Well this past week has been an emotional roller coaster for me and my whole familly a week ago today we found out my dad has small cell lung cancer which is the fastest progressing type of lung cancer and on top of that he has bone cancer and bone marrow cancer ....thursday night we were all rounded up at my sisters place so my mom and her best friend could tell us...I swear that was the worst night of my whole entire life as i walked down the street knowing mom had something to tell us i was sick to my stomach...the last time we were all asked to get together to talk with my parents was back when my grandpa died so i just knew it wasnt gonna be good....when i walked in the door my mom told me that my dad was very sick and had lung cancer again and he wasnt suposed to make it the weekend....then we had to tell my kids and then we went to see him the next day he didnt even know my name it was scarey knowing i was gonna lose my dad....i cried lots for the first couple of days that was a pain i had never felt b4 and dread to even feel again....I decided that im gonna make the best of what time i have left with my dad so i go see him everyday and now he asks where i am b4 he didnt know me....he has had lots of ppl praying for him and i believe the prayers are working....he went from close to death to maybe comming home...he went from one weekend to a couple months....I truely believe its because of all the prayers and love ppl have for my dad...we have a big familly I am the oldest of 5 kids and i have 3 nieces and 2 kids of my own so he has a lot of love and good support...and my mom is by his side all the time....thank god for the love of familly and friends that make this a bit easier....I decided im gonna make what time i have with my dad the best I can and appreciate it and when he passes im gonna remember him for all the good he has done for us others ppl he loves he truely is an amazing man and has led a good life with many ppl that love and care about him and even look up to him he will not be forgotten but remembered for the Person he was a Great loving Father that was always there for anyone he could....so the next lil while of my life untill God decides its my dads time my life will be devoted to my daddy the man who with the help of my mom made me who i am today.......
