This goes along with the news i got 2 days ago! I feel so lost cause now its worse much worse he alos has lung, liver and spline cancer. My uncle said once they get all the news they are sending my dad home but that could b like 3 months from now and the doctor says he has 9-18 months left to live, and i dont know anytrhing to do! people are telling me to be strong and make he feel loved and act like nothing is wrong to upset him but its so hard im so close with my parents, i feel so lost and my stomach is upset 24/7. I talked to my dad today he sounded normal and when i hung up i cried casue it jsut not fair im going to miss him so much i have missed him since they day he moved away last march and i dunno if im being selfish but i just want him to be here and be ok! but he's never going to be ok and i feel like shit casue theres nothing i can do to help! So to my friends i talk to on a daily bases if i could off as different or pissed off this is why im going through so much and theres nothing anyone can do to make me feel better and i sorry but theres not!
