loved. I wish that it was to you that I had first given my heart, first shared a kiss with, and first danced a dance. It was not with you but it was with you though that I first learned how to truly love with all of myself. I can never thank you enough for all that you have done for me. You have helped me face my past, embrace my present, and love my future. You are the best friend in the whole world. The best friend I shall ever know. Love illuminates life, and your love has illuminated me. For I do love you, as a parent loves their child; as the inquisitive mind loves knowledge; as the spring flowers love the morning sun; as the laughing children love the rain; and as the weary body loves to rest. I love you because we need to love, and because it is only you whom I may love so deeply and unconditionally. To the world you may be one person, b

Meets
YALL ON MY FREIND LIST iM HERE IN FLINT LOOKIN FOR SOME ONE TA CHAT UP AND MEET AND HANG OUT AND SEE WHERE SHIT GOES YA KNOW THATS WHAT THE NET IS FOR IS SO PEOPLE CAN MEET PEOPLE SO WHERES ALL THE REAL SINGLE WOMAN THAT WANNA CHAT AND HAVE SOME FUN

2/17 - Daytona
THAT'S RIGHT IT'S THAT TIME OF YEAR AGAIN! TIME TO GO RACING! AND WE'RE RACING AWAY WITH A NASCAR POOL AT STINKEYE RADIO! YOU WANT TO GET IN ON THE DEAL HERE'S HOW: PRIVATE MESSAGE ME YOUR FAVORITE DRIVER AND 30,000 FUBUX YOU MUST EMAIL ME EACH WEEK WITH YOUR DRIVER AND 30,000 FUBUX BUX WILL BE SPLIT BETWEEN ALL WINNERS WHO CHOOSE THE WINNING DRIVER PLEASE ONLY SERIOUS PARTICIPANTS & NO DRAMA!!! ANY QUESTIONS FEEL FREE TO PRIVATE MESSAGE ME *** DJ Bytch *** CT/ FU Wife Of DJ Jay *** Owner Of Stinkeyeradio.com *** (Fu - Owned by AirBags)@ fubar

What Have I... Xii
There's nothing wrong today. There are no mice in my ear. No last call. No piano playing softly in the corner. Absolutely nothing went wrong today. My apologies for being so uninteresting. My apologies for being so uninterested. Nothing worse than an apologetic narcissist. I'm sorry for not hating god today. I'm sorry for being so fucking average. I'm sorry my dad didn't molest me. I'm sorry your uncle didn't think I was hot. I'm so fucking sorry that I'm nobody to you. I'm sorry you would have never given me the time of the day. If not for a trick of the eye, wicked troll magic. I'm sorry I don't validate your existence. I'm sorry there's nothing wrong. And I still have the magnum loaded, and the gin unloaded. The quietest night in seven years. Sorry for not being exactly who you needed. I got what I deserved. I'm sorry it's nothing beautiful. Like a male underwear model falling backward silently arms out eyes closed off a highrise apartment into

Why
Im feeling so much pain and i ask my self will i ever be the same . For my heart is now broken and with out a word evan spoken. Not a word was said and yet inside i feel so dead. I was floating on cloud 9 and it seemed so right and everything was fine. But once again im left with the feling of emptiness, yet another sleepless night filled with tears and distress. They say if you love sum one set them free, but why do i always have to do it. Why is it always me .

Good News/bad News/to Worrying News
this world works in mysterious ways.... the good comes with the bad... my cousin had her baby this morning a little girl so i am happy for her. and then a day ago.. my grandfather was diagnosed with prostate cancer... and now i get a call saying that my test results came back... and the result is uncertain... I guess i will just have to have faith that everything will be ok..

How Smart Of A Stoner Are You ?
http://www.playlush.com/puarcade/tv-amp-film-games/who-wants-to-smoke-my-honeybear.html copy and paste the link above and get ready to play a stoners version of who wants to be a millioniare...

Sickness
sickness I lay here quietly on my bed wrapped in my blanket of warmth, my thought are scattered and the feeling of loss surrounds me.. my soul is broken and i feel it tearing inside me.. each rip brings pain,,. the very thing i want...i cannot have.. i cannot hold.. what i would give to be wrapped in the arms that would never let me go...to wrap my arms around the one that is the my love, and know without a doubt there is nothing else.. but life awakes me from my slumber and i'm forced to live broken.. maybe i always have been.. i want to scream.. i want to throw things i want to... FUCK!! it doesn't matter what i want..not here ..not now...it just can not be.. but the pain refuses to leave and i bury myself deeper into the warmth of my bed...each thought sharp..ripping my flesh... an open wound bleeding. this love that is inside me is overwhelming..a sickness i want to throw up.. i fight the sickness but the fear will not leave.. the fear of wanting when i shou

My First Christmas In Heaven By An Unknown Author
I see the countless Christmas Trees around the world below with tiny lights like heaven's stars, reflecting in the snow. The sign is so spectacular, please wipe away the tears, For I am spending Christmas with Jesus this year. I hear the many Christmas Songs that people held so dear But the sound of music can't compare with the Christmas Choir up here I have no words to tell you, the joy their voices bring For it is beyond description to hear the angels sing I know how much you miss me I see the pain inside your heart But I'm not so far away we really aren't apart. So be happy for me dear ones, you know I hold you dear And be glad I'm spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year. I send you each a special gift from my heavenly home above. I send you each a memory of my undying love. After all, "Love" is the gift, more precious than pure gold It was always most important in the stories Jesus told. Please love and keep each other, as my dear Father said to do,

Change.
Current mood: breezy Over the weekend I took out four of my piercings (Snakebites, Monroe, and Septum). I'm planning on dying my hair blonde, perhaps a hair cut as well."Wow, why such a drastic change all of a sudden?" You know, I'm not really sure. There could be a million and one reasons for it. Part of me is going with: I'm all about change. Shocking people. Trying to keep them on their toes. Surely they won't expect me to do any of these three things. Another part is going with: I'm moving in June. New state. New home. Soon to be living in a city. I don't know anyone there. This is my shot at being a whole other person. So I should go back to the plain canvas I was when I was 13. Then there's the third part: Everyone prejudges. I'm sick of people looking at me and thinking I'm some kind of druggie. That I probably go out and sleep with whoever the guy of the week is since I

In Case You Were Curious...
just wanted to let my friends know where i've disappeared to hear lately... in short,thx to trusting a "friend" on my laptop,i've been going a bit nuttier than usual,trying to somehow recover my original system without losing everything in my personal files,which seems like thats a lost cause...but did manage to get the laptop to finally recognize the reinstalled sytem.....woo hoooo.... now if i could get past that deep down desire to hunt down the sorry excuse for a human,piece of skank ass shit i made the extremely idiodic mistake of calling a friend,and grabbing her by her ankles and ripping her in two,i'd feel oh so much happier about everything all together,but for now,the very idea of finding her just makes me warm and fuzzy all over!! HA!!! anyhoot.....thats where i was and am for now... miss you guys... and for that one special someone,i hope you haven't given up on my goofy ass!! HUGS & SMILES!!! Marla

Love Is..
Love is for the week. It is an excuse for people to hold on to something that is not real. Love is pain. Love is sadness. Love is loneliness. Love is lies. Love is hate. Love hurts more than it heals. Love is holding your pillow at night while your lover is out partying with others. Love is when she calls you in the middle of the night to tell you she still wants you, but is happy with the guy she is in bed with right now. So she'll call you in the morning. Love has no patience. Love is never kind. Love has tons of envy and is never blind. Love is never pure and it will never last forever, it will never endure. True love is jealous. True love is never ever unconditional. True love is telling your meth head woman she has to stop fucking men for money if she really loves you. True love is waiting for your woman to come home and give you a kiss and then asking her to brush her teeth because her breath smells like a condom. True love is hearing your woman tel

Bet You Didnt Know This
Check this out for yourself... Whatever your politics, however you lean, however you feel about the War on Terrorism, this report should open some eyes. ________________________________________________________ Military losses, 1980 through 2006 (http://www.fas.org/sgp/crs/natsec/RL32492.pdf) These are some rather eye-opening facts. Since the start of the war on terror in Iraq and Afghanistan , the sacrifice has been enormous. In the time period from the invasion of Iraq in March 2003 through today, we have lost over 3,000 military personnel to enemy action and accidents. As tragic as the loss of any member of the US Armed Forces is, consider the following statistics: The annual fatalities of military members while actively serving in the armed forces from 1980 through 2006: 1980 ......... 2,392 (Carter Year) 1981 .......... 2,380 (Reagan Year) 1984 ......... 1,999 (Reagan Year) Reagan years (1981 – 1988): 6,198 deaths 1988 .......... 1,819 (Reagan Year) 1989

Insecurities...
I think it's funny how someone can give attention to those they shouldn't, but can't give it to the ONE they should! It's amazing how someone can flirt, chat and look at others that they shouldn't be flirting, chatting with or looking at, yet they can't even give the slightest hint of attention to the one that should be getting all the attention. It really pisses me off! And there he goes again... doing stuff he shouldn't. Telling ppl things he shouldn't... WTF!

Hiring Staff
OK, The Asylum is now hireing Staff members. If your interested in being a DJ please contact me for more information. Thanks bonnie aka Devil Witch-DJ manager for The Asylum. **There is potential for pay here as well. (fubucks)** *other positions available also*

Huge Overkill Personal Blog
As much as I labor towards it. Today is not turning out to be a very good day in my life. Several different factors are effecting things. And they are all things that are beyond my ability to control. My fifteen year old nephew began having petit mal seizures about two months ago. He would have several a day and they were not really anything frightening at all. He would simply daze off for a moment. We, as a family, actually made light of it. Not to be mean. Rather to try and make him feel better about what was happening. Early Thursday morning my brother-in-law awoke to loud sounds. When he went to investigate he found my nephew on the floor, paper white, blue lipped, and convulsing violently. The seizure lasted more than ten minutes AFTER my brother-in-law became aware of it. There is no way of knowing how long it went on before it had forced my nephew to physically fall out of bed. That, in and of itself, would be enough to weigh upon me. But there is so much more go

The Hunters
There were but two beneath the sky - The thing I came to kill, and I. I, under covert, quietly Watched him sense eternity From quivering brush to pointed nose My gun to shoulder level rose. And then I felt (I could not see) Far off a hunter watching me. I slowly put me rifle by, For there were two who had to die - The thing I wished to kill, and I.

95k Already Paid Out
GET PAID TO BOMB..THATS RIGHT EMTJUNKIE NEEDS YOUR HELP TO HELP HIM REACH 30,000 COMMENTS. HERES THE DEAL. FOR EVERY 100 COMMENTS GET 5,000 FUBUCKS. FROM ME DEVIL WITCH. MY LINK AT BOTTOM. EYES WILL BE ON LOOK OUT FOR ANY WHO TRY TO LIE. SO CLICK THE CONTEST PIC NOW AND START BOMBING WHEN YOUR DONE WITH YOUR 100 COMMENTS SEND ME A MESSAGE TO GET YOUR PAYMENT. **Devil Witch**@ fubar THANKS FROM DEVIL WITCH AND EMTJUNKIE **THERE IS A PAYMENT OF 50,000 FUBUCKS FOR ANYONE WHO STICKY'S THIS** ~So far there has been over 95,000 fubucks paid out!~

New Found Fun Lmao
OK SO TODAY I GOT BOARD RIGHT AND WELL I FOUND A WHOLE NEW HOBBY I JUST RELIZED THAT POSTING MUMMS AND WATCHING THE BASHERS GO OFF IS FUN SO JUST TO KEEP WITH THIS NEW FOUND TRADITON I AM GONNA POST AS MUCH SHIT AS I CAN COME UP WITH I HOPE THEY ARE ALL READY 4 ME

Whats Really Going On?
Hey, this is Loe's sister again. What happened to all the people that were supposed to be writing him, keeping his head up? If he was out, you would be calling and emailing, etc. off the chain. (you know who you are) I'm not begging, but if you were his true friends you would drop him a line or two every once in awhile to let him know y'all haven't forgot about him. I'm done bitchin 4 now. I love my brother and y'all aren't playing him right. Here's the address once again. Lawrence Awoniyi 6C 417 South Calhoun St. Fort Wayne, IN 46802

Fubar Drama Club
Fubar Drama Club By: Deborah Boyd Please don’t go I beg you to stay You’ve become a part of me Each and every day. I can understand The reasons you go Drama isn’t a virtue As we all know That is why with some of us here We don’t do crushes Or Wedding Who cares All that I know Is you’re a friend indeed One I enjoy seeking And commenting as need So take to heart My words I do say And please don’t go I beg you to stay

Blue Fridays.
Blue Fridays. Very soon, you will see a great many people wearing blue every Friday. The reason? Americans who support our troops used to be called the 'silent majority' We are no longer silent, and are voicing our love for God, country and home in record breaking numbers. We are not organized, boisterous or overbearing. Many Americans, like you, me and all our friends, simply want to recognize that the vast majority of America supports our troops. Our idea of showing solidarity and support for our troops with dignity and respect starts this Friday -- and continues each and every Friday until the troops all come home, sending a deafening message that ... every red-blooded American who supports our men and women afar, will wear something blue. By word of mouth, press, TV -- let's make the United States on every Friday a sea of blue much like a homecoming football game in the bleachers. If every one of us who loves this country will share this with acquaintances, coworkers, friends,

And Yet Another One
This idiot made the list 'cuz he "checked me out and rated me a 10" but yet as I go to return the favor and guess what... the S.O.B. has me blocked! DJ Mystery ~DJ @ The Real Red Dragon~EVO OBSSESOR~STI RACER ~@ fubar http://www.fubar.com/user/446264 So to him I say: If you want to rate some one a 10, you should let them return the favor. If you do not want it returned do not bother to rate or check them out! So he can K.M.A.

Monk
A man is driving down the road and breaks down near a monastery. He goes to the monastery, knocks on the door, and says, “My car broke down. Do you think I could stay the night?” The monks graciously accept him, feed him dinner, and even fix his car. As the man tries to fall asleep, he hears a strange sound—a sound like no other that he has ever heard. The next morning, he asks the monks what the sound was, but they say, “We can't tell you. You're not a monk.” The man is disappointed but thanks them anyway and goes about his merry way. Some years later, the same man breaks down in front of the same monastery. The monks again accept him, feed him, and even fix his car. That night, he hears the same strange mesmerizing sound that he had heard years earlier. The next morning, he asks what the sound was, but the monks reply, “We can't tell you. You're not a monk.” The man says, “All right, all right, I'm dying to know. If the only way I can find out what that sound

Important
hey all sorry for the mass but a bit of information i thought needed to go out, there is an email going around with the subject question it or fanbox. PLZ dont open it, it is a flash bomb ( a shit load of ies will pop up and freeze ur system ) i just informing everyone on my list ... ty all and have a good evening ~end mass

All Help Is Needed For 2nd Annual Opie All Out Drag Race And Bikini Contest
june 1st 2008 gates open 9am mid michigan motorplex stanton michigan Its that tme of year for the racing to start. the McIntosh family is holding this event again this year to raise money in thier son's name for guys and girls that are currently taking college classes to become a mechanic or future guys and girls that want to become automotive mechanic. This race is in honor of Adam Ryan McIntosh. A popular local car racer from the Flint area. He was a licensed master mechanic, employed by Boswick GMC. Adam was 26 years old when he was murdered at teh car cuise here in flint on June 11, 2006. This event is going to have bracket races, grudge races, time trials. Last year was a great year had lots of fun and met alot of people that support the McIntosh family. This year we are adding a bikini contest so you hot ladies come on out and strut your stuff. $100 cash to the winner of the bikini contest.. This scholarship is being put together by the McIntos

Anyone Have Facebook??
Is anyone else having problems with Facebook? It's telling me to enable Javascript or simply to get it. I can't do anything on my facebook, except log-on. I can't get rid of application requests or click on anything. I have Javascript.. in fact, I even downloaded the latest available minutes ago to ensure that I had it. Any and all help is appreciated!

Bracket Posting....
Ok everyone !!! We will be posting the bracket for the Unholy Confessions battle of the bands on Wednesday, April 16th. At that time feel free to take a look at it, copy it and work the bracket down to come up with your winner of the battle!! After completing your bracket, leave your FU name, number and of course the name of the band you think will win in the Unholy Confessions message box. Any questions can also be left and will be answered as soon as possible!!! Thank you and have fun all!!!

He's The Best!!!!!!!!!! ♥♥
so...EVERYBODY needs to go show this man some major love, for me! he is fantastic, and deserves every last bit of it. lol so do it! please :P i'll return the favor, for sure. mike_inindy@ fubar xoxox Miranda

The Whys Of Men
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? ! (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) ! (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? ! (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't

About Me
HI ALL I,M NEW TO THIS SITE LOOKING TO MEET NEW FRIENDS I,M A CHEF ALSO I AM A WIDOWER SO I,MM LOOKING TO MEET NEW PEOPLE FROM ANYWHERE AROUND THE WORLD FOR LONG LASTING FREINDSHIPS ANYTHING ELSE YOU LIKE TO KNOW JUST ASK OK

Fairytale
It was her fairytale dream her charming prince for once in her life everything made since her big castle a carriage ride to take her away from the place she cried down to her feet was her pearl gown on her gorgeous head was her princess crown life wasn't this good to be o so true but this is how she feels whenever shes with you

My First Contest!! Please Help!!
Hey everyone! First I want to thank you for checking out my blog. I really appreciate it. Finally, I have decided to try my luck at a contest. This one is a Comment contest and the first person to get 50,000 comments wins a Happy Hour. I have been trying to work my way to becoming Godfather/mother for some time now, with the help of wonderful friends, fans and a few Blasts. A Happy Hour will come in handy during my 1,700,000 points to go. So here is where you come in. Below is the link to the picture that I need to have you comment on if you would. (Click on the picture.) You can comment as much as you would like, the more the better. And tell your friends as well. I would so much appreicate all the help you can give. The contest lasts until May 30. Thank you in advance for your help. All my Love and Hugs, NCGirlUSA ŊČĢĬŘĻŨŞÅ

The Man Rules
The Man Rules At last finally a guy has taken the time to write them for you Women to know them.... Now here are the Man rules.[/font] Please note.. These are all numbered '1' ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon Or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. 'Yes' and 'No' are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become Null and

Life
Life is too short for the wasting away of our minds and souls. We have based our daily routines on the self-satisfaction of material life. Ultimately, no matter how un-materialistic we may think we are, we all endure this journey by, if you are like me, fighting to maintain enough wealth to pay the rent and bills whilst paying for food and school and any other of those expenses we all in developed nations face day-to-day. We eat, work, sleep, party, fuck and do all those human things that humans do, but how many of us have stopped to take time to re-connect ourselves to this beautiful universe? Or have stopped to absorb the energy we are constantly surrounded by instead of stealing it from those we love? Our parents, and our parents' parents, and our parents' parents' parents and so forth have all gone on worrying about physical and material security for years and years and years and years. Up until the past few years, this need has been justified in aiding our world to move forwards.

300k Fubucks Give Away
DURING MY OWNERS HAPPY HOUR AND DURING MY HAPPY HOUR 2PM FUBAR TIME AND 3PM FUBAR TIME IAM OFFERING 300K IN FUBUCKS ALL U HAVE TO DO IS SEND ME THE THUMB NAIL LINK TO THE SFW PIC U WANT USED THEN DURING THOSE TWO HOURS BOMB THE CRAP OUT OF IT AND HAVE YOUR FRIENDS BOMB THE CRAP OUT OF IT AND THE WINNER AT THE END OF THOSE TWO HOURS WILL GET 300K IN FUBUCKS SO SEND YOUR PIC U WANT TO BOMB AND GET READY ~MASTER™~OWNED BY~LYNNE~& WONDER WOMAN~SWEET&INNOCENTS~FU HUBBY~ SHADOW LEVELER~@ fubar

Love
I want to be the one you hold Each and every day. I want to be the one you need In every single way. I want to be the one you see When you close your eyes at night. I want you to say you love me And that everything will be alright. Nothing feels as it should And I don't know what to do. I want to feel your arms around me Because I'm in love with you.

Sacto Peeps: Low Flyer At The Boardwalk--details!
So after our May 8th Thursday show was bumped so that Ludo could play, we got thrown a Saturday show on May 10th! How freakin' awesome is that? Well, at this point we still don't know what's going on slot-wise, whether we will be opening (wouldn't be surprised, we're the new guys around town), or headlining as the flyer below illustrates (flyer was made by the photographer/assistant for Montana/Sith Entertainment, who booked the show). But either way, doors open at 7:30p, show starts at 8p, so frickin' BE THERE! It'll be good times for all! Tix are $10 in advance, and I believe they might be $12 at the door.

Giveaways
we have 2 members in giveaways so please try to help both these ladys if you have the extra time vicky's is on co-founders mizotte's page 4 a 1 months vip she needs 10,000 comments and tam77's is on lordgarfieds page for 14,000 comments for 2 bling packs thank you all in advance for your help....(((HUGS)))...laura hopes this works right...lol have fun family and remember please leave a comment if you are helping so we will know just who has helped please!!!!! thanks

Imma Gonna Bitch For A Sec...
I am so damn sick of doing other people's jobs! The incompetent fucks around this hospital are really getting to me. If and when I complain I get told my the bosses "They've been told what to do and they don't do it." Well if someone isnt doing their job, shouldn't they be reprimanded or fired?? Not just allowed to go on as the worthless bastards they are? I dont get paid what I should for my job anyways, let alone having to do someone elses job for them too. I should be able to come in in the morning and not have to worry about other people having done their job correctly.

Let Me Know
I would like to know your interest on some things so if u have the time please take a moment to fill out this ll short survay for me copy and paste it in a message for me wit the answeres thank you in advance Name: ___________________ Age: ____________________ Phone: ___________ Occupation: ____________________ Height______ Weight______ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)___ Other_________ Sexual Orientation: __________ How often do u wanna have sex?(check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible_ How long can u last? (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ all nite___ Do u like Giving oral sex? (Y/N)___ What could you do for me that no one else could?: Which do u prefer? (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group___ While having sex, what do u do? (place "X" in all appropriate boxes) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ List three positions u like: 1.

Internet Dating... So Far...
Internet dating... what can you say about such a wonderfully convenient, yet frustratingly tedious, invention? Hmmmmm... I think I just summed it up right there! However, I'm in the mood to be expressive and creative... these moods come (cum?!) in spurts... kinda like the dating process itself. So, here goes nothing... I started this adventure a couple of years ago, and experienced a couple of early successes. The first one involved a woman who was apparently trying to fulfill a Greg Allman (Allman Bros. Band... ex-husband of Cher) fantasy (even though I don't think I look much like the dude!). We agreed to meet at a particular bar, and it was lust at first sight! After a couple of hours of small talk, she invited me to her place. We spent several hours together, in the midst of which she blurted out something like "where do you get so much stamina?"... talk about stroking the ol' ego! During the next couple of weeks, we kept in touch, but never got around to a second date. Oh, wel

Got A New Job
I'm so excited, I got the job I applied for last week. Was kinda funny ... she interviewed when I turned in my application and said she was gonna check my references and get back to me. Well she called 4 days later and asked me to come in today for an interview. I was a bit confused, but said ok. When I went in today she offered me the floor supervisor job, said my references were great. So Wednesday I start my job and lots of training. YAY ME! LOL! Oh and it's not all the way in town only about 15 minutes away. So the driving won't be so bad in the winter time. I also won a tool set that I put in for at a Barrick Mine bbq last Friday. The bf is quite content with his new RYOBI drill, power saw and rechargeable flash light. LOL Well anyways I'm exhausted, been a long day and tomorrow i'll be busy cleaning house! I'll be on for a bit so say hello!

Teachers And Cops
Teachers & Cops These are actual comments made on students' report cards by teachers in the New York City public school system. All teachers were reprimanded but boy are these funny! 1. Since my last report, your child has reached rock bottom & has started to dig. 2. I would not allow this student to breed. 3. Your child has delusions of adequacy. 4. Your son is depriving a village somewhere of an idiot. 5.Your son sets low personal standards & then consistently fails to achieve them. 6. The student has a "full six-pack" but lacks the plastic thing to hold it all together. 7. This child has been working with glue too much. 8. When your daughter's IQ reaches 50, she should sell. 9. The gates are down, the lights are flashing, but the train isn't coming. 10. If this student were any more stupid, he'd have to be watered twice a week. 11. It's impossible to believe the sperm that create

Texas Cowboy
A Texas cowboy went to the dentist with a toothache. After an exam, the dentist told the cowboy he had a tooth that had to come out. 'I'm going to give you a shot of Novocain,' the dentist explained, 'and I'll be back in just a few minutes.' The old cowboy grabbed the doc's arm and said, 'No way! I hate needles and I ain't havin' no shot!' The dentist said, 'That's okay, we'll just go with gas instead.' The cowboy replied, 'Gas makes me sick. I ain't havin' no gas either.' Without saying a word, the dentist turned and left the room for a minute and when he came back, he handed the cowboy a glass of water and said 'Here take this pill.' The cowboy looked at the pill and asked, 'What is it?' The dentist replied,' It's Viagra.' The old cowboy looked surprised and asked, 'Will that kill the pain?' 'No,' replied the dentist, 'but it'll give you something to hang on to while I pull that tooth.'

Quotes From The Ruling
As many have heard, the CA Supreme Court today invalidated Prop 22, which banned same-gender marriage. It's a good ruling. Here are some selected quotes from the majority opinion. “we conclude that, under this state’s Constitution, the constitutionally based right to marry properly must be understood to encompass the core set of basic substantive legal rights and attributes traditionally associated with marriage that are so integral to an individual’s liberty and personal autonomy that they may not be eliminated or abrogated by the Legislature or by the electorate through the statutory initiative process. These core substantive rights include, most fundamentally, the opportunity of an individual to establish — with the person with whom the individual has chosen to share his or her life — an officially recognized and protected family possessing mutual rights and responsibilities and entitled to the same respect and dignity accorded a union traditionally designated as marriage.

Let's Dance
Homeowners and soon to be homeowners need to learn how to dance with each other. Whether you are thinking about buying or selling in this uncertain market please take the time to learn to dance. A key factor in any successful real estate transaction is the art of negotiations. It doesn't have to be a difficult process. It's the matter of taking the time to know when to take a step forward or take a step back and learning the steps of a graceful dance to bring the real estate transaction to a beneficial end for all parties involved. Living in a me-me society as we've come to be, people forget that their wants are not all that are involved. But there are needs on the part of buyer and seller alike that must be taken into account. You can do a 2 step and kill the transaction with ink and pen or you can do a beautiful waltz that give you a first place trophy on Dancing With The Stars. Make sure the agent you select is the star that will take the lead in guiding you through the dif

Children Told To Sit Down And Shut The F*ck Up For 18 Years
CHILDREN should just shut it and do as they are told for once in their fucking lives, according to the results of a major academic study. Researchers at Glasgow Clyde University found that instead of being treated like equals and asked for their opinion on a wide range of issues, children should button their fucking lips and remember who pays the sodding bills round here. Professor Henry Brubaker said: "There has been a move in recent years to include children in decision making and respect their opinions. Why? They're idiots. "Even doctors are now being told to take children seriously. So when some moronic little turd comes in with a 50p piece rammed up his nose, the GP is supposed to chat to him about interest rates? Give me a fucking break. "We studied 50 children over a two-week period and concluded that rather than indulging these ghastly, violent, cheeky little shits, perhaps we should concentrate on feeding them three times a day and making sure they do outlandis

My Life
Well things are going ok i guess not to sure what else to really say. I got a great man in my life who knows that i love him and he says he loves me to but it seems that the last couple of days he has been very distant from me and i am not sure if its cause of things going on or what. He knows i am here for him and got his back no matter what but at the same time he should know he can talk to me about anything. But dealing with sick twins as well isnt so good. Being up and down all nite with them and there fevers and snottt noses and trying to get them better has me not happy cause i am so tired and want to sleep lol. But other than that things are going good we got our place and the kids so what else can i ask for, just wanted to jot down some of my thoughts.

My New Look...
It's been a while since ive actually had time to really sit down and right a blog on this site. I've kind agot a new look. Ive sorta turned into a more gothic-pnk style in the couple months and have been hanging out with a lot of ne friends. For one, i went out and got my chin (or bottom lip...whatever) pierced exacly a week ago last wed. right noy i just have a stainless steel stud in. it looks so cool and ive gotten lots of compliments on it. everyone of my friends and even strangers says it looks good on me. ive also been getting A LOT of sun since spring even first began, so now im starting to get a pretty nice tan and my hair is bleaching out. which brings me to my next point. since i got me hair cut so short in the front, its actually long enuff now where i can spike it which looks cool. and i plan on very soon bleaching my tips in the front and on top where my hair is all spikey. i bleached my hair once b-4 and it turned out great, so i cant wait to see what bleaching my tips wi

New Auction --get Me For A Month
I'm in a Auction again....Come bid I'm worth it and I pay up unlike alot of other people...you won't regret it!!!!!!!!!!!! The link is below http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=526822&albumid=1050929&i=2634568176&idx=9

My Wonderful Friends !!
This is my first time doing anything like this so bare with me ppl.. I have meet some wonderful friends on here that has made me feel like someone and means so very much to me. Show them love and if they ain't ur friends u best better F/R/A them , they will return the love I guarantee that :) CINDRAGON~FounderofClubMystic~IBIC~FuAngel~Owned by / Owner of HisSweetObsession... ( SHES A WONDERFUL FRIEND TO HAVE, WILL HELP U ANYTIME ) PRECIOUSMOMENTS (SHE AMAZING AND WILL BE THERE WHEN U NEED HER, THANKS GIRL) SOUTHERNBABY (SHES ALSO AMAZING AND WILL MAKE U LAUGH, THANKS FOR ALL THE GOOD TIMES AND MORE TO COME) PURPLEDOLPHIN (A WONDERFUL PERSON) DANGER (AN AWESOME FRIEND THAT DOESNT CARE TO HELP WHEN NEEDED) jADEANDJAKSONMOM (AN AWESOME PERSON

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Mediums
I am a strong believer in my faith but after my mom died i was so full of guilt. For months I thought because the doctors wanted to put her on morphine to take her out of her pain and to slowly shut down her organs that We her family killed her. Who were we to play God in these moments. So it took about 2 years for me to finally come to realize that we made the right decisions and my guilt has subsided. When I was in my devastation I searched the internet to find a medium to help contact my mom. After countless hours and some research i found one. I called her because I got a good feeling about her when i read her profile and for the fact that she had studied to be a Catholic nun for 5 years and right before she took her vows decided that God was leading her in a different direction. When I called to make the appointment there was a 1 year 3 mo. wait. I was like oh geez I need to go now. well i got my reading on 6/11/08. I was pleasantly surprised at the information and

Pillar Interruption
The Sunday School teacher described how Lot's wife looked back at Sodom and was turned into a pillar of salt. Suddenly Jimmy interrupted. "My mom looked back once while she was driving," he announced triumphantly, "and she turned into a telephone pole!"

For Craps Sake
Holy shit, i'm so amazed right now. I got my first person blocking me on here and its funny as hell. I sent a friend request today to a lady that looked interesting. Right after I sent it I noticed she had a part in her name about being married and doesnt want to talk to any guys. Ooops, my bad. Soooo, that was this morning. I get home and have a shoutbox from the lady saying "it does not please me". I tried to click her name and say sorry but no, i'm blocked!!! ahahahahaha. Oh sigh, just had to share. What with insanely anal people?

5 Day Killer Nachos
What a day. I came home after 5 days out messing around. House was ok, no one broke in, but I left alot of lights on and the tv blaring, so I feel kinda bad about the environment and the dead dinosaurs coal that got burned on that account.. I went into the kitchen and noticed a peculiar oder and traced it with a clever nose to the microwave which produced a chili covered bowl of nachos I meant to eat before I went out five days ago. Not being the man I once was I decided not to eat them and but thought maybe some critter outside might still make good use of the meal. So I grabbed some latex gloves and headed to a spot in the yard that was far enough away from the house to deliver the savory dish. I found some sandalwood incense and some bleach setting to rectify things, only to notice the neighbors dog partaking of the nachos. A few seconds later he was on his back and sporadically kicking his legs. I rushed out the door and grabbed a lawn chair forgetting my ice cold te

Another Sunday Morning
Its Sunday and quiet, everyone is gone and im chilling enjoying the quiet. Its niceeeee, yet the truth of the matter is I enjoy the chaotic youthfullness of my sons. You know the loud T.V. , play station, Nick in the background lmfaooo. Sunday's have always been a time for reflection for me, to sit back and look at life. I always come to the same conclusion, life's not bad. Sure I have my moments, and my pity parties, but Sundays just seem to put everything in perspective. A laid back day were you kind of just sit back and take a deep breath. I'll get up and cook dinner for us all today, but amazingly I look forward to even that chore. It just gives me another chance to show in action my appreciation to my family. I wish i could keep this attitude all week, but somewhere during the week, Ill start to worry aboout something or get aggravated about something I cant change. I guess thats why we have Sundays. To remind us to Breathe, sit back relax and enjoy what life has given

Bably Look At Us Now(techno)
For all the times that we, We ever wouldn't be, Look at us baby, Look at us now, For everyday that I should have you by my side, We'll make it baby, Look at us now, For every night I pray, I know that you will stay, Look at us baby, Look at us now, Remembering the time our love was not so fine, We made it baby, Look at us now, Baby look at us, Everybody believed we would never be, Look at us up above, We are so in love, Everyday in your arms, Baby can't go wrong we are strong look at us now, For all the times that we, We ever were to be, Look at us baby, Look at us now, For everyday that I should have you by my side, We'll make it baby, Look at us now, For every night I pray, I know that you will stay, Look at us baby, Look at us now, Remembering the time, Our love was not so fine, We made it baby, Look at us now Baby look at us, Baby look at us, Baby look at us, baby look at us. Everybody believed we would never be, Look at us

Thank You All ....
THANK YOU ALL ! THANKS TO EVERYONE THAT LOOKED AFTER THE LOUNGE WHILE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL. I'M HOME NOW AND FEELING OK JUST WEAK.ALSO THANKS TO ALL THE NEW MEMBERS FOR JOINING.THANKS TO ALL OUR OLD MEMBERS FOR COMING IN AND HANGING OUT .HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL IN THERE SOON.I REALLY APPRECIATE YOU ALL MORE THAN YOU KNOW. THANKS THE OWNER REV. AUNT REAL! Click the bottle to join the family!

Uptodate Roll Call
Here is the latest roll call list for the Demon Crew as of Nov 3rd, 2008. MASTER Cain ~Demon Crew Co-Founder-Master to Blood Vixen~@ fubar Fallen Angel ~ Demon Crew Co-Founder~ Member of the Stiletto Girls~FU OWNED by MASTER CAIN@ fubar $ç()øTëR™--(Lori's Hubby){Owner of Rating Revolution}[Demon Crew Recruiter]@ fubar ~*Ç£ÃÿMØ®Ê*~DEMON CREW*SHADOW LEVELERS*W.I.S.E.U.K.F*Owner of^Heather^*NyÇgÚRL*Rebelstorm*@ fubar ♥ ♥ Lori ♥ ♥CrAzY BeAuTiFuL {Wife to ScOoTeR} {Recruiter/Member of Rating Revolution}Demon Crew Member@ fubar Èvîl Àñgël†Ðëмõñ Ç®ëш ÀΜ Šhïƒt Lëâðë®†♠Club FAR♠@ fubar Wolfman ~Demon Crew~@ fubar HELLSINGER ~Member of the Demon Crew@ fubar ~*Ðã®K_GØTH_£Ø£À*~ DEMON CREW@ fubar A.J. . Member of the Demon Crew Family@ fubar

Run Run Away
Ever feel like you just want to pack up and run away? I want to have a mid life crisis. I'm so fucking lonely, i can't stand it anymore. I am just feeling so alone, and want it to end. I want to belong somewhere. I feel like i dont. I spend all my time at work, or at home, with my kids. I have no life outside of that. I just want to pack up and leave, dissapear, and start over. I don't want to be lonely anymore :(

Tiny Angel
I am a tiny angel I'm smaller than your thumb: I live in people's pockets That's where I have my fun. I don't suppose you've seen me, I'm too tiny to detect: Though I'm with you all the time, I doubt we've ever met. Before I was an Angel... I was a fairy in a flower: God, Himself, hand-picked me, And gave me Angel power. Now God has many Angels That He trains in Angel pools: We become His eyes, and ears, and hands We become His special tools. And because God is so busy, With way too much to do; He said that my assignment is to Keep close watch on you. Then He tucked me in your Pocket, Blessing you with Angel care; Saying I must never leave you, And I vowed to stay right there.

What U Do To Me
you dont know what you do to me the feelings that i get my darkness is gone a light glistening above everytime i hear your voice my heart skips a beat everytime i see your face all my problems fade away if i could stop all time id make sure i was with you because every minute we have feels like it lasts forever we dont get to spend much time together but when we do its like heaven you make me feel like im so special like theres noone else like me .... you dont know what you do to me my mind wonders when your gone wondering if you think of me and how far we will go could this be my fairy tale my happily ever after i wish you understood what you do to me i hope one day you will and finally see why i act the way i do

Mmmmmmmmmmmm My New Master!
*~*Please show my Master some REAL MAD FU-LUV'N*~* {*]IF YOU SHOW HIM THE MAD LUV HE DESERVES LET ME KNOW AND I WILL LOVE YA LONGGGGGGGG TIME[*] This Pimp out is brought to you by~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Random
This is a story about four people named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, and Nobody. There was an important job to be done and Everybody was asked to do it. Everybody was sure Somebody would do it. Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it. Somebody got angry about that, b/c it was Everybody's job. Everybody thought Anybody could do it but Nobody realized that Everybody wouldn't do it. It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done.

The Power Of Friendship
i was sent this story today - it made me think ... One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes. My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him and as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks. "

Rules Part 2
Ill start over again here 1. Salutes: You NEED to have one. For Me 2 Add You (if u only have US listed as where you live.. I wont add you either) 2. I clean Out my list monthly..So: No Salute, I Dont Talk To You Everyday,I'll Delete you...... unless: You live in ohio.. Or VERY close to me in Northern Ky... 3. Again I don't want to be your fu-anything, not you fu girlfriend, not ur fu wifey, not ur fu ANYTHING.. 4. I'm very close to some people on here. Which means I'd do anything for them. They know who they are. And what they mean to me. 5. YOU WILL NOT SEE MY NSFW Files. Just because you add me to YOUR family. Dosnt mean I'll add you to mine. (I SOMETIMES have them open to everyone on my friends list) 6. Don't try and start a "war" with me on here. With your lounge BS drama. I'm very loyal to mine. Always will be. If i hang out in yours. Its more then likely because I'm friends with the staff in there... 7. Dont call me fucking call me pet names, again im

Poetry
Built from the ground up with a weak foundation Crumbling to the ground with no time for recuperation Falling head first you see every move Lead a bad life that was your first wrong move Lack a good family and wished for more love Somebody challenged u by smacking u wit a glove Heir to the throne but ur a total wreck At the rate you’re going you'll surely break your neck I’m here as a pivot but we not playin ball Want to help u change to prevent your downfall Such beauty with anger directed in loves way You’ll suffer consequences but live another day Ill be your backbone to keep u standing tall Without me instantly u will fall Your life is a play on words and I’m an English teacher Like a kitchen utensil I have many features Like the twin towers I don’t want to see you fall Hopefully with God’s help I can reverse it all.

Master Darius......part Ii
We finished our coffee and Master led me into the bedroom. “Wait here while I go and get our cases out of the car. You can begin deciding what you want to take with you.” I went to the closet and chose a couple of outfits to take with me. I picked out the clothes I would travel in and laid them on the bed. I would buy anything else I needed when we reached New York. Master came back with our cases and we emptied them. I carefully folded my cashmere sweaters and hung up my suits. I put my riding gear in the laundry basket, as it needed cleaning. Meanwhile, Master was emptying his suitcase and packing it with fresh clothes for our trip. I carefully packed my case, leaving only my traveling clothes laid out on the bed. Entering my room, I saw that Master was dressed and ready to leave. He looked at me and said, “I see you’re not dressed yet.” “But I wasn’t sure I had permission to get dressed” I protested. “This should really go in the punishment book by rights” he threate

News About The Jamez
ok so many of you know, I am on probation still. I moved now from my own place back to my step moms house. its kinda cool cuz now i can stack cash and pay off what i need to. I will be able to drive next week. im so happy. its been a year and six of suspension time. even though i had it back for all of four months. so on that note blah blah blah shoot me a text if ya lub me.

I Wanna Be Wealthy So How Do I Do It?
All joking and bullshit aside, I hate the 9to5 it is a sadd excuse for earning a living. I would rather sell shit in a bag and be my own boss than, work for the richest man in the world at a go-for this position.

Swiped Survey
1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Nope 2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? Couple of weeks ago 3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? Don't like it can barely read it 4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? roast beef 5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? yep and grandkids 6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? probably not 7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? not so much anymore 8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS ? nope gone when I was 2. 9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? No 10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? That I can eat? 11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? If need be 12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? not in the least 13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? that I can eat? 14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? depends on if I see them from the front or the back silly 15. RED OR PINK? hmm 16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? If I think of anything I like I'll get back to you 17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? right now no-one 18. DO

Influence
"The stone, flung from my careless hand into the lake, splashed down into the depths of the flowing water, and that was all. No, it was not all. Look at those concentric rings, rolling their tiny ripples among the sedgy reeds, dippling the overhanging boughs of yonder willow, and producing an influence, slight but conscious, to the very shores of the lake itself. That stray word, that word of pride or scorn, flung from my lips in casual company, produces a momentary depression, and that is all. No, it is not all. It deepened that man's disgust at godliness, and it sharpened the edge of that man's sarcasm, and it shamed that half-converted one out of his penitent misgivings, and it produced an influence, slight, but eternal, on the destiny of a human life. Oh, it is a terrible power that I have--this power of influence--and it clings to me. I cannot shake it off. It is born with me; it has grown with my growth, and is strengthened with my strength. It speaks, it walks, it moves

The One For Me
THE ONE FOR ME There can be only one you because only you can do the things you do You will always be the one for me when I close my eye, you are what I see Your eyes are so true such a beautiful blue or are they green I don't know but they're prettiest eyes I've ever seen I love your hair so red or is it blond instead I don't know, can't really say but I think about you every day Your smile is such a treat it's so big and sweet or is it soft and meek I don't know but you're the one I want to keep Your kiss really gets me off it's so gentle and soft or is it hard with lots of tongue I don't know, but when you kiss me I'm done To touch your skin so Dark electrifies me with such a spark or is it your skin so light I don't know but it feels just right my oh me, me oh my I love your long sexy legs that reach the sky or is it your short legs that stop at your thigh I don't know but it looks so good I want to cry I think what I love the best is y

~ Utsonati ~
~ UTSONATI ~ A shrill buzzing splits the summer air. Look close and you can see him there, Blending with the earth and the withered grass. Back away ! Don't disturb ! Let him pass! His flicking tongue and piercing eye Tell him a friend stands close by. He sheaths the long and awesome teeth And glides away in the forest heath. It is the Rattlesnake sacred to the Cherokee. "He has a bell" the old ones say, "Be warned. He is utsonati. Never has he been our foe, his poison not for men. His buzzing only meant to be a warning to his kin." He was once a Warrior who the Little Men Changed to a snake for a mission when The Sun was angry and caused a drought. The People were dying and he went out To try and stop the vengeful Sun From killing the People with her burning run. He failed, even though he tried his best, And became an example for all the rest Of those who fight for the common good Living their lives as a Warrior should Protecting the People, their

This Is Too Funny
A man and his wife went on vacation to Jerusalem.While there, the wife passed away.The undertaker told the husband" You can have her shipped home home for $5,000or you can bury her here in the holy land for $150,the man thought about it ,and told him he would just have her shipped home.The man said why would you ship her home and spend $5,000 when she can be buried here in the holy land for $150?.The man replied Long time ago a man was buried here,and three days later, he rose from the dead...I just can't take that chance.

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Hey Fu'z So I Got A Friend In A GiveAway For Some BLING!! Bling Bling LOL Can U Go Rate Thiz Pic And Leave Couple Comments For Him!! He Needs 20K Comments.. If U Dnt Bomb That Is Ok Can U Atleast Leave Him A Rate?!?! =] Here Is The Link All Summer Long - Kid Rock Thanx Bunchez!!! ☆})i({☆

Mass Control Give Away
Mass Control Give Away Frank Kern is an Internet Marketing Legend. He has been responsible for some of the biggest product launches in internet history. He builds these giant launches using a method called Mass Control. Frank Kern's Mass Control Marketing techniques have only been purchased by 50 people ever. He launched a Mass Control course back in October of last year, capped it at 50 people, and it sold out in 20 minutes. His information is worth how expensive it is. The thing Frank Kern makes a big deal out of, is that his Mass Control Techniques are not only for experienced internet marketers. He says you don't even have to be involved in internet marketing to use Mass Control Marketing. You can dominate any niche you are involved in. Sales, promotion, marketing, you name it. Mass Control should turn the internet upside down. Those who do purchase Mass Control are also set up for a GIANT surprise Bonus from Frank Kern that I was sworn to secrecy on. Mass Control Gi

Home Wrecking Whores!!!
I DONT KNOW WHY SOME WOMEN FEEL THE NEED TO TAKE ANOTHER WOMENS MAN. ARE THEY THAT PATHIC THAT THEY CANT FIND A SINGLE MAN SO THEY RESORT TO STEALING ONE??? REALLY THEY NEED TO FIND THERE OWN MAN THERE ARE SO MANY FISH IN THE SEA!!! KARMA IS A BITCH WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND!!!

My Daughters Audition
Yes my daughter had her audition for American Idol, and she didn't make it which I am still just as proud of her anyway... not important, but the reasoning s and what goes on at these are a whole other story. We spent 5 hours Monday in line and getting inside to register for this audition, and that went fine they give you a seat ticket for the one auditioning and one person friend or parent there for you. Today Aug 13, 2008 we got there again at 5 am to find out the rules that say there will be no camping out or early line up was broke by hundreds so by the time we got there the line was as long as it could possibly go. It rained and we got wet.. but made in inside the Arena. When they do the auditions the have 24 producers that they split up and put two at each desk about 20 ft apart with a small partition wall between them. This is all set up in the center of the arena. They divide the people auditioning into 4 lines in front of each desk, so each group is judged by a diff

Booboo's Hosting An Auction
BooBoo's Hosting an auction..Come join in on the fun and get a new owner too show love too. Bidders check it out and see if you meet a new friend and get alot of Fu-love. 1. Submit A Photo Of Your Choice To Me Through Private Message. If you want too make your own tag please submit it. 2. Submit What Your Willing To Offer Your your new Owner...suggestions, rate pictures, stash, fu gifts, make things if you can there is no limits be creative. 3. Submit 100K In Fubucks To Be Entered..I'm saving for my Oracle Gift. If you dont have 100k please let me know and we will discuss this. 4. Auction will run from August 20th at 8:00 a.m. est too 28th at 11:00 p.m. est 5. No drama.. If you have a problem please let me know. 6. Not responsible for bidders payments 7. Have Fun Please submit picture & Fubucks in private message too me. ♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Farscapecat &Sarcastk1@ fubar

Seeking The Truth
Things in my life has been very hard for me to deal with, but somehow I still pull through everything.I have worked so hard to get where I am in life and not look back on my past for all the mistakes that I had made then. I went to the doctor to get my results for my tests that they had performed trying to find out whats going on as to why I may have miscarried back on June 31st with my twins. But from what I ma being told is that I might be pregnant again.They told me that my blood work was normal but wasnt exactly zero like it should be if I wasnt pregnant. So they gave me the statement that it could be too early to really tell if I am or not but I will findout later on with some time. Hopefully the truth will be told in a few months but unsure though. All I can do is play the waiting game again!

Fetish Auction!!
I am a part of the naughty fetish auction! Place your bids at a chance to own me for a month! Here is what you would be bidding for: -All pics and stash rated during happy hour! -Add to top friends and family for a month (access to all NSFW piics) -Add to my name for a month -SFW salute of owners choice (NSFW for VIP or blast) -Conversation on yahoo with cam (NSFW for VIP or blast) ***For 3+day blast and one month vip i will add - Extra NSFW or SFW salute of winners choice -a photo shoot (to be discussed with winner) - Your midget will be featured on my page for a month Also open for request so take a chance and bid! You know you wanna!CLICK ON THE PIC TO BID!

Whining...
I just feel like whining. My ex put me in a shitty mood. When I'm not with my kids I appreciate the time alone, but also miss them like crazy. He treats them as an inconveinence. He's always so worried about "me" time. Shit. He has 11 days of "me" time before he gets burdened with my beautiful children. I don't understand it. Maybe he's just had such a taste of freedom over the last 16 months that he just can't handle responsibility anymore? Or maybe he's just more worried about getting a bj from his flavor of the week? It makes my heart hurt knowing my kids go over there every other weekend and he's just annoyed by them.

Relay Teams Finally Grasped Gold
There, at the high-jump pit, was Belgium’s versatile, bespectacled Tia Hellebaut springing an upset on the long-unbeatable Blanka Vlasic. There in the women’s 1,500 meters was a victory from the Kenyan veteran Nancy Jebet Langat. For a change, they did not falter. First, Sanya Richards shrugged off the disappointment of losing the individual 400 last Tuesday by running down the Russian Anastasia Kapachinskaya on the anchor leg of the women’s 4x400-meter relay to give the Americans a gold medal. Then, in less dramatic fashion, Jeremy Wariner put the finishing touch on another dominant performance by the American men’s 4x400 team. “We’ve had our ups and downs,” said Allyson Felix, who ran the second leg for the American women. “We came out with a new attitude tonight — men and women — and it worked out. We wanted to end on a high note.” At least that mission was accomplished. The two relay victories put the United States atop the track-and-field table with 23 medals, 7 of them gold.

Wtf Is This Sh*t?!!!
NEVER GAVE THE IMPRESSION TO GET THIS TYPE OF RESPONSE FROM PEOPLE AND IT'S GETTING OLD JUST NOT FEELIN IT...I'M VERY ANGRY AND FEEL VERY DIRESPECTED JUST DON'T KNOW CHECK IT OUT BY YOURS TRULY mrmagoo1002002@yahoo.com@ fubar subject: im going to be honest with you and straight up let me know and read all this received: 08/24/2008 09:44 am wassup wit cha im saying you no i like what i see and i aint comning at cha like some liar some chump cuz i aint even no one of those u talkin to a 31 year old single white guy no kids not married been throught all tha bullshytin realationships i wanna go through i am white with indian iltalian and irish lookin for that some one who i can chill wit kick it wit laugh hang out sex tha whole 9 i aint got time to be knowing some one for ever and then it aint nothing no way thats crazy im saying we can do all we can do as we going and learning if ya got a man oh well he can be put on ice while we do our thang im tired of meeting them ones

Insulting Me
One.. Two.. Three; in & out-- come on darling, it's natural, you've done it all your life: Just breathe. The incandescent lights hang above my head shallowly bantering me with their existence, without them I'd see no face in the mirror, no body that I could mock or poke fun at, I think things would be better that way; Inhale-Exhale- put that down. I'm my biggest bully and the voice in my head bitches at me constantly- "Don't eat that." "You know it wouldn't hurt you to exercise." "Look at those stretch marks, you could have been beautiful." & I don't have the courage to scream back "I AM BEAUTIFUL" because even in my mind I can't speak what I don't feel is true. One more putdown. One more tear. One more night throwing insults at the mirror.

Hillary Flopped
http://muddythoughts.blogspot.com/2008/08/hillarys-speech-milquetoast-flop.html Hillary's Speech a milquetoast flop I heard Senator Hillarious' convention speech on the radio last night on the way home from work. The junior Butternut Squash from New York had the chance to unify the Democratic PUMAs (Party Unity, My Ass!) behind Obama, vilify Panama John, and pass the torch to the next generation of America. She failed 2 out of 3. What She Did Right She did vilify McCain, and painted an accurate portrayal of McCain as being a Bush extension and puppet: Now, John McCain is my colleague and my friend. He has served our country with honor and courage. But we don't need four more years...of the last eight years. More economic stagnation…and less affordable health care. More high gas prices …and less alternative energy. More jobs getting shipped overseas…and fewer jobs created here. More skyrocketing debt...home foreclosures…and mounting bills that are crushing our mid

Just A Quick Point To Be Made...
Since I have just added a bunch of people to my friends list, this is a few thoughts that need to be known...and to some people who are my friends already but need a reminding:) First, you need to read my profile...the 8 basic rules are there and I mean them. If you find me annoying or whatever the case may be, you know where the delete and the block button is. You don't need to explain the reason to me, and if you feel that you do, at least be grown up enough to let me reply before blocking me.... I am not here to please everyone, and I am not going to try to...this is me. I am no different here than I am in real life, and I will not change for anyone...I can be sweet as sugar, and I will help my friends anyway that I can, but I wouldn't advise pissing me off, I can and will make you cry. I'm sure there is more I need to say, but this is it for the moment...love me or leave me, its up to you to decide. Have a great day:)

Something Good That Happened
With all the negativity, figured, I might post something positive that happened fairly recently. Back in March, I was tasked out to drive some people around from our higher headquarters in Arizona. I spent a week driving them around, and then made a record setting drive to get them to the airbase in a dust storm. This record has been tied, but not broken, even in clear weather. 43 minutes, an average of 118 MPH, from my base to the airbase. In clear weather I usually take about an hour and 15 minutes. Anyways, a couple of the people I was driving around, Phyllis and Sonya, were hoots. They were nice ladies, and just fun to be around. The full bird that was them, he was a fun loving guy, although his eyes do get wide and his knuckles white when you hit 140 KPH, and whiter as you accelerate. They picked on me the entire time for my music selection. I had old country, new country, and lots of stuff in between on my MP3 player. (thank the good Lord for the FM broadca

Lonesome
February 22, 2008 - Lonesome and Aware of It: Do I really need to go out tonight? Of course I do! Why? Because I'm naturally geared towards being around those people who have the same wants, needs and desires as myself. Am I always happy when I go out and over indulge? No, but I continue to do it anyway! Why? Because being lonely is nearly as bad as being dead at those certain times when the world just seems to be passing by along with the little things in life that make being here tolerable. Am I the only one who feels this way? I would hope not, but sometimes I think so. I continue to attempt to find solace in drinking myself into oblivion at those times when my mind is racing and the meaning of life seems to be far out of my grasp. Will I ever find inner peace? It seems highly unlikely after living the same droll existance for the last 46 years. Maybe this is just the pattern I was intended to follow, or maybe it's just the fear of not knowing any other way to carry o

Shelving Community
So we have had a disaster and death in the shelving community over the weekend we noticed one of the babys was missing well it turns out that a jay bird came and took one of the babies to play with and forgot were she put the baby so everyone went into panic mode looking for the poor baby who was missin cause the mom is real upset well the baby was found several blocks from the shelvig community and it was tragic the baby he was drowned they think he went swimming by himself and high tide came and took over he lost his battle so let us bow our heads for a moment of silence................................................On a lighter note we have had a few additions to the shelving community we will take more pics and add them so we can introduce them properly.We will be havin a funeral and wake for the baby on Thursday morning and the funeral will be friday morning so if you can attend please send me a message. thank you and have a good day!!!

My Heart
Well since this is my 1st post perhaps I should give you some background on me and perhaps this blog will make a bit more sense. There are only a handful of you who truly know my story so in short I was engaged to me married about 3 years ago. We were 2 weeks away from our wedding day when she was killed by a drunk driver. She knew I was busy studying for my final and wanted to get me dinner. She was getting off the 101 freeway in Downtown Los Angeles when a man going the wrong way in the off ramp slammed into her head on. She was pronounced dead just after I had gotten to the hospital and in my arms. Well at my current job I had to work closely with the VP's daughter. We became close friends and we were almost to the point of dating but decided we made better friends and associates then anything else so we remained good friends so about 3 weeks ago she was rushed tot he hospital with a bleed in the brain. Well long story short she lost that battle this morning about 2:30 am. My

Beauty Of A Woman
~~ Beauty of a Woman ~~ The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, The figure she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, The place where love resides. The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives, The passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman With time, only grows..

What The Hey
DO WE REALLY KNOW WHERE THE HELL WE`RE GOING.OTHER THEN HELL WHERE ARE WE GOIN?I SOMETIMES LOOK AT MY LIFE AND WONDER WHERE THE HELL AM I GOING.MOST THE TIME IT`S IN A DAM CIRCLE.WE WAKE UP AND START THE SAME ROUTINE OVER AND OVER AGAIN,AND FOR WHAT REASON?BECAUSE THAT`S WHAT WE`RE SUPPOSED TO DO.EVER WONDER WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE TO NOT HAVE TO GET UP AND DO ANYTHING?HELL I`D LIKE TO JUST GET UP AND SCRATCH MY ASS ALL DAY.NOW WOULDN`T THAT BE FUN.YEAH RIGHT.WILL THE DAY COME WHEN YOU CAN RETIRE AND THERE WILL BE SOMETHING THERE TO RETIRE ON.YEAH RIGHT.I`VE FINALLY GOTTEN WHERE I JUST TAKE EACH DAY AT A TIME. SCREW THE ESTABLISHMENT I`M TIRED OF WORK MY ASS OFF FOR SOME BUREAUCRATIC ASSH--ES IN THE GOV. THAT JUST CAN`T WAIT TO FIGURE OUT A WAY TO SCREW ME OUT OF MY SOCIAL SECURITY.THEY`VE JUST ABOUT GOT IT DONE NOW WITH THIS SUPPLEMENTAL INSURANCE YOU HAVE TO PAY TO RETIRE IT`S BS.WELL JUST BEND OVER AND GET READY CAUSE THEY AIN`T GOT IT IN US DEEP ENOUGH YET.MAYBE THE POLITICIANS OUGHT

Lost
some times in ones life they find thems selfs lost..lost in cunfuseion wonder where they belong..wonder how to love..just lost in a world of things they know nothing of...i am not a person who has many answers but a life time of questions...there came a time in my life i where i am getting lost.. is almost helping me see where i want to be and how to get there..but doing it is something i fell that has to be done on my own..noone can guide you to your place in life... it has to be your own will your own inner strength to reach the desires and life i see befor me..to heal i think must begin within befor you can heal the ones you hurt in life ..everyones hurts some one in their life time but forgeivness is true peace to forgive others is always easir then forgiveing your self..i know i am just babbleing but some things i need to say.. i do hope that i am forgiven for the pain i have caused..i never ment to hurt any one in my life.. well i am done ranting ..thanks and blessed be

Top 10 Cities For Poverty In The U.s.a.
TOP 10 CITIES FOR POVERTY IN THE U.S.A. Democrat leadership Detroit, MI (1st on the poverty rate list) hasn't elected a Republican mayor since 1961; Buffalo, NY (2nd) hasn't elected one since 1954; Cincinnati, OH (3rd)...since 1984; Cleveland, OH (4th)...since 1989; Miami , FL (5th) has never had a Republican mayor; St. Louis , MO (6th)....since 1949; El Paso , TX (7th) has never had a Republican mayor; Milwaukee , WI (8th)...since 1908; Philadelphia , PA (9th)...since 1952; Newark , NJ (10th)...since 1907. Einstein once said, "The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results." It is the disadvantaged who habitually elect Democrats --- yet are still disadvantaged. Interesting correlation

Http://www.friendsensation.com/chat.php If You Have Got Your Self Set Up With Us Please Come To Chat With Me In The Room. I Am Log In N
http://www.friendsensation.com/chat.php go to it check it out we need all the members that like to chat and date and find friends that they wish they had long ago. haha check it out you might like it............... and dont for get to let it be none that i booboo told you about the site.

A Mere Mortal
How does one gain some measure of immortality My life’s journey has taken me many exotic places And has taught me uncountable viable life lessons Some of my past actions mutated into wild monsters While other actions became stepping stones on my path I now know that death is an attainable inevitability The fame of virtue is as always unattainable immortal When once again the eternal fire burns on Sand Lake Listen to the wind and let its refuge bring you here

Updates For 10/20
Good Afternoon Everyone! Evil Angel is in a giveaway for a 3 month VIP and needs 20K in comments. Claymore is hosting the giveaway so you will be helping two family members in the process. If you have any questions feel free to ask myself, Lori, or Scooter for help! Interested in joining the Demon Crew? Contact Scooter and he will be able to answer any of your questions! $ç()øTëR™--(Lori's Hubby){Owner of Rating Revolution}[Demon Crew Recruiter]

Some Won For No One.
Loose end to a tight knot, the kind you find in your stomach Fresh catch. In a hurry. New addiction. Bastard son of an empty dawn. We are the last. We are the first. Dirt the color of my soul blue, like the canvas behind the stars. And a burning moon. Wreathed in calmly raging crimson. We are the first. Luna retires, devoured. Sol rises. Ever vigilant, ever watchful, but facing the wrong direction. We are the last. No bones. No clothes. No earthly evidence of our mothers, our fathers, our friends. A simple, abrupt lonliness. No fresh or stiff footprints in the powdery bed. No smoldering decay. Rolling hills of eternal azure. On the flipside. On the wrongside. We are the first. We are the last. Only to die dry in the autumn wind. Sacred, alone.

Winters Moon
Beaches, surfers, California girls. Wind scented with fabulous dreams. Bougainvillea, groves of oranges. Stars are born, everything gleams. A weather change. Shadows fall. New scent upon the wind - decay. Cocaine, Uzis, drive-by shootings. Death is a banker. Everyone pays. --- Under the winter moon's pale light, across the cold and starry night, from snowy mountains soaring high to ocean shores echoes the cry. From barren sands to verdant fields, from city streets to lonely wealds, cries the tortured human heart, seeking solace, wisdom, a chart by which to understand its plight under the winter moon's pale light. Dawn is unable to fade the night. Must we live 'ever in the blight under the winter moon's cold light, lost in loneliness, hate, and fright, last night, tonight, tomorrow night under the winter moon's bleak light?

12 Week Check Up
Today is my 12 week check up, this is the 3rd time to see, the baby, I'm so excited. My mom and i are making a girls day of it. ryan has to work so mom is going with me and then were shopping and more then likely getting our nails done. Depends on how tired i get i might swing in to the beauty shop and get my hair cut. But I'll give everyone updates when i get back, take care. Lil evelyn

Another Poem From Me
CANT.....WONT I THOUGHT YOU WERE THE ONE THAT WAS YOUR CLAIM WHEN YOU STEPPED TO ME NOW AS I LOOK BACK I DONT KNOW WHO YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE BUT ITS NOT WHO I SEE I KNOW WHO I AM AND I WANT WHAT I WANT IF YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE THE ONLY ONE........THINK AGAIN IM NOT BRAGGING BUT HEY IT IS WHAT IT IS I ALWAYS COME CORRECT BRINGING MY"A" GAME ALWAYS ON POINT MORE THAN ENOUGH PERHAPS TOO MUCH FOR YOU CAUSE IM THE REAL DEAL AND I WONT WAIT FOR YOU THAT I CANNOT DO..... SEE HOW IM BEING TRUE WITH YOU NO LESS THAN I ASK FROM YOU I WILL GO ON WITH OR WITHOUT YOU SO NOW YOU KNOW ,CAUSE I HAVE LAID IT OUT SO NOW ITS UP TO YOU WHAT WILL YOU DO? CAUSE I HAVE ALREADY SAID IT I WONT WAIT....CANT WAIT I DONT HAVE TOO