give me a pen and a pad and watch me paint pictures
as long as there is ink in this pen i can keep bringin this
infinite is the depth of my mind that comes intertwined with
humbleness, insanity, realness, cocky with sarcastic wit
a magical arsonist who played with fire and just inhaled it
if i gave you a glimpse into my minds very own cypher
5 me's are involved and it quickly becomes hard to decipher
who's the normal one, all of their sanity is hanging by a small wire
all eyes are, locked in on me and it makes me feel uncomfy
rather be below the radar where very few know of me
anti social hand gestures from me to you just said blow me
i apologize, that was out of line of me and i'm truly sorry
i lie... i'm not sorry, when i'm being sarcastic i lack sincerity
i will forever only speak what my heart tells me
every time my heart beats it's like it allows me to see
truthfully, it gives me a canvas to lay on verbal imagery
every time my heart beats it's like an instrumental to me
my hearts telling me to go in a different direction
i go where the beat tells me so i'll give a lil self reflection
i'd cut my arms off before i would wear my heart on my sleeve
i'm paranoid that the moment you find out i care bout ya you'll leave
guess can blame the dad for that, he left once upon a time
wore that hurt on my face until i learned bout therapy through rhyme
don't wanna give him a bad name so let me say it wasn't a case of abandonment
he got kicked out the house, i was young, i just didn't understand it
shit i better cut my arms off i'm putting to much out there
back to the insanity because i don't wanna know that you care
scared to get stabbed in the back by people on an undercover mission
so i surgically implanted 2 eyes in the back of my head, i'm always watchin
i look like a mr potato head with everything but the eyes missin
mind's cypher is over but the instrumental plays on as my heart's still beatin
i will forever only speak what my heart tells me
every time my heart beats it's like it allows me to see
truthfully, it gives me a canvas to lay on verbal imagery
every time my heart beats it's like an instrumental to me