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Relationship Gone Bad.
Since march of 2008 i have been with this girl who at first treated me great. Now all she does is ignore me, wont cuddle, dont want affection, and now keeps telling me to leave and find someone else. So i am currently looking. If your out there please stop by and let me know...

The Wooden Bowl
The Wooden Bowl I guarantee you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now. A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year - old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We must do something about father," said the son. "I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor." So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl. When the family glanced in Grandfather's d

Silverpixi's..... A Stroll Thru The Autumn Breeze - Auctions
A Stroll in the Autumn Breeze..... SilverPixi presents A Stroll Thru the Autumn Breeze Auctions....Come see what is being offered and Bid on your favorite Fu -- Bidding starts at 50,000 fu bucks. ~*~Since this auction will only run for one week..no late entries will be accepted. *Auction will run from November 21 until November 28.* SilverPixi Mz Belle

?????
What is the difference between an equation and an expression? Ok, I know I can look this up, and will, but can you believe I have to do a discussion on this question? Six different posts discussing this question...wtf?

For What It's Worth ...
Zogby Poll 512 Obama Voters 11/13/08-11/15/08 MOE 4.4 points 97.1% High School Graduate or higher, 55% College Graduates Results to 12 simple Multiple Choice Questions 57.4% could NOT correctly say which party controls congress (50/50 shot just by guessing) 81.8% could NOT correctly say Joe Biden quit a previous campaign because of plagiarism (25% chance by guessing) 82.6% could NOT correctly say that Barack Obama won his first election by getting opponents kicked off the ballot (25% chance by guessing) 88.4% could NOT correctly say that Obama said his policies would likely bankrupt the coal industry and make energy rates skyrocket (25% chance by guessing) 56.1% could NOT correctly say Obama started his political career at the home of two former members of the Weather Underground (25% chance by guessing). And yet..... Only 13.7% failed to identify Sarah Palin as the person on which their party spent $150,000 in clothes Only 6.2% failed to identify Palin

The End Of The Road,,,,,,,,
HI All, I have done all I can do on Fubar. I have met some incredible people that mean alot to me. I have tolerated alot on here and left once before and came back but now I know I am at the end of the road. I have nothing more to give and it is not important enough for me to stay on here just to get to level 28. I have a real life and can't spend 24-7 on here like some, my real life takes priority over fu-life. To all my friends and family that want to stay in touch with me, private message me and I will give you my Yahoo address.I guess losing people on here who I really thought cared about me because of their obsession with being a top member on here is the last straw. I guess I would rather be a top person in real life than on a web site. Take care all, be well. I will be giving out random blings and fu-bucks to you before I go.

New Music Added To Playlist
Well, it's that time again, updating the playlist. Since I am feeling pretty annoyed and aggravated today, I am making this list reflect the things that just ticking me off. Too bad for me, there are more than a couple of things that are stressing me out. When it rains it pours, that's what I always say! But, I'm hanging in there though. Staying positive, that's all I can do! 1)Gives You Hell - All American Rejects 2)Womanizer - Britney Spears (I can't believe I like one of her songs! But, it just fits right now) 3)So What - Pink (Just love this song) 4)My Bad - Rayvon 5)Better in Time - Leona Lewis 6)Troublemaker - Weezer 7)If Today Was Your Last Day - Nickelback 8)Life - Our Lady Peace 9)Hold Me Down - Tommy Lee 10)Bittersweet Symphony - The Verve That's it for tonight folks! JessyKah

Are You For Real,get Over It Already
It seems no one really reads profiles around here so if you haven't please read.It is located on my front page. Look all men and women alike I grow tired already of just the little fucking bullshit I have seen.If you think I am talking to someone other than you I get smart ass fucking remarks not happening guys and women oh you have fucking tested me to the limit.Who gives you the right to think you have a god given right to say what is yours and what isn't and when you think that is in jeopardy you attacked me.If you want him then fucking meet him and if you dont then shut the fuck up.I am having fun deal with it and to say I am not real.Who the fuck made you judge and jury and what does it fucking matter to you.It matters only to the ones I enjoy spending my fucking time with.Did you catch that(THAT I AM SPENDING TIME WITH)I didnt see you in our conversation did you?You saying I am not real makes me laugh my fucking ass off at you.I mean is that all you got.Just move the fuck on y

Thank You
Congratulations! Your happy hour was a great success: lots of people gave lots of love. You collected 1,017,746 bonus points as Happy Hour sponsor. Cheers! 202 members leveled up during your happy hour: Benevolent Malevolence 'Barfly' (11) Demmon5000 'Regular' (12) workthecrowd 'Fu-Fighter' (5) "The XXperience" 'Twisted Fu' (6) Thick and Plump Pinup 'Freak' (9) kkostro 'Newfu' (1) happyzinger 'Fu-Fighter' (5) SUR_oscar_lira_X3 'Freak' (9) lolseriously? 'Freak' (9) kristinjeree 'Grasshopper' (3) lburg12 'Friend of fubar' (10) AlbertM 'Twisted Fu' (6) al_in_calif 'Fu-ling' (2) bigfoot 'Twisted Fu' (6) cammi 'Fu-ling' (2) *~FLOSSIN~* 'Chill Fu' (4) Short Bus R/L Hubby to HarleyGypsy 'Freak' (9) nsheck82 'Wasted Fu' (7) onebadmf 'Bad Fu' (13) sambamm-bamm9 'Wasted Fu' (7) CHRISTI 'Idol' (15) donej2smiley 'Grasshopper' (3) mischievity 'Freak' (9) mizkity4you 'Fu-Fighte

Sometimes Daddys Suck
Evan is screaming. yep, he's pretty pissed off at me. There's not a *really* good reason why--i cut his hair, that's all. I can't take him to have it done, because he hates for someone to touch his head. Don't know why. He's ocd about several small things like that. I cut my own hair, so his is really no big deal--when he's not acting like i'm cutting his toes off. I've asked his dad to cut it every saturday for the last month. and every sunday evening, evan comes back looking like a used q-tip. it's a process that really takes less than 10 minutes, and it's not that complicated. but after 2 seconds, evan was screaming. he says "i'm done." you can't be done. only part of your hair is cut. done, momma. that's enough. just a little bit more, baby... the tears start flowing and he says "you not my best fwiend anymore" i just let that slide. for some reason, that's his new way to express anger. when the dust has settled and we watch cartoons, he'll love me again. the

Soldier Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WIL

One
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? lap 2. Your significant other? far 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? heaven 5. Your father? heaven 6. Your favorite thing? life 7. Your dream last night? blushes 8. Your favorite drink? vodka 9. Your dream/goal? live 10. The room you're in? kitchen 11. Music? ALWAYS! 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? akive 14. Where were you last night? City 15. What you're not? strong 16. Muffins?nah 17. One of your wish list items? puppy 18. Where you grew up? chicago 19. The last thing you did? laugh 20. What are you wearing? black 21. TV? SEINFELD 22. Your pets? :( 23. Your computer? life! 24. Your life? awesome 25. Your mood? happy 26. Missing s

My Gay Friend Daniel
This is my very good and very gay friend Daniel. I soooooooooo love this guy. I counted down the days till he turned 18 cause I wanna molest him. Is that strange I wanna molest a gay guy? He loves to dance and is very good at it. This is a video of him being the adorable guy I love so much.

Butterflys!!!
BUTTERFLY A man found a cocoon of a butterfly. One day a small opening appeared. He sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could, and it could go no further. So the man decided to help the butterfly. He took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon. The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings. The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time. Neither happened! In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It never was able to fly. What the man, in his kindness and haste, did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the but

Tagged
ok here goes ............... AGAIN Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. 1. I squeeze my tube of toothpaste from the bottom. 2. I buy flip top toothpaste tubes but still unscrew the tops to use them. 3. I alternate my electric toothbrush and my manual toothbrush every other day. 4. Once a week I use baking soda and peroxide to brush my teeth. 5. I always brush my tongue when I brush my teeth. 6. I brush and floss AT LEAST twice a day. 7. I am very anal about oral hygiene.. 8. I put my toilet paper OVER. 9. I am a Chap Stick junkie. 10. My favorite gum is Extra Polar Ice. 11. I'm addicted to my gum. 12. I am SO ADDICTED to coffee!! 13. I'm INCREDIBLY complex. 14. I practice Reiki. 15. I c

Join Club United!! Cindie's Awesome Bully For Us
NEW CLUB UNITED TAKING MEMBERSHIPS!!! Tis the Season to be Jolly. What a better place to be than with Club United. We have open Membership right now. We have alot of new faces and Staff. Stop by the Homepage and Join us! Club United ! See Blog To Join!!!@ fubar Or make it your New Years Resolution to make yourself happy with a great Family of Fubarians. We are not a Bombing Crew, we just have fun and party we always have something going on!! Contests, Members of the Week etc.. We do level our own within Guidelines. No Drama will be tolerated! When you do stop by read the homepage and if see what you like message any Staff Member and they will put you thru the Process. One of our Owners is recruting her name is: IslandGirl most everyone knows that name. =] Her link is ISLåИDGIЯL☠ §nIpEr's Fu-Wifey ☠Owner Club United☠Zodiak Bombers@ fubar To All that read this May you have a Joyous Holiday Season! From al

Knowledge
There Are 2 Gaps in Your Knowledge Where you have gaps in your knowledge: Science Art Where you don't have gaps in your knowledge: Philosophy Religion Economics Literature History Do You Have Gaps in Your Knowledge?

Hurt Me Again
I dont know why I even try To love you. I dont know why I let you lie Over and over. I sit and cry Every night To be with you. But you dont care And its so not fair How much I just want to hate you. I used to feel That love was real And that I found it with you. But now I see That fool was me Because I was just stupid. You never really cared You were never really there And now Im alone like I should be. I wont try again I want the hurt to end And I cant take another heartbreak.

My Girl Needs Love!!!
HELP ME HELP MY GIRL!! SHE JUST JOINED AND SHE NEEDS FRIENDS! FANS! AND RATES!! ILL MAKE A DEAL WITH YOU! IF U GO RATE ALL HER 20 PICS, ADD, FAN, AND RATE HER, ILL PAY U!! YES FUBUCKS FOR LOVE ON MY GIRL! ALL U HAVE TO DO IS SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE SAYING THAT U DID SO, AND I WILL SEND THE BUCKS! FUBUCKS FOR 2 MINS OF UR TIME? AND SHE WILL RETURN ALL THE LOVE GIVEN TO HER! SO HELP ME OUT PEOPLE!! AND I WILL HELP YOU!! ¢¾RISSA¢¾@ fubar TY TY TY!!! NOW GET TO IT, AND THEN SEND ME THE MESSAGE!! XOXO * ±®¦§hÅ£¡©¦Øû§ * OWNER of Super Tony@ fubar

Umm Yea,, Ok
Ah, yes if anyone ever wonders if they thought they ever can break me... Friends, enemies, others.. well I got news..My real name may not be Melody .. heh, but the attitude is just the same. (song down below if it plays) GRANTED I have a little Naive in ME. This is to no one in particular... If you think so....Then there is guilt some where. and YOU did wrong.. SHAME ON YOU, And you prove my theory correct.. I can't trust just ANYONE, first. No wonder that I have put up my walls up.. I despise: liars,cheaters,rapists, users, oooooh the list can go on ok the song could not be uploaded......scroll down for the name of the song,, I am 36 years old, you may think , I am not all put together in my head that some may fool me... If you had I'll move on. Don't get me wrong I get hurt just like everyone else..,,,,,, maybe more so.. If you have to break a day/night out and want to hang with someone else.. just tell me ...pfft.. If you can't think I can handl

I've Got A Dark Alley And A Bad Idea That Says You Should Shut Your Mouth
Joke me something awful just like kisses on the necks of "best friends"* We're the kids who feel like dead ends And I want to be known for my hits, not just my misses I took a shot and didn't even come close At trust and love and hope And the poets are just kids who didn't make it And never had it at all And the record won't stop skipping And the lies just won't stop slipping And besides my reputation's on the line We can fake it for the airwaves Force our smiles, baby, half dead From comparing myself to everyone else around me Please put the doctor on the phone 'cause I'm not making any sense Blame everyone but me for this mess And my back has been breaking from this heavy heart We never seemed so far I'm hopelessly hopeful, you're just hopeless enough But we never had it at all And the record won't stop skipping And the lies just won't stop slipping And besides my reputation's on the line We can fake it for the airwaves Force our smiles, baby, half dead

I Get High With A Little Help From My Friends
I've had a hard time thinking lately so I'd appreciate a little extra brainpower on this one since I'm kind of pressed for time here. I've been stressing about finding a job. But then yesterday I thought, "maybe I'm going about this wrong." So here is my question. Does it make sense for me, being a homeowner, to take a year and a half off, live on student loans and hurry up to finish school? To take loans out to pay my mortgage and monthly expenditures? I did some figuring last night and it would cost me roughly $30,000 per year. If I continue working though, school could take me maybe 3 more years and right now (or I guess I should say the job I'm about to leave) I make $24,000 a year. And the degree I'm about to get would earn me twice that when I'm finally done. I don't like the idea of going into that much debt but at the same time I'm tired of not having a defined career and I'm not getting any younger. If I keep on like I am I'll be 32 before I finally complete colleg

Duh... My 1st Stalkee...
This guy deserves some sweet fu-love!!! He is the greatest guy to have on your friends list! Love on him, rate him, fan him, and add him!!!! DUH@ fubar This bulletin was brought to you FU’s by none other than DUH’s stalker! )O( light_n_darkness )O(...Stalker to DUH@ fubar

The Finding Of Love
When I woke up this morning My first thoughts were of you My stomache started spinning I wasn't sure what to do My mind kept flashing pictures Of a beauty with long, dark hair Things were happening so quickly I couldn't stop them, I wouldn't dare My stomache began to flutter My heart began to race My pulse was overloading With the thoughts of your gorgeous face It only took a second For me to figure out That I was finally learning What true love was all about!

For Everyone To See
I just wanna tell all my friends im sorry for takin my men only photos off but im not going to have someone sit there and start takin and saving my photos on to there computer and puttin them elsewhere online. I tried to put the pictures on for the guys but it seemed to me all they want is one thing and tht is to pretty much go and save my pix to there computers well now i took them off and wanted to let everyone know im gettin married and i dont need to post anything anymore but pix that dont show nothing thanks all for listening and hope we can still be friends later all!!!

Fubar Support Cheat Sheet
Below is a list of some FuBar Support Blogs I have available. I have included clickable links, so they are easy to find. If you wish, you may link to any blog. Also, please repost so others can read this. (If you're short the 10 fubucks..i'll be happy to transfer it. :P) Clearing Cookies and Cache http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737 FU Marriage http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/947796 Clickable Pics http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/797493 How to Make Basic Skins http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/695744 Simple HTML For Your Bulletins and Blogs http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/576293 Downloading Fonts To Your Computer http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/701349 SKINS-Ripping/Pasting Code/Generating http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/567394 Site Navigation and Mumming for the New Members http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/482649 Blocking and Unblocking...Your Options http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/538359 There are many more site

The Gift
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' Life Is a Gift Today before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak. Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat. B

Respect
I saw an ex Marine, being disrepected to day by a young man. The man deserves much respect in my books. He served his country. I pulled the young man aside and said havent you ever heard of respecting your elders? To which he replied no. I was like young man, you see that man over there you just disrepected he's not only your elder but an ex Marine, and disrespect him and you disrespect me. The young man look at me, like I was jokeing. I explained to him that my Dad was vetern he served our country in the Army. And he tought me to respect my elders and any man or woman currently in the services or in the services in the past. The Young man went and apoligised to the man without a thought. The man just smiled at me as I walked away the man stated there arent many young ladies that have respect for those who serve our country let alone those that have. I smiled at him and said I'm an army brat.

"for The Children Of Ga'za"
"For the Children of Ga'za" (Steve Lieberman--1/18/2009) ROCKETS FIRED on our homeland from terrorists Our brothers just don’t want us to exist Rockets aimed at Israel from the Gaza Strip For our own survival-we must resist Staged an offensive to save our land But blameless people died with the terrorist man Our missiles killed so many innocent I mourn for you all, my soul is rent. CHILDREN OF THE GAZA, WE BEWAIL YOU TRAGEDIES OF A HATRED SO OLD WE PRAY FOR OUR PEOPLES’ PEACE FOR 4,000 YEARS BUT AN ANCIENT GRUDGE JUST CAN’T BE LULLED called a Cease fire-we stopped the raid To let in humanitarian aid To help the innocent-but peace always fades When war is rooted in ancient hate We know just how it feels to lose our babies in war They gassed them, and shot them and flogged them raw Innocent people tortured as the governments all saw The deafening slam of the death camp door Last week, in Europe, they firebombed the hom

Does He Know
DOES HE KNOW DOES HE KNOW HOW MUCH HE HURT ME HOW MUCH HE'S MADE ME CHANGE MY WAYS DOES HE KNOW WHAT IT'S DONE TO ME THE LIES, SAD EYES, THE PAIN IT MAKES NO SENSE TO ME BUT IN A WAY HE'S SET ME FREE TO KNOW THAT NOBODY CAN BE TRUSTED NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY NO MATTER WHAT THEY DO IT'S MOSTLY GONNA BE ALL LIES THEY'LL END UP HURTING YOU HE WAS THE ONE THAT BROKE DOWN THE WALLS THAT I PUT IN PLACE, I THOUGHT NOW THEY'RE BACK UP, SURROUNDED BY STEEL TO PROTECT AGAINST ALL PAIN THEY WON'T BE FOOLED AGAIN SO SOON IT WON'T BE EASY FOR THE NEXT THE SAD PART ABOUT IT ALL IS NOT THAT I GOT HURT IT'S THE FACT THAT HE'LL DO THIS AGAIN TO SOME OTHER UNSUSPECTING WOMAN MAKING THE PAIN GO AROUND INSTEAD OF RECEIVING THE LOVING

Real Life Updates
I know I know I should have deleted this by now but with everything going on in my real life, laughing at how seriously some people take this place is my comic relief and my escape. Where do I begin? OK I guess I will start with my son Nathan. If you have kept up with any of my previous blogs...miltary advice needed Follow up to military advice needed you know i have been stressed about his decision to enlist.I have come to terms with that. Actually after some events of this past year,I think it will do him a lot of good. Well we had some bouts finding out he was smoking weed( he has supposedly quit since), he got back with an ex girlfriend not two weeks after signing up who also has a 10 month old baby from another guy.He has been spending ALL his free time since turning 18 in November over her house helping her with the baby.also in November he quit his job at food city for them cutting back his hours and has been unable to find any work since due to the economy being hit so h

Hypocrisy
Alright so we all know that your girl here loves to write in her blog when she feels passionate about something so here goes another one of those gems...read and judge for yourselves: So, many of you know that I have started speaking to my Ex again...some of you think it a mistake and I value your opinion but you know that I am gonna do what I am gonna do all the while keeping your advice in mind... So I made a comment to him today about what a stupid childish cunt his current girlfriends is...keep in mind I have made this comment to him before and he laughed about it and even agreed with me, so I thought nothing of making the comment again thinking it was something acceptable to say since it was greeted with laughter before...this time it wasn't the case. Apparently I am being held responsible for breaking them up...if I have nothing to do with your relationship, how am I responsible? First of all my dear reader what you have to understand about the situation is I have been t

Where Did I Go?
I've disappeared for a while, and I apologize for that. I've gotten to deal with a shit-load of problems and trials lately. From December of 2006 until today, in January of 2009: - I had a best friend decide to invite a few friends over to shower us with his last moments with a gun in his mouth. (Death) - I had a friend that decided to show everyone how he could make crimson rivers flow from his wrists. (Death) - I had to move twice. (Once because of school, and once due to money) - I had to deal with my father having a heart attack. (Luckily he made it through) - I had my wife walk out in December of 2006, leaving me with four children, only to find out she is with another guy in Europe now, and has had a child by him. (She was a Bitch) - I returned to university, but had to leave. (Due to the shit my ex pulled putting me in a position to owe over 600 to the school) - I tried to get temp help from the state (They turned everything off, because I was a guy, so I should

Biggie Smalls Timeline
he Notorious B.I.G. (aka Biggie Smalls) was born Chris Wallace in Brooklyn, NY. In his youth, Biggie spent nine months in prison for selling crack after dropping out of high school. Legal problems (with assaults, drugs, and weapons charges) continued into his emergence as a successful rapper until his death at age 24 in 1997. Biggie's success in music began when his demo made it to the desk of Uptown Records and eventually Sean Combs (aka Puff Daddy) who took Biggie with him to Bad Boy Records. Biggie's notoriety started when he contributed a remix to Mary J. Blige's LP, What's The 411? and a track on the Who's The Man? soundtrack. August 1994: Biggie topped the Billboard Hot Dance Music Maxi-Singles Sales chart for a week with "Juicy." September 1994: Biggie's debut release, Ready To Die, was released and established Biggie as a rapping force in the industry. The Notorious B.I.G. hit the Top 40 with "Juicy / Unbelievable." November 1994: The single "Juicy / Unbelievable" was

Airport Letter
Picking you up from Airport has gotten to be one of my favorite things to do after your lil trips. I am always excited to see you again and occasionally hear tales of your fun adventures when you wanna share them, but i know never to push too much incase you aren't wanting share. As your planes arrives, I am even more excited and when i finally see you walking down the walk-way torwards me i can hardly keep from running thru security to meet you with open arms. Atlats you reach me and I give you a huge hug and long deep sensuous kiss to let you know i missed you dearly. We get your luggage and head to the carso we can be on our way home. You look stunning to me in a new dress I haven't seen before and I know it must be a gift from trip and you look amazing in it. we stop to grab some dinner after your long flight and its a nice sit down restaraunt with a great atmosphere with low lighting and candles on tables that have fancy table clothes covering them. as we sit and look at menu, my

Only On Fu To Chill In Lounge Now Plz Dont Rate Me
To all my friends i just want to say it been fun but things change and i wont be on fubar except for chillin in Devils Angels ,So please dont rate my pics or anything as im done with pic rating ,you can still get me in shoutbox when im around and on yahoo if you have it so have fun and take care.....

Auto's From 6pm To 6pm
Hey friends. This young lady will be running her AUTO 11'S from 6PM Friday to 6PM Saturday. Come show her some mad love and lets see how far we can move her. ~KiMmY^dAwN~PrOuD MoMmY oF ThReE~@ fubar

Tuesday Opie And Anthony Links: Lazlow In Studio With Gta: The Lost And The Damned, Download The O&a Show, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Shawna Lenee Afterm
Tuesday Opie and Anthony Links: Lazlow in studio with GTA: The Lost and The Damned, Download the O&A Show, New Boobs On RateMyWOW, Shawna Lenee Aftermath...and interracial smut? Oh sure.

Glossed Over
everything gets so romanticized with distance with time. . . there's the old saying about fonder hearts but i think it's more an issue of forgetting. a girl gets glossed over. like greasing the lens-- she appears angelic almost. it's not a sham so much as marketing maybe or maybe not marketing it's the desire to think that so far at least your life has meant something. it's the desire to think that everything has been something and it's been something beautiful. so you start blurring the edges and dimming the lights and before too long, with the fog of time and so many years all the nights alone and the broken hearts all the deaths and all the rejections get glossed over and you remember them just a little different. just a little better.

I Got Tagged By Mistress Of Wolves And Baybay Sunshine At The Same Time!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. I actually did this several months ago (http://www.fubar.com/blog/227036) but maybe I can still come up with 10 more random facts. 1. I curse at inanimate objects (ok that was on my old one, but it's my #1 quirk). My kids will tell you. If they hear "stupid mother fucker!" coming from the kitchen, it probably means I dropped a spoon on the floor & am berating it. 2. My right toe-nail sticks up at more of an angle then any of my other toes and therefore has a habit of cutting holes into my sock. Once it has a hole I refuse to wear it on my right foot. It becomes a "left foot" sock. Once both socks have a toe hole I chuck t

Faster Fubar?
Well don't know who'd be interested in this but... Fubar subscribes to a data mining service called "Google Analytics". Basically a cookie that tracks all the pages you visit on fubar. Really kinda harmless in my opinion, falls under what i term and a bandwidth waster. Whenever you click a link look at the lower left information bar of your browser and you'll see something like "http://www.google-analytics.com/...." which is the server recording your activity. If you use Firefox browser you can use a plug-in called "CustomizeGoogle" which allows you to block the Google Analytics plus a number of other time wasting ads and such. Read more here

My Sister
Well for those of you that know me, know that i have a sister who was awaiting trial. My sister was sentenced to 15 years. which when u look at it is a whole lot better than 40, however her life will be mostly over when she comes out. i am very torn and unsure on how to feel on this. what she did was wrong, i'm not by any means excusing it, but i think she needs help other than to sit in a prison for 15 years. how does that help her mental state? regardless of what she did i still love her and always will.

Nothing At All
i just thought id spill a few words of nothing today so here they are .......its cold here but i am gettin used to it its 30 and i am in a t shirt today ...... the ice is melting but how do folks come to choose to live in this enviroment no wonder the noth got so mad at the south i'd hate us too if i was a northern native we get all the good weather but i suppose some are smarter than others i just cant figure out why it cost twice to live here as san diego so i swear i am havein trouble with it but i can do it as ;long as shes close if the day ever comes that shes not (god forbid this plz) i will be back in cali in 7 days or less it's well .........its california i can still hit the slopes and get a tan the same day .... so i gotta ask and please reply ...WHY DO THE PEOPLE IN THE USA FAR NOTRTH LIVE IN THE FREZZEING COLD AND ICE AND ALL THAT IT BRINGS WITH IT ????????

Wings - Emerging Earth Angels, February 25, 2009
I was finally able to load and copy the follow up to Karen's Energy Alerts! This is for those who are interested. Please remember to run this by your personal "truth" filter.....I always take these viewpoints with a grain of salt, lol! Much love, warm hugs, and blessings.....This installment is called: Separation of the Worlds Welcome! In times gone by, when we were young and naïve, we may have imagined that the ascension process would be incredibly joyous, full of ease, and lift us up to a higher dimension where we would float on a cloud in Heaven, maybe eating bon bons all day, or perhaps suddenly be filled with light while our challenges disappeared in one fell swoop. We would reach the Promised Land where love would abound and we would never again have an unpleasant experience. Now we know better. Although certainly in many ways things get better and better, and if we were to look back we would see a very different version of ourselves, the ascension proce

All About The Princessmary
hi my Name is Mary iam 29 years old and i love to cook and bake i am also madly in love with the night dj in this chat room so lady's if u r loking 4 a man get in line b/c he is taken!! any i live in a small town in Port Huron and i love it here my Hobby's r ready and doing crafts moveies HarryPotter set t.v shows Lawand order ER How is it made

"careful Kitten,....what You Ask For"......
She was not sure what he had in store for her today. He had told her that he was going to push her hard, but had not explained any further. As she sat in the car, her mind was going over all the possibilities, trying to figure out what he might do. As much as she liked to think she could figure out what he had in mind, in reality she knew that he wasn’t really all that predictable. As she sat there, she became more aware of the fact that she wasn’t wearing a bra or panties. It had started as simply not wearing panties, but then her mouth had made it worse, and he had told her no bra either. As much as it was uncomfortable because the fabric outlined her nipples, the thought that she was doing this because he had told her too had her pussy wet already. As he talked, he watched her out of the corner of his eye. He saw the slight flush above the neckline of her shirt, and knew she was aroused, although he knew if he tried to get her to admit it, she wouldn’t. He was thi

Life And Death
well, everyone needs to get to know someone before they can judge them, this is what i believe, i know that i have misjudged people and found out, it tears me apart that some people won't give others the time of day because of the way they look, i'm semi-overweight and what not, and people don't wanna know me because of this, but i tell those people to fuck off, anyway i know the pain of this misjudgement, but know that this is a learning process, i've tried to kill myself over a girl before, i know now that it's not worth it, but if i can even save one person with this piece of knowledge i may find peace in this world yet, i just want to meet someone special who won't screw me over in the end, anyway i'm headed to bed gotta work tomorrow have fun

Dude Made My Day
I am laughing so hard at this ... I just have to share it I just held a little scrawny bald man up against a brick wall for 5 min while I waited for the police to show up. Dude walks in my store and does not see me on knees stocking shelf so he figures he was good to lift a couple of DVD's and leave. I followed him without a word and as soon as his foot stepped out the door snagged him by the back of his pants and the collar of his jean jacket ...put my weight into it and shoved him until he was against the brick wall. Managed to plant a knee in his back and dig out cell with one hand to call cops. As we were waiting I was yanking on the back of his pants so hard the poor bastard kept telling me his balls hurt....dies laughing. dude made my day snort

Help Jojo Level To Godmoma By Her B/d: March 25th!!
Ok so everyone knows I have been tryin to level to godmother for so many months now and I have been asking for so much help to get me there...and here I go again but this time I would like it if everyone would please help me out and get me to be godmother by the time my birthday comes around (March 25th) I know if we all put in all our efforts that I can get to that level and of course all help and love is always appreciated and returned so what do you say will you all please help me out just click the link and do what you can thank you so much Ecuadorian Goddess* Sgt.Raider's FuWife*-SBG-Keno's KO-Fu-Owned By ♦LiCkAbLe@ fubar (repost of original by 'Ecuadorian Goddess* Sgt.Raider's FuWife*-SBG-Keno's KO-Fu-Owned By ♦LiCkAbLe' on '2009-03-02 14:31:44') (repost of original by 'beachtaxi' on '2009-03-02 14:57:22') (repost of original by 'Ecuadorian Goddess* Sgt.Raider's FuWife*-SBG-Keno's KO-Fu-Owned By ♦LiCkAbLe' on '2009-03-02 14:58:55')

Dragons...
I'm starting a Dragon collection, for however long they are available. Would anyone like to help me out? I would be willin to give 3 days access to my private pics (aka a 3 day fam add) for each dragon that I get. I really really love dragons and would LOVE to own a whole lote of them! hehe.... Thank you

Update On Babii Peanut's Stuff And "project Peanut"
Okay, I FINALLY paid off Joey's crib. It'll be delivered and built either this week or next week. Also, Joey is 6 months old today!!!! WooHoo!!! Generation Next Collection Color: Cinnamon (as shown): Capturing the classic appeal of sleigh bed styling, the Generation Next crib has a drop-gate front that allows easy access to your baby. The crib converts into a toddler bed and then into a full-size adult bed with the addition of adult rails. Generation Next, the ideal choice for your family, is an entire collection of fine furniture that is designed to last for generations. In addition to the crib, I also ordered his high chair which will be delivered sometime after March 6th. It's a Foundations Transition High Chair: Okay, here's the latest update to "Project Peanut". Out of Pocket: Carol$2,469.29Thom$427.00Others$675.00Total$3,571.29 Medical Billed: $34,302.46 (of which $479.30 was paid by Carol [included in amounts above], rest paid by insura

Fubar Support
Below is a list of some FuBar Support Blogs I have available. I have included clickable links, so they are easy to find. Please feel free to link through to any blog in this area and also..repost this. The more reposts...the more guidance members have. CherryBomb Bling http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/983121 Options For Site Linking http://fubar.com/blog/60737/956305 Clearing Cookies and Cache http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737 FU Marriage http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/947796 Clickable Pics http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/797493 How to Make Basic Skins http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/695744 SKINS-Ripping/Pasting Code/Generating http://fubar.com/blog/60737/567394 Simple HTML For Your Bulletins and Blogs http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/576293 Downloading Fonts To Your Computer http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/701349 Site Navigation and Mumming for the New Members http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/482649

Birthday Bully I Done For Wizard
imikimi - Customize Your World! SEXUPURPROFILE.COM WITCHYS WIKKED GRAPHIX ~Wizard~Rating Revolution's Enforcer~@ fubar Click on his pic and show him lots of Birthday Love-He has Auto's on also! This Birthday Pimpout brought to you by:JoAnna SEXUPURPROFILE.COM

Love Type
One of my good friends found this on MSN, I thought I would post it here...So which love type are you? me personally I am the "The Negotiator" (1) THE EXPLORER: You know the type: Explorers crave adventure and are willing to take risks. Highly curious, creative, energetic, spontaneous, they have many interests — from hiking and spelunking to theater and reading. Famous examples: John F. Kennedy, Princess Diana, Angelina Jolie. Under the influence: The Explorer's behavior is largely affected by the brain chemical dopamine, which is a key player in our experience of pleasure and novelty. Longs for: A playmate. Bonds well with: Other Explorers. If you are an Explorer: My advice is to go slowly. Because you're so impulsive, you can get romantically involved too fast. And because you hate confrontation, you risk bolting from a relationship that could prove fantastic. If you find someone you are genuinely interested in, check your inclination to go out with others, and foc

Doityourself
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Lucky Charm Auction
LUCKY CHARM AUCTION!!!!! WE ARE HAVING A LUCKY CHARM AUCTION!! BEING HELD IN LUCIOUS DESIRES STARTING 3/8 ENDING 3/14!! MINIMUM BID 50K !! SO COME ON AND GET YOUR LUCKY CHARM CLICK THE LINK TO BID ON ME AND SEE WHAT I WILL DO FOR YOU WHILE YOUR HERE!! JOIN THE HOTTEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR!! WE HAVE THE GREATEST MUSIC BY " THE PHOENIX RADIO" YOU DON'T WANT TO MISS THIS CUZ IN CASE YOU DIDN'T KNOW This ia a NSFW LOUNGE!!! that means.. ANYTHING GOES !!!! If you wanna ENTER THE LOUNGE click the PIC below!! SEE YA SOON !!! (repost of original by 'LUCIOUS DESIRES' on '2009-03-07 20:44:24') (repost of original by '~*~ Lucious9774~*~OWNER of LUCIOUS DESIRES ~ * ~' on '2009-03-07 20:47:02') (repost of original by 'Ron Bartender @lucious desires' on '2009-03-07 20:51:42')

Army Attack 'brutal And Cowardly'
N Ireland Politics Scotland Wales Business Politics Health Education Science & Environment Technology Entertainment Also in the news ----------------- Video and Audio ----------------- Have Your Say Magazine In Pictures Country Profiles Special Reports Related BBC sites Sport Weather Radio 1 Newsbeat CBBC Newsround On This Day Editors' Blog Site Version UK Version International Version About the versions Page last updated at 18:02 GMT, Monday, 9 March 2009 E-mail this to a friend Printable version Army attack 'brutal and cowardly' Detective Derek Williamson said that CCTV captured "some of the events here". The murder of two soldiers as they accepted a pizza delivery was an act of "extreme brutality", MPs have heard. Sappers Mark Quinsey, 23, from Birmingham and Patrick Azimkar, 21, from London, were shot dead at Massereene Army base, Antrim. The Northern

The Train Trip
The Train Trip We run down the train platform looking for our train. Our flip-flops make clacking noise as they hit the wooden platform. “There it is!” you say, pointing. We run to catch it as the loud train whistle tells us it’s about to leave. Smoke fills the air and we almost choke. Boarding pass in hand and back packs on, we hop on the train just as it starts to move. We hand the conductor our passes as we work our way to the back of the train. We are completely out of breath, panting like dogs. In the last car we find there is almost no one there. We take seats in the last row. You stow our back packs in the over head rack as I start to sit down. I watch out the window as the train leaves the station. I reach out to hold your hand as you put your head back and close your eyes. Now at speed, the train vibrates in a rhythmic fashion, “clickity clack” As it does it gently rocks up and down. I take my hand out of yours and place it in your lap. As the train moves up and

My Love For Pitbulls
My love for pitbulls is real deep. I own one right now. His name is Nino. He is the black and white dog in my photo's. He is a really great dog. Nino is 4 years old. I would not trade him for anything. His very nice. not mean at all. So all u people out there that think every pitbull is mean your wrong. U just havent meet the right one yet. Its how u raise them. I know 5 other pitbulls and they are nice. And they all are grown so there not babys. ( BAN THE DEED, NOT THE BREED ) The other pitbull in the photos is a blue pitbull. It is my fav breed of pitbulls. If u get one that is a good breed u will be spendin some grands on them. I have seen them go for between 4 grand to 20 grand. Its no joke. ( What a blue pitbull is ) Ok the pitbull will look gray. But when the sun hit it just right you will see a blue tent in there hairs.

Some Of St. Paul's Lady Associates
Let us recap all the women preachers associated with Paul. Keep in mind that he did not tell any of them to shutup and sit down but rather commended their ministry. Woman Ministry Priscilla Pastor, Teacher and Evangelist Junia: Outstanding Apostle Phillip’s Daughters: Prophetesses. Phoebe: A Deacon Euodius and Syntyche: Exhorters. (Rom.12:8)

Dawn
I had been up for a few hours the silent body in my warm bed stirred a few times cooing moans of my caramel skinned goddess between my dirty flannel. I'd light up but the faintest cough, the slightest stirring could let her know I'm awake, and its time to be together again. Still... I can't resist the tug of her infinite charm. Like an exotic perfume luring me, guiding me through the still air on tendrils of lazy rolling smoke. My fervor burning with all the quiet desperation of this candle. Flickering, sputtering, but never unanchored to the sweet well of his lover. Lover... That smooth skin, those parted dry lips... that gasp that escape of ecstasy as my fingers firmly round the finer points. That innocent crease of gently shut eyelids in the realm between sleep and little gasping deaths. Trapped in that moment before a kiss before desperate bodies are entwined one if not for a moment- an eternity. One is not the lonliest number it is the only. Wrapped

Want A 5 Credit Bling? Read...
Today I will have my Auto-11 activated. The person that rates the **most pics will be given their choice of a 5 credit Bling. Please Private Message me with the number of pics that you rated. **In the event of a tie, I will pick a number & the person that is closest to that number without going over will be the winner** Have fun & I hope that you level. ~~If you BOMB a folder that counts too, use that count for messaging me.~~ Thank-You all & Have a Great Day!! xoxoxo Please stop by & rate this pic while you're at it

Free
i am giving away a free clearwire internet box all activation fees waived please leave me a message with what city and state you are in and i will tell you if that area is covered. if you are not interested but know someone that is please leave me their information.

Love Poems
Like A Rose My love for you is like a red, red rose, It started as a seed but it’s grown and grown. Its roots reach deep down inside of my chest, And it grows even more with each passing breath. The delicate petals lay beautiful and pure, All the doubts that I’ve had you have since cured. For all the thorns that this proud rose bears, They are all softened by the thought of your care. Soon the rose grows old and withers and dies, But the love that helped grow it will last for all time.

Please Read Friends
To all that Care.I will still be on fubar for a bit.I do not Seek VIP,I do not Desire it at this Time.I will still Create Morphs + Tags for Raters or those that will pay in FuBucks or FuBling Gifts.All Morphs + Tags will either be sent Direct or uploaded at my Photobucket Acct.If you Desire a Morph or Gif Tag.You will be Required to Download www.Flock.com or Firefox.If you use that piece of Shit Exsplorer in any form,Don't bother wasting my Valuable Time. Ownership: Of Others,unfortunately if you are bought away,I must let the others keep you.The Scrutiny I get for owning people,is getting out of hand.So many on fubar confuse Real Life + Fubar as one.I think owning others is fun,but others don't see things as I do.Perhaps because I exspect Rates from thoughs I Own. My Code of Conduct when Owning Someone: You are Required to Rate my Default which concists of 3 pages of mostly Morphs + Tags.In return I will Morph + Create Various Tags.I will also Post Bully's,Blogs to Help you L

Her Warm Hands
no amount of wordsno matter how beautifulno matter how intelligentno matter how expressivethey may becould ever describe the beautyof being just with my belovedthis is a letter written in ink of loveon paper made of lifeby the hand of someonewho is deeply in lovewith someone who has residedin his heart...a someone who has the true keyto his heartthe master key to his doors...a someone whose sadness he feelswhose pain he sufferswhose happiness he wisheswhose laughter he enjoyswhose smiles he cherisheswhose touches he craveswhose lips he kisseswhose warm hands he holdsclosely to his heartwhose presence he needsreal or virtualhere or awaynow, then or in days to comeso much does he feelthat it scares his beloved sothe scarswhich healso miraculouslyjust through looking,watching, hearing...feeling...loving...the one that he looks forward toat the beginning of daythe same one that he hates to leaveat the end of day...tell him, dear someone,that you have a someone tooa someone who is...him...w

In Loving Memory
in loving memory I had a dream last night . . .In my world justice was swift and heaven was where salvation laidHell was your worst nightmare and the circus was funStorms where beautiful and rain was healingFire burnt, water soothed. Right was wrong and left was worseI had a dream last night . . .Wisdom enlightened and arrogance defiedFreedom reigned and oppression falteredDreams were gifts and life a privilegeChoice defined you and importance made you worthyI had a dream last night . . .Love made you tolerableTouch made you sweetKisses made you weakWhispers made you crave moreI had a dream last night . . .My eyes opened to sunshineI rose with a smileSmiled with a caressBreathed with a sighI had a dream last night . . .But then I woke and you where still goneClouds turn the sky grey once moreBirds stopped singing and I was remindedTrue grace doesn’t live on earth anymorecopyright jas 2009

What I Want In A Man!
What I Want In A Man! Original List: 1. Handsome 2. Charming 3. Financially successful 4. A caring listener 5. Witty 6. In good shape 7. Dresses with style 8. Appreciates finer thing 9. Full of thoughtful surprises 10. An imaginative, romantic lover What I Want in a Man, Revised List (age 32) 1. Nice looking 2. Opens car doors, holds chairs 3. Has enough money for a nice dinner 4. Listens more than talks 5. Laughs at my jokes 6. Carries bags of groceries with ease 7. Owns at least one tie 8. Appreciates a good home-cooked meal 9. Remembers birthdays and anniversaries 10. Seeks romance at least once a week What I Want in a Man, Revised List (age 42) 1. Not too ugly 2. Doesn't drive off until I 'm in the car 3. Works steady - splurges on dinner out occasionally 4. Nods head when I'm talking 5. Usually remembers punch lines of jokes 6. Is in good enough shape to rearrange the furniture 7. Wears a shirt that covers his stomach 8. Knows not to buy champagne with sc

Farrah Fawcett In Hospitalized Critical Condition
After a three-year battle with anal cancer, Farrah Fawcettis reportedly in critical condition in an LA hospital. Radar Online reports Ryan O'Neal and son Redmond have gathered to be by her side while she remains unconscious. Our prayers are with our favorite Charlie's Angel.

The Gentleman
He asked to go to Dinner..something that is not normal for me these days. I thought to myself, what a Gentleman. Looking at his picture it was unclear what to expect. He looked well put together. There still was the mystery of seeing him face to face.As I arrived home from work that Monday evening, a sedan pulled in behind me. Anticipating, A figure stepped out of the car. As he approached, a very handsome face started to clear as he got closer.We went to dinner at a Steakhouse. For hours the conversation was flowing. Without even thinking, we walked near the water. A slight chill in the air and wind over the bay made it hard to stay outside.We went back to the house and talked more. It was very late.He kissed me goodnight. The kiss lasted for a very long time. Passion building, he just could not leave.We ended up in my bed..kissing longer. I felt him start to undress me. He began to explore my body inch by inch. His lips and tongue sliding down my neck. I felt his tongue and mouth aro

Shhhh
A chamelion allows me to see him. On the path where I walk When others pass by he moves just a bit. I rest my eyes upon him softly Vulnerable except in the ability to be overlooked because what is of larger form shares its color and he takes shelter. He hides from everyone it seems but me And I think toward it with a tear in my eye We are kin of a similar fear I wish I could disappear into something larger than me that I too would be overlooked instead of standing out awkwardly As I always do. Because certain people notice in such a way That they scare me too. And I nod farewell Pretending that the golden sunlight Shares its glow In the light around me And I am safe.

Can My Day Possibly Get Any Worse...
So i had to go into work today and talk to my boss... didnt know what it was all about but had a feeling... i was semi right about my feeling.., Due to the fact that i am going to be going to school in July for Cosmetology, and need a schedual change at work and my call ins since i started working there (which for 90% of them i have doctors notes saying i was UNABLE to work) I have to put a 2 week notice in before July. I dont understand WHY they keep picking at me, and never touch the people whom call in ever weekend when it is their weekend to work. I dont fuckin get it... But whatever.. so i have to look for a new job ASAP. I am so friggin pissed off right now... GOD FUCKING DAMN!

Yoooo!!
hey foookers.......I miss all you guys.....i have no net at home at the moment and its gonna be awhile before i can pay my bill....Send me emails to wesleyalexander34@yahoo.com.....or you can leave me love notes here......I ve entrusted someone to look over my page while i cant be on....i truly miss each and every one of you and hope things are well where ever you live.... Love, Superman

Demon Speaks In Tougues
about 5 yeras ago i over heard 4 diferent demons speaking in tougues but somehow i was able to understand them.it was a cusrse put into the world and ill tarnslate what they might ( might i said .im not a prophet so dont get me wrong again im not a propet )be saying or you can get a paster to translate for you but i doubt they can speak in tounges.how do i know there language idk i came to me after they curse me with many difererent speels they say it protective .i hear angels too but i dont know wich are demons or angels so ill treated them as all lies .when in doubt there is no doubt.i am ashame i can understand their words cuz it makes me feel like i am evil but im not though i ahve my own sins and wrong doing in the pass but as my name says oudawn.it means a new light.like how when you seee a new day you say oooh dawn repsresenting a new hope a new person a new chance yup i came up with it my self from my original name, phetoudone ,phet means diamonds and oudone is a town in thaila

Whatever
ok come to the realization that im never truly on here but oh well ehy not be here um.... lets see im also thinking that i need to quit somking so i need help god this is sad reaching out to people i dont even know haha ok well i guess being 19 has its perks well anywhoo i do hope i got ot see my wife and daughter soon need a job furst if you are thinking why is there no periods ill tell u why FUCK PUNCTUATION thats why ahahahaha idk im bored tired havent slept at all

I Give Up
Libra Horoscope Monday, May 4th, 2009 -- Suppressing your feelings isn't necessarily the best way to handle your anger if you believe that others are demanding too much from you now. You don't need to fly off the handle with a dramatic display of emotions; all you have to do is calmly and clearly state your case. There's no reason to apologize or negotiate; you can only do so much. Additionally, you will gain respect if you establish your limits in a professional manner. Now that I have that there let me tell you the damn irony in it. I walked out of Bio today due to the teacher being a complete liar and just plain STUPID. It took everything in me not to tell her off which in turn would have made her cry and then I would have smacked her for crying! UGH. I've had it with all this stupidity. I need a break... from the net..school..kids..friends.. life. Im now off to go argue with IT as to why we can't access blackboard or the school website which I need in order to get the

The Day I Met Rutger Haur
Was a day like any other. I was staying in the same hotel I am at now. I had a scottish freind who worked at the sheratin hotel's skylounge right next to the Schipol international airport. There was like a 10 foot long conference table. I was at the top right ith my 17inch laptop plugged in drinking beers and espressos. Playing diablo II lord of destruction no less. I am not even really paying attention. I look up and there across the tbale is an old guy with white hair and 4 aribians guys on hos side of the table and an empty chait to my left and a couple guys in buisnesssuits at the two end chairs. I look up cause my beer was getting low and notice these guys. So I endup sittin there blabbling away being myself and talkin with these guys. And I am thinking this guy sure looks like rutger haur. So I endup talking with these guys like an hour or so and I head to the bar and order a beer and espresso. My scottish freind and you have to imgine this ina scottish brougue says "man! ya know

Dropped Blatter.
AS U ALL KNOW I HAVE A DROPPED BLATTER... I GO SEE A SURGEON ON WED.. I HOPE TO GET IN FOR SURGERY NEXT WEEK... SO I WELL BE IN THE HOSPITAL FOR ABOUT A WEEK AND I WONT BE ON HERE. BUT I STILL NEED THE LUV.. AND PRAY FOR ME.. MUAH..

Today Is Love You Day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today is love u day. Send to everyone you love. Whether it s real love or friend love. Ur spoiled if you get 4 back.Did Anyone Ever Tell YouHow Important You Make Others FeelSomebody out here is SmilingAbout Love that is so RealDid Anyone Ever Tell You thatMany Times When They were SadYour E-mail (and chats) made Them Smile a bitIn Fact It made Them GladFor the Time You Spend Sending ThingsAnd Sharing whatever You FindThere are No Words to Thank YouBut Somebody, Thinks You re FineDid Anyone Ever Tell YouJust How Much They Love YouWell, My Dearest FriendToday I am Telling YouI HOPE I GET THIS BACKI believe that without a specialfriend you are missing out on a lot.

Turmoil
My mind is willing, my heart closed my soul yearning, body transposed this thing I feel, pulling away telling me to go, telling me to stay confusing lines, mind in pain wanting change, and everything the same no sense in this, living in the past but I stood still, and life went by fast Love lost, happiness gone, soul tormented learning hurts, mind suffering, thoughts demented Maybe one day there will be no more pain no more thoughts of the past to drive me insane but then again, they keep my feet on the ground they are all thats left, your no longer around

Blame ~devilgirl~
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted?Emily :][2] You were in the car with?roomate[3] Went to the mall with? Winston[4] Person you talked on the phone with?Emily[5] You messaged/commented on Fubar?Mel T/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?trueQ: Been searched By Cops?trueQ: Been suspended from school?trueQ: Sat on a roof top?trueQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?trueQ: Broken a bone?trueQ: Have shaved your head?falseQ: Played a prank on someone?trueQ: Had/have a gym membership?trueQ: Shot a gun?trueQ: Donated Blood?falseWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?eat[2] Be serious or be funny?funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?beach[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?ShotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?moon[2] Winter or fall?fall[3] Left or right?left[4] Black and white or colored?W

Dmt And The Release Of Endorphines
a voice rang out through the corridorof another heartless pleainvisible twist thought the turnstilescould this calling be me?bloodshot awakeningthe ringing in my earslook above to the noose's bellowingthis could once render all of my fearsflash of consciencenumb of desiregiving all for nothing giving all to quelch this firethat burns savishly withinto understand this bitter endis to find a new way to beginwho would aknowledge such a ritualistic demisethrough a search for a makeran uneasy compromisewe spend a lifetime for an answerwhen we can reach it in secondstake the rope and welcome as it beckonsyet i'm still searchingfor a hopefull tomorrowa universal calmno need to beg steal or borrowbut this happens within dreamssecure of harms wayfunny how nothing's as it seemswhen lucid eyes see the greythe fibers hold tightas it's grip tells of fateI only wished but never quiteto see a future worldly great......

Swimming And Balls
I went "swimming" today. Not really though, unless you count sitting in a kiddie pool that was about a foot and a half deep. It was nice though, just deep enough to sit in and cool off. Now for my words of advice: 1. Do NOT put sunscreen on and then get right in water. You'll get your face wet and wipe it off. At that point you will not think about it and rub your eyes...causing burning from hell. It sucks. 2. Do NOT get in a pool with jean shorts on and a white cami. The shorts hurt when you take them off and well, the cami gets really tight and you can see through it. Thank God it was in our backyard and we have a fence. As for the "balls"...it's really only one ball, but the plural version of the word sounded much better. I got my bowling ball today. Maybe I can go practice some this weekend and get really high scores now. =]

Cradle Of Filth - Nymphetamine
Lead to the river Midsummer, I waved A 'V'' of black swans On with hope to the grave All through Red September With skies fire-paved I begged you appear Like a thorn for the holy ones Cold was my soul Untold was the pain I faced when you left me A rose in the rain So I swore to thy razor That never enchained Would your dark nails of faith Be pushed through my veins again? Bared on your tomb I'm a prayer for your loneliness And would you ever soon Come above unto me? For once upon a time From the binds of your lowliness I could always find The right slot for your sacred key Six feet deep is the incision In my heart, that barless prison Discolours all with tunnel vision Sunsetter Nymphetamine Sick and weak from my condition This lust, this vampyric addiction To her alone in full submission None better Nymphetamine Nymphetamine, nymphetamine Nymphetamine girl Nymphetamine, nymphetamine My nymphetamine girl Wracked with your charm I am circled like prey Back in the forest Where whispe

One More Day!!
I would like to take the time these last 11 hours to say to farewell. Those who know me know what is about to do ... It embarking on a journey. I don't know when I will be back or how long it will take but I have to leave. For those woman i want to do bad bad things with i am sorry but you will have to wait. I am cleansing my impure thoughts and washing away my desire to drive you to certain extacy. For those men who I would love to continue to tease and in a disgusting way flirt with. I apologize its not you its me... lets be friends... its better off that way.. I have to apologize to the one person i have continually provoked. He takes it like a champ and tries to fight back. He will be my arch enemy my love my friend my foe.. and a whore... He loves it when big bamboo objects are shoved straight up his ass... I will miss you Seamus you will be forever in my thoughts as im sittign on the toilet taking a banana shaped, yellow colour floater.... There is only love in my heart for

Anything
Anything. i melt in your eyesi try so hard to pull awayjust to run back to youyou are so fucking beautifulin my dazed dreamsand moresowhen i am awake you are dangerous because i let you ini let you in because you are dangerousyou burn me with passion and desireand with curiousityyou make me smileyou make me dreami want more from you than i would ever aski want your desirei want your dreamsi want your darknessi want your tearsyour deepest joyyour greatest sorrowsyour fears, your gazeyour everythingright now you are everythingi dream in shades of youi sleep wrapped in imaginary armsi awaken wondering if you are a dreamand you are a dreami wonder if you understand-and how you possibly could when even i cannot-what i am going throughjust knowing you existjust knowing there is someone like you out therebeyond my grasp, beyond my sighti do want your bodythis is truebut there exists so much more in my desiresi tried to tell myself you are just a bodyto objectify youin a way that would let

Dear Mother
.. .. .. .. .. .. .. ...... .. .. .. Dear Mom~ 1996.... I wake up each morning with you in my mind. I fumble through thoughts that aren't so kind. The next feeling I feel every day, too hurtful to talk of, too painful to say..... My mind races with questions directed to you. My heart is bleeding and torn in two. One minute I'm angry and want to hate, but conquered by love, I procrastinate..... I feel alone abandoned by all. Even you Mom built a wall. You are so far away, and you never come here. I find myself missing you and try not to tear..... I wipe it away and stuff it inside. These feeling I feel have started to collide. My weary mind tells me to stay away, my burning heart just screams to pray.... God gives me answers through my heart. He says Mothers and daughters should never part. I keep hanging on because I love you so much, thanking the Lord for he is my crutch..... You don't even know me at all anymore. I became a woman and you closed the door. I've grown in age

People Who Get Into Fights On The Internet.
NOBODY cares about threats over the internet,so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard.Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics;Even if you win, you're still retarded.

Attention Fubar Friends!
sorry for neglecting you!!! it's not that i dislike Fubar..i'm just not as into it as i used to be! if you are on myspace or twitter please add me cos for some reason i check those everyday. http://myspace.com/joliedrama http://twitter.com/mrsnoggle if you are on livejournal add me on there too!! http://mrsnoggle.livejournal.com THANKS!!!!!!!

Who Wants A Cherry Bomb Or A Auto 11 For Cheaper Then What They Usually Cost ???
If you are willing to send me a 25 credit Bling Pack which only costs $20 i can save you $15 and turn that in to your choice of either a Cherry Bomb or a Auto 11. If you are interested in this either shout box or private message me for more details. Thank You,Lou I do have Referrals, so pleas stop by one of them and ask them how pleased they where about this. **ODB**~tAt2EdgUrL~ ?ADDICTED_2_A_DJ? Racegirl24™ *ANGEL OF LOVE* Åñgèl U?dèr Csvër? ® * Moonlight Leveler * ( DONE THIS 7 TIMES ) £ûk?Ÿßåß?™ ~?OG?G?Ð-?PIC~ THESPOILED01~*Owned By My #1 Nick~One Spoiled Twî§Tèd Phü©kê®§

My Heart Goes Out To...
My heart is especially going out to US soldier in Afghanistan. POW Pfc. Bowe R. Bergdahl, 23, of Ketchum, Idaho. You are in my prayers and I am thinking of you and praying for your safe release back into United States hands. You will not be forgotten. I also want to add that my heart and prayers go out to all of our troops and you are loved with so much affection. I pray everyday for your safe returns and am so thankful for what you do. You are all not forgotten!! *Hugs & Kisses to all*

So Alone
So alone in my bedAlone listening to nightly whispersAlone in my thoughtsAlone standing in courtAlone I stand and fight Alone I pray for rainbow lightsAlone in the morning I awakeAlone I celebrate my joysAlone I cry out my sadnessAlone I voice out my fearsAlone in strenghtAlone in wealthAlone in good healthAlone I try to understandAlone I seek knowledgeAlone I share what is mineAlone I try not to be aloneAlone when my time has come, I pass away.....................

Debbullan's Official Message...reaching Out To Dr. Benjamin
I am sending this evening because I found Dr Benjamin's email address earlier today. I verbally confirmed with the clinic Dr Benjamin will receive emails through the below address. Make this letter as public as you feel comfortable. Please ask everyone to keep in mind they are emailing a non profit clinic since Dr. Benjamin runs it, it also happens to also be the only way I have been able to confirmed we can contact the Doctor. Thank you for your hard work, your diligence and your heart for the patients that need you.Within the announcement I read of your being named US Surgeon General, you have been called a "superb communicator" as well as "The Future Voice of Health" Dr. Benjamin, please embrace Hepatitis C as a focus during the daylight of your public service.With your experience I am trusting that I do not have to repeat information and statistics about both HCV and Hepatitis C that you surely know as fact. Actionable focus is in dire need of your attention Doctor. Doctor you k

Don't Read If You Happen To Be One Of The People I'm Talking About
sitting here contemplating the way friendships can just dissolve from lack of caring on one persons side...i have sat here wondering about all the names and numbers and friends i have on this and that site...trying to figure out while the hell i keep them there...why i don't just delete them and say the hell with you...after all...that's what has been done to me...i never lied to anyone...never pretended to be any more than what i am...human the same as them...but it never ceases to amaze me that people can adopt a "holier than thou" attitude when you slap them in the face with the truth...and that is what has happened to several of my so-called "friends" these days...they seem unable to remain friends with a woman when they all of a sudden find the love of their life...pathetic really...just goes to show that it does no good for anyone to be a friend to someone when they are in need...cuz when that need disappears with the appearance of a new love...the need for the friend disappears

Ok, This Is How I Feel.
I sit here at work completely beside myself of the goings on on Fu. The amount of straight up unkindness floors me. Fu use to be a cool place to meet people. As of lately people only give a shit about leveling! WTF is wrong with everyone? People are begging and offering this or that. When is the last time you simple said Hi! How are you today? Geninely cared how somone is feeling? I think people need a reality check. How sad I am at this moment. This place causes jealousy too. I am feeling it myself at this moment thus the reason I have chosen to step away from fu for a few weeks. I am sick of it to be honest. The comments, gifts and bling. Its so very easy to hurt someones feelings on here. I am officially hurting and have no idea what to do next. I know that I deserve so much more.

Beginning Of Work
okay sotuesday my bro in law calls me and ask if i want to go back work for pulte building systems...well little back ground first..been unemployed since mid a april...got laid off for suspended license but got it back 5 27 09..i worked for pulte building systems for two yrs now..now my aniversary is may 20 07..but anyways he said i can run a rake grade crew..very labor intense but it is work...i will be finish graden new home construction for pulte homes... i said yeah and went back..i get a company truck tralier for haulen material gas card and all the beels and whistles...[ulte homes is one of the biggest home builder now... i did my orientation on wednsday..which took 4 or 5 hrs...then had to go do a drug screen..went to concentra same day taken care of..good for me..now need to wait to come back clean..which it should..havent smoked pot since new years of 07..being very good now...and since my license is month old my mdr will come back clean as well...waiten game now..

1984
1984: the Baby cherokee was created with either an AMC 2.5L 4cyl or a Chevy 2.8 V6 motor the Grill was a 10 slot and it came in 2 or 4 door with a rear hatch they could have either a Ba 10 or BA 15 5 speed tranny or a 3 speed auto

Green
I am in a state where they actually have stuff that falls from the sky. It is called rain. What a concept. Somehow, this "rain" stuff gets into the soil and inturn is absored into the trees and grass making them a beautiful green color. At my hometown we have water, but it is sitting near the beaches and we can't seem to use it for anything, except raising property values to those who live by it.

John Hughes Is Dead!
"The US film director and writer, John Hughes, who created some of the most famous comedies of the 1980s and 1990s, has died at the age of 59. The director died after a heart attack in New York, his spokeswoman said. Hughes was the director of such successful films as Ferris Bueller's Day Off, The Breakfast Club, and Planes, Trains and Automobiles." Source : BBC Online

Loving You Is Easy
LOVING YOU IS EASY There is so much I want to share with you,But my words are lost within meI have so many emotionsHow do I make you seeLife is not that simpleHear this from my heartOur love will concur allAs we stand here at the start.Not speaking to you is killing meYou there and me hereBut one day soon that will changeAnd I will finally have you near.The Angels they did send youThe day that we metOur love will last foreverAs in concrete it is setCome fly, fly with me babyOh come fly with meWe can explore our love togetherAnd set our emotions freeFor the skies are without limitsAnd the tree tops we sour tooPerched upon a branchOur love is forever trueI never meant for this to happenBut I am sure glad it didHearing your love and laughterMakes me feel like a kidPlease never doubt my loveWhat is shared between you and meCause I am here to hold youYou just wait and seeBut for now, I have to be patientAnd except our destinyBut I promise you this my darlingYou are forever within me.

Rating Pics And Such
How many times have you responded to someones call for leveling help to look up at your bartab and see they are playing slots or something totally unrelated to helping themselves level? If i ask for help in leveling you can damn sure bet your last dollar I am rating on someone else rather than playing one of the games or griping cause I don't have an auto. Get real people you have to help yourself before you get help. I rated my tail off from feburary to may before I ever got my first auto, and it was given to me because I could not afford bling credits till recently. Do you people honestly believe everyone owes you or what?

Happyness.
It comes in all shapes and sizes but if there is one thing i have learned its that only you can make your self happy. your friends can help but you have to be willing to let your self be happy. Its not about getting to were your going its about how you got there. As i walk along the water i relize im not alone. my refelection is there and its holds everything that i am when someone asks who i am. I look at my refection. I see a women who got lost for awhile but has found her way everytime a women whos cards that were delt sucked but played it and is winning so far a women who has been used and abused but still has risen above all of it to become someone who is happy..

Poem
WOUNDS OF WAR Some wounds of warAre never seenThey're buried deep within No open woundNo Purple HeartNo blemish on the skin But these are woundsThat leave a scarUpon our very soul They tear our heartsCause miseryAnd take a heavy toll Our bloodless woundsCause us to askOh, God, what was it for We go through lifeNot knowing whyWe have these Wounds of War

Tribal Tattoos
Tribal Generator lets you create, save and print your own tattoo designs. You can also get ideas for your next tattoo from the online gallery of tribal tattos other people have created. tribal tattoos | tattoo designs

Janiz Willson
Hiiiii, I am Janiz and arts and painting is my passion and i want to sell my paintings. Next tip is to bear in mind that to sell paintings is not always to get money. Appealing any art forum may mean trading your product with something else. Do this by offering your art community constury to restaurants, hotels, coffee bars, among others. Make a deal: you’ll allow them to borrow your work and hang it in their establishment for display but in return they’ll provide you with goods or services. With this, you are lessening your monthly budget and you’ll have more publicity.

The End
I sit here and I remince Of looking in your eyes Getting lost in your kiss And your hand on my thighs Running your fingers throught my hair Hands down my back Its over, how unfair The qualities you lack You assume it can work out And be together again I have to say I have my doubts I think it is the end I love the way you treat me But we aren't right I need to find the one for me The one who will stand up and fight Samantha Lewey

Wonder Why I Let People In
yet again i did it i starting liking a guy i got hurt i should just give up on people i done it all for guys it will be nice to have a guy do some thing for me for once with my hubby i got him a car pay off all his shit and what i get is abuse same with my x's rape abuse i did it for a bf in nh as well i did it for alot of people i am DONE WITH EVER ONE IF ANY one things they are man then contact me other wise dont bother

Need Ya Guys More Then Ever
guys i help when ever i can and always do i come to the aid of you when you dont want who owns you, so i buy you even for a short time, drinks are on me alot and im broke now i need some help and i never do this but i do, at least this time, i'll continue to be there for ya but a little support will help im fubroke as hell and can do no more. yor help will not be forggotin.

Lonely
numbness arrives unannounced,unwelcome no knock at the door on the matt of my expectations it wipes it's feet. drowning in my sorrows joy,happiness,and serenity scatter, like splashed droplets in a hot frying pan color fades to shades of grey light dims to a faint shimmer casting shadows of despair over my eyes as a sloth i become motionless without intent or direction lost within myself dead calm drains my sails in this overwhelming emptiness it is then that i truly understand what it feels like to be lonely

Life Is Funny
Life is funy. It has a weird way of showing someone that we are all human. I am glad that I have the friends that I do have. They have always been there for me when my life has not gone very well. Friends are good to have to remind someone of the fact that there really is something out there that IS worth living for and working towards. Today is today. Hopefully, tommorrow will be better. I have the option of carrying on a grudge towards a person. Yet it is not in me to do that. If I did that then I would not be living life. Thank you for reminding me that I do have feelings and that I am capable of actually caring for someone. Better yet, I am only human with all the faults and flaws of being human. I am a real person with real intentions. Just like I have always said before and I will continue to say: LIKE ME, LOVE ME, OR LEAVE ME. I am still me and always will be. I am Just Me.

Love For All Seasons
Hey there, boyDid you happen to know, wherever you goI'll follow? Ooh, babe, you're like a cool breezeOn a summer dayWhen you're near meI don't know what to do; feel like a foolLike a schoolgirl, true blue girlWho wants to know, can you come out and play?You make me feel the way a womanIs supposed to feelSo let me show you, show youMy love's for real(Chorus:)I'll be the rain in your summerThe chill in your fallI'll be what you wantAnything at allI've got a love for all seasonsA love for all timeI'll be the fire in your winterThe sun in your springI'll do what you wantGive you ev'rythingI've got a love for all seasonsA love for all timeI'll be there for youKeepin' you warm through the stormI'll guide you, stand by youUntil the stars fall from the skyWhen you call meI never hesitate, makin' you waitFor my love; never lie, loveIt's something that I just can't denyI'll read your each and ev'ry feelingWhen you need me toSo, now, I gotta let you knowThis love's for you(Repeat chorus)(Bridge

Brooks & Dunn The Long Goodbye
"The Long Goodbye" I know they say if you love somebody You should set them free But it sure is hard to do It sure is hard to do I know they say if you don't come back again Then it's meant to be (so they say) Those words don't pull me through Cause I'm still in love with you I spend each day here waiting for a miracle But it's just you and me goin' through the mill climbin' up a hill [CHORUS] This is the long goodbye Somebody tell me why Two lovers in love can't make it Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart No matter how hard I try I always make you cry Come on, baby, it's over?-let's face it All that's happening here is a long goodbye Sometimes I ask my heart did we really Give our love a chance (just one more chance) But I know without a doubt We turned it inside out And if we walked away It would make more sense But it tears me up inside Just to think we could still try How long must we keep running on a carousel Goin' round and round and never getting anywhere On a win

I'm Back In Fu-world
I have been offline for almost a year and have missed ALL my Fu-Friends. I hope to hear from ya'll soon. I have gotten my divorce and have so moved on. I am renting my mom's house now and can afford to be back on line. LOL Dad is doing well. The kids are fine. Sara started kindergarden. My boyfriend Lynn lives with me. We met July 10th and have been togather ever since. We have know each other for 21 years. We were friends from back in high school. We were never romantic. We were great buddies! I was in the store on July 6th and he asked if it were me and I said yes. We exchanged numbers,talked and had our 1st date on the 10th and I have not let him go home since. It is cool that our friendship is still there. If I had only dated him in high school maybe I would not have suffered in my past relationships. LOL I have thought bout him several times in 21 years and woundred if he was the one that got away. He is good to me and the kids. He is actually teaching me how to cook. If ya know m

Issues
People have some serious issues here ! I can't believe how there are so many people caught up on being re assured on just how they appear to others seeking approval by taking on so many friends just for points rates bling how sad ! Theres people with friends in the thousands ,friends? I don't think these people know the meaning of the word Friends a friend is someone you share a part of your life with simple things like wow i'm feelin bad or great today or I sure could use someone to talk to rite now! I'd like to challenge those with so many friends to try and visit each one and say hello to each one ! I don't think you can do it and I also think your just using people to gain only for yourself. How much more insecure do you need to be before you realize that your not a friend your a sad example of the word! Don't include me in your game because I'm not here to make you feel better about yourself by rating you everydayhelping your self esteem. And for those with whom I chat with or

Does Beauty Transcend......
Through the coldness and impersonal contact of the cyber world, one does not often take the time to look and find that special spark of beauty and feeling when conversing with others. While it may happen by chance, one does come across that which can only be seen as natures view of perfection. One can make a happenstance connection with a special someone that exudes both charm and grace. One can find that by simply taking the time to ever so carefully get to know someone.......you find that through the miles of cabling, electronics and magic which is the computer......a real beauty shines forth. In clumsily forging a new friendship, a new relationship with an image......a heartfelt posting, you find the perfection of a rose. It is not often that one feels the utter charm, grace and beauty in a cyber world friend. The shear elegance of words cannot adequately define the feeling of radiance that this special woman puts forth. In this new found union of minds....one can see and

Father Had A Stroke 3 Weeks Ago - Update
Well, my father had a stroke about 3 weeks ago, i've been in and out of the hospital to visit him quite frequently, yesterday i went to the hospital to visit my him, and sofar he is able to move his leg pretty good but the newest news is he is actually able to move his arm.. with quite a struggle but still none the less he IS able to move it!!!

Written For Me By The Irish Madhatter Ocoileain ♥
Dressed for the hunt, the pantther is on the prowl....ready to strike, she releases her growl....a thing of beauty in her hunt of prey....picking and choosing amonst the flock to see who stays....finding those worthy, she shows her heart....and then the hunt truly starts

Buying Vicks 44 Online Is Expensive!
I stole this from Tom. Have fun reading it. 1. Do you think you can get through it without answering "I don't know"?Sure3. Where do you wish you were right now?With John, in his bed.4. What should you be doing right now?Working. They let me leave early!5. Does sex mean love?It can. Sometimes it's just sex.7. Are you a bad influence?lol, I'm gonna say no. I'm sure others would say I can be9. Night out or night in?Depends on who my company is10. Single forever with a great family or no family and your soul mate?I don't get a long very well with my family, so I'm going to say no family and my soul mate.15. Would you share a drink with a stranger?The closest I've gotten to that was drinking after Drunk1 the day I met him in person. Normally, I wouldn't.19. Would you rather be in a permanent relationship or play the field?Permanent relationship. Being single is over-rated. 21. Do you think its right for straight guys to get their tongue pierced?Whatever floats their boat I suppose.23. Do y

My Personal Instrumental
give me a pen and a pad and watch me paint picturesas long as there is ink in this pen i can keep bringin thisinfinite is the depth of my mind that comes intertwined withhumbleness, insanity, realness, cocky with sarcastic wita magical arsonist who played with fire and just inhaled itif i gave you a glimpse into my minds very own cypher5 me's are involved and it quickly becomes hard to decipherwho's the normal one, all of their sanity is hanging by a small wireall eyes are, locked in on me and it makes me feel uncomfyrather be below the radar where very few know of meanti social hand gestures from me to you just said blow mei apologize, that was out of line of me and i'm truly sorryi lie... i'm not sorry, when i'm being sarcastic i lack sincerityi will forever only speak what my heart tells meevery time my heart beats it's like it allows me to seetruthfully, it gives me a canvas to lay on verbal imageryevery time my heart beats it's like an instrumental to memy hearts telling me to go

Compromising Ourselves
Don't compromise yourself. YOU are ALL you've got. - Janis Joplin When we compromise ourselves - by hedging, capitulating, or failing to fight for what we believe in - a little piece of ourselves caves in. It's a slippery slope; first we give in on little things; before long we've given up our voice and our vote. Compromise & compromising ourselves are two, different things. The one involves honoring ourselves; the other involves failing ourselves. Affirmation: I will keep myself intact.

Too Much Bs Going On!!
Why is it when you want to post something like pictures of urself or blogs,that there has to be haters??Well I came up an answer,they r just haters who don't ethier like themselfs and have to be mean to others or just to be donkeys!!I really don't really care what people think or say about me.I do what I want when I want.I don't start anything with anyone unless they start with me.I am the nicest person there is until you piss me off then I turn into a real bitch!Sorry that is just the way I am.I have a saying,Fuck with my family,you Fuck with me!!!!!and also,Love me,Love my kids!!I am going to be 32 yrs old,I don't need any high school crap!!I mean damn,grow up people!!Are we adults or teenagers back in high school??!!

My True Love
The first time I saw him, my heart turned on fire. My body was filled, with lust and desire. His eyes pierced my soul, I fell to the ground. In my mind I knew, that my love was bound. His eyes was so sparkling, his touch so divine. From that moment on I wished he was mine. When I’m all alone, out in the night. He comes along, and finds the light. When I am sad, and life’s no fun. He will be there to be my sun. In every moment, of my life. I always wish, he was my husband. After this is said, you maybe know. That this special man, is my true love. Written by: M David

Offended. [not Really, But Kind Of]
Most people on mine and Witchie's friends list know that we have nicknames for each other. I call her Goober and she calls me something else. Some time today I was visited by a user with the name "Goober".....it wasn't her. Why in the world is that bothering me? lol. The first person that can tell me what she calls me, wins a bling. [no Witchie, you can't say it]

Trolls, And Gnomes, And Faeries, Oh My!
Last night I had the pleasure of enjoying an interesting conversation from a family friend that I hadn't spoken to in a while. She was quite distraught when she called and said she needed a night out away from her son (a 25 year old who is mentally retarded and unable to live unassisted). Understanding the need to get away from the kid(s) I accepted and met her for dinner. When I got there, she was seated and notably anxious. After persuading her to spill the beans, she told me of an incident that happened last week. My friend is a single mother (the father left when his son was diagnosed) and a teacher. She leaves her son at home while she works, with a neighbor who comes in to check on his from time to time. She got a call while in class last week, and it was her son, very excited to tell her that he caught a troll and needed her to come home right away. Laughing it off, she said that she would be home at 3:30 and to stay out of trouble in the imaginary world. About an hour later,

9/30 - Coinage
Coinage Picking friends or lovers Either way the ascent and descent of the heart's coin toss is watched with bated breath. Heads, they won't play with yours. Tails, it's between your legs. Somersaulting wishes plentiful as fountain's littered base. You'd think your nimble fingers could mask the tremors by now. Yours is not the only one taking flight, landing among both nickel-plated and sterling silver souls alike; with a few wooden ones for good measure. Show those gratitude for they make no bones about their halfhearted attempts at playing impostor. Bask even more in the shine of those unabashedly real, for once you catch them, they will never be tossed again. As for the dangerous ones, the only ones who over time lose their cover by showing their true colors; the green mark left on your skin is just their stamp of envy, and it always washes off.

Naughty Application
Your Name:Your age:Favorite position:1. Do you think I'm cute?.2. Would you have sex with me?3. Lights on or off?4. Would you have to be drunk?5. Would you take a shower with me?6. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?7. Would you leave after or stay the night?8. Do you like cuddling afterwards?9. Condom or skin?10. Have sex on the first date?11. Would you kiss me during sex?12. Do you think I would be good in bed?13. Would you use me as a booty call?14. Can I use you as a booty call?15. Can we take pictures of the act?16. How long would we have sex?17. Would you tell your friends about me?18.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Helper
Dear Secret Person, Once upon a time you were just a mere person No one special, another guy I exchanged smiles with And a few fun laughs along the way That is until one day I truly listened to your words That day I learned that you were no longer that mere person Rather a character I found positive attributes in So I strapped myself in for the fast ride of your life Knowing the sharp turns and unexpected bumps would drive me ahead in life Slowly I opened up to you allowing you to view the naked me Without my known persona and masked disguise And in return you shared your goals, hopes and ambitions Trusting that we could help each other grow hand in hand We became trusting friends that Aristotle described Meaning our true selves and actions bettered each other A true friendship is when two can learn and encourage one another automatically And unknowingly we became just that I am still young and have many years of learning ahead But because the opport

Being An Idiot
Why do the ones that love us the most have to go to such extremes to make open our eyes? Here I have such a wonderful and loving lady in my life. I am destroying the happiest days of my life by waiting till it is/was too late to do anything about it. I have finally, after tough love persuation, have realized I am not in control as much as I thought I was. Although not physical as of yet, I have a temper and anger problem. I don't know where it is coming from and don't even realize it is happening. It took being apart from the one true love of my life for me to finally realize it. I am in the process of getting the help I need to save my loved ones as well as myself. More so myself. Let's see how do I start explaining this. I grew up with a mother that used to whip me with a garden hose, made me knee for hours at a time in a corner on raw rice, always told me I would never mount to anything, I was useless, etc. Well through the years of mental abuse from that I guess it takes a tol

Fates Hand
I will stand before the enemyIt seeks to destroy for its own sake I, like it, seek to destroyAlso for no personal gainSimply to act and leave an impact through destructionMy blade in my right hand lies dormantA power pulses in my left handThe reason and source of power, of life, changesMy reasons for living have strayed from the path of emotionless actionBe damned what I wish, do what is neededThere I stand before my enemy with hope beside me

The Best Stuff
http://www.justin.tv/lorelei0922#r=vfqBeoI~ Im an animal lover, ive grown up all my life with more then just too animals in my home. My next pet will be a ferrit in due time. The link is to a mother ferrit and her babys, three of her babys died to unknown causes but two still remain from the litter of five. Very sweet, take a min to awe mother nature at her finest.

..mother's Day...
I wrote this yesterday... Today is the day the most mother's spend with their children. But with my current situation, my child is still 2500+ miles away from me. But I was just sitting here thinking. I did get to see 3 of my kids today. So I shouldn't be that upset, but of course, it doesn't compare to my baby boy. Last year, on Mother's Day, I got to hold, hug, and kiss my baby boy. This year, he's so far away, but I did get to spend part of the day with another little boy that now has my heart in a bind. And about 10 minutes with the 2 teenagers in my life that are now considered my step-children (NO, I'm NOT married, for those that are not understanding it). And for that, I am very grateful. Last year, I was just a little girl, tryin' to take care of a little boy. This year, I'm a woman trying to get stuff arranged to have all 4 of my kids in one place. A lot has changed the past year, and some of it makes me really sad, but most of it, makes me feel important now. I am needed

Tired Of Being Taken For Granted!
I am sick and tired of going over and beyond for people and them taking me for granted! I wish people would realize that when they have something/someone good in their life they should hold on tight!! BECAUSE THERE IS NOT THAT MANY GOOD PEOPLE OUT THERE!

Its Technically Tuesday
I keep thinking about Saturday night when my 4 mnth old nephew died my sister was in an accident friday i think it was last week hard to say i dont remember exactly i no it was the last friday of may and my nephew was the night after my sister made it but i still tend to worry. Rip Shane i miss you, i know your in good hands though because your uncle is there...you never met him but hell take care of you, theres alot of pple who will forever n always my little honeypot! went to batoche today it was great had a blast on the 11 hour bus ride those of you who werent there damn you missed a great time... photography trip tomorrow going to take a buncha picutres it works nothign better to do... there are so many thoughts racing through my head they prevent me from falling asleep dont know if i honestly want to or not tho hmm hadn't thought about that untiil now i cant get into it right now id prefer not to cry ***needs to meditate

Bp In The Usa!
/begin rant. So... Nancy Pelosi says that BP lacked integrity when it presented it's initial proposal for deep-water drilling in the Gulf of Mexico. When did she notice this lack of integrity? Was it when BP gave a promise of millions of barrels of cheap oil, oil that was close to home and didn't require heavy military presence in the Middle East, or was it after the shit hit the fan? Eric Holder says that America won't pay a dime for the clean-up. Which Americans would that be? It won't be the 39% of BP's share holders who happen to be American. It won't be the Americans who need to use BP gas stations or gas stations which are ran by companies which are either BP owned or those who buy their oil from BP and it's distribution companies. BP offered the USA what the USA wants and needs more than anything else - cheap oil. The USA needs this because it is sadly lacking behind in renewable energy technologies in comparison with other developed countries. Americans use more oil per he

Eternally Forsaken
Shadows of memories, persistently reverberate, the mind's eye seeks to give form to these sillouetts. Dark premonitions have come, and gone, as time's sands deteriorate, Brief moments of happiness, surrounded by thoughts of missed options I regret. As the years continue to cycle, I find that seasons begin to grey, all become one, briefly, second sight lingers, just long enough to open the doors of a pleasant day. Rustling winds becon, calling my name, to join in their dance, a myriad of color, for an instant, flashes it's promise of peace, analysing it's ways, I am entranced. Shall I linger, on this plain, though I am a walker between worlds, to bear witness to this world's continuity of degradation? Into another ponderous thought scape, I am hurrled, growing weary of this fleshen shell, this plain, and finite limitations... To be free, once more, to feel the cold, vast regions of the macrocosm surround me, I long for the embrace of the unmanifest,an

What Do You Think?
TO GET SOMETHING YOU NEVER HAD, YOU HAVE TO DO SOMETHING YOU NEVER DID. WHEN GOD TAKES SOMETHING FROM YOUR GRASP,HE'S NOT PUNISHING YOU, BUT MERELY OPENING YOUR HANDS TO RECEIVE SOMETHING BETTER. THE WILL OG GOD WILL NEVER TAKE YOU WERE THE GRACE OF GOD WILL NOT PROTECT YOU, SOMETHING GOOD WILL HAPPEN TO YOU TODAY; SOMETHING THAT YOU HAVE BEEN WAITING TO HEAR. (PLEASE DO NOT BREAK):" PRAY JUST 27 WORDS."GOD,OUR FATHER,WALK THROUGH MY HOUSE AND TAKE AWAY ALL MY WORRIES AND ILLNESSES, AND PLEASE WATCH OVER AND HEAL MY FAMILY IN GOD'S NAME AND GABRIEL'S NAME AS WELL" ~AMEN~!...("PASS THIS PRAYER TO ALL, THIS IS VERY POWERFUL" )..TO 12 PEOPLE OR MORE, INCLUDING ME..THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS YOU ALL YOUR FRIEND ALWAYS DESTINY AKA ANGEL_WINGS28

Live & Love
JuxTaPRoSe 2(re-edit 2)5/05/2010Nothing Else Matters When Doves CryMidnight Blue I'm Burning,I'm Burning For YouHot Stuff, Fire, Hearts On Fire.Baby, When I'm With You,On Top Of The WorldJump Purple Rain NovacaineLove Hurts, Pain, Love Stinks,Crazy Love, Real Love, Love Me StillLet Your Love Flow, Lovers Live LongerJoy To The WorldFree Falling Like A Rolling Stone, Glycerine,Hello, Sweet Child O' Mine,Here I Go Again CryingHas Anybody Seen My Baby?Boy Meets Girl...I Miss YouLeslie Levin - Poem written using unmodified song titles

Life
I saw this and its so true..... Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you and it's not about who you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all. It isn't about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you. It's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isn't about that. But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness, and compassion. Life is about avoiding jealousy, ov

Moving
IAM GETTING SETTLED HERE IN MY NEW PLACE.I LOVE THIS PLACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IAM LIVING ON THE ISLAND OF ST THOMAS AND IF U LOVE THE TROPICAL CLIMATE 365 DAYS A YEAR THEN THIS IS THE PLACE FOR YA.THE CLUBS AND NIGHTLIFE ARE SO AMAZING.

One Of My Deeper Thoughts..
Adversity and issues have a way of sorting out true friends from those who were only there to benefit themselves... when the well runs dry only the true friends offer to help you dig it deeper. The rest seek another well...

Beware Of This New Scheme That Is Now Being Used.
THIS APPLIES TO BOTH WOMEN AND MENBEWARE OF PAPER ON THE BACK WINDOW OF YOUR VEHICLE--NEW WAY TO DO CARJACKINGS (NOT A JOKE)'Heads up everyone! Please, keep this circulating.. You walkacross the parking lot, unlock your car and get inside. Youstart the engine and shift into Reverse.When you look into the rearview mirror to back out of yourparking space, you notice a piece of paper stuck to the middleof the rear window. So, you shift into Park, unlock yourdoors, and jump out of your car to remove that paper (orwhatever it is) that is obstructing your view. When you reachthe back of your car, that is when the carjackers appear outof nowhere, jump into your car and take off. They practicallymow you down as they speed off in your car.And guess what, ladies? I bet your purse is still in the car.So now the carjacker has your car, your home address, yourmoney, and your keys. Your home and your whole identity arenow compromised! BEWARE OF THIS NEW SCHEME THAT IS NOW BEING USED.If you see a pie

Suga Suga Dun Dun Dun Dun Dun Dun Oh Honey Honey
shes is only 40 some rates away from taking the lead in her HH contest please click the chick this is of grave concern to me for the following reasons A. I do not think I will be able to stand having to comfort her ass if she does not win B. I would consider it an emotional blow personally if the Teary chick who is ahead beat her my sanity thanks you that is all

Dinner And A Movie
Tonight was dinner and a movie night. Went out to this resturant called "Jack Astor's" (say it outloud) which was a pretty decent place. Sort of like a Friday's or Red Robin for ambiance, and decent food. Now, I don't know exactly why, but the boths have paper on the table. When the hostess took us over she took a crayon from the glass full of them on the table and drew a smiley face. Sure it would have been nicer if she would have written her number, but I digress. So me being me, I asked "Does this mean we can draw on the table too?" She said that we could. I had quite a little art project after that. I drew a nice stick figure picture of myself, then I traced my knife and fork, I played two games of tick tac toe (1-1) and then I drew another stick figure guy that said "Help! Help! I'm being crushed" then I placed my soda over his bottom half. Yes, I do amuse myself. After dinner it was time for a movie. I saw "Scott Pilgrim vs The World" quite an excellent flick. T

Life, Music, Concerts And Money
I have a story idea floating around in my head. It's not necessarily blog material...more something to research, travel for, and pitch to a publisher or magazine. if only i could get a gig writing freelance for spin or rolling stone and publish parts of the story in a series hunter s thompson style but with fewer drugs, i'd be set. (hallucinogenics are not my friend.) in light of this story idea, i'd like some input for research purposes. tell me about your most definitive live music experiences. i don't care about the genre. tell me any story that set a show apart from the rest for you. it doesn't have to be a famous act; local bands are fine. if you're in a band or have a story about being in a band and being onstage, definitely share it. you can also buy me things or take naked pictures for me. you know, for research purposes. thanks.

[in Case You Missed It (part 2)]
now that the arm restraints were off I could look at my arms-they kept telling me not to move. I was hooked to vitals monitoring devices, and transferred from the care of first responders to second (?) responders. Overtaxed nurses PAs and DocsAnd damn that neck brace was uncomfortablekinda choked methreatened paralysis if I moved it- so I behavedwe found out later that I had lacerations on my neck toothey were slow bleeders and were getting kinda crusty on the brace.Right before I was taken into X-ray I was greeted by my aunt and her new husband, and we talked about the weather...nowe talked about the accident.I got in and got out, had my little lead lap thing for my swimmers... not that I thought I'd be impregnatinganyoneeverespecially with this massive disfiguring scar on my head.But hey- why take that risk?Lectures about seatbelts.More lectures about seatbeltsand heyyou guessed itmore lectures about seatbelts.I talked to my aunt, my uncle knows some attorneys so he got in touch with

Never Thought
Never thought it happen like this Never thought it was you id miss. Came around and touched my soul I put all my plans on hold. Everything is fallin down Thought you would have come around. Can't you see whats going on ? It's so hard to hang on. When I start to fall asleep I think of how we use to be. Your in my heart and in my soul. Your everything I've ever known I think about you all the time Don't you know I'd give my life To have to stand here next to me Right here by my side Where did we go wrong? What did we go right ? Tell me its alright to push our pride aside Life without you ain't what I thought it would be When your lyin there with her do you ever wish it was me ? Can you forgive me for everything I did and didn't do? Understand this way of life is all I ever knew I was raised to be tough, Keep my feelings inside. Never to back down, all you have is your pride Life without love is just another sad song. Doin all I that I can but its ha

Just B!tch!ng
Frack, I need to get a different life.... Get a real boyfriend, not just someone that wants to be around for a booty call. Some that wants me around for more than an hours time until they get off.... Seems that everyone I meet just wants to 'hook up' and then when they get tired of the game, your back on the streets again. Frack, I'm tired of this frackin game.... Is there no one out there looking to find their one and only? Or is it just game on for everyone? Ok let me get off my b1tch box before I get violent. *sigh*

Stupid Encounters *52
2:42am mrmustard17: i need you so bad nerdgoddess 2:42am mrmustard17: : I am asking a huge huge favor of you. It has been a long 3 days with no sleep and the insomnia is still keeping me awake. the only way i can sleep is to jerk off. please come into cam with me. you don't have to do anything but watch if you don't want, i will make it quick. Please Please. Knowing the most beautiful woman i have ever seen is watching my dick will lul me to sleep. I need this 2:42am mrmustard17: please just cume watch me nothing else 2:43am iC51NerdGo...: ROFL!!!! WOW 2:44am mrmustard17: so? 2:45am iC51NerdGo...: Hmmm... lets see Watch a guy jerk off on cam or go write a fu song about the guy that wants me to go watch him jerk off on cam post it on youtube and humiliate him... I think option 2 is a good idea 2:50am iC51NerdGo...: What No response? iC51NerdGo...: Ok well Sense you didn't read my profile at least before you know

So, Let's Talk.
I'm normally not someone that gets too involved in online communities or social things, but it's come to my attention that even in person communication is lacking these days. A real conversation should flow with a statement or question, followed by another question and a statement so there's a direction to take a conversation. That or some sort of thought provoking or response provoking dialogue. This, unfortunately, is missing. You can tell by those awkward silences in which someone says something to abruptly force you to struggle to find anything to say to their previous vocalization. Now, with that out of the way, let's get into a few things about why I don't reply to most things I receive on here (and, it's really no offense). Do you often respond to advertisements and reply back with a letter about how someones doing when you get some junk mail? I didn't think so. So why on earth would anyone reply to someone marketing themselves. Now, I understand that there really is a popular

He Touches Me
He touches me in mysterious waysOnly my heart can understand.The feelings he evokes when his eyes meet mineAre almost more than I can stand.He gently breathes, I close my eyes And feel his love flow softly over meLike a babbling brook, winding its wayThrough the forest; An endless stream to the sea.The stars in the sky spell out his name,As the clouds come racing inTo hold him closer; As if even they,Can not be without him.He only has to speak my name And my fragile heart skips a beatAnd as his tender words are uttered,All my doubts and troubled fears Are put to sleep.He touches me and I'm filled With the most warm and wondrous lightIt's as if before him, I was just as dark As the dead of the longest night.Just to gaze into his eyes And feel his heart beat with mine,It's all I'll ever, ever ask until the end of time!

Stop Passing Laws, Start Paying Attention
i believe in the right to bear arms but there are certain people that dont deserve that right. passing a bill isnt going to stop the violence or stop the insane person that carries out that violence. sure, there is a law about not having gu...ns near schools...but open your eyes government officials!! it hasnt stopped anything. in the past 10 years take a long look at the school shootings and the innocent lives that have been lost because of some moron that had something to prove. its time to start looking at the people! like when that teacher was talking about when he'd turn to write on the chalk board he was scared because he thought that guy would shoot him...come on!! if you feel like that, turn his ass in before its too late. trust your gut feelings and do something about it. if laws meant anything to these sick people, there wouldnt be a columbine or a va tech. its not about laws... its about trusting your instincts on people and taking actions to prevent it from e

Regarding The Courage, Strength, And Honor Of The Gorean Master:
"If one is not strong, it is natural to make a virtue of weakness." ~Savages of Gor~p 235~ ............ "It is said," said Samos, "that only weaklings, and fools, and men who deserve to be slave girls, fall slave to women." ~Hunters of Gor~p 13~ ............ "He who surrenders his mastery surrenders his manhood. I wondered what those who flocked like sheep to their own castration received in recompense for their manhood. I supposed it must be very valuable. But if this were so, why did they feel it necessary to shrill so petulantly at others, those who scorned them and had chosen different paths?" ~Players of Gor~p 176~ ............ "We met in the center of the room and embraced. I wept, and he did, too, without shame. I learned later that on this alien world a strong man may feel and express emotions, and that the hypocrisy of constraint is not honored on this planet as it is on mine." ~Tarnsman of Gor~p 21~ ............ "With weapons and courage.... They were truly free m

Army Pfc. Michael Russell Creighton Weldon
Died March 29, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 20, of Conyers, Ga.; assigned to 2nd Battalion, 7th Infantry Regiment, 3rd Infantry Division, Fort Stewart, Ga.; killed in a suicide car-bombing near Najaf, Iraq.

Poetry
Summer daze-beneath a blue skies haze, a fuzzy feeling-an unwelcome cry, as if remorseful for the summers that have already died . Every year it is the same old thing, caterpillar covered trees: but I am the tree-they eat upon my leafs-just leave me be, setting me free from this caterpillar problem having being. A summer’s breeze tears at dead branches leafs, while a deeply rooted me- watches in disbelief . Here I have grown-here I can not remain, if I could only move-could just move to break free, I would shake these caterpillars far away from me. Twenty two year old roots: have bound me to this place. Longing for someone to transplant me some place safe. problems arise as quickly as they part- I would gladly shed my skin, to find my one true heart . I would give up all my limbs-all my leaves, and every piece of bark. All to find that at the heart of me lay a caterpillar covered heart.

Song Challenge - Day 06
Day 06 – A song that reminds of you of somewhere That year I lived in Canada? For the entire summer during that year, this seemed to be the only music video aired. When the mellow voice comes in - yeah, that's Dallas Green. Fucking amazing voice. ♥

Read Me!!
Tomorrow at 7pm (fu-time) I'm having a Happy Hour. I'll be running my God Mode before/during/after it. If you are in my family, you will get a rate every time I do. Here's the deal...I'm selling spots in my family. If you want in, send me either 4 bling credits or a bling worth 4 credits. If you aren't a friend, send me a request and IN the request let me know you are wanting in my family. Do NOT send me either thing until I let you know for sure I have room. Remember...4 bling credits or a bling worth 4 credits!

Keep The Wedding Dress In Flawless Situation Prior To The Wedding
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My Motivation
: sexyfunguy Boulder, CO subject: R received: 06/7/2011 03:07 pm replied: no block this member I'm not trying to pick on you but to let you know u are one of Gods creations and your as u are whe your born.You were born a man and you still are.Changing your appearance will not make you something else.I was involved witt the gay/transgender lifestyle for a while.I was a crossdresser but I knew inside I was and still am a man.I have since come to know the Lord and what He wants from us and how we are to live on this earth.You can't go by your feeling as they will lead one astray everytime.I use to belive in follow your heart and what you feel but the bible does tell us not to follw your heart but to follw Jesus and His teachings.Its not about religion but a way of life.I pray and hope you will seek His will and what He has for you and not what you feel you think you should do.You were born a man and when you go before God you will be a man then.Y?opu st

Ya Try To Be Nice, And See Where It Gets You??
So I'm going around the mumms today, and saw someone on my list posted one about predicting the next superbowl winners so I made a comment: "I hate pro football." I get this reply in my SB: 9:22am reply Barsider F...: Thank you for the comment but it would be bumped to Friends if I allowed it. The BOUNCERS watch every MUMM to see it complies with the rules. After I finished laughing, I sent a response: To Barsider F...: That's a load of BS... they don't penalize you for what OTHERS say. And all I said was that I didn't like pro football - and it looks like it's gone anyway. Bouncers have more important things to do than to babysit mumm comments, too Next thing I know, this shows up in my bartab (I'd just finished deleting him and my SB is set to friends only): Status: IT IS SO AMUSING WHEN SOMEONE RANTS AND RAVES IN YOUR CHAT BOX THINKING THEY ARE TOTALLY RIGHT WHEN IN FACT THEY ARE TOTALLY WRONG BUT DENY THE OPPORTUNITY TO TELL THEM SO BY BLOCKING YOU. Dude. I've bee

Which One Are We Again?
cap·i·tal·ism noun an economic system in which investment in and ownership of themeans of production, distribution, and exchange of wealth ismade and maintained chiefly by private individuals orcorporations, especially as contrasted to cooperatively or state-owned means of wealth. com·mu·nism noun 1. a theory or system of social organization based on theholding of all property in common, actual ownership beingascribed to the community as a whole or to the state. 2. ( often initial capital letter ) a system of social organization

For Those Who Died
FOR THOSE WHO DIED "You stand before this court, accused of heresy and witch craft. How do you plead?" "Not guilty!" "Guilty!" Our tongues they could not silence with their malicious lies Their unforgotten violence, remember those who died And as my flesh is put to fire I hear their voices still Their unjust accusations demanding that I am killed "We shall show no mercy to heathen such as thee Who stand accused and have refused the Church's clemency Your wicked acts are endless through the crimes we cannot name Innocent or guilty proved, we'll burn you just the same" Burning, into the fire Burning, a funeral pyre Burning, into the fire Burning, a funeral pyre This self-righteous inquisition is a plague upon our land as false as the confessions they force from shattered hands "We shall show no mercy to heathen such as thee Who stand accused and have refused the Church's clemency Your wicked acts are endless through the crimes we cannot name Innocent or guilty proved, w

Missing Someone
When you miss someone, you're in pain. That person is all you can think about. And not knowing if they're thinking about you, kills you even more. It gets you thinking if they really care about you just as much as you care about them. Because if they did, they'd still speak to you. Then there' would be nothing to miss at all. Right..? ♥

Army Spc. Richard A. Goward
Died April 14, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 32, of Midland, Mich.; assigned to 1460th Transportation Company, Midland, Mich.; killed when his truck entered a dust cloud and rear-ended the truck in front of him in Iraq.

Forces Of Nature
The merging of our bodies To drive you wild night and day Do you like you want it There can be no other way Stick it deep inside Make you bounce and moan Call my name now baby So sensual in tone Once never enough of your body I so call out in bliss Sighs stopped only by the presence Of our tongues as we urgently kiss Your hips are pressed on my stiff rod Slick from that tight wet fit Stockings smooth against me Do we ever have to quit Do we have to stop body against body Used so wanton in the lust Who cares about the time now For seconds and thirds is simply a must!

Our Charazy World
I am sure as time goes on these entries will get better but my spelling might only imorove slightly as i am to lazy to use spell check and just do not care enough to take the time and correct all typo's that i will make. My punctituation is all but none existant, and i can ramble on about nothing......... Wait i haven't told you what ima talk about yet... I will be talking about all the fucked up things in oour world if its in my opinion thats it messed up ass backwards or lacks all common sence I will probobly bring it up here at some point. If you would like me to express my views on a certain topic or run a game review for you just ask. This was just an introduction to the Blog please see the next post it will be ALOT fucking better!

Prison Guard Union Not Endorsing Ontario Pc Chain-gang Plan
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Lips Of Seduction
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One Person Is All It Takes
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you're one virgo and 1 mercury so, an analytical brainiac! :) hehe Planet: Position Aspects Total Rank Percent Sun: 42.5 ( 4) + 14.9 ( 6) = 57.4 ( 4) / 9.8% Moon: 60.0 ( 2) + 7.1 ( 9) = 67.1 ( 2) / 11.5% Mercury: 80.0 ( 1) + 31.5 ( 1) = 111.5 ( 1) / 19.0% Venus: 27.5 ( 9) + 17.8 ( 4) = 45.3 ( 7) / 7.7% Mars: 18.5 (11) + 19.3 ( 2) = 37.8 ( 9) / 6.5% Jupiter: 30.0 ( 8) + 17.6 ( 5) = 47.6 ( 6) / 8.1% Saturn: 33.5 ( 6) + 0.0 (10) = 33.5 (10) / 5.7% Uranus: 33.5 ( 7) + 18.5 ( 3) = 52.0 ( 5) / 8.9% Neptune: 48.5 ( 3) + 10.4 ( 7) = 58.9 ( 3) / 10.1% Pluto: 35.0 ( 5) + 10.2 ( 8) = 45.1 ( 8) / 7.7% Chiron: 7.0 (12) + 0.0 (11) = 7.0 (12) / 1.2% Node: 22.0 (10) + 0.0 (12) = 22.0 (11) / 3.8% Total: 438.0 + 147.4 = 585.4 / 100.0% Sign: Power Rank Percent - Element Power Percent Aries: 31.5 ( 8) / 5.4% - Fire: 89.0 / 15.2% Taurus: 22.8 (11) / 3.9% - Earth:

Just Keepin' It Real Quotes N Sayings
It was a love that made us a silly fool!!~~Ask your partner why they love you? If they only name things you do, you have a problem. They should love you for who you are, not what you do for them.~~It's difficult to wait for someone, it's difficult to forget someone but the most difficult is to decide whether to wait for someone or forget someone~~You know what hurts so much? It's when someone made you feel special yesterday, but makes you feel like you're a nobody today.~~When the one you deeply love hurts you, it forever changes the way you deal with anyone that attempts to get close to you.~~Be a woman of substance. Be a real woman. It is difficult to break down a real woman because she will learn from her mistakes, gather her strength from her struggle and overcome the obstacles courageously...~~Look for a lady who has her mind set and plans made. There is nothing sexier than a woman with ambition.~~Life has knocked me down a few times. It showed me things I never wanted to see. I e

Un Matrimonio Hecho En El Cielo O Una Unión Impía?
Durante los últimos meses, varios comentaristas han discutido la sinergia que se puede crear cuando las comunicaciones digitales entre señales digitales y teléfonos celulares se activa-a través de una conexión Bluetooth u otros medios inalámbricos. El concepto tiene mucho sentido.(Tablet android) Habilitado con esta capacidad, digital out-of-home signos agregar nuevo valor para los espectadores y los comunicadores por igual. Por ejemplo, en una tienda de comunicaciones entre señales digitales y teléfonos celulares pueden ser utilizados para mejorar la experiencia de un comprador mediante la adición de interactividad de mano, entrega de mensajes promocionales personalizados o impartir algún otro tipo de valor para el cliente. Un ejemplo citado a menudo está transmitiendo un cupón digital a un comprador dentro de la proximidad de la señal, tal como un cupón para un elemento de delicatessen particular de una señal digital de cerca del mostrador de delicatessen. Otra posibilidad interesa

Elizabeth - Ziggy Marley
Uncle sam is a naughty old man he says he wants you but he only wants to use youHe has a woman named Elizabeth she walk the streets selling her body for gloryImmoralityThey get drunk from the blood of saints not the kind that are made into statuesHer brother john drinks wine all day he and his friendsTrying to take our souls awayOh it's sad to say but uncle sam is going to have his dayAnd they will weep for ElizabethUncle sam is a naughty old man he says he wants you but he only wants to use youHe has a woman named Elizabeth she walk the streets selling her body for gloryImmoralityThey get drunk from the blood of saints not the kind that are made into statuesHer brother john drinks wine all day he and his friends his friendsThey can't take our souls awayOh it's sad to say but my uncle sam is going to have his dayAnd they will weep for Elizabeth

Remarkable Necklaces Created From Pandora Beans
The Pandora Charms creating jewelry start in Denmark with the person named Enevoldsen. Enevoldsen was a goldsmith anf the husband as well as the spouse regarded planning plus advertising and marketing diamond jewelry created from beads in addition to expensive jewelry. This can be a track record concerning The planet pandora creating jewelry.After some time, those who used the process regarding The planet pandora jewelry creation thought we would investigation far more while using merchandise they could get their hands on. Inside the active periods, The planet pandora charms are generally made out of quite a few products through gold in order to platinum, to treasured gemstones and a few as specific since Murano cup.The buzz in the The planet pandora beads along with anklet bracelets is the fact it is possible to fashion these however you want. Create 15 men and women generate their very own Pandora bracelets and you will have got 10 exclusive designs. Have the same individuals target

Nevada Lawmakers Tour Arizona Dispensary
State lawmakers from Nevada are on a quest to fix a loophole in their medical marijuana program, patients can get cards from the state, however there's no way to legally get it. According to CBS-5 Phoenix, Nevada state officials toured Arizona Organix in Glendale Friday on a mission to gain insight into what could be done to fix the silver state's flawed program. "You can get cards from the state," said Nevada State Senator Tick Segerblom. "If you know how to do it, you can grow it. But, the reality is, you can't purchase it. We wanted to come somewhere very small, very tightly regulated and learn first-hand how it works." Five Nevada senators and an assemblywoman met with Bill Myer, co-owner of Arizona Organix, to discuss the ins, outs and legal hurtles of Arizona's medical marijuana system. The officials feel the Arizona standard and the well managed state dispensary can significantly help in finding a solution to their states problem. Myer told CBS-5 he's honored other states c

Custom Made Curtains & Pelmet Designs In Perth
There is something special with custom made curtains as they are created with a special touch to think about. Having a personalized curtain asserts more devotion of work and time to come up with a design that you find most appropriate as display for your homes. Curtains play a major role in beautifying a room, adding its elegance, and showing the kind of theme that you can to invoke in your rooms. Having Pelmet designs Perth does give you better leeway to enjoy exercising your own choice of color, styles, designs and sizes. What makes custom made gifts highly valuable is the essence of having it created according to your own choice. You can think about making custom drapes for your room. Drapes have been around for hundreds of years and their trend in decorating one's room stay to be popular and in demand. The best thing that comes with having it personally made is you require not must go around shopping for the ideal drapes while looking for the specific design that you require to fi

To All My True Peeps!
I just want to show some luv to all my true peeps who've shown me much luv since i've been here, you know who you are! now i know peeps have other peeps that they are more cool with thats all good! i respect that iknow its hard to keep up with all of our peeps! shoutouts to my gurlllll fiona, and her sis jane, white diamondz, keli, kay, jewelz, miz dee, cali angel(who've been my friend way even before i came here at lc from myspace shes been a real true friend, thanks for listening to me your definately an angel lol!) and last my friend jo jo who but me down with this site, much luvvvv,sorry again!, and to the others much luv, hopefully you'll hit me up sometime, holla! Much Luv, Yah!

Hope(written September 7th)
Well this past week has been an emotional roller coaster for me and my whole familly a week ago today we found out my dad has small cell lung cancer which is the fastest progressing type of lung cancer and on top of that he has bone cancer and bone marrow cancer ....thursday night we were all rounded up at my sisters place so my mom and her best friend could tell us...I swear that was the worst night of my whole entire life as i walked down the street knowing mom had something to tell us i was sick to my stomach...the last time we were all asked to get together to talk with my parents was back when my grandpa died so i just knew it wasnt gonna be good....when i walked in the door my mom told me that my dad was very sick and had lung cancer again and he wasnt suposed to make it the weekend....then we had to tell my kids and then we went to see him the next day he didnt even know my name it was scarey knowing i was gonna lose my dad....i cried lots for the first couple of days that was

I am like fire. You may warm your heart and warm your soul. but never get to close....... ... because you will get burned. Fire can be a wonderful thing if you are careful, but it can be the worse nightmare that any lover knows. It can be dangerous to think that you can fool it with a few tears and a little love... For tears will only calm it for a moment and then once again the fire will blaze into a beautiful, yet untouchable but passionate beauty. Yes, I am like fire. Unlike any fire you have ever known. and I have warned you. I can seem to be warm and intice you to come and take a closer look. For you to come and get warmer...inviting you into my sizzling hell. Yes I am like fire. My blood pulses thru my veins , burning my love away from yours and teasing you into believing it's alright to love me... to touch me... so beautiful....so dangerous.... I am fire. Written by: Jennifer R.A. Fischer

Can Someone Help Me Please
THERE IS A FOLDER THAT HAS ALL DIFFERNET PICTURES IN IT,,THAT EVERYONE IS COMMENTING ON IT HAS NAKED ONES AND MY KIDS IN IT,,I DONT HAVE IT THAT FOLDER ANYMORE ITS LOST,,,CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL WHAT IS THE NAME OF THE FOLDER.. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME OUT,,I CANT GET HELP ANYWHERE ELSE. THANK YOU

Good News
I have been working in my current position for over 2 years now. That is a pretty good thing I guess. I just was ready for a change because my position is entry level. Today my manager called and said that she is wanting me to be considered for a promotion. I have sent in my resume and so forth for the promotion. They have already placed some reference phone calls. So hopefully if all goes well, I will be moving up in the world. Please keep your fingers crossed. :) Corey

Life
You scored as Balanced. Perspective.. Good job! I love people like this. They're not happy all the time and yet they don't complain that much either. (I don't hate the other types! I love them all... just you know I prefer people like you ;) ) You don't bother with getting upset over the small things, you do get depressed but you do get happy too. People may call you unpredictable, but to you, your normal. Keep going the way your going and many opportunites will open for you. Congratualtions for the awesome result!Tell me what you think! Negative feedback VERY welcome! Tell me how to fix it :) Balanced. Perspective.85%Content. Calm.75%Hate Life. Pestimistic.70%Giving up hope. Depressed.55%Happy. Optimistic.45%How do you see life? (ANIME PICS + DETAILED ANSWERS)created with QuizFarm.com

Korn
Tearjerker by Korn KORN LYRICS "Tearjerker" Well I wish there was someone Well I wish there was someone To love me When I used to be someone And I knew there was someone That loved me As I sit here frozen alone Even ghosts get tired and go home As they crawl back under the stones And I wish there was something Please tell me there's something better And I wish there was something more than this Saturated loneliness And I wish I could feel it And I wish I could steal it Abduct it, corrupt it, but I never can it's just saturated loneliness Does the silence get lonely? Does the silence get lonely? Who knows? I've been hearing it tell me I've been hearing it tell me Go home Cause the freaks are playing tonight They packed up and turned out the lights And I wish there was something Please tell me there's something better And I wish there was something more than this Saturated loneliness And I wish I could feel it And I wish I could st

Any Takers?
I NEED TO KNOW HOW TO MAKE MY PAGE LOOK LIKE SOME OF THE PAGES I HAVE SEEN ON HERE, YOU KNOW BE A LITTLE MORE CREATIVE AND ADD A LIL SUM SUM TO IT. aNY TAKERS? THE DAY WENT WELL HOPE YOURS DID AS WELL. FEEL FREE TO HOLLA BACK

Radiologist Complete Ultrasound Report
I have a complex ovarian cyst on my left ovary. Has to be removed. We dont know exactly how big it is or if it is cancerous. I will be transferred to Universite of Chicago Medical Centers for further treatment.

Again With Hell
I feel like shit i didnt nothing wrong and she insists on torturing me like she had done to other exes. i stayed when she cheated i stayed when she said it was only cuz i wasnt there. i never cheated i never hurt her and ???? my parents are against me too so what am i doing wrong what did i do to desvre being treated like shit by almost everyone i dont wanna go to school because its just not fun

My Dad Died September 28, 1990
"Every once in a while I would see him smile and it would turn my day around. His loving smile, his gentle face, no one can fill his vacant place" R.I.P Dad Larry D. Havlik born to eternal life 9-28-90 I love you and I miss you.

Lonely
I feel so lonely lately. It breaks my heart that my husband isn't even trying to win me back. But at least he was jealous when he found out a man with a kick ass Harley was flirting with me and gave me his number! I've been able to keep my mind occupied most of the time but sometimes I get so lonely at night, I hate sleeping alone. I just want someone to hold me. At first I thought I just wanted sex and well I do, lol, but still I miss the affection and I haven't had that for a while even before we separated. I'm confused though, cause I want the affection yet at the same time I don't even want to think about being in a relationship again alread. I guess I just don't know what I want right now. I had a pretty fun weekend and sowed some wild oats, lmao, but still feel lonely. *sigh*

My World
I'm not like you. My world is dark, and shadowed by rolling clouds of doubt. Everyday I struggle to rise above a false passion that forces me to bleeding knees I am offered smiles true and bright, that I turn into malicious grins and in my world, it's true I laugh and they laugh with me, never knowing beneath the surface fire rages, consuming my soul. And it's dark here in my eternal winter, where the chill eats at yearning bones, that never left an empty past. Every moment suffocated by a memory of pain and humiliating emotions, I am emptied by my own thoughts. I can see the sun beyond the ridge, never reaching her light, rejoicing early but failing to succeed. And in my world it is lonely When there are people here to console my devastated soul, yet I am always lost.

Lost
im lost without your touch im lost without your kiss im lost without your love im lost without your phonecalls im lost without your texts but most of all im lost without you i love you and i miss you but theres nuthing i can say or do that will change that, i can dream that u are lying beside me like u did, i can dream of your touch, your kiss your everything and maybe just maybe one day it will return

Control
The heart knows not the longing that awaits it. Control is not to be found anywhere. This thing made between us, not a thing made by us, but merely because of us. This heart that beats for you in wanting, knows not you, but only the rythm of it's own desire. There is no control here. This thought of you in my head, placed here by whom and why? The thought knows not the rationale in it's own process, but merely continues on it's task unknowningly. All these things that have direc

Fuck You!!!
Fuck caring. Fuck all these tears ive cried for you. Fuck the lies. I dont need them. Fuck all the times I tried to make shit right. Fuck the pain. Fuck being the only one who EVER stuck up for your ass! Fuck all the I Love You's! Fuck the fact that I gave my heart to someone who just walked all over it. Fuck all the cheating and lying. Fuck all the backstabbing. Fuck all the betrayal. Fuck all the manipulation. Fuck all the trust. Fuck all the feelings that were hurt. Fuck all the trust. Fuck being there for you. Fuck all the late nights spent talking to you. Fuck all the shit I gave up just to be with you. Fuck all the hate. Fuck being LiL Miss Nice Girl!! Fuck Love! Fuck Trust! Fuck Pain! FUCK YOU!!! I GUESS FROM NOW ON IM GOIN TO BE THE BITCH THE LIAR THE CHEATER THE ONE THAT ALWAYS MAKES YOU MAD!! EVERYTHING YOU ALWAYS SAY I DO ANYWAY EVEN WHEN I DIDNT. NOW I AM GOIN TO BE THAT PERSON. THIS IS WHAT YOU HAVE MADE ME BECOME. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW????

One Of My Investigation In A Graveyard
There are some orb's and unusual manifestation in the picture of my husband Now tell me what you think of the pictures ??? and yes I have more of them. *(Click on the picture to really see them good)*

Shit I Quit!!!
Hey all, !!!!!I JUST SMOKED MY LAST FUCKING CIGARETTE!!!!! I just quit smoking!!! Hopefully, I'll be able to keep it that way! The guys are gonna ride my case while we're in Japan, and when we get back to the states to make sure I stay stopped! It's gonna be a rough couple of days while I get it out of my system!!! But I guess I deserve it for starting in the first place! Oh well I've been saying I'm gonna quit since my son was born (3 years ago!), I guess it's time! It helps when the peeps I work with are non-smokers. Anyways wish me luck! And for my "real-life-in-my-face-we-physically-see-you-on-a-daily-basis-friends," if you see me smoking, kick me in the fucking balls! That should be a good deterent! Later gators, -Fred Jr.

Playing A Kobold (d20-style)
I've always had a thing for Kobolds (get yer mind outta the gutter!). they're these adorable little lizard-men who are "primitive" and highly skittish. In my systems, I have a similar species called Cobalts, but that's something for another post. Kobolds in d20 are now geniuses at creating traps and tend to be sorcerors. Really bizarre for the species, but then d20 has a habit of doing things backwards. This is an account of what happens when an inept cat burglar rescues a level 15 kobold sorceror... The thief, Vikuka, had just rescued a Kobold and returned its little snake familiar when he discovered a sack in the corner containing the Kobold's posessions. He dumps it out, takes a few items, and walks away, leaving the poor NPC alone with the corpses of his tormenters. Next door, Vikuka discovers a room containing ten augmented greater basilisks. He realises he's in trouble when they start doing damage, so after slicing into one of them, he activates his cloak of etherialness

New Grand Daughter
Just wanted to let all my cherry friends know that if i do not make it in for a couple of days it is because i became the proud Grand Mother of a new baby girl today at 8:24pm...Both my daughter and the baby are doing well...Baby was 8lbs 3ozs...She was named Olivia Madison Grace...I am like i am on cloud nine...she is my first grand daughter outta three....See you all soon...

A Little Can Go A Long Way
Apparently I work next door to a shelter for the mentally disabled. At lunch time I usually go outside to the lunch cart and grab something real quick. An older mentally challenged gentleman was trying to buy lunch but from the sound of the coversation he didn't have enough money. The lady took his money and left it on the counter meanwwhile he's pointing to the menu trying to say "cheeseburger." So I pay for my lunch and get my change and without thinking put a couple dollars down on top of the man's money and told the lady he should have enough for his cheeseburger now. With that I left to go eat but it got me to thinking about how we should make an effort to help those that aren't as fortunate as ourselves. Yeah it was only a couple dollars to me, but it was lunch for that hungry man. Working in ny is giving me good opportunities to see things from a different perspective and I think I am becoming a more well rounded person because of it. I do hope you guys take a hard look

Haha
> > > 1. Don't sweat the petty things and don't pet the sweaty things. > > 2. One tequila, two tequila, three tequila, floor.. > > 3. Atheism is a non-prophet organization. > > 4. If man evolved from monkeys and apes, why do we still have monkeys and apes? > > 5. The main reason Santa is so jolly is because he knows where all the bad girls live. > > 6. I went to a bookstore and asked the saleswoman, "Where's the self-help section?" She said if she told me, it would defeat the purpose. > > 7. What if there were no hypothetical questions? > > 8. If a deaf person swears, does his mother wash his hands with soap? > > 9. If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill himself, is it considered a hostage situation? > > 10. Is there another word for synonym? > > 11. Where do forest rangers go to "get away from it all?" > > 12. What do you do when you see an endangered animal eating an e

The Bottle
I did things because of you. Things I wouldn't normally do. I cheated, lied, stole, and hid. My life to you I'll no longer bid. I gave you all, You've got some gall. the life I had, Was not so bad. You made it seem so much worse. The bottle is a dreaded curse. I'll beat you yet. Place your bet. You are strong and smart and very sly. With new found Strength, I will stay dry. I've got friends who care, with me they share. Experience,Hope and strength. with them I'll walk the length. Aswell as Buddy up above. To protect me with his Love. To hide I no longer need. My Fear You'll no longer feed. Looking to teh sky, sober, I will die. If I pick you up you selfish drink. I'll die inside and surely sink. with some help, my spirit will lift. Sobriety, What a valuable gift. life is all well and good. as I'm doing what I should. I realize now I'm not so bad. It's because of you those thoughst I had. Guilt, Anger, Remorse no more will I fol

My New Job
well from the look of it i might be going to the west coast to help finish the indigo girls US tour i got my old job back beign a roadie for various bands just wanted to see if anyone else might have a cool job they wanna list ....my wife well shes a stripper so ... ( whatever ) so list your jobs 2

U Had Me And U Lost Me
How should I start it off You must have thought me soft Like it was all good to move on and cross me off We never shared secrets We wasn't fucking raw Helped you when you were down and now you got the fucking gawl We used to be so tight We was each others life You was my husband and no doubt I was your fucking wife Did anything you ever asked of Eve You turned out to be a devil nigga I couldn't believe Sneaking numbers out my phone Calling bitches on the cell What the hell! Clunky bitches one on the scale I'm like a dime over line You can't calculate my status And you fucking with these bitches like my ass wasn't the fattest Like I didn't dress the baddest Any time we surface Must have been insecure Niggas made you nervous And I guess it was your purpose to lock me in But you fucked up Your lucks out But then again

Leaving New Jersey
Well this sunday i will be leaving new jersey. My dad came and visited me and we had a great time. I already miss him so much. While my dad was here my boyfriend went to jail. I told him that if he went to jail that it would be over. I cant take it here in new jersey no more. Im upset and cant stop crying.

Existence
Heaven Cannot exist without Hell The World Cannot exist without The universe Order Cannot exist without Chaos Peace Cannot exist without War Happiness Cannot exist without Sadness Love Cannot exist without Hate Life Cannot exist without Death I Cannot exist without You Can you exist without me?

Wha Creature Are You
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Ah, The Pursuit Of Love
Ah, the pursuit of love. Love is our greatest source of happiness and it does not have to depend on random chance. So let us begin the search. The search for that perfect mate is really a quest for wholeness - a completion of oneself. Finding your soul mate is what true seekers of love wish for. It is believed that soul mates were created together in the beginning and share a unique destiny. Perhaps created as one, they were separated into two spheres of being-one in a masculine polarity and the other in a feminine polarity-but each with the same pattern of divine identity. Their tie is eternal, and after they have found each other they will be together forever. But not all the beautiful and soul fulfilling loves stories are those of finding your one true love. Some believe we can have many soul mates. Soul mates sometimes share a complementary calling in life. They are partners and helpmates who are often working to develop the same virtues and fulfill the oneness that is so

New Article On Ac For Halloween!
Just a fast note from an Internet cafe around the corner from work ... I have a new article on Halloween posted at AC, and I'd appreciate it, if you enjoyed the piece, to please vote for it (use the stars up by my picture). Thanks - I'm up to my eyeballs in two new articles coming out soon, so stay tuned, I'll be back in the swing soon. Halloween: For Kids And Adults, Right?

The Weekend Get Away
by Kiny Tink Dean and I had been going out for almost six months, we felt comfortable with each other, like two lifelong friends. I felt a sense of safety and trust that I had never experienced before with a man. Safe enough to explore my sensual/sexual side, something I hadn't been prepared to do in the past. Our anniversary was coming up and I decided that I wanted to plan something a little different other than the traditional candlelit dinner. I wanted to book a weekend with a difference, something that we would both enjoy; especially given we had very much the same tastes, likes and dislikes. So I did my research until I found what I deemed to be the perfect, romantic and sexual weekend getaway, but with a twist. I told Dean to make sure he had his bags packed and that I'd be around to pick him up Friday evening. The week was busy for us both, it went very quickly; each day I kept thinking about the weekend that was ahead for us, wondering if we would both enjoy

Tells Alot
Have you ever noticed how many people go through the trouble of getting all made up and even put on the best looking panties money can buy. Yet they don't bother to pick up the dirty laundry or pick up the trash on the night stand. Then Take a seductive picture to post here. All I can think is what a messy house.

When I Close My Eyes
When I close my eyes I see him looking at me with such care, passion, desire, need and love When I close my eyes I hear his voice whispering words of love and promises to always love me. When I close my eyes I feel his touch caressing me, his touch causes me to quiver When I close my eyes I feel his lips touch mine with such passion When I close my eyes I am lost in our lovemaking When I close my eyes I see a man who is my friend and lover When I close my eyes I feel my heart beat faster when I look at him When I close my eyes I touch him tenderly When I close my eyes I say to him I will love you forever, no matter where we go in life When I close my eyes I feel the tears fall down my cheeks. When I open my eyes I am scared….

Im Sorry
This is to all of the girls in the world who can't accept the nice guys for who they are: I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pi

Love
I haven't really explained the relationship I had with my husband, so here goes nothing..... We got together when I was 16, he moved in with me and my parents. He was a drunk back then...I guess I thought I could change him. We have been through seven long years of drinking, lying, verbal and mental abuse, and a whole lot of "baby I promise I will change." I even gave him another chance when he cheated on me with one of my friends. (boy was I a dumbass!) Sometime in the month of May I grew a backbone. I started standing up for myself and my son and telling my husband how it was going to be. Well it didn't help. On the 4th of July he flipped out and started breaking shit and scared the piss out of me and my son... so I kicked him out and got an O.P. I ended up dropping it because I wanted him to see his son...it doesn't matter, he rarely comes. But the other night he tried to tell me he loved me, then he called me in the middle of the night to talk. He was like, "I love you but I

New Car
Today we went to look at a truck. It is a 2003 Chevy 1500 4x4. I can't wait I really hope that we get it. I don't know though. We will know more on Monday. As soon as they run everything through. They said that if we had a couple of more points on our Creidt Scores that we would be able to get them without any problems. But not everyone is perfect. I hope we are making the right choice. This one kid that Curt played high school football with said that it is the right choice. I don't know. You only live once. You will never be happy in life if you don't take chances. Well more later.

Drunk Driver Joke
Drunk Driver joke A policeman pulls over a driver for swerving in and out of lanes on the highway. He tells the guy to blow a breath into a breathalyzer. ''I can't do that, officer.'' ''Why not?'' ''Because I'm an asthmatic. I could get an asthma attack if I blow into that tube.'' ''Okay, we'll just get a urine sample down at the station.'' ''Can't do that either, officer.'' ''Why not?'' ''Because I'm a diabetic. I could get low blood sugar if I pee in a cup.'' ''Alright, we could get a blood sample.'' ''Can't do that either, officer.'' ''Why not?'' ''Because I'm a hemophiliac. If I give blood I could die.'' ''Fine then, just walk this white line.'' ''Can't do that either, officer.'' ''Why not?'' ''Because I'm drunk.''

So I Am A Veteran
not of any war, but I proudly served my country for 8 years as a Marine, and Veteran's Day will be here soon, as well as on November 10th it will be the 231st Marine Corps Birthday, so remember your vets, and also if you know a Marine, be sure to tell them Happy Birthday on Friday, they will appreciate it. If you are a Marine, Happy Birthday and Semper Fidelis... I for one appreciate the service you gave our country... and that goes for all the vets out there as well....

Im October Baby
JAN.- I'M FEELING HORNY FEB.- I L0VE T0 FUCK MAR.- IM SEXY AS FUCK! APR.- I GIVE THE BEST SEX MAY- I'M S0 FUCKIN FINE AND CUTE! JUN.- DAMN I'M SEXY JUL.-I'M SO FUCKIN CUTE AUG.- I'M S0 DAMN FINE!! SEPT.- I'M A SEX FREAK :) OCT.- SHUT UP & KISS ME =P NOV.-I'M A GANGSTA!!! DEC.- I JUST WANT SEX

The Ladies Will Appreciate ~ The Men Will Learn A Lesson ***lmao
Public Restrooms My mother was a fanatic about public restrooms. When I was a little girl, she'd take me into the stall, show me how to wad up toilet Paper and wipe the seat. Then she'd carefully lay strips of toilet paper to cover the seat. Finally, she'd instruct, "Never, NEVER sit on a public toilet seat. Then she'd demonstrate "The Stance," which consisted of balancing over the toilet in a sitting position without actually letting any of your flesh make contact with the toilet seat. That was a long time ago. Now, in my "mature" years, "The Stance" is excruciatingly difficult to maintain. When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't

* Sacred *
I am so game to teach you all and learn all from you as I am you and you are me and I am another yourself - IN LAK'ECH (GUATAMALAN MAYAN) XA TA XA XA TA AMAC - ONLY MAY THERE BE PEACE IN YOUR PRESENCE. (YUCATUC MAYAN) I am game for you to teach me all you preach in unspoken language, love, light musical and speech... thought, that which cannot be sold or bought and learn from you all which you taught, and saught... the whole lot. I love you always in all ways Karina Peel the way the first veils of life's illusion, I'll hold your hand each step of the way, love you by night and day, show you how to play, catch you when you fall and care for you to be okay, it's free, you won't have to pay a dime for this rhyme or us to spend time sublime. I'll be your muse and mime. Shall we peil away the first veil? It begins in light and love As is below so is above.... Love you my white dove... Your inner being we shall be freeing For all you to know,

My Job
well i had a crazy day at work . ever one thinks i have an ez job but much to every ones suprise my job is reeley kind of hard. i ya dont knw what i do i am a vet tech . and thismoreing reeley sucked i take a dog in for an ultrasound ok . and me and my co worker lay him down so we are looing a round and we look at his heart and boom it just stoped. i was liek holey shit so we het him on oxygen and we brought him back onec i was liek cool right?? wrong the dog crasshes again and we where not able to bring him back . and thet just kicked my ass i was reeley bummed out for the rest of the day . tha and we get a nother dog who was in a fight and tore his eye lid reeley bad and notto mention the old dog that we had to put to sleep lets jkust say my day was long well thaks for lissing

Just Some Random Thinking
I have spent a lot of time over the last few weeks thinking about why there are so many things about myself that I would change and what would cause me to have so many insecurities. Well, I think I finally figured it out (and giys do not take offense) it is men. Not every man is this way mind you, but the men that I have dated in the past have beat my self confidence down to the point that even though is slowly creeping up it is still pretty mediocre! I have been told that I am fat, ugly, mean, and unattractive to the point that I actually started believing it! I am going to work on it now that I know what I need to work on! :) I guess just from hearing that I am not wanted and not pretty it kind of put me in a place that was not too full of self worth. However, while I was working tonight I sat down for break and started thinking about myself and I have come to the conclusion that I am an amazingly strong person and that anyone that can't see that, appreciate that, and love me for tha

Judge Only Yourself
How much does an opinion weigh does it really matter what I say? I can't be responsible be yourself or be a fox Who cares what you expect what is politically correct? All my ideas are in bad taste so get off my case Judge yourself and NO ONE ELSE. I don't intent to offend I just offend with my intent beauty is in the beholder's eye I just like the ugly side. Who cares what you expect what exactly is politically correct? All of my ideas are in bad taste so get off my case and judge yourself and NO ONE ELSE See things the way I do walk a mile in my shoes Don't assume & damn it don't praise me My thought would drive you crazy Kill someone, save a life Don't do drugs, drink all night worship Jesus, praise Satan Opinions are all contradictions. It's not a case of wrong or right you may hate what I like vice versa, it's all the same just do it, no pain no gain. Who cares what you expect what is politically correct? All my ideas are in bad taste

The Band Is Now On Myspace
and we have some music up Minus my vocals as to the fact that we are working on recording them next!! What you hear on myspace is a raw track sound no work done to it yet!! www.myspace.com/crushyourenemies666 I am so stoked about the new band I am in and the way the four of us hang out!! by far this is the best band I have ever had the pleasure to be in!!

How My Brain Works......or Doesn't:-)
1. Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull? No - But have fed one. 2. Do you ever intentionally vomit after eating? Depends who I am having dinner with. 3. If you were working on a pirate ship, what would you most likely be? A Pirate or Semen 4. Have you ever called anyone a slut? Myself, looking in the mirror wearing female clothes. 5. How many people do you think would come to your funeral? One - A priest with a box of matches. 6. How many of them would come just to make sure you're dead? One - He is getting paid. 7. Do you have more enemies or more friends? Morefiends 8. Have you ever sent an anonymous letter? Yes to myself on Valentines Day. 9. Have you ever turned someone down for a date? No - Never been asked on one. 10. Are you smarter than your friends? What friends? My imaginary friends lie to me. 11. Have you ever had anything stolen by your friends? Yes - My heart. 12. Do you use your teeth when "doing it?" No - I take them out fi

Gone
you were once here but now your gone. all that is left behind is a void. trying to fill that void is like trying to regain a lost memory. you reach out for it -and for a moment you feel the tingle of recognition- then it slips out of your grasp.

Ma Blogs
IF WHAT I POST IN MA BLOG OFFENDS YOU THEN THAT MEANS IT APPLIES TO YOU...AND PERSONALLY I THINK YOU NEED TO GET A LIFE OR GO WORK YA ISSUES OUT IN THERAPY....IM DOIN IT SO I THINK YOU SHOULD TOO! I HAVE ENOUGH PROBLEMS IN MA LIFE I DONT NEED YOU COMIN TO ME WITH BS....IM SEEIN A THERAPIST ONCE A MONTH....WHY....CAUSE I HAVE ISSUES WELL NOT ISSUES PROBLEMS THAT CAN PROBABLY BE EASILY SOLVED, I HAVE THOUGHTS OF SUICIDE, HOMICIDE AND ALL THAT, I REALLY DONT THINK THAT IM THE TYPE TO MESS WITH!!! I WAS THREATNED BY A COUPLE OF PEOPLE ON HERE, YOU CANT REALLY DO MUCH TO ME! IM LIKE ONE OF THE TOUGHEST CHICKS YOU'LL EVER MEET BUT ANYWAY IF YOU COME TO ME AGAIN WITH PSYCOTIC SHIT....YOU WILL GET CHA FEELINS HURT, I CAN MAKE THE TOUGHEST MAN CRY! SO KEEP ON!!! I JUST WISH YOU'D GIVE ME MA SPACE TO BREATHE! LOVE YA GUYZ!!!...LOL IM OUT FOR THE NIGHT, IM TIRED!

A Song I Wrote
Enter My World Inside, I don't remember While I was going under Bring back the feeling in the air With me and still I'm trying Gone Through and still I'm lying I'm here and still I do not care Come to me, whispered voices in my ear Come to me, Break through this nightmare Alone, this world surrounds me I scream, the pain shouts at me The way is clear but still I stare Broke down, my legs wont' hold me I'm lost, will never be free Enter my world now if you dare... Come to me, whispered voices in my ear Come to me, Break through this nightmare There's a road that forks at the end (Delusion seeping in) There is no stopping me now (go back, stay back) Choices that have to be made (We won't release you now) I'd go, but now I'm afraid... The Pain won't go away... Come to Me whispered voices in my ear Stay with me, you've entered this nightmare...

Meeting Of Two Souls
sitting here looking out the window wishing,wanting what is it that makes it all worth it where can i find it what price do i have to pay i need it it's soo cold without darkness has settled where is the way out how can i find what i need as i grow weary my eyes begin to close i feel it i see you somehow it all feels right never met you i feel we belong how is this possible can it be true can two souls seek another can the travels past reveal the hearts desire all in a matter of a few brief words my soul revealed its desire the moment you neared me

How I Feel About Someone
Second by Second Minute by Minute Hour by Hour Everytime I am with you is special Day by Day Week by Week Month by Month Year by Year Gives me all the memories to last a life time When I am with you I think of nothing else but you. When we are apart all I can do is think of you When you laugh I smile When your sad I want to hold you in my arms When your angry I just want to cheer you up With every touch, every breath, and every kiss Make's my life filled with joy and happiness everytime you smile at me, give's me a sense of something true When your with me nothing else matter's When your not their you are the only thing that matter's The sky, the moon, the wind, the sea, and the tree's can never be as great as you sre to me. When the sunrises I think of how I am going to make you smile today. When the sun goes down I think of what I have done to make a difference in your life. If I had to do it all over again and again I would have to say that I wouldn't

Happy Holidays
As a lot of you know, I'm on my way to VA Beach in a few weeks, right after the New Year. This affords me the opportunity to finally get to play with the big boys on important issues, it lands me right by where I first lost my virginity, and puts me right on the beach in my off hours. Most importantly, it puts me near family. This will be the last Christmas I spend alone for awhile. I don't complain. I chose the life and am grateful for the opportunity to do what I do for you. On at least two occasions, I have spent Christmas Eve on a dry cot in the same room as 50 men I never met before, and one of them on a cold hard floor in a place I cannot identify for security purposes. In between, I was simply by myself. Sometimes I had a box to open that came in the mail or something. Usually its just checks in the mail. Somehow the bank always finds a way to throw me into the negative hundreds right around this time too, so I can't even send gifts back. I just become distant fro

Feelings!!!
Why is it such a difficult thing to be open and honest about how you feel toward another? If you like them or feel for them wouldnt it be nice to share that feeling and express how that person makes you feel? I question how some ladies and men react towards hiding there true inner self toward the opposite sex in order to see if the grass may be greener on the other side. Is it ever greener? Sometimes when you let yourself become free of what other's may think, that is a step towards adulthood or I may be wrong but what is the big deal? Excuses we use like saying I love you or saying I am sorry... Dont we ever get tired of holding back, or is it really the fact that I may be just waiting for the someone to come and sweep me off me feet, or what us ladies would say, " The Knight in shinning Amour". I suppose my big deal is, if you like someone and yet your hanging on to another, why would it be so difficult to choose? She may be there but I am here!!! Playing games are for kids, E

The Mind Is A Beautifull Thing..
> What I want no, what I must know is why friends, people have to give you or others so much static about talking to other people, expanding your mind to other views. > I'm not one who is content with following in line with the rest of the sheep and believing everything the media tells me of what I should do in my life and how I should feel about others. I have a very diverse set of friends from all backgrounds, but I feel because I'm proud of my Race i'm being told I can't because it may cause too much drama and be so wrong because I'm White and Proud of that fact. I'm not trying to cram my thinking down others throats but I am sick to death of me being told I have to feel this way or that about someone else's feelings. > > Why shouldn't I be offened as a white woman by statements such as this: > Kill Kill Kill the white manAdd to My Profile | More Videos > > > > > > > > Why should I be hated for being white and being proud of my race? My response: The

My First Mfm Threesome Experience
Macy’s first mfm swinging experience I’m not much of a writer, but I’ll just let you know about my first mfm experience into the swinging lifestyle. My husband has always been kinky in the bedroom and wants to try new things. We lived in Germany when he was in the Army and had watched a lot of different kinds of sex movies. One night going into the bedroom after watching some videos, we laid down on the bed…. He began to eat my pussy. It felt great as usual, but he then suggested something totally off the wall—he asked me if I thought I would enjoy 2 guys doing me at the same time. It just sounded so off the wall that I snapped at him, and said, “No,.. Your outta your mind…. but deep in the back of my mind, it kind of turned me on. He stopped talking about it from there and we just done our thing….sex as usual. I noticed over a period of time he talked to me about it more and more, and I began to use my imagination during sex… and he noticed it really turned me on. My

Hands
You observed the hands that caressed his back as he opened your Mistress up, like the determined advance guard that his thumbs formed, sliding gently over the redolent flesh. She let her head tilt back onto the earth, catching her lower lip in her teeth as his tongue licked around the aureola of her breast and his hand cupped her. She gasped for breath as he began rubbing gently, slapping the softer parts of her body gently, like the slap of the lake's waves against the bow of a distant fishing boat. Her whole body shook as his finger reached down behind her sex, to penetrate the entrance to another tight hollow, more protected and more secretive even than the moist groove between her thighs. She hissed a sharp breath as his thumb pressed into her suddenly now, the rapid penetration leaving her jerking and moaning out loud. His index finger touched the pink pucker of her behind, teasing and tickling as his thumb pumped in and out of her and her body moved with that devilish thu

An Update On The Weather Up Here In The Cold.
Yesterday it was raning all day long, and i was sure that the snow was gone when i got up yhis moning. When i went to work 13 hours ago it was + 1 degrees and when i got off work 8 hours later it was - 12 degrees and now it is - 15 dregrees.. i can remember cristmas was the first one i had i 5 years with snow, and it was "warm" only - 3 degrees...

Knowledge Of Lyrics
HIGH ya , im starting to post music lyrics from different songs and albums.. trying to see if any others out there know the groups or mite have heard the songs just a thing im gonna see whos reading :D well heres the first lyrics see if ya know ?? And the angel of the Lord came unto me, snatching me up from my place of slumber. And took me on high, and higher still until we moved to the spaces betwixt the air itself. And he brought me into a vast farmlands of our own midwest. And as we descended, cries of impending doom rose from the soil. One thousand, nay a million voices full of fear. And terror possesed me then. And I begged, "Angel of the Lord, what are these tortured screams?" And the angel said unto me, "These are the cries of the carrots, the cries of the carrots! You see, Reverend Maynard, tomorrow is harvest day and to them it is the holocaust." And I sprang from my slumber drenched in sweat like the tears of one million terri

My Male Friends On List
Hey everyone as much as I enjoy talking to my male friends its very disconcerting when they have over obessed women friends on thier list looking to see If the compition is worse or better then them like dam Im here to chat no drama or BS.

My Teen's Letter To His Bro
Now, read this with a grain of salt. It's a post my son sent to the lead guitarist in his band who is Casey Jones'n it out in Cali...Even if his views may seem whack, the boy does know how to word things..lol..He writes music also. hey you fuck! your very existance is blasphamous...and thats why we all miss you so much...when will you arrive to tell us of your journeys in search of the american dream on the roads of a corrupted and dilluted land that was glorious before the coming of the "white man" and the hate he brings with him...i too have had time to ponder a great many things and have come to many meaningful desicions, at least in terms of what i intend to do with the hand that our twisted sadist of a creator has delt me in giving me lynn and seven for parents...but im finding more and more through thought that the old saying is true, "there is more than one way to skin a cat" and having said that there is more than one way to live a life. everyone cannot be happy or at p

My Weekend.
My weekend. Had oodles and oodles of fun at Chrissy and B's in Wildwood this weekend. ...healthy cookies and supplement bars... air mattress... World of Warcraft... shitty laptop...meatballs and pasta... hot pockets... fake mountain dew, haha... Discovery Channel... our walk to 7-11 and Wawa at like 3am... index cards... board games that were' far-from-bored' games (our own version of WhooNoo)... for the record-i fuckiing hate Scattegories LOL... Chrissy licking ass in Ames... crazyass pics in Dom's cell phone... our attempt to see Billslut

Feelings
no matter the way I feel I can never seem to get things right at all!! I think i blowing my chance with a lot of things. I wish i could come up with a better idea of how to get the things done that i need to get done

Friends
DOES ANYONE OUT THERE ACTUALLY KNOW WHAT THE TRUE MEANING OF BEING A FRIEND IS I DONT THINK ALOT OF PPL DO AND I THINK THATS SAD IM REALLY PISSED THAT THE WORD FRIENDSHIP DONT MEAN WHAT ITS SUPPOSED MEAN TO PPL ANYMORE I WANT A FRIEND THAT WILL BE THERE FOR ME LIKE IM THERE FOR THEM SOMEONE WHO WILL HAVE MY BACK LIE FOR ME TRUST ME WITH THERE MOST INTIMATE SECRET I WANT SOMEONE THAT I CAN TRUST SOMEONE THAT I CAN SHARE MY DEEPEST THOUGHTS TO AND NOT HAVE THEM GO BEHIND MY BACK AND TELL THE FIRST PERSON THEY SEE SOMEONE I CAN TRUST MY LIFE AND OR THE LIVES OF MY CHILDREN WITH I MUST BE THE ONLY ONE WHO KNOWS THE TRUE MEANING I FEEL SO ALONE NOW AND THATS SAD AS WELL

Nothin
You scored as Werewolve. You are a werewolve! You never get cold and all your scars and bruises heal when you transform! You don't have to wait till the full moon to change. You can do it any night! You are the only force capable of killing a vampire and you positivly despise them! Werewolves aren't all mean! There are some werewolves that can control themselves! Like Lupin form Harry Potter! You are the twin of a gray or red wolve except for your venomous yellow or red eyes!Werewolve94%Vampire69%Devil63%Dragon56%Fairy50%Mermaid19%What Mythological Creature are you?(Cool pictures!)created with QuizFarm.com

The Ages
The years I’m keeping So, ever-fleeting By and by Goes my time Ages of freedom Moments so trapped The years I’m keeping Falling off track To learn is to know That these years come and go Leaving only traces And distant faces From the only ages We will never be again

Boobs Boobs Boobs
I'm new to CT but seem to find most of the pictures flashing across the top of my screen contain more boobs that I can stomach. I don't get it.. what's with the women taking pix at angles SOOOOOOOOo unflattering to their breasts? I mean..angles that make them look like they are coming out of their necks. Speaking from one well endowed woman to the others out there.. Show your assets proudly, but there is no need to post pix with 3/4 of them hanging out. My question is: Is this offensive to anyone else besides me?

" I Am Happy"
"I am happy" The red winter roses hue, brightens the blue, white sky, as I lay beneath , looking up from the snow angels I make they glisten in the sun like bright diamonds. Joyful, laughing children run past, free and loving there is nothing as sweet. I am happy and warm. 01-29-07 J.R.A.F.

An Elephant Never Forgets
In 1986, Mkele Mbembe was on holiday in Kenya after graduating from Northwestern University . On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air. The elephant seemed distressed, so Mbembe approached it very carefully. He got down on one knee and inspected the elephant's foot, and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it. As carefully and as gently as he could, Mbembe worked the wood out with his hunting knife, after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot. The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face, stared at him for several tense moments. Mbembe stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled. Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned and walked away. Mbem

Have I Ever Told You?
Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some newly discovered species of flower? Have

What's Your Type?
Your Love Type: INFJ The Protector In love, you strive to have the perfect relationship. For you, sex is nearly a spiritual experience, a bonding of souls. Overall, you have high expectations for any relationship you're in. However, you tend to hold back a part of yourself. Best matches: ENTP and ENFP What's Your Love Type?

Proud To Be A Dv Survivor
today is my Anniversary, you see 3 yrs ago today, i left my abuser.........with an order of protection, teen age son, custody of my then pre-school grandaughter, and no money.I had no friends, typical of being controlled, my family wouldn't help,("you all ways go back to him").And i stood strong... So I'm glad to say that I am ALIVE today, because somehow I got some courage...I believe that my strength is from all the wonderful friends I've met in these few short years.I would like to thank all the great friends I made here, you're support has been awsome.My love and blessings and allways know that I'm here for you......WEndy

Im Leaving... Part 3!!!!!!!!
damn, not again! well im in a lil bit better mood... if u havent seen my one bulletin, i won a puppy naming contest and won a platnium cherry! i wuz totally not expecting dat!!!! but yay me! haha! well, now sinz what i talked about in the first bulletin in this series... i decided for today dat i wanna be a point whore!!!!! lmao! everyone keeps posting bulletins such as "only 11,ooo points to go", "help me level up", etc, etc. well now its my turn, damn it! haha! i only need like 6o,ooo sumthin points to level 21!!!

My Heaven
I look deep in your eyes I see there what I feel inside We share something between us Neither one of us can hide.. I feel your lips touch mine I lose all control All it took was a look and a kiss To know you were part of my soul I see your hands on my skin I want and need you to do more The passionate look you give me, Tells me heaven is in store.. I feel your need against my thigh I know you will fulfill my every wish We are made to fit together And all it took was a look and a kiss I look deep into your eyes And I see heaven there inside You make me feel so beautiful What I feel for you, I can not hide.

Very Sad Little Girl
This goes along with the news i got 2 days ago! I feel so lost cause now its worse much worse he alos has lung, liver and spline cancer. My uncle said once they get all the news they are sending my dad home but that could b like 3 months from now and the doctor says he has 9-18 months left to live, and i dont know anytrhing to do! people are telling me to be strong and make he feel loved and act like nothing is wrong to upset him but its so hard im so close with my parents, i feel so lost and my stomach is upset 24/7. I talked to my dad today he sounded normal and when i hung up i cried casue it jsut not fair im going to miss him so much i have missed him since they day he moved away last march and i dunno if im being selfish but i just want him to be here and be ok! but he's never going to be ok and i feel like shit casue theres nothing i can do to help! So to my friends i talk to on a daily bases if i could off as different or pissed off this is why im going through so much and ther

Wives.. :-o
More Female Compassion Barry returned from a doctor's visit one day and told his wife Greta that the doctor said he only had 24 hours to live. Wiping away her tears, he asked her to make love with him. Of course she agreed and they made passionate love. Six hours later, Barry went to her again, and said, "Honey,now I only have 18 hours left to live. Maybe we could make love again?" Greta agreed and again they made love. Later, Barry was getting into bed when he realized he now had Only eight hours of life left. He touched Greta's shoulder and said, "Honey? Please? Just one more time before I die." She agreed, Then afterward she rolled over and fell asleep. Barry, however, heard the clock ticking in his head, and he tossed and turned until he was down to only four more hours. He tapped his wife on the shoulder to wake her up. "Honey, I only have four hours left! Could we...?" His wife sat up abruptly, turned to him and said, "Listen Barry, I'm not

You Know What Fuck This....
sorry, you're rating too fast -- ignored! This is a fucking joke mike creates a site based on rates and rank and then bitches about it and tries to change it. I don't have time to sit and wait to make sure I don't "rate too fast"! But yet someone can sponsor happy hour and rack in the points so as long as your paying mike your allowed to get all the points you want. Hmmm why not just do away with the points completly and become another myspace oh wait thats right then no one would be paying to support mike!

Again Ima Leo!
Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Good By Grandma G
Good by Grandma, you will be missed by us all. I will be heading out to help your oldest son, my uncle, early wed morning. Comming to lay your worldly body to rest, beside that of your husband. My you both rest peacefully for eternity, happily toghther. I know your spirit will see me, I know I will feel you there. All I want to be is strong for my mother, your daughter, as well as for my uncles in there time of need. Everyone except dad, who is unable to travel will be comming to see you off and celebrate your life. This will be my brothers wife and her son's first time flying, as well as the grandchild that is on the way. I hope they have a safe and relaxing trip. Grandma I love you and miss you already!

It's Strange Isn't It?
1. Isn't it strange how a 20 dollar bill seems like such a large amount when you donate it to church, but Such a small amount when you go shopping? 2. Isn't it strange how 2 hours seem so long when you're at church, and how short they seem when you're watching a good movie? 3. Isn't it strange that you can't find a word to say when you're praying, but you have no trouble thinking what to talk about with a friend? 4. Isn't it strange how difficult and boring it is to read one chapter of the Bible, but how easy it is to read 100 pages of a popular novel or ZANE GREY book? 5. Isn't it strange how everyone wants front-row-tickets to concerts or games, but they do whatever is possible to sit at the last row in Church? 6. Isn't it strange how we need to know about an event for Church 2-3 weeks before the day so we can include it in our agenda, but we can adjust it for other events at the last minute? 7. Isn't it strange how di

Poems In The Night Instead Of Sleep....
I couldn't sleep, and I had this running through my head, so I got up to see if it'd let me sleep after I typed it out.... Head spinning, thoughts racing, Body restless, hands moving. Emotions surging, churning. Soul feels lost, fights the urge To jump up, stomp feet, Cry loudly, throw things… For what purpose…. To get what’s needed. To end distance, To restart what wasn’t begun, To relight the spark That was lost before it lived. Eyes tear, deep blue pools Full of longing, yearning, Reaching out…. For what… For the promises made. The promises no longer shining With hope of being kept. What’s left…. Heartache, yes… Pain… yes… despair… not yet. Hope… yes, still a little… Trickling a touch of light Into the shadows, showing… What…. Showing love, Showing tiny seeds of hope Ready to bloom With the deepest of voices Calling, commanding, Pushing to be obeyed. Waiting… wanting… Longing… yearning… A garden drying in the hot sun No water in sight… A time for

The Well Being Of Your Children
QUESTIONS 1.IF YOU SEND MEDICINES FOR YOUR CHILDREN WHEN THEY ARE WITH THIER NON CUSTODIAL PARENT DONT YOU THINK YOU SHOULD GET THEM BACK WHEN THE CHILD COMES BACK? LOCAL POLICE OFFICERS ANSWER......"IT IS A CIVIL MATTER" HMMMMMMMM THE CHILD NEEDS A NEBULIZER WHICH COULD MAKE IT A LIFE THREATENING SITUATION WITHOUT IT, SO WOULDNT THAT ALSO BE CONSIDERED CHILD ENDANGERMENT? LEY ME HEAR WHAT YOU ALL HAVE TO SAY.

Marriage Humor
have two choices in life: You can stay single and be miserable, or get married and wish you were dead. At a cocktail party, one woman said to another, "Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?" "Yes, I am. I married the wrong man." A woman inserted an ad in the classifieds: "Husband Wanted" Next day she received a hundred letters. They all said the same thing: "You can have mine." When a woman steals your husband, there is no better revenge than to let her keep him. A woman is incomplete until she is married. Then she is finished. A little boy asked his father, "Daddy, how much does it cost to get married?" Father replied, "I don't know, son, I'm still paying." A young son asked, "Is it true, Dad, that in some parts of Africa a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her?" Dad replied, "That happens in every country, son." Then there was a woman who said, "I never knew what real happiness was Until I got married, and by then, it was too

Updated Tree
* Lestats Dark Covenant *@ CherryTAPHey to all members of Lestats Dark CovenantFamily, We finally have a page on Cherry Tap,click the link to the left to be directed to thelink, rate it, comment it, and send them a friendrequest (Don't Have to be Family member to sendfriend request!!)If your looking for a family out there thats different than any others then this is the family for you.....This is not just a family its a haven as well.For those of you who have been outcasted by society for being different in ways they don't seem to understand.Let me be the first to tell you I do understand how you feel about that....I'm here to offer you a haven and a family that has grown to be a great one...This family sticks behind its fellow members with upmost honor and respect....This family continues to grow and more and more people that have been outcasts realize how much of a true family this is to them...Please stop by to check us out...If you are this outcast no matter who you are or what mus

Resignation
My Resignation haha anyone with me? RESIGNATION I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year-old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks. I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day. I want to return to a time when life was simple, when all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good. I want to believe that anything is possible. I want

Life's Ease
Into a dim horizon I dissappear No thoughts of what to fear Pride dies with each stride Sadness settles with every tear cried Unable to hold on anymore Perceptions of being no more I push against destined fate Boxing my mind into a crate To who holds the key I plead "will you set me free" Happiness you will then serve Valor given to who it is deserved I ask again with a please Give me life's ease For it I would owe you it all 'Till the day of my last fall Bearing my soul only to you Our love will forever be true

Off To Texas
I wanted u all to know that I am off to TX in a few hours. I will be visiting some online friends there for the weekend & then on Monday I will be going down to Ft Hood to see my son & his family. My grand daughters are excited for me to get there (so they say), lol. I will probably spend a few hours playing dolls with the doll house ;) I love spending time with them, I always come back a happier person =) This will be my shortest trip ever. Have a great 10 days & be safe! Enjoy the race, lol. Its here in town & Im leaving! Go figure, lol!

Forget About Your Ex
You went through all the motions of a breakup, from the lonely evenings alone to the drunken nights out with the guys, and you're ready to begin a new relationship with a woman you've been eyeing for a while. But you're wondering how to go about forgetting your ex completely so that you can start this new relationship from a fresh perspective. Read on for the 10 steps you should take to do just that. 1- Accept reality: She's gone This first step may take longer for some than for others, depending on how serious the relationship was. Obviously, if you were living with your ex, you'll have a harder time accepting the breakup than if you only dated seriously for a few months. The sooner you accept the reality that she is not coming back, the sooner you can begin to move on with your new love. So stop that little voice from telling you that she's going to "come to her senses" and call you. 2- Clear your head I don't mean for this to sound "self-help-y" or anything, but you have