I believe tonight has been one of the roughest nights I've had in a while. I can't stop thinking about the mistakes I made. Honestly I'm not sure what to think anymore..
As I looked back on the comments and everything from the last 2.5 months, I relize I do have a great guy. I just don't want to lose him. Lately it feels like we have been growing apart. Felt it was my fault, but he says it is not. No matter what he says though I'm still going to feel it is me.
Just hope he knows how much he means to me. Also how much I love him.. He really is my world and I don't know what I'd do without him.
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